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Life And Loved
the girl i know is more then a girl more then a lady she is the one in my life i love so much with her eye's grayed blue and hair of cole she make's me feel she make's me feel loved with a heart of love from her my heart of coldness melted away she's a more then i ever asked for in my so called life she is my my life she is my every thing she's more then a girl she is more then any lady she is my queen and i'm just her's im nouthing special and yet she see's so much into me i will never see she's more then a friend she's more then a lover she more then any women she's my world she's my life she's my heart and soul to know this just look in to my eye's and there you will see her face smiling back at you she is so full of life and very caring with her eye's of love she has warmed my heart that as once ice

Just In Case
Surgery is at 11am (in 3 hrs) Just in case something happens and I don't make it, I just want to tell all my friends (most are mummers) that I had alot ALOT of fun in the mumms and on this site with you all Now if I don't make it, nobody will probably tell fubar so if I am not on the fu in a few days, somethng happened (more than likely I DIED!!) there will be no way for anyone to find out! Sooooooo if I don't return I want to say goodbye. Some of you I might come back and haunt for the hell of it LOL So wish me luck and we'll hope for the best!

Rr Role Call Do Over
RATING REVOLUTION ROLL CALL! In order to become a member of our family, you must R/F/A all family members... In your friends request it must state joining RR by Mz. Liz, Lady St Claire, Queen Ice Cold, Dee75 or Tech N9ne. These are the only people who can put you through role call, so you must include your recruiters name in the request. If you are already friends with a member

Happened Again
Yea this right hereIs going out to all them girls out thereThat did me and wrong, ya know?Tell you a lil story its the reasonLove, hate, mistakes, tell me wacha think is going onWe date, all day tell me wacha think is going onToo late, heartbreak tell me wacha think is going onWhat's going on what's going onYo, eh yo me and miss thangWe run a perfect teamWe had all the things all them other couples fiendLove, trust, good sex, and securityIf you ever felt weak I was your energyTrips across seas, show you the finer thingsNo more burger king it was fine dine, cuisineAnd if it never had it, I don't think it matteredWe were a classic like Nas in IllmaticI was so deceived, I thought we had a thingYou used to blow my 2 way up wit 143sDa L-O-V had me blind I would had to seeI trusted my friends, all they were yelling at meHow could you do me so wrong, I don't wanna get doggedI invested three years ma, plus this songI'm so confused, where to go? How do I choose?I guess to find real love I gotta

When Owning A Lounge Is Taken Too Serious
him (4/20/2009 10:56:39 PM): hi me(4/20/2009 10:57:06 PM): hihi him (4/20/2009 10:57:17 PM): was wondering who invited you to kink's me (4/20/2009 10:57:20 PM): sorry im lurking morgans sick me (4/20/2009 10:57:27 PM): kink did him (4/20/2009 10:57:37 PM): ok, if i find out otherwise i will know exactly what is going on him(4/20/2009 10:57:46 PM): but if kink invited you, no problem me (4/20/2009 10:57:52 PM): why would i lie? him (4/20/2009 10:57:56 PM): need to remember who your #1 lounge is though me(4/20/2009 10:58:03 PM): have i ever lied to u b4? me (4/20/2009 10:58:06 PM): i know him (4/20/2009 10:58:10 PM): him(4/20/2009 11:00:33 PM): how would i know, we don't really talk much anymore me(4/20/2009 11:01:27 PM): lol not my fault you are a busy boi lol him (4/20/2009 11:08:46 PM): they are inviting all excito members.. him(4/20/2009 11:08:49 PM): look at their member list me(4/20/2009 11:08:58 PM): really? him(4/20/2009 11:09:00 PM): l has turned v on me him (

It Was A Great Day
I just wanted everyone to know that I had a wonderful birthday. Went out and had lots of fun. I dont feel old for sure. My babies keep me young because I am always on my toes with them. Hope everyone is doing great.

Just My Mind
Life..... Life is what you make of it each day you are here on this earth....love is a precious gift never to be taken for granted....iI'm a lot!!!!!STRONGER from the way my life has turned....You can't break me ....and haterz make me stronger...Fool me once shame on you, but fool me twice shame on me....Lies lead to more lies and uglyness....There are much more important things to do in life than make a mess of it so make the most of it....when you find true pure love, give all of yourself and love without regards to opinions....Be yourself every step of the way and only good will come....And finally smile and let the happiness pour out....

Must Read ..i Was Feeling It Xoxo Bitch
Do you feel a little lost.. like there is something missing.. An empty space in your heart that needs to be filled..or is it something that you know will never be conquered, makes you want it even more.. but what is it? You happy with the person you have become but you ask yourself could I be more? circumstances bring you where your at.. and you go on each and everyday with a smile on ya face knowing there is something else that would ease your soul.. but still go on not knowing. why does it always seem something makes you take two steps back when you have one foot right in front of the other The cruel world we live in just a stepping stone.. We think more bout yesterday than tomorrrow... what will we face when we wake up another day? to be conitued. while i ponder on my thoughts.. ha :) conitued. just sitting there like any other day.. when your slapped in the face with something strange,, not knowing what, when, where or who just knowing it feels something u want to feel more

Rascal Flatts - Here Comes Goodbye
I can hear the truck tires Comin’ up the gravel road And it’s not like her to drive that slow And nothin’s on her radio Footsteps on the front porch I hear my doorbell She usually comes right in Now I can tell – Chorus Here comes goodbye Here comes the last time Here comes the start of every sleepless night The first of every tear I’m gonna cry Here comes the pain Here comes me wishin’ things had never changed And she was right here in my arms tonight But here comes goodbye I can hear her say “I love you” Like it was yesterday And I can see it written on her face That she had never felt this way One day, I thought I’d see her With her daddy by her side And violins would play “Here Comes The Bride” but – (Repeat Chorus) Why’s it have to go from good to gone Before the lights turn on Yeah, and you’re left alone, all alone But here comes goodbye (Repeat Chorus)

Insomnia
It's almost 5 am and I can't sleep. Mother's Day morning. Always has been hard for me. As I sit here in the dark I reflect over the past year. So much has happened. So much has changed. A year ago today we went for breakfast with my mom and sister. Now my sister is in Kuwait, and you... pretty much don't exist anymore.When you are in my life, it's nothing but drama and turmoil. Everytime I hear from you, my heart races. I came home to see my mom for Mother's Day. I don't know that I can give her the happiness this weekend that she's looking for... The drive was horrible. It usually is. It gives me too much time to sit and think. Seems as though that's all I've been doing lately... sitting... thinking... waiting... waiting for something inside me to change... waiting for the pain to go away. I have people in my life who love me and support me no matter what. I have realized that and appreciate them for everything they have done for me... yet something is still missing. What is it? It

Lets Vent It....
I try my best to be a good person and be generous. I've been in an angry mood the past couple of days, but I could feel this coming on. I have been distant with friends, family, and the folks of fubar I talk too, some of them on a regular basis. I have to say I am sorry for being so distant and not being around, it’s just that things are getting to me and being alone just seems to be OK at the moment. I think I have hit this recluse level because I don’t want to bring my bummers down on those that are having a good day, but here I go typing it away for all to read. Well at least you can stop reading and not feel guilty :) Well to make a long story as short as possible, I was hurt at work end of last year and my back and shoulder was hurt. I have had surgery on my shoulder and physical therapy thus so far for the back. I told the company 3 times the job was unsafe but was pushed to do it with the old hidden message without really saying it, but you will get fired if it&rsqu

Idk
With this sword i make a cut a cut in the door that wouldnt shut. I look into the abyss can you see the cut its a cut in my heart. The abyss grows in size as my sarrow shrinks giving up on what everyone thinks thats the way of the happy people. This race of humans so happy and wild thier mood though is very mild. This is a song and dance where everyone is forced to prance like wood nymphs in the snow. Beings in the moonlight living with out fright hoping that thier woas will subside even though they are low on pride feeling low and very defied. The puncual mass is the one on the grass smoking weed and mocking the others. The jester laughs as the world ends!

Rescue
RESCUE suffocate i dont have anything no one save me suffocate i don't feel anything will you know when i'm gone? Save your tears for someone else don't waste your breath these mirrors reflect nothing I'm so ashames suffocate I don't have anything no one save me suffocate I don't feel anything will you know when I'm gone? everything is going wrong its all my fault forgive me keep me in your heart never let go suffocate i don't have anything no one save me suffocate i don't feel anything will you know when I'm gone?

Pain
I lost my brother in a motorcycle accident almost 2 months ago and the pain is so bad.I didn't get alone with him very well and now I never will have that chance again. So if you have a love one that you are having problems with than do all you can to change things before it is to late.I loved to ride motorcycles and now I have a fear of them that I can not shake. Just seeing one or the sound of one makes me sick to my stomach. I hope that in time this will pass.

What The Hell Is Wrong With People
You meet people, you get interested in some, you fall for their lines, and their pretend sincerity, and they rip your heart out with lack of honesty... why? why do people prey on others just to hurt them? why do they pretend to be interested in you then rip your heart out? wtf is wrong with people anymore, in real life or whether it is on the internet, people have feelings, people get hurt.. I guess I will never understand.. maybe I just do not fit in with todays society, maybe I just ought to crawl under a rock and hide away from everything and everyone.. it's not right, its not fair.. people have feelings... and you would think i was smart enough to see when i was bein played, but i closed my fucking eyes to it...

Ubetrue 2
Im a single dad w/2 but only have one left at home now. The ex left when kids were 5 an 11 to go find her self. I have dated a few women but one wanted me to help take care of her an her 3 kids. The others only wanted to get what they could like money an things. there is more 2 life then money an things. I need a GIVER not just a TAKER. I still have alot to give to that special person. All I ask is be honest an true above all. one who is funny yet serious when need be. To be a great commuincater as well as a good listener an be open minded. One whos not afraid to show ones feelings an believe it takes 2 to make a relationship work. To get the respect, understanding,caring an give it in return. One who still likes to hold hands an snuggle while watching a movie or just talking.. I dont like to fight or yell an also believe alll can be settled by talking an make each other understand where they are comming from. There are to many game players out there. Im to old for them. I guess I'

Power Of 3
I recently posted a mumm to my friends. Sadly enough, out of all of you who read it, only 3 could take the effort to vote. WTF? You're already there. Is it so hard to click? Apparently it is. So, thanks to eljacee and Leather and Lace for taking the time out. Whoever was the 3rd person, please let me know so I can recognize ya. To the onlookers...no comment.

This Is For A Person From My Past..crazy Am I?
you call me fucking crazy you call me weird you call me nothing you kick me into the ground. no longer can you hurt me no longer can you beat me no longer will you make me cry ive reached the point of no return i stalk you in the night i wait for my moment cold sweat pours from my face warm tears stain my cheeks you think this is a game? you think i won't snap now your crying now your bleeding now your tied up now your all alone now your begging forgiveness now your dying i sit and laugh at your demise i have no remorse for my sins you made me cry ill make you die. so slowly you die i make it painful your so fake in your apoligies as i kick your face into the concrete you never know who will snap you never know the pain you cause

Nearly Murdered In Osaka
5/2/2009Wandering the streets of Osaka with Bill at around midnight, looking for a fun club (which is hard as hell to find when there are thousands in three dimensions. underground, ground level and two dozen stories up, each with a tiny sign that gives no clue to the contents inside)...after almost entering a few we come upon one that has about a dozen japanese girls lined up in front with ZERO dudes. I tell Bill, "this has to be a trick" but we reckon that if there are that many hotties entering NOW that it doesnt matter how many guys there are inside. After all, we are tall white foregners so this is going to be easy. So we pay the $30 cover (cheap considering that is on the low end of what clubs charge) only to discover this is some kind of loud-as-hell techno club. WTF ever, let's make it happen, so I peel off my photo gear and stuff it into two lockers. I could go on and on but basically we worked ourselves into a trance and danced our asses off while.... There were some other wh

Scary Game Demos
Do you like to sit in front of the TV late at night and watch scary movies? I sure do, and FilePlanet.com has a few very Halloweenish Game Demos that you can play all year long... DOOM 3 Demo PREY Demo FEAR Demo FEAR 2 Demo Hellgate London Demo Legendary Demo Clive Barker's Undying demo Silent Hill 4 Demo These are some of the best of the scary demos, so mind you, that when I played Silent Hill 4 demo, I was not crazy about having to use my keyboard to move around the game, and there is no running or strifing in this game. But it has Ghosts, Zombies and other good scary stuff in it. But, If you really love scary, I recomment the top two demos... You might want to sleep with the light on tonight... Hahahahahah!

Lil Ol Gal Needs Some Help
im in another auction and its not only for ownership but most rates count also so rate my rear til its sore please place a bid if you can im a good little pet !! im litter trained and all and i wont bite ya well unless ya ask me to lol

Can Ya Help A Gal Out For A Minute Of Time?
im in another auction....rates counts so even if you dont want to bid please at least stop on and rate the pic for me.....if you rate or bid send me a private message and will buy you a drink or 2:)

Breakin Point
Okay so hear me out. This is my blog so here is my thoughts. If I wanted to do it all on my own, I'd be living with my Momma. Instead I choose to try and sort through things with you. But now, I've almost hit my breaking point. Which is bad. I'm so tired of fucking everything.I'm tired of the money issue. Your money is our money, my money is our money. We have bills to pay, and a child to raise and support. There's no need to be buying beerevery chance you get. What happened to you paying half on the phone bill like we planned from the get go? What happened to you paying the cable bill since I we decided I wasn't going to pay both? It didn't happen. You can pay anything on time, some I'm done. My money is my money. Your money is yours. Cause when you get paid, I don't see any of it anyhow. The child support? well it's not gonna get stopped unless we're married, and currently i couldn't handle that. Landon is another issue. I mise well be a single parent. I pretty much am anyhow. Who gi

You
The only person that keeps you from attaining your dreams is you The only person who says how much you have to work and what deadlines you need to meet is you The only person who is your boss who controls all the strings and calls all the shots is you The only person who has to answer for what they’ve said and done who has to look in the mirror each night is you The only person who sets your priorities that can show others how much you love them that can make a difference in their lives is you The only person who will know you the best that will smile at the end of each day and know that in your heart you really tried is you

Why Are Men The Way They Are
i am starting to think that men just like to lie to me, i thought i found someone who wanted to be with me, but now he is lieing to me to get out of a date with me this weekend, i am really starting to really give up hope on finding someone who really wants to be with me and only me, and not lie to me about what happened. I just dont know what to do anymore, can anyone help me?

Yesterdays
Today I did not go to work. I woke up with my alarm clock going off, I got up, went across the room and turned it off, looked back at my bed, and decided that I wanted to be there instead of my office. The interesting part is that all today, I felt no guilt about not being there. That is the first time that's happened with this job. I'm afraid I've reached the point where I just don't care about it anymore. Every task that I complete looks just like another mark on a page that says "Done for nothing." The worst part, I have to develop a strategy for what these people are going to do when I am gone. I have to write my own replacement manual. Talk about making yourself feel useless. Anywho, today's activites: Took care of some work stuff (go figure, I'm not at work and still working, kinda contradictory to what I just said). Played video games. Went to the pool. Went out to eat. Didn't talk to a single person who wasn't in front of me. I've been getting a little flak for my new pol

Mirror
i see you the young woman filled with idealism wanting to change the world the one taking risks in love before she became far to sensible. she's still here the young girl running in the field collecting fire flies in a jar kissing a young man in the moonlight the girl with the insatiable curiousity and desire to explore the world. i step away from the mirror for i still have much to do...

Mender
Running into the sunset the stallion's eyes gleam focused and determined mane blowing in the wind never looking back he will not be tamed he will kill to be free death more welcome than being conquered or imprisoned. Unable to be subdued by any man steadfast he alone knows with fierce pride he is not running away but running towards life, towards love, towards a new tomorrow. Always the mender of souls searching to mend his own...

Sleeping Beauty
Patiently waiting i hear my heartbeat in my ears eyes closed limbs still skin so pale hair black as night loose and free all around me yet i hear them whisper - "look at her her lips still as red as the red, red rose." I'm waiting for my love to come to touch my hand to brush his lips across my cheek my forehead he will come to me even if i must wait forever lying here in state just to hear him say - I'm here I love you Leave this bed of sleep for light and wait for me in the garden... i smile to myself although no one sees as the nurse pulls the needle from my vein applies a bandage and silently leaves the room...

Taking A Break
Well I'm sure a few friends on here have noticed I haven't been on fubar lately, and I've decided I'm taking a break. There are many things going on in my life I need to sort out, think about what have I done, and accomplished in 19 years and I'm sad knowing that I've spent 19 years stuck in the same spot. I have loved, now I can actually say I have loved madly, thanks to Ian, I can actually say I've loved. I've had amazing friends on this site which I really love and always will for instance all my family members on here they're simply amazing and they'll always have a place in my heart. But what have I done for myself... All I know is I'm a 19 year old without a job, life plan and no goals in particular... sad In order to get everything straight I used to drive 50 miles in every direction and think everything through lol you can say I was running away, but wasn't. Now without a car I'll have to think I'm far away and start from the bottom. So like I said this isn't last thing

Each Day
Each day I wait anxiously longingly hoping that this will be the day that the doorbell will chime or the phone will ring that you will come up and whisper in my ear that you are here and it is finally time and you could be my true love or you could be my dreams or you could be Death only I know which one I write about and wish for at this moment waiting a lifetime to embrace you always waiting…

The Blahs!
Kids: - stop asking for shit, like VIPs, blasts, HH, bling, etc etc. It makes you look like whores. Seriously it really does, and it's annoying when every status change seems to be someone begging for shit. If someone wants to give you something, they will without seemingly being guilt tripped into it. If this makes you cranky, then just delete me, because it really does make ya look whorish. - people who have nothing better to do than be snarky in mumms do so because they don't have the intelligence to do anything else. They are never as smart as they think they are, and just make themselves look like assholes in the process. Again, if you don't like this delete me, because fuck you. :) - it irritates the living fuck out of me if people wnat their pics rated, yet have nothing but fucking morphs, animations and shit that ISN'T THEM. Also, people who have like ONE PIC and do lil changes like changing colour as well as MS Paint effects, stop it. It doesn't look like you have a

Waiting
I'm waiting for the moment.The moment when our lips touch.The moment when the planets all align.The moment when we become something more.I'm waiting for the moment.The moment when fireworks go off in my head.The moment when our hearts collide.The moment when the world stands still.I'm waiting for the moment.

My Taste
This list is random but enjoy reading my weird taste.★ Bandanas★ Polite★ Blonde hair (obviously IDC that much)★ SKINNYYY or muscular★ Outgoing (because I'm not)★ Loves to partyyy ★ Spiky hair ★ Good at sports★ & finally non smoker DUH!♥ Emily * Doll !

Someone Help Me
OK ive been working my ass off trying to find a fucking job and no one wants to hire me, i take out my piercings and look proffesional when i go in to fill out apps and still no one calls me back or is hiring at the moment .....i need the fucking cash my sister is a fucking nazi bitch with a power pole stuck up her ass and is making us all (my family) move when we cant afford it , im a great artist and every one tells me i need to be a tatto artist and to go get my apprentice ship but i cant afford 3000 plus dollars for one out here , im just trying to make 2500 so that i can get the fuck out of here and to my bfs and he offered to come and get me and all that but i told him no cause i want to be able to do this on my own and im failing i feel like such a fucking failure ,i went to a day labor place for like a month and half every fucking day 4 am to 12:30 in the afternoon (when they closed for luch) waiting for work and they only sent me out 3 times 3!!! and all i want is a fucking

New Beginnings
Now that school's over, I can put my CompTIA A+ & Net+ Certifications along with my Information Technologies Degree to work for me. Starting a computer repair service, locally. The name? AplusComputerServices@ymail.com Logo: We beat the Geeks!

