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Im The Moron
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Brian 2. A four letter word: Bish 3. A boy's name: Bradley 4. A girl's name: Belinda 5. An occupation: Boobologist 6. A colour: BLUE 7. Something you wear: Ball sacks 8. A food: Boob juice 9. Something found in the bathroom: Boobs 10. A place: Behind 11. A reason for being late: Bitch's 12. Something you shout: BALL HAIR 13. A movie title: Belladonna's Bitch's 14. Something you drink: Box juice 15. A musical group: Bad Religion 16. An animal: Bat 17. A street name: Blackbutt ave 18. A type of car: B

Sick & Tired Of Fakes!!!
This Site Has Gone To The Dumps With Everybody Acting Like Fucking Spoiled Little Kids In A Toy Store With All These New Features And All You People Care About On Here Now Is If Someone Has Auto 11's And If Not You Won't Rate Them Fucking Bullshit... I Came On Here To Make Friends With Grown Up's Not Fakes That Like To Act Like Little Immature Teenagers That Are Still In Jr. High Or High School That Act Like Oh Look What I Got Oh Or Ohh If You Don't Have A Certain Thing(Whatever It Mite Be)I Can't Be You're Friend Or Do Anything For You.. Are We Not Adults On Here Anymore And Have We Not GROWN OUT OF THAT STAGE YEARS AGO ??? I Am Getting Really Sick And Tired Of All The Fakes On Here I Am A Person On Here Not A Number On You're Friends List, I Am Not Someone That Will Stand By And Be Ignored Just Cause I Don't Have A VIP Or Auto 11's That Just Shows Me How Shallow And Fake People Are On My Friends List And On Fubar Now Days.

I Want This Feelin To Go Away
I just cant believe how a person can forget the other. I feel useless with out the person. I only want a hey how r u ? hows life going ? But i get nothing ingorned. I been trying to get it out my head but ijust cant. cuz me and this person had something going and something mayor happen. But they act as if nothing did. Also when talking behind my back is worst cuz who knows what the person is saying about u. I feel like total shit been feelin this way for the last 4 months now. I hate it and i just want to died. But i know i cant i got to keep strong for my kids. This is so something i've been dealing with alone and i couldnt keep it inside any longer cuz its eating at me. Poople dont have to comment if u do thats nice thankz. I just ad to write my thoughts down. Muah Natalia

Meant To Be
A relationship of similarities My heart says go for it My soul says the same My mind says slow down. I have a feeling we were meant to be We were meant for one another From the way we act To the sports we like to watch. As I sit alone away from you I think of how luck I am And I thank God to have sent you to me And I count the blessings you've brought. You and I were meant to be. meant to be a match. We were put here to love each other No matter who wants to stop it.

This What Happening At My Work
Caterpillar Announces Additional Layoffs for Employees at Three Illinois Facilities PEORIA, IL – To bring production levels in line with current demand, Caterpillar Inc. (NYSE: CAT) today notified full-time production employees at its Aurora, Decatur and East Peoria, Illinois, manufacturing facilities of permanent layoffs. A total of 2,110 production employees will be laid off at the three facilities as a result of this decision. The layoffs for production employees announced today are in additionto a wide range of other workforce and cost-reduction actions that were outlined by Caterpillar on Monday, January 26, 2009. In Aurora, where Caterpillar manufactures wheel loaders and hydraulic excavators, 500 production employees will be laid off. In Decatur, where the company manufactures off-highway trucks, motor graders and wheel tractor scrapers, 1,026 production employees will be laid off. In East Peoria, wher

Club Future
Untitled Weeping softly to myself Sheltered only by a failing hope Time will tell shall my heart be broke Shall my dreams be realized Whether it's looking into my future Or merely looking into yours eyes I never see the things I want And I can never reach the things I need I'd given you anything you wanted But I can't imagine what that'd be How can I put into words emotions I can't express even to myself? I try so hard but always end up putting them back on their shelf. Fearing the words will never make it out of my mind and you'll never really know. Know I only smile when you do and how no one else is able to make my heart flutter just so. How I think it all sounds so stupid but I'm digging the way I'm feeling. Like a kid spinning round and round it leaves me reeling. On the other hand I can feel your pain so keenly as well. When you travel through I too go through the same hell. Walking only a few steps behind I too lose my grip and my mind. Suffering next to

Broken~
How I feel far too often... *sigh* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nm9-raJaWzE (to see Lindsey perform her song. Embedding disabled on her actual performance of this song.) Broken (lyrics) Wake up to a Sunny Day Not a cloud up in the sky And then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around So open and exposed But I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my troubles When you're broken In a Million little pieces And your tryin' But you can't hold on any more Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believin' in your self When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going through Don't let it beat you up Hittin' walls and gettin' scars Only makes you who you are Only makes you who you are No matter how much your heart is aching There is beauty in the breaking Yeah When you're broken In a Million little pieces And your tryin' But you can't hold on any more Every tea

Stuffz2
1]How tall are you barefoot? 5'7" 2] Have you ever smoked heroin? Not yet but day is still young 3] Do you own a gun? no cause i'd be in prison 4] Rehab? i'm not a quitter 5] Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? yep 6] What do you think of your friends? love them 7] What's your favorite Christmas song? grandma got run over by a reindeer 8] What do you prefer to drink in the morning? starbucks vente mocha twist frap 9] Do you do push-ups? pfft no thats why im so soft 10] Have you ever done ecstacy? many times LOVE IT 11] Are you vegetarian? nope 12] Do you like painkillers? too much 13] What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? all it takes is "ya wanna fuck" works like a charm 14] Do you own a knife? der COOKING 15] Do you have A.D.D. what? 16] Date Of Birth? 6-5-1970 17] Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: sex painkillers and bountys hands 18] Name the last 3 things y

Mystical Beat Auction
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True Friends
Things that has changed your life............... Either bad or good....... 1... for me was getting married in '93 2... was when ((Mary's)) dad died in my arms in 2001 3... was 2005 when step son gradation 4... 2006 when my First Grandson was born 5... was when my step daughter gradation in 2007 6... the worst thing is when my wife of 14.7 years (( and together for 18 years)) Passed away on me (2007) and i know who reads this probley won't understand it.. but helps me to right down stuff and to deal with my Pain........... Just got Question for who ever reads this..NEED ((((((UNICORN PICTURES))))) for a Trubute to my Wife that passed away in late 2007...... PLZ if you have any.... TKS STAN A true friend is someone who likes you for who you are and not judging your looks or background or where you came from. A true friend is someone like you. I will be hoping to talk to you and read back frm you. Good Morning and have a wonderful new day.

Nin Concert
OK i bought 2 tickets to the Nine Inch Nails Concert in Las Vegas, they are playing with Janes Addiction on May 18th...I am looking for someone to go with me or meet me there. I will cover the cost of the tickets and hotel you just need to get yourself to Vegas.... Im not looking for a GF, wife, or sex LOL just someone that will appreciate the concert and have fun. I also need someone that is serious about going cause i spent alot of money on the tickets!!!! If you want to know more and are interested IM me....Please Please be serious...LOL

At Times I Think All I See
At times I think of all I see in my job from day to day So many times I want to quit yet, something makes me stay So many times I have questioned this path that I must take and how someone's life will be affected over the decisions that I make I went to school and learned the skills to become an EMT but when the class was over You weren't finished teaching me The most important lessons I have learned are the ones you teach me every day to have compassion for human life for I could be in their place And although I may see the worst of the world You have trained me to look for the best You have taught me to love and care for all You have blessed me with EMS

Miss You All
So I havent been here alot and wanted to let you all know why...Here is my last week.. Hee Hee 1...I started workin alot more hours at work and was still cleanin houses til a week ago. 2...Ellas dad got laid off..We are still extremely close and I have been dealin with all that..He helps me out alot in many ways..but money is DEF one big way and now thats gone.... 3..My daycare provider closed her day care for a while because of some family issues so after I picked up alot more hours, I had no sitter and had to let my daughter spend 4 nights away from me cuz my sitter lives soo far away and I had to work.. 4..Ella got extremely sick and I could not take her to day care and had to call in 4 days in a row ... 5..My van..As always..Has issues..LOL 6..My bank got some stuf all messed up and put my checking account in the negatives.They are gonna fix it, but will take a few :( So anyways..LOL..I miss you all dearly, but life is sooo crazy here I can hardly catch my br

R.i.p. Jaboa My Friend
Pet's prayer: "Treat me kindly, my beloved friend", for no heart in the entire world is more grateful for your kindness than mine. Don't be angry with me for long, and don't strike me, chain me or lock me up as punishment. After all, you have your job, your friends and your entertainment. I have only you." Two years ago today you both passed away very tragically. You are still missed and loved by those you left behind . I know that are you with Jaboa and Phyllis and that is good. Phyllis mete you at rainbow bridge so i know you are playing and happy with them. love and miss you both.

Daily Profile Comments Due To A Slow Connection In Gtmo.cuba
Due to I'm on vacation in Gtmo,Cuba the Navy Base for a week or so . I'm working with a slow connection I thank everyone that leaves me a daily profile comment, but I'm working with a slow connection and unable to return the luv one by one so I'm going to try to leave a daily comment here for all my Fu-Friends to share.Pls remember to rate the blog and we both get credit Thanks miss ya'll. SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! I'm still on vacation but send ya'll some LUV.Thanks for the LUV bk Miss ya Unabear

~ My Reading's From Roxy ~
Read from top to bottom Andi Strickler: Cool. Im glad you liked it. So just the general things or anything specific you wanna know about? juju: Love, friendship ... Family Andi Strickler: you got it. we doing a 10 card i assume? juju: yea they seem to be more on point then a 4 card one ... at least fo rmee Andi Strickler: the 10 card ones are deff to the point and more informitive juju: i liked it lots !! Andi Strickler: ooooooook...You member how it works right? You close your eyes and throw in everything dealing with love friendship and family... Andi Strickler: tell me when to stop.. juju: yes i do juju: ok stop Andi Strickler: want the deck cut? juju: the same as last time juju: yea Andi Strickler: did you have me cut it in 3's I dont member Andi Strickler: someone had me cut it in 3's Andi Strickler: lol juju: yea do 3 Andi Strickler: ok juju: ok Andi Strickler: ooook...lest start... juju: all rite And

Today
" Truly To Love...and To Be Loved... Is a CHOICE...We MAKE Daily" This year: It's been a tough,rough year...We were so fortunate NOBODY in my immediate family had cancer....Well surprise!!! One after another,My Mother,Father,two Aunts,a cousin,then I lost my Aunt this year...Another Aunt still coping with difficulty in recently being blind....Still another emergency surgery....Dad had two this year and about to undergo a third in Dec.... My favorite Aunt....She was a fabulous person....I shall miss her terribly...Then my Grandmother...not one cancer but two!!!...God always hears from me....But more now than ever.To make matters worse my "baby" ended up with the diagnoses...Thank God they were wrong....He only had to have tonsils and adnoids removed.... OhMyGosh....when will it end?....My sister jsut called.NOW she is in the hospital with a tumour and they are operating in the morning.... I miss those days when worry was over silly things...Like where is the money coming fro

Under The Microscope
Lives we make don't get us anywhere but dead. So what would life be like without the threat of death? How much more superficial could people be; How much more chaotic and evil? Without death there can be no life. I've said it before, polarity by Universal Law is bound and governed in such a way that without one, the other can not exist. Could we possibly know what peace is without chaos? How far would a person go without consequence? Staggering. You can't handle me, no one can! If you wanna compare notes I can bring out the "big guns", the slef pity pot that so full of shit that it is constantly overflowing. My boots can walk, I ain't trippin' and I know there are people out there that have it so worst than me - (Give my love and respect to those fighting for this crazy cuntry

I Need My Friends' Help
Hi... First off this is going to sound really really sad and pathetic.... Secondly..I am being serious.. Anyways.. I need your help.. I have lost the ability how to talk to people.. how to conversate...I need some advice on how to do that.. how to just have fun and joke around..My ex wouldn't let me have friends.. he wouldn't allow me to talk to me..nothing like that..so I lost the ability to connect with people.. Its been a few years since I left him, but I still don't know how. I am in great need for that human connection..so any advice you can give me.. will surely be appreciated. I am scared..I dont know what to ask people.. don't know how to approach them.. I've been pushed away so much that I have the jitters just thinking about talking to someone new. people hit me up here all the time.. and I don't answer back.. which I know is rude and I know it's bad...but I really DON'T know how to talk to people.. Thank you very much for reading this.. and I know some are laughin

Test
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No Such Thing As " Deleted" On The Net
It's always fun to write about research that you can actually try out for yourself.Try this: Take a photo and upload it to Facebook, then after a day or so, note what the URL to the picture is (the actual photo, not the page on which the photo resides), and then delete it. Come back a month later and see if the link works. Chances are: It will.Facebook isn't alone here. Researchers at Cambridge University (so you know this is legit, people!) have found that nearly half of the social networking sites don't immediately delete pictures when a user requests they be removed. In general, photo-centric websites like Flickr were found to be better at quickly removing deleted photos upon request.Why do "deleted" photos stick around so long? The problem relates to the way data is stored on large websites: While your personal computer only keeps one copy of a file, large-scale services like Facebook rely on what are called content delivery networks to manage data and distribution. It's a compl

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" How do I say what I wish mind conflicting with heart internal turmoil ripping me apart If I could but remove my heart and speak with just my mind then I am unsure would I still be kind but if I were to remove my mind and try to speak from my heart then I would truly be lost for I wouldn't know where to start so many words I wish I could say so many things I wish to do but I would hope to start by saying I am there for you I would give you my love and be there till the end for no matter what I will always be your friend I am unable to speak what I need to say so I try to relay it in every song but these feelings have me torn for I feel that they are wrong Misplaced somehow though they come from the heart I feel it in my soul and it is tearing me apart If I could but speak when we are near then I would say I love you but there is to much fear fear I will screw up fear of what I will do you have all of my love but I'm a

Time On Here
well as most of my true friends know i have been on this site for almost 3 yrs and its been really fun for the most part have had alot of good times with most of you we have laughed joked and even cried together but there comes to a point when enough bs and shit has to come to a end for awhile so i am thinking of leaving fubar for a lil bit i will miss u all very much cause a few of you are my true friends and are what helps keep me goin in the right direction but life right now is to stressful for me and i really dont know how to handle it all to well... if i had better reasons to stay i would but i dont so i may see you around and i may not... so if i dont remember i love most of my fu family and the rest can go to hell.... love you all tabby I GIVE THINGS A WEEK TO CHANGE IF NOT IM BLOWING UP AND IM GONE !!! is this better for those of u who want me to stay ?

Living With ~ladyfaith~
Do it's not so much that I lead a double life per se, but that I have a life that I don't share for general knowledge. Part of this life is what I do in my own, or someone else's bedroom. I've been a member of a site for adults about 2 1/2 years now. And while it's a great site for just getting someone for a short term thing, not the greatest site for anything long term. I'm at the point in my life now where I want long term. No, not marriage, been there done that shit and I don't want anymore of that. But I also don't want a one night stand or even a fwb thing any more. So I've spent the last 3 days with a very close friend of mine and all that we've accomplished in all our talking in those three days is that "he's not sure what he wants". Now I may be blond, but I am by no means stupid. So when I hear a guy tell me this, it says to me "I know what I want, and it's not you. But your ok for an FWB thing". Bleh!!! DIVORCE AGREEMENT THIS IS INCR

Fathers Day
Searchers have a question they'd like answered: Who started Father's Day? Who do they have to thank for the mandatory bonding time they're spending with dear ol' dad this weekend? Lookups on "father's day origin" and "who started father's day" inspired us to investigate. The results of our research shook us to our very core. OK, maybe not to our core, exactly. But the story of how Father's Day came to be is still pretty interesting. A blog from a Detroit church explains that most historians credit a woman named Sonora Smart Dodd with creating the holiday. Ms. Smart Dodd was "inspired by her father, a widower and Civil War veteran named William Jackson Smart." She wanted to do something to honor his memory while paying respect to all fathers. Clearly she was a woman with a plan. Alas, not everybody agreed with her pleas to "give it up for the papas" (our words, not hers). In fact, Ms. Smart Dodd's proposal was often mocked when it first made the rounds. Folks felt it unnecessary. And

Things To Ponder
Are there seeing eye humans for blind dogs? - If knees were backwards, what would chairs look like? - When you open a new bag of cotton balls, are you supposed to throw the top one away? - When your pet bird sees you reading the newspaper, does he wonder why you're just sitting there, staring at carpeting? - What happened to the first 6 "ups"? - If an orange is orange, why isn't a lime called a green or a lemon called a yellow? - Why does your nose run, and your feet smell? - If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from? - Hermits have no peer pressure. - Whenever I think of the past, it brings back so many memories... - There's a fine line between fishing and just standing on the shore like an idiot.. - How much deeper would the ocean be if sponges didn't live there? - What a nice night for an evening. - When I was in high school, I got in trouble with my girlfriend's Dad. He said, "I want my daughter back by 8:15." I said, "The middle of August? Cool!"

hello there my friends!! i am only wanting to be friends ! ya i do chat with others on fubar. i'm old enough to know and make my own choices on the things i do in life it's self!! why doesnt people on fubar visit lounges where there is great tunes an awesome ppl too

Home Pleasure
Fore Playing/Anal Sex Father/Daughter…Taboo (To all the readers, this story takes place from beginning to end, so if you faint at heart or hate what is reality, than don’t read it, because its deal with the reality in some families. I believe this kind of love or sex should not be happening, but I write what is within own my family, but I have be lucky for this to never had happen to me, yet I know this kind of things does happen in real life.) Tom wept at his wife grave site, he had lost her upon the birth of their daughter, but he knew deep down with his heart and soul he didn’t blame his only daughter for his wife death, he blamed his wife. She had knew the risk of carrying another child, but she wanted a daughter more than anything else in life, she was happy with her two sons, Donny and Angelo, but she wanted a mere image of herself within their family. He held his daughter within his arms, he stared at her, but right now he could not feel nothing for h

Grrr
the day we met how could i forget you was vibin like you needed somebody to show you respect lookin back i should of turned up in a different direction left the whole tour i can fix my lifestyle no question no answers when i ask how you really feel just hook me with your lines like a fishing reel tellin me to tell ur last girl to suck it easy we joke about it then you proceed to please me you thinnk i didnt see u settin me up for the fall buti cant hit the ground its everything or nothing at all if im gettin fucked then im fuckin em all you the type a dude with ur fist balled stuck in the wall when i first met u i was straight lovestruck blind to the fact that ur brains fucked up never let a man get ahold of you before you no it thats anoter person whose controlling you i was wondering why you live the life your livng but we had the hopes of making it work now i see i was tripping all u wanna do its make my paranoia worse and manipulate me like you do with every other person because yo

Imprese Artigiane
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I'm A Lil Secrect...shhhhhhhh!@ Fubar
Jo Just so you know how much you mean too me ................................... You are such a special person and I am so glad I met you, you have the kindest heart and such a lovely way about you, and for me to know you, makes me so lucky, I am so glad that you finely are sorting your life out and I truly believe that you are going to be so happy and have such a nice life down in Cornwall. For the past 3 years that I have known you it’s been a really tough time but I really hope that in some small way I have been there for you and helped, I know there have been times that I have annoyed you, but I hope that you can just remember the good times and the laughing we did, as I will always remember the fun we had, you will always be very dear to me and will always be my very best friend (Just don’t ask me too look after your car keys again or ask me where they are :)) I know you were always going to leave but I never thought it would be as hard for me when the time c

Untitled
I opened my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this

Blood Milk Sky
Whether to be agreat cagey perfumedbeastdying under thesweet patronageof Kings& exist like luxuriantflowers beneath theemblems of theirStrange empireor by mere insouciantfaithslap them, call their cardsspit on fate & cast hellto flames in usuryby dying, noblywe could exist likeinnocent trollspropogate our revels& give the finger to thegods in our privatebedroomslet's rather, maybe,perhaps,get fucking out inthe open, & byswelling, jubilantlyMagnificently, end them. Jim Morrison "Blood, Milk, And Sky" The siren sings a Lonely song of all the Wants and hungers The lust of love a brute Desire - the ledge of life Goes under - Divide the Dream into the fleshKaleidoscope and -Candle eyes - Empty Winds scrape on the Soul - but never stop To realize -Animal whisperingsIntoxicate the nightHypnotize the deperateSlow motion light - Wash Away into the rainBlood, milk and skyHollow moons illuminateAnd beauty never diesRunning wild running blindI breathe the body deep1,000 years beside myselfI do

Couldnt Have Said It Better Myself
Well I've run through rainbows and castles of candy I cried a river of tears from the pain I try to dance with what life has to hand me My partner's been pleasure... my partner's been pain There are days when I swear I could fly like an eagle And dark desperate hours that nobody sees My arms stretched triumphant on top of the mountain My head in my hands... down on my knees Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze Sometimes love's blind... and sometimes it sees Sometimes it's roses... and, sometimes it's weeds Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze I've reached in darkness and come out with treasure I've laid down with love and I woke up with lies What's it all worth only the heart can measure It's not what's in the mirror... but what's left inside Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze Sometimes love's blind... and sometimes it sees Sometimes it's roses... and, sometimes it's weeds Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes

My Most Chereshed Moment
Me an my bottle of eight star were just thinking of this place we know, its the most magical place I've ever bean and so beautiful, its like our own little slice of heaven. you have to walk like a mile strait up this huge hill an at the top it kind of Plato's off there's just enough of these really big tall trees to give you privacy from the mansion across the holler to the right of the path. there's also a huge holler at the left end of the Plato { like an island without the sea} in the middle there's an old fallen tree where two lovers set in the early dawn watching the sun rise with the most gorgeous Hughes of amber an gold light shimmering off the tree's an fallen leaves an there soul's connect making them forever soul mates . now close you're eyes and picture what you just read. and message me back the first thought or feeling that comes to you.

