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Keep It Real Ladies!
Have you ever noticed a lot of women on here have the most beautiful faces and cleavage? you will see the same pics literally a hundred times from strategically postioned camera phone angles. "b" size breasts appear mammoth size and from the neck up they appear a lean 110lbs. over and over the proped up breasts sqweezed together, pics of them laying down etc... so, what id like to let all these teasers know is this, "not all us guys are stupid" if you're self conscious of your weight or breast size we understand. not all us guys are pigs. however if you come off all seductive and lead us to believe theres a lot more there than there is , please show some full body pics. they dont have to be nude but if you are showing your breast like they defy newtons law of physics, lets see them. im interested to see how many pair fall to their feet over their beer belly? Ill be honest, im a fool for a pretty face. and if you can kiss well you will damn near capture my heart. i dont give a damn if y

Thank You So Much!!!!
I can't even begin to thank everyone that has helped me level today. Going to each person and thanking them would take hours. So I'm making this right before I level so I can possibly list a a few of you. Mel, Pedro [my Dickory], Sal, Chris [Higgs], Moet, Deacon, Emily [who knows], Van [Captain Cooter], ddon47, InfarRed, and DreamerBritch. More people have helped me, but I can't remember everyone. You all have no idea how much I appreciate it. Thank you so much. [hugs everyone]

Dj Bulley (by Yum)
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Let Me Take U To%the Candy Shop%
YES TO ALL MY FRIENDS IM IN BBW SEXY CONTEST.. BUT U GOT TO ADD THEM TO UR FRIENDS TO VOTE ON ME.. PLZ HELP ME.. HERES THE LINK.. MUAH.. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&i=632707882&albumid=1659966 COME ON I NEED ALL MY SEXY FRIENDS.. THAT I HAVE.. PLZ HELP ME

Promises To Keep
What would life be like without spring's warmth after a long and cold winter, rest after an exhausting and difficult day, achievement after an intense and tiring struggle? Promises of the reward to come mark your life. In fact, life is a promise in the process of being kept. You may wonder at times if your life is no longer a bright promise. You may lie awake in the night hours rehearsing your regrets that this me be so. But God is the great promise keeper. You can count on what he has promised. He is already aware of every poor choise, every lost oppertunity, and every wasted second. He knows, and your mistakes grieve him. He takes you as you are and restores hope to your life. Your promise revives me; it comforts me in all my troubles. PSalm 119:50 NLT God i will focus my eyes on your faithulness rather than on my own failures. I will look to you to help me fufill the promise of all that my life can be. Amen.

Another Weird Thought
i wonder how fast it takes for one to go absolutly insane from solitude, a week a month or years. if the state of inertia is to be an un-interuped state of action, thought , emotion , or a consistancy of property, then is it to be asked when inertia is no longer needed or wanted, if that is the question in the first place , or will the thought of a lone survivour with a mind torn between a darness inwitch you can not escape and a light inwitch surounds and comforts them be a more or less blinding peace of mental inuety ? who will have an answer to shake this annoying inertia of mine? will it be some one expected , or some compleat stranger? i guess that just like a tootsie roll , the world may never (k)now.

Good By
fuck fubar and all thedse other networking sites I am done with all this and am going to hang myself by the nearest tree! I come on here to try to find love and all i find is IGNORANCE!!! no one wants to talk to an old man that is fat and ugly so why should you even care like anyone will actually read this shit but if you care anought to keep this dude from doing the unthinkable, then tell me i am not a loser like evewryone says and thinks I am good by

Love
I'm sitting here in my apartment in the sweltering humidity here in The Colony, and I ask myself, what gives off a hotter sensation? What gives me the same sticky sweaty feeling that I'm feeling now, just sitting here? Love..its full on passion, its long suffering, its enduring, and not a single day is ever the same..its the drive to please the other person, and its the believing in that person when your own mind tells you "youre crazy"...I know of such a love..and I have that capability to love...I just hope my lady love will let me into her heart and allow me to shower her with the love I have and show her that I'm not like her last relationship...I really pray she will.

Song Dedicated For Her
This song is dedicated to my Grandmother who passed away may 6 2009. She was the one who took care of me since i was born and made me the man i am now. There was and is never a way to pay her back for what she had did for me but all i know is this she wanted me to live a life where im happy and i am. I am sad and yet im happy that she is not suffering anymore up there with the lord looking down on us smiling. Theres never a day i forget about her constantly thinking about her. She was the best person in the world you could have and im glad god gave me her. Te amo abuela tu eres mi inspriasion tu me dites los mejores anios que nadien me pueda aser te amo muncho y te misto tanto. Descansa en pas abuela un dia te voy a midar cos dios y pudemos estar huntos por siempre. Este cansion es para ti. Rest In Peace Adela Parra (Grandma) 1924-2009 She was a great Mother,Sister,Grandmother,Great grandmother the best in the world I love you forever.

Huey Freeman
your pain is the breakeing of the shell that encloses your understanding. it is the potion by witch the physition within you heals your sick self.Therefore , trust the physition and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility. "Khalil Gibran" Obi wan kenobi once said 'your eyes can deceive you , dont trust them.' it seems to be harder , distinguishing reality from the illusions people make for us , or the ones we make for ourselves. idont know, maby thats part of the plan, to make me think im crazy....its working.

Please Help Me Level
I am asking for any kind of help from you wounderful people, can give me anything, rates, bling, bling credits, bombs, auto 11's, or if someone would like to buy me my 1st HH. I have a little over 13.2 million to go to Oracle. And for the person the levels me I will keep them sh*t faced, and random gifts of my choice, for 1 month. Thank you for all your help.

Peace
In all honesty I do not regret being on Fubar! I have met some wonderful friends that I now call family. You have all been there to an extent and I thank you all! But to those (who know who they are) you will stay in my life. No I am not deleting my account but I will no longer be on any where near as much. Those certain few will remain just as close as before and I can honestly say I love you guys! Enjoy your time spend it well and never loose hope! Catch you when I do get on I hope!

Why Deb Has To Be Away So Much For Now
***Your Prayers Are Truly Needed*** This is my Friend Deb! She is one of the most Amazing, Caring,Loving , Woman i know on Fubar! I am Honored to have been able to meet her on here! She has a heart of gold and is always looking out for me and helping me and many others out in many ways! & This woman NEVER ask for anything in return! Deb has gone through so Much In Life! And has been through many of lifes hardships and has pulled through them amazingly! She is a very Strong Woman!At the young age of 32 She was terribly beat by two men with a baseball bat! This Pain that One night has Continued on to this day! She got severe brain trauma which led to a build up of fluid which requires a shunt to be put in every year! Debs Daughter gave me this information as she knows i'm close to her mom and wanted me to know what was going on and that Deb will be going into surgery very soon and is in a lot of pain right now. This from her Daughter Tasha......... "i dont know how she get

Bada Bing Dj Schedule June 1 - 7 (and Note On Changes During Vacation)
Hey Everyone – YAY for me … Finally getting the DJ Schedule out on time lmao! We have some changes happening starting at the end of this week we want to make you aware of. Toward the end of this week, half of the dj staff are going on vacation (myself included). Although we will still be popping into the room most nights for a little bit of time to say hi – we wont be Djing – that leaves us short on DJ staff. So for the duration of these vacation periods, the primary DJs at Bada will be Pet and Darth and the Live DJ time will begin later, at 10pm est, and continue through the night as usual. When we return, our normal 7-8pm est start time will resume. We will also be off a night completely each week to give Pet and Darth a break. Pet is also vacationing some on her time off with us so she may be out a couple nights as well. This new schedule of Bada time begins June 6 (this Saturday) and lasts through June 21. I would greatly appreciate all the regulars and

Fu-wave Train--ride It Baybee!!!!
St. Michael ~Member of Carrie's Bad Azz Boys 4 Life~FADD Member~@ fubar ~katie~ *SBG* *SINNERS FAMILY* *BAD BITCH* *F.A.D.D.* * Proud owner of VolareDave (again)*@ fubar SexyRedhead/Fu-engaged to SweetPeabayba/Owned by Belle&Leeeeeza/Dangerous Curves member!@ fubar ~dj~@ fubar ~Mr. Tazzz~@ fubar jc9764, Fu Owned by *~*Racin39inMT* , Promoter for Sinners Paradise@ fubar BLOG INCOMPLETE...PLZZZ FORGIVE!!! BEEN GONE A MONTH, NEED TO CATCH UP!!!!!

Nebraska Turned Hollywood!!
Finally got this on here. Been working on it a little all weekend. :D I was in a Movie Here in Nebraska! Yippy Go me! haha. Rather it was 1 sec, 15 mins, or more of fame I have no idea until the movie comes out. None of us were told. Y'all know how movies are made where they cut clips. We were used as extras, but were told we would be seen more than usual. Thats all we know. Who knows I could be in the bloopers. LMAO. But it was fun and that would be just as exciting!! Anyways, The movie is called "Vipers in the grass" and took place here in Nebraska May 18th & 19th 2009. The movie is a collaboration between the Johnny Carson school of Theatre and film and Hollywood Professionals working closely with students. It is the first in the new Carson school film series, according to Paul Steger, Carson school director and executive producer. Several Hollywood professionals, including writer/producer Jorge Zamacona, Director Alex Zakrzewski and actors Dean Winters and Harley Jane Koza

No One Looks Like That
Why do people say this? Is this model not real then? If no one looks like that I must not be real either. Purely a figment of your imagination...(you sure are creative). The people who say this have not seen me. Yet, beauty comes in all shapes, forms, proportions. There is such thing as me. Please never say no one looks like that to your young people. Sincerely Emily AKA Doll

Fun Fun Fun
Last night we went to Mayfest in Chicago. Kinda like a mini version of Octoberfest in Germany. Usually I HATE that event, and just go cause hubby always wants me to go with him. Tons of skans, jocks, ghetto assholes, yuppies, white trash-and all are gettin even worse with drinking. So its like watching oafy stupid cows. But, our friends met us there, so it was pretty fun in a long run. Then we went to Doug's college guitar prof's metal show, and that was a blast. Afterwards, we drove home, and his friend/bandmate stayed over. Hubby went to sleep, and I think his poor friend thought he was obliged to keep me entertained since I stay up all night. Finally, at 5am the poor thing went to sleep. Afterwards, I went to sleep at 8am, and totally didnt get enough sleep, so now I'm having thoughts about goin back to bed. Grrr

I'm In A Auction
I'm in my first auction please help me out starts may 31 ends June 6th http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1555591&albumid=1690873&i=2159696324&idx=7 I want to thank some of my friends for helping out My few true friends thank you huggss all

Losing All Faith In Humanity.
My best friend and I were out driving last night, when a woman flagged us down. She looked disorientated, and wanted a ride home. Claimed she had a flat tire. We agreed and off we went. This woman was apparently on some kind of substance, but we weren't sure what. Well we dropped her off and my best friend asked me to grab the bag out of the back, make sure her valuables were still there. Her camera was missing. We searched the car high and low, went back to her house and searched, but it wasn't anywhere to be found. How can someone steal something from a person who's doing them a favor? Granted, she left her purse in the back of the car, but it's still not right.

Misunderstanding
There must be some misunderstanding There must be some kind of mistake I waited in the rain for hours And you were late Now it's not like me to say the right thing But you could've called to let me know I checked your number twice, don't understand it So I went home Well I'd been waiting for this weekend I thought that maybe we could see a show Never dreamed I'd have this feeling Oh but seeing you is believing That's why I don't know why You didn't show up that night There must be some misunderstanding There must be some kind of mistake I was waiting in the rain for hours And you were late Since then I've been running around trying to find you I went to the places that we always go I rang your house but got no answer Jumped in my car, I went round there Still don't believe it He was just leaving There must be some misunderstanding There must be some kind of mistake...

The Site Tos...
Ok so today my mumms got removed for violation of the TOS... Yet many are still up that are out right offensive. They even left up my video Mumm which was so so wrong and nasty. Several that I reported were NEVER taken down. Like alot of other content I won't mention. The original content of my mumms was in no way offensive and they actually ran well and were a reasonably good debate for some users. Mind you a few of the answers were totally idiotic. Which is quite the norm around here LOL One post was about a uni class choice and the idiots tried to turn it into a religious debate. Something they do not have the intelligence to do. It was not about beliefs or opinions. It wasn't even about practices. The only thing that was remotely religious were the class titles. It was purely about diversity and understanding the beliefes and practices of others. That is something that can be quite useful in many things like the work place... Since when is understanding others wrong? So

And Then There Were Five.
Three of my peeps met a violent death last night, at the mouth of the neighbor’s dog. This is the same neighbor whose door I didn’t wish to show up at when I’d locked myself out of the house. The neighbor’s dog, however, had no qualms about showing up at my door and killing a few of my chickens. Two of them were flopping on the gravel drive, necks bent unnaturally. A third lay motionless on the sidewalk. Two of the chickens he’d spared were running around frantically. The other three had gone into hiding. Moments after I chased the dog away, a little brown one came out, peeping madly. The surviving red chick, Rosie, had wedged herself in between a tub of water and the side of the house. And the yellow hen, which my neighbor Janine suspects is not a hen at all, was missing for quite a long time. Sobbing, I searched for her, fearing she was in the dog’s belly. Eventually I found her under a tree, stretched out and looking quite dead. She wa

Real Conversations
I ge a little irritated when I am trying to have a human conversation with someone and they are on the internet not paying attention to anything you have to say. Come on now the internet can be a good sorce of intertainment when your bored or informative when you want or need to know something. Don't get me wrong I like the internet and fubar alot, I also love chatting with ppl on here and getting to know someone that I will most likely never meet, but when I get the chance to have a real conversation with someone I would prefer that over the internet. I guess I am just irritated because I was trying to have a real conversation with someone and they totally blew me off and when I read what they other conversation was about it irritated me more. so I guess I will spend the day not talking when there is no internet around because saying anything won't get me anywhere and it won't change anything in the end. now my question is am I being childish or is it normal to want real conversation?

Another Asshat Heard From...
Here, Ya'll. This fuckbreath keeps sending me this in my SB. Anyone interested, because I sure as hell ain't. Alex: hello... is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i am looking for an online submissive... take a look at my profile and blog, i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures. feel free to contact me when you are curious about it. my yahoo: misterak20 msn: misterak20@hotmail.de

Send Me Some Love
Hey everybody, Still here in Iraq and I would like to know what is going on in the real world. So send me some love,feedback,info, or even a penpal kind of thing. I will be home in two months but it still seems like a long time from now. Talk to you all later, T.J.

411 On Me
Ok I figured I would give you the 411 on me.I was born in Georgia..Never married (thank god)I recently moved to Nevada from Georgia, I endeda relationship that just wasn't working out so whywaste my time.I just wanted a fresh start just meand my son..So I packed up and left and took whateverwould fit in my car.Which wasn't must But I had todo what I needed too.I am not rich, And I barely getby.I am looking for work but its really hard to findanything.I have to say I am much happier, But I amstressed from the worry of if I am going to make it.I am a strong woman and I tend to not eccept help fromanyone.But I have to realize its not just me.I have a little one to consider here now.His father dont help with nothing.He is useless!!!!But I manager best I can and I go withoutso he will have what he needs. I amgine things are going to get tough before they get betterThats usually the way it goes, Plus I never have good luck..But I am thankful I am alive and have a beautiful baby boy.It makes

Sharing Part Of Myself
I am going out on a limb here..and putting a little bit of my guard down..(mental and emotional) and share a little part of something that I love and letting you in some. I try and hide my softer side.. my "awwwwwww it is so cute" side...but..I wanted to show my favorite animal on the planet with you...One that I adore greatly..They are sooooo cute. Yep..The OTTER... Oh Gods.. they are adorable. They are so funny... Couldnt you just hug them and kiss em!!! OMG the"Awwwwwwwwwww factor" goes off the charts with this picture... Yeah..I just opened up a little..but thought it was time. Shared my favorite animal with you...what's yours? Cassie!

I Hear Voices In My Head
I hear voices in my head (chorus) They come to me They understand They talk to me You got your rules and your religion all designed to keep you safe. But when rules start getting broken you start questioning your faith. I have a voice that is my savior, Hates to love and Loves to hate. I have a voice that has knowledge and the power to rule your fate. I hear voices cryin I see heroes dyin I taste blood thats dryin I feel tension risin (Chorus) I hear voices in my head They come to me They understand They talk to me,They talk to me They tell me things, that I will do They show me things I'll do to you. They talk to me...

Caa #100 = Update 1
Abbadon's wife has just let Mare know to thank everyone for the prayers. He is doing better but is still in the hospital. Let us continue to pray for his healing, sgtrngth and return home. Thank you all for the prayers on behalf of Abbadon and Sanford8, Love Doc

Sad
I feel like I'm just sad all the time. I don't know why, but that's just the way it seems. I guess maybe its like a friend says I have too much on my plate. I don't know how to eliminate any of the things though. My kids are the most important things in my life. I love them more than anything and love being able to take care of them. Sometimes though I want someone to just take care of me. I'm tired of all the wolves in sheep's clothing. You can spout all this words, but you can never seem to back them up. I'm a simple girl. I don't think I ask too much from a guy I'm with, but I guess maybe I do. All I ask is just show me you care. If you love me, just pay attention to me. And above all I just want to be held sometimes. Guess it's just too difficult for some people though. Am I just not worthy enough of this? Is something wrong with me? Or is it just that I'm the worthless whore/bitch that I've been told I am my whole life? I don't know anymore. I'm ready to give up

Almost Here In Illinois For The Chronically Ill
May 28, 2009: SB 1381 just passed out of the House Human Services Committee!!It seems that the bill is on the fast track to get a vote sometime between now and Sunday on the floor of the House. People are mobilizing to go to Springfield between now and then to give it one last push.SB 1381 just passed the Senate floor vote 30-28 on May 27th, and then on the 28th it was again voted through the House Human Services Committee. It now awaits a full House chamber vote.Hopefully we can get a favorable vote in the House now that the Senate has approved this measure and then send it over to Gov. Quinn's desk. Keep making phone calls and sending emails to State Representatives http://www.ilga.gov/house/ and the Governor http://www.illinois.gov/GOV/Senate Bill 1381 is the farthest that a medical cannabis bill has made it in the legislative process in Illinois and we need to use this momentum to get the bill through the House chamber.Please contact your State Representative and the Governor at21

Please Read And Repost...thank You
****STATE POLICE WARNING TO MYSPACERS****Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe.State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully" then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.*****If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or ineedatipdrill or http:www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well.This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know!Ladies,

Tired Of Dell Computers
Am getting more and more frustrated with this POS every day and cant figure out how to get it repaired (damn warranty expired before all the crap started-murphy's law). i finally found the COA disc for XP (not sure if its the one for this POS or the laptop) but not able to figure out HOW to use the disc to repair XP so i can start up regularly instead of having to use SAFE mode with networking to function. if you or someone you know can assist...let me know before i go to home depot and get the biggest hammer i can find... JAK

Emergency Tooth Extraction
On Thursday, May 28th I had a very badly abscessed tooth that I had to have pulled, I also had to have a puss pocket popped, drained, and sucked out of my mouth, and I currently have a tube sticking out of my neck to let the rest of the infection drain from the pocket. I get the tube out Monday after noon at 4:15, but it is rather annoying having a tube poking out of my neck.. Kinda gross too! LMAO! Anyways I figured since I had something to write about I would finally do so. "This also answers everyones "what happened" question".

Fwd: Word For Today (he Chose To Save You He Chose To Save You! 'he Saved Others...himself He Cannot Save' Matthew 27:42 When The Pastor
word for today (He chose to save you He chose to save you! 'He saved others...himself he cannot save' MATTHEW 27:42 When the pastor introduced the visiting speaker, an elderly preacher walked to the pulpit and told this story: 'A father, his son, and his son's friend were out sailing when a storm overturned their boat sweeping all of them into the ocean. Grabbing a rescue line, in a split second the father had to make a excruciating decision- which boy to throw the other end to and which one to sacrifice. He knew his son had accepted Christ and his friend hadn't. Anguished, the father yelled, 'I love you son,' and threw the rope to his son's friend. Sadly, his son's body was never recovered. The father knew his son would step into eternity with Jesus and couldn't bear the thought of his friend facing eternity without Christ.' At the end of the service a teenage boy said to the preacher, 'What father in his right mind would sacrifice his son's life i

Don't Rain On My Parade!
This is something to think about when negative people are doing their best to rain on your parade. So remember this story the next time someone who knows nothing and cares less tries to make your life miserable. A woman was at her hairdresser's getting her hair styled for a trip to Rome with her husband.. She mentioned the trip to the hairdresser, who responded: " Rome ? Why would anyone want to go there? It's crowded and dirty.. You're crazy to go to Rome . So, how are you getting there?" "We're taking Continental," was the reply. "We got a great rate!" "Continental?" exclaimed the hairdresser. " That's a terrible airline. Their planes are old, their flight attendants are ugly, and they're always late. So, where are you staying in Rome ?" "We'll be at this exclusive little place over on Rome 's Tiber River called Teste." "Don't go any further. I know that place. Everybody thinks its gonna be something special and exclusive, but it's really a dump." "We're going to go

Ideas, Ideas, Ideas!
Mofosunuvagunbishingphuckingarse... My poor truck is finally pissing me off.... I've replaced every thing for the starting system... Bought a new computer for it.. for an 1987 Ranger... the original was a 1990 computer in it, apparently, but the engine's an 1987... so.. I buy an 1987 computer, hook it in, and the same bull... no spark from the coil areas... BUT now my wipers never shut off either.. makes me think, for some reasin, it's the wrong computer... and oh, how I'd like to slap the 1990 computer back in.. but I had to give it to the part store for the core-charge for the 1987 computer..The core-charge was almost 100 bucks... either give them the computer or pay the extra money... which would've brought the costs to over 200 bucks for the 1987 computer..and they won't take it back due to it being an electrical part AND installed once.. I can use it for another core-charge... WTF? Thinking of ripping out the whole distributer system, having it checked at a shop, even tho

My Interal Radiation Doctor!
David Hornback, M.D., received his medical degree and completed his residency in radiation oncology at Indiana University School of Medicine, and served his internship through the Transitional Residency Program at St. Vincent Hospital& Healthcare Center Dr. Hornback specializes in stereotactic radiosurgery, high and low dose rate brachytherapy and prostate seed implants. He has extensive clinical research experience and maintains memberships in a number of professional affiliations, including the American Society for Therapeutic Radiology and Oncology, the American Society of Clinical Oncologists and the American Medical Association. This is just one of the doctors thats taken care of me throughout my sickness & I have to say that he is a very good looking man... I've told him time after time to come home with me but his face gets all red an what not but I know it's wrong in a way because he may lose his JOB in which case would suck ass..... Cause he has shown the up most respect

Random Facts About Chuck Norris
Chuck Norris once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands.Some kids piss their name in the snow. Chuck Norris can piss his name into concrete.Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits.Chuck Norris can speak braille.Chuck Norris once won a game of Connect Four in 3 moves.Chuck Norris can slam revolving doors.Chuck Norris can make a snow angel in a brick wall.Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants.Chuck Norris is the only person on the planet that can kick you in the back of the face.Chuck Norris eats the core of an apple first.Chuck Norris once punched a man in the soul.The only time Chuck Norris was wrong was when he thought he had made a mistake.Brett Favre can throw a football over 50 yards. Chuck Norris can throw Brett Favre even further.Chuck Norris can tie his shoes with his feet.Chuck Norris does not know where you live, but he knows where you will die.Chuck Norris is the reason why Waldo is hiding

Potions And Brews From The Crock-pot Witch - Apple Cider Communion Brew
On the Eve of Samhain in early Scotland, the witches and pagans of the day would take a chalice of specially-brewed ale and wade out into the sea surf up to their waists. Speaking the words of invocation to the sea gods and goddeses, they would slowly pour their potion into the waters, divining protection and blessing. Bring home the magick and brew for yourself a most wonderful potion. Health, love and wisdom await all who savor this enchanting juice. You will need: 1 Gallon Apple Cider (home-made or locally prepared, of course!) 1 Plump Orange 1 Large and Deliciously Tart Red Apple 1 Handful of Sweet Rose Petals 3 Cinnamon Sticks 1/8 Teaspoon Nutmeg Now... Before you begin you must know to NEVER use metal, lest it be an iron cauldron. Do you not have an iron cauldron to use? Or a cast-iron dutch oven? Or have you (gasp) broken your most prized cauldron? Then today... We shall improvise in the best way fitting ~ and you shall become a Crock-Pot Witch like me! Just warm y

Witchcraft's Old Scalloped Corn Recipe
Here's an old recipe... A favorite of the Eisenhart family for generations! It's old to the point of I've had to change the parts about how hot to make the fire... Yes those OLD ovens relied on burning wood to operate! I hope you'll enjoy this recipe.. Try it!! It goes very well with slow-roasted beef, ham or as a wonderful side dish with just about anything. Hope you like it!! Butter your favorite oven-safe 1-1/2 or 2qt baking dish.Pour into this dish a can of creamed corn. Save the can!!Stir two Tablespoons of flour into the dish with the corn.Next, crack two eggs into your empty can (Fewer dishes!) Beat the eggs nicely.Blend a cup of milk and a half teaspoon of salt, with the eggs in the can.Stir the egg mixture into the creamed corn.Crack several soda crackers (saltines) over the corn to cover lightly and evenly. Dot the top with butter. Bake at 325 degrees for about 1hr and 15min Feel free to adjust the basic recipe as you like.. Less milk will make the scalloped corn set mo

Love Within
Love Within As I sat down remembering My first meeting with you I can help but to wonder... Is there something within That makes me stand out From your other friends ? You have told me then... I am different Though I am thankful but My mind still seeks What makes me special For you to keep me, Here with you... Something in my mind keeps coming back… Can’t help but ask Is there love within your heart? This is the question I wanna ask… Within your heart, you told me “I wanna keep you, For I want you to be my true friend and lover too” These words make my heart beat faster Feeling the love within… Though I know It is just a long distance love affair But still... there is LOVE WITHIN…

Stupid Ignorent People !!
It's funny how people on this site just meet and believe the person they just met on here about people on there friends list ..They believe the lies they tell them about people then they block them without asking the person that is being talked about and being told lies about.. Any person who believe someone they dont know telling lies about a person who is a friend supposedly on ur friends list is an idiot , stupid and ignorent themselfs .... This site has jealous ,ignorant immature people who like drama .... people grow up this is the internet ... there are alot of fake ass people here that dont have their real pics and need to get a real life.

