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Please, God! Make It Go Away!
i was sitting here working, when the tv in my head turned on and started playing this. i must have broken the knob because i can't make it stop. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjQKFoUdk4g

Dell Computers
its funny that for the longest time i never had any problems with my computer up untill my mom passing away and ever since then its been one problem after another. So far $350 in having a tech guy coming out to look at it only to fix some problems and after he leaves more arise. First problem i was having was the whole thing freezing up anywhere from 5 to 15 mins after getting online (didnt matter what i was looking at...fubar..emails...ebay) so i made the 1st appointment to have someone look at this POS. by the time he got here (3 days later) when i'd try to start the computer i was getting the blue screen. So mr. techguy takes the tower to the shop and comes back an hr later with the computer working ok (fixed a corrupt file which kept triggering the blue screen) but the main problem still existed (freezing up). Second time mr. techguy came here i had him scan and clean the entire computer for all the bugs and things not needed hoping that it would also help the freezing proble

Hit & Run Courtesy Of Sum Sad Dr's
Got downrated again, now me personally i don't care but i thought i'd put this up for ppl who can't stand em. First we got sum fat broad damnyeller--http://www.fubar.com/user/2706052 Next seems to be her inbreed brother Beau-- http://www.fubar.com/user/2305863 Some hit & run childishness.

Wow I Love It
Libra - May 12, 2009A surprising and intriguing new contact could lead to a special kind of relationship. The current astral configuration indicates that quick as a flash you both realize there is far more to this apparently casual meeting than is apparent. You sense a powerful and almost disturbing chemistry between you. You will certainly want to discover more about each other - which will be good for both of you.

Want A Cherrybomb Or Auto 11?
Bling Auction I am auctioning off a 35 credit bling, either a A-11 or a Cherrybomb, it's your choice. The bidding starts at 2MIL, with a buyout option of 17mil. The Auction ends at 11p.m. FU-TIME on May 16th. Winner will be notified as soon as the auction is over. Depending on how high the bids get, I might give another A-11 or Cherrybomb to the 2nd highest bidder. HAPPY BIDDING! Please don't bid on the blog, the photo to bid on is in my albums "Bling Auction". Thank you!

Kinky And Perverted? Maybe, Maybe Not
long ride in the truck up to west covina and back this morning , got me thinking. i know, bad things happen then. someone told me this morning that they would get sexually excited seeing me naked on an inverted cross with a lit tiki torch in my ass. i`m pretty much open for just about anything new but this struck me as slightly odd. i would love to see what my friends think. i want to hear what you would consider to far out to try. something that makes you shudder and/or piss yourself. the funnier the better. break up my boredom of course pics are encouraged knowing you fuckers i`m already thinking this is a mistake before i even post it

Gonna Try This Again...
I want to give a VIP to one lucky person today. Ends at 2:00pm CDT tomorrow. If you're interested: The rules: 1) Impress me! (do not ask me what... this will automatically disqualify you) 2) Must not be a current VIP holder. 3) Must be in my friend and fan list. (new friends and fans are welcomed) Cheers... and good luck

Der
I really want to go to seminar in July. It is in Dallas, TX. I have never been to Texas...I have never really been anywhere except for Canada, Oregon, Idaho and Nevada. I really hope the funds come through so I can go. It is 175 to and almost 300 for the ticket. Then I need hotel (96 a night) and spending money. Maybe I will win the lotto!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This will be awesome for my business. Wish me luck

2
How many text messages are currently in your inbox?55 holy crap! Why aren't you pursuing the person you like?nope Would you take your ex back?not in this or any other lifetime What color are your eyes?depends..they change according to my mood What hurts?nothing at the moment...surprisingly Do you believe you can change someone?nope What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?don't think I had one What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?damn I gotta pee Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?yup Does it bother you when someone lies to you?yup..I hate liars. Do you always care what you look like?nope Who was the last person you went out to eat with?Becky Who was your last text from?Jeremy Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?daily Do you wish someone would call or text you?doesn't matter Have you ever walked on the beach at night? yup..I grew up on an island. Name somethi

Wanna Know Me Better?
How many text messages are currently in your inbox?84 Why aren't you pursuing the person you like?i am. im moving in with him! Would you take your ex back?No, we were mismatched What color are your eyes?Brown What hurts?my shoulders :( Do you believe you can change someone?they are the way they are for a reason. i wouldnt wanna change em What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?my baby :) What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?my baby :D Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?havent we all Does it bother you when someone lies to you?ya very much Do you always care what you look like?sometimes but not usually Who was the last person you went out to eat with?my mom Who was your last text from?my ex Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?yes Do you wish someone would call or text you?just one person Have you ever walked on the beach at night?unfortunatly no

My New Special Friend
http://www.fubar.com/user/2206180 Read From The Bottom Up As Always ->ASSPAIN !!: your fun->ASSPAIN !!: GENIUS! why didn't i think of that?! oh wait maybe because the 99c store tacks on taxes so its not actually 99cASSPAIN !!: @ LAST WORDS...99C store->ASSPAIN !!: awww your special and my mom told me to be nice to the special peopleASSPAIN !!: WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU CONSIDERED BATHING?->ASSPAIN !!: that all you can come up with?ASSPAIN !!: ALSO...YOU NEED TO GET SOME FEMININE HYGIENE PRODUCTS,AS YOUR HOLES ALL SMELL OF MOLD AND MILDEW->ASSPAIN !!: you think your opinion matters->ASSPAIN !!: awwww thats cuteASSPAIN !!: HEY! YO!,AND WELCOME TO FUBAR AND YOUR FIRST FEW POINTS!! JUST MAKE SURE YOU MAKE IT A HABIT TO KEEP YOUR "TITS",COVERED UP,NOBODY HERE REALLY NEEDS TO SEE THAT KIND OF THING HERE,

The Luckiest Unluckiest Person Alive
Hello friends. been awhile since ive blogged and ive gotten many questions aking about my foot and all that jazz and also all the new things ive been up too. Well many of you know ive gone back to work as an asst store manager for casey's which involves many hours of overtime which of course is good for my wallet but not so great for my health. The last blog i made consisted of the incision on the bottom of my foot had busted open and i had to go and have it re-stitched as well a series of antibiotic treatments due to an infection with it. I was told not to continue working until my incision had completely healed which would have put me off at least 2 weeks...yeah right. Since the beginning of all my surgeries my life has pretty much been on hold since Feb of 08 and im sorry but i refuse to continue to allow my children and myself to suffer financially from it any longer. So against all the doctors orders i continued working anyway and unfortunately ive done a lot more damaged than i r

Feelings
u come to me with scars on ur wrist u tell me this will be the last night feeling like thisjust came by to say goodbye i didnt want u to see me cry i am finebut i know its alrightthis is the last night to spend alone look me in my eyes so i know u know i am everywheres u want me to be this is the last night u spend alone wrap u in my arms and i wont let go i am everything u need me to beur parents say everything is ur fault but they dont know u like i know u they dont know u al alli am so sick when they say its just a vase u'll be ok ur finebut i know its alreghtthis is the last night to spend alone look me in my eyes so i know u know i am everywheres u want me to be this is the last night u spend alone wrap u in my arms and i wont let go i am everything u need me to belast night away from methe night is so long when everything is wrong and u give me ur hand i will help u hold ontonighttonightthis is the last night to spend alone look me in my eyes so i know u know i am everywheres u w

Bid On Me!!!!!
PATRIOTIC AUCTION!!!! Hello all my beautiful peeps!!! Im in an auction again and Im offering some pretty good stuff to the highest bidder. Auction ends 5/22/09 so check out this link and give me a bid. HOW MUCH AM I WORTH TO YOU? More benefits may be offered for higher/cash bids so take a chance on me.........

Music
Going to see Nickelback with Hinder, Papa Roach and Saving Abel on Tue, Aug 11. @ DTE, Then Crew Fest 2 on Sat, Aug 15. @ DTE and Kid Rock with Alice in Chains and Cypress Hill on Jul, 18, @ Comerica Park. Look like a busy summer.

Just Feel Like Like Venting
I guarentee this will be a very random blog. I just got home from hitting golf balls, and I have an issue with my swing. I have hit a slump. It is like the one that usually hits about June. But because I have had so much time to golf and practice, and change my game. I have hit a block. So now i am playing in this tournement this weekend down in Lake Geneva. I have to play 72 holes in 3 days. And if I hit the ball like today, I am fucked. I mean really fucked. Totally fucked. Hey you know what, I am fucked. Golf is 99% mental and 99% skill, and 2% Lucks. Well, I have no luck. Never had, never will. Well, I mean if Bad Luck counts, then that I do have plenty. I am willing to share. Now if you are a friend. and you are reading this, Odds say you could really give a fuck about my golf game. So what else do I have to do with my time right now. Well, see until GM makes up their sorry pathetic ass minds on how they are going to restructure. I have to sit tight and wait to see what I ca

Seether Careless Whispers
I feel so unsure As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor As the music dies Something in your eyes Calls to mind a silver screne And all of the sad goodbyes I'm never going to dance again These guilty feet have got no rhythm Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool I should have known better than to cheat a friend A wasted chance that I've been given So I'm never going to dance again... The way I danced with you Ohh Time can never mend The careless whispers of a good friend To the heart and mind Ignorants is kind Theres no comfort in the truth Pain is all you'll find I'm never going to dance again These guilty feet have got no rhythm Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool I should have known better than to cheat a friend A wasted chance that I've been given So I'm never going to dance again... The way I danced with you Ohh Tonight the music seems so loud I wish that we could lose this crowd Maybe it's better this way We've hurt each other with t

5 Cancer-fighting Spices
5 Cancer-Fighting Spices1. GarlicNo surprise here. The stinking rose is one of the most potent weapons in preventing cancer, particularly colon cancer. Containing the photochemical allicin, garlic stimulates the production of cancer-fighting enzymes. Daily garlic consumption can lower total cholesterol and triglyceride levels by 10 percent and has the added benefit of keeping vampires at bay.2. Cayenne PepperArriba! Cayenne pepper contains capsaicin, yet another cancer preventative. When used in mass it can cause heartburn but a little sprinkled onto everyday foods should be enough for you to see the benefits. Cayenne peppers are full of beta carotene, other antioxidants and immune boosters and helps to build healthy mucous membranes tissues - our first level of defense against bacteria and viruses3. CinnamonBesides being a yummy addition to coffee, cinnamon protects against Type 2 diabetes and heart disease. Derived from tree bark, this wonderful spice stimulates the bodies circulator

Dig
I would love to beat the face,Of any mother fucker that's thinkin' they can change me,White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold,If you're wantin' a piece of me I broke the mother fuckin' mold,I'm drowning in your wakeShit rubbed in my faceTeething on concreteGums bleedingDig bury me underneathEverything that I am rearrangingDig bury me underneathEverything that I was slowly changingI struggle in violated space,Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me,Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight,I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buyI'm livid in my spacePissing in my faceFuck you while you tryTo fuck meDig bury me underneathEverything that I am rearrangingDig bury me underneathEverything that I was you ain't fuckin' changing meLet me help you tie the rope around your neck,Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,Let me help you hold the glock against your headLet me help you tie the rope around your neck,Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the

Supreme Court Vacancy
Last week, Supreme Court Justice David Souter announced hisretirement, providing President Barack Obama with his firstopportunity to nominate someone to the high court.Liberal groups are already pressuring the administration to name aleft-wing activist to the court. But they should remember that judgesare not in the business of writing laws or twisting it to serve theirpolicy preferences."Obama should seek judges who will apply the law as it was written,not how they would like it to be written to address the particularparties before them," Heritage Foundation legal scholar Robert Altwrites in the New York Post. "To do otherwise in replacing Souter willsurely shift the Court further to the left, and further away from therule of law.""Americans don't want judges who will bend the law toward the sidethey favor," writes Heritage Foundation Ronald Reagan Fellow andformer U.S. Attorney General Ed Meese. "They want a fair judge whowill apply the law in the same way -- as the people's represen

Flirtations
The attraction of flirtation,sweets for the sweet for the how we tantalize one another into such heated bliss feeling each others bodies climbing teasing tasting ever so softly biting nibbling pinching. Feeling the erotic waves of ecstasy climbing higher and higher,wave after wave we find each other wanting more. Hands rubbing,tongues lashing,fingers lingering, in the throws of the moment,we find each others passion and we become one. Molding into a climatic wave over and over. Thrust after Thrust,one orgasm after another You hold me so tight we both start to quiver as we reach that plateau of pure orgasmic pleasure.

Someone Once Asked My Thoughts On This....
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to d o for that person.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They brin

Heart Association Information
Alert Please ask your Members of Congress to sign the letter to the President urging him to make funding to fight heart disease and stroke a top priority. American Heart Association May is American Stroke Month Heart Attack, Stroke and Cardiac Arrest Warning Signs Quick Links: Heart Attack Warning Signs Stroke Warning Signs Cardiac Arrest Warning Signs heart attack Heart Attack Warning Signs Some heart attacks are sudden and intense — the "movie heart attack," where no one doubts what's happening. But most heart attacks start slowly, with mild pain or discomfort. Often people affected aren't sure what's wrong and wait too long before getting help. Here are signs that can mean a heart attack is happening: * Chest discomfort. Most heart attacks involve discomfort in the center of the chest that lasts more than a few minutes, or that goes away and comes back. It can feel like uncomfortable pressure, squeezing, fullness or pain. * Discomf

My Boyfriend
Despite 3000 miles of being apart i meant this guy that i like alot. But it might all come to a end due to a honest mistake i made. It is tearing me apart because i really like this guy. I want make it work despite the distance. I know it can work if me and him try to make it work. Part of the reason i know it can work if me and him try is i know people that have meet on Fubar and have made it work. The only huge factor for me and him is the distance and my ex.

Apologies I Give..
To all I deleted off my page, I apologize deeply, For allowing my temper, To run my actions, And delete people that had nothing to do, With why I was even angered, I consider you all friends, And hope I get you back on my page, So until then, I wish you all a great day, And pray forgiveness can be found, Written by Blaine63...

Job Hunting
Until recently the thought of job hunting never really crossed my mind, the way the phrase sounds is just a little silly though. I get this impression of someone with a spear, running through a forest chasing a job, ready to tack it down to the ground. A primal sort of expereince, once the kill is made, the hunter defends it from the other predators in the area, fighting tooth and nail to keep what he has taken. The truth is, I wish job hunting were this entertaining. There have only been two instances in my life where I have had to look for a job, the first one was pretty simple, I applied at a University, didn't get the job, but got another at the same place. Blamo, done, no problems. That was a couple of years ago though, when we weren't in an "economic crisis." Now, the prospect is much more...boring. I'm sure you've all done it, sitting in front of the computer for hours, clicking through the online postings. The relative fear you feel when each job you look at just doesn't feel

The A - Z Of Bekah, Enjoy
A - Available: haha! you wish!A - Age: 20A - Annoyance: just kinda people in generalB - Bestest Friend[s]: Bianca!!!!B - Birthday: not coming fast enough!C - Crush: cans?C - Car: dodge charger.....or an old chevelle...what? a girl can dream!C - Candy: chocolate covered espresso beansD - Day or night: night, definatelyD - Dream Car: see above....heheE- Easiest person to talk to?: Thom and BiancaE- Eggs: yummeh!F - Favorite Month: August. heheF - Favorite color(s): royal purple and blackF - Favorite Memory: lotsG - Gummy Bears or Worms: worms....or bears if i'm feeling violentG - Giver or taker: either/orH - Hair Color: brown-ish, red-ish?H - Height: 5'4H - Happy: yep!I - Ice Cream: chocolateI - Instrument: my voice count?J - Jewelry: i adore my blingy-thingiesJ - Job: looking for a job?J - Jail: not going back, bitches.K - Kids: someday. K - Kickboxing or Karate: either/orK - Kindergarden: i don't remember her name....sad ain't it?L - Longest Car Ride: ND to FLM - Milk Flavor: chocolate

Fuck You Carrie Prejean!!
i prolly should'nt be doing this cuz i know alot of the people here on this website or any other website is christan and stuff....but i am pissed off and if i don't vent right now..i am gonna explode..and not in a good way ether. yasee one of my best friends happens to be a lesibain (gay girl) and damn proud of it..she wants to get married and have a family with her future wife whoever it may be..and i support it 100% but now when people like that are open and acceptable to it now...thats when the nazi bigots start to fucking talk about "marrage should only be between a man and a women and not between gay or lesibians" okay..so let me get this straight, Carrie Prejean what you're trying to say is YOU WANNA TAKE AWAY AN AMERICAN FREEDOM DO HAVE A HOLY UNION BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID SHIT THAT WAS WRITTEN IN A FAIRY TALE BOOK!? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!? and people wonder why i've been on the whole freedom train lately. i support gay marrage hell i think it's fucking awesome that now

Deleting My Fubar Account
To anyone that cares, I am deleting this account in the very near future. If you wish to stay in contract please let me know and we can exchange emails. I'm not mad at anyone or at the creaters of this website. It's a cool website and it's fun. I'm just very busy and will get busier in the near future. I wish everyone a fu-tasitc day. Who knows, I might be back. Luke

Golf Friendless
"Bob, why don't you play golf with John anymore?" asked a friend. "Would you play golf with a guy who moved the ball with his foot when you weren't watching?" Bob asked. "Well, no," admitted the friend. "Neither will John," replied Bob.

Things To Live By
ONE.. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you ,' mean it. FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?' FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. FIFTEEN.

Irish Student Hoaxes World's Media With Fake Quote
DUBLIN - When Dublin university student Shane Fitzgerald posted a poetic but phony quote on Wikipedia, he said he was testing how our globalized, increasingly Internet-dependent media was upholding accuracy and accountability in an age of instant news. His report card: Wikipedia passed. Journalism flunked. The sociology major's made-up quote — which he added to the Wikipedia page of Maurice Jarre hours after the French composer's death March 28 — flew straight on to dozens of U.S. blogs and newspaper Web sites in Britain, Australia and India. They used the fabricated material, Fitzgerald said, even though administrators at the free online encyclopedia quickly caught the quote's lack of attribution and removed it, but not quickly enough to keep some journalists from cutting and pasting it first. A full month went by and nobody noticed the editorial fraud. So Fitzgerald told several media outlets in an e-mail and the corrections began. "I was really shocked at the resu

True Love .........
First, I want to thank all my Fu Friends for your love bestowed on me over the past 3 yrs. I so appreciate everything you've done for me and much love goes out in return. I may lose a few friends over what's coming next, but if that happens, then obviously they weren't true friends anyway. I have made many bad mistakes in life, including choosing work over family, bad relationship choices and many other things.... But I'm here to let everyone know I have finally found my "first" & "only" true love of my life. It's a shame it's come this late in my life, but Karma is what it is ...... Jen is her name ,, she is the most amazing woman I have ever met ! I think about her 24/7 ( sometimes too much for her ), but again it is what it is .. I think anyone would agree that have been, are in ,or w/e their current course path of love is .. that when you're in love, normal behavior doesn't happen. But then again , "what is normal" , that's another blog that could go on forever. Anyway, she is

Adventures Of Nakita Chapter 1
Yesterday as I do every night, I packed a poo bag, grabbed my ipod and whistled to call the beast.. As she emerged from her bed she had this look on her face, was that look of sure domination. She knew where she was going and she even looked like she was fairly excited to be an ass. I get to the car and like usual i open up the door for her, she leaps into the car with an air of royalty about her. She then waits till I'm driving to join me in the front seat. her latest trick is to nudge the window then look at me. I then do her bidding and open the window so she can stick her whole face out and breath in the air. Needless to say her lips start to flap and i get hit with dog saliva... We finally reach our destination the 4 kms of dog park. Her domain!!! She jumps from front to back in anticipation of seeing her first victim. I try to calm her down and find a spot farthest from the slew she likes to call a bath... I have decided tonight I will try a new trick, Ive been watching the

Continued Part2
The lights dim,the soft romantic music seemed to be playing in the background.The atmosphere seemed pefect,everything seemed just PERFECT,he stood up smiling,gazing at her beauty and walked over to her seat,He held out his hand and asked ,,,"MAY I HAVE THE HONORS OF HAVING THIS DANCE,WITH YOU ?BEAUTIFULL LADY.She blushed a tad,looking innocently down,then back into his eyes.Yes i'd love to she told him,as she smiled and grabbed his hand.He slowly led her to the dance floor.the dim lights made her look angellic and float towards the dance floor.Taking one hand and holding it in his,and wrapping his other arm around her waist.He stepped closer to her as he gently pulled her to him,she laid her head on his chest,,she could feel his chest rise and fall with every breath and hear his heart beat loud and strong,,they danced and danced,,till the music played no more,,he whispered in her ear,i have a little something ,that i would like to give you,they stopped,,he stared straight into her mesm

My Mother...
...and I were typical mother and daughter. We'd fight, we'd cuss each other out (of course with me contributing over and over again to that damn fucking cuss jar of hers. I threw a $20 in it one time and told her I had credit!) Bottom line though is inspite of how we got along we still loved each other. In her later years it was I who was there, making sure she had the issues that arose for her managed and settled. My brother and sister were too 'busy'... The day I knew in my heart of hearts her days on this earth were limited shattered my world. We were in Walmart, and her legs and everything just gave out. People were scrambling to get her a wheel chair for me to get her to the car to take her home. I cried all the way home. A few months later I tried to call her one day, and got no answer, with no return call from her. This was so not the norm for my mom. Something was wrong, and unfortunately I was on the other side of town handling business and could not get over to her ap

What Taste Are You?
You Are Bitter You aren't bitter at the world, even though you have a strong personality. Instead, you are sophisticated and cultured. You appreciate acquired tastes. You are very powerful. You have the ability to change a room's energy. While some may find you disagreeable, your points of view are intelligent and interesting. What Taste Are You?

Help Me Win $500!!!!
I work for T.G.I. FRiDAYS and we are having a contest to see who can sign up the most people for their GiVE ME MORE STRiPES guest recognition program. Just for signing up we'll give you a free appetizer. Plus, you'll get a jump the line pass, opportunities to earn free food, and more. All I need is yoru first and last name and email adress. All this will do is send you a email inviting you to join the program. You don't have to join the program if you don't want to. If you would like to help me, pm me. THANKS! At T.G.I. FRiDAYS Restaurant, we promise not to sell, rent, or distribute your information. By providing your email address you are opting-in to receive email from our company and you may ask to stop receiving emails from us at any time.

Doctors.
I'm so sick of Doctors that don't want to help when they should do something for people's pain.All thay want to do is pass them on to other Doctoer's that don't do anything ether.So thay all cane KISS MY ASS.

