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Empty
slice of the wrist release the tension blood flowing free life misery fade no more pain no more tears no second chance i cant turn back pain flows out vision speech lost no more time no more dreams i feel nothing i am nothing i must change i'm out of time

Winding Down.
after taking 3 or so months of internet free life due to an expensive winter my internet is back. Shit. There are some fucked up people where I work. Not as bad as it use to be. I've got some good fuckin' work stories. Any how, I'm ending my night with some Icehouse, Rebel Yell (a little on the broke side), and some good music. Figured I'd try and post something. So, I was suppose to start work at 8pm tonight, but the press (I work at a newspaper) didn't fire up until 9:15. An hour and 15 minutes of doing nothing but smoking, and bullshitting with co-workers. At work we have this gay couple, one's a pregnant troll-like-thing (who apparently only has time to shower once a week), the other is way over weight, and I've only seen him wear 3 shirts EVER. From time to time, they magically get sick the exact same day, and can't come in (which leaves us two people short). Their buddy just started working at the plant. I may have to kill someone, if all three of them miss the same day

Im In Love With Ken Darling
imikimi - Customize Your World everyday I wonder if there is something called love. I get into a relationship and things end up going down hill when someone else has interest in the man you think you have love forever. I want to know what is out there for love. Who can actually love me for me and I would do the same with them.

Random Thoughts
I dream about, how it's going to end, Approaching me quickly, Leaving a life of fear, I only want my mind to be clear, People, making fun of me, For no reason but jealousy, I fantasise about my death, I'll kill myself from holding my breath, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, I'm sure you will get yours too, Help me, comfort me, Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now, The rope is here, Now I'll find a use, I'll kill myself, I'll put my head in a noose, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do, My suicidal dream, I'm sure you will get yours too, Dreamin' about my death, dream, Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream, I'm suicidal, Suicidal dream ook, i don't understand why some people be getting offended by, or don't like tatoos or peircings. All it is, is an expression of art. If you don't like it don't get any.. but don't go and be saying that it's ugly, or wrong to do. It's my body im going to do what i want

Moving I Hope Next Summer
To all my friends I am finally going to be moving in with my fiance in the next few weeks. I am sorry I wont be on much till I get settled but please still come by and show me some love and I will return the love as soon as I can get back on. I will miss all of you and you are all been such good friends to me. Thanks so much for being there for the few that know everything I been though to get where I am at now. Thanks so much for listening and giving me the advice you did. Thanks to all my friends. Love, Southern Girl AKA Melanie I am trying and going to I hope I can do this along with me trying to move next June and I am going to try to surprise my fiance and my husband with the wedding of our dreams or at least something like it. I can't wait to see if I can do this for me and him cause we want to make this offical to everyone. In our hearts we are married no paperwork can ever change that no matter what. So I am hopeing I can do this for him next Christmas cause it would be the ver

Bleeding For You
Bleeding for you I wish I can forget you and never feel deep pain I wish I can bury our memories And never dreaming you I try to hold back my tears Trying so hard to erase you from my black heart But I can’t, I am to weak on you! I just lay here and bleeding for you And waiting to death knock on my door, to take me away Why are you in my dreams? Why can’t you just let me to die into your arms to feel my heart heat but you just leaving me all alone with loneliness bleeding is the only way I can forget you bleeding is the only way I can kill my pain walking through the endless dark path yearning to taste my fears and as I was walking through my endless path I just open my arms and letting death taking me into her arms And leaving all behind And yet again, you are to blind to see how much I love you You are even to blind to feel I have touched your black heart I am bleeding for you I am bleeding for your love I wish you can drown in my love And to feel my

I Wanted To Fuck Your Brains Out
A COUPLE ON THEIR 25TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY WERE IN A HOTEL ROOM WHEN THE WIFE ASKED THE HUSBAND ..... HONEY 25 YEARS AGO WHEN YOU FIRST LAID EYES ON ME..... WHAT WERE YOU THINKING... THE HUSBAND REPLIED... BABY I REMEMBER IT LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY... I WAS THINKING HOW BADLY I WANTED TO FUCK YOUR BRAINS OUT AND SUCK YOUR TITTIES DRY...... THE WIFE WHO WAS REMOVING HER CLOTHES ASKED ... AND WHAT ARE YOU THINKING RIGHT NOW..... THE HUSBAND REPLIED.... I AM THINKING I DID A DAMN GOOD JOB !! LOL...

Heath Ledger, I Miss You.
Two hours after it happened, I was reading on the net news that Heath Ledger died of a drug-overdose in Mary-Kate Olson’s apartment on the bathroom floor, and was found by the maid, who went to look for him after the massage person showed up and asked where he was. But someone else said that they heard on the news on TV that Heath was at his own apartment. The massage girl showed up, found him in the bathroom with the pills almost dead, and grabbed a cell. Called Mary-Kate Olson, who was on speed dial, and asked what she should do. Mary-Kate, who was in CA at the time, called one of her NY body-guards and told them to go over there. So the bodyguard shows up, sees he is dead, and then calls 9-1-1. But someone else told me that he died in the bedroom, of his own apartment. Oh, and his family said that he didn’t die from drugs, but admits he had a backache. Thus the massage person. (Who doesn’t exist in some of these versions.) Soooo… what have you heard?

God....... See My Stash
In my brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter skelter romance from the start Take these memories that are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreads By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her He'll never forgive her Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire on a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroine In this moment I'm lonely Fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs all these women I'm never forgiven this broken heart of mine Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever One last kiss Before i go Dry your tears It is time to let you go One last kiss Before I go Dry yo

Toadies Info
http://www.myspace.com/toadies http://www.thetoadiesrock.com Some pirated Toadies videos surfaced, making it appear that Toadies are back in the studio recording another album. This fuels rumors that have been surfacing all over the internet. If these rumors are true, than I am beyond excited. I want to hear what my fellow Toadies fans think about it. What do you say? If you haven’t seen the videos, here are links: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsLYaLwzOtA and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1C4xtqfKBM If you are not familiar with Toadies, ten please check them out. http://www.myspace.com/toadies

Virginia Firefighters Lounge
This is to help promote my third lounge called Virginia Firefighters Lounge. This lounge is for firefighters to come in and chat about what we do. This is also a lounge for people interested in learning what it takes to become a firefighter volunteer or paid. And finally can also be a lounge for persons interested in meeting firefighters, volunteer and paid. Please come visit, join as a member, and visit often. I am in need of members and look forward to seeing anyone interested in the lounge. Thanks a lot. Branwei

Dark Shadow Realm Lounge
'§.£ï††z69 CO HEAD ENFORCER/PROMOTER @ DARK SHADOWS REALM/ CLUB F.A.R.' wrote the following at '2008-04-25 00:59:34'.. click the pic to come join us click the pic and join me in Dark Shadow's Realm for a hip shakin good time

Naughty Application!
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DON'T BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4.Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me?. 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT "Naughty Application

How To Buy Gas
LIFE IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA A California highway patrolman pulled a car over and told the driver that because he had been wearing his seat belt, he had just won $5,000 in the statewide safety competition. "What are you going to do with the money?" asked the policeman. "Well, I guess I'm going to get a driver's license," he answered. "Oh, don't listen to him," yelled a woman in the passenger seat. "He's a smart-aleck when he's drunk." This woke up the guy in the back seat who took one look at the cop and moaned, " I knew we wouldn't get far in a stolen car." At that moment, there was a knock from the trunk and a voice said, in Spanish, "Are we over the border yet?" how to buy gas: not a joke I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth fo

Recent News
HELLO MY NAME IS TINA AND I AM HOSTING MY FIRST AUCTION. IN THIS AUCTION YOU CAN BID WHATEVER YOU WANT, AS LONG AS YOU CAN PAY FOR IT. THE ENTRY FEE IS 10K. I KNOW ITS LOW BUT GUESS WHAT, YOU WILL BE GETTING IT BACK BECAUSE THE MINIMIUM BID IS 30K. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE INCLUDING THE LIST YOU WANT TO BE PUT ON THE TAG. PLEASE SEND ME A LINK TO THE PICTURE YOU WANT ME TO USE FOR YOUR TAG OR IF YOU ALREADY HAVE AN AUCTION TAG I CAN USE THAT AS WELL. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A TAG PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU LIKE AND I WILL MAKE ONE FOR YOU. THE AUCTION WILL START WHEN I HAVE AT LEAST 6 ENTRIES. I WILL SEND EVERYONE WHO IS IN THE AUCTION A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN I HAVE THE ENETRIES. THANK YOU VERY MUCH AND I AM AWAITING YOUR ENTRIES. i love all 5 off my kids*@ fubar HI EVERYONE. I KNOW I DONT ASK ALOT FROM YALL. BUT RIGHT NOW IM IN AN AUCTION AND I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU CAME BY AND BID ON ME YOUWILL BE ABLE TO GET ALOT OF STUFF IF Y

Bitch And Moan
David Letterman wrote this; it's the David we don't often see... " As most of you know I am not a President Bush fan, nor have I ever been, but this is not about Bush, it is about us, as Americans, and it seems to hit the mark 'The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some Poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence 2/3 of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, 'What are we so unhappy about?'' A.. Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 Days a week? B.. Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? C.. Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy fol

Love Quotes
"There are more love songs than anything else. If songs could make you do something we'd all love one another". Frank Zappa "The world moves for love; it kneels before it in awe". Edward Walker, in The Village "Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies." Aristotle "The greatest happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved." Victor Hugo "Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart." Kahlil Gibran "This is the very ecstasy of love" William Shakespeare Hamlet, Act ii, Sc.1 "True love is eternal, infinite, and always like itself. It is equal and pure, without violent demonstrations: it is seen with white hairs and is always young in the heart." Honore de Balzac "If somebody says, "I love you," to me, I feel as though I had a pistol pointed at my head. What can anybody reply under such conditions but that which the pistol-holder requires? "I love you, too." Kurt Vonnegut, Jr. in Wampeters, Fo

I'm Going To Miss Her..
This has been a long time coming and it looks like she will be gone from here in a few short weeks. She has been fighting her cancer since December 2005. It started in her breasts and now is in her stomach,liver,lungs and god knows where else. The dr has given her 3-4 wks to live. My mom died of cancer which started in her cervix and uterus and eventually went to her lungs and wrapped around her spinal cord which paralyzed her right before she died. I watched my mom died when I was just 8 yrs old. After she died I was in denial for a few years that she was really gone. I knew but I didnt want to believe it. I am going to NC to see my grandma one more time. I dont want to go after she's gone, to see her laying in that casket. I want to remember all the wonderful things about her. I want to hug her one more time, and tell her thank you for being the kick ass grandma that she was. When I was down and out, she was the one in my corner telling me I was better than that.

Do Not Come At Me Bogus..
I'm about fed up with men period. Especially men on here. Do not ask me if I want to see your penis, if I want to I will go look at your nsfw pics on my own. Do not tell me you wish you were at my home with me because I wouldn't let you step in my got damn door. I'm not like other women. I refuse to parade men in an out of my kids lives. The men who get to meet my kids mean something to me, and are ones that are friends for the long haul otherwise I wouldnt let them in their lives. I do not want to hear how I make your dick hard, and how you wish you could pound it in me. Knowing my luck you couldnt last long enough to get me off. Trust me, it takes alot to get my kitty purrin' and it aint YOU buddy. I dont want to tell you what I'm wearing. Let me clue you in, it's nothing sexy that's for sure. I'm a mother of 4. I am not parading around in a thong and bra 24/7 jackass. Either you motherfuckers start coming at me CORRECT or you get off my page. I am not going to

Satan's Playground
SATAN'S PLAYGROUND Just droppin by thought i would see if you would like to join the SATAN'S PLAYGROUND with us. If so click on the banner and Join us. Hope your havin a nice day as well.. HELLSOWNSON!!!! Hope to see you there. Come fine me in SATAN'S PLAYGROUND the new lounge for all the dark and lost souls. COME join the FUN!! To come and play with the SATAN'S all you have to do is click on a picture it will bring you to the lounge!!

Truthful Lady , Give Her Prayers
why visit hospital to see mt sis and be with another... you know my sis loves you and u promised to marry her but your with that other? Whats yur game,, stop hurting my sis when she needs to wake completely from this coma and have a real life? To all those members that know my sister and what she has been threw and also those that don't. My sister had a surgery over a month ago now on her head for a bleed caused from blood thinners from a clot she had in her leg. (After leaving her Fiancee's moms home that night) They relieved the pressure and she was in a coma for a week and wanted her Fiancee of almost five years (Kevin) (which is now Fu-Hubby of Sunfirelab). Yesterday (10-7-08) she underwent another due to infection and has not awakin yet. Please pray for her and her two children that she WILL come back this time. Her chidren moved to their Aunts because this FIANCEE was to move in and marry her but HE lied and is now with this Sunfirelab(LISA),, Please send pray

My Fu-wedding
Please Join Us In This Joyous Event As Nita And Stud Muffin Join Hands In Fu-Matrimony November 2nd, 2008 9pm EST Please Click Pictures To View Profile Master Of Ceremonies Sexy Phoebe Bride & Groom Nita & Stud Muffin Please Click Cross To Enter Lounge Created By: DJ Woofie

Does What She's Told!
Have you ever made out with someone you weren't dating? yeah...well.....yano..... Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'? yup Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you? yup Do you miss anyone? yup Can you recall the last time you sincerely liked someone? yup When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug? been so long I can't remember.... unless you wanna count my 2 yr old Who is your celebrity crush? where should I begin??? How about with Colin Farrell-- yeah- I got a thing for sexy Irishmen! Can you touch your toes? yup Do you know anybody who was abused? yup.. Do you take walks often? not really Is silence really golden? as much as duct tape is silver:P Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings? yup Are you afraid to grow up? I've been an adult most of my life- just sayin Who were you with last night? Kids, Laura, Angie, and Heather Can you count past 100? yup- in three language

You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? near 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? messy 4. Your mother? dunno 5. Your father? Dallas 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? evil 8. Your favorite drink? Coke 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? all! 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? tropical 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? girlfriend 16. Muffins? warm 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? Texas 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? None 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? compaq 24. Your life? ok 25. Your mood? blah 26. Missing so

Mental Intercourse
Please allow me to slip into something a little more comfortable something like your mind. Thought processes excite me. I'm stimulated by your kind. Deep and wet with the waters of critical thinking flowing like the rivers of time. Can I gently caress your intellect with concepts that I have created with mine? As I undress your thoughts with my eyes I know what you want because imagination never lies. The truth is all in your head I know, because so am I. Its better that way, wetter that way because creative juices never stop flowing Also knowing what I wanted you gave me a piece of your information. You seem nervous, must be your first time, sharing your mind. Don't worry, it won't hurt but you might get addicted. Because once you get the feeling it's hard to stop no longer being restricted by physical limitations. Having inclinations to, do it every time I see you. Not in public though, someone might see but they still wouldn't know. How I softly licked your gray matter as we rolled

Poetry
Why do I feel stupid when you look at me? Knowing deep down in my heart how it'll never be. Things changed so fast I was caught off guard thinking about how life without you will be so hard. Knowing standing on my own is the only way to go. Not having enough balls to ever let you know. Not knowing how things might have turned out if I had and how the thought of someone else loving you makes me so sad. Watching you walk right out of my life yet again but not knowing why or when. Hoping with all my heart I have been wrong about things from the very start. I corrupt our lives every time I make these observations to myself knowing if you knew the truth it'd put you through hell. So since I cannot afford the guilt I would inflict on you I just tell myself none of this is true!

It Seems
It seems that things that were said to me by someone I trust very dearly were not meant. Then when I get upset I am told I am the one who is wrong. So if being blindsided and lied to and calling someone on it is wrong in their eyes, and then being called a bitch for saying something then I guess I am a bitch...

What Is A Noob Lmfao....
OK MY SON PLAYS THIS ONLINE GAME CALLED RUNSCAPE AND HE CALLS PEOPLE NOOBS. I ASKED HIM WHAT A NOOB WAS HE JUST KEPT TELLIN ME YOU MOM LMFAO.. SO I TOLD HIM TO SING HIS NEW HIT SINGLE DOWN WITH THE NOOBLETS LMFAO...THIS TERM IS HELLA FUNNY..I DECIDED TO ASK MY FRIEND BLACK TO LOOK UP THE DEFINITION OF THIS LIL FUNNY WORD NOOB, LOW AND BEHOLD HE FOUND THE DEFINITION OF THE WORD NOOB.. HERE IS THE DEFINITION OF A NOOB.. LMFAOOOOO A noob or n00b is someone that lacks intellegance or common sense, most people think that noob is a word used only in the online gaming world, but in reality it is becoming an ever popular word with teenage society. a noob could be simply a level 100 running round shouting ''WTF DO I GO!?'' or someone calling someone else a noob and then getting hit with a brick, anyone can call anyone a noob, but normally they are noobs themselves HERE IS HOW TO AVOID A NOOB LMFAO.. MAIN THING IS I. Make sure you aren't one I. Major noob avoiding st

Ramblings
This morning on the walk home from work, I decided to do something different. Against my best judgment and all reason, I decided to stop by Starbuck's for a cup of coffee. The reasoning behind this, though mainly because Brennan had stopped by work and was on his way over there, was that it is between my apartment and work, roughly halfway. This makes it extremely convenient, though as I later learned, was not so "convenient" after all. Now, there are reasons I do not drink Starbucks, most notably because it tastes like burned celery. But, despite that, it has been a few years since I've had a cup of Starbuck's coffee, and I figured, why not. Well my friends, I found out "why not." Brennan and I sat at the patio this morning at Starbucks, "enjoying" our cups of coffee, strained from beans obviously tortured to death by over-roasting, most likely over brimstone. Judging by their "bitter" nature, I think these particular beans were elderly, and had spent the last bit of their li

Twisted Reality
thats how ive felt all day not quite sure if its from lack of sleep. complete confusion. w/e. but ive had this severely heavy feeling on my chest. pure emptiness. a big giant hole.i wish my head would clear soon cuz this blows lol. it feels like someone has died and the pain and suffering are holding me down crushing every little bit of life i have left in me. yet no one has died...maybe im dying on the inside yet im strong enough to keep a fake smile on the outside..idk im picking at my brain here lol...def shouldnt wander in there alone otherwise u get this crap that im writing..well tada theres a piece of my mind for the moment. numb to the inside out layed across the floor as if a corpse has replaced thy soul dead to the world yet not new to the dead reality is surfacing and i begin to relize who is this girl that everyone knows so well yet dont really know at all as i lay there i dont even recognize my own self when you fake who you are for so long you tend to believe yo

I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This!!!!!!!
Month OneMommyI am only 4 inches longbut I have all my organs.I love the sound of your voice.The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.Month TwoMommytoday I learned how to suck my thumb.If you could see meyou could definitely tell that I am a baby.I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.It is so nice and warm in here.Month ThreeYou know what MommyI'm a boy!!I hope that makes you happy.I always want you to be happy.I don't like it when you cry.You sound so sad.It makes me sad tooand I cry with you even thoughyou can't hear me.Month FourMommymy hair is starting to grow.It is very short and finebut I will have a lot of it.I spend a lot of my time exercising.I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toesand stretch my arms and legs.I am becoming quite good at it too.Month FiveYou went to the doctor today.Mommy, he lied to you.He said that I'm not a baby.I am a baby Mommy, your baby.I think and feel.Mommy, what's abortion?Month SixI can hear that doctor again.I don't

Hot And Heavy 2
After the steamy sauna we decided that we could use a cool off. I was so weak in the knees this was the most sex I have ever had in my whole life, I turned to look at my dark stranger. He laid his hand upon my back and it sent shivers up my back and I could feel the heat start burning again. I could not believe that after all we have done tonight I still craved this man inside me. We slid our bodies into the water of the hot tub that was in the room. I laid my head back and was starting to relax when I felt my lovers foot caress my leg. I opened my eyes and looked into his grey smoldering eyes, then he looked down and so did I and I seen that my breasts were sitting above the water and the nipples were so hard from the chill of the room, or it was from the way that he was staring at them hungrily.He moved in front of me and took his tounge and flicked my nipple ring and captured it in his teeth, he pulled on it and I moaned in pleasure. He tugged and then released it and moved to my ot

Words
u wanna seebut cant get past it allall of the thingsthings that was hardbut never the samenever said a wordbut said it all throughtouchcant imagin itcant even think of itwont even darebut cant even tellwords cant be spokebut only be shown througheyesby the timetime u feel it'll be gonegone like the wind under the eagleswingscant change but theres always room for improvement and moremore inside then the adveragepersonif they say there badif they say there just wrongjust tell them there mistakencause only time can telltell you what each and every tear meanseven though i cant always be therei can comfert you in ways you canonly imaginthough your tears fallthough your heart kills with each beat and soundi can always say im hereyou always seem to give up whentime comes to say say the things you want and giveeven a rose has a timeless touchsmell and feel but never gives out or even up.....

