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Who Gives A Fuck
well i been nothing but true blue with someone..just to get thrown out like the garbage..i am so fucking pissed i dont care anymore.been up for 24 hours..i guess its true nice guys finish last..i so hate my pathetic life..and if anyone out there who considers me a friend..holler to cheer me up..dam i guess i need it right now..and a bottle of jack..i will go to work drunk..dam thats a good fucking idea..i am not so thinking right..sorry just venting..everyone have a great day...and thanks for at least reading this junk..

I Just Thought This Was Funny As Hell!
Penis Requests a Raise I, the penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor I work at great depths I plunge head first into everything I do I do not get weekends off or public holidays I work in a damp environment I don't get paid overtime I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation I work in high temperatures My work exposes me to contagious diseases Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight You fall asleep on the job after brief work period You do not always follow the orders of the management team You do not stay in your allocated position, and often visit other areas You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working You leave the workplace rath! er messy at the end of your shift You don't always ob

Kiss Taste
You scored as taste like tongue. When you kiss someone, you taste lots of tongue. A little tongue can be sexy, just don't use it to much... keep that in mind.taste like tongue81%cherry's75%strawberry's75%Candy63%what does your kiss taste like??created with QuizFarm.com

Girls Vs. Grown Women
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e. don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special and goes to kick it with her own friends! Girls t

11/04/06
Everyday I wake up there is something missing in my soul. A part of me that has never be complete. I live a lonely life. One full of non-emotions, I just go through this life as if I am living in a dream. Is it reality or am I just existing until this part of me is found, is complete. Standing outside feeling the cool breeze of autumn brush through my hair, I can almost feel something there or someone. For a brief, so very brief moment, I feel a sense of what I am missing. But just as fast as that breeze blows in and twirls through my hair, that feelings passes, leaving me feeling more empty than I was before. What is it to be truely loved by someone? What is it to have that soulmate that so many talk about? Is that the piece of the missing I feel? Can this life really rob me from that, or was it my own doing? So many questions, and no real answers. Some pass through our lives leaving the scars of what their version of love was, some scars so deep, you can actually feel physical pain.

Why???
i'm trying to find new friends and such to boost my rating and enjoy this site more......but it's becoming very difficult to find real genuine people on here who don't have pics of there half naked body on their profile.......don't get me wrong i'm not a prude,but i'm happily engaged and i'm really not interested in seeing your tits or anything else....i've got all that here......so if anyone knows some real people who actually enjoy meeting new friends could you please forward this to them..... ~napajoe~Family Member~Canadian Chapter~

Creedsto Live By!
A Creed To Live By Don't undermine your worth By comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different That each of us is special. Don't set goals by what other people deem important, Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things Closest to your heart, Cling to them as you would your life, For without them life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers By living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, You live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over Until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread That binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances That we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life By saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love, The fastest wa

What Pisses Me Off
HERE I HAVE ALMOST 2,000 FRIENDS AND NOBODY CAN SO MUCH AS ADD AS A FRIEND OR ATLEAST RATE HIS FUCKIN PROFILE...UR NOT GOING TO CATCH SOME KIND OF DISEASE....WHAT IS SO HARD BOUT IT...HE HAS HEEN AT THE SAME POINT LEVEL AND LEVEL 11 4 A MONTH....ONLY A FEW SELDOM PEOPLE HAVE HELPED HIM AND I THANK THEM....BUT ITS REDICULOUS HOW SOMEONE CAN LOOK AT A BLOG AND EVEN GO TO THE HIS PAGE BUT NOT DO A DAMN THING!!!!!!!!!!! U GET POINTS TOO...HE WONT STALK U OR DOWN RATE U OR WHATEVER THE HELL UR SCARED OF...I PROMISE HE HAS HAD HIS RABIES SHOTS....SO GO AND DO SOMETHING!!! HERE IS HIS DAMN LINK MARIAS SEXY JUGGALO ~DARK LOTUS~@ CherryTAP

Crawling
on my knees i crawl to thee holding a gift for you to see moving slow an careful closing the distance how can i go on moving so slow finally reaching you taking you hand placing a small box its a wedding band seeing your delight smiles an tears showing my love to one so dear

Sorry , Ive Not Been Around
To all of u out there that have sent messages over this past couple of day ... I am very greatful and i love you all for it ... I have got a lot going on my life at the moment and just at the min can't seem time to get on here.. to say hi or give comments back.... But as today i have a spare couple of hours. i thought id get u all inon go , and say thankyou for being wonderful friends xxxxxxx

Weedin Out The Family
Love sharin those special pics with ya....but if ya never chat or comment....makes me feel used....so gonna weed those of you out i never hear from...believe there are others who would like to take your place....hugs and kisses to all....Becky

Confounded Sex
CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his manhood, but that his insurance wouldn't cover the surgery since it was considered cosmetic. The doctor said the cost would be $3,500 for "small, $6,500 for "medium, $14,000 for "large." The man was sure he would want a medium or large, but the doctor urged him to talk it over with his wife before he made any decision. The man called his wife on the phone and explained their options. The doctor came back into the room, and found the man looking dejected. "Well, what have the two of you decided?" asked the doctor. The man answered, "She'd rather remodel the kitchen".

Twisted
twisted like a string fibers stretched working free fearing to let loose seeing the separation seeing the distance grow twisted up in a knot with no where to go feeling the pain begin the tears flow hoping for a miracle to show seeing my destiny sadden by what it means twisted how can it be so

Somethings I Would Like To Know About You
Can you answer some of these questions for me: a) what other social/business networking sites are you a member of? b) which ones do you use the most? c) which ones do you like the best? d) and the ones that you like the best, why do you like them? It would be a great help as I am trying to find outwhere people hang out mostly.

Pictures!!!!!!
I WAS HOPEING SOMEONE COULD HELP ME SINCE I CANT SEAM TO GET ANY ANSWERS AT CHERRY TAP IVE BEEN TRYING TO UPLOAD MORE PICTURES BUT I HAVE THIS MESSAGE TELLING ME THAT MY BROWSER ISNT SUPPORTED "THATS WIERD BECAUSE AT ONE POINT IN TIME I HAD 200 PICTURES ON HERE. NOW IVE GOT A NEW MESSAGE TELLING ME SOMETHING DIFFERNT "ALSO WHEN I GO TO MY PROFILE ALL MY PICTURES ARE BLACK AND WHITE". THIS IS WHAT IT SAYS I NEED TO DO "Image Uploader ActiveX control is necessary to upload your files quickly and easily. You will be able to select multiple images in user-friendly interface instead of clumsy input fields with Browse button. Installation will take up to few minutes, please be patient. To install Image Uploader, please reload page and select "Yes" button when you will see control installation dialog." AND I DONT UNDERSTAND, I AM SO NOT A COMPUITER WIZ....WILL SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME HOW TO FIX THIS SO I CAN ADD NEW PICTURES? THANKS KAT

Prayer For The Perfect Man.. ( Now This Is Funny... Lol)
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep. One who's handsome, smart and strong, One who's "willy" is thick and long. One who thinks before he speaks, When he promises to call, he won't wait weeks. I pray that he is gainfully employed, And when I spend his cash he won't be annoyed. One who pulls out my chair and opens my door, massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my mind, knows just what to say when I ask "How big is my behind?" One who'll make love till my body's a twitchin, In the hall, the shower, the garden and kitchen! I pray that this man will love me to no end, And never attempts to screw my best friend. And as I kneel and pray by my bed, I look at the Shit Head you sent me instead!!!

Secret Desires
Secret Desires (Adult Only) the mind enticed lured and stimulated the heart quickened the body pleased and undulated temptation's ardor compels the action set to enslave and deftly deflower to overwhelm with eagerness panting aspire and fervored zeal impetuous dreams and provocative tease mouthwatering desire for fevered flesh ravishing beauty by the siren's song sung in lyric ecstasy passion grows in the fertile soil the fertile soil of secret desires spread of legs spread of lips fingering life and loving drips drinking long soft and slow sweet streams flow from rivers deep needing only gentle woo to set the fire to flame the need whispered rapture in the night secret desires and candlelight gentle laving swirling round and round rocking motions moans and growls tender touch of roughened hands upon thoughts so very sensual satin sheets and silk

The Story Of My Daughter
So, before I begin, let me preface this by thanking all of you for your Comments about my Daughter. She's an incredibly beautiful girl, and I am damned proud of her. The thing is, my daughter is a lot like me in many ways. We have similar tastes in music, movies, etc - And we think so much alike it's rather scary. Here's the funny thing though. My daughter was raised away from me. You see, when she was 3, her mother married another man, and moved away. Despite assurances that I'd never be kept away from my daughter, 6 months later suddenly the phone number I had was disconnected, and despite many attempts, I couldn't find them. Seems that the new Husband somehow was listed as Father on the Birth Certificate - Despite the fact they didn't even KNOW each other at the time. I'm guessing he didn't like me much, because my Daughter now had HIS last name (Still does). Even more sad, her mother left him when my daughter was 7 - And left her with HIM. So, she was raised by neit

Butterflies
watching you there in bed my stomach feels like it has buuterflies sliding into bed with you placing my arm around you snuggling up close feeling you move closer to me turning around to face me smiling with pure joy teasing me with soft kisses ripping a moan from me feeling you hands search my body as i kiss your neck seeing a devlish look in your eyes as you seek out your prizethe heat between us builds sending sparks out to the sky hearing me moan you kiss me so sly rolling me onto my back as you kiss my neck working your way down as you kiss my nipples sending shivers down my spine as i move around so much under your control kissing down to my belly seeing such pleasure in your eyes as you work to please me seeking out my pleasure kissing to my thighs giving small little love bites licking each area as you hear me sigh stroking me as you torment my soul writhing in bed mesmerized by your skills as you take me into your mouth what a wonderful spell

Loss Of Love And The Rebirth Of My Life: Part 2
There's a show called Nightmares & Dreamscapes, one of the episodes is "The End of the WHole Mess". In that episode, the main character quotes "The Essential Gone with the Wind", it goes like this... "A war, alas scarlet, oh fiddley dee. boom, Ashley went to war. Atlanta burned. Bret walked in and walked out. Oh fiddley dee said Scarlet all through her tears. I'll think about it tomorrow, for tomorrow's another day... buh dum bah" It's Valentine's Day now. We had been together for 1 month exactly. I wake up, get ready for work, go, and get the program ready for the party we planned. The consumers start coming in, staff are arriving late as usual. 9am rolls around and she strolls in, dressed up better than I had ever seen her. She says good morning as she passes my office, keeping it cool that we are having relations so the staff are unaware. The day goes by very easy, everyone had a great time. 3pm, it's time for everyone to go home. 4pm, her and I close up the office and talk

Sensual Touch
Her lover's flesh asleep with dreams,between two silken sheets She watches on with adoring eyes,inside she feels complete By the window in the still of night,the moon shines on her skin As cascading hair softly flows,so does the love within Tempted by the tender memories,fresh within her mind Her senses come alive again,arousal's silhouette defined Against the wall so cool,she leans and licks her lips As the taste of him unfolds again,remnants of his kiss Thoughts begin to stray, as she turns her face into the night Gazing out the window,at the stars and moon so bright She traces a painted nail,slowly over an ivory breast Pondering sensuous ways,she could touch her lover next There within the stillness,as the wind howls a tune for lovers Silently he breathes her in,her fragrant scent upon the covers Awoken by the missing,of her warmth and nakedness He rises with an aching need,to feel her soft caress His footsteps on the wooden floor,brings to life her dreamy e

Yes, I Might Be Leaving Ct :(
i have alot of cool friends on here, but it feals like i'm loosing touch with the one person on here that i've been talking to the most. i'm sure she knows who she is.....and i'm sure other people do to. anyway if i do leave i'll talk to some of you on yahoo when i get on. if someone wants to talk to me there just ask for my user name. another reason i'm thinking about leaving is because i have a cult on VF that needs me. if i don't leave CT i won't be on everyday, just whenever i get a chance. so please don't get mad if i don't respond to comments or messages right away.

Whats Ur Favorite?
Off the list of sex positions, which do you like or gets you off better: 1) Doggy Style 2) 69 3) Missionary 4) Spoons 5) Cowgirl 6) Other (Tell me which one besides the ones listed) I just thought it would be neat to compare

Fitting Since I'm A Vikings Fan!
What ridiculous surgery should Steph get? have the doctors insert purple dye into your bloodstream so that you can be a purple people eater 'What ridiculous surgery should you get?' at QuizGalaxy.com

What Sports Car Are You
I'm a Chevrolet Corvette! You're a classic - powerful, athletic, and competitive. You're all about winning the race and getting the job done. While you have a practical everyday side, you get wild when anyone pushes your pedal. You hate to lose, but you hardly ever do. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Them Damn Nurses!!
Well, I'm home.... I had the same stupid male nurse that had to stick me 4 times to get the iv in. Well, he tried doing it the first time and.... yep... you guessed it... couldnt' do it!!! At least this time he got another nurse before trying it again..... Well, I just got out of bed and I have a HUGE knot where he tried putting the iv in!! Once I got in the procedure room, they gave me some sedation... but not as much as last time.. I felt everything!!! Damn, that hurt like hell!!They strapped my legs down and I remember jumping several times!!! they put about 6 needles in my back and left them there, then sent the radio frequency through the needles.....I'm sure I will be very sore once all the numbness wears off because I tensed up my muscles!! Thank god it's over..... at least for another 6 months when I go back for another round!!

Its Sad Really.
when people can't express thier own oppinion about things anymore. what ever happened to freedom of speach? i guess its only for the people who agree with the masses anymore, and all the little sheep who follow blindly behind them craving to fit in. once someone comes along and dissagrees strongly against you all of a sudden its bashing time. you like shoving your opinions down someone elses throat don't you? do YOU like it when it happens to YOU. no. i don't think so. all of this is making my heart break and i weep for humanity anymore. like i said, its sad really. there's my rant for the decade. you may now go and either hate on me or go in peace.

Trapped By Love
i wrote this October 31, i was contemplating putting it up but i decided to so yeah, hope you like it back and forth he tugged her heart made her cry tore her apart crushed her soul didn't care he came back but didn't notice her there she gave up let him back in he broke her twice why did it happen again she moped for months wanted to die shed lay in bed all she did was cry he came back i guess round three put the chains back on she wanted to be free she hurt herself to hide the pain every lonely night her tears poured like rain again and again he kept coming back six times or more i guess i lost track he made her so weak im sure it made him laugh to hear her cry as he broke her in half she kept saying yes he said he changed a few months go by he starts acting strange she finds out his secrets all the lies came out she called him one day they began to shout more time goes by his game he still plays she looks out the window wanting to

Good News? And Bad News
first the bad ones: CT is blocked in my office :'( yeah i'm still crying about that fact but i can't do anything no proxy servers no complains ... you know why? we are the ones blocking lol and i can't say something and do other different, that's not polite! the good ones are those: JT didn't leave CT lol and i'm trainee to be a CT Bouncer! well i hope everyone is ok, and i miss you all a lot!!!!

Fat
OK so its only been a week and i look as though ive gain 37894730 pounds...at this point i wanna starve myself....i havnt been eating things that are bad for u...had tons of water...i mean come on i should something i shouldnt look fatter than i already do...its so discusting...god when i look in the mirror all i see is all this fat on my stomache it sucks...

Break It Down Into Component Pieces, Find The Solution.
Ok Matt, lets try this again. Lay out your life as it currently stands, read back over it, and see what you find. First and foremost, this lack of work thing is getting old, fast. I've been making quite the effort, but getting nowhere. The obvious solution is to move to be locale, with a better job market. That should be easy, considering -any- job would make for a better market. What are my options there? I could A: Move in with Derek, get robbed blind, and fall into the same pit of apathy and weed smoke as everyone else in that house is. Ok, no good. Second option: I could move back in with the ex. We get along well now, and she's made fabulous progress towards making a better life for herself. Down sides include: She'd expect half of everything you make. Bad, but tolerable. I could still afford a big move, when the time came. She'd also expect me to be a live-in chef, and maid. That sucks, but again, tolerable. The worst part would be is, it would be really hard to have a mean

Lover Application Rofl
seen this in a bulletin, and thought what the hell why not post it here see what people would say I\'m gonna just put general answers in.. truthful ones, but I don\'t remember who I took this off of, so I can\'t answer them right. yanno? name: Dustin Location: Highland, IL Height: 6\'0\" Hair (color and style): dark brown/short Eyes: dark brown Piercings/tattoos: none, but wanting a tattoo OTHER: Where would we go on dates? dinner and a movie.. I\'m old fashioned and kinda broke lol Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? Disturbed/Lacuna Coil/Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Do you drink/smoke?? I drink sometimes, but I don\'t smoke Do you like the beach? yes I do, I loved the beach when I lived in Oregon If so...would you go with me late at night? the only thing better than the beach at day, is the beach at night. Do you play an instrument? no.. If so...what? Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? yup =) Ho

No Regrets
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love ! you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything

Love In The Cyber World
Is it possible to aquire real and true feelings for a person in the cyber world? I mean all things are against you, yes you can chat and look at pics and even do the cam date, You cannot touch,feel or truely look into the eyes the way that you should have to to fall in love. Distances separate you and doubts apperar in your head about that first meeting. Will I be safe are they stalkers. Because lets face it we can be anyone we want to be online. Well I have had one of those encounters happen to me.I met someone wonderful and of course younger than me and he makes me light up when we talk. We haven't spoken on the phone as of yet but we are considering setting up our first meeting.we are beginning to have deep feelings and I love it. I am his girl and he is my guy. In The Cyber World

More Of The Ghost Form Myspace Past Mwahahahahahahahahahahaa
Things that make go me (shake head and cry) about Vegas Happiness.or the illussion of it here in hells waiting room. Its human nature to try and finds ones place in the world with hope that you arrange it to be as comfortable as you can muster. We all try to be happy right? Okay like ourselves like our lives! Cool we get it right?? Seem simple in idea. But as anyone who is over the age of 8 or so knows thought are cheap and easy. Action thats when it gets bloody. Now if here or if its there. We all play the game. You know the little social dance we do all with all the other happiness seeker that make up are little or large social group let alone the entire world. (We all make ripple remember that!) We dip and twirl we prance. Trying to get what we want. Be it cash, safety, love, or a little mix of all. Well its not that way here in sin city buckaroos. In this town it is like chess. You take or be taken. Threaten and move and sacrifice. So you say

Cute/sexy O Meter
-2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= I want you to be my b/f 9= Sexy 10= Incredibly Sexy 11= Breath Taking 12= Fuckable 13= I wanna fuck you now!!! Which one do you think I am?

Lips
So, I turn my computer on and bring up lc or ct, whatever....anyways the top photos are on my home page and what do I see, some woman spread eagle with her fuckin lips in my face! I REALLY dont want to see that shit. I think I about puked. Shouldn't the photos that ppl are forced to see be somewhat decent? a little tit, ass not so bad, but that was just DAMN WRONG! Had to share that thought!

My Dear Friend
my dear friend comes to me in my dreams smile appears on my face taking me away for pain misery and turmoil infuriates me at times worries me so caused an heartbreak but mended it quick a sweet lady eternal bliss shakes the foundation of my soul does bring my blood to boil so tender an sweet a person i would be blessed to meet a friend who shall never fade lasting through time turns us grey a woman of sweet desire who always ignites my fire my dear sweet friend

I've Had It
ok to all my friends if your in a contest and you need my vote don't count on me voting cause i've been posting bulletin after bulletin telling you fuckers that i'm in a contest do you bother to read it fuck no...cause if it ain't got nothing to do with boobs or cocks you people don't give 2 shits about it so don't bother asking me to vote for you cause i ain't voting for nobody anymore cause you people can't even take 5 minutes to comment my pic or nothing. Thanks to all you selfish motherfuckers now i am leaving Cherrytap at least i get loved on myspace fuck cherrytap

Enveloped By You
My mind, stinted with fragments of who you are Leaves me gazing upon my internal portrait of you. Never feeling quite who I am, I venture to another realm, Finding the fears that devour, and the hopes that deliver to me Suffocating dreams of remorse, for I am distant from my gravity. These hollowed days, I refrain from the truth that wells outside, Bringing a fridged sense of wonderment, left only for you to envelope. This body awash in pain, the pleasure it brings to feel again, How can it be, my heart flexes in anticipation of you? The aroma of Lips on my skin, a breath across the nape of the battered man that I am? Thinking not of a thing to do, but losing my site in you, I close my eyes.

Modems Knackered
i have had no internet connection at home for nearly two days now they are supposedly coming to fix it tomorrow morning, its been driving me mad not being able to get online as i have lots of shit i need to do, anyway i am hoping this posts as i am at work and if i get collared will be in a whole heap of shit. Stroll on Saturday

Disappointment
You know it's disappointing to have over 100 friends and over 200 people that have viewed my page, but only have 45 people that have bothered to rate it. I know that I rate every person's page that I visit (I even go back at time just to make sure.) I realize I've only been on this site for a few days now, but I've been working hard to read as many pages as I can. I leave comments both on pages and on pics. Sorry, just had to rant.

Man Of The House!
The newlyweds are in their honeymoon room and the groom decides to let the bride know where she stands right from the start of the marriage. He proceeds to take off his trousers and throw them at her. He says, "Put those on." The bride replies, "I can't wear your pants." He replies, "And don't forget that! I will always wear the pants in the family!" The bride takes off her panties and throws them at him with the same request, "Try those on!" He replies,"I can't get into your panties!" "And you never bloody will if you don't change your attitude."

The Nighmare
In cold sweat I wake and out gasp for breath, As I lay trying to shake off dreams of certain death. Remembering horrifying dreams that I reason away, Convincing myself that I’ve awakened to a new day. I reached for the lamp which I know is there, And in a futile fumble find nothing but air. I find the lamp yet, for the switch fumble still more, The same switch that I have turned a thousand times before. Arms weak and aching, and fingers sore and numb, Find the switch and turn it again and again, but no light comes. Giving up on a light, and with eyes that will not adjust, I do not want to get up, but know that I must. And so I put my feet on the floor that now seems farther away, As if now it has become unreachable, unlike yesterday. With fears of falling my feet touch the firm ground, And I gingerly scoot them, as I feel my way around. I stub my toes and bump my knees on obstacles in the dark gloom, As it seems like days pass before I finally cross the room. Somethin

Questions
should I? so many offer to comfort me should I let them in? so many act like they care should I let them in? so many offer to love me should I let them in? so many tell me that I am the one for them should I let them in? so many times... over and over I have let them in one by one so many start off comforting me so many start off caring so many start off loving me so many swear I am the one for them I have let them in one by one after time the comfort turns to scorn the caring turns to sniping the loving turns to loathing and I was nothing more than a mistake "A simple divergence of the flesh" question is should I let them in? and if so who? how do I really know?

