Fubar Blogs 3

First And Last
Runs his fingers through her soft hair Gently pulls Though rough, done with care Pulls back her head Her slender neck in his grasp Leans in, looks in her eyes Usually fear, usually pain Surprised to see excitement Tightens his grip around her throat A whimper escapes her The pulse in her veins The clean smell of her hair The sweetness of her perfume Closing his eyes, he takes her in Will always remember her scent Hands cuffed above Feet bound below Feels his hot breath His strong hand in her hair, upon her neck Listens as he draws in deeply Most women's nightmare Her ultimate fantasy Breathing quickens Her breasts rising and falling against his chest Warmth rises from between her thighs That look in his eyes Such a primitive need Closes her eyes Burning that look..his face into her memory She gives herself to him Feels her body relax Releases her throat Runs his fingers down her neck Over her breastbone So soft on the outside Can still feel t

Answer these so I know how much you know and care 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish i was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in 3 words: 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think i'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. Do yo

October 2, 2004...my youngest son, Jimmy, died. Today is a day for remembering him, but also a day for mourning the loss of such a sweet baby. He was 2 years old when he died. It is a long and complicated story, but it can be summed up by simply saying...there are very ignorant people in the world, and I married into the royal family of fucktards. I still have my older two kids, and I thank God for them everyday, and I cherish every minute I get to spend with them. They are amazingly well adjusted, happy, and healthy. They, like me, miss Jimmy more than words can express, but we go on because we have to. I just wanted to let you all know what was going on in my head today. Later Dayz! ~Debi

My Puppy
I just called and they said she was doing fine, I can't get her back til tomorrow though...:-( I just dropped Sasha off at the vets to be fixed. I won't be able to do a thing until after 11 when I know she's alright.

Of Love And Desire
When you tell me everything’s alright I find the strength to carry on through the night Cause I love you girl And you’re my whole world You light my day with just a smile And it carries me on though miles Cause I love you girl And you’re my whole world Time passes way to fast For something that is meant to last And makes life new that’s what I found in you When you hold me fears melt away I feel love to last out my days Cause I love you girl And you’re my whole world You kiss me and I want you all through this night I want to show you every things alright Cause I love you girl And you’re my whole world Time passes way to fast For something that is meant to last And makes life new that’s what I found in you Your that one special thing in life You cut though my fears just like a knife Cause I love you girl And you’re my whole world An angel sent from heaven above And it no wonder that that I can’t help but love Cause you love me girl And I’m

7 Kids Of Sex!!!????
7 Kinds of Sex!!! ??? Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wi

Sexual Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Simply Awesome!
I could not go to my best friends wedding today. It kinda made me sad not to be able to be there to see her on this day. But.....the sweetheart she is...she called me right before the ceremony and let me listen to her get married! I am so happy for her! Steven and Lisa..I love you guys!!!!! ((((((((((HUGS)))))))))) Thought for the Day!...... "The American Indians found out what happens when you don't control immigration." I Believe I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and, you must forgive them for that. I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- That you should always

My Writing
Why is there so much pain to an end? I look down to the road of happiness and I can never see around the next bend Where have the days of open minds and hearts disappeared? When all I have ever wanted is for the path to be cleared I want to remember what it is like to be the focus of someone’s heart From beginning to end I never got a fair start I am tumbling down into the depths of loneliness, and it was my intent My soul is screaming it will scream until I no longer feel bent I look in the mirror and I see a face of a man who is lost in a world he does not belong Waiting to be awakened by the beat of his heart once it is strong When you dive in head first you are just waiting to be drowned Drowned by love when no one else is around In the end all I have is what I had when I began I should have looked the other way, I should have ran When I think of what could have been and what was meant to be I wonder if in this master plan anyone has ever thought of me When

Blast
To all of my friends and then some. May everyone have a wonderful Thanksgiving and enjoy their time with friends and family! And may everyone who has to travel arrive home safely! Happy Holidays to all ov my CT friends! And those that aren't my friends yet!!!! Why in the hell does it cost $7.50 to post a blast? Shouldn't it be free?

Wedding Stories And Jokes
View this on LiveDigital A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City , where a woman may go to choose a husband Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She thinks she can do better, so she heads up to the second floor... The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. She thinks that although this is good, it must get better, so she heads to the third floor.. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. "

Narcissistic Junkie
People only talk to people who are hott or showing it all. You're all shallow fuckers. That's really fucked up. And no one will read this b/c you're all so interested in nudity and sex. I bet if I name this naked pictures or something like that everyone would read it and then complain b/c there wasn't any nudity. Bastards. Beach trip. Starting Nov. 13th... Another Vacation for me. I hope I'll have enough money to celebrate my birthday right. I'll be at the beach in the fall. Best time, I hate the hot, sunny, stuffy air in the summer. I like the chilly winds and cloudy days. Then it might be good news at work. Alex and me were talking last night about me still wanting to move to another department. I don't know if he's just talking or if he'll actually try unlike everyone else that I've told. I think he understands more about the rude and sexual customers. And I wrote somethings out that we need to discuss in our next meeting. Nov. 12th. The day before my vacation. Yay. Been li

$$$$
I'm looking for someone to workout with, so if you live in PA within, like, a 30 mile radius of Huntingdon County, then get ahold of me!!!! I go to ProCare, so, GET A MEMBERSHIP! I am tired of working out by myself! I need a quick way to make $$$ that is LEGAL!!! Anyone know of anything I can do??? The company I work for went on strike, and now I have no income and the bills are piling up!!!

Some Stuff About Me
I'm 26 today. I don't really feel older. Not really. I have tried to prepare myself for this day. I like to be prepared. I don't mind getting older though. I wouldn't want to be younger again, that's for sure. I didn't like being young. Too much confusion. Too much self-doubt. But anyway. Another day goes by too fast. Odd Facts about MEDO YOU SNORE?:I have been told so LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:lover WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:not being able to have kids AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:yes WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:some of it is doable DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:sometimes WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:Of course HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:quiet WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:black DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:no HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:HELL NO!!! ANY SECRET TALENTS?:;) WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:Ibiza HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:yes HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:no. I hear it's awesome tho DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:the way I hear it, there's nothing too wrong wi

Bordum
i have closed all my photo albums. Accsess will be granted to those who i know i can trust. To all of my fellow cherries. I try to rate everyones profile and as many pictures as i can. Sometimes though i cant cuz access is restricted. Im not complaining. Its just i like to rate as much as possible. However, if you feel that i have skipped your profile or that i missed your pictures please let me know and i will do my best to correct this wrong-doing A.S.A.P.! Thank you, Weiss P.S. In case any of you are wondering my name is pronounced vise. im bored beyond anything. I cant possibly begin to explain why or how. All i know is I hate it. Can someone please suggest something for me to do!

Blah
Would you, will you? Answer this and send it back to me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on your bulletin without the answers. You might be surprised with the results! y = Yes, n = No, m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] m

3 Questons
SEX SLAVE APPLICATION NAME: AGE: LIKES: DISLIKES: BRIEF DESCRIPTION: FEARS (be specific): WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO: HOW LONG CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH UNDER WATER: BLINDFOLD OR GAG? WHIPS OR CHAINS? HANDCUFFS OR ROPE? KNIVES OR RAZORBLADES? CANDLEWAX OR EDIBLES? TOYS? RULES: FILL OUT IF YOU WISH TO BE THE SLAVE OF THE PERSON WHO POSTED. REPOST. ADD TO IT IF YOU DESIRE. THANK YOU.

My Stuff
sometimes i feel that since i was married twice and couldnt make those marriages work, that i am not deserving of another chance. i sit here and talk to girls and go on dates but i still wonder if i will ever find someone that really cares about me and i will care about. i know someone like this but we dont date. im really comfortable around her and have known her for a very long time. i guess it wasnt meant to be but sometimes i fantasize that it will someday. i always look forward to being with her and feel less just for being away from her. i had never really thought about it before but now that i have i cant get her out of my mind. i wonder when i go out with the other gals if i should be there since i am wanting to be with someone else or if i even deserve to be there since i couldnt make two mariages work out. sometimes i think i would rather just be alone for the rest of my life. maybe that is what i deserve. maybe that is all that i need. i dont think i could handle

For My Lc Buddy Ash, Ms. Flyhead
im sorry you two are alot alike huh even sick at the same time hope you feel better too hey i hope you feel better it sucks being really sick in bed...high temps...drama in life not making it any better...not being able to get things done that you need to get done...face red as a ~CHERRY~ yes i said it a cherry...lol well im showin you some love and support ash for you listening to me ok.

Poems
I love you more than you could know, But you said you had to let me go. I hoped and prayed we could work things out, Your love I started to doubt. You want to start over and just be friends, But what if that's something that never ends? I'll try my hardest not to cry, Just look the other way if I start to sigh. I cried and cried when it came to the end, I'll try my hardest to be a friend. I can;t make promises I don't know of I can keep, But I want you to know my love for you runs deep. I can't just put my love aside, And pretend like we never even tried. Somehow I always make you mad at me, Now I know why you set me free. I'm sorry I made you feel like dirt, And somehow always made you hurt. I told you it was always started by me, But why do we have to let things be? I'm sorry I tried to figure things out, And what was happening and what it was all about. You said you were worried I'd hang up on you, I guess I should

Cars And Trucks
I tried to develope a truck-forum in English and German: www.lkwforum.bboard.de Feel free to join it. For all the friends of Mercedes-Benz: www.mercedes-benz.foren-city.de You can post in English, German and Dutch. Spanish is also no problem. French I do not understand, but you can also post in this language. And so on... Love Holger

Question
1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. 100%honest. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) ANY 1 question Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you!

Hornyscopes *i'm A Virgo*
You scored as Face. You are attracted to: faces. You are a face person.Abs/Stomach100%Face100%Penis83%Butt75%Boobs25%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com AQUARIUS - Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship; it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying.They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY

Careful What You Pray For...
A Child's Prayer One night, a father passed by his son's room and heard his son praying: "God bless Mommy, Daddy, and Grandma. Ta ta, Grandpa." The father didn't quite know what this meant, but was glad his son was praying. The next morning, they found Grandpa dead on the floor of a heart attack. The father reassured himself that it was just a coincidence, but was still a bit spooked. The next night, he heard his son praying again: "God bless Mommy and Daddy. Ta ta, Grandma." The father was worried, but decided to wait until morning. Sure enough, the next morning Grandma was on the floor, dead of a heart attack. Really scared now, the father decided to wait outside his son's door the next night. And sure enough, the boy started to pray: "God bless Mommy. Ta ta, Daddy." Now the father was crapping his pants. He stayed up all night, and went to the doctor's early the next day to make sure his health was fine. When he finally came home, his w

Save Up To 80% On Your Dental Care Needs!
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Ti Ti's World
WE RIDE THE BEST CUZ WE COME FROM DA WEST!! lmao x-mplayer2" width="320" height="50" autostart="false"> THIS WAS WRITTEN TO ME FROM A FRIEND...WHY CANT EVERYONE BE SO SINCERE AND NICE? THATS A TRUE FRIEND!!! ( in reference to a yellow friendship rose i sent him ) well I am very honor for this lovely rose and what make it more special is that it's from you I never seen a yellow rose I am use to red and white but to see one that was giving by a lady who is just as precious as the rose when I see yellow I think of the sunlight but with you my dear you bring light when there is nothing around me but all darkness or allow me to get on my knees open my eyes up more so I can see your whole light never part of it but all of it cause you show me that there is happiness and fun in this world but it is with in you, but you know I am always happy to here from you gorgeous cause I know when you are doing good your son is to and I hope I am not wrong asking about your son but one thing that I

Goverment Bull Shit
Web Site Kicks Sand in Faces of GIs in Iraq Asking for Mats to Ease Hardship of Sleeping on Ground Tuesday, January 23, 2007 An American GI assigned to one of the harshest posts in Iraq had a simple request last week for a Wisconsin mattress company: send some floor mats to help ease the hardship of sleeping on the cold, bug-infested ground. What he got, instead, was a swift kick from the company's Web site, which not only refused the request but added insult to injury with the admonition, "If you were sensible, you and your troops would pull out of Iraq." Army Sgt. Jason Hess, stationed in Taji, Iraq, with the 1st Cavalry Division, said he emailed his request to Discount-mats.com because he and his fellow soldiers sleep on the cold ground, which contains sand mites, sand flies and other disease carriers. In his email, dated Jan. 16, 2007, he asked the Web-based company, registered to Faisal Khetani, an American Muslim of Pakistani descent: "Do you ship to APO (military)

My Music Story.....
As far back as I can remember hearing music has got to be listening to some of my fathers favorites like Johnny Cash,Waylon Jennings,Charlie Pride and others. For my mothers music also included these singers too but she would delve into some christmas music when the time was near like Ray stevens and some Burl Ives. but the most memorable moment I have involving music was when I found this record of my oldest sister By Iron Butterfly. I was amazed about how it sounded and needed more of the same. thats when I discovered My oldest brothers records that included Led Zeppelin,CCR,Rick Wakeman,Triumph and Black Sabath. A true Heavy metal fan I became from that day on. There is a meaning and understanding about it..they way it makes me feel wether it be happy,sad or even angry I know I can call it my very own. Then in the early 80's something else hit me like metal did.... it was old school rap like run dmc, grand master flash and other in that era. I fell in love with it and people

My Respect
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Romance is like love, it has no color nor an age, It cannnot be explained in a single word or phrase. Romantic or not, anyone can relate, especially those with any affection to anyone or anything. Romance is overrated, or overrated is exaggerated, meaning, evryone has their own opinion, on its definition. To have some affection towards another, or a interest in your own contributions, is like the feelings of romantic persuader, dwelling to their own mechasisms. Romance is passion, the involvement of strong feelings. It may also be a burden if obsession has penetrated. But, who can define what Romance really mean? is it the young couple's who use it as pass time, or the old folks, who say it is their secret. I honestly cannot say, for romance to me is like trying to explain, what makes a rose an attribution to my opposite sex. I do not try to infer on own life, but this word has brought an attraction to

Spam Rules
just wanted to tell everyone my account is screwed up and dont know what is going to happen to it or me here on cherrytap so its been real and its been fun and actually yes its been real fun...loved every minute of the last month on here and am going thru the withdrawls from it... anyways merry christmas to all and happy new year it has been the happiest time of my lonely life that i have had in years and i thankyou all... COME ON PEOPLE WE SHOULD ALL PUT IN OUR OPINIONS ON THIS SPAM ERROR BULL. IT SHOULD BE UP TO THE USER IF THEY DO NOT WANT IT. I PERSONALLY LOVE ALL AND EVERYTHING I GET FROM PEOPLE... ITS NICE TO KNOW THAT THEY CARED ENOUGH ABOUT ME TO SEND ME ANY KIND OF LOVE... SO COME ON THOSE OF US THAT DISAGREE WITH THIS NEW RULE ACT LIKE ADULTS AND MAKE OUR OPINIONS HEARD AND COUNTED.. LET BABYJESUS KNOW OUR OPINIONS BUT REMEMBER BEING ADULTS MEANS BE RESPECTFUL TOO..

Ma Link
this year has went by so fast...the days are gettin shorter and we need to live everyday to the fullest and try to have fun...thats what some ppl forget to do...thats why i keeps it 100 alldaye everyday and if u dont like it then u can kiss ma ss and thats that. real_luv06@ CherryTAP

Ugh
UGh I was talking (chatting) with someone .. and some girl comes in.. a known hottie in a room.. and she mentions how she has a fucking cam.. and off they went.. I was ignored for someone with gorgeous hot looks.. I have never felt so insulted and Gods, it hurts.. Just because she taller.. bigger breasted.. and all.. UGH.. someone shoot me now!!!! I sometimes.. No correction.. I all the time hate being me!!!!

Dreams
I'm noticing a strange new pattern in my dreams. No longer am I the one saving people all the time. I still have those but they're different now. Two recent ones in the last week's time have me thinking. First one had this part where I was fighting some guy in a kind of trophy room. There were animal heads, cases, trophies and swords all around the walls in this white marble room. We were fighting and it was going my way until he took one of the swords off the wall and stbbed me through the chest. He ran after i pulled the sword back out. So I'm there on the floor and someone else is there with me. I'm looking down at the marble floor watching myself cough up blood and start having this tired blackening feeling come for me. I started to loose consciousness and then died. Fun dream to have. So i died and then "woke" right up into a different dream. I was neat the ocean between to houses. I was looking for a girl named Marta and her daughter because they were in trou

Mommy Plz!!!!!!!!!
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy,

My Crazy Mind
hey guys if you want to see the pics I just took out of my gallery - go by my stash - they are all there Love to all my friends OK - I dont kow if this has been seen by all my list so I thought I would try it in a blog. I am gonna be doing some cleaning on my friends list in a few days - I kow there is a bunch on there that never come by my page and I dont make it their page either - So I am gonna clean it up. - Let me know if you want to stay on my list ok. - just send me a message or comment or what ever - I hope to hear from you soon. TTYL OK - well I am sorry I have not been on lately - my internet at home has been disconnected - I will be on when I can be. I am sorry that I can't talk to yall as much right now. Know that all of you are in my mind and on my heart. Thanks for all the prayers. Keep in touch with me and let me know whats going on with you till we can get back in touch to chat. LOVE AND HUGGS TO ALL MY BUDS PUNK

New York State Of Mind
This is my city...the place where i was born and raised...the Big Apple... the city that never sleeps. I have taken in all the views and visited all the sites...this is my playground. I have been to lots of places here and there and almost every where, but the city is really my home ...with its protruding skyline still intact and it's majestic bridges that carry us along the path to familiar sites such as Chinatown, the Empire State Building and Central Park with it's horse drawn carriages to the lights of Time Square and Rockefeller Center with its studios and ice rink all a glow...across to Broadway that still sings our regards. It's Museums and Concert halls to its taverns and restaraunts in Little Italy and all around the town, reminds us of yesterdays long gone. While in the ballfields of our youth we can still hear the crowd roar. The energy still flows from within and you can feel the hustle and bustle of its citizans ...as electricity fills the air ....

