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The Last Night On Earth
We held hands on the last night on earth.Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed in the fields and under trees,screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves.It was empty on the edge of town but we knew everyone floatedalong the bottom of the river.So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the seaand the shattered seasons lay,and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease.In our cancer of passion you said, "Death is a midnight runner."The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide.We picked up the shards and formed them into shapesof stars that wore like an antique wedding dress.The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unbornas the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop.The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime.I kissed you at the apex of the maelstrom and askedif you would accompany me in a quick fall,but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two.I rode alone.You said, "The cinders are falling like

Rip Koko Taylor
A distant memory... concert on Mac field... opening act Mojo Nixon, headliner Koko Taylor. Odd combination. At sixty or more she could SING the blues. I will never forget that show, one of my all time favorites. Also probably my first ever blues show.

Stutter Story
The Stutter StoryA teacher is explaining disabilities to her 4th grade students. 'Human beings are the only animals that stutter,' she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered..'The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well,' she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!' 'That must have been scary,' said the teacher. 'It sure was,' said the little girl. 'My kitty raised her back, went 'Sssss, Sssss, Sssss' and before she could say 'Shit,' the Rottweiler ate her!' The teacher had to leave the room. tff!!

Do Me A Favor
I just finished the Twilight series, and before that I read the Harry Potter series. I need something new to read. Recommend please. And no it doesn't have to be some crazy fantasy or from the children's section. Before that I read Paint it Black, by the lady who wrote White Oleander (her name escapes me). So tell me, what are some of your favorite novels?

Eyedea & Abilities
Are confirmed for Rock the Bells this summer and are releasing their first album in five years. The summer looks like it can only get better. For more... http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendId=3180200&blogId=489971911

Wacking To Die !!!
Soooooo now the rumors are floating that David Carradine died wacking off.... can you think of anything more embarrising ? but then again he was 72 and should be happy he could still it going... avid Carradine Death Not Suicide - The alleged suicide death of David Carradine was not suicide, but an accidental strangling. Carradine’s death has all the hallmarks of auto-erotic asphyxiation, or masturbation enhanced by strangulation, which when it goes wrong is often mistaken for suicide. The David Carradine auto-erotic asphyxiation hypothesis fits the evidence better than a straight suicide because why would you include a loop around your genitals, then kneel to hang yourself and then fall back into the wardrobe instead of just hanging yourself from a higher position. The pain from the rope tightening around your genitals as you pass out is supposed to “jerk” you back to consciousness so you don’t accidentally kill yourself. Everyone assumes Carradine commit

Gay Pengies
A German zoo says a pair of gay male penguins are raising a chick from an egg abandoned by its parents. Bremerhaven zoo veterinarian Joachim Schoene says the egg was placed in the male penguins' nest after its parents rejected it in late April. The males incubated it for some 30 days before it hatched and have continued to care for it. The chick's gender is not yet known. Schoene said the male birds, named Z and Vielpunkt, are one of three same-sex pairs among the zoo's 20 Humboldt penguins that have attempted to mate. Homosexual behavior has been documented in many animal species. The zoo said in a statement on its Web site Thursday that "sex and coupling in our world don't always have something to do with reproduction."

My Mother ~marie Southern~
Marie Southern was a remarkable woman who did not find peace and happiness according to the world’s standards; rather she found contentment and joy from within herself. With vast amounts of inner strength, Marie faced her challenges head-on and was considered by many to be both a spiritual warrior and protector. Marie didn’t expect anything from anyone and never looked for a “free ride” either, always willing to work hard until she earned what she needed or desired. She fostered both a compassionate heart and generous spirit that greatly enriched the lives of all those within her reach.The 1950s are often referred to as the “Nifty Fifties” due in part to the tremendous changes within the culture of our nation. Rock ‘n roll burst onto the scene, the television became the dominant form of mass media, and the general prosperity enjoyed by many Americans led them to spend their leisure time taking in sports contests like never before. Also enjoying

Hi! Will You Be My Friend/and Drink With Me This Vintage Tiananmen?
Sixteen years ago this spring, one of the classes I took at Stetson University was about the history of China. There were eight of us in this class the then-chair of the history department taught covering China from the Manchu dynasty of the late seventeenth century to the then-present day, and I got an A in the class. History was my minor then and still is a major interest and study of mine. One point the professor brought up concerning the protests of Tiananmen Square protests of June 1989 was that the democracy being campaigned for wasn’t what most people in the West think of as democracy (from the Greek “demos kritos” that translates “rule of the people”) with free choice from a plethora of political stances. It was a move for open markets and free expression paralleling the Hundred Flowers Campaign of the late 1950s, a movement crushed in China like the protests centered on Tiananmen Square were. So here we are in 2009, twenty years later &helli

I Feel........... (a Work In Progress)
I feel his words go through me I feel the spark ignite. I feel the thoughts go through my mind. Morning ....Noon...and Night. I feel my hearts desire. I feel my fear set in. I feel my heart beat faster. Body trimbles from within. I feel his words as the whisper. I feel his body shake. I feel him start to care. Oh God don't let this be fake.

More About Me Read B4 Adding Me!
WARNINGIf you are easily offended and or strong language bothers youit is best if you leave this page NOW!This can be considered as NSFW contentStop reading HERE!OK, you have been warned!With this post I'm going to try to tell you the reader as much about me as I feel youneed to know at this point.I am going to be brutally honest here hence the need for the above warningGetting to know me:Is NOT as hard as you might think.If you've taken the time to read my "About me" then you already have a leg up so-to-speakBut I'm going to give you a few extra pointers that might help you get past any nervousness.1>TALK to me I don't bite unless invited to do so.use my shout box or private messaging system whichever you prefer.2> Shyness DON'T work with me,ALWAYS be who you are, who gives a flying fuck if some here don't like it!In order to be truly happy you MUST 1st be happy with YOURSELF.The rest can go to Hell for all I care.Now I'm NOT "Mr. sensitivity"and romance is NOT 1 of my

A Haunting...
You ever see this show? I swear it's the same house every damn episode. And the actors suck harder than the porn stars. I am so scared to go pee now that I will have a floating kidney most likely. So it's almost time to work..I don't want to go in there tonight..I have to pass the test thingy and it's already a test we passed, damn crap! I should insist upon a raise perhaps :D maybe they would fire me for sure ;) Send me all your nudes!!!

Reason Some People Shouldnt Have Kids
Mother charged with feeding child feces 09:59 PM CDT on Wednesday, June 3, 2009 Associated Press AUSTIN, Texas -- An Austin woman has been accused of repeatedly feeding her 3-year-old daughter human waste, potentially causing life-threatening infections. Video Slideshows Blogs Emily Beth McDonald, 23, was charged with felony injury to a child. According to an arrest affidavit, a surveillance video at Dell Children’s Medical Center captured McDonald on Sunday placing feces in her daughter’s feeding tube. McDonald was released on a $100,000 personal bond Wednesday. The Austin American-Statesman reported she must wear an electronic monitoring device and comply with a police protective order that prevents her from seeing her three children. She faces up to life in prison if convicted. It was not immediately clear if McDonald had an attorney. The child had been hospitalized to be treated for “serious infections” caused by organisms consistent with those fo

To My Hater's!
I keep it real and that's a promice.I may be a bitch but at least im honest.When i walk by u stop and stare,well keep lokin'because i don't care.I have my own life and style.Not trying to please u or make you u smile!When it come's to compotition you are out,now shut your haten ass and keep me out of your mouth.....To all my haters!

The Dam Ham! Hehe
This was told to me one summer, haha, too funny, and goes like this.... The preacher's wife walks into the deli, starts looking around and sees a ham, then asks the cashier about it. "Sir how much for this ham"? The cashier says "oh thats the dam ham" and she says "oh sir, you should not talk like that, i am the preacher's wife", he says "I know, but thats what it is called" so she says "okay" then buys it, then takes it home. Later she is in the kitchen, the preacher walks in and says, "honey, that ham smells great!" she says "oh thats the dam ham" he says " oh honey, you should not talk that way, your the preacher's wife" then she says, " i know, but thats what it is called" then he says, "well, okay". That evening, the family is sitting around the table, the preacher says " honey, can you please pass the dam ham"? the son yells " thats the spirit pop, pass the f**kin' tators!!!!"

Poetry
The tree was my best friend so I killed him. Chopped his family to the ground, to make myself a home. In this spot lies a parking lot where all dreams go to be forgot. The memory fades, but the stains never wash away Now broken, alone, thrown from my home. Only the devils play.

Copy And Repost
BE VERY SURE AND READ THE VERY LAST PART ! Please read and forward to as many people as you can. You'll understand after reading this. To My Child (don't delete ~ its being tracked) Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won

The Poet's Fix
I saw him while walking the highways of Neptune, Id heard that he lived on the moonI tried just to glance without drawing attention, but he caught me faster than soon His whispers were louder than anyone’s yelling and somehow Id caught that mans eyeI fell in love with his laughter from here ever after Id always remember that June He taught lessons in riddles that taste just like skittles and his best friend was old father time Love was his mother and Pluto his brother he spoke of them all in his rhymes

Highway To Hell
Sitting on a highway to hell not going anywhere fastSame shit keeps running through my headA rhymth that pounds faster then the white lines I'm passingThe reflection of you eyes staring back at me through these shades I'm wearingWanting to drive fasterPeer in the rear view mirror watching the person behind meshouting out, like they can really hear me,ride my ass mother fucker I can only go has fast as the car in front of meRage begins to build while I watch the stupidity of others on this highway to hell not going anywhere fastSame shit keeps running through my headA rhymth that pounds faster then the white lines I'm passingThe reflection of you eyes staring back at me soothe the anger I feel and I drift off to some fantasy about youtime seems to pass by so fast and I'm still sitting on this highway to hell going no where fast.

Ducktales
Life is like a hurricaneHere in DuckburgRace cars, lasers, aeroplanesIt's a duck-blurMight solve a mysteryOr rewrite historyCHORUS:DuckTales (oooh ooooh)Every day they're out there makingDuckTales (oooh ooooh)Tales of daring do bad and goodLuckTales (oooh ooooh)When it seems they're heading for theFinal curtainCool deduction never failsThat's for certainThe worst of messesBecome successesCHORUSD-D-D-Danger! Watch behind youThere's a stranger out to find youWhat to do? Just grab on to some DuckTalesCHORUSD-D-D-Danger! Watch behind youThere's a stranger out to find youWhat to do? Just grab on to some ...CHORUS (Twice)Not pony tales or cotton tales, noDuckTales (ooh ooooh)

Frightened Seller....exordium...
Ok...So after some ups and downs...One of my best buds James Wilson finally got his EP done several months ago. After 2 full CD's, what I wanted to see from him more then anything was another full CD. A CD that I would know each and every song by heart and have the privilege of having had been through that journey with him. Well, finally...it's on its way...coming soon...Yay...I am estatic. The Cd will be titled Exordium. My favorite song (Sink) since I first met him over 2 years ago is on the new cd...plus a new song that I've ony heard once or twice (Not Important Anymore)...which btw is also fast becoming an instant fav. His songs will touch your very heart and soul and leave you aching for more... You can check James ....Frightened Seller....out on myspace @ www.myspace.com/frightenedseller and on the net @ www.frightened seller.net He will be leaving for 1 year to Japan sometime his month. Keep a look out for him and his wonderful music... Thanks darlings, Your Empress Dawn

Caa #103
Was informed that a friend of mine here on fu and a very dear friend of one of my dear friends is going through the last stage of cancer. Please keep her and her family and friends in constant prayer, with angel healing, comfort and strength. Love, Doc

Hot Action Application
Just copy and paste this with your answers and send it to me in a private message if you're interested Hot Action ApplicationName:Location:Age:Home Phone:Work Phone:Hair Color:Eye Color:---Chest/Bra Size:Breasts: Real [ ] Fake [ ] (check one)Do you like them:Sucked [ ]Chewed [ ]Kissed [ ]Carressed [ ]Squeezed [ ]None of the above [ ]Comments:---Work Schedule:Sun:Mon:Tues:Wed:Thurs:Fri:Sat:Can you Stay out late:---Do you enjoy oral sex:Yes, I like to get oral sex [ ]Yes, I like to give oral sex [ ]No, I do not like oral sex [ ]Comments:---During sex do you: (check all that apply)Moan [ ]Faint [ ]Cry [ ]Scratch [ ]Scream [ ]All of the Above [ ]orJust lay there [ ]List your three favorite positions:1. 2. 3. When you orgasm, do you:Scream [ ]Jerk [ ]Shake [ ]Black out [ ]Flail [ ]How do you usually like to fuck:Slow & gentle [ ]Rough & hard [ ]Dirty & fast [ ]All of the above [ ]How many times a day would you like to fuck: and for how long at a time:Comments:---If approved whe

Haters
If someone does not find you attractive and they rate you like a 1 or a 2, don't be a douch bag and rate them the same just because you happen to be old (like 80) or a fat slob (like 300lbs) with pimples all over your face and body! Rate them what you acctualy think they deserve. So...for all you that have done that to me, I just consider it a poor attempt of flattery because you know you could never get a dude like me anyways.

Help ,me With This.....
ICE CREAM CONES AND SKITTLESI saw him while walking the highway in spaceHad heard he came from the moonI wanted to glance at him without leaving a traceBut he caught me way too soonShouting at me from aboveThis was to be a great JuneSpeaking to me of poems and rhymesWords of hope and loveAnd all his adventures in timeHe had 747 reasons for being hereI had 111We talked of dreams and fearWe Discussed why the moon was so far awayI NEED HELP AT THIS PART......GRRRRRRRRR SOMEONE HELP MEI always want to give him ice cream conesThis man who made me taste skittles

A Kiss Before Dying
A KISS BEFORE DYING .. HOW CAN YOU TELL HIM ALL THE THINGS HE MEANS TO YOU THAT THE SUN HAS LOST ITS WARMTH CAUSE YOU FEEL HIS LOSS SO GREAT THE MOON HOLDS NO SWAY NOW CAUSE IT FEELS YOUR HEARTACHE SO GREAT IS THIS LOSS I WONDER WHERE IT CAME FROM HOW DO I STOP IT YOUR NOT EVEN GONE YET BUT I FEEL YOUR LOSS ...A PART OF ME IS GONE AND I CANT GET IT BACK HOW CAN YOU PUSH AND PULL ME IN THIS TIME OF NEED WHEN ALL I WANT IS TO BE NEAR YOU TO TOUCH YOUR FACE KISS YOUR BROW HOLD YOU NEAR I FEEL YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU BLOCK ME OUT YOUR PAIN LICKS AT ME LIKE FLAMES ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN TO YOU EASE IT IN SOMEWAY HOLD YOUR HAND AND TELL YOU I CARE I LOVE YOU A KISS BEFORE DYING IS MY WISH AS A TEAR SLIDES DOWN MY FACE I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW

Why?
first :my friends already know my english is bad so i hope u can understand what i type then people i'm here and i'm asking myself: why a lot of people on internet like do bad things to other people? why so many drama? why so many fake? May be becouse they are bad person,may be becouse they haven't a real life,may be becouse they are jelous....i don't know.. People tell me why i dont post a salute,well why i have to post it???the real friends i had meet here had saw my face on cam so they know i'm really me...if someone needs i post a salute for talk with me...well they can stay away... I'm tired,really tired of people who speak ill of someone...I'm here talk directly to me if u have a problem...

A Lifetime Of Reasons And Seasons
People come in to your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.They may seem like a Godsend and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come in to your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.They bring you an

New Poem
love online thanks to this electronic toy i`ve found wonder and joy. i`ve found a love i`ve been missing a woman i wish i was kissing our love sent over a wire their love is taken mine higher our hearts we then have comitted to a lover to whom we transmitted. one day we hope that we join despite what others may warn we know our love is sureal because how our love makes us feel the only thing that we fear and it comes to us perfectly clear the one that we`re missing and want to be kissing is being loved by another that is near so to those of you who`s love is close by hold them close and never you stray because if you do, a love that was true will be online themself one day.

Strife
yea i dont believe in life but deaths not a game id like to play...hmm the thought seems kind of interesting but heck what good is that to me.ill be in a pine box with my answered questions but no solution when all i really want is to find a tiny resolution but its okay but i dont even care im comfortable here with my corpse and my fear and ill lay here quietly much like i did when i was alive the only difference i am that scary thing called alive and that pine box is my life and im just sitting around lookingtrying to figure out why im still looking for that piece of substance to keep me afloat so i sang and i praise while you set there and gloat because your doing fine with yourperfect little life unbeknowest to you i paid a small price my agony and pain will be avenged upon you in a nice little word i call strife nicely gift wrapped and sent with love to you.

Exclusion
Exclusionby john p reedI am wearied by hearingthat my friends doing thingswithout me talk abouthow they really missall the things we used to dohow they really wishwe could be together morehow they really wantto be more with mehow they really do liketo be around me.What you don't remember isthat you do exclude meinconsiderately, by not rememberinghow you really missall the things we used to dohow you really wishthat we could be together morehow you really wantto be more with mehow you really do liketo be around me.To make those phrases trueyou only have to do as I do,you need only to rememberhow I really missall the things we used to dohow I really wishthat we could be together morehow I really wantto be more with youhow I really do liketo be around you.

Bill Cosby
I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE. HERE IS MY PLATFORM:(1) 'Press 1 for English' is immediately banned. English is the official language; speak it or wait at the border until you can.(2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the 'Wal-Mart ' policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.'(3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it.(4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border (six month tour). They will be under strict orders not to fire on SOUTHBOUND aliens.(5) Social security will immediately return to its original state. If you didn't put nuttin in, you ain't gettin nuttin out. The president nor any other

This Is Funny
Three cowboys were seated around the campfire out on the lonesome sagebrush prairie and with the pride for which these men were famous; it was a night of bravado, a night of tall tales..Tom, the hand from Wyoming says, 'I must be the strongest, meanest, toughest cowboy there is. Why, just the other day, a bull got loose in the corral. It had gored six men before I wrestled it to the ground by the horns with my bare hands and castrated that sucker with my teeth.'Ben, from Colorado, couldn't stand to be bested.. That's nothing, 'I was walking down the trail yesterday and a 15 foot diamondback rattler slid out from under a rock and made a move for me. I grabbed that bastard with my bare hands, bit off its head, and sucked the poison down in one gulp and didn't even get a belly ache.'OldDave, the cowboy fromOklahoma, remained silent, slowly stirring the campfire coals with his pecker.

When It Rains.....
It pours , Im bored outta my mind..done with chores for now.... Was to paint the bar today but they still arent ready(was to be ready on monday) .... Have to work tonight dont wanna...Im all pmsy and emo and ready to kill.... all at he same time......*sighs* entertain me for a bit ....plz... makeme smile, laugh, throw things at this point i really dont care as long as im something other then what i am....

My Lounge
In Serious need of help in my lounge.My Days are your nights & vice versa.Need someone that will be there.Come walk with me on the DarkWildSide.I dare you.. Ever wanted to go to a place where you can just be who you are without being scolded or told you can no talk this way.My Lounge can get heated up @ times so if you can no stand the heat my lounge is no for you but if you can then join in and lets get Hawt~~ I am in need of all staff M/F to help me get this lounge off the ground.I had an old one,but I am starting over.Would you like to help to make this a total NSFW place to come.I dare you to walk on the WILDSIDE let your hair down and be who you are.We also can just have fun so please no serious stuff in there.Please help me keep my lounge a DRAMA free and fun place to go. Lets Rawk ok? Need Sexy A$$ Greeters,Bouncers,Promotors and Personal BodyGuards & Dj's.Just ask Dakota or Paul..Need botth GENDERS M/F..

Burning Out... *coming Soon To Your Ears
*catch the latest release Burning Out from Jeryd Smith this month at www.reverbnation.com/jerydsmith (release date to be announced) Burning Out We try so hard to relate But with pieces of our hearts this path is paved I paint the lines on her face This trail of tears and bloodshot eyes leads her away

He's Just Not That Into You...
Im watching He's just not that into you right now...a part just came up with signs of how to know if a girl will never sleep with a guy 1. A girl will never sleep with you if she calls you cuddly or dependable. 2. She takes a dump in your bathroom. 3. If she pops a zit in front of you. 4. If she takes home leftovers on dates 1, 2 or 3. Guys, any truth to that? Anything to add on?

David Carradine
BANGKOK – Actor David Carradine, star of the 1970s TV series "Kung Fu" who also had a wide-ranging career in the movies, has been found dead in the Thai capital, Bangkok. A news report said he was found hanged in his hotel room and was believed to have committed suicide. A spokesman for the U.S. Embassy, Michael Turner, confirmed the death of the 72-year-old actor. He said the embassy was informed by Thai authorities that Carradine died either late Wednesday or early Thursday, but he could not provide further details out of consideration for his family. The Web site of the Thai newspaper The Nation cited unidentified police sources as saying Carradine was found Thursday hanged in his luxury hotel room. It said Carradine was in Bangkok to shoot a movie and had been staying at the hotel since Tuesday. The newspaper said Carradine could not be contacted after he failed to appear for a meal with the rest of the film crew on Wednesday, and that his body was found by a hotel maid a

What Is This Thing Call Life.
Life is what you make it.You might be a bitch,you might be a whore.Me im a Saint and a demon.I'm not scared to be me,making people happy is what make it a bitch.This comes from living i will have more on life soon.

Minivan Tow
A man was driving down the highway late one night when his mini-van broke down. He turned on his flashers and tried to get someone's attention to help him. Eventually a Lamburgini Countash pulls up. "Any chance I could get a lift into town?" said the mini-van driver. "I can do better than that," the man driving the Countash replied. "I've got a V-12 under this hood, I can tow you to the nearest town, no problem. Just honk your horn and flash your lights if I start going too fast." They head off down the road and eventually come to a stop light and up pulls a Farrari F40 with a V-10. The F40 began to rev it's engine to get the Countash to race. The Countash rev's its engine and the light turns green. They fly out of there, and about a half a mile down the road they pass a speed trap. The officer there watches them pass and radios to base saying, "Base, you will not believe what I just saw. A F40 and a Countash were driving down the road doing about 120 with a Mini-van honking it's horn

Mathematics .... Lol
From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's the Bullshit that will put you over the top.

