Fubar Blog Posts 4

Well Wheres The Party At
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For August 25,2007 You're having a great time wherever you are -- even on the job or in traffic. Somehow your positive energy makes all situations seem like opportunities to have fun times. You're the life of any party! OK then, I guess Im partyin on the computer????

Way To Go Teach!!!
You've gotta love this professor at Duke University. There were four sophomores taking Organic Chemistry. They were doing so well on all the quizzes, midterms and labs, etc. Each had an "A" so far for the semester. The four friends were so confident that the weekend before finals, they decided to drive up to the University of Virginia and party with some friends there. They had a great time, but after all the hearty partying; they slept all day Sunday and didn't make it back to Duke until early Monday morning. Rather than taking the final then, they decided to find their professor after the final and explain to him why they missed it. They told him they had gone to UVA for the weekend and planned to come back in time to study, but, unfortunately had a flat tire on the way back, didn't have a spare, and couldn't get help for a long time. As a result, they missed the final. The professor thought it over and then agreed they could make up the final the following day. The g

Lust
Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You. Show me your Body inside out… no clothes on, no holds barred… bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat… give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours. feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs… Come on me and make me wet juices flowing… feel the heat… together, we’ll make ‘us’ meet. If Lust be sin, So be it… For I am a Woman, And you a Man. How can I love you and not lust you? For Me, Love and Lust, go hand in hand… for I am a Woman and you are my Man.

2nd Civil War
if hilary is elected i beleive (from past history)it will send the united states into a second civil war this time over the american citizens rights to defend themselves and their homes.The first civil war was over taken away slaves you try to take away the american peoples weapons and this is more important then slavery was they will fight back causing a civil disobedience problem that will require the government to send armed troops to stop (but wait the armed troops are over seas) so then we are left with beuracratic federal officers trying to go into all those peoples homes that registered for a concealed weapons license to remove their weapons.the american people especially southerners who make up over 75 % of the armed forces since befor vietnam wont give up their weapons without a fight (they will take my gun when they pry it from my cold dead hands)is a term used constantly.people are not willing to leave the rptoection of their loved ones in the hands of incompetant law e

How Did We Live Through This??
as some of you may already know ... Fenton ,MI which is my Home... was hit by multipal tornadoes on Friday evening... I was coming home from the canceled softball game in Holly,MI and ended up in the path of one of the tornadoes... the Truck is ok but it took a very hard hit to the back and sides from multipal trees and debree being blown through the air.. I am still very shocked that we are all ok and that no one was hurt in this whole event.. I hope that all of you keep Fenton in your prayers.. and that we all get our lifes back in order soon... we just got our power back on late last nite.. Saturday night... we had no power from friday evening till then... we lost all of the stuff inthe fridge before we could get to Ice.. the rds were all blocked with trees and debree... pass this onn and kep us in your prayers.. Michele

Ouch!!
yep bored again so time to ramble...lol....anyways, its sunday afternoon, my head is freakin killin me. Like a dumbass, last night when I was puttin groceries in the fridge I came up to fast an knocked the shit out of the top of my head on the freezer!! I wasn't even drunk!!! LMAO, now I got a goose egg. Damn my head cant take may more knocks to it!!! Anyways I hope everyone is having a good weekend, or at least havin a better one than me!!

Sexiest Picture Contest With Updated Prizes
Kristan's Sexiest pic Contest This is a Bombing contest. Its scheduled to end on Sept 6, but I might have to end it on Sept 7th depending on work Comments are worth 1 point Rates are worth 5 points. Most points wins. New prizes have been added Prizes as follows. 1st place will get a one month VIP or a 7 day blast 2nd place will get a Porsche or Corvette 3rd place will get a Silver Motorcycle 4th place will get a Rolex 5th place will get a Diamond Ring or Men's Ring 6th place will get a Men's Braclet or Diamond Earrings Everyone that gets at least 1000 comments will get a platinum cherry. Everyone that enters will get a trophy. If you win and want your prizes to goto someone else please let me know in advance of prizes being given out. All contestants are STRONGLY encouraged to bomb themselves. No drama will be tolerated. Play nice. All decisions by the judges will be final GOOD LUCK TO ALL ----------------------------- Anyone i

Not Too Sure If My Account Will Be Deleted
but in case it does as i have sent a mail message to scrapper asking for answers to some questions..so if my account gets deleted i would like to thank everyone for all the fun we have had and if my humor has offeneded anyone thats not what it was meant to do..u cant always change the way people think of u nor do i care too..but those who know me well enough know the person i am..so again would like to thank everyone for making me laff and lately i really needed it thank u love u all xoxo..licks

Contest Update 2
im winning!!!! thanks to everyone whos helped so far...you guys are awesome! i feel so loved :):) as of this moment i am in the lead with 6092 votes second (and gaining quickly) is lil devil with 4008 third is my friend asian cat...i wish we could both win, but alas...he has 3400 if you havent stopped by yet, or you have a few minutes, or if youre just plain bored and want to help...please stop by and drop some lovin on me :D:D i need all i can get!!! love you guys!!! **muahs** CLICK HERE TO VOTE (rate and comment) thanks friends! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Good Friends.
This is about a friend I made via yahoo and myspace then we hung out here at times her and I use to talk at times quite a bit then slacked off of course me being soo busy and all well it turns out that she met a guy well thats all cool and of course I was happy for her even told her congrats yesterday I told her hi and said I hope you 2 are doin ok you know just being a friend and she blew up at me and told me to leave her alone loose her number and never text her again . I learned that its never a good thing for a girl to let a guy control her and yes it does happen I know a few guys personaly that are real nasty to there mates and even the kids and it sucks soo bad just because a man is a man dont mean he has the right to control and shut people off from each other or treat there counter parts bad and the kids too. I could never do that to a woman and or evenkids and yes with my bmx hobby of course I know lots of kids and even mothers who are single with kids and even 1 or 2

My Friend
I have not seen you so happy in a while I am so happy for you, yet I can't smile I watched you with her, I could not help but stare It was the way you one were with me, only I am no longer there It hurts to know that is not me that makes you smile But now I know that you are happy and that is what makes it worth while I wish I knew how to turn off the way I feel Never knowing a love before, never feeling so real I try to hide my pain, so my pain no one can see For your happiness means the world to me The pain I feel inside, is like nothing I have ever felt Yet knowing that the I am not the reason you are happy makes my heart melt I wish I could change myself, and be all that you would want me to be Then we could be happy together, but then again, it wouldn't be me One day, long from now, I know I may find love again Til that time comes for me, I wish you all the best, my one true love, but now....My Friend

From Lady Victoria, Dear Sister And Best Of Friends!
We Are One I am in you and you in me I am the flower blooming And the wind blowing, and the bird soaring And the earth spinning We are all one I see in you what I see in me We are mirrors for each other In this moment I have no face, no race We are souls walking a human path together We have been together forever it seems I can be me because you are you When I let my light shine I give you permission to do the same And together we can fly Beyond our wildest expectations We are one, connected on many levels Bonded by our common humanity Living in a spirited earth The joy of life washes over us Where you and I are one

Gerard Butler.
Best conversation ever. I was talking to Ruby last night on the phone and we've noticed that in almost every movie he's in he NEVER gets the girl and always winds up dying... Sad really. Cause if he came over to us he'd never have that problem again...

Women Get Yours
I HAVE TO SAY THAT BEING A WOMAN AT THE AGE OF 32, I KINDA HAVE SOME EXPERIANCE WITH THE *BEEN THERE,DONE THAT*.I CANT BELIEVE OVER THE COURSE OF MY LIFE WHAT I'VE SEEN THE MALE SPECIES TREAT WOMEN.I MEAN WTF!!THE CHEATING,THE LYING,ABUSE,AND ANYTHING ELSE MEN WANNA THROW AT US.DO THEY UNDERSTAND WHAT WE R WORTH? THEY GOD DAMN COME FROM A WOMAN..THERE MAMAS R WOMEN,*DO THEY TREAT THEM LIKE THAT?* ALL WE WANT IS TO BE TREATED WITH RESPECT AND SHOWED THE LOVE WE ONCE GAVE TO THEM FROM THE START.HERES WHAT IM SAYING LADIES DONT EVER SETTLE FOR LESS,SET UR STANDARDS HIGH AND REMEMBER WHAT A WOMANS WORTH.DEMAND TO BE TREATED LIKE THE QUEEN U R. LOVE YOURSELF AND BE POSITIVE ENOUGH TO NEVER LET ANYONE BRING U DOWN.WOMAN R BEAUTIFUL,NO MATTER WHAT SIZE OR RACE.WHEN WE R TRUE TO OURSELVES WE R TRUE TO OTHERS...SO I SAY WOMEN GET URS,AND DEMAND UR MAN TO TREAT U RIGHT..CAUSE IN THE END A HAPPY WOMAN, MAKES ONE HAPPY MAN.

Your Kids Might Have Inherited Your Kink If...
Your kids might have inherited your kink if... You go in the playroom and find an interrogation chair built entirely of Lego's. You come home and find them tickling a bound and gagged baby-sitter. Your son wants to know when he?ll get his allowance, because he needs to pay his tab at the hardware store. You tell your daughter she?s too old to spank, and she assures you she isn't. You yell to your daughter to do her chores, and she answers she?s tied up right now? and she really is tied up. Your three year old is strutting around with clothes-pins hanging off her tongue. Their favorite game is Cowboy and Dominatrix. Your son earned his merit badge in tying knots? twelve times. You notice his G.I. Joe has Barbie on a leash. You bought a clothes dryer because every time your kids went out to play, the clothesline and clothespins vanished. They made a violet wand for their science fair. You ask your son to walk the dog, and later notice the dog?s still h

Contest
Talk amongst yourselfs and Rachel to see who wants to enter...2 of you can. But it will be more effective if it is just one. Please go repost this bulletin for me also. Yes, I did say, you heard me right...a fair contest! I am going to HOST my first ever contest. I have BEEN in a few, but I have decided to host one my self. :P The contest will start as soon as I have 20 entrants. Since I am hosting the contest, I won't be bombing ANYONE, or posting blogs and bulletins asking for help with any one specific person. Fair enough? :P It is advised if you really want to win you get ppl backing you who can come and bomb you hard. The competition gets heated and it is anybody's game. Bomber families are welcome to join and/or bomb someone in it. I DO NOT like to force ppl to add, rate or fan me, and I don't like to ask anybody to do it who doesn't want to, so ANYBODY will be able to bomb this contest without adding me. You CAN add, rate or fan me if you like, but it is not require

Lunar Eclipe(for West Coasties)
Well I was just watching the news and theres gonna be a Lunar Eclipse tonight. 1:51 am- 5:24 am Full eclipse at 3 am Time to charge the batteries on my camera. I will try and stay up and take some pics :)

Wahoooooooo Now He Has Rejected Me Lmao
since mr pittiful oops i mean pitbull continues t bash me on mumms and blogs lmao but has me on ignore so no response is allowed..let me tell ya honey to say u rejected me can only make me get down on my knees kiss the ground and sayyyyyyyy amennnnnnnn there really is a gawd yeahawwwwwwww lmao I dont even know u have talked to u once when u made a comment that im misfit um yeah i wont hit that one cause ur brilliance shines through each time u come up with a new one..i like my men smart and sexy..I dont think i need to go on..but honey i forgive u lmao xoxo

My Friends
i really love my friends each and every one of ya'll. but i really miss my old friends. i closed m account because i had cancer they done surgery and i didn't know what was going to happen. i didn't say an thing about closeing it i just did it. and it was hard for me to do it. i have had exfriends block me and every thing i don't know how to look for people on here but some have found me. one that blocked me was on my family list. don't be mad at me because i didn't know what was going to happen.love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dedicated To Dj Skyler Dawn , Words From My Heart To Give Her Streangh In Her Time If Need
SUPPORT Sometimes I just feel like giving up and grieving, Because as of right now, I just feeling like leaving. I look out the window and feel so bitter tonight, But all I need to do is think of memories with you, and it feels all right. Mom you are the one who keeps my smile on, So i'll remember you even when your gone. Because you’re the first thing I think of when the sun shines bright, And the last thing I think of when I sleep at night. Every time I see you, I sit and thank the Lord, Because you aren’t with me, it feels like my heart’s been stabbed with a sword. But I will do anything to keep you safe and happy, I will do anything no matter what it may be As I drift off to sleep, only you are in my mind,. I stare out the window and swear by the stars and the moon, I will never do anything ever to hurt you. I promise to you, that I’ll always be around, If you are a tree, then I am your ground. Mom I’m always there even if you can’t see, But I’m there to

It Was All A Dream When I Awoke-----
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! I WOKE UP THIS MORNING FEELING SEDUCTIVE AND PLAYFUL WANTING TO TOUCH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE BUT NO ONE WAS THERE I WANTED TO REACH OVER AND BEGIN TO RUB, CARRESS AND MASSAGE HIS PERFECT BODY. HOWEVER AS I STRETCHED THERE WAS NO ONE INSIDE MY SHEETS THAT I COULD WRAP MY ARMS AROUND TO CUDDLE AND HOLD HIM I THEN REMEMBERED THAT I WAS SINGLE AND THAT I SHARE MY BED WITH NO ONE THOUGH IN MY HEART I FEEL HE WAS OUT THERE......SOME WHERE. AS I START MY DAY....I AM THANKFUL I AM THANKFUL I KNOW HOW TO GIVE MYSELF AN ORGASM,I AM THANKFUL THAT I HAVE SUCH AN GOOD IMAGINATION.I HAVE THANKFUL OF COURSE FOR MY FAMILY AND ALL BUT I SURE DO WISH I COULD BE THANKFUL THAT IT WASN'T A DREAM AND HE WAS THERE UNDER THE SHEETS IN THE BED WITH ME. AND EVEN THOUGH I WANTED SOMETHING SOFT, DELICATE AND SENSUAL TO TOUCH MY ACHING BODY I KNOW ONE DAY HE WILL AND ALL WILL COME FULL CIRCLE.

Love From Ohio
Here's an unusual one. We all have had the shout box retort from someone with hurt feelings from a MuMM comment. My comment, "If that's all you can think about, I'd be bored with your brain." to a hair mumm was no exception. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=161982# Brandy the self proclaimed "hippie" got a little defensive but not what I'd say angry. Her inbred friend took offense though. the great white dope: you're a Douchebag just FYI careful today it'd suck if you died in a firey car crash. oh no wait.... funny, that's what that would be I laughed for the first time today after reading that. He even gave me some '1' love! I could not for the life of me figure out why the great white dope was going pit bull on me and since he blocked me (who's the pussy?) I could not investigate. Big thanks to HoeHunter for digging through and determining that I did not comment on one of his doggy mumms. I speculated that it might be a friend and sure enough there it was.

This Really Touched Me
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One n

My Mother
So naturally cool she was. Her name was Betty, Betty Boop to our father, he has a small tattoo of the cartoon charcter on his left shoulder. An educated woman who fought her way out of poverty, and matured to a woman of societal means. Class fell from her like rain. If I had to attribute my personality and intelligence to any one person, it would be her. Some of my fondest memories of my mother are her participation in our homework, her punishments; which involved learning latin phrases, volunteering at the senior citizens home, and digging holes for her in the garden. Never ever was a hand laid upon us children. I also remember her insisting on everyone being involved at meal times, no one was excused. She taught all of us to be humble, care for others, and to never underestimate the power of our brains. Education and humilty seemed to be all we needed to survive. I only wish that she had survived. She passed away last year from complications of Parkinsons. During th

Public Nudity
I am having a very delightful discussion with a nice gentleman on fubar tonight. The discussion is 'why am I not showing more of my body in my pics'? Here's the thing....I don't want to be like everyone else! Every other lady is doing that very thing, or they have their nipples pierced or tattoos or whatever. That's not my style. I don't want to be just another chick. I don't want to show all of myself to everyone. Leave a little mystery in life. Build anticipation for something....I don't want to be like your neighbor or your ex or your sister. I'm me. I've worked damn hard to get where I am in life and I want to be different! Now I will humbly climb down off my soapbox and be quiet. Thank you for reading.

I Must Be Stupid.......
...Seems like time and time again I find people telling me "untruths"..... Look, I sold cars for 15 years..I may be blonde but I catch on after a while. Checks in the mail... I will respect you in the morning.. I will call you back.... You really do look great... I won't tell anyone... Call you tomorrow... I think you are beautiful... No it's only you Baby... and ofcourse... I love you.... No matter how little the lie is..there is someone on the other end of it. Seems like I keep getting crushed today. Friends and all...little lies hurt.

On Being Bisexual
"We live in a world that denies our love and treats us as 'abnormal' or at the bery least sexualizes our lives to a strange and glamorous effect. It denies our existence and questions our deepest emotions and identities. It commits assault, verbal and otherwise, on our communities. It creates stereotypes for us to be abominations in the mainstream cultures (queer and straight) and it makes us live as second class members of both and it's members often live in hate of our 'secret' feelings which monosexual cultures prohibit. We can talk about 'normal' when those days are gone. Celebrating bi-ness is about living and loving in fierce and beautiful ways. A community that supports and provides an outlet for that process is essential. Therefore, celebrating bi-ness in our communities (whether they currently exist or not) is essential." (from my friend Rachel Rainbowspryte)

Wtf
Wow...just when you think youve got friends!! How does it always work out that you end up getting screwed in life no matter what? I pride myself on being a little different...being old school...being a decent guy. But it doesn't seem to matter. People just use you for their own selfish reasons like it is nothing. I guess I should just flow with the masses and just randomly fuck people over for my own amusement. Sure seems to be the trend. And just a refresher for my "friends" who live under a rock or have ADD. I'm in Iraq!!! IRAQ!!! I have a job...I'm in the middle of a war!!! I may not have time to come in here and talk to you everyday! Don't get me wrong...I appreciate the concern...but WTF, over! If your ego and self confidence cant go a day or two with out hearing from me..then you got bigger issues than me. I would love nothing more than to sit here and bullshit all day everyday. But Hajj has different plans. So how about a little understanding? Stop flippin the fuck out if I'm

Whats Your Thoughts?
To become the person You are truly meant to be, You must be subjected to Life's trials and tribulations Stumbling along the way, Experiencing love and heartache, To appreciate all that you had ... And that of which you have yet to attain, Never allowing life's lessons To shatter your dreams ... Embracing Destiny When fate throws you a curve, And it's not within your master plan ... Heave it back It is within each of us, To determine what is desirable for us individually Life and love is meant to be cherished, Sharing with all those you adore Whether you choose to forge your path alone Or hand in hand with person of choice Doing it with enthusiasm Is truly paramount Live your life to the fullest As if it were your last day of mortality For each day is truly a precious gift Fear not the unknown, Embrace Destiny and make it your own.

Well I Guess Its Back To Bad Luck...again...health Issues....
Lately I have been having what I thought were panic attacks...Well I went to the doctor last Friday and they decided to hook me up to an EKG machine and monitor my heart...well...I went back today and the doctor has decided to put me on an activity monitor for a week. The symptoms that I have been having are shortness of breath, lightheadedness, dizzyness, to the point where I feel like i am going to pass out, my heart feels like it is going to come out of my chest. I have had several attacks within the past week, 4 while I have been driving, and 2 while I was sleeping...I wake up...sweating...and all the other symptoms. The doctors dont seem to know what the problem is, so my doctor is sending me to a Cardiologist...I dont have the appt yet I should hear something today...Just thought that I would give everyone here a little notice...so that they know if i dont get on often or dont talk much and keep to myself you will all know why...I guess its just been broken one to many times...ha

Donna Is Very Sick
I've met some wonderful people in the time that I've been on cherrytap/fubar and one of the best is Donna "Care_bear" Collis. She was a good friend from the very start and stayed that way. We talked about everything from kids to work to the world. Donna is suffering with cancer and is in the hospital. I wish I could say that she is doing well but she isn't. She's put up a brave fight but it appears that won't be enough this time. I ask that any of you who read this bulletin say a prayer for Donna now and a few more in the time to come. She is a good friend and I pray that her suffering will not be too much.

Finally I Think Things Are Working Out
still accesssing from the library and should be back on a regular basis in a week or so...maybe..but its still in the works...i will let ya know as i know...miss my fellow fubars!!

Proud To Be A American
The devil came down on New York City, he was lookin for souls to steal. And he was in a bind, cause he was way behind with an Arab he'd made a deal When he killed our own on American soil, we knew it was an evil plot. Bush stepped upon that podium said" Boy, let me tell you what: I bet you didn't know it but we got plans of our own too, and if you care to take a dare, I'll make a bet with you. You may have begun this battle, boy, but give America it's due. We're gonna find you no matter where you go, we'll win this war against you." The Marine said, "My names Johnny... this is where I come in I'm part of this bet your gonna regret, cause we're the best that's ever been Airforce load up our planes and bomb those Arabs hard cause hell's broke loose in America, Bush called out the National Guard. And when we win you'll not see those shiny streets of gold you'll have los

Really Bad Day.
so today pretty much sucked. i woke up at 4:00 in the morning to get to work only to find out i was supposed to work til three which i couldnt do cause i had a meeting around 12:30. so i try to tell martin but he completely ignores me. so i was pretty pissed and went outside and when i came back in martin and i got into a pretty heated argument...ill spare you the details but it ended in me quitting. then i swing by the house to see my dad but he apparently had a bad day too...and one too many alcoholic beverages...yet another heated argument which ended with cd cases, books, and other very hard painful objects rushing past or into my skull...so i left and headed back up to the apartment. i stopped and got myself a parfait though..i think putting up with all that shit today made me deserve some nice TCBY.

? 4 Everyone
KK SO SOME OF U KNOW THAT I HAVE A BLOG UP ABOUT MY ONE OF MY EXS NEW GFS...WELL TO MAKE A LONG STORIE SHORT...SHES STALKIN ME..MY PROFILES... ACTIN LIKE ME AND DOIN EVERYTHANG LIKE ME...4INSTANTS SHE CHANGED HER MUSIC TO MINES THAT SHE NEVER LIKED...DYE AND CUTE JUST LIKE MINES....HER BKGRDS R THANGS ON MY PAGE....AND TAKIN PICS JUST LIKE MINES...AGAIN ALSO STALKIN ME.... THE ? IS SHOULD I BE OFFENTED...UPSET...PISSED...OR WHAT CUZ IM FELLIN PISSED RIGHT NOW...

Dint Know I Had A Hubby!?1
Im still tryin to see where my hubby is, guess buddy cant take rejection inkman7o: lol i knew you were on prozac lol i win have to take a screen shot for the bet lol your hubby was right your a wacko ->Lexi&heart...: Oh just STFU I tried to be nice, but you obviosly cant handle that, so GTFO of my shout box inkman7o: hmm ok when that gets old dont forget me ->Lexi&heart...: well, Im NOT lookin for anyone, I got tha one I want, again, thanx anyways dear inkman7o: anyone who says they arent interested in sex is a liar inkman7o: lmao are you in jr high or something? thats what everyone wants lol why else try to look good or take provocative shots of your cleavage and post them on the internet? lol give me a break sweetie ->Lexi&heart...: well I knw thats all men want so..... inkman7o: and seeing where that goes lol not jumpin into bed with you lol inkman7o: lol well i was thinking more along the lines of hanging out lol ->Lexi&heart...: no not wantin to hook up with

Dawn Out Loving Mother
Dawn Our Loving Mother Mom's smiles can brighten any moment, Mom's hugs put joy in all our days, Mom's love will stay with us forever and touch our lives in precious ways... The values you've taught, the care you've given, and the wonderful love you've shown, have enriched my life in more ways than I can count. Her love is like an island In life's ocean, vast and wide A peaceful, quiet shelter From the wind, the rain, the tide. 'Tis bound on the north by Hope, By Patience on the West, By tender Counsel on the South And on the East by Rest. Above it like a beacon light Shine Faith, and Truth, and Prayer; And thro' the changing scenes of life I find a haven there. Your cry pierced the morning silence All I heard was you. I blocked out the sounds, I blocked out the sights. I see only you. Your tiny hand grips my finger Our eyes meet An instant bond is formed Your smell swirls around my head I begin to wipe off your body Your hair fresh to

As You Know Twisted Pixie And I Are Twins And Can So Hear Her Saying This~lol~
There were these twin sisters just turning one hundred years old in St.Luke's Nursing Home and the editor of the Cambridge rag, "The Cambridge Distorter," told a photographer to get over there and take the pictures of these 100 year old twin biddies. One of the twins was hard of hearing and the other could hear quite well. The photographer asked them to sit on the sofa and the deaf one said to her twin, "WHAT DID HE SAY?" He said, "WE GOTTA SIT OVER THERE ON THE SOFA!" said the other. "Now get a little closer together," said the cameraman. Again, "WHAT DID HE SAY?" "HE SAYS SQUEEZE TOGETHER A LITTLE." So they wiggled up close to each other. "Just hold on for a bit longer, I've got to focus a little," said the photographer. Yet again, "WHAT DID HE SAY?" "HE SAYS HE'S GONNA FOCUS!" With a big grin the deaf twin shouted out, "OH MY GOD - BOTH OF US?"