More Greens
3 slices bacon 1 bunch collard greens - rinsed, trimmed and chopped 1 onion, diced 1 (6 ounce) smoked pork chop, diced 1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1 (14.5 ounce) can chicken broth 1 (12 fluid ounce) can beer salt and pepper to tastHeat a large pot over medium-high heat. Add bacon, and fry until crisp. Remove bacon, and drain off excess fat. Add the onion; cook and stir until slightly browned. Add the pork chop, and season with cayenne pepper. Cook until pork is browned. Add the collard greens, and pour in the chicken broth and beer. Cook over medium-low heat for 30 to 40 minutes, until collards are tender. Crumble bacon on top, and season with salt and pepper before servinge

Super Bowl Sunday!!!!!
I just wanted to invite some friends of mine to bet a blast on the game. I am only taking 2 or 3 Colts fans on this bet. Seven day blast for the winner. So if you are interested hit me up and let me know. Hit me up!!!!! DeWayne Fifthwarrior06

Better Off Alone
It’s funny how you think you really know yourself Like you would never lose yourself to someone else And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me Silly silly me I should have never listened to a word you said But I was always giving in to promises I never should have gone for, I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets And I want this to be over I so want this to be through In the end somehow it always comes back to you Cause everywhere I go No matter what I do boy I just can’t get you out of my head So it annoys me (You wasn’t man enough) To come and tell me That I was never the one Like you said I was (You could have told someone) You knew you didn’t love me anymore If you had only told me how you really felt I could have put my feelings into someone else But I was busy thinking I was where I was supposed to be Silly silly me But there was something ‘bout you I couldn’t resist Can’t put my finger on it but whatever it is I never shoul

All Abt Me
Express Yourself LIVE You have a sexual IQ of 128 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com - Get Your Own

Help Needed
so i dont know why i bother wrighting something in here well anyways here goes.. i need people in my lounge.. else i will have to close it down for good Have you been to FORBIDDEN PLEASURES lately? If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out! Click this link to visit us in FORBIDDEN PLEASURES: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50409 the management also too the people on my list if you are a true friend you will join my lounge feel free too help me if you like

Lost Cherry: A Recipe
1 cherry 2 tsp Absolut® vodka 1 tsp cinnamon schnapps 1 tsp Bacardi® light rum Lost Cherry 1 oz cherry vodka 1/2 oz white creme de cacao 1/4 oz white creme de menthe 1 oz filtered orange juice 1 oz double cream Shake and strain into a cocktail glass. Garnish with a cherry and a slice of orange, and serve. Serve in: Cocktail Glass 10.0 / 10 13.0% (26 proof) 221 calories 15.30 carbohydrates

A Soldier Returned Home
>>>>One of my sons serves in the military. He is stationed >> >>>>stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday >> >>>>to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to >> >>>>him and his troops everywhere they go. >> >>>>Telling me how people shake their hands and thank them >> >>>>for being willing to serve and fight, not only our own >> >>>>freedoms but so that others may have them too. >> >>>> > >> >>>>Then he told me about an incident in the grocery store >> >>>>he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the >> >>>>base. He said that several people were in the line >> >>>>ahead of him, including a woman dressed in a >> >>>>burkha. >> >>>> > >> >>>>He said when she got to the cashier, she made a loud >> >>>>remark about the U.S. Flag, lapel pin, the cashier >> >>>>wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched >> >>>>the pin and said, "Yes, I always wear it proudly, >> >>>>because I'm an American." >> >>>> > >> >>>>The wo

How's It Gonna Be?
It started with an invitation, will you be my friend? the more we talked, the more the walls caved , I somehow let you in, We talked away the hours, we laughed,we joked, we cryed, we shared our heart felt feelings, I told you things that no one knew, with every word we spoke, my love grew for you, now we have our problems, we argue more then we should, I wish things could be diffrent, I would change this if I could, Do use both one favor, before you just walk away, and search your heart, ask your self, HOWS IT GONNA BE? How's It Going To Be ( Third Eye Blind ) by flycodes.com

Yoda, Baby!! Rock Do I, Mmm!
You answered the phone and the voice on the line said, “Wear your black lace bra, your red silk panties, a loose top that shows generous amounts of cleavage and a short skirt. Do not touch yourself until I get there. Meet me on the bridge in the park at eight.” And the line went dead. You knew it was me and smiled at thoughts of what lie in store for you. It was already a little after six, so you went in to run a bath. You stood naked in front of the mirror and admired your body and your long hair flowing over your shoulders. You looked at your large breasts with their light pink, taut nipples, becoming erect as you imagined me playing with them. Your eyes roamed down to your curvy bottom, and imagined me behind you caressing and kissing it. Giddy with anticipation, you trailed your fingers over your pussy and a slight shiver ran though you. You lowered yourself into the bath and quickly shaved your legs. Then you lathered up and closely shaved your pubic area. When you finished,

The Lecture
This is a story I wrote a long time ago for a friend of mine... When we were talking earlier, I can't get the thought from my mind. Knowing how stressed out you are. Knowing how rough it has been with all the stuff going on. You coming home, the rain making the drive stressful. The wind blowing your hair as you climb the walkway to the door. Fumbling for the keys to the front door. Coming inside the quiet dark house. The skies making the usual natural light. Just perfect you whisper under your breath as even the lights don't work. I can sense your frustration as you near the bedroom and you notice the glow from the candles. You smell the sweet aroma from the scented bath oil. I can't stay away I whisper as you are startled by me. Behind you. "Shhhh... don't turn around. Don't even move." You are so special to me. I just want to savor this moment. My voice foreign to you, but still yet recognizable from the very few times we have talked. You know it is me

On My Knees
~~ *On My Knees* ~~ I dedicate this to everyone... You took me to a place where I never been before... To rapturous heights I began to soar. As I realize happiness is found where I please, Finding peace and contentment at your feet on my knees. As I gazed into your wonderous eyes, I felt as though I were hypotized. The release of submission was oh so sweet, As I humbly knelt there at your feet. When time came that we had to part, It took all my strength to still my heart. Without need to speak, we both knew, From that day on that I belong to you. Now there are times I fear I will fall. But you sweep me up again saying, " I want it all. " My heart is filled with longing to please. Humbly kneeling before you on my knees

My Bestfriends Yall Know Who You Are And I Love You So Much!
Your my Angel of the night, Your my Angel of the light Either way you shine so bright. Your such a beautiful sight One with such delight My Angel of the night And of the light, I know your never far. I know for now you had to fly, All I can do is sit and sie But I know I won't cry For you are always with me and I know you'll never leave. So My Angel I will sit and wait Until I see you in the light, Even if it is in the night, I'll see your face once again. I WROTE THIS POEM FOR OUTLAW ANGEL MY VERY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD SHE SURELY IS AN ANGEL BY FAR I KNOW I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN SISSY I LOBE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU AN BABYGIRL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AN YOUR BROTHER WE LOVE YOU GIRL. Although you are a friend of mine and letters we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I thi

My Poetry
In the darkness I hide my fears. In the rain I hide my tears. As the thunder rumbles through the sky, I watch as lonely souls pass by. Deep in shadows is where I hide, Consumed by all my foolish pride. To angry to love, but to caring to hate, So in the darkness, alone I wait. Deep inside my heart, it burns, For a tender touch, my body yearns. So much pain, I feel so lost, Frozen over like a winter frost. In the darkness my fears will hide. Alone in shadows I will reside. Lost and lonely, I shall cry in the rain, So no one else will feel my pain. Scarred by love, I wander alone, Never to let my feelings be known. Trapped in this prison I did create, Lost and lonely in the shadows I wait. Douglas J Griffin From the Darkness I watch as the people pass by, Filled with joy and love while I sit here and cry. I am filled with so much pain, I feel lost and alone, But I am just too proud to let it be known. Just once I would like to feel as they do

Btw Of Ct Contest Info. Win A 3 Day Blast!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok ladies i will be holding a BTW (beautifully Thick Woman)of CT contest . Sexy Pic's are incouraged , but no nudity pls . First place will be a 3 day Blast provided by Yours truly finisher1269. All contestants will recieve at the end of the contest a dozen roses just for entering . all woman are welcome , thick or not . Entering is simple , send a link to the pic of yourself that you would like to eneter , i will come rip it and add it to the contest , contest will start April 1st at 7pm CST and run till April 15th at 7pm CST . So send me a link and gather your friends , comment bombing is encouraged even if u have to do it yourself =) Thank you for your time *MUAH* STILL SPOTS OPEN enter before April 1st at 7pm =) Ok ladies i will be holding a BTW (beautifully Thick Woman)of CT contest . Sexy Pic's are incouraged , but no nudity pls . First place will be a 3 day Blast provided by Yours truly finisher1269. All contestants will recieve at the end of the contest a dozen roses jus

Dear Frances...
Create your own Friend Quiz here i was just wondering...have you seen the moon? i noticed after you left that my surroundings change, there was a stillness...a void...a loss that was intense to me, to the innerness of me. more clearly, it was like a stop of time and space, all had lost its reason continuity in every sence of the world, was no more...there was nothing. i wondered to the far side of the porch and watched as your soul drifted away into the distance and i would have sworn that you, had taken with you the sounds of the birds, the light of the stars, the breeze of the wind, the scent of the air, the beat of my heart, and the moon in my sky! i looked to see if i could find just one single thing that was the same as when you and i had shared that space, but all was lost. there was nothing, except this noticeable emptiness within me. years passed by and i realized that 'all' was not lost, for if i strained a bit i could hear the birds in the distance, they confessed that y

Welcome To My Madness
helplookingt for fupal can someone help me I cant see the light to take flight To get away from this sadness that intertwines with my madness How can we say we are happy but inside we want to cry? How can someone who has everything still want to die? Longing to feel the warmth of the sun to be in the group having the fun Wiping the tear from our eye looking at the clouds in the sky Hoping the dark ones fades away so please stay and be a friend help me,my mind & soul to mend. Added new songs to playlist..let me know how u like them and if there is one you will like to hear.

New Things In My Life
I am moving and i am not sure when i will get internet back up and moving hugs and nips to all of you Larina well im now trying to get in touch with the lawyer about lacey the school is now saying they have to vote on if the school can pay laceys hospitals bill so bullshit im telling you so now im going to sue see i was gonna play nice but not no more they will pay for every headache that child has gotten they will pay for every chest pain i had when i found out and all the rides to the hospital and doctors appointments im done playing mrs nice guy nomore walking over me! Well on tuesday i had to take lacey and larissa ages 14 and 6 to get a dna test can you belive the asshole is denying being the father i am so pissed well in about two weeks he can never throw it up in my face again that hes not larissas dad. my question is how come the woman is the one that is always stuck with the kid she knows who she slept with she carrys the baby in her belly for all them months and she gets t

If I
If I If I didn't live tomorrow would u care. If you cared would I have known you cared? Or did you not care enough to let me know you cared. So I died alone when I shouldn't have. If I called you did you ever call me? Did you try to stay in touch? How busy is too busy. If you knew how I felt would you change? But it doesn't matter how I feel when you're what matters. You said it was all in my head. You said I disappeared. You said I exaggerated. But all you did was not believe. Did you try to make a difference? Should I have smoked and had a cell phone for you to care.

How Can You Forget An Angel?
Most of you on here do not know me, nor will you ever really get to know me. Most of you will not even read this, you will just click on the link, rate it to get your stupid points, and go back to what you were doing. That's ok tho, this is not for you, it is for me. For those of you that read on, this is a little slice of my fucked up life. Today was one of the worst days I have ever had, and it makes me very sad. Today I realized... was actually reminded... that for the last 6 days, I have been so selfish, that I forgot my Angel. A couple of months ago, I made one of, if not the biggest mistakes of my life, by not telling a good friend how I truly felt about her. I feel that I let her down, and she ended up getting hurt very badly by another guy. She has told me many times that I am not to blame for her getting hurt, but I just don't see it that way. I am slowly pulling myself out of the fog of guilt that I feel for letting her get hurt, but for the last month or so, I have

Im Staying
I had decided to leave because of punishment. For something i don't think I deserve.And would of changed if i had been able too. But some of you showed me what life would just be with out you in it. Too all of you for the private messages, comments, shouts you are the reason im staying. Friendship means the most to me. If i go i wouldn't have you all. My true friends made me realize that life isnt always going to be my way. So ill work through the little things and be there for the ones that mean the most to me.Much love to you all. Hugs BooBoo

Blonde In Trouble
If you had to describe yourself as a drink, what would you be and why? I'll start: I'd be a margarita, on the rocks, with salt! Always fun, a little sweet, a bit adventurous and will stay with ya till the end! Now it's your turn! :-) BLOND IN TROUBLE A blond was driving home after a football game, and got caught in a really bad hailstorm. Her car was covered with dents, so the next day she took it to a body shop. The shop owner saw that she was a blond, so he decided to have some fun. He told her just to go home and blow into the tail pipe really hard, and all the dents would pop out. So, the blond went home, got down on her hands and knees and started blowing into her car's tailpipe. Nothing happened. She blew a little harder, and still nothing happened. Her roommate, another blond, came home and said, "What are you doing?" The first blond told her how the repairman had instructed her to blow into the tailpipe in order to get all the dents to pop out. Her roommate roll

* Dimension * Frequency Band * Morphogenetic Fields * Harmonic Universe *
* Dimensions * Frequency Band * Morphogenetic Fields * Harmonic Universes * ********************************************************************************************* * Dimension * ********************************************************************************************* (Also called Frequency Band) Dimensions are fixed groupings of energy within a specific, geometrically arranged form, build upon crystallized, conscious units, of sound and light called Morphogenetic Fields (MF) or Manifestation Template. From each MF's of Dimensions are composed of stationary points of the vibration of sound and light which together form a fabric of tones, into which smaller MFs are woven From each fixed point of sound vibration, within each Dimension of MF, an electrical current of consciousness emerges. Cosmic morphogenetic structure is ordered into sets of systems, each one comprising 15 dimensions and referred to as a "15 dimensional matrices" grouped in sets of 3

Rants
what the hell its the middle of april and we are still getting snow are we even going to get a summer? and what a shitty ass winters its been, it started early and started cold, now it won't end. I should move to vancouver, this town sucks. I hate noise. Especially noise from nerds. I just moved to another floor, and at first, it was much more quiet than my pervious location, until this week. Some guy came back from a job, and he hasnt shut up all week. why can't people work without talking all day. example of what I have to deal with, actuall quote from this guy. “I was watching European tennis championships and team Argentina….” to quote George Oscar Bluth, "COME ON" Im in a contest to see how many damn contest ads Im going to ingore or get annoyed about today.

Howard's Blog
Hi, I will be doing a swimming pool shoot the week of July 4th (all week). If any one is interested in shooting with me let me know. My schedule is filling up quickly. The shoot will be from mild to wild, up to you of course. Look forward to hearing from you! Hi, It was a busy week for me. I have taken about 2,000 pics last week and I am still editing them. That's the hard part of shooting so many pictures. Some were glamour, glamour nudes and some were of a wedding. Next uncle sam expressed his appreciation of my work by ask for a very very large donation. CRY, CRY, CRY! Yes grown men cry! I could use some help. I will work for food money. If you have been thinking of a shoot let me know. I guarantee you will be happy with the results or you money will be cheerfully refunded! Thanks, Howard

Asian Submissive (dedicated To Mia)
"Mrs. Tate wishes to seed you in the bathroom, immediately," Gordon Tate said to the beautiful oriental submissive, "you may finish polishing the silverware later!!!" "Yes, sir," Miki Lee replied while averting her master's gaze, "right away!!!" The completely naked young woman quickly made her way to the gigantic bathroom just off the Tate's personal bedroom, and as was usually the custom, Valerie Tate was lolling in the whirlpool bath, waiting for the Asian beauty to join her in the swirling waters!!! "Did you finish with the silver service, dear," Valerie Tate asked evenly!?! "No, ma'am," Miki asked softly, "almost!" "Well, I have a much more important duty for you to take care of," the fortyish woman offered gently, "now please, climb in and join me!!! As much as Valerie Tate loved a good hard fucking by a big cock, there was something very special about being breast to breast with a beautiful young woman who would do your bidding with no questions asked!!! Valerie pulled Miki's mo

Meaning Of Love In My Eyes....
I have a beautiful 14 year old daughter. I think everyone that has children that read this will understand completely where I am coming from when I say people and stupidity. We have the High School and Columbine where countless children get injured and killed. Then we have Virginia where 33 college children and teachers are killed and how many injured. Then we have Washington where there are shootings at a school there. Then we have children killing children. Just a few years back there were two elem. age boys playing with a gun and one shot the other and killed him. WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO??!!! These are our children, our lifeline. Our babies we cuddled when they cried we kissed their booboo's. Now people are trying to hurt them. I had the scare of my life today. I was sitting at work it was alittle after 1 just waiting for 3 to get here so I could go home and relax. When I then get this call from My daughter's school. It's an automated voice saying the school has been evacuated

She Rated Me A 5 ...hahahaha
Some woman who happens to be a level 10, so I know she isn't new to CT, rated my pic a 5... Soooo I went to her profile and took a look... I wanted to see if it was our typical rude person trying to piss me off or if it was a fake profile or someone new to CT... Wellll.. she looks real... isn't new... so I guess I must really be just a 5... I will now go to my corner and feel shame... If ya wanna check her out her name is Spank Me! ... and if she is better looking than me..then.... SHOOT ME...HAHAHAHAHA... Love to all.. Peace...SPIN

Just Me
HI I AM ON THIS SITE ALOT AND IT IS A NEAT WAY TO HAVE SEX AND NOT LEAVING THE HOUSE BUT HAVE IT ON LINE. THE WEBSITE IS CALLED UTHERVERSE.COM AND YOU GET AN ACCOUNT AND DOWNLOAD RED LIGHT CENTER, YOU CAN BE A BASIC OR VIP MEMBER. WATCH THE VIDEO TOUR AND JUDGE FOR YOURSELF. HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE. MY ID IS WANT2PLAYWME. THE LINK IS http://social.redlightcenter.com/Affiliate/tour.html Male or Female? You might not have known this, but a lot of non-living objects are actually either male or female. Here are some examples: FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong Buttons TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male o

Walls
do you even look, can you even see? what loving you and letting you in has done to me? all my hard-fought, blood-bought, walls tumbled down, my resolve, my strength puddled into the dark pools of my tears on the ground, i got one word with icy coldness, no more chances..end. as simple as that, you turned your back, doing what i feared the most, you abandoned me, i make mistakes, i’m not perfect and never pretended to be, i told you from the beginning how scared i was, you said you understood, but you didn’t that’s plain enough, because if nothing else, love is about second chances and meeting each other in the middle of our fears, fighting through all the hard stuff, and pulling our battered hearts near, so at the end of lifes’ cold hard day, love will find it’s way, but i fear, You feel nothing for this ones tears.

I Have To Let Go
Freddy Frog has a few stories out now... this is his original tale! 1 of 12 contemporary rhyming stories in my newely released book: Miss Amy's Hurray for Rhyme it's Story Time. (Collection #1)- Collection #2 "Snack Attack" is in production now! .. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Freddy Frog Freddy Frog went hopping on a frosty chilly night. But when he hopped into the pond he slipped on top the ice. He stomped and jumped into the cold to try and take a swim, But getting down below the ice was very hard for him. Freddy tried throughout the night. He never slept wink. He night was almost morning now. The sky glowed orange and pink. He had to try a new way down since hopping wouldn’t do. So with his kindest froggy croak he said, “Hello to you!” Oh please, dear Ice, I’d like to splash and play there down below. Open a hole just large enough for a small frog to go. Just then th

A Mothers Heartbreak
Me in warm bathwater in a sunken tub... bath oils, suds... twenty vanilla candles lighting up the room, their flames licking at the air like hungry little tongues...vanilla incense burning in the corner of the room... a gentle hand washing my legs, then moving up to my hips, then the small of my back, and on to my shoulders... my neck... slowly, firmly but gently working the muscles loose into a relaxing bliss... ...lowering my head, while the hands loosen the body and the spirit... a warm body gently sliding up behind me in the bathwater, gingerly resting another's chest on my back... I can feel the breath of another on the nape of my neck, as my shoulders and upper arms are slowly massaged, and deep down within my body begins to tingle... ...lips gently on my neck, juuuust behind the right ear, then up to my lobe, gently tugging on the earring there, teasing the skin there with the tip of a tongue, while hands run down my arms and reach my own hands, fingers entwining tog

Contest
Please click on the pic above ...Only if you wish to, or have the time to. Please feel free to vote and comment, for the lovely ladies contest that I entered. Thank you for your help, I don't care either way if I win or not, just thought it would help get the contest going cause he was short contestants. Thank you for your help. ~Melody

Me Chele, My Belle
The ethereal passage To your trust An endeavor to endure For if I can slay Your soul’s dragon And melt away Your heart’s discontent There shall be Boundless treasure The flowers smile The wind a subtle Embrace I travel the darkness Of your past Discovering truths Covered in masks You can release Those demons Let your subconscious Out I would not have Wandered this far I barely knew Where to begin I would not be Where I am now If I was not going To stay In You see your thoughts Swirl around you Like Saturn’s rings When allowed inside I dive off the cliffs Above your eyes Not knowing the depth But never touching The drain You show me things You could not Explain Memories of surviving Knowledge providing Strength All in that galaxy That revolves Around the gravity Of your soulshine Your mind makes you A stunning beauty Yet it is holding you Behind You will learn To trust your Heart again And turn off The mental rewind

Rambling
when you live only for your dreams everyday is just a nightmare every day is just a cycle it seems a cycle of pain agony and despair when blood runs cold when thoughts of suicide plague your mind when pain is all you feel when you no longer believe in a god when you question your reason for life everything will be ok the dark skies shall turn to light the barren ground shall sprout with new life just look ahead and not behind and the pain will be out of sight and out of mind well my first blog seems like a good time to write it im not in a great mood im lonely and shit so yeah i need to get completely shit faced wasted so i guess ill go do that now whered ya go i miss you so seems like its been forever that youve been gone she said somedays i feel like shit somedays i wanna quit and just be normal for a bit i dont understand why you always have to be gone i get along but the trips feel so long and i find myself tryin to stay by the phone cuz your voice always

Howmidoin
Ok so I finally hit that elusive 100 pound mark and it feels GREAT to be able to say ... I have lost 100 pounds! But that is only half of the good part of my life. I have been spending lots of time on CT and meeting some new people. Nice and fun people. Life is Good. :) HA!! Not that 9 months later but 9 months after my Gastric Bypass Weight Loss Surgery, I have lost 98 pounds. 98 POUNDS! I am so freakin psyched. Down from a size 26/28 to a 14/16 and even a few 12/14s. It is so exciting to feel healthy and look so different. I'm glad everyone seems to like my new photos. I'll try to get some new ones of my figure soon too. I still have a little ways to go but I'm willing to work for it and be patient.

Fathers Day
WELL ITS ALMOST OVER IN ABOUT A HOUR AN 10 MINS THE FATHERS DAY CONTEST COMES TO A END I WANT TO THANK EACH AN EVERYONE WHO HAS CAME AN VOTED , THIS WAS ONE OF THE BEST CONTEST I HAD NOOOOOOOO DRAMA NO DOWNRATERS LEVEL 5 TO JOIN LEVEL 5 TO VOTE IN CONTEST SELF BOMBIN ALLOWED LETS KEEP IT CLEAN AN PRIZES BIG PIMPIN 1STPL PORSCHE 2NDPL SILVER MOTORCYLE 3RDPL ROLEX 4THPL MENS BRACELET

Marilyn Manson - Eat Me, Drink Me Album Lyrics
In the wasteland On the way to the Red Queen... It's no wonder our stage clothes Have dreams to be famous. The trees in the courtyard Are painted in blood, So I've heard. She hangs the headless Upside down to drain. EAT ME, DRINK ME This is only a game, This is only a game I was invited to A beheading today. I thought I was a butterfly Next to your flame. A rush of panic and The lock has been raped. This is only a game, This is only a game... But then our star rushes in, Feeling like a child and looking Like a woman... She has been forecast with an Attempt to kill herself, But the ending didn't test well. EAT ME, DRINK ME This is only a game. I was invited to A beheading today. I thought I was a butterfly Next to your flame. A rush of panic and The lock has been raped. This is only a game, This is only a game... But then our star rushes in, Feeling like a child and looking Like a woman... She has been forecast with an Attempt to kill

Contest...sexy Soldier!!!
OK TO ALL MY FRIENDS...PLEASE GO COMMENT THIS PIC??? ITS MY SON CAMERON AND HIS DADDY JOSH...WHOM IS CURRENTLY SERVING OVERSEAS!!! I ENTERED IT IN THE SEXIEST SOLDIER CONTEST!!! SO PLEASE BOMB IT FOR ME...YOU ALL ROCK!!! AGAIN TO ANYONE WHO HELPS ME OUT....THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!~LOTS~OF~LUV~

Just Stuff...
Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally challenged, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice?

