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Dying...
I have a friend who will die this year... so please read on... My friend (an ex actually who has raised my son for 4 years) was diagnosed with a brain tumour in Nov 2007. It has got a LOT worse and he can barely do anything. He will start radiotherapy this month. On average people with these tumours have 17 weeks to live, double that possibly with radiotherapy but he WILL die. NONE of his friends have bothered going round to see him etc using silly excuses like hes changed (wouldnt you change with a tennis ball sized mass in your head?) Anyway hes very depressed and has started a myspace where he'll be putting blogs, a diary and video diary of how he feels. I'll be sorting it out at some point today. Anyway... I know none of you will... but... even if one person adds him even just to make up numbers, even if just one person learns something, then everything is good. So, if you or anyone you know wants to add him feel free. www.myspace.com/442289984

Ramblings
Top 10 Reasons For Being Spanish 1. The rest of Europe thinks Africa begins at the Pyrenees. 2. The rest of your country is already invaded by Moroccans. 3. Glorious history of killing South American tribes. 4. You get your beaches invaded by Germans, Danes, Brits, etc. 5. Honesty. 6. Gibraltar. 7. Everybody else makes crap paella and claims it's the real thing. 8. Supported Argentina in Falklands War. 9. Only sure way of bedding a woman is to dress up in stupid, tight clothes and risk your life in front of bulls. 10. You get to eat bull's testicles (and they actually taste good) Top 10 Reasons For Being American 0. You can have a woman president without electing her. 1. You can spell colour wrong and get away with it. 2. You can call Budweiser beer. 3. You can be a crook and still be president. 4. If you've got enough money you can get elected to do anything. 5. If you can breathe you can get a gun. 6. You get to be really obese.

Family Adds
Alot of people have been asking me how they can be in my family. Well here is the list of how... 1)Buy me a VIP (That way I can add more pics, so you win too) 2)Buy me a Bling Pack (12 credit gets you a regualr family add, 25+ gets you into the pics NOONE sees) 3)Bling me with one of the Limited Edition bling 4)Buy me a Happy Hour 5)Bling me with whatever the 100 credit bling of the day is. lol (That will get you into the SPECIAL pics as well) 6)Pay me 1,000,000 fu bucks. 7)Buy me a Pony! hehehe I hope that answers your questions. I know the price my seem steep, but I think you will find that its WELL worth the price of admission. He He... and if you don't think its fair, well there's always internet porn... hehehehe. Kisses Baby Gurl

My First Happy Hour 2/12/09
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own Tonight is my very first It would be awesome to see all my friends and to make a bunch of new ones! So don't be shy, Don't wait till later, Stop putting it off

Whorin Out
Anyone who wants me to work for them since ive not been officially working anywhere but helping lots of people i say this....if you know the value of having me whoever offers me the best insentives i will consider working for.

Funny Stuff
So i go onto this site to see what my celebrity look a like is and the first one i match for is Jessica Simpson the morph is bad so i try to load another picture and it turns out thatg i look like Kristin Davis... take a look and tell me what you think. MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free genealogy - Geneology

The World Inside Of My Head
"Everything that starts sweet, ends bitter ... Everything that starts bitter, ends sweet ..." ... And the voices ring out in the breeze, carrying lies upon them. The verbal factors of a thousand broken promises and dissapointments due to human emotional inadequacy and short comings. Like a thousand needles pressing into one's being, constantly stinging, stabbing. Like a woodpecker upon the threshold of a tree. I am that tree. And the woodpecker, is the embodiment of the circumstances of reality. Such is life, I surmise. The confusion of life could be compared to a cigarette. The joys in which bring us some kind of calming factor, the subtle practices of breathing deep as one inhales the smoke is calming, with, or without the cigarette, and yet the cigarette is the very tool used to help master a skill in which would otherwise would be underestimated. A peacefull sensation envelops one's mind at the very moment, in that same moment however, a part of you dies. Yo

"coma" By Guns N Roses
song "Coma" from album "Use Your Illusion I" Song Text: ...well ya caught me in a coma And I don't think I wanna Ever come back to this...world again Kinna like it in a coma 'Cause no one's ever gonna Oh, make me come back to this... world again Now I feel as if I'm floating away I can't feel the pressure And I like it this way But my body's callin' My body's callin' Woun'tya come back to this... world again Suspended deep in a sea of black I've got the light at the end I've got the bones on the mast Well I've gone sailin', I've gone sailin' I could leave so easily my friends are calling BACK to me I said they're They're leaving it all up to me When all I needed was clarity And someone to tell me WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON GODDAMN IT! Slippin' farther an farther away It's a miracle how long we can stay In a world our minds created In a world that's full of shit HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME BASTARD Please understand me I'm climbin' thro

A Safety Word...
a safety word is 1 you and your "other" pick out before ROUGH sex. not reg. rough sex but REAL rough sex, the kind you know youll be screaming NO! STOP! NO! but you dont want them to stop.... only the "safety word" means stop!

Pimpout For Friends
HAVE YOU MET SEXY SASSY YET?!!! IF NOT THEN YOU SHOULD… SHE IS SWEET, KIND, CARING, AND AS HER NAME SAYS SHE IS SEXY AND SASSY!!! SHE HAS BEEN TRYING TO GET TO ORACLE FOR A LONG TIME SO LETS HELP HER OUT SOME!!! RATE, ADD, FAN, CRUSH, AND BLING HER. TELL HER MISS CRYS SENT YA!!! CLICK THE PIC TO GO START RATING HER STUFF!!! I CAN GUARENTEE THIS IS ONE LADY YOU WILL NOT REGRET MEETING!!! ~♥Sexxy Sassy♥~MemberOfYourNewObsession/StilettoGirls/Heels&Wheels~♥~@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT HAPPILY BROUGHT TO YOU BY!!! Miss Crys~Shadow Levelers~FU OWNED BY~CynzDreams~and~Mikey~@ fubar

Blah!
Ok... I haven't been around for a few days because I've had a lot of things going on. Been super busy, and then I dislocated my knee, and my favorite uncle that I was very close to killed himself yesterday. I'm having a hard time dealing with the circumstances of his death. So, if I'm not around much or just seem flaky, well now you know why.

Convo
Can't breath, can't see, damn girl why you have to leave me Gave you my heart thought we had a good start but then you Let me see how you can truely be... you made me cry, not kno why... Why you said what you said, Words you didn't mean. But damn you still got me.... I can't believe you walked out on me With tears in my eyes I can see me and you was a lie And we were not ment to be but damn you still got me... You turned your back and never looked back. For yet you See the day you left made me cry and just wanted to die But i held my head up high to let you see one day you'll miss me... But then that time will come and you will see,

Boredum
~Start~ 1. Your gender: M 2. Are you liking someone: yea 3. Are you hungry: Yes 4. Are you bored: Yes 5. Your birthday: November 23 6. Age you wish you were: 21 but already am 7. The color of your hair: dirty blonde 8. Color you wish your hair was: no diff 9. The color of your eyes: Blue 10. Got any piercing: no 11. Want anything pierced: yea 12. Tattoos: not yet 13. Who do you like: a girl 14. Any siblings: yea ---------------------------------------------R

Welcome The Ceo And Captain Of The Girlz Next Door
Founder of the GIRLZ NEXT DOOR duties include but not limited to keeping home page running and accepting requests. Founder , CEO ,& captain will make All choices involving the group together. The CEO of THE GIRLZ NEXT DOOR will make All decisions and Stand in for the Founder whe She is not available. She is In charge of all issues with in the group, Involving the Group and outsiders. If there are any problems Speak with her In an appropriate matter. The Captain of the group will handle ALL of our ladies Requests and issues. If It can not be resolved then u Go to The CEO . If not resolved only then do u come to me. Please Follow the chain of Command. We will not Tolerate any of the ladies representing themselves as a part of This group In a negative or Crude manner. All ladies in the group need to participate on any events including reposting Bulletines and other things such as auctions. We are here to Represent Fubar As Classy Intellegent Tastefull but Sexi Women Any Gir

"last Night"
LAST NIGHT WAS A BLAST, MY BEST FRIEND ALLISON INVITED ME AND MY FAMILY TO DINNER WHICH SHE WAS PAYING FOR EVERYTHING. ALLISON IS SUCH A GOOD FRIEND BUT SOMETIMES CAN BE A PAIN...... ...... ......LOL. BUT WHAT FRIEND DON'T? IT WAS AMAZING BECAUSE I MET A EX-MARINE AND HIS WIFE WHICH WAS ALLISON'S MOMMA AND DADDY. HER DADDY WAS A SWEETHEART TOOK AWHILE FOR HER MOMMA TO COME AROUND. BUT LAST NIGHT WAS A BLAST. RICHARD HAD FUN, TARIQ HAD FUN WITH MYA AND JUNIOR. I HAD FUN CHIT-CHATTING WITH JOSH, DIMITRIUS, CEE-CEE, ALLISON, MOM AND POP. POP HAD A LOT OF STORIES HE TOLD. SO IT WAS VERY INTERESTING. HE KEPT PICKING ON RICHARD. IT WAS FUNNY. KEPT CALLING HIM SMILEY...... ...... ......LOL I AM JUST HAPPY EVERYONE HAD A BLAST. WE WERE ALL ROLLING AT THE TABLE. AND EVEN AFTER WE GOT HOME. THEN I GOT UPSET BECAUSE I REMEMBERED MY BUDDY WAS GOING TO GEORGIA UNTIL MONDAY. I AM GONNA MISS HER. THIS MORNING WHEN SHE WAS TELLING ME GOOD-BYE DAISY TRIED SNEAKING WITH THEM. DAISY REALLY CHERISHED ALL

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Truth In Song Lyrics
Many people can say they have a theme song. I know I feel like I have more than 1. It's that at certain times, certai lyrics will hit me in a way that makes me say 'Yeah that's so me'. Whether it is an 80s metal song or power ballad, or something more recent, I have always been more of a fan of lyrics & vocal delivery in my music than anything else. Some part of that is from being a frustrated wannabe singer for a band in late 80s. Always remember w/ music it's always about the feelings you get when you 1st hear a song or band & what it can ellicit in you at that time. & while a good opening power chord can catch your ear & make you listen to the song a little more closely, they liyrical content is what can really stay w/ you for a lifetime. I'll update this blog w/ some songs & lyrics at a later date. Ok here are some lyrics that have become some mantras for me: Queensryche-I Don't Believe In Love I Don't Believe In Love I never have I never will Its never worth the pain that yo

I'm A Trucker, So What's It Like?
Yes, I'm a trucker. Do I like it?... So-so... depends on when you ask me. Do I enjoy it?... at times... again depends on when you ask me. Do truckers make a lot of money? I can put an end to that myth right now LOL... The truth is back years ago truck drivers were revered and well-liked. We were appreciated. Now we just seem to be a bad nuisance that gets in your way to work or wherever else you may be heading. I thought I might give a little insight on what the life of a trucker is like. The truth is truck drivers made just as much money, if not MORE back in the 1970's than they do today. Trucking REALLY put a squeeze on the railroad. There are TOO many politicians involved in the railroad and they can't have their little investments going down the tube. The government stepped in and started regulating how much trucking companies can charge.. so not much has changed on the monatary end of trucking since. Now we DO have benefits out the wazoo. My company has a free gym (as if I have

Dictionary Of Atlanta Sexual And Dating Terms
Baggage - The excuse people use to punish their current boyfriend/girlfriend for things that their past boyfriends/girlfriends have done to them. Bicurious - Gay. Bisexual - Gay. Bitter - What all Atlanta singles are destined to become. Caused by drama and stress (see below). Buckhead Soldiers - The clones you see hovering around the popular Buckhead bars wearing polos tucked into pleated Dockers. Usually wearing loafers. Butch - What gay men who don't think they act gay call themselves. Actual butch men will never need to use this term. Also used to describe 75f Atlanta lesbians. Cabin Room - Where you go when the bars are closed and you still haven't found someone to sleep with. Cuddle - Sexual activity in which there is no exchange of bodily fluid. Drama - An imaginary condition made up by sad, lonely individuals with no real problems in their life who feel the need to drag stable, well-balanced individuals who are trying to make a valuable contribution to

Under What Circumstances Should Parial-birth Abortion Be Legal?
Hiya Everyone! I'm pro-choice that allows the woman to decide whether she wants to have a baby or not. To me, though, this should be done responsibly. I would support legislation that makes abortion illegal once the baby's hearbeat starts. This means that if a woman gets pregnant, she needs to abort within four weeks once she knows that she is pregnant before the embryo's heart starts beating. This brings us to partial-birth abortion. I would support legislation that makes partial-birth abortion illegal, except in the cases where the mother's life is in danger, rape, or incest. Having said that, I would only support legal abortion BEFORE the embryo's heart starts beating. I'm attaching some links that explain partial-birth abortion. Please be warned that the descriptions are graphic and you may find disturbing. I think that the media doesn't really explain the actual procedure of partial-birth abortion. I can never undertand why any pregnant woman would wait beyond 4

Problems
I'm 39 years old. Not too old by most standards. However, when I was growing up things were so different. What has happened? When I was growing up... if I had a fight with someone, we got out the fists and commenced to fighting. I was never one of the hair-pulling, slapping, girly fighters.. I had a brother and I had to learn to fight or he would always get the best of me. I wasn't having that. And though I was always one to take up for myself (and most around me, lol), I have probably only been in about 6 fist fights in my life. Nowdays, people don't use their fists, they use guns or knives. What used to end in a shaking of hands, now ends in death and incarceration. What has happened? When I was growing up, we had really kewl Saturday morning shows like He-man, The Hall of Justice League (Aqua-man was my fave) and Thundercats (HOOOOO). We had Fat Albert, who showed you could live in the ghetto areas and still find fun, constructive things to do.. and learn a life le

Bored - Need Excitement!!
Ok here it is.....I am almost down to my last ££££ but the weekend is fast approaching...do I play it sensible and stay in or go out with my mates and spend the last of the dosh!!! Frday afternoon is sooo dragging need something to keep me awake!!! Can't wait till 5!!!

Hotpink_dcw
well all im going to say is that i am 7 weeks pregnant!!!!!! im so excited!!!!!! This shit is kinda cool....! Hey you pro's, I am kinda new at this shind dig so if anyone want's to be a cool person and help a beginer out that would be awesome!!! Happy Turkey Day to everyone!! Ok, so it's the day before Thanksgiving and I am sitting here at my Mom's waiting for her to get home......... Fun Shit!!! LOL Donnie is waiting for me to get done and then we are going home. Yeh, I can say that everything is going rather well!! I love Donnie!! That's all that matters right!!! Yeah, I thought so. His Mom and Dad are great, too!!! Turkey Day is tomorrow and I am nervous, because my Mom and Dad are going to Donnie's house. I know how my Dad can be sometimes...... Not very nice. Other than that I am excited about the whole thing, after all it was half my idea... the other half was Donnie's. Next wednesday is his birthday....... I don't know what to get him other than cheesy stuff. I want to get him

Dag Nab It
a freind asked me to fill this out she is a good person who likes to remind me and all her freinds that we need people to get us thrue life and i must say she knows about all of the peeps on her list thats realy kool when you think about it so heres a little about me :) YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU > > > I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. > > JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. > (male/female answer accordingly) > > 1. Can you cook? > yes was going to be a chef > > 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? > lmao > > 3. What talent do you wish you had? > painting > > 4. Favorite place? > tazwell tn. > > 5. Favorite vegetable? > potatos > > 6. What was the last book you read? hary potter all of th

Funnies....love'm
The Dildo Song | Send To Friends | Video Jokes at JibJab -- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they're nude. -- In hotels in Sioux Falls,

Ranting!
im writing this cuz im soooooooooooooooooooo freakin bored its insane lol im waitin for time to go to preschool w/ kira yippie hangin out w/ a bunch of lil kids and the cleanin up after em all. not my idea of a blast. dont get me wrong i love my lil girl but kids ask stupid questions and im not quick enough to have a witty retort for them to change the subject lol kids are great in small doses and small numbers lol i guess im a bit overwhelmed to say the least.and to top it off all i wana do is take a nap lol im so gona b draggin ass 2day. hopefully things go smoothly and my daughter doesnt get rebelious w/ me being there. i guess ill have to WAIT and see lol blah blah blah blah blah

Dby Updates.
To quote Jack Nicholson in BATMAN...."THIS TOWN NEEDS AN ENEMA"!!!! Or an exorcism? Who knows? DEATH BECOMES YOU makes the cover of NEW TIMES BROWARD/PALM BEACH!!!! Nov 29-06 Issue!! On Newstands NOW!!!! STOP THE PRESS!!!! Because timing is everything, and its about time that we blow South Florida a kiss, of DEATH BECOMES YOU once and for all..the band that sold their souls for rock n'roll, are proud to announce that we made the cut and the cover of South Florida's only A/E weekly with taste...NEW TIMES BROWARD/PALM BEACH!! Cause dead men tell no tales!!!! Read on won't you, as the band that ALWAYS gives journalists something to write (funeral) home about delivers the last rites, last word, and drives the stake through the heart of South Flori-Duh with an article sure to leave you checking for a pulse!! We have been keeping this a secret for weeks, and now that the black cat is out of the bag, read all about it, our reputation percedes us, and we are now (living?) legends!! Now

The Century Of Self
The Century of Self This series is about how those in power have used Freud's theories to try and control the dangerous crowd in an age of mass democracy. Part 1 Full Screen Part 2 Full Screen Part 3 Full Screen Part 4 Full Screen

Contest
Hey i was wondering if you could help me If you do not know how to comment bomb the right way read WV Rebel Cowboy's blog on it. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/52153To get to my picture just click the link to the picture belowthanks in advance

Revenge...
I remember hearing that quote a long time ago. Revenge can also leave you feeling very cold I would imagine. I would guess there are varying degrees of revenge but what if the act leads to death. Is it still worth it or does it leave a bitter taste? I guess it would depend on the person serving up the revenge entrée’. Now I understand how seductive the idea of “getting revenge” can be. I was swimming in the thoughts when my fiancé decided to throw me out while I was going through breast cancer knowing I had nowhere to go since we’d just moved to LA because he wanted a “new” start, etc. A shelter was easily looking like my new home. Thank goodness that wasn't the ulitmate outcome. Although I was still very angry I didn't act out in revenge. Now, I am still here in CA, cancer free, great job and great new found friends. Him, back in MI, and probably living the same old sad existence. I could have easily getting my revenge but couldn’t. Whether you believe i

I Am Just Meee... Thats All
About twice a month I have to go thru all the friends I have and clean out inactive friends. It really sux too. If you are not going to associate with someone, why add them. I am not into the points game or the top Cherry spots. And if you dont associate with me, and never intend to... Please dont ask to be my friend. Friends are special to everyone. Points are for games. If you are a real friend to Meee, I will not delete you. I know who you are. Thanks, and Much love to my real friends. Just Meee

My Blog
As of 2007 the Earth System has already undergone profound global change of which global heating is the most immediately evident profound impact. It is getting hot, and it is happening fast. Many leading scientists tell us we have 10 years at most given current trends before climate change becomes irreversible and dangerous, beyond the generally accepted rise of 2 degrees Celsius considered adaptable (we are about 1/3 the way there). Yet the chortling television weather people tell us the unprecedented wave of global mild weather - really a lack of winter in many parts - is not climate change. We are encouraged to take advantage of our good fortune and get out there and play golf. At what point will abrupt climate change and deterioration of the Earth System's life giving biosphere be recognized as a global ecological emergency, and responded to as such? And will it then be too late to limit damages, or even to survive? Global warming is not a slow, ge

My Wifey
this is for my wifey Morgan....thanks so much for makin me smile today even though im as sick as i am you bring so much sunshine in my life...thanks for being my wifey....love ya babes show her some love.......http://www.cherrytap.com/user/889972

Hats Off To Charlie Daniels
don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America, as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have anything against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs me about the demonstrations is that it's tanta-mount to saying, "I am going to come into your country even if it means breaking your l

You've Got Served!
You Got Served! You have just been KISSED by the Dancing Baby! something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life if you break this you will not be cursed but good luck will not come your way for the next year . Everyone can use some fun and Good Luck so Send this to 5 people in 15min

Three Things To Ponder
1. Cows 2. The Constitution 3. The Ten Commandments . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Cows Is it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that our government can track a single cow born in Canada almost three years ago, right to the stall where she sleeps in the state of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. But they are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering around our country. Maybe we should give each of them a cow. The Constitution They keep talking about drafting a Constitution for Iraq . Why don't we just give them ours? It was written by a lot of really smart guys, it has worked for over 200 years, and we're not using it anymore. The Ten Commandments The real reason that we can't have the Ten Commandments posted in a courthouse is this: You cannot post "Thou Shalt Not Steal," "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery", and "Thou Shall Not Lie" in a building full of lawyers, judges and p

Why Is That?
Why Is That? Why is it that people can come in your life get to know you grow to have strong feelings for you but then run away when things get deep? This is something I been vacillating for weeks. Now I think I know what it is it is the facts that they may not be able to have what they want when they want it but when the opportunity presents it self they are no longer thought of or considered. Now is this faith or just how things are? Tell me I want to know because if this is how love grows I don’t want to know. Why it is that people want you but don’t fight to keep you but do all the things in the world to push you away? All I can say there is times you wish you stayed or just walked away. This is one of those times I just feel so confused full of emotions for so many reasons and have no way of letting them out or expressing them to let people know what they are all about. Why is it I feel pain and just want to hide my tears in the rain and let

Get Intoxicated With The X Rated Hotty Members Only @ Intoxication
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If We Had Sex
Lets see who is brave enough.....IF We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

Enough Is Enough!
Well today is sept 11th like anyone could forget. every damn channel is showing all the video of the horrble tragity. And everyone one has a sep 11th pic up and stuff all over school. Now some of you my think I am being mean but not trying to be. To back myself up I did lose a friend in the two towers and I do have family over seas. But enough is enough. why to every damn year have to show all the tragic videos over and over? To me its like someone comeing up to me on the day my brother tragicly died, here is the photos and documents from the accedent and here remember the funeral. of course I will never for the that horrible day but why put it in my face and make me cry and have to see it all again. We dont show videos of vetnam, okalahoma city bombing or other tragitys. if we are going to drag this out then we need to show stuff about other things that have happend in the country. How about the kids that die everyday because of parents that dont give a shit and eather neglect

Come Visit My Store
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My Other Half.
He cares only that I'm happy, Even when I’m not with him. If some seek on the wind love's traces, Some seek out the love within. All my pleasures are his treasures, Nor does he crave joy alone. All have claim on his compassion; No dark soul is on its own. Giving thus, so naturally, Each day he lights the love in me, Like candles on a sunlit stone.