Steveo... The Blog
trapped inside this darkness i thought maybe i belonged here. i saw a light distant but glimmering with the hope we all were searching for. whispers in the wind went unnoticed. the rain falls. pounding against the destruction seen around me. here forever, darkness is the light. the rain falls and thunder shakes the skies. i stand there. away i would go, if i knew how to let it all go. they say that's how it goes, but feeling lost and all alone is feeling kin to depression and kin to enemy. im over this and moving on. you've lost me. and im gone. In life there are always those people you keep running back to for whatever reason. They bring out the best and worst in you. You cry, laugh, regret, yell, and for some reason they mean the world to you. They teach you and impact you in ways on one else could. You never let them go……no matter how much time has passed. Maybe it's love maybe it isn't. But it's something right? Half the world says you guys are the cutest couple and t

Poems
I am not allowed to show my feelingsI am not allowed to cryI walk tall I hate the look in othersAs they look at me Like they are better than meIt is so easy for them to make a judgment What gives them the right to judge meWho has the right to judge my rights or wrongs? I recognize my ways and know I am not perfectI stand here knowing that I hurt manyI killed manyI fixed many I saved many Do all my good deeds make up for the murders?I stand here ready to hear the final judgmentI got a feeling that I will never make it to heavenI made my decision to live I know it was wrong to take the livesI listened to the gasps and heard the screams The bullets going inNothing compared to the bladeAs it slid in I watched the eyes turn blank Heard the gasps as I closed my own eyesI am to fix them yet I need to live too Am I right to want to live another day?I never agreed to murder othersI agreed to caring for the sick and injuredAs I sit here I think about the nights I haveI never sleep because I s

Save Your Reptiles
the best way to pretect your pet constrictors an rights to own them is to speek out ,dont keep what u have to say in your head .an keep your constrictors housed propperly.not just some plywood box or aquirem they need propper housing good owners knw this.though.im not here to tell anyone how to keep their pets.but 4 u that keep them safe .an knw they need are help to live .please protect them from others such as gov .no person or goverment should hav the wright to destroy such creachers if it was a aligators killing humans they would just capture an remove to better enviromet.so why not do the same with pytons of florida im ashame i was born in a state wheir thy are destroying such creachers.an what they are not telling everyone is that the indigo snake can reach 12 ft i knw this because ive seen first hand that they can an do an indigo snakes can be just as dangerouse as any pyton to tell all of u the truth any snake can kill its in their nature .so dont let goverment bs anyone .a

The Way
The Way The way you smile The way your eyes shine The sheer beauty of our love The feeling of being lost in time Of everlasting tranquility The way you make me see Our heart and soul joined together For all eternity The way you make me laugh The way you hold me when I cry A love so deep and special Will never end in goodbye The natural high I feel when I'm with you The way you love me.... So endless, sweet and true Now can you see All the reasons I love you

Forget The Times
Forget the times he walked byForget the times he made u cryForget the times he spoke your nameRemember now your not the same.Forget the times he held your handForget the sweet things if u canForget the times & Don't pretendRemember now he's just ur friend

Bombs N What?
so I am totally clue less n a little drunk..WTF is a bomb? ny one? I mean c'mon..it took me 3 yrs to get a salute up! lol just kidding but no...I came to this site n didnt read a dang thing..now I am n I am sooooo confused....well...this is my first blog..it sucks elf but hey..never said I was a brain...just an old vamp. Peace to you all n Goddess bless

Poem For Grandma
She raised 11 kids, kept them happy, clothed and fed, Kept them warm, sheltered, a place to lay their heads. Such a kind spirit, so gentle and sweet, There was no problem she could not defeat. There was no task that was ever too large, For grandma knew just how to take charge. She did her best with whatever she had, At times she had to be both a mom and a dad. She loved us all equally, with all of her heart, She was such a strong woman, beautiful and smart. She struggled and toiled all of her life, And not once did she complain of her poverty and strife. Everything she owned, she worked for it all, This was the only way she could stand proud and stand tall. She was blessed with so many family and friends, On whom she could call when she needed a hand. Grandma's spirit was like sunshine on a rainy day, She could smile and melt all the tears away. Grandma said we could be anything we wanted to be, She loved all of us unconditionally. She would never judge, never belittle, or criticize, S

A Poem
I tried so hard but lost the fight With spirits of evil who torture at night I'm worthless and stupid I'm lead to believe As the razor they give me drips blood down my sleeve I try to overcome them but they never go home So they chant and torture as I turn to stone And when the sun rises they sink with the moon But my coldness remains because they will return soon I pass through the day not feeling a feeling I hide in the walls I hide in the ceiling But they can still find me by the scent of my tears Stealing love and happiness, stealing hours and years

Diary Of A Fine Man
Whats Good Fellas Its Ya Boi C.J Im writing my first blog to help some fellas out. some of you dont need this help and you know who u are. 1st: STOP!!! wearing jeans to the club UNLESS and this is the only reason jeans are allowed if they are worth more than $300. Go buy yourself some slacks preferably BLACK. 2nd: I cant stress this enough DO NOT WEAR A BELT WITH HOLES ALL AROUND it thats just nasty and tacky. Trust me you will not bag a shorty with a $2 belt. 3rd: Button Downs, Polo Shirts and Designer T-shirts Are Acceptable. If your going to wear a T-shirt get your self a nice short chain Diamond Laced. If you Wear Button downs or polos get them your size it looks better. 4th: DO NOT wear slacks and a button down with TIMBERLAND BOOTS OR SNEAKERS buy some SHOES. And if you wear designer jeans still wear shoes its a good look TRUST ME!! 5th: Get yourself a diamond earing and a nice watch. Last & not least dont be so desperate. Dont go around buying drinks that will get

Speely's Blog
LMAO! Some girl (NatalieSparks) asked me for my messenger, and I told her she could have it as long as she wasn't going to ask me to sign up for a cam website - and she blocked me. Oversensitive webcam girl? Yep. Listen, I have nothing against camgirls, and I would be more than happy to be friends with you (and may even seriously consider dating), but I'm not going to sign up for (and give my CC info to) a webcam site to see you strip - even if you claim it's free with your "access code" - and no amount of begging, pleading, rationalizing, or pouting will make me change my mind. I *might* consider signing up for your site if we're actually dating (or even just good friends) and have been for quite some time (days won't cut it - weeks might.) So please, if you happen to be a camgirl, don't be repelled by all this. I'm here to meet new friends, online or off, and who knows, maybe meet a potential GF, and camgirls are no different than any other girl. Just, please, seriously. Do

Fairy Tales
I guess maybe I was raised up on too many Disney movies. I believe in happily ever after, maybe it's use to believe; I'm not sure at this point in my life. All I've ever wanted was a simple truth; I want the dream, forever with the woman I love and a meger stable life. There are alot of people that think I have more to offer, but what I feel I was ment to offer is already here. My children are what I feel I was put here to create or do, so it's kind of simple for me. At this point all I need to worry about is being happy and creating a stable life for them. But, no matter how hard I try neither of them seem to be achievable for me. I have to wonder, is my search for stability and happiness actually counter productive to creating stability for them. Women come and go, and all that has done has created the womanizer imagine in my childrens minds. My oldest doesn't view anyone I see as anything more than a passing thing. Due to me being poor she doesn't seem to be able to bring herself to

Favorite Lyrics!
I don't believe you And I never will, Oh I can't live by your side with the lies you've tried to instil, I can't take anymore, I don't have to give you a reason For leaving this time Cos this is my last goodbye It's like I hardly know you but maybe I never did. It's like every emotion you showed me you kept well hid, and every true word that you ever spoke was really decieving. Now I'm leaving this time cos this is my last goodbye I've gotta turn and walk away, I don't have anything left to say

Random
I have been thinking about the most painful stuff that some people have to live with and come to realize the "mentally and emotionally" unstable people are where they are for a reason they trust friends to always help them out when times get rough but sometimes we take that for granted it's something stupid that we all do.. well what happens when those friends turn there back on you and everything falls apart this a stupid fuckin blog . I know im not the nicest or coolest person to talk to or be around especially on my bad days and the more and more i i think about it the more and more i realize that i treat people like shit because i'm unhappy or depressed well maybe it's time for me to step up and try to make a change for the better and maybe by doing this i wont hurt the ones i care about and that care about me the most. We often take things in our lives for granted and maybe we should give our head a shake well all in all i guess this is just me giving my head a shake

Ummm Ya!!
Why does it seem like every manager i've every worked for (with few exceptions), as been lazy, fag, too skinny (nerd type). why do i never see any FIT/Active managers.. ppl whom are proactive and solve problems instead of standing around iwth other fat/lazy manager and *discussing* the problem. This shit annoys me. This is why in the next few yrs im gonna be in management and show them how its done. I hate these fucks. I'm sweating busting my ass hussleing. and all these lazy fucks so it stare and try to critic me. I don't MIND critic, but when its unnecessary just for a manager to SAY SOMETHINg.. come on douch bag.. do something.

The Horse Is Dead, But I Believe It'll Come Back. Trust Me.
So here I am again, venting random frustrations on the world after a night of no sleep. It's something to do, it's something to roll to, so why the fuck not?Before we begin, I'd like to make it clear that, as read from the title of this blog, this IS a dead horse. I AM going to beat it a bit. But only because I'm male, I want to beat my chest and proclaim to the heavens, and I simply want to let it be known.What am I venting about, you may ask. One word:MUSIC^ See the image above?Tell me what that image instills in your mind. In your soul. Hell, in your ass. Regardless of where it's instilling, it's doing SOMETHING.This is the album cover of Rage Against The Machine's The Battle For Los Angeles.Now... let's try this from another angle.This is Panic! at the Disco's I Write Sins Not Tragedies.What emotion does this evoke from your bowels? Granted, it's a pretty little piece of art. It DOES NOT say anything about what you're about to listen to, though. It doesn't make me FEEL anything.

Flitting About
Trip to the grocery store for a pop - walking with my head down reading to see what my gas points were up to. I almost run into a cashier walking in an intercepting path with mine. I attempt to avoid plowing into her by flailing to my left, and walk directly into the path of the poor kid pushing a whole line of carts back inside the store. In an attempt to miss me, he plows his row of carts directly into the lady bringing a large selection of flowers from the outside of the store into the inside. Flowers sway ominously, but manage to stay in cart. I could NOT slink out of there fast enough!

A Poem I Wrote For A New Friend That Touched My Heart
Look at the stars tonightAs we see the same lightAnd in that momentIt will be alrightIf you miss a falling starI'll catch it for youKeep it in my heartAnd we can share it tooKeep holding onAs life goes alongPain is short-livedAs you are so strongI will hold your handAnd look in your eyesBut it is only thenThat our star will shine.I wrote this poem tell me what u think

::deployment Diary::
Breaking it down barney style; Bf lands in USA two Saturdays ago for emergency leave for a family death...doesn't contact me or his dad's family here in Cali until last Friday...and he leaves to go back for Iraq the next day....haven't heard from him since and I gave him both my email and skype addy. I'm pissed, I'm hurt, I'm upset....I don't deserve this treatment. Looks like I got another Wolf on my shit list.

Punk Photography In La
I dedicated a lot of my time to photography punk bands in the early days of the movement. I'm probably best known for my punk photography, but I have done many types of photographs over the years from portraits, street photography and assemblage art to architectural photography.

The Funny Stuff
More often than not, when someone is telling me a story all I can think about is that I can’t wait for them to finish so that I can tell my own story that’s not only better, but also more directly involves me. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you’re wrong. Have you ever been walking down the street and realized that you’re going in the complete opposite direction of where you are supposed to be going? But instead of just turning a 180 and walking back in the direction from which you came, you have to first do something like check your watch or phone or make a grand arm gesture and mutter to yourself to ensure that no one in the surrounding area thinks you’re crazy by randomly switching directions on the sidewalk. That’s enough, Nickelback. I totally take back all those times I didn’t want to nap when I was younger. Is it just me, or are 80% of the people in the “people you m

Here Comes The Music.
Time to make some music. So far, I've got two songs in the works. One is a "tribute" to rap-rock. The other is going to be a super-long punk rock sing-a-long about the things we're appreciative of. Anyone wishing to contribute to Pure Horseshit, hit me up. Just remember, we're not out to change the world. We're out to make that dollar off of people dumber than us.

Random Encounter
It's a beautiful day, he's a regular guy, about 5'7, brown hair, neatly dressed and clean shaven. He enters the coffee shop, grabs a quick black coffee, and finds a place to sit. She enters, nicely dressed, long legs, nice shape, very pretty. she orders, and looks for a place to sit. The place is kinda full, and the only place to sit is at his table. she approaches, and politely asks if he's expecting company. He responds no. and invites her to sit. They chat a bit drinking their coffee's and laughing. As she finishes her cup, she rises to leave, and coyly passes him a slip of paper with her number. She smiles as she walks away thinking, "Possibilities, definite possibilities"! ~~~~~~~~~~~~------------------------------~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rummaging through his pocket, he finds the slip of paper. He looks it over, and remembers the lovely lady that gave it to him. He considers for a moment or two what to do, then on impulse picks yo his phone and dials. it rings once, t

Had To Share
I am a military girlfriend. I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be I am at the bottom of the chain. I hold no Military ID card; I am not a dependent or a parent. The man I love may face unspeakable dangers and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. I understand this and accept this. I have promised to be here for him upon his return no matter how long he is away. They may say I am insane for making such a commitment, but I hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe. I know well that my love for him fuels him in the worst of times. There is no ring on my finger to symbolize our commitment, though I love him no less for it. I hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain. My relationship is based on a brief communication where I love you and I’m okay speaks more than volumes and give

Far Away
Far Away lyricsSo far awayThis time, this placeMisused, mistakesToo long, too lateWho was I to make you wait?Just one chance, just one breathJust in case there's just one leftCause you knowYou know, you knowThat I love you, I have loved you all alongAnd I miss you, been far away for far too longI keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never goStop breathing if I don't see you anymoreOne my knees, I'll askLast chance for one last danceCause with you I'd withstandAll of it to hold your handI'd give it all, I'd give for usGive anything but I won't give upCause you knowYou know, you know

The Plea
The Plea Am I to be forgotten Just a conquest on a map? No road leading forward, A future run off track? Am I to be forgotten, Before we’ve had a chance, To see if it can be our story, This wondrous true romance. Am I to be forgotten, Without a word goodbye, Whispers of a longing That’s seemed to have passed you by? Am I to be forgotten, The one thing you deserve,

Vampyric Poem
Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, feed from you I'll take you down that road That leads to destruction Come and take a walk with me Where the angels fear to tread Kiss the flame, feel the pain In the furnace of our love I can't feed my hunger Your youth makes me younger I'll hurt you, desert you Turn your dreams to nightmares I'll cheat you, I'll eat you I'll maim you, I'll drain you Come to me, come to me To the dark side where love sleeps I'll hurt you, you'll love me I'll scratch you, I'll cut you You'll kiss me, then miss me I'll laugh at your torment I'll have you, and own you Be hard and cold to you I'll be your dark angel I'll be your worst nightmare Vampyre Erotica Your heart burns for love My soul burns for blood I'll take you, I'll break you I'll crush you, I'll break you If you want me, I'll need you I'll kill you, fee

Crying
Last night I got some bad news. A soldier in my husbands unit lost his life. He is leaving behind is wife. Its makes things worse that he was close friends with my husband. So i dont know what to say. ive been crying, my husband has been upset and i cant be there to hold him. I hate deployments but every wife knows that there is nothing that can be done. Please pray for the fallen soldier and his family

Come Vote For Me :)
For me in the best cleavage contest ;) You scored as Night horny. You tend to get hot when the others are getting tired. You want to have some in the dark time, possibly in the candlelight or in the dark with moon as your only light. Night time can be very romantic with moon, stars and candlelights, but be aware your companion might get tired before it's late enough.Night horny100%Morning horny83%Day horny78%How HORNY are you after all?created with QuizFarm.com

New To Lostcherry
HI I am new to Lostcherry and i love it here I must say This place is soo much better then my space! The Strange Questions Survey# 1. Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work? no 2. Have you ever puked at a bar or club? yup 3. What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you have dated? 11 years 4. Have you ever smoked pot at a concert? yuo 5. Have you ever dated/fooled around with a coworker? yup 6. If so, how did that turn out? not so good 7. Ever been in a car wreck? yup 8. Were you popular in high school? nooo 9. Have you ever been on a blind date? no 10. Are looks important? hmm, lil bit? 11. Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more? yup 12. By what age would you like to be married? pfff, 125 years old 13. Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them? no I slept with alot 14. Have you ever sacrificed yourself so your friend

Bored As Fuck!!!
If U were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month U r number 1... If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r number 2... If U were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then U r number 3... If U were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then U r number 4... If U were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then U r number 5... If U were born on the 6th,15th,24th of any month then U r number 6... If U were born on the 7th,16th,25th of any month then U r number 7... If U were born on the 8th,17th,26th of any month then U r number 8... If U were born on the 9th,18th,27th of any month then U r number 9... Number 1 You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authoritive, famous person...always want to be and regarded as first on people position,they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident peop

Work
Well I guys i managed to mess up my back again and now i cant work for a few months. the doctor put me on some serious medicine and physical therapy. This is really going to suck being home till probably the first of the year. I love my son but when it is 330 am and he woke up not feeling good then the only way to get him back to sleep was to let him sleep in my and not wanting to go back to his bed. I hate being up this late, unless i am getting breakfast after the bar. I find myself cleaning now to try to stay awake.

Santosh's Blog
New York City: It's a cold day in December. A little boy about 10-year-old was standing before a shoe store on Broadway, barefooted, peering through the window, and shivering with cold. A lady approached the boy and said, "My little fellow, why are you looking so earnestly in that window?" "I was asking God to give me a pair of shoes," was the boy's reply. The lady took him by the hand and went into the store, and asked the clerk to get a half dozen pairs of socks for the boy. She then asked if he could give her a basin of water and a towel. He quickly brought them to her. She took the little fellow to the back part of the store and, removing her gloves, knelt down, washed his little feet, and dried them with a towel. By this time the clerk had returned with the socks. Placing a pair upon the boy's feet, she then purchased him a pair of shoes, and tying up the remaining pairs of socks, gave them to him. She patted him on the head and said, "No doubt, my little fellow, you feel

Hotsexymeche59 Is In Here Now So Get At Me Girls
will i like to eat pussy all day so if you like to get your pussy eating out all get me at (773)358-0041 at 9:00 pm tonit that is to all girl that like to get ther pussy eat out bay me whats up to all you sexy girls on here now my name is hotsexymeche59 and i live in streamwood ill it is fun out here so com have fun in chicago or streamwood ok hi to all girls on you can gave me a call at 773358 0041 if you like me or like to get to know me my name is demetrius ok

Grrrr- The Ones Who Come After You
i am just venting here, ok? i got an e-mail from my ex's wife. she says i do not love my son. wow- based on what, you may ask? hmmm- the fact that i work a lot. wow- didn't know it was wrong!!!! i work to take care of my kids. if some ppl could be bothered with such things as child support maybe i wouldn't have to. because i make more money than you is no excuse not to adhere to your court order. i have busted my ass to get where i am at work. i will not be made to feel like a bad mom because of it. i have now decided to cut off all visitation until all court ordered child support is paid. can someone plzzzz tell me if you think i am wrong??? the amount is over $20,000. IT HAS BEEN 3 YEARS. how much abuse do i need to take before i say enough. i have had it. they want to let me know how good they are doing with their 3 stores, and all their vehicles, and say i love my son in the little bit i am capable of----god i am sooooooooooooo pisssed off

Thank You To Every One For Welcoming Me To Lc
I see we have a lot of nice people on here this is my first day on here and i hope to be on every day. I hope to meet a nice lady on here and again thanks to all that have welcomed me to LC

First And Last Stupid Blog
You know whats stupid..people who blog every 5 minutes..about jack shit..or people who use the blogs to post bulletin type shit.. A friend posted recipes..now thats useful at least and i actually copied a couple. I'm gonna stop rating blogs period.. my blog..my rants.. fuck off

A Day In The Life Of A Mean Girl...
This is to pushing on the splintered walls of the world, trying to break free. This is to 4am phone calls and tears that can't be wiped away by tissues. This is to cancer patient dying in the end, because she wasn't strong enough anymore. This is to red wine and cigarettes on the bathroom floor, to the boy that didn't love her back. This is to valued letters and notes that got lost in the washer, torn into a million little pieces. This is for unwanted help, and most needed attention; to the girls that put up away messages in hopes he'll understand. This is to not only the guys being heartbreakers, but the girls as well. This is to the victims and victimizers; to the people that couldn't help it when they bled. This is to those that had their hearts ripped from their sleeves. This is to believing every lie. This is to being sick to my stomach just thinking about him loving someone else. This is to the pain I hold in every day. This is to the escape I thought I found in him. This is to t

Just A Few Thoughts....
FOR A LITTLE HEARTBREAK Chris Brown "Say Goodbye" Baby come here and sit down, let's talk I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by Saying that I love you, But you know, this thing ain't been No walk in the park for us I swear it'll only take a minute You'll understand when I finish, yeah And I don't wanna see you cry But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so How do you let it go? When you, You just don't know? What's on, The other side of the door When you're walking out, talk about it Everything I tried to remember to say Just went out my head So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand There's never a right time to say goodbye But I gotta make the first move 'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you Girl it's not you, it's me I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh) There's never a right time to say goodbye But we know that we gotta go Our separate ways

A Friend ! ! !
A Friend.... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)-plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality whats me w/out YOU???

A Man & His Parrot
So there's this man with a parrot. And his parrot swears like a sailor, I mean he's a pistol. He can swear for five minutes straight without repeating himself. The trouble is that the guy who owns the parrot is a quiet, conservative type, and this bird's foul mouth is driving him crazy.One day, it gets to be too much, so the guy grabs the bird by the throat, shakes him really hard, and yells, "QUIT IT!" But this just makes the bird mad and he swears more than ever. Then the guy gets mad and says, "That's it. I'll get you." and locks the bird in a kitchen cabinet.This really aggravates the bird and he claws and scratches, and when the guy finally lets him out, the bird cuts loose with a stream of invective that would make a veteran sailor blush.At that point, the guy is so mad that he throws the bird into the freezer. For the first few seconds, there is a terrible din. The bird kicks and claws and thrashes. Then it suddenly goes very quiet.At first the guy just waits, but then he sta

Velciane's Rants
$8,546,651,828,942.20 Thats the amount of the national debt as of 10/13/2006!! $8,546,651,828,942.20 / 300,000,000 = $28488.84 Per American The Debt To the Penny Current Amount 10/13/2006 $8,546,651,828,942.20 Current Month 10/12/2006 $8,546,104,778,895.72 10/11/2006 $8,544,968,376,000.88 10/10/2006 $8,546,276,240,603.85 10/06/2006 $8,546,983,873,609.00 10/05/2006 $8,545,048,487,560.99 10/04/2006 $8,545,777,575,825.47 10/03/2006 $8,547,636,616,507.85 10/02/2006 $8,548,384,110,614.28 Prior Months Prior Fiscal Years 09/29/2006 $8,506,973,899,215.23 09/30/2005 $7,932,709,661,723.50 09/30/2004 $7,379,052,696,330.32 09/30/2003 $6,783,231,062,743.62 09/30/2002 $6,228,235,965,597.16 09/28/2001 $5,807,463,412,200.06 09/29/2000 $5,674,178,209,886.86 09/30/1999 $5,656,270,901,615.43 09/30/1998 $5,526,193,008,897.62 09/30/1997 $5,413,146,011,397.34 09/30/1996 $5,224,810,939,135.73 09/29/1995 $4,973,982,900,709.39 09/30/1994 $4,692,749,910

Rantings Of A Psychotic Fool
There are people out there who don't understand how I could WANT to be alone. The answer to that comes in one simple word...PEACE. Peace to do whatever you want, whenever you want, peace from having to worry about offending someone, and most of all the peace that comes with knowing your heart can never be broken again. To me, love (of the romantic type) is nothing but one big cosmic joke from the gods. One to see how miserable one person can get, and I for one am tired of falling for it. Anyway, enough of my ranting for one night. PEACE!!! Yet again I am reminded how shitty my life really is. I had another run in with the ex, and the fact that everything I touch seems to turn to shit. I am beginning to wonder if there is something seriously wrong with me that would make every woman I get involved with either lie to me or cheat on me. Do I have sucker tattooed on my forehead? or loser even? I do know one thing for sure, I am seriously getting sick of wearing my heart on my sleeve

What Disney Character Are You?
You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever. Sleeping Beauty100%Cinderella81%Goofy75%Peter Pan75%The Beast75%Ariel56%Donald Duck50%Snow White50%Pinocchio50%Cruella De Ville25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Tagged!
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. Even though I am 47, I still go out and make snow angels every time it snows. 2. I am a perfectionist, but only so with myself. I never demand or expect perfection from others 3. After making love, I NEED one piece of dark chocolate, in the shape of a heart, wrapped in red, gold or silver foil. It must be cold and straight from the frig. 4. When someone gives me flowers I enjoy them for a couple of days then hang them upside down in a dark, dry closet for 30 days to dry. I then do one of two things with them. I spray the flowers to maintain their original color and make a floral arrangement out

Wierd
Go to this link and read what this person has to say about military slang. Pay attention to the part where she bashes the army for shooting an friendly iraqi ambulance because "they were going to fast" Apparantly she has never had the joy to be on some TCP in downtown Baghdad scared of a carbomb. I guess i can agree with her on a *few* on the terms as being offensive, but in general every large organization is gonna have some words that everyone ain't gonna like. Plus she got some of the meanings of the words wrong ( gunbunny is a female artillery member that derives from playboy bunny LOLZ) Anyways here is the link http://www.lilithgallery.com/articles/suzyrottencrotch.html Its pretty wierd to be in charge of running a platoon around the same streets I used to run as a "weak body private" lol. Kinda cool though. Kinda surreal to drive past my basic/AIT company. That shit feels like so long ago, I guess it was, shit 3 years is a while. But this is the first of 3 trips I gotta m

So Many Sleepless Nights
Many of nights i've laid in my bed extremely awake. Wondering which decision out of many I should take. There is a Devil's Pitchfork in the road and I'm fucked, no matter which path I take. I feel like the world just took a shit and it all landed on my plate. I'll just put it out there, I'm ready to slit this chicks throat. I know that is a harsh thing to say, but I'm at the end of my rope. Do I leave her behind or do I stay and just cope. It sounds so easy to run, but I'm constantly thinking of my son. He's my pride, he's my joy, If you ask me who I love HE is the only one. I couldn't imagine going one day without hearing him say dadadada or seeing his smile. I just need to put space between me and his mother, something like 3000 miles. I don't know what to do!!!! Any advice? Anyone on here a Hitman? That would be nice. I'd pay anything to put an end to my Many Sleepless Nights.