Health Care At Its Finest....
Well, as the saying goes it doesn’t take an Einstein? Or does it? I suppose that is the question at hand here. Four months ago I had a horrid infection in my stomach that spread to my upper intestine. Which caused my digestion to get all messed up, oh joy. Not that I like to eat anyway…however my doctor gave me this medicine to help me with digestion.

Poetry Written By My Sexy Sinner
Wherever I go, whatever I see. Over ocean's unknown,you are always with me. Pure as the water, we float on this wave. On the breath of an angel, we'll fly away. Cold as the winter wind in the early morning. No one by my side to lift my heart from the depths of despair. Blind to the world around and fooled into thinking that surrounded by those that I know and love could keep me afloat. The absence that tears my heart is too great to suffer. Without my chosen by my side, I am alone and I'll never be home.

Clarisonic Mia
clean clarisonic brush In scenario you wish to get fresh new along with crystal clear skin color and then deciding on natural skin care solutions that will operate is most likely the ideal notion.

While Im Away Im Thinking Of You
Hi friends! When I'm not here I am thinking of you all. My longtime pal AMF69 will help me to stay in touch with you when I'm not here...he is a great pal and I trust him completely so dont be faraid to leave me any message...If it was'nt for his invitation, I'd not be here and would'nt have met any of you. I will be in and out whenever possible. Love you all to bits! Absinthe Hi Friends This is a serious Note for you all.. I have created a Online Petition to be sent to British Prime Minister Tony Blair at the time all signatures have been recieved. http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/997263399 After all these many years the Human Rights of Irish Republican Prisioners are still being denied. There are still men and women who are going on hungerstrikes for simple requests like..Education and the right to visits from family and not to be beaten. Although this site is a place to let your hair down..it is also a place where I have met some great people who hav

Newbie!!
Hi... I just joined lostcherry and still learning the ropes...so if I haven't voted for your profile or made pic comments please be patient with me.. I'm new here and a work in progress!! Thanks and have a great night!!

My Writing
Why is there so much pain to an end? I look down to the road of happiness and I can never see around the next bend Where have the days of open minds and hearts disappeared? When all I have ever wanted is for the path to be cleared I want to remember what it is like to be the focus of someone’s heart From beginning to end I never got a fair start I am tumbling down into the depths of loneliness, and it was my intent My soul is screaming it will scream until I no longer feel bent I look in the mirror and I see a face of a man who is lost in a world he does not belong Waiting to be awakened by the beat of his heart once it is strong When you dive in head first you are just waiting to be drowned Drowned by love when no one else is around In the end all I have is what I had when I began I should have looked the other way, I should have ran When I think of what could have been and what was meant to be I wonder if in this master plan anyone has ever thought of me Whe

Life
hello all it has been awhile i just wanted to say that we are all doing good and that the boys joined cub scouts they love it hello all i just wanted to let everyone know that my life is great and that me and my family are doing wonderful hope fully i will be getting married real soon

My Life
This about one of the people i like best. I really need to get this off of my chest. Sitting so compfy in his mobile nest. So here goes, and this is the rest... He's steven hawkin, never walkin, uses his laptop to do all his talkin, pension stalkin, ideas drawin, (wreckon he ever does any cripple porkin? sshh!!) Never has a man ever been so smart, he's the kinda man that must have a real heart, watch him glide along and the crowds will part for the chair he relise on and can never depart. Given he has to have someone mop round his chin, but when they have finished you see his child like grin, what the hell could be going on in, his head he's so brainy that this belongs in the bin! What does Blog even mean(?) At this point in time, what am i even thinking No idea, me niether, BLOG (? Knife edge ideas or just scabby dribble? Everything surely has a double meaning(?) Really(?) who sa

Cherry Power
Good Morning all my Cherry friends Courtesy of MsTags.com Enjoy Courtesy of MsTags.com Just one more week of classes for finals and then time so spread the Christmas Joy! Want to thank all the cherries help me become a Cherry. Everyone is Awesome!

Poems And Stories Of The Tiger
Human-Nature by Kuba Night falls. The blue velvet of the sky becomes pierced by the light of the past, They flicker a whisper of the ancient ways. Horizons interrupted by the crown of forest call out softly With the caress of a breeze. The moon ignites silver on water. Cries of life unbound reach up to the heavens And the earth breathes the essence of creation. All is one. Man and beast face the end together unto the breaking of the sun. Perpetual darkness A blood red glow usurps the stars from the sky, Whispers are drowned out by the groan of industry. Cold steel impales the horizon, Jutting out of strangled earth. The moon is dead. Cries are heard no more, Life’s absence is a silent scream born from one last breath. One is all. We are alone unto the breaking of the world. What path is that of destiny? ©2006 ~HeWhoWalksWithTigers Samsara by Kuba Open your eyes and see a fading sky All pain is numb and you wonder why Reflections of light from

My Fav Clothing Site
hi everyone heres a link to a site with sexy clothes. http://store.yahoo.com/cgi-bin/clink?pierresilber+LrgbxD+index.html+ please look around and pick out something sexy for yourself or a gf :) . no link to the page yet just the profile of my friend who is hosting it :) http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=252908&albumid=149366&i=2731086662 i wish everyone a happy new years .may all your wishes come true . oxoxxoxoxo

My Bloggs
well my bday is commin up on the 31st an i dont know what to do i know i might be spending time wiv my guy but ever other birthday has ended in tears from feelin let down by my dad an i dont want that to happen this year ne ideas wot i can do ? ok so i cant sleep .... its 8:10am i have work in a few hours an i have guests here for the weekend i will be tired as hell an to my dear friends the hospital went ok gotta have more scans tho so will let u know ne ways goin bk to chillin out so i got wiv this guy who i loved to bits he keeps commin back wantin me back but i dont ko w i dont think i cud trust him after last time am happy with the way i am right now:) so if u wanna know how ive been doin ask me am back on here for good an am stayin got reall good friends on here i want to carryin on talkin to i love u guys :D:D

Rising From The Ashes
When a mans heart is full of deceipt,it burns up and dies.And a dark shadow falls over his soul.From the ashes of once a great man has risen a curse.A wrong that must be righted.We look to the skies for a vindicator,someone to strike fear into the black hearts of the same men who created him. The battle between good and evil has begun,against an army of shadows comes a dark Warrior,the purveyor of good with a voice of silence and a mission of justice this is the WARRIOR....People once believed that when someone dies,a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes something so bad happens,that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest.Then sometimes,just sometimes the crow can bring the soul back to put the wrong things right.If the people we love are stolen from us.The way to have them live on is to never stop loving them.Buildings burn,people die,But real love is forever... "YOU MUST SHOW NO MERCY,NOR HAVE ANY BELIEF WHATSOEVER IN HOW OTHERS WILL J

And I Dream
Peace....the deep feeling of empty space combined with joy, a night of sleep where all of your troubles are simply washed away for a few hours. This morning I write of a simple place, a place where my body lifts itself above the earth and I look down upon my bed......And I Dream. Dream with me this morning as I reach to once again touch those who read me. I release my hands from their evening's grip on my pillow and with coffee in hand, my rested fingres touch their home on my keys as I write...... And I Dream Each night I lie down on a bed of lessons, learned from today. My head falls gently upon my pillow, made from memories yet to be created. I close my weary eyes And I dream… Of an angel’s touch upon my body with a kiss of feathered wings and the softness of skipping rocks across a glasslike lake. Of bubblegum kisses from lips as soft as clouds. With an inner peace found only in deep sleep, my body turns,

All My Friends For All My Life
I just relised that ever sence i was a kid i have not been able to COMPLETLY trust anyone... there is not one person in on this planet i have met that i can trust will all my secrecets.. no one... everyone i know has a blaber mouth on scertin subjects...... i mean i dont know what to do... i just want to know someone that can keep secrets like me....... thats one thing my friends do know is i can be told a secret and take it to the grave..... but im tired of not haveing any one like that.... ok im done....

Sex Stories
One day I was trying on some naughty clothes. You know its hot red with thigh highs and holes where your tits are. hehe Any ways I was trying it on and the door bell rang so I threw on some shorts and tank top over top of this other outfit. Well I'm sure it looked funny when I opened the door to see me in shorts and tank top with thigh highs on. yah I was thinking that when I opened the door and there was this hot guy at it. He was there to show me a demonstration on a vacuum sweeper or some thing well. A little did I know he started flirting with me. All I was think was how bad I wanted in his pants. So he was talking and showing me things and he spilled a drink on my top. I wasn't think about what was under I just took it off and then I was like opps I'm sorry I forgot I had this on. I'll be back I'm going to go change. I got up and he said no please wait. I love that outfit I want to see more cause I would like to buy one for my girlfriend. I was like are you sure? Ok I'll show I d

School Answering Machine
The World's Shortest Books: ************ ********* ** FRENCH WAR HEROES by Jacques Chirac ____________ _________ _________ ________ THINGS I LOVE ABOUT MY COUNTRY by Jane Fonda & Cindy Sheehan. Illustrated by Michael Moore ____________ _________ _________ _________ _ MY BEAUTY SECRETS by Janet Reno ____________ _________ _________ MY CHRISTIAN ACCOMPLISHMENTS & HOW I HELPED AFTER KATRINA by Rev Jesse Jackson & Rev Al Sharpton ____________ _________ _________ _________ THINGS I LOVE ABOUT BILL by Hillary Clinton ____________ _________ _________ ___ Sequel: THINGS I LOVE ABOUT HILLARY By Bill Clinton ____________ _________ _________ _____ MY LITTLE BOOK OF PERSONAL HYGIENE by Osama Bin Laden ____________ _________ _________ _____ THINGS I CANNOT AFFORD by Bill Gates

My Dearest Dad..................
Dearest Dad, I hope you don't mind me calling you *Dad*. I know we never had the chance to meet in person, but you know who I am. I also know that you can hear me, and feel what is in my heart, now that you are Dan's special Angel in Heaven. This song I am playing, is dedicated to you. I know it's not the kind of music you once listened to, but it's a beautiful song, and the words come from my heart. I don't know if Dan has ever heard it before, but I know this is the way that he has always felt, since you've gone away to Heaven. I also know that Dan is waiting for the "One Sweet Day" when he can be reunited with you. But before I go, there is something else that I want to tell you. I LOVE YOU, Dad, even though I never actually knew you in person. I can feel your presence around us, and it is such a peaceful & warm feeling when you fill the room with your love. Dan always speaks of you, and he loves you soooo much. He is soooo proud that you are the one that God chose to be his

A Poem I Wrote Last Year To Kenneth
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly Happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you Deserve, Then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a Friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he Probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at Yourself A year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differen

April 28th
April 28th, What happened on this day 58 years ago. Well let me tell you my mom , and best friend was born. My mom was one of kind and was the best friend anyone could ever and will have. We never know why people are taken from us , but it hurts so Badyly!!! Six years ago this wonderful woman and friend was taken home and sometimes it feels like it was yesterday. Mom I miss you and love you so much. Hope today you are looking down on me with smiles. Happy Birthday Mom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whatever
I am trying to raise money to get a service dog for my 5 year old son He was diagnosed with depression and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder he is unable to adequately verbally express his feelings he is a cutter and suffers from night terrors He would greatly benefit from a psychiatric service dog they are trained to provide companionship to children with psychiatric disorders they are able to comfort and calm a child where the child is unable to do that for themselves and would prevent my son from hurting himself Any and all donations would be greatly appreciated and would go a long way to provide a postive future for my son. PLEASE CLICK AND READ THIS http://www.chipin.com/mywidgets/id/ec2e44419a8ecdb5 THANKS

A Bad Day!!
As I sit here at 2am in the morning on Monday morning, all i can think about is my husband and how i miss him. wishing that he was home with me so we can be a compleat family again i mean dont get me wrong were a family no matter where he is but, its just hard with out him here my daughter acts out knowing that daddy isnt here to reinforce me. my son just got to know his daddy, and then he is gone again poor baby. im not trying to selfesh, i know that he is doing his job but hasnt this gone on long enough? was the extention really called for? do they really care about the soldiers and there families? i mean this is just me thinking but i wonder do others wonder the same questions as i do? my husband left on the 23rd or this month from his r and r, yes he got a couple extra days to be here so when i had my surgery he could be here and i thank the cpt. for approving before he took that higher up, and when he left it didnt bother me to this day i think it was because i was still on my pai

My Life
I AM 25 yr old single female i live in illinois i am a mother of 4 lovly kids but they dont live with me because i made some bad chooses when i was younger and i decided to give my kids they life that i couldnt just so everyone knows i make the choose for my kids because i love them with all my heart

Links
I made a new profile named "Get Awkward" Rate/Fan/Booze Me. Add if your willing to talk. http://fubar.com/user/1768508 Tours Link Bedlight For Blue Eyes Ephemeral Addictions (Video) Ephemeral Addictions - Bedlight For Blue Eyes Waste My Time - Bedlight For Blue Eyes Bleeding Through Wolves Among Sheep DVD Trailer Kill To Believe - Bleeding Through Bullet For My Valentine Cries In Vain (Video) 4 Words [To Choke Upon] (Video) Hand Of Blood (Video) Hand Of Blood - Bullet For My Valentine 18 Visions Obsessions Ecard Waiting For The Heavens(Video) Tower Of Snakes(Video) Waiting For The Heavens - Eighteen Visions Fight Paris Complete Heat - Fight Paris Fightstar Fightstar (Grand Unification Ecard) Hopesfall A-Types Ecard Icarus(Video) Breathe From Coma - Hopesfall It Dies Today The Caitiff Choir Ecard A Threnody for Modern Romance(Video) Severed Ties Yield Severed Heads(Video) Enjoy The Silence(Video)

Charlie Pride
Whenever I chance to meet some old friends on the street They wonder how does a man get to be this way I've always got a smiling face Anytime and any place And everytime they ask me why I just smile and say You've got to Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home Well people may try to guess The secret of a happiness but some of them never learn it's a simple thing The secret i'm speaking of Is a woman and a man in love and the answer is in this song that i always sing You've got to Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home

Msk's Spot
My How Time Fly...... He Was Just 7yrs. Old In The Pic Above..... And Now He Is 10yrs. Old.... Happy Birthday My Spoiled Baby...... Mommie Loves You...... MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND....TRY NOT TO DRINK TOO MUCH!! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts this blog was posted on my other site...so some parts may throw you off....but keep reading and give your feedback please. i just really need to VENT today..cus i swear there are some TRIFE folks in this world.... ok....so i filed my income tax back in feb. and got it back in like a week....but then after i got my money i got a letter from the irs stating that they owed me some money and they would be sending the rest of the money. so i told the person that done my taxes about the letter and she was like oh okay, ill be on the look out for it. so some weeks passed...till no check or deposit in my bank account... so i call the irs to find out whats going on....they te

I'm Holding A Bonanza Giveaway On My Page
I decided it's time to host my own giveaway. The rules are simple, pick the prize you want to go for, send me an email with the picture of yours you want commented on. I will help post bullitens and blogs for your give away prize. When you have reached the set comments, email me back, and I will send you your gift within 24 hours. I will not be available for "shout" during the giveaway, as I am involved with helping people on this site with assorted things. Here are the items: Men's ring = 10K comments Volcano = 5K comments Tropical vacation = 37.5K comments Diamond ring = 10K comments Diamond Earrings = 15K comments Rolex = 12.5 K comments Men's bracelet = 3,750 comments Corvette = 50K comments Megatron = 2.5K comments

Birthday Wishes ;)
Sitting here fresh from the shower, candles lit and the skin on my legs feeling silkier than ever. Listening to slow jams and feeling very, very sexy....I was thinking that the best birthday gift that I could give myself would be to do a striptease for the person that I was with on my birthday. Weird right?!?! That would be like me giving that person a gift on my birthday!! My gift would be the expression on your face letting me know that I turn you on just from you looking at me and drinking in all my sexiness. Inexpensive I know but not all women want materialistic things. With that being said i'm asking for comments on what you think would be the perfect song to do a striptease to, meaning what song would you want played if a woman were doing a dance just for you and you only?

What I'm Going Through And Trying How To Live With It...
I KNOW YA'LL ARE ALL WONDERING, HOW I AM HANDLING THIS SITUATION,WITH MY EX- HUSBAND AND MY DAUGHTER WHICH IS HIS STEP-DAUGHTER? WELL TO TELL YA'LL THE TRUTH ITS HARD. I SURE AS HELL DON'T WANT HIM BACK. ITS OVER FOR GOOD. HE MADE HIS BED SO LET HIM LIE IN IT. BUT, I WILL GET THROUGH THIS. MY SON IS MY HOPE AND MY STRENGTH AND SO ARE ALL MY DEAR AND CLOSE FRIENDS. I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR MYSELF. I CAN'T LET HIM WIN IN ANYTHING WHEN IT COMES TO MY SON. MY SON IS MY LIFE AND I LOVE HIM DEARLY. I WILL DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT HIM. RIGHT NOW, I'M WORKING AS A CASHIER AT A LOCAL GAS STATION HERE. BUT, I WANT TO GET BACK IN THE CONSTRUCTION FIELD. I GOT LAYED OFF ABOUT 5 MONTHS AGO. I AM A HOLE WATCH/ FIRE WATCH PERSON. I HAVE ALOT OF PEOPLES LIVES IN MY HANDS. I ENJOY MY JOB AT. I LOVE TO CLIMB SCOFFOLDS AND SIDE ACROSS RAFTERS. IT SO COOL. YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR ON CLOUD NINE. MY SON KNOWS HOW DANGEROUS MY JOB IS. HE'S VERY PROUD OF HIS ME. I JUST WANTED YA'LL TO KNOW HOW MUCH YA'LL ALL MEAN TO M

Downraters
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Why???????????
Why u woried bout my size??? U look me up and down with ur hateing eye's. does it make u feel better when u make us cry. So many bigger things than me,like cancer and our boy's over sea's like the day the tower's came down and katrina blew into town. i use my size to handle my pain all the thing's i carry in my brain memorys and the flash backs that wont let me be I carry my burden on my bones trapped in my self always alone Food has never told me good bye Food has never made me cry So, , u dont like me. U give me your look, reading the cover never opening the book. Why do some people get so much shit thrown at them ??? I take 1 step forward and 10 steps back. I try to teach my kids to be strong and never give up, but sometimes i just feel like laying down and being numb..... Just tired of the battle knowing the war will never end

Good Morning
Good morning To my Friends Each day seems too short for All of the things I want to do And all the friends I want to See and spend some time with So before this day starts I wanted to take the time to say Good morning !& I am thinking of you today. I pray that God will keep you in His care, shower you with blessings and envelope you in His love. Have a Fantastic Day! Yee i know it night time in some parts of the world LOL

Pimp C Of Ugk Found Dead!
Texas rapper Pimp C was found dead in a hotel room this morning. Along with Bun B, the 33-year-old rapper made up the legendary Southern duo UGK. According to TMZ, L.A. County Fire department responded to a 911 call at the swanky Mondrian Hotel, located in Hollywood's Sunset Strip. Respondents found Pimp C, born Chad Butler, lying in bed in his sixth floor room, dead. UGK achieved national fame when the duo appeared on the Jay-Z track "Big Pimpin'" in 2000, and more recently with their hit "International Player's Anthem (I Choose You)" featuring OutKast from the group's latest album, Underground Kingz, on Jive Records. Jive Records has issued a statement to SOHH confirming his death. "We mourn the unexpected loss of Chad," said Jive Records president and CEO Barry Weiss via a statement. "He was truly a thoughtful and kind-hearted person. He will be remembered for his talent and profound influence as a pioneer in bringing southern rap to the forefront. He will be missed a

Strange Poem
sweep away my thoughts, crushing in my head, like waves upon the ocean, tossing in my bed. kiss away the agony, left, i feel defeat, lost in my own shelter, walking lonley streets. blow your tainted whispers, poisoning my thoughts, caught within my grasp, reality is lost. lay me down to sleep, cuddled in angels wings, the beating of my heart ceased, no longer does it sing. blindly i search once more, for what i missed at first, greedily i drink you up, a never ending thirst. silently i fade to sleep, the world not what it seems, a place of silence in my head, awakened from my dreams.

