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Happiness
Happiness is a wonderous joy. You find it within, it's yours to enjoy. It shines so bright upon your face, you can float through the air, up into space. Who knows how far you can fly? Oh what a blessing, you shouldn't deny. Such a miracle it is to behold. One simple enough for the young and the old. A treasure indeed, each person should seek. A journey inside yourself, just take a peek! Like discovering a new chapter in a favorite book, It's there to be found if you know where to look. How simple it is to make your way, To your own happiness, what more can I say? a.boudreaux 1996

If You Care About Me...
If any of you see my name turn blue here, please smack the ever-loving shit outta me... Almost fifteen bucks a month just to have your name in blue, the ability to rate '11's and 2500 pics? Nah, s'ok... I can find better uses for my cash. Ok, that's all... just wanted to put that out there... Kenny

The Massage
Please do NOT rip my poems..Thank you! I long to get you alone. I long to put my hands all over you, exploring each area that is you. Gently I kneed your neck, kissing each area as I finish. I grasp your shoulders and rub hard as you moan at my touch. Your skin heats and your breath quickens as I turn to your chest and run every inch from top to bottom. Your muscles twitch as my fingers explore each curve, each line. Lower I go, from the pecks to the stomach I explore. My mouth then follows, touching each area I have touched with my hands. Our breath quickens together as I touch you for a fire is being ignited between us. A fire that can only be winched one way. You reach up and take my face in your hands. Looking at me with desire you kiss me. The burning hunger and desire is evident to me as I take in your kisses, drinking in the very essence of you. Our hands now explore each other, finding all those hidden place we only know between us. My massage has turned into something m

Why I Like Yahoo Messenger
First of all, to all my lady friends and future mistress… There are a lot of sick puppies on the internet… and no, I do not mean sweet lil puppy dogs – I mean sick twisted losers… I do not consider myself in that category… I am just cute and funny… Enough about me for a sec… The MAIN REASON I love YAHOO MESSENGER is VOICE CHAT… That way – you can… 1) know you are actually talking to a real woman 2) hear how sexy they are… ( and tell in most cases if they smoke… :) ) 3) and if they have a webcam see what they look like TODAY and not 30 years ago… All sorts of advantages to the Yahoo Messenger… Yes – I do own a microphone and a webcam… No – I do not get nekkidy on cam… Unless by mistake I forget the thing is running and I stand up and the robe is open… damn Anaconda is always trying to get out to play… So to all you FINE Cherrytappers – if ya want to separate the fakes from the real people – MAKE THEM Yahoo with ya and save heartache down the road… The “He-

Atlanta
So im in Atlanta! I made it through my first plane ride!! ahhh it was SOOO nerve racking lol.. I had christmas with my family b4 I left and my mom got me a PINK Nintendo DS :) sooo cute!!! lol Im playing this game called SPRUNG haha ;) Anyways I'll try and keep everyone updated on my trip! if anyone cares lol :) Were going to Wal Mart soon ;) I guess its WAY better then the one in Canada so Im excited lol And then we hit the big malls eeee Anyways talk soon 69th Angel xo

Went Shopping...
Hi People, Today I went shopping. It's getting colder and I needed a new coat. I went to a shop and I asked one of the girls to assist me. I don't know anything about fashion and what is in. So any help was welcome. So I found a coat myself felt good and warm. Well what else could I buy? I asked her to find me some shirts and jeans. Took me one hour to fit all the clothes she suggested. She was very patient with me. When I was done I had to pay. So I asked her if she was the boss. She said: "No, and she isn't here either". Well then, I said, I wanna buy thoose clothes if you give me a discount. What's the bill and how much will you do off the price". She looked a little difficult and said: "Okay, the bill will be 250 Euro's (US$ 300,-) and you will get a 10% discount". Okay I'm fine with that. I paid her the 250 and she gave 25 change back. I gave her the money back and said that's your tip share it with the other girl. Told her to have a Merry Christmas. It was so f&*#%g funny t

~~ Attention Cherrytap People ~~
Please beware i entered my daughter into a contest on CherryTap and the man who hosted it ... Vash@ CherryTAP Cheated Big time he closed the contest an hour earlier then he posted and why? so this lady... A True Ga Peach:Love Me Or Hate Me...Either Way Im On Your Mind@ CherryTAP Could win the contest . she can be found in his family on his page... So all i'm saying is if ur going to have a contest play it fair . and by the way he had more then 16,000 comments from both of us in the contest and not to have a runner up in second place???? when asked he said " Hey i don't have cherry bucks to do that " so then why have a contest?? So i am letting everyone know ....THIS MAN CHEATS .... for his friends or even family on his page .... so sad but i guess there are people like him out there.... thank you for your time maria

Life Sucks!!
Anyone that really knows me Ive ben having some bad health problems that have not let we work in the past week. And the doctors r screwing me so I dont get to return back! To top off a bad couple months of trying to find a job with full time hours and good pay. Today I got a call to inform me that if i dont make a payment of 300 to Ford Credit by the 29th my car will nicely be repo!! Other wise if I can make the payment they will give me an exention for the past 2 months! And they will work with me!! So now I get to come up with $ when the doctors wont let me work!! With all this i have not bought a single christmas gift for my son or anyone else. Christmasis canceled for me!! So I guess as when life starts to suck it can get sooo much worst!!!

Deversions
Confusion's delusions speak to me of the fog of truth and lies. Infused and bemused with images hard to deny head on my pillow steeped in dreams. Contusion's conclusion slip through the night pulled by golden-winged angels. Belied and unidentified in obtuse angles head on my pillow sleeping through the night. Persecution's deversions dance in the night leaving me cold as ice. dispersed and dispirited in a land of make believe head on my pillow stalking my dreams. skb

Women Wrapped In Flesh And Bows
WOMEN WRAPPED IN FLESH AND BOWS (adult only) SIlk and satin deep crimson red Velvet and lace tied up in bows moonbeams cast in candle glow scented vanilla fills the air rose petals float on waters pale shimmering eyes flexing thighs skin on skin wet with the sea of sensual sin sweet ecstasy alight to passion's fire sultry strings play desire lips cherry red fingernails match leave a trail of erotic thought bound to bedposts stretch the ropes but never free a lover tied while eyes devour what hands can not beside him but a breath away he watches his lover and her best friend play soft mounds sway fingernails red scratch against sheets abunch nipples pink and desperately taunt sweet feminine lips on pulsing clit he moans he groans he twists and turns each sensuous tease on female flesh cause in him a deep torturous burn his eyes captive to each flick of the tongue each sweet plea a

The Contest Im Currently In...
Like I have said before I dont normally enter these silly contests but for some reason I entered this one...Its my FIRST one....and instead of winning or being up there, Im getting my ass hammered to no end BADLY... I have posted bulletins asking for assistance from people and no one responds to the call...I have a few REAL friends that are helping me but they can only do so much... To those that WONT help me: All you give a damn about is my pics, my nudes and getting your sorry rocks off....If you were a REAL fan of mine or a REAL friend youd be helping me instead of turning a blind eye... I dont need nor want fairweather friends/fans....I dont have the time to waste on pathetic losers like that....They have NO place in my friends list.... But in the end, after all is said and done, if I end up losing, ultimately it will be because the people I placed my faith in, my hope in and my TRUST in failed me and let me down... Thanks for nothing....

So Who Is Done?
With Christmas/Holiday shopping? I need to know that I'm not the only procrastinator out here and that there are a lot of CT peeps that will be hitting up the long lines, packed parking lots and grumpy cashiers this week. :o) ***kisses*** BeerQueen

Missing You
Missing You Not having you here in my life has has taken sometime to get use to. In my mind theres only thoughts of you still here in my life; so I begin to cry because it's all in my mind your really gone from life, missing your voice your love and tendernes and most of all Your compassionate heart "Mama". Ded To: Mable Nelson Copyright @2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

Why God Made Bbws
just something I found while wandering the net that i wanted to share.... WHY GOD MADE BBWS: I asked God one day, what was wrong with me. There's something that it has to be, He answered promptly. "Dear God," I began, with my face hung down. He answered back, "Why the frown?" "Why," may I ask, "did you make me this way?" "What way is that? What are you trying to say" "My body, Dear lord, My face, it's too square. They are the wrong color, my eyes and my hair. My hips are too wide, my belly to round. When I look at my feet, I can't see the ground. My thighs are so thick, my feet, they stick out. My fingers, my toes, they are big as a trout. That's not all, there's hair on my face. My eyes are too close, they're in the wrong place. I'm loud sometimes, and bossy too boot, sometimes I wish I was just born a mute." The Lord, he just chuckled, as if it was funny, "Dear Child, you will learn, that's more than plenty. You're hair and your eyes, those things don't matt

Hahahah Yeah Ok.....
lmao yeah if it was an accident he would have rerated it dumbass....apparently the buttons aren't the only thing thats small :)......anyway happy fucking birthday to me if any one cares oh wait thats right they don't.....an update in my uncle...his vitals keep going crazy....there putting something in his neck to give him his medicines and also putting a trach(sp?) in, in the morning....they say he has over a 50% chance of survival....but that could only mean 51% which isn't very good...he also has some kind of respiratory infection....I guess well just take it one day at a time and see what happens....i'm going to bed now.....so to the people on my friends list that are actually friends, I hope you have a great night....

Holiday Advice To Live By....
Holiday advice to live by... 1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-aholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like

Another Poem
Make It Alright Here it comes again them gloomy clouds and the pain again. No I'm not talking about the clouds up in the sky,my heart is overwhelm and is in tears cause love not here to wipe away the tears of pain, so my heart cries out to love to come and make it alright. Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright ©2006 Charles LaMark Nelson

When I Say I Am A Christian
WHEN I SAY I AM A CHRISTIAN by Maya Angelou When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean living." I'm whispering "I was lost," Now I'm found and forgiven. When I say..."I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need CHRIST to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and need HIS strength to carry on. When I say.. "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible but, God believes I am worth it. When I say.. "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain; I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner who received God's good grace, somehow.

Pissed Woman Here.
ok~ everyones askin me what hap~~ best friend+husband+drunk==divorce while i was sick in bed and heard every word that was said., like i love u and want to take care of u for ever and then it get quite over and over , i asked them to keep it down , so i couldnt sleep i walked out there and there were holding eachother i asked what they doing said nothing both of them acted strange round me, so when Z got home from work i told him she told me all of it , and he was like"oh u wernt spost to find out" so needless to say i kicked both them out, i dont know bout u but sounds like an afffair to me.. and there alot more so ask if u wanna know , lets just say{unpretty} amber got her fuckin bitch on ~~~~~ oh i forgot to mention the she slit her wrist part after i seen them huggin~ yea for real~ poor thing~ , a good friend of mine would say"remember kids its down the road not across the street" do it right attention whore~!~ but i promise im doing ok .. thanks eddie!~

To Belive Or Not To Belive
My son is now 6 years old and Christmas has always been a HUGE deal with my family.. But this year my son has been questionin me about "Santa" ... How does he get down chimmneys, what about people with no chimmney... how does he get past security systems. ect ect... Is it time I tell him the truth , that I buy that shit or do I try to stretch the shit out longer?

The Red Moon
shut your pretty eyes and sleep the night has closed in again away to a dream world so deep back once again to make amends so pretty is your face your body next to mine the past we shall erase as it becomes only you and I souls touching in the night feeling you so near just seems so right as you tremble again my dear Ill take back all the pain thats given I can remove the thoughts of shame ill return the love that you give in a room that has no blame

Women...
Problems with many women these days, and why relationships can be so difficult for men. This was from a conversation with a group of guys, talking about the general populous of women out there. Body Image: They are too self concious and shy to enjoy the act of sex. They want the lights off, they don't want me to look at them no matter how hot they are, and they generally think they are the most hidious thing this side of Janet Reno. I'm not the guy that's just there to fuck you, just because I wanna get laid. If I'm fucking you, I think you're hot, and I want to see every part of you. Guys are visual, we get off on looking at beautiful women, which is why I want to look at you. This doesn't mean we need to fuck under the beam from the Luxor in Vegas, it just means it doesn't need to be pitch black just so we can fuck. Communication: Be it in person, thru text messages on cell phones, talking on the phone, or email they just don't fucking get it. They think that they can g

Part Thirteen
He had that sinking feeling in his stomach again. The feeling that meant he was crossing the threshold of the unknown. He had been brought to this point and beyond many times in the past two days. Always the same, first the fear, then the acceptance that his world had changed. The change was always subtle. The shock of Marie rubbing the lubricant on his anus gave way to the pure pleasure of the sensation. His gasp as she slid two fingers deep inside him was replaced with a moan as she slowly but forcefully began fucking him. But, Cat wasn't finished yet. He watched her taking Allen's cock deep in her throat as she stared daggers at him. Telling him with her eyes that she had more humiliation for him. Even before he saw Cat rubbing lubricant on Allen's cock, he had known what was next. He knew instinctively that Cat had wanted to see this happen. It hadn't been enough for him to eat Sir's cum from her cunt, she had wanted him to suck his cock. Just as now it wouldn't be enough to have M

A Poem On Loss
If tomorrow starts without me Sunday, October 19, 2003 09 07 AM This is one of my all time Favourite poems, it is superbly written and very moving, I didn't write it, but it has brought many tears to many people for many different reasons, I hope that it proves to be theraputic for you too......contact me if you want to talk about bereavement.. If Tomorrow Starts Without Me (Author believed to be David Romano ) If tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you care for me, and how much I care for you, and each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready in

Sex - Sex - And More Sex
Seems like if I write about sex on here I might actually get a hit on my blog..Damn it is just like a real bar. I could write a real sweet short story or bad ass poem about sex and some nice things to try..I said nice now - Choke me I like it...Or do I ? Come on gals and guys I'm still alil new here give me a clue please. Guess I need to learn how to work this site,lol... Anyways........Sex - making love - or living for the moment IT IS AWESOME....Nothing else like it..

For My Retired Friends
My aunt sent this to me and I just had to share... What Retired People Do all Day Working people frequently ask retired people what they do to make their days interesting. Well, for example, the other day I went into town and went into a shop. I was only in there for about 5 minutes. When I came out there was a cop writing out a parking ticket. I went up to him and said, "Come on, man, how about giving a senior citizen a break?" He ignored me and continued writing me a ticket. I called him a Nazi turd. He glared at me and started writing another ticket for having worn tires. I suggested he should try stool softeners to improve his attitude. He finished the second ticket and put it on the windshield with the first! I offered him a hemorrhoid suppository, suggesting it might help him fit his head in there. He started writing a third ticket. This went on for about 20 minutes. The more I abused him, the more tickets he wrote. Personally, I

Off On Vacation
So, i fly out of San Francisco internaional airport at 10:30 tomorrow for a long ass flight to brooklyn, new york. Why you ask? Well the holidays of course, my brother has a video production company based in redhook(a district in brooklyn). So for christmas he's flying my mom and i to visit for 5 days. To say the least i'm thrilled, i fancy myself a photographer, and well if i cant get a few good pictures in new york i'm throwing my camera away. I hate to fly mind you, something about all that metal hurtling through the air that just seems unnatural. However my friend Jack Daniels will make that a bit easier. Anyways i'm sure my brother has internet however if i spend much time here while on my vacation i just may shoot myself. Anyways, wish me luck, anyone who wants a postcard had best send me your address now. one love Shannon

She Always On His Mind
She Always On His Mind He awakes from a very deep sleep rubbing the sleepiness from his eyes.He Pulls his feet out from under the covers to set them down on the floor;he looks at the picture that sets along bedside on the nightstand a picture of her,as thought of her go through his mind he thinks to himself how much he really does love her. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson Copyright: Charles LaMark Nelson 2006

The Truth? Is
It all just seems Too lovely They seem to be Everywhere It does not matter What I am Only that I Seem to care A gift is given A treasure shared We smile and Feel different No longer dispaired I gave a candy cane To Charity I saw it warm Her heart You wrote me This Told me That Were do my Thank You's Start? Another year Has passed us by I am glad You played a Part Happy Holidays from an attic in Covington, KY THE Reverend joe (the untraditional unconditionalist) {Merci Bear~smooches}

More Writings...
Just found another writing of lyrics I did a while ago so thought I would post it...kind of in an emotional space right now..searching for something and I don't know what...anyway here goes... More Then you Will Ever Know I once knew a place that never felt the light A place so dark that love did not grow Cold and unfeeling Dark and so hidden My heart had once flourished A place filled with innocence Warm and open it once was But life changed it as time went by I love you more than you'll ever see More than my heart could ever show I love you more than you will ever know My heart did not escape your eye You saw within me all that is good Despite all that I told you No matter what I shared You grew ever closer to me Your light and love setting me free Unconditional love, a gift from you Lighting the fires deep within my soul I love you more than you'll ever see More than my heart could ever show I love you more than you'll ever know Almost gone a

A Car Accident....
Got up this morning. Got ready for work. Stopped at a little country store, got some gas. As I was leaving the owners dog wanted petted. Pasued like 5-10 sec to pet the dog on the head. Got in the car and drove maybe 1/2 mile tops when a car comes around a curve going side to side. Car ended up spinning 4 or 5 times, and then hitting an embankment twice. Not sure how the person is, they got flown from the scene in a helicopter. So that gave all thoe standing around something to watch. Good think i have had those classes huh? So went and bought the dog at the store a nice big raw hide chew bone. Keep thinking where I would have been if I hadnt taken that 5 to 10 sec to pet the dog. Cause the first thing the people in behind hte car said was "wow i cant believe they didnt hit you head on, good thing you werent 5 seconds farther down the road" Hmm so one of those days. Hope everyone elses was a bit better. Also- as I was talking to the state trooper about the accident- she

Have A Merry & A White C Hristmas
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Rewarded For A Heroic Act
I was in the middle of an awesome sex dream when all of a sudden it's interrupted. BEEP-BEEP-BEEP-BEEP "Engine 61, Truck 61, Battalion 8. Structure Fire, 21853 La Palma, reports of smoke showing." I jump out of bed, my hard on still semi hard from my dream. I throw on my turnouts and climb into my seat on the truck. I start to wake up and recognize the address. It's an apartment complex that we usually get called out for a medical aid on OD's. We arrive on scene to see 2 upstairs end units full engulfed. We meet with the families who are in the courtyard who tell us that no one's in the burning units, but that they don't see their next door neighbor. Me and another firefighter mask up, and make our way up to the second floor. We force open the door to the unit next to the involved 2 end units, and thick smoke rolls out, but no flame and not that much heat. Upon searching the unit, I find you passed out, but still breathing, in your room like you were moving towards the door. M

Bondage
Saw this on a friend's bulletin (yay Harleyandheels) and had to took it. Yes, I am into bondage, but let me share a little of what bondage is about before you cast your judgement. Bondage is about absolute trust. It's about going to a level of intimacy beyond anything you've ever experienced before. It's about giving yourself so completely to another human being that you abandon all sense of self and just lose yourself in them. Bondage is not just leather and chains and being all trussed up like a steer at a rodeo. Those things are for people who like S&M as well as bondage. For the rest of us, there are padded handcuffs, ribbons and silk ropes. These things are designed to enhance pleasure and stimulation. Most of them are easy to get out of if you start to feel uncomfortable. It's all about the tease, and pushing your senses to the limit. We're so busy in today's world, and so used to instant gratification, that we've lost the art of foreplay. It's

Some Confusion Lol
Funnt it seems as you take the chance to actually talk to some their moral rightousnesses made and hate words thrown when they havent a clue about things. Got a nice message from a married woman to me a married man accusing me of being insensitive to her and remaring she loved the girls name by my name and would not be a part to any harem......the girls name Bonnie Nuit. For those out there whom are thinking right now " I don't blame her!" wont she be surorised to wake and find 1 there was no message. If it was a shout it was overlooked or not there ;) easy to think you clicked send and oopsie shut it instead and 2nd, Bonnie Nuit is no girl at all, but French for Good Night. So for those curious and those whom may ask in the near future. THIS is why I kep to myself and away from most people. Piss Off World!!

A Good Friend Of Mine Was Accused Of Cheating The Way The Old Blogs Were Rated On Here.... Well Heres How She Found Out How....
Now I am NOT doing this to stir up drama - I am doing this to hopefully clear up old drama..... Jelly was torn apart here on cherry for supposedly "cheating" by viewing her friends blogs alot to increase their ratings and having her friends view hers .... however is that really cheating? The friends are taking the time to read them lol But anyways.... I have felt for a long time that Jellybean stood and took that blame all by herself ....... Jelly didnt just figure out how to do it all by herself - she was taught how to "cheat to increase the blogs" in the old rating style....... by none other than the Sweet Miss S..... who from what I hear was taught by a friendly little birdie (Orly) and those are the Sweet Miss S's own words .... but just in case you dont believe that she taught Jelly how to do it .... heres your screen shot....... oh btw, luv&hugs, Micshell

Its All About Money :)
The Pentagon recently found it had too many generals and offered an early retirement bonus. They promised any general who retired straight away his full annual benefits plus $10,000 for every inch measured in a straight line between any two parts of the general's body, with the general getting to select any pair of points he wished. The first man, an Air Force general, accepted. He asked the pension man to measure from the top of his head to the tip of his toes. Six feet. He walked out with a check of $720,000. The second man, an Army general, asked them to measure from the tip of his outstretched hands to his toes. Eight feet. He walked out with a check for $960,000. When the third general, a grizzled old Marine, was asked where to measure, he told the pension man ... "From the tip of my penis to the bottom of my testicles." The pension man suggested that perhaps the Marine general might like to reconsider, pointing out the nice checks the previous two generals had receive

22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
i know all these are how to make me smile... i dont know about other ladies 1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when y

Porn For The Holidays
For all you sad sacks who are alone this holiday season, why not celebrate it with some porn... Larry Flynt of Hustler Video serves your need in this time of year by announcing the following holiday themed titles: "Dick the Halls" "I saw Mommy Fucking Santa Claus" For you beastiality enthusiasts, there's "Rudolph the Red-Nose Reindeer...Has a Very Giant Schlong..." But don't stop there! There's "Oh Cum, All Ye Faithful" The time-honored classic, "Jingle Balls" There's also, "The Big Black Yule Log" "Debbie Loves Frosty" "The Twelve Lays of Christmas" My personal favorite, "All I Want For Christmas...Is A Gang Bang..." And, you can also stuff your stocking to: "Mrs. Claus and Her Backdoor Elves, Volume VII" So, come on, put on your mistletoe belt buckle and liven up the holidays.... Act now and Larry will also throw in, "Twat, The Night Before Christmas..."

