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A Basic Diet For Hepatitis
A Basic Diet for Hepatitisby Ramona L. Jones, C.N.C.From Nature's ResponseFoods to AVOID Animal products - Animal products should be avoided for several reasons. First of all when you consume animal products you consume what that particular animal has consumed. If it was fed with grains that have been chemically sprayed you also are eating those chemicals. Then there are the injections, growth hormones, antibiotics, steroids, etc. If the product is in the form of meat, then you have just added stress to the digestive process, stressing the liver, gall bladder, pancreas. Meat is one of the hardest foods to digest. It can sit in the stomach for 5-7 days and ferment, causing flu like symptoms, gas, bloating, and even more stress. Caffeine, including colas, chocolate, coffee, some teas, OTC meds. A good substitute for coffee is Raja's Cup, an antioxidant herbal tea. Caffeine of course is a stimulant. Stimulating the liver can cause stress to the liver. If you are in the habit of drinking c

Hep C And Smoking
Avoid Smoking and Drinking if You Have Hepatitis C By Jill Cadman2002 About four million people in the U.S. have the hepatitis C virus (HCV). HCV can cause an infection of the liver that is usually spread through blood contact with an infected person. Many HIV-positive people are also infected with HCV. If not treated, hepatitis can cause cirrhosis (scarring) of the liver. This can lead to severe sickness or even death. A new study has found that people with HCV should avoid smoking cigarettes and drinking alcohol because both habits can further damage their livers. The study used levels of the liver enzyme ALT to check for liver damage. (Higher ALT levels can be a warning sign of liver damage.) The researchers found that drinking alcohol and smoking more or less doubled the risk of having high ALT levels. People who smoked a pack or more of cigarettes each day and frequently drank alcohol had a risk of elevated ALT levels that was seven times higher than for those wh

Bad Things Made Better
recently my best friend passed away at age 62 a vietnam vet.a true biker.he died in the hospital after i got back to texas,it tore me up knowing i couldnt afford to go back and say good-bye.not only did i lose the best friend a guy could ask for but cant pay tribute.well yesturday i got a call mike we took a collection and got you a bus ticket up to tell him good-bye i didnt think i had friends anymore let alone some that would do that.after the tears stopped i actually smiled a lil.feels good to know there are some good people left in this cold world.so proud to call them friends....

Uneekbree
BIKINI CONTEST GOING ON NOW HELP MY FRIEND OUT AND VOTE FOR HER ALSO LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING YOU VOTED AND THE END OF THE CONTEST A WINNER FROM ALL THE VOTES WILL BE PICKED FOR A 3 CREDIT BLING:MOREOVER I WILL BE RUNNING RANDOM BOMBS IF YOU WANT ON THE LIST THE ONLY WAY IS TO VOTE ON HER THEN SB YOUR VOTER NUMBER TO ME AT THE TIME THE BOMB IS RUNNING. NO EXCEPTIONS http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=262812&albumid=2113303&i=59785435&idx=5

There Are Strange People On Fu
People can be so strange....this was in a friend request...I'm sure I'm not the only one but lordy... hello... i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles. you have a sort of submissive appearance to me. and i would like to know if your submissive behaviour is as good as your outer appearance. have you ever thought about serving as submissive, to submit... to follow? you like the idea to be in contact with a strict dominant german, to be guided and lead at times and to show your true nature as submissive female? i am 27... single and as you can see in my profile, i live in germany. i would say that i am a very intriguing person. i like art, music a good wine. i am addicted to the bdsm lifestyle since 9 years. it started a long time ago and that passion never went away. during that time i have had several slavegirls and submissives. at times i choose an online slavegirl. that is mostly at the begin of a new year. due to my job i am a lot on meetings and not that much at

****inside Of Me****
Something deep inside of me Unlocks my heart and sets me free it lets my sul wander far Not into light but into dark From the grave i come alive Out in the dark loathing night Pressure builds inside of me And sets me on a killing spree This hatred in me burns so bad To see me burns so bad to see in this state is sad But my fate ungodly set The ''Darkeness'' and i have clearly met He grants me power, and eternal life But for this,i pay a price Foolishly i did agree To be his Queen for eternity?

How To Develop A Photographic Memory
Instructions Things You'll Need: * A dark room. * A bright lamp. * A sheet of paper with a rectangular hole cut the size of a paragraph for the text you want to "photograph". 1. Step 1 This system will take 1 month for you to develop, you must take 15 minutes every day and dedicate it to this training. For the first month, your eyes will take about 5 minutes time to adjust to daylight reading. 2. Step 2 Find a dark room in your house, free of distractions for 15 minutes. I use the bathroom. The room must have a bright lamp or ceiling lamp. 3. Step 3 Sit down next to the light switch with your book and paper that has a rectangular hole cut out of it the size of a paragraph. 4. Step 4 Cover the page, exposing only one paragraph and hold the book out in front of you. Close your eyes and open, adjust distance so that your eyes focus instantly with ease on the writing. 5. Step 5 Turn off light. You will see an after glow as your eyes adjust to the dark. Flip light on for a

You Are My Precious Angel
I'm sitting here staring at the stars And all I can think about is your precious face Your so perfect in every way how did I get so lucky To be able to say yeah she is mine I hope you know my Baby Girl just how much I love you. I may not be around everyday but not by choice IF it were up to me I would never let you go You are all I have ever wanted, my love will never end Your MY Baby Girl and nothing will change that I will be the one you can count on. I know I made promises before and broke them But know I am doing everything I can to make it up One day I will bring you home with me And all of this will seem like a bad dream So My Precious Angel please be patient with me.

Bitch Asses
TO ALL YOU FU BITCHES AN HATERS GO FUCK OFF! I'M TIRED OF KEEPING MY MOUTH SHUT AFTER ALL THE SHIT YOU SAY TO ME!! YOU DON'T HERE MY COME BACKS BUT IHAVE DECIDED WHAT THE HELL, TIME TO SHARE MY FEELINGS!! FUCK OFF ALL YOU OVER POSSECIVE STALKERS THAT NEVER REALLY CARE IN THE IRST FUCKING PLACE!!! TO ALL THOSE ASSHOLE THAT THINK IM TOO BIG. YOU CAN GO FUCK YOUR SELF RIGHTEOUS ASSES AND D SUCK A BIG BAG OF DONKEY DICKS!! yOU ARE TO INSECURE TO TELL ME YOU WANT ME THAT YOU TRY TO BREAK ME!! YOUR SHIT WON'T FLY NO MORE IM NOT DEALING WITH IT NOMORE!! HAVE A GREAT FUCKING DAY AND DON'T LET HE DOOR HIT YOU ON THE WAY OUT.

Johnny And June - Jackson
We got married in a fever, hotter than a pepper sprout,We've been talkin' 'bout Jackson, ever since the fire went out.I'm goin' to Jackson, I'm gonna mess around,Yeah, I'm goin' to Jackson,Look out Jackson town.Well, go on down to Jackson; go ahead and wreck your health.Go play your hand you big-talkin' man, make a big fool of yourself,You're goin' to Jackson; go comb your hair!Honey, I'm gonna snowball Jackson.See if I care.When I breeze into that city, people gonna stoop and bow. (Hah!)All them women gonna make me, teach 'em what they don't know how,I'm goin' to Jackson, you turn-a loose-a my coat.'Cos I'm goin' to Jackson."Goodbye," that's all she wrote.But they'll laugh at you in Jackson, and I'll be dancin' on a Pony Keg.They'll lead you 'round town like a scalded hound,With your tail tucked between your legs,You're goin' to Jackson, you big-talkin' man.And I'll be waitin' in Jackson, behind my Jaypan Fan,Well now, we got married in a fever, hotter than a pepper Spr

Decision ...
I have decided not to be around this site as much as I have been over the last 8 weeks. It is seriously driving me crazy and I can't afford to get any crazier at present. Each day I come on here and it depresses me a little more, I need a change of scenery and a good kick up the arse. I am also back up the hospital tomorrow, so hopefully I will have news that might actually cheer me up. I need space and time to sort things out not only in my head but in my life. I am not deleting, i'm not even saying that I won't be here on a daily basis, just not so many damn hours. I just want to let you know that i'm not ignoring you all. I just need a little time and space to chill. I feel like i've lost the funnies :( Most of you have me on FB .... not that I go on their a lot either at present due to the fact that everyone is getting nursing jobs and it should have been me too, so yeah, it depresses me even more. Some of you have me on yahoo ... errrr, knock, knock, I am there I j

Scrapper Explains Blocked Accounts And Numbers For Screen Names
It seems there are some users who are not playing straight with you about the facts. fubar is for fun but there is also a business side. We do not like to delete or ban good users. Our good users will attest to it. If you are a person who is not playing straight or who has spent over 400 bucks and isn't willing to verify they are who they are, then don't be butthurt or make excuses about this. You are the problem. Clear up your account and quit whining to your friends. If you are a rincarnate, you will be deleted. The following are the reasons you will see people in numbers or banned. 1. They have chargebacks, disputes or are contesting services they have received and used. (They stole from us) Often times these people hustle people to log in and spend money on them and then whatever friendship they have goes south. The person who spent the money charges back and the account holder who hustled the money plays dumb and tells fubar we are the big bad assholes. Please don't

Time Of Love
Time slips by, living for a sec, a minute was tossed,for lack of a minute, an hour was lost, for for the loss of the hour a whole lifetime of love is washed away in the sands of time. To be scattered on the winds never to be brought together again. When the hourglass empties, will your sand be in it with mine? Will we remember the time that we let slip by, or will we dream of what might have been. Love is lost easier then it is found, like a grain of sand in the desert, love is a special and rare thing. Those lucky enough to find it normally don't know what they have until it is gone. to late they realize they let what could have been the happiest time in their life drift away...

See
I went to see my psychologist who I have not seen for over eight weeks. By-Pass tend to throw ones life in a spin. She wanted to see my scars and I pulled my shirt up for her to see and also told her of two more. No, I didn't drop my pants, however, I did use her toilet to tuck my shirt in. We talked about many things and it was heavy on this surgery, Stint and my desire not to have it, and Deb. All in all, someone wanted a life with me that I was not willing to give. Very unfortunate in that it places me and another into a position of opposition. May God Richly Bless you. Yes, no matter what, I always belonged to God and I will never forget God. Glory to God N

Oh You Will Love This One....from Fu's #1 Douche!!!
If any of you have ready my blog douchebag diaries then you will know who this retard is.....this is a blog from him and the comment i left him....... posted on 07/19/2010 @ 03:07 am I AM INDEED THE TRUE ANTI-CHRIST: INTRODUCING THE CHRONICLES OF SATANS SON [NSFW] http://fubar.com/blog/334493/1122916 WELCOME TO HELL 666 SEE IM TRYING TO FIGUIRE OUT WHERE PEOPLE THINK THAT WE ARE AND WHO THE F*CK DO THEY REALLY BELIEVE IN. SATAN PROBABLY IS BEING REAL GOOD TO ALL YOU SATANIST RIGHT NOW. BUT WHERE ARE ALL OF THE DEVILWORSHIPPERS? WHY DOES IT SEEM THAT WE HAVE TO HIDE OUT OR KEEP OUR LOVE FOR DIABLO A SECRET. I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS SHIT DAY BY DAY BY MYSELF. I GO TO "DEVILWORSHIPPER.COM" AND FIND NOTHING BUT BULLSH*T ON OTHER RELIGIONS AND CHRISTIANITY. WHERE'S THE REAL SOCIETY OF SATANIST AT THAT ARE READY TO MAKE A REAL MOVE AND WELCOME THE ANTI-CHRIST INTO THIS WORLD WITH OPEN ARMS. I CANT SEEM TO FIND

Scums That Exploit Deaths
I wont mention any names for respect to those that have crossed over and to their families. This is for the fucking retards who uses their deaths and the families grief for personal gain I hate to break to you fucking retards when people lose loved ones ASKING FOR BLINGS AND HH DONT FUCKING HELP. If you knew the recently departed, show some fucking respect to the families. Those who passed were someones mother, father, brother sister. What if it was your fucking mother? would a goddamn Bling make feel all better? Seriously, If I ever die anytime soon and someone tries to get personal gain or attention from it I will come from the grave to personally kick your fucking ass, and I would be dead so I got a llllllllllloooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggg time to hand you your ass whoopin. You want to know how to so condolences or even how to help? Do a REAL memorial do something to honor the dead. Not use their fucking pictures just to get attention you dumb fuck! I am sure i have offended so

Wow
hey everyone! i know, i know....haven't been on in a long ass time! but computer crashed and it took awhile to get a new one. alot has happened. I'm a grandma two times over now! i adore my lil men! grant and his wife have 2 sons, shawn and alex. shawn is 16 mo. and alex is 4 days old! Shareena graduated high school, and is getting ready to go to college. dahlia made the cheerleading squad for her 8th grade year. they are keeping me busy as hell! hope to hear from you all soon. much love and bright blessings

People Of Walmart | Rear End
Rear End Okay Daisy, I’ve stopped giving you the benefit of the doubt and I’m now thoroughly convinced you are trying to show as much as you legally can. There is underwear that literally covers more than those dukes do! Utah _____________________________________ Is there something wrong with me? I don't see anything wrong with this picture. Just makes me want to squeeze to check for freshness.

Sick Puppies---your Going Down
Define your meaning of war To me it's what we do when we're bored I feel the heat coming out off of the blacktop And it makes me want it more Because I'm hyped up, outta control If it's a fight I'm ready to go I wouldn't put my money on the other guy If you know what I know that I know It's been a long time coming And the tables' turned around Cause one of us is going One of us is going down I'm not running, it's a little different now Cause one of us is going One of is is going down Define your meaning of fun To me it's when we're getting done I feel the heat coming out off of the blacktop So get ready for another one Let's take a trip down memory lane The words circulate in my brain You can treat this like another all the same But don't cry like a bitch when you feel the pain It's been a long time coming And the tables' turned around Cause one of us is going One of us is going down I'm not running, it's a little different now Cause one of us is going One

I Hate People
Okay. Patrons of a place known as Taco Bell: Please stop being retarded. I know how much things cost and we dont have the same item at 2 different prices. Pay attention when you order. Have a pretty good idea of what the f*ck you want before you get there. Dont throw your trash outside of the drive thru window because you feel like being a lazy twat. You are not the only customer so dont excpect to be treated special. Please keep in mind that if you feel the need to be a douche bag towards me when you order, i am the one who gets to decide how much your food is spit in. If you have a large order, go inside. Don't order a diet anything if you get extra sauce on EVERYTHING. I don't care about you, so don't expect me to. Thanks for reading, Taco bell drive thru girl

Soooooooooooooo
I am so bloody bored i've come to the end of my tether .................. I actually feel as if i'm suffering from delirium . I've spent all searching the web and landed on a site called Lush. Not quite sure what to make of it yet ... Question: where was the craziest place u had sex ? Answer: Pittsburgh. (is that anywhere near Ohio?)

Paramore - The Only Exception
I saw this video this morning as I was flipping through the channels and I was impressed. The lyrics are below. Enjoy!!! When I was younger, I saw my daddy cryAnd curse at the windHe broke his own heart and I watchedAs he tried to reassemble itAnd my momma swore thatShe would never let herself forgetAnd that was the day that I promisedI'd never sing of love if it does not existBut darling, you are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionMaybe I know, somewhere deep in my soulThat love never lastsAnd we've got to find other ways to make it aloneOr keep a straight faceAnd I've always lived like thisKeeping a comfortable distanceAnd up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with lonelinessBecause none of it was ever worth the riskBut you are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionYou are the only exceptionI've got a tight grip on realityBut I can't let go of what's in front of

Something To Think About ...
The next time you hear a politician use the Word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about Whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money.A billion is a difficult number to comprehend,But one advertising agency did a good job of Putting that figure into some perspective inOne of it's releases. A.A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B.A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C.A billion hours ago our ancestors were Living in the Stone Age. D.A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, At the rate our governmentIs spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain...let's take a look at New Orleans ...It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division.Louisiana Senator,Mary Landrieu (D) Is presently asking Congress for 250 BILLION DOLLARSTo rebuild New Orleans . Interesting number... What does it mean? A.Well .. If you are one of the 484,674 residents of New Orleans (every

Calling All Wicked Clowns
So I'll be going to the Gathering Of The Juggalos this year!!!!!! whoop whooop!!!!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0xewi_Gdc8&feature=player_embedded So me and bunch of my crew here in town we're caravaning it up to Cave-In-Rock, Illinois from Arlington, Texas!!!!!!! So if your down with the clown and you are going... let a ninjette know so I can keep an eye out for you!!!! Also some of the Wicked Dollz will be there as well... I do know for a fact that myself, Pyro Doll, ToXiK Poison Doll are going for sure for sure!!! We already gots our tickets!!!!!! So keep an eye out for us sexy wicked bitches!!!!!!!!!! Last year Mary Jane Doll enetered the baby oil wrestling... who knows what we will be getting into this year!!!! MMFWCL

Fork In The Road
I walk along the path life has given me... I wish for it to be smooth and straight.... Yet, by design, it twists and writhes as a serpent Each of every fork in this path, I have turned the wrong way. The dead ends, the termination, lash scars upon my heart And penetrate my flesh,until blood flows as water My mind is assaulted with behaviors, images, that speak only the slow death of decay Sheer evil seeks to rend flesh from my bones, and twist me into gross rictus The depravity washes over me like a tidal wave, and I can only stand there and scream as it does Once I have returned to my path, I continue onwards I am alive, but bleeding with every part of me in anguish I continue on, for I cannot stop until death greets me in another fork in the road

Determined Little Ham
Quick update: I was in labor last night, enough contractions to warrant my ass going to the hospital. The contractions slowed down when Little ham decided to perform. Her heart rate shot threw the roof and then spike real low. So much they thought she had her umbilical cord wrapped around her neck. I kept telling them she has adhd just like her dad and that she was just being active... Finally after the normal doctor listened to me and let me lay on my side did she finally go to sleep.. We got to leave the hospital at 6;30 this morning, Im exhausted from my daughter playing gymnast in my belly all night. she sure did get a crowd. Needless to say im here to update people that knew i was in labor last night and had to come to fu to find my baby's daddy "witchie" Im going back to bed, just wanted you all to know HAM WILL BE A LEO love ya Wicked

Every Avenue - Happy The Hard Way
tell me it's over tell me we finally made it through the comfort and silence turns to panic once again we're caught in a landslide we're dirty we're broken black and blue the feeling is lost in every signal that we send how could I love her this bad? how could we lose all that we had? why do we follow through what keeps us hanging on? we live like a storm and let it ride for all of the times we felt alive but sometimes love just can't make you stay when you're happy the hard way they say what you can't say they say it's the end, say anything then someday we're finding all the places that you fear we're lost in a moment when it's only me and you there is no other place I'd rather be but here and those are the only times that make the world disappear how could I love her this bad? how could we lose all that we had? why do we follow through what keeps us hanging on? we live like a storm and let it ride for all of the times we felt alive but sometimes love just can't make you stay when

Hold On Tightly To What Is Truly Important In Life ..
My Friends...Hold on to faith; it is the source of believing that all things are possible. It is the fiber and strength of a confident soul. Hold on to hope; it banishes doubt and Enables attitudes to be positive and cheerful. Hold on to trust; it is at the core of fruitful relationships that are secure and content. Hold on to love; it is life's greatest gift of all, for it shares, cares and gives meaning to life. Hold on to family and friends; they are the most important people in your life, and they make the world a better place. They are your roots and the beginnings that you grew from; they are the vine that has grown through time to nourish you, help you on your way, and always remain close by. Hold on to all that you are and all that you have learned, for these things are what make you unique. Don't ignore what you feel and what you believe is right and important; your heart has a way of speaking louder than your mind. Hold on to your dreams; achieve them diligently and honestly.