Do You Really Think Your All That?
Man some people in here are a joke! I just recently read a mumm about fu woman. and it was lame at best. Any how, I decided to read some of the comments and what a joke they are as well. These woman trying to act all that and a bag of cookies. Professing how they are soooooooooooo much better then the woman they speak of. Its nice to think well of your self, they say if you cant love your self you cant love any one else ....ya okay sure. But to brag and bring down someone else just to stroke your own ego is sad and pathetic. It shows to me your shallow and conceited and very ugly inside. What you view is adverage, or ugly may not be the view of others. They may look at you and think your ugly or just adverage. Would you like to be pulled down and told your a feckin ugly bitch? NO !!! I am betting you wouldnt. So why do it to others? I dont profess to think I am a fashion model, I know I am not. But I dont think I am ugly either. And personally dont give a ffffffff

Moms Day
MY SPECIAL MOM By Mikayla Bowman – 9 years old The most important thing for you to know about my Mom is that she has a very deep faith in God. I know this because her favorite story to tell me is how she wanted me soooo much and she prayed for 7 years and had faith that God would give her a little girl. There were times when she wanted to give up but she had faith that God would answer her prayers. God did answer her prayers and I am the little girl that she prayed for. My Momma lost her job in January and when Mr. Shawn had to lay her off, she did not get upset – she prayed for him and asked God to bless his business. When my Daddy got laid off from his job, I was worried. My Momma told me that we do not have to worry because God will take care of every need that we have. Everyday when my Momma prays with me she reminds me to be very thankful for everything that God has blessed us with. Sometimes I worry when our cars get broken and we have to pay a lot

Pablo Neruda
Tonight I Can Write Tonight I can write the saddest lines.Write, for example, 'The night is starryand the stars are blue and shiver in the distance.'The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.Tonight I can write the saddest lines.I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.How could one not have loved her great still eyes.Tonight I can write the saddest lines.To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.To hear the immense night, still more immense without her.And the verse falls to the soul like dew to the pasture.What does it matter that my love could not keep her.The night is starry and she is not with me.This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.My sight tries to find her as though to bring her closer.My heart looks for her,

Faith
We often seem to live in a world where people and the belief in God clash. I have seen many things that remind me that there is a God; hoever, I do not believe God wears a face. God is in the ocean, near the beach when we feel a breeze; God is in the sunset, for we see the creator's power and strength and it is in the sound of Jazz and the Blue, and it is in the laughter and saddness of children--innocent and beautiful. We cannot ask things from God though, because it is in our power alone to seek those things and people out, and then, only then, when our hearts and minds seek Love and Compasion out, then maybe we shall find them. We tend to discover love like many babies discover their arms and legs, something that is always there, but something we must find on our own. For some may suggest that we are animals, with animalistic tendencies, however, while animals cry, only man weeps. When making love the world is forgotten; we tend to forget the moments, the hours; for when flesh is up

Short Skirt And Wet Pussy
Short Skirt and Wet Pussy I was wearing a short white skirt and no panties just for you. I wanted you to see my wet pussy and round ass as I strutted around. Cum on over to the members sextion to see how wet and creamy I got. You will want to check out my new background.It is sexy hot. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame-- Hugs and KissesExotic Flamehttp://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Read If U Want 2
As I walked along the beach last nightTried to find myself and get it rightIf you saw the changes in my eyesRiding on the wind you know it criesWhen you need some oneIt's hard to let them goWhen you know that their the oneWhen you feel your hope is goneKnow that I still care for youEven though your goneI taste your tearsYou think it would have passedAfter all these yearsThough you find awayEvery night I think of youI hope your sleeping wellWhen you need some oneWhen your hearts aloneWhen you feel your hope is goneKnow that I still care for youWhen I feel you close to meEven though it's just a dreamPlease forgive that I still careWhen your loneliness is thereI still think of youCare for youWaiting forAfter all this time has goneI still feel you in my armsAnd when you need some oneKnow that I still care for you

Just Had To Be Said.
Content deleted... just like the others... this was only needed to explain to my friends why I was acting the way I was. It's over. Done. Nothing more to say about it. I thank the friends that were here for me, and your help will never be forgotten. (h)

Woot Woot
Very festive and fun in here ya'll. Look forward to being shitfaced and getting naughty :) If you are looking for a hook up over the phone - I am a professional yo. It will be well worth your dough ;) lol

Living For The Moment
It was once said if you love something set it free, if it was ment to be it will return. Well thats a bunch of horse shit!!!!!!!! When you set them free the run and move on leaving you distressed and feeling empty. No matter how hard you try to figure out what went wrong you never seem to see the true answers, only one way your way not the others!!!

What Do You Need To Be Happy?
You Need Success to Be Happy You are a responsible and serious person. You like to do things well. Reaching your goals is very important to you, and you don't like getting sidetracked. You feel great when you are mastering new tasks and solving problems. You believe in hard work. Nothing makes you feel worse than feeling like you are doing a bad job. What Do You Need to Be Happy?

Bella's Raving Mad At The Cullens
OKAY THIS IS ADDRESSED TO MY FAMILY YES YOU CULLENS...SOME OF YOU HAVE ME STRAK RAVING MAD AND HAVE ME READY TO SPIT AND HISS AT YOU....WHEN YOU ALL TOOK THESE PARTS YOU DEDICATED YOURSELF TO BEING WITH US....WE KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE REALLY BUSY....AND WE UNDERSTAND THAT BUT WHEN YOU ACCEPTED THE ROLE PLAYING PART YOU SAID WE COULD COUNT ON YOU WELL WE ARE INTO THE THIRD WEEK AND SOME WE HAVE YET TO SEE A WORD FROM....EMMETT...EDWARD...YOU BOTH KNOW THAT ROSEALIE AND I CAN'T EXIST WITH YOU EITHER YOU BUT IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW I COULD CARE LESS IF THIS WHOLE DAMN THING DIDNT FALL PART....SO IM TELLING YOU IM GOING TO STARTING LOOKING FOR OTHER PEOPLE WHO REALLY CARE ENOUGH ABOUT BEING WITH US....YES THIS IS ALL JUST FOR FUN BUT COME ON SERIOUSLY GIVE US ALITTLE TO GO ONE.

Sleepless
Is it normal not to be able to sleep, when you think about someone constantly? Is it normal, to wake up when you do sleep, and the first thing you want to do before anything else is to that persons face? To hear thier words? Is it normal to love someone so much that you cant even find words to describe it? These are all the situations I'm experiencing. Every little bit. 18 Days until departure. 19 Days until Arrival. I almost wish I could close my eyes, and wake up for it to be so much less! Its odd, that I feel this way. Has someone broken the walls that I'm put up? Has she finalyl accomplished it? People call me insane. I look at them and tell them they are right. Now they are right for a completely different reason. Insanity is that of a bizzare emotion, so love could be insanity. If this is the case, lord lock me up and throw away the key. I have felt love and pain before, but this love...this type of love. This bounding of the souls. Its enough to even drive th

The Soul Becomes Dyed With The Color Of Its Thoughts
It's 9am and I haven't slept in two days. I just finished watching The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Currently listening to "take that" on youtube and thinking about life. The sun has risen and it looks like a beautiful day is on it's way.What will this summer bring? I know the flowers will bloom, the grass is turning green and everything is becoming so alive. This is one of my favorite times of the year. I believe it was my mothers as well. She loved working in the gardens. Her favorite color is green. The spring reminds me of her every year. I know she would be proud of the man I am today.My brother is in the room next to mine sleeping. He still has his good days and his bad ones. I hope one day we can go out and enjoy things that most people take for granted. I want to be able to laugh together in the theatre again. To talk until the morning comes about random things... things that some people would call us crazy for. My brother has always been like my best friend.I hope this sum

Stupid People
i sit here trying to rate ppls pix and all of thier pix are little icons and shit and there are no real fucking pix anymore. i tired of this shit that you have to bling these bitches or buy them auto 11's or some shit. like i wanna waste cash like that when i can pay less than ten bucks for girls that do it or a living in my own studio! so to any girl that reads this and has all her pix as private and wont show tem til you get bought something .....go fuck yourself youre not worth it!!

You Tube Free Speech Purge Accelerates, Infowarrior Banned
12 May 2009, 14:10 Subject: You Tube Free Speech Purge Accelerates, Infowarrior Banned Body: You Tube Free Speech Purge Accelerates, Infowarrior Channel Banned You Tube accelerated its aggressive purge against free speech today after the video networking website suspended the Infowarrior Channel, which was the replacement for the previously censored Alex Jones Channel. http://www.prisonplanet.com/you-tube-free-speech-purge-accelerates-infowarrior-channel-banned.html

Packing Up
In about 45 minutes I will be getting ready for work and packing up my laptop. See you all later. Wish I could give you all a date, but even Dell doesn't know when I'll get my laptop back. Don't forget about me!!!!!!!

Me Being Me
the red rose whispers passion, and the white rose whispers love, ohh the red rose a falcoln, and the white rose a dove, but i send you a cream white rosebud, with red on its petal tips, for the love purest and sweetest has a kiss of desire on the lips.....

Opinion Needed/wanted
Keep in mind, please. That this was brought to my attention, and is not personal. I am asking everyone, as a friend, to help me see this situation from another's eyes.... Boy moves to town Girl meets Boy Boy likes Girl Boy states he's in town to stay 'indefinitely' Girl likes Boy, Girl has boyfriend Boy has girlfriend Both relationships are already 'doomed' Boy tells Girl he wants to be with her. Girl wants to be with Boy They engage in sexual conduct. Boy tells Girl he wants to be with her. HOURS (not even the next day) later... Boy tells Girl that he's moving far away. Does Girl have a right to be upset? Does this girl have the right to be disappointed? To be upset? To anything? This Boy, apparently, made promises, that turned into empty ones. There are minor 'details' missing to this story. But, that is the just of it & what I get out of the situation. I have decided to post this in a few different places to get different opinions. So..... What is yours?

You Had Me
you had me at first sight something bout you appealed to me it wasnt your looks it wasnt what you had but something spoke to me softly at first but over time it awoke a part in me buried from so much heartache venturing out into the unknown i took a chance hoping what i saw was real not just some silly dream as time went on i grew to understand more opening up my arms to entrust you how was i to know that you would hurt me so a word spoken out of fear you tore my world apart leaving me a mess yet again fate is a fickle woman that seems to like to mess with me do i regret having met you no do i hurt from this yes do i trusting no one but in time i know i will heal i know i will trust i know me i dont hate not even when i get hurt by you give me time to find me again but you will be dear to me always im not lost to you completely just a lil confused how could you have been so afraid of losing me to others when you had me all along in a m

The Cullens Need A New Edward Cullen Role Player
GOOD MORNING YALL....WELL IT SEEMS AS IF OUR ORIGNAL ROLE PLAYER FOR EDWARD CULLEN HAS GONE MIA ON US SO WE ARE LOOKING TO FILL HIS POSTION IF ANYONE IS INTERESTED PLEASE LET ME KNOW....I WILL BE PICKING VERY CAREFULLY...THANK YOU... HUGS BELLA

Mafia Wars Addiction
If your looking to have a little fun hook up to Mafia wars on Facebook and steal and rob others properties etc etc and build a massive fortune (cyber fortune) with me. Hit the link below and join in on the fun. Join My Mafia: http://apps.facebook.com/inthemafia/status_invite.php?from=1263469410

Vixen Doesn't Know What Kingons Are.
So my status confuses Vixen. She thinks i mean Klingons. Well she's close, it is a Star Trek thing. But way creepier.... Fuckers are out to steal my glasses. Which i own 2. (y) OMG do i hate the new way to blog. Screw it. Here are the links. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kNcWVg7aW64 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iPcZEKznnp8

Jacob's Song For Bella (inspired By The Twilight Series)
I stayed when he left,Even when you followed him.Ignored my own heartacheso that you may be saved from yours.It's not that you don't care..It's that you don't care enough.I'm letting you go not because I don't love you.I'm letting you goBecause I do.

Once More With Feeling
I'm doing it again. I'm back peddling. This is not where I saw my life. It's not what I want per say. Now that it's happening and it's fully sinking in I want to shout wait wait - this is not how it was suppose to go. I cannot even bring myself to say "it's for the best" ~ but the past 6 months have been rather stagnent and I just I wish I was truely given the chance to work on things. But you cannot change the past only work with the present. This time I was more prepared. And yet it still brings me such sorrow. I want thing to be better, differnt, have hope. I feel very little hope. I am dissapointed in myself. Frozen in fear unsure where to go from here. He stated he did think I should take that one room but it's only for 3 weeks so I'm unsure. But he wants me to move out, but still go to couples counsiling - still trying to make sense ouf of that one. Do I get a place close by in order to keep having my son the three days a week I'm currently home with him if that's the case pla

Woman Finds 'twilight' Sequel Script In Trash
ST. LOUIS - A St. Louis beauty salon owner accidentally happened upon one of the hottest Hollywood scripts - the pages from an upcoming "Twilight" sequel - in a trash bin. Casey Ray found two scripts, one for the vampire sequel "New Moon" and one for a different movie titled "Memoirs." She decided to return them to the studio making the films. In return, she was invited to attend the movies' premieres, her lawyer said.Ray recently was waiting for her fiance to finish work when she spotted two scripts in a trash container. She was outside a hotel where actors were staying during a St. Louis shoot for the upcoming George Clooney movie, "Up in the Air."It's not clear how the scripts wound up in the bin. ABC 7 Talkback:Click Here to Comment on this Story The Clooney movie includes actress Anna Kendrick, who is also in the "Twilight" vampire movie. A spokeswoman for Kendrick, Lisa Perkins, said the actress wouldn't have left scripts lying around.When Ray found the scripts, she co

Twilight New Moon Script Trashed
In what is almost certain to be a metaphor for critical reaction to the finished film (come on, we all know critics aren’t going to like this movies), a woman found a complete copy of the script for The Twilight Saga: New Moon in a St. Louis trash bin. This has left the major news services, like Yahoo, baffled. Apparently they missed our story last week, when we told all of you that the entire script had been leaked online. Anyone with a halfway decent printer could have downloaded the script, printed it out, read it and then trashed it when they were done. Or since none of the reports on this discovery actually offer a date for when the script was found, perhaps this is how the script leaked in the first place? The leaked version of the New Moon script first appeared online May 5th, via the Twitterfeed of a woman in Tampa, FL. Before she locked her feed she discussed transcribing the script, which apparently she’d originally received by unnamed means in printed form. The w

Fans !! Ease Up Will Ya!!
An Orlando Magic fan wants Glen "Big Baby" Davis to apologize. Not for beating his team with a game-winning shot Sunday, but for running into his son afterward. Ernest Provetti was standing courtside beside his 12-year-old son Nicholas when Davis' jumper beat the buzzer and gave the Boston Celtics a 95-94 Game 2 win at Amway Arena in Orlando. In his excitement, Davis came into contact with Nicholas as he celebrated. Provetti wrote an e-mail to the NBA league office Monday calling Davis a "raging animal with no regard for fans' personal safety," according to the Orlando Sentinel. Apparently Glen may want to heed Provetti’s words because in a different sport “Soccer” the fans seem to police matters on their own, like this fan below did in an Iraqi Soccer Match. A soccer fan in Iraq was given a red card in a recent game in Hilla, Iraq The Iraqi soccer fan shot dead a player of the opposing team as he tried to score an equalizing goal in the final minutes of a match,

Fans! Ease Up Will Ya!
An Orlando Magic fan wants Glen "Big Baby" Davis to apologize. Not for beating his team with a game-winning shot Sunday, but for running into his son afterward. Ernest Provetti was standing courtside beside his 12-year-old son Nicholas when Davis' jumper beat the buzzer and gave the Boston Celtics a 95-94 Game 2 win at Amway Arena in Orlando. In his excitement, Davis came into contact with Nicholas as he celebrated. Provetti wrote an e-mail to the NBA league office Monday calling Davis a "raging animal with no regard for fans' personal safety," according to the Orlando Sentinel. Apparently Glen may want to heed Provetti’s words because in a different sport “Soccer” the fans seem to police matters on their own, like this fan below did in an Iraqi Soccer Match. A soccer fan in Iraq was given a red card in a recent game in Hilla, Iraq The Iraqi soccer fan shot dead a player of the opposing team as he tried to score an equalizing goal in the final minutes of a match,

I Am Feeling Down Today"...a Poem
( Remember Me This Way When I come to the end of my journey And I travel my last weary mile, Just forget if you can, that I ever frowned And remember only the smile. Forget unkind words I have spoken; Remember some good I have done. Forget that I ever had heartache And remember I've had loads of fun. Forget that I've stumbled and blundered And sometimes fell by the way. Remember I have fought some hard battles And won, ere the close of the day. Then forget to grieve for my going, I would not have you sad for a day, But in summer just gather some flowers And remember the place where I lay, And come in the shade of evening When the sun paints the sky in the west Stand for a few moments beside me And remember only my best.

Kiss From A Rose - Seal
There used to be a graying tower alone on the sea.You became the light on the dark side of me.Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill.But did you know,That when it snows,My eyes become large andThe light that you shine can be seen.Baby,I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the gray.Ooh,The more I get of you,The stranger it feels, yeah.And now that your rose is in bloom.A light hits the gloom on the gray.There is so much a man can tell you,So much he can say.You remain,My power, my pleasure, my pain, babyTo me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny.Won't you tell me is that healthy, baby?But did you know,That when it snows,My eyes become large and the light that you shine can be seen.Baby,I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the gray.Ooh, the more I get of youThe stranger it feels, yeahNow that your rose is in bloom.A light hits the gloom on the gray,I've been kissed by a rose on the gray,I've been kissed by a roseI've been kissed by a rose on the gray,...And

Control
Lies, frustration, anger, pain, misery. Distruction, out rage, just wanting to scream at the top of your lungs and not able to. Run and hide they wont find you. Yes they will. Lie, they will never know. Yes they will. Scream, kick, fight. Everything building and building, no outlet to let it out in. So, hold it in. Let it build. Let it boil. Be the one to cross that ones path. Be the one to take the last straw and break it. But holding it in feels so right. Letting it out feels demeaning. Feelings are strong, hard, cold, painful. Being a person that can allow theses feelings to fester and boil deep inside are the ones to fear. Being calm one with self control are the ones that lose it the easiest. So what is it? Keep it in or let it out? If you are one of those people that cant feel others emotions, well feel lucky. Usually means you really have none of your own. But for use that can, nothing can help us.

Lovesong - The Cure
Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you

Broken - Seether Feat. Amy Lee
I wanted you to know I love the way you laughI wanna hold you high and steal your pain awayI keep your photograph and I know it serves me wellI wanna hold you high and steal your pain'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone awayYou've gone away, you don't feel me, here anymoreThe worst is over now and we can breathe againI wanna hold you high, you steal my pain awayThere's so much left to learn, and no one left to fightI wanna hold you high and steal your pain[x2]'Cause I'm broken when I'm openAnd I don't feel like I am strong enough'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone away'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesomeAnd I don't feel right when you're gone awayYou've gone awayYou don't feel me here anymore

Sex Addiction: The Deadliest Sin
Addictions. Gotta love 'em. Gotta hate 'em too, sometimes. But first, we gotta love 'em, or we wouldn't have 'em in the first place. Addictions are the spices of our lives. Of course, too much spice spoils the enchilada. But without a little salsa, it's all just beans and dead meat. Granted, addiction can certainly be a destructive force, wreaking havoc on your world, but it can also be the source of tremendous creative energy in human life. Sometimes, the only way to truly master something is to become passionately, obsessively addicted to it. Without the driving vigor of our addictions, we surrender to mediocrity, bureaucracy, and (shudder) mere functionality. The world's greatest artists, many of our greatest statesmen, certainly our greatest lovers, and even some of our greatest scientists have been notoriously addictive personalities, all living and dying in overheated pursuits of pleasure, power, knowledge and love. Our addictions give us a taste of paradise. It may be a tempor

3 Years
Its been 3 long years since you've been gone. It seems just like yesterday i got the phone call saying that you had passed away. I sit here this morning and think of all the times i would come over and we would talk and you would teach me a new trick in cooking to cut back on dishes. A cup of flour is a handful, a tablespoon of baking powder is a palm full. Remembering how we all cried when we found out that you had cancer...we were all afraid but you told us not to worry and it would all be okay. You put up a long a courageous fight for 3 years. I remember riding the hour commute almost daily to go to the doctors for check ups and blood work, chemotherapy, and pain managment. We all learned little tricks of our own to cut back on your pain, and sickness. on May 6th,2006 i guess you decided it was time to give up that fight. And for a week we all sat at your bedside in your home. Checking your temperature, blood pressure, fixing your IV's and keeping you comfortable as you lived out y

Glass Moon
Tell me Remind me Chase the water racing from the sky Always beside me Taste the memories running from my eyes Nervous flashlights scan my dreams Liquid shadows silence their screams I smile at the moon Chasing water from the skyI argue with the clouds Stealing beauty from my eyes Outside the soundness of your mindBathing your soul in silver tears Beneath a blackened summer sky Praying for time to disappear Beneath a summer day Under glass moonlight Night awaits the lamb's arrival Liquid shadows crawl Silver teardrops fall The bride subsides to her survival By your hand I've awakened Bear this honor in my name

Surrounded
Morning comes to early and nighttime falls too late And sometimes all I want to do is wait The shadow I've been hiding in has fled from me today I know it's easier to walk away than look it in the eye But I will raise a shelter to the sky And here beneath this star tonight I'll lie She will slowly yeild the light as I awaken from the longest night Dreams are shaking Set sirens waking up tired eyes WIth the light the memories all rush into his head By a candle stands a mirror Of his heart and soul she dances She was dancing through the night above his head And walking to the window he throws the shutters out against the wall And from an ivory tower hears her call "Let light surround you" It's been a long, long time He's had a while to think it over In the end he only sees the change Light to dark Dark to light Light to dark Dark to light Heaven must be more than this When angels waken with a kiss Sacred hearts won't take the pain But mine will never be the same He stands before the wind

Fu-divorce
Evidently, some people on Fubar do not like to communicate. They woo you to fu-marry you but then ignore you on here: no rates, no points, no gifts, no presence...while at the same time still doing all these things to other women on here who "bare more than I do"! Rather one-sided...are all people from Turkey like that? Goodness! I guess he beat me to the punch! Here is a MUMM inside this blog for you: Do you think I should have removed all the NSFW pics from my site? I feel mine have been tasteful and not showing as much as many other females here. We were cyber friends here, never met...Evidently, CHAUVENIST "people" think that women are possessions/belongings/servants. HAHAHAHHAHa.. Oh well, at least I am free! ...not a good batting average,though: I was married for 33 years when I was LEGALLY married..MARKLEE just wanted a trophy on his page.. a strange culture, anyway...he did not like the fact that I told him I would not webcam with him! Below is what I was able to paste o

Friends/fans/family
Fubar seems to be all about 11s and bombs any more which is fine..But ima just not into it..Most of my real friends have my contact info but if you want it leave me a message..Just gotta a take a break for a bit :) Its the little things that means the most:):) I will be checking in and most of the time i show as online..Take care fu friends....xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Why Is It
i've been a member of this site since the project was only about six months old. how come these newbs are able to level past godfather within only their first six months of joining? do they stay up all night on tweek and never put the laptop down or what? go to bed you fools? go outside and get a life!

Life As We Know It.
I always get overwhelmed at the smallest signs of courtesy. When a random person holds a door open for me, I can’t help but smile in appreciation. I know it’s the tiniest things, but it just makes me feel good to know that people in the world still want to help each other. I especially like seeing this on campus, so I know our future still might hold a little bit of chivalry. On a completely different note, I feel like I over-rate love. In my mind, its story book love all the way. I read too many romantic novels and watch too many helplessly romantic movies for love to be anything other than perfect. Now, I’m not saying the love is perfect, I’m saying it’s the essence of perfection. Of course I realize that everything has its problems, and ups and downs. But, I just don’t know anyone in my life that has this love, this absolutely magical, head-over-heels, perfection of love. I definitely know people who are in love, and show it maturely and sensi

My Name
WHAT IS A NAME? WETHER GIVIN TO YOU OR TAKEN ON A NAME IS WHAT YOU CALL ME BY AND IT IS ME BUT YOU DONT NO WHY I CHOSE MY NAME I LIKE THE TITLE LIKE IT OR NOT I DO NOT CARE CAUSE IF YOU LOOK A LITTLE CLOSER YOU JUST MIGHT FIND IM MORE THAN THE NAME YOU SEE THERE

Content
Life is finaly peacing together as it should be.I consider myself a well lived learned and lucky individual...I've two beautyful ladies in my life .who'm love me uncondisionaly in spite of being,well me at times, they boh have a smile that can brighten any moodwe've a stable safe and loving enviroment good friends and family.Everything else is amazingly coming together rather smoothly.It may have taken thirty some odd years, alot of fuck upsand heart aches but I think I'm starting to get life. I used to think being in the spinning spotlight always on the go with what or ho'm ever was in equaled adventure aka ''Living'' ''Life without adventure isn't living'' when right before me adorns with all the simplest joys a grander venture then I've ever chased... Respect and Aproval from fad scenester drama soaked spirals along with poison filled cocktails of miguided lust..loves drugged up misadventures and alcohol induced idiocies has aged me well. I glance at my reflection and am amaze

Bless This Broken Road Over The Years......
Bless the broken road for my life is a road that has broken down over the course of much wear and tear on this heart that has seen over 2000 miles and counting that life has and shall see much more of down the course of the years.

When......
When you hurt you hurt.Nothing like a broken heart.Hearts never lie.But a mind can always tell a lie.Forgive is from the heart.To forget is not of the mind.It's not of ones self.It's of one who is willing to let go of all that he or she is.To give is to take and to take is to give.All this hinders in ones life.A life that can't be forgotten by ones self.A life of lies that can't be hidden by ones heart.But a life time of all this seems never ending.A never ending torment of hell on earth.

Poker Star
I was at the bar having a few drinks tonight... and saw some friends playing poker... one ran out of money and i tossed him a couple bucks to play.. well he lost... so i decided i was gonna play.. i put in four bucks... i walked out with $32 haha yay for quarter poker! was a blast!