Things That Annoy Me!
There are some things that just annoy me to no end. 1. Friend requests: People who lie to get you to add them as a friend. They write something like "Thanks for your comment/message/rate" and make you think that you checked them out and made the first move, when in actuality you have never been to their page or come across them anywhere. Liars! No one I want to be a friend with! Also in this category are the people who have a message pre-written that they copy-paste to everyone they apply to be friends with... their whole life sob story. PATHETIC! Or the people who give you their phone number! It's different if you've send a few messages, but right in the friend request? I mean come on! These people are better off saying nothing and just sending a blank request. 2. Messages: People who write in the subject line but say nothing in the body. The subject line is just a description or opener, not the message itself. I don't answer these. FUBAR message system is annoying enough all

What Age...?
'hit you' the hardest? if there was one? my bff is turning 26 on saturday and she's spazzing out because she doesn't want to be 26. i personally don't give a good keithdamn what age i am or how many i turn. but for some reason her 'late' 20s are seeming to be a problem.

Another Douche Bag Bitching About A Mumm
->~Ashley~Mu...: Your lame and prob some idiot I pissed of so you went through all the trouble to make a new pro to insult me yay for you StoneMan: As in hore incase you didnt catch that StoneMan: Right back atch Hoe ->~Ashley~Mu...: omfg dude your A FUCKTARD StoneMan: Then shut the fuck up and move on yurself? ->~Ashley~Mu...: Get a fucking life. I am over that move on StoneMan: Thanks I didnt want to take the time to paste all that in...your great StoneMan: So do I why do you think Im still talking to you? ->~Ashley~Mu...: I find all of this funny StoneMan: You insult me I insult you? StoneMan: Yet you cant seem to take my critism of you....does tht not make you a hypocrit? ->~Ashley~Mu...: U say dumb shit you get called a dumbass ->~Ashley~Mu...: you said im th e reason u wrote the mumm so i said dont be shy use my name im not a pussy like you who cant take net critism StoneMan: You dont know me either but you saw fit to call me a

"family"
isn't it kind of strange that many people put their naughty picture albums on here as "family only". if anything, those are the pics that I don't want my actual family seeing. haha. I mean, I understand perfectly how that setting makes sense, as there are some things that most of your friends don't want to see (or you don't want most of them seeing). I just think the name "Family" for that group is a bit disturbing. heh.

What You See Is What You Get
Just what the title says. what u see is what you get... I am myself and no one else... i will not change how i dress for you or how i act.. i will not dye my hair or wear make up because you want me to... i will dye my hair my hiar and those things because i want to. For me. Not you. I wont show you my tits on cam or play with myself for you in a video. But i will do it for myself! haha that sux doesnt it? Anyways my point is.. this is me... and if i say no.. or dont want to do something then dont even try to persuade me because its not going to work. and not only just that... what u dont see is also what u get. what i think and how i feel are not goin to change because of you. I have delt w/ enough assholes to know. i deserve someone nice and that is goin to take care of me for the rest of my life.. if you can not be my friend or cant appreciate me then dont talk to me. You treat me well and be nice.. then u have no idea how good of a friend i will be to you. Im a good girlf

Hi My Name Is...........
I read this long ago and something tonight made me think of it. Im not sure what but I had to find it and read it again. It still kills me everytime i read it Hello. You may or may not know me. I destroy homes. I tear families apart, I'll take your children and that is just the start. I'm more precious the diamonds, more valued then gold. The sorrows I bring are a sight to behold. If you need me I'm easily found I'm all around you in every city and every town. I live with the rich I live with the poor. I live down the street even next door. I'm made in a lab just not the kind you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. I can be made in the closet or in the woods. If this doesn’t scare you to death it certainly should. I have many names but one you'd know best My name is Crystal meth. My powers are awesome just try me and see. Try me twice and your soul will belong to me. Once I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie You'll do what it takes just to ge

Duct Tape
It was scary at the moment, but as soon as employees at a Kentucky liquor store caught a man who had just robbed the store, all they could do was laugh. A guy came into Shamrock Liquors with his face and head wrapped in duct tape, told a clerk he had a gun and ran out with a few rolls of coins. Bill Steele, the store manager pulled out a two by four covered in his own duct tape. The robber ran to the parking lot but was tackled by Craig Miller. Miller was working in the cooler when he heard the commotion and jumped in to help. Miller says everyone who works at the store cracked up when they got a close up of the disguise. "The only thing exposed were his eyes and mouth...he looked like Beavis' alter ego on Beavis and Butthead". 24-year old Kasey Kazee was charged with robbery but told a West Virginia TV (WSAZ) station he's not the "Duct Tape Bandit". EMT's had to help get the tape off his face, but because of nerves and the heat, he was sweaty enough that it didn't stick.

What Love Means To Me
I need to realize that being in love is not a given in life. Love is something that must be nurtured. I can't fall in love and then do nothing to keep the feelings alive. It is something that requires compromise, communication, cooperation and a lot of understanding. It requires support and appreciation. It requires honesty and integrity. Love is being able to say "I can make it on my own but I chose to make it with you." Love shouldn't hurt. It shouldn't be violent, angry or spiteful. It shouldn't be based in pride. It shouldn't be suspicious and devious. It shouldn't be opinionated and unyeilding. It should be a feeling that comes naturally from the heart, soul and mind. It should be happy and light but it should be real. If problems arise then either work through them logically and calmly or realize that it shouldn't be. There is no place in love or in life for voices raised in anger spewing forth words whose sole purpose is to hurt, anger or embaress someone else. Love is being com

Enjoy Life!
ENJOY LIFE! A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package: "This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package." He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box. "She got this the first time we went to New York, 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on, was saving it for a special occasion. Well, I guess this is it. He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothing he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died. He turned to me and said: "Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion". I still think those words changed my life.

In Case You Were Wondering
My mom passed away a few months ago, and that's why I left the internet completely. Please don't ask me how she died. But uh, thanks to my friends on here who still want to talk to me after I left without saying anything.

What F@#ck Iam Doing On Fubar
hit-the-links, get-me something to drink// getting buzzed, droolin on jugs, going nuts and slamming bear mugs// new drunks sented, eyes tented// fine women. watch me grinnin with the room spinnin when bear bottle got nothing in-it// miss-bates, puts tits-in-ya face she kiss chicks-with aids, while iam shit faced idontknow whats a matter with this guy// i dont know whats going thru my mind// with this expensive wine// when i got the money in my palm chicks with nylons must be fucking up my mind with paul mason// by the time end of this song, u gonna ask what i am on.// view-my-heart-when iam pukin on 2 cars,// iam too-hard, when the computer-starts// i left my tools in the back yard// shit, what the fuck iam doing on fubar//

I Was To Scream
OK. If any of you have know what Tenncare is then you might know what i am talking about. But to make a long story short. I found out the day before my surgery that they would not cover it for dumb reasons. Nothing i had done. But because where the surgery was at. That is the stupidest thing i have ever heard. Don't you agree?

State Fair
Omg what a day yesterday. Had to get up at 5am.. really was stupid. Though my hubbie and our friends wanted too. We went to syracuse ny. We stopped to see dennis's grandparents then headed to the fair. It was alright. I mean once you go to the NY state fair.. pretty much not much changes. Did see a bmx show which rawked. was soo cool. didn't really get to go on any rides or shop. soo i was sad there. I could of went on a ride but since I woke have been feeling like crap We watched 2 free concerts last night. Both 70s bands. 1st was Foghat.. if you never heard of them. They sing the song "Slow ride.. take it easssy" from the movie dazed and confused. 2nd was Blue Oyster Cult weeeee! So if you have never heard of them they sing hehe but they really rocked it out So ya was soo excited, was blast there. We didnt get home till like 4am. So I am feeling it this morning. The top of my foot feels like I dropped a rock on it :( I dont know what I did. Well hope everythi

Wtf
I just took a survery...I was doing it for about 20 minutes, then at the very last page they said sorry you don't qualify....THey really need to fix this shit, cause this happens all the time...how annoying..this site is getting to me..

Updates On Bree And Myself
Hi again, I know it has been awhile since I updated you all on how things are going. For Bree, she is finally out of the hospital and the cancer is down to one small spot in her left chest area. They are doing chemo for one more week. Then they will do a CT to check how it is and if it is not in remission they will operate to remove it. Her spirits are very high and she is finally getting back to a normal life. She just recently went to a skating party for a friend. But I found out afterward she wasnt supposed to go "Doctors Orders". So the doctor did get a little upset with my ex over the whole deal, and to be honest so did I. But on the same token I am glad she was able to go out with her friends and have fun. As for me well things are going down hill for me again. I am having complications with my stomach from where I was shot in Iraq back in 2004. The docotors at Bethesda have me scheduled for a whole new round of testing to begin next week. . I have been in and out of th

I Hate Love
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

Ok I Know This Is Old News 4 Some And Others R Sick Of Hearing About It But U Have Got Toosee This Shit
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Rebirth In The Redshift
Sometimes ya just knuckle down. Sometimes ya scream, and that scream sounds just like an engine on overdrive. Sometimes ya see things out there, in the gulf, where there's no stars to guide you home. And sometimes, ya make it outta the blackness, alive. They called me a hero, once. I guess if you ride a rocket that makes you special? Heros tend to die young though. Just ask Tomlinson and Hayers what they seen in the void..then ask if they feel very heroic. Yeah, you ask them that. Ask them also what it feels like to be disemboweled by nameless horrors, In places where starlight not only doesn't exist... But CANNOT exist. Ask Woodson what it felt like the second time he broke lightspeed. Sure, you all know the story in Newsweek, when he became "First living being.." yada yadda yadda. Bet you, if he can form anything other than screams, he'd tell you it doesn't feel very heroic. He'd tell you it feels like death, only not so pleasent. Yet we still travel out THERE

Straight Outta Violent J's Mouth
words from Violent J himself Message From Violent J written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin e

Less Than 5,000 To Go To Level Up???
Do you think that I just might be able to level up today??? BTW, what is the female version of Fuberlord??? Duchess of Fubar???? ;)) Ttyml after I wake up from my sleep after working an overnight shift last night. :) Hoping all are having a phenomenal Sunday!!! Catch up with you all soon.

One
As the soot and dirt and ash rained down, we became one color. As we carried each other down the stairs of the burning building, we became one class. As we lit candles of waiting and hope, we became one generation. As the firefighters and police officers fought their way into the inferno, we became one gender. As we fell to our knees in prayer for strength, we became one faith. As we whispered or shouted words of encouragement, we spoke one language. As we gave our blood in lines a mile long, we became one body. As we mourned together the great loss, we became one family. As we cried tears of grief and loss, we became one soul. As we retell with pride of the sacrifice of heroes, we became one people.. We are: One color One Class One generation One gender One faith One language One body One family One soul One people WE ARE THE POWER OF ONE WE ARE UNITED. WE ARE AMERICA.

Why Oh Why
well, I had a job interview that I think went good yesterday, so what do I do? I go get some vodka to celebrate!! big mistake,I got wasted, I mean wasted, if I talked to you last night, you probly knew that!!! I dont even remember goin to bed lol....well Im payin for it today, oh well, you play you pay!!!LMAO

Do I Not Have A Life Just Because I'm An Army Wife?!!
I was asked today, by a MARINE, "Why are you checking out other military men if you are already married?" which really bothered me. I want to make something perfectly clear to you people! YES I am an Army WIFE! I put up with enough shit as it is just from having the title! I am happily married! I LOVE my soldier! There is not another man in this world who could even remotely come close to comparing to him. I support him for what he does and for who he is. However... I am a human being! I'm not just a wife and a mother! Just because I'm an Army Wife does not mean that I have to worship him. I do EVERYTHING he asks of me! If he asked me to delete this account I would with no questions asked. He knows I'm here. He knows every single picture I have up! He is okay with it because he knows I'm his! I stood by him for 15 months while he was deployed and never once betrayed him. What makes some people think that just because I add them or rate them or tell them they're handsome that I am inter

F*ck It Why Not
So yea I decided I want to be a GF tonight for whatever reason. I bought an HH and if I need to I'll get another after that. Not asking for you to rate all my crap I'd never do that. To be honest this website is just a hobby that I've used to pass time in Iraq. I catch heat for getting HH's but whatever. As soon as I hit the states I'll rarely be on here anymore at least until next deployment. To many people take this website to far. I actually got deleted from someones friends list because I removed them from my family. Haha its ridiculous. Some people take this stuff way to seriously. Bitching about buying fans and friends and what not. I'd say dropping some money on a website you like to help keep it going is a bit more honorable than showing your tits and goodies for fans and friends. Paying a little money is ok by me but exposing yourself on the net makes you a little slutty in my book. It's harder for guys to advance on here for the simple reason that this website is dominated by

Kings Ranch Casserole
Okay, to give me a little more variety of things to eat in the next couple of weeks, I fixed this wonderful Southwest Texas traditional dish (with a little variation of my own): Mix in big stew pot until well mixed and heated -- 2 cans sweet peas 2 cans mushroom soup* (also add water as per instructions on can; you will need this extra liquid when adding the corn tortillas later) 1 can rotel tomatoes with cilantro 5 stalks celery diced up 1 sweet onion cut into chunks 1 bag grilled chicken strips (24 oz)** Season to taste (usually use garlic and Mrs Dash's garlic and herb) Take from heat and add and stir in small torn pieces of corn tortillas. Pour into casserole dish; top with cheese; bake in oven for 15-30 mins. Ready to serve an army! j/k... It is a hefty amount that goes into a very large casserole dish. Note: With left over cabbage and potatoes from yesterday, I am going to put in some garlic sausage, bell pepper, and onions with it and make me some ca

Labor Day
hey my sexy fubar friends, family, fans fans of i know its early but i wanted to wish u sexy fubars a happy labor day !! have a great day cooking grilling swimming relaxing what ever u doing stay safe and stay sweet god bless u all i love u guys!!

Yard Sale Gypsies
My doorbell just rang, so I went to the door and a man in a suit was standing there, looking away. But I recognized him from his profile. He was one of the crazy yard sale people from yesterday. Having seen him, and him having not seen me, I quickly ducked and hid behind the entertainment center. Christ?! How to escape?! There's windows everywhere, and really no place to hide... so I made a dash for the kitchen. Once there, I realized that there's no place to hide there, either. Windows all around. Eventually I just said fuck it, wandered back out, and saw that he was out on the curb, inspecting the items I left there for passers-by. This man is about 60, and yesterday he was obsessed with my shoes. He wanted heels for a 'friend' of his who just got a job. "No, I don't know what size she wears. But these look about right. Well, she's bigger than you, but I think these are nice." I wear a size 6 1/5. So if his 'friend' is a pygmy or has a loving Chinese family that b

Waiting
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Friday
Friday was a very, very odd day. Two things happened that set it apart from a normal, run of the mill, last day of the week. The first one was fairly serious. The second was fairly hilarious. I shall relate both now. At about 12 pm we had a radio call asking any free members of staff to meet in the Technicians workshop. Upon arrival we were told that the University of Central England, who have their engineering and computer science faculties based in the same building as us, had received a phone call, saying that someone had planted a bomb on one of their sites. The main campus is the other side of the city and the whole thing was a suspected hoax, but as a precaution we had to conduct a sweep of our building, as we are so close. So it was that I spent the next hour wandering around the museum, looking for anything that might be a bomb. Let’s just stop and think about that for a second. Looking, actively looking, for an explosive device. Searching around and moving things about to l

= Bulletin Bullshit =
On 9/3/2007, wot@fubar.com wrote:fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! *~Diana~*remove friend subject:FAKE ASS FRIENDS date:2007-09-03 02:48:52 People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" got an email directing me to this bulletin, and i didn't really take it kindly. this is some rude, demanding, childish, BULLSHIT. never, in my life, have I had anyone tell me to prove my friendship, let alone after 24 hours, and in such a cold, cunting way. I really like that "This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actua

Lady Neptune
hey 2 all my family,friends and fans I woke up this morning and saw I had 20 friends 2 add 2 my list and I hope I got every 1, but my point is one special person called Lady Neptune kingdom of Wolves put up a bulletin and showed me lots of love,so I bought her a blast 4 the week.But also if any 1 can help out today please show her love and lets get her leveled up.Ty all and have a blessed and safe holiday! Your good friend annie!

Awww You're Not In My Fam Anymore?
Yeah well I did a quick fam check and a third of my family members didn't have me in theirs. I didn't care who you were, I just deleted you! Sorry, my family members recognize me as the same. Otherwise, I don't got time for ya! Peace bitches.

Damn You Carbs
Dammit I’m hungry. Lemme rephrase that for you- GOD DAMMIT I’m Hungry. I put my fatty ass back on my NO carbs diet. I hate it. I hate meat (I was vegetarian for a few years so obviously this shit does not work well for me). I hate broccoli. I hate eggs (gross baby chickens). I hate all the shit that doesn’t have carbs. I hate the shit without carbs so much and love things that are bad for me so much that I’m dreaming about it. This morning I woke up dreaming about a goddam maple bar doughnut. Fuck I want that doughnut. This happens chronically when I go on a diet. I dream about food. If I had to pick my drug of choice it’s definitely food. It’s not coke or weed or alcohol. It’s food. Sometimes I dream about this huge schmogoshboard of all sorts of shit laid out in front of me. I never get to eat it in my dream either. Goddammit!! Can’t eat it when I’m awake and can’t eat it when I’m asleep. Damn you Atkins. Damn you to hell.

To Be Fair...
Since in the previous blog I asked you all to tell me your sexual preferances and fetishes, I thought it fair to share mine. I prefer women older then me. I like the ones with big boobs, but that is not a requirement. As for fetishes, I am totally into the whole anal thing. And I also like the whole bondage/domination thing, with me being the dominate one. That's about it...

Angry Horny Mummer Pt 2
davesbaby3...: ok i admit it. lifesez...: admit it. davesbaby3...: ? lifesez...: ............ davesbaby3...: do you call them sluts, whores and cunts too? or just me? lifesez...: i grow tired of you not admitting you chat love me...so until you do i cant type to you no more.their are plenty of hot girls i get along with on here.i gave you a chance. davesbaby3...: i know you did..but know im askin you if you know lifesez...: i asked you. davesbaby3...: are you sure that u know the defintion of ignorant lifesez...: well if you dont want me just stop typing to me. davesbaby3...: really? you are the definition of ignorant davesbaby3...: yeah b/c this convo really says that i want you.... lifesez...: you dont even know what ignorant means. lol part 3 is her giving me her #...lol

Just Remember 9 11 Not Here For The Brownie Points
A horrible tragedy occured at 8:46 Tuesday Morning September 11, 2001. There were 4 planes hijacked by terrorists. A senseless act of cowardness. American Airlines Flight 11, crashed into the North Tower of the World Trade Center in New York. There were 92 people aboard, including 9 flight attendants and 2 pilots. At 9:03 a.m., United Airlines Flight 175 crashed into the South Tower, carrying 65 people, including 7 flight attendants and 2 pilots.

Name Change
so my id name has caused a few problems for friends and myself so im going to be changing it..makes me sad lol i love my id name but i want the site to be fun for all..so i have been told to try sherrylicious so thats what i will try hugs all love u xoxo

In This Place
In This Place by Wilomoon 9-3-2007 So many dear souls, I have found in this place, They have lifted my spirits, Or given me space, I have found great love here, I have discovered deceit, I exposed my heart, I have admitted defeat, Many friends I have made, And games I have played, Instead of eat or sleep, It is here I have stayed, Inspectors and divas, Cowboys and Ray, Firefighters, a wrestler, Are a part of everyday, A master, a singer, A dirty ole' man, They friend me, Rate me, and make me a fan, When I need advice, There is someone to call, Too many to mention, And I love them all. (Dedicated to all my Fubar friends)

Ok, This Is Actually Driving Me Crazy...
I have to say, and I dont want ya all to take this very personal but just because you have ancestry doesnt make you the nationality.. My kids are HALF irish, this is because their father is from ireland. I have polish ancestry, that doesnt make me polish, neither does it make my kids polish. If my grandmother who is polish would have gotten a kid with a polish man and their kid would have had me with a polish woman then yes i could call myself polish.. Once you have moved out of a country and there is mixed lineage you cannot actually call yourself that nationality.. I dont really understand why you are all so proud of being american and still calls yourself irish or spanish or italian... You are not, unless you are a direct descendant of an irish person, and even then you are only half irish... Like my kids! I am swedish proud of it too, I dont write in my profile that I am polish because my grandmother is from poland, the reason for this is because I dont know anyt

My Hero
So Saturday my Luvy and myself decided to clear out my closet. It was nice of her to volunteer cause Lord knows I'd still be there. Anyway we're in full swing and cleared a path into it when she goes, "Wait wait! Spider SPIDER!" I looked down and saw this gross brown spider thingie, and I immediately freaked. I started screaming at her to kill it so she grabs my water bottle and I had a total oscar worthy moment. I threw my hands up like I was going to get hit by a train and screamed, "No! Not my water bottle!" Laughing she tossed it onto my bed and grabbed a cain of mine and jabbed at it, missing completely.... and sending it running towards me. Soo... this is what I did. I screamed bloody murder, jumped clearly over box that we had pulled out and did an olympic dive into a pile we had pulled out of the closet. Then I started jumping up and down in place SCREAMING Kill it Kill it! She just looked at me and says... "You know, I'm scared of spiders too, but YO

Miles
Miles and miles and miles apart. Although so far you've touched my heart. Your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile, Seem to shorten every mile. I wake every morning and rest at night, My thoughts and dreams filled with your sight. Oh how I wish, even for one night, I could lay in your arms and you hold me tight. Not just a little bruised or battered, When I think of the distance it's completely shattered. We'll never give up or say goodbye. Remember together, the moon in the sky. Your heart's a part of me and mine of you. With that alone, we shall not be blue.

It's That Time Again....
Melissa is 6,400 from leveling. Leave her a nice surprise for when she signs on again. She will love it!!! :) I've rated all her pix (just finished), so I'm not much help. If several people go, it can be a 5 minute job. Thanx for any help... much appreciated. :) * Dazed *@ fubar

Gettin Tired
K...SO....OBVIOUSLY PPL REALLY DONT READ THANGS THAT R LISTED RIGHT N FRONT OF THEM...WHAT I MEAN IS IT IS STATED RIGHT ON MY PAGE..I DONT DO WEB CAMS NOR WILL I DO U NUDES SO DONT ASK...IM NOT TRYIN TO BE A BITCH ABOUT ANYTHANG BUT I STATED IT ON MY PAGE THAT WAY I WOULDNT GET BOTHERED BY A BUNCH OF PERVS ONLY AFTER NUDES...PPL I AM HERE TO HAVE FUN AND BE WITH FRIENDS BUT IM NOT A PIECE OF MEAT I DO HAVE FEELINS AND THOUGHTS I DONT LIKE THAT I GET ASKED ALL THE TIME FOR NUDES..IF I WANTED TO DO THEM THEY WOULD HAVE ALREADY BEEN UP..PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP ASKIN ME...... THANKS ASHLEY

Rain
Ahhhh... the rain is falling here and it is so nice to see. After having temperatures in the high 90s here for weeks it is such a relief to receive the freshness of the wet stuff arriving to end the summer and bring an early onset to Fall. Fall is my favorite time of the year here. Now that the hectic times of summer are over and my son will be going back to school I hope to be able to sit down in front of this computer and write more erotic stories. It has been far too long since I story has poured out of my fingertips. Hmmmmm... perhaps this rain will set me in the mood to write more. How about a story about a rainy day and being ravaged by several men ???