Random Poetry
I love you dearly and with all of me,more than the eye can ever seemore than words can ever saygrowing more with every day...I love your smiles and sweet caressall the things you do, I confessmore than sunshine, or fields of snowmore than the moonlights gentle glowi love you without words, none can compareI love you so deeply, with every memory we sharemore than diamonds, pearls and goldmore than the stars the skies can holdEvery day, much more than the lastyou are my present, my future and pasta lifetime and more I'll love only youthis love is so perfect, so beautiful and true ---------------------------------------------- I love you, can you feel it?In each rush of wind, can you hear it?In the twinkle of starlight, can you see it?The destiny of my life in you......Be mine always,Be mine forever,Be mine eternallyAnd always until the end of time. ---------------------------------------------- I'll hold you in my heart, safely tucked awayand wrap you in my arms, each and every daya

A Better Relationship Through Communication Skills ......
Use the power of communication for you! Ask a couple what's the one thing they'd like to improve in their relationship and more often than not their answer will be communication. It seems the thing we take most for granted, our speech, is the one thing that has the power to build or destroy a relationship. If you find communication is an area you'd like to improve in your relationship, take a few moments and read over the following tips and ideas for a better relationship through communication. 1. Communication is a power - don't abuse it.As with any condition of power, the quickest way to ruin is by abusing it. Remember that your words have long lasting effects, even more so than you may realize. In the future, the reason why you were arguing or having difficulties may not be remembered, but the feelings and words you conveyed will be. If you feel yourself about to say something demeaning or unneccesary, stop yourself and don't say anything at all. Try other tactics like going out f

Iamnuts
I am nuts...I decided to go blonde..REALLY blonde...and now I am freaking out over here. I have not had blonde hair in nearly 15 yrs....and I am not so sure I should be blonde. I will take pics later today, but first, I have to fix the imperfections in my hair. You see, if you go from dark brown to blonde you sometimes end up with orange hair...and well the ends of my hair are kind of orange..so I am not happy. I had to wait to fix it till today because the friggin bleach burned my scalp and my head is killing me..hence why I am grumpy. BUT I am saving 100 bucks by doing it myself. Thank goodness I grew up in beauty salons cuz my step mom was a hair dresser and when I was 18 I was a manicurist. (I worked as a manicurist to pay for collage) I will never touch a pair of ugly ass feet again...anyway back to my hair...So when I am done..I might put some purple streaks in it or pink..my 15 yr old is trying to convince me to do that..but am I too old for that kind of hair?? No I will not mu

No One Is Ever Gone ...... Souls Never Die
Loss paves the road in shifting perceptions ... when we lose a loved one, a beloved pet, a lover, friend or family member, it is the physical absence we feel. The imprint of that person still lingers yet their spirit still hovers most of the time. It is then and only then that we reallize ...no one is ever gone, no one ever leaves. They continue to intertwine with us but in spirit. We learn that by "attaching" ourselves to any one person is to tie our self to limitation. When we detach, let go, the heartache becomes the lesson. To cling to anything including another is to covet...to honor their path and release them to soar is to cherish and find peace in the knowing they are in still very much alive albeit in a different form. Loss is the hardest of lessons as it leaves a void yet the void thus opens you up to a new beginning. For where there is a void the universe can begin to fill it with your hearts desires. The void is not "empty" the void is rebirth, renewal, a place where your h

In The Minds Of The Stupid
We have this copier at work that has all the bells and whistles one could EVER need in a copier. Problem is it doesn't work half of the time. We have had so many service calls for jamming it's not even funny. The repair folks come out and give some BS about it's the driver on your computer. Um, no dumbass it's not. If it was a driver issue it wouldn't be printing to the copier at all. It does but it freaking jams, in the same spot I might add. Not a user error but a product error. If it was me, for what we're paying for this thing, it'd be gone. But alas, no one listens to me. Wellllll, just got an email this morning that the copier people are coming out to hold a training session. Okay, hello! We've had the damn thing for a year. I don't need to be trained on it. Besides, it's not rocket science. Sure, we can do scanning and faxing from it but again...NOT ROCKET SCIENCE! The only cool thing is we're getting lunch out of the deal. So I guess I'll get my free food and make sure I'm bus

Appear
I dont seem to be religious and often appear anti God, but I am the opposite of that. I'm not into going to church to worship and I will not leave or give up the Roman Catholic church. I found that among the religious, there are those who proudly raise their head to be counted as a "believer", but out in the shadows are the True Believers. They dare not speak let alone look up. Shame is on their face and doubt fills their Heart. They are not proud of themselves nor arrogant because they know themselves. Their life, to think, who would want them. God want's True Believers and not those, so proudly let all know of their religioud fervor. God will walk amongst us again. Glory to God N

Whisper
Whisper in my ear and tell me everything's alright Hold me close and help me make it through this lonely night Promise me the sweet things that all lovers always do And for tonight I promise I'll believe the words are true Make me think that everything's exactly what it seems I'll close my eyes and put aside so many shattered dreams I need to wipe away the dust of things that went before So hold me close and tell me this will last forevermore Here in the darkness, next to you, I'll give you all my trust Though I know words turn into ashes, diamonds turn to dust Just say the words you've said and heard, we all know what to say I need to hear them all tonight, to chase this pain away Tell me that I am the one that you've been waiting for And I'll believe each word until you walk out of the door A whisper is the sweetest thing, makes all the words sound right I promise I won't hold you to them in the morning light The world is such a lonely place and life can be so cold Tonight I

Hell Spawn
Dear lil Hell Spawn.. I know we havent met yet.. but I already love U with all my heart... I hope U and I will get by on our own and that U wount miss Ur dad too much.. I wish thing were different.. but I know we can make it on our own.. I can´t wait til U get here!!

This Is What Im Talking About
9:12pm sean dolata: hi katie my name is sean i need to talke to you cancel Chat 9:13pm sean dolata: hello cancel Chat 9:16pm sean dolata: hi katie cancel Chat 9:22pm sean dolata: hey kaatie its sean i need to talke to you right now cancel Chat

10/01/2009-7/20/2010
SO, i HAVE BEEN WORKING FOR A VERY WELL KNOWN AND RESPECTED SECURITY COMPANY FOR ALMOST A YEAR NOW. SINCE I STARTED I MADE A LOT OF FRIENDS. I HAVE GREAT CO-WROKERS AND AM A VERY RESPECTED AND WELL KNOWN GUARD FOR A GATED COMMUNITY. I AM NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO TELL YOU THE NAME OF IT OR THE NAME OF MY COMPANY MAINLY BECAUSE I COULD POSSIBLY GET FIRED FOR TALKING ABOUT MY DAY TO DAY ACTIVITY'S AT WORK AND MY INVOLVEMENTS IF ANY WITH THE RESIDENTS OF SAID COMMUNNITY. SO, I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY WAY UP THE RANKS AND AM NOW IN THE DRIVER'S SEAT SO TO SPEAK. LOTS OF RESIDENTS NOW KNOW ABOUT IT AND ARE VERY HAPPY. THE FUNNY PART IS THAT SOME OF THE VERY BEAUTIFUL YOUNG WOMEN ON PROPERTY HAVE A HUGE HABIT OF HITTING ON AND MAKING ADVANCES ON THE GUARDS. I HAVE BEEN MADE SOME VERY ENTICING OFFERS FROM THE YOUNGENS AND SOME OF THE COUGARS, AND LONELY BORED HOUSE WIVES. I HAVE SAID NO AT EVERY TURN AND KEPT IT ALL PROFESSIONAL. RECENTLY THOUGH I DID TAKE A SMALL LIKING TO ONE RESIDE

Change Of Pace
alright...so my luck has changed for the better finally. i have my old job back. I have a vehicle, and just got a new promotion at work. Things are going great and hopefully getting better. I have decided to start a new type of blog, think of it as a diary. I'm going to call it WTF? Reason being is that I am a post commander at a very wealthy gated community in orange county, and I get to deal with the dumbest and craziest crap that i have ever had the disspleasure of being around. soooooooooo, check it out when i start. It'll be interesting to read i assure you.

Empty Spaces
I often find myself disscussing the possibilities of existance with a few friends.Some of us have startling different veiws on the subject.One in particular always makes me feel as though there is little hope for us as a species.Let's just call him "M."He seriously thinks that all of life is utterly pointless.Nothing really exists and no one is ever truely alive. He refuses to search for answers to anything, as understanding is a futile endeavor.Nothing is made to make sense, according to M, and that everytime you find any answer, it's complicated with a thousand more questions.He sees no beauty in life, only chaos. He seems to feel no love for much of anything, just contempt and loathing.Bored almost to tears when no one is around, he is constantly searching for companionship. He is overly competitive, which then drives people away.His negativity is heart-breaking. So many times have he and I sat and conversed about these things. I wish I could get through to him.The walls around him

The Silk Paper Wrapping
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Just Getting This Out Of The Way...
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The Heart That Bleeds
The Heart That bleeds Why I let you toy with the my heart that beat pure I guess inside i'm still holding on to something untrue I let you talk me into talking to you knowing i shouldn't and all you do is take needles and prick my heart so it bleeds slowly slowly it bleeds the life out of the my heart I really think it would be better to rip it from my chest In one quick blow break the ribs Pull the lung for the air I breath is hard and heavy the pain is near its end for I will never love again Make my heart cold and black so I can never love again Love in the true pain that is unseen But felt true and deep. Rip it Rip it I say take what was pure and true and Bleed it dry Cause it will never beat for the heat of you. By Warlock

[i've Managed To Create An Extra Step]
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Everytime...
Everytime I see your pictureThe tears they fall again.Through the broken memoriesThe shattered world will never end.You left me here broken downA soul lost without its heart.Why did you have to take your life?Was I not more than enough?Did I fail to make your world aglow?Was I not worth every word?The words you said to me everyday.I love youI need youI care Read more: http://blogs.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&bID=537313185#ixzz0uBdeRs1N

Png Today
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Why?
Ever wonder Why? life throws us cruve balls and never tells us why or how to straighten them out Ever wonder why? when you go down a path that you don't pay attention till you have to walk that path for the second time Ever wonder why? once you walk the path the second time that you see things a little different than you did the first time Ever wonder why? once you finally sit and think of things that its not so bad as the person sitting next to you Ever wonder why? your life is sometimes turned upside down and inside out and not knowing how to get out from under it Ever wonder why? once you figure out how to get out from underneath that rock you barried yourself under that life isnt all that bad and you can work things out some how Ever wonder why? when you finally find your soul mate why you can't breathe, eat , sleep without thinking of them Ever wonder why? you can't breathe, sleep, or eat without thinking of them every second of every day Ever wonder why?&in

Blah Blah
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Happy Times
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Half Of
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Bug Spray
A salesman was traveling through the country side, flogging insect repellent. He came to a farmhouse and tried his pitch on the farmer."Sir, my bug spray is so good you will never be bitten again. I guarantee it."The farmer was dubious."Young man, I'll make you a proposition. I'll tie you out in my cornfield buck naked, covered with that bug spray. If there is not a single bite on you come morning, I'll buy a whole case from you. And get everyone in the county to buy a case......we will make you rich.The salesman was delighted.They went to the field and he stripped. The farmer sprayed him thoroughly with the bug spray and tied him to a stake. Back to the house went the farmer. The next morning, the farmer and his family trooped out to the cornfield. Sure enough, the salesman was there, hanging in his bonds, not a single bite on him. Yet he was a total wreck!Pale, ghastly, haggard, and drawn, but not one bite on him. The farmer was perplexed. "Son," he said, "Now, you don't have a bite

Domination
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Once You Love Somebody
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My Brain Goes Mad!
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Loving Arms
If you could see me now The one who said that she's rather roam The one who said she'd rather be alone If you could only see me now If I could hold you nowJust for a moment, if I could really make you mineJust for a while, turn back the hands of timeIf I could only hold you nowI've been too long in the windToo long in the rainTaking any comfort that I canLooking back and longing forThe freedom of my chainsAnd lying in your loving arms againIf you could hear me nowSinging somewhere through the lonely nightsDreaming of the arms that held me tightIf you could only hear me now

Fubar Support
I WILL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT I OVER REACT ABOUT STUFF, BUT THIS JUST PISSED ME OFF! IF I WAS ONE OF THE POPULAR PEOPLE ON HERE OR SOMEONE WHO SPENT TONS OF MONEY, I GUARANTEE YOU MY ANSWER FROM SUPPORT WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT. THEY REFUSED TO HELP ME ONCE BEFORE WHEN I HAD MY ACCOUNT STOLEN. THE BITCH WHO STOLE IT STILL USES IT ON HERE. I LOST A YEAR PAID VIP, DONT REMEMBER HOW MANY BLING CREDITS, LEVEL 26 AND HUNDREDS OF FRIENDS. I WAS TOLD I MUST HAVE GIVEN OUT MY PASSWORD TO THIS GIRL....DUH. I HAVE NEVER GIVEN MY PASSWORD TO ANYONE AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHO THIS PERSON IS. I KNOW THE PEOPLE WORKING ON HERE HAVE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO TAKE CARE OF BUT I FEEL LIKE I WAS PRETTY MUCH CALLED A LIAR AND I DO NOT APPRECIATE IT. MY RESPONSE TO FUBAR SUPPORT: the one referral that is showing doesn't have any photos. the one that is showing as the same IP as i'm on now is a woman i work with and the other two are pretty real people last time I checked. Maybe those IP addresses shou

Trauma Team Review:
Achievements, Cheats, FAQs, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Review, Review Blog, Sales, Screenshots, Trauma Team, User Reviews, Videos, Xbox Review Blog Trauma Team Review: by Chris M. Arnone The criminal, the superhero, and six different game modes completely reinvent the franchise. Trauma Center: Second Opinion for the Wii was a sequel that felt more like a port of the successful Nintendo DS game. Trauma Center: New Blood allowed you to bring a friend into the operating theater and also supported widescreen and online leaderboards; a true Wii title. Atlus doesn't rest on their laurels wi

I Dont Care!
I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, and that's all I do Just don't deny it, Don't try to fight this ,and deal with it and that's just part of it, If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind Cause i swear,i don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting buried in this place I got no room your in my face don't say anything just go away If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just go and leave this all behind Cause i swear i don't care If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care Just and and leave this all behind

Douchebag Diaries
Well I haven't posted in this in awhile so I thought it was time to add one to it!!! The person I am going to add most of you probably know and are maybe even friends with, but I honestly don't care. I DO NOT tolerate people that lie and play people like their emotions don't matter. This person for several days told me how much he loved me and wanted to be with me and how wonderful I am and then turned around and said the same exact things to another girl. Well when I confronted him on it and called him out on all his bullshit lies he decided to block me...LIKE I CARE....I just want the rest of the fu-world especially the girls to be aware of this, so here ya go here's his link http://www.fubar.com/bkb42 Just thought you all would get a kick out of this like me...sit back and enjoy!! **7/18/2010-Some wackado dickhead that wouldn't leave a friend alone THIS IS WHAT I WROTE HIM o: ANTICHRIST 666 Riverside, CA subject: Back off received: 07/18/2010 0

What You Should Know About Your State.
A Fun Fact for Each State ALABAMA.................. Was the first place to have 9-1-1, started in 1968. ALASKA..................... One out of every 64 people has a pilot's license. ARIZONA................... Is the only state in the continental U.S. that doesn't follow Daylight Savings Time. ARKANSAS................ Has the only active diamond mine in the U.S. CALIFORNIA.............. Its economy is so large that if it were a country, it would rank seventh in the entire world. COLORADO................ In 1976 it became the only state to turn down the Olympics. CONNECTICUT........... The Frisbee was invented here at Yale University. DELAWARE............... Has more scientists and engineers than any other state. FLORIDA................... At 759 square miles, Jacksonville is the U.S. 's largest city. GEORGIA................... It was here, in 1886, that pharmacist John Pemberton made the first vat of Coca-Cola. HAWAII..................... Hawaiians live, on average, five years longer th

True Love
the paths we choose in life are so very different from each others . i met someone on here maybe a year ago or more we became friend a and eventually we professed our love to one another . we had a nice ride for awhile and then do to circumstnces beyond our control he had to let each other go . so there we are or should i say i am with no purpose . i try to survive and i do but not with heart ache and pain by others . being used and being in the background and always getting hurt . so i decided to contact the one i new i loved i hopes that she will talk to me . not knowing what will happen and not knowing the path we would take . the old saying goes in you love someone let them go if you find your way back to each other it is true love . so i waited and then the moment came that she answered me . we talked about life and about each other . now i have my molly back in my life and will never let her go again under any circumstances. we found each other

A Nice Bunch
It turns out us fubarers are a nice and pleasant bunch. Of all the votes cast on users in the Online Bar (the people scrolling by at the top of your page) and on the New Hotness homepage only 0.002% are "nexts." Congrats on being the most awesome crew ever! If you want to see the New Hotness homepage your can change your homepage in on the settings page.

Long Day 2.5
We walk towards the look out. I point out the various points of interest "Do you see that string of street lights? That's Dimond, if you follow it far enough, you'll see The Hideaway Club." Years ago when parents first moved here, we stayed at grandmother's in her basement. My parents were drinkers and she wasn't for grandmother was a "saved-again-christian" who watched the PTL Club faithfully. She has plants galore and sleepy air. When sitting in her living room, it made you very relaxed and you ended up sleeping no matter what. Since no alcohol was allowed in her house, they went looking for the nearest bar, which was the Hideaway Club. They walked in and made friends with the bartender/owner. Come closing time they asked my parents if they wanted to stay. The answer was yes, so the owner locked the door and stopped charging and they got politely drunk. That was over 30 years ago and now parents are both gone and so was the original owners. When I got my freak inheritance, I bough

Slapaho
So I was homeschooled. From 5th grade till th end of highschool.So maybe thats why I never got into the whole drama and backstabbing thing?People need to grow up. Ok? lets work on that. OR So on the other. You're great. I think imma keep you.Under my bed, in my pocket, and with my lady parts. Rawr. Today was laundry day. So its been a busy day. and shitfuck man, we got tons of rain. which cooled things down a bit, but the humidity is still nasty. and thats all i have to say. This concludes our broadcast day. Click.

Linkin Park--numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to beFeeling so faithless, lost under the surfaceI don't know what you're expecting of mePut under the pressure of walking in your shoes(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)I've become so numb I can't feel you thereBecome so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like youCan't you see that you're smothering me?Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?Cause everything that you thought I would beHas fallen apart right in front of you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)Every step that I take is another mistake to you(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)And every second I waste is more than I can takeI've become so numb I can't feel you thereBecome so tired so much more awareI'm becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like youAnd I know I

Wouldn't It Be Nice.....
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN, GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? ' My Fellow Americans : As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since Congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq . This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict This list is short . The United Kingdom , Spain ,Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effe

Cheesecake
A New Level -Pantera Now a new look in my eyes my spirit riseForget the past Present tense works and lastsGot shit on Pissed on Spit on Stepped on Fucked withPointed at by lesser menNew life in place of old life Unscarred by trialsA new level of confidence and powerDemanding plea for unity between us allUnited stand Death before divided fallIn mock military orderVulgar Power Impatient Because time is shorterNo fucking surrender Can't lose Life kills

Give Me A Sign
Dead star shine, light up the skyI'm all out of breath, my walls are closing inDays go by, give me a signCome back to the end, the shepherd of the damnedI can feel you falling awayNo longer the lost, no longer the sameAnd I can see you starting to breakI'll keep you alive if you show me the wayForever and ever the scars will remainI'm falling apart, leave me here forever in the darkDaylight dies, blackout the skyDoes anyone care? Is anybody there?Take this life, empty insideI'm already dead, I'll rise to fall againI can feel you falling awayNo longer the lost, no longer the sameAnd I can see you starting to breakI'll keep you alive if you show me the wayForever and ever the scars will remainI'm falling apart, leave me here forever in the darkGod, help me, I've come undoneOut of the light of the sunGod, help me, I've come undoneOut of the light of the sunI can feel you falling awayNo longer the lost, no longer the sameAnd I can see you starting to breakI'll keep you alive if you show me

I Will Not Bow
FallNow the dark begins to riseSave your breath, it's far from overLeave the lost and dead behindNow's your chance to run for coverI don't want to change the worldI just want to leave it colderLight the fuse and burn it upTake the path that leads to nowhereAll is lost againBut I'm not giving inI will not bow, I will not breakI will shove the world awayI will not fall, I will not fadeI will take your breath awayFallWatch the end from dying eyesNow the dark is taking overShow me where forever diesTake the fall and run to heavenAll is lost againBut I'm not giving inI will not bow, I will not breakI will shove the world awayI will not fall, I will not fadeI will take your breath awayAnd I'll survive paranoidI have lost the will to changeAnd I am not proud, cold blooded, fakeI will shove the world awayI will not bow, I will not breakI will shove the world awayI will not fall, I will not fadeI will take your breath awayAnd I'll survive, paranoidI have lost the will to changeAnd I am not prou

So Cold
Crowded streets are cleared away one by oneHollow heroes separate as they runYou're so cold, keep your hand in mineWise men wonder while strong men dieShow me how it ends, it's all rightShow me how defenseless you really areSatisfied and empty insideWell that's alright, let's give this another tryIf you find your family don't you cryIn this land of make believe, dead and dryYou're so cold but you feel aliveLay your hand on me one last timeShow me how it ends, it's all rightShow me how defenseless you really areSatisfied and empty insideWell that's alright, let's give this another tryShow me how it ends, it's all rightShow me how defenseless you really areSatisfied and empty insideWell that's alright, let's give this another tryIt's alright

The Most Disgusting Person I Have Ever Met, Right Here On Fubar. Read This, It's Pathetic!!
hello...i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles. you have a sort of submissive appearance to me. and i would like to know if your submissive behaviour is as good as your outer appearance.have you ever thought about serving as submissive, to submit... to follow?you like the idea to be in contact with a strict dominant german, to be guided and lead at times and to show your true nature as submissive female?i am 27... single and as you can see in my profile, i live in germany. i would say that i am a very intriguing person. i like art, music a good wine. i am addicted to the bdsm lifestyle since 9 years. it started a long time ago and that passion never went away. during that time i have had several slavegirls and submissives.at times i choose an online slavegirl. that is mostly at the begin of a new year. due to my job i am a lot on meetings and not that much at home for the first months of each year. then i am mostly on my own at late daytime or night in germany. during

Monday July 19th
GOAL: 185 BY MY BIRTHDAY OCT 9TH, QUIT SMOKING AND DRINKING COFFEE ON REGULAR BASIS... WEIGHT: 225 gained 2 pounds in 2 weeks.... :( i'm bloated though so not too discouraged... LAST SMOKE: right now... but instead of a pack a day i'm a pack every 2-3 days.... slowly but surely lol LAST COFFEE: 2 weeks ago wo0t finaly someting good in this blog hahaha my friends say i shouldn't try to diet AND quit ciggerettes and caffiene at the same time but i need a serious life change so i'm taking the challenge..... wish me luck.... apparently i need it! hah!