The Explination Of My Love
One million ways, thats how many i can see to love you honey And I cant see a reason out of any of those that concerns your money I must admit this has to be Love, or something close to it Because i cant see anyone but you, other girl just dont do it I feel combustable energy everytime we touch to be in, out, or around you is a rush When you call i contemplate different ways to answer my phone And when my name excapes you lips, I feel a jones When you speak truth My mind goes int major meditation And i ponder different ways to end your fustration In love with it... your spiritual Addicted to it... your mental In need of it ... your physical I love it because it is you and do you so well that i see noone else that can ever do you like you... not even me and i am addicted to it because when i am with you i feen for it so much i think this world consists of just we And im in need of it because people relate love to air but i have ashtsma, air is precious and it is really yo

How To Become A Squirter
This is for all the women that left comments on my Mumm asking how to squirt. In order for you to squirt, you have to get to know your body. If you don't play with yourself every once in a while...you'll never learn your body. If your not comfortable doing it by yourself then do it with your guy. Do it while youre getting fucked (I Do). You need to find out what makes you cum the quickest and the hardest. Once you get to that point where you can make yourself cum at the drop of a hat then your almost there. I have become so familiar with my body that I can make myself cum without touching myself. It's all in your head. You gotta have concentration. If you are not concentrating you will never get there. Try this first be yourself. Play with yourself...do whatever it is that makes you cum...once you feel yourself getting to that point you might feel like you gotta pee....don't hold it back just let it go...(I have researched that topic and it is humanly impossible to urinated

Happy Holidays
For those that noticed that after a certain time yesterday I was no longer on the air,that was due to the fact that a house directly down the street from us blew up in the early afternoon... so although I regret the fact I was unable to visit with all my friends on here and hope they know I wasn't ignoring them I feel much worse that a neighbor lost everything they own,but especially on a day when everything is closed and people are unable to help supply them with necessities... so to all my friends Happy Holidays and may the most unfortunate thing that you survive this holiday season is boredom. glitter-graphics.com Instead of trying to type out all the individual greetings to each and every one of you I thought to save these old hands a bit of stress by saying that I wish all of you on here a grand and glorious holiday and may the coming year be all you hope for and more. To all my speciall friends and family,may you know that you

End Of Year
It has been an interesting an eventful year for me personally in 2007. Life changing event after life changing event have left their mark on my very being. I would say the most significant event that kicked off last year was my wedding. Hands down one of the greatest days of my life…yeah, yeah everyone says that about their wedding. But this, this was different my wife and I did it our way. We had a medieval themed wedding along with a Hand Fasting ceremony performed by a wonderful and beautiful "Wiccan" Priestess and a wonderful and eloquent "Wiccan" Priest. As an Anthropologist I have great admirations and respect for the Ancient Religions. I do not have affliction for the Ancient Religions I only expound my dislike for the Modern Religions. In any case it was a beautiful and meaningful day. Even the office party that was taking place on the other side of the room during our first dance couldn't blemish the overall beauty of the day. It was great to see my family embrace our wis

Fear And Loathing
Fear and Loathing....Two things that are inevitable in this world...Two things I have constantly......Always....Bugging the shit outta me.....Confusing me......Consuming me at times...What do I fear you ask?? I fear what the future holds for me...I fear that they ARE all the same....I fear that noone will ever really know WHO I am or appreciate me for it....I fear being alone.....I fear not knowing....What do I loathe??? I loathe the same things....I loathe not knowing what the future holds...I loathe fearing that they ARE all the same....I loathe thinking that they may never know WHO I am or be able to appreciate me for it....I loathe being alone....I loathe now knowing..... When will all the Fear and Loathing cease???

Yo
Everytime I see some cracked out username I have to laugh. How can I possibly take anyone serious who's name is something like "HornyGuy69" or "BigTitBartender". Seriously people, you need to really think about this. For the most part you are interacting with strangers. If you find someone you want to friend, do you really want them sending a reply or adding a friend who has described genitalia in their username?? What I really really really like is when people leave me photo comments. What's even better is if they have all sorts of glittery and sparkly things on them, those rule! I've also noticed a lot of people want you to rate their page a 10. I have no idea what page ratings mean or do for a person. I am not a 10. Whether it's looks, sex appeal, or fancy book learnin (picture books excluded). I'm probably more like a 5. If you were to meet me after drinking for a few hours and in dim lighting you might think I'm a 7. So how about we split the difference and I suggest a ratin

My Personal Thoughts
First off let me send you the best and warmest of Greetings if you are reading this and I hope you enjoy the stuff that gets posted here. Next I want to say I write a little bit and that they may not be suitable for work but I hope you enjoy them. They are very rough drafts and should be taken that way and I would love to hear what you think but remember I am not a professional. Lastly I am going to post here my general thoughts on a somewhat regular basis I hope. Its hard for me to stay motivated about this kind of thing as it normally creates problems as I am outspoken and think my own way. Well thank you for reading. Jaroth Now I know this is going to upset some of you before I post it so please finish reading it before you comment....if anyone does. Here goes: Love is a corruption of the soul. Now before you get all mad or upset about this statement I want you to follow my thinking. When someone falls into love they change the way they think about everythi

Good Friends
Here's A Few New Faces To Fubar. These Are Some Awesome Real Life Friends Of Mine. They Don't Have Much Yet, But Show Them Some Love For Me. Fan them, Add Them, Rate Them, Give them a Gift!! aly@ fubar Princessjewelz80@ fubar WiglnJiglnBalls@ fubar Let them know reLLa sent you!! XoXoX [reLLa] RaW@ fubar

Blogging
New Jersey, our home, thank you so much. How many of you out there are, like, long time MCR fans? (crowd cheers) That's right. That's right, New Jersey. How many of you guys are new MCR fans? It's okay to be a new MCR fan. (few people cheer, followed by laughter) Listen to how quiet it got... At the Bamboozle 2007, after Sleep "A surprise party? For me? You shouldn't have!" after Mama, Rock am Ring, Germany (& Tampa, FL 4/19/07) "What's that? You wanna fuck me?....sorry, that seat's taken!" 8 June 2007, Download, Donington Park, UK "I'm not gonna tell you what to do with your life." "You could put a domino mask on anything, and it becomes a superhero. You put a domino mask on a milkman, and he becomes, like, Super Milkman." "There's defiantly moments where, you know, we were asking ourselves, like, are we crazy?!? Is this pushing it too far, you really can't tell because you've become so attached to something, you're so in it, um, that you can't tell. But, um, i kind of

Things Going On
Some of you already know that I have been going through some really bad times right now in my life. But only a very few of you know the in-depth story. That is why I have only been conversing with them lately since I just don't have it in me to re-trace everything right now. Please don't take offense if I don't respond to your messages or shouts the next few days, it's just better that way for me right now. Thanks to everyone who has shown sincere concern for me. I don't get out very often and me true friends on here have been a real God-sent to me. I love you all dearly. If anyone wants to know for sure if I am doing well, please contact my Aunt Nyne here. Just tell her I sent you. She is my #1 friend and family member. *~*Nyne*~*{DevAngel}@ fubar I need to leave for a while & take care of some things, but plan on being back on tonight. Take care all my friends. I love you all so much!

Giveaways
I have let some people have a long time to clear their entry in the giveaways.. They were supposed to be for 2 weeks only & some have been there for months... I will be traveling for the next 10 days & may not have any internet. As of June 13th, All the Bling or VIP/Blast giveaways will be closed.... This does not affect the HH giveaways. You will need to have them done by the 13th, or your entry will be deleted. Everyone play nice & I will see you all in a few days.. LG

Ouch!!!
The Trouble With Squirrels Trust me, pee before you read this one...lol I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect... I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car, a brown, furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel, and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals, and I really hate it on a motorcycle, but a squirrel should pose no danger to me. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves. Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Valkyrie with stead

Dj's
DJ'S NEEDED! DJ TOWMAN IS LOOKING FOR PEOPLE THAT WOULD LIKE TO BE DJ'S. HE'S BEEN PULLING SOME LONG HOUR'S AND NEEDS SOME HELP, SO IF YOU ARE INTERESTED GO BY AND SEE DJ TOWMAN. NO EXPERIENCED REQUIRED HE WILL TRIAN YOU TO BECOME A GREAT DJ . THANK YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY! Click the pic to leave DJ TOWMAN A MESSAGE!

Nsfw My Azz!
Now you tell me how in the hell this can be nsfw!! The nsfw was lifted, and now its back on!!! WTF????????????????? CAN ANYONE HELP ME WITH THIS????????????? SHOW ME WHERE THE HELL IT IS NSFW????? SINCE WHEN DID X-RAYS BECOME NSFW. Instead of flagging stupid shit, where are the bouncers to get them 13-17 year old kids on here? Ive had that pic up on myspace before and NOT once was there ever a ban on it!! UGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! opps i better mark this nsfw as well.......... Go ahead look at the link and tell me where its nsfw??????????????????????/ http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=209304&albumid=0&i=477466134

Dragon"s Angels
inside my mind Iam him and he is me as one we meet to claim what is ours interwined in in each others naked bodies in out under the moon light stars in the sky he he thrust in out of me whispering in his ear how great it feels to have him filling me up with his hard cock as he thrust faster harder into me moaning his name I whisper let me ride your hard cock with my tight ass while my tits bounce in your face as you suck lick bite on my hard nipples my tight ass moving up down your hard throbbing cock I can feel your cock getting ready to explode within me I ease my tight ass off your blood red throbbing cock I get between your legs gliding your hard cock across my lips and soft face feeling the heat of your cock against my skin I part my lips and slide my wet warm lips mouth along your cock it jumps at the attention my warm mouths lips tongue give to it making you release your sweet milk tasting you as it drips down my lips chin onto my hard nipples you lay back while I lick you very

Erotic Stories - Will You Buy My Books?
This happened, summer of 2004 at an outdoor cafe in Dallas Texas, about 730pm., Friday night A friend and I had been casually talking for about 9 months and we just decided to "meet' for the first time. She was 5/10, about thick, red hair, voluptuous, pretty feet and she knew how to flaunt her body in a way that got my attention. We ended up having lunch as the sun was setting in the background, at an outdoor cafe where lots of execs and uppity people mingle on Friday nights. Valet took my car and parked it and we found a seat right in the middle of the patio. We ordered our margaritas and talked for a while and being bold as she was, she jumped on the subject of feet. She showed me her shoes which made my mouth water. The were sexy, strappy black mules, that had a wooden sole, i wanted to lick her feet and suck her toes so bad. She began to tease me with seductive talk , asking me if i thought her feet were sexy. Of course, I said yes, as I gulped while I began to s

Cancer Awareness
No one ever knows when something so serious can strike someone close to you. It was brought to my attention that a dear member of P.h.a.t.t.y Girls/Lovers, and Fubar, is fighting a hard fight with cancer. §è××îî£å£åØwñwè®§îñƒµl$ÞlåýÞèñ~$îñƒµl$¢®èw~£ºllîÞºÞGµ®lzÇµlb@ fubar Our prayers go out to her and her family, because she will soon be undergoing surgery to help aid her in becoming cancer free. I would like to wish her luck and a speedy recovery, so she can return to us here. I personally ask everyone that reads this to say a prayer and pass it on to a friend so they can say one too. The prayers of one sometimes seem to go unheard, but how about the prayers of many. Fubar, please keep her in your prayers and thoughts!!!!!! imikimi - Customize Your World Sarah McLaughlin - In The Arms Of An Angel (City Of Angels Soundtrack).mp3 -

Dumbocrats
In my time so far here on Fubar, I have found several people in the mumms who call many other people names for their political preferences. As soon as I read someone calling someone else a name or labeling someone they themselves state usually in another comment on the same mumm that they are an independent voter. Is that common sense? I say no.

Red_hot_brides
Picked out your wedding dress already ? Let me tell you a secret. It's a big secret. Here it is. You picked a: B O R I N G wedding dress See http://redhotbrides.com for exciting and classy wedding dress options

Why Relationships Fail
Why Love Relationships Fail Love relationships fail because at no time in our training by society are we given a factual model of what a love relationship is, or how to make one succeed. There are fundamentally three levels on which intimate relationships operate, and our social training only prepares us to deal with one of them – the most superficial one – and even that one ineptly. This superficial level is called the expectations level. It is usually the only level we address consciously. The expectations level consists of all our self-images and self-importance. When we primp ourselves in front of a mirror, what we are primping is our expectations of other people. It’s the level of our daydreams and fantasies, whereon everyone is as impressed with us as we are with ourselves. On the expectations level what interests us the most about a prospective partner is his or her physical attractiveness, manner of dress and bearing, social and educational background, future

Life Today
Okay, so I was checking on my friend after the holidays and trying to find out if her son made it back from his stay with his dad. He is 2 1/2 too. Well, when I talked to her she told me that her son was sick and was running over a 103 degree temp when she got him back. I guess, apparently, her ex fiance did not have any heat at his place and no food in the house for the ten days that he had his son. I told her that she should have filed a CPS report against him but it would do no good as he lives out of state. Basically, she had to take her son straight to the emergency room because he had the first stages of pnemonia and was very very sick. Luckily, she knows that she will not allow for her son to ever go back to his father again and that he will get only supervised visitations. I am still wondering today that since her ex allowed this to happen she should have called someone about her ex, though. Her ex is finally back at his home and now my friend is caring for a very sick child...

Good For The Moment
One word at a time to describe what it is I feel. One second at a time to realize this is not real. One feeling remains to be true through and through. I am me and there is nothing I can do for you. To the world it is I, that I, can afford. My friendship truly is your only reward. Looking to me to attempt to purchase your love? You would have better luck seeking gold from above.

Men!!
The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best out of everything they have. Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you happiness and bad days give you experiences. Both days are essential in life. Stop whinning and start being grateful. Love, Peace and Soooouuuulllll. MEN!!! this is primarily for the women but it is still funny. 1.WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a fina

Sex
so i was at work to day and my boss yealled at me for like 2 hourz and then she left then my help was being t=stupid and treated me like shit then it was tyme to close and we got 15 orderz and i just trhey iped out and was about to quit then i got a smoke then it was all better and now i am home

D.i.l.l.i.g.a.f!!!
i am curious to know how many people have actually read my profile. i mean if you have then ya shouldn't be surprised by the things i do. Just cuz some of the things i have on there are one liners from a (hed) Planet Earth song does not mean they aren't true.

You Tube
all right everyone you tube had to remove tons of vids from their site and now I keep finding pplz stash where they have kick ass shit but then it's not there cause it is gone. this is just a friendly heads up so ppl don't get bad stash rates form the assholes out there

Auction
AUCTION WILL RUN FROM 2/28/09 TIL 3/06/09. RULES ARE SIMPLE. MIN BID IS 500K. HIGHEST BIDDER WINS. WINNING BIDDER HAS 24 HOURS TO PAY. IF THE WINNING BIDDER FAILS TO PAY WITHIN ALLOTTED TIME FRAME AUTO WILL GO TO SECOND HIGHEST BIDDER. LAST BUT NOT LEAST NO DRAMA!!! WITH THAT SAID GOOD LUCK AND HAPPY BIDDING. ****NOTE: i HAVE DECIDED TO ALLOW THE WINNING BIDDER TO CHOOSE BETWEEN AN AUTO 11 OR CHERRY BOMB.****

Tag Ur It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love vampires or anything gothic 2. I love tatts and piercings 3. my favorite color is purple 4. I have short hair now 5. I have been to hell and back to finally be happy. 6. im really short 7. I love country music and some rock 8. I love my children 9. Im going to school for my degree in Business Mgmt. 10. I love my friends and miss the ones I have lost along the way. People tagged 1. KJ 2. Bunny 3. Elly 4. Foxy 5. Lissa 6. Jenna 7. Hot Momma 8. Sexy Silent 9. Dragon 10.Dax

Could It Be??
the question has been asked all throughout history. and here we are once again to ask that same age old question. does it it exist???? and does it really happen?? i mean we hear tales of people who meet a few day later end up married and live happily ever after .. but i beleive there is more to it than meets the eye. so lets look at this realisticly and try to find the answere together .. so does it exist, and can it really happen to just anybody???????

Promo #1
On a secluded highway somewhere in Texas, sits a gleaming silver SUV, and a darker late model coupe. On the hood of the coupe sits a gentleman, and straddling him, is a long haired, beautiful woman. Concentrating on showing each other attention with their lips, they continue getting even more heated. Her face is so beautiful to him, he loves taking her face into his hands, as he is addicted to kissing her lips, feeling her tounge on his. He begins kissing down her cheek, and down her neck, she looks up to the stars and lets out a gasp, and a slight moan. She hysterically proceeds to remove her pen stripped jacket, revealing her white tank top, and her sidearm holster. He smiles big, and slides his hand down the center of her body, forcing her erect nipples to poke through the thin layer that seperates her bare skin, to him. She begins, forcefully trying to work the button and zipper of his slacks, looking into his eyes, letting him know it is imperative that he reveals himself to

Reality
reality, fubar is a game and a popularity contest that is over run with drama. i am now choosing to surround myself only with fun and supportive people here. i am sure i will start deleting those "friends" that never talk to me or never rate me or anything. there is no need to have 5 million friends on here. i would rather have a tight smaller group of people that talk to each other and help each other out when they need it. could be with rates, leveling or life. i have too many better things to do than deal with drama that a select few cause. lets keep it real on here

Fall
It happens so slowly that it isn't even noticeable at first;brightness fades,colors dull,personality dies,sound minimizes,activity lessens,andwarmth leaves.Until eventually;there is almost constant darkness,everything is monochromatic,the shell is empty,sound is barely audible,activity is halted ,andthere is only coldness......Fall has become

Slaughterkraze!!
to be or not to beyeah thats been the question on my mind... so i decided to explode my heart by running 15 miles a day or more unfortunately for me or fortunately its just getting stronger... i even fail at suicide hey everyone amanda and i have begun the launch of her new creative business please come on over and check us out shes trying to support herself while going to college at roane state and is doing what she loves ... designing fashion acessories this is her link im working on something for fubar but i need help could anyone put it together for her? thanks http://www.myspace.com/slaughterkraze

Mother's Glue
I wonder how she does it, holding it together the way she does. It seems no matter how life gets out of place she puts it back the way it was. It's always been a mystery, but I guess it must be true. That there is nothing stronger than a mother's love when she uses Mother's Glue. Now Mother's Glue is not a recipe, or that sticky stuff used in art. But it's that special love that mothers use to keep your life from falling apart. It's the way she is always there to listen so you know that everything will be okay. It's that special bonding hug she gives you to help you make it through the day. It's the way she is able to touch your face and hold the tears away. It's the way she stays up all night with you to hold the fears away. It's the way she makes the sacrifice because she'll do anything for you. Because she knows you just wouldn't make it if she didn't use Mother's Glue But, if you're still not sure then ask her, and I'll bet she'll just smile at you. Because a mother never uses word

Free Mmorpg Games Corner
For a long time, pay to play games like World of Warcraft and Warhammer Online were considered untouchable, but as it stands the MMORPG market is evolving. More and more free MMORPG games are being released every week while only one or two major pay to play MMORPGs are being released every year. Just because there are a lot of free to play games though doesn’t mean any of them are really ‘great’, but I can safely say that the ‘latest generation’ of free to play titles are downright amazing. New free to play titles like Atlantica Online, Runes of Magic and Dragonica Online can actually stand toe-to-toe against pay to play MMO juggernauts like World of Warcraft and Eve Online. These game’s aren’t ‘cheap’, as they have great production values. Heck, Runes of Magic looks just as good as World of Warcraft graphic wise. Those who have played Dragonica Online will vouch for me when I say that game is downright amazing for a free to play

Please Read And Comment
FIRST OFF I WANNA LET EVERYONE KNOW THIS IS FROM MY VFW POST COMMANDER. I SERVED 4 YRS IN THE ARMY TO BE TOLD I AM A SECOND RATE CITIZEN. I SAY FUCK THAT BULLSHIT!!!VFW's are closing around the country, why? Because the powers that be have decided that veteran services are not that important to the common good. The VFW is a place where vets can go to be around other vets and help each other. One of the greatest things that the VFW does is to have a liaison to the VA to help with the paperwork needed to cut through the red tape. This is how I got my disability. A vet helped me and I have helped other vets. But now they are closing all around the country. "Budget cuts" are the culprit, and do you know where those funds come from? The same budget that gives to schools and to prisons. They are giving more to inmates and taking away from vets! I say fuck that! After someone goes off to fight for their country the US should bend over backward to make sure they have everything the vet needs t

According To You!
According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right. According to you I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind. I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you. According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place. According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away. I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel l

Is Muscle Milk Good For You?
It is very important remember that muscle milk is valuable if ingested when following a proper diet and a serious workouts routine. It isn't a dieting product like lots of people think. Having said that, here are several adverse reactions that you can be vulnerable to after ingesting muscle milk too much: Typical negative effects that are thought to have an effect on patients are queasiness, abdomen aches and also looseness of the bowels. This can be because of vitamin accumulation in the human body, caused as a consequence of too much vitamins A and D. Simply because these are fat soluble vitamins, they can't get away from the system quickly, and might subsequently result in the above mentioned adverse reactions. Just how much is way too much vitamin will likely be identified according to the body type, sexual characteristics, fat burning capacity, along with your existing amounts of vitamins D and A.Fat gain is yet another complication that could be encountered in the event that musc

Goa Escorts World
Hello Gentleman ,I’m Rimple Roy Escorts Service in Mumbai area, and recurrent. I'm a tall fair-haired, with long legs, projected and tight body. But behind closed doors I love to show rotten my general lingerie and seductive petite body. I am a golfer so if you require a girl to contribute with here I am.