For Her...
like a cat wound too tight i await in the shadows watching - THUD THUD THUD the clock ticks in near silence the waiting, the pain the sad and lonely quiet... shunning the day, shunning the night... watching - THUD THUD THUD my heart beats in almost imperceptable silence... we're ethereal, ghosts... untouching phantoms oh to reach out and with one thrust... SHATTER the miles... i would TOUCH you STROKE you... and in that act.. become the beast with two backs... to writhe, to liftandfallandliftandfalluntilallatoncebeone! THUD

Hotel
He never saw her open the door with a master key, slowly closing it behind her. Taking off her uniform, she slowly and quietly started creeping up to his bed, her back arched in a panther-like predatory pose. Looking at a streak of light falling on his face, she smiled and licked her lips. He had no idea that he was about to fall prey to her, basking in a dreamworld of carelessness and utopia. She looked at his body, lying there motionless spread out on top of a blanket, trying to escape the summer heat. At his strong arms and legs, entertaining the thought of him being so unaware of her presence...for now. Then her eyes fell on his semi erect cock nestled between his legs, and laying to the side. She extended her hand, and touched it. And then... he opened his eyes. "WTF??! Who the hell are you?!" He screamed in startlement, covering his nakedness. Like a panther, she leapt forwards, and put her hand over his mouth and another over his cock, squeezing its head in a palm of

Can't Eat
Can't eat pork, Swine flu... Can't eat chicken, Bird flu. Can't eat Beef, Mad cow.... Can't eat eggs, Salmonella. Can't eat fish, heavymetal poisons in their waters. Can't eat fruits and veggies, insecticidesand herbicides. Hmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe that leaves Chocolate and ice cream!!!!!!!! Remember - - - 'STRESSED' spelled backwards! is 'DESSERTS'

Cancer
I got diagnosed with cancer a couple of months ago. Im getting to the point where all the tv commercials for cancer centers and such are going to incite me to violence against such "hospitals" very soon. the washington DHS has informed me today that due to the early stage of the disease and relative ease in treating it theyre not going to allow me state sponsored medical care. They suggested I go find myself a job with good health benefits. I ask how Im supposed to do that when I was having difficulty finding any job since the last one I got downsized out of a few months ago before I found out and they didnt have an answer for that. I am really kinda starting to feel that I may well hate America in general and not just the rich assholes whos primary function it is to fuck over the poor. I mean the rest of yall keep going along with the system too so why do I continue to make the distinction. oh well. kinda wish it was more advanced so at least id have some idea how long ive got seeing

Red-breathe Your Life Into Me
And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to meAnd this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from youAnd this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymoreAnd this is what I choose when it's all left up to meBreathe your life into meI can feel youI'm falling, falling fasterBreathe your life into meI still need youI'm falling, fallingBreathe into meBreathe into meAnd this is how it looks when I am standing on the edgeAnd this is how I break apart when I finally hit the groundAnd this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any painAnd this is how I disappear when I throw myself awayBreathe your life into meI can feel youI'm falling, falling fasterBreathe your life into meI still need youI'm falling, fallingBreathe into meBreathe into meBreathe into meBreathe into meBreathe your life into meI can feel youI'm falling, falling fasterBreathe your life into meI still need youI'm falling, fallingBreathe into meBreathe your life into me!I'm falling, falling

Whoops...
I've been in the midsts of moving all week, and accidentally packed my phone charger and have yet to find it, so if anyone has been trying to get a hold of me (texts, IMs, calls) my phone is dead. Not ignoring anyone... sorry about this :P

People At Dell Need To Use Better Parts
I just fixed my DELL computer since my E520 dimension computer had a amber light flashing.Its less than 2 and half years old and my power supply died.I never heard of a power supply dying after 2 and half years,I have a computer that is 9 years old and the power supply still works. I will probally buy another dell because there is very little shit I have to put in to it.Just wish dell folks would use a better quality part.

Happy Birthday!! From Mr. M****a
What I present to you while m poor man Peoples give each others precious things to prove their love What would it be for a poor man who doesn’t have much money? To present what he wants for his love Me,,, if I could I would give you all treasures on earth If I had the power would crown you a queen And the whole world would be under your feet If I ever could I would give you the spring of life To be eternal, mortal But what can I do While I am just human being Weak and helpless I can only present my heart at your birthday And hopefully you would keep it warm Because you are the reason why it keep beating ------------------------------ HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS M****A --------------------------- W,B: MR M****A

There Is One Thing Worth It (from My Husband)
There is one thing worth it Nothing in this world worth it nothing deserve Tomorrow everything will be gone How pretty you are when you are smiling even if you are sad inside It’s not the first time this life stand against us My dearest you will always be the dearest Dearest more than myself to me Your love is a light to my heart and fire I will always love you no matter what Leave everything as it is going Don’t awake this devil Please tell me who is perfect?? And who has never done wrong?? Everything became so damn hard and tough All we need is more love and more sweetness What a waste to waste our lives like that What a waste….. My dearest, you will always be the dearest Nothing worth it, nothing deserve tomorrow all of this will be gone ---------------------- W.B: MR M****A 30/4/2009

What Makes You Specaial(from My Husband)
What makes You Special You know what makes u special??? I don’t I can try but I won’t ever find all reasons There is nothing in this world can make me so sad to cry and make me so damn happy But u There is nothing in this world drive me mad and calm me down same fast But u There is nothing in this world can kill me and bring me back alive But u There is no one can love me more Or me to love more But u See my love,, with all above and much more You are the one and no one is more special But u -------------------------FM

Bestmoviestar In Whale Wars
I was watching tv ANIMAL PLANET, the other day and I couldn't believe what those suckers japaneses whalling are doing in antartica. Son' of B******. Only one group stands between a 750-ton whale-killing machine and its prey. Whale Wars follows the Sea Shepherd Conservation Society as they seek to end Japanese whaling once and for all. DID YOU KNOW? The Ban on Whaling: The moratorium on commercial whaling didn't go into effect until 1986, even though it was passed by the International Whaling Commission (IWC) in 1982. Find out what the United States did to help enforce the IWC decision. HOW STUFF WORKS Whalers and Conservation Many whale species have been profoundly impacted by whaling -- some to the point of near-extinction. International regulations and conservation efforts have helped many whale species bounce back from the brink of extinction, but some species are still in danger and some countries still allow commercial whaling. Learn more about whalers and conservatio

How Does The Heart Explain (for My Husband)
How does the heart explain My heart is trying to explain to my head and put into words the way it feels, but the thoughts, ideas and words are all messed up and trying to escape all at the same time. How does the heart explain to the somewhat logical thinking of the head: The happiness you have brought The unlimited love it feels for you, ((cause it continues to grow)) How complete you make me The feeling of belonging, How no matter where we are, I am home, safe, protected, and secure in every aspect of my life I feel by your side,, The peace that comes over me, with just a look into your eyes,, I see myself fearless and healed, With a smile the desire, want, and need for you I have never in my life had,, The faith and hope your love has given me,, How can you expect the heart to tell the somewhat logical brain, something as amazing and as awesome as the love I have for you my husband, Because it truly has no limits, no boarders, no end, and can not

My Theory
ok, i am new here, so let's get the name calling out of the way. virgin. newbee, rookie, blah, blah, blah. i have been hump'n the internet for over 10 years so i am not antimidated by words via cyberspace. i will say that i did recently get hoodooed by those diet pill adds, damn it! t his place is over whelming to say the least. it pushes the limits in social networking which is the attraction but i will stick to street drugs and decline before paying any of my hard earned dollars for company and if you understand that then we maybe should talk. the internet is cool and very entertaining but i still prefer life in the real world. i enjoy the senses and although you can enhance sight and sound via the net they have yet to master scent, AKA smell. so, with that i will play along but know i am always thinking, " here in the real world. i am 47, the down hill run, so i have no time for bull ****. good luck and god speed, Kel

Riding For A Great Cause(amanda) !
On Wednesday May 20th I have set up a Motorcycle ride for anyone who would like to join. This ride is for collecting donations for a 14yr old girl named Amanda. She has some medical and financial issues and she needs all the help she can get. I personally have collected $100. already from a few friends and family that wont be able to attend the ride. The ride has a lot in store with a lot of scenic routes and a few great points of interest. We have as of right now 25-30 bikes who will attend. There will be 3 Major stops 2 being for refreshments and one for lunch. We will meet at the Lawrence Center in Anamosa at 8am sharp and will return around 5pm or sooner. The ride will be great and relaxing, all of the ride will be on secondary roads and off the beatin path with less traffic to worry about. If you need more information please feel free to contact me And I will tell you more. And I still need a Passenger if you are interested.

Popularity Contest!
Fubar is pretty much a Popularity Contest.. and It's annoying! Just because Some people aren't Picture Whores, and Show off their Body, They don't get Paid any attention.. WTF Is that Fubar!! a Place for Friends.. I've lost more Friends, then Gained friends from this Place! But I guess it really doesn't Matter anymore Does it! Get the Fuck over the Popularity Bullshit! And Treat everyone the Same Fuckin Way!!!!!! Oh, and It's Also nice to Know how.. When you FAN someone.. They Don't FAN you back.. I am Fan's with Over 9,000 of you fucks who Haven't Fanned me back.. So... Whatever.. Shows That this place is "A PLACE FOR WHORES" Not a Place for Friends.. So.. Sorry to the Females who Don't FLASH their shit around to get Votes.. Cause, I'm one of Them..

Seamus...friend Or Foe?
It was a dark and stormy night, I was stuck in the house alone and numb. I ventured onto my favorite internet hot spot. I did not know that this very night I would befriend a man who has turned my life around. He has taken my Virgin and pure thoughts and corupted me. I dont know what to do, my mind is filled with Tiki torches, restraints and Inverted Crosses. The thought of him in a borat swimsuit turns me on. I sit an ponder wether or not I could erase that infamous night and start again. I know that he had brought out a aching in my loins, a need for dominancy. He himself craved submission, he begged for more. I invite him to come visit me for the weekend, he agreed. I stocked up on lube and tiki torches the original bamboo ones cause i knew they wewere his favorite. I was so excited for him to come, so I could unleash the beast inside me. I went out and purchased a new domme outfit in his favorite colour (black). I knew he flew in and would land around 9. I got in my car dressed f

Forest Hill Cemetery..
Just wandering about in a light rain and I found myself drawn to an area off to the side. It was one of the older parts of the cemetery. It seemed to be mostly children, babies up to about 16 and all died within 3 or 4 years of each other. A few times I thought I felt something touch my feet when I stood still in the same place. It was near a stone marked with the name Hermina. When I got home I looked the place up on line and they have a data base. So I thought why not look for the names of the children that I was standing near. I stood in front of 2 small markers that had girls names on them. One was Hermina the other Esther. Hermina was born in 1868 and died at a little over 8 years old. Esther was born in 1894 and was nearly 4 at her passing. They were both of the same family name. Judging from the way the hands felt I'd have to say it may have been Hermina who touched me.. I'll have to return and see if it happens again..

Why Im Depressed Lately... Or Part Of It
I have worked this 'job' since 2000, yes, 2000 I got hired in the produce dept. my first ever job, and it pretty much took good care of me as time went on.. I went to college in 2001-04, and then in '05 went to a full time position in a store I knew the manager well of. Make a lonnng story short, in '06 Is when I got promoted to a manager and worked (head on) with the essentials of the dept. I had to work on some self fullfilling strengths including leadership. Holding the guys respeonsible etc. for my plans. In other words, carrying out necessary task in an orderly manner. Often, because of my babyface or youthful look, I got no respect from my guys. So this year, in my 2nd store as a manager, (having been moved) closer to home, I got dropped down a level (took a pay cut) and it felt like tears wanting to shed my usual tough guy-self. It was my life. It was the very reason I had a roof over my head, nice car. But no, I gotta give up the car and start hitting the check book closer,

Rambling About Weirdness
well let's see...hmmm..idk what to really blog about..lol i'm laughing at my boyfriend playing his xbox game while he's talking to some little kid on the mic...haha! i love him!:D i'm also talking to my friend kysha about some changing things for herself...i am really shitty at these things but i figured since i'm bored wth right??? ha! well i'm done with this one for now but i might come up with something else to talk about soon...xDx

Good Fuckin Day, For A Change
started off my day doing my weekly food bank thing, picking up and dropping off donated baked goods from a supermarket. get to morning job site, what should have been an 8 hour job we got done in 2,but paid for 8. stopped at the chili pepper in santa ana for lunch. the 4 best double margaritas i ever had. i ate too, jalapeno shrimp, zuchini, green peppers, diced tomatosand a ton of garlic in a butter sauce. new food to add to my top ten list went for beers in the neighborhood after smoking a joint somebody told me they loved me, made my day

Family
O Lord we pray O lord,make this house a home,May love dwell deep within it's walls,& may peace and harmony reign. may it prove to be a strong & worthy shield of protetion against the elements of nature and man. May all who enter it's doors find comfort,solace,and friendship.may your light shine through it's windows to guide & brighten each day may you bless and keep safe our home.

Dirty Dog
favorite drink, called A DIRTY DOG fill blender with ice shots of light rum, dark rum, 151 rum, creme de banana, creme de coconut cherry vodka, cherry sloe gin blend AND put in glass it is like a slurrpy and tastes like one too , but it will like a dirty dog sneak up and bite you on the ass.

What You Think??
Ok FuLand. I'm not big in to the whole Blog thing, So here it goes. Monday is My Birthday May 18th hint hint, And I am trying to save up Fubucks For the Spotlight. I think It would Be cool to have a "SMACKER" Day. I have been on fubar for over three years. *Note* this was my Profile after I got Deleted off of Lost Cherry. But anyways. I am looking for Donations to help me out. I'm Not big into asking for donations But ,you Know what. I feel like this is my time to be helped. I have a few Million saved Up. But I am not sure what the top bid will be. So are toy going to help This SMACKER out. YES or NO??????

Nick Adenhart (continued)
Shortly after midnight on April 9, 2009, Adenhart was killed in a car accident in Fullerton, California, hours after being the starting pitcher in a game against the Oakland Athletics. Police reported that an individual driving a red Toyota Sienna minivan ran a red light, hitting a gray Mitsubishi Eclipse in which Adenhart was a passenger, sending the Mitsubishi crashing into a telephone pole. The driver of the Mitsubishi and one passenger were pronounced dead at the scene.[6] Adenhart and the third passenger were taken to University of California, Irvine Medical Center, where Adenhart died as a result of his injuries.[7] The driver of the minivan fled the scene on foot, but was later apprehended and identified as Andrew Thomas Gallo, 22, of Riverside.[8] On April 10, 2009, Gallo was charged with three counts of murder, one felony count of fleeing the scene of a traffic collision involving death or permanent injury, one felony count of driving under the influence causing injury, and on

Nick Adenhart
Career Adenhart was drafted straight out of Williamsport High School in Williamsport, Maryland by the Anaheim Angels. He had been projected as a top 10 draft pick, but an elbow injury two weeks before the 2004 Major League Baseball Draft forced him to have Tommy John surgery and dropped him to the 413th overall pick in the 14th round.[1] Adenhart became a top-ranked prospect in the Angels organization, ranked by Baseball America as the 90th best prospect in baseball and the sixth in the Angels organization in 2006, as the 34th best prospect in baseball and second in the Angels organization in 2007, as the 24th best prospect in baseball and 2nd in the Angels organization in 2008 and as the best prospect in the Angels organization going into 2009.[2] In 2006, Adenhart played in the All-Star Futures Game and was a member of the United States Olympic Qualifying team. He made his major league debut as the starting pitcher on May 1, 2008, against the Oakland Athletics at Angel Stadium of

The Old Fella
The average life expectancy of a cocker spaniel is 15 years, but this old guy would have been 17 on June 12th, but today we had to put him down. He had a a bad bad bad heart, in which was deteriorating the muscles of his hind legs, so he had a tough time getting up and around the 4 younger dogs. Even in his old age he felt like he could do his job of protecting you, even though he couldn't move very fast. Worst of all he was losing his body functions. He was around a long time, and he will be greatly missed.

Things
I was fucking kidding myself I tried to change who i was to be with someone. I know some of the changes were for the better but now that things have so drastically changed and I see things for what they really are I gotta ask myself was I trying for the wrong person? I never figured out how someone could tell you that they love you and then just walk away like nothing ever happend, are these people just heartless fucks or did I just give my heart to the wrong person? I think I need to learn this trick. Mayb they dont even know they do it hell I dont know and I guess I probably never will but you know what I dont wanna know I like the fact that I am a caring person and I like the fact that I am trying and doing it on my own. Best of all I like that you really get to see how a person is when everything is said and done. I am sorry that I lost him cause yea I did and do truley care. Well I guess it just goes to show you no matter how old you are you still gotta try new things cause y

I Like You...yes You...you Know Who You Are;)
I Like You " I don't know you very well but Iknow enough to tell," I like you. "Everytime I look into your eye's,my heart start's beating like thefourth of July and it feel's sowarm and it feel's so true,.. Ijust want to say," I like you."I don't Know you very well but Iknow you have this magic spell,it tell's me what I need to know,.that I like you, like you so.See my lip's and read my mind,I wrote this ryhme to say what's true,. "That I like you."

This Is My Brain On Epilepsy
i work this morning. this rotten sun is like kryptonite to my. after im finish working...i have a damn seizure in the shower. not enough to go to the hospital but enough to know i have that rotten condition. i think i need to start doing some drugs that im prescribed...cuz this shit just doesnt seem to work 100%...when i really need it to. so eff you! to all the whiners who have such horrible problems like...cant find the right photo or trying to keep their race "pure".... ive got a fight to keep my brain from dying. looks like im stronger than all the tough ones already. and that saying..."bite your tongue"...sorry ive literally done that over and over. i'll say what i want...do want what i want...act the way i want. because most people that think they can overpower me...still dont know what its like to live an actual problem...not a tv show stereotype life.

The Greatness
Here I sit bleary eyed and tattered, focused upon my glowing screen of dreams. The possibilities are boundless, the reality is mockingly clear. My mind wonders moresely towards the darker side of my personality, the older I get the more bitter I become, lost dreams, forgotten friends, fractured love. When I am on a high I soar, when I am low I dig in deeper in to depair. When I look into the mirror my sorrow stares back begging me to follow...

Yep A Few More Then Im Done Sharing My Soul With You People!
Unwanted (this one was for Jason, i doubt he ever knew) You don’t look at me the same way anymore We don’t share the laughs and good times like we used to Silently suffering, neither one wanting to admit what is wrong Damage done, seems repaired, but often I’m left wondering. That look… That soft touch… The gentle words… Aren’t for me anymore. Wasting our time, trying to fix this mess Should have left it alone, and gone our separate ways. What’s done is done, and now we can’t turn back time. I had only hoped that one day it would be the same. Your smile… Your kisses… The shine in your eye… All for another now, I know this is true. She’s what you have always wanted in a girl. Perfectly pretty, smart, funny, and sexy. Something I have never been. Why are you wasting our time telling me I am the one? I love you, baby… You’re the only one I want… I’m so glad we are together&he

Whatcha Think- Vip???
Ok- so I am officially addicted to FuBar. Now I'm thinking that I need a VIP. THe idea has been growing on me. I can post alot more pics, I have alot more perks with a VIP- so whatcha think? Is it worth it??? Lemme know what you think. Lovin to my fu family and friends.

Another Day.........
Well here is sit all alone, like always. But I am use to it. For sometime now, I have been one of the most unwanted people around. I know that I am a hand full and crazy, but does that mean I should be alone all the time? I feel that it doesn't, but most everyone else does, so I give them what they want, I keep to myself and don't keep company with anyone. I do get lonely, but I have gotten use to it, and have learned to deal with it. I use to have hope that I would met someone, who wants me, but I have begun to lost hope. When I do met someone, I try to make them understand that I am not well by far, but like always I come off as a total ass and run them off, like a speical someone that I fell for, I ended up running her off. But that is just my life. So I have to learn to accept the fact that, forever more, I will be, unwanted, unloved and unneeded..........who knows maybe I am wrong, but its been so long I don't think I am..................

What Is Wrong With Woman?
i just joined this site and i have found the woman on here to be pretty rude! i cant help it if i'm cute and the guyz wanna talk to me! stop eating 20 cheese burgers a day and they will want to talk to you also! it's getting boring to hear the same old thing! when i try and talk to a guy i see the girls on the cams roll their eyes! when you know me than u can roll your eyes till than knock it off your acting like children! if you have something to say just say it to me and i hate that shout box its annoying as hell! kisses and licks to the guyz, to the ladies i just turn my head

Liike These Lyrics!!
How can i just let you walk away just let you leave witout a trace when i stand here taking every breath with you!! your the only one who realy knew me at all! how can you just walk away from me? when all i can do is watch you leave cause we shared the laughter&the pain we even shared the tears! your the only who resly knew me at all!! i wish i can just make you turn around just turn around and see me cry theres so much i need to say to you so many reasons why! your the only one who realy knew me at all!!

Drama Or Wave????
Real life- fubar- Myspace- facebook and Drama.... I guess I am wondering why the word drama is used so much when speaking of these sites?? Here is my dilemma.... I hear the word lots and I guess my confusion is this, what does the word really mean? When someone comes on these sites, and spews out that he/she is this most awesome person, draws you in with words, and then that person believes in those words, why then is it that the person biting on the lies that you created is considered drama? We all do our share of being someone we are not but when it comes to love and friendship and and trust why is the word drama always used??? I see on these sites all the time, No Drama, Sick of the Drama, she is drama, he is drama.. Wow have you considered the fact that life has differences, and some can call that Drama, I would rather call it life...Are you the creator of the Drama? Or are you the creator of the waves in life!!!! Drama to me is going to watch a GREAT PLAY...

