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Sick Child
So I woke up this morning very tired, and realized that I didnt get a whole lot of sleep lastnight....mainly due to my son was up and down all night last night not feeling well... He has a fever and I am hoping that it breaks soon...I cant stand seeing him so miserable...

Protect Your Children From Cyber Bully's
Address the issue of Internet anonymity regularly. Enforce to your child that his or her identity is not unknown. Limit identity to first name only, omitting age, address, and other personal information. Limit contact to friends from school. Step 2 Practice manners both on and off the computer. Plainly said, if your child or another won't say something to someone's face, it should be sent through text or IM. Encourage civility at all times. Explain that the lack of face to face speech and the missing inflections of speech often result in misinterpretation of the message reader. Encourage your kids to treat others like they would like to be treated as well. Step 3 Cut out the gossip. Yes, kids love to chat about this person and that. However, this frequently escalates into a full-blown fight born on the misinterpretation of a message. Remember the "pass the message" game we played as kids? Remember how the message changed by the end of the circle? Firmly telling

Ligers
The history of these hybrids has been very carefully worked out by Professor Valentine Bail, Director of the Science and Art Museum, Dublin, from whose papers the following account is taken. The parents of these hybrids were in a travelling menagerie owned at first by Mr. Thomas Atkins, and subsequently by his son Mr. John Atkins; and a total of six litters of hybrids were produced between the years 1824 and 1833. The parent Lion was bred in the menagerie from a Barbary Lion and a Senegal Lioness; while the Tigress was born in the collection of the Marquis of Hastings at Calcutta, and was purchased when about eighteen months old from a shipâ€™s captain, to whom she had been given by her original owner. Being of the same age as the Lion, she was placed with him in the same cage ; and in the course of two years proved to be in cub. The following is a record of the six litters produced by the union of this pair. First Litter: Born October the 24th, 1824, at Windsor, and compri

100 Things I Betcha Mighta Notta Known About Me
1) i probably wont come up with 100 things but ill try my hardest 2) i am a hopeless romantic 3) the notebook makes me cry everytime i watch it 4) i have blue eyes but the change with the colour of my shirt 5) i lived in the city for 5 yrs and hated every minute of it 6) i hate martha stewart but usually watch her show daily 7) i loath doing dishes but if you were to give me a dishwasher i would never use it 8) im too smart for my own good and tend not to show it 9) sometimes i think i was born in the wrong generation 10) im a loyal person. im the friend that everyone tends to run to when they have a problem bc they know ill listen and try to help and the gf that will never cheat on you and stay by your side thru it all 11) ive had my heart broken more times then i can count and usually by the same guys 12) i love playing sports but hate to watch most 13) i get bored easily 14) i hate the internet but would die with out it. 15) i love photogarphy and would much rather be

If There Isn't A God (repost)
If there isn't God, then I am a foolBecause every day I thank Him for youEvery moment we share, every word we exchangeGives me a reason to thank Him againFrom the moment we met, to the here and nowGives me a reason to make this vowGod if You'll keep her in my life to stayI will have one sure reason to kneel down and prayAnd if there isn't a God, that's quite alrightAs long as you're there by my side

Submission..............part Iii
The moons light streaks in through the opened windows, across the bed where she lays sleeping. She lies, completely nude, her head turned to the side, hair falling down over her shoulders and to her sides, hiding her soft breasts. She lies on her stomach, with her rounded buttocks partly showing from the sheet that has fallen down during her sleep, to grace along her left thigh, and along the juncture of her inner thighs. Her breathing is steady as she sleeps, her arms along her sides, resting peacefully. A warm breeze happens across the room, stirring the light sheet covering her body, shifting more of it off her form as her Master enters the room on silent feet. He regards her for long moments, how she looks so angelic in her sleep, the way her eyelids flutter from time to time. He pulls a chair up alongside the bed, just gazing for the longest time at her body. The hour is early morning, and he, having spent his time downstairs, leaving her here as he instructed her. Slowly, he reac

Who Created God?
http://my.auburnjournal.com/detail/113380.html Who Created God? By Skeptic All three Abrahamic religions - Judaism, Christianity and Islam - testify there is but one god, so the Hebrew god YHWH is often referred to simply as "God," or "Allah" (Arabic for god). The Hebrew Tanakh (old testament) is not so clear on this point and refers to several gods and their female consorts - most notably in the versions of the Commandments given at either Mount Sinai or Mount Horeb, and detailed in Exodus 20,2 and Deuteronomy 5,6, both of which refer to plural Hebrew gods. The Hebrew god YHWH is actually an amalgam of gods and goddesses; deities of the Mesopotamians and Hittites, the Syrians and Phoenicians, the Egyptians, and most notably, the Canaanites. Titles, powers and attributes of these deities were eventually conferred on the sky-god, YHWH-Elohim when he became the one god of the Hebrews. Hebrew prophets and psalmists were as uninterested in the polytheistic origins of their god as the

Get Me To The Church On Time!!!! Fuckers!
god dammit, I hate whiny little bitches that have to spoil nights out...my room mate marco gladly offered to take me to Dallas' reknown Goth club the Church..big mistake, he took his loud mouthed girlfriend Vanessa with him...And to make things even worse, Theresa was there WAITING for me!!!!! FUCK!!! I made it there, but only an hour and a half after I said I would be there...and now, she's livid...*frowns*

Sex Offender Notice
I have something that has been angering me for a few weeks. In the mail I received a notice for a sex offender that moved into my neighborhood a few houses down. It gave a detailed account of what he did, when he did it and a vehicle description with a license plate number. Without getting into detail, I will just say that this wasn’t some 18 year old guy sleeping with his 16 year old girlfriend. He did some seriously horrible stuff. (That’s right… stuff. Meaning he did this more than once with more than one child.) What angers me is that I have all this information and I want to beat the hell out of him. But it says that I can be arrested if I harass him. Just knowing that he is right there and I can see his house from mine is driving me crazy! I have all these pent up feelings and nowhere to go with them. How many people do we meet on a daily basis, that are murders or rapists and we have no idea. Is it better to know about these people with a notic

Quiet Chaos !!
About Quiet ChaosIn mathematics, chaos theory describes the behavior of certain dynamical systems that is, systems whose states evolve with time that may exhibit dynamics that are highly sensitive to initial conditions (popularly referred to as the butterfly effect). As a result of this sensitivity, which manifests itself as an exponential growth of perturbations in the initial conditions, the behavior of chaotic systems appears to be random. This happens even though these systems are deterministic, meaning that their future dynamics are fully defined by their initial conditions, with no random elements involved, this behavior is known as deterministic chaos, or simply chaos.And for those of you who haven't met her she is i silent whisper on the tips of an angels wings when they fly in heaven she carries her message on the breath of the four winds to be revield in the light of the moon and the wave's of the ocean captivates all who see's her and embraces those who love her !!! Michelle

Happy Witty...sorry Hugh
For those of you who didn't get to see it in Witty's album...which you can check out here: witty screen name@ fubar This is the birthday card I made her...and forgot to sign Hugh's name :: face palm :: "Just a side note on the cake. It was dark chocolate. So dark it was black. 3 layers of moist deliciousness. The frosting wasn't butter cream, it was as if butter cream had made sweet love to a cloud and then that cloud gave birth to a fluffy dark chocolate baby and then that baby was spread by Zeus himself on the layers of yummy cake. Waitress did me right on the whipped cream too."This card is based loosely on that...and the phrase that some of you may be familiar with, "The cake is a lie."inside: :]

100 Things About...just Read It :p
001. I'm left-handed.002. I'm very punctuationally-minded, but I rarely use seperate paragraphs.003. I'm Dyslexic. Or, dyslexic I'm, if you prefer.004. I play guitar. Right-handed. And I refer to it as a "git-fiddle"005. I was a vegetarian for like 6 or 7 years.006. I taught Tae Kwon Do for several years, before I abruptly gave it up.007. I have brown eyes. They shift colors, though, to a greenish-grey. Never could figure out why.008. I will only eat cake if it is in a bowl full of milk, like most people would eat cereal.009. I'm ALWAYS thirsty. And, no, I'm not diabetic.010. I tried to invent a musical form known as "techno-grass," but it didn't work. And thus I was out the $15.00 I paid for a banjo at Salvo.011. "If I could be any kind of a vegetable, I would be a carrot." If you can name the show I stole that quote from, you're a bigger nerd than I am.012. I hate computers, but I haven't yet found a way to browse the web on my surf-green typewriter.013. I'm easy to amuse. I

Friends, Trust, And Stalkers...
another day another blog...this one is about trust..lol like any online community there are good people as well as bad...well this one's about the bad..the scenario (checked out profile, hmm similar interests, think i might say hi-sent message..became friends added to family..asked for some help figuring out some things..really thought this person cared...expressed my thoughts..was honest..then,....the drama began..insults started...threats were made then taken back.then blocked...) i just wonder wow cant people accept that you dont want to jump into anything? or that you dont trust just everyone? anyway i still like it here because i met some really nice people...and to all the good people *cheers* and to the bad...get a life and stay out of mine...

Movie Quote Of The Day ~wedding Crashers~
Jeremy Grey: [sigh] Janice, I apologize to you if I don't seem real eager to jump into a forced awkward intimate situation that people like to call dating. I don't like the feeling. You're sitting there, you're wondering do I have food on my face, am I eating, am I talking too much, are they talking enough, am I interested I'm not really interested, should I play like I'm interested but I'm not that interested but I think she might be interested but do I want to be interested but now she's not interested? So all of the sudden I'm getting, I'm starting to get interested... And when am I supposed to kiss her? Do I have to wait for the door cause then it's awkward, it's like well goodnight. Do you do like that ass-out hug? Where you like, you hug each other like this and your ass sticks out cause you're trying not to get too close or d

Cut
Im not a stranger no I am yours With crippled anger and tears that still drip soar A fragile frame aged with misery and when our eyes met I know you see I dont wnat to be scared I dont want to die inside just to breathe in Im tired fo feeling so alone Releif exists I find it when I cut I may seem crazy or painfull shy and these scars would not seem so hidden If you would just look me in the eye I feel alone here and cold here Oh, i dont want to die But The only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

Last Week
Was a very hectic week. My father had to be transferred to a nursing home because of his failure to cooperate with the doctors and nurses at the rehab hospital. This occured on Tuesday and It took nearly 24 hours to het him settled in. About noon on Wednesday I stopped at the local Barnes and Noble bookstore cafe for a Starbuck's coffee and to browse the book aisles. After a while the intercom came on describing my vehicle and requesting that the owner come to the service desk. There I was informed that someone had hit my vehicle and taken off. Luckily one of the store employees had seen the accident and got the license number of the other vehicle. I called the police and the officer was able to track down the owner and obtain his insurance information. The officer stated that he would not make a report if the gentleman agreed to pay the damages otherwise he would have to arrest him for hit and run. I left the cafe at 3:45 p.m. Wednesday was spent obtaining estimates from thr

Angels And Demons ... A Critique
Go and see it ... a thrill ride all the way through as Tom Hanks is called in as a expert of the Vatican to help the Vatican SS solve the threat of the Illumianti killing four Cardinals one hour apart by torcher. The movie really has an interesting twist too... I give it a big thumbs up.

Aftermath Of A Spotlight
im not sure if the pics are going to show, due to my right click being on a permanet vacation :| but due to my spotlightness I went from level 17 to 24! which is insane all on its own. over 300 hundred friend request which in honesty I weeded out with a fine tooth comb, nuts I tells yah:S 82 msgs,mostly bombing and misfit keeping her pimp hand strong with me LOL. and lord knows how many picture comments, i was dee'n them as they came.. I was trying to stay on top of something for christ sakes:( over all it was bloody insane but pretty fun all on its own.' tatoe(chris) thinks its funny that im rank'd 2 for today and the only one that isnt half naked or showing more boobs then face and still got it . I personally am not into blinding fellow fubarians and making unborn children cry. I would like to say THANK YOU I know I told most that a hundred times yesturday but I never thought I would actually get it let alone do pretty good level wise. I just wanted to get to the level I

Details
okay so I have decided to add some more detail about me in this thing. it will be interesting to see if anyone bothers lol!. So I am a safety advisor for a large energy company, and I make a very comfortable living from it, Im not going to post a dollar figure but if its that important to you ask me and I will be happy to tell you:). I love Hisotry and have studied it all my life, I hate math lol. electrical storms get me hot!! I know wierd, I was an only child raised by my mom who is my hero by far. I love to dance..yes im good at it and no im not gay! smells are huge to me I love smelling yummy and if a girl walks by and smells good..whew light the fire baby lol. in my profile I mention a passing interest in video games..and now the truth lol I have three different consoles in my house, a ps2 a super nes and a nintendo 64 and the Wii will soon be added. I love moives! Back to my job, I keep people from being stupid and hurting themsleves:) I am Highangle and confined spa

Future Space Man, Robot Or Alien
Wicked is off on her own personal Holiday, so it it up to the rest of us to keep theme monday going. Today's theme if future space beings. Star Trek, Star Wars, Futurama, The Fifth Element characters are all fair game as well as many others. The character just needs to be from a future in which space travel is happening, Please let me know who you are and what you are from. I left my space nerd glasses behind while drunk on another planet. So far claimed characters. Bender (futurama) = Hugh Leeloo (the fifth element)= Pixe Marvin (hitchiker's guide) = Ms. Badcrumble Yoda (star wars) = MasterOfPuppets Princess Leia (star wars) = Princess DaisyBlue. Ripley (aliens) = Ms D Zim (invader zim) = Chainsaw. Predator (predator) = Darrick Kit the Kunt of the Future (her drug addled mind) = Kit Astro Boy (Astro Boy) = higgs boson Stitch (lilo and stitch) = Stitch Elroy Jetson (the jetsons) = Dooragard Darth Tyranus (star wars) = Anonymous The Crushinator (futurama) = Witty Sc

New Moon Soundtrack(possible Tracks)
Soundtrack Comments Stephenie Meyer’s Official New Moon Playlist While we don’t know yet what will be on the movie’s soundtrack, these are the songs that Stephenie Meyer thought were appropriate when writing New Moon. Note that the B, E and J indicate whether they are from Bella, Edward or Jacob’s perspective. Here is a link to the complete playlist on iTunes so you can check out the tracks if you haven’t heard them. “Do You Realize?” by the Flaming Lips (B) (mp3) “Paper Cut” by Linkin Park (B) (mp3) “Hyper Music” - Muse (B) “Apocalypse Please” - Muse (B) (mp3) “Time Stands Still” - The All-American Rejects (B) (mp3

Subject: Usrfs
Subject: USRFS I like it.... The Pentagon announced TODAY the formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF) These boys will be dropped off in Afghanistan and have been given only the following facts about terrorists:1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. The Pentagon expects the problem in Afghanistan to be over by Friday. AMEN

Current Things That Piss Me Off.
yea my first blog on fubar and its about things that have been pissing me off in any way shape or form. and the first thing on my list has to be Barack Obama. this punk is trying to take away our right to own guns. I know I didnt vote for this tool. betcha this will get me flamed on quite a bit. my job would be another thing pissing me off. stupid walmart does things quite bassackward. they shitcan people before they have any sort of a replacement for them. I could easily tell them thats not a smart practice at all. another thing that grates on me, women who say one thing and then proceed to do another. For example, when they say they want to meet up and then they change their minds. Oh and i forgot to mention that my ex gf needs to go jump in a lake. UGGGHHHHHHHH. Life. it really eats....enough said. now that ive bitched about alot of shit...ill mention something that does NOT piss me off. Limp Bizkit getting back together and attempting to do something. i thought the

If I Could....
If I could turn and walk away,And start all over again..I can forget I ever knew you,I could live in a world of pretend.But everytime I open my eyes,It's back to reality.Things I've tried to forget,Are back again with me.I could go through life,Never saying your name.I could live each day..Looking for a place to lay the blame.I could feel bitter,For the way things turned out.But I choose not to be,That's not what I'm about.I could forever long for you,And this I'll probably do.If only I could've touched your face..At least one dream would've come true.I could say I hate you,But it would be a lie.I could wish I'd never met you,So I'd never had a sad goodbye.But no matter the tears,The aches I felt inside,I still can't regret knowing you,My feelings I've never denied.I chose to remember you,The way you were with me.Things you said and felt..I hold in loving memory.Even though it was a heartache,Only waiting to begin,What I experienced with you...Was the best place I've ever been.

2 Songs I Am Digging Right Now.
I love Daughtry's latest - No surprise. He has a bit of Nickelback in this one and I love Nickelback. Take a listen, can't post a video, they're all locked and it's brand new. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y8z0PWOGdcI The 2nd one:

Yup Its Monday
ok its monday today is the day if the week i sit here and makre points and pics either the silly ones in my frame folder or special requests with me so hit me up in my mail and let me know if u want anything im 6 million to leveling so ill be here

Red- Start Again
And I remember everything,Everything I loved,I gave it away like it wasn’t enoughAll the words I said and all you forgive How could I hurt you again?What if I let you in?What if I make it right it?What if I give it up?What if I want to try?What if you take a chance?What if I learn to love?What if, what if we start again?(Chorus)All this timeI can make it rightWith one more tryCan we start again?In my eyes,You can see it now,Can we start again, can we start again?!?Emptiness inside me, wonder if you seeIt’s my mistake and it’s hurting meI known where we’ve beenHow did we get so far?What if, what if we start again?(Chorus)I’m lost inside the pain I feel without you,I can’t stop holding on, I need you with me!!!I’m trapped inside the painCan we never love again?I’m lost without you!!!One more try,Can we start again?In my eyes, can you forgive me now?(Can we start again?)Can we start again (one more try?)Can we start again?Can we start again

[the Death Of Hope]
Let's try not to read too much into me still being up. I'm just scared again.All the stimulants in my system aren't really helping either. The way I've got it figured is, if I jack up on caffeine, nicotine, adrenaline, sugar and loud musicI won't sleep long enough to have nightmares. I won't be able to wake up in time to spend all day trying just to fail again. I won't be able to spend all day in bed feeling more like a failure for not trying but if I'm TOO TIRED to bother, or too tired to really put a real effort into it, I can always blame it on something else. Yeah... it makes perfect sense. Y'know what's sad?I can't even hold on to a BAD thing.Bad jobs, bad projects, bad art, bad poetry, bad novels, bad relationships I keep thinking that I'd have to be a completely different person just to be materialistic enough to give a big enough fuck to try. I tried to trick myself into thinking I wanted nice clothes, a new car, a big house I really don't fucking care about all that

Two Cats In The News...
Ah Yes Florida. Where would I be if it were not for Florida yet once again making the news? The Headline read: Revealing Photo makes high school yearbook. Tampa, Florida - Page 219 of the brand new school yearbook is all the talk at Sickles High School in Citrus Park. "There's a picture of a girl in the club pages," said senior Xander Morehouse. The picture is of a student with, what some are saying, are her private parts showing. And it is published in the school yearbook. "When I saw it, I kind of flipped out. I was like, 'Oh my God', but I think that she's probably like really horrified," said sophomore Caitlin Darden. 10 Connects caught up with the 16-year-ol

*rider Update* Country Tire Swing Train
~Country Tire Swing Train~ Hey, who wants to swing on the tires with me? As a country girl at heart I always loved tire swings or other homemade swings hanging from a tree. So I thought this would be a fun train to do. ~Rules~R/F/A everyone on the list or comment if already added. Rate the pics (link below) in the Country Tire Swing album. Please pm and let me know when u have finished so I can add you to the train. Will be making tags but if you would like to make your own that's fine too.Train Owner◊ LadyStClair ◊ *☈☈Recruiter* *Owned by Inkspot69*

The Break Up
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } the breakup well things have not been going well for a little while now.. I went to talk to him and it was a big fight I felt things did not add up, and went to call him out on it, we both got angry and I said fuck it bring me my key.. He was mad and said fine that's what you want and hung up on me.. I should have worded my words so different, but these feelings have been building up inside me.. All I did was make him mad and push him away to the point of no return.. I still have my doubt, now even more so, if he really cared and if there really is no one else, he would have talked to me about it and I don't think he would have been so mad in doing so. He feels like I am acting like his ex nagging and saying he is doing something he is not.. I did not mean to come across like that, all I really wanted is him to make me feel like what I am feeling is not what

Wet T-shirt Contest
Ok Everyone I really need your help.... I entered my first online Fu wet t-shirt contest and I need the votes so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come to my profile and click on the Haunted Passions Profile in my Friends section... vote for me and help me win!

