I just want to start off saying sorry to anyone Ive snapped at the past few days. This week has been hectic and not really the best of things have been happening. One good thing is I got a job (Its only two days a week, and its cash, but its better than nothing)
Thursday evening my moms lung collapsed. It was out of the blue and nothing really brought it on. I mean lately she had been breathing heavier and harder, but I just assumed it was because of the goiter growing in her throat, she had been complaining it felt like someone was choking her slowly. I just came back from visiting her, she had two seizures this morning and was sleeping when I got to her. She woke up about a half hour after I got there, she was talking softly and I could barely understand her. I found out they changed her meds on her. I stayed about 2hrs and we talked... I dont know what the effects of some of the new meds are, but she was talking about stuff from my growing up that never happened, I just figured she was out of it with everything thats happened the past few days and its been taking its toll on her.
What sucks the most is I havent had anyone to really talk about this with and vent.. Everyone has been "too busy" or whatever their excuses are. I couldnt even talk to my best friend because she's spending the week with her boyfriend and she's "not allowed" to talk to me when the two of them are together.
So again, Im sorry if Ive snapped on anyone the past week