Drag Me To Hell
My frined Kim and I went to see Drag me to Hell last night. I think it is probably one of Raimi's best movies. Now let me just say this movie is more disgusting than scary lol..I can handle tons of blood, limbs being cut off, necrophilia, and all kinds of other nasty stuff in movies, but......when you get into the realms of old ladies bringing out their disgustingly nasty dentures out and lying them on a table, said lady spitting up greenish/yellow phlegm, embalming fluid running from said dead lady into some undead womans mouth, said lady loosing her dentures and trying to gum another woman and saliva is flying everywhere, well I get grossed out LOL.. Call me strange haha...Go see the movie though, it really is pretty cool, but lots of "omg no she didn't" moments LOL And a lot of ppl making disgusted sounds haha...Just be careful what you are eating in this movie, enjoy!

Movie Review
Well I seem to have set my standards a little too high, judging by the previews I was way too excited for this movie. Im talking about Star Trek 2009. The movie was directed by JJ Abrams the creater of the Fox television series Fringe. In short you take Fringe, Plus some elements of Star Wars and add an overdose of crack, you got Star Trek 2009. Story begins with death of Kirks father. He became captain of a starship for only few minutes buying his crew some time to escape from an attack of a romulan ship. Among that crew was his pregnant wife who went into childbirth upon his death. Im not so sure of how the plot was supposed to happen. But theres a reason for the timeline shift making the storyline almost completly off base from the story we all know, also take into consideration that the origional cast of star trek is either old or dead and cant really fit into this movie. Ok my next topic, The Enterprise. What the fuck is this. The designs I saw looked pretty

Darwin Won
James Nosworthy, 32, of Tracy died Sunday evening from burns suffered when he lit gunpowder on fire in his backyard. The man's wife called police 5:45 p.m. Sunday to report her husband was "fully engulfed in flames" at a backyard barbecue pit on the 100 block of Arezzo Way, police logs show. A second caller reported two people were burned. The wife was too upset to talk to police, but Nosworthy got on the line and said he burned himself badly when he tried to ignite gunpowder and it exploded. At 7:49 p.m., an employee at Sutter Tracy Community Hospital called police to say Nosworthy had died from his injuries. He had second- and third-degree burns on his head, torso, arms and legs, said police spokesman Sgt. Tony Sheneman, and three witnesses were present. Nosworthy had gunpowder on hand because he reloaded his own ammunition, police said. On his MySpace.com page, Nosworthy described himself as a man who didn't shy away from danger. "It seems to be a tragic accident," Sheneman sai

Trip 5!
Trip 5! The POEE Baptismal Rite This Mysteree Rite is not required for initiation, but it is offered by many POEE Priests to proselytes who desire a formal ceremony. 1) The Priests and four Brothers are arranged in a pentagon with the Initiate in the center facing the Priests. If possible, the Brothers on the immediate right and left of the Priest should be Deacons. The Initiate must be totally naked, to demonstrate that he is truly a human being and not something else in disguise like a cabbage or something. 2) All persons in the audience and the pentagon, excepting the Priest, assume a squatting position and return to a standing position. This is repeated four more times. This dance is symbolic of the humility of we Erisians. 3) The Priest begins: I, (complete Holy Name, with Mystical Titles, and degrees, designations, offices, etc.), Ordained Priest of the Paratheo-anametamystikhood of Eris Esoteric, with the Authority invested at me by the High Priest of It, Office of the Po

Whats Good Today
I FINALLY GOT HER TO JOIN FUBAR! THIS IS LIKE MY BEST INTERNET FRIEND. SORRY, BUT WE GO WAAAY BACK! TO 1999 TO BE EXACT! (I SO SHOULD GET A LIFE!) ROFL!! ONE DAY! ONE DAY!! LOL! OMG! WE ARE CELEBRATING OUR 10TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY! WE DID THE WHOLE YAHOO.. CHEETACHAT THING, THE MYSPACE, BUT LIFE TOOK US APART FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT I HAVE FINALLY GOT HER HERE! SO PLEASE GIVE HER A GREAT BIG FU WELCOME! THANKS SO MUCH MY FRIENDS! YOU ROCK, YOU KNOW IT! SO YOU KNOW SHE DOES TOO!! Sexkitty@ fubar

Dance We Must... Yes Its Dirty Lol
Yes baby dance we must,but try not to get weak by my touch,my kisses already have you brittle,now is the time when things start to sizzle.Two as one thats what we become,dancing swaying in the light, senses become numb,touching,caressing, fondling, caring,about to make a move that is so daring.Throw you back hard on the bed,it is my water you are about to tread.Lets see those breathing skills,its sink or swim babe and thats for real.I straddle your lips with my thighs,about to take you make you all mine,you already got wetness on your lips,can't seem to let go your moving my hips.Lapping up my peach nector steadily,you keep wanting more quite readily.Nows when those breathing lessons come in,time to stop breathing as my waves rush in.Oh yes, quite talented you are,taking me to climax that is far,far beyond what I know,just look at what you did to my toes.You can barely talk with a mouth full of juice,but I can hear you say, I told you not to resist, no use.I agree and arch my back tryi

Sexual Sign
Your Sex Sign is... You're dreamy and romantic, with an active sexual imagination. You'll fantasize about something before trying it, and you love role play. Sex is an artistic expression, and you love to be the traditional victim in distress.Pisces, you are dreamy, romantic, and old fashioned. You are the sexual sign with the most active fantasy life. You will go to any length to act out your favorite sexual fantasy... And you are an expert role player.You love to be seduced in the most tender ways - And can seduce others according to their fantasies. You adapt to lovers' moods and leave them breathless with intensity.You are moody, and you can get wounded easily. Your gentle spirit needs protection - and usually gets it. Few can resit your capcity for love.You are mostly attracted to artistic, moody types. Your versitility makes you perfect for any lover who likes to act out sex fantasies. You'll go along with almost anything, as long as you get to play the victim.You are

Yeah....
Last day of work for this work weekend. I'm hoping that today goes by fast at work. I didn't want to get up this morning...well I guess I never want to get out of bed this early and going to work. I found out yesterday that one of my work buddies got fired. Even though the huge lay off is finished, I still think they're out to get rid of anyone still... I see this huge big ass black spider in the kitchen......Hate spiders and I know I couldn't reach to kill him.... I hope the cats don't see him, they always go crazy when they see one....bleh.. yeah Anyways... I know that it's going to be another one of those days at work where I"m just thinking and thinking.... I wish I could just put my heart and brain on pause or whatever...I need to get more medication, I've been out for over a week now....But I'm not going to pay the actual price if my benifit thing is fucking up. I need to get new battery for my scale also. I weighed myself and it gave me two number before it said "lo"...

Libra - Me!!!!
LIBRA (The Lame One) Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most carin g person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... You might end up crying ... This is M E!!

Dreams For A Friend
Okay this is a really old one that i found i hope you enjoy it i know i did when i wrote it about 3 or 4 years ago. Yes i know it is long just like all my postings so far but give me some feed back would be nice and feel free to read the other ones Naughty it and waterfalls those r the most recent ones and im willing for feed back thanxs all Love always ~*~ Lilith~*~ Dreams For A Friend Late one evening you get a knock on your door. you reluctantly answer seems it is almost 10:30pm. you open the door and look it is a handsom young man standing there. He has those crystal blue eyes that you could get lost in, lovely black hair with red streakes tied up in a nice pony tail. His clothing almost doesnt see to match the time we are in. It is old rustic clothing, black velvet trench coat with a red silk shirt popping out a pair of leather paints that are form fitting and unbelieveable on him his pail skin is young looking and almost white, like he has never seen a day of sun in years. h

People Are So Stupid...
You know... its so fuckin funny... to watch ignorant people on fuckin FuBar.... its just a fuckin website... I mean get a real fuckin life... SO what you feel like being a dumb fucker to make your stupid ass look so good... whats it goin to do for you in the real world... not shit... you stupid pampous asshole... I mean come on..... you wanna act like your fuckin 8 go back to the playground and cry cuz you got a booboo.... I mean come on... stop bein a fuckin douchebag, grow some balls and stop tryin to stick you dick in every fuckin things that walks.... its just the internet.... get a real life.... People make me laugh.... Im glad its Sunday and God give me this day to laugh at stupid people he put on this earth for people like me to brighten my day... Thank you Lord for this blessing! AMEN!

Thank You
so im not sure if many of u know. i have been on deployment for 5 months now and still have a month to go! i would like to take this time and thank everyone who has helped me get so close to FubarLord! and i would really like to thank my sister and her boyfriend! they have helped me so much on here while ive been out and about protecting the countries waters! amanda and james thanks so much also if you guys support the troops please suport me too! and help me get to FubarLord before i get back to the states! Thank you! much love on Fubar! ashley

Are Some People Just Born Lucky???
Are some people just born lucky? No matter what they do in life, it seems to always go their way. Then there are some that couldnt get their life in gear no matter how hard they try, how much effort they put into it, how much they do with out for the sake of others. They just cant get one inch of luck to go their way no matter how they attempt it. Why is that, I really like to know!! My hubby and I have been trying since we were married over 32 years ago to make a better life for each other and now our sons. Yet no matter how we try and put our best foot forward we still get kicked in the dam face. Every thing just goes belly up or sours. Its fucken frustrating, you start to lose all hope of ever seeing that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, you want to toss the towel in and say fuck it whats the use. You feel like a beattin dog on the society of life. You watch tv shows how people are giving a second chance at the good life, or they are giving a new home what ev

We Need Rates!!!!!!!!
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2403422&albumid=0&i=1319855830 Please Help with a rate Please Thank You some comments too if you have time contest over at 10pm Eastern on the 31 of May Thanks Again Management

What Is....
He stands Erect over the1st fallen..He see's not what he has done nor does he feel...but is that his falut...was he made or was he trained/. trained by what is the thought that crossed his mind...but by being trained wouldnt that put him under the masses catergory and he knew he wasnt that but what was he? all he knew was what he wasnt....but still didnt know what he was....but he did know it was so much easier to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission....and this was onlythe 1st fallen there was sooo many more to come

If Tomorrow Never Comes
Life sucks it's just that simple no need to sweeten it if it taste like crap suck it up and smile so everyone can see your shit eating grin... you know it, i know it ,so why sugar coat the crap. My father bless his soul died at the age of 63..... A man who struggled his entire God forsaken life, A man who lived his life according to his heart and died june 27th 2008 still listening to it. My dad was born 1945 on april 18th, I was born just 25 year 2 months and 11 days after him, he died on my 38th birthday... happy fucking birthday to me.......................life fucking sucks so suck it UP and grin, tomorrows a new day, life goes on, right????? well not for him it doesn't. he's in a better place...right??? saids you. sugar coat life all you want, the god awful truth to this life is that it ends,you can't make that taste good... Yeah, Yeah,Yeah....sad story everyone has lost someone in their lives at one point in time this is a known fact, so why am i telling everyone my sa

The Deletein Of My Account Need 10 Good Reasons Why I Shouldn't
yea it has come to this! sorry to all my good and close family and friends but i am tired of the lies, the empty promises,the drama, ppl runnin their mouths when i didn't say what they say i said or done. i come to fubar to make friends and possibley find the right guy. i have found many friends and afew that i would consider the right guy but only one ( and he knows who he is. i do still love you babe! and always here.) that i have been there threw everythin and he has stuck by me as well. yes he has made some promises but i ain't too sure that they r totally empty promises and i understand he is confused right now and i was willin to try and move on so i meet another guy (ahottie-sweet,carein, we went to the lounges hung out and even joined a lounge together. i ain't sure if i want to be a dj (Dj Goth Angel1) or if i want to be a greeter but i am willin to try djin. workin on gettin that all set up. lol til the other day afew things were said by him bout a female and well as most

Bulliten Hh 2 From Rbk
LADYS AND GENTLEMANi PROUDLY PRESENTSΘεά Ἀμφιτρίτη AkA Lorraine's Next HH &Auto 11 Friday Thru Sunday Weekend Blow OutHH will be Saturday June 27th at 5 p.m. Fu Timei WANT YA'LL TO SHOW HERSOME GOOD FUBAR LOVE AND DONT FORGET TOFAN/RATE/ADD

Internet
I hate the net in Iraq, its b.s., as soon as I log on after it takes 5 minutes, it takes another 5 minutes to load another page. Plus that, if someone has a wireless router hooked up, it drags everyone elses shit down with it. Does anyone have any complaints about that? I can't have a decent convo with someone on messenger without some kind of interruption out of nowhere. It just plain sucks.

Why Do You Do This Ladies!! Why!!!
OK I was talking to a friend of mine(female) and she was having "man" trouble...again...To skip the trouble and get to the poin of the titile of this post, I do not understand why you get upset and hurt when the guy you are with is being the guy that you chose. Now Im not saying men are superior or anything close to that! BUT! If you go out, meet a rough, tough, "I dont give a damn about anything but me" guy, why do you expect him to be different with you? He doesnt care about his own mama but he should change because you are in the picture? I dont think so, as a matter of fact I know so, Im a man lol. Now Im not saying a bad boy cant be good to you or turn over a new leaf so to speak, what I am saying is that if you like bad boys, expect him to be a bad boy! Dont expect him to be a bad boy all the time except for when he is with you. Im not a bad boy but Ive been called one. I just handle my business when it comes(Thats a whole other blog lol) but back to buisness...Here is a scena

I Am Such A Nerd!
Im such a nerd! I so got turned on by this clip! and it was only 14 seconds lmao....but man...just yummy!! Twilight fans...watch this if u havent seen it yet!! http://popwatch.ew.com/popwatch/2009/05/new-moon-t...

Unanswered Prayers
The first time i seen you i felled in love, i held you in my arms and thanked the heavens above,for sending me down an angel to brighten my darkest of nights,a love that will last forever a love that has no end in sight. God blessed me when he sent you down here to me, my lil' blonde hair, blue eyed angel sent from heaven above,my heart,my life,my daughter, my love..... H+N+H love always.....

Hey High Shinny Moon
I am walking alone on the empty roadsWith a desire for my lover walking by my sideHer phantom right infront of meShe is in my mindAnd her love is my escortHey high shinny moon please tell her I say hi my preciousThere are miles and miles between usShe is in one side of this world and I am on the otherOhh loneliness how hard you are for loversHey high shinny moon please tell meHow is my love doing??Whenever she looks at you wink to me and comfort meIf you got an eye contact with herPlease tell herTell her: you man is waiting here ,and he is lostHey high shiny moonI am coming to you my loveEven with this distance between usI forgot myself while I am thinking of youThat you are my selfYou are precious more than my soulMore than my lifeListen to your voice whispering to my heart Calling me to comeI am coming my love even if I spent all my life walking this distance -------------------------------------W.B: FM

Beauty And Fool
[[ Mercy whom on earth and they one in heaven will mercy you ]]That what the greatest prophet saidBut you weren’t a mercifulThat you care for nothingBut to be called the beautyYou had a lot of friendsBut you didn’t have any clevernessThat because the life for you is justA big party and a lot of giftsLaughing and dancing all timesBut the world my baby is notAll happy peoplesThe sad are so muchAnd miserable are much moreBut you don’t know any of those thingsThat your problem my dearIs not that you are mercilessBut it is that you have a serious deceaseDecease without any known medicine Your illness my dear is fooleryWhich no cure and no heal offThat with all your beauty you are a fool- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: FM

Isabella Is Hot For Teacher
Bella used to be hot for daddy and used to sit in her dorm and think about how daddy’s big cock made her wet and crazy with lust….I mean I never thought it was wrong to fuck my daddy as a matter of fact it made it way hotter. I had boys falling all over me but it was my daddy I Wanted to fuck. The first few weeks of collage were very hard for me. I was so heartbroken and HORNY! As the days went by I started to develop a crush on my professor and was determined to make him notice me. I wore my little skirt with penny loafers and white bobby socks with a white shirt tied around my waist. I got to class 25 min early and got the very front seat. Professor Redenbacher noticed right away and smiled at me. “Hi Izzy you’re here early did you need some extra tutoring”? I spread my legs slightly just enough so he could see my red skimpy panties, I giggled and twirled my pigtail with my finger and spread my legs a little wider “yes I need extra tutoring

Wondering???
i always wondered where rainbow endsalways wondered where rain come fromand always wanted to know where air come fromalways wanted to know where all hidden treasures arealways wanted to know where sun,moon,and the stars gets their lightalways wanted to know what is happinessalways wondered whats lovenow i realize it allbecause,rainbow start and ends in your eyesrain comes of your tearsair comes of your breathshidden treasures are hidden with your lipsstars,moon,and sun takes its light from your brightnessthe spring of happiness splash of your heartand finally found lovewhen i found you==========================W.B: FM

I Think I'm Getting This Now...
Thanks to @zmyth who showed me the ropes Friday night before I passed the fuck out. Now that I know I can search for local people it's a LOT more interesting to me. Don't get me wrong, I have plenty of virtual friends, but I've much more interestd in making friends here in meatspace. (like @zmyth and CherryPie) Anyhoo I think tomorrow I'll put up some more pics, maybe my first salute. I'm looking forward to using fubar more! -R

The Vows I Wrote
I recently posted a mumm, in which I posted the wedding vows I had written for a friend, and it generated alot of feedback. Now first of all I would like to thank everyone who voted and commented on them for better or worse (Pardon the pun). I greatly appreciated the votes and thoughts as they did give me lot to think about and I took all of your opinions into consideration. What I have come to is this, I wrote those based on two things one being the way my friend said he felt about her and the other being the way I felt about the last woman I truly did love. So through the melding of both I was able to give voice to some feelings I thought long since dead within myself and newly awakened within my friend. Now sincerity I have concluded does not come from the words spoken or written but from the sentiment behind the speaker therefore I feel that if my friend can read them and speak them and they translate the depth of his love that he cannot express himself then they are as truly his a

Venting Again...
dont you love it when someone thinks they know whats going on when the dont even have a clue? They assume because a lounge is or has NSFW in the title that the lounge is showing nudes or that there are cams in them.. I mean come on do people really care what goes on in lounges.. most ppl go in them to socialize nothing more... there are some that get bent out of shape over the simple things.. or nothing at all...do you know someone like this.. that can go on for days about BS on the internet.. that in real life means nothing...sorry had to vent

Things
I wanted to be back on here earlier, but that didn't happen. I got busy doing other things. I just signed on for a few minutes, just to say good night to everyone. But...I seen a primary pic scrolling. It was a greenie. The person has a picture of a wonderfully cute couple. The first thing I thought was.."awe, so cute. Next thing I'll see is horrible status messages about how much love sucks and how everyone on fubar can go fuck themselves". New love is awesome. Good Night Everyone!

I Still Don't Care For The Term "blog"
Well, I'm bored as f&ck tonight. Fubar had locked me out for like 6 hours. I'm watching dirt track racing and on demand shows I've been missing. I've probably been as depressed as I've ever been this week. Pretty much all week. I wish I was still in Florida, reality was gone for two weeks :D As always, I try to focus on the positive things, but it seems like the problem isn't getting unsad. It's not even wanting to be happy consistently. So I'm smoking an apple tonight with a grill clicker to expand my imagination to think of good things to cheer me up. Like, oh yeah, I realized 20 minutes ago where there's spare parts in the house to fix my mt. bike. I'm going to canibalize another bike. It's been outta commission since last summer. So, I'll be looking forward to shredding woods and trails. I put the snowboard away and outta site. Instead of remembering good times all I could think was I didn't get to ride at all last winter. That motivates me really well. I think I wi

10,000 Miles
Fare thee wellMy own true loveFarewell for a whileI'm going awayBut I'll be backThough I go 10,000 miles10,000 milesMy own true love10,000 miles or moreThe rocks may meltAnd the seas may burnIf I should not returnOh don't you seeThat lonesome doveSitting on an ivy treeShe's weeping forHer own true loveAs I shall weep for mineOh come ye backMy own true loveAnd stay a while with meIf I had a friendAll on this earthYou've been a friend to me

Im Back For Good.
Been gone. out there trying to live my life. But living it the wrong way. How can someone so young make it so there life is already over. I cant face half of the people i love. I hurt them. I changed for the best. Why do I hurt people. God what the hell is so wrong with it. NO!! Its not my fucking fault. They cant love me for who I am. I am done letting people tell me what i need to be. Its done. I am who I am. Take it or leave it. I dont care.

♪ Anytime ~ Kelly Clarkson ♪
Anytime you feel, like you just can't hold on... Just hold on to my love, and I'll help you be strong. But you're so afraid to lose, and baby, I can't reach your heart... I can't face this world that's keeping us apart. But, I could be the one to show you, everything you missed before. Just hold on now, 'cause I could be the one to give you more. (to let you know)

Broken Angel
This was written for a Good Friend a Beautiful Soul..She just needs to open her eyes and see it... I hope I can help..... Broken Angel As I walked this new path I could feel the air grow thick and cold Each step brought me further into darkness But to this path I will hold I came upon a wall surrounded by pain A storm has been raging here I can barely see but the battered walls are there Each brick built laid by fear The wall was built high and strong I put my hand then ear against it I heard the weakened cries for help

I'm Never Far From The Darkness Of This Time...
Originally posted on My Yahoo 360 Profile Entry for February 10, 2009The time has come for me to face some hard facts...To withdraw from the world of light...Into the darkness that I have been avoiding...Time to pull away from those people closest to me...Before I cause more pain than I already have to the people that I care about...And the ones that I love with all my heart...The pain from knowing me when the darkness of my soul overtakes the light of the day...It's not fair to impose that upon the friends who only know me for the smiles I fake for them...And for those who have dealt with me in one of those dark periods...I apologize for drawing you into the twisted pain of an existence that was never meant to be...To finally meet the woman who gave you life while pregnant for you second child to only have her reject you for a second time despite all that you did to be her daughter...To also find out after the death of a woman who never accepted you as her grandchild that you were no

Screw Man
Okay so I have decided that I am going to turn lesbian. I hate the dating world and men are crazy. I thought i understood them very well and i do to some extent.... they only want sex nothing else from you. So yeah I am alittle pissed off at men at the moment and this is exactly why I should turn lesbo!!! Now if that actually happens prolly not but we shall see. Ggggggrrrrrrrrr PS are there any decent men out there?