The Holidays Without Our Baby
As it is with many other parents that have lost a pregnancy, infant or child, my sense of loss and emptiness returns and is a little more raw at this time of the year. This will be my first Christmas without this latest baby lost and and this will be my 8th Christmas since my first pregnancy loss in 1999. The first I lost didnt affect me as much as this one did but around the holidays I still was reminded. This year, I am reminded that I should now be 5 1/2 months pregnant and big as a house lol. It makes my heart hurt to think that I am not growing our baby and buying a few things for the baby for Christmas in anticipation for the babys arrival. This past Wednesday there was an ornament hanging for babies lost at the hospital...there will be an ornament hung for our baby for Christmases to come and we got an engraved ornament with the babys name and due date on it to take home so that we can remember the baby every Christmas. I guess that no matter what we do...at Christmas time

Part Fourteen
The best things in life are often the simplest. A nice quiet sunset, a good glass of scotch, or a nice long soak in a hot tub, Cat had all three. The hot tub sat on her back deck surrounded by tall trees, and offered a nice view of Big Black Mountain. Cat had always loved to spend her evenings out here, watching as the setting sun cast long pine shadows across the deck. Before, she had begun her odyssey with Sir she had come out her alone to lament her boring house Frau life. Now, she came out here often times to reflect on the days debauchery. She chuckled as she sipped her scotch and thought how times had changed. She thought of James fleetingly, as he must now be getting back to his hotel to find the pictures she had emailed him. Pictures she had taken only hours ago as another anonymous lover spilled his seed in her. James had been away on a business trip and Cat had sent him pictures of her mouth around a stranger's cock before his plane had landed. He had been gone t

Written Only Days After His Passing.
Devin Michael Duval June 20,1993-December 1,2005 On December 1, 2005, I lost a part of me that I never got a chance to know, and now will never have that chance again. That person was my son Devin Michael Duval. When he was only 4 years old, he was diagnosed with Leukemia. Because of differences between Devin's mother and I, I was never given the chance to become the father I wanted to, to Devin. I will always regret not enforcing my rights as a father. So please anyone out there that has a child, do everything possible to spend time with them. You never know when God is going to call them home. He is always in need of Angels, and Devin surely was one. I will always cherish every moment I spent with Devin, and he will always be alive in my heart. Till I see you again in Heaven, My Son, I will always think of you and keep a candle burning in your memory. I Love You and will never forget You. Who You'd Be Today Video - Kenny Chesney lyricsKenny Chesne

I'm Married!!!!
Yesterday was my wedding that I was so afraid that something bad would happen. But, everything went perfectly! I've never been happier! Those of you that were there, thank you so much for comming...(Lauren and Pete.) The new Mrs. Sweet

Learn To Switch.. Ole To Spanking...(a Master's Point Of View)
I was quite sure that I would see Joanne again after our last session and sure enough it was only ten days before she called me. "Alan, we had such a wonderful time last week that I want to come and stay longer. Can I do so?" Although I was a little wary I agreed and she said that she would like to come the next weekend. She would come on the Saturday after lunch and leave on the Monday morning after breakfast. I needed to think through carefully what would happen as I was not looking for a long term commitment as I valued my freedom too much and, although I was happy to spank and fuck with her, I did not want her attempting to 'move in'. As agreed Joanne arrived after lunch on Saturday and went to put her overnight case in the bedroom. She returned dressed in a skirt and blouse and said that she was ready to go over my knees. I turned her over and "SMACKK!!", SMACKK!!" my hands were soon beating a tattoo on her bum. She was digging her head into the cushions in plessure and moanin

Pissed?????
OK so I am really pissed right now , I know why but its best I keep my mouth shut right now!!!! Just thought I would let the people I talk to everyday know what to expect if they IM me!!!! Well if u are a friend on here that I talk to on a daily basis then hopefully you are reading this!!! I am not in the best fucking mood right now and I am not going to say why right now BUT if u IM me and I don't respond then don't keep buggin me I will get to u when I can.... Also if we are talking and I am not myself well now u know why!!!! I am not that sweet person today and I am sorry I will hopefully be back soon!!! lol!!! ALSO I WON'T BE ON TO MUCH I HAVE A TON TO DO SO I HOPE ALL OF U HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! I AM BOUT TO DO A CLEAN OUT ON MY FRIENDS LIST IF U DON'T WANT TO BE DELETED THEN U BETTER TELL ME!!!!!! OTHERWISE BYE ~ BYE!!!!!!!

For My Mom, Rip
It's my second Christmas without my mom and I found this poem. I thought it was sweet and touching. I'm Spending Christmas With Jesus Christ This Year by Wanda Bencke I see the countless Christmas trees Around the world below, With tiny lights like heaven's stars Reflecting in the snow. The sight is so spectacular Please wipe away that tear For I'm spending Christmas With Jesus Christ this year. I hear the many Christmas songs That people hold so dear But earthly music can't compare With the Christmas choir up here. I have no words to tell you The joy their voices bring For it's beyond description To hear the angels sing. I know how much you miss me, Trust God and have no fear For I'm spending Christmas With Jesus Christ this year. I can't tell you of the splendor Or the peace here in this place. Can you imagine Christmas With our Savior, face to face? May God uplift your spirit As I tell Him of your love Then pray for one another As you li

Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas everyone ♥ I know i havent been on much lately, i sowwie. I've been woah amounts of busy. But i wanted to say merry xmas to you all and have a great holiday. I love you guys ♥

Which Discworld Character Are You Like?
You scored as Gytha (Nanny) Ogg. You are Nanny Ogg! A talented witch, able to make yourself at home wherever you are, and insist that Greebo is just a big softie. You enjoy drinking, a lot, and singing about a hedgehog. You have a huge family, and get your daughters-in-law to do most of the housework. You are kind and gentle, and help put people at ease.Gytha (Nanny) Ogg63%The Librarian50%Carrot Ironfounderson50%Death44%Commander Samuel Vimes44%Rincewind31%Cohen The Barbarian31%Lord Havelock Vetinari31%Greebo25%Esmerelda (Granny) Weatherwax25%

My Life..
This is about my life my name is Jay Koons im half german and half canadian I was born in California 4/3/1971 my life has been hard and fast I stick to my self now and i have a hard time trusting any one also.. I live here in TX now im single I live alone pretty much at times I do have a rommie but we work alot the both of us . Im a shift manager for arby's I have been single now going on almost 3 years I find it hard to find some one to love and trust.. Im 6'3 with blue eyes and size 13 feet at 200lbs with frekles too. I love to travel and I love to cook too and clean I love to have fun and love all kinds of music too. I love exotic pets I love all women I never judge a book by its cover. I do hope to find some one to love if not its cool also I never push my self on no one .. hope this helps some... There is one other thing I wana add alot of people and women find me ugly its a sad world when every one bases life and love on looks Im sorry im not a model or soo ho

Love And Lust
It’s all I can do… I tried and I try I’m still aching for you! Ever since I met you- (You landed in my eye!) - It’s all I can do… Like a sweet taboo, That life should contrive, I’m just aching for you! I can’t talk to you! So this piece I write. It’s all I can do… No matter what I do, I barely survive, I’m sooo aching for you! God will strike me if I lie! And with this I’ll summarize: Baby, It’s all I can do… I’m really, r e a l l y, aching for you! Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You. Show me your Body inside out… no clothes on, no holds barred… bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat… give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours. feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs… Come on me and make me wet juices flowing… feel the heat… together, we’ll make ‘us’ meet. If Lust

My Final Goodbye To A Love Wasnt Met To Be
Echoes From My Heart The echoes from my heart, Come back in waves of sorrow... Even if I am bleeding screams, I’m still crawling, seeking for love, My undying hope is forcing me To still walk on this path, When I would wish to give up, to rest... Why doesn’t hope fade away Like all the other good things? Is hope a part of lust? Only lust is undying! It seems to have died sometimes, But then, it comes back in waves of dancing, Comes back in an erotic motion That bounds two souls together... Or maybe it’s just a part of the beast in me... Hope, a part of life, Lust, a part of death, Hope, a part of death, Making it seem sweet and silent, Lust, a part of life, Making it seem warm and silent... The echoes from my heart, Come back in a melody of sorrow... Even if I am singing along, I’m still waiting, still standing here, to see my end, My undying lust is forcing me To stand still, motionless pictures of a naked you, App

Well...i Dont Even Know What To Do
I was talking to someone recently.. I asked her what she thought of my pictures. I think this is an honest question, something I have asked other people before. My albums are clearly labeled/named it is obvious what is in there. If this person didnt want to see what was in there, she could choose to ignore me or tell me she wasnt interested. Instead she flipped out on me, and started telling me how much of an asshole I am. I apologize if I have offended anyone on here, and I am sorry to this person. If you dont want to see things like this, go back to MYSPACE But I am not sorry for my intentions being as clear as day, and my pictures being labeled clearly. If you dont want to see something, then dont open an album that has a label that clearly says "HEY I HAVE NSFW pics in here!!"

Christmas Day Is Here
CHRISTMAS DAY IS HERE Doors adorned in wreaths and bells trees aglimmer with lights and balls tinsel strings glittering presents wrapped in ribbons and bows peeking out from beneath the limbs shimmering eyes of both young and old packages named so lovingly squeals of delight come down the hall Christmas's past hung with care captured forever in ornamental history misting eyes with bittersweet memories delicate scents of the Christmas meal scenting the air before breakfast's served the greatest gift of all not under the tree but deep within the heart of you and me the father above sent his son born a man to protect his own the manger scene fresh and sweet there on the mantle now complete as we give as we recieve let us not forget the simplicity of a gift of peace a gift of GOD the gift to us of ETERNAL LOVE and FORGIVENESS DIVINE the gift of JESUS GOD'S ONLY SON Right

Hello
my sexy ass friends.. yep we got less then a week to go before it is 2007. So what are your New years shit? Will me.. Letting go of the hatin bitches. lieing asshole. Men that can be honest with women. And be the best mom i can be with my kids. So feel free to leave Nice comments .... no rude. or hateful shit. my mom always told me if you cant say something nice then keep your mouth shut....

An Example For Other Cherrytap Members
♥ CHELLE ♥ COME SPANKY ME WITH RATES!!!@ CherryTAP We here at fakebusters would like to thank Chelle for being an example for the site by helping us with some investigations as well as being a VIC and posting not ONE, BUT SIX VERIFIED SALUTES! We encourage all CT MEMBERS to do the same. Not to spend money if you don't feel it's your thing. But to be real and help us stomp out fakes. Show some love. THANK YOU ALL FOR READING OUR BLOGS AND HELPING KEEP CHERRYTAP SELF REGULATING AND FAKE FREE.

Messed To Impress
I have lived in this house for almost eleven years now, and it looks like I just moved in. I have little to no organizational skills, and it does not appear that I am making any kind of attempt to gain any knowledge in regard to that field. I do think occasionally that maybe I should move this, or get one thing or another, but I usually just leave a path. Someone mentioned that I should make a resolution to learn how to organize things, but that feels like too much thinking and reasoning for me. I started thinking about change, and how I enjoyed it, then, instead of cleaning my room I came up with a list of things I would change, even though I can’t. Ok, things I feel like writing about and never got a chance to. The list got longer and longer, and it included more and more names of people that had some type of impact on my life. Some real personal, like ‘I wish my grandma was immortal. Life ain’t the same my friend’. Others were more like inside jokes that only the person would unders

Masterbate
MASTURBATE. To manipulate the genitals for sexual gratification. MANIPULATE.To work or handle skillfully,to manage artfully, to alter for ones own purpose. SEXUAL. Involving sex or the sexual organs(Dick & Pussy) GRATIFICATION. Pleasing,satisfying,to indulge. Now that we have the definition of what the words mean: lets get DEEP. Masterbation is a wonderful thing. I masterbate 2-4 times a day. That is manditory. Something I enjoy and look forward to doing every day. Maybe, IF you are lucky I may give YOU, yes you , the opportunity to visualize the sweet nectur drip from my pussy. I love the way my pussy feels. The way it smells,The way it gets so fucken wet. Sensual, erotic, and freaky. Would you like to take an adventure with me? Look at me, touch me, kiss me,lick me, taste me, phuck me...............that will be a intoxicating sexual moment you will never forget. This baby, I can make happen. With out you EVER physically touching me. C'mon lets ride. IF you d

Contest Results
First off I want to thank everyone that had taken the time to vote for Alex. The contest was a close call FIRST PLACE GOES TO..... STAY AT HOME MOM WITH 4205 VOTES + 91 RATINGS= 4296 WINNER OF AFGHAN SECOND PLACE GOES TO..... SPARKIE38 WITH 4131 VOTES + 16 RATINGS= 4147 WINNER OF CHOICE OF TOWELS ALSO THE WINNER OF THE RATINGS IS..... STAY AT HOME MOM WITH 91 PEOPLE RATING WINNER OF CHOICE OF TOWELS So Alex did win. I would like to send out a speacial thank you to the few people that spend the last two hours of the contest voting to make sure that Alex won. We all did a great job. I think Alex will injoy his prize. Thank you so much MICHELLE for putting on the contest.

Poetry( The Loss Of My Son )
(I REMBER THAT DAY YOU WERE TAKEN FROM ME) THE WORST DAY I HAD EVER HAD EMOTIONS CONSUMED ME BUT ONLY SAD SADNESS IS WHAT I FEEL ONCE A YEAR THINKING OF YOU ONLY SHEDS THE TEARS I KEEP PLAYING THE WHAT IF GAME IF I DID THIS WOULD IT HAVE BEEN THE SAME YOU WERE MINE AND HE TOOK YOU AWAY FROM ME THEN LEFT ME THERE CRYING IN MY INSANITY MOST TELL ME LOOK AT WHAT HE HAS GIVEN YOU BUT I KEEP THIS THOUGHT ONLY TO GET ME THREW I NEVER EVEN GOT TO HEAR YOU CRY AND I JUST KEEP ASKING HIM WHY WAS IT SOMETHING HE DID TO PROTECT YOU A LIFE OF SADNESS AND FEELINGS OF BLUE LIFE IS HARSH AND BURDENS ARE A TON YOU HAVE TAUGHT ME A LESSON IN LIFE DEAR SON WE ARE NEVER PROMISED TOMORROW DONT LIVE YOUR LIFE CONSUMED IN SORROW I LOVE YOU SON KEEP THAT CLOSE TO YOUR HEART AND KNOW WE ARE NEVER FAR APART. THIS IS A POEM THAT I WROTE TO HELP ME DEAL WITH THE PASSING OF OUR SON I KNOW IT IS A TEAR JERCKER BUT LIFE IS FULL OF MANY EMOTIONS

Who In The Hell Reads My Blogs??
honestly who in the hell comes by my page and reads my blogs? who comes by and rates them but doesnt actually take the time and read what i wrote? and then u have the women that hate me and want to know shit about me when they know i dont like their asses. i see who looks at them, and i see the same lonley haten woman on every single one of them...and you know something? read em! look what i have to say cuz soon imma write one about your sorry ass! my friend told me to make my blogs for only my friends to view...what for? so then the women that hate me cant come and see that i wrote it about someone they like on here? that something might mess something up? please! i can write what i want...this is my space to do it in....and for that one that loves to check me out all the time! i hope u like what u see and i know that your hopen u were me!

I've Been Thinking..
I personally spent close to five hundred dollars on christmas presents this year, for people that I don't even like... Much more for those that I do. But why?? Because in this society of consumption and spending.. It is un-fucking-acceptable to show up at an aquaintances gathering empty handed, FINE! I've grown accustomed to this rediculous notion, and I play along. But what if everyone stopped playing their game, and we all pooled that cash into something worth while.. ANYTHING worthwhile.. Maybe finding a cure for cancer so my Dad doesn't have to die, or somebody's baby can live.. Or making sure that every single human being on this planet has what they need to survive.. Two years ago hundreds of thousands of people died in that tsunami, and it was barely the top story on the news. Those people died while we sat around our plush homes, feasting until we almost burst.. and almost nobody gave a fuck. Think about it, a hundred and eighty thousand souls.. and the most that the majority o

My Hercules My Baby (march 8, 1992 - Dec 25, 2006)
The Pictures on this blog did not come through as they did on my myspace blog but if you look in my pet pics he is there! In Memory of Hercules (Mar 8, 1992 - Dec 25, 2006) Protector, friend, companion and family pet I have always bred, owned, rescued, and loved German Shepherds - I was raised with one named Misty from about 3 years old until I was 16. When I married I began rescuing them from shelters and pounds and finding them good homes. Sam and Dominique were two I took in and sheltered that made excellent pets I kept them to their final days. Hercules was different. Hercules was mine from the time he could leave his Mother and raised by me. One of many Shepherd I have owned but by far the one closest to my heart. He never let me take walks alone and made it his job to be at my side every step of the way. He was a great dog both inside and out. Protective and loyal as well as friendly and lovable. I shall miss him very much. Hercules my baby! resti

Really!
So far I must admit that my eyes are popping out of socket, lol,but I have met some really cool people so far. There are some really sweet people/women here too. Seems there are many from every facet of life,and culture, and I have enjoyed some outright cool conversations! Even though its still a Virtual meat market "LOL" it has been fun so far. Unlike Myspace, lmao. Look forward to getting as many as I can. Neva you are too cool,and sorry we have not been able to talk to far. "You Wish" you are just too damn adorable!

Yay 4 Evidence
so apparently I'm a big rumor spreading, bad mom who also is fake. I don't care that a certain person on here is gathering up all his friends on CT to gang up on me I"m not going to stoop to his level. Instead I'm going to use what they and him throw at me. I believe in karma and they will get theirs so whatever you guys read on my page don't let it get to you either. I"m not going to stoop to that level of retardness. All I'm going to say is this: thank you for the prove of how you can be towards me and thank you for spreading lies and shit about me. Karma will get you and it will get you soon.

I Have
I have changed my hair coloer many time. From brown to black to blond. Its that time agen. My brown routs are starting to show.. I don't know if I should go back to brown, blak or stay blond.. That is what I am faceing today.. So tell me what you all think here is me as a blond Brown? or black? thanks for all your help.kisses

Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Continuing Saga...
delays, hassles, run-arounds.. it seems i may not be leaving for arizona until saturday now... due to problems with the cargo van we're purchasing and other things.. The 'going away' party is tonight.. and by the plan we were suppose to leave the following morning..for impact. i mean you dont want to say goodbye.. and then still be here =) but unfortunately such is the case - ah well, overall the plan is going well - just you can never quite account for human beings and their unpredictable nature. seems my new years party will be me and my friend at some random hotel somewhere between here and arizona =) not quite what i wanted.. but getting there - and getting the hell out of here.. is all thats really important.

Prisoner (poem)
He walks a path, it's his fate Can't run away nor escape Attached like a ball and chain Haunted past drives him insane Prisoner of his own mind In this flesh he does his time Locked away in a dark cell His life is a blackened hell All alone the days are spent Solitary confinement Raped of all thoughts and feelings Lives a life without meaning In sleep only he finds peace Eyes shut, the real nightmares cease With bread and water survives For something better he strives Maybe someday he'll be free When at last he finds the key One who can unlock his soul Free him from a life so cold

What Is Love And What Would You Do For It
WHAT IS LOVE AND WHAT WOULD YOU DO FOR IT*** LOVE IS BETTER WHEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS.. LOVE is RESPECT.. WITHOUT RESPECT YOU HAVE NOTHING.. LOVE IS MAKING THAT PERSON YOUR WITH FEEL SECURE.. AND KNOWING THERE'S NO ONE ELSE THEY'D RATHER BE SPENDING THERE TIME WITH. LOVE IS ..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN TRUST THE PERSON FULLY AND NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE THEY ARE OR IF THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING AGAINST YOUR BETTER JUDGEMENT..LOVE IS WHEN YOU CAN LAY DOWN WITH SOMEONE AND TOTALLY BE YOURSELF,HAVE FUN, LAUGH, AND FEEL LIKE YOUR HAVING THE BEST CONVERSATION... JUST BECAUSE OF THE WAY YOU REACT TOWARDS EACH OTHER. LOVE IS BEING ABLE TO EXPRESS YOURSELF WITH OUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS GOING TO REACT. IN LOVE YOU SHOULD ALWAYS BE ABLE TO BE YOURSELF. LOVE IS WHEN YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE AND YOU GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO PLEASE THE PERSON JUST SO THEY KNOW YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT THEM. LOVE CAN HAPPEN FAST OR LOVE CAN TAKE IT'S TIME. LOVE IS WHEN YOU SEE PAST ALL FAULTS AND ST

Holding On To Broken Handles
What if all along I had nothing to say And I sat here And typed out Nothing Then gave it away Or I could come Bug you Maybe drive you Nuts But then I would Hug you And slap at your butt Because even if I was At a loss for words And there may come A time where I do have nothing To say You’d be the one I told it to First For you understand That I need to play It is your smile It changes my day

Relaxed Obsession
It is not Distance That keeps us Apart That is just Space to be traveled It does not effect My heart I cannot be here All the time For what gets In our way Is this thing Called My life I do think about you And envision You near But like a Stalker with A.D.D. I have passion For you Constantly Just not all Of the time

Just A Little Venting
This is not directed at anyone in particular....just a random thought for the day.. I wake up everyday, check my emails and then head over here to Cherry tap....As I am drinking my coffee and having a smoke, i spend a fair bit of time leaving comments, rating pics, becoming a fan, making new friends, reposting bulletins and dooing as much as i possibly can....but what has really gotten to me is the fact that only a handfull of my friends and family return the favor...and for that I am truely gratefull..I'm not on here to become a Top Cherry or anything like that....but it would be nice if more than 10% of my friends would stop by every now and again to say Hi...so i ask myself am I wasting my time leaving comments, and rating pictures and becoming a fan, and so on and so forth, if only a few of my friends are going to return the favor? Again this is not directed to anyone and please don't take any offence to it....just a lil pissed is all...knowing that out of all my friends on h

Bakers Dozen 13 Line Poem ;)
I'll hold you here and forever Always so close to your side Know that I'll never leave you You are the reason I glide Love me once and forever Me is a word I wont say When you stand here beside me You is there where I'll stay. Smile as you read these words dear. For I think you missed just one line. Our love is a love so sincere. Love, just read down the line. 13 lines in all ;)

How Can I Sleep With This Going Through My Mind?
Tying her up… Well tying her down really. Bent over on the bed, legs together, arms together, propped up on her knees and elbows. Getting a spot of help from a doll-like assistant to synch the binds tight, care to wield a weapon tonight? Do you see the fear and excitement in her eyes? She’s about to make a word of apprehension so push that gag in quickly. Don’t worry she can still whimper, and in her position that’s all that really matters. Take her chin in your hand, raise her face, take a look in her eyes and tell her how cute she is. The two of you are so beautiful in front each other; all I can do is step back and tell you to have at it. My assistant looks at me with eyes or apprehension, getting her a fresh palm print on her chest, “I said have at it”. And have at it she does. Digging her thumb from nape to tailbone, causing the bound’s back to arch, and eliciting a high-pitched moan. A smile grows across my assistant’s lips as she fuelled by the reaction she’s gotten. Wra

We Would Like To Feature A Well Saluted Member
THIS CHICK HAS DONE WAY MORE TO KEEP HERSELF REAL AND PROVE SHE IS REAL!AND SHES HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS LIKE THE REST OF US!WERE GONNA MAKE A SECTION JUST FOR FEATURED MEMBERS WITH SALUTES!COMING SOON!SHOW HER SOME LOVE! 5 SALUTES IS WORK LOL! Simply Me (please add me as a fan)@ CherryTAP

I Love My Son.
So I'm sitting here, browsing the 'Tap, and my son, who is 5, is standing nearby. He points to the current Blaster, and says: "Dad, who 'iss 'dat per'son?" "Who?" "Da one wif' da bwack hayah." "Oh, I have no idea." "Jus' some cwappy bitch?" "Hahahahahahaha, indeed, my son. Indeed."