Love
So I am no longer associated with 88.9fm WIIT. Due to a conflict with the management. I am however still associated with loudrockradio.com and the bad attitude show. I will let you know when I am back on the air. Kim Have you ever wondered, why love and relationships are such a headache? Honestly, why can't people just be honest about who they are and what they want. How can someone tell you in one breathe that they love you, and then look you in the eyes and lie to you. Does love really exist?

Support Our Troops!!!
Was the night before Christmas Was the night before Christmas in a far distant land Not a creature was stirring not even the sand The soldiers were all nestled upon the floor Just settling down after another long day of war When up in the sky, there rose such a clatter The sirens rang out and everyone rose to see what was the matter The guns started blasting, the bombs started booming Everyone screaming instructions on who they were pursuing It was the insurgents again, they did not care whom they killed Women, men and children left dead in the field Our soldiers they weep our soldiers they die But Americans here have not a tear in their eye For you see our government, our president, and our states Think that having God in our society is just a waste We take for granted every day The things our forefathers gave us along the way No more Christmas there will be For our society has taken away Christ from us all So now no man shall ever be truly free. Our soldiers have

Something To Think About...
Life is like a roller coaster ride, you have to buckle up and hold on... Alot of times I find myself caught off guard and I have to re evaluate alot of things in my life. I often sit back and look at different ppl the way they act,carry themselves, and treat others. Eight out of ten of those times I get upset and usually get my feelings hurt. People are very different and its a really sad world we live in. I am a very caring person and it's really hard for me to hold a grudge but oh boy as I get older and look around examining others it's simply ridiculous how hateful ppl are, and it's really sad. A close cousin of mine always reminds me of my age as I talk to her sincerly and she tells me "keep on living". Because the saddest part of this all is I have a long way to go and the hatred and spitefulness downright makes me sick to the stomach. Ppl love to see others hurting like the saying "misery loves company". Growing up I wish I could have been exposed to more things bcuz

New England Sports
Enjoy CONGRATULATIONS RED SOX!! ..YOU DID IT! SOX S W E E P THE ROCKIES DENVER - OCTOBER 28: The Boston Red Sox celebrate after defeating the Colorado Rockies in Game Four of the 2007 World Series at Coors Field on October 28, 2007 in Denver, Colorado The Red Sox defeated the Rockies 4-3 and won the World Series 4-0. (Photo by Christian Petersen/Getty Ima

Getting Cold
I don't really like cold weather because once I get cold I can't get warm. The worst thing is, I'm a girl so I can't really hide when I'm cold. I don't like my nipples to get cold because everyone knows when I'm cold then. Sometimes I hate having 34D's. I just hate being cold plain and simple.

Survey
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:SusanBirthday:17 JulyBirthplace:Roma,QLDCurrent Location:Roma, (Left and came back...I am not a hillbilly..lol)Eye Color:Blue/green hazelHair Color:BurgundyHeight:175cm (5'9)Right Handed or Left Handed:RightYour Heritage:English/French Canadian/IrishThe Shoes You Wore Today:NoneYour Weakness:My compassionYour Fears:Heights,drugsYour Perfect Pizza:Round??!!??Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Going to America

Shout Box
Hey, if anyone tried to shoutbox me in the last 30-45 minutes,I didn't get any of the shoutbox messages because ShaneHumphreys was playing f*ck around with my Shoutbox while I stepped away...Please SB me back if you did...

Fear
As i sit here in this chair listening a slow jam, I'm starting to think of what life has been like for me as far. It all started when i went back and read all the post blogs i wrote and reflecting on past memories. I know a person shouldn't dwell on the past but, i can't help it. its what i have and can never shake. I'm reminded of people i miss, time i gave love only to not receive in return. what I've gained and lost. And who i came from having trust for any and everyone to watching everyone with a hawk eye. I find myself waking up in the middle of the night, getting in my car and just driving and listening to the same song over and over again. On the outside, I'm happy, smiling all the time. but for really on the inside I'm angry and i don't know why. my life is going okay, I got a nice place to lay my head, food in my stomach, and a car. so what the fuck is up? What I'm i really missing in my life? I really feel that its past bullshit that's fucking with me. But see, the fucked u

My Blog
Well where to start? okay summer finally made its sweet time to northern idaho. Thank you summer. Me and Robert drove the Cadillac up here about four months ago from Phoenix. Things here are so....quiet? Simpler for sure...alot of time to reflect? self-torture? whatever.. About an hour ago I was told my grandmother was put in a group home and that it would be pointless sending a christmas card, or anything for for that matter to her because she has no idea who i am....still I put the card with the others to be sent out today. It is almost impossible imagining her without memories of me...even at the age of 92. I am so angry with my family for allowing my grandma to go...to be taken...from her home for over 50 years...not to live with other family members (what family does...) fuck no, let strangers take care of her in a strange place...i am so ashamed of my family. When she passes, I will have no reason or interest to ever speak to them again. I wasnt told till now because the family

Please Pray For Her!!
My soon to be step-daughter had a very rough day today and it is goin to be hard for her for awhile. We had taken her to the doctors this morning because she had been havin headaches lately. They took a blood sugar count and a urine count too. Her urine had glucose in it and her sugar level was high. So they told us to go down to the nearest Childrens Hospital. They were waiting for us to get there. They took another sugar level count and even after over two hours her level was at 430 which is very high. She has to stay in the hospital for the next few days I came home long enough to take our pet out then I am heading back up there. They told us she will have to have 4 shots a day of insulin for the rest of her life. She is only 10yrs old. I don't mind rearranging how we prepare food but it has been very hard on her. She is scared and she is hardly ever sick. Please pray for us and even more so for her. You can leave comments here or on My B/f's site( Her DaD). He is tryin to deal with

Christmas Soldier
ITS CHRISTMAS DAY ALL IS SECURE TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS HE LIVED ALL ALONE IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE I LOOKED ALL ABOUT A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE NO TINSEL NO PRESENTS NOT EVEN A TREE NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS WITH MEDALS AND BADGES AWARDS OF ALL KINDS A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT IT WAS DARK AND DREARY I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING SILENT ALONE CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER NOT HOW I PICTURED A LONE BRITISH SOLDIER WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ CURLED UP ON A PONCHO THE FLOOR FOR A BED I REALISED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILL

Jokes
Memory was something you lost with age An application was for employment A program was a TV show A cursor used profanity A keyboard was a piano A web was a spider's home A virus was the flu A CD was a bank account A hard drive was a long trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And if you had a 3 inch floppy. . . You just hoped nobody ever found out!?! When you have a 'I Hate My Job' day, try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins Take o

Just A Song Before I Go....
Greetings visitors to my profile, fans, friends, and family. I'm sure the exclusive few of you I communicate with on a regular basis have noticed my staggared presence on Fubar, and by staggered, I mean irregular, not my ability to walk a straight line. I wanted to offer a brief explanation to those who do not already know, as I have already typed this out several times to some of you. A friend of mine has seen fit to break her ankle and may not put any weight upon her foot for 8 weeks. As I am qualifed in certain areas of the medical field, I have been requested to assist her in her time of need. She does have a PC and is connected to the internet, but her computer does not have some of the capabilities as mine, and is not able to discern certain tags some of you are leaving as comments, so please do not be upset if I have to ask about them. A number of my fellow...healers have requested information about her in an attempt to focus energy in her direction. To all those capable

My Rules On Cybering!
Today, after I posted this Blog, two more girls asked me to go to their paid cam site. HAVE YOU READ THIS BLOG! DO YOU READ AMERICAN ENGLISH, OR ARE YOU FROM RUSSIA OR NIGERIA?!! I don't pay to see some fly-by-night girl have cam sex. If I wanted to pay, here's where I might go: 1. Flesh Club. 2. Fantasy Topless. 3. Club 215. 4. Spearmint Rhino Gentleman's Club. I DON'T PAY TO SEE SOMEBODY CAM TO ME. If you have a web cam, female, and are willing to cam, then hook up the web cam, and LET'S GET IT ON. I DON'T PAY TO SEE CAM! Hello everybody. I'm the guy who likes Fubar, and the way they DON'T censor photos like they do on MySpace, Hi-5, and Zorpia. Anyway, certain "friends" e-mail me and ask if they want to cyber. I say yes. Then, they give me a link to another adult porn site where I have to whip out a credit card. I do have a webcam. No, I will not go first. Either the girl goes first, or we'll go together, BUT I will not do this: I WILL NOT PAY TO CYBER!

Nice Guys Still Finish Last
Navy Petty Officer Mike Monsoor PO2 (EOD2) Mike Monsoor, a Navy EOD Technician, was awarded the Congressional Medal of Honor posthumously for jumping on a grenade in Iraq , giving his life to save his fellow SEALs. During Mike Monsoor's funeral in San Diego , as his coffin was being moved from the hearse to the grave site at Ft. Rosecrans National Cemetery , SEALs were lined up on both sides of the pallbearers route forming a column of twos, with the coffin moving up the center. As Mike's coffin passed, each SEAL, having removed his gold Trident from his uniform, slapped it down embedding the Trident in the wooden coffin. The slaps were audible from across the cemetery; by the time the coffin arrived grave side, it looked as though it had a gold inlay from all the Tridents pinned to it. This was a fitting send-off for a warrior hero. This should be front-page news instead of the crap we see every day. Since the media won't make this news, I choose to make it news by forw

History Mystery
Have a history teacher explain this--- If they can Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head. Now it gets really weird. Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln. Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed of fifteen letters.

Old Poetry
There's a story to tell here but if it could be so Please, would you would keep this "down low" There once was a boy who stole my heart promise not to break it or tear it apart I was gentle and kind to this boy I knew I gave him everything that I knew how to Which was only the love and affection that my heart could bring Only to you, my attention was driven Our lives together went as I hoped I thought nothing could ruin this Our relationship…was pretty "dope" Then it happened my worst nightmare had come true you thought I would cheat cheat on you! I wouldn't dare do such a thing I gave you my heart you told me yourself you wouldn't dare tear it apart My fears are coming true you have broken me down All I can do is cry You only frown Your negative energy has finally met my core there's nothing left for me anymore Once again in this tragic ending Fate is the only survivor with the broken hearts still mending This fairytale is

My Writing
Darkness Through the Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly There are walls around us we feel like all we can do is crawl Something Holding us in Noone understands the pain. noone for us to call. noone sees the death inside. noone knows what we try to hide. Through the Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we Fly We sit alone in the dark does noone se we need help Did we die that night too or did we shut you out. Through The Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly noone sees us noone calls we are alone we hve to fend for ourselves we should have went that night too no more pain,no sorrow,noone to shut you out. Through the Darkness we Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly Promises were made for that end of time For us they would be there all the time A year has gone by it gets worse with time. Through the Darkness we Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly We were all close at one time A

Why Kidd Rocks
OK HERE IS THE DEAL ..STARTING 5/28 I WILL BE ALLOWING FOLKS TO CASH IN FUBUCKS FOR ITEMS ON HERE. IM TRYING TO HELP FOLKS WHO DON'T HAVE CREDIT CARDS GET THINGS THEY WANT. JUST PRIVATE MESSAGE ME .. 1 STICKY = 250,000 FUBUCKS 1 1 DAY BLAST =375,000 FUBUCKS 1 3 DAY BLAST =500,000 FUBUCKS 1 BLING PACK = 750,000 FUBUCKS 1 7 DAY BLAST = 1 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 TICKER PACK = 1 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 1 MONTH BLAST = 2.5 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 1 HAPPY HOUR = 5 MILLION FUBUCKS HERE IS THE BREAK DOWN FOR VIPS 1 1 MONTH VIP = 1 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 3 MONTH VIP = 3 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 6 MONTH VIP = 4 MILLION FUBUCKS 1 1 YEAR VIP = 5 MILLION FUBUCKS PLEASE REMEMBER TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME .. AND PLEASE HAVE FUBUCKS READY TO SEND ..AT THE SAME TIME ..TY LIKE THE IDEA ??

A Love That Died A Long Time Ago
~*A Love That Died TimeAgo A love that died a long time ago , hope's and dreams that are once no more, the love I had for you was stone and steal, the power of knowing that it wont heal, I can see you love them with all of your might, you would scream they name when we argue at night, you close the door to call them to, you whisper so low when you call them boo, you smile in my face while lying to my heart, but that's the love of one*s broken heart... by Azul

Plz. Help Us Out!!!!
Next Saturday Sept.20 is Me & My Husbands Anniversary. Plz Help us!!!! R/F/A Us. He is my Number1 Family & Friend!!!!! Also Next Sunday Sept.21 is My Birthday. I ask all to help me out by R/F/A/Bling/Blast/VIP/HH me plz. All love will be returned. Ty for any help you may be able to give us. XOXO, Donna

Blogs
I was at work today and found this poem on my bosses table. After reading this I cried. Have you ever wondered about the lives that shelter dogs had before they where placed there? You can look in there eyes and tell if they had a good or bad life before the shelter came into play. Well this poem by Jim Willis.This poem is called "How could you?" When I was a puppy I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend. Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" - but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housetraining took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together. I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed, listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the

Republican Fisherman
Speaking in the latest issue of Official Xbox Magazine UK, the Last Remnant director said he's crossing his fingers that his next project will be on the Xbox 360. "It's been the team's first time working with Xbox 360 and the Unreal Engine," he said. "In both cases the experience has been a positive one. In fact, as we've only just finished work on Last Remnant I don't even know what my next project is going to be at Square Enix. However, I'm very much hoping it'll be for Xbox 360 as it's been a lot easier to work with than PlayStation 3." An Electronic Arts commercial for Tiger Woods PGA Tour 09 has been banned in the U.K. in its current form for using Xbox 360 footage to promote the Wii version of the game. In the ad, Tiger is seen swinging a Wiimote, and the whole ad is overset with the Wii logo, but the graphics are Xbox. In its defense, EA said the Wii footage was not "of broadcast quality." Wii - 2.04 million DS - 1.57 million Xbox 360 - 836, 000 PSP - 421,000 PS3 - 378,00

Breast Cancer Awareness/support
all it takes is one click...or as many as you would like to give. By clicking the free mamogram button on the breast cancer awareness website, we can make a difference. Not that hard of a task really... http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=2 we sit on the computer all day every day anyways, so what are a few clicks more if we can save the boobies!

Fantasies
she sits in the dark corner of the bar,as she does everynight waiting for him to come in the door opens and in he walks.He slowly surveys his surroundings then walks threw the bar an mingles.The next night she comes out from her corner knowing he won't be coming in so she sits out front.Then to her suprize the door opens and he walks in.He walks by her looking down and brushing her cheek with his hand, she gets instant chills.As he makes his way past her he then kindof disapears into the darkness.She finishes her dinner and starts to head home walking slowly remembering his touch.All of a sudden she feels as if someone is watching her and following her every step.She gets to her front door and feels a hand on her shoulder as she turns no one is there.Thinking to herself i swear i felt a hand on my shoulder she unlocks the front door and steps inside.When she turns to lock the door she jumps as the mysterious man she has been watching at the bar is there looking right in her eyes."what

Walking
walking i see her again and she touches me. not physically but mentally that is how she touches me. it makes my day when i see her. just to know she is there. if you read this it is deep just like all my poems. I have found comfort in her voice it touches me. Every time she says hi or how are you it hits me. I care for her cause she is caring. I feel for her cause she feels my words. My soul is emersed in emotions. I am happy for i listen. I am content for i am here. I feel for i am felt. I would walk just to see her face. She speaks to me and i under stand how she feels. for i under stand cause i can listen. talk to you all later. My life has taken a turn and i am thinking clearly now this hasn't happened in a long time. i have been dumb not thinking about my future and what to do. i am now on track and going to git-r-done. it is all i have to do that certian some one is out there some where and they know it distance and time are only small things.

Shame
It really irritates me when people use the anonymity of the Internet to be as crappy as they can to others. It's a frightening reflection on us as a people if, under cover of a made-up name, we feel free to be as horrible as we want to be. What does that say about our characters? Have people really gotten so pathetic that when we strip away their public facades they're just evil little worms? Why is that? What happened to integrity, honesty, and - above all - shame? Why have we no sense of shame anymore? I don't mean shame for deciding to show yourself off in photographs. That's a personal decision that has to do with you and you alone. I'm talking about shame for consciously doing something that will hurt someone else in some way. The expression, "Have you no shame?" seems like a cliché now but it used to mean something once. It doesn't anymore. That's because no one seems to care about anyone else. No one seems to care about what others think. The 70's gave rise

My Poems
You say were just friends, You say that you care, But how do I know this, if you wont take the dare. You know our love could be strong and fulfilling. So take this chance, just once and give me such a image trance.I will only then promise you what you need, and with this I know of you indeed. So come to me, and let me show you the way. So come to me, and I will shelter you in this web of love if I may. So then come to me, so then we can become two as one, like we were flying above , like the wings of the white dove. So you say, what you want. So you say, what you feel. So you say, what you see. For I will always know how you truly feel and see or what you really want. Because of this love of yours. I will feel such a taunting joy, when your lips say I LOVE YOU !!!! So You Say By Kris Mauch In the depths of your eyes, they show of a weekness, as the blind one's love reveals. How b

Who Am I
My profession is somewhat unique in comparison to that of the average person. At any one fixed moment in time when duty calls upon me, I am prepared to sacrifice my own life to save the lives of others I may not even know. I am willing to do this because I understand that we all make choices in life. As for myself, this is the choice and path of service I have chosen to follow. Though my job is often rewarding, it can also be unsettling. I often reflect upon the simplicity of one question, "Who am I ?" At times, I cannot provide this answer, not even for myself. So, "Who am I" to choose a profession in life that regularly shows no mercy for the preciousness of life? "Who am I" to willingly, without hesitation, invite myself into some of the most uninviting situations known to mankind? "Who am I", so that when duty calls, may never again lay eyes on the loved ones I could leave behind? The assumed simplicity of this question is not so simple after all. Understanding "Who am I" may be di

This Blog Brought To You By The Letter "k"
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Katie 2. A four letter word: kale 3. A boy's name: Kyle 4. A girl's name: Kayla 5. An occupation: Kindergarten Teacher 6. A colour: Kelly Green 7. Something you wear: knickers 8. A food: king crab legs 9. Something found in the bathroom: K-Y Jelly 10. A place: Kilamanjaro 11. A reason for being late: Knocked out 12. Something you shout: Kiss my ass 13. A movie title: Kill Bill 14. Something you drink: Kamikaze 15. A musical group: Korn 16. An animal: koala bear 17. A street name: Kennedy Street 18. A

Sports Betting System
football picks football betting tips In this sports betting system you double your bet each time to cover each loss. Can mean investing ridiculous large amounts of cash, just to see results. The process is that you make your bet and if you lose - then you double your bet, lose again and you keep doubling the bet total till you win. Then you go back to the original bet price and start the cycle again. Has very small long term success rate in gambling. However it needs to be done on even bets so rarely used in sports except when done for just one team - one team cant lose 10 + times in a row right? This System requires a high bank balance to begin with and will not win you lucrative amounts of money in return unless the odds are phenomenal. It is sometimes used by less-experienced betters as a Sports betting system, however it is a desperate system in which you will never recover your original bet. sports betting system sports betting champ

Apology
Apology :[Verse one]To my ray of sunshine,you're the only thing that gets me by,and when I think of you,I know in my heart that I never tried from the start[bridge]These feelings I have for you,will never fade awayI just can't be without youSo this is the day, you'll hear me say[chorus]I was wrong, all along.Now I'm tryin' to changeand I'm finally starting to seeIt's my faultThat you're goneand this is my apology.[verse two]I remember the first time,that I looked into your eyesI couldn't believe you were minenow I'm empty inside,how could I leave you behind?[bridge 2]These feelings I have for you,will never fade awayI just can't be without youNow I realize that I wasn't right[chorus][verse three]Now I know, how things should beI'll do anything,you mean everything to me.Please give me one more chanceto be with you again[chorus][chorus 2]I was wrong.Now I'm tryin' to sayThat I'm sorry,can you forgive me?It's my faultThat you're goneand this is my apology.To my ray of sunshine, this is my

Older Women & Younger Men
So, I have dated a couple older women. Some I had to convince to give it a shot. I absolutely loved the relationships, and now I have very little intrest in younger women. As an older woman would you consider hooking up with a younger man? If so, how much younger? If not why? Just trying to get some feedback from the beautiful mature women here on Fubar.