Life...a Roller Coaster
I started this to get oppinions and options in the world of everyday life, the roller coaster ride of life, any topic can be discussed I dont beleive in sencorship . After going through what what went through with hurrican Katrina im sure you can guess how upset with the government i am all local ,state, and fed .. I dont care if its democrat,republican,independant the whole system is fked up and should be all disband .. it does say in the constitution that if the american people are dissatified with the government they can tare it down and start a new one .. dont quote me word for word lol but it is in there anyways im done with the rambling, i hope we all can discusse some great topics and have tons of fun .. peace n love Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No, Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey,you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the

Shity Dayz
hello people it's been a while since i was last on lol but yeah to my new friends thanks fro the add hope everybody is doin good well things with me are goin ok things could be better lol but yeah well that's all for now hope to talk to some of you guys out there much luv, ~ashlyn~ =^.^= man today i feel like shit b/c im sick lol but yeah that's about it i need a cig.

My First One , Eva
now lately i have been hearing that people are getting to old for halloween , that can't even happen!!!!!!!!!!!! you can't be to old for a birthday or christmas , so you can't be too old for frikkin halloween , it just not right , it's the one day out of the year , you get to be a dream come true , and if another adult just so happens to give you candy more power to ya , i i want candy , so my nieces and nefew are gonna get it , (because i got one hell of a sweet tooth)so if you see, me drop the candy in the bag , not that hard........... this is my first blog and i'll give you some insight into what is me..............so today i came home with a new family member , a kitten i haven't named yet and i didn't know what to feed it ,so i kept giving it weird things , in the end i just gave him some milk , i was tired dammit... i\'m am so amazingly happy right now i found the perfect man , his name is anthony and he is just right for me ,fun and built to perfection! i adore him ,with ever

Out Of Commision
So here I sit, bored again as I have been for the last week. You see, last monday I had a little accident. While at work on an out of state site in R.I., a co-worker and I were unloading and ice bridge (see photos)from the truck. I had the side that we had already lowered to the ground, Mike had the side that was still up on the truck. When he tried to transfer it from over his head to his side, he dropped it. Instead of telling me, or even making a sound, he just let me find out the hard way. When his side hit, it rotated and jerked my side out of my hands; where it landed firmly across my right foot. That was at 9:30 a.m. After jumping around and swearing for about 5 min. I took off my boot to have a look. It didn't look that bad, just a welt acrosss the foot where it landed. So not thinking and more of it, I laced my boot up extra tight and went back to work. After working a full day I drove home. When I got home at about 4:30 I took off my boot again to see if it looked a

Living Alter
Thunder Dance Listen, sssssh, can you hear. In the distance the low soft beat of his drum. He is coming, he is coming, Brother Thunder is coming his drum beats are getting stronger. Look a brilliant arrow split the darkened sky, Brother Lightning has joined Thunder. But who is this that causes the trees and bushes to sway as her skirts brush past, ahhh it's Sister Wind. Her dance takes her high in the trees an now down to the ground, she circles me and I lift my arm an join her in the dance. Round an round ever faster we dance, but we slow at the approach of the sound of tiny steps and cooling presence of Sister Rain. Now Brother Thunder's drum is slowing as be moves to share his dance, an Brother Lightning's arrow light the way, and now Sister Wind moves along with our Brothers, leaving Sister Rain to cool the fever of the dance and give freshness to the Earth. MAB(aka Willow) this piece has been published and carries both national and international

Web Shyt
What black man u know that can keep beating a white woman's ass & not go 2 jail? . . . Barack Obama!! [Verse 1:] I'm A Superman Thanks To Lois Lane Kissed Away My Problems When I Went Insane Fished Me From The Bottom When I Lost My Name Gave Me Something I Could Live For (Something I Could Live For) And Everybody Wonders What's The Change They Don't Recognize Me Cause I Got So Much To Say And I Never Thought That Anyone Could Love Someone So Much That They Give Up On Everything [Chorus:] I Will Be There To Take Care Of You I Will Be There When You Cry Babe I Will Be There When You Need Someone To Tell You That You're Beautiful Baby I Will Be There When You Need Someone To Run With I Will Be There When You Need Someone To Dance With I'm Your Lover When The Skies Turn Grey Everyday Til Its Beautiful Baby Oh Til Its Beautiful Til Its Beau-Ooh Ooh Baby Til Its Beautiful Baby [Verse 2:] I'm A Butterfly When I'm In Your Hands You Can T

I Want That One
There was a farmer once who had some puppies for sale. He made a sign advertising the puppies and nailed it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was nailing the sign to the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down to see a little boy with a big grin and something in his hand. "Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies." "Well," said the farmer, "these puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal." The boy dropped his head for a moment, then looked back up at the farmer and said, "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?" "Sure," said the farmer, and with that he whistled and called out, "Dolly. Here, Dolly." Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy's eyes danced with delight. Then out from the doghouse peeked another little ball of fur, this one noticeably smaller. Down the ramp it slid and began hobbling in an unrewarded attempt to catch up with the others. The pup was

Left Of Surreal
So to reach and stay at #1 for January They Zeph nees your votes daily! Thanks to you I have reached 43 out of 321.. can we get all the way to #1 for the month of January?!? With your votes we can! You can vote every day! Get your own button for your page Get your own button for your page A new little song I wrote... let me know what ya think It's insane Never thought it'd come to this ripping, tearing away everyhting within A souless void Disembodied screams Transfering rage Transmissions of hate Transgressions agression Wait... Here it comes again Never ending night It's desolate Yet eerily satisfying A taste so sweet Rending flesh A dying light Inside eyes of grey Sparks fly Pulls you in again Left of surreal Bordering Nightmares Transfering rage Transmissions of hate Transgressions agression Wait... Just wait...

Virus Warnings
This is a Virus Alert! AT&T Internet Security is seeing a surge of fraudulent email containing the threat known as the Storm Trojan. This email may claim to be from AT&T, and it warns the user about a malicious threat. The email attaches a file that it claims is a security patch that will protect the user from this threat. However, the attachment itself is a malicious threat. AT&T does not send e-mail attachments like this. Beware of email with one of the following subject lines: Worm Detected! [UNABLE TO SCAN] Worm Detected! [WARNING - ENCRYPTED ATTACHMENT NOT VIRUS SCANNED] Virus Alert! [WARNING - ENCRYPTED ATTACHMENT NOT VIRUS SCANNED] Worm Detected! Worm Detected! Undeliverable: Virus Det [ATTENTION - NON TRAIT? PAR ANTIVIRUS -- WARNING - NOT VIRUS SCANNED]%s Virus Detected!ected! Virus Activity Detected! ATTN! Spyware Alert! Spyware Detected! Warning! Trojan Alert! Trojan Detected! Worm Activity Detected! Virus Alert! The sender name may be on

I Am 1 Year Old And Cool As Hell!
***You Belong in 1967*** If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In? http://www.blogthings.com/whatyeardoyoubelonginquiz/

For Sumone Special
Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you go, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is away, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... I always will love you. i never had anyone one i can count on i been let down so many times i was tired of hurting, so tired of searching till you walked into my life it was a feeling ive never known for the first time i didnt feel alone , your more then a lover there could never be another that makes me feel the way you do

Promise
45 things a girl would die for 1-touch their waist 2-talk to them 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss them slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say i love you when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful not sexy! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! ..20 u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-kiss her on her forhead 23-kiss her on top of her head 24-make her feel loved 25-we might d

What We Had
What We Had By Steven Cook I gave you everything I had to give Is my life over or can I live With these built up emotions and shattered dreams Telling myself, your not that obscene You walked away like you had nothing to lose At that moment I was depressed and confused Your strong and your beautiful, you’ll make it in time Only to realize, wake up and find That the man of your dreams that you had in your grasp Was the man that you had left in your past You’ll soon start to wonder and ask yourself why When the man that your with wipes the tear from your eye He’ll never know the truth about why that tear fell You’ll be sad and depressed and let your mind dwell You’ll think of me often about how I was true And how I should’ve been the one for you Its to late now you my dreams have been shattered One lucky girl will help me put them back together

Time
IM IN A CONTEST FOR A WEEK BLAST .. NEED COMMENTS AND LOTS OF THEM IF YOUR A DUDE YOU CAN LOOK AT MY PARTNER AND COMMENT HER ..COMMENTS TO EITHER OF US ARE ADDED TOGETHER SO GO VOTE PLEASE .. DUTCH CLICK EITHER LINK ~*~ DUTCH ~*~ ~*~ krissy ~*~ like seconds of a minute time seems to fly by life is circling around my head i wish to run away from it all but im stuck in a pit all alone i wait waiting for what the person that will never find me the people who dont care i know i am meant to be a alone and eternity without paradise is my life i know time cant be manipulated but i wish i could freeze it for the one minute when i wasnt wrong i was ignored i was alive if time is never on my side then time is a lie time doesnt exist

Birthdays Suck!!!!!!!
Well I had my birthday last week....That was a waste of a day. If it wasn't for lil bit and a couple other people it wouldn't have been worth having. My parents didn't even call me. I moved to Texas from Chicago area, you'd think they missed me at least a little. I think not. I ended up not being able to follow through with the plans I had made. I guess I just won't make plans anymore.

Thoughts...
To make me feel happy You don't have to give me the world. Everyday just remind me, That I'm the one. To make me feel special, More that I've ever known, Just tell me, I'm the only one. To make me feel magnificent, it isn't hard. Just always, Have me in your heart. To make me feel more loved, You don't have to give me the world, To make me happy, Make me feel, That I'm yours.

To Get To You
im bored so i thot id drop in and ramble.... things i like....dragons, my truck (cuz she so fly!!) i built that too!! tattoos, ink, airbrush, art...things no one knows about me ?? hhmm....i like old movies(john wayne westerns..fav is mcclintock..the red head (yes i know her name) was hot for an old lady ..lollol) i am a published writer, artist,poet, photographer....i can do anythng artistic...just gimme 2.2 secounds!! lol the only chevy i will admit to likeing is a CORVETTE...theres nothing like a 63 split window!! the only ford i will admit to is....a thunderbird..the old like 50's n 60's!! music...well...everything from rap, joan jett, malissa etheridge....aint to crazy about country but theres ust sumpin bout the way terri clark looks!! got to meet her summer of 05!! we even talked DODGE....cuz she gots one!! loli will stop here.... anything u wanna know?? ask!! later!! S To Get To You by Karen Robertson What I would do to be in your arms.... I'd swi

Fed Up!!!!!
Ok people! This is it! I'm done trying to find a woman for myself and my son. I have been trying to talk to people but they don't talk back ( except for a very few)! Everyone that I get interested in is not interested in me or that they live too far away. Can't find anyone near me that is interested in me. So I'm done trying!!! So if anyone wants to talk to me, you can contact me on hotmail @ hornytoad1965, or on yahoo @ hornytoad1965, or on AIM at hhornyisme. Please don't let the names fool you. So now I will find out who my true friends are!!!! Sorry if this blog seems like I have an attitude right now, but it is because I'm depressed. OK, I'M F'ING FED UP WITH WOMEN. HAD A DATE LAST FRIDAY AND SHE CANCELLED AND DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER CALLING. SHE SAID HER MOM GOT SICK. THEN I TALKED TO HER BEST FRIEND AND SHE ACTED LIKE SHE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT. NOW I JUST FOUND OUT THAT THIS OTHER GIRL THAT WAS INTERESTED IN ME, NEVER TOLD ME AND SHE TELLS HER BEST FRIEND THAT WE HAD TALKED AND

Sexual Iq
I want to eat pussy and ass!!I love to get a hold of the nice little pearl and flick my tongue across it and suck on it...I love to wrap my arms around the girls thighs while I am eating pussy and lookin up at them.. Then we 69 And I love it when they cum and cum and cum.Then I cum for them...Who wants to?? I am very horny and would like to meet up with some one and fuck all night long!!Any takers? Write to me and let me know..The more kinky the better!!:)

Fondue
A pinch of this,a pinch of that Sure to make me nice and fat A little dash a bit of spice Always makes it really nice Watch it bubble stir it quick I hope it doesn't make me sick Take a spoon and have a taste MmmMmm this isn't going to waste But it needs a little fix Hmm lets add this to the mix Now where'd I put that shiny top We'll let it simmer in the pot Here we go,done... almost All i need is a little toast Grab a plate,a napkin to God I love Chocolate Fondue

Online Drama
DRAMA, DRAMA,DRAMA WHY IS IT EVERYWHERE I GO OLINE THERE IS SOME TYPE OF DRAMA? LET'S FIRST DEFINE "ONLINE". ONLINE MEANS THAT THE THINGS THAT GO ON HERE ARE NOT REAL. IT'S JUST A COMPUTER PEOPLE, WAKE UP AND GET A REAL LIFE. I AM REALLY TIRED OF READING AND SEEING SENSELESS DRAMA FROM "GROWN ASS PEOPLE". I MEAN HONESTLY THIS WAS INVENTED FOR FUN AND GAMES. THATS IT. I'M SURE THAT 99% OF THE PEOPLE HERE HAVE 9-5 JOBS AND DEAL WITH A LOT OF EVERYDAY DRAMA IN THEIR REAL LIVES AND USE MYSPACE, 360,CHERRYTAP AND OTHER SUCH NATURED WEBSITE AS A MEANS TO GET AWAY FROM THE DRAMA IN THEIR EVERYDAY LIVES AND TO HAVE FUN AND RELAX. THATS IS WHAT I COME HERE FOR. HOW ABOUT THE REST OF YOU? FRANKLY I DONT HAVE TIME TO COME HERE OR TO ANY OTHER SITE AND ARGUE OVER A DAMN COMPUTER. IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT IT, ITS CHILDISH AND ASSININE. THAT IS ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS WHY I STOPPED COMING TO THESE SITES, BECAUSE OF THE SENSELESS DRAMA. SO LETS ALL HANG OUT, RELAX AND HAVE FUN. KI

Stories
I had been giving you lessons on using the internet and typing skills and you were becoming very good at it. You were almost addicted. Like a kid with a new toy. Late one night you were playing Outwar and the character I had created for you and you had been in there for hours. You butt was almost molded to the chair. Try as you may you just couldn’t get up you were having too much fun. As you accepted the newest quest in your journey, something fell over your eyes. You could feel it being tied behind your head, as you tried to protest a voice in your ear softly whispered…”Now don’t fight and be a good boy”. The hair all over your body stood up as the mouth issuing that breath gently grazed your neck. Your arms were lifted above your head and your shirt removed. Exposing your chest, back, shoulders, and stomach to the cool air coming from the A/C unit in the window. Goose bumps jumped up all over your body. Whether they were from anticipation of things to come

Daddy
MY DAD TURNED 65 ON JUNE 13. I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN A GOOD FATHER AND PROVIDER FOR ME. BUT, I WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING. WHY CAN'T I HUG HIM OR KISS HIM OR EXPRESS THE WAY I FEEL TO HIM? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? WHY AM I LIKE THIS? HE LIVES WITH ME BUT, HE SPENDS MOST OF THE TIME IN MEXICALI, MEXICO. 2 WEEKS AGO HE WAAS RIGHT HERE AND HE WAS NOT FEELING TO GOOD SO HE WENT TO MEXICALI TO SEE HIS DOCTOR. YESTERDAY HE CAME AND I ASKED HIM WHAT DID THE DOCTOR SAY? HE SAID THAT THE DOCTOR TOLD HIM THAT HE SUFFERED A STROKE. OF COURSE I FELT REALLY BAD BUT, I DID NOT SHOW IT. TODAY WHEN HE WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE BECAUSE HE IS GOING TO MEXICO. WELL ALL THE WAY WHERE HE IS FROM. HE STARTED CRYING AND I ASKED HIM WHAT'S WRONG? HE SAID NOTHING. I TOLD HIM WHY ARE YOU CRYING? WHAT DIDN'T YOU TELL US? HE SAID NOTHING. HE HAS GONE TO MEXICO BEFORE BUT, HE HAS NEVER CRYED BECAUSE HE WAS LEAVING THAT'S WHY I WAS ASKING HIM SO MANY QUESTIONS.MAN PEOPLE WHEN I SAW HIM CRYING I WA

I Been Away.
Works been pretty scattered, please check me out!http://myworld.ebay.com/penelopeenterprise/ I had gotten a new job, working days for the first time in years. Needless to say it didn't work out. Though the company still deemed me valuable enough to keep me on nights, I am again a driver and that depressed me so I just cut myself off from the world. Now I've accepted my situation and am recovering. I am sorry if anyone was hurt by me, but, I was not in any type of mental state to deal with anyone.

Goals & Dreams
Date: September 29, 2006 When I became 18yrs old I was hanging out w/ some bad influences who I thought were my friends and did some real stupid shit. I got a bank account and was trying to save money but that didnt last for long because after a couple of years I then started to write some bad checks cause my friends had talked me into it. Once I started it,, and seen how easy it was then I kept going till the checks wouldn't go through anymore. Now it's been like 10yrs and I have been wanting to own my own home so I have something stable for my children. I been through a homebuying education course and got my certificate, plus have spent the last 4-5yrs cleaning up my credit and building credit. The one thing I'm pissed about is that 10yrs ago I recieved a certified letter in the mail at my mother's address and she signed for it knowing I told her to NEVER sign ANYTHING for me. It just happened to be a court document for me to go to court in regards to a few of the bad checks I wr

A Little Story
My thought for today This morning I woke up to a VM from my mom apologizing for forgetting my bday AND that my "dad's" funeral was on my bday..... WTF? She didn't even tell me he DIED! I guess she said she sent it in a text, but for one WHO SENDS NEWS OF A DEATH OVER TEXT!! She should've call me...... :( Anyways, so his funeral was yesterday and I missed it.... I could've been there too. I don't know what worse, the fact I didn't know or the fact that if I did know, I could've.... no... SHOULD'VE been there. I hadn't seen him in a while... you never know when people are going to go. Everbody always thinks about time as infinite. Then somebody dies. You rethink everything, and realize that it's not. But everybody knows that thought doesn't last forever... after a few weeks or months you go back into the same thought of infinite time........ He wasn't ready yet. I know people think he is in a better place, but he wasn't an unhappy person. Not around me at least. He was alwa

I Am Alive
WELL I JUST BECAME A STATISTIC........... A FUCKIN ASSHOLE CUT ME OFF TURNED LEFT ALMOST ON TOP OF ME AND i HAD TO LAY MY BIKE DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOTHING BROKE ON ME JUST A COUPLE CUTS AND BRUISES AND SORE AS HELL.. SCARED THE HELL OUT OF MY FAMILY. WHY R SOME PEOPLE SO FUCKIN BRAIN DEAD?????????????? I'LL KNOW MORE ABOUT THE BIKE TOMMORROW AFTER I CALL THE DEPEW POLICE GOODNIGHT Ok here is the deal so far. I am out of work for awhile, my 2yr old motorcycle is totaled and at the scrapyard. Nothing on my bod is broke, alot of deep bruiseing and my ribs shifted,however: a normal neck is supposed to be curved mine is straight. I might have some screwed up disks. Not sure yet waiting for MRI results. BUT I am alive and able to bitch about it.