Sexy Ladies Contest!!!
Today the doors open up for the sexiest lady on cherry tap!!!!! The Contest will start on 12-28-2006 at 7 p.m. central time and end on 01-04-06 at 7 p.m. central time. Here are the rules for the contest: 1. This is for fun! I will not tolerate any garbage of leaving dumb comments on other contestants comments. you do YOU'RE BANNED!!!! 2. Comment bombings are welcome. 3. Rates are welcome as well ( will be used to break a tie) 4. Again I stress, have fun!!! 5. Contestants, repost in a blog and a bulletin!! Make sure you get your people to vote for you!!!! Good luck to all the contestants!!!! Here are the contestants: Irreplaceable Busty Blonde IndieAngel mlmssy Summer Power Girl The Real JoAnna Sexy Moma msssable50 There you have it ladies and gentlemen. The fun is about to commence!!!! (repost of original by 'ryawolf *sexiest ladies contest starts tonight!!!!' on '2006-12-28 13:49:21')

Another Jackass Embarassing Himself
wow i guess since its so obvious to me all balls here it must be true lol. ->IDK RATE M...: weeeeeee thanks for the comments again weeeeeeeeeeeee i really love the " i win you lose" lmao ->IDK RATE M...: dude youre a typical online loser oh if i dont give you a salute youre gonna tell everyone im fake LMAO. yeah ill give you a salute so you can copy and paste it do some photoshop work to it use my pics as yourself to get some girls. YAY! that will almost happen. you'll not leave me alone? yeah you amost effect my life its called being blocked IDK RATE M...: back jingle cunt .. looking thru your pics gave it away that you're at least 3 other people on her list.. and where's your salute? where's her salute? show proof and i'll leave ya'll the fuck alone its me against you and you'll lose stupid whore NO Faul Pl...: jingle cunt .. what no comments.. oryou on you other .. accoutns.. lol... did you understand my name.. faul play ? lol winks . you lose =i win NO Faul Pl...: it hi

Tattoo!!
So, saturday am getting my first tattoo!! I am really excited and pretty much terrified, but I know I can get through it....I think. It is going to be really pretty, a shooting star with little stars around it on my shoulder. I am praying that it doesnt hurt, Jessie said it is just annoying and you get use to it after awhile so I am thinking positive! I cant wait! Wish me luck!

Myspace
Hey people - I cleaned house today - deleted many many people off my friend and fan lists. If you are still on it - I consider you a friend and not a fake. I want to let y'all know I spend more time on Myspace then on here and I'm putting up the link to my profile there - if any of you have a page there - please stop by and add me to your friends. my link: http://www.myspace.com/MeMesuzyQ I hope everyone had a lovely holiday and I wish you all a very ...

The New Beginning
12/19/06 The trip to Fernley from Orange County, California was uneventful. I took the desert route thinking that tire chains might be required in the Sierra Nevada Mountains. I didn’t have chains. Fernley, Nevada – elevation 4153 feet, population around 20K, thirty-six miles east of Reno and twenty-seven miles to Fallon in the other direction. Fallon is to Fernley as Mount Pilot is to Mayberry. Nobody is absolutely sure how Fernley got its name. Originally it was known as Canal Town. There were two sets of records on the matter. One was lost in the San Francisco earthquake of 1906 and the other went up in smoke in the Fernley courthouse fire around ten years later. Pyramid Lake lies to the north on the Paiute Indian reservation. The lake is best known for the war fought there in 1860 that erupted when the Williams brothers, who owned the local trading post, kidnapped two young girls from the tribe. Today you can pay seven bucks to go trout fishing there for a day.

Guidelines For Me
So, as time goes on, I become increasingly annoyed by certain things online. Believe it or not, I started out on this whole online adventure very optimistic, friendly, and patient, but that has eroded with time and treatment. If you don't believe me, ask to see my chronicle of stupid, offensive, and horrific behavior I experienced in a few short weeks online (after that, I stopped keeping track 'cuz it got too depressing). As a result, I've come up with what I'm starting to think of, not as *rules*, exactly, but more as guidelines for dealing with me. If these sound overly harsh, it's because these are things I run into time and time again. Don't take them personally. If you're actually reading this blog, they probably mostly don't apply to you. And if they don't apply, then don't get annoyed on behalf of the assholes out there. They're the ones ruining it for the rest of you. Blame them, not the women reacting to their ill treatment. Physical Appearance If someone fin

Cherry Spotlight
I want to thank everyone who stopped by my page on Thursday. I will have to say that it was extremely hectic to say the least. I have added many new faces to my circle and I have to say that I am excited to get to know you. To get to understand where I am coming from please read my previous blogs to understand some of the things that have happened in the past that I have had some issues with. I tried to rate and become your fan before accepting your request. I know that I was not 100% in this task. Pair that up with the fact that I found out that there is a limit to how many people you can become fans of in a day and I know that they are quite a few of you that I missed. Please drop me a line and let me know so that I can drop by a rectify that. I also, due to the shear number of profiles that I visited, was unable to rate your pictures. Although I did get to some there are a lot more to go. As the days go by and you visit me or I visit you I will address that as well. Dont be a stra

Just To See Who Replies...
I'm going to clear out my friends list very soon... anyone who bothers to read this and comments, I'll be sure to leave you a gift :) Massive purging is in order... There are people who constantly ask for ratings, comments and then never hear from again. If I've missed you over the last 3 weeks, its because we lost power for 6 days.. then the holidays .. and now the stupid f'n spammer rule, which doesn't allow for me to leave funny pics on every pages anymore. So, I took a break from this site for a few.. but am planning to come back and start leaving comments again for all those who are still around! Miss you all... Dawn

What Personality Disorder Are You!
You May Be a Bit Borderline... Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame! When you're up, you're a little bit crazy... And when you're down, your whole world is crashing Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!What Personality Disorder Are You?

British Letter To Americans
i found this when i was mooching and I thought it was amusing Subject: British Letter to Americans Date: Fri, 5 Nov 2004 11:48:44 -0500 To the citizens of the United States of America, In the light of your failure to elect a proper President of the USA and thus to govern yourselves, we hereby give notice of the revocation of your independence, effective today. Her Sovereign Majesty Queen Elizabeth II will resume monarchial duties over all states, commonwealths and other territories. Except Utah, which she does not fancy. Your new prime minister (The Right Honourable Tony Blair, MP for the 97.85% of you who have until now been unaware that there is a world outside your borders) will appoint a minister for America without the need for further elections. Congress and the Senate will be disbanded. A questionnaire will be circulated next year to determine whether any of you noticed. To aid in the transition to a British Crown Dependency, the following rules are introduced with i

Dear Mj....
Dear MJ.... You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.)

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
If Tomorrow Starts Without Me "If tomorrow starts without me And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me I know you'll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name And took me by the hand. And said my place was ready In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for So much left yet to do, it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays The good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday Just even

Do You Remember?
THIS DOES BRING BACK MEMORIES! This will make you remember things you had completely forgotten SOME OF YOU ARE TOO YOUNG TO REMEMBER THESE -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Do you remember?????? Sit back, relax, listen, read, & smile. Kind of of reminds you to stop & smell the roses of life, and to give Thanks to God for Life and Memories!!!! Do You Remember? ? DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN...? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned

World Cup Final
A man had great tickets for the World Cup Final. As he sits down, another man comes down and asks if anyone is sitting in the empty seat next to him. "No," he says. "The seat is empty." This is incredible!" says the other man. "Who in their right mind would have a seat like this for the World Cup Final, the biggest sporting event in the world, and not use it?" "Well, actually, the seat belongs to me. My wife was supposed to come with me, but she passed away. This is the first World Cup Final we haven't been to together since we got married in 1966 in London." "Oh ... I'm sorry to hear that. That's terrible. But couldn't you find someone else, a friend or relative, or even a neighbor to take the seat?" The man shakes his head. "No. They're all at the funeral."

This Guy Fuck Head
Ok so I wake up this morngin and this person I guess does not have a life as they left stupid comments all over my pics and pages and sayin the word nigga, which I do not appreciate one bit. We need a way to make our pages private as these immature people do not have a life of their own and sit and home laughing going oh my gosh this is so funny. This is the profile and its so funny because I go to send a message and everything is blocked so come on what a retard. http://cherrytap.com/user/547521

Early Morning Wake Up Call
So every morning, I am lovingly brought from my sweet slumber....by someone.. or someones being body slammed from what I do believe is a rather high distance. If its not the WWF (oh thats right.. its called something else now isn't it?) then .. they are bowling.... You laugh... I'm not bullshittin... Theres something... they are rolling across the floor up there.... On occasion I wonder if its a pipe.. I used to have one that had been molded into the inside of a minature tiny beetle bug car.. and if you pulled it back.. it would go forward on its own.. GREAT FOR PARTIES... anyway.. I often wonder if its that. Ahh besides that if they aren't beating each other, bowling.. or just yelling.... They have a 8 or 9 year old child who LOVES to run... Run Dick Run. (gets paintball gun ready) Yes... he loves to run... back and forth and back and forth and back and forth and up and down and up and down and up and down... break them tiny little legs.

Repost
I hate it when I see a repost on who is my friend. If you don't repost then you'll be deleted. I have a busy schedule at the moment and can only get here for a few minutes each night. I value all my friends and would hate to think that I got deleted just because I missed a repost on who my friends are. I'm a newbie here and still trying to figure out how things work around here. I luv sharing some luv when I get a chance to be here and absolutely love making new friends. If I get deleted because I missed a repost then just know you'll be missed dearly.

Lost In Life
I'm lost in time and in my mind,eight hours feels like minutes....My lifes sound track plays endlessly it all seems so real....Lucidly I wake less then myself each passing minute more like you each passing day....Why can't I find my place,why can't I find my way....Standing still yet moving fast.... Times are changing....Tides are Rising but I make sure to catch the glimpse of things yet to PASS!

Evil Secerts . Full Video
This is where you'll find all the information you need on Loose Change, the independent documentary that has grown from a cult following to a grassroots organism that can no longer be contained. The central premise of Loose Change is that the United States Government was, at the very least, criminally negligent in allowing the attacks of September 11th, 2001 to occur. However, when one looks deeper into the evidence, one might come to the startling conclusion that our own government might have been directly responsible for the attacks themselves. Loose Change merely scratches the surface of information that points to a massive government cover-up regarding 9/11. We highly encourage you to take it upon yourself to research the events of 9/11 for yourself and come to your own conclusions. Loose Change is currently in two editions, with a third being developed for American theaters, intended to be released in 2007. http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7866929448192753501

Betrayed
DO PEOPLE EVEN CARE ANYMORE. i AM NOT ON HERE TO BE PLAYED OR USED, IF YOU TRULY WANT TO BE MY FRIEND AND SEE WHERE THOSE FRIENDSHIPS LEAD THEN OK I'M HERE, BUT IF YOU JUST WANT TO PLAY GAMES WITH ME AND MESS WITH MY HEAD THEN ( PLEASE) I'M BEGGING YOU DON'T. MY HEART HAS BEEN STOMMPED ON ENOUGH AND THERE IS'NT MUCH LEFT. I HAVE OPENED MY HEART UP TO PEOPLE ON HERE AND I TAKE MY FRIENDSHIPS VERY SERIOUSLY I CAN HONESTLY SAY I WOULD GIVE MY LIFE FOR A FRIEND. YOU KNOW SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD JUST NOT CARE TO JUST BE A PLAYER AND TELL PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT TO HEAR. BUT I CAN'T PLAY ON PEOPLE'S EMOTIONS I CAN'T IMAGINE MAKING SOMEONE FEEL THAT KIND OF PAIN, THE BETRAYAL, THE SHAME, THE FEELING OF BEENING USED. I WOULD NOT OR COULD NOT DO THIS TO ANYONE. SO IF YOUR PLAYING GAMES WITH ME PLEASE JUST LEAVE NOW REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH MORE PAIN THIS HEART CAN TAKE. PEOPLE SAY I AM TO OVERLY SENSETIVE, AND THAT I CARE TO MUCH, AND TRUST TO MUCH BUT IS THIS A BAD THING. TO ALL MY

Sexy Cherry Contest Update & Rules
Sexy Cherry Contest - Winner Gets $25.00 Starting Today - Sunday Night @ 6 PM EST 12-30-2006 I will be sponsoring and holding a sexy cherry contest. This contest is open to all members of Cherry Tap and is free to enter. This contest is all about SEXY. The contest will end on 1-7-2006 @ 6 PM EST and the winner will be mailed $25.00 The 1st Place winner will win based on over all ratings (Most times rated) and not comments. This will stop all down raters. So even if someone votes a 1 on your picture they have just voted for you. We will also give a 2nd place prize to whoever gets the most comments. You cannot win both!!! Prizes will be mailed on next business day to the winners. To submit a picture you can PM me with a link to the pic you want to use and I will rip it for the contest Feel free to message me with any questions. Each week I will hold a different Cash Contest! Your help and consideration will be greatly appreciated. We currently have 17 Entri

Hilarious Reponses [via Myspace]
Okay, seriously, first of all, I call dibs on the lush with the chin braids. That's freakin' hot. No, scratch that, it's hawt. Secondly, find the spelling error: "synical attitude" Thirdly: You live a charmed life, Miss Cupcake. You and your Ministry and me and my Famke Janssen should go have a pants party, sometime in the near future. Endthought: I'm thinking you should've totally made out with the chin bearded guy, and then you should've sent him to New York to make out with me, and then we could've fought over him, like scorned lovers, and then maybe we could've thrown a milkshake in his face. I originally was thinking a cocktail, since that'd obviously be the drink of choice over a lover's quarrel fight, but milkshakes are much stickier, so if need be, we can just take a little pit stop at the In and Out and grab the necessities beforehand. Deal? Fantastic., Second Endthought: Fantastic is really a fantastic word. You should make a point to use it more often, bec

Being Fake
last night wasn't a goodnight at all for me. I was attacked from people trying to say that i'm a fake and that i'm gay last night. i've been called of all this for so many yrs now. even though i am real and not gay at all. A couple of months ago i had to prove that i drew the drawings of someone on here. but the person that was on here was a fake and was using someones pics from myspace. the person that was being used is only 16 yrs old, almost 17 now. but she looks older then that though. Her mom told me that someone sent her the drawings that she suppose to have done. so i said to her that it wasn't her at all though, it was me that drew them. so i took a couple of pics using my web cam to prove my self. so now i have to prove my self once again. which is really b/s though. i did salute, but that wasn't the right one though. so i did another one then. i guess this one wont be good enough too. lol. for all the haters out there, that don't like me. get the fu

To Friends And Family And Fans
Thes last todays have been remarkable for me... I'm laughing, smiling, dancing just some kind of utter joy.. Like stella got her groove back type shit... So I truly believe that this year is my year.. I have good and bad memories this year that I will keep and teasure.. I all for welcome the new year and everything it has in store for me good and bad... May you all have a blessed and safe new year.. Get fucked up but not to fucked up.. Love you all... Chula

Happy
New Years... please be safe.. i dont want to loose anymore friends... BE SAFE!!!! PLEASE CHECK IN TOMMORROW AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ALL ARE SAFE AND SOUND.. AND TELL ME ABOUT YOUR NITE.. LOVE U ALL... ITS NOW PARTY OUR ASSES OFF TIME.. I SURE NEED IT...

???
So why are people sending me friend requests and then blocking me 15 minutes later and telling me to stop being their fan? *cough* this guy *cough* Tall Dark -n- Handsome@ CherryTAP Apparently his girlfriend has him pretty pussy whipped.

Important Information About Vic And Salute Point Incentives
This was posted by BabyJ earlier today. ______________________________________________ hey cherries, just a heads up-- people with a salute now receive a 10% point bonus everytime they're awarded points/cherry bucks. vics also receive a 15% point bonus. these bonuses stack, so if you're a VIC with a salute, you get 25% extra points everytime. one last tweak for today, in order to move beyond level 10, you'll need to have a salute. if you don't have a salute, you'll keep gathering points, but your level won't go any higher. this tweak is not retroactive, so if you're already over level 10 without a salute, you'll stay there.. you just won't move up anymore. hope everyone had a great new year! -mike

Life Before Chris
Well, Chris did a blog about his life before me and what he has gone through, so I thought I should do one too. As Chris said too, I had been through my share of failed relationships. Got married the first time at a young age... had my son Ryan when I was 22. When Ryan was 9 months old I left his father as he was abusive. From there on I had a few more (more then I want to admit) relationships that seem to go sour for one reason or another. The hardest time in my life began in 2002 and my life has never been the same since. In December of 2002 my only child was diagnosed with Cancer. Ryan fought the disease for a year and a half... tragically and sadly, he passed away in May of 2004. After Ryan passed... I was lost. Thinking I was ok, trying to be strong, brave etc. I neglected myself and it all caught up with me a year later. Depression, panic attacks etc. I was a forever changed person. My marriage started falling a part and before long he told me he didn't want to b

I'm Sick Of Everything!!!
So okay what is the deal today? is it like piss on Dominic day today? Come on its the first day of a new year and it certinly hasnt been a very good start. The year ended badly for me to begin with. The end of my relationship with the woman i have known over the last 9 years. It all came crashing down leaving me with no home to go to other then my parents and being have been away with duties and my family being against military service to begin with i was left pretty screwed to begin with. My friends have no time for me and the few people i know in this place seem to rather fill the gullet holes then come spend alittle time. So that pisses me off, I thought maybe finally i was running into some good luck , go back to florida be with the woman i love and well that got all blown to hell so not only do i not get to go back to florida i get stuck in hell. I go back with my family and i'll never hear the end of things so that leaves me pretty fucking screwed too. I cant fucking do

A Fistful Of Twilght
A fistful of twilight The snow falls On the beach Creates an Interesting dichotomy Matters of the heart Produce Self induced Lobotomies Separation of Church and state Required to Live free To separate life And Fate Evolves into What can never be Falling further Into the black You begin to seek The light Grabbing at morals Reaching for fun Which will save you What is right My mind Accelerates Subconscious passion Escalates Release the Safety Belt The ice is thin But I can skate Music flows From an unseen Source Your soul begins To dance You tap your toes And hit the floor You have another Chance

Im Gone
YEAH IM TIRED OF ALL THE DRAMA AND BULLSHIT.....EVERYONE FEELS A CERTAIN WAY BUT NEVER SAYS IT.....WEN I FEEL A CERTAIN WAY I SAY IT AND I STICK BY MY MUTHA FUCKIN GUNS.....IM TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT.....I STATE MY FEELINGS IN A VERY MATURE AND DIRECT MANNER AND I CATCH SHIT.....YE KNO HALF THE PROBLEM WITH THIS SITE IS THAT PEOPLE LIVE OFFA DRAMA.....ITS LIKE I ALREADY SAID.....WEN YE GOT A PROBLEM GO TO THE PERSON YE GOT A PROBLEM WITH.....LIKE THE FUCKIN ADULT YE CLAIM TO BE.....AND PEOPLE WEN SOMEONE COMES TO YE WITH A PROBLEM.....ACT LIKE A MATURE ADULT TOO AND RECIEVE THEM WITH EYES UNCLOUDED AND WITHOUT YER PRECONCEPTIONS.....AND FER GOD SAKES GROW SOME BALLS AND WEN UVE FUCKED UP.....OWN UP.....DES IM SORRY YE TOOK ME JOKIN SO PERSONALLY AND IF I OFFENDED YE THEN I APOLOGIZE GREATLY.....SAL.....MY BRO.....IM SORRY I COULDNT LIVE UP TO WAT YE EXPECTED FROM ME.....I WISH YE AND YER FAMILY ALL THE BEST AND IF I COULD SWAP PLACES WITH YE.....YE KNO I WOULD DO IT IN A HEARTBEAT BRO...

Wtf Is Wrong With Guys?
What the fuck is wrong with guys on here? Like not to sound stuck up or anything but why do u continue to come on to my stuff and rate me like 7s and 3s and 1s lol just to ruin my 10s?and 11s! I dont mind if your a guy n u rate me but fuck atleast give me a 10 then (Im not attracted to guys ether but you also dont see me goin into guys pics! and rating them shit! So fuckin please stop god! Its so annoying i probably get 4 everyday! Last one was ghost rider the dudes probably still in my profile! LOL seeya n peace to all (girls can rate me w/e they want i dont care but guys have no business really Peace to all!

Why Is It?
Why is it men can't be happy with what they have? Now isn't that just like a man? Ya'll want everything your way.. No bitching,no nagging,no crying (by the way why can't men stand having a woman cry? Sometimes its a matter of life and death for a woman to cry,its the only thing saving the mans life!) Oh keep the house clean,have dinner cooked and be ready for sex.. And then if the woman wins the argument well we have to put up with the pouting.. You know I think women should really be paid more than men because we have to put up with more.. LMAO I just love to give men hell sometimes..It gets a rise out of them!!

A Man's Dream Woman
A REAL MAN’S DREAM WOMAN! 1.) A REAL WOMAN respects your mother and places her thoughts and needs first. 1a.)A REAL WOMAN respects those who deserve respect that includes family...and the family dog. 2.) A REAL WOMAN loves to practice making kids. 3.) A REAL WOMAN supports her MAN to develop himself sexually. 4.) A REAL WOMAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real WOMAN. Walk in her shoes first and you will know how painful high heels are! 5.) A REAL WOMAN doesn't Break Promises she will swallow. 6.) A REAL WOMAN calls you, hot, sexy, and fine as f*ck. 8.) A REAL WOMAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED SHE IS because it has something to do with cell phones. 9.) A REAL WOMAN looks past what she's heard about you or what her friends think of you regardless of her knowing it’s true. 10.) A REAL WOMAN wants to spend as much time as she can with you in the bed room & won't get angry even when you are too tired to get it up. 1

My Broken Heart
I have sat quietly in my corner in the darkness just thinking about the past and the present. I had posted a blog just resently or rather yet a blog I had posted long ago however it was deleted the first time. so I reposted it because I felt as if it belonged here because it is apart of my life. Now since the first time it was posted... I have fallen in love again, and have been for awhile. Unfortunely he has dumped me, then decided to be with his ex. So again here I lay yet alone again deep into my sorrow. At the same time sitting back and watching whats going on, he is fallg into peices, and there is nothing I can do about it. She has dumped him and moved on. So now there is another girl in his life. However this other is no bed of roses either for him, shes not talking to him at the present time. I sit back and I watch him scream and shout and protest his love for her, and how much pain and sorrow he is in. Now while all this is going on I am sitting here in my own tears watchi

Starting The New Year Off Badly!
Sooo...the new year is not starting off too well for me. I was on my way to buy the Snakes on a Plane DVD for the party we were having for it tonight (yeah, we're retarded like that lol) and I got into a damn car accident. Apparently some lady pulled out of the shopping plaza right in front of this other lady, who slammed on her brakes, so the person in front of me slammed on hers, and then I slammed on mine, but sadly it was too late. The three of us pulled over, the girl I hit didn't get the lady in front of her, but I did some minor damage to her bumper. I got some paint from her car on mine, but I don't care much about that. The girl was real cool about it and said she won't turn it into the insurance if it isn't necessary. I gave her my number so she is going to call me when she finds out if there is any real damage. She just has some of my paint and a little dent I think. I told her I'll probably just pay for it if it isn't too expensive. We'll see. So yeah that sucked. I know

A Few Observations And Comments From The Mage
First of all...thanks to the friends Ive made here and all the luv Ive received from many really great people (yeah I can gush on occasion) I want to also say Happy New Year and blessed be to all. If I havent talked to you or shown luv lately Ive been a bit busy but you know your in good with me and know who you are. I intend to get around and say Hi. Now I cut to the chase (You havent paid attention if you expect anything less) as I speak my mind and dont pull punches cuz if you dont like it ....too bad! 1) I give everyone a chance....so if you blow it...life and I keep rolling on. 2) If your not for real what do you possibly hope to gain by asking to add me? 3) Mage has an affinity for all religions, background, ethnicities, sexes, interests, points of views...etc...so if you dont like that then bounce...I dont tollerate closed minded f*cks or ignorance. If you want to learn...then just ask. 4) Most people would consider me a bad man...period. I dont apologize for anyth

Words
Words Nothing more then symbols Written like a thread Messengers they try to be Of what's inside my head Do they really tell it all? At times they truly do Sometimes words are lacking You're left without a clue They send a feeling They spell your mind They bring some healing They make us blind Through keys they find a way Onto the virgin white Heralds of a racing mind Obscurity they fight Whenever I say "I love you" They try to tell you more Aching to show you my passion Like they never did before A word or two Can't prove to you What I am feeling inside But always know When it doesn't show My love for you never died Three words From me For you To see I love you! By Jan Willem Hofman Copyright May 2006

Lol To Jenn N Her Lackies (you Are The Final Obsticals In My Path!)
LOL To Jenn n her lackies You are the final obsticals in my path! All I must do is survive your attempts to ruin and possibly take my life! But concidering u have wanted to for about 8 or 9 years now u are of no concern to me! I dont care about my life as u have probably read in my blogs lol! If I do die hopefully someone will stand up to the government.. thats all I have to say lol! Back to drinking for me (Leave my ex alone she has nothing to do with your anger towards me) There is no purpose to your actions for Im already miserable.. You just bring yourself down tryin to fuck with me! For Im fakehater and I can smell bullshit from miles away! ps how many more accounts will be added to this list of fake? LIL cutie wit a booty http://cherrytap.com/user/558292 Still lookin for mr right http://cherrytap.com/user/555252

Rain Rain Rain
Wow... it started raining last night here and it is still raining this morning. Flood warnings to the north of us and it is supposed to rain for a few more days. What a mess it is going to be around here.