Love Can Be Over Rated Sometimes, But The Art Of Making Love Is Never Over Rated
The mythological term that we feel is " Love" the term used to express ones deepest views on our partner and we use it on the greatest scale. What is love ? A look into our partners eyes and a vocal term of language we use to express feelings and affection towards someone. but in reality does it accomplish anything when its said other then a altered feeling and warmth to a woman or a sense of pride or a feeling of acceptance to a man? In relationships in any category in any length love is used and it tends to change feelings and for some reasoning an elevated feeling is uncovered. Does it really make a difference if your loved or like as long as you with the person that makes you happy ? It does seem like i always question all or any statement that i make but its the reasoning that i used the feelings and subject for a third person view or thats my attempt. these are just random thoughts. well with words having other meanings you also have the art of "love" in the physica

Elf Blog
Alright! Yeah! C-C-Come on! Fuck Facebook Fuck MySpace Cut of their heads And fuck them in the face! Yahoo and Bebo Total fucking disgrace! I'd like to see their bowels All over the place! Death to all but fubar! AOL and Friendster They are fucking lame Sucking each other off In the closet, what a shame! LiveJournal and MyLife Ning and Twitter These sound like splashes I make Sitting on the shitter! Vampire Freaks, They fucking suck What about Yelp! Yall need fucking help! Faceparty, Digg, Gaia Online All day you east ass and listen to each other whine! Death to all but fubar! Stickam's where you go when you want so see some cock StumpleUpon you trip into and swim through some snot Netlog and MyChurch, CafeMom and BlackPlanet? Are you nucking futs? I'd rather be on LinkedIn than licking delicious' nuts! Death to all but fubar! I like BabyJesus, his website is really pretty If you don't join fubar, he will shoot a sweet little kitty WoW is for pussies, Masquerade is kinda stuf

Treasures
I am done..and i'm movin on from my past for those of u that doubt u can kiss my ass, i've fought and i have fallen but now i can hear my destiny callin...For those that have lied, and cheated and stole i will take ur abuse no more......i am beatin but far from broken, and it is about time my words are spoken.....i will leave this place never to return and when that happens i hope u will learn....that i was the good one who deserve much love and respect....but if you dont see it now than u will always regret.......my time is coming and for those that are with me good on u for those that are against me well FUK U too.....but the time is coming and soon you will see.....that u will find no greater treasure than me........

Sad Soul
Looking in the mirror, At this invisible face, This soul has vanished, Without a trace, Only the memories, When left behind, And still i morn, For a love i can't find, A soul that was happy Now lives in strife, Walking in the shadows, Of my empty life, Should I end it all, Or try to be strong? Its doesn't matter, You wouldn't notice if i was gone, Was my heart fooled? By you deceiving lies, Come back to me, Wipe these tears from my

My Inner Freak
Woke up in the middle of the night, sweaty cause i was dreaming of you. Its 1pm the time you always called. I'm perfectly dressed, no bra and your favorite red thong. All shaved, smooth and soft. I'm ready for my last night snack. I remember the feeling of your hands, the manly grab while you kiss on the neck. Turning me around and for a moment you look into my eyes. I could feel the heat coming from your chest, while you slide your hands from my tights, around my breast, then slowly to my neck. You lean towards me and bite my lips , push me on the bed. Doggy-style Yes, with one finger you pull aside my thong, then my cherry lips I know you felt that, she is talking to you. Sticky, shiny am starting to get wet. You smack one cheek, then the next OMG, his tongue. He's licking my ass but once in a while he dips into my hole. He wants the full view, now he's fingering my pussy and playing with my clit Just until he hears me say papi i want dick.

Connecticut Elementary School Shooting
At a bit of a loss for words watching & listening to the horrifying,tragic events that have taken place today at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Connecticut.My thoughts and prayers are with all of the parents & families of the innocent children who were so heinously killed,as well as the principal and others of the school, as well as the family of the sick,disgusting animal who also killed his own mother & brother.All losing their lives senselessly and tragically for no reason whatsoever.This is a new low,shocking,mind boggling display of how the mindset of some people in the world today has reached a very deep,disturbing,dark level inside.And we need to get a grip on paying attention to these people who show signs they are mentally/emotionally disturbed on a very deep & extreme level.People need to start to better paying attention to other PEOPLE.Rather than paying a majority of attention to Fubar/Facebook/Twitter, cell phone's/meaningless texts,celebrity gossip,drama, etc..A

Thoughts Of Me!!!!
Not sure if moving back to Ny was a good idea.I miss my best friend,but I feel so out of place... On a plus note I have really considered doing webmodeling,and I am so excited.Some people don't approve but I'm an adult and I'm doing something for me to feel sexy and wanted...whats wrong with being desired by many many men that love BBW's???

Happy Halloween!
First I would like to start by saying that I really need to move into the 21st century and get a digital camera! I wish I had pics to go along with this blog, but unfortunately they won't be done until the end of the week :-( Anyway, the party at Shenan's on Sat. night was a blast! (At least what I remember of it LOL) Everyone looked totally awesome and I swear for myself next year, no more of this cute shit, I'm gonna be scary!...Although everyone keeps telling me I couldn't be scary if I tried! A blessing and a curse I guess lol. Even RJ dressed up as a demon which strangely suits his personality. He was having way too much fun with it though, but who could blame him? The best part of halloween is getting to dress up and act a little different than the norm right? I never got to carve pumpkins but I guess I'll live lol. I'm very proud I've been able to "just say no" to chocolate and candy :-) I promise to have new pics up by the weekend! I'm so excited to get them back a

Worst Night Ever.
I know that I'm fat okay? YOU DON'T NEED TO REMIND ME. You're supposed to LOVE me and tell me I look beautiful. You are such a fucking asshole sometimes.. I don't even know what I'm doing with you. I feel like dirt compared to the girls you drool over on tv. I know they're hot okay? You don't have to point that out to me every time a blonde with no waist and a huge ass comes on tv. You're a fucking prick, thank-you for making me feel like the biggest, ugliest FATTEST piece of shit on the earth. I hope you rot. I finally got my period lastnight, after 3 months of not getting it. :( This sucks, LOL, worst cramps ever. But I'm making my man take me out tonight for dinner&a movie. But anyways, lastnight we were driving down the street and these little kids had tape from a VHS stretched across the road and we drove through it, we chased them for atleast half-an-hour and boy did they look like they were going to shit their pants. :[ Everything seems to be falling down on me. The one pers

Feelings
You beat me so bad, Now you're the one crying You left me to die And now you lay dying You made my life hell But soon you'll be frying You plea for my help Will I come out of hiding? And go to you now, Personal care providing? Hold you at the end Final comfort supplying? I am torn apart So much trouble deciding Abandoned, forgotten, alone Silence my only friend Yet devoid of words to console This heart that cannot mend Discarded, rejected, disowned Coldness surrounds me now No warm embrace to soothe my soul Hopelessness pins me down Forsaken, deserted, forlorn Darkness my comfort be Let melancholy be no more Quietus come to me Despondency overwhelms me Despair consumes my soul Darkness moves in and surrounds me Fear will not let me go Wretchedness is a cruel master Ripping my heart to shreds Purging the joy and the laughter Crushing my happiness. Misery, what a companion Tormenting me all night I cry out in desperation Relea

All U Gorgeous
to all the gorgeous girls who sent me a message or a comment add me n i'll get back to u asap n if any one else wants to add me feel free lots of hugs and kisses peace are there any single uk chicks on here if so send me a message ok if any of u gorgeous girls wanna contact me my msn addy is dark_wing_duck@hotmail.co.uk add me mwah

Do I Have Cooties....or Am I Just On An Island?
I see that my last blog had a great deal of success. I am no longer being treated as a piece of meat or someone's vehicle to live a fantasy. I can not tell you how much I am relieved. "Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it" my dad use to say. Since my last blog my friend requests have gone to a trickle. Comments on my profile even worse. I acnt get ratings on my pics let alone comments. My stash was a waste of time, and do my bulletins get read? I gyess my point here is that since I stood up for myself it seems that everyone has avoided me like the plague. There are a handfull of my friends that have stood fast and things are no different. To them I say "Thank you for being a friend." It is amazing to watch the nymber of people that pass through my profile a day and never say a word. They look at my pics, of course it would be the nsfw only, and even take a look at my stash and never rate or leave a comment. Seems people forget that we can see everyone that visits ou

Ebonics!
Body: Leroy's homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in a sentence. 1. Hotel - I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tel everybody. 2. Dictate - My girlfriend say my dictate good. 3. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 4. Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if I miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 5. Penis - I went to the doctors and he handed me a cup and said penis. 6. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "Man, it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel." 7. Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 8. Fortify - I axed this ho on da street, "How much?" she say "fortify." Furthering your education with Today's Ebonic word.... Today's word is: "OMELETTE" Let us use it in a sentence. "I should pop yo ass fo what you jus did, but omelette dis one slide

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Counting Saturdays
I received this in an email from a good friend of mine. Made me think alittle. Especially since I'm so close to celebrating another birthday; or maybe I should say that I'm thankful to soon be celebrating another birthday. :) Enjoy! COUNT YOUR SATURDAYS The older I get, the more I enjoy Saturday mornings. Perhaps it's the quiet solitude that comes with being the first to rise, or maybe it's the unbounded joy of not having to be at work. Either way, the first few hours of a Saturday morning are most enjoyable. A few weeks ago, I was shuffling toward the garage with a steaming cup of coffee in one hand and the morning paper in the other. What began as a typical Saturday morning turned into one of those lessons that life seems to hand you from time to time. Let me tell you about it: I turned the dial up into the phone portion of the band on my ham radio in order to listen to a Saturday morning swap net. Along the way, I came across an older sounding chap, with a tremendo

Me, Myself And I.
Im so proud of myself, I just had to announce it. I decided to make a change in my life, exercising more and such. Well, this first week I lost 9 pounds! YAY!! LOL Im having all kinds of problems with Cherrytap tonight, is it just me or is it still because of the maintenance today? I guess I could have done this as a mumm but well they are kinda mean there at times lol I guess I'll tell a bit about me, Im in some sense an old fashion kinda girl. I like when I guy opens the door for me and pays for dinner and all that.. not that I require it but its kinda a turn on for me. I also like for the guy to approach me, I guess its odd in this day and time but I figure that if he is coming to me he is confident enough to perk my curiosity about the rest. I dont see that being a bad thing but my friend tells me I need to get with the times and assert myself. So what do you all think? I personally see nothing wrong with how I am but I wouldnt mind hearing other peoples opinions.

Stuff
thought everybody would like to know that it is thought that dj rescue has molested his son and nepews. please repost. Lovers…. You hope to find someone to share your life with, Someone who you can truly call your own, Forever and for life. When you find that someone, You know without a doubt, That they will always be your lover! The day I met you, I knew it was too good to be true. You made me laugh, You made me smile, Only by looking at me with love in your eye! I truly believe that you are my lover, That you are my soul mate. Nothing can keep us apart, Because we are lovers for life! I Love You!!

Prettynylonpantygirl
I am: I am stripper at Pink Poodle in San Jose on Bascom and Interstate 280. Sexy Secretary too!!! I love: Nice, handsome men, that bend over backwards to please me. I do a lot of working out, I love the movies, mostly dramas. I absolutely love Val Kilmer. I love wearing sexy silky nylon mini dresses with nylons and high heels. I have a curvy figure 42FF, bust, 32 inch waist, 42 inch hips, and of course a really firm bubble butt, that sticks out.Not to brag but I have a pretty nice everything, if you know what I mean. My Boobs are naturally large, small waist, and I have a really nice thighs, calves and really pretty feet. I love men who are handsome and extra nice. Plus I really love public displays of affection!!! I am not the type of girl that goes for Bad boys, who don’t treat women with respect. Nice Guys finish first, especially with me. I am a born again Christian. Okay, I love attention from nice men, I get a lot of it at work, and the grocery store, and at the

Another Baby Update
Ok, everyone. Elizabeth had her first round of chemotherapy treatments yesterday. She gets two to three treatments a day and will everyday for the next 8 months. It seems that it is helping her so far. She is eating more, playing now, and talking more. Please continue saying prayers for her. Also if you want to, please donate a lil of your blood to a blood bank in her name (Elizabeth Dugar). She is having to get blood transfusions to get her platelettes up. Baby Elizabeth, her parents, her sisters, friends and I will greatly appreciate it. This is her second chance at life. Right now she is still fighting for her life. It's not going to hurt anyone to pray for her and to donate blood in her name to a blood bank. Thank you so very much. Below is her picture again.

I Will Miss
Hey all my friends...i am moving to a house...so i will not have the net of my own for awhile....i will try and get it back asap...I will miss all of you...and would love to see the comments and love from u missing me....for those of you i have gotten close to my phone number will be the same... Hope to talk to you all again soon

Hmmmm..........
Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton , Colorado , was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness. The following is a portion of the transcript: "Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Scott, a

Poems-adult
When I pull this trigger, all the pain will go away, no longer will I have to cry, it's not like you'll miss me anyway, When I pull this trigger, yes I know I'll go to hell, I know that life is just a test, I tried my best, so I guess it's just as well, When I pull this trigger, all this will finally end, all the sex doesn't matter, when I know I'll be alone in the end, When I pull this trigger, the light will be seen by my troubled mind, no longer will I have to search in vain, for a love that I wont find, When I pull this trigger, I will say my goodbyes, those few women I truly loved, loved to give me nothing but lies, When I pull this trigger, I will finally get to die, I only wanted the simple things, but I was still denied, so, goodbye. "Blindfolded" This blindfold will take away your sight, but you're still gonna have fun tonight, without your hands you have no choice, but to wait for the feel of my hands and sound of my voice, this is a

Omg...
I went to an orthopedic surgeon today... and this is the first test they are gonna do on me... Electromyelogram (EMG) — An EMG is used to evaluate the activity of the spinal nerve roots. The test involves placing small needles into various muscles and measuring the electrical activity. The muscles’ response, which indicates the degree of nerve activity, is measured. Another test, called a nerve conduction study, often is done at the same time as an EMG. Nerve conduction studies measure how fast an impulse is transmitted from one nerve to another. It is gonna cost $500.... i dont have insurance so this really sucks... if they find what they think they are gonna find.. .well more tests... give me money lol ... just kiddin.. but anyway .. i will prolly end up having surgery...and i am scared of that idea... just thought i would share this with y'll

The Grandbaby
Finally have pic of Dad, Mom and Baby... All are healthy and home now and lovin' it... Introducing, The Beautiful Ms. Kylie Rayne... http://www.shimmeringgraphix.com/glittertext_myspace/ - Glitter Graphics http://www.shimmeringgraphix.com/glittertext_myspace/ - Glitter Graphics http://www.shimmeringgraphix.com/glittertext_myspace/ - Glitter Graphics She arrived at 7: 26 this morning and is healthy and BEAUTIFUL !!! Will keep ya'll updated and will have pics soon.... Mother and daughter are fine and resting well... Huggs, Kisses and Much Mad Love To All ~ Sadie Grace

Pass It On!
He almost didn't see the old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson." Well, all she had was a flat tire; but for an old lady, that was bad enough Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt. As he was tightening up the lug nuts, s

Alone
Well if any one has read about me they know I have a new Apartment in divorceville.God I hate that word!!!But here I am learning how to Live with myself alone, no kids no husband just me and after raising his kids for 10 years they became apart of me so needless to say I have not only lost my husband but I lost my kids too!!The husband part I dont really miss I guess I am just tired of fighting to keep him happy when no matter what I do or say there will always be someone in his mind that says it and does it better so after yrs of forgiving the affairs over and over I decided I have had enough.I am not forgiving him this time!! I am going to show him that he can not treat me like this any more and think I will always be there to forgive him and take him back!!And he knows how much those children mean to me so I am sure he will hit me where it really hurts by not letting me see them..but I am still going to fight.I feel like I have already lost everything what else do I have to loose.S

I Suck At Every Think
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own

Soldiers Wife
The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's the matter with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, ever if she's pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!" The Lord continued, "Don't worry, we shall make other military wives to help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pain of separations, beat soundly when it's over-wor

California
So I've been here for about two weeks now. everything was going great and whatnot... but now I feel like I'm not even wanted here. I love my bf and I love his family, but I'm not feeling the same love back. It's like they don't want me here and they want me gone... thing is.. I really have no where else to go.. and I just don't know what to do. I really don't want to have to go back to Wisconsin, and I might be getting a job soon, so maybe I'll be able to get my own place. I just wish someone would tell me what's going on an why they're acting this way. I don't think I've done anything wrong, but what I think and what they think are two different things... Everytime I try to talk to him about it he just changes the subject, gets mad and walk away or just ignores me... so something has to be up and they must not want me here... so I guess I'm gonna be moving again.. lucky me.. So last week monday I decided I was going to move back home.. then shortly after the fact I decided I was

Bigboy's Blog
hi im bigboy, and i have a story to tell. you can vote or not. i have my own confedece back, im a brand new man now.. am i crazy well yes i am, you see a woman with very good tast just steped into my life and made me a very happy man... i see the world threw different eyes, yes im talking about love, im in love with this woman that loves me as well.. thats a very specail thing to me... you all may remember me as the man that was very unhappy with my self... yes im raddling on, i guess thats love... am i a lucky man well lets see im in love, im very happy and im not talking stupid any more... so yes i think im a lucky man, and very happy with my woman..... vote if this is good and sounds like ive changed for the better....... BIGBOY hi im bigboy and if you are reading this its probly because it good.. i recently met this very pretty woman here on fubar im not going to say who but she knows. i recently asked her to be my sex partner with no strings

My Daughter
Last night I wrote a blog about my daughter being sick. Well thankfully she is ok, she just has the flu. She still has to watch her liver, but she will be fine. I want to thank some very special people who pulled me through last night. My sis liberty girl no matter what ur always there for me. I was crying my eyes out and u still talked me through it. I love ya girl, I couldnt get through anything without u. My best friend trina and sheribaby, u know me best and u still helped me through it. Now to some new special friends, the members of the People's Lounge. I have only been a member for a few days, but I feel like im part of something there. You were concerned for me and my daughter, and just concentrated on me and helping me feel better. You didnt have to do that but you did, I appreciate that more than you know. Sparks57, Angeleyes, heart, soveliss, Ju, you have welcomed me and im so happy for that. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being there for me. Now for

1 Day To Go
well folks i got one day to go before i dance for12 hours straight at my local to raise money for the childrens cancer unit at the qmc in nottingham i love charity work i have been doing it all my life but i have never danced for 12 hours straight but its all for a good cause so it will be worth it so any tips on how to keep goin would be great xxx

Attention Latina Fam Members
HELLO FAM....AS U KNOW CHICA IS N THE PROCESS OF MOVING IN WITH PAPA JOE....ON THEY WAY THERE THEY VISITIN LOCO AND TIFF....THEY BE LEAVIN TOM....SO THINGS SHOULD BE BACK TO NORMAL SOON....AS ALL YALL KNOW LOCO IS LEAVING...BUT WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN...AS HER HOMIE AND FRIEND AND BRO...I ASSUME THE ROLE OF KEEP HER LEAGACY ON...HER PRESENCE IS GONE..BUT HER ESSENCE IS HERE WITH ME AND THE REST FO THE FAMILY..I KNOW I DONT CHAT WITH ALOT OF YALL B/C OF TIMING...BUT I DO ENJOY BEING N THR FAMILY..AND I WILL DO MY PART TO KEEP IT GOING...WHILE SHE GONE...SO I HOPE IS WELL WITH ALL AND I HOPE WE ALL GET TO CHAT SOON..UNTIL THEN THANKS FOR YOUR TIME...LA FAMILIA

Jimmytj
Hi everyone, I wrote a review of fubar a couple of days ago,sharing my experience of a site i am falling in love with. please let me know your thoughts.....jimmy www.Fubar.com I am new to all of this, I am not looking for a girlfriend/boyfriend. I am happily married with three wonderful kids. About me: I am 40 years old, a computer technician, and in my spare time I Write articles on a website called hubpages. In Fubar I believe in sharing the love, if you rate me and add me I will reciprocate with the same. I will not ask anyone to share their personal pictures with me, but won't object if you want to share them. THANKS FOR TAKING A LOOK AT MY PAGE.....JIMMY

Love
If only you can see what I see. The love that radiates though your eyes. The sound of your voice makes me just melt. You have me. You have me at your well, you have me at your mercy. I was your at your first word. If only you can see what I see the hesitation in your voice. Look right in front of you can't you see me? My arms wide open for your warm embrace? My heart is screaming, why can't you see? Don't be afraid to open your eyes. See what I see. See you. See me. It's the way you look at me. It's the way you kiss me your full lips on the top of mine. Your tounge caressing mine. Your hands in my hair playfully twirling it in your fingers. It's the way you touch me. Your hands gently in mine moving them up and down my body. MMMMM It's the things you do to me its an never ending feeling of pleasure. How you do it I do not know. But it's the way you make me laugh. How you make me smile. It's the way you see me without seeing, know me without knowing.