Polotics
Whether Liberal or Labour , I think you'll get a kick out of this! A little boy goes to his dad and asks, "What is Politics?" Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The Prime Minister. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night,! he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his nappy. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and see s his

Baseball :)
Explaining Baseball At one point during a game, the coach said to one of his young players, "Do you understand what cooperation is? What a team is?" The little boy nodded in the affirmative. "Do you understand that what matters is whether we win together as a team?" The little boy nodded yes. "So," the coach continued, "when a strike is called, or you're out at first, you don't argue or curse or attack the umpire. Do you understand all that?" Again the little boy nodded. "Good," said the coach, "now go over there and explain it to your mother."

Packing & Moving
so, the mortgage company is about to screw me. they arent going to be able to make my closing date, which will certainly mess up my moving date... and that was the -only- weekend i have free until january... this may mean i cant buy the house at all. grrrrrr. woohoo! moving moving moving. i got the house... waiting for the underwriting to go through... which i was assured wouldnt be a problem. so... i'm packing. 38 boxes packed (2 wardrobe, 1 medium, and 35 small boxes). made a sizable dent i think. :) still a lot of work to do. kitchen, closets, bathroom, computer desks, and random crap (you know the stuff you always wind up packing b/c you didnt have anyplace it belonged). the crew / army will be coming down to help w/ the move. mostly w/ the whole thing, but some people can only make it to one side of the move. it should be even more interesting since both of my parents will be coming down as well. ... and before you ask... the party will probably be in february or march.

What Is The Meanning Of Life
When I ask this I dont want people to say that the answer is 42 that is something that I can not handle I am looking for an answer with meanning. So I sit in front of my computer screen after I started a Mumm. And I listen to all the hits one right after the other. It gets to be kind of deafening, boom, boom, boom. I am not complaining though the first Mumm I did only had 12 views and 1 vote.

Songs That I Love
sorry blame it on me [Intro: Akon] As life goes on I'm startin to learn more and more about responsibility And I realize that everything I do is affectin the people around me So I wanted to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done and things that haven't occured yet And things that they don't want to take responsibility for [Akon] I'm sorry for the times that I left you home I was on the road and you were alone I'm sorry for the times that I had to go I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know That you were sittin home just wishin we could go back to when it was just you and me I'm sorry for the times I would neglect I'm sorry for the times I disrespect I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not away That you can't sleep at night when I am not there Because I'm in the streets like every day I'm sorry for the things that I did not say Like how you are the best t

Are You From Jacksonville, Nc Area And Like Rock Music(free Seether Tickets)??
I won tickets(2) to a Seether concert at the House Of Blues in Myrtle Beach Last night at a bar. If you want these tickets, shoot me an email. Then come get them. I live in Havelock, nc. The concert goes tonight at 7pm. I can not make it. Luke

The Heart Of A Champion
The Heart Of A Champion It is a great day to be a Cowboy's fan. A great quarterback, a great team, Division Champs and heading to the playoffs. Having the heart of a champion is winning when you really shouldn't. In Buffalo, Tony Romo threw picks all over the place, and Buffalo was more than ready to play. In the 4th quarter, our team never stopped believing in themselves or their quarterback, and with the game on the line they showed the heart of a champion to win the game! This past Sunday our offense seemed to sputter off and on throughout the game. They were especially having trouble with third down conversions. Our defense struggled with Kitna and his timing based passing, and it looked like they were one step ahead. Would the Cowboys be handed their second defeat of the year and denied the NFC East Championship another week? Of course not. With the game on the line, and no timeouts, the ball was in Romo's hands once again. In a game where Detro

Wtf!!
I was checking out my "friends" blogs and he came up and started spewing filth on me and then rerated me a 2. I don't understand why he has to be such a dick!! I was just reading the blog and agreeing with the content and even rated them a 10. Geeze...what the hell???

Scared
I am not sure how many of you are afraid of needles or of being put to sleep, but I have a great fear of both. In the morning, I am having some major dental surgery done and I am scared. Just asking my friends to please say a prayer for me. I may just be being a big baby, but I am scared and need all the thoughts and prayers I can get. Thank you, love to all! It really hurts to find that someone you thought was your best friend, ends up being someone you don't even know. Especially when you are in a place where you don't really know that many people. You trust them with your inner most feelings, then they betray you. I have many firends here but one was a friend in RL as well. That person hurt me more than I thought I could ever be hurt again. I have been through alot of hurt un the last few years, but this has almost destroyed my faith in the word FRIEND. Maybe I am just nieve in thinking that there is really love and trust and faith out there. As much as I wish I could just tu

Yes Or No
k i have a question i am in a relationship with tiana and i have another hot girl i am really interested in should i tell her or should i stay with the one im with could you guys help me out?plzzzzzzzzzz

Kingslayer- How 2- Series
Hi, just follow the #7 pictures to be able to drop HTML Code into your profile. Kingslayer **NOTE THIS IS FOR NEWBIE PROFILES ONLY*** #1 ************************** #2 ************************** #3 ************************** #4 ************************** #5 ************************** #6 ************************** #7 **************************

"culling The Herd"...so To Speak!
Hi All! Well, my friends list has once again climbed to an unmanageable 770. Since I want to be able to get through it each day to send comments to my "real" friends, I need to edit it down to around 650 or so. As always, for those of you who have stayed in contact with me, one way or another, please know you are friends for life (especially my tried and true friends)! For the others, who probably won't be reading this anyway, syornara, arrive derci, auf wiedersehn, hasta la vista and/or good-bye!

Story Of My Life!!!
STORY OF MY LIFE WOW I READ THIS AND THOUGH YOU KNOW THIS IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE. SO I WANTED TO BLOG IT SO THAT I CAN GO BACK AND READ IT EVERY DAY. Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the

For My Papa
I saw this poem and thought that it was great.... RIP PAPA WE LOVE & MISS YOU "The Dash" By Linda Ellis I read of a man who stood to speak at the funeral of his friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone from the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came the date of her birth and spoke of the second with tears, but he said that what mattered most of all was the dash between those years. For that dash represents all the time that she spent alive on earth, and now only those who loved her know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; the cars, the house, the cash. What matters is how we live and love and how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard, are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left. (You could be at "dash mid-range.") If we could just slow down enough to consider what's true and real, and always try to understand the way other people feel

New To This
I have myspace I am better at it www.myspace.com/katiamodel I just went on to this page so it is new if I don't get back to you it is because I can't I always do myspace and I have no clue how drink buzz happens or anything a friend is going to show me they have been updating for me.

Wtf
in·se·cu·ri·ty /ˌɪnsɪˈkyʊərɪti/ [in-si-kyoor-i-tee] 1. lack of confidence or assurance; self-doubt: He is plagued by insecurity. 2. the quality or state of being insecure; instability: the insecurity of her financial position. 3. something insecure: the many insecurities of life. —Synonyms 2. precariousness, shakiness, vulnerability. in·se·cure Audio Help /ˌɪnsɪˈkyʊər/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[in-si-kyoor] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective 1. subject to fears, doubts, etc.; not self-confident or assured: an insecure person. 2. not confident or certain; uneasy; anxious: He was insecure about the examination. 3. not secure; exposed or liable to risk, loss, or danger: an insecure stock portfolio. 4. not firmly or reliably placed or fastened: an insecure ladder. vul·ner·a·ble Audio Help /ˈvʌlnərəbəl/ Pr

So Sad
Some of you remember a few days ago I posted about my friends ex wife and her kids.. the infants were found dead and the man accused of this horrific crime is now being sentenced. (he was the twins father) this is terrible and if any of you would like to send donations, there will be an address at the bottom where they can be sent. here is the story, on the bottom 'll leave a link so u can watch the news video... Baraboo: The father of infant twins found dead Sunday night has now been charged with their murders. According to the criminal complaint the twins died from non-accidental multiple acute blunt force traumas. Police now say the 5 week old twins Savannah and Tyler were staying with their father David Yates last weekend. When their mother -Susan Winbun- came to pick them up on Sunday no one answered the door at Yates' home. Eventually the mother called police and they entered the condo through the patio door. The criminal complaint says inside they found David Yates lying on his

Inside The Heart Of The Vampire
You know so many people look and laugh at others because of our differences and thats what makes a unique family. But when you start pulling that family apart and tearing it down to little peices its takes its toll on everyone, You have back stabbers, and two-faced bitches. Liars and i hate to use this word but CUNTS. Everyone in this "industry" is a fucking back stabber no matter what the situation. No one can keep their words straight, and they think that they are better than others. and to be honest Im sick of it Im sick of being told what to do when to do it and who and whom not i can associate with. Its not fun, I fight for the right to do what i want within the limits of UCMJ so I will be damned if anyone will tell me different, all this crap is petty and un called for... I dont agree with any of it. how a once family can be turned into "enemies" is harsh and cruel. Its beyond what i would want to call "family" you never can get rid of family, and thats what we use to be

Ashley!
i met a great gal name ashley 3 months ago on another website. she's the love of my life. we might meet soon. she's talking about coming up to fond du lac, wi where i live to see me with her cousin. it would be great if she did. she's the best thing that's happened to me. i don't want to lose her. she's great. i love her so much.

From The Bottom Of My Heart!
I set my status this morning to: "Just a bad day for me" in hopes that my friends would understand if I didn't answer their shouts, messages, or return rates as I always do. I never dreamed that it would have the reaction it did. I have received so many private messages, hugs, roses, a beautiful video, a candle, it just goes on and on. These were from people I have talked to on here, and some from people that just visited my profile today! If anyone doubts that there are some wonderful people here on Fubar, I hope they read this!!!! My close friends already know why this was a bad day for me, but for those who don't...it was a year ago today that my fiance' passed away and it's been a very emotional day to get through, filled with both happy and sad things running through my head and heart. I just can't put into words how wonderful it was to come on here tonight and find all these beautiful messages, mostly from people who had no idea what was wrong, just wanting to do

Love
So what is love? Love is what you feel when you with someone you care for Love is what you feel when you do things for someone you care for Love is how you care for someone you like So what is love? Love is the way you care for your family Love is the way you care for your friends Love is the way you care for that certain person you call your girl friend So what is love? Love is when you miss someone, even for a minute Love is how you like everything about that person Love is every little thing you would do for each other So what is love? Love is when you talk on the internet for hours a day Love is when you would talk on the phone for hours till the phone dies Love is when you use all of your texts or minutes on each other So what is love? Love is the way I feel about my girl friend Love is the way I feel about a girl named Erica Love is the way I think we both feel about each other So what is love? Love is the feelings I have towards my new

Happy Hour ..
I finally got my first Happy Hour & it's all cause of you, my friends who helped me out. After asking so many of my friends to r/f/a stephanie lynn...i finally got the 150 plus more to help out. Of course I couldn't have done it with the help of you. Thank You so much for helping me out. You don't know how much how appreciative and thankful I am. So this bully is for you guys & gals. (If I forgot someone please forgive me. I've had to take over 150 links at the last minute.) Go show these great people some fubar love during my Happy Hour..Tonight @ 11pm Pacific time. Who wouldn't want friends like these. In no particular order...those that lend a helping hand. Texas Camaro Nut@ fubar Turboput@ fubar Crazy Sexy Cool Lips@ fubar wheelerX@ fubar mr_love@ fubar

Screwed Up
been through rough time last few days.. well last 5 yrs actually. Won't go into it all...but anyways..not up for chatting much lately. sorry .. Might be some changes going on in my life.. not sure yet what they will be. Anyways, just a heads up.

Auditions For American Idol
Yes my daughter had her audition for American Idol, and she didn't make it which I am still just as proud of her anyway... not important, but the reasoning s and what goes on at these are a whole other story. We spent 5 hours Monday in line and getting inside to register for this audition, and that went fine they give you a seat ticket for the one auditioning and one person friend or parent there for you. Today Aug 13, 2008 we got there again at 5 am to find out the rules that say there will be no camping out or early line up was broke by hundreds so by the time we got there the line was as long as it could possibly go. It rained and we got wet.. but made in inside the Arena. When they do the auditions the have 24 producers that they split up and put two at each desk about 20 ft apart with a small partition wall between them. This is all set up in the center of the arena. They divide the people auditioning into 4 lines in front of each desk, so each group is judged by a diff

Stuff
Some people! ' snorted a man standing behind me in the long line at the grocery store. 'You would think the manager would pay attention & open another line, 'said a woman. I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was and saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it. 'It's one of them welfare card things. People need to get a job like everyone else,' said the man standing behind me. The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment. 'It was me,' he said, point&

Poems
THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS by Clement Clarke Moore or Henry Livingston 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse; The stockings were hung by the chimney with care, In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there; The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads; And mamma in her 'kerchief, and I in my cap, Had just settled down for a long winter's nap, When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer, With a little old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. More rapid

Please Remember
DADDY'S POEM ~ Least we Forget ~ Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them

Me And My Other Half Carni
a few days ago some one asked me what i see when i look in the mirror...............so i thought about it and ........................... when looking in the mirror i don't see Jeff, i know it's sounds crazy but i don't see me. I see a manifestation of pain, a vesle that no longer belongs to me but to a separate person that keeps me guessing on what way to go. (i've always been differnt from the way i act, dress and even draw. now i'm not saying that i'm special or better than anyone else cuz i'm not but i do have my qualities and talents) for as long as i can remember i have these weird/deranged/psychotic/sick/suicidal thoughts. (i've never done anything to myself). so i decided to create what i like to call a mental maze to block all these thoughts in and keep them seperated. well as off these past couple days it's been getting worse and worse. due to the amount of stress i've been going thru w/ my family. (i'm not saying that my problems r far worse than anyone else's or a

A Special Guy I Want
As you walk past me I see the guy I like The guy of my dreams And the guy I’ll never call my own I spill my heart out at you And tell you how much i care but i still see my self Loving a man that’s taken Its okay I'll live I won't cry You’re just a guy The guy that’s always on my mind day in and out,cant stop thinking of what could be,But wont never happen hey but i guess i could always wish. for that special guy i want.

Why???
i start to want a relationship. then i get into one. and then it goes bad horribly fast. after the last time, i decided to be single, for, well, indefinitely. i hate them. wish i could bypass the first few parts and just get to the more deep parts. anybody care to try to help me understand it?????

Music First Song I Created
The First Mistake versus 1 There singing this to you just to tell you that I still think about you/I want to ask you how you been and who you with/how are you in this world/I still think about you and where would we be now/when you lay there all alone do you think about me like

Perfection
Plenty people throughout my life told me that perfection don't exist....but from my point of view, they haven't kissed your lips.....Held your hand Or touched your skin......It's obvious they never looked into your eyes and saw the ocean deep and wide......Or seen the clearest skies, lost their breath and damn near died, from their hearts skippin beats.....They must have never felt your touch...It's crystal clear to me that your smile has never lit their life.....They must be out their minds.....Cuz I seen perfection with my eyes...Seen my reflection deep inside......

Blood, Revisited
Blood drips from my finger's tips, as an ice cold breath leaves my lips. Stiffness has crepe into my joints, my mind is dull and without resolve. Life has no meaning without Death, and death is just an open doorway. To step inside is only the beginning, what awaits is not for the living to know. I have looked into that door, and have seen what is to come. Fear of the unknown, is only for those who do not know. Come walk with me inside this show, take my hand if you still fear. For death is only a beginning, not the eternal end. Come lay your worries upon my shoulder, and walk with me and be a little bolder. For life in this world is nothing but cold, and I weep for all my children, as I grow old. A poem for my love I will never see. Those with power have broken my spirit. Depression takes on many forms. I am so depressed now. I don't know what to do. My business is going great but my love life sucks. Without love is life worth living. A question to ponder, while wr

Parking Lot Stalking
Parking lot stalkers I dont normally write these things but this has been bugging me for some time. I feel the need to vent. Parking lot stalkers!!!! These people really piss me off. True they are not really hurting anyone or doing anything wrong they still piss me off. They roll around the parking lot scanning the lot for a space to park. They wait for someone to walk to their vehicle and leave. They will stop and just wait till that space is vacant. The people getting in their cars now feel rushed cause this jerk off is just sitting there staring at them. Not to mention that they are holding up any others that are behind them. If you have a medical condition that requires you to need a close place then that is all well and good. But otherwise park and walk your lazy ass up to the store. If you are a parking lot stalker and you try that with me I will do one of two things. I will either sit there till you move on or just walk back on the store. Mean? maybe so but I could care less. I

What Is A Good Vitamin To Take For Help Sleeping?
Natural vitamins usually are substances which have been required to preserve living. The human body wants supplements to stay healthy and also to execute its own operations. Without the presence of right quantity of the appropriate vitamins and minerals, people today could get several types of problems and also illnesses. Correct quantity suggests that there might be insufficient or even an excessive amount of any vitamin and mineral. Nutritional ingestion is indeed critical that the Fda standards proposed regular necessity is suggested in tags at food items.Natural vitamins aren't all alike. Many are usually fat-soluble, for instance vitamins A, D, E and also K. Your body saves most of these vitamin supplements within fat and also the hard working liver. In the event it wants these it requires what it really requires from these storage locations. Our bodies will not remove all of them. If your human body ingests even more than it takes, this keeps all of them and in addition they may

Humunculero
My hands in your eyes, actualize the clench of thighs, Justify the sighs, how your desire plies me and engages me, Sugared daddyish dream of my schemes in motion, I am the oceanic notions, the fulfillments extracted in toxic potions.

Goddess Of Romance
A Friendship of Hope You are my world that much is clear Everything you do, I hold dear It is our friendship I will always cherish Loving, caring, giving with the hope it will not parish Times we have talked with hours on end Getting to know each other to strengthen being friends It is your heart I sit beside No I will not run and hide You are special to me more than you know God I wish that it would show I think of you in every way Wondering how is your day So my lady who I call sunshine I hope our friendship last a life time

Five (5) Lessons To Make You Think About The Way We Treat People.
Five (5) lessons to make you think about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rai

Repost This For The Breast Sake
Myths About Suicide Myths about suicide can lead well-intentioned people to handle a suicide crisis improperly. Here are some of the most common ones: Myth: Asking suicidal people if they are thinking about committing suicide will put ideas in their heads. "If you suspect depression and/or suicidal thinking, the best thing to do is to ask the person directly," says Sandra Simz, LCSW, clinical consultant at Yolo County Suicide Prevention in California. "Suicide is dealt with most effectively when it is discussed openly and with emotional support." Myth: People who talk about suicide don't do it. All suicidal threats need to be taken seriously, even if you believe the other person is only saying it for a dramatic effect for example, a teenager breaking up with his girlfriend, or a young girl who is teased about her weight by kids at school. It's much better to err in favor of seriousness than to disregard the threat and later have to live with the consequences. Myth: Nobody can

This Is Fucking Funny
So, what's the deal with you girls here?Are you all professionals or are any of you here for just here and not worken it?It's bad enough that fubar copied almost all of its concepts and features from BDBP - http://rawhonestforum.com - originator of great inventions -but to make it more of a kick in the ass - every time I log on here, it is more difficult to interact with anyone. It started by you girls locking your galleries - which is fine; however, it's rude and annoying when you friend up with someone and still keep your photos locked - - making your friends have to kiss your ass and come grovel for additional permissions. Now days, every time I effort to interact with most here, I get this damn message saying "user doesn't allow you permission to do this - or something like that? What the fuck? You girls block people from messaging, commenting, shouting, viewing - - ridiculous. I'm the famous drunken editor and can see all the pics and talk to all the girls I wish - so don't think

Eternity
What condom are you? 18 Results with pics! Large CondomCongratulations Mr.Big. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com We walked with the old ones. We were to be one. then the ones who would destroy the balance came and destoyed all. Some using pure darkness, some using full light. They took all. from this time sense I have searched for you. Every time I find you, again everything is destroyed. In time we will be united and balance will be restored. We will be ballanced again. When this will come to pass none can say. Till then i walk in the shadows and watch both sides, I watch for you knowing you are there, somewhere in the grey mist searching also. Till we again become one I will walk with one foot in both worlds for this is the closest to ballance I can find. Till then I walk life after life untill I find you and banish that which took ballance from us. Written Long long ago on a dark night filled with rain and emptyness. You scored as Bond

2 Mah Family And Friends
o0o how i hate to sleep alone when it's so0o cold out..Thinking of The naughty Fukking one can be doing on a rainy night as this one. I love having Dripping wet S.E.X in the rain.. Who wants to be mah Fukk Buddy 2nite... Tuck me Ladies... Shyt if I ever get this blog thangie down..UGH I wrote allof you something beautiful and inlighting but hell if I know where it went to.. So now I forgot all that I had said.. But basicly what i was trying to say is that friends and Family seem to be neglected sometimes.We tend to get to wrapped up in ourselfs at time that we forget the important ones. The ones that are there when we need a helping hand or a shoulder to cry on or a listening ear, or something jus say to us u look like shyt i hope that your not going out with that on..LoL.. Way im saying this is that I was jus worxing on some graphicz for mah profile and fixin things up alittle cuz i have only been here for about a month or less. Still learning the way here...And i looked over

6 Weird Things About Me
1. this next birthday of mine i will have been a mother half my life at 30 yrs old 2. I hate winter but love the snow 3. In real Life i am one of the shyest people you will know untill i get to know you 4. I am addicted to sex 5. I am more in love with my husband now then when i married him 6. I walked into a courtroom with a loaded gun and almost killed a man yrs ago 7. whats your weird things?

