I have not seen you so happy in a while
I am so happy for you, yet I can't smile
I watched you with her, I could not help but stare
It was the way you one were with me, only I am no longer there
It hurts to know that is not me that makes you smile
But now I know that you are happy and that is what makes it worth while
I wish I knew how to turn off the way I feel
Never knowing a love before, never feeling so real
I try to hide my pain, so my pain no one can see
For your happiness means the world to me
The pain I feel inside, is like nothing I have ever felt
Yet knowing that the I am not the reason you are happy makes my heart melt
I wish I could change myself, and be all that you would want me to be
Then we could be happy together, but then again, it wouldn't be me
One day, long from now, I know I may find love again
Til that time comes for me, I wish you all the best, my one true love, but now....My Friend