Something Corporate
I have a lunch meet and greet with the new CIO today. It's something he is doing to get to know the technology leaders. I really tend to hate these corporate events, be it team building, socials, or get to know you type deals. Call me cynical, but I am here because I am paid to be, not because I just really like all the people, and it's a great place to hang out. The people I work with do have some influence on where I work, if I don't like any of them, I may think about leaving, but for the most part to get on my good list, you just have to leave me alone and let me do my job. It's not that I don't have a good set of skills in my social toolbox, I can shoot the shit with the best of them, it's just that I believe that the happenstances of fate that made us work for the same company is not necessarily the basis for lifelong friendship, well except for Hank Mardukis who I worked with at IBM. Anyone, inevitably at one of these things you are supposed to get up and say a couple thin

Show Me Please
Words! Words! Words! I'm so sick of words! I get words all day through;First from her, now from you! Is that all you blighters can do? Don't talk of stars Burning above; If you're in love, Show me! Tell me no dreams Filled with desire. If you're on fire, Show me! Here we are together in the middle of the night! Don't talk of spring! Just hold me tight! Anyone who's ever been in love'll tell you that This is no time for a chat! Haven't your lips Longed for my touch? Don't say how much, Show me! Show me! Don't talk of love lasting through time. Make me no undying vow. Show me now! Sing me no song! Read me no rhyme!Don't waste my time, Show me! Don't talk of June, Don't talk of fall! Don't talk at all! Show me! Never do I ever want to hear another word. There isn't one I haven't heard. Here we are together in what ought to be a dream; Say one more word and I'll scream! Haven't your arms Hungered for mine? Please don't "expl'ine," Show me! Show me! Don't wait until wrinkles and lines Pop o

Psycho B
It's the explosive new interview you have to watch. Speaking with brutal candor, Octo-Mom Nadya Suleman reveals a bombshell to her best friend, and only RadarOnline.com can show you their intimate conversation. In this brand new story, Nadya reveals --for the first time -- how she coerced the father of her 14 children to be the sperm donor, and that he was extremely upset when he learned she had frozen his sperm to keep having kids. "I screwed myself. I screwed up my life and I screwed up my kid's lives. What the heck am I going to do?", Nadya says as she dines Wednesday night with her best friend at The Melting Pot, a fondue restaurant in Brea, California near her home in La Habra, Calif. In another candid statement, Nadya says "I have to pretend I don't regret it." Nadya also reveals that every day, her older children ask about their father, whose identity remains a mystery. "He's just afraid. He's hiding," says Suleman. "He'll lose everything". In past interviews, Nadya has d

A Nuclear First Strke Aganst North Korea - Is It Viable?
Ladies and gentlemen, welcome back to 1953. And more importantly, welcome back to the Korean War. Six days ago, the communist regime of North Korea announced it was withdrawing from the 1953 Armistice which “halted” the Korean War, but since there was no official peace treaty ever signed, the war was never officially called to a true end. And now, with Pyongyang saying that they are no longer in agreement with the agreement that created the cease fire, technically, the war is set to resume. For those of you who haven’t been following because you’re too wrapped up in who was winning American Idol, North Korea has been provoking the rest of the world with numerous short range missile tests, a long range missile test which they claimed was a peaceful operation to launch a satellite, and an underground nuclear explosion test all over the past few weeks. On top of that, they have openly threatened South Korea that there would be action taken if they joined in

Ya Know
I wanna fly into the heavins over the clouds away from the world I never knew so well the world that could look like hell or is it really I cant tell I dream of heavin i dream of hell nothings ever so simple we live in a hell just trying to fit in or just trying to get out never letting others in afraid they might sin afraid you might sin so in the end you except the night cuz in the end nothing seems right you cant controle the worlds fight humanity always gets its way so whats right, how does it go? people just let it go just say fuck it! ya know! right and wrong to both we belong so fuck it never say never cuz you never know this shit could last forever and if the boat keeps rockin tip it and forget it leave it for the sea its never right its never wong it never stops it just keeps moving on can you hear it can ya feel it at least you can believe it. ya know

To The Brother In Me
Standing by your sidefor you I'd cryfor you I'd dieyou don't need to ask whyyour the brother in meyour the one who always let me beeven when im near sided far sidedeven blindedI'll see you standin by my sidenever denien the long rideeven till the day we diewe'll never say goodbyeand if I see you flienyou know I'll be on my kneessayin god please just let us brothers be this can't be we came from your seed you've seen us bleedso let us see not the night but the lightwere the brothers from youso let the brother in mebecome the brother again to beagain the brother in meI'll see you again brotherwhen it be let it befor you I will always seeremember YOUR THE BROTHER IN ME

I Was Thinking
why do I turn over to see a decaying populationrelying on the colors of relationscondeming the relation drumming to a band who them selves barely stand often falling often dieingwhy do we see people cryingthe smiles of relation are only a fadwe are colors of blindness desperate for kindness to release our blindnesssearching for relentless confidencefor a life without richousness its only life that ends so easyly as knives and guns for people who thinkthey are the only ones dieing without pain dieing with painthey are who plan to suffer without pain only a demon wishes to fightand only the lost and lonely would understandcancer of life in all those who comence the knifewho wants to take their life who wants to take anotherdemons who dream of might and love a good fightthey all shall die and see a forever darknessin the fearfull nightwithout light we cannot seewithout a fight we can not feelso we fight over the light that we see as color through this we think we feelgod knows this that i

I'm A Ass
Ok, most of you guys know how my ex was to me.. NOT A NICE MAN.. I am happily invold with Craven... and have been for almost 15 months. My ex has gone from chick to chick. And thats not a problem for me. I do want to see him happy. His lastest fiancee, i was told hated me and my kids, you know the typical ex shit. Some of you guys have even seen the emails back and forth between her and I,.. Turns out she didnt have a problem with me, she was being fed a bunch of bull shit by my ex. But over the last few weeks my ex has been talking more and more to me about him and his current fiancee. And I mean everything ( I had told him more than once I didnt want to hear bout it at all). He was looking at finding him a "buddy" because his fiance wasnt giving him none.. blah blah blah.. her and i get to talking and all... and she had heard from a few other people that he was talking to them or some shit like that.. she asks what do i knwo about all of this shit. I told her that

Ok...so I Haven't Posted In A While...!shoot Me!!!
Anyway... I've endured some good times, bad times, and general mediocre times… Not much has happened in my life. The job is good, but could be better. Don't have much of a social life, given the hours I work… And just starting to figure out where I wanna be in my life… On the better side of things… I've met someone on the internet… Seems to be going well (knock on wood) And yes, you know who you are, My Heart… You're always on my mind. I hope we can work out the distance thing, and close the gap between us. You being there, with me !WAY! Over here doesn't work…now does it? Yes, My Heart, I know it's just a matter of you figuring things out. And you know I'll be here for ya when you're ready to come to daddy… And when you do, I'll be more than willing to treat you the way you want…!AND! the way you deserve…which may not always seem like the same ways… But you !KNOW! I'll treat you the way you want…above

Moonlight Levelup Requirements
REQUIREMENTS FOR A LEVELUP!!!!1.They must be online so they can return rates.As they return rates it makes them go down faster,making it easier to get them leveled.2.All we ask is that the person being leveled rates and fans the people helping them level.3.Must have at least 100 rateable items... pictures must be not ripped and NSFW pictures because you get no points for ripped pictures or for NSFW pictures.4. If they have 20k. Must have 100 sfw pics/stash 5. If they have 30k. Must have 300 sfw pics/stash 6. If they have 50k. Must have 500 sfw pics/stash7. If they have 100k. Must have 1000 sfw pics/stash 8. If they have 200k and autos must have 500 sfw pics/stash 9.Family Member's have priority,please send a message to the Homepage if you need to be leveled.

A Night At The Club
It was a Friday night in mid June and some friends and I decided we should hit a rave. It was a beautiful night; we first went for dinner in a small intimate restaurant. After some fantastic food and much wine we started to head off to the party. Since most raves don't get started until well after midnight we took our time. Heading back to our apartments to put on our favourite clothes and check our makeup and hair. We also decided to drop some ecstasy and smoke some pot before the show. By the time we hit the show my head was starting to swim. I could feel the music wrap around me like a warm quilt on a cool winter night. I immediately got out on to the dance floor, closed my eyes and started to move as the music commanded me. I have no idea how long I was out there when I first felt the hands. I call them the hands, and see them in my minds eye as just that, disembodied hands, as if they belonged to some type of spirit. They first landed on my hips; facing forwards like

A Mistress On The Plantation
A Mistress on the Plantation My name is Louise Antioch and I am a female psychopath. Having antisocial personality disorder isn't a disease. It's a lot of fun to me. Trust me on that one. A five-foot-ten, plump, green-eyed, blonde-haired woman without conscience. That is yours truly. One of the free spirits out there who can do anything at all without feeling guilty. These days, it's the early 1900s and I live in rural Georgia. My family has owned the Great House Farms for years. We've become short-staffed, so I hired some people to work for us. A lot of folks from the local black village were looking for work and I hired them. I paid them decent wages, and expected some good service. My most unruly worker was Sheila, a tall and muscular black woman from Atlanta. I decided to teach her a lesson. I invited her inside for some tea and crackers. As soon as she got inside, I cornered her. I had a demonic light in my eyes and I could tell it scared her. Good. Sheila was a large black w

Joys, Green Emeralded Eyes~
I want to see your silhouetteform a shaped 'S' with sensual jestI want your lips caressing my fleshtonguing my membrane, coming unrestI want your wrists before meand your mouth forming these words,"bind me, my master, send meinto a heavenly bliss of unknown strokes"dress in that leather, black wet the shinier bindings fit you the bestcome before me, then slowly begin to stripmake me believe i should take you can you be a naughty little slavefull of tantalizing delights and sensuous?be the temptress just once in these eyesand you will bring forth the hidden surpriseopen your wings, let the flower unfurlI want to take and sedate you like a harmless girlI want you to moan, then fight back the screamsas the strands make ribbons in flesh of creamcum for me, not witholding a single sighbring me the single tear of contentment from those green emeralded eyes... ~W.H. 2009~

Heavenlysnt
i want you all to meet someone. for as long as i have known her she has been stuck on level 27! shes a sweetheart and amazing friend. she'd do anything for anyone. heres where you come in.... like i stated before shes still on level 27. only has 8mil to go....yes only. when i met her i think it was something like 20mil. im not asking for you to bling her bomb her buy her this and that just a rate or two when you get the chance. http://www.fubar.com/user/2311295

For The Record
So as most of you know i moved to Texas with a certain someone...Obviously it didnt work out. I keep hearing many versions of the reasons why..since im not online that often anymore i guess ill defend myself this way! Remember there are two sides to every story...The reason it didnt work out was because the night before i got here a certain someone decided to sleep with someone else and then lie to my face about....and then got drunk and was mad that it all was laid out there decided to put his hands on me.....THAT IS THE REAL STORY!

My Lesbian Fantasy
So there I was with a knot in the pit of my stomach. My heart was pounding. I was so nervous and scared, I felt like running away. But I knew I wouldn't. I have waited too long for this. I have fantasized about this moment for years, now my fantasy was about to become a reality... We met on the internet, FuBar. We seemed to hit it off instantly and began chatting friendly and informal. We went private and began talking of our mutual fantasies. We shared sexy e-mails for weeks. Then we decided to talk on the phone and ended up masturbating together. It was so hot, I can still hear you moan "I'm cumming". Then you asked me to meet you. Me the inexperienced one and you, the kind gentle experienced woman that I have grown to call friend. I had to, I just absolutely had to meet you, breathlessly I said yes..... The day came and we were to meet at a nightclub in town. I was so scared. I arrived early hoping to have a couple of drinks to calm my shaking hands. I had barely sat down when

My Birthday Present
I was already running late for my first-time ever massage appointment, making me even a little more nervous. My hands on the steering wheel are starting to get sweaty and my heart begins to race. I pull up to this quaint little house where my friend Shaunte has set up her massage therapy business. We have talked about this a lot and she understands my fear … and being the good friend that she is, she has given me a gift certificate for a massage as a birthday present. Hearing the car pull up, she comes to the door – looking all professional – and greets me with a big hug. She notices how my hands are trembling and tells me its going to be okay. She directs me into the kitchen first, where we talk about our day over a cup of flavored tea. Sensing that I am starting to relax, we move into the room she has set up. As I walk in, the atmosphere is astonishing, yet serene. I am instantly at ease. Even though it is still daylight, there are scented candles burning all around the roo

Where Have I Been?
Hello friends!! Yes, I'm still alive! So... where to start... where have I been? Let's see... it's been months since I've been here, so much has been going on. I was in the hospital a few months ago due to pneumonia...was touch and go for a while. I'm blessed to still be here! After recouperating, I was sent out of town for a while for my work. It was a nice change of pace but I was happy to come back home! A few weeks ago, I lost my step-father of 30 years... really the only father figure I ever had. That's been rough and mom is taking it hard so I've been spending most of my time with her. My gran is now knocking on heavens doorstep as well (mom's mom) so... it's adding fuel to the fire for her and all of us. So now I'm spending most of my time at the care facility where my gran is living out her days with my mom and my family. It's only a matter of days as she is beyond responsiveness. I am still working full time as well... everything else has be

Emails From My Dad
I got the boys ready and off to school. Got back on my laptop and checked the weather and my email. It's suppose to rain all day, which sucks. The "high" is only suppose to be around 66. I mean that would be great, if it wasn't raining. The emails from my Dad. I'm not sure what to think of one of them. It's one of those.."do you have time for God"..."if you are ashamed of God, he will be ashamed of you.", type things. I sent it to my Mom. I know she'll pass it on and she complains that I never email her. One of the emails that my Dad sent to me was kind of funny though. It had all of these cute little saying, some of them actually made me giggle. Yes, I said giggle. I didn't exactly laugh. Though I'd share them with you here. Mind you, I'm not adding anything to these sayings. They are exactly how I received them. "Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative." "I saw a woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said 'Implants?'. She hit me." "How c

Gd 1
She was ushered silently by her mother and father, walking along and examining the populated training ground. She had been trained for her thirteen years, and now it was time for her to choose the one that would be her companion. All around her teenage boys and girls were practicing magic and swordplay. The violent use of so much arcane energy left a tingling sensation in the air, one that had the young girl on her guard. All around her the sound was deafening as spells erupted into massive and violent explosions, and crackled with electricity. Steel on steel erupted into a faint melody as sword met sword in open duel. Despite the chaos of the training taking place around her, she was more intrugued by the group of boys and girls that stood at attention. Her mother and fathers stopped at the front of the group. She knew that she was now suppose to choose from the group arrayed in front of her who would serve as her companion, her guardian. With so many arrayed before her, she didn't

Love Him
Have you ever loved someone, but for your love he never really knew, You'd always say love you tons and he'd always just love you too. Did you ever just wanna make him understand or make him acknowledge the words you say, But it's like it never works out, you're the one hurting the most at the end of the day. Have you ever had someone who was your morning, afternoon, and you're night, He meant the world to you, he was your sunshine, he'd be your moonlight. Have you ever had him so close to your heart it's like everything would always be just right, Because he was your everything, he'd be your moon and the stars in the sky at night. Have you ever had someone to talk to, whenever it felt like your whole world was coming to an end, He'd just sit there and listen, and then tell you it's all okay and that he'd always be your best friend. He'd tell you he'd be there forever, no matter what the people say, And no matter what everyone else thinks because he'd always love you anyway.

She Makes Me Proud To Be A Mom!!!!
MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER , MARINA MICHELLE DIBELLA TURNS 13 YEARS OLD TODAY ( MY HANDSOME BOY TIM AND THE SECOND FROM LEFT IS MY OTHER HANDSOME BOY TRISTAN. SHOW ME AND MY DAUGHTER SUM LOVE!!! I WILL BE SURE TO SHOW HER ALL YOUR BDAY WISHES!!!!! HER PIC ( ALONG WITH HER BROTHERS IS IN MY PHOTO SECTION. I WILL BE SURE TO SHOW HER ALL THE LOVE AND WISHES YOU SEND HER

Wow 26 Levels In Under 4 Months?thank You!
First off I want to thank my kickass friends! The one's who are awesome and always there to help me out or just listen to me and really be my friend.That friendship between us is invaluable.=) I leveled to disciple today and it feels pretty cool.One step closer to the glitzy oracle.I doubt Ill care much about leveling once I get there.I just want my dang powers lol.I want to return the pimpouts to the awesome people who pimped me when I needed it.=) One of my fam and good friend here told me he remembered me when my name was in green and then boom I leveled 20 levels in 3 days.Hey that was pretty neat but at the time I was new and didnt know that was cool or a good thing.People were very nice to me on fu when I first started.I meet the occaisonal assclown but most are decent people and very friendly and kind to me.Remember dont judge me if you dont know me.Im no slut.Im no boyfriend stealer..I seem to get alot of women "thinking" that I am that way.I have a loving boyfriend of 2 years

If You Love Tattoo Designs And Artwork!
If you're looking for tattoo designs or original artwork, click the picture to get to Ghost's blog for information and check out his pictures for some other examples of his drawings!

A Little Coin... B4 You Join... Freebies At Ebizpros.us
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Of The Soul
I think it's funny how life can become something that is either worth living, or just plain hellish. I guess, I'm beginning to be beset by the simple ironies that come with age....or having lived enough of the wrong side to feel ..out of place in the right side. I used to write music but it seems lately that the joy has just slipped away. I feel drained of emotion...like an automaton just waiting to die. Later Dayz

Sad
Dispite worrying about our financial situation, I have been down and in tears over my middle son. Hes 22, years old and is I guess gonna be married some year. And his wife to be doesnt care about us and doesnt like us for what ever reason. I think this has a real affect on why he doesnt come over to see us for a visit. He comes over only to drop something off for his older bro or he wants something. He promises his dad to take him places and never shows up and when we call to see whats up..he never answers . Its sad you know that your own son would be embarrassed by his family and not wanting to come around. His soon to be wife's family are fakes meaning they want to be the upper crust pretend they are into money and shit. But truth beknowen they are not. They are worse off t hen we are. And were actually thinking of moving into a trailer home. I am not damming trailer homes some are beautiful in side and some of the parks you can stay at all year round are awesome. An

Private Pics
Well im letting all you guys know that to view my PRIVATE pic folder you got to be in my family, and either buy me a vip, auto 11 bling or a cherry bomb bling, i WILL NOT just let anybody view my private pics sorry but thats how it goes thanks nikki If you sb me and ask to see my folder then you will be ignored

Anaplastic Cancer..
the cancer in question...if ur interested...;) Thyroid Cancer: Anaplastic Cancer The Least Common Thyroid Cancer This page includes more advanced information on a specific type of thyroid cancer. . . Anaplastic Thyroid Cancer. Please read our Introduction to Thyroid Cancer page first which gives a general overview of all types of thyroid cancer since it will make this page easier to understand. Anaplastic tumors are the least common (about 0.5 to 1.5%) and most deadly of all thyroid cancers. This cancer has a very low cure rate with the very best treatments allowing only 10 % of patients to be alive 3 years after it is diagnosed. Most patients with anaplastic thyroid cancer do not live one year from the day they are diagnosed. Anaplastic thyroid cancer often arises within a more differentiated thyroid cancer or even within a goiter. Like papillary cancer, anaplastic thyroid cancer may arise many years (>20) following radiation exposure. Cervical metastasis (spread of

This Is Never Forget
lightning fills the sky tonight in northern california, it fills my black heart, my shallow mind, it calls my name, it reminds me of magic left over from past lives, it fullfills my desires, it whispers secret slurs of the dark things i have to look forward to, the light the last only moments but stays with you forever...blind chaos like sickening laughter after the fall of angels that will never be welcome in heavan any longer, the dragon speak across all the ages, it is, and is not...i guide the dragon, i am HoodMood, my marks and symbols and signs like lightning passages in the book of black dreams, this i am, author of the damned, champion of darkness, surge destroyer, i this am not..this is never forget, this raine can not come undone, wings broken off and of all, just two black spikes that grow out of my back into perfect spikes that reside from behind beyond and ever over my sulken brow, gaze at madness, look at the storm that rage inside my eyes, i will embrace you in the dar

Sumtimes We Meet:
Sumtimes in the nightin a far away dream we meet eachother, it's so real it seems I remember it well the look in ur eyes the place is so prettyalmost paradise the words come so easywe have been here beforewe kiss one another& then fall to the floor soft touches in the night I remember them wellthey burn thru my skinI promise not to tell The kisses are like rainfalling gently on our faceso many of themno one can replace The place is majestic your love is so sweet 'cause sumtimes in the nightsumtimes we meet Laura 3-3-09

Linda Was Quite Lonely
Linda was quite lonelyOn the day of love.No one cared how well she faredOr which way she might move. No one thought her lovelyOr dreamed of her caress,Or so she thought until she boughtA sexy dark red dress. That dress had seemed a failure,Though she had lost some weight.Some men stared, but no one caredEnough to make a date. Her calendar was empty,As empty as her heart,When in this hell she heard the bellAnd jumped up with a start. Could it be? Oh, could it?Here was her salvation!To her joy a delivery boyWas holding a carnation. "Carnation-Gram," the boy said,And handed her the box.Who was it from? Perhaps someoneWho thought she was a fox. All Linda's sadness vanishedAs if it never were.That little flower had the powerTo set her heart astir! And so when Johnny called herIn a little while,She was primed in heart and mindTo greet him with a smile. So please remember LindaWhen starting a relation:Her mood reversed when she got firstA single, cheap carnation!