All Better
Well for those of you who have read my previous blog.....EVERYTHING IS GOOD again. I guess it just stemmed from the both of us being tired, sleep deprived and whooped from working all week. We talked and its all good now.

Interestin
I just posted a blog and it was very interesting to see the comments. The most I got out of it is that most ppl dont understand there is a reason for every thing. You might not understand or know what it it, but there is always a reason. Also just served as a reminder how small minded alot of ppl are as well.

You Know You Are From Clovis Nm If........
you know your from Clovis NM if...... -You know where NorVaJac Studios is. -You remember when Leanne Rhymes was in town. -The fair is the most exciting thing to happen in your life. -You know that Marshall Junior High used to be the highschool. -You've heard that Marshall used to be a prison. -You know that Gattis is for gangsters and Yucca is for preps. -You know the location of all eight hundred elementary schools in town. -Most of your highschool buddies went to college at ENMU, UNM, NMSU, or Texas Tech. -Clovis Community College, halfway to your future. -You went to Blackwater Draw in fifth grade, but still don't know anything about the Clovis Man. -When someone talks about going to 'the lake', you know which one they're talking about. -You can make it to Lubbock or Amarillo in under an hour. -You take the back way to Albuquerque because there are no cops that way. -You go to Sonic to order an Orgasm. -You've spent at least one year of your life on Main Street. -

Lust
Who gave Yourself to the death of the Cross to save sinners, look upon me, most lustful of all sinners .and I did love him with every inch of my flesh burning with his fingertips and the sound of his voice My body upon his made me feel angelic and his kisses; so seductive upon my neck to my lustful lips it started so easy as he held me tight against his frame but as the candle dimmed his breath hastened as he touched me my eyes shut tight with the biting of my lip tasting blood as he kissed his way above my heart the paleness of my ample breasts stained pinkish blush his tongue surrounding the stone buds as I whimpered softly hands all around my curves as if sculpting the glass of wine the scent of the vineyard arousing his cravings as the kisses dwelled down the slope of my midriff to a decadent yet mysterious valley candy raindrops softly reflecting off the folds as he explored taking into him that which I hold sacred and cherished and oh God did he touch with such

Ozzy
From: OZZFEST 2008 (Coming Soon!)Date: Nov 13, 2007 5:44 PMBid on Ozzy's signed 10 foot Les Paul Gibson guitar designed by Gerald ScarfeFor any Ozzy Osbourne fan, this is your chance to own a piece of rock 'n roll history. Gibson Guitartown London, the capital's most vibrant summer public art exhibition announces that all 61 unique hand painted and signed Gibson guitars are now available to bid online exclusively at Ebay via the www.londonguitartown.com website.This is your opportunity to bid exclusively for Ozzy Osbourne's personally signed 10 foot Gibson Les Paul replica guitar. The giant fiberglass guitar called "Skull" was designed and hand painted by the highly acclaimed Sunday Times caricaturist Gerald Scarfe and displayed publicly around More London on London's South Bank by City Hall, SE1 from June 2007 to September 2007 attracting over 2.5 million visitors.Gibson Guitartown London is a charity inspired campaign bringing the power of music together with art to raise money for N

The Tall Woman And A Midget
One day a boy and his father were at the dining room table working on the boy's Social Studies homework, the chapter about government. The boy turns to his father and asks, "Dad, how many people work in the U.S. government?" The father replies without hesitating, "Oh, about ten percent." A tall woman met a midget at a party. The midget was barely three feet tall but they were attracted to each other. After a few drinks they went back to the tall woman's apartment. "I can't imagine what it will be like making love to a midget," said the woman, "especially with the size difference and all." "Just take off your cloths, lie back on the bed, spread your legs apart and close your eyes," said the midget. The woman did as she was told and soon she felt the biggest thing she'd ever experienced inside her. Within a few minutes the woman had climaxed eight times. "If you think that was good," said the midget with a smirk, "Just wait till I get BOTH legs in there!"

Arakrune's Drunken Ramblings
hi i am norm i am 42 i write poetry and make art and collect music i currently live in orange county california i am divorced currently my life is a bit messy and fairly depressing so in all honesty i am that poor bastard at the end of the bar with a bottle of scotch a glass and tears my heart is broken (not by my ex-wife mind you) my mother has stage 4 bone cancer i am currently unemployed and staying on a friends couch if you want to buy me a drink i prefer 18 year old macallan single malt scotch on the rocks i hope everybody is having a better time right now than me

Found This In The Bulletins
I know so many want to know if I'm okay...well yes I will be. Some may even laugh but SiN is not laughing... I am just dealing. My daughter got some scissors today and decided to cut Barbies hair. Then moved on to her own. She is 4 years old and had think long hair down to her ass... I would kill for her hair. Anyways I still love her to death just not a happy camper tonight. So this will be a drinking night, I need a stiff one. She looks like a little Shirley Temple now.. Plus I know things could be worse and I'm thankful she did not hurt herself and also that I used to be a hair dresser... fixed it up to where she look sorta cute. HOWEVER ALL THE LONG HAIR IS ALL GONE! :(

Love
" IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE LET THEM KNOW" Body: If you love someone let them know One of the greatest weaknesses of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still with them. Love is simple; show it. I hear it from so many broken hearts out there. "I wish I would of hugged them or told them I loved them more." Romance is the icing but love is the cake. Real love is a passionate spiritual-emotional-sexual attachment between a man and a women that reflects a high regard for the value of each other's person. It's called respect for the one you love. Don't ever lose that. For a relationship to last it must be one long love affair. Story writers say that love is concerned only with young people, and the excitement and glamour of romance end at the alter. How blind they are. The best romance is inside marriage; the finest love stories come after the wedding, not before. To fall in love. Look with your heart not your eyes. The heart has reas

Further Sadness
One victim's mother was at work at hospital By Kathy Chaffin Salisbury Post In their heart of hearts, they know it could happen. Every time they hear the siren of a fire truck, family members of firefighters know their loved ones could be risking their lives. It's part of the job. For many, it's a life passion. For 19-year-old Justin Monroe, it was the realization of a childhood dream. That dream was cut short Friday morning when Monroe was killed battling a five-alarm fire at Salisbury Millwork. His comrade, 40-year-old Victor Isler, was pronounced dead upon arrival in the emergency department of Rowan Regional Medical Center. Monroe's mother, Lisa, was working in the medical center's accounting department when word spread that one firefighter had been killed and four others injured two hours into the fire. Zandra Spencer, special projects coordinator for Rowan Regional's corporate communications, said medical center employees were not told the identity of the

Hurrican Katrina
This is an email I sent my family on Sept 24, 2005. The hurricane hit on Aug 29. For a good while after Katrina, a cloudy day made for the weathermen take over all frequencies and nothing else happened. I could not enjoy the Bama game as our local cBS affiliate interrupted the ENTIRE STINKING GAME, and are still at it, prattling endlessly about...rain, and it wasn't even raining until I went out to get something to drink after the Bama game ended, whereupon the heavens opened in grand deluge. Now that I am back home it is sunny. (almost) Lucky for the cBS affiliate, the Bazooka Shell store was closed today. They have been jibbering since at least 11AM when I tuned in, it is now 3:30. I called the station, asked them if they had any idea how aggravating it was to listen to people talk who had run out of things to say HOURS ago... they said, yes, in fact they did know how aggravating it was, and no, they were not planning to do anything about it..they admitted that they had

Poems
as i lay sleeping dreaming of the day to be free laying in waiting is the way it only seems to be, watching and waiting nothing seems to come together, when life is up or down it is hard to to hold a smile instead of frown.

To All My Friends
I just can't believe all of the love that I've been shown today. I never expected anything like it! I have made very special friends on here who have made their own special places in my heart and who I will never, ever forget. Some people may say that this is just the internet, but you know, this is becoming the way of the world now. You can make friends on the internet just like "the real world." There's so much more that I want to say, but I'm close to tears again just thinking about it all. Sorry if this sounds so sappy. lol All I can say right now is I love my friends and thank God for each and every one of you!!!!!

Joke
Three old ladies were sitting side by side on patio chairs at their Orlando retirement home reminiscing. The first lady recalled from years past shopping at the local Piggly Wiggly and demonstrated with her hands, the length and thickness of a cucumber she could buy for a penny. The second old lady nodded, adding that onions used to be much bigger and cheaper also, and demonstrated the size of two big onions she could buy for a penny a piece. The third old lady remarked, "I can't hear a word you're saying, but I remember the guy you're talking about.

"whole"ly Smoke!
Oh what fun I am having in my new job at Whole Foods. Its been a little rough trying to get used to the laid-back atmosphere and bureaucracy of being in a corporation...mixed. Especially coming from a small, independent business, but its really smoothing out. Which is allowing me to play and work my smoky art. Our Smokehouse has been breaking records in store and within the Southwest region. We're #1 in brisket sales and after this weekend same for ribs. We have increased the meat departments sales by $10k a week. Encouraging the 2nd under Mackey to visit our department, inquiring to how we are doing it in just 3+ months. Could it be an awesome Djinn working the pit? lol. I find that all amazing, because all of the other venues have greater square footage overall, more employees, and serve beer! In under 2 years they should have the new North Austin store opened with a larger smokehouse for me. Watchout then ;-) On the sales side we are good togo. Freeing me up to explore new sm

11 Fu's Of Fubar.
This made me laugh cos it is soo true! Check it out!! Fuck you number ONE. There is NO SUCH THING as a fubar Tracker. It does NOT exist. So quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" No, it doesn't. Fuck you number TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number FOUR. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FIVE. Quit crying because you're not on someones 'Top 25' Who cares?!? ITS MYFRIENDS LIST.. NOT YOUR FRIENDS LIST If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number SIX. Who reall

Life Of A Computer Geek
Well with my birthday barely 4 weeks away and feeling in need of a real holiday I am thinking of a short holiday somewhere away from it all... One of the thoughts is a couple of days at a Health Spa, but part of me thinks it might be a bit too boring... This computer Geek has spent the past weekend away from the computer and with friends... no computer talk... just walking, talking, having fun, enjoying company, and maybe watching a DVD. This weekend I saw the movie "Stranger than Fiction" and thought it was funny as hell, but it did make me think about what I have been missing in life and what I can do to change it. So now with a sense of purpose and renewed zeal I am setting out to enjoy life with a new view on it. Feeling more optomistic and more enthusiastic about life and what it has to offer... Well Virgin has screwed up again... Got no TV what so ever till Tuesday thanks to the fact the idiots can not get a new TV box out to me (with an engineer attached) till then!

The Diet Dilemma And Hepatitisc
The diet dilemma and hepatitisC.pdf http://www.hepatitisc.org.au/edu/documents/ThedietdilemmaandhepatitisC.pdf The diet dilemma and hepatitis C: separating fact from fallacy By Simon Sadler, Dietitian, Albion Street Centre. Introduction What is a healthy diet The five food groups Low protein diets Sugar Alcohol Dairy Juice Caffeine Further information Introduction For people living with hepatitis C, HIV and some other chronic diseases the dilemma of nutrition can be particularly confusing. The purpose of this page is to examine healthy eating and hepatitis C (HCV)/HIV co-infection and dispel a number of the dietary myths surrounding nutrition and HCV. What is a healthy diet? Dietary advice should be based on individual circumstances and will depend on any symptoms being experienced at a particular time. In general terms a healthy or 'balanced' diet consists of a regular meal plan that incorporates foods from each of the five food group

Men
Men are like a pack of Cards: A "heart" to love them A "diamond" to marry them A "club" to smack them and A "spade" to bury the body... I've often been asked, "what do you old boys do now that you're retired?" Well, I have a friend who has a chemical background and one of the things we enjoy most is turning beer, margaritas, scotch and martinis into urine. And, we're pretty damn good at it!!"

Lady Guinevere
She had eyes the colour of onyx her skin was milky white With hair like the legend Rapunzel, its shade the black of night ~ Her beauty and her spirit like a filly no one had tamed The Lady, in her loveliness Guinevere was her name. She had come betrothed to Arthur King of this fair land "Camelot" was his kingdom which he powerfully ran ~ With nothing much to offer him except the love within her heart She promised him forever, a gift she did impart. She knew only one way to love a man Guinevere told the King And with her body, heart and soul she would give herself to him ~ A promise she had meant to keep deep within her soul For the gift of her true love would be one that made her whole. One day a man who was a wanderer came to Camelot He carried no riches with him though a peasant he was not ~ His sword was his one possession but he was not a knight; Then he saw the Lady Guinevere with her skin of milky white. Fo

Food For Thought
"...we are an open society that believes that visibility in government brings accountability. With respect to individuals a valued legacy of the 1960s is personal openness and honesty. The only people who worry about privacy are those who have something to hide. Right? Wrong!! There are at least 10 reasons why privacy and anonymity are important: The ability to control information about the self is linked to the dignity of the individual, self-respect and the sense of personhood. Self-presentations and back-stage behavior are dependent on such control. Anonymity can be socially useful in encouraging honesty, risk-taking, experimentation and creativity. Confidentiality (via dissemination protections) improves communication flows and is vital to trust in professional (doctors, lawyers, psychologists) and corporate settings. Privacy is a resource in inter-personal relations, doled out and exchanged as relationships progress. Intimacy is based partly on the voluntary sharing of

Friends?? And Picture Flagging
I will never understand peoples reasoning behind flagging pictures! I do understand flagging a default picture, because they scroll across the top of the screen, and adult site or not, shouldn't be used as a default! But everyone's view on what is NSFW is different, so understandably, that controversy will never end here! I have never, and would never, flag any picture on here! I have on numerous occasions, sent a private message to someone who had a joke, or picture, in their default folder, that either I found inappropriate or thought someone else might, suggesting they put it in a different folder before someone flags it! Guess what??? Every single time I have done that, I have gotten a thank you for the honesty and heads up AND they moved it to a folder!!!! Amazing how adults can act when treated like adults!!!! BUT, when you have pictures, jokes, or whatever, in your personal profile, in folders clearly marked NSFW? and viewable by FRIENDS only.....I just don't ge

Relationships
My b/f and I have been dating for a little bit now but it hasn't been long. But the last week or so he has been a little distant. I know hes been really busy but at the same time when he says he will call me, he doesn't. Hes done this a few times already. And even though its small, little things like that hurt my feelings. It makes me feel like hes losing interest. He just recently picked college back up which is fine with me, I have no problem with him working and going back to school but I don't think he's managing his time well. He has all week to finish something and the one day that I have to spend with him he's doing work.. Now it doesn't upset me its just the fact that I'm there and I would like to spend as much time as possible with him because I haven't seen him all week. But my main issue is that he hasn't talked to me at all like he used too, and he never calls me anymore. If he does its for two seconds, literally! I could just be paranoid thinking that what little

Lonely
come on guys I am lonely as hell sitting in your addiction all by myself need some companionship http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54176 seriously come back after a long time away from the bar and all my old friends are gone and my old bar room has emptied out but I dont care if I meet new people just like to see the old "your addiction" room pumpin again

Its Football Season Are You Ready?
Are We Ready For Some Football!! First Rate The Folder Leave A Comment On The Last Picture Fan Rate Add All The Members On The Bulletin If They Are Already On Your Friends List Leave A Comment Like "Are You Ready For Some Football!" When Your Done Send Me (Sinful Pleasures) Then I Will Add You To The Train!

Big Thanks!!
I want to send out a big thanks to all of you that Rated me and Leveled me to Disciple!! Thanks for all the Love even after that!! I have some very special friends!! Thank you all so very much!! I couldn't have done it with out you!! So again thank you all so very much!!! Huggs!! ~Margarita Thanks to all who helped me get reach Godfather Level!! I couldn't have done it with out all of you!! Thank you all so much!! You all know who you are!! A special thanks to Mo Sweet Angel...Thank you so much Mo Sweet Angel!! You really helped me out so much!! And I thank you from the bottom of my heart!! Thanks again all of you!! ~Margarita

Wolf's Giveway
All Shadow Bombers are to work on the last 3 giveways till done!!!If u have reasons u cant c tj till Bratt and Chaotic can come back online.He will tell them of excuses that u have.But this needs to be done as soon as possible.Also add TJ..WE will be takin names down or printouts of ppl daily along with totals of comments if u dont show with out tellin him u will b removed from fam.Those that have real work and have told Bratt or Chaotic about it can b excused just try to help as much as u can!!!NO SHOWS FOR DAYS WILL BE TERMINATED!!!

Test
You came into my fu-life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life... I know now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.

My Hair!!!
Ok Here we go... i have a set of pictures of my hair... I just want top let everyone know why the hell myy hair is looking like shit... lmao ok well me and my friend were bored as hell and decided to let our hair grow. The thing is that i hate my hair long, i have a bad hair line and it really bothers me. He has had braids so he doesnt care. well the thing is that we have decided to put up a wager, whoever cuts it first has to buy the other a xbox game. I was cool with the whole thing until he put the rule of not being able to get shape ups. SO i threw in the rule of no styling products... we both look like fools but f$^k it it is something to do... the purpose of this blog is to just inform everybody y the hell my hair looks like shit lol...

My Little Pain Slut.........
Our relationship was going in a totally different direction to what I had ever imagined. It had started out as just two people having some fun, granted it was what many people would consider perverted fun, but harmless fun in reality. But now, it was as if we were both on an express train to sado-masochistic depravity. The really scary thing was of course that neither of us new where the final destination would be, but neither of us wanted to get off. And now as I waited for you to answer the door, the train was going to speed up some more, I just hope it did not leave the tracks. You open the door, dressed as I had instructed. My favourite leather under bust corset, black of course, pushing your beautiful breasts up and outwards. I could still see the faint red marks from when I had used the flogger to torture them the last time we were together. As instructed you were wearing stockings, attached with suspenders to the corset, but no panties. Your freshly shaved cunt glowed pink fr

Scary Feelings
I dont know - I just - I just Really Like this guy - I mean Ive never felt anything for Anyone Ive ever been with - its weird - I feel Really confused about it. We were with each other only one night - and no sex - but I felt like there was a connection - you know - a realationship being formed and I was kind of scared - and NO I dont think I should see him again. BUT I look for him - I go out sometimes - not often - but sometimes - just to see if I can find him again.