One Night At The Club
So I go to the club the other night and I am talking to friends haveing a few drinks having a good time and playing pool when I noticed this sultry older lady admiring my ass as I go to take my shots so I decide to amuse her by bending over even if I did not have to. We made eye contact a few times. I finally decided to go over and talk to her and she walks off. This happened not only once but twice. Yet she kept making eye contact and looking me up and down. I was not going to do this again yet it really intreagued me to want to talk to her, I guess its all about a game to her. Not real sure what she was thinking, but I was going to get to the bottom of it tonight. So I was keeping an eye on her for the rest of the evening which was not hard to do considering she was hot. Wearing a short red silky dress that screamed take me big boy! That's exactly what I was going to do. I later caught her at the bar ordering a drink and I offered to pay for it for her, and she gave me this bit (whil

Virgin?
well for the past 6 months i have been wanting anal. i have tried it a few times but with no luck but being so tight none could get it in. So this morning after dreaming about it all night i decided to take matters into my own hands. i awoke at 7 am, i reached under my bed and got out my bag of goodies. I pulled out 3 dildos, each a little bigger in size and the largest one vibrating. I started with the smallest one, with the silver bullet on my clit, and the small dildo going into my ass, i started to feel a slight hint of pain, but as i pulled it out and then back in t felt so good. After a few minutes I moved up to the larger one, fucking my virgin ass , and finally moving onto the biggest one and turning it on. it felt so damn good and when i came i could not believe the sensations i had running thru my body. So now im confused, why did it feel so good on my own doing it, rather than having a man do it during sex. And does anyone have any pointers for me. I really want to feel a co

Pin-up Art & Nsfw Rating
Here I go again, I love this site because there is enough storage room to load up my pin-up art. It's ART, aka an interpretation by an ARTIST, something I was years ago until My hands starting numbing. I was uploading from my default in to my collection and this isn't the first time, so suddenly I get a NSFW 3 TIMES!....not once but 3 TIMES!... so FOlks, this is an ADULT site, PIN-UP art is evocative, alluring, some erotic and HOT, no kidding* Well I don't want to get kicked out so I am closing my pin-up art to friends and family. Soo if you want to view it, you need to be my friend, which I truly don't mind, the more friends the merrier. So to that person that rated a PINup photo NSFW and failed to rate the THOUSANDS of T/A all over this site as acceptable! How many boobs and ccrotches and etc are acceptable yet My Chimera, Drew Posada, Hajime Sorayama, Olivia de Berardinis aren't acceptable.. GO figure. Have a nice day, Back to My day~

Ho's Of Love
I was described the other evening in a way, well, that I think was supposed to an insult, but I thought was actually kind. 'Reverend, you are a 'love whore', who is completely unavailable', are the words I was told as we neared the dreaded last call moment. I had just spent an evening with a friend who dropped around midnight, so I took her home, and realized shortly after that I was, in fact, not ready for the fun to be over. I went to another bar, headed out on the porch, and sat with several buddies and new acquaintances until we were told 'you do not have to go home, but you cant stay here'. Before that sad event took place, since I have known several of the other porch creatures for a while now, there were many hugs and kind words being tossed around along with our glass covered nectar. It was just an honestly good time being enjoyed by some damn fine people. Then, the words dropped. Before I could even reply, I heard a 'What the hell does that mean?' So, she explained 'Every time

Cute.
It’s funny, I was in my room yesterday playing Twilight Princess when Sibi comes into the room and asks if she can help me. I explained it was a one player game so she next to me like a good little girl watching me play. Anyway I past this part that had been getting on my nerves for the past week and they showed a close up of Link. Next thing I know this little 3 year old looks at me and says, Sibi: “Who’s the guy?” Me: “That’s Link, Sibs.” Sibi: “I like that guy, HI GUY!” At that point I started to laugh and told her the guy wasn’t real, which she didn’t believe. Then she heard her big sister in the hallway so she went to go play with her. As she was leaving she said bye to me and looked at Link: Sibi: “Bye guy! I like you, I’ll see you tomorrow!”

It Made Me Smile.
Friend of mine took pics of my boobs at Ozzfest last year. *They were covered!* Anyway I caught her doing it so I shoved them into the camera. Last weekend we were all drunk at a bar and she was telling me how *in a druken stooper mind you* "You've got the best boobs and I keep those pictures for lonely nights" OMG I never laughed so hard in my life. Eh just a little something that brightened my day. =)

The Ritual
The Earth that heals The Fire that burns The Air that calms The Water that churns The Pentacle protects The Ritual altar The Athame drawn The Chalice does offer The Circle now salted The energy raised The candles alight The Goddess we praise The spell is now cast The words in rhyme spoke The Gaurdians called The Goddess invoked The offerings made The blessings requested The guidance obtained The Knowledge then rested The Goddess is thanked The Gaurdians retreat The Circle is closed The Ritual complete. written by Cherie copywrite 2006

Ty.. Too All..
I just wanted to say ty to all my friends for coming to my page and keepin up with me.. for all the ones that have been stopin by alot.... I really try to keep up with all of you.. and if i havent rated some of your stuff in awhile plz let me know and ill come and bomb the fuck out of it and rate what I can.. For the contest part for friends, I have alot of friends that are in contest and i try to get to all of you and if i can plz dont be upset lol!!!.. I bomb my friends before i do anyone, but other then that I will try to help out as many as I can I have np helpin others.. but usually I am very busy in contest with all my friends>> More less this blog is to say ty to all.. really I do mean that.. If you havent rated up my pics or stash plz try to do soo when you have time :O) and ill do the same back if not already got everything of yours I am everywhere mostly lol.. Hope you all have a great day and read this blog ty :O)

Nancy Pelosi Becomes House Speaker - Now We Can Impeach Bush & Cheney
Can You Say, " President Pelosi " ? IMPEACH THE BASTARDS CLICK on The Above Picture To See What Is Good For You CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today " With The Emphasis On Bastards

Old School Blog Num2 (women N Such)
Some things Iv learned about women n such! Women want what they cant have And then when they have it usually dont want it anymore! You cant fully know women because they change to much to know themselves.If u cant understand u how can others? Proof of this is clothes makeup and hair colour it goes far deeper lol. You treat em to good they walk all over u! You treat em to bad they guilt u and drop there problems on u! They love attention And are easily seduced by players.Untill u cant get in at all(Wall) Very emotional Use there periods as a massive excuse of this! Treat em special and u will be rewarded. Anger them and god help u. You cant judge all women the same but they do act the same in a few ways! Apperence Big thing with alot of women. Also When u hit on girls sexually only sluts like that in the way u mean it other girls probably are insulted and u increase there defence walls! (Looks-Sexual attraction) For some reason people try to change each other Please stop

Just Say No
I KNOW IT HIP,MAKES U FEEL GOOD REAL GOOD GIVES U CONFIDENCE,BUT DO NOT LET IT TAKE CONTROL, LIKE I DID,I STARTED DRUGS VERY YOUNG, PERSCRIPTION MOSTLY,BECAUSE I WANTED TO FEEL,NUMB FROM DEATH I LOST MY DAD MY MOM MY HUSBAND AND MANY FRIENDS I SHOT UP 24-7, TO KEEP UP I USED CRACK I GOT TO THE POINT I HAD TO DO METHADONE,IN THE MORNING,CRACK TO KEEP ACTIVE AND XANAX TO CALM ME DOWN I DID THIS EVERY DAY, BUT I TOOK CARE OF MY MOM TILL SHE DIED,I WOKE UP IN BED WITH A GUY I LIVED WITH ,HE HAD EVERY THING WAS BORED SO HE TOOK DILAUDID,WELL HE DIDNT WAKE UP THAT MORNING ,SLEEPING WITH ME,MY BEST FRIEND I GREW UP WITH SINCE 4 SHE GOT A HOT SHOT,I FOUND HER IN THE YARD LAYIN ON A AFAGAN AN HER HEAD PHONES ON,2004 MY HUSBAND DIED OF HIS HEART AGE 24 WE HD A LIL GIRL 1 I STOOD AT THE COFFIN 2 MONTHS PREGNANT WITH ARE BOY, THIS IS ONLY NOT EVEN 1/4 OF WHAT I CAN TELL YOU,IF U NEED TO TALK DROP ME A LINE,BUT U MUST WANT TO DO IT,MY OTHER 2 FRIENDS ENDED UP IN BODY BAGS AND THEY WAS STILL ALIVE,W

Links To Great Pregnancy And Infant Loss Support Sites
Below you will find a list of sites dedicated to dealing with pregnancy and neonatal loss along with a little about them below the address in parenthesis. http://www.angels4ever.com/ (This is a site dedicated to the support of pregnancy and infant loss....there is memorial walls and grief info as well as keepsake ideas.) http://www.bornangels.com/ (Born Angels Pregnancy and Neonatal Loss Support) Another site to support parents through the loss of a baby at any stage of development. http://fly.to/OperationAngel (Operation Angel) A Miscarriage and Child Loss Ministry http://www.pain-heartache hope.com/memorialwall5.htm (Pain, Heartache and Hope memorial wall) http://www.wisc.edu/wissp/when.htm (This site is devoted to parents of stillborn babies and to inform about what stillbirth is.) http://www.americanpregnancy.org/pregnancyloss/sbtryingtounderstand.html (facts figures and info on stilbirth from the American Pregnancy Assoc.) http://www.stilln

Is It Just Me...
Or is this CT becoming a pick up site? I came on here to make friends and don't get me wrong I've met some really nice people. But some take it too far and put rude comments in my shoutbox like: You wanna F*** me..and in that nature. What is wrong with people? Do you walk on the street and say that to every woman you find attractive? It's just bugging me, makes you feel like a piece of meat. So do you Guy's experience the same from Women on here? I'm just curious. Well, I just needed to vent a bit. Thanks for listening. :P ~Marlies~

There Are Four Kinds Of Sex:
There are four kinds of sex: HOUSE SEX: You and your spouse are newlyweds and you fuck all over the house. BEDROOM SEX: You and your spouse have been married for a few years, have settled down, and only fuck in the bedroom. HALL SEX: You and your spouse have been married for fifteen years and say, "Fuck you!" when you pass in the hall. COURTROOM SEX: You and your spouse have been married for twenty years, your spouse's lawyer fucks you out of everything you've got.

Fuck Myspace!!!
You know, myspace has pissed me off more than once, but they really did it this time. They deleted my fucking profile! WTF?!?! I didn't even have any revealing pics on my profile, specifically because they've been known to delete them. That is such fucking bullshit! Ever since they started letting minors on that site it has sucked. Anyone on here who is on myspace should delete their account and boycott the stupid fuckers.

The Road Ahead!
The Road Ahead Never hide your LOVE from me, It is there, it's plain to see! Am I in your sights? Do you miss me? I think you might! My heart skips a beat, Each and every time we speak. Am I in your thoughts & dreams? I wish I could see you,,baby please oh please! We don't see each other enough. The road ahead,,,it will be rough. You are there and I am here, Oh! how I wish I could be near. Don't be sad, just be glad, For the life that we will have. Look ahead to the life we'll share, And always know how much I care! I Love You, I Need You, I Miss You. These feelings I carry are so true. Maybe fate is keeping us apart. Please be good to me...Don't break my heart! Deb

Old School Blog 3 (some Of My Opinions Of Religions)
Found at http://jeffsthecause.spaces.live.com/ (pic is the nomads n the tree of life!)Thats probably pot cause it is free to grow even in the middle east)and could do so much for this world and create free! Heart (Heart) I dont belive in GOD or the Devil but that dosint mean u have to belive the same!(Im not Scientology!) I am not one to force views or say u cant pray for what u belive in! Even christianity Throws mixed messages! I wont do that I wont say dont judge But Be against Gays and bies! I said fake will be hard to eliminate!(Its a hard flaw to tame)(You can keep your currant religions belifes and still join mine)One thing i dont belive in is forcing views!(Jahovahs that goes for yous) (maybe your like me and feel your being sent mixed messages too) Thou Shalt Not Kill: Does God Violate Her Own Commandment? Im not one that likes to judge but didn't The romans Kill Jesus? Government and religions are much closer to each other then u care to see.....Anyways......

My Work
WHAT IS LOVE? WHAT DOES THIS WORD REALLY MEAN MY DEFINITION OF LOVE IS RARELY SEEN SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND NO ONE TAKES HER PLACE SHE'S SO CLOSE TO ME MY SPACE IS HER SPACE THE SUN DOESN'T SHINE WHEN SHE'S NOT AROUND IT'S SO HARD TO BELIEVE IT'S HER LOVE I FOUND SHE MAKES ME SMILE ON MY SADDEST DAY LOOKING IN HER EYES CHASES MY SADNESS AWAY HER SMILE IS SO BEAUTIFUL SO FULL OF TRUTH EVEN A BLIND MAN COULD SEE SHE IS THE ONE FOR ME TO TOUCH HER HAND IS ONE OF THE GREATEST PLEASURES EVER KNOWN TO KISS HER LIPS IS LIKE TOUCHING A CLOUD ALL OF OUR DAYS ON THIS EARTH SHE COULD DO NO WRONG FOR THE LOVE WE SHARE KEEPS OUR HEARTS STRONG WHAT'S LOVE GOT TO DO WITH? NOW THAT'S A GOOD QUESTION AND THE ANSWER IS EVERYTHING ALL THINGS. ONE-LOVE PAPI

Jacked!
"God is dead." ~ Friederich Nietzsche "Nietzsche is dead." ~ God "Yeah, real mature, God." ~ Nietzsche "I'm rubber, you're glue, whatever you say bounces off me and sticks to you." ~ God "Well then you're an awesome and cool philosopher who gets all the ladies. Nyah." ~ Nietzsche "Oh, that doesn't count." ~ God "Hey, don't call it if you can't stand the fact that I found a loophole." ~ Nietzsche "It's not a loophole, it's retarded." ~ God "If I had a gun I'd shoot you." ~ Nietzsche "Too bad I have a bulletproof vest" ~ God "Yeah well my bullets go through bullet proof vests." ~ Nietzsche "Nuh-uh, my vests made of titanium and nothing goes through titanium." ~ God "Well then I'd shoot you with a laser that melts the titanium and then kills you." ~ Nietzsche "No way, this is special unmeltable titanium, you can't melt it." ~ God "Yes I can, my laser has infrared, and like, ultraviolet light combined that melts even unmeltable titanium." ~ Nietzsc

When I Look At You
when I look into you eyes I get lost turned upside down and all around get butterflies in my stomach when you come in my direction, when u pucker those sensual lips I feel a swear run down my face causes my temperature to race, when u pushes your body right up on me I cant help but for horny, its like I have no control ova my body when ur alwayz around. Your smile, your eyes, your lips, your style just make me wanna be your guy lucky, handsome & true I should be there loving you...

Your Favorite Picture...
Since we've got the ball rolling with picture comments, what about the pictures themselves? I'm sure we all know what the men are here to look at, but what about the women? Is a man baring skin a good thing for you? Or are you interested in how he looks in a suit, jeans, t-shirt, etc.? Do clothes matter at all? Hair? Smile? You know where I'm going with this. What would your favorite picture of the opposite sex look like? Inquiring minds want to know ;-).

Do It....do...it.
So here's the deal. You get to ask me THREE QUESTIONS no matter how crazy, or random, (or sexually unacceptable :D), and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully. 1. 2. 3. (thats the truth part) Now I dare you to repost this, to see what people ask you (thats the dare part)

Love On Line
The question posed before me in a conversation. In my personal opinion, do I believe you can find true love on line etc…? NOW, here is a subject teeming with conjecture, speculation, theoretical ponderings and, debate. Well now let’s just look at this a while. First you have to know what love is. As in every emotion, all are basically the same for everyone but, also different for every individual. Love of course is one of these, and the one with the most conjecture involved. As defined by the American Heritage Dictionary (my Webster’s has come up missing) Love; 1) An intense affection and warm feeling for another. 2) A strong sexual desire for another. 3) A strong fondness or enthusiasm. 4) a zero score in tennis. Very vague I know. But none the less let’s work with it. First some examples. A nephew of mine talked on line for some time with a woman. They are now married,5 yrs, and very happy. A work colleague of mine met her husband of 3 years on line in an aol chat.

The Angels Cry
There is always a calmness before the storm The clouds are all darkened as they form Thundering skies echo across the land Untold signs are washed from the sand It becomes all quiet and not a sound is heard You can listen for voices but you hear not a word Then like some magical wonder from above The angels begin to cry and send down their love Their tears are falling for you and for me To touch us all and to set us all free They send down their love with such beauty and grace I lift up my head and let the tears touch my face Washing our souls from the hurt that we feel Washing our souls from the pain that is real And when they have finished their crying all done Those clouded skies depart to bring out the sun And if you watch closely and look way up high You will see a rainbow of colors appear in the sky Colors of joy that are warm and not cold God's given promise for us to hold

Done
Well, it's over. I've lost my best friend/the man I love. And while I know it's been a rocky year and he doesn't return my feelings, the loss cuts me deeply. For a year I have spent almost all my spare time with him. I sleep better when I'm next to him. It feels so natural when I'm hanging out with him. And now he has his sights on another girl (which I figured out already), my keyring is one key lighter, and my heart is five times heavier. I just don't know what I will do... my spare time... I've been missing him for over a week. I knew this was coming. I just wish it didn't have to actually happen.

Reason For Me To Block You....
First both of these are examples of how to get deleted, don't ask me to put I love you on your page if you don't ever talk to me and I don't know you, actually don't ever ask me If I want too I will....and I don't really care about your camping gear :) lmao seriously I don't.... And this is just random from another site, but that same theory will still get you blocked on here.... Now if anyone else doesn't like being on my list feel free to follow above examples and I will remove you....and the ones that do like being on my list you guys know I think your all awesome... I hope everyone has a great weekend!

A Comment Sent To My Myspace
Jan 4, 2007 3:13 PM hey i saw this and thought about u so tell me if ima lier or not THIS IS YOU CRACKER!!!!!!!!!!!!! 10 thing losers do on myspace Body: ONE* there is NO SUCH THING as a myspace tracker. it does NOT exist. so quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" no, it doesnt. (it will tell you when someone visits, but not who!) TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a freaking mongoloid. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Quit crying b/c you're not on someones top 8. who cares? ITS MYSPACE!!! SIX Who

Update!
Thought I would update everyone. My Dad is back home from the hospital, again! The doctors have decreased his blood pressure medicine and discontinued his diuretic (water pill). The atrial fib should resolve on its own. My Mom is OK, so far, lol. I'm going to stay with Dad so she can go to church services tomorrow. Dad's pissed about the "babysitter", but I think he'll deal with it. It's just me, lol! That's it for the update! Hope everyone had a great day. Much love and hugs! Blessings to one and all!

Men?!?!?!
This is just another one of my meaningless babblings. In my years of dating, I have made some really way out there fucked up choices. I wish I could blame the booze and horniness but that's not my style. I'm one that feels you shouldn't make exscuses for fuckups. Anywho,these choices along with my "say what you think" attitude has hurt some feelings in the past. Today for instance an old 'friend' calls me and wants me to come visit him. I have NO desire to do so. So I try to politely tell him I am not interested. Our time has passed. Long passed. He won't leave well enough alone. WHich pisses me off. So, I at this point felt the need to tell him the honest truth, which was, "When you learn how to fuck, call me back." I guess this is not a good thing to say to a man, because he gasped and hung up. This is just me, of course, but if I am doing the duty, and it's not what the partner is expecting, I want him to tell me. How else will I learn? It doesn't crush my ego, it t

Lol ... Writers Block Done
You stir me so deep inside Now my feelings I can’t hide The flame burns out of control Now I don’t care about my soul Only the passion I hold for you Only You are the one who knew How desires we share can fan the flame That nothing of the world can tame Fires that forge two into one makes us forever till time is done To think you. To breathe you every day To long when apart for you in every way To know that forever you’re my heart and soul And to know without you I will never be whole Bonded in the spirit that we both share No other heart and soul can compare By R, Thomas Dinsmore

Sadie Lost Her Husband
Sadie lost her husband almost four years ago and still has not gotten out of her depression, mourning as if it were only yesterday. Her daughter constantly is calling her and urging her to get back into the world. Finally, Sadie says she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replies, "Mama! I have someone for you to meet." Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks he asks her to join him for a weekend in the Catskills. And we know what that meant. One room and the normal follow up to that. Their first night there she undresses as he does. There she stood nude except for a pair of black lacy panties. He in his birthday suit. Looking at her he asks "Why the panties?" She replies, "My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still in mourning," He knows he's not getting lucky that night. The following night the same scenario. She standing there with the

The Seven Most Important Men In A Woman's Life
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" The Interior Designer - who tells her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!"