My Automotive Website/forums
I would like to invite whoever goes to the trouble of reading this to my automotive website /forums. It has a photo gallery for registered users , a very nice classifieds section , technical info on anything with wheels , even has a personals section for the single gearhead. It covers cars , trucks ,and motorcycles of any make or model. You don't have to be an expert but just friendly and sociable. Registration , membership and usage is completely free. I really appreciate you taking the time to read this and I hope to see you there. Linkage: http://www.clubhioctane.com/community/index.php

Dreamawake: Poems From The Heart!
Take it in , breath it out, Its all in youre heart its all in youre chest,dont let it go,let it be ,for i am who youre not,individuals lost in the rain,for those who pray for those who cry,there is a way,Inside a dead poets heart. By LohamarMenendez aka kamakazylovesdeath i DEWL IN THE MIND OF A KILLER!!! hER BLOOD IS TO ME WHAT PAIN IS TO HER. i AM WITHIN THE PLACE OF BIRTH!!! wHERE STRUGLE AND WAR DANCE IN A WIND OF LOVE. bUT I AM NEVER AWAKE,BECAUSE I AM NEVER ASLEEP!!! dONT CRY , FOR MY LONELYNES IS ONLY A SHADOW OF MY WISH. bE MISTAKEN FOR THE TRUETH DOEST NOT LYE WITHIN!!! oPEN THE DOORS OF FEAR AND FEEL MY BREATH WITHOUT THAT WITCH ISME. nEVER AGAIN WILL I BE ENGULF IN A FLAME OF PASSION,UNLESS YOU ARE IN ME!!! dONT SPEAK OF LOVE dONT SPEAK OF PAIN dONT SPEAK AT ALL jUST LET BE YOURE BREATH!!! i DEWL IN THE MIND OF A KILLER!!! hER BLOOD IS TO ME WHAT PAIN IS TO HER. i AM WITHIN THE PLACE OF BIRTH!!! wHERE STRUGLE AND WAR DANCE IN A WIND OF LOVE. bUT I AM

Unfinished Stories
The story-teller sat cross-legged in front of a small crowd of about anywhere from ten to fifteen People. The crowd got about five more people on average of anywhere from five to ten minutes. The Story was being told in a small village called Shina-Kinsfolk, or what we call Kinshasa now. Shina- Kinsfolk spoke a language called Blakish, or what is now called Spanish. Shina-Kinsfolk were waiting Go to a bigger town. But what the people didn’t realize was the other parts of the world were Across huge bodies of water. Now once the God the people called Gitch-Maya overheard this. “You Fools!” he bellowed. Sarah picked the picture of her and her mom off her dresser. Tears threatened to spill over her Cheeks the instant she touched it. Floods of memories instantly started washing over her. Sarah Closed her eyes tightly and mentally shut the memories out. The last thing she needed was Memories holding her back. Sh

Randomness!
Wanted to be a gypsy and just leave everything and start a new life over each day??? I HAVE!!! ...dance on a rooftop in almost nothing with raindrops and rose petals falling all around me and I would just twirl and twirl and twirl and I would be free and happy...

Welcome To Wood Nymph Country.
in tampa i got 2 days of metal mayhem comin tonight its Thrash Attack and Nailshitter... yes i said nail shitter.. HAHA .. And tomorrow night its Rash of Stabbings and End Unseen and Chaos Symphany...i've been in this waterlogged state for nie unto 4 years (in april) and just now i'm getting into the local metal scene... silent and reclusive i am... so anyway i'm goin with tj and ben-o tonight.. ben was my body guard from the other weekend kept the retarded mosh heads at bay for the most part lol haha no band camp but i did go see a band or few 2 weekends ago..... i went to tampa , to the pegasus lounge...I anticipated a wild and crazy time.. had the provisions (hehe) money id yadda yadda yadda... our ride didn't show up .. (our meaning i went with my girl)...had to call tyrone..no not the song.. good ole feller had some good green beans haha....got there 10 minutes after 8 it was supposed to start at 8 but didn't it started at 10 grrrrrrrr. meanwhile while waiting for the insane

Random Thoughts From My Head...
ok i just realized something and it's kinda embarassing considering how old i am....but ya know, a man will say an do anything to get in yer panties. Well, get you out of them rather. now i don't know why this surprises me at all really....i mean for the most part they all think with mr. winkie....but i never realized how gullible I guess i am....i know all this seems like psychotic ramblings from a person with no clue, but i do have a clue lol, they just hit me at odd times.....just had too much stuff goin on in my life at the moment and trying to keep too many balls in the air i guess you could say.....ohhhh well, i will ramble more later...

Favotrite Song Lyrics
Well if I could walk on water And if I could find some way to prove If I could walk on water would you believe in me My love is so true (Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, etc.) Well I'm no angel, now, I'll admit I made a few bad moves I should regret I hurt you once or so you said Just one more chance is all you get Didn't mean to do you wrong again Worse things have been done by better men Baby, baby, don't, don't treat me this way I know, yes, I've got to pay now, I'm still paying Well if I could walk on water And if I could find some way to prove If I could walk on water would you believe in me, my love is true Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, oh All along, I told you lies To err is human, forgive is divine Don't be a fool, don't settle the score Cause I can't take it no more, I can't take it Well if I could walk on water And if I could find some way to prove If I could walk on water would you believe in me, my love is true We

Missing Children
BABIES MOM MURDERED MISSING & WANTED CASES WI MD TEXAS PENN THE FIRST CASE IS A SPECIAL REQUESTS FROM PERSONAL FRIEND. DEIDRE HARMS DAUGHTER WILL BE ONE IN 3 DAYS AND WE NEED TO FIND HER KILLER. BEING A FATHER OF 3 GIRLS, THIS CASE MADE ME CRY... I POSTED HER CASE ALL SUMMER HOPING SHE WOULD BE FOUND ALIVE... WHO OR WHAT ARE WE GOING TO TELL HER LITTLE GIRL HAPPENED TO MOMMY WHEN SHE GROWS UP? To Repost click reply at the bottom of the bulletin then copy and paste the codes into your own bulletin. If you do not click reply before you copy the bulletin, the pictures won't show and the links wont work. So just go to the bottom and click reply and then copy & paste the codes into your own bulletin. It is mathematics, plain and simple: Someone out there has seen some of these faces, someone out there knows something about some of these cases. Someone out there either knows what happened, witnessed something, or were themselves involved. Pass this information around to your frie

Welcome To The Black Parade
I face going back to jail for a very long time. The woman I love kicked me out pretty much and my ex g/f is living with her. Also, I think she still is in love with her ex, but doesn't want to hurt me. I'm tired of the drama. She said when you love someone, you are supposed to want to do things for them and take care of them and asked me what I had done for her. Granted I haven't had much, but I've given her everything I've had. Does she not see that? I've got to go, if I say anything else I'm just gonna break down. How do you love someone, That loves someone else Even though they say they love you, You know deep in their heart, That theirs belongs to another Why do you keep trying, When you can't make them love you, You can't make them forget You sit back and hope, That you are making the right choice, That it's all in your head, That their heart belongs to you, And nobody else Why do you keep trying... Because it's worth it in your heart, To not give up on them, Beca

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i know im not good at writing pomes but i try like i tried with us i trusted u i told u things about me i let u in u hurt me i hurt u im not perfet i have a bad past i may drink i may smoke cigs i may have even given up my child but im not the person i used to be i stop doing drugs years ago i may smoke every now and then but to me its better than being on pills the rest of my life living in fear u used my past to hurt me u told me u would never love again to hurt me worse i didnt mean to hurt u like that but u lied u found love again rather quick i might add i never lied to u but i cant change what u belive u never met me for all i know u lied to me ever day i cared about u so much and no matter what u say to/about me i will always care about u i didnt take u soul i never had it YOU LIED TO ME u dont understand me u never did im young i have been hurt it takes more than 4 months to love someone i never met my feels do run deep but the fear is strong

Egyptian Zodiac Sign
Geb Engaging personality, sensitive, modest, occasionally narcissistic, but can rise above vanity. Colors: male: violet, female: roseCompatible Signs:Set, Horus Dates: Feb 12 - Feb 29, Aug 20 - Aug 31 Role: God of the earthAppearance: Green-skinned man, with leaves all over his body and a goose on his head. Sometimes he was shown laying on his side under his wife, the sky goddess Nut.Sacred animals: goose What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Militaty
PLEASE REPOST THIS LOVELY, SWEET, DEAR FRIEND OF MINE IS IN A CONTEST FOR THE LOVELIEST EYES. IT ENDS FRIDAY AT 6P.M. PST IT WOULD BE GREAT TO SEE THIS SEXY LADY WIN THE CONTEST. I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU TO GOT TO THE CONTEST LINK ABOVE DAILY UNTIL IT ENDS AND SHAKE SOME BOOTY MAX YOUR COMMENTS LETS GET HER THE WIN THANK YOU Better Graphics Top Codes Military Images HOT Comments Click to Get Some Better Graphics Top Codes Military Images HOT Comments Click to Get Some

Ever Have One Of These Nights
HEY YALL HELLO EVERYONE ITS WHITEANGEL2229, GRANADAGHIA75'S REALLY LIFE WIFE LOL.... I AM POSTING THIS BLOG TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON AND Y HE ISN'T HERE.. MY HUBBY DECIDED TO AGREE TO TAKE CARE OF HIS MOTHERS DOG FOR THE 2 NIGHTS THAT SHE IS AWAY EXPECTING TO STILL HAVE COMPUTER ACCESS, LMAO...BUT IT TURNS OUT HIS MOTHER'S COMP STILL ISN'T WORKING RIGHT. SO HE IS FIGHTING WITH SOME GUY ON THE COMP RIGHT NOW THAT WORKS FOR SYMANTICS, BECAUSE THAT IS HOW SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD GO ABOUT GETTING RID OF WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HER COMP, BUT TO HIS SUPRISE IT DIDN'T WORK. SO HE IS STUCK BEHIND FIREWALL AFTER FIREWALL AND IS GETTING REALLY PISSED LOL, AND HERE I AM AT HOME WITH ACCESS TO THE COMP, TEACH HIM TO GO AWAY, LMFAO.... HE HAS MY LAPTOP WITH HIM BUT BECASUE OF THESE FIREWALLS HE CAN'T EVEN GET THAT ON LINE LOL.. SO PLEASE BE PATIENT AND HOPEFULLY HE WILL GET IT ALL WORK OUT AND ON BUT IF FOR SOME REASON HE CAN'T, HE WILL BE BACK EITHER LATE TOMORROW NIGHT

New To Music Industry
this song is by a friends friend who has started his career in the music business,he's swedish. it has been released on single and i'd appreciate it if you'd listen and comment. this is another one by bimboboy please listen and make comment

Voting
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back.. 1-3 ~ you're a bad friend 4-6 ~ you're an okay friend 7-9 ~ you're a good friend 10+ ~ you're great friend " If you get a dozen your loved!! _________________.s$$_________ ____s$ ________________s$$$?______s__ ___s$³ ______________.s$$$___ __.s$, ___s$$³ _____________s$$$$³______.s$__ _.$$³ ________, ____$$$$$.______s$³__ __³$ ________$___$$$$$$s_____s$³___ __³, _______s$___³$$$$$$$s___$$$, .. ____.. _______$$____³$$$$$$s.__³$$s__ ___, , ________³$.____³$$$$$$$s_.s$$$_ ___ _______..$$.____³$$$$$$$_$$$$__ _s³ ________³$$s____³$$$$$$s$$$³__ s$³ _________³$$s____$$$$$s$$$$..__ s$$ ______s.__$$$$___s$$$$$$$$³_.s $$³__ ______$$_s$$$$..s$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $³__ ______s$.s$$$$s$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ $_ _____s$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$³ ____s$$$ssss$$$$$$$$$$ssss$$$s ___$$s§§§§

Cleaning Up
I have come to the conclusion that some people are just more concerned with getting friends and seeing nsfw pics. Please dont get me wrong i do have some great friends that talk to and want to be my friend. I am just tired of letting people see my pics and never hearing from them again. They dont seem to realize that I am opening my door for them not to have it slammed in my face. So in the next few hours I will be cleaning out the closet sorta to speak. If you are truely my friend and wish to stay that away show me!!!!!!!!!!!

Whats New With Me!!
Wow! I just realized that it seems like forever since my last post. I cant believe it has been so long. But anyhow! I am here now, and trust me I have enough going through my mind that I guarantee you will probably be reading for a little while, anyways! LOL Before I go any further, I would love to thank the people that have been by my side through every single thing this past year. You guys have been my rocks, and I dont know what I would have done without ya. You have been there for me when I thought I had hit rock bottom. You have kept me completely sane, and you have even let me rant and rave when I needed to. I wont go into naming names, because I would feel horrible if I left anyone out due to late hour that I am blogging. But if you are reading this, and we have had some awesome times together in the past year, then I am most definitely talking to you. I also want to thank some of my distant friends that have been very concerned and comforting over this past year. You guys have

Camping
So I went camping this last week. I think I may have figured something out that has bothered me for a VERY long time and I just wouldn't admit it to myself. I hate the way I feel when I think this way, but still... It all came about during one drunken night. My uncle was rambling, which is nothing new when we go camping. He had had a few drinks. the fire was blazing and he was talking to one of his friends. He was about to start telling stories about my dad. Kept looking at my Aunt saying you know her brother and I were best friends and all the shit we would do.. There was this one time... and my aunt interrupted him going yeah Ashley's dad. And he stop short and decided that he wasn't going to tell the stories because I was there. I told him to go ahead I knew my dad made some bad decisions in life, he has cleaned himself up and I didn't hold it against him because we all make mistakes. Then my uncle went on about how it wasn't bad things he had done, that my dad had so much respo

Horoscope
Thank you to all who help. i would like to ask all my friend to go show this great guy some love, 1 day left of this contest it finishes the 31 and i would love to see him get first place, so for all of you who are my friends please comment him!! Thank you very much!! This is his first contest!! There's more here than meets the eye when it comes to how much you've taken on your plate. Don't rush things -- all these issues deserve a lot of thought. A decision should be reached only when you're ready. You feel so close to this person that their joy and pain are yours as well. Sometimes, though, this connection can be a touch overwhelming. It's time to remember where you end and the other person begins. mmmmmmmmmm........sometimes i ask myself some questions..

Why Men Die First 2
If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race, you're a male chauvinist; If you stay home and do the housework, you're a pansy. If you work too hard, there's never any time for her; If you don't work enough, you're a good-for-nothing bum. If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, this is exploitation; If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your lazy behind and find something better. If you get a promotion ahead of her, that is favoritism; If she gets a job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity. If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment; If you keep quiet its male indifference. If you cry, you're a wimp; If you don't, you're an insensitive bastard. If you make a decision without consulting her,you're a chauvinist; If she makes a decision without consulting you, she's a liberated woman. If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy, that's domination; If she asks you, it's a favor. If you a

Jokes
A husband, one bright sunny morning, turns to his lovely wife, "Wife, we're going fishing this weekend, you, me and the dog." The wife grimaces, "But I don't like fishing!" "Look! We're going fishing and that's final." "Do I have to go fishing with you... I really don't want to go!" "Right I'll give you three choices... 1 You come fishing with me and the dog... 2 You give me a BLOW JOB.... 3 or you take it up the ass!" The wife grimaces again, "But I don't want to do any of those things!" "Wife I've given you three options.. You'll HAVE to do one of them! I'm going to the garage to sort out my fishing tackle, when I come back I expect you to have made up your mind!" The wife sits and thinks about it. Twenty minutes later her husband comes back, "Well! What have you decided? FISHING with me and the dog, BLOW JOB, or ass?" The wife complains some more and finally makes up her mind, "O.K. I'll give you a blow job!" "Great!" He says and drops his pants. The wife is on her knees

A Place To Put Things To Bed
Time to center and ground myself, time to let what I do best work for me. Its time to let all of the power that resides within me raise me up and make me whole again. I cannot do anything about Bob and my sister, I can not do anything about all of the lies and hurt they have told me and caused me. Karma will take care of that for me. All I can do is focus my energy inwards and heal myself. I can accept that they are insignificant to my life anymore. They arent even worth the time it would take to cast the spell that would reap havok upon their sad little lives. I can live here where I am until I find a better place and simply look through him. Anger has no place within me, and I am not going to let myself be effected for one more moment by the negetive energies they have brought my way. So with this blog and of course a bit of magickal cleansing, I have set myself free.

My Writing
From the womb new life is sprung Knowing not from where its come His newborn eyes try to focus On a world so blind, so hopeless Years go by, no longer a boy Out on his own, to find some joy He meets his love, buys a home Feels he'll never be alone. He plants his seed, new life will come. Only to see, she's not the one He moves out, and she hates him still Visits his daughter, always will. More years go on, now old and frail Ex is dead, daughter in jail Now he sees the world, no blindfold on "Bullshit" he whispers, now he is gone. Overdose is such a bitch Now I've got this fucking twitch A constant reminder for all time Of how I put my life on the line My future could have been lost From my hand that coin was tossed Just because I wanted to fly Just searching for that higher high I did survive but not without harm 'Ever scarred from that shot in my arm Tremors, twitches, shakes and shudders I hate how

Updates
There are updates on both my sites... lots of new pics like the ones i have added here. I sure do hope to see you there!! You will love them, and i love to know you are looking. Muah!!! I have a new update on www.southern-charms.com/jezabelle that went up fri. Me in the pool again!! And I have a new one going up on Mon too. Also have a quickie on www.dreamnet.com/jezabelle and a new one with toy action going up in a couple days. Hope to see you there!! Kisses! Well its wed and i have updates on both sites!!! cum check me out! the one on www.dreamnet.com/jezabelle is awesome. a lil toy play!! and in the pool again on sc! Kisses!!!

Love Life
Waz up my friends, Well today my boyfriend and i were at fred meyer. we were getting out of the car and i made a comment about how sence he was going to the jewlery department to get his new watch sized down, he could get my engagment ring. well i was being totally sarcastic and the way i said it you could tell that i was. well twenty mins later he comes walking up to my friend and i and asked me to look at this one purse (i was looking for a purse to find) and i told him that i wasnt interested in that purse. well he then said well it comes with goodies, so i took the purse to look inside it and there was a jewlery box. so i open up the box, then there was a ring box inside the jewlery box. well i open up the ring box and he asked the question will you marry me. right there in the womens clothing section of fred meyer. it is a really pretty big ruby with a diamond on each side. (i didnt want a diamond for an engagment ring because it wouldnt match my promise ring, becaus

Military
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, For a ma

Heres A Thought!!!
How many of you have had innocent pictures marked as nsfww by some dumbass who has nothing better to do than cause trouble for you????? Like who hasn't seen cleavage or naked women before omfg like some people are really offended by nudity !! Please give me a break we all come into the world and most of us leave it naked!!! So wether people believe it or not we spend alot of time nude get a reality check here people (I) have tits so what!!!