Walk Away
Dot King was whittled from the bone of Cainwith a little drop of poison in the red, red bloodShe need a way to turn around the bendShe said I want to walk away and start over again.There are things I've done I can't eraseI want to look in the mirror, see another faceI said never would I do it againI want to walk away, start over again.No more rainNo more rosesOn my way, shake my thirst in a cool, cool pond.There is a winner in every placeThere is a heart that's beating in every pageThe beginning of it starts at the endWhen it's time to walk away and start over again.Weather is murder at a hundred and three William Ray shot Corabell LeeA yellow dog knows when he has sinnedYou want to walk away and start over again.No more rainNo more rosesOn my way, shaking my thirst in a cool cool pond.Cooper told Maui the whole block is goneThey're dying for jewelry, money, and clothesI always get out of the trouble I'm inI want to walk away, start over again.I left my bible by the side of the roadCar

Meet Some Awesome People!!!!needing Some Love
~BRATT~ HAS 3 FRIENDS THAT NEED SOME LOVE AND I KNOW MY FRIEND LOVE SHOWING LOVE. PLEASE A/F/R AND TELL THEM THE BRATT SENT YA. THANK YOU SO MUCH AND YOU WILL ME MEETING 3 SUPER FRIENDS!! 3boyz&2grls@ fubar TJatTheRock~owner@The BlueMoon@ fubar 2328574@ fubar ¢¾~Bratt~¢¾**He Is In My Heart Just Like A Tatoo**¢¾@ fubar

Why?
Why is it that when you meet a person you really like, things are great for a while and then things get complicated and stressful? I'm open and honest, so if you ask I'll tell you my honest opinion. Yes I speak without thinking a little more often than I should. Would you rather me lie to you? I know what I want, but how to get it is the problem. I've done the whole friends with benefits route and the casual dating thing. I'm honestly tired of it. I want a man that I can see some sort of future with. Someone that I can have fun with and joke with, Who doesn't take everything so seriously that it sems like life or death. He also needs to know that I will care without a doubt. I may not always say it and hell I have a hard time admitting that I care about anyone as more than a friend. Life has its ups and downs and I know that its how you deal with it that shows who you are. I don't always make the right decisions and I know that, I'll admit that. Just love me for who I am not just what

My Cd/record Collection
From the top of my head, probably missed a few here and there. I'll update as I add new ones to my collection. Cheers and happy burning! (I'd love to start up a trade, so any and all Fubarians please message me if interested. A * denotes an album of exceptional quality, the "cream of the crop" of my collection. I'll create a seperate list for my classical music cd's and soundtracks. 311 --- Music 311 ----- Grassroots * 311 ---- 311 (Blue) 311 ----- Transistor * 311 ----- Soundsystem 311 ---- From Chaos 311 ----- Evolver 311 ------ Don't Tread on Me Afro-Celt Sound System --- Volume 1 Afro-Celt Sound System ---- Volume 2 Aerosmith -- Toys in the Attic * Aerosmith -- Rocks Air ------ Moon Safari * The Allman Brothers Band --- Eat a Peach * The Allman Brothers Band --- A Decade of Hits (1969-1979) * Anthrax -------------------- Persistence of Time * The Apex Theory ---------- Topsy-Turvy Aphex Twin --

The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot
If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget. If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll takeyour pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not. I'm

Pics....
The past week or so I have been sent links to mummer moobs, peen, and ass. WTF :P Now Cubby sent me a drink and said he is mooning me. Really I am not a pervert. However, the pics where nice to see. Now shut up and get nekkid :p

Things That Make Men Proud Of Themselves
There are a lot of things that us men do that are just plain awesome. We are without doubt cool as fuck, and it’s things like these that reinforce this in our own heads. HAVING A THIN BIT OF WOOD - in the shed, solely to stir paint with. If you don’t have one of these, get one asap. And some paint to stir. The piece of wood must always have paint to about halfway up it from the last time you used it. KNOWING WHICH SCREWDRIVER IS WHICH - “A Phillips? For that? Are you mad?” And intuitively knowing which way to turn when using a screwdriver, wrench or any other tool. HAVING EARNED THAT PINT - Since the dawn of time, men have toiled in the fields in blistering heat. Why? So, when it’s over we can stand there in silence, surveying our work with one hand resting on the beer gut while the other nurses a foaming jug of ale. Aaaah. OPENING JARS - She’s struggling. You take it from her hands, open it effortlessly and pretend she loosened it for you. She didn’t. Jars are men’s work.

My Home Is Not My Home Anymore.
My home is not my home anymore and I do not understand why? I feel like a outcast when I try to talk anymore. Its like a fucking curse has been placed upon my head and I feel so all alone. Why won't someone tell me why you act this way? All I ever wanted to be is your friend. I am not made of stone and without a heart. It hurts to be treated this way, when you shut me out. I love you all and I miss you too. I just want to belong again, can't you see what it does to me when you turn me away. Inside I hurt so much and I want to make it go away but it just keeps coming back again and again. What did I ever do to any of you? Why do you hurt me so? I just wanna understand why? I feel like a outcast anymore and I don't like how that feels. Please tell me what I did?

What Family?
So yeah this blog goes out to my family you know who you are. I think it's so fucking sad how you can be so fucking cold and just put someone out just like that when you know my situation. You are all fucking hypocrites and much much more just fake like fuck so much for TRUE family huh? Just so fucked up that I don't have fucking shit from my divorce and I am working so hard to get back up there and you guys do anything in your power to TRY to pull me down again...notice I said TRY because you guys never succeed I always come out on top not YOU fucks. Yeah it hurts me like fuck but you know what you have done showed me your true colors for real because check this out you are all going to need me for somthing rather no matter what it is, and I'm am straight up going to say...FUCK NO. And then one fine day you're going need me so bad and I'm going to say FUCK NO. YOu try to hurt me by taking what I value most away from me but you know what in the end you are going to suffer hard and I'll

How To Be Annoying Online
1. Make up fake acronyms. Online veterans like to use abbreviations like IMHO (in my humble opinion) or RTFM (read the fucking manual) to show that they're "hep" to the lingo. Make up your own that don't stand for anything (SETO, BARL, CP30), use them liberally, and then refuse to explain what they stand for ("You don't know that? RTFM"). 2. WRITE YOUR MESSAGES IN ALL CAPS AND DON'T USE RETURNS SO THAT EVERYONE HAS TO SCROLL ACROSS THEIR SCREENS TO READ EVERY LINE. ALSO USE A LOT OF !!!!! TO SHOW THAT YOU'RE EXCITED ABOUT BEING HERE! 3. When replying to your mail, correct everyone's grammar and spelling and point out their typos, but don't otherwise respond to the content of their messages. when they respond testily to your "creative criticism," do it again. Continue until they go away. 4. Software and files offered online are often "compressed" so that they won't take so long to travel over the phone lines. Buy a compression program and compress everything you send, including

Come Take A Shot !
HAUNTED PASSIONS FIRST EVER WET-T-SHIRT CONTEST COME BY AN SEE US AND GET INTO THE FUN AND THE ACTIONS. BELOW U SEE HOW IT WILL GO! LET THE FUN AND ACTION START!!! Come By and Have a Blast! Click On Picture To Enter... Come by an Say hello! This is How the Contest Goes! You Must Be a Member To Be In the Contest. It Must Be a T-Shirt! You Must Be Wet! 1st Place 1 mill Fu-bucks 2nd Place 500.000 Fu-bucks 3rd Place 250.000 Fu-Bucks You Must Send Pictures to Camo_Princess Or Steelewind To Be Posted On the Lounge Profile. All Pictures Must Be In By Nexted Monday Before Midnight That date would be 18th Then Voting will Start that Day And Will Go Until the End of the Month and On June 1st We will have All the Winners! Thanks For Playing Staff Of Haunted Passions May The Best Ones Win!!!

Bi Sexuality
hmmm.. I love sex I am Bi I have a man I love women too I am not a swinger I am a paradoxical human sex is sacred and beautiful buffing our spirits through our bodies I like to share woman are not rivals beautiful human beings I adore them Men are home to me allowing an expression of femininity from me Woman offer a different angle of expression of passion

25 Reasons I Owe My Mother
25 REASONS I OWE MY MOTHER 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . " If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me.." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother tau

Interesting Lawsuit
Ex-Student Says NJ Medical School Discriminated MOUNT LAUREL, N.J. (AP) -- A former student claims in a lawsuit that the University of Medicine and Dentistry of New Jersey discriminated against him for the way he described his background in classroom discussions on cultural diversity. Paulo Serodio said that in 2006, he told a professor and classmates that he was ``white, African, American,'' which he says accurately reflects the fact that he was born in Mozambique but later became a U.S. citizen. He said some classmates and staff members at New Jersey Medical School found it offensive that a Caucasian man would call himself ``African-American'' and that the fallout led to harassment and eventually his suspension from the school. Serodio, who lives in Newark, said some school employees and students told him not to describe himself as ``African-American.'' In the aftermath of his comments, Serodio said, flyers were hung around the school mocking him, he was assaulted and his car

Can You Pass This Drivers License Test?
Idaho Drivers Application Last name: _________________ First name: (Check appropriate box) [_] Billy bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ______ (if unsure, guess) Sex: _____M_____F_____Not sure Shoe Size: _____Left_____Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Unemployed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name_________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: _________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: _________________ Lover's Name: ________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: ___________________ Relationship to spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: _____ Number of children living in shed: _____ Number that are yours: _____ Mother's Name: ___________________ Father's Name: ___________________ (If not sure, l

Caught Ya!
For a couple weeks now I had wondered what I was going to do with the kids on Mother's day. We usually do something new and fun...an adventure on Mothers day. An old friend, Chris, called me up and invited me to his moms place for a bbq/pool party. Chris and I have known each other for 21 years now. We had a hiatus when I hit about 20 and we got back in touch last year, but nothing changed, we just picked up where we left off. I adore his family...I guess I just forgot how much until today! The kids and I had so much fun laughing and swimming. We're going back the next two weekends for swimming and "family" time, lol. It was nice to get my smile on for a change. Chris' mom was the mom I didn't have in jr high and high school...she is another surrogate mom for me now as well. Funny thing, her name is Debbie...just like my Mama Deb :-).Cousins, Aunts and Uncles were there today, and I just felt like I was at home. I needed that. Since Dave and I seperated, I really felt like I didn't hav

Our Tommorows
"Our Tommorows" Our tommorows start today, I heard the old man say. Muttered with the wisdom of a life Because yesterday is gone, and still we must go on And face the joy, the heartbreak, or the strife. Our tommorows start today, Every day a second chance A way to kill the sorrows of the past Another shovel full of earth, upon the wooden box Time to make more dreams and find a love that lasts Our tommorows start today But they never really stopped Despite many times, we never wound the clock Because the spring always returns, to the place it always knew Where our tommorows have the wings, the only soul that flew. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

What The Hell??!
Four boys were arrested for raping a 13 year old boy with a broomstick and a hockey stick. The rape took place on April 30th, in the locker room of the middle school. The boys charged, as well as the victim, were all members of the same football team. It is believed that the victim had been continually bullied and harassed for nearly two months prior to the assault and rape. All four suspects were identified by the victim and were arrested at the school on May 6, 2009. The four suspects will not be allowed back in school while they have legal iissues that are unresolved, and the Florida State Attorney plans on prosecuting all four as adults. WHY THE FUCK WOULD ANYONE DO THAT?!?!?! I MEAN DAME I KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO GO THREW SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND IT HIT ME LIKE A FUCKING BOMB SHELL I FEEL HIS PAIN AND I KNOW WHAT HE IS GOING THREW RIGHT NOW. IT TAKES AWHILE TO GET OVER SOMETHING SO TRAMATIC AND HORRIABLE LIKE THAT. IT TOOK ME 5 YEARS AND TO THIS DAY IM STILL NOT OVER IT + MY BES

Destruction Beautified
"Theres just something about destroying something so beautiful..." This is what he said to me. I have always known he was different, odd, and unlike anybody I have ever known, ever experienced. Yes, he was definitely an "experience". This statement, repeats over and over in my head when I think about him. "There's Just Something About Destroying Something So Beautiful.." He takes pleasure, sexual pleasure, in destroying beauty. Yet, sex does not give him pleasure. I have never really understood why. My mind doesnt work that way. But I allowed him to destroy me because he says I am beautiful. He says he isn't going to let me go. This excites me and scares me at the same time. Just thinking about it, typing this, my first blog, makes my heart race. I am freightened, I tell him to forget about me.

Anger Phase
I am feeling much better. I am no longer doing the daily toxic activities I was doing. I know it is a daily (sometimes hourly) goal to reach, much like a recovering alcoholic or drug addict. I do not need to know what he is doing because I am honestly realizing it doesn't matter.... I have been in the anger phase before of course... it is actually easier than the sad phase. I am using my writing to act out the horrific things my mind conjures up. I would never hurt someone physically but I have been known to lash out in other ways. Thats not healthy either. So I want to hold fast to the attitude/idea that living a great life is the ultimate vengeance. (Sometimes I feel as though I am not living up to my promise to him though... how nuts is that? Because I told him I would love him unconditionally forever. However, I didn't say I would be miserable forever, right?) And someday those writings will be in print for the whole world to see. THAT will be the most satisfying day in my life,

Ducki: Reloaded
Comic font!? Awesome!!! It's my favorite font! Lol! Okay, that bit of random geeky/nerdy silliness aside, I guess it is time i posted something here, bein' that I rarely do. So for starters, if you haven't seen me around lately, it's because I've been having browser problems. I'm guessing my hotmail addy got phished, so I gotta change my password and all that other fun stuff...yay. Anywhoo, the time away gave me time to think...about myself, and exactly how honest I'm being with myself. Well in regards to the female of the species. And the answer is, 'no'. I've been running around here with my inhibitors on, time to hot the "off" switch on that. So from from this point on, if you're looking uber fucking sexy in your pics, I'll say it straight up, if you're looking like something I'd love to do, again, I'm gonna say it. I guess mainly for the fact that my politness has on more than one ocassion made women feel shy around me, when they're not with other people. Thus my own inhi

My Rant Of The Century..fuck Some Of You!
First off I must say if you really dont like me then you can kiss my ass and delete me.I will say what the hell I want to say when I want to say it.Im a strong woman and I will never shut my mouth when someone tells me to.This site is really annoying sometimes and then really awesome sometimes.Lately Ive had some real winners become "friends" with me.First off who the hell are you to judge me?Why did you add me as a friend if you didnt like my page or what I do.I am a grown adult woman who is quite intelligent and can make my own decisions.Dont tell me my pics are immoral.Dont tell me Im a whore.Dont tell me Im a bitch.If you dont like me simply move on.That is what I do.If I dont like someone here I block them and go about my day.Lately Ive had friends mark pics NSFW when they clearly arent.Ive had friends tell me they thought I was something bad and then figured out I was quite kind and actually talk to people.Im no stuck up snob.I talk to anyone.But Im sorry I have 3000 friends.Stop

About Me
Hey, This is all new to me so please help me out! I am 24 years old with 3 wonderful little boys! I am engaged to the most wonderful man I could ask for and I am literally dead tired but have to stay up until my sister picks my niece up! I am trying to go back to school for medical billing and coding! Not much luck with that since right now I don't have the money to do anything! I have 14 months and 5 days till I get married and I can't wait!

Oh Well...
At the Pens game tonight they had it so you could text message and have your message shown on the jumbotron...I tried to send a text for Whitney but it didn't go through because I was out of my service area for texts... :( We lost in overtime too :(

Wednesday
So Wednesday I have my appointment for the electrode testing done on my wrists. I am hearing it hurts! I had it done back in 97 but dont really remember what it feels like. Just hoping they tell me something can be done about the carpal tunnel. Lately my fingers have been feeling like they are falling asleep if I am holding something or doing something repetitiously. I will update more later on the housing situation as well. Right now I am just doing the day by day thing.

When U Have All The Answers, Change The Questions
whatisyourintention? whoareyouclaimingtobe? whatareyourmotives? whatdoyouexpecttosee? doyouhavevision? orisrealityalie? haveyouaquestion? orareasonwhy? whatisyourdecision? whodoyouask? whereisthefuture? isitthepast? whenwillyouknowmore? whatcanyousay? haveyoutomorrow? orjusttoday?

Wrote Is Out At Mama's But Didn't Have Internet Access :p Giggles
So here I am at mamas' and its been a pretty eventful day I suppose. The typical hustle and bustle of making sure we have everything as we run out the door 20 minutes late.. well on time for us. The long drive out full of kids rambling and then everyone but goof falling asleep.. well he was driving I'd hope he wasn't falling asleep. Then of course Mama calls everyone to find out if we're there yet. LOL Of course Brat's reply is... "Do you see us in the driveway...... then no we're not there!". How's that for hilarious sarcasm at it's best?So, once here its kids going ballistic and us rushing off shopping with Mama. That was a trip in itself! Mama.. Brat... and I, in WalMart attempting to behave. HA! We did though. No cursing anyone out.. no tantrums... no aggervation... no threatening to kill anyone. Aren't you proud of us all? *hands out cookies to everyone* You KNOW you are!!!! (bribery always works by the way, in getting YOUR way.)So we'll fast forward through all the playing, dinne

What Colordefines Me From Quizzilla.com
A wicked black The color that describes your personality is a fierce black. Now, don't get me wrong, this isn't always such a dismal color! You're probably the nicest of people in your group of friends, and you're easy to trust when it comes to telling secrets and almost never spill. Friends and family mean the most to you, and with your kindness nothing can tear you apart from them!

Some People
What the holy, fucking, pus-filled hell? The wicked sick douche nozzle cunt can dish out the doctored pics of people, but when someone does it to her, she goes to runtelldat to the bouncers with a screenshot and they get a stern warning from administration about your content. Can't take the fucking heat, you fucking waste of skin, stay the fuck out of Hell. Don't make pics of others, and they won't make pics of you, it's a simple fucking equation. One more thing...perhaps the Powers-that-be should look into things, not just take one person's word and evidence before handing out detentions. I know I'm not the only person this piece of fucking rancid garbage has done this to, and if you don't know who I am talking about, you don't pay very good attention in the mumms.

Great Day Ends With Sexual Asthma And A Pens Loss...
So, of course... spent the day with my husband. Got bad news. His mom [Shelley] calls.... She officially asked Steve [his dad] for a divorce. Steve couldn't care less. This news crushes Ian, especially since we're newlyweds... he's so scared that we'll suffer the same fate. I tell him repeatedly that his parents had problems that we would never have. He finally understands and calms down. We then go on to have a decent afternoon, watching Pitch Black and 8 Mile with his father. We then retire to our room [we have a DVD player, the living room where his dad basically lives only has VHS] and watched Murderball. We had some intoxicants [intoxiCANS! haha] which made the afternoon a little more bearable. One of his damn cats killed a chipmunk and brought it in the house. Hubby thinks it's a good idea to chase me with the dead animal... ewwwww. He got smacked for that. His dad made all of us a wonderful meal of BBQ chicken and baked potatoes. While we waited for the food to

A Story..i Wrote Awhile Ago
I had a dream a girl handed a boy a ring. He didn't say anything just looked at her. She looked away turning her entire head. "It could never work, you want something that would have to last forever and it could never be."Still he said nothing just looked at her. His face was emotionless. She looked back at him in anger."Say something!" She shouted. She was irritated with his silence and thought he should be saying something in return.Tears built up in her eyes. "Speak to me please." She said as her fists and jaws clenched. "This was just a promise ring anyways, it's not like you fucking proposed to me!" she shouted loud enough for the crowd around them to look and watch in sadness.The pressure of all the people staring started to build stress on both of them, the boy by embarrassment, the girl from the nosiness. He finally broke his gaze and looked down at the ring. "Your right it is just a promise ring...a promise that I wanted to keep. To be with you for the rest of my life in happi

Views From A Distance
Hopes and Desires All can be dashed away by threat of world disease which spreads like wildfire. We wonder who will be next and if its just a simple hex here one minute gone the next. With the government running the show just how is our economy supposed to grow? The tea parties may seem great And show forth the American way For we the people truly have a say Although we tried to stand as one. Even the president turned a deaf ear to the just cause Has he forgotten he used to be one of us? Seems he comes forth with a fork tongue making promises that are unsung. So how long do we trust and believe Before we see pretrieve? Or is it just going to be the same ol same old song and dance? And are we living purely by what appears to be mere chance? This all simply seen from my point and at a glance...

Poster Contest!!!
Poster Contest!!Here's the deal:Need a Poster, 350pw x 500ph; for New Lounge.Basically a "Flyer" that can be posted.This poster must consist of:Lounge name: The Apothecary (arial font only for Lounge name)Theme: "Medicine".... In the form of a "venting place"... "The Medcine you need"NO restrictions here except for nudity.Needs to be 'dark' but with bright colors & easy to read.The contest will be based on most rates.The pic you submit to me will be placed in a folder on my account.You are responsible for getting the most rates.I will not promote anyone.I will promote the contest itself.It will be held for three(3) weeks.What the winner(s) will win!Top prize: 500k fubucks + Promotion.Second place: 250k fubucks.Third place: 100k fubucks.!!! Disclaimer: Trik & Tink has the right to refuse entries and will be the deciding factor on any outcome of questionable or falsified votes and/or tied votes.

Tommorrow's
Sun's will rise Moons will glow From the heavens they will show. Seen from the glimmer in a childs eyes So shall their smile be seen from far and wide. The blades of tall fields of grass The soft wind will blow From the heavens to bestow Such laughter of the youth Free from all the troubles that this world doth yield What will come of tomorrow? no one truly knows Though the journey be great this be true And yes those pearly gates do await Perhaps tomorrow will again wait For the suns will rise Moons will glow And from the heavens they will show That tomorrows they all come and go With a fresh renewing to always be told...

I'm Disgusted
I am absolutely disgusted and and appalled by the new administration. I'm actually pretty impressed with how unbelievably irresponsible they are. You do not apologize to the world for something a bunch of terrorists did and then blamed on the americans without doing any sort of research. Another thing that i find pretty incredible is how they just pass legislature that makes absolutely no sense just because the "right-wing nuts" don't like it. I'm sick of the malice. This is a country that has always encouraged different opinions. For example, I have friends who are liberal and friends who are entirely conservative, I don't fully agree with either, but i respect their views, and listen to them. They respect my views as well. We agree to disagree. It's much easier than arguing and blame-shifting. That sort of thing is what children do, but i know some kids who have more common sense than the president. I don't think he knows much about history at all. He thinks that Winsto

The Bikers Hideaway
Hey all you members of The Bikers Hideaway and nonmembers. Thanks for taking a moment to read this. This is just to let you all know I have redone my "about me" section of my profile. This is now to describe The Bikers Hideaway and its upcoming events. So go check out my profile and see what is going to be happening soon. Also while there you will see three people who have helped me more than they know with getting The Bikers Hideaway up and running. Show each one of these people some seriously madd love. Thanks and keep it between the ditches.......Unless the cops are after you then get that bad boy off road!!!

Control
Keeping a wife under control........ The first man married a woman from OHIO. He told her that she was to do the dishes and house cleaning.. It took a couple of days, but on the third day, he came home to see a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man married a woman from MICHIGAN. He gave his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man married a girl from Kansas. He ordered her to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed, and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything but by the third day, some of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little out of his left eye, and his arm was healed enough that

I Feel Bad
So I just get a friend request, says hi in it at least, so I add the person. She's rating me, so I go to return the rates, take one look at her folders and the caption on her salute...and she's deleted in double quick time. Point whore to the max. Can't help but feel somewhat bad, though I doubt it will last long. Salute caption = I need help to be #1 i need over 25 thousand rates and over 250 photo comments... Can you Please Rate and comment bomb this picture i would like it to make the Hottest Top member photo..thx

Haiku
[for those of you who don't know, Haiku is a Japanese poem form consisting of 3 lines. The first line is 5 syllables, the second is 7, the third line is 5 as well. While this "form" is not difficult the essense of Haiku is subtlty. There should be very little adjectives or other "devices" typical in western poem forms, illiteration for example is a no no. Yet the poem should convey emotion & power or beauty. I have been studying this form for many decades.] As a hummingbirdalites upon a willowtwig. So rests my soul (now my contest. This Haiku is posted elsewhere on FUBAR. Find it and send me the link and I'll give you 1/2 of whatever fubucks I have...)