Love Is.....
LOVE IS....... The ride of yur life LOVE IS...... Thinkin of no one else LOVE IS..... Just staying home together LOVE IS..... Not always smooth sailing LOVE IS.... Wat gladdens yur heart LOVE IS.... Starting out with nothing but love LOVE IS.... Beautiful but also at the sametime painful LOVE IS spending the rest of yur entire life with someone who loves u as much as u love them...LOVE will break u down into tears feel like yur heart has been ripped out..if there was no pain, no tears then there is no LOVE.. who is to say wat love really is...love is something we do not choose but it happens...without love there is no life... ANYONE ELSE LIKE TO GIVE ME THERE OPION ON WAT LOVE IS....

Answer Me This.....
Please steal a moment to fill this out with your opinions (and we all know what those smell like) in a comment sluts 1. Who the hell are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me or have i ever bit your nipple? 5. Would you suck my toes? (theyre very clean) 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Have I ever licked you? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. Would you give me your last beer? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

The Honest Truth
Let's face it. The truth. You want friends or points?? Computer programs last only a short while. A friendship can last a lifetime. My dear friends don't get all wrapped up in who has the most points. Come sit down and chat and your rewards will be more than just numbers on a web site.

Where Would You Be?
WHERE WOULD YOU BE: IF - YOU HAD ALL THE MONEY YOUR HEART DESIRES? IF - YOU HAD NO WORRIES? IF - YOU CAME HOME AND THE FINEST MEAL IS AWAITING YOU? IF - YOUR BATHWATER HAD BEEN RUN? IF - YOU HAD THE PERFECT KIDS? IF - YOUR PARTNER WAS AWAITING YOU, WITH OPEN ARMS AND KISSES? SO, WHERE WOULD YOU BE? HELLOOooo!!!!!!!!! YOU'D BE IN THE WRONG F&*#ING HOUSE!

My Darker Side (preview Of My Adult Writings)
"You are helpless. In a very real sense, you are my prisoner." The words echo in your ears, your sight is gone, something is covering your eyes. You try in vain to reach down and uncover them, a clinking of chains and cold metallic pressure on your wrists the only fruit of your efforts. You try and respond, the words won't come out. Something hard and smooth is pressed between your lips, tied around the back of your head. You try to shuffle your feet, again the cold metallic clink answers as you find your legs spread underneath you. Your standing, your ankles are tied with your legs spread, your arms tied over your head. Helpless, you sag against your bonds, trying to speak through your gag. "None of that, babe...you will be silent" the mocking voice responds. You try again to reason, and a sharp burning pain spreads across your ass as thin lines of heat appear. A sharp crack makes you think of a whip, one with many strands. A cool breeze blows across your skin, letting you feel yo

Not Too Happy Times
I usually don't try to get people down with my problems, but it's been rough these past couple weeks. My grandfather has been in and out of the hospital three times in the past two weeks. It's so hard watching him suffer and be in pain, cuz he is my papaw. And this is really hard on my mother and grandmother as well. For those of you that do, keeps my family in your prayers, for those that don't, well wishes and kind words are always welcome. Thanks people =)

What The Fuck?!
READ THE DAMN PROFILE! IT'S NOT A HARD CONCEPT! IT is spelled out in black and white that I do NOT and WILL NEVER have naked pics! I am sick of getting friend requests from DOUCHE BAGS, accepting them, and then getting a message that says "I'd love to see more of you, do you have any nude pictures?" WHO REALLY ASKS QUESTIONS LIKE THAT?! What kind of PIG do you have to be to even ASK? If you didn't find any in my gallery, what the fuck makes you think that I would send them to you? If you are one of the fucktards that asked, I hope you feel as dumb as you really are!

Ergh Well Yeah
ergh! what a depressing feeling! iunno why i come online.. you all live in different time zones so is hardly any1 here to chat too! :( well what a shitty week! my cousin passed away on wednesday, luckly he didnt feel anything but yeah scared the shit outta me, he had heart problems like i do.. cud so easily of been me (and part of me wishes it was.. wudnthave been such a great loss then...) college and work sucks, spend far 2 much time being busy that i got no time to have fun.. and when i do have the time im 2 burned out to do anything! lifes such a bitch. now i remember why i dont do these often, i talk far 2 much! blah blah blah fucking blah! i really wanna go play need for speed carbon but my ps2 desided it didnt wanna work... dont wanna buy a new 1 cus dont play it often so yeah that shat on last weekend and now imma be bored this weekend 2! well whoeva reads this thanks very muchly and sorry for wasting your time with my mindless rants.. neways.. byebye

Blah!
♥ I havent slept yet ♥ I know it bites. But ive decided im just going to ignore the drama. Its gay and retarded. I know i did nothing wrong. No reason for me to even worry. ♥ ♥ Exactly. My tummys killing me. I gotta go to tanyas and pick up my one text book cause she borrowed it and i forgot i had some homework i have to do mhmm. ♥ Im getting a tad bit annoyed with "fake" friends on here, and people who just use you. ♥ ♥ In all honesty most of em are just drama queens anyway. So my mom and i are done fighting now. Which is good cause that was getting on my last nerve. I had to much to drink the last 2 nights. And i had a hang over yesterday. I know i know. Serves me right. Ive been told. Its cold. Rawr ♥ I have a lot on my mind and its bugging me but i dont know how to tell the people im annoyed with exactly what i want to tell them without hurting there feelings cause i hate hurting peoples feeling

What Happened So Far...
You can't pick your family... I know that quite a few of you have messaged me ragarding my recent trip to the hospital and the incident that occured to put me there, well as I have said to my good friend A Jay, I've been pretty traumatised by the whole thing and am still recovering physically, mentally I don't think I will ever get over it. I have NEVER felt hatred for anyone in my whole life like I feel for my own Aunt right now, I've been through some terrible things during my lifetime so far, things that most people will only ever have nightmares about but this incident has really knocked me for six ... literally! I hope you will be able to read all of this (it's a long story) and if it makes even one person see that things don't have to go as far as physical violence, if you have a problem with somebody please think about things and try to talk to that person before you lash out, especially if that someone is a friend, family or your loved one...... A bit of background

Vacations ;))) Wowwwwwwwww
Hello my lovely friends !!! I will be on vacations for one week, in a beach. I wish for all my friends a wonderfull week and see you all when I back: 11/18 I will not have as to use the computer, I will answer everything in the return;((( I love you Always, take care!!! 1000 kisses for you ;))) Have a wonderful weekend ;)))

Thanks For Ignoring My Bulletins!!
Is it because I dont help you horny buggers to get off by posting explicit pics that you's have no buisness seeing? I think it is repulsive at the amount of people who care more about boobs and stupid ass comments than important things that really matter. WTF must your lives consist of to depend on shit that means nothing at all. I posted a very important bulletin yesterday that I feel very strongly about and its just too damn bad that those who complain about that crap, still do nothing about it. WHY?? The reason is that society has grown so used to others stupidity that they feel it will never change. Ofcourse it will never change when people continue to look the other way. As parents it is our duty to teach our children right from wrong and that all people are created equally. As far as Iam concerned any parent that doesn't teach their kids that does not deserve to be a parent because they've already failed their child. Dont ever think that I have not suffered the eff

When Is It Time To Stand Up?
I just read a blog from a friend who had some very good points in it, and I just wanted to throw my measly 2 cents in on the subject. The subject was basically about racism, and me being a frequent victim of racist or bigoted rhetoric, I feel I have a little insight on the subject. Now dealing with any ism out there, it's important to realize that most of the ideology behind isms is mostly ignorant or stereotypical bullshit. And yes, there was a day when I reacted wildly and angrily at any hint or sign of racism or prejudice aimed at me. But nowadays, I realize two things. One, racism is prejudice upon race multiplied by power. In other words, if the prejudiced person throwing the insults and threats doesn't have any power to make the threats real, nor have the power to stop you in anything you do, they're not a racist. They're just a prejudiced prick, and don't deserve the time or effort to be addressed about it. Two, the worst thing you can do to ignorant individuals spewing no

Just Curious....
I'm just curious to see how everyone found my profile. I know some of you I added on my own from some of my friends..But it seems like every time I come on here, I get at least 20 or more new friends requests within a half hour... So I'm just curious how you found my page? DD

And Open Letter:
To the lady that left her panties at the bus stop, i have to say I'm confused. I mean, did something happen? were you getting fucked and just forgot them? Bladder problems? Girl trouble? I mean please, i am fucking mystified. Sitting there smoking a cigarette and like a bad accident i keep staring at these dirty balled up panties... Fuck, i have never left my boxers anywhere in public... if i soil myself i have the common coutesy to throw that shit away... heh.. Anyways, i just want you to know that i dont like you, and think next time you should keep your panties with you... that is all. Sincerely Shannon Six

I Love Nfl Football!!!
Every Sunday, I watch football. Nothing spectacular, but it's pretty much my religion. I have a ritual that I have to follow. I spend the morning chilling out with music, then at 10 AM, I crack my first beer. At 11 AM, it's time to get the wings started. I'm a HUGE wing fan, and I love to play around with the flavors. Local faves are smoky chipotle, traditional buffalo, and now I'm toying with a flavor from budweiser. We have chips, sweets, and have an open invite to all our friends. Basically, I have a party EVERY Sunday!!! As for me, I'm a Colts fan, followed closely by the Texans. I once heard that it's better to be at the live games; apparently, these people haven't been at my house watching the games in HD on the 50" plasma with surround sound kicking! I HAVE the best seats ALL the time!!! To my fellow football fans, I say ROCK ON! To the non football fans, BITE ME!!!

Why Men Cheat. A Cherrytap Exclusive
Why Men Cheat Abridged for time In my first installment of this series “Why women cheat- the unabridged version” women every where had a comment to write about the men. Some women thought that most of the reason why they did what they did do was simply because the man had done something that ruined them to commitment on various levels. Now to me, that is a cop out, I think if you’re gonna do something on this level, you do it without regards to what someone else did. You do it because you want to. But as I researched into why men cheated, I found something odd. The main reason why men cheat is because, (insert drum roll) life at home isn’t right. Whoa, doesn’t seem like a major breakthrough in psychology is it? Well, I didn’t either. Lets look at it from the (my) Man’s perspective. Ok, what would you do if everyday you come home to an argument? The wise man would find a way to not argue. Some men like to argue, but that’s another story entirely. Lets say our man is wise (hush la

Just A Rant!
Why is it that you need your tits out to get people to notice you? I've got over 500 *cough*friends*cough* on here, and maybe 15 or so(give or take a few) that will pretty much comment and rate everything I post...where are the rest of you guys??? I know we all have busy cherry lives, but come on. I sit here and I add your friends that need help, and help them too, and hardly ever get it in return from you or them. I'm not even going to bitch about my other gripe right now, because I know it will piss a few people off. And I'm not one to start drama, but I've been meaning to type this part of the rant out for a few days now. /end rant

Just Some Thoughts
Outside my window A new day I see, And only I can determine What kind of day it will be. It can be busy and sunny, Laughing and gay’ Or boring and cold Unhappy and gray My own state of mind Is the determining key, For I am only the person I let myself be. I can be thoughtful And do all I can to help Or be selfish and Think just of myself. I can enjoy what I do And make it seem fun, Or gripe and complain And make it hard on someone. I can be patient with those Who may not understand Or belittle and hurt them As much as I can But I have faith in myself And believe what I say, And I personally intend To make the most of each day

More To Ponder On
Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds? Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii? Why are there flotation devices under plane seats instead of parachutes? Why are cigarettes sold in gas stations when smoking is prohibited there? Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing? If you can't drink and drive, why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor, and why do bars have parking lots? Do you need a silencer if you are going to shoot a mime? Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations? How does the guy who drives the snowplow get to work in the mornings? If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors? If a cow laughed real hard, would milk come out her nose? If nothing ever sticks to Teflon, how do they make Teflon stick to the pan? If you tied buttered toast to the back of a cat and dropped it from a height, what would happen? If you're in a vehicle going the speed of light,

What It's Like To Be In Love
I know what it's like to be in love. To talk about him, dream about him, think about him. I know what it's like to worry why he doesn't call, where is he, should I call? Does he think about me, talk about me, dream about me? I know what it's like to miss him. To worry about him, and love him. I know what it's like to be in love but is he truely in love with me???

Your Smile
Your Smile I hold my breath to temper my fear, That I might miss one smile you give. Waiting, hoping, I sit watching, As I will for as long as I live. I would love to explain in words to you, And hope someday that I might, But for now I am at a loss for words, To describe how I feel at your sight. I wilt, grow weak, and warm all at once, And I hope that you can see, The love, the hope, the outright joy, And the passion you ignite in me. In dreams I search and awake I wish, And would walk for untold miles, Through barriers though impossible, And out of love, just to see your smile.

For "just Grace".....you Meanie...lol
USHER "U Got It Bad" Oh, no, no, no, no, no... When you feel it in your body You found somebody who makes you change your ways Like hanging with your crew Said you act like you're ready But you don't really know And everything in your past - you wanna let it go I've been there, done it, fucked around After all that - this is what I found Nobody wants to be alone If you're touched by the words in this song Then baby... U got, u got it bad When you're on the phone Hang up and you call right back U got, u got it bad If you miss a day without your friend Your whole life's off track You know you got it bad when you're stuck in the house You don't wanna have fun It's all you think about U got it bad when you're out with someone But you keep on thinkin' bout somebody else U got it bad When you say that you love 'em And you really know Everything that used to matter, don't matter no more Like my money, all my cars (You can have it all back) Flowers, car

Nipple Contest For My Sister
I'm in the contest please help me out.. I really want to win this one. Please vot in a comment so it will count. Thank you all. Hey all you need to click on pic to vote and leave a comment i owe you all one Big Kisssss Tammy

Rules For Driving In San Antonio, Tx
1) If the light is yellow, and within visible range, speed up. 2) If the person in front of you runs a red light, you must follow him through it. 3) Yield signs mean stop. 4) In order to merge on the highway, you must be doing at least 15mph under the posted speed limit. 5) If you miss your exit, brake frequently and, if you choose, drive through the grass median. 6) If you hit someone, make sure your story indicates no fault of yours. 7) Do not use turn signals. Ever. 8) Tap your brakes constantly. If anything, just to keep the driver behind you alert. 9) If anything out of the ordinary happens, reduce speed to 5mph, regardless of circumstances. 10) If cell phone rings, reduce speed to 10mph 11) If you do not have insurance, drive 20mph under any posted limit... so not to draw attention to yourself. 12) The merge lane in front of you does not matter. If you wish to merge, make a complete stop until no cars are passing. 13) If you feel you are going fast, the fast lane i

I, Guardian
Story of a Guardian Angel A deathly grip, strong as a ship With sixteen sails unfurled Lies on my heart, I'm torn apart And around my mind is curled An angel's bind, cruel and unkind That reveals a tragic plot A romance act, stopped by the fact That you are real and I am not I cannot win, for my presence is thin Like the face of a playing card I cannot see, how can it be? How can I love the soul I guard? I cannot walk, or even talk Like those of flesh and bone But I can cry, for soon you will die And I will be alone

Everything Works Out
I've always lived by the theory that everything always works out. I've always kind of implied this simply to my own life and never really understood why. Every turn I take, things can be smooth or rough, but in the end, I come out on top. I didn't question it, nor did I worry. I just assumed that if rough stuff came my way, I'd be smiling in the end. This still, to the day, rings true. I got my most extreme test a few months ago. My girlfriend at the time, we'll call her ex from here on out, took me for a ride. The problem with insecure bipolar women is that they look just like everyone else. She started fights every 4 days or so which no man could ever see coming, and I slowly met my breaking point. When that point was met, I fought back, and apparently this is what she was waiting for. Arguments led to shouts, shouts led to screams, and screams led to property damage and police. The incident itself is inconsequential to this rant, so we will focus on the aftermath. S

Poverty
POVERTY Poverty savors bitter, So it is a thing unwished, Upon whom it invades, Makes them utterly worthless. Sheet by sheet taking off, It exposes inner of man, Making naked, brings out, Deformities and spots heinous, Abhorrent, full of disgust. Brothers, sisters and relations, Who once heartening embraced, Sneer, jeer full of hate, Pointing out thousand faults, Break all bonds of propinquity. The world becomes a cage, The life hard punishment, Where a moment stretches, As long as unending year. The distasteful victual becomes, Crispy, delicious and delicate, Staking the whole entity; The sufferers sell the characters cheap, Neither they die nor breathe, Pant between to compromise, What is hateful and unjust. Poverty leads to the path, Dark, deep, amid the steep Unending, winding around, Leading to no destination, Where blurring winds dust the eyes, Where thorns forky and sharp, Prick barefooted travelers. The coiled mazy route, Of misery

Im A Nobody To You
I'm just a nobody, I'm invisible to you, Don't try to tell me otherwise, Because I know that it's true. You look right through me, Just like I'm not there, I know I'm not noticed, But you don't care. You're blind to the pain, That lives in me, The agony in my eyes, You never look deep enough to see. You don't hold any respect, Not for poor pitiful me, so sad, I never show my sadness around you, Just lost the faith that I once had. I don't show my feelings, I just need an ear, I've tried to talk to you, Let you through my wall of fear. But you don't wanna listen, Even though I've been there for you, Just this one time, I'd like to be there for me too. I've never asked much from you, Showed you how to move on, Helped you through everything, Held you when she was gone. Wiped away your hot tears, Hugged your loneliness away, Walked those steps with you, To make sure you were ok. But now you don't wanna know me, That my turn has come around,

To The Lette That I Hated On For Taking Jesse
i just want to apologize for being a cunt. im sure if youve loved someone and lost them to either someone else or in a fucked up manner you understand. i shouldnt have ever brought your heritage into the mix-bc thats low of me as a person and its not really who i am, im not racist or anything of the sort. youre a lette and for that i have to have some respect, just out of respect for the hatchet bc ive been down for way too long to fuck it up over some guy. i know you dont wanna hear it but, im sorry and i really do hope you and jesse-or whoever, is happy.mcl

A True Story (adult)
a true story .... I was about 24, ..it was a friday night, and I was bored. All my friends were off on a Skiing trip, and I didn't go. So I decided to go see a band at the Phoenix. The Phoenix is actually two clubs...the Phoenix 'Above ground' where bands play...and the Phoenix 'Underground' where its a dingy disco type lounge... I checked out the band for about three songs, and decided they sucked, so I went down stairs... I ordered a drink, and surveyed the crowd. There were four girls at the edge of the dancefloor sipping drinks. I made eye contact with a tall brunette, and it was like an electric shock. We just stared at each other for a full minute without moving. A new song began, and she simply held out her hand. I put down my drink and walked over to her. I took her hand as she led me to the middle of the dance floor. It was an upbeat song, but she wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me in close. My hands went around her waist, and rested on her ass,

Girls' Night Out
Two women friends had gone out for a Girls Night Out, and had been decidedly over-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Incredibly drunk and walking home they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw them away. Her friend however was wearing an expensive underwear set and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky enough to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on a grave and proceeded to wipe herself with it. After finishing, they made their way home. The next day the first woman's husband phones the other husband and said, "These damn girls nights out have got to stop. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing," said the other. "Mine came back with a sympathy card stuck between the cheeks of her butt that said, 'From all of us at the Fir

The 14th ~ Cancer
Let's be honest, we all love breasts. Straight men and lesbians everywhere love to look at, fell and maybe even have a little nibble on some lady funbags. And everyone else loves to laugh at the ridiculousness of man-boobs. With this in mind we should all be doing what we can to help keep as many breasts on this planet healthy. So with this in mind, I have a favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is still having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Please repost this to help keep pert breasts, saggy breast, tiny little breasts, huge breasts, and

No Title
The days are long, The nights are clear. Oh how I want you near. To hear your voice, To see your face, There's none quite like In the human race. Having you close And holding you tight I would never wander off in the night. With you by my side We stand together strong Without you in my life It all seems do wrong. Love me long Love me true I am so lost without you.