So
i have my contest going on now, and the sexiest older male contest is alreaddy organized, so after that contest ends im gonna take a break from this site, lol i have enough drama in my real life notice i said real life so yeah i wont be signing on for a while after that, if and when i come back ill be cleaning my list majorly. those of you i dont talk to or hear from will be gone, family you have nothing to worry bout but yeah thats the way it is

The End
As I sit here I look back at all of my mistakes All of the broken promises All my heartaches I can still hear the angry voices from too many fights I relive the wrestless days and sleepless nights My heart has spun out of control The years of abuse have taken their toll I think of the words that he used to say that always made me want to stay. where did he go? That true love of mine consumed by addictions He left me behind That first encounter, our first kiss So many things that I will always miss. And I will love him until the end. He was more than my love He was my best friend .......Shawn

What To Say
Well it is a new year with new worries and new hopes. I thought that going to Iraq was a big change in my life but I think it is by far easier to go to war then to come home. I have been lost and thought that I may have found myself with an old friend from High School and all I got was to loose my family over it...however I always make it no matter what. Nothing can stop me or kill me. I did meet a wonderful woman that I am with now, but I still struggle. Why I am writing this I do not know, guess I have to put it down somewhere. So this new year should be better, another year away from war another year away from heart breaks. But yet another year ahead of having to live with it all. So with that being said I will make all the best out of this new year.

Real Love
As you stumble through the morning dew... wondering which way to go... you stumble across a hurdle in the road... what do you do ...when you find a temptation? Do you go for the excitement of the something new... Hoping that the one that you really love never finds out.. As you reach for the new passion, the lust...the 5 minutes of passion is gone...you stopped it... Why because the thoughts of the one person that really loves you kept coming into your mind... The one person that is out looking for you in the morning dew... making sure that your ok... The hurdles will always be there and the desires of other will always try to play a part... Yet the mind,heart and soul...will always be safe with the one that you love... and that will always love you... KD

I'll Be A Taking A Break For A While!
Well.....Last Friday Night really did me in. For the first time ever....I got drunk drinking alone. Way drunk. I was not myself on many different levels. For the first time, I was in a "lounge", I was rude to people I care about and I ended up not being able to help a friend as promised the next day. I have allowed Cherry Tap to become my life instead of just a part of it and I need to refocus my priorities for a while. I will return to CT when the time is right. I have met many people on CT and there are a few that I really consider Friends. I will be back...but I will not make any promises as to when. The Friend that got me onto CT warned me about it's addicting powers.....well...she was right! I need to give her a hug when I see her again. -Big Daddy

Lonliness
I can not close my eyes to you A bitter sweet vision; Like a dream; Left here for me. Waiting like demon lust To find my weakness. Burried deep inside of me The wanting, the burning, the hunger. Explodes beneath the surface; Yet show's nothing to the world. It is bound..forsaken...hidden. Kept from those who aspire To be indulgent. Why have I been banished To live a life so incomplete? The lonliness invades; The sadness overwhelms. The emptiness...without touch; Trapped, lost, helpless Screaming to be embraced. This is not what I envisioned. To be tied here to this place; Where dreams are lost And lives are decaying. I am left wanting to be wanted And craving none but you. written by Cherie copywrite 2006

Feelin Very Fuced Up!
I've been tryin 2 c my little girl 4 tha longest, she's not wit me, she's wit my ex, ex 's Mom & I've been fillin out paper work & doin wht's right ta get visit's but its not happenin so now I feel mad, sad, & hurt all at tha same time & its really fucin wit me I miss & LOVE her wit everything I got but its getin harder & harder ta c her & I dont want ta be a birthday or holiday daddy I want ta be n her life, I wont give up but its getin harder 4 me ta control my anger 2day I havent been myself n a very bad way I've been 2 myself all day not wantin 2 talk 2 any1 listenin ta music ta get sumkinda grip, so I thought I would turn 2 my friends, fans, & fams on tha Tap that care about me & VENT MY ASS OFF, thanks 4 listenin. Bedroom Gangsta!!

Cutest Pickup Line Ever.
Okay. So I can't type very well and I'm actually sort of hoping the guy doesnt call tonigggght cause he seems kinda cool and there is no need for him to think I am loony. ^^ I'm working and I need to get past some guys so I say excuse me and they move but they're all like 'of course' and turn to watch me but I don't turn to look cause um.. I'm to cool for that? Well that and almost all the guys that hit on me are either still in highschool, ghetto as ell or old. Like real old. Anyways, dude gets my attention again to tell me he likes my hair. Well that's expected. So I'm like thanks and by this time I notice he's kind of a cutie. I cant tell how old but I think he's older than me.. black with a nose-ring and average height. So he gets my attention again to ask what my tat is of. I procede to show him all of them then mention that I had piercings too and then bla bla about what and such and thats it I think. So I turn away AGAIN and he's all like hey.. wait. So say that I'm goi

Death Of A Private Part
An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences". The following day, Mr Goldstein was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." "But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" "Well", he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Help Me Bcome A Nutty Cherry!
Hey Guys and Girls, Please help me get to the next level. I have been stuck at 99.99% of Friend of CherryTap for a full day. Anything you cherries can do will be greatly appreciated! All my love, SexySherry

Summary Of The Year On My Computer
I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers only get answered if I forw

Just To Let You Know
Hey Guys, Just to let you know. Cherrytagz is not affialted with cherrytaptweaks.com He has been using my logo. It makes me sad :( Just wanted you guys to know. So you dont think its me. Cheers, Vlad

Fakes, Lies And Cherrytap?
Is it just me or are people really gulliable? I read some of these profiles and bulletins and you have to be smoking crap to believe them. Some of these so called models? Must be self proclaimed because if they are I am miss america. Then you have the people who fake all kinds of things for attention. The gossips etc. This place is a psychologists dream. I think CherryTap put the FUN in dysfunctional! Theres a lot of good people here but for every good person I meet, I come upon a total nutter! Anyhow this is just meant as a warning to ya all. BE CAREFUL. People are not who they say they are, guard your hearts and if a story you are told is a bit off? Chances are they are lying. I will leave it at this for now... xoxox

Cutie With A Booty Contest
TheRH ( BBW Lover )@ CherryTAP I wanted to know if any of the ladies would be interested in a cutest booty contest. If so I can take up to 15 contestants. Rules: A photo showing your booty. And no any full nudity. Current Contestants rubias in the bbw contest vote for me cherrytap.com/1321370790@ CherryTAP At least say HI, when you drop by@ CherryTAP DALLAS ANGEL@ CherryTAP *thats hot*@ CherryTAP Redqueenbbw@ CherryTAP kitten@ CherryTAP KATY@ CherryTAP sxyluciousmom@ CherryTAP Susan 69@ CherryTAP *~*Mandy*~*L.O.D. member@ CherryTAP

My Son Said This When He Was 4
One little monkey swinging in the tree, he fell on my head and said " I'm going to call the cops!" and then I got hit by a car and I couldn't talk. I sounded like a monster, and then an apple fell on my head and squashed it off and one day the monkey came back bye and said "where's your head?! Where's your head?!" and he fixed it. Did you know that Daddy?

Fuck Contest!!!
That's it I'm NEVER voting in another contest...way too much fucking drama & bullshit I don't wanna deal with....seriously I love you guys and I'll help if you need help with something else, but I'm done with contest...I have too many friends to pick and choose who to vote for, and it's pissing people off....that's not the only reason but it's on of the biggest....

Diabolos
Looks like this band(the name of this blog entry)is a Thrash/Black/Death outfit from SoCal : L.A., formed in 2005. First and only EP they've released is called "The Three Mothers". Current line-up, as copied and pasted from Metal-Archives.com: Undead Torment - Vocals, Guitars (Necrophagia, ex-Draconis, ex-Nokturne) N. Eibon Fiend - Bass (Demonia, ex-The Revenants) Murder Machine - Drums Their "Katchem and Killem" is a hellish trainwreck of a song(In a good way!)the Horror lyrics a yummy touch. It's got good pacing and kept me wanting more...kind of. Check it out on their myspace page, Metalminds....or not, whatever.

2006: Saddened By And Thankful For
One of my friends recently posted a blog entry in which she said "fuck you" to all of the people that had mistreated her in 2006. I thought about doing the same, but honestly found that I can't summon up that kind of bile. Rather, I feel saddened by those that mistreated me in 2006. So, here's the list of people that saddened me in 2006: All of the men and women so focused on their own horniness that they couldn't be bothered to get to know me as a whole person (the list is too long to mention them all). Instead, I was simply a fuck toy or a masturbatory object to them. Their loss. All of the married guys who hit on me. Although, I'm perfectly fine with saying "fuck you" to them, 'cuz I believe in monogamy. Or, open polyamory. Cheating is for loser assholes. Fix it, live with it, or get out, jerkoffs. I did. Tim, who was so focused on making sure I didn't fall for him that he ended up fucking with my head pretty badly instead. If he'd just been honest and up-f

At My Annual Physical Yesterday
Deaths from colorectal cancer rank third after lung and prostate cancer for men and third after lung and breast cancer for women. If detected on time it has a great success rate. I had a physical yesterday. And since my family has a history of colon cancer, this is going to be the year of my first colonoscopy. When the doctor asked about any issues I mentioned the family history of colon cancer. I then told him that I was ready to have the Star Trek mission this year. The doctor looked puzzled and asked me what the Stars Trek mission was. I told him that they would boldly go where no man has gone before. I don't think my doctor could stop laughing. So why did I waste a blog on this? To, hopefully, make you laugh and secondly, to raise awareness of colorectal cancer and the need to screen.

2007, Pink Eye And Smaller Boobs
Well it;s officially 2007!! I had three resolutions but those are my well kept secret. Anyways I have officially got smaller chest. After having my baby, I lost 90 percent of the body weight but nothing of the chest and I as well as some people hate big chest so I got a natural reduction!! I haven;t hardly been on but ah well life goes on... I went to the hospital today because of pink eye :S :S :S But I hope this year will be better then the last but one thing only that was great: my daughter Skylar!!

Okay, So That Guy With The Pick-up Line.
Apparantly the line did not come from an entirely sober mind? He called me again. He's all like my name is Keven **** and I am a convicted armed robber. I robbed a bank seven years ago. Then proceeded to complain about it and talk about how he was still on parol. Said he just got out. Also said they hopped him up on drugs. Then proceeded to read me poetry about his dead grandmother. Why do I always end up meeting people like this? ^^

The State Of Iowa
Saturday, January 06, 2007 story Current mood: angry ok here we go..got married after about 1yr he started hitting me. if that wasnt enough he started on my kids..so i left him. mom gave me 500 to move here (since he was the man & took all the money). rented a house..worked my ass off..got into a badddd car accident had to get a roommate to help pay bills since i couldnt work for a bit..found out he was smoking crack & meth in front of my son (12yrs old now). so i kicked him out & called the cops on him...thought it was the right thing to do...WRONG!!! dhs & cops took the kids..now they want me to do 2 random ua's a week & go through drug counciling classes..which i have to pay for..started doing the ua's (everyone clean of course)then i could pay for my place to live...lost my job...oh i forgot back to the roommate..after he found out the kids were gone he broke in & stole eveything & i do mean everything..no clothes, toothbrush, not to mention the expensive stuff ...4 t

"the Doctrine Of Blackness Enshrouded"
And so it begins with the dimming of the candle light that once burned bright with such intensity of hope and dreams now benighted by such a darkness that consumes and forsakens the horizon of what once was and never will be again. Like that of the changing of time and seasons from the liveliness of spring to the withering and despair of winter. You stand here in this equinox divided by the decision that lay ahead to break what seems to be this pre-determined destiny or to write a new chapter that will give testimony to the things that plagues the minds of mankind. Like that of a saviour, disciple, or martyr your words will live on to tell a tale of a past life and the karma there within held, written in the blood of those who be damned, tainted by the memories of the impure in this crusade of self revoloution and revelation. Discard the mind of the one who once bestowed such knowledge upon you, your kingdom will crumble, but my memory shall remain instilled in your veins, your mind an

Can My Friends Help Me Out ??? Please !!!
Would anyone be able to vote for me in the Hottest Cherry contest ? You can bomb if ya want but i'll settle for one vote lol Just found out it was open and starting out like 300 and something behind. THX !!

Wtf!!!!!!!!!!
I have gotten cussed out for the bulletin and the blog I posted..about the short bus.. It WAS NOT meant to pick on or poke fun at the special people. I have one in My FAMILY!!! it was mearly a responce..to the message WE ALL GET..when we overuse a TAG or a COMMENT!!!

What Is A Veteran
What the word Veteran means ... There are many meanings to the word Veteran but to me the word Veteran means comradeship...brotherhood. It is much like you with your school friends. You see each other everyday and some of you might become lifelong friends to one another. This is much the same way with a veteran. Especially a war veteran. Most soldiers are young when our country goes to war and for many it is their first time away from home. Here they are in a far off land with no friends or family and they must quickly adapt to these new surroundings. It is a very scary feeling. A soldier can be brave and still be scared. In many cases this time away from home lasts for several months and even years. All this time we are away from our loved ones. In a war zone we learn to watch each others backs. We are ready to lay down our life for our country in order to maintain the freedom that the citizens of our country have always known. This also holds true with the men and wom

Your Opion
OK MY CHERRY FRIENDS, HERE IT IS IN A NUT SHELL. I JUST LEFT (FOREVER) A MAN THAT CLAIMED I WAS THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE, HIS EVERYTHING, HIS HEART SOUL MIND AND BODY. HE WAS GIVIN AN ALTIMATUM. THE ALCHOHOL OR ME. GUESS WHAT HE CHOSE? HA HA WRONG! HE CHOSE THE BOOZE. LMAO. SO I AM STARTING LIFE OVER AGAIN BUT OMG! MY NEW HOME IS FABULOUS! YOU'LL SEE PICS. AS SOON AS I GET ENOUGH POINTS. LOVE YOU ALL. THANKS FOR LEAVING AN OPINION. MMUUAAHHHH! PEE-JAY

Final Diagnosis From Docs On My Neck
So had an mri done last week went ot the docs today before it started snowing. I found out i have a bulging disc between my c3 and c4 vertebrae. thast whats causing all my pain and vertigo. I begin steroid treatment for it as soon as i go to pharmacy if that doesnt work i get sterioid injection into my spine, if that doesnt work i will need to have surgery. What this means is i might have to leave my job and find something else but iom already in dire financial problems AND i cant wrestle with this, and that was jsut about the nly thing in my life i reall enjoyed....... so yeah im not feeling too good right now..

Kissing
I'm looking at your lips all day long wondering how they would feel on my lips with your tongue dancing with mine. I can see myself sucking on your bottom lip making you want to kiss me more. I would circle my tongue around your lips and you would open your mouth wide enough for you to taste my tongue. The kiss is so soft and slow,and it gets wet and intense. My eyes are closed because I don't want the kiss to ever end and you hold me so damn tight pulling me for another kiss yes again!!!

Do You Really Need A Man To Be Happy??
No this isnt the SHE-ra man haters club...lol Just a question. Good men are hard to find...guys are easy to find lol.. thats what I tell my mother when she wants to know why at 30 I cant KEEP a man.. *eyeroll* and I want to say MOM I can find a man...but I dont want to KEEP ONE... *laugh* conjures images of a man in a cage or something. The truth is that my life is pretty good the way it is, why wreck a good thing? Iknow I am pretty jaded...too many bad expereinces that I have to add she doesnt even know the HALF of...and while other girls my age (gasp) are looking for a doctor or a lawyer or an Indian Chief (wtf?? lol) to keep them happy...I dont need that.. and yeah there are alot of things I might miss about having a guy in my life...(gee I miss kissing lmao and Sunday morning ummmm ;))I guess I am far too independent for most people. BUT I LIKE THAT ABOUT ME lmao... so what if no one else does...lol The point is that maybe I will find a man one day

Rip Charles Aka " Dragon "
Charles died on January 11, 2007 at 8:00 am. dragon@ CherryTAP Charles gave his life protecting our country and may he and his friend rest in peace. Charles died saving the lives of 26 men. More like his friends. He took over 23 shots to his body and still he fought on. I'm sorry for all your loss in a friend. He left behind 2 little girls back in the USA. His team is on his page right now passing on the news. Please go show his page much love and thanks for all he has done. He gave the ultimate price, for our Freedom!!

Poem
1) Did you fart? Cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? Cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? Cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? Cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up.

I Want To Sleep
I am really dragging ass right now. Went to bed at 11:30pm last night, and was up at 2:15am for a death call. Here it is 10:00 am still haven't been to bed. Won't get a chance until after 3:00pm today. Had a death call yesterday too. So the next few days are busy. but I am getting ahead of myself. I have pretty much been working 7 days a week. Either my phone job, or something with the funeral home. But I needed to. Well earlier this week I made my last child support payment. So that is one headache out of the way. (still have many more). I noticed that even though I cut back the number of hours I was working the phones per day. I was still getting short with customers. So I came up with a good plan. Work 3 days, and take a day off. That would give me either a total day off, or to do maintance at the funeral home. Seemed like a good plan, (at the time) Well had a death call yesterday, but it was a Life Legacy call (great program) but the family stil

Hot Or Not
HOT OR NOT***POST THIS IF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as heck! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = 'effin hottie! 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = lets Make Out!! 14.= I'd hit it!!

Rip, U Have My Love, Prayers And Support
SO MANY SOLDERS HAVE DIED SO I DECIDED TO DEDICATE A BLOG TO THEM IF I SEE ANOTHER SOLDIER DIED I WILL ADD THEM TO THIS MEMORIAL (AND IF U KNOW OF ANYONE AND U WANNA ADD THEM JUST LET ME KNOW I AM HAVIN A HARD TIME ACTUALLY FINDING THE LINKS TO THESE SOLDIERS PAGES..TY) THANX TO ALL THE SOLDIERS WHO RISK THEIR LIVES 4 US!!! Charles aka dragon@ CherryTAP in memory of lance corporal john fitton a member of the coldstream guards

Crappy Marriage Cont.
So as some of you know I'm in a rather unhealthy relationship. And its only gotten worse. He has absolutely nothing nice to say to me at all. At lunch my son asked if we could do prayer and he started saying goofy things kids say and my asshole of a husband chimed in saying "and please help my lazy wife find a job." in prayer!??! I couldn't believe he did that. I have been searching for a job. Have sent out 30 some applications/resumes in the last 2 weeks. He's just so negative towards me all the time. I can't even bring myself to sleep in the same bed as him anymore, let alone have sex with him. I'm so tired of him. I really want him gone.I cant do this anymore. He's killing any self esteem I had left. I've been trying to better myself and he just isnt helping. I've asked him for a seperation and he just won't take me seriously. *sigh* i dont know what to do anymore!!

Im Ugly
i totally think im not a good looking guy in fact im a below average looking guy now i know why people always laugh at me and make fun of me hey i got feelings too it hurts when people say im ugly that ill never find someone good for me yeah i need major major dental work thats why i dont smile at all i need false teeth but im struggling im doing for everybody and not for myself cause i was raised to be nice people hear about my teeth problems and laugh hey if you want to laugh at me fine screw it i dont care anymore as soon as i come up with $3,000 ill get the false teeth til then i cant smile

I Need Help From All Of My Wonderful Friends!!!
Please ladies go bomb this pic in the sexiest DILF contest cause I really want this win more than any other!!! I will always be there for you so can you be for me now!!

Whoot Whoot! The Friday Freaky 5 Is On
Well it's Friday and who cares it's the end of the work week? All we give a damn about is that the Friday Freaky Five shows up on time....LOL Same rules different week: 1. Please do not repost questions in your own blog or bulletins. 2. Please DO repost the bulletins so that your friends can come and hang out too. 3. Please come back and read often, people's answers just make the day go by faster....LOL I've added a new twist......I now do this on MySpace as well and I keep track of which site does the best....LOL. Last week, the Cherries kicked the MySpacers ASS... all in fun. So, ready?....Remeber you answer the questions, now let's have some fun! 1. A member of the opposite sex that you are not terribly interested in, but would hang out with if there wasn't much else to do shoots you an e-mail about going to hang out at a local club. Now, you KNOW this person likes to party and pick up the tab, so you forward the message to your best friend, and talk about how

Short And Thicke Vs Long And Thin
This is for the ladies....I just have a question that I want answered and put to bed for my sake! If you had a choice and this all you get...would you want your man short and thicke or long and thin? Just looking for a little feed back please! Thanks!!

Why?
I have been more than burned in relationships.. I have been raped, beaten, tortured, stabbed.. and shot. Had an exboyfriend when I was 17 decide to use me at a stick cushion and stab me. He destroyed my female orgams and took my ability to have kids. And no one is willing to give me time to learn about them before jumping into anything including friendships... They don't understand why I have walls built to keep such pain out. Wouldn't you if all you knew was negativity.. anger...pain... and hurt? Why do people think it is so easy to put it all in the past? One thing they fail to understand it.. They say "get over it", "move on", "forget it".. but what they fail is to tell you "HOW" do you do that? It isn't something instant!!! It takes time.. time to learn about people.. time to earn trust.. They say.. "Oh baby I would never treat you like the others have" and thing is.. the others said that before they did it to me too. Why doesn't anyone want to give me time?

How Horny Are You?
cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny94%Super Horny56%Normal Horny56%Not horny31%A little horny25%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Cutie With A Booty
WELL TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FANS...ESPECIALLY CURIOUS DAVE...YOU WORKED SO HARD TO GET ME TO WINNING AND THEY CANCELLED IT...GO FIGURE...LMFAO...JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU ALL...YOUR THE GREATEST...MUAHHHHHH

H To The E To Ttha Em To Tha Peeee
The hemp plant is the most versatile crop in the entire plant kingdom and has shown its uses throughout history. The first book was written in China on Hemp paper, and our country was founded on hemp. George Washington was the largest hemp farmer in the world during the late 1700's and Thomas Jefferson called on farmers to "plant hemp seed, not tobacco", in fact, hemp was legal tender for almost 200 years in the United States, that's right, you could even pay your taxes with hemp! The current laws against the cultivation of Hemp can be attributed to three men, Henry J. Anslinger, Lammont DuPont, and William Randolph Hearst, who made growing hemp illegal. Anslinger was the head of the Federal Bureau of Narcotics, DuPont and Hearst were the owners of the largest chemical company and newspaper, respectively. Hearst began printing outlandish stories with headlines such as "Marijuana goads user to blood lust" and "Hotel clerk identifies Marijuana smoker as gunman". He also took advantage

Vision Of Dark Ash
I always admired The depth Of you shallowness You go so far To not move Anywhere Like when you Are hurting Covered by a Veil of I don’t care But you let Me Inside you That opened Your truth There is No place else I could learn that Your soul Keeps me amused Down beneath The surface now I love this Classroom

What Tarot Card Am I?
src="http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/chinese/2.jpg"> You are The High Priestess Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education. The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Weird Shit
Am I tripping? Actually, don't answer that one. Anyway, what sort of subliminal messages are they including on this site? Last night, last time I checked, crushes didn't exist. Not a hint. Not a whisper. Next thing i know, there they are. And I'm pissed that I haven't got one! Is that odd? Yes! It seems to be on a par with when you delibrately leave your mobile somewhere, while you go off and do something else, in the vain hope that when you get back SOMEONE will have sent you a message or you'll have a missed call (just me that does that? Ooookkaaaayyy. Feelin like a total loser now. And I've admitted it in public. Great). Cherry Tap is more addictive than smack and wronger than giving you granny a sensual massage. Not that I've tried smack, so I'm only guessing. I'm still faintly disappointed that "crush" doesn't mean "destroy". There are some fuckers out there that'd look like goddam pancakes by now... P.S. If you haven't picked up on the subliminal message in THIS blog, I wan

My Work
HE GIVES ME STRENGTH WHEN I AM NOT STRONG,HE MAKES IT RIGHT WHEN THINGS GO WRONG.HE HOLDS ME DOWN AND FOR THAT I AM GRATEFUL AND BECAUSE OF HIM I KNOW I AM ABLE,ABLE TO WORK LONG HOURS AND NOT NEED A BREAK,ABLE TO FEEL HIS POWERS AND KNOW HE IS GREAT.ABLE TO KNOW REAL LOVE AND THAT'S JUST THE START,ABLE TO SHOW REAL LOVE THAT'S FROM THE HEART.ABLE TO FEEL WHAT'S REAL AND NOT EMBRACE THE FAKE,ABLE TO GIVE HIM PRAISE EACH AND EVERYDAY.ABLE TO LOVE MY ENEMIES AND FOR THEM I PRAY,ABLE TO SHOW MY ENEMIES THAT THERE IS A BETTER WAY.ABLE TO END THIS AND SAY WHAT I NEEDED TO SAY AND GIVE THANKS TO GOD ALMIGHTY FOR LOVING US IN HIS OWN SPECIAL WAY... AMEN...MUCH LOVE ... PAPI.