Ranting About The World As We Know It
Musings on Original Thoughts...(This is, in a small way, a tribute to the late, great Sam Kinnison - may he rest in peace) As I ponder the happenings in the news... the world turning by my window... the things that go bump in the night... I ask myself... "Self... what is missing in this world of technology.. this world of innovation... this world of... hmm.. everything looks very familiar.. as if we are repeating the same, sad play over and over again... And it dawns on me that one thing that seems lacking is the gift of Original Thoughts... I look at today's youth in particular... and I see sheep. I have no further to look than my own children... who insist that they are dancing to the beat of their own drummer.. and yet, I observe from enough distance as across the generation gap at my children, and their friends and realize that they all look alike.. they all dress.. alike... they all act..... alike. And I shudder. Having grown up in the era of the "Preppy" and the days when "V

Sleeze Beez
I think I was 15 at the time. Sleeze beez was a hair band making a video at the Tampa Theatre. It's the most beautiful Theatre in the south. Go ahead. Look it up. I'll wait. I had never heard of them but my sister said they were doing a concert for free in order to make a video for the one song they had that got air play. It wasn't really my thing but she suggested that I go to get over the fact that the guy I was dating canceled our date that night. I'm sure he was cheating on me. It was that douchey Jehovah's witness guy. My sister was going through a tough break up at that time too. which is probably why she was hanging out with me in the first place anyway. I agreed to go with her. I put on a black spandex mini-skirt, a tight black tank top, and I teased my bangs about 6 inches high. Trust me, this was a pretty hot outfit for the time. We went down town and waited in line outside the theatre. it was a sea of spandex and bad perms or good perms depending on your view of such

Don't Ignore This!
" ""FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this.Send this heart to at least 15 people and to meif you Gonna Hold Me Down for Life!!!Let's see how many hearts you get!!!!........??????............??????....??????????....??????????..????????????????........????????????????????????........?????????????????????????....????? ????????????????????? ..???????. ?????????????????????????....??????????????????????......????????????? ??????.........???????????????...........???????????............????????.............??????...............??"xoxoxoxo9,675,000,000 people n this world && yet i ended up with you as a friend?Damn,Im lucky!FRIENDS FOR LIFE"

How Much??
how much i miss you??!!how bad i want you??!!since u lefti did wish that i was blindthat my eyes wont see anyone ,anything after youthat your image is the last thing my eyes sawafter u lefti did wish i am a handicapthat wont walk any place, wont go anywherethat last trips last walks were with youafter u lefti did wish that my hands get cutthat i wont touch anyone anythingthat last touch was ur skini did wish my tongue get cutthat i wont speak or say any more wordsthat last words were for you,were about you,to youi did wish i got deafthat wont hear any soundany voicethat last voice would be yourslast words i heard were yoursthats how bad i want youthats how much i miss youthats how i do love you------------------------------W.B: FM

Will Always Challenge You
Who challenged the impossible is meSo how I will not challenge youAnd you are just a human like meThe solution is with youBut just a usual man is meNothing but small pen with weak ink in my handApproaching toward every one with a beasty words from youAnd scattering the desire in the air like bombsBut it is extinguisherWhen every things still alive of my pen Still alive even after my deathSo I will challenge you in this present and the futureWho is the victorious me or you- - - - - - - - - -W.B: FM

Walmart Corporate Bullsh*t
Went to Walmart with the girlfriend the other night... looking for the new Dave Matthews album. They didn't have it. What they DID have though... was the new Eminem album. What does this mean to me? It means... that Eminem is willing to compromise whatever message he puts into his music to sell more albums... and Dave Matthews is not. I find that funny... even though Dave Matthews doesn't cuss in any of his albums. Would you buy a freggin Eminem album from freggin Walmart? Lame.

Realizing Ones Mortality
It's amazing when you get to a certain age and realization kicks in, I'm 48 and 60 is really not that far away, Over half of my life is over. I would like to say that I'm all excited about the "Future" but I'm not, I mean what do i have to look forward to? Diapers? walkers? Death? I really feel like I wasted my life fuckin around so much of it, Not givin a shit alot of it. I'm not proud of some of the things i have done but I'm not ashamed either. I wish I went to college like I wanted to, joined the air force, became that comicbook artist I always wanted to be, but i was lazy, always puttin off till tomorrow, well tomorrow has came and went.

The Rainbow Hearted One
As She walks upon the earth the land turns greenBecause what flows from Her heart is unseenWhen She glides along the high mountain topThe darkness flees from Her light and stopsSo She swims into the deepest ocean blueThe sea is rejuvinated and the color made newThen THE RAINBOW HEARTED ONE hits the colorless airAnd leaves behind a glowing rainbow from Her satined hairHer beauty is ultimate as She streams out into the dark so farHovers around a gathers each and every glowless starTouches and releases them shinning into the uttermost parts of spaceAnd as the universe celebrates Her conquest, she releases a smile upon Her beautiful face Aloha and Mahalo

The Bible Is Not A Life Guide ...
The Bible is not “A LIFE GUIDE.” It’s simply quotes, suggestions, and advice given. If it was a guide God would have put it in simple terms. @ The Bible does not hold the power to control our lives WE DO! It’s the way WE interpret things not how GOD interprets them. We don’t know God like he knows us, after all HE MADE US we didn’t MAKE HIM. He knows we will make mistakes, and he knows we need to make some ’wrongs’ to find the ’right. ‘ @ If you don’t think I’m right… GOOD!! But don’t think I’m not right just because the BIBLE says so. Think I’m wrong because YOU say so, because that’s what you TRULY believe. Not what something or someone tells you to believe. @ Is it right to hit children…. Is being gay wrong? The Bible says yes to both of those. @ In the Bible is says if a child disobeys he should be stoned, and that a man shall not lay with a man nor a women with

Thot
As I sail on the wine dark sea, I keep running into these stange winds that blow me off course. The gods have not been kind lately. The crew is restless. My mate is going mad. I sit alone in my cabin wondering how I can survive the chaos. I have determinde that if the fates send our course by a tranquil, verdant and promising island, I will abandon ship, leaving my crew to tear each other apart. Perhaps this is cowardly, but it could be merely survival.

Narrow Minded Fools
There is a certain kind of moron here on this site..its the one who knows they are attractive and uses that to prey on those who appear.."plain" for their plain-ness implies they are lonely. They try to get those users to "bling" them for levels and fubucks and never care to try and really be their friend. Those Vapid Fools should learn that if they really tried to be someones friend they might actually get what they are looking for without the manipulation and make a friend in the process.

Bubble
You ever have one of those days where everything seems to be all cloudy and like you are looking at everything through a bubble or a mist of fog or something? That has been the way I have been all day. I am exhausted as hell but can't sleep. I am not used to everything hitting me all at once like an 18 wheeler. I am sure I have made some irrational decisions just out of the blue the past few days, and eventually I will fix those. Not sure if I am going to the funeral or not yet, I think I am going to try, I have to, I don't want it to weigh down on me anymore then it is now. At the same time I need to be excited for my daughter graduating Saturday, it's her day! All she kept saying to me today is mom I can't believe I did it. I am super proud of her, and it will be such an extreme joy to watch her walk on Saturday. Then she will have her senior all nighter. I feel bad that all this has happened with my grandmother passing away right at the time of her graduation. I also called the

Poem
Wandering in darkness grope,Finding not a glimpse of hope.Fingers touch to find my way,Each foot fall, my heart betraysThe fear which drives me through the day.Suddenly the ground is lost,Flailing arms as body's tossed.Splashing down in crimson pool,The warm embrace is much too cruel,I curse this lowly, wretched fool.Floundering in this self made hell,Warmth increasing as I dwell,Within the confines I create,Screaming as myself berate,Giving in to this, my fate.

Update On My Fuwhore Status
Most of you that read these know that i'm totally not down with being a fuwhore. or at least i wasn't. i was done with it after my last account got locked. However.... i'm planning on going back to work as a cam girl, and if that's the case, it's easiest for me to work on making friends here that may potentially "hire" me later. So, sin the anti-fu-whore will be begging for friends, posting nsfw pictures (topless for friends, full nude for family, possibly unlocking the full nudes temporarily from time to time). Sin will still not be taking any shit from the assholes. if you can't respect me as a person, i don't need to deal with you. i'm doing this for financial reasons, and i don't expect some of you to understand. i'm not a real life whore, i don't cam for free, i'm still loyal to my boyfriend and happy in my relationship. if you cannot accept my choice, please feel free to remove me from friends. if you can accept it, you'll still get my fuck you blogs when i'm feeling pissy and

Poem
A TRUE FRIENDA true friend never walks awayA true friend will always stayA true friend looks out for youA true friend will guard your secretsLike a precious giftA true friend is there for youTo give you a helpful liftA true friend tries to make you smileTries to replace that frownThey may not always succeedBut they rarely let you downThese arms for you are openThis heart for you does careAnd which I think you need meI will always be thereI will listen to your fearsI promise not to laughComfort your falling tearsI will make this friendship lastI will keep you near my heartI will always hold you dearEven when we're miles apartEven when you are hereI hope I am to youEverything you are to meFor the friendship we haveIs a special one indeed that's what you call a true friendship and that came from my heart

Poem
Reality Fire upon the never ending starsWish upon all the ones that aren't farAnd happiness will come your wayHopefully it will stay,Each time you look away at the skyEach time you ask your self whyRemember who are and what you want to beSo the mirror reflects exactly what you wanna see,You have to find your way through it allGetting up every time you fallPretend you really carePretending life is fair,You have to open doors that are closedCover the feelings that are superimposedMaking new friends when you really don'tLove them when you really wont,Say something you don't mean Tear open the never ending seamJust do get in that shining lightWhen in reality you'll lose the fight.

Espy
espy \ih-SPY\, transitive verb:To catch sight of; to perceive with the eyes; to discover, as a distant object partly concealed, or not obvious to notice; to see at a glance; to discern unexpectedly; to spy; as, to espy land; to espy a man in a crowd.

Can Ya Dig It
THE CANDY SHOP IS CURRENTLY HOLDING A SEXY BBW CONTEST THIS CONTEST ENDS ON THE 14TH AND THE WINNER IS BASED ON THE TOTAL NUMBER OF RATES NOT THE SCORE. THEREFORE, DOWNRATING THE ONES YOU DON'T LIKE ONLY HELPS THEM, SO DON'T DO IT DUMMIES! WITH STILL OVER A WEEK TO GO, IT IS STILL ANYONES GAME, SO PLEASE RATE, AND CHECK BACK TO RERATE! I'M ASKING YOU PLEASE HELP OUT THESE WONDERFUL LADIES AND DROP A 10 OR 11 ON THEM. [ fubar.com photo: 143325494 ]

Ex Application Lol
1. name: 2. age: 3. height: 4. weight: 5. birthday: 6. why do you want to be my boyfriend? 7. what are your hobbies? 8. favorite music? 9. thongs or boy shorts.... 10. silk sheets or cotton sheets? 11. do you snore? 12. which side of the bed do you prefer? 13. favorite color? 14. play any instruments? 15. do you believe in love at first sight? 16. do you smoke cigarettes? 17. do you like to drawpaintother art stuff? 18. favorite movie? 19. can you cook? 20. do you cry during sad movies? 21. are you religious? 22. are you a dreamer, or are you down to earth? 23. favorite day of the week? 24. are you spontaneous? 25. would you rather stay in with me or go out somewhere with me? 26. do you like to be alone sometimes? 27. what do you feel is the most important part of a relationship? 28. how do you feel about drugs & alcohol? 29. your friends before me? 30. do you have an in

What Do U Want From Me?
I sit here trying to play everything out in my head as far as what to do about all my decisions that I have made,the mess up's and the people that I have chosen to fall for. Lord knows that I have made alot of mistakes and have made alot of bad judgements. I try my hardest to make everybody happy and go out of my way to make u happy and I always seem to fail, I am starting to wonder what the point is of trying anymore. I try to be happy, joyful and make good choices and like always that seems to fail also. I wake up everyday with every intention that I am going to make the right choices and be the best person that I can be, but when things dont go right it seems like I am a horrible person and that I am just a f*ck up cause I let u and everybody else down. I hate feeling like I am torn between 4 different people and all of them wants me to do something different. I try to better my life and better the person that I am and it doesnt seem to work either. I know that if I had somebody by

I Haz Teh Sads
One of our cats hasn't come home. Jack went out last night and we haven't seen him since. I drove around the neighborhood and nothing...I'm hoping he is off on some kitteh orgy and not in someone's trash bin somewhere :( Damn outdoor cats!!!!

What Do You Think?
The most beautiful people I have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss and have found their way out of the depth. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen. - Roy Nichols Without pain, there would be no suffering; without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes. To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows; without it, there is no way of life. - Angelina Jolie Sometimes the mistakes come from putting faith, trust, hope and belief in O/others that have no idea what it means to be honest, open, and true to T/themselves.

Who Is Worthy?
It's that time ..I cleaned out my family list on my page so everyone gets a chance to be there.If you think you are worthy and deserving to be put there with the rest prove it to me.. I'm not gonna just gonna put you there because you talk to me every day or you bling me or rate me a lot.The top family are people who have stuck by me my whole time on fubar.The ones who don't bring drama to my page.. ALL MY HATERS DON'T ASK BECUZ U WILL B BLOCKED..

Dead Beat Moms
In a few weeks my son turns 4 . He is the most amazing kid. Every day he does something new that just blows me away. most parents feel this way about thier children.My wife met us when he was a little more than 1, and he quickly became her everything. She has never treated him less than her own. In action and deed. She is the only MOM he really has. Through her he now has 3 brothers, 3 sister-in-laws l, and a niece. All of whom feel that he is as much a part of their family as each other. I told you all that so no one feels like he is missing out on the joys of the family unit. Now about his EGG DONOR . Like most incubators . She carried him for 9 months, gave birth, and breast fed for a few days . After her maternity leave was up she went back to work , and i quit my job to stay home with him. We split up . My son and I moved to Colo. She moved to a different part of Colo. 2 months later.It took a little time , but she started to see him on the odd week ends. Cool i encourag

The Perfect Man For Me
Well first off...there's like no such thing as a perfect person.... Looks aren't important, but the type that usually get my attention are the punk, rock, goth type...and dudes that aren't skinny...love men with meat. someone that.... apperciates who i am wouldn't neglect me give me attention helps around the house sex is great but it's not that important if we were to have sex...i don't care what size you are or whatever..just as long as we're having that special moment together...if you complain that I can't get you off....well fuck off... i know that this one could never be true...but i'd wish for that person to never lay their eyes off me or look at anyone else.... that i was the only imporant thing to them... responsabilty is always good... someone i can trust..even though I have a had time trusting people having things in common would be nice...but not everything otherwise it could get boring. love someone that likes to get out...like with nature, not alway sittin

Stupid At Work
had an architects office that we previously wired. just had to terminate wires today. have jacks on all 62 wires and the building owner comes in and asks if we ordered the special brown wallplates he wanted.i told him not yet and proceed to call the supplier.. he informs me they will be in in 3 days. then tells me they need a special jack, standard ones won`t fit. so trip up to huntington beach to get right parts then back to laguna beach. so instead of 6 hours of labor like we bid, it will be about 14. fuck fuck fuck kills profit margin but at least i got to call some one while peeing in a portapotty so it was all good

My Mini Vacation
Yeaterday I took a trip to the coast. I got a three hour nap and left around 9 or 10am. First place I went to was to Tillamock Cheese Factory. It's been forever since I been there. Got some cheese samples and took some photos. Went to some town called Otter Creek, I think? Not too far freom Newport where they had the Devl's Punch bowl. It was low tide at the moment, so not too much action there. it was still neat to see how nature created it though. Went to Newport Oregon. Killed time at Ripleys Believe it or not, The Wax Muesume, some underwater garden thing and a few other places. Went to the Oregon Aquiremum which was pretty neat. I got to touch a few star fishes :) Grabbed some lunch at some Crab shack place...kinda like a ma and pop place I guess. Had some clam chower and a tuna sandwich...yum. Drove around town and went to a beach. It was a bit chilly and windy so I didn't get a tan or anything. Drove around some more and ended up at some weird vocalnic like place....almost l

I Made This... Don't Remember When... Around 2000 Sometime?
A friend said it looked like something out of H.R.Geiger's head, and linked it on his blog. I used to have a blog called "Sauceruney", and would update every day with any weird/cool things I could think of or find. sauceruney.com has a stupid place-holder video I made in Flash, and I have a junk pile of pictures from there and other web-forum fuckery at sauceruney.com/images Was just doing vanity searches on that new bing.com thing, to see what came up.

Survey Says...
How did you get one of your scars?My sister busted my skull open when I was 3How did you celebrate your last birthday?I really didn't. Plus my phone was shut off at Midnight at thhe start of my Bday, and I thought everyone forgot about me :| How are you feeling at this moment?eh...How did your night go last night?It was busy.How did you do in high school?I was one of those students that were too smart for the stuff they were teaching, so I was bored with school and refused to do the work in protest and got lousy grades because of it... I know, makes no senseHow did you get the shirt you're wearing?Im still wearing my scrubsHow often do you see your best friend?I don't see a lot of my friends nearly as much as I used to.How much money did you spend last month?Fair amount.How old do you want to be when you get married?25... that age passed :PHow old will you be at your next birthday?its simple math people...When is it?May 12thYour mothers name?MarieWhat did you do last weekend?NothingW

How In The World....?
Why is it that us decent-looking, kind, intelligent, pure-hearted folk always seem to be perpetually single..meanwhile the people who shouldn't procreate always seem to find someone? Seems the best of us are always single, always looking, you think we'd stumble upon each other..but that never seems to work. Somehow the decent people always manage to find the ones who will hurt us, abuse us, take advantage of us, and discard us like trash before moving on to someone who isn't half as good as we are. So while we sit around, pained and broken, jaded with the world, we see others in relationships and become bitter with love. Meanwhile we take a look at those happy couples around us, and we wonder: "What the fuck? HE/SHE can get someone, but I can't?" Hideous ugly troll women with 8 chins, sparse facial hair, gargantuan ass, cankles bigger than most men's thighs, a high-pitched screeching voice, and a lingering smell of sweltering pork faintly clouded over by febreeze walking hand-in-han

Cyber Dreads For Sale!!!!
hey guysim making some fallsif you want to buy someim selling them for $20 for a setand $15 for a singleif your interested just mail me let me know what colors you wanti only have black and red for now but later on in the week ill be gettingmore of a selectionand also ill be getting some synthetic hairfor dread fallsthe ones im making are out of yarnif your interested just contact meand ill make them for you.thanks

Not Cut Out For This...yet
So I'm trying to get a bit more exercise in after slacking off for a bit too long. Played football on sunday for 4 hours, badminton for an hour yesterday, football for an hour today, and football hopefully again tomorrow for an hour or so. Now, the problem lies in my muscles, my groin is still playing up from Sunday, obviously the running around since then hasn't helped, but still. Badminton was ridiculously hard work due to not playing for over a month, was a really good game though (even if I did lose). My right shoulder and the muscle from my wrist to my elbow just weren't happy today though. Hopefully this should stop though after I'm in my routine again for a few weeks.

Women And Videogames
So yeah I've begun to notice that a lot of women on Fubar treat it like a videogame..lol, I mean this site just like myspace, twitter and all that other shit is a social networking site where u can meet other people and chat, now I'm not saying chatting with sumone gives u the obligation to meet with them, but i see alot of woman that are just here to get cherry bombed, blinged, fudrunk, and to level and they can give a crap about networking with anyone at all. And my favorite is the "R/F/A and i will get u back...so u go head and do it and get nuthing back. OH NO...my real favorite is the "hey can i see yoru nsfw's? sure after you bling me" LOLOLOL WOW!! that one is priceless!!! hmm wait a minute, that reminds me of sumone, lets see help me out people, who sells either there body or pictures of them naked for money....hmmm, that's right whores!! LOLOLOLOL No disrepect to any woman inparticular but if you were offended by this then you should prolly check yourself first b4 backlashing

Yer Creepy Realatives
Guess what, you know that creepy uncle of yers, that wants to hugg wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy too much? He called n he's on his way to see you! N he's bringing his big ole wife, the one that wears the moomoo all the time n flip flops. Well anit much flip left in em, more like flat flops.Think thier smartass son will be with him, the scrawny white boy who thinks he's black. Tries to talk street n sounds stupid doing it n wears his hat crooked n such ignorant shit. Thier freaky ass daughter prolly driving, the one who still dresses goth, n plunders thourgh yer medicine cabinet when she visits. Shes the one who knows when everyone goes to the dr, n comes over complianing she has such a bad headache or backache, bumming some pills. Then there is thier shittyaas 4 year old smartalec boy who whine n yells n gets his way. You remember, he plunders thourgh yer house, n his parents dont do a damn thing, except say oooooh yer gonna get a time out! whoopty freaky do, that anit ever made a kid behave. Think

Youtube....
I'm wanting to make a small video for youtube with my referral link to here on it. I need those damn referrals if I'm going to get past level 28. I'm trying to start early. Anyway...what would be some good search words for it? I mean I couldn't use fubar, since if people are searching for it, they've already heard about it.

More Nightbreed... (interested..?)
...For almost twenty years, the two most-asked questions of Clive at conventions and signings (and, for the last ten, through this website) have been when's the third Book of the Art coming out? and will there be a director's cut of Nightbreed? The first answer is entirely down to Clive (and the answer's usually, "Definitely, eventually..."). The second, though, may very well prove to be in your hands. Yes, yours. After many years of replying, "I hope so, but we don't know where the footage is," Clive's answer is now, "Maybe yes, if enough people want to buy it..." Nightbreed Correspondence from Mark Miller to Phil and Sarah Stokes at Revelations, 26 May 2009 ...If there's a demonstrable audience for an extended Nightbreed then that could well influence a release as a pure commercial decision, but we need to figure out just how large that audience really is. A small but noisy group will not make a difference here - we need to see just how many people would

Shit Thats Starting To Annoy Me
Ok, I reckon its time to rant a little about this site. The views and opinions expressed in this blog are absolutely those of the editor and owner of is profile, if you dont like it, fuck off. So without further ado, here I go... This one is REALLY starting to irritate me, Ladies, if you put up naked pictures of yourself, advertise them as being naked but make them private, dont get pissed off when dudes constantly ask to see them. I dont see the point of posting pictures that only you can see anyway. If you dont want guys to ask to see them, dont post them. I mean its not rocket science here people, damn. The second part of that is to the guys, Gentalmen, stop being so fucking disrespectful, you give us honest men a bad name. Dont start talking to a chick by asking to see her naked. I mean, would you walk up to some chick on the street and open the conversation with, "Hey baby can I see your tits." Heres a quarter, buy a fucking clue. Will someone please tell me how people on he

Letter To Normals...
A Letter To: Normals Having FMS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident , most people do not understand even a little about FMS/MSP and its effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually mis-informed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me.... - Please understand that being sick doesnt mean Im not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion, and if you visit I probably dont seem like much fun to be with, but Im still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school, and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. -Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy" .When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but Ive been sick for years. I cant be miserable all th

Fibromyalgia
MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi. . .My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I'm here

Interesting!!
Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled 'Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden'...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language.It is impossible to lick your elbow.If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.Q. What do bulletproof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers, and laser printers all have in common?A. All were invented by women.In Shakespeare's time, mattresses were secured on bed frames by ropes.When you pulled on the ropes the mattress tightened, making the bed firmer to sleep on. Hence the phrase.......... 'goodnight, sleep tight.'