More Quizzes I'm Bored Lol
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test What kind of person are you? Kind heartedYour a all around awsome Girl to be around. You can get along with about anyone and you know how to bring a smile to some one who needs it. Take this test What type of love are you? Playful LoveYou are a Playful Love you like to play around with your partner and are an equal when it comes to your decisions. Take this test

They Need Your Support
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Warning For All Women!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A friend stopped at a pay-at-the-pump gas station to get gas. Once she filled her gas tank and after paying at the pump and starting to leave, the voice of the attendant inside came over the speaker. He told her that something happened with her card and that she needed to come inside to pay. The lady was confused because the transaction showed complete and approved. She relayed that to him and was getting ready to leave but the attendant, once again, urged her to come in to pay or there'd be trouble. She proceeded to go inside and started arguing with the attendant about his threat. He told her to calm down and listen carefully: He said that while she was pumping gas, a guy slipped into the back seat of her car on the other side and the attendant had already called the police. She became frightened and looked out in time to see her car door open and the guy slip out. The report is that the new gang initiation thing is to bring back a woman and/or her car. One way they are doing

Erotic
I walk into the house and look around, but you are no where to be found. I am feeling so hot for your touch and can feel myself pulsing and skin prickling just to feel you touch me. I walk through the kitchen, hands up my shirt idly playing with my nipples through my bra as I search. Finally I walk into the backyard and find you there. It is so hot and I look up, shielding my eyes from the sun with my left hand, right still in my shirt. You look at me and grin. I walk over to you and we embrace. What should be a hello kiss deepens and I twirl my tongue around yours, loving the way it goes hard and soft against my lips and cheeks. You run your nails down my back, raking them as you kiss me, you know how I love that. I tilt my head back and you kiss around my neck to that spot that melts my insides. I turn my back to you, giving you better access to my neck. I lean back, putting my arms around your neck, smoothing my body backward and you gaze down at my nipples poking through my shir

Idiots In The Neighborhood
IDIOTS IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD: I live in a semi-rural area. We recently had a new neighbor call the local township administrative office to request the removal of the Deer Crossing sign on our road. The reason: "Too many deer are being hit by cars out here! I don't think this is a good place for them to be crossing anymore." From Kingman, KS. __________________________________________________ IDIOTS IN FOOD SERVICE: My daughter went to a local Taco Bell and ordered a taco. She asked the person behind the counter for "minimal lettuce." He said he was sorry, but they only had iceberg. He was a Chef? Yep...From Kansas City! ________________________________________ IDIOT SIGHTING: I was at the airport, checking in at the gate when an airport employee asked,! "Has anyone put anything in your baggage without your knowledge? To which I replied, "If it was without my knowledge, how would I

Fun With My Boyfriends :)
(This was actually written on Monday, hence the reference to tomorrow being Tuesday) I just posted part of this in the "ass-to-mouth" xPeeps group based on what happened with me this past Saturday. I realized that I just haven't been keeping my Blog up properly, but that is mainly to do with time!! I have been so busy, both with "work" and especially with "play". I have been keeping an extremely busy sex life lately, probably busier than it has been in years! I have been fucking and sucking 2 to 3 new young guys every week for the past 2 months! I have developed a real passion for young guys, and the oldest guy I have been with in the last couple of months was 24 (the youngest, 18, on his 18th birthday). I just love them all :) I'm not going to talk about them all, that's just way too much, but I will start with this past weekend. On Friday, we went to our local bar as we always do and met up with our friends. A guy I met months ago on xPeeps, who lives in Montreal, finally

I'm Sorry
This is what most of the "NICE GUYS" deal with on a constant basis. Trust me, I know I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I would rather make out with you then just fuck you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend I'm sorry If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anym

Rip Chris
Ok so i wrote about my sisters friend in another blog..Just incase i will say it again...He went missing on November 3rd..And they finally found him today or yesterday..Im not sure which day...I need to talk to my sister and find out. The worst part was he was found dead. :( ...My sister is very very upset over this...Please go show her some support through this rough time. Here is her link! oxNicolexo@ CherryTAP Thats All. -Ash

Life Calls
And I just dont feel like I any longer have the time to keep up with my cherry tap page. I just want to say goodbye to you guys. If you have my IM's of course we will stay in touch. Those of you that do not need to reply to this, don't :) The next time I log on after the brief time I will be on tonight will be to check for messages in case someone wants my IM, and to delete my acct. Peace

Our Age By Eating Out
YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute . Work this out as you read . Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1756 .... If you haven't, add 1755. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number (I.e., how! Many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.) The next two numbers are YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is!!!!!) THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2006) IT WILL EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE IT LASTS

Dark Touches
lieing in bed together but far apart slumber finally takes me awaken by your soft kiss gently on my cheek softly on my lips laying your head on my chest arms wrapped around me legs tangled together hearing your breathing slow knowing sleep has taken you awaken by these dark touches feeling such warm love around feeling you steal my heart away once again

Blonde Joke
A blonde was driving down the street in a sweat because she had an important meeting and couldn't find a parking place. Looking up toward heaven, she said, "Lord, take pity on me. If you find me a parking place I will go to Mass every Sunday for the rest of my life and give up sex and tequila." Miraculously, a parking place appeared. She looked up again and said, "Never mind…. I found one."

Melting Ice
sitting on our sofa watching a movie holding each other kissing so sweet so soft an tender a sweet delicious treat covering us with a comforter as the movie plays feeling your body next to mine kissing you as we drift off to sleep only measure of time is the melted ice in our glass

Help Me With Translation
Is the following True I Need Help Understanding Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means

A Dewy Night (erotic)
My body is out of control there is a fire in me that I can’t seem to put out. I have tired several times with no luck, this fire I can’t put out . . I get lost in the moment each time I’m with him, each time being more intense and powerful than the last. My breathing gets hard and passionate each time I’m around him or I brush up against him. One dewy night not so long ago I laid down beside him gently, a man so appealing, eyes so stunning they cut right through me. His kiss igniting the passion in me. The only thing between us was the crisp cool night air. I slowly caressed his manhood and clutched it tightly in my hand, he was so hard, he softly moaned with each motion of my flicking tongue on his stiff penis as it was growing erect. As I felt the firmness of him in my mouth I then wanted more, meaning I wanted to make love - but he had other things on his mind. He lightly turned me over and positioned me on my back as his finger tips began to play with me softly, making small chill

6 1/2 Weeks Never In My Arms ,but Still In My Heart
Well as many of you know I was, up until last night pregnant.Yes that's right WAS.I am losing the baby I was hopeful of havin ...me n my hunnies first baby together... I had an accident 3 days ago and slipped and fell pretty hard..I started spotting...it stopped, so it seemed that things would be okay...last night I lost alot of blood and it seems that I will lose the baby now... before you all start crying and sending me n mine condolences...please DON'T...he was 6 1/2 weeks in me but will be forever in my heart.. I dont want anyone to feel sorry for us or cry for us because that will only break my heart more..just continue to be there and be my friends and have a open mind and heart later as I know that I may at some time need ya to just listen...I will continue as I always have, and support ya'll and listen to ya like I always have..because thats truly in the end what I do best...I love you all and know that you feel the same but right now I have niether lost or have a baby and i

Remembrances
Here are my remembrances of life long friends And of love that knows no distance and will not end. Here are sweet momentoes of times long past Of friendship that will last and last I store these memories here in part The rest is stored within my heart. Anonymous

When The Rain Comes....
I hear the wind gusting like my breath when your wrapped around me. Rain falling hard like the love i have.The rain trickling on my window pane like the love between my legs whenever you touch me. Sky black like the sin we commit when our bodies connect. The roads slick like your tongue as it makes a trail from my lips, to my breasts, my tummy, then my legs, finally ending its journey between my thighs. The sound of the wind hitting the shutter against the window reminds me of the sound the bed makes when we pick up the pace. Your kiss invisible like the clouds floating in the night barely there but present. Our eyes twinkling in the dark like the stars that sit so perfectly in the sky. Sweat dripping from our bodies like we were standing in the middle of a hurricane. Thundering like a sudden storm I go to your favorite place leaving drops of water from my lips as they gently massage your senses whenever i kiss apart of your chest. Eagerly i make my way down till i wrap my lips aro

A Pastor's Ass
The Pastors ass The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next da

Hey I Lived In Vegas . This Sound Allmost Good ;)
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low

If I Could Write A Letter To Shangri-la Id Write This
HEY MOM, WHATS UP? WHATS SHANGRI-LA LIKE? IS IT REALLY AS BEAUTIFUL AS PEOPLE SAY? WELL, IM WRITING YOU TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I STILL LOVE YOU I KNOW IT'S BEEN TWO YEARS AND I SHOULD BE OVER IT BUT MOM IM STILL HOLDING ON I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST MET YOU I WAS 7 YEARS OLD AND MY DAD INTRODUCED US AND TOLD ME YOU WERE HIS GIRLFRIEND I REMEMBER THE EGG DONOR WAS TREATIN ME LIKE SHIT AND YOU STEPPED UP AND BECAME A MOM WE MET IN THE SUMMER OF '93 AND WE HIT IT OFF FROM THE START IN '95 WHEN WE WENT TO PICK OUT A WEDDING DRESS I FIRST CALLED U MOM AND U WERE SO HAPPY U HAD TEARS OF JOY IN UR EYES WHEN U MARRIED MY DAD AT FIRST I REBELLED CUZ I WAS TOLD U WERE TAKIN HIM FROM ME AND I WAS PISSED THEN WHEN I TURNED 11 U BECAME MY BEST FRIEND WE WERE SO CLOSE I COULD TELL U ANYTHING U TOOK ME OUTTA THE DEVIL WORSHIP HOUSE FOR GOOD WHEN I WAS 16 MOM U SAVED ME FROM ABUSE AND NEGLECT AND SUICIDE MOM I LOVE U SO MUCH AND THAN WHEN I WAS 17 ABOUT TO TURN 18 U WERE IN THE HOSPITAL ONLY SHORTLY TO DIE

What Tarot Card Are You
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

I Want To Be The One.
I want to be the one you see in your dreams, The one that won't make everything rip open at the seams. I want to be the one that makes you happy inside, The one you run to when the world makes you wanna hide. I want to be the first one you look for when you walk in a crowd, The one you miss when I am not around. I want to be the one you show off to your friends, The one you won't leave standing alone with no one to cry to in the end. I want to be the one who picks you up when you fall, The one you want to talk to the first one you'll call. I want to be the one you look at And say "He is the one!"

The 17th ~ Betwizt And Between
Betwixt And Between I must remember the night that you killed me I still remember you holding my hand When I stopped breathing you wiped the tears Away from my crimson stained face I must remember the night that you killed me Lest I forget all the things that you said You told me you loved me and that you were sorry But I was still bleeding alone in the dark I can never forgive you You left me there for dead They found me, they turned me Into this monster Now I'm neither living nor dead I must remember the night you betrayed e Lest I forget all the things that you did The ways that you hurt me won't soon be forgotten The ice flowing through me will make me accept I can never forgive you You left me there for dead They found me, they turned me Into this monster Now I'm not living nor dead

10 Sexual Secrets(cia Imma Get U 4 This Lol)
OK HERE'S ANOTHER ONE BUT THIS ONE IS BETTER HEHEHE (my awesome friend Poetic Angel made this) IM GOIN TO TELL TEN OF MY SEXUAL SECRETS AND PICK TEN PEOPLE TO TELL THEIRS HEHEHE 1) I've had a m/m/f 3some twice 2) I've never had a m/f/f 3some 3) I leave no part of a woman's body uneaten(yeah, everything ;) ) 4) I once took care of myself in front of my gf and her best friend at their request. 5)I am bi-curious 6)I insist on pleasuring a lady for a long time before I even think of getting any back from her 7)I once had sex doggy style with a 100 foot cliff 4 feet behind me, if my lady had bucked back a little too hard..... 8)I've had a million BJ's and loved every one of them, but have only gotten off from it twice. 9) I fuck on the 1st date, but hate one night stands. 10) I am loud and foulmouthed in bed and love a woman to be the same. ok here are the friends i want to do this Malibu Stacy Storme Darkangel F,B,I,A Rainbow Kisses Jenny Sex

To My True Friends And Fans
I am going to be cleaning up my friends list but do not want to piss any one off!!! I only talk to about 6-10 of you on a regualr basis!!! And than a few of you here and there and than alottttttt of you never so any who if you want to remain on my list let me know! I have also made a blog about men that I am sure pist a great deal of you off!! So let me know where I stand! You can say I am in a mood yeah I am but at the same time would like to know who gives a shit to even respond to this! Sorry if I affend any of you! Monday is delete day so let me know!!!!!!! ~Tina~

Lets Play...my Responses
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TEL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from poetic :)) 1) My name is Angel.I am very short. 4ft11 and a half I am not a damn midget so dont even think it. I am very self conscious abut my height weight and whatever else. 2) I have 4 Kids: Taylor(the obsessive complusive one) Who is 8 And one of the twins Tatiana who is my gamer chick and stinks at math but is an excellent writer Trevor whos is a very outdoorsy boy with this crappy tude and can be the worlds largest brat. Torie is my lil hacker and good natured! 3)I am LOYAL. I am very picky about my friends. May be why i dont have many in my circle. I am eerie of being friends with other women because it always goes bad LOL. I

- How To Impress A Woman -
Compliment her, respect her, honor her, cuddle her, kiss her, caress her, love her, stroke her, tease her, comfort her, protect her, hug her, hold her, spend money on her, wine and dine her, buy things for her, listen to her, care for her, stand by her, support her, hold her, go to the ends of the Earth for her. - How to IMPRESS a MAN - Show up naked. Bring beer.

Money
Larry gets home late one night and his wife, Linda, says, >>"Where in the hell have you been?" >> >> Larry replies, "I was out getting a tattoo." >> >> "A tattoo?" she frowned. "What kind of tattoo did you >>get?" >> >> "I got a hundred dollar bill on my privates," he said >>proudly. >> >> "What the hell were you thinking?" she said, shaking her >>head in disdain. >> >> >> "Why on earth would an accountant get a hundred dollar >>bill tattooed on his privates?" >> >> "Well... I like to watch my money grow. Once in a while, >>I like to play with my money. >> I like how money feels in my hand. And, lastly, >> Instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right here >>at home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want

Labor Of Love
LABOR OF LOVE Too many people think they have nothing to offer. The can't build a house, teach a math course, repair an automobile or paint a beautiful picture! They feel they are less valuable than others. One man applied for a job as a handyman. The prospective employer asked, "Can you do carpentry?" The man answered in the negative. "How about bricklaying?" Again the man answered, "No." The employer asked, "Well, what about electrical work?" The man said "No, I don't know anything about that, either." Finally the employer said, "Well, tell me then what is handy about you?" The man replied, "I live just around the corner." His greatest ability was his availability. But beyond your availability, you may have more to offer than you think. For WHO you are is often more important than WHAT you do. Let me explain. Millions of tourists have visited Taj Mahal in India. Some say that stepping through the vast sandstone gate is like immersing oneself i

I Lost My Boyfriend.
Yeah, he left me 2 days ago for some other girl. He said he didn't know what he wants and he needs time to think. He also said that he's not with either one of us now. He's confused and got's some soul searching to do. You know, when ever someone would do this to me i'd just let them go and break up with them. I don't know why i'm holding on to him, well I do, but in a way I want to let go, because if he does it once he will do it again, just like cheaters. Right? I just can't stop thinking about him. I can't stop crying for him. I can't even keep no food down right now, and I told him I would for him ( yes, i was fucked up like that who cares? ).. I stopped everything that was I guess bad just for him. I was going to move to Texarkana, Texas, in about2 months, but I said no and I cancled eeverything. Yes, even a metting with some of the big music dogs down there. Just so I can be with him. Then he does this??? God, I'm retared. It never pays for me to be inlove something alw

My Grandfather
As growing up as a kid...you always looked up to someone...someone in your family...or a family friend...just someone...I looked up to my mother's step father but truely he was her father...my grandfather never said much...man of very few words...but him and I got along very very well...I did not really have a dad...unless you count a fucking drunk who took his kids to bars...and I am saying kids...under 12...my grandfather would come home and have a beer...not 50...we would lots of things together...play cards...walk the dog...play golf, jarts, waffle ball in the backyard...he served in WWII in Africa and then off to Germany...there have been very few real men I have met in my life...and my grandfather is on top of that small list...

For My Mother Who Passed Away
As I sit and gaze at the stars up above the San Diego sky I think of you and wonder if you are looking at those same stars... As I walk along the beach and listen to the waves crashing upon the shore I think of you and wish you were here walking beside me. As I sit and look at world and feel the soft grass beneath me I stop and listen to the breeze blowing through the trees.... I think of you and wish you were here with me sharing the quiet moments and the beauty God has given us. As I lie down on the grass I look up to the heavens and see the puffy white clouds like huge cotton balls scattered across the sky making believe each one is something different. I think of you and wonder if you are seeing the same thing. Sometimes I don't have to be doing anything and I think of you... Some of my favorite times are spent thinking of how much you mean to me and the special times we have shared. They all mean so much to me and wouldn't trade those moments for anything in the

Special
A friend of mine asked me once: "What makes you truly happy?" You know, I didn't even pause for a moment... what makes me truly happy is living in the moment and making whoever I am with, at that moment - whether it's my children, my family, friends ... you ...genuinely happy... to make someone laugh and smile - for them to feel loved and special...there is nothing better in life to me. Unfortunately, I realize that I don't do that enough...and, I know I don't say thank you enough to those of you who bring true happiness to my life. I can't change my past (nor do I want to)...the future will be here soon enough...the present is just that - a gift from God for me to cherish at that moment. I cherish "you" and every moment I am with "you"...I hope that I can at some point, make you laugh and smile and feel truly special...because "you" are... Thank you for making me laugh and smile...for being my child, my family, my friend...for being "you" whether it is in person or here on Cherry Ta

I Dont Understand!!!!
Ok, Someone Help Me Here!!!! Why Is It If A Married Person Cant Return The Same Feelings About The Same Sex That Likes Them.....They Get Upset And Think U Mean???? I Tried To Be Nice About It And This Girl Is Really Beautiful, But I Am Not Into The Same Sex...Ddont Get Me Rong I Am All For The People That R And I Am Not Dogging On It But Its Not For Me No Matter How Pretty A Girl Is....Someone Plz Tell Me What I Did Wrong...I Feel So Bad For Hurting Her!!!

First Blog Ever
Thats right Friends, Fans & Family this is my first blog! Not sure what to say. Guess i can start with I hope you all have a fantablous week end. Mine started off great, last night the hubby took me out to dinner for our 21st wedding Anniversary. It was a fablous night. Dinner at a wonderful place called Orso, Great food then for drinks at a club called the "O". While we were there i bought tickets to my favorite new band Paperback Hero. They will be at the "O" on Dec. 1st & 2nd. I'm going both nights. You can check out there kick ass music at Paperback Hero enjoy. ok how did I do for my first blog? Let me know what you think? Thinkin of u all. Calmgoddess XOXO

Sucks!!!
I AM SO PISSED OFF AND NEEDED A PLACE TO VENT WHAT A BETTER FUCKING PLACE TO DO IT, WHERE ALL UR FRIENDS CAN SEE IT.... ANYWAY I AM SO TIERED OF GUYS SAYING WHAT I WANT TO HEAR AND NOT TELLING ME THE FUCKING TRUTH!!! THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME HAVING A BOYFRIEND OR TALKING TO A CERTIN GUY JUST SOMEONE I KNOW!!!!!! ANYWAYS WHY DO YALL DO THAT? IF U ARE GOING TOO TELL US SOMETHING MAKE SURE IT IS THE FUCKING TRUTH AND NOT A FUCKING LIE!!!! WHO NEEDS HURT OR DRAMA IN THERE LIFE? NOT ME SO IF THAT IS UR PLAN AND U ARE READING THIS GO AHEAD AND FUCK OFF!!!! I HOPE THIS MAKES SENCE, IF NOT IT MAY HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH ME BEING FUCKING PISSED AND TYPING 1100 WPM!!!! ANYWAY I AM OUT!!! TTYL!!!

My Life Questions
If you ever wanted to know about me...or even if you didn't....here is pretty much anything and everything I could tell you about myself. 1. Full name: Elle 2. Nicknames: Girlblink182, Sweetie 3. Eye Colour: Brown 4. Height: 5" 2 5. Hair: Black 6. Siblings: 1 brother I don't talk to much 7. Do u like to sing in the shower? nope, there's better things to do in there 8. Do u like to sing on the toilet? not really 9. Birthday: Nov.29.... 10. Sign: Sagittarius 11. Address: Canada 12. Sex: Had it and like it ;) 13. Righty or lefty: Lefty 14. What do you want in a relationship most? Love, Respect, Honesty, Open Communication, Humour, Trust 15. Have you ever cheated? Yep.....a long time ago 16. Marital status: Hitched 17. Do you have a car? Nope 18. What kinda car do you have/want? Hubby has a Kia, I want a minivan :) 19. Movie: Titanic 20. Song: Distraction 21. Band/singer: Blink182, Angels and Airwaves, AFI..... 22. TV Show:

Evil Overlord Contest
We Have all kinds of contests here on CT. King and Queen, Prince and Princess and lets not forget Gods and Godesses. Well I am tired of the wholesome images these contest promote. So I am holding the CT Evil Overlord Contest. I wanna see who has what it takes to be a supervillian. Evil Overlords have minions so make sure if you are going to enter my contest your minions are ready to vote for you. Being an Overlord seems to be a good career choice. It pays well, there are all sorts of perks and you can set your own hours. However every Evil Overlord I've read about in books or seen in movies invariably gets overthrown and destroyed in the end. I've noticed that no matter whether they are barbarian lords, deranged wizards, mad scientists or alien invaders, they always seem to make the same basic mistakes every single time.(evil overlord list) There are many famous overlord you can aspire to be like: Lord Voldemoet, Any Sith lord,Foamy, Ganon and Bil Gates! So my friends…

Woo Hoo!
I know its late in the day and all for the blog of the day and ive been slacking but i just woke up LOL. Anyway More importantly MY MOMMAS COMING HOME TODAY! Shell be home in like 2 hours. So yay times a million and like 10. :) &hearts ♥ ♥ I still feel like death, im not sure why, and im still getting icky sick every 20 damn seconds. This bites cause ive got work tommorrow, and the rest of the week. 12 hours a day. So yeah Not cool at all. I really really dont like dealing with this shit. So yesterday i realized a lot of things, im not getting stressed no more, it makes the pain worse, and im sorry i havent replied to all your messages yet, just give me a few days. I will get there i swear, im just sick, and its hard to try to read a message and keep running to get sick. So therefore as soon as im better ill read em all i promise! &hearts ♥ ♥ Icon of the day♥ Its the damn truth. And remember when you call and i dont answer, you hurt me.

Lets Play!!! :p
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from DolphinSinger :)) 1. I am in love with a wonderful man named a.p.m who is an absolute sweetheart. 2. I've been watchin horror movies by myself since I was young tt I'm more or less immune @ the moment. I'm the girl laughin her ass of in the cinema :P hehehehe 3. I always give 200% in every frenship and only expect 50% back...but u fuck me once...shame on you..fuck me twice...shame on me...I've learnt some hard lessons along the way. 4. LoL...Been in a convent school from Pri to high school...as a result...I've got the best nun jokes! lmao... 5. I love art...be it handycraft or drawing/doodling or painting. 6. I love music...I l

Poem I Wrote Awhile Back, Tell Me Whatcha Think Please!!
Deep-By Wendy Deep in this haven that i call life.. i see pain,sadness and strife.. yet the pain consoled.. i see this all getting old.. under these clothes, under this skin, deep in the heart is where to begin.. heart felt splender, is it possible to unbend her? cold-hearted thoughts.. the sickness it spreads.. crumbled and shattered, beaten and battered.. so pure and innocent, yet so free and reluctant, a deep breath, free my mind, one day.. freedom from myself..