Honesty Isn't Always The Best Policy (especially On Fubar)
So I decided to try that 'hot or not' feature on here...lmao. I rated this woman a 1, because it was a bad pic & she was holding an infant. Now I know a lot of people on my friends list have pics of their kids & that is your perogitive, but I think they should at least be in private folder & not a default pic. She sends me this message: Thanx for the 1...I still get the same points! You, however, are way too scary to rate! LOL So, I think I'm going to refrain from doing the 'hot or not' feature. As I was writing this, a guy that I had rated, came to my page & gave me a 1 LOL.

Fuck It All
I guess I need one of them fukital pills, I tried to find the pic for it but couldn't. But that is my mood now, FUCK IT ALL!!! everyone else can have a bitch/whine rant, well so can I!! I was so SURE I had that job I interviewed for Saturday, well, not lookin like it, the manager told me she was gonna hire someone today, that way they would be trained before she went out of town Thursday. Well its almost 10 o'clock here and haven't heard shit, so well once again, no job for me. Woo Hoo!!! My ex used to tell me that i aint shit, and that I aint ever gonna be shit, maybe he was right, I aint shit, I have, no job, no car, back living at my moms, no man, so what does that tell ya? I swear I have not been that bad of a person that karma is getting back at me. I dont know, maybe Im just cursed, I've dealt with depression my whole life, but never like this. Ive never felt so helpless. I got to get out of this but I dont know how to be happy anymore, I think my ex took that emotion from me.

Staying With Family For Now!
I need to apologize to my new and old friends. I'm currently staying with family and using their computer and it's a very old computer and is slow as heck. So i'm having a hard time rating pics and I get really frustrated. We are picking my computer up tomorrow and I'm praying they will let me hook it up as mine is so much faster. So just bare with me and i'll get the pics rated eventually. Comment bombing right now is a definite NO NO for this computer. Again I apologize, just wanted to let ya know I'm not being rude or anything. It's hard enough to get my friends requests added. Oh and i'm getting some messages, but not all so if you've sent me a gift ... thank you so much...I'll return the favor when I can. My friends rock, I love ya all! XOXO Jackie

And Yet Again I Post This.....
NO NOT SEND ME PICS OF YOUR DICK IN FU-MAIL. I HAVE NO INTEREST IN SEEING YOUR DICK. WANT TO GET REMOVED FROM MY FRIENDS LIST SEND ME A GODDAMNED PIC OF IT. LIVE IT LEARN IT LOVE IT. I DO NOT FORCE YOU TO LOOK AT MY ADULT PICS YOU LOOK AT THEM BECAUSE YOU WANT TO. BUT SENDING THEM ATTACHED IN MAIL IS FORCING ME TO LOOK. This also goes for sending me links to your nude folders. THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO YOU ALL. MOST OF YOU HAVE MORE RESPECT THAN THAT AND FOR THAT I THANK YOU. YES THERE ARE TIMES I LOOK AT PICS BUT ITS MY CHOICE WHEN I WANT TO.

Let's Get This Party Started!
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED EVERYONE START YOUR PARTY RATE ENGINES!! HELP THIS WONDERFUL FU PRINCESS LEIA WITH HER HAPPY HOUR TODAY JUNE 17th at 7:00PM PST. TYVM IN ADVANCE FROM YOURS TRULY! THIS PIMPTASTIC HAPPY HOUR BLOG HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE INFAMOUS ~/~PRINCESS LEIA~/~ PLEASE SHOW MARISOL SUPPORT, TOO: Marisol

Watching The World Go Bye
Sitting and watching the world go by, makes you feel like you need to sigh, working and sleeping is what i do, wishing i could have someone too, to hold you and to show you i care, to have you and for you to know im there, to care and share my heart everyday, to respect and honor you each and every day, you will be my dreams when i sleep at night, your eyes and your beauty are a wonderful sight, charm, witt, beauty and grace, will take our hearts to such a beautiful place, hope we find each other soon, i know when we meet our hearts will be in tune, the sight of the one meant to be, will be my life filling happiness to see, so take your time finding me, we will take things slow and see if its meant to be, so open your hearts and your mind, and one day true love is what you shall find........

Happy Hump Day
Ok since i cant really be online and playing from work anymore...Ive decided ill do my commenting for Hump Day here in my blog...to you all I hope you have a wonderful sex filled wednesday! Have a great fucking day! HUGS and KISSES! ~~BOO~~

Bored
As I sit here at work today, I dont really have much on my mind except all of my troubles. I thought that maybe a steamy story would help loosen up my mood but to be honest I cant think of one single thing to say that is sexy. Damn stress! I could mention how my day is going so far but that would be so predictable it wouldnt even be worth mentioning. I could mention what I am wearing today but that in itself if boring. Lets see....I could say this- I lie awake staring at the ceiling. The only light in the room is the light coming in from the window. The moon is shining bright. Like most nights I am unable to wind down and relax enough to fall asleep. My mind wanders in 20 different stages and I toss and turn trying to get comfortable. The satin sheets get tangled in my legs and I have to fight with them to get them straightened out. Me and my bright ideas, then again it really wasnt that bad when you were here and the sheets were used. It was a bit difficult at times to hold on

Son In Icu Update
My son is still in ICU...His potassium level is starting to go back up...Looks like we did it again with the help of my friends and all the prayer....Now if we can only keep him alive until we find a new kidney Jesus will have answered all my prayers...Thank all of you and keep praying that the Jesus guide the hand of the doctors and asking him to lead me to a matching live donor....God bless you all today and always...knightskitty

Ohh My Favorite.. Asshats! Hehe
A real sweetheart rated my photo a 7.. I returned the love with a 10 and comment.. why hate back right? So he "shouts" me... read from the bottom up.. (asshat)I have a d...: bye Fatty ->I have a d...: Ciao! (asshat)I have a d...: Ok Bye ->I have a d...: sounds good! (asshat)I have a d...: then I'll block you ->I have a d...: nah (asshat)I have a d...: then block me ->I have a d...: K, then i hate you? (asshat)I have a d...: I want lots of haters ->I have a d...: i was just curious is all (asshat)I have a d...: why do you care ? ->I have a d...: why? (asshat)I have a d...: yes ->I have a d...: haha.. u like haters? (asshat)I have a d...: YEAP wish I had more ->I have a d...: sure thang.. loooks like you got some haters (asshat)I have a d...: ty just gives me tingles all over! hehe.. but now I cant even go give him some more love cause he blocked me.. im sad.. I think I might kill myself now.. Wifey says he's not worth it, but if I do, she'll get a really nice

Not Sure
I gave you all I got, all I have But I'm not for you Sorrow through an angel's eyes Such a painful view When the love is gone, not enough You're left so hollow An angel left on high, now falling It’s too tough to swallow grrrrrr I can't write today :(

Methamphetamine And Cheetos: A Wicked Combination
Somehow, I always find interesting news items. This one just chilled me to my inner core. I can't sleep because of this. It was your typical day in Des Moines Iowa. Birds were chirping, citizens were randomly breaking out in song and dance, and everything just seemed so hunky dory. Yet, one resident of Des Moines wasn't having any of it. He was tired of the chirping. The birds kept him up at night with their bird songs. They never seemed to get tired. He also hated how people would randomly sing and start a seemingly choreographed dance routine. He was once kicked from his bicycle by riding to close to one of these random show tunes. The resident was a young man. He could no longer handle the stress of a perfect place. He didn't like perfect. Yet he couldn't escape it. The young man turned to drugs instead to help him forget this perfect place. The young man's father was livid about the drug use. He wouldn't let his son ruin this happy town with his drugs and rock-n-roll.

So What If I Just Want To Fuck??????
ok, so since i'm not at a level that i can make a mum (and why do i feel like i'm playing WoW again??) i'm just gonna do a blog about this.... feel free to comment whatever. so i have this (now) ex that started as an online long distance thing. things didn't go so well, and i ended it. mainly, she says she was scared or whatever, but now, after i've moved on mentally, she wants to make a real attempt. i personally am over it, but she's bound and determined to "prove to you that i'm willing to make you my priority." well, this goes up to and including sex. i've told her more than once that if we hook up, it won't mean to me what it means to her. to me, it'll be sex. she seems convinced that it will bring me back to her. she has even hinted at bringing a friend along to join us. sounds good to me, but then i'm an OTR (over the road) driver and haven't had my ashes properly hauled in a couple months. but i KNOW that if she pushes the issue i'll cave and fuck her. now, the question

My Bank Sux!!!
So last week, I had 2 checks to deposit. I filled out a slip for one to deposit it in my checking account, and one to deposit in my savings account. I went online today to see if the checks had cleared yet and my savings account was still empty. I started to panic thinking they had "lost" the deposit somehow. So I went to my checking account to see if that check was there. Lo and behold, the deposited BOTH checks in my checking. If I had wanted them both there, don't they think I would have just made out one slip??? Idiots!!!

Date Rape Drug .. Plz Read And Repost
> > Please Inform all your Female Friends !!!!! A woman at a bar on a Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who, according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes, along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't get pregnant; she won't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drug's effects

The Baby
So what was supposed to be a SIMPLE Airlift transport turned into a 3 1/2 hr cluster fuck. Because of HIPAA http://www.hhs.gov/ocr/hipaa/ regulations I can't go into full details, so here is the cut down version: This little baby was supposed to picked up and transported to the airfield and taken with a flight team to a childrens specialty hospital. Their where a number of thing going wrong in this baby's life (before and after birth) not to mention now having RSV http://www.cdc.gov/ncidod/dvrd/revb/respiratory/rsvfeat.htm Any how this situation went bad QUICKLY! the baby stopped moving air adequitly and ended up having to be intubated and following the RSI protocol http://www.acep.org/webportal/PracticeResources/PolicyStatements/pracmgt/RapidSequenceIntubation.htm The only thing that could have gone worse was if the baby's heart had stopped pumping (which was the next step) right before the baby was RSI'd the baby opened it's eyes and grabbed my hand! The

Transcending On Anyone..
I obviously need to get a life.. However, ponder the idea of transcending on anyones psyche. Just think how cool that would be, and how potential dangerous it could be. You could be in the grocery store selecting tomatoes and suddenly you feel, smell, taste and hear your husband/wife, gf/bf or maybe a stranger touching you, talking to you, transcending feelings from them. I could go on and on with different scenarios. However no one else is aware of this being, because it is all in your head, or is it? That would be an awesome super power! How cool would it be to just pop into someones thoughts and communicate..could you imagine sex? This has been a BLOG is a direct affect of sleep depravation, and too much coffee..

Getting Old
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I

Inneed Of Help Terribly
MY FRIENDS/FANS/FAMILY/CRUSHES...I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP. YOU ALL KNOW I AM IN A CONTEST FOR TEH BEST CLEAVAGE AND WOULD LOVE TO WIN JUST 3RD PLACE. I HAVE STRANGERS HELPING ME FROM FRIENDS OF FRIENDS. I WOULD LIKE TO SEE MY FRIENDS HELP ME A LITTLE. I PROMISE THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED! THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVING BEEN FIGHTING FOR ME I AM EVER SO GREATFUL TO YOU ALL. JUST ONE MORE DAY PEOPLE. CAN WE MAKE THIS HAPPEN? I DON'T REALLY ASK FOR HELP OFTEN BUT SURE COULD USE IT NOW! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND LOVE! PEE-JAY

Another Update On Mary, Possibly Good Signs
There's a Prayer Candle for Mary (Dream Catcher) in my default folder that you can rip to support Mary. Mary's still in a coma, but she moved her eyes and her oxygen levels are up. Please show some love to her daughter, Mini Dream Catcher (Christina) at http://www.fubar.com/user/1043661 and her bf, Master Shadow Raven at http://www.fubar.com/user/1118232.

Apartment For Rent
Apartment for rent A businessman met a beautiful girl and agreed to spend the night with her for $500. They did their thing, and, before he left, he told her that he did not have any cash with him, but he would have his secretary write a cheque and mail it to her, calling the payment 'RENT FOR APARTMENT.' On the way to the office, he regretted what he had done, realizing that the whole event had not been worth the price. So he had his secretary send a cheque for $250 and enclose the following typed note: Dear Madam: Enclosed find a cheque for $250 for rent of your apartment, I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I rented the place, I was under the impression that: #1 - it had never been occupied; #2 - there was plenty of heat; and #3 - it was small enough to make me feel cosy and at home. However, I found out that: #1 - it had been previously occupied, #2 - there wasn't any heat, and #3 - it was entirely too large.' Upon receip

My First Experience With Sex
My First Experience With Sex It was 3 days before Christmas 1989. I was anxious to know what I was getting as gifts. We had guests. I was only 14 years old, with a body of a 20 year old, I was nervous and embarrassed. My cousin Dan was visiting with my Auntie for a few weeks from Pennsylvania. Dan couldn’t keep his eyes off me, he was 21 and quite handsome. My gorgeous breasts were like a magnet to his eyes. I noticed a slight bulge in his pants and wondered what the problem was. He comes over and kisses me on the lips. He had never done that before. He said “Because you are so beautiful, I cannot believe you are my cousin”. That evening, my parents and my Auntie went out for some drinks, leaving Dan and I alone watching TV. After about a half hour of him teasing and touching me where he shouldn’t have, He pulls me towards him and kisses me again hard on the lips, only this time sliding his tongue into my mouth. At first I didn’t like it, but when he began holding my breasts an

Sexiest Picture Contest Final Standings 09-06-2007
Thanks to everyone that paticipated in my 1st contest. It turned out really well This contest is based on total points The total points is the number all the way over on the right side Name Comments Ratings Total points 1 j-roxxx 43658 382 45568 2 lil devil 39236 634 42406 3 Raema aka .:TITS:. 12815 124 13435 4 Nichole~Top Notch Glamour Chick 12515 128 13155 5 Jenn 5006 32 5166 6 DJ Asian Cat ~Manic Monkey Radio 4135 25 4260 7 ac1d_eyez 2295 34 2465 8 Beauty and The Beast 933 92 1393 9 Dr.Angusmd Resident Dr. @ Crew Radio 1207 14 1277 10 ~TINA~HOTLIPSONFIRE~ 850 31 1005 11 Passion Eyes 47 166 877 12 Gretch 49 165 874 13 Liquid Fantasy 500 72 860 14 Cute Lil Jellybean 456 69 801 15 Lisa Smith 416 70 766 16 FallinAngel 198 90 648 17 Riverheadted 510 18 600 18 Big Poppa 378 17 463 19 Misty 225 37 410 20 Nicole AKA AOA1FREAK 54 56 334 21 da` Warrior` Dj` Kaijaw` da` Barbarian 111 31 266 22 Karen~the Bo

Boringgggggggg
Ugh why did fubar get boring? it was cool as hell when i met "The Guy" but now its boring again! I swear everytime i post a bulletin about leaving this site i start talking to Interesting and Hot ppl maybe i should post shit like that more often? But yeah im bored youre all boring im gonna listen to Big Poppa and Capital P by MSI then im outie 5000 motha fuckkkazzz cuz i have work tomorrow and idk skip the other thing i have to go to daily maybe? idk lolness but yeah Later bitches

I'd Really Rather You Didn't ________, By The Flying Spaghetti Monster Himself.
To help spread the word about the FSM in a world lead astray by other faiths, science and the Atkins Diet, Henderson has put together a comprehensive guide to the satirical religion. "The Gospel of the Flying Spaghetti Monster" outlines the basic tenants of "Pastafarianism," as worship of the Flying Spaghetti Monster is known, along with its history from the beginning of time - when the al dente deity created a tree, a mountain and a midget - until the present day, as he deigns to make his presence known to us. In the process, Henderson presents previously unthought-of ideas concerning the world. Perhaps kiwi birds are not evolutionarily incapable of flight, it's just that they are too lazy to try. Given the proper motivation, such as loading them into a truck and dumping them off of a cliff, they might soar majestically. Scientists and politicians have argued over the causes, and even the existence, of global warming, but Henderson posits a unique and highly scientific rea

Hellcat
HELLCAT, what can i say about this special person??!! She is one of a kind!! My Big Sis and yes My Fairy God Mother in a Way!! Free Photo Decorator Generator This is HELLCAT'S link ..... Stop by and give this women lots of Luv!! HELLCAT@ fubar Thank You, juju

Surgery
hey there to all my friends, first i want to wish everyone a happy friday, next i want to tell my friends that i will be going in the hospital for surgery on the 19th, god willing everything will go along fine.iwill checkign messges from time to time up till the day of surgery. and i will try and answer all that write to me. please don't be discouraged if i don't get back to u right away. as at this time i have alot on my plater. next iwant to thank one gal especailly lizzy, couldn't do it with out you hun.thank u for being there. and iwant to thank the rest of my friends alos you are a great bunch and i cherrish each and everyone of you'still then wish me gods speed and thanks for being there, lyle

Let Me Pimp You!!!
I'M IN NEED OF IMAGES OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN TO GRACE THE PAGES OF FUBAR... ALL OF THE WORK LISTED BELOW ARE OF MY FANS THAT HAVE HOOKED THE ][D ][ ][V][ ][D UP WHILE I HAVE BEEN HERE ON FUBAR. WHAT I NEED: I'M LOOKING FOR PHOTO'S OF SEXY WOMEN AT THERE MOST BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS. PHOTO'S THAT ARE EASILY CROPABLE AND THAT ARE SAFE FOR WORK. PURPOSE: I WOULD RATHER CREATE PICTURES OF BEAUTIFUL WOMENT AND PROMOTE ( ][D ][ ][V][ ][D )THEM WHEN I LEAVE COMMENTS ON OTHER MEMBERS PAGES TO HELP GET THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE OF FUBAR MORE EXPOSURE... WHAT I NEED FROM YOU: IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO PARTICIPATE PLEASE FU-MAIL ME AND ATTACH A PHOTO OF YOURSELF. I NEED TO HAVE IMAGES THAT ARE HIGH QUALITY AND EASY TO EDIT. THIS MEANS IM LOOKING FOR PICTURES THAT HAVE SOME SORT OF SOLID COLOR IN BACKGROUND. NUDE OR IMAGES FROM WEBCAMS OR CELLPHONES WILL NOT BE ACCEPTED!!! EXAMPLES OF A GOOD IMAGE: SEXRETARYNOTICE AMOUNT OF SOLID COLOR IN BACKGROUND MAKES IT EASY TO TRANSPOSE PERSON OU

Home Sweet New Home
I'm in my new apartment, lounging on the sofa, staring at a sea of boxes. Do you think it's really necessary to unpack these things? I mean... am I really going to re-read any of those books? If anyone would like to volunteer their services--e.g., unpacking a few boxes, making me a meal, massaging my oh-so-tired feet (I'll wash them first!), please let me know. Otherwise, I'm just going to sit here and stare out the window, pretend that all these boxes aren't really filled with my stuff. Better yet, I'll pretend they're not even here. Oh... and does anyone have a nail clipper? I really need one. And a band-aid for my sliced-apart leg. Thxmuch.

Spam
I'm not one to complain about anything. But, this spam crap they have on here is getting on my nerves if you repeatedly send me spam I will block you and forward all the spam back to you. Period, come on ppl that's what we have the bulletins on the bottom for. That's all and if you don't like oh well I can do without you and sleep soundly at night.

Never Again
Never again will I trust someone without reason Or count on someone who will not be there Never again will I give away my heart And let it be broken by a nameless wonder Never again will I let my dreams carry me away To a world beyond reality Never again will I let someone get to know me inside and out But hide myself from everyone Never again will anyone see me for someone else But they will see me for me Never again will i be judged for what I'm not But be accepted for what I am Never Again!

O Rly?
So I sit here on Fubar most times I am online and not doing anything else, so I get a lot of shouts. Why? WHY do women do that? I swear, just because I have a dick (and pics to prove so) do they think I'm gonna easily respond to a simple shout like that? Yes, I am a perv. Yes I love women. Yes I love them naked. NO, I'm not gonna send you a shout that says "U R SO HAWT! I'd like to think I am more original and creative than that. Besides, the hottest women have brains. You can't challenge my mind, then you sure the hell can't challenge my dick. And nothing says I want you to. The women I talk to on her (you know who you are and why I do) are pretty kick ass. Thank you for making Fubar at worthwhile. Now I am gonna say this once. I KNOW I am damn good looking. I KNOW my dick isn't small. I KNOW that I am more intelligent than 90% of the guys who Shout random capital letters. (well that last one you can send me shouts about) You can comment whatever you wan

Emo...
Love doesn't end up with a happy ending... Sometimes it ends up with conclusion... But even though it ends up with bitterness and full of heartaches... We always want to repeat it again... Love is pathetic, naive, full of sorrows... Lots of patience... millions of understandings... ...overflowing with pain... It makes life miserable, makes life sucks! LoVe ruins our life... But I guess... A life without LOVE is not LIFE afterall... right?

Dedicated To My Soon To Be Husband.
Life is like sunshine glowing and brite. The flowres blooming all the night. the white fluffy clouds sailing by. The water blue as the sky. The september winds whistling away. The stars guilding us on our way. The mountains so majestic. So on top of the world. Where the angels sit and watch us from above.

Test Results In
Sooo, my mother got her test results back and it appears she does have cancer. She will go in for surgery in a few days to have over 30 lymp nodes removed that were contaminatied by the cancer. She then will have to go through radation 5 days a week for 5 weeks. They are unsure of what kind of cancer it actually is. They have ruled out Lymphoma, Melonoma, and Breast cancer. The cancer board at the hospital is currently running tests and attempting to determine the type. I have only talked to my mother once since all this was discovered and we didn't actually talk, she talked around me to other people in the room. My sister asked her if she had called me and let me know what the results of the test were and my mothers response was "If I knew my mother was going through this I would call her" to which my sister respoded "If it was my daughter I would call her and let her know" Don't get me wrong, I'm concerned for my mothers health but I'm not devestated by it, if that makes any sens

Maybe This Will Help Me...
By GOOD CHARLOTTE DANCE FLOOR ANTHEM She’s going out to forget they were together All that time he was taking her for granted She wants to see if there’s more than he gave she’s looking for He calls her up He’s trippin on the phone now He doesn’t want her out there And alone now He knows she’s movin it Knows she’s using it Now he’s losing it She don’t care Everybody put up your hands Say I don’t wanna be in love I don’t wanna be in love to the beat now If you’ve got nothing left Say I don’t wanna be in love I don’t wanna be in love Back it up now You’ve got a reason to live Say I don’t wanna be in love I don’t wanna be in love Feelin' good now Don’t be afraid to get down Say I don’t wanna be in love I don’t wanna be in love He was always giving her attention Looking hard to find the things she mentioned He was dedicated But most suckers hate it That girl was fine B

9-11 Tributes!!! Must See!!! Please Watch These!! (from The Bulletin Board) :)
Ok a while back I made these two videos. I thought now is a good time to bring them back out with 9/11 coming up..1 is a tribute to the 9/11 heroes and the other is a tribute to our troops please pass it around. I spent alot of time making these. Thank you Jodi AKA Wishful Thinking

♥to Join Club Far♥
CLUB F.A.R IS NO...DRAMA !!!!!!!!!!!! First for all those who dont know what Club F.A.R. stands for, here it is. "F.=FAN / A.=ADD / R.=RATE (Just the Profile Page)". All Club members "MUST DO ALL 3" to all other members. You must take note of those that do not accept a Friend or Add or do not Rate you and report to one of the Owners, so that we may regulate and check members. We dont want to here that you dont Fan Add or Rate people. If there is another member for whatever reason you have a problem with you must address this to Boricua God~daddy. All current and new Club F.A.R. Members must do or be the following 1. Have the whole name Club F.A.R. some where in their names. We dont discriminate, you may also stay in your other families, but if your other families do not want Club F.A.R. in your name, We will appreciate if you bow out of the family instead of being removed. 2. You must at least be a level 5 3. You must have a SALUTE pic 4. We expect yo

Daily Rant (1)
Yes. This will be a recurring one, as indicated by the (1), which is my oh so amazingly clever way of indicating that...this will be a recurring theme. Anyway. Today's rant is on the subject of... Shaving devices. No, just kidding. It is, of course, on a favourite topic of many people for at least 100 years...err, a decade or soon to be thereabouts. Yes, it is, of course, 9/11. Now, before you begin to load your weapons and smear my blood against the wall several yards behind me, wait. Take a deep breath. Be calm. It's not the event I'm ranting about. It is... The -date-. Look, I understand that in America, you do lots of things backarsewards. But seriously, 9/11, or 6/10, makes no sense at all. Let's look at why. Nine = ninth month. Eleven = eleventh day. Now, why the hell are they in that order? What's bigger? The month, or the day? And in all other matters, does not the largest thing come before the smallest thing? You don't say you live in America,

You Have Kicked A Hole In My Heart
~MY DEAR SWEET FRIEND, THE DOOR TO MY HEART IS OPEN, YOU'RE WELCOME TO COME IN, THERE'S ROOM ENOUGH FOR EVERYONE AND YOU MAY COME AGAIN. THE DOOR IS ALWAYS OPEN, NO ONE IS TURNED AWAY, FOR A HEART THAT NO ONE ENTERS, GROW LONELIER EACH DAY. FRIENDS FILL OUR HEARTS WITH LAUGHTER AND DRY THE BITTTER TEARS, AND OPEN HEARTS FORGE FRIENDSHIPS THAT LAST THROUGHOUT THE YEARS. A HEART THAT'S CLOSED TO OTHERS GROW HARDER THAN A STONE, AND THE PERSON WHO LIVES THERE IS DOOMED TO LIVE ALONE. IF YOU SLAM THE DOOR ON OTHERS, LIKE GLASS IT TOO WILL BREAK, BUT WITH FRIENDS THERE TO REPAIR IT, WHAT A DIFFERENCE IT CAN MAKE. LONELY HEARTS WILL ALWAYS WONDER HOW THINGS MIGHT HAVE BEEN, FOR THE DOOR TO MY HEART IS OPEN, YOU'RE WELCOME TO COME IN.

