Close your eyes and jump right in
thats not always the right way to begin
what in life isnt hard
why in life do i not fit in.
i work so hard to fix the past
but when i keep making it last
by fiding things that remind me
of the things i fought to loose
afraid to be honest and afraid to lie
not everyone wins this time
shamefull thinking behind my eyes
not knowing why it hurts to cry
jump right in i feel so blind
not sure when its safe to come and say hi
so ill step back and hide
and jump n and die