Geeeez!
OK I HADNT MADE ANY FINAL THOUGHTS ON LEAVING BUT I THINK IM GONNA TAKE A BREAK FOR AWHILE GOT SUM STUFF GOIN ON SO ILL BE GOING SOON MAYBE NOT TODAY BUT MORE THEN LIKELY I WILL!!.....PLUS NOT TO MENTION THE DOWN RATING IS ABOUT TO PISS ME OFF YA KNOW IM KNOW SUPERMODEL BUT PLEASE IM BETTER THEN A 7,8...YA KNOW THE IF YOUR GONNA RATE ME A 7 OR 8 BE SO KIND TO LEAVE A COMMENT WITH YOUR SMART FUCKIN ASS ..........LOVE AND KISSES TO ALL!!

My Best Friend
nobody knows what they have until they loose it You never leave the person whom you love by the one u like, because that person who u like will leave you by the person whom they love. But Friends can be Friends forever! I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , your the STAR to my BURST, your the M to my M, your the POP to my TART, your the MILKY to my WAY,

15 Things You Probably Never Knew Or Thought About
"15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About" 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are truly special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, sooner or later you will. 13. Always remember the co

Forever
Forever friend reach out to me when you feel despair and when your burdens are too many the load I will gladly share and when your heart grows weary and dark clouds cover you My friend I will stay beside you until the sun shines through. Forever friend, we have shared so much a special love we have come to know we have laughed and cried together and helped each other in love to grow Forever friend within my heart a special place for you is there because you are my forever friend and I will always care

Who Is It
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Everybody needs friends, we all have friends Some friends are closer to us than our families If we happen to fall, there are friends to pick us up What will our life be without friends? There are many categories of friendship There are casual friends, bad friends and good friends The question here is – who is your best friend? Friends who can turn your tears into laughter Is your wife your best friend? I mean the friend you go to When you need honest advice Is your husband your best friend? I mean the friend who knows you More than you know yourself Is your brother or sister your best friend? I mean the friend who always assists you To solve difficult personal problems Is your father or mother your best friend? I mean the friend you feel safe to keep secrets Are your in-laws your best friend? I mean the friend you can tell anything Is your boss or co-worker your best friend? I mean the friend who can cover you up at

Erotic Practice
an opinion on Kinbaku, as found online. "When all is said and done, it's all about sex. As humans we have a natural drive to love and be loved, and to express love through our physical bodies. When one mentions the word "sexual abandon" however, we in our puritanical cultures have been programed to bring forth negative images and feelings, rather than calling forth the natural pleasure centers that god designed us to have, use and experience. We are such a guilt ridden society, plagued with the imposition of hundreds of years of perverted rules, to try and control and dictate what good or right, correct or proper pleasure is... which usually is little or no pleasure at all. Sexual energy is perhaps the most powerful force that human beings have to encounter and those of us in western American culture don't have much of a clue on how to deal with it, other than to perpetuate myths like, "well if it feels too good, it must be wrong or sinful". Masturbate and you'll go blind.

7 Reasons Not To Mess With Children
7 reasons not to mess with children 1. A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah." The teacher asked, " What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him." 2. A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the gi

Dreams.
She says most men her age want younger women. She thinks her self esteem's not quite itself any more. But she sees herself as more than what the mirror shows, Why that's so important, heaven only knows. When the important part for her is, Souls and heart's sayin': Dreams of sharin' a life and a home. (Dreams.) Of never ever bein' alone again. (Dreams.) Not even diamonds, just a little gold. Someone there to hold her hand when she gets old. Dreams, the kind you know will never end. Forever lovers and forever friends. Someone really there, to love and care, and share, Dreams. She swears she won't divorce a third time. She swears the more she knows about love, the harder it is to find. Her perfect picture of her white horse prince, Is now dependenancy and promises, Someone kind and brave. Soemone not afraid of: (Dreams.) Of never ever bein' alone again. (Dreams.) Not even diamonds, just a little gold. Someone there to hold her hand when she gets old.

Baby J .. Tryin To Make Me Older
Okay .. Whats the Deal .. First Ive got Rich telling everyone Im Freakin 52.. now Baby J .. is making my Profile show 39 .. Hey whats the deal .. I checked my Birthday on my settings and it was Correct .. 1968 . .that would make me .. 38 .. Ok ??? yet it still showed 39 .. So.. I hadda' go in and change it to 1969 .. What did I ever do to Baby J to piss him off to make him make me older ?? Damn .. And thank you Rich for pointing out my AGE mistake lol So now my Age is correct my. but my Birth Year is wrong . So everyone Check yours .. Maybe its a conspiracy .. LMAO Ooo hell .. wtf.. Im not tryin to sturrrrr up shit im just having a few laughs while pointing out a profile problem so dont come to me with your panties in a twist cuz i said something about baby J . Im sure he's a great guy .. good gawdfrew .. *Laughin . Yes Im goofy tonite ..

The Ocean Says Hello
View from the parking lot. Rock face. He looked pretty stern. This separated all of us. I think the pictures of this with my manual camera will come out better. I just liked the texture. Big hunks of sand would fall into the creek and make this wonderful noise... too bad my camera can't share the sound. This cave has seen action. Ahhh, bliss. I could never be so cold and so happy. Intense situation: self-portraits while driving Highway 1.

We Got It.......we Finally Did It.......
Okay everyone, I didn't want to say anything before about this just because everytime my hubby and I have gotten our hopes up and said something it has fallen through. We got the house!!!!!!!!! We are now home owners as of January 20th, that's when we go to sign the final paperwork and get the keys. I am so happy. I just wanted to let you know that, that's what I have been busy doing and again I apoligize for not being here as much. I have been working my ass off trying to get this done. Soon though I will be back more often. Now I am packing up this house so we can move as soon as possible. This is the best Anniversary Gift my hubby and I could ever give each other, especially since we are signing the papers on our 11 yr. anniversary. Here are a couple pictures of the house......

Update On My Dad
My Dad was readmitted to the CCU (aka Cardiac Care Unit, for you nonmedical people, lol). He is on IV medication to slow his heart rate down. If that doesn't work, they will cardiovert him in the morning. That means they will sedate him and give him a low voltage jolt to the heart to reset the electrical conduction system. Not a big deal, but not a wonderful experience either. This all started because he insisted on going out and pushing snow around this morning! Stubborn man!! Didn't want my Mom doing it, so he did it himself. After much snarfing on my part and tattling to the doctor, he has been told to hire someone to move his snow for the rest of the season! Goddess, give me strength! Anyway, Mom is home. My sister has been notified, and didn't freak, I might add! She will notify the rest of the family members tonight, other than my children - I'll let them know! Time for some tea and meditation. And belly dancing class tonight!!!! That will definitely put me in a better

Alora's Seizures Today
As I headed towards my classroom to begin detention, a staff member grabbed me to tell that Alora was having a seizure outside the high school...It doesn't matter how many times I've seen her have a seizure, it still scares me half to death...So I handed my things to the staff member and began to run down the hallway to where I expected her to be coming into the building... I was trying to run with my clogs on, and kicked them off to really run. I yelled for a student to grab my shoes, and continued running full out past my students to get to my daughter. I ran the whole length of the high school, dodging students the whole way.. I found her with a teacher's aide by her side. She was lying on the steps, still looking dazed and pale. She had just begun to come out of the seizure, and was very tired...nothing unusual about that. Alora's seizures are usually controlled by her meds, but occasionally she will have breakthrough seizures when she starts to come down with a bug....or

Friendship Hurts
(About no one at this site) Why does friendship have to hurt so bad? Why do people think once your back is turned it is okay to talk about you? Why is it that friends side with people you hate just to make themselves look better? Why does friendships stab the heart like a dagger? Why does being friends with someone have to destroy your heart? Why can't beign friends with someone be good enough? Why do some people want you to change to be what they want you to be? Why does friendship bleed? WHY DOES FRIENDSHIP HAVE TO DESTROY WHO YOU ARE? WHY DOES FRIENSHIP MAKE YOU WANT TO DIE? WHY........DOES.........IT.........MAKE..........YOU..........WITHER.........AWAY........IN............THE..........DARKNESS???

Astounding Stats Re Women...
"Women constitute half the world's population, perform nearly two-thirds of its work hours, receive one-tenth of the world's income and own less than one-hundredth of the world's property!" -- United Nations Report

Why?
Did it take me being depressed and blah for me to truly realize how wonderful my boyfriend is. I mean it...I knew I loved him for a reason but tonight proved that he's everything and more then I could ever hope for in a man. Thank you baby ♥...I'm lucky to have you in my life. Do people feel the need to include (add me,fan me, rate me)...are you really that hungry for attention? I mean don't you think that if the person thinks you're attractive, funny, nice what have you...that they'll hmmm I dunno do it all on their own. Just a thought. and umm threw in the second part because that shit really annoys me and well didn't want my whole blog to be mushy ya know?

New One On Gothicbettie.com
There is a new photoset of me up on www.GothicBettie.com called "ViciousVamp in shiny fetish fashion bondage; PVC gauntlets, mini-dress, handcuffs, spreader bar and six-inch patent leather stillettos with locking ankle strap - Set 3 of 3". Check it out and let me know what you think! Vicious Vamp

Who Am I
Who am I? Where am I? Who am I to be? Where am I to be? Those Questions I ask, No answers are passed. Closed, seem all the doors, Or are my eyes to the floor? I refuse to see the light, Yet it shines so fuckin bright. why must I be ungrateful, Shady, caniving and hateful? Hypocracy rolls off my tongue, My body so young, My soul quite old. My mind stuck between, with thoughts so bold. Dare I ask who you are, why I keep myself so far? The answers you give They help me live Yet I close my ears So not to hear How am I so selfish? You give so selfless. How arrogant can I be? To only want for me. Such a selfish prick This is not the trick.

My Energy And Ct Whorishness
Hello dear friends, I don't always start my blogs as a letter, in fact at the beginning I tried to make them as diary-ish as possible. Or even sometimes a venue for my frustrated artist soul. This one is more a letter because it's sort of a state of the union. Ooooh State of Jenn. How fucking hilarious is THAT? OMG, I'm making myself giggle. Okay. Seriously.... I am tired of sitting here at my dining room/office table. I don't know if it's the posture, the numbness in the arms and hands, or what. Lately, I walk by my computer and feel a sense of revulsion. Then guilt. How can I possibly walk by? There are people I miss, people I want to learn about, people I haven't even met yet...... Oh god, I'm so tired. And my book calls. Or maybe it's my couch. Probably both. I haven't had a couch worth the name to lounge on, nor have I had the draw of a television for well nigh almost 8 months now. It's a draining sort of release. I sit and sit and sit there too. I'v

Snowing Again!!!!
This is such a strange winter so far for 2007. Last Wednesday night it snowed and there is still snow on the ground from that pouring and right now I just went outside for a second and it is snowing again here... coming down hard. You guys east of Oregon are in for another dumping. I will post a pic of the street in a little while of the new snow fall.

A Poem Written For Me By Lord Tool
mesmorized by your beauty i feel powerless in your gaze ostracized, treated unfairly at night i dream of blood filled days because in this world no one has your back a lifetime of devotion all i feel is had what's the price of freedom what's the price of integrity should i suffer for your sins and live this life of agony because in this world a lifetime is devotion and all i feel is had a generation of apathy with folk heros from infamy empty lives now have direction just one bullet changed perception kicked and beaten for so long pushed around and told i'm wrong with you in my sights i'm free no longer fear but strength you see

Eternally Yours
ETERNALY YOUR'S WHEN I MET YOU I WAS'NT SEARCHING, WITHOUT YOU, I FIND MY HEART HURTING, I WISH YOU COULD UNDERSTAND, I WISH I HAD BEEN A BETTER MAN, I HOPE SOMEDAY YOU'LL SEE, THE MAN I WANTED TO BE, YOU ARE MY HEART'S DESIRE, MY LOVE FOR YOU BURNS LIKE FIRE WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE, I'LL SLOWLY WILT AND DIE, I'VE NEVER IN MY LIFE FELT MORE PAIN, I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE AGAIN, YOU ARE MY SUN AND MOON, LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS DOOMED, YOU ARE THE STARS IN MY SKY, FOR YOU EACH NIGHT I CRY, I'D GIVE ANYTHING TO SEE YOU SMILE, I'D WALK EACH AND EVERY MILE, EACH DAY TEARS OF LOVE FOR YOU POURS, FOR I KNOW IN MY HEART, I'M ETERNALY YOURS.

Tired Of Some Things
Ok, so, for those of you who know me. you know i dont blog much. i dont post bullitins much. i keep my opinions to myself for the most part. but while ive been plotting world domination and all, some things have begun to crawl under my skin just a bit. if you are a man, with a picture of a woman displayed. you might not belong here. if you are smart enough to load 200 pictures up to your sight, but not turn them over. you might not belong here. if you really believe your friends are "true" by whether or not they read all of your bullitins. you might not belong here. if hinder, lips of an angel, is the only song on your page. you might not belong here. it was cool for like 5 minutes before everyone and there brother posted it. if you think the more points you have, the more people like you. you might not belong here. more to come. toodles

Ranting, Things That Are Of No Importance,,,,
So tonight was intresting for me...I was online at work today like usual just passing sometime when someone said hello to me...I said hello back and started talking to him and well as usual the whole single? came up..I said yes i am and then in bold letters he said NO WAY...lol ya single by choice i let him no..Then came are you lesbian.. nice huh? Nah not that either,,Then we get into a conservation about relationships and i tell him that i was in one and it ended bad and not trusting men, He asked have i ever been in love? Once i tell him and that baffles him...Because i am 22 and only been on love once...He said there is no way that i have only been in love once...Does that make me weird? I dont need to be in love with someone to make my life complete...If it happens then it does but it hasnt...Then he siad oh then you must just have "lots of fun" without love...Nope that doesnt happen either, I dont think he belived me when i told him my last bf was 3 years ago and everything el

Europe!
Well I just got to see one of the best shows. Well, Europe is ALWAYS good, but this show was just one of the best they have done! On January 16, 2007 in Granada, Spain. AWESOME SHOW!!!!!!!!!! We, meaning my family and myself, are going to the Madrid show tonight, the 17th of January. I am so looking forward to this show! If you would like to learn more about the recent Europe albums and tour information you can check out their web site at: http://www.europetheband.com If the link isn't clickable, just copy and paste it into your browser address bar or type it in. It's easy to remember. KEEP ON ROCKIN' GUYS!

Bbw...
let me preface this by saying...i like a woman with a lil meat on her bones...more cushion for the pushing i say...and if you got a gut theres a great possibility theres some great pussy under it...so im not shitting on the chunky chicks... but what the hell do you need a title to make yaself feel better about yaself...if you honestly and truely are proud to be ya size then be that... im proud to be short...you dont see me calling myself SBM...cuz though i do feel like ima sexy ass black man...with a wonderful penis, bulging biceps and a personality that would rival some tv stars...i see no need to bring that to the light like i NEED you to acknowldege that...;-) i digress i think bringing attention to you're "faults" and using it as some form of false bravdo and a sense of confidence is retarded... either you like yaself or you dont... and yes i equate short with fat...cuz damnit you wouldnt believe how many times ive been dissed cuz of my height...sue me look

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
A funny for today =) 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? I'm going to Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".. Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When someth

To All My Friends:good Friends, Fake Ass Friends, New Friends, Old Friends
OK a mwssage to all those one my friends list: Just so u know...I don't mean to be a bad friend. I'm very busy lately, so if u stop by and say hello or comment, i will gladly return the favor. It's hard to keep track of all the "friends" real or fake on here. I use to go through my friends list once a week and comment everyone....and never got anything in return. So why waste my time?? Thanks for reading this if u did.....

The Rh Booty Contest Cancelled
TheRH ( BBW Lover )@ CherryTAP Due to some events out of my control, I need to shut down the contest. As cancellation a 1,000 cherry buck prize will be give to all who participated. Sorry for the confusion.

New Tags Uploaded Today
Hey Everyone, I have just finished updating the website so there are lots of new tags. I have updated: New Custom Comments - Thanks to those who have worked so hard on these for me Cherrytap comments - I have updated almost all the sections. Mostly Thanks for the Add and Welcome comments. Day/Week comments - Lots of new updates esp in the weekend section. Smurfs - Yes I do love the smurfs and I just uploaded awhole smurf section. SMURF YAH!!! Also I have been playing around with new advertisers I hope you guys like these ones better than the crappy myspace ads. Let me know. Show some love so I can update more and add new features. Since we are all lazy here is the cherrytags link: Thanks for all the support love you guys!!! Vlad

I'm Back!!!!
I just wanted to thank everyone that has been rating my blog for me and let you all know that my blog is back in #1. I am really excited though I dont know how long it will last..I will still celebrate....thanks much to all your support!

End Of Day 1
Today was the first step on my road to recovery. I admit it was hard. I almost skipped lunch but forced myself to find something to eat. But you know what it felt rewarding. I ate all 3 meals today and remembered to take all of my vitamins. Work today was hard. A coworker had made a comment and of course the ED in me came out. She had mention that I was so skinny and had asked how did I do it. I told her self-starvation and that today was my first day on the road to recovery. Then I told her and another of my coworkers about my ED. They were like you are eating your crispani all by yourself all of it. For those who don't know a crispani is a pizza at Panera Bread. I did. They were proud of me and told me to keep them updated on my recovery. For the end of day 1 I am proud of myself. I ate 3 meals, granted I did not have any additional snacks, and I took all vitamins. Tomorrow I am nervous for my first consulation with my doctor. I'll let you all know what happens.

Montell Ass Milk.
::nay2thej: 04:26 ass milk. if someone gave you a million dollars. would you drink it? ::cupcake: 04:26 well... that all depends on how much money i already had....and who's ass i would be drinking it from. ::nay2thej: 04:27 ok, what if it was montell jordan's ::cupcake: 04:28 montell jordan? thats fucking random. 04:28 pre. or post. shit? ::nay2thej: 04:28 post ::cupcake: 04:28 how long afterward? ::nay2thej: 04:29 20 min ::cupcake: 04:30 20 min.... hmmm 04:30 and how much money do i have at this time? ::nay2thej: 04:30 c'mon you can do it 04:31 100 dollars ::cupcake: 04:31 thats it?! ::nay2thej: 04:31 yep ::cupcake: 04:31 damn. well...is it flavored milk? ::nay2thej: 04:31 you need this money d 04:31 yeah, it's poo flavored ::cupcake: 04:31 1%? 2%? skim? ::nay2thej: 04:32 2%, is that a problem, cause maybe I can re-process it for you princess. c'mon lets not be picky 04:33 lol ::cupcake: 04:33 i like 2%..bitch. 04:33

Ok So I'm Not A Perfect Guy...
Lately i put a picture up of me in boxer shorts and recieved more then a share load of private messages requesting to see more. That wouldn't be prudent for me to be posting pictures like that. I have entirely too many people on this account that i respect enough not to have them get a message that i have posted a new picture and they click on the link to find something starring right in their face something that they weren't keen on looking at. So for the time being, i really don't care who sees...i'm moody..i i'm like that...next week i may be so embarrased and turn the things off..but hey I'm a gemini, i have a split personality...live with it, i do! My not so shy side...@ CherryTAP p.s. for those that want a looksy and can't take no for an answer, just request to be a friend on that account.