Thoughts And Days Of Shy Playful
yup, heard me correctly. i quit... my job that is. i got tired of my manager yelling and screaming at me when other employees did something wrong... i'm not the one with authority, she is... i'm not in management at all.... but yeah... saturday during my shift, i got yelled at 3 times [of which only 1 was my fault actually... though since i'm not familiar with being a keyholder during the holidays, she still had no right to yell] and witnessed her in a bitchy mood for the whole time she was there with was basically the second half of my shift before my lunch break. i couldn't take it anymore. i called home, told my mom i was leaving, told my manager i couldn't work with her when she was like this [which ended only in more screaming, yelling, and throwing things around] and walked out. i worked my shift today only because i had kept my keys for the store and because sundays are the only days that she doesn't work. after my shift, i left a letter of why i was leaving behind in an envelop

The Island
It was a soft breezy Saturday when I awoke on the morning of our boat ride. I lived alone on my boat, the S. S. Lily Pad. We had scheduled the trip for 10 in the morning. A quick look at the clock radio told me I still had 3 long hours to prepare. I stretched a bit in bed before I kicked the blanket off and sat up. My jet black hair spilled half way to the small of my back and half covered my breast. At 28 I have never been ashamed of my body; least of all, my breasts. They hung proud on my chest- a modest size that never got a complaint from my female or male lovers. My nipples were the size of quarters and this morning erect and perky. I stood up and walked to the bathroom to start my morning shower. Turning on the shower water I noticed in the mirror my reflection. My ebony skin was smooth and unblemished without scars, pimples or tattoos. My cunt was bare with a few stubbles. I'd better shave too. I retrieved my Lady Razor and cream before stepping into the shower. Forty

It Is What It Is
If you don't see things The way I do That's okay I accept it Why won't U? I need to have answers I need to know why So I can move on And let things lie I'm not a little girl anymore I've been taught well I've learned a few things Why can't they tell Today it's okay? Tomorrow it's not? My thoughts just won't stop! I want to get away I can't I have to stay Some days I'm not bothered On others I'm pissed off I have no choice I have to deal with this loss I want to laugh I want to scream I want to cry I want to know why I'm confused I guess that's normal They act like I'm wrong Am I ever right? They should look at my point of view So they will understand why I do what I do When will I be allowed to be me To handle myself freely I know what to decide Give me the control But stay by my side I can be different I can change I'll be fine Just not the same I know where to draw the line I'm not selfish all the time Life is good This is not a b

This And That
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that the bed was nicely made, and everything picked up. Then, he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad". With the worst possible premonition, he opened the envelope with trembling hands, the letter read: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend, because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I've been finding real passion with Stacy, and she is so nice, but I knew you would not approve of her, because of all her piercings, tattoos, her tight motorcycle clothes, and because she is so much older than I am. But it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods, and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't, reall

Hottest Bbw Contest
Thank you to all of you have voted for me and to the ones that havent please do i really need your votes and comments. Here is the link and thank you in advance http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=38798&albumid=19548&i=1510491592 Hay all my friends and fans out there. I am writing this to let you know i am in the hottest bbw contest and i really need you votes and coments. Here is the link. I would do it for you!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=38798&albumid=19548&i=1510491592

What 2007 Car Should You Drive?
You Should Drive a Jaguar XK 4.2 You don't care how you get there as long as you get there with class. And having a little power doesn't hurt either! What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Mermaid0%WereWolf0%Dragon0%Faerie0%Demon0%Angel0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whisper

How Lucky Are You?
Your Luck Quotient: 81% You have an extremely high luck quotient. Not only do you consider yourself lucky, probably everyone you know does too. But you're smart enough to know that you've mostly made your own luck. By being positive, open, and flexible, a lot of luck has come your way! How Lucky Are You?

To All You Ladies That Cant Find The Right Men
I hate these bitches shooting down men all the damn time, like they know what each of us is like. Sure sure all men are ultimately after the same thing. we all need a little bit of pus to poke. i mean you lesbians know how hot, hot chicks look well we think the same way. just when a chick hits on a chick it's fuckin hot she doesn't have to try hard but when a guy does it he has to try to impress you. thats what society has caused. Some of us go about it the wrong way. Not all of us are ass holes and pricks. Even though most people would tell you if you want to pick up a chick you sort of have to be an ass. It's not all our fault ladies. If so many of you go for that type of man then a man will change his attitude from nice to dick just to attract a woman because it's what works. believe me i get this spam in my e-mail every day from this dude telling me to ignore chicks because it makes them think your not interested and when your talking to them degrade them a little. and

Me An Artist
I call this an art cause in all actuality it is. The definition of art is: The conscious production or arrangement of sounds, colors, forms, movements, or other elements in a manner that affects the sense of beauty, specifically the production of the beautiful in a graphic or plastic medium. This is what I once did. I took what was within in and brought it out in a stream of movements that made one of the most beautiful things in this world, the relaxation of both mind and body within a person. I have been trained with the proper movements to massage. I have been taught a technique to build upon. I learned all about the physical aspects of the body. I know how the blood flows, how our food fuels us, how we deal with waste. All these things can be taught. Just like one can be taught how to hold a paint brush, what colors make what colors when combined. Does knowing this make a person an artist? No its taking all this combining it with what is inside of you, with your soul. This ma

My First Blog!!! Omg... Ever!!!!
Honestly I don't know why everyone is making such a big deal out of this. 1. PEOPLE ARE CHILDISH... many of the people in the world do not have a sense of responsiblity, selfworth, or respect for others... if you can't handle it here, then you need to go kill yourself (remember kids down the river not across the street... make it count) 2. DON'T BITCH!!!! you are not accomplishing anything but making other people resent you for adding to the "drama" if no one perpetuates it it stops... get over yourself, you are not the first person to get unjustly labled.. be nice and ask the right people to fix it and they will do so as soon as they can (I know I have dealt with that before) 3. STOP DEFFENDING YOUR "FRIENDS" they are not your friends... I don't care how in depth of a conversation you have had with them here, unless you would give them a kidney you need to stay the fuck out of their business... and once again... see number 2 about bitching. 4. IT IS NOT THE SET UP THAT

Love For Friends
I recieved this from a friend. So I wanted to sharethis with my friends..... Thanks Tim!!!First I want you to know that I love you to death and you are amazing.. if I don't get this back I understand.. I have a game for you. Once you read this letter you must send it to 14 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are loved." nobody knows what they have until they loose it You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love Tonight right at 12:00am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years. sends this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who your real love is! I promise you m

Florida.....
I knew it! hogs would choke ! My boys can never hold together under pressue! we should have won but stupid punt returns and bullshit killed us. florida did play an excellent game and wish all players injured a safe and speedy recovery. Congratulations Gator fans . they earned it! hey what the hell is wrong with women these days? do they want the asshole rough guy or the upclass gentlemen type? ill never figure it out. but ones thing is for sure woman who swing across three lanes of busy traffic to do 90 through a parkin lot , only to powerslide into the path of an oncomind dodge pickup, all because i told her that more people turn in the right lane so get in the left one, it will be faster. my life aint worth some womans psycho problems sounds like someone sharted! that was the topic of conversation today. dirty ass bastards. they could have seriously suffocated small children with that odor!

Beauty Unseen
I heard the stupidest thing while roaming the rooms that reminded me exactly why i haven't been in the rooms for so long. a man speaking to a woman says "what you can't talk to a person unless they're good looking?" she replies"what's the point? why waste my time?" Now isn't that the most shallow mindedness egotistical shit you've ever heard? i wanted to smack the shit out of her. I've heard it said that the saying "beauty is in the eye of the beholder" is only said by those who are not "beautiful" well let me tell you something everyone's beautiful in their own way and if you're to busy looking at the outside you might miss what's on the inside and very well walk away from something that was missing in your life, and we all know what karma's like. moral of the blog is... take your head out of your ass and be good to someone you would have never been good to before...they may surprise you... or hell you might surprise yourself. and to those who look at me from the outside you don't d

Odds And Ends
fairy house nature hewn twigs and rocks natural building blocks pod's and thistles creating columns dragon fly windowpanes iridescent dancing light floating across little sprites forest floor brushed with pine sweeping motion delicate and divine carefully carpeted in soft pink thistle broad leaves for covered sleep bumble berry pillows rich and sweet please have a seat upon our mushroom stools be entertained by our buzzing bee hum Mr. cricket as he strums softly quacking Mr. wood duck acorn hats for tiny heads wispy dandelion fairy thread roly poly boots galore acorns, berries, nature's honey nectar fairy feast laid out in splendor babbling brook a serene sound filtering sun highlights crowns flower petals adorn this home making it pretty for magical fairies once this is built it must be blessed by little girl smiles little girl breath dancing circle

Appoligy
Sorry for all u i have either neglected in sending comments to or just have 4gotten but i will do better....But if u want to stay on the good side of Santa Tongue maybe u should also send...i do not neglect those who send...and for the ones who i have and for everyone else i will be adding 30 skins to my page for u to choose from...if u need assistance feel free to ask me....ooh doo not get the skins till after 6am they will all be done then..i will be changeing color the color on them as well but at a later date......SO U ALL I APPOLIGIZE AND I WILL DO BETTER... HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS.... THANKS JOHN....... Sorry for all u i have either neglected in sending comments to or just have 4gotten but i will do better....But if u want to stay on the good side of Santa Tongue maybe u should also send...i do not neglect those who send...and for the ones who i have and for everyone else i will be adding 30 skins to my page for u to choose from...if u need assistance feel free to ask me....ooh

Lmao
Little Johnny goes to school, and the teacher says, 'Today we are going to learn multi-syllable words, class. Does anybody have an example of a multi-syllable word?' Little Johnny waves his hand, 'Me, Miss Rogers, me, me!' Miss Rogers:ï¿½ All right, little Johnny, what is your multi-syllable word?' Little Johnny says, 'Mas-tur-bate.' Miss Rogers smiles and says, 'Wow, little Johnny, that's a mouthful.' Little Johnny says, 'No, Miss Rogers, you're thinking of a blowjob". 1. Drive through the drive thru in reverse and let your passenger order 2. Ask prices of everything on the menu then order something that you did not ask the price for. 3. Pretend like your window is broken. Tell the employee this. Order with your door open, pay with your door open. Roll down window and take food through the window. 4. Go to McDonalds and demand a big breakfast at 11:30 at night. Put up a fight. 5. Pay for a large order in pennies and n

Hello Everyone!!
just wanted to say hello and thank-you to everyone here that has made me feel so welcomed and for showing me the ropes it is so much appreciated.also i finally figured out how to put pics up so go take a look!!!again thanks big hugs and kisses connie MY FRIEND LIZZI PUT UP THIS REALLY CUTE MISTLETOE THINGY LOL CUM CHECK MINE OUT AND LEAVE ME LOTS OF KISSES TY

New Here To The Cherry
I just wanted to say that I'm on dial up through someone elses puter. It is REALLY slow so sorry if it takes awhile for me to reply to comments and things. Things should speed up once I have my own puter again. So, where's the party??? LOL I'm new here in Aberdeen and don't know anyone yet. So if you are from here send me a hi. I would love to have someone to go out and do things with. OK, back to the catching up. TTFN SMILE Are you tired of the games people play on each other? So am I. And I'm tired of being hurt. But I know that somewhere out there is a decent man who will appreciate me and all I do for him. He will be honest, faithful, loving, kind, and understanding. He will also have a great sense of humor with a good hearty laugh. Does this sound like you? If so, then drop me a line. I'd love to hear from you. Until then, have a great day and remember to smile. Please bear with me here folks LOL. I see messages in my shoutbox and alerts in my alerts, but not sure yet wha

College And Res. Life
I love my three new roommates. They are so much cooler the two that I had before. One is from here, one is from Lansing and one is from Detroit. The two I had before were from Detroit but they slept with every guy on this campus. They were such fucking skank whores. So the RHA of my hall is a total and complete a**hole. He came up and broke up my room and the girls from across the halls hanging out. I mean we were sitting there eating ice cream, and one of the girls who is going for massage therapy, well she was giving one of the guys from our hall a back massage. But he came up and was telling us to get out of the hall and get back into our rooms. It was only 12:30. It was not late, and we don't have any rules about not hanging out in the halls. But I guess he just made one up. Freakin a**holes.

Main
How could you be so unfair? The pain I could hardly bare. You must know my love for you was true, For I was nothing but faithful to you. Was our relationship truly that weak? You didn't even think twice about turning the other cheek How could you up and walk away so easily? Without even a thought of what you were doing to me. I have given to you a part of me, That nobody else will ever, ever see. With all this in mind, If you could ever be so kind? Please take what I've given and wrap it up tight, Then put it forever and far out of sight. Letting go of you, Was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But be assured, I am no longer hanging on, For it's time for me to be moving on. So I'll wipe away the tear, And wash away a year. A brand new start who's to say... But now I can look forward to the promise of each new day! FEAR OF: 13, number- Triskadekaphobia. 666, number- Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia 8, number- Octophobia. A- Abuse: sexua

National Guard
Ok now I'm a little pissed off! The Army decided to change it's standerds on weight...yeah for toothpicks. Where I was just fine I'm now have 5% too much body fat... I'm so mad I can't see straight! I just cut out soda and now I just want to starve myself becaus I have one month to get it under controll or they won't let me go to basic. I want to go so bad! I've been working so hard. When I firs joined I could do no push ups like 3 sit ups and my mile was like 9.55. Now I can do 10 push ups 28 sit ups and my mile is 8.35. Those are all in one miunute. So if any of you guys have any solid tips on body fat reduction please let me know. (I'm not into falling for diet pills...they are a waste of time and money) I need help please guys! thanx. Well I just took the ASVAB yesterday morning and my recruiter said my score is what they call alpha so aparently I can have the job I want. I want to be an mp so i'm excited! Most of my friends are pissed that I'm going into the military but I

Older Poems
AGAIN ANOTHER OLD POEM Where am I to be? That, I cannot see. Where am I to go? One day I will know. For me, there is a plan, It's in The Master's hand. Mine are to unsure, Mine are insecure. Where to go from here. Repetition is my fear. Fear of the past, To the side, it must be cast. I want to push away. I fear you won't stay. I want to stay in my shell. What a lonely Hell. I need to look above, for the meaning of true love. Be able to let go, If that's what is so. It's in em the issue. I see nothing wrong with you. I used to place the blame. One mor way we are the same. I am glad we give some thought, To the issues that we've got. If this was in the past, I would make it not last. Cheat and lie, Inside I'd die. I'd hurt you hard, Be called a bastard. Find another girl, Fall in love with her. Do the same again. That's how I am insane. I repeat the same insult, Expect a different result. My issues, they must heal. With

From The Mouths Of Babes
7 reasons not to mess with children. A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl repli ed, "Then you ask him ". A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her dr

Ugh!!!
Extensive searching through the caverns of my mind I come to the realization that I am no one, I am nothing. Crippling thoughts of negativity corrupt my inner most pleasant hopes. Possabilities of probability negate itself as mental knives stab through what I wish I wasn't...Yet I am. I am braindead. Waking in morns past I find myself dreading partaking in events of the day. Feeling as though I have no spark left within me, I force myself out of misery so that I may begin the lie that is my life. Empty shadows follow me as I go about daily routines as if I was something "normal". A smile creeps onto my face as the day ends and I'm able to slip into my sweet nightmares leaving reality behind. Enraged I am for the mistakes I've unknowingly partook in. Angry at myself for the frustration I've caused. Frustration in myself and in others, hating myself in more ways that Einstien could count. Pulling the hairs of my heart, tearing away the pain only to find more. Lost feelings as my heart ba

Master & Slave Rules
The following 128 rules are written in the context of a M/s (Master/slave) relationship, but could be used by those in a D/s (Dominant/submissive) relationship, and provide a good project for those submissive/slave males to adapt them towards their relationship with their Dominatrix/Mistress, respectively (double meaning intended). Some notes for the female to take into consideration when using these rules and participating in a Master/slave relationship (or any part of the BDSM world out there): 1. The Master/slave relationship is a complex one requiring a serious commitment to honest and open communication, and the practice of learned responsibilities for the care and protection of each person's well being, psychological, physical, sexual, social, and emotional health. you can protect both you and your Master's participation through the use of selected safe words (like 'yellow' and 'red') and gestures (such as tight hand holds, wiggling of a limb, or opening of a hand). Don't e

Lust
TOMORROW'S MY BIRTHDAY WOOHOO Lust Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You. Show me your Body inside out… no clothes on, no holds barred… bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat… give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours. feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs… Come on me and make me wet juices flowing… feel the heat… together, we’ll make ‘us’ meet. If Lust be sin, So be it… For I am a Woman, And you a Man. How can I love you and not lust you? For Me, Love and Lust, go hand in hand… for I am a Woman and you are my Man. Aparna Chatterjee

Sweetleafs'
What's up all my lil HOT VIXEN HOTTIES? Did yall have a good V-day? Good morning lil SEXY HOTTIES!!! Any HOTTIE that would like 2 B on my HOTTIES' list just ask me-(aka freinds list)- and I will continue 2 search and ask!

Why?
I find myself asking this question..if only...alot these days. More now than ever. Certain circumstances prevent me from what is inevitable, but i'm sure will soon come. The tears i've shed and the pain i've endured was all in vain. Is it a crime to want only love? I would say not. There again, these days love is only a faint whisper in dark that only the ones that TRULY want it can hear. But to grasp this leads to pain and heartache. Are we strong enough to bear the pain and heartache to experiance the few short moments of happiness or are we so weak it will never come. No matter what the price i've stuck it out i've bore more than one should bare. I've loved until my dying heart couldn't love any more, yet still pressed on. What more is there to give than yet another tear and another sleepless night. Is there any reason to put oneself through this amount of agony? So I say this: if only i could have seen what was down this road would it have been worth it to carry this awful load? If

Dark But Not Sinister
I woke up this morning to the sound of a buzzing. Being rushed once again for a long day of slaving just to live. I thought the night before maybe I'll wake up early tommorrow and have a good breakfast to start off the day good. Have a good day at work while I continue to imagine a better life where I can enjoy what I love to do and make a good living at it too. I woke wishing for a day of easy going minutes where people would walk around with happy thoughts of spending time with family and enjoying life to the fullest. They just want to be able to survive as if the world was back when people killed eachother for food and food alone . This world so far describes how far the earth and its creatures have gone. I woke with the idea of having a good day. Running to work not to be late , then later to serve the flock of human beings while they let their greed comsume everything that their lives had meaning for. Rubbing sleep out of my eyes and staggering around from lack of sleep, Wishing

Guest Book!!!
Just a little note to say "STOP BY MY PAGE AND ADD YOURSELF IN MY GUESTBOOK" I JUST ADDED A GUEST BOOK TO MY PAGE AND I AM ALL LONELY THERE BY MY SELF......SO SHOW A GIRL SOME LUV AND ADD YOURSELF. THANKS LUV YA SUGAR Just a little note to say "STOP BY MY PAGE AND ADD YOURSELF IN MY GUESTBOOK" I JUST ADDED A GUEST BOOK TO MY PAGE AND I AM ALL LONELY THERE BY MY SELF......SO SHOW A GIRL SOME LUV AND ADD YOURSELF. THANKS LUV YA SUGAR

Beaver Blog!
Hey I made a CherryTAP Debit ID CARD! first for cherrytap... I Would love all of your ratings and comments! ty so much!!!! :] HEY I MAKE CHERRYTAP IDS! I AM IN A CONTEST RIGHT NOW RATINGS COUNT.. NOT COMMENT BOMBS!!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND IF YOU WANT AN ID PM ME WITH YOUR SEX, LOCATION, DISPLAY NAME, CHERRY ID#, PIC AND THE BACKGROUND U WANT! TY SO MUCH!!!!!!!!! Hey, everyone, it'd be so awesome if you could help us out with the CUTEST COUPLE CONTEST! Please help out my baby and me!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=467021&i=3404438184

Salute Photos
What is up with the salute photos anyways? I mean mine keep getting rejected and I don't know why....can everyone come check them out and let me know if they think they are any good? I've got one on my default photo album and two more under a file called My Salutes..... Thanks In Advance, Harley Fay

Getting To Know You Better.
This a friend of mine, show her some lovin CT style.... she's a great kid. One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class

My Life
Just thought i would let my friends know that i had my baby on 10/10/08 at 1:44 pm. She was 5 weeks premature but weight 5 lbs and 4 ozs and was 18 inches long She has a hole in her soft palete but is small and they say easily fixed. We will be taking her to Primary Children's Hospital in Salt Lake City Utah.

My Kids
Ha ha ha! My oldest step-son was in the shower the other night and I was in the other bathroom and I pounded on the wall and the poor kid screamed like a little girl! Lmao! Then when I went in to check on him I knocked on the door and he screamed again lol! Then he said "This house is cursed!" Then I told him it was me all along and he didn't believe me at first! What an April Fools joke lmao! My two stepsons are the best kids in the world! Kevin Jr. is 10 and Christopher is going to be 9 in April. I wasn't really prepared to become an istant mom at the age of 18 when I married my husband, but it was worth it. Every time they come over my usually boring house comes to life it seems...lol. Yah sure they are little brats, but they are the kind ya just gotta love. I have pics on my page here of them and I will be adding more pics as soon as I can.

Admiration
The decaying remains of countless victims Why do you do it? Arranged so neatly a gruesome decor What are you thinking? Portraits of flesh hang on your walls How do you make them? Blood stains on the carpet and walls Interesting patterns The smell of death fills every room Intoxicating aroma A refreshing perspective on interior design I stand in awe

Choking Game So Sad
WARNING: This site is ONLY intended for adult MySpace members who are looking to have SEX as soon as possible! *(Signup capability from this link will expire in 12 minutes.) THIS WAS COPIED FROM THE INTERNET!!!! The Day my Jeff Died This is what I wrote about that fateful day. What happened before, during and after.... Really tough to write and tough to read, too! =============================================================================== I keep flashing back to the day that it happened, November 7, 2004. It started like a regular Sunday morning. You getting up and having breakfast (Cinnamon Toast Crunch) and watching cartoons in the living room. Stephen was going to cook a late breakfast of bacon, potatoes, eggs, the whole works. I was putting your new school picture in the picture frame that has every year of school’s pictures in it and you and I were goofing about how this picture came out and some of your pictures and how you had a few “chubby” years,

Poetry & Random Thoughts
I had hopes and I had dreams What happened to all of those? They've been misplaced it seems So my pain I've wrought in prose I used to be so full of life I was talented and strong Now I'm just a sort of wife My life's gone terribly wrong I do have joys~ and oh so real I have my babies to love If not for them I could not heal Thanks to God above I need more than this you see I've no love~ no respect That which was truly me I've lost the will to protect Every day was hopeful, bright Every moment cherished. Gone since he is always right The light of me has perished Head held low, eyes downcast Don't argue. Don't stand up. Every moment could be your last Can't I be strong enough? Hold me close is all I want. Endearments wouldn't be so bad. Instead I've looks that burn and haunt a heart so empty, sad. Tell me what I have to do Your reasons so hard to peg Don't take the little that's left of me Please don't make me beg Here I sit upon the floor...