18 Year Old Gets Botox Before Tv Debut
Look enhancement procedures I thought were for older people who wanted to look younger. But, what is happening is that those who want to look “better” are getting younger and younger. Take this babe Filipino teen singer Charice Pempengco. She’s 18 years-old and his having Botox injections and an anit-aging treatment so she can look better for her TV debut. How much better can you look at 18 years-old? I see lots of young adults at the malls and they don’t look old to me. Maybe I’m missing something because Charice is having treatments to look better. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/07/19/teen-star-gets-botox-look-fresh-glee-debut/ BlastFM gets a musical make over on a daily basis to sound fresh each day. Hit us up 24/7 for your listening pleasure www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Dear God
Dear God can you tell me, where did my sissy go, we were riding our bikes one day when a car hit her, the cops said they blew a .20 I miss her so much, she was my best friend, my mom and dad keep fighting, I heard them say their marriage is gonna end. I don't know what's going on, and I don't know why, sometimes when I'm in my bed I hear my mommy cry. I'm really mad right now, and I'm really sore, the judge told us today the driver did this twice before. When will people learn, not to drink and drive, if this person didn't do this my sissy would still be alive.

Welcome To All
Not sure what to say, so I will tell you a story, well the first part of a story I am writing...let me know if you want to read more??? A Simple Tale Written By Rebeca Reagan Chapter 1. Arrival Deep green grass and fallen leaves tickled his white fur covered paws, as the long eared creature silently moved amongst the living trees of the ancient forest. His foresters highly honed intuition peeked by the sour scent assailing his delicate nostrils, eliminating from a pair of unusual young humans making an unexpected arrival in his woods. However, instead of using any normal form of conveyance, that of horse, wing, or fin. The strangely dressed female, accompanied by her male servant had arrived by way of a most unfamiliar mode of transportation. The females male servant had rode into his world through a tunnel of swirling rainbow of colored light, born on the back of a snorting metal beast that breathed flame and smoke from its twin nostrils. The two y

La Times Gets It Right With The Gov.
http://articles.latimes.com/2010/jul/18/local/la-me-cap-20100719 if you dont want to read it all, here are the highlights The problem is California's unique and unworkable system of governing, an awkward contraption of conflicting parts created mostly by the electorate. In November, we'll elect another governor who's destined for more frustration and failure without significant systemic change in Sacramento. Change such as allowing state lawmakers to pass a state budget on a simple majority vote, overhauling a broken tax system, controlling runaway special interest initiatives with their ballot box budgeting, requiring a rainy-day budget reserve, easing up on legislative term limits and making local governments and schools less financially dependent on Sacramento Voters already have approved changes aimed at electing more centrist, pragmatic lawmakers willing to compromise. The changes -- snatching legislative redistricting from self-serving lawmakers and creating an open prima

Wut The Fuck!
i hated when dumb ass people dont appericate everything u have sacrficed for them or be the shoulder to cry on or that support and love that u have given them told em "dont worry bro ill be here when u need me or hey hun i got u everythings gonna be alright i love you" then the fucking cocksuckers turn around and say u havent been there for them well 2 words 4 ya FUCK YOU!!!!!!!

Bad Thing By Jace Everett
Normally, I hate country, but this song mixes a classic rock feel quite nicely with harder country. "Bad Things" I wanna do bad things with you.When you came in the air went out.And every shadow filled up with doubt.I don't know who you think you are,But before the night is through,I wanna do bad things with you.I'm the kind to sit up in his room.Heart sick an' eyes filled up with blue.I don't know what you've done to me,But I know this much is true:I wanna do bad things with you.When you came in the air went out.And all those shadows there filled up with doubt.I don't know who you think you are,

7 Sex Toys That Are Already In Your Bedroom!!
7 Sex Toys That Are Already In Your Bedroom!!! 1. Cell Phone This gadget is like the Swiss Army knife of undercover sex toys. Put it on vibrate, and it’ll give you and your guy’s hot spots a body-quivering buzz. Or use the video function to record a naughty flick—even though you’ll (wisely) hit delete as soon as the deed is over, just knowing you’re being filmed is a ridiculous turn-on. And if you’ve got an iPhone, use Cosmo’s Sex Position of the Day app for naughty inspiration. 2. Bobby Pins These seemingly innocent hair tools can give some serious pleasure to his ultra-sensitive nipples (and they work on you, too). First, use the pointy end to lightly draw circles around, but not quite touching, his headlights. As the circles get closer and closer to his nips, his anticipation will build, causing them to get really erect. Then take his tingly sensations up a notch and use the bobby pins as mini-nipple clamps—since the area

Films
I like thrillers or crime dramas. I want to veg out tonight as this site just does my head in come 9PM. The mumms are dead and so are the majority of the people., so ...... Give me some ideas on what films to download. I watched Nine Dead last night and it was more like a comedy, I laughed all the way through and was sad to see the old gay pervert being killed second as he was hilarious.

Wacky Things You Did Not Know About Vibrators!!
1.) A doctor inventedvibes...for "crazy" women. Yep, the first electrical vibrator(a 40-pound contraption that required two people to operate — not exactly apocket rocket) was used by a British M.D. treating "female hysteria."He used the tool to bring nervous or stressed women to orgasm. Luckily, a fewyears later, take-home versions were created. Source: The Technology of Orgasm:"Hysteria," the Vibrator, and Women's Sexual Satisfaction 2.) The infamous Rabbit is shaped likean animal for legal reasons. The Rabbit (which Charlotte gotaddicted to on Sex and the City) originated in Japan, where it wasagainst the law to create a sex toy that resembled a penis. Why it's acceptableto make one that looks like a cute animal, we'll never understand. But we'rejust glad the manufacturers didn't let the government hold them back fromcreating this beloved buzzy toy. Source: The Many Joys of SexToys: The Ultimate How-To Handbook for Couples and Singles 3.) The

Love
Gotta love Clayton for reminding me via USPS about the pet I do not own. I wrote back to thank them and to politely inform them of my status. They'll get it tomorrow. I had to stop and laugh at that one. Considering there are plenty of animal on the loose they should worry about. Who's, I do not know? Not my business to worry unless they are hurt or I know to whom it belongs. Nothing else to to post but the above. Quiet morning and I went out and decided to fix the coat hangers in the back of my car just hanging and laughing at me. This is the third time. Glory to God N

Coffee, Tea Or Me?
Summer's heating up & what better way to stay cool than to get indoors, crank the AC up and stroke that big hard cock of yours to all my naughty pics & videos. This weekend you can save $5 and have full access to my site by simply clicking the banner below. Members that sign up this weekend will also be entered in a draw to win a pair of my panties. What are ya waiting for? Sign up before this offer expires on Monday July 19th at Midnight.

Mundae
I'm fine, how are you? Who is on your mind right now? What is the weather like? When will it all fit? Where did that rabbit go? Why am I asking these stupid questions? Weekend flew by. I did nothing. I think that's what weekends are supposed to be for. I did lots of doing during the week. Certainly more than I actually wanted to. There are doing type things that relax me, but I don't really consider them to be "doing" things. Know what I mean jellybean? If we ever found someone that truly knew us...inside and out...what made us do what we do...knew what we were thinking all the time...we'd probably run away from them screaming. *wanders off with eyes to the sky and faith in a lack of holes in the ground*

Great Image And Video Hosting Site
Just a quick note about a cool image and video hosting site. It's free and you can make money through google adsense just by uploading your pictures and embedding videos from youtube. I am a member so check out my page and sign up if you want. The more of us that join up and help each other out, the more money we can all make. CLICK HERE to see my page Hope to see you all there! =)

By Myself
By Myself I spend my time alone in the dark I long for your touch but not one single spark I lay beside you in our bed By gone times go through my head You're there beside me but I'm still alone You're desire's for me have long since gone The problem with me I wish you'd say Atleast then I could find my way You used to want me, need me too That's no longer enough for you Love me, leave me or tell me to go Either way I need to know There once was a time I was your world Now I feel like a lost little girl Unanswered questions run through my head I'm lying here alone, with you in our bed Just give me the answers I'm looking for That's all I want, nothing more I'll walk away and not look back Leave this place with my pride in tact Walk out the door and be long gone

You
You I think about you all the time It seem's you're all that's on my mind You're always there both night and day We're making love in every way Your kisses, taste, warmth and touch These are the things I want so much On me, beneath me, inside me too I want so bad to make love to you So much desire what can I say? I can only hope you feel the same way Tell me you want me show me you care Wrap me in your arms and take me there Give me the passion you know I need This fire inside only you can feed Unlock these chains you have the key Bring out that woman you want me to be Wanda A. Jones

Goodbye
Goodbye I thought you were different than all the rest You tore my heart right out of my chest With a promise of love and sweet ecstasy You changed your mind about us, about me The time that's slipped by will never return All I can do about it is ache and yearn Our time together was supposed to last Now it seem's it's becoming the past You'll find a day where you miss me so Then suddenly realize why I had to go You once loved me I know it's true You've slowly destroyed mine for you I never wanted it to turn out this way Please understand I just couldn't stay I gave it my all, I really have tried I just can't go on living this lie I've lived my life through numbness and pain I played by your rules but lost just the same There's always a struggle, I slip and I fall Everyday in this world is

Them
Them Have you ever looked at the stars in the sky? Thought about someone and didn't know why? You catch yourself smiling up into space Thinking of them and their sweet gentle face You shake your head to try and clear your mind It's never that easy as you will find You wonder why you keep thinking of them All the while hoping you're not just a whim You've been down this road, you know where it leads It's not just their wants, it's not just their needs Take a step back and think for a minute This is your world, do you want them in it? I've made my mistakes as we all have done I've taken the path's traveled by none If I bare you my soul and let down my guard

Letting Go
Letting Go It's so easy for people to say "just let it go" The hurt that you go through they could never know It's like a part of you is left there back in the past You try to go on and forget but it doesn't last It's like living a nightmare day after day You try to talk about it, no one hears what you say They'll never understand the pain that you feel You carry around the anger and hate inside you still You ask yourself why this had to happen to me The answer to that you could never quite see You hope the day comes you're not tormented so Then it'll finally be true, you are "Letting Go" Wanda A. Jones 8/96

Special Friends
Special Friends I've tried so hard to be the friend you need I can't imagine what it is you want from me You think that I can look inside and find the answers there You keep your heart so tightly locked you're too afraid to care I dream of days with you and I walking hand in hand Taking strolls along the beach barefoot in the sand I look at you so very deep and I can feel your pain Just let me in, I promise you it won't remain Take a chance and open up let me come inside There'll be no fears, no sorrow or grief nothing left to hide So if you're lonely, sad or blue and need someone to hear I'll always be the friend you need to last throughout the years Wanda A. Jones

Lost Innocence
Lost Innocence She's just a kid no more than three, Playing and laughing happy as can be. It all started out with him calling it love, One innocent touch "that's all it was"! He did that for years without any shame, She went through hell taking the blame. For so long he made her life hard, She felt all alone and hid all the scars. She told nobody of her torment and pain, What would it solve, what would it gain? She carries the burden deep in her heart, One little word could tear her apart. She's always whispered "what did I do"? She cries in silence wishing she knew. She has a bad dream and wakes up in tears, He can't hurt her now he's no longer here. Maybe one day she can learn how to live, They'll only take what she's willing to give... Wanda A Jones

The Real Facts Of Life
There are a couple basic truths in the universe, for example, jumping out of an airplane without a parachute is hazardous to your health except if you do it while the plane is on the ground. The sun seems to rise every morning and set every evening. Most importantly, men are born with a constant run of testosterone and women are born to have total control of the testosterone spigot! This is a fact of life like gravity. There is nothing any of us can do about it and it means that the ladies are in charge of the universe. At least our corner of it here on this planet. Guys, I am sorry. We have spent most of the course of human history trying to show how dominant we are. Yet that soft and beautiful lady over there need only expose a little cleavage and we are reduced to complete blithering idiots within seconds. Many people do not know that men are given an orientation on these universal truths just before birth. I am not sure what celestial university does this presentation b

Sigh I Mean A Deep Sigh
What do you do when all you can do is nothing? The feelings that you have are there and not so easy to change. I wish I could change how I feel and make life easier for you because in the end my life would also be just a little easier and my heart wouldn't hutn nearly as bad. I have to put on this brave face everytime I think about you and the fact that I can't really have you. I should be extremely happy with what I have an in the end I guess I am... But why do I keep looking? Is it because at one point I had nothing to look forward to and even though now I do I don't want to be in that situation again. I was alone for so long and it sucked... I mean I have really great friends but that love isn't the same... Ugh.... My intention was never to hurt anyone, so why is it that I do? I mean really... Sigh. Deep sigh

The Charge Of Eris
"I have come to tell you that you are free. Many ages ago, My consciousness left humanity, that they might develop themselves. I return to find this development approaching completion, but hindered by fear and by misunderstanding. You have built for yourselves psychic suits of armor, and clad in them, your vision is restricted, your movements are clumsy and painful, your skin is bruised, and your spirit is broiled in the sun. I am chaos. I am the substance from which your artists and scientists build rhythms. I am the spirit with which your children and clowns laugh in happy anarchy. I am chaos. I am alive, and I tell you that you are free."

From
Aside from the bitchin and moanin, down to business. Deb is telling me I can't smoke, hates the odor on me and in my house and car. I'm waitin for or else. Other than that it's mid morning and I couldn't tell you exactly what I did for almost four hours. Beautiful day of uncertainty. Glory to God N

Feelings
I love you Tim you are my soul mate and best friend for life. I cant wait till we get fu married and someday marrried in real life. I know that Friday is going to be really special for us cause i am going to get tears of joy cause we belong together. You make me smile big and i am not going to loose you cause we belong together. You are the joy that makes me smile the happiness that i look forward to cause when i have a bad day you are ther to cheer me up

&& She Breaks Down
Goin' through the motions And holdin' on to nothin' She's running out of reasons To fight away the breakdown And she breaks down Crying over somethings And nothing's helping stop the pain She breaks down All alone, the silence kills It echoes.. And she breaks down "You've got yourself," she tells herself "It's not enough," she whispers back And breaks down She smiles into their faces And plays along throughout each day But nights come, bringing breakdowns The tears are stronger than she is And no one's there to fight them back She breaks down She's goin' through the motions And holding on to nothing.. She breaks down

Smiles
My Special ListI have a list of folks I know...all written in a book,And every now and then..I go and take a look.That is when I realizethese names... they are a part,not of the book they're written in...but taken from the heart.For each Name stands for someone...who has crossed my path sometime,and in that meeting they have become...the reason and the rhyme.Although it sounds fantastic...for me to make this claim,I really am composed...of each remembered name.Although you're not aware...of any special link,just knowing you, has shaped my life...more than you could think.So please don't think my greeting...as just a mere routine,your name was not...forgotten in between.For when I send a greeting...that is addressed to you,it is because you're on the list...of folks I'm indebted to.So whether I have known you...for many days or few,in some ways you have a part...in shaping things I do.I am but a total...of many folks I've met,you are a friend I would prefer...never to forget.

My Mom #1
Its been a 1 1/2 years since my mom died infront of me. I am still not over her death. today when i was in walmart I had to go to the bathroom and when i was washing my hands I swear i saw her behind me in the mirror. If it was her why didnt she stay there when I turned around. All I want is to be able to tell her that I love her one more time and to get a hug from her. I dont think it is much to ask for but i know it will never happen. I do feel her presents with me alot. I think she is very happy for me in finding my husband since she passed on. I wish she would have meet him. Her ashes sit on my entertainment center and her baby pics are all over my living room. Yet i cant put pics of her as i remember her yet. my mom kept our family together and since she has passed I dont talk to anyone on my moms side of the family. i know some of them blame me for her death. It doesnt bother me most of the time beacuse of all the drama. but to think my grandma has only called me twice since my

~for Friends***guido Zen`
***For my True Friends in this FuNation....thanks for being Real....hope this helps your heart as it has touched mine with experience along the journey.....peace **No Man or Woman is worth your tears, But Once You find One that Is, He or She won't make you Cry... **What a friend is for...when you are lost in Darkness and Searching for the Light...to Help you through those Lonely Nights...when everything around you Fails....Just hold our Your Hand...and I will come Running....that is what a Friend is for.... **Be still when You have Nothing to Say....and when Genuine Passion move You...Say what you have to say and Say it HOT **Do Not Ask a Person to be what He or She is Not....Do not ask of a Person what they can not give...Accept who they are, what they give and what you can offer them....expecting only good in return... **People will always talk, games will be played, loves gained and loves lost, hearts broken....but there are no friends or enemies...Only how WE choose to Live

Some Ettiquete
i only bomb on double points days, and my list is generally about 30 minutes long, so you have a good 25+ minutes at the end of my bombing to get some love from me if you just follow these few simple guidelines! 1. HAVE A FOLDER WITH 250 PICS IN IT. it cant be NSFW, since we're not allowed to bomb those. a bomb is basically instant 11s on up to 250 pics, BUT if you have less than 250 you get less points (and so do it). so all you need to do is throw some random junk together and load it in a folder. 1a. oh yeah, when mass uploading, only do about 20 pics at a time, or it fails. 2. MARK YOUR BOMB FOLDER. links in the SB are nice, but sometimes they're broken or i get a message that the pics are currently unavailable for some damn reason. SO, mark a folder with lots of text stuff to be eye catching, such as BOMBBOMBBOMB or >>>>>>BOMB

Uconditional Love
Unconditional love is loving & excepting someone for who they are & not wanting to change them. If you wan't someone to change something about there self then you don't truely love them. Go find someone you don't want to change anything about them & someone that does not want to change anything about you!!!

Just Time Out And A Lil Disgust..
Yea, it's time out time. Look, there's alot about me that people either just don't know or don't remember. There was a time when believe it or not, I chased rates! So to see myself red again kinda was cool and everyone has been great and it made my Happy Hour so much more fun last night but.. but you see it's already starting to wear on me. I'm -not- the person that spends all kinds of money on here, simply because I can't. Sure it's fun once in a while but real life things are more important. And my close friends and people that have crossed over to real life are as well and I hope they know that. Mind you I even buy my bling on sale ffs when I do! lol. I'm already getting bitched or sniped at for "this person in your family, that person this and that." So three days in I'm officially disgusted. So on the first day of famplifiers I was #9 for the day and didn't even know what the hell it was! How'd that happen you say? Gee, maybe because the people that were running them I was actual

Prince Of E-ville.
(a dead hand? Where are these people at?) What ya thinking wearing that skirt?What ya thinking being a flirt?What ya thinking wearing PVC?What ya thinking?What ya thinking?What ya thinking smelling like a dead hand?What ya thinking digging that band?What ya thinking doing your dance?What ya thinking?What ya thinking smokin those cloves?What ya thinking wearin those gloves?What ya thinking using that cane?What ya thinking?What ya thinking?What ya thinking smelling like dirt, bad poetry of pain and hurt?What ya thinking flashing your fangs?What ya thinking?What ya thinking?"Could you be any more Gothic pretentious!""How dare you speak to the Prince of E-ville that way you slllllllut!""Prince if E-ville! You work at fucking Dairy Queen!"What ya thinking?