Why Why Why Why
WHY DO I END UP HERE UNABLE TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS? WHY CANT I JUST TELL YOU TO SHUT THE HELL UP AND LISTEN AND MEAN IT? WHY CANT I JUST TELL YOU THAT I HAVE FALLEN THAT I CANT SEE MYSELF WITHOUT YOU. I WANT TO WALK THE JOURNEY WITH YOU THE GOOD THE BAD. I WANT TO BE THERE TO SHARE ALL THAT WITH YOU. YET WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY WHEN I KNOW YOUR NOT RETURNING IT TO ME? WHY THE HELL DO I STILL CRY EVERYDAY? WHY THE HELL CANT I GET YOU OUT MY MIND MY HEART MY SOUL? HOW THE HELL DID YOU GET IN WHEN I NORMALLY DONT LET ANYONE IN TO BEGIN WITH? I HIDE SO WELL BEHIND MY WALLS NOT LETTING ANYONE THORUGH THEM YET YOU GOT THROUGH. AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW THAT HAPPENED. I AM PISSED THAT I LET YOU GET THIS FAR WITH ME. WHY YOU ASK ARE YOU PISSED ITS A NATURAL EMOTION. I AM PISSED BECAUSE I KNEW YOU COULDNT GIVE ME BACK WHAT I GAVE YOU. WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE FOR THEM NO MATTER WHAT THE SITUATION, AND KNOW IN YOUR HEART THAT THEY WONT GIVE IT BACK YES ONE DOES GET PISSED AT THEMSEVES. I WOULD GIVE ANY

Bid On Sublime Bling
IM offering a sublime bling for auction.Its a short auction and will end shortly.I jsut want to have some fun! Bidding starts at 1 million.Bid away.Oh and if you read this blog rate it dangit lol.

A Man And His Porn
it's 4 pm and I've nothing to do... as I wonder aimlessly around the carnival of debotary that which is the Internet, looking at porn like all bored, self-respecting man will do. porn and their stars alike bore me. Same ol' looks, same bad acting. but every once and awhile. a girl I come across just simpley blow me away. no pun intended. then I find myself looking for videos or her NOT fuckin' just simply doing an interview, or on the street. I don't change my favorite porn star often, to retire them breaks my heart, But as of about 7 months ago, I retired my long running favortie "Gauge" for Gianna micheals...shes awesome. ...and your not.

Ugh Why Again
SHARING MY FEELINGS FOR YOU GAVE ME A CLUE TO SHOW YOU ON HOW MUCH I CARE FOR YOU. THE THINGS I TOLD YOU YOU IGNORED AND PASSED THROUGH YOUR MIND LIKE THERE WERE NO WORRIES. YOU SAY YOU CARE THAT YOU MAY HAVE FEELINGS FOR ME. YOU OPENED UP TO ME SHARED THINGS WITH ME THAT YOUVE NEVER TOLD ANYONE ABOUT. YOU CONFINDED IN ME SHARED DEEP EMOTIONS AND PROBLEMS THAT YOU COULD NOT DISCUSS WITH OTHERS. BUT ALL I WANT TO KNOW IS WHY ME IF YOU WONT BE WITH ME?

Let Love Fly
They say if you love someone let them go and if they come back to you then you will know, that they feel the same way and this time its real and you have something for which most people would kill. I know its hard but sometimes it must be, that you have to leave it to fate to find out if it's destiny. They had their doubts but you gave them a chance, to experience the world and still they came back. So if you want it you know this relationship can last, if you work for a future and don't dwell on the past. So let your love go, let the bird fly. For when it returns it wil be with a love that wont die.

And Now That I Have Vented
i have this fantasy about a perfect kiss...it has to be intense and take my breath away, two hearts speaking the language of union...i am so tired of those kisses that make me feel...nothing....i want to find those lips that hover just above mine and make me whimper in hungry wanting.i am sad that those lips that i have kissed have not been able to do this for me. I wait and search but doubt that i will ever find them. I guess this is my greatest curse.

Pisces Woman
GENERAL CHARACTERISTICS: Pisces is the most considerate and compassionate sign out of all the signs of the zodiac. In keeping with those qualities, the Pisces woman is the one who is most willing and able to listen to other people’s problems and, who will offer endless support and comfort. The Pisces woman’s emotional openness can also become her greatest challenge since the fish swims within the oceans and seas being areas of wide expanses and limitless depths. The Pisces girl can swim about in an endless sea of emotions with no shore in sight and, as result, can end up absorbing so much emotional energy from her environment that she can become drained of vitality, causing her to withdraw into herself in the manner of a self-imposed exile of solitude. This is the most mystical of the signs and the Pisces girl is aware that there is an invisible world; as result she can often feel overly burdened by the restrictions and responsibilities of the practical realities of the

Leveling Blog #449 And #450:)
Justfishing~Fu-Hubby to NunyaB~Proud Member of Carrie's Bad Azz Boys 4 Li@ fubar 277,000 to Oracle- I know its more that we usually level but lets help him out-he is trying to level the ole fashioned way!! Lets Level him and then help out his fu wife-she's 390,000 from Oracle!~*NunyaB~Fu-wife to Justfishing*The PegasusProject~SBG@ fubar

Dog Show
I have a burger and sangria hangover today. I still had things to do so around 4 pm I disconected my self from the interent and headed off into the real world. I stopped off at the apartment office to drop off my rent check and to see If my Baxter whoring paid off. The blonde lady that seems to know everything was not in. I asked the brunette lady who had won the competition but she just said she didn't know. I don't think she knows much of anything but I also think she might play dumb alot so people won't expect much of her. That's what I would do if I were her. I glanced over the competition while I was there. A couple of other dogs, all small and for the most part not as cute as Baxter. There was also a bird. Pfft. Birds. I know the guy who owns the bird. He works at the circle K where I sometimes buy my cigs. Whenever I go in there we don't act like we know each other. I don't like chatting with people when I am trying to buy cigarettes. I just want my drugs and to be on my way.

What The Hell?
What in the hell is the world coming to? I have a friend that is going to Cali. because she has submitted herself to him. A random jackass that is going to get his jollies off hurting her. What in the hell is it with guys being so willing to hurt women or children? Why in the hell could someone be so cruel? It makes me sick to think of a man laying a finger on a woman for his pleasure, or just because he can. She was talking about likely having broken bones when this is all said and done, what makes that right? I know it is her life, and I know that certain pain can be pleasurable, but broken bones? I guess this is what I get for caring about my friends, that I can't see the point going to get yourself hurt so some moron can get his rocks off for it. If hurting people for pleasure is what this world is coming to, then being a "human being" is the worst thing I can think of.

[[story Of My Life]]
You're on the phone with your girlfriendShe's upset.She's going off about something that you said'Cuz she doesn't get your humor like I do... I'm in the roomIt's a typical Tuesday nightI'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't likeAnd she'll never know your story like I do'But she wears short skirtsI wear T-shirtsShe's cheer captainAnd I'm in the bleachersDreaming about the day when you wake upAnd find that what you're looking for has been here the whole timeIf you could see that I'm the one who understands youBeen here all along so why can't you seeYou belong with meYou belong with meWalk in the streets with you and your worn-out jeansI can't help thinking this is how it ought to beLaughing on a park bench, thinking to myselfHey isn't this easyAnd you've got a smile that could light up this whole townI haven't seen it in a while since she brought you downYou say your fineI know you better then thatHey whatcha doing with a girl like thatShe wears high heelsI wear sneakersShe's che

Ok...
Do guys honestly think screen names like "earbreather" and "my face gets messy when i go down" are names that chicks will totally be into? Do they think it ups their obvious lack of sex appeal? i'm losing faith in everything...

Tierd Of All The Bull Shit
nothing going right for me found out my money was cut down do not have anfit to pay my rent .i am afreid i will be homeless and lose my kids i mite as wil dig a hole and bary my self now i wish i was never born i am all was getting hurt by people . i have nobody and i know i will never will eather . who want women that dont have the money to get a divorce, dont have a job. i hate my self .i think my kids blm me there dad leveing us . now i convese it got to be my fault . nobody wants me going to find a good spot and dig a hole and say good by crule world . i m triered of being hurt

"asshat"
Apparently I am an "asshat" according to the administrators of fubar. Why? I dunno...same reason they keep doing all they can to make my fubar experience as much of a drag as they can. throwing up stupid bouncer crap, rejecting my salute so I cant see many profiles (still dont know why so many people have theirs blocked from people without salutes, probably just another excuse to be snobby) and today, they went so far as to kick me off the thing entirely. I dont know what an asshat is but if its negative I am sure that the people who run this site fulfil the requirements way better than me. Im just a guy wishing thier was justice in this world and some semblance of humanity in the people on it. to dream the impossible dream and all that. anyway Im just at the point of whatever where fubar is concerned so if you do write dont be offended if I dont respond Ill basically only be on here to look at attractive women's pictures from time to time and fantasize how one day I might meet one w

Leaving Soon
Some of you know and some of you dont that I will be leaving soon. Now I will try to get on here and say hi every once and a while. But it wont be very often.I have thougtht about this for some time and have decided to delete alot of people of my lists and make my profile for friends only. No I wont be accepting anymore friend request either. It's just my way of having some kind of control of my profile. Now if I delete you, dont get all butt hurt. It's nothing personal. Ok maybe it is. guess you should of gotten to know me better. It's a two way street. But anyway, when i come back in a year and you remember me and still want to be friends then your more than welcome to send a request. If not, well im sure neither one of our lives is gonna stop because of it. To those of you who have taken the time to tallk to me and i will be keeping. Much love to ya and I'll miss ya!! Got a job to do.

Men!
thats it i am going lesbian..there is an advantage to being bisexual....besides seeing the beautiful in all, i get to abstaine from one and still have the other..men are driving me nuts right now...you never know what they are thinking and if you ask they lie to you! ARG!!!!! I give up....i just dont have the patience to play this game.....maybe i am over reacting...i like boys...alot...but i like girls too! but even girls are not easy to talk to...they are always waiting for you to make the first move.....and i am not that kind of girl...i am the one who waits for them...ne hoo...i dont know..............meh....

Yard Work (erotic Fiction)
I finally release the safety bale on the lawn mower and let the engine putter to a stop. The yard is now finely manicured and the rolling green slope falls gently away from the back of our house. We worked hard on making this house our home, endlessly pestering the builder until it was exactly what we envisioned… our own little kingdom atop this hill. I turn and admire the view of the river valley below, and the peacefulness of our private estate. Turning around, the cool water of our pool beckons. I start a purposeful walk towards the oasis, shedding my clothes as I go, losing the last of them as I pass the chaise lounges. I crumble in pool in a heaped mass of exhaustion and let the refreshing shock of the water sweep over my body. Tumbling below the surface, I feel splinters of sunshine tracing my muscles. The breath in my lungs finally pulls me to the surface where the warmth of the sun sharply contrasts the chill of the pool. But the counterpoint itself is relaxing. Allowi

The Three Stars
One day avant-garde violinist Malcolm Goldstein, US Ambassador to Spain Eduardo Aguirre, and television's Tony Danza were on a jungle vacation together when they were caught by a tribal group. Before they were about to be executed, they pleaded to the Queen of the Tribe for mercy. She said, ''Get me something good to eat. If I like it, you will be freed.'' The three men looked at each other and agreed. They then went into the jungle to look for some food Malcolm Goldstein was the first to come back. He came up to the altar and offered grapes. The Queen tasted one and immediately spat it out. She ordered her servants to shove the rest of the grapes up Malcolm Goldstein's ass. The servants did their duty, and left Malcolm Goldstein lying on theground screaming. Eduardo Aguirre was the next to arrive with some yummy apples. The same thing happened to him, but curiously he laughed as the apples were shoved up his ass. Malcolm Goldstein was shocked. Here he was with grapes up his ass

Blah!
How do you know, when to say when? When to give up? When to give in? I am a fighter, and I wont let anything stop me from standing up for my beliefs or my loved ones... BUT... there are times when I just want to give up... BLAH!!

I Feel Like A Princess
Thank you for all bidding on me to make me feel like a high class whore for a good hour.... it means alot. In this blog I would like to discuss two things.. One what is wrong with my dog two all the woman i secretly pine over Topic A: I come home from the tire shop and the Maid has left .. I walk in the front door and it smells so good... I take it in.. In the kitchen there is a note.. My dog sitting there very pleased with herself .. Note read as follows. Nakita is a sweetheart but she doesnt like vacuums.... Great she ate the vacum.. do I kill her? Topic B My list of woman i drool over witty witchie blue pixie wendy Jwh Satara and now lala What should I do, I cant stop thinking about them. Drools keeps falling out my mouth Wicked

Just Got Back From The Y.
I just got back from the YMCA and boy oh boy the ladies over there are hot!!! I was thinking of working there in the future, but also.... I would need to have something to calm my mind. Because there are too many hot young women over there. It is really fun to work out at the YMCA.

They're On The Loose
ADELANTO, Calif. (AP) -- Authorities arrested a woman for allegedly trying to kidnap her daughter's boyfriend and haul him away to Northern California. A sheriff's spokeswoman said Tuesday that two women went to the young man's home on Saturday afternoon and tried to tie him up with duct tape. The victim told authorities the women said they were taking him to get him away from one of the women's 21-year-old daughter. Authorities said both women were arrested on suspicion of attempted kidnapping. Officials said the girlfriend was later arrested for investigation of dissuading a witness and extortion for allegedly trying to get her boyfriend to recant his statements on the kidnapping to authorities.

Just Looking For Some Fu Friends
Hi people my name is nick and im just looking for some true friends i would love to get to the top ranks and i think that i have what it takes just need some good beautiful people around me so send me a mess if your intrested

Hmmm
Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak...Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let it go.... I just saw the above as someone's status on a different site...and frankly, it kinda hit home for me...just thought I'd share a bit of facebook wisdome with ya'all lol

L-theanine Comes Into Focus
The substance from tea finds its way, sans the caffeine, into drinks and supplements marketed as concentration helpers. Does it work? By Shari Roan May 04, 2009 Loaded with caffeine and taurine to stimulate the central nervous system, energy drinks have become the go-to solution when you need a quick, energizing pick-me-up.

Important
Read this blog and I had to share it.. because it shares my thoughts and well it shows why I am jealous sometimes...which I am getting over and getting past...Thank you Devilsreject for this blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/297816/1029293

Interested In Making $1000 A Week?
I'm involved in a marketing plan with a company called USANA. This great opportunity is being put together by a pastor of a church and it's called "Operation Promised Land". This plan was put together to help people and this economy in these tough times. I am starting to see some of the benefits already. If you're interested click this link or sb me to find out more. http://www.bring2help2.com/opl/operationpromisedland/id/index.php?ref=jeromy

I Love Girls The Way They Are
sorry i'm if i'm not pretty enough to be "Your girl"I'm sorry that I don't want to have sex every minute of the day.I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy bunny so I can act like a pornstar for you.I'm sorry if I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.I'm sorry if I'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.I'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.I'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.I'm sorry that I try my best to get you to like me but, then get hurt.But most of all; I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.and I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap & all they want to do is be loved by you. Think about it.If you're a girl and you agree

Im Sorry
sorry i'm if i'm not pretty enough to be "Your girl"I'm sorry that I don't want to have sex every minute of the day.I'm sorry that I'm not a playboy bunny so I can act like a pornstar for you.I'm sorry if I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry if I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.I'm sorry if I'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.I'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.I'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.I'm sorry that I try my best to get you to like me but, then get hurt.But most of all; I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.and I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like crap & all they want to do is be loved by you. Think about it.If you're a girl and you agree

Never Noticed It B4!!
LMAO Ok i never noticed it b4 till sum 1 pointed it out 2 me..has any 1 ever noticed there is alotta ppl w/pics that have thier toilet in the background!!aint nothin wrong with it!! lol but hey if sum 1 is lookin 2 remodel hey u can find lotz of ideas here!!:p

Hit Me Up!!
423-470-8758.... i have no net for now...so only close friends i have actually talked to may text me....tell me who u are, so i dont just delete the text immediately....if u have my yahoo, im mobile so use that...PEACE

Beware Of That Underwear Dust!!!!!!
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the H*%* is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'April', he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put Talcum Powder in my underwear?' She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'!!!

Sowing The Seeds Of Prejudice
OK yes, its another “daughter blog”. I promise to stop with the cutsie kid stuff and get back to my normal material when one of you starts showing me some boobies or something. There has been a dearth of real boobies in my life lately so I’m in need of an alternate fix. POST ORIGINAL BLOG EDIT: THANK YOU FOR ALL THE BOOBIES THAT WERE SHOWN TO ME PRIOR TO THIS BLOG. AS A MAN, AND THEREFORE A PIG, THERE CAN NEVER BE ENOUGH. PLEASE EXCUSE MY INGRATITUDE FOR IT IS WOVEN INTO THE FIBER OF MY DNA. NOW PLEASE CONTINUE READING THE BLOG. My daughter’s kindergarten class created a garden this year. The garden included peas, corn, strawberries, and a few other things that don’t grow very well in Arizona. But since they were planted by 5 year old kiddies … mmmm … best ever! ** smiles effusively as he chokes down something that looks faintly like a radish ** Some of the plants were potted and kept in the classroom so they weren&r

What- The-fuvk-ever
Sitting here wondering what the hell I am doing and what I am going to do just realize that this situation that I am in now is not the best that's for sure. I'm not happy I miss my angels and I miss you know who. This is all being faked by the both of us and I know he is sitting here thinking ((When is this bitch going to go home)). You tell me you love me damn it A but whatever dude it's not true and I don't really care

Disciple Bound 6/15/09
> > > > > Click here or above to go to her page! (repost of original by '~~ ♥ texasgurl ♥ ~~ aka DeMoNAnGeL #6' on '2009-06-03 10:29:32')(repost of original by 'Jasmine~~Protected by Dj Tomicide & Holydiver~~' on '2009-06-03 10:44:43')

The Night Was Dark
The night was dark, the way was rough My feet were torn and sore. And all too heavy for my strength The burden that I bore. "Oh, God", I cried, "I cannot go on It's not the way I planned To reach the heights of better things I do not understand." An Angel's hand fell gently on my aching head. An Angel's voice spoke softly, as it gently said, "You do not need to understand The path your feet have trod. You do not need to see the way that leads you up to God. He leads and all you have to do I follow him. He knows the way and leads each step Let not your faith grow dim. These tears, permitted somehow,

Free Bird
If I leave here tomorrow Would you still remember me? For I must be travelling on, now, cause theres too many places Ive got to see. But, if I stayed here with you, girl, Things just couldnt be the same. cause Im as free as a bird now, And this bird you can not change. Lord knows, I cant change. Bye, bye, its been a sweet love. Though this feeling I cant change. But please dont take it badly,

Too Many
iam getting tire of some of the people on my list unlike most i never beg for someone to rate me or bling me i see no point that sad when you have to do thigns for them and iam too good and respect my self too much to do some of the things others would do just to get them however when it come to the point that they dont even talk to you when they check you out that is like the finally straw so if you want to stay on my list pm me and or leave a comment and ill keep you if not ill just delete you like so many others i did

How To Treat A Women
How to treat a WomenTo love and Cherish her EverydayBeautiful words she heir’s you SayGiver her all your attention, always let your eyes StareRespect her heart and treat it with CareIf she's sore lay her down, and massage her feetWake up nice and early to make her a Breakfast TreatGive all your love and support, keep everything SteadyWhen she's upset have your arms open and ReadyHold her tight with Love when you sense her FearAlways surprise her with flowers at any time of the YearMost of all, make sure she never feels AloneGive her a special Valentines, Even write her a PoemAlways be yourself, especially at the StartTell her you love her and that she has your HeartAsk her to marry you, Have something very special to SayLet not your hormones but your heart lead the WayAdmit when your wrong never argue or fightBe Passionate and Sensual, make love to her all NightBefore you sleep, talk to god, be thankful and Prayfor you now know "How to treat a Women" Love and Respect her Everyday

June Libra Love
Libra - June 2009The ever-flirtatious Libra is right at home with the chatty Gemini Sun. With lucky Jupiter in Aquarius, you take some new and off-beat methods out of your flirtation toolbox and put them to use. On June 7 the Full Moon is in the house of smooth talk, and the always-charming Libra could outdo previous performances and reach for a goal that at one time seemed unattainable. Jupiter moves into retrograde motion on June 15 and you could find yourself covering familiar territory as an old flame crosses your path or actually turns up on your doorstep. The unattached Libra is always available for love-at-first-sight romantic encounters, and you find yourself wondering why the two of you ever split. The New Moon on June 22 finds you in the public eye and raising more than one eyebrow. You could have your fondest wish granted on June 30 when a magic mirror reflects a powerful image of the two of you back together.