Black Promises
Everythings moving backwards Its been that way for so long When all my cries like butterflies Drift slowly away I cant relate to no one Sifting through all my so called friends Aint what I like to do But give or take my wreckage past Dies slowly away And now the battles begun Black promises Face down in a hole, Im sinkin below Till I face myself Im letting go, so on with the show Till I face myself Nevermind all the pity I rattle on all the snakes I knew I chewed the bone, got criticized And hid all the pain Beneath it all I still face the same face Black promises

Husband And Babysitter - Erotic Story
I should start out by telling you about us. We are a good looking, middle class white couple. We’ve been married for five years and are in our late twenties. My husband, Ken, and I dated in college and got married right after we graduated from college. During our college years, we both found three ways with another male satisfying and were involved in a few before we were married. Since then, we have been limited by the constraints of life but have still had time to participate in about one per year. It has never been anything we plan that far out ahead. It is usually spur of the moment opportunity that gets the ball rolling. That is how we fell into the situation in this story. My company throws our Christmas parties in February. It is odd but it makes it easier for reservations as we are not competing with anyone else’s Christmas party by then. It was announced that the party was the middle of February ahead of time so we could make arrangements. In the search for a babysitter, I wa

I Need Your Help In The Real World Please
> > Dr. Dobson & CBS Response > > > > Apparently we are to be allowed to watch TV > > programs that use every foul word in the English > > language, but not the word "God." It will only > > take a minute to read this and see if you think > > you should send it out > > > > > > DR. DOBSON'S PLEA FOR ACTION > > > > > > CBS discontinued "Touched by an Angel" for using > > the word God in every program. Madeline Murray > > O'Hare, an atheist, successfully managed to > > eliminate the use of Bible reading from public > > schools a few years ago. > > > > > > Now her organization has been granted a federal > > hearing on the same subject by the Federal Communications > > Commission (FCC) in Washington , DC . > > > > > > Their petition, Number 2493, would ultimately pave > > the way to stop the reading of the gospel our Lord > > and Savior, on the airwaves of America . > > > > > > They got 287,000 signatures to back their stand! > > If this attempt is successful, a

Going On Vacation---so Leave Me Some Love ♥
FOR YOUR INFORMATION ~~~ MZ. PONYGIRLSUE WILL BE ON VACATION TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS, FANS & FAMILY MEMBERS: Just wanted to let you all know that beginning on Thursday, November 30th, I will be away from the CherryTAP for a 10-day period and be back on Sunday, December 10th. This is for a very good reason. My boyfriend & I are going on a 10-day Exotic Southern Caribbean Cruise aboard the Norwegian Spirit. We will be visiting St. Thomas, Antigua, Barbados, St. Maarten, And British Tortola. So for this 10-day period I will be incommunicado with all of my CherryTap buddies. Although they have an internet cafe onboard the ship, I have promised my boyfriend that he would have my full attention during this trip so no computer for me. So please leave me some love while I am gone in the way of comments and ratings (pics & stash). Also if you want to be sure I get your message, then private message me through cherry mail because I am sure that after 10-days time the comments will even

Do Not Point Fingers
Racism is commonly defined as a belief or doctrine where inherent biological differences among the various human races determine cultural or individual achievement, with a corollary that one's own race is superior and has the right to rule others.[1] The term racism is sometimes used to refer to preference for one's own ethnic group (ethnocentrism),[2] fear of foreigners (xenophobia), views or preferences against interbreeding of the races (miscegenation),[3] and nationalism,[4] regardless of any explicit belief in superiority or inferiority embedded within such views or preferences. Racism has been used in attempts to justify social discrimination, racial segregation and violence, including genocide. The term racist, when used to describe someone who supports racism, has been a pejorative term since at least the 1940s, and the identification of a group or person as racist is nearly always controversial.

The Rain
Listening to the rain pour out its melody In the otherwise quiet night, I feel safe here, lying beside you in the dark. Wrapped in your arms, I feel the strength of your love, And know that nothing can harm me. The rain and your embrace are my reassurance. The sound of the rain seems to have washed away Even my most permanent worries. I will be able to welcome any dreams tonight. -RKE

Beginning Today!
Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today. . . I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today. . . I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable woman looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today. . . I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift and I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today. . . I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges placed before me with cour

Lets Keep Cherrytap Clean.........
Mike posted this bullentin, so I changed mine, not that is was bad, but it has to start somewhere, lets see, If everyone else does also, exspecially lets see if our Top 10 CherryTap members honor what Mike is asking, think anyone in color should honor his thought......... i'm really getting tired of seeing the cleavage shots with no faces, and ass pics as primary photos everywhere on the site. none of my friends can even load the site while they're at work, and they're one of the main reasons we started this thing. in the near future we're going to start being more aggressive when it comes forcibly flagging adult/slutty pictures on the site, but before we do that i'm asking for everyone to help us out by just not using those photos as your primary. we don't want to be big brother and control the content of the photos you upload, but we do ask that you use the tools given to keep that content away from people who don't share your views. again, please help us cle

Brown Sugar Made Me Do It
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! 1. I was born on Travis AFB, CA, USA 2. I was blonde until I was about 8 3. I laugh at my own jokes even if they're not funny because I can't help it. 4. I have one brother, a younger bro who is 23 5. I have a fascination with Asian culture 6.I look serious but I'm actually a big goofball 7. I have never kissed or dated someone who is blonde 8. I am an excellent cook, I just don't LIKE to cook 9. I believe that a true friend should never be abandoned 10. I love to write when things are rough in my life, it's my way to release some of the stress

If The Internet Was Reality (part Two)
If the internet was reality: It would be acceptable to "rock out with your cock out" in public Girls gone wild? More like EVERYONE GONE WILD! Anime porn would be the real, not the exception I would have to fend off people who like me If you don't like someone, you can block them, but they will just reincarnate as someone else Creepy old men would hit on every girl with two legs, oh wait, that one DOES happen in reality!! :-P

Lawyer Married A Woman
A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband 1 was a sales representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband 2 was in software services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband 3 was from field services; he said everything checked out diagnostically, but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband 4 was in telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband 5 was an engineer; he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband 6 was from finance and administration; he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it was

Pregnant Turkey Happy Thanksgiving
> One year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my sister's house for the > traditional feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided > to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store. > > When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed > the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen, and inserted it into the turkey, > and re-stuffed the turkey. She then placed the bird(s) back in the oven. > > When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the > oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit > something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. > > With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, > "Patricia, you’ve cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this > horrifying news, my sister started to cry. > > It took the family two hours to convince her that turkeys lay eggs!* > > Yep..................SHE'S B

Pics
Why is it harder for a guy to get comments on pics on here. I figure girls like looking at us as much as we like looking at them, so it shouldn't be so different, but it is, why? I just wanna know what people think of my pics.

What Kind Of Sex Do You Love?
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Missing Soldier From Fort Campbell Please Read!!!
Most of you on my friends list I speak to quite frequently and some of you are very dear friends of mine. Now I am banking on that friendship as I am in need. My friend Jessiah has gone missing, it has been 5 days now and there is no sign of him anywhere. He has recently come home from Iraq, and we fear he may be suffering some post-traumatic stress syndrome or something. He has a wife, who is the sweetest girl you will ever meet, and a young son, who are both in Washinton right now and pretty much powerless to do anything down here. He has not used his cell phone or credit cards, his car is parked in the same spot it has been in......we are in fear of his life. He was last seen leaving Kickers, which is in a pretty bad area of town and right by the river. He has been listed on the National Missing Persons Database and yesterday his case was assigned to a detective. PLEASE HELP US! Go take a look at his profile, his URL is http://www.myspace.com/jessiahjameson. If anyone has ANY inform

45 Ways To Order A Pizza
1 - Use CB lingo where applicable. 2 - Answer their questions with questions. 3 - Ask, "If I don't eat it all, can I return the unused portion for credit?" 4 - Ask if the drivers really carry less than $20 in change. When they confirm this, act disappointed and say, "Ok, well could you send two drivers?" 5 - Tell them you would like to see a copy of their restaurant inspection report. 6 - Say in a retarded voice, "I had pizza today, it had jello on it." 7 - Ask them what toppings are best for someone who's constipated. 8 - Stop them in mid-sentence and tell them you'll call back after they've learned a little respect. 9 - When they ask where to deliver it, give them their address. Insist it's your address. 10 - As they start to repeat the order, say, "Oh wait just a second. I suppose I should get this on tape." 11 - Use these bonus words in the conversation: ROBUST FREE-SPIRITED COST-EFFICIENT UKRAINIAN PUCE. 12 - Tell them to put the crust o

Ahhhhhhh Mums
so the topic of the day was about the pic thing with the primary photos which looks like a relatively minor thing but man o man did some people have a field day It went from disagreeing with it , to big brother is smothering us, to finding every little excuse in the world why we shouldnt be changing it...... so once again I made my opinion be heard about personal responibility and I was personally attacked, which happens regularly but i dont care...... annnnnnnnnnnnyway The bottom line about the pictures thing is this, no matter what the enforcement of it is, the rules are the rules, just like any other place in life if you dont like the rules in myspace you come here, you dont like the rules here you go elsewhere to where there are no rules ( I'm not endorsing leaving cherrytap , I love this place) so here i go , im going to rebutt every point I've seen made tonight , mostly because im bored enough to do so lol 1. its not fair some people's pics arent being removed...........

Words Women Use.
Fine This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. Five Minutes If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only one minute if you have been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. Nothing This is the calm before the storm.This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" usually end in "Fine". Go Ahead This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. Loud Sigh This is not actually a word, but a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "loud sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing." That's Okay This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. Thanks A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or f

Ugh! I Hate Ex's!!!!!!
So out of the blue my ex is around attempting to cause me shit. I get a msg from her telling me that once i return to the states i better watch out for myself. Funny i thought that she had grown up alittle bit and that she had moved past shit and being a child, I guess not, I guess once a spoiled bratt always a spoiled bratt!!! GRRR!!! And because Daddy has Hells Angels friends blah blah blah. I dislike pointless and Empty Threats.

Whats On My Mind...
...why did I have that third slice of pizza. ...That chick with her friend that was eyein' me down at Bellacino's was cute. ...I REALLY need to shave better, I looked like I had patches of shit on my face. ...I'm really feelin' The Killers When We were Young, and Amel Laurriux's For Real. ...Not diggin' MCR that much. New albums sorta lame. ...Memo to self. Make signs for ppl. ...What the hells for lunch tomorrow?! ... mMMm Coco is great! Coco is great! ...I should really be in bed.

Angel
sees an angel always near sees someone so dear sees beauty takes my breath away see the one who made my day always around in spirit an my mind thinking of her how devine she is the one who stole my heart the one i love the one i know the one i want to show

Lost
Lost wandering the barren empty halls looking for myself. I gave my heart my soul. Now I'm empty. The wasteland of what was my home has become my prison I cannot leave for what if my love were to return. I cannot stay for within is all that reminds me of him. Inside my breast is a demoralizing hunger that drives all thought from my head all meaning from the world. A desire to see what cannot be seen A creature of need claws it's way from the deepest recesses to find that which cannot be found. Where is this comfort I long for open arms to hold me for a strong chest to lean against. I feel a presence and turn A smile half-formed on my parted lips; to face... ...only the asphyxiating emptiness and silence that has coagulated here for an eternity. The almost-smile fades and I remain Alone. © 2006 D. R. Hyden well, guess i'm in a black, bleak mood... someone pull me out...please!

...abd The Winner Is...........
ME for knowing all you guys! (soppy) or YOU for knowing me (egotistical) anyway I am off to watch my beloved, (no I am not married to a pornstar) LFC v PSV if that makes any sense to anyone. I'll leave you with something cool / kewl depending on your age (if you dont think cool is cool then you are too cool) Show me some luv and I'll luv you tomorrow

12 Types Of Females
12 types of females 1.) Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages- a. You have someone to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other boys jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages- a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your boy comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2.) Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages- a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages- a. Eventually, because she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She messes with ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling that s

Not All Heroes Are People...
James Crane worked on the 101st floor of Tower 1 of the World Trade Center . He is blind so he has a golden retriever named Daisy. After the plane hit 20 stories below, James knew that he was doomed, so he let Daisy go, out of an act of love. She darted away into the darkened hallway. Choking on the fumes of the jet fuel and the smoke James was just waiting to die. About 30 minutes later, Daisy comes back along with James' boss, who Daisy just happened to pick up on floor 112. On her first run of the building, she leads James, James' boss, and about 300 more people out of the doomed building. But she wasn't through yet, she knew there were others who were trapped. So, highly against James' wishes she ran back in the building. On her second run, she saved 392 lives. Again she went back in. During this run, the building collapses. James hears about this and falls on his knees into tears. Against all known odds, Daisy makes it out alive, but this time she is carried b

Are We That!! Surpised??
You Are an Espresso At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping Your caffeine addiction level: high What Kind of Coffee Are You?

I'm Depressed.
I really miss my ex. Even though we are still friends. It's not the same. He's still has my heart! I still cry everynight. He still tells me he loves me, but he's not with me. His parents said he can't have no girlfriends, because of his sports. It's not fair. I finaly fall in love with someone and I get hurt. I'm just so depressed. I'm suppose to be getting over him NOT falling more in love with him. God. This sucks. And hurts so bad. :'(

Two In The Bush
Bored and horny, Amy left her apartment. She started walking the two blocks to Renee's house. Amy would have preferred spending the evening with a man, but it was Monday and most of the clubs were closed. The walk was soothing; the evening enveloped her like a silk robe. Renee's house was a cute little bungalow with a private back yard that was perfect for sitting outdoors on warm summer nights. Amy hoped that Renee would be home and interested in splitting a bottle of wine, gossiping, and maybe playing some cards. Amy reached the house at sunset. Though Renee's car was parked down the driveway, the front rooms of the bungalow were dark. Amy let out a sigh of disappointment. It was possible that Renee had a date, but she hadn't mentioned it. Amy walked down the driveway that ran alongside the house, hoping that Renee was in the back yard. She envisioned Renee eating dinner or reading a book, oblivious to everything around her. She looked over the fence. Ten feet away saw Renee standin

Blind Date
Alex sets up his friend Bob to go on a blind date with his cousin. Bob is a little worried about going out with someone he's never seen before. "What do I do if she's ugly?" says Bob, "I'll be with her all night." "Don't worry," Alex says, "just go up to her door and meet her first. If you like what you see, then everything goes as planned. If you don't, just shout 'Aaaaaauuuggghhh!' and fake a heart attack." That night Bob knocks at the girl's door. When she comes out he is awe-struck at how hot and sexy she is. He's about to speak when the girl suddenly grabs for her chest and lets out a loud ... "Aaaaaauuuggghhh!"

Not Been Around Much B/c
Just wanted to say I will be in and out alot. My niece had surgery on monaday and is doing well and at home. Tuesday my father-inlaw went in for a liver transplant. 2 surgeries so its been a touch and go and I have been goin back in forth from here and columbus which is about an hours drive. So I will be around when I can so if you could just please send out a well wish or a prayer for us it would be great. Much love JEN xoxoxo

Plz. Pray For My Niece, Madison Lynn
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY UNBORN NIECE, MADISON LYNN The reason why I am writing this today is to ask for your help in praying for the life, health & welfare of my unborn niece, Madison Lynn. Her mother, my sis-in-law Sue, is having severe difficulties with this her first and what looks like will be her only pregnancy and all of us in my family are very worried about the future. We hope to welcome little Madison Lynn into this world sometime in late March but she might not hold out until then. Last week, Sue's uterine membrane began to tear so she was hospitalized and given an emergency surgical procedure where they sewed the opening to her uterus shut in order to keep the baby in. She now must be on 24-hour bed rest for the remainder of the pregnancy or else risk losing the child. So now she is resting comfortably at home with my younger brother attentively attending to her needs but we remain anxious over her condition. So please, my friends, join with me in lifting up my lit

What Ever Happened To Courtesy And Etiquette??
Now I may be a xenophobe and not part of this modern go-go world, full of instant gratification even at another's expense, but truly now: What ever happened to being polite, courteous, and having good manners?? What has spurned this blog are two fold: Had a recent holiday shopping jaunt to the grocery store and other outlets to try to prep for the past thanksgiving ritual. While in the grocery store, had everyone from an elderly couple smash my cart and actually glower at me for what I have no idea, to others who huffed and puffed while I went about purchasing my goods, but obviously not fast enough for their liking to which I say bugger off, just because you are all rush rush rush, gotta get out, doesn't mean I am going to be all riled up on my day off. To come to the dramatic ending of getting to the cashier, who would rather have spit upon me I believe. So after being rung out I turned to her and wished her a happy holiday and a short day and was looked at like I was some reta

Power Failure Birth
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry again. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you

Notes On Nsfw Flagging Abuse
subject: NSFW Flagging Abuse post date: 2006-11-24 08:51:59 Cherries: Most of you are smart enough to use common sense here, but for the those of you who need more clarification. 1. DON'T Maliciously flag photos or you will be deleted. We have a NO tolerance policy. If you see an excessive amount of photos that you think need moderation, please report to a bouncer first before going on a flagging campaign. 2. DON'T Flag a photo of a person in their bathing suit or underwear if you can see their face clearly. If you there is ANY nudity, please flag. This means see through garments. If the person is looking REALLY slutty, please flag. Use your common sense here. 3. DON'T take it personal if one of your photos is flagged. The NSFW policy was designed to target Main photos and public areas. When your photo is flagged, it means you can NOT use it as a main photo. Pleas focus your flagging attention to the public areas. Ass, crotch, cleavage shots without a face should

Why?
Why can't adults argue with out the name calling? How childish is it? They yell at their kids for name calling but then turn around and do it themselves... and yes I am guilty of it too! I love the hypocracy of humans!!!

A Single Rose
a single rose on the doorstep , you look puzzled ,who could have left it there ?. You turn the key in the lock and push the door , the heady scent of orchids fills your nostrils. The hall is a sea of beautiful flowers , each with a romantic note. "Your smile lifts my heart on a dark day" "My heart is bound by your womanly charms" , you read from the cards. I call from the kitchen for you to sit down on the sofa and relax. Your favourite novel lays beside a pile of soft cushions, each one garnered with a single red rose petal. While you are reading i open a bottle of wine ,placing it on a tray, a small selection of exquisite belgium chocolate truffles piled around it. As i come into the living room i dim the lights slightly , just enough to soften the mood , but not so much as to disturb your reading. I place the tray on a small table and return to the kitchen for a glass, I noticed you have laid your book to one side , when I return. You reach for a truffle and sigh as the

22 Traps Of Life.....thank You Miranda!
Hi my name is miranda . While surfing on the net for few hrs, i found this worth reading article. I would like to share this to everyone. Trap # 1: The Trap of Tomorrow Tomorrow. Tomorrow can be feared, or desired. Tomorrow could be anything. Tomorrow could be nothing. This unpredictability of tomorrow is why we must live in the present. You could die today. You could die tomorrow. Wasting your time thinking about tomorrow is a terrible idea. Fearing tomorrow is just as bad as wanting tomorrow. Whatever tomorrow has in store for you will happen. Tomorrow will come soon enough. In fact, tomorrow will come too soon. Screw tomorrow. Live for today. Tomorrow will come whether you like it or not, so stop worrying about it. It’s pointless. Living for tomorrow is a veil that can blind anyone; be strong, don’t be blinded by it. Trap #2: The Trap of Yesterday Yesterday. Was yesterday good or bad? Why do you even care? Are you ever going to feel what you felt yesterday again? Proba

Been Sick...
I'm feeling a little better about the whole pics thing. I mean, it is still very annoying and I feel a little betrayed about it all but in the end, my whining won't do any good. But I've been sick since Thanksgiving so I haven't been around much. I'm a bit better though it seems to be trying to move into my chest. Hopefully I will be able to stave it off with all the vitamin C and echinacea. So if you've been trying to get in touch with me and haven't been able, be glad. ;c) I'm whiny and grumpy when I'm sick so I'm prone to be short of temper. Pity my family!

Why Sleep?
So I closed tonight at work, which means I puched out at 10:30. I have to open tomorrow, which means I have to be there by 6:30 am. Want to know a secret? I'm going to nap for a few hours in my work clothes, wake up at 6 am and leave LoL. I already smell like coffee, what's the damn difference? No one will ever know, except those of you reading this. I'm going to change my shirt because I have the red holiday t-shirt on now, which we are only allowed to wear on Friday and Saturday, so I will have my gay white collared polo style shirt on tomorrow. So I'll kind of be clean LoL. I'm only working til noon, so I'll come home, get a much needed shower, and then go over to my friend's house. We are in a vicious puzzle war. It's do or die time tomorrow, I have to finish mine before she finishes hers. Yeah, that's how I get down. I'm just so cool, I know LoL.

Death And Birth
As the most of you know November 27th is the first anniversary of the Death of my son David. He is loved and will never be forgotten. This was probably going to be a very bad anniversary thats the way it was leading anyway. Tell me that Our God is not a right on time God. November 21st this year just 6 days before the anniversary of Davids death a new life was brought to us. My Grandaughter Destiny Faith. Out of the Ashes new life begins. Out of desolatin a new hope. Out of despair comes happiness. Through a bad time we know the Good. Through death we know new birth. Although not very religious I do believe there is an all might power he knows our needs as well as our desires.