This I Made For My Mom
My mother’s cry! Our mother’s cry is dear to us as we know it. She is there for us from the day we’re born! She connects, from the first time she looks us in our eyes and says I will never let you down and will always be there for you, as tears stream down her face. Then it begins sleepless nights, restless days and quiet naps cleaning our mess! Wiping our tears! The laughter when we say silly little things that she will never forget. Watching us go to our first day of school and the tears begin again as she heads home and waits for our return. Our Mother's love is something that no one can explain, it is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, it is endless, unselfish and enduring come what may for nothing can destroy it or take that love away. Jehovah made her smile of the sunshine; And He molded her heart of pure gold! Our mother will walk the extra mile just to see her children smile! Thank you for believing in us when we found it difficult to believe in ourselves. Thank

So What Would You Do....my Report Card
post this as "Sexy Report Card" and see what people say! Its actually pretty fun!! F- = YOUR SO ####### UGLY THAT ITS NOT FUNNY F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME! D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. I would love to have you in my room with no one home :-). A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXEY!! A+ = Gorgeous ... I want you to be mine : ) A++ = I 'D hit it A+++=ID DROP MY CLOTHES IN 3 SECONDS 4 U

Happy Thursday Or Thrust Day
Well, today I was sexually frustrated, was supposed to get some booty yesterday but didnt pan out. So today I made it my goal to get off as often as I could. Went into the old treasure chest to see what toy's ive neglected due to my rabbit.. God I love that toy!! So I got out the red devil, (a 2 spot stimulator pussy and clit, my silver bullet for more clitoral stimulation, and a good ole traditional vibrator for my ass!! With two remotes going in one hand and holding the toy in the backdoor. I achieved an eye rolling back in the head orgasm!! Yippee!! Then a surprise phone call for a 3 hour long lunch sex session!!! Who am I to say no to that,threw on a black nigthie, black garter and thigh highs, the black chrome heeled boots in my profile pic and awaited for my sexual savior!! A lil make out session, fingers wandering to get me primed, killer bj, (yeah im that good) to get him primed and off came the clothes except the garter and boots for some him on top, me on top, me on side, o

A Lesson I Learned Today
I saw something today that made me think. I was running into the drug store to pick up a few things for a sick friend, and as I was parking my car, I noticed a older lady pushing a stroller with a kid that at max was 2 years old. This being South Florida, it was a pretty safe bet that Grandma and the kid were taking a walk to the store. I didn’t want to open my door and cut her off so I waited. I wasn’t really in a hurry, so it was cool. I guess Grandma was tired from the walk, so she sat on a bench in front of the store in the shade and was talking to the little one. It warmed me to see the look on their faces so I sat there a extra minute or two just to smile a little. The ground was still wet from the rain earlier, but the bench was under the overhang. Being a good Grandma she put the stroller out in front of her on the side walk instead of next to her so she could not only watch the kid, but make all the sounds Grandma’s are so good at. That’s when I heard it. The pure

Fucked Up
ITS PRETTY FUCKED UP WHEN PEOPLE JUDGE OTHERS BY THERE LOOKS AND NOT WHATS INSIDE SO TO ALL YOU ASSHOLES & BITCHES THAT JUDGE PEOPLE BY THEIR LOKKS AND NOT THRE HEART OR ANYTHING PERSONALITY WISE FUCK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quiz Time----blow Pop
What flavor lolli-pop are you?grape sour yet sweet at the same time :)Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. What flavor lolli-pop are you?Cherryso sweet and yummy :)Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests. SO VERY SWEET

You'll Be In My Heart
COME STOP YOUR CRYIN AND WE'LL BE ALRIGHT JUST TAKE MY HAND... HOLD IT TIGHT. I WILL PROTECT YOU FROM ALL AROUND YOU I WILL BE HERE DON'T CRY. FOR ONE SO SMALL, YOU SEEM SO STRONG MY ARMS WILL HOLD YOU AND KEEP YOU SAFE AND WARM. THIS BOND BETWEEN US CANT BE BROKEN I WILL BE HERE DON'T YOU CRY, CAUSE YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART YES YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART FROM THIS DAY ON.. NOW AND FOREVER MORE YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART, NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART ALWAYS WHY CAN'T THEY UNDERSTAND THE WAY THAT WE FEEL THEY JUST DON'T TRUST WHAT THEY CAN'T EXPLAIN I KNOW WE'RE DIFFERANT.. BUT DEEP INSIDE US WE'RE NOT ALL THAT DIFFERANT AT ALL AND YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART YES YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART FROM THIS DAY ON, NOW AND FOREVER MORE DON'T LISTEN TO THEM.. CAUSE WHAT DO THEY KNOW WE NEED EACH OTHER TO HAVE AND TO HOLD THEY'LL SEE IN TIME... I KNOW WHEN DESTINY CALL'S YOU.. YOU MUST BE STRONG I MAY NOT BE WITH YOU, BUT YOU GOT TO HOLD ON THEY'LL SEE IN TIME... I KNOW WE'

Myspace Suit -- All The More Reason For Ct To Keep Kids Of The Tap
Wow see that links or sites got sued!!!!!! is a bulletin that რէნìkєя$72@ CherryTAP originally submitted on our site that posted an article found, which stated the following: MySpace sued in wake of sexual assault 6/20/2006 3:58:59 PM, by Eric Bangeman A Texas 14-year-old and her mother have sued MySpace for US$30 million after she was raped by a man she met on the social networking site. Pete Solis, who faces felony sexual assault charges, courted the girl via her MySpace profile. They proceded to exchange phone calls and e-mails prior to meeting in May. Solis reportedly picked her up at school, took her to dinner and a movie, and then sexually assaulted her at a South Austin, TX apartment complex. MySpace's age verification practices come under attack by the plaintiff's attorneys. The site requires users to be at least 14 years old, asking for name, date of birth, e-mail address, sex, and country of residence. However, it does not attempt to v

Stupid Sex Laws...
In the quiet town of Connorsville, Wisconsin, it's illegal for a man to shoot off a gun when his female partner has an orgasm. It's against the law in Willowdale, Oregon, for a husband to curse during sex. In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you or holding you in his arms. Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown- if they're nude. (Apparently, if you wear socks, you're safe from the law!) In hotels in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, every room is required to have twin beds. And the bed

The Hike
First, a special thank you to my muse. Thanks for rocking my world. Okay now on with the show... It is a beautiful day in the Pacific Northwest. We arrive at the park, unload our picnic basket and set out on our hike to the falls. You are wearing a tight fitting tank top that hugs your delicious curves, and very short shorts, which when climbing up hills reveal a tantalizing tease of your gorgeous ass. I am wearing a tight fitting t-shirt and khaki, somewhat worn shorts. We walk through the forest talking, holding hands, dazzled by the beauty of our surroundings and the soothing sound of the creek trickling beneath us. The sun is shining through the dense pine trees forming glittering pools of light on the forest floor. As we are climbing a particularly steep hill you lose your footing and topple backwards. I catch you and "accidentally" cup your beautiful, perky breasts while trying to help you up. I can feel your nipples harden under the fabric. I grab you by your hips

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

New Poem
A bitter crumb From the bread of life Dipped in blood red wine Lodged in my throat Cutting off my air Raising my dispair A word softly spoken Screams inside my head Until I wish I were dead Feeling their stares Rank condemnation A cold determination To hate all that I am Without knowing why Who would dare defy All gathered about my corpse All that remains is a shell And they bid me an icy farewell And so i descend Knowing not where I go Or why I'm alone Whispers circle around Echoes of sweet moments past How I wish they would last But I must depart Going deeper in my maze Heart torn and mind dazed I hear your voice calling I'm afraid to hope So i blindly grope Reaching with longing A hunger I cannot expain Burns till only ashes remain And then I see your face And my dream comes true At then end of it all I find you

To My Dark Lovlies...
A soft whisper In a howling wind Our hands intertwine Lips meet in the gust Of the winds of night She is my love A desire I shall fulfill Laying in her arms I see the moons home Her eyes and smile My recompense My solace From battles long fought My sweet moment Of darkness alive Our skin tingles together My breathe on hers Hers on mine My lover of the shadow My dark princess Come to me

Sometimes You Shouldnt Interrupt
Little Johnny watched his Daddy's car pass by the school playground and go into the woods. Curious, Johnny followed the car and saw Daddy and Aunt Jane in a passionate embrace. Little Johnny found this so exciting that he could not contain himself, he ran home and started to tell his mother. "Mommy I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt. Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane . . . ." At this point Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny this is such an interesting story suppose you save the rest of it for supper time.I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight". At the dinner table Mommy asked little Johnny to tell his story. Johnny started his story, "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he he

Have You Ever Fallen In So Hard
Have you ever fallen so hard for someone you dont really know but the first time you talked to them they had you right there at hello Have you ever fallen so hard for a completely perfect stranger but you wanted to get to know them even though it could put you in danger Have you ever fallen so hard for someone that you have never met but when you started talking to them you knew it was something you would never regret Have you ever fallen so hard for someone who can make you fly by just saying baby i love you and you just knew its not a lie Have you ever fallen so hard for someone so perfect who is like an angel to you and treats you with so much respect Have you ever fallen so hard or as fast as you can blink,so quick but theres something about him and you two just automatically click baby. i have fallen so hard your my angel from above God sent you to me to care for and love

The Ultimate Sex Survey
This is the ultimate sex survey. The trick is to repost this and see if someone gives u their answers. Name: Amanda Age: 31 Current Location: Belleview, Florida Eye/Hair Color: Blue/Light Brown Height: 5'9 Ethnicity: White Sexual Orientation: Straight Size of penis/breast: 34B WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?: Age: Prefer Older Eye/Hair: Any Height: 5'10 and up Ethnicity: Depends Body Type: Average, Buff, Takes Care of hisself Whats your favorite part of a guys/gals body?: The lips EASY QUESTIONS: What kind of underwear R U Wearing? None Have you ever given/received a lap dance? Yes Ever watch a porno? Yes Ever made someone think you were gonna have sex but didnt? lol, Yes Are you into ass smacking? Yes Are you a Virgin?: ummm, I wish When did you lose it? 10th Grade How was your first time? Sucked If you had a choice would you have stayed a virgin longer? Yep - sure would have Are you an easy O or hard O? Hard O Ever meet someone off th

The Choice
В моих очень многих вещах изменились, и очень много вещей только настолько трудно объяснить. Ich steige von der Armee in ein paar Wochen aus und hier ich weiß nicht genau was ich bin gonna macht.. In una mano ho Cathy... Si potrei essere con lei, ma la lotta e la gelosia deve fermare. L'alors il y a Michelle... Mais après une année, je n'ai rien trouvé avec elle jamais changerait et elle est juste gonna fait quel est meilleur pour elle et Phoenyx. Der også Wendy. Men hun gifter seg og jeg ikke ser meg selv være den annen guy. Jeg ve

Hmmmmmm.....
This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it FORWARD ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT

Save Me
Ever have one of those mornings? Just something new I wrote.... I'm crying in the storm, Can't you hear me? Down on my knees, Screaming out your name. Needing your hand To reach down and pull me out. Can you not hear me, Or have you forsaken me? I'm drowning, Feeling myself going under. Can you hear me? Will you save me, Or watch as I slowy drift away, Gasping for breath, My heartbeat slowing, Bleeding for your touch. Can you hear me? I need to feel you near me, Wrapped inside your soul. My Master, my safehouse. Can you hear me? Through sleepless,dreamless nights, I await your call. Can you hear me, Or have you turned away forever.... Copyright 2007 Emanaia Buried at PhotoCasket.com

The Lonely Prince
A castle upon the hills Lies the blood of my soul Secluded from the world And that who would be bold. I walk the halls with Hounds to my side. Watching the shadows As time goes by. Hearing the howls of the children of the night. Where I feel safe, Others may fright. Looking off the ledge So I may see. A beautiful portrait of mountains and of trees. Looking upon the moon Shining big and bright. Wondering if I am doing, what is morally right. I pray to God, In the heavens above. Hoping he will bring to me The one that I love. Knowing that I have fallen, Far from grace. God seems to have left me, Alone in this place. If a maiden should come To my mighty walls, That will be the day, My heart will thaw. May her eyes be blue And full of life. Her hair dark, Lips so bright. Alas, Until that day should come. I will reamain here, The lonely one

My Fat Ass....
So me and my Kellee went back to the gym today for the first time in 4 months... Ok so i know what you are thinking...LAZY ASS...and yeah you are right.. So anyway...we started off with a nice walk around the indoor track...2 laps...then we went and started to work on our arms... We didn't pussy out and go easy the first day...hell no we did 3 sets on each machine...WITH weight...lol I truly hate the satanic fuck who designed these machines....the ones to work triceps HURT like a mother fucker....oh and the i want nice firm boobies machine...UGH...lol but i will say i worked my ass off...THEN me and miss kellee went to the treadmills...we did 30 min on the forest walk...when kel and i do something we don't do it halfway. So yeah my arms hurt like hell...and i know tomorrow will only be worse... So i was bitching and moaning the whole time...but don't let me fool you...i love it at the gym... I like knowing i am doing something to make me feel better in the long run... Someone re

Why Men Only Want Beautiful Women
Do your looks matter? Of course they do, but not nearly as much as you think and not nearly as much as anyone else thinks. Men fundamentally judge women by their looks: face, hair, eyes, breast, legs, body, etc. and, more than anything else, it is a woman's looks that turns men on (or turns men off). For a (heterosexual) man, a woman's looks are what initially "trances" him out, whereas women tend to be seduced more by words and actions - unless the man is some kind of male supermodel or superstar in which case women will trance out on him in the same way a man will trance out on any beautiful woman. It is only natural that men think the same rules about looks apply to women as they do men. To a certain extent, yes. A woman, however, places much less importance to how a man looks compared to how he can make her feel. Looks might better help you get the "audition" but that's all. Techniques like spoken NLP patterns, eliciting and mirroring values, Mr. Smooth, kino, etc. are strategie

*sigh* Pack A Lunch This Is A Long Story Lol
Well I had an interesting Friday night. My married friend decided to "Hook me up" with this guy since we were going out to our usual hangout. Well, my friend and I have completely different tastes in men so I was kinda apprehensive as to whether or not I was gonna hurl or drool, but, I decided what the hell. We we were on our way to the bar when he calls and wants us to come over to his house (I guess he wanted to size me up) so when we get there, I noticably gawked, this guy was gorgeous!! Apparantly he liked me too because he kept touching me every chance he got. Anyways, I got a bit ahead of myself, the whole reason my friend and I decided to go out was because her husband is a drunk and goes out all the time without her and she wanted some payback. We kinda sorta snuck out hehe. Well we get to the bar and everything is going smashing, then, who decides to show up? Yep its the husband.. I was thinking my friend was in some big trouble but he grabbed a bottle and left. So

Doin' The Superbowl Shuffle!
BEARS WIN BEARS WIN BEARS WIN BEARS WIN BEARS WIN BEARS WIN! What, you're surprised? I grew up in Chicago, and I like football. Oh, did I mention the CHICAGO BEARS are headed to the Superbowl for the first time since the seminal 1985 Chicago Bears defined for the world what a truly great defense was. I was 15 when the Bears headed to the Superbowl in 1986, one of those years you remember anyway (first kiss, first date, etc.). Even more to remember as they dominated the New England Patrios in a rout at Superbowl XX. Here they are -- the seminal 1985 Chicago Bears. With a little shout-out to arguably the best running back to ever play the game, as well as one of the genuinely nicest, Walter Payton, or "Sweetness." And, of course, the '85 Bears redefined football publicity as well by bringing us the ferociously bad (but still very fun, c'mon, admit it) Superbowl Shuffle. You know you want to watch it! So, Bears are heading back to the 'Bowl. Superbow

For Some Reason I Thought Of You
For some reason I thought of you Special Person Sent Me Special Words! White Rose In the storm Stands the white rose tumultuous waves of destruction abound her Yet tall is the white rose strong in the face Of the sensed doom around her And she does not bow down Pure is the white rose In the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt I see not the white rose She is so far away But I long to protect her But only the words can I say So I send her my words And my poets heart To help her when there is hope to see her through Be Strong little flower Your heart will guide true And as long as you want I will always talk to you Walter Poe The Rose and the Bee If I were a bee and you were a rose, Would you let me in when the gray wind blows? Would you hold your petals wide apart, Would you let me in to find your heart, If you were a rose? "If I were a rose and you were a bee, You should never go when

Random Opinions/thoughts/nothingness
So I was thinking........yes scary I know...... #1 I see all these posts/bulletins about how people get into "Drama" over the internet and that just boggles my mind. I mean come on it's the itnernet, if you are living by it that much then maybe need to recheck priorities but that's just my thought on that subject. #2 Naked Pictures!! They are everywhere on CT!! Chicks showing what God gave em and by no means am I complainng because hell I look also! Now I'm sure there are dudes out there doing it to but I ain't looking at that hahaha!! But was talking to a friend who is on CT and she says girls don't look at that stuff like guys do. Is she right? I dunno, maybe, I had pics of my ummmm "stuff" up for about 24 hours as a dare from a friend and not one person looked at them so maybe that is true!!!! That's not why I took em down though it's more because it felt weird to me, but hey I took the dare on it and won free beer so what the hell!!!! #3 Congratulations to the New

Another
Passion pulls me and sweeps me away I feel the tug each and every day To live life shared with my sweet dream To face things together as a team And never let fear rule our hearts and minds Nor to the worlds onslaught close the blinds And pretend that things will just go away For things we don’t deal with come into the day And to handle the challenge a live free to love Peace then rules our life when push comes to shove For united we stand and loving so true I will always be there standing by you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Alone Much?
For some reason this thing is NSFW. Whatever, I AM NSFW anyway. Smarter than the average whore. Hence why I'm the cuntwhore. But there is one question I get asked all the time and have never really given a complete answer to. What is this infamous question which makes me think and start to question my cuntwhoriness? Wow I love that word, by the way. I mean, you just look at me and go, "That girl has low standards, what the hell is her problem, why is she always alone?" *smirk* So let's for once clear up this mess. I will give exactly 10 reasons why girls like me have no main squeeze in their life. Mysteries make my vagina deflate anyway. 10. I smell like liquor, stale cigarettes, and fear. That is right folks, I totally was going to bottle the stench but after blowing up my room ten times and the cops watching over my house because they thought I was trying to use the substance as a weapon of mass destruction, I has decided to keep the stench to my disgusting self for a lit

Thats Right!!!
Poor guy A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!

What A Wonderful Feeling
I know im pretty young, but I've had my share of shitty as guys. I started to think after a while that I wasn't going to find anyone good and all of that. Of course everyone goes through that. I knew I'd grow out of it, I just wanted it to be a Right now kinda thing. I got tired of being alone and now Im not. I met a great guy off of this site that makes me feel so good. He's wonderful and does all sorts of sweet stuff for me. His smile is amazing.I just spent all weekend with him and the minute he left me to go home I was missing him. I can't see myself getting tired of him and I dont want too! I know I haven't known ya that long mikey but this past month or so has been great!

I Haven't Been Around
Because my computer is locked up by Apple because whatever's wrong with it isn't covered by the insurance crap I got, and I don't have the money. Because my cell phone broke in half. And because I spun my car out in a snowstorm trying to get up to Potsdam for school going 20 effin' mph. I didn't think it was possible. New tires too. Wrecked the back of my car pretty bad, but I'm okay. So, I should be around a little more often, but I'm not promising anything. Don't forget about me!

Dj Who Part 2!?!?
AIGHT NOTICED AN UNGODLY AMOUNT OF DJ SO SO'S ON HERE RECENTLY. IF YOU ARE POSTING IN A LOUNGE, I CAN SEE IT. IF YOUR JUST USING DJ FOR A NAME, OR THINK YOU GOT MAD SKILLS ON A TURN TABLE, GET OVER YOURSELF ALREADY!! TIRED OF SEEING DJ BLAH BLAH BLAH HAS INVITED YOU TO AN AWESOME LOUNGE, OR VOTE FOR DJ SUPER REPETITIVE FOR THIS AND THAT. IF YOUR A DJ GO OUT AND SPIN MUSIC. IF YOUR TYPING AWAY ON A KEYBOARD YOUR MUSIC SKILLS ARE REALLY IN DOUBT WITH ME. IF YOUR A FRIEND OF MINE, AND A DJ, GOOD CHANCE YOUR NOT READING THIS BLOG, SO BLAH. HAVE SOME ORIGINALITY WITH YOUR NAMES FOLKS!! CHRIST ON A CRUTCH!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND CURSING NAIR!!!

Something I Have Been Working On
This is to my friends whose names inspired me to write this I couldn’t of done it without their inspiration. Love can find its place in the strangest places. To my kids who mean the world to me. To my family who has done nothing but support me, especially Wolfie she’s the one who inspired me the most to start writing again. It was a long day for the bounty huntress Mckayla she just gotten home from an important hunt he was a well known felon, she was running on pure adrenaline rush. Waiting for the next hunt, out of the blue she gets this call from the government she was a well known huntress, they needed her help with her training they knew she was the right one for the job. Ex CIA operative, DEA trained as well so she knew how to take care of herself. Her only weak point was the Special Forces guy she had fallen for that played her for the fool. Promised her the world her world she was going to quit her job to be with th

Muscle Relaxers
muslce relaxers are my best freind right now ..havnt had pain in my back like this in a long time so im gopnna go let them take their full effect on me .. if by chance i dont come back hope you all enjoy your nites . feelin mighty loopy Wen:)

Passed Away
Hey You Guys My Friends And Family Here Online you need to know that i love you all i know it may not show at times then at other times you can't help but see it ( I Need You All Right Now } My Mom Passed Away This Morning 1/22/07 Iam Hanging In There Becuz I Know It's What She Wanted Know That She Went In Peace She Was Sleeping i know you have many questions feel free to ask it's ok cuz i know she's in a better place now i will always miss her and love her and she will always be with me in my heart Thanxs ya'll Love you Never put off til tomorrow what you can do today i just spoke to my mom friday and she said babiegirl it's 2007 and we need to see more of each other and i said yes mom i will be there next weekend had i known that she was going i would of been there saturday bright and early

Without Words (my Somewhat Winning Entry)
I looked acrossed the room I knew with just a glance her feelings for me were true and I was thrown into a trance. Her eyes told me all I needed to hear not a word needed to be said for I knew before the night was over I would end up in her bed. My heart began pounding trying to leap out of my chest seeing behind her smile the tonight there'd be no rest. I casually walk over and take her by the hand and lead her to her room with lust in command. Not a word was spoken as i slipped off her lacy dress with soft kisses on her shoulders as her soft skin I caress. Our passions growing stronger emotions in a rage savagely taking each other like the rustling of a page. Still not a word spoken and wanting written on her face her eyes burning a hole through me as we reach that blissful place.

Two Nuns
TWO NUNS There were two nuns... One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM), and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL). It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent. SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants. SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us. SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do? SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster. SM: It's not working. SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too. SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute. SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both. So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened t

Please Pray For My Family.
To all my dear friends at Cherry Tap: I won't be on for a short while, so please forgive me for not responding to anyone's messages. Last night I got a call from home telling me that my house was on fire. Although a lot of things lost, my family wasn't among them. My fiancee, our son, and her two kids made it out safely. Please pray for them and hope that we can make a recovery from this. I will hopefully be going home within 24 hours to assess the damage and salvage what I can, as well as look for a new home. Please keep them in your thoughts and prayers, and I will let all of you know when I get back on Tap. Love you all, and take care. --baldarmyguy

A Woman
"Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected and next to the heart to be loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know... and to men so they can be reminded of the value of a woman.

A Master...
A MASTER CAN HAVE BUT ONE SLAVE AND SHE SHALL RULE HIS TIME, HEART, SOUL, AND MIND. SHE IS ONE WITH ME AS I AM WITH HER. WE WALK THIS JOURNEY TOGETHER AS ONE AND I WILL GUIDE HER AS NO OTHER CAN. SHE WILL BE MINE FOREVER MORE, FOR SHE IS MY LIGHT AND DARKNESS AND ABOVE ALL ELSE SHE IS WORTHY OF ALL I CAN GIVE HER AND SHOW HER. ~DRAVEN~

Life In General Is On Hold Til Tomo
Anyone else tired of working, sleeping, working, sleeping, cleaning, working, sleeping?? I know i am!! I need some darn excitement in my life!! It seems like i spend every moment of EVERY day doing for others and never doing for me...when is the me time?? I guess i really should'nt complain...i have it very good but there is always that lil something thats out of reach that we all want and need. That something that seems like it will never happen, arrive, become reality or whatever the case may be. Can you tell its been a long day?? I think i will take the longest hottest shower, curl up with a good book, a hot tea and just.... Talk you tomo my cherry peeps!! Going to say my nighttime prayer now... x0x0x0x

A Strange Cyber Affliction
When I last saw my lover she was in the same position fingers dancing on terminal keys in her CherryTap addiction Her Friend's list grows with each passing day Bulletins are a new religion User comments fill her page in a CherryTap addiction I miss my woman's loving touch our bodies made such sweet friction but the passion's gone when the lights go out she's lost in a CherryTap addiction In the last few days, I screamed and yelled hoping to change the condition All my efforts went in vain against her CherryTap addiction No one will believe these words They'll call it a piece of fiction But she's logged on both day and night feeding her CherryTap addiction With packed bags in both my hands I realize I'm no competition Baby Jesus is the man he sells the CherryTap addiction The cops came a pounding on her door They weren't prepared for the vision a beautiful woman dead and gone eaten by a CherryTap addiction...... fin

If I Can Do Something Else
Today i hit a pretty bad spot and moms on the brink of passing away. Taking care of her is the hardest thing i've ever done physicaly and mentaly. I lost my head this afternoon and sobbed for what seem like forever. Im stupid when emotional, so i accidently busted my lip open when i was banging my head on the floor, its agrivating me right now heh But after i calmed down i went to get some food with friends, and i held in the urge to scream, holler and cry easier than when at home. And i laughed and had fun and forgot about how destroyed i really feel inside for a few moments. Its amazing how a lil change in what your doing can really bring you back to sanity. Soo im ok, and for the moment mom is still hangin on, even though every last thing i remember her for from my past is gone from her. Now i just gota wait, if she can pull herself out of this everything will go on like it has....or she'll go. For her sake im hoping for the second one. But for the time im here...dunno w

When I Close My Eyes..
There's so many things I didn't say And even though It may be too late I want you to know I still love you so Every car I meet Looks like your car Every movie I see You play the leading part You're on my mind Can't leave you behind When I close my eyes You're all I see In the dark of night You're in my dreams Throughout the day You're easy to find You're always there When I close my eyes In my mind I know You're far away But here in my heart Nothing has changed I'm still holdin' you Like I used to On a busy street In a crowded room Wherever I go It's just me and you Together again Girl it never ends When I close my eyes You're all I see In the dark of night You're in my dreams Throughout the day You're easy to find You're always there When I close my eyes You're always there When I close my eyes

Reflection
I sat down the other day and started reflecting back upon my life and for the first time I wondered what if What if things had only turned out different and all my dreams come true. Where would I be now? would I have the mansion I always dreamed about Be retiring from the Major Leagues Would my father still be here with me Guiding me on my path Everything would be different But would I be happy The more I thought the more it hit me Everything that I have been through has made me the man I am today Losing my father made me grow up and become a man and I learned to cherish everyday as if it were my last. If things had worked out I would have never met my first wife who gave me the biggest blessings of my life and though one was taken away so young she sits on my shoulder as my Guardian Angel to help me everyday. I would have never met my soulmate who loves me for who I am and her children that I love as my own more blessing I would have lost ou

Private Parts
An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences." The following day, Mr. Goldstein was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out of his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." "But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, "I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" (You gotta love this!!!!!!!!!!!) "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Pay Attention To Me!!
Heyyy there id really like some people to come vote on me for my cntest again...that would be pretty awesome..since it looke like 99% of the people on my list forgot about me....Its fantastic, i must tell ya.....well if u dont help me out then my friends list is getting cleared off and ill start from scratch.....I hope u know i mean business....lol and for those of u already voting thank u very much i appreciate it, but getting a handful of people coming to comment in several days just isnt good enough! CLick and leave Comments Its EAZ-E, I promise!