Communication
A Better Relationship Through Communication Skills......... Ask a couple what's the one thing they'd like to improve in their relationship and more often than not their answer will be communication. It seems the thing we take most for granted, our speech, is the one thing that has the power to build or destroy a relationship. If you find communication is an area you'd like to improve in your relationship, take a few moments and read over the following tips and ideas for a better relationship through communication. 1. Communication is a power - don't abuse it. As with any condition of power, the quickest way to ruin is by abusing it. Remember that your words have long lasting effects, even more so than you may realize. In the future, the reason why you were arguing or having difficulties may not be remembered, but the feelings and words you conveyed will be. If you feel yourself about to say something demeaning or unneccesary, stop yourself and don't say anything at all. Try othe

Wonderland
All in the golden afternoon Full leisurely we glide; For both our oars, with little skill, By little arms are plied, While little hands make vain pretence Our wanderings to guide. Ah, cruel Three! In such an hour, Beneath such dreamy weather, To beg a tale of breath too weak To stir the tiniest feather! Yet what can one poor voice avail Against three tongues together? Imperious Prima flashes forth Her edict “to begin it”: In gentler tones Secunda hopes “There will be nonsense in it!” While Tertia interrupts the tale Not more than once a minute. Anon, to sudden silence won, In fancy they pursue The dream~child moving through a land Of wonders wild and new, In friendly chat with bird or beast- And half believe it true. And ever, as the story drained The wells of fancy dry, And faintly strove that weary one To put the subject by, “The rest of next time-” “It is next time” The happy voices cry. Thus grew the tale of Wonderland: Thus slowly, one

Life Sux
i would like to know why , hey i love yall but yall are all shakking or in fu bar relationships or watfucking watever. fuck that. tease another.. disregard my invietes. im stupid. its terrible about chris b huh? we was a great wrestler. and woman? fuck!!

Movies
this was just awsome seqal series hope it does lunch went to see harry potter this morning and just have one word to decribe it awsome just got back from the new transformers movie and had to say i did love over all though it does take a bit to set up as it jumps right into the action leaving you to wonder who is who through most the movie it did make me laugh quit offten and i did like the almost nonstop action of the movie i also was sort of hoping it went back to the oregail stoy line the coletion of the energion cubes but it anstend went with the all spark story line did not spend a lot of time explaining this but i would recamend it if you like the newer cartoons

Ummmm Drunk
Just got back from a night of dinking with my mom was a blast of fun thingk i am kinda drunk might need some cleep have a great night all dand talk to you all tomorrow. I think i need some advl to help me out tomorrow ommetnts would be ghreat loe you aroo lorts atay at shome mome cocococo haooy tappung aii night night

Goodbye
NightwishWish I Had An AngelMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I gave you my heart you crushed it I had my wrongs but gave it to you again Only to have it shreded to pieces you had to riped it out in public you are no fallen angel as an angel would never do what u have done you have kids so do i why bring innocents in adult things you want to blame me fine ill take it all but dont u ever dare call your self an angel i may not have a heart no more but some day some where i will find my Angel the real one Fallen Dark Angel you riped me apart fine ill heal in time but be woman enough to leave me alone and let me heal all i ask leave me and my kid alone just move on and let us be good bye baby 2 chances not 3

Ramblings Of A Tortured Mind
Alone in the darkness, I await your arrival. The need growing inside me making my body tingle. Finally you enter. I can’t see you, but I feel your presence. You ask if my restraints are too tight as you pull them even tighter. The gag in my mouth muffling any response I might make. I feel cold metal caressing my flesh, sliding from my ankle to my throat. “Don’t make a sound” you whisper in my ear. I feel the blade slowly draw its trail down my chest, feel the warm spread of blood trickling down. Your tongue darts out to capture all you can. Your tongue continues to follow the blade as it seeks out all of the warmth inside me, cooling it instantly. Your tongue finds my need, the warmth inside. You decide to explore this even further, bringing me to the climax you will never allow me to achieve. You pull away from my. My hips try to seek you out, but the restraints allow me no movement. “Please” I try to beg but it just comes out as a moan. Sounds like a good idea. Interna

Night Of Tattoo
You've made all of the arrangements. Everything is set in place for the events that are to follow. The tattoo artist is flying in to meet us. You've got the hotel room all ready to go per his instructions as to what he would need.. all the way to the place for me to lay while he extends the tattoo on my back. You've taken great care to insure my comfort thru the process knowing this is going to take several hours. There is music on hand, you know what I like to listen to Alpha and you have made sure it's all there. The room is large, lots of light coming in thru the windows, it's rather soothing. The windows cover almost the whole wall, facing out over the entire Vegas valley. It's a beautiful site, I just stand in awe even though I have seen this site many times, never fails to amaze me how beautiful it is here. You've already had our items placed into the room, before we even made it that far. No detail has been missed, music, drinks, company... everything is there. You ca

Beautiful Comment
This was left for me today by "aDICKt of Passion" Thank you so much for this.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Her eyes draw me in... teasing me... tempting me. I move across the crowded room to stand before her. She offers a hello, but licks her lips. Her clothing clings nicely to her curvacious body. My heart begins to pound, and I know that the tingling in my loins has become quite pronounced. Slowly my eyes move from hers... downwards. Drinking in her presence... and her sexuality. My mouth waters. I go to one knee, straddling her left leg... almost but not quite touching then take her left hand in mine. Her skin is hot... smooth... soft... in invitation of other... I shake my head to clear the thought of her naked flesh against mine as I lower my lips to the back of her hand. I smile at the sound of an "Oooohhhh" escaping from her lips. My kiss lingers, but my eyes travel up her legs... her hips (hmmmmmmmmm)... her breasts (oh my)... to her face whic

The Darkening
My soul burns to find release Its hounding me to set it free I try to, but it pulls me far I want it to be released to thee I search for you, not knowing who you are Where will i find you, will i know I look everywhere searching for you i travel all over wondering where to go I dream of you, yet never see your face I can feel you touching me, my skin getting hot You are always on my mind the shadows hiding you That is when i fell you, your touch hits the spot I will never find you out on the light I must search dark places I must hurry and find you Looking in all the faces Will i know when i have? My soul screams for release the darkening hours drawing near Take me now, please!

Fu Support Stuff
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Karma
You Have OK Karma You try to be a good person... well, sometimes you try! While you are caring deep down, you don't always show it. You're very focused on yourself, and others come second (if not third). Which is fine, but don't expect others to focus on you. How's Your Karma?

Civil War
if hilary is elected i beleive (from past history)it will send the united states into a second civil war this time over the american citizens rights to defend themselves and their homes.The first civil war was over taken away slaves you try to take away the american peoples weapons and this is more important then slavery was they will fight back causing a civil disobedience problem that will require the government to send armed troops to stop (but wait the armed troops are over seas) so then we are left with beuracratic federal officers trying to go into all those peoples homes that registered for a concealed weapons license to remove their weapons.the american people especially southerners who make up over 75 % of the armed forces since befor vietnam wont give up their weapons without a fight (they will take my gun when they pry it from my cold dead hands)is a term used constantly.people are not willing to leave the rptoection of their loved ones in the hands of incompetant law e

What The Fu Is Going On
This has been a really busy week for us here at Pinned-Up-Productions, the parent company of WWW.CyanideDolls.Com. There have been several new changes to the website, including lots of new pictures in our FREE photo Gallery for your enjoyment. The members section has also been updated, to the new gallery format, so now what you seen in the gallery is what you can expect in the members area. Oh yeah you can SEE a lot more of our Dolls in the Members Area, and I mean A LOT MORE, if you catch my drift. If that weren’t enough each Doll’s profile has been updated, you can now find more ways to connect with your favorite Doll, including a link to our very own Doll Space, a Social Network without a social disease, hope to see you there. While working on the members area, I found a “Lost Set” lurking about, it’s Saphire, and this set is LOADED featuring both Color and Black and White renderings of Saphire alone in the woods in an abandoned school bus. You can find some sneak previews in

Ohh No
My friends cat just had 5 kittens at 9 this morning...birthing is an odd messy but beautiful thing...kinda ironic Lost,lonely sick and twisted left in this f*cked up world alone and lost when will this mudslide of anguish end? when will a new life begin torture within myself to keep me sane, when will this end i look towards the mirror and Pain is all I see why can i ever be happy...i try honest i do, but somedays it is never true the razors gleam and shine with intent, the pills in the cabinet call my name no one to hear my tears, this shall all end Never again shall i be hurt, never agian shall my heart be played with this will end, along with everything else. This angel has fallen and no one can see that her tears fall upon deaf ears Her blood stains the floor, her wings welt the frown turns to a smile, for pain and anger seem to disappear see what they have done! No more shall I be left in this world to mourn No more shall I be me The roses bloom Sky turns blu

will someone out there give me some love? i'll tell you what really fucking bothers ME. people who say they want to make friends on here, and even accept or send friend requests. then they NEVER talk to you at all. i thought this was supposed to be a site where you could go and meet new people and make new friends. now all you fucking people are interested in is your status on here and points, and fubucks, and all that shit. tell you losers what, do nice people a favor, and don't waist there time accepting friend requests, just for your personal gain. some of us on here actually want to "talk" to or even meet people on here (at least "talk" to) seems to me like this site just got out of hand. you losers on here that are only interested in your status, and points, and shit, really need to get a life. some of us just like to meet new friends, and thought this site was one way of doing that. "Oral sex makes one's day. Anal sex makes one's whole week."

Hide The Craving?
I just have one question I hope someone could give me some input on. I am a very sexual woman,and have dabbled in a bit of selfbondage. I have tried to tell my spouse of my desires but have gotten a cold response from him. I so wish to explore these cravings with someone. What should I do? I don't want to stray from him, but he has been teasing and cruel about what i want and like. He just doesn't understand or realize how wonderful it is and what pleasures he would get if he played with me in such ways. If you have any advice it would be greatly appreciated.

My Dad
Dear Daddy You died in grace You died in peace, You died with a smile on your face You now get to be free. Yet it's hard for me to let you go I try not to cry, But I still do I will not say good-bye to you. I will miss the talks we had Yet I still talk to you now, I will miss all the fun we shared Now all I can do is remember them too. You were the best daddy ever, And in my heart you always will be I know when my time comes, I will see you again. Until then daddy I will miss you, I will cry for you But most of all I will Always love you... For my dad who died Aug.22,2007 My dad passed away Aug.22,2007 his birthday was Sept.2nd. He was the most wonderful dad a girl could have. He was my dad and my best friend,I could talk to him about anything. I will miss him really bad and try not to cry. I will never forget him nore leave let him be forgotten... I love you daddy....

My First
where do i begin... suicide rate is at its highest around the holidays. i allways wondered why but now i know. just less than a week ago i found out that my suspicions were correct my wife of 13 years is having an affair when confronted over it she denied it saying i was being an ass and overbearing for no reason so while i was at work she led her mother to think i had be come this big asswhole and wanted to leave she took everything but the computer.. she tore down my christmas decorations took my 3 children and all my furniture and left saying it was because of all my accusations .. well hell what do you know but i cought her.. today.. now she still says its my fault what do i do .. im so depressed i cant hardly function at work i cant eat i cant sleep and when i do i sleep for 10 - 12 hrs straight waking up feeling more tired than when i went to bed .. im putting this out here to c if any one can relate and how u dealt with this cuz im going insane.. JUST BORED LOL ITS 9 41 IN THE

Master May Be Gone For Abit
This is to let all of my friends on here that I need to take some time off from Fubar do to issues at work. I will most likely keep myself signed in but wont be checking messages and stuff like that as regular as I normally do. I will explain more later I just wanted to give you a heads up. Thank you to all of my friends for being such great people and putting up with my crap. Hope to be back to all of you soon. You will all be missed while I am gone.Love to you all.

So Tired Of It!
Tired of everything and anything It's so exhausting I'm tired of caring I'm tired of worrying I'm tired of not sleeping I'm tired of always getting the raw end of life I'm tired of having fair weather friends I'm tired of getting hurt I'm tired of being scared I'm tired of being used I'm tired of crying I'm tired of feeling empty I'm tired of being sad I'm tired of thinking/knowing I'll never be happy I'm tired of everyone telling me to be happy and they don't know a damn thing thats going on. I'm tired of being heartbroken I'm tired of being lonely I'm tired of everything If you're reading this then it means you really value our friendship. Certain things have happened recently, so I want yall to know that if I just stop getting online that I loved all our conversations and our friendships. These would be circumstances that are not in my control. I'll keep you updated to the best of my ability. ♥ Guys, I want some comment

By David Lane
1.WHY ARE WE CALLED "HATERS" WHEN OUR CAUSE IS THE PRESERVATION OF THE BEAUTY OF OUR CHILDREN? 2.WHY DOES THE MEDIA CALL 92% OF THE EARTHS POPULATION, THAT IS NON-WHITE, "MINORITIES?" 3.WHY IS IT EVIL TO SPEAK WITH PRIDE OF OUR OWN WHITE RACE, WHEN ALL OTHER RACES ARE ENCOURAGED TO DO SO? 4.WHY DOES THE MEDIA REPUDIATE THE HISTORICALLY PROVEN FACT THAT RACIAL INTEGRATION IS CULTURAL AND BIOLOGICAL GENOCIDE? 5.WHY DOES AMERICA DISAVOW THE VAST DIFFERENCES IN CIVILIZATION BETWEEN AFRICA, CHINA AND EUROPE? 6.WHY DO ALL MAJOR CHRISTIAN LEADERS, FROM BILLY GRAHAM TO THE POPE, PROMOTE GENOCIDE OF THE WHITE RACE BY ENCOURAGING INTERRACIAL MARRIAGE? 7.WHY IS AN ACT OF SELF-DEFENSE BY A WHITE MAN PROSECUTED AS A HATE CRIME? 8.WHY IS THE VERY NAME OF OUT RACE, ARYAN, CONDEMNED AS "WHITE SUPREMACIST?" 9.WHY IS ALL HISTORY BEING REWRITTEN TO OBSCURE AND DENIGRATE THE GENIUS AND ACCOMPLISHMENTS OF THE WHITE RACE? 10.WHY ARE ONLY WHITE PEOPLE, UNLIKE ALL OTHER RACES, DENIE

Reason - Season - Lifetime
>>People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. >>When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. >> >> >> >>When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. >> >> >> >>Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to

About Thailand
Thai people really love animals. This is "Moo Ping". It means BBQ'd pork on a stick. Don't know who named her that. This 7-11 was built in my neighborhood about 6 months ago and Moo Ping has been in front of the door from day one. She's there in the daytime to get the blast of air conditioning when people walk in and out of the automatic doors. She's there at night to give you sad looks so you'll buy her something to eat. (usually works) The thing is, is she's there, 24/7 just like 7-11. We Thais think it's normal, but my BF thinks it's hilarious that no one tries to move her from in front of the door. He assures me the dog would have been gone the first day. People will walk around her or step over her, but no one would try to move her from her cool spot in front of the door. Even the delivery people carrying big boxes just step over or go around. Why make her move, she's not hurting anyone. My BF thinks we have a real weakness for animals. On the list of Thai priorities, eating ranks

Joined A Contest
I am participating in a contest that started this evening (sorry about the "notice") and which will last, I gather, until someone receives 7500 comments. I hope very much that people that have time and are interested will have a look at the folder - all the images are tags made by the same very creative lady, hosted in her profile - and rate and comment those that seem to warrant it according to your judgment! The link is http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=205723&albumid=563080&i=2816301937 (copy and paste to prevent this from opening in another window). (edited link, which moved to wrong folder when the folders were split up????) (And the rules for the contest are here.) Up with fun and down with stress, and to all a most pleasant, fortunate week!

If I Don't Get The Losers & Liars, I Attract The Weirdos. Lol
SB message I got and responded to. Read bottom first. LOL ->sanchristo...: i bet it would be so funny if you had all of that plastic on and someone pushed you close to a fire and it started melting on your skin. LMAO sanchristo...: Hi, i am 30 m from germany. i get turned on, when i am wearing button down shirts, rubber pants, my selfmade plastic wear or a suit of plastic wrap. i wanna show my fetishism to other people. **Read the conversation from the bottom up** This was my 6:00am welcome to ignorance. His first question to me was "Are you horny?" I waited too long to copy and paste to get that in. If any of you ladies are interested,go look him up. LOL After me being so nice, he comes and rates me a '10'. LOL Just thought I would share ->thedrunken...: Feel free to happily fuck off now. Thank you. thedrunken...: blah blah blah ->thedrunken...: and you talk stupid. go figure thedrunken...: you talk funny ->thedrunken...: I'm very happy. Bu

Hello
kccowgirl7164 is ripping pics without asking for permission first so please watch ur pics Well Hello everyone in Fubar land, this is the 1st Lady of the " REDNECK MAFIA FAMILY " Hope all r doing well, and its friday so we hope that everyone stays safe. I would like to put out the invitation for all who would like to be a part of a family that hopes to do some good for this world, in helping those who can not help themselves. No this does not need any negative comments PLEASE, just read our profile and one of our bulletins to see what we r all about. If u r interested then please leave me a message Thank You!!!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Stuff
to all the wonderful people that i have met on here i will be deleteing my acount soon after the new years. i dont get on here that much anymore i am on myspace more i have an IM acount so it is easier for me to talk.if you have become a good friend and would like to still chat with me and stuff you are more then welcome to add me to your myspace if you have one if not then go make one its free. here is my url # its www.myspace.com/naughtynice79 hope to see some of you there soon. lots of love to you all Every day she wakes up, she feels it in her skin. all the things she does, it crawls through her within. It mocks her with its presence, makes sure she knows its there. it screams at her so loud, that her eyes, they close in fear. if anyone else notices, or just barely even sees, recognizes or realizes, the failure that is me. I think she just might lose it. this might be the time she snaps. this might be the record breaker.

Humor
Obituary of Common Sense! Today, we mourn the passing of an old friend by the name of Common Sense. Common Sense lived a long life, but died from heart failure at the brink of the Millennium. No one really knows how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He selflessly devoted his life to service in schools; hospitals, homes, factories and offices, helping folks get jobs done without fanfare and foolishness. For decades, petty rules, silly laws and frivolous lawsuits held no power over Common Sense. He was credited with cultivating such valued lessons as to know when to come in from rain, the early bird gets the worm and life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn), reliable parenting strategies (the adults are in charge, not the kids), and it's okay to come in second. A veteran of the Industrial Revolution, the Great Depression, and the Technological Revolution

Finally
OSLO, Norway - Former Vice President Al Gore and the U.N.'s Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change won the 2007 Nobel Peace Prize Friday for their efforts to spread awareness of man-made climate change and lay the foundations for counteracting it. "I am deeply honored to receive the Nobel Peace Prize," Gore said in a statement. "We face a true planetary emergency. The climate crisis is not a political issue, it is a moral and spiritual challenge to all of humanity." Gore won an Academy Award this year for his film "An Inconvenient Truth," a documentary on global warming, and had been widely expected to win the prize.