Funny Stuff
I found this on Photobucket. Some people just don't know where to draw the line. I won't use any names so as not to seemingly attack anyone. This is a voicemail that someone (we'll call them "The Stalker") left for someone else (we'll call them "The Stalked") when their friend (we'll call them "The Commentor")left a comment on their page and "The Stalker" didn't like it.

Special Thanks
Oh, what a day Friday Feb 20th,2009. My 1st Auto 11 & birthday gift from my R/L daughter (Tracie) Vixxenn213 and our race to GODFATHER. At the start of the day I needed 1,500,000 and she needed 1,300,000 to level. In 9 1/2 hours we both reached Godfather. Team Rick leveled 1st and 11 minutes later Vixxenn213. Talk about some true friends, WOW! You all rawked!!! Many friends rated both of us & watched the race come down to the wire, leads changed, but in the end we had two new GODFATHERS. This was because of your support. So thank you all, and to your friends who came long as well, KUDOS! It fulfilled my birthday wish. Thanks to Archaic Angel (Indiana wants me) and Darklady for their bulli's that made it special. It was truly a blessed day! With all my love, Rick

Threesome Tag
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Katiemae 2. Mommie 3. Aunt Kakie Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. waitress 2. manager at Taco Bell 3. nurse Three Places I have lived 1. Georgia 2. South Carolina 3. Hell Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Sons Of Anarchy 2. Breaking Bad 3. Secret Life of the American Teenager Three places I have been 1. Georgia 2. South Carolina 3. Flordia Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. My school friend Angela (stupid FWD shit jokes) 2. My BFF Tommy (HOTTIE guitar player) 3. My friend Marcus Three of my favorite foods 1. Mexican 2. pasta 3. meatloaf Three things I would like to do 1. Go on vacation 2. Move out of my mother in laws house 3. Travel Thr

Meow.
I can't! For some reason it's 2am and I am not tired. I should be. Too much stuff bouncing around in my head I guess. Same shit, different day. I could read some more. If it wasn't so damn cold, I would go for a walk. But, it's snowing and being winter out there. So I will stay inside with the heat of the woodstove. I could continue sorting out all the music files on my computer. But, that is a project that is going to take a looooong time. Days. Baby Hayden might come home soon They might have to have her on a monitor. She still sometimes forgets to breath and has to me moved around, then she remembers. I cannot wait for her to be home! I give my sis and her bf Evan so much credit for making the 45 minute trip everyday to the hospital to see her little girl. I am so proud of them both! With that, I am going to do something. What, I am not sure. Toodles

Updated Fu Owners Blog
Hey all check out my sexy fu owners . The first one is Kitten . The second one is dj foxy The the third is Kerigirl4u and the fourth and the newest is BrandiCakez . Make sure you show them lots of fu love . there are all sweethearts and the best friends anyone can have . so hit up there pages and rate , fan and add and bomb there pics . they deserve it . Thank you in advance . ♥Kitten♥ ♠Dirty Deeds Radio♠ ♣Owned by Yakuza♣@ fubar ÐJ fÖ×¥ ~ ÖWñÈR Öf RÈLÈñ†LÈ§§ RÄÐÌÖ ~ ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ ÐJ †ÄZMÄñ ~@ fubar Kerigirl4you~Playmate@Forbidden/Exotic Dreams@ fubar =*BrandiCakez*=*Owned by Tiger*=*Head Greeter @ Misfits Hangout*=*RR Member*=@ fubar

Mish First Auction!
ST. PATRICK'S DAY AUCTION Ending: Tuesday, March 17th Midnight EST (9pm Fubar Time) This is her first time ever in an auction! * Please come and place a bid :) * If anything, please rate the picture a 10 or 11, the person with the most rates gets a bling pack! * Please tell your friends to come rate her as well, or even to place a bid! * You all are wonderful and awesome! FuBUCKS CONVERSIONS FOR AUCTION To place a rate/bid, please click on her picture below!

Me Without You
Me without you is like...A pot head who's not highA plane that doesn't flyA suicidal that doesnt dieA fat man with no boobsA condom with no lubeA starcraft with no noobsA hooker with no luckA hoe that doesn't suckA slut that doesn't f***A shoe with no lacesA nerd without bracesAsentencewitoutspacesA gay guy without styleS**t without a pileA phone without a dialA desk without a seatSocks without feetA heart missing its beat

Feeling....
in life we are ruled by feeling..i wonder why. At times and think about it late at night and come up with nothing... and no matter how hard i try i keep getting the same old feeling for some one i care for and i feel as i mean nothing to her...so i ask what should i do ?

Ginenrhard Radio
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Pelosi's Failure
Four years ago, Nancy Pelosi and her fellow Congressional Democrats took control of Washington with a promise to drain the so-called "swamp" of corruption and have, as she said, "The most honest, the most open and the most ethical Congress in history." The recent sexual harassment allegations against Democrat Congressman Eric Massa and the continuing ethics investigations into Congressman Charlie Rangel's illegal Caribbean junkets and failure to pay federal taxes on unreported income serves as a stark reminder that the Democrats have largely failed the American people. Pelosi and the Democrats' pledges to "change" Washington were nothing more than lofty populist campaign rhetoric -- and they must be held responsible for their double-talking, double-dealing ways. It's time for Nancy Pelosi to stop protecting her liberal allies in Congress and start protecting the American people from corrupt politicians like she promised. Nancy Pelosi and Congressional Democrats have failed the Ameri

Lets See
Let me get this straight......we're trying to pass a health care plan written by a committee whose chairman says he doesn't understand it, passed by a Congress that hasn't read it but exempts themselves from it, to be signed by a president that also hasn't read it and who smokes, with funding administered by a treasury chief who didn't pay his taxes, all to be overseen by a surgeon general who is obese, and financed by a country that's broke.

Real Time Analytics
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Facing Problem To Upload Your Own Material For Your Business Website ?
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Stuff In My Lil' Ol' Head
so i've got shit on my mind that i wanna say....yeah like that never happens. i'm tryin this new approach at being a "normal" person adn crawlin outside of my lil hole i call life. My depression has been perty bad lately, i like to think of it as "wall re-enforcement" month. Those who know me...know i keep a thick thick wall up as to not get hurt. very few select people actually get to see what actually goes on in my fucked up lil mind. Sometimes i thnk it's better to be on the outside lookin in anyways. But this helps me get shit outta my head. makes it easier for me to analyze and figure out what i need to do. My bestest fried Sue, she's been there alot for me the past year. She watched me do some stupid ass shit, she don't always gimme her first thought on the shit i do only cuz she thnks imma be mad. but i'm not. sometimes i don't see past shit and blind to the dumb actions i take. sometimes i just need the questioned to be asked.."WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKIN!??!

A Good Poem
when where together. can love fill our heart. i love you i truly do. sleep is sweet when i dream of you. whith this poem i have one thing in mind. you have to read each word in every line. when can i sleep with you.

Cherries Are Delicious
Hello all you Cherrys out there, hope everything is going well with you guys. I'm fine, been on MYSPACE and havent checked in with Lost Cherry in a while, nothings different around here I guess, Its just getting cold!! I really don't like it, but what I do like is younger guys, I mean who doesn't! I know Iam takin, happily I guess, he is real good to me and wev'e been together a long time, but I can't help looking at the younger men lately, like early 20s, is this so bad? I'm 35, and I have had my share of younger guys, but now, I can't stop lusting after them,. I'd never cheat on my man, I do love him, don't get me wrong, but I think everyone feels this way, especially men. LOL. Any way, sorry it took so long to write a new blog, hope everybodys holidays are awesome, and thanks to all the HOtt young things out there, you know who you are. Kisses and Hugs, Susi Q. Hey hows it going out there on this stormy Saturday nite? The weather has been pretty harsh where I'm at. Rain and Thunders

Friends
FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink

Sex Quiz
If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you dont send this to at least 10 people...you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your friends and let them know you care You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

So Sad :o( My Lil Kellywellyjellybelly :o(
Scottish independence and the end of the UK It has recently emerged that almost 60% of people living in England support the idea of Scotland being made independent. In Scotland itself the figure stands at 52%, according to an ICM study undertaken on behalf of the Sunday Telegraph. The telephone poll, conducted on November 22 and 23, interviewed 1,003 Scots and 869 English people, so it is by no means all-encompassing but its findings come as quite a surprise, given English apathy towards the issue in the past. The report also revealed that 48 per cent of people living in England are in favour of complete English independence – so more people appear to be in favour of ditching the Scots than the Welsh and Northern Irish. SNP wants more The Scottish National Party (SNP) claims that Scots are fed up with being ruled by London and that now the country has a devolved parliament, it should progress to having a real parliament with real powers. Since Scotland regained a parliame

Poetry
Dark Night My movements make no sound, My footsteps quick and light. I glide on down the darkened street, Accompanied by the night. Passing mortal strangers, Who look the other way. I'm intoxicated by their scent, These creatures are my prey. I stop beneath a street lamp, Where they can see my face. Seeing my unnatural skin, They soon quicken their pace. Their cowardess amuses me, Those eyes so full of fear. I throw my head back and laugh, For all of them to hear. Stepping form the light, I'm hidden by the dark. Continuing along my path, I reach a lonely park. Sitting on a wooden bench, A girl cries silently. Her face is streaked with salty tears, She fails to notice me. Her body shakes with sobs, But still I hear her beating heart, Within her chest it throbs. Slowly I approach her, Until I'm by her side. Admiring her tender cheeks, I see her tears have d

To All My New Lc Friends
This isn't just about being a mother; it's about appreciating the people in your life while you have them....no matter who that person is. After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much."

Life
For a few days now, I've been thinking about life and family and friends. My mother died when I was 7. My grandmother died before I was concieved. My grandfather died a few years back. My other grandparents are getting old and the things they are capable of doing are slowly diminishing (if you ever meet my nana, don't get her started on politics). My father has had several bouts with cancer. My aunt went on disability back in the beginning of this year because of a screwup when they did surgery on her a few years back. I hope the years she endured working in pain did not worsen her condition. I have not seen or spoken to my uncle, his wife or his children since my mom died. We don't talk about them. My other aunt was there for 9/11, and it hit her hard. She has had psychological problems since. My best friend has been having horrible nightmares since our rollover. These are just a few among many. I've sat and thought about what I want out of life... Basically I came up with these: my

Desire
Temptation inhale exhale heart beat quickening with each breath taken.. air thick with anticipation of this temptation.. you are everything i want and cant have. enticing me urging me to throw caution to the wind.. mind and body in a constant struggle being persuaded and seduced by your lure.. resovlve weakening lustful wants and desires taking control.. alas, victory Desire Walking by minding my own business my thoughts are random as i walk past i catch a scent sweet,musky and delicious..lawd.. doing a double take to see where it came from and my eyes meet yours. I am met with warmth and a little mystery deep dark brown like bittersweet chocolate with a smile that makes a shiver go up my spine.. My eyes turn away.. Because I am sure you can see my desire.. A little frightened from the fact, that.. you can see inside my soul. That moment feels like a lifetime, Like the clock and the world stands still. I don't even realize im

Nsfw! Honest Question For The Ladies
ok ladies i wanted to post this in a mum but was too scared of getting deleted! So basically my boyfriend is obsessed with anal and always asks me, nicely and sweetly never pressuring me, to try it. I love sex and am pretty open minded to trying things, but this one leaves me a bit squeamish. Does it hurt as much as it seems to in porn, or is it actually pretty hot? I don't know if I want to try it, was hoping for some feedback from women who have tried it/do it, or don't do it and why. Please shed some light for me!

The Rain
as i sit under a clear blue sky, enjoying the warmth and the sun, i am feeling as if i have forgotten something, something i cannot put my finger on, something important nonetheless.. so we continue to toke our weeds, and talk our talks, and my cell phone rings, i hear the voice of one very familiar reminding me that a death has occured in our large family, and that i am late, i will be picked up shortly... and as i hang the phone up, i realise, the bright blue beautiful sky has now faded to a dismal grey, and as i stand, the first few drops hit me...and so does the rest of my day

Songs
Ok it's been about 3 years or so since I've written a song, and I'm a bit rusty at it. In addition I had to have a good friend of mine help me with this; thanks again for that Meg I really appreciate it!! :) Critizism is welcomed as always This week has been out to get me, out to get me... He's coming for me with haste I can only handle so much Before I just want to give up These walls are trapping me in, trapping me in... He's breathing down my neck I only have so much time Before my soul slowly cracks When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised Bleeding inside... there's nothing to lose Headaches have rised... there's just nothing to lose I strive to prove if this is [right] Or will he steal me away tonight? The safety net failed, it's a long way to go Before rock bottom begins to show When will this nightmare end? When will a new chapter begin? So broken, betrayed, belittled, and bruised

Ladies Who Like To Post Nudies Of Themselves
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Poems (about Losing Love)
LOST LOVE Here I am feeling lonely and sad not knowing what went wrong, thinking of what we should have had and wondering where our love has gone. When I am alone thoughts fill my mind seeking answers that lye in the dark wishing someone might give me a sign to put an end to this pain in my heart. Love once came, but now it’s gone and I feel such emptiness within but I know my life will keep going on even though it won’t include him. Maybe again I will find a way to put a love back in my life but I will take my time and count the days to know when the moments just right. Author: Trudy L. Written: 3-30-87

Fork In The Road
I lay here alone My bed to myself The cats's on your side Nothing's on your shelf The tears on my face Flow on like a stream Memories of you Now more like a dream A fairy tail romance How quickly we fall Rug pulled from our feet We crash, stumble, fall Life's pulling me right Life's pulling you left So then off we go Just doing what's best My heart's in small pieces I'm sure yours is, too And isn't it a shame That we're each other's glue Time makes people change They learn, think, and grow What we're in for now Neither one of us knows Will our path's cross again Or is this really goodbye On that fact alone I will dwell here… and cry.

Simple Moments
Simple Moments... I am a woman, who in the past, has always wondered how my future was going to turn out. I just wanted people to see that I had worth, I wanted to be loved, and respected. To be financially set, looking towards that future, and always wondering if I would ever reach those goals. I began to realize that it isn't the future I need to worry about, it is the moments, and when it comes to the moments in my life, I have been truly blessed. I have had my really good ones, the really bad ones and the in between ones, and it makes me realize that there would be no future without these moments. The moments that makes me smile and laugh, the moments with good friends, who love me and only want the best for me. The bad moments, where lessons had to be learned, even if it hurt and wounded, it was a lesson that needed to be taught. The in between moments where I am never quite sure what is going to happen, and those are the times of self doubt, and wonder. Moments of anxiety, p

Chris Benoit
just my thoughts here now i like wwe just as much as the next man trust me.But please tell me how chris benoit killing his son and wife merits him a memorial. Not to mention all the pics of him like he died of natural causes and not from roid rage or something of that nature i mean the man killed his wife and kid and sat in the house for a day with them dead before killing himself how sick is that . just my thoughts here now i like wwe just as much as the next man trust me.But please tell me how chris benoit killing his son and wife merits him a memorial. Not to mention all the pics of him like he died of natural causes and not from roid rage or something of that nature i mean the man killed his wife and kid and sat in the house for a day with them dead before killing himself how sick is that . just my thoughts here now i like wwe just as much as the next man trust me.But please tell me how chris benoit killing his son and wife merits him a memorial. Not to mention all the pics of him

Hey Everyone
hey everyone come check out my lounge and help get it started!!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55120 Why is it okay for guys to fuck as many females as they want but if a girl fucked anyone we're all sluts? Hey so anyways i like cherrytap alot its a cool place to come when your bored and have nothing better to do lol! any so have fun

My Life As I Know It...
well everyone its official..i am havin his baby..im happy and im scared to death at the same time...this one is already kickin my ass..im feelng more of the nausea that i didnt really feel with my other 3..back to another spring baby..lol..my first 2 were in march and february...my youngest one was in august..this one is gonna be another march one..you all who read this can either be happy or not be happy its doesnt matter to us either way..but we all ask that everyone please be respectful of our decisions and our private lives when we are not online..if we feel like sharing then we will let everyone know ..thnk you to all our well wishers...thank you for all the prayers and thoughts.. i am posting this blog to tell the world and al my friends about what is goin on in my life right now..i am in a seriuos relationship with someone i am in love with.. i have discovered i might be pregnant with his child.. now you can all be happy for us or you can stay mad at me for the rest of your live

Downrater Punk!
after that he fanned me. someone posted a mumm about downraters look at his answer http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=188035 Rob became your fan! Rob re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! · Rob re-rated you a '10' from a '1'! · Rob re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! · Rob re-rated you a '10' from a '1'! · Rob re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! · Rob re-rated you a '10' from a '1'! · Rob rated you a '1'! · Rob just checked you out! Rob@ fubar

My Blogging!!!
I posted some mumms tonite. and well the one was about whether i should be upset with my sister becouse she still hangs out and dates these people that have called my sons racial slurs...I did write NI**ER but just like i did right there. Now why a few hours later i get a email telling me it was NSFW and they have deleted and next time i'm deleted all together..umm...does it mean that someone didnt like it and reported it and it just automatically gets deleted or what happened? Is there a rule i freaking broke i don't know. anyone that can share some light on this for me would most be appreciated..thx When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control h

Can You Believe This?
Check this out I just posted a mumm about my birthday it did not contain adult content or was it offensive....it basically said "Today is my Birthday do you all want to stop over to my page and show me some love or ignore me and make me cry" Some wonderful person made the comment "hahaha i want to make you cry so I am reporting this mumm over and over until it is removed" Guess what it was just removed....I was trying to get love for my Birthday and people have to go and be soo stupid.... What do u guys think?? Do u feel it was fair for Fubar to delete my mumm?

Tumble Time Tigger
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Celebration Contest
In Celebration of the return of our DJ, DJ Kink we are offering 80,000 Fubucks by way of a draw of new members!!! You have 2 hours from now (10:20pm to 20 past Midnight eastern time). Rules are as follow: You must join as a member at Club Kiss Lounge here on Fubar by the previously mentioned time range. One lucky member will be drawn tonight by our DJ Dark Embrace and announced live on Kiss Eurodance Radio at half past Midnight!!! Award will be presented tomorrow. Links are supplied below. Club Kiss Lounge: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51079 Kiss Dance Radio for windows: http://kisseurodanceradio.listen2myradio.com Kiss Dance Radio for Winamp: http://208.109.236.118:8248 Hope to see you there and the best of luck from all of us here at Club Kiss only on Fubar.com!!!

Looks
Your nothing but a user! So, all this time me and you been "dating", you were using me?! Your fucking pathetic. I don't even think you need someone. So that didn't mean I was your "kitty" you had your scarleterra to be your fucking kitty. You think the main thing in a fucking relationship is to have a girl have webcam sex with you. Thats not the number one thing in a fucking relationship dipshit. And you wanting to start shit with Jasyn....hell no. Dont piss me off by starting shit with Jasyn. He didn't do anything. He treats me right...unlike you. You lied to me about liking me. I liked you still...which was a bad mistake...you were like my last relationship..dating someone else while we were. Thats fucked up. Dont worry about why he's still in my friends list. I LOVE HIM. Deal the fuck with it. Stop being such a bitch about it. Your pathetic. Fuck off and leave me and Jasyn alone. Am I pretty? Some people dont think I am....but, I dont think people should look at the outside looks bu

The Dash
read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning to the end He noted that first came the date of her birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth. And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not how much we own; The cars, the house, the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard. Are there things you’d like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough To consider what’s true and real And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like we’ve never loved before. If

Leaving Fubar For Awhile
I will leaving fubar for awhile . Im moving to a state with a friend there is lots of work there an I really need to go to work. To my friends I will miss you alot. TO MY BESTEST Friends I will miss you dearly. I will get back on when I can to ck on how everyone is doing I wish you all the best an I hope this new year brings you happiness an good fortune!! Love Donna

Music
I just found out how much fun it is to stay up all night and Jam to Maroon 5 and Simple Plan! I'D DO ANYTHING......... Ita 5:33 when I am posting this and everyone in my house is asleep but me and i have on my headphones and my music nad i am loseing my mind in a good way! I just dident know how at ease I could feel with music blearing in my ears.