More Poetry
One Night Stand sitting side by side in the dark, so close, almost...fingers brush an arm, there is the spark, finally...holding my breath, waiting to see what is next, unexpected...i know i want you, yet i am not allowed, forbidden...i have had a taste, ive been wanting more, craving...our eyes locked, as you pulled me closer, anticipating...you took my hand in yours, so warm and strong, inviting...leading me into your room, whispering "its ok", trembling...waiting so long for this, i can barely speak, excitment...teasing me with your words, teasing me with your touch, testing...no resistance, no hesitation, giving in...lips meeting, clothes falling to the floor, feverishly...stumbling to the bed, flesh meeting flesh, seduction...quietening the voice, telling me this is wrong, ingoring...not caring this time, ive wanted this too much, wreckless...secret shared, a memory now, fading...desire flooding me, when i hear your voice now, uncontrollable...this one night stand, this one time

Deleting My Profile
To all my friends, the time has come for me to delete my profile - life has just crashed down on my in a HUGE way and I need to focus on saving my home and Fixing My life - if i can I will miss my friends on here - but if you would like to keep in touch via email - then just send me a PM thanks for all the fun - much love and good luck to all of you! may life bring you nothing but happiness :) xo rebecca

Poetry
Im about to dump a bunch of poetry in here...I want comments dammit! HiHave you met crazy yet?Let me introduce you.Happy, or so it seems on the surface.But what is really flashing in those crystal blue eyes?What is she really thinking?Plotting your murder? Grocery list? Book she’s reading?Mundane tasks to her.Thinking of that person she lives for, the one she loves to hate?Wondering what the weekend has in store?Simply ComplicatedPurplish hair, tattered jeansCollared and choked, in so many more ways than the physical.She always wants what she can’t (or wont) have, and is never happy with what she’s got.She plays the part well. But those that really know her, they see beneath the façade.And the one that should know her best; has no idea. Not a fuckin’ clue.Homicidal maniac. She would kill you in a second. With a sickle. Or a hatchet.Since it’s inevitable that she’s fucked up on somethingDrunk at noon? It’s 5 o’clock somewhere.Or is it one

Dating
Okay I am going to do this on here just like I did on my myspace! Why is it that people like to judge other people souly on how they look? Don't people realise that even if you do not look like Barbie you could be one hell of a person? I think people need to take a look at what a person is like and how they act other then just what is on the outside!

Recontinue
From where I left off, but I don't really remember where that was. Uh I feel like shit today. I don't feel like eating anything I kind of feel depressed in a way, but I am still happy. I think I have a cold or something maybe my nose feels all stuffy. Oh well what the fuck I don't really care it is just annoying. I don't know what else to say once again I wanted to start a blog but I have nothing moderately interesting to share maybe I can talk more shit about my mom, but how much fun would that be? I can blame her for my fucked up mental state of mind. Though that is what makes me, me. :P Oh well maybe next time I blog I will bitch about the all mighty bitch that raised me.

Sexual Energy..god I Feel It
Libra - Lovescope Weekly HoroscopeYour graciousness will be rewarded. The Universe thanks you for your generosity, for a lost soul needed it more than you, Libra. You may think that love plays only second fiddle, but wait until the close of the week. You'll be pleasantly surprised by the sexual energy in the air. Again, the Universe thanks you for your generosity! Enjoy yourself.

I Don't Get It!!!
WHEN MY FRIEND FIRST MADE THIS PIC FOR ME, I THOUGHT IT WAS SO RUDE, BUT AFTER BEING ON FU AS LONG AS I HAVE, I FIND THAT IT IS RATHER APPROPRIATE, I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW MANY PEOPLE ON HERE THINK THAT JUST BECAUSE YOU ADDED THEM AS A FRIEND, OR RATED THEM, THAT THEY HAVE THE RIGHT TO TALK TO YOU LIKE YOU ARE A PIECE OF SHIT. MY PROFILE CLEARLY STATES THAT I DO NOT WANT TO SEE NUDE PICS, AND I WILL NOT SHOW ANYONE ANY, IT CLEARLY SAYS THAT I WILL NOT HAVE SHOUT BOX SEX OR CAM WITH YOU, SO WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEEP ASKING?? I WANT TO SAY NOW,, I AM NOT A PIECE OF MEAT, SO I WILL NOT BE TREATED LIKE ONE, I DON'T CARE IF YOU "THINK" YOU HAVE A NICE PENIS, I STILL DO NOT WANT TO SEE IT, I AM HERE FOR FRIENDS, TO ESCAPE THE REAL WORLD, NOT TO SLEEP WITH YOU, IF YOU SAY SOMETHING VULGAR TO ME, AND I DON'T SHOUT BACK, DON'T CALL ME A SLUT OR A C^NT, JUST GO AWAY,,,, I AM TIRED OF MEN THAT THINK THAT JUST BECAUSE THEY COMPLIMENT YOUR LOOKS, YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO SLEEP WITH THEM, THAT IS NOT W

This 2 Year Old Boy Needs Your Prayers...
THIS LITTLE BOY NEEDS ALL THE PRAYERS HE CAN GET This morning our very own JMO recieved a call that her 2 year old god son got Mauled by a dog. The dog had gotten ahold of his face and if the dog wouldn't have been punched to let go of Jayden, he would have crushed his eye socket and punctured his cheek. Jayden has 3 punctures and 3 gashes on his cheek, one deep one on his temple, and one right underhis right eye, and just missed his tear duct. He is gonna need plastic surgery for scars after the stitches heal. We dont know if the dog had rabies shots or not either. So he needs to recieve a Rabies Vacination. Please keep him and his family in Your prayers. Please show his God Mother some support and help them get through this time of need. GO SHOW LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR HIS GOD MOTHER TO HELP HER GET THROUGH THIS TIME OF NEED. Jmo WIFE to ^*ÕƵƶ¥*^ OWNED BY ☆ɐηςǝℓ;@ fubar bulletin layout br

Dbl Show Review 05-01-09
The Emerald Bar in downtown St. Pete is an Irish pub that regularly features live music. The bar is cash only (there is an ATM in the back), and the prices are extremely reasonable for the area, including domestic bottles for $2.75/each. It’s a dark, smoky bar with a lot of character and good service with a friendly sneer. Upon entering, the bar is on the right, about 30’ long with a few tables & chairs on the left. The ambiance has a rustic feel, and any barfly would feel comfortable bellying up to throw a few pints back. Actually, there was an old barfly there with a penchant for talking to himself, who seemed so comfortable at one point that I couldn’t tell if he was sleeping or not through the roar of the Punk bands. There really isn’t a stage - it’s more of a sectioned off area on the floor toward the back of the house designated for bands, and the P.A. is outdated & grossly underpowered. This night (Friday - May 1, 2009) saw the place filled to capac

About Me
I am a Seasoned Runway Fashion/Hair Model and have much experience in the field. Also I am involved in Print work and Trade shows. As an Actress, I have done stage acting at an early age and am now pursuing a career in the film/movie industry. Writing has always been an interest to me and currently I am working on some poetry/screenplay/novel and expository writing. If you have a minute, please check out my websites at: www.myspace.com/421634755 www.Shananicole.synthasite.com www.Dotsyconway1.exploretalent.com Any feeback is welcome. I will soon post my poetry on this site.

Want An Auto 11 Or Cherry Bomb...see This Blog!!
AUTO 11 OR CHERRY BOMB TO THE ONE THAT GETS HER THE MOST REFERRALS Crazy's Princess*r/l fiancee to CrazyHorse*Dangerous Curves*in some major need of new Referrals you get to choose either a Cherry Bomb Or Auto 11. So get out and start getting her referrals. She needs 24 more people to join under her so that she can reach the next level. The biggest deal of all....if you get her the most referalls so you can walk away with the best gift. Please send her link to your friends or family or anyone that is wanting to join fubar. The invite link code is http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=1921573. Make sure if they join they let her no that you are the one that had them join under her. Please make sure you rate fan and add her.Crazy's Princess*r/l fiancee to CrazyHorse*Dangerous Curves*@ fubarIf that link doesn't work please copy and paste this one in your address bar and it will take you to her page. http://www.fubar.com/user/1921573

To My Friends And My Family On Fubar
to my friends and family on fubar.. I just wanted to tell you all i am leaving fubar and the net tonight. i would like to stay in touch with everyone and keep the friendship there. I will be checkin my email through my cell phone once a week . so if you would like to stay in touch let me know.. my email address is devil_advocate_37 at yahoo . com only a few will get my cell to txt and those already got it ..

Jouneys
the journeys that a person makes are easy or hard; but they always begin with that little step that matters; after that things begin to get clearer and sometimes easier. So when you make that first step; make it count!

I Am Going For Spotlight!!!!!
ATTENTION EVERYONE....As you or may not know... I am the anti fuwhore. I decided to go for spotlight. I strongly encourage you to repost this, send it to your friends on here, your family and crap.... Even show this to your dog.... Every fubuck will count and will be appreciated... STICK IT TO EVERY E PROSTITUTING POINT WHORE ON FUBAR AND EVERY DONATION WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!!Thank you all for reading...

Whispers
Longer stretches the rays of the sun nurishment and warmth they deliver barefoot feeling the coolness of each blade of grass Heavy hearted from the loss walked away without warning without trace peace be still my soul cries while the wind whispers jerry.....

Death
Well tomorrow is the 4 yr anniversary of my sister death, they say it gets easier as time goes on , but I beg the difference. Every holiday, birthday, or just some weird occassion she still is not here. I am writing this today cause I wont be here tomorrow, it is my time to grieve the lose of a loved one, Debbie where every you may be I know you will keep me strong and fighting til the end I love you Sis you are my best friend!!!!!!

Oh Well....
LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

A Child's Love
A CHILD'S LOVE IT CAN NOT BE EXPLAINED NOR UNDERSTOOD THEY HAVE WRITTEN BOOKS ABOUT IT AND TRIED TO EXPLAIN BUT THAT IS THE REASON THAT IT DRIVES THEM INSANE FOR UNLESS YOU HAVE FELT IT YOU WILL NOT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO HEAR THOSE WORDS FROM THOSE SWEET LITTLE VOICES IT MAKES YOU FEEL ALL WARM INSIDE AND HELL IT MAKES ME WANT TO BREAK DOWN AND CRY WHEN I HEAR THEM TELL ME GOOD BYE, I TRY TO HIDE THE TEARS SO THEY WONT SEE THAT LEAVING THEM IS KILLING ME BUT THEY ARE STRONGER THEN WE GIVE THEM CREDIT FOR, CAUSE THERE HEART IS STILL SO PURE AND AS I SAY GOOD BYE TO THEM I SEE IT IN THERE EYES THAT LOVE THAT IS DEEP INSIDE, I KISS THEM AND HUG THEM AND THEY START TO CRY, AND THEY ASK ME WHY I CRY I TELL THEM I LOVE THEM AND THAT IS WHY I DO AND THEY COME BACK ALSO WITH DADDY WE LOVE YOU TOO......jro

Something To Think About...
I found this to be insightful...im goin through a rough time back in New York and its pretty much helped me to keep my head up.. so i decided to share it... Foolish impatient people see the prosperity of the wicked and the suffering of the upright, and jump to the conclusion that it pays to be wicked, let them observe the situation over the long run and they will see the wicked wither like the grass, and the righteous prosper slowly but surely like the palm tree or cedar... have a good day!

Cowboy Prayer
Our Gracious and Heavenly Father,We pause in the midst of this festive occasion, mindful and thoughtful of the guidance that you have given us. We would ask today, Lord, that you be with us in this rodeo arena as we pray you will be also with us in life's arena. As cowboys, Lord, we don't ask for any special favors in this arena today. We only ask that you will let us compete in this event, and in life, as You did for us. We don't ask that we never break a barrier, draw the steer that won't lay, draw around a chute fighting horse, or a bull that is impossible to ride. Help us to compete in life as honest as the horse we ride; in a manner as clean and pure as the wind that blows across this Texas country; so when we make that Last Ride, that we know is inevitable, to the Country Up There.. Where the grass is green and lush and stirrup-high and the water runs clean and clear; You will tell us, as our Last Judge, that our entry fee's are paid. We ask these things in Christ's Name.

Disproportionate Objects
Disproportionate Objects Woody Allen, in the movie Everything You Ever Wanted to Know About Sex (But Were Afraid to Ask), gave us a breast as big as a house. This breast was a terrifying and consumptive thing. Yet breasts receive so much attention many times, it is hardly surprising that they occupy tremendous perception power in our world. In dreams, certain objects may assume unusual proportions. This significance often reflects the importance of the object to the dream story as well as the emotional dimensions of the object. Emotional dimensions refer to the importance people place on others, on things or on situations. For example, it is often difficult to help people perceive the emotional power of family members. If you ask them to draw their childhood house-apportioning rooms based on the amount of influence and memories they have about the places-the emotional dimensions of the home become clear. Many times, people have attached emotional dimensions to very positive or ve

Pregnancy
Pregnancy Pregnancy has two points of entry into our dream lives. The first is dreaming of oneself as being pregnant. The second is that you actually become pregnant in waking life and that trigger event creates this particular dream content. In dreams, anyone can get pregnant. It is not an experience that is limited by gender or age. Generally, it is a herald of creativity, virility, or wealth. However, there are numerous underlying themes that need additional interpretation. If you are a younger woman who dreams of getting pregnant, but has no waking intention of doing so, it is likely that you are working through an archetypal transition into a new self-awareness. One of Jung's archetypes is the archetype of parenting or preserving the species. To see oneself engaged in such activity is to grow from being a child to identifying more prominently with adults. If you are sexually active, but without the intention for pregnancy, your dreams of pregnancy may occur in harmony with

Flowers
Flowers Flowers are a universal symbol of beauty. To discern a particular meaning, the color of the flowers may be as significant as the flowers themselves. This is especially true for flowers of unusual or nonsensical colors such as green roses. In a dream it would not be surprising to get green roses from a dear friend. This would happen if you are dating your friend's heartthrob in waking life or you sense jealousy from them concerning your romantic attachments. Consequently you may have acquired knowledge about flower meanings that your subconscious is now accessing to illustrate a point. This can be especially true if you are given flowers by or are giving flowers to another. Do particular flowers have special memories for you due to childhood, the death of a loved one, or a prom date or wedding? Here are some common reference points for particular flowers: Lilac -- Poison, Illness, DeathDaisy -- Indecision about feelings, giver illustrates issue of concernOrchid -- Sexual

Zombie Take-out The B-movie & Cult Movie Podcast
Scotto and I have decided to end The Tuesday Afternoon Show and have started a new show. It's called Zombie Take-Out, it's about b-movies and cult movies and episode 1 is now up. Zombie Take-Out Episode 1: It’s just a jump to the left. Scotto and Uncle John kick off their inaugural episode with a brief discussion about the differences between b-movies and cult movies before finding out what diabolical chicken stepped on my forehead as they discuss The Rock Horror Picture Show. Don’t dream it … be it. http://zombietakeout.com/

A Soldier's Life
A SOLDIER'S LIFE THEY JOIN FOR MANY REASONS MOST DON'T UNDERSTAND IT IS NOT FOR FAME NOR GLORY, BUT JUST BCAUSE THIER A MAN THEY JOIN FOR PRIDE, HONOR AND DIGNITY, BUT FOR MOST THEY JOIN OUT OF A LOVE THAT THEY FEEL DEEP WITH IN, THEY CAN'T EXPLAIN IT NOR DO THEY TRY THEY ARE YOUNG AND MOST THE TIMES HAVE NOT GROWN TO THE MAN THAT THEY HAVE KNOWN BUT WHEN IT COMES TIME FOR THEM TO GO, TO FAR OFF PLACES THAT MOST DO NOT KNOW THEY NEVER QUESTION THEY JUST SAY HOOAH, FOR THAT IS WHAT IS UNDERSTOOD THEY ARE MEN AND WOMEN ALIKE, AND THEY STAND SIDE BY SIDE AND FIGHT THEY LIVE IN PLACES THAT MOST PEOPLE JUST CAN'T IMAGINE AND DON'T COMPLAIN CAUSE THEY ARE GLAD TO HAVE THEM AND WHEN IT COMES TIME AND LORD LETS HOPE IT NEVER DOES THEY WILL DIE TO PROTECT THE LAND THEY LOVE AND PEOPLE OFTEN ASK ME WHY I DO WHAT I DO AND I JUST REPLY CAUSE I LOVE THE RED WHIT AND BLUE.....jro

This Made Me Giggle
Drafting Guys over 50 ----this is funny & obviously written by a Former Soldier---- New Direction for any war: Send Service Vets over 50!I am 50 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to track down terrorists. You can't be older than 42 to join the military. They've got the whole thing ass-backwards. Instead of sending 18-year olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35.For starters: Researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy.Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. 'My back hurts! I can't sleep, I'm tired and hungry' We are impatient and maybe letting us kill some asshole that desperately deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for a while.An 18-year-old doesn't even like to get up be

Mar-26-09 Cheeky Monkey
cheeky monkey Originally used to define someone who gives a lot of lip and is a smart-ass, but now refers to anyone talking or behaving audaciously. One of the girls spanked my perfectly curved butt, the cheeky monkey.

Almost An Angel !!!
Crazy's Princess needs our help she needs 24 referrals to become an Angel so if anyone can help her out it will be greatly appreciated, The person who brings in the most referrals will get an Auto 11 or a Cherry Bomb! So come on help her get her wings she deserves it !!

I'll B Gone For A Few Days
Those of you who are near and dear to me know that I am leaving in a few hours today. I will be at my next place of origin at 9am tomorrow morning. I will try to get online at the airport but if not, as soon as I can, I will be back. I hope to not come back to toal change and disarray! lol...I love you all and hope you will miss me and wish me good prayers til I return...always remember to be yourself and never sacrifice yourself for anyone. And b real and true in all you do...and plz realize that this is an internet site and NOT real life. Those who I call true friends on here can attest to what I define as real and I make it known outside of my internet connection. I will be back as soon as I can so plz love on me :) XOXOXO (And C.M., don't make me kick ur ass! :) MUAH)

I Need Help
WELL LETS SEE IM A ONE OF A KIND LMAO NAH, I WOULD LIKE TO GET TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL YOU CAN REACH SO IF YOU CAN PLS COME HELP ME AND EXPLAIN WHAT I NEED TO DO IGHT HAVE FUN GUYS HOPE TO CHAT WIT YA SOON ADD ME IF YA WANT YO

Definitions Not Found In The Normal Dictionary
ADULT: A person who has stopped growing at both ends and is now growing in the middle. BEAUTY PARLOR: A place where women curl up and dye.CANNIBAL: Someone who is fed up with people.CHICKENS: The only animals you eat before they are born and after they are dead. COMMITTEE: A body that keeps minutes and wastes hours. DUST: Mud with the juice squeezed out.EGOTIST: Someone who is usually me-deep in conversation.HANDKERCHIEF: Cold Storage. INFLATION: Cutting money in half without damaging the paper. MOSQUITO: An insect that makes you like flies better.RAISIN: Grape with a sunburn. SECRET: Something you tell to one person at a time. SKELETON: A bunch of bones with the person scraped off.TOOTHACHE: The pain that drives you to extraction. TOMORROW: One of the greatest labor saving devices of today. YAWN: An honest opinion openly expressed. WRINKLES: Something other people have. I have character lines.

Just To Make You Guys Feel A Little Better Lol
How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ----------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those 'evolutionary things' that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ----------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with 'A man once told me....' ----------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch? You don't. There is a clock on the oven. ---------------------------------------------------------- If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. -- -------------------------------------------------------- Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex drive by 90

Haters
I don't understand why people would rate a profile a 1... If you don't like what you see then you don't have to view it. It's pointless and rediculous and embarrasing on there part. I feel sorry for people who do it whether they are jealous or just plain mean. Please don't waste my time or yours. My advice to the ones who do it "GET A LIFE". But to all my fans, family and friends, thank you for the love. I love you all.

Spider Angel???
Yep, I'm doing it again! Trying to get my Angel wings this time. After a long time and a lot of help and effort from my friends I'm getting close to reach Angel. I'll be hosting a HH Sat@3PM Fubar time(yes,again lol).Autos and bombs will be running as always.So for the last time I'm asking for a bit of help. Thank you to all my friends and family who always helped and been here for me, not only when I needed help to level but also when i needed real friends. Hope to see you on Sat.XoXoXo Bully brought to you by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar

Poem For Me By My Fu Wifey :)
Walk with meShhhh…If you listen you might hearThe sweet sound of loveBeing whispered in your earThe warm soft kissesLaid gently upon your skinOpen your heartAnd let love come inHold it tightWithin your embraceA new day is comingFor you to faceSo take my handAnd walk with meFrom dawn to duskTo our destinyTogether we will make itAnd others will seeI was meant for youAnd you were meant for me.I love you Andy!Straight from my heart to you!!

When One Makes Mistakes.....
in my short 25 years theres is a miistake that even though i have been forgiven hauntes me to this day , i try not to let guilt get ahold of me but it does, last night i had my first nightmare about my fears and i have never been so scared , im the kind of person whos night mares are so scary that he would rather not talk about them , so how does one deal with a nightmare that is supposed to be normal, i dont kknow but for today it has tated the way i see things,if i had a time machene i would go back in time to fix that one mistake , basicly beat the crap out of my self for that shit i had done, no matter what i cant seem to forgive my self , i hope that thoughs involved with my mistake can under stand that i am a brokemn man and that i am just working to make up for these greves things that i had done i cant say srry enough , but at the same time the meer word does not describe how bad i feel in short to thoughs involved and too thoughs i love i truly am srry , and to the woman that

Walk With Me
Walk with meShhhh…If you listen you might hearThe sweet sound of loveBeing whispered in your earThe warm soft kissesLaid gently upon your skinOpen your heartAnd let love come inHold it tightWithin your embraceA new day is comingFor you to faceSo take my handAnd walk with meFrom dawn to duskTo our destinyTogether we will make itAnd others will seeI was meant for youAnd you were meant for me.I love you Andy!Straight from my heart to you!!