Bad Luck Comes In Three's
hey all fu's!!!!this blog is to tell my friends where i've been & to let others know bad luck really does happen in three's..... 2 months ago my puppy knocked my laptop into the floor causing my harddrive to crash,,so i wait to get it fixed,,2 weeks later going outside to work in the garden my shoes being kinda muddy caused me to slip on my kitchen floor landing on my back n landing me in traction,,,,,2weeks later trying to get up n move i start to fall putting my right hand out to catch myself & end up breaking the bone going to my pinkie.... so after u laugh which i hope u do cause i have died laughin over my luck for real just remeber bad luck does come in 3's in I AM proof!! love you guys! xoxox

Poem
Shadows dwell in restless night In dreams they whisper in grim delight Cackling laughter far and near Yet as mist do they appear Eyes red as blood and shame Evil stares of doubt and blame Fixed upon this gentle soul The cost is peace for their toll Strength, however, lies deep within Once an end, now to begin Change now flows in streams of blood Though thought has slowed like thickened mud One clear notion comes and grows Knowledge forms from what it sowes Blackened mists whose roots aren't seen Combined now the shadows and me With searching gaze cross sea and shore Distant sounds hard to ignore Warm wind beneath these shadowed wings I am become this horrored thing

The Discordian Society - Definition
NO TWO EQUALS ARE THE SAME! THE DISCORDIAN SOCIETY The Discordian Society has no definition. I sometimes think of it as a disorganization of Eris Freaks. It has been called a guerrilla mind theatre. Episkopos Randomfactor, Director of Purges of Our People's Underworld Movement sect in Larchmont, prefers "The World's Greatest Association of What-ever-it-is-that-we-are." Lady Mal thinks of it as a RENAISSANCE THINK TANK. Fang the Unwashed, WKC, won't say. You can think of it any way you like. AN EPISKOPOS OF THE DISCORDIAN SOCIETY is one who prefers total autonomy, and creates his own Discordian sect as The Goddess directs him. He speaks for himself and for those that say that they like what he says. THE LEGION OF DYNAMIC DISCORD: A Discordian Society Legionnaire is one who prefers not to create his own sect. If you want in on the Discordian Society then declare yourself what you wish do what you like and tell us about it or if you prefer don't. Some Episkoposes have a one-

Questions
Would you makeout with me?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have ;)Would you sleep in the same bed as me?[ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] MaybeAm I attractive?[ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly!Do you think I'm a virgin?[ ] Yes [ ] NoI look like..[ ] A player[ ] a wife/husband[ ] One time thing[ ] Next bf/gf[ ] A friend[ ] A friend with benefits[ ] A possibility[ ] A loser[ ] A hottieIf you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?[ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybeWould you rather...?[ ] Hook up with me[ ] Cuddle with me[ ] Date me[ ] Friends[ ] Friends with benefits[ ] Marry meOn a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me...[ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10What would you want me to be to you?[ ] Friend[ ] Girlfriend/Boyfriend[ ] Friend with benefits[ ] Husband/WifeWould you give me a lap dance?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe

Social Networking...
This isnt technically a rant (OMG is it possible that I can make a blog and not bitch about something or someone?), but just some thoughts I wanted to share. We have this relatively new genre of websites called Social Networking Sites. Maybe I should be a little more specific, like here for example. This site is designed for others to make friends, and level up. I was having a discussion on another site that I cannot name due to admins getting all kinds of butthurt over here (That is a farce IMO) , and were talking about people on here who you just sit there scrolling across your page. U may think "Oh this person is interesting, lemme see their profile and see what their deal is". So, you sit there and if you are one of those unfortunate people who do not have a Cherry Bomb (Or just refuse to conform and buy like me) sit there, leave a random comment or 2, and rate their 4,000 other pics of penguins and whatever else they have. See I am the kind of person that likes to go "Hey!!!! how

It Has Been A While
i have had many mails telling me...it has been a while since i wrote a few words since i made a few people cry.... well tears are precious and i would take those i have seen for myself that flowers wither feelings are dime a dozen words now fail to ferry my thoughts at times i wish i had not said a single 'word' i wait for a thought that will make me feel alive i look at the stars so much still to 'do' i look at myself so little 'done' walk towards me 'life' give me a thought something to write about.... it has been a while since i did a blog

Argh
Alex: hello, is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i am looking for an online submissive... take a look at my profile and blog, i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures. feel free to contact me when you are curious about it. my yahoo: misterak20 msn: misterak20@hotmail.de he used to be blocked :(

I Am Curious
So I had a wonderful Amstaff named Primo...2 years after I was diagnosed he was also diagnosed with lupus..he responded to none of themeds and I had to put him down...the same thing has happened to my mom twice...and to a friend of mine withher cat. They say lupus is not genetic..not contagious..not viral or bacterial. I find thins to be one bizarre fuckin coincidence... just venting :P

Disclaimer Inside
I am a flirt. It is a fun part of me. One of my most relaxing moods results in flirting with everyone. I posted a knotty poem today in response to a NON-MUMM that was posted. A decent poem but I was being silly and decided to be creative-ish. I know sometimes people take the literal meanings of things typed. My actions will contradict my words at any given time. I mean no harm when I am jovial. Tis just for the laughter. I belong to no one and no one truly belongs to me. I adore all of my friends! I happen to sleep alone. If I post something that confuses you or makes you curious, you only need to ask me to clarify it if you want to know. I will tell you. I can't promise you will like the answer, but you will be given it just the same. I find the internet to be wondrous in the amount of friends I have made and the conversations I have be afforded by this. I tend to stay offline when I am happy and content with my world. So please note that I am generally not so happy when I am onli

Fade To Black
Fade To Black - Metallica Life it seems, will fade awayDrifting further every dayGetting lost within myselfNothing matters no one elseI have lost the will to liveSimply nothing more to giveThere is nothing more for meNeed the end to set me freeThings aren't what they used to beMissing one inside of meDeathly lost, this cant be realCannot stand this hell I feelEmptiness is filling meTo the point of agonyGrowing darkness taking dawnI was me, but now hes goneNo one but me can save myself, but its too lateNow I cant think, think why I should even tryYesterday seems as though it never existedDeath greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

Banking - The Whole Truth
First published in the British humor magazine "Punch" on April 3, 1957: Q: What are banks for? A: To make money. Q: For the customers? A: For the banks. Q: Why doesn't bank advertising mention this? A: It would not be in good taste. But it is mentioned by implication in references to reserves of $249,000,000,000 or thereabouts. That is the money they have made. Q: Out of the customers? A: I suppose so. Q: They also mention Assets of $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. Have they made that too? A: Not exactly. That is the money they use to make money. Q: I see. And they keep it in a safe somewhere? A: Not at all. They lend it to customers. Q: Then they haven't got it? A: No. Q: Then how is it Assets? A: They maintain that it would be if they got it back. Q: But they must have some money in a safe somewhere? A: Yes, usually $500,000,000,000 or thereabouts. This is called Liabilities. Q: But if they've got it, how can they be liable for

My God.. There Are Nice People
So I read the following news clip and my jaw just dropped. How dare someone show compassion and kindness in our lifetime! *gasps* "Note my sarcasm". I am impressed that this store owner could have this much compassion and understanding in himself. Every so often things like this renew my faith in mankind. Sad though that the damn economy has driven some people to such sad acts. GARDEN CITY, New York — A New York area convenience store owner confronted by a bat-wielding would-be robber said Tuesday he decided to show mercy on the man after he collapsed in tears and said he just wanted to support his starving family. The store owner provided the man with $40 and a loaf of bread, but only if he promised never to rob again. "This was a grown man, crying like a baby," Mohammad Sohail, owner of the Shirley Express convenience store about 65 miles east of New York City, told The Associated Press in a telephone interview. The man dropped the bread, picked up the bat and tucke

Better Living Through Recreational Chemistry
better living thru recreational chemistry (pt 1.) Category: Life o.k. how and where to begin ? i can't really say life sucks. life in general can actually be a hell of a good time. there is a long list of enjoyable things out there, but i'll get to that, in time. i think it better, personally to rant, semi-coherently, about what pisses me off first. like i said, life doesn't really suck, that is not to say that some of the situations IN life do not. say, for example, all of the stupid shit that goes on that effects our daily lives: politics, war, P.E.T.A.... the list goes on and on. does anyone really care if the president is "gettin' some", or if somedumb fucks can't stop shooting themselves over religious beliefs? can anyone really give a rats ass if some mary kay comando tries a new lipstick out on a bunny? (i think bunnies are cute and all, but a little eye shadow and blush still ain't gonna make me want to ask it for a date.) anyways, it's not the ideas themselves, th

Crazy Morning
I woke up to: A. Jeff's squealing tires (hes late) B. he peed in the toilet and left that and the seat up (hazardous for woman) C. No Coffee made..... I have so much to do today and i have that urge to clean my desk... here's the list: 1. Take car to the tire shop to remove winter tires (some of you might find this obnoxious to have winter tires in may but it snows here) 2. Clean up house before maid comes 3. Get invoices ready for driver 4. Call people back 5. Every morning at 8:30 call my dad(make sure my mom didn't strangle him in the night) 6. Say hello to my fellow fu friends (not that many) I wrote this much boring blog because apparently mine are no longer showing on my page.... I figure i would once again right a SFW blog... GOOD MORNING WICKED!!! PS I HATE JEFF....

If Tomorrow Started Without Me
A few weeks ago a woman was killed in an auto accident. She was very well liked, so the office shut down for her funeral and it was on the news and so on. On the day the workers came back to work, they found this poem in their e-mail that the deceased woman had sent on Friday before she left for home. "If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, that an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn

The Poee Mysteree Oath
THE POEE MYSTEREE OATH The Initiate swears the following: FLYING BABY SHIT!!!!! (Brothers of the Ancient Illuminated Seers of Bavaria sect may wish to substitute the German: FLIEGENDE KINDERSCHEISSE! or perhaps WIECZNY KWIAT WTADZA!!!!! which is Ewige Blumenkraft in Polish.) THE RECENT EXPOSE THAT MR. MOMOMOTO, FAMOUS JAPANESE WHO CAN SWALLOW HIS NOSE, CANNOT SWALLOW HIS NOSE BUT HIS BROTHER CAN, HAS BEEN EXPOSED! IT IS MR. MOMOMOTO WHO CAN SWALLOW HIS NOSE. HE SWALLOWED HIS BROTHER IN THE SUMMER OF '44. Corrections to last week's copy: Johnny Sample is offensive cornerback for the New York Jets, not fullback as stated. Bobby Tolan's name is not Randy, but mud. All power to the people, and ban the fucking bomb. "This statement is false" (courtesy of POEE)

Thank You!
I'll never get through all my messages, although I'm trying...it might not be until next week! I wanted to thank everyone for a wonderful Spotlight and a fabulous first Happy Hour! You guys are the best! I wanted to give special thanks to the people who helped me get Spotlight with their generous donations: Totalchaos, brother of sorrow, abram575, HoosierTexan, and my sister, Ang. Without them, I would have never gotten' to be on the homepage for a whole day! It was fun, and I met tons of cool people! So, let's keep FU-IN', and hope everyone enjoyed the day yesterday! I know I did!

Just A Dream
Even in a dream your wishes I tried to please. For you, the moon I even reached. And in my journey I found a little angel. She saw me so sad; she knew that I’d lost my faith. In my dream, I only heard her talking so I could not see a face. She was giving me a lesson about love. While I was listening, anxiously I started to demand. I asked her what is the key to make you fall in love with me? First, she said that it is a sin to only think about you. Second, that I can’t nor should I even want to give life up for you. Third, that my destiny is love is in danger and she warns me about you. And fourth, that a person who is a slave to love will get his heart trampled. That he that loves but doesn’t show, is setting himself for a great fall. ****This is a song from Aventura I translated from the spanish language

Me
Your Bedroom Grade:AYou are an expert in bed or should I say sexpert? But you're going to have to reach (around) for that A+. You are a natural in bed, and anyone that has had you brags about it long afterwards!What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

#1
People who leave "Read my 'About ME' before adding" as their status message, and the About me is filled with 10 music videos, 153 flashy graphics and text in a font that is impossible to read. I don't mind having to read through someone's profile before adding them. Hell, 90% of the time, I'll read it anyway, and I always read it before I accept a friend request. I don't mind people with flashy profiles, either. If they think the gaudier, the better, well, more power to 'em. But both? Hell no! You need to be shot!

Tormented Ghosts
In one's daily trials and travails, one is beset and haunted by various ghosts. Most of the time its the ghosts of our past, Is what is happening now going to be a repeat performance of the past. The ghosts of fear, the ghosts of doubts, both cause us to hesitate and second guess our every action. The ghosts of the present confound us even more than those of the past. The ghosts of potential can drive us to ruin, not to mention the Seven Sins pulling us in their directions. Also the ghosts yet to be have a little grasp upon us as well. How do we measure up in the eyes of others and How do we measure up to what we see of ourselves being farther down the river of time. Ghosts of Desires. Ghosts of Pain. Ghosts of Loss. Every single ghost wants its place in the sun, its fifteen minutes to shine, its pound of flesh. Some people consider all of this spectral cacophany, normal. What if though instead of the pleading and yelling of all of these spectres, there is nothing. What if the ghosts

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Okay since fu’s amazing new change [actually quite idiotic but what ever] where when you scroll over people it no longer says their GENDER and AGE, instead it tells some inconsequential bit of information such as how many friends the person has… If any one scrolls over some one looking for friends, I doubt actually knowing the number of friends they have will stop them from going to their page… Well before when I got men in my shout calling me “sexy” I could just say im not gay…. And they would usually counter with oh im sorry I thought you were a woman, then I could usually say it says right there in my scroll box MALE and my age, now it just says how many friends I have… Damn yesterday alone 5 guys shouted me calling me… sexy.. one even asked my tit size.. hm I do not know my man boobs size hm damn it When speaking to my therapist about this, she said constant perving by older men is stressing me out and is upping my meds, so i

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I am just letting everything hit me today and I dont know if its cause i work to much and dont spend enough time with my kids or what the deal is but I decided that instead of keeping it to myself I would let everyone on my friends list read about it. I am tired of being treated like a door mat, the only time anyone has anything to do with me is when it is convenient for them. I have 3 children with different fathers and I went through alot with my oldest sons dad and he doesnt even acknowledge him. My middle child his father at least is in his life and wants something to do with him and makes sure that i am doing alright. My young child's father, has cheated on me a million times he is always doing something so i just told him i am done he can stay and help take care of his daughter if he wants even though i dont need him i can do it alone. I am tired of being told lets just be friends I guess I will never settle down and be in love or have anyone for just me. Every man I have been w

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Want To B In My Hotties In Baseball Hats Folder?
Hello! I'm trying to get pictures of hot guys in baseball hats from ALL 50 STATES.... but it's slow going. If you are interested... send me a link to your photo. Here is a link to show the states that are being represented already :-) (excuse the look of this blog - i suck at blog entries!) http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=662734

A Funny...
The Husband Store A store that sells new husbands has opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among theinstructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends theflights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back downexcept to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. 'That's nice,' she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: F

Fun With Me
Would you makeout with me?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have ;)Would you sleep in the same bed as me?[ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] MaybeAm I attractive?[ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly!Do you think I'm a virgin?[ ] Yes [ ] NoI look like..[ ] A player[ ] a wife/husband[ ] One time thing[ ] Next bf/gf[ ] A friend[ ] A friend with benefits[ ] A possibility[ ] A loser[ ] A hottieIf you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?[ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybeWould you rather...?[ ] Hook up with me[ ] Cuddle with me[ ] Date me[ ] Friends[ ] Friends with benefits[ ] Marry meOn a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me...[ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10What would you want me to be to you?[ ] Friend[ ] Girlfriend/Boyfriend[ ] Friend with benefits[ ] Husband/WifeWould you give me a lap dance?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe

Good Lyrics...check Em Out
Music Intro: Lately I've been hard to reachI've been too long on my ownEveryone's got a private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you callin' meAre you tryin' to get throughAre you reaching out for meAnd I'm reaching out for you Verse 1:im just so fucking depressed i just cant seem to get out this slump if i could just get over this hump but i need something to pull me out this dump i took my bruises took my lumps fell down and i got right back up but i need that spark to get psyched back up and in order for me to pick the mic back up i dont know how or why or when i ended up this position im in im started to feel dissin again so i decided just to pick this pen up and try to make an attempt to vent but i just cant admit or come to grips with the fact that i may be done with rap i need a new outlet and i know some shits so hard to swallow but i cant just sit back and wallow in my own sorrow but i know one fact ill be one tough act to follow one tough act to follow ill be one tough act to

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It seems there are many marathon fuckers on this site, LOL. I read Profiles of men promising and enticing women in giving them all night long adventures in bed or anywhere for that matter.I don't know when the fascination began that marathon f**k is the ideal. I must be in the minority for frankly, it does not appeal to me one bit. A man can grind and pump and go at it for only a period of time with me then I just feel like saying, "oh pleeeeeze get off me already, You don't need to prove anything with me,it is like some men feel they need to prove but in reality being who you are and relax you will give me all I need in the fist 20 minutes or less and get yours. LOL.Sure the oral, the caressing, the spooning and cuddling is beautiful during, in between and afterwards but straight f**cking is like that fly buzzing around and lands on our skin and You just want to swat it to get off of You, LOL.Please no promises of marathon f**cking with me. A girl can only take so much. Leave some for

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For everybody, that gets the feeling hurt and also... get upset over something that you (or the person) put on the other party, just that... you can't stay mad forever. It is not heathly at all. You should know when to forgive and forget, that is all the truth. You must know how to let go. That would be good for everyone. You can't stay mad forever!!!

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Sleep is the physiological function that helps nourish our mind, body, and soul, essential for good health and upbeat spirits. Better sleep gives you more energy, improves your mood, makes you less prone to accidents and less irritable, and increases your life span.The Chinese have practiced this simple position to improve the quality of their sleep (and their breathing while asleep) for thousands of years. Today, as sleep disorders and chronic ailments resulting from poor-quality sleeping and breathing are on the increase, we can learn from this powerful yet simple technique.Get the easy how-to instructions here:1. Lie in bed on your back.2. If you are right-handed, cross your left foot over your right foot (vice-versa if you are left-handed).3. Interlace your fingers on top of your chest.4. Close your eyes and gently concentrate on your breath. As you listen to your breathing, you will soon drift into a deep and restful sleep.

Nice Guys Finish Last
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Pics
good morning everyone or eveing depening where u are..=) im going to make a salute pic now i think i figured how to make one again... also im not sure about showing all of me here...but i can do some sexy teddys or something...but not naked, just don't feel all that comfortable if u know what i mean...anyways i am going to make my salute after my bath..so ill catch up with u fu friends in a bit...=) have a nice day p.s. just so u know someone made me feel unconfortable before so new changes..please don't judge me cause u don't know me

♪ What About Now ~ Daughtry ♪
Shadows fill an empty heart...As love is fading.From all the things that we are...But, are not saying.Can we see beyond the scars, And make it to the dawn?Change the colors of the sky,And open up to...The ways you made me feel alive,The ways I loved you.For all the things that never died,To make it through the night,Love will find you...What about now?What about today?What if you're making me...all that I was meant to be?What if our love...never went away?What if it's lost behind...words we could never find?Baby, before it's too late...What about now?The sun is breaking in your eyes...To start a new day.This broken heart can still survive...With a touch of your grace.Shadows fade into the light, I am by your side, Where love will find you...What about now?What about today?What if you're making me...all that I was meant to be?What if our love...never went away?What if it's lost behind...words we could never find?Baby, before it's too late...What about now?Now that we're here..Now that w

♪ Breathe ~ Melissa Etheridge ♪
I...played the fool today...And I...just dream of vanishing into the crowd...Longing for home again...But home, is a feeling I buried in you....I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...And I can't ask for things to be still again...No I can't ask if I... could walk through the world in your eyes...Longing for home again...But, home is a feeling i buried in you...I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...I'm all right I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...My window through which nothing hides,and everything sings...I'm counting the signs,and cursing the miles in between....Home is a feeling I buried in you...That I buried in you....I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...I'm all right, I'm all right...It only hurts when I breathe...When I breathe...Yeah, it only hurts when I breathe...When I breathe...Oh, it only hurts when I breathe...

Caught~nsfw Story~
I lie there and think of your hands running all over my body, lightly brushing my nipples and tugging my nipple rings. Before I realize it my own hands are following the path I imagine your hands to be going. I run my hands down over my belly and stroke the outside of my pussy, just petting it and just for kicks I give it a little slap. Mmmmmmm. I do that again, it feels good. I slip one finger inside only the lips and slide it up to my clit. I rub back and forth on the top part of the ring making the bottom part of the ring rub my clit up under the hood. I feel myself start to drip and I slide my finger down and get it wet. I bring it up to my mouth and taste the sweet juice. I take my other hand from my tits and open my pussy wide and dunk my fingers deep inside. Ahhhhhhh. I use my thumb to rub my clit as I push my fingers deep into my pussy. I feel the warmth of orgasm start to build in my belly and spread out over my body and I can’t help but moan. As I do the peak hits and

I Don't Know?
If I've told you all about my check up with my interal radiation doctor however he felt no more signs of the tumor however he said do not quote him on it because there is still alot of swelling there do to the brachytherapy an a little raw, although I can go back to having (SEX) yay, damn it's been over a year and lemme say it only took me like 2 f'in seconds to cum...lol.... Yeah well anyways just thought I'd let ya'll know whats been going on with me.... Much love always & forever your friend Jaime!

Poem By Juggy
Storm of Pleasure As your blade cuts my skin, fears are enlightened within. Pain and pleasure combined in a place where my lust resides. My sences are hightened, opening depths of passion inside. Fuck me, bite me, make me bleed, My body shaking, quivering, quaking with need. Your fingers inside me, mouth hot on my skin, Making my body shiver with pleasure again. Your blood mixed with mine, So sweet and so warm. Leaving or bodies a wreck, after being caught in a storm. -Juggy-

My Son's First Ep Cd
My son's band Altered Perception. Has just produced their very first EP Album. So come on all my Fubar friends Go check them out at www.myspace.com/alteredperceptionaus There are only 2 song's from the album there at the moment. More to come including a video very soon. Not to mention some up and comming Gig's. Am I a Proud Mum or what LOL

Timeless
A funny thing, time... cures and kills in the same moment. Like wet lips kissing a flame. In a moment everything is pain, in that same pain you can find dark solace. A way to cope without trying. Time heals all wounds. Not every hit to your soul is a wound, some are fatal. A quick death gives no closure, and solace is lonely.