Tracy's Mom's World Famous Egg Rolls (repost)
Tracy’s Mom’s World Famous Egg Rolls (note all amounts are approximate) 2.5-3 lbs of ground beef, cooked through and drained off all fat. You can even rinse it and dry thoroughly.2 6 ounce packages of frozen salad shrimp, thawed and drained. You can omit or use larger shrimp chopped coarsely. 1 medium head white cabbage, shredded2 medium napa cabbages shredded5-6 carrots julienned3 medium onions julienned 450 grams (about 1 lb) Korean sweet potato starch noodles, prepared according to package instructions, drained and cut into 2 inch lengths with kitchen shears 1 cup or more of oyster sauce 3 eggs beaten lightly 1 cup or more of plain breadcrumbs salt pepper 90-100 lumpia wrappers, thawed if frozen Vegetables for egg rolls In a very large mixing bowl combine cabbages, carrots and onions and sprinkle with a couple of teaspoons of plain table salt. Let sit for 30-60 minutes to allow the salt to penetrate the vegetables to release excess liqui

[the Mails]
I'm planning to spend about ...200 on models.Yeah... from the same bag of fuck that I bought from last time, but ... he does have competitive prices and great bulk discounts.included is the Jonny Ridden Zaku. Which is a PAIN in the ass to get I see this thing appear and disappear on Amazon all the god damn time. Another version 1 Gouf (which I already own, but this gives me a chance to customize and practice more, for pretty cheap too) I'm queued for another Kampfer (because ... hey, who can't use 2 bazookas, 2 shotguns, and an all around decent kit?) The char gelgoog ver 2 for about ... $20 off the normal price Also, I finished the Gouf version 1 this weekend and finished my Gyan ... this weekend. Oh... ... and I got the last layer of black down on my 1/144 Gouf. He's... ... well... there's definitely limits to what can be done with masking tape. I learned some stuff. he's not done, but he's nearly done. For right now I'm going to use my enhaler, crack

Sunday
Kids off to bed and time for me to relax. Was a good weekend. My 5 year old loves swimming lessons, my daughter stayed at her grandparents house all weekend. The baby not feeling to good though. Weather been good and that helps. For me I got class tomorrow and wednesday. Also giving a lecture at work on Wednesday. Going to be tired that day. Many will find this boring and sorry for that. I have been a parent for 10 years and it does become a large part of who you are.

Sack Lunch
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read. Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought.Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle andfilled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided tostart a conversation.'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me.'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and thenwe're being deployed to Afghanistan ..'After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sacklunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hoursbefore we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would helppass the time...As I reached for my wallet, I overheard a soldier ask his buddy if heplanned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just asack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks.. I'll wait till weget to base.'His friend agreed.I

I Am
There's an overpowering bewildering and wholly addicting quality about you.. thoughts of the sedation of your kiss.. the gravity in your smile and the way your wiles intoxicate and permeate me from distances and raise me to heights that make even the very heavens enviousI linger in the sway of your tone... it resounds with bountiful echos through the hallows of my heart and floods it with a splash of comfort and knowing... and I amfalling with and yet somehow without, you are amazing indeed a treasure and I am blessed in every instance that I am graced with your silk-spun sweetly seductive eloquently romantic prose and like the dew that kisses sweetly the petals in a rose garden in the earliest hour of dawn, my eye glitters and gleams with a purity and contentment of a newborn child.. and I amcomforted at the thought of walking the world with you arm in arm amidst my dreams... in scenes and scenarios that I will retrace with curvy smirks as I stir my morning coffee and sigh that I am.

Why We’re Fond Of Uggs
As is known to all, ugg boots is a style of Australian boot made with sheepskin. Whenever winter comes, many boys and girls are considering buying a pair of warm and comfortable ugg boots. But which one to choose has become a headache thing for them for there are so many styles and brands to choose from. Let’s talk about their advantages and maybe it can help you decide which one to choose. Selecting a pair of boots in fact is not that difficult if you know clearly what you want to get from it and what clothes you want to match. For many of us, maybe nobody wants to give up the warmth or beauty of uggs. As long as you get a pair of genuine ugg boots, you don’t need to worry about the comfy of them because they are made of high quality genuine sheepskin. They are fit for wearing all year round. It’s worth mentioning that no matter what kind of purpose you have, uggs can be a perfect choice among all kinds of boots for fashionable young people. B2C | B2B2C

Fate
So it is true.All good things must come to an end.Not because we want them too.But just because it is fate.It was fate for me to love youAnd never let it show.From the very beginningAs tears streamed down my face,I promised to never love,But did you not see my smile?That smile was realization of an endAn end that could be seen from the very beginning.So this is my apology,For dragging this on for much too long.I knew you could never love me,But yet I was so naive.All I did was hope for fate to change,And that hope will be justified tonight.I am going to ask one last question,A question that displays my heart on a silver platter.Could it be that you will ever love me?If yes, then god has been listening.The path of fate will be turned,And I will take one last breath,To hold on for one last fight.If no, then it is time for me to go.The path of fate has been true,And I will slowly drift away,To a place with the happiness I have been looking for.

Gone
I held a crystal in my hand,So perfect and sparklingly clear... With a sweep of a handBroken, shattered into pieces...I held a diamond in my hand,A perfect cut,So beautiful...In an instant, snatched away...I held a rose in my hand,With petals so delicate and fragrance so sweet...Days passed, its petals turned brownOne by one, they fell to the ground...Life is consistently inconsistent, Nothing definite... With a snap of a finger, everything stopsIn a blink of an eye, everything's gone.

Lightning Strikes! (repost)
This is a photo sequence of 42 stacked shots, caught in Olympic Stadium, Athens during a severe thunderstorm. It only took me aproximatelly 30 minutes to capture 51 thunders. Nine shots were destroyed because of the brightness of the thunders. See also the waterdrops from the drain pipe. They seem 'still' as they instlantly illuminated from the lightnings. The answer to the crucial question: No... The big thunder didn� hit me on the head! It stroke a few hundred feet in front of me.. Canon EOS 550D, 28/6/2010 1:16 - 1:48, Shutter Speed 3.2 sec x 42 shots, Aperture Value 4.0, ISO 100, Lens Canon EF 15mm f/2.8, Focal Length 15.0 mm

Making More Salutes
I am going to be making Salutes for whoever wants them. It will be first come, first serve. Let me know if you want one and what is your favorite color. Leave a comment below with what you want on it. I will try to make them tonight or tomorrow.

Where Are You
You all wanted me to have this By-Pass didn't you? Where are you all, who had so much interest? What did you think, I will continue on this path? It's a dead end! You all got this surgery from me and nothing further will be given to you, but what your Lord has given to you. Read your Bible from cover to cover, otherwise, I'll leave you in the dust. No, I'm not afraid to live, die, surgery, or God. Can't forget good ol Lucifer, can we? Please, all of you, give glory to your god. Glory to God N

Random,
I have just stated to work on a portait of my grandfather and his siblings. Some of witch were gone befor I was born.. Only ones left are my two uncles out of 7.. plan to give them prints when I finish...I was very closse to my grandfather and am close to his brothers .. I've done many porteaits befor but this one is personal and I feel intimidated by it.. But I havr faith in my abilitys and hope I can pull my head out of my ass to finish this '

Growing Up
Growing up...... your best friend becomes your worst enemy.... lollipops turn into cigarettes...the innocent ones turn into sluts... homework goes in the trash... Detention becomes suspension. soda becomes vodka... undies turn into g-strings... kisses turn into sex...remember when gettin high ment swinging on the playground? when protection ment wearin a helment? when the worst things u could get from boys was cooties? your worst enemies were ur siblings. race issues were about who ran faster... war was only a card game. the only drug u knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make u a slut..the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and good byes only ment til tomm> and to think we all couldnt wait to grow up....

Smash Boobs
You know who's awesome? (Besides YOU of course. ;)) That mandaSMASH lady. She's super fantastically amazingly awesome. :D You should rate her. She might show you some boobs if you do. (I can't guarantee they'll be hers, but still--they're boobs.) So, yeah...rate her HOARS!!

Ohio Really Is Dumb
Back to Google News Ohio to test Chia Pet-like sound wall on highway (AP) – 6 hours ago CLEVELAND — Ohio plans to build a sound barrier made out of soil and plants in the state's first eco-friendly attempt at muffling highway noise. A spokesman for the state transportation department says the 12-foot high wall will be like a Chia Pet: Workers will water bags filled with soil and seeds and watch it grow. The transportation department says the noise wall will be built this fall. It will span 400 feet along a westbound stretch of Interstate 70 near Columbus. Wisconsin tried a similar idea. It built a sound wall made out of plastic forms filled with soil and plants, but removed it in 1996 after part of the barrier collapsed and weeds spread. Information from: The Plain Dealer, http://www.cleveland.com Copyright © 2010 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. Related articles Ohio to test Chia Pet-like sound wall on highway The Associated Pre

V For Vendetta
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W2ty3b4EBMg Good evening, London. Allow me first to apologize for this interruption. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke. But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this November the 5th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat. There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into telephones, and men with guns will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of

Fight Club
tyler durden - Welcome to Fight Club. The first rule of Fight Club is: you do not talk about Fight Club. The second rule of Fight Club is: you DO NOT talk about Fight Club! Third rule of Fight Club: if someone yells "stop!", goes limp, or taps out, the fight is over. Fourth rule: only two guys to a fight. Fifth rule: one fight at a time, fellas. Sixth rule: the fights are bare knuckle. No shirt, no shoes, no weapons. Seventh rule: fights will go on as long as they have to. And the eighth and final rule: if this is your first time at Fight Club, you have to fight Tyler Durden: [pointing at an emergency instruction manual on a plane] You know why they put oxygen masks on planes? Narrator: So you can breathe. Tyler Durden: Oxygen gets you high. In a catastrophic emergency, you're taking giant panicked breaths. Suddenly you become euphoric, docile. You accept your fate. It's all right here. Emergency water landing - 600 miles an hour. Blank faces, calm as Hindu cows. Narrator: That's, um

Understanding
I do not want any misunderstanding. I do love animals, but swore, I will never be a keeper of them, due to the action of some concerning my ex wife. You do not have to know what the new pics are or the NEC but it speaks of volumes. From the full diclousure form to this property, some made serious mistakes in judgement. There has been nothing but mistakes in judgement, no matter how well intentioned. Can't forget or forgive Crimes. Nature of these crimes are very serious as to the character of these people. Don't be shy. Speak up and lets dig up the past. All of our past. I have nothing to hide and am willing to have full disclousure, aren't we all? Glory be to God N

Atheists Break Out New Ritual Tool: The Blow-dryer (repost)
By DAN HARRIS, ERIC JOHNSON andMARY FLYNN July 16, 2010 — Wielding a blow-dryer, a leading atheist conducted a mass "de-baptism" of fellow non-believers and symbolically dried up the offending waters that were sprinkled on their foreheads as young children. At the annual American Atheists Convention, one of atheism's premier provocateurs, Edwin Kagin, faced the crowd and raised high a hairdryer labeled "Reason and Truth." Said one woman who travelled from Cincinnati to undergo the de-baptism, "I was baptized Catholic. I don't remember any of it at all." The woman, Cambridge Boxterman, 24, added, "According to my mother I screamed like a banshee, and those are her words, so you can see that even as a young child I didn't want to be baptized. It's not fair. I was born atheist and they were forcing me to become Catholic." Watch the entire story tonight on Nightline at 11:35 p.m. ET Kagin, who is American Atheists' national legal director, firmly believes that r

Please Vote For Me To Win $ 1 Million Dollars, Easy To Vote On~~ Daily Vote Ends 9-15
Please vote for me daily for a chance to win $ 1 million dollars. Easy to vote on!! ends 9-15 http://switchtokozyshack.com/vote.php?id=278 Thanks Cindy

Last Minute Shit
after just hanging around today I went back to my bunk to lay down and wait until 2000 hrs for my next debref I get there and the'r s nobody there!. si I'm thinking okay maybe there late the people who was suppose to pass down information to airman or soliders or marin es who are only at qatar for a few days. the troop commanders only go they pass down the information to there troops. well Im sitting in the place we had to be and nobodys their. like I said previously I thought they were late but nope they wheren't. I was lie okay ohh crap what do I do now? I getting ready to leave and somebody comes and he says " are you her for the troop commander stuff" I said yeah he say " there isn't any today cause the people we have in the transient ents are civilians" im like shit but he says you have a floight leaving at 0600 for balad" I said "how come nobody came to notify me?" then he says lodging was suppose to. you see for military personnel who are just here for R&R or going home or going

Cel To Cel
God plays God to people who evoke his name but we have all in us the answers we blame him for mistakes, sickness, poverty, all that is wrong yet never give him credit for all the life around us If I were God I would rightly be pissed off look at the world, the diversity, the wind the rain the sun we arent thankful for these we figure they are just there as they have been for 6 billion years but God never gets mad he listens to every one of us he always answers but his answer may be no don't be a fool the choices of others inflict our pain and just the fact we are flesh and blood you have to expect the rest God has alot of planning to do he has a whole universe to contend with and if you ever pay attention to anything educational on the internet its proven there are a many universes, many dimensions infinities he deals with so tonight whe

Google Hacking At Its Finest.. (repost)
Google hacking at its finest.. Using Google, and some finely crafted searches we can find a lot of interesting information. For Example we can find: Credit Card Numbers Passwords Software / MP3's ...... (and on and on and on) Presented below is just a sample of interesting searches that we can send to google to obtain info that some people might not want us having.. After you get a taste using some of these, try your own crafted searches to find info that you would be interested in. Try a few of these searches:intitle:"Index of" passwords modifiedallinurl:auth_user_file.txt "access denied for user" "using password" "A syntax error has occurred" filetype:ihtml allinurl: admin mdb "ORA-00921: unexpected end of SQL command" inurl:passlist.txt "Index of /backup" "Chatologica MetaSearch" "stack tracking:"Amex Numbers: 300000000000000..399999999999999 MC Numbers: 5178000000000000..5178999999999999visa 4356000000000000..4356999999999999"parent directory " /appz/ -xxx -html -htm -php

Wrote July 16 2010
High Noon There is a place called lonliness Where all my snakes dare to treadHidden under floorboards of my youthAnd beneath me in the world of deadBut wherever it is I seem to go Follow aimlessly leashed and bound And hide it well for the sake of othersAnd reveal it when they're not aroundIt takes me to a place called nothingWhere dark is always thick and blackAnd night wont work, the blind can seetress if you pass, no going backThen another place called suicidea land of plenty called in mortem estWhere tickets are given free of chargeFor a train who's tracks I know the bestBut this moment is different than ever beforeThe ice cold shakes my memoryOf promises left and tasks undoneOf scenes long played by you and meMy doubt reveals a mysterious road

Something I Wrote July10-17th
Sandcastle I stand upon a moonlit beachWith the Atlantic ending at my feetNorth east wind whips at my backFor penance and grace I sorely lackI stand with sadness across my facePlaced on Earth this lonely placeThe tide calls deep as it pulls the sandFrom under my feet where I standI'm in its trance but I won't goBut stand my ground with all I knowWhat life throws me I won't denyMakes me flicker wane laugh and cryBut one day soon my sands of timeWill drag me out with evening tideTill all I am is a memoryAn epitath that stands for all to readBut my heart has caught every grain that fallsThru my hourglass yes, I will catch them allAnd transform this life to infinity With a place, a castle for you and me

I'm Sorry I Can't Tell You What
I'm sorry I can't tell you what I'm sure you'd rather hear,But there's a burden in my heartI can no longer bear. There's an anger I must crossBefore I come to youAnd make my peace with who you are,And try your soul anew. I know I wasn't what you wantedWhen you wanted me,A healthy, happy baby girlYou could raise easily. I was born impaired, and youHave never understoodThat what I am is whole and fairAnd beautiful and good. You were sorry, first for meAnd then for you, and wept,But I would not be me withoutThe fact that I am deaf. I am a gift to celebrateAnd not a cause to grieve.As a child this was whatI needed to believe. I needed but a different roadTo reach the common goal,But you decided there were thingsI couldn't do at all. And rather than accept what lifeHad given in its grace,You looked at what life had withheldAnd turned from its embrace. Ah, Mother! How you injured meBy what you would not own!To love myself I had to leaveAnd make my way alone, And have

Have Not Feeling Well
i'm sorry i have not been on very much just find out my blood purser is high and trying get low it . if u need help or pimpout i can do my best that all i can give u . so please pray for me ty muah big hug fallingangel

Cheese Straws (repost)
Cheese Straws Adapted from The Lee Bros. Southern Cookbook 1 1/2 cups (about 6 ounces) grated extra-sharp Cheddar cheese 4 tablespoons (1/2 stick or 2 ounces) unsalted butter, softened and cut into 4 pieces 3/4 cup flour, plus more for dusting 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt 1/2 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes 1 tablespoon half-and-half (I used cream, because I had it on hand; suspect milk would work just as well) 1. Preheat oven to 350°F. 2. In a food processor, combine the cheese, butter, flour, salt and red pepper in five 5-second pulses until the mixture resembles coarse crumbs. Add the half-and-half and process until the dough forms a ball, about 10 seconds. 3. On a lightly floured surface, using a lightly floured rolling pin, roll the dough into an 8- by 10-inch rectangle that is 1/8-inch thick. With a sharp knife (or a pizza or pastry wheel; both worked great), cut the dough into thin 8-inch strips, each 1/4- to 1/3-inch wide (dipping the knife in flour after

I'm In An Auction Ends July 23
COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK TO GET TO AUCTION http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&albumid=820891&i=455328844&idx=1 COPY AND PASTE THIS LINK TO GET TO AUCTION http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1029198&albumid=820891&i=455328844&idx=1

What The Hell Pt 2
ok I had to update when a friend linked me back to this loony mother fuckers blog.Seriously..dude kinda scares me a lil bit AntiChrist666Jul 23, 2010-- 1 of 2IM WRITING THIS POST TO CLEAR SOME THINGS UP. WHEN I USE THE WORD "WE" IM SPEAKING COMING FROM THE SICK PART OF "MAN" THAT WILL KILL OFF WOMEN JUST FOR THE HELL OF IT AS FAR AS IT BEING CALLED "POPULATION CONTROL." H.I.V. POPULATION CONTROL. HERPES SIMPLEX POPULATION CONTROL. OSTEOSPOROSIS(HOWEVER U SPELL IT)WOMAN BONE DISEASE. WOMEN WHO USE CRYSTAL METHAMPHETAMINE NEED TO STAY UP ON THEIR CALCIUM #1. THEY NEED TO EAT AROUND THE CLOCK WEN ON DOPE. ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ARE PEAKING ON CRYSTAL. WOMEN HAVE WEAKER BONE STRUCTURES THAN MEN RIGHT? RIGHT. SO AT BASICALLY ANY STORE YOU CAN FIND PILLS (NOT OVER THE COUNTER) BONE STRENGTHENING PILLS MADE TO MAKE YOUR BONES STRONGER OR TO KEEP THEM STRONG. ALSO U NEED VITAMIN D-BECAUSE VITAMIN D IS WHAT KEEPS THE CALCIUM IN PEOPLES BONES SORT OF LIKE A S

Try These Things To Stay Healthy
As a senior citizen, I do my best to eat well, exercise and take vitamins to keep a healthy lifestyle. With our culture so obsessed with youth, many people do other things to maintain a youthful energetic look. Go through a health food store and you will see lots of things that are good for you. Then there are the so called non traditional stuff you might consider. Check this stuff out http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/health/2010/05/24/bizarre-natural-remedies/#slide=1 BlastFM will keep the energy flowing through your whole body. Click it and enjoy 24/7 www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Fairy Tales
I guess maybe I was raised up on too many Disney movies. I believe in happily ever after, maybe it's use to believe; I'm not sure at this point in my life. All I've ever wanted was a simple truth; I want the dream, forever with the woman I love and a meger stable life. There are alot of people that think I have more to offer, but what I feel I was ment to offer is already here. My children are what I feel I was put here to create or do, so it's kind of simple for me. At this point all I need to worry about is being happy and creating a stable life for them. But, no matter how hard I try neither of them seem to be achievable for me. I have to wonder, is my search for stability and happiness actually counter productive to creating stability for them. Women come and go, and all that has done has created the womanizer imagine in my childrens minds. My oldest doesn't view anyone I see as anything more than a passing thing. Due to me being poor she doesn't seem to be able to bring herself to

Germans Know How To Party
Germans throw biggest outdoor party ever. " Germany (Reuters) - About three million people turned a busy motorway into one of the biggest open-air festivals in Germany's history on Sunday." Article Link

Not Good Enough
What is it with women that act like you're not good enough but claim there isn't a good man left? Think that may be why? Who knows... Just kinda wondering if ppl constantly search for the impossible, cause a great catch just doesn't seem to cut it. Now me personally, I think I 'm a great catch but not to the female species I guess. But it can go both ways (such as men lookin for a prettier woman or something) but I'm not into dudes, period. I just hate that you look for someone, tell you they're not looking or interested in anyone then a week later plastering every where they love this person they had no interest in all of a sudden. Coincedence? Not likely. Claiming to look for a good person but yet you throw us good people in the crowds of bad people and think we're the same cause we're the same gender. Not cool, and nothing gets solved that way. Couldn't hurt to get to know someone before you start slappin labels on people. I notice how some women say "I want someone that loves

Sunnyday Returns
a sunnyday is a time to playplay without regreta sunny day inst about tommarowdont regretplaying favorites is part of the showits all that we wishits all that we knowits not about tommarowyou think its leavingishbut yes its tommarowtommarow turns sunnydays time to play without frettoday tommarowa sunnday is fo. sho.