*~ For Envy Me007*~
Adh naEireannach Happy birthday envy! Go raibh tu daibhir i mi-aidh Agus saibhir i mbeannachtai Go mall ag deanamh namhaid, go luath a deanamh carad, Ach saibhir no daibhir, go mall no go luath, Nach raibh ach athas agat On la seo amach

Vote For Me In Fubar's Sexiest Legs Contest!
Hey everyone! I just entered a Sexy Leg contest! Please Vote for me! Never did a contest before. hee hee Click or copy link http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2516067&albumid=1646089&i=4097827407&idx=0 Thanks all my Fu Friends Spoiled Bratt

Ducki Sightings!
Hi, sorry I haven't been around much lately, been kinda busy. Still job hunting for something full time, keeping house, going to the gym, and doing artwork (two of my favorite was to fight off a huge case of the "Blah's") as you can guess I'm pretty much beat by day's end. I'll try to show up more often though. I miss the whole lot of you guys! But in the meantime, I've got yard work to do tomorrow so I gots to get me some sleep now. In the meantime feel free to stop by and give a li'l love! :)

Off To La!
In about 10 hours (8am pst) I'll be off to L.A. for a week of press conferences, interviews, video games, parties, crazyness, meeting old friends, and all around good times. No idea if I'll be able to check in here or not. There will be lots to do with only 7 of us there. Don't have too much fun without me!

Hilarious
this week end it s the week end i cheat ahah so for my lastest cheat me n friends go to the restaurante and when we finished we walked till the door to go ouside ... I said thank you to my friend for she s hold the door for me but when i said thank u she s was looking outside so she s think i was saying thanl you to the waitres behind ahahah so my friend turn around and said thank you but it was not the waitress behing but people like us who going out at the restaurante ahhaha one time out of the restaurante i said hey at who you said thank u ?? she s said i thought u said thank u to the waitress omg omg it was so funny to see her say thank u to people she s dont know ahahha it was hilarious it s been awhile i did nt laught like this wow can u imagine she s said thank you to people she s dont know behing us ahhahha i hope my night made you smile etheir xx jaime are you curiouse to see which friend it was hehe take a look at www.titanic-tits.net it s the asian woman

Vacations
starting to plan another vacation in either august or september to San Antonio for 2 weeks again. Looking forward to getting it all set up and actually going. :) Ok, so I cant find a condo in San Antonio on such a short notice. So I am starting to look in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina. I am also pondering The New England area. Like Vermont, Massachuesettes, New Hampshire, Maine, Connecticut, New York, Rhode Island. I really want to go some where i have never been before. But it is just kind of hard to lock down a condo for two weeks in such a short time. Will update when i have it totally figured out and booked. OK, so i have it totally booked now. I am in myrtle beach from Sept 5th to the 12th. then cocoa beach, florida from the 12th to the 19th. then back home to the D.

Tongue Salutes..
Im in a weird mood tonight, cant really explain it so im not gonna try. Instead ive randomly decided to make a tongue salute folder and i think it'd be really awesome for my friends to ya know..just do it! Im not asking anyone to write on their tongues, just take a pic sticking your tongue out and if i get some ill make a special folder....something to laugh at when nothing else seems funny. Anyway sounds good to me.... Thanks 4 Reading

Stalker?
Well hey long time no chat.... I juat wanna know why people wanna talk to me? What is it about me that makes people feel the need to talk to me? I was smoking on my poarch the other day an this guy started talkin to me.. well we exchanged numbers an he started blowing my phone up..... well once I called him a stalker he calmed down an he seems like a really nice guy.... I just don't know.... then we started talking on the phone an in person... he told me I was gonna be his woman one day an then his wifey... now that kinda scared me.... am I wrong to think that? What should I do????? someone please help me...

Funny
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... Uphill... Barefoot.....BOTH ways, Yadda, yadda, yadda... And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of Thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today.You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet.If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalogue!! There was no email!! We had to actually write s

Poetry About 05-30-09
ALONE IN A CROWD The world starts spinningI feel like a marble in a cupThe air gets Heavy I feel like Giving up The World rushes past mein a never ending upContiniously fallingThe world around me is a rushI reach out for help but no one is thereIm alone in a crowd againand no one seems to care.The people they look at meI can feel it in their eyesThe gaze at me so simplyyes its them i despiseAlone in this crowd againI feel like falling to the groundtheres nothing i can dothe world keeps spinning aroundtheres no one beside meto touch my hands as they shakeIm alone in a crowd againIts not something you can fake.even in the back it is like everyone is aroundthey smile and laughthey touch they kissthey stare they mockunknowingly they jestits nothing intentionalits nothing they can hideIm alone in a crowd againAnd I feel like I could DIEIm so tired of being aloneEverywhere I goeven when im with my familyI know i go aloneBecause im alone in a crowd every single day.And unfortunatly for me

From The 1st Book Of Democrat.....psalm 2008-2012 :)
OBAMA IS MY SHEPHERD, I SHALL NOT WANT. HE LEADETH ME BESIDE THE STILL FACTORIES. HE RESTORETH MY FAITH IN THE REPUBLICAN PARTY. HE GUIDETH ME IN THE PATH OF UNEMPLOYMENT. YEA, THOUGH I WALK THRU THE VALLEY OF THE BREAD LINE, I SHALL NOT GO HUNGRY. OBAMA HAS ANOINTED MY INCOME WITH TAXES. MY EXPENSES RUNNETH OVER MY INCOME. SURELY, POVERTY AND HARD LIVING WILL FOLLOW ME ALL THE DAYS OF HIS TERM. FROM HENCE FORTH WE WILL LIVE ALL THE DAYS OF OUR LIVES IN A RENTED HOME WITH AN OVERSEAS LANDLORD. I AM GLAD I AM AN AMERICAN, I AM GLAD THAT I AM FREE. BUT I WISH I WAS A DOG, AND OBAMA WAS A TREE. Today's Quote: "Americans grew tired of being thought to be dumb by the rest of the world, so they went to the polls and removed all doubt."

Ranting
WTF.... I finally get to go back to work and I have people all over my ass on here. Holy fucking hell. I mean Heaven fucking forbid if I am not online all the time. Man some people take fubar way to seriously. So this is my mass fucking apology: Sorry if I don't say hello to you the second I log on. And that I am not sitting there waiting for your shout. Forgive me if I have no fucking clue that you rated all my pics cuz my damn bartab is empty or others have erased all the 'hard work' you have done in the bartab. Holy fuck I missed your blog cuz I was way to busy saying hi to other friends and replying to messages. Or I decided to mumm to blow off steam so that I wouldn't be an ignorant cunt to you. Forgive me for wanting to be nice to my friends. By the fucking way, if it is that important click the fucking share button. The fubar sky is falling because I blinged some other fubar users and not you last month. Money doesn't fucking grow on a tree for me. Can you forgi

Deepness
how deep is deep really? some people claim to be deep,when in fact they are shallow,i was one of these people at one time,i never gave two thiughts to the people that i hurt,as long as they served my purposes now you might ask,why would i tell you that? well i had to bear that for years,it made me into a really shut in person,not letting anyone into my heart,as if they wanted in right? it wasnt till i started getting online,that i found people that just blew me away i found that there are people that are just like me,people that were nicer,and yes,people that were worse than me.I found out that i do have alot to offer and a lot to learn. i found that i can love,and that i can be hurt also i have met some new friends here and on myspace that just make me feel inspired and loved. and i just want you to know that i feel the same and i just want to tell all my friends,that thanx to them i feel like a new and better person with a soul and heart that i am not ashamed to share I am

New To Fubar!
Hello all you really awsome people. It's been so fun and new getting to know all of this and how it works. I still have along way yet to go. There is so much going on and I've yet to learn how to even send a drink. I know alittle sad but I do promise to put alittle more time and effort into figuring out how all this is run. I really do like this site and how it is set up. In fact my boyfriend is the one that showed it to me. I am hoping that it is fun and something to kill some of my useless time on. Ok, I do really look forward to making lots of friends and spending lots of time FU...up....lol Now back to becoming a FUBAR Pro. and making New Friends.

Dmt And The Release Of Endorphines
a voice rang out through the corridorof another heartless pleainvisible twist thought the turnstilescould this calling be me?bloodshot awakeningthe ringing in my earslook above to the noose's bellowingthis could once render all of my fearsflash of consciencenumb of desiregiving all for nothing giving all to quelch this firethat burns savishly withinto understand this bitter endis to find a new way to beginwho would aknowledge such a ritualistic demisethrough a search for a makeran uneasy compromisewe spend a lifetime for an answerwhen we can reach it in secondstake the rope and welcome as it beckonsyet i'm still searchingfor a hopefull tomorrowa universal calmno need to beg steal or borrowbut this happens within dreamssecure of harms wayfunny how nothing's as it seemswhen lucid eyes see the greythe fibers hold tightas it's grip tells of fateI only wished but never quiteto see a future worldly great......

Insulting Someone.
JUST A LITTLE WHILE AGO I HAD SOMEONE CALL ME A FUCKIGN BITCH O NTHIS SITE. THE FAG BOY FIRST WENT TO MY SITE AND BLOCKED ME, THEN PROCEEDED TO TALK SHIT. NOW MY FEELINGS ARE THIS. IF YOUR GOING TO TALK TRASH TO SOMEONE, HAVE THE BALLS TO TAKE THE ARGUMENT THAT WILL FOLLOW. IF YOU BLOCK ME FROM TALKING BACK TO YOU , THEN YOUR A SORRY SACK OF SHIT. I CAN GO TO TOE TO TOE WITH ANY AND INSULTS ANYDAY OF THE WEEK, AND I'M PROUD OF THE FACT. I'VE MADE BOUNCERS CRY WITH INSULTS. I'M A HARDCORE SHIT TALKER, BUT I ALSO HAVE THE BALLS AND THE SKILLS TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF SOMEONE IF THAT IS NECASSARY. THE FUCK WHO TRIED INSULKTING ME ™♫Decaying Purity♫™@TAINTED ANGELS (... CAN BE FOUND ON THIS SITE. HE'S A FAT FUCKER WHO'S LAST STATUS MESSAGE I SAW SAID HE WAS DEPRESSED AND EVERYONE NEED TO LEAVE HIM THE FUCK ALONE LOL!! AFTYER I STOPPED LAUGHING MY ASS OFF AT THIS I FOUND HIM ON YAHOO AND PROCEEDED TO SHIT TALK HIM SOME MORE. THE FOLLOWING IS OUR CONVERSATION... ColorBlindCrim

Sh*tfaced Happy Post!!
I am drunk. YAY. I came straight home from work, expecting to curl up in bed and watch the Pens VS Wings. Jenniliz texts me... "Come to the bar... I got you." "MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM. I'm going to the bar!!!" [yes, I live with my parents, and do not yet live with my husband. We don't have the finances and his dad has severe depression issues to deal with, so Ian doesn't want to leave him alone... we're looking into move in together once I get a ft job] So I went to the bar with Jenniliz, her bf Carl, and re-met some awesome people I knew from high school. They were all shitfaced and I joined them shortly. I got to the bar around 930.... I left around 10:45 drunk as HELL! I don't drink all too often. I've only drank once since I've turned 21 on April 13th. Sooo... I had 2 jack and cokes, 1 captn and coke, 2 shark attacks [4 different kinds of vodka, 2 different puckers, and sprite], and a screwdriver. Needless to say, I'm kinda fucked up, but I'm still aware enough to ma

Smoking Ban
You know, I had this whole blog written up..........then I realized that no matter what I say, there are too many that are blind to the truth, so they will never understand or see what really is going on. The ban was passed in Wisconsin, without the vote of the people. End of story, it was decided by Jim Doyle that we needed this, not by the citizens of Wisconsin. It will happen all over the country, it's called communism, not democracy. Time for people to see it, wake up and smell the bullshit, it's flowing from our government more now than ever. That is all I am going to say.

The Haunting In Connecticut
ok, im sorry but this movie blew ass. seriously. boy sees the dead, family doesnt, priest with cancer says since boy has cancer, and is half way to death , he can see both sides. WTF. anyway they burn the damn house down to kill the ghosts. which usually would solve ANY problem you had in your house, well..except if the fire was the problem. ( c half a fucking bewb

What A Lucky Clown I Am
HEY,hows it going my names eggz and im a clown,lol sometimes i walk when i should run, sometimes i run when i should crawl some times i hear but dont listen, sometimes i listen when i should speak some times i speak but dont see, but i look and i am glad that your still here with me i love you.

Observe And Report
so dood is a mall security guard and he has hot for chick, she gets flashed by flasher and he hunts dood down. this movie was pretty funny, seth rogan is starting to get annoying to me, but this one was still good. it has the best slow motion chase scene with full frontal male nudity, old saggy balls flopping all over. much lol ( o )( o )( o ) 3 bewbs

New To The Site
hello party people at my fellow fubar lounge, i have been a member for quite some time now and i really never gave it that much attention, just recenty made a salute which tooks harder then it really is to try and write backwards. any who i did it and i put some pics up, im more of a movie taker then pic. do u think that fubar should allow us to put vids up too? i think it should let me know

Star Trek
everyone knows what this movie is, youll probably know if you gonna like it before you even see it, that said i dug it. now im not a trekky nerd but i do know a bit about star trek and i liked what they did with it, a few minor bumps but over all its the reboot of a series that id go see a few sequels of. ( o )( o )( o ) 3 bewbs

Terminator :salvation
ok, so if you saw the other terminator movies, you know whats up. anyway this one was made by different people and you can tell. it has a different feel then the other ones do, AND there are no semi truck chase scenes. its fun to watch but i felt kinda ripped off, it was predictable and some of it was just cheesy. worth a few bucks if you got nothing else to do. ( o ) ( o ) 2 bewbs.

Long Day
*relaxing sigh* long day, lots of tears; happy, sad and angry.... a ton accomplished *grinz* #1=Burial arrangements complete. Mom will be under the care of the funeral home on Monday (they will be picking her up) Tuesday the services will be preformed and Wednesday we will be picking her up. Fast huh? #2=Picked up moms pets from the animal shelter, they are happier but are still grieving, poor babies! :( #3=Cleaned up moms apartment some. Boogie and my bro and I took out some trash and the items we KNOW we wanted. lots of smiles and tears....but worth every moment. I will be helping my bro out as much as possible this weekend and next week. LOL! my mom was a total pack rat...and ya, lots of cleaning to be done. So, text me if you got it & I may take my laptop and pop in during breaks. *misses some of you* ♥ PosTaL

You're Not Being Stalked Get Over Yourself.
Girls always complain about guys stalking them. It's usually to make them appear more sought after. It's a total jock for status. It doesn't work. When a girl talks about her many stalkers, a guy doesn't think, "Wow, this girl sure is a prize to be won." All girls think is, "Shouldn't have slept with him, slut." And all guys think is, "Wow, this cock tease is nothing but fat and trouble. I'm outta here." Most of the time it's made-up bullshit when a girl complains about a guy stalking her. And even if she does actually think she's being stalked, it's usually her fault anyway so she has no reason to complain. Usually when girls think they're being stalked, the guy who's "stalking" has no idea what's going on. This is because girls do not make it clear to guys how they feel. A girl will talk to a guy on the phone, act nice, laugh, flirt, and then when she hangs up, she'll bitch to the people around her - "Oh my god that guy is so creepy. He is such a stalker. That guy is such a creep.

Just Love
when two people are ment to be then it will be. fate is funny that way when two people are ment to be they will be,no matter what it take they always find eachother and want nothing more then to be in eachother arms loving eachother to where sex if the last thing on their mind cause they are so much in love that all they truely want in to be in the same room as eachohter.love is strong when its with the right person you know its right when that person looks at you and your heart skips a beat, when they touch you and you get weak, or when they kiss you and you get butterfies. the passion it so strong that being in the same room makes it hard for you not to be near that person.when everytime the phone rings you want it to be them.the sound of their voice makes you smile when your sad. them holding you feels your heart with joy and happiness. Love is so hard to fidn but true love is even harder to find but when you do it is the best thing ever. when you find it never let it go.true love i

Emotional Distress
Have you ever been through something so traumatic it shakes you to your soul? Whether it be deployment for the good ole' boys whom I help defend this country, or a break up, an abusive relationship, or anything that could cause someone to cry hysterically, or stop talking to everyone completely. I don't mean to cry in my beer, but I've been through quite a few things that have left me cold, and hard-hearted. Which means for those of you who have, I can sympathize for you. Every situation is different for everyone. Some are much worse for others, and some are better. Then there are some who are high and mighty and believe they are better than everyone else. They have problems too. No one is truly perfect. Understand that. Whether it be a childhood moment that causes this kind of damage, or something as small, trivial, and ridiculous as a break up with a boyfriend or girlfriend, the fact remains the same. But yet, there are some who are quick to judge. Some believe others can help those

Im A Fighter............
A Fighter I fight a battle everyday Against discouragement and fear; Some foe stands always in my way, The path ahead is never clear! I must for ever be on guard Against the doubts that skulk along; I get ahead fighting hard, But fighting keeps my spirit strong. I hear the croakings of Despair, The dark predictions of the weak; I find myself pursued by Care, No matter what the end i seek; My victories are small and few, It matters not how hard i strive; Each day the fight begins Anew, But fighting keeps my hopes alive. My dreams are spoiled by circumstance, My plans are wrecked by FATE or LUCK; Some hour, perhaps, will bring my chance, But that great hour has never struck; My progress has been slow and hard, Ive had to crawl and climb and swim, Fighting for every stubborn yard, But i have kept in fighting trim. I have to fight my doubts away, And be on guard against my fears; The feeble croaking of Dismay Has been familiar through the years; My dearest pla

"assume The Position"
Assume the position Don't make me wait.Don't dare hesitate.Assume the position.Its your destined fate.To please your Master.Assume the position.On bended knees.You may rest upon your haunches.Cuffed wrists behind.Breasts bound, pinched nipples,My fingers squeeze.Enough to please.And make you wet between.My cock fills your mouth.That head you love to suck on.Dripping precum on your tongue.My hands grip hair so lovingly.My balls slap your chin.As you begin to choke. I pull from your throat.And watch you catch your breath.But still wanting more.Always wanting more.Assume the position.No! on your hands and knees.I will not bind you.Nor blind you.Nor silence your gentle voice.But, you will stay silentYou will not move.You will only see,What I want you too.My strong hand,Lays pain upon your ass.So deep it stings your clit.So deep you hit.....the sky.In sweet burning ecstasy.My cock a rod of muscle.Is all your eyes can see.Wanting him more and more.Your loins a churning sea.Assume the positio

Margaritas .... Important Womens Health Issues
Subject: Margaritas IMPORTANT WOMENS HEALTH ISSUESDo you have feelings of inadequacy?Do you suffer from shyness?Do you sometimes wish you were more assertive?If you answered yes to any of these questions, ask your doctor or pharmacist about Margaritas.Margaritas are the safe, natural way to feel better and more confident about yourself and your actions.Margaritas can help ease you out of your shyness and let you tell the world that you're ready and willing to do just about anything.You will notice the benefits of Margaritas almost immediately and with a regimen of regular doses you can overcome any obstacles that prevent you from living the life you want to live.Shyness and awkwardness will be a thing of the past and you will discover many talents you never knew you had. Stop hiding and start living, with Margaritas.Margaritas may not be right for everyone. Women who are pregnant or nursing should not use Margaritas. However, women who wouldn't mind nursing or becoming pregnant are enc

I Went Off The Friggin Deep End!
Well I have done it, I think. I think I finally lost my chance at happiness. Well I recently wrote some rants due to a personal friend of mine, well past friend now, and the wrong person read it and thought it was her. Now they are pissed at me, they are not talking to me, they pretty much have taken me out of the possible equations. I don't understand why I do this to myself and the people I care about? I mean, I believe in speaking your mind, venting out the pain instead of holding it in, and really just being myself. I do this, and I hurt the people I care about, while those who hurt me still continue enjoying life and my suffering. I don't know what to friggin do. I feel horrible inside, I feel empty and cold, and I have this constant feeling of void in my upper chest. I feel like I want to cry, but the pain is just too much to even shed a tear anymore. I am feeling the urge to cry right now, but I can't. I just want to be able to tell someone how I feel, or even might feel about t

. . .
I just want to start off saying sorry to anyone Ive snapped at the past few days. This week has been hectic and not really the best of things have been happening. One good thing is I got a job (Its only two days a week, and its cash, but its better than nothing) Thursday evening my moms lung collapsed. It was out of the blue and nothing really brought it on. I mean lately she had been breathing heavier and harder, but I just assumed it was because of the goiter growing in her throat, she had been complaining it felt like someone was choking her slowly. I just came back from visiting her, she had two seizures this morning and was sleeping when I got to her. She woke up about a half hour after I got there, she was talking softly and I could barely understand her. I found out they changed her meds on her. I stayed about 2hrs and we talked... I dont know what the effects of some of the new meds are, but she was talking about stuff from my growing up that never happened, I just figured s

Me In A Nutshell
Cancer Characteristics and Cancer Personality If a person under the Cancer Sign has an interest in you, they will drop subtle clues. Don't expect them to be forward, as they don't know how to be. Since they have a tendency to be old-fashion in beliefs, the perfect date would be tickets to the theater, a romantic restaurant, or a cultural event. As they tend to be romantic day dreamers, and reflect in the past, bring up some old stories so that they can relate some of theirs. Show an interest to this sentimentalist when they bring out their collections or old pictures. The Cancer Sign thrive on admiration and praise. Let them know how much you admire them. Compliments will get you everywhere. Ask their opinion, and be sure to be sincere about hearing their response. Keep in mind that a Cancerian hates rejection and is extremely cautious about making any commitment. They will try to avoid giving an answer, and whatever you do, don't try to rush them into one. Usually if the answer is n

Miss Me - But Let Me Go
When I come to the end of the road And the sun has set for me I want no rites in a gloom filled room Why cry for a soul set free? Miss me a little –but not for too long And not with your head bowed low Remember the love that we once shared Miss me – but let me go For this journey that we all must take And each must go alone It’s all a part of the Master’s plan A step on the road to home When you are lonely or sick of heart

Too Funny Not To Share
There is a sign in the drugstore window: "Condoms, custom fit."So a man walks up to the counter and asks for a condom, like the sign says. The man at the counter tells him to see Edith in aisle 4. So the man finds Edith. Edith grabs the man by the crotch, then gets on the PA system and says, "Medium condom. Medium condom."Well the man is embarrassed, but goes to the counter to get his condom.Later, a second man sees the sign in the window, and goes up to the counter to get his condom. The druggist tells him to see Edith in aisle 4. Same thing happens, Edith grabs his crotch, gets on the PA and says, "Large condom, this man needs a large condom."The man is pleased, at least, to be a large.Next a teenager goes into the drugstore to get a fitted condom, and is told to see Edith is aisle 4. Edith grabs his crotch, gets on the PA and says, "Clean-up in aisle 4, clean-up in aisle 4."

One Day Soon (the Pain Of Joy)
So she found him in a sprawl, collapsed and glowing paleon the ground. His hair spread like a melting angellike a fire crawling across the floor.In this moment, in this still inchoateshe loves him.In this moment, in this light she loves him like no one has.He held onto elegance easily.She'd never seen him this way.She holds on to this picture lit perfectlyand she holds the dust forever.So he finds her in a sprawl, woven deep in memories revisited and reworked.The scars get covered up with cherry blossoms that never feltas soft as thisHe held onto elegance easily.She'd never seen him this way.She Holds on to this picture lit perfectlyand she holds the dust forever.Freeze the frame right here he found the perfect pose.It comes to him naturally.Freeze the frame right there he found the perfect poseIt came to him naturally.Surely you must remember him?