Reasons Why We Fall For That Special Guy In Our Life.
Reasons why you fall for that special guy: He kissess our forehead. He gets that cute side smile when he looks only at you. when he slips his hand in yours he always squeezes them. He sings your favorite songs to you even though he has a horrible voice....and knows it. He has a pet name for you and uses in front of his family and friends. When his lips touch yours he holds u tighter and makes it feel like he's never gonna let you go. when he's driving he grabs a strand of your hair and just plays with it. Your the first person he comes to when he has a problem. he takes you out in the middle of night to somewhere dark and you lay on the hood of his car looking at stars and talking about anything and everything. He's always there for you even when you dont ask him to be. He has that twinkle in his eye when ever he looks at you. He will pull his car over when ur guy's "song" comes on the radio and get you out of the car just to dance with you. He takes you to see your fa

Ugh... Not Again...
You know, late last year, my bud's father died, and his only living brother was arrested at the funeral... for molesting his kids... Well.... another one of my closest childhood friends... told me back in 1996, that his dad had left his mom, for a younger woman..He was gone about a year, and then came home to his wife. I thought they just made up, etc etc.. I had to look at the sex offenders registry the other day. The school sent papers home of a new child rapist moving into town.. This is the 4th time this school year.. Anyway.. there it was... This friend's father's face.. First time I've seen it on the site, as well... His offense was in 1996, and he served 1 year in jail for it.. He DID leave for a younger woman, that is true... she was 11 years old.. WTF is wrong with my old friends??

Hombre Lobo
Absolutely delighted to pick up the new Eels album yesterday, 'Hombre Lobo'. Hence today's screenname, default and status. Early listens are indicating another worthy addition to the canon. After the very seperate and distinctive feel of early albums (the ideas-crammed 'Beautiful Freak', the loss-filled 'Electro-Shock Blues', the gentle almost pastoral 'Daisies Of The Galaxy', the sinister and hard 'Souljacker' and the rocky punchy 'Shootenanny'), and the almost clearing-the-emotional-decks of 'Blinking Lights...' and the 'Things The Grandchildren Should Know' book, not to mention the more literal clearing-the-decks exercise of the best of 'Meet The Eels' and the odds-and-sods collection 'Useless Trinkets', 'HL' feels like a fresh start. The sound of E sitting down, all his shit out of the way, and just making the music he wants to make, a vision backed up by the feel of 'Tremendous Dynamite : The making of Hombre Lobo', a 30 min documentary included on the deluxe version of the c

You Have Been Fucked!
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED!Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot!RULES:1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course.2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!*3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy!4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty!5- Random sex is perfectly okay!6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT.7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away!This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>F.U.C.KStands For:Friends U Can Keep.So promise mewe'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F.U.C.Ks are""9,675,000,000

Fall Into Me By:david Hodges Feat. Amy Lee
Seems so far That i have gone down this road Only to find that it ends But lookin' back There is one thing that I know I can't make it all alone again 'Cause im too weak to stand on my own But all I need is you [Chorus] So lead me Guide me Hold me Hide me in love With all that you are and all that you do Hear me Take me Mold me Break me, oh God Just fill all of me As i fall Into you Just catch me as I fall But all this time I have felt so alone losing myself in my despair With loving arms You were waiting for me to let go With every step you were there 'Cause I'm too weak to stand on my own When all i need is you (chorus) Oh my child How i have longed For you to come home to where you belong All of your life If you could just see All of my joy When you are here with me (X2) Amy Lee: [chorus in background] Hear me Take me mold me break me, oh god Just fill all of me as I fall into you

Want And Need
I want to hold her, but I can't reach her armsI want to see her, but I can only admireI want to tell her, but I can only writeI want to be by her side, but all I have to share is nothing to hidePlease don't let me die alone in this placeAs I long to see your beautiful faceAll I need is to set my soul away from a memoryI need to hold her, see her, and tell her set me freeMy brother M. RIP 5/26/09http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxtvHxQllzM

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Web Designing Services in India India is a culturally diverse nation full of contrasts. One part of India may be ignorant while the other part is creating masterpieces in the web development services. Web Services Web development Services are the most vital technological innovation for this century. Web Services are a totally novel and different way of developing software. Companies and individuals can circulate their services on the web using standard internet protocols. Web services include: Website Development Services Software & Technology Solutions Database Design & Development Online Business Development Search Engine Optimization E-learning Solutions Ecommerce Website Development Solution HR Software Solution Web Services in India India may have been a late bloomer in the field of internet but once it caught up, it grew at the speed of lighting spreading to all parts of the country. Web development services and software development services became India’s niche. This is

The One That Keeps Getting Away.
You smile your not so perfect smile,that one that doesn't quite reach your eyes,always watching, like you're waiting for something,and you look so sad, you can't see what I do,that all your insecurities, all your imperfections,make you perfect, because you're unique,and i want only one thing,for you to be happyjust by being yourself put down your guardand allow yourself to be who you really arebecause that person is wonderful

Then And Now
What I knew then..... That mommy's kisses made everything better That Santa, the Tooth Fairy, and the Easter Bunny were real That someday Prince Charming would come carry me away That swing-sets, slip-n-slides, and playgrounds were fun That miracles can happen That best friends are forever. What I know now.... That mommy's kisses still make everything better only now I'm the mommy That Santa, the Tooth Fairy and the Easter Bunny will always be real as long as there are children to believe in them. That Prince Charming isn't always charming, but still could show up and carry me away. That swing-sets, slip-n-slides, and playgrounds are still fun, they just hurt a little more. That miracles are born every day. That best friends are not always forever but sisters are. Sometimes we need to sit back and reevaluate things, what I've realized is that I've been blessed with a wonderful daughter and true friends or sisters as I like to call them. I'm still waiting on prince-not-so

Missing
urrounded by people, I feel all alone, Like part of me's missing, calling for a home. Crying in the dark, dreaming of the day, Hoping to find you, though I know you're so far away. Someday i'll wake up and I know you'll be there. But why do I have to wait, why aren't you here. The emptiness consumes me, while I fall apart, Where are you, I'm waiting, come claim my heart.

Tokyo Night
There was a full moon out above Tokyo Japan and there was a growing tension in the air within the car that I sat in with the four armed gun men.The driver was taking me into one of the most crime ridden area in the city.The part of the city where the Yukuza had the most influence.The cars stopped near an old power plant factory that was long shutdown.Outside the car window I saw a middle aged man with a large slash scar across his face walking towards the car.The wound was a downward slash which traveled over his nose nearly touching his lip.It obviously was either a battle scar of some kind.One of the men in the car jabbed his gun against the side of my ribs which I did'nt even notice intill his partner shouted for me to get out of the car.Amaya was unharmed.When she saw the older man in the gray suit walk up to her Amaya tried to back away from him but the other men near her would have none of that."Damien?You're..You..I saw you die!Don't touch me!"Amaya struggled and fought but it w

Taken, Not Forgotten
And so I close my eyes to see you,Stop breathing so I can smell you,Hide from the world to feel youAll because they took you.Lying in the dark, I feel your love.Hiding from the light, I sense your presence.Shamed by my insecurities, I know your pain.Scared of what lies before us, I grip onto our strength.They stole you from me, But they can't take our love.For I was made to tame the doggAs you were made to tame the shrew.Never has a love so pure, so trueMelted the ice from our hearts.No matter the distanceThey put between usWe'll never be apartIn mind, heart or soul.I belong to you...everything I amEverything I can beAnd everything I strive to beI pray we will be together againEvery moment apart is death for me.So until God bid us together again,I shall bid the world adieuAnd hide within the shadowsOf our everlasting love.

Ain't About What's Waiting On The Other Side ..
We all rush to get to a place in life, often times when we reach it, it isn't what completes us ... We are left wanting more. Sometimes it is good not to want too many things, it's the journey not the destination. I like the song that goes .. I haven't been on but I have seen people come by my page. Love you all hope to be back soon ... Oh and remember, if you want to make me a chest salute, I would be honored ... nudge nudge wink wink ...

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♥ ♥ ♥
The last three days have been CRAZY!!! lots of laughs, tears and hugs.... Anywho, we are almost done with the apartment..one more load of stuff to my house, a quick clean and steam clean and viola....DONE!!! *dances* Thank GOD! for my best friend Gabby, for without her, I would never had gotten done *happy "I love my friends grin" She busted my ass and her own and we are almost done!!! *dances more* I can feel mom smiling... *sigh of relief* I MISS YOU GUYS...well, most of you *winx* ♥ PoStaL

Ohio Is For Lovers
Hey there,I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all.Where you are and how you feel.With these lights off as these wheelskeep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...)Slow things down or speed them up.Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...)How are you when I'm gone?[Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill me well.You like it too, and I can tell.You never stop until my final breath is gone.Spare me just three last words."I love you" is all she heard.I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever.[x2][Chorus:]And I can't make it on my own.(And I can't make it on my own.)Because my heart is in Ohio.So cut my wrists and black my eyes.(Cut my wrists and black my eyes)So I can fall asleep tonight, or die.Because you kill me.You know you do, you kill

Of Beast And Of Love
As THE LONELY ONE walked across such a desolate land He clutches his shield in his bleeding right hand Not willing to break away from his lonely journey He leaves his home in search for his true beauty The warrior looks up with no fear within his eyes As terror streaks through the air and enveloping the skies He notices the demons that surround the blue site Then he sees a creature holding her magnificent white He leaps through the wind with his sword and sheild Beating down the dark ones without pain nor any yeild He dodges the pestilence that flies upon the black air Keeping His eyes locked upon his beauty's golden hair He beat down the first thousand and many more As the wicked ones crawled back to hell and the land of gore Then stood the leader of the dark ones, alone with His loving light So the creature said to THE LONEY ONE, "Fool this is my night" Without a wink and no other threats even spoken THE LONELY ONE attacked at left the dark one laying broken He walk

Why
Why is it that some people on this site is only worried about points and NSFW pics. There are other things more important like finding new friends or people just to chat with and have a good time on the net. I just dont get it at all. I have met some very nice people on here in just the few days i have had my name up. I just dont understand why there cant be more people interested in actually trying to find new friends and showing the world there is still actual people that care about others feelings. Its just hard to understand but the bad thing is its not just this site my space facebook tagged its all the same anymore. The NSFW pics ain't bad for some but its not about seeing people naked this is a site to meet people and get to know people, unless i am just totaly off base here. If I am somsone let me know cuz i see a lot of potential on this site, and then you have the peopel that rate someones photo NSFW when its not even that. I have seen spread eagle on here and i have seen tas

Why Do I Keep Put Songs Before The Blogs Lol
REO speedwagon..u know what song DUH lol so yeah, here i am I did mean when i said i love you and i didn mean i love u forever. you stab chicks around all day..i just stare at the dudes ploting there next step with a sniper scope... lets see you know i didnt mean to hurt your feelings, and you didnt mean to piss me off, we love each other, we hate each other blah blah now we arent gona talk for awhile, i have more patience then you so ill be lot longer holding out to talk to you(i guess take it as punishment) but you already missed me even though you was mad at me, and vice verca lol hope you got my gift..its really real lol..hugs...so yea i was just gona unplug my internet but id be beyond bored if i did that so here i am. sidenote for fucommunity, i like comments...no matter what they are although if i dont like the comments i wont allow them to be public just a lil FYI lol :P happy drinkn all

Exercising And Knowing My Limitations Here
I went and played basketball today for about 30 minutes today down @ a local recreation park just down the road from me here and I first started out, my shots weren't going in, kind of frustrated me even though I was there with my girlfriend who was shagging balls that got away from me but then I started making some shots, which was pretty cool and I'll keep working on that as well as working on my stamina because I can safely say I am not in the same shape nor have I ever been in really good shape even though I am 5'9" or 5'10" and 178 lbs here and physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy. Once I was done the muscles and tendons on the inside of my thighs starting tightening up and cramping here, so I may make a sacrifice and stop drinking something that willl dehydrate you like no tomorrow and that's Mountain Dew and just drink Gatorade or G2 or water because if I'm gonna keep cramping or tightening up muscle wise there has to be a way to keep hydrated for one and two then I can sto

What I Wrote Today
Prick Prick of a needle My past swells up Full and strong with in me Punching, kicking Slapping me down Taking over I swell up I stand up I fight for my life I take the lead The past gets up I do not notice Its stands by me I feel safe I say hello And smack I’m on the floor Each round harder Each round a surprise And I say thank you One way or other The fight is coming to an end. Make ME Pass Out A tickle here, a tickle there. A joke and play That’s leads to a touch A lick and everything slick A laugh a moan A smile that slides into an OOOOOOOoooooo Shaking knees, chest pounding Slow to speed A giggle and love Claw marks and screams Flips and turns Changing flow, directions, positions Moving across the room pounding A slip, a laugh Where do I end and you begin I can’t say no I can’t even moan And you try to make me go The room hazes as we go over and over Over the tip, over the crest the scream the all

My Youngest Daughter
my youngest daughter turned 6 on monday and had a good time. i take her to a doctor apointment 6-2-09 for her ears and got told she has to have tubes put in because of fluid build up in her ears. :(

My Sadistic Desires
As I walked into the club this evening, a new face caught my eye. On the stage was a picture of desire, a woman out of a memory. She wore a red silk g-string, black leather knee high boots, and nothing else. Cassandra was her name, and tonight was her first night. She strode across the stage, drawing her patrons in with subtle movements of her hips, and long, gorgeous legs. Her smile was both mischievious and flirtatious. Her small waist was covered in pentagrams and cryptic designs. Her breasts rode high on her chest, perky and attention getting, with a chain connecting her nipples thru her piercings. It was her eyes however that caught my attention, her dark brown eyes, as if she sensed my presence... I motioned the bartender and entered my private suite. As she entered, I could sense her curiousity. As she came to the center of the room, I flicked my wrist, lighting several dozen candles instantly. She appeared shaken, but seeing me sitting before her, seemed to calm her. I asked

My Story
HELLS TRAITOR By Michael d. Futhey Jr. The time is 2:30 a.m. a night club on Washington street in down town St. Louis is closing a young girl comes out and stumbling around in a drunken state of mind decides to drive home the only problem is that her car is a few blocks away. In the drunken state that she is in she decides to take a shortcut through the alley. As she is walking down the alleyway all she sees is nothing but abandon building and spray paint that makes a gang symbol. She keeps walking and as she is walking the alley seems to get darker and darker. Till it gets so dark that she cant see her hand in front of her face. She rummages through her purse for a lighter or something to light the path in front of her. Need a light lady? a mysterious man voice says. With that headlights from a car turns on in front of her she starts to run the other way but another set of headlights from another car turn

Hourglass Love
She loves me, she loves me not.Shes in and out of love with me.My love for her is hard to see sometimes, through the shadows of my fear.My fear scare her and off she runs.Alone I am left as usual as the darkiness of night.I just want to know what she wants so I can make her happy.I fuck up because Im not perfect, yet I try to do the best that I can.No one understands that Im in love with her and more important she doesnt understand it.Will my love ever be enough or has my time ran out?

Eventually
Eventually people say "this must be your true colors"Eventually people try to confine me into there chamber of perfections(im not perfect)Eventually they think they know meEventually I fall in loveEventually I am aloneEventually I am taken for grantedEventually I am hatedEventually I fuck upEventually theres no more tearsEventually I have no more love to giveEventually I am forgivenEventually the void of darkiness is invitingEventually Im in a coffinEventually my love in enternal, what if eventually never comes?

Poem
I've got a curl in my hair, And a strut in my walk, I've got a pucker in my lips, And wit in my talk. I've got ambition in my future, And experience in my past, I aspire to be first, Refuse to be last. I've got a closet full of clothes, And a car that's a thrill, I've got most of lifes' little pleasures, In my house, on the hill. I don't write to boast, About the things that I've got, I am proud of what I have, All of which I have bought. But now the day is late, And I sit all alone. My house feels so empty, Doesn't feel like a home. Every morning I tell myself, That I have everything I need. Then I go to bed every night, Feeling a hunger that I just can't feed. Still, I've got a smile that is bright, And a sparkle in my eye. I take a look at all that I have, But I can't help but cry. So what I have learned, Is what loneliness has lead me to see... What is missing is someone to love, But all I need, is someone to love me.

Bad News..
surgery over...he now has a trache...a vocal cord was crushed and another severed due to the cancer being so wrapped around thyroid...4th stage....said 6 months without treatment...doing a full body and brain scan friday...i am just beside myself..in shock...devastated and hurt byond belief...i had hope this morning...now it is slowly fading...but trying my best to hang in there we have a 9 yr old son that will b devastated when i decide to tell him which will b a while yet....all prayers needed....ty....i will b on and off .. most prob off for a few days....i am spent in every direction and have to absorb this...xo...lisa

Things In Life
there are things in life we go through and there seems to be no book or anything to help us with them. we try our best and there are things that bring us down. i guess the biggest thing is when you have kids. you try your best to raise them and teach them right from wrong. then one day it seems to blow up in your face and you just dont know what to do. it is even worse when you are deviorced and the other parent makes the other look and feel bad. i guess what i am saying is when will it get better and the one that feels bad will ever feel happy and wanted for more than being a nite thing.

Poem
I awaken every night to the preminitions of my soul, Screaming windows direct chilling spirits at my feet. The day has died, but its' memory still swirls in gutters and sidewalks; Creatures of the night scavenge and gobble up evidence of the day gone by. The essence of winter tears the sleep from my eyes. Bloody battles I have fought time and again. The sun will still rise, even though victory never sheds its' light. Angels nestle over heads, visions inspired by my jealousy. They cradle my soul and lay gold on my voyage ahead. But demons knock loudly on my headboard, Sweeping me away from my dream world; Or should I say, "Sweet Life?" Sanity slips away night after night, Tearing away at my flesh. Leaving scars of my anxieties along my skin. In every battle, I shed blood, Yet, never enough to bring me peace. It was all a dream, A repetetive dream, a repetetive dream; Haunting me every night, until it all ends, And I awaken again, safe and a little less sound, Every

I Am Old Im 38 And Sure Not Handsome.
Hi there for some reason people seem to think im handsome, there is not 1 pic on this profile that anyone can see my face clearly, I don't understand why people say that im handsome because im not, I been on this site now for 3 yrs sence it was cherry tap. if someone can explain what makes me handsome id realy love to hear it and once I get a good close up of my face I will post it for 2 weeks then I will delete this profiles and all profiles I am on. Wow me handsome that is the biggest joke I have ever heard about as good as the cowboys dreaming there going to the super bowl lol lol wow after 12 yrs they not gunna do nothin anytime soon.

Familiar Settings
It's been about a year that I deleted my old profile. Not that I really missed this place much ... or the drama that went along with it but ... I've been craving some verbal interaction (of the non-lewd type) lately and fb and myspace just don't cut it. So that's why I came back to the bar. When one is lost, one goes to where things are familiar. Yep, that's me. :) We'll see how this goes. I'm optimistic anyway. Ta!

Blame Van...
Come on, fill it out for me. Please! Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill 1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be. 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Have I ever gone too far? 5. What do you think of me? 6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again? 7. Am I a good friend? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Am I your type? 13. Do you think I am smart? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. If you could would you kidnap me and what would you do with me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Was it right? lol??? 22. If you could give me anything what would it be? 23. How well do you know me? 24. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 25. Do you think I could kill someone? 26. Have we ever had sex

Margret Vs. Mil
This is cut/pasted from here: http://www.mil-millington.com/ ((Sorry for the huge size, the blog thing is being an ass.)) I'm not going to paste the whole thing because it is too long but omg... so much funny! Nothing keeps a relationship on its toes so much as lively debate. Fortunate, then, that my girlfriend and I agree on absolutely nothing. At all. Combine utter, polar disagreement on everything, ever, with the fact that I am a text-book Only Child, and she is a violent psychopath, and we're warming up. Then factor in my being English while she is German, which not only makes each one of us personally and absolutely responsible for the history, and the social and cultural mores of our respective countries, but also opens up a whole field of sub-arguments grounded in grammatical and semantic disputes and, well, just try saying anything and walking away. Examples? Okey-dokey. We have argued about:

Ready For Love
Take my hand and lead the way;tell me all you want to say.Whisper softly in my ear,all those things I want to hear.Kiss my lips and touch my skin;bring out passions deep within.Pull me close and hold me near;take away my pain and fear.In the darkness of the night,be my beacon, shine your light.In the brightness of the sun,show me that you are the one.Give me wings so I can fly;for I can soar when you're nearby.Enter my heart, break down the wall,it's time for me to watch it fall.I've been a prisoner, can't you see?Break my chains and set me free.Strip me of my armor tight;you'll find I won't put up a fight.Release my soul held deep within . . .I'm ready now, let love begin.

By The Numb3rs
Here are some random # 's I've kept track of on studd on and off the site |_________________ 1. # of times I've been caught around smokers: 1,055 2. # of times I've been ignored by a woman on fubar (for any instance): 980 3. # of times I've heard aww :10,551 4. total $ of actual money spent on this site :$1,115 5. # of girls I've actually met on this site :1 6. # of times I thought I was getting mixed into a possible relationship with someone on Fubar :39

Swimming And Balls
I went "swimming" today. Not really though, unless you count sitting in a kiddie pool that was about a foot and a half deep. It was nice though, just deep enough to sit in and cool off. Now for my words of advice: 1. Do NOT put sunscreen on and then get right in water. You'll get your face wet and wipe it off. At that point you will not think about it and rub your eyes...causing burning from hell. It sucks. 2. Do NOT get in a pool with jean shorts on and a white cami. The shorts hurt when you take them off and well, the cami gets really tight and you can see through it. Thank God it was in our backyard and we have a fence. As for the "balls"...it's really only one ball, but the plural version of the word sounded much better. I got my bowling ball today. Maybe I can go practice some this weekend and get really high scores now. =]

Ride The Fu-wedding Train
OWNERS: ^Metal Baby^{CLUB F.A.R.TeamGreatnessCapt}*SargesBadGirls*Rating Elite*The Affinity*@ fubar ♥ ™(Bi)I® ☠nicÁ™♥ ™ εï„x SBG@ fubar MEMBERS: jc9764, Fu Owned by *~*Racin39inMT* , Promoter for Sinners Paradise@ fubar SORRY ALL THE MEMBERS ARE NOT LISTED HERE AS OF YET. BEEN GONE A MONTH BUT WILL CATCH THIS UP A.S.A.P.!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE!!!!!!