Taged
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I say "wicked" a wicked lot LOL 2. I tend to be a little OCD about certain things. 3. When I am stressed out I clean my house top to bottom, or until I drop LOL 4. I love using guns. 5. I treat my dogs like they are my kids. 6. I'm a nail biter. 7. I have 3 middle names. 8. I have a ridiculous fear that I will not tell anyone...not even you Josh. :P 9. I am a klutz. 10. I bought my house when I was 21 years old. Ok... I tag... And you CAN'T Tag me back! Redneck Sandman DanielBigSky NightWolf TwistedCasper

A Touching Christmas Story
Thought you might be interested in this story, true every word except for when I employ artistic liscence (big whackies). My wife, Grimpella bought me a pedicure (my first ever) as a Christmas present. This was in reality a present for her more than me, as my calloused and gnarly feet ever feel like two cinder blocks in the bed. She couldn't wait (never can) and took me to get it on Xmas eve. They were supposed to close at 2PM that day, and we didn't arrive until 1:10, so I thought the place would be empty...but NO! Tiny nail shop crammed full of women and small children... I was hestitant to show my ugly feet to an unreceptive world, but I really didn't have to worry about it for long... the instant my shoes & socks were off, the place was suddenly empty... I noticed less traffic on the highway out front ... heard a couple of sirens begin to wail... I could have caused an accident. Grimpella had told me to wear "loose" pants, as leg rubbing was involved. I to

Poetic Mind Of Johnny Chimpo
Words cannot express my love for you So pure, so wonderful and so true Words cannot explain My undying pain The pain I feel when we're apart Like a piece is missing from my heart But there's something you should know before I go on I'm really a flesh eating mutant monkey man from the planet Gorgon Haiku I know, I know. Everyone is real impressed with my poetic prowess. So here ya go. An original Haiku from yours truly. Now now, please save your applause until the very end. LSD leads you To see a cow in a tree Saying Moo moo moo

Our Goverment
Is it just me or has basis of our country gone from "By the people, For the people" to "by hte ones wanting more money, for the ones with too much money"? Does anyone else feel that our leards are this country's demise?

Fathers Day
Check my pics and see the new Fathers Day present the girls and I got " the daddy". He had been wanting one since he got back from Iraq and now he has one !! wooohoooo and no I'm not getting on it. lol

All We Ever Need To Know...
The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitude. -William Jones Whenever we're dealing with bad news, a difficult person, or a disappointment of some kind, most of us get into certain habits, ways of reacting to life-particularly adversity-that don't serve us well. We overreact, blow things out of proportion, hold on too tightly, and focus on the negative aspects of life. When we are immobilized by little things-when we are irritated, annoyed, and easily bothered-our (over-) reactions not only make us frustrated but actually get in the way of getting what we want. We lose sight of the bigger picture, focus on the negative, and annoy other people who might otherwise help us. In short, we live our lives as if they were one great big emergency! We often rush around looking busy, trying to solve problems, but in reality, we are often compounding them. Because everything seems like such a big deal, we end up spending our lives dea

The Spirit Of Giving!!!
I remember growing up, being so poor and the envy I always felt towards others during Christmas time. My father was a dead beat dad! child support interfered with his drinking. My mother left alone with four boys, struggled to make ends meet and did a fair job of it. Eight years old riding the bus after winter break was a living hell for me. Kids with new clothes and shoes, my stinky old sneakers would always get covered by my book bag for the whole ride. My jacket always a hand-me-down, was full of holes and the zipper very delicate. Only thing new on me was my sweater, my grand mother new I liked thick sweaters, I could always count on grandma for one of those. The teasing would start on the first day returning to school and would last till mid January. "Jeepers Creepers look at them old sneakers"! I heard it so much in a two week period I would try to match it with music. Kids can be real cruel, and when your the "poor" kid, you become the target of everyone. I even ran away

Meika
I recently lost over 70 lbs and I feel great! but when I was heavier I was call wide loads and chubby chunks. Now that I am smaller most people say that I am big boned and that it doesn't look right, To me I'm just one hot wild pepper and sum...... do you think that they were hating or is it possible that some people just don't look right slim.....lol i just want tew kno why do men still persist on talking tew you once you told them you are involved? i mean they say stuff like ..well you can have friends cant you? well of course i can but, if i say im involved alot of times your nt my type . its a cool way of saying im not interested........ do you agree?

Tagged ...special K Made Me Do It ..lol
Last posting to this blog.. subject: Tagged (ugh i hate these but they can be fun) post date: 2008-12-09 17:54:10 views: 8 comments: 1 ratings: 0 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? fluffy 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? hugs 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? relaxing 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? loved 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? skinny 16. Muffins? poppyseed 17. One of your wish list items? travel 18. Where you grew up? Bangor 19. The last thing y

Taps
Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it is true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, 'Taps'. It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention Crawling on his stomach through the gunfire, the Captain reached the stricken soldier and began pulling him toward his encamp

Bk
my single make em say bk feat daz dillinger from the dogg pound is a hit check it out on cdbaby.com to all the people who love hip hop or rap music get at me on facebook bk whippit on my trackz tell me what you think about it thanks if you a model get at me my number is 415 261-4094 bk

Hmm Idk
I'm sorry for all the things i have done and all the things i have not I am who i am it is what it is like it or hate it I am ME and ill only be Me If you cant under stand me then dont talk to me soo i dk i just dk what to do idk what to wear idk what to fuck widk what to say i dk i dk what to lick idk what to kiss i just dont knoeeeee

What Is Moonlight Levelers About?
What is Moonlight Levelers about? We are a family that helps those that meet the level up requirements level. In the process we are also helping ourselves because when we rate them we are getting points as well. We have the best members on the Fu! Our vision with our family is this. You don't have to beg people to rate you to help you level because you have a family that will do it for you. When you help level someone it brings you even closer to leveling yourself. When you are ready to level you have a family that will step in and take care of you. We have the best leaders and we are well organized. We have 6 simple rules: 1. No drama 2. Your page must not be set to private 3. You must a/f/r all members 4. Must have our name in your name after you do roll call 5. Help level people when we post a level up 6. Have fun What Moonlight Levelers should be about is family because we are one. We are here to help one another and here to help those on the fu get leveled as well. In t

Whatever
time to rebuild the wall around my heart..he chipped it away stone by stone and he wasn't even trying..i know he'll never love me..no biggie..no man ever has..but i'm content to sit and love him..be his friend..whatever..there's no one i'm hurting but myself..there's no one in the real world that is even semi-interested..the few i have met on line who are even remotely close by are just playing the same old games..so who cares? i've tried to push him out..let someone else in..but no one comes close..it's my life..i'll live alone die alone..doesn't really matter anymore..i'm not letting myself cry over it..

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X-rated Cake...
I think I finally hit the point of true exhaustion ... I just woke up after 16hrs. of sleep!!! I get to work another 6 days this week and today is my one day off and I almost slept it away!! On a good note .. I think... I chopped all my hair off!!!!! I havent had it this short but once in my life and that was when I was in Junior high!! My hubby and kids have always seen me with long hair!! Think his jaw dropped when I walked in the door!!! Will take pic!!! Ok, so I get a call today at work from a female who wants to do something different for her friends Bridal Shower. She proceeds to tell me how her friend is strange.. yada, yada, yada!! She ends up coming in to look through my books to see if we can come up with some ideas. Needless to say the lady tells me how she and her friend sell dildos for a living and gives me her card! Next thing she asks... Can you make me a Penis Cake? I don't get many of those request so you can imagine the look on my face!! I eventually say , Ok I'

Soldier
The Soldier I’ve fought up on high mountains, on dry deserts and on plains. I’ve fought in dazzling sunshine, and in snowfalls and in rains. I’ve fought my way through hedgerows, and on dozens of distant beaches. I’ve fought in dark infested swamps, with their gators, snakes and leeches. I’ve fought in ice cold foxholes, when feet were frozen numb. I’ve fought in stifling jungle heat, and rice patty’s stinking scum. I’ve fought down in dark tunnels, and in fields laden with flowers. I’ve been badly wounded in battle, and lay there alone for hours. I’ve fought with blind and total fury, and with gut wrenching fears. I’ve knelt beside downed comrades, and I could not hide my tears. I’ve fought with muskets and with lasers, with my helmet and my fists. I’ve fought hand to hand many times, those my bullets may have missed. I’ve fought from behind stone walls, from trenches and from tanks. I’ve paraded in splendid court

Didn't Know I Could Do This. Haha
This is my Fan Fiction story called, "Turn Over." I wrote this a while back as a joke with my friend, but I liked it so much, and so did she, so I posted it on some fanfic sites. My fics basicly consist of Harry Potter, so if you don't like HP, you probably won't like it. But read it and see what you think. I'm going to post two stories, this being the first and it's pretty "racey" I guess you could say... or you could call it down right S-M-U-T, because that's what I like to call it. LMAO Anyways, I hope you enjoy... Turn Over CRASH! I woke in my bed with a start but didn’t move, I couldn’t. I had just heard a loud noise in my living room. Thoughts were going through my head such as, “Why the hell aren’t you moving?! You need to get your ass up and defend yourself!” Even though these words were going through me I couldn’t get up. It didn’t matter anyways, I was already hearing footsteps coming closer to me. Finally they stopped right outside my door. I still couldn

A Poem I Wrote For A Friend Of Mine: 9/29/06
A friend is someone special that cares a great deal for you. A friend is some one you care a great deal for in return. A friend is someone who is always there when you need a helping hand and vice versa. A friend is someone who doesn’t judge you when you do something wrong and in return you are the same. A friend is someone who tells you like it is and will not hold anything back because it offends you, and it goes the other way around. A friend is truthful and loyal always, and sticks by you through thick and thin, and you do the same for them. A friend is someone who is there through trials and tribulations, and fears of all kinds, through good and bad times. A friend is someone like you that means more to me than all the chocolate in the world. A friend is someone you can turn to when you are feeling down and out, and who can turn to you when they are down as well. A friend is someone who laughs with you not at you,and is always willing to make you

The Island
It was a soft breezy Saturday when I awoke on the morning of our boat ride. I lived alone on my boat, the S. S. Lily Pad. We had scheduled the trip for 10 in the morning. A quick look at the clock radio told me I still had 3 long hours to prepare. I stretched a bit in bed before I kicked the blanket off and sat up. My jet black hair spilled half way to the small of my back and half covered my breast. At 28 I have never been ashamed of my body; least of all, my breasts. They hung proud on my chest- a modest size that never got a complaint from my female or male lovers. My nipples were the size of quarters and this morning erect and perky. I stood up and walked to the bathroom to start my morning shower. Turning on the shower water I noticed in the mirror my reflection. My ebony skin was smooth and unblemished without scars, pimples or tattoos. My cunt was bare with a few stubbles. I'd better shave too. I retrieved my Lady Razor and cream before stepping into the shower. Forty

~bloggin~
Im still around lol not much but hey im here! Just thought i would say yes im still alive! ;) Been gone for a week but im home now! Went and spent some time with my family in my home town! Its nice to be home! Had a good week though! My best friend took me out got me a little tipsy and we desided to go out and get our noses pierced! Gotta love drunkin body mods lol! I actually like it though! Did get some really bad news while i was down there! Found out i lost a friend and since i was here no one knew how to get ahold of me! Really sux! Lost him in Sept to a motocycle wreck and almost lost his gf who has been my friend for years! Hate being this far from home! But i wont be here for long! Im gonna move home soon! :D Yay! Well i wont be around for a few days, gotta leave town for a bit. Mom is having major surgery so im going to go be with her. Have a great week! Hugs to all!

Hi Mom!
Everybody is welcome to my page (hiccup)... buuuurp! My favorite holiday is at the brewery. Any brewery will do as long as I can drink as much free beer as I want. Oooh... I just saw another beer crate! I love strong beer... buuurp! Strong lager. Byyye! (Hiccup)

Social Commentary
Vote Naked! i like to vote naked. if you do not yet vote by absentee ballot, i highly recommend it. and if you don't, you will eventually cause the state will make you.the best vote is cast naked in bed while drinking coffee. if you thought voting was boring, just think of all the fun you can have when you don't have to do it at a polling booth. for the next presidential election i plan to vote while having very gay sex. you could vote while recieving an enema. you could vote while doing illegal drugs. you could vote while recieving head. you could vote dressed like darth vader. you could vote while you listen to communist propaganda. you could vote while doing all of the above at the same time. there is no end to the fun you could have. http://www.thislife.org/ www.bordc.org www.mediamatters.org www.theocracywatch.org www.reclaimdemocracy.org www.blackboxvoting.com www.stopfascismtoday.org This link is Not Safe For Work: Couple

The Things We Do
Vets scorned in homecoming from another war help today's soldiers When John Kelley came home from Vietnam in 1969, he couldn't believe the disregard and disrespect he encountered when people learned he'd been to war. "We were primarily pictured as drug users and baby killers,'' he said. When Fred Becker came home in 1972, the first thing he did was slip into the airport restroom and change into civilian clothes. His hope was anonymity. "But I was still identified as a GI,'' he said, and therefore subject to derision. Never again, the men vowed. Today, they're part of a generation of Vietnam veterans using their experiences -- at war and at home -- to mentor and counsel the current generation of warriors. Becker, a member of the Vietnam Vets Motorcycle Club, spent Wednesday at Fort Richardson talking to recent returnees from Iraq -- conversations he never had when he returned from Vietnam. Kelley, the state service officer for the Veterans of Foreign Wars, spend

Fake
its funny to think that you cared day after day you lied never wanting what i did trying to take more than you could have life inside you is dead i hope you understand this your life is meaningless and empty so will your shadow always be life eternally is a burning flame which i hope will engulf you in a slow burn melt away go away from me its obscene to think that anybody will ever care about you you seem to be interested pretending like you care i ask for an answer and no reply people wonder why why people dont like you your fake your soul is empty full of yourself i hope your die you dont care you never have your fake as fake can be never talk to me

Updates
Understanding We always have a choice. You can feel or you could be numb. Joy runs deep, but pain always seems to run deeper. Its not a matter of what we hold closer to our hearts, because it just usually seems to happen that pain seems more everlasting than joy. I was just watching Almost Famous and I always held this movie in a special place cause I felt a unique connection with the boy of this film. I think thats one of the reasons this movie is so wonderful is the way it reaches out to other boys of that age, and age of curiousty, question, hope, and sexuality. I always felt bad for the kid, cause at one point in my life, i felt just like him, in every detail. We all have our own safehavens, enclosures that we set in our heads for us to escape to if need be. That boy had his own safehaven, his house, which is great cause basically for the span of the movie he was leading his other life, when he could have just as easily retreated home to his teenage life where his moth

Helping Out
Lets help out this wonderful man by sending him some birthday love -- he has to work but a great gift would be if we could get him a level up and hey you even get to check out more pictures of me -- hope that you all have a wonderful evening and remember that there is no better love than the love of your cherry friends and fans!!! here is a link to his page cruzin69@ CherryTAP

My New Job
WELL STARTING MONDAY I WILL BE WORKING 2:00PM TO 11:00PM FIVE DAYS A WEEK AS AN INSTOCK SUPERVISOR. SO THE TIMES I WILL BE ON HERE WILL CHANGE. BUT I WILL STILL GET ON HERE.I AM OFF THIS WEEKEND SO I WILL BE POSTING COMMENTS ON ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY'S PAGES. THAT IS MY GOAL.I AM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT FINALLY STARTING BUT I WONT GET TOO SEE MY FIANCE AS MUCH BECAUSE HE WILL STILL BE ON GRAVEYARDS. BUT WE WILL MAKE DO. BIG HUGS TO ALL. HAVE A GREAT DAY AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND.

Stupid People
Why is it when there is a natural disaster people always have to drive by and check it out? Why can't they just stay at home and let the fire, police and work crews clean it up without getting in the way? Where I live and work a tornado touched down and we (the city workers) couldn't even get to the blocked roads without the intrustion of buttheads blocking the roads with their cars! I just have to know.

Alittle About Me!
Well for those who don't really know me, I just wanted to give ya'll a peek at the real me. I love my kids and life in general. I love my family, friends, and well animals. I have 3 kids and they are my world. The reason I live another day and work every day! They bring a smile to my face and can make me angry enough to spit nails! LOL! My oldest is 13 and thinks he is a grown man. Hell you think terrible 2's are bad, wait til puberty! My middle child is 8 and he is disabled. He has a lot of behavior and emotional problems, along with other things. He is a handful and well, he is also very loving and has a very soft side. Then we have my baby! She is 6. And my Princess. She is a very good little girl! She is a very caring and out going child. Then there is me. I work hard, and spend the rest of my time with family and friends. I work for a liquior and wine distribution company. Love my jobs, and no they don't give free samples. LOL! I have been divorced for 2 ye

Surveys/quizes
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You? You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You? Men See You As Understated You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman. You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men. Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you. You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well How Do Men See You?

Dj Contest
Hottest DJ Contest On FUBAR!!! Only At STATIX UNDERGROUND!!! FUBAR DJ CONTEST DATE: SATURDAY, AUGUST 25TH TIME: 1:00 P.M. PST PLACE: STATIX UNDERGROUND LOUNGE STATIX UNDERGROUND is sponsoring a DJ Contest for all lounges on Fubar. Participation is restricted to a maximum of two (2) DJ's per lounge. STATIX UNDERGROUND DJ's will be on air, but are restricted from participating in the contest. Each DJ will stream into the STATIX UNDERGROUND Lounge for approximately 15-20 minutes with their best mix of music. After all participating DJ's have taken air, voting will be open under the profile of STATIX UNDERGROUND for two (2) hours. Ratings and comments will count for points at the equivalent of two (2) points per rate and one (1) point per comment for the overall rating of each DJ. After the two hours are complete, points will be tallied and

Another Loss In Entertainment
He made answers questions and vowels commodities Merv Griffin's life was a medley of success: Creator of TV icons "Jeopardy!" and "Wheel of Fortune," talk show impresario and, ultimately, business tycoon. By Dennis McLellan, Los Angeles Times Last update: August 12, 2007 – 9:05 PM Print this story E-mail this story Save to del.icio.us Share on newsvine Share on Digg Related Content Talk show host Merv Griffin speaks in front of a television audience. The entertainer and entrepreneur has died at age 82. Associated Press Griffin's empire Audio: Music from 'Jeopardy' Audio: Merv Griffin says daytime TV was special Audio: Merv Griffin talks about 'Jeopardy' and 'Wheel of Fortune' More from Obituaries He made answers questions and vowels commodities Deaths elsewhere Griffin's empire Deaths elsewhere Bob Madryga tried to keep kids out of trouble LOS ANGELES - Merv Griffin, a onetime big-band singer who leveraged his later career as a TV talk-show h

Comment Bomb Me Plz!!!!!
plz go to my fam and wildcat has the contest plz bomb me! FUABR PRINCESS PRINCE http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=3326508569 THAT IS THE LINK PLZ BOMB AND POST AS A BULLITEN I WILL RETURN THE LUV! everyone i need ur help i lost the other 1 by far! this one i have a chance! bomb till sat. at midnight thnx friends, fam, fanzzzzlink is.http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=495987&i=1332808236 TELL OTHERS 2 PLZ I GET A FREE VIP PLZZZZZZZZ! PRINCESSFUBAR81, UR FRIEND!!!!!!