Sunnyday Returns
a sunnyday is a time to playplay without regreta sunny day inst about tommarowdont regretplaying favorites is part of the showits all that we wishits all that we knowits not about tommarowyou think its leavingishbut yes its tommarowtommarow turnssunnydays time to play without frettoday tommarowa sunnday is fo. sho.

Good Day, Good Sir
i just like this and wanted to share it [Switching on and off between Andre "3000" and "Bentley Farnsworth"][Andre]Ahhh, such sweet soundThe Fiddler on the Fuckin' RoofIs that Mr. Bentley Fonzworth?[Bentley Farnsworth]Indeed it is SirGood day, good sirHow do you do? Look fine[Bentley Farnsworth]Fantastically well I am certainly not fine by farBut you could say I'm close to spectacular[Andre]Close to spectacular? How so?[Bentley Farnsworth]Open your eyesSpectacular's right in front of you[Andre]Whatever you say... your spectacular[Bentley Farnsworth]No I'm fantastically well[Andre]Come on man make up your mindA minute ago you said you were fine[Bentley Farnsworth]No I said I'm close to spectacularBut I'm meeting fine in a minute[Andre]Close to spectacular?You said you were fantastically well[Bentley Farnsworth]Exaxtly[Andre]Exactly?? Which one are you?Close to spectacular or Fantastically well?[Bentley Farnsworth]

Expectations ( Part 1)
So I have now been back on Fubar for about a week and am being reminded of the perils of playing on the internet. So far this weekend I have rated I would guess about 3,000 pics 11 and have received 10 pic ratings, one bling and a few drinks in return, one TYVM XXXOOO and that is about it. I appreciated my first bling very much and I was not expecting that cause I have not been on Fubar long enough to know what to expect half the time. Now I really hate to be critical but it is apparent I need to regroup and calm my expectations here a bit. I am not a noob online and have been on many sites, met some very nice people and some real jerks. I am certain many have had the same experience as it comes with cyber territory. I am not the type that is very pushy. My premise has always been that if your talking or interacting with a lady online you need to remember that you are not in their presence physically and usually someone else is so never take any of it very seriously until you make

Let's Get Nekkid!
Join me for my Serene Sunday show at 8am est . Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Angel Of Grace
My AngelAre you There? My Beloved... Where are Thee?Angel... I need you... I have fallenAnd my wings have broken...Are you watching down on me?My Love... My soul is dead without you.These eyes will not stop weeping...I need you... to hold... My darlingAngel of Grace

Females Need Self Respect!
Females should have more respect for themselves. Just because you get on cam naked for a guy does not mean that they like you, or even think that you are sexy! they are thinking that you are the whore that you really are! there is other ways that you can get the positive kind of attention and you can start with having some class.

No Bake Chocolate Peanut Butter Oatmeal Bars (repost)
No Bake Chocolate Peanut Butter Oatmeal BarsAdapted from allrecipes.com Ingredients: 3/4 cup butter 1/2 cup packed brown sugar 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 3 cups quick cooking oats 1 cup semi-sweet chocolate chips 1/2 cup peanut butter (smooth or chunky) 1. Melt butter in a large sauce pan over low heat. Stir in brown sugar, vanilla, and oats. Cook for 3 to 4 minutes. Press half of mixture in to the bottom of a buttered 8 x 8 dish. 2. In a microwave safe bowl, microwave the chocolate and peanut butter, stirring every 30 seconds until melted and blended. Pour the chocolate peanut butter mixture over the crust, reserving a couple of spoonfuls to drizzle over the top. 3. Sprinkle the remaining oat mixture over the chocolate and peanut butter, pressing gently to form a crust. Drizzle the remaining chocolate and peanut butter over the top of the bars. 4. Refrigerate for 3 hours before cutting and serving.

Long Day 2.25
"Since we're taking the scenic route. Tell me your life story, Siren." I ask. "Well, it started many moons ago, before telephones had answering machines and mom was having her first child. Dad got drunk the night before and still half lit when she informed him "It's time." Dad replied "Of course it's time. I'm dry woman, where's my beer?" "No, you drunken idiot. My water broke." "Well, let me get Bubba on the phone, he'll come by and fix it." he slurs. My mom smacked him upside the head "No, your baby is on the way and we need to get to the hospital.""Oh Shit!" And he was running around the trailer like a chicken without a head! He couldn't find his shoes and then forgot mom when he took off in the car. Came back sheepishly. They barely made it and I was almost dropped in ER." Enthralled in the story, I ask if that was true. She replies. "No, not really. I was given up for adoption and I don't know who my parents are. But my adopted parents were always loving and supportive of me.

A Photo Blog
So because I can, Im gonna right a little about myself. Just some random things.Things from the past.Read if you like. There will be pictures. Firstly, I miss being close to my younger sister Rachel. We were tighter then you can imagine.But things happen, and people change,and you grow apart.But one of the greatest nights of my life is when Rach and I were pretending to snort pixie sticks, pretending to be Gangster, and listening to BSB. Fuck we were fabulous. Still are. You wish you could be that gangster.Rachel and I used to get all dressed up just to take pictures together with the webcam.It always was a night of glam, and laughs.And random weird videos that no one would understand but her and I.When we were younger, rach and I would play Barbies all night. till like 3am.She always ended up playing with most of the barbies cause she had the better imagination.Pics of us when we were youngins: yeah. i looked like an old lady.it was for a christmas thing for school,he

Camgirls
LMAO! Some girl (NatalieSparks) asked me for my messenger, and I told her she could have it as long as she wasn't going to ask me to sign up for a cam website - and she blocked me. Oversensitive webcam girl? Yep. Listen, I have nothing against camgirls, and I would be more than happy to be friends with you (and may even seriously consider dating), but I'm not going to sign up for (and give my CC info to) a webcam site to see you strip - even if you claim it's free with your "access code" - and no amount of begging, pleading, rationalizing, or pouting will make me change my mind. I *might* consider signing up for your site if we're actually dating (or even just good friends) and have been for quite some time (days won't cut it - weeks might.) So please, if you happen to be a camgirl, don't be repelled by all this. I'm here to meet new friends, online or off, and who knows, maybe meet a potential GF, and camgirls are no different than any other girl. Just, please, seriously. Do

$#!tty Bitch
you left me for a fat toothless old man that mat's embarrassed to call dad.but now i'm blowin up and your missin what you could have had.to bad bitch it's over now...no respect, no love and your cryin as I take a bow.yu mad your bed with the fat old saggy balls now lay in it.and every time I bang a different girl I hope you feel like $#!t. you got a diabetic I gotta line of honeys.I got girls buyin tickets just to give me money.you left me so what but the kids miss you.And my toungs bleedin from biting on it not to dis you.Quintins to young to understand but maryjane is smart.you can see it in her eyes she has a broken heart.but the kids are strong and she trys not to show it.I dont knowwhat to tell her and It makes m feel like $#!t.go head and snort the pills with yor giant nose.what comes around goes around thats just the way it goes.It's a smal world I know we'll see you soon.I just hope she dont catch you with a burnt spoon.white powder in your mustache is gonna get you caguht.yuor

Moses Old.
Have you ever been invited out by your friends and when you get there. Random Girl. Your friends have decided to ninja fix you up. Now, I don't drink, I don't have an issue with it, it doesn't bother me. I actually like seeing the changes in people between drinks. It's amusing. But this girl is drunk. I don't mean healthy buzz, talkative drunk. I mean can't string four coherent sentences together drunk. She can't NOT talk about herself for more than a few slurred words. As a side question..... Why is it, every girl under a certain age at the bar is snapping a hundred pictures of themselves, screaming like they're on vacation? These girls aren't visiting from another country. They probably live in the neighborhood and sit in there 6 nights a week. Calm the fuck down and gain some perspective. So I'm sitting here with this self centered narcissistic, black hole of a human being when the band starts. Of course, depressing indie college rock bullshit. Lovely. Out of polit

Thought Of Night
Night What is it about the night that makes us mad? The stars shine, black velvet is the sky, and the moon glows bright. There are creatures that roam, and others that hunt in the dark, prey and predators. Yet we hold our loves hand, and look into their eyes, and feel love. We tell ghost stories and say endearments to one another, all actions done at night. As for me, my thoughts are of you and when will we able to hold each other again, and walk by moonbeam filled autumn pools, to see your hair shine and eyes sparkle. At night when other sleep, I think of you and DREAM.

The Walrus And The Carpenter By Lewis Carroll
The sun was shining on the sea, Shining with all his might: He did his very best to make The billows smooth and bright-- And this was odd, because it was The middle of the night. The moon was shining sulkily, Because she thought the sun Had got no business to be there After the day was done-- "It's very rude of him," she said, "To come and spoil the fun!" The sea was wet as wet could be, The sands were dry as dry. You could not see a cloud, because No cloud was in the sky: No birds were flying overhead-- There were no birds to fly. The Walrus and the Carpenter Were walking close at hand; They wept like anything to see Such quantities of sand: "If this were only cleared away," They said, "it would be grand!" "If seven maids with seven mops Swept it for half a year. Do you suppose," the Walrus said, "That they could get it clear?" "I doubt it," said the Carpenter, And shed a bitter tear. "O Oysters, come and walk with us!" The Walrus did b

Sophie's New Blog..
hey everyone..im bored and alone!.im here in Canada right now for some reason..anyway..meet me at yahoo or msn if u love too..im online there right now and im sure u will love to chat with me there..i will just leave my id and if anyone are interested u can try to add me and try to drop me a message ok?. sophiamadisonsmith at yahoo dot com and i have also msn..sophiamadisonsmith at hotmail dot com ..lets get to know each other ok?.by the way im sophia but u can call me sophie..take care..hugs and kisses to all of you.. -_-

10 Steps For Transforming Negative Thoughts Into Positive Beliefs (repost)
Article written by Alex Blackwell. We can always choose to perceive things differently. You can focus on what’s wrong in your life or you can focus on what’s right. - Marianne Williamson We have the ability to create our own reality. For the most part, we can look at a situation and see the good or we can look at the same situation and choose to see the bad. Often times the lens we use to view what’s happening is filtered by our thoughts. Positive thoughts create more positive circumstances. Alternatively, negative thoughts contribute to feelings of dissatisfaction and disappointment. Therefore, changing our negative thoughts is essential to achieve happiness and peace. The following are the most common negative thinking behaviors. Becoming aware of these is essential to transforming negative thoughts into positive beliefs. 1. Stay away from “all-or-nothing” thinking. When we slip into “all-or-nothing” thinking we see our circu

I Am Indeed The True Anti-christ: Introducing The Chronicles Of Satans Son
WELCOME TO HELL 666 SEE IM TRYING TO FIGUIRE OUT WHERE PEOPLE THINK THAT WE ARE AND WHO THE F*CK DO THEY REALLY BELIEVE IN. SATAN PROBABLY IS BEING REAL GOOD TO ALL YOU SATANIST RIGHT NOW. BUT WHERE ARE ALL OF THE DEVILWORSHIPPERS? WHY DOES IT SEEM THAT WE HAVE TO HIDE OUT OR KEEP OUR LOVE FOR DIABLO A SECRET. I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS SHIT DAY BY DAY BY MYSELF. I GO TO "DEVILWORSHIPPER.COM" AND FIND NOTHING BUT BULLSH*T ON OTHER RELIGIONS AND CHRISTIANITY. WHERE'S THE REAL SOCIETY OF SATANIST AT THAT ARE READY TO MAKE A REAL MOVE AND WELCOME THE ANTI-CHRIST INTO THIS WORLD WITH OPEN ARMS. I CANT SEEM TO FIND ONE SLUT OR ONE CRUMB BUM READY TO SMOKE CRYSTAL AND REALLY MAKE THIER PACT WITH SATAN IN ORDER FOR THEIR SALVATION. ALL THAT I HAVE RAN INTO ,SINCE MY RETURN, ARE JUST DIRTBAGS TRYING TO DO EACHOTHER DIRTY RATHER THAN TO USE AND BE REASONABLE WITH THEIR BLESSED GIFT OF METH WHICH SHOULD BE USED FOR DOING GOOD IN

Breaking Inside
I caught a chill and it's still frozen on my skin I think about why I'm alone, by myself No one else to explain how far do I go? No one knows If the end is so much better, why don't we just live forever? Don't tell me I'm the last one in line Don't tell me I'm too late this time I don't want to live To waste another day Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside I don't want to fall and say I lost it all 'Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall Leaving pieces of me behind And I feel like I'm breaking inside Out here, nothings clear Except the moment I decided to move on and I ignited Disappear into the fear You know there ain't no comin' back When you're still carrying the past You can't erase, separate Cigarette in my hand, Hope you all understand I won't be the last one in line I finally figured out what's mine I don't want to live To waste another day Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made 'Cause I feel

Mark Twain Gives Nine Tips For Living An Extraordinary Life (repost)
Is truth stranger than fiction? Perhaps. In this great article written by Henrik Edberg, we find that Mark Twain had expressed in his writings over the years an entire philosophy for living. If he were around today, it seems he would be on the lecture circuit with the likes of Eckhart Tolle or Wayne Dyer. Below are Mark Twain's Nine tips for living a "kick ass" life: “Let us live so that when we come to die even the undertaker will be sorry.” “When your friends begin to flatter you on how young you look, it’s a sure sign you’re getting old.” You may know Mark Twain for some of his very popular books like Adventures of Huckleberry Finn and The Adventures of Tom Sawyer. He was a writer and also a humorist, satirist and lecturer. Twain is known for his many – and often funny – quotes. Here are a few of my favourite tips from him. 1. Approve of yourself. “A man cannot be comfortable without his own approval.” If y

Dream
Whisper in the yard and turn the trees all into toys Lay there on the ground, and turn the dirt into your joy From what I see and what I know, it's all been boring lately So I suggest we trade a question mark in for a maybe Time your riddles right, and make a point that has no sense Make sure that you're smiling, and the money's been well spent Innocence and ignorance, it all goes hand in hand I'm not sure that I'm right, but I hope you'll understand I hope that you're still searching for the start that has no end And all the plastic people have now become your friends Before you start to drift and your soul begins to scream I just wanted to tell you that you're listening to a dream

Break
Let go of the misery And retrace all the steps where youve been And forget all the history and start over again For as you can see it's all on me I can't erase it because it's with me every day The strangest feeling that never goes away Now I have to face it because I can't walk away And every I go until I break Let go of all confusion And forget the hate in their eyes And convince yourself it's illusion Find a reason to survive For as you can see it's all on me I cant erase it because it's with me every day The strangest feeling that never goes away Now I have to face it because I cant walk away And every I go until I break So maybe I cant be you But I choose not to be And maybe I dont need you to show me how to see But what if the sky fell and time slipped away If there are my last words then heres what I say! I cant erase it because its with me every day The strangest feeling that never goes away I cant erase it because its with me every day The strangest feeling th

No More Love
It's cold outside I'm sensing fear My self control has disappeared I'm spinning out at each end Could you be kind and let me in Despite the writing on the wall My future's bleak and rather small That's all you could ever take from me I've got nothing to lose so let me be Well I sized you up your not that strong You're weak inside I knew all along This made up army you fight in your head Destroyed your worth and pronounced you dead There's no more love There's no more love There' no more love for me and you No more love There's no more love There' no more love for me and you The cruelest joke that has played on me Is all planned out so I can't leave Now quietly I will walk away There is no bad blood but I can't stay There is no more love because there is no more love

My Very Own "pursuit Of Happiness"
Well, I finally got around to seeing Will Smith's movie "The Pursuit of Happiness" tonight. If you haven't checked it out, it's excellent... although somewhat anti-climatic after seeing the real life Chris Gardner on multiple talk shows talking at length about his rather amazing story.It also occured to me how being unemployed can completely mess with your brain. During the course of the movie, I kept bouncing back and forth between "inspired" and "freaked the fuck out". During the scene where he and his son are sleeping in a homeless shelter, I started thinking "Wow... what if I never had a job??" What would I do if I had to live this guy's life?? What if one day, I had zero income, I depleted my savings account... and had to sleep in a subway bathroom with my five year old black son with an afro??"Then of course I realized that I don't have a five year old black son... at least not one that I know about. Then I started thinking "But What if one day I was on the Maurey Povich show...

What The Hell!?!?!?!?!?
ANTICHRIST 6662 hrsKLOVER LYNN IVE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO HOLD A CHICK WITH A SATANIC NATURE. I BET ITS VERY BEAUTIFUL AND INCREDIBLE. THIS SITE IS MARVELOUS. I NEED AND WOULD LIKE IT IF U NUMBER ONE WOULD ACCEEPT ME AS A FRIEND AND SEND AS MANY DEVIL WORSHIPPERS TO ME THAT EXIST HERE AT FUBAR. ALTHOUGH YOUR ENOUGH FOR ME. I WOULD LIKE IT IF YOU WOULD MAKE IT A POINT TO STALK ME AND POISON ME WITH YOUR SATANIC VIEWS AND PITURES. I JUST FINISHED DOIN' 5yrs IN PRISON. THE ONLY THING I KNOW HOE TO DO IS WORSHIP THE DEVIL. PLEASE LET ME IN. POISON ME. IM ANTI. YOUR VENOM WONT HURT OR KILL ME.666 v ok yeah I see the potential to fuck with someone here..but I gotta say..this is the strangest damn friends add I have EVER gotten on Fu...and THAT is sayin alot

The Crow And The Butterfly
I painted your room at Midnight, so I'd know Yesterday was over I put all your books On the top shelf, Even the one with The four leaf clover Man, I'm getting older I took all your pictures Off the wall and wrapped Them in a news paper blanket I haven't slept in what seems Like a century, and now I can Barely breath Just like a crow chasing the butterfly dandelions lost in the summer sky When you and I were getting High as outter space, I never Thought you'd slip away I guess I was just a little too late You're words still serenade me, You're lullibies won't let me sleep I've never heard such a haunting Melody. Oh, it's killing me You know I can barely breathe Just like a crow chasing the butterfly dandelions lost in the summer sky When you and I were getting High as outter space, I never Thought you'd slip away I guess I was just a little too late Just like a crow chasing the butterfly dandelions lost in the summer sky When you and I were getting High as outter space, I never Th

Undo It
I should have known by the way you passed my by There was something in your eyes and it wasn't right I should have walked, but I never had the chance Everything got out of hand, and I let it slide Now I only have myself to blame For falling for your stupid games I wish my life could be the way it was before I saw your face You stole my happy You made my cry Took the lonely and took me for a ride And I wanna undo it You had my heart, now I want it back I'm starting to see everything you lack Boy, you blew it You put me through it I wanna undo it Now your photos don't have a picture frame And I never say your name, and I never will And all your things, well I threw 'em in the trash And I'm not even sad Now you only have yourself to blame For playing all those stupid games You're always gonna be the same Oh no, you'll never change You stole my happy

Glad That No One Reads This :)
This call for solidarity with people who may have been locked out for blasted good reason (who knows? You're not telling us their story or anyone else's!) is giving me a headache. And I'm prone to headaches anyway. I usually like solidarity and favor it. But somehow I don't see this bringing the site crashing to a halt (taking on similar numbers, or dropping your own name and taking on your number, in solidarity with Miss Pink, or whatever - it's all a very confused, disorganized effort- which doesn't help either) - as making it all more confusing for newcomers, and all, all very self-absorbed. Labor organizers of an earlier day would have called it all very bourgeouis, I think, and I can see why ;) I just think it's foolish. We also work enough during the week without wanting to put in extra work figuring out who's who, just to support some people we do not know in the name of a principle (solidarity) which only some of us support anymore, and without even taking the time to put fo

14 Rules Of Life
1) Don’t worry about what people think; they don’t do it very often.2) Going to church doesn’t make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car.3) If you must choose between 2 evils, pick the 1 you’ve never tried before.4) A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.5) Men are from earth and women are from earth. Deal with it!6) No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.7) There is always 1 more imbecile than you counted on.8) Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.9) Someone who thinks logically provides nice contrast to the real world.10) It ain’t the jeans that make your butt look fat.11) There is a very fine line between being on MySpace and mental illness.12) People who want to share their religious views with you, almost never want you to share yours with them.13) You should not confuse your career with your life.14) The 1 thing

Need To Rant
Okay, I need to rant..I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's afreaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? Whatabout all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All thoseSoldiers who, knowing that th

Ever Wonder What Hurts The Most
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or Saying nothing and wishing you had?I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don'tbe afraid to tell someone you love them.If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might breaktheirs.Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........whenyou least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but thatother person was too afraid to let you?Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care toomuch...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even atall.Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear ofrejection was too hard to handle?We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what wedon't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will befound out about us.But e

What Is A Hero
Never did I ever think of the definition of a hero.Is a hero someone who defends the innocent who can't defend themselves?Does a hero need's to be arcane? Is a hero someone who thinks of others first?Is a hero someone who faces dangers in times of peril despite all the odds? Is a hero someone who goes that little extra mile against all odds to make the world a better place?Are heroes seen as heroes because they are intellectual, strong, fast, braves' danger or because they are arcane? No, a hero is someone who is hopeful in times when seen as all hope is gone, although hope may be frail it's hard to kill.A hero is someone who is compassionate to others needs and difficulties, someone who is loyal in what they are doing but with wisdom.Show me a person with the attributes of being merciful, compassionate, loyal, sincere and wise and I will not only show you a hero but a Legend.A hero thinks of others before they think of themselvesA hero will die to protectA hero can be of

Life Moves On
Life moves on i know...relashionships change...there are breakups, there are feelings broke and yet we still live...god gave us feelings and emotions and yet some of those cant hurt worse than something pounding on you phisically...some breakups might make you think you will never find anyone like them...but i am here to tell you that if a a guy wants to break up with or mis treats you than they dont know what they have...and you can find someone that treats you like you need to be...like you are there one and only..this is from a guy..might think that is wierd..but there are guys out there that actually care for someones feelings and would love to cherish every mommet that they are with the girl taht they care most about...some ppl think a girl is just someone to be with and treat them that same way... they give ppl like me a bad name... but there are ppl that will love and care for you....