Forever!!
"FOREVER" I sit and wonder of old and new, for life is full of suprises and some times hope I could never in a life time ever forget about you, my thoughts are usaully as clean as soap But every so often a naughty thought appears, that i scare my self with images of past I now see it is not clear, as i truely know we have moved to fast It is all i wish to see, your smile, your face, & eyes, my heart truely bleeds from deep inside of me So much at times, it hurts and i must cry, I will forever be your friend, and this i hope you see You meen so much to my world, i must say, really, my bad, friendship i see, and a great deal more But baby, i never meant to make you sad, you are the most special woman, you make my heart truely sore It's all you baby, with smiles, sunshine, and a hug, sealed with a kiss, you shall forever be within me, as long as water fills the oceans floors Because the time we share are complete and total bliss, these are my wo

R.i.p. Chaz..
This was to a friend some time ago!! You came into my life so eager and so free, I felt your spirit as it simply brushed through me! My heart you did sieze with one simple glance, For your inner beauty put my soul in a trance! There was so much deepness on the inside, I will forever be your friend, Wherever you shall ride!! Lost but not forgotten, My Friend.. R.I.P. (1962-2002) Sincerely, Stone

Highly Recommended!
This is more of a shout out for my favorite Lounges!!!My first lounge is Storm Radio, got to give a shout out for White Witch and Stormie!My second lounge is White Wolf Safe Haven and my girls there are Angel and Ice White Wolf!These lounges I highly recommend.Since I have started frequently visiting these lounges it is like coming home to family!!If you've had a bad day and need some where to go and just relax and unwind you'll want to stop at either lounge they genuinely care and have a way of making you feel like family!So stop by check them out and become a member!

A Pledge To My Children..
" A PLEDGE TO MY CHILDREN" I your father pledge: Thank you for coming into this world. I will always love you and give you positive direction. I understand i am your role model And you're watching everything i do. I will listen to you with respect. All i ask, is that you understand That before i was blessed with you I had never been a parent. You are forever a part of me, all of you!!! I could never ask for more!! Your Father, Forever, Stone ( Jim )

Looks Like I'm Gonna Have To Take Action
So a friend has been avoiding me for the last few months everytime I try to get ahold of him. Which is funny because I was the first person he called when his step-dad was admitted to my unit, and I was there for him. Now I just caught him in a lie, thanks to Britt, and I'm pissed. All I want is my stuff back that I left at his place when Britt was still dating his bestfriend. How hard is that. In and out in 2 minutes tops, he doesn't even have to talk to me. Just give me my damn stuff back. Guess I'll be kicking a door in!

Friend's..
I have a list of folks I know...all written in a book,And every now and then..I go and take a look.That is when we realize these names... they are a part,not of the book they're written in...but taken from the heart.For each Name stands for someone...who has crossed my path sometime,and in that meeting they have become...the reason and the rhyme.Although it sounds fantastic...for me to make this claim,I really am composed...of each remembered name.Although you're not aware...To any special link,just knowing you, has shaped my life...more than you could think. Please don't think my greeting...as just a mere routine,your name was not...forgotten in between.So when I send a greeting...that is addressed to you,it is because you're on the list...of folks I'm indebted to. So whether I have known you...for many days or few, in some ways you have a part...in shaping things I do.I am but a total...of many folks I've met,you all are a friends I would prefer...never to forget. Sincerely, Stone

Out Of An Ivory Mist
Out of an ivory mistI felt a stinging kissAnd saw a crimson stain on her lips...(Forsaken, Dream Theater) I look at the top blogs and I do not think that writing skills or subtle, delicate stings from crimson stained lips are key to Fubar blogging - well, unless you have the pictures to go along with it. All I have is a restless, yet oddly dismal, shroud with which to cover myself. Its barely warming, but it does float with lyrical grace when I whisper just right. I rarely get angry regarding anything done or typed online. A minor annoyance is generally the extent of my emotional rise, and I have it timed out to five seconds at most. People make the most unusual assumptions regarding me, and it would be so easy to just give me a call and ask whatever it is you believe you already know, or have a right to know. I might even satisfy your curiousity if I have the shroud pulled to the right so that my third eye can see with the warmth of my heart. No you cannot see the third eye, its a

I Will Be There For You
I love the way you laugh,I love the way you smile,You have a way of warming up a roomWith your laughter, wit, and styleI love to hear your voice,I love to hear you sing,Your heart can turn a simple songInto such a magic thingI love the way you give a hug,I love the way you kiss,The passion in your lipsFills my heart with joy and blissI love to have you in my arms,I love to hold you tight,I love to listen to you breatheIf I could hold you through the nightI love you every moment,I've loved you from the start,Its you I gave my heart.We traveled through a mazeTo the finish line we gaze,Will you be there for me?I will be there for you.

God Why!?
hey people! Stop being old and saggy and fat!!! I actually feel sick being temped by tiny lil thumbs of people in lingerie,only to find they have more wrinkles than the lingerie itself! Good God! where are your peoples shame!? take this!!!

Quotes From The Dalai Lama(3)!
"I believe that the very purpose of life is to be happy... In my own limited experience I have found that the more we care for the happiness of others, the greater is our own sense of well-being... It is the principal source of success in life. Since we are not solely material creatures, it is a mistake to place all our hopes for happiness on external development alone. The key is to develop inner peace." Dalai Lama

Quotes From The Dalai Lama(2)!
"I truly believe that individuals can make a difference in society. Since periods of change such as the present one come rarely in human history, it is up to each of us to make the best use of our time to help create a happier world.” Dalai Lama

Quotes From The Dalai Lama!
"Old friends pass away, new friends appear. It is just like the days. An old day passes, a new day arrives. The important thing is to make it meaningful: a meaningful friend - or a meaningful day." Dalai Lama

Sorry A$$ed Men
So, there is military guy who was cheated on while he was in Iraq. Very crappy, right? Now he just left for Iraq and calls his fiance and tells her he is gonna marry someone else. They had made plans for a wedding, her kids call him daddy, and they have been together for almost a year. She has all his crap, and his "new" girl has found out what a shit he is, and now he calls his fiance a bitch for telling new girl all his business. To make a long story short, how do you get revenge on him? OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH assholes make me soooooooooooooo mad! A P>S> to the sorry tale, he borrowed money from his fiance telling her he needed to pay for school because his ex took all his money for child support. He spent it on the new lady and has yet to pay the money back

Not Sure About This...
Im not quite sure about this website,i mean....i was reffered here by a close friend who claims there are many hot guys around the bar here who are looking to hook up. Is this true? Its my very first night, so be gentle :) Lets see what this bar has in store for me for tonight.... I wanna get crunked!! Do you? Wanna dance? Let's hit the dance floor... Afer that, you might even get my phone number.......for now my email will do! sweetdaisy696969@yahoo.com Lets party!

Dear Kenny,
Dear Kenny, Thankfully the odds of you reading this are almost nonexistent. You've shredded my heart into pieces. Now you say you'll call and I've sat by the phone all day waiting. Of course you don't call. You were supposed to be the one. Supposed to stand by me. You don't. Yet, even now, I sit by the phone while waiting for that collect call from the county jail. Why? I have no idea. And I promise you, next time, when you do call, I won't necessarily be here anymore. You've taken enough years from my life. I won't let you have another day. I could have spent the entire day readying for Florida, yet I spent it all pining for your sorry ass. No more. Karina

Scavenger Hunt Info
Scavenger Hunt - Thanks to Electric Xanrose for this contest idea! She rawks! Rules: DO NOT UPLOAD YOUR ENTRIES INTO YOUR FOLDERS!! If you post your pics, people who didn't figure out a clue will get points off of your hard work, if I see one in your folders, the points awarded will be REMOVED! All submitted contest pics must be E-MAILED to me! YOU must be in the pic, and the pic must have my name "DavePinFlorida" HANDWRITTEN somewhere in the image. Here’s a sample clue: "I'm yellow but not a coward, you’ll find me in some kitchens." CLUE 1 (Issued Friday)"I've been called 'appealing' and I'm slippery at times" CLUE 2 (Issued Monday) So if the clue leads you to a banana, you can write "DavePinFlorida" on the banana, or you can hand write a sign and hold it in one hand and hold the banana in the other, or eat the banana or whatever, be creative!!!!! I will issue points based on your entries, and create a compilation of all entries for each item from all entries re

Love This Song!!
Young Boss"Shooting Star"I love just who you areI ain't gon try to change yaYou are my shooting starThat's why you are my favorite[X2]Yeah, uh huh, okay, uhI caught her when she fell from heaven1 to 10 baby girl's an 11And I ain't trynna spit no gameBut i'm trynna figure out from where you cameBecause a star like her man it rarely occursIn a world like thisOnly way you ever meet a girl like thisGet up in a spaceship and take that tripYou gotta have a way with wordsTo even start a convo to get at herEvery other chick becomes a blurBe my Mrs. i'll Be your Sr.I love her the way she is the way she areMy shooting starAnd i pray that you never changeNever ever changePlease stay the same cuz[CHORUS:]I love just who you areI ain't gon try to change yaYou are my shooting starThat's why you are my favorite[X2]Uh, and she fits me like a glove (glove)Don't even go to the clubCan't get popped in the tubEither i'm sprung or i'm in loveShe's jill to my jack with no relationLike em brown, yellow, p

I Need Neighbors Like This, But At Age 25
(05-11) 12:41 PDT Clearwater, Fla. (AP) -- Authorities said a woman wasn't wearing any clothes when she knocked on stranger's door in the middle of the night to ask for cigarettes. The Pinellas sheriff's office reported that the woman, 52, went to the strange home early Friday morning. Deputies found her a short time later walking through a mobile home park wearing only boxer shorts. The woman was charged with disorderly conduct and was taken to jail but later released on her own recognizance. ___ Information from: St. Petersburg Times,

To My Ex!!!
To My Ex!!! A FEW QUESTIONS I NEED TO KNOW HOW YOU COULD EVER HURT ME SO I NEED TO NOW WHAT I'VE DONE WRONG ? AND HOW LONG ITS BE GOIN ON ? WAS IT THAT I NEVER PAID ENOUGH ATTENTION ? OR DID I NOT GIVE ENOUGH AFFECTION ? NOT ONLY WILL YOUR ANSWERS WILL KEEP ME SAFE BUT I'LL NOW TO NEVER MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN YOU CAN TELL ME TO MY FACE OR EVEN ON THE PHONE YOU CAN WRITE IT IN A LETTER EIGHTER WAY I HAVE TO NOW DID I NEVER TREAT YOU RIGHT ? DID I ALWAYS START THE FIGHT? EIGHTER WAY I AM GOIN OUT OF MY MIND.ALL THE ANSWERS TO TO MY QUESTIONS I HAVE TO FIND.. MY HEADS SPINING BOY IM IN THE DAYS I FEEL SO ISOLATED . DON'T WANNA COMMUNICATE I TAKE A SHOWER I WILL SCOWER I WILL RUN FIND A PIECE OF MIND THE HAPPY MIND I RUNS SOOO YEAH.... THE FLEXING VOCABULARY RUNS RIGHT TRU ME THE ALPHABET RUNS RIGHT FROM A TO Z CONVERSATIONS AND HESITATIONS IN MY MIND YOU GOT MY MIND ASKING QUESTIONS THAT I CAN NOT FIND I'M NOT CRAZY I AM SURE I AIN'T DONE NOTHING WR

Rest In Peace
Nyha Hines, 26, of Long Beach, passed away Thursday, May 7, 2009, in Gulfport. Mrs. Hines was preceded in death by her grandfather, Alex Dubuisson, Sr. Mrs. Hines is survived by her husband, Jesse Aaron Hines; her mother, Ola Brinley (Danny); her father, Douglas Lee; her mother, Dawn Myers; her siblings, Jon Lindsay (Lora), Danice Lee, Rachel Lee, April Lee, Douglas Lee, Jr., Jennifer Lee, Darcey Lee, Kimberlee Slocum; her grandmother, Retha Hutchingson (Harry); and many aunts, uncles, nieces, nephews, cousins, and friends. A memorial service will be held at Faith Baptist Church in Gulfport on Monday, May 11, 2009, at 1:00 p.m. with a visitation one hour prior. RIEMANN FAMILY FUNERAL HOME, 11280 Three Rivers is in charge of arrangements. An obituary may be viewed and guestbook signed at www.riemannfamily.com. I will truely miss her a lot. She was sometimes misunderstood by people. But, she was a caring person with a huge heart. I just wish I had talked to her more in

Health Fair Held In Memory Of Emt
Health fair held in memory of EMT By Crystal Bozek cbozek@eagletribune.com NORTH ANDOVER — Linda Latta hopes to see many people at the health fair and blood drive she's planning for Saturday at North Andover High School. She wants to make her son proud. Michael Latta, a North Andover High graduate, died in April 2007 after suffering an apparent heart attack when the ambulance he was driving crashed into a barn in Dunstable. "He would like something like this," his mother said. "I wanted to do something different than the typical fundraiser, and fit in the health care profession, which he truly loved." Michael Latta was only 21 when he died. He was working as an emergency medical technician and was excited about starting paramedic school. "He never complained about going to work. It was his passion," she said. "He had been in a car accident once and had to go to the hospital by ambulance. He looked at his dad and said, 'This is cool. This is what I want to do.'" His moth

The Varieties Of Biblical Marriage
by Vorjack We hear a lot about “biblical marriage” these days. Some of us might not be clear on what that means. The website Religious Tolerance has provided a helpful article on the types of marriage found in the pages of the bible. Here’s a summary: Polygynous Marriage Probably the most common form of marriage in the bible, it is where a man has more than one wife. Levirate Marriage When a woman was widowed without a son, it became the responsibility of the brother-in-law or a close male relative to take her in and impregnate her. If the resulting child was a son, he would be considered the heir of her late husband. See Ruth, and the story of Onan (Gen. 38:6-10). A man, a woman and her property — a female slave The famous “handmaiden” sketch, as preformed by Abraham (Gen. 16:1-6) and Jacob (Gen. 30:4-5). A man, one or more wives, and some concubines The definition of a concubine varies from culture to culture, but they tended to be live-in mistresses. Concubines

Good Enuf Follow Up
I am having the worst day of my entire life ... i am sick to my stomach and cant eat .. preggers you ask ... hell no if only ... i am lost and i am feeling not good enuf ... do i make enuf money ... am i trying hard enuf ... will i be able to take care of things quickly enuf ... am i worthy ... maybe doing my own thing is the answer was the answer - not of my choice ... maybe i am not good enuf to be the one... maybe i am just wishing and hoping for that unconditional thing ... is it really there or did i just see a glimpse of it ... made me want more ... made me laugh and smile and sing again ... am i capable of being the person i am and sharing it ... without hurting him or being consumed with need and want .... i feel like a part of me is actively dying ... and i want it still ... sad pathetic demented ... i dont want or need to speak of this again ... pls dont ask me ever... i just felt the need to scream and still i want and need and love ... maybe i am good enuf but can i be l

Pole Dancing
Sandy Shepard, 46, is a San Rafael attorney and author who does pole dancing for fun. Why: It allows me to feel empowered by my femininity and sensuality, while receiving a second-to-none full-body workout. Greatest accomplishment: Doing a "layout" - climb the pole, brace one foot behind the other, and then flip so you're hanging upside down, basically holding on with one foot and your knees. It takes killer abs. Gear you can't live without: Comfortable 6-inch heels from Foot Worship in San Francisco. You can pole dance in the same ratty gym clothes that you use for playing soccer or doing the treadmill. But you put those shoes on, and EVERYTHING changes. Where you train: S Factor San Francisco, and at home, on my own pole. Best time to train: In the morning. I'm more alert then, and pole work can be tricky. There is so much coordination involved that I want to be sure that I am at my most present. Advice you'd give a rookie: Sometimes the "beginner" moves are harder than more ad

2 Yrs
For two and half years...I fought and epic battle called love...of mythic proportionsI have had a friendship based on love and a hatred based on friendship. I learned one thing, that if one is scarred bad enough one no longer feels the pain."(a slight smile)I always say, if chaos is inevitable, why keep order?“You see, sometimes in life, we make our own choices. Sometimes, a choice ..is made for us. But sometimes, there is no choice,at all But I let my self down and now i understand. See, no one respects the flame quite like the fool who's badly burned I realize one thing. That it's better to have a condemned soul, than no soul at all.They said things would be different when I got older, but they lied. In high school, I was despised, I was hated, and I was attacked for being different. It's no different now.I'm still hated, I'm still despised, and I'm still being attacked on a regular basis, whether it's any another representative of society's norm. Well, what about me!! What ab

Disproportionate Objects
Disproportionate Objects Woody Allen, in the movie Everything You Ever Wanted to Know About Sex (But Were Afraid to Ask), gave us a breast as big as a house. This breast was a terrifying and consumptive thing. Yet breasts receive so much attention many times, it is hardly surprising that they occupy tremendous perception power in our world. In dreams, certain objects may assume unusual proportions. This significance often reflects the importance of the object to the dream story as well as the emotional dimensions of the object. Emotional dimensions refer to the importance people place on others, on things or on situations. For example, it is often difficult to help people perceive the emotional power of family members. If you ask them to draw their childhood house-apportioning rooms based on the amount of influence and memories they have about the places-the emotional dimensions of the home become clear. Many times, people have attached emotional dimensions to very positive or ve

Good Enough
Under your spell again.I can't say no to you.Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.I can't say no to you.Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly.Now I can't let go of this dream.I can't breathe but I feel...Good enough,I feel good enough for you.Drink up sweet decadence.I can't say no to you,And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.I can't say no to you.Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.Now I can't let go of this dream.Can't believe that I feel...Good enough,I feel good enough.It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.Pour real life down on me.'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.Am I good enough for you to love me too?So take care what you ask of me,'cause I can't say no.see blog to follow ... if you dont care then please leave me alone ...

Misery
I get chilled down to the bone,not showing you the love that needs to be shown. Still you come to me everyday, why is it that I feel this way?Dont you worry your pretty little head, because I am not without such dread. Someday I will make things right, and give you a life thats bright. Right now there is nothing I can do,becuase I cant be there with you.Please my flower dont you cry,just tell me your problems and why?Wipe that frown off your beautiful face,and we will go back to my place.For the life of me I cant figure out,who has left you with such doubt.Some guy must have ripped out your heart,just give me a brand new start.I will show you all the love in me,and take you away from your misery.

Yay Me!!
Yay Me!! In less than 12 hrs I will be on a plane for Oklahoma.. OK to Dallas first then Oklahoma, lol as if there could ever be a direct flight that didn't cost an arm and a leg. Anyway, to go see my Son who's been gone since Feb. 8th for those of you who know for Basic Training. He graduates on Thursday! Sooo, my Mother's day is on Wednes day. He gets a "Family Day", where I get to check him out for the day and won't have to return till around 8pm that evening and then he graduates on Thursday. The only disappointing thing is is that we found out AFTER I had already purchased my tickets that he will be able to get a weekend pass once he gets in to his AIT school. See, his AIT is in the same base, just different part and of course different command and I guess they do not communicate well. I wish they would have, becaue I have my flight set to return this Friday. I would have gladly stayed till Sunday. The change costs more than the original ticket.. ugh. Oh, but .. I also get to s

My Poem About Juggalo's
Brush Strokes The mirror looks back at me again I hear it’s laughter so clear I close my eyes as I break inside I need my mask to cover the tears I take up my brush now Each stroke of paint another brick in my wall As I shut out myself again I turn a deaf ear to my call I put on an extra coat of paint To protect me from the cruel world Behind the paint I grow a spine No longer a scared broken little girl

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Forward A Blessing To Your Family And Friends!
Forwarded Message:Forwarded Message: The instructions are to pick four people that You want God to bless. I pick you. Please pass this to at least four people you want to pray for and a copy back to me. This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's always pray for one another. The prayer: Father, Thank you for each and every day you have blessed us here on earth. Thank you for your tender mercies. Thank you for giving us friends and family to share these joys with. I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and those I care deeply for who are reading this right now. Where there is joy, give them continued joy, Where there is pain, give them your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence. Where there is need, fulfill their needs. Bless their homes, families, finances, their goings and their comings In Jesus' name Amen. (If you choose to send this to more than four people, you are truly

Never Argue With A Woman!
One morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside cottage after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up, and begins to read her book. The peace and solitude are magnificent.Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?' 'Reading a book,' she replies, (thinking, 'Isn't that obvious?'). 'You're in a Restricted Fishing Area,' he informs her. 'I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading.' 'Yes, but I see you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up.' 'If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault,' says the woman. 'But I haven't even touched you,' says the Game Warden. 'That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at a

Links To Me
I don't come on here much anymore and not sure wether I will or for how much longer but if any of you who like my work or what to stay in touch with me at my other sites, add me on these sites. Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/ParadiseArtist Multiply: http://paradiseartist.multiply.com MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/sexymodelfan4life Thanks Rick W

I Support Our Troops :)
I have a dear friend that is being deployed on Wednesday, May 13th. This isn't his first time over seas, this will be his 3rd time to Afghanistan and he has been to Iraq 3 times as well.How about we show him some love and support!USMCairwinger**TPG**@ fubarPlease repost :)

Sensitivity Test For Men
Sensitivity Test: 1. In the company of females, intercourse should be referred to as:A. Lovemaking. B. Screwing.C. Taking the pigskin bus to tuna town. 2. You should make love to a woman for the first time only after you have both shared:A. Your views about what you expect from a sexual relationship. B. Your blood-test results.C. 25 tequila slammers. 3. You time your orgasm so that:A. Your partner climaxes first.B. You both climax simultaneously. C. You don't miss ESPN Sports Center. 4. Passionate, spontaneous sex on the kitchen floor is:A. Healthy, creative love-play. B.. Not the sort of thing your wife would agree to.C. Not the sort of thing your wife needs to ever find out about. 5. Spending the whole night cuddling a woman you have just had sex with is:A. The best part of the experience. B. The second best part of the experience. C. $100 extra. 6. Your wife/girlfriend says she's gained five pounds in the last month. You tell her that it is:A. Of no influen

Your Girlfriend Called....
She wants your virtual d*ck back in your pants!! LMAO Honestly in the last month, I have had two "girlfriends" go through their boyfriends' phones, find my number and call me to ask me "How I knew" their boyfriend. My response always is "Hes a virtual friend on a website I sit and rot on most everyday". My question would be... what sort of threat does any chic on the internet pose with your boyfriend (if given close proximity- then she poses a huge threat if shes willing to put out but since we are talking about me.... Im not in close proximity and I dont put out)? Is he not allowed to have friends? Or not allowed to have friends that you dont know about, and approve? I find this both funny and sad at the same time. I never liked that feeling that I would get in my stomach when I got the suspicion that everything wasnt on the up and up like it should be. When I finally figured everything out, and busted the guy for being a cheating lying .... whatever; I felt so burnt. Like a total

Jail Time Journals Part 2 Of 2
Thursday April 12th 11:41 Pm Jesus Christ man! Today was fuckin' Lame, I slept 75% pf the day, the other 25% was spent talking to a few other inmates about music, Reading the new paper, taking a showerand My ever so charished PooP...Fuck man, taking a Doo-Doo once every day or two in jail, fuck, it becomes the highlight of the day, it's like, You're kicking back, talking about nothing, Then out of nowhere you feel the dookie form, FUCK! you get all excited, you start to Smile wide, Inform the other you're gonna go take a dump...then, BAM!! they look at you in Aw, all of them envyious of your pooping power, I start to walk in slow motion twords the bathroom, Cheers from the inmates are yelled, they run up to shake my hand, streamers of toilet paper fly across the air...Whoa!....Kinda went off in Dream land for a second...nontheless, it was a nice poop, today we got to change our "whites" ( shirts, underwear, socks and towels and sheets) MmMm cleeaaannn undies..another Highlite of Jail

Randomness V2
I was looking at the happy hour and the first thing that popped in my head was.... "She's old...there is NO way her body looks like that" You'd think with as much money as she spends on here, she'd have enough friends. She wouldn't have to have someone edit her face on another person's body. Another thing....she's fuMarried, to her "R/L" boyfriend....this makes no sense to me at all. He's half her age. I mean it does kind of make sense. He's using her. My status isn't working out for me. I haven't gotten one offer, lol. That's fine though. I wouldn't pay the $50 bucks to be "married" to me either. I'm sending my laptop back tomorrow. I'll be gone, at the least, a week. Knowing Dell, it will be a month and a half. Maybe my Mom will let me on her computer some. I doubt it. I honestly think they think I have no clue what I'm doing with computers. Just try not to miss me too much, lol.