Shannon Is Here
cha just put up a muisc video hope yall like yeah i hope yall like my page and shit im just geting it together holla at me ok sorry for the long absense from fubar but i been in school but now im back so holla and to the crazy chick talk about have my kid i dont no you or do i want to jump off my dick

Info
how can a person live with themselves when they break into other peoples accounts and say/start shit that isn't true!?! on top of that how can a person try to be nice to someone then turn around and "rip" a photo and say some bad shit about that person?!?! i mean come on GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! we are suppose to be adults here and all i see are people acting like little children and/or starting HIGH SCHOOL DRAMA!! LOL i mean if u r really going to act like grow up or get the fuck out of here cuz ur not needed or wanted!!!! spring break is finally here!!! and i am coming back to mtn home, id. if u wanna get together hit me up i will be there from march 23 til april 1 If anyone would like to have their name drawn up just send me a message on what u would like it to say and where i need to send it to. Just look in my folder called "Drawings i have done for friends"

My Wildest Dreams
I told him I loved him, Now he's got me no matter what, anything I do But I couldn't have found a better guy, he'll love me till the day i die, never makes me cry Things went wrong, and you know what they say about bad habbits dying hard Tried to do right, all my life, tried not to lie But I guess love isn't always enough I either fell too hard, for a man who doesn't feel for me, please don't let that be Baby, if you only knew, just how much i miss you, how much I wish I was with you, I wish we had it to do again, to start over and take away the pain In my wildest dreams, you come back home, don't know what you got till it's gone, what I did was wrong, Please now just come back home Please be okay I'm just wasting away I need you to know I care and I MISS YOU I've been with my boyfriend on and off for 6 years. We've gone through some of the worst times in my life. However, every best time in my life has been with him. A few days ago I found out I am pregnant and we wi

Princess
i've come to the general realization that most people on this site have an attention issue. not that it cant be held or that no one pays attention to them its more on the line of being an attention whore. everyone on my list on this site has something i deemed special about themselves. most are cute, beautiful, have big boobs, write some beautiful poetry, live life to the fullest and are just great people. others are people who dont get attention and have found that portal to be someone that theyre not. be real with yourself. if you have a brain be smart. hell i've come across one of you thats smart beautiful and a freak all wrapped into one. but then there are others that just want to go up in the rankings and become a goddess of the tap. thats not going to happen. throwing tantrums wont get you attention it just proves that youre a bitch and you need love. online love is online love. it may fill the void when youre online but sweety when you lay down at night. you'll still be a bitch

Want To Feel Stupid?
Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies >wake up every two hours? > >* If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a >hearing? > >* Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the >batteries are flat? > >Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is >not enough? > >Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but >check when you say the paint is wet? > >* Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? > >* Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? > >* Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you >throw a revolver at him? > >* Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? > >* Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? > >* What is the speed of darkness? > >* Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people >at >the Special Olympics? >

Poems
Desconcertante es no saber lo que a tu lado me esperará mañana, si seguiré siendo de tu corazón la preferida, si tal vez no soy la que buscabas. Si no he sido la mujer que lleno tus ansias locas solo dimelo no te calles por no herir mis sentimientos, prefiero la verdad a vivir una mentira. Por ti hoy yo siento es algo que no esperaba pero en el corazón no se manda y el mio por ti va suspirando, si tu no sientes igual yo lo entendere al fín y al cabo no había compromiso. Prefiero el amor que me halla yo ganado, no uno por pena, forsado y mucho menos regalado. Quiero amor sincero uno que del corazón halla brotado. Si asi no es el tuyo dejalo callado, guardado que como se curan con el tiempo las heridas sanará también mi corazón por tu no haberlo amado. Irma Iris Eres el lucero que ilumina mis noches, como dulce nota alivias mi sufrir, nuevo canto que alegra mi vivir, a ti completa me entrego sin quejas ni reproches. Tus ojos ne

Just An Update
Well I am updated for muh friends and family to know I took muh son to the surgeon and they said that his ear drum is collapsed and that he needs surgery on the 22nd of June so we have to keep him from not gettin ear infections And that is goin to be very hard to do so I am goin crazy.. They have to rebuild all of his ear drum and that will take over 3 hours so yeah it is goin to be pretty busy for me So yeah that is just how I have been so anyways I am done ventin now Have you ever had some feelins that you cant shake I mean lovin someone and feelin that their ex is goin to come back well that is what i am goin through now i mean they have children in all I do also but i am sittin here cryin bc it hurts well i am just ventin and i am sorry i need to hush now thanks for listenin Okay all I finally made muh decision on what I am goin to do with this.. I just got my second job and this is just to much for me and I am tired of peoples bullshit. If you dont understand then I dont fuckin

The Dark Mumblings Of Disiam
if i see more bs pics ill be sick,so new policy is no ratings on stock photos,if you designed it,great,but if you just added some shitty pic of nascar from the web,its just point whoringand that sucks.how many tributes can there be as well?cant anything happen withoutany false outpouring of"sympathy?"youd think this was a world of perfection and harmony the way everyone cries about"tragedy".again,i say fuck it-wheres the tribute for all the homeless that our system of govt failed to protect?or the veterans who come home maimed so we can sit on our asses all day online without worrying about suicide bombers or rockets hailing down on us.think aboutthese things as youwhine about points,nsfw or what ever else is troubling your assinine mind-you know who you are CUZ I SMELL LIKE EUCALYPTUS.AND SPEARMINT.SO WHO IS THE FAIREST OF ALL-WHY IT NOT ME.ANYWAY,I HAVE LEPROSY.OR DO I?NOBODY READS THESE ANYWAY,THEY JUST CLICK 10 -SO GO AHEAD,STROKE ME OFF WITH ANOTHER 10 AND ANOTHER TILL I CREAM G

Leah
Alright guys....I appreciate all the comments. These poems are forever ago. Ok well two are. But really im fine. somedays are just not as good as others. i appreciate all the hospitality. but really im fine. i'm just learning how to write poems. yes im a sad person and yes i should probably see someone. i'm not going to kill myself or harm anyone else. i just write whatever comes from my brain to my fingers tips. so really i won't talk cause it's not right. but thanks again anyways! leah my heart is broken and i can't take it anymore the world has stopped knocking at my door the pain that runs through my body is like razor blades through my skin i hear ur voice, but i can't see ur face i just want to get away, away from this place i hope and wish that things would change but i haven't even learned how to manage to take the pain away My messed up head is about to explode all these descisions and choices are getting old my mind is screaming out to make it al

R U That Somebody?
YOU SAY,YOUR GONNA ROCK MY WORLD!SEND CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE,MAKE MY TOES CURL.YOUR LIPS KISSING MY NECK,YOUR TOUNGE,CARESSING EAR LOBES.MY BODY'S READY,TO EXPLODE."WHOA" BIG DADDY.THAT'S MAMA'S WEAKNESS.THE SECRET TO THE FREAKNESS.BETTA PEEP THIS..THROBBING WITH ANTICIPATION FOR THIS SWEET SENSATION.NOT A MINUTE PASSED,WHEN HE GRABBED THAT ASS.(HAD TO LET HIM KNOW)BEFORE YOU GO,UNLEASH THIS FREAK.BETTA 'CUM' WIT YA BEST TECHNIQUE,AND NO MATTER HOW 'HARD' YOU TRY,MAMA'S GONNA 'RIDE OR DIE'.MAKE NO MISTAKE,I CAN GIVE AS GOOD AS I TAKE.FROM HEAD TO TOE,MAKE YOU SAY 'OH'.MY NAUGHTY FANTACIES,LEAD TO YOUR ECSTACY.WITH EVERY POSITION,PLAYING IN YOUR MIND,WATCH ME WHILE I 'SLOW GRIND',POPPIN THIS P*SSY,WHILE YOU LOOKIN AT ME,READY TO GRAB ME,PULSATING WITH JUICES,READY TO DO THIS......IF YOUR NOT LIKE THE REST,TELL MAMA,WHAT TO DO NEXT........'KISSES' TAKE HOLD,OF THE KNOWLEDGE MUST BE TOLD.YOU ARE A 'BLACKMAN'HERE TO UPHOLD,THE 'TRUTH'.THE TRUTH IS THE POWER,THAT REFLECTS YOUR 'DIVINE LIGHT'

Should You Be Institutionalized. ?
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"

Ratings!!!!
I wish to give all my friends on FUBAR a sincere and happy wish for a Merry Christmas and a Happy and healthy New Year in 2008. I have found a wonderful woman to spend my Holidays with. Someone who has restored my faith in life and love. I really believe that 2008 will be a great year for me. I fully believe that I will be married again. I wish happiness to everyone. You all deserve it. Doc (John) Have fun! Doc I just found out that Chris Benoit and his family was found dead in their home this morning. He will be sadly missed by wrestling fans including myself. His Wife and Son also died this morning. May God bless the Benoit Family, Nancy, Daniel and Chris Benoit. Doc

All About Me
hello all i just wanted all of my new friends to know that i have been on this site for over a year and i just had my old account deleted by scrapper i wanted to come back here not as a top cherry i want to just have fun and not have any more drama kicked my way i used to be on the site as jellybean a.k.a miss jellybean / beaner..i was a leave 22 and to me levels and points are now what matter the most meeting cool and new people are what matter!! im not about the drama but if any one of my friend are being slammed or hated on i will stick up for them that is called friendship..but i don't want all the game playing any more...im so so so so so so done with it and if you have rated me and fanned me give me time and i will get to you..but please its going to take time to get to each and every one..but i do show the love even back in the day when i was jellybean...this being said LET the love and the fun begin...WOOT WOOT I Just Wanted To Thank All Of My Friends That Have Rated Me And F

How To Handle A Husband
A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the beaches in Montego Bay, Jamaica. Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town. People would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple". The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their long and happy marriage. The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in America," explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona, and took a trip down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's once." "We proceeded a little further her and horse stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly said, "That's twice." "We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled for the third time. My wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the horse dead. I SHOUTED at her, "What's wrong with you, Woman! Why did y

Never Shake A Baby.... Repost... This Will Shock Ya
I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE COULD HURT SOMEONE SO HELPLESS......EVERYONE WE NEED U ALL!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS LIL INNOCENT AND HELPLESS BABY, KALEB. GOD MAKES MIRACLES HAPPEN, SO PLEASE!!! HAVE A HEART AND PASS IT ON AND KEEP BABY KALEB IN YOUR PRAYERS Pray for baby Kaleb. Add to My Profile | More Videos PRAY FOR BABY KALEB ~~ READ AND REPOST ~~ KEEP THIS MOVING!Kristy Reynolds and her husband are parents to a beautiful little baby boy named Kaleb. He is 6 months and 3 days old. A couple weeks ago Kristy picked Kaleb up from home care and noticed something was wrong. She immediately took him to the hospital where he was diagnosed with Shaken Baby Syndrome. He now has meningitis in response the the surgeries on his brain, his body can't regulate his temperature, his heart rate drops every time he is moved, and he has seizures. He is also blind. His sitter shook him so hard that he is in a coma, had to have spinal fluid drained from his brain, and doctor

Stolen Jokes
Two priests decided to go to Hawaii on vacation. They were determined to make this a real vacation by not wearing anything that would identify them as clergy. As soon as the plane landed, they headed for a store and bought some really outrageous shorts, shirts, sandals, sunglasses, etc. The next morning they went to the beach dressed in their “tourist” garb. They were sitting on beach chairs, enjoying a drink, the sunshine and the scenery, when a “drop dead gorgeous” blonde in a topless bikini came walking straight towards them. Her beauty took their breath away. They couldn’t help but stare. As the blonde passed them she smiled and said: “Good Morning, Father ~ Good Morning, Father,” nodding and addressing each of them individually, then, she passed on by. They were both stunned. How in the world did she know they were priests? So the next day, they went back to the store and bought even more outrageous outfits. These were so

My 2 Cents
THis is a question I've often asked myself. I guess, to start off with.. I want a place to call my own. Sure, I have an apartment, but I have to deal with nosy, annoying neighbors... I want to build a house somewhere on a hill near a river..maybe in Scottland somewhere.. I want a car...but I think it's ridiculous to have to pay more money for something I already own (Namely the car insurance.) I want to own my own business. I'm an artist. Most Artists aspire to this.. I'm just...I'm a floater. I get by on a commission or two here and there... But I'm probably gonna be a floater for some time...I don't have the motivation required to get what I want. Sure, money to get the things I want should be the motivation...but I hate money...but I have to have it to survive..and that sucks. I'm an idealist, I guess..believing that everyone should have what they need in life without having to struggle to achieve it. BUt, then again, there are those who say that life is

Mental Blocks
I'm thinking of poems And lyrics to write. I stay up with coffee All thru the night. I search for the words Just to make it rhyme. And I often wonder Am I wasting my time? I'm sitting at the window Staring at the rocks. All I can find Are these damn mental blocks. I hope it comes together Once around the bend. I believe it has Cause, I've reached my end. - Anthony G. Yarde

This Is It
I am leaving the Patriotic Bombers since they are no longer a bombing family and work only on giveaways. I have no hard feelings with anyone there and hope we can all remain friends. Good luck to all of you guys!

For You Fat Ass Bitches Who Hate Me
You have no reason to hate me because I am differn't than you are. I exercise everday and take care of myself.... just because you hate yourself has no impact on me or my personality.. get a grip and work on yourself and stop hating the normal size people... I am not a hater and find all sizes beautiful.. but I can not make you love yourself. Good luck and maybe you won't judge me anymore. PS.. beauty comes from inside. Marie

Quess Who Forgot How To Use This?
Hey everyone, I thought I would drop a note to say hi to everyone and wish everyone a good week! I added some pics of my work today! You can see them there or on our website Just Google Us! The Sisters Grymm Leave us a message if you stop by! Later Taters And I thought myspace was complicated pffffffffffffft!

Why??
It seems i have an INSANE stalker who not only ripped all my pics but opened a profile here AND even had MY salutes approved for his/her own use. This freak even included NSFW pics of someone naked and engaged in sex acts. I have never nor will i ever get naked on the internet. Those pics were not of me. I was lucky to stumble upon it while i was in the "Im bored" section. (Imagine my shock) He/she copied my background, blogs and about me to a perfect twin. A lil scarey i must say...i don't know who it is and the profile has since disappeared but to save myself anymore grief i closed all personal pics of me and made them friends only. I realize he/she could add themselves and do it all over again, but due to this situation i will be adding friends alot more carefully from now on. Thanks for your understanding and support!! Amanda x0x0x0x Ok, so i havent wrote a real blog in awhile, and i keep catching hell for it. Really ppl, i have nothing interesting to say. BUT today whi

Thoughts On Life...
I thought this was a good topic... A woman was asking if it was OK to date someone that wasn't a christian, or just has different "faith" then you ? I totally understand your fear... I have loads of "faith" in my belieffs (although I'm not religious) And my last girlfriend wasn't sure on hers yet or just has different ones... she did feel like I was pushing my "faith" on her... but that deffinatly wasn't my intention, I mean doesn't everyone want thier partner or friends to understand them ? I know I sure want to know what my friends believe in thier hearts and share in it... doesn't mean I will believe it aswell. I believe that "faith" is personal...and "religion" is social, "religion" is ran by men... and "faith" is ran by your heart. (this kind of sums it up for me) For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it."--Matt 16:25 I think it kinda means follow the "faith" in your heart, not what someone has told you t

Don't Comment My Contest Pic Please
Please disregard the photo contest I was previously in, the seciest eyes contest.. I have asked the sponsor to remove my pic fom it since there seems to be some bias. I was in first and 'pulling too far ahead' and my pic was deleted an re uploaded. Several of my friends sent me screen shots to show how I went from alot of comments to none and the shout box conversation where the sponsor told the guy I was pulling too far ahead. That's a rigged contest to me. Pulling far ahead is what wins. For those of you who went, thank you so much for your support. I will be more careful and choosy in the future if I enter something. But again PLease DO NOT go rate that pic of mine. And I Asked him to remove it from the contest so there should be no pic to rate by the morning. My apologies. Please repost as a bulletin for me so It gets out to everyone on my list and yours. If you don't know what I am talking about just disregard. Thanks.

My cousin has terminal brain cancer and is back in the hospital due to low immunity problems!!! Please have him on your mind and in your prayers!!! One day there will be there will be no more crying and no more pain. Don't let the devil come in and destroy or steal the truth your heart holds inside. In lifes turbulance don't freight. Lift your head to the heavens and Remember true love and happiness is waiting... Writen By.Jen(Te amo) A friend is someone to rage with when life is really unfair. That is not to say they are going to help you plot your ex’s murder or anything like that, but when you are really ticked off and need to vent, they will be there for you. You can safely tell your real friends just how angry you are and they will help you find ways to dissipate the anger and to eventually let it go. Humor is a wonderful way that friends have of helping us to let go of our anger. Rather then help you plot the murder, they can throw out a few wonderfully

Smile
Okay, I don't know if everyone knows but I just found out. Here are the smiley faces and things. No spaces. : ) = :) : D = :D : ( = :( : P = :P : O = :O ( D ) = (D) ( B ) = (B) ( Y ) = (Y) ( N ) = (N) 8 -P = 8-P : -S = :-S : @ = :@ END [Massacre]

My Rant
Ok so i've been sitting here thinking to myself and just being angry and pissed off, and decided why not share what conclusions i've come to. Fuck fake ass people who are only your friend to get somewhere in life, they aren't good people and your better off without them. They are a cancer in your life and you need to cut them out or they fill you with sickness. Fuck people who play with your emotions for fun. They live for head games because they can't control their own lives and need to play with peoples heads and e motions to feel better about their own PATHETIC lives. Fuck living by the rules. Don't get me wrong there are some rules that we need to live by to better our lives and keep us in line but most of them are just retarded. Fuck having regrets in life. Life is way too short and goes by so quickly to have regrets. Why regret something that at one point made you happy? Even if that something makes you sad now, it made you smile before and you learned from it, it mi

Mkay
nsfw? probably. Stuff I put on here seems to end up there nyway. lmao....fubar? mkay....listen up....I keep seeing the ladies on here saying "no nsfw pics, don't ask to see my #@!'s, i have a cam but you can't see me, i don't want to see your c#@k....etc. First of all, I don't like looking if I can't touch/play with...(makes it hard going to wal-mart, so I go early in the a.m..) Second of all, and maybe the least important at this stage....I don't want you to see my c#@k. Not if you're not gonna play with it. NOT lol. I do love interacting with people and having a laugh occasionally. I really hate it when I send someone a profile comment after reading through pages and pages of personal stuff, looking at pics and reading blogs and then find out they don't allow profile comments.....fascist bitch for real. And this is only after I've rated and added them.... Silly Me!! If all you want out of life is other people's opinions, ask, I'm easy.....if you want a real opionon and a "c

Beautiful Comment 4
Part four in the comment series from "aDICKt of Passion" "You're lucky" she whispers. My eyes look with interest, "I'm lucky in so many ways to not only find you, but to be with you... but why do you say so m'Lady?" Because I'm here for a wedding reception and...." She trailed off. Hmmmmmm.... I wondered.... a wedding reception. I tried to shield the view of her with my body. Her fingers wove into my thick hair pulling me towards her body which smelled delicious. I wanted to taste of her desire... drinking deeply. My body pulsed with passion. I slid my hand up the back of her left thigh, under her skirt... rising high until it slipped off the edge of her stockings. Her skin was so hot. "Yessssssss.... don't stop yet....my prince..." Higher... Higher... finding her cheek... my forearm pressed up between her legs... so hot and... "That's right, my prince... no panties... So what are your plans now?" "M'Lady... would you like to join me...???"

Color
This was written by a black gentleman in Texas and is so funny. What a great sense of humor and creativity!!! I totally love this and it raises a good point. When I born, I BLACK , When I grow up, I BLACK , When I go in sun, I BLACK, When I cold, I BLACK , When I scared, I BLACK, When I sick, I BLACK , And when I die, I still BLACK. You white folks.... When you born, you.. When you grow up, you WHITE, When you go in sun, you.. When you cold, you.. When you scared, you.. When you sick, you.. When you bruised, you.. And when you die, you GRAY. So who you calling' colored folks? (The pictures represent the color..When you born, you PINK)

Just Talkin
I just wanted to make everyone sure of something, I'm NOT a crazy cat woman........ I swear..... I just love my cat like he's my kid. I've had lots of problems and stuff with pregnancy, and right now I can't have one, so my cat is like my kid. I don't have a million of 'em runnin through my house or nothin, only him. He's just my big fat spoiled ass house cat. I hope that straightens it all out. :D For some people, everything just isn't enough. I'm so sick of users in this world that it's not even funny. I am so happy right now, I finally got someone that actually cares about me and wants me for me! I know things are not going to always go exactly the way that is planned, but at least I know he cares about me for ME!

War On Terror
How could we know? Did you know that DUE TO THE TROOPS: 47 countries have now re-established their embassies in Iraq ? Did you know that the Iraqi government currently employs 1.2 million Iraqi people? Did you know that 3100 schools have been renovated, 364 schools are under rehabilitation, 263 new schools are now under construction, and 38 new schools have been completed in Iraq ? Did you know that Iraq's higher education structure now consists of 20 Universities, 46 Institutes or Colleges, and 4 research centers, all currently operating? Did you know - that Iraqi women are now allowed to attend schools? Did you know that 25 Iraqi students departed for the United States in January 2005, for the re-established Fulbright program? Did you know that the Iraqi Navy is now operational? That they have five (5) - 100-foot patrol craft, 34 smaller vessels, and a naval infantry regiment. Did you know that Iraq's Air Force now consists of three operational

Surprise......
He had been very clear in his instructions. She was to be naked, on all fours at the end of the bed. As requested she had everything laid out within close reach. She fingered her clit as required, not touching the toys. That was also a requirement. As her fingers deftly manipulated the sensitive area she knocked the end of the small barbell in her hood directly on her clit. She was getting wet with the action and the anticipation of what was to come. As she felt the starting of her orgasm she pulled back a little. She had no way of knowing how much longer he would be and was trying to extend the pleasure. She slowly slid her fingers inside her instantly finding and tickling her g spot gently. She hears the door open and heard breathing behind her. She didn't turn around; instead she started thrusting her fingers in and out of her dripping cunt. "Enjoying you?" Master asked softly. "Mmm hmm," Tara whimpered. "Can I ask you something?" He asked, "I don't want you to turn around

Blog
Redneck Cowboy A Redneck cowboy rides into a town on a hot blistering day riding his horse with his dog following. He ties his horse and dog under the shade of a tree. The Redneck cowboy goes into the bar for a cold beer. About 20 minutes later a policeman comes in and asks who owns the dog tied under the tree. The Redneck cowboy tells him that it’s his. The policeman says; “your dog is in heat”. The redneck cowboy answers; “no way the dogs in heat; he’s cool, cause he’s tied under the shade of the tree”. The policeman says; “no, you don’t understand, your dog needs to be bred”. The redneck cowboy shakes his head and says; “no way the dog needs bread, he’s not hungry, I gave him beek jerky this morning”. The policeman finally gets mad and says; “look, your dog wants to have sex”. The redneck cowboy looks at him and says; “go ahead, I always wanted a police-dog” Bizarre Joke: Jet Fuel Alcoholics Two airplane mechanics named Bob and Tim work at Atlan

Happy Hour,,vip,blast,,contest
HH CONTEST HOSTED BY SEXYGIRLBLONDE YOU CANT MISS THIS..... I am holding a contest and this one you might really want to check out. TOP PRIZE.... A FREE HAPPY HOUR!!!!!!!!! This contest will run for 10 full days and there are some rules that MUST be followed before you decide to enter. I will be taking entries starting now and will take them through the first day of the contest which will start as soon as I have at least 25 entries. When I get the entries needed I will post a bulletin stating the date and time the contest will start. RULES!!!!! You and anyone that will be helping you in the contest must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest. I will be checking everyone and the folder will be set for friends only to comment so anyone that you want to help you comment bomb you need to let them know they must rate, fan and add me to do this. Please make sure to let all your friends know ahead of time so you can all be ready bef

I Gotta Question!!
like 4 of my pic's NSFW..i mean the booty pic i understand..but the rest..what the crap!! they arent even bad pic's that we're marked NSFW!! Uhhh!! Leveled up yet!! i mean i've been 99.99% for like a week and a half now..whats goin on?!?..im confussed!! haha!!