U.s. Soldier Video Collage "damage Is Done" Black Label Society
God Bless everyone who is overseas risking their lives for US! Lord, please keep them all safe, please bring them all home safe and sound to their families, friends and loved ones very, very soon. God bless the souls of those whom have already lost their lives, may they R.I.P. :(

Without You
Sitting here at sunset, Waiting for you, Everyone says you're missing, But I deny that it's true. How is it possible that you've left me? Why is it that I can't see? I look to the sky, Wondering why, Time just seems to not go by. All of those words, Spinning around in my head, I won't believe that you are dead. What's this, now? I feel the warm tears. Why? But how? This feeling is so severe. It's hard to breathe without you here, Living without you is what I fear. It's hard to sleep at night, Without you here to hold me tight. I miss your smile, I miss your touch, I miss the woman I used to love so much. It just doesn't seem real, The way you made me feel, And now you're not there, But your memory is everywhere. They all tell me: "It's time to face the facts; she's never coming back." So I guess I'll try to make it through, I'll try living without you.

My Problem In A Nutshell
Ten years ago. I was the type of person that thought love was the most important thing in the world. If you loved somebody you gave everything you are to that person. You make any sacrifice. You took the pain with a smile. All the persons faults were forgivable. Any grand gesture that I needed to make I made. Move 2,000 miles away from your home where you don't know anyone Craig. SURE! Trust every one of them with my money and my things and when they break that trust give them another chance. Then another and another. Once you were in my "circle" it took damn near a betrayal of Caesaresque proportion. I would defend, support and stand beside my lovers until the end. To the hilt. In for a penny in for a pound. Nothing held back. And when my heart was broken I thought " It is okay. The next one will be the one that deserves my emotions and attention." And I began the search again. These days. I have no issue getting rid of people that offend or harm me. Betray me once

Lonely
Life really sux. Your with someone for a long time and you just let the shit keep piling up. Been with her 6 years, married for 1. She hates my kids, won't let my daughter come here, NEVER goes to family functions, I have to go alone. As far as romance, I don't even get a kiss. Sex is non existant can't remember the last time. Can't figure why the hell I'm still here. This is her mother's house. She wants us to buy it, but do I truly live here? Why would I buy something that I have no say in? So why don't I leave? Who knows. I just wish there would be someone who really will love me

Good Evening, One And All!
Just a short one again! My daughter Jenn, who was released from jail a couple weeks ago (I think??) and from the psych unit less than a week ago, is now back on the Psych Unit, having stopped taking her meds! As has been the case of late, she is hearing voices telling her to kill herself. If they would just stop messing with her medications, maybe she'd stabilize - but I may be dreaming! In any case, she is safe for the moment. But I have to say I feel she is getting closer to her personal end, for this lifetime at any rate. I hope not, but I can't deny that I'm worried this time. I'm going to sign off for the night. I think I need some meditation time, journaling time, whatever. And I need to send energy to those I have contracted to help! This has been a strange day, lol! Have a wonderful evening, dear friends! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings, lots of them, for all my friends/family/fans, all over the world! I love you all more than you'll ever know!

Is It Just Me?
So this is like the 3rd ct page I have had and have ended up deleting before I do it again I'm just wondering is it just me or is there a lot of drama on here? i'm on here to have fun chat with people meet people whatever ...not to have bitches coming to my page bitching about there men talking to me ane on and on ...So will someone please tell me is it the page or is it me? cuz i had 3 diff. bitches on my page just today and honestly i only know one of the guys there even talking about s wtf? i just wanna be on here and chill not have all this bullshit going on is that to much to ask?

That Treasonist Rag
I am an AMERICAN. I believe in this country, what it stands for as a nation and the freedom of all its citizens. In that spirit I have to address all of you who choose to fly that symbol of hate and treason, the stars and bars of the Confederacy. To fly that flag is the same as saying you support armed insurrection against the country I am a citizen of and would gladly die to protect if called on to do so. That makes you a traitor. In addition, it mocks and attempts to minimise the sufferings of the millions of human beings who were born, lived and died as victims of American slavery and Jim Crow for no more reason than the pigment of their skin. Those two institutions were crimes against the entire human race that rank along side the Holocaust in the depths of their evil. You may as well start throwing up a stiff-armed hand salute and start yelling "Heil Hitler!". I know some of you already do. Your shameful callousness towards the plight of your fellow Americans (and yes, slaves were

What To Do?
Okay, So i got married in oct. 2002 my marriage was rocky from the start. My ex was a travelling xray tech. in june of 05 he decided he wnted to travel again so he took an assignment in Colorado. He decided he wanted to continue travelling so I said we may as well get a divorce then. In the mean time we would change our minds. He calls me in Feb of 06 to tell me he met someone and that she was pregnant. So i say we are done I am going to file for divorce and never talk to me again and he hasn't!!!!! Night before last I get an email on myspace...from....HIS WIFE!!! According to her myspace they were married in 2005. NOW...do the math!! They have a new baby together. When he married me, he was still married to his 2nd wife. So I found out in feb of 06. He married her before I even applid for the paper work. Do I tell his new wife. He also created a profile and forgot to mention his son when he listed his children. however he did include his new wife's son as

I Have Some Time..
Yup, me writing again. I decided to write more. I have so many things going on on my life now(not physically though, everything seems stagnant from outside), im discovering soo many things about myself. And I have to let these out in a way I can. I had 2 options: the first one is to try and write new songs. Since emotionally im totally full, I thought it would be a good idea. But, I totally dont like the songs Ive done so far in 10 years, I assumed I would not like these now either. So I had to go with the second option:Writing. On with the realizations. I realized lately, that I am afraid. Not of things. Im just afraid. Hard to tell. All my life ive been someone who tried to do the right things and masked it in chivalry, tried to minimize the risks masking it in being cautious. Which, all in all, makes one think hes a good person. It is quite a hard thing to realize, deep down, Im just afraid to take risks, and Im just afraid to do what I want...The funny thing is, I masked it sooo

My Perfect Woman....
I was thinking about this today; 'what is your ideal woman'? granted alot of men have 'types' as in they prefer blonde, brunette, redhead ect ect. However that is all facetious. While good looks might reel me in, its personality that intrests me. If you have that spark inside of you, that is what matters. That spark that sets off a fire in another person(in this case, me) is what keeps a person beyond looks, beyond sex and beyond any other bullshit. Well I thought about what it is that I would like to do with my "love". I realize that this is a very specialized list, but something that I feel is very important.... All these things I want are things I would happily do for her... The woman of my dreams would be willing to share everthing with me, good or bad(and that goes both ways). She would be honest with me 100% of the time. We could go to a crowded bar/club and no matter who was looking at us, she would sit on my lap to let every other girl in the bar that I was off l

This Is Not A Hoax!
Most of you have read the scare-mail about the person whose kidneys were stolen while he was passed out. Well, read on. While the kidney story was an urban legend, this one is not. It's happening every day. I'm going to go ahead and tell you... My thighs were stolen from me during the night a few years ago. It was just that quick. I went to sleep in my body and woke up with someone else's thighs. The new ones had the texture of cooked oatmeal. Who would have done such a cruel thing to legs that had been mine for years? Whose thighs were these and what happened to mine? Hurt and angry, I resigned myself to living out my life in jeans and Sheer Energy pantyhose. Then, just when my guard was down, the thieves struck again. They Took My Ass. I knew it was the same gang, because they Did Everything to match my new rear end to the thighs they stuck me with earlier. I couldn't believe that my new Ass was attached at least three inches lower than my original. But, my new a

Craig's Puzzle
(Warning this makes no sense and turns in and out of Rant/bitch/whine mode) I have of late and I know not where lost my mirth. (Indirect quote from Hamlet) Okay I lied I have not lost my mirth. But I have lost my lighter and that is never a good sign. I feel like I am saying goodbye to so many things that have been in my life for so long and it is really starting to hurt. And so many of my friends find this hard to understand I guess. I am not a typical guy I suppose. I have morales and a code of conduct that I try to follow and when somebody tells me that what I am doing is wrong or does not fit with what they believe I find it hard to spend time with them or talk to them. I have spent a long time putting together this puzzle that is me and I will be damned before I let anyone start to pull out the important parts. I am Craig Anderson, born in the town of Sherman on the outskirts of Dallas. I have loved, lived, once died and returned (shh drown was dead for 3 mins see my othe

Leaving
Ok, I am once again on my way from here. I am leaving on Friday afternoon for my extended vacation/weight loss program. I am looking forward to it, but again have my reasons for not looking to it. I will be missing a lot over the next year, like all of my friends on FUBAR, time with my kids, and holidays with family. I'll be missing Bud Light, Jose Cuervo, and a few others. Oh, and I'll be giving my class this afternoon and hopefully will know if my rank is remaining intact or not.

Leaving
hi guys sorry to say that im thinking of leaving fubar for good i can't take it anymore if you guys want you can join me on yahoo360 or myspace either way im leaving so you guys are awsome thanks for the comments and gifts agian this site is good but in getting tired of it its a nice site but you guys are good for me but like i siad you can join me on yahoo360 or myspace or akanoen see you guys soon have a nice week and day

Fake Ass Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" IT WOULD BE NICE IF YOU RECEIVE A COMMENT STOP IN AND SAY HELLO AS A COMMENT SOMETHING IS BETTER THAN NOTHING BECAUSE I WILL DELETE PEOPLE WHO NEVER TALK I AM HERE TO MAKE TRUE FRIENDS NOT TO ADD PEOPLE TO MY LIST TO SEE HOW MANY I CAN GET I LIKE TO TALK AND CHAT AND IF I SEE YOU COME TO MY SITE AND SAY NOTHING YOU WILL BE DELETED AND I DON'T MEAN COME IN AND RATE OR COMMENT PICTURE THATS A BONUS SO PLEASE SAY HELLO OK NOT ASKING MUCH I LEAVE COMMENTS SOMETIMES TWICE A DAY SO I DO SHOW LOVE Thanks iris

In Memory Of Eleanor J. Carl
THE BROKEN CHAIN We little knew that morning that God was going to call your name, In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone, For part of us went with you, the day God called you home. You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide, And though we cannot see you, you are always at our side. Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same, But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again.

Sign My Cast
well,my cast is comin off my leg this friday..woohooooooooooo ..in case ur wondering,how i ended up in a cast.my knee gave out n i fell n passed out.nect thing i knew i waz in the emergency.with them tellin me they were gonna put a cast on my leg.let me tell u.i cant wait for this damn thing to come off..lmaooooo im sure ill needa shave..or wait,maybe i can jus leave it ,since winter is comin..it can keep my leg warm..lmaoooooo If u wanna sign my cast,feel free to do so by leaving a comment on my blog n tellin me wut u will sign on my cast in a comment..

How I Feel Right Now!
Since i've been on this site I have met some wonderful people. Some of us have kinda went our seperate ways, but i'm sure will catch up again. I always enjoy running across someone I haven't talked to in awhile and catching up. Others of you have come into my life and played games and because of my insecurities I allowed it and got caught up in it. Well the game playing is done! This is all about me now. I believe that today i'm 100% stronger and no longer need some of you idiots to show me this. Your ignorance so they say has been bliss and helped me to grow and become the woman I am today. This site is all about friendships and many I value. You all know who you are and I thank you all for helping me as well. Anyways just a fair warning to those of you that still think you can mess with me emotional ... won't happen, even in your dreams. As for the couples out there that have so nicely asked me to get to know them better....I have to honestly say as flatte

Bouncy Blonde!! Britney Bitch
Last Night was The Video Music Awards. I wanted to watch it because Lily Allen was nominated for best artist ..of the year..so was amy winehouse and gym class heroes :) but really..everybody else..I didnt give a flying fuck about.. what really ended up...an intriguing night was the fact that I expected good-all around performer Britney Spears to deliver. As much as Im not really fan of the bouncy blonde, I admired her talent, and she DOES..OR should I say..did deliver greatly in the past. I didnt feel much for her...but last night was a different story..last night wasnt good for her at all. Yes, some may argue.." eh britney again ? Blah..trashy..ehh.." I've seen past performances of ms. spears growing up..she epitomized the blonde bombshell..the queen of sugar hyped-sexed up pop ..maybe a mediocre voice compared to others..but an excellent perfomer, nevertheless...the confidence, the grandiose dance moves..she did pretty well. Always being able to dance her a

Lets Do It Up Baby
THE LEVELING LIST We want to try and level as many and as much of these people here on this list as we can before the 15th comes runing around... They are all the members of the Posse that I had time to grab and our non memmber supporters. The Posse is bombing in the bombfest and we can not wait. It will go for two weeks and it is going to be wild. Here is a list of my team that is qulified to help and those non members who are and said they would bomb the hell out of it with us whom are also qulified to help. 1) Saluted or you cant bomb! 2) Level 7 or higher! 3) You must add and rate the host! (as soon as I get that link I'll get it out to you all. You want to do this right away so when it starts you don't have to wait to be cleared). Everyone on this list rate and comment each other as hard as you can. If you support the Posse and are free to bomb with us for this one contest that starts on the 15th. Let me know that you will be free to help and I'll get you ad

Dear Mom
Dear Mom, I went to a party, And remembered what you said . You told me not to drink, Mom So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, Like a hundred stabbing knives. T

The Race Of Man Has Fallen
LOL. this is the best thing ever. I've noticed that this has been happening alot to myself and Ruby. Why of all the people to try to "play" it's always me and her. I don't tell everyone she's my best friend/sister just because I like the way it sounds. I do actually know her in real life. She is one of my best friends whom I love dearly, so much so in fact that I consider her a sister. So boys, if you're going to hit on her don't come over and hit on me afterwards and vice versa, cause yeah i tell her. AND WE LAUGH ABOUT IT. Do your part and don't become our next joke, kthxbye.

What A Day
Whoever thought that going to the oral surgeon and having a tooth pulled under local anesthesia could be considered a good part of the day... well, that was my day today.. of course, the doctor was a little delayed, but he did get the job done.. I made my follow up appointment, and started driving home.. but kept getting hotter and hotter, even with the windows down.. I realized I wasn't gonna make it all the way, so I started to pull over to the shoulder so I could close my eyes for a moment (or however long was needed...) Next thing I knew.. I hear a few "ka-thunks" and open my eyes.. to see myself much further off the shoulder than I'd planned on being.. must have passed out for a moment, but still somehow finished hitting the brakes. I got out of the car, and saw an upside down stoplight warning sign leaning against my car.. needless to say.. "uh oh" and "Oh F*ck* went through my mind... Turns out, damage to the car is minimal.. passenger side is a bit messed u

911 Quote Of The Day 911-07
"We should each pause on this year's anniversary to remember those who died on September 11th, along with the men and women in uniform who made the ultimate sacrifice for our safety and freedom. Let us pray for their families, the safety of our troops on the front lines and continued security here at home." -- U.S. Senator John Cornyn

Auction
Whats up people heres the deal most of my friends have seen my drawings on my profile on november 20th at 7:00 pm EST i will be auctioning off all these drawings all proceeds will be going to the ACS (American Cancer Society) some know some dont i have beaten this twice already and this is my third such auction to raise funds first 2 were awesome and i thank everyone that was involved with them. OK heres how it works the auction will take place at the auction house in tyrone,ga on Nov.20th 7 pm est you must be in attendance as this auction will not take telephone or any other kinds of bids now i know most wont be there but for the few that live near plase tell ya freinds and family afterward will be a $20.00 plate feast same deal all proceeds go to ACS hope to hear from everyone soon if anyone needs more info plz contact me thanx

My Son's Homwork
Because I've been cut off from submitting any more Mumm's, I'll have to blog instead, so my son has a homework assignment for which he has to poll a group of people to ask their favorite season of the year. Send me a comment telling me yours and help my lil man out. Pete

To My Friends
Just to let ya know... I'm very sick. I had to go to the Dr. Yesterday cause I woke up Monday and the left side of my face was swollen to the point my eye was shut. Looks like that tooth that was abscessed had infected my whole body. I'm on 1500 mg of Amoxicillin a day for 10 days to get the infection out of my body. If that does not work.. I may have to be hospitalized. Just wanted to let ya know if you do not hear from me in the next few days. Love to all...

Friends & Family...
WHERE DO I START? OH YEAH! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!! ABSOLUTELY,100% BEAUTIFUL!!! ALOHA MY FRIENDS & FAMILY FOR ALL THE LOVE... I KNOW I CAN DEPEND ON YOU GUYS, AS WELL AS YOU GUYS CAN DEPEND ON ME.. I LOVE YOU ALL...MUAHZ! U GUYS ROCK!!! imikimi - Customize Your World

Rip, In Loving Memory..spiro~ April 21, 1953-2007
As most of my friends know my mission in Florida was to make the best of the last days, of the man I loved 11 wonderful years..Today my love's suffering and pain has finally let him go..My sadness rocks the depths of my soul. The only thing that brings me some peace is that he suffers no more...Sept. 11th 2007, 7:47pm About My Spiro, I met him in May of '92..He a Greek Philosopher/College Professor...Witty, happy, kind and generous, Spiro took a young girl "Cherry" who was so Far from home, under his wing..He taught me about life and helped me work toward my degree..Two years later he taught me about love. His love was never angry, his love was very supportive his love was complete.. He was a man that appreciated life and all the joys it brings you, he shared this with everyone he touched..His friends were many, and today we all share in his loss... To My friends, I have been so lucky to find on FUBAR...My plans are unknown, hopefully I'll come back..If I don't.

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Wensday September 12, 2007
Blitzed Out Lounge- with the ferrets in custody and some one in rehab, things seem to be back to "normal" in the lounge. Enioy it while you can it wont be like this long. -NEWS FLASH 12:18 AM: some one has escaped from his padded room. He is said to be armed and dangeous. -NOTICE 12:24 AM: We apologise for the inacuracys in todays 12:18 AM news flash. The posting read:" he is said to be armed and dangerous." when infact it should have read " he is said to have arms and is dangerous." We apologise for this inaccuracy, but what do you expect, all our writers are chimps. Also, we have fired the editor. -NEWS FLASH 1:21 AM: DJ KLYDE's camel has gone missing. If you have any information please contact DJ KLYDE. -NEWS FLASH 3:31 AM: As the lounges inhabitants begin to leave the possibility of another attack is rising. Stay tuned for updates. -NEWS FLASH 8:00 AM: The lounge is starting to wake up and all seems calm. This should last until Dani shows up and stars running arou

My Apologies
My apologies for the last blog I wrote. I was just extrememly tired of getting "bullied" so to speak....and I'm sorry. I have filled my family list and it will remain as such, at least for now. For those of you that have been sweet and tried to understand me, and what its like, thank you. Not only do I appreciate your kind words, but I love you as a true friend..:) Pretty strong willed and I am sticking to my guns this time..LOL You will hear no more about it...:) On that note Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

I Am Leaving Fubar
To all my wonderful friends i am sorry to have to write this message but its time, its time for me to move on in life i have enjoyed all of you so very much and u have placed a smile on my face forever and i am thankful to all of u for that but as life makes changes so do i and its time for a change. I am leaving Fubar under my own decisions as most of u know sometimes sites like this can cause alot of drama in ones life well i kinda got tired of all the drama it seems alot of women have alot of men thinking they belong to them and as all of u know my comments are always geared around happiness and smiles with the most wonderful sweetest thoughs behide it, but it seems some take it to heart and then i start getting the trash emails and the bad mouthing how i am a bad person. Well i know in my heart i am one of a kind as many of u have stated and many of u have witnessed but i dont feel i should have to prove myself to anyone just like no one should have to prove themselves to me i join

Gas Station Maury
Alright, here's the scoop. I go to the same gas station on my way to work every morning to get a Monster energy drink. So I get there at the gas station, grab my drink and go stand in line waiting to pay. So I'm waiting to pay right, and this lady with her little kid is in line next to me. I notice out of the corner of my eye the little kid's just staring at me. So I very nicely turn to the little kid and smile back. All of a sudden the kid point's his finger at me, look's up at his mom and says, "Mommy, is that my daddy?" She turns beet red, I start busting up laughing so hard it hurts, and all the cashier's start to laugh. It just reminded me of the Maury show, Mommy which one's my daddy? lmmfao!

Something I Feel Strongly About
I am making this blog because it is something i feel strongly about. I am an education major and while i may not agree with some of the things that the states and the nation have ruled for the school system i will defend it and teachers. To all the parents that read this. If your child's teacher says DO NOT BRING CUPCAKES OR ANYTHING ELSE FOR THE CHILD'S BIRTHDAY.. then don't.. don't argue about it or anything there are reasons.. 1) food allergies. some students can't have sugar.. some can't have eggs.. others can't have chocolate... some people can't have dye.. Its a safety issue.. how would you like it if your child was in a classroom and ate or drank something s/he was allergic to? 2) time constraints.. this is a biggy.. yes it might only take 30 minutes to throw a little party for their bday.. but guess what... most subjects are taught in 45 minutes... multiply that by 30 children (which is around what most classes have now...) that is a lot of time taken out of your ch

And You Wonder.............
Some days you have to take them as they come.........well I've had a lot of those lately......I was going to blog this yesterday but you'll find out at the end why I didn't. A little history.........if you have a 401k plan, your employer has to file a tax form that's called a 5500..........anyway, the company I work for recently found out that there were some problems with our 5500 and we needed to refile. Soooo....I'm on the phone at work with the people who are supposed to do this for us and they send me a list of items to send. Some I sent already but I had to re-do them so they were updated. In the midst of this, I am signing for courier delieveries of checks that I have called our clients about.........we did the work, they needed to pay up. I am a brilliant multi-tasker and yesterday was my day to do it to it. It felt like each time I sent the company who was filing the 5500 something that was on the list, they asked me for something that was NOT on the list in a for

The 101st Aviation Regiment 4th Battalion Had A Blackhawk Crash At 6:15 Pm Tuesday In North Ala
3 SOLDIERS LOST THEIR LIVES TUESDAY EVENING , IT WAS A TRAINING MISSION , HEADING FOR CHATTANOOGA , TN IT WAS A BLACKHAWK THAT CRASHED .I WOULD BE GRATEFUL IF YOUS CAN KEEP THEM IN YOUR PRAYERS TY. NO NAMES ARE BEING RELEASED UNTIL ALL FAMILIES ARE NOTIFIED . TY CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW . MAY GODS ANGELS WRAP THEIR WINGS AROUND YOUS AND PROTECT YOU'S ALWAYS . WROTE BY CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW ON 3/14/97.