Often Plays A
I look at the world and sometimes I loose all faith and belief in anything. My perception is distorted because emotions often plays a role. My emotions can be based on half truth or no truth when I should just sit back and consider, my mouth is flying open. Truly, as The Lord said it. It is not what goes into us that defiles us but it is what comes out of our Heart through our mouth. How many times I opened my mouth and said things only to regret what I said. Time and Space cannot be rolled back for any of us to correct our mistakes but only to realize it and try our best to live with what has come about. These did not come about by choice just as we did not say or do so much by choice but coerced or boxed into make that decision. Glory to God N

Summer
My summer has been full of changes. None was a surprise to me. I hope your summer is better than mine. I hope all that has been and will be affected by the sib in the Gulf of Mexico makes out all right. To go beyond out Great Nation I cannot but hope God be with out Troops whereever they maybe. Countries torn by war, nature, inhumanity of us may God have Mercy! Mercy Lord Glory to God N

Random
Hey it's been one of those weeks were no matter how hard yoou try you just can't seem to break ahead. I have been trying to find steady work for eight months but nothinig is out thier. Trying to make a living as a free lance artist sucks.. No ine thinks about the time and effort put into making their piece, and like just anyone can do this.. I'd love to see some one pick up a brush and see what comes out.. just sick and tiered of main stream america thinking any one can be an artist.. it's not easy takes years of practice and finding out your own style and you will never stop learning no matter how good you get.. Sorry for the random rant but hell I feel a little better

Bbw *ugh* (re-post)
Over the years I have heard all the names and been left out of all sorts of things due to the size of my clothes, but lately I have really been thinking about a term use on the internet that I believe is overly used. BBW, big beautiful woman.There are many different people in this world of all different shapes, sizes, and colors, and just because you are of one of them does not mean you are more beautiful then the person you stand next to. So why is it that because you are a big, plus size, woman you are automatically beautiful? This I do not understand, but I am sure someone out there in the world is someone who does understand it, because the term has came to be and very popular at that.I, personally really dis like the term. I don't think people should drawl attention to themselves by putting labels on themselves and/or others. Yes I am a bigger woman, yes I shop at plus size stores, but I don't want to be called BBW. If a man (or woman) tells me at the get go th

Dream 1
It started the same way any other Friday night would, I thought, as I walked into the same club I had been to what seemed like a thousand times before. I made my way to the bar, zigzagging through clouds of smoke and waves of endless chatter. I arrive at my usual spot and take my seat as the bartender nods his normal greeting. Issuing back nothing more than a nod, he starts mixing my drink. What seems like hours go by before I notice her staring at me from across the bar. She's with two guys, but it's obvious that their attempts at seducing her are falling on deaf ears. Her gaze is focused on just one thing and the two would be suitors realize they are vying for the attention of someone that don't realize they exist. She is wearing a short black dress that isn't old fashioned yet still leaves a little to the imagination. Her legs were long, and her thigh high boots barely made a sound as she seemed to glide on air walking to me. I pretended not to notice her standing beside me

Team Fuct
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This land has seen many changes in its time, but only continued to grow! People of all genders, ages and races flocked this evergrowing websit

Why Did Lorena Cut Off His Penis?
Lorena Bobbitt who, when questioned by police as to why she cut off her husband’s penis, responded, “He always has an orgasm and doesn’t wait for me. It’s unfair.” Let be a lesson to you dude. Make sure you help your honey get an orgasm. Ian Kerner, sex and relationships counselor, has some suggestion about how to please your babe sexually. And guess what? It’s all about that “little man in a boat” as I’ve heard it called. The clitoris is the key to a sexually happy woman. Want to know how you can get more and more from your honey dude? Then read what Ian says http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,596775,00.html BlastFm is the fun place you are looking for and just now found it. Hit us up 24/7 @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Read Up
In the beginning, which was close to the start, there wasn't anything except God, darkness and some gas. The Bible says, "The Lord, thy God, is one," but I think He has to be much older than that. Anyway, God made the world and then He said, "Give me some light," and somebody gave it to Him. He split an atom and made Eve. Adam and Eve didn't wear any clothes, but they weren't embarrassed because God hadn't invented mirrors, yet. Adam and Eve sinned by eating one bad apple and they were driven out of the Garden of Eden. I'm not sure what God drove them in because He hadn't invented cars, either. Adam and Eve's son, Cain, hated his brother as long as he was Abel. After a while, all of the first people died, except Methuselah, who lived to be, like, a million years old.

The Not-so-fake-fake & The Number 1,061....
Hey everyone and welcome to yet another fun filled action packed blog about the exciting things that happen around here. Ahh yes. But first, about that number 1,061.... See I'm good with dates and after some research last night very, very late, I found the date that there was a last male red Top 10 lifetime member, which was 1,061 days ago, guess who? lol. But congrats to Fu Daddy on finally making it there. Needless to say it's a rare accomplishment indeed... Now on to what ya'll probably came here for in the first place. It's been well versed in these blogs about the fake and stuff that goes on around here. It's a whole entity of issues all in and of itself there, but what happens when the person isn't "fake" persay, but actually real, but well, really isn't. Maybe? Such is the case here... See this pretty 19 yr old girl's salute?... It's not fake! It might actually be the real chick. But see there's a catch here. Well, other than the creepy fact it looks lik

Trickled
It trickled down with sadness. Tear stained forgoteness. All that was left was emptiness. Screaming please ! Please! Don't forget me! Then you came.... Crept up like fire under my skin. Peeling back my bitterness. Burning up my soul like acid eating paper. I loved it. I craved it. GIVE ME MORE! I would kill to be in your arms... I would die to have your lips on mine... The blinding salvation of deaths' sweet call, only if will have me first. Take me completely. Forever yours...

I Can't Be Daddy
Mommy, I wanna go home.. This is our home now, Baby Mommy, where's Daddy?? He's in Colorado, Baby. With Grams.. Mommy, I wanna go with Grams We can't right now, Baby.. It's too far away Mommy?? Yes, Baby?? Can we go soon?? Yes, Baby, we can go soon Mommy?? Yes, Baby?? When is Daddy coming?? He's not, Baby. Daddy's staying with Grams. He is?? Yes, Baby.. But he loves you very much Daddy loves me?? Yes, Baby. Daddy loves you with all his heart. He loves you so much.. I love Daddy I know, Baby Mommy?? Yes, Baby?? I want Daddy.. I know Baby, I'm right here ok?? Mommy?? Yes, Baby?? I don't want you.. I want Daddy I can't be Daddy.. && the worst part is... Neither could you I watch my son's heart break && you aren't there to mend it. I see my son cry && you aren't there to wipe his tears. I feel my son, afraid && you aren't there to tell him, "It's ok." I watch my son grow && you aren't there to appreciate it. I see my son missing his daddy, && you are

Lost Soul
chorus these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but know body knows.... he feels so empty feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....the razor meets the skin... blood begins to pour... a secret of life... and how it is no more.... with all the things on earth.... the tears still seem to fall... its a never ending cycle... he just wants to be warm.....chorus. these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but knowone knows....he feels so empty he feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....all these thoughts running throu his head.... how woiuld it be if i was dead... BANG BANG... and now he knows... no body hears it... no body knows.... his cry for help is now long gone... chorus. these tears i cry are for a lost soul.... one that everyone sees but knowone knows....he feels so empty he feels so cold... he just wants to be found and to be exposed....by: David Scott Fentress

Ill Be There
I'll be there as your friend Holding you until the end I'll be there until the end By your side I will always stand Holding out that helping hand When you think your alone I'll be there to direct you home At 2 A.M. when your tears fall Ill be there to get your call Whatever the road your life goes on I'll be there to help you along I'll be there to wipe your tears I'll be there to fight away all your fears I'll be there through thick and thin I'll be there when you don't win I'll be there for years on in I'll be there for my favorite friend

Let Go
sometimes it seems like i can never make it then i realize im a young man and i gotta take it but understand that things wont happend like they use to cause sunny days and stormy nights bring something new and even though i get mad and fed up and though i cry alot of tears and let out sighs i got people who count on me and now i realize im taking life to the face and need to let of the throttle plus my babys really needs me so imma live happily the rest of my days and will make it to heaven well i can only pray

Poems
Street lights on the walls, Cold seeping through the cracks in this house, They say joy comes with those you love and hold close, Then why does my world seem to be filled with so much pain, No distance seems to take me far enough, Away to a world where memories fade....~Darkness is my best friend, hiding my falling tears, pills making me numb to the physical world, smoking to see the brightness and its affects curling, no way for others to see my fears, all this in hopes to see a sooner end... The trains heard on a distant track, Some oldies song playing down the block, Trying to find hidden meaning in all my bad luck, Wondering why i remain silent when screams lay on my tongue, When the want to disappear is strong....~Darkness is my best friend, hiding my falling tears, pills making me numb to the physical world, smoking to see the brightness and its affects curling, no way for others to see my fears, all this in hopes to see a sooner end...Listen to the lies of daily life say things

1 Rate & Raffle
RATE 1 CONTEST PIC AND BE ENTERED INTO A RAFFLE THE FOLLOWING IS FROM KAYLA'S BLOG LATEST NEWS:I am in a contest, "Summertime Bikini Contest." The one with the most rates wins. Please click on the photo below and rate it for me please? If you rate the pic, leave a comment on it, and PM me that you rated it, Please title the message as "RATED CONTEST PIC 4 RAFFLE ENTRY", I will be raffling off your choice of a 2 day family add OR 1 Pimpout and will be drawing from those that rated the pic for me. (You must have a Fubar approved Salute to be added to my family.) Be sure to send the Private Message/email if you want to be entered in the raffle, as I will be going from my PM's only.If you refer other people to rate my contest pic, and comment on the Contest Photo that you referred them- Person who sends the most referrals will be added to my family for 5 days OR win an altruize (my points for 12 hours while I am running a Boomy). (You still must have a Fubar approved Salute to b

Alice In Wonderland
I really fell in love with this movie. The whole Alice in Wonderland mythology is a wonderful place to visit, and I got lost in this visit to it. Tim Burton is an artist. I've known this for a long time, but like any good artist every visit is a blunt reminder of that fact. Every scene is a painting with so much going on that you want to keep hitting pause. I know it isn't all Burton, but also his team of artists, designers and cinematographers that help realize his vision. When I say Burton, know that I mean all the creative people he brings with him. I'm glad I didn't see this movie in 3D. To really make 3D pop...you have to diminish the background. You probably missed a lot if that's the only way you've seen it. I watch Tim Burton movies almost as much for the trees as I do the story. I want to sit under a tree in Underland and just watch the sun rise and set and rise and set. The story is a well done continuation of Carroll's stories with a grown up Alice who has for

Marriage
MARRIAGEWhen I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with

Weird!!
I tried to sleep earlier but couldn't ... I think i'm too tired and hungover. Anyway, when I got up I noticed that my foot is a really weird shape. It is actually nearly 1/2 inch wider than the other. It isn't so much swollen but spread out further. The space inbetween my last two toes is wider than the other foot. And it is a different colour, I initially put this down to fact that it had been in a cast for several weeks ... but it actually looks like lack of circulation. It looks like it belongs on a platypus ... Roll on Wednesday!!!

Web Solutions
NEVGI offers affordable Web Solutions for your small business. A website is a very important business tool that serves a purpose for you and your clients.NEVGI works with each client to create a website geared for you and attract clients. Our goal is to see your business grow!

Get Nekkid Today!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Summer Time Auction
THE SUMMER TIME AUCTION HAS STARTED AND I NEED BIDDERS JUST CLICK THAT LITTLE ORANGE PICTURE UP THERE AND YOU WILL BE ON YOUR WAY. MY BID GOES HIGHER AS THE BID GETS HIGHER WHO KNOWS WHAT YOU WILL END UP WITH

I Wear My Heart On My Sleeve
I wear my heart on my sleeve , and you can see in my eyes, i'm not a pretender or faker . I'm real .. My hearts been broken just like yours , the scars are stil there to see some of you might think you know me , but that takes a while .. im a lil bit complicated .. after all im woman, and a scorpio .. There are some good people on here , and there are some bad .. but i don't waste my time getting upset about it .. its like that anywhere you go , its just fun to meet people from all walks of life and cultures.. I love people .. im kind most of time , until im disrespected and then i cut you off .. when i give a couple of chances.. but after that its the door . Lifes to short to waste time .. ive done eough of that already .. I'm not from here .. but i live here now .. and i try to make the best of it . I have a daughter but you won't see her pics up here, theres too may sickos out there . she smart and kind like me and i taught her to read before she went

Reacurrence
While going in for a normal check up with my chemo docotor they had found something which was located in the same area as my cancer was the last time, they sent me in to have an MRI done and I won't know nothing till the 22nd to see if it's a reacurrence of my cancer. I'm not ready for this however know what needs to be done, although it's hard trying to keep myself together because the last time I lost my damn mind. Hopefully everything comes back o.k. and I will not have to go through this again.

Creating Photo Album
From the menu click on My than click on PhotosIf you look to the left you will see a Default folder.When you add photos they will go into the Default folder.If you want to create albums and store your photos in there, from the Photos page look to the left and you will see a Create New Album section.In the text box type in the name of your new photo album than click on Create Album. After you create your new album you will be redirected to your new Album page and from there you can add photos.Anytime you want to add photos to a particular album just click on the Album.

Responding To Chats In My Chat
When someone sends you a chat in your My Chat box it will appear at the top of your page.This chat box allows you to communicate instantly between users and allows multi user chatting.To respond to a chat click the reply icon/link beside the message As soon as you click the reply icon/link you will see a text box which is where you will type in your message to respond to that user.

Dreams
They Aren't Meant To Come True Definitely Not For People Like Me And You They Will Usually Just Pass Us By Making Us Wish, Hope, And Wonder why We Keep On Thinking Every Single day That Something, Someone Special Will Come Our Way We Sometimes Don't Even See The Sign When It's Finally Our Space And Time Those Dreams That We have Always Thought Of Are Waiting For us, Not far Away, But..... In the Eyes, Heart, And Soul of Another Dreamer

Long Day 2.0
"Just starting? Did you have an official ceremony with Oompa Loompas cutting the ribbon? Or did they just turn the "Open" sign on?""Actually, I had a small ceremony. I got a Johnny Depp crush so naturally I designed the opening sequence complete with dolls, fireworks & theme song. It was smashing, I got standing ovation." she said excitingly. "Oh, complete with dolls set on fire and melting? I'm duly impressed." which wasn't a lie. "Eh. it was 2nd hand store dolls & it was the soundtrack from the movie and I use propane torch to melt the dolls & used the fire extinguisher. The set was in my office and I was the only audience, quite anti-climatic. But I still got that standing ovation. My palms were sore for half the day." she beamed. Is there no end to this woman? "So, this crush on Johnny, is he the reason why you got into chocolate? I mean, don't tell me you're going to try to drown a boy in chocolate syrup trying to boost sales.""Oh, nothing of the sort. I do have a liquid chocolat

I Woke Up Naked!
I woke up naked! My mouth is as dry as a nun's fanny! (I can only presume this) I can't find my lighter so i've had to light my fag using the stove and I singed my bloody fringe. I feel like ... well, nothing. I think the Jager has anaesthetised my whole body. I blame Weirick for all of this!!!

Chapeter One Of "on Talons Of Silver"
It was a brisk morning and pilots briefing had just completed. The Talons were as usual at the top of the briefing with accolades of their last mission, and the news that they will not have any time off to relax after another Rebel faction started terrorizing the sector once again. The low grumbles filled the room after the disheartening news came to the squadrons of the 31st space fighter wing. For three years The Talons have been instrumental in keeping the peace in the Seti Sector of the Galaxy. This Sector is the farthest from the “civilized” Central Core of the galaxy and is prone to terrorism and acts of extreme rebellious activities, but the largest problem growing is a growing militia with outside the galaxy influence. For this reason alone, the 8th fleet has been permanently based in this sector. Morale has been low for every squadron and wing due to the heightened activity within the sector. Six months of either being on high alert or engaging insurgent factio

"silent Exchange"
When my eyes met yours I got lost in those eyes of blue,sweeping my heart into its ocean. Waves of emotion bash against my skin as I am lit up with fire from just the look in your eyes and the promise of your touch. As I tremble when your lips caress mine. With just one look you shook my soul with its promise as my breath quickins to your touch my heart begins to beat as never before. With no verbal words for communication just passion and tenderness in a wordless exchange with love being the only topic.

Skinz 4 Your Albums
Today i started to work on a couple skins for my albums and thought i would share them.They're nothing too fancy or anything but they're there to RIP anyways.Here's a sample of what one looks like, they're all the same just different color scheme.The other colors are Blue Pink Check Them Out P.S Yes this is marked NSFW cause my pic with me dishing the bird

Girls Blowin Up Dudes And Some Kind Of Gem In The Rough...
Well it sure has been an interesting week to say the least around here hasn't it? But anyways, I know I'm behind and I know there's alot goin on so with that in mind I'll just skip right to it... Sometimes when people get lit up or hurt, they act out, say things to people, etc..alot of it can be dismissed as simple he said she said stuff. But like I always say to people in these situations, please provide some kind of proof. It can be done a variety of ways. Personally, I prefer the on-fu-site screenshot as best. Copy and paste conversations from the message box really don't constitute a whole lot since they can be totally altered. Screenshotting or forwarding is the best method for integrity purposes of your "proof." Well, with that in mind let's take a look at this young ladie's method of proof, different but well, effective nonetheless...some of you might actually know the dude in question as well. Don't know about all that, what I'm hearing I don't like personally, but you all

Love?
ok so my life has sucked pretty hardcore for the past 23 years that was untill i found something. something so specular something i thought could never be found. the kind of thing that could last a lifetime. the greatest thing in the world. i hope you all find it someday. everyone deserves to be as happy as i am now, and forever will be. thanx to you my very special someone this is for you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4fI93DHrY0

Undercast
undercast\ UHN-der-kast \ noun; 1. Something viewed from above through another medium, as of clouds viewed from an airplane. 2. Mining. A crossing of two passages, as airways, dug at the same level so that one descends to pass beneath the other without any opening into it.