"let's Heat Up The Night"
"LET'S HEAT UP THE NIGHT" My love is like a fire You're stokin' the flames higher Burnin' up your negligee Ooh sweet baby, come let's play Shadows dancin' in the night Bodies glowin' in the pale moonlight Honey drippin' from your pot Gimme, baby, all you got are you ready to sin? then count me in [CHORUS] I'll give it to you Once, twice, baby all night ooh your love is like a glove that fits me skin tight Oh, wo-o-oh , oh Once, twice, so baby, hold tight Lick my bone now, baby Let's Heat Up The Night Picture perfect sticky sweet Your sweet release sugaring me Feel my love throbbin' hard Target practice in the dark oh a love embrace cum on your face [CHORUS] Oooh we're runnin'hot drivin' each other insane oooh we're hittin the spot enjoyin' the sweet pain solo My love is like a fire You're stokin' the flames higher Honey drippin' from your pot Gimme, baby, all you got are you ready to sin? then count me in[CHORUS]

Group Information
Hello, and welcome to our new family homepage. The idea for our group was inspired by the hope that any woman - no matter her age, physical characteristics, or lifestyle - can find true friendship here on the Fu. This family is NOT about points or increasing status, but is about actually developing relationships with ladies that we otherwise may not have met. I'm sure that many members will be willing to help level others, but it won't be our group priority. Rating will never be mandatory from any member (with the exception of adding members as they join) and any rating help that is given will be done voluntarily. We don't want this to become another group on Fubar where points become the importance. As the family is brand new, we are still working on getting everything organized as far as staff and members are concerned. This account will not be online at all times, but one of us will be logging in as frequently as possible to make updates and ad

Ignorance Of Others
This morning, I couldnt sleep so got up and came into fu bar . As usual decided to read some mumm's that sorta interested me. Most I cant be bothered with because they are from narrow minded self absorbed idiots who have nothing better to do then to trash, name call, put down others. Those kinda dick wads are not worth even reponding to. Any how, this one mumm was from a woman who yes was wanting to start some dramma for entertainment purposes. I was amazed how well she responded back to some of the lame asses and put them back into their places. Wish I was able to do the same, for I have decided not to bother responding to most mumms. I find most fu bar peeps young and old filled with hate and ignorance towards others. Its sad that society has sunk so low that you cant even have a siville converstaion or ask a question or even make a simple mistake reading a mum. With out some tard, getting all pissy and sarcastic with you about it. Maybe what I need is someone to give

Leave Out All The Rest
"Leave Out All The Rest" I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shared what I made I'm strong on the surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking me I want you to know When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting All the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself

What Do I Have To Do?
WHat Do I Have To Do? You make it hard to breathe It's as if I'm suffocating And when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin It makes me sad to think This all could be for nothing I wish there was a way For you to see inside of me I've never felt this way About anyone or anything Tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? And, if I can't make you want me What do I have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking But I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be That was a part of me that never made me proud Right now I think I would try anything Anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what loving you would do to me All I want is one more chance, so tell me... What do I have to do to make you love me?

Ermmm Uh And Yeah
so i had a weird dream... and i don't usually post these type of things but it was interesting to me...ok lets get started shall we my dream was about organ harvesting on a epic scale i think it was set in california somewhere by the sea at least... most of it took place inside a giant stadium... but i am not sure what event was supposed to take place... it never makes it to it... ok so there are all these people i remember wanting to leave the stadium and it not being possible... then there are these guys who begin following me and eventually catch me and i get dissected... and then i am someone else and 2 years have past... i know because i hear something on the radio about it and apparently the entire stadium and all it's people were pretty much taken without a trace... like some creepy cult shit.... than i am looking for someone who i apparently tried to get a hold of as this new person... so i am breaking in to this place where it is apparently happening again and i ta

Shame
"Shame" I only see myself reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I was Died with your belief in me so who the hell am I? I'm wondering 'round confused Wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies... I pray for someone to ache for me the way I ache for you... If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I stare into this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But I never meant it like this I never meant like this no i never meant like this I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you?

Wasted
"Wasted" I've spent My life Running from the emptiness That haunts me And I've felt My whole life Trying to fuck The loneliness away And I die Inside When I think of all the people I have damaged And I'm tired I'm so tired And there's no one else Except myself to blame My life's been wasted Everything is gone My life's been wasted And I am all alone My life's been wasted There is no one else My life's been wasted It's time I face myself I've spent My life Trapped inside A cycle of self destruction And I've spent My whole life Trying to numb The pain inside my soul And furious I cry When I realized I fought this war with no one I'm tired I'm so fucking tired Gotta find a way To keep myself alive When I reach the end Will anything I've done Mean anything? Will anything I've done mean anything?

Bondage Gala Coming Up!
We are swinging into Show Mode here at Block Studios, rearranging the furniture, oiling up the grand piano and scrubbing the dildos in preparation for our pre-Bondage Ball Gala this Saturday night, May 23, with the swashbuckling sponsors of this year’s one and only LA Bondage Ball, The Broken Door. Though the Pre-Bondage Ball Gala will be a very exclusive soirée/show to be filmed by Ladybirds Films for a European TV documentary, Block Studios members might be able to snag one or two of a small number of available spots on The List...if they hurry up and make reservations now. If you can’t be with us in the flesh, you can watch us online. We're expecting some of LA’s premiere Mistresses, Masters and their sexiest slaves , doing erotic power exchange performance art in the uniquely seductive environment of the Speakeasy. We’ll also have a nice mix of porn stars - including the amazing Joanna Angel, Regan Reese and April Flores - as well as professors, artists

Drowning
"Drowning" I'm drowning in nothing Nothing real Nothing left Nothing I'm losing myself Sinking deeper down Silently leaving This behind Nothing left but me I'm hating myself Hating myself Everyone hates me now Everyone has changed Everything has changed Everyone has changed But me

Everything I Touch
"Everything I Touch" The more I feel The more I die Nothing to give Nothing inside Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break I scratch and tear Until it bleeds I do not want I only need I only need I only need Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break Everything I touch I break

The Too-too Sexy Hats I Love
I’ve always had a fetish for hats, ever since I was 11 when a cute boy gave me a burgundy porkpie hat that he claimed belonged to my older brother who had pilfered it from my Dad. What a hat trick that was! Between the fact that this was a gift from a hot boy and the incestuous insinuation of it having been worn by my sexy, older, rather emotionally remote brother and my even older, more emotionally remote father, I was in lust with that porkpie hat. Plus, I found that the hat sometimes "spoke" for me when I didn't want to speak, and I could pull down the brim and hide behind it when I didn't want to face the world. I wore that hat until it wore out. By that time, I was 16 and had developed a small hat collection including several caps, three more porkpies and a big floppy felt number tie-dyed by yours-truly with a peace sign on top (my tasteful mother was mortified by its gross vulgarity). At Yale, I only wore hats when I was in theatrical productions, which was just often enou

Let's Start Off Light
This world need's an enima. Why? Pick a reason. I just want to play my guitar and party naked! I shave my head and get called a racist. I have tattoos and get called a devil worshiper(well for that and a few other reasons but that's for another blog.) The same people that are protesting and bagging on our troop's in Iraq were screaming for blood when the tower's went down. Personally I don't like war but dammit I support our troop's and would be honored to have a minimum of five minute's of thier time to thank them. Cigerate ban's. Next they'll be telling us what to do in our own home's. Forigner's being floown here for free medical attention while most of us go without because we can't afford insurance premiums. Reality show's. Enough Already! The church getting bent out of shape over Robert Langdon story's. Get over yourselve's. We're not buying your B.S anymore. No one care's. Ease up on Obahma. It' his first year he's nervous. Alright short, sweet and direct. I'll have something wi

Beginning Of The End
Beginning Of The End The irritation we're pretending not to show Has replaced the motivation That I had not long ago I know that I don't ever want to be the one to make you forget it to make you resent it to make you repress it I don't ever want to be It's the beginning of the end And I don't know where we lost control It's the beginning of the end And I know that I am all alone Interrogation has replaced the trust we had Your misguided accusations Helping me to turn my back I know that I don't ever want to be the one to make you divide it to make you deny it to make you deprive it I don't ever want to be I thought that we would find our way I thought our life would be ok I thought that you believed in me But now it seems so far away The life we knew before is gone There is no compromising The life you save will be your own To find your inner senses 6. Forgotten

Sorry
"Sorry" Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away I missed you and things weren't the same Cause everything inside it never comes out right And when I see you cry it makes me want to die I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all things I said to you And I know I can't take it back I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round And I just wanted to say I'm sorry: This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days You get older and blame turns to shame Every single day I think about how we came all this way The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right Oh yeah sorry!

Planets
"Planets" Despite these imperfections, despite all I say Inside in recollections, I'm done with yesterday I will lose my mind, make it real this time, To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf Show me a sign, planets will align, I'm gonna blow my mind, I won't cry wolf The one I trust is consoled me, this is over now But I didn't want to really , everyone I trusted deceived me I will lose my mind, make it real this time, To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf Show me a sign, planets will align, I'm gonna blow my mind, I won't cry wolf I'm holding on too tight, I can't let go, I'm hiding I'm needy, on the inside I'm bleeding I'm searching for something but it can't seem to find me On the surface is someone who pretends to focus I'm waiting and wanting to cut this and go on, trying to live, when the pain can all be gone We've only seen the future the voice in my head is leaving me here back home I will lose my mind, make it real this time, To leave it all behind, I won't cry wolf

Shattered
"Shattered" Do you wake up and wonder where you’re really going Retry aging in life you wanted to achieve your goals Now confusion it lingers Making me feel sick to my stomach Because who knows what will happen next I shattered into pieces in this world I shattered into pieces in this world this world your world my world Confusion it lingers a fear of loathing that I regret Because who knows what will happen next I shattered into pieces in this world this world your world my world I shattered into pieces in this world this world your world my world What do you want in life Who you have planned for the future I wonder does anything matter Gives luck on the same old day out and sorrow hold on To your gold or you’ll have nothing you’ll have nothing you’ll have nothing you’ll have.... nothing Why have I shattered into pieces in this world I shattered into pieces in this world this world your world my world I shattered into pieces in

Cold
"Cold" Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold To you I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold

Untitled
AS THE SUN RISES ON ANOTHER DAY HERE IT DRAWS ME CLOSER TO THE ONES I LOVE SO DEAR IT HAS BEEN EIGHT LONG MONTHS SINCE I LEFT THEM ON THAT DAY AND IT WAS TOUGH TO HEAR THEM SAY DADDY PLEASE DON'T GO I WANT YOU TO STAY, AND I HAVE TO TELL THEM THAT I WOULD IF I COULD BUT ONE DAY YOU WILL UNSTAND THAT DADDY HAS A JOB LIKE ALOT OF OTHER MEN, IT IS ONE OF HONOR AND INTERGITY AND ALSO PRIDE ONE THAT DOES NOT ALLOW HIM TO RUN AND HIDE SO AS I WIPE AWAY THIER TEARS AND LOOK THEM IN THE EYES AND I SAY PLEASE DON'T CRY, AND THEY ASK ME WHY, I SAY TO THEM THAT YOU SHOULD BE STRONG AND KNOW THAT YOUR DADDY GOES INTO HARMS WAY TO HELP KEEP THE BAD GUYS AWAY AND AS THEY LOOK UP AT ME WITH THIER LITTLE FACE I FEEL THIS EMBRACE NOT FROM THEM BUT FROM THIS OTHER SOURCE IT FELT LIKE AN ANGEL OF COURSE BUT WHEN I TURNED AROUND TO SEE WHO IT WAS, I WAS IN A DAZE BECAUSE THERE I WAS, IN THE BRACE OF THE ONE I LOVE HOLDING ME AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE SHE SAID GO AND DO YOUR JOB, FOR I KNOW IT IS HARD

Sober
Sober There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every step I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called must we, just because the son has come. (Jesus, won't you fucking whistle, something but the past and done?) Why can't we not be sober? Just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever? I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. (Mother Mary won't you whisper, something but what's past and done. 2x) Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I wi

Transparent
Transparent I spend my time Letting these hopeless thoughts run my life Force me to hide Just create a truth to all these lies I will never be the same So just leave me down while I'm separating I could never give anymore All these lies have left me torn It's only this way falling on my own I made this mess now its over It was nobody's fault, it was all my own Everything's wasted forever The only hand That I know how to hold belongs to me How it began What I though was right became my insecurity I will never be the same So just leave me down while I'm separating I could never give anymore All these lies have left me torn It's only this way falling on my own I made this mess now its over It was nobody's fault, it was all my own Everything's wasted forever It's on my own It's on my own Weakness becomes me My faults relieve me My fear excludes me Turns it against me My fault My fear Turned it against me It's only this way falling on my own I made

Emptiness
This emptiness in me Is like a black hole Consuming Devouring Eating me whole This sadness I carry Is weighing me down Dragging Draining Pulling me into the ground This pain that is within me Feels as sharp as a blade Cutting Wrenching Blood pooled and decayed These thoughts in my head Are driving me insane Twisting

[nuts]
*S I G H*First refusal letter back from a chef.It was very polite... very encouraging, and yet, still a ginormous "shucks kid, nah". Most disappointing factor?This sounds like a really cool place. Tiny kitchen, 40-50 capacity, month in advance reservations, and new menu every 2 weeks. Yeah... ... yeah. *sigh* I did kinda aim high though, I went for it on the diamond in the rough of Topeka, THE Rowhouse. It's not even a "hey I'm not willing to give you a chance" its that his staff are close friends that work back to back side to side and there's just no openings right now. He's operating in his comfort zone, no need to expand (no means to expand) and doing well I might add. Damn it. It'd be a great place to start, hell, it'd be a great place to stay.Now I have to come up with a non-pleading, courteous and chipper response to the rejection. ... maybe later. I honestly can't remember if this is my offday on working out, my muscles aren't sore which makes me think it isn't my off da

A Little Too Much Sun
Erica and Keith walked onto the beach. They were a good match for each other and made a nice couple. They were both tall and had long legs and arms. They both had blonde hair, his short and hers long. They both worked out and hat fit, tone bodies. And both of them were quite tan. They quickly set up thier spot on the beach, laying down blankets next to each other. "Hummm...feel that sun," says Keith, as he quickly laied out on his towel, and closed his eyes. "Yes, well, don't forget a little lotion, " Said Erica, "The sun is hot today, hot enough to melt you away!" she laughed a bit at her bad joke. "Don't be a baby," siad Keith, "I'll put some lotion on when a start to feel the burn." "If you say so tough guy." she said, "Ill be right back, I need to use the little girls room." Keith gave a slight nod and watched her walk away. Then closed his eyes and let the sun just beat down on him. He got quite hot, quite quickly and just as quickly dozed off

Life In Reverse
"The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. I mean, life is tough. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A Death! What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards. You should die first; get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You do drugs, alcohol, you party, you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating…...and you finish off as an orgasm!!" RIP George Carlin....you were a comedic genius...your work lives on!!!!

Ehh
Close your eyes and jump right in thats not always the right way to begin what in life isnt hard why in life do i not fit in. i work so hard to fix the past but when i keep making it last by fiding things that remind me of the things i fought to loose afraid to be honest and afraid to lie not everyone wins this time shamefull thinking behind my eyes not knowing why it hurts to cry jump right in i feel so blind not sure when its safe to come and say hi so ill step back and hide and jump n and die

From My Honey
Hi..... honey was just dreaming of u yes yes .... u I love your soft kisses. I love your soft touch. I love the way you bite your lip. I love you soooooo much. I love the way you look at me. I love the way you smile. I love the way you're shy sometimes, Every once and a while. I love it when you look at me, When I'm not looking at you. You think I do not realize it, But really...I do. I love the way you cuddle. I love the way you sleep. I love the way you rub your neck, when you are thinking so deep. I love all of you, Your nose, your lips, your hair, your feet. I will never stop loving you. You are so amazingly sweet. I love that I love you. I have loved you from the very start. I LOVE ALL OF YOU, I now hand you the key to my heart. Honey.......

Funny Redneck Wanna Be
i was driven down the road to go pick up my daughter and was about to turn onto another road that i usally take butttt there was a truck siting there with it hazerds on hmmm well i kept looking and saw that it was missing a tire opps lol so turned on my stobes and pulled right behind them... i got out and went over to find out what happen ok there was people rolling his tire back up the road to him omg lol ok i told them i had a jack and i was there to help ok i went and got the jack had to jack up a lil then set it back down on a brick so i could move the jack to make it go higher ok next thing i notice theres cops pulling up and asken what happen... we told them and there were like ok ... the guy that was broke down was a redneck guy ok im not pickn but we rednecks know about our trucks and 4-wheeling and stuff lol thats what we do lol but when i asked for him to help put the tire on he knew nothen omg ok i asked about a 4 way lug wrench he knew nothen of it either omg

Oh Boy When Will People Learn
Ok So we all are used to Jessa Rant or Jessa Black list this fooker blogs right? heres another one!!.. Ok So today boys n girls We have more drama oh you know it! It is Fubar high after all So for those lounge owners Who like To keep up with these and use them to auto ban Drama go ahead n ban me too if u need to but Im here to #1 yet again Clear my name. and reviel the truth yet again As you can clearly see He saod he had ben banned so i couldnt of followed him.. heres my side n proof on how i followed him Now.. who's the liar? that desicion is up to you Now yes there is pro0f that i have called myself a liar n then some.. ill even post it i dont deny it. But one thing i always admit is if im doing something sneaky Ill be the first one to tell you so heres where i said i was a lair but i ask you why would i post this about myself If imma sit back n lie to someone else? why.. cuz im not. If i was to be accused of stalkin anyone it shoulda been drake. being it was him I

Get Busy!!
Level this Crazy Beiotch!!! Seamus says... May 17, 2009 @ 11:16 pm #71 of 71 -- gawd i hate rating pics, but at least there was boobage Hellyion@ fubar Seamus will do salutes for all that help. Someone just needs to tell him that! *hides*

Listen Guys, I Need (help) An Bad!
It all started when this damn dog got ahold on mine an torn the shit out of her, this kid by the name of Chris started shit with me calling me a fucking bitch & slut an so on, well needless to say I had told my husband what was going on an when he got home he said I'm done an ripped his shirt off swearing an shit at me an the kids.... Well he said that I had an hour to get rid of our pup, time had went by an I didn't do anything well he says times up went into the bedroom a grabbed a pistol loaded the damn thing getting ready to shoot my dog, I stood in the way an he told me that if I didn't move he'd shoot me as well, my son over heard this an my husband said for him to go back into his room but he didn't an all hell broke lose he started hitting on my son punching him in the face made his nose/mouth bleed I called the cops an had his ass arrested, I'll be going tomorrow to get a retraining order put against him. I'm taken my kids to my mothers cause I can not handle him doing this sh

My Friends
We all need someone To talk to in our life, A friend to whom we run In times of stress or strife A friend who's always there Throughout the years, A friend we know will care And take away our fears. A friend who's always near, Waiting for our call, To wipe away our tears, And lift us when we fall. A loving friend indeed, On whom we can depend To fulfill our every need - Thank you, precious friend

To The One Who Will Love Me(kind Of Long Sorry)
Hearts which can be so very fragileShould travel in company of a mind more agile.Naivety can make one go weakBelieving everything that you speak,Taken in by words fulfilling each whim.Falling so easily should be a sin.All the truths were but lies,Forever twisted in your disguise;Hiding in a shell fitted like a glove,Unwilling to accept any act of love;Living forever alone and scared,Admitting finally that you never cared.A lone light is what I wish to see,A beacon of hope that someone will find me.Drifting silently in a sea of broken dreams,Where tears fall endlessly in glistening streams.Someone help me rise from this nightmare,Pull me from this agonizing despair.I long for the person who will be The One,Save me please before I’m too far gone;The One to hold me close at night,To whisper away all my fright;The One to kiss me oh so gently,To prove that it was meant to be;They are fantasies, all of these things,Beating in my heart on delicate wings.For now in this void I am lost,Is

Dont Be Silly Of Course I Love You
Do I love you?I wish that answer was ‘no’Unfortunately for me,It isn’t exactly so... Why is it that every singleTime we meet,My heart always seemsTo skip a beat? Do you happen toLove me as well?Because you know I can’t help it,It’s for you that I fell! You’re sweet, you’re charming,You’re one of kind.And no matter how hard I try,I can’t get you out of my mind! I don’t want to love you!Trust me, I don’t,But if you asked me stop…I probably won’t! Because in my heart I knowThat you love me too.You want to hug me, hold me,And kiss me adieu... Well, at least that’sWhat I hope.If you don’t love me back,I suppose I can cope. Could you tell me what you feel?So I can put my torment to an end?Do you want me as your own?Or just to keep me as a friend? Is there a slight chance that you love me?Because you’re going to have to let me know,For either you stay in my heart,Or I painfully let you go.