Donkeypunches Jail Journals
*Part One of Two* March 29th 2007 11:02pm Hello, goodbye, that's all my brain says to me...I'll mutter some meaningless saying, and yet all I get is hello...goodbye. Little white lines kissing my face, telling me to stay low...BUT I'M GOING TO WAR MAN! charles in the Trees! LOOK OUT BELOW!!....BAM?!?...nope, it's a Dud...Ugh! not a dud!...How can that be?!?! I Rolled the Dice dammit!,

Shave Your Ass
Ladies if your poopchute looks like its nestled in a tea cozy you might want to enlist the help of Mr BIC....before you take dirty pictures to post on the internet..........Im sorry no matter who you are if you anus looks like mogwai im going to laugh at it

I've Had It Up To Here
When your with a man whom says he will do anything to make you happy don't believe it... don't get married no matter what the circumstances either... people change and they change fast I use to believe that people only change on the outside but the truth is the inside is able to change just as much as the outside does... If their the one and you know it don't rush things ever theres always something about them that will make you go completly insane to feeling like you totally would have been better off locked up in your closet or six feet under... although life goes on and that a good thing... life isen't as hard as you think its only hard because you the person says it is... and therefore your wish is the Universes command! I'm really upset all my people out there that don't read my blogs sometimes I think it be better off if I kept only 2 people on my list or no one at all... I'd still get the rates so what the point of having the friends... anywhos back to being upset... control

Down Rater Bware
AS YOU ALL KNOW WE REALLY DONT CARE TO MUCH FOR DOWNRATERS HERE ON FUBAR... WELL THIS GIRL WAS CALLING MY FRIEND A WHORE AND TELLING HERE SHES CALLING IT AS SHE SEES IT... WHAT A SAD SITUATION SO LETS ALL GO SHOW HERE SOME FU LUV.... IVE POSTED HER PIC A FEW TIMES CUZ IM NOT A BULLY MAKER BUT I WANTED YOU ALL TO BE AWARE OF HER...HEY MISTYDAWN THIS BULLY IS MADE FOR YOU, IM SORRY SHE DID THAT I HOPE THIS HELPS HER TO REALIZE SHE CANT DO THAT!!(repost of original by '~My Milkshake Brings all the Boys~Owned by flyn2cu & FEEZE~Member of %The Candy Shop%~' on '2009-05-11 07:16:48')

The Basics Of The D/s Lifestyle
Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other person that is there...thinking only of themselves. Now I'm not going to say that everyone does this...there are those that are true unto the lifestyle in which W/we live, and everyday is a learning experience. No one knows all there is to this life. But I digress in what I'm speaking of....I know most of Y/you already know this but its always good to revisit and refresh upon the basics otherwise sometimes W/we lose sight of things and lose the way. Now there are many different forms and ways of Domination...its different to each C/couple and how they wish to portray the lifestyle in T/there relationship. It can be as simple as some added fun in th

How I Found Goddess And What I Did To Her When I Found Her
Principia Discordia or How I Found Goddess And What I Did To Her When I found Her being a Beginning Introduction to The Erisian Mysterees Which is Most Interesting as Divinely Revealed to My High Reverence MALACLYPSE THE YOUNGER, KSCOmnibenevolent Polyfather of Virginity in Gold and HIGH PRIEST of THE PARATHEO-ANAMETAMYSTIKHOOD OF ERIS ESOTERIC (POEE) HAIL ERIS! KALLISTI ALL HAIL DISCORDIA! Dedicated to The Prettiest One The Upstart of one hand clapping JOSHUA NORTON CABAL - Surrealists, Harlequinists, Absurdists and Zonked Artists Melee POEE is one manifestation of THE DISCORDIAN SOCIETY about which you will learn more and understand less We are a tribe of philosophers, theologians, magicians, scientists, artists, clowns, and similar maniacs who are intrigued with ERIS GODDESS OF CONFUSION and with Her Doings I Tell You: One must still have chaos in one to give birth to a dancing star! -Nietzsche

How To Be A Successful Evil Overlord
by Peter Anspach Being an Evil Overlord seems to be a good career choice. It pays well, there are all sorts of perks and you can set your own hours. However every Evil Overlord I've read about in books or seen in movies invariably gets overthrown and destroyed in the end. I've noticed that no matter whether they are barbarian lords, deranged wizards, mad scientists, or alien invaders, they always seem to make the same basic mistakes every single time. With that in mind, allow me to present... The Top 100 Things I'd Do If I Ever Became An Evil Overlord My Legions of Terror will have helmets with clear Plexiglas visors, not face concealing ones. My ventilation ducts will be too small to crawl through. My noble half-brother whose throne I usurped will be killed, not kept anonymously imprisoned in a forgotten cell in my dungeon. Shooting is not too good for my enemies. The artifact which is the source of my power will not be kept on the Mountain of Despair beyond the River of Fi

Great Quotes By Comedians
Great quotes by comedians ----- Begin NetScrap(TM) ----- Great quotes by comedians "If you ever see me getting beaten by the police, put down the video camera and come help me." --Bobcat Goldthwait "I've been doing the Fonda workout: the Peter Fonda workout. That's where I wake up, take a hit of acid, smoke a joint, and run to my sister's house and ask her for money." --Kevin Meaney "My mom said she learned how to swim. Someone took her out in the lake and threw her off the boat. That's how she learned how to swim. I said, 'Mom, they weren't trying to teach you how to swim.' " --Paula Poundstone "In elementary school, in case of fire you have to line up quietly in a single file line from smallest to tallest. What is the logic? Do tall people burn slower?" --Warren Hutcherson "I have six locks on my door all in a row. When I go out, I lock every other one. I figure no matter how long somebody stands there picking the locks, t

5/11/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
New Vlog posted. "The New Gold Aviators" Here is is... The New Gold Aviators Not sure if I will be blogging very much anymore. Kinda quiet around here. Twitter is more real time for announcements of video blogs and goingsons. Me on Twitter If you want me to blog more, you must comment and make noise!!!!! Working on some new music. Will post vlogs from the studio soon. This weekend I was working on music, but not Fluffy Starr. I have a bit of a side project too, which I am experimenting with. I'm going to feel it out a bit before releasing the details. But don't worry. Fluffy Starr music is coming!!!!! In it's NEW form. In it's NEW sound, and state of evolution. Just ME this time. And YOU, if you come along for the ride..... Lots of love Fluffy.

Secret Admirer...?
Im your secret admirer, Your the one I desire.. From the first time we talked, my feelings for you sparked Please try to understand, Im afraid to let my feelings show, But I dont want to be left alone... I just want to hold you close and never let you go.. But so far all I have are dreams of you... I never thought it was possible ..... to find someone like you Your so sweet and caring.. Like no one else I have met. I must be dreaming.. If only you knew But im trying to be careful, I dont want to be left heartbroken.. No one does. Im just your secret admirer, I wonder though..... is that all I'll ever be..? Only time will tell.......

1995ish Untitled
Blue moon makes a sudden move, theres a wave inside all the warm waves in time. There is a breech between secure arms; a speck of frost who seeks a place to melt or fly. With no place to go still trys to see a way to get by. And on the horizen gloom gathers a storm. Countless lost souls crying your name. Blue moon rises on the sky. I shiver as I remember what you tryed to say.

Whats Wrong With Indiana
Legislatively Door Slams Shut on Indiana Abused Children Legislatively Door Slams Shut on Indiana Abused Children Those who want to see Indiana employ an independent ombudsman to deal with the state on behalf of imperiled children and troubled families were worried that legislation to create that job might be too weak. It turns out they had more to fear. Stunning advocates of the strongly supported bill, state Sen. Luke Kenley denied it a vote in the Appropriations Committee, which he chairs, effectively killing it for this session of the General Assembly. None of his explanations makes sense. Cost is one. But the estimated $500,000 expense of the ombudsman's office is a pittance alongside the tens of millions in controversial new spending that the committee approved the same day. Kenley also said he's not convinced the ombudsman post is needed, or that the bill as written would meet any need that does exist. Yet more than 30 states have child services ombudsmen for essenti

Retarded...
you know you are if you go to the wrong court , like I just did... But, thanks to hubby and my friend Vince, I only got to the right one an hour late. The moment I got there, they called out my name. The judge asked me if I wanted to plead guilty, and I said that its my word against the radar, so yeah. They got me a reduced fee cause of a clean record (yay, court supervisions! clean up the record nicely :). So, I'm $185 poorer, but its finally over with. just a rant, not interesting

Thug Life: Old People Are Stoned: Funny As Fucc... Sooo True!
16 April 2009 8:48am / Writer: Worm Miller / Artist: Sean Wilkin / Views: 9319804.16 Last xmas, I happened across my dad searching for his reading glasses while they were already perched atop his head, and I thought, “If I didn’t know any better I’d say my dad was stoned.” He wasn’t of course. He’s just transitioning from middle-aged into senior discount land. But more and more lately my parents have been reminding me of potheads, and it’s dawned on me… Old people are in essence stoned at all times. What used to seem like the sad ravages of age are a lot less alarming if you just imagine the person being high. Then it’s kinda adorable. Hell, I can really relate to my grandparents now. I too have walked into a room with a purpose, only to find myself standing there at a total loss of what that purpose was. I constantly forget where I put my mail, or the point of stories I’m telling halfway through. I’ll drive well below the speed limit, wondering why everyone else is being

Your Help Is Needed Please Read And Repost For Me
Please take a few minutes out of your day, to help this little girl... To the few that already have: A GREAT BIG THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This little girl has been drastically let down by her parents, CPS and the detective. The story is real and it is heartbreaking! She needs me, she needs you, she needs all of us... Not just a voice, but a scream to be heard by authorities... she needs help NOW! We can no longer allow the system to betray her. Please join me in the fight to bring this little girl to safety. Help her receive counseling and the love she needs to live a happy life. Please take the time, read and react... A precious little life depends on US... Everybody else has betrayed her. She doesn't even have a Mom or Dad advocating for her. Here is her story: Ariana and her Mommy lived with Grandma, while Dad was in Iraq. Dad came home, married someone else. Mommy moved in with a boyfriend, who was mean to Ariana, before she could barely walk.Bio Dad's in-laws befriended Mom

The Irs & Your Money
I just helped a friend of mine prepare for an IRS audit and it wasn't fun. It looks like she isn't going to get more of her money stolen from her and that's the good thing. The bad thing is that she had to show her personal information to people she donesn't even know. George Harrison was right when he sang the song Taxman. Who said crime doesn't pay? It pays when you are the government. Hey, let's have some fun and tune in www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm.

Dreams...
dreams..i just want to touch and be touched, not by just anyone, that would never do..i dont tolerate stupid very well lol..just that someone who can touch me with their words to my very soul..a look that burns through my defenses and the one who is the other part of me..the person that i willingly give myself to without question...to be that person to someone who knows me and accepts me for exactly who i am...and to the "One" i submit every part of me, heart,mind, body and soul...much love

Warmest Memories.
She would stir in her sleep, her hip rounded by the sheet, her warm back or belly held tight against me. I would put my fingers in her dark, silky Italian hair, trace them down her shoulders and back and along the sensuous curve of her waist. I'd kiss the soft skin and the moles just above her navel. I'd kiss her breasts and stomach and mouth and eyes, then slip her close against me, burying my face in the warm embrace of her hair. When she made love, she did it without stint or reservations or buried resentments because of a cross word or real or imagined slight. Her charity and smile followed her into our bed, and in the morning her perfect skin gave off a warm fragrance just like the flowers in her gardens. In the blueness of the dawn I would hear the steady rythem of her breath in my ear while the woman next door called to her black cat, and I would start the day with the near absolute knowledge that no evil could hold sway in our lives...That is what it means to be alive. To

The Secret To Sanity.
We, each of us, have got to remember who we are so we do not become like the people around us. Each night you must tell yourself over and over that you have a special place inside of you where the real you lives. It's like a private cathedral nobody can touch. That's the secret to sanity. But you can't tell anybody about your special place, because once they know you have that private place in your head and heart, they'll strap you down and kill your mind and heart with the electroshock of their madness.

Belief
You have to believe in something. Everyone does. Even atheists believe in their unbelief. If they didn't they would go mad. The misanthrope believes in his hatred of his fellow man. The gambler believes he is omniscient and that his knowledge of the future is proof that he is loved by the Creator. The middle-income person who spends enormous amounts of time window-shopping and sorting through used clothing at garage sales is indicating that our goods will never be ashes blowing across the grave. I suspect the drunkard believes his own self-destruction is the penance required for his acceptability in the eyes of the Creator. The adherents of Saint Francis see divinity in the faces of the poor and the oppressed but take no notice of the Byzantine fire surrounding themselves. The commonality of all the aforementioned lies in the frality of their moral vision. It is also what makes them human.

Life.
I can't sleep. Those who live with insomnia and who consider sleep both an enemy and a gift would probably understand the following: Some of us cannot comprehend how anyone except the very good or those who have no conscience at all (you know who you are) can sleep from dark to dawn without dreaming or waking. We hear William Blake's tiger prodding softly through a green jungle, stripes glowing, whiskers spotted with gore. Psychoanalysis does no good. Neither does a healthy regimen that includes physical exhaustion.The only solution that is guaranteed is the one provided by our old friend Morpheus, who, it might be remembered, requires our souls in the bargain. I used to sleep good. But I slept with Bridget. I slept inside her goodness, the smell of her hair, the flush of her skin when I kissed the skin of her sides. I slept inside a flowerlike oder that she left on our pillows. Now I have the devil and prowling tigers and shadows in my mind...Any person who has had the life I have ha

Mother's Day Poem
This is an original poem written by my oldest son Jacob. He is twelve and this is the best gift he's ever given me. My mom is really awesome She really loves me We always hangout She loves to drink tea My mom is very smart She is very bright When I need help with math She always gets it right My mom likes to sleep My mom likes to read My mom likes to talk My mom likes to breath My mom loves me She is my mom She loves my brother She is the bomb My mom is beautiful My mom is sweet I'm lucky to have her I enjoy rubbing her feet

Mindless Self Indulgence- Straight To Video
All aboard Hit the road All the bullshit Can't be ignored It's hard to place In my face No emotion All the problems Make me wanna go Like a bad girl Straight to video Little darling Welcome to the show You're a failure Played in stereo Hiedi ho Here we go No solution Strong undertow Quite unfair Quite a pair No box office All the problems Make me wanna go Like a bad girl Straight to video Little darling Welcome to the show You're a failure Played in stereo I never noticed No, never noticed You're so amazing So amazing I never noticed No, never noticed You're so amazing So amazing All aboard Hit the road All aboard Here we go All the problems Make me wanna go Like a bad girl Straight to video Little darling Welcome to the show You're a failure Played in stereo I never noticed No, never noticed You're so amazing So amazing I never said it No, never said You're suffocating Suffocating I never noticed No, never noticed You're beauty's fading Fading

Mindless Self Indulgence- Lights Out
Who the hell said any of you get a taste stupid? Do you ever wanna get up all in your face? You better take it And nothin' you can do could make me ever go away Fake it Poor baby I'm gonna make it all okay Punch your lights out Hit the pavement That's what I call entertainment Causin' problems makes you famous All the violence makes a statement Punch your lights out Hit the pavement That's what I call entertainment Causin' problems makes you famous ALL-THIS-VIOLENCE-MAKES-A-STATEMENT She better get with the club Who the hell said any of you get a taste stupid? Do you ever wanna get up all in your face? You better take it And nothin' you can do could make me ever go away Fake it Poor baby I'm gonna make it all okay Punch your lights out Hit the pavement That's what I call entertainment Causin' problems makes you famous All the violence makes a statement Punch your lights out Hit the pavement That's what I call entertainment Causin' problems makes you famous ALL-THIS-VIOLENCE-MAKES-A

Mindless Self Indulgence- Issues
[ding ding] [smooch] [champagne pop] [champagne bubbles] Oohh, I'd rather fuck ya than kiss ya (kiss ya) But I won't press the issue You know what I need is (I need, I need) And ya never gonna be it (be it) I shoulda hesitated Limousine inebriated So unsophisticated (-cated) Too late to be debated It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out Lets go make out with her friends Make out with her friends' friends It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out Lets go make out with her friends MAKE OUT WITH HER FRIENDS [ding ding] [smooch] [champagne pop] [champagne bubbles] Oohh, I want a lot of profanity With a lot of lost virginity It's a boy's intuition With a right explanation 'Cause I'm on that mission With deducted admission Now take my clothes off And show me what you're made of It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out Lets go make out with her friends Make out with her friends' friends It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out MAKE OUT WITH HER FRIENDS Excuse me, do you want to screw? [x2] I'm so amazing in the sack Yes,

Of Mice And Men
Oh how i love baseball!I watch every game of The Cardinals i can on tv, but now and again they have a day of and sometimes i get lucky and the local double A affiliate of the Oakland A's are playing in town. Today was one of those days. Last night i checked to see what time the game started and to my shock, it was an 11 a.m. start. Cool i thought! Watch a day game, fewer kids, shorter lines at the concessions and enjoy the day. :)WRONG!!!First off, it's only in the mid 50's here at game time. Add in the 30 mph winds and it makes for less than a desirable afternoon of balls and strikes. Not to mention that it was misting on the drive there. Still, i was determined to see a game. It would be fun. I've done next to nothing just for myself this year.Field trip?As i meandered my way through the sports complex, past the hotels and football stadium i saw no less than 50 school buses. Then i got out and heard the basting PA for the pre game. Louder than i had remembered before and as i made my

Begging For Help
I read status all the time as people appear in my bartab. I have noticed that lately there seems to be an abundance of statuses begging people for help so they can level. I mean come on. Help yourself go rate some peoples profiles and pictures. Its not that hard and its what your begging people to do for you. I saw a status just moments ago that said 20k to level please help me level. Holy crikies are people that lazy that they can't rate 20k worth of pictures anymore? I am not going to be helping beggers anymore just those who choose to help themselves.

Shinedown- Devour
Take it and take it and take it and take it and take it all Take it and take it and take it until you take us all Smash it and crash it and thrash it and trash it You know they're only toys Try it you'll like it don't hide it don't fight it, just let it out Steal and shoot it and kill it or take another route Take it and take it and take it You know they're only toys Devour Devour Suffocate your own empire Devour Devour It's your final hour Devour Devour Stolen like a foreign soul Devour Devour What a way to go You want it you want it you want it Well here it is Everything everything everything Isn't so primitive Take it and take it and take it and take it and take it all Nobody nobody wants to feel like this Nobody nobody wants to live like this Nobody nobody wants a war like this Devour Devour Suffocate your own empire Devour Devour It's your final hour Devour Devour Stolen like a foreign soul Devour Devour What a way to go What a way to go Diving down Round and round diving d

Phoenix
Staring, silently she sighs, Withdrawing into herself, away from reality, away from the callous, cruel remarks of her peers, She waits, silently, for the day she can rise, spread her wings, and be reborn, like a phoenix rises from it's ashes.

Seville- Jessica
Jessica is always taking chances. Getting by on rotten circumstances. She’s painting visions of a better life. I wish I could save her tonight. But she’s happier not giving in. Office spaces never fit her skin. Jessica, when will you begin? Will you ever win? Someone said they saw Jess a week ago. But I don’t think she’d want us to know that she’s working like a slave for herself, and her master is whipping her to death. But she’s happier not giving in. Office spaces never fit her skin. Jessica, when will you begin? Will you ever win? I saw you last night, and you walked away from me again. A friend a came to me, but she was afraid what I’d say. You got stuck in the fame, and you lost your head. If I see you tonight, I’ll take you home. But she’s happier not giving in. Office spaces never fit her skin. Jessica, when will you begin? Will you ever win?

Cheesy Chicken Enchiladas
I thought I had posted this on here already, but I guess I haven't. These are yummy, definitely a family favorite, and I've also found it's a great recipe to use leftover turkey in after Thanksgiving. 1 pound of chicken1 8 oz package of cream cheese8 ounces shredded cheddar cheese1 16 oz can of green chili enchilada sauce (Old El Paso brand, I never see any other brand of this, but in a pinch, I have used some authentic mexican brand of "green chili sauce" which is chunkier and spicier and not what everyone in my family likes)1 8 ounce can of green chilies (I use Old Elpaso brand, yumm)some flour tortillas (how many depends on what size, they taco size, fajita size, burrito size, etc. I usually get ones that about 10 inches in diameter and it will make about 8 of those. but sometimes I get smaller ones and make 16. so I guess thats just trial and error but no big deal).Cook the chicken. You could pan fry it or bake it or even use leftover chicken, but I like the flavor a lot better

Updaet On Whats Going On
Well Im still in Texas for another 3 weeks. Looking for an apartment. Its very expensive here. The apartment have a lot of extras, swimming pools, work out room, rec rooms, washer dryers, dish washers....ect. My granddaughters mother left her here in Texas with us she doesn't want to be a mother she never did. Shes making threats that I will be arrested for kidnapping for bring Reanne back to Texas and threats to my son for domestic violence when she flipped and started throwing rocks at him and the breaking the windows out in his mobile home. The cops came and took her to a shelter then her mom and sister drove from Michigan to Texas to get her. I really thought a lot of her until she told me I would never see Reanne again. I miss my daughter very much shes still in Michigan, cant wait to see her. Shes been having issues with a boyfriend, girls you know how that goes, but I think shes doing ok with it. Well thats about it for now. I really miss everyone Im not on m

Pro-gas Chamber Bill
NC House Ag Committee Passes Pro-Gas Chamber Bill Gas Chambers Update May 7: The North Carolina House Agriculture Committee has voted to pass HB 27. The original bill was re-written, and the final language was withheld from the public until after the vote. Go here for a copy. The secrecy was probably to limit protests. This bill now sanctions the use of CO gas for killing all shelter animals. In fact, use of CO gas chambers is now one of 2 methods that must be used in killing shelter animals. CO gas chambers would be elevated by HB 27 as not only an acceptable means of killing shelter animals but one sanctioned and even preferred by the state. This bill will mean it is less likely that North Carolina shelters will stop using gas chambers. The other method of euthanasia allowed is intravenous or intraperitoneal injection of sodium pentobarbital or an equivalent drug. HB 27 does not indicate one method is preferred over the other, meaning the state would sanction both equal

Plain White T's- Natural Disaster
She said she saw me on TV This girl's a legend in the late night scene And you can see she aimed to please Cause she just wouldn't take her eyes off me She made the music come to life She moved her body like a butcher knife Chopping up every guy in sight She was mysterious I could not resist to save my life I don't know what this girl was after She's a natural, natural disaster She's so sexy I had to have her She's a natural, natural disaster Natural disaster Now when she left me on the floor She knew I'd follow her right out that door She'd always leave you craving more Just the addiction I've been waiting for She made the music come to life Staring me down with those electric eyes And when she said 'Your place or mine?' I was delirious, I could not resist to save my life I don't know what this girl was after She's a natural, natural disaster She's so sexy I had to have her She's a natural, natural disaster Natural disaster All my love What's your name? What's your game? Show me

Flames Of Passion Game
Hi everyone, Someone has kindly voted for me in the Flames of Passion game so I thought I'd join in and try and get more votes. Please click on the pic below to read the rules and vote for me. 1 or 100 votes will help, of course the more the better to help me win. If the link doesn't work, I've added it to the comments below ..... Its meant to be secret but if you want me to get you some back, you'll have to tell me you got me some and how many so I can return the fu-luv. Thanks so much in advance for any fu-luv you can give :o)

Delete, Delete, Delete.....
Just finished up deleting over 900 *friends*. HA! Well, for lack of a better word anyway....*friends* it is. I've been on this site for over 2 years....and countless people have sent friends requests and have been added. And that's where it ended in terms of their communication. LOL That's hilarious. Anyway....I've lightened the load, so to speak...and deleted all the dead wood. And just left the people who actually have taken the time to get to know me. I could go on about how I feel about the people on this site....and what they are here for....but why bother wasting my energy. I will stay for the few friends that I enjoy chatting with.....and as for the rest......the people who are here for points, bling, and the rest of the stupid crap......yeesh...build a bridge and get over it.