Deleting!!!
Ok, so here is what is going down, at 12 o'clock Eastern Time, I will be deleting ALL Friends, then I will be re-adding all the people who posted comments in the previous blog, so if anyone else wants to stay, you have till Noon today to post a comment on the blog to stay on my list, once again I will be sending this blog to ALL friends so there is no missing it

Through Glass By Stonesour
I've been looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed. Oh God, it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head. 'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass, don't know how much time has passed. All I know is that it feels like forever; but no one ever tells you that Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head. How do you feel? That is the question.... But I forget you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up like Paper dolls and little notes, you can't expect a bit of hope. So while you're outside looking in, describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me. 'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass, don't know how much time has passed. All I know is that if feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head. How much is real? So much

Arguements :/ .....really Long Don't Read If You Don't Want To!
A little backgroun here first..... My husband worked at an alfalfa mill driving a chopper(big tracter) not a/c'd and it was an extremely hot summer the summer I had my youngest son. I had told Tiger(hubby) before that if he wanted to quit to quit because he shouldn't stay in a job he doesn't like. So one day I get a call from him.. and he says he quit. Well it was really bad timing but hell I'd toldh im to right? So then he gets this other job that he LOVES through a temp agency.. but for the place to hire him regular .. he had to take a drug test.. he failed.. so of course he got let go. At this time we decided it would be better for him to stay home with the new baby rather than have to find & trust a babysitter. NOW .. he did EVERYTHING at home. He was a fantastic stay at home dad. The year Colton started preschool Tiger got a summer job @ the pallet place(where he works still) Around October last year we got info that GM was hiring temp help & got the number for him to call t

Mistakes Made
I don't know how many of my friends and family have ever been in a fubar clan or family; but I have recently joined and resigned from one. For everyone who has known me since I first joined fubar I am one of the most understanding and friendly people you will ever meet. Sadly, because of an incident involving a fellow group member disliking someone on my friends list I was forced to resign my position. Let me explain further; this person who I had allowed on my friends list; is a rude and obnoxious psycho stalker. Not knowing this I was ridiculed, blamed, told I was untrustworthy, and literally made ill by the horrible drama that ensued. In a family; any family; you look out for one another. Would you blame your sister for being raped? Would you hate your daughter if she dated a slob that you knew had raped someone. No, most family would defend and protect that individual. Sadly some do not know or acknowledge what real family is like. Some are just selfish and careless and sadly

G'morning.
How is everyone this fine morning? I personally can't stop sneezing, but that's how I am in the morning, so as you can probably imagine drinking my coffee right now is turning into an Olympic event. hahahaha! How are you guys? :D

40 Mistakes Men Make While Having Sex With Women.
Obviously MEN make more mistakes so there is 40 here instead of 30... 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto

Touch
lines and creases of hands clasped in oblivion unaware of anything but the moment concealed within themselves, each other, and covered in the security of darkness this is all that is right now the sensation of fire flowing through needling the extremeties giving birth to contentment and longing like gravity pulling down to the basest of things freefalling together through a fluid dream to the bottom of the soul and the sudden awareness of the tightening grip growing with every pounding beat of the heart touch...

Vacation Time
So next Tuesday I will be gone for bout a month off on vacation...ok not really I'm going to an in patient clinic to try to straighten myself out and finally get sober in my life. It's voluntary and I wanted as well as needed this opportunity, think its my last chance before I really fuck things up for myself. Wish me well wellwishers! See you in a month after that!!! Love Ya Fubarians Chris your personal FuBar Chef!

Lizards...hilarious For Adults To Read, Not Kids.....
For adults to read, not kids..... If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me "I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want the

Kelle
one of my best friends passed away on Wednesday. she was --the-- most upbeat person i have ever met. the world was her oyster, even when she was sad and down she had a hurricane beneath her wings. after more than five years, cancer finally took her from this world. the world is less shiny without her. my heart is sad and misses her. i will never forget her, nor will her influence upon me ever decrease. the world will never be the same now that she has left it.

The Pimpout I Did ! Part 1 Will Sticky In Bulliten This Weekend
ok everyone here it is...we were up against 4 bombing families and we ended up coming out on top in the end thankes to all the support we had from our friends...as a token of my grattitude i am doing this pimpout for them...please stop by there page and show them love as they have showed my wife love in her contest.............. $DJ Baby Boy$ { DIRTY SOUTH CREW}( DSC Bombers')@ fubar CHEVANNA~~SUNSHINE ANGELS FRIENDS CLUB~~AND ~~THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY HEAD SECURITY~~@ fubar Chrissy ♥ Wife to Nuk ♥@ fubar ICANBURS ~ BOMBERS R US FOOTBALL TEAM@ fubar '~TÑK~Ð§Ç.~Ç£ß F.Á.R ~‡)§C ß‡Ç~ÌñÐêþêñÐêñ† Fåmïl¿ Rè¢®µî†è® åñd Hèåd G®åÞhî¢$ Ðè$îgñè®©@ fubar PONYBOY1966~~ THE FOUNDER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY ~~R/L BF AND PARTNER TO LAURALEI~~~~@ fubar Calamity Jane@ fubar ~*~TONI~*~@ fubar RedheadedCherry ♥ Club F.A.R ♥ Rate & Fan Me *B4* Friends Add@ fubar SYCHO FU {WIFE OF DISTURBED}

Time Off
I will be off the net for few days, taking some needed time off. Ill be taking that time to go deeper in my darkness the shadow world to try to heal. I have been wouned deeply several times trying to mix w the light world. I do not belong my place is the shadow world dont take me wrong even darkness can do good, just we do it difrently but still good. I have tryed and got to badly hurt i shall remain in the shadow world where i belong where my strengt is. i shall be back some time this week hopefully less hurting and different. I am tired of the pain and hurting, one can only take so much then starts bleeding. My bleeding has to stop i can only give so much then there is nothing left to give nothing left to bleed. I have reached and passed my limits many times. I have my wrongs im not perfect but all the hurts the pains makes me not human anymore need to stop it b4 its to late i shall be back this week for those wishing my friendship bless be all.

Hey All
Just wanted to say a quick hello to everyone...I have been pretty sick and unable to be up for long periods of time. This illness has really kicked my butt but with all the meds I am on I will be back to full health soon. I miss you all and will catch up with everyones stuff as soon as I am able. Hugs, Susie

Indeed Good Guys Finish Last
Well I had some time to reflect on some recent events that have occurred to me a the last few weeks. I was involved in a relationship for a short time, and like everything it seemed like things were heading in the right direction, however things suddenly turned sour. I wish I had some more enticing details but im still searching through the rubble of this perpetual mess. It was about a week ago that me and this individual were having a discussion about how I can assist her in turning her life around. One of the things she mentioned was her desire to go to beauty school, I said to her listen “Im happy about the progress you made in the past weeks, and I will support you in everything you want”. She was in a bit of a financial bind, and she asked if she can barrow money to register for her school, in addition to this I co-signed what appeared to be a loan for her school. She seemed extremely happy about this and thanked me. The next day (Thursday) I tried to call her and no answe

Life's Little Cares....
life's little cares arent so little. ive learned thats its the "little" things of this life, simple daily things or areas that seem so tedious, but are in fact some of the most important. I used to look at love as this huge force of sweeping passion, but in reality it is so much more than that. Ive waited on things in my life that i thought were going to come in a huge "monumental" way, but found out that, when you wait for the greatest things in life....they in fact are right under your nose, its the what and how your seeing it that is the difference....the difference between wasting valuable time or using it up wisely...esspecially for the sake of others. WOW, what a slammer, if you dont know its right in front of you or just what to look for. I have a family, boy, that can be a disaster if overlooked, and im guilty of this. Ive been realizing that the things ive been looking for dont always come in a "big" way. we can treat life like one big birthday present, always wanting to open

Rant And Rave
I find it amusing that sooooooooo many guys on here just love to message me in my SB and make comments about my Yankees, that they THINK are funny or great ways to start a conversation. Let me just put it this way: If you insult my favorite team, do you really think I'm gonna wanna talk to you? Occasionally I will respond, however, any chance you had of getting any further than that SB...is now GONE! Just thought I'd let you all know that. Ok...I feel better now.

My Darker Side
"You are helpless. In a very real sense, you are my prisoner." The words echo in your ears, your sight is gone, something is covering your eyes. You try in vain to reach down and uncover them, a clinking of chains and cold metallic pressure on your wrists the only fruit of your efforts. You try and respond, the words won't come out. Something hard and smooth is pressed between your lips, tied around the back of your head. You try to shuffle your feet, again the cold metallic clink answers as you find your legs spread underneath you. Your standing, your ankles are tied with your legs spread, your arms tied over your head. Helpless, you sag against your bonds, trying to speak through your gag. "None of that, babe...you will be silent" the mocking voice responds. You try again to reason, and a sharp burning pain spreads across your ass as thin lines of heat appear. A sharp crack makes you think of a whip, one with many strands. A cool breeze blows across your skin, letting you feel yo

Getting Off For Lunch
Lunch break, I come to visit you. It always happens when I see you at work, you are too beautiful to resist. I wait for the right moment, and sneak under your desk. Lifting your skirt and sliding your panties down your legs, rubbing my hands lightly over your thighs. I kiss your thighs, first one side then the other, working my way teasingly towards your pussy. You shift on your seat as a customer comes in, her questions drowned out as you squeeze your legs against my ears. I blow gently, spreading my breath across your moist pussy. You squeeze your legs even tighter, holding my head between them as you answer. Your voice is sultry and shaky, I'm surprised that you haven't given yourself away. The door opens and you release me. Quickly I lean forward, licking your pussy, sliding my tongue along your lips as you squirm, gently pressing it inside of you, licking the inside of your pussy. You gasp, the door opens, you squeeze your legs against my head again, but to no avail this time. My

Getting Old
WELL NOT TO MANY PPL KNOW THIS BUT TOMORROW IS MY B-DAY I AM A MOTHER OF TO GROWN BOYS 22 AND 24 IM GOING TO BE 43 YRS OLD I USE TO WEIGHT 110 POUNDS AND NOW I AM GETTING FAT , OLD AND UGLEY MY NSFW SUCK I DONT KNOW HOW TO BE SEXY THE ONLY GOOD THING IN MY LIFE IS MY MASTER AND MOST OF MY FRIENDS ON HERE WHO SHOW THERE CARE THEN I HAVE FRIENDS ON HERE WHO DONT CARE JUST LIKE ALL THE FRIENDS IN MY LIFE THEY ACT LIKE YOUR FRIEND TILL THE DONT NEED YOU ANY MORE YES I AM RANTING ITS MY BLOG AND ILL RANT IF I WANT TO DONT LIKE IT DONT READ IT THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME EVERY GUY I HAVE EVER BEEN WITH IN MY LIFE HAS CHEATED ON ME I SIT AND WORRY EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE THAT IT DOSNT HAPPEN AGAIN MY LAST BOYFRIEND CHEATED ON ME WITH MY NIECE THEN LEFT ME FOR MY BEST FRIEND IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU READ WELL I AM SORRY FOR THAT LIKE I SAID ITS MY BLOG AND ILL BITCH IF I WANT TO OK WELL I AM DONE BITCHING SO GO AHEAD RATE IT GIVE YR SHIT COMMENTS ABOUT

Beliefs/ideals
You fit in with:Spiritualism 70% spiritual.80% reason-oriented. Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms. Take This Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Fuck Me? Orly.....
Catherine: she's got a loser for a father ->Catherine: You got me there,Like you would know fuck all about my daughter. Catherine: you wish, oh, your a single dad, you talking to me shows how well you talk to your daughter ->Mr.Potatoe...: I will fuck off as soon as you take your skank ass out of my shoutbox ->Mr.Potatoe...: Loser?If I am such a loser why are you all over my nutz? Catherine: fuck off loser ->Mr.Potatoe...: Whats wrong?Did mommy not love you enough?Oh I know Daddy must have loved you too much,huh? Catherine: you wish i stalked you ->Mr.Potatoe...: Stalk much? Catherine: your a bitch Catherine: your a bitch Catherine: looks like you and amelia have something going on because she sent you a heart, no wonder your so protective of her Catherine: your stupid ->Mr.Potatoe...: Go to Church and maybe a clinic while you are at it. Catherine: fucking rude ass people Catherine: go to hell, you and amelia ->Mr.Potatoe...: So that is a No? Catheri

7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7

Pray For My Son 's Safe Return
SATURDAY SEPTEMBER 15,2007 AT APPROXIMATELY NOON MY 16 YEAR OLD SON WALKED OUT THE DOOR TO FIND A JOB. I EXPECTED HIM HOME IN A FEW HOURS... IT IS NOW 1:43 AM AND HE IS NOT HERE.... I CALLED THE POLICE AND THEY ARE SEARCHING FOR HIM.. HERE IS A RECENT PHOTO PRAY FOR MATT TO COME HOME SOON THANK YOU

To Trust Or Not To Trust ??
I've been thinking a lot along the lines of TRUST and what it means to me. Why is it that some people think it is perfectly OK to DEMAND your trust? Why is it that when you hesitate to share something in or about yourself that you want/need to remain cautious about, it is seen as insulting to some because they feel ( many times correctly so) that you do not trust them? I suspect that they feel rejected, in a sense - but I'm not so sure I understand their reasoning, especially when their taking offense tells me volumes about their trustworthiness! Why do some people think that , even if something they do causes distrust, that you are still supposed to trust them by sheer virtue of the mantle of friendship? The way I see it, being cautious has little to do with trust because trust is something that comes with time, and familiarity. It is something earned between folks and is demonstrated by neither side betraying it. And even if it is betrayed, there are a myriad of reasons why it hap

Ok Dumb People
ok one of my pics got mark again ok the others ones i understand this one i dont. there are 2 white chicks with a happy hitler thing on ok whats wrong with that? i dont see anything wrong with that but i guess some people are dumb and are trying to get my pics taken off good luck

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry: That I thought we were friends That I thought you cared That I thought you payed attention to what I said That I thought I mattered to you That I thought pettiness could not come between us That I thought you knew I meant what I said That I thought I was more than meaningless conversation That I thought anything I'm sorry for making an assumption I'm sorry for fucking it all up I'm sorry that you said something that I misunderstood I'm sorry you don't care Forgive me for caring Forgive me for wanting to know you Forgive me for wanting to be real friends instead of just text from an "online friend" you care nothing for Forgive me for trying to be a person instead of a message

Gave Up
watched multiple people continue to go through my nsfw's even while the previous blog and stash item were posted. nsfw's are locked. one is not. there may be some nsfw's in the other albums but this primarily applies to the full nsfw albums. that's it guys, you managed to hit the last nerve and this is what you get. my apologies to those that have rated everything. tough and fetish i will give you temporary family access as i know you did rate things. for others, if i see that this is the case, perhaps the same will happen, but again, this is at MY discretion, DO NOT BOTHER ASKING. sin PS. for those of you that want to fucking bitch that i didn't rate YOUR shit, keep in mind, i didn't go perving through your NSFWs and bitch about having a hardon either. PLEASE get the fuck over yourselves.

For A Happy Hour
My great friend Nancy is hosting a giveaway for a HH Now I been stuck on level 24 for a lonnnnng time and this HH would help lots push me on to GodMother Rates count as 10 pts and comments are worth 1 I need a total of 50,000 in points. PLEASE come show me some lovin!

Spokenword(video Blog) : Retaliatory Strike By Marq
Retaliatory Strike So what, I am a pagan poet, get over it! I will write about anything I wish. Put my opinions in harsh words, to take great risk. Why should that bother anyone, it is only my views? Would you rather I whittle a way to torment you? OK ? so!, You wanna muzzle my mouth to muffle my bark But, who the fuck are you to critique my art? Just leave me be, go translate your French writers Pick through them all, to sit down an decipher An Interpret every verse just to see If they can evoke half of the feeling as me Cause I don’t wanna here a thing from Jaq debonair With his plague of vague statements, in a lullaby of yawners About how he took a sip of coffee, then flicked his ashes The one he left crying was me I imagine & he said I sound like hip-hop, well hey that’s cool, Cuz Any layman knows rap is poetry too But I don’t really agree I’m no Eminem, I’m more like a poet that you’d see on Def Jam Though you’ve probably never heard of it or paid any atte

Sprots Bra
Dr. Calvin Rickson, a Professor of Sports Medicine at Texas A&M University has invented a bra that keeps women's breasts from jiggling and bouncing,and prevents the nipples from pushing through the fabric when cold weather sets in. At a news conference, after announcing the invention, a large group of men took Dr. Rickson outside and kicked the living shit out of him.

Choices
Some people sit - some people try. Some people laugh - some people cry. Some people will - some people won’t. Some people do - some people don’t. Some people believe and develop a plan. Some people doubt - never think that they can. Some people face hurdles and give it their best. Some people back down - when faced with a test. Some people complain of their miserable lot. Some people are thankful for all that they’ve got. And when it’s all over - when it comes to an end some people lose out and some people win. We all have a choice - We all have a say. We are spectators in life, or we get in and play. Whatever we choose - how we handle life’s game, The choices are ours - no one else is to blame

Dragon&heartsladyb Something
A military basher. comment deleter, and moron. She got in my shoutbox saying "Thanks for helping me lose another Fubar friend. Have a good one." then rated me a 1 and blocked me. I responded in my typical idiom and wrote a private message (which she naturally had not yet blocked) I never was a Fubar friend, you didn't lose one. And you post spiteful things about my military I will insult you. I respect your freedom of speech, but would not ever take it away. Even though I think your opinion is bullshit, you have a right to it. However, you are proving yourself to be quite the fascist...deleting comments and blocking people because they say something contrary to what you think Do you fear other people's opinions? Or are you just filled with hate? If you don't like the country, you are free to leave (another great thing about America). So don't be thinking you are better than anyone else. My cousin served in the military, and they don't have the right to say no sir. they HAVE

Pedophiles
THIS IS GOING TO BE A MOTHERFUCKING RANT. DON'T WANT TO READ IT. I COULDN'T CARE LESS!! I AM GETTING FUCKING SICK OF ALL THE PEDOPHILES ON THIS SITE. I AM SEEING MEN COMMENTING ON LITTLE GIRLS HERE. BARELY 18 "IF" THEY ARE THAT OLD. I MEAN WHAT THE MOTHER FUCK CAN A 30ISH, 40ISH, 50ISH OR EVEN OLDER AGED MEN HAVE IN COMMON TO TALK TO SOMEONE THAT YOUNG? TO ME IT IS FUCKING SICK. I JUST SAW ONE PICTURE OF A GIRL AND SHE HAS IT CLEARLY MARKED "LAST YEAR" AND HER PROFILE SAYS SHE IS 18 HERE. SO, IF IT WAS LAST YEAR SHE WAS ONLY 17 AND ALL THESE SICK PEDOPLILES COMMENTING HOW HOT SHE IS. MAKES MY MOTHERFUCKING SKIN CRAWL. WHAT THE FUCK IF YOUR DAUGHTER WAS HERE AND ALL THESE SICK MOTHERFUCKERS WERE COMMENTING ON HER? OR A BABY SISTER? YOU WOULDN'T LIKE IT WOULD YOU??? SICKOS. YOU ALL SHOULD BE IN JAIL WITH THE KEY FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET. AND ON THE SEXUAL PRED. LIST AND ON THE SEXUAL OFFENDERS LIST. PICK UP A FUCKING MIRROR AND TELL YOURSELF. "WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING

How About This Then...
since everyone's whining... here's your solution: if someone gets me a happy hour, i'll unlock all of the previously locked sets of NSFWs and create a new set to mark the occasion. if you don't like that idea... then your asses just have to wait until i feel like opening them. ~Sin

Big Boobs
Why is it the larger (I've got curves) and uglier the woman....the more she has to show off her boobs? Granted I've got some nice clevage...but I'm not showing it all. The same with men...the uglier than man...the only thing he shows is his dick??? Like duhhh I gotta get past your face to want the rest of you...LOL Just my thoughts....

Update On Me Daddy And Out Come So Far
well my dad was diagnosed with cancer last christmas did radiation and everything else and recently we came to find this month that he is fighting it for the second time, he will know more this week but outlook not that great. doc says will prob need surgery, one of two hopefully the least seriouse one, the seriouse one he has to b cut from outside in and clear out the cancer on his tongue in back of throat which he will probobly lose his voice forever as well as have to b fed through a tube for rest of life, as well as have tissue taken from arm to fill where carved. second one same with carved only least likely to lose his voice or have to b fed through tube....JUST THOUGHT WOULD UPDATE THOSE OF U WHO READ MY BLOGS.

To My Friends Here On Fubar
Hi and Hello, I write this with a heavy heart. I am taking a few days away from this site. I have seen things.. and watched how most men on this site are and it makes me physically ill. The pedophiles.. the very young girls. The people I have talked to, the comments I have seen on girls.. NOT women's pages and pictures turn my stomach. It isn't just about all that. I have other reasons to leave here for a few days. I guess what I am saying is.. I am on a site with well over a BILLION people and all those on my friends/family/fans's lists.. only like three IF I am lucky talk to me.. so I figure I don't need to be here.. since they have me on Yahoo or I will messege them when I get back. Being ignored for almost a year has taken it's toll on me. What I am saying is.. "My heart is starving" and feeling alone all the time isn't feeding it. After today, I am take a self imposed Fubar Vacation. Just to get my head right again.... Please leave me messeges and I will return them a

My Sexy Letter......do You Like It?
It happens always when I think about you... Yes, It happens always when I think about you even though we've never met, never touched in real life. Physically, no, but we are always together, psychologically, mentally. A quirky, weird....link. Admittedly, you drive me mad at times. We spend time talking, exchanging stories and comments. Our conversations, sometimes skirting the issue of attraction, of sex between us, sometimes, not skirting at all. Flirty, yes.. teasing...sometimes.. but we rarely talk about it directly. So now, after one of our talks, suddenly, again I began to wonder about you. Think about what you do sometimes after we talk...what you might....imagine.....what I imagine you to be thinking...fantasizing about....... What do you think of me? Do you have the same thoughts I do? Do you want to touch me...taste me. As I do you? Even as you sit there now reading this...do you imagine me next to you? I think you do. I think you will probably find your previously soft,

Family Salutes...
Dear family , Show me some love ... Make a salute to me ! Everyone that makes me a salute gets one back in return ! I will show you just how much you mean to me! I'll go that extra step for you and give you a pic, a voice comment anything of your choice (but with in reason of course.... Let me know who wants to participate thanks :) ~ much luv to all ~ BabyDoll MyHotComments :: HotFreeLayouts

Pictureses Blahhh
ok so i did another small album tonight and i realized i need more ideas for lazy nights like tonight... i know you all want ass pics and spankings and all sorts of fun stuff, but some nights i wanna just chill and do some fun light playing, nothing too involved, just me a single accessory or two, and the camera... so tonight i had a little lingerie and a gag... anyone got any other random ideas for light play pictures? come on, it can be like foreplay for your masturbation, lol ;) love you all sin

To All White Knight Members
i had to do the page over. i am slowly getting members back on it. if i i dont have you on my page tell me in a message here and il add you later . go look at the page and see if you are on there or not. if not say so here. dont send me a shout. im off line and wont see it. also all that read our blogs rate them and comment anyway. it gets points for you too..have fun il see you all later.

Try It Another Way :p
Since we still seemed to be having trouble getting the message across in blogs and profiles and such... new idea! there are now two pictures posted with the following "have you read my profile yet?" and "stop asking! i will not unlock them for you" lol, i figure if they're gonna skip straight to the pics, maybe this way has a shot... anyone else have ideas??? lol :p ~~Sin

Leave Me Alone!!
I keep getting my pics marked as nsfw, and I have had it! Up to my fucking eyeballs..can you all get a life other then worrying about what the fuck I do? Please...leave me alone..I am getting nsfw for nothing! so get over your fucking jealousy and leave me alone!