Melology
Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology". ***********FOODOLOGY****** ********* What is your salad dressing of choice? french What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? this chinese resturant in desloge What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? umm nothing... What are your pizza toppings of choice? ham and pineapple What do you like to put on your toast? butter ***********TECHNOLOGY*************** How many televisions are in your house? 2 ***************BIOLOGY****************** Are you right-handed or left-handed? right Have you ever had anything removed from your body? ehh no What is the last heavy item you lifted? my brother wes when he climbed on my back Have you ever been knocked unconscious? no ************BULLCRAPOLOGY************** If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? nope i wanna be shocked Do you want to change your name? nope Would you drink

Short And Sweet
->lilpenn101...: What makes you think I'd fuck you? lilpenn101...: you are soooo gorougesss baby iad take you to dinner and then iad take you to dancing then iad take you to the sea shore and make love to you in the surf of the beach

When You Cry
When you cry upon a pillow Or tears fall down a cheek It's just emotions overflowing Not a sign of being weak We show emotions in different ways We can often lose control We cry of memories cherished The ones in my heart and soul So when I cry I’m not ashamed It’s not a thing I try to hide Teardrops flow when I feel pain Why keep it bottled inside

Response To 911 Mumm ....^&((&$$^&()_**@
lost friends at the pentagon that day ...people who lived and played with our family and community ...i went that day across the george washington bridge and helped with the victims saw it burning ... as a nurse i had to ... knowing my brothers were in NY one slated to be at sun microsystems that day .... he was late thank god and the other was going to do some work for pepsi and had a meeting at one of the towers ... he missed the train in ....thank god once again .... buried many people close to our family from sun microsystems and people from my home town who worked at the pentagon... watching the planes hit .... and the weird silence of no planes for some days and weeks after ... my middle child was afraid to go to DC but we took him to show him we cant live in fear and ignorance ... he remembers the smoke from the pentagon billowing over our home town which was in VA... i remember the loss and the fear and the pride .... manhattan was horrific and then came the sacrifice ..the hum

Without
The crisp cool breeze is a testament that the sinews of the day have been severed from the sun and the blissful beckoning beauty of the night being shone in the heavens....and still ... it is silentthe aching addiction that is your words are barren from me and making me sullen and sad... alone in the midst of the moon I can reach and raise my face to the light and I wonder if you see it tooI envision the movement of your lips to create the words I crave to have breathed to me on a whimsy whisper of a wind... I picture the fullness... a soft, surely sweet sweet and tasty delight for me to kiss.and still ... not a soundyou are not here you aren't aroundi sink and slide down into the spiral of discontent; having been so spoiled so many times before and growling inside at the thought that you can even bare to be apart if not a part of me...there is nothingfore I cannot forge into existence the uncomfortable silence you have saddled me with this day have you really nothing to say?no arm to

May 17, 2008 A Day I Will Remember Forever
A year ago today the hopes and dreams of a father was crushed. The life of his child was extinguished. I am that father. The loss of my child, Vincent, has left a scar on my soul that will never go away, nor will the pain of that loss go away. The mother belonged to a highly christian family. That did not bother me, but because I am not a christian her family helped her loose the baby by getting her drugs, cigarettes, and alchahol and let her do these things in the house causing the death of my child just because it wouldnt be raised the way that they wanted it to be does bother me. There is a void in my hart that I cant fill and it grows a little bit every day. That void is bitterness, haterid, self-loathing,... negativeness in all its forms. There is an old indian story that says every person has two wolves within them. One of light(good), and one of dark(evil). These wolves are in a feirce battle. People ask which wolf wins? The answer is the one that you feed the most. Lately i fin

Long Pig
Ingredients: One cleanly slain Human, approx. 90-100lbs dressed weight (heavier bodies may require additional time) Hickory wood (apple wood or a combination may also work quite well) 3 qt Water 3/4 c Salt 2 ts Red pepper 2 ts Black pepper 1 1/2 c Vinegar Barbecue Sauce Directions: First, if it has not already been dressed, prepare the carcass: Suspend the body by either pairing and tying limbs with rope or twine and attaching these to a horizontal beam, or by inserting meathooks into each ankle via a cut behind the Achilles Tendon. Completely bleed

Tatum, The 5-year Old Alpha Girl, Must Be Destroyed!!
Kindergartners are cute. Kindergartners are sweet. Kindergartners are innocent. That is until one of them grabs hold of the Conch shell and ascends to power. Pretty soon all hell breaks loose and Piggy gets hit in the head with a rock. I knew it would happen eventually, but I never expected my daughter’s loss of innocence to happen so soon.I met Tatum on the first week of school when I joined my daughter for lunch. The transition to Kindergarten is very stressful to these children. Lunchtime chaos only adds to the stress. So when I wasn’t playing out the lunch lady fantasy in my head, I was busy opening milk cartons, unwrapping crackers, and inserting straws into juice boxes. Basically, doing anything their tiny little hands had neither the strength nor the dexterity to accomplish.Enter Tatum. Tatum assertively came to me all doe-eyed, cute, and promptly proclaimed “They just LEAVE US HERE! We have no idea what to do!” I could see this was true as there were onl

Lemongrass Dog
Acquire two pounds of dog meat. Try to ensure that it is from a medium-sized dog; the breed does not matter, unless you have certain preferences. Usually, the local flea market will have six or seven stands that specialize in dog meat. Mince four 3-feet stalks of fresh lemongrass. (Alternatively, use an 8 oz. package of frozen minced lemongrass.) Mix the minced lemongrass with three tablespoons of Vietnamese fish sauce, two teaspoons of lime juice, and a half teaspoon of lime zest. A brand I like to use is Three Crabs Brand, but all in all, fish sauce tends to taste the same. Chop the dog meat into 1-inch pieces. Add the lemongrass marinade and stir. Leave the mixture refrigerated overnight. Either sauté, steam, or grill the meat. My favorite way to cook this dish is to skewer the meat chunks and roast it in a rotisserie oven. Tips You can serve this dish with Jasmine rice or vermicelli mabe some french bread or even mashed potatoes

Twitter..
Just passing through and wanted to say I miss some of my Fubar friends..soooo...I'll say follow me on twitter and those who wish to keep in contact please contact me there...thanks and be well...see not much has changed..laters.. http://twitter.com/JohnnyDvl

Sunday Brunch - Part Two
I grind down and fuck your lips and nose as my orgasm seeks to escape my body. Somewhere in the very back of my mind I wonder, "Can you breathe?" but the front of my mind says "Don't you fucking stop licking and fucking me with your tongue!" As the quivers and clinching wane, I massage your scalp and look down to see your face covered in my juices. Running a finger down your face and in between my legs, I bring that glistening digit to my mouth to taste myself. Mmmmmmm, silky is the best word to describe my taste. I scoot myself down your body so I can lick more of me from your face. I know how far to scoot before your cock head will touch my still clinching pussy but you know me... I like to tease. I hear you growl because we both know where your cock wants to be. Dipping my finger into my pussy, I put my hand behind me and twirl your cock with my finger like a girl would twirl her hair. "You like that baby?" I hear a moaned "Umm hmmm". "Tell me what you want?" "I wan

Thia Cat
Thai Cat1 lb of boneless, skinless cat breastpeanut butterhot saucefresh gingerfresh garlicpeanut oil Start with a pound of boneless, skinless cat breast cut into cubes approximately the size of dice. Pre-heat your skillet on high heat and add enough peanut oil to cover the bottom lightly. Add the cat breast cubes and cook until sides are browned and any juice produced has just evaporated away. Stir occasionally but not too often as you want to brown the meat. Turn off the heat, stir the meat one last time and leave the meat in the pan. In a small bowl, add 4 tablespoons of peanut butter (smooth or creamy) add a teaspoon of Franks Red Hot Sauce or the hot sauce of your choice. Grate in a teaspoon of fresh ginger and add a smashed and finely chopped garlic clove. Blend the ingredients together with vigorous movements of a fork. Add the peanut butter mixture to the still hot cat and stir to spread the flavor thoroughly. Enjoy the flavor and your clean conscience!

Second Part
Part 5Dean awoke with a jolt he could have sworn that he had heard Khatra singing the shower like she did every morning. He jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom only to find it empty. He then realized that she had not returned over night. Reluctantly Dean returned to the bedroom and got dressed. He wanted to go out looking for Khatra but the night before he had called all of her friends to see if maybe they had come and picked her up because she had locked her keys and things in the car but none of them had talked to her since the day before. “I don’t want to call her father, that will only make matters worse but if I don’t he will never forgive me.” Dean thought as he slowly made his way into the kitchen to make a pot of coffee.Just after he put on his morning coffee the phone rang. “Hello,” He said with his heart stuck in his throat.“Mr. Michaels, it’s Office Stevens, I called to see if you could bring that picture of Khatra to

First Chapters
By the clock in the car it was five-forty p.m. when Khatra pulled into a parking space at the new community park and baseball diamond. Khatra put her car into park before she reached into her purse for her cell phone.Once Khatra retrieved her phone she opened it so she could reread the message she had received earlier in the afternoon from her boyfriend Dean. ‘Sweetheart, please meet me at the baseball diamond where we first meet, this evening about six-fifteen, six-thirty.’ Love Dean She closed her phone and glanced at the clock on the radio “It’s six-o’clock now so Dean should be here within thirty minutes, give or take a little bit depending on what time he got away from the office. Why would Dean want o meet here of all places? Neither of us has been here since we were in high school.” She thought as she switched off the car.The weather was unusually warm for December so Khatra de

I'm Tired
I'm so damn tired. Tired of fighting just for the right to be who I am. I'm tired of waiting for the rest of the world to catch up to the times. I'm tired of being seen as a sinner of love. I'm tired of hiding my real feelings. I'm tired of asking for them to try to understand. I'm tired of calling out for the support they have. I'm tired of being a criminal for doing what they all do. I'm tired of being pushed aside when money for programs is handed out. I'm tired of being inappropriate for THEIR children just for being. I'm tired of being told I have no right to be a mother. I'm tired of being thought of as a freak with no morals. I'm tired of being accused of making a choice that was not mine. I'm tired of being classified as a bad influence for being me. I'm tired of being fantasized to be some sex toy in his wet dreams. I'm tired of being stereotyped into having the sex life we all wish for. I'm tired of being defined by the gender of my lover and not by my soul. I'm tired of bein

Touch
Touch You have touched a part of me that I didn't knew existed. The touch only a pure and loving soul can find. Your constant touch makes want to believe how special I can be. The touch is very special because you ask nothing in return. You have touched my heart, my brain and you found the soul I thought was gone. The touch has inspired me to feel real emotions within that with I thought was lost. As you touch my soul, I am overwhelmed with the love and kindness you give. Do I dare try to touch your soul as you have mine? How can I touch you in the same way? Will my touch be enough? Will my touch be too much? Your touch gives me the confidence to try. I can only hope that I can touch you the same way.

Love Sucks Donkey Balls
i gave my heart to a man that lied and played games with my feelings. i have never done this before as to i am scared of being hurt but i let my guard down and guess what he tore my heart out and stomped it into the fuckin ground. comes around once a week or so to tell me how sorry he was and how he loved me truly he loved me no he didnt i was just a joke to him. all i am is honest sincere and a good woman but i get fucked over every chance i get. i officially give up

Story Of My Life
This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done, and Everybody was asked to do it. Everybody was sure Somebody would do it, Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody did it. So it ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done. If this gives you a headache.....welcome to my life.

Salutes
To all my friends i am willing to pay for salutes (a pic of you holding sign with m,y name on it) pm me for more information Thank You all............... Tricia come on people trying to make BIG folder i will pay 50k

Saturday And Sunday
Saturday was brutal! I guess I had a little too much to drink Friday night and I learned my lesson (again) the hard way. Regardless, I had a great time. I saw my uncle and met a lot of new people and drank for free all night. Free drinks always taste the best to me. Today I had to go to a babyshower. That was interesting. I like seeing everyone, but babyshowers take a long time. I did not finish all my craft goodies on time, so there's no photos. I had to give them away at the baby shower. Maybe Julie got a picture of them.

Todays Ride
I started my ride this morning with the intention of riding down the east coast of Florida to Ft. Lauderdale. As soon as I was riding South on US 1 I started asking myself if I really wanted to ride all the way down the coast. I've been down the east coast many times, but never across Alligator Alley. The who purpose of this trip is to ride both coast of the state. Is it really? Based on where I rode to today I think the purpose has changed. I rode south until I got to Mims and turned west following 46 through Sanford and Mt Dora. As Luck would have it I rode through a couple of morning showers before I got to Sanford. I was just wet enough to be a little chilled. Luckily, the only rain I rode through today. Once I hit Mt Dora I was dry. Turned north on 441 to 44 west to Crystal River then rode south from there. So now I sit in my room in Sarasota for the nightl I plan on crossing Alligator Alley tomorrow. Looks like I will spend Monday night somewhere near Ft. Lauderdale. I only to

Princess Beakers (2nd Time)
She constantly goes above and beyond to be so kind to me. I have no clue why!? She is just a splendid, splendid woman! Really, go love her and hopefully youll see what I see http://www.fubar.com/user/747456 I am Pedro

Hey Everyone
hey everyone this is a first time i have written a blog in ages. alot has gone on since i was last on here. i moved out to the country. got dumped by the person i was seeing by a txt during the time i was helping out at a ball tournament for 2 weeks that was fun not. i am still volunteering with the Kinsmen club of Preston running service projects stuff like that. the department i was working in at work shut down and was moved to our sister plant in hungary where they still supply ncr with atm componants and me i am now in the shipping department for the elevator side. before christmas i spent a week in Columbia, SC where i had to fix about 200 atm machines that was alot of fun not but it was on company time lol. and in the next couple of weeks i will be helping out with the music for the Canadian national gymnastics championships and the provincial gymnastic championships the week after. In the news we have now lost over 100 troops in Afghanistan may they RIP. so that is it for now ha

Bike Week
Well spent another 4 days at Bike week north mrytle beach, I tell ya that place is banging . I go every week for atleast 3 days just to unwind and party, it is the most fun one can have never a dull moment, for all those who went ride hard and live free. Now on a sadder note, this goes out to my fallen teammate and friend, Rob Robinson, for those that knew him he was a great guy would be a friend to anyone for him to leave this world at such a mid life is a shame but we know he is in a better place, R.I.P. my friend 5/15/09......you will be missed by many, but not forgotten!!!!!

Read This And Weap And Unless Your Completely Stupid Maybe You'll Learn Something
What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or

Pleaseee Help Me
ITS ABOUT THAT TIME FU FRIENDS...MY 29TH B DAY IS MAY 31ST ..I WOULD LOVE TO RUN AUTOS SAT THE 30TH AND SUNDAY THE 31ST...I WOULD LOVE TO BE ANGEL BY MIDNIGHT OF THE 31ST ...I WOULD APPRECIATE ANY AND ALL DONATIONS , OR I WILL PAY 7 MIL PER AUTO & BOMB OR BEST OFFER ...EITHER WAY PLEASE HELP ME HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....

Notre Dame - Lets Go Fishing
Creed - With Arms Wide Open I feel bad for the people that decided to protest President Obama as a speaker for commencment at Notre Dame and miss the ceremony designed to celebrate their hard work - and miss the words of wisdom offered. Why... 1. It was a perfect example of the REAL LIFE those educated young people will be faced with as they make their way into the world. Some of them will obtain jobs that will not be reflective of their religious beliefs. Some will work for people that are the opposite of the epitome of the virtues they hold in their heart - while their mind tells them that the dream they chase of success in their field demands that they learn how to deal with people of very diverse ideologies, cultures, and religious views. 2. Life often holds up the option of COMPROMISE, far more easily than a WIN, and if not embraced the next step is a LOSS. These insulated, book enthralled, professor fed tenure factoids, will soon discover that LIFE is a more free-for-all ballg

Muffinmans 50 List
Hey everyone! Muffinman is tryin to get 50 people together to give him a 6 bling pack. Once he has 50 people he gets the bling then will bomb you about 13 times! go to this link if you are interested.. only first 50 people can get in! :) http://fubar.com/blog/294785/1023193

The Next Week Or So....
I have a couple of things going on. On Sat. the 23rd I will be meeting my fu hubby and starting my life with him. Im very excited about this. Next on the 26th I will be having my first surgery and having my gall bladder removed. This I am very nervous about, but it needs to be done seeing I have been sick for like the last month. So if you are wondering why im not online that much....those would be the reasons why.

My 21st Bday :)
Soo my bday is comin up. I need some thoughts on what to do since it's my big 21!! I have a few in mind. Some of you are probably gonna think im crazy LOL but im goin all out b/c all my other birthdays have SUCKED so i want this one to leave me breathless :) So here's some of what im thinkin, n you have anything you wanna add on just leave a comment. I could use all the ideas i can get!! 1. first off, gotta make reservations at the hotel my friends and i are gonna stay at!! so, should i get a 2 bed balcony room that overlooks the french quarter in new orleans? or should i get a suite?! either way its gonna be at this hotel called The Inn on Bourbon Street :) Such a wonderful hotel! They have a beautiful bar and pool, hehe. 2. was gonna go to lunch with my mom and grandma (yes, family comes first!). 3. was gonna go to dinner with my family and friends at this restaurant called cuco's here (mexican mmm). Mainly b/c it has a bar n it's a nice place :) 4. my friends and I are gon

12 Oz. What!?
YELLOW RICE CASSEROLE 1 pkg. yellow rice mix, cooked according to directions1 stick butter, seed to rice while warm1 (12 oz.) Mexican1 can cream of mushroom soupAdd Mexican and soup to the rice mixture. Put into greased casserole dish. Top with grated medium Cheddar cheese (about 1 cup). Bake about 30 minutes at 350 degrees. Can add 1 cup boiled chicken or turkey.

Opening My Heart And Soul
I was thinking, that life would be so much more amazingly perfect if only people were kind to one another, and showed mass love instead of hate and drama. I was also thinking that if you were my real friend you would have bought me a happy hour by now, fvcker. the end

Religion?
Ok, I have been taking some heat because of my warped take on the subject (not here but in the real world) I am a devout Heathen in a Xtian society~ now by heathen I do not mean athiest. I believe in a higher power just not the damn every one but mine GOD~ you know the one that says believe as my followers do or burn in hell. My higher power is more mellow and laid back. I think of her (hey~ you worship a man if you want, but I am not going to worship a male diety) as a benevolent God. however like all women you do not want her mad at you!!!! She just sort of sits back and watches her Children, and as long as they behave ( don't go about killing any of thier sibblings) She just lets them play. oh sure she might spank one or two of us now and then. But only really Bad boys and Girls get a time out, and in the end all her children will be welcome in her loving arms. I would get into Her commandment but I need to see what trouble I can get into to on Yahoo!!

Do You Like To Work Out Or Feel You Have To Work Out To Look Good?
Hi it is me, listen earlier today I had this guy comment on me, basically he inferred that you can't look that good and be real. Ya know what really gets my goat is the fact that some of us actually enjoy getting up everyday and working out. I run 3 miles every monring. i teach three classes at the gym. Kickboxing, Step aerobics and yoga. For all who do work out or who have friends who work out hello, once you start that kind of regimine program you have to keep it up and keep toned or you will lose al you have worked hard to achieve. anyway food for thought.... some people like to work hard and we all choose to make different choices.. we all should be open to make our own choices and start down on our own paths... Life is what you make it... embrace it, love it and live it.. I try my best not to judge others because i myself do not like to be judged. so lets rember peoples feelings before we mumble or say something we may not be able to take back

Sorry I Know Not Another 1
P { MARGIN: 0px } UL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } OL { MARGIN-TOP: 5px; MARGIN-BOTTOM: 5px } things are so twisted right now, I have to say honest I feel like if I don't talk to him if I let him come to me he wants to talk, well more then he has been.. Also when he knows something is wrong he wants to talk to find out whats wrong but once he knows and talks to me about it he is busy again.. By the way talking has more so been texting talking, like right now he is texting me because I told him I am listening to music and writing blogs he said why whats wrong I said I just need to write right now he said I know its about me, I was like more so about how I feel again he asks whats wrong and said again I know its about me or us because you always do write about it.. I said things just dont seem the same when ever we talk I feel like I am bothering you *mind you this is through texts* so far he has not responded to that one, witch makes me think I am just bothering

Questions I Stole From Crystal
Is there someone you are completely tangled up in? Could be, very close. I just don't know, maybe? What is your favorite thing about the beach? It depends on the beach, if it is just a piece of sand at the end of the water, nothing. It must have character. What do you daydream about the most? Right now, a certain someone, but alot of stuff, I have alot of time to just think. Are you still in love with your ex? Which one? My very first girlfriend from High School? Sad, but yes If you could run away to any place, where would you go? The Rockies in British Columbia, or Scotland, I hear tha pipes acallin How often is your smile fake? You can't fake my smile, just look anytime and it will be there. Is there anything/anyone you're losing fate in? Yes When was the last time you completely broke down? The viewing at my uncle's funeral. What do you do duing a thunderstorm? Wish I had someone to share it with. What is the sexiest accent in your opinion? I guess I'm old fas

You Know You're A Grown Up When.......
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 am is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the weather channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those #%$@! kids next door won't turn down the stereo.

Captured It...
I truly confessthat you have stolen my heart,captured it, from the very start.Pleasure a feeling I had never known, in a long time,came upon me so quick, strong and full blown.You were a vision yes, a sight to beholdevery sculptors wish, for he to mold.The look, the walk and the way you moved,sent tingles a wild, for my body approved.I was stunned and speechlessfor your beauty was endless.So I truly confessthat, because the moment I saw and spoke to youmy very breath took flight.

Some Clever Quotes
1. Give a man a match, and he'll be warm for a minute, but set him on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life. 2. The real trouble with reality is that there's no background music. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Everyone is entitled to be stupid, but some abuse the privilege. 5. War doesn't determine who's right. War determines who's left. 6. It's your god. They're your rules. *You* go to hell. 7. I once prayed to god for a bike, but quickly found out he didnt work that way...so I stole a bike and prayed for his forgiveness 8. If pro is opposite of con, then what is the opposite of progress? 9. My god carries a hammer. Your god died nailed to a tree. Any questions? 10. S

Some Peoples
its really strange how some ppls live on their mistakes its really scary why cuz thise type of ppls they keep doing same mistakes and then [i am sorry i didnt mean it,was not my fault, i couldnt help it] excuses like that why?? just to make thier partner or parents yell or punish them that they feel the abused ,so they give them selves the excuse to be coward to be in the corner and live like that that when anyone ask why u r sad in ur life they would answer cuz i am always treated like shit,like crap while u cant ask others to respect u unless u respect ur self u cant sit limits for others if u dont know ur own limits we all been abused some way or another but after all we choose how to abuse others or just live all our life in the corners lick roches lol i am a butterfly and dont care if the light i am flying toward gonna burn me or not as long i make my own choice do u?? i doubt it lol -------------------------- W,B: FAR7AN

As President...
I would make a park...it would be called "awesome" park...And it would have Statues of the presidents posing in disco fever,Flexing muscles,head banging,and whatever else would be a badass pose for a statue....and it would be an awesome park...