Manic Depressive.....
I bet that got some of your alls attention.. lol.. Yep that is right I can't remember if I told ppl b4 or not but I'm manic depressive or bi-polar syndrome.. lol.. Anyway, as I sit here writing this I wonder to myself what is the use of continuing to take my meds when they seem to dule the way I feel, slow my mind down and utterly make different from what I am use to.. It does help, I have to agree I don't get upset as easy and I don't fall into that deep depression.. ;-/ Okay to the point, I didn't take my meds yesterday and last night and I put up some great art work.. :D I love the way the art flows from me when I am feeling down, i can see the dismay in the pix that I work with. I see the pain in the face that I am looking at or the person they want to become. I am running on about 2 hours sleep due to alot of things going on in my head. Good thoughts, bad thoughts, and even some new pix I want to try to do. I don't sleep at night because my brain can't shut it self of

Babys
this goes out to all my friends I will be bringing the babies home on Tuesday afternoon. If you would like to actually view them please let me know and I will give you my yahoo addy. if you already have my addy just let me know if your interested anyways. my yahoo id is ldy_lylith

Fyi-this Shit Made Me Mad Today
HELLO FOLKS, * ~ *MZ. PONYGIRLSUE* ~ *@ CherryTAP MZ. PONYGIRLSUE HERE. I HAVE TO SHARE THIS INFO WITH ALL OF YOU ON MY FRIENDS LIST. MY PICS ALBUMS ARE ALL NOW "FRIENDS ONLY". I HAVE A VERY GOOD REASON FOR THIS. THIS ASSHOLE WAS PERVING MY PAGE & STEALING MY PICS JUST TO HARASS ME FOR NO GOOD REASON. I SUGGEST THAT ALL OF YOU GO & BLOCK HIM BUT BEWARE BECAUSE HE MIGHT DO THE SAME TO YOU SO MAKE SURE YOUR PICS ARE NOT STEALABLE BEFORE GOING TO VIEW HIM. I WENT TO SCRAPPER OVER THIS BUT ALL HE TOLD ME WAS THAT HE IS NOT HERE TO REFEREE MY DRAMA. I WAS NOT CAUSING ANY DRAMA AND WAS THE INNOCENT VICTIM OF THIS INTERNET BULLY. I AM VERY SAD THAT I HAVE TO LOCK UP ALL OF MY PICS FROM THE REST OF THE CHERRYTAP BUT I HAD NO OTHER OPTION. THIS GUY WAS USING THE E-MAIL THIS PIC TO OTHERS OPTION ON MY NSFW PICS JUST TO RILE ME UP SO I STOPPED HIM IN THE MIDDLE OF DOING IT BY CHANGING MY ALBUM OPTIONS. I HAD ALREADY BLOCKED HIM BUT THIS DID NOT PREVENT HIM FROM PERVING MY PAGE AND CONTINUIN

Sexual Iq Test
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Waking Up
The white glare was similar to a camera flash at point blank range. When my vision finally cleared, I was sitting at a gray table, in a gray room, with two people in gray suits staring at me. One was white, one black, both very trim. The white one spoke, "Agent Riggs, would you say this suspect is being uncooperative?" Whoa. Agents? Suspect? I'm in an interrogation room. Holy hell. The black one nodded, obviously named Riggs, and said, "Yep, Miller, I'd say he's very uncooperative. I haven't seen someone this uncooperative, but then again, there's always the phone book." The white one, Miller, smiled at me, and reached under the table, retrieving a massive phone book that had been wrapped together with duct tape. Miller said to me, "This here is the most abundant source of names and numbers in the local area. Maybe if I slam it into your face a couple of times, one of those names will jump into your head where you can then relay it to us, huh?" Miller took a batti

Hot Story
My boyfriend, Jake, a self-proclaimed card shark, hosts a weekly poker game attended by five of his closest buddies. They rarely quit before bar closing time, no newcomers are allowed and, because of their strict No Female policy, I'm usually confined to the bedroom of the apartment we share with only the TV, or whatever else is handy, to entertain myself with. Of course, prior to confinement, it's my job to ensure that there's an ample supply of beer in the fridge as well as enough pretzels to last well into the wee hours. Their raucous laughter and booming belches often drown out whatever program I'm watching so, more often than not, I content myself with watching one or two of Jake's porn flicks with the volume turned down since, after all, dialogue isn't really necessary in conveying the action in those types of films. Raw, sizzling, sweat inducing sex, on screen or off, is a particular favorite of both Jake's and mine and…the more bodies involved the better. In fact, we're kno

Why
Why. Damn it why. Did the attention mean that much to you? Seriously, if it did then you should have told me. I would have tried my best to give you more? Was i not good enough? Did i not try hard enough? Cause i sure the fuck thought i did. Im sorry. I really am. I have so much shit going on. And now i have to deal with one of the FEW people i had faith in. And now, thats just gone. I dont want to talk to you. I dont want to know you exist anymore. Cause as of now, you dont. Im done. Whatever. Ive officially meet 2 people on this site who fucked me over! Woohoo. Anyone else wanta add there name to my list? If so please say now, so i can add it and get the bullshit over with. Cause my tears are done. Fuck that shit. So much for being there. -God broke the mold, When he made this one I know She's breathtaking but so much more She walks in the room, your loves closed Making you never want to breathe again Her boyfriend has got so much dough So much ice his neck and w

Give Peace A Chance?
You're talking to the wrong people. In every culture, there's warmongers. God knows I'm one of them, LOL. Regardless, does that mean that I wouldn't give peace a chance? I'd be out of a job, but I've got college degrees to fall back on. Would it be nice to know that I could go anywhere in the world without worry of being kidnapped or beheaded? Hell yes it would. The problem is, you can't release a flock of doves and make everyone hold hands. There are people out there who only know violence and savagery. You draw a cartoon depicting a Muslim spiritual leader as a suicide bomber, and what do they do to protest? Blow shit up. Think back to school. If you looked the bully in the eye and said you don't believe in violence, and therefore refused to fight back, then you just lost your lunch money for the rest of the school year. Raiding parties abound stormed Rome after they made the decree that their military should be disbanded. WE are not the problem. The problem

Thank You Everyone...
...who left me a comment. I really appriciate it. Keeva's home now. She was dehydrated pretty bad. She didn't have a fun time at the hospital either. Well to start from the beginning.. My mom came over Saturday morning so she could bring Keeva to the doc and take me to work. Judy went with her cuz my mom didn't wanna go alone. The time conflicted with my work schedual so my brother came over to bring me to work. I tried to call to let who ever know that I wanted to go with to Keeva's dr. apt but no one picked up. But that was ok.. I just figured they'd give her some meds or something ya know.. Well work wasn't bad. I joked around with the girls and waited for my mom to call.. then I realized that I left Torrid's number in my jacket from when I tried to call ealier. I tried to call them at home cuz that's the only number I knew since I left the cell phone at home. No one was home. Melissa told me that they probably have to give her an IV to hydrate her and that would take

6 Weirds Things About Me[ Ej]
TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog..." Well here goes... 1. I'm still not giving up of my thumb sucking that sometimes someone caught me soo... 2.that i still love to watch kids cartoons specially powerpuff girls... 3. that i have the habit of talking all by myself alone [ now this sounds weird lol] 4. that i love checking ppl legs and afterwards look at my legs [gees i sux on this] 5. that im most active when everyone is already fast asleep.. 6 last but not the least, i always go blushing everytime i saw pretty things and i always wanting to have them... ok so i tagged my good frens hollywood joe, reyna,Nicole,sailorBri,& Dorie..& Hennie

Ignorant Ass Heffas
ugh i see this shyt so much and it gets on my nerves every damn time.... Haters have persisted, in part because of a broad and circular definition. A quick perusal of the Urban Dictionary reveals the concept to be extraordinarily malleable. "A person who feels anger and/or jealousy for someone who has succeeded in something they have worked hard for…. A being who speaks badly,and/or takes negative actions in attempt to create problems for a successful person." Essentially, a hater is one who hates; jealous motives are easily read into any situation. The satirical definitions on the user-driven Urban Dictionary include "Overused word that people like to use just because someone else expresses a dislike for a certain individual." The word's power is derived from its slippery definition. with that being said, in short a hater is basically someone who is jealous of you because you are good at what you do or because of something you have, it is basically a jealous person...now on tha

Nsfw........
Here is how Cherry Tap defines it..... What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity Yesterday I had to change the folders that I posted some of my photos in... It seems that some of my pictures were deemed NSFW... I have a couple that just don't understand why... For those I will put them In a Folder titled : NSFW by CT. One of the pictures I am blowing out a candle...But the body art one was fine!! I know that some of these thoughts may be out of line.. But If the folder is titled ( ADULT) ....To me that means proceed at your own risk !!!! CHERRY TAP formerly know as LOST CHERRY makes me think 18 and older...Just by the name.. If that is the case.. Why do we have teenagers that are 15 and 16 years old on here ? Saw two yesterday ! And yes they even said so in their profile ! Teens under 18 need to be on a d

The Past
Many people are so caught up in their past. Either because they think it was better than their present or they use it as a crutch for how they are now. The majority of people I've seen use the past as an excuse to be difficult, bitter, depressed, unmotivated, etc... Then there are those who always want to relive the past because, in their minds, they have made it out to be some kind of paradise. They think their present is so bad, they have purposely forgotten the rough times in their past. I guess what I'm trying to say is, most people are so busy looking behind them, they don't see what's in front of them. None of us have really had it easy. Every person can look back and at some point in their lives, and pick out more than one traumatic moment. Abuse, neglect, a loved one dying, being picked on... Some big, some small. Fact of the matter is, we all have those things in our past. Here's the trick. Learn from your past, but don't dwell on it. Recognize it, own it, accept

Some More Thoughts
you know,i posted a couple of bulletins to ask for some help to level up,the first one, no one even read,i hardley ever ask for help,but sometimes it just seems like it takes so long to get to the next level,so it helps sometimes to get a little help to get there,heck im only on 8,and i dont think i will ever make it to level 9 more less any higher.i love ct,and i thought i had made some good friends here,and there are a couple that do help me when i ask,and i dont like to ask.mabey im not high enough in the rankings to ask for help,but it isnt something i do everyday.but it doesnt matter,i will get there sooner or later,i still love ct,and all my friends...

Deleting Assholes
**JUST AN UPDATE.. I HAVE ALREADY DELETED ABOUT 30 OF THE "ASSHOLES"..and I do know who my friends are. I know that it is difficult to talk to all the friends we get but those you that i have spoken to will not be deleted unless of course you really piss me off...lol Hey everyone.. I figured I would give fair warning to the "ASSHOLES" who wanted to be my friend to gain cherry points. WELL IM DELETING YOU HA Not that they are going to read this but I had to get it off my chest. So many people on here are so fake and just in for the "points" FUCK THE POINTS... Im here to have some fun & meet REAL PEOPLE well, maybe not really meet you but internet meet you at least for now. Well, I guess I have rambled on enough and I will now go to DELETING those of you who fall in the category of ASSHOLE

Todays Events.
I skipped my persuasive writing class this morning in order to sleep in. I'm sick, I've been sick since last week, yes for all of you that were wondering "wasn't that crazy bitch sick" YES. I was, and am. Janet wanted to see me sometime today, she is my persuasive writing professor. I came over, b/c I had to anyway, (I had three other classes that I had to go to) and she told me my face looked gray. Basically no color in it. Then I got a free pizza, (not that I can eat). And I went to walmart. Only talked to david for a second. My phone needs to be charged, but that won't happen. Left the charger in Maryland. I don't think I'm going to do much tonight, sleep a lot. Try to get better. But other than that, a big old NOTHING. I don't think I'll use the phone tonight. Sarah wanted to call me, but I don't know. She has to tell me why she's not getting married now, or as a matter of fact, why she's not even dating terry anymore. Karen ditched me last night, she said she'd cal

Thank You And I Love You....xoxo
There is only one thing that I want for Christmas this year. I hold it so dear in my heart that I dare not let anyone know what it is. Somehow you coersed me into telling you, breaking my heart into a million peices, thinking that it was impossible to grant. Then, out of nowhere and without much thought, you forfilled that wish. Never doing so before, I cried uncontrollably. As the tears of joy streaked down my face, staining my skin, I found it hard to tell you how much I love you, even a simple thank you couldn't escape. For how can simple words compare to what you have given me? You are the hope when there is dispair, the candle that lights the way in my dark and dreary world. And yet, you don't even seam to realize it, what happiness you have brought to me. My words are not elequent enough to touch the surface. I can only say I love you, hoping you know how sincere I am, hoping you know how much I truely need you in my life. As above, so below, the two are entangled

Really Read This Men
All you lovely men who wanted to be added to my page, I don't mind adding you but I really like to get to know you all. Know you as a person not some testosterone LMAO. And ladies plz do the same I am a real good listener for your man troubles or girl troubles.. I am very outgoing, bubbly and I do have a sense of humor. I don't judge others, I am a very humble person. I am witty and sarcastic and I like to think I am intelligent but that is just my perception. I have been around men all my life and I work with men so I am used to the locker room talk and yes I can hold my own..Feel free stop by and chat Keeping it real Hugs and Smooches MO

Judgemental People
Lately has run into alot of judgemental people , which leads me to this blog *edited....this is aimed mostly towards those that are judgemental of those into the BDSM Lifestyle JUDGEMENTAL 1. Of, relating to, or dependent on judgment: a judgmental error. 2. Inclined to make judgments, especially moral or personal ones: a marriage counselor who tries not to be judgmental. being judgmental can make us form opinions about people more quickly than we should, and sometimes we lose out on getting to know someone that might actually be a decent person. The funny thing about being judgmental is that it's a two-edged sword. Is it possible to judge someone who you think is judging you? Can we be intolerant of someone who we feel is intolerant? It's one of those questions that keeps us all on our toes, and should. I always wonder what gives people the right to be that way.

Trouble W/ Pics
HEY EVERYBODY! I SEEM TO BE EXPERIENCING SOME TROUBLE W/ ONE OF MY ALBUMS. SOME OF YOU ARE HAVING TROUBLE VIEWING THE ADULT PHOTOS. MAKE SURE YOU'RE ON MY FRIEND'S LIST AND THAT YOUR PROFILE IS SET TO VIEW NSFW MATERIAL. IF THAT DOESN'T WORK LEMME KNOW AND I'LL CONTACT CT. THANKS MP

I Hate
STUPID PEOPLE. Seriously get a fucking clue dipshits. Then you get people saying oh you blocked me, if i blocked you genious how the fuck can you contact me? Or see shit i write? You couldnt dummy. I hate people. Exspecially people who just dont have a clue. Get one, if not ill buy you one. Im pretty sure they sell them at walmart. And if they dont, they SHOULD. Grow up. Morons. ♥ Have a great day.

Thank You!
Fire My WordsI just want to Thank everyone who voted for me in the Laid Back Photo Contest. I won my very first Cherry Tap contest and i couldnt have done it with out all of you. Thanks again you all ROCK! And thank you to Shawn YEAH IM HOT AND WHAT ~RIDER~ for having a great contest you ROCK!

Do Ever Just Wanna...
scream cry bleed die whatever... I have been wanting to cut lately... its been a long time since I have done that... or even had the desire to do so, but right now the feel of a razor blade on my wrists and fingers legs toes stomache... it sounds so good... I want to feel the pain to get rid of the pain... i know I can not do this because it is an addiction ... once you start you can not stop... I think I will stick with crying

Holly Sh*t!
well yeah.. 1st things 1st! im ok... lastnight i drove almost 200 miles (yes almost) to see my grandparents, it was almost midnight and was going thru the country lanes to get there, i just lost control, skidded on summin i think... car got sideways tried to correct it and ended up rolling, took out sum old ladies hedge, made 4 big ditches in her lawn where i rolled, stopped upside down next to a tree, im VERY lucky that i didnt hit it cus wudda most certainly been fatal.. neways car is a right off, gonna go back there now to get my stuff... sorry all that i havnt been online as much and dunno how much time i will get to be online, will try n get a pic of my car tho, its on its roof atm.. take care all! byebye

For Those Who Keep Asking About My Accident...
this was previously written by me... part two has yet to come, as it has to do with my recovery...I have remembered sommore and I have forgotten some of this but in my current mood I dont wish to rehash and edit myself because this is what I remembered when I wrote it, and I dont know if I truely want to remember it all Most of My friends and family know about my car accident, but over the last two and a half months I have had a lot of time on my hands to peice everything together and remember exactly what it was that happened that day...Some of the things I am about to say are NOT first handand at some points you may have to figure out what does and does not come from me... I apologize for this, but to get the full impact of what happened to me you need to hear the things that were told to me More than any day in history i think that day impacted me more than any other. So just for my own peice of mind and for those that dont really know what happened I m just goin to p

Snowbunny Advisories???
I just posted a bulletin entitled, Calling All Snow Angels! Just curious as to whether or not anyone has heard of the weather reports as to who got snow tonight???? (or last night to most of you folks!)... Could we actually be dreaming of a "White Christmas" this year???? or, just wishful thinking???? Kat

Let's Fuck Harder Right Now
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

Wtf ?? Why ??
OMG why do 85% of the males on this site think that all us women want to know about is that they have a hard dick and they are horny ??? COME ON GUYS.....not all of us women care to know about that shit. Some of us are here just to chat, make new friends and have fun. I am very happily married and quite satisfied with my husband. I DONT need to know that you have a hard dick and that you are horny. Go buy a blow up doll if you're that bad off !!! SO TAKE IT ELSEWHERE...maybe to someone who might actually give a shit !!!

Taxidermist---redneck Jokes
Taxidermist Redneck Jokes This guy walks into a bar down in Alabama and orders a Grape Nehi. Surprised, the bartender looks around and says "You ain't from around here...where you from, boy?" The guy says, "I'm from West Virginia." The bartender asks, "What do you do in West Virginia?" The guy responds,"I'm a taxidermist." The bartender asks, "A taxidermist...what the hell is a taxidermist?" The guy says "I mount dead animals." The bartender smiles and shouts to the whole bar, "It's OK boys, he's one of us!"

Sorry If The Truth Hurts...
If there is one thing I've noticed about people, is that they cannot handle honesty... I've told everyone that I talk to, and my close friends know this as well, that if someone asks me something, I will not lie about it. You will get the truth whether it hurts you or a situation you are in. I'm sorry that I cannot, nor will I ever be, one of those people that will twist things to suit you or to please you in any way. I have always valued honesty above all else and if you cant handle my honesty, then do NOT come to me and ask questions... because more than likely, you will get the answers that you do not want. Sorry if the truth hurts, but truth is all you will get from me...

To See Who Cares;;;;;;;;;;;;;
The Words Of A True Biker -- I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers

This Is Who I Am
I've worn so mnay skins its impossible for one to claim me. A soul trap in a vessal longing for its release. Color nor race will never define me, a being in this world but not of this world. So when I say that I am different listen to my words for it is a higher being that speaks through me with every breath I take...

Todays Results......
I found out this morning that I dropped from 24 last week to 18 this week. Since my numbers are still dropping...the drs think that I am gonna be alright and they want me to go back on my birth control patches for a few months so that I have a healthy normal cycle a couple times so that I get back to normal then I can get back off and start again. I will have an ultrasound in January if my numbers have not reached zero by then. Thanks for hanging in here with me everyone. Angie

Sorry
Howdy ya'll!!! I just wanted to post a little something to let you all know that I haven't forgotten about any of you. I've been really busy for the past week or so. I'm in the process of making a parade float for the church I attend. I've been working on it most nights til 2 or 3 in the morning. We have two parades this Saturday so I am running out of time. Of course, nights like tonight I didn't get much accomplished because I got sidetracked by a firetruck....Mindi, if you read this....just shush already...LMAO!!!!! Well, maybe it wasn't the firetruck so much as the fireman. But then what good was the fireman without the firetruck, sirens and lights....ok, do ya'll see the cycle here? Anywho....the point is, the float didn't get much accomplished cause Penelope wanted to ride the firman...oops, I mean the firetruck. Oh fuck, ya'll know what I mean. Basically, I'm posting this blog to say howdy to my friends that actually read these things so you'll know why I have been sl

Friday Update
well, its friday. i have accomplished everything i set out to do. all my belongings are packed in a big yellow moving truck. today i hook up the car tow and finish a few errands. either tonight or in the morning i will be on my way west. i looked at a map of the U.S.A. and its a frkn loooong haul! i know i didnt have time to say farewell to everyone in virginia. i sincerely apologize. i will miss you all. at times like these i realize i should have seized each and every opportunity to be with you all. it is the people in my life that are the most important, not my self, not my job or other things that get in the way of quality time with the ones you love. i will make more of an effort to change that in the future. i havent been much of a blogger but this may be my last till i get across. i will write when i get there if anyone cares to be updated. i should be in california by next weekend if not the beginning of the week after next. if you have my phone #, you are free t

Just Letting U Know What He Said To Me On Yahoo Messenger. And Let Me Know If Part Of This Sounds Like A Threat
b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:41:27 AM): remember i have numbers and know where u live > > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:42:31 AM): cute profile > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:42:41 AM): ty im not done with it > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:42:53 AM): ok > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:43:19 AM): lol have fun u wore out old whore > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:43:24 AM): ok > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:43:55 AM): no wonder ur ex left ur ass > > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:45:39 AM): well net whores usually arent lonely > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:51:35 AM): k > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:57:54 AM): oh and btw im not mad vickie me and others think the way ur acting if very very funny > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:58:24 AM): i dont care what they think > b33rs3rgio_with_issues (12/1/2006 9:58:35 AM): hey my buddy seen ur pics that is here he wants to know if he can have some old whore meat to > beerchic (12/1/2006 9:58:56 AM): whatever > b33rs3rgio_with_issu

What The Fuck Ever!
k ive been drinkin so excudse the typos...I don't understand why people are so fuckin fake on here..yousay one thing and then do the opposite becaue youre a follower and not a leader? And it's not one perosn in particular its a few of you. One minute yuour so devoted and the next you run because someone else did. WHAT THE FUCK EVER! who really needs you? wether its 10 or 1000 we're content..so thakn you fuck you have a nice day!

Had To Put Dog To Sleep.
Was hard day today. Pretty messed up. Had to put down my dog Britty. She was blind and deaf and could no longer stand up or eat. Everyone told me it is for her own good and she was suffering so. It still sucks. Im not ok. Had her fot 14 years. She went eevrywhere with me. Loved the ocean, steaks, turkey dinners, pizza. And birds. She was a bird dog, could point birds when hunting. She will be missed. So anyways,. Im sad and this is stupid. But needed to vent. If anyone reads, thanks.