My Honesty
My Honesty is something that i have always showen whom i am and what i am made of well part of what i am made of.... Just over the past few months i have been more blunt about it all thanks to a good friend "Thanks Jay". All my friends will tell you im there for them no matter what even to opening my home to them and being there for them as much as im able to be there for them as. Life isnt all that complicated if you think about it i have friends that have had a worse family life than me or the same as me. But we all lead life differntly each and every day. Its a matter of looking to the next day and getting over what ever has happen. I know its easier said then done, by all means i know that for sure. But with each day i want all my friends to know im here for you no matter what. weather its a shoulder to lean on, someone to just let out pain thats dug deep inside our tainted souls. We all have happy ending some day either alking it over or pushing more and more each day. We all have

Charmed Witchery
ok so i went and saw Sweeny Todd... i just loved the movie although it is a little dark. Hey i think we all have our dark sides :)but i bought the sound track today and im definitly going to be bying the movie when it comes out my favorite parts are when johnny depp sings and also when they are singing the at sea song.... for all the others who have seen it please tell mw what ur fave parts are and stuff like that ok so i have a very interesting topic to talk about here and i hope alot of you will respond to it.So i am curious to know what witch you think you are most like and why. the choices are pheobe who has premonitions or piper who can blow things up or prue who can astral project or paige who is white lighter and healer. myself if i made a choice it would be pheobe because i think having premonitions is cool. Anyways guys i know that they are fictional charetors but i love reading peoples comments and stuff like that and to make blogs and mumms interesting and fun so have f

Ur Eye Color
Blue Eyes- People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. The best of all. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 4 days. -Green Eyes- Sex Addicts!!!People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest. They long for the touch of another.People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this- -Hazel eyes- People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS SEXY and go all out all the time.They have the most unusual relati

Thoughts Running Through My Inner Eye...
I did the one thing this !LONG TIME! confirmed bacholure would almost never do... I tied the knot... I got hitch to a !HOT! !NASTY! kinky lil sex freak... Love 'er in real life, married her in fu land, and owen her sexy lil slave ass too boot... Slave_Girl~AKA~Boobarella: she's my real life love, my fu land wifie, and my nasty lil submisive sex slave all 'round. She's my heart, my love, my reason for being... And I'd kill or die for her. Blood and pain, my heart...love you from the beginning of the past to the end of our future...and when dust blows out time, I'll be there still; holding you close in pain sublime. ...questing through the vast inner void of thought and memory... I search for that ever elusive dream of dreams... Seaking, yet never finding... Hunting that dark embrace of true insparation... Looking into my core depth for a glimpse of redemption... My mind flows through the meriad abbys of conquests and follies. Looking at the path of rightious powere vs. hu

Angry
well it started good both parents there no arguing for about 5 mins... They would not let me leave for the first day and night i sat there and listened to them arguing about everything over the past 10 years and whom I was going to spend my birthday with ...wishing they would just stop yelling... isnt gonna happen....so i go in the cabin go lay down and i could hear them yelling for atleast the next two hours so i finally drift off to sleep only to dream about them yelling.. lol is there any escape... soooo the next day im thinking ok no yelling maybe they got it all out lastnight.... no such luck they start up again i get up and leave this is sunday morning mind you... i get home 6 hours later my mother calls telling me I could have atleast said good bye to them that they didnt even know i left..... of course they didnt lol and heres the best part... I said goodbye neither one of them heard a damn thing i said. Fuck love Fuck trust may it all turn to dust like the love we once

Who Is Really The Best Man?
I imagine we are, of course, laying together in bed. I am on my side and you are cuddling to my backside, spoon fashion. It had been a particularly memorable night the night before. We were celebrating something or other, perhaps the 1 millionth visitor to your web site, or something. Anyway, we had sought and broken our old records for the number of times we both had pleasure, so we were both exhausted, but very, very happy. I awoke before you, and was enjoying the feel of your firm breasts and warm body pressed against mine. Your arm coiled lazily across my chest, one leg snuggling itself between mine. After a minute or two, you stirred, breathed deep and rolled over. Not moving away, just changing position. I remembered I had written you this little message before we had met and decided now to try to wake you the way I had in the e-mail I had sent, so long ago. I knew we would both need fluids after last night, so I slipped silently out of bed to get myself some OJ and broug

Wiccan Rede
Bide the Wiccan laws ye must, in perfect love and perfect trust. Live and let live—fairly take and fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice about to keep all evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time, let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch—speak ye little, listen much. Deosil go by the waxing Moon—sing and dance the Wiccan Rune. Widdershins go when the Moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady’s Moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the Moon rides ar Her peak, then your heart’s desire seek. Heed the North wind’s might gale—lock the door and drop the sail. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the West wind blows o’er thee, departed spirits restless be. Nine woods in the Cauldron go—burn them quick and burn them slow. Elder be ye Lady’s tree—burn it not or cursed ye’ll be. When the Wheel beg

Just Stories
You gather me in your arms, and carry me to the bedroom. But before you lay me down, I tell you I want to worship you. So gently you set my feet back on the floor, and I set a chair before the full length mirror. You sit facing in, and I kneel before you. My hands on your knees, I begin kissing along your inner thigh. Your eyes wander from watching my mouth to watching the reflection in the mirror, where you can see the curve of my back, and my round ass. Your fingers find their way through my hair, and as I move up your legs, more of my body is revealed to you. Just as my mouth takes you in, I dip my back, and you can see my lips, still wet from your kisses. You moan from the feel of my hot mouth engulfing you, as well as the temptation of my wetness, begging to be touched. I lick and kiss my way up and down your hardness, my tongue occasionally dipping down to swirl around your balls, and your fingers tighten in my hair. One hand circles your shaft and begins to stroke it as my tongu

Too Funny
this is great "THE HUSBAND STORE" Body: The Husband Store A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City, where women may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is the following description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the levels. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may opt to go up to the next level, but shoppers cannot go back down, except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to shop for a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Good Jobs. She is slightly intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Good Jobs and Love Kids. 'That's very nice', she thinks, 'but I want more.' So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Good Jobs,

My Shoutbox
Ok guys I know that alot of people are getting mad because I dont respond in my shout box. Well the truth is, my job has a bunch of assholes and they blocked fubar. Now I have to go through a proxy to get on here so I want to let you all know I am not ignoring you I just cant talk through the shout box, check my messages or even view comments. I dunno y I even bother with the damn proxy! This was for u knotty!

Poetry In Motion
A teenage girl... So alone... So afraid. She looks in the mirror And then she looks away.... Trying not to see the untruthful stare. Cheeks so rosy, Red and bright, Tears slide down them slowly. Mascara falls from her lashes As tears slide Making black pools down her neck. A razor slowly cuts her pale skin As crimson red flows gently. The pain is released now. Crying softly from the release The girl feels nirvana Finally, for the first time in her life. She drifts away As her star crossed lover Walks in her room. "She's gone" "She's dead" That's all he screams. It's too late He wishes she wasn't gone... But she's already there. Summer ends School begins- A never ending Line of distruction. Come, bring the madness- Flowing free without guilt Bring the hatred- Take over your soul. Summer ends, School begins- A never ending Line of distruction. Anger and hurt feelings Hide behind fake smiles And words of happiness- All lies. Su

Songs And Poems Of Mine
You were never there for me Never acted like the father you were suppose to be You ran around, never came home Never even showed me your love It felt like you only came to see me once a year It was I, that always ended up shedding the tears I would praise you and put you on a pedastool..noo noo not my father he would never do that... But I was played for a fool I loved you dad, and only wanted your love in return But I never had it and thats what I had to learn I have grown up without you Not knowing and ever really spending time with you You come around now and you wonder how How your little girl has grown up so fast How would you know..I grew up without you dad You can never make up for what you did I am no longer your little kid I tried to spend time with you Show all the love I still had for you but over and over again, you pushed me away You come to me now, trying to be in my life But it will never make things right I had to learn to deal with it As I have g

Very Important
As I read the bullentins and having been a victim myself,it saddens me tremendously to know that a little angel is going thru this, that is why this is especially important to me to get the message out...PLEASE send prayers, love and support to Laura. A few kind words and support goes a long way...Lets show her that we here on fubar really care about our friends and are willing to share, help and give all the support we can....Hugs M'Lady Tina Ladymoose760~President/Recruiter of the Quiet~Angels@ fubar

My Dj Bully
♥~♥IT'S THE WEDDING OF ALL WEDDINGS! YOU NEED TO COME IN TO FIND OUT WHAT THE FUSS IS ABOUT!♥~♥ ♥~♥BUTTERFLY WARRIOR AND DIRT WOULD LIKE TO SHARE THE CELEBRATION OF THEIR LOVE WITH YOU♥~♥ ♥~♥THE MEMBERS OF K.O.P.E. AND THE GUARDIANS OF HELL LOUNGE WELCOME YOU TO JOIN US FOR THIS VERY SPECIAL OCCASION♥~♥ ~BE THERE OR BURN IN HELL~ ♥~♥THE WEDDING WILL TAKE PLACE DIRECTLY FOLLOWING A LIVE NO HOLDS BARRED INTERVIEW WITH THE K.O.P.E. FOUNDER AND DIRT HIMSELF K.O.P.E. CO-FOUNDER. INTERVIEW WILL BEGIN AT 9:30pm EST. THIS IS ONE YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS!♥~♥

Wow, Whatever
sometimes i wish i didn't bother looking around at what other women here say. they seem hellbent on being self righteous and holier than thou whenever they're somewhere someone else might "see" ... i'm sorry, i don't buy the "honesty" in a mumm i opened a few minutes ago.... the girls/women in it are all so sure that women like me that like to show off what we have and ask for what we want are "not right". .... that's kinda like saying ok, you can have a million dollars, but you can't spend it, or tell anyone you have it, or even look at it. get the fuck over yourselves, and get over everyone else too.. some of us have ALOT of fucking PRIDE thank you, and we don't need self important bitches like yourselves telling us that we're wrong for loving what god gave us and using it how we see fit. god gave you two eyes... does that mean you shouldn't open them and see? didn't think so. ~Sin

Moving
I keep moving along One day it’s you The next it’s someone new I know I need to stop and plant myself Grow some roots but I can’t deny this restlessness That takes a hold of me I keep searching for the way it used to be When I was in love with you and we were so free You set me on fire with every kiss Your eyes seared me with each breath And your face and touch is the one I miss But what a mess we made And we both went our own way So I keep moving along Waiting for someone to make me feel the way I did with you Someone who will be nothing like you But that is just the way it is But what a mess we made The hurt and pain that cut us deep The words we should have hid away Accusations and resentments Piled up so deep We had to swim our way out Or we would have drowned So who can blame you and me So I keep moving along Wanting someone to make me feel the way I did with you Someone who will be nothing like you But that is the way it is I pr

Friends Or Future Friends
to all my friends who would like me to sign their guestbook I would be happy to,I'm just not to sure of which photo to add,if you look threw my photos and let me know which you prefer I would get it done,thanks ,love you all I want you all to know,when I recieve a friend,I fan,rate,and move to pics.I had a big jump on friends so I can't keep up so well.I add all females no matter what age,I treat people with respect.I don't mean to miss the friends that I might of,just let me know if I didn't get back to you and I really want to get back to you all. friends that invite for games I had not much time for that,just once in a while.as far as myself I pose nude I don't mind to be look at,but at the same time I don't want to offend anyone,comments are really cool,if you have pics nsfw of yourselves I will look if able to and comment.so far you all are great I don't mind chatting or anything you need ,I am a good friend and don't want to let anyone down.for people I have not seen yet I do ac

Out Of Town
For those of you who give a flying fuck what I do in my life. Im heading back out to Arkansas again. I wont have the Fu, I will have myspace. www.myspace.com/unclegrey add me - my email addy is unclegrey@gmail.com The number I can be reached at tomorrow evening and for several days after that, not sure how long. Is: 870-436-4108 For those of ya that care, thanks :) For those that dont care, and are stuck up their own asses. Go to hell, I no longer care about you either.

A Few Key Points
My computer totally died. And I can't get it fixed for free again. I'm going to be offline for a few months. There's a few things that need to be done for me to get a new computer, and it's going to take a while. I'll be back boys and girls. Have no fear. Lovies. Well as you guys know, I was off the scene for a while. But I'm baaack. My VIP ran out a few days after my computer died, and obviously I want it back... so here's how it goes. As you can tell my NSFW are private, and I'm sure you all can read. I ONLY let people in if you buy me a blast or VIP. It breaks down like this. 1 day blast or 1 month VIP- you get in to the pics. 3 or 7 day blast or 3 month VIP- you get into the pics and a link to a video of me. Above that you get both and special pics if you desire. Don't like it? I don't care. Love you guys as always. And remember, if I haven't rated you, TELL ME. It wasn't out of malice. I'm not that much of a bitch.

Ohio
Body: You know you're from Ohio if:: You know all the 4 seasons: winter, still winter, almost winter and construction. You live less than 20 miles from some college or university. You know what a "buckeye" really is, and have a recipe for candy ones, and usually look around when someone says that they have buckeyes. Michigan usually brings a scowl. (unless you live in toledo) You know if other Ohioans are from southern or northern Ohio as soon as they open their mouths. You know how to correctly spell Cincinnati. You know what's round on the ends and hi in the middle. "Vacation" means going to Florida, Hilton Head, or Florida. You measure distance in minutes. Your school classes were canceled because of cold. Your school classes were canceled because of heat. You've had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day, and maybe even use the "defrost" and "A/C" in the same day. You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. Example: "Where's

Movie Reviews
Kraken- Tentacles of the Deep 2006 Director: Tibor Takács Writers: Nicholas Garland (co-writer) Sean Keller (written by) Actors: Charlie O'Connell ... Ray Victoria Pratt ... Nicole Kristi Angus ... Jenny Cory Monteith ... Michael Jack Scalia ... Maxwell Odemus Aleks Paunovic ... Ike Nicole McKay ... Kate Michal Yannai ... Sally Mike Dopud ... David Emy Aneke ... Principal Elias Toufexis ... Keith Christa Campbell ... Emily Nene rating :5 (on a 1-10 scale) I wasted $4 renting this dumb movie and It totally sucks. The special effects looked cheap and cheesy. The characters were not easily relatable. The basic plot of this movie is this. Ray watched the Kraken kill his parents when he was a boy. When he is grown he wants to seek revenge on the giant squid. He teams up with an archeologist names Nicole to try to find the thing while she searches for the

Vampyre 101...and More.
“Can I be turned?” This is a commonly asked question that never seems to just curl up and DIE! There is always some vampire wannabe out there who falls in love with the IDEA of vampirism. Like its some glamorous and fascinating lifestyle that never gets old. No pun intended. Well, let me kill your dreams… YOU CANNOT, WILL NOT, WON’T, WILL NEVER EVER BE TURNED INTO A VAMPYRE. EVER. PERIOD. END OF STORY. Fin. Won’t happen. Thanks to the ever increasing popularity of vampire movies and literature…people seem to think that “Oh gee…their lives are so romantic. I want in.” Doesn’t work like that. In the Hollywood fed media bullshit there, from what I have seen, also seems to be two commonly used methods for becoming a vampire. 1) Night has taken over the cities dead streets as a warm harbor breeze sifts through the trash that decorated the pavement. Street lights flickered on, a few flickering as if ready to give out…A full moon hung in the dark sky and cast elongated

Us Military...honor Them
=== '*Southern Sexy*' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-24 07:46:05'.. > > > > > > You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things

About Me
I love music all kinds from the extremly weird to the all not to out there. It doesn't take someone smart to see that my music list on my list is here as well as there. Music fules my soul I dont know what I would do with out it. I love to listen to stuff that is mainly underground music. Stuff you most likely will not hear on the radio. Sometimes I'm in the mood for something kind of dark yet danceable so I put on Blutengle, Combichrist, Hocico, Depeche Mode, Synthetic Divison if I want to rock out I put on Bella Morte or 23 Rainy days, Iron Butterfly, Ozzy and so forth, Lately in my car I have been listing to The Buena Vista Social Club ( Cuban music) as well as the Dresdon Dolls (punk Cabaret) The Ditty Bops ( a bit of sixties music with a bit of swing to it) or some other style of music. It's not uncommon to see me in the car singing The Nightmare Before Christmas or Elton John. Lately the child has gotten into Queen and other great things such as David Bowie. If you read this blo

Riddle Me This....
ok everyone, heres another riddle for ya, e-mail me your answer so nobody else can copy your answer.......lets see how many people can get it right i have 100 doors, i'm going to number them 1 through 100....how many times am i going to wright "9" ok everyone, heres a riddle for ya, e-mail me your answer so nobody else can copy your answer.......lets see how many people can get it right i have 6 bills, that = 63 dollers, but theres no 1's(and theres no change)......what do i have ok everyone, heres a riddle for ya, e-mail me your answer so nobody else can copy your answer.......lets see how many people can get it right:D i have a bag of apples, i give half of what i have plus 1/2 of an apple to a guy........i see another guy, and i give him half of what i have left, plus 1/2 of an apple......i see another guy, and i give him half of what i have left, plus 1/2 of an apple, when i get home and look in the bag, i have 1 apple left.......how many apples did i start with?

Sick Of This Site...
i just went back to the fubar support page and found a blog aboout the points issue on friday... i wrote them twice about it and have not received a response... the blog states not to email them cuz it will not be answered. im just mad cuz a survey i took the other day... the email wuz sent during the time that the points were fubared, which wuz also happy hour... so now im out 20,000 fuBucks! :(

Lost Love
The love I had was lost, stolen from me You came along and showed me the light Making me see that love is pure and real Showing me the wonders of life to be had All I ever wanted I see in your eyes All I ever needed is you in my life The love is back and never to be lost again A great friend wrote this and it made me tear up. Thought I would share.

Heaven's Door
Hi Everyone.. I want to invite you to Heaven's Door. It's a new lounge that I started yesterday. Has great people.. awesome music and the liquor is flowing free... You will be shitfaced for months.. lol... We have 50 members and it's growing strong. There is no drama..and ladies.. you will be respected.. that I can guarantee.. So, click the link before and enjoy.. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51967

Isabella. Please Help!
Heres my story : Ive been having alot of family troubles, not as much me but my sister. She was 34 years old and had a little girl named Isabella who is 7 right now. My sister was diagnosed with cancer a little over two years ago. She died a little less than two months ago from it. With her daughters father no where in sight, her daughter was being bounced around from place to place because no one wanted to totally adopt her. When i found this out i decided that, I'm going to take her. Im going to adopt her and treat her as my own. Shes been staying with me now for only a few days, but i love her like she were my own. Heres where you all come in, Basically, with such short notice, i dont have a very good job, at all. I make nearly nothing, just enough to pay the bills. I dont think im going to be able to make her christmas. I dont have the money, and I have been trying my hardest to get another job with no luck. I'm running out of time and im not sure what to do. I was thinking mayb

A Soldier's Christmas Poem
A soldier's christmas poem Body: You can hate this war, but do our soldiers a favor and keep them in your thoughts and prayers. Yes, they did choose to be in the armed forces, but they didn't start this war. They need our support even more at this time in the year when they are facing a Christmas (the most joyful time of the year) without their families. They are the reason you are able to read this message without the fear of punishment!!! Twas the night before Christmas He lived all alone in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by mantle, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark a

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Ever Fallen In Love
Ever Fallen In Love by:Buzzcocks You spurn my natural emotions You make me feel like dirt And I'm hurt. And if I start a commotion I run the risk of losing you And that's worse. Ever fallen in love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone You shouldn't've fallen in love with. I can't see much of a future Unless we find out what's to blame What a shame. And we won't be together much longer Unless we realize that we are the same. Ever fallen in love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone You shouldn't've fallen in love with. You disturb my natural emotions You make me feel like dirt And I'm hurt. And if I start a commotion I'll only end up losing you And that's worse. Ever fallen in love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone You shouldn't've fallen in love with. Ever fallen in love wit

Me
Fuckem all! Fuck all the cowardless, lieing, cheating and childish fucking people in the world. Im sick of them all, all they do is try to make everyone as unhappy as they are because they cant stand up to the truth or face the facts of life! If your reading this and are one of them do me the favor and peacefully exit, if you dont think or know your not one of these kinds of people thank you for being here and reading this and for being my friend. Once again I say FUCKEM ALL! This petty bullshit shouldnt get me upset but im sick of the BULLSHIT, I thought we were fucking adults not children in the damn 5th grade. If anyone wants to see more pics of me please ask. Ill do certain people the joy of picking what kind (within reason), all you have to do is send me a Private message (not a SB) with what you want and ill do my best. If you really want to get creative you may have to owe me something in return so feel free to ask and we will see if something cant be worked out! Im thinking of

Energy Healing
For the record I am not a medical doctor or claiming to be. My beliefs are that DNA can be munipulated and restructured back to it's original state through your mind and energy healing. I know of fantastic healers who in prayer and meditation have done healings with very ill people. My mentor Ellie, has been working with DNA restructuring for years and has seen many results in this area. DNA restructuring or any type of illness with the combination of prayer and the patients willingness to BELIEVE and VISUALIZE themselves being healed is possible. Which brings me back to how powerful our minds really are. Basically we become what we believe!!! Visualize your DNA being healthy and going back to its original state, visualize being healthy, peaceful and happy. With the shifts of your thoughts, your energy will start to change and become stronger. If you are suffering from anything at the moment just try it, whats the worst that can happen, nothing? On the other hand what is the BEST th

Why Do Guys Cheat?
well ive been dating this guy for over 9months and a few months ago he told me that he had another girlfriend in a different state, well today i went on his myspace to leave him a message and i saw that he had added 3 new pics and they were of his girlfriend that he told me he broke up with for me......i wrote him a message and told him that i guess he choose who he wanted to be with...but it still hurts to find that out...but back to the other girl shes only 15 years old and he is 19 and im 23 so i dont know what to do.....should i talk to him about it or should i break up with him and find me someone better? PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS AND SUGGESTIONS

The Man
So 881039 just had his mumm entitled 'Bald Beavers' nuked when someone complained that it was nsfw. I missed her name dammit, but she obviously belongs back on MySpace. Why am I writing this? Because in the highest and mightiest possible way, she chewed out all of the commenters as well for 'not knowing what nsfw meant. Then she reported the mumm. Funny thing is, there wasn't a single direct mention of human anatomy anywhere in the mumm. I personally was commenting about Canada's national rodent. I think I voted nay to shaving them because they really need that thick pelt, especially at this time of year. So why did the mumm get deleted I wonder? Any suggestions? Did anyone catch that miserable whiny bitch's name?