Help Me
I have this man in my life for the most part he seems great, but as time goes by he seems so busy.. He works a lot and is a very hard worker, when he is off work he has something to do all the time yard work things for his moms house his house his CAR always a friends car something always.. He use to make more time for me and now I feel like he will see me when he has time, I feel like he is no longer making time for me, its like fuck it I am going to do this that and the other and when I feel like it I will call text or come over.. I don't want to push him to be here if he don't want to be here I don't want to push him to talk to me if he don't... I wish he would just break up with me if he don't want to be with me... I am more then lost when it comes to mine and his relationship its like I really don't have a clue, does he want to be with me is he really just that busy and stressed out because he is that busy does he miss me at all?? Do some people (men&woman) have a har

Always Something
I don't get life at all, things are never easy are they? I love this man I am with but things are not right at all within our relationship, I don't know if it will ever be again I am very unsure.. To top things off a ex of mine that I am close to and will always hold close to my heart said to me I think we should betogether I think I am the one you should marry, I asked how would we even make it work if we wanted to really try.. He said what he would do I was like I see.. So then I am sitting here and not being able to help what comes to mind his words are there.. Then I see his stat on here says how he is sick of head games, I was like what is that about? He said he kept getting blown off all week??? I asked by who he said some girl, how the hell is he going to tell me he thinks we should be together and be upset some girl is blown him off.. I know I know I have a man why I even care, well *sigh* I feel like my man and I are having so many issues when my ex said that shi

Seizure In The Bathroom...seizure In The Bathroom
i think The Beat stole my idea for a song haha. and yes...another "episode" right before i got in the shower last night. didnt black out completely...so i could actually watch myself in the mirror losing control of my mind. i have never really experienced that. it sort of scared me but then i realized i was coherant enough to fight it. with blood coming out of my mouth and still battling the seizure...i could only think of being pissed off about it. big fcuking deal that i was on my way to slamming my head on the floor unconcious. i just wanted to take a damn shower! so i fought it...which im told not to do but im also told to take these pills that are supposed to battle the condition. so i beat a full on mind fcuk via epilepsy by shear mental force. then i took a shower and went to a party. where i spilled red paint all over my friends front steps by accident yet it ended up looking like someone just got shot there. hahaha. the irony makes me laugh. yet i know even thoug

3 Questions Game Huh
3 questions each a round u cant ask the same i asked on the same round u have one pass to use once lol u dont have to answer ur questions that u ask em any other rules [will tell u when i come up with more ]lmao muahhhhhhz

Found This Kinda Funny
Words to use aside from masturbation (female): Airing the Orchid Auditioning the Finger Puppets Beating the Beaver Beating Around the Bush Beaver Bop Buffin' the Muffin Chocking the Oyster Cleaving It To Beaver Clubbin' the Nubbin' Cuddling the Kitty Dickless Dildo Dancing Fanning the Fur Feed the Beaver Fiddle With Your Middle Fluff Your Muff Gagging the Clam Get A Stinky Pinky Groovin' Your Grove Hee-Haw With Your Wrinkled Mee-Haw Hiking In the Canyon Itch the Ditch Jerkin' Your Merkin Ladle Out the Gravy Boat Leave It To Beaver Lovin' Your Oven Muffin Buffin' Nulling the Void Nuzzle Your Fuzz Oiling the Puss Paddling the Pink Canoe Parting the Pink Sea Piddle the Pooter Playing the Clitar Pound Your Mound Pull Your Clit 'Til You Spit Punt Your Cunt Rub Your Cooze 'Til You Ooze Rubbin' Your Nubbin' Scratch Your Snatch Shelling the Oyster Slappin' the South Mouth Split Your Slit Stirring the Clam Chowder Swat Your Twat Teasing the Kitty Tickle the Taco Trolling the Bermuda Triangle T

Pitbulls' Pull Also, Not Just Bite!!!!!
I have created this blog with people who have interest in working their pit's or any other canine. Please feel free to post pcs and communicate with others in regards to their experiances with working amimals. Enjoy this blog and post pics and vidios of your canine working. chute82.....

Garden Party
I dreamed the other night that animals were dining in my garden. The pheasants and rabbits had forks, and they were daintily plucking my plants out of the ground. The creatures chewed, nibbled, sighed contentedly, wiped their mouths with napkins. My subconscious may be hinting that I need to put up a fence. Or borrow a 22. It is Sunday morning, and I presume my parents are at church. Otherwise, how to explain my mother not dropping over, sitting down for coffee, then starting on a new project? (Yesterday we enjoyed coffee from Honduras, then tore floral wallpaper off the kitchen walls.) Today I'm resting – finally – and watching birds out my window. I have my office desk set up so I can see into the back yard – a couple acres of grass, evergreens, and, in the distance, grain bins and apple trees. And more trees. The wind is blowing – just fifteen mph today, a gentle breeze compared to the forty mph gusts of two days ago. I don't know what the li

Real Real Smart
so...........its been a while .....like ..6-7 months since my last sightings BUT I BACK AND BLAH BLAH BLAH!! ...any how...i go to the grocery store to score some food for work..and half of the main road is blocked off by cops! 2 unmarked cars, 3 staties, and some of the local jonny law. (okay no big deal probally some stupid kid doing something dumb) after i score some food for the week.....i got to the local liquor store to score the drink of CHAMPIONS (bacardi mafuckers) and my buddy who works there tells me that some cop got shot......WITH HIS OWN GUN, then steals his cruiser. the neighbor hood that this went down in is about a mile from my house and right across the street from the local packy store!....... then it dawns on me.....this dumb sack of shit ....shoots a cop, steals his cruiser, and only fuckin makes it like 2 miles before gittin pulled over!......why even do stupid shit like that! i mean shit atleast make it too the damn high way ..STUPID FUCKIN PEOPLE I SWEAR!

Loving A Best Friend
have you ever been best friends with a woman and also had feelings for her at the same time? how did this happen she is my best friend she knows almost everything about me. from the good to the bad and the worst. i know her darkest confessions and brightest moments yet i am so attracted to her its unbeleiveable i have talked to her every day for the last four months sometimes 2 to 3 hrs at a time and at least 3 times a days. and ppl i am scared shyteless bc this not something am used to bc the last time i have felt this strongly for a friend was in 1989 and she was 17 and i was 16. since then i have been married and divorced and been thru 5 hardcore relationships where i thought it was love but always ended up ending up hurt and broken hearted so can i trust these feelings or do i just just go with the flow. now heres the fcked up part she is in a relationship where she is wondering whether to stay in it or let it go, and she asked me what my opinion is...... how can i tell her and s

My Mma Action Schedual
Just to let everyone know I am schedualed to fight (MMA Cagefight) on these following days so if you are in the area come check it out. May 20, 2009- Illinois May 23, 2009- Junkyard Bar & Grill (Portage, IN) June 13, 2009- Kancikee, IN June 27, 2009- Porter County Fair Grounds (Portage, IN)

Another Update For Those Who Care
Well, I am back from my little "vacation", feeling refreshed, feeling like a new woman, ready to take on the world. A lot of the negativity that was in my life is now gone, and I am seeing things in a different perspective. I know that I am worthy of love, am a good person, and deserve the best from people. I will no longer be taken advantage of, or let people walk all over me. I know what is truly important in life, and am working my hardest to take care of my son and myself above everything else. I have updated my playlist, the "soundtrack of my life" to reflect the recent changes in my life. The first five songs are dedicated to the new man in my life, who has shown me a lot in the month that I've known him. He cares about me, treats me with respect, appreciates the little things I do for him, and never makes me feel like I am less than him, or beneath him in anyway. The songs 6-10 are dedicated to the bitch who stole from me, lied to me and the people around me, and is truly a si

Drh Sucks, Just Saying
the bastard got me thinking about pastrami the other day when he wanted to know what to do with a corned beef without the boil with cabbage thing. i told him how to make pastrami from it on a grill or smoker of course me being a lazy fuck haven`t had the smoker fired up in while got up this morning, made coffee, fired up a bowl while waiting for coffee and at on deck looking at smoker got that heated up and tossed a pair of whole chickens on it. friggin birds looked lonely on there, it`s a big fuckin smoker. ended up going to supermarket and picking up some friends for the chickens. now i have a rainbow trout, a whole tilapia, a 4 lb.tritip and 2 chickens on the smoker. of course i had to get beer to drink while tending the smoker, decided to try a new one. wingwalker lager by rj.king brewery, great beer try it if you see it. too much food in smoker, made a few phone calls, now have tuna salad,potato salad and dessert on the way over with friends tis a good fuckin day so far

The New Dot Com Is Here... Dot Ws
Todd Pease's profile Hello, I'm Todd Pease of www.ebizpros.us ~ I'm an "over the road" truck driver! A couple of years ago I was injured and couldn't drive for a couple of months. This made me realize "in a BIG way", that just having a Job wasn't enough! I looked for ways to supplement my income and have discovered Internet Marketing! With Internet Marketing you can "earn income from home" or ANYWHERE! for that matter, 24/7 AND... in several different ways. There's Dropshipping, where you have an online store and ship products from dropshipping wharehouses. This does not require you to store products and the transactions are usually pretty seemless. There is Affiliate Marketing where you "link" your website to other websites for a percentage of what "they" sell, and... there is MLM (Multi-Level Marketing) in which you build a TEAM of marketers, and earn "Risidual (Monthly-Recurring)Income" which is a percentage of what they, and their teams sell. So as you can see, I've been a busy

He Needs Help Leveling
Please Help my Son Level, show him some luv. He has been at the same level for a while. He is Awesome, Plus he is going to Bootcamp in August, so please yall give him the love that he deserves, ty http://fubar.com/user.php?u=1043909&friend=1043909" target=_blank>Soon To Be Marine......Fu-Engaged to Cherry Kool-Aidhttp://b.pca2.fubar.com/90/93/1043909/tn_1782569340.jpg">href="http://fubar.com" target=_blank>@ fubar

Incubus- Wish You Were Here
I dig my toes into the sand The ocean looks like A thousand diamonds strewn Across a blue blanket I lean against the wind Pretend I am weightless And in this moment I am happy happy I wish you were here I wish you were here I wish you were here I wish you were here I lay my head onto the sand The sky resembles A backlit canopy With holes punched in it I'm counting UFOs I signal them with my lighter And in this moment I am happy happy I wish you were here I wish you were here I wish you were here I wish you were here The world's a rollercoaster And I am not strapped in Maybe I should hold with care My hands are busy in the air Saying I wish you were here I wish you were here I wish you were here I wish you were here

If You Cant ....
IF YOU CAN'T BE A GOOD EXAMPLE, YOU WILL HAVE TO SERVE AS A HORRIBLE WARNING...... MEET TODAYS HORRIBLE WARNING. I WILL SIMPLY LOAD THE 2 MAILS AND NOT EVEN BOTHER TO MAKE ANY OTHER REFERENCE TO IT AS IT'S SO ... WELL... DUMB LOL MY REPLY............. WITH HIS REPLY........... HAVE A GREAT DAY FU'S AND IF YOU DON'T KNOW THE DEMONS AND ANGELS FLOATING ON MY PAGE RIGHT NOW AND IN MY FAMILY, ETC. CHECK THEM OUT, YOU WON'T REGRET IT!

Updated Registered Offender Lists
http://www.felonspy.com/search.htmlhttp://www.familywatchdog.us/http://www.kidsafenetwork.com/Know what they did were they live, who they are then question why they are aloud near you your family and still roam free.....

Here To Stay
Here to stay walls much to high to climb maybe it's not worth the time another bag of bricks mortar mix crack the whip upon your horse so tall so divine... it's all the same crawl away from me crawl do not bother me do not call another shadow on the sun another shadow but the sun still shines... 5.16.09 fester

Time Out
time out time has a way of getting in the way creating an illusion of stress anxiety depression sometimes overwhelming dismay... time is on my side yes it is so what's the difference? run hide no escape from what's inside time out love cum here by my side i saw that look in your eyes... 5.14.09 fester for Nevus at the circus bar

"the Facts Of Life" Cast: Then & Now
"The Facts of Life" Cast: Then & Now By Amy & Nancy Harrington, GetBack.com | Friday, May 15, 2009, 4:09 PM You take the good, you take the bad... Everett Collection Our little Tootie (Kim Fields) turned 40 this week, and besides making us feel really, really old, this milestone got us wondering what the girls and the other personalities from Eastland Academy are up to these days. Here's the good and the bad on the cast from "The Facts Of Life."

The Affinity
I've been surfing around the fu for a long while now, looking for a group of people to join. I've visited pages, watched them at work, thus far haven't found a connection with any of them. Not that there is something WRONG with them, but none of them seem to have what I'm looking for. So, here are my thoughts. I'd like to be part of a family where leveling isn't the total priority, and where all women that share a few simple common bonds can join together in friendship. I want to be part of a group made FOR women, and BY women, without a care as to what she looks like. I've found lots of female-oriented groups, but they all seem to have a prerequisite for joining based on a woman's appearance. Some are only looking for beautiful women, others are looking for women of a certain size (large or small) and others take members only based on hair color. Not that I have anything against the groups that are set up that way, I'm just more of the non-exclusive type

From The Prophet - On Love
From The Prophet - On Loveby Khalil Gibran ... Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love." And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: When love beckons to you follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then

Untitled
so i have not the faintest clue where to begin, i'm hurting so bad right now that i'm pushing away the one person who i love with all my heart. i've waited for this man for 2 years and then i had him, and because of something that happened while we were dating, another man took from me what belonged to my love, i lost myself. i never told the man i loved til just recently. i didn't know what to think, i didn't know what to feel. i was ashamed and i couldn't look my love in the eyes. i felt dirty and i was permanently tainted. i no longer belonged solely to him, some other man took that away. he's hurt because i didn't tell him. he says i should have told him, he says that's not something u keep from the man u love. how do u look at the man u love and tell him your body is no longer solely his? how do u look at the man u love and tell him what another man took from u? not to mention that i was scared. i was told by the guy who did this to me that he would hurt him if i told

Self Reflection
What is it you want to do Greg? IDK? What makes you happy? hmmm. let me think cars, anime, porn, drinkin, smoking, listening to music, art in general, parties, watching movies, laughing at the poor souls who live inside society’s jail, causing drama, riding motorcycles, sex with 1 or more females at the sametime, videogames, I sometimes enjoy writing depends on the mood I’m in, standing out without standing out, I enjoy knowing the language of the body and how females operate I know what they crave I may have said to much What makes you angry? Dumbass people, slow drivers, people who think they are above me when in reality they are no different to everybody else, beign questioned, but I really dont give a fuck I roll wit it. Is the path you are on yours or did you let others influence your decisions? It’s the path I’m on now I took the wrong turn at the fork in the road. What do you plan to do about it? Well instead of back tracking to the fork in the road I will forge a new path one

Trade Daily Pimpout X30 Days For Bling Pack
trade daily pimpouts x30 days for large bling pack Send Message if interestedI am trying to level but need your helpthis is what peolpe are paying mefor a single pimpout1000000 fucbuck from 'Jaded one'800000 fuBucks from '69lkhrbox'500000 fuBucks from "cute but'Just send me a message with price offer !

Anna Begins
My friend assures me it's all or nothingI am not worried- I am not overly concernedMy friend implores me for one time only, Make an exception. I am not not worriedWrap her up in a package of liesSend her off to a coconut islandI am not worried - I am not overly concernedWith the status of my emotionsOh, she says, were changing.But were always changingIt does not bother me to say this isn't loveBecause if you don't want to talk about it then it isn't loveAnd I guess I'm going to have to live thatBut, I'm sure there's something in a shade of grayOr something in betweenAnd I can always change my name if that's what you meanMy friend assures me it's all or nothing'But I am not really worriedI am not overly concernedYou try to tell your self the things you try tell your self to makeYourself forgetTo make your self forgetI am not worriedIf it's love she said, then were gonna have to think about theConsequencesShe can't stop shaking and I can t stop touching her and... This time when kindness

Wardrobe Malfunction?
So my friend's 12 year old son loved to come swimming in our pool, BUT, he can't swim. Never learned how, and is not interested in learning now, he's just perfectly happy to put on a floatie and enjoy himself.Well he had developed this theory, that the number of floaties you need is proportional to the depth of water. So when he went in the deep end, he would get all the floaties he could find and squeeze into them. Even though he was 12, he's big; probably 5'8" and 170 pounds.We're all sitting on the deck enjoying some shade and talking, when he walks up. He has 4 floaties around himself, going from his thighs all the way up to his chest. So he comes up, dripping wet, and says "Hey, will one of you go in the deep end and get my swimming trunks?".LOL

From The Prophet - On Marriage (everyone Should View Love This Way)
From The Prophet - on Marriageby Khalil Gibran Then Almitra spoke again and said, "And what of Marriage, master?" And he answered saying: You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore. You shall be together when the white wings of death scatter your days. Aye, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God. But let there be spaces in your togetherness, And let the winds of the heavens dance between you. Love one another, but make not a bond of love. Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls. Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup. Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf. Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each of you be alone, Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music. Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping. For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts. And stand together, yet not too near together. For the pillars of the temple stand apa

Love Mumms Blah...
love...it is a nice concept i'll agree... and i flirt a LOT but i can't see myself falling in love over the internet... even if i do meet a couple of you i don't think i'd get attached for awhile... i am not that desperate for affection... i think the people that are have no love for themselves... and what they feel isn't love but obsession they are trying to fill an emotional void perhaps because they weren't hugged enough as a child either way until you are truly okay with yourself you can't actually love another ~my 2cents

Angels And Demons
Going to see Angels and Demons today and then work in the back yard (probably topless) afterward. What a beautiful day here and I want to start tanning. Will do a critique of the movie later tonight.

Where You Might Find Me
Date Where Who June 5 - Skillman Street Pub ... Southern Assault June 20 - The Ridglea Theater ... Severed Sol & SiK July 25 - TBA .... Severed Sol, SiK, Southern Assault, Creeper .. hopefully! August 1 - Hartlines .... Southern Assault, Sik August 8 - Skillman Street Pub ... Southern Assault

Gah..
Keep your distance, stay away You left me alone for a while So it’s with today You invade my space, showing up unannounced I don’t wanna see your face so I suggest you go the other way Give me the time I need to be okay Go back to where you came from Whoa, I’m over it I’m so over it And you, you really need to quit You just need to quit It was you who broke my heart You left me alone by myself when I had to start All over again in a place where you knew that you Were my only friend so This is my crew now make your own Thought you knew that but I guess I should’ve known I’m not picking a fight But if I may say so, I got every right Whoa, I’m over it I’m so over it And you, you really need to quit You just need to quit Trying to be friends and tying up loose ends Leave me alone ‘cause you know I’m so [ Stephanie Smith Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Oh I’m so over it Whoa, I’m over it I’m so, you

Hi Everyone
Hi guys and ladies, New here, checking stuff out, thanks everyone for the positive attention I've already gotten. I'm bisexual, in an extremely complicated relationship...long story short, married on paper, still live together, but in any sexual sense it's defunct. I do whatever I want and he knows and lets me. I have my own room. More about me: Love animals esp. cats & nature, gardening, most kinds music although I agree with James Brown that it gots to be funky. 420...could tell you stories you wouldnt believe about all the sh*t i've gotten away with...'Anarchist' is not an expression of anger or chaos or nihilism but of my ideals which I will explain to you if you're interested. Hablo español.

Dreaming
Dreaming in color's as reality fades.Life take's on so manyshade's.In life there's so many game's.Words are never spoken,feeling's are coming tosurface.Feel as if I'mbeingconfronted with the unknown.And all reality,of my kindis now gone.

My 1st Auto 11
Hi first i want to thank Foxitoxi for buying my first auto 11. Thank you from the botton of my heart.this was the most exciting thing that has happened to me on fubar.all the new friends and fans omg.and of course the bombing lol.the responds to my auto 11 was over whelming. i would like to take this time to thank each and everyone one of you. much love. i will remember you always. and for my friends family and fans that did,t, well thats a different story, but still love you all.on the 3rd of the month i will buy my blings. will give them out to my heavy raters. agin thank you for making thisa memorable time. Muah!!!!

Buckwheat
i stole this from cappy...but loved it so much...During english class, Buckwbeat's teacher, Miss Crabtree, asked him if he could spell theword dictate.Buckwheat answered, yes, andproceeded to do so: "d-i-c-t-a-t-e." Miss Crabtreesaid, good, how can you use it in a sentence?Buckwheat thought for a minute and then blurted out "hey Darla, how my dictate?

Dropped Blatter.
AS U ALL KNOW I HAVE A DROPPED BLATTER... I GO SEE A SURGEON ON WED.. I HOPE TO GET IN FOR SURGERY NEXT WEEK... SO I WELL BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR ABOUT A WEEK AND I WONT BE ON HERE. BUT I STILL NEED THE LUV.. AND PRAY FOR ME.. MUAH..

My Heart
Its Sunday morning and I sit here thinking of all the things that make me who I am. Family, friends, coworkers and my son. My beautiful son! I had a conversation this morning with the man I believe to be the one. Yes, I said it. I wonder what my future holds. Ever feel so strongly about someone? Its as if you completely understand them. No matter what they say you just get it? This is how I feel. I know that this will piss some of you off but it is what it is. Respect the fact that I am into someone. Respect me and contiue to be my friend. I want no drama. I have peace for the first time in a very long time. I feel hopefull and understood. I feel beautiful and have never felt that before. People call me that all the time. In fact all my life. But, untill you feel it yourself it means nothing. I guess I know that what I have been through in my past is what makes me strong today. I love deeply and will never feel bad about that. When I decide to give my heart I do completely and with tru

5/15/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
STRANGER DANGER! Actually it's the title of my latest blog. Here. (Click "Stranger Danger.") If I have to teach the world some manners, so be it! I was very very annoyed by this. So hopefully one neanderthal will learn something from it. What do you think? Are people's manners getting better, or worse these days? Any pet peeves?And if you didn't see my live clip of "Candyass," (from the previous blog post) then you must! Also showing at Fluffy Starr TeeVee (via the above link). Lots of luv! x Fluffy.

Self Portrait
Sometimes the hardest thing for people to do is describe themselves. I work in sales so you'll have to forgive me for the comparison, but while it isn't the same as talking about a product, there are some parallels. Most people struggle with two major issues when writing about themselves. First is security, they don't want to be judged harshly for anything they might reveal. Second is that they want to present themselves in the best light possible. Let's deal with security... Everyone wants to feel accepted, they want to belong. Humans are social creatures and everyone wants to fit in somewhere with the people around them. Even those who say they are "lone wolves" or outcasts and don't care about fitting in still want acceptance. They just want to be accepted for their choice to stand apart from what others around them are doing. Emotional security is a pretty big deal, everyone has been hurt or betrayed by someone they trusted or someone they believed cared about them. Depending o

Name Is Mike
how Is Everyone, Im great.. Just had to get myself a blog.. lol.. well this is sunday and i have to return to work tomarrow, which sucks, but my bills say i have to work, otherwise i would be gettin bored.. lol.. i am a workaholic.. thats me.. work and spend time with my girls.. i am an easy goin person, just wants to be loved like i love.. is that so complicated?..

