Over 16,529,778 people are on fubar.
What are you waiting for?
...why people pay attention, respect and notice me more that I've lost weight? Sometimes it can be flattering but at the same time, it's a bit insulting. I guess I will never know. It's like I was the ugly duckling that's somewhat become a swan to where I'm more noticable than the past, why is that?
I don't go on here anymore. I pop in once in a while but leave shortly. If any of my old friends or who ever wants to keep in contact with me, I'm usually easier to find on facebook. I had my fun here on fubar in the past but I have no interest as I did before. My bf Nick, aka Sideways, has been living with me. I still work for Nike and he's working for Dodge. Life has been great. My relationship with my parents have been a lot stronger, espeically with my dad. I've always been in a family that hasn't been close but as of recently, I made the move to bringing hugs and saying "i love you". I wanted to tell my parents that and hear it from them so much and it finally happened. Greatest feeling in life to hear those words and feel those feelings from my parents.
I am very happy in my life right now. I haven't felt this happy in the longest time. I'm working in a new position of my job with Nike and slowly moving up. It's a lot different from what I used to work at Nike and a little more stressful but I enjoy my job and my Nike family.
But yea, that's all for now. If anyone wishes to keep in contact or whatever...send me a message if you have facebook and I'll look at it whenever I log back onto here. I am not looking to hook up, exchange numbers, flirt, etc etc... just friendship. Nothing more.
-Christina aka PunkStarChik
I think it's time to finally put one of my cats down to sleep soon. Been looking online for information to see if there was another way to help him but no luck. Since I found out he had those tumors a while ago, I couldn't really do too much since I couldn't afford the surgery. Now he's starting to lose body functions and showing a little more pain when I pick him up. Cats tend to hide their pain well. Sigh...I didn't want this day to come but I can't let him suffer.
Found out mom needs surgery soon. Nice... I took her to make a doctors appointment yesterday..so will see what all will happen at her next doctors appointment.
Suckage...
Oh happy day!!!! Went to the court house today to turn in payment for the divorce. Tomorrow morning, I go to the court house again and get papers signed by the judge and I will be offically divorced!! YAY!!!!!!!
Next week, I'll be going to the court house to turn in the divorce papers. I can't wait! Finally!!! Can't believe the day has finally come, even if it's just to turn in the papers, give them the money..but it's taken sooooo long to get that asshole to cooperate. Finally!!!! The day I'm offically divorced, I'm going to fucking celebrate!
I had taken one of my cats, Tigger, to the vet today. For a while, he's been losing weight. I didn't think too much of it because he used to be a real big cat at 22 pounds. He's pretty stalky for his body and when he got down to 10 pounds, I got even more worried so I took him in. He also has been having some other symptoms of sleeping a lot, barely eating, throwing up sometimes and having a urination problem.
I didn't think that it was going to be something major. He's still a sweet and loving cat. Never showed any other problems or in pain, but today I found out what was wrong.
I told the doctor the problems he has been having and she insisted to take a blood test. So we got that done. She told me it looked like he had some type of cancer or something. I forget what she called it. It wasn't leukemia...it was something else. Something about his white blood cells not doing too well. It was either the red or white ones and that his body has been trying to fight what he has.
Then he got a x-ray...I started to ball in tears seeing that he had two large tumors. I had no idea.... :(
There's nothing they can do to really save him, unless I paid a bunch of money to help get rid of the tumor, getting some sort of surgery, but even that might not help and I can't afford over $500 for all that. All that I paid for today was almost $400.
The doctor said he probably has a few more weeks, maybe a couple months left to live or when I should put him down. She asked me if I wanted to put him down right there but I said no. He is still a happy boy, loving and all.....but if I notice more stuff, like him losing more weight, urinating more and a few other symptoms that the doctor said...that's when I have to put him down.
I have him on steroids right now that will help him with some stuff but with him having these large tumors, it's not going to completely save him. I'm not ready to put him down yet. I just can't yet...but if he's hurting, which the doctor said it doesn't look like he is, then I have to.
He is so young still..only about 8 years old. I've been all in tears today just knowing that I have to put him down. He's like my son.
I even mentioned this information to my ex, (husband), to let him know what's going on, so we had a visit. I wasn't going to not let him know because he still loved Tigger. He was in tears as well and wants me to know when the day comes when I have to put him down. I think he wants to be there.
I just can't believe all this. I don't want to lose my baby. :(
Wow, it's been exactly a month, well a day shy, that I've logged onto this site. Odd how I used to spend so much time on here but now I haven't had much interest at all. Doesn't mean I'm getting rid of my account...just hop in whenever.