After I Have Sex I Am Usually Cold And Chilly
After his exam the doctor said to the elderly man: "You appear to be in good health. Do you have any medical concerns you would like to ask me about?" "In fact, I do," said the old man. "After I have sex I am usually cold and chilly, and then, after I have sex with her the second time, I am usually hot and sweaty." After examining his elderly wife, the doctor said: "Everything appears to be fine. Do you have any medical concerns that you would like to discuss with me?" The lady replied that she had no questions or concerns. The doctor then said to her: "Your husband had an unusual concern. He claims that he is usually cold and chilly after having sex with you the first time, and then hot and sweaty after the second time. Do you know why?" "Oh that crazy old fart," she replied. "That's because the first time is usually in January and the second time is in August."

Tough Time Of Year
February 8th marks the 3 year anniversary of the death of my fiance Wesley Vaughn. I was six months pregnant and in love enough for the whole world. He had his demons and our relationship wasn't perfect but it was about as perfect as it could get. February 8th was a Sunday he hadn't seen his twin brother in awhile because he was trying to stay sober. He and his brother had spent most of their adult lives abusing drugs and alcohol together. He had been sober six weeks. I dropped him at his brother's at took my oldest son and his brother's step-daughter shopping. I went back to the house around four that afternoon and found they had been drinking all day. His brother's wife was putting out a joint. Wes and I had a talk, I told him I loved him and supported him, but I wouldn't watch him destroy himself. I told him to get it out of his system and i would be at home when he was finished. We kissed good-bye. He cried and told me he was sorry that he was sick and needed help.

What Else Will Happen?
since sunday night I has some chest pains... i have an upper respitory infection..so im on an antibiotic... tues i made an appt for the nurse practioner who also specializes in cardiac,,, hearbeat was rapid,ekg was normal.....had an xray..also plans for a ct scan on friday. they brought me in this morn instead for the ct... got home call from reg drs nurse...(thank god they had my cell, since the soon to be EX had it cut off) they needed to see me rt away this afternoon... i said blood clot.....yep... first i had to go for more test ...ultra sounds of my legs...no clots there...... dr has me giving myself 2 shots a day plus a pill...for 7 days...then just pills... so then off to meet the pro time nurse and get all that taken care of... well it was this or be in the hospital... hard to be there when your a single parent... so i got clots in both lungs,,,, what good happened today??????? i got the phone and cable all in my name and had the remainder of the bill sen

Women & Apples
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. I have been at the top of the tree long enough, somebody pick me.

All My Angels....
Sitting in my ride watching all you angels go buy, I know I am safe for you are guiding me all the way, the days are long and the nights well there my days for I sleep most in the light and ride in the darkness, but I see my angels and they shine my light so I can see the way, for most I have not met but I know if needed they would not rest till I am safe. My angels are not hidden for you can see for yourself here on page the ones that speak the most are the ones guiding me day to day, they are the beautiful flowers that grow in your garden, they are the light that lights the day. You can see them by the smile on my face, for when I am down and out they bring me around change my frown to a smile, they warm my heart on the coldest nights, and cover the holes that I am aboout to fall into... To all my dearest ladies on my page I just want to thank you not for being my friend but becoming an Angel to me.... So now it was Valentines day, I had to work all day and most the

Women's Fashion...
what the fuck is this? why the hell is it fashionable to look like you dropped kicked a grizzly bear in the ass seriously...i see chicks with shorts on and them shits..in the summer and shit... you look like fucking idiots and then you got this shit this is not janet jackson rhythmn nation...i promise you i dont find these attractive and yes i know every woman is not put here to appease me with her looks...but damnit you look like a damn idiot

Something I Wrote
I can see you Plain as day And to hear you Takes me away To a time when Things were better All my best friends Still together Laughter and tears Went hand in hand But as time passed New lives began Over time things Just fell apart Now here I sit Pouring my heart Keeping in touch In many ways But it can't touch Our golden days. So I touch this pane of glass I can't get through to see you. And it breaks my heart in half To see all the things you do. And the only thing I want Is to be there by your side But behind this pain of glass Is the world where I reside. I can whisper And I can scream Try and break it But nothing seems To make it through This awful wall Yes it helps when I call or write But it can't help Those sleepless nights It just scares me That as time flows You'll forget what I hold so close So I touch this pane of glass I can't get through to see you. And it breaks my heart in half To see all the things you do. And the o

These Girls Are Hot Hot Hot
Im bored of the current Top 10 (no offense to them) so im posting MY Top 10. All hot, all cool, all deserving of your love. So add them, comment them, rate them, etc etc. Do it for CT and do it for me. Repost it too, lets see how high we can get them. xo IN NO ORDER!!! 1. Rainbowfukinbright@ CherryTAP 2. *KIWISTARR * I saluted * (ALL MY FRIEND FAN ME TOO PLZ!!)@ CherryTAP 3. Omg_@ CherryTAP 4. Itswutucrave.[K.O.T]@ CherryTAP 5. Star.@ CherryTAP 6. HotMomma2000@ CherryTAP 7.

Jelly Beans Contest!!!!
okay here are the people in my contest this will start tomorrow @ 2:00 pm my time..and will run for 3days...so comment bomb your friend or your self there are know rules..just no bitch or crying about this and that i dont want to hear it...so lets have a good time and some fun...from jellybean (repost of original by '·ï¡÷¡ï· JÊ££¥ ßÊÁÑ·ï¡÷¡ï·' on '2007-01-25 10:00:24')

Not Good!
If ya guys dont see me for awhile, it is because the duct tape finally gave out holding this piece of shit computer together! I was already looking at getting a laptop...this may have to happen sooner! Not sure why I just blogged this, but hey...there it is.

Booted Off The Good List
My Market Manager doesn't like me anymore. I was her golden child. She hired, trained, and promoted me. I could basically do no wrong... just a few slips here and there. Now I cannot do anything correctly. I tried to get the day off to move, and she would not send anyone to cover my store. I tried to get half the day off to move, and she forced someone from our sister store in our mall to work half a day in one store and half a day in the other (11.5 hours total). A few months ago I was so sick that I passed out on the bathroom floor. She made me come in to work. Today I seemed to be okay, but suddenly I ended up in the restroom instead of on the salesfloor... over and over and over... then I noticed that I was sweating and shivering. I called my MM. She said there was nothing she could do. So I went over her head and called the DSM. She got someone into my store in a half an hour and allowed me to go home. Huh.

My Ex
Ok I'm not normally one to bitch but I have to get this out in the open and to see if I get any feed back. So please be brutally honest here. I just got back from Iraq in Nov. and was served with divorce papers while over there. 2 months to be exact before coming home. Thats not why I'm bitching here. So here is the thing I was told today that its none of my business who are in my childrens' life. What is she thinking here. I don't bring any of my lady friends or any one like that around them do to the fact of having respect for her and the kids. I am trying to reconnect with my children after being gone for 15 months so in my eyes I think she should have enough respect for me and the children not to be bringing other men into their lives just yet. For christ sakes I don't care who she is dating or what have you don't get me wrong there but its only been 3 months. And her choice in her friends is very questionable right now considering one is a meth head and the other has a record of

Hey Ya'll
ITS FRIDAY! WOO HOO! I have been here watching all this drama on CT today and we all know who the players are...its hard for me to envision that these people are actually full grown adults. Perhaps we should have a subdivision for those that have not matured past the kindergarden age and call it.... kindergardentap....cuz some of these peeps sure need to grow up! Thats my thought for the day....still at the library...wishing i had a pc but for now this is fine...Hope you all have a stupendous weekend... Love you much!

Marriage
Marriage (Part I ) > >Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and > >after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: > >"I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time > >I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you. > > I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless > >I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. > >I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing > >when I want with my old buddies, and don't you > >give me a hard time about it. > >Those are my rules. Any comments?" > > >His new bride said: > >"No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex > >here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not." > >(DARN SHE'S GOOD!) > > ************************************************ > > Marriage (Part II)> > > Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding >anniversary! > > The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone > >that reads, 'Here L

Cant U C
I LUV YOU CANT YOU SEE,..WHY DO YOU LIE?..YOU TELL ME THEY DONT MATTER THEN YOU GO TO THEIR PAGE WRITING BEAUTIFUL WORDS,SAYING THESE SAME THINGS.DONT YOU KNOW AT NIGHT,YOU ARE MY PILLOW,...DONT YOU REALIZE MY HEART IS YOURS,...YOU GO DAYS WITHOUT SAYING A WORD,THIS TEARS ME APART CAUSE SOMEHOW,SOMEWHERE,INSIDE I THOUGHT I WAS SPECIAL...BUT IM NOT!!,..IM JUST,ANOTHER GIRL WHO LUVS,....OR DID....

My Beacon In The Night Is Fading Fast!
as many of you know , i have been playing guitar for almost 20 years now.but, little does anyone know about the origins of how i came to play! well, it all started 26 years ago. there was 3 major influences in my life. one was my dad, one was my uncle Jimmy, and the other was my uncle Carlis. well, my dad died in 1993, uncle jimmy died in 1990. that left carlis. well, little does anyone know Carlis and Jimmy were my influences to play. and i thought they would live forever . when jimmy died, a part of me died. and me and carlis were all that was left. well, i got news today that Carlis is only a few short days from going off to meet my dad and jimmy in heaven. and he is my last hope. he is my beacon when all i seen was night. well, his light is fading fast. i am not sure how i will deal with this.he is one of the defining persons in my life. one of the people who made me what i am today. well, it is his time to go.but, although i know i will be sad, i will also be happy. because, he wi

Ask Your Heart
Also ask your heart to purify and cleanse this defect and harmful desire. Ask also the help of the inner father and mother. Every time we eliminate a defect, we build our soul, our inner temple. We ascend. like going up a stairway The building blocks to knowledge and wisdom are constructed through the lessons of our character defects if we constructively review our conduct each day, asking where we are resentful, selfish, dishonest, or afraid. Remember, we need to review constructively, not destructively. Destructive review is when we ask, "what's the matter with me anyway." or "how could I be so stupid?" These question lead to morbid reflection or remorse and seriously affect our self esteem. In constructive review we ask, "what will I do next time?" With constructive review we progressively eliminate the defect and replace it with wisdom. My Creator, allow me to have my defects because through them I gain in knowledge

New Side Effect Of My Loss
I have met someone new and I adore him. He makes me smile every minute of the day. I have more in common with him than any man I've ever met. I even let him meet my kids, if you know me you know that's a big deal to me. The relationship has gone alarmingly fast. I love it. Normally I'd be running for the hills, but I'm not scared. All the road blocks I've hit since Wes died aren't there. I feel really blissfully happy again. Unfortunately in this happiness I have discovered a new issue. I flip out when I don't talk to him. Not because I care where he is, but because I'm sick with worry. At first I thought what the hell is wrong with me I've never been controlling. Then the tears came and I realized I'm scared. I found someone that I could potentially love again and I'm scared to death he'll leave me in one form or another. Such is life I suppose, but I don't like this feeling. Or the pressure I imagine it puts on him. So I ask you is it fair to him? I know part

What Happens In Vegas
It had happened before she knew it. Nicole had only been in Vegas for a day and had just left the half off ticket booth. She had been looking for a show that was different from the usual Vegas fare. She longed to see something truly sexy, daring, risky; but the booth had nothing that appealed to her. She had left the counter and stepped outside. It was late and a man strode up beside her. He spoke softly. “If you want sexy, this is the show for you,” he whispered in a low voice. He thrust a flyer into her hands. Nicole looked down and saw an image of an impossibly beautiful woman dressed in tight red latex. The legend printed across the banner read “Conquest: The Ultimate in forbidden erotic fantasies which an ever changing cast”. Nicole was intrigued and asked the man where she could see the show. “I’ve got tickets but I can’t sell them to you here by the ticket office,” he said. “They don’t like me cutting in on my action, and they’ll call the cops. Follow me a

Dear Alcohol,
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian

Wishes
I wish I didnt have to wake up alone....I wish I had a sincere smile to see everyday....I wish I had a hand to hold and a shoulder to cry on..... I wish that people seen me for me.....I wish that I wasnt so different.....I wish that my heart didnt have to break easy.....I wish I didnt have to hear lets just be friends...... I wish I had the confidence to share my feelings again without being rejected.......I wish that i could fill the hole in your heart....I wish to be loved......I wish for you! ..........Danielle.........

If You Delete Me?
(read the vacation blog too, I will be gone in February) To all the people who delete me over these reasons: 1.)"Umm well we don't talk anymore" 2.)"Well I heard ______ about you" 3.)"I don't get along with you" 4.)"You online-posts are too weird" 5.)"My boyfriend gets too jealous" 6.)"My (parents/friends/associates) advise me not to associate with you any further" I have a line for your lame excuse: 1.)Do I have to be online 24/7 for your convenience? 2.)Rumors. I'm sure there are some about you too. 3.)I don't instigate any fights. You're in your own little fantasy zone. 4.)If you didn't understand something, I'd gladly translate my dialog/actions. 5.)Fine, not like I'd hit on you or whatever. 6.) And what makes them a good judge? 7.)Whatever, whatever it is, don't drink or do drugs while being online, treat this atmosphere like you would a reality. How do you handle road traffic? Any fatal mistakes lately? I've heard this before: "You're being real

Pet Peeve #1503
Private pics in the middle of public folders!!! VERY ANNOYING!!! I understand that sometimes you dont want everyone to see your pics (though why you post them if you dont want folks to see them is a mystery to me), and I totally respect this. But when you have a private pic in the middle of your public folder, that means as I click through your pics, happily scattering 10's around, I hit a roadblock when I get to the private ones! "Error - This pic is private" Ok...fine...SO PUT IT IN A FUCKING PRIVATE FOLDER SO I DONT HAVE TO GO NAVIGATE ALL AROUND IT TO GET TO THE NEXT ONE I'M ALLOWED TO SEE TO RATE IT!!!!! Cause it's like this.... You have 100 pics I would be delighted to rate + I rate the first three and then hit one that's private = YOU JUST LOST A FREE 97 POINTS BECAUSE I'M NOT JUMPING ALL THE HELL OVER THE PLACE AROUND YOUR STUPID PRIVATE PICS TO GET TO THE ONES YOU DEEM ME GOOD ENOUGH TO LOOK AT!!! This is not about trying to get into anyones private pics. I

Do A Lot Of You Ladies Get Harrassed Here?
I was sad to hear (well, read) that many ladies here apparently get solicited to view cams, see erm anatomically correct pictures, etc...how common is that problem? I would hope that most men can show some courtesy and friendship to the many lovely ladies here.

Tomorrow? Maybe?
Tomorrow? Maybe? As I look in this mirror with pain in my eyes, I knew it was the last time I would see myself. I see the tears roll down my face, because I know I’m in my last moments. I have felt this pain for a long time. Like some remnants of a left over nightmare. I feel the hurt in my heart for I will see no more tomorrow. I think about the things I was told in my past… like life being the most unforgiving teacher one may have. And what comes around goes around. Is it my turn soon? I look hard at myself, and knowing it is time I walk to my bed and lie down, and I think of all the people I’ve hurt in my life… I wish I could say that I’m sorry. Sometimes sorry doesn’t cover it. Sometimes it’s just not enough. How well I know that now. Now as I say my prayers, I see my life in a reality I have never seen before. I see her coming for me as she said she would. Everything is so vivid and clear. But I am unafraid; I know what it is that she has come to do. She has come to take me

Rewards Given To Helpers
Hello all you cherry Family members. For those that are helping members in contests and are posting several comments. Send me a message with the link and i will buy you a VIC Gift for the help. Thank you Family and have a great day

Bittersweet
Last night I had a dream about you Nothing uncommon I always do But since I woke up my thoughts are amiss Because in that dream you gave me a tender kiss My mind has been on you all day And thoughts of you simply won’t go away It’s really been distracting you see Because every moment I wish you were here with me I just haven’t been myself today it seems This dream has left a taste that’s bittersweet Sweet because it was such a wonderful dream But bitter because it was just that a dream

Sooo Fuckin Wrong!!!
there is a script some new members are using to steal points...they give u low scores and if u go back and rate them u'll get a message that says "Thank u for playing you lose 1000 points"...the reason why i kno is because it just happened to me...she stole 1000 from me.....the girl's name is--- sexy2talll got this shit from bulletin and i did have a guy rate my photo a 1 but never did rate him back low or rate him at all because im not like that too me if they want to rate my shit low go ahead shows how much of a fuckin hater you are.. or dont have a fuckin life.. but anyhow i just posted this to warn my good friends about it soo be careful who you rate low back or rate back i guesss now everyone will be afraid to rate back or they will lose points.. they need to fix this shit for real!!!!!! much luv.. Terminator123

How To Write To A Pyrate Queen. The Basics. (not For The Younger Set.)
I really cannot understand it, but apparently this sort of thing is not covered in the public school system. Therefore, I am setting forth my thoughts on the subject. Since coming to CherryTap Tavern, I have recieved quite an advanced education of my own, with regard to "fan mail". It is certainly a fact, that CT gives the phrase new meaning. It is with this in mind that I hope to elucidate the finer points of writing to a Pyrate Queen properly, and these points will stand anyone in good stead, if in future they decide to seek bluer waters elsewhere. The following persons from my list are exempt from reading this blog : Anyone on my family list. The ladies and gentlemen on my list. This means: Jim, Andy, Tre, Mike, John, et al. They already know these basics and could probably pound them into those who need them most, but I beg them not to. ;) I decided to take care of it in this, more gentle and instructive way. Let our discussion begin thus, as if we were in fact writ

Judas Is Rising
this artist has been away from her computer working on some cosmic art projects. i've checked in to CT a few times... but mainly i haven't really been on much. for anyone who saw my status as "on tap" or something, but didn't get a response from me, my appologies... CT works in mysterious ways. i'm greatly affected by the people i choose to allow in my alchemical bubble. I use the net to excersize my spidey senses, as well inspiration & further dedication towards "the art." i need to send a SPECIAL THANK YOU out; THANK YOU - Luda, who invited me to CT in the first place. A cosmic messenger if there ever was one. THANK YOU - Hatcherbee, single-handedly renewed my faith in "crafty" females. I kinda can't believe how much of a difference it makes to find a peer who is encouraging instead of being envious, self absorbed as fuck & petty. Plus i have a weakness for sexy mamas. THANK YOU - Staz, who really has no idea how lucky i feel about crossing paths w/ hi

Colorado Hell
It's that time of year again that we all love! >> ======================================= >> >> WINTER IN COLORADO >> Dear Diary: >> >> >> AUG. 1 >> Moved to our new home in Denver. It is so beautiful >> here. The city is so picturesque. Can hardly wait to see it >> covered with snow. I LOVE IT HERE >> >> OCT. 14 >> Denver is the most beautiful place on earth. The leaves >> are turning all different colors. I love the shades of red and >> orange. Went for a ride through the hills and saw some deer. >>They are so graceful. Certainly they are the most peaceful animals on e >>arth. This >> must be paradise. I LOVE IT HERE. >> >> NOV. 11 >> Deer season will open soon. I can not imagine anyone >> wanting to kill such an elegant creature. The very symbol >> of peace and tranquility. Hope it will snow soo

Guy At Krausers... I Will Kill You
so... those of you that don't know... i am a heavy smoker. yes... yes i am. not too heavy... just heavy enough to smoke about a pack a day. which is cool with me... could be worse. but this also means that because i don't buy cartons... i have to go to the store and get a pack of cigarettes every day. it's a nice little trip out of the house... since i work from home. i always go to the same place too... a little convenience store down the road about five minutes. one of the guys there is awesome... he's constantly begging me to go to atlantic city with him and blah blah blah... but the guy with the moustache... fuck that guy. so i walk into the store... the cat pulls my pack of smokes off of the shelf... without me having to say a fucking word... and then asks me for my id. of course i don't have my id... it's in chris' wallet... because my boyfriend is a dumbass and forgot to take it out of there from the other night when we went out. now... as i stat

Results
I just came in from seeing the Dr....They are gonna put in a pace maker to help my hear beat at a normal rate which the hope will help the valve that is messed up...The surgery will be in 2 weeks or so and after a couple of months if it didn't help they will replace the valve and still keep the pacemaker in me..I just did a shit load of blood work and piss in a cup and did X-rays as well so as soon as they get the results of them and get the team together to figure out which pacemaker will be the best for me they will tell me a date I would like to thank everyone for supporting me and always asking if i am ok...i would like to give a special thank you to my best friend...dawn if it wasn't for you being here for me all these years i would have gone nuts this past year...so for that i thank you and love ya for being a great friend BLESSED BE

Vic
Well i got rid of my VIC membership today. Sorry too all my friends no more 11's i just couldt see paying 15 bucks every month for the membership i wish it was cheep or free i miss giving my friends 11's. Well i just wanted everyone too know so they dont ask why they didt get anymore.

Vic...oh Ya Thats Me!!
So i wanted to try this VIC thing since the minute they started it. But i am too darn cheap...and without a credit card, cuz im very irresponsible and would buy everything in sight. Lol Then my bestest male friend asks for my CT password today and after a lil hesitation i give it to him. That amazing guy made me VIC!! How cool is that?? So i am gonna try it for a month and see what i think!! Of all the features i love that i can give ppl really cool gifts and being sickly addicted to pink i ADORE that my name is now that colour!! :) Thanks Spazz for the great early bday present!! You never cease to amaze me!! After 15 yrs or so...i still adore you as much as the first day you almost hit me with your car *SiGh* Spazz@ CherryTAP Go say hi and show him some love!! x0x0x