Quotes
Twilight Quotes Here are some of the best Twilight quotes from the book. Here are some of everyone's favorite quotes from Stephanie Meyer's book Twilight. The Twilight quotes are listed in the order they appeared in the book and after each quote is the characters name. 1. I thought you were suppose to be pretending I donâ€™t exist, not irritating me to death. (Bella) 2. It was hard to believe that someone so beautiful could be real. I was afraid that he might disappear in a sudden puff of smoke, and I would wake up. (Bella) 3. I decided as long as I was going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly. (Edward) 4. What if Iâ€™m not a superhero? What if Iâ€™m the bad guy? (Edward) 5. You scared me for a minute there. I thought Newton was dragging your dead body off to bury it in the woods. (Edward) 6. Honestly-Iâ€™ve seen corpses with better color. I was concerned that I might have to avenge your murder. (Edward) 7. Donâ€™t be offend

Stuck In A Box
For the past six years I have been the asst manager of a low income hotel. It has really started to screw with me lately, most of these people just live off the government. Well after six years I woke up and looked around to see I have no real friends. I am not even sure I remember how to talk to people. Thought I would try this....by the way I have a website dedicated to selling my book and raising business money. http://myinnerlight.synthasite.com Peace.

I Need Your Tribute
hello all and thanks for stoppin in....if you are past present or future military...i would like a pic of you or someone you know... i am workin on a special tribute for memorial day and would luv to include you.... ~kiss kiss...your gurl sunshine

I Got Married In A Drunken Way
Been missing in action lately am afraid, been busy and wild in NZ. Here is the thing...I am not a big drinker, two gins and am pissed, sick and crying for my dead mammy. People know this. Yet the past week, I have actually drunk more than possibly in my entire life time. Not that I did drink copious amounts, just enough to make me giddy, which isn't good as I had kids 11am shows at the weekend! Yay...kids shows with me tired and slightly dizzy. The shows at Classic have been going great guns, lovely busy shows with nice Kiwi folks and a smattering of Scots swinging by to hear me talk, all good. But the weather has been shit so I was in lockdown mode at Sky City Hotel, which although is nice, I don't like living in a casino. The hotel staff is wonderful and the lady PR is awesome and so well connected, more about that later. Then more good news, Scott and Bridget who own Classic and brought me over for festival delivered a bonny baby boy last week. He is ridiculously beautiful and jus

Today
Today is gonna be kind of fun.... In 2 hours I am gonna go pick up my daughter and we are gonna go to a *free* bbq and movie.... It's actually sponsored by my cell phone provider. BUT since its gonna be almost 80 degrees today, why not be in an air conditioned theater. The movie they will be showing is The Sandlot, an oldie but an okay oldie.... Bleh, I hate waking up so early! I don't know if its an age factor or if its cuz I smell the coffee in the other room when I am sleeping :) Have a beautiful day everyone! Muahz!

Dundee Utd V Rangers, 13:00 Celtic V Hearts, 13:00
Table Get this content on your MOBILE Clydesdale Bank Premier League : Table 17 May 15:27 | Home | Away Team P W D L F A W D L F A GD PTS 1 Rangers 37 15 2 2 44 15 10 6 2 30 13 46 83 2 Celtic 37 14 3 1 48 13 10 6 3 32 20 47 81 3 Hearts 37 11 5 3 28 18 5 5 8 12 19 3 58 4 Dundee Utd 37 7 8 3 25 21 6 6 7 22 26 0 53 5 Aberdeen 37 8 5 5 20 16 5 6 8 19 23 0 50 6 Hibernian 37 6 7 6 23 23 5 7 6 18 21 -3 47 7 Motherwe

Hand To Hand Delivery Needs Your Help
Ok straight to the point I just got hired by a courier company thats just starting out here in Las vegas they've had a good test run and are now going threw the finalization process of making this a real company it's ran by a juggalo who wants the family to start using their talents to help better themselves this ninja is smart he's helpin a few homies down here follow their dreams by helping them make them happen and get them started. Our goal for our company is to connect family vendors to sellers across the country. thats where i need your help i was hired on solely to find people with a hobby they want to share to sellers across the country. theres many positions inside the company and positions outside the company that are avaliable. for instance at this moment we need people that can take photos for black light posters. dont worry if you dont have a talent for art or making things theres still the company that needs to be filled with trust worthy people that would like to do noth

Turn It Around
sometime this world is tuff on us all ,we feel that there is nothing that we can do to complement us.it that moment we have to as for help thats where i'm at in life but i know that i can turn it around with his help...

Words Of Meaning...
Hold not thy peace, O God of my praise; For the mouth of the wicked and the mouth of the deceitful are opened against me: they have spoken against me with a lying tongue. They have compassed me about also with words of hatred; and fought against me without a cause. For my love they are my adversaries: but I give myself unto prayer. And they have rewarded me evil for good, and hatred for my love. Set thou a wicked man over him: and let Satan stand at his right hand. When he shall be judged let him be condemned: and let his prayers become sin. Let his days be few; and let another take his office. IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION MY NAME HAS CROSSED THE LIPS/KEYBOARDS OF SOME ON HERE THAT I ONCE CONSIDERED FRIENDS. I HOPE THEY READ OF THIS AND KNOW THAT IN THE END GOD HAS MY BACK. HIS LOVE AND STRENGTH IS MORE THAN ANYONE, EVEN I, COULD EVER UNDERSTAND. GOD BLESS TO ALL THE TRUE FRIENDS OUT THERE THAT YOU LIVE A LONG HEALTHY AND PROSPEROUS LIFE. I LOVE YOU GUYS! YOU ALL ROCK!!

Mortality
I am still suprised by peoples doubt of their mortality. Deep in our minds we know death will come but we are scared and morose when the prospect of it creeps close through older loved ones getting sick. I have made it a point to try to not stress about too many things and try to enjoy the little snippets of happiness that break through the dense clouds of a miserable existence. For existence is what it is..when u spend 75% of your day working then u have no life. I have accepted my mortality..I have even thought about the premature emergence of it..but my harbinger of death will come when it is time and until then i want to be able to say man i had some good times.

Dating.......
I have come to the conclusion that dating fuckin sucks. OK so that wouldnt be that bad if I had more friends and a way to spend my free time but being in a new city it has been difficult going out and meeting new people. I guess that is in part because the shy side of me comes out. It is really getting annoying and old. I dont know what to do. I meet somebody online and it doesnt work out for whatever reason I dont know because I dont get any contact after the first date. Its like really am I that fucked up or that bad of a person that I cant even get why they dont want to talk any more? What the fuck is the deal? Well anyways I just needed to vent about the bullshit that has been going on.

Another Update On Me
Hey everyone, Sorry, i have not been on for so long ,but i have been in the hospital and I still am in the hospital cuz of that surgery I had where it was infected that they went in and debreaded it ,but things are SLOWLY healing its just goin to be a long long process so I will probably not be on for a while unless a friend of mine lets me use there lap top again in a few days or weeks like i'm hopin so that way I can keep u guys updated on whats going on. They have me on bed rest for most of the part ,but I am allowed to get up in my wheelchair 3 times a day for an hour at a time so that gets annoying ,but it will at least help and then they have finally taken me off my antibiotics ,but they are keeping a close eye on my blood count since my blood pressure can not stay up and my temp wont stay down.. But they have me doin a test every day where its called Hyperbarics and its 100% oxygen and thats suppose to help my sores out and it is helping ,but its goin to be very slow process.. I

Message...
Heh...I just got this in a message on another site... Hello my sweetheartMy name is Brian Michael H*******, I am Handicapped but very sweet. I live on my own in Champlin. I grew up on the North Shore of Minnesota in a small town north of Duluth called Two Harbors. I finished school in 1992. I then moved to a place called Courage Center.Courage Center was my collage. It was there I learned my skills to live on my own. I was there from 10-31-92 untill 3-29-94 when I moved into my current place where I've been for the past 15years.In 1996 I was hired by Courage Center to work in their Data Ability Program then in 2000 Courage sold the program to a place called Rise. In January I moved to Rise's main office in Spring Lake Park.I am looking for a relationship that hopefully will turn into marriage. If you decide to date me, our date would include a romantic dinner, a walk in Elm Creek Park and then back to my place for a DVD.My yahoo ID is Brian_*******. Hope to hear from you.Love,Brian

A Prayer...
Dear Lord, I pray for the strength, the courage, and the wisdom to beat down the beast that has/have taken over my life. I pray that the light within me may over take every part of my life, both day and night. I pray that I can be the parent to my children that they deserve. That I be an example unto them and to others of your love and your strength in our daily lives. I pray that I can be the friend to the love you have blessed my life with, that they know beyond a doubt that they are loved about all others. I ask, God, now for the forgiveness of the errors of my ways. That I may leave this path of darkness and come into the light of your love. Lord, my heart is set on you and I give my life to you to do with as you see fit. Use me and my voice that I may share your love and your amazing blessing with others. I thank you with all my heart for the love and support of my family and my friends. I thank you for never letting me forget your endless power and mercy.

I Am So Disappointed!
I guess i thought i actually had some friends on here. But, now i see that i realy didn't! What a shame, you say you care about someone, then you don't show it. I think that is rude and uncalled for. If you don't want to be friends, well, then don't ask me to do anything for you! All i asked was for donations, to a great cause,, beause I am one of those people who will need this company,, in the very near future! And do you help me? Of course not,, why would you? I'm of no consequence to any of you! However,, To Seroquel, Dream fae, my cousin Delilah, and Reload,,,,we did raise some money for this company.And for them,, I will be eternally greatful! As for the rest of you? SHAME ON YOU!!!!!!!!

Stand N Deliver Your Money Or Your Life
Dick Turpin is probably the most famous highwayman of all. Mention the name to most people, and they will tell you he was a daring and dashing highwayman who famously rode from London to York on his faithful mare, Black Bess, in less than 24 hours. However, the popular Turpin legend contains not a grain of truth. In reality, Turpin's fictitious great ride was made by 17th-century highwayman John 'Swift Nick' Nevison, who early one morning in 1676 robbed a homeward-bound sailor on the road outside Gads Hill, Kent. Deciding he needed to establish an alibi, Nevison set off on a ride that took him more than 190 miles in about 15 hours. In addition, it was only at the very end of his life, while waiting to be hanged at York racecourse, that Turpin exhibited any of the swaggering nonchalance, heroism, or derring-do usually attributed to him. Prior to that, both his existence and his criminal ventures had been squalid, to say the least. THE ESSEX GANG Dick Turpin was born in 1706 in rura

Morning Glory
"You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her."One year later and 140lbs less, I feel more alive. For the past year I have eaten no junk food. I stopped eating any white bread/pastas. There was a time when I would skip the vegies and go for the burger first :P. Those days are pretty much over for me. I've decided I want to be around longer so I can see more of what this world has to offer.There is one thing however that bothers me. It's not that I don't like the attention... but ever since I lost weight it seems people want me around more. People seem to pay more attention & to respect me more. Don't get me wrong- that's grand and all. I think everyone should be treated with respect and given a chance however no matter their size. Everyone needs friends and to be loved. It just makes me sad how judgemental people are sometimes.I want to be in a relationship that I can say how I feel and not be looked at like I'm weird. I want to be able to

Thank You Andy- Xoxo
Together For everWe'll be friends and Lovers till the endTogether. ForeverThrough the Highs and LowsAnd all the stormy WeatherNo-one will ever part usWe'll stick together like glueIf you look after me My friendAnd I'll Look after youAnd never mind what hardshipscome our wayWell make it through to fight another day Another dayBecause we are friends as well as lover'swe stick together like glueI Love You Leannxoxo

Norwegian Constitution Day
What is 17th of May?Norwegian Constitution Day or "grunnlovsdag," commonly known as "Syttende Mai" or the 17th of May is a celebration of the day in 1814 when Norway’s constitution was signed in the town of Eidsvoll, Norway.In the Greater Seattle area, the day has been celebrated since 1889 with proclamations, speeches and a parade. The 17th of May Festival is sponsored by the Norwegian 17th of May Committee, an independent, nonprofit organization founded to commemorate Norwegian Constitution Day.A cooperative effort with Viking Community Bank, the Ballard Chamber of Commerce, the Ballard Merchants Association, the Nordic Heritage Museum, Norwegian groups throughout the Greater Seattle area, Norwegian and many community groups. The planning begins the day after the parade and goes on all year long.Looking back: The first Seventeenth of May celebrations in Norway consisted of festivities and political demonstrations against Swedish control of Norway. They began in 1815 in private

Going Down
Sifting through the ashes of dreams gone bad Memories of the past always seem so sad Screaming out loud, knowing that no one is there If I were gone tomorrow… would anybody care? Something’s really got a hold on me It’s making me blind. I cannot see. Something tells me I

A Soldier's Poem
Take a man and put him alone,Put him twelve thousand miles from home.Empty his heart of all but blood,Make him live in sand, in mud.This is the life I have to live,This the soul to God I give.You have your parties and drink your beer,While young men are dying over here.Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq".Use your signs and have your fun,Then refuse to use a gun.There's nothing else for you to do,Then I'm supposed to die for you?There is one thing that you should know;And that's where I think you should go!I'm already here and it's too late.I've traded all my love for all this hate.I'll hate you till the day I die.You made me hear my buddy cry.I saw his leg and his blood shed,Then I heard them say, "This one's dead".It was a large price for him to pay,To let you live another day.He had the guts to fight and die,To keep the freedom you live by.By his dying, your life he buys,But who gives a fuck if a Soldier dies!

Relentless
At first I would almost say it's scary. To be reminded, again and again, all through the day what is right and what is wrong. I think it's scary because I never thought of myself as that bad of a person, but now, in just little details here and there, I find them all around, and pointed out, some big and some small. And when I think about it, God has been relentless toward me all my life. And it's turning out to be not a bad thing, but sort of like a learning curve. It's taking some time but I'm slowly starting to weed the bad from the good, and when I just feel it, feel when He says "no don't do this, get out of here", there's a good feeling that comes from obeying. "Go here, go there, do this, do that, say this or say that". It's a humbling experiance, but it's good because good will come out of it. Keep showing me, and please please, don't let anymore of my closest friends depart from me.

I Love You Guys, Thank You!
I know that I haven't been around much lately however I've had my (HELL) on earth, I've had such bad luck do to having cervical cancer and the fact that my son has had it as well along with the rest of the family, I'm sure you all have read my blogs or at least I hope you have you will learn alot and understand what I've been going through for sometime now, I do miss talking with my friends, it's just I haven't had any energy lately chemo will kick your ass let alone the external radiation plus internal. you can say I've been through (HELL) and back, my family & I didn't know how to take it, I pretty much lost it. I can say that my husband was right there for me throughout this whole time, taking me to everyone of my (Appointments) plus being there when I had to go through surgery, my mother/sister both came up to help out around the house an the fact that my mother wanted to see what it was like an know what I've been through seemed as if she couldn't handle it. An I know if it wa

Thanks For The Help!
I Want to take a few moments of your time to tell you how greatful I am for all the luv and support shown to me while I was trying to level!. You never know you have so many friends untill you need them sometimes! Some of you I know and am friends with , you know I am thankful for yall, and others I did not even know jumped in to help, you guys were Awesome, I hope to meet and talk with each of you one day. Even though I did not make it yet, I want to Thank you all and send you my love, Again I am very Greatful for all the Support...Your Friend Always, ~Becky~ 'aka' (Southern Luv)...Still Oracle Bound!!

Desire
Stepping up to you I press you down into a chair, kissing you with a flick of my tongue against your lips. Smiling I draw away, my hands sliding down your chest to your thighs, fingers pressing inward to part them as I step between. Kneeling down I draw your shirt up slowly, leaning in to trail a line up your stomach with my tongue to the bottom of your naval as my hands slide to your sides and to the waist of your pants, slowly unbuttoning them. Drawing the flaps of pants away my lips press tender kisses along the newly exposed skin, pressing my body closer so that I can feel the crotch of your pants against my breasts, the slow hardening bulge caressing my skin. Tugging at band of your boxers with my teeth my hands slide along your thighs, pressing them closer to me then wider before my mouth drops to the zipper of your pants and drags it down. Looking up at your face I smile, rubbing my chin against the exposed cloth of your boxers. My hands travel up the back of your thighs. Comi

No Means Hell No!
[soapbox] I came across this a few years ago. Recently I have had reason to remember it again. This is one of those things that is important in life. Some say if you care, share this. I say if you care, dare to stand up for what is right. [/soapbox] ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Guy:"Lets have sex right now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be myfriend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone thatI want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: m

The Revelation
THE BIRTH OF THE ERISIAN MOVEMENT - THE REVELATION Just prior to the decade of the nineteen-sixties, when Sputnik was alone and new, and about the time that Ken Kesey took his first acid trip as a medical volunteer; before underground newspapers, Viet Nam, and talk of a second American Revolution; in the comparative quiet of the late nineteen- fifties, just before the idea of RENAISSANCE became relevant.... Two young Californians, known later as Omar Ravenhurst and Malaclypse the Younger, were indulging in their habit of sipping coffee at an all night bowling alley and generally solving the world's problems. This particular evening the main subject of discussion was discord and they were complaining to each other of the personal confusion they felt in their respective lives. "Solve the problem of discord," said one, "and all other problems will vanish." "Indeed," said the other, "chaos and strife are the roots of all confusion." FIRST I MUST SPRINKLE YOU WITH FAIRY DUST

Death By Orgasm
If there was ever one thing that he knew with his whole body it was this: to give her pleasure was the ultimate experience. His tongue ran delicately over her nipples, which were already hard. He heard her give a slight gasp as he did so and took that as his cue to continue. The sensation of his tongue probing around her nipples sent shivers down her back. He continued down her stomach pausing at her naval to give that a quick kiss. Then he continued his descent down her body. He unzipped her pants which were already unbuttoned from earlier. They were slightly snug around her hips and he had to give them a tug to remove them. Her panties, white with a strawberry right in the center, beckoned him. Again shivers run through her as he softly ran his lips over the cotton. He could feel them become moister as he continued. “Don’t tease me like that,” she commanded throwing her head back. He smiled devilishly. “But I like to,” he said teasingly. &ldqu

My Destiny
If destiny was in my handI would change my whole life yearsAnd made my age one yearLike this year we spent togetherIt is enough with its few beautiful daysIf life was in my handI would cuted all my heart arteriesAnd inaccessible my heart from beatingNot to beat but for youBecause you are the only true love in my lifeIf I could I would change my all bloodAnd putted in all my veins a perfume Like your perfume which I loveTo live on your love perfumeBut what can I do and you are my destinyWhich I tried to run away fromWhere ??!! there is no place to run away from the destinyNothing can stop destiny except deathAnd even after my death ,my destiny is to be your guard angel- - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: FAR7AN

Drink Or Food??
some peoples are like foodany kind of foodno matter yummy it was or badno matter u liked it or notat the end of the day u just gonna poop it outthe most expensive caviaror just a peice of breadthey all have to go through the same way down to the p exitso dont bother ur self looking of which kind of food u want to belolmy selfi am like water,juice,drinksanykind of themcuz even after i get out of the p exiti return to be a steamthen a cloudthen damnnn rainand yes now u can imagine which human being urine dropsu r enjying when u dance in the rainnahhh m just kidding uyes i knowI AM CRAZYBUT I DO ENJOY ITDO U??-----------------W.B: FAR7AN

Talking About Maybe Some Good Luck This Time Around!
We've got a friend thats going to take a look at the damages to the house an see if he can't get more moneys out of progressive because that $600 ain't gonna cut it, theres more damages than what he looked into so we're having him come over an see what we can do about getting more out of thier asses... I for one aint cashing it till I know for sure what's all involved, hopefully we'll get a HUGE chunck of change out of this. I'm wanting out of this damn place anyways can not take it anymore... I want a new place ya know? Anyways wish me good luck on this one!!!

Dark Angel
I open the door and there you are. Hands bound to the headboard above you. Waiting. I pause for a moment in the doorway. Hand on hip. Hand on doorframe. The pose accentuating the black corset and panties I chose for the evening. You lay with expectant eyes sparkling, wondering just what I have in store for you. I drink you in. Bite my lip. It's playtime! In an instant I'm at the bedside. Pull the little box of pleasures from beneath. Then pause again. Looking. You are so patient and unafraid. Just intrigued. As I climb onto the bed I pour oil into my waiting palm. Kneeling beside you, I begin to rub the oil into your skin. So much skin before me. I pay special attention massaging the tender muscles in your shoulders and the thin ropes in your hips. As the oil warms your flesh I turn my attention to other things. You watch me intently as I grasp your already hard shaft and make sure it too is oiled top to bottom. Next, I grab the blindfold from my box, cover your eyes, slip quickly ou

Can And Cannot
A little list of things you can and cannot do. The Footer section, and the Header section containing Feed/Chat/Blast/HappyHour/OnlineNow, interaction links (chat/message/gift/bling etc..) and the ToolTip window are all uneditable as intended by LostCherry/CherryTap/Fubar. Can: 1.) Change the color, size, font, and styling on just about every bit of text on the page. 2.) Change the background color on just about any section on the page. 3.) Change the width, heigth, and border to any image on the page. 4.) Change the width and heigth of any embedded object in your comments. Cannot: 1.) Stylè Tags don't work. You'll be using CSS format to customize your page via the "Skins" section. 2.) ÐIVs are filtered as well. No go on that. 3.) Use ÍFRAMEs. 4.) Use Jává. 5.) Hide most tables anymore. (I will show you how to hide most the profile for a "private" profile though.) 6.) Cover the Advertising Space or edit the Footer section. 7.) Customize the popup window when you hover

Photo Contest
i have entered my daughter into a photo contest on a website. if you can, please vote for her. here is the link http://gapc-vote.com/?p=1456520 also there is a 1million dollar contest for voters... if you have time id appreciate it and thank you!