Insomnia 2
so, i go the "Dr." about my sleeplessness...just what i need another f*ckin disorder...like the last 44 years haven't been full of nothing but disorder. my one solace is he says and i quote"it's ok...you're fixable" HA i almost peed myself. i like him. so, while i am at the pharmacy waiting anxiously for my DRUGS hehehe...I see this book by Dr. Gregg Jacobs. I have been in therapy for insomnia and anxiety and panic attacks for like a year(once a month...hmmm) and was seeing no real improvement. Luckily, I decided to take some action and got this book. I thought it sounded like it could help me. My sleeping still needs improvement, but I have broken through the intense anxiety and depression that was engulfing my life. I feel so different but,I only get sleep when IT comes to me. I am hoping that with this new medication and at least getting some sleep here and there will be a big improvement...we'll see

Smile
WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't o

Which One---
JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressiveunless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurtbut takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5mins and your reputation wi

Ok All About Me
you are a dirty son of a bitch. I hope your penis rots off. Ok all about me Current mood: pensive It has been brought to my attention lately that how I am can be abrasive. I don't think I have ever been anything less than upfront with who I am. I am aggressive, opinionated, a little precocious and extremely outgoing. Some times it can be a difficult situation, especially when you add alcohol. I take pride in my crazy mad drunkness and really don't give a flying flip if you don't. I like me, fuck it, I LOVE ME. Yeah I am going through some rough shit right now and I have been extra emotional. But who wouldn't? Be honest. I have earned every tear, every stupid comment, every fall off of the bar and every complete melt down I have had in the last couple of weeks. If you can't understand that then you must have never been my friend in the first place. Therefore you won't matter to me. I have more important stuff to concentrate on right now rather worry about what your immature

Personal Thoughts....
Just thought I should clarify for those that dont know how fucking retarded i can be when i am bored... sometimes i get so F-ing bored, i will post the craziest, stupidest shit (BLOG) just to see what some one will say and SOMETIMES i get to participate in an arguement with someone over some irrelevant stupid shit meanwhile i am able to sit back and be amused that some people have so little to worry about (stressfree) that they can get wrapped up in some retarded stupid joke that i posted... FUTURE WARNING FOR THOSE WITH THIN SKIN...!!! LMAO! PS: no need to reply just to tell me I am weird...I KNOW this..and my friends remind me constantly...but at least im good fun at parties.. he he he he he h Just wondering? When people say they are going to do something, anything really, start a new job...have a baby...join the military...do they ever really think about what they are doing? What that decision will mean to them? Maybe I am just crazy, but if you are going to devote

Blog
BLOG!!!!! look what I can do! BLOG!!!!!!! LMAO AND U THOUGHT I COULDNT DO THIS TIL LEVEL 5! hi everyone again! this blog is important this time. i know i dont know any of you personally but a very wise friend once told me that there is power in numbers when it comes to prayer and im askn for your help. my little boy is having surgery on the 23rd and im freakin out. i believe in my heart that everything will be okay but i would greatly appreciate it if you keep my little guy in your prayers that he will have smooth sailing so to speak and will recover quickly. if any of you are parents im sure you have an idea of what im goin thru right about now and i would really appreciate if you keep him in your thoughts. thank you over and over again. thank you fellow fubarians. it will not be forgotten. = ) okay so my new years resolution is to quit smoking and so far im doin pretty good but i need some support or tips or something. please fellow fubarians HELP!!!!! thanks and love you lots

Poems
I've come so far but the destination is unknown I stare but where has the world actually gone i used to have something for which i could stand but now i can feel it slipping away like sand Its like i have woke from a extended dream nothing in this world is what it actual seem its not this cushion we visualize but a blade finely crafted the sharpest ever to be made our fears are a joke when you step back more and see the world from its tip to its core our very dreams are just a classroom fantasy but what hope is there to really shape humanity when it thinks it is perfect in its current form at the breaking point the calm before the storm

Fu-auction
Going Once, Going Twice, Going Three Times... Sold To The Highest Bidder As you can see, I am up for Auction....again. Go Show The Hostess Some Love Too PLEASE ~Slave Princess~ Fu-Wife to Ser William & Seductive Princess~Fu-Fiancee to Submissive Princess @ fubar This Self PIMPOUT has been brought to you by *Blinky*AKA*Girlblink182*StewieGriffin's Wife* @ fubar Bid High and Bid Often if You Want to Own Me For a Month!!

Sukina01
am finding my way about this place slowly seems theres always somewhere different to look hhmmmm and as for my friend .... dont i always show love? well this is a very first for me, thanks to my friend johnny 'doms_wizard' he always did get me into mischief, not that i can't do that myself, will use this opportunity (i so need a spell check) to say hiya to u all nice to meet u!

Words To Live By
"Watch out! You nearly broad sided that car!" My father yelled at me. "Can't you do anything right?" Those words hurt worse than blows. I turned my head toward the elderly man in the seat beside me, daring me to challenge him. A lump rose in my throat as I averted my eyes. I wasn't prepared for another battle. "I saw the car, Dad. Please don't yell at me when I'm driving." My voice was measured and steady, sounding far calmer than I really felt. Dad glared at me, then turned away and settled back. At home I left D ad in front of the television and went outside to collect my thoughts. Dark, heavy clouds hung in the air with a promise of rain. The rumble of distant thunder seemed to echo my inner turmoil. What could I do about him? Dad had been a lumberjack in Washington and Oregon . He had enjoyed being outdoors and had reveled in pitting his strength against the forces of nature. He had entered grueling lumberjack competitions, and had placed often. The shelves in his hou

R - I - P !!!!!!!!!!
It's sad when people you know, became people you knew... And when you can walk right past someone that at one point in your life was a big part of your life... And how you used to be able to talk to them for hours about the little nothings in life... and now you can barely look at them.... It's funny how many people have posted this. Guess we're all in the same boat, missing someone.. be honest... if you really {miss someone}, a friend, a lover, or a family member right now... & can't get them off your mind...then repost this titled as R.I.P Hey Fubar Land; I'm asking for all you guys to stop by and show these New Fu's some love, I told them what a great site this is and that all the people here are fantastic,please take a minute and stop by,I would do the same for each and every one of you, Here's their names; Tailormade490505 hoopla Robinhood971 Toad Cntrywv Cowpokey183 Txrandy Clouseau31 I really appreciate this,love ya bunches

Loves Distance
Death comes upon us all sometimes we know when othertimes it is but a suprise in the night. know that in my life i have found you and every minute i can spend by your side is a minute of my life that will be more precious then any other. There is nothing in this world more important or desired by me then loving you every minute of the day from far away, or close by i want no more then to share every minute we can with one another. Through the good times we can make memories that last eternally Through the bad times we can grow closer as one. For standing by someone in their time of need is the visual desire of love from one to another and being with them in happiness is the purest love shown to all. copyright 2, april 2008 j.stacy (uglypoet) The distance of a ocean can never stretch farther then the desire of a loving heart. The expanse of a bright blue sky can never express the size of a caring heart. The brightness of the stars in the heaven can neve

Brain Twister: Schrödinger's Cat Paradox
In 1935, Erwin Schrödinger published a three-part essay on The Present Situation in Quantum Mechanics in which his famous Schrödinger's cat paradox appears. This article proposed an illustration to the problem of observing particles on a quantum mechanical level. This was a thought experiment where a cat in an enclosed box either lived or died according to whether a quantum event occurred. It goes as follows: Suppose we put a cat in a cage with a radioactive atom, a Geiger counter, a hammer, and a poison bottle; further suppose that the atom in the cage has a half-life of one hour, a fifty-fifty chance of decaying within the hour. If the atom decays, the Geiger counter will tick; the triggering of the counter will activate the hammer, which will break the poison bottle, which will kill the cat. If the atom doesn't decay, none of the above things happen, and the cat will be alive. Now the question, What is the state of the cat after the hour? If you consider the p

Walmart Funny...
Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse was shopping in Wal-Mart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the restrooms. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in housewares.. and watched what happened. 5. Aug 4: Went to the Service Desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on layaway. 6. Sept 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Sept 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. Sept 23: When a clerk asks if they can help him, he begins to cry and asks, 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Oct 4: Looked right into the security camera; used it as a mirror, and picked h

My First Auction!!! Come Bid On Me!
WANNA OWN YOUR VERY OWN JUGGALO/ JUGGALETTE??? THEN YOU HAVE COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE! I AM STARTING MY VERY FIRST AUCTION!!! THE AUCION IS NOW OPEN FOR BIDDING!!!! 30K IN FUBUCKS STARTING BID!! MMFWCL TO ALL!!!!! Brought to you by... Dj_Lette™~DLS DJ~Juggalo Mafia~FU-Owned By Montana Cowgirl F/A/R/C!!!@ fubar Princess RBK is auctioning off her DJ's!! Come bid on your f

On The Road Again
Ok My friends it is once again time for me to start traveling for work..Looks like they are jamming alot in June..Which also happens to be My B Day Month.. So from June 1 -3 I will be in Anheim (sp?) So if you know of any Close Little Hot spots to get away from all of my Co Workers Let me know..I prefer Country Bars but will take a great local hang out as well. June 21-24 I will Be in Denver...Same goes for here I was there a few months ago and got a little bored However they had a nice set up in the lobby/ Bar of the hotel I was at Country Western Night at the Holiday inn... So In closing if you know of any good places let me know I Like the travel But hate the Business Travel..LOL..

Nothing There
The arbitrary begining fading into the endless night. The unlinited dawn turning into the forgotten life. The sound of severed hands clapping over the death of a beloved tyrant. Justice served and a hero lost to the winds. The defeted villian that had a crushing victory over nothing. The ruler of a kingdom long past and destined to rise again. Perseverance over all. Reverance unto nothing. What is done is not to be. What is to be is not done. Unheard are the screams of billions that died long ago. To listen and not hear. To speak and say nothing. Visions of visions. Light blends and bends into the heart of the wandering soul. Taunted by darkness and holding ground. Truthful lies told to no one. A heart held in vain. Love lost before it was ever found. The quiet hold no secrets, yet the secrets are there. Waiting for the one who will never come. More than everything and nothing, and less than you and I. Somewhere in the void is a light and a path to somewhere beautiful and ugly all at o

Had To Go For A Bit :(
20/jan i reckon i can say just about any old shit in here as no 1 reads these damn things, so fuck it, im gonna rant... for any of you that have noticed, im again not spending much time in here, its got way too quiet to the point where its just sadly pathetic to sit n look at an empty shout box for most of the day, with respect that most of you have your own stuff going on right now, there are a load i dont here from simply cause i aint giving out 11s or making pics like i used to.... mehh thinking im soon due another friends list clear out, fuck all this collecting friends that dont say hi even now n then, or rate a pic.... im not looking to have a list of a million ppl i dont talk to... i already sees them scrolling...lol but thank you to them new ppl who have stopped by to chat, i value your time :) xx i am missing some of you a lot though :( between net issues and time differences, fu conversations are about as regular as real life ones :-S, a lot has changed in he

Own Me If You Think You Can!!!!!!!!!!!!
CLICK HERE TO GET YOUR OWN Memory!!!!!!! I am OFFERING As Follows. . Could BE SOME Nsfw It depends on THE BID.. 1. 200 11's during happy hour 2. 200 stash rated during happy hours 3. Permanent pimp in blog 4. Pimpout in profile for 1 month 5. 2 SFW Salutes 6. Added to Yahoo 7. One 30 minute cam session (sfw) 8. Added to family WE CAN ALWAYS ADD MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Lil Help From My Friends Plz?
I'm in my first give away for a 1 month VIP and I could really use some help.I need 10k comments...no time limit!Please click on the pic below and leave me some comments if you can!Any help is very much appreciated and I will return the love! Thanks to those that helped already :)You guys rock!! I'M IN A GIVE AWAY FOR A 1 MONTH VIP AND COULD USE ALOT HELP!I STILL NEED 7K COMMENTS TIL I'M THERE!I WOULD HIGHLY APPRECIATE IF YOU COULD SPARE A FEW MINS TO LEAVE SOME COMMENTS!I'M PRETTY MUCH BUSY WITH HELPING PPL LEVEL UP SO I DONT GET ON IT TOO MUCH. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!!!THANK YOU IN ADVANCE AND TO THOSE WHO HELPED ALREADY! HAVE A GREAT DAY! XOXOX

Only Me..
My new cell is trashed. I'm not sure if can be repaired. When I took the battery out pepsi came pouring out. LOL Now what pisses me off is my Katana II has been dropped in the tub, in the rain, and got pepsi on it too and is not trashed. One fucking time with getting something liquid near it and that stupid cell is worthless. Chad is going to be pissed considering he bought me the phone, and will more than likely be the one who has to pay the 50 dollar insurance fee. I plan on blaming it on the kids. They are little so he won't cuss them out. Now you are probably wondering how I got pepsi on my cell phones. Well that part would probably turn this blog into a NSFW one. Let's just say that Rough Sex and Pepsi proved deadly for my poor Moto Q. LMAO So to those who are fortunate to have my cell phone number, Do not call the number that ends in 0643, call the number that ends in 4799 until I get it fixed. Thanks ! :)

In Kitchen Making Eggs
wearing only the 'T' shirt that she normally slept in. As I walked in almost awake, she turned and said softly, 'You've got to make love to me this very moment.' My eyes lit up and I thought, 'I am either still dreaming or this is going to be my lucky day.' Not wanting to lose the moment, I embraced her and then gave it my all; right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she said, 'Thanks,' and returned to the stove, her 'T' shirt still around her neck. A little puzzled, I asked, 'What was that all about?' She explained, 'The egg timer's broken.

In The Darkness
Into the darkness I search for my love, but like a firefly that sparks its beauty, I see for only a moment. I wander, hoping, looking....There it is, I see its spark I run hoping to catch its and to hold it and to embrace the sweetness to my heart, but to my avail it is just the firefly dancing in the night just out of my reach....

Autism Awareness Train
Awareness Train This is a cause I hold very dear to my heart. I would love to get as many people on this awareness train as we can get. SO I'm tossing in an EXTRA bonus. Every 25th person that joins THIS train (and rates the awareness folder) will receive a 1 credit bling from me (my choice & will be given during a happy hour). Numbers will be based on the order the fumail comes in. You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone message me (aGEM4life) to be added to the list. Rate my Autism Awareness folder to receive your personal Proudly Showing Awareness tag. Start with this one... The supporters... 1. ♥aGEM4life♥@ fubar 2. HersheyK@ fubar 3. UnknownCowboy@ fubar 4. ♥ Heartt65 ♥@ fubar 5.

Survey
Questions --- I'm curious to see if there is anyone on MY Friends list that have the guts to repost this, answering the questions themselves. . . . . . . . . (1) Is there someone on ur top friends u would like to have sex with? Yes there is (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? All are good for me...especially morning (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Yes (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No, usually they are offering money for me to keep them on. (5) Shower or bath while having sex? Love them both (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive because I am rather passive (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? Getting there (8) Love or Money? love... (9) Credit cards or cash? debit card:-P (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend? yes (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? hotel (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? on a slide

East Man Seaking U
Hello I am a man sexy and friendly to all who respect me. My hobby fishing ,writing,photo,flowers,anniamls. Well my yahoo messager id is eastsun_99 So I like web surfing and chat there on yahoo. Here is my photo albumn on web link add: http://s271.photobucket.com/albums/jj129/eastsun/ --- So some of my writings be published on books,and there are a few good friends on net chat me offen. But Mostly I like watch u while we are chatting on. I hate wars,pollutions,and wish all the world peace and good living conditions. --- Most people of their eyes and brains on money and job,works,possitions,face-values.careless on lessure and friends.So I am lonely because I live for happy and enjoy life what God arranged for us. I would like real hugs met here in my location and exchange views,help each others,learn from each others. Will u accept my aboves?and come be friend?Thanks. My friend has a factory which from small to big only within a few years.His main products is the car

My Dog Scrappy Doo
OK FU LAND NEED SOME REAL HELP..... PLEASE BE REAL ON THIS,,,, I HAVE A CHOCOLATE PITBULL HE IS ALMOST 2 YEARS OLD PERFECT HEALTH, BEAUTIFUL ANIMAL.. MY BABY SO MUCH IT IS NOT FUNNY! MY QUESTION IS SHOULD I HAVE SCRAPPY DOO FIXED? I WILL NEVER EVER MATE HIM, NEVER! SO AGAIN, SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?

Jerks!!
Over the past months and past year and one I have encountered numerous types on here and I love the BS that comes with it cause I call out the worthless ones....believe me i'm far from perfect, but I try no matter how I feel or hurt...yes I'm a disabled vet in some ways a bad condition yet, I try. The other day there were two people that had auto's so I kicked butt for them both but this is concerning one and her family of worthless pathetic's that threaten. Most adults handle things one on one...this one she brings her little and trashy family and they are that. Anyone can see that, but hey who am I to judge!! So this person I rated 1590 of her pics nad maybe got all of 15 returned rates ...hey I appretiate that but why ask to be helped being leveled like herself or auto 11's when she herself doesnt give back. We all have issues, health, job, children etc...but when you put your word out there whether it is you on line or someone for you give back what is given. Cause over the other

Happily Married
I'm sorry to in form all of you but I am a Happily Married man And if you are only sending me invites to try and get with me give it up. I am here to meet new friends not new ff's. but if you just want a friend let me know.

Lounge-hallows Eve
If there happens to be anyone on my list that could possibly help me out with a lounge it would be greatly appreciated. This being my first attempt at creating a lounge I really need someone who knows what they are doing with skins and player. Just get in touch with me and I will get back to you quickly....Thanks

Gbeaver's Pimpout
2e67e48af4.png"> PIMPOUT FOR MY NEW OWNER, Gbeaver: Show him some love!!! Gbeaver, pls F/A/R ~R/L hubby 2 SexyBBW and proud member of the Horny Toad club@ fubar Here is who he chose to have pimped out with him, Sexybbw, RL wife of Gbeaver owned by Big Daddy T@ fubar And § BIG Daddy T § ~ fu-owned by ~N~Power~@ fubar This Pimpout brought to you by: jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by DeeDeeMB,Owner of aGem4life, Silverpixi, BBW Goddess@ fubar

Why Are You Here?
Maybe it is points or leveling? I am here to reach out and let my friends, family and fans know how important they are to me. I send daily comments and it is labor intensive and time consuming. I don't do it for the points or levels. I do it to brighten everyone's day. Bring a smile and laughter to all. Much of that love is returned but most is not, I know days and lives are busy but when I do not feel the love for weeks or months, I get discouraged.If you are not here to make friends and keep it touch, please let me know and I will delete you from my friends, family and fan list

"without A Second Thought" A Short Story
Twilight, I have literally seen over a million of them and they are never the same, Each and every one is different in it own way. The colors, The lighting, the clouds,or lack of them. Each one is different. I stay as long as I can, I Like to see how long I can last, Until I feel my skin burning..then I retreat as fast as my Immortal muscles will allow me, Deep into mother earth where it's safe. The one thing that can kill me is the one thing I miss the most. the sun. Jus one full minute in the sun can end my existence forever. Actually the sun cant kill me because I (Died) a long long long time ago. I am what they like to call undead these days. a Vampire if we must use that terminolgy. and yes I do drink the blood of the living, tho I seldom Kill. We are not all the vicious killers U see in the movies and all those Anne Rice novels, I met her once, She is a wonderful woman. Tho I Like to play with the sunrise I have no death wish, I do not wish to cease to be, anytime soon. I

Never Say Die
It's been brought to my attention that this is the only networking site so far where I haven't tried to pimp out my book so here we go! If you actually read it please let me know I'd really appreciate it. There's other stuff I've written on my writing profile so let me know if you read that stuff too, you can leave comments on the site even if you're not a member :) My book is called "Never Say Die" and if you like it, there's a sequel on it's way! http://www.booksie.com/crensci Thanks!!

Divorce Tips Blog
5 Ways To Ensure You Will Have a Happy Life After Divorce In fact, think about having a life after divorce while getting a divorce can be a sticking point for some people because they just aren't sure what their life will "look like" after divorce.Here's 5 things to keep in mind so can have a life after divorce:Life after divorce item 1: Think about your emotional stability...if you wanted the divorce or not, you must face it head on.Divorce is tough and whether you're going through it or your are already past it, your emotional stability is of vital importance because you might tend to be somewhat touchy after going through an emotional ordeal. Keep in mind that your life after divorce can be great but you must admit that you will go through (or have gone through) a trying time in your life. Admitting this and facing your situation head on is important to your emotional stability and critical to you having a happy life after divorce.Life after divorce item 2: Look at the bright side,

How Many Licks?
My status yesterday was the famous "How many licks does it take to get to the Tootsie Roll center of a Tootsie Pop?" In the spirit of the above phrase I set out to see if I could answer the question that many said couldn’t be done. So I set up my station at work and as luck would have it I was assigned Timer Test calls. What does that mean to you? Well unless you have an alarm system, it means nothing. However, to me it was the opportunity to seek out the answer. Because it was going to be yet another boring night making senseless calls to those that pay for a service however get pissed when you call to let them know there could be a problem.