Leveling Family
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Old About Me
I'm not perfect,, i'm just the girl who tries to remain strong. i'm the girl who thinks she needs a little makeup && sometimes still has to fake confidence. i hate capital letters,, i'm really good at making messes,, and my feet often need oxygen. i'm still not sure if i fell in love at the right times but i wouldn't trade them. i still try to defend you to others even when i'm hurt. who doesn't like sleeping in? when u cry i wanna be the one u call,, its not easy being optimistic but it makes things easier. u may think i'm crazy but i love it. i'm not the other girls don't blame me for your past. i'm not worried about you thinking i'm young,, youth is beauty. i wanna be the one who changed your life forever [[that lasting memory]]. i admire someone who can accept how they feel n who they are and actually do something about it. if i don't risk it all i may never get what i want. right now life is changing all around me, && for once so am i. i'm making improvments. i want people in my l

Auction
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Poem
Newest poem thank God i’m back to normal couldn’t write for 6 months Category: Writing and Poetry The Perfect Woman Smart, Beautiful, Loving, and caring, Able to put up with any mans faults, but wishes for the man who's her soulmate, Time, and relationships from the past have molded her into the woman that she is, She doesn't care how she looks, because she knows inside her beauty is unparalleled, With one smile, or one word spoken she can calm the most serious of situations, Her warmth could warm a frostbitten man, Written by: AL Copyright 11/20/07 Untitled Cold and dreary, the rain continues, Similar to life which repeats itself in continuing cycles, Times past, hearts broken, souls ripped to shreds, Yet we keep moving, The souls ripped, the hearts broken and time passed, all have something, In which not many of us realize, The Soul heals not worse for wear but wiser, The heart broken in time, is put back tog

Thanks Everyone That Helped Me....
JUST WANTED TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE THAT MY MOM DIED THIS EVENING AT 8:30 PM....IT WAS ONCE AGAIN VERY UNEXPECTED.I HAD JUST LOST MY DAD IN JULY UNEXPECTED,AND HAVEN'T DEALT WITH THAT YET AND NOW MY MOMS GONE..PLEASE EVERYONE WHO KNOWS PLEASE SEND A PRAYER AND ANY ADVICE ON HOW TOO GET THROUGH THIS. THANKS, CYNDI i CAN'T EVEN THANK YOU GUYS AND GIRLS FOR SUCH A WARM WELCOME.......YOU GUYS ROCK....GLAD I WAS ABLE TO JOIN,U ALL SEEM VERY DOWN TOO EARTH.. KISSESS ALWAYS, ~~~CYNDI43FU-BOMBER~~~

Fun Stuff
Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band........ Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::.... -Korn- Are you male or female: Justin Describe yourself: Coming Undone How do some people feel about you: Freak on a Leash How do you feel about yourself: Counting on me Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Another Brick in the Wall Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Alone I Break Describe where you want to be: Divine Describe what you want to be: Alive Describe how you live: Here to Stay Describe how you love: A.D.I.D.A.S. Share a few words of wisdom: Wake Up Hate, Right Now!...:D It's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use

For Fun
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i have a phobe about needles. hate em bad! 2. i about passed out when i had my vasectomy, just from the locals 3. i like my feet tucked in real tight when i sleep 4. i eat my food in order. vegies first, the meat is always last 5. i have hazel eyes 6. i am 6 foot tall.. but finger tip to finger tip is 6'4" 7. i am a soccer coach, ref, field director. during the soccer season i put in a min of 20 hrs per week at the fields doing soccer stuff 8. i never played soccer 9. i wrestled for 4 yrs in highschool 10. we have pet rats. 2 boys and 8 girls *bonus tidbit* i am a fu-junkie

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I collect dvd's 2. I'm a lonely person 3. I love GOD 4. Never thought i would be where i am today 5. I had 2 surgeries in 2007 6. I was in the middle of the April 16th shootings at Virginia Tech 7. I've been borderline diabetic since 1990 8. I don't feel like anyone loves me 9. I love to laugh 10. Im a chosen care giver I'll carry my past with me It's mine and mine alone In fact it's truly The only thing I own. The pain and joy The trauma and tears Have made me become The sum of my years. I'll bury it no more Nor look the other way Those years gone by Leave me this to say: "Own

News
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Just My Opinion
I was listening to NPR radio the other day on my way to work. There was a news story about a chaplain in the Navy who was being court marshalled for invoking the name of Jesus Christ in his prayers. Now wait a second.... Chaplain=Christianity...okay I'll break it down further for you...Chaplain by definition... chaplain n : a clergyman ministering to some institution Okay?! you say.... okay lets break it down further...definition of clergyman... cler‧gy‧man /ˈklɜrdʒimən/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[klur-jee-muhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun, plural -men. 1. a member of the clergy. 2. an ordained Christian minister. Notice how I bolded the word Christian. Okay as some of you might know or some of you might not know I really am no particular organized religion...but I have done ALOT of research on theology and I know that the main cornorstone for ANY Christian church is Jesus Christ.

Got To Luv It!!
u kno, i had to block this guy the other day. for whatever reason, i just felt i needed to. well, after tht, i guess he couldnt take the hint. he first sent me an email to yahoo. than tried to have me add him back to yahoo under another name. he than proceeded to have a "friend" on fubar send me , not one, but 2 emails here askin what was up. ok, no i didnt tell him i was going to block him. i dnt have to!! it is my choice! but, if i have blocked u, shouldnt tht be a sign to leave me the hell alone? so now, i am weary when i get friend's request on here. what if its him? oh well, guess if i turns out to be him, i would juat have to block again n again n again! DRAZ FOREV...: WANNA SEE MY COCK this was in my shoutbox this morning!! got to luv the wonderful guys who think their cock is sooooo much better than ones i have already seen! if i had wanted to see it, i would have asked to see it, right? i am thinking he needs reassuring tht it is worth looking at?? i dnt kno!!!

Blog It Out, Baby!
Like I said in my last blog about obsessive, overbearing, insecure men... Well, because I removed somebody from my family list he decided to call me a 'fake ass bitch'. This is the same person that keeps comparing me to other people because they fucked him over, not my motherfuckin problem. You have a problem with constantly women fuckin you over maybe it's you. Really. I don't care how you feel about me because I'm not insecure with myself. I mean you repeatedly tell someone to stop comparing you to other people and they still do it, wouldn't that push you away and not want to be bothered. Another person who became obsessive, controlling, demanding of me and I got tired of it. That's the problem. Not all women like that shit. Investigate ask questions before 'falling' for someone else to see if they like that shit. This one don't like it. This is the message I got.. "i see u removed me from family, straight up your a fake ass bitch. I was there for u 24/7 and u fucki

Don't
My name is not Hon, nor sweetie, or babe, the name you can call me is the ones that I gave. You can call me by angel or Jenni or such but the terms of endearment are reserved for my love. He is a fine man my sweetheart I'd say so that is a term I might send HIS way. If you cannot remember who you are talking to then I don't want to be talking to you. No I don't have a webcam so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! No I don't have any other pics of me so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! I will not be taking any nude pics EVER so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! My bra size, my cup size, my jean size or any other size is none of your business so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! I will not be meeting you for lunch dinner or anything else you can think of so if you are thinking of asking DON'T! My relationship is great and I will not be changing it so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! This blog is not intended as a joke!

Radio
I am Promo for the HOT , Rocking Radio , Solid Rock Radio, we have live DJs 24/7, new listener request go to the top of the list. request anytime. If you would like for me to put a radio in your lounge please contact me. The DJS are Awesome !!!! We have old to new rock . thank you for your time

~ Song
Lingering in the air, tantalizing your senses, I seek to invade your soul. You feel the waves of my presence washing over you, causing all emotion inside of you to catch in your throat. The sigh that escapes your lips, as I caress your heart gently, echoes within you. Slowly, you feel your lips begin to move, whispering things you'd never before expressed; yet, have felt. As I possess you , you can't help but fall in love with me. I incite, within you, a rhythm you have never experienced, a rhythm only you and I share. I can make you laugh, or cry. I touch you in the way you need to be touched. Swaying slightly, you allow yourself to be taken by me, moving with me, echoing the words I speak to you, we become one. A shiver passes through your body as you realize...I will forever be your song.

In Memory Of My Dad!
TEARS IN HEAVEN In Love Memory of Dad! He Only Takes The Best God saw he was getting tired And a cure was not to be. So He put his arms around him And whispered, "Come with Me." With tear filled eyes We watched him suffer and fade away Although we loved him deeply We coud not make him stay. A Golden Heart stopped beating, Hard working hands put to rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best. My Dad was healed in Jesus's name.

Hard Spanking
Stalkers herestalkers therestalker follows me everywhereblocked him on yahoorun him off hereHe pops up againand i dont really careHe thinks i dont see himits plain as dayHes looking for his next victimthat he can playHe is demandinghe crys like a bi**chhe wonders why ppl dont like himhe needs to stop being a snitchI hope he reads thisand really understandsthat being a stalker is theworse in the land.Cry me a riverstalk someone elsehope she is readyfor your selfish BS

Hh Contest A Big Pain In A$$
Well the contest is over and since many were so concerned about who was doing what to win the Happy Hour none of you will get it. I will give fubar gifts to any who entered the contest that feel they deserve something so please contact me if you would like to know more. I should have canceled the contest when the drama and complaining first got started. Its not like the points and seven pics is worth a HH when most are complaining about everything. No matter what I tried to do people were upset. My last contest had drama but not like this. I try to come up with fun ways to give stuff away and I have done a lot for many people on this site. Everything from blasts bling paks and tickers and VIP I have bought for people. Everyone always wants more its never enough. I am sorry I didn't put enough though into this contest to see what people would come up with. Giveaways are much better because there is no competition that way so I have learned that much. Anyone who has beef with me let me k

Ramble
R A M B L E II VI The sun went down again, the same way it had when we first got off that metro, when we descended into hell, to those pearly gates that weren't pearly, to the handguns and to the crazies and to the judges. The jury was out, but that judge kept sitting there in his throne, staring you down, makeing you feel small in comparison to the scale of existence. Everyone's a judge, eventually, and everyone makes everyone else feel small. I just hate it when real judges do it. When the time comes to stand in front of the entire world and let the judges judge, who's really man enough to say "I'm scared?" I would. I'd say it until i was blue in the face and dying. I'd whisper it on my dying breath, even if it meant staying alive that much longer to curse out one last syllable. VII How many times does the sun come up? How many times does the sun go down? How many times do we stand here? Does this end? Do we ever get to see tomarrow? Will I wake up? I swear t

To All My Friends
I just can't believe all of the love that I've been shown today. I never expected anything like it! I have made very special friends on here who have made their own special places in my heart and who I will never, ever forget. Some people may say that this is just the internet, but you know, this is becoming the way of the world now. You can make friends on the internet just like "the real world." There's so much more that I want to say, but I'm close to tears again just thinking about it all. Sorry if this sounds so sappy. lol All I can say right now is I love my friends and thank God for each and every one of you!!!!!

What Hurts.......
When you LOVE someone with all your Heart and they could CARELESS. Talking to SOMEONE for months and then they just up and decide to STOP talking to you with no EXPLANATION and wont give you one cause their too damn STUBBORN to fucking GROW UP and act their age. (BE A MAN) or (WOMAN) When you ask SOMEONE how they FEEL about you and they AVOID that question and change the subject. Knowing that deep down even though he or she has done you so WRONG (MANY TIMES) in the past you still LOVE them and ALWAYS will. Knowing that if you EVER went back to him or her it would be the SAME old BULLSHIT. Knowing that you CONNECTED with someone and THEY KNOW that they connected with you but DONT do anything to PURSUE more. Knowing deep down that when he or she AVOIDS answering a QUESTION they think that their SAVING you the PAIN and HEARTACHE but they are NOT it just makes it that much WORSE. Knowing that you made an IMPACT in someones life and they just DROP you out of their LIFE

Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Thanks For The Support
I JUST WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS SHOWED CONCERN AND SUPPORT FOR LUMINA. SHE HAS RECIEVED A LARGE NUMBER OF CALLS FROM HER FRIENDS AND DBC FAMILY. THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO BOTH OF US. YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME AND IT MAKES US BOTH FEEL REALLY GOOD THAT YOU ALL GENUINELY CARE. SHE IS RECOVERING VERY WELL AND SHOULD BE HOME IN A COUPLE DAYS. GODBLESS ALL OF YOU AND THANKYOU SO MUCH, SCONEE AND LUMINA ^5 33333/44444

More Fu-help Needed
Yes, gimme 5! Just 5! That's all I am asking for. Click this pic here. Now comment 5 times. Easy, simple and fun. Help this little redhead, country girl win this contest. PLEEEEEEEZE You'll get a special comment from me for helping too :D After you leave the comments on the contest page , send me a message that you gave me a HIGH 5 and I will get your special comment to you As Soon As Possible. :) I am in a giveaway. I need comments PLEASE. No limit on how many, I don't care if it is two or two hundred. I appreciate them all. So do me a favor and click this pic and drop a bomb on me. MUAH Luv and Stuff, Sexci ♥

Travel
Got any advice for me? Going to stay at the Queens Hotel.. Taking with me my brand new Nikon camera, so that I can take some "hot" photos. Give me a message if you wanna meet up :) (June 24th to July 12th) Oslo to Newark These are places I'm going to be at next summer June 24th - July 28th St. Paul, Minnesota June 28th - July 1st Los Angeles, California July 1st - July 6th Las Vegas, Nevada July 6th - 12th July New York, New York Looking forward to hear from you girls...

New Giveaways!!!
THIS ONE STILL NEEDS TO BE COMPLETED BEFORE JUNE 13TH, WHEN CATHY'S VIP EXPIRES!!! THAT GIVES US THREE MORE DAYS ON HERS!!! CURRENTLY HAS ONLY 1,307 COMMENTS! LET'S HUSTLE GUYS! THAT MEANS THAT WE NEED OVER 2K PER DAY!!! %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% FINALLY CAUGHT UP WITH SPIKE! HE HAS UPLOADED THREE PICS THAT I SENT TO HIM FOR ONE MONTH VIP'S! WE WILL NEED 10K COMMENTS ON EACH!!! PLEASE START WITH SNACK ATTACK'S, HE IS AWESOME ALREADY AND HE NEEDS THE 11 POWER!!! THEN THIS ONE FOR RHONDA!!! THEN THIS ONE FOR MERLYN!!!

Busted My Bubble
Well I am so disapointed by all the hard work that I have been working on now for a year getting ready to be placed on the National Kidney Transplant List. I have been rung thru the the ringer and back, proded and poked and picked on anyway one could think of. Passing all the medical test and pshyc evaluation, getting my dental done, which hurt like hell, but Im thankfull for the dentist, Dr. Russell Coad, that I now dont fear smiling and it also had to be completed before the acceptance on the list. I knew they would run a drug screen, I wasnt worried about them finding cannibus in me, seeing that I have been open and honest about why I smoke and thats for medical reasons, not to just get high!!! FROM DAY ONE they knew I smoked, they were worried about the cocaine which I have not touched in years. Well now they will not put me on the National Kidney Transplant List, they say I have to go thru drug rehab, and stay clean a year before I get put on. I told them I will

Things I Have Learned About Being Murdered...uh Married.
Oh allergies...sweet allergies. They fuck up on me during spring, summer, and autumn...AND WHEN SOMEONE SMELLS LIKE A FRENCH WHORE!!! Why must someone bathe in cologne or perfume especially one that stinks? Oh yeah I so got yelled at this morning for rolling down the windows in the car because he had bathed in his whorish cologne. *gasps for air* I'm not the type of person that likes to go out to dinner all the time...once in a great while I'll get that wild hair up my ass for some take out or whatever. My point on this subject...I cook...I mean actually COOK. His grand idea of cooking is going out to dinner or a fucking can of tuna. WTF??? I bust my ass for hours trying to fix a nice dinner and his idea of cooking is opening a can of tuna and adding some pickles and mayo...YUCK!!! This goes back to the CHICKEN thing...chicken yummy...anything else nasty. 10. If you had a social life before you got married, you can go ahead and kiss it good-bye. Especially in my case since I've lost

Meet The Pussycat Playmates & Pimps
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New Cancer Info
JOHN HOPKINS - LATEST FINDINGS ON CANCER! AFTER YEARS OF TELLING PEOPLE CHEMOTHERAPY IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRY AND ELIMINATE CANCER, JOHN HOPKINS IS FINALLY STARTING TO TELL YOU THERE IS AN ALTERNATIVE WAY. 1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size. 2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime. 3. When the person's immune system is strong, the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumors. 4. When a person has cancer, it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, food, and lifestyle factors. 5. To over

Lounge Auction Rules!!!!!
THE DRUNKEN LIZARD LOUNGE AUCTION RULES: 1. AUCTIONS ARE HELD EVERY TUESDAY AND THURSDAY WITH TUESDAY THE FEMALE MEMBERS BEING SOLD IN THE DRUNKEN LIZARD AND ON THURSDAY THE MEN WILL BE SOLD IN THE ASYLUM. DROP ME A MESSAGE HERE, OR JAIME DAWN A MESSAGE I ADVANCE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE PUT IN THE AUCTION 2. TO BID OR BE BID ON YOU MUST BE A LOUNGE MEMBER 3. ALL THOSE BEING BID ON MUST RATE ALL PICS AND STASH OF THEIR HIGHEST BIDDER, AS WELL AS PUT FU OWNED BY IN THEIR NAME FOR 1 WEEK. 4. THE BIDS ARE FOR FUBUCKS, AND YOUR BID IF IT IS THE HIGHEST IS A CONTRACTUAL OBLIGATION. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE THE FUBUCKS, DO NOT BID!!!! 5. THERE IS A 20% TRANSFER FEE WHEN SENDING FUBUCKS KEEP THAT IN MIND WHEN PLACING A BID. 6. IF YOU ARE UP FOR AUCTION. UPON RECEIVING YOUR WINNINGS FORM YOUR HIGHEST BIDDER, YOU MUST PAY THE PERSON WHO AUCTIONED YOU OFF 10% OF YOUR WINNINGS. 7. IF THE HIGHEST BIDDER CAN NOT UPHOLD HIS EN

Local News Featuring Me!!
North wing at Broomfield High comes downBy Michael Davidson, Enterprise Staff Writer Originally published 12:39 p.m., June 16, 2008Updated 12:16 a.m., June 17, 2008 http://www.broomfieldenterprise.com/news/2008/jun/16/north-wing-at-broomfield-high-comes-down/ Jeremy DePinto had been waiting for this day to come for a long time. The former Broomfield High School student was one of about 100 former and current students, faculty members and area residents who watched this morning as a demolition crew tore down the north wing of the high school. DePinto even got in the act. Before the crew started its work just after 9 a.m., he joined a handful of teachers and their families as they threw rocks through the windows of the abandoned classrooms. He joked that it was a way of settling old scores. "I was tingling. That was a refreshing feeling given how much trouble I was in when I was here. It feels like a little payback," he said as he recorded the demolition on video. "

Lincoln And Kennedy
Have a history teacher explain this ---- If they can? Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head. Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln. Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.

Tag Your It
Instructions..... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blogwith 15 weird things,facts, or haits about yourself. At the end you chose at least 10 people to be tagged,listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that say"you're it!" on that persons profile ans ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I hate hyprocacy. 2. I hate lazy people 3. I Love family get togethers 4. I love vintage european horror films . 5. I am extremly handy 6. I wish I lived in Italy 7. I enjoy cooking 8. I wish I was a successfuly independent employed 9. I love women! but I am a one woman man .. I respect realtionships . 10. I hate liers!! 11. I love a clean house . 12. I would love to own property near the ocean. 13. I'm a cautious when meeting new friends, trust does not come easy . 14. I believe most people are not genuinely good by nature , I enjoy finding the good ones . 15. I would love to continue trave

Pray For Shaela!
The sister of one of my best girlfriends was attacked and injured during a robbery today in Wichita. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers! http://www.kake.com/home/headlines/22788329.html

Where Did I Mess Up
Daydreaming while driving down the road... Wondering how your doing and if everything's ok... I pick up the phone to dial 9 number's and hang up... Where Did I Mess Up. I treated you like I treated no other... Done everything in my power to make you happy and let you be free... You say you have things to handle before anything further steps... Where Did I Mess Up. Everyday I fight the urge to call you and see how your doing... I know what your answer is going to be and I hate to hear that mailbox... You took me by surprise and completely off guard... Where Did I Mess Up. I'm writing this to tell you how I feel... So hopefully one day you'll take a glance and realize it's all for you... But until that day where we can become friends again... I'll always wonder... Where Did I Mess Up.

**train** Move Your Body Like A Cyclone!
Alright Fu's you know how we do!!! So move your body like a cyclone & Go r/f/a all the cycloners to be added!! re-rate & comment those you already have! I'll be making tags daily so rate my default folder and comment saying you've rated!! Unbreakable Sweetpeabayba 'T' ☆Wonder_Woman™☆ ♥SULTRY™♥ snoopy70 jezzirae77 pinx2007 Angelic Diva♥ Brittany ღ Li

Wearing A Mask
i find it a lil humorous that people online find it necessary to make up stories about themselves to impress others into liking them or wanting them i mean seriously what is the point in doing that when theres a 0 possibility of even meeting the person that you are corresponding with im flat out honest on who i am and what i do im not going to lie about that i seriously have no reason to im 26 soon to be 27 live with family which i didnt have a choice in the matter due to certain things and i dont have a job but i am always looking geezus that was so effin hard for me to tell the truth.................NOT i have no problem in speaking the truth to anyone about anything so why hide behind a mask of who you really are for in the end the only person your going to be hurting is you because when if your not upfront and honest and true about yourself you will lose a lot of friends and miss out on a lot of things and eventually no one will ever tru

Memories
If your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised about what people remember about you!

What Is Love?
Create cool Profile Comments Please scroll down and play the music video while reading this :) Well everybody as you all may or may not know I am an out loud and proud gay/bi male. I am going through a very difficult love life right now. The situation im in is this. I've known this incredable guy John for the past 4 years. We have became very close frinds since then. Heres where it get complex. I do love him with all my heart and soul. He knows that I do. In the past he was straight then he got courious about his own sexuality and was bi - curious. So we have had sex a few times in the past year that he's lived here. He says he didnt like it. I feel like the sex brought us closer together. I would do anything for him and he would do anything for me. That is not going to change. But now the love part has changed. I still feel very much in love with him however he loves me but more of the brotherly way. To me this really hurts. Out of all my ex boyfriends and girlfriends I have NE

Bail Out
Little Red Riding Hood is skipping thru the forest road when she sees the big bad wolf crouched down behind a log. 'My, what big eyes you have, Mr. Wolf.' The wolf jumps up and runs away. Further down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again and this time h e is crouched behind a bush. 'My what big ears you have, Mr. Wolf.' Again the wolf jumps up and runs away. About 1/4 mile down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again and this time he is crouched down behind a rock. 'My what big teeth you have Mr. Wolf.' With that the wolf jumps up and screams, 'Will you knock it off, I'm trying to poop!' I like this idea! Do you have GW's email address? Maybe we expand it and include the $700,000,000,000 bailout of Wall St. This would definitely stimulate the economy !! Think about it !!! I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG. Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in a We Deserve It Divi

October Is Breast Cancer Awareness Month
October is breast cancer awareness month. Early detection can save lives. When breast cancer is found early, the 5-year survival rate is 98%, which is why there are over 2 million breast cancer survivors today. Whether you are 20 or 80, you need an early-detection plan. Do those monthly self check exams!

Double Hh
ATTENTION FU-LAND 2 BEST FRIENDS ARE HAVING HAPPY HOURS THIS TUESDAY EVENING AND WE WOULD LIKE YOU TO BE THERE TO SUPPORT US! CT GIRL & MYSELF WILL BE HOSTING THESE HAPPY HOURS AT 5 & 7PM FU TIME. I WILL BE HOSTING MY HAPPY HOUR FIRST AT 5PM. I WILL HAVE AUTO 11'S ON & ALSO IT IS MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR THANKS TO A GREAT FRIEND! CT GIRL WILL BE HOSTING HER HAPPY HOUR VERY SHORTLY AFTER THAT AT 7PM FU TIME. AUTO 11s WILL BE ON AS WELL!!!SO PLEASE MAKE SURE TO SAVE THOSE 11'S, BLINGS,CRUSHES, & ANYTHING ELSE YOU'VE GOT FOR US! CLICK ON OUT PICTURES TO BE TAKEN TO OUR PAGES DiRRty ԍirL®™ **PeRsOnAl AsSiStAnT 2 Ct GiRl-Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD**@ fubar Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY Marine-Owner of GA Boy Co-Owner Playground@ fubar AND REMEMBER TO LOOK FOR US ON YOUR HOMEPAGE ON TUESDAY NIGHT AT 5 & 7 FOR YOUR HAPPY HOUR HOTTIES.

Welcome To The Introduction Of Wicca
Okay y'all, here's the rede. I know it's kind of long, but it's worth reading, and worth knowing. Trust me. Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will k

Chaotic World
Well it's finally over. I have to say I'm glad to see it gone. It makes it even better that the person I voted for and was pulling for the whole way won. I'm hoping that the change he promised is something he can actually deliver. I know we still have a long road ahead but I'm optimistic that things can only get better from here. We shall see. I have no idea what I'm ever going to put in here. But I guess time will tell. I'm sure sooner or later it will be full of stupid stories of my life or little pieces of info. But for now I have no idea really what I am doing. Maybe one day it will all make sence.