What I Have Learned.. From My Best Friend Misty
I have learned that death is a part of life.It's okay to miss them.I have learned that Life is precious and with the sad comes the good.I have learned that no one is perfect and it's crazy to every expect someone to be.I have learned that if you don't get your hopes up it's hard to get let down.I have learned that you don't know what you've got until it's gone.I have learned that just because people give you shit about something, It does't mean you have to listen to them.I have learned that people put up walls to see who really care enough to knock them down.I have learned Not to take one single day for granted, because we are not promised tomorrow.I have learned to tell people how I feel cause they may not be here tomorrow.I have learned that when I love, I love with my whole heart.I have learned that I have to be strong even when I dont want to be.I have learned that you have to let go to be able to move on.I have learned that i have alot more people that love me that i realize.I hav

Disclaimer.
Alright, just a few things before we get started. 1.) I'm not an employee of LostCherry.com, CherryTap.com, or Fubar.com (or any other associated name). All content covered in LC/CT/Fubar's Terms is still property of LC/CT/Fubar respectively. I claim no rights to the website, or any of LC/CT/Fubar's property. 2.) You're not allowed to cover any of the Ad Space on the page, and I won't show you how to. Period. If you use any of my Tuts (Tutorials) and apply what they teach to go against LC/CT/Fubar's intentions and get caught, that's your problem, and your possibly deleted account. Enjoy the bottom of the ladder and don't whine to me about it. 3.) I've only made a custom skin for a few people. I figure with some of the questions people continue to ask, this section should help out immensely. As people continue to ask questions I'll go more in depth into the said sections and of course post screen shots along the way. 4.) Mozilla Firefox owns Internet Explorer anyday. I use FF over I

To Real Beings
We need to help the fake people wake up and come about being real through some tough love or whatever its going to take but the fake in the world need to perish they are not helping anything out lates keep on keepin it real

Tour Dates
Jun 3 2009 8:00P Velodrome Brno, CZ Jun 5 2009 8:00P ROCK AM RING Nürburgring, DE Jun 6 2009 8:00P ROCK IM PARK Nürnberg, DE Jun 8 2009 8:00P Olympiahalle Innsbruck, AUT Jun 9 2009 8:00P Incheba Expo Bratislava, SLO Jun 11 2009 8:00P Junge Garde Dresden, GER Jun 13 2009 8:00P DOWNLOAD Castle Donnington, UK Jun 17 2009 8:00P Coliseum Porto, PT Jun 19 2009 8:00P KOBETASONIK FESTIVAL Bilboa ESP Jun 20 2009 8:00P HELLFEST Clisson, FR Jun 22 2009 8:00P Antic Arena Vienne, FR Jun 23 2009 8:00P Arena Geneva, SWI Jun 24 2009 8:00P Intersport Arena Linz, AUT Jun 27 2009 8:00P METALTOWN FESTIVAL Gothenburg, SWE Jun 28 2009 8:00P GRASPOP METAL MEETING Dessel, BE Jul 1 2009 8:00P THE QUART FESTIVAL Kristiansand, NO Jul 4 2009 8:00P VOLT FESTIVAL Sopron, HU Jul 10 2009 8:00P MAYHEM FEST @ Sleep Train Amphitheatre Sacramento, CA Jul 11 2009 8:00P MAYHEM FEST @ Shoreline Amphitheatre San Francisco, CA Jul 12 2009 8:00P MAYHEM FEST @ Glen Helen Pavillion San Berna

Lmfaoo Ima Skank Now I Guess
"Thank~a~Skank, ok...TY Mz.Dreams!! Nite Fu's" THATS THE FUNNEST THING EVER ARE YOU BLAMING ME FOR YOU DELETEING THIS NEW PAGE YOU CREATED??? IM A SKANK CUZ I TOLD YOU NOT TO MESSAGE ME OR WASTE MY TIME?? SORRY BUT I HAVE NO TIME FOR BS OR DRAMA I BLOCKED YOU ONCES ADDED YOU A 2ND TIME CUZ I WAS TRYING TO BE NICE THEN DELETED YOU CUZ I GOT TIRED OF YOU HAVE 5 YEAR OLD TANTUMS IN UR STATUS MESSAGE HOW YOUR FRIENDS WONT TALK TO YOU SO HEY BIGTAZZ USER# 3005094 IF YOU WANNA CALL ME A SKANK I'LL BE THAT THANK YOU SOO MUCH IT MEANS A LOT LMAO I JUST REALLY THOUGHT THIS WAS VERY FUNNY OH YEA AND THIS IS WHY IM A SKANK THE "MESSAGE"IT WAS WITH A FUROSE FROM THE GIFT SHOP *********READ BOTTOM UP******** YOU HIT ME UP AS IF I REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO YOU YOU DONT NEED TO SEND ME GIFT OR ANYTHING I DONT NEED ANY HELLOS RE FUCKIN READ WHAT I TYPED B4 MAYBE U'LL GET IT THEN=== 'BigTAZZZ' wrote the following at '2009-05-16 23:14:36'..>> Did i really make you that mad at me....im

The Laws Of Work
The Inevitable Laws of Work 1. If you can't get your work done in the first 24 hours, work nights. 2. A pat on the back is only a few centimeters from a kick in the butt. 3. Don't be irreplaceable, if you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 4. It doesn't matter what you do. It only matters what you say you've done and what you're going to do. 5. After any salary raise, you will have less money at the end of the month than you did before. 6. The more you put up with, the more you are going to get. 7. You can go anywhere you want if you look serious and carry a clipboard. 8. Eat one live toad the first thing in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you the rest of the day. 9. When the bosses talk about improving productivity, they are never talking about themselves. 10. If at first you don't succeed, try again. Then quit. No use being a darn fool about it. 11. There will always be beer cans rolling on the floor of your car when the boss asks for a ride h

A Touching Story
Very touching story...so beautiful it has to be shared....A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the 4 pups and set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes o f little boy. "Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies." "Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, "These puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money." The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?" "Sure," said the farmer. And with that he let out a whistle. "Here, Dolly!" he called. Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with de

Who Said Its Silly
hey every one so many ppls on here says its just an online thing and i do have a life outside this site lol then when u get close to their fubar account they get pissed,why the hell what blah blah blah then u see how addicted they are for this rating and leveling even those who say i dont flirt and i am happily married or happily taken u see them fanning a guy or a woman who hit on them its like a married woman who has toys to do the job or a married man who jerk off him self lol but who am i to judge ppls life i am just thinking out loud,thats all its scary if u think twice about it but as most of those ppls do think once about it and u will see how silly i am lol yeah who said i am not silly but even tho i am pretty damn honest not shy or ashamed of saying or doing what i like without giving it different names or calling it something its not what it is in real but once again its just me silly me muahhhhhz all -----------------------------FM

Reason For The Mask
To the people that ask it it is simple the life is more intreging for me i prefer to roleplay cuz i cant think of a better way oh and makes for some killer snm oh and another thing your shoe is untied *runs* lol no but peace

The Forbiden City
****MASS**** The one and ONLY DJ SpAdEd is BURNING up the fkn Forbiden Airwavez!!!! LIVE from The Forbiden City!!! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/59577 The exclusive home of The Forbiden Angelz!!!! or on the net @ www.forbidenradio.net !!!! If ur not here.. ur sooooo fkn missing it !!!! Cum check out tha sexxay azzz angelz and the slickezt tunes on the net!!!!!!

The Phoenix
On the ashes of this nestLove wove with deathly fireThe phoenix takes its restForgetting all desire.After the flame, a pause,After the pain, rebirth.Obeying nature’s lawsThe phoenix goes to earth.You cannot call it oldYou cannot call it young.No phoenix can be told,This is the end of the song.It struggles now aloneAgainst death and self-doubt,But underneath the boneThe wings are pushing out.And one cold starry nightWhatever your beliefThe phoenix will take flightOver the seas of griefTo sing her thrilling songTo stars and waves and skyFor neither old nor youngThe phoenix does not die.

Our Ghosts Will Remember This Day
Our Ghosts Will Remember This Day Every four years a competitionwhittles the numbers of those who'd betheir party's favored nomination.We turn and witness history...perhaps it was only destinybut one man stood out from that frayof those who sought the Presidency;Our ghosts will remember this day.Upon the day of the election,the world waited, batited breath to seeturnouts of historic proportions.We stand to witness historyand in a process uniquely free,the promise of change swept awaya Cinderella man victory.Our ghosts will remember this day.Now bound by the Constitution,we acknowledge our legacyon the hour of innauguration.We rise, a witness to history,of unbroken continuity,the transfer of power in a wayso perfect in its dignity;Our ghosts will remember this day.Brothers and sisters, listen to me,at last we've determined hisory,at last the people have had their say;Our ghosts will remember this day.

Good Night
Good night my love, I think of theeAs I dream my soul will fleeThrough the clouds oh so freeYour handsome face I hope to see.Over land so far apartBut always close here in my heartAs I dream in slumber’s cartMy spirit has a trip to start.To take my love like golden strandAnd wrap your heart with gentle handMusic plays like Heaven’s bandAs our spirits frolic above the land.Lonely can seem so far awayThinking of you every dayBut at night let our spirits playAs so in love we both will stay !

We Are Rock Hounds!
We Are Rock Hounds! (for the rock and mineral club to which I belong) We are Rock Hounds, the shapers of stone, petrified wood and calcified bone; rich amethyst and azurite, opals and agates and corpolite; all of the treasures this earth has sewn. Digging through tombs like thieves of reknown, prizing jewels from an earthly throne, prying those jewels from their mantles tight... We are Rock Hounds! We hunt together or all alone, we gather our treasures widely strewn. searching holes or precarious heights for stones to shine all pretty and bright; trinkets we can call our very own. &nbs

Rather Bored
I'm rather bored. It's in that everybody else is doing their own thing time frame, so I went to bed. Yet, all there is to do in bed (current;y) is read or play on the internet. I've got a book I haven't started yet, but I'm not really motivated to get to it yet. So the internet gets my attention! The internet is full of wonderful distractions. But sometimes I feel like my time on the internet is spent basically going through the same routine. I have several websites I check daily, in a particular order, simply because that's the way I always do them. Normally in the order of the least interesting to the most interesting. Speaking of interesting. I use a chat app called Digsby wich feeds you facebook updates as well as serve as IM's for yahoo, aim, msn, ect. And I saw today that one of the guys I went to high school with had the status "Getting ready for Nate's wedding" and it made me think of my cousin Nathan, who we called Nate. During my infamous dad call he told me Nathan was gett

High Island Beach. 5.17.09
I'll be heading down about 5 in the morning. After I get loaded up. Got plans on getting up at 4:00 Its going to be a short night. Got some friends coming down but your more then welcome to come by and say hey or what ever. Went and picked up a prepaid T-mobile phone. 409-454-9138. Hope to have a great report. Black Ford F-150 Supper Crew 4X4 6 1/2' bed. I'll be flying a TKF BTB flag. I'll have plenty of rods out so you shouldn't be able to miss me if you swing by. Camo pants and a lime green long sleeve shirt.

And Old Country Preacher
An old country preacher had a teenage son, and it was getting time the boy should give some thought to choosing a profession. Like many young men his age, the boy didn't really know what he wanted to do, and he didn't seem too concerned about it. One day, while the boy was away at school, his father decided to try an experiment. He went into the boy's room and placed on his study table four objects. 1. A bible. 2. A silver dollar. 3.. A bottle of whiskey. 4. And a Playboy magazine. "I'll just hide behind the door," the old preacher said to himself. "When he comes home from school today, I'll see which object he picks up. If it's the bible, he's going to be a preacher like me, and what a blessing that would be! If he picks up the dollar, he's going to be a business man, and that would be okay, too. But if he picks up the bottle, he's going to be a no-good drunken bum, and Lord, what a shame that would be. And worst of all if he picks up that magazin

What Has Happened? Where Did Ya Go?
My impending incarceration On Monday May 19th I am due in court and am facing 6 months in jail. It is due to a toxic relationship I was in with this 22 year old girl. She had talked me into shoplifting some things for her and like an idiot I did it. Ofcourse I got caught. I have a prison record for Assult on a police officer from 1999 so they are throwing the book at me this time and going for the maxium sentance on a misdemenor. Hopefully I can get another 30 day posponement or at least 2 weeks to self-surrender to the jail. If not I will be going straight to jail on Monday. Anyway I thought I should let you, my fu-friends know that I will be taking a long vacation from fubar in the near future. I would like to thank everyone for their friendship and help in leveling me to Godfather in only one month. I will return to you all asap. Take care, and god bless.

Butterflies
i looked everywhere for this song i could find the lyrics but couldnt let u hear it...damn sahme it is the best song besides mo better...here is a taste if u dont have the album u should get it asap!! Kiss me like when I dream of you Notice me, act like you have a clue Flirt with me, act like I interest you Like my eyes do, wish I could undress you So I try to find the words But I only suffocate Then my palms, they start to sweat And my shirt is soakin' wet You give me the butterflies You give me the nervous side of life Don't walk by just say "hello" baby You are my day dreams when I'm awake Let's sleep like I pretend we do Convince me that day dreams do come true Picture as where I picture you And I just panic when you're in bird's eye view And I try to say "hello" and the words don't come out right Wish I could find myself but it's a losing fight You give me the butterflies You give me the nervous side of life Don't walk by just say "hello" baby You are my day dreams when I'm awake

I Am Soooooo Bummed......
Since going part-time at my work, of which I had no choice, I can't afford some of my little luxuries anymore. Namely, my nails. I can't afford to get them done anymore. My nails have been like my signature for the last 25 years. dammit they look like shit right now. dammit :(

Yep..its Me
Was at my youngest boys game today. During almost the end of it..went over to see what my oldest was doing. He was playing with 3 older girls..and 2 boys his age. He was on 3rd base..gonna steal home.. anyways..he got almost home..this boy stands right on the run line..and blocked him..so he ran out and around him. As he got near homeplate..someone threw the soft ball in.. it fell..and bounced up and hit him in the arm. Few asked him if he was ok..while this kid who was blocking him was saying he was out..etc. Luke..the one boy said.. u dont get out unless you are holding the ball and get him out. I told the kid.. that you cant stand in someones path and block them either. The boy got mad i could tell..and took off. Anyways.. I went back to watch my youngest. within 10minutes.. I hear this kid..being a dick. I didn't know it was him til later. All I heard was.. "I dont want him on my team.. he cant play worth a crap..etc. Couple people told him to be nice. He said.. well I

I Need Some Help ...
Some one sent me a 3gp file to my email and I would like to view it. I am pretty sure it's a lady being fisted by a homeless guy under a bridge. I think it will be entertaining. I tried to download something to watch it but it ended up being a virus. So instead of just going at this blindly, I thought I'd ask if any of you know what to do here. Thanks.

Passion.com - No.1 Sexy Online Dating Website!
PASSION.com slogan is "Sexy Personals for Passionate Singles". This statement sums up beautifully of what Passion.com can offer you! They have over 25 million members and usually have over 185,000 members online at any one time. Talk about a lot of members ready to meet you and, they are willing to show it all, with over 160,000 photos per week. Passion.com is for the sexy single who is looking for an intimate encounter with one or more person. To Find Your Match, They offer several powerful features, which allow you to narrow your search so that you are able to find exactly the kind of person you, are looking for. On various occasions, They also add new features to make your time at Passion.com a successful and fun experience. Please realize this is an adult dating site and you must be over 18 years old to join! Passion.com 's current promotion is, 1 extra month for free if you sign up for a 3 month Gold Membership or 6 extra months for free if you sign up for a 12 month Gold Memb

Interlude...
Her hand crawled up his leg inching closer to the visible erection. Slowly she pushed the tablecloth aside affording her better access.She reached up and expertly undid his trouser button, freeing his erection from the material jail. Like a released prisoner it jumped up, vibrating to attention. The head was bare and smooth. Blue veins along the side, throbbing. A small drop of pre cum glistening in the harsh auditorium lights. His pubic hair formed a collar around the base but it was the size of his erection that impressed. 4 inches would still be visible if she had to take him in both hands along his length. The girth compared to a fire hose. Her long nails tickled the base of his penis and he jerked spasmodically. Long elegant fingers wrapped themselves around his manhood and slowly moved up, pausing, before sliding down to stretch the skin away from the purple head. His penis was swelling with cum and appeared ready to burst. She slid her hand up and down three times before grabbin

Own My Name... =d
Bid on one week of having your name attached as Jim Ski... Owned By *YOURNAMEHERE* Just comment this with your FuBucks amount or Bling or W/E... BID AWAY! =D Or Just battle it out regular if you must... Lol

Lies
Now your showing your true color's.They become you.The time has come & now I'm numb.You're holding her & not meIs this how we were suppose to be?I try to block it out.I'm so dumb for beleiving you.Guess the joke's on me but I'm not laughing.

10 Pointless Factoids About Me
1) I've never tried pot or any other drugs 2) I've been to maybe 4 parties in my life, most I was the "tag along" 3) I don't have much friends, and the ones I do, are kinda flakey and dont want to have anythin to do with me 4) I am a nerd 5) I randomly meet people from online, and they wind up to be pretty cool 6) I talk to ANYONE since I think everyone deserves attention 7) I am hoping for a widespread disease that will annihillate a lot of people. 8) I love nature 9) I judge people and can hate them just by looking at them 10) I am not a liar, but if I do lie, you would never know about it

One Nite
It was the same night after night. Men would come and go, while she lay on her back, or sat on her hands and knees pretending to cum. It was her job, the only job she had known since her family sold her into prostitution. She was lucky, she got to work in the most beautiful and highest priced brothel in town. She was not hurt for money. She had tried before to leave, but always seemed to find herself coming back. She knew no other life, and never would. This night was like all the rest. She lay there putting on fake moans and orgasms. This night she had, had a skinny ugly guy, a fat sweaty guy, a rude bastard, and a guy who was so scared his wife would find out he could hardly perform. Nothing new, though her clients would change from night to night she never expected what would happen next... It was about five in the morning as her boss came into the room saying she had one more client. She argued calming she had already had five, the limit, for one girl for one night. It took her b

Sisters
If you are one of my friends on fubar, then you are probably friends with my crazy ass sister. We have been best friends for almost 32yrs now, she knows me like no other person and I know her like no other person. We are so connected that we have found ourselves buying the same cards for people without even knowing it until the person opens the card. I really want her to know that she is my soul, my best friend, and I admire her so much. She is completely beautiful, and she has a personality that rocks..

Alone In My Room
A very sweet original discourse by RedyFrLuv......Alone in my room tonight, staring at this computer screen full of my sweet thoughts, I truly feel myself close to your heart. I so need you in my heart and life always. I am whispering sweet words of love in your ear....do you hear them? A special desire to share my love with you flows into my words.....do you feel the same desire? A very special warmth and flame burns so bright in my heart......do you feel it? Romance and love in the air surrounds us. Do you want to get cozy and huddle together? I will present you a very special rose just for you. I will kiss you on the cheek and tell you just how sweet you really are. I will kiss you on your soft and warm lips. I will show you just how much I want and need you tonite. It will be like deja vu between us, fulfilling a destiny that is just ours alone. Come to me and share a special love within both of our hearts. Take a chance of a lifetime. Fulfill the special fantasies that only us sha

The Biker
EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE US, RESPECT OUR RIGHTS TO RIDE WHAT WE CHOOSE AND TAKE A FEW EXTRA SECONDS TO BE SURE WE'RE NOT IN 'YOUR' WAY LIVE TO RIDE . . . RIDE TO LIVEI saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection outside the store as I walked in. I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you , roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten i

Let's Angel A Princess
DO YOU KNOW THIS SEXY AND SWEET FEMALE BELOW??? IF NOT, YOU NEED TO GO CHECK HER OUT... BC YOUR MISSIN OUT.. So Letz Go ♥ Her Up!! Rate,Fan,Add,♥ THE HELL OUTTA Her HardCore Fu Style!!! Look at this Princess!!!!! How can you not stop by and say HI!!! †Яåîñ†ஐ Owner of WYKD@ fubar

Very Special Dream Just For Us Only
Very special message to that very special lady of my dreams by RedyFrLuv.......This morning it felt like a unique and magical day as I awoke. Feeling the very special warm breeze through my window. Hearing a special song sung by the birds outside my window. They were singing a very special song. A very special tune meant just for us. Felt a very special prayer in my thoughts and mind. Hoping that though very far away, you were holding me as close as I was you. Whispered your name into the breeze hoping it would carry it to you in your dreams. Blew very sweet and love filled kisses out into the air hoping they would find themselves to your very special lips. Extended my special heartbeat out into time hoping it would join with yours. All in hopes of bringing you beside me in front of that special alter of our dreams. The air will be filled with the sweet sounds of church bells. The beautiful bouquets of flowers all around us. Very special vows being said by us that only have meaning to

Seat Belt Advocacy
I know seat belts are lame and uncomfortable, but I am a complete witness that they can do more than just save your life. I used to think my dad was jsut being paranoid and crazy growing up because I was too little to understand what had happened in his car accident so I thought he as jsut being a parent when I got lectured on a daily basis about seat belts, but now I know after nearly having the same accident he did that a seat belt worn properly makes the biggest difference in the world from broken bones, paralyzation, and even death. May 15, 2009 about 4:15 in the morning. My friend Kregg was driving me home from his house in his mothers jeep, when we took a turn too fast. We hit a curb, nose dived into this ditch like thing and flipped over, hitting a tree. We were both able to get out of the jeep and walk away unscathed. The cops told his mom that if it wasn't for the tree we would have kept flipping until we hit this building. They also said, they couldn't believe that we were

I Have A Problem....
Here I am, in my living area....kids off playing....and here I sit watching iCarly...and I'm loving it!!! This show is so dumb, but I'm such a tard. I have a stupid crush on the big brother and Miranda Cosgrove and Jeanette McCurdy are gonna be absolutely gorgeous as they get older. *sigh* What an awesome Saturday night =)