Today..
would have been, my 19th wedding anniversary. Im having trouble accessing how I feel about that. The former echos of failure that I was expecting would resurface, seem, distant. I almost feel guilty for my lack of melancholy, like I shoud at least pay homage. But yet Im strangely content, just seems surreal.

That's All?!?!?!
You Are 56% Nerdy You may be a bit surprised with this score, but you are more of a closet nerd than an actual nerd. Stop denying your inner nerd! You're truly dorkier than you think. How Nerdy Are You?

Survey For My Friends!
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could ki

Empaths Explained By Lady Victoria
Most Empaths, find themselves at the center of almost any group, they are leaders, teachers, they make good speakers, and can do all these things and more, with considerable talent, however, there is a Dark side to empathy, that one must be aware of, especially in relationships. Some things to consider for any relationship, but doubly so, if one or both of you, are Empaths.Moody:Be prepared to be considered moody, and "emotional" by most partners. Because, quite frankly, we often are. But, realize, that most of the "moods" we find ourselves in, are very often, not our own. Even for those feelings that are our own, be aware, we tend to feel them much more intently than your average person. "It has been said that if the emotional depth of an Empath were suddenly dumped into the body of another, the other party, might well be institutionalized from the shock." For us, to love or to hate is not just a word, it can be an emotional storm, so expect more of a response, positive or negative, f

Untittled 94
only for a moment my soul crys for more pain Powerful and intense morbid and my hands clench. I do not understand, its emptyness is unknown. Unable to fill up in any sense its pain drains me more and more. I am fearful to grasp the depths for I wont return. I try to pretend it doesnt exsist but clarity brings it back here again. There are times when I become totally numb. When Im at my weakest. the depths become known, only for a moment.

An Interesting Weekend
this past weekend i was helping out with the music at the canadian national gymnastics championships in hamilton. it was alot of work for 4 days and tiring since they were long days.. there was alot of good competitors and only a few of them made the canadian team. but the one thing that stuck out the most was when they had 2 rhythmic gymnasts that were special olympians.. one was a 5 time gold medalist at the 2008 beijing olympics and the other one won 4 silver medals and a bronze at those games. now seeing them do a demonstration in front of everyone brought a smile to whoever watched them perform. now just because they have a special need doesnt mean they cant do something. they could probably do it as well as some of us could given the chance. and the training. so for me seeing them perform made me realize how lucky we all are and how special they really are in peoples eyes. we should not be judging them because they are different. we should be treating them like normal people. so

Why?
If people say that they like you for who you are, then why don't they keep their words and accept you instead of turning their backs on you? If people say that they'll call you later, why won't they keep their words and call you back? If you you show someone love and give attention, why won't they show love back instead of blowng you off? Why do we ignore the people that care about us and care about the people that ignore us? Why do women go for the guys who treats them like crap instead of the nice guys that treat them right? Why do people always want to be fake with you instead of being a true friend? Why do people wanna judge and label you before even gettting to know the person first? Why do people wanna ignore the people who show them respect and pay attention to the people who won't show you anything at all? If they said that they care about you, why won't they always show it? If they say that they love you and never leave your side, do they really mean what they said?

A Confession
A gay man, finally deciding he could no longer hide his sexuality from his parents, went over to their house, and found his mother in the kitchen cooking dinner. He sat down at the kitchen table, let out a big sigh, and said, "Mom, I have something to tell you, I'm gay!" His mother made no reply or gave any response, and the guy was about to repeat it to make sure she'd heard him, when she turned away from the pot she was stirring and said calmly, "You're gay, .. doesn't that mean you have oral sex with other men?" The guy said nervously,"Uh, yeah, Mom, that's right." His mother went back to stirring the pot, then suddenly whirled around and WHACKED him over the head with her spoon and said, "Don't youEVER complain about the taste of my cooking again!"

Empathy Explained
Most Empaths, find themselves at the center of almost any group, they are leaders, teachers, they make good speakers, and can do all these things and more, with considerable talent, however, there is a Dark side to empathy, that one must be aware of, especially in relationships. Some things to consider for any relationship, but doubly so, if one or both of you, are Empaths.Moody:Be prepared to be considered moody, and "emotional" by most partners. Because, quite frankly, we often are. But, realize, that most of the "moods" we find ourselves in, are very often, not our own. Even for those feelings that are our own, be aware, we tend to feel them much more intently than your average person. "It has been said that if the emotional depth of an Empath were suddenly dumped into the body of another, the other party, might well be institutionalized from the shock." For us, to love or to hate is not just a word, it can be an emotional storm, so expect more of a response, positive or negative, f

Vampyre Hotness
(Disclaimer: Most won't see this as hot, sexual or whatever..some will see this as distasteful or bad, but I love this picture and I am not sorry if I offend, since this is MY rendiction of what I think of Vampyre Hotness)

Blocked Again For Not Understanding Psycho Babble
read from bottom to the top -> DAMIAN: I don't know what you are talking about....you are talking in riddlesDAMIAN: you know exactly!!!!!!!!!!! what im talking about im not an imbcile-> DAMIAN: um ok, no clue what you are talking about stillDAMIAN: go pl;ay the fubae game on somone else you are a psycho-> DAMIAN: WTF are you talking aboutDAMIAN: SHARE NOTHING I WILL NEVER PIMP YOU Aour bomb you again-> DAMIAN: share whatDAMIAN: PLEASE SHAREDAMIAN: NO .... YOU MISDUND ME IM MSORRY-> DAMIAN: stop what? you are talking in riddlesDAMIAN: STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-> DAMIAN: huh?DAMIAN: GOOG NIGHT AND BE SURE TOO TELL ALL THAT HAS ANY POWER T ALLLLL-> DAMIAN: ohDAMIAN: sorry my sb is effing up-> DAMIAN: you lost meDAMIAN: ypu lknow exactly what bi mean-> DAMIAN: huh?DAMIAN: im just not worthy of tour beauty am i?

List Of Roman Deities
Major Deities * Apollo - god of the sun, poetry, music, and oracles, and a Dii Consentes * Bona Dea - goddess of fertility, healing, virginity, and women. Also known as Fauna * Bacchus - god of wine and sensual pleasures, not considered a Dii Consentes by the Romans * Carmenta - goddess of childbirth and prophecy, and assigned a flamen minor. The leader of the Camenae. * Ceres - goddess of the harvest and mother of Proserpina, and a Dii Consentes, and assigned a flamen minor * Cybele - earth mother * Diana - goddess of the hunt, the moon, virginity, and childbirth, twin sister of Apollo and a Dii Consentes * Flora - goddess of flowers, and assigned a flamen minor * Fortuna - goddess of fortune * Janus - two-headed god of beginnings and endings and of doors * Juno - Queen of the Gods and goddess of matrimony, and a Dii Consentes * Jupiter - King of the Gods and the storm, air, and sky god, and a Dii Consentes, and assigned a flamen maior * Mars - g

Elissa Dido
1. Elissa Dido was born in Phoenicia, which was part of which modern-day country?LebanonThe Phoenicians originated from the Mediterranean coast of present-day Lebanon. Major Phoenician cities included Tyre, Sidon and Byblos.2. Dido was the daughter of Belus, king of Tyre. What was the name of her brother?PygmalionPygmalion assassinated Elissa Dido's husband, Acherbas (referred to as Sychaeus by Virgil). According to legend, Acherbas appeared to Elissa in a dream and provided her with a ship in which she could flee Tyre and start a new life away from her brother.3. Dido is credited with founding which city?CarthageElissa Dido and her entourage crossed the Mediterranean and settled on the shores of modern-day Tunisia. They called their new city Carthage from the Phoenician words 'Qart-Haddasht', meaning 'New Land.'4. Dido made a deal with King Iarbus of Libya - he promised her as much land as she could cover with the hide of a bull. Dido cut up the bull's hide into very thin pieces which

A Whole Lot At Once....
Consult not your fears, but your hopes and your dreams. ~Pope John XXIII If you want to conquer fear, don't sit at home and think about it. Go out and get busy. ~Dale Carnegie Tell me and I'll forget; show me and I may remember; involve me and I'll understand. ~Chinese Proverb Satisfaction lies in the effort, not in the attainment. Full effort is full victory. ~Mahatma Gandhi Live your life and forget your age. ~Frank Bering What seems impossible one minute becomes, through faith, possible the next. ~Norman Vincent Peale Everything that has a beginning has an ending. Make your peace with that and all be well. ~Buddha If we keep doing what we're doing, we're going to keep getting what we're getting. ~Stephen R. Covey The way to happiness: keep your heart free from hate, your mind from worry. ~Norman Vincent Peale Energy and persistence conquer all things. ~Bejamin Franklin Happiness is the meaning and the purpose of life, the whole aim and end of human existence. ~Aristotle

Ovid's "metamorphoses"
1. Who was raped by her brother-in-law and afterward had her tongue cut out?PhilomelaTereus and Procne married, although their marriage was ill-omened. Tereus went to fetch Procne's sister Philomela for a visit and ended up raping her. He cut out her tongue and imprisoned her so that she would tell no one what he had done. Finally, she wove a tapestry showing her troubles and sent it to her sister at the palace. She and her sister plotted revenge and finally fed Tereus his own son on a platter.2. Which king of Athens had a purple lock of hair?NisusNisus was fighting a war against Minos, the king of Crete. His daughter, Scylla (no relation to the monster) fell in love with Minos and cut off her father's purple lock of hair and gave it to him. Since an ancient prophesy had predicted that if the purple lock of hair was cut off, the city would fall, Minos won the war. He did, however, reject Scylla afterwards and, in her despair, she tried to kill herself but was turned into a bird3. Which

Man's Relationship With Dog Goes Beyond Petting
SPOTSYLVANIA, Va. -- A Spotsylvania man's family turned him in to police after he admitted to "fooling around" with the family dog, according to the Spotsylvania County Sheriff's Office. Robert John Ward, 66, was arrested Monday for alleged bestiality. Deputies began investigating Ward after a family member called authorities with the allegation. Ward admitted to a deputy that he had touched the dog inappropriately and that he'd had the dog perform sexual acts on him, according to the sheriff's office. A vet examined the dog and found that her anal glands were swollen, the sheriff's office said. The accusing relative said the dog had been acting strange for several weeks. Ward's being held without bond at the Rappahannock Regional Jail. *********** Dumbass

Travels Of Aeneas
1. Where did Aeneas first go on his Mediterranean travels to find his new homeland?AntandrusAeneas traveled by land to Antandrus where he and his men spent a year building their fleet.2. Whom did Aeneas carry on his back as they escaped from Troy?His father, AnchisesAscanius was also known as 'Julus.'3. After Aeneas built his ships, where was his first stop?DelosAeneas had to pass through Delos, north of Crete, before he sailed to the other ports of call.4. Scylla and Charybdis were located near what island?SicilyActually, these two 'nautical obstacles' are thought to have been in the channel between Sicily and Italy.5. Who was the Queen of Carthage?DidoDido was also known by the name 'Elissa.'6. On what continent is Carthage located?AfricaCarthage is a port city on the northeast coast of Africa. Aeneas stayed in Carthage for one year.7. Where did Aeneas go immediately after he left Carthage?SicilyAeneas went to the town of Drepanum on the northwest coast of Sicily. He had been there o

Minor Roman Goddesses
1. Who is the goddess that protects children the first time they leave their parents' home?AbeonaThe Latin prefix "Ab" means "away from." Cuba is the goddess who protects infants. Pales is the patron goddess of shepherds. Lucina is the goddess of childbirth.2. Who is the early Goddess of cows and horses?BubonaShe was an early goddess who was later replaced by the Gallic Goddess Epona after the Romans invaded Britain. Equa is a Latin word meaning, "mare." Diana is the virgin huntress goddess of the moon.3. Who is the goddess that protects children when they return to their parents' home for the first time?AdeonaIt sounds an awful lot like Abeona. This time, "Ad" means "towards."4. Who is a Goddess of witchcraft and healing?AngitaDon't confuse her with Angitia, who is a snake goddess. Cura is the goddess who made people from clay. Alemonia feeds unborn children.5. Copia is the goddess of what?PlentyA cornucopia in a horn of plenty. Cornu means "horn" or "trumpet." Rusina is the goddess o

Diana
1. Who was Diana's Greek counterpart?ArtemisHecate was sometimes said to be the same as Artemis but they were different at the beginning. Hecate was the goddess of witchcraft and crossroads. Aphrodite was the goddess of love. Iris was the messenger of Hera.2. What type of tree was sacred to Diana?OakOaks were also sacred to Zeus, the king of the Greek gods.3. What day was Diana's festival held on?3th AugustThis was the day King Servius Tullius dedicated a shrine on Aventine Hill to her.4. When Actaeon saw Diana bathing naked, she forgave him.FalseWhen Actaeon saw her bathing she turned him into a stag and set his own hunting dogs on his trail!5. Which goddess did Diana supplant when she became a moon goddess?LunaHecate and Artemis were both Greek moon goddesses of different phases and Aah was the Egyptian moon goddess.6. Who were Diana's parents?Jupiter and LatonaJupiter and Latona were the Roman names for Zeus and one of his many girlfriends. Hades and Persephone didn't have any child

Uncommon Roman Mythology
1. They are the Roman goddesses of fate, similar to the Greek Moirae (Fates). Originally there was only one of them, a goddess of birth. The three are also called Tria Fata.The ParcaeThey include Decima, Nona and Morta. The oringinal one, Parca, derives her name from parere ('create, give birth') but later it is associated with pars (Greek: moira, 'part') and thus analogous with the three Greek Moirae.2. She is the Roman goddess of the new year. In the class-struggle between the patricians and plebeians she chose the side of the plebeians.Anna PerennaHer festival was celebrated on March 15. The Romans give various explanations to the origin or her name, amnis perennis ('eternal stream'): 1, she is a river {nymph;} 2, her name is derived from annis {('year');} 3, she is a moon-goddess of the running year. She is also equated with Anna, the sister of Dido, who is received in Latium by Aeneas, but drowns herself in a river.3. Magna Mater is equated with which Greek character?RheaThe Roman

Early Roman Myth
1. For what element of childbirth did the Romans not have a goddess?Caesarian sectionIt would be some time before Julius Caesar, after whom the procedure is named, would be born by Caesarian section. Partula was goddess of childbirth, Prorsa the goddess of births occurring head-first and Postverba the goddess of the breech birth. They also had Rumina, goddess of breast-feeding, and Vagitanus, who oversaw a baby's first cry.2. Contrary to what one may think (given the sound of the name), Puta was not the deity of prostitutes. Over what did Puta have dominion?PruningObarator oversaw ploughing, while the busy Sarritor was patron of both hoeing and weeding.3. Janus, the god of Beginnings, had what distinguishing physical characteristic?He had two facesVulcan, god of blacksmiths (Hephaestus in Greek myth) was lame. A little-known branch of English known as 'Janus words' deals with the very few individual words in the language which can mean opposite things, such as 'sanction' ('restrict' an

Sibling Rivalry: The Story Of Romulus And Remus
Just a little Q & A about what one thinks they know... 1. Who was the biological mother of Romulus and Remus?Rhea SilviaRhea Silvia was the daughter of Numitor. Rhea was made a priestess by her uncle, Amulius, so she couldn't have children. However, the Roman god of war named Mars fell in love with her and Rhea gave birth to twin boys. 2. Why were Romulus and Remus thrown into the Tiber river as babies?So their great-uncle would think they were deadThe twins' great-uncle Amulius didn't want to be overthrown so he sent one of his soldiers to slaughter the boys. The soldier couldn't, so he put them into a homemade cradle and set them afloat on the river Tiber. Amilius thought that the boys were dead.3. What kind of animal found Romulus and Remus on the bank of the Tiber river?WolfA female wolf found on the boys on the bank of the Tiber river and instead of killing them for food the wolf took them back to her pack and fed them as she did her other cubs. A woodpecker also helped feed the

How Many Animals Can You Fit In A Pair Of Panty Hose?
how many animals can you fit in a pair of panty hose? 2 caves, an ass, a beaver, a shitload of hairs, 1 camel toe and a fish no one can findhope you enjoy a good laugh.

Our Names Arenot Who We Are ....
~What ARE we here for? What are WE so posed to do as individuals? Things are so much easier in groups. No one is going to listen to one voice, one squeaky small voice. No one. So how will I change the world ?? It truly is QUITE SIMPLE really. It’s something so simple we all have the ability to do it . THINK ABOUT IT WE COULD ALL CHANGE THE WORLD!! If I, we , YOU, you and I take the first step toward change imagine how many people will follow. You may think you are alone but really there are TONS of people out there who feel the same way as you. Just take the first step others will follow. ^.^ ~Our name. IS OUR NAME REALLY THE ONE OUR PARENTS GIVE US?? If so why do we obtain nicknames along our life journey. I don’t believe our names at birth will tell us who we will be, in fact think that they have no impact at all. WE MAKE OUR NAME. we choose who we were who we are WHO WE WILL BE. That is all up to us. OUR choices make us not our name. My name, Sarah, means pri

Losing It Again
I just totally lost it again. My sister called and asked me if I had money for this trip, asking me what I would be eating on. Now I dont even know if I can go to the funeral because I don't have any funds. This is tearing me up so bad. If I can't go, this is gonna weigh on me forever. I cant think, my brain and heart both hurt so badly.

Burgers And Sangria
I went to the other side of town today. I had drinks with the usual suspects at the usual place. The first 2 glasses of sangria went down quickly. Then there was the business of getting down to business and deals were made and money changed hands. And then two more Sangrias please. On the way home I realized I was starving so i stopped by Five guys burgers. My god they make good stuff. I don't even like burgers. but when it comes to them I could eat 2. I am completely full, but there is still a plate of homemade fries staring me in the face. There is a wad of cash in my purse and i have a pocket full of pills. Life is good. For now.

Dancer
It wasn’t so much the dance that she performed as the way that she did it. Every step, every move, every sway was pure seduction. From the audience, she looked like a sultry angel. The spotlight cascaded around her lithe form, illuminating her pale skin and highlighting her dark, flowing hair. Every man in the place wanted her. That was how she imagined it. It gave her strength, and it gave her purpose. Her dance had more meaning when she imagined that her movements were getting a rise out of the crowd. She looked out into the semi-darkness, scanning the faces who watched her. Some appeared drunk. Others were disinterested, or were paying attention to someone or something else. But one man caught her gaze and held it. Even through the smoky haze of the club, she could see his dark eyes staring at her. She almost thought she could feel those eyes, examining her body with laser-like intensity. A shiver ran down her spine. She returned her thoughts to the dance, letti

Once More
So... I entered that contest. And asked you guys to vote.Some of you did, some of you were probably too lazy to help me out.Then some of you couldn't see the designs. Apparently you're still using IE.(which is garbage if I may add, you really should be using Firefox)So I had to resubmit my designs per request of the site in a different color mode.And well... They become new images and votes get reset.So if you guys, or the ones who gave a shit enough to do it the first time,could just go back and vote on my designs again, I'd be grateful. Thx.Just click on the images.Women's design #1:Women's design #2:And the Men's design for those of you who didn't vote after the first note,but have suddenly had a change of heart or odd feeling of guilt....

Solstice Twins
The crescent moon’s pale light bathed the night with a silvery glow, and the sounds of darkness were soft and calm. Trish and her twin sister Tina had always loved the night, and tonight was no different. Especially during the summer, when they had no homework and no responsibilities, they loved to spend hours together, outside in the night. In the warm, humid nights of summer, Trish could get away with wearing the revealing, almost-not-there clothes that she loved so much. With her long, brown hair worn down her back, she loved getting a rise out of the local guys when she walked by them. Her bright blue eyes watched the men staring, and she happily felt those lusting eyes scanning her, noticing there was nothing between them and her perfect 34D tits but a thin layer of cotton, and nothing between them and her shaved pussy but her micro-cut denim shorts. Tina, on the other hand, was the more modest of the two. Not that Tina didn’t enjoy the attention of at least som

Well, Poop.
I just don't draw anymore. It's been since March since I have drawn a lick. No bueno. Tattoo Artist friends keep askin me for custom drawings for clients, hopefully that will strike something up for me, the burnin desire to draw again. There's a cream for that too, and apparently I applied it generously to my artisan rash...

Graduation
Well, this past Friday was my graduatiom! Man, did I ever have fun. I cried, my mom cried.....HELL everybody cried I think! Plus TONS of pictures were taken by every graduates family. I bought two disposalable cameras Friday morning so I could take as many pictures as possible. And that I did. A few days before graduation, I got a big surprise from my mom. She bought me a graduation balloon and a dozen mini roses. It shocked me so much that I cried when I saw them. Everyone I know is so proud of me for getting my GED. My sister is envious of me. Me and her were always incompetition with each other. But anyway, I will have pictures up in a few days of everything. Even pictures from me getting ready for graduation. Well, until then fu-friends. Take care. Rayne

The One
She's an angel for the blessed soula beauty like never before seenher hair flows like a natural springher eyes glow with a special gleamshe can glide without soundleaving traces of her spirither voice so majestically soothing to the chosen who hear itshe'll make you feel so tallwith her heart so pureher perfect smile telling youtheres nothing you can't endureshe's a beacon of hopea ray of forgiving lightguiding you through every daycomforting you through every night

Riflemans Creed
This is my rifle. There are many like it, but this one is mine. It is my life. I must master it as I must master my life. Without me my rifle is useless. Without my rifle, I am useless. I must fire my rifle true. I must shoot straighter than the enemy who is trying to kill me. I must shoot him before he shoots me. I will. My rifle and I know that what counts in war is not the rounds we fire, the noise of our burst, or the smoke we make. We know that it is the hits that count. We will hit. Before Go

Just Silly Stuff
Dear bronzefairy, your sexy level is as much as 197 points which mean: sexy as ........!!!!.This numbers based on below formula :B+R+O+N+Z+E+F+A+I+R+Y14+20+13+40+13+15+12+33+11+20+6=197Note :Less than 50 points = not too sexyBetween 51 and 75 points = pretty sexyBetween 76 and 100 points = damn sexy!!!More than 100 points = sexy as ........!!!!

