In truth, I'm a rough girl. Under circumstances in my life, I grew up tough. I learned to not let things bother me and to just be honest.
Coating the truth with honey is not my thing. In person, I'm very shy when I first meet someone and to help with the nervousness I begin to talk alot.
If I become close friends with someone, I still tend to be distant. I'm afraid to lean on someone, since most people lean on me. I've been cheated on, double-crossed, abandoned, lonely and hurt.
All that adds up to a very tough cookie. I usually don't intend to come out as a jerk, but I'm very defensive over my feelings that I don't take likely. I have my ways set, my morals and views all together to ensure I come out okay.
If you ever met me in person, you would know I'm just more comical than sarcastic and that I like to laugh. I'm hardly ever serious, but for some reason people think me rude beyond compare. I'm not, I'm just being funny and giggly.
Truth is I love talking about everything, being able to except and joke about everything, just letting things be. Being cheated on makes a person alittle defensive, don't you think?
I have an older brother who's 25. So I'm not a moron about guys. He's the best guy a girl could have, so I know the difference between asshole and good guy. Hahaha.