How To Put Youtubes In Your Tracks So Their On Autoplay
Ok of corse you want to go up to "my" then to "trackz" theres an embeded box at the bottom on the page theres where you enter the embedded code from youtube.com: So here we go...... then go to youtube.com type in the song you want and click it take the Embeded code from it like this: Then take that code and put it in the box on fubar for my trackz: Then DELETE Half the code Starting at < object > end it @ < embeded... like this: Now your code should look like this: Then take that and Put &rel=1&autoplay=1 after the first set of quotes but before the last quote: Hit Submit... Then wait for the page to load back to tracks and find the song you just uploaded in your tracks in the list and hit autoplay on profile After that it should come up randomly on your profile every time someone visits your page... you can upload multiple youtube videos and hit autoplay on all of them and they will be picked at random every time you refresh your homepage or some

Funny Email Fw:
omg, this is one of the funniest thing iv read in awhile enjoy From: Jane GillesDate: Wednesday 8 Oct 2008 12.19pmTo: David ThorneSubject: Overdue accountDear David, Our records indicate that your account is overdue by the amount of $233.95. If you have already made this payment please contact us within the next 7 days to confirm payment has been applied to your account and is no longer outstanding. Yours sincerely, Jane GillesFrom: David ThorneDate: Wednesday 8 Oct 2008 12.37pmTo: Jane GillesSubject: Re: Overdue accountDear Jane, I do not have any money so am sending you this drawing I did of a spider instead. I value the drawing at $233.95 so trust that this settles the matter. Regards, David.From: Jane GillesDate: Thursday 9 Oct 2008 10.07amTo: David ThorneSubject: Overdue accountDear David, Thankyou for contacting us. Unfortunately we are unable to accept drawings as payment and your account remains in arrears of $233.95. Please contact us within the next 7 days to confir

Nice To
Setting on the back stoop with my Deb and Soph and won't you know it a gun ship flies over. Making it up? No, the rattle told me military but this one is a Cobra. Who knows maybe Apache's in formation? The cap is holding and why do I get the feeling of a lie? I'm tired and I would like to get out. Is that even possible? Anything is possible but highly unlikely. To get out has never happened but I still seek it. One lie and I can no longer trust any. I fought and now am at odd with any that lack luster. Andy, this state of NJ has no Alimony and yet I pay Alimony every month through the NJ Child Support. Care to explain? I have no children. Didn't you like the brevity of the Federal Investigation? I washed your hands as well as others very high up. God forbid? I want the stranger from 5/13/09. Without this stranger there is no Stint on my part. Lucifer does you all one better in that sticks to the same lie. Manipulate. Lucifer, Satan, and Devil are far ahead of you all. Glory to G

Barefoot
So, for the last month or so, I'v been walking around barefoot as much as possible.... There is something deeply spiritual about walking the earth with just your own 2 feet and nothing else.... my bottoms of my feet have became rougher and rougher, and now I am able to walk just about anywhere outside, including roads. I think my favorite part about walking barefoot has got to be when I feel the cool grass on my feet after walking a section of road or asphalt. When walking on the grass, I feel a deep connection with the earth and it is a great feeling! Please, share your thoughts of walking barefoot, and hopefully some of you out there share the same passion as I do...

Why I Came Back
Well, I am back. The reason? Missed talking with Shay. But, I am still open to reconnecting with my old friends. But, you have to prove you care that I left. Come find me. Tell me you enjoyed having me as a friend. That's why I came here originally. For friends.

Shoe Laces.
Do you notice, they always tell you that you have to tie your shoe laces before you run, or you'll trip?Fuck that, I'm goin barefoot.Don't always do things the way they want you to. Do them your own way, do them better, and you may get further than where they wanted you to be. And further than where you ever expected to wind up.-Poe--7/16/10-

Ruminations.
I want to go outside and open my arms and spin around in a circle until the world becomes a blur of colors and shapes. I'd laugh as the wind slithered through my hair in soft wispy carresses and the grass beneath my feet trembled as my feet moved across them into the dirt below. I'd smile and watch as you copied my every move and giggle with each circle we made, and when you got too dizzy I'd catch you before you fell. I dream sometimes that we'd sit together on a pile of blankets reading together, and you'd ask me questions and look onward diligently as the story was weaved by my words. I imagine how much you've grown, how much your eyes sparkle with the light, and how much you've changed. We would race to the kitchen and make breakfast in the mornings, and i'd teach you how to flip pancakes and watch your eyes light up in awe. You'd try to take a peek and talk my ear off about how much you liked food. I imagine two faces smiling at me, and sometimes I can even hear their l

This Is Beyond Lol
I know the stuff about Gem Girl has been going around the past couple of days that she scammed ppl out of stuff on here and then blocked them after wards. As well she came out and said she is married. As u will see in this SS of her page. Then u go to his page and it's a little different from hers. It says that he is actually engaged in his martial status on here as shown in the screen shot below. Now here comes something else on the matter. In those 2 screen shots above. Take a look at the crushes. Do u see what is odd in those 2 screen shot above? This is where it actually gets very interesting on the whole matter of them being so called married to each other. Take a look at this screen shot and what the caption says and what actual album it is in too! So what i'm thinking right now. If they're actually married and then that is her uncle. Then he is pulling a Jerry Lee Lewis act lol! As well there is NO actual pics of them together except for the ones t

Bad Girl(nsfw)
(unedited) She stands naked erect and proud, her feet comfortably apart so her legs don't touch. Waiting. He usually starts sex standing up, so he can handle her all around. And so she is there. Vulnerable. Waiting.Coming from behind her, he slides one hand down and around to her belly, the other upward to the breast. His handling is sure and firm. He pulls her closer and kisses the nape of her neck, and she has a sense of being taken by the man despite first offering herself. His handling is gentle, reverent. It is always how he begins sex and one of the best ways he romances her. She watches as he worships her, turning to face her and lowering himself to his knees to smell and kiss her belly. Now running lips lightly over the downy hairs of her belly, a hand on her inner thigh, she is teased with the possibility that he will service her more thoroughly. He squeezes her thigh, reminding her of his presence, and begins to rub her leg.He is attentive, feeling the

[that Russian Word For "mushroom Crazy"]
What was that word again?Oh...wait... doesn't matter- I did something awesome tonight.First offlet me just say that as a person that averages eating a bowl of rice once per day (seriously)I sure do get tired of American long grain*shrugs*anything more need be stated?Didn't think so.So I picked up a big bag of basmati rice and put in a batch for dinner.~ orgasmically different.Sure I'll occasionally switch to short grain or brown rice but there's something... rich and crispyabout basmati, more fragrant tooAnd since I went to Sam's last night to pick up a brick of food for a hunger drive we were sponsoring at work, I decided to grab a bushel of mushroomscuzlet's face itSam's is bulk ogtfoSo I had to make sure I could use whatever I picked up, no matter how much storage room I hadI don't have the means to dry all these mushrooms so I came up with a pretty awesome idea >>This is a mushroom... curry... gravy... sauce...thingI took about one cup of thai red curry (that goopy stuf that usuall

Stupid
So I actually bothered responding to a random in my SB today. priormilitary: so babe, how bout you add me? ha ha.To priormilitary: nopriormilitary: aww. why not?To priormilitary: because i don't want topriormilitary: i do somethin to offend you?To priormilitary: especially not someone who uses their status as a 'former soldier' to get stuff from herepriormilitary: i actually was in the service though. lol. served 4 years in the navy.To priormilitary: yes...and?To priormilitary: so you exploit that to gain crap from the fu? how honourablepriormilitary: just sounded like you didnt think that i actually was.To priormilitary: no it sounds like you are are an idiotpriormilitary: some ppl actually admire the fact that ppl serve. guess ur one of the few that dont.To priormilitary: i admire people who don't use the fact that did serve to gain attention and things from other peopleTo priormilitary: i admire the men and women who serve, for the sake of serving not for the sake of receiving a

Transylvanian Recollection
I feel nothing but yet theres somethingnow I sit here about to make a wishyour blood on a dishembrace the life to my lipsan opportunity I can't missa transylvanian recollection comes to mindI see for I am no longer blinddeep into the darkness I walk only to see the lightthis place isn't so dark just only bright

My Best Friends
Okay so i haven't really done a blog since they changed it up a long time ago but I think its time. I want to show love to the 3 people I care about more than anything in the world. #1 (Faintshtick My #1 Fam & Real Life Hubby)...Baby I love you more than words can say. You are my life and my heart. I don't think I could go another day without you. We met on fubar a year ago tomorrow. We met in real life 6 months later and got married instantly. People said it was stupid and a mistake but I know in my heart that it was the right choice. We fight, call names, get frustated sometimes but I know you will always stick by me. I know you love me with your whole heart and that is all I ever wanted..I know we can make it through tough times b/c thats what marriage is about. I remember the exact time I fell in love with you. We were talking about flinging poo, lmfao. I love you baby (but if u ever fling poo at me I will cut your nuts off.). #2 (AsH..My #2 Fam) Ash, you are the best girl friend

Another Poem
GO AWAY, GO AWAY, GO AWAY I no longer can describe feelings. I no longer want to feel those feelings. Maybe a tidal wave of impulses. Screaming to be let free. Only I no longer know the words to tell them. No one would care. I am still lost. But I am starting to not care. Does no one see the pain? Does anyone care anymore? No. I know my faults. You don’t have to point them out to me. I have no strengths. They have been used up already. Envy, rage, lust, all I know now. Dangerous with the power of knowing. But you should be thankful I don’t . . . I won’t obey by any rules. Even ones I previously made for myself. You should’ve ran when you had the chance. But you willingly bound yourself to me. I am loosing the war. I can no longer be bandaged up. I guess I’m sorry. But its been changing a while. Did you not care? To caught up in yourself to notice? I can’t survive this. If you don’t like it, then leave. Maybe I sh

Rattle Of
Sitting outside having a smoke the rattle of the engine and blades sounded familiar. Sure enough a gun ship. How about a Apache next time in formation instead of a Cobra? Excitement of the day was a hair cut. Old Joe was no where's about. I went to where I wanted to go. She got a $4.00 tip and I was still ahead by three. Then we went to Big Lots. Ain't that what it's called. I purchased two boxes of cereal that can't be had in the name markets. Made in? China, right? Glory to God N

Hile "two In The Pink, One In The Stink" Is Indeed A Bit Crude, You Might Want To Use Some Of These Classier Versions
Two in the pleasure, one in the treasure.Two in the friend, one in the end.Two in the crack, one in the back.Two in the kitty, one in the shitty.Two in the moose, one in the caboose.Two in the poon, one in the moon.Two in the girl, one in the swirl.Two in the gash, one in the stash.Two in the twat, one in the balloon knot.Two in the punanny, one in the fanny.Two in the beaver, one to check for fever.Two in the bush, one in the tush.Two in the pink slot, one in the stink pot.Two in the flap, one in the crap.Two in the cunt, one to make her grunt.Two in the fun, one in the bun.Two in the giney, one in the hiney.Two in the goo, one in the poo.Two in the grass, one in the ass.Two in the gutter, one in the turdcutter.Two in the hair pie, one in the brown eye.Two in the humper, one in the dumper.Two in the junk, one in the trunk.Two in her meat, one in her seat.Two in the bank, one in the stank.Two in the muff, one in the stuff.Two in the cootie, one in the booty.Two in the pocket, one in th

Not Yo Sugah Daddy!
I am officially suspended from purchasing anything on Fubar. I am officially not upset about that. This has happened because I refuse to fill out their little "authorization" form that they sent me because I've apparently spent over $400 on the website. I'm not proud of the fact, but I'm a generous person with a decent job, so fuck it. I am not filling out the form because they have no right to ask me to fill it out. I make financial transactions online on a regular basis, some far in excess of $400. No website I've done business with has ever asked me to fill out something like this. When I use a credit card or PayPal, my authorization is implied and my transaction is insured. Fubar should be no different. Here's the funny bit. There's this statement on their authorization form they want you to sign. It goes like this: I swear under penalty of perjury that all of the above information is true. I authorize all charges on my fubar account and any account that logs in from my

Oh Oakland Let Me Count The Ways That Love You.
Reason #1 Pregnant biotches battling in the Burger King parking lot. Real good. THIS is what I'm talking about. Someone get these ladies some fubar shirts! YOUTUBE LINK Reason #2 See reason #1 again. PREGNANT FISTICUFFS!

Dallas Is Pro Booze
So check this out. Dallas wants to sell more booze while cities around the world are trying to minimize it. They are trying to get rid of "the dry areas" of the city. LMFAO What can I say, I like how they roll. LINK : http://www.dallasnews.com/sharedcontent/dws/news/localnews/stories/DN-wetdry_15met.ART.Central.Edition1.29aed4e.html

Fucking Days!!!
Days come an days go. I sit here and think about the old days. You know the days when we were growing up and everything was right the days when things was so much fun... And now i look at days like today. I still can't believe you done what you did.. I know its been two years ago but still how could you.... Yes i still love you that and that will never change your my brother. But you really made me feel ashamed of you I hate to say. How could you do what you did? I swear I hate days like today when just a smiple phone call from you brings back memories of the good old days. And then have days like today while your sittin behind bars I'm sitting here wondering what the hell proseted you to do what you did. I love you but i can't fogive you for that I'm sorry. Fucking Days!!!

Who's Alive And Who's Dead
I remember when my granddad was in his 60’s, he would tell me about people he knew that had died. He would also read the obituaries in the newspaper. At the time, I thought it was morbid. Now that I’m older and faced with mortality, I have an interest in which of my high school acquaintances are still around or under ground. In the mean time this is a partial list of entertainers who are dead or still around. I think it fun see who’s still here http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/entertainment/2010/06/22/more-thennow-special-whos-kickin/#slide=1?test=faces BlastFM is cooking 24/7 with a flare for the exciting. Give BlastFM a listen and you will be back again and again www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Two Biographies
Two Biographies General McChrystal Biography Commander, International Security Assistance Force/ Commander, United States Forces Afghanistan United States Army SOURCE OF COMMISSIONED SERVICE: USMA EDUCATIONAL DEGREES United States Military Academy - BS - No Major United States Naval War College - MA - National Security and Strategic Studies Salve Regina University - MS - International Relations MILITARY SCHOOLS ATTENDED: Infantry Officer Basic and Advanced Courses United States Naval Command and Staff College Senior Service College Fellowship Harvard University FOREIGN LANGUAGES: Spanish PROMOTIONS DATE OF APPOINTMENT: 2LT 2 Jun 76 1LT 2 Jun 78

Orange County Breast Augmentation From Orange County Plastic Surgeons
Women who are not satisfied with their bust size and those who lost their breast volume due to pregnancy, aging, and weight loss are the ideal candidates for Orange County breast augmentation. Surgeons perform this procedure by using silicone or saline implants which are materials compatible with the human tissues. Nowadays, there are several incision sites used in Orange County breast augmentation. Doctors may place the incision around the areola, inside the breast folds, in the underarm, and within the navel’s rim. Regardless of the incision site used in Orange County breast augmentation, doctors believe that the scars are well-hidden and generally fade over time that it is almost impossible to tell if someone had undergone the procedure or not. According to Orange County plastic surgeons, there are only two FDA-approved breast implants in the US: the saline which contains a sterile saltwater solution and the silicone which contains a cohesive material that can replicate t

More Random Facts About Me!!!
Into: accents (everything to do with it), attention (receiving), bare handed spanking (receiving), caressing (receiving), clowns (watching others wear), collar and lead/leash (watching others wear), cunnilingus (receiving), flashing (giving), foot massage (receiving), hair pulling (receiving), handcuffs (wearing), hot oil massages (receiving), kissing (everything to do with it), leaving marks (receiving), making home movies (everything to do with it), male authority (receiving), military (everything to do with it), military uniforms (watching others wear), nudity (everything to do with it), oral sex (receiving),

The Sorbet Test
You're Sweet Because You're Zany You've got a little zing to you, and people appreciate your edge. You would never use your wit to hurt anyone, but you never pass up the opportunity for a good joke. Your take on the world is a little unconventional, and you don't mind entertaining people with your observations. You may not fit perfectly into the mainstream, but you wouldn't want to. You like being different. The Sorbet Test Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

What Slanguage Do You Speak?
You Speak Canadian Slang Canadian Slang: 75% Aussie Slang: 25% New England Slang: 25% Prison Slang: 25% Southern Slang: 25% British Slang: 0% What Slanguage Do You Speak? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

7 Annoying Photograph Poses By Jeff Wysaski (just For Fun)
Browse any home photo album or online profile, and it’s pretty easy to spot the douchebags since they stick out like an overly tanned thumb. Here are seven of the most annoying photo poses that are a dead giveaway that someone is a douchebag:Lifting the Shirt to Show the AbsI know you think you’re telling the world that you’ve got a killer bod by nonchalantly lifting up that stupid shirt that’s obstructing the view of your abs, but really all you’re telling me is that you have a small penis. Because only a dude who is seriously overcompensating for something would feel the need to give the world the gift of his abs every time someone pulls out the camera.And don’t try to work around the whole issue by just taking the shirt off, either. Camera or not, if you’re constantly looking for an excuse to flash the abs, you’re a grade-A royal retard.FlexingFlexing is the lame cousin of the shirt raise and, unless you’re a professional wrestle

Self Inflicted
You cut yourself wide open over and over again and you find yourself bleeding all over me and who I am. Just because you can't say no. I'm constantly running to your aid, helping you recover. Stitching ur wounds closed, keeping the stitches small so hardly any scar will show. The moment I turn my back they get ripped open again. My eyes water, to keep myself from screaming so hard and loud to where my throat bleeds. My fingers tremble and the needle pricks me everytime. But I'm still here. Sewing you shut. Days go by and you're healing so well. Then you disappear again. This time I can't find you. Its too dark and cold. I smell blood and my heart start pounding. The smell is getting stronger and I'm feeling more and more sick to my stomach. And in the distance I can see a light. Faded but just enough to see the glare off my clothes. I run as fast as I can. Limbs lashing at my face and neck. Shoes rubbing blisters on my toes and ankels, soaked with sweat and water from the dew on the gr

What Flavor Smoothie Are You?
You Are a Pineapple Smoothie You are adventurous and brave. You aren't afraid of much. You are in love with new experiences. You are usually the first to try something. You get bored rather easily, and you need to be challenged in life. You are turbo charged. Most people find it impossible to keep up with you in any capacity. What Flavor Smoothie Are You? Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

The Mountain Test
You Are a Hard Worker You carry a lot of baggage with you when you travel. Some of it turns out to be unnecessary. You tend to push yourself to the limit. You don't stop unless you absolutely have to. When you get tired, you tend to feel scattered and a bit disoriented. It's hard for you to get your bearings. You are happiest when you reflect on what you have to be thankful for in your life. Happiness is a choice. The Mountain Test Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

Months Early...
But I'm getting all my junk ready for halloween because of how much work is going to go into it. My girlfriend Aly is going and Harley Quinn and I'm going as Poison Ivy for a costume competition. To make sure I can get the hair JUST right I'm starting to dye it red now. Once october comes I'll have many layers of red highlights for body and depth. I'm starting with a rich auburn then i'm going to highlight lighter reds and strawberry blondes and by october it will also have fire engine red lowlights as well. I wanted more then just one stationary color. I noticed from cartoons and movies and the comics her hair ranges from orange to red hence why I'm doing the layers.

Downrange
I just fininshed up my training I thought I would be chilling at norfolk for a few days before I would ship out. nope the air force kinda threw me a curve ball I was at the amc terminal at norfolk andI asked when Im I shipping out cause my unit deployment manager didn't give me a mission number and I went ahead and asked when Im I leaving they told me at 0200 the 15th so that was a surprise for me. in stead of staying at norfolk for a few days im now chilling at qatar before I go out to balad afb iraq don't when that is so I could be here for a couple of days. I'll try to be on as much as I can but no promises please help me level up I need referalls and more drinks from greennames. Peace from the middle east!

Blocked?
I have a question.....does it mean you are blocked by a person if when you hover over their pic it says N/A ect ect under their profiel pic? Also...I am going shopping today....what color of shirt should I buy for myself? (I don't want to make a mumm about this unless you all think I should) :P Last but not least....The State Fair sucks...why oh why did I pay 40 bucks for me and my kids to walk around in 100 plus degree weather? Oh yeah to visit my old high school bff....grrr now my tan is all jacked up. I am totally batnuts today....

The Little Things ...
I've just had this message from a friend on FB. We haven't kept in touch a lot recently because he has become a single dad of three and he is busy which I understand (too long a story, but one of the kids isn't his). I actually respect and love this guy a lot, he is one of the most amazing people i've ever met in my life and my life is a lot better for having him in it. He is the only one I can tell my darkest secrets to and I know it won't change the way he feels about me. .... And yes, he is only a friend. His message: was till I heard you are fed up with your life..... :-(You know you are so fantastic, here is all this pain in your life but still you look to "start work" and "finish studies". I don't doubt things have been low Jen, but my god you have such a great spirit about you.... You get my backing all the way.... Wish I was closer to help, both geographically and emotionally.... But hey please smile as I am for you.... Zx My reply: Ehhh .... you only live in Scotland!