Supposed Family
One thing that has come to be a normal with me is the people i befriend and then consider each other family and then they try to take advantage of it by trying to turn me against one of the other friends i have by either saying bad things about them or bitching about them constantly,both of which i am getting very tired of hear,and no this rant is not aimed at anyone here on fubar.

About Me 1
Hello, I am online to network, have fun, and show people how to make a little extra money. The baby in my profile picture is my new granddaughter....I know I am too young to have a granddaughter...but it happens! My goal is to make an extra 1,000 dollars a month....I have been trying to do things to make money for 10 years and have finally found the answer. My mentor is already making over 1,000 a month...and the good thing is that he is only working 10 minutes a day to do it. here is a link to a page he put together about one of the ways we are promoting this plan. If you like what you see, you can get started today. CLICK HERE to see the plan. Dave D

Diagnosis
The psychology instructor had just finished a lecture on mental health and was giving an oral test. Speaking specifically about manic depression, she asked, "How would you diagnose a patient who walks back and forth screaming at the top of his lungs one minute, then sits in a chair weeping uncontrollably the next?" A young man in the rear raised his hand and answered, "A basketball coach?"

My Tarotcard Is :
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

So Far......plans Seem To Be Goin .....as Planned!!!
so when i get back to MA. its werk werk werk.... then finally...at the end of sept/begining of oct....its back to LA for new business ventures with melissa and i. we're actually gonna open our coffee shop....its gonna be the bad assdidness of coffee shops.... and we've been planning this all year.....so..... here we go... a fun filled summer of ass kikn ticket sales...and winter is time to open up shop!....so....heeeeeells yeah!!!!......this shizzle is way cool. and is gonna be toe taally gnr gnar!..ha! rp

How To Be A Good Listener And An Ideal Friend…
How to be a good listener and an ideal friend… Most Common causes of friendship break ups are; miscommunications or lack of communication, conceitedness, skeptical, and innate selfish attitude of self centeredness. It is always late to realize the importance of a person who comes to your life when he / she vanished from you. After all the damages have done… and left everything drooped… and the fact that nothing is done overtime… If you care for relationship… be AUTHENTIC… and save yourself from heartache and regrets… (Hope this message helps you evaluate yourself before you evaluate others) To really communicate, you must give up three things:1. You must give up your assumptions.

Leah's Bondage Final Part~
The days passed for Leah in a strange dreamlike fashion. She tried to keep her hatred for Master burning, but as day passed into day, she became more desperate for the time when he would come to the room. The hours alone passed slowly even with the assignments he gave her. She hated how eagerly her body responded to his touch, to his voice, even to the sound of the key turning in the lock. Even now she could feel the moisture between her legs as she waited for him to bring in dinner.To her surprise, Master entered with a couple of boxes instead of a dinner tray. He took his seat and smiled at her, "You have been so good, Little Rabbit, that I have a treat for you."Leah sat perfectly still, she didn't want to ruin any chance at a treat. The treat must have something to do with the boxes.Carlton smiled warmly at his slave girl. She had come so far in just a month. Her responses to training were beautiful. Tonight would be a good test of her training. "I am taking you downstairs for dinne

Leah's Bondage Part Five~
After a long shower, Leah wrapped herself in the blue floral kimono style robe that had appeared on the hook in the bathroom. Not knowing when Master, or whatever his name really was, would get back, she decided she had better get her work done. If she was going to be a prisoner, it was far better to spend it in the nicer rooms that in that little hell-hole. She put the DVD into the player and settled onto a pile of pillows to watch. The case was labeled CS Instructional 1. To her shock and fascination, it was a porn DVD. She had never seen any live action porn before and watched in a combination of disgust and rapt amazement as stick thin women with blood red lips took huge swollen cocks into their mouths and sucked on them. What was more interesting was the commentary that was overlaid onto the DVD. It was her Master’s voice, drawing her attention to a particular technique used in this sequence or a certain style used in another. Once she had gotten over the shock of it, she st

Leah's Bondage Part 4~
Carlton looked down at the sleepy girl kneeling in front of him. Her attention was not totally on him, he noticed. Her eyes kept flickering to the cup of steaming coffee on the tray. He couldn’t tell her, but he was rather charmed with the way her nose twitched at the smell of coffee. She was like a sleepy little rabbit. With expert persion, he flicked the crop at her nipple. Leah gasped and jerked her hands, straining to pull them around from behind her to cover her stinging breast, but the padded leather cuffs held her firm. She looked at Master with hurt, confused eyes. What had she done wrong? “Your full attention will be on me, not your breakfast. Your concern is to please me, Little Rabbit.” He could feel himself stirring at her reaction and it took most of his self control to sit calmly. He could not resist stroking the leather tab of the crop up and down the soft valley between her breasts. “Who is your full attention to be on?” “You…&

Leah's Bondage Part Three
Leah tried to keep track of the turns and stairs and hallways that she was blindly led through. She would need the information when she escaped. But her growing fear made it harder and harder to concentrate and remember. Was he going to rape her now? Was it going to be as horrible as she thought it would be?Cool marble floor turned to polished wood under her feet and then to a plush carpet that made her want to curl her toes into it. She could feel the warmth of a fire behind her.“Kneel down, Pet,” he commanded giving a firm tug on the leash.For a brief moment she considered fighting and standing, making him force her down. But what would that gain her? Her rear still burned and stung from the cropping and her mouth was still stuffed with that horrible shaft shaped gag. She could only imagine what he might do to get her to kneel. Resignedly, she knelt and was surprised to find a soft cushion under her knees. It felt like it might be of velvet. She heard him in front of her,

Whoot! There Is Something Normal About Me!!!!
If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.If you get 11-20, you are normal.If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.I fear ...[ ] black people[ ] white people[x]the dark[x] staying single forever[x] being a parent[x] being myself in front of others[ ] open spaces[x] closed spaces[x] heights[x] dogs ( only BIG ones)[ ] birds[ ] fish[ ] spiders[ ] flowers or other plantsTotal So Far: 7[ ] being touched[ ] fire[x] deep water[ ] snakes[ ] silk[ ] the ocean[x] failure[ ] success[ ] thunder/lightning[ ] frogs/toads[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom[ ] rats[ ] snow[ ] roller coasters (ones that go upside down)Total So Far: 9[ ] rain[ ] wind[ ] crossing hanging bridges[ ] death[ ] being robbed/mugged[x] falling[ ] clowns[x] large crowds of unknown people[ ] men[ ] women[ ] having great responsibilities[ ] doctors[ ] torna

Fuck Test
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply...() mean explain1.Where would we be?[]My house[]Ur House[]Pool[]Shower[]parents room LOLOTHER....please explain in ()2.What position?[]Doggy Style[]Missionary[]69[]OTHER...()3.What would you use??[]chains and whips[]choc. syrup and whip cream[]strawberries and whip cream[]cherries and chocolate[]ropes and hand cuffsOTHER...()4.Lights?[]ON[]OFF5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this?()PLEASE EXPLAIN6.Givin Head?[]Yes[]No7.Gettin some head[]Yes[]No8.Protection?[]Yes[]No9.Day or Night?[]DAY[]NIGHT10.What song would we fuck to?()PLEASE EXPLAIN......11.top or bottom[]top[]bottom12.Will you repost to see what others say?[]YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!![]NO

Leah's Bondage Part Two~
Leah woke with a gasping sob of panic. The dream of terror had been so real and then the reality of the last day punched at her as she tried to claw the blindfold off. Cool, strong hands easily grabbed her wrists and pulled her hands back from her face.“Shhhh. It’s okay, Pet. You are safe here with me. Calm down, My Beauty. That’s it.” He crooned at her softly until she stopped fighting him.Her hands were free, she realized, she could feel the leather cuffs still on each wrist, but they were free. If she continued to fight him, he would bind her again. She didn’t want that again. She mentally inventoried herself and found that she was also free of the tacky high heels. She could feel the soft warmth of a blanket around her legs. Frowning, she tried to reconcile a person who would buy another person being thoughtful enough to undo her hands, take off her shoes and cover her with a blanket while she slept.“If I let go of your hands, do you give me your

Leah's Bondage Part One~
Leah moaned softly in pain and fear. It seemed like she had been in this position for hours. She was bound with her wrists in leather cuffs secured over her head by chains and her legs were widely spread by a stretcher bar. It was simple bondage, but elegant, displaying her body perfectly. She wore only a pair of high heels and a leather blindfold.Around her she could hear the sound of voices. Unexpectedly a hand would grasp her breast, hefting it or squeezing it and there would be laughter as she would gasp and struggle her way free from the hand. She could smell the alcohol they were drinking and the scent of food. She had no idea when they had last fed her.“This one looks nice, Sir,” a voice said from behind her and a hand caressed her bare ass.Leah could smell the faint scent of sandalwood as another person walked closely around her.“She is not as striking as the blond,” came a male voice that sent shivers through her. She tried to pull away from him as her

Holy Sh*t!
A Taiwanese man became a sitting target for a snake, which bit his penis as sat on the toilet at his rural home, local media reported. "As soon as he sat down, he suddenly felt a knife-like pain and reacted instinctively by standing up," the China Times said. "When he looked down, he saw the big snake." The 51-year-old man, from Nantou County, was under medical care with minor injuries, a director at Puli Christian Hospital said. "As soon as he has passed the risk of infection, he can go," the director, who declined to be named, said. "A snake's mouth isn't always clean." Local television images showed the black and yellow reptile, reportedly a species of rat snake, being uncoiled and plucked slowly from the toilet bowl. Snakes regularly enter rural homes in Taiwan and other sub-tropical regions of Asia.

Math Teacher Part Two~
Brent blinked a couple times and finally came to his senses. He could not believe what he just saw. "You have to let me fuck her! You just HAVE to!". Jason looked at him and said "No way! She can suck you off, but *I* am fucking her." The went over to her, and Jason made her aware of their presence, but assured her it was ok. Brent sat himself on the edge of the desk, facing the black board. Jason sat in her chair so she could ride him as she sucked his friends cock. Both men were so excited that in no time at all they were ready to cum, and before they could, Mrs. C asked if they would do something for her...She assumed her previous position, lying on her desk, both boys standing over her. She had a cock in each hand, jerking fast. Each young man was pinching a nipple...She kept telling them to cum on her...cum on her big udders...cover her with young cum...well, that did it for the boys, and at almost the same time, they began to spray her with cum...they got cum from her belly to he

Math Teacher Part One~
It was just like any other day for 20 year old Jason. He woke up, got dressed, went down for breakfast. Just before he got downstairs he heard his parents yelling again and his dad leave for work. His mom was sitting at the table drinking coffee and as he ate he asked her what was wrong...she said "Nothing...you know your father...when he is late he gets cranky". Jason shrugged and finished breakfast.On his way to the local university, Jason was just sort of daydreaming, not really paying attention to anything when he decided to cross the street...well, he should have paid a bit more attention because he walked right in front of a car coming down the road. Well the car almost stopped in time, just throwing Jason back a little bit...just enough to make him fall down. He got up and told the driver he was ok and apologized for daydreaming and walked away.When he was almost to school, he felt kinda weird, his head did not hurt even though he did hit it on the pavement, but it was kinda num

Mary's Diversion Part Two~
Jim's hands finally reached out to his prize. He gently encircled her globes with his hands squeezing as he did and feeling her firmness, her flesh, her ass...just as she requested. Each movement would get a little bolder than the one before it. When the time was right he pulled her cheeks slightly apart to see his reward and what he saw caught his breath. She hadn't wiped! She was dirty there! What luck! What sweet luck! He locked onto that image of first discovery, intending to keep it in his mind forever. He knew he would be masturbating, stroking his rock hard cock, many times thinking of this adventure. He pretended not to notice and carried on with his gyrations, taking in the odd innocent glance now and then. She obviously wasn't aware of it and he didn't want to startle her too quickly. If she was too surprised or embarrassed, that might snap her out of trance with disastrous results. He hadn't finished yet swinging her around to his way of thinking. There was just a little mor

My Favorite Quote
Accept what is in front of you without wanting the situation to be otherthan it is. Study the natural order of things and work with it ratherthan against it, for to try to change what is only sets up resistance. If we watch carefully, we will see that work proceeds more quickly andeasily if we stop "trying", if we stop putting in so much extra effort,if we stop looking for results.

Mary's Diversion Part One~
With a flick of her wrist and a disconcerted sigh, Mary tossed the magazine she had been reading for the past half hour down beside her on the couch. It was a cloudy, windy day and she was alone in the cottage on this the third day of her mini getaway with Tony. He had met up with his pal Wilf yesterday who had talked him into a overnight trip to his hunting cabin an hour and a half north of here with a few of their other "'buds'. "You don't even have to like hunting," Wilf exclaimed, "It'll be more of a drink fest and crash as opposed to anything else. Let's see if we can round up a few more takers and have ourselves a good time." It's hard to be selfish she thought, and say no to Tony when he begs and pleads as he does. She just asked him not to stay any longer than the next day. She still wanted at least some time with him before their stay at the cottage was over and they'd have to head back home to the regular routine and work."It's just so boring today!" She was also a little sou

Mariah Carey Berry Ver One~
Mariah Carey Berry did two more steps before the music stopped and she looked around to make sure every dancer was in their place and not off the mark. She nodded in satisfaction that rehearsal was going so well before stiffing a little. She tossed the mike to a standby and almost ran to her dressing room. Shutting the door, she raised her dress and slipped two fingers under the panty to remove a slim plastic object from behind the material. She flushed with excitement and saw the sparkle in her eyes as she flipped the phone, raised it to her ear, and said 'hello' as she smelled her own aroma. There was no question in her tone, there was only one person who even knew the phone existed, let alone had the number and she never missed the calls, no matter where or when. He watched as the girl got into her car after school. He had been admiring her for several months but she had barely acknowledged his existence other than to let him know that he was annoying just being in her sight. Her fr

Help
So have you ever woke up and just felt that nothing in the day was going to go right! I did! Got up and got out of bed steped on the end of a cord! Fuck that hurt! Jump In the truck wont start left the fucking light on Shit now what get it running and head to the local quick stop buy a drink and a pack of smoke the total comes to $6.66! what the hell is going on! Get to work nothing is working right wishing I never drank that much last night the boss is breathing down my neck my head is pounding need more sleep but cant you bein g watch on the camera! Shit this is a bad day! Get home to find the dog next door got out and knocked you trash can over and you got trash All over to pick up and WTF it was trash day and you forgot to put it out!

Lust To Love~
The blonde was staring at her again, no doubt thinking she was being subtle. Britt giggled inwardly. It was so cute how Reese tried to hide her infatuation. The time had come, she thought, to take that to the logical conclusion. She had grown tired of Sindee these last few months, and of Donna, and Tracey. And eventually even of them all together. They were delicious fucksluts, all of them, and she used them mercilessly, but they didn't carry the air of innocence this one did. Her tongue moistened her lips in anticipation... and her libido took care of moistening her other lips. When she finished her lunch, Britt headed over to Reese's table, careful not to sway her hips *too* much. Didn't want to spook this one. Yet.Reese's eyes turned downward at her approach, and she flushed slightly, probably suspecting Britt had caught her. Good. "Reese, how have you been? It's been a while since the conference.""Oh, hi, Britt. Yeah, that was fun... at the restaurant with the rude waitresses." She

What Does It Mean?
Friend and I had a discussion. Since I work at a hotel, I have to deal with people and small talks. In leu of the Olympics past, I have Moscow, Rus on my nametag under my name (yeah, weird). Sometimes I have men askin me if I am really from Russia, and what kind of accent I have. I told him that they ask just to make small talk, to avoid the awkwardness of silence, etc He says that its their way of flirting. I sometimes ask where someone is from, or where they are going, etc, even if I am not interested in that person at all. so?

Huntington, Wv-who Wants To Play;)???
I like to play!! I want some fun, touching, licking, playing is always fun. I'm bi, just to let you all know. So, if anyone wants to play, I like to. Any guys or girls who is wanting to play? If any guys & girls want me to hang out in a group thats fine. Anyone want to play some naughty, fun games thats cool.

Womans Week At The Gym...=)
A WOMAN'S WEEK AT THE GYM*If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrongwith you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into aregular workout routine.Dear Diary,For my birthday this year, my Husband (the dear) purchased a week ofpersonal training at the local health club for me.Although I am still in great shape since being a high school footballcheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go aheadand give it a try..I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer namedChristo, who identified himself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor andmodel for athletic clothing and swim wear.My husband seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The clubencouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress.________________________________MONDAY:Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it waswell worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Christo waitingfor me. He is something of a Greek go

This Reading Is For Every Sign
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 General Reading Today's calculating Capricorn Moon allows us to look at what's happening in our lives through a very practical lens. We are not likely to suffer fools gladly now, for everything must make sense and fit into our plans. If we become distracted we can quickly figure out what we must do to get on with our agendas. And although we can be quite effective in our ability to organize and manage, we still have to handle annoying resistance when it surfaces. My Horoscope by Rick Levine

*&%^ It
im not going to stress over you anymore it isnt worth it i tried to work something out but you just ignore it im not trying to say i dont want you because i definitely do all im saying is im done chasing after you

Emotional Winds!
The sun shines in ray's off hope, Orange & reddish hue's tickle the skin, No rain shall penetrate the soul, Armies march unswhated doing there role! Sand & Mud they run, Through dangerous ground, Placing there live's on the line on the wings off doves, Watch the feathers fly in peace & harmony, The Eagle's take there roost! The Tiger's crawl out off the jungle, Eyes bright neon & claw's off steel, Standing on solid rocks covered with moss, Letting out a mighty roar to greet the dawning day. We shall not stand back & watch destruction, We are all one species , one perfect breed, Led into life to care for those we care for dear, Don't be a stranger in the circle off life. Tears create rivers, off pain & hate, Why they do is just what we all feel, Pure emotion drudged from inner depths, Born to live, Fight & die!

Still Here
ok, so I am still here....just not HERE as much. I have been super super busy these last few weeks.....where do I begin?!?! Besides being Mom I was also team captain for our team for the American Cancer Society's Relay for Life this past weekend. Getting donations, keeping t shirt orders filled, making the campsite decorations.......you get the idea! Then the night of relay I stayed ALL night!! yep, I was up for over 24 hours with only a 20 minute nap. We got to the track where Relay was being held around 530 pm Friday and we finally left around 7 am on Sat. Throughout the night I walked a total of 16 laps....4 miles!!! Exhausted was not the word for what I felt!! Every muscle in my body hurt...still does. But while walking I felt so alive.....it is hard to explain. Unless you have been personally touched by cancer...it really is hard to explain. I went to Relay rejoicing though....May 8th was my 1 year anniversary since my last chemo!! I think I did fairly well consid

Store Returns
RUB MY N I P P L E S Keep this in mind when you have something to return and the store gives you a hard time - A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,'Ma'am what's wrong?' She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, 'RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!' and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, 'Ma'am, why are you saying that?' In a huff, the woman says, 'BECAUSE,

She Said What?
This singleness I am experiencing is still so very newfangled. I know I am the same person I was before I was single, but I feel like I am acting different, and doing different things than I would have before. Yesterday, I had planned to meet up with the guy I had ice cream with a week or so ago. As it turns out, he's also a professional masseuse. He offered to come by my place and give me one...for free. :) Yay for me, except that I don't really feel like having some guy over to the house I share with my ex and his best friend is such a good idea. Mr. Masseuse asked about meeting me at an hourly motel. I don't think he meant it to make feel like a classless hussy, or make me think he was a perv who was also cheap...but these things kind of went through my mind. I want the massage, but I felt uncomfortable with the idea still, so I needed an out, in a nice way. As it turns out, my ex (who is a trucker) had a load of tomatoes he was delivering near home, so he would be coming home t

Whoops!
Yesterday there was a groom in to pick up his tuxedo. This isn't all that odd, in a tuxedo rental shop. When someone's tux is shipped in, they come into the store to try it on. The process for us is to give them the pants, shoes, and shirt to try on, then we give them the vest and coat on when they come out of the dressing room. This particular groom was SO nervous about getting married, that he put on the shirt, and the shoes, and came out of the dressing room....sans pantalones. At least he had skivies on, lmao.