Poems That I Wrote
This is written for my sweet and wonderful boyfriend. I love you baby! 5/15/08 Is This Love By Carlene M. Hay When you smile, I desire to go the extra mile, When you speak, I just go weak, When you breath in my ear, I loose all the fear, When you hold me in your arms, I fall for your sweet charms, I love when you are near me, It's as if my soul is set free, I never want this feeling to end, It's as if you God did send, I prayed for someone like you, I had no clue on what to do, From the moment you said hi, My heart let out a sigh, I often wonder if it's a dream, That I will wake up and let out a scream, When we're together, I wish it was forever, When you have to leave, My heart for you does grieve, You make me feel good, The way I should, You are spoiling me, The way it should be, You know how to hit the right spot, Which makes me like you a lot, My body doesn't know what to do, Its desire is for you, Oh these feelings in me, Could it be lust,

Ah!!! What A Weekend
I love hearing how eveyrone says guys are always the asshole, cause this ones deff the opposite. My x who im still amazing close with just told me news that in a way is good yet hurts. Shes beem kinda i dont wanna say playing but talking wit me and another guy. Well i found out last night after last week where we had talked about possible geting back together saying how she was still truly in love with me. Granted yeah i had fucked up befor but hes done far worse to her in this verall time to keep them from dateing. Well like i said she had talked about herself and i geting together again and moveing in the whole eveyrthing. cause ive known how shes felt and knew she had made a misstake when she admited it and eveyrthing. Well i honestly hadnt lost any feelings for her and im not sure 100% how i feel know, i just found out shes preg qith the other guys child and will be liveing with him. she says shes 99% sure she wont end up even being with him long cause all they do is fight. Shes as

Friends
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BITCH. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a BITCH. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a BITCH. Being a BITCH means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I 'should' be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me,try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if t

Song Lyrics
Sacrifice Me By: Salty Dog I feel the swaying ocean From the bottom of the sea The waves above passing over me And every now and then I start feeling small Started strong just to trip and fall One day when you need a friend People come and go Sometimes you fly so high Just to sink so low But if things get heavy I won't let you drown When you're led astray I'll always be around So many things that you let go Was just a price for what you need to know But baby don't hold on to what can't be saved Just remember what you get is what you gave Now I watched you slowly take your life away Like an offering to the gods you pray But keep your own mind, things will always change Just take some time to dry off from the rain You can sacrifice me, you can sacrifice me You can sacrifice me, you can sacrifice me Sacrifice me Today I tell you leave the past behind Search for yourself cause you're the hardest thing to find Through the long, long lonely

Funseeker
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. How often do you maturbate? 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave

Need Your Help
I NEED SOMEONE TO TAKE PHOTOS FOR ME WITH THE OPTION TO TOUCH AND PLAY WILL HAVE TO BE SINGLE OR HAVE PERMISSION FROM PARTNER . BE FUN AND WILLING TO TRY NEW THING. NEED SOMEONE THAT HAS ALOT OF energy. KNOW HOW TO USE A CAM AND A VIDEO CAM. WILL BE LOTS OF FUN. ALSO NEED SOMEONE THAT KNOW HOW TO MAKE BANNERS LOGOS AND BACKGROUNDS FOR MY SITE. NEED SOMEONE CLOSE TO WHERE I AM. EMAIL ME IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET WITH ME AND SEE IF WE CAN WORK SOMETHING OUT.ALSO NEED NEED IDEAS FOR PHOTO SHOOTS. AND SOME GUYS TO BE IN PHOTO SHOOTS. ktrjb@yahoo.com

Poetry
Black Dog (Jones/Page/Plant) Hey, hey, mama, said the way you move, gonna make you sweat, gonna make you groove. Oh, oh, child, way you shake that thing, gonna make you burn, gonna make you sting. Hey, hey, baby, when you walk that way, watch your honey drip, can't keep away. *Ah yeah, ah yeah, ah, ah, ah. Ah yeah, ah yeah, ah, ah, ah. I gotta roll, can't stand still, got a flame in my heart, can't get my fill. Eyes that shine burning red, dreams of you all through my head. Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah. Hey, baby, oh, baby, pretty baby, Tell me won't you you do me now. Didn't take too long 'fore I found out, what people mean my down and out. Spent my money, took my car, started telling her friends she wants to be a star. I don't know but I been told, a big-legged woman ain't got no soul. * Chorus All I ask for when I pray, steady rollin' woman gonna come my way. Need a woman gonna hold my hand, won't tell me no lies, make me a hap

A Poem
My prayer Would be a Husband That would stay And Not go away! To be able to walk And Not wheel in this chair thru the park! To believe in me today And Cry no more this way! To learn to live And Be myself and give! To make the monster That haunts me Set me free! By Wilma Walker

Random
DOES DJ MALICIOUS INSPIRE YOU SHE IS HOSTING HER FIRST CONTEST DATE HAS BEEN EXTENDED TILL FRI 3/28 IF YOU WIN AND HAVE A VIP YOU WILL RECEIVE A 7-DAY BLAST LET YOUR IMAGINATION RUN WILD SEND ENTRIES IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO malicious one@ fubar ALL ENTRIES MAY NOT BE POSTED TO YOUR PERSONAL PROFILES TILL AFTER THE CONTEST IS FINISHED - THANK YOU VOTING IS NOW OPEN COME VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITES VOTING IS OPEN FROM MARCH 29TH TILL APRIL 4TH RATES ONLY COUNT, ALTHOUGH COMMENTS ARE WELCOMED SUPPORT YOUR FAVES !!!! VISIT THE CONTEST FOLDER ON THIS PROFILE malicious one@ fubar ALL ENTRIES MAY NOT BE POSTED TO YOUR PERSONAL PROFILES TILL AFTER THE CONTEST IS FINISHED - THANK YOU If interested in being my valentine ,please answer all questions and send back to me. Thanks Oh and Have Fun 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8. Hair (color and style): 9. Pierc

Can Someone Tell Me Why??
Ok now ive been on fubar a lil while and I do happen to read profiles and Ive noticed that alot of the women on fubar have a few NSFW folders but they make them private to everyone and then on their page will say dont ask to see my NSFW folder...question I want to ask is why the hell do you have that folder there if you dont want people to see it or ask to see it??? Attention whores perhaps??? My other question is why mention that you have msn and yahoo and a cam on your page then say you wont give the names out if you do not wish to be on them with your fubar pals??? Another attempt at attention whoring perhaps?? anyone who has these answers feel free to let me in on the secret

Rogue Rollergirls!
Everyone in Fayette-Nam without a thing to do is invited to see the Rogue Rollergirls take on River City Rollergirls from Virginia on Sunday, February 17th at 5 pm. Tickets can be bought at eTix.com for $10.00 and they can be bought at the door for $12.00. This event will be at the Round-A-Bout skate center on Bragg Blvd. behind the Eutaw Village Shopping Center. Go to www.roguerollergirls.com for more info. We are also on Myspace. Come out to see us kick some ass while wearing fishnets and skates, all while smiling pretty! Come out to the Crown Coliseum on Friday, January 11th and Saturday, January 12th (both nights at 7:30pm) to say HI to the Rogue Rollergirls! We will be selling beer during the hockey games! Part of the proceeds go to the Rogue's so buy a beer for your friends too! Anyone in the Fayetteville/Ft. Bragg area on Friday Dec. 14th is invited to come out to Coach's Sports Bar to meet and greet my team that I belong to; the Rogue Rollergirls! Hot chicks in skates a

Bitchin And Whining Ass People
i'm tired of all the bitchin and whining i read in all the blogs,shut-up or put-up,all the nagging and complaining about the people on fubar and other sites,why don't these people use their fucking head and check these people out before they talk or addin these people to their page,think DAMN IT,and i can't stand too s certain people on here thru a hissy fit because they had a bad day,GET OVER IT,everyone has a bad day,yo9u think your the only one,give me a break,SHUT THE FUCK UP,this might seem like i'm bitchin,but i'm not,just can't stand too see someone bitch about stupid shit,and readin it in these blogs,and i will noy rate a blog if its someone cryin about stupid shit,ITS LIFE GET OVER IT,AND MOVE ON TO THE NEXT DAY,there's many more to come,so stop bitchin and whining,PEACE BITCHES. P.S. I CAN'T STAND FOR SOMEONE TO TRY TO INSULT MY INTELLIGENCE EITHER,THATS THE NEXT BLOG TO COME, PEACE OUT.

My First Serious Poem
Broken By: Raso She has the eyes of an angel that has lost its wings. The life she knew destroyed, torn apart. Her heart beats empty echoes.useless to her now. Yet continues, relentless, unwilling to stop. Tears replaced a numbness. Questions of confusion, shock. Replaying moments in her head. What should be, what was, is not. Sorrow replaced by rage. Rage replaced by a memory. A time of pure emotion, of bliss Recorded in one tear stained page of a diary. Thumbing through pictures Of smiles, unstaged, pure never to be shared together again burn brightly in the fire, to see them, to much to endure A vow at that moment never to be exposed again. To barricade herself not to feel With emotional instincts wrong, and lies believed Forever to carry internal scars. The scars which never heal.

Thoughts
I am so sick of men who just want to get into my pants!!!! All they wanna know is if I can turn on my cam or play with them on the phone. I tell them to leave me alone but they keep calling me. I don't wanna hear about how hard they are or how horney they are because I could really give a fuck!!!!! Then I'm also pissed at men who pretend to be my friend because they think that if they are nice they will eventually get some. Listen you stupid fucks!! If a woman is attracted to you she will have you. There is no convincing her, persuading her or blackmailing her either she wants you or not. Real simple. If you are my friend, be my friend don't do it because you think I will have sex with you that's so shitty.

Enrons On Every Corner
Enrons everywhere, on every corner, even in the white house, now a word from our sponsor!! ANY AND ALL COMMENTS WELCOME AFTER VIEWING THIS PLEASE. One of the obvious differences between Democrats and Republicans is the role that religion plays in their presidential campaigns. For instance, every Democrat, while pretending to believe that “separation of church and state” actually appears somewhere in the Constitution, must also insist that religion plays an essential role in his or her life. But just about the only time you see them going to church is when they’re posing for the cameras while addressing a black Baptist congregation. What’s more, when questioning these people, the liberal media kindly limits itself to a yes or no question regarding the existence of God. However, when the candidates are Republicans, you might get the idea that the members of the MSM were boning up for their theology exams. Is Huckabee too Christian? Does he actually believe the universe was

Recipes???
2 lbs deer burger mix in large bowl 3 tablespoons black cracked pepper 3 teaspoons cayenne pepper powder 1 tablespoon tony chacheries creole seasoning 1 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon soy sauce mix together in bowl for 3 minutes making sure to spread the seasonings evenly throughout the meat. roll out the meat into long tube shaped strips about the size of a pencil in width and as long as you like " i prefer about 8 inch strips" preheat oven 200 degrees. bake in oven for 3 hours turning about half way though the process. pull meat out place in ziplock bag let cool 24 hours in freezer. enjoy redneck ass kickin deer jerky:D any ideas on recipes how to prepare this monster fish?

Movies I Love.....vol. 1
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourselfAt the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Now for the TEN: 1. I'm a Sucker for a bunny 2.I was the only white baby at the Hospital when I was born....Oakland,Ca 3. By hometown default I an Oakland A's and Raider fan although I never watch sports 4.Movies are my passion 5.I have useless movie trivia in my head 6.I like my butt and my eyes but not my nose 7.I got picked on in Middle School (For my bubble butt) 8.I lost my virginity when I was 18 9.My son just turned 1!! And has beenwalking for 2 months now 10.I was Team Captain in both Swimming and Water Polo The 5 who are now Tagged: 1.sky1high 2.Princess Beakers 3.pahottie 4.RaznCoX 5.sugarpop Hello

In The Corner
The screams seem desperate Almost unavoidable Piercing to the eardrums Embedded into the core of the mind The pleading that follows Almost as real To the untrained eye But there is a plot beyond To make you see What is not really there And to look away From what lies beneath The self that no longer exists The tired, scarred, small child In need of protection from The truth behind the forced hysteria The first thought I had about you Rage Jealousy Possession The Second of Sorrow Guilt Envy The Third of Relief Understanding Pain But the one that remains Is the one I never Thought to impress On the situtaion from the start The impression of Impression. Open the window I stand below the sill Waiting for you To notice me Silent Expecting nothing from you But maybe a glance Some sign of recognition Of acknowlegement Expecting the world from you But accepting Only what you choose to give Wanting nothing but The overwhelming peace I get

Blast From The Past!!
Past, Present and Future Many good memories in the past, but the past is the past, it didnt make it to the future for a reason!! People need to stay there in the past>> and quit popping up!

V.i .p Contest
MyHotCommentsI'm in a V.I.P Contest and i have to get 14,500 comment's to reach my goal for my first V.I.P . So if you could just come by and leave a comment or two that would be great . I wanna give speacial thank's to the people who have already helped me out as much as they have. Thank's to the speacial people that I love so dearly and i know you guy's are true friend's.Much love to anyone who help's and the people below Be a true friend come by and help me out I AM IN A V.I.P CONTEST AND I NEED 14,500 COMMENT'S TO GET MY FIRST V.I.P AND I WOULD BE VERY HAPPY IF SOME OF MY FRIENDS COULD COME BY AND LEAVE ME A COUPLE OF COMMENT'S ,AND IF YOU EVER NEED HELP IN A CONTEST ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW .I WOULD BE MORE THEN HAPPY TO HELP YOU SO COME BY AND SHOW SOME

Ice Fishing Sundays
Sunday Departure: 4:30 am Destination Quabog Pond East Brookfied Ma.Species Northern Pike First Trip out for the Notherns Won't be Available,Sunday till After Patriots Game.Hope everyone has a Great Sunday.Hugs an Peace.

Valentines Application
¢¾Be My Valentine Application¢¾ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who replys back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot Wo

Life
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home wi

Military Support Train
MILITARY FAMILY MEMBERS HUMVEE So... Some friends and I have recently gotten really involved in doing all those fubar trains and things BUT the one thing we haven't found is a MILITARY FAMILY train. So we have decided to start one. Here are the rules: 1. Of course fan rate and add all members on the train :D 2. MUST be a family member of someone in the military OR an actual service member OR a prior service member. Can be ANY branch as long as it's military. Even reserve family is welcome. You can be a mom, sister, brother, fiance, girlfriend, wife, daughter, son, whatever as long as you are military. 3. NO DRAMA!!! Seriously this is all for our support why start drama if you DON'T like someone involved then don't speak to them. No need to act like a child :D 4. MUST HAVE A SALUTE! BUT if you don't but do have the military logo you can jump on. IF you have neither... you can ask to join but we will base our decision on your pics and what we think. We just don't want an

Tag You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) Love F1 racing - Ferrari rocks. 2.) Led Zepplin - Greatest ever. Old enough to have seen them in 1972 Sydney Australia. 3.) After 20 years in my job will be finishing in June 2008 - wondering what life will bring after that - scarey thought 4.) FAvorite drink - Rum and coke. Captain Morgen here, Bundaburg Rum back home 5.) Love WOMEN - Gods greatest gift to man. 6.) Life is what you make it - I've made mistakes but you learn to say - well can't change it move on and try and learn 7.) Am a little shy till I get to know you then - You better watch out - LOL 8.) Cant sit still too long. Maybe thats A.D

My First Blog
Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I have a secret love for 80's rock and SOME alternative music. 2) My father is half white. But I haven't heard anything from him since I was 3. 3) I like Hot Cheetos with lemon juice ONLY from a lemon and/or nacho cheese. 4) Someone is driving me really crazy right now but I'm unsure of him at times. 5) I love video games such as GTASA..Umm, Cruisin the World on Nintendo 64..And I got the first Nintendo System with Paperboy and all that stuff

Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts or habits about yourself. At the end you choose 5 friends to be "tagged" listing their names. Don't forget to leave them a comment sayin' "You're It!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. Can't tag the person who tagged you! 1. I have a slipper obsession! 2. I HATE Winter, onions, and mean spiteful people but not necessarily in that order. 3. I LOVE tatoos and Harleys! 4. Been divorced 8 years now...but still haven't given up on love...I believe there's someone out there for everybody. 5. Am a strong minded, soft hearted German girl with a "witty" personality (well some call it "smartass" I call it "witty")...lol who ACTS like she doesn't care what people think of her but...Shhhhhh...she does. 6. I believe in the Lord and thank him everyday for the blessings in my life. 7. My favorite holiday is Halloween and I go "crazy" decorating my house inside n out.

Blog Tag
TAG YOUR IT!!! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. Tag is harder than it use to be :p 2. Good friends can make you smile even on the crappiest of days. 3. Closing your eyes does not make the world disappear. lol 4. Take a little time every day to see the world through the innocent eyes of the very young. 5. Words don't mean as much when you don't follow through with action. 6. There are no do-overs in life.. but who would really want to. 7. Big boobs aren't as fun as you would think. ;) 8. There are very few "have to dos" in this lifetime and sometimes you don't have to do 10 and can just get 8! ok ok :p 9. People are basically the same.. wanting accept

Tag! Your It! Lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love to shoot pool and hang out with friends. 2. I worked in a bar for 3 years and met some really great people. WOW i miss it.. 3. I have 5 children, which i love very much. 4. I finally got to talk to my sister after not hearing from her for 30 years.. WOW, thats a long time.. Love ya sis... 5. ME! Addicted to fubar? Hmmm, could be.. lmao 6. I drive a chevy monte carlo. 7. I was born in Germany, and would love to go back and visit. The joys of being a military kid..lol 8. I speak my mind and am honest! i try not to hurt peoples feelings, but sometimes can't be helped.. 9. I love to s

Thought Of The Day!!
What Kind of Beer Are You Quiz by QuizRocket.com fun quizzes!Fun Quizzes | Quizes for MySpace » MySpace Quizzes 'Good looks catch the eye but a GOOD personality catches the heart. You're blessed with both!'

Story Of My Life!!!
STORY OF MY LIFE WOW I READ THIS AND THOUGH YOU KNOW THIS IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE. SO I WANTED TO BLOG IT SO THAT I CAN GO BACK AND READ IT EVERY DAY. Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the

Referral Contest!
You want FuBucks?!Well here is an easy way to do that!We are giving 10,000 FuBucks to the Member who refersthe most people to be leveled in 2 weeks time.Remember the Fubarian has to meet our Criteria withPlenty of Pics and Stash to RateAll Referrals will be checked out by one of our ManagementTeam before being added to the Leveling Blog.Also your referral has to be leveled to count towards your total.Below is a chart we will be keeping track of everyone who refers people to us.At the end of every 2 months there will be a special gift for the person with the Most Referred People... who KNOWS what it could be ;) Member Number of Referrals For Week 02/24/08 Month to Date ~Ðå£øþø~da VEEP of the "Fire and Ice Lvling Crew"~@ fubar 1 1

Master Apophis's Thoughts.
This morning I'm getting on a plane bound for Maine. I wake up after five hours of sleep I think I'll go insane. I can't wait to see my beautiful Syn and her two girls. The nervousness is finally grabbing hold of me. I've never flown before this should be a rather interesting experience. My beautiful Syn I love you with all of my heart you and the girls mean the world to me. I'm nervous as hell about meeting you right now. I can't wait to step off the plane and see you and take you in my arms. I can't wait to see those two beautiful girls either. Forever and always, Your Master. I am one who is open minded in general to everyones beliefs be they of a different religion, sexual preference, or ethnicity. I will respect anyones choice to believe what they will and not force anything upon anyone. I just wanted that part out in the open before I go on ranting and rambling about my views on this subject any further so please if you can't be open minded stop reading now.......

Own Me For A Month!
Do You Wanna Own Me? Do u Want To Be spoiled With My Love? Wanna Own me? Wanna Play? Wanna Chat? Wanna Get Naughty? Want 11's? Want Gifts? Want Me As Your Crush? Come On And Bid On Me! Click the Picture to Bid on me! Im in a auction come on and bid on me you'll let a chance to own me for a month You know you want to come on!

Funnystuff
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying 'Hello.' I politely said, 'This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robin Carter?' Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the las t two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled 'You're an asshole!' and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, 'You're an asshole!' It always cheered me up.

Did I Ever Mention My Thing For Guys With Shaved Heads?
So, Im in my manic phase again, as you can see from the blog prior to this one. For those of you who are like "What the hell is a manic phase" kttn? Well..... the kttn is psycho, and by Psycho as I have mentioned previously-- I am bipolar, level 2 I believe (its been a while). So being bipolar I have some extreme Highs and Lows. Well the HIGHS, which are all that we care about class (lol) are my MANIC Phase. For some people, being manic means, shopping sprees and doing things to excess. For me, my sexdrive goes thru the f*cking roof. Now, I have been doing some observation about this to get a better idea of whats going on with me during these different phases because I dont medicate. I have to admit, I dont medicate PURELY for how great the Manic phase is. Well with that said, one of my gorgeous bald friend's requested that I listen to a song..... and we all know how hooked on lyrics I can be considering it seems every other week a new song has moved into the arena I call "theme songs"

Wreckage
Yeah so I messed my car up....But it could have been worst....It will be fixed and better than ever....But my nose got a good gash and so....Yeah it sucks, I hurt, 5 stitches....But I'll get through this....Now you can call me Scarface!!!

My 16 year old son has been missing for 5 days. Though he is not terminally ill, his health is not very well. I have been through all of his friends and no luck. His 19 yr old gf is pregnant and denies seeing my son during this time. I'm sure she knows where he is because she refuses to work with me to find him (which tells me she's not worried cuz she knows). I'm asking everyone to please keep my son in your thoughts and prayers that he comes home safe and SOON! thank You all for your support.... To my friends i must apologize for not being on here much lately. Alot has been going on and really i just get so busy at times i dont take the time to check all my messages. i do thank E/everyone for the messages, comments and gifts. You all are so kind, thank You again..

Nothing Girl
Maybe I wear baggies and white socks with flip-flops, maybe I don't like listening to rave and I'm not on the social mountaintops, maybe I don't care about the things that make your worlds twirl, maybe you look at me and think: Gee, what a nothing girl. Maybe I like giving smiles which seems to be a sin today, and maybe I allow my imagination to sometimes run away, maybe you don't understand this and that's why you cannot see, if this make me a nothing girl, hey, that's ok with me! The world makes you believe your personality mustn't be detected, your face must be picture perfect and wear cloths just the best, to be accepted. Maybe I look at you and feel sorry that you're blind, robots you have became, yourself you'll never find. God made you, as well as me, this means I am something, the world is a liar and if I must be a nothing for you to see it, then so be it!