New Fubar Updates!
May 11, 2009: lounges now have customizable emotes -- Eric650 May 11, 2009: new lounge privacy option: primary photo required -- Eric650 May 11, 2009: new bag head photos -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: lounge managers can now set a custom title for each staff member -- Eric650 May 8, 2009: bling credits can now be used to buy happy hours, blasts, and bonus elevens -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: removed limitations on shitfacing people who were already 100% buzzed -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: fixed limited edition bling spelling error.... lol? -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: increased vip photo storage to 5,000 photos -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: wuwu changelog is active -- babyjesus

Running A Net Radio Stream....
For the last 5 or so years, I've been involved in the creation and production of an internet radio station. We focus on the Geek Lifestyle, specifically targeting the Adult Gamer. So in one foul swoop, I've managed to combine two very important aspects of my life and personality:Music and Gaming. My greatest talent is the ability to weight the individuals and assemble a very strong team. I have surrounded myself with like minded people who share my passion and creativity. Along the way, we've established incredibly strong bonds of friendship and built a second family. More to come... The Pope aka Baby @zmyth

Drunkin Attention Whore
Just so that NO one gets the pleasure of trying to use this against me (cause some people like to come here just to be a$$holes; get a life much?). YES!!!!!! I can be a drunkin attention whore. Who the f*ck here isn't. Get over yourself there subiedubie, ya aint all that and you sure as hell aren't smart enough to have figured this all out on your own; I had to actually give you lots and lots of clues for you to work it out. Trailer park trash much? Get your emachine on sale at the Kmart..... yeah thought so. LMAO

More Random Thoughts
You know I see people everyday here on Fubar and in real life thinking they are all that and a bags of chips. But let me tell you some things that i've seen that is all that and a bag of chips. Have ya ever just got on a horse and explored the world? Well there was a time when i had, and there is nothing greater than seeing the world come alive from the back of a horse. Watching the animals with their babies going for that first drink of water in the morning, waking up under a big old oak tree with your back hurting from the ground just to see your horse cropping grass with a deer along side of it. Hearing the sounds of a natural spring making it's way to the ocean. Watching what the good lord created do what it was meant to do without the buildings and the streets. But that was long ago when there was more than just concrete and steel everywhere you looked. Mothers and some fathers see the wonders thru the eyes of their children when they are being born, you want to see some

5/13 Whats New!!
TODAY I ADDED A NSFW ALBUM. ALL I ASK IS WHAT I ASK IN MY "PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU ADD ME" BLOG. RATE MY PAGE, FAN, RATE THIS BLOG. I HAVE ALSO ADDED ANGELS & DEMONS TO MY PAGE WHO HELP ME OUT ALOT. YOU SHOULD CHECK THEM ALL OUT. THEY HAVE ALL BEEN GOOD FRIENDS TO ME, SOME SINCE I HAVE BEEN HERE, WHICH IS WAY TOO LONG! LOL AS FOR TODAY, I AM ALSO ASKING YOU PLEASE RATE SOME CONTEST PICS. THE CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW AND IS CALLED A "DOWNRATING CONTEST" THE PERSON WITH THE LOWEST RATE WINS. SO I ASK YOU RATE THE PICS IN THE COMMENT AREA APPROPRIATELY. THANKS ALOT!

True Love
True love is an eternal bond between two loving souls. Happy to be in each others arms; serene and secure together. True love is honest; it's forever true it never lies. It holds an unspoken trust between two tied hearts ready to become one. True love is constant. It stays strong and holds fast. Its foundations will hold and it will not crumple to the challenges of time and situation. The only change is more love for each other each new day of their lives. It is forever growing and forever loving. True love is loyal. Faithful and it can wait. It does not know distance or boundary. It's always true and forever hopeful. It is not affected by the changes that surround them. It holds the promise that they will be together again whenever they are separated. True love is not hidden; it is shared by two loving hearts. It is willing to accept pain but it's ready to forgive. It does not store ill feelings and emotions of hate. It is the beauty of the knot that

I Know My Brother Will Get Me Back Lmao
So my brother took me out on saturday night. we went to dinner then we went out to the bars dancing having fun lmao...anyways he had his back to the next table it was two girls there and this guy went up bent over to ask them to dance..when my bro was lookn away at something else i pinched that guys ass ..and that guy thought it was my brother that pinched his ass he gaves my brother a mean look lmao my bro is wtf r u lookn like that for omg i was laffin so hard he turns to me wtf did u do this time lmao omg i was laffin i still am the bouncer comes over i saw that ur pure evil i love it wish i had a camera that was a kodak moment lmao i just love my bro i will pay for that sooner or later lmao

Redsox Are In Town
Ya! can't wait till friday. I will have my three dream men in one place. Ok first there will be Darin my husband, then ichiro, and ten jacoby. I finally get to catch a game with ellsbury in it and im gonna b there, Fuck ya! anyways im just excited. NOw watch the week is going to crawl by.

Two Days From Renfrew...
I'm nervous as hell. But excited. I don't know. I haven't even started preparing yet, which is bad. I have to have everything I need because I'm fucked if I forget anything. No way to get stuff sent down to me. i can't believe Kenny decides now to be supportive though. He's the loser ex boyfriend, who doesn't know the meaning of the word support. Even though I've stood by him through so much. Anyway... why am I just sitting around blogging instead of packing? I dunno. If anybody reads this and has been there, tell me what it's like, because I'm a little scared...

Lilbit About Me
I am in the process of divorce. My spouse and I get along better as friends then we did as a couple. We both have met people that we love and care about to which live out of state. I am temporarily staying with my parents and looking for work to save up money to move to the state in which my current love resides.I am very happy and I love him deeply. I like to be social and meet ppl but for me this is just for online. Although I am sure there are many of you folks out there that are very nice. I am not interested in meeting in person. Nor trading sexual content or information of any kind. I was raised most of my life in Missouri and hate living here lol. I am a fun, loving, and caring person. Don't step on my toes, and I wont step on yours...I may be sweet but if not respected, i tend to get pissy. LOL.

Pain
i sit here alone waiting for hope that one day i'll finally be able to stand up and say no to the one thing in this world that has always had a hold over me. no matter what i do it seems that i will always give in to my heart it has a cotroll over me that i just dont understand i've been hurt so many times by this pain that i live with every day for the past 4 years but how happy i become when she comes back even just to be friends i know ill get hurt every time but i am in love with this person so much i guess im willing to put up with the pain but at least i can feel something in this lonely heart. im 40 and getting older my life is not what i wanted but i deal with it hopeing one day the one thing in my life i need will finally come true and that one thing is true love as i go thruogh this life i come to realize that some people will never find that love and im starting to think i am one of those people. i love this person more then my own life how ez i could give it up just t

I Hate Her!
I help take care of my mother. I live with my oldest sister to do this. I gave up a normal life to do this. I don't work so I can be here for my mother while my sister is at work. I take college classes online so I can get my degree. I cook,clean and take care of my three kids too. Now I love my oldest sister with all my heart. I do not like my other sister! I hate her! There is not an ounce of love for her anymore! She is a self centered,delusional non medication taking lying cunt! Yes,thats right I called my sister a cunt! She lost her home because she didn't pay the rent! How the hell do you not pay the rent when everything else is being paid for by your adult daughter and a room mate? Oh and lets no forget how you were neglected as a child! What the fuck? It's all mine and my oldest sisters fault,yeah right!! Let's see,while I was laying there in the crib I was plotting how I could ruin your life! Julie planned the whole thing when she lost her eye so mom could spend more time wi

List Of Super Heroes/ Villians
To all you Fellow Super Heroes/ Villains, thanks for playing. If you didn't know of today's themes and you still want to join here's the List of characters who have been taken. Elektra= duh me Silver Surfer= Seamus Artie the Worlds Strongest Man= Blue Eyed Soul Tick= Name Crisis PMS Avenger= Witty Ash (Evil Dead) = Sasquatch Gambit= Soda Batman= Husky Redneck Siryn= Ms. D Cat woman= Reeka Hulk= Mop Daredevil= The Crimson King Storm= Amykins Deadpool= Anonymous Huntress= Pixie Captain Underpants= Chef Jay The Shocker= Hugh Hawk Girl= Satara The Lone Ranger= Bonz Scarlet Witch= Witchie The Green Hornet= Swift Rogue= Karma's Bitch Dr. Manhatten= The Dork Knight Huntress Rose= Jai Might Mouse= Boo Invisible Man= What Darkman= Bounty Hunter Bat Girl= Not your Girl Lara Croft= JWH Captain Cvnty Cakes= Brain Ninja Super KC= KcPilar69 Superman= Craven Power Girl= Klover The Bowler=Mrs. Bad Crumble Top-O-Ren= Top Knotch Super Girl=Bunny Love Bizaro= _ Myst

If Someone Has Done You Wrong.
Forgiving someone who has offended us is often very difficult, even for Christians. Nevertheless, god's word us very clear in defining our responsiblity to forgive those who have hurt us: 1. forgiveness is fully releasing another from the debt of the offense. 2. the person who forgives is the one who has the pay the price of foregiveness, just as jesus paid the price for you on the cross. 3. you are nver more like Jesus than when you forgive and show grace and Mercy. Being offended provides you with the invitation to reveal Christ to the offender by your forgiveness. 4. Forgiveness does not mean the the offense was not wrong. 5. forgiveness is not permission for the offender to do it again. It does does not require you to place yourself in harms way again. 6. forgiveness does not mean that you will fully forget. however, you choose not to hold the offense against the person any longer. 7. How much do you forgive? Jesus said, "70 times seven" (matthew 18:22) In other words, forg

All For Nothing, Nothing For My All
Everyone is havin fun, except me. I'm down, I'm done. I'm on my knees. My blood flows freely from my soul All for the love of rock n roll. I wrote that about my retirement from promoting. But it kinda sums up the way I feel right now. ah well =/

Bling...
I want some damn it. Ok.. so what I really want are auto 11's, Cherry bombs and a vip.. but I would be happy with some bling.. or for fucks sake any luv at all.. I dont seem to be getting much lately. Ok my sexy fockers, I am off to read a bit fu will survive without the tazzy for a couple hours. Hit me up and show me some fuckin love while I am gone. MUAH!

Ok....wtf
Ok...some of youwill have no clue what I am talking about...some of you will. It has been brought to my attention that a certain fu "friend" upon being pissed off at me for her own actions..has been spreading a bunch of bullshit on here. I hvae not previously rsponded to any of her shit. I am doing this to let th record be set straight. I do not know anyone named Rob...I was never on a 3way call with her and this mystery man talking about any fucking road trip..NOR was I have phone sex with said dude I do not know while she was on the phone. The ONLY trip I am going on this summer is to NY..per usual to see Johnny. I find it sad that in the aftermath of the bullshit that she has to stoop to literally making shit up to make herself feel batter or me look worse. Those of you who know and talk to me I am sure will know this to be bullshit...those of you that dont...well I suppose your opinion is not all that important to me. *end rant*

Immigration
I never knew this! Have you noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells out: "Fuck off and go home you freeloading, benefit-grabbing, kid-producing, violent, non-English speaking cocksuckers and take those hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, goat-fucking, smelly rag head bastards with you." How weird is that?

Fuckin A
So, today is my ANOTHER court date. Fuckin A! I'll get to sit in a room full of inbreds, waiting for them to rip me another one :( My broke ass can't wait to pay for another court supervision. The first one has already given me a conviction, but that was my fault. I swear, I'll have to drive like a 90 year old to avoid Pollack cops pulling me over in here. Wish me luck, puhlease :(

Dog Employee
A salesman dropped in to see a business customer. Not a soul was in the office except a big dog emptying wastebaskets. The salesman stared at the animal, wondering if his imagination could be playing tricks on him. The dog looked up and said, "Don't be alarmed. This is just part of my job." "Incredible!" exclaimed the man. "I can't believe it! Does your boss know what a prize he has in you? An animal that can talk!" "No, no," pleaded the dog. "Please don't! If that man finds out I can talk, he'll make me answer the phone, too!"

Meyer, Gators Basking In Life At The Top
Meyer, Gators basking in life at the top May 11, 2009 8:00 AM Posted by ESPN.com's Chris Low Did you catch some of Florida coach Urban Meyer's comments during his booster club speaking engagement in Jacksonville last week? The gist of what he said: He knows what a good a thing he has going at Florida right now, and he's not about to let up. "I can tell you for the first time in our coaching careers, it feels like home. I love Florida," Meyer told the crowd in his closing comments as reported by Robbie Andreu of The Gainesville Sun. "This is a hell of a place, and this is a hell of a team. We're going to enjoy the moment and learn from the moment. Is this a good program? No, it's a great program. We have our foot squarely on peoples' necks, and we're not going to take it off. Right now, everyone is trying to catch the Gators. We will not let that happen." Meyer went on to compare Florida's program to Southern California's in terms of all the highly rated players competing at diffe

Queschun
This old bitter corporate cunt that stays with us on and off all the time was waking back to her room with her ugly husband. Soo... I say goodnight, she says "yeah, we old people need some rest!" I didnt know what to say, so I said "I know, right?" well, I think that she thought it was me agreeing with her bein old, so now she is a total cunt to me. So I ignore her back. LMAO

Missing My Angels
To My Two Angels Above: Whitney Jo and Laina Rose -I love you both so much!! Keep me safe!! To My Angel On Earth: Lianna Rayne - Give Pete and Joanne hell! I can't believe how big you're getting. I love you, and I always will!! Happy Mother's Day. I love you all

Joke Of The Day
This guy is walking on the beach somewhere in California. He sees a lamp, rubs it, and a Genie comes out. The genie is so happy that he decides to grant one wish to the lucky guy. The guy thinks about it and says, "I'd like you to build a highway to Hawaii because I am afraid to fly. The genie responds that this can't be done because it would be technologically impossible considering the depth of the ocean and the distance to Hawaii. So he asks the guy to wish for something else. The guy thinks about it and, very enthusiastically, wishes he would understand women. The genie than said, "Do you want your highway to have 2 or 4 lanes?"

What Was That Number Again?
I often wonder this might be the way I go out, but I'm afraid I might not remember the number. 1-888-227-8255, hello you're on Car Talk. Hrm...perhaps I listen to that show just a bit too much. As a side note, I've decided my new profession will be ruler of the world. Ladies, there will be a fee of tits or GTFO. -Management

Guns
Guns Dreaming about guns and interpreting these dreams depends greatly on your attitude about guns. There are many people who are comfortable with the life-and-death power of guns and use them recreationally. Whether the dreamer is a recreational target-shooter or hunter, guns may not have much significance apart from what is being shot at or who is hunting with you. However, for others who are more awed by the gun's power to cause death, the gun is a taboo symbol. Dreaming about guns from this context reveals a sense of being deeply threatened by the environment of the dream or persons in the dream. The gun may represent a nearly desperate need to reassert personal control in the situation or to find personal power in relationship to others.

Masks
Masks Dreaming of wearing a mask is often a dream of how you want others to see you. A twist on this theme is that you may be afraid others are perceiving you without knowing the real you. It may be that the mask attaches and removes from your face, depending on whose company you are in. Also, others may be conspicuously placing the mask on you to give you an identity that you are uncomfortable assuming. Or, they are wearing the mask themselves to deceive, frighten, or amuse you. If you are wearing a mask, who is in your presence and what is the mask like? Ask the same questions if others have the mask.

The One...
The twinkle of my eye A stare into the sky Can you love me? Why? God created me and in this I should dwell. But it is hard for me, can’t you tell? I look in the mirror and a stranger stares back. I have never truly seen myself and so in self esteem I lack. It is hard for me to smile and say that I am okay with me. I want to see what God can see, what does it mean to be?

Marijuana Filled Firewood'
MARIJUANA FILLED FIREWOOD''Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?''Yes. What can I do for you?' 'I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith.... He's hidin' marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know

I Set Goals
I set goals, take control, drink out my own bottleI make mistakes but learn from every oneAnd when it's said and doneI bet this brother be a better oneIf I upset you dont stressNever forget, that God isn't finished with me yet”

Moving
hey there all. i am making this blog to let everyone know that i am going to be moving out to a campground sometime this week, so i won't be on for a while...and a while i mean like 3 or 4 months maybe longer..i am going to the campground so i can get my car paid off faster so i can move back down to florida. i am hoping i get the car paid off by june no later than july. this is the only way i know how to get it paid off real quick. so if 1 day you see me on and then nothing for a while i have moved. i don't have a laptop...wished i did but then i probably wouldn't be able to get a signal out where i am going....lol that would be my luck. so, i when i get to florida and get settled i will return to fu. ty to all my friends and some who are not my friends for helping me level this far. everyone have fun and enjoy life cuz its too short not too. :)

From Sweetangel..this Was Beautiful!!! Ty :)
"This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”

Puzzle
like a puzzleso many pieces,so much thinking,too much confusion.just to figure what goes wherewho am i and where do i go?is this right? no. is this wrong no?takes time,listening to minutes click off on the clockwatching hour by hour,day by daypass me bywill i be finished?when will i be complete?when not all my pieces are here.one lost, ceased to be foundsearching, looking, dreamingall i need is one piece.all i need... is you.

Midnight Kiss
A branch entwined,Leaves fall to the floor like glitter.Rosemary scents encrusted in the vines.A taste not so sweet, hardly bitter.Her hair caressing the nape of her neck.His warmth sheltering her from the bliss.Muscles tightening, hearts pumping.A careless breath, a midnight kiss.Glistening tears descending from the skies.A gift from the playful cherub above.Tender hopes, see it their eyes.This is their time, time to share their love.They know not what their future beholds,or how many moments like this they will grasp.But as their tale unfolds,You will see them testing you from behind your mask.They are the purity of desire.Orion watches over their plentiful risks.They are neither ice nor fire.They are Midnight Lovers, sharing a midnight kiss.

Omfg I Forgot I Cant Do Bullies Any More Wow
HAS EVERYTHING GONE TO HELL? IT SEEMS LIKE IT.. OMFG I JUST WANT TO PIMP OUT MY GIRLFRIEND AND I CAN'T EVEN DO THAT.. WOW THIS ROCKS.. suziestar@ fubar YES SHE IS REAL AND SHES REALLY Strokin' Music Video - More amazing video clips are a click away HOT.. GO ADD HER AND LEVEL HER UP HIGH...

Car Show List For May
Cruisin' At Cokes 311 N. Santa Fe Fountain CO 1st and 3rd Sundays (April-October) on old Hwy 85/87 2 pm-? Contact Jim Coke (719) 382-4100 Diner (719) 382-3812 Office May STOCKERS Criuse Nights 3rd Saturday of every month Starting in May Through September May and September show are 1pm-5pm June,July August at 4pm-8pm Garden of the Gods Visitors Center on north 30th St. Still need sponsors for door prizes stockers_carclub@yahoo.com May 2,2009 Ruth's Memorial Car Show Corvette Center 18510 Midway Ranch Rd Colorado Corvette Center Rik Noring Jr. (719) 596-2345 www.coloradospringscorvetteclub.org May 8-10,2009 Lamar Days 14th Annual Rod Run Willow Creek Park Lamar CO For more info Contact Ron (719) 336-3205 or (719) 336-2009 May 9.2009 4th annual Classic Auto Fest Gateway,CO Presented by Gateway Canyon Resort At Gateway Auto Museum (970) 931-2985 or (866-671-4733) or WWW.Gatewayautomuseum.com May 9,

Life
magnify Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you wan t to be, because you have only on

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Mothers Day Feelings
Your smiles can brighten any moment, Your hugs put joy in all our days, Your love will stay with us forever and touch our lives in precious ways... The values you've taught, the care you've given, and the wonderful love you've shown, have enriched so many lives in more ways than can be counted. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY with Love

About The Cullen Profiles
OKAY MANY OF YOU HAVE ASSUMED THAT OUR PROFILES ARE THE REAL PEOPLE THAT PLAY THE ACTORS IN TWILIGHT...WELL WE ARE NOT WE ARE JUST A GROUP OF REALLY CLOSE FRIENDS WHO BROUGHT THE TWILIGHT SAGA HERE FOR FUN AND FOR FANS TO ENJOY OUR ROLE PLAYING WE KNOW THAT MANY MANY MANY DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA ON WHO THE CULLENS ARE AND THAT IS OKAY THIS IS WHY WE CHOSE TO BRING THEM HERE TO GIVE YOU ALL THE INSIDE DEAL...I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA WHO BELLA SWAN AKA BELLA CULLEN IS...BUT THAT IS OKAY JUST STICK WITH US AND YOU WE WILL TEACH YOU ALL ABOUT THE CULLEN VAMPIERS....WE ARE JUST HERE FOR FUN SIMPLY SO PLEASE DO NOT THINK WE ARE THE REAL PEOPLE THAT PLAY IN THE TWILIGHT MOVIE...WE OURSELF ARE MERELY FANS JUST AS YOU ARE....THANKS AN ENJOY THE DAY...AND ALWAYS BE CULLENISED. LOVE YA BELLS

You're Looking For
Incase anyone missed it..this blog is a lyric. I spent the night cleaning my room. After work. Not that it takes long. I also watched tv. Before sleeping I wrote out some words on paper...not sure if I will post them. Kinda rough and need to be smoothed out before putting my name on them. My moods keep changing..but overall I am smiling more and feeling more like my normal self. gotta drive my princess to school this morning. I get to wear my rocking shades too hahaha. Ever notice how hard it can be to find sunglasses that work with your face shape? I still look like a bug but its a small price to pay for glamour haha!! i'll be back in a bit ;)

[anti-casserole]
*yawns* This is an oldie but reversey. So my mom made a close faximily to a restaurant mushroom soup she had, thyme, shitake, etc.I'm gonna lift the recipe off her because I fashioned something... easier and tastier than my old nemesis Casserole. The undoing of food.Mass produced, sickeningly salty and deceptively complicated when promising simplicity, oozing in the wrong spots, crusty when it need not be. So unhumbley american. Blech! Okay so what you'll need is about a cup and a half of mom's mushroom soup. What do I know about this soup?There's some portionment of multiple minced mushroomschicken brothsaltcreamand not much else What could it use? Garlic, thyme, and white pepper. It really is quite nice on its own. Saute the mushrooms until they give off some aroma, I'd say for about every cup of minced mushrooms you've got about 2 cups of broth, and a quarter cup... maybe less of cream. I can tell from the flavors that its a distant cousin to my soup of 1000 deaths. Alri

You
i hide and watch from the shadows, to afraid to speak but yet you know. im engulfed by a love you wont let grow.yet i love you so much i cant let go. though my mouth is shut inside i scream. as i lie awake and constantly dream,knowing inside its not what it seems. i give you my heart, no meer token,and yet you act as if im joken. but you have my heart even if its broken. this world is nothing if not a jail. but gladly i sit inside my cell, and remember after all it is you who fell and all you asked was that i not tell, so every breath beomes my hell. i feel the pain of a thousand deaths.i just wish you were here for my final breaths.

Miles
Between distant hearts lays this watery wasteland The single crack in our path to infinite joy And yet this wasteland is set as our final destination Although it is bound to be our undoing We must travel these broken dreams of those to fall before us In a single hope to hold true to our hearts That single being that can bere the weight of our love Even if only for a second To save our eyes for a single place Where myth and desire become one Where we can lay for eternity upon the softest earth Miles from the begining And yet the end always creeps closer.

My Sunday Night
"Pioneering Australian ensemble Circa has redefined circus, embracing the innovative use of music, multimedia, interaction and artistic collaborations. The Space Between is no exception. Set to a blend of Jacques Brel songs, and contemporary sounds by DJ Shadow, the show has dazzled audiences and wowed critics the world over. Three performers explore love, loss and desire on a journey of explosive acrobatic encounters, lyrical duets and supple physical contortions. Prepare to be entranced." These three people did a thing in a tent, where they jumped about and balanced on each other and fell over and that, and it was good and we all clapped lots. I liked the bit where the man and the lady stood on the other man's shoulders and he walked about.

Don't Be Afraid
Take the leap of faith Do you want to be happy? Look at what's in front of you I'll make you happy not by my hand I'll make you happy wiith a presence A presence that overpowers me But a presense even better. Just love me please, or I'll be gone, and I tell ya, that's something I DO NOT want to happen. My love in way like that can move. I just hope it doesn't move away from you. I had a couple visit last night and my friend was right after all. Told me I want this and that, and I agreed, but in the back of my head, I'm tinking, I don't know. Is it fair for me to say "ok clean break and no more communication"? I just can't see it from a love I have now. It's a deep and true love. Well I hope it is. I just feel like saying "look back, at me, look at how things cans be. look in my eyes, look at everything that's going so well now, trust this, not in that" If I can convince I don't know, but, I'm giving it another shot. Only because I love her with the deepest part of my heart.