Me 3
Recently I wrote about myself in the last couple of blogs....it's difficult to do in the medium that is Fubar. This is Flash and Sparkle and Dazzle and I'm laying bare bones simple down instead by revealing some of me. Most will not care...some will and I thank those that read my words and even took time to comment. However, that said...please indulge me here. There are some that have NEVER met me, never talked to me on the phone and know me only on this site for the most part and still have the audacity to comment on what I am, who I am, how I have changed..etc..etc. First, and in my defense. YOU haven't ever taken the time to know me and if you come at me with accusations or manipulative comments about 'how I have changed'.....how exactly do you expect me to respond?? Let's see...hmmmm....let's bitch slap the Guido with words not to kind and see what he does. Well, let me save you the trouble...I'm not going to reciprocate...life's too short. I have friends that are as loyal to me he

Blocked Members!!!
Below is a list of members I have blocked (list updated 11-28-08): ...User #2255000 (doug) ...User #1004471 (raleighfella) ...User #530529 (irandkim26) ...User #2250848 (Blade) ...User #1342101 (johnnieangel77) ...User #2242256 (havefun) ...User #1767682 (TLoveHer) ...User #1689833 (wraithe23) ...User #1115618 (chris_turner67) ...User #1868977 (shianz) ...User #2123817 (baby cakes) ...User #2273599 (guyinmirage) ...User #1338888 (helpme) ...User #2228344 (big m) ...User #1651405 (fat boy joe) ...User #1911076 (country boy) ...User #975367 (Anthony Flora...NJ Original) ...User #1995183 (rollo69) ...User #2226661 (Wildstar71) ...User #2301205 (aarondeyton) ...User #2294272 (ddianeepooh) ...User #432391 (432391) ...User #2273328 (fireboy) ...User #764084 (shutterbug) ...User #1604705 (casser) ...User #2300018 (NOCTURNAL NIGHT) [4 attention seekers not included in list]

Buy A Soilder A Coffee
The Royal Canadian Legion Troop Morale Fund is an initiative of the Legion to buy each of our troops posted to Afghanistan a Tim Hortons coffee and a doughnut at least every two weeks. It will continue to collect funds for this purpose until the mission ends. Since the fund started it has maintained its goal. All funds donated are used only to purchase the needed certificates. No funds donated are used in any way to pay the extra costs incurred in preparing the certificates for shipment to Afghanistan. All certificates are stamped by volunteers before they are sent with the words "This certificate courtesy of the Royal Canadian Legion and its supporters in Canada". Branch contributions can come from almost any source but Poppy Funds cannot be used. Donations to the fund can be sent directly to Director Finance, Dominion Command, 86 Aird Place, Ottawa, Ontario, K2L 0A1. It is best to take the donations, deposit them to your branch bank account and write a cheque on it for the fu

Merry Christmas
T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE, MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY, WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO, IN THIS HOME, DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES, OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT, CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR, IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED, A SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO, OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES, THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS, WHO W

This Is Me
I AM SHE WHO CUTS DEEP SLICING MY PALE SKIN WIDE MEMORIES HITTING ME LIKE AN ANGRY TIDE I AM SHE WHO HATES ALL THAT HAVE WRONGED ME MAKING ME CRY HOW I WISH THEY WOULD DIE I AM SHE WHO SCREAMS BUT NOONE HEARS ME YELLING MY ANGER,STREAMING MY TEARS I AM SHE WHO ONCED LOVED NOW I FEEL NOTHING AT ALL NO LOVE OR LUST ALL ALONE IN THE DARK COVERED WITH DUST I AM SHE WHO WEEPS IN THE SILENCE OF THE NIGHT... Teardrops on the fire in a rush of onward storms Blackened flowers blossoming in a graveyard filled with stones And there's no one here to hold me or pull me from the pit And take these blackened tears that stain my cheeks so dark Water fills my eyes and masks the world from view And no one really sees this tumbling on down On and on and on Lead me far away from this place I've sat an hour too long While the trees decay around me And flowers bloom and frost Leave me here to rot and age With nature warped to black Or hold a hand behind you To catch

Slimon's Ramblings
"Follow your heart because it can't steer you wrong." Just remember that. its the best advice i can give anyone. take my word for it. Everyone makes resolutions every New Years. I am guilty of this aswell. But as most people start new diets, new exercise routines, or even working on a relationship, I won't be doing any of that. For what I'm looking for is beyond that, something way harder to achieve. Happiness is what I'm looking for in 2009. I thought I had found it a few times in 2008 only to be let down and miserable. The best thing I can say is that I did find more of myself in 2008, even if it did break my heart. But I've learned from my mistakes and won't make them again anytime soon. 2009 is going to be a great year for me. I can make it happen and only I can make it work. Everything from my job to my friends to relationships, I will look for it every day, tell myself that I need to be happy. 2008 was a hell of a journey, met a few new people, one in partic

Why Do I Care So Much?
Hey guys! just wanted to let everyone know that I am doing pretty good finally standing my ground....Met some pretty great people in the past week! :) as for me and the ass we have just decided friends would be best right now and I totally agree ...we get along better that way..lol...im on bedrest for 2 weeks which sux but its ok i guess everyone is keeping me entertained..lol...just wanted to update everyone! love yall! steph Me and This guy I have known my almost my whole life have been dating for almost a year now...I am now pregnant with his baby. He talks down to me all the time, treats me like shit, we split in November, but we still live together. He is a wonderful man he just has a lot of issuses when it comes to relationships. Ive never once thought about sleepin with anyone else but I know he has and im sure has done it. I dont care about that. I want him to care about me and his child. Why do I care for him so much? Why do I put myself thru this pain? Why cant I jus

My Midget
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Pimp Out From Carolvision
Image by Cool Text: Logo and Button Generator - Create Your Own I'm Pimping out my one of my friends you might already know her and be real good friends with her, if not then you are missing out. She is a really cool person to know and I'm glad to have her as a friend. SexyLeeLee is trying to level and she needs our help. She is offering 50K to those guests who come and rate her pics. Send her a private message for payment! If you haven't had the chance to r/f/a SexyLeeLee yet now is your chance. Private message her and you will recieve an extra 10K for doing so. Come and show my friend some mad Fu Loving she will return it all as soon as she can. So lets spank her hard and get her to GodMother I know we can do it :). Add Her, Fan Her, And Rate, Her Bling Her. Why Are You Still Reading This Go Show Her Sum Fu Loving!

Funny
A SMALL BOY WOKE UP 3 NIGHTS IN A ROW WHEN HE HEARS A THUMPING SOUND COMING FROM HIS PARENTS BEDROOM. FINALLY ONE MORNING HE WENT TO HIS MOTHER AND AND SAID "MOTHER EVERY NIGHT I HEAR U AND DADDY MAKIN NOISE AND WHEN I LOOK IN UR ALWAYS BOUNCING UP AND DOWN ON HIM". HIS MOTHER REPLIED "OH WELL IM BOUNCING ON DADDYS STOMACH BECAUSE HE IS FAT AND IT HELPS HIM GET THIN AGAIN" THAT WONT WORK REPLIED THE BOY WHY NOT THE MOTHER ASKED BECAUSE THE LADY NEXT DOOR COMES OVER AFTER U LEAVE AND BLOWS HIM UP AGAIN

Allie's World
please pay attention to your children ... When a teen commits suicide, everyone is affected. Family members, friends, teammates, neighbors, and sometimes even those who didn't know the teen well might experience feelings of grief, confusion, guilt — and the sense that if only they had done something differently, the suicide could have been prevented. So it's important to understand the forces that can lead teens to suicide and to know how to help. About Teen Suicide The reasons behind a teen's suicide or attempted suicide can be complex. Although suicide is relatively rare among children, the rate of suicides and suicide attempts increases tremendously during adolescence. Suicide is the third-leading cause of death for 15- to 24-year-olds, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC), surpassed only by accidents and homicide. The risk of suicide increases dramatically when kids and teens have access to firearms at home, and nearly 60% of all suici

Broken
The night lights flicker the cold winds blow My heart embraces your memory it wont let you go My soul is tortured with eternal despair The depths of your heart dwell in Satan's lair Wretched and twisted my love is diseased Only when I'm broken are your needs fully pleased Bare me open, exposing my flaws Rip at my emotions, your words are like claws Sobbing and broken on the floor I cry Release me from my misery, just let me die

I Wish
I WISH I HAD SOMEONE WHO REALLY TRULY LOVED ME, SOMEONE WHO ISNT AFFRAID TO ADMIT TO BEING WITH ME, SOMEONE WHO MAKES IT KNOWN TO THE WORLD THAT THEY LOVE ME, SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST, SOMEONE WHO IS THERE WHEN I NEED THEM, SOMEONE THAT I CAN CALL MINE AND ONLY MINE......

I Love This Doctor...
I Love this DOCTOR!!!! HEALTH QUESTION & ANSWER SESSION Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... Don't waste them on exercise . Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables . So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy vegetable). And a pork chop can give you 100% of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products Q: Should I reduce my alcohol intake? A: No, not at all. Wine is made from fruit.Bran

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What Should I Do?
Ok so the past couple of weeks at school have been pretty rocky. We have to do a community service project with a group of 4 people and basically our first site we were at we were asked not to come back because we got paint on the floor. Now, on to the problem at hand. Since we were cut out of our first place at such short notice we had to find another site (we're fixing up a preschool room now), So 2 of our group members were not present last weekend. One of them because she had to work, she's a single mom with a 16 year old daughter, I get that she needs to work that was fine. Our other member didn't come because he was out partying the night before until like 4am. So of course the girl and I that showed up with our families to work were pissed! So we decided to talk to our teacher about it because we didn't think it was fair we were doing all the work. I was happy because at that point I thought we did the right thing. Now, here's where things get twisted. The gu

A Mothers Pain
A MOTHERS PAIN Current mood:DESTROYED Category: Writing and Poetry HAVE FELT ALOT OF PAIN THROUGH OUT THE YEARS, BUT THERE IS NO GREATERPAIN THEN WHEN YOU HAVE TO STAND BY AND WATCH ONE OF YOUR MOSTPRECIOUS IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE (MEANING YOUR CHILD) SLOWLYKILLING HIMSELF. i FEEL LIKE MY HANDS ARE RESTRAINED AND THERE ISNOTHING I CAN DO. i HAVE TRIED EVERY THING, TEARS, BEGGING , PLEADING,ANGER, LOVE ACCEPTANCE AND NOTHING WILL HELP. OFFICIALLY AN ADULT NOWALL I CAN DO IS PRAY THAT MY PRECIOUS CHILD GETS HELP AND HIS LIFETURNS QUICKLY BECAUSE THE PATH HE HAS CHOSEN IS DESTROYING THIS FAMILYAND BRINGING US TO OUR KNEES. I SIT AND ASK WHAT DID I DO WRONG > IHAVE NEVER SAID I WAS A PERFECT PARENT BECAUSE NONE OF US ARE, BUT I DOKNOW THIS I HAVE LOVED, SUPPORTED AND UNFORTUNANTLY ENABLED MY CHILD TODO SOME THINGS, AS MY PARENTAL INSTINCT WAS TO PROTECT. LESSON LEARNEDTHE HARD WAY.. I HAVE CHOSEN TOUGH LOVE AND MY FOOT IS FIRMLY PLANTEDAND WILL

Poem Even Tho It Sucks
love that could never be the love you said you have for me i tried to make it right and go at it again but u blew it away linke sand in the wind i'm not someone you can bend or mold i'm very simple just want someone to hold someone thats there and treats me right someone i truly love morning noon and night no yelling and screaming about the past or friends no telling me its over that this is the end thought perfect far from am i at least you have to admit i try for all the sadness and the tears we coulda had many a wonderful year but you chose to throw it away i was just a game for you to play but you did teach me alot none of which will be forgot but the truth you cannot see i am so am so much better and stronger than the because you threw me out like trash into this big pool of life with a splash discarded like yesterdays news like old long forgotten shoes i am so much better you will see im not just what and who you want me to be im so much more than what

I Just Wanted To Go Home..
I had messaged all this to a friend, and he thought it was amusing enough to blog.. Saturday night I decided to go out dancing. Haven't been out in a while, and really had a good time.. until it was time to go home. I had gone out with my best friend. He always makes sure I am safe, and I am a great wingman for him. After the closing of the club, he comes up and tells me he wants to go this chicks house for a party. Fine by me. Unfortunately, the chick had decided that she wanted me to be her party. Umm, no thanks. I offered her my best friend as a consulation prize and I left. I drove the jeep home.. I love the jeep. It is a 93 wrangler, with huge 35 in Mickey Thompson's and a sound system that is just ridiculious. It was my dream vehicle in high school, and I adore it now. Anyway, I missed my turn cause i was talking on the phone. i know, i know.. driving and talking is bad, but whatever. Had to go down to the next road, and it is not highly trafficed. As I was turning, I

New Obsession
So yeah... I have had my tongue pierced for a few years and have always wanted to get something else done. So I decided that I wanted to get a Monroe (a stud where Marilyn had her beauty mark). So I got it done on Friday and I absolutely love it... so now I want to get more done... Uh oh. LOL so yeah now I have a new obsession.

U Wonder Why The Good Men Go Bad
when i call u or text u or show up it mean i wanna see u or hear ur voice. when i say i care it means im here to listen and help in anyway possible. when my arms are open or heres my shoulder it means im here to comfort u. and when i say a joke even if its corny its to get u to smile. and when i say ur beautiful i mean it. when i say i love u means ill do anything for u. but when u dont call, or text, when u accuse me of something i didnt do, and when u say u love me to shut me up or u say just for the hell of it it hurts. when u talk to them other guys behind my back, when u repeatly do something that u know i dont like and ive asked u to stop, it kills me. and when u ask urself when u will ever find a good man then look up to what u have and if im still around i will forgive u. but if not then u took it to far and thats were a good man goes bad

Last Minute Dragon
Last Thurday, I had a busy day. I had to take care of last minute bills and banking issues, pack my bags to go and be done by 4:00 pm so I could make it to see my youngest son's baseball game by 5:15. at 8:00 am in the morning I got a text from the dragon (my ex), about some bullshit issue several text later I think I answered the question. at 10.00 am , I get another text message concerning child support. I was in the process of setting up my bill pay on the situation so Informed her of some of the changes and made adjustments let her know. Several texts later and a phone call got that issue clear up.at around 11am to 1:00 pm issue concerning my oldest son.at around 2:00pm she texted me asking me if my brother was going to the graduation, I said I suppose. She texted back, I need to know. after 15 texts that day I had enough. I texted back, I am packing to go to war. she texted back saying she understood. Finished the primary packing in time, headed to the game. Te

It Seemed So Little....
The Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat.. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and Filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to Start a conversation. 'Where are=2 0you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time.. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get

Begging For Help
I read status all the time as people appear in my bartab. I have noticed that lately there seems to be an abundance of statuses begging people for help so they can level. I mean come on. Help yourself go rate some peoples profiles and pictures. Its not that hard and its what your begging people to do for you. I saw a status just moments ago that said 20k to level please help me level. Holy crikies are people that lazy that they can't rate 20k worth of pictures anymore? I am not going to be helping beggers anymore just those who choose to help themselves.

My Random Blogz
I'm sorry for everything I was! I appologize for everything I am! I appologize for everything I'm not or cant be! I'm sorry I don't understand the decisions u made. I'm sorry that i just can't say that I know how u feel, bc I don't. I will never understand why or how u could make the choices n decisions u made! I'm sorry that I can't make everything all better! I appologize for not knowing how! I'm extremely sorry for the mistakes I have made n appologize that I can't fix urs! Yes I'm sorry for ur pain, n the fact that I can't make it go away! But most of all I am sorry for being me and not telling you what you want to hear, n not saying everything is ok between you and me! I'm sorry that i can forgive u but not forget! I'm sorry that i can't be there for you now! I appologize for any hurt u feel i caused u! I am sorry i can't imagine how u must feel now! I appologize for not wanting to know! I am sorry that I can't say that I will be there for u now, bc of the decisions u made! I am s

Moonlight Levelers..pm Me To Join!
MOONLIGHT LEVELERS COME JOIN AN AWESOME LEVELING FAMILY Moonlight Levelers is seeking dedicated people that enjoy helping others! We are a leveling family,that seeks strangers,friends,and family members that need help leveling. If you are a level 10 or higher,with a salute,and a picture,we are looking for you! Already in another Leveling or Bombing Family? Not a problem! So are other family members! WHY SHOULD YOU JOIN THE MOONLIGHT LEVELERS?? *Our leaders are second to none! *We have the best members on the Fu! *The family is well organized,so there are no guessing games! *You have the opportunity to rock someones world everyday! *Every person you help level,brings you closer to leveling! *No more begging people to help you level! *You have a family that will step in and take care of you! *We are a growing family Want to rock someone's Fu today? Send a private message to the homepage listed below and you will be taken through the steps of joining an

Cherry Bomb Or Auto 11 Auction
My auction is not about money its gonna be a fair auction not just who has the most money .... just leave me a msg on what you bid for the bling the auction was posted in a bully so it will expire on the 28th..its not who bids the most it what interests me the most

Foxie Stfu Dumb Whore
Hahahaha...she's a whore,and she knows it!You think I give a shit about anything you say,slut?I don't...you're words are devoid of any meaning,therefore making you a dumb shit.Let me ask you this,how would you know my cock is small if you aint lookin at it.And yes,the women thing..yours might be hot,but theyre FAKE like you,bitch.And all they see you as is a piece of dirty pussy.And as for you showin me your body..pleeeease..you need to stop smokin crack and eat something,skinny bitch.My black girls will come find you and treat you like the dog you are.Why are you gonna play with fire,send me a shout,then block me?Are you afraid to hear the truth about yourself?Don't worry,I wont be too fucked up..I just call em as I see em.And you have to entise people to look at your body..I dont.I am sorry though that you were offended by my comment yesterday..but,thats the risk you take postin your skinny crackhead ass on a public site.Also,first ammendment,do you even know what it is?You dont like

Me And Poetry
The world is so coldgod sent me to be the boldlove so sensual and true like goldready to give and done recievingthis life is so shortsometimes i feel the need to abortyet im the guardian angelthe one everyone can seeran over and used beaten to the groundword for word bruise for bruise yet still i standspirit full where physical beings stopfor whoever may turn again a friend to the lost a love one to the helpless defient to the sinner yet forgiving to retributioni am a friend to all loved by less but trusted by many because i've been sent to keep the world warm Our dreams are foundationsfor unnoticeable actionsa place for us with no repercussionsto do what we please with simple easefor this the place to find true loveblond golden hairwith freckles to spareas sweet as can belike nectar to a beeand legs so softto make minds wander aloftalas the dream has come to an endno worries my love i'll see you againfor you i'll search the back of my mindfor you, you alone until the end of timesearch

Juniors' Misc. Blogs
Friends are like stars, they come and go but the 1's that stay are the 1's that glow U see, U like, U try, U fail…-Meanwhile-… I see, I like, I want, I get! * I thought that U+Me= Never, But it turned out that it meant 4Ever. Make your life a Mission, not an Intermission.

Creeds And Things I Live By
I will not let my ego blind me to truth and I cherish my life, for though I have lived I still have much to learn. I understand, and honor my animal instincts, but I never let that I am a predatory animal overtake me. I use my mind to clearly help me define all reason and to help explore that which I do not know or cannot be explained as rational. I recognize the difference between the worlds of truth, fantasy, the unknown and the planes of other existence and feel at home with them all. I acknowledge the fact that survival is the highest law, but make sure I do not infringe upon another basic right. I acknowledge the Powers of Darkness and Powers of Light, both to be hidden in its natural laws. I know that my external Rituals are but part of Physical Fantasy while my internal magic is what is real. I respect and acknowledge on all levels and plains the results of my magic. There is no heaven as there is no hell, there are only life and death. And Death is the end of life and life is t

Introduction To My Friends That Don't Really Know Me...yet
The title of this "blog" is completely true. I have never "blogged" before this moment so I'm not sure if I'm going to take it the direction its supposed to go but im going to just keep going if its all the same to you lol. My name is Justin, I was born in NE Ohio, and grew up along all the east coast with the majority of the time in South Carolina so I'm quite the hybrid with the ability to understand country, and speak yankeeish:) I joined the army june 2003...Spent a year in Korea, 2 1/2 in Iraq and a year and a half at my new home around ft carson. I recently had a divorce, and decided to come back from Ohio to Colorado for a woman who I split from in 4 days and I decided to stay out here with an old army buddy. We're getting a house in the next 6 months, cant wait to get out of a crammed apartment. Ummmm, I will just end this with a few cool quotes for effect:) Comfort the disturbed, and disturb the comfortable When the rich wage war its the poor who die Sometimes it is a

My Body Is Your Playground
My body is your playgroundCome out and play with meExplore me with your fingers You can skip on my lips with your tongueMy body is your playground I am open for youWith my nipples you can playhide and seek let me find youMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meCome swing by my thighsand you can slide down my clit for a bitMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI can be your jungle gym Climb right on top of meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI can be your clubhouse come inside of meGo around and around I am your merry-go-roundMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI am here for your joyCome have fun with meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI am open all day and nightCome run, jump, skip and walk on meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with me

Saying Good Bye To The Past
Saying good bye to the past is a very painful and yet very conforting at the same time.. Yesterday I went to see my ex, yeah the married ex.. I know I know.. that was stupid enough, but I wanted to see if there was still something there. I wanted him to touch me..I wanted him to hold me.. I wanted him to look at me like he did before..but he didn't. He looked at me like he didn't even know me.. Like I was a couch, chair.. or whatever.. i admit..I still have feelings for him..it wasn't the same anymore. Absolutely nothing was the same. The feel, the vibe sort of thing. (sorry, throat is sore, trying not to cry here)...I guess he really is the past.. he's married..I guess I really wasn't his girl..I was just a whatever you want to call it.. but I was sooooooo deeply in love with him.. We made plans on living together.. I was ready to live with him..but I guess those plans were nothing more than a dream and he had no right talking that way...or planning a future with me in it.. Since

Things I Like And Don't Like.
Hi this is a list of things I like and don't. First off things I don't like, people who don't pay attention to someone's status on here this is not twitter so why do people try to talk to you when your not on here???. Rude people that goes for men and women both I have had both crappy comments from men and women on here in the 4 yrs now I have been on here. Men who treat women nasty because of the looks there size or the fact that they have kids and are single or they wana see there cam's and get there numbers or e-mails. I don't like smoky kisses like kids there days people think its soo cool to smoke get high and drink and all but sooo gross to kiss someone who taste's and smells like a dang ash tray YUCK!!!. I don't like the fact that I am picked on because of the fact that I have pet snakes id rather have a pet I can take to bmx tracks and car shows and the kids won't get bit for holding the snake, how many people can say that about the soo loved pitbull. why do stupid men hav

My Writings
APOLOGY by ADAM JOHNSONthrough the mountainsacross the seaeven the boundless forestswouldnt keep you from mebut i must departso i leave this for youan apology from my heartso that you might remember methe things ive doneand places ive seenmy attentionwas givenso few and far betweennow i realize my faultsa little latei can only hopeneglect doesnt lead to hatei dont know when i'll see you againtheres only one thing left to doplease forgive mei still love you LOVE AND DEATH by ADAM JOHNSONlove and deathlife and hateeach goes hand in handlove is sought after since birthdeath is began from the our first breathlike yin and yang they intertwinelight in darkness and darkness in lighteveryone searches for love... love so crueldeath happens for us all but none search for itshould one embrace the touch of deathno.. but it is not to be feared eithershould one fear love for its cruel ironyno.. a little love is better than none at allwhat of the love of a motherunconditional lovemaking up for the

25 Things About To Become Extinct In America
25. U.S. Post Office They are pricing themselves out of existence. With e-mail, and online services they are a relic of the past. (refer to #9) Packages are also sent faster and cheaper with UPS. 24. Yellow Pages This year will be pivotal for the global Yellow Pages industry Much like newspapers, print Yellow Pages will continue to bleed dollars to their various digital counterparts, from Internet Yellow Pages (IYPs), to local search engines and combination search/listing services like Reach Local and Yodel Factors like 20 an acceleration of the print 'fade rate' and the looming recession will contribute to the onslaught. One research firm predicts the falloff in usage of newspapers and print Yellow Pages could even reach 10% this year -- much higher than the 2%-3% fade rate seen in past years. 23. Classified Ads The Internet has made so many things obsolete that newspaper classified ads might sound like just another trivial item on a long list. But this is one of those harbingers of

Eap Erotic Dance Parties - New Jersey
Calling all New Jersey FUBAR Swingers .... Join us for the EAP "Flirtatious Friday" Nighclub Takeover Party, March 5th at Club EAP. All the details on the website: www.eapzone.com

A Day In The Life.
Okay, to start with, I'm in a SHIT mood. Work pretty much got me there. Let's make a long story short-ish... For everyone that doesn't know, I work as a customer service manager/book-keeper at a grocery store. Here goes... Our front end manager (the manager right above me), was pushed out of her job by the store manager. He hired someone else to be the front end manager, because apparently the one we had, wasn't doing her job (which is bullshit, he's just an ass). Anyway, we've all hated him since he started...His sales suck, he isn't bringing in ANY money, he is cutting everyone else's hours EXCEPT the people he's brought in, etc. He's a prick. Anyway, him and my manager have been butting heads for a while. She's now only a book-keeper and works on payroll starting Monday. This new bitch the store manager brought in, is the TRASHIEST thing I've ever seen in my LIFE, and to top it off, she's a complete tool. Little Miss Suck-up. Well, she's been there for a week and a half,

Caming With You..
I look forward to seeing your face. Everytime I enter this world of cyber space. Your eyes flash and your smile shines. You are happy to see I'm online. More than physical this thing I have for you is mental and emotional. Only with your eyes can you touch me and with your words can you feel me. So on cam every night I will be. Waiting to continue this cyber journey.