Beautiful People
So, as i surf the pages, looking at all the beautiful people, I notice, that no matter how we try, women are so much more attractive to look at. I have enjoyed seeing so many of you, becoming your fans, and rating your pics. I think the lowest score I have given for anyone is a 10. I had though about posting a bunch of pics of me, but, I dont feel secure enough in my looks to do this with out making people think to themselves " oh, you shouldnt have done that." I am self concious, and I feel for good reason. But, the truth be known, Im not a tighty whitey or boxer shorts wearer. I like as little fabric as possible. When Im home alone, if Im wearing anything at all, Im surprised. If I can see my way to losing even 10 to 15 lbs, my attitude might change. So, if anyone wonders why I dont have more pics, well, one, I dont like camera, second, no one wants to see me in less than "acceptable" amounts of clothing ( well, I dont think anyone does ). I will try to get some more pics

4 Bidden Desire
U long 4 me U saw me as I walked across the white sandy beachU saw me as I watched the sun riseU saw me as I ate my mealsU fantasized as i ate my fruitU saw me take my bathU fantasized as i washed my armsU fantasized as I washed my legsU fantasized as I washed my backU licked ur lips as I wash my breastsU saw my naked body as I oiled my dark skinU saw me as I put on my tight shirt wit no bra nipples ripping thru the laceU saw me pull up my short short skirt tight fitting with no pantiesU got excited as I pull up my thigh high bootsU came when I walked over to U n whispered in ur earUr breathing so hardUr chest racing Ur heart beating so loudI heard ur heartI felt ur sweaty hands n mineI cum closer n whisper n ur ear againMy breath on ur neckI can c the hairs standing up on the back of ur neckI can tell that u want meI can tell that u desire me

United We Speak
United we speak? You and a companion are enjoying a nice leisurely drive with no rush to go anywhere. Suddenly another strikes your vehicle. You are injured badly and your companion is unconscious but alive. The driver of the other vehicle approaches you with a look of bewilderment in their eyes; they do not appear to be injured in the slightest. You cry out for help and they just look at you. You call out once more only to hear them reply with two words in a heavy accent, “No English.” A situation such as this is a possibility in today’s American society. Many might ask how when English is our national language and they would be completely and totally correct and incorrect at the same time. English has been the common language since Colonial times, yet at no time has it been the official language of our country. Hence the described event could very well occur. Consider the last time you entered your state’s local motor vehicle department, did you see material in other languages bes

If Only You Would Read This ..... You Wouldnt Understand
I’m sorry I don’t know what for I’m just sorry It feels like its all my fault, I’m the one responsible, I’m the one to blame Life what is life? Life is an empty canvas, waiting to become an amazing piece of art. Every life is unique just as every picture is unique there is never a PERFECT duplicate. Life is an egg, fragile but strong. Every life has a shape a color a song. Life holds sorrows that no person should know. The tears and the hate, they tear at our soul. If only the world were perfect. Is that what we say ? But if the world was perfect, would we be perfect too ? If no person knew hate, if no person knew fear. Then there would be no sadness no need for a tear. If the world was perfect we would all be alike. Take a deep breathe let the oxygen in, now you breathe out and start to begin. You don’t know what to say you’ve lost all your hope, No word left behind to help you cope Nothing inside you’ve become numb No wo

Lost Hurt Lost
I don't know what to think about anything any more.. I sit here and just feel like so many things don't make sense.. Why is it when you let yourself open up to another let yourself love someone, it seems like everything changes? Does all relationships change right before you hit that year mark? Is feelings of doubt and being unsure about how your partner's feeling.. How do you express your true feelings about everything with out sounding like your nagging at them? How can you talk to them when you feel as if your bothering them because they are going through some hard times and have been stressed out lately.. Is it normal for your boyfriend/girlfriend to ignore you at times but want to talk to you when you just decide to let it go and not try and talk to them? I don't understand whats going on right now, he seems so different from the man I feel inlove with.. How can I talk to him How can I change the things that are going wrong? How can I know for sure if he wants to make things wo

X-ta-c
cum herecum closerclosercloserso close we feel as 1so close our hearts beat n unisonso close our thoughts r da sameso close i feel ur warmnessso close u feel my paincum to mepress ur body close 2 minelet me melt n 2 Utake me awayfar awaytake me to the other side of....X-ta-C

I Wonder Somedays
lmfao im all over the place I'm so wound up i slept for like 5 hours today wow lol thats alot of sleep and I'm all full of engergy wth lol somedays i wonder whats with me lmfao and yes y'all just read this for no reason cuz it has like me no perpose lmfao we are both just here.

Life
sometimes things happen for a reason. yea right! seems like some things that happen happen cuz some other person wants to wreck your life..... I got the results for my job status and good thing is that i won't have to b homeless this summer. still at the same building with my friends only thing i have different days off and start a lil later. that's cool for now. but pretty soon the rest of the machines will be going to another building so will soon b concerned again about where i will b in the next few months. if rumors are right then seems like i shouldn't have anything to worry about and most times the rumors are right and what management tell us is wrong. on another note i did c stomp and it was so good. lotta fun and you interact with them. i had a really good time and i would see them again. i hope next year when we go back to vegas they are playing there again. i wanna c Stomp and Blue Man again yes somethings i can spend money to see twice. I would even see Lance Burton we

Wayman Tisdale
Wayman Tisdale, a three-time All-American at Oklahoma who played 12 seasons in the NBA, died after a two-year battle with cancer. He was 44. Tisdale died Friday morning at St. John Medical Center in Tulsa, hospital spokeswoman Joy McGill said. He learned of a cancerous cyst below his right knee after breaking his leg in a fall at his home in Los Angeles on Feb. 8, 2007. His leg was amputated last August. He made several public appearances since, including April 7 at an Oklahoma City Thunder game. Tisdale, a 6-foot-9 forward from Tulsa with a soft left-handed touch, played in the NBA with the Indiana Pacers, Sacramento Kings and Phoenix Suns. He averaged 15.3 points for his career. He was on the U.S. team that won the gold medal in the 1984 Olympics. After his basketball career, he became an award-winning jazz musician, with several albums making the top 10 on the Billboard charts. Last month, he was chosen for induction into the National Collegiate Basketball Hall of Fame. Tisdale

New Contest
There is a new contest going on. Im a big fan of a nice booty in some boy shorts. So heres the deal. 1st Place- Happy Hour 2nd Place- 65 Bling Pack or the (2) 11 or cherrybomb blings mix or match to your liking 3rd Place- 7 day blast and 25 bling pacl My Personal Favorite- Whatever I wanna get them!!! Here are the rules: 1.You must be wearing a pair of boyshorts (any color is good) 2. You have to have a salute on your page so I know your real. 3. Your responsible for gettin your pic out there 4. If I receive a bling on your behalf, you will get points based on how much the bling is worth. A 1 credit bling is equal to 100 points. a 10 credit bling is equal to 1000 points. 5. The contest will begin on May 27th and go until June 27th. At the end, I will tally up all scores and notify the winners. Their winnings will be sent within 24 hours. Please remember im in Iraq and something might come up. Im not doing this for points so if your pic is NSF

Good Enough
hey your glass is empty it's a hell of a long way home. why don't you let me take you? it's no good to go alone. I never would have opened up, but you seemed so real to me. and after all the bullshit I've heard, it's refreshing not to see. that I don't have to pretend, she doesn't expect it from me. so don't tell me I have never been good to you don't tell me I have never been there for you don't tell me why nothing is good enough. hey little girl would you like some candy? your mamma said it's ok. the door is open come on outside "not I can't come out today" it's not the wind that cracked your shoulder and threw you to the ground. who's there that makes you so afraid, your shaken to the bone. you know I don't understand you deserve so much more than this. So don't tell me why he's never been good to you don't tell me why he's never been there for you don't tell me why you've never been good enough. oh and just let me try and I will be good to

The Swing Set
There is a swing set that stands alone. Right outside of the house she once called her home. Her laughter still fills the air in my memories of when she played there. Opening my eyes again and looking through the window of my soul I feel the cold rust of lonliness just like the rust that now eats away at her swing and all the other things. Broken memories A rusted reminent of happiness that once was her laughter and joy. They say that time heals all I say time just rusts and destroys things left unattended...Rotting like a wound untreated. I think I will tear that swing set down now. Maybe a wooden one this time it wont rust And when she returns with the l

My Mom
I close my eyes and see your face..... clear as day make no mistake I close my eyes and hear you voice....I cover my ears but I have no choice I close my eyes and feel your touch......never knowing I needed it so much I close my eyes and see your smile......praying that god takes me one more mile I close my eyes and see you your pain...to my dismay it’s a permanant stain I close my eyes and see you breathe one more time.....this memory will stay forever in my mind I close my eyes and see you sleeping so sound......my love for you...forever profound I close my eyes and wish for just one more time.............. To see you and hold you....... Sweet mother of mine...... Dedicated To the Greatest Woman in the World MY MOM ADRIAN

Wasted
well today started out nice popped a beer mowed the yard worked out n now i jus got done running. yay. well whats goin on in the world today? im drinking cuz i can n having fun doing it u all should join me for a round.

You Found Me
Mindless scribbles in a margin, eyes vacant of hope. Fighting through pain, succeeding, but failing miserably. Digging into a deeper hole, you pulled up my hand. You helped me out, sharpening my dull vision. Helping me through lies, holding through the pain. A mindless scribble has meaning, hope for eternal bliss, you found me. Jessa, there will never be words for me to ever express how I feel about you...you are by far one of the most unique and amazing person I have in my life. I hope that never CHANGES either. Rusty, I have only one word for you "love" you are n will always be special to me ... you gave me alot more than you will ever realize n for that I am grateful. I miss my friend....

Unintended
Walk along dreary, grey streets, find your way through humanity. Struggling through the masses, scarring emotions and mentality. [Darling, just a few more steps, and we shall meet again..] Superficial smiles blare past, lies unraveling as you walk. Tears mixing with ashen faces, ignore the brutality and pain. [Just a little bit longer, you aren't far away..] Run along familiar avenues, rich with the light of dusk. My eyes' flames burn bright, guiding your way back to me. [You're my unintended lover, an unintended friend.] You were more than intended!

A Few Jokes I Thought Was Funny!
2 fleas on a pussy. One's a burgular & the other one's a junkie. How can you tell them apart? The burgular is hiding in the bush & the junkie is sniffing the crack. The most common sexual position in married couples today is Doggy Style. Husband sits & begs for pussy & the wife rolls over & plays dead. The Sex Professor asks: "Do you know what your asshole is doing while your having an orgasm?" Woman replies "Probably deer hunting w/ his friends" -98% of black men say they like sex in the shower.. the other 2% haven't been 2 prison yet. A man comes home & shouts "Honey pack your bags I hit the Lottery!!" She says "OMG what should I pack?" He says"Everything..GET THE FUCK OUT BITCH!

Phone Fury
I think I may just get rid of my phone. It seems to be nothing but an annoying piece of equipment that brings me even more annnoyances. It collects them, and sends them to me. It was another "Dad phone call day" today. We exchanged pretty heated words and I think I hurt his feelings, but I just snapped a little bit. He started on the work thing, which was ok, except instead of just checking on how things were going, he had to issue every single option again, this time empahsising the move back in with your brother one. Even though that was my last option, period. He actually told me I should be looking at schools up there so I can go back to being a full time student. Despite the fact that I have bills to pay. You can get loans! I'm PAYING loans right now, doesn't seem wise to pay a loan with a loan. Then he started up on me dating again. I swear to fucking god I'm so annoyed with THAT topic right now, I always have been. He's constantly trying to set me up with people, even though I

Your Moon
I looked at your moon tonight Once perfect and full of light The one we watched together Now cold and barren forever The one that made me say I love you Now seems dimmed and dull and flawed Full of imperfection, I know this to be true It fades not soon enough as night subsides to dawn Your moon once had me weeping tears The ones that had me full of fears Missed the love I thought we shared Forgotten now I thought you cared The point I broke was when you "died" You moved on and I'm still here Only me and your moon still reside Its empty promise forever clear Moonbeams now fill my empty heart Once was whole, now torn apart Tragedy and loss are all I've got Gone like that, no afterthought Gone form me without a trace You disappeared, no hope in sight How can I forget your face ? When moon gives way to suns first light

P.p.p.p.p.
i am the warlord and the wrathfull god of combat,and i will allways lead you from the front and never from the rear/i will treat you all alike ,just like shit/thou shalt do nothing i will not do first,and thus be created deadly warrriors in my image/i shall punish thy bodies,because the more thou sweatist in training the less thou bleeds in combat/thou hast not to like,thou has to do it/thou shall keep it simple stupid/thou shall never asume-make sure ,your next of kin will appreciate your not dying/if thou hurt in thy efforts and thou suffer then thou are doing it right/thouare not paid for thy methods,but for thy results,by which mean thou shall kill thy enemy by any means before he kills you/tou shalt in thy warriors mind and soul remember the ultimate commandment-there are no rules,thou shalt win at any cost!

Some Sins Can Never Be Forgiven
I'm not here for forgivness I don't want redemption My crimes are my own That's why I stand alone For every bullet you shoot at me I've got four more for you Didn't you think I would see this through All my demons are long dead Now it's just me and you So watch closelly as I take your head For my whole life I was the one that was Writting myself off No more running I'm not going to hide Once and for all We need to settle this Once and for all This needs to end I'm fighting this all in my mind

You Will Alway Be In Are Hearts Mom
to define the word mother is not the one who gave you birth but one who loved you unconditionally the one that was there when you needed her the most the one to show you your way when your lost to welcome you with open arms no matter what you have done the one to lead you back when you fell a stray to forgive you when forgiveness is needed all of this defines the word mother and thats what jeanne carol pettitt was to me born december 15th 1948 died may 4th 2009 we will miss you mom and i well see you in the end love your son kevin a lacey sr r,i,p

Chinese Fur Farms
I know its a lot to read, but its worth the cause!!!! There's a link to a video below this, I suggest you watch it. If you're faint of heart, then you probably shouldn't, but to get an idea of what kind of tourture these animals are going through take a look. This is WRONG, and these people should be STOPPED IMEDIATELY!! When undercover investigators made their way onto Chinese fur farms recently, they found that many animals are still alive and struggling desperately when workers flip them onto their backs or hang them up by their legs or tails to skin them. When workers on these farms begin to cut the skin and fur from an animal's leg, the free limbs kick and writhe. Workers stomp on the necks and heads of animals who struggle too hard to allow a clean cut. When the fur is finally peeled off over the animals' heads, their naked, bloody bodies are thrown onto a pile of those who have gone before them. Some are still alive, breathing in ragged gasps and blinking slowly. Some of th

Learned
Learned you should only rely on yourself...Everyone else will let you down Darkness is your only true friend..... NO one sees your flaws there Thinking you know someone is a sad mistake... they only pretend to be what you want them to be You are better off alone then you can only be disappointed in yourself Things will NEVER be the way you think they should be ... So why bother trying?

Riding The State
Tomorrow morning I begin my ride. I plan on riding from where I live on the east coast of Florida south to Miami. From Miami across Alligator Alley and then up the West Coast of Florida to Pensacola. Then back to the east coast and head south home. My journey will take me over 1500 miles. Hopefully I will complete the entire journey and not cut off part of the trip. That will depend on how I feel along with weather conditions. I do plan on taking plenty of pictures.

Damn Lie!
Why is it that people can't tell the truth to save their lives? I would rather be told the truth, no matter what the circumstances. Telling half truths is the same as lying in my book. I am a grown woman. I don't lie. I have no one to answer to but myself. Why is it that I can't get that from people that I deal with? It seems to me that the truth is a deadly disease that no one wants to catch.

What Is The Rummage In A Rummage Sale, Anyway?
Today is the second day in a row of Minot’s citywide rummage sale; a few weeks ago, for five bucks anyone could have placed an ad touting their wares. It seems quite a number of people did; even though you can find two or three rummage or yard or moving sales going on every weekend, it never hurts to advertise where even the people who don’t happen to drive by your house can see! Our tables of outgrown baby clothes, stuffed animals, used books, and other items ring inside our garage and just outside it too. By the time I’d left for work this morning, we’d made eighteen dollars and I saw Martha and Jeffrey walking toward a ten-table rummage sale down our street and just happening to see me off! Sarah chose this morning to go with her grandparents and cousins Breanna and Josceline “to see the water” at Steinke Bay, a campsite an hour away. Back to my closing comment Thursday, “Sarah’s learning Italian and Jeffrey’s in Narnia&rdq

Legal High
How long do you think it will take for SALVIA to become illegal in all 50 states? It's only illegal in: Delaware Illinois Kansas Louisiana Salvia Divinorum Is Currently Legal, but in danger In Massachusetts Missouri North Dakota Oklahoma

Christianity? No Thanks, Im Full.
I can say that I am a spiritual person, but I don't believe in organized religion. Why is that people think that just because my mother happens to be a preacher, that I must be a Christian? Especially, when it comes to living in the South and being black, I seem to be an anomaly. Am I supposed to be Christian by association?

Random Thoughts
Beyonce, stick to singing. My name ain't shawty, bay, baby, bae, boo, or baby. If you're in prison, serve your time and get your ass off of the internet. Ladies and Gentlemen, if you have a BMW (body made wrong), stop posting pics of it. Nuvo tastes like blue St. Ides If you're gonna take a picture in the mirror...clean that mufugga. Fellas, pictures of just your lips, is kinda GAY. If you're going to take a picture and post it, clean up behind you first. Fellas, pictures of your nasty "grizzly" pubes is not cute. Pictures of money....ahhh tax season Pics of your shoes....extra retarded. Is Inspector Gadget Jewish? Where do baby Care Bears come from? Do you think that Tender Heart actually had sex? Why does Sandy, a squirrel, live under water? Can animals be gay? I was just informed that there are documented cases of male/male animal copulation. Under 29? I can't do anything for you, except, teach you how to ride a bike.

Safety First
I know I tend to joke around a lot, but on the serious tip, this is for all the ladies out there. I don't care how nice, sweet, kind, or considerate that you think a man is....make sure you look out for YOURSELF. There are a lot of diseases out there...yeah maybe you can get rid of some of them with a quick trip to the doctor, but what about the ones that stick with you for LIFE! Make sure you make that man WRAP IT UP! If he is willing to sleep with you without protection, he doesn't give a damn about you or himself. Keep your life in YOUR hands...not someone else's.

Funny Feeling.........
I had a funny feeling in my bones when I gone to the steak and shake in Easton. (Not my pick of where to eat, but hey... I owe a dear friend of mines lunch.) When I was in to the shop, I looked around and started to think about her again.... I wonder if she is ok. I wonder if she was still alive. (Let me tell you.... I was still pissed at her but, I still have mad love for her.) I ate my food and paid them for it. I thought to myself, She is ok.

My Brain Isn't Working
So i was taking a shower... and when i got out i started brushing my hair... for some reason i had a bagillion tangles! then i realized... i forgot to put the conditioner in my hair.... it feels like straw > .

Brought To Tears
Brought to tears by fears and pain, no matter what It won't be the same. afraid to talk afraid to breathe.its pointless no one listens to me. surrounded by what I thought was real, reality sets in its soo surreal. no where to search no where to find, that something i had was all in my mind. Missing what was, realizing it wasn't. life sucks sometimes and sometimes it doesn't. Debating now on which road to follow. are they both fulfilling or is one of them hollow? brought to tears by fear and pain, no matter the outcome it won't be the same sooooo I never write anymore but i was inspired to do so today. sorry if it is depressing and whatnot.. it was what i was feeling. thanks for taking the time to read it. and i guess leave feedback

Fall Into You
It seems so far, that I have gone down this road Only to find that it ends Looking back there is one thing that I knowI can't make it all alone again Cause I'm too weak to stand on my ownWhen all I need is you So lead me, guide me, hold me, hide me in loveWith all that you are, and all that you do Hear me, take me, mold me, break me oh God. Just fill all of me. As I fall into you. Just catch me as I fallAll this time, I have felt so aloneLosing myself in my dispair What loving arms, you were waiting for me to let goOf every step you were there Cause I'm too weak, to stand on my ownWhen all I need, is you So lead me, guide me, hold me, hide me in loveWith all that you are, and all that you do Hear me, take me, mold me, break me, oh God. Just fill all of me. Oh my child, how I have longed, for you to come home, to where you belongAll of your life, if you could just see all of my joy, when you are here with meOh my child (Lead me) How I have longed (Guide me)For you to come home (Hold me)

Funny But True
I Thought I was a Cowboy Until... An old cowboy sat down at the Starbucks and ordered a cup of coffee. As he sat sipping his coffee, a young woman sat down next to him. She turned to the cowboy and asked, 'Are you a real cowboy?' He replied, 'Well, I've spent my whole life breaking colts, working cows, going to rodeos, fixing fences, pulling calves, bailing hay, doctoring calves, cleaning my barn, fixing flats, working on tractors, and feeding my dogs, so I guess I am a cowboy.' She said, 'I'm a lesbian. I

Want To F This Week?
I want to fuck this week. I work day shift and off all weekend. I want to fuck any evening and anytime during the weekend;) I love sex and I want to play alot. I'm horny as hell. 5-16-09 just let me know if anybody wants to play and fuck and party;)

Never Forget How Lucky We Are
I woke up early today, excited over all I get to do before the clock strikes midnight. My job is to choose what kind of day I am going to have. Today I can complain because the weather is rainy or I can be thankful that the grass is getting watered for free. Today I can feel sad that I don't have more money or I can be glad that my finances encourage me to plan my purchases wisely and guide me away from waste. Today I can grumble about my health or I can rejoice that I am alive. Today I can lament over all that my parents didn't give me when I was growing up or I can feel grateful that they allowed me to be born. Today I can cry because roses have thorns or I can celebrate that thorns have roses. Today I can mourn my lack of friends or I can excitedly embark upon a quest to discover new job relationships. Today I can whine because I have to go to work or I can shout for joy because I have a job to go to! Today I can complain because I have to go to school or eagerly open my min

I Wish You Enough
I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'. The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'. They kissed and the daughter left The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?' Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, But why is this a forever good-bye?' 'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?'. She began to smile. 'That's a wish tha

Iraq Veteran Ruse Fooled Local Media And Politicians
"An elaborate story of military service and multiple Iraq deployments concocted by a Colorado man to curry favor on the 2008 political campaign stump unraveled after his arrest on a traffic warrant.Richard Strandlof, who went by the name Rick Duncan and purported to be the founder of Colorado Veterans Alliance, a group that "... empowers Veterans to use their credibility and experiences to speak truth to power ...", fooled international media as well as then-Democratic candidates Jared Polis and Hal Bidlack.As Duncan, Strandlof actively pursued the limelight in many veterans' issues. As the founder of the Colorado Veteran's Alliance, he campaigned for the homeless in Colorado Springs. He made appearances at anti-war rallies and was interviewed by a number of media outlets during those rallies...." Source: coloradoindependent.com THE SOB NEEDS TO BE DEPLOYED TO FIND OUT HOW OUR REAL HEROES LIVE EVERYDAY FIGHTIN FOR THIS PIECE OF SHITS FREEDOM!