Military
The Military WifeThe good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixthday of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to behaving a lot of trouble with this one. What's the matter with the standardmodel?"The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to becompletely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be aperfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on blackcoffee,handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry oncheerfully, even if she's pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willingto move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs ofhands."The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!"The Lord continued, "Don't worry, we shall make other military wivesto helpher. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell withpride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pain of separations, beatsoundly when it's over-worked and t

To The Montanaland225 Family!!!!!
"GREETINGS FROM MONTANALAND225!!!!!, FIRST OFF,I'd want to wish EVERY MOTHER,"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!" After seeing the sacrifices my own mother made in my life,I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'D BE WITHOUT HER!!!!!" SECONDLY,as some of ya'll know we've recently had a death in the family,my 9 year old niece died as a result of a head injury that required surgury on her brain to relieve pressure so she could breathe,but in my heart i knew she was already gone!!!!!"As a result I've been gone for quite a while goin' through a VERY ROUGH TIME being there for Family and quite Honestly for myself too!!!!!"I HAVEN'T SEEN THAT MUCH PAIN IN QUITE A WHILE AND IT OPENED MY EYES TO A LOT OF THINGS,FOR MYSELF AND OTHERS AROUND ME!!!!!"My personal WALK IN LIFE HAS BEEN CHANGED BY THIS AND IN MANY WAYS,"I WILL NEVER BE THA' SAME!!!!!"In my struggle, THE LORD Came and said to me,"IT RAINS ON BOTH THA' JUST AND UNJUST,BUT BY MY COVENANT,IT WON'T RAIN ALL

My Sexy Ass Is Up For Sale You Know You Want Me As Your Fuslave
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&i=4184904166&albumid=1666344 Come and rate me and bid on my beside my listings in the pics I got bigger prizes for who all bids on me. Read the comments and you will see I am dead serious on it. Not too mention you get to own my sexy ass.

Okay Here Are Your Current Role Players Of The Twilight Saga
OKAY HERE ARE YOU CURRENT TWILIGHT SAGA ROLE PLAYERS PLEASE RATE/FAN/ADD US....WE'LL BE SURE TO RETURN THE LOVE....HUGS BELLA COME CHECK OUT THE CULLENS AND WOLFPACK AND THE BAD GUY VAMPIERS OF TIWLIGHT PROFILES EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN~MY HUSBAND~ Edward Cullen ( A Twilight role playing profile) Looking for my Bella@ fubar RENESMEE CULLEN~MINE AN EDWARDS DAUGHTER Renesmee Carlie Cullen 'A TWILIGHT ROLEPLAYING PROFILE'@ fubar EMSE CULLEN-OUR MOTHER ESME CULLEN ~A TWILIGHT ROLEPLAYING PROFILE~@ fubar ALICE CULLEN-MY SISTER Alice Cullen~ Looking for my Jasper~ A twilight Role Playing Profile ~@ fubar JASPER HALE-MY BROTHER Jasper@ fubar ROSEALIE HALE-MY SISTER rosealie cullen`A TWILIGHT ROLEPLAYING PROFILE`@ fubar EMMETT CULLEN-MY BROTHER Emmett Cullen@ fubar JACOB BLACK-HEAD ALAPHA OVER WOLF PACK Jacob Black `A TWILIGHT ROLEPLAYING PROFILE`@ fubar LEAH CLEARWATER Leah Clearwater *roll playing profile*@ fubar VICTORIA-JAMES MATE Victoria@ fubar

Demands For Change In A World In Dire Need From A Person Who Opened His Eyes
I look into the mirror to look into my own eyes to try and see what others do. Why am I pained when others say I'm great. It's confusing to me you see. They say mirrors never lie that their reflection is your true self. Everytime I find something that is great something that seems better shows up but in the end it isn't. I don't know why but Life has it's curveballs. Why does life have to be so hard. Why do I feel happy one minute and the next I feel like I am at the bottom of the rock pile. So what if I am sad and crying sometimes. No where in any book does it say that a man can't. It's ppl's presumtion that a man shouldn't cry because they are suppose to be strong well I say that is B.S. If someone wants to cry don't judge them be a friend and tell them it's ok. I'm tired of going on sometimes if you must know. I am manic depressant. It is a diease. I don't say it like most ppl just so they will feel sorry for me. I really am and I get depressed easy. The hardest thing to do is to li

Here I Am Again
Yesterday was hectic. I had finished my run at Wellington on the Saturday night and we had a small party type end of season get together. Jason John Whitehead got a wee bit drunk and we ended up having a pinching fight on the sofa during Jason Cook’s Asylum gig, I won but JJ did manage to throw beer into my crotch which stunk nicely. The crew down in Wellington are awesome, they just treated us like royalty and I repaid that by throwing beer around and getting giddy. I finally got into hotel at 5am, which in reality was madness as I had a kids show at 1pm. I am too old for thigh nipping, beer throwing high jinkery. I got up Sunday morning, packed my entire belongings, checked out of hotel and headed to the kids show. I was Soooooooooo tired and the kids were awesome. Except for one fat dad who decided to heckle AT A KIDS SHOW! Boy did he get a very contained, clean and scathing mouthful from me. The other parents sat there gobsmacked at how a man could sit and heckle at a kids sh

Is It Just Me?
Is it just me or is my hubby losing his ever lovin mind. For the past while, he doesnt seem to be paying attention to much around him never mind me. And that has me worried. Hes been seeing a variety of doctors and having test to see if there is any physical problems with him. And ever time I get a call from the doctors office. I make sure to write down on the calender his time and were he has to go for what . Well just recently I told him he had two appointments on the 13/14. He swore he had one yesterday and we headed off to it. I said I told you so, told you , then he gets home and still doesnt believe me and when I show him he gets pissy at me like WTF. Then admits he didnt pay attention and now its gonna cost him money to get a doctors note and the lost of a days pay . Then if this isnt bad enough a friend of mine on line didnt pay attention to what I said either. And that just sent me into a tail spin. I said wtf is it with men any more. Dont you pay attention .

My Bling Rehab Statment
hi, my name is AZ.... and i'm a bling addict......... (HI AZ) it um..... it started out very slowly and innocently, ya know a few here and there, maybe a sports car or a kitten maybe 2 on the weekends, but as it grew so did my hunger for bling. I guess i thought i had it all under control but i was wrong as it got worse for me i started to see the bigger blings come to my page. Goofy bats, jason masks, ect. but after that i was hooked but would never admit it, soon i found myself going after other bigger bling thrills. 10 credit blings turned into 15 credit blings, and i still didnt have enough then when the auto 11's and cherry bombs came into the public i was to deep into my addcition to care and went full speed ahead and before i knew it i was asking strangers for bling..... even stealing credits from friends and family...... spinning more and more out of control untill i would do just about anything to get my fix of useless cartoon pictures on my page. i even traded NSFW pic to ge

I'm Urs 4 Evers Team Of Hotties!!(hotties Repost) (repost Plz)
Presents to you: I'm urs 4evers team of hot hotties!! IM URS 4EVER ASST CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIE@ fubar ~Crazy Bitch~ '2ND ALARM HOTTIE' @ fubar ~VOLCANO GIRL~"2nd Alarm Hottie"@ fubar

Butterflies!
We breathe , sit , watch the smoke rise, From every candle that burns in the darkest off nights, Watching the mesmerising colours, Red orange & blue. Passing on our blessings, Evoking emotions we never knew, Butterflies ascend from the dark, Passing loveing unto you. They have delicate wings , yes they do, Embroided with silk, cotton or blue, They are here to spread there colours, There scent is beautifull & sweet. When you pass a stranger in the street, Don't stare at them as a piece of meat, Stop ...... say hello ...... if only for a fleeting moment, There in as much need as you. Don't be blue, Look out, spread colours, We all need help in times off need, Stitch those tattered wings & fly, There's always an angel looking over you.

Phuckin Members
Twisted Phuckers!! A select group of off the hook, totally rad, extremely sexy, super fly, wicked crazy, bad ass individuals aka US Welcome and Congratulations on being a Twisted Phucker We are gathered here today to acknowledge all the douchebags fucktards and dip shits of the world.... If you to are a dipshit this may not be the group for you. We can not be held liable for hurt feelings or unexpected and random acts of assholish behavior. If at anytime you feel your civil or personal rights have been violated please feel free to email us with your concerns. We would love to have you be the next douchebag of the day. With that said we take all requests seriously and only after a thorough investigation into your worthiness to be named twisted phucker will you be allowed to join. If we feel you fall under the category of any of the above said dipshits, don’t be surprised if we kick you out after said complaint and tell you to piss off!!! Your Twisted Phuckers....This Is Your Famil

Random Thought
Before my head started spinning. I knowI had a begining. I see sanity melting down the walls of the brain inside my head. Yes I am sick thats what the doctors have said. What happen to the pretty colors in the light prisim that once danced in my dream. Oh wait I think the Gnomes tossed them into a ocean or stream.. You may think I have just lost my mind. Hell I told you fucks it was only a matter of time. What the hell did you think I was superwoman or something. Penguins are stealing my chicken soup as we speak. them assholes they like to sneek. Sometimes the voices tell me Its ok to repeat the things they say to me, but a dumb dead bitch is what I would be. counting 1.2.3.4 everything must be even or my brain has a problem computing. A fear of odd numbers is where that comes from Ok I'm not really like this I am just bored out of my mind thanks for reading though

[full Frontal]
Tomorrow will be a full frontal assault of indian food. I'll be serving my chickpea and tomato curry pure' with lamb and MANGO RICE!and fennel naan. *scratches his head* What? It won't be that bad. I've got the mangos, I've got the... Alright here's our three parter, and you should feel priveleged for hearing about my curry mix, its very standard. -------------------Curry in a hurry. First and foremost you will require a 2:1 ratio of cooked reconstituted chickpeas/garbonzos whatever the hell you call them, to a 1 part ratio of your favorite tomatoe sauce. I- use newman's own sackarooni... because I always have it on hand and because... why kids? It's my favorite.I've had good results with fra diavoli, fire roasted garlic, and even hunts'. But that's not the point. Boil your chickpeas while you've got your cubed lamb stew meat (mine comes from the leg) saute'ing in a pan of olive oil, you could throw in some onions and garlic, but that's up to you. Now if you're one of those p

Just Love Me
You say that u care about me but do u really? U want to be happy and have someone and not be alone, but do u really? Seeing new things and different people tend 2 be the big issue, but is it? I hear that u want to be with me and u cant seem to get enough of me but is that what u really want? Would u ever be able to find something that u dont like bout me or something that will bother u over time? There are alot of things that I chose not to share cause u always change, I dont know what to say or how to feel. U make everything seem so wonderful and that we could be happy, but do u really feel that way? U ask me what it will take for me to trust u again and what it would take for me to get close to you again, well here is ur answer..........just love me!

If I Was The Water Of Your Bath
I wish I could be the water of you bath I would surround you with mellow warmth liquid lovelike a frolicking/childish wave on the sandy shoreI would dash and break upon the firmness of your bodyengulf and moisten the places I dream of If I were the water of your bath I would memorize each and every muscle and being liquid I would take your shapemold myself to your every curveyour every indentationI would roll on/over/and off your satin skin If I were the water of your bath I would send part of meto gather in the recess of your navel there my temperature would rise to match yoursand like plants of the sea I would move your body hairsin and out with the tide created by your movementsplayfully i would slosh against your thighs and become very intimate with your nature If I were the water of your bathi would cleanse you as my ancestors the nile & congocleansed your ancestorsbut even more when you leave me and pull the plugI would defy the natural order of things and stay and waitfor your

Dj Saiyan Dragon
COME CHECK OUT DJ SAIYAN DRAGON AT RED DRAGON'S REALM..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE COME!!

To All My Fu Friends( Please Read)
Hello all I just wanted to let you know that I am deleting my fubar account I cant deal with the drama anymore. I do not want to lose the many friends I have made so. If you would like to keep in touch with me please send me a msg with your phone number and email and/or add me on myspace www.myspace.com/eneville07. U can also find me on facebook by searching Erin Neville. I will be deleting my account in 48 hours. I love you all. ~Irishgirl(Erin)~

Hospital
when i went out to dinner i forgot to bring my meds and i had a kidney stone attack iam so lucky when i do puke i puke only body acid but after doing so it really took its toll on me i had to leave and go to the er and once i got there i got treated pretty badly by the triage nurse the man was a prick and here iam sicker then a dog and very weak could not even carry my self that well and grabing my left hip when i told him he needs to stop being a jerk to me then he got all butt hurt and told everyone i called him a jerk and said he was done and going to take piss so another nurse had to help me and she was nice in fact everyone but that asshole was my appointment is on the may14 when there going to shake the living shit right out of me and hopeing to break the stones since its a 8mm well i have to go cant let this stop me iam going to walmart to get a few things leave me love and comments and i well rutn the love thank you

Paramore- My Heart
I am finding out that maybe I was wrong That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone Stay with me, this is what I need, please? Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you We could sing our own but what would it be without you? I am nothing now and it's been so long Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope This time I will be listening. Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you We could sing our own but what would it be without you? This heart, it beats, beats for only you This heart, it beats, beats for only you This heart, it beats, beats for only you My heart is yours This heart, it beats, beats for only you My heart is yours (My heart, it beats for you) This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you) My heart is yours (My heart is yours) This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away) (Please don't go now, please don

Ya Can Delete Ya Self...mmmmkay?
You all know who you are! You can just delete yourselves from my friends list! What you all sent me in my e-mail was just nasty! Ya nasty fucks,stay the fuck off mah page,and stop sending me ya nasty ass shit!

Funnyscopes
LIBRA - The Asshole (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. *5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO - The SUPERIOR One (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed.*15 years of bad luck if you do not repost SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER (11/22-12/21) Loves to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. . *24 years of bad luck if you do not reposT THIS CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves th

The Art Of Tolerance
Ask yourself Is their lifestyle hurting you in any way? Most likely, it's not. It's just messing with your preconceived idea of the status quo. Therefore, you must learn to let go of your feelings that they are somehow wrong because they're different. Learn to be tolerant and realize that just because you may be in the majority, it doesn't make you right. Essentially, tolerance boils down to appreciating each other's differences. It would be great if we could embrace those differences, but if the most you can do is tolerate them, that's a step in the right direction. Racist, sexist, and homophobic comments that you hear from others are simply unacceptable. That said, you could (and should) speak up against them, but you must unfortunately also show your tolerance for ignorance. In such cases, the best you can hope for is to educate those who are less aware than you and improve their worldview - in a polite way that can be appreciated. Perhaps this will open their minds, perhaps no

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The 6 Strangest Objects People Were Caught Having Sex With by Daniel Barton #6 The Picnic Table It says something about relations between the UK and America when the Telegraph publishes the headline: "American Caught Having Sex With Picnic Table." Seriously, does it matter where the guy was from? So what if one guy's pursuit of happiness took the form of sticking his schlong inside the umbrella hole of a picnic table. Do not such things transcend borders? After all, isn't this the sort of thing that could happen to anybody? Maybe a girl had been there just moments ago, and rolled away at the last minute. Maybe it was dark. These would all be reasonable suppositions if the story didn't say that the guy boned the picnic table on four separate occasions, and for hours on end. How do we know that? This would be thanks to the neighbor who secretly taped it each time ... also for hours on end. Now, filming it the first time is understandable. You just want to have evidence for

Safety
SAFETY TERMINOLOGY SSC—Safe, Sane & Consensual. The basic safety mantra currently in use by the Community. It’s purpose is to ensure that all BDSM activities are done in a safe & sane way, with the consent of both players. It is to remove the abusive abilities of partners during play & scening, and is also to alert everyone to the hazards of play that they should take under consideration. RACK—Risk Aware Consensual Kink. Used in conjunction with SSC, RACK basically means being aware of the safety risks that exist in the kink & play that you are choosing to consensually engage in with your partner. Consent—ALL BDSM ACTIVITIES should ONLY be engaged in with the consent of ALL involved players. Consent means that all players/partners are aware of the risks of the play, the type of play, and the sequence of play, and have agreed on limits & bounds to the play, as well as safe words and a definitive end. One can consent to a rape scene, for instance, but NEVER consen

Roles
D/s & M/s —nomenclature used to show a Dominant/submissive or Master(Mistress)/slave relationship. Not all BDSM relationships involve D/s or M/s, though most do. Dominant & Top—one who takes control in a scene or BDSM relationship and is erotically charged from doing so. Often, the term Top is used to refer to those who choose to be Dominant only within a scene or a specific period of time, rather then over the long term in a relationship. A Top usually is in physical control of a scene, whereas a Dominant is in physical and mental (power, control) control of a scene relationship. A Dominant may choose to go by a title of service (Sir/Ma’am, Master/Mistress, My Lord/My Lady, etc.) or by their given name or a scene name or combination thereof. Domme —a Domme is a female Dominant. Although the term “Dominant” is generally construed to include females and males, traditionally a female Dominant is called a Domme. Submissive, Bottom, Slave—one who g

Basic Definition: Bdsm Community
BASIC DEFINITION: BDSM COMMUNITYBDSM—bondage, discipline/dominance, sado/submissive, masochismBondage —the art of restricting the movement of someone through physical, mental or emotional methodsDiscipline —a tenant of BDSM, discipline ranges from the discipline of the Dominant to ensure the safety of the submissive, and self-control, to the discipline of a submissive in obeying the Dominant. Discipline remains one of the pillars of BDSMDominance/submission —the power play that physically & mentally occurs in a BDSM relationshipSado-Masochism (S/M)—Sado Masochism is the giving and receiving of pain for erotic pleasure. A Sadist is one who gets pleasure out of giving the pain, and a masochist is one who derives erotic pleasure out of receiving the pain. The pain may be physical or mental, and may vary from very light (a bite, a pinch, a name-calling) to very heavy (caning, intense bondage, etc)Lifestyle, the Community—the term often used by people to

I'm Still Breathing.
I leave the gas on Walk the allies in the dark Sleep with candles burning I leave the door unlocked I'm weaving a rope and Running all the red lights Did I get your attention Cause I'm sending all the signs and The clock is ticking and I'll be giving my 2 weeks Pick your favorite shade of black You'd best prepare a speech Say something funny Say something sweet But don't say that you loved me Chorus: Cause I'm still breathing Though we've been dead for awhile This sickness has no cure We're goin down for sure Already lost a grip Best abandon ship Maybe I was too pale Maybe I was too fat Maybe you had better, better luck off in the sack No formal education and I swore way too much But I swear you didn't care Cause we were in love So as I write this letter and shed my last tear No, it's all for the better That we end this this year Let's close this chapter Say one last prayer But don't say that you loved me Chorus I'm still breathing I'm still breathing

Wtf:(
So yeah ...long story short... my work computer can no longer access fubar ...:( and as most of you know ...my laptop at home is toast lol! So ....for those of you who wish to stay in contact with me ... hit me up on yahoo ... nopilots13@yahoo.com or drop me a line at nismodet@live.com Those of you who i chatted with regularly... i hope to hear from you ;)

The Cajun Virgin
Clotile had just married and being a traditional Cajun Catholic, she was still a virgin. On her wedding night, staying at her mama ' s house, she was very nervous. Her mama reassure her;" Don' worry, Clotile, Boudreaux' s a good man. Go upstairs and he' ll take care of you. Meanwhile, I 'll be making duh roux." So, up she went.. When she got upstairs, Boudreaux took off his shirt and exposed his hairy chest. Clotile ran downstairs to her mother and says, "Mama, Mama, Boudreaux' s got duh big hairy chess." "Don ' t worry, Clotile," says duh mama, "all good mens have duh hairy chess. Go upstairs cher. He ‘ll take good care of you.." So, up she went again. When she got up in the bedroom, Boudreaux took off his pants, exposing his hairy legs. Again, ran Clotile downstairs to her mother. "Mama, Mama, Boudreaux took off his pants and he ' s got duh hairy leg!" "Don ' t worry! All good mens have duh hairy leg. Boudreaux' s a good man. Go upstairs and he 'll take good care of you.."

Iz Old
Wow, I just realized next month will be 3 years on the site for me.... June 4th to be exact. Does this mean I don't have a life? Oh, wait.... don't answer that one I already know the answer. Tomorrow morning I go in for the testing, kind of nervous......... but shrugs....... I really wish I had a pepsi right now, don't know why I just thought of that, but one really does sound good.... too bad all I have is diet cherry coke..... Oh well just thought I needed to get some ramblings in.... Muahz all!

Dear Coffee Cup Lid Designer Guy ...
As I look at the New Hampshire shaped coffee stain on my workshirt (one of only three I packed for my trip this week), I marvel at your engineering prowess. How can something produce so little liquid when I'm sucking harder than a pneumatic bank tube thingy, yet produce a tsunami of coffee if I just slightly jostle the cup the right way? Well played.

Shadow Rider
shadows of the ancientsgather along the mesadeep in canyon landwhere countless ridersonce mountedhorses of timeless soulsescaping in painted wara lone rider, a shadow riderfades into ecliptic memoryblending with slivers of lightwhere shadows are bornlooking towards the westthere red raven fliesour silhouettes appearthere in the land of the sunshadow rider comes...lone rider, shadow riderspeaks silent in the windsaying this is where we livewhere ghost warriors danceshadows of the ancientsmount horses of gloryhorses of timeless soulsdeep in the land of deathcountless riders mountescaping in painted warred raven flies

Butterfly
Butterfly, you flew awayAnd at first I didn't knowHow each hard day wasStraining on you soLittle butterfly, so fragileWith a wingspan of compassionYou flew with swift emotionWhile I was grounded by my rationSmall butterfly, I know thatYou can do it, when you flewBecause I have seen thatLonging freedom deep down inside of youMy lonely butterfly, my dearCan I call you my own?Or were you meant only toBe free to forever roamButterfly, will you come backTo this home I've made in my heartIf you should come, I feel thatTogether, we can make our brand new start.