Woundering
crawling that lonely road once again, down that path of pain, and ever lasting memories that last a life time, but cant be pieced together, only time can tell where I go, out there in that fog, so far away is a light that I head for, knees bleeding, hands marked from scrapes, feet worn from the long, painful wonders, the rain doesn’t seem to give, the way it looks, I cant give up, but stand, and travel that lonely road again, eyes look up in to the dark night sky, the rain trails down my face making it look like tears of pain and agony, my sorrow knows no end, my heart beats to the pounding rain, where a trail may end, my love will never....

Innocenece
“Don't care what people sayJust follow your own wayDon't give up and use the chanceTo return to innocence.That's not the beginning of the endThat's the return to yourselfThe return to innocence.” “I know we're not saints or virgins or lunatics; we know all the lust and lavatory jokes, and most of the dirty people; we can catch buses and count our change and cross the roads and talk real sentences. But our innocence goes awfully deep, and our discreditable secret is that we don't know anything at all, and our horrid inner secret is that we don't care that we don't.”

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You Are A Child Of The 80's If
YOU ARE A CHILD OF THE 80'S IF:You know what a "burnout" is.You know what "Sike" means.You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off".You know that another name for a keyboard is a "Synthesizer".You can name at least half of the members of the elite "Brat Pack".You know who Tina Yothers is.You wanted to be a Goonie.You felt ashamed when Rob Lowe got in trouble for sex with minors and videotaping it, because you liked him.You know who Max Headroom is.You ever wore flourescent, neon if you will, clothing.You could breakdance, or wish you could.You wanted to be The Hulk for Halloween.You Believed that "By the power of Greyskull, you HAD the power"Partying "like it's 1999" seemed SO far away.You thought that Transformers were more than meets the eye.You wanted to be on StarSearch.You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off.You wore a banana clip at some point during your youth, or knew someone who did.You owned a doll with 'Xavier Roberts' signed on it's

Racherlove
That is the new type in summertime,I Super recommend this type ,whose operate is incredibly delicate, and have a spell with retailer sneakers. While in the south Korean shoe collocation hollow out side is rather truthful maiden stunning !Basic super pink is quite exceptional,but it is pretty attractive!Legs are stretched and tiring inside a very simple skirt or costume is super great!So it really is really advisable.Perfect shoe last, proper wrapped feet,convey the most great experience to actions, despite the fact that the

Raid
Raid The rain came down in buckets, Upon the midnight jungle floor. My stalking eyes were fixed, Upon the guard beside the door. Inside the hut the VC lay, In sleep, and homeward dream. Knowing not that in the rain, Lurked a Special Forces team. Hand over mouth to hush his scream, My blade deeply in his chest. Blood spattered on my painted face, I put the hapless guard to rest. Explosives planted beneath the huts, For when we make our getaway. Then off to seek our comrade, They had captured yesterday. He was setting in the court yard, Impelled on a two foot bamboo stake. He had been there for hours, Until death gave him a break. The look was frozen on his face, Of agonizing and tortured pain. I could not hold the tears back, Even now they flow again. Spawned by despair and hatred, Sometimes Jekyll turns to Hyde. Something inside turns to fury, Brutality sucks away your pride. We turned the cranks and blew the camp. No VC troop was spared.

If I Only Knew
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything

Silenced With An Angered Heart
Fallen through deeper and deeper getting darker and darker Where to turn? Who to talk to No one.. No one cares! A Black hole consumes my heart As I lose my ability to feel ... to love A forgotten life ... Staring at the hourglass wondering when will it be done running through ... OR will i get the chance to flip it over again A broken mirror yet no reflection no soul NO MORALS! Names thrown around dug deep within the skin of the pure With hurt like a thousand nails she only lets them feel like one! A Reflection Lost In Time, A Clear Slate The Difference Between The Masked And The Reality How Can I Tell You How I Fell, When Im As Confused Myself !ANGER! !CORRUPTION! !FAILURE! A Broken

Feelin A Lil Shitty
Each day seems as if its an eternity. Nathan has been gone now for 6 months. Sometimes it seems like its been forever since I seen my angel and other times it seems as if it were yesterday. The pain and hurt only seem to get worse. Some days Im okay other days I just dont want to get out of bed I dont want to face this world without him. I look at Matt and realize I have to hold on he needs me. If it werent for him I wouldnt be here I couldnt make it through this. I feel so very alone.... Why is life so unfair?? Why do children get sick with these awful diseases and die? Why my child?? I look back over the last two years of my life when it got turned upside down. It hurts. My son was diagnosed with embryonal rhabdomyosarcoma in December of 2004. He went through a year of chemo treatments. He had a month of radiation treatments. In December of 2005 they found a new spot on his bladder. It took them three months to do a biopsy and find out what it was. He was then diagnosed in March 2006

Life
Life is full of a lot of surprises.Whatever mistakes you have made and whatever drama you go through only makes you a stronger and wiser person than what you were.Even when you think that you are at a breaking point becase of everything that you are going through,things do get better.It just takes time.My best friends' husband,who was also a good friend of mine had passed away 9 days ago,RIP to him.My girl Alina is much stronger than we all thought of her.She has been through way more unfortunate and very serious events in life then I've ever had.I thought that I was going through a lot of shit but it's really nothing when I compare it to what she has been through.Well my point is that her husband was only 28 years old and had cancer for 2 years before he died.They were so perfect together,the nicest people I know.If u were in any kind of trouble they were ALWAYS there!!! Life is too short to wallow in self pity and to hold grudges.You never know when something like that can happen to

The Rainbow Of Me
You Are Grape You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person.What Color Purple Are You? You Are Indigo Of all the shades of blue, you are the most funky, unique, and independent. Expressing yourself and taking a leap of faith has always been easy for you.What Color Blue Are You? You Are Cameo You are understanding and very empathetic. You don't tend to have acquaintances. Everyone is your friend. And all of your friends tend to be friends. You have a knack for bringing very different people together.What Color Orange Are You?

Yesterday's Fading
I was looking for a swan but I found a duck. I really didn't want the duck, I felt sorry for the duck and thought that I could make this duck into a swan. But a duck is a duck! I worked very hard trying to make my duck look like a swan. I dressed my duck up, gave him money and I tought him some swan manners but a duck is a duck! I thought I was ready to introduce my duck as a swan to my friends, but they told me this is not the swan that you were looking for, it's a duck and a duck is a duck. I took my duck/swan blew off my friends because I knew my duck was a swan atleast by now I had convinced myself that my duck was a swan. As the days past on I knew that my so called swan was really a duck. A duck is a duck, nothing else. I decided that I'd loose my duck, so I ran away from my duck! My duck got mad! But I knew a duck is a duck is a duck, and all this damn duck had ever done is lie to me because he told me he could be a swan, but he's a duck! And a duck is a

My Blog
A bottle of white, a bottle of red Perhaps a bottle of rosé instead We'll get a table near the street In our old familiar place You and I - face to face A bottle of red, a bottle of white It all depends upon your appetite I'll meet you any time you want In our Italian Restaurant. ***I wrote this a really really really long time ago...but I thought it was funny, so I reposted it. :P WANTED -single female, between the ages of 19-23 -goes to college, or has already graduated because of their genius intellect -loyal to friends -"I don't walk into Bath and Body Works every time I go to the mall" -loves staying up all night -can touch her nose with her tongue.. haha.. ;) -loves to talk about absolutely nothing and everything, all at once -can recite her favorite song from memory -"Ranch dressing on pizza is nasty" -sets high standards for herself and others -compassionate -Can't say: "I need more than two hands to count the guys I have slept with." -straightforwa

Kids
Earlier tonight I was in the drive thru at McDonalds, my youngest daughter popped up as I was talking to my oldest daughter about what kind of Dr her friend wanted to be. She said he wanted to be a General Practioner. My youngest daughter then yelled "Shawnee wants to be a Peteratrician!", meaning pediatrician. I was literally crying I was laughing so hard and the girl in the drive thru was asking my oldest if I was nuts. You gotta love the things kids say

10 Rules To Dating My Daughter
Relationship Rules 1. The female makes the rules. 2. The rules are subject to change by the female at any time without prior notification. 3. No male can possibly know all the rules. Attempts to document the rules are not permitted. 4. If the female suspects that the male may know some or all of the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. 5. The female is never wrong. 6. If the female is wrong, it is because of an egregarious misunderstanding which was the direct result of something the male did, said, did not do, or did not say. 7. If rule 6 is invoked, the male must apologize immediately for having been the cause of the misunderstanding without any clues from the female as to what he did to have caused the misunderstanding. See rule 13. 8. The female may change her mind at any time for any reason or no reason at all. 9. The male is never permitted to change his mind or under circumstances without the express written consent of the f

Hi Ninja Here..
Well Hi.. I am trying something new.I am one of the org IDJ"S on the net and if you don't know it ask wsfmdigital , he'll tell ya.http://www.cherrytap.com/user/754550.Thank You.. Well Hi.. I am trying something new.I am one of the org IDJ"S on the net and if you don't know it ask wsfmdigital , he'll tell ya.http://www.cherrytap.com/user/754550.Thank You.. Well Hi.. I am trying something new.I am one of the org IDJ"S on the net and if you don't know it ask wsfmdigital , he'll tell ya..Thank You..

Bushes To Paraguay
10 18 2006 We Hate To Bring Up the Nazis, But They Fled To South America, Too 'Don't you know the boys from Brazil are little Hitlers? I saw it in a movie ... whose name I can't rememberOur paranoid friends over at Bring It On have put together a story that hasn’t exactly made Washington Whispers. It’s real short and real simple: * The Cuban news service reports that George W. Bush has purchased 98,840 acres in Paraguay, near the Bolivian/Brazilian border. * Jenna Bush paid a secret diplomatic visit to Paraguayan President Nicanor Duarte and U.S. Ambassador James Cason. There were no press conferences, no public sightings and no official confirmation of her 10-day trip which apparently ended this week. * The Paraguayan Senate voted last summer to “grant U.S. troops immunity from national and International Criminal Court (ICC) jurisdiction.” * Immediately afterwards, 500 heavily armed U.S. troops arrived with various planes, choppers and land ve

Hi There!
i finally found out why i was so sick. I had 2 have surgery 2 correct the problem and now i am healthy and better than ever! thanx 2 my friends for keeping in touch and seeing how i have been doin. got it just need to take pics and i am workin on it so please bare with me! ;) Sorry i havent been on i have been real sick and in the hospital on and off for the last few weeks. I will be back on soon so everyone pray for me and hope i come back soon

Our World
May 24th, 2007 Thursday Back in 2001 I became good friends with Jayne online. We helped each other through some really tough times and shared some great laughs. We were both married at the time but my marriage was a trainwreck waiting to happen.As time went on we drifted apart. Mostly because I finally went through a divorce and was offline for a few months. Maybe she thought I didn't care anymore. Anyway I had lost most info I had on my pc during the divorce but recently found a cd with some pics and stuff. Browsing through it I suddenly saw Jayne again. I have wondered often how she is and all but had no way to locate her. I've given up hope but figured why not ask my CherryTAP friends for help. If you know her or how to reach her let me know So here is Jayne... She's in Canada...Alberta if memory serves me right. Thanks for any help you can give, IceWizard1021

Ex
Who Am I ? Who am I ?I'm no one just a girl that in a world that she doesn't belong. I just a body that men use to relieves them selves.I have no heart no soul no brain, I'm nothing Why am I nothing?Why did you make me ? No one loves me, I'm not worth being loved. I'm just a girl that you can fuck and leave cry on her bed.Why do I bother thinking that someone can actually love me and want me for my mind, soul and heart.Why can't anyone look me in the eyes and say your worth something,your my one and only. I love you I will never hurt you, I will never leave you .I will never make you cry, But all lies .You lie so you can be in side of me . Why do I always believe lies? I want to trust you I want to believe you. For once in my life i want to be loved for me and only me . But I know deep inside I'm nothing just a girl suck in this world that she doesn't belong. I will never be happy, I will never make you happy. I'm lost so very very lost and tired so very very tired. This is to you t

A Very Old Picture
My Mom was so beautiful and loving. I guess you would have qualified me as a Mama's boy, until I became a rebelious teen (read asshole)! Anyway, I just want to share this picture with you, my friends! Thank you for stopping by and commenting, Carlos

Time To Move On.....
Loved New York, it was much different than I had expected it to be. All my life I had heard people speak of the big apple. It sounded so big, I was intimidated by it without going there to see for myself. Maybe it was partially because I spent my time there in Valley Stream. But even after that I went back into the city before leaving for my next assignment in Martha's Vineyard. All I can say is this, I loved New York. The people are friendly and it has so many things to do. There is no doubt in my mind that I will go back there soon, so much I want to see and do there. But for right now, my work is taking me in a different direction.....Martha's Vineyard.Can hardly wait..... Once again my journey through life is taking a new turn. This time it takes me back east, to New York state. I have lived in Texas for over 12 years, it was much different than I had thought it would be. One thing you can say for Texas, it has some great people here. If there would have been more fishing I would p

Poems
Inside I'm slowly dying..... I'm fading away so fast........ I thought things would be different..... Now I'm not sure how long i can last...... I don't know what to say..... I don't know what to do..... It hurts just to think..... That i may never get to be with you..... I lie awake each night.... Thoughts running through my head...... Praying something will turn out right..... But inside it just feels like I'm dead....... Does anybody hear me? Does anybody care? Will anything ever go right? Will my love i ever get to share? I know that I'm not perfect.... And that I'll never be.... So please just try and accept me..... Either hold my hand or set me free..... A poem that I found a long time ago, let it be to remember our lost heros, whether they were grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, brothers, sisters, cousins and friends.... When Tomorrow Starts Without Me When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your

Life At This Point
I just uploaded new pics of my son on here so check them out and tell me what you think! He's my Doll Baby and the apple of my eye! I am still hurting over the decisions that Rande has made concerning us and our child. To have him choose someone else that he met while I was pregnant and raise her child to call him Daddy instead of his own has rally delt me a hard blow. I am making it though. I have to stay strong for my son. he is my world and my life. I keep up with the day to day so as to make life better for him. I never want to cause a tear to cross his perfect face. He's an angel. I have some awsome friends that have supported me no matter what, even when I didn't know what I was going to do and felt like giving up. They are my stability. I have a great family that has allowed me to morn and give me a break from Aiden (my son) so that I can have some time to myself from time to time. I am still the same person I feel but different. I still enjoy the same things and ac

Rantings Cuz I Can!
Beware of language that is in this blog... and of misspellings that I could care less about! This is not to anyone on here at all *well but one person*....it is to a friend of ours that Used us and is a ....well you will see. You wanna fuck with me? You wanna fuck with what is mine and treat me like shit? You wanna lie, decete and be an ugly no good SOB...be my fucking guest, but don't ever ask me for a damn thing! Don't even come at me thinking that you will EVER in a million fucking years have a shoulder to cry on here! Don't ask my family or friends for shit EVER NEVER again! You think you are God's gift to people? Where do you get off? Who do you think you are? GET THIS YOU NO GOOD SOB....you are less than nothing to anyone in my life, on my friends list or in my family's life. You can take you playing games, lying, stealing asses some where else cuz I fucking don't need the drama or shit in my life and I KNOW that there are several people out there that feel the

Shudder
It is a moment when our two souls meet ~ It is a thought of something sensational and sweet ~ Could be something you dare not think of ~ Deep down within the very depths of all that you desire ~ you shudder. ********* The thought of your touch upon my skin ~ Wondering will I ever be complete again ~ Closing my eyes to listen to the sound of your voice ~ Hoping beyond all hope I gain that experience ~ I shudder. ********** Just stop for a moment and think of something that is good ~ Did you feel it? Something that causes your skin to tingle ~ Did you now? The hair stands up on your arms to the thought of that special one. Prickly sensations run up the middle of your back to a touch. Urges of wants, passions of desire send waves through your body. Did you shudder? You will if you try.

Poem 1
Do you ever think about me, Despite your hatred towards My being, my soul... Have you forgotten everything, My voice, my touch, My pressence... I am saddened By your lack of empathy Towards my darkened world... At one time, You were my everything, What was keeping me alive... With you gone, Not caring about me, Hurts more then you will ever know... I looked into your eyes.. as you wrapped your arms around me, I felt so safe, warm, and protected, as I felt your heart beat, when I lay my head on your chest.. You tilted my face upwards, touching my lips with your finger, as you leaned over to give me a kiss.. so passionately, that you took my breath away.. We looked up to the stars in the sky, as I saw a shooting star fly by, I wished this moment would last eternity, as I took your hand.. my aches went away, I knew you were here for me... 10 reasons to have sex.......... 1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce

Alone In The Dark
ALONE IN THE DARK I sit in the dark and cry myself to sleep every night cause people make fun of me and laughs at me nobody cares if me fellings get hurt and I wounder what they will say next about me At night I hear them saying all the things they have said over and over why must I sit in the dark and alone and cry myself to sleep why?

Heartache Pt.2
Mornings To Come Morning comes and I awaken to an empty bed as I reach for you and you’re not in your place. Emptiness is the loudest cry my ears have ever heard. I get out of bed searching for the biggest sign of your presence; calling out your name over and over. I learn that silence can be the deepest of pains to ones heart and soul. I walk from room to room looking for your things to be in their usual place; I see nothings there. I feel blinded by the empty space that surrounds me. I don’t know what to do or say, I’m lost in the wilderness of my fears. I drowning in words too confused to come out of my mouth fearing the world of loneliness. You were everything to me and more; you’ve taken away the air that I breathe. Please give me back my fantasy; the courage that I need to live. All I’m feeling at this time is the purest of pain. I rush to the phone dialing home and you’re number echoes through my head time after time and you never answer. Tears begin

Heros
An important Person passed away December 16thOfficer William Eric Freeman ~ You will be missed"A Part Of America Died"Somebody killed a policeman today, And part of America died. A piece of our country he swore to protect, Will be buried with him at his side. The suspect that shot him will stand up in court, With counsel demanding his rights. While a young widowed mother must work for her kids,And spend many long lonely nights. The beat he walked was a battle field too just as if he had gone off to war. Though the flag of our nation won't fly at half mast,To his name they will add a gold star. Yes, somebody killed a policeman today, In your town or mine, While we slept in comfort behind locked doors,A cop put his life on the line. Now his ghost walks a beat on a dark city street, And stands at each new rookies' side. He answered the call,of himself and gave his all,And a part of America died.Author Unknown~Please repost this in as many places as you can including here. Officer Freeman

Dixie Luv 45@ Fubar
12 TYPES OF WOMEN Current mood: sassy Category: Romance and Relationships Ladies: What type of woman are you Fellas: What type of woman do you have 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have someone to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. ********************************************* ******************* 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, because she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. S

Why??
This is really meant just to get the thoughts out of my head. I have been up so long that I cant think and blogging is sometimes a release of what you are thinking but just cannot or do not say. Someone very dear to me had a heart attack last night....this is someone that I have spent 15 years of my life with and until now had very little contact....sad but true. Why does it take something like this to happen before you wake up and realize the things in life you have/had are taken for granted. Why is it so hard for us just to stop and see how fortunate we really are and all the things we have to be thankful for. Why do we give up so easily when things seem hard? Why are we having a pity party for ourselves over such little trival things that really mean nothing in the long run. And most importantly why does it take something so tragic to make us wake up and see that we are never given a second. We are all living on borrowed time so why not live life to the fullest instead of

Friend New To Fubar
All my friends,fans and family need to go show sum luv to my friend "NIC" that just joined!!She's a shit load of fun... You've all seen her in my pics!!! Rate,fan an add!! "Nic" "thisendop@hotmail.com" Show sum Fubar love!!!

Venting
I am so tired of the jealous insecurities of people here. They always amaze me.. The grass is not always greener on the other side of the fence and unless you have walked in my shoes or lived my life you do not know. So don't judge me or pretend that you do... bad choices of the past are just that, the past. I've made bad choices, and I'm far from perfect but I don't blame anyone for my mistakes, or hold it against them. So don't blame or take it out on me for yours. I had the choice to either wallow in self pity and continue to use it as an excuse or move on. I moved on. I suggest you do the same. I come on here everyday and leave my friends comments, if I don't leave you one that day doesnt mean your any less of a friend.. If you send me a gift thank you for thinking about me. When I receive a gift from anyone it is much appreciated and try to return them stating my appreciation for the thought. So don't go hating me cause someone sent me a gift or I them

Please Do Not Add This Person To Your Friends List
If someone by the name of Mark Genesis Gallardo (rugbylegend) wants to add you to their list, don't accept it. It's a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it, too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Sorry for the inconvenience. Right click on your group name of your buddy list and click Send Message to all