Life's been pretty good. Still in the process of getting divorced, it's unbelievable. I texted my ex a couple weeks ago asking him, AGAIN, when he will be able to pay for his share of the divorce...he told me in two weeks...which is this week now. I told him..well I hope so cause I was in the process of getting him served. I will be texting him again in a few days to see if he'll have the money, if not...He has till the end of this month, or he WILL be served. I'm fucking tired of waiting and all of his bullshit.
I found out that he's been paying for his gf's rent, when she's still living with family, over doing his car payments and saving money for the divorce. That pissed me off. Dumbass still doesn't have his license...so dad is still the co signer of his car and can't get out of it until dumbass gets his license. HE's been without a licene since July.
Same ol shit with him..not much new..but hopefully it will be overwith soon....I am hopnig to serve him but then I'm hoping not to because I guess it costs more money to serve him and so I would be paying so much more for the divorce...but I want my last name back.Then I can change my phone number.
Know what's messed up? I don't go on here or on or my messenger in a long while or whatever and I get this friend all pissed off at me and refuses to talk to me. Saying that I didn't give a shit? I have no idea what I did?? That's been way over a month now, but yet I still wonder what the hell that was all about. I guess I will never know.
Still working on losing weight...been at a steady weight for w hile...going up and down but I will be at the weight I want to be. Never that I thought I would ever get to this weight and damn proud of myself and I can reach my goal, even if it's taking a long time.
Until then...adios....I'll be back whenever...if you want to reach me, I guess you could ask for my msg id, I may or may not give it out..it all depends. I'll check in some day. Bye bye!
I just want to beat my ex....
It's taking forever to get this divorce going...Yes, I"m not completely divorced yet. It's been taking FOREVER to get together with him to go over the divorce papers...I been emailing back and forth with this chick at the court house to schedule a appointment to go over the papers works to make sure it's signed correctly.
It's taking forever now again cause she's not replying back to me as fast, he can't make the schedule for the appoitment and there's times he's ignoring me....So I email the chick again yesterday cause she never replied back to me in a week....asking when there was an opening and if my ex really had to be there because of this whole scheduling is taking forever.
She emails back saying that he didn't have to be there but would have to work around with some things and there was an opening on thursday. So I told the shitnerd (his nick name) that he didn't have to be there if he didn't want to and if he wanted to see the whole email converstation I had with the chick. He said Yes and to email the info...so I did.
Over 3 hours goes by and I hear nothing from him....Been waiting for an answer because I needed to know soon so I could email her back. He didn't give me a straight answer about going with me. So I text him back..he tells me he has to see how much funds he has. It's 330 dollars to file for divorce...so 165 each.. Texts me back later saying for me to go alone cause he doesn't have the funds.
What the hell is he doing with his money??? I just don't get it? He makes a little more money than me, he pays less bills than I do since he lives with room mates. Yet, he's always still late on his car payment (dad is cosigner still cause shitnerd still doesn't have his license which has been since July) and dad can't get out of that till shit nerd gets his license...he better not fuckin' get his car repoed again and fuck my dad over.... My dad saved his ass years ago.....he got down on his knees begging my dad to cosign for him cause he got his car repoed years ago...and dad gave in because he knew that was the only car we had at the moment, cause shitnerd fucked with my car and he wouldn't help fix it... (another story)
He doesn't need money to go there on Thursday..it's just to go over the paperwork...bah..i don't mind going alone, I want to get this done and tired of waiting to make a stupid appointment...I'm just irked that he can't save money to get his share of divorce going....by law he has to pay half of it..and goddess only knows when he'll ever save money...
Grrr he just makes me so mad...I just want to get this done... get him out of my life... wish he'd get his stupid license so dad can get off his problem.... then he can fuck himself over with whatever else...
He's too busy fucking around, being a damn child, being careless...I'm just gonna keep nagging him....he hates it, I hate contacting him...but if he wants me to stop..he needs to straighten up..fucking grow up...stop fucking your little boy friend.
Fubar is actually starting to really bore me. I'm not on here as much so I think I'm going to take a break from it for a while..we'll see..maybe pop in here and there to check things. But lately, just haven't had much fun on this as before..
So after tonight... I'm leaving fubar for a while...but will be returning sometime later.
Ta ta!
Happy that I got the security deposit all to myself and none to my ex from the last place I lived. They must of charged an arm and leg for the carpet cleaning....cause that carpet was shampooed and cleaned many times...but I got $775.00 back...yay