Whats Under My Mask?
Imperfection is only a mask hiding what really is the ultimate beauty. You just have to go throught hell to take off that mask. Can you do it? Or are you scared of what you'd find?Did you know?I love rainstorms.Did you know?Even though i wear black a lot, i love bright colors.Did you know?Even i watched Pokemon because my son took over the TV.Did you know?I'm quiet, but that doesn't mean i'm never loud.Did you know?I like to play chess.Did you know?I'm not good at it.Did you know?I try so hard to be perfect, even if i look like i could care less.Did you know?Sometimes i feel like my friends are only my friends because they feel sorry for me?Did you know?I'm afraid of bugs. Mostly spiders.Did you know?I don't really trust anyone.Did you know?Before i've thought that my family would be happier if iwasn't born.Did you know?I draw.Did you know?I love fantasy stories like Magyk, Flyte, and Phsik.Did you know?I'm good at Scene It? Disney version.Did you know?I feel like i'm only in the way s

The Scream
If I could scream my pain to the world - no other sound would be heard for endless moments. I want my grandson. I did not get to watch him play t-ball, or go on an easter egg hunt, or cuddle with me while I told him stories of his great-grandfather teaching me about soft centered nails that bent when a little girl hit them with a hammer - and that would bend when that little girl, now a grandmother, taught her grandson about the joy of banging a hammer with some odd idea of making a fort. No cowboys to hide from, or indians to trade with. No lemonaid stand. This is not the way of life - people live long, and die when secretly glad to be rid of the decrepit shell of a body that has aged - it is not for me to cradle a box containing the ashes of my grandson. He should have been saying GEEZ CHI CHI when he found out 50 years from now, that I had a rubber stress ball filled with my ashes for him so he could let me know his frustrations, even when I could not hug him better. I want to ask

Movies
We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a saltshaker half-full of cocaine, and a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers... Also, a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether, and two dozen amyls. Not that we needed all that for the trip, but once you get into locked a serious drug collection, the tendency is to push it as far as you can. The only thing that really worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge, and I knew we'd get into that rotten stuff pretty soon.

Someone To Love
Wind whispers through brown strands of hair,Sunshine rays caress skin so fair.Placid pond water reflects back her past,Sees struggles and pain of love that didn't last.Remembering a time when hopelessness obscuredAll the beauty which she once procured.Just because of one "love" gone astray,Gentle, naive, her heart he betrayed.Confidence shattered, life left in fragments,Wallowing in despair, put up a permanent guard.Until one day a new chapter unfolded,And a man unlike the rest was molded.Filled her with love, showered her with rainbows,Heavenly feelings, long forgotten, in her soul now re-arose.He colored her world with the power of the moon,Together they created an unstoppable monsoon.Never again did she weep in silence,Never again was she trapped in self violence.He rescued her heart from Satan's glove,And all it took was someone to love

A Coincidence
A chicken farmer went to a local bar.... Sat next to a woman and ordered a glass of champagne..The woman perks up and says, 'How about that? I just ordered a glass of champagne, too!''What a coincidence' the farmer says. 'This is a special day for me.... I am celebrating''This is a special day for me too, I am also celebrating!' says the woman.'What a coincidence!' says the farmer! As they clinked glasses the man asked, 'What are you celebrating?''My husband and I have been trying to have a child and today my gynaecologist told me that I am pregnant!''What a coincidence,' says the man. 'I'm a chicken farmer and for years all of my hens were infertile, but today they are all laying fertilized eggs.''That's great!' says the woman. 'How did your chickens become fertile?''I used a different cock,' he replied.The woman smiled and said, 'What a coincidence.'

I Knew The Day Would Come
I knew the day would come when you decided you were done I should have never dared to hope you really cared The first time I saw you I knew it was too good to be true. I knew right from the start that all too soon we would part. I knew in time you would see that you're too good for me. You never lied or gave false hope I hung myself with my own rope. You told me right up front in fact you were painfully blunt. I saw things that weren't there and conviced myself you did care You told me you were looking for forever but first your feelings for her you will have to sever. You say you're afraid of the pain but if you continue to hide you'll never gain. You say you're tired of being alone yet from my love you have flown. You might think I have gotten mad but what this makes me is simply sad. I only wanted to show you love and because I have feelings you felt the need to shove. I guess I asked for too much but I thought you cared every time I felt

Oh Noes......
Well I just got the news today that I have been waiting on. I will be losing my job, on the 15th of June!! Thats just great. Times are hard, right now and the job market here is bad!! A lighting plant closed its doors last month, a long with so other businesses, so now I have to compete just to get a job. Guess I could always go back to cleaning shitters.......maybe not. Not sure what I am going to do, but I will land on my feet, like always....or just end my suffering, na that will make to many people happy. Well wish me luck on the job search I will need it.

Dont Drink Much
I have a good friend that has been pissing me off because he keeps blowing his whole paycheck on beer..... Too himself he doesnt buy anyone else beer or shots.... Went to a bar saturday and watched me blow money..... He started drama with me.... The rest is a long story ... But if he doesnt get help im not going to be his friend anymore ....

What I Want
I want a guy that will make me laugh and smile... Someone who call me baby .... Someone i can talk to about anything .... Someone that will respect me and be loyal and honest. Someone that will hold me when im sad and kiss me to show how he feels about me...... Someone who wont break my heart .....

Why
OK I STARTED TO DATE THIS GUY WE HAD ALOT IN COMMON .... FOR ONCE I FELT HAPPY .... THAT DIDNT LAST .... ILL EXPLAIN , ONE MINUTE HE WANTS TO BE TOGETHER .... THEN HE NEEDS TIME TO THINK SO I GAVE HIM TIME TO THINK... THEN HE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS I SAID OK THATS FINE ... BUT AT THE SAME TIME I TOLD HIM I HAD FEELINGS FOR HIM AND HE STILL CARED ABOUT ME .... ON FRIDAY EVENING WE WHERE TALKING AND HE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO HANG OUT , THEN HE SAID I WANT TO BE WITH YOU AND MISS YOU ..... TODAY I TEXT HIM AND NO REPLY .... HE IS NOW IGNORING ME AND I DONT KNOW WHY AND WHAT I DID TO HIM .... IM SO CONFUSED AND HURT HELP ME UNDERSTAND WHATS GOING THREW HIS HEAD AND WHY HE DOING THIS TO ME

Trip To The Salt River (rio Salado)
So, I have a two co-workers(George and Travis) @ Tucson Dodge that want to go tubing or whatever the hell it is to the Salt River (outside of Phoenix). I've never been to the Salt River before. They have been kinda peer pressuring me to go for the past week. I've been saying '' I don't know will see''. My good friend George tells me that I should really go and that is so much fun he says. I really don't like missing work at all. May 23,2009 is the day to go the Salt River. So should I go or what? Who in Arizona has been to the Salt River? Help me out on this!

Lmao
1. saying "hey micro dick get off....." isn't nice... neither is "are you in yet?"2. dont ask the pussy how "it" feels3. if the vagina has teeth stay away...4. When in the middle of sex, making whale calls is not suggested.5. Medication is available for sudden erection loss...6. Ladies, if the mans penis is about to enter the vagina and goes limp... be sure to varify what "team" he is playing for.7. When having sex, be sure to know the girls name...8. When thinking of how many people you slept with, those who lasted less than 5 minutes don't count...9. When a guy says he is "as big as a horse," you will be dissapointed...10. Men who talk about them having a very large penis, naturally have a very small one.11. casual conversation about the wheather is a sexual turn off...12. Herpes: The gift so nice, you should give it twice.13. eating during sex isn't a good impression...14. sex at "super-sonic" speeds is not a fun experiment...15. farting during sex will kill the mood 9 times out of

Maybe God Wants Us To.....
maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to to greatful for that gift. when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the door that closed that we don't see the one that has opened for us. the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on the beach with or in a park and not say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. it's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. it takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. don't go for looks;

Pimpout Of The Week
Phucker Pimp Out!! Go Show This Phucker Some Love If You Havent Already.. If You Have Well Go Do It Again Eat Pezz & Save a Rainbow ~*~ Twisted Phucker@ fubar Every Week There Will Be A New Member Pimped Out So Keep Checking Back!! XOXO Twisted Kisses XOXO Your Founding Phuckers Nik And Wolfie And Mary Beth

Why Did I Let You Catch Me
Why Did I Let You Catch Me Why did I let you catch me When I was falling down Couldn't I just let myself Finally hit the ground Would've been much better there Instead I held on to you Let you take control of me Now it's time we're through Never thought it would come to this You left me here with no choice Thought you would call all the shots But today I finally have a voice It's telling you to leave me alone To cut your losses and be on your way All this time you caused me pain I opened my eyes and now I won't stay I'll walk away and not look back You were never anything to look back on Neither were our dreams and memories Everything we had is too far gone We can't get any of it back You can blame yourself for that one I tried my hardest to make it work But it looks as though you finally won You got exactly what you wanted And that was to be rid of me I can't say that I am too surprised This was how it was supposed to be So I will sit here and

Dorks
Went and saw Star Trek tonight. Was pretty good. What was even better, but maybe slightly sad was that I think I was one of the dorks in the movie going, hrm...that doesn't follow the story. We sat through the credit roll to see if they had anything at the end of the movie. Why do they put stuff at the end of the movie? I think it's to annoy the cleaning crew who have to wait until everybody leaves before they start. This was the first movie I have seen in the theater since that Christmas one that I can't remember the name of from half a year ago. Definitally not as enjoyable as an ending. Hah. Now I'm gonna stare at the wall while my laundry dries.

What It Takes
Being a phucker is more than just a name. Phuckers are proud individuals, who not only take pride in themselves but in their fellow phuckers. This is not about self gain, if thats what you are looking for I personally will find out and remove you from this group. So now with that said We are here to meet new people, make friends and have fun. Before becoming a Twisted Phucker there will be a probation period, you must first rate, fan and add the founding phuckers. Once this is done contact one of the founders and let them know. Once you have done that feel free to add Member of Twisted Phuckers to your name! If at any point you take Twisted Phuckers out of your name we will assume you no longer want to be a member and take actions to have you removed. Make sure you have a posted and a Fubar approved salute on your page. You can not view most of the phuckers without one. If you cant view them you cant show them love thus what is the point. This goes back to self gain. Show love - g

Country Tire Swing Train...rider Update
~Country Tire Swing Train~ Hey, who wants to swing on the tires with me? As a country girl at heart I always loved tire swings or other homemade swings hanging from a tree. So I thought this would be a fun train to do. ~Rules~ R/F/A everyone on the list or comment if already added. Rate the pics (link below) in the Country Tire Swing album. Please pm and let me know when u have finished so I can add you to the train. Will be making tags but if you would like to make your own that’s fine too. Train Owner ◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69* Train Riders ~Inksp0t69~ RATING REVOLUTION HEAD CREW LEADER ~Fu-Owned By ~♥JEANNIE♥ ~ ♥ MZ.LIZ ♥ ®® Head Recruiter,Llama leveler, PHAT CHICK ,VMV ☣ Coal Mnr2008 ☣ SexyRedhead/Fu-Wifey to SweetPeabayba/Owned by Belle/Dangerous Curves member!

A Really Shitty Day !!!!
today is a bad day. my phone doesn't work right, my daughter is fighting with my ex, & other people around me are either idiots or assholes. I'm surrounded by a swill of apathy & ignorance, & no one knows or cares. I am in a job where 55% of what I make is gone before I can even siff the check, between taxes & child support. Don't get me wrong I don't mind paying the support @ all because it goes to my babies, but no oneis appreciative of that sacrifice. no one says thanks & certain people always are asking for more... my job is completely unfulfilling & I hate getting up in the morning, because I am (as it seems) the ONLY person qualified to do anything. thus everyone else gets the "easy" jobs. the ones that take zero skills, & are never worried about accountability... I'm so broke I can't even pay attention & not sure how this weeks bills, but that's ok. maybe I'll just get everything shut off cuz @ this point it don't matter to me.if your reading & r commenting this don't think I wi

~the Best Friend~
~The Best Friend~ Karen had a phone call on Sunday morning from her Aunt telling her that her best friend moved back from Las Vegas. Karen hadn't seen Joe since middle school. On Monday Karen decided to go over to Joe's house to pay him a visit. Back in middle school Karen and Joe were very close, He was her first kiss. As Karen pulled up to the light blue country home she remembered the last time she was at this house. It was almost 15yrs ago, after Joe's older brother Frank died in a terrible car accident. Karen got out of the car and walked up the porch steps, she could hear Joe's mother yelling for Joe already. Karen knocked on the door, Joe's mom answered the door, she was a beautiful woman in her mid 60's by now, her hair all pulled back in a tight bun. She told Karen Joe would be down in a few minutes, that she could wait in the living room for him. A few minutes later, Joe came down the stairs and Karen caught a glimpse of him, He was thin, his hair freshly cut and

Coffee, Free, And Me
http://eventful.com/edmonton/events/matt-love-and-free-coffee-/E0-001-021657891-2 Matt Love Possibly the best opportunity you will have to enjoy a free cup of coffee at my expense all year. All you have to do is sit through a 3 hour sales pitch for a timeshare - I mean, a 90 minute concert by Matt Love (the entertainment value is about the same). Matt Love and Free Coffee in Mandolin Books and Coffee Company, Edmonton Source: eventful.com Jun 18, 2009 7:00 pm - 8:30 pm (Thursday) at Mandolin Books and Coffee Company, featuring Matt Love. Get more details about this event on Eventful.

The Way You Make Me Feel
The Way You Make Me Feel I can no longer wear this disguise And I know that soon you'll realize That I'm the one for you And that you love me too You bring life to me And I know that soon you'll see That you should be here Where I can have you near I can't describe the way you make me feel You make every dream feel real And I never want to let go Because I love you so

The Cost Of Losing You
The Cost of Losing You Now I must back down Before I say too much This can't happen again We can never lose touch Time to bite my tongue And let the blood flow It won't hurt that bad I need to let this go The cost of losing you and this Is far too much for me to bear Won't stand in the way this time 'Cause what we have is far too rare I don't think I could go on Just the thought of losing you I can't wrap my mind around Instead it breaks my heart in two So I will stop this now Before it gets too deep Can't let you have control You'll never have my heart to keep The cost of losing you and this Is far too much for me to bear Won't stand in the way this time 'Cause what we have is far too rare Don't say that you're sorry 'Cause it only hurts me more It's a dagger through my heart We've been here once before I'm crying just to reach you You're dying just to please me It's bringing us down the same road It's time to open my eyes in see

Love Making .... Tips For Seniors
1. Put on your glasses. Double check that your partner is actually in bed with you. 2. Set timer for 3 minutes, in case you doze off in the middle. 3. Set the mood with lighting. Turn them ALL OFF! 4. Make sure you put 911 on your speed dial before you begin. 5. Write partner's name on your hand in case you can't remember it.

Sunbathing
A man was sunbathing naked at the beach. For the sake of civility, and to keep it from getting sunburned, he had a hat over his private parts. A woman walks past and says, snickering, "If you were a gentleman you'd lift your hat." He raised an eyebrow and replied, "If you weren't so ugly it would lift itself."

Bob & The Blonde
BOB & THE BLONDE Bob, a handsome dude, walked into a sports bar around 9:58 pm.. He sat down next to a blonde at the bar and stared up at the TV. The 10 pm news was coming on. The news crew was covering the story of a man on the ledge of a large building preparing to jump. The blonde looked at Bob and said, "Do you think he'll jump?" Bob said, "You know, I bet he'll jump." The blonde replied, "Well, I bet he won't."

The Storm
The Storm The rain came down hard that night Or maybe it was just the sweat forming on my palms The thunder rolled through that night Or maybe it was just the sound of my beating heart The lightning struck me that night Or maybe it was just the chemistry between us The storm changed me that night Or maybe I just wished that it brought a change in me

I Came To You
I Came To You I came to you To hold my hand I came to you To understand I came to you To make my day I came to you To make me stay I came to you To see inside I came to you To run and hide I came to you To wipe my tears I came to you To hold my fears I came to you To open my soul I came to you To take control I came to you To let me fall I came to you To give my all I came to you To rip me apart I came to you To break my heart

Master's Creed
Masters Creed Above all else He cherishes His slave, in the knowledge that the gift she gives Him is the greatest gift of all. He is strict and takes full advantage of the power given to Him, but knows to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that He may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, He can cause His slave real tears. As the consummate lover, He will kiss the tears away without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Master is a supportive partner and friend, never forgetting that this is a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understanding the difference between fantasy and reality. He would never ask His slave to put Him before her career or family just to satisfy His own pleasure. To win His slaves mind, body, soul and love. He must first earn her trust. He will show His slave humor, kindness and warmth. He must always show her that His guidance and tutoring

Wine And Beer
So imagine if someone said...all you need to do everyday is taste a lot of wine and beer and then sell it to incredibly cool people. Well welcome to my life. jeeeeezz! Really to people get paid for this? Ok so if you have any questions about beer or wine send me a message. Today I am tasting: Cameron Winery 2007 Pinot Noir Dundee Hills $24.49 Definitely shows the lightness and acidity of the vintage. Roasted raspberry and fresch crushed cherry in the nose. In the mouth it is seriously a mouthful of fresh crushed raspberries and slight hints of wild strawberry with an undertone of pepper. This boy needs to open up. But oh this will be so good by tomorrow.

Medical Update - May 12th
Just got back from hospital where a surgen removed a sample from the "mass" located on the side of my neck. The tests showed that I have Squamous Cell Cancer and so more treatment will be needed down the road. In layman terms that is also called "skin cancer" which is very treatable with high rate of success expected. In about a week from now I go back to the doc to have bandage removed and at that time he willl refer me to another doctor who can do the final treatments. Eather complete removal of the "blob" or they will blast it and make it shrink away. The treatment today has allowed me to regain use of my voice so that I do not sound like a squeeky mouse. Did not have to get any prescriptions other then special pain pills that I can use only if needed and I am the judge of that. Do not need them yet. Otherwise I feel upbeat and and in good spirits.

To Help With Saving A Child
May 12, 2009 - Tuesday please write to these people and voice your oppinion of the injustus of what is happening to the little girl in my las blog please if you care write if not do nothing at all thanks to all captn steve Media and Political Contacts Indiana Elkhart Truth -- HeadquartersWebsite: www.etruth.comPhone: (574) 294-1661Fax: (574) 294-3895Address: PO Box 487 Elkhart, IN 46515-0487Goshen News -- HeadquartersWebsite: goshennews.comPhone: (574) 533-2151Fax: (574) 534-8830Address: 114 South Main Street Goshen, IN 46526South Bend Tribune -- HeadquartersWebsite: www.southbendtribune.comPhone: (574) 235-6161Fax: (574) 236-1765Address: 225 West Colfax Avenue South Bend, IN 46626WBND (ABC-57) -- HeadquartersPhone: (574) 243-4316Fax: (574) 243-4326Address: 431 East Colfax Avenue, Suite 120 South Bend, IN 46617WNDU (NBC-16) -- HeadquartersWebsite: www.wndu.comPhone: (574) 631-1616Fax: (574) 631-1600Address: PO Box 1616 South Bend, IN 46634WSBT (CBS-22) -- Headq

Open My Eyes And See
Open My Eyes and See The words I speak are so powerful and strong But when I go to leave it feels too wrong They say I should turn my back and walk away But for some crazy reason I always stay And I put up with your pathetic lies That I seem to believe when I look into your eyes I now realize that your heart is so cold and empty With my hands tied behind my back I can't be free People tell me you're no good for me And that I should open my eyes and see That all this time you have caused me pain And that with you I have nothing to gain You slap me in the face and I fall to the ground I go for many days without being found You come to my rescue like you always do And I realize I'm still in love with you They say that it's time for me to go But before I do I need you to know That you are my life and for I would die But it turns out I am too weak so instead I cry Not because I have lost you but because I have lost me I was too blind that I couldn't see Th

What's Going On Lately With J.p.
Wow guys, can you believe it? Graduation is next week and it's been so hecka busy for me. I am doing my required 120 hours of student teaching this month. After that I'm moving out of state to get situated before I start classes this fall for a Masters degree in Education. I know I haven't been around to help the Shadow Levelers lately, and I feel bad because the lack of time for that. I will hopefully get back to my routine of "leveling like only a leveler can", later next month after the move and I can slow down to take some deep breaths, lol. I want to thank all my friends here for understanding this is an important transition for me to make. Take care everyone, ttyl. J.P. "Proudly rockin with the Shadow Levelers since 08"

All A Lie
You told me you loved meMore than more than life itselfYou assured me you would be there for meNo matter what the costYou told me you would hold me close To keep me safe from harm So tell meWas it all a lieDid you mean the words you said Why should I believe it’s truth you spokeWhy shouldn’t I just walk away instead? Was it all a lie? I once thought you were all I neededTo fill the void inside I once had hope we would be okWe’d make everything work out rightBut all the hope has drained away I finally see the light. Now I knowIt was all just liesYou never meant those words you saidI don’t believe it’s truth nowSo I am walking…away from you…again. © LML

I Still Love You
I Still Love You I have to let go Of what was never there I now know That you didn't care It took me too long To see things clear Now I know I belong Somewhere other than here Where that is I just don't know But I do know this I have to go I'll never forget you You mean too much to me And this is true Maybe one day you'll see So now I'll say goodbye It's time to walk away I gave my best try To end this all today

Windows
This is in progress yet, need to work out the chorus.... Looking out a windowThat has never been cleanedWatching the rain fall through my lifeI’m not sure what it meansThe path I’ve chosenMakes the difference between you and meToo many things in this life I’ve allowed. chorus Looking out the windowwatching the rain come pouring downSeeing all my hopes and dreamsfall silently to the groundThe sadness I feel insideI just can’t describeIt is almost as if my broken heart has died. Chorus I must pick up the piecestry to go on with my lifeforget what we once hadand sever all ties © LML

Easy 1.5 Mil! Woooot!
THATS RIGHT... AN EASY 1.5 MIL IN FUBUCKS... ALL YOU GOT TO DO IS CATCH S51 AKA SURREALS BLAST AND TICKER TOGETHER! ITS THAT EASY THEN PM HIM WITH THE PICTURE AND YOU GOT YOURSELF 1.5 MILLION! HERES A PIC OF THE HOTTIE YOUR LOOKING FOR:

Mean This Much To Me
Mean This Much To Me I know this wasn't meant to be And that I could be on my way But I won't leave until you see Every reason I need to stay I would stop breathing without you I need you to push me along Without you I wouldn't make it through Because with you is where I belong I know it's hard for you to believe That you mean this much to me But it's time for you to leave So I guess you'll never see My heart stops beating when you're gone I need to learn to live on my own I have to figure out what's going on It turns out I've always been alone I always thought I needed you But it seems as though I was wrong So now I think we're finally through Because now I know where I belong So now it's time to say goodbye I hope that life treats you right I know I won't have to cry Because now you're out of sight

An Easy 1.5 Mil... Want It?
THATS RIGHT... AN EASY 1.5 MIL IN FUBUCKS... ALL YOU GOT TO DO IS CATCH S51 AKA SURREALS BLAST AND TICKER TOGETHER! ITS THAT EASY THEN PM HIM WITH THE PICTURE AND YOU GOT YOURSELF 1.5 MILLION! HERES A PIC OF THE HOTTIE YOUR LOOKING FOR: HERES WHAT THE BLAST LOOKS LIKE: HERES WHAT THE TICKER LOOKS LIKE: CLICK ANY OF THE PICS TO GO TO HIS PROFILE TO PM HIM!!! NOW TRY TO GET THEM TOGETHER!!! BEST OF LUCK!!!