Marriage
Thursday, July 1, 2010 at 11:45am MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The w

News: Man Treated For Fall Had Blood Alcohol Level 7 Times Legal Limit
http://www.kansascity.com/2010/07/16/2087656/man-treated-for-fall-had-blood.html Wichita man falls down, hits head, and is found to have 7x the legal limit of alcohol in his system. :) Yes friends, TOTALLY #FUBAR !

The Man I Am Part 1
lets talk about a more serious side of me this is a side that not a lot get to see i'm different from your average everyday kind of guy listen to my tale and i'll tell you just why i was loved from the beginin raised by real women from my grandmothers and my mother too let me forget not, all my aunts, i luv ya i'll never forget you women who taught me how and what to do women who taught me what and shaped who i was to be real women who weren't afraid to rain hell down on me gave me values and raised me to be the man that i am they didn't just ask me yet made me do the best i can i was never spoiled i never had it all told never to back down to always stand tall they gave to me and taught me everything they could i learned hard lessons until i understood i'm not talking about the kind of girly women that would wrap me up when i fell down yet let me struggle and i learned to get myself off the ground i'm witty and sarcastic, straight to the point, smart and loving, with a huge heart my

The Man I Am Part 2
the other side of thee is a part everyone gets to see there's no secretes no surprises what you see is what you get all you see is simply me this is my life there's no gettin out no getin around it no unsure doubt raised by the best of men as well i'm a good guy although i'm goin straight to hell i'm tryin to be everything everyone of them are it's not so easy for the journey i have to travel is quite far i've been taught the values of pride i have my honor i dare not hide dignity and courage to do whats right for all my loved ones i'm willing to fight and i will take that fight straight to you to guard and protect thats what i'll do i'm made from the best of everyone of them how ever i do have my own flaws like popping off at the mouth and running my jaws i dont think before i speek my hearts to big which makes me week yet i'm not stupid and i'm not dumb just like these men i too stand for freedom i do bare the red white and blue i've also shared the same pain as those soldiers too my

Yall Can Kiss My..... Pasty White Ass Hah Ha!!!!!
oh! no.. not again here i go. i'm just writtin this one for fun people love me like i was a big shot i'm as popular as yur favorite fuckin mascot i'm not pretty, but i'm always on fire funny as hell ya know you love my attitude i know it's what you desire like i said i'm always on fire johnny your so crazy but your so dumb nah bitch, i'm #1 your so mean but your so rude so? why do you keep talkin? oh thats right cause i'm yur favorite dude from chaos to pure unadulterated fun i'm takin this life and i'm riddin shot gun slappin life like it owes me money fuck bein serious i like bein funny it takes a village to raise a child not this kid i was too fuckin wild the town said forget it the city said no ny said, fuck that i told them where to go if yall dont like me yall can kiss my..... pasty white ass

To Many Doors
i'm never truly alone and i'm standing beside myself i'm looking at to many doors there's nothing else around but a deep empty black void nothing under my feet no sign of any floors i've lived my life one day at time always covering the possibility's of my life, is it just a drift regretfully enough i'm a man that has been purely uncontainable never intentionally burning bridges my attitude has been known to be flammable pyrotechnics has never been my best gift i've made an astronomical amount of amazing friends from the east coast to vagas all the way to germany my world knows no ends i've also created my share of enemies as well dwelling on that i think i have made too many where will i reside in heaven or in hell i am only one man, so how did i make catastrophic differences in peoples lives is it that they visualize me to be something what i think i am not i just try giving my all and everything i've got i'm determined not to let these people fall i can not let them see me cras

Domestic Violence....it's A Crime, You Idiots!!!!
OK...listen up, people. Who thinks it's right, ok, appropriate to hit your significant other or spouse????? IT IS NEVER OK TO HIT THEM!!!!! OR YOUR KIDS!!!!!!! Men, if you have a testosterone imbalance, or you're just one of those that think you're all that and a box of whupass--- THINK AGAIN! That is, if your neanderthal upbrining/brain will allow you to. You think it's impressive that you either: drive the muscle cars or the trucks?? Or those redneck trucks that double as elevated hunting platforms?? Or how much alcohol you consume??? Or how much pipe you've laid in town??? Or how much you're feared at work-home-the local bar??? How much you make on your job??? How much better you are at keeping up with the "Joneses"??????? Or all the rest of that bullshit you think is so damn important???????? You're NOTHING. You're not worth the dogshit on ANYone's shoes! You are THE most pitiful excuse for a man. A REAL man. Bunch of fucking, stupid, cavemen is what you are. I don't give a fly

Effin Epic Song From Uk (n-dubz) New Song Say Its Over(ithink I Like Sombody Else) Trust Me Its Epic So Is The Car In Video Comment It
EFFIN EPIC SONG FROM UK (N-DUBZ) NEW SONG say its over(ithink i like sombody else) TRUST ME ITS EPIC SO IS THE CAR IN VIDEO COMMENT IT IF U CANT SEE IT HERE CHK MY STASH

Life
When I look back on my life nowadays, which I seem to do, what strikes me most forcibly about it is that what seemed at the time most significant and seductive, seems most futible and absurd. For instance, sucess in all it's guises; being know and being praised; ostensible pleasures, like aquiring money and seducing women, or traveling going to and fro in the world and up and down in it like Satan, explaining and experiencing what ever Vanity Fair has to offer. In Retrospect, all the exercises in self-gradifaction seem pure fantasy, what Pascal called, "licking the earth"

Why Cant People Just Listen Sometimes
is having your way all the time worth more to some people than keeping the people they "love" in their lives? i'm sorry but that doesnt show me you truely love me!!!! IF you truely loved me you'd at least hear what i had to say without being arguementive about it!!!! yea you dont see what your actions and words and do to me till i point it out to you and that sucks that you dont even see the hurt so obviously plastered all over my face and in my eyes!!!! why do you say you wanna talk about it when you dont wanna listen to what i have to say!!! i'm sorry but sometimes just saying "i'm sorry" isnt enough specially if you wont change the actions that caused the hurt in the first place!!! if you cant listen to a simple suggestion without turning that arguementive then why should i bother being with you and trying to have a relationship with you!!! NO i'm not saying i'm always right cause i know i'm not but that doesnt mean you can just ignore everything that i say!!!! i'm NOT LET ME REPEAT

The Pleasure Of The Dark Night
In the darkness of the night, I lay here and often wonder why In the times that it should be, that she was taken from me Then I recall the times of old, where passion was alight a lot to be said Feeling her body next to mine, to feel her fire ignite from inside Her hands knowing what to do, her lips soft and pleasurable still To feel her passion give way to delight and her cries and screams knowing I am just right To feel that way ever again would be my drug of choice, to feel that fire to feel that arouse Would a woman ever look at me with that gleam in her eye? Or will I go on wondering why

Ensign: The Challenge Is Never Gone
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 16 July 2010 I like a challenge. And the response I gave Pastor Gerald Wednesday night (that AND getting up at three-thirty in the morning to make sure my daughter Sarah uses her nebulizer for asthma overnight) left me a little lukewarm inside. By no means have I or anyone else, I think, mined all there is out of the story told in the eleventh chapter of John – and when you think about it, there are several stories there that only culminate in the raising of Lazarus from the dead. Lazarus was sick, and Jesus said it was allowed so the glory of God would be revealed. Jesus says let’s go, even though most of the disciples think it’s suicide for Him to go. Thomas says let’s go, and they go. Look with me for a

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Looking To Meet Ladies In My Area.
New to this, but ima easy fun guy looking to meet some girls who are looking to have a drama free good time. If that sounds like you and you like what you see hit me up anytime.....always looking to meet fun new people!

Transformers: War For Cybertron Review:
Achievements, FAQs, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Review, Review Blog, Sales, Screenshots, Transformers: War for Cybertron, User Reviews, Videos, Walkthroughs, Xbox Review Blog Transformers: War for Cybertron Review: by Nick Pantazis Robots, but not really in disguise. Few things are as inherently associated with nerds as gaming and giant robots, so one would think they naturally fit together quite well. Despite this, Transformers and video games have tradi

The Fate?
Her bottom lip cracks as she chews on her hate. The blood that she tastes is unfortunately her fate. She tries to overcome and she knows it is wrong. She tries not to feed on it but it is just too strong. Anger and the hatred is deep in her soul. She desperately wonders which has the control? Will she overcome? She knows she's good inside. She shall wait patiently until these emotions, she can hide. That may never come and she will accept that one day. And shall live in the pain that's the price she must pay. The price for giving her soul, her soul over to hate. She sits anxiously though quietly to find out her fate.

Breath
I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.Is it over yet, in my head?I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.Is it over yet? I can't win.So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please.You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.This will be all over soon.Pour salt into the open wound.Is it over yet? Let me in.So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please. You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.You take the breath right out of me.

Wishing On A Star
Tonight as I look out my window. I gaze upon the night sky.I see all of the stars.There is one star that calls to me.I look at it and make a wish.This is the wish I make.I wish for a love so true and rare.The kind of love that nothing can tear it apart.I close my eyes as I continue with my wish.I need my love to be real and understanding.My heart aches as I speak my wish.I need a best friend and a lover.One that I can depend on no matter what.A love that I can always talk too.I open my eyes and I see the star sparkle.I get this easy feeling inside, like I was heard.I made a wish on a star tonight.

Fire From This Morning
Northumberland CountyKulpmont FDE-21Utility 21R-5T-2E 215 Squad 66Truck 34Unit 112Station 5E 151E 294R 77R - 177Station 6E- 721Truck 542 E- 721E-11E-63 R - 552E-741Station 60Squad 51Station 80Station 180 Station 170Station 290Station 300Clombia CountyStation 330Station 50 (Catawissa RIT)Schuylkill CountyTruck 38-25E-369 (Englewood RIT) S-366Mountour CountyLadder 19Standby E 24E 25E-1 (moved to scene ) http://coal-region-fire.smugmug.com/JULY-INCIDENTS-2010/KULPMONT-BUILDING-FIRE-7-15/12939306_zsqKu#935494201_V76dJ In pictures 420-423. I am the guy with the mustache, light, and water bottle.

You Want To Know What Really Happened With The Oil "spill"?
The 'disaster' in the Gulf of Mexico is beyond a false flag; it's an illusion. What I'm about to reveal will more than likely go by the wayside, and the charade will continue. The reason for writing this is not for attention, games, or folly, but to expose the biggest scam in the 21st century, and to relieve some aching hearts. There is no need for fear as this is a staged event. I cannot reveal my sources, they do go straight to the top, but hopefully what I write will echo inside of each person reading this as the truth.Much of the information I present here cannot be easily verified, fast checked, or ever presented as anything, but hearsay, as they are just words of an anonymous online entity. The Government, corporations, and the people behind them have pulled out all the stops to insure the truth doesn't come out. They are the reason why the beaches have private security contractors, insuring no one is able to gain access to the oil on shore. They are the reason the

Seduction
This is seduction of the highest order Lay down, relax, and let carnal emotions take over Inhale deeply and put your mind at ease Allow me to lead you into never ending ecstasy Placing my lips to yours I dare you to explore what’s behind your minds locked doors Mesmerizing you with my soft kisses Bewitching you with my sweet smell I have you right where I want you After this is over memories of this night will still haunt you Biting softly on your neck I release your inhibitions You’re dying to be with me pleading to be tempted Hoe can I be resisted? After all this is seduction of the highest order…. -Unknown-

Oh It's Definitely On...
This morning when I was at work, PNG came into my office to talk a bit. She looked pretty good today, she was wearing a blue dress with a yellow sweater, and had her hair curled a little bit. I didn't comment on it looking nice, because I dont want to have that talk with HR. We talked about my kid, and how we are close, and we like to go see concerts together. I got a couple "Awwwww's" about me being close with my daughter, and she said she was close to her dad. I was able to determine that she is late twenties maybe even thirties, she just looks young. We also talked about music a bit, she doesn't dislike the Deftones, and she has heard of Social Distortion. She didn't nail down a music she prefered, but we still had a nice talk none the less. She also mentioned about some Italian festival this weekend, and suggested I check it out. Sure, that may have been a ploy for me to ask her if she wanted to go with me, but since she hasn't gotten back to me on the lunch I didn't want

The Ten Stages Of Drunkenness
The Ten Stages of Drunkenness Witty and charming (part 1) This is after one or two drinks. The tongue can still remain in step with the brain.In the witty and charming stage one is likely to use foreign idioms and phrases such as au contraire in place of "No way, Jose" Rich and famous By the third drink, you begin mentioning that the little Lexus you've had your eye on Benevolent You'll buy her a Lexus, too. It's only money. Just one more and We'll eat a stall tactic To hell with Dinner Let's Just get a snack at the Bar Patriotic The war stories Begin Full battle mode We should a fixed it the first time Invisible So this is what the inside of of ladies room looks like Witty and charming (part 2) You know, you don't sweat much for a fat girl. God's own drunk and a fearless man: Shit! That's...that's when I first saw the bear..

Mental Masturbation
I called you yesterday but you didn’t answer, I wonder where you were; I wonder why didn’t you call? I am here all alone with nothing going on. I have to find a cure to this epidemic; Something strong enough to kill the mundane. I am tired of this mental masturbation; I need something better for my stimulation. Mental masturbation It is killing me If this is the norm I don’t want to fit it Today I woke up a little out of it; today I woke up in one of those moods I turned on the radio to find something good I got caught up listening that those same corny lyrics Those lyrics that drives me crazy They talk about how great they are; without realizing they spit in their plate Today you are on top, tomorrow you might not Spinners on your Escalade, grills in your mouth Ho’s and bitches, money and power Mental masturbation To be able to be free you have to learn how to leave the things that trap you in. You have to understand what trapp

Numb
He can’t feel the pain The wounds have turned into scars the scares make his skin thick and numb to the pain This makes a man hard It makes him cold The world loses its taste Morality, civility is all irrelevant Can’t feel the pain, do not fit in The sweltering jungle calls his name, the mosquitoes miss his thick cold blood. The sky does not let rain pour; there is no reason to, he is not there. The ground begs for his sweat. The desert is empty without him; it needs him. The dust storms go unnoticed. The sun has no one to bake. The inches of shadows found under a large boulder goes wasted. He is no there. The cold misses his cold blood. The frigged air has no one to cut and cause blisters. His skin can’t be cracked. The snow can’t melt about him; it can’t blind him with the reflections off of its surface. The morning cold misses the sound of his bone snapping and his joints popping. He can’t feel the pain His wounds have turned int

Me And This Thing
This thing I have is basic impatience and worry; sometimes I wake up in a cold sweat worrying that I may have picked the wrong career. I don’t have a pension scheme, so do I invent a Ponzi scheme instead? No…I don’t do that, its evil. I may never be famous and rich, but I get to do what I love and that’s comedy and writing. I worked for fifteen years in a skanky bar in the East End of Glasgow and thought it was the best I could do, now I get to travel all over the place being funny and getting paid for talking (something I was ridiculed for in the past- I do mean talking- not getting paid for it!) anyway I love doing what I do. I just worry I am getting too old and have decided to make myself poor, lonely and sick and live in Paris and become a bohemian writer. I will write stories about a woman who takes a younger lover, smokes too much and stares out of windows thinking about art. Or maybe I wont do any of that, fuck Paris I am off to the festival

Like Mother Like Smartass
Usually my blogs are fairly well sculpted pieces of comic genius. Ok, perhaps not, but either way you look at it, this is just a quickly jotted note to share the funniness I have handed down to my child. I slaved over a pot of homemade vegetable soup today. After spending 15 minutes discussing how good it was with him before giving him the bowl, he still turned his nose up and said he'd rather just go to bed. Keep in mind that he's only 4. I told him that wasn't an option. He sighed and attempted to gag on every vegetable besides the corn. I held firm, though, and told him that all the chicken nuggets and french fries he eats when he has dinner with his nana were going to make him a fat weakling like his papa. He threatened to tell nana what I said. Damn him. I bribed him with a popsicle which seemed to do the trick. The soup is actually delicious. I get requests for it often from friends that have had it, but he's just hard headed. He was hoping he could hold out for a grill

Ever Watch
What the news tells me is that they capped the leak in the Gulf. Ever watch a TV movies, I think three that dealt with 666 and the Man of Sin? It was in the eighties. It showed three oil drilling rigs in water. There are these Secret Brotherhood that has it all figgured out far as who is getting what and what is to happen to the rest of us. You have people and Scholors explaining the writting of Dr. Nostradamus from way back. Every one I read or seen on TV, the interpretation is all the same. I don't think they fully understand the criteria given by him. Ten. The key to unlock what is within those writting is based on ten. Also whoever finds the key will have the Universe unlocked to him. Why him and not her? Must be me because a Woman is not beneath me but fulfills me to access the Glory of God. How many leaks are there bedise the one that they have capped for now? Glory to God N

Living Life
CURIOSITY - By Alastair Reid Curiositymay have killed the cat; more likelythe cat was just unlucky, or else curiousto see what death was like, having no causeto go on licking paws, or fatheringlitter on litter of kittens, predictably.Nevertheless, to be curiousis dangerous enough. To distrustwhat is always said, what seemsto ask odd questions, interfere in dreams,leave home, smell rats, have hunchesdo not endear cats to those doggy circleswhere well-smelt baskets, suitable wives, good lunchesare the order of things, and where prevailsmuch wagging of incurious heads and tails.Face it. Curiositywill not cause us to die--only lack of it will.Never to want to seethe other side of the hillor that improbable countrywhere living is an idyll(although a probable hell)would kill us all.Only the curious have, if they live, a taleworth telling at all.Dogs say cats love too much, are irresponsible,are changeable, marry too many wives,desert their children, chill all dinn

I Hate Apple Computers By Grumpy Nerd
I have so much pent up rage and anger and so little time to vent it properly on this blog. Literally every fucking day ten things piss me off and are worthy of a good rant. But who has time for this shit? So I’m going to down about a quart of tequila and let the discontent flow. The only thing that annoys me more than Apple computer propaganda is anything related to Twitter. Twittering on your iPhone while drinking a PBR in your skinny leg jeans is the hipster idiocy trifecta. So a few seconds for a Twitter micro-rant (how fucking ironic) and then on to Apple. It should be obvious to you that Twitter is literally the dumbest human trend ever. If you use Twitter for anything other than to con hot dumb chicks into honking your bobo then you deserve to be quarantined with your other Twitter-Tards on a barren island for life, sentenced to speaking in 140 character increments while you play LiteBrite with each other for eternity. So I swallowed my hatred of all things

Family Adds!!!!! ****updated**** Please Read Thoroughly!!!
With the new craze of the famplifier, I find a lot of people kissing up to me to try to swindle me into adding them to my family. I can tell you right now it's not going to work on me, okay? And just because you added me to your family doesn't mean I'm going to add you to mine. Don't get me wrong, I am soooooo happy and feel privileged to be a part of peoples' families. That means a lot to me. There are 156 people that have me in their family, and I only have 15 more slots open. ***I FORGOT TO MENTION...NOT ONLY DO YOU GET LOTSA POINTS FROM THE FAMPLIFIERS, BUT YOU ALSO GET ACCESS TO MY NSFW PHOTOS...THERE IS A SAMPLE ALBUM WITH 5 PICTURES IN IT, BUT THERE'S MUCH MUCH MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM.*** So listen...I get a LOT of traffic on my page because I almost always have a blast going, and I'm almost always running some sort of ability bling. Look at my daily stats. Today I'm #26 out of 5000000 members? And #38 for the week. So I'm not just spewing BS here. I see a lot of peop

Disturbed - Believe
Believe, when you lieYou will never need to recognize yourselfTo deceiveTo remove all chance of doubt and be receivedWith your lieThe deception is complete when you concedeAnd decideTo reject your lives, sacrificed to mePenance can't absolve your sin, into mePenance can't absolve your sinAll your belief cannot absolve your sin [x2]Believe, when you lieYou will never need to recognize the sourceOf deceitTo renew your faith in GodYou must believe, in your lieThe redemption is complete when you conceiveAnd declineTo release your livesSacrificed to mePenance can't absolve your sin, into mePenance can't absolve your sinAll your belief cannot absolve your sin [x2]Reap your life, like you want to recognize, all you've come to [x2]Reap your lifeVeiled in shadowRecognizeFaces of the crucifiedI can hear their screams tonightEver haunting meBurn your lie into mePenance can't absolve your sin, into mePenance can't absolve your sinAll your belief cannot absolve your sin [x4]