Oh The Hotness
I've asked a few people if they think Irina Shayk is sexy, and I seem to be by myself in lusting this girl! she has the may page in the sports illustrated swimsuit calender and is/was a Guess model... any ways here she is: as you were

My Thought Process On A Lesson To Be Read,acknowledged,and Remembered
A lesson to be read,acknowledged,and remembered Live By: Life is not a puzzle or riddle to be solved,just a mystery to be lived.Live out your imagination,instead of out of your memory...for everyone who lives dies,but not everyone who dies has lived.Be hated for who you are,instead of being loved for someone you're not.Everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt...Everyone deserves that chance...after all....they are only askin for what you were granted by your friends,your family,and those who are closest to you.Look where all that started from...a chance,an opportunity,a risk that they were gonna be worth it.For those that do you wrong,the ones that lie,the ones who attempt to sway or use you...see them as someone who didn't get the right chance at the time in their life when they needed it most and decided to give up...now imagine if they had always had that chance.No one likes to be thought of as a fool...no one wants to be made an idiot of...no one cares to be taken advantage of

Wahoo
Well, I went to see my internal radiation doctor & he says everything looks good, I'm able to go back to having sex however need to use lots of KY jelly. John had went in DRY an lemme say that shit hurt like hell although I took it because it's been over a year since we've had some good ole (SEX)....lol... Anyways I will let you know more when the time comes on what the doctors say if they have gotten it all or not! Much love always your friend Jaime!

Leaving Or Not
so i sit here thinkin about this site and why i am still here. i have made some wonderful and loving friends and the love of my life, lots of the friends i have made will continue on into the real world, but there are time i ask why am i here, i feel ignored alot and i dont know why but seems wy i type i get looked over and it really hurts. so i start to think i should have never joined this site as much as i love bein here. just wanted to get down some thoughts ty for reading if u do.

Alabama Peanut Butter Soup
2 tbsp. butter1 lg. onion, chopped fine1/2 c. minced celery1/3 c. peanut butter1 (10 3/4 oz.) can condensed chicken broth1 (10 3/4 oz.) can condensed cream of chicken soup, undiluted3 c. milkSalt and pepper to tasteFinely chopped salted peanuts Melt butter and saute onion and celery 5 minutes. Stir in peanut butter, chicken broth, cream chicken soup and milk. Stir over low heat, until soup starts to bubble. Season to taste, and sprinkle servings with chopped peanuts.

Ordinarily
as normal, I would be wandering around finding attractive women to ask about adding to my list of "friends" so that I could look at it and pretend there was a person on this earth who cared one whit for me, but today Im just getting tired of it all. the constant crap with people restricting thier profiles by salute or whatever, and now the freezes because of nimrods making their page decorations too complicated. so yeah Im gone. yall ignore my blogs anyway. so fuck it and fuck yall DEATH TO HUMANITY!

Guns
I know lotsa folks what call themselves liberal and claim theyre for equality and all that good stuff hate guns but I dont. Course most folks what are like that also firmly believe the democrats are on their side so they can be dismissed as ignorant. the shame of it all will be when things break dowen completely and it comes to the whole kill or be killed thing and the right wingers and police they support are the only ones what can use em with skill...Ive noticed its already starting to get strained, theyre cracking down hard on homeless folks up here, and granted seattle has more than its share anyway (and for some reason theyre just as snotty and egotistical as the yuppy folk around here) but yeah I dont see how its helping anyone or any thing to go around arresting them for napping in a public library or as I witnessed the other day-for picking cigarette butts out of an ashcan. I mean, its not like they keep em or nothing, its just to make sure theyre systematically recorded so whe

Friendships
I am gratefull for the few friends that I have encountered on line, especially those who are not too wealthy to comprehend the meaning of that valued title. And I hope I did not let anyone down in that respect myself. Although chances are I did. True, some can come dancing across the field like sunshine on a dark day and then leave you to die like a fox on the run, none the less I will. For friendships have an eternal connection deep down inside that are forever - not just another one night stand or a passing fling. Perhaps these are the words of a foolish fool, but who am I to judge my self? I have pets that I call friends - but they have little choice in the matter. people do. I have absract friends which are my vices and addictions - cigarettes are my life and my wife. Coffee and my loud music - they are the mediums that I once shared with friends, they are here when the old school passes away into a memory of the good old days. I am still addicted to Jesus even - h

[sigh]
So I'm sitting outside on my front porch messing around on here. [I seriously had to fight the urge to capitalize porch.] The rain has stopped, for now. It's been raining here pretty much every day for the past week. I'm getting pretty sick of it actually. I don't know how much more of it I can take. It always makes me sleepy. The MuMM I wrote earlier, about my cherry bomb, I'll probably end up waiting until I'm a little closer. Double checked my level status and well, I'm actually closer to 3 million. I'll get there eventually, lol. Maybe I should go rate people until I have no more rates left. I wonder how long that would actually take? I'm pretty sure I don't have the time for it. I rarely have time to do much on here anyway. I'm too busy catching up with my friends. How in the world do point whores have real friends on here? I'd think all they would have time to do is rate and buy bling. [shrug] I'm thinking about buying a new phone. I'm having serious issues with the one I have

Ahhhhhhh!!!!
ok ok! i'll just type. i have busted my broke deadbeat artist ass into the ground over the last few years just tryin to come up a little. not rich! not "hey everyone love me" im sayin....connecting with other artists. being co-partner in a huge local art event. to help and promote and expose and expand the talent around me. now i see those rotten back biting hippies who told me i voted for an Alien...doing the same art thing...the same day...right next door. hows that for an original idea? rip off the people you supposedly hate and half ass it and charge people at the same time?! i want to make money off of art. but i want everyone involved with being a part of the art community to make money. its not selling out if you make money off of what you love to do. because bottom line...its still a job, its just a job you love to do and is part of that person's insides. these people who are now taking what a friend and i created to make freedom of expression free...they are cha

From May Inpatient - Guide
you're still the guiding forcebehind my decisionsi'm still afraid of you leavingof you giving up on meyou're the reason i don't dig my nails inor jab my pen into fleshi try to be my own higher powerbut the truth isyou demonstrate a powerfar greater than mei love you like the darkestmost treasured secretsomething i want to sharei'm afraid to sharesomething i want to keepforever to myselfI love you ~Sinamynlee

Brainstorm
I've been feeling like writing. Something I haven't done in a long time. The urge to set my fingers typing across the keys is absolutely irresistable. If only I knew what I wanted to write about. I have so many incomplete stories that I could work on, so many ideas, thoughts, and things I need to just get off my mind, but what to write. Right now I'll just write. I'll write until I know what it is I want. I'll write until my thoughts run dry. I'll write until my fingers cramp. I'll write until I don't even know what I'm writing anymore. I'll write without planning it out. I'll just write, and write and write. I don't know what to think of myself anymore. I used to be so proud of everything I've done with my life. I used to be optimistic, goal oriented, happy. I used to have a plan for my future. Now I just don't know. I hate myself, and I hate yet love my life. I never understood how someone could experience those very polar opposite feelings for the same thing at the same time. A ju

Latinos Are People Too
I bet you thought this was going to be a rant about Rush Limbaugh and how he said America does not need the Latino vote. WELL IT IS NOT - BECAUSE HE DID NOT SAY THAT... People seem to have alot of trouble stepping out from behind their own perceptions to hear the words coming from others in the spirit in which they were intended to be delivered. What Rush Limbaugh meant I am not even going to attempt to speak. He speaks for him. But I will tell you what I heard. I heard that what the dream is - from our Founding Fathers to Martin Luther King Jr. right on down to me is this - We want the AMERICAN VOTE. I WANT THE THINKING PERSON VOTING. THE PERSON THAT CAN PUT ASIDE THEIR GENITALS, THEIR SKIN COLOR, THEIR ETHNIC SORT OF CELEBRATIONS AND VOTE FOR WHAT IS GOOD FOR AMERICA AND UPHOLDS THE CONSTITUTION. So I was sorta disappointed when I saw a hispanic man of power talking on some pundits show, saying WELL, HOW DO YOU THINK THE REPUBLICAN LATINOS FEEL WHEN RUSH LIMBAUGH SAYS THE GOP

Purge
Ok, Fubarians... I'm going through my friends list and I see a lot of people I that don't talk to. Some of that is, by my own admission, my fault. My list has grown so large that I can't keep track of everyone. So I'm clearing out. As of today, I'm getting rid of people. I've already cut some that were obvious, but I intend to keep whittling it down. So here's the deal- if you want to stay on my friends list, just let me know. You don't have to respond here... you can do it in a private message, a comment or a shout... just something to let me know that you're still interested in being friends. Do not assume anything... just because I rate your pics and leave you comments, do not assume that I won't cut you. I need to know that you want to stay. Most of all, I have some of you on my other sites... if you do not respond here, you will be deleted there as well. I'm not saying that this has to be some kind of deep, exotic friendship... just dropping the occasional joke or comment is fine.

First Sunny Day Of Summer
It has been raining every weekend for almost the entire year here. This weekend has started out beautifully. I went to Tugaloo state park today. I had never been to this park even though I have lived here for 10+ years. I hiked on the park trails and really enjoyed it. The trails loop through the woods for about 4 miles. Like many state parks in this area of Georgia, Tugaloo is nestled on Lake Hartwell. I believe this to be a better park than Hart state park which is in the town I live in.

Babbling Again...
"Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward in the same direction" ~Saint Exupery~ If two people can't see the same thing when they look ahead...then they won't be traveling in the same direction...They go their separate ways...And eventually they can't even see each other

Life
This is the shit that comes out when i purge my mind and don't think or re-write...lol I sit here alone thinking this is what I wanted I find my time idle and unproductive Things I've done the words i've said Memories flood a tortured mind Time is but a nursery ryhme Fuck Jack Fuck Jill Fuck the idiot jumping over the candlestick life isn't fair life isn't sweet life is ugly and unfulfilling twisted and scarred people look upon you for possessions and wealth hearts are black people untrustworthy believe in yourself no one else will Most friends are only there when you have something for them "Time heals all wounds" Is horseshit from someone that doesn't know pain Happy endings are only in stories that have yet to conclude Finding true love from someone other than your mother is a fucking myth If someone says they love you then hurts you they are only looking to soothe thier pain Love, where your palms sweat and your breath is taken is never shared and

Just Havin Fun
TREAT YOUR BODY LIKE A TEMPLE!!!! LMFAO! I know, I can't believe I said that with a straight face. Such sage advice from a guy that tretas his own body like an amusement park. Don't ever break your back trying to fit some image. If you like who you are that's all that matters.One of many philosiphy's I've adoopted is "I would rather die happy then kill myself body building"

Being Home Is Odd
I went over to see my niece Ann Margaret and her kids. I had just missed Shawn and Abi, as they were at school but got to spend time with wee Julia. We took her out to the local cafe and we sat outside in the early morning sunshine. Julia tottered about; she is so cute and is two and half years old. She spotted a wee fat woodlouse on the concrete tiles. "Look a wee bug" she pointed. "Go say hello to it Julia" I said. She bent down, her wee bum in the air; she put her face near the louse and said loudly "Are you out here for a wee smoke?" All the adults who were puffing on a ciggie and quaffing coffee stared at each other and stubbed out their fags. I laughed loudly; I could just imagine a wood louse having a wee fag. Julia decided to 'touch' it to see how it felt and I think the wood louse became a squashed dot on the tiles, but we ignored that bit. I headed home and tried not to think about sleeping as my jet lag is a killer. So now today I up at 6am. After spending a whole mont

I Hate Liars
if ur gonna tell someone that ur gonna do something and then when the day comes and u dont do it at least have the common curtosey to text or call instead of not sayin a word. i hate people like that. i just dont get it . i m always there for everyone. im always talkin to everyone when i get a chance and in return all i want is someone to just take the time to get to know me and see that im not liek all the other asshole guys and that there are guys that actually look for more than sex from women. but w/e until someone takes the time ill just be considered another perv lookin to get laid when it is far from the truth.

Taking Chance
I have just finished watching a movie, starring Kevin Bacon, called "Taking Chance." I would recommend this to all that have an interest in how our fallen are honored during their final trip home. It is based on a true story of PFC Chance Phelps, United States Marine Corps. Kevin Bacon plays a Marine Colonel that volunteers to take Chance home to his family. What he discovers during the trip, will warm your heart. As a retired Vet, I fully appreciate those that have, and still serve in the military today. For having been there, I can better understand the sacrifices of both the soldier and the family. To those that honor the troops today, I thank and respect you. Though words are rarely spoken, sometimes it's just the friendly wave, or just the smile that goes a long way. It took this movie to realize, that there are those in this country, that still respect and honor the troops. More than just mere words. But, in deeds as well. I have been taken aback by the words of Senator Ted Ke

Children Are Like A Plague.
I have had it, I think I just need to pack up my laptop and a few clothes and get into my car and drive away. Between having Lola five days a week, and when her mom gets her she doesn't help clean up the place, and now Sonya and Brian are here with their three kids making a mess, I might kill someone.I was never met to be someone's maid, I pick up after myself when I am in the rest of the house, and here and there in my room, but to pick up after four sometimes five other people is just messed up!What really has drive me over the edge is the fact, that Sonya and Brian, like 90% of the parents in todays world, had no idea where their son was, and I have always been one of those people that believe it is the people who gave the child life to know where they were ever second of the day. Well Dakota went into my mom's room got her baby power and then brought it into my room pouring it EVERYWHERE! Yes I mean EVERYWHERE, on my radio system, my ex-hard drive, all over my bed, which had my

Back, After Illness...............
Hi All! Just wanted to tell you all I was back, had a illness that kept me in the hospital for quite a while but now I am out and back on Fubar to see all the friends and family I missed. Please drop by and say hi and give me a little time to get back to all of you that I missed, I will be renewing my VIP in time and buying blings for all of you that mean so much! Missed you all! Muaaahhhhhh

Husky Red Neck
so today is his one year annyversary and i would love it if you all could hit his page with lots of pic rate and comment love just click the picture link to his profile :D thanks to all of you who actually do go visit him :) Husky Redneck™ Gods Forgotten Creatures@ fubar

Silly People
You find concentrations of silly and intellectually challenged people in the strangest and scariest places...take I90 for instance, it's a prime example. Here's some advice for those that need it. (You know who you are...I log a lot of miles in a week, I drive a black Chevy Trailblazer, and odds are I've flipped you off by now ) 1. 20 miles an hour BELOW the speed limit in the left lane is NOT acceptable. 2. If it's bigger than you, I would suggest you either be nice and let them pass, or speed the hell UP!!! 3. In referring to the aforementioned...if you're merging onto the Interstate and there's a SEMI that can't get over because of the Idiot mentioned in number 1...it's a good idea NOT to play chicken with him. Odds are he's thinking of ways to choke the living SHIT out of Idiot #1. You really want to piss off someone driving something that big??? 4. Driving at 75 miles an hour is not advisable when trying to put on your earrings or mascara...do us all a favor, go without or EXI

Attention! Attention!!!!!!
July 18th in Butler City at the Butler Memorial Park in the Rotary Shelter we are hosting a day in honor of my littler brother since he has autism which is an incurable condition, we will be having a chinesse auction, live entertainment, refreshments, a dunk tank, & much more! please come! donations welcome and much appreicated!!!!

Rain Fantasy
It had been raining hard for most of day. Master looks up from the television and looks down at me in His lap. "I think it's the right weather for your rain fantasy slave" He smiles wickedly. "Yes Master" i reply smiling as i slide of Masters lap and stand in front of Him "Go get yourself dressed. I need to find something" Master walks out the room. Quickly i head for the bedroom and start to dress in white bra, white suspender belt. black stockings, white blouse and black skirt. Making sure everything is in place before going back into living-room to wait for Masters return. After a few minutes Master returns with a bag. He looks me over and nods and moves towards the door. Quickly i follow Master out to the car. He heads out for the countryside. Stopping at a densely wooded area. He smiles over at me and W/we exit the car. Rain pouring down soaking O/our clothes to O/our skin as W/we make O/our way deeper into the woods. Master notices a tree stump and stops. He smiles. "Here w

Rabbit
Don't ask what her name is, you'll never get the same answer twice. Tonight she is Rabbit, because tonight she wants to be the prey. The club is dark and smoky, aren't they always? The music is dark and pounding, kind of like her mood. And although she wishes to be the prey tonight she begins to hunt. As she wanders through each of the 3 rooms her eyes scan the crowd. She sees the usual goth boys - tall, long dark hair, dressed all in black and trying to look non-chalant. But none of them can help but gawk at her as she saunters past them all. Rabbit is tall tonight in her black suede platform boots, black fishnets and shortblack velvet dress that ends at mid-thigh length. Her hair is black, full of natural curl and down to her waist. Her lips are full, painted blood red, and her eyes are a fiery green ringed in black, smoky liner. And just for an added touch, she wears a simple black leather collar around her neck with one silver ring in the middle. As she passes through the secon

Next
So that thing that bothered me for a few weeks has subsided. I can't worry about something that will not change. So..I turn to a new day. I got two great new tats yesterday. One is obviously chainsaw sally. the other is not yet done. just an outline. I do have something to say about my tattoos though. yeah..I have a few tattoos that are nc-17/x-rated...know what? Don't worry about it! If someone is so fuckin insecure or whatever that they have to nag on someone else for what THEY have, then know your role and shut your mouth! She says, "I like guys but I don't have guys tattooed on me"..well..you didn't meet them or aspire to meet them, did you? I'm a fan of these people, I've taken pictures with them, etc. I don't have to explain myself to you! You don't like my tats, delete me or shut up! none of my female friends have ever said anything about 'em. The key word there is "friend". Anyway..so..I aint gonna dwell on "that" person anymore and I am not gonna take shit off someone for my

Phineas And Doofenshmirtz Are Dead
Last night after work I picked up the kids at their grandparents’ house. From there we traveled to WalMart in (my) foolish hopes that I could get what we were planning to shop for anyway and have it all ready before Martha got off from work at eight. She’s now working full-time there in WalMart’s new Money Store for cashing checks, money orders, and sending MoneyGrams and put in her two weeks’ notice at McDonalds. So after Martha left (and Sarah was wondering aloud where Big Bird and Mickey Mouse – two characters on the children’s rides that used to be where the Money Store is now – were and would have started an expedition for them), we’d done the necessary shopping, and we were getting it all in the car we saw the slip of the moon at nine o’clock dusk. As I moved up from Jeffrey whom I’d just gotten in his car seat, he asked me to “reach it”. I went a little into why I couldn’t reach it – it&rsq

The Lighthouse
The descending orange sun was just settling on the ocean waves. Looking back, our footprints were the only blemishes on a near perfect carpet of white sand. His hand was permantly interlocked in mine. Finally we were all alone. We walked on the oceans edge, as the waves crashed on the shoreline. Talking of trivial things, yet each of us hanging on every word the other had to say. Then without warning, he released his grip from my hand, and began to run down the shoreline. he began to laugh while shouting.."Beat me to the lighthouse, and I'm yours!!!" The words he said hit home. I was soon on a dead run also, towards him, as he dissapeared down the beach. His feet kicking up tiny white granules of sand, as he sprinted away.. He was panting as he reached the base of the lighthouse, and began to descend the stairs. And I was gaining quickly, but was I quick enough? he was agile as he hit every step, circling the staircase, moments away from reaching the top. With me only a step behind

To Kill An American
Written by an Australian Dentist To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) 'An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish , Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans.

Sorry You Have To Go
Most people are here to get rated levelup and meet new people and have fun.As i've learnd just because someone wants to add you as a friend its just because they want to get points not because they want to talk to you.A lot of people dont even return rates or say thanks for drinks and gifts.So i have started deleting all but a few of my so called friends.

Whats This Life For???
OK I give up. You win. You got what you wanted. Everyone has alienated me and stopped talking to me. You win I lose. Im just going to cease to exist. You wanted me to be miserable and not worth the air I breathe. You got it. I probably wont be around anymore so congrats. You win

If Your Going To Do It Then Do It
we all know suicide is not a joke however there are thos who say it to get either a shock out of other people or to make other feel sorry for them and or the most cause of why people do it any more is to get attention most cause of death are not cause by suicide suicide well not take your problems away and there are alot more worser things then death such as brain damage and or being paralyzed or being alive and half your body is gone before you say it think about the people who you will hurt your family friends even your pets if all the people who have committed suicide could come back they would say they wish they never did it hell i have to admit i try a few times my self but i stop doing so becuse i dont want to live being brain damage or the lost of my eyes brain or arms i do value my body and what it can do even tho i wish my life was a bit better then what it is you have to play the cards that you are delt with and do something with them think about

I've Been Thinking
Just a words of what I've been thinking about lately... Yesterday a friend told me to check out a girl on his page..like a dumbass I did...I checked out her pictures.. Gods, she is perfect...hair. body..face everything..but what got my attention was her page comments..They were so sweet, loving...and so beautiful...and all I ever get on my pictures and such are thinks like.."Oh baby let me lick that ass" or.."You are so hot" and even really nasty stuff.."Can I wear your ass as a hat" garbage like that.. I was really stupid and clicked on this one girl's pictures and all she had was breasts and cleavage hanging out.. one of her pictures alone had more rates and comments than all mine combined. But she still got some really pretty comments... I guess you can say I am a glutten for punishment when i do crap like that..My jealousy kicks my ass sometimes...and it hurts so bad.. Sure I have maybe 4 friends on this entire site..and I appreciate them greatly.. Just makes me wonder why

Run With Me
Run With Me I stood by the stream drinking from cool waters As my eyes lifted up there a beautiful filly stood She stood in the sun mane long and white I felt my heart pounding like waves crashing My legs shook a bit as I moved toward her Would this beautiful filly take flight? She saw me I could feel her smile down deep Her eyes flashed me her heart and soul I could see the wild fire rise up inside

I Hate The Blogs Now But Oh Well Lol
When was the last time you were really fu owned or owner? I mean the ownership that you get something out of? I'm sure its been a long time. Hightimes420 is holding an auction! On Monday, June 1st at 9pm est We are looking for those that want to get some fubux and dont mind helping their owner out. If you are interested send a private message to Perpetual Bliss. She will fill you in on rules and terms PERPETUAL BLISS~GM OF ACES UP LOUNGE~MEMBER OF RR~@ fubar LIVE DJS AND CAMS MAKE YOUR REQUEST COME ON IN AND CHECK US OUT CLICK THE LINK TO ENTER HIGHTIMES420 Heres the sexy auctionees DJ SIXX@HIGHTIMES 420@ fubar offering: dj sixx is offering to give you daily 11s and gifts, he will rate all you photos and comment them, plus a ticker and your name in his as owner DJ~DOPEY~OWNER@THE HIGHTIMES 420 LOUNGEFu-Hubby/R/L Boyfriend to DJ Chronic@ fubar OFFERING RATING OF STASH PICS,RATES,DRINKS ON HAPPY HOUR IN THE LOUNGE,AND RATEING OF MUMMS plus ADD RATE FAN DJ Chr

Soldier Of The World
I stood and looked upon the field; blood and gore on sword and steel. How had we come so far: fly from this place child of stars. I ran as fast as my soul could take; for I could no longer love foresake. And when the forest was gone; the screams still did haunt. I screamed, "Mother Gaea do forgive my transactions so; for I feel my soul that way goes."