No Love
Suicide Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Suicide it's always on my mind I'm tired of people asking why? Why I talk like this why I cut my wrist why I live my life like this I don't care what they say they aint me they don't know my pain the thought in my brain I don't care it's like whatever cuase you bitches just don't know better . Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Blade in my hand blood on my arm what the fuck do you think is going onHart full of pain head full of hell go on ask if I'm wellMind racing leg shaking slide the blade again blood rushingThoughts stop tempting suggestions clear way out I see it I'm think I'm ready I'm talking it Hold o

Emo Dude
Danny Woodard: hi 3:15pm NOT so PRE...: ? 3:15pm Danny Woodard: whats up 3:16pm NOT so PRE...: not much, whats up? 3:16pm Danny Woodard: nada would u like to join me in a drink 3:17pm NOT so PRE...: you need a drink from here? 3:17pm Danny Woodard: well even though its in a cyber bar 3:17pm Danny Woodard: and your hot 3:18pm NOT so PRE...: thank you..I sent you a beer 3:19pm Danny Woodard: i returned the favor 3:19pm Danny Woodard: w/a kiss 3:19pm NOT so PRE...: thx 3:20pm Danny Woodard: welcome 3:20pm Danny Woodard: would u like top join me on my fubed 3:20pm Danny Woodard: just got done working

Blog #1
Have you been to an emergency room in the past three months? Yeah, right. I don't have health insurance. I'd rather be dead than have medical bills. If so, what for (patient, visitor)? What is your least favorite thing about the same sex? Shoes with chunky heels and muffin tops. What about the opposite sex? They're needy ass bitches. And they always want blowjobs. Hello, how about my neck hurts. Have you ever seen a bald eagle in person? Hello, I'm so American I have a pet bald eagle. What type of rides do you like most at amusement parks? Yeah, let me go spend thirty bucks to get on some death traps, be around screaming children. And if all that isn't fun enough I can buy a eight dollar diet coke and not be able to smoke anywhere. Would you be willing to take a drug test right now? I mean it depends on what it's for but there is a VERY good chance I would pass. I'm proud. Has there ever been a time in your life that you would've failed that test? Why don't you ask DuPage County about

Why Is It Hard To Say "i'm Sorry"
im sitting here this morning and wondeing why is it hard to say "Im sorry" to someone. Wheather its your kids or your husband or firiends or family. Why is it hard or difficult for some peopole to say im sry after they miss up? Just my question to this world wide web and fubar.....

Love
A boy gave his girlfriend a challenge; To live a day without him & if she did it, he would love her more. The girl agreed and she didn't talk to him for a day Without knowing he had only 24 hours to live because he was suffering from Cancer. She went to his house the next day. Tears falling from her eyes as she saw him lying in a coffin with a note on the side: "You did it baby, you can do it everyday, I love you

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Life
Snow can waitI forgot my mittensWipe my noseGet my new boots onI get a little warm in my heartWhen I think of winterI put my hand in my father's gloveI run offWhere the drifts get deeperSleeping beauty trips me with a frownI hear a voice"Your must learn to stand up for yourselfCause I can't always be around"He saysWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white horses are still in bedI tell you that I'll always want you nearYou say that things change my dearBoys get discovered as winter meltsFlowers competing for the sunYears go by and I'm here still waiting Withering where some snowman wasMirror mirror where's the crystal palaceBut I only can see the myselfSkating around the truth who I amBut I know dad the ice is getting thinWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white hor

Poetry
my sweet death my sweet release take me by my hand and lead me to the rivers of red take me in take in my blood as i lick my lips in excitement to your sweet touch o how i long for it o how i long for my sweet release let me go to the other side let me go to my spot in hell were i am destined to be o how i long for thee o how i dream of the moment you come for me my sweet release take me to the great beyond release me from my sarrows release me from my fears release me from my emotions and release me from this world it was never mine and the angel the world has taken it and raped it and left my angel to die as i look in the eyes of the sky with pain on my face i ask for my sweet release im preying for rain im praying for im preying for title waves im preying for mayhem i am preying for chaos i am preying for a change in me to happen and no more breaking hearts at the heart break hotel when i die i am sure i am going to hell with out fail i can almoast garantee this some say igno

Interviews
TaTTooS I love Tattoos. Even though I only have two existent on my body I've always appreciated the beauty of body Art. Personally, I will only place something with deep meaning behind it on my body. First there's my Tribal Heart Tattoo (Upper Back), Got done for free for my Birthday by a friend, October 14, 2005. This Heart represents a lot of things. It represents how much I have a Passion for love and it also symbolizes the Love that I had for those I fell for in my life. Secondly, there's my son's Initials (Right Arm), Spent about $75 for this Tattoo in Manville, NJ on February 7, 2011. We all know what Initials represent and stand for, so I don't need to Explain. These initials are Z.M.C. followed by his Birthdate. (4-13-09) I was thinking about selling my work to Tattoo artists to get my work out there. I have one in mind, but who knows when he will return to Indiana. IF ANYONE NEEDS AN ARTIST TO DESIGN ANYTHING PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT OR A MESSAGE FOR ME ON HERE OR EMA

Signs Of My Life
Otter: Jan 20 - Feb 18A little quirky, and unorthodox, the Otter is a hard one to figure sometimes. Perceived as unconventional, the Otter methods aren't the first ones chosen to get the job done. This is a big mistake on the part of others – because although unconventional, the Otter's methods are usually quite effective. Yes, the Otter has unusual way of looking at things, but he/she is equipped with a brilliant imagination and intelligence, allowing him/her an edge over every one else. Often very perceptive and intuitive, the Otter makes a very good friend, and can be very attentive. In a nurturing environment the Otter is sensitive, sympathetic, courageous, and honest. Left to his/her own devices, the Otter can be unscrupulous, lewd, rebellious, and isolated. Rowan - The ThinkerJanuary 21 – February 17Celtic tree astrology recognizes Rowan signs as the philosophical minds within the zodiac. If you were born under the Rowan energy, you are likely a keen-minded visionary

~~~me Me Me Me!!!~~~
This is the stupidest thing I have ever seen in my life! Why don't you guys take it to a lounge and stay there with it. NOBODY wants to see this bull! For christ sake quit loading down the damn bullentin board with this! He got insulted OH WELL! Take the diaper off and put on your big boy pants on and DEAL WITH IT! Not everyone is going to like you all the time! And if your life is so eventless to have nothing else to worry about then you should really be more concerned with that than people not liking you. GROW THE HELL UP! ALL OF YOU THAT ARE IN HIS FAMILY NEED A FUCKING LIFE!!!!! MOVE THE HELL ON!!! I hate dumb ass shit and that is excatly what this is! These so called extended family members are nothing but aggravating. I WILL CLOSE WITH THIS! ANYONE and I repeat ANYONE on my friends list that reposts his shit or his family's shit will be taken off my friends and family lists! I don't really care if it is my own damn mama reposting it! I will remove her ass too! I do not hav

Excerpts From A Dog And Cat Diary
Excerpts from dog's and cat's diary (stolen from Emily Dickinson=Got Grill) Well everybody is trying out the new blog thing on LC so I thought I would share one of my favorite funny ones with ya... OMIGOD - how funny: EXCERPTS FROM A DOG'S DAILY DIARY 8AM - Oh boy! Dog food! My favorite! 9:30AM - Wow! A car ride! My favorite! 9:40AM - A walk in the park! My favorite! 10:30AM - Getting rubbed and petted! My favorite! 12:00 - Lunch! My favorite! 1PM - Playing in the yard! My favorite! 4PM - The kids are home! My favorite! 5PM - Milk Bones! My favorite! 7PM - I get to play ball! My favorite! 8PM - Wow! Watching TV with my master! My favorite! 11PM - Sleeping at the bottom of my master's bed! My favorite! EXCERPTS FROM A CAT'S DIARY Day 683 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They lavishly dine on fresh meat while the other inmates and I are fed some sort of hash or dry nuggets. Al

Friends
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddys, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's h

Massage Therpy
Sarah was an average girl at 25 years of age. She was married to a great man and had a wonderful daughter, but she found her life unfulfilling. She owned her own massage therapy spa and had employed a few younger girls. As Sarah was the only one there with a Bachelor's Degree instead of just a certificate, she got the most customers. Sarah was jam-packed with customers every day as some would have to make an appointment a week or two in advance. There was one man she noticed a couple times a week named Jeremy. Jeremy always had the younger girls for his massage therapists since Sarah was so busy. Jeremy was a nicely built guy with blonde hair that was just very nicely spiked. He had muscles without them being too much. Sarah liked that. Every day when he would come in, he would give Sarah a nice little wink before going into the back room with either Cindy or Molly. After the spa closed every day, Sarah would have to stay later than the others and file paperwork. Most of the time, all

Funny Stuff
What men would do if they had a vagina for a day: 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 09. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 08. See if they could finally do the splits. 07. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping-pong ball 20 feet. 06. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 05. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 04. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 03. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 02. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 01. Finally find that damned G-spot. What women would do if they had a penis for a day: 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 09. Get a blowjob. 08. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 07. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 06. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl

Picture Thief
THANKS HELLSGATES1LOVE I dont know about you all but I'm personally sick and tired of people not asking if they can rip your pics before they do and then try to post them as their OWN!!! OH YES I AM PISSED.Some LCers are lazy fuckin people...we take the time to get and make these pics our own...and even ask the owners if we may have a copy of them...and LAZY ASSHOLES just come along and take them at liberty...does this look like a free for all???!!! NO i think not.I for one know that if a certyain lil LCer named niki jacks one more pic i will cause some serious issue here...Hey maybe we should post a new contest for the laziest jerk in LC...or maybe biggest picture theif...!STOP and ASK people DAM most of us usually say no problem.Have some respect!!!!! If any of my friends agree with this blog please recopy and paste to your own blog and sendto your friends. **************************************** I'm guilty! It was my first day and i didnt know! lol I stole a tat pic from my

Beyond Hurt
Well where shall I begin. My family must be really fucked up. I just found out tonight that my dad has had alzheimer's for like 5 yrs now at least. well now let me fast forward some. I went into the Marine Corps in Oct 1999. The following June 2000, my mom threw my dad out for reasons Ill get into if I am asked. Well now let me fast forward to present day. My mom and dad have been seperated for 6+ yrs now. And my dad is finally serving my mom divorce papers so he can marry some chick that looks like the Penguin playd as danny devito in that one batman movie. Well After reviwing the papers my mom noticed something really fucked up. There was something on the papers that asked something like Was there any children that resulted from this marriage? AND MY FATHER SAID NO. its like WTF then How was my older sister an borther myself an younger sister all concived? Well here is what we are thinking. The woman my dad plans on marrying, we think like a a year after they are married she will a

My Daily Intuitive Thought
hey if u wanna play full time with me !! lol go to this link http://www.lostcherry.com/user/278657..............what do u have to lose except some intelligent, hot , erotic and exciting conversations with a wonderful woman..ME!!! COME ON BOYS I WONT BITE..OR WILL I ? LOL WELL YOU ARE READING THIS FOR A REASON . SO IF I OFFEND THOSE BY WHAT IM ABOUT TO SAY . THEN OH WELL !!!! LMAO .......( THE FRIENDS I MADE IN CLUB PARADISE ) I LOVE WORKING IN CLUB PARADISE , I WORK WITH A BUNCH OF AWESOME , AMAZING PEOPLE WHO WILL DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. AND WHEN U ARE DOWN AND OUT, YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON THEM TO BRING YOUR SPIRITS BACK UP AGAIN. I SHOULD KNOW , I BEEN BATTLING CANCER FOR THE PAST 2 YRS . ONE MINUTE ITS GONE THE NEXT ITS BACK AGAIN. BUT ONE THING FOR SURE IS WHEN I AM SICK AND NOT FEELING UP TO PAR. ALL MY FRIENDS IN CLUB PARADISE ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE AND LAUGH. THEY HAVE HELPED ME GET MY MIND OFF BEING SICK. AND INSTEAD , I HAVE TO ADMIT . THEY KEEP ME MOTIVATED

Be Careful What Youclick On Especially On Myspace
This is a copy paste of a bulletin a myspace friend posted. I'm not sure you need to worry about everything in it but it sure would be a good idea to not have the same password on you myspace account as anywhere else, and be careful what you click. There are many things about myspace that really really suck, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for some real good friends. One of them is the completely idiotic capability to have you redirected to another site when you do darned near anything. I have been redirected to porn sites by just clicking on someones icon to look at their profile when they send me an add request. It sure doesn't help when stupid myspace constantly signs you out so you aren't suspicious when you have to retype your email and password. I had to sign in again to stay in the myspace session to see this bulletin. Myspace sucks! For further clarification please see http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=114428&albumid=40274&i=1497740957 Here's the bulletin as I saw

Dark Dreams
Just want your opinions on the lyrics i wrote.. give me your honest opinion plz. and thank you.. Parasitical Love Slowly decaying the will to learn What you really are worth Trying to move to the best of what I can be Why waste my time with nothing is truly there When I look into the eyes that hurt me You sat there trying to confined me to what you thought was right Digging your nails into my veins Trying to keep me here in the middle of your pain Controlling what goes on around you Sticking a knife into what isn’t right to you Stopping everything that isn’t you You need to back the fuck off I don’t need you here to make me whole You sit there crying to make me stay But there is nothing you can do or say To make me stay here in this hell you have brought me Darkening the me with every step I take You latched onto me Feeling ever breath you make You dug yourself deep inside of me Trying to feel what I was hiding deep inside You will never know

Bye Bye Bye
i guess i shoulda wrote this blog BEFORE i cleaned house because those who i removed from my friends list now won't know...hey, wait a minute!! those on my friends list who ain't on my friends list no MO' wouldn't have read my fuckin' blog anyway..so fuck it. yep, i done cleaned house. i slimmed it down to 40 and THAT'S still a lot but i kept those who keep in touch, even if sporadically, like me...because every once in a while is better than NEVER. so if you have happened to venture on to my page and notice yer not on my friends list, well, now you know why. and what kills me is that most of 'em that i removed sent ME the friend request. i don't take it too seriously...my feelin's aren't hurt and i'm not ruined because of this... i gotta go kill myself now. lmfao

Drama
This is such bullshit. How in the world could Derek Jeter lose the AL MVP. What were those writers thinking when they voted? He not only had the best season of his career but also held a team together and led them to the playoffs. He will always be my MVP and the greatest shortstop ever to wear pinstripes. Hey Everyone, There are some of you that are receiving comments from some ass wipe that is calling himself Johnny Bravo about me. This shit is getting to be too much. First I change my settings to block this guy and now since he can't leave me stuff he decides to leave comments on everyone elses page. He has changed his name 8 times already. Talk about get a life. Obviously this individual has mental issues to be that concerned about me and so caught up with me to go to this extent. I justy would like to apologize to all of you that have been hit by this jack-off. This shit that he is saying is untrue and if you have talked to me on here you already know this. This d

Welcome
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid92%Dragon83%WereWolf83%Angel83%Faerie75%Demon59%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com [Violent J] How long will the juggalos be down with me? How long till they forget me? Check it out What if I grew another fucking head? And his name was Violent Ed? And he head butt me every time I cussed? I would need two microphones when I bust Would you show me love even with another head Or would you be li

Death
This is a poem I wrote a few year after my son passed away. It is my intention to help others who have gone through a loss like I have. It is not easy. As a matter of fact it is the hardest thing a mother has to go through is to bury her child. Don't try to get through it alone and don't give up on the rest of your family. They love you and they need you too.

College Is Insane
My physcology professor keeps pushing our freaking test back. Which is putting us all behind on our reading an other stuff that we need to be doing. I swear I love college but it's totally crazy. I never have any homework. But then again this is my first term of school. yeah so I went to the tyrese concert on thursday night. And he reached out and held my hand while he was on stage singing. I nearly passed out. I totally cried my eyes out cause I was super happy. But even though, all of that happened. I only had one person on my mind the whole night and no it wasn't TYRESE. It was a guy that I really like. LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL

Short Stories
there is a light at the end of the tunnel with hard traveling here in between you can breathe only though this funnel hold tight to your hopes and your dreams medication will take away your person planted thoughts will bring you down your aniety and depression will worsen the water level invites you to drown but look up the sun is still shining the moon and stars linger behind don't get caught up in self pity and whinning listen to the whells as they grind strike out at the powers that hinder guard against thier suttle attack don't worry about the time or the numbers just be concious of what you lack there's not much more i can offer lend a hand when your feeling blue there's happiness stored in the coffers and part of this belongs to you Stephen G Tudor copywrite 2005 this was inspired by a lady persion gulf vet who was having a lot of emotional problems A very special teacher in high school many years ago had a husband who unexpectedly died suddenly

Mine
I am tired of hurting, being sore, feeling all alone, having nobody. And one Guy I care about he is a Jerk and pisses me off. I am tired of the hospital. All I can do is cry. Sun spots cast a glare in my eyes, sometimes i forget im alive, i feel it coming and i gotta get out of it's way, i hear them calling and i come cuz i cant dissobay, i should not listen and i shouldnt believe but i do, yes i do. he turns me on, he makes me real, i have to appologize for the way i feel, my life it seems has taken a turn, my name has to get returned, peel up our skin were going to burn what we were to the ground, fucking the fires and we'll spread all the ashes around, i wanna kill away the rest of whats left and i do. yes i do, he turns me on, he makes me real, i have to apologize for the way i feel, But nothing can stop me now, there is nothing to fear, and everything id ever want, is him inside of me I can't belive November is almost here.. Where did October go

This Is To My Sis Ace
Yesterday I went to my grandmothers funrael...Its was soo sad..But she look really peaceful... I mean what she had been thro in her life..She look so peaceful...I mean I saw her dead...Thats ok...Becuz when I saw her..It was as if she was saying im better now im out of pain..She looked so nice and she had her perfume on it smelt so good..I mean she look so beautiful...Words cant describe what i felt and how she look and how everything went...I cant tell you guys how lucky I was to have a grandmother like her..It cant get any better that me having her as my grandmother...Im so lucky..And happy she is put to rest...And out of all the pain she was going thro.. she lost a leg a while ago when she was younger and had a hard time breathing and she was in the hospital alot and she was just going thro alot of pain thro out her whole life...But now she is out of pain..And in a better place...And alot happier....But I mean Im just alot happier..That I saw her..I got to say goodbye...I even go

A Child Is Born
silently patiently waiting for the day a child shall arise from our own flesh and blood this world isnt a place for a child to be we hope that we make it the best it can be life is a challange time is short our lives will have changed with a stroke of the clock a child is an angel sent from heaven above please love it always with endless love i hope that my child will respect me i hope its love is true i wish that my child will be better than me my life has been meaningless until you arrived i see in your eyes that you belong to me my heart is a glad as a tide in the sea blah lol

Why
"Among Life's precious jewels, Genuine and rare, The one that we call friendship Has worth beyond compare." Real friendship is a rare and precious gift, strong, stable, yet fragile, and never to be taken for granted. Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend forever. "Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same." WHY DO WOMEN HAVE TO DRESS CHEAP TO GET CHERRIES??? ACTUALLY MYSELF I DON'T MIND IT BUT JUST AS LONG AS ITS SOMEONE ELSES WOMEN ...HELL LET HIM TAKE CARE OF IT..BUT IF I AM INTERESTED IN A WOMAN AND SHE DRESSES CHEAP LIKE THAT THEN IT JUST THROWS ME WAY OFF EVEN AFTER WE DISCUSSED IT B4..SU

The Auction!
Wife : "I dreamt they were auctioning off dicks. The big ones went for ten dollars and the thick ones went for twenty dollars." Husband : "How about the ones like mine?" Wife : "Those they gave away." Husband : "I had a dream too...I dreamt they were auctioning off cunts. The pretty ones went for a thousand dollars, and the little tight ones went for two thousand." Wife : "And how much for the ones like mine?" Husband : "That's where they held the auction."

Best Tat Contest
To all of you who have voted for me ..... I try to thank everyone individually but Im sure I miss a few. So this is for the ones I miss.. and Im sorry I miss saying thank you.. but it doesnt go unnoticed Ok you all know the routine....PLEASE GO VOTE GO VOTE ...for me in the best TAT CONTEST.... 1. Click on the link 2. Leave a comment 3. rate that pic.. Thanks to all have already voted for me Harleysportee69

My Poetry -- Does No Good If No One Sees It :-)
I Saw it, Carwling up the leg of my bed It slinked towards my head. I couldn't move Fear gripping my throat As it began to burrow Through my skin; Through my skull; Deep into my brain. Violence engulfed me And I began to rage The blind killing fury Drove me insane. I began to strike out; Fierce blows at anything, Everything that encountered. There are holes in the walls now, My bed a mass of wood, cloth and metal; My furniture, indistinguishable; Everything I own, ripped apart. I look around me and my fury explodes again, I rage outside with a knife and gun; My vision blurred, my mind reeling. The first man I see Gets and angry slug in the face, Instantly anonymous. The second man's flesh Envelopes my blade; Twelve inches of titanium Between his ribs, Through his stunned heart, The blade twists through his spine. The blade controlling my hand, The gun guiding its own sights, Victim after victim, My rampage of hate continues Until

What's Up??
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Just A Quiz :)
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?21-23 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Sort of tried to 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, just as a gag 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Not yet, but I would 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watche

Hi All....
Well I see everyone who has a CT husband or wifey and I wanted to do it a little different and have a CT Wifey and Husband since im bisexual I want to see what kind of replys i get Thanks Wow this seems like its a pretty cool site. I am hoping to meet tons of new people so i hope to see all of u (or some anyways)...lol. I will accept all friend requests so please please send them my way...... xoxoxox Well as we all know mothers day is coming up and i hate that day since i don't have my son who is now 15 and its one of the hardest days of my life and i am just looking for some support right now so if anybody would like to chat with me it would definetly be appreciated and i could use it.

It's My Birthday And Know 1 Noticed
OH my today was my birthday and i got shit piss all from any of u only 2 people said happy birthday then a nother 1 that wasnt even my friend at the time but i have 200 frinds and nothing that shows me alot ya so i allways rember dam but whatever dont expect me to get u any thing b lucky if i type happy b-day i guess i should ask you 4 help any more cuz most of you wont do it and u expect me to help u and repost 4 u but u wont do that for me MEH