Thigh High Vixenz
Fubars Thigh High Vixenz page and lounge are now up and running steady :D plz stop by and show some love to my group. we are coming up with new fetishes to add daily and we add new pics almost daily as well if you are a female interested in joining us plz send me a private message. ty for reading go show love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Flames Of Passion Contest
Please Send Me More Flames~ Here is link to get to the contest holders Blog regarding the contest: http://fubar.com/blog/147861/1020104 Please go to blog to see how to send me more Flames - I would really love it so much!

My Drunken Life
i found that while i'm on m way 2 gettin drunk off my ass things are simpler, rathor than being sober. i see tings in a different light; and i'm no longer depressed.i'll sit outside for hours and just enjoy the quite surroundings. i don't know what it is about it but i fee more at peace. is there anybody out there that can explain y that is? if so drop me a line.

Heres A Nice Fuck You
ya tell me i love you, tell me ur a friend, tell me everything, but ur so in sin, tell me ur likes, tell me an i'll listen, i'll sit here in vain, an all u care about is ur dream, ya im here talking to my self, blabbering to wat u call a living cell, walk away u cant win, try an try, all i get is pain..u fucker, think u know me, but all u know is wat u see, u cant even grapse wat u read, let alone, wat u breath.. point fingers, judge, i do this or that,, all u are a wast.. so if this is u, cos it, now u been deleted..let me sort out my past, cos ur my last.. off top of my head, fuck u, wish u was dead, cos for im here...god i so much dread.. so read, an pawn, ur the sin that plutes us...fuck off an die, fine u a nice corner, to just lye.. kill over, an im pissed, kick ur face in, ur just a bye...

My True Love
I cherish ya all the way. id make it work, long distance or what ever it takes.i want u so bad, like i said, I can tast ya soul, but its be better cover in lye, cos all my life it seems to loose, but i lost that too, so what i do now? Want me to fall in love show u this or that, life u could have.... marry u an have a fucking life: my life is a bull shit misery so lets get married an say fuck it, is that all u know? I'm too good to be true an ur to hot to be blue, an we, just make a day come true an it sucks ass, morning is coming late, dawn just past us by, mid day is present, dawn is coming near, hold you, close, id cherish you my dear, I'm a poet, if u didnt know it, devil bought my way, hell awaits, heaven is you, trouble is time an tired of running, please hold me, im falling, sincere,...im just running blind!... I'm on a suicide, but sometime we seem to dis tray..wonder what hes really like...glistens,... nite falls, your in bed,, he creeps into your head.. falling in lov

I Dare You To Judge Me
I beengetting few messages, not much, from the closed minded fucks outhere..I'm tired of being judged, or criticized upon..I'm a preachersson of pentecostal faith...yes i know who jesus is an thats who I prayto.. Yes I study wiccan...if you know wat metaphors are, the god angoddess to me is jesus angles, an heaven an afterlife, are same too. inmy opinion, cos you wont find 2 people who think the same.. we all areown individuals an we are seeking a higher power in some way, shap orform..Google wiccan, You'll find its not of satantic form..Far fromit...So for you people who dont know what wiccan is.. google it beforeyou judge it, or judge any religion, for that is....For the way Ilook.. Its my style..I dont portray to get attention, its just me, cosI like the gothic style..I love deth metal music, an most hardhard..Lyrics expain me if you havent notice!! I'm open minded to jam tosome rap at times..For those of you who are confused, wonder why i dothis or that, dont worry about it, cos I

Name Calling
How does one feel when another pulls them down calling them all sorts of names. Some say, "it doesnt bother me in the least, yet!! they make a point to point it out in another mum. Should we when someone pulls us down, turn the tables and call them down. Would that be better? NO! cause then you are no better then the person who bashed you. My idea is to ignore them. I have learned through other chats it pissed the person off when they didnt get a rise out of me. I feel people who hate, and are rude are insecure people who want to be noticed. So they comment mumms or send lame ass comments in show boxes just to get a rise and they get what they want which is noticed. They dont seem to know how to get someones attention by simply talking and being respectful. Kinda makes me wonder, how they are out side this place. Hummmmmm

Dead Poet
Setting here beside me, holding my head...thanking god for all hes done,special thanks to Nadine, shes in bed for now, Today is new, now lets see what my brain is said, Pains kills me, but makes me stronger, drinking this coffee, an smoking this cig just took a shower, not tired yet, giving some thought on this, who knows, Yesterday don't mean shit, just today, hope is test, testing my patience, over an over again, come a little bit closer, death, never the less for I sit here, wondering, whats it like to be blessed!had it one time, like to tast a bit of life, againtoday is set, 5 o'clock pm, who knows whats ahead for the birds began to tweet, sun rise, mother nature at best, dusk till dawn, fill this day with sunshinecos my brain is under to much stress, needing fulfillment, for this torchor awaits been there, prepared, hoping I can pass the test 100 times over an over, I've done it before but don't seem enough yet! depressed! hope one day, god will see, satisfaction, may god an

Running Blind
Life is a game, life is a shame, life....its all to blame...nothing goes right, all up in smoke, just hanging here, all alone, cold, on this tight rope! if I was to go, who would miss me, who would even care? id be the only one at my funeral, all bliss, all i can bare..life.. just sucks...all in vain, no morals, so here is to you, I'll share! I'm not scared to tell how i fill, you read away an probably think, suicide ya it crosses my mind, but something keeps me alive, hope, about it, why should I lie? nothing left for me, it seems, so blur all the time, No idea, what a hideous stream, hit me from my blind side way it seem to goes, put down, controlled, chained to this dream out reaching for something new, can't breath, smothered, an time passes me bye, memories sinks within me, grabbing for an invisible sphere. once was there, but now, its in the sky if I would die, lest i could fly, touch the sky, an live a life, NO! all this drama, might be in hell, flames burning my soul would

Bloodsimple-what If I Lost Is "lyrics"
What If I Lost It LyricsArtist(Band):Bloodsimple.... When the time is right you got to get up and fightWhen your number's up you gotta get up and dieYeah!Would you walk five blocks when you gotta meet meThat skin will get numbHow many times have you been mistreatedHow many times have you been misleadThey brought this nightmare to lightAll we wanted was to be respectedLearned our lessons, and don't you forgetWe stand larger than lifeWhat if I lost itIt was said and done but I needed some more, I hadn't had enough, kept kicking in doorsYeah!Would you walk five blocks when you gotta meet meThat skin will get numbHow many times have you been mistreatedHow many times have you been misleadThey brought this nightmare to lightAll we wanted was to be respectedLearned our lessons, and don't you forgetWe stand larger than lifeWhat if I lost itConvicted with no excuseSo just pull the trigger, I got nothin' to lose you knowDisputed, Disputed I will not be locked downSplit lipped wi

9 Lives, Cat Size
kill, kill, kill, life empty hands, has its toll... these screams echo in my ears, how much more can I hold.... lifes misery, has taken me by the hand..even tho...I could walk you across the quick sand... NO!...you always pull me down..in this hole. can't breath, forsaken me...never again...strive, an try, but all I get is grief... you always take my kindness for weakness an leave me with no soul the pain is unbearable, all I wanted was released..always a bull shit story to tell, bet your tired of reading.. only what's on my mind i speak, what is this life?. Falling an no way out, Falling in this bottomless hole

12 Hours Of Work In 3 Hrs Of Sleep
The future is destruction, for today I live in hell, pouring out my soul, I'm the one want to live... Always searching, finding temptation on the way, y does it seem, just a fucking another day... Dreams run in my head, work, play, bullshit life if u ask me. wanting what i cant have, an getting what i don't give a crap.. Seems to be the used, but all i wanted was a friend at last... never ending story, chaos on the line...Heaven on my black past soul, always down in this hole.. Bumping my head on the ground u walk on, breaking the 9th ladder step... Crumbling to the bottom again....RIP, may god help this land...12 hrs of work, in 3 hours of sleep, Dreams of the past!!

Mistaken At Birth
dreaming an dreaming, life is at hands grapse, tied to this logging chain of death. reaching out, but no one hears me, grip of sin, got me now.waking up to a bullshit day, nothing has changed, everything well set. tomorrow will be the same, what there to look forward too sitting here alone in this dark cell of torcher, rattling the chains of death life annoying the piss out of me, tired of these ups an downs nothing ever seems to go right, bullshit you bet. pulling my hair out, screams echo through these naked walls empty can rattles the most, a trap waiting to be set, trip an fail, but i was already in this, naked shadows follow my past! talking to myself, what don't u get? lies, slavery, pain, misery, tormenting my soul, lonely road holds my best! craving fresh new air, smothered in the pain that was born why me? mistake at birth, betrayed for what, to live on this ungodly earthto be a master of puppet for whom to say, agony stabbing me in the back for me to squirm on this tigh

My Mothers Day Letter
I just want to tell you what a wonderful mother you've been to me. You gave birth to me, you raised me in a good way, made my childhood a happy one, encouraged me when I did good, and scolded me when I did bad. You fed me, you dressed me, you taught me right from wrong, you told me to stay in school, you hugged me, you laughed with me, you've cried with me. And after all that, as a grown man I am, you did lot's the same. If I could ask the Lord for a better Mother, I wouldn't, you're as good as they get. You're completely the best. I hope one day, if I marry, she'll be someone like you, that kind of love, that kind of caring. I know I'll never get that but I sure tell ya, it's great I have you as my mother. I really couldn't ask for a better one. You beat them all. I love you mom.

Liars, Haters An Cheaters
Breaking the walls of yesterdays insanity, and tomorrow laughs, Bordomeating my soul. I will tell it how it is, control, screw that..... I hate this world. Always telling me things i cant say. For i have an open mind, unlike them, they're low class..... For I sit here and write my farewell,some say the sky is the limit, but i know there is foot prints on the moon. Even to take u far beyond the milky way, would be a blast..... needless to say, its like walking on broken glass.... Misery taking its toll, for dreams are made of the past, the future holds you well, harm none and you'll pass.... For the screams echo in my ears, can u hear me? banging my head off the cold dark walls. In my cell of laughter, emptiness at hands graspe..... Always wondering why I am here, nothing to search for, shawdows follow my wicked ass, Can't talk about the way I really feel, insanity at itsbest!!! I'll still write about my past.... control, control, control, ha, I dont live by ur rules. I make my

Some Excerpts From An Interview With Malaclypse The Younger
Some excerpts from an interview with Malaclypse the Younger by THE GREATER METROPOLITAN YORBA LINDA HERALD-NEWS-SUN-TRIBUNE-JOURNAL-DISPATCH-POST AND SAN FRANCISCO DISCORDIAN SOCIETY CABAL BULLETIN AND INTERGALACTIC REPORT & POPE POOP. GREATER POOP: Are you really serious or what? MAL-2: Sometimes I take humor seriously. Sometimes I take seriousness humorously. Either way it is irrelevant. GP: Maybe you are just crazy. M2: Indeed! But do not reject these teaching as false because I am crazy. The reason that I am crazy is because they are true. GP: Is Eris true? M2: Everything is true. GP: Even false things? M2: Even false things are true. GP: How can that be? M2: I don't know man, I didn't do it. GP: Why do you deal with so many negatives? M2: To dissolve them. GP: Will you develop

Mothers Day Without Mama
Today is Mother's Day number 2 without my mom, it has been a very difficult day. I so badly wish that i could have called my mom up and talk to her, but i knew it couldnt happen. Its a very hard realization for me knowing that i can only speak to my mom through my heart, but never on the phone again. She is missed so dearly. She was a very large part of my life and i could never imagine going a day without thinking of her. Some people that knew my mom have told me that there are things that i do that remind them so much of my mom. Its kind of ironic, cause when you are younger you always tell yourself that you could never imagine being like your parents when you get older (well at least i did), and yet as you grow older you start to do little things just like they did. My mom will forever be remembered in my heart and mind and in my family. My kids will always know who she was. I miss you so very much Mom. Happy Mothers Day.

Where Am I
Hey guys I just thought I would let you know I am going to keep off the PC for a few days. I am still sorting through some personal issues, I have been hiding from. I have been using the Fu to keep myself distracted. But, I can't delay and keep stuffin around with some things I need to do. It's time to move on with my life and some aspects of it, and I need the time to myself to do it. Will catch you in a few ... I will miss you heaps.

Natasha Skinski & The Anal Serenade
RadioSuzy1 is just a talk show...that just happens to sometimes turn into an orgy. Other times, it turns into something in between, with several people drinking and chatting passionately in the bar, somebody tickling the ivories of my grandmother's Steinway, a couple guys playing pool, a few ethical hedonists having sex discreetly, or maybe not so discreetly, on a bed on top of a stage. It’s the Bonobo Way. And it's the nature of life at the Speakeasy. And that’s what happened here last Saturday, when our special guests included the delightfully lascivious ultra-MILF and super Cougar Natasha Skinski and her wild-eyed, skinny and hung young hot hubby Tommy Lei. Natasha was one of the stars of our Eros Day X “Orgy for Obama,”, stealing the show at one point by squirting up a small Soviet storm around the stripper pole, soaking Jay Lassiter and several lucky camera people in her fragrant Holy Water. Natasha couldn’t make it to our 17th Wedding Anniversary Sh

Our Love But Only Grows Stronger In Time
For I shall go into the day of the night mist to see if I can find the love of my lost soul, As I know she is in there wishpering and calling my name as I feel the love of her of my crying for me to come and save her from her living nightmare, As we cannot see each other but our love is stronger than the most powerful thing ever created by man or woman alive even stranger than love can ever be, as our passions flow over the mountin and hill tops through the valles of the other sides accross the lakes and rivers even thought the tickest of forest man cannot travel in, as our spirits rome free and high as we are in the making of a new a daylight night dawn as our lifes only but ever brittens as we soon be in each others arms for all of time and eternity as I only but ever truely deeply passinately love only her deeply and truely with our my heart body and soul as she ownes every t

Nsfw??
Well the other blog was a blast and I just wanted to thank everyone for joining in and playing :D But it got me thinking... why do you or don't you post NSFW pics? I go back and forth on posting them. It depends on how well I can control the pics and if I trust the people in the blog. Also I won't post anymore nsfw pics that show my face after having been burned before. So what about you.....

Thorn
Briskly walking through the long dark hallway, Zach Pondo made his way towards the chamber of his Mistress. The Consort and Warrior of Mistress Patra Thorn, Mistress of the Talon Clan wasn’t very tall, shorter than the average Warrior of the Talon Clan nor the heaviest only weighing twelve stones, yet somehow always turned it to his advantage as shown in his Mistress’ brutal take over of the Talon Clan a year ago. He was an ideal Warrior, toned to a chiseled finish, fast, and smart making every move and strike accurate and effective to end each fight he found himself in as quickly as it started. Though as a Consort not much could be said. He was “under utilized”, in his four years of service to Mistress Thorn he has yet to fulfill his main duty as a Consort, contributing to the future of the Clan. His once beautiful black hair gently brushed on his shoulders matted and void of any life. His eyes sunken buried by dark rings exposing him to be a man whose w

The Presence Of The Unseen
When we surrender our active, analytical minds and allow ourselves to take in all that is around us, seen and unseen -- we no longer control the electricity that is in the air around us, we are giving the unseen around us and within us the freedom that we normally take for our own controlling purposes, or simply take for granted. Our surrondings take on a new life, weavings magic and mystery, these things unseen and unknown yet still there -- and perhaps even more influential than things we can see and understand.So often we are taught to control and define, but what if we were to let our surroundings define and present their magical world to us?"We sometimes catch a window A glimpse of what's beyond; Was it just imagination Stringing us along? More things than I've dreamed about, Unseen and unexplained We suspend our disbelief And we are entertained" -- Neil Peart "Mystic Rhythms"Their have been a few moments when I've been under the sway of hallucinogens, and felt the transformationa

Cell Phone #'s
REMEMBER: Cell Phone Numbers Go Public next month. R EMI NDER.... all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sales calls. ...... YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS Even if the message is saved on your phone, you will be charged for the minutes to listen to it. To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222 . It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time. It blocks your number for five (5) years. You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked. You cannot call from a different phone number. HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON. It takes about 20 seconds.

Which Is You?
these days people use two different reasoning types, logic and feelings. personally i se the logic sense, whats going to happen? whats the right choice? will it work? why wont it work and why will it work. a lot of people will go by their "gut feeling" and a lot of times it is a good decision, but its not always the correct one. when feelings are used such as i feel like chicken tonight or i feel hes cheating on me we dont use the logic part of the brain that tells us that if we push things too far we will only be hurting ourselves or we end up hurting someone else. personally i used to base everything off feeling and realizzed one day that this isnt the way to go. thats just for me not everyone. most of the time when we use the feelings side of things we unconsciencely make the decision based on our personal gain. some do it rationally and some do it without even knowing it. when logic is used we base things off of how this will effect you and how it will others, we base the

Going Away To The Navy.....
So my best friend is going away to the Navy next month. On the 30th we are throwing a righteous, slammin party. We are providing burgers, ribs, jello shots and a drink called the "Dirty Girl". We need some more chicks that are cool to come and hang out with all of our guy friends.... yeah its gonna be a sausage fest lol. Hit me up for info and we'll give details. Peace

About...
Hmmm..what can i say about me...i spend alot of time thinking...sometimes too much..i have wants, needs and desires...and venturing further into a D&s relationship i am learning that my wants come second only to his wants needs and desires..I find myself desiring "His" touch every waking moment, and even in my dreams "He" calls to me..the sound of "His" voice moves me like no other...to some people who may read this you may not understand the complexities of such a deep connection such as mine..

The End Of An Era
It finally happened .... As myspace allergic as I am I've decided to blog. First entry the end of my six relationship. Everybody at the bar pour a little beer out and may it rest in peace. I saw coming years ago but sometimes your high school sweet heart can keep you from growing up. Ive changed alot and so did she but sometimes you have to let go . Starting over sucks, but fuck it so does growing old. I'll keep the good memories and the bad and some how try to make something new . It like being born again having to figure out how to walk , talk , and be around people again. I can imagine that is what it felt like to watch volcano go off that a lot of hot burning magma at first then it cools and becomes cold as rock. Now that it has cooled off where to go from here? Who knows but im taking no prisoners either and not wasting another minute.

The New Girl Next Door!
The first time I saw her it was the first day of summer. I was sitting in my living room and she was getting out of her car. She was moving into the house next door. I watched her and her friends as they unloaded all of her stuff from the truck. I thought to myself what a lovely way to spend the summer looking at my sexy new neighbor. She looked absolutely adorable in her jean shorts and t-shirt. Her caramel skin looked delicious in the warm sunshine. Her brown shoulder length hair flowed around her. Before long she had it up in a ponytail as it kept getting in her way as she carried box after box into her new home. She wore glasses too, which to me gave her a sexy sophisticated look. She looked to be in her early 20’s if that and even though I am in my late 30’s I couldn’t help but think she looked good enough to eat. As I watched her move in I wondered if she was alone or if she was with one of the people that was helping her move in. By afternoon it looked lik

Awesome Song
I'm sick and tired of your excusesCan't deal with living anymoreI'll give you reasons to continueWhile you lie writhing on the floorI'll wash away your liesAnd have you hyptotizedThere'll be no compromise todayI'll share your life of shameI think you know my nameI'll introduce myself todayI'm the demon alcohol (demon alcohol)I'll get youIf you could deal with your reflectionI'm sure you'd see into my eyesThere'll be no need for resurrectionLet's drink to people of the liesAlthough that one's too muchYou know ten's not enoughThere'll be no compromise todayI'll watch you lose controlConsume your very soulI'll introduce myself todayI'm the demon alcohol (demon alcohol)Ha ha, demon alcohol (demon alcohol)Let's partyI'm sick and tired of resolutionsYou've quit me time and time againDon't speak of suicide solutionsYou took my hand, I'm here to stayThis time it's you or meI'll never set you freeThere'll be no compromise todaySo satisfy your lustToo much can't be enoughI'll introduce myself to

Today
Wont be around tomrrow, have a funeral to go to went to the funeral, then went to work and was told my job was in jepordy for a mistake that wasnt my responsiblilty but that i was being blamed for anyway. to make it worse, i have nerve damage in my shoulder an my shoulder and arm was tingling and felt sore. i hate my life another wake on sunday night. this makes 7 deaths in the last 2 years. and 2 in less than a week one of my siblings has to get surgery...again, starting the week with a backed up sewerline in my basement. yuck. another week, another bad thing happening why does everything have to be one big struggle?

Just Starting
Just figured Id say a little about myself for any of you who may be wondering a bit about me well here goes I am 34 years old and i live in the state of Ky Im single andlooking been that way for a while now as u can c from some of my pics i use my webcam lol ever so often but only if someone else is using theirs as well I have nothin against it in anyway I think it can be fun and used in more ways than one I usually work 6 out of 7 days and ever so often i may get 2 days off thats when im available on here most times id like to thank all of u who have added me and i look forward to talking with many of you and getting to know you as well Ill be posting more on here this is just the beginning and Id like to think its gonna be one hell of a ride :) muahh to all u beautiful women who have added me and I look very forward to hearing from you feel free to send me a message if im available Ill reply and if im not when i sign in i will get back at ya feel free to rate me and rate my blog i

[i Fell]
Sweet mother christ.Every ounce of my frustration is in my head right now. Don't you just love it when your playlist pulls up the exact song you're thinkin of? A few pills and a shot of caffeine and I should be... okayish. So I guess I spent a while trying to think where my life went wrong. When I really think about it, it never really got off to a terrific start.So I guess I need to stop worrying about correcting a mistake. I'm still miserable. Everything above my ribs is in agony until the drugs kick in. So I'm pretty much doing this to divert attention for the corpreal. I put myself in a trance last night, with a goddess figure. It was a pretty interesting hallucination. She was... bright, smooth, virile, and frequently naked. Except the problem with me, and dreams, and hallucinations, and even real live sexI'm pretty self aware.So I'm having intellegent conversation with her, as I'm bathing with her, and she's drawing attention to her cupcake breasts and muffin ass... even as s

Your Mine!
For years I have been practicing forms of magic. I've learned a lot about spells and potions that can bring you good fortune or completely obliterate another man's life. As I became more familiar with these spells and was able to do them successfully, my mind shot in 10 different directions. There were so many things I could do with this kind of power. As my skills progressed, I moved past the petty spells that I had started with. All were temporary, so if I used one to take care of my money issues, I always found a way back. Unfortunately, the magic never lasted long enough and it was becoming apparent to me. Interest began to wane in my studies until I saw her. Eva Perez was a curvy Latina with breasts that seemed rather large considering her height. The black hair flowed all the way down to her ass and it was impossible not to stare at her. She was absolutely stunning. Right away, I knew I had to have her, one way or another. Any time I'd pass by her or see her somewhere I'd say hel

Bleph
Uh.. first blog.. oh yaygasm. well I am completely fuckin addicted to this site as much as I loathe to admit it. its mothers day for a few more minutes and I honestly even as a mother or maybe because I am a mother cant wait for it to be over. I miss my son who was given up for adoption 8 years ago, and I miss my mom. all are in texas. homesickness has been kicking my ass financial issues are also kicking my ass.. so yay.. I come here to forget. for the most part it works till I see bling.. or vips, or Cherry bombs and 11's and think.. gee I would love to have one of those.. and then I remember.. oh yeah.. cant fuckin afford it.. I am very opinionated, I am stubborn as fuck, and I am honest to the degree most people dont like my bluntness, though I always TRY to be nice.. it doesnt always work that way. who knows. anyway.. I have posted my first blog and I am off to go lose myself a bit more in fubar. love to you who read it..

