Last day of work for this work weekend. I'm hoping that today goes by fast at work. I didn't want to get up this morning...well I guess I never want to get out of bed this early and going to work. I found out yesterday that one of my work buddies got fired. Even though the huge lay off is finished, I still think they're out to get rid of anyone still...
I see this huge big ass black spider in the kitchen......Hate spiders and I know I couldn't reach to kill him.... I hope the cats don't see him, they always go crazy when they see one....bleh.. yeah
Anyways... I know that it's going to be another one of those days at work where I"m just thinking and thinking.... I wish I could just put my heart and brain on pause or whatever...I need to get more medication, I've been out for over a week now....But I'm not going to pay the actual price if my benifit thing is fucking up.
I need to get new battery for my scale also. I weighed myself and it gave me two number before it said "lo"... two numbers I haven't seen in a while... So if those are the correct numbres, I have lost a total of like... 12 lbs I think....it needs to go away faster...stupid fat....