Time Off......
What's up my peeps. YOU know sometimes a person just needs a break. That's officially what i'm going to be doing. I just need a little time from Fubar for a while. Time to be a good friend to all my friends here in big TEXAS, also time to be a good family man. Sometimes i let the internet control my life, and i don't want that. I do want an outside life. NOW NOW NOW, this doesn't mean that i'm done for good. I just need some time away from this evil addiction i call the internet and fubar. Basically some time to re-gain my sanity. I shall return.......ALWAYS!!!!!!!! Love You All, Derek (aka Showtime/Pureevilness)

Get To Know Everyone!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! Send your answers to me only... And I will reply with my answers for you!!! ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you

Just Me
I'm a true country gentleman I had a different account and now I'm back and tryin to level up to 11 again ....I'm single looking for a greatwoman that will be there for me like I will be for her...... I hope that you can help me and to the lADIES I would love to start as friends and see where things go ... I have 2 x-wives and 2 kids from mo first marrage ....... I'm out going and love to have fun ...

Contest Info For 9/18/07
Ok family here we go...we r going to help in bomb fest...we r helping out friends the independent bombers...The only thing we need to do is friend the host before we can bomb so please do it as soon as posable. The link is down below....... RUBIAS ROCKIN IN NYC THE FALL BOMB FEST COMIN SEPT15,TO SEPT30@ fubar after she accepts u here is the link we will be bombing...... thanks...dave/aka/hotstud/aka/the godfather

Fuck & I
I love the word "Fuck". I can’t tell you how many times a day I say it. It’s a bad habit, I know – it’s so unfeminine (hearing mom’s voice in the back of my mind ), not to mention so unmannerly... blah blah blah... I love FUCK… we have a special bond Fuck and I… when I’m frustrated Fuck just pops out of my mouth and relieves the tension instantly… when I hurt myself ( which happens at least once a day) Fuck pops out again, and somehow the pain diminishes… when I want to be really naughty, Fuck helps me seduce the man I want to make love to… Fuck knows me so well… I really do love Fuck … it’s so versatile. Here are some of my favorite alternative uses of my buddy, Fuck: As an adjective: “John’s doing all the fucking work.” As an adverb: “Shirley talks too fucking much.” As an adverb enhancing an adjective: “Shirley is fucking beautiful.” As the object of an adverb: “Shirley is fucking beautifully.” As a noun: “I don’t give a fuck.” As part of a word: “

A Sit At The Pit
See I sit at the edge of the pit, watching the demons throw a fit at the toes that dangle over the side of the hole. "Fuck the hell in which I fell", says an echoing yell issued from my shadowed soul. "I will not sleep, not me, not a peep nor will I allow you pricks to keep, my broken and fetid heart." See me fight with all my might within the sulfur light to not slip into the abyss and get ripped apart.

Sicko #1
Zin57@ fubar Remember.. this is upside down LOL Zin57: that was only talking!! ->Zin57: thats enough.. i dont cyber or sex talk oon the net, i am not here for that Zin57: are u into anal? ->Zin57: no Zin57: do u like to be my slut then? ->Zin57: no Zin57: would u be my slave on the net? ->Zin57: no lol Zin57: are u bold? ->Zin57: who doesnt lol Zin57: do u crave sex? ->Zin57: no Zin57: do u have lovers?

Masturbation
I love to masturbate I like to start slow just rubbing my clit, and go as slow as possible until I cant take anymore and then speed up and then start with one finger in and out real quick and speed up and then three as fast as I can until I've climaxed The absolute joy of masturbation is beyond words, the caressing of my clit and feeling it swell under my finger and then my thigh muscles start to tighten and all of my juice begins to pour out and finally I climax. Then the subtle aftershocks that are helped by me crossing my legs and squeezing them together. Oh, my, how wonderful.

Im A Filipino Kid'do...
*American Kids: Move out when they're 18 with the full support of their parents. *Filipino Kids: Move out when they're 28, may have saved for that nice house and are a week away from getting married .... unless there's room in the basement for the newlyweds. *American Kids: When their Mom visits them she brings a nice bundt cake and you sip coffee and chat. *Filipino Kids: When their Mom visits them she brings 3 days worth of food, and immediately begins to tidy up, dust & do the laundry. *American Kids: Their dads always call before they come over to visit them and its usually only on special occasions. *Filipino Kids: Are not at all fazed when their dads come over, unannounced on a Saturday morning at 8:00 and starts pruning the peach & lemon trees. And if there are none, he will plant some! *American Parents: You can leave your kids with them and you always worry if everything is going to be ok plus you have to feed them after you pick them up. *Fili

International Talk Like A Pirate Day
Put a parrot on your shoulder, strap on a peg leg, hit the rum and start bellowing "Shiver me Timbers" -- Wednesday is International Talk Like A Pirate Day. "Pirates of the Caribbean" star Johnny Depp is not the only over-the-top buccaneer allowed to have fun. September 19 is your once-a-year chance to don an eye patch, sport a ridiculously large hat and keep on saying "Arrrrr. It all started back in the 1990s as a cult joke between two American friends -- John "Ol Chumbucket" Baur and Mark "Capn Slappy" Summers -- but really took off when syndicated columnist Dave Barry got to hear about their surreal festival. "We tap into that need for whimsy in people's lives," Summers says of the 24-hour celebration of quirkiness when they urge all self-respecting swashbucklers to show "pirattitude." International Talk Like a Pirate Day (TLAPD), which adopted Treasure Island star Robert Newton as its patron saint, now attracts fans from as far afield as Britain and Australia and eve

Crazy Week For Me!
For the next three days I am going to be too busy to get back with anyone until the evening...Work sucks but what can you do? Anyway..just wanted to say love you all, and I will get back with you as soon as I can, if anyone misses me that is..:P

Bitten Conspiracy
Ok, I just wrote this and yes I'm gonna sound bitter, but too bad. If you don't like my poem, don't start hating on me or my poem, just ignore it and leave my page. This is my blog and I have a right to leave my feelings in here. I can take criticism, but just don't attack me (you've been warned). OH and this does NOT apply to EVERY man, just MOST and its coming from my experiences as well as those I've seen my friends go through. True colors always come out after a storm of black and gray. Has helped me to learn something new each and every day. A man always seems to know what to say, Constantly waiting and hoping to get his way. If you think for a second that he's different and sweet, I feel bad, because chances are you're in for a treat. They'll wine you and dine you until they can fuck you. Don't act surprised, you know its true. Then toss you aside because you're old news, And look for someone new to abuse. Then guys wonder why girls won't let their hearts open

Pirate Lingo
The basics Pirate lingo is rich and complicated, sort of like a good stew. There are several other sites that offer glossaries that are pretty good, and you can find some of them on our links page. But if you just want a quick fix, a surface gloss, a "pirate patina," if you will, here are the five basic words that you cannot live without. Master them, and you can face Talk Like a Pirate Day with a smile on your face and a parrot on your shoulder, if that's your thing. Ahoy! - "Hello!" Avast! - Stop and give attention. It can be used in a sense of surprise, "Whoa! Get a load of that!" which today makes it more of a "Check it out" or "No way!" or "Get off!" Aye! - "Why yes, I agree most heartily with everything you just said or did." Aye aye! - "I'll get right on that sir, as soon as my break is over." Arrr! - This one is often confused with arrrgh, which is of course the sound you make when you sit on a belaying pin. "Arrr!" can mean, variously, "yes," "I agree," "I

What Do We Do, When Our Hearts Tell Us One Thing, And Our Head Tells Us Differently
How many times have you found yourself, with the perfect person, the one that makes your heart flip, and your smile emerge every time you hear his voice? It is rare in life that we come across the one person that makes everything in our life, make sense. And when that person is in the same place, emotionally, spiritually, and logistically, as you well magic happens. Now suppose that person is not in the same place as you are. What then, do you do? Do you wait on them, and hope they soon catch up to the place you are in? I find that idea to be a bit selfish on my part. for me to want to rush someone along on their life path, so that they will catch up to where I am, is not fair to them, or to myself. But, my heart says ..... wait, then my head speaks and I listen. We all have to come to the place that we desire to be with someone all the time, in our own time. We have to decide for ourselves that we want to be there when they come home. To call and say let's meet for lunch, and to w

Overly Happy People!
Today has been a rather “blah” day for me. I’m not feeling well. My allergies have me sneezing endlessly. My left knee hurts and is “popping” My lower back is throbbing and to top it all off, I have CRAMPS! As some of you may recall, I had been craving a grilled chicken panini from Fazolis since I saw the commercial for it. I decided today would be panini and salad day. After Momster and I worked out, we headed over there. Walked in, placed the order. The woman at the register said to me “Ok ma’am! You’re #11! Oh, wait, that’s wrong. You’re not #11, you’re #1 — TWICE! All depends on how ya look at it! ” I was so NOT in the mood for THAT. Me! The one who finds the silver lining and always look for the fuckin’ rainbow. THAT was too much for ME! But I was surprisingly polite to her. I don’t know why. I think I just had no possible energy to come up with something to say to that. *sigh* Side note: The panini is EXCELLENT! It was worth dealing with the fucking carebears beaming f

The Meanest And One Of The Most Cruelest Things Ever
How can people be so fucking cruel? This is without a doubt one of the most heinous things I have ever seen in my life..We need to stop the cruelty to animals NOW.. Before one day we wake up and there are no animals left!!!

You Still Have Hope!
You Still Have Hope If you can look at the sunset and smile, then you still have hope. If you can find beauty in the colors of a small flower, then you still have hope. If you can find pleasure in the movement of a butterfly, then you still have hope. If the smile of a child can still warm your heart, then you still have hope. If you can see the good in other people, then you still have hope. If the rain breaking on a roof top can still lull you to sleep, then you still have hope. If the sight of a rainbow still makes you stop and stare in wonder, then you still have hope. If the soft fur of a favored pet still feels pleasant under your fingertips, then you still have hope. If you meet new people with a trace of excitement and optimism, then you still have hope. If you give people the benefit of a doubt, then you still have hope. If you still offer your hand in friendship to others that have touched your life, then you still have hope. If

Job Advice
Im in a dilemma and dont know what to do so going to take some ideas from all my wonderful friends and fans :) heres the situation- I work in a factory on a line that i HATE- the job itself is not bad but all the politics and bullshit that goes with it. ************************************************* my job now- 4- 12 hr graveyard shifts(7-7) and 10 hrs on sat night/Sunday days for double time pay though also have been having to cover shifts on Thursdays fridays for people on FMLA or just plain shorthanded so this amounts to 6 or 7 shifts a week instead of 5.While the pay is nice it is a VERY physical job(heavy lifting, bending,on feet entire shift) I also have some issues with some people on my line but who doesnt? ****************************************** about 3 weeks ago I bid on another line( 5- 8 hrs shifts mostly days and even with 5 positions available was denied. I was upset so when another 8 positions on the die casting line came open I bid, not so much bec

Hurt
HURT I'VE HURT YOU ENOUGH I'VE HURT MYSELF SO MUCH MORE. I'M AT A LOSS FOR WORDS AS YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR. SHUT IT, LOCK IT, THROW AWAY THE KEY. I'LL MAKE IT THRU THIS MADNESS I ALWAYS DO. BATTERED, BRUISED AND ALONE SAME GAME DIFFERENT NAME. YOU SHOWED ME THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE DARKNESS. YET I WAS TOO AFRAID TO GRAB YOUR HAND AND ACCEPT YOUR GUIDANCE. YOUR SMILE, YOUR LIPS, TUS OJOS, THEM WONDERFUCKENFUL HIPS. SEEING YOU SMILE WAS MY PRIORITY, NOW IT'S WATCHING THE SUN GO DOWN AND BREATHING ANOTHER DAY. I HURT FOR YOU, I HURT FOR ME, I HURT FOR LOVE. NEVER ACCEPTED AS A CHILD HAS DESTROYED ME NOW. ALWAYS LOOKING OUT FOR THE HOMIES IS WHAT I WAS ABOUT. EVEN AS A CHILD I WAS A HANDFUL I GUESS THAT HASN'T CHANGED. DROWNING IN MY OWN VOMIT DISGUSTED WITH WHO I AM. YET I TAKE A STEP AND FREEZE RUNNING BACK TO THE CRAZINESS IN MY LIFE. GRACIAS MY REYNA I'M SORRY I COULDN'T BE WHO YOU WANTED ME TO BE. TIENES TREMENDO _ _ _ _ TU S

Lookin For Help For A Hot Chick
Hey guys... beggin for help, also reposted a bulletin about this... Dess is a sweetheart and one of my lounge friends and i'd really appreciate if you could just click this picture real quick and RATE it... comments aren't necessary, it just takes rates, so two seconds of your time please!!! pretty please!!! show her some love for me since i can only rate her once, lol ~~Sin

I Want To Move
I want to buy a house sooooooooo bad!! I have been looking at houses in the town where I grew up. I love it there. Plus my dad still lives there, my mothers parents live there and my fathers parents are very close. Family is extremely important to me. So this town would be perfect. But now I'm kind of thinking I want to move out of state. And more than likely I'll have to if I want to go to vet school in Colorado or Texas. I have also been thinking about Montana and Wyoming. I have some friends there and its absolutely beautiful. But then there are other things that hold me back. I'm not sure what to do right now. I have 6 months to figure it out!!!

Michelle Blogs
i have been hurt so many time on here and i am letting you all know i am here to make friend not nothing else but everytime i make new friend on here ppl having to deleted me on here becuz someone getting jealous but if you are with someone that cool i am here for friend not nothing else i already have someone that like me and he like me but please understand i am not here to start trouble.....thank you for understanding......

Unlocked
The albums that were previously unlocked have all been opened again. if you ask to see the others, you will be blocked. there should be more than enough there for you to get your rocks off, do NOT bug me for more. the ones still locked are family only for a reason, some different reasons, whatever the reason, it's my decision so again, don't ask. take care and enjoy Sin oh and PLEASE for gods sake rate the SFW's... if you don't, i'll start locking shit again.

Men I Have A Question If I May!!! Ladies Welcome
Hey Hey Hey, Firstly I like to thankyou for checking out my blog. Your thoughts and opinions mean a lot. ok So tell me GUYS! does size matter? I know many men are hung up about their cock size, Why is this? Why do we believe we should be hung like a horse? Your comments would be great on this subject. Please premote to everyone. See what the ladies had to say on this subject. http://www.fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=121986&pid=533695

Hahahaha!
When I went to brush my teeth this morning, I looked in the mirror and had to laugh. Last night I had all that crap around my eyes for that picture I took with my teddy and I still had it even after I scrubbed the crap out of it last night. Anywho, I used this coconut meltdown make up remover shit to take it off but I was in a hurry cause I wanted to take Luvy to school this morning. My face still smells of coconuts and it's driving me nuts. :D

Adult Site....ha
I thought that when I first joined CherryTap, that this was an "adult" only site so that "adults" would have some place on the internet to interract with each other with no consequence to what was said or posted...Well I guess since it is becoming of age, the Gustopo and it's storm troopers must somehow keep the masses under control. The censorship of photos and stash is not the workings of an "adult" only site, and I for one, is kinda getting sick of it. Believe me, If I could find another site on the internet that is so populated with people and is designed somewhat like this, but with a lot less censorship, I would delete my account and move to the other site in a heartbeat....and if I keep mouthing off to GOD and his minions...I just may get deleted. But...It is time to bring back the old CherryTap...and get these censorship assholes the hell out of here...and if that means the bouncers...then so be it.... THIS IS AN ADULT SITE.....LETS ACT LIKE ONE AND PARTY!!!!!!!

The Pot
The Pot, Tool, 10,000 Days Who are you to wave your finger? You must have been outta your head Eye hole deep in muddy waters You practically raised the dead Rob the grave to snow the cradle Then burn the evidence down Soapbox house of cards and glass so Don't go tossin' your stones around You must have been high Foot in mouth and head up ass So whatcha talkin' 'bout? Difficult to dance 'round this one 'til you pull it out. boy, You must have been so high Steal, borrow, refer, save your shady inference Kangaroo done hung the jury with the innocent Now you're weeping shades of cozened indigo (Musta) got lemon juice up in your eye When you pissed all over my black kettle. You must have been high! Who are you to wave your finger? So full of it Eye balls deep in muddy waters Fuckin' hypocrite Liar, lawyer, mirror, show me. What's the difference? Kangaroo done hung the guilty with the innocent. Now you're weeping shades of cozened indigo (Mus

Y Is It
Y is it that men dont never want the one that treats them good an does everything in the world to make him happy but he always goes to the one that plays him an disrespects his girl (when she was his girl) how is it that the ones that actually try to works things out get tossed for the ones that dont care what happens to u... I was good to u i did everything possible to please u i did shit that i would never think to do for ANY man juss so u would never feel the need to stray but my love wasnt strong enough to keep u... so do i hafta let u go?

Possessed By Him
"Possessed By Him" she adjusted her seatbelt as the announcement was made over the plane's intercom to prepare for landing... she could feel the nervous butterflies in the pit of her stomach as she momentarily panicked... what was she thinking of when she agreed to travel across the states to meet with a man from online... yes they had spoken on the phone and they had chatted online for a long time... but reality hit her... how much did she really know him? she felt the tension of the plane's speed as the wheels touched to the ground... her hands nervously clinging to each other as the plane slowed and made it's way to the terminal... she watched out her window and wondered if he was looking out toward the plane... feeling the same nervous tension in meeting her... she stood and reached into the overhead compartment for her bag when the plane finally stopped at the terminal gateway and set it down on the seat as she checked herself one last time... making sure the

Attention To My Friends
My friend Stu lost a very close friend recently to cervical cancer after a long battle. She had just enough time to say a heartbreaking goodbye to everyone before passing away. Kelle, was a wonderful, upbeat person who held strong through five years before succumbing to the cancer. She had introduced Stu to the Maryland Renaissance Festival, where he will be this weekend. The festival will be a melancholy event without her this year and toasts will be held in memory of her. We are asking all our friends on Fubar to please have a drink in memory and send Stu a drink or sympathy comment for his loss at the link below. Thanks to my wonderful friends http://fubar.com/user/1086273

Women Are Difficult
If you kiss her, you are not a gentleman If you don't, you are not a man If you praise her, she thinks you are lying If you don't, you are good for nothing If you agree to all her likes, you are a wimp If you don't, you are not understanding If you visit her often, she thinks you are boring If you don't, she accuses you of double-crossing If you are well dressed, she says you are a playboy If you don't, you are a dull boy If you are jealous, she says it's bad If you don't, she thinks you do not love her If you attempt a romance, she says you didn't respect her If you don't, she thinks you do not like her If you are a minute late, she complains it's hard to wait If she is late, she says that's a girl's way If you visit another man, you're not putting in "quality time" If she is visited by another woman, "oh it's natural, we are girls" If you kiss her once in a while, she professes you are cold

Oh Man I'm Tired!
OH MAN I'M TIRED! > > A man was sick and tired of going to > work every day while his wife stayed home. > > He wanted her to see what he went > through so he prayed: > > "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and > put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know > what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a > day. Amen." > > God, in his infinite wisdom, granted > the man's wish. > > The next morning, sure enough, the man > awoke as a woman. -=20 > > He arose, cooked breakfast for his > mate, > > awakened the kids, > > set out their school clothes, > > fed them breakfast, > > packed their lunches, > > drove them to school, > > came home and > > picked up the dry cleaning, > > took it to the cleaners and > > stopped at the bank to make a deposit, > > went grocery shopping, > > then drove home to put away the > groceries, > > paid the bills and > > balanced the check book. > >

Going To The High School Football Game
I will be going to the high school football game tonight with my husband and son. It will be the first home game for our high school so it should be a very large crowd. I think I will tease my husband while in the bleachers tonight. I am feeling a bit horny right now and I will give him a clue in a public setting and see what he does from my hints. LOL ... this could be fun.

Cleaning Out My Friends List
in the past few days i have been thinking about leaving fubar. it seems i have a lot of friends on my list that dont comunicate with me unless they send me a link to something they want rated or a contest that they want me to coment bomb in. I dont have a problem rating or bombing but i would like to comunicate sometimes to just to talk. and then there are ppl that comunicate and you find out they are not what they represent themselfs to be and they lead you on and then you find out that they were just playing you and that sometimes hurts. I posted a blog about leaving and found out that the ppl that i care about the most on here really would like me to stay and they are the ppl that i have become close to and would really miss if i left. they are all on my family list and i realize that there is a good reason for that. so i have decided to stay for awile and just delete the ppl on my list that dont make any atempt at comunicating with me. and to be more selective about who i

Taxes....how True This Is!!!
At first this appears to be funny...then you realize it’s true..............Cricket Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till

#5 Phantom Friday Night Theater - Music Of The Night
Welcome to Phantom Friday Theater Music of the Night Gerard Butler I have brought you to the seat of sweet music's throne . . . to this kingdom where all must pay homage to music . . . music . . . You have come here, for one purpose, and one alone . . . Since the moment I first heard you sing, I have needed you with me, to serve me, to sing, for my music . . . my music . . . Night-time sharpens, heightens each sensation . . . Darkness stirs and wakes imagination . . . Silently the senses abandon their defences . . . Slowly, gently night unfurls its splendour . . . Grasp it, sense it - tremulous and tender . . . Turn your face away from the garish light of day, turn your thoughts away from cold, unfeeling light - and listen to the music of the night . . . Close your eyes and surrender to your darkest dreams! Purge your thoughts of the life you knew before! Close your eyes, let your spirit start to soar! And you'll live as you've never lived before . .