Do You??
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think i'm cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics If U wanna make out with me...................tell me in a message If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me ....................why are you reading this? REPOST AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS U GET

Poeta : Choka
Shapers of the Realm (Inspirations) (utilizing the rhyme scheme of a Luc-Bat) What part is madness? What part the genius of Man, Expressed best it can? And what part insanity? What part the poppy, The milk of honey and sin? (let the dreams begin!) Or the fungus in the grain affecting the brain? What stress and what strain torments? What is Heaven sent and what is Hell bent or worse? A soul grown too coarse. Perhaps the converse is so... How is one to know that what is is so for sure? Delusions de jure! Does anything pure survive? Anything alive? What gives forth the drive to see through reality, beyond misery and strife? To cut like a knife the meaning of life in two, looking for what's true... A way to construe this mess, a way to see through to bliss. Prophets and Madmen, Philosophers and Poets, Shapers of the Realm; What their inspirations be and just how the world they see? Resolution Scene: An argument between two sides of a coin; Po

My Friends Rock!!!
HERE IS THE LINK FOR IT :) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1512684&i=3110702909&albumid=1083783 http://b.pca3.fubar.com/48/62/1512684/tn_3110702909.jpg TO EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT TIME,TO MY FRIENDS YOU ALL ROCK!! TO SOMEONE SPECIAL NAMED ASH YOU ARE 1 GREAT WOMAN. 1:00 am i believe if i am wrong let me know!!!! She is a really kewl friend show her som love please!!! Party!!!!!!!!!!!!! Besseme Como LoCa OWNED BY SEAMMUSHHARDCORE@ fubar

Come Bid On Me
Hey Friends and Fans, Come Bid On This Awesome Sweet Girl...The Auction Runs From The 17th-25th Of Jun. Come On And Click The Picture Below To See All That She Has To Offer. (repost of original by 'King of Kings' on '2008-06-16 20:13:46')

Support The Troops(poems)
they serve their country with no quetions asked they do their jobs no matter the tasks they go witout seeing loved ones for months at a time they fight for our freedom but yet so many people dis respect them in so many ways give them thanks for what they do that's the lest you can do seeing how they fight for you they fight to keep this great country safe wy not just offer them your thanks i tell soldiers everyday what they mean to me i am Proud American living in the land of the free because of the brave so give them your thanks do not call them names do not say mean things about them they have familys and friends that worry about their safty they are human just like we are they just have a different job then the rest of us do but no matter what we do as a perfession we are all alike so try to atlest say thank you to them for risking their lives have you told a soldier thank you for everything they do have you let them know that you support them while they

Auction
I AM UP for AUCTION again so do that damn thing... Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3@ fubar Dark Greetings...Once again i have been owned, Show my new owner mad love Warrior Owner of and excl. taken by ~EchoAngel~ *Fu-bomber*@ fubar This Pimp out Brought to you by... Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 OWNED BY WARRIOR@ fubar I AM UP for AUCTION again so do that damn thing...

The Perfect Blowjob
The room dim lit... I see you there before me... my wrists lightly bound, sitting in a sturdy, high back chair... In your bed room... My elbows rest sensually my knees, legs spread slightly... My ankles fastened to the chair legs... but, they are not your bindings... My shoulders drawn, head high... You see my breast rising with every breath, shallow, calm and slow... My chest filled with pride, knowing you will walk in upon me in this manner... Blindfolded, and the music just loud enough that I do not see or hear you enter the room... Candle light flickering, dancing all around my naked body, peaceful, my mind at ease... You smell my scent, now lingering in the room, heavy laden with my own musk ... My anticipations draw my shoulders back as I take in the darkness surrounding me... Masked, your light dances and runs rampant in my mind, I am sure you are near, yet still unsure where... You lie back in the shadows, "glowing like the light of phosphorous, best viewed when all around is d

My Fu-owners
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David'z Blog
A 2 Tha K 2 Tha 4 2 Tha 7 Do Real MuthaFukkaz Get 2 Go 2 Heaven. Or Will They Die & Get Sent 2 Hell Who Knowz But Oh Well. Grab That Bong Pack It & Hit That Shit B-4 You Know It You Will Be Lit. It'z Call Tha Good Green Marijuana & It Come Frum A State Called California. Wow Wee It'z Sum Good Az Weed Yes Indeed. It'z Not That Hard And Eazy 2 Do Smoke Sum Weed When Your Feelin Blue. It Will Make All Ya Trouble Go Away 2-Day All Day & Everyday. So Grab Ya Friendz & Toke Up If You Have Cotten Mouth You Drink Water Out Of A Cup. Well Anywayz That Wuz Just A Little Poem. Today Iz Great I Like Today. It'z So Awsome. Smokin Away Tha Day It'z Tha Way 2 Say Hi How Are You Let'z Chat Awhile. I Mean Hey What Iz A Little Weed Gonna Do 2 Ya. It'z Pretty Nice Out & The Wind Iz Blowin A Little. It'z Just That Kind Of Day I Tell You. Stoner Way Iz Tha Way 2 Go It Will Brighten Up Ya Whole Day. Well Nuthin Excitin Goin On Here 4 Me I'am Just Here Writin Tha Next Day Of My Life That'z All. Tha Day Iz No

Movies
Last night i saw a midnight showing of The Dark Knight and i would like to say it was probably one of the best action thillers i have seen since well i dont know what. Heth Ledgers Performance in the movie as the Joker was so very very good it was amazing and the emergance of two face in the movie was brilliant it made the entire plot seem more of a horror film. The point of this blog is to give this movie a rating on a scale of one to ten but since the Bad Assery was off the charts with Christian Bales Oscar worthy performance as the Dark Knight Himself i would give this movie a recomendation of a must see SUMMER MOVIE. Anyone who loves batman or loves to watch epic summer movies will be shocked at how good this movie was. Rating ***** (5 stars)

Show Sum Support!!!
I have now lived in the town of Jacksonville, NC now for 5yrs and i must say that this town has truelly became sad come paired to how it was back in 03 where the town showed their support and now n 08 where has that support gone??? You would be amazed to how a simple praise or word of thanks would mean to a young marine, or a soldier. So i am asking each an every1 of you to atleast say thanks to a military person, or even a retired military person and let them know that they aren't forgotten and to say thanks for our freedom, because if it weren't for these men n women who serve for our country, we wouldn't have our freedom today. So take time to say thanks... N God Bless Our Troops!!!!

Spotlight
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Untitled
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Latre the littel boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he puts in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strenght to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times come from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her c

Polar Bear Express And Penguin Paradise
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Needs Samples
Need Samples An old man goes to the doctor for his yearly physical, his wife tagging along. When the doctor enters the examination room, he tells the old man, "I need a urine sample, a stool sample and a sperm sample." The old man, being hard of hearing, looks at his wife and yells: "WHAT?" "What did he say? What's he want?" His wife yells back, "He needs your underwear."

So Sad
AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!M-Turn your sound on too !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her three month birthday .London had six fractured ribs, both of her legs were fracture, & her brain was so damaged that if

Being A Bloke Is Great
Being A Bloke Is Great Because: Your orgasms are real. Always. Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. You never feel compelled to stop a friend from getting laid. Your arse is never a factor in a job interview (not always true actually). Car mechanics tell you the truth. You don't bother if someone not notices your new haircut. Hot wax never comes near your pubic area. Wrinkles add character. A few well placed one night stands gain credibility, not leave you tarnished. You don't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments. People never glance at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. Porn movies are designed with you in mind. Your pals can be trusted never to trap you with "So, notice anything different?" You can throw a ball more than 5 feet. One mood, ALL the damn time. You can open all your own jars.

Other Stuff
Was researching for my 80's show in Bada Bing Tonight and ran across this short story based on 80s lyrics. THought it was so cute. Can you figure out where all of the lyrics came from? - Hugs, Queeny I was working part time in a five and dime. My boss was Mr. Magee. He was six foot four and full of muscles and walked like an Egyptian, but I was happy to be stuck with him. One manic Monday, while I was busy working for the weekend, I overheard him make a careless whisper. He told two of my co-workers, Jack and Diane, that I gave love a bad name. Well, I got so emotional, baby. I told him to say say say what he wants, but don't play games with my affection. He told me it was hard for him to say he's sorry and not to worry, to be happy. Then he blamed it on the rain. He was so out of touch. It just took my breath away. I couldn't fight this feeling any longer. I asked him "What's love got to do with it?" He told me to get outta his store and his drea

Locked, Loaded, Let Loose
So, the previous 4 entries have been a lil bitch fest of sorts for me. Just had to get those things off my chest. By reading them one may think "so then why are you on Fubar if you're so disgusted with all those things?". Well... those things do burn my ass, but I have also made some really wonderful friends on this site. REAL friends, not just acquaintances. For every 100 weeds I have pulled on this site, I have made one great friend which makes weed pulling worth while. There really are some amazing people out there and I feel blessed to have met and befriended some of them. I do not warm to most people easily and it's even harder for me to let anyone past my hard Cancerian outer shell. The previous 4 blog entries may make me seem like a bitch, and that's fine by me. It's just me standing up for what I believe and speaking freely about how I feel. I think those are admirable traits in anyone, but if you see it as "bitch-like" then I'm proud to be a bitch. Thank you to t

The Facts
I want this and/or that, I have have this or that the one who gives me the most gets it these are things that you see everywhere. It's sad that thats all so do is beg and whine they want and want. Go enter a contest or giveaway quit asking any/everyone. I've had my share or things I've gotten everything as gifts from friends and earned it. Never asked for a thing. Now thats all some people do they don't make friends or do anything they just want. Worst of all there are people that just give what is asked for. F/A/R there's no secert I don't and won't do it. I don't need to help out those that are all about points. What each person does is up to them and a good bit of what's seen by others noone cares. These are my thoughts and others agree to them as well.

Halloween
In my neighborhood we have had this tradition in celebration of Halloween for as long as I have lived here. You leave a bag/basket/jack-o-lantern full of treats on your neighbor's door step (usually ones with children!!!) along with the following note...and a simple drawing of a ghost (easy enough for even the least artistic among us to draw!)...then ring their doorbell and scatter... * * * You Have Been Ghosted!!! The Phantom Ghost has come around To leave these goodies you have found. If you do not wish a curse to fall Continue this greeting, this ghostly call. And, since the Ghost has gotten you Please read closely what you must do. First, post the Ghost where it can be seen, On a door or window until Halloween. Then no other Ghost will visit again Be sure to participate, if you don’t it’s a sin. You have only one day, so act fast Leave treats at two homes no ghost has passed, Make two treats, two “ghosts,” two notes…that’s the gist, Take them to neigh

Buying A House
ok as some of you may have read me and my hubby are buying a house. We close and take possesion of on November 14th @ 10 am. We are exciited about it and cant wait. Ok this has been a very exciting past 2 weeks. Me and my hubby have been house shopping and we finally found a house that we liked so we made a offer on it and just today we got word that we got the house and a good loan rate @6.25% which is excellent in my book that makes our payments really low yay for us. The house is a 3 bedroom with a possible 4th in the basement, complete fenced yard which will be good for the pup, so I am ecited we should take ownership of it before the holiday which I cant wait. more to come later.

More About Me
We all know that us guys are horny dogs 99% of the time and have no problem telling the whole world what we like sexually. What I don't hear is the the women's sexual perspective. So I must ask you ladies, what turns you on sexually? What physical characteristics in men turn you on? What's your fave position? Is recieving oral sex important? Do you really enjoy giving oral sex? How do you liked to be touched? What style sex turns you on the most? Slow and sensual or fast and rough? Please leave your answers as comments and thanks for participating! ;-) Hi ladies. My name is Dylan and I'm a red blooded Irish American Male that loves women and having sex! I know the male sex drive threatens women alot who label us as 'creepy pervs' BUT just because I/we have health sex drives who likes to flirt and look at pictures of breasts and vaginas and booties and beautiful faces doesn't make us sub-human, perverted or disrespectful. Sex is important and I shouldn't be made to feel guilty for being

East Man Seaking U
Hello I am a man sexy and friendly to all who respect me. My hobby fishing ,writing,photo,flowers,anniamls. Well my yahoo messager id is eastsun_99 So I like web surfing and chat there on yahoo. Here is my photo albumn on web link add: http://s271.photobucket.com/albums/jj129/eastsun/ --- So some of my writings be published on books,and there are a few good friends on net chat me offen. But Mostly I like watch u while we are chatting on. I hate wars,pollutions,and wish all the world peace and good living conditions. --- Most people of their eyes and brains on money and job,works,possitions,face-values.careless on lessure and friends.So I am lonely because I live for happy and enjoy life what God arranged for us. I would like real hugs met here in my location and exchange views,help each others,learn from each others. Will u accept my aboves?and come be friend?Thanks. My friend has a factory which from small to big only within a few years.His main products is the car

Fubucks For Comments In Contest
subject: Could be fun .... post date: 2008-12-09 21:04:04 views: 10 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Last posting to this blog.. subject: Tagged (ugh i hate these but they can be fun) post date: 2008-12-09 17:54:10 views: 8 comments: 1 ratings: 0 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charger 2. Your significant other? Wicked 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? Tybee 5. Your father? Memphis 6. Your favorite thing? woman 7. Your dream last night? sleeep 8. Your favorite drink? Budlight 9. Your dream/goal? gooddad,lol 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? shy 16. Mu

Own A Sexy Couple!!
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Gotta Read This
A Drunk > A drunk walks out of a bar with a key in his hand and he is stumbling > back and forth. > > A cop on the beat sees him and approaches, > 'Can I help you Sir?' > > 'Yessh! Ssssomebody ssstole my carrr', the man replies. > > The cop asks, 'Where was your car the last time you saw it?' > > 'It wasss on the end of thisshh key', the man replies. > > About that time the cop looks down and sees the man's wiener hanging > out of his fly for all the world to see. > > He asks the man, 'Sir are you aware that you are exposing yourself?' > > Momentarily confused, the drunk looks down at his crotch and without >

Ramblings
Well, I started drinking again last nite. Thanks to those "gift" packs of Wild Turkey 101 that Wal-Mart carries this time of year. The funny thing is, I feel better this morning than I have in a long time... LOL

Do You Want An Nsfw Salute?
I haven't been getting any love shown lately. Im stuck on this level and I want to level up. If you would be nice enough to Bling me an Auto-11, I would gladly reward you by making a Personalized NSFW salute to show you my gratitude. Please help a girl out? chart_obama_3.gif What the stimulus means for youvideo What the stimulus means for you More Videos Quick Vote What is hurting you the most? * Housing meltdown and foreclosures * Job cuts and unemployment * Cutbacks in government services or View results NEW YORK (CNNMoney.com) -- You've probably noticed: The Obama administration and Congress are talking about spending an unprecedented sum of money to try to revive the economy. President Obama and House Democrats laid down the marker with an $825 billion package of spending and tax cuts. The Senate version will be taken up by two committees on Tuesday. Dozens of proposals. Hundreds of pages of legislation. Billions of dollars

Study On Hepatitis C
I received this info and thought I would pass it on. They said they would give me $40 referral fee. You can either tell them to make a donation to HepCAware.org or keep that for yourself. ;) Dawn Here's the email I received. Thank for your interest in the study on Hepatitis C study with patients. We are looking for patients, based in the USA . We are very interested to talk people who are living with Hepatitis C. What we require of the patient: Complete a self-completion diary (around 10 minutes in the evening each day) for 7 days preceding the telephone interview. 1 telephone interview lasting 90 minutes moderated by an independent market researcher. The telephone interview will involve discussion with 2 other patients on the topics as above. Patients will be required to have their completed diaries to hand. The incentives will be paid the day after the study (cheque of $200,- sent to the mail address that they will provide). I would like to re

Fastest Way For A Married Man To Get A Divorce
Three women, one engaged, one married and one a mistress , are talking about their relationships and decide to amaze their men. That night all three will wear black leather bras, stiletto heels and a mask over their eyes. After a few days they meet up for lunch. The engaged woman: 'The other night when my boyfriend came over he found me with a black leather bodice, tall stilettos and a mask. He saw me and said, 'You are the woman of my life. I love you. Then we made love all night long. ' The mistress: 'Me too! The other night I met my lover at his office and I was wearing the leather bodice, heels, mask over my eyes and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat he didn't say a word, but we had wild sex all night. ' The married woman: 'I sent the kids to stay at my mother's house for the night. When my husband came home I was wearing the leather bodice, black stockings, stilettos and a mask over my eyes. As soon as he came in the door and saw me he

Just Some Of My Poems!
I like you because of who you are to me. I hate you because of what you did to me. I miss you because you got her, and not me. I love you and thats how it will always be. If you asked me what I look for in a guy, I would say that I look for a guy who trys. A guy who lives life and deals with what it brings. Not someone who will just try to buy my love with diamond rings. Just someone who will be there for me if I need to cry. Someone who will always care. Someone who will always be there! When no one is there for you and you think no one cares. When the whole world walks out on you, and you think your alone. I'll be there When the one you care about the most, could care less about you. When the one you gave your heart to, throws it in your face. I'll be there When the person you trusted betrays your trust. When the person you share all your memories with, can't even remember your birthday. I'll be there When all you need is a friend,

Birth Year
In 1973 (the year you were born) Richard Nixon is president of the US Supreme Court rules in Roe vs. Wade that states may not prevent a woman from having an abortion during the first trimester US announces the end of the military draft Spiro T. Agnew resigns after pleading no contest to charges of tax evasion while governor of Maryland Gerald R. Ford becomes the first appointed vice president under the 25th Amendment A total ban on oil exports to the US for six months is imposed by Arab nations after the outbreak of an Arab-Israeli war President Richard Nixon announces that a peace accord has been reached in Vietnam Drea de Matteo, Tori Spelling, Carson Daly, Monica Lewinsky, and Kate Beckinsale are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Miami Dolphins win Superbowl VII Montreal Canadiens win the Stanley Cup The Exorcist and American Graffiti are top grossing films Elvis Presley's Aloha From Hawaii television special is seen around the

~*plagued*~
plagued dark twisted caverns unraveling the way traveling thru unwatched stations never taking time to stop does this journey end or keep playing like an over watched movie time bends unwinds jaded twisted emotionless now i speak to you even if you don't hear my words i have seen you in every light now i see in the one that is right unclouded yet misted it was you who was twisted incomplete yet seen as full as you bleed i watch you sleep and i shall never wake you *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* dark twisted caverns unraveling the way traveling thru unwatched stations never taking time to stop does this journey end or keep playing like an over watched movie time bends unwinds jaded twisted emotionless now i speak to you even if you don't hear my words i have seen you in every light now i see in the one that is right unclouded yet misted it was you who was twisted incomplete yet seen as full as you bleed

Carrie's In A Contest (closed)
I have entered an Auto 11 bling contest... It ends January 29 at 9pm Fu-Time... The picture with the most rates wins... Just ONE rate/re-rate and ONE comment needed... Please click the link below and help me in this contest... There is a bonus prize for the person that sends the hostess the most new friends and fans... So, please check out PebblesinAZ... R/F/A her and tell her I sent you... She's the bomb! You'll be glad you did... Hostess of the contest... Thanks bunches for your help... Have a good day... Carrie ****************************************** I will make tags this weekend for anyone that rates my picture... So, please let me know that you rated the contest pic. Bulletin Created by: Carrie Please Repost

Bigmule's Birthday Train
BigMule's Birthday Train "Harley Rider" The Rules: 1. Stop by BigMule's page, rate the Harley Davidson Signs folder of pics... He will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Birthday Train tag folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Happy Birthday BigMule," "Harley Rider's train" or something like that... If your profile is marked private, then you need to visit each person's profile on this train and add each rider yourself, whether or not they are above or below you on the train... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will get a thank you tag made for you if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest list...