Banning Of A Bread Of A Dog
banning of a bread of a dog ? yes /nobanning all breads of dogs? yes/no banning of a bread of dog because of a mans fear of it? its pure ignoreance torwards that animal.banning a bread of a dog because its supposedly vicious? totally ignoreance torwards that bread of dog.humans have the responsiblity to read up on and learn every thing bout any bread of dog or animal it decides to bring into their homes even more so bring an animal around any kids. and also the responsiblity to love and care for that animal. humans dont take to count that some animals let alone certain types of dogs need more love then others. so in conclusion humans have educate themselfs to any and all pets they may bring into their home and around any child that may live or visit that home. i will not accept any invite to any causes to ban pit bull, rottillers or any other type of animal. this blog may not be finished as of yet i may decide at a later time to add more to it i decided to add a video to help to ma

Remembrance
This was written many years ago in remembrance of Brad, who was taken from this world and my life... Here I go again Off on a journey to my Own little world. Never to return again. Here I am again Off on a trip to the depths Of my heart Thinking of you again. Never to return again. Off on a ride through the Past on a cloud. Remembering our love again. Wishing it didn’t end… Never to return… Again. © LML

Untitled 2
Untitled 2 I can't get you out of my head Even after I crawl into bed My dreams are filled with visions of you Ones of which I want to come true I can't get you out of my heart You've been there from the very start Filling up the empty spaces And taking all the others' places

Crash!
This is what happens when you have writer's block.... Zip! Bang! Crash! What was that? Could my mind be gone at last? It seems that I have gone and crashed down into a wordless pit. All my tangled thoughts have smashed upon a mental blockades fist, and scattered like confetti on the ground... © LML

I Hate
I hate: People who lie all the damn time People who think that no matter what, they are right People who will not admit they were wrong, even after they are proven wrong People who stick their nose in other people's business People who say they are "different", but aren't People who use other people's emotions against them People who use people People who make the life of everyone else a living hell People who say one thing, and then do another People who make you feel like your whole world is crashing down People who don't care about anyone but themselves People who let liars and cheats rule their lives .............People like me

Married Looking For Discreet Married
I have been to a few sites that have married women looking to have some external fun. I hope that those of you looking for a married man will look here and see if things work out. I am in the Fort Lauderdale area.

Tragedy In Iraq - Pls Bring Our Troops Home
American soldier kills 5 comrades in Iraq rampage BAGHDAD -- An American soldier opened fire on comrades yesterday afternoon inside a combat stress clinic at a large U.S. military base in Baghdad, killing five and wounding three in an attack that prompted officials to promise to try to ease the strain on troops deployed to war zones. The gunman was taken into custody shortly after the 2 p.m. shooting at Camp Liberty, part of a sprawling military installation near Baghdad international airport, U.S. military spokesman Lt. Col. Brian Tribus said. The military did not identify the gunman or shed light on what his motive may have been. Colonel Tribus said the gunman's name will be disclosed when and if charges are filed. Defense Secretary Robert Gates and President Barack Obama vowed to conduct a thorough investigation. "I would like to express my horror and deep regret for today's shooting incident," Mr. Gates said at a briefing. "Such a tragic loss of life at the hands of our o

Nothing But A Tear
Nothing But A Tear Could I want this more than you Tell me can my feelings be true How could I feel this way When you don't even want to stay I really want you to know That I have no other place to go I really nrrf you to say I can stay another day But when I try to shout The words just won't come out So now you've left me here With nothing but a tear How can I find the strength to move on When I can't find anything when you are gone I've lost my heart and I've lost my soul I've lost you and I've lost control When I cry myseldf to sleep I dream I have your heart to keep But I've lost that too Everything that's true Is now gone I must move on

Control
there are things i can control and things i can't. things i can control: my actions when calm. whether or not i take my medications on time. whether or not i eat. picking music to listen to or not listening to it. taking a shower. going to therapy. whether or not i give up on myself. things i can't control: the actions of others. the words of others. who i love. my family. my confusion. things i will control in time: whether or not i am calm enough to control my actions. my paranoid thinking patterns (personalization). my living situation. my life. my emotions. things i wish i could control but know i never will: things he says about his ex. how far away he is. when i will see him again. the actions of those closest to me when they will only cause pain. ~sin

Omega Dawn
A season comesWithout a warning.A glowing sunIn shadow's mourning. A season goesThat's never ceasing,Signaling a soul's releasing. Omega Dawn A ringing voice Without a wire Omega Dawn A burning flame Without a fire A leader comesWith strength and glory.An AntichristSo builds the story A leader rulesWith fear and power,As nearer creeps the fateful hour. Omega Dawn A blinding light Without a source Omega Dawn A growing strength Without a force A time has comeWhere men are dying.With pain and strifeWomen are crying. The time's arrivedWith storming weather,As life on Earth ends forever. © LML

Sadness Overtakes Me
Sadness overtakes me I try to keep control The pain it hurts deeply deep into my soul Chaos reigns over me My emotions take flight Trying to escape from All that is not right Devastation looms over me I cannot get away The pain that consumes me Will destroy me one day © LML

Recollections
i was going through some boxes earlier and found the book of predictions my 6th grade class made. we had to predict where we would be 10 yrs after high school. my prediction was as follows "In the year 2008 i will be a police officer with the vancouver police department in vancouver, washington. i will have a wife who is nameless and 2 kids, andrew smith jr. and nathan. we will be very rich and live in the country. i will work with my friend jerry and we will both be captains on the police department. my wife and i will have a rolls royce and a neon lowrider" Whats Hot in 1991-1992 Movies: hook fern gully terminator 2 whitemen cant jump beauty and the beast hand that rocks the cradle slience of the lambs father of the bride waynes world boyz n the hood ----------------------- Music: kriss kross amy grant boyz II men color me bad ABC genesis michael jackson marky mark and the funky bunch dj jazzy jeff and the fresh prince KLF hammer bryan adams -------

Thunder
ThunderShattering the windows of my mind.As I stand looking out. LightningScattering the walls of my heartAs I cringe behind them. An EarthquakeCrumbling the dungeons of my soulAs I sort out the pieces. © LML

Big Poppa Lyrics
[Intro]Uh, uh, check it out, (yeah) uhJunior M.A.F.I.A., uh (um)Uh, (i like this) yeahYeah, 94' (keep bangin)[Notorious B.I.G. - Verse One]To all the ladies in the place with style and graceAllow me to lace these lyrical duches in your bushesWho rock grooves and make moves with all the mommies?From the back of the club, sippin Moet, is where you'll find meThe back of the club, mackin hoes, my crew's behind meMad question askin, blunt passin, music blastinBut I just can't quitBecause one of these honnies Biggie got ta creep withSleep with, keep the ep a secret why notWhy blow up my spot cause we both got hotNow check it, I got more Mack than Craigand in the bedBelieve me sweety I got enough to feed the needyNo need to be greedy I got mad friends with Benz'sC-notes by the layers, true fuckin playersJump in the Rover and come overtell your friends jump in the GF3, I got the chronic by the tree [chorus by The Notorious B.I.G.](I love it when you call me Big Pop-pa)Throw ya hands in the air

Glances
You glance my way my pulse, it stands still.My body shivers, takes flight with the chill. As you step towards me my will, it goes weak.My soul ignites with a burning heat Feelings grow stronger you hold me near.Can’t hold back minds filled with fear. Your touch is so gentle my heart starts to race.You cannot see my tear-stained face. My love, it cries out trapped deep inside.My soul wants free no longer to hide. © LML

Killing Me Softly Lyrics
Strumming my pain with his fingers, Singing my life with his words, Killing me softly with his song, killing me softly,With his song telling my whole life With his words, Killing me softly,With his song [LAURYN]One time, One time, (one time) hey yo L you know you got the lyrics I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style, And so I came to see him and listen for a while. And there he was this young boy, stranger to my eyes, Strumming my pain with his fingers,(one time,one time) Singing my life with his words,(two times. two times) Killing me softly with this song, killing me softly,With his song, telling my whole life, With his words, Killing me softly with his song. I felt all flushed with fever, Embarrassed by the crowd, I felt he found my letters then read each one out loud. I prayed that he would finish, But he just kept right on- Strumming my pain with his fingers, (One Time, one time!) Singing my life with his words, (Two Times, two times!)Killing me softly with his song,

You're The One
You’re the one that I’ve seen, Deep inside my dreams. You’re the one I’ve waited for, All my life it seems. You’re the one that lifted me, When my spirit was down. You’re the one that made me smile, Instead of sadly frown. You’re the one who raised my chin, And wiped my tearful eyes. You’re the one who gave me life, When I thought my heart had died. © LML

Fubar Addict Auction
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The Rain Lyrics
[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rainUh.. uh.. uh, uh, uh[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rainIt's not that we gotta do what we doIt's what we know, so to me it ain't nuttin but bein true but[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rainIt doesn't have to be the way it is, you say it isJust because for the past 20 years, every day it is[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rainI wanna be able to walk out my front doorWithout worryin about comin in conflict with the law, cause[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rainIf I follow Him, they'll follow meAnd I'll speak life into the word that you can see[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rainWe get away with everyday shit, but everyday shitcatches up to you and when it does you can't say shit![singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rainIf I don't, you will, when I won't, you stealWhat makes it feel like we gots to kill?[singing] Now I know, only I, can stop the rainHow many more lives must we lose?H

Your Smile...
Your smile, it fills me with a warmth and brightens up the night.Your kiss, it makes my heart beat fast and everything feel right.Your touch, it sears me deep inside each time it all feels new.Your body turns my blood to fire that burns for only you. © LML

A Memory
i i've been doing alot of thinking about the days of yore and i just find that i am trying to find one of those memories that makes me want to go there again. i get bored with the things in my life and want to run away from rocks and burdens

Lord Give Me A Sign Lyrics
Yea, UhIn the name of JesusNo weapon formed against me shall prosper (PREACH)And every tongue that rises against me in judgement thou shall condem (PREACH)LORD GIVE ME A SIGN*1.For this is the heritage of the servants of the Lord (PREACH)**2.And their righteousness is of me saith the Lord (PREACH)*AMEN, UH[Verse 1]Lord Give Me A SignI really need to talk to you LordSince the last time we talked the walk has been hardNow i know you havent left me but i feel like im aloneIm a big boy now but im still not grownAnd im still goin through itThe pain and the hurtSoakin up trouble like rain in the dirtAnd i know, only i can stop the rainWith just a mention of my savior's nameIN THE NAME OF JESUSDevil i rebuke you for what i go throughAnd tryna make me do, what i used toBut all that stops right hereAs long as the Lord's in my lifeI will have no fearI will know no pain from the light to the darkI will show no shame spit it right from the heartCuz its right from the startYou held me downAnd aint

My Sacrifice Lyrics
Hello my friend we meet againIt's been a while where should we begin, feels like foreverWithin my heart are memories, a perfect love that you gave to meOh, I rememberChorusWhen you are with meI'm free, I'm careless, I believeAbove all the others, we'll flyThis brings tears, to my eyesMy SacrificeWe've seen our share of up's and down'sOh, how quickly life can turn around, in an instantIt feels so good to reunite within yourself and within your mindLet's find peace thereChorusI just want to say hello againI just want to say hello againCause when you are with meI'm free, I'm careless, I believeAbove all the others, we'll flyThis brings tears, to my eyes (repeat twice)My sacrifice, My sacrifice(I just want to say hello again)I just want to say hello againMy sacrifice

Voodoo Protection Policy
Club Voodoo is an "NSFW" LoungeClub Voodoo is a "NSFW" Lounge you may or may not see or hear things that are Adult Rated, Politically Correct, or Humorous. Although it is a "NSFW" Lounge we do still Moderate what is Shown and Heard in the Lounge. We Do Ban & Block anything that is Illegal, Racist, Sexist, Rude, Bashing, Or Blatently Disrespectful.You Will however See and Hear in the Lounge Adult Related Topics, Songs, Sounds,You will as well See in the Lounge Adult related Toys, Pictures, Maybe some Skin, But all is moderated & if it gets out of hand it Can and Will be dealt with. Reason for BlogThis Blog is to make you aware of the Aspects that The Voodoo Staff has set up to further Assist those that enjoy the Lounge but do not want to See or Hear the "NSFW" Cams and Radio.As Well as to make sure you understand the Meaning of the Acronym "NSFW" and the Definition of what "NSFW" Means."NSFW" Means "Not Safe For Work"This is the Wikepedia Definition of "NSFW" http://en.wikipedia.o

One Last Breath Lyrics
Please come now I think I'm fallingI'm holding on to all I think is safeIt seems I found the road to nowhereAnd I'm trying to escapeI yelled back when I heard thunderBut I'm down to one last breathAnd with it let me sayLet me sayChorusHold me nowI'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinkingmaybe six feetAin't so far downI'm looking down now that it's overReflecting on all of my mistakesI thought I found the road to somewhereSomewhere in His graceI cried out 'Heaven save me'But I'm down to one last breathAnd with it let me sayLet me sayChorus (Repeat Twice)I'm so far downSad eyes follow meBut I still believe there's something left for meSo please come stay with meCause I still believe there's something left for you and meFor you and meFor you and meHold me nowI'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking...Chorus (Repeat Twice)Please come now I think I'm fallingI'm holding on to all I think is safe

Desperation
Throw a dog a bone I'll take it if I have to Go real fast like there's somewhere we can get to What's the use of standing right there on the edge if there ain't nowhere to fall What's the use in hanging on tight to the phone if nobody might call Desperation There's danger in frustration Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth I'm still desperate for you Tell it like a lie live it like a movie Give a heart away like it don't mean nothing to me What's the use in making all the plans that we made if you weren't gonna go [ Miranda Lambert Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] What's the use of slapping on a smile for a face if your eyes don't wanna show Desperation There's danger in frustration Complicated words slipping off of your tongue and ain't one of them the truth I'm still desperate for you Well it's too damn bad you didn't have a chance to make me your best friend You were too caught up in giving too much up and not doing what you should ha

21 Questions Lyrics
[50 Cent]New York City!You are now rapping...with 50 CentYou gotta love it...I just wanna chill and twist a laCatch suns in my 7-45You drive me crazy shorty INeed to see you and feel you next to meI provide everything you need and ILike your smile I don't wanna see you cryGot some questions that I got to ask and IHope you can come up with the answers babe[Nate Dogg]Girl...It's easy to love me nowWould you love me if I was down and out?Would you still have love for me?Girl...It's easy to love me nowWould you love me if I was down and out?Would you still have love for me?Girl...[50 Cent]If I fell off tomorrow would you still love me?If I didn't smell so good would you still hug me?If I got locked up and sentenced to a quarter century,Could I count on you to be there to support me mentally?If I went back to a hoopty from a Benz, would you poof and disappear like some of my friends?If I was hit and I was hurt would you be by my side?If it was time to put in work would you be down to ride?I

U Make Me Wanna Lyrics
[chorus]K-I-S-S me(and i just wanna make)love, love, love(i love it when you say)K-I-S-S me(and i just wanna make)love, love, love[verse 1]ayo the crib got your friends workinwe travelin to france for french curtainsyou was there when i was on the bench hurtinnow that i own my teamits only right that i condone my queentry to show her my dreamand i cant let her get lost nowshe carries the money, the hammers and material across townand understand shes fineand understand shes mineshe understands the grindcooks, cleans and ironsand whatever she wanna push, ima co-sign itand if i aint got it already then ima go find iti guess im a lucky donand shes a lucky queencuz her jewlery box looks like lucky charmsall color stonesand she know im in the hoodbut she also knows that im comin homemr. raspy thought i was in love with moneytil the first time we did tha nasty[chorus]K-I-S-S me(and i just wanna make)love, love, love(i love it when you say)K-I-S-S me(and i just wanna make)love, love, love[vers

Girl Lyrics
Ohhh girl, I'd be in trouble if you left me nowCause I don't know where to look for love, I just don't know howOhhhhhhhh girl, I'd be in trouble if you left me nowCause I don't know where to look for love, I just don't know howOhhhh.. [cut off and echoes][Paul Wall]It started off, we were two peas in the podMotivated by love with the blessings of GodWe were head over heels in this love thangFunny ain't it thinkin back, our friends thought it was just a flingI used to call you on the phone, late night tipMackin to you in your ear, conversation well equippedI used to make you laugh, I used to make you smileBut all the while your roommates were in denialWe felt a lot of jealousy from the very startYour so-called friends kept tryin to tear us apartThey used to tell you all kinda liesJust like a wolf in sheep's clothing, the devil came in disguiseThey transformed all your smiles into tearsto sabotage your happiness and blamed it on my busy careerI gave you e'rythang, aimin to pleaseBut I gu

Family
This is boring, blah blah, just venting I have griped about my dad before. He lives a floor above me, and yet I barely see him. I suck at keeping touch with my fam, I know I took that after him, but I've told him that we should go somewhere so many times, and he keeps makin excuse after excuse. How fuckin hard is it to go somewhere with your only child? I love him ofcourse, but this shit is gettin old. He allowed his ex wife to prevent him from seeing me for almost a year. Which put a big damper on our relationship. But now he lies about calling me (even though his # is not in the missed calls), makes pathetic excuses like "oh, I'm tired after work and have to get up in the morning", you wake up too late. This shit is gettin stale. I can handle being burnt by friends all the time, but family is different.

What Is Disc Golf?
Disc golf is the fastest growing outdoor family and competitive activity.I am the president of our local disc golf club. We are in the process of building a wonderful course in our community. The town was so excited about what we are doing that they approved use to build five more courses. Anyone interested in knowing about disc golf or just have questions, please feel free to respond.

The Dark Carnival Will Never End Bitches
While the music industry goes bust, the Insane Clown Posse is, somewhat insanely, finding itself in the middle of the busiest year of its nearly 20-year career.Group leader Violent J released his second solo album, "The Shining," at the end of April.Tuesday, the Clowns will release "A Family Underground" -- an 85-minute documentary about their annual weekend-long festival, the Gathering of the Juggalos -- on DVD. Said Juggalo Gathering celebrates its 10th year Aug. 6-9 in Cave-in-Rock, Ill., a small town near the Illinois-Kentucky border that's become the epicenter of the Juggalo universe for the past several years.Then on Sept. 1, the ICP is slated to release its 11th studio album, "Bang! Pow! Boom!" The Clowns will toast its release with a 64-city tour -- including its annual Hallowicked show, Oct. 31 in Detroit -- and will tease it with a nationwide in-store tour in mid-to-late August.Meanwhile, the Clowns are in post-production on "Big Money Rustlas," their second full-length featu

Need Some Help...
been homeless since Nov. and all friends/ family basically abandoned me,and before you think" oh hes just a bum" or whatever.I am trying to get a job and trying to get back on my feet but right now i have a potential job but i just have to get the right clothes i have to wear dress clothes which i have none of and noone i know will help(as i said basically abandoned) so can yall lend some help to some one in dire need of help?

