A LETTER FROM RYAN
Mom, I need to talk please listen to me, I know how much you hurt I can see your agony Mom, I know the order of life sometimes gets switched around parents get left behind on earth as children walk Heaven's ground Mom, I wasn't scared when God held out his hand for HE already gave me a glimpse of the promise land Mom, there really are waterfalls everything is peaceful here, I wish you could see Heaven's beauty it might help to soothe your tears Mom, I want to tell you again I am REALLY OK I told you that once before Remember OUR talk that day? Mom, I didn't leave you I am still by your side I see you every day and it hurts to see you cry Mom, God needed me it was time for me to go, but I know you love & miss me because you tell me so Mom, I know you can't see me but I am still a part of you, please tell Grammine & Aunie all that I am telling you Mom, remember when I left 3 times I squeezed your hand it meant "I Love You" I knew you would understand Mom, I'm holding your hand just as you did mine that day remember the smile I left you with? It hasn't gone away! I know your heart is broken for I was your only son, but Mom my life isn't over it has only just begun. Written By: Trudy S. (Ryan's Mother) Febuary 3, 2005