Joke
Four married guys go fishing. After an hour, the following conversation took place: First guy: 'You have no idea what I had to do to be able to come out fishing this weekend. I had to promise my wife that I will paint every room in our house next weekend.' Second guy: 'That's nothing, I had to promise my wife that I will build her a new deck for the pool.' Third guy: 'Man, you both have it easy! I had to promise my wife that I will remodel the kitchen for her.' They continue to fish when they realize that the fourth guy has not said a word. So they asked him, 'You haven't said anything about what you had to do to be able to come fishing this weekend. What's the deal?' Fourth guy: 'I just set my alarm for 5:30 am. When it went off, I shut off my alarm, gave the wife a nudge and said, 'Fishing or sex?' and she said, 'Wear sun-block.' Some people are sitting in a bar when one guy says, "My name is Larry, and I am a SNAG." Another guy says, "What's that?" The firs

Another Sleepless Night
Well it’s another sleepless night. I’m having another nightmare. They come when you least expect them and without warning. They can be triggered by anything. Mine start out with the smell of gasoline when I fuel up my truck. Or when i`m camping and have a campfire. Have you ever seen the effects of napalm on the landscape and any living thing that happens to be in its path? Napalm is basically gasoline in the form of a gel like substance so that it sticks to whatever it lands on. It puts anything in its path on fire instantly. My nightmares are filled with the smell and visions of those effects on the jungles of Vietnam and the people in them. Often times we would call in a strike from napalm because you cant see your enemy in the thick jungles and you would be taking heavy fire. The jungle would become a fast moving ball of fire. People on the fringe of the attack would run out in flames with napalm sticking to them burning out of control. We would be under orders to fire on

Jealousy
You can meet alot of people here on fubar(or the net for that matter). And you can make alot of friends that you talk to on a constant basis. I have many that I talk to all the time. But i have noticed that after a while it seems that people get a little touchy about certain things on here such as not being able to see pics, not being number one, not being only one you talk to or things such as that..I know that I will meet few if any from here in real life and therefore dont go out of my way to BE IN THEIR LIVES...I love the friends that i have and talk to all the time for they are awesome and are always returning the love and I dont just mean rating pics or sending gifts. They will actually take time to chat with me about more than sex or what they can get. But why is it that people have to get jealous over this?? Is there any real reason to act like an ass over things or people you may never get? Dont you think it makes you look like an ass and make people not want to talk to you or

Hmmmmm!!!!!!
OK I'M A LITTLE PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW!!! TO WHOEVER SENT ONE OF MY PICS AS NSFW IS A REAL FUKING BABY AND NEEDS TO GROW UP, BETTER YET NOT BE ON FUBAR!! TELL ME IF YOU THINK THIS NSFW! I TRIED TO POSR A PIC OF IT, BUT I CANT I'M SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY! IF YOU WANT TO SEE WHAT PIC I'M TALKING ABOUT IT'S IN MY FUNNY SHIT ALBUM.....IT'S THE "BITCHOLOGY" PIC IT'S ABOUT HALF WAY THRU THE ALBUM. I MARKED MOST OF MY NSFW NOW AND FRIENDS ONLY. YOU KNOW WHAT IF YOUR GOING TO BITCH ABOUT THAT PIC AND IT OFFENDS YOU....YOU SHOULNR FUCKING BE ON FUBAR YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKER, FIND A FUCKING LIFE YOU PIECE OF SHIT FUCKING ASSHOLE! SO IF THE PERSON WHO CRIED ABOUT THE PIC HAS THE BALLS ENOGH TO COME FORWARD....BRING IT MOTHERFUCKER! To the rest of you, my fu family and friends I Love you all. Ok my fu friends and family! was wondering if you can help me out with something.....just a little perplexed about a few things. Your shooting the shit with someone, nothing big,

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My Imagination
once there was a fair maiden in a kingdom by the sea she was of rare beauty and her hand was sought by many but what one did not know was that if upon capture of her hand the capturer would have to embark upon a mystical journey that would take him far from her side and thru perilous lands full of danger and dark magic. at the end of said journey if he proved his worth he would inherit her heart body and soul and forever live in peaceful bliss............ do you wish to hear more?

At Night
At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night

Dad Teaches Daughter A Lesson
Don't care what your political stance is.. this is funny... Rose sat so Martin can walk... Martin walked so Obama could run... People have said for centuries that if a black man won the presidency pigs would fly... And what do you know? After his first 100 days in office.... SWINE FLU!!! (Disclaimer: This story is about incestrial happenings and it is ONLY a story...and if you don't read past this.. I completely understand) Dad Teaches Daughter a Lesson "Ok, Dad. I'm going out. I'll be back by one o'clock," Sarah said as she walked ran down the stairs.Jack put down his newspaper and glanced at his daughter. "Wait a minute! What are you wearing?"Sarah liked to show off her body. She was wearing a black leather corset and silky, black skirt. Her long blonde hair bounced on her bare shoulders as she ran down the stairs. She wore her favorite thigh high leather boots, which she had worked all summer to be able to afford. At the bottom of the stairs, she pa

Pimpout From Ice
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The Secret Admirer?
I know that you know that I adore you. There is no one else like you. I want to know if you know how much I appreciate you.I know that I don't deserve it,but there was a spot in my heart and I reserved it.For that place you took, but that is okay. but I slowly learnTo take it easy and wait for you, so i hope your heart I patiently earn. Hey,I really respect the fact that you respect me. I admire your true integrity,complex mentality,distinguised personality,Everything about you that compliments our similarity.If mishaps should occur and I happen to die and there is indeed another life, I pray that I come back with more appreciation, andmore joy for you, and hopefully as your hero. I truly confessthat you have stolen my heart,captured it, from the very start.Pleasure a feeling I had never known, in a long time,came upon me so quick, strong and full blown.You were a vision yes, a sight to beholdevery sculptors wish, for he to mold.The look, the walk and the way you moved,sent tingl

Not A Bloger..
I have lost loved ones due to breast cancer. Both men and women, Alike. My work is is selling T-shirts, The one I am wearing in the pic. So for every picture rate and bling I get I will donate $100 dollars to this great cause. Help the boobees and neebies out. I have donated $800. so far just in the last week. I want to see more men and women surviving from this. I have kids, and I am sure you do to. They have a cure but it takes a but load of money to get it. So that is why I am donating to this. And if the speeling is bad. I apoloize for the miss spelling. my fubar is messing up on me tonight. had to type fast. Good night. The smacker Ok FuLand. I'm not big in to the whole Blog thing, So here it goes. Monday is My Birthday May 18th hint hint, And I am trying to save up Fubucks For the Spotlight. I think It would Be cool to have a "SMACKER" Day. I have been on fubar for over three years. *Note* this was my Profile after I got Deleted off

Support Our Troops Train
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Comments Most Surprised By!!! Smiles..i Did!!!
Mag: Awwwwww u r sooo cute ,, i cant belive my eyes ,, u cant be human u must be an angel u relly ammazin ,, i like how u look ,, hope u gimme the honor and accept talkin 2 me ,,

Help Friends
i want you all to meet someone. for as long as i have known her she has been stuck on level 27! shes a sweetheart and amazing friend. she'd do anything for anyone. heres where you come in.... like i stated before shes still on level 27. only has 8mil to go....yes only. when i met her i think it was something like 20mil. im not asking for you to bling her bomb her buy her this and that just a rate or two when you get the chance. http://www.fubar.com/user/2311295 I NEED HELP THINKIN OF TRIVIA PM OR EMAIL ME IDEAS PLAIDMAFIA23@YAHOO.COM

Savior
The graceful, milky wisps of smoke curled aimlessly through the room from the lit cigarette dangling between her crimson lips. The lime green, pleather mini skirt barely covered the tops of her black fishnet thigh highs and the thin, dingy white cotton tank with the lace trim hung loosely over her small, unimpressive breasts. Sweat stains were noticeable around the edges of her tank top and other discolorations on her skirt of which he did not care to know the origin. She was in her 40s at least. The hard lines on her face and the weathered look of her skin evidence of a long, hard life, but she was, in fact, a woman and she agreed to accompany him for the crumpled twenty he dug from the pocket of his tattered cords. He wanted her so badly he was shaking inside. His thundering heartbeat and throbbing loins would likely register on the Richter Scale. Get a grip, he thought to himself. She does this for a living. A lady of the night, he mused, fighting the nearly uncontrollable urge to l

What's Been Going On
hello everyone! i've been being kept very busy for a while. it took 2 years of stupid ideas to finally get a diagnosis on why my little guy stopped talking. and we heard every excuse in the book. he is severely autistic and the light of my life. his teachers and i are pretty sure he can actually read and loves anything that has words. i am doing art therapy with him. he has a speech therapist and an occupational therapist. his specialist does the sensory therapy....doesn't seem to help much though. ric and i got divorced this sept. we call the divorce my birthday present, lol. an act of congress pushed the divorce to a top priority position. we had thanksgiving at my daughter's. i made the goodies and took them there so her and her family would have thanksgiving. my other daughter had to cancel thanksgiving plans cause her oldest son has strep throat and mono. he better quit kissing those girls at school, lol. i hope everyone had a wonderful thanksgiving and the holiday season is

Out Of Touch!
I've been reading some responses to some of the posted mumms. Most of what I have read seems to have nothing to do with the question posted. Instead, the replies tend to bring out the self centeredness of the mumm responders. I am 57 yrs. of age. Is it my age that has me seeing younger generations as very out of touch with the ability to be real, or is it me that is failing to keep up with the times and adjust to the cavalier attitude that seems to be taking over? I wonder!

Whooplah And Shenanigans
So I have realised that Fubar ain't the place for me. Before I delete my account I feel I have to set the record straight on a few things that have been said about me. Apparently a few people decided to stick their noses into my business and put dirt on my name. I have no idea why they would do this....jealousy I guess. So with that I will get to the point. I want to clear the air on a few things. First off whoever decided to spread the runors around that I beat the shit out of my ex-wife and daughter....that was a classic one. Couldn't be further from the truth. The time frame this would have happened in my daughter would have been a year old and I would have killed her. She's 8 now alive and well. Never laid a hand on her. This was a good one.....whoever made this one up....yeah it stuck and has fucked me up. Ok now another rumor being passed around. That I'm a drug addict. LMMFAO....yeah sure....I smoke weed thats it....barely do that anymore....I don't even drink. Ag

Ps::this Is Junk
Newspaper Headline Typos One must acknowledge a supreme being before being able to hold public office. It is illegal to sell one's eye. A program has been created in the state that attempts to control the weather. When two trains meet each other at a railroadcrossing, each shall come to a full stop, and neither shall proceed until the other has gone. It is illegal to take more than three sips of beer at a time while standing. Up to a felony charge can be levied for promoting the use of, or owning more than six dildos. It is illegal for one to shoot a buffalo from the second story of a hotel. It is illegal to milk another person’s cow. The entire Encyclopedia Britannica is banned in Texas because it contains a formula for making beer at home. Dumb Criminals of the Day Monday, September 9th, 2002 • In Augusta

I Dream
I dream of a day when he will say that he loves me in that special way. I pray every day for a time when he will finally be mine. I hope for a feeling of being loved instead of always having my feelings shoved. I want to know that it comes without condition but instead is a welcome addition. I know one day it will occur sooner than later I would prefer. I want to see the passion in his eyes when he is the cause of my cries. I need to feel it in his touch is that asking for too much? Some dreams are best left for sleep but this is one dream I think I will keep. I know one day he will finally care and once he does it will always be there. I don't want it to become rushed or aside my feelings will be brushed.

True Stories, Funny Ones, Etc
"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two. Our Marines !! I sat, as did millions of other Americans, and watched as our government underwent a peaceful transition of power a few weeks past. At first, I felt a pride and patriotism as I watched Barack Ob

Anger
I've been thinking and thinking and thinking.. yes, probably over thinking this.. but.. i am so fucking mad.. All these people that are mad at me for what I did.. with the fake pictures.. I am mad at them.. knowing not one of them would have befriended me if they had known what I looked like.. no one did 2 years ago when I had my real ones up..but Gods knows I had tons when they thought I was someone I;m not.. it makes me sooooo damned angry So.. no one here as any right condeming me for what I had done.. when you are guilty as well..

I'm Back
Sorry to all my friends and family for being gone for so long without telling anyone the reason why...I've had alot going on here and I just now got my comp back up and running...I've missed everyone and feel free to write me back and bust my butt because I know you want to.. Yeah I know I was gone again for awhile, but shit happens that you can't control. I guess no-one wants to talk anymore bc of it..Well, if you are mad at me just let me know please don't give me the cold keyboard..lol Guess what? My comp is finally acting right. I know thats a new one. Anyway whom ever wants to talk feel free to contact me. I have missed everyone alot and would love to hang out and chill.

Just Bull Shit
i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite new a thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh ... And eyes big love-crumbs, and possibly i like the thrill of under me you so quite new So my birthday is on Friday the 13th. I know I know. But I love it. I am having a birthday on here on the 13th in the VELVET LOUNGE and Having a day out with my friends on saturday. Would love 4 all my friends to stop by and wish me a happy bday. I havent had a good 1 in a while. So come on in to the velvet lounge and party with me on the 13th. it'll be so much fun. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo So ur the Bitch who told the Bitch that Im a Bitch we

I Quit
By this he knew she wept with waking eyes: That, at his hand's light quiver by her head, The strange low sobs that shook their common bed Were called into her with a sharp surprise, And strangled mute, like little gaping snakes, Dreadfully venomous to him. She lay Stone-still, and the long darkness flowed away With muffled pulses. Then, as midnight makes Her giant heart of Memory and Tears Drink the pale drug of silence, and so beat Sleep's heavy measure, they from head to feet Were moveless, looking through their dead black years, By vain regret scrawled over the blank wall. Like sculptured effigies they might be seen Upon their marriage-tomb, the sword between; Each wishing for the sword that severs all. 1. Quit arguing with people about the same old foolishness! Respect their position and keep it moving!2. Quit telling people your secrets when you know they are not going to keep them! And if you keep telling them, then quit getting mad when they tell your secrets!3. Quit trying

Happy Holidays
Did you get any under the tree? I think your balls are hanging too low. Check out Rudolph’s Honker! Santa’s sack is really bulging. So…What’d you get in the sack? Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. Lift up the skirt so I can get a clean breath. Did you get a piece of the fruitcake? I love licking the end till it’s really sharp and pointy. Polly Pocket really is a kids toy. From here you can’t tell if they’re artificial or real. Can I interest you in some dark meat? To get it to stand up straight, try propping it against the wall.

Up For Auction
Lookin to own a piece of Pleasurable Trouble? Well look no further, I'm in my second auction. Lookin for an owner, I can spoil. Just click on the link below and come get your bid in. Auction ends 1-14-2010, so what are you waitin for come get you some Pleasurable Trouble. While your there show the hostess some mad love, she Roxx!! http://fubar.com/photo.php? u=1029198 & i=300466494 & album id = 820891

Lmfao !
An atheist was walking through the woods. 'What majestic trees! 'What powerful rivers! 'What beautiful animals! He said to himself. As he was walking alongside the river, he heard a rustling in the bushes behind him. He turned to look. He saw a 7-foot grizzly bear charge towards him. He ran as fast as he could up the path. He looked over his shoulder & saw that the bear was closing in on him.. He looked over his shoulder again, & the bear was even closer. He tripped & fell on the ground. He rolled over to pick himself up but saw that the bear was right on top of him, reaching for him with his left paw & raising his right paw to strike him. At that instant the Atheist cried out, 'Oh my God!' Time Stopped. The bear froze. The forest was silent. As a bright light shone upon the man, a voice came out of the sky. 'You deny my existence for all these years, teach others I don't exist and even credit creation to cosmic accident.' 'Do you expect me to help you out of this predicament? Am I t

Why I Am, Always Have Been And Will Likely Always Be Single
I am looking for someone who wants and needs me and what I can give. Someone who sees who I am and knows what I can give. Someone who can accept who I am and does not want to make me over into someone or something I am not. I want them to be able to give what I want or need. I doubt I will ever be with anyone in real life. I can not promise more than this moment I can not promise tomorrow or the future. It is not usually enough for most people. I dont want a family just one other person who wants and needs me.

Fumafia ???s
So, I'm still just getting used to FuMafia (awesome, by the way), and I was just wondering, what constitutes a kill? My stats say I have no kills, but I have collected 2 bounties and attacked one person who then was hospitalized and nothing changed in my stats. I know this may be a silly or obvious question, but I was wondering about that. If anyone can answer or better expalin this to me, that would be super helpful and much appreciated... Thanks!

Health Care At Its Finest....
Well, as the saying goes it doesn’t take an Einstein? Or does it? I suppose that is the question at hand here. Four months ago I had a horrid infection in my stomach that spread to my upper intestine. Which caused my digestion to get all messed up, oh joy. Not that I like to eat anyway…however my doctor gave me this medicine to help me with digestion. Now that things were back on track infection was gone I didn’t look or feel like death any longer things were looking up. We were fast approaching the dreaded holidays. Normally I love the holidays, however since my leaving my marriage it just hasn’t been the same. But that is another blog possibly. So going to sleep Christmas eve I expected to wake to receive the normal gift on Christmas morning the normal silence I have woken up to the past 4 yrs. Not however this year I woke to a migraine. A wonderful not going anywhere just growing more intense migraine. Happy, Happy, Joy Joy! Well, it snowed a lot that day.

Lol's
An old retired sailor puts on his old uniform and heads for the docks once more, for old times sake. He engages a prostitute and takes her up to a room. He's soon going at it as well as he can for a guy his age, but needing some reassurance, he asks, "How am I doing?" The prostitute replies, "Well, old sailor you're doing about three knots." "Three knots?" he asks. "Whats that supposed to mean?" She says, " You're knot hard, you're knot in, and you're knot getting your money back!"

Poetry Written By My Sexy Sinner
Wherever I go, whatever I see. Over ocean's unknown,you are always with me. Pure as the water, we float on this wave. On the breath of an angel, we'll fly away. Cold as the winter wind in the early morning. No one by my side to lift my heart from the depths of despair. Blind to the world around and fooled into thinking that surrounded by those that I know and love could keep me afloat. The absence that tears my heart is too great to suffer. Without my chosen by my side, I am alone and I'll never be home. Not feeling. Not nothing. Good intentions but jealousy takes over all. Excuses. Abuses.This time I know it's not over so. I'll take all my pride and shove it back down inside. But flowers wither and lies grow old. You cease to care and I'm alone.People climbing up the walls, breaking allmy wretched dolls. Fingersnails they scratched outside in the attic is where I'll hide. A bodiless soul could pass another soul In the clean air and never notice it. One soul passes through t

Jokes
one night, a guy decides to bring his girlfriend homefor a little fun They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his littlebrother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climbup to the top bunk.As you might expect things start to heat up.The guy remembers that his little brother issleeping below so he tells hisgirlfriend to whisper lettuce if she wants itharder and tomato if shewants a new position.Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!Lettuce!!!Tomato!!!She screamsLettuce!!!Tomato!!!Whoa!!!PULL IT OUT!!!PULL IT OUT NOW!!!I can't get pregnant! Then the little brother shouts, Hey,would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaiseall over my face!!!!!

Message From Your Bartender
From your Bartender Someone once pointed out to me the fact that there seems to be a micro-economy in the service industry. Restaurant workers take their tip money out to bars and clubs at night and give it to the bartenders, who promptly return it to the waiters and waitresses the next day at lunch. The cycle is almost self-sufficient and is mutually beneficial. Knowing the pain of waiting on customers, each group tips the other well and never raises a fuss. These people do not need to be educated. The rest of you do. Many of us have stood in a noisy, crowded bar and asked, "What's a guy got to do to get a drink around here?" Well, you're about to find out. Here are some Do's and Don'ts that will keep the relationship between the bartender and bar patron running smoothly. DON'TS Fail to have your money ready We're waiting on you. Everyone else is waiting on us. Therefore, by the Transitive Property of Equality, everyone is waiting on you. Rule 1: Have your shit together. Not onl

Decode
I been thinking about this whole Fubar website. Im very happy i started it. met alot of pple and also hung out with some of yall. Alot of my friends on here are amazing and would have never believed this kind of site would be so interesting. i wanted to thank all of yall for adding me and being a friend.. Love Alisha aka American Honey

Straight From Satan Himself
Headaches, migraines, stress headaches, or tension headaches are straight from Satan himself. Yesterday was such a good day! It was nice outside, it was Friday, I was looking forward to eating Mexican food, and I was for all purposes headache free. BAM!!!!! 1:30am this morning and the pain wakes me up like an ice pick in the ear. I got up took a Fioricet and a shot of my Stadol nose spray to hopefully cut the headache off before it got super bad.......mission failed. The river dancing midgets have returned and have learned a new dance. Yes I'm whining because I never whine about my headaches. I usually curl up and let them run their course but I'm tired of having a headache EVERY day. I'm tired of being afraid to go places because a headache may hit and I end up in the bed for days. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK HEADACHES!!!!!! Now back to your regularly scheduled boring ass mumms.

A Meal, For The Beast.
We've all seen those movies. A rainy Saturday afternoon, turn on the TV, and here is "Horror Theater"; or something to that effect. In the standard chiller flick, we have a poor unfortunate innocent idiot, on a dark night, walking alone. What he doesn't realize (but we do) is that only a few steps behind him he is being stalked by a hideous beast; with long sharp teeth and claws, red eyes, and a hungry expression. When the lone moron finally realizes his predicament, it is already way too late. He tries to run away but his legs turn to rubber. Salvation is visible but unreachable, and finally he becomes the gruesome monster's latest repast. You know it's funny, but this same scenario is being played out, as I write this, in the Gulf of Mexico. Here is the cast of characters: MONSTER: Played very realistically by a blown out oil well, spewing thousands of gallons of oil into a once-pristine maritime ecosystem. MORONS: Played by British Petroleum, with minor bit parts played

All About Me
hey this is me i'm lisa ann rapstine 40 female from texas lol nothing better then texas , i'm a single mom , i'm 5 ft, few extra pounds but more of me too love i have a 42d chest , i love watching movies i collect movies and men lol i have a fun personality and i am alot of fun i just got out of a relationship i am looking too meet a guy who is down to earth and doesnt' play games love to flirt so don't be shy add me if u see what u like i am friendly, love to chat on the phone and love to text , i have been told i have a very sexy voice and i know that guys love that in a woman lol i am looking for a fun sweet, careing, crazy , all around nice guy who likes to have fun and not take life too seriously so if thats u drop me a line and don't be shy cause lord know's i 'm not shy so let's see who's going to be the first guy on here to take virginty away from fubar lol new to this so hit me up ok talk to you beautiful people later

Are You Numb?
I am glad to know you.. You've changed my life in a moment just like a song.. just suddenly you are making me smile.. blush and even grin.. what is the reason of you coming into my life when suddenly you will left :( it's hurting me.. but people will come and go they say.. But i'm glad that atleast you come and stop by and make my world happy for a bit.. but now your gone what will i do? cry??