Too Old To Do Stupid Shit
when at work yesterday we were moving a companies telecommunication and data equipment from one office park to another. we already had everything pre cabled and tested earlier in the week. was supposed to be a nice short 3 hour friday. first verizon doesn`t show up until 11:30, the tech looks around and says he`s going to lunch and will be back. then he has problems at the feed box down the street so we are sitting around doing nothing for 4 hours. customer decides at last minute theyneed 2 more fax lines in a room so they have to be wired. to get to that location wires have to span a 60 foot section of hard ceiling, no drop ceiling tiles to pop up and work in the area. so i get ladder out and crawl the studs in ceiling , hanging the wires off roof struts the whole way. it`s late in the day and i just wanted to get out of there so instead of crawling all the way back i decide to just jump out of ceiling to floor 8 foot below.well that wasn`t the smartest thing to do. i just got back f

At The Bar...
First of all, got your attention!!! I was at my bar last night that I dance at, hence my name, dansin, & basically I know almost everyone who goes there, it's a friendly, small place. Anyway, I was out on the dance floor & I saw a friend who had on a dinner jacket, kind of wierd, but he hadn't been there long, & he had on a tshirt that had interesting lettering. I went past him a few times & couldn't read the whole thing, but it did say dancing, he does dance professionally, & the bottom of the shirt I saw con, but not the rest. So after I had looked at it several times, I walked over to him & ripped the jacket open, he didn't see me coming, & the people around starting laughing, one told me to do it again, & he made the comment he liked women like this at the bar. The shirt did not say dancing condoms, it said dancing elk conders, I think but when I told him what I thought it said, he thought it was funny too, & when I told his girlfriend, she said they were the best kind! I couldn

How To Start A Poee Cabal Without Messing Around With The Polyfather
HOW TO START A POEE CABAL WITHOUT MESSING AROUND WITH THE POLYFATHER If you can't find the Polyfather, or having found him, don't want anything to do with him, you are still authorized to form your own POEE CABAL and do Priestly Things, using the Principia Discordia as a guide. Your Official Rank will be POEE CHAPLIN for the LEGION OF DYNAMIC DISCORD, which is exactly the same as a POEE PRIEST except that you don't have an Ordination Certificate. The words you are now reading are your ordination. HOW TO BECOME A POEE CHAPLIN Write the ERISIAN AFFIRMATION in five copies. Sign and nose-print each copy. Send one to the President of the United States. Send one to The California State Bureau of Furniture and Bedding 1021 'D' Street, Sacramento CA 94814 Nail one to a telephone pole. Hide one. And burn the other. Then consult your pineal gland. General License was Sgt. Pepper's Commander OLD POEE SLOGAN When in Doubt, Fuck it. When not in Doubt... get

My Baby
So I went away last weekend, to see the greatest guy I could ever know. I had an amazing time even when mother nature showed it ugly ass. At least we had sex the one time. I thought he enjoyed me being there. Maybe he didnt in the back of his mind which has lead to the current situation. I havent spoken to him in four whole days. One day is one thing but for of four them is another thing. I dont know if something serious happen, like he lost his phone, it broke, or something else happen. He should still be able to to tell me. I guess it was a lie when he said he had feeling for me. I dont understand what is going on. All he had to was say leave me alone. I just want to know. Its weird he was all for nine day visit. I guess I kind of noticed it when i was saying goodbye. He didnt even walk me inside. He didnt even say he missed me. I am really confused, I have no idea bwhat is going on, I guess i should forget about him, but I cant and I wont, I just want him to call....time doesnt matt

Life
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going coming Thought I heard a knock Who's there no one Thinking that I deserve it Now I realize that I really didn't know If you didn't notice you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All that I know is I'mma be ok [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time I couldn't turn on the TV Without something there to remind me Was it all that easy To just put aside your feelings If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh Hurt my feelings but that's the path I'll believe in And I know time will heal it If you didn't notice boy you mean everything Quickly I'm learning to love again All I know is I'mma be ok [Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll a

Busy Last 2 Months
ok sorry i havent been around the past few months but i am back now and soooooo much has happened since i was last on as some know i had knee surgey last month and i am doin great. I also had a graduation of my oldest daughter from high school about a week ago. I will have pics posted soon. I also got my garden planted YAY me. Well that is what i have been up to since the last time i was on.

My Birthday
My birthday is on June 29th. If any of you wish to send me a card via regular mail my address is as follows. Charles Davis 33319 Lime St. Lake Elsinore, California 92530 - 1515 USA I am giving out this address because I may not be online later this month due to dissconnection notice (temporary) due to budget problems. thank you for reading this.

Need Info...
I am going to Oshkosh Wisconsin for 10 days for work (June 3-10). I need some info to help me on my trip. #1. I need the names of some "good" bars to have a few drinks in. I prefer the kind of bar you can sit down, have a beer, and not worry about who's gonna jump you, just because you're from out of town. I wouldn't be opposed to someone telling me about a dance club (or two) either. #2. Where are some good locally-owned places to eat? Not dives, just places that aren't franchised. #3. I bought a 15 day fishing license, so can someone point me to some good fishing spots? All good suggestions will be greatly appreciated.

Sweetest Sin
Can you imagine us making love The way it would feel the first time that we touch Can you think of it the way I dream of it I want you to see it like I'm seeing it It's a picture of perfection The vision of you and I Your lips upon my lips (can you just picture this) Your fingertips on my fingertips Your skin upon my skin Would be the sweetest sin That would be the sweetest sin,yeah All night i lie awake Cuz' it's too much to take Dreaming about the love that we could make All day I think of schemes To get you next to me I want you so bad that i can barley breathe It's a sign of my obsession That I can't stop thinking 'bout Your lips upon my lips (Can you envision it) Temptation I could never resist Your skin upon my skin Would be the sweetest sin, yeah It would feel so good To be so bad You don't know how bad I want that I would do anything To feel Your lips upon my lips (can you just picture this) Your fingertips on my fingertips. Your skin upon my skin Would be the sweetes

Love Story
Lyrics to Love Story : We were both young When I first saw you I closed my eyes And the flash back starts I'm standing there On a balcony in summer air I see the lights See the party the ballgowns I see you make your way Through the crowd And say Hello Little did I know That you were Romeo You were throwing pebbles 'Till my daddy said Stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase Beggin' you Please don't go And I said Romeo take me Somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting All that's left to do is run You'll be the Prince And I'll be the Princess It's a Love Story Baby just say Yes So I sneak out To the garden to see you We keep quiet Cause were dead if they knew So close your eyes Just keep this down for a little while Cause you were Romeo I was a Scarlett Letter And my daddy said Stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me And I was beggin' you Please don't go And I said Romeo take me Somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting All that's left to do is run You

Sick And Tired
I am sick and tired of guys just wanting me for sex. I'm not a slut...get that through you're fucking heads! If you're on my friends list, and all you want is sex from me, delete yourselves immediately. I'm a tomboy who likes to hang out with guys, work on cars, stuff like that. I'm not going to fuck around on what I already have in my life. If there is still that small chance that you just want me around as a friend, nothing more, go ahead and add me to yahoo messenger...blue_eyedangel_1981

* Blueroses * Virgin * Happy Hour * Saturday * May 30th * 4 Pm Cst * (2 Pm Fu Time) * !
Saturday, May 30, 2009 at 2 PM FU Time ..... 4 PM CST .... The One And Only Blueroses Will Be Hosing Her Very FIRST Happy Hour! ~Blueroses~This Little Hottie Will Also Be Running Auto 11s All Day Long! Blueroses Is Celebrating Her **th Birthday June 5th! Show This Awesome Hot Fubar Lots of Loving! * Blueroses * * Virgin Happy Hour Hostess * * Saturday * May 30th * 4 PM CST * (2 PM FU TIME) This Pimpout Brought To You By: ღTulsa's Angelღ

Submission.......part V
The heat, the throb deepens along her softly burning buttocks as she stands staring at the statue of the man. Her breath softly inhales as her Masters words caress her neck in warmth. "Just think of it my slave, look at how thick his cock is. Now, tell me, you want that in your sweet ass." he whispers into her ear. With his closeness, his words, his breath so hot against her flesh, she shivers, captured, entranced at the thoughts he places within her mind. So slowly, does she shake her head. Then fear grips her at the knowledge that she could never possibly take such a size. "No.." she whispers. His hand slides further into the soft folds of her pussy, feeling the soft tremble of it, the wetness as his fingers glance against her clit, feeling how rigid it is, how her body shivers as she watches the statue. "Slow, painful penetration.." he whispers into her ear. "You know you want that pain, want to serve your Master in whatever way pleases him." Again, the slow shake of her head at th

Top 10 Reasons Why Bmw Riders Don’t Wave Back:
10. New Aerostitch suit too stiff to raise arm.9. Removing a hand from the bars is considered “bad form”.8. Your bike isn’t weird enough looking to justify acknowledgement.7. Too sore from an 800-mile day ride on a stock “comfort” seat.6. Too busy programming the GPS, monitoring radar, listening to Ipod, XM, or talking on the cell phone.5. He’s an Iron Butt rider and you’re not!4. Wires from Gerbings are too short.3. You’re not riding the “right kind” of BMW.2. You haven’t been properly introduced.1. Afraid it will be misinterpreted as a friendly gesture.

Top 10 Reasons Crotchrockets Don’t Wave Back:
10. They have not been riding long enough to know they’re supposed to.9. They’re going too fast to have enough time to register the movement and respond.8. You weren’t wearing bright enough gear.7. If they stick their arm out going that fast, they’ll rip it out of the socket.6. They’re too occupied with trying to get rid of chicken strips.5. They look way too cool with both hands on the bars or they don’t want to unbalance themselves while standing onthe tank.4. Their skin tight-kevlar-ballistic-nylon-kangaroo-leather suits prevent any position other than fetal.3. Raising an arm allows bugs into the armholes of their tank tops.2. It’s too hard to do one-handed stoppies.1. They were too busy slipping their flip-flops back on.

Top Ten Reasons Why Goldwing Riders Don’t Wave Back:
10. Wasn’t sure whether other riders was waving or making an obscene gesture.9. Afraid might get frostbite if hand is removed from heated grip.8. Has arthritis and the past 400 miles have made it difficult to raise arm.7. Reflection from etched windshield momentarily blinded him.6. The espresso machine just finished.5. Was actually asleep when other rider waved.4. Was in a three-way conference call with stockbroker and accessories dealer.3. Was distracted by odd shaped blip on radar screen.2. Was simultaneously adjusting the air suspension, seat height, programmable CD player, seat temperature, andsatellite navigation system.1. Couldn’t find the “auto wave back” button on dashboard.

Top 10 Reasons Why Harley Riders Don’t Wave Back:
10. Afraid it will invalidate warranty.9. Leather and studs make it too heavy to raise arm.8. Refuse to wave to anyone whose bike is already paid for.7. Afraid to let go of handlebars because they might vibrate off.6. Rushing wind would blow scabs off the new tattoos.5. Angry because just took out second mortgage to pay luxury tax on new Harley.4. Just discovered that fine print in owner’s manual and realized that H-D is partially owned by Honda.3. Can’t tell if other riders are waving or just reaching to cover their ears like everyone else.2. Remembers the last time a Harley rider waved back, he impaled his hand on helmet spike.1. They’re too tired from spending hours polishing all that chrome to lift their arms.

Arthur Davidson Meets Creatior Of Women
Arthur Davidson Co-Founder of Harley Davidson Motorcycle Corporation, died and was in Heaven . At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "since you've been such a good man and yourmotorcycles have changed the world, your reward is, you canhang out with anyone you want in heaven."Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want tohang out with God."So Arthur asked God " Hey, aren't you the creator of woman?"God said, "Ah, yes.""Well," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have somemajor design flaws in your invention:1. There's too much inconsistency in the front-end protrusion.2. It chatters constantly at high speeds.3. Most of the rear ends are too soft and wobble too much.4. The intake is placed way to close to the exhaust.5. The maintenance costs are outrageous.""Hmmm, you may have some good points there," replied God,"hold on." so God went to his celestial super computer, typed ina few words, and waited for the results.The computer printed out a slip of paper and Go

The Harley-davidson Motor Company
The Harley-Davidson Motor Company (NYSE: HOG) is an American manufacturer of motorcycles based in Milwaukee, Wisconsin, United States. It is one of the two remaining American mass-producers of motorcycles (along with Victory). The company emphasizes heavy bikes designed for cruising and known for their distinctive exhaust tone.Harley-Davidson motorcycles (popularly known as "Harleys") are distinctive in both design and sound. Harley-Davidson motorcycles attract a loyal following (in marketing terms, the owners form a brand community). A recent study[1] suggests that Harley-Davidsons with removed mufflers are becoming an increasing point of ire in American suburbs, due to their loudness.The Motor Company supplies many domestic police forces with their motorcycle fleets. Harleys are especially noted for the tradition of heavy customization that gave rise to the chopper-style of motorcycle. It also licenses its logo, which is a profitable side business ($41 million of revenue in 2004, or

A Bikers Story
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had none.I sa

Harleys Vs. Women
1. Harleys curves never sag.2. Harleys last longer.3. Harleys don't get pregnant.4. You can ride a Harley any time of the month.5. Harleys don't have parents.6. Harleys don't whine unless something is really wrong.7. You can kick your Harley to wake it up.8. You can share your Harley with your friends. (I don't think so!!! Rhonda)9. If your Harley makes too much noise, you can buy a muffler.10. You only need to get a new chain or belt for your Harley when the old one is REALLY WORN.11. If your Harley smokes, you can do something about it.12. Harleys don't care about how many other Harleys you have ridden.13. When riding, you and your Harley both arrive at the same time.14. Harleys don't care about how many other Harleys you have.15. Harleys don't mind if you look at other Harleys, or if you buy Motorcycle magazines.16. New Harleys must be asked for, and if you don't want to pay for them, you don't get them.17. If your Harley goes flat, you can fix it.18. If your Harley is too loose, yo

Leather Care
REMOVING MILDEWTo remove mildew from leather, create a mixture of one-cup rubbing alcohol per one-cup of water. Wipe the mildew area with a cloth dipped in the diluted alcohol, then allow it to dry. If the mildew persists, use mild soap and water that contains a germicide, then remove with a clean dampened cloth and allow to dry.WET LEATHERAn important key to keeping leather in top-notch condition is to treat wet leather before it has a chance to dry. Remove any dirt, mud, or other stains with a cleaning agent, then condition while the pores are still fully responsive. It is critical to remember that leather should be dried away from heat. If the leather in question is a garment, it's a good idea to stuff the garment to retain shape.REMOVING STAINSFresh stains from things such as blood and food can be cleaned up quickly with a damp cloth. Stains from oil or grease can be lifted by grinding ordinary blackboard chalk, sprinkling the area, and leaving the powder on for a twenty-four hour

Leather Repairs, Reconditioning, Cleaning
For professional repairing, cleaning or reconditioning, I recommend using the following specialist:Franks Shoe Clinic1001 Simson Ave.Ocean City , New Jersey 08226(609) 399-8372I don't own or operate or benefit from the business or recommendation. I ride and help others who ride.....

Sixty Nine.......
Sixty-nine is a truly fascinating number. It is the only number whose square and cube contain all the digits from 0 to nine once, and only once. 69 squared equals 4,761, and 69 cubed equals 328,509 (for those of you who do not have a calculator or pencil handy). If you do have a calculator handy, you will probably find that 69 is the largest factorial you can calculate since 69! equals 1.71 to the ninety-eigth power. In the field of chemistry, 69 is the atomic number of thulium (the rarest of the rare earths). Interstate 69 starts in Indianapolis, Indiana, and is planned to be expanded to the Texas/Mexico border. Furthermore, it is the highest number you can get on your analog TV set these days. And, how could we forget, it's the number of "Kentucky Kid," American motorcycle racer Nicky Hayden.

*~entrapped~*
Cower behind the bedside table The game only enthrawls me more I raise my hand you whimper With every tear i own you more and more Cry upon a non existant tissue Without your fear there is no issue Do as I say not as I do Disobey I dare you Bring me your hope Let me tear it down It empowers me Let me watch you drown Im sorry for any thoughts i gave For you to think you were anything but enslaved Wear your chains like a good bitch should Bleed for me Make me feel good Let me cut your soul to shreds Let me steal your breath and watch you lower your head Try to leave I'll bring you back I'll steal you into my darkest night There is no escape for I will seek You're mine Until you break the weaknes

Here We Go
after a week off and talking to my former boss several times. they made me a deal tht is worth trying. going back to work on monday. but getting more money, and only running the west coast. if that holds up it will be ok. will be home on weekends and at least one night during the week. will run mostly between so-cal and seattle. a side trip to phoenix or salt lake would be ok. as long as they do this i will stay. we'll see...hugs..marty

Fantasy
I was lying down, somewhere between asleep and awake, waiting for you to come to bed. The book I'd been reading was resting beside me, when at last you walked in the room. I smiled, ready to cuddle with you, breathe in your scent and drift off together and opened my arms for you. I don't know what it was, but something was different in your gaze as you approached me. Curiosity got the better of me, and as I sat up, I softly asked what was on your mind..The slow grin spreading across your face was anything but innocent, piquing my interest."You," you whispered, your lips scant centimeters from my ear. I shuddered at this, and turned to kiss you.We'd kissed before, and kissed often, but there was an x factor present tonight that took my breath away. I knew you loved me of course, as we'd been together almost a year and you constantly found ways to show and tell me so, but physical intimacy just hadn't happened yet. You were still a virgin, and I respected that, so I never pushed the i

Cherry Cherry Bomb
My first Cherry Bomb went kinda well I think (once I figured out how it worked,lol). Thanks, to all for making it so much fun to do! Sorry, to those I couldn't get to. I''m already wanting to do it again :) Proud to say I took care of my friends first. What goes around comes around. Glad I could do some friendly payback.

*~distorted Emotion~*
Within your heart lies shallowed emotion You run your mouth before thinking the motion The words they fell unto deafened ears The concequense which reached beyond your fears Unknowingly you walk to the lions den When the lion ralises what then? You stalk your prey as tho you are one Failing to see that mere words are easily undone Murmer the truth that none can yet see Tell it once you still wont be free If you say it out loud will it become truth? Confusion has taken the words you once saught Twisted them Still they taunt Running thru your mind Take your time... Don't rush... Unwind Cuffed to your tarnished beliefs Your words are one with the rock bottom theives Stolen not felt Fate has you dealt

Speak And Spell? Huh?
I was corresponding with someone on a dating site, he started out spelling great, but what the hell happened? From: firefighter28k20 (View Profile)Subject: so Sent Date: 5/29/2009 7:13:57 PM have u hade any luck on here or are u finding it gust as hard as i am well i hop we can talk some more some time and get to know each other better what do u think From: EmilyIMAX_ (View Profile)Subject: RE:so Sent Date: 5/29/2009 7:15:52 PM no l, still on here though From: firefighter28k20 (View Profile)Subject: so Sent Date: 5/29/2009 7:23:41 PM what do u think wont to get to know each other better and start a good frind ship and see were it could go frome thereReply From: EmilyIMAX_ (View Profile)Subject: RE:so Sent Date: 5/29/2009 7:25:57 PM You look like my soon to be ex brother in law, kinda scares me lol From: firefighter28k20 (View Profile)Subject: RE:RE:so Sent Date: 5/29/2009 7:30:35 PM im sorry dont like

Blah
The other day I was told something and even though I should be used to it, I'm not. Being born into the army life and being married to it for roughly 2.5 years you would think that eventually it gets easier over time. Well it doesnt. This upcoming year will be no different as far as trying to get through it ALONE. I was hoping that Jason wouldnt deploy until after August because that would be our "1 year anniversary" if we were still together. Well the Army basically told me to "kiss their butt". Not only is Jason the best man I have ever known and been with but I have come to realize he is also my best friend. We have been through a lot and we have both been there for the other person. Some of my friends and Jason's friends know some of the things going on. I have gotten so far with him by my side. We have had our "issues" just like anyone else but who doesnt. Jason and I are not together but he holds a very special place in my heart and I thank him for everything he has done for me.

Paying For Rates
ITS MY BIRTHDAY COME LEVEL UP ON ME IM PAYING FOR RATES SO ITS A WIN WIN SITUATION YOU RATE ME AND LEVEL UP AND GET PAID WHILE DOING SO.... WILL PAY 5K/100 WITHOUT A HAPPY HOUR AND 20K/100 WITH HAPPY HOUR ..SIMPLY PM ME FOR PAY DO NOT SHOUT ME , AND DONT CHEAT I DO CHECK ! RANDOM BLINGS GIVIN TO MASS RATERS AND NEW RATE FAN AND ADD'S TELL ME YOU DID SO IN THE FRIEND REQUEST...HELP ME HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY BY HELPING ME EARN MY WINGS PLEASE??? MUCH LOVE AND THANKS YOU IN ADVANCE REYNA....

Weirdest Dream
So I just had the WEIRDEST dream. Basically, I dreamt that my site was manifest. IE, a real world object. And that it was organically grown. It's REALLY hard to explain, but you'll just have to take that at face value because I can't think of a better way to put it yet. So then, it became this massive thing that grew into orbit, and like, solved poverty. Fuck knows how, that was really early in the dream. Then other people grew rival versions of it! Well, "rival" is maybe not the right word; it wasn't competing. However, my -ex- grew one. I'll get to how that figures soon. So I sent her some stupid email about I-don't-know-what, at which point she suddenly started talking to me on IRC (we haven't spoken in a few days, I pretty much think she's ignoring me permanently now), or rather started posting random links. So I clicked one. It took me to her version of my thingy, at which point I was trying to figure out how it worked, and needed to set something up on my thingy but couldn't

Submission......part Iv
Exposed to the elements, the light growing brighter, she contemplates her position against the tree, breathing steadily. She hears nothing behind her, the moments stretching out long as she awaits her Master and what he wishes of her. She tests her wrists, finding them tight, but not overly uncomfortable, then her ankles, and they too are snug, no chance of escaping, she knows this. The sounds of birds surround the small glade, then the rustling of the leaves as the breeze blows steadily. The silence is as much a torture to her as the thoughts of what might happen. Yet still ..she waits. She tries shifting, her hips scraping the rough bark of the tree, but she doesn't find this too uncomfortable, testing it as she moves lightly against it. Not sensing that her Master is nearby, and fearing he has left her, she turns her head to see where he might be. Nothing ..and noone seems to be nearby. Slowly, the realization that she is alone hits her. What if someone comes along and finds me,

On Violence
On violence "In violence, we forget who we are." -- Mary McCarthy Andrew Schneider describes violence as an issue of power. People become violent when they feel powerless. Violence is used as an inappropriate way of attempting to re-establish one’s own sense of power over whatever or whomever is perceived as a threat. The antidote to violence in ourselves and in society is empowerment. We need to empower people to live out their best without fear. When people feel strong and able within themselves, they do not see themselves as potential victims. They do not have to struggle against others in order to feel secure. The curriculum for empowerment is learning and loving. "Never use violence of any kind. Never threaten violence in any way. Never even think violent thoughts. Never argue because it attacks another’s opinion. Never criticize because it attacks another’s ego. And your success is guaranteed." -- Mohandas Gandhi

Is Cyber Sex Cheating?
This is something that really depends on your relationship and how your partner defines cheating. Some people are more possessive than others and hold different values to fidelity. When does it become cheating? When physical contact is made? When emotions come into play? We all have our own sense of when that line is crossed. These are things that need to be known so you know where that line is if you do not want to cross it. When in doubt, if it feels like cheating, then most likely it is. Cyber sex has been known to cause some nasty splits so brushing it off as 'only fantasy' or “harmless fun” might work for you but the question is what does your partner think? While any relationship has its share of compromises this is one of those topics which usually does not debate well… it’s either ok or it’s very, VERY not ok. And chances are you probably already have an idea which one. Now assuming it is ok, there are some things to consider carefully if you don&

**friends**
Ever wondered what is the real essence of the saying "A Friend in Need is a Friend Indeed"? People talk about the true value of friendship without knowing what it stands for. True friendship is when there are no formalities; when the person you are talking about is counted as family; when the relation you share reaches a stage that even if you don't correspond for sometime, your relationship remains intact. Best friends need not meet up often to make sure that the friendship remains constant. The trust between best friends is such that if one friend falls in trouble, the other will not think twice to help. If the bond between two friends is strong, true friends can endure even long distances. They find a way of being in touch despite busy schedules. True friendship never fades away; in fact it grows better with time. True friends don't need a posh place to hang out. Their most precious hideout is each others' rooms! True friendship thrives on trust, inspiration and comfort. Best friend

New
i dont think anyone is going to read this. but i'm new and I am not really sure what all is going on. I am definitely barely keeping my head above water. If you read this, throw me a lifesaver and help me out. appreciated. -Ryan

Suggestions From Supporters!!!!!!
we are now officially taking suggestions on new catagories to add to the page. such as tattoos, garters, corsets, bondage, and other things of that nature. if you have any suggestions plz leave a comment on this blog.