Explaination On Why I Haven't Been Around Much
To all my friends, I feel like I need to explain why I haven't been talking or haven't been around much lately. It's just real life is crazy right now and I need some time away. It's not that my friends are not wanted anymore. It's just I am confused. It seems like everytime I gain happiness more sadness or anger tries to come through. But fear not my friends I will be ok. I will never leave you. Just give me time for this to go away. I know support is always good but this is something I have to deal with alone. Please don't think I am leaving you behind because that I never won't. I love you(No Homo) all and you know that. If you don't read these words now. I can never forget you all and in no way am I leaving FUBAR. I have met awesome ppl here and I will continue to meet more. It has nothing to do with this site on why I have been away. I really can't talk about it now but maybe one day that can change. Just know that I will be back and everything will be the same...I hope. Don't f

New Moon Quotes
1. My own life meant little to me today. (Bella) 2. I didn’t have to look to know who it was; this was a voice I would know anywhere—know, and respond to, whether I was awake or asleep… or even dead, I’d bet. The voice I’d walk through fire for—or, less dramatically, slosh every day through the cold and endless rain for. Edward. (Bella) 3. Well, Gran, you might have noticed that my boyfriend glitters. It’s just something he does in the sun. Don’t worry about it… (Bella) 4. Edward stood beside me, casting no reflection, excruciatingly lovely and forever seventeen. (Bella) 5. I couldn’t feel anything but despair until I pulled into the familiar parking lot behind Forks High School and spotted Edward leaning motionlessly against his polished silver Volvo, like a marble tribute to some forgotten pagan god of beauty. (Bella) 6. You’re only a senior once. Might as well document the experience. (Alice) 7. How many times

Sent To Destroy
Iron Boots we're walking tall with pride we'll walk all over you steel grip we'll pull you down on a leash, we're coming through Metal Teeth, a diamond smile mechanical jaws and a 2 ton bite we're quick to cause an atomic pile we stand our ground while the "big dogs" fight an inferno, hell on ice heaven's burning..SACRIFICE YOUR GOD SENT US TO DESTROY!!! Nuclear war behind glass walls we'll even the score we'll stray from the path feel the walls closing in tracing our trails, you'll feel our wrath metal teeth with a diamond smile mechanical jaws and a 2 ton bite we're quick to cause an atomic pile we stand our ground while the "big dogs" fight

Twilight Quotes
1. Surely it was a good way to die, in the place of someone else, someone I loved. Noble,even. That ought to count for something. (Bella) 3. When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonableto grieve when it comes to an end. (Bella) 4. Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of theworld was seeing through theirs. Maybe there was a glitch in my brain. (Bella) 5. So did you stab Edward Cullen with a pencil or what? I’ve never seen him act like that. (Mike) 6. Forks was literally my personal hell on earth. (Bella) 7. Once people start throwing wet stuff I go inside. (Bella) 8. Edward Cullen is staring at you. (Jessica) 9. He unleashed the full, devastating power of his eyes on me, as if trying to communicatesomething crucial. (Bella) 10. I wasn’t interesting. And he was. Interesting…and brilliant…and mysterious…andperfect…and beautiful…and possibly

Skittles Auction! ***final Results**
TOTAL RATES & BOMBS ADDED AS OF MAY 10TH @ 11AM EST. (AUCTION & CONTEST NOW ENDED!) FIRST PLACE WINNER! *congratulations!!* JMO WITH A TOTAL OF 1,031 RATES/BOMB RATES * 1 MILLION FUBUCKS, 10 CREDIT BLING & 1 BULLETIN LAYOUT* SECOND PLACE WINNER!! *congratulations!!* DJTEQUILABITCH WITH A TOTAL OF 486 RATES/BOMB RATES *500K, 1 CREDIT BLING (ADDED, SH*TFACED & 20 PICS RATED 11'S* EVERYONES RATES & BOMB RATE TOTALS (as of may 10th @ 11PM EST)AUCTION & CONTEST OVER!JMORATES- 31BOMBS- 1,000TOTAL- 1.031PEACHES N CREAMRATES- 47BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 47UNBREAKABLERATES- 62BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 62DJ MARLBORO MANRATES- 47BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 47SIMPLY EROTICRATES- 54BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 0TEDDY TRATES- 53BOMBS- 20TOTAL- 73ANDREARATES- 70BOMBS- 100TOTAL- 170DJ TEQUILA BITCHRATES- 186BOMBS- 300TOTAL- 486BEAUTIFUL CATASTROPHERATES- 46BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 46TIGRESS & NOLIRATES- 254BOMBS- 40TOTAL- 294MISS ANGELARATES- 85BOMBS- 0TOTAL- 85PIMPSUGARBEARRATES- 43B

Play A Sick Track In Your Mind And U Get To Be In My Realm Of Existence
*Suspend memorizing logical monograms..imbed sentimental disclosure thats eating thru your routine..shovel shit to bury the diffrence between dislikes .. .digging out of cured caskets .eject poralisis...regurgitate dirt and lurk..drone apprehend and mutate half dead gaskets splitting around reshaped spines..rough worn tension inserts with no escape.. paired with broken nails.....finding hope in corners.. provoke stressed pellicle soaked as he comprehends the descent portrait failing..Nailing the post into the ferminted foundation..rebar.. spaced far.... filled out defensive to keep legit..stall survalience.. distributed evenly alongside the wall spraying..laying still, beleiving ..releaving pressure as heart pound..hazing wound bleeding onto the ground..scaling agriculture only to fall victim to hovering vulture ..splitting chest cavities to ingest vitals that rupture when punctured by inconclusive abuse, steady at smothering the insecuritys that wisper heavy..meet machedy..split heads

Jen And Tom Part 2
As Jen drove down the road she thought to herself. "My god...what did i just do...."She continued driving until she saw her driveway and pulled in. She collected her things and got out of the car. She opened her front door and switched on the light to light the darkened house. She climbed up the stairs and took her clothes off, and climbed into the shower. Jen scrubbed her body, thinking of Toms rough touch and how much it turned her on. Before she could think about it she was sliding a finger in between the lips of her pussy and sliding it all around. She closed her eyes and moaned softly as she slid her finger into her pussy. As she slid her finger in and out of her pussy she moaned louder and louder. After bringing herself to orgasm she cleaned up in the shower and got into her pajamas and climbed into bed and closed her eyes. Jen was woken the next morning by her cat meowing in her face. She got up and stretched, slowly going down the stairs trying to wake up. Jen sat a

Happy Mother's Day
I have seen repeatedly the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. Counting... The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into $8,896.66 a year, $741.38 a month, or $171.08 a week. That's a mere $24.44 a day! Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice says don't have children if you want to be "rich." It is just the opposite. What do your get for your $160,140? * Naming rights. First, middle, and last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night. * More love than your heart can hold. * Butterfly kisses and Velcro hugs. * Endless wonder over rocks, ants, clouds, and warm cookies. * A hand to hold, usually covered with jam. * A partner for blowing bubbles, flying kites, building sandcastles, and skipping d

27
Today marks my best friend who was like my sisters birthday. She would have been 27 today. With everything else going on this is very hard for me to deal with. I could call Jen up at any time day or night and vent to her about anything especially guys. I was always there for her and she was always there for me. When I lost her in 1999, I lost 1/2 of myself...Last year I met someone who I could go to to vent but slowly over time that stopped. Now I feel like again I am alone in the world. I have 3 people who I am close to that is going to be leaving this year and it sux. One person is someone who has treated me like no other person has and I think at times that I will never find someone who can treat me like he did and respect me. Maybe I will one day but right now it wont be soon. Only time will tell.

May News Letter
First Adoption Day!!!Sat May 23rdA huge thanks to the owner of Fins and Flowers for offering to open up her store to us!!!!Make sure to come see the kitties@ Fins and Flowers Pet Shop113 East Ave E, Copperas Cove, Tx 76522254-547-8780 Summer fundraiser will be............ Cookie Dough, and Dominos Pizza!We have high hopes for the summer fundraisers, the cookie dough looks yummy info on how to get your hands on some while supporting humane treatment and happiness of animals coming soon.Fundraisers Goal / amount donatedTo build a no-kill shelter $250,000/ $ 0 Maddie Fund does sound like a good possibility of some major funding once the 501c3 is officially granted from the IRS( unfortunately they are back logged on reviewing the 1023 application for the 501c3 for an indefinite length of time).Critter care $2,500/ $ 0Donations from you are needed to continue our life saving work. Any amount that you can give is greatly appreciate

I Searched For You
I searched for you , Upon every hill. My unmasked passion,Weaker still, I reached for you , with maimed hands , They streached and reached , To distant lands, My soul weeped , In river beds , And wilted forests, With the pain they shed , I altered the Hinge of every question , As wild amazement fastened on ,And as the gentel summer beckoned , In wonderment I crept alone, I transformed the earth , And branchs grew, Vivd colors spilling , Onto every painters hue,

I Never Stoped Loving You
Sail away , On a carpet made of memories , Holding on , To everything that you gave me , I say goodbye , With the heaviest of hearts , Fighting more , Would of made us fall apart , So now your there , A thousand miles away , Now im here , Missing you each day , I fall asleep , Thinking of your face , I wake to find , You are better than this place , So don't worry baby , I never stoped loving you , Don't worry baby , Theres nothing else I'd rather do , And all the things that we , say we can't control , All this time , We knew it in our souls , I always picked the road less traveled on , But I always walked that empty road alone , I wonder if your happy now , Your lifes finally taken you home , I smile when I think of you , It hurts to know you're gone , Theres not enough dreams in forever , I know you held on , But even in your darkest hours , Like a fool I let you go , And I can't take back yesterday , Tomorrows already gone , But maybe my heart will find , You some where down this r

Mother's Day!
Its been 19 years...I miss her smile...Miss the laughter...Miss her cooking for an army when company came...Miss her dancin spontaneously to blue grass music...Miss her singing and the sound of her voice....Miss the hugs for no reason at all....Miss the advice and honesty.....Miss the unconditional love....Miss the sarcastic sardonic wit.......Miss her scent.....Miss the twinkle in her green eyes...I miss everything about her and love her even more every day even though she isn't here. Sometimes I feel as though I would give 10 years of my life to have her back for one day.To those of you who have lost your mother my heart is with you this mother's day. But remember....so is your mom. She lives in your heart, in your memories and watches over you everyday from her place in heaven.To those of you who still have yours....don't ever take her for granted...tell her you love her...remember to call...visit...life is so short and although we like to believe it they are not immortal.HAPPY M

My Mother's Day.....and Other Such Crap.
Today is Mother's Day. I'm a Mom. But I had to work. My daughter came over yesturday to give me a MD present. She got me a DVD player cuz my other one is broken. Ya know what?? I got the bestest kid is the world. I wish there was a Bestest Kid Day. She deserves it. I love you Stephani. Malma :D oh yeah, and for some other crap, I celebrated Mom's day gettin stoned outta mah mind!!! WOOT! hehehe do do do do do do do do do do hehehe

Shit Hoarders
God I am fucking tired today, I woke up at 3pm I went to sleep around 5am so do the math. I slept in too long, but I stayed up too late. Oh well I have to go babysit now I will add more later. Bye bitches

Things On My Mind!
Since I've been sick with cervical cancer I've learned alot, for one it's not fun at all. Two your not able to do the things you onced loved or have the time to spend with your family, it takes a toll on your body an let me say with being 32 it has hit my ass hard. I don't really want to do anything but sleep which they say is normal however take at least a 30min walk a day, not saying all at once just so long as it's the 30mins, anyways I feel as if I'm alone on this and no one understands besides those who have went through it... I know my husband & family have been there for me throughout this whole time but still an all I feel as if I'm a baby all over again, John (MY HUSBAND) had grounded me from doing anything at all which makes me so damn mad cause I can't sit around just not that type of person. Well I think I've vented enough for now, just remember to read up on all cancers no matter how long it takes it'll be well worth it..... Thanks for listening and have a wonderful mother

Mother's Day
Here it is Mother's Day, 2009. Its a pretty rough day for me, because on September 28th, 2004 I lost my mother to cancer, just 4 days into my 2nd deployment. I try to deal with it best I can. I havent fully grieved so to speak, because this, that, work, my kids, and deployments. I'm getting ready to go on yet another deployment, this will be my second one without her. But I know she's up there looking over us and protecting us. I love you mom and you will NEVER be forgotten. Callie Reagan 4/6/56-9/28/04

Missing Teenager Girl!
" />This info was text to me on April 28 2009she has been missing since april 27. She was in Myrtle beach SC on spring breakwithout parents permission. She went withfriends but friends came home without her. Sge was supposedly last seen in Charleston,Parents are there looking for her. She is from the Rochester Area In New York State.They don't really give much info on the news.Please pass this on.this is Brittanee Marie Drexel she is 17 years old and has been missing in myrtle beach for a almost a full day. She is 4 foot 9 inchs tall and one hundred pounds. If you have any information about her please contact John at 5853545827. Please forward this to everyone you know

Being Better Then You Are.
I haven’t blogged in a while, so I decided that I would share one with you folks. Lately, I’ve noticed that life really black and white. There are shades of grey in every facet of life, whether it is work, love, or friendship. I’ve been introduced into to way too many of these shades of grey lately as you’d imagine. So what to do? What do you do when find out your best friends has been looking down at you for over two years? What do you do when you find out work is bullshit and some of your co-workers have it out for you? What do you do when relationships fail due to cheaters? You endure. I’ve noticed that in life that weakness comes from an inability to handle the cards that were dealt to you. Character is created when you take those cards, take them and play accordingly instead of folding. You are supposed to be able to handle anything that comes at you, not give up… and then wit your way to victory. Folding is the same thing as staying

This Will Be My First Blog
THIS IS GOING TO BE MY FIRST BLOG TO ALL ON FUBAR.. 1ST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY TY TO MY FRIEND BABYCAKES31308 http://www.fubar.com/user/2874351 .. IF IT WAS NOT FOR HER I WOULD BE BOARD AS HELL RIGHT NOW LOL.. READY TO LEVEL UP AND GET MY FUBUCKS GOING ON SOME REAL DRINKS FOR ALL OF YOU .. SO CHECK OUT MY PAGE AND COMMENT ME ON WUT YOU THINK http://fubar.com/user/2896295 LOVE TO READ COMMENTS AND LOVE TO GIVE THEM .. WELL IM OUT OF HERE TIME TO DO A BOWL THEN THE BONG!!!!!! STAY TUNED TO THE NEXT BLOG TY FOR READING

Daniel Got Me Laughing
It was a few days ago and I completely forgot about it until just now. I asked him how many potato chips he wanted. He looked at me and said.."Elventymillion" I laughed so hard and then thought of Fubar =/

There Is One Rule Here…your Cock Is Mine!!!
That’s right your cock belongs to ME! I tell you when you can touch it and I better not catch you letting anyone else touching it either! How long will I keep you hanging? How long will you have to go without being able to cum? Aww are your blue balls hanging? Do they ache? Will I ever let you jerk your cock again? Well that depends on how hard you beg!!! I may even be in a generous mood and milk your cock till you get ready to blow your load but STOP right before you do. Then tie your hands behind your back and send you to bed with a throbbing ache between your legs and a little bell around your cock…..hahahahahahaaVa1 888 430-2010

The Oath Of Friendship!
1. When you are sad, I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry fuck who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, Ill try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile, I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused, I will use little words. 7. When you are sick, stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. When you need a kidney, I will search the web for you. This is my oath, I pledge it till the end. Why, you may ask, because you are my friend.

Great Reject Lines!!!
Ways to reject pick-up lines1.) Man: “Haven’t we met before?”Woman: “Yes, I’m the receptionist at the V.D. Clinic.”3.) Man: “So, wanna go back to my place?”Woman: “Well, I don’t know. Will two people fit under a rock?”4.) Man: “I’d really like to get into your pants.”Woman: “No thanks. There’s already one asshole in there.”5.) The most memorable rebuttal to a turn down (used by the guy whoused to live across the hall from me in residence) when he asked a girl todance and she refused:Man: “Want to Dance?”Woman: “No, thank you.”Man: “Don’t thank me, thank God somebody asked you.”6.) Man: “I’d like to call you. What’s your number?”Woman: “It’s in the phone book.”Man: “But I don’t know your name.”Woman: “That’s in the phone book too.”7.) Man: “So what do you do for

Stupid People
You know, i really hate stupid people who think they know me...get off your damn high horse and look around..nobody thinks ur hot shit and i sure as hell dont either...so quit acting like i need to treat you like ur the next fucking czar of russia!!!! UGH!!!! Stupid people piss me off!!!

Update On Lil Old Me
well as im sure you cann tell its been almost 2 years maybe more since ive been here so heres a little update of my life.I'm 21 now il be 22 in october i still live ith my family i really cant afford a house on my own.i work as a production controller in larbert for a private enginerring company. it has been a ridiculously long time since ive had a sexual partner or a bf lol so poor me. i still drive my fiat punto so honk if ur horny lol.im pretty much still the same little me horny and happy nothing has changed there.anyway gimme a shout sometime and buy me a drink love ya x

Short And Sweet
Nope, I'm not talking about myself. I may be short..but I'm really not all that sweet. Anyway..I was thinking about a new blog. Not sure what I'd say, but I felt like making one. My rambling is probably going to get the better of me, but I swear...it's really part of my charm. Don't deny it..you love it, lol. I wanted to do a blog where I said something to some of my friends without mentioning names..but I've done that before. And I kind of want to be original. Speaking of which, I'm not original. I'm a lame dork. A few people on here may tell me that's a lie. This is random..I just got a shout "Question for you, do you have yahoo messenger?" I wanted to ask him.."do you know how to read a profile?". But I can't. His user permissions do not allow me to shout him, lol. How does he expect me to answer him? He's so fucking stupid. Now I'm thinking about my "relationship status". My lack of one is kind of getting on my nerves. I was told today that I have the worst luck, lol. I've b

I Dream Of Vestal.
In a veil of white mist, at the temple of Vestal, two of the virgins bathed me. Pretty, sweet things adorned in wraps of loose white linen. The one, with dark hair, seriously seductive, while the other with hair flowing long and blond was playful and sweet - neither uttered a sound from the moment we met. Both were long-limbed with small clever hands, silently and sensuously easing a stress and tension from my body that, until now, I hadn't realised I possessed. Closing my eyes, I lost myself to the heat of the water and wickedly sensual sensations as their hands caressed me beneath the surface. Their lips finding mine as well as each other's - we three lost to these precious moments as steam rose around us. The only sound was the play of water and the soft sounds of my contentment. Dozens of candles spread their golden light about the room forcing back the shadows to dance at the edges of perception across a ceiling and walls of marble painted with frescoes of women bathing,

Housisms Season 5
Housisms from Season 5 "The paperwork might be awkward. Primarily the stuff they make you fill out at the Unemployment office." - Under My Skin "Regular radical, me radical or me out of my mind radical?" - Under My Skin "I have no reason to feel guilty. It doesn't make sense, unless there's something wrong in the limbic area of my brain." - Under My Skin "I think skinless women are hot." - Under My Skin "The irrational part of my brain thinks like the rational part of yours." - Under My Skin "Don't give me the cancer voice, the overly earnest tone - " - Under My Skin "Worse? Double death?" - Under My Skin "I've been popping pills for years; I've only been seeing things for days. Something changed." - Under My Skin "I can feel myself repressing all kinds of icky things." - Under My Skin "Time for a celebratory scotch... or three." - Under My Skin "See, the problem with speculation is you make a speck out of you and some guy named lation." - Under My Skin "Right, I'm being cy

Housisms Season 4
Housisms from Season 4 "Yeah, we all get it - her heart's not beating; gonna make it harder to diagnose her. On the other hand, it means she's not gonna die while you're whining about it." - Wilson's Heart "I had a heart attack this morning. I can't do any more drugs 'til at least lunch." - Wilson's Heart "This a Philanderers Anonymous intervention?" - Wilson's Heart "Can't really say 'yes' when it's a hallucination asking." - Wilson's Heart "An incredibly rare neurological symptom is boring? Am I in someone else's hallucination?" - Wilson's Heart "A blowup doll would be more useful; and yes, that's the first time I've implied something negative about a blowup doll." - Wilson's Heart "If he had a brain, he wouldn't be tending bar." - Wilson's Heart "Sorry, wide stance." - Wilson's Heart "As long as I'm risking my life, I might as well be watching a talkie." - Wilson's Heart "1-800-Dial-A-Wilson." - Wilson's Heart "I'm branching out from self-loathing and self destruction." -

Housisms Season 3
Housisms from Season 3 "I'm world famous now. Press won't leave me alone." - Human Error "Did you give an angry Cuban my home number?" - Human Error "The patient's husband prefers her not dead." - Human Error "How come God gets credit whenever something good happens? Where was he when her heart stopped?" - Human Error "The kid's not a cliche. Anybody can get in a fight after losing. It takes real creativity to beat up someone you just beat." - The Jerk "You are one evil, cunning woman. It's a massive turn on." - The Jerk "Arrogance has to be earned. Tell me what you've done to earn yours." - The Jerk "Personally, I can't believe I had the same three employees for three years." - Resignation "He can't ignore the blood because it's a minority, can he, Foreman?" - Resignation Wilson: "Oh God, she's 26." House: "But with the wisdom of a much younger woman." - Resignation "Ha! Nothing like a dead patient to send you back to your choir boy roots." - Family "The only value of that

Friends!
Thanks To all that have given me FU gifts and normal gifts also cherry bombing my albums and much more I appriciate it very much to all the real true friends, that has done soo much for me. this year will be my 3 rd year for me been on here since Oct of 2006. I have met a lot of nice people on here and have some very close friends that I have made thru the 3 years I have been on here. I do appriciate everything everyone has done for and I am eternally grateful for everyones love and friendship and I always try my best to get back to each and everyone that has come thru my page to show respect. Thank you again for everything you have done for me.

Housisms Season 2
Housisms from Season 2 House: "Where are you going?" Foreman: "You're an ass." House: "I know. Where are you going?" - No Reason "I always say if you're going to get shot, do it in a hospital." - No Reason Jack: "I don't want to hear semantics." House: "You anti-semantic bastard." - No Reason "She looks just like you. You have the same fro." - Who's Your Daddy? "Pretentiousness is hereditary. Just because they haven't found the gene yet..." - Who's Your Daddy? "I'm a really good secret keeper. I've never told anybody Wilson wets his bed." - Who's Your Daddy? "Tonight, L Word marathon." - Forever "Unless Chase broke his neck falling off his polo pony, he had no reason to be in the ER." - Forever "I ask you, is almost dying any excuse for not being fun?" - Forever "Ideas are not soda cans. Recycling sucks." - Forever "Oh, Level Three. Have you called Jack Bauer?" - Euphoria, Part 2 Wilson: "You're accessing a webcam?" House: "Cuddy's shower. You a fan of the Brazilian?" - Eup

Housisms Season 1
Housisms from Season 1 Stacy - "He's scared of you." House - "Sure. The ex boy toy. It makes sense." - Honeymoon "We should do things. Throw a ball around or something. Guy stuff." - Honeymoon Cameron - "Previous tests revealed nothing that could've caused the abdominal pain or the mood swings." House - "Then we're done. Ball game? Zoo? I don't care, I just want to hang with you guys." - Honeymoon Cuddy - "Dr. Reilly is throwing up. He obviously can't lecture." House - "You witness the spew? Or you just have his word for it? I think I'm coming down with a little bit of the clap. May have to go home for a few days." - Three Stories "On average, drug addicts are stupid." - Three Stories "The great thing about telling somebody they're dying is it tends to focus their priorities. You find out what matters to them. What they're willing to die for. What they're willing to lie for." - Three Stories "Keep talking. I'll finish your exam with a prostate check." - Love Hurts "Ramona, you

A Daughters Cry 2
AS SHE SITS ON THE FLOORSHE CRYS AS HER FATHER GOES OUT THE DOORWONDERING WHYWHY HE AINT THERE NOMOREA TEAR FALLS DOWNTO THE FLOORAS SHE CRYES MORE N MOREWONDERING WHY HER FATHER AINT THERE NOMOREDOES HE LOVE ME?DOES HE SEE ME CRYAS I WONDER WHY, WHY, WHY

Please Help If You Can
Hello:) Thanks to my awesome owner Italian Princess I now have my very first Auto Bomb and Auto 11. I would like to run the them on friday May 15th if all goes well. As all of you no I usually do not ask for much on fubar but I am asking for your help now. If anyone could help me out with any of these items listed below please pm me. I would like to get all of the items below so that the days I run the auto's and bombs will be the best. If you would like me to rate your pics, stash, make you a morph or tag or anything to get any of these items please pm me and I will get back to you and if i can do it...and if i can it will be done. IF you could help me out I would really appreciate it so much and I will be making a tag with everyone that helps me and post it as my primary picture when I do the auto's and spotlight. Thanks to all of you that read this, it means a lot. Things I need 2- 1 day blasts Bulletin made Someone To Sticky The Bulletin Help on fubucks for spotlight. 4