Blaaaaar
Yeah.. so my boss wrote me up for missing work yesterday FUCK! So glad I didn't sign up to work Saturday A little backgroun here first..... My husband worked at an alfalfa mill driving a chopper(big tracter) not a/c'd and it was an extremely hot summer the summer I had my youngest son. I had told Tiger(hubby) before that if he wanted to quit to quit because he shouldn't stay in a job he doesn't like. So one day I get a call from him.. and he says he quit. Well it was really bad timing but hell I'd toldh im to right? So then he gets this other job that he LOVES through a temp agency.. but for the place to hire him regular .. he had to take a drug test.. he failed.. so of course he got let go. At this time we decided it would be better for him to stay home with the new baby rather than have to find & trust a babysitter. NOW .. he did EVERYTHING at home. He was a fantastic stay at home dad. The year Colton started preschool Tiger got a summer job @ the pallet place(where he works stil

Photos
Im really getting tired of thgis so called adult site. It seems like almost all of my photos get marked nsfw at some point. It shouldn't matter what the pics look like if they are supposed to be nsfw then people shouldnt open them at work. I shouldnt have to mark my pics just because people dont want to see them. If this is a adult site then people should know what kind of pics adults put up. i am going to start deleting friends cuz im tired of all this nsfw shit. If your just going to mark my pics then dont look at them. i posted them for me not you!

To My Friends
Hi y'all, I just basicly wanted to ask all of my friends to take a look at this site. It doesn't matter if you can help or not, I love you anyways. I always have and I always will. All I am asking is that you simply take a look at this site and repost it for me. Y'all know I never ask anyone for help, but this is greatly beyond my control. I have cast my pride aside and I am reaching out for help. Please guys and gals. This is something I can't do on my own. Bless you all, -Tequila http://mysite.verizon.net/angelheart13/

Oooops You Are Deleted!
I deleted over 1300 people overnight...I didn't know about 1260 of them...so that isn't the issue. I did know atleast 20 of them..and so if you find I have deleted you as a friend and would like me to add you back...let me know..i will be checking pages until i resolve this to the best of my abilities..and apologize for any inconvenience. Sorry I'm an ass..haha May you all get everything you want and or desire...or just be happy with what you have :) xoxo Merry Christmas to you all!!!!!! many knotty kisses n hugs, Alana

Missing You
My Heart has been broken and probally for the last time. I have found out that the love of my life has moved on with her life and has left me for another man who she has never met and moved into her house. I am having trouble letting go and I know I should. She says really wants to be friends and I am struggling to keep with in her guidelines She helps me in many ways with my bills and sometimes rides when ineeed them if time permitts now that she has someone living with her I am not sure just how a friendship can really work my feelings for her are that I am not sure how long I cang on just being friends when it is convient for her. Well more will come Frank I just wanted to say sorry to all of my friends and fans that I have not been around so much latley. i have recently had a small heartattack and have not been up to just chillin on computer. The doctors say i will be fine and that i wll up and around in no time. Well i hope to around a lot more soon . Fran

Feelings
I always believe there is a specail friend out there for you. Don't force them to do anything they don't wanna do. IF you do tht scares them off. I dont wanna play that way. I Think if you wanna keep a friend talk to he/she like she is normal and wanted not like a sexual toy and feels like there being used. If you read this then your a real friend and comment this so i know how you feel when yo uread this special blog feel free if you feel unconfortable commenting here leave it in my inbox and czu i wanna see how you feel. For all you out there that has put up with me thanks im always here if you need me. Don't be afraid to ask questions either im always gonna answer them if i don't like it ill be blunt about it.

Wicked Stuff
Juggalo Homies (feat. Twiztid) (I know you ain't there That's why I just want to let you know something bro You all know I love you You all know you're my homies And eh... Alright we'll talk later - peace!) [Violent J] Let me ask you this about this life we live And let me try to swerve some of this attention you give To them distant ass relatives over ham dinner If they really missed you so much Why don't they just call a (Muthafucka) ? If you wasn't blood, would you still have love? Or infact does the blood make you think you have to love? Look, I probably love my family more than anybody here But my homies are family too, 3rd cousins' get outta here Who was you with when you got tattooed? And who was you trippin' with when you did them mushrooms? And who the fuck threw up all over your car? And then felt worse than you about that shit in the morning? (Friends ya'll) [Shaggy 2 Dope] Who loaned you money, homie? Who owes you cash? (Who?

Lets Help These Ladys
Attention all friends and family. If I have ever helped you out in a giveaway or contest please help me now. I'm in a Happy Hour giveaway and need 140,000 comments, I'm at 55,534 right now please come drop me a few comments. It's comments AND rate the pic. http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack! PLEASE HELP OUT THE SOONER I GET TO 140,000 COMMENT IM DONE/ALSO IF WANT A MORPH I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Attention all friends and family. If I have ever helped you out in a giveaway or contest please help me now. I'm in a Happy Hour giveaway and need 140,000 comments, I'm at 55,534 right now please come

Wtf
Never ever sever your heart's endeavor for forever; however, never settle for the lesser level where you are never ever be upon same the level as equals. ©2008Firestar Is air like a bear daring to say a prayer? ©2008Firestar Does a heart bare flare to snare at life? &Copy2008Firestar

Feelings
i don't know how i feel about them... are they a threat to my current relationship? do they still have power over him? i am afraid that one of the many that he's had could just bat their lashes at him and he'll go... he's not so happy with me right now... i know that i have issues... lots and lots of issues... and i try not to let it get to me... i work so much and try and get all these hours at work so i can keep my mind of what i don't know. i was just doing the usual thing at work... its another basketball game... i don't know. it was an easy smooth day so far... and i had filled up on food someone cared enough to get me. So i had a satisfied feeling... i had another hunger i needed to satisfy. and at work there are so many men that would make you drool... behind the stands, waiting in line, or just there for the game and beers with buddies... you have a lot to choose from... oh and one man in particular... (baby i've been drooling over him for years

Words Behind The Music
Please don't stop the music (4x) It's gettin late I'm making my way over to my favorite place I gotta get my body moving shake the stress away I wasn't looking for nobody when you looked my way Possible candidate (yeah) Who knew That you'd be up in here lookin like you do You're makin' stayin' over here impossible Baby I must say your aura is incredible If you dont have to go don't Do you know what you started I just came here to party But now we're rockin on the dancefloor Acting naughty Your hands around my waist Just let the music play We're hand in hand Chest to chest And now we're face to face I wanna take you away Lets escape into the music DJ let it play I just can't refuse it Like the way you do this Keep on rockin to it Please don't stop the Please don't stop the music I wanna take you away Lets escape into the music DJ let it play I just can't refuse it Like the way you do this Keep on rocking to it Please don't st

50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions!!! Message: 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? - him 2 . When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? - nope... coz sum1 will pick up the cart 3. If you had to kiss again the last person you kissed, would you? - kiss? of course.. i miss it!!! hahaha 4. Do you take compliments well? - yup 5. Do you play Sudoku? - sometimes 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? - maybe,if someone is waiting for me.... i would be! but if not? i'l think i die there! 7 . If your house were on fire, what would be the things you would save? - everything in my rooms..hahaha 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? - my bf 3 yrs ago... 9. Who do you text the most? - nothing, i hate texting 1 0 . Favorite children's book? - all about princess... 11 . Eye color? - brown. 12. How tall are you? - petite =) 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? -

Sheriff Joe
SHERIFF JOE IS AT IT AGAIN! Maricopa County was spending approx. $18 million dollars a year on stray animals, like cats and dogs. Sheriff Joe offered to take the department over, and the County Supervisors said okay. The animal shelters are now all staffed and operated by prisoners. They feed and care for the strays. Every animal in his care is taken out and walked twice daily. He now has prisoners who are experts in animal nutrition and behavior. They give great classes for anyone who'd like to adopt an animal. He has literally taken stray dogs off the street, given them to the care of pris oners, and had them place in dog shows. The best part? His budget for the entire department is now under $3 million. The prisoners get the benefit of about $0.28 an hour for working, but most would work for free, just to be out of their cells for the day. Most of his budget is for utilities, building maintenance, etc. He pays the prisoners out of the fees collected for adopted ani

April 27th Be A Year Single
wow..i cant believe its almost a year since me and heather split.. were has the time gone..to fast i reckon u would say, i know i just did lol. it was an uphill battle with myself at beginning of it all happening but i struggled through it pretty beat up and scared i still have some battle wounds but mostly healed through it all..i still think about her once in a while but can ya blame me for all the good times we did have n things shes still in my heart amongst some of the broken pieces that's still left in me. I'm allowed to have memories of things as we all are, at least i hope so. a lot of people said i haven't let go of situation..i have but i admit at beginning my heart wouldn't let it i reckon it was over powering my thoughts or something but that's been done and gone for quite a while now I'm just glad she has found happiness out of it all, me on other hand not really but oh well i don't care what happends to me. ive had a few relationships before her and it seemed they a

Nuts
On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me." He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. "Come here quick," said the boy, "you won't believe what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls." The man said, "Beat it kid, can't you see it's hard for me to walk." When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to the cemetery. Standing by

I Will Miss Yu
Hi to all my friends, readers of this blog As i have to do each year, i must go to the hospital for a period of tests and observation since 3 weeks. This is because i catched blood problems a few years ago, certainly during my travels around the world when i made my old job, and the doctors in this hospital are trying to find an answer to this problem. Maybe i'll be able to find an internet shop around, trying to salute yu sumtimes during this period so you will not see me online from wednesday 29th May to monday 23th of june. I just hope that i will find yu in a good health when i will be back. Iv yu are sumtimes bored here is the link to my HH giveaway, lol. HUGS and KISSES

For You
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got some. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Send this to 10 of your closest friends, then get depressed because you can only think of 4. Remember.......A good friend will help you move..... a REALLY good friend will help you move a body....... let me know if you ever need me to bring a shovel.

Why Do I Need A Subject!
No turning back now your body next to mine every curves and every line. Your feeling are on longer on the inside your body is calling me your wanting my touch, my love, my kiss. But wait stop lets think for a second once we reach that point theres no turning back extremity have no limit. That why i caress every place that I touch just my way of showing you that i what you just as much. I know that not much there no words that would be just this is my expressions with every touch. Now mind, body, and soul travel down the same road you can't be still, as deep inside you explode! Over and over you push me away to bring me closer one leg in da air and one on my shoulder. On time to feel pain the quicker i flip you over body in more positions than a sex wanted poster. You take all you can as I still give you more it seemed like one motion from the bed to da floor. What happen to the air heated up from all the passion sweat in all places it tickle can't he

Offering / Short Story
All the candles in the living room are lit, white ones and deep red burgundy. Laid out on the sofa are a 6 tailed cat, the taws, Your canes, soft silk rope, clamps, soft spongy ball gag, riding crop and a bowl of ice. Tonight is special because i am going to offer You myself completely, total control of every facet of my life. A night of total trust and power exchange, showing You what i want more than anything in the world. You have told me to wear my long black velour nightgown and thigh highs and my black ankle strap heels, nothing else. And You have told me when You arrive i am to be laying on the floor face down, arms above my head, eyes covered. You come through the door, and i smell You immediately. I feel You walk around me and i feel Your eyes moving over me. You tell me to sit up and uncover my eyes. Your face is so stern i have never seen You look so intense before. My eyes lower and i hear You ask me if there is anything i would like to talk to You about. And i repl

Life In Arkansas
In TN anything that could resemble a potential small valley, or a spot where the creek met between two hills, and it was steep, we would call it a ravine. Now, here in Arkansas, its called a "Hollow" thats pronounced "Holler" If you are a cook, the people who have been here longer must have you eat their food, before they will try yours, no matter how good you are. Its usually worth it, they don't suck making food, well not all of them. I know all the Cops by name, but I've only met one of them, because I did something stupid...I still don't know what a jail looks like nor how handcuffs feel on my wrists by a law enforcement officer. There are fruits on many trees, that people don't seem to give a shit about. There are but 3 main places to eat, and a Subway. One of them I've never been to, just go there to get fishing bait or hooks. The other two, both open at like 7, and one of them closes at 2pm. Wouldn't it figure that the one that closes early is closest to me, and

Update
Hello I don't think anyone will even remember me on here I've been gone for work for a while I finally got around to quiting smoking cold turkey, been 3 weeks now and I think I'm over the worst of it. Also thank you for all those who sent birthday thank you and for those of you who forgot a great way you say I'm sorry is to sent a your phone if your single or your cute single friend if your not....Female btw I had trouble recently with people understanding that I really don't know why and no one can seem to give me a straight answer on the subject....

Pittsburgh Steelers Bus
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House Of Horror
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Conversations With A Drunk.
So I was at work (I work the door at a neighborhood bar), when a conversation started about men being losers. Seeing as how I'm a guy I sort of had to defend the rest of my species, at least in general principle. Four ladies, all enjoying themselves and a little tipsy, and all very attractive, in that normal girl-next-door kind of way, began talking about loser guys and jerk boyfriends and the general shit they have to deal with. All of the girls brought up the fact that they have been with men who physically abused them and how they were in these relationships for long periods of time, one for nearly six years. Now first of I want to state that any man who hits a woman with violent intent (I'm not talking about BDSM play and the 'spankings' some naughty girls need)is the lowest piece of pond scum imaginable. I've seen what kind of man hits a woman (my sperm donor) and it sickens me. What I want to know is why these women stay or continue to seek out these men in their live

Poem
I heard this thunder inside of me I heard this thunder a mile away from me I always remember such a thunder when im on the phone Its a roaring sound of my brother upon his wonderious throne. Now the day has passed I will not hear him roar up n down the street In his proud poession he drives Now I still believe i always hear this thunder upon me Coming from behind or in front of me How do I miss hearing it rip up and down the street. This loud thunder we hear thats coming from my brothers feet. I've spent hours wondering when he will come. Yet shall we ever see him or hear the roar of his car again. This is the thunder thats inside of me. It has me torn up inside, with alot of anger and pain When shall this thunder take me home. I count the days I will arrive into the heavens up above me. For now when shall this thunder rest inside of me. My brother you are loved your thunder will once be heard again. Yet no answer have came to us why this thunder silenced

Funny
Sad News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough

Lullabye News & Updates
Hey everyone, Just getting the hang of this site. Lots to see and do. Love to chat so drop me a line and say hello. You can check out my pics and my videos if you wish! Just here to have fun and make friends!

Nascar Train
Babz Nascar Train....Wanna Join?? First you need to Add/Fan/Rate the hostess then leave her a comment saying your Joining Babz Nascar Train ~ßÂßz~ Å$$t. HëaÐ G®ëétè® @ TPG ~@ fubar Second you need to R/F/A everybody on the train and leave a comment telling them you are Joining Babz Nascar Train. Third you need to rate all pics in this Nascar Folder. Forth send me a private message to let me know you did all this and who your favorite driver is. I will make your tag and add you to the train Fifth pick up your tag here and then repost the bulletin that you are on! 1.Todd@ fubar 2.Being all I can be@ fubar 3.Wofant Sexatary@ TPG Lounge

Tag
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i am gay 2.ilike purple 3. aries 4.i like trains 5. i am single 6i have no car 7. have 23 dogs and live with mom 8.i love cadillacs 9.am loving 10. am a minister i tagged raistlin

Why I Want To Make Pornos
I started watching pornos about a year ago. I still to this day believe I could make a better one. Here are the reasons that I am starting to hate the pornos: 1. no woman would shove a penis so far down her throat that she gags. 2. No woman would hork on a penis or vagina. Its not attractive. 3. when having an orgasm not all woman stare directly into the camera. 4. not all woman bend like gumby 5. If your going to slap the person your having sex with do it hard. 6. pulling hair means pulling hair not caressing it 7. Havign a threesome is not the girl holding the other girls hair while shes giving the guy head 8. when they say kinky sex its doesn’t always mean disgusting. 9. you will never fuck an 18 year old at the age of 35 plus get over it, this does not make a good scene. 10. lol when fingering a girl do it for more then three finger pumps then shoving those said fingers in her mouth… that’s a buzz kill 11. DO NOT LOOK DIRECTLY IN THE CAMERA!!!! 12. we can all t

For Derek, My Grandson
Home WebSite Search Saturday, March 28, 2009 ..:: My Lock-up » My Homepage ::.. Register Login Paula Campbell - MDA's MOST WANTED CITIZEN! This has Derek's picture posted on it by my sister. https://www.joinmda.org/MyLockup/MyHomepage/tabid/59020/Participant/nosocialbutrfly/SID/2826729/Default.aspx Minimize Donate Now! I NEED YOUR HELP! I'm going behind bars for "GOOD" PLEASE HELP BAIL ME OUT! Your donation is my key to freedom! Be proud of the fact that together we're providing help and hope to kids and adults served by MDA in our community. Thanks for making a difference! AddThis MDA in your Community Minimize * $85 -Fund One Minute of Research * $100 - Support Group Session * $800 - Send one child to MDA Summer Camp * $2,000 - Assist with Wheelchair or Leg Braces MDA Bail Barometer Minimize Goal $0 Raised $135 Paula Campbe

Comment Contest!!!
Hey all i'm in a comment/rate contest!! Come rate and leave a comment as often as you like!! Winner with the most rates and comments wins a 25 credit bling package! 2nd place get s a blast! Will you come show this Angel how much you love and adore her by rating and commenting? Click on the picture below and rate and comment as much as you like!!

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The Young Boy
The Young Boy A young boy asked his father the difference between potentially and realistically?" The father then answered, "Go ask your mother and sister if they would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars." "Then, go ask your brother. So the boy went to his mother, sister and brother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!" his sister replied, I LOVE Brad Pitt. I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, the brother replied. "Do you know how much a million bucks would buy?" The boy then went back to his dad. His father asked him, "Did you find out the difference between potentially and realistically?" The boy replied, "Yes... potentially, you and I are sitting on three million dollars.............but realistically,....... we're living with two sluts and a queer".

Blog
TITTY DO!!! wat the hell is wrong wit me i actually lost intrest in almost everything i do now so i guess i should find other ways to keep me sanity i i just lost interest in writing in this blog thingy this mite be the last one i do

Truth Behind
Biblical scholars have argued from time to time that December 25th was not the actual birth date of Christ. It was just adopted as a day to celebrate the birth of Christ as a Christian substitute to the Roman festival Saturnalia in the third century. Saturnalia was celebrated as the Feast of Sun and was actually considered the birth date of the Sun God of the Romans. Catholic priests held a special mass that day for Christ and thus, it came to be known as 'Christ-mass' or 'Christmas'.

My Bloggers!
THIS BLOG WAS WRITTEN IN THE KIDS WISH NETWORK SITE..I WANT TO PERSONALLY THANK THE KIDS WISH NETWORK FOR THEIR HUGE DONATION AND HELPING US (AMERICAN'S ENDING HOMELESSNESS, INC) HELP SO MANY! I have been with Kids Wish

My Wisdom
A little bird flew very far to a very distant land. When it got there it found it was a cold, freezing land and the bird froze to death. A cow passed by and took a dump right on top of him. The warm shit that fell on him melted the ice, and he was resurrected. Alive again, but still buried, he started chirping. A cat passed by and heard his cries, and dug him out of the shit. And then the cat ate the bird.

Fuck You!!!!
People are so lame these days need to find a life or a fling just get off my dck what u need to be worry about your btch hiring me for the job ahah We dream together drink eat & have sexy together we roll and do much more we enjoy each other I love my high lol 120king!!