Woman Allowed To Re-hang American Flag At Work After National Outcry
MANSFIELD, Texas—A North Texas woman has won her fight over patriotism at the workplace. KTVT in Dallas reports that Debbie McLucas, the woman who was told to remove an American flag from her office at a Mansfield hospital, has since been allowed to re-hang the Stars and Stripes after a national outcry over the story. McLucas comes from a military family. Before Memorial Day, she had hung a 3 foot by 5 foot flag in her office. But her supervisor – who is from another country—took it down, saying it was offensive. KTVT’s report sparked such outrage that people flooded the hospital’s switchboards with complaints. Wednesday night, McLucas told KTVT the hospital CEO gave her a call, apologizing. The CEO invited McLucas to put the flag back up and said the issue was with the size of the flag, not what it symbolized. But McLucas said that wasn’t the case when she was originally told to take it down.”At no point wa

Bday Card
You know the story. Two people meet n fall in love, they move all their belongings into the same small place n begin to make a life together. They discover that they have 3 toasters, 2 blenders, n not even 1 coffeemaker. They dont fold their shirts the same way, n they cant always agree on whose turn it is to clean house. But these r the lil things, n cause these 2 people love each other, they find a way to work them out. As time passes, there r other things- $ worries, illnesses, family crises. These r the big things. But cause the 2 people love each other, they find a way to work them out, too. And on special days like bdays, they think about each other n about all the fun stuff they share n about how their love has got them through the not-so-fun stuff. And he says to her Thanks for everything. I still love you very much

7 Kinds Of Sex
(1) smurf sex-happens when u 1st meet some1 & u both have sex til ur blue in the face (2) kitchen sex-happens when u`ve been with ur partner 4 a short time & u r so needy u will have sex anywhere even the kitchen ) bedroom sex-been together 4 so long ur sex is routine & done only in the bedroom (4) hallway sex-is when u pass ur partner in the hallway & u both say "screw u" (5) religious sex-means u get nun in the morning, nun in the afternoon & nun at night ~very popular~ (6) courtroom sex-when u can`t stand ur partner n they take u to court n screws u in front of every1 (7) social security sex-u get a little each month but not enough to enjoy

Nookie Days
Now that ur Nookie Days are over and your Pilot Light is out. What useed to be ur Sex Appeal is now ur Water Spout! Time was when, of its own accord, from ur Trousers it would Spring, but Now u've got a Full Time Job to find the Blasted Thing! It used to be Embarrassing the way it would Behave. Every Singld morning it would stand up & watch u Shave! As ur Old Age approches it sure gives u the Blues to c it hang its little head & watch u tie ur Shoes!

Love
Love doesnt just grow on a tree, u have to find it somewhere. Somewhere inside of u & me. If we look hard enough it is in both of our hearts. In order to find it, we both have to do our parts. They say in order to love someone u have to let them go. So, when u find ur love for me come & let me know.

Heart
In my heart, there is a place that only u can reach.... In my heart, there is a feeling of trust & the security that u always want the best for me. In my heart, there is the knowledge that I can turn to u with my greatest hopes & deepest fears. In my heart, there is a child like happiness knowing that whether I'm silly or serious, frowning or smiling, happy or mad, u'll always love me. In my heart, & in my soul, there is deepest joy & truest contentment for all I could ever want is what I have with u.

Thin Line
U never know how thin the line is betweem keeping or losing some1 dear to u. If u lose them once u can always try for a second time. But if it fails to work for a second time, u know u can go for a third & final time. It is a known fact that if it doesn't work the third time that it wasn't ment to be, & that u can never get that person back. So if u really care for that person try not to lose them the first time. Because if u do lose them the second & thrid times it will lead to a lonely & long life for both people. Especially if 1 or both people love each other. Its also a know fact that living life by ur self can get pretty old & boring. So if u love or care for some1, hold that person first & utmost to ur heart. Before that person slips through ur fingers & finds some1 else to spend the rest of their lives with. Because if they choose some1 else it can lead to heartache & pain for both people in their futures.

The One And Buckeyebabe New Promoters For Family
New Family Promoter The One Please Add Him Rate Him Show Some Love and Welcome Him To The Family His Assistant Is Buckeye Babe Please Add Her Rate Her and Show Some Love and Welcome Her To The Family TY The Management Link is not workin lol I help??

Pass Me The Purple Pill
Dedicated to the one who understands me best... Pass Me the Purple Pillpost date:2007-08-12 19:02:01 And now for an exercise in modern folkloric imagery. The Matrix - Neo follows the white rabbit tattoo and finds his way to Morpheous. He's offered a choice: Take the red pill to awaken from the program of mundane "life" that has ultimately enslaved all of mankind, and allowed the computers to turn us all into little pods of battery power. -OR- Take the blue pill and forget the white rabbit, Morpheous, and any other little thing that is outside the scope of The Matrix. Return to the fantasy of computer generated "life" - and the pod job. Neo choses to take the red pill and through two more archetype filled movies we're allowed to root him on as he makes his way to The Architect and humanity's salvation. It's grim... I've modified the blue and the red motif to better suit myself. I chose to use my mortar and pestle and grind the two together and make a third choice: The Purp

I Had An Ephiphany
I watched an ant climb a blade of grass this morning. When he reached the top, his weight bent the blade down to the ground. Then, twisting his thorax with insectile precision, he grabbed hold of the next blade. In this manner, he traveled across the lawn, covering as much distance vertically as he did horizontally, which amused and delighted me.And then, all at once, I had what is sometimes called an "epiphany", a moment of heightened awareness in which everything becomes clear. Yes, hunched over that ant on my hands and knees, I suddenly knew what I had to do...Quit drinking before noon.

Random Thoughts
There have always been a few things that I think about, mostly when I am driving, sitting in a quiet room; fine doing just about anything. Nothing real thought provoking just thoughts to pass the time of everyday life. Like when we get to be grandparents, are we going to tell the stories of, when I was your age we only had 800 channels or back in my day I had to drive 3 miles to get something to eat? Will I be the old guy sitting on my porch telling kids to get off my god damn yard?See nothing to serious, of course I am not a real serious person. Need proof? Just look at the shit that bugs me on my page.Here are a few more things to chew on. Ok stay with me on this one, this tends to confuse the hell out of people. I honestly think they are just too slow to keep up. Please don't be one of those people.Lets assume for the sake of this thought that there is a default set of colors. Blue, green, orange, yellow, red, etc.Now lets we are looking at 3 shirts; one red, one green and one blue.

Crap That Bugs Me
When people say while watching a movie did you see that? No loser. I paid $12 to come to the movies and stare at the floor. When people say life is short? What?? Life is the longest thing anyone ever does! What can you do that's longer? When people say it's always the last place you look? Of course it is. Why would you keep looking after you've found it? People who call on the phone at 4.30 in the morning and ask 'Did I wake you up? Oh no!!! You didn't, I am usually up at this hour cutting out my paper dolls. The phrase "You can't have your cake and eat it too". Now tell me one thing? Why in the world would I go out and buy or steal or beg for a goddamn cake and NOT be able to eat it? People who stop beside you while you are soaking wet, and say "It's raining isn't it? Rain?? What rain?? NO it's NOT raining. I am this way because I forgot to take my clothes off when I took a shower this morning. When people say, "I'm so tired it's not even funny" or "my head hurts so much it's not even

How To Avoid The Flu
Eat right!Make sure you get your daily dose offruits and veggies.Take your vitamins and bump up your vitamin C.Get plenty of exercise because exercise helps build your immune system. Walk for at least an hour a day, go for a swim, take the stairs instead of the elevator, etc.Wash your hands often. If you can’t wash them, keep a bottle of antibacterial stuff around.Get lots of fresh air. Open doors &windows whenever possible.Try to eliminate as much stress from your life as you can.Get plenty of rest.ORTake the doctor’s approach.Think about it...When you go for a shot,what do they do first?They Clean your arm with alcohol...Why?Because Alcohol KILLS GERMS.So......I walk to the liquor store. (exercise)I put lime in my Corona...(fruit)Celery in my Bloody Mary (veggies)Drink outdoors on the bar patio..(fresh air)Tell jokes, laugh....(eliminate stress)Then pass out. (rest)The way I see it...If you keep your alcohol levels up, flu germs can’t get you!My grandmother always s

Bumper Stickers
If at first you do succeed, try not to look astonished.Telepath wanted: you know where to applyInland Revenue: We’ve got what it takes to take what you’ve got.Watch out for the idiot behind meI’m driving this way just to piss you offKeep honking, I’m reloading.I said "no" to drugs, but they just wouldn’t listen.I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol.Eagles may soar, but weasels don’t get sucked into jet enginesEarly bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheeseI almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we metI intend to live forever - so far, so goodI love defenseless animals, especially in gravyDon?t piss me off- I am running out of places to hide the bodiesWhich is the odd one out- Texas, Alabama, Arkansas, Tolerance?Ban toilet cleaner- Germs have feelings tooBe nice to your children- they choose your nursing homeWhen everything’s coming your way, you’re in the wrong lane.Ambition is a poor excuse for n

How To Poop At Work
We’ve all been there but don’t like to admit it. We’ve all kicked back inour cubicles and suddenly felt something brewing down below. As much as wetry to convince ourselves otherwise, the WORK POOP is inevitable. For thosewho hate pooping at work, following is the Survival Guide for taking a dumpat work.*CROP DUSTING* When farting, you walk really fast around the office so thesmell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff, but doesn’t knowwhere it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not stop until the fullfart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell hasleft your pants.*FLY BY* The act of scouting out a bathroom before pooping. Walk in andcheck for other poopers. If there are others in the bathroom, leave andcome back again. Be careful not to become a FREQUENT FLYER. People maybecome suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom.*ESCAPEE* A fart that slips out while taking a pee or forcing

Stolen From Deacon
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?I dont text[2] You were in the car with?Dougie[3] Went to the mall with?I don't go to the mall[4] Person you talked on the phone with?when? most likely, lj[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?DeaconT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?FalseQ: Been searched By Cops?FalseQ: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?FalseQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?FalseQ: Shot a gun?FalseQ: Donated Blood?FalseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?mountains[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?fall[3] Left or r

Black Hole Rainbow
(October, 2006) Black Hole Rainbow. Thats the name of the artwork my tattoo drawing (see my wings) artistic son gave to me for my birthday. I LOVE IT! He pulled its imagery from his fertile imagination. He couldn't have given me a better gift. I've spent some time thinking about a Black Hole Rainbow. A black hole is defined to be a region of space-time where escape to the outside universe is impossible. The boundary of this region is a surface called the event horizon. This surface is not a physically tangible one, but merely a figurative concept of an imaginary boundary. Nothing can move from inside the event horizon to the outside, even briefly. A rainbow is an optical and meteorological phenomenon that causes a nearly continuous spectrum of light to appear.Colors bending and melding on the event horizon -thats what forms a Black Hole Rainbow. The only way I could ever have seen the miracle of this phenomenom is for my son to bring me this image from the density of the devo

Lady China - Balor's Bottom Bitch
(This story is MY story. Well, a part of me. My dear Lady China, the wife of the Merc's Guildmaster, Balor. In some convoluted way she lost her place in the affections of Balor, when her mistress - Monica (me) met and married the Master of Balor. Poor Lady China. To be so alive, and yet pretend. She must be how a ghost feels when it tries to interact with the living world. So ineffectual, so powerless, so ephemeral. And yet so many jumped at her throat when she laid it bare in flung taunts and giddy laughter. So who is truly powerless? Perhaps not she...) Once upon a place without time there existed a creature who's purpose had been removed. She'd been downsized. The current economy had no need of her product. The supply was immense because the demand was nil. She was going bankrupt and the only creditor banging on her door was herself. "I have no alms for the blind..." - she told herself when she opened the door to see what all the banging was about. She fashioned a sign out

Wtf Was I Don'
when i as in high school i was bored as hell riden threw atlanta with my boyfriend n friend.we started playn truth or dare..long story short me and my friend butt ass naked in atlanta rush hour.lol the truck drivers were greatful!it was cold as hell though it being feb.

I'm Still Naked In Illinois
i'm still in illinois and everything is going well :p i know i usually write these fucked up what's wrong with me blogs but even though i've had my moments here, i have no complaints. i have a sexy boyfriend who takes care of me... i have friends that let me walk around their house naked... i have great friends on here that understand that i may disappear with no notice and not talk for hours because i am enjoying the real life company :p (i know, that last one is REALLY rare for me) ... anyhow, i'm hoping ghost is as happy as i've been this week... his drawings are fucking beautiful (if any of you want tattoo designs drawn up, he's selling his creative talent, and it's WELL worth it - info is in his blog - click here!)anyway, i'm gonna go back to watching him draw... leave me comments here so i know you all are still alive :plove ya~sin

448
here's the lyrics to a song... 448, we just finished recording today. will be up on my site asap..... so yeah just to se ya up a bit, this was from a time in my life where i was still figuring out what i really wanted. I wake feeling like my words are a waste The way they bend and they break but they never say a thing they're arranged to mask the way that i feel to disguise and conceal giving me purchase to do the same @ 448 before the morning breaks clarity, rains down on me it's sickening the way it stings this road seems familiar like i've been her before but somehow it's different, just how i can't be sure cuz i took few more than i have in times past now it's mine and mine alone it's too late to change the days that have passed but it's the ones up ahead that truly scare me to death they complicate and rearange what feels right they turn me on my insides cause me to question my allibis chorus I open the door to see the look on your face not s

~*~uh Oh~*~
And.... Saucey is at a loss for words lol THAT'S A FIRST! WOOHOO! Ya know... it's a shame that it took me accidentally submerging my phone to have a wonderful night... Guess that's something no friend could have given me. Just a good friend... chick flicks... popcorn... chips n dip.... and lots of laughs. That was actually amazing. Felt like I was sittin' on top of the world.... Just never thought I could laugh or smile like that again :-) I must say... I LOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not Your Girls Fault
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? my brother in law [2] You were in the car with? My Kids and brother in law [3] Went to the mall with? the mall? really? damned myspace [4] Person you talked on the phone with? gabriella [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Cant sleep clowns will eat me T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? False Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? True Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? False Q: Have shaved your head? True Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? True Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? True WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Ea

Btw
A lot has been happening and I haven't had much time to come on like I used to. All is good. Been busy trying to get my body and life in order and time off here is what helps. I will keep an eye out for messages and stuff ... Shout outs will be answered when I pop on and off to check up on all you deviates ... I love you all ........................ Catch ya soon xoxoxo

Wtf Is Wrong With My Husband?!?!
My husband has never been confused for very manly. He never liked sports or any other manly activity except for jacking off but I thought that perhaps I could change that. I love to watch sports. I get crazy when a Mariners game is on. Don't get anywhere near me when wrestling or football is on. I was watching a mariners game and getting bummed because I was as good as alone when it came to him watching it with me. I am TRYING TO FUCKING LAMINATE HIS MAN CARD! Nope he didn't want to watch the game. Ask me what he wanted to do. ASK ME WHAT HE DID!!! HE WAS (AND STILL IS) READING A MOTHER FUCKING ROMANCE NOVEL!!! AND EATING CHOCOLATE! MY HUSBAND IS A FUCKING WOMAN!!! I AM MORE OF A MAN THAN HE IS! A FUCKING ROMANCE NOVEL. OMG I think I hurt his feelings. Now I have to listen to him about his fucking feelings and how I am soooo fucking insensitive. I don't even get to pee standing up.

I Wonder Who
> 136247 - Lizard - 4> > A secret admirer thinks that you're HOT, and has sent you a Flame of Passion!> > Every flame that you collect is added to your total, and those who receive the most flames will be awarded combined prizes of 14 million fubucks.> > For complete information, please view my blog:> http://fubar.com/blog/147861/1020104> > > Note - this is NOT a random send. By receiving this, it means another member of Fubar has ordered it for your user number.> > > > > This admirer has sent you 4 flames of passion.

Knights Heart (last Poem)
MIND YOU THERE ARE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS LEAVE ME BE BOUT EM ^.^ Enjoy your read Smile my sweet empty soul, and awake from your slumber. The time is now and we shall prevail as the book is sang and the sword unsheathed. Dress our plate and put or shield to our left. Mount the stallion and storm the battle. We shall strike down those who seek destroy you, the empty soul. bound in glory and might, victorious you shall become! Stand thy ground and raise hells fire for ye foes But yet my dear soul remember that bravery is not set by a warriors will but the enduring love of the woman who sought the adventure to love a knight. To love this knights soul, to love thy. undertake thy oath of chivalry and honor the gift of the gods in melancholy. Destroy not the ones soul has it had been done to thee. Slay those who disregard thy word and damn thy to the blazes of demons inferno. Smite them down my soul. Once that is complete and your day is end, battle won. Return to the woman that sought th

Bleeding Rose (yet Another Poem)
I wrote her a letter and added a rose A rose to show that I loved her for my letter did not say so I told her I loved her in the past yet she would not listen But now she will for this rose is a special rose, A rose made of a material she will never feel again Maybe she'll understand now that the rose is bleeding. I've carried this rose long enough for me to let go for her Now I say to her I love you and may you accept this rose. This rose of my life I give to you even at the cost of my life Carry it well and let me rest in your arms as you feel it bleed The bleeding of my heart from the rose.

Coldest Winter Night (another Poem)
I look up to see that someone But my sight deceives me... Looking still I try to find that one The one who is pure beauty "Why is this a cold winters night? To watch alone, to die alone?" I did not know... The cold rain felt like ice to my skin Searching out for no one. I reach out to feel that someone But their touch is not there... Reaching still I try to find that one That one who keeps me warm "Why is this a cold winters night? To feel alone, to die alone?" I still did not know... The rain felt like ice to my skin Reaching out for no one. I listen to hear that someone But their voices echo is not there... Listening still I try to hear that one That one who's voice is like nectar "Why is this a cold winters night? To listen alone, to die alone?" Again I did not know... The rain felt like ice to my skin Listening out for no one. I say to speak to that someone But my words are not heard... Speaking still to that one That one who sits and listens "Why is this a cold winters night? T

Its A Poem I Wrote Last Yearish...
Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? In the ground ne'er awoken again It is i that caused this great pain For I that led her death, her love ending Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? I await thee in this life after To damn thy for leading my death Leaving me abandoned me love you not Oh Juliet how much I love thee Forever I wish I to take ye place. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee Eternal I wish your death then me. Curse myself I do for thy death Curse thee I do for my death Ne'er will I love again Ne'er will thee love another I shall Cry alone and wish your kiss Ye shall die alone and wish my love Juliet, Juliet were lie thee Juliet? Romeo, Romeo were art thou Romeo? Oh Juliet how much I love thee. Oh Romeo how much I hate thee

My Fight...
hey everyone,in case you're wondering my name is Basil,if you have read my profile you know that i have been fighting cancer for a pretty longtime now.Today May 30th,marks the very LAST day of radiation for me.I am fine,i have an unbelieveable support group,my friends,my family doesnt know im sick(ish)they know i was sick before but they dont know it came back,i have been going to radaition then going to work ,for child protective services,and my nite job as a bartender.thru all this my friends have saved my life,this is basically for them so i can say thank you for saving me.so many times i couldnt get out of bed,no desire to open my eyes anymore and my friends got me to.living a normal life is the most important thing to me,if for a moment i stop and think i cant do somthing because im sick,it goes down hill from there.the excruciating agonizing pain we go thru while having this is something i cant explain,thank god(or what or who ever)for music and cheesecake,LOL,i still laugh as th

What The Fuck Is Wrong With You?!
Intolerance, self glorified ignorance Has got you down with your face pushed against the fence Why dont you finish your self since you dont really care? Let these screams in your head be the last thing you hear, Just go! HEY! YOU! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU? (4x) Tragedy suffocates Tolerate, No One Is Innocent Experience Intolerance Familiar screaming faces (NO ONE IS INNOCENT!!!!Hey! You! What The Fuck Is Wrong With you?!

Tattoos And Piercings
ok this is my first blog on here and i dont care if anyone reads this but if you do fine whatever! anywhoooo today my boss disides to coment on my piercings and how if i didnt have them maybe we would get more buissness well what he really said was 'how can i say this with out sounding rude,if i came up and the person i was takeing my order had a piercing on thier face i wouldnt be hungry anymore' you know what i was almost to the point of jumping over the counter and ripping his face off i mean he has the right to tell me not to wear them to work but to say THAT i almost quiet but i need to money lol you know well till the next wtfbd! ~peace~

Caa #100
A very dear friend, sister and angel has asked for all the angel prayers of healing, power and strength we can send out IMMEDIATELY. Her friend, Abbadon, had a heart attack earlier today and we need to keep him and his family in urgent prayers. Love, Doc

My Last Blog Goodbye
I TAKE THE RAZOR TO MY RIGHT ARM THE BLADE CUTS MY SKIN SO EASLIY MY FLESH IS OPEN MY WORLD HAS BEGUN TO FALL APART BUT WAIT THIS IS JUST THE START I CUT AGAIN THE BLADE FEELS SO GOOD I JUST WISH PEOPLE UNDERSTOOD ME THIS WAS THE RIGHT THING TO DO

Jimmy
Jimmy She sat in the rocking chair on the porch. Today was the day that the grand babies would be here. She smiled to herself as she thought the grand babies were no longer babies, and even their babies were starting to have babies of their own.It was a sunshiny autumn morning with just a little nip in the air but she found that she was pulling the quilted lap robe tighter around her. Her mind drifted back to a time it was her own children she was sitting there waiting for. As her mind drifted back, she thought of the children's father and smiled slightly thinking of how fond she had been of him. He was a good man, and yet no matter how much she tried he wasn't the one she had loved.She met Jimmy when she was sixteen. He was tall with black hair and big brown eyes and eye lashes that women would have killed for. He caught her eye at the county fair and she remembers him smiling shyly at her. It seemed that wherever she was at the fair, she would look up and catch his eye. She isn't s

I Am...
I am a daughter,sister,grand-daughter,neice,a cousin,friend.I am a partner,a student,a young girl,a grown women.I am confident,and scared,Terrified,and excited.I am loving,and careing,and thoughtfull,and hopefull.I am sick and tired,i am shy and friendly,and caring,and careless,i am broken,and hole,i am missunderstood,misguided,and misled.I am hard working,and determined,but a lil' scared on the inside.I wish on stars,and dream my dreams,i pray to god,and cry my tears,i smile on the outside,when i'm dying on the inside.I listen to others ,who won't listen too me.I walk on eggshells,and walk on fire,I belive in passion,and true love.I might love u and push u away,I want u but not too cloose,i am afraid u will push me away,I am every thing and nothing all at once,and all i want is for u to..... LOVE ME

A Mother's Love
This is for my 7 children: From the very first secondThe moment that I knewHow much my life would changeI never had a clue. My heart cannot explainThis special kind of loveNever a day, does it changeFor you came from God above. Now when I look at youAnd think of joys from the pastIt brings a tear to my eyesYou've grown up way too fast. Even through all the trialsSince the day you cameI hope you'll always rememberMy love will forever remain the same.