A Poem That Was Found
The famous speaker who no one had heard of said;Ladies and jellyspoon's, Hobo's and tramp's,Cross-eyed mosquitos and bow-legged ant's,I stand before you, to sit behind you,to tell you something i know nothing about,Next thursday, wich is Good friday,Theres a mothers day meeting for fathers only;wear your best clothes if you havent any.Please come if you cant, if you can stay at home.Admission is free. Pay at the door;pull up a chair and sit on the floor,it makes no diffrence where you sit,the man in the gallery is sure to spit.The show is over, but before you fo,let me tell you a story i dont really know.One sunny day in the middle of the night,Two dead boys go up to fight.The bling man went to see fair play,The mute man went to shout "hooray!"Back to back they faced each other,drew their swords and shot each other,a deaf policeman heard the noise,and came and killed those two dead boys,a paralyzed donkey passing by,Kicked the blind man in the eye;Knocked him through a nine inch wall,i

And So The Changes In Character Takes Another
I know that no one will read this blog. No one reads mine ever unless I send them links. But I'm writing it anyway in hopes one or two will read it, and pass the word. It's been almost 3 years on this site. I've witnessed changes that have taken it from a social, friendly, environment where people did things to help others, to meet others, and develop friendships to a superficial, shallow, greedy place where lying and manipulating is common place and I just can't stand by and watch any longer. I can't take any more. I will not be on here daily like I have been. I will not be saying hi daily like I have been. I will not be here daily to help others level, and what ever else they want. I've done it for years and did it because I thought I was helping friends. I was not, I was only helping a total stranger get what they wanted, and then pushed aside when they were done. This site is set up hierarchal, fans, friends, and family. Family being the closest and most trusted. And then there a

Our Leaders
Just take the time to read it before making your thoughts known. It is well written and worth the few minutes it will take you to read it. If you do not pass on anything else to anyone this year, consider this one from a teacher. Letter to Obama. Here's an excellent letter to the President. I wish I had written that one so I can be on Obama's s**** list. The school teacher really nailed him. How many millions of Americans across this Country think exactly what this school teacher has put in this email. What scares me is that every single day - - something surfaces that has been signed as a "Presidential order", or suddenly just appears as law! WHO does this stuff, while we're all sleeping at night? Those printing presses in DC must run night and day.

"i Came."
“I Came.” I came with the best of intentions, I came with a fistful of facts Not a man who stands in the shadows, who haunts the wrong side of the tracks I came with a bag full of magic, I came fully armed with the truth Things that are born out of wisdom, not the wavering wants of the youth. I came with a true sense of purpose, I came with a gleam in my eye So unlike those who came here before me, only willing to lie down and die I came with my kit, to patch up your wounds, I came with my needle and thread And whispered my words of healing, for you to keep in your head. I came with a strong canvas net, to catch you when you lost your grip And perfectly worded instructions, when the parts they just wouldn’t fit I came with a fire to warm yo

What's The Winning Formula?
In my experience as an internet broadcaster, I have seen hundreds of streams come and go. Many were individuals who believe that it simply takes is a piece of software and a large music selection and viola', you're a radio station. Others tried to reinvent the wheel at every turn and buckled under the strain. Finally the last group of would-be stations got so hung up in the competition and drama that resulted from it, that it wounded them beyond recovery. So what has Justice Radio done where others have failed? A great team. I have always thought that our success and tenure was a direct result of a great and talented staff. One of my Superpower (yes, we all have them. Some more than others) is management. I am a gifted communicator and a very social speaker. I can quickly (and usually very accurately) evaluate and weigh the skills of people and apply them to tasks or challenges faced. I built a great team. More importantly, we all nurtured that team into a family. That is our strengt

Missing You
Harely is in Big Bear with our boy this weekend and i am really glad they are getting time together... I do miss him so .... spent some time with our boy the other nite and he is such a special kid .... our family isnt complete without all our children happy ... *sighs I MISS YOU!!!! My day is less without you Master ....

Makes Me Embarrassed To Live In New England!
Man Caught Trying To Drive While Eating Cereal NEEDHAM, Mass. (CBS) ¯ AP Police in Needham pulled over a man who was allegedly driving while trying to eat a bowl of cereal - with milk, according to Wicked Local Needham. The 48-year-old driver, who is from Needham, was apparently spotted driving erratically by other drivers. According to the report, callers told police the driver was "all over the road." He was crossing over the double yellow line and tailgating other vehicles. When police finally pulled the man over, they allegedly found a bowl of cereal with milk, which was still cold, inside the car, the site reports. The man told police he was eating the cereal because he was hungry. The driver, who had an expired license, was cited for not staying in the yellow lines and operating to endanger. Police are also looking to file an incompetent operator complaint against the driver because of his prior driving record, the site reports. (© MMIX, CBS Broadcasting Inc. All Rights Reserv

The Dark Is All Around Me....
What is happenning, everywhere I look is darkness I reach out for a helping hand, but non come I cry out, but no one is there all I see is the darkness is this my destiny, to be swallowed by it, and lefted with nothing to my soul where is the light, I pray it comes soon my back is to the wall,the darkness comes I wish someone crys for me, for now I am lost to the darkness, and I can't even cry for myself

How 'bout Them Cowgirls
I felt the rush of the Rio Grande into Yellowstone And I've seen first-hand Niagara Falls And the lights of Vegas I've Criss-crossed down to Key Biscayne And Chi-town via Bangor, Maine Think I've seen it all And all I can say is How 'bout them cowgirls Boys ain't they somethin' Sure are some proud girls And you can't tell them nothin' And I tell you right now girls May just be seven wonders of this big, whole round world But how 'bout them cowgirls She's ridin' colts in Steamboat Springs Bailing hay outside Abilene She's trying hard To fit in in some city But her home is 'neath that big, blue sky And the Northern Plains and those other wide open spaces Now a-days there ain't as many but Boy, she don't need you and she don't need me She can do just fine on her own two feet But she wants a man who wants her to be herself And she'll never change, don't know how to hide Her stubborn will or her fightin' side But you treat her right and she'll love you like no one else Yeah, how 'bout

"the Streets"
The Streets Hang onto your conscience, and pray for an act of God Eyes wide shut you still hold hope, for that approving little nod Yeah, blame it all on others for the things you’ll never be But the streets, the streets will always wait. Your dreams once bright, they creep in still, through the crack beneath your door And mix with blends of shadows like they did in times before Today they don’t come knocking, to entice you with their wares But the streets, the streets will always wait. No one knew you like the streets, adorned with weathered cracks Because many times you spun your wheels on their polished asphalt tracks Still the rubber’s burning, yet you haven’t moved and inch

Waking Up
Days have passed since I felt the wind upon my face. Days will come before I will see reality. But I am ready. I have worked my way out of this depression. I have slept through my days of not living up to my own standards. Too busy worried about others, now it is my turn. I will be better. I will say NO. I will survive. I am waking up.

My Great Escape
Sometimes the world seems as though it wasn't made for me. I exist nothing special. Why am I here? I wonder? I am alone. I can't seem to do anything right. I am good as long as I am doing for others. But not for myself. I try to make everyone happy and can't. When will I be reconized for what I am? It will happen, but until that day comes, I will create my own world. A world of peace, where I am soneone. Where I can be myself and that will be enough. Where I don't have to give more than I have. Where I can be surrounded by people who really love me. A place where I can live out my fantasies and dreams without remorse. A place to go and pretend all is well. A place to call my great escape.

Out Of Touch But On My Mind...
My dear friends, on line and in person... I know I have not been around much for some time now and I thought it best to do what I have to do since life is so full of twists and turns and as fate may have it - another round of battling the beast called Cancer. I went for my usual check-up and lo and behold, it's back. I had undergone another surgery to take out another piece of my incomplete body and undergoing radiation therapy again. I did not want to bother anyone with any bad news or be a downer on my friends parade so I have been keeping busy fighting for my life and helping others to the best of my ability. It is easier for me to keep in touch on the phone and anyone who wants to touch base can ask for my phone number and I will be happy to call you back since I do have unlimited phone service (provided you are in the U.S., Canada or P.R.). Please know that you are in my thoughts and well wishes and I have not forgotten about you. I hope you understand my withdrawal from the

Omfg
has fu-fucked up? l deleted my account afew weeks ago...then l came across my deleted account..lm unable to log into the account but lve found that lm able to view the profile and my images. this is creepy has fuck its like lm there but lm not there lol.. http://www.fubar.com/user/2049586

My True Story
To all who know me i am a loving caring man that is dearly devoted to the ones i love. I spent 3 years with someone that was totaly keeping me in the dark and feeding me shit from the start, i tried to get along with her family and most of them are great people that i will never black list or bad mouth. i wish i could keep them as friends but im sure by now the X has that im no good and yadayadayada... on with the show.... i opened my eyes about a year ago and i found from there a life that is worth living. i found a friend that turned into more and a family that loves me. i found a place in this world where i can be loved for me and what i am, not just for what i do. i can only say that i hope that if anyone else is ever in a posistion that seems like mine that you can get out on your own two feet and make the most of what u have to give. and to the people that are holding you back from what you want, well remeber that when you are face to face with your maker and HE decides that he c

A Little Wisdom (to Tell The Tooth)
I just got back from the dentist. The root cause of the problem appears to be my wisdom tooth on the upper left hand side. I made an appointment for Monday to have it removed. Since I have never had one removed, I do not know what to expect. Would it be possible to have it removed on Monday and then be back to work on Tuesday? I am going to give it a shot, I suppose if I feel like I can't make it on Tuesday, I'll jut have to call in, though I want to avoid it if at all possible since I ended up taking off Friday and now Monday as well.

I'll Miss Me Lovah's L0l :p
I won't be on as much.*not like it will make a difference* :p I'll busy with me oldest babies graduation,and movin and all that fun stuff. Come June I'll be back on to terrorize everyone of ya,sooooo don't forget.*evil laugh* :p Nuhtiiiing to with this BOOOM!BOOOM! Firepower! *minty kisses* fi all who deserve it,and a huge pffffffffft to the rest! =)

Psychostick!!!
ARE YOU HUNGRY FOR SOME SUPER DELICIOUS TASTY METAL!!!!!! Body: PSYCHOSTICK...is COMING!!!!!! to not one but TWO COUNT THEM!!!! TWO!!!!! places in IN! DOUBLE DOSAGE OF TASTY METAL!!!!!!!! The first delicious dose is at Date: July 7th, 2009Venue: Miss Q’sLocation: Ft. Wayne, INLineup: Psychostick, A Failed Escape, others TBAOther info: Show is ALL-AGES!ZOMG!!!! how much would you be willing to pay for all this metal 1,000$, 2,000$, 5,000$! ZOMG! actually i dont know how much tickets are, ive not gotten the info yet, but i can assure you their CHHHHEEEEAAAAAPPPPPP!!!!!but i know what all you older dudes are saying, "blah blah blah kids mess up society and since im 21 and i wanna drink!!!" well dont worry, the second sandwich is headed to a more adult locationDate: July 8th, 2009Venue: Krazy St. GrilleLocation: Indianapolis, INLineup: TBAOther info: 21+all this tasty metal in IN, you know you wanna seeeee it. and i mean if you dont like metal, go anyway, not like theres anyth

Submission....part Ii
As his cold blue eyes regard her, she trembles lightly. She lowers her eyes to the floor, her heart sinking. As she thinks back to the evening, and what he asked of her, she knows there was something amiss in what he wished of her.. though her heart dreads what she thinks will happen, she sighs softly to herself. Rene speaks with a deep undertone to his voice to her. "thistle do you know what you've done wrong this evening?" As she shifts, he points to the floor at his feet, retrieving the glass from the mantle. Automatically, she moves to kneel before him, still noticing the bulge of his sex within his pants.. she breathes softly, trying to think.. She glances to the side, the bed that they share sometimes ..and sighsdeeply. Rene sips his drink, his eyes not leaving the form of his slave before him ..his anger builds slowly and she notices this as his breathing seems to change. She quivers now, her nude body tense, yet all the same, she notes the way her nipples harden more at this se

Lifes Journey
Today is one of those days when i question where i am going with my life and if this is what i am destined to be. Ive lost my focus or quite possibly my purpose. I know the things i want from life and i know i want to share my life with someone, but i have found myself questioning if it is with the current woman i am with. i love her dearly, but i do not know if i love her that much to spend the rest of my life with. im no spring chicken anymore and the window for some of my goals or wants is closing quickly. the biggest lesson i learned from my divorce is that you should never settle. hold out for that one special person who deserves your heart and love. I dont know what to do right now. my heart and my mind are awash with angst. time for the soul searchin to begin.

My Life Situation
My Life Situation is rather common and is in everyone s life some shape or form. But here we go, Well im a 32 year old Father of 3 wonderful kids with alot of issues (right who doesnt have issues ) well back in Feb of 2007 my wife just up and left for another man (yeah i know poor me ) guess i should of worked harder. Oh well we live and learn from our mistakes. We did not get our divorce finalized until Nov 2008, When i caught her lying and cheating but that is not why im writing this please dont think im looking for sympathy, im not. As of Feb 2008 i was on my way to making my life better and possibly build up the courage to date again. When i found out that my wife had been cheating on me prior to our sepratation and a really good friend of mine died of a heart attack on Valentines day. He was a pretty cool bro, Always had my back and stuff. Miss him dearly. Then April 2008 came and my Ex father in-law was diganoised with cancer ( yes my in-law )He was like a father to me. Stood

How To Suck A Proper Cock 101
Can a sissy be taught to suck cock as good as a woman? I mean we all know that real women can suck the chrome off a trailer hitch. I know I can! I have decided to share my many years of experience with my sissy bitches. I would like to share some techniques with you that you can try the next time your sucking cock. Now I do want you to remember all the advice and technique in the world does not make up for good old fashioned practice practice practice. If you are a beginner I recommend you start with a dildo, I have a wide variety of shapes, colors, and sizes of toy cocks for you to practice on. You will be allowed to play and suck on the cock on your own for a few hours before I step in and give you direction. At the beginning of a blow job, the sissy should start with kissing. Sometimes gently blowing on the head of the cock can create a sensation. The sissy should not forget about the shaft and balls and make sure you use your tongue to lick and suck and kiss those areas as wel

Fear Of Being Alone. - Tips:
tips: i am the same way your not alone. i dont like to even go out in the car alone or go to a store alone.lol it would help if you had a friend or a child of yours to ride along with you someone you can trust of cores.try geting out more maybe check out some support groups or get into some kind of hobby or something you love to do. things like that will pass the time away fast and keep your mind off of the fear of being alone.perhaps volunteer at a school to read to small kids.check out the library they have things going on there usely if there any thing like my library. take walks in the woods visit your friends.i know it is so hard its a fear i have i dont think ill ever over come it my self.these are a few ideas that i have. just trying to help. sharing a few things my therapist had suggested to me .

Beaver-flu
There has been a recent epidemic being spread by the Canukistanian Government and PK to take over the world.This infectious infection has been aptly named "Beaver-Flu" and is being released all over the interwebs.No one person is safe and/or immune.If you have internets access you are advised not to send PK any fubucks AT ALL! Symptoms: include the extreme miss use of the letter "U" and those god damned smiley things. :( Do the world a favor and dont send anything!(not even smarties) This message was brought to you by "The Peoples Union for Peoples against Peoples miss use of the letter U and PK".All rights are abused.

Spam Has Got Scam Mail!
FROM MARY MARTINS Abidjan, Cote d`Ivoire, West Africa. Dearest one, It is my pleasure to write you after much consideration. my email is (mary_mar_01@yahoo.com)My name is Mary Martins The only daughter of late HENRY MARTINS from Abidjan Cote d'Ivoire (I am 22years of age).My father was a liability Cocoa and Gold merchant in Abidjan , Cote d'Ivoire before his untimely death. After his business trip to Tunisia , to nagociate on a cocoa and gold business he wanted to invest in Tunisia , a week after he came back from Tunisia , he got an accident with my mother of which my mother died instantly but my father died five days after in a private hospital. On that faithful afternoon, I didn’t know that my father was going to leave me after I had earlier lost my mother, but before he gave up the ghost, it was as if he knew he was going to die. He my father, (may his soul rest in perfect peace) called me to his bed side and told me that he deposited the sum of $6.5m (six Million five Hundre

Mom
Cant add Granny without my mother. My mother and I wernt close til the year before she died. I was in my early 20'when she died, that wasnt too long ago. She was a mean but funny lady. Life had delt her a pretty crappy hand. She did the best she could being a mom and dad, with no job skills, and a family who constatly used and abused her. She needed my help paying bills when i was barely old enough to work. I do admit, my additude didnt make life to easy on her. She was kicked around by her mother, her well-to-do sister used her as cheap labor and 4 ex husbands. So yes, she lived a hard life. I miss hearing her childish jokes and how she saw life. I think i took some of her traits of being a loner and silly humor. When i was 2, my so-called father left and took everything of value. Still she tried to remain in high sprits. He little spirts of anger and jokes and her talks is what i miss the most. I wonder if my mother was still alive today, would she be proud of me.......

Grandma
Well, Its 3:21am and i cant sleep well. My grandmother has cirvical cancer and its a matter of time before she leaves. I wish there was something i could say or do th make it go away and have her live til shes over 100. She is my biggest fan, one of the people who never gave up on me. Its hard to think about saying goodbye to someone who means so much to me. Who has always been there for those who needed her. After she leaves this world, all ill really have is my closest friends and my sister of whom im close to. My othr siblings and I went really all raised together.....so i dont see too much of them. Enough of my bitching, Goodnight all. Shawn

Talking About Bad Luck 2!
Well progressive came out yesterday to look an see how much damage there was, (HA) the DAMN (S.O.B.) only gave us a check for $600 an something like thats gonna pay to get anything fixed... I mean come on the prices of shit nowadays isn't cheap and well I'm not cashing that check till I find someone to come look to see how much it's really going to take to get all this shit fixed, cause I'm sure it'll be more than what he gave me... Just not our day nor is it anything else for that matter although I do feel better than what I did a few days ago, after my sugery I can at least walk like a human again...lol... was having a hard ass time as if I were a baby all over again, anyhow I've vented enough for now and hope that ya'll have fun and take care most of all try and have a wonderdful SATURDAY!

Damn You Thought You Were Cold?
So you thought you could Talk shit and not get a hit back? You were dead wrong. #1 i have a job i dont need anyone to support me #2 You went to a mental ward because You tasted a bit of your own god damn medicine #3 You let your little supposed best friends Try to pull drama on my daughters birthday and didnt even try to stop it.. ya real friends there. if you concider being around drama as having friends more power to you #4 Um hello Metal ward = your fuckin emo.. point proven EMO means Depressed Suicidal aka EMOTIONAL dont even try to deny it #5 people grow up and change Sorry im not the child you fell in love with Zach Morrison Im not that same sweet hearted kid Who woo'd over your every word.. Imma jaded SOB and i Know damn well YOU got a taste of your own medicine and now ur cryin like a lil bitch #6 there NEVER will be the same "road" as you so gentally put it in ur wanna be brutal rant. #7 All this rantin from him yet he comes in my yahoo with i promised you id never le

My Friends Aka The Best Possession I Have In The World
Time Changes And Wounds Heal. But Friends Like Mine can't be beat. They never judge me for the bad only for the good. They support me in anything I do and for that I can always be strong. When I try to give up they walk beside me and tell me that I can't give up that I have to be strong. They help me follow the right path and tell me when I go the wrong direction. They are my compass. my support, and always caring about my well being. So To My Friends where ever you are at in world I Loves you all with all my being and thank you again for be what you are My Friend ;) and you will always have a friend in me.

Vicious Cat Found To Be A Stuffed Kitty
WARREN, Mich. -- The fluff was flying when police in suburban Detroit zapped a large stuffed cat with a stun gun while responding to an emergency call about a cougar on the loose. A 911 caller reported seeing what looked like a cougar inside a piece of discarded drain pipe in Warren. Police zapped the cat with an electronic weapon on Monday, but they wound up with a bunch of fluff. The Detroit Free Press reports the stuffed animal was apparently placed in the pipe as a hoax. The Macomb Daily of Mount Clemens reports the caller said it was a 150-pound cat. About 10 officers responded to the cat call. Warren Police Commissioner William Dwyer says the department is "out there to keep the community safe."

Black Cat Attack & Rape Resistor
http://www.security-wizard.net/blcatatrarep.html Black Cat Attack & Rape Resistor check with local law enforment laws before getting this my firearms instuctor friend in nevada said its something everyone can carry to protect themselves men or women . pass the on to friends and loved ones .