Thanks Sasquatch....
Come on, fill it out for me. Please! Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill then go to Captain Cooter's page and thank him for this..... 1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be. Someone far more emotionally and financially stable 2. Are we friends? I would like to thik so otherwise why on earth would I put up with your doofy ass? < ~~~ kept Andy's answer cuz it seemed appropriate 3. When and how did we meet? MuMMs4. Have I ever gone too far? IDK, have you? (Not with me, I know...) 5. What do you think of me? You're a sweet man, great dad, and *drools* wonderful guitar player6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again? Probably all of the above :P7. Am I a good friend? Abso-smurfly. 8. Do you love me? As a friend, certainly9. Do you have a crush on me? *blushes* ummmm... maybe ;) 10. Would you kiss me? Only if you wanted me to 11. Would you hug me? Definitely, whether you want it or not :P 12

For Sasquatch
Come on, fill it out for me. Please! Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill then go to Captain Cooter's page and thank him for this..... 1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be. I want to be a good mother, a good friend and a better person. I wanna not wake up every morning and hate the fact I'm still breathing. I wanna go 1 day without a headache. 2. Are we friends? Why yes Sir we are :) 3. When and how did we meet? mumms, it's where I meet all the hotties ;) 4. Have I ever gone too far? No (damn you) 5. What do you think of me? I adore you, I think you are a great guy who is way to hard on himself and doesn't give himself the credit he deserves. 6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again? Don't tease me! 7. Am I a good friend? You are :) 8. Do you love me? Like a baby loves a tit ♥ 9.

Coca Pop Needs Your Help
Help this hottie level to Henchwoman!!! Come Rawk her page and say Major Russell semt you to her!!!Cocoa Pop@ fubar Bulletin done by her awesome friendMajor Russell Fu~owned by Devil's Advocate and BFFS to Lucky-B-Irish, Coca Pop and Devil's Advocathttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/59/04/2604095/tn_3669766507.jpg">@ fubar

Lovin Life
Well things are going great. I just got a vacation from work (laid off). My vehicle is broken, still. Its been broken down for about 3 weeks. i guess it kinda works out since i dont have to go to work. Gotta stay positive. Everyone stay up and love life.

Beds Of Roses
This game is now closed. Thank you all for playing :) Game F.A.Q.Who can I order for?You may order for ANYONE on Fubar, with the exception of yellow staff, and anyone that refuses play. Anyone who wishes to be removed from the game may do so by requesting such through private message at any time. Not all people play for the win - most play simply to give the tokens as gifts to those they care for :) Please request removal ONLY if you do not desire to receive more tokens. Can I order more than one at a time?Yes, you can order as many as you want, for as many people that you want. To keep it organized, please send the appropriate amount of fubucks with a list of how many tokens are meant for each person. For example, if you send 5000 fubucks (enough for 10 tokens) you would say "5 to Dawn, User # 975528 and 5 to Cali4nialovin01, User # 884702." If you are have earned tokens, you can say something like "Rated Love Box #1 10s. 100 tokens for Dawn #975528

Lmao, Someone Is Angry
Letter from Dana: Shut the fuck up you hideous, disgusting cunt. I hope and pray with all my might that you fall down on a sharp metal object, taking it in the eye and piercing that rotten, fetid fatty tissue you consider a brain, and as you bleed out in death throes... your last fading memory is my face grinning and laughing.

The Passion
I have lived so bitter and cold, I survived on risk and being bold. Honor, duty, and glory were mine Reaching my goals passed the time The years go by and medals tarnish No sunshine in my life , no kind of varnish admist the darkness I see the stars they come close to me and fade real far the beauty and awe stood me still it was in that moment I found my will a will to survive and to come back home to find my love and never leave her alone I have earned the greatest reward The love a woman that I am drawn toward She does not stay in a shiny little case But poliish’s my life with the smile on her face A voice of an angel that can lay me to rest

I Hate Cooter For Starting This....
Come on, fill it out for me. Please! Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill then go to Captain Cooter's page and thank him for this..... 1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be. I want to be a point whore but i dont know how 2. Are we friends? I like you 3. When and how did we meet? Satara i think in my blog Cooter cause i kicked him 4. Have I ever gone too far? whats far? 5. What do you think of me? I like your boobs6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again? Id drop my pants7. Am I a good friend? You have been so far.8. Do you love me? Pfft i hope not9. Do you have a crush on me? I allways crush girls10. Would you kiss me? totally 11. Would you hug me? sure12. Am I your type? yes 13. Do you think I am smart? yes14. Do you wish I was cooler? I dont know but your hot15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? i drool everytime i see you 16. Give me a nickn

I Woke Up Today With A Master Plan...
urgh...frustrations beyond all I might have considered worthy of the moment... For a thousand years I have had a friendship closer than most people ever aspire to have. Since age 14 (and I'm 42 today), we have been the best of friends...confidants when needed, the moments of strife few and far between. Basically, we're brothers...so much so that this is the man who I gave a kidney to in 2004. For the last year and a half, we have barely spoken. I was in a bit of a crisis with fear holding firm in my eyes and I alienated those around me in my desperation. We spoke only very rarely...months passing until pretty soon, well, we've been pretty distant. I pretty much had been waiting for his call...I had sent feelers, but they were pretty much met with nothing. He had, a year ago or so, pretty much told me he didn't want to have anything to do with me then and notices of parties and get-togethers (large group down there) pretty much stopped coming...not that I could get down there e

Drama Free Life
Um, Please explain to me, if you are to actually be on the planet and interacting with others, having emotions, being attached, being detached, being involved in life as a participant rather than a spectator; are you suppose to live a "Drama free" existence?? You have to be kidding me right? Drama.... is an inextractable byproduct of breathing in most instances. Unless you are wandering lifeless throughout the energy that is the planet how can you interact with others and not have some sort of good/bad, yin/yang, friction/smoothness? this is all drama by the way. Drama is a byproduct of life. So to put things in perspective; honestly.... if your goal in life is to be drama free; then we would have absolutely have NOTHING in common. I live for the interaction between people. The good and the bad. I prefer the good but we can't all get along all the time or this effin planet would be a different place to live. Now to flip the coin a bit, living an anti negative energy existence would

At One Time There Was A Me Who Gave A Shit. Where Did That Guy Go?
This is all random bits of my brain, culled off random scraps of paper I've collected over the past 20 years. Sometimes I have imaginary conversations with people, in situations I'll never see. It seems that nothing means anything anymore, anyway. On Larry Flynt's b-day I wrote - Doo Dah for the Poobah of Hoo Ha. We're all deceivers, We're all believers in each other's lies. Committing crimes, No matter how small, There's no reason at all. They say that man... Man he is basically evil, I say the devil is teaching us well. A little bit of all of us belongs in Hell. Sometimes, when I wake up, or when I see something on the news, I feel like we're living in a Philip K. Dick novel. It's like he found some way to affect the world on a quantum level after he died. Or perhaps he saw the world in a way that's only become more evident now? What you say and what you do this is your world a reflection of you If John Holmes and Sherlock Holmes were brothers,

Dooo Eeetttt!!!!
Come on, fill it out for me. Please! Copy, paste, answer. you know the drill 1. I know who are you, tell me who you want to be. 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Have I ever gone too far? 5. What do you think of me? 6. If I spanked you would you laugh, cry, or just hope that I do it again? 7. Am I a good friend? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Am I your type? 13. Do you think I am smart? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. If you could would you kidnap me and what would you do with me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Was it right? lol??? 22. If you could give me anything what would it be? 23. How well do you know me? 24. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 25. Do you think I could kill someone? 26. Have we ever had sex? 27. "HYPOTHET

What Is Up?
I see way too many posts about hate. I think most people don't realize what hate is or use the wrong word. Hatred is the most self diggusting word a human can use. It means you'd be willing to actually kill, maim, or otherwise hurt another person. I've been criticized by coworkers over the years. I wouldn't call criticism being a hater. I think we are trying to rework a current thought into something it isn't. We used to just call unjustified criticism being a jerk. Hatred caused the jews to be expunged, the Armenians to be persecuted, hatred is very close to fear and caused many Africans to be persecuted during our country's history. A hater? You don't know the meaning of the word-and words mean things. make up another instead of hyjacking a word of substance.

Elizabeth... I'm Comin To Join Ya
OMG... Ok so I let my 13 year old son stay home from school today because he was sick. I log in my computer and what do I find staring at me? Pussy! Black, White, Asian, Hispanic... you name it he was looking. Tits... ass... whatever. I called him in to let him know what I found. Poor thing was soooo embarrassed. I told him not to be, but don't do it again. My lil boy isn't as innocent as I thought. Oh well... I guess it's time to have "The Talk" HELP! lol

I Remember When...
... "lostcherry" "cherrytap" was all about meeting people and talking to them, not about whoring yourself out. i really dislike this 'fubar' i wish things would go back to like it was when i first joined this site. I had met a lot of great people that i still talk to till this day and its been over three years. But in the last year i have not met anyone that i would consider talking to more than once. All everyone wants is points and fans and rates and shit like that. Its really ridiculous. I know things change over time, but this is just sad. I honestly rarely sign on here anymore cause of what it has turned into. Now im sure some people wont agree with this at all, but this is how i see it. period.What ever happened to being happy just making a few new friends? I dont care whatsoever about points. But i would love to actually talk to some people on here who care to talk, not just about the points and shit. Love always,Leta aka Bunz :)

Feelings
Dream ov yo ! Yo dun remember me but I remember yo, I ly awake n thin ov yo wanderin iv yo thin ov me 2. Lyn here watchin time go by, Wanderin iv yor do n alrite. Tha dayz r long , Tha nitez r slow n im juzt want n it 2 pass. Pass me by lik a cloud n tha sky. Roman not noin where or wat I'll go by. I feel lik a raindrop fallin from da sky, Fallin down in2 tha ground trin 2 soak up tha soil an tryn 2 hide, Hide from da pain i feel inside. Lyn here dreamin ov yo watchn my life pass me by, I try 2 think n i wander why, Why my life is so dry inside, Like tha creekz on a hot 4th ov july. All withered and dried away. MY sole is empty my mind iz a drifter so how do i stop all thiz swifter. How do i make it threw this long thriften time? Dun say im up tite with muh emotional prim, I try so hard 2 fafill tha time. I look n tha mirr n see yor face, an it takez me back 2 r special place. I turn away n tak a deep breath n relize wat all iz left. I'd giv up everythin juzz 2 find yo,

Ok What You Wanna Know Is Probably Written Here
OK so this is aint my first and probably wont be my last profile on fubar - for those of you who know me - you will know about me but what the hey, a few things have changed since my last visit. My name is CLaire I am 40 yo and I live in the UK (near London, in a cute little village where we drink Earl Grey from sunday best china and scones, and put our flora display in a Vaise, and the ohther side of the town drink Sainsbury Value Tea Bags out of plastic cups and eat rich tea biscuits and put our flowers in a milk bottle) I will let you decide what part I live in ;lmao :) I have 15 tattoos and 4 piercings, a broken leg - too much drink pmsl. I have 4 kids - all teenagers - and they are my life and during my disablity they have been the bmbs........ I can be found on here most of the time or actually socialising in the real world now..... And finally ..................... THIS GOES OUT TO ALL THOSE I HAVE LOVED AND LOST - your loss my gain - life has never

Any 3 Promise
YOU CAN ASK ME 3 QUESTIONS:1.2.3.__________________________________________________No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox.

The Most Prettiest Women On Fubar
I just would like to say that I've seen some fine ass women on fubar and some of them are Bi, and that hurts to see these women turn that way and I wounder why, I can quite guess that some of them are that way, but some of them are turned that way because of some of the guy's that treat them wrong and that messes it up for the good guy's that are tring to find a good women, I understand some guy's like to sew there oat's but come on, that just messes with a women's mind and it hurt's them hard even ther heart is hurt and broken, all I want to say is guy's if your going to sew your oat's, break it off with the lady so she won't be so hurt and end up being Bi because I don't think that's cool at all.

Love Is...
Love is patient, love is kind... yeah, yeah, yeah, we've all heard that before!!! My question is, if Love is patient, and Love is kind, why are there so many beautiful people that rush into Loving people that are so very unkind!!! I don't know, I think it's because too many people get the definition of Love fucked up in their mind. Love isn't sex, it isn't having a good time at the movies or at the club, and it damn sure isn't tit size or dick size!!! Love isn't about the Good times that you have with your partner. How hard is it to Love someone when everything is going great??? Real Love is Loving someone when they give you every reason not too, when the world has taken every thing that you loved about that person and beat you over the head with it! That's Love, being there and Loving that person through the good and the bad, and when noone else will. All that other shit, is just icing on the cake!!! Oh yeah, and nowhere does it say that Love is always returned!!! Love isn't Lov

Anyone Doing Their Job?
Really think about all the cutbacks companies have done, nobody seems to be doing the job they are paid to do anymore most are stressed from trying to do the job of 3 or more people and just give up. I have had a really bad day again just because other people are not doing their job!!!! IT really pisses me off

Back Home And Luvin It
Just got back into town from Spokane. Got to visit all my relatives and freinds. Also got to update my Fubar profile. Get to visit my son during the Stommish Water Festival. All you single lovley ladies come to Lummi Washington because I have a lot of single good looking cuzins. It takes place at Bellingham Washington on From June 11 to the 14th. It is going to be a good family event and there will be after hour parties for of age adults come one come especially beautifull availible women.

New Objectives....
I don't exactly remember who said it, but I've been hearing this saying alot lately. I'm the type of person who believes that if you keep hearing or seeing something around you alot, that it must be a sign for you to hold on to or at least remember because you'll need it later... The saying is, ' In order to achieve something you never have, you must be willing to do what you've never done!!!'

Day 2
well today is alittle better on here. ive gotten the hang of a few things, ive even bought a couple people some drinks. well i will scope this out some more and get back to you. take care all and have a good day. plain jane

Montage 5-27-09
We are an independent recording studio with eclectic interests. Two musicians with eighty-five years collective music experience, and networking with other musicians and artists around the world, developing our own creations and enhancing those of others. We are creating our own reality and proving that dreams do come true - if you want them, move towards them and provide the environment for it to happen.http://www.soundclick.com/SonXproStudios Ed Talbot and Bob Couchenour originally became friends on Multiply and through the course of events Bob moved from Gettysburg Pennsylvania USA to Ed's residence outside Providence Rhode Island and here joined forces to work together and realize a common dream and vision of both. These recordings were made at a jam session May 27, 2009 auditioning a drummer to become a part of the group. Expanded tracks of the sessions may be downloaded here: http://cid-44a8b420464af8b7.skydrive.live.com/browse.aspx/Foster%20Studio/5-27-09

Infused
Her: I struck a match, lit the candleShadows showed me my loveWarm, waiting, smilingI paused to absorbFeelings of love flooded meOverwhelmed my meager nervesFrozen in the spark in your eye,bird to your snake I stood.Then, bidden, I moved to youHim:The darkness was swept asideas you flickered in matchlightthe flare subsided, to candle glowmy breath with it.Matchlight flared, I gasped aloudyour beauty shone in the glareCandle-glow shadows on your skinmy breath deepened in the warmth of it.

To All Those Half Ass Poets...
thanks for smashing up one of my big paintings and throwing them all in a little side closet so you had room for chairs and tables. so those horrible poetry readings could go off with a bang. i guess random poetry readers and failed talent is worth more than me. to some. just go ahead and toss my artwork where ever...its not saying "the birds...the birds oh how i love the birds" it says JERMx on it with original artwork by that name. but... scenesters and wanna-be Beats are far more influencial and "needed" i guess. and the careless handling of my artwork would be announced if it happened to another artist too. its called bad form! so it looks like i'll be doing poetry readings at the place i had my art fcuked with by "poets". to see how well they accept freedom of speech! lets see how crazy...crazy can be. and not just a catchy prose. if people are artists i am grateful to know that. if you just want attention cuz you like to tell people you are...im louder! =]

97 Per Cent
When I look into your eyesI see that something has been left behindthrough the smiles and gentle kissesI see a heart still longinga touch left unfulfilleda kiss that is vapor to the wind I'm ninety-seven percent of what you needinches away from being completeI could be your everythingyour only wishyour only dreamif only I weren't so humanand so bound within myself But instead I'm ninety-seven percentleaving love unfulfilledand dreams untouchedjust an imperfect handgrasping at perfectionwatching as you drift to the horizonwith your sliver of emptiness eating you awayseeking perfection with longing eyesleaving me behind with every step you take I know it's only time until you're gonethe quest for completion pulling you awayleaving my only dream shatteredmy everything goneand the ninety-seven percent of what I was destroyedToo imperfect to be immortaland not enough to be your one true lovejust inches away from keeping youbut miles away from feeling your embrace I can only watch as you

Wanna Own Ur Own Naughty Girl?!?!?!
I am starting the auction earlier than planned the auction will begin June 2nd @ 12AM Est. and run until July 15th @ 10PM Est. The starting bid for each entrant will be 500K. Host will not be responsible for non-payment or notification to winning bidder. Please read the rules before placing any bids (a rate & comment will let me know you read and understand them) LusciousCandyAppleRed ~bully brought 2 you by~ ♥BΣÂuŦƪƒul ÐƪȿÂȿŦΣЯ♥ Wifey of ȺcΣ§ Ñ ΣƪĞhŦ§

These Eyes
These Eyes by John P ReedThese eyes the onesI catch you staring atyou say are windows to eternitythe very eyes you once fell intohave seen so much of lovethat they shine with iteven when I can't feellove going out or coming inmy eyes are not windowsto my soul or anything elsethey do not open anymorethey simply are never closedthey have seen death and lifeand so much in-betweenthat I cannot even find wordsfor the parallels they see nowI see things that youand you and yes even youdo not dream existwouldn't want to know doYou could not face themif I showed them to youand they are terriblyhorribly beautifulthat's why my eyesdance and smilein the face of allof the gods twisted ironynot at the joy of it,but at the inevitabilityof your eyes one dayseeing these things tooknowing this my eyes smilelove shines out of these eyesknowing that this visagewill one day be yours too

Where Am I?
i am hardly on here. i am used to Myspace and yahoo. if you wanna get up with me or get to know me better the best place to go is myspace. my page is www.myspace.com/nchotwheels i am not a bot, im a real guy that lives in castle hayne, NC. i work in hampstead and im single so hit me up :)

Scottsdale, Arizona Real Estate
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Carli's Video Salute!! (the Real Girl In 7ups Photos)
Today out of the blue I recieved a phone call from Carli asking for help to set up a video salute. After talking to her she sent me the link to her video salute on Youtube. I know a lot of people have been waiting for this video salute from carli proving that she's not on fubar. I've stashed it here: http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6614914&bl=1 Or you can watch it directly from her youtube profile here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XR2Hgy73F8

Infected
this song by the band Demon Hunter not only deals with depression and the hope for help but also with those struggling with finding a cure for what ails them....I'm also dedicating this blog to my mom who is fighting Hep C I still wonder when the medicine will take it's effect.And The injection they made, it's all just left me the same.It's hard to concentrate with echoes of your voice in my head.From all you said, I'm still paralized.But I'm almost out of breathe from saying things that I'll regret.My time is over, I can't do this alone.I'm infected with you, pull the plug already.Tell me before I go, that your infected with me.I can't remember if I ever took a minute to say.That if it had to be now, I'm glad it had to be me.I can't recuperate, I'm never going to leave here alive.Just help me through this, don't let me die here.But I'm almost out of breath from saying things I'll regret.My time is over, I can't do this alone,I'm infected with you, pull the plug already.Tell me bef

What I Want
I want to kiss her everyday. I want to wake up next to her. I want to see her eyes open. I want to hear her say, " I love you." I want to see her standing next to the fridge just looking. I want to hear her words every second. I want to touch her. I want to look into her eyes, and see her soul looking back at me. I want to feel her being inside me. I want to feel her next to me. I want her to stand her ground when things are bad. I want her to stand with me when things are good. I want her to dream of a good life. I want her to know she is loved. I want her to know I always have her back. I want her to know I go nowhere. I want her to know she is a dream come true. I want her to know always and forever is more than just words. I want her to know they pour from lips as if my soul is attached.

Today........
I went and signed up for food stamps, yea me. Next week I have to sign up for unemployment. Sucks that you have to wait a full week after you lose your job to apply!!! Being out of work sucks. I am soooo bored! I just dont have nothing to do. While I am applying for my benefits, I am going to get signed up so maybe I can find a job. I don't want to use the system, there are enough people doing that. But unlike them I dersevre to use the system. I have been paying for others all my working life! But still I feel a little guilty for being in the place where I need the help.

I'm Ian Holmly And I Have No Idea
First, I am not the above-named Minot High graduate among those honored Sunday at Bethany Lutheran. I wouldn’t be surprised (and have to come up with a hasty explanation) if he does a Google search for his name on the Internet and finds this. But when he said it as he was the last person Pastor Janet gave the microphone to after she asked them if they knew what their plans after high school were, I thought when I heard it and we laughed that it would make a great title! Very often I have no idea either … heck, the first person asked this just gave his name! School ended Thursday, and that night after work I went to my sister-in-law Margaret’s house where Martha and the kids were visiting for the evening. By the time I arrived, Martha and Margaret were inside singing karaoke with a computer game version of Nashville Star while my kids, my nieces Breanna and Josceline, and some of their friends were jumping on the trampoline. I got up there with the kids for a whi

God Gives Us Opportunities
I think each and every day God gives us so many chances to do what is right, to help others. I was walking back from Roma's where I grabbed some lunch to bring back to eat while I worked. It had been a sunny morning but rain was coming.As I got close to my house, I saw an elderly lady by her car, looking around. I said hi and as I passed I saw she had a flat tire. I asked if she had called for help. She said she had no one to call. So I got out her spare and started to put it on. It started to pour. I ran into the house with my now cold lunch. And then went right back to changing the tire. Soon the water running down the street was to the top of my sneakers, water was running off my ever present hat, and not a piece of my clothing was dry. When I finished, so did the rain. I think I should have looked for a rainbow. I told the woman where the closest tire business was, loaded the old tire in the trunk and turned around. She offered me money. I asked if she goes to church. S