His Thoughts
The sun broke over the mountain as he waited there in the brisk morning, so cold his breath showed on each exhale. He looked at the wonder around him as a deer walked out into the meadow. The steam rolling off the back of the large buck as he grazed on the dew topped grass. He watched as the deer gracefully picked his way to eat the ice frosted clover. He remembered as a boy how his father had taught him to hunt. He remembered back upon each season's kill and wondered now why he took such glory in it, when the glory, for him now, was to watch how graceful and beautiful these animals could be.As his mind went back in time he thought about growing up poor with parents who worked so hard each day to put food on the table for him and the rest of the family. He is not sure that he ever thanked them for that but he knows that how he lived his life was in direct lines of how he was raised. Perhaps that was the way to show appreciation. He remembers the woodshed that father would take him and

We All Know
I have lost loved ones due to breast cancer. Both men and women, Alike. My work is is selling T-shirts, The one I am wearing in the pic. So for every picture rate and bling I get I will donate $100 dollars to this great cause. Help the boobees and neebies out. I have donated $800. so far just in the last week. I want to see more men and women surviving from this. I have kids, and I am sure you do to. They have a cure but it takes a but load of money to get it. So that is why I am donating to this. And if the speeling is bad. I apoloize for the miss spelling. my fubar is messing up on me tonight. had to type fast. Good night. The smacker

Plz Help Me To Godmother!!
I know it's not much, but I have been working super hard to make it to Godmother! I am willing to pay up to 2million FU Bucks for an Auto or Cherry Bomb Bling, like I said I know it isn't much, but I would really appreciate either of those to or If you are not able to do either of them then I would really appreciate just some simple rates to help me.... Thank You ahead of time.

Dont Know
Im just sitting here at work, enjoying the quiet. You never know when we have to jump to action. lol. Its been a good week, I got a jump on the project truck, and a few projects at the house fininshed even with the crapy weather. Looking forward to hot doughnuts in the morning, and maybe even a ball game tom. night. Not much could be better.

The Glimpse
The Glimpse She knew the minute she stepped off the elevator there was something different today. The quietness of the nursing home was unusual and she felt sadness in the air. She went straight to his room as she usually did but he wasn't there. She sat the things down she had brought for him and went to the nurse's desk to find out if they had seen him. Angie, the nurse that she had become friends with over the last several years was standing there with tears in her eyes and just pointed to another room. Kev's room. Kev was a man she had met only a few months before. He had returned home from Desert Storm with no problems until he got home. He started to get sick and come down with ailments. Some had still never diagnosed. They had no idea what he had that was making him sick. Each time she went to visit, she always stopped in to see him. He called her Ready. This started as a joke, she remembers. He said to her one day, "Hey beautiful, you want to run away with me?" and she said

Pirates Can Fly, Beware Rubber Chickens - Captain.
Avarice and the Enchanted Doorway to Rubber Chickenspost date:2007-08-12 18:19:29Once upon a ship so drafty, filled with pirates (very NASTY), I saw a doorway in the sky and knew to reach it I must fly. So on my breast I painted wings, it wasn't such a silly thing. In fact, the brillance was Divine, and shone so starkly in my mind. A running start from off the deck, Pirates swearing, "What the heck?" Well, "Fucking loon, what is she doing?" was really what I heard them spewing. For a moment I hung in space, then dropped towards a sharky face. Mouth wide open, teeth serrated, "Will he eat her?" - the tars debated. A rubber chicken came to mind, beyond the doorway I knew I'd find this wonderous treasure and so much more, the clock was ticking - time to score.

Shogun
Won't walk the earth a specter Won't hold my tongue from lashing out This is my writ of honor Drawn by the blood that i have shed The beasts will soon assemble Conjoining in their putrid flesh Their hearts don't beat desire They pump violence and poison Flesh opens up, blood's retreating Flesh opens up, blood's retreating Death's embracing, all is ending Death's embracing, all is ending Time will not heal all of your pain I cannot wait for it all to come crashing Down The monsters walk among us Leeching the blood out from what's good Infecting at transmission Swallowing innocence from life Our time has come to stand forth The wretched womb from which they feed Behold the loathsome demons Send them into the hell they made Flesh opens up, blood's retreating Flesh opens up, blood's retreating Death's embracing, all is ending Death's embracing, all is ending Time will not heal all of your pain I cannot wait for it all to come crashing Down on your face, ripping your veins out Your ins

Well Duh....
Your result for The Are you Dominant or submissive Test... The submissive one You scored ### Based on these results, we can see that you're submissive. You dont sacrifice your own desires for your partner, but you certainly put your partner's needs before your own, and you are relatively obedient. Take The Are you Dominant or submissive Test at HelloQuizzy

This Is Me....
Someone you will never understand...I don't understand myself so how can you? I'm here to be who I am...A friend and nothing more...Unless it comes to me unannounced I am not looking for love...Love is a word that is fading from my vocabulary...People spend their lives trying to define love...find love...be loved...and unless the actually experience it they have no clue what it is...A person who has found true love may never know how they found it...They just know they have found the one thing that many of us will spend our lives looking for...and when we don't find it...we settle for what we can get...Because when you go looking for something that you can't define...How do you know what you're looking for? And on I ramble...I made the mistake of looking back tonite...Never look back...The past can't be changed...Only the future holds the opportunity for that...And if you don't try to fix what is wrong...Mend what is broken...Forget what hurts...Remember what has made you smile...Celeb

What A Wonderful Day!
Well I went to court today to get the no contact taken off of John, lets just say I'm a very, very happy woman.. The judge lifted it off of em and now he is home with me... But before he came back he went to see my doctor and he said John was between both bipolar/depression and gave him some meds to help him, I'm just glad to have him back!

Part Two: The Collar
It took over a week for her to email me:Richard has filed papers. I have nowhere to go. Please help.I emailed back a meeting time and place, this time at a Barnes & Noble in my home city. I agreed to meet, but made no other promises. I arrived well in advance of her, taking a seat in the coffee shop window where I could scan the parking lot. I almost did not spot her. Despite the early-June Florida heat, she was wearing a long-sleeved heavy cotton blouse. I expected this, but was still mildly disappointed.I greeted her near the door. A flurry of emotion played across her face upon seeing me; hatred, desire, love, fear...all within seconds."Coffee?" I asked.She nodded, and we went to the counter to place our orders. When hers arrived at the counter she began to reach for it with her right hand. As she did so, the blouse, which was slightly too short for her, rode up her arm, exposing three or so inches above her wrist; three inches now alive and solid with beautiful color and design. Th

Part One: The Stage
I pulled my coat on and checked my purse for my car keys. Things were just winding down at the office, and the girls were all getting ready to go for the night."Good night Laura," I smiled at the girl in the cubicle next to mine. "Good night Angel," she waved back. I was just heading for the door when I heard a loud crash in the break room.I rushed toward the noise and stopped short in the doorway of the break room, where Laura and a couple of the other girls were already standing. We were all mesmerized, barely able to believe what we saw.Shawna, the 20-year-old brunette who had just started at the office, was picking herself up off the floor. Her nylons were ripped, one knobby knee poking through. Her skirt was ripped all the way to her right hip, and her white silk shirt was only half tucked in, two missing buttons revealing a lacy white bra.Standing above her, fire burning in her eyes, was Diane, the boss's secretary. Always business-like and keeping the other girls in line, she wa

Owners Manual Part5
I had just had an orgasm without my Master permission. I had watched my daughter be ravaged my Master's many male slaves for hours and I was aroused. His rough ministrations of my body were more than I could resist, but to my Master this no excuse. I was quickly hosed off and a thick leather belt was placed around my waist. There were several rings fastened around the belt. My wrist and ankle cuffs were returned and tightened. As I had been since we left port I was naked and exposed for all the guests and crew to see. My belt was clamped to the rigging and I was hoisted up on the bow of the yacht. I was lowered below the sprit and eased onto a large phallus that protruded from the front of the boat. My belt was cinched to the sprit and my arms were raised above my head and lashed to the sprit. I now resembled the mermaid figures that were seen on many older sailing vessels. My weight was primarily held by my wrists and the belt around my waist, but I was forced to ride the thick cock-l

Owners Manual Part4
As the sun rose on my tortured body, I could feel the juices of my never ending orgasms. The clamps on my nipples had kept me awake throughout the night, as the phalluses work their dirty deeds on my ass and cunt. The proof of their labors was dripping down my thighs and onto the deck. My cruel but loving Master knew that his ministrations would set me straight and make me see the error of my feelings of protection for my daughter. I now would allow Master full control of Lei Lei. As my body ached I heard stirring on deck. I turned painfully to see some crew members leading my daughter Lei Lei toward the forward deck where I was left to hang through the night. She was naked except for a simple collar. Her golden nipple rings, that adorned her newly enlarged 38FF breasts, sparkled in the morning sun. She was led right in front of me and knelt at my feet. Her tongue trailed up from my feet, licking my juices from my calves and thighs. When she reached my cunt my phalluses were removed, a

Eternal Pentance
isolated imprisoned by my own emotion, laying hollow broken by the vary thing i yearn;your touch still like fire,ice still running its course;why can i not,be a corpse so this pane could fade; nothing so sweet as it once seemed,all their tainted memories and no ears;to allow these mourning feelings breathe,i find myself alone the last thing i need;treading days like a death sentence,my useless immortality; unable to end this eteran pentance,the sin i cannot seem to redeem;what is it i have done,that is utterly unatoneable;please just let me break free,im now lost in loathing;with nothing left to dream,knowing ill only be appointed to disappointment;

Owners Manual Part3
It was late in the evening when Jenny came to wake me. I was dressed in thigh high nylons, 6 inch "fuck me" pumps and wrist cuffs and my collar. Jenny brushed my hair and placed it in a tight bun. A leash was snapped into my collar and I was led to the deck of Master Martin's yacht.All of Master's slave/crew were lined at the dock plank of the boat. As guest arrived they were matched with a slave/crew member. Generally it was females with males and vice-versa. My leash was given to my Master. He touched my face gently and smiled. Without a word, my juices were flowing, nipples erect and aching.With all the guests on board, Master gave the signal to embark and the yacht slowly pulled away from the dock. I was to find out that we were heading to Master's Island Estate. Master led me to the main deck of the yacht and had me kneel beside him. I presented as I had been taught. My legs were spread, arms behind my back and interlocked, and my head down. This position demonstrated my submissio

Owners Manual Part2
My body ached from its use yesterday. I moved to Master and knelt by his bed. He was beginning to wake and reached over and grabbed a handful of my hair and pulled my head to his cock. It was semi-erect. My lips immediately sucked him in. I swirled my tongue around the head and licked feeling it grow inside my mouth. It quickly began to become too much for my mouth but Master kept my nose to his pubic hair until I began to gag. He released my hair and allowed me to work his cock with my hands and mouth. I tried to take more of him down my throat but gagged each time. Master pressed a button above his bed and the girl from yesterday entered the room. She moved beside me and rooted me out of the way and immediately buried Master's cock down her throat. She bobbed her head slightly, keeping the enormous cock all the way down her throat. Master's hips were bucking and he began to grunt as his orgasm came and his cum pumped into the girl. I was ashamed and could not look as she had pleasure

Owners Manual Part1
As I stepped about his boat, I knew I would not be able to run from now on. I was his. Really he has owned me since he bought my husband's business 2 months ago. But now he owns me in every way. I stepped aboard his yacht wearing a short white mini and a half T-shirt. Mr. Martin instructed me not to wear shoes or underwear. My thoughts race as I can only imagine what he has planned for me. My nipples are so hard they ache and my cunt is weeping with delight.Leading me down to his cabin, he calls to the bridge for us to get underway. I feel the boat slowly move away from its moorings and know that I am a captive guest of Mr. Martin. I was ordered to strip. I started to unzip my skirt and slowly slide it to the floor. I must have removed it too slowly because Master Martin violently ripped my shirt from my body. I stood there naked and trembling. I immediately cast my eyes down and made a poor attempt to cover my body. Martin sternly said as he grasped a handful of my hair and pushed me

Hookup
lookin for a kinky girl to party and hookup for some kinky fun. that is the dream anyway, really just want a girl thats not a piece of shit. lol. but then again my standards are prob. to high, guess thats why im still single. OH YA AND IM THIRSTY CAN U SATISFY MY WATERSPORTS FETISH.

Please, No More
Tired of crying and dead from hurtingLiving a lie and choking my sinsI pray death take me and end this tortureLeave my bloodied corpse behindMind's eye blinded, frozen in the absenseTwisting my thoughts to wretchednessDistorting my life to sorrowPray every night to God aboveEnd this sufferance...please, no moreStill more comes, ripping heart from cageCrushing it in fate's monstrous handsDeny me not what I see, and tell me not that I lieDo you see the pain of this twisted soul,Feel the heart as it breaks to slivers of nothing?My face now tear-stained forevermoreGriefs brought by man's own sadistic pleasures.Make it end I beg of you...Please, no more.

This Day
This day i Thought about a lot of things This day I thought of you This day I paid some bills This day I thought of you This day I drove a lot of miles This day I thought of you This day it is over This day I thought of you This day true love is gone This day because of you

Well, I Did It........
Well, it's done and over with. Christine Dagmar Stille is now officially Christine Dagmar Zeleniak. Yep.I got married.In real life.Not Fu-Married even though that is fine for other people and I commend them for that. I'll have pics soon for you after we get them back. Thanks.

Club Encounter - My First Lesbian Expereince
I was gyrating wildly to the music and missed the first approach. A hand, gently laying upon my naked shoulder …but the volume of the band, the floor full of dancers, and the proximity of so many other people caused me to miss the intent of the touch. But I didn’t mistake when I felt two soft hands my bare mid-riff. I turned…and in the flashing lights of the dance floor, I saw a smiling young woman with long brown hair, black skin-tight, leotard top, long black slacks, high heels and a wicked look of delight upon her face.Why hadn’t I noticed her before? Was she at the bar? Hmmm….I thought to myself as I stared into her dark eyes - What should I do now? I smiled, and in smiling, confirm what she had already taken for granted…my complete cooperation. She led me with her hands on my waist… I danced….following her hands. Her moves were feminine, yet unmistakably in control. I went where she wanted me to go. After the song, she leaned f

Awol Teacher
School high jinxs #2 Time - two week period Person - Hated teacher #2 Story - With no exaggeration, the teacher I'm talking about here is the most useless teacher and one of the most horrible people I have ever met. So she gets told this apparently by one of her student's sister at a parents evening and doesn't take to kindly to it (it really is true though). Because of this, she refuses to teach the student in question and throws her out of all her lessons. Side notes; she already throws out at least 1 kid in her lessons anyway. Sometimes 3 or 4 Most lessons she spends 10-20 minutes not even in the classroom (they're 50 minute lessons) She's told me once she doesn't even want to be in the class She has no control over her classes and doesn't care, all the kids hate her She constantly talks back and over her boss when he's trying to help her. Now, back to the point. Because of the above mentioned problem along with the bullet points, there is a meeting involving her an

Live Broadcast Coming!
I talked with Will, owner of the Bella Cafe in Stafford, Virginia, USA, about doing a live musical broadcast from his deli once a week on Saturday nights. He's all for it and we are working out the details. We hope to have the first broadcast in two weeks on BlastFM. Lots of amatuer talent performs there. Stay tuned. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

My Life
WELL LETS SEE,I LIKE TO HIKE,I LOVE MUSIC,I WRITE POETRY,LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY AND I HAVE MY OWN WEBSITE THAT I CREATED TO SELL ITEMS ON THE NET****AND I SELL ALL OVER THE INTERNET,CLOTHES,HOME DECOR,BOOKS,HANDBAGS ETCCCCC...AND WE CANNOT FORGET MY LOVE FOR PETS. OH I FORGOT MY MUSIC,I HAVE OVER 140 CD'S,I LIKE ELTON JOHN,JOURNEY,PHIL COLLINS,DIANA ROSS, AND A LOT OF THE OLD GRUOPS********

Can People Not Take A Fucking Hint?
♪ ♫♥ Feli...: lol ok then have a nice day!->♪ ♫♥ Feli...: when I don't feel like talking in the shoutbox, yes it is. I had a great day. I am MuMMing now, not talking in the shoutbox♪ ♫♥ Feli...: i only asked you how your day was? is that a bad thing to ask?->♪ ♫♥ Feli...: Which is why I told you put it in your poll. I do not wish to talk to anybody in the shoutbox.♪ ♫♥ Feli...: Well, It wasn't a comment, it was a question♪ ♫♥ Feli...: bye the way how was your day?♪ ♫♥ Feli...: ok you have a nice day->♪ ♫♥ Feli...: Then keep the comments in your poll.♪ ♫♥ Feli...: sorry to upset you really? just being nice here->♪ ♫♥ Feli...: I also keep my comments in the MuMM, you should too.♪ ♫♥ Feli...: wow you are a nasty one She still isn't done talking ->♪ ♫♥ Feli.

Smoke
The smoke from my cigarette stains up my ceiling The smoke from my bowl is just a new phase of healing Weeping shades of indigo Dreaming shades of blue Arms around my pillows tight Wishing they were you I take you in in episodes When I want the whole season Having you with me Gives rhyme to my reason

Took To Prescreen For Anesthesia Today...
took him today and they kept him...his blood pressure was 218/141..stroke stage...they want to get his blood pressure down b4 the surgery tuesday....also did a chest xray that showed more spots....now i am scared....please pray for him ....

San Dimas High School Rules
Last night I had a dream that we went to Disneyland, Went on all the rides, didn't have to wait in line. I drove you to your house where we stared up at the stars I listened to your heartbeat as I held you in my arms. We hung out at the rainbow where we drank til' half past two. Nothing could go wrong anytime that I'm with you. Like crashing a hotel room or leading up to that first kiss Or searching for a high school that you know doesn't exist... These are the things that make me free I feel like I'm stuck in "stand by me" This night was too good to be true. Today I woke up alone wishing you were here with me, I wanted us to be something that we'd probably never be. Today you called me up and said you'd see me at our show, But now I'm stuck debating if I even wanna go. Whitney, don't you understand that what I say is true? I just want you to know I have a major crush on you. I'd drive you to Las Vegas and do the things you wanna do I'd even have Wayne Newton dedicate a song to you

The Exhumation Of Virginia Madison
No one knows where I buried my sweet Virgina Madison the winter chill falls over me and keeps me numb inside under the moon by the edge of town she'll quietly wait for me I promised it wouldn't be too long till I returned to sleep with her she said she don't wanna live no more well I don't mind no I don't mind so now I'm waitin' for the crack of dawn to head on back there to the place where me and her will always be now I got my Sunday vest and I'm headed out that door dig my fingers deep in soil just to get to her all dressed in black and she's so pale she's waiting there for me a blanket of soil covers us to fall asleep in eternity and now I close my eyes when I awake with a snap it was all a dream I gotta empty bottle of something under me I gotta really bad headache my clothes are soaking wet at times like this I wish I hadn't slept star locked gaze, uneasy hands then the dream fades away and leaves my head another riddle another dream another fucked up fantasy gotta learn to stay

598k To Henchman
THIS ONE IS A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE CAN WE SHOW HER HOW TO GIT R DONE? PLEASE HELP HER TO LEVEL SHE IS IN A RACE TO LEVEL AND NEEDS ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET! Moon's Goddess Fu Engaged to Sgt. Moondevil@ fubar

Seafoam Green
A '63, 10,000 miles. What was I thinking? I drove myself insane. No small getaway Asleep with both hands on the wheel White knuckle weekend Chewing ephedrine Going to an unnamed end Unending... We met in rain, you asked me in Seemed like a good sign Now I need a guillotine To get you off my mind I brush my teeth until they break Until I start bleeding So when I smile I'll know I'm almost good enough for you And would you... Follow me to the end of the dare Raise your eyes, return the stare Become your words Your words so becoming On any Sunday I'll be there I tried to drink you off my mind I just got waisted It only made the pain that much more acute But cute Isn't stong enough a word Unintentionally gorgeous An accidental charm A graceful drinking arm Disarming...

Keeping A Job...
Get this shit, I read this story about a funny guy... This man get a brand new job and goes to work, the days going fine for about an half an hour. Said man gets hurt on the job. Turns out he had been drinking before work because he was nurvous about his first day of work. His boss finds out and tells him he must let him go. Man says "Please sir, i cant lose this job, my wife will kill me!" Boss says "What do you want me to do about it?" This guy has the balls to say "Tell you what, you send me home sick and give me a 20% raise. Ill then give you half of that raise every paycheck, what do you say to that?" The boss then gives him a funny look, a few mins later says "OK, you got yourself a deal." Can you beleve that the economy is so bad you can use any kind of bribery to keep a job. Man comes to work the next day and tells his boss "By the way i taped our little conversation yesterday, Ill be going home early today." Then turns and walks away. If you think this story is true o

Sunshine
monday sunshine so high it's hard to see through the sunday clouds still lingering how you wound up in the sea spinning above while burning inside further you go and deeper you dive don't mean to deceive but it's they who believe they fall in love with the girl they perceive not you blind them with kindness until they are reminding they're lonely and desperate and you have a secret it's something they all think they need spinning above and burning inside further you go and deeper you dive don't mean to deceive but it's they who believe they fall in love with the girl they perceive not you they see what they want in you they get what they need from you they take advantage of you they would be nothing without you

Copied From The Mumms...
goddammit.. the things i remember when in the mumms.. this is a copy and paste of something that happened awhile back... but this mumm does remind me on when my bud and i worked in a restaurant.. he was a line cook and i was dish dogging/waiting tables.. 2 of the hotter waitress were talking where my bud overheard... he told me they said " boy, that Dave is sure a good looking guy, mmhmmm.."... he asked the "what am i? chopped liver?"... they did they"blank stare".. he was actually mad at ME for it, for 3 days... told him it's not my fault they were blind..

Unpacking Sux!
well I finally left Cypress, Texas! I am now in Euless, Texas. Closer to my family and friends. I look forward to making new friends. I am staying with my mom for a few weeks, until I find an apartment. ** ** Update. I moved to North Richland Hills, alone! ** ** Update: (3-31-2010) I am getting better everyday! I started lifting weieghts again, so I can tone up b4 summer :) For all the girls whom I invited here to watch a movie or two, that's exactly what I meant ! It's not a code for sex( I wish it was that simple ) haven't had sex for a long ass time & you know what? I'm still alive

Fuck You Too
I'm not quasimodo or the elephant man,but you treat me like i am.I'm not a lepor.I don't have a disease, but you won't speak to me.Who the fuck do you think you are treating me like that.You must think that you're God's gift to man, andi'm not good enough for you.Fuck you too.You're no goddess, no fucking way.You couldn't be Miss U.S.A.You ignored me, you blew me off.You didn't even give me a chance.Who the fuck do you think you are treating me like that.You must think you're God's gift to man, andi'm not good enough for you.Fuck you too.

Random Question.. With A Purpose
So there's 12 people whom I'd like to answer this question.. take time, ponder it and mail me :) Dale, Steve, Doug, Steff, Rick, Hope, Alan, Ken, Alicia, Lori, Jeff, Mike You can leave comments but I'd rather you 12 do NOT leave your answers here. I have a purpose behind this that'll be explained later on. (if you're stuck between 2 just tell me the two) Thank you!!! If given the opportunity would you rather have... a. a huge bling b. a blast c. a VIP d. a cherry bomb e. auto11's f. lots of lil blings at once g. bling pack

Bliss Of The Vampire
Pain through the ages neither lessened nor faded, Consumed by her search left her silent and jaded, Never finding true love... to break death’s cold wrappings To feel life flow within her and not merely trappings. How long had she waited with arms outstretched, For life to beat rhythm within her troubled breast,

Erotica
Passion and lust burn within us The intense heat piercing our bodies Like a thousand uncontrollable fires Let me taste your naked skin Alive with the sweat of desire More delicious and intoxicating than wine I am your master, the Centurion of your body Relax now, as my burning tongue slides along your soft inner thigh Making you tense with anticipation Of the pleasure yet to come As it teases your wet pussy

I Wanna Be A Homosexual
I've got a little lisp, and I've been working on my limp wrist. See women are a drag, I think I wanna be a faggot, man. A mincing ninny, prancing fairy, merry little queen. A Bruce Labruce wet dream, a Nancy Boy with wings. I wanna be, I wanna be a homosexual. I wanna be, I wanna be a homosexual. I wanna be, I wanna be a homosexual. I wanna be Shock the middle class, take it up your punk rock ass. You rub your little thing, when you see phony dykes in Penthouse magazine. So what's the difference Mr. Cream Rinse, you just need a man. A beefy leather fag, to take you out in drag oh yeah. I wanna be, I wanna be a homosexual. I wanna be, I wanna be a homosexual. I wanna be, I wanna be a homosexual. I wanna be Call me a faggot, call me a butt loving, fudge packing queer. But I don't care 'cause it's the straight in straight-edge, that makes me wanna drink a beer and be a pansy, and be a homo. Shock the middle class, take it up your punk rock ass. You rub your puny thing, when you see s

Carvings....
...Written upon the walls of my mind-heart... in the room there where exists the true-keeper of my love-flame is a record of the good good times as well as wrongs and pains and lost-love-lost... of misery and mirth, life and death and birth...