Got This In An Email Today, Thought I'd Share...
Babs Miller was bagging some early potatoes for me. I noticed a small boy, delicate of bone and feature, ragged but clean, hungrily apprising a basket of freshly picked green peas. I paid for my potatoes but was also drawn to the display of fresh green peas........ I am a pushover for creamed peas and new potatoes. Pondering the peas,I couldn't help overhearing the conversation between Mr.Miller and the ragged boy next to me. "Hello Barry, how are you today?" "H'lo, Mr. Miller. Fine, thank ya. Jus' admirin' them peas. Sure look good." "They are good, Barry. How's your Ma?" "Fine. Gittin' stronger alla' time." "Good. Anything I can help you with?" "No, Sir. Jus' admirin' them peas." "Would you like to take some home?" "No, Sir. Got nuthin' to pay for 'em with." "Well, what have you to trade me for some of those peas?" "All I got's my prize marble here." "Is that right? Let me see it." "Here 'tis. She's a dandy." "I can see that Hmmmmm, only th

Empathy-what Is It ?
Empathy - what is it? 1. Empathy is the ability to recognize, understand and read the emotion of another person. A simple way of describing this would be to say you put yourself in anothers' shoes. You are literally doing this and in turn it could be said that you are resonating with the other person. Some people can do this voluntarily and others do it accidentally. The process involves the ability to read in others, the energy and subtle differences in frequency associated with the range of human thought and emotion. Most people don't understand how this process works but when it comes to helping others it's enough to just recognise you have a gift and that you are sensitive to others. 2. Empaths often have telepathic ability which means that your ability to 'read' is enhanced. Some empaths have a deep sense of 'knowing' which further enhances their ability to read another person. This is very useful because people are complex and often display a persona over many layers o

Naughty Horoscope - I Am Taurus An It Is True
Sex horoscope Virgo- August 23 to September 23 This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will.they love to make their partner happy. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! they are very sexual people. usually always horny.!!!Some Virgos WANT to be pun

The Difficulty Continues...
I feel like I am a part of Dave's life from a distance. We have agreed to back off some and talk a little less out of respect for me and Mike. We still talk on the phone occasionally and online some. I have asked him if this is just useless spinning our wheels....will anything be able to come of us while I am with Mike from the inside or even on the outside with Mikes knowledge and consent? Dave feels that if we want it bad enough we will find a way to make it ok with all of us. I have told Dave that through is past actions that he will ultimately be the one that has to prove himself by moving here when he comes home from Iraq and such and he is aware of that. I have told him that due to how he treated me before...that all decisions are made out of respect and deference to Mike because he is the primary in my life now and though that is hard for Dave to understand...he says he would agree that having me in his life in some fashion is better than not at all. Guess I have spilled

Haha
I love danielle. Haha no one knows who that is. But shes my highschool friend, and i loves her. Im in search of finding her a good guy! So any takers :P Shes fucking gorgeous haha. Shes not on here though. She should join. Ill make her. Lol. Ima see her soon. Were gonna go xmas shopping. And take her son to the aquariam!

Such An Odd Place To Be....
I am now on the verge of being healed...at least physically from all this. One the one hand I dont want to put myself through any more blood draws then I need to but then again I cant bear not knowing by numbers from day to day or at least week to week. Its almost like an obsession at least til its over. Sometimes I want to celebrate that this is almost over and another part of me screams inside knowing that I should be about 5 months pregnant right now. the pain is less and less with each passing day but sometimes the loss and emptiness is so profound that I literally burst into tears. It happens less and less now though. Being on here and helping others in my position has helped me more than I could ever hope to explain. Thanks for hanging in here and checking in with me. I love all my very close friends and family on here because they have been there to help me through this when some of the days were their darkest and I didnt think I could get off my knees anymore. thank yo

What I Have Learned.....
SHould I be a bad ass or a nice guy? Here is my answer, and my resolve.... Women like the bad ass as a distraction until they meet prince charming. That at the end of the day, nice guys may finsh last, but they finish. It sounds like a cheesy line, but i told one girl i truly loved that I dont care if im not her first. I just want to be her last. AWWWWWWWW Well it doesnt work. shes not with me.... But what ive learned boils down to this: The bad ass will eat your pussy, but the Prince will get you a towel afterwards! And in the end this is all she wants..a towel. She wants to be loved, by one she can love equally. She wants to be appreciated. She wants to be secure. But not till she is ready. So the bad ass wins while he's young and dumb, he will use her, fuck her, steal from her and then leave high fiving his buddies when he tells them the tale, but the nice guy is someone you can depend on to hold your hair back when youre sick, feed you soup as he rubs your fe

....what I Search For....crave....
.......Two Angels in the Dark .......My place... My empty space......... So dark till I saw your face......... Two lost angels in search of grace. .......Each with one broken wing and can only fly when we embrace....... Two souls unraveled from heaven intertwine, combine. ......N I said yeah I’m a Cancer, but what the fuck dose this have to do with my Zodiac sign?...... We seemed to perfectly fit. .........From every mental opening to every physical slit. .......And us not being sensible about love is what made us capable of it...... N though it was dark, each other, we could still see........ N we saw the other wasn’t perfect, but we saw the other perfectly....... N from the viewpoint of fear none of our reasons were strong enough....... Yet from the view point of love none of our reasons were even necessary........

National Socialist
ABOUT ME YES I AM A NATIONAL SOCIALIST THIS MEANS THAT I LOVE MY COUNTRY RACE AND ALL WHITE CULTURE AND HERITAGE.THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT I TOTALLY AGREE WITH EVERTHING HITLER AND THE THIRD REICH DID. FOR EXAMPLE HITLER AND THE NAZI PARTY FORMED A MILITARY ALLIANCE WITH JAPAN AND WAS HOSTILE TO GERMANY'S WHITE NEIGHBOURS.THE USE OF NAZI SYMBOLS SUCH AS THE SWASTIKA IS ALWAYS CHANGING IT IS USED AS A SYMBOL THAT ALL WHITE NATIONAL SOCIALIST FROM ANY NATION CAN IDENTIFY EACH OTHER WITH AND UNITE UNDER ONE COMMON SYMBOL.THE OTHER POINT I WANT TO MAKE IS THAT ALL WHITE COUNTRIES ARE BEING OVER RUN WHITH NON WHITES AND THESE PEOPLE ARE DESTROYING WHITE CULTURE AND FORCING WHITES TO CATER TO THERE NEEDS AND ACCEPT THERE CULTURE.THESE PEOPLE NON WHITES RAISE THE CRIME RATE WHERE EVER THEY LIVE AND DESTROY THE SOCIAL WELFARE OF THE NATION THEY LIVE IN.I WILL NOT ACCEPT THIS,AND NO OTHER WHITE PEOPLE SHOULD ACCEPT THIS EITHER. PS....THANKS TO ALL WHITES WHO ARE WILLING TO STAND UP FOR ARE

Feed
Sucking at the leaking puss, of the messiah’s holy palms Suck the barrel with lover’s lust, muzzle flash lights up your mouth Indignantly meet the enemy’s maker, the maker and the enemy are both you Both me, it’s all mine, everything Lay waste, taste gunpowder and ash, choke on chocolate flavored ass Perpetual fall of the system crash, information stash, hoarding the past Lucky bastard, crucified again, blood on the sand, blood on the stage You look great, and I give you thumbs up for your pain Lick at the sweat on your face, before you open up your brain It tastes great, and I give you thumbs up for your pain You’re doing great, I just need a little more… hate, love, lust, wrath, joy, sorrow, epiphanies, suicidal tendencies, total obliteration, hopeful reconstruction, resurrection, execution, tears… Give me your tears Feed me your lusts and fears drain drain drain drain drain drain drain drain drain drain drain draindrain drain drain Let me drain you Let me su

I Hate...
wrote this tonight... its not about anyone really... i hate how i care about you i hate the way you make me feel i hate knowing im not good enough i hate the fact ill never be yours i hate knowing i can never call you mine i hate how songs make me think about you i hate how you can make me smile by saying hi i hate how you make me laugh i hate how you make my heart skip beats i hate how you know what i feel i hate the fact your so far away i hate knowing ill probably never hug you i hate how you make me jealous i hate how i daydream about you i hate knowing i dont have your heart i hate how i can tell you how i feel and it doesnt phase you i hate how you dont feel the same but most of all i hate how we will only be best friends...

Living Will Information
Living Will Information While I was watching the football games last weekend, my wife and I got into a conversation about life and death, and the need for living wills. During the course of the conversation I told her that I never wanted to exist in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and taking fluids from a bottle. She got up, unplugged the TV and threw out all my beer. Sometimes it's tough being married to a smartass.

My First Real Relationship
I'm so sorry that I haven't written in a while, i have been so busy with thanksgiving and now trying to get all my christmas stuff done. So when I left off I was just starting business school and i had just met Dan. Dan was very sexy, tall blonde hair blue eyes and the sweetest talking guy you could ever meet. I could never figure out why he chose to be with me. I met him while I was working at a carvel ice cream store. the first 6 months of our relationship was wonderful, we hardly ever faught or argued, but then maybe again I was just so in love with the idea of being in love that I didn't see the warning signs. then he moved into one of my parents apratments to be closer to me, and I ended up "unofficially" moving in too, meaning I wasn't there to help pay the bills, but I stayed there ever night and and cleaned up for him blah blah blah. After we were dating for about a year and half, things started getting worse, to the point where I knew something was wrong and

The Ding Game
It is called the 'Ding Game', and it is really easy to play. First though, a little history as to how the game came to be. It all started while riding in automobiles with female friends over time. It was mentioned to me that not all women enjoy having comments given to them from out a car window. Now, some of the ladies that were complimented would give a smile, others a knowing glance, there were those who yelled 'ASSHOLE' or various other things expressing their displeasure with the words, some just flipped off the author of what was meant to be in some odd way kind. A section of the female population would occasionally respond 'Hey baby! You need a date?' The thing was, there was no way of knowing how the girls would reply, or who we may be effecting negatively, and being gentlemen of simple minds and needs, we came up with a new way to acknowledge the finer gender without all the needless reactions. We ding them. You see someone who you would have sex with and simply say 'Ding'. Yo

This Is Me..take It Or Leave It
So I have recently discovered a few things about myself that I hadn't realized before. For giggles though, here are some things about me that you may or may not already know, depending on how good of friends we are. I've always been seen as the "good" girl. I always try my best and work hard. I want great things in life and I know that I may have to go to great lengths to get these things. I try to see the good in people even when others do not. I may act dumb sometimes, but I get it honestly ( When does the ATM close?). I know there are people who don't like me or think I am conceited, but they don't even know me. I have learned to deal with this bc it really isn't my problem. Some people say I'm stuck up bc I don't go out of my way to talk to them, well hey that's not really my fault either. I like to drive in my car sometimes with my music just a little too loud (Paul.."Tarah you don't have subs in here.") I'm a Republican and its not only because my parents are. I love to watch Fri

Dumped
Well ppl I am single once again.. It was a fun month, but it just goes to prove that when a chick gets on her ragg guys just seem to lose interest.... I FUCKING HATE GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going lesbian again.. hehe

Based On Real Life...tears Flowed As I Wrote But I Had To Finish It
walking home from school in the country, the day was sunny and bright a boy saw a classmate being jumped, broke it up cause he felt it wasnt right They walked along and talked for awhile then each took a different path down the road a ways a group of angry teens caught him with their wrath at twelve he gave quite the struggle. hell, he almost got away but the rifle shots had him pinned down, behind a tree he was forced to stay. He heard them closing in, using lots of racial slurs then a rock came thru the sky and everything was a blur he awoke from the darkness he knew it was night. an old clock radio played country music, it was his only source of light. his hands were tied securely, he was in some abandoned shack He heard a car pull up and stop, but it was the teens just coming back for days during the day he was beaten, each night horrified he cried He prayed for strength, help and even for death. but day after day was denied at last they came and removed him he was th

Crew Chief Humor
You've ever slept on the concrete under a wing. You never go anywhere without your red and black pencils and your line badge,including church. You've ever wished your jet would drop a mk-84 on Saddam Hussein's house. You've ever said "oh yes sir, it's supposed to look like that." You know what a pointy head is. You know what an R&I trailer is. You consider 'moly b' fingerprints on food an 'acquired taste'. You've ever sucked lox to cure a hangover. You know what jet fuel tastes like. You've ever used a grease pencil to fix an You have a better benchstock in the pockets of your coveralls than the squadron can supply you. You've ever used a piece of safety wire as a tooth pick. You've ever had to say "my boots are still black!" Someone has tackled you right before you cuss the squadron commander out over the radio. You refer to a pilot as a "control stick actuator." You've ever been duct taped to a towbar and dowsed with pet an

My Best Friend
Our friendship is special, for you and I share a deep understanding that's precious and rare. We accept one another as loving friends should, overlooking mistakes, always seeing the good. We're there for each other in so many ways--- encouraging, caring and brightening days. Our friendship will always be special to me, for you're my best friend and you always will be.

Thanks Baby You Know Who You Are
For You Are The One For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see your pics My heart skips a beat. For you define sexii In both body and mind Your so damn sexi face More sexier than I'll ever find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love.

Where Am I????
Ok...this is for ALL the people I have gotten messages from asking me where the hell I am. Let me give you a glance into the world of retail while coming into this gloriously celebrated holiday season....... 1. THere is NOOO such thing as a social life right now. 2. Working 60-70 hrs+ is a normal work week 3. Only 3 days off till Christmas 4. The only days off I have are full and packed (Christmas shopping/baking for one, Boyfriends Dad's family Christmas is two, and the third is for the boyfriends graduation from the police academy. 5. Sleep is a MUST! So...when I get home from work its usually eat dinner and go to bed!!! Sorry that I wont be around much guys!! I will try to make it up to all of you when I have once again reclaimed my life!

On Being A Bbw
It's not always easy being a BBW. No matter how much we stand up and say, "BBW Pride" and "Real Women Have Curves," let's face it -- for every guy who's looking at you and thinking, "Wow, she's sexy!" there are ten who are looking at you thinking, "Wow, she's fat!" This is still a world with very rigid standards of beauty, and, while most other forms of open bias have been disposed of, it's still perfectly socially acceptable to bad-mouth "fat people." There's a general conception that if you are "fat," meaning, you have some body fat at all, you are lazy, or constantly stuffing your face. That's true in some cases, but not in many. Many people "of size" regularly exercise and avoid unhealthy food. That said, in the end, sexiness and confidence come from inside us. We're always going to be *someone's* type, so why not take joy in our bodies and treasure all that makes us a distinctive individual? Noone is free of insecurity (if they say they are, they're lying). Many women w

Wanted: By *b*
WANTED: BY *B* What I really want in my man…. It will always matter; Don’t want a non romantic that Has negative loose chatter. I would fall deeply for the sentimental And adventurous kind; Whose considerate to include me Instead of leaving me behind. Not interested in one who can put me Aside to have a selfish episode; That even as a dull frog once kissed Still remains a stubborn toad. Can’t stand a hoodwink that Is so tightly locked down inside; Or a drawn out drunk that acts out With foolish pride. Greatly moved by a passionate gentleman Who can whisper sweet nothings in my ear; Whose full of surprises and fun, he He lures me in with my full attention when he’s near. Can’t resist a true expressive romantic That remains simple and upright; That proves to be anything but a sea of troubles That’s deceiving and uptight! And of course being well dressed will always add A point or two; Intentional roaming eyes give me the Impression he won’t remain t

Baby Talk
Everything about this pic equals a bad time. Babies are like nature, you have no control over it. You try to stop a baby from crying and they just cry louder. No wonder why people shake their babies. I'm not condoning it, but I could easily see why some slug picks his baby up during a fit and just squeezes it's head to make the screaming go away. I was on a train yesterday, this really ugly baby was staring at me through the space between the seats. And just because the baby was really ugly, and looked like a brat, I started making scary faces at him. I could see that I had his attention and it wasn't because he was amused, he was scared shitless. The more distorted I made my face the more I could see his eyes well up. It was like a cartoon where the character starts to get flush from their feet up and then finally blows a gasket. I could almost plan it to the exact second when he was ready to blow. Sure enough within seconds of my last mean face he lets out a death-curdling scream

On The Edge Of A Ledge
well I posted some videos for Still Game - Dial a Bus yesterday to me stash, its about a bus driver played by Robbie Coltrane who goes a bit of his nut. Well today I decided to get the free bus home from work and I thought the driver was going to throw a wobbler, he was driving very erratically and huffing and puffing at the traffic, I thought this was amusing but a bit scary hahahahahaha. It so reminded me of Robbie driving the bus. anyway tomorrow I am off on a two day course for leadership development, been on a couple of these things before but they were a bit fluffy. Not sure about the whole leadership thing as it just smacks of sheep to be honest but it will be a skive and you never know I might even learn something new, I do hope so. Me mate Tania, who does the ethical marketing stuff bumped into a person who i hadnt seen for ages so will be meeting up her with tomorrow night to see what she is up to. Also Stephen who came round last friday has done some stuff for

Gone But Never Forgotten
Chassidy passed away on Friday Dec. 01, 2006. She was a beuatiful, sweet and full of life. When she left this world she was just 28 years old. Chassidy had a long and hard fight with leukemia. She had been placed in the hospital on Nov. 24th due to blood clots. To know Chassidy was only to love her. She touched the lives of all of those that she had ever meet. Even during her sickness she always tried to smile and keep everyone happy. She thought of others before herself. We had laughed together and cried together. She was there to always pick me up. I know she is in a better place now. That she will never hurt again but still its hard to accept that she is gone. I am dedicating this blog to her and to all of those that have leukemia. Light a Candle Light a candle for those we mourn. Into a new life they will be born. Do not look for them at the gravesite. They are somewhere else radiating their beautiful light. They have gone to a new world where there is no dark

Time Has Come
THE TIME HAS COME TO SEE WHO ALL MY REAL FRIENDS ARE . I KNOW I TALK TO ALOT OF YOU BUT SOME I DON`T I`M CLEANING MY LIST OFF AND IF YOU ARE REALLY AND TRULY MY FRIEND PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT ONTOI THIS BULLENTIN AND THOSE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT WILL STAY ON MY LIST SOME PEOPLE ARE A EXCEPTION. I WILL START DELETING FRIDAY MORNING BEFORE 12NOON and this is this coming friday.hope to see who my real friends are

Random Thoughts
1. If you are too openminded your brains will fall out. 2. Don't worry about what people think; they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church does not make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. It isn't the jeans that make your butt look fat. 5. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It's easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11.

Oh...
This was a friend's Away message. It really reminded me of what's important in life: Love hurts sometimes when you do it right. Don't be afraid of a little bit of pain; pleasure is just on the other side. Heh...Indeed.

Jingle Family Story *jingle Jingle*
-clears throat- okay this is the story of how the Jingle Family came into play... Once uppon a time in a not so magical land of Cherry Tap there was a very pretty redneck named Bethie, who was in a contest and diserved to win very much. Out of no where a shout was sent to a cute little pixie named Danni asking to help the redneck win the contest. Danni being a very nice pixie rushed over and quickly started to spamm the beautiful picture. The pixie was very taken by the redneck's beauty and asked to be her friend, happily the redneck accepted. Needless to say all the spamming payed off and the redneck won. Later on in the day the redneck told the pixie that if she ever needed any help in a contest just give her a *jingle* and she would be there with bells on. Ever since then each time they see each other they say *jingle jingle* and giggle til the redneck almost wets herself. The pixie had a great idea of making a Jingle Family and the redneck agreed. So the two of them are now

Hospitals Suck
Well its obvious mom was doing very bad this month, Friday she got very bad off and it was crazy, i had to stay by her most the night and Saturday They put my mom Rockdale hospital. I got done with the roofing and siding job i was doing, didnt make enough for any of my bills but oh well, Today i went and visited my mom in the hopsital, She was doing a little better, but anyways they told me she had a absus in her right lung that was horrible, they need to take her right lung out to fix it, but with her being a cancer patient the hospital wouldnt approve it, because shes gonna die anyway, so she'll be coming home tomorrow or the day after with stuff they will put her on to try to help it. So im home tonight. And i was wondering, i know people being nice wouldnt tell me even if it was true, but I think somethings wrong with me...My BF wont let me near him, or even attempt to do anything sexual, whats wrong with me? Someone tell me, i cant take this.

Represent Yourself
Im a people watcher, a huge human nature buff, so I do take the time to read profiles. Be sure that what you write represents a literal concept of how you wish to be percieved. If your profile says "Careful, Im a bitch"...please dont come chase me down and insinuate that "I'm" unsociable because I didnt say hi when I visited your page. I simply took your took your word for it, and moved along.

Me In A Nutshell, An Appropriate Receptacle...
I had this in my profile but was frustrated with how much it made it scroll. Those profiles where you have to scroll twenty miles down the page to get to the comment box annoy the fuck out of me and I'd rather not be a hypocrite. So, here's the Reader's Digest version of everything you need to know about me: ~*~ Name: Alyssa or Lyss Location: Ferry ride from Seattle Job: Full-time Mommy Hobbies: Writing, Theatre, Geekiness, iconing, playing with pussies and crabs, being 12 and finding vulgar plays on words funny Likes: Kitties, sexy jungle animals, mary jane shoes, children, music of all kinds, bright colors, confident people, my child, freedom, home, respectful people, titties (all sizes), Fuze, azure aliens, feathers, Milky Way lattes, honesty, phallic objects, hermit crabs, French, chocolate, being a girl, baby animals, dirty talk, cotton candy, singing, flirting, stuffed animals, MMORPGs, comfy beds, spring, reality shows, tea, sex, Olive Garden, playing in or ad

Reminiscing
I grew up in a decade when, values and a sense of community and family were deep-rooted. A time when everyone helped each other and where everyone knew each other. Back doors were never locked and every-man and his dog were welcome to grab a deck chair and sit and drink tea in the garden, whilst discussing how well the roses were doing or how work was going. An era where, friends were just that and kids grew up in a wider social network than just their own parents, and; if you did wrong you got a thick ear off whichever elder was nearest! and god forbid they told your parents, because you'd get another when you went home! Where people valued each other and relied on those that could afford the luxuries of TV or a telephone, it was never held against people. Growing up I lived on the corner of a little cul-de-sa, in one of the old prefabs that had been built after the war as temporary housing, they had been there for over 30 years when mum, dad and myself as an infant moved in.

Avatar
She softly whispers of nights to come, Where clouds gather around a crimson moon, In commanding view of blackened fields, Where Warriors shed blood, And fools perish unsung, With wolves howling for Luna, Filling weak minds with terror, As I proclaim my final victory as a mortal man. May the Earth energies bind me into this ethereal shadow, May Sol never again hear my call, And may my final act as a mortal be the greatest sacrifice of all. Mother Earth protect me as I join with your great spirit, Gaia embrace me as I walk this slow path to strength, Beyond the power of my mortal coil, Beyond all mundane planes, A God finally in death. Finally... a God returned, Bound into this host which once was mine, Now a simple object of Earth, For I am anger and fear incarnate, Thou cannot kill me for my essence is in thou all! I grasp at the chains of life now delivered to me, Mortality now a fading memory, Vision shining clear, Burning fist raised to the sky I clai

Damn Private Photos!
I swear as of lately half the time someone uploads a new photo and I go to rate it I get that damn "Sorry, private album" or "You don't have permission to view this album" which is getting quite annoying! Not that I want to see them, but I am sure they are just pictures of cock, and I guarantee you that there is nothing special about yours. If you see one penis you've seen them all. I'm sure I have seen bigger, smaller, thicker, skinnier, and everything else in between on this damn site. If you're gonna stand in front of your webcam all day and take 20 different pictures of your penis at every possible angle, that's fine, but it wouldn't hurt uploading pics that people on your friends list can actually view!