Special Stuff.
The Contents of a Special Day: A nice breakfast by the bay. An introduction. A visit home. Meeting friends. A not-so-happy, but necessary mission. A relaxing long walk and talk together. A special reward for a deserving child. A reluctant parting. A fervent hope that almost all will be repeated soon.

Smilin Faces
See I don't know what you've been toldSomebody told meee...Never trust a man with a smiling face...Just might be the day of life they take...This here be a letter from the heart, is anybody listen anymoreI dunno what where how when why, no trust anymoreEveryone got the same look, hard to decifer what's realMy little homie jay just got tamed but he copped 5 with a dealDoes that really mean that he snitchin when he's smile tellin me that it's officialGuess I'm ganna find out in his discovery, if it's game that was spittinCan't even trust my own girl, I done fucked up too muchKeep havin dreams of her fuckin other dudes, man it's just my luckThis is what I deal with daily, ain't enough pills to lay meDown to sleep I don't even trust a cheap life when you feel this crazyThat alone will decay me, lettin all this realness fade mePlease lord God, if Heaven has a way let me see the real ones's facesWhat's that smile you wearingWhat's that smile you wearLook at him plan as he speak, looking like

Finals
So quite literally its finals week and I am hoping i manage to pass all my classes. However tonights final was five god damn pages long... talk about majorly irritating. Besides that people at my school are dumb. we got our new schedules and my was all fuckered up.

I Have......have You?
Have you ever sat on a doorstep late at nightwondering why nothing in you life is going right?......I HaveHave you ever went out to sit in the pouring rainletting your tears wash away your inner pain?......I HaveHave you ever experienced death, a loss so greatthat you felt nothing inside but anger and hate?......I HaveHave you ever laid a razor blade against your skinpretending to release to demons that reside within?......I HaveHave you ever drink to erase a problem in your headthinking to yourself you would be better off dead?......I HaveHave you ever lied, to those who cared about youbecause you were so lost you didn't know what to do?......I HaveHave you ever forgot what really matteredjust because one of your dreams shattered?......I HaveHave you ever stayed up all night, doing dopethinking it was the only way that you could cope?......I haveHave you ever just given up, not wanting to go onbecause all that you once loved was already gone?......I HaveHave you ever prayed to God, no

Women -vs- Girls Current Mood: Chillin Category: Life
Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controling. Girls checc you for not calling them. Grown women are too 6usy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to 6e alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the 6ad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you WANT to come home. Girls leave their schedules wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry a6out not 6eing pretty, the right size and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are more than good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' 6it of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think a guy crying

Take It Off
There's a place downtown, Where the freaks all come around. It's a hole in the wall. It's a dirty free for all. When the dark Of the night comes around. That's the time, That the animal comes alive. Looking for Something wild. And now we lookin' like pimps In my gold Trans-Am. Got a water bottle full of whiskey In my handbag. Got my drunk text on I'll regret it in the mornin' But tonight I don't give a I don't give a I don't give a There's a place downtown, Where the freaks all come around. It's a hole in the wall. It's a dirty free for all. And they turn me on. When they Take It Off. When they Take It Off. Everybody Take It Off. There's a place I know If you're looking for a show. Where they go hardcore And there's glitter on the floor. And they turn me on. When they Take It Off. When they Take It Off. Everybody Take It Off. Lose your mind. Lose it now. Lose your clothes In the crowd. We're delirious. Tear it down 'Til the sun comes back around. N-now we're getting so smashed.

Is The Benefits Of Nature Cleanse True?
I have read about these following benefits of Nature Cleanse. Is it true that such miracles happened with this cleanse. Benefits of Nature Cleanse :* It gives you health & wellness.* You can easily lose weight without making changes in your lifestyle as such.* Unlike other cleansers it gently effects your body.* It never produces the radical bowel movement that would result in embarrassing situations.* It removes the toxins from the internal system.* It enhances the absorptive & the digestive capabilities of your body.* Nature Cleanse boosts the energy levels that results in overall health & good looks.* It makes the immune system function better.* Nature Cleanse is a complete & natural solution to all your colon problems.* This nourishes the digestive system & liver.* It helps in getting the maximum nutritional value from the food that you eat.* It contains chromium that regulates the body blood sugar.* It also boosts your stamina & concentration. Nature Cleanse

Crazy O-clock Bloggies
Well it's heading towards 4am here so I'm apologising upfront for the typos, babbling and general theme of this blog. If people are reading this who have actually taken time to get to know me then you will know I'm an optimist, a good friend of mine recently described me as "the happiest person they know" - bold statement! I am a glass full kinda gal but it doesn't mean that I still don't have problems to face and issues to deal with. I don't think it's good to completely bottle it, nor is it good to dwell... so here is me, processing, in my own personal and probably non-sensical fashion. When things go bad, I like to deal with it by taking a moments thought on the situation and then taking appropriate action, if necessary. I guess I'm kind of logical, next I'll be saying my ears are pointed and I'm from the Planet Vulcan... I better move on, this blog is taking a dire turn into bad joke avenue - one that I tend to visit every day! Back to the point... So I then like to go to sleep,

Gastrc Bypass
Well it has been over a year with alot of test,doctor appointments,and even another surgery but its finally gonna happen in 11 days i am getting the gastric bypass surgery. I am nervous and excited i will be posting alot of picture of my progress just look in my pics in the "Gastric bypass" folder leave comments and rates please. and for those that feel the need to leave negative comments they WILL be deleted i have worked very hard for this even though i know its my fault it got this bad in the first place. so please be kind when leaving comments

You Deserve What You Get...sometimes
Okay, so I posted a status after seeing many status changes from women about men and how they lie or how the woman had been hurt by some dipstick. Here is the status I posted: "Dogs won't bury their bone in the same hole twice." Not even 30 seconds later the following conversation took place in my sb.... 6:33am BlueEyed Soul: Ew...really...? 6:34am To BlueEyed Soul: just something I thought up quickly due to the fact that I see tons of status changes about dudes lying to women to get what they want 6:34am BlueEyed Soul: So you relate women to dogs...good thinkin... 6:34am To BlueEyed Soul: im sure once they run out of yard they will go back to a previous hole

My Poetry.
Terrible thoughts rush through my mind as my anger grows, the things I think of doing to people no one should ever know. My dreams are full of blood and death, I wake to my own screams, I'm turning back into something I do not want to be. The feelings of cutting are coming back the release is all I need, but once the razor cuts my skin I feel the need to bleed. Darkness grows inside my heart untill I feel no pain, the voices start to speak again, I know I am not sain, I hold back from the darkness untill it fills my soul, I feel my insides dying as it's starting to turn cold. I have nothing left inside of me, it's time for me to go, I want everyone to remember Angel, before my soul turned cold. 2008 I take the knife and begin to cut, deeper and deeper till the feeling comes, the sky turns black the ground blood red, the feeling of relief is still with in. I just keep cutting till the feelings done, hide the scars, turn and run. The scars wi

My Rules
Rules If you just have pics of stuff...nope not gonna add u.... If you only have one pic of yourself...Im not gonna accept your request.... If you send me a request and ur page is private where I cant check you out first...Denied If your a newbie.....sorry not gonna add you... unless u have a salute If you come at me disrespectful at ALL....wont add u and uget get blocked. If your 18-22 probably not gonna add u....I have a 23year old niece too weird..(if your part of my lounge ok thats one thing) even still kinda weird :/hehe Im on here for fun not bullshit....So Come correct or not at All..... Thanks

Whiney, Needy, Insecure Women
Too often I run across women on various sites complaining about their love life. For example, right now there is a female on my Facebook that is constantly whining..."what did I do wrong? How can I prove to you I love you? I'm sorry Im jealous. Please can we get back together, I want you and need you and love you" WHATEVER!!!! If you're having that hard of a time with a man....move on!!!! I'VE DECIDED TO WRITE THIS BLOG IN AN ATTEMPT TO HELP WOMEN WHO CANT GET OUT OF THIS THINKING THEY HAVE AND BELIEVE IT TO BE HARD-WIRED...THESE ARE THINGS YOU WORRY AND FEAR ABOUT. ALSO, TO SNAP SOME OF YOU OUT OF THE INTENSE DESIRE TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WORK OUT HOW YOU WANT. A relationship is a compromise STOP TRYING TO BE A PERFECTIONIST AND CONTROL EVERY LITTLE DETAIL. If you're upset that your man wants a 3some and you don't...DON'T agree to it and then COMPLAIN!!! If you and your man are so on again off again to the point of every week....WHY are you with him? Dont give me that BS that you

Kanye West & Jay-z-new Day (this Song's Deep)
This song talks about if they ever had kids, they don't want them to make the same mistakes they made and want them to be way better than them. [Kanye West] And I’ll never let my son have an ego He’ll be nice to everyone, wherever we go I mean, I might even make ‘em be Republican So everybody know he love white people And I’ll never let ‘em leave his college girlfriend And get caught up with the groupies in the whirlwind And I’ll never let ‘em ever hit the telethon I mean even if people dyin’ and the world ends See, I just want ‘im to have an easy life, not like Yeezy life Just want ‘im to be someone people like Don’t want ‘im to be hated, all the time judged Don’t be like your daddy that would never budge And I’ll never let ‘im ever hit a strip club I learned the hard way, that ain’t the place to get love And I’ll never let his mom move to L.A. Knowin’ she

Nothin To You
the distance between us, its killing me, the words spoken between us, they are hurting me, the look in my eyes when you walked away, unforgetable to me, my brokenheart? meaningless to you, the tears i cried,nothing to you, the look in my eyes when i walked away, forgetable to you, what you mean to me, everything, what i would give to have you back, everything, what would it change? nothing, why would it change nothing? cuz to you i mean nothing, i am nothing, and nothing will change that,

Positive
First off.. I want to say I am sorry that I am not the strong girl you all think I am. I am not as strong as you give me credit for. Secondly, I am trying really REALLY hard to be postive, but it's hard since negative is all I have ever known. My jealousy over the women here gets stuck in my head. When I do get talked to here, it's only one, two, MAYBE three lines of conversation...they say they are busy, but they forget the Live Feed..they are busy commenting back and forth with the other women. Having fun with them. And I don't get that here anymore. And reciently, a few men have come to me and tell me how great ANOTHER woman is over and over and over for days until I had to tell them to leave me alone about her... If you hear this all the time.. it plays with your head.. I mean.. HELLO!!!! Am I not a woman too? Or do the men here think of me as "Just one of the guys"? Gods I really HATE that saying. I can't stand it. Am I not worth the fun conversations, the fun comments, a s

A Poem 2011
You think that pretty smile and those pretty eyes Will keep you from finding out your lies Well I'm here to tell you, she isn't a fool She's taking her time and playing it cool Eventually you WILL slip up Then she will know for sure what's sup Word of warning: You make her cry......I'll make sure you bleed.

Bed Time Story, Anyone?
Lostcherries, cherrytappers, fubarites... or something like that... I'm pretty much sick of you all. I get twenty some odd messages about rating on photos and profiles, ten on some random do you want to f*** me quizzes, and not an ounce of substance from anyone. So what am I a part of? This place used to seem okay, somewhere to chill and just talk to people, but who has anything real to say? I'm out of here. Good idea, sorry about the results. Nightmares again. I've barely slept. I stare at the bottle of pills and wonder how much money I wasted on them. I'm half delerious, almost manic in my recounting of every item on that reciept. It's amazing I can remember it now, but it's all I can remember now. Sleep didn't come, I want to know what I'm owed. Sleep didn't stay, I want to take what I'm owed. I'm in the shower. I don't know how I got here. The water's cold, so I must've been here a while. I wonder how long I've been sitting here, and why I didn't take my cl

U Got To Love Life.
Im me and Im looking to meet kool people not assholes and well Im still trying to figureout how to put some kool pic's on my sight from this sight, later U got to love life people. I think life is crazy in all directions and well love it live it and learn from. Hey if anyone can help me on how to put pics with codes in let me now.

Here Goes Nothing...
Or is it something, you decide. Right now so many things in my life are up in the air, and I have no idea what the outcome is gonna be. I'm not trying to dump my drama on anyone so I won't be very specific, unless asked, okay? The time that I am able to spend online is pretty sporatic so I'm gonna try to make the best of it from now on. I love talking to people and making new friends. Actually, right now, I have no close friends. I have family and that helps, but there is still a blank spot in my life. I adore my kids and am very thankful for them, but I would love to have a close friend, either male or female, sex included or not, doesn't matter. I am a good person basically, but I can be evil, if provoked.I guess I'm kinda rambling, sorry. I would love to hear from anyone, I will respond when I am able. Take Care. Well, here I am again. Lucky you, lol. Okay, I am so very tired of being alone, lonely, unloved. It has been over six years since my husband died, and I am really ti

Crazy Shit
My trip to vegas freakin ruled!!! I could only put on a couple of the pics until I level up, so please rate my pics so that I can level up and put some more up!! :D Well I got into an accident the other day, and it turns out that I am only getting 500 dollars from it. So basically they are considering my car totaled and telling me to deal with it. What crazy shit!! I mean what the hell do they want me to do?? Go to walmart and buy a power machine to ride on? Well I don't know what I am going to do just yet... Wish me luck ;)! ~RJ Well its 1am and I am home from vegas. It was a fucking blast!! I had a great time and I had only budgeted 40 dollars a day! Can you believe it?? I played a lot of craps, and was up till about 5 am every day that I was gone, and it didn't even seem like it was that late untill the next day when I had to get up lol. My brothers wedding was awesome! It was so nice and awesome that if I get married I am definately going to go to vegas to do it! Ac

Chocolate Loving
Chocolate Loving Bill sat at the security desk and passed the evening watching the customer service representatives leave for the day. Of the 200 women that worked there, few had escaped his sex fantasies. At 7:30 everyone was gone. He read the newspaper until 8:15 when the phone rang. "Security, Bill speaking." "It's Mae, Sugar," she said with a faint southern accent. "Everyone else is gone. Why don't you be sure to lock the front door, then come on back here to escort me to my car." "Where are you?" he asked. Her big sexy voice was really what got him hot. Mae was a big black woman with a big ass, big tits, a big smile and a big laugh. She was always throwing little sexual innuendoes in as she made small talk, but nothing had ever come of it. Bill got hard just hearing her voice on the phone. He fantasized about her thick juicy lips on his, her warm, electric hands caressing his body. He knew that he was oozing pre-cum already. "I'm in the executive conference room all the

Forever And A Day
how can a person love someone so deep , deeper than any ocean and stronger than any earthly force. my heart is truelly over whelmed....how can a person go beyond just caring to a place to forever hold. once two people were just that, two people, today they stand as one heart beat, two united becoming one thought, one heart, one person, one powerful force intertwining the very fibers of their existent into living for the first time, to stand and breath for the very first time! seeing the beauty of the very minuet to the vastness of the very core of the matter, what all use to be a mystery finally has eyes to hear and ears to see. a heart that knows to love is one that can understand the complex of a pen in my hand Be what you want others to be. stop trying to change the world, it starts by changing yourself. few words you can say so much without saying hardly anything You use a lot of words and have said nothing at all

Dream
Sleep on the couch last night. Out of the norm for me. I went to bed in a white tank top and some boxer shorts. I dooze off watching The Breakfast Club. I felt a brief kiss on my forhead. And felt fingers softly brush my face. His finger tips lightly brush my neck and exposed cleavage. A slight sigh escapes my lips. I can't help but open my eyes and see this amazing man above me. I smile and ask him to come cuddle with me. He removes his shirt and lays behind me on the couch. His arm wraps around me and rests just beneath my breasts. With his other hand he strokes my hair. I can feel his breath on my shoulder and neck. It feels so good. I bring his hand to my lips and kiss the tips of his fingers. I turn my head alittle to meet his lips. Oh how his tongue danced with mine. It sends shivers up my spine. I turn my body towards him and my tank top slips down alittle and my nipple is almost exposed. As he kisses me again, his hand reaches down to cup my breast and tease my nipp

Tag!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I have a habit of dating the underdog. Someone have to love them, might as well be me. 2. I love eating ice cream in the snow. 3. I love digging in my ear with Q-tips, sometimes it feels better then sex.. 4. I love flirting with my man's friends when he makes me mad, to show him he can be replaced. 5. I scatch my head when I am tired. 6. I have a habit of plucking my eyebrows, even when they don't need it. I can't stand to see a wild hair. Now this is fun here is who I am tagging! Pickle,Tony,Milk Chocolate,F150,Big Sweetness,Bad Now you guys start tagging people!! Anyone can do this blog! You

Out Of Commision
So here I sit, bored again as I have been for the last week. You see, last monday I had a little accident. While at work on an out of state site in R.I., a co-worker and I were unloading and ice bridge (see photos)from the truck. I had the side that we had already lowered to the ground, Mike had the side that was still up on the truck. When he tried to transfer it from over his head to his side, he dropped it. Instead of telling me, or even making a sound, he just let me find out the hard way. When his side hit, it rotated and jerked my side out of my hands; where it landed firmly across my right foot. That was at 9:30 a.m. After jumping around and swearing for about 5 min. I took off my boot to have a look. It didn't look that bad, just a welt acrosss the foot where it landed. So not thinking and more of it, I laced my boot up extra tight and went back to work. After working a full day I drove home. When I got home at about 4:30 I took off my boot again to see if it looked a

My Poetry
Today, as you set forth into the world You are not alone There are souls connected to you Some seem so small Others are almost overwhelming All are important Your passion comes from within But is shared with all of us You inspire us with your love Your heart is made available We accept this graciously And we will keep it safe in our own When you see a couple kiss Or a child play Think of your family Remember the love we have It is always there Unconditional and forever

My Blog
Everyone at one point in their life has felt that there is nothing special about them. Definately wrong! To be Perfect or To be Imperfect? Well sure, striving for perfection is great... Shows your self-determination and strong will to get what he/she wants. Its going overboard when it becomes all of what you are and how you want to see of yourself, and of your friends and family. Having such high expections of others is just another way of setting yourself up to get let down, if you dont see this... It will happen over and over. You just have to loosen up... People just have to understand that no one is perfect, if they feel they are... It just makes it harder to be around and understand them and you know they're just trying to shit sunshine out of their booty's. Stressing yourself sick just makes you a horrible person to be around if you're the type to take it out on others... Who wants to be around someone that will constantly get mad at you for not doing or saying something ri

Life Is A Two Way Street: Hard Or Easy. You Decide...
I'm back! I had a great time camping in Idaho this weekend, despite the cold lol. I would say more about it at this time, but I'm completely exhausted so I'll be making another post later on with all the details and I've already posted a couple of pics to go with it lol. Hope everyone had a great weekend!!! *hugs all* Yeah, it's my first blog here....wish it could be a better one, though... These past two weeks have been hell. I have Volunteer work to do on Thursdays, had a test on Tuesday, had to go to Tucson yesterday AGAIN, and today......*mock laughs* Today was just the cherry to go on the top of the Sundae. At work today, the department head, Bonnie, called Teri, Jess, and me over and said that Julie, my boss, wanted to talk to us. Right when she said that I had a bad feeling. I had it since Wednesday when she said the whole Medical Records department had a big meeting next Thursday. So we all go upstairs and go over to the confrence room up there. Right when I walked in th

My Dad
Hey everyone just wanted to ask a lil favor from you all...my father is in the hospital for the millionth tyme dealing with his heart i dont know if theres anything the hospital can do for his hes had countless bypasses includeing a quadruple bypass...and now hes back in the hospital with chest pain...we dont kow if hell make it through the night so if you guys dont mind please keep him in your thoughts and prayers id really appreciate it Love all you guys Tabbie Thank you to everyone who had my dad in there prayers and for everyone who send there love to me to keep me sane, my father is ok he had a minor heartattack but nothing life threatening....i would still love for u to keep us in your prayers i just learned last nite of another serious issue going on in my family that is life altering that im not particularly happy about.....if you would keep my mother and father in your prayers and my little sister as well shes goin through sum issues and pray that she realizes what she has d