Smile....and You Outshine The Sun
Will I die when our eyes meet? Sometimes it is as though I find I am not worthy of the honor Of her voice upon me. That she might see the love that weighs So heavily upon my heart might Destroy my soul as quickly as Her smile may destroy my pride. My mind is a reservior where I keep and savor each small drop of

Flowers Are Pretty
Children are lovely, before they get uglyand learn to do bad stuff.Flowers are pretty, before they get shittyand they rot and turn to dust.I hear that life is a wheel and you can't make it stop,if you try, it'll flatten your head.It's a circle of shit, we're in the middle of it,but soon we'll all be dead,like everybody else that's ever lived before,the things you make fall to the floor.And nobody knows how hard you tried,it's been that way since the start of time.There was a caveman did some amazing thing,but nobody here gives a fuck.And in a thousand years they'll feel the same,towards all the things you've done.So don't worry what might give you cancer,stay up nights just wanting answers,it's a crapshoot but it's mostly crap.Things start out they're so terrific,they'll fuck up, it's scientific.Entropy and uncertainty won't yeild to youor you.Look at the sight of a beautiful night, it's a feeling that's so divine.Gets sucked down the toilet,and something will spoil it,with the good ti

C'mon..... Do It!!!! You Know You Wanna ;)
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?[2] You were in the car with?[3] Went to the mall with?[4] Person you talked on the phone with? [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?Q: Been searched By Cops? Q: Been suspended from school?Q: Sat on a roof top?Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?Q: Broken a bone?Q: Have shaved your head?Q: Played a prank on someone?Q: Had/have a gym membership?Q: Shot a gun?Q: Donated Blood?WOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?[2] Be serious or be funny?[3] Go to the beach or mountains?[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?[2] Winter or fall?[3] Left or right?[4] Black and white or colored?[5] Do you wanna get married?IN THE LAST WEEK HAVE YOU:[1] Kissed someone?[2] Been hugged by s

The Perfect Friend
I thought I had found the perfect friend, But it only took about a week for that to end, I thought there was hope left in my life, But as it turns out, it was only added strife, I thought for once I had done something right, But I quickly corrected that oversight, I thought I wasn’t useless or a bore, But I was all that and even more, I thought there was a purpose to my days, But that was only a very short phase, I thought you weren’t like all the rest, But like those before, you failed the test, I thought you would stay with me, at least for a bit, But you decided it was better just to quit, I thought life was worth living for a moment in time, But the life I wanted could never be mine, I thought the hunger inside had been fed, But now I know, I was just being misled. And now I think I’ve found another perfect friend, How long before my heart is broken again?

Asb Tricked Me
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Step Daughter [2] You were in the car with?My 3 step kids[3] Went to the mall with?My Wife[4] Person you talked on the phone with? My Wife [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Theresa T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?F Q: Been searched By Cops?T Q: Been suspended from school?TQ: Sat on a roof top?TQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?T Q: Broken a bone?FQ: Have shaved your head?FQ: Played a prank on someone?TQ: Had/have a gym membership?TQ: Shot a gun?TQ: Donated Blood?TWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Eat[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Mountains[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Winter[3] Left or right?Right[4] Black and white or colo

Something For The Disbelievers And Heart Broken
You know you've found the right one when that person has a situation come up and the thier first concern is how it will impact you. After a few failed attempts and a marriage that started good and ended like a train wreck I decided I was done with love. Then with one smile one look into her sexy eye's the stonewall I spent six month's putting up around my heart shattered like it had been hit by an atom bomb. I used to laugh at people in my situation. I would ask if they seriously thought that they could truely fall for someone they never met. Now after the last week I have had I believe it. The heart wants what it wants and love has no limitations. To any of you that are unsure and have lost faith like I was. Don't. Life can go wrong in a thousand way's but it only takes one to make it better, and if you find love has kicked your door in grab on and don't let go. Whether your face to face or a world apart, if it's real and all you can think about you can find a way. Party doen, up, har

Someone From My Past
Well since about late February/early March of 2009 my ex-girlfriend and I have been talking to one another. She had looked me up on myspace and wrote me an email. We hadnt spoken to each other since about March 2005. We talked about the breakup and how she broke my heart. We met online back in mid 2004. A first neither one of us was looking for someone. But as we got to know each other and found out how much we had in common. Things progressed from there. We would talk to each other on the phone twice a day. In Nov 2004 I flew to Texas where she lives and spent 4 days with her. The connection, chemistry.... it was all there. We fell in love with one another. Then about a month later things started to go down hill. I would get her voicemail when i would call and i wouldnt get a call back from her. When she looked me up online earlier this year. She told me that back then she got scared because she had never fallen for someone who lived so far away from her. She was born and raised

Auction Information For Those Who Want To Be Auctioned!
OK... all you have to do is send me a link to the picture you want me to use, and anything you want to offer for fubux bids, cash bids, and HH bids. ok i have an example of some of the stuff ppl are offering:_____________________________________________Fubux Bids get:Random gift/day50 '10' rates /dayadded to top friends1 status pimpout / weeksfw saluteur name as my owner in mine2 big pimpin gifts / weekCash Bids get:All of the above plus-my yim name ($20 +)random bling if blingpack is offeredoffers of $50 or more gets topless (chicks only) or bottomless (guys only) salute of auctionee's choosing500 '11's per week if vip is offeredHH Bids get:All of the above plus-Custom pic or morph made by Auction HostessPimped out Bully made by Auction HostessPut in Top FamilyPimped out on ProfileAll Access to pics___________________________________________You can pick and choose what you want to offer, its up to you. Just send me a private message containing the link and your offers for each catego

Happy Hour
I was thinking..actually it was kind of a spur the moment type thing in a MuMM. But since so many people are fed up with the Thursday/Friday Happy Hour whore....people that want Happy Hours on those days should book a week in advance. If you book one now for Thursday, you will completely throw off her Thursday takeover, lol. Random I know.....

The Harbingr$$ Application
Copy the following and paste it into a private message to me. Fill out the application and press send. You will be notified as soon as possible of the status of your application. Have fun with this!!!!!! What are you on Fubar for? What do you do here? Why do you want to join our Family? Describe yourself.

The Harbingr$$ Info
About Us We are a Fu-Family devoted to helping each other reach the highest level, rank, etc possible through rating, blinging (when possible), shitfacing, and commenting each other. Requirements You must have a salute that has been approved by Fubar staff. You must also have at least half the capacity of photos you can have at your level-We've gotta have something to rate! You need to be able to log in at least once per week as well and be able to help out other members if necessary. Applying Fill out the Application located in this blog and message it to me through a private message here on Fubar.

Stand For What You Believe In...
Is anyone Out there ?… Is anyone there? Does it really matter what I have to share? Will anyone hear me? My words lost with the wind, As I’m placed inside this box, I’m invisible within. Invisible to people, invisible to hope. Invisible to everything, leaving words a way to cope. I scribble and I write; jotting down my every thought I explain in words how this battle I have fought Fighting all the urges, fighting all the pain Fighting with the thunder I stand out in the rain. Facing all the problems I’ve ever pushed aside I stand there wet and dripping, at least I know I tried I tried to make it through I tried hard to survive I tried to run away but I made it out alive Living is a blessing I’ve learned that along the way And now inside my box the invisible slips away I step out into the open, and take a deep breath in. I look around and think “ it’s time to try again” My box it has been opene

Um Yea
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted? Scott[2] You were in the car with?My mother & my kids[3] Went to the mall with?My mom & my kids[4] Person you talked on the phone with?My mom[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?LiverjuiceT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?TQ: Been searched By Cops?TQ: Been suspended from school?FQ: Sat on a roof top?TQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?TQ: Broken a bone?FQ: Have shaved your head?FQ: Played a prank on someone?TQ: Had/have a gym membership?TQ: Shot a gun?TQ: Donated Blood?FWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Drink[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?Right[4] Black and white or colored?color[5]

Be Gentle...
Bleak kisses Hopeless Then my mind makes the turn Healing rides upon black clouds The stoning of my heart, suddenly dissipates With a wise decision Time heals all Sometimes too fast Many times too slow Growth, is growth Whether from triumphant moments Or rash and foolish mistakes Wisdom is not promised Just as knowledge does not grant salvation Bells ring as good prevails once more Leaving a temporary emptiness That washes away in the damp mist My joyous future is on the horizon While it also runs down my cheek I listen to the voice of the world

Questions
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Michael[2] You were in the car with?Mother and nephew[3] Went to the mall with? Mother and nephew[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Daughter and ex husband[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?BradT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?FalseQ: Been searched By Cops?TrueQ: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?TrueQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?TrueQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?FalseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Eat[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?FireANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon? Sun[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or r

Yeah So....
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted? my sister in law.[2] You were in the car with?My mother[3] Went to the mall with?my 15 year old nephew and my oldest brother[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Pizza shop[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?CrystalT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?False...so far...lolQ: Been searched By Cops?FalseQ: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?FalseQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?trueQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?False...i workout at homeQ: Shot a gun?FalseQ: Donated Blood?FalseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?both?[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

Just What Can I Do...???
you have made me believe this stupid lye... you lyed in my face and lye to my parents face... you arevery deceiving... i'm now happy to know that we were one together and i know that this falling isn't the end... we are stronger we may have our downs but then we help each other and bring each other to the top again... i'm SORRY.....!!!!!

Kit Made Me Do It
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Mandy [2] You were in the car with? My sons [3] Went to the mall with? What's a mall? [4] Person you talked on the phone with? a member [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Mr.Prather T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? true Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? True Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? False Q: Have shaved your head? False Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? true Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? False WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? drink [2] Be serious or be funny? funny [3] Go to the bea

Blame ~devilgirl~
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Emily :][2] You were in the car with?roomate[3] Went to the mall with? Winston[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Emily[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?Mel T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?trueQ: Been suspended from school?trueQ: Sat on a roof top?trueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?trueQ: Broken a bone?trueQ: Have shaved your head?falseQ: Played a prank on someone?trueQ: Had/have a gym membership?trueQ: Shot a gun?trueQ: Donated Blood?falseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?moon[2] Winter or fall?fall[3] Left or right?left[4] Black and white or colored?W

Not My Fault
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted? Joe[2] You were in the car with? My dad[3] Went to the mall with? my parents[4] Person you talked on the phone with? my mom[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? DevilGirlT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends? TrueQ: Been searched By Cops? TrueQ: Been suspended from school? FalseQ: Sat on a roof top? TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? TrueQ: Broken a bone? TrueQ: Have shaved your head? FalseQ: Played a prank on someone? TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership? TrueQ: Shot a gun? TrueQ: Donated Blood? FalseWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink? Drink[2] Be serious or be funny? be funny [3] Go to the beach or mountains? beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot? shotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon? moon[2] Winter or fall? fall[3] Le

Satara Made Me Do It!
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?I dont remember[2] You were in the car with? my sister [3] Went to the mall with?havent been[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Dont wanna remember[5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?SataraT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?FalseQ: Been searched By Cops?very TrueQ: Been suspended from school?TrueQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?TrueQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?TrueQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?trueQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?trueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?eat[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Moon[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or

My First Block And It Really Didnt Feel Good
MuMM: Make up My Mind! MuMMs are polls which allow the fubar community to help you make up your mind! Please, no adult or inappropriate content! Dana (Farewell Miranda 1966 - 2009) Mc Kinney, TX Correct me if I'm wrong, but the mumm title says Was OJ Simpson Guilty? So it's asking my opinion.. My answer was simply "Hell Yes" meaning I thought he did. So I get replied "Get off my mumm you racist bigot.. something to that effect .. couldn't copy and paste it... I also could not copy and paste his shout that said F off racist. Now ... I am needing to vent here because one: I am so far from being a racist it isn't funny... and it bothers me that anyone , least of all someone that knows nothing about me would assume so. And worse yet that my answer was simple . Two, that he would bash every and anyone who dared to disagree with his opnion. AFTER he asked for ours. Anywa

Why Question
have you ever thought of how many questions start with ''why'' u have ask?? i mean, we all use it all the time ,for everything about everything but,cuz i am crazy i was thinking,what if we only could ask one question ,just one question starts with why?!! i know what my question would be do u know what would be ur only and one why question?? lol dont tell me it is : why i am reading this dump blog?? cuz i been asked that before lol but u might ask like everyone else why would i do that one why question thing?? lol muahhhhhz my friends

It's Kit's Fault
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?My daughter[2] You were in the car with?myself[3] Went to the mall with?Emily [4] Person you talked on the phone with? Brenda [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar?Spikecoon T/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?trueQ: Been searched By Cops?TrueQ: Been suspended from school?TrueQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?TrueQ: Broken a bone?TrueQ: Have shaved your head?FalseQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?falseQ: Shot a gun?TrueQ: Donated Blood?trueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?drink[2] Be serious or be funny?funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?ShotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?sun[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?left[4] Black and white or

Note To Poee Priests
World Council of Churches Boutique Note to POEE Priests: The Polyfather wishes to remind all Erisians the POEE was conceived not as a commercial enterprise, and that you are requested to keep your cool when seeking funds for POEE Cabals or when spreading the POEE Word via the market place. The Hidden stone ripens fast, then laid bare like a turnip can easily be cut out at last but even then the danger isn't past. That man lives best who's fain to live half mad, half sane. Flemish Poet Jan Van Stijevoort, 1524. The Erisian Affirmation BEFORE THE GODDESS ERIS, I (name or holyname), do herewith declare myself a POEE BROTHER of THE LEGION OF DYNAMIC DISCORD. HAIL HAIL HAIL HAIL HAIL ERIS ERIS ERIS ERIS ERIS ALL HAIL DISCORDIA! the presiding POEE Official (if any) responds: ALL HAIL DISCORDIA! find the goddess Eris Within your Pineal Gland POEE To Diverse Gods Do Mortals bow; Holy Cow, and Wholly Chao Rev. Dr. Grindlebone Monroe Cabal

Sad
DONT KNOW, AS U KNOW IM FEEING SAD THATS WHEN I WRITE THE BEST. iVE BEEN GOING THROUGH ALOTA SHIT LATELY, GOT A PMOTION AT WORK, SO IM WORKING MY ASS OFF FOR PENNIES. F YOUV READ ALL MY OTHER BLOGS, ULL KNOW A LIL BOUT ME. ( 4 THOSE WHO DONT, REAL QUICK. . I WAS LIVING IN A HOMELESS SHLTER ATTHE AGE OF 13 14 I 4 GET. . . I HAVE 2 KIDS 2 TWO DEADBEAT DADDIES ONE WHO EAT THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME, HIS DAUGHTER AS DEAD 3 MINUTES, 1 POUND AND TNY AS FUCK SHE WAS 3 MONTHS RE MATURE. YES I HAVE A PFA. DNT WANT HIM INH ER LIFE. MEN HAVE USED ABUSD MENTALLY FINACALLY PHYSICLLY EVERTHING!!! FUCKING EVETYTHING!!! I LOVE MY KIDS, THEY ARE THE MST IMPORTANT THING 2 ME... I LIVE MY KIDS (LITERALLY) WITHOUT THE, I AM NO1!! HAVE A 13, AND A 5 YR OLD. MY 13 YR OL (BOTH GIRLS) IS OFF THE HOOK RIGHT NOW, SHES DOING EVERYTHING I DID AT 13, THAT SCARESME. IT REALLY SCARES ME.. I WANT MY BABY BACK. WHERE DID SHE GO. . . IM SAD. I LOOK AT HER AND I SEE ME.. THE FUCKED UP THING IS I KNOW SHES R

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Poee & It's Priests
POEE & It's Priests If you like Erisianism as it is presented according to Mal-2, then you may wish to from your own POEE CABAL as a POEE PRIEST and you can go do a bunch of POEE Priestly Things. A "POEE Cabal" is exactly what you think it is. The High Priest makes no demands on his Priests, though he does rather expect good will of them. The Office of The Polyfather is point, not to teach. Once in a while, he even listens. Should you find that your own revelations of The Goddess become substantially different that the revelations of Mal-2, then perhaps the Goddess has plans for you as an Episkopos, and you might consider creating your own sect from scratch, unhindered. Episkoposes are not competing with each other, and they are all POEE priests anyway (as soon as I locate them). The point is that Episkoposes are developing separate paths to the Erisian mountain top. See the section "Discordian Society" ORDINATION AS A POEE PRIEST There are no particular qualifications for Ordi

Life Of If's
My life after you became ifThat if you didn’t leave meI wouldn’t be like thisIf I didn’t a lot of mistakesYou wouldn’t leaveIf we didn’t meetWe wouldn’t love each othersIf love wasn’t adestinyWe wouldn’t loveIf I didn’t have heart to loveI wouldn’t have feelingsIf I didn’t have feelings I wouldn’t be a humanSee my ladyYour love prove that I have a heartThat I am a humanAnd without your loveI wouldn’t be- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - W.B: FM

Definings And Inf....
Love is the highest of human relationsThat all ancient cultures have hallowedAll religions have make it unbroken but by deathSome of made it a secret service for monksTo present the holly sacrifices for godAnd some of them made it a medicine for miserableThen so many definingAnd so many inflectionsIt became: love to loverI love you,,you are lovelyBut all of those are roads lead to same springAll of them are inflections and definingFor one feelingMan can feel it once in lifeAnd its sweet memories still touching the dreamsEvery night till the day of death- - - - - - -- - - - - - -- - - - - --W.B: FM

Hanyee
My love I miss you so muchWhen you are gone even for secondMy heart start wondering where its rhythmMy heartbeats and it start counting its beatsWhen ever I see your faceOr look into your eyesThe whole world get prettierAnd life gets much sweeterMy life, I miss you so muchNo matter how many ladies I seeHow many pretties I seeYou will always be my eternal beautyThe beauty of the life it selfWhen ever a spring blow byI ask it about youI smell it checking for your perfumeSeconds on your absenceLonger than a life timesEvery time I see youI feel alive again and again-----------------------W.B: FM

My Friends
Hello my friendsPeace my darling sweetHow re you?? Did you miss me??!!I know I was far for so longI forgot you for whileBut I also knowHow forgiving you areHow caring and loving you areYou were my best friends In the most darkest nightsYou were my matesHere we are ,all of usYears and years been pastAnd I am still aloneI couldn’t find any oneBut you my weak penTo tell what I thinkWhat’s going on my mind and heartI couldn’t find but you my papersTo believe what I say and feelWithout arguing or asksI don’t know how to apologyI didn’t know once how to express my feelingsBut you, only both of you ,felt meOnly you heard and saw meThanks my dear friendsAnd sorry for all that absence- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: FM

U R The Precious
You are the precious my darlingTonight my heart had made the choiceYou are in my mind as in my dreamsYou keep my mind busy all night and dayWhen your eyes contact mineWhen you say helloMy eyes joy of meeting youThat’s all I ever dreamed ofI found with youYou are in my mind as in my dreamsSay the most beautiful wordI want you here with meYou are the prettiest storyThe prettiest event I ever hadMy last words in your eyesYou are the only and the oneAnd you got it allAll my life is in your handsYou are the precious my darlingTonight my heart made the choiceYou are in my mind as in my dreamsYou keeping me busy all day and night-------------------------W.B: FM

Application For Membership In The Erisian Movement Of The Discordian Society
Application For Membership In the Erisian movement of the DISCORDIAN SOCIETY 1. Today's date Yesterday's Date 2. Purpose of this application: membership in : Legion of Dynamic Discord POEE Bavarian Illuminati All of the Above None of the Above Other-- BE SPECIFIC! 3.Personal Name Holy Name Address (If temporary, also give an address from which mail can be forwarded) 4. Description: Born: Yes No Eyes: 2 Other Height: fl. oz. Last time you had a haircut: Reason: Race: Horse Human I.Q.:150-200 200-250 250-300 over 300

Love Is 1 Letter Word
LOVE is a five letters wordTHE L ,Looking into your eyesstaring at those passionate charming eyesTHE O,over all those years, over all this distancei Only want you,just youTHE V , very complicated,very hard to explainhow much i want you,need you,desire youTHE E, every second,every minute,every hour,every dayevery week,every monthe,every year will always beour firstTHE U, us, is all i can think off when i say us is youthere is always youso my lovelove is eventuly one letter wordthats letter is u--------------------W.B: FM

Best Pome
BEST POEM IN THE WORLD! I was shocked, confused, bewildered as I entered Heaven's door, Not by the beauty of it all, nor the lights or its decor. But it was the folks in Heaven who made me sputter and gasp-- the thieves, the liars, the sinners, the alcoholics, the trash There stood the kid from seventh grade who swiped my lunch money twice. Next to him was my old neighbor Who never said anything nice. Herb, who I always thought was rotting away in hell, was sitting pretty on cloud nine, looking incredibly well. I nudged Jesus, "What's the deal? I would love to hear Your take. How'd all these sinners get up here? God must've made a mistake. "And why's everyone so quiet, so somber? Give me a clue." "Hush, child," said He, "they're all in shock. No one thought they'd be seeing you." Judge NOT.

Loosing My Mf Mind!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As some of you may know, iv'e been laid off work for a while. It was okay at first, but now it's getting pretty bad. I valued the extra time off work so I could spend quality time with my son. Well he left yesterday to go to his grandparents for two months. I agreed to let him go, because I was supposed to be going to work in Minnesota. It was'nt an hour after he left that I get a call from my employer telling me that the job has been postponed until August. On top of going broke (bout to lose my house, truck, atv's, kid, etc.) I cant see my son. Im very dissapointed with this world and life right now. Im really not doin so good. Some of you may be aware of that, and im sorry if I frieghtned you. You know who you are. Thanks for caring! Anyway, I'm just not sure what to do anymore. If anyone has any suggestions, I would'nt mind hearing. If anybody actually reads this, thanks. Stephen

Negative Emotions!!!!see If You Can Answer
Negative Emotions Why is there greedWith so many in needWhy can’t we reach out and offer a hand to help othersWhy does our wealthDetermine what we are dealtShouldn’t we all share the way we would if we were all brothers Why is there envySo much more than there should beCan’t we appreciate others achievements without feeling badWhy is there the onusTo keep up with the JonesesAnd not to feel grateful and happy with all of the things that we have Why is there hypocrisyLiars to the right and left of meWhy can’t we say what we mean and mean what we sayAre we just so chickenTo state our positionOr is lying to someone’s face the easier way Negative emotionsServe no purpose but to cause us painNegative emotionsDon’t let them inside your brainThese negative emotionsCause damage that you can’t repairTake negative emotionsAnd cast them off into thin air Why is there hateAnd why can’t we relateTo others unlike us who may live their lives in some

Him ....
I had reached a point in my life where I felt that " true love " was a thing of the past for me. There were nice people, its true, but no more magic, no more being swept off my feet.And right about when I was ready to close the door on that chapter of my life, YOU walked in.... and everything changed.Suddenly I found myself smiling almost all the time. And the more I learned about you, the more astounded I felt at just how perfect you were. There was no escaping the fact that what was happening was beyond my control !!!!! I let this chapter of my life take all control of me and it has taken me places I never knew exsisted. In all my years I have never loved anyone the way that I do you. I never knew a love like this exsisted. A few of the many things that I love about you are that you are kind, gentle, funny, sexy, and sarcastic as hell. Those are the things that make you who you are. Even though things have changed in these past few days my love for you has not. As of this very momen