Whatever I Want To Talk About.......
Im not looking for dates, Sorry but Im in relationship kinda sorta. All Im really lookin for are cool people to talk to and maybe hang out with. I dont give out my number unless I get to know you first. I will give you my yahoo sn if you ask. But if you piss me off I will block you both here and on yahoo. The only real way to piss me off is by calling me names. Dont do that and we will get along fine. I dont want any drama just fun. Its been awhile since I've been on here, But Im back for now :P Just wanted to put out there that I still dont need any drama. I also wanted to say I'm looking forward to talking to you guys again :D So If you have any questions for me send me a message, or if you dont have any questions send me one anyway :) XOXO Belinda

We Are All Slaves 2 The Cult
Hosted on Flurl Video Search - Watch More Videos Standing in a field, of lillies white, raining clouds, bleed upon my face, the flowers fade, but I remain All around me, skeletons from the past, the sun pulls itself, out of a wounded sky, bones turn to ash, but I remain the field is gone, now stands a hill, shattered stones, decades of decay, once was a hill, now is a mountain, But I still remain Casting A shadow over the lifeless form, foaming at the mouth I can almost taste her flesh sucking her soul in deep breaths, heaving chest, glistening in sweat, dead hands unable to grasp, ropes tighten by slight movement, thrusting wedge of wood, between raw thighs, tiptoes, passion overthroes. bondage

Poems
The Story of Bonnie and Clyde You’ve read the story of Jesse James Of how he lived and died If you’re still in need for something to read Here’s the story of Bonnie and Clyde. Now Bonnie and Clyde are the Barrow gang, I’m sure you all have read how they rob and steal And those who squeal are usually found dying or dead. There’s lots of untruths to those write-ups They’re not so ruthless as that Their nature is raw, they hate all law Stool pigeons, spotters, and rats. They call them cold-blooded killers They say they are heartless and mean But I say this with pride, I once knew Clyde When he was honest and upright and clean. But the laws fooled around and taking him down and locking him up in a cell ‘Till he said to me, "I’ll never be free So I’ll meet a few of them in hell." The road was so dimly lighted There were no highway signs to guide But they made up their minds if all roads were blind They wouldn’t give up ‘till they die

After 3 Days
So Phoenixes don't like the snow and shit. This Pheonix LOVES CALIFORNIA! Where I belong. Mark is here with me and we are planning to stay here, after he gets done with a degree at home, which he will return to in late April. I finally got decent access to the internet so, I'm back. And everyone I used to know doesn't seem to be around. Oh well, I guess I'll have to make new friends, and hope the old ones log in eventually, so I can say HELLO!!!! That is all... Pheonix After 3 days from the Phoenix burning it is reborn from the ashes. Now the question is can a Pheonix, indiginious to the firey hell of somewhere in the god forsaken part of Southern Cal be able to survive and begin its new life in the cool if not fucking cold as hell, environment of Canada? Well, I've been here a month and I love where I am. I love the fact I just changed after what seems like hundreds of years. I am happy, content, but most of all, broke. That should change soon, but I have love which seems to be all

Good Night To The Enemys Of Tomorow
hey everyone i have to say me and sinners by practice is no more they kicked me out of the band why? wtf knows but no worries ill find a better fucking band who needs them anyways I love little pussy, Her coat is so warm, And if I don't hurt her, She'll do me no harm. So I'll not pull her tail, Nor drive her away, But pussy and I, Very gently will play. he sits alone in his room thinking wondering how to end his problems that thought in his head he wishes that happened the first tme he tried it. but instead he wonders a differant way to do it. he sits and thiks how he should tell them and show them he is seriuos. so then i has an apiphany and then made up his mind a determind man ready to show all his thoughts he brings out a note pad and a pen and begins writing and thinking it was only going to be one page it quickly turns in to 3 then 4 then 5 and then finaly after 8 pages he is done. he folds it up and then puts in a

Tag You're It !!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I can't go to sleep unless the closet doors and all of the dresser drawers are completely closed. Even if I'm all snuggled in bed, I have to get up and fix it if I notice something amiss! Can you say O.C.D.??? 2) I am a very good liar, and yet I'm probably one of the most honest people you'll ever meet. That's because I feel that my powers should be used for only good, not evil. In other words...practical jokes and fucking around with my friends! But I always let them off the hook and tell them I'm kidding. But a word of warning: because I'm a good liar, I have a great bullshit detector. 3) I have two totally different ears, and on

Add It Up
See how many of these things you have done, BUT you have to add up the money amount along the way, then post the amount that you are as the title of the bulletin such as "I'm worth 15.50 " or "I'm worth $300.50" or something like that. ****NOW IF EVERYONE IS HONEST - THERE SHOULD BE 0.50 TACKED ON TO EVERYBODY'S TOTAL - (DON'T? LIE!... :) Smoked pot--$10 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before--$20 Went skinny dipping-- $5 Had sex in a pool-- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex-- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex $20 Cheated on your g/f or b/f -- $10 Cheated on your g/f or b/f with their relative or close friend--$20 Done oral-- $5 Got oral-- $5 Done / got oral in a car while it was moving --$25 Prank called the cops-- $5 Stole something-- $10 Stole something worth more than a hundred dollars--$20 Had sex with someone 10 years older-- $20 Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27--$25 Cried yourself to sleep-- $5 Cried during sex--

Yongsang!!!
so this is Berks last weekend in South Korea! So we gunna do it big in Yongsang!! Seoul Korea.. we gunna party it up n get wasted.. cant get tooooo wasted cuz i gotta work on Sun nite.. BUS MONITOR!!!!!! yeeeeeeeeeey.. but ne who.. yea hope its off da hook!!!

Send This To15 And Me
Please don't send me anymore of those comments how much you love me and send this forward to 15 people i care about including me.After being member for almost 4 months i can say that there are not 15 people i can really care about.From all the so called friends i have here i know now that there are only 5 i really can care about and 2 i would call my real friends The longer i am a member here the less i like these so called great friends stuff and how great it is here!

Grandchildren
To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T! " "Don't what? " Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit! " "No Way! " "Yes way! " "Do NOT eat the fruit! " said God. "Why ? " "Because I am your Father and I said so! " God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit? " God asked.

Woo Hoo 1st Blog!!!!!
First of all i want to thank everyone who has helped me here and sooo friendly. I have already met some wonderful and crazy people .... interesting ones too... Im here looking to meet people from all over and all ages .. Love to cat so if you wanna good chin wag hit me up !

Christmas
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa"--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM!

Pure Lust
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com The Trials of Lady Vicarious I am Lady Vicarious and this is the tale of my corruption. I have served milady, the Princess Oralia, since the dawn of my own womanhood. We are separated by only a handful of years. My mother, Lady Tedium, had served before me, and I observed her ministrations closely so as not to displease the beautiful princess. Our association began with a closeness far beyond that of many dear friends. When the princess was irritable, I would massage her massive breasts until she heaved such a sigh of relief that she immediately required sleep. To my surprise, she would sometimes sneak up behind me while I performed some mundane household task and caress my own breasts until my knees wobbled and I could work no longer. I ask You - - how man princesses do you know who fondle the bosoms of their servants? She was a pearl amid a sea of common pebbles. I did her bidding without complaint or questions. So, whe

Grains Of Sand
PLEASE DONT PLAGERIZE...this was written by me~ Grains of SAND Like slipping sand seeping through my fingers I feel our love starting to fall. Grain by grain it falls out of my reach and beyond my sight. Unnoticeable until its almost gone and by then, to late to save. I'm desperately search trying to find it, but each morsel so tiny with its own significance is single until pieced together to create a more significant, explicable form, that then grows and takes home in a heart, and is called love. It takes each piece, each grain to complete the puzzle, anything less is far too incomplete. Each is named compassion, soul, willing, giving, caring, concern, hope and so on. Once the pattern breaks and one grain is lost, like children the others follow, until everything you thought you lived for, everything you would have died for, is gone. Out of sight, out of reach, out of mind and requires much faith and worlds of searching to again find.

Power 1 Blog
Hey everyone....I am BACK on Cherry Tap...opps!!!!! I mean, FUBAR. Thats how long ive been gone for. My lounge is still up and waiting for you to join. Come check out Power 1 Radio on FUBAR, LIVE!!!! The lounge is up and running, please come and join. Hello members of CherryTap...whazzzzzzzzzzzzup!!! I am very excited about being here and hope to entertain each and every one of you with my own radio station on the net, Power 1 Radio. I have lined up some great disc jockeys from all over the country. Each of them with their own style and attitude. I hope you enjoy my station and even my show too...lol. Check it out and leave a comment telling me what you think. www.power1radio.com Thank you, DJ Chaz

Ashley
The windows to her soul are distractions from the whole. The present space and time nolonger mind a pleasant stroll. A specific amount of peace 5 fills the air when she speaks, Her voice reminds me of angels gliding over the beach. A simple little gesture, just a sigh as she thinks, 10 is such a simple pleasure she can bless upon me. shes hotter than the weather when its a thousand degrees and no one does it better 15 like shes the d.o.c. she doesnt need a gangster Ashleys already ogee she doesnt need a gangster what she needs an emcee 20 everybody smashes when she passes them in traffic shes known to cause crashes when she batts her eyelashes 25 complexion.....faultless like it was supermodel fabric s

Poems
Sunday, March 11, 2007 As I sit here in the dark alone I wonder what it'd be like To have the one girl I truely loved all along It may have taken until now to realize it But better late than never, right? She's beautiful, georgous, hilarious And flat out great to be around Everytime I see her, my heart pounds Not with fear or hate, but with joy She's a little crazy, a little wild but that's what I need That's what I love about her Insanely spontaneous Any guy that lost her is an idiot I think We trust each other and confide every conversation We've always been there for eachother No matter the distance between Neither her nor I are afraid of commitment or otherwise I don't want to ruin the friendship we have But at the same time, I don't want to be alone forever We're much like my ex and her friend... Without the hassle and heartbreak I know she loves me back But I still wonder how in what way Is it more than what I think Or is it just what I think

HEY CHERRY TAPPERS!! LOOKIN' FOR A PLACE THAT YOU FEEL WELCOMED? A PLACE YOU CAN CALL HOME? A FAMILY LOUNGE WHERE EVERYONE KNOWS YOUR NAME THAT'S DRAMA FREE? THEN CHECK US OUT AND JOIN IN THE EXCITEMENT OF THE GRAND OPENING OF THE SCOOTER BAR & BAD SEED RADIO LOUNGE TWO!(CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER) DJ SLADE AND HIS FAMILY IS SO EXCITED ABOUT THE ADDITION OF THE SCOOTER BAR & BAD SEED RADIO LOUNGE TWO! WE WOULD LIKE TO WELCOME ALL CHERRY TAPPER'S TO JOIN IN ON THE FUN AND SEE FOR YOURSELF WHY THE SCOOTER BAR HAS GROWN.(CLICK HE BANNER TO ENTER) THE ONLY LOUNGE IN CHERRY TAP THAT HAS A FULL SERVICE STAFF 24/7 WITH LIVE DJ'S TO TAKE YOUR REQUESTS, GREETERS, EXPERIENCED BARTENDARS, ENFORCERS AND LET'S NOT FORGET ABOUT THOSE BEAUTIFUL BABES AND DANCERS. DJ SLADE AND HIS FAMILY ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU AT THE SCOOTER BAR & BAD SEED RADIO LOUNGE SOON! (repost of original by 'TAZMAN~HEAD ENFORCER@THE SCOOTERBAR#2~T/B~ SERGEANT of UN -HOLY ALLIANCE / SWEET2T

Girls Vs Grown Ass Women
GIRLS VS GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown Women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it - using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e. don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the "together time" even more special - and goe

See It Through
I am a single mother of two children. My son is oldest at the age of 20 and my daughter is 19. my son has followed temporaily in my foot steps as a business man/carpenter but plans to join the Police Academy in a few months. my daughter works for the state full time and also attends college full time at nite. I think its fair to say I have wonderful children. I divorced thier father when they were only 1 and 2 years of age, and raised them alone. They have never failed to make me proud. They in fact are my Life. I am a business owner and carpenter by trade and an all around tom boy by choice. Atleast thats what im refered to as. I like to think I am just very capable. Horses are a great love for me, along with Harleys, Atv's, Rail Buggies, and Guns. One of my most favorite things is auto mechanics. My father is a mechanic by Trade and a Baptist preacher by calling of God. With that being said, you should know you may see things on my page speaking or refering to God and if you talk

True Ecstasy
My true Ecstasy, Love is a drug to me, I couldn't get an enough of you, The way you have touch, Had put my soul in easy, Every time I made love to you, I feel like I am flowing on heavy clouds, Your sex is like a addiction to me, I keep coming back for more, Your looks and your charms are what made me high, Feasting mine soul with your fat long manhood squeezing inside of me, Had bring out lust in my eyes, Rubbing my hand so gentle on your chest, I couldn't resist smell your strong sweet body mist had bring essence in me, You will feel my hot kisses, kissing your chest, Night and Day, I couldn't stop thinking about you.

No Toilet Paper
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed -- hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card

The Ex
I used to think everything would be okay, if we gave it time all the problems would just go away we tried to sit and talk it out I realized I love you with out a doubt you say you love me and I know you do its so hard to prove my love to you I try to deal with your personal stuff but dealing with you is pretty tough I cant do this anymore waiting for you to call has became a chore you say you'll call and you never do I sit at home waiting for you you say I;ll be there soon Im on my way I don't hear from you again till the next day everything you do comes before me your loosing me again I hope you see I miss you more than I could ever say you;ll realize what went wrong one day when all the drugs are gone and your sitting in your room all alone when the phone doesn't ring and Im nowhere to be seen please help me make this work swallow your pride and stop being a jerk!!

Good Times.......
Tending bar in an expensive hotel, you meet a lot of hot bored wives. After a drink or three, they're pressing their room keys into your hands and begging you to fuck them senseless while their husband plays poker or is in a meeting or some younger girl. The scenario changes but the end result is still the same. You've banged every milf in the building and half their daughters and sad to say, you're getting bored. If one more over dressed blonde with big fake titties leans over the drink you just poured so that her nipples spill out of her barely there sun dress, you just might yawn. Expensive clothes and large bank accounts doesn't change the fact that these women are still cheap. You miss the challenge. But today a woman walks in that makes you think. She looks innocent without a lot of makeup. She came into the bar on the arm of a much older man who appears to be her father, dressed conservatively, which was an almost unwelcome change until you realized how much more fun it would

Thinking About Life.......
Ive been thinking alot about everything thats been happening in my life lately. I never expected growing up that my life would end up like this. I wanna take a little bit of time to vent and see if I cant get a little advice at the same time. For those of you who know me personally, you already know a little bit about whats been going on. But still even those closest to me have no idea how I feel about it. Im very good about keeping my feelings bottled up inside me until I explode. Most people think Im a hard-ass, which I still am, just not all the time like I make people think. I grew up like most kids do. My parents got divorced when I was a young child. I think I was about 5 years old. Like most people who get divorced, my parents strongly disliked each other. In fact, I dont think they said more then 15 words to each other until my sister had her first child. Which was 16 years after they got divorced. Dad got custody of my sister and I and we saw mom every other weekend. It w

Mental Blocks
I'm thinking of poems And lyrics to write. I stay up with coffee All thru the night. I search for the words Just to make it rhyme. And I often wonder Am I wasting my time? I'm sitting at the window Staring at the rocks. All I can find Are these damn mental blocks. I hope it comes together Once around the bend. I believe it has Cause, I've reached my end. - Anthony G. Yarde

Greetings
Hey everyone. This is just a shameless blog to let people know about my band. If you like rock and metal, you will love us. We are somewhere between Nirvana and Metallica. If you want to check out the music go to www.myspace.com/tenstrip Check it out!! Peace! Yeah so I am new here and my profile page sucks, and I do not know where to go or what to do. So I am hoping some lovely ladies will show me around. Help me!!

My Poetry!!
shame some people have taken my poems that i wrote and claimed them as there own damn atleast give me credit for my life in writing!! **GANGSTAS LIFE** People laugh and criticize. But they realy dont know about Gangsta's lives. Out on the streets struggling to surrvive. Its all fun and games through outsiders eyez. Hustling and fighting to stay alive. A pretty young girl who finnaly found pride. We all have our reasons for joining this life. Some join by choice but most have no say. Raised in the ghetto growing up as prey. So wipe your tears and dry your eyes. Your in a gang now no one hears your cries. You have a new family a new life to live. When just like they say love is blind. You tend to forget the biological family you left behind. While you were out hurting yourself and others. She sat at home crying your loving Mother. Blinded by violence what can I say. I to was nothing but prey. Stuck in a life I now regret. My heads filled with memories I'll ne

Confused (a Poem)
A Soldiers Wife! She stands in line at the post office waiting to send a package to her husband, a U.S. Army soldier serving in Iraq. Envelopes, pens, paper, stamps, sunscreen, eye-drops, gum, batteries, powdered Gatorade, baby wipes and Twizzlers. He said he needed the sunscreen and baby wipes. She threw in the Twizzlers. There's a common bond at the post office in this military town. People aren't just sending letters and packages; they are sending smiles, hope, love and just a touch of home. People look around at the others, sharing their concern, fear and pride. They take comfort knowing they are not alone. Passing through the gate leaving the Army post, she enters another world. A world filled with pawnshops, surplus stores, barbershops, fast food galore and, of course, "Loans, Loans, Loans." This is a life that includes grocery shopping at a place called the Commissary. A life that has her venturing to the Post Exchange, referred to as the PX, instead of heading to Wal-Mart.

50 Mistakes Women Make, Listen Up Girls!
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's t

Looking Into The Sky
i look in to the sky above. thinking when you come back. will you see what has been done. how we treat eachother. the ones that has fallen from the path. the one that have come back from hardship. the ones that never give up. always working to better themself. always keeping faith in love. never truning there heart to stone. not finding the one true love in ther life. holding on day by day. to the love never givening to them. hurting from the love that was takeing from them.

8 Words With 2 Meanings
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane, when the stranger turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger." The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, "What would you like to talk about?" Oh, I don't know," said the stranger. "How about nuclear power?" "OK," she said. "That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat grass, the same stuff. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?" The stranger thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have n

Angel Friend
When I have no one to turn to And I am feeling kind of low, When there is no one to talk to And nowhere I want to go, I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart That lets me know my Angels are there Even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face And the sun begins to shine. I hear a voice, so soft and sweet Saying, 'Everything will be just fine' It may seem that I am alone But I am never by myself at all. Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always true On that you can depend. They will always stand behind you And will always be your friend. Through darkest hours and brightest days Our Angel's see us through They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue.. Thanks for being my Angel my friend I will be there for you until the end.

Mumms
woohoo I get to go to a bachlorette party tonight! oh yeah we get to have sum drinks and have an awesum time i cant wait two hours left! but to all my chattin buddies u know im a point whore and ill be back b4 long lol Ok so I dont really know if this is how ur suppose to use a blog...but i wanted to see if neone had an opinion on this...I was talkin to sum guy on here which will remain nameless...but newayz all of a sudden one night in a comment he wrote "Just stoppin by to say I love U" so i didnt know what to say so i said thanks thats sweet...so he said if a few more times and i never really said it back..Now i am blocked from ne form of communication with him...cant leave messages comments or nething and he wont answer the phone or text messages....So my question is why would he say that then block me? Is it cus i didnt say it back or cus he maybe more had lust then luv or maybe he found another girl...Im over him tho it just bothers me to lose a friend ship... Oh and i know this

Kiefer Sutherland!!
We are going to start a petition/support line for Kiefer. This will basically act like a petition but it's going to show how many people are actually behind Kiefer and supporting him through this. Cause, quite frankly, with all the shit that's going on with the press and everything. The guy needs to know that there are people out there who care about him and are supporting him 100 PERCENT! So here's the idea. You guys have up until the 14th October to give me as many names of people that are behind him on this. Add the names to this thread and I will create the list that I'll send off to Ironworks with a small message about what we're doing. (I by no means excuse him for what he did, but none-the-less, I DO SUPPORT HIM!!!) We just want to show Kiefer how much we love him and that we ARE completely with him on this. He should know that he has us for support as well as friends and family. So, if you guys can just go spread the word wherever possible. Myspace, Facebook wher

Fubar Messed Up
I have been here since the Lost Cherry Days when there weren't many rules when Naughty Pictures could be in Default.Then the CherryTap name Change Rules were Emplimented.This site has continualy gone to the Dogs.Now Fubar is Upon us.Fucked up beyond Reconition.Now Fubar Totally Sucks.First of Sept.When they Deleted 1500+ pictures on me Hundreds of Morphs.Personal Pictures I was Foolish to leave here all gone.For Weeks now my Pictures have been Totally Fucked,this past week Horrendous.Now today Bulletins are Fucked.They take that 10 bucks but don't let u Post.Dropping 11's today was really a Freak Happening. You Drop 1 an 2 go missing.What Kind of Bull Fuckin Shit is that.U get some Jealous Dickhead that will Rate a Mumm NSFW an your all fuckin done.Mumms are the Best Points during Happy Hrs.I can't Post them,I'm on Punishment.I'm 50 yrs.Old to damn old for Punishment.I have been Punished enough with all the Damn Women I have been involved with in the Past.I have Lost enough Precious I