What Is Love
I thought I knew What love really was, But for me to say so Is simply impossible, It just is… Love is an experience That needs to be shared Love is a feeling That grows all around us, Love is everywhere, It just is… I can’t say How love really happens, But on the other hand, Neither can anyone. It happens for a reason, It happens at a time, It happens, It just does… I don’t understand love, And I guess I never will, For it’s a feeling much too complex To be understood…

Another Loser
ok here we go again...If you read a profile I clearly state that I will NOT do the Yahoo thing. If I say no I am sorry but is that really a reason to call me names? Geez...get over it already....sorry guys..just letting the ones that think its ok to try and harrass me into doing something I don't want to, know that they can't!..LOL Hugs and Kisses Like always...MUAH

What The Fuck?
i have no idea how this happened but here we go: ->BIGG*NICK)...: thats my sister fuckface so now that you've been oggling my 16 year old sister and talking shit i'm gonna fucking block your homo ass queer bait BIGG*NICK)...: SHE NEEDS TO LOSE 50 POUNDS HER SELF ->BIGG*NICK)...: i'm on here looking at other women, no i'm on here talking to my friends and being an asshole to you BIGG*NICK)...: LMAO SHE IS SOOOOOO DAMN UGLY BIGG*NICK)...: LMAO THATS WHY UR ON HERE LOOKING AT OTHER WOMAN....B/C URS IS SOOO HOTTT...LMFAO BIGG*NICK)...: YA I ASKED TO DIDNT I ->BIGG*NICK)...: you fucking wish BIGG*NICK)...: WHEN U BOTH KNOW U WANNA DO ANAL SEX WITH A REAL MAN ->BIGG*NICK)...: good one a fat joke, you really burned me with that one o great king of wit BIGG*NICK)...: LOL YA YALL ARE SO LAME ACTING LIKE YA ALL THE SHIT BIGG*NICK)...: AND LOOK AT ME.....IM 10 TIMES BETTER LOOKING THEN U WILL EVER BE....EVEN IF U LOSE 60 POUNDS BIGG*NICK)...: OH YA I REMEMBER SHES SITTIN THERE...LMA

Sexy Legs Contest Tonight!!
I NEED ALL YOUR VOTES....TO ALL MY FRIENDS FAMILY AND FANS I NEED YOUR HELP. I AM IN A SEXY LEGS CONTEST TONIGHT AT 8PM EST TIME. I AM ASKIN THAT ALL YOU HELP ME WIN THIS.....I PROMISE I WILL RETURN ALL THE LOVE TO ALL THAT HELP ME EVEN IF I DONT WIN. I WILL ALSO GIVE ACCESS TO MY NAUGHTY FILE AND UPDATE IT OFTEN. PLEASE HELP ME WIN!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO SEXY RERE

Hi Friends
I want my friends to know something. I wish I had all the time in the world to comment all of you everyday, but I lead a busy life and cannot. I wish I had the ability to make you smile when you are sad, but sometimes that can be hard. I wish we were not so far away from each other and could actually hang out in person and get to know each other. I love meeting people and making new friends and I don't want people to think I ignore them or just add just to add you. My friends are special to me and wish there was a way to keep in touch with all of you at the same time. Please, don't be a stranger and leave some love...muahhh love you!! Teresa

Kerry 'dj Tease
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERRY 'Dj Tease*aka*Kerry*owner of Club Fantasia*Flaws Girl* Dj Tease*aka*Kerry*owner of Club Fantasia*Flaws Girl*@ fubar BIRTHDAY WISHES BROUGHT TO YOU BY $DJ Baby Boy$ { DIRTY SOUTH CREW}@ fubar

You Make Me Cry
OMG OMG OMG I'M A VIP AGAIN. I CAN'T SEE WHAT I'M TYPING. I'M CRYING SO HARD RIGHT NOW. I'M SO HUNGRY I'M ABOUT TO PASS OUT. I HAVE TO RUN AND GO GET FOOD BUT I HAVE TO DO THIS BULLETIN FIRST. I HAVE BEEN STAYING OFF THE BULLETIN BOARD CAUSE I DON'T FEEL LIKE ME. I DON'T FEEL LIKE IM WORTHY OF BEING A TEAM LEADER. I LOOK AT MY POSSE AND HERE I AM BEING GREEN WITH NOW PROFILE POWER. I CAN'T HELP ANYONE IN CONTESTS IF I WANTED TO. I HAVE NO BOMBING POWER. IT'S NEVER BEEN ABOUT ME. I HAD WON EVERY CONTEST I HAVE EVEN BEEN IN DESPITE ONE AND I GOT 2ND IN THAT ONE. I HAVE NEVER NEEDED MY POSSE TO WIN CONTEST. I HAD SO MANY FRIENDS ON MY LIST THAT HAVING THEM ALONE WAS ENOUGH TO MAKE ME WIN EVERY TIME.. MY POSSE THE ONES THAT WERE THERE WHEN WE STARTED WILL TELL YOU. ITS NEVER BEEN ABOUT US. ITS BEEN ABOUT HELPING OTHER PEOPLE WIN. PEOPLE WITH VERY FEW FRIENDS AND DESPITE THEIR BULLETINS NO ONE CARES TO COME OUT AND HELP THEM WIN.. WELL NOT ANYMORE NOW THERES THE POSSE. THATS WHAT

Poem
What have I done? What must I do? This love I once had I had for you. My love for my son is there to He is mine and I need to take care If you still love me If you still want me I will be there If you decide to not be mine I have no clue But no matter what I will always love you I can not tell no more lies I have seen the tears from my eyes I need your love This is true Just remember even if you don't love me I will always love you My life is all messed up This I know is true But he is my flesh and blood And I love him too

Tags
Wakan Tanka Clan member's I will be making tag's this week,so if you have special pic's you want used for some of these tag's send them to me as a attachment in a private message ,along with screene name to be used on them,if there is something special you want to say on some of them list that in your private as well. THANK YOU TRIBAL COUNCIL WAKAN TANKA CLAN PAINTER

Sunday September 23, 2007
NEWS FLASH! would like to appologise for not covering the wedding yesterday... it appears that the squirrel finaly chewed through the cable. - NEWS FLASH 9:39 PM: Man saves world from zombie hoarde by switching the push and pull signs on all the doors. The zombies kept pulling and pulling until they finaly ripped their own arms off. - NEWS FLASH 10:26 PM: (COURTESY OF: DJ MIZZUNDERSTOOD): In honor of computer symbology's increased role in our vocabulary, INFOCUS published the following poem, written by Fred Bremmer and Steve Kroese, Calvin College & Seminary of Grand Rapids, MI. >> ! * ' ' # ^ " ` $ $ - ! * = @ $ _ % * < > ~ # 4 & [ ] . . / | { , , SYSTEM HALTED The poem can only be appreciated by reading it aloud, to wit: Waka waka bang splat tick tick hash, Caret quote back-tick dollar dollar dash, Bang splat equal at dollar under-score, Percent splat waka waka tilde nu

I Cant Accept
" I CAN'T ACCEPT " I CAN'T ACCEPT, THIS FATE OF MINE. THE ONE I'VE KNOWN, FOR SOME TIME. I CAN'T ACCEPT, ALL THIS PAIN. IS THERE SOMETHING, THAT WILL MKE THIS CHANGE? I CAN'T ACCEPT, THIS BROKEN HEART. DRIVEN BY PAIN, AND TORN APART. I CAN'T ACCEPT, NOT HAVING SOMONE. TO FINALLY FIX, WHAT'S BEEN DONE.. SO IF YOU CAN ACCEPT, WHO I AM. PLEASE COME TO ME, AND GIVE ME A CHANCE...... by:Paul A 9-23-07

Hooked On Fishing !!
Hooked on Fishing Take a Women fishing and catch the excitement!! If FISH could only speak, Would they talk about us And the things we've done, As they SWIM to shore to bare witness? Would they tell of how You've anxiously turned me to face them, Impatiently shoving against, As soon as I've stepped over your line... At that momment U stuck your left foot out and tripped me in hopes of me falling to the ground. But I stumble. And U took your left hand holding me firmly against the tree, The right hand dropping my defenses to my ankles, Fingers exploring realms, Soaking in delight? Would they express how you've made me squirm, And burn with an uncontrollable desire; How I've moaned for you to go deep inside, With swelling lips begging to be hushed? Waiting for you to drive your quivering, pulsating dorsal fin into my stinky, stinky catfish, filling me with your fishy fluids of passion and love! Would they speak of how you have me on my knees, mouth wide open like a largemouth bass waiti

Hmmm Don't Get It
Well 1st off sorry I haven't been around in a few days, I haven't had any internet so I hope it is fixed and stays fixed. Had enough computer probs to last me a lifetime Hmm then I got to my mail and find this.. You are leaving NSFW user comments of yourself on peoples profiles. We do not allow any posting of NSFW profile comments on this site. If you notice...where you post your html code for a user comment, directly under the box you will see this..."NOTE: If you post offensive and/or inappropriate content your commenting privileges will be revoked and your account may be deleted." Please take this into consideration the next time you post. Regards I don't have any nsfw pics of me.. so why would I send nsfw pics of myself in user comments.. that so does not make any sense to me. Anyways thanks to everyone all my friends and family who have shown me love since I have been away. I appreicate it soooo much and I am working on returning that love hehe :)

That's My Girl!
So yesterday Luvy went to the park with some of her school friends to go skateboarding. Anywho when she gets home she told me after that they played volleyball which bored them so they decided to go play tackle football with some older kids. Apparently... she scored 6 touchdowns, tackled 7 boys and a 16 year old boy. Made me proud! :D

Stupid $hitty @$$ Dial-up!
I am freaking bored out of my mind! I miss my high speed internet. I can't open profiles, I can't rate pics, and I'm having an extremely hard time talking in the shoutbox. The only excitement I'm getting on here anymore is when I get comments and such, but then I feel like crap cause I can't comment back and the only reason I'm getting any new friend requests or comments is cause one of my friends bought me a blast. Thank you again savannahjohn. You know I luv ya! Anyway.... I gotta call the phone company and see about getting DSL. I can't take this anymore. I'm too impatient. :P Yall' have a good one!

Wtf Is Going On?
ok im gettin real sick of all the bs thats going on here on fubar!....i feel if ppl arent over 21 they shoud not be allowd on this site.....i know theres many members that agree....i realy think something needs to be done...who agrees with me?

Your Secret Admirer
As I admire from afar, I realize you are the only star, That I have seen in this dark, cold night, And being with you just feels right. Looks of an angel is with what you are blessed, To simply be with you is what I request. Your beauty, by itself is a view, breathtaking, And a breath of your essence leaves me shaking. However, things have gone amiss, I am not the one you desire and by this, I am not sure of what to do, Or how to make my feelings known to you. The fear of losing you, though you are not mine, Makes me feel like a piece of vulnerable twine, About to be cut, by scissors, apart, Into pieces will be my sanity and heart. So without your knowledge I will secretly fight, With all my courage, cunning, and might. That one day you and I will be together, Through rain, through storm, through the darkest of weather. Though, of my true identity you may be an inquirer, I will remain till the time comes, Your secret admirer.

Patience
Could it be that a mom simply requires less sleep than everyone else in the universe? Why is she always awake? Especially if you're trying to sneak in past curfew or call her in the middle of the night to discuss a problem at work, or you're in bed with the chicken pox, every time you wake up, your mom is sitting by your bed just waiting to make you feel better. MOMs can listen to their children wax on endlessly about anything with genuine interest, and without ever judging. (Well, hardly ever!) The advice a mom gives is steeped in knowledge,and sometimes children wisely accept the advice and follow it. When you don't however, a mom never says, " I told you so." (Well, hardly ever!)

Hmmm
ok i have alot on my mind right now and been sick going on 2 weeks so if im not real talkive thats a good start of why i have heard from a good friend i havent seen or spoken to in months and we r playin msg tag and it driving me insane and worring me ..praying nuffin is wrong with her baby also im so not sure who my real friends are any more .. i know a few that are like my sisters , boss,billie,jessie, retta,marie,jeff,rob,jack and anthony and last but not least papi i love u guys so much and u guys mean alot to me

Under My Skin
So Heather, my ex-fiance, and I still talk on occasion by my request so I know how her kids are doing. We've done this ever since we broke up and have always ended the conversation with I love you but, this wasn't the case 10 minutes ago. She said she had to go, as usual, and I said, "ok, love you". The phone was silent so I asked if she heard me and she said she did and then there was more silence. I asked what the fuck and she said her feelings for me were completely dead and she didn't think she should say it since she doesn't mean it anymore. Now for those who don't know, she left me and it broke my heart but, hearing say she loved all those times made me feel better and now I don't get to hear it ever again I guess. It just hurts so fucking bad and when I am hurt I get mad so that is what was up with my status a minute ago, thanks to those who took time to make sure I was alright, ya'll know who you are and I got much love for you!

My Lil Princess :-)
I LOOOOVE cooking. Especially when my lil one is "helping" LoL She'll be 8yrs old tomorrow, and I can't help but wonder how many more of these fun days I have left before I go from SUPERDADDY to DROP ME OFF AROUND THE CORNER. LoL I guess I'll just have to keep enjoying it as I have for the past 8yrs. I know how precious these times are and that they'll never happen again. Every one is different and special. I hate the fact that I dont get to be with her everyday. Times like these make me, if only for a second, wonder wether or not I made the right choice in leaving her mother. Then, I quickly gather myself, put on my happy "I did the right thing" face on and keep on trucking. I know I'll never agree with my own decision 100% , but I know that 90% of me knows it was the right choice. I keep telling myself she would have suffered much more if I had stayed and been unhappy and fighting with her mother all the time. My bitterness towards my x-wife would have swallowed me whole and destro

Lessons We Learn...:) Pass It On
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or (learn. They bring you an experi

Eating Out And Fine Dining
How 2 Eat BUBBLE GUM TACOS *or Everything U Need 2 Know About Cunnilingus Eating panty pudding can B1 of the most wonderful things U can do 4 a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential 2 give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake U in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex R always in demand. If U gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of UR league, may overlook UR other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse 2 talk more about her flower. The cootchie is a mystery 2 most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only 4 special occasions and then quickly put back N2 hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. 4 something so complex you'd think there would B instructions, or a map, or a help icon. How many times have U pl

Another Satisfied Customer
->lifesez: piss off stupid skanky cunt..you are officialy blocked..so i got the last word dumb ass! *{The Bitc...: u go away you the one still talkin so go away stupid fuck shhhhhhhhh ->lifesez: sorry skank...you arent buying me a blast i have no use for you...so go away! *{The Bitc...: i wouldnt buy you shit you dumb fuck bastard thats all you men are good for and that is to treat you like shit the way you look ->lifesez: the Q was as dumb as you...idgaf about your mumm,stay out of my shout unless you buy me a blast skank! *{The Bitc...: fuck you BITCH grow up dont worry bout mumms if your gonna act like a little kid your comment had nutin to do with the Q DUMB ASS ->lifesez: speak english dumb ass! *{The Bitc...: ops and *{The Bitc...: u look at acted like A BITCH ->lifesez: you look like a man! *{The Bitc...: yea ok fuck p face havin ass ->lifesez: yea ok.sure miss shitty morph *{The Bitc...: the uglyest guy on fubar congrats to you ,you look like you got hi

The Montgomery Gentry Concert
It was a humid Saturday night but, the entertainment was at it's finest wen Montgomery Gentry and Bombshell Tequila visited my house (Ft Benning). The entertainers were awesome and the most gracious s well. They asked to take pictures with me and we had many laughs and great conversations before and after the show. Christy and Buffy were great (Bomb Shell Tequila) and of course the cast of the finest security in the world, US Army Military Police. On Monday morning on a National Syndicated radio show, Eddie Montgomery was heard to say, "I do not know how the war on terror is going overseas but, I know damn sure if you go to Ft Benning, Georgia and act the fool, the MPs will hog tie you ........ The show and friends made on Saturday Night will leave a lasting memory for many years. Thanks to Montgomery Gentry and BombShell Tequila. My pups had fun too ..............

What Kind Of Girl I Like
Well in the short time I've been on fubar I've noticed that i've been hit on by alot of girls. I wont complain hell I like to flirt with females. However I've come to notice one thing? None of the girls i've talked to believe themselves to be sexy? or good looking? I ask myself why when all the girls I've talked to are damn hott? I've also been asking what kinda girl I like. Well its rather quite simple. I like a girl who is herself, a personality is a must, way more so then a body. Looks are good, but personality is better. So if you got a personality feel free to let it out, dont be afraid to be a dork. I like my girl to have a "girl next door" type of personality, just be laid back and mellow.

Confused
So this blog may turn out to be real emo. Sorry. I'm just having a tough time lately. I don't know if anyone will read this-- but if they do-- I could really use some support. Everything is just so... Not even fucked up... Just... Blah. I've been a complete mess. And maybe part of it is PMS. But it's so much more than that. SO much more. I feel lonely. And confused. And just.. All fucked up. I'm losing myself again-- and I don't know why. I've been in school for a month now-- and I haven't done ANY homework. And that's bad. I don't even know if I care anymore. My sleep schedule is all fucked up. And my dad is mad at me b/c of it. I'm starting to gain weight again. I worked hard to lose my weight. Like 45 pounds. And now I've gained some back. (not all-- but some) And I feel bad. Guys are noticing me. Don't get me wrong. But I know their intentions aren't really good. And then sometimes I think-- and? But I don't want to be like that. I'm just a stupid little

Scary Guy
Okay.. new friends.. if I don't add you to yahoo.. don't get mad at me.. I think I only talked to this guy one time before Scary guy: WTF Laura: ? Scary guy: wtf Laura: .... Scary guy: u dont fucking care do u Laura: you need to chill sir Scary guy: ok whatever Scary guy: u dont care Laura: I am very confused right now Laura: maybe you should explain.. Laura: explain or I am removing you.. I don't like the way are acting towards me Scary guy: hmmmmm Scary guy: do u know what a buddy list is? Scary guy: do u know what a status message is? Scary guy: do u know how to locate me on ur buddy list? Laura: did I take you off my list.. is that what this is about? Scary guy: ummmm Scary guy: hmmmm Scary guy: i dont know Scary guy: maybe Scary guy: its on my STATUS on ur buddy lsit Scary guy: hmmmm Scary guy: and oh yeah Scary guy: ur invisible Scary guy: and oh Scary guy: oh yeah Scary guy: since ur invisible Scary guy: i dont see u online Scary guy: so u cou

Just A Poem
Bend me over, hit it right Show me the best time I'll have tonight. Kiss me softly, bite me too Tonight is the night I will make love to you. Caress my back, my body is yours If you touch me right, you will see my rain pour Give me what I want, you know what I need Give it to me now, don't make me plead. I long for your lips to kiss the right spot You know what to do, you know what gets me hot Down, deeper, harder, a constant beat Imagine how you will feel, once our bodies meet It hurts so good, a pleasurable pain You're bringing me to the edge, I am sing your name I'm all done now, gasping for air I open my eyes, to my surprise you aren't there So much love, given to me by my man But when I look down, it's only my hand

Jedi Baby Trade, Wtf?
You sick fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Trying to buy a little boy??? What the FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? GET SOME FUCKING HELP, YOU FUCKING PEDOPHILE!!!!!! FUCK IT, DRIVE OFF A CLIFF, DO US ALL A FUCKING FAVOR!!!!!!!!!!!!! Eye Of The Storm K.O.P.E. Prospect@ fubar

Create A Place For Me....
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... SO I MAY FIND MY DEEPEST SLUMBER WITHIN YOUR ARMS AND FEEL YOUR LIPS AGAINST MY CHEEK AS I REST FOR I AM SO WEARY CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... TO FEEL THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART NEXT TO MINE AS THE SOFT BREEZE CARESSES OUR SKIN AND INHALE THE SWEETEST OF SCENTS OF SUMMER FLOWERS AS WE INHALE THE LOVE FRAGRANCE OF EACHOTHER CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... WHERE OUR TEARS FALL WITH NO SHAME BUT MINGLE TO CREATE THE BLUEST OCEAN TO WASH AWAY OUR DOUBT CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... WHERE EVEN THE ANGELS OPERATIC VOICES ARE NOT HEARD FOR I AM FILLED WITH THE EROTIC WORDS THAT FLOW FROM YOUR LIPS AND DRINK THEM FROM A GOLDEN CHALICE AND I AM PARCHED NO MORE CREATE A PLACE FOR ME..... TO BE WRAPPED IN YOUR ARMS AND KNOW THAT IS THE SHELTER NAMED HOME AND THE GARDENS ARE LUSH AND LADEN WITH OUR FRUIT A PLACE WHERE MISTRUST, JEALOUSY AND FEAR ARE NOT KNOWN

You Make Me Believe You Love Me That I Am Learning To Love You...
You are the one who just said that it's only fubar and will not take things seriously...when I am new here I posted a mumm and I told you that I'm just making fun out of it so that I will know who are the people that have sense or not...you told me so many things that you made me believe about your love and all but now it's all fake...and because of your figure of speech that sometimes annoys me because you can't understand it in simple terms...I still don't judge you for that because I am learning to love you in spite of our indifferences...even if I am mean, and yes I am at times but I am observing you, threatening me or saying things that hurts my ego still I understand because I know It was my action then why you have uttered those words on me, but your love is not true as what you said it is...loving unconditionally has no “IF's”, no “BUT's”, no “THREATS”, no “using other persons name”, no “because you did that I’ll do it also”…, its simply love without expecting something in retu

Downrater/military Hater....
This was a bulletin that I had to repost but it made me so mad that I put it here as well! THIS IS WHAT I GOT FOR A COMMENT TODAY FROM THIS FUCKING DOWN RATING MILITARY HATER... HAHAHA IRAQ IS KICKING THE SHIT OUT OF YOU BUNCH OF ROIDED-UP BABY KILLING LOSERS!!! I ALWAYS THROW DOG SHIT AT THE TROOPS COMING BACK FROM THERE BECAUSE I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR YOU SCUM AND WHAT YOU DO OVER THERE SO FUCK OFF YOU LITTLE HOO-RAH TITTY SUCKIN BITCH!!! Please show him (?) the "love" this deserves... SexyBeyotch@ fubar

Quick & To The Point
->Suga Lips: hi, thank you, no, bye zukyzuky: hey sexy was up? u r looking hottie. could i get ur msn or yahoo id? see ya My shoutbox convos have been slacking lately :(. If you know a weirdo, send them my way :P.

Level Help....share Please
I just need 14,000 to level up. Anyone want to help a sweet Southern gal hehe.....Please share me with your friends and family.......I will return the love!! ~Sugahhh~ CoFounder of TGB, ~CLUB F.A.R~@ fubar

Omg!!!
Today, is the best day I've had in a long time. I wasn't expecting anything, just a normal day. Well this lady made the whole day different. She heard about my contest I was in and pimped me out and the ass that was supposed to pay out for a blast and never did. She's definitely one of best people on here!! She added me today and pimped me out and I had none stop people on my page!! I would like to thank Baby Boy for introducing us!! Here's her link, if you don't have her on your list, go fan, add and rate her!! ~»§£ÅVE PRÌÑcE§§«~@ fubar And I would like to thank Baby Boy for always being there for me! For being there for everyone on his list. For helping me deal with that dude, who will probably never keep his word. Baby Boy is a very honorable man and someone you should definitely have on your friends list. He is a very honest and caring man, who will bend over backwards to help you with everything he can!! He won a contest today for a 7day blast today. He turned around and gave

Really Now
why would some one think i would kill my self over them. now really arent we gettin a lil full of them selfs. no one has ever had that kind of impact on my life for me to leave my child in this world.. im not that fuckin dumb but all i do is laugh!! ha ha

Drama
I WILL NOT TOLERATE DRAMA AND I WILL BLOCK ANYONE WHO BRING STUPID PETTY DRAMA TOO ME . I WILL NOT TOLERATE PEOPLE BAD MOUTHING MY SISTERS BC OF SHIT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME AND WANT TO PUSH BLAME OFF OF THEM. IF U WANT TO BE MY FRIEND THATS FINE IF U DONT THATS FINE EITHER WAY I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK AT THIS POINT DONT ASK WHY I POSTED THIS BC IT NOT ANY OF UR BUSINESS I AM FED UP WITH DRAMA WHORES LIERS AND BACKSTABBING WHORE AND SO CALLED FRIENDS SO IF U R ANY OF THESE JUST DO ME A FAVOR IN BLOCK ME THANKS AND TO MY REAL FRIENDS I LOVE U ALL AND U KNOW WHO U R :D MY U ALL HAVE LOVE PEACE AND BE BLESSED WITH HAPPINESS

Hi All
I wish people would really read my page before inviting me....I'm here to meet people and have friendly conversations...I'm not here looking for ~~~LOVE~~~ Come on get real ..I'm going through a divorce right now from the love of my life (why you ask) Becausei couldn't give him children...we tried (and after miscarrying twice i gave up !!! I would not put my life in danger again....Don't get me wrong I love kids & it breaks my heart that i will never have my own....Found out a few months ago that i'm a diabetic.....So now i have to live a different life style ...no more big ass deserts or my favorite passion chocolate...well i guess i have to learn to live with it....enuff about that lol I was reading my friends blog about shout box....and i have to agree with what he wrote.....Sometime it show's i'm online even after i sign out .........so please don't think i'm ignoring anyone...When i add friends i try my best to keep in touch ...with comments etc etc....but i know i

Been Offline For A Few Weeks
I just moved into a new house and have been offline for a few weeks. I ordered my internet service to be moved, and they lost the work order or something so had to put in for my wait again. I am so happy to be back online again! Orgasmic Aimee

Are You Really You???
***** ATTENTION FRIENDLY FU'S ***** It has been brought to my attention that there are many fake accounts on here (FUBAR) I am not trying to burst anyones hustle but.... I think honesty is the best policy, and if you want to remain on any of my list plz do as follows :D Thanx!!! If you are currently on my family, friend or fan list and you are not a level 11 or above plz... submit a salute to me via email if you do not currently have one posted: shaes_pink@fubar.com :D HAVE A GREAT WEEK :D Skylar "Sky's The Limit"

Omg
I was informed I have big boobs. That is why I had changed my status to "I have big boobs???" My shoutbox filled up which I REALLY had no idea would happen. So if I didn't reply back to you then I'm sorry. I missed quite a few cuz so many pervs on here lmao j/k Sheesh I even lost a crush...was that why? Cuz of my status? lol Which I still wanna know who all crushed me cuz I feel bad if I'm not talking to one of them or something lol but shhh I'm not nice. lol

Leave Me Alone Already!!!
Damn I knew I shouldnt have checked my mail, sure enough, Im having a good day and bam, a letter from my douche-bag ex in prison, fucker is tryin to manipulate me from behind bars!!!LMAO its just aggravating as hell, being told I turned my back on him, WTF???? how many times do I have to tell his mom(because I dont write back)to tell him we were broke up when he was arrested, sheesh!!!!! God he is delusional as hell if he thinks I ever loved him OR would even consider getting back with him, yeah right!!!! Anyways, just wanted to vent!!!