Newfie Bungie Jumping
NEWFIE RECREATION two Newfies walk into a pet shop. they go directly over to the bird section. Gerry says to Paddy, "Dat's dem." The clerk comes over and asks if he can help them. "Yeah, we'll take four of dem dere budgies in dat cage op dere," says Gerry. "Put dem in a peeper bag." The clerk puts the budgies in a bag, and the two guys pay for the birds and leave the shop. They get into Gerrys van and drive to 'Come-By-Chance' until they are high up on a hill and stop at the top of the cliff with a 500-foot drop. "Dis looks like a grand place, eh?" says Gerry. He then takes two of the birds out of the bag, places them on his shoulders and jumps off the cliff. Paddy watches as his mate drops off the edge and goes straight down for a few seconds before he hits the rocks below with a 'SPLAT!' As Paddy looks down he shakes his head and says, "fook dat, dis budgie jumpin" is too fockin' dangerous for me." HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD LAUGH ALL

Bubba
Bubba There was a man named Bubba and Bubba knew EVERYONE in the whole world!!! Once when Bubba got a new job, Bubba says to his new boss, "Boss, I know everyone in the whole world!" His boss doesn't believe him, so he says "No you do not know everyone in the whole world" but Bubba says "Yes I do!" so Bubba's boss says "Well prove it!" then Bubba says "Pick someone... and I know them!" Well Bubba's boss thinks for a minute and then comes up with a name. "Tom Selleck! I bet you don't know Tom Selleck!" Bubba says "Tom Selleck! Tom and I were in boy scouts together when we were kids!" but Bubba's boss says "No you weren't!" then Bubba says "Yes we were!" so they fly to Hollywood and drive up to Tom Selleck's house. Bubba knocks on the door and Tom Selleck answers and Bubba goes "Tom!!!" and Tom goes "Bubba!" and they hug and catch up for 30 minutes and Bubba's boss can't believe it. But then he thinks "Well that could happen, it's just one person," so he tells Bubba and Bubba says "OK, p

Sad News
SAD NEWS >> >>>Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment >>>community. >> The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of yeast infection and trauma >> complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. >> >>> >> >>>Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities >> turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry >> Jack, >> the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain >> Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. >> >>> >> >>>Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man >> who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show >> business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not >> considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked >> schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old >> man >> and was considered a posit

**u Think U Know But U Have No Idea**
I've been making adjustments 2my profile, here and there, over the past cpl days. Most of u won't/don't give a damn bout any of this & that's just fine with me. I've spent so much.. TOO much.. time obsessing over other ppl's opinion of me. I am not a bad person. I have the biggest heart & its bursting with love 2give! I'm not necessarily speaking of romantic love..... But I've tried so hard 4so long 2hide as much of the darkness.. the sadness and anger that eats me up inside. I've tried 2keep smiling thru the tears I choke back and now I'm drowning in them. I am not perfect. Heaven knows I have my flaws & I am my own worst judge/critic. I hate leaning on the ppl around me cuz I feel so gawd damned petty when I do. I have had friends that battled cancer or were w/o a home, for example.. How can I cry bout my trivial day 2 day 2 some1 who REALLY suffers??? It does force me 2count my blessings but still, my pain is PAIN & I am suffocating in it. So..... Back 2the topic of my profi

Sooo Pissed
OMG...Im sooo pissed..I think im gunna cry!....Well as some of you know my best friend died Sept 12 of this year...And i was mailed a package last week by a friend of both me and my friend who passed. Anyways my package was delivered (inside pics of me and mike...etc..) And i dont know how it happened but someone got ahold of it (i live in an appartment building) and took everything out of it and left the empty wrapper :'( Now i have NO memories of Mike except his obituary paper!! :'(...:'(

Stranglehold Of The Soul
I love my Dark place The one that scares The shit out of you Where I fight With ghosts I love feeling Like I am not even Breathing While I watch you Struggle and gasp It is not real honey It is just when I don’t feel Leave me this place You can have The rest I love you I do With all of My heart Except for the Black piece That is my own Part

The Holidays
I posted this in bulletin form as well, but wanted it here too.... I don't know how many of you know this, but I work in a correctional facility in Little Rock. Yesterday, a man was brought into that same facility charged with an absolutely horrendous crime. At the time, the charge was 1st Degree Domestic Battery. He was accused of beating his 2 year old step daughter with a cell phone cord causing serious injuries to her abdomen, thighs an head. In my opinion there is nothing that a child that small could have done to deserve such a horrible beating. It's 17 days before Christmas.... do you think that she was looking forward to sitting on Santa Claus' lap at the Mall? Has she seen the pretty lights that are displayed all over this city, sparkling in the cold night air? Does she smile while listening to Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer or Frosty the Snowman? Is is possible that she even knows what Christmas is? That little girl died this morning from her injuries so we'll never k

A Christmas Poem
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook Mom in her teddy, and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry That I lost my boner and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf Tore back the shade while she played with herself The moon was so bright that it lit up the yard The place was a mess, something hit it real hard When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a crooked old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right 'Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz Fuckin slow down, or I'll cut off your nuts' 'Over the lamp post, and don

Questions From A Friend W/answers
Hello answered Current mood: weird Category: Quiz/Survey Hello Current mood: amused Category: Life So...I've noticed that many of you enjoy participating in MySpace games; the survey's and the questionaires on the bulletin board. You know the one's I'm talkin' 'bout. The "Have you Humped the Person Above You" one. The "Extremely Bored Survey" one. The "What's Your Porn Name" one. Mine's "Anthony San Ysidro" by the way. Ha-ha. Okay, well...I'm making up my own and welcome your participation. Yes...I realize how "High School" this is! ha-ha. Below are the list questions. ...and below that, are MY answers. In order for YOU to participate, simply copy and paste the QUESTIONS into your blog reply and answer them. Easy as 1-2-3. The come back from time to time to check out other people's replies. I'll do my best to comment on your answers - time permitting. This much fun should seriously be illegal (sarcastic). lol. Here goes nothin

Rant Time...
I do not know if anyone else agrees but here it goes.. In my opinion I think most of my pictures are suitable for viewing otherwise they wouldn't be posted. However I have these ridiculous people going and reporting all of my pictures as NSFW. Like my blonde chick where u see her backside and the devil's arms around her....WTF is wrong with that picture??? I have seen several pictures on the 'TOP SUPPORTER' that have chicks with their tits showing and men showin off thier dicks.. So explain to me why that is suitable and my pictures are so distasteful??? It rather pisses me off. Perturbed, Sexy Yet Simple

Deleting My Lc.. Ct.. Whatever
Sooo.. if you still wanna keep in contact with me.. send me a private message and i'll give you my msn, aim, email addy, or myspace :) this place is just bullshit. I've met some amazing friends on here, but i've also met an amazing guy on here, so I don't really want anything to fuck that up. xoxox

Hurt.
Ive got one hour before i go back to work so im going to state what i have to say then sleep for about 30 mins then go back to work. You know something i may be in pain form working so much but im glad im working then i can get away from the world. And the FAKE people in it. I think todays been the worst day of my life. My friend died. And then my best friend in the universe told me how much she hated me and im not sure why. Well i am sure. We were suppose to get an apartment in January, but shes decided she wants to just move away and get away from jersey, so i say okay. Then she spazzes on me over something i didnt have any say in. I didnt tell her to message anyone, i didnt tell her to butt her nose in. FUCK i didnt even tell her what going on. Jesus fuck monkeys. Im sick of bullshit man. Really sick of it. So if the world wants to do everything it can to make my life hell. Then let it, i cant stop it. All i can do is cry. Do you know how hard it is to be there for everyone

Feeding
Come to me, little mortal I can bring you to heaven's portal There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain Feelings of joy will fill your brain Come to me, sweet human thing Give me your heart and I'll make it sing Forget your fears, leave them behind Forget the troubles of your kind Come to me... yes, that's right Now hold still, it's no good to fight I'll take your blood, and leave you dying Didn't you realise I could be lying the lust the prey feels before i sink my teeth the warm blood as i drink and feed gaining strenght the corpse weakening as i drink away her life rendering her a rag doll her limp body in my arms i lay her on the ground cover her with my cape i look at her beauty even in death so beautifull

The Long Journey Home
He had told her that he was on his way in, that was about three hours ago, and that he was hoping to see her at his place once he got in. He had been out of town for the past week and it was something that he had anticipated during his time away. To be with her and to have her once more. When he finally did pull into his driveway and saw her car, a smile crept across his face as he turned the car off and got out. Walking into the doorway, the smell of something cooking came from the kitchen as he went into the living room to put his things down. On the table were two glasses and a bucket full of champagne and in a bowl were some plump strawberries. He still didn’t see her yet so he went and started to open the bottle as he put a strawberry into each glass and poured the champagne into them, he grabbed them and began looking for her. He didn’t want to say anything as he walked through the house and ended up in his room as he heard some water running in the sink. He stood and waited i

He's Amazing.
I never thought that you could meet someone online and develop feelings for them without at least meeting the person first, but apparently anything is possible. The first day I joined this site, this guy named Tony happened to "welcome" me to what was then LostCherry. I was new to it so I started talking to him and trying to figure the site out. We exchanged screen names, started talking, and soon phone numbers too. We talked every day, for hours at a time. It felt like I had just *always* known him. Everything felt natural when I was talking to him and conversation came easy. He always had something to make me smile or laugh. He cared so much about how I felt and always wanted to know what was on my mind. I never had a guy really care that much about my feelings.. I've had my run in with plenty of what I refer to as "typical men" because I find that most men have one thing in mind: sex. And as soon as they get that, they don't really care about the way the girl feels, or what she's th

Holidays
As the Holidays get closer and closer...Lets remember the ones that can't spend the holidays with their families..Like the men and women over seas fighting for us....I am a proud american just like everyone else..But around this time of year we need to have them home with their family and friends. Also for the people less fortunate then us...Like the orphans and the people that may have lost their homes recently due to fires or natural reasons...I usually donate to salvation armys or united way...but due to my health and not working right now money is tight so I am asking all my cherrt tap friends to do this...Go to your local salvation army or untied way and donate either money or your time or both..You can donate as little as 5 bucks.....You can also go to walmart and go to the salvation army trees that are there and get a ticket to help a family out and pick something up that is written on that ticket and donate it to them. I know this may come as a surprise to the very few th

It's A Sad Day For Me
Today would have been my Mom's 81st Birthday..She past away this past May and I miss her very much...I just wanted to share this with all of my CT friends & fans....Thanks for any comments u will leave me....Kenny

Your Help Is Needed
Hello my cherry friends Im just on here looking for some help in getting my profile upgraded to add some more of my work here. Im hoping to start my own Graphic Design Company one day and Im asking for your help in uploading some more of my work here. Im just using cherrytap as a way of practicing by redoing photo for some wonderful people here at cherry in my make believe Magazine call Hood Magazine its just a cover please feel free to look at my rips and other folders if you have the time. Also please feel free to add me as a fan or friend and I'll be more than happy to do the same. I can really use your help please and thank you so much Hammond Graphics and remember if i can do some work for you just let me know so just click on the Photos below...

Wishing You Were Here
wishing you were here to gaze into your eyes to hold you in my arms to fall asleep in yours to wake up next to you for you to be the first thing i see in the morning light to laugh with you to cry with you to kiss and whipe your tears away to always be there for you to fullfill you every need to kiss your sweet lips to taste you to hold you to see you to marry you to live and grow old with you to care for you to be there when you need me and most of all to LOVE YOU ♥

Well Yesterday Was An Interesting Day...
Yesterday i went to take my daughter to get her lip pierced. She didn't squeal,moan,grunt make a sound. I was proud of her as it was her first piercing minus her ears...she looks adorable with it. In her excitement she took pics of herself on her digital camera once she got home .. This was her xmas gift and when it was done i asked her if she liked it and she said in a very happy tone i love it. It's the best xmas gift ever. She does realize she will have to keep up the after care part of it on her own. Now to the really good stuff hehe I got my septum done. For the first time ever i got a tad nervous and antsy. Usually ink or piercings i'm usually pretty calm,cool and collected. It is a piercing luckily i can hide so my bosses cant say jack shit to me about it,lol... not that they do now as my labret is pierced and tongue twice and other areas they don't need to know about LOL. Anyway it was my turn to get a needle shoved through my skin in my nose. And i was told nice

Hoo Boy.
Ok, so. Last night I got wasted. No..wait.. -We- got wasted. Mags, Coco, and I. Team Hungover FTW! I said some shit I didn't mean. I said some shit I did mean. I said a lot of shit. So now what do I do? *shrugs* I need more Coke.

Summer Dreams
Living in the country, secluded and nestled among the fully dressed summer trees, there was no need to lock the doors of my tiny house. There's a comforting knowledge of being alone, and safe from the world. Perhaps that is why I'd chosen this self-imposed isolation at that point in my life. Few people knew my phone number; fewer still knew where my house hid. My main companion, a computer, kept me connected to the world outside. Healing from sorrows of life, finding the woman I am. The day had been long, hot and humid. Even with the darkness of night falling, the summer heat still caressed my body as I slipped from my shorts and halter-top.(I love that halter-top, it's stark whiteness against my bronzed body, the crisscross spaghetti straps across my bare back that seductively holds the thin material tight against my breasts.) I pulled my long hair into a loose bun as I walked to the tub. Drawing the water to only a tepid temperature in the tub, I scented it with heather and lav

Time Value
T I M E... 2 time... To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize The value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. EVERY DAY goes BYE . Learn to balance UPS =)

Don't Know What I Want To Do
I don't know what I want to do with myself right now. I don't really want to play on here or chat right now, yet I don't want to go to sleep just yet either. Maybe it's all due to the fact that I closed at work on Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and will do the same tomorrow, Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday. I know I have some messages on here, I will reply to them tomorrow. I guess that's it.

Hurt
Next time you feel you have the perfect love, the perfect life ,the perfect job sitt back and remember why ,PAIN , HURT ,LOST LOVE, LIES ,DEATH, LOST JOBS,LOST FRIENDS, becuase without those things we would not know how to LOVE ,LIVE ,LAUGH,OR BE HAPPY so if youve been hurt and your not trusting your own feelings and your a little scared remember you cant be truly happy without a little hurt

Entertaining
My night has been a comedy of errors. Tonight was the night my friend came over to celebrate her birthday, which is tomorrow. It was all kind of impromtu, meaning we decided to do this a day or two ago. But I wanted to go all out because her husband doesn't... and well, lots of other personal things about her life that I'm sure she wouldn't appreciate me broadcasting on here. Anyway, today I decided to run to the store and get a few extra things to make her dinner special. I already had a cake mix and had decided to make the cake for her, just had to get the frosting. Or so I thought. After I came home from the store and started on the cake I realized that, though I had plenty of olive oil, I did not have any vegetable oil as the mix calls for. I immediately called my friend Carrie who lives across from me and she brought me her remaining supply. The recipe called for 1/3 of a cup, her bottle looked like it had maybe 1/8 of a cup, so I just dumped it all in and went for

Friends Through The Internet
Its funny how we can meet people on the internet and become friends i have been on a couple of sites but have never felt the compassion and true friendship i have felt on here. I have to say the friends i have met on here are the greatest bunch of people, they will laugh with you, cry with you and always seem to know the right thing to say. I hope i can be as good a friend as these people.The people on this site make you feel like your part of a faimly and i cannot say enough about the friends and fans i have on here. I just wanted you all to know that i will be here for all of you whatever you need. I send my LOVE to all of you xxxxxxx Angel

The Blind Horse
Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally and looks back, making sure her friend

A Love Poem!
By Maxxx Handy. Fuck you and the way you lie. Fuck all your reasons why. Fuck you and the things you've said. Fuck you for playing with my head. Fuck all the times that you have cried. Fuck all the feelings you tried to hide. Fuck you for not having any shame. Fuck you for not accepting any blame. Fuck the way you cry and sob. You can't even keep a fucking job. Fuck the way you act so rude. I'd fuck you up if you were a dude. You fucking tramp, you fucking cunt. Fuck you if you think I'm too blunt. Fuck you and your shitty moods. Fuck you and your fucked up shoes. Fuck the doorbell and fuck the phone. Fuck writing this fucked up poem. Fuck the beginning and fuck the end. Fuck you and your fucked up friends. Fuck the middle and fuck the rest. Fuck you if you tried your best. Fuck your music and t.v. shows. Your stereo sucks and your t.v. blows. Fuck your dog and fuck your cat. Fuck you for getting fat. Fuck the dishes and fuck your food. I'm tired of your f

Please Vote!!! Here's The Link!!!
PLEASE TAKE JUST A MOMENT OF YOUR TIME TO RATE AND COMMENT MY PIC AT THE LINK BELOW!! HELP TO MAKE ME CHERRYTAP'S SEXIEST MILF OVER 30!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE TO YOU ALL!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=138061&i=281962988

Fan Trouble
I have an issue and as of yet I have been unable to find an answer. I have 7422 Friends I have 2012 Fans (though that's not the problem it sucks!) I have become the fan of at least 10 people a day for the last two weeks and every single day the number stays the same. 500 no matter what it never changes and no one can help me. I've been to cherrytap support...posted bulletins...now I'm trying a blog. I really want to know what's causing it?? Help and become my fan please :) it makes me smile!

Baby Be Stong For Mommy
MY DEAREST SWEET BABY BOY, NOT LONG AAGO I WAS GIVING YOU A BATH AND MAKING DUMB FACECS AT YOU TO MAKE U SMILE. IT WAS NOT THAT LONG AGO THAT I WAS SINGING YOU TO SLEEP AS YOU LAID YOUR SWEET LIL HEAD ON MY NECK. THE SOFT GENTLE SMELL, THE SOFT GENTLE SKIN, AND THE LITTLEST SOFT HANDS WERE HOLDING ME BACK. YOU ARE YOUR MOMMY, YOU HAVE GREAT STRENGTH, YOU LOVE LIFE, AND BREATHE IN FRIENDS, I FELL IN LOVE WITH U THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOUR PIC AND KNEW U WERE REAL. IM SO SO SORRY FOR THE CRUEL PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WHO ARE NOT WORTH YOUR TIME. YOU HAVE FAMILY THAT LOVES YOU AND A MOMMY THAT NEEDS YOU SO BABY BE STRONG......... AS YOU ALL KNOW A FEW DAYS AGO I LOST MY #1 FAN MY DADDY. I JUST LEARNED TODAY NOT THAT LONG AGO THAT MY 12 YEAR OLD SON WHO STAYS WITH HIS DADDY, WAS SHOT, HE IS IN ICU. THEREFORE I AM LEAVING AGAIN. I KNOW U ALL UNDERSTAND, I WILL MISS U AND I WILL RETURN AS SOON AS MY STRENGTH ALLOWS ME. You'll Always Be My BabyAdd a video to your site FREE Mus

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?No, not for me 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not that far, just kissing 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, taken them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a foursome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry, If my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry, If I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry, If I'm not pretty enough to be "YOUR GIRL :[". I'm sorry, If I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry, If I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry, If I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry. If I'm not tall enough. I'm sorry, If my hair is not long enough. IM SORRY! But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

This Doesnt Have That Much Of A Purpose.
Other than to get my damn thoughts out. A lot has happend lately thats made me just dwell, badly and i don't like it. At all. A year ago today, my whole life changed. I lost two parts of me, part of my heart, and part of my life. Thats when matt and i fell apart. That is also when my marriage pretty much ended. But, i will say no matter how bad things are now, i wouldnt go back to that. Some days i do wish i could have worked things out, but then again i really dont. We werent good for each other, we really werent, He was a nut in the end. But now things are differnt. As far as this year its changed alot, really. Right now things are okay, i have a job that pays well, i have the most gorgeous niece in the univerese. I have my mom, and my brothers even if they are assholes, all the time, i have my friends, the most amazing ones. Even on here. And i have me. And thats all i really need. Ive realized no matter what happens or who comes in my life, no ones gonna make it as happy as

Stupid Person Blog Entry #1
so...its all of about 36 degrees here and i run out to the convenient store to buy some soda and a muffin. on my way back to my house i pass a dude in a convertible with the top down. the entire hood of his car was covered in frost. why are people so fucking stupid?