Sitting On Dry Time
"Sitting on Dry Time" Sent you a letter about yesterday, didnt know how to find the words to say If only I could put my heart into your chest, and let it beat, the words I confessed I miss holding you so close within, that I'd just wanna crawl underneath your skin and be your every move every breath you take, and exhale thoughts that make your heart ache........but its been (chorus) so long, since Ive been graced with the presence of your lovely face you make the blood in my veins race.....but ive been locked away for so long, an eternity, so accept my apology, and know that I never wanted to be.....so locked away, without a key.......and Im sitting on dry time sitting on dry time sitting on everything, its time to stand and make it right, instead of sitting on.....dry time I wanna show you that Im for real, and that Im learning just how to feel all the warmth in the way we touch in so many ways...Im learning so much theres no more room for my mistakes, its because I

:)
I just wanted to thanks to everyone who has shown their support over the past couple of days. I appreciate it, it has been hard. I finally found the love of my life and I'm so happy. I love you baby. We're engaged and I can't wait to be with her. She is the best thing that has happened to me in so long. I love you so much baby. I just found out that I'm not gonna be a dad. We are not expecting, I was so looking forward to it. :(

hey to all my friends i will be posting a new pic in the next few days. for those who support the usa they can rip all they want but thaos who dont back the f88k off. Name: txsunrise Level: Wasted Cherry (7) Rating: 10 (110) Fans: 20 Location: 79762 pictures (71) visit profile give gift send private message leave comment SHOUT: SEND my: home profile photos blogs logout invite browse search help what's cherry? is looking... Longsack bobbyejean DEVIL IN C... Not so Shy... Masar! Ash Admiral Aw... kitten1968 nymphetami... purraya khaotic OnTheFlop dapperdon1... crownandco... ludiecrisp is looking... Longsack bobbyejean DEVIL IN C... Not so Shy... Masar! Ash Admiral Aw... kitten1968 nymphetami... purraya khaotic OnTheFlop dapperdon1... crownandco... ludiecrisp currently online & new members Members: 391,415 (31,087 online) Cherry Bucks S

The Last Year
graduation is in less than two months!!!!!!!! one thing i ahve to be looking forward too, new appartment, new job yay! but in a way im scared for it to come and what comes after it................. uh oh dooms day :( is it bleeding it must be broken it hurts so much the pain in my heart i feel like you tore it apart what have i done to deserve this are you feeling it too the soreness the lonliness the temptations pick up the phone an call me tell me you love me you say the words but they dont have passion you hold me close yet i am still cold i yern for you to really mean it the words "I Love You" to be held and feel the warmth to be safe to be loved you let me cry now i feel shy you are my waekness my blind eye i havent told you what you mean to me that "i love you and you broke my heart" okay if you like someone and they say that they like you back wouldnt you expect the

Upcoming Shows
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Poems And Stuff
There was a dream of easiness and joy. Looking to the heavens for your face...your eyes Wanting to touch it...caress it... To kiss your lips...feel your warmth near me I close my eyes to see you pulling nearer to me I slip into a dream taking your hand My body feeling the urge to dance with you... To move with you...to have you near me... As time went on, we drew closer and closer.... Wanting more and more...feeling warmer My hands in yours feel so small... My body close to you feels as if we are one... Suddenly an alarm sounds around us As if we were in the wrong.... I open my eyes to see my white walls... And no you.... What a l'il heartbreaker Check out that coy smile Can you expect anything less from such a child? He's just a boy with other things on his mind Toys, cars, and walking around He's mommy's charmer Words can't express my love for him Look at those eyes See that smile He's my l'il heartbreaker

I Am The Walrus (cover)
LSD'S COVER OF "I AM THE WALRUS", ORIGINALLY FROM THE BEATLES. IT'S A LOT HEAVIER THAN THE ORIGINAL, AND ADDED SOME INDUSTRIAL FLAVOR TO IT. YOU CAN ONLY TAKE A MASTER PIECE FROM THE BEATLES, AND MAKE IT "DIFFERENT", AND ADD YOUR FLAVOR TO IT, BECAUSE NO ONE COULD EVER MAKE IT BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL. "NO ONE"!!! THE BEATLES IS JUST TOO FUCKING AWESOME!!! SO HERE'S MY VERSION OF IT. I ADDED AND CHANGED SOME OF THE LYRICS, AND I RE-WROTE THE MUSIC. I HOPE YOU LIKES. PEACE. CLICK THE SONG TITLE "I AM THE WALRUS", ON THE PLAYER TO HEAR.

Sex Tests
Whats your sex style? Romantic Sex StyleYou like to take it slow, lots of kissing and touching. Just like in a Chick flick... takes the girls away! At best when you are in love with your sex partner, and if not...they will be! Take this test

Contests
GO VOTE FOR ME IN 'Dj JoKaZ' PIERCED NIPPLES CONTEST!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/user/189014 Go to his photos and click on the women's nipples folder. Look for my pic, it has my name 'Velvet Love' on it. Give me a 10 and leave me a comment PLEASE!

You've Been Tagged
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT! ~This is courtesy of MS NYMPHO, so anything for you sweetie!!! 1. I grew up IN A FAMILY OF 8 2 GIRLS 4 BOYS 2 PARENTS AND OFTEN A GRANDPARENT, UNCLE ,COUSIN, FRIEND ~~ VERY CROWDED!!! 2. I have been married ONCE NOW NOT HAS ITS GOOD POINTS AND SOME BAD 3. I HAVE ONE CHILD ~~ I ADORE HER~ THEIR ARE TONS OF PICS OF HER ON MY SITE 4. I have A LOT OF FRIENDS HERE ON CHERRY TAP BUT REALLY KNOW VERY LITTLE ABOUT MOST. THAT IS WHY I AM FILLING THIS OUT~ HOPEFULLY SOME OF MY FRIENDS WILL FILL THIS OUT AND I WILL GET TO KNOW THEM BETTER 5. My biggest pet peeves BULLIES AND JUST ARROGANT ASSHOLES 6. My dream is TO BE RICH ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF MY D

Winter Blues
GAWD!!! Where have I been lately? It feels like I don't know whether I'm coming or going anymore. Christmas seemed to go by in a blur, it was over before I had a chance to enjoy it. Well at least that's how it felt. Have worked a lot the past weekend. I've been 'taken off the schedule' at my 'real' job (I work at a pub), so webcams is my only source of income right now. Well not that working at the pub paid really well, but it at least gave me a reason to get out of the house (and a front b/c I don't want my mom and dad getting suspicious and finding out what I really do). That's been going well (webcams I mean), though it's a lot more work than I thought it would be. I didn't realize that fucking yourself could be so exhausting. I mean I never get tired or spent when I'm having sex with someone else. But when you masterbate for 3 hours, it's kinda draining..... Stayed in New Years Eve. My friends all went out, but I wasn't in the mood to party until the wee hours of the morning. So I

Posting Photo Comments...
Why is it that soo many people can rate your photos a 10, but they can't leave comments to show who they are?? I think that is total BS! If you think the pic is hot enuf to leave a 10, then you should be able to comment on the pic, i love hearing good things about my pics, it makes me feel so good about myself....and I am sure it does the same for others...

Sometimes You Gotta Do What You Gotta Do!
Well you can say I’m plain Jane But it ‘s not the same, I ain’t into Big names, but I lke nice things I like boxin’ matches and the football games I wouldn’t mind bein’ an actress But I love to sing I like going out, taken walks ‘n’ stuff I don’t run with many girls cause they talk too much I enjoy quiet nights at home and Curl up next to ya-though I ain’t A virgin that don’t mean I’m havin’ sex wit ya Cause anywhere I go I’m spotted And anything I want I got it 5”5 with brown eyes, smile like the sun rise. REPEAT Baby look me in the eyes And tell me if I’m the kind f girl ya lke I’m feeling you Cause baby you’re my kind of guy That’s what it is Think about it you just might Wanna run with this All night long And if ya want me we can keep this goin’ But let me tell you I’m the type that’s strong And I don’t trust a lot of men I’m independent I ain’t like some other women Cause anywhere I go I’m spotted And anything I do I want I got it 5”

Poetry
Put some here don't forget there put some whipped cream everywhere! Put it all over the bed & walls in the bathroom and the halls Lets put it in each & every place On our bodies so we can taste Lets keep going and never stop Lets get some fruit to put on top Then lets eat each other up Cream filled dream Your mouth, your eyes, your hair I can't help but stare. I want to taste your soft, sweet lips and take from your mouth numerous sips. For nourishment I receive from your kiss When your in my arms I am in complete bliss. Thoughts of you encompass my being It is only you that I am seeing. Never a day goes by that I want you dear I wish for you to always be near. Your angelic smile with lucious lips The face of a goddess is what I miss When we are together, just like this Untill then pretty lady I'll have to wait But on that day we'll have a date. If i gazed into your eyes would u turn away? If i held your hand in mine Would u pull away If i k

What Does Friendship Mean To You
Two Frogs A group of frogs were traveling through the woods, and two of them fell into a deep pit. When the other frogs saw how deep the pit was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit with all their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop, that they were as good as dead. Finally, one of the frogs took heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down and died. The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again, the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He jumped even harder and finally made it out. When he got out, the other frogs said, "Did you not hear us?" The frog explained to them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the entire time. Lessons of the story: There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it through the day. So

About Me
Everyone who had read my blogs knows that I enjoy pain, it does things to me that even I don't understand all the time. To me it seems almost like a drug, a fix if you will. I never realize how bad I craved it until after another fix, when i feel so much better. My fixes come in all shapes and sizes. During the most depressed stages of my life I have been a cutter, when I did not want to mar my skin with scars anymore I turned to tattoos and piercings. Sex can help relieve that, especially good dirty raw sex, and with Drew I discovered that putting the piercings and sex together took me to a whole other level...lol. This last weekend I had play piercings done again (if you are looking for raw sex to go with it you will be disappointed). This time it was done by a very near and dear friend, Cyanide, she knew what she was doing. There were no sewing needles like you can buy at wal-mart, these were 22 (might be 24, i know thats small but we did not know what i could handle) gauge play

Contest!
Happy New Years all....Just wanted to let you all know that i have added a bunch of new pics from the Holidays so check them out and rate them please! Thanks again...Love you all Tom Hey everybody...I am in a Sexiest Daddy contest....Don't think I have a shot to win but would love it if you all vote for me. I will put the link up as soon as I recieve it....Ok now all you have to do is click on the pic below and rate the pic...Thanks all!

Sleepless
Look in these eyes, Show how I'm spending time, The blind designs, Follow the red over white. I hear, I taste this, Whispering misery, I hear, I waste, I know your not safe with me. I can't face you, I'll erase you, Cant escape you, I won't miss you. I'll drink myself to sleep, Five thousand times. I'll drink, I drink myself to sleep. I can't recall, Drifting or fall down, Maybe I'm selfish and blind, I'll drink myself to sleep, Five thousand times. Look and despise, Reflections telling lies, See you behind, Your stare is so sickening. I hear, I taste this, Whispering misery, I feel it take me, And I shout at you suddenly. I can't face you, I'll erase you, Cant escape you, I won't miss you. I can't face you, I'll erase you, Cant escape you, I won't miss you. I'll drink myself to sleep, Five thousand times. I'll drink, I drink myself to sleep. I can't recall, Drifting or fall down, Maybe I'm selfish and blind, I'll drink

Ebonics!
Body: Leroy's homework assignment. He must use each vocabulary word in a sentence. 1. Hotel - I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tel everybody. 2. Dictate - My girlfriend say my dictate good. 3. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 4. Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if I miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 5. Penis - I went to the doctors and he handed me a cup and said penis. 6. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "Man, it look fake." He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel." 7. Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 8. Fortify - I axed this ho on da street, "How much?" she say "fortify." Furthering your education with Today's Ebonic word.... Today's word is: "OMELETTE" Let us use it in a sentence. "I should pop yo ass fo what you jus did, but omelette dis one slide

Good To Be Home...
this is amanda, chic's daughter...she told me to make sure that i contacted her friends on cherrytap in the event that she died. i still have no clue how to do that, i tried posting a bulletin but no one read it, so i stumbled across the blog section. my mom dawn (chic~)died feb. 26 2007 of a heart attack. if you read this and were a friend of her's contact me if you want details. or maybe if someone read's this they could let me know how to contact her friends on here?? just trying to do what she asked of me Well hello...been awhile so it has...Just spent six weeks in the hostial...went in dyin' CHF they were planning on how to let me go...one doc wanted to try open heart again and replace the ones that went bad on me again...obviously he was successful!!! But all the catherazations shut down my kidneys...I am now a dialisis patient...ah well...I am very happy to just be alive!!! Thats my story and I'm stickin' to it!!! Hope you all had a very Merry Christmas and ifin I don't see

Putting Things In The Past And Moving Forward
Well its the start to a new year. 2006 was a rough year for me. I have decided to make the best of 2007. I will turn 20 this year and thats hard to believe. Im going to go to college in the spring time. Im going to major in nursing. Im trying to find a job to get my car and make new friends. As far as enemies goes, thats in the past. If they wanna be friends fine if not thats fine too. Now i still havent heard from my ex. I need to to get the rest of my stuff. So hopefully I will hear from him soon. Well I wish everyone a great year. Muah!!

Vitae
So I am now 24, my birthday was last Saturday. I've never put too much in birthdays. I don't really care that I have been on the earth one more year then I was last year.. seems moot to me. I do however care about what I've accomplished, and learned in the year. A lot of things have changed in the last year. A lot. I'm happy with where my life has gone, but I still feel I could do a lot more with my time. Birthday = a sort of review time for me. So I'm doing just that. I need to focus more on my writing. I want to learn to speak Japanese. I want to work towards owning my own home within the next 2 years. A lot to do, but a lot more to look forward to! I hope everyone has a great year, however old you are! -Sain -_-7 Sitis nam Vitae. Trapped in a life of pain and curiosity, a thirst for things we cannot have becomes us. Searching for a higher meaning, and finding only ourselves.. Should we be absolved in our disappointment? What if finding ourselves only shows that we

Rising From The Ashes
When a mans heart is full of deceipt,it burns up and dies.And a dark shadow falls over his soul.From the ashes of once a great man has risen a curse.A wrong that must be righted.We look to the skies for a vindicator,someone to strike fear into the black hearts of the same men who created him. The battle between good and evil has begun,against an army of shadows comes a dark Warrior,the purveyor of good with a voice of silence and a mission of justice this is the WARRIOR....People once believed that when someone dies,a crow carries their soul to the land of the dead. But sometimes something so bad happens,that a terrible sadness is carried with it and the soul can't rest.Then sometimes,just sometimes the crow can bring the soul back to put the wrong things right.If the people we love are stolen from us.The way to have them live on is to never stop loving them.Buildings burn,people die,But real love is forever... "YOU MUST SHOW NO MERCY,NOR HAVE ANY BELIEF WHATSOEVER IN HOW OTHERS WILL J

Angies Place To Rant
Well this weekend sucked ass! I had a REALLY bad day on Friday and then when I got home I was told that me and a friend needed to have a talk. I asked if I should be worried he said no. So I was like alright, well I should have been worried. :( Then on Saturday night we had the more in depth talk and it all sucked ass. But we are doin alright I guess. I am still talking to him and we are still making plans so that is a good thing. I guess it could be alot worse. I could never just stop talking to him. I have way to many feelings for him to do that. And I have since the day I met him. And that was over a year ago. Jes has been sleeping alot better. She only woke up fussing 2 times last night. I eventually had to put her in bed with me to get her to sleep so that I could get a few hours of sleep. I am running on like 2 hours of sleep cause I was on the phone till 4 am this morning. I am actually in a fairly good mood too. Suprise suprise huh?? I had a great phone call last night so I am

My Stories
well another shitty story of my life as a truck driver. as most of you know i took wednesday off to take my boy to knobeles and while im on my day off the mechanic at work was to paint my truck from my accident last december. i come in this morning and fire up my truck, with half the hood painted, and head over to st.clair to pick up my trailer. half way over my truck starts to howl like a wolf and loose power. ive never heard a noise like this b4 on any truck. well the mechanic comes over to look at it and tells me that the turbo shit the bed. fuck so now i have to drive the spare truck until my truck gets done. this truck sucks big time its a flat top which means i cant stand up in it like my truck. i dont have any of my stuff with me. and im not changing everything over just for a few days. the worst part of this truck is not that i dont have my XM or as much room or the speed of my truck, its the fact that the seat doesnt have arm rests. i hate not having arm rests it blow

Star Wars Horoscope
Star Wars Horoscope for Virgo You show efficiency when working for a good cause. But you tend to be a bit fussy when it comes to doing something out of the ordinary. Like many Virgos, you want to stay out of the spotlight. You do well at picking up the smallest details. Star wars character you are most like: C3P0 What Is Your Star Wars Horoscope?

Ive Always Wanted On Of Those....
I have always dreamed of some sexy azz shoes that have some height to them and dont hurt your feet, and that they could be shoes that go with everything in your closet.... I wonder what it would be like to like to have sex with a clown wearing those sexy azz shoes i was talking about? Hmmmmmm? Or What about a mime? I wonder what happens when you put a donkey and a horse together? What kind of babies do you get from that? Hmmmmmm??? Dont think thats perverted enough? Im very interested in what you think is perverted. Kisses...Lol On the subject of being perverted i have a few that really get me going. Ever see two dogs fucking and just for an instant you get horny? Or ever see a dog with his toy fucking it to tears and at that instant you get a dirty perverted thouhgt? How about if you see some couples kissing in public and just for a sec you wonder what it would be like to be in bewteen them molesting them, and wanting them to molest you just as much.? Just a tho

Fake
its funny to think that you cared day after day you lied never wanting what i did trying to take more than you could have life inside you is dead i hope you understand this your life is meaningless and empty so will your shadow always be life eternally is a burning flame which i hope will engulf you in a slow burn melt away go away from me its obscene to think that anybody will ever care about you you seem to be interested pretending like you care i ask for an answer and no reply people wonder why why people dont like you your fake your soul is empty full of yourself i hope your die you dont care you never have your fake as fake can be never talk to me

Black Men , I Choose You
BLACK MEN I CHOOSE YOU! Black Men, I choose you, Because you are beautiful Beautiful minds, beautiful bodies And souls to match. Black Men, I choose you Because you are great Great writers, great orators Great lovers, friends, and teachers. Black Men, I choose you Because you are cerebral. Black Men, I choose you Because you are strong Black Men, I choose you Because you are creators, And together, we can create A black world. Black Men, I choose you. I choose you... AUTHOR UNKNOWN A CONTRIBUTE TO ALL BLACK MEN!!!!!!WANT TO BE ADDED......HOLLA AT YA GIRL!

Sex Quotes
FANTASY LOVE IS MUCH BETTER THAN REALITY LOVE. NEVER DOING IT IS EXCITING. THE MOST EXCITING ATTRACTIONS ARE BETWEEN TWO OPPOSITES THAT NEVER MEET. ANDY WARHOL Romantic love is mental illness. But it's a pleasureable one. It's a drug. It distorts reality; and that's the point of it. It would be impossible to fall in love with someone that you really saw. Fran Lebowitz Ignorance of the necessity for sexual intercourse to the health and virtue of both man and woman, is the most fundamental error in medical and moral philosophy. George Drysdale, The Elements of Social Science, 1854

Love
has anyone ever had that 1 kiss the 1 hat lets you know there is no other the 1 kiss that tells you that you have completed your life there will be nothing better a kiss that lets you know you have found the 1 there is no more no less the universe is perfect everything is good but the kiss is only 1 sided i wish i had oscar meyers weiner then all the girls would bein love with me oh i wish i had oscar meyers weiner then all the girls i could please i don't want to grow up i'm a girls-r-us kids a million miles of girls are there for us to play with there red ones, blonde ones, brunette ones too oh boy, what joy i want to be a girls-r-us boy

Valentine Poem
Night closes in on this eve of despair Hauntingly familiar this chill in the air Crushing blow of another harsh day Fates cruel hand has swept it away Dreams and nightmares have merged into one Scars remain from the love that is gone Weaker and weaker with every drawn breath Wanting, embracing, caressing sweet death

Battle Of Songs Contest
Hey Everyone, Ok, so when I was myspace I had people in on this contest called "Battle of Songs" and what you do is submit a song and then I'll submit them in a contest and you can vote for 2 or 3 songs u like in the contest!!! then at the end of this month I will count up the votes and who ever song wins first place you'll get a blast from me!!!! My contest will be coming soon but first I gotta see whos interested so plz poeple if u wanna win a blast, im starting up my old contest so Submit and see if your song rocks enough to win it!!!! Thanks Everyone, Talk to you all laterz!!! Peace my Cherry Friends!!! From, ~TOMMY~ Aka Salvation Rules: you can vote for any song(even ur own) you can share the link to the blog contest and use friends to help u win. so if u submit a song give me ur name and song you want to submit!!! and the contest will start soon peepz ^_^

Rodeo
Please dont get upstet by me not repsoned to your messages. I have decided to take a break from everything and take care of me for once. I hope you all have a great weekend and I will talk to you soon. take care you all......... . Well I will be unavaliable from fri-mon. I am going to Utah my a rodeo with Billy and the guys. Hope you all have a good one and I will talk to you soon...

Welcome To The Black Parade
I face going back to jail for a very long time. The woman I love kicked me out pretty much and my ex g/f is living with her. Also, I think she still is in love with her ex, but doesn't want to hurt me. I'm tired of