My Bar Tab ($590....holy Shit) Hahaha
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $15 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Asian -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drun

...there's A Shocker (sarcasim)...
...ive said it once, ive said it a thousand times...and now, make that another thousand times...im the nicest bloke in the world until people start tryin to fuck me...then all of a sudden my innocent smile isnt as innocent and sweet as it once appeared to you when you tried to fuck with me but then you got caught...stupid fucks...there will come a time where my kindness and sweet little charming personality will turn into someone whos a real bitch...but sometimes, it almost doesnt seem worth it...as angry, annoyed, pissed off, heated, and tift i am...is it really worth wasting my time and emotions on people who clearly arent worth my time and are too busy being attention whores (and actual whores) that they couldnt care that whatever they say or do actually affects others than their miserable excuses of existance?...and you know what...i keep saying its okay...i keep shrugging it off, and always eventually trying to give someone, somewhere, the benefit of the doubt and say "someones go

Longing
You move rhythmically Slowly from side to side A writhing snake of eroticism Our eyes meet, my heart leaps As you ask me a question I answer quickly, my mouth dry Eager to see your nod of approval you take out my cock and pleasure, me with your lips and mouth, You leave me longing for more Already I tremble Anticipating our next meeting Burning with need for you Already I have learned so much from you Take me, teach me

My Hair And Other News Lol
I just colored my hair, yet agaim, a diff. shade of red, yet again LOL I like it, although it turned out way darker than I thought it would...it is cool..It kinda reminds me of a chocolate covered cherry LOL...I will have to take pics sometime next week..the reason being for that is that my camera is alreayd packed and ready to go with me to my trip to North Carolina :-D woot! I leave tomorrow night and will be back next Thurs....I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited...I am gonna have some fun, which I highly need...so if anyone wonders where I am for the next few days I am outta here lol....I got most of my shit packed, just have to pack what I used in the morning...going for six days and listen up girls..I only have ONE suitcase and my backpack lol...I hate traveling with tons of bags, so I back tight LOL....My backpack has my digital cam, snacks, reading material, my DS Lite, and a few others odds and ends lol So yea I think I have done quiet well not overpacking lol So h

Update From Cardiologist........
Well had the appointment this morning..there is good news and there is bad news...the good news is they are going to put me on some medication for about a month...to see if they can control the irregular beats...I will be on the medication for about a month...if this medication doesnt work they are going to have to operate and put in a defibulator...the defibulator will control the beats and make them regular...I will go back to the Dr for an appointment on October 30th to see if the meds are working, they will do another EKG...if the medicine fails to do what it needs to do, then I will go and have the operation. Just wanted to give everyone and update..Hope everyone is having an Awesome Thursday...love all you guys!Muahz!:-)

So Close
You dance for me Only me, only I My own little temptress. Your body casts a shadow As the moon watches on A supernatural Peeping Tom. A silhouette hits the floor Doing a duet of arousal For me, only me. As the silver lighting beams down Your dances awaken my inner animal; I yearn for your flesh. Hair of silk blows against your bare back As you remove the final article. I bring you to my lips, Our secret little hiding place, a spot Reserved for two. You let all of yourself to me And I see only you I feel only you I smell only you I taste only you I sense only you And we are as one. Breathing together now, two souls in unison Your moans cast against my shoulder As we join in an embrace You are my breath And I yours. A shiver rides down my spine As your nails claw at my back & we draw closer And closer Closer Closer still Your moans, a warm breath on my neck I hear whispered sweet nothings in my ear Suddenly, there it is Our muscles seize Your pleasu

Jedi Necrophilia
Dimples31&...: i am not in the mood for your star wars talk please don't take it personally just not in the mood please don't write back ->Psychowolf...: I will take care of them, and since the original ewok corpse video deal has fallen through, i require very little; besides a basement to perform my Jedi Necrophiliac tricks ->Psychowolf...: Let me give you my light saber, so i can have sex with those Mens corpses Dimples31&...: i live in the real worlds not star wars world Dimples31&...: whatever ->Psychowolf...: A Jedi shall know no love, unless its with a corpse Dimples31&...: wow you are special NOT ->Psychowolf...: Are these men still alive? I will recant the Ewok deal; and trade a Jedi assassination of them for sexual favors Dimples31&...: i dont think my sister being murdered is a joke Dimples31&...: ok u are being a jerk for no reason why ->Psychowolf...: Or maybe even a Light saber. You sure the guys weren't sith? Maybe they used their Light Staff

Help Me Win Best Fubar Booty!!!!
Hey evreyone I'm in my 1St Fubar contest so come help comment me so I can Win. if u help there will be 11's for everyone who helped out Here is the link and the picture http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=762674551 CONTEST WILL RUN (10 DAYS)IT WILL START ON THURSDAY SEPTEMBER 27TH @ 10AM PST & WILL END ON OCTOBER 7TH @ 10PM PST AND THE PIC WITH MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN! THE RULES WILL BE 1~ NO NSFW PICTURES ARE ALLOWED TO ENTER THE CONTEST OR TO BE POSTED AS A COMMENT. 2~FOR THE BIKERS,PIC MUST BE FOR YOU ON YOUR BIKE OR WITH YOUR BIKE. 3~ COMMENT BOMBING AND SELF COMMENTING ARE ALLOWED. 4~ NO DRAMA OF ANY KIND . 5~ GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST!!!

The Grass Game
THE GAME... "THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GEENER ON THE OTHER SIDE" SOME REALLY DO THINK THIS WAY...... "BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE" SOME SAY THEY ARE THIS WAY OR THAT IT SHOULD BE THIS WAY..... REALITY: BOTH STATEMENTS PEOPLE SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH WHAT THEY HAVE UNLESS THEY KNOW IT ISN'T FOR THEM... IN THAT CASE LET IT GO. THE GRASS DOES LOOK GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE BUT OFTEN TIMES YOU GET THERE AND IS IS DEAD AND IN IT'S PLACE LIES WEEDS. SO WHAT DO WE DO THEN? DO WE TAKE THAT CHANCE AND GO SEE IF IT IS IN FACT GREENER OR JUST GO WITH THE SECOND STATEMENT AND BE HAPPY WITH WHAT WE HAVE? NEITHER! BE OPEN AND HONEST.... I HAVE FOUND THAT BEING OPEN AND HONEST GETS ME ABSOLUTELY NOTHING... BUT!!!!! BY ME BEING OPEN AND HONEST I FIND OUT IT IS NOTHING ALOT FASTER THEN IF I PLAYED THE MIND GAMES THAT SO MANY GIRLS PLAY AND GET EVERYTHING BY PLAYING IT... SURE THEY HAVE LOTS OF GUYS CALLING THEM 5 TIMES WHILE THERE IS A GIRL SITTING RIGHT THERE NEXT T

Silently Fadding
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection, She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection. No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief, If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief. She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw, Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all. Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride, Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide. She sits at home and pours her heart out to a man that doesn't really care, He never hears a word she says he looks right through her as if she’s not really there. She is running out of friends to confide in and family's gone astray, Alone and broken hearted, She slowly starts to fade away. This was wrote by my friend, Lonewolf on 9/25/07 thank you for allowing me to copy this wonderful creation from words.

Please Make Them Disappear
Its not that I dont like the Chicago Cubs. Its not that I dont like their fans. I saw the Bartman incident as it occured and Im not sure who threw a bigger fit, me or Moises Alou. I've witnessed the trainwreck that is Mark Prior and Kerry Wood. I blame Dusty Baker for it too. No one deserves a shot more than the Cubs do. The thing is, I want the Milwaukee Brewers to win the NL Central for one simple(selfish) reason: I can't deal with the media sucking the collective life out of everything Cubs. The last time the Chicago Cubs won the World Series was in 1908. The last time they were in the World Series was in 1945. They came close in 2003 but the aforementioned Bartman Incident(and the ensuing collapse, which did more damage than the Bartman Incident) ended all that. Think of 2004 but multiply the Annoy Level by a million. You thought the 2004 Boston Red Sox was a tad over the top? Nothing will be worse than the Loveable Losers making the World Series. You think the Red Sox have

Fun Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding onto him.................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Diff

Shoes
“Mama always said, you can tell a lot about a person by they shoes – where they going, where they been” Forrest Gump I started thinking about that and looked at my own shoes. It really is funny how true that is. So come on in Casa de Timmy, if you want. Please remember I am a bachelor and have no reason to keep things too tidy. In fact I get some pleasure out of a little untidiness, and you guys who have been married know what I mean. In my foyer, beside the door I have; A pair of blue and gold Nike running shoes – No, I don’t run, but they are comfortable. I built them online to wear to WVU games. My athletic type golf shoes – They really need to be in the trunk of the car, but I was too damn tired to take them off at the course last time I walked 18 or whatever it was. A pair of leather sandals – I wear them just about everywhere from April – November Nike hiking boots – for the really cold football games, hiking, snowy weather. I think our last snow was 6 months ag

B/f
1. WOULD YOU CALL ME EVERYDAY? 2. WHAT WOULD YOU WANT ME TO WEAR IF WE WHEN OUT DANCING? 3. WOULD YOU BUY ME FLOWERS? 4.IF I WAS SAD WOULD YOU DO WHATEVER IT TOOK TO MAKE ME HAPPY ? 5. IF I CALLED YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF YOU NIGHT AND ASK YOU TO COME OVER WOULD YOU? 6.WOULD YOU SNUGGLE UP WITH ME ON THE NIGHTS WE SPENT TOGETHER? 7.IF I WAS SICK WOULD YOU TAKE CARE OF ME AND MAKE ME BETTER? 8.IF I WANTED TO STAY HOME AND NOT GO OUT WOULD YOU BE OK WITH THAT? 9.IF I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING THAT YOU DIDNT WOULD YOU GIVE IN TO ME? 10.IF I WANTED A PUPPY WOULD YOU BUY IT FOR ME? 11.IF I WANTED TO BRING A GIRL HOME WITH US WOULD YOU FUCK HER OR WATCH ME AND HER? IF I SAY I LOVE YOU WOULD YOU SAY IT BACK? 12. WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BUY ME ( LIKE IN A NIGHTY)? 13.WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR NUMBER? 14. IF I WANTED ROUGH SEX IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND YOU WAS ASLEEP WOULD YOU WAKE UP AND GIVE IT TO ME? 15.COULD YOU BE HAPPY WITH ME FOR THE REST OF OUR LIVES?

My Poem
You and I were the greatest thing Laughter and smiles is what we would bring We would talk on the phone, until it was time for bed Even then I would see you, in my dreams, inside my head Every time I saw you, I would always smile You could see a glow in my eyes from miles and miles Man, I wish I was still holding onto you But you gotta guy now, so what can I do? Now when I see you, there's always a frown Won't you please turn that sad frown upside down? If you're not happy with this person, then just say goodbye Because seeing you depressed, brings tears to my eyes Today I approached you, but you didn't say a word I still have feelings for you, haven't you heard? I miss seeing you smile and laugh Won't you please remember the fun we had? Holding hands coming from lunch Wow! I miss you a whole bunch Just ask my family, you were all I talked about Now all I do is walk around the house and pout I love hearing your voice; it brings a smile to my face

Solider In Standoff With Police On My Block
It all started off normal.My brother in law and myself on the porch smoking a cigarette.When a police officer pulls up across the street and is greeted by a soldier in uniform and another man who is clearly a soldier but in civies.The female officer got out of her vehicle and began to speak with the men when another squad car pulls up right in front of my house-"Go in the house! Go in your house!" is all he said,so we did It turned into a three and a half hour standoff with a suicidal soldier. It just so happens that those other two men were in this mans unit.They must have known he'd been depressed and alerted the Police who I imagine ,were informed there were weapons in the house. For the whole ordeal we watched safely from the window.Dozens of officers positioned themselves around the area,and blocked off the streets. A man on a PA kept trying to make contact with him. "Wesley, come on man,..your not in any trouble.Turn on your cell phone so I can call you." He continued

Inspiration
WOW, about time I wrote something. I have been on this site for awhile now and I just have something to say. At one time I was not as confident as I am now (still not overly so). I was more of a follower verses the leader. Then I had the opportunity to join a reading club. The following are 3 of my favorite quotes from 2 incredible individuals, John Maxwell and Helen Keller. I think on these things daily. Once our minds are 'tattooed' with negative thinking, our chances for long-term success diminish” John Maxwell A good leader is a person who takes a little more than his share of the blame and a little less than his share of the credit. John Maxwell Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved. Helen Keller (1880-1968) I think we all want to become more than what we currently are, and to achieve success in all areas of our life. (Be it at work or

Some Advice-read If You Wanna Add Me
if you add me, rate and fan me too. its not a lot to ask. i've done the same for you...and in the highly unlikely event that i haven't...please tell me and i will do it immediately. now that is aside, when i add you...jumping STRAIGHT to the shout box without rating a thing is a bad, baaaad move. (strike one) its not the end of the world and quite a few people who have followed this tactic turned out to be just fine... but i'm just letting you know..you're coming off like a perv...and especially when you ask me questions like 'are you single, can you show me some nudes, wanna fuck??'...this also shows me you haven't read my profile...which is strike two. if you start to bad mouth me, my friends or my bf... and try to convince me that you are somehow superior...that's strike 3... you'll be lucky if block you is all i do.

Grrr...i Hate People Like This!
Ok...I am officially pissed off. Some asshole decided to visit my site today and was looking at my nudes. HE asked what size boobs I have and I did not feel comfortable telling him so...I said no. Below is the convo... ReNeGade: may i ask what size tits you have? Me: Sorry, but no. ReNeGade: ok fine i wont comment on them when, dont care if you delete then or not if i dont. Me: you can be an ass all you want but I do not feel comfortable talking about stuff like that with a stranger. Goodbye and have a nice life. Considering it all...I think I was fairly nice. I have a right not to talk about something like that with someone. Sure, if he was someone that would have tried to get to know me a bit first...i might have told, but he didnt and when I said no...he was an asshold and did not respect my wishes so...I blocked him. THen I get a message from him. It says: Date: Fri, 28 Sep 2007 00:30:40 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: fu335843@fubar.com Reply-To: well you t

Friends???
ALRIGHTY! HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE EVEN BOTHERED TO "READ" MY PROFILE??? ANYONE??? ANYONE??? NOW! SEEMS THERE ARE SEVERAL OF YOU ON MY LIST THAT JUST SIT THERE DAY AFTER DAY AND SAY NOTHING TO ME. EVEN AFTER I RATE ALL YOUR STUFF FOR YOU. NO, I DON'T EXPECT TO BE BOMBED BACK, BECAUSE I AM DOING IT ON MY OWN ACCORD. HOWEVER, WOULD A SIMPLE COMMENT SAYING "HAVE A NICE DAY" OR "THANKS FOR THE RATES" BE ALL THAT MUCH TO ASK???? OR EVEN A SHOUT WHEN YOU SEE I AM ON???? HERE'S THE DEAL FOLKS! I WILL BE DOING A MASS DELETING ON MONDAY OCTOBER 1ST AT PRECISELY NOON, CST. IF I DO NOT HEAR FROM YOU BY THEN, I WILL ASSUME YOU NO LONGER WISH TO REMAIN ON MY LIST! AND IF YOU HAPPEN TO MISS THIS BULLETIN...JUST GOES TO SHOW ME THAT YOU DON'T CARE ENOUGH TO PAY ATTENTION EITHER! THOSE OF YOU ON MY FAMILY LIST NEED NOT EVER WORRY ABOUT BEING DELETED. THERE IS A SPECIAL REASON WHY YOU ARE THERE! WHY THE F*CK WOULD ANYONE WANT TO ADD SOMEONE TO THEIR LIST WITHOUT READING THEIR PROFILE ANYWAY??

Salad Tossers Unite! And No Block Damnit
Of course, from bottom to top as usual. ♥ Br...: well you shouldnt have offered ->Sphere Fre...: sorry hun, but I wouldn't let you near my asshole with a gold fucking tongue ... and i'm fine with my asshole not being licked ... that's what tp is for ♥ Br...: lovely* even ♥ Br...: bye have a loely day ->Sphere Fre...: done ♥ Br...: youre really not bothering me,you can stop talking at anytime ♥ Br...: i have no need to block you ->Sphere Fre...: obviously you are into it, which is why you offered ... aren't you going to block me already, you really are boring and your friend is boring too ♥ Br...: hey i just thought thats what you were into. to eachhis own. ->Sphere Fre...: well, sorry to dissapoint you, but no thanks ... have fun with that ... I'm sure someone will let you lick their seconds ♥ Br...: sure ill lick your asshole since your wife wont ->Sphere Fre...: I have made a choice that is different than yours ... lick my hairy

Hh Contest 00
ok just to let everyone know i didnt not close my contest folder, for some reason beyond my control the site keeps marking it private, i'm sorry for this. please forgive me. Just got this System Bulletin: 2007-09-28 14:25:40 some people are still having problems with their photo album acls. we're looking at it now and i'll let everyone know once it's back to normal... -mike

Chapter From A Book I Was Writing
She led me by the hand into the bedroom. It was dimly lit by a small lamp on the night table. Catherine walked slowly around the room lighting candles, occasionally turning to look at me. The king size bed had a dark maroon comforter with black silk sheets which I would come to find out later. The combination of her perfume mixed with scented candles was a fragrance I will never forget. As she walks over to me, I stand there fixated on her eyes. "I have been waiting for this moment from the first day I met you", she whispers. I gently place my hands on her face as I bring her lips to mine. That first kiss brought out feelings in me that I had not felt in a long time. It was that feeling you get from your first love, before the pressures of life fade it from memory. Our lips entwined, I begin unbuttoning her blouse as she reaches down towards the button on my jeans. Our clothes fall to the floor breaking our kiss momentarily as she removes my T shirt. I back her up aga

My Phone Number
OKAY HERE WE GO. I HAVE A MAN TRYING TO GET ME TO CALL HIM. HE SAYS HE NEEDS MY PHONE NUMBER TO "COMMUNICATION" LET'S GET ONE THING CLEAR.. I DO NOT CALL SOMEONE THAT I DO NOT KNOW..NOT ONE FEMALE, UNLESS SHE IS A WHORE AND A SLUT.. WOULD ALLOW A STRANGE MAN TO CALL HER. NOW WOULD SHE HAND OUT HER PHONE NUMBER... THE MAN THAT IS TRYING TO GET ME TO CALL HIM.. I KEEP TELLING HIM I CANT.. AND HE IS DEMANDING ME TO EXPLAIN WHY.. HMMMMMMM HELLO.. I DON'T NEED A FREAKIN' REASON. SO.. IF YOU WANT ME TO CALL YOU.. ANYONE AND EVERYONE.. GET TO FUCKING KNOW ME FIRST.. IF YOU WANT A WHORE AND A SLUT.. TRUST ME.. FUBAR IS OVERFLOWING WITH THEM.. GO TO THEM AND LEAVE ME ALONE. SAME AS MY MESSENGER IDS..GET TO KNOW ME FIRST.. IF NOT.. YOU'RE SHIT OUT OF LUCK!!!! HUGS AND FUCK OFFS CASSANDRA

Red Right Hand.
For those of you not aware that would the title of a Nick Cave song. And my theme song. I swear to god that when I am walking down the street that song just plays over and over in my head. I think that everyone should have a theme song. I mean a song that sort of embodies everything about us for good or ill. So my friends I pose this question to you all. What is your theme song? What song rolls around your head day after day?

Spina Bifida...explained In Full
I got this from Brad's blog, we both have Spina Bifida. BRAD - ©REAL MEN WEAR PINK ™® I.A.R member@ fubar What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in wh

Poor Poor Dave
Dave works hard at the plant and spends two nights each week bowling and plays golf every Saturday. His wife thinks he's pushing himself too hard, so for his birthday she takes him to a local strip club. The doorman at the club greets them and says, "Hey, Dave! How ya doin?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh no," says Dave. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Dave if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, "How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "I recognize her, she's the waitress from the golf club. I always have a Bud at the end of the 1st nine, honey". A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Dave, starts to rub herself all over him and says, "Hi Davey. Want your usual lap dance, sweetie?" Dave's wife, now furi

Dreams
I wrote this poem a long time ago after a bad breakup. It came from my heart. Dreams I'm lying here in my bed Thinking of the things I've said I said what I thought was true Now tell me why I'm feeling blue I tried to say just how I feel Now he thinks I'm just unreal I wish I could reach for his body to touch Because I care so very much I hope some day he'll say he cares Then no more will there be tears If our love was ment to be Through our eyes we both would see He never cared or so it seems My love for him was lived in DREAMS

How Well Do You Think You Know Me?
OK I am bored with my music that i have on my profile... any ideas? Lets how well you can peg a song to who i am and my personality? Think you can? are you up for it? Lemme know :) This outta be interesting LOL Craig

A Heart Lost In Darkness
DISCLAIMOR: THIS IS NOT A LOVEY DOVEY STORY THIS PROSE IS BASED ON REALITY THAT HAPPENED TO ME AT 15 YEARS OLD. HER REAL NAME IS GRACE LOPEZ AND HER NAME HAS BEEN BURNED DEEP WITHIN MY HEART AND SOUL. IF YOU HAVE NOT LOOKED DEEP WITHIN YOURSELF AND WALK THRU YOUR OWN DEMONS YOU MAY NOT WISH TO ENTER HERE. FOR BEYOND THESE DOORS ARE MY DEMONS THAT I LIVE AND FIGHT WITH EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE. IF YOU ARE PRONE TO DEPRESSION OR CANNOT FACE THE DARKNESS WITHIN YOURSELF THEN WALK AWAY NOW! IN THE LIGHT MANY THINGS ARE REVEAL AROUND US BUT WITHIN THE DARKNESS THE THINGS WITHIN US ARE REVEALED. REQUEST: IF YOU DO NOT CHOOSE TO READ IT PLEASE DO NOT BOTHER RATING IT. COMMENTS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME. TO THOSE WHO HAVE THE COURAGE TO WALK INTO THE MY DARKNESS AND SHARE THIS LITTLE BUT VERY IMPORTANT PIECE OF MYSELF. I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL TO YOU AND YOU HAVE MY BLESSINGS. IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY FIRST CRUSH & LOVE SHE TAUGHT THAT YOU CAN LOVE SOMEONE AND NOT ABUSE THAT LOVE EVEN THO YOU CANNO

The Kiss
The Kiss..... She is pregnant, he had just saved her from a fire in her house, rescuing her by carrying her out of the house into her front yard, while he continued to fight the fire. When he finally got done putting the fire out, he sat down to catch his breath and rest. A photographer from the Charlotte , North Carolina newspaper, noticed her in the distance looking at the fireman. He saw her walking straight toward the fireman and wondered what she was going to do. As he raised his camera, she came up to the tired man who had saved her life and the lives of her unborn babies and kissed him just as the photographer snapped this photograph. And people think animals are dumb............

A Question For All Of You!
I have two crushes! Who the heck are you? Do tell, PLEASE! How can I lust after you if I don't know? How can I pay proper homage to you if I do not know? How can I give you any attention if I do not know? It just is not fair! I need to know. So please, do tell. If not here, just FUmail me. Thanks! This has been a public service announcement brought to you by the United American FUStalkers assoc..! Also known as U.A.F.A. Our motto, A hottie unworshiped is a TERRIBLE Thing!

Who Are You?
Are you the person I think you are? Or are you who you WANT me to think you are? Ok, so thats a lot of what the internet is... an illusion. Its a tough concept for me since I trust and believe in people so easily. I can look down my family list here on fubar and I see some people who I know are full of it in their stories. Even had the chance to meet a few of them to know that. But its not just an internet thing. Just look at my former employer and what they did to me with not paying. SO you don't think I am paranoid I know there are some who are wonderful. To look at my family, Persia and Ruby make me laugh somuch and well they couldn't be so crazy unless they really were. HellzAngel is a sweetheart (I know I promised never to ruin her rep and say that lol). Sexy Eyes, Devine TxRose,Shell, And Lizzy are always there to make me feel better and let me know they care. And Kandy is always around to make me smile and to feel special. All I ask of my friends is honesty..

Beautiful People
The most beautiful people that we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss and have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation,sensitivity and an understanding of life that fill's them with compassion, gentleness and a deep, loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen. By Elizabeth Kubler Ross

Holidays??
ARRR... Happy Pastel Colored Eggs in a Basket Wielding Bunny Rabbit Day!, Happy Halloween(or Happy dress like a pirate and hand out candy to the kids Day), Happy Holiday, Merry Saucemas, and a Happy Noodle Year! What is your favorate holiday(religouse or not) and why???? explane please. ty