8,9,10,11,12
So I was ill, well almost I had man flu, so sorry for not entertaining you for 5 days. Correction, sorry for never entertaining you, not even now. I mean look at this, it's not in the slightest bit entertainin and I had to rip off someone elses stuff. (he's gay right?) Have a sexilicious Christmas, love form nobby

Part Eight
It was late in the day when James finally awoke. Even though he was exhausted both physically and mentally he had lain awake for hours after leaving Cat in the bath. He tried to rationalize his new situation. He tried to be pragmatic and think of every possible result of this change. His ego had been through a great deal in the last 24 hours. Finally, when he had run through every argument he could think of, it came down to this: he wanted to stay. He loved Cat and nothing would change that.....and there was also the fact that no matter what his pride told him, last night had been the single greatest sexual experience of his life. He knew he would still have a hard time with Cat's new sexuality, but he also knew that her new sexuality had released him from being responsible for his own. He actually felt a little freer now. Which he realized was a bit odd seeing as he was now subject to Cat's every sexual whim. But, that was the truth of it. He was not responsible for his ow

So
So I got an A on my paper. Go me!! I know alot of you read this and never comment. Like the blog I did yesterday about Jacey. It nice if you let me know you read it. And if it touched your heart...it would be good to know...Imma leave it at that for now. Im in an irritated mood. This video about sums up my mood

Could You All
PIck one person to like and stick with it ? I cannot keep up on all this CT Love. Whos marrying who etc? Geez..You think one CT spouse would be enuff!! But some have 2 or 4 or more....I need another spouse then huh? ::Looks at Jelly::

People Repulse Me
why dont people understand i only share my private pictures [ WHICH MIGHT I ADD THEY ARENT SO PRIVATE! I HAVE MY CLOTHES ON IN ALL OF THESE PICTURES PEOPLE! ] with certain people. yes i do open it for a short amount of time during some points of the day. people who are nice about it, yeah i might just let you see it, but when i tell you not once not twice but three times i only share them with certain people. WHY DONT YOU GET THE POINT? just my rant of the day. repost if you feel the same way and add your link to the bottom. breaker: why u private your pics ->breaker: because they are private and i only want some people seeing. ->breaker: theres a whole folder of 40 pics that isnt private that you can go look at and rate. breaker: i wanna see the private ones ->breaker: well, that sucks! only certain people get to see them. breaker: so can u make me see them ->breaker: NO I CANT LIKE I JUST SAID I ONLY WANT CERTAIN PEOPLE SEEING THEM. d*nicee -@ CherryTAP

Someting Special
That's What Friends Are ForBy Dionne WarwickBestAudioCodes.com THIS GOES OUT TO A FEW OF MY SPECAIL FREINDS ON HERE SO HERE IT GOES..MARY YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU YOU LIKE A SISTA TO ME WE BE THE BEST NO MATTER WHAT,PATRICK YOU HAVE DONE SO MUCH AND BEEN THERE FOR ME I CANT THANK YOIU ENUFF MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT TO YOU.. TMASTER, YOU ARE SUCH A SWEETIE U WILL ALWAYS BE MY FAVORITE STALKER..RAY..WE JUST BECAME FRIENDS BUT I CAN TELL YO UGONNA BE AA VERY GOOD ONE TO NOT ONLY ME BUT TO ANOTHER PERSON AS WELL THANKS FOR BEING HERE..TONY,WORDS CAN NOT DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOUI BEING HERE YOU HAVE LISTENED TO ME THRU JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING THANK YOIU SO MUCH.. DOM.. I AM GONNA MISS YOU DEARLY PLEASE STAY IN TOUCH YOU HAVE BEEN THERE THRU ALOT... MARTY WISH YA WASNT SO BUSY YOU BEEN SUCH A SWEETHEART...EARL YOU BEEN HERE OFR ME AS WELL BEEN SUCH A SWEETIE... CRYTAL ..U ONE OF MY FAVORITE HOMEGIRLS AND I WISH YOU THE VERY BEST OF LUCK...SCHELL.MY NEW FOUND FRIEND YOU BEEN A TOTAL SW

What The Hell!!
I just got a visit from someone who is a ninja cherry (19). On her profile name was this "Become my fan and rate my profile before to become my friend." Now what the hell is that. If I want to rate you, add you, or become a fan, by damnit I will do it. Don't make it a stipulation for me to come and visit your page....all that means to me is your a points whore and I don't have time for that shit. One of her pic folders was named, Points Count So Rate Me High. GOOD FUCKING GOD is that all people think about these days...I didn't come here to make Cherry God or what ever in the hell Baby J is. I came here to make friends and talk. To see my friends Pictures and share some of mine that I like. I have been on the level that I am at right now for 6 fuckin months....Points really don't mean shit if you are looking for friendship! I sure hope some of these people get a frickin life and a clue and finally figure out that this isn't a competion. To you my dear friends that talk to me

Sadness And Loss
I just found out tonight that one of my best friends from the Air Force was killed in a car accident in Oregon last week. So please forgive me and understand that I may not be in the best sorts for a while. Rest in Peace Elena... I will miss your friendship!!!!

I Am Not The Grinch Or Scrooge!
Those who know me, know that I am not big on shopping. For me, shopping means running into the store, getting what I know I need and leaving just as fast. It is not often that I bother looking around. Well, I finally got most of my x-mas shopping done and in a two day period. I was rather proud of myself so I told my brother, who had stopped by from his walk. Well, how rude of him to tease me about it! He said, rather sarcastically "Yes, and I know how you did that, too. You bought gift certificates then you hired someone to do the rest of the shopping for you." I looked at him a little hurt that he would be sarcastic about it. In response, I said "Well, yes, but at least I got most of it done." He told me that that was not how you do x-mas shopping. HUFF!!! How else does one do x-mas shopping? Then to make the insult worse, he teased me about how I must have someone doing the wrapping for me next. *rolls eyes* What was he thinking? I mean... of course I would hav

Happy.......
How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. give h

I Feel This Is The True Meaning Of Xmas Thru The Eyes Of A Child......
After Freaking and Deleting all my blogs and going back thru my stacks of poetry... I found my favorite Christmas one in the whole world, now I did NOT write this one.... but it SO shows the meaning that we ALL should be focusing on this Christmas.... and I would like to share it with all my friends..... Luvs&Hugs, ~Mz Mic~ A mother took her little boy To the department store To introduce him to Santa Clause And hear what he'd ask him for. ~~~~~ To her surprise, here's what she heard And it filled her heart with joy. He didn't ask, a thing, for himself Not even one little toy. ~~~~~ "Oh, Santa Claus" she heard him say, "I hear you're very kind; Please give to the man on the corner, sight; You see, that poor man's blind." ~~~~~ "And for my friend, who has no dad To bring him toys all year; Please give to him, the things you planned To bring to me this year." ~~~~~ "And you know the little girl next door; She can't hear a word I say.

Happy Holidays!
To all my family and my friends, This cheery greeting I will send, Happy Holidays to each and every one, May your festive occasions be lots of fun May your year 2006 be really great For your family and friends and your mate, Happy Holidays to you, I send great cheer, I wish you too a Healthy Prosperous New Year! Luvs&Hugs, ~Mz Mic~

Position
POSITION : Mother, Mom, Mama, Mommy, Momma, Ma JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities. Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screams from the backyard are not someone just crying wolf. Must be willing to face stimulating technical challenges, such

Broken Again
Do you ever put yourself in a situation and then you wonder how the fuck you wound up there in the first place? Well, Im sitting here thinking that exact thought, The crazy thing is...... I know exactly how I wound up where I am right now..... .. In my head right now Im thinking.... I miss him..Who's going to care about me the way you did? All my faults and my flaws you embraced... I never felt so comfortable with someone enough to just let them in... I let my guard down and poured our my heart.. You gave me your shoulder to cry on, and when you held me on your bed in your arms, I felt safe for the first time ever Thats why Im in the position that Im in... Those are the thoughts that make me say, Im sorry After all the hurtful words, after all the broken promises, and after all the tears, I let you back in..... Nothing ever changes, your just like my father... The man that hurt me the most in my life..The man that I used t

Just Close Your Eyes
Just close your eyes And you will see Fireworks of flowers Filling the skies As pain enters the past Your Soul steps on the gas Lost in a mystery Of your creation The mind endures This sweet sensation This could end up How I dread This is too soon Am I prepared? Your heart still loves And keeps beating It is your mind That keeps retreating You search for the chance To run away I've chased happy Long enough You found it too So just Stay

Hmmm
Ok Ok I get some men need a lession on how to talk to a women. But come on do you realy think I can't see thow the bull shit and lines you give... I have to tell you all about the things guys do that makes me love them so much. lol 1. Thay come on under a friends profil that is a womens. 2. Thay tell you how sexy you pic's are. 3. When he tell you you look easy.. ( lot of class there.) 4. Tell you he saw you a a slut sit and it told them to click here to see more pic's. 5. Then tells you he doesn't want to talk to you anymore and going to get off well looking at your pic. I just love them ones.. 6. how about the ones that tell you what thay are doing well looking at your pic. I couldn't leave them out.... lol I know there is more but I will have to think a bout it.... lol these men just crack me up.. Emma

I Dont Wanna Go!!! :(
well 3 more weeks and im going back to fort jackson sc...grrrr 3 more months of hell and not being able to see anyone or do anything...well if anyone wants to keep in touch with me let me know if not ill be back in march or april

Poetry
Her essence is not of her own just a shadowy imitation of reality that plays on the drums with borrowed words She's the voice of reflection which bounces freely from wall to wall repeating you word for word patiently awaiting her next opportunity to mimic Could she be the air that we breathe verbalizing any insignificant comment and breaking its vow of silence in order to be acknowledged? Is she loneliness amusing herself by stealing words that escaped its thoughts finding strength in emptiness she rents the vacant room yet cannot live in isolation for silence is her prison?

People Pay For Cherry Blasts?
One word,RETARDED.To elaborate further on this subject it is mighty sad that people pay real money so that they can try to get people to "visit my page" and "leave some cherry lovin"I mean how lonely do you have to be to pay for friendship?I understand that some people take sites like these and treat it like a popularity contest ,but come on now.You can spend cherry bucks on a crappy graphic of a rose or box of chocolates you should be able to use them to blast,i mean that would make it a little less sad and pathetic.Thats just my opinion of course.Thanks for reading i look forward to reading your comments on the matter.

He Moves Straight Through
All works of Razorwolf are created and produced by Wolf himself using MadTracker 2.0 He moves with the intent of someone that would not be stopped. He is admired, respected, and feared. You could not help but to give way, wondering if even a brick wall would dare be in his way. What it is that makes him this way is not questioned... only why.

The "witch Of Venice" Cocktail:
1 1/2 ounces vodka 1/2 ounce Strega 2 teaspoons creme de bananes 1 ounce orange juice In a shaker half-filled with ice cubes, combine all of the ingredients. Shake well. Strain into a cocktail glass, and feel free to bask in it's glow.

So If You Just Got Friend Accepted- Latest Blog Haha
Ive been slacking for a couple days on filtering friends- its like this- if you haven't read it yet- read my blog called read before you friend. I clean out my friends every month now- if I don't hear from you or you're just a point whore you're gone as of January first. I don't cam, I wont show you my beaver.. your lucky to see my pic to begin with. I'm a cool chick read my blogs and check out my stash ! :) don't ask me a stupid question thats on my profile. If you follow these things hey rock on nice to meet you :) if you shout at me with something like hey sexy and I don't even know you- I will ignore you , check to see if you're my friend and remove you. Don't ask what size cup I wear- its Big okay. and none of your fucking business. don't ask me to vote for you- I'm not into 'cone'tests if thats why you're my friend you wont even make it to the first. Any questions feel free to ask :) Thanks!

I Gotta Vent!!!!!!!
Well here it is 6:00 AM and i have been up an hour already! So much going on and not a darn bit of it fun! This is the First Christmas I will have as a single person.........and with the Devils Brother for an ex, it will suck bad. That so called man has done nothing but torture and punish me for leaving him and attempting to have a life out of his domineering and control. So, now must get an attorney to even get the "HUGE" LOL amount i was awarded in alimony! What a joke! Let me know how well can a person live and pay all their utilities on $400 a month! Please tell me too how can u buy Christmas gifts for 11 grandkids with it when he does NOT send it! One thing, he and his new sweetie did get to take their Mexican cruise to help celebrate his birthday! Sure do hope they are very happy!!! Sorry, just had to VENT a bit! Love u all!!!!!

Winners Of The 1st Sexiest Male In Military Uniform Contest
It is with great pride and excitement that I announce the winners of my first sexiest military man contest. In first place with 44 votes is: TAZ@ CherryTap In second place with 34 votes is: GTOJudge@ CherryTAP In third with 32 votes is Joe of MJ: MJ@ CherryTAP Thanks for entering into my contest guy!! C'MON EVERYONE GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!!

A Tribute To Idiots
Everything that leaves my lips, whether it's inteded to be or not, has a tendancy to sound rude, or so it seems. Having said that, should you find the thoughts herein to be harsh, keep in mind it's purely unintentional. I'm just being my straightforward self. I drive approximately 40 minutes to work every day, roughly 1/3 of the drive being 4 lane highway and 1/3 in heavy traffic. Which, in minutes, equals 13.3333333... Not an abundant amount of time but sufficient for the purpose I choose to use it today. If you find yourself thinking, "I did that the other day, or an hour ago" you might want to pay close attention to what I have to say, I'm writing this for you. And for me so I don't have to spend more time writing similar material. I'm driving on the highway, cruise is set to 75, listening to my music. A van passes me, which is fine. They must be in a bigger hurry than I am. I continue driving and a couple minutes later I start to catch up to the van again. Ok,

I'm So Sick Of This
I'm so sick of CT right now and all the stupid BS on it. I'm too tired to get into it, but lets just say, that BabyJesus' rank is Shepard because we are all his sheep, and that's no joke. Take a look around. People will do anything for a little internet fame. If it wasn't so sick it would be comical.

My Great Grandma
my great grandma was 97 on nov 3rd and she just passed away recently.... i found out 2 weeks after she died that she was gone and no one in my family told me... i found out from a complete stranger!!!! i was really close to my grandma and the loss hit me hard and i am still trying to deal with it... she was the most awesome lady any one could ever meet so i wanted to share a little of her with any one who cares to read this. her favorite movie was porkys she went to the theater 3x's to see it... her favorite part of that movie is the shower scene where the female p.e. teacher yanks on the guys penis.... gotta love it... she told me my first dirty joke when i was ten... she used to run moonshine and guns back in the day with her older brother... she survived the death of 3 of her children one who was a tv reporter and was blown up while doin a story.... she was married only one time but she never passed judgement on my life, when i got divorced the 1st time i told her i was never doin

Forty Years!!!
Forty years later, they're in the same hotel room they spent their honeymoon in. She takes off her clothes, lies down on the bed, spreads her legs... Her husband looks at her and he begins to weep uncontrollably. She says, "What's the matter?" He says, "Forty years ago, I couldn't wait to eat it, and now, NOW..." "Now?" she asks. "Now, it looks like it can't wait to eat ME!"

Good Morning, Everyone!
Going shopping with my Mom and sister Carol in a bit! Not all day, thank the Goddess and God! Haven't visited with them in awhile so this will be nice! I'll be back online later, though. Have a great day, everyone!! Much love and blessings to All! Hugs to Everyone, too, lol!!!!

Overwhelemed
so yeah ever feel like things are flying at you faster then the speed of light, thats right about where i am now. right as im starting to get over one thing its the damn next thing fucking shit whats next is all i have to say

Xmas Works Night Out: The Aftermath
Well finally got sorted and got out the door to go to the works night out, they were having the party in the function room of the Hearts Football Club, it looked deserted. Oh shit I thought will have to have a wandder round the building, but luckily enough some of the people in there were having a fag outside so found me way in. I wasnt prepared for the sight I saw as most of them were in 70's fancy dress, what a sight for sore eyes, bumped into Pawel the cute polish guy, poor bugger cant dance to save his life, but hell, hes cute so I dont supposed it matters. Anyway he took a couple of photos and is going to email me them. Anyway Graham and a couple of the young girlies dragged me off to a club at 1am in the morning, by this time I was quite steaming but stood up. Well what can i say I was stood there people watching and minding me own business and a fight broke out behind me, it was pure madness there was about 13 people having a go or more so I just wandered off to go st

Blah...
OK could this day be any worse...not only am I dealing with the normal jackasses on this site that only wanna bring people down...my uncle who's been in the hospital in IUC since Thursday, with nine broken ribs and a punctured lung after he fell....has stopped breathing AGAIN and is on life support...they shocked him 3 times and have given him medicine to bring his heart rate down, he also has a fever of 103 and they have him wrapped in cold blankets to help bring that down....and none of the doctors are saying anything...why the fuck are they getting paid if they don't know a goddamn thing....so it's looking like Christmas & my birthday are kinda going to suck.....anyway I love you all and hope your having a great weekend....

Yay Power!
We finally got our power back after 36 hours. Mommy still does not have hers. It was especially poor timing because we had a special outing planned to see the Nutcracker last night with me, mommy, my sister, my sister-in-law and her daughter. And none of us had a chance to have a proper shower or do our hair or any of that. But owell. The show was beautiful and my niece, who is seven, actually cried when it was over because she didn't want to leave. It was the sweetest thing. Made mommy very happy because she bought the tickets especially with the idea of wanting to give her the experience. We all had fun watching her face during the performance. Her tapping her feet to the music, cringing at the rat king and the wide eyes of dreaming at the sugar plum fairy. So much fun! And I must also say -- Yay for tight asses in spandex! *giggle*

New "ground" Rules For The Men Here...
I know I said in my last blog I wouldnt do any more blogs but this is a subject thats been eating away at me for awhile and I need to address it... Mind you this DOES NOT apply to all males here...THere are a few that have been great to me and shown they have the sense God and their parent gave them and have earned my respect...TO those, I say Thank You and I appreciate the kindness... To the rest of you....This applies so here we go... Rule #1: This is my page and as much as you all might hate it..IM ALWAYS RIGHT...I will run this page as I see fit...Not how YOU want it.... Rule #2: Ive said this before...I am a busy person and I cannot realistically talk to or reply to every email and IM sent to me...Get a clue, If I dont respond after 4 tries, Im not gonna respond at all...Nothing personal...Just a fact of life... Rule #3: I will choose who I speak to and who I wont speak to...In the past "others" have berated me and called me foul names because I didnt reply to th

About Me
This a true blog about me my name is Jay Edward Koons I was born in Torrance California April 3rd 1971 I was in a foster home until I was 9 because my mom was a bar maid from that time til I was 19 my mom and step dad was beating on me. I left home in 92 to meet 2 brothers I never knew I had from 92 til 95 I was stuck in a old borng town I have been around the Dallas area sence 95 now im a shift manager for arby's its a ok job pays the bills right. I love tattoos and any kind racing and car shows and I also love exotic pets too I race bmx bikes and love to cook too .. I never treat women bad either I dont post fake pics or say I have something huge between my legs like alot of guys do on here or have a sock in my pants .. I am 6'3 blond hair short size 13 feet at 200 lbs I have frekles on me I love to smell good I love the cologne name realm its my fav soo far I dont smoke or do drugs I love action and horror movies and mushy stuff is good too. I love to kiss and cuddle

To My Friends & Family Old N New
PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR NOT RESPONDING IN A TIMELY MANNER. MY LIFE IS HECTIC AND I AM RIGHT AT THIS VERY MOMENT SICK AS HELL, BUT IM TRYING TO LEAVE ACOMMENT FOR ALL OF U. BE PATIENT YOUR WILL BE ON THE WAY SHORTLY. BUT I AM SENDING MY LOVE TO EACH N EVERYONE OF YOU ON MY LIST. HUGZ YOUR NIGHT ANGEL

Shortliners!
I’ve decided my next book will be based on the part of the world I call home, which is called the Shortline - a group of small villages along about a 30 mile stretch of road in north central West Virginia. It’s a small community with only a “A” high school, a few gas stations and grocery stores, and a couple thousand people. The tightness of the community can be seen every time we do our cheer. Wherever there are a group of us gathered, whether it be a bar, a football game, party, or several times each year at the Alumni Dance, a lone person will yell, “Shortliners!” and the rest will respond back in unison, “Eat your honey!” It’s unjustifiably shocking to some and amusing to non-Shortliners the first time they hear it. The tradition was born shortly after a beer joint (hardly a bar) called The Shortline Inn opened back in the 70’s. The owner also kept bees and sold the honey. When the bumper sticker craze started in the 70’s he had some printed reading, “Eat Your Honey at the Shor

One Day After Christmas
It's one day after Christmas I'm crabby and I'm broke. I'm so full of ham and fruitcake I think I'm gonna croak. It's nice to see the relatives I wonder when they'll leave. They've been camping in my bathroom since early Christmas Eve. They're eating everything in sight and sleeping in my bed. I been sacked out in the basement with my beagle, Fred. The relatives have all gone out and left their screaming brats. The toilet bowl is all plugged up and I can't find the cat. It's Christmastime at my house, the relatives are here. They eat me out of house and home. and drink up all my beer. I love the decorations, and the sleigh bells in the snow But I wish those pesky relatives would take their kids and go. Those cookie crunchers fed the dog a twenty pound rib roast. His feet are sticking in the air like skinny old fence posts. Now they're in a free-for-all, the girls against the boys. They're fighting over boxes 'cause they're bored with all the

Who Would Meet Me By The Tree
I just came up with this crazy idea like something that would be in a movie. I am feeling BLUE so cheer me up.. Would you meet me by the tree and what would we do? Please enlighten me LOL.. Christmas Graphics Dolls Comments codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts

Feather
Apathetic attitudes adjust accordingly at almost anatomically accurate angles. Depressions stir like the substance flows through veins. Unaccomplished tasks and desires Dance around me as if tribesmen in a ritualistic chant around the fire. The fire. The fire steadily burns within me, the craving. My link to darkness. My lust for love. A myth. Unproven legends. Hatred for failure. Destined for pain. I fear that I'll never find true love again. Feather. Beautiful Feather. I long to feel your gentle touch once more for eternity. Feather.

Hot Guy Contest
Ladies, this here is my very first blog and contest that my friend entered me in. Help poor little virgin me to succeed on this quest, I will highly appreciate all votes and comments, thank you all. mmmmmuuuaaaahhhh. must go here------------>http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=418464&i=3001712280

What A Week Of Brews...involving A Criminally Bad Elf, A Lump Of Coal, And Santa's Butt?? Wtf??
Okay, so where were we, that's right, just had a nice burnt sack ....of christmas presents, poor Santa *snicker*, but alas Santa's in for more WTF goodness as we peruse further into the wares of Ridgeway Brewing..... As I said....It involved one very naughty naughty little helper of Mr. Kringles: The Criminally Bad ElfWell there's actually I believe a trio of these buggers One's just bad the others one's very bad, and this guy here is so bad he's not really sure if he's a wine, a mead or an ale..... CBE for short is a Barleywine - Style Ale, now what's that hmmm....I'll go do more research to explain better later, but needless to say, it means it's got an alchohol content of 10.5% and goes straight to your head.... Definitely not for everyone, sweet to the point of uncertainty, yet still an ale, so your tongue is left wondering what happened as your mind swoons over the bubbly fermented barley.... I'd give it a 3 outta 5 Mainly because even though it's a good knock you

Fake Ass Friends On This Fucking Site!!!!
EVERYONE WANTS TO BE MY FRIENDS BUT YET NEVER WANT TO TALK TO ME UNLESS THEY NEED ME TO REPOST SOMETHING OR NEED ME TO VOTE FOR THEM! I DIDNT LIKE THE IDEA OF THIS BUT WHATEVER; SO I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD DO THE SAME TO SOME OF THOSE "FRIENDS"...I ASKED THEM TO VOTE/COMMENT ON A PIC THAT I WAS USING IN A CONTEST AND NOONE WANTED TO DO IT SO YOU KNOW WHAT....FUCK ALL OF U BITCHES...U CAN HAVE THIS STUPID ASS FUCKING SITE! THERE ARE A SELECT FEW PEOPLE ON HERE THAT I GIVE A DAMN ABOUT AND HERE LATELY THEY DONT EVEN SEEM TO WANT TO TALK TO ME SO WHAT THE FUCK EVER! IM DONE WITH ALL OF THIS PETTY ASS SHIT AND CHILDISH GAMES. DONT ASK ME FOR A DAMN THING!!!! *LYNDEE*