Tazman Up For Auction
Hey all Tazman is in a sinners and saints auction . come show him how much you love him by stoppin by and placing ur bid . He is offering 1. Rate pix 2. add to top friends 3. add to fu owner blog 4. pimpout in fu owners section on profile 5. make 2 custom morphs of ur choice .click the pic below to go start bidding on the one the only Tazman .

Fubar Addict Auction!
Want me to be your slave for a month?! Come place your bids on me, in the Fubar Addict Auction! (if you can't place a bid, please atleast rate the picture) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&i=1559674564&albumid=1666344#1559674564 Thanks to all my awesome friends! *muah*

A Zen Story
Test Question from Topanga Cabal The Twelve Famous Buddha Minds School: If they are our brothers, how come we can't eat them? A ZEN STORY by Camden Benares, The Count of Five Headmaster, Camp Meeker Cabal A serious young man found the conflicts of mid 20th Century America confusing. He went to many people seeking a way of resolving within himself the discords that troubled him, but he remained troubled. One night in a coffee house, a self-ordained Zen Master said to him, "go to the dilapidated mansion you will find at this address which I have written down for you. Do not speak to those who live there; you must remain silent until the moon rises tomorrow night. Go to the large room on the right of the main hallway, sit in the lotus position on top of the rubble in the northeast corner, face the corner, and meditate." He did just as the

Stuff
so i have decided to cut my friends list from 74 down to no more than 25 i am only keeping those who have been there for me and have appreciated what i have done for them i am also getting rid of my family and rebuilding it

Yes, To All The Point Whores!
Let me make my place here clear to all the point whores. If you look at my page, and say nothing or show no love at all. Do NOT think for a moment i am going to go to your page and rate you up the ass! Its not going to happen, not once! If your not here to make connectios, friends... PLEASE do not add me! If i wanted to surround myself with complete tramps looking for attention... Id cut up a playboy and hang pictures all around my bedroom! I dont care if you want bling, i dont care if your trying to level... I just dont... At all... As in ZERO! Would i care if you were someone i had a connection with? Sure... But for a point whore? Yeaaaahhhhh no... Enough said... I know i sound like an ass, but in all reality, i am just forward... Take it or leave it... I will always tell you what i think, with complete honesty...

Lame, Ghetto
most of what i find here on fubar is pretty lame. ghetto shots of white trash, fat girls showing up their bra fillers, dudes without shirts but plenty of money for tattoos. after the last crackwhore i dated, i'm not sure this is the right scene for me. i'm more interested in opening my mind through art than by killing braincells with virtual alcohol. jee-zus.

Just Some Thoughts...
OK so I would like to think that I'm a NICE person. With that said... Why is it OK for everyone ELSE to ask for bling, VIPs, HHs, Blasts etc etc on this site....yet I set my status at wanting 1 of the cute blings and I get told to stop begging... That makes NO sence to me I've never begged anyone to buy me ANYTHING on this site.... Just beacuse I set my status as that doesn't mean I'm begging.. Begging is what I get in my shout box people asking me to buy them this and buy them that...well Guess what?????IF you want that thing ur asking me for soo badly why dont you go Out get a freaking JOB and work to GET IT.......cuz U sure aint giving me JACK for anything not even rating me or my pics.... So yeah i'm kinda ticked off that I get attacked and accused of begging for stuff when I set my status the way I did.... Just another day in the Land of FUbar and ON that Note........whats up with all the Lounge Drama these days? I mean we all try to Escape Real LIFE Drama by

Clean My Toilet...
Ugh, they've been doing sewer repairs in my neighborhood. Well today the water was semi shut off between 7 and 5. We weren't to flush the toilets, shower, or any of that crap. Well my daughter decided to take a dump in my toilet down here...Weeeeelllllll, the work they are doing caused some sort of backlash and like blew up everything that was in the bowl. I went to go flush the toilet and there was ickies everywhere. I can't stomach it. I think I may just bribe my son with a 10 spot to clean it up...

Come And Own Please Read I Am Offering Something Real Big On It
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&i=4184904166&albumid=1666344 I am offering a vip trust me I really want to do it, I need a good owner I am a good slave. I will do that for ya i mean i give 1k in 11's for one day and if auto 11's are offer i will 1.5k in 11's

I Dont Want To Get Into A Whole Big Thing Here
but I wanna know what is up with the (thankfully rare) dudes checking me out on here? Pretty sure my profile lists me as straight so yeah. i dunno whatever. man though am I in a cranky mood. Im writing a new story, ive got a chapter and about a half done and its good, really weird stuff and once again an Idea nobodys ever written so yeah. but Ive found yesterday and today that Im making the protagonist a bit grizzledier than Id wanted. I gotta figure out how to reduce my hatred capacity. living in a city where there are real humans instead of automated snob machines would help but then Im kinda stuck here from a financial standpoint so whatever. wish I was dead.

Rates
I just talked to a person who put up pics. She wanted rates. I rated a few of them as a 1. She got pissed and shut me off. I'm kind of thinking ...if you put picss up on this site and want them rated how come you get pissed off if you don't like the rates? If you don't like the rates then don't put them on!! I was just being honest...I mean what the fuck..If you don't want my thoughts then do not post.

Grand Opening Of The Cullen Pack Lounge Check Us Out
We would be happy to have you all as our guests for the Grand opening of the Cullen Pack!! (repost of original by 'Jacob Black `A TWILIGHT ROLEPLAYING PROFILE`' on '2009-05-12 15:09:00')

Joke
So my 10 year old son asked me last night: Daddy, "How did the turtle get accoss the freeway without getting killed?" Stumped for a while, he offers me a clue... Take the f off of free and the f off of way" I thought for a couple of seconds and responded: There is no effn way! I was laughing so hard my stomach was hurting.

Staying Real With Yourself !!!
I WANT EVERYBODY TO ASK THEM SELF CAN THEY KEEP IT REAL ? THAN ASKS YOURSELF CAN YOU KEEP IT REAL WITH OTHERS ? THAN ASKS YOURSELF WHY DO YOU LIE TO YOURSELF AND OTHERS ? WHEN YOU FIND OUT WHY THAN SEND ME SOMETHING TO LET ME KNOW WHY YOU DO IT !!!IT'S NOT HARD KEEPING IT REAL !!YOUR LIFE WILL BE MUCH BETTER BEING REAL !!

Life
Its funny. I sit here day after day watching the world go round. Isit in my corner in lonely life watching people have everything and some nothing. I always felt like i had nothing even when i had something. For the first time in my life i feel like i have the world. Idont know how to explain it but for the first time i have somethign inside me saying i succeeded. My angel and savior of life has come to me and idk how it happened. I still sit in my dark corner with my hood up..but she is there next to me. She has felt the pain and torment of life like i have and now i want her to feel happiness in every way i can give it to her.

Expressions
Expressions more than words show what you truly feelYou can say you love them all you want but they can see it only in your eyes You can say you will never lie but those are merely words When all you can see is a vacant stare Trust from a person comes only ... only when they can see foreverForever in your eyes Words are merely what they want to hear They as well as you know......Know that in the heart But to see what you can not feel Radiating from the soulThrough the expression of anotherThat's when they know they have foundFound what they truly want the expression of love That they have for so long been searching

Funny
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've got some badnews. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.'The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting.'Well, daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and wecelebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren'twell. I have cancer. So, let's head to the club and have a martini.'After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. Therewere some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating.The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end,'I've been diagnosed with AIDS...'The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat..After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you

In The Darkness
In the Darkness In the darkness I have walked ...Thought I had seen the light ....But I was mistaken....It seems to me..As if I were meant to always walk aloneThrough this darkness I call lifeThought I had found what I neededTo lighten this darkness that surrounds meBut that was just a figmenta figment of what I wanted it to beFake in the way nothing else could ever have beenLike meJust a shadow of what could beSo forever I am doomed to walk...Walk through the darkness around meSearching for the way outSearching for myselfAnd the light at the end of the tunnelforever trying to find me.

Mistakes Women Make With Men Part Ii
So let me ask you... What if your quality of life and your relationships could be BETTER than the negative emotions and fears that hi-jack your mind? What if you made a man feel a deep sense of LOVE instead of sharing the contagious NEGATIVE EMOTIONS that come from your fears? And what if you broke out of those same oldpatterns that keep happening again and again? FEAR AND THE UNCONSCIOUS POWER OF EMOTIONS Strong emotions create strong MEMORIES. We tend to remember things better if we werefeeling a strong emotion at the time. Especially if the memory came during or after an intense emotion. I can remember so many situations in my life where I was too nervous and afraid to share myself completely with a woman or to "be myself". So I kept one foot out the door and I'd neversay much about what I really wanted and needed in a relationship. It was my secret excuse and my way of stayingunhappy so that I didn't have to fully commit to creating a great life with the wom

Mistakes Women Make With Men
A MISTAKE ALMOST ALL WOMEN MAKE WITH MEN... ANDWHAT TO DO ABOUT IT... There's one mistake that almost all women make with men they're interested in. This particular mistake is the source of somany different problems women have in theirlives and relationships, that dealing with it should be a healthcare benefit or something. Ok, maybe that's a little extreme, but you get the point. And by the way, men make a similar mistake, but it shows up in different ways. The mistake is allowing yourself to becomeOVERLY EMOTIONAL around the person you're dating in a negative and self-destructive way. So then what happens? The short-lived emotional outbreak that was only a big deal to you at the time, finds a way to screw up the great situation that you have going. What's going on here with how men react? Why do some men make such a big deal out of having strong feelings, caring so much and wanting to talk and share? The truth is, doing these things is showing the man that you're

Haterz
ALWAYS BEING ACCUSED ... MAYBE I SHOULD DO IT! BUT THAT'S NOT ME EVEN THOUGH AT TIMES I WISH I WERE WISH I WAS HALF AS PROMISCUIOS AS PEOPLE THINK I AM SOMETIMES I WISH I WERE THAT HO THAT SLUT THAT SLEAZE.... BUT I AM NOT! NOT EVEN CLOSE !!!! BUT THAT DOES NOT STOP PEOPLE FROM THINKING VOCALIZING THAT I AM WISH I GOT ALL THE ACTION PEOPLE THINK AND COMMENT I DO BUT IT IS ALL GOOD BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT I DO!!!!! AND NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY THEY WILL NOT NOT MAKE ME INTO WHAT THEY WANT ME TO BE!!! JUST TO PROVE THAT THEY HAD A RIGHT A RIGHT TO HAVE THIER INSECURITIES THE ONLY WAY THEY CAN MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL BETTER TO BRING OTHER PEOPLE DOWN TO ACCUSE THEM BUT I WILL NOT ALLOW THEM TO DO THAT TO ME NOT ANYONE NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM I KNOW WHAT I DO NOTHING THEY SAY IS GOING TO MAKE ME ACT ACT THE WAY THEY WANT ME TO JUST TO MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL BETTER WILL NOT EVER HAPPEN NO MATTER WHAT I AM WHO I AM AND HATERZ CAN TAKE A RIDE DOWN THE LONELY ROAD L

What Im Looking For In A Man
ok one more shot before it gets erased again...i would like to find a man who enjoys the simple things in life...and adores bbw women and would be proud to have me on his arm... someone with a great sense of humor and a huge heart..someone who can accept me and my cat as a package deal...someone who enjoys spending time with me and thinks of me when we arnt together. someone who is great at conversation beyond sex i need someone who will stimulate my mind with fun and exciting conversation...flirting is ok..some one who is laid back and doesnt anger easily. ages between 35-50 and wants a true relationship for i want to get married..I dont want guys who want a one night stand,just sex,cyber sex or phone sex if thats you then move on and dont waste either of our time...if your honest faithful and want a realationship with no head games inquire with in.

Regret
Each and every day I think of what could have been... what should have been..... What ifs run through the minds of those that regret I know because I am one. I am one... The one that regrets many things in my past ... each and everyday But I must realize that there is nothing I can do but move on..... Take each day as it comes Putting the regrets I have in my past.... Maybe not fogetting but learning from them. Regretting no longer what has happened but learn.. So I am not doomed to repeat the same mistakes again... Learning to never regret it all Because my mistakes should not be regretted Because they have made me who I am Because I have learned..

About Me
here is a little about me.Im proud bbw and i walk with great pride of who I am and secure in my body.. Im looking forward to meeting new people and making lots of friends and one never knows maybe the man who will wing my heart and sweep me off my feet. im just a simple girl who enjoys the simple pleasures in life...from a walk in the rain to sitting in front of a fire place. I love old movies and a huge fan still of the 80's music especially the big hair bands.

Finally
OK so today was the end of a year of pretty intense schooling. We took our national board exams and luckily I can say I passed with flying colors. No more school, no more paperwork, no more people looking over my shoulder at everything. Tonight I tip the glass to all the other guys in class that passes as well. Good job guys, Cheeers, and here's one for the team!

Auto 11 Or Cherry Bomb
TIGRESS & NOLI is haveing an auction for your choice of a cherry bomb or auto 11. The Auction Starts today 5/12 and ends friday 5/15. Get your bids in now. You know you want one of these. While you are there make sure you R/F/A her. Click the link below to take you to the cherry bomb or auto 11 auction. This Auction Hosted By: TIGRESS & NOLI ~~DBC 4 LIFE~ PU$$YCAT PLAYMATEZ!!!! PHAT CHICKS PROUD! Owned by TIGER!!!!@ fubar (repost of original by '~?~MommaTasha~?~PROMOTER @DINOS~?~HAPPILY OWNED BY Italian Princess~?~' on '2009-05-12 05:55:54')

Up For Auction
This great woman is up for Auction and she needs your bids. Go by and check her out and bid on her. She is totally worth every penny and she will do as she says she will in her auction. Get you bids in now before its to late!! Click on her picture to take you straight to her auction. Don't forget to R/F/A the host luvbug**FFM MEMBER**~~OWNER Candy Kisses~~*fu-bomber*@ fubar (repost of original by '~♥~MommaTasha~♥~PROMOTER @DINOS~♥~HAPPILY OWNED BY Italian Princess~♥~' on '2009-05-12 07:36:56')

Dj Schedule 5/12 -5/17
Hey everyone hope you are lovin the great weather... Got some KICK ASS stuff planned for your nights this month in Bada Bing... including a special Slammin Saturday show this week featuring the popularly voted top hard rock songs of all time. Next week is an unique twisted trak show on Tues the 19th. On the 26th we have an Enchanted Evening with Stevie Nicks to celebrate her Birthday - and our Kick ass live show on Saturday the 30th! These shows will be great - but every night is special in Bada Bing and always filled with goodies and giveaways and Great times with the best peeps and Family on FU! Here is this week's Schedule - Let me know if you have any questions or need any changes and hope you all have a great week. Thanks for your love and support of Bada Bing! Much Love, Queeny Bada Bing DJ Schedule 5/4/09 – 5/10/09 TUESDAY – QUEENY- 7:30pm -10:30pm EST (MIX Tues) PET -10:30pm - 3am EST (Darth and Bounty NO DJING) WEDNESDAY

What I Like To Think As True!
Old age it's later then you think. Everything is farther away now then it used to be. It's twice as far to the coner and they added a hill. I notice I've given up running for the bus it leaves faster than it used to. It seems to me that they are making steps steeper than in the old days and have you noticed the smaller print they use in the newspapers? There is no sence asking anyone to read aloud.. everynone speaks in such a low voice I can scarcely hear them. Material in dresses is so skimpy especially around the hips. It's all but impossible to reach my shoe laces. Even people are changing they are much younger then they used to be when I was their age. On the other hand, people my age are much older than I. I ran into an old classmate the other day and she had aged so much she didn't remember me. I got to thinking about the poor thing while I was combing my hair this morning and I glanced in the mirror at my reflection and confound it, they don't make mirrors like they used to eit

Overnight Male
Let me be your mailman and I'll always come through. There's no denyin’, come rain or shine, I'll deliver my love to you. I do things by the letter, you can put your stamp on me 'Cause there ain't nobody better for a special delivery. Like a pony express in the wild, wild west I'll ride hard all night long. And I can saddle up fast, get you there first class Long before the dawn. You know your mail's gonna get to you Come snow, rain, sleet or hail 'Cause I'm a top flight, hold-you-tight, Get-you-there-by-daylight, do-you-right overnight male. I know your heart is fragile, so I'll handle it with care. There ain't no doubt, I know love's route, So baby let me take you there. I'll bring you cards and flowers, but I know just what you need. Just give me 24-hours satisfaction guarantee. Like a pony express in the wild, wild west I'll ride hard all night long. And I can saddle up fast, get you there first class Long before the dawn. You know your mail's gonna get to you Come snow, rain,

Hey Peoples...
Its been a long time since I have been on a site like this... Many other sites cause me to bail on them b/c of the BS of 12 and 13 yo's and they have a tendancy to piss me off... I never am willing to talk to people but if you make a legit effort to talk to me I will talk back... I can be an ass but never sell me short for being nice also... If you don't want to know something be specific on your questions to me or you WILL get info that you may not want... Well i am going to cut this short but I will have a new blog call "Thought Of The Day" if you guys are willing to respond and comment. I will range these subjects in all matters from love to hate and religion to politics... I like doing these b/c its gets people to know eachother and for me to meet people that have some of the same veiws that I do or even friends that I don't see eye to eye with on subjects... Well have fun and I hope everyone has a good day...

Throwing It All Away
Need I say I love you Need I say I care Need I say that emotion’s Something we don't share I don't want to be sitting here Trying to deceive you Cos you know I know baby I don't wanna go. We cannot live together We cannot live apart That's the situation I've known it from the start Every time that I look at you I can’t see the future Cos you know I know baby I don't wanna go. Throwing it all away Throwing it all away Is there nothing that I can say To make you change your mind I watch the world go round and round And see mine turning upside down You're throwing it all away. Now who’ll light up the darkness Who will hold your hand Who will find you the answers When you don't understand Why should I have to be the one Who has to convince you Cos you know I know baby That I don't wanna go. Someday you'll be sorry Someday when you're free Memories will remind you That our love was meant to be Late at night when you call my name The only sound you'll hear Is the sound

Telephone Blues
telephone blues in love with a porn star not sure why... in love with a porn star i'll shout out loud really i'm not to shy... in love with a porn star even though i love you all this has got to B love so what next? which one will call??? 5.11.09 fester for Bella

Tribute Folder
i am making a tribute folder for the Troops and would love it if u could send me a pic of u, ur family members, friends etc in uniform so we can see the Military Sexiness!!!! Please continue Supporting our Troops!!!!

Why Women Hate Men Lmao
looking to fuck me -19Myoucan call me Steve my freinds call me huricane or huricane Steve. 19 years old I want someone to help me loose my virginity this weekend. Mostly if I could stick it in your pussy for a minute, we dont actually have to have sex. You can get me hard by giving me a blowjob because i had blowjobs before two times/not intrested in bad smelling pussy or big girls. Also must be shaved yourself down there or dont have much hair at all is ok. dont be in your period either. no unshaved. Mostly I tired of my friends making fun of me, so you could help me. I dont have no experiense with girls so I dont know if you want me to try but you wuold have to tell me what to do. respond by wendsday so we do this when I trun 20 (before20>if your overwaite women or hairy womendont call, and please be smelling nice. Don not drink or smoke. no drugs.white or asain woman only.Steve XXX-XXX-XXXXToday WWHM would like to issue an urgent warning regarding Hurricane Steve, a 19 year-old male

Star Trek 2009 Film
Star Trek 2009.. a fresh face to an old franchise I have an urge to say really bad Star Trek quotes like, "To boldly go..." or "Beam me up..." but I won't. Damn... I think I just did. On Friday, I drug my husband to see the new film. He is not a fan at all, but he knew it meant a lot to me. It is one of the few films I have gone to the theater to see in the last year. The movie itself was really good. I had several "goosebump" moments that would put any trekkie into a giggling mess! This movie is all about giving the old franchise a fresh twist to the classic, not to replace it and I feel they did that (with some exceptions). My husbands only gripe was the in-your-face filming style which I thought made the action squenses even better. I had to laugh when he said, "I didn't need to see Spock's nose hairs.. damnit!" The characters were really well done and I have to give kudos to the actors and actresses. My main gripe with the characters was Bones. In the original series,

Stolen From Pat M'groin
How many text messages are currently in your inbox? 89 Why aren't you pursuing the person you like? I already have him. Would you take your ex back?Nope What color are your eyes? Brown What hurts? My left ankle Do you believe you can change someone? No What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? IDR What was your first thought when you woke up this morning? blech Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Yep Does it bother you when someone lies to you? worst thing to do to me Do you always care what you look like?Usually Who was the last person you went out to eat with? Scott & the boys Who was your last text from? Scott Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? Yep Do you wish someone would call or text you? They are texting me Have you ever walked on the beach at night? No Name something you are doing tonight?Working When was the last time somethin

Neat
1. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I fall in. I am lost. I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes forever to find a way out. 2. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in. I can't believe am in the same place, but it isn't my fault. It takes a long time to get out. 3. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it is there. I still fall in. It's a habit. My eyes are open. I know where I am. It is my fault. I get out immediately. 4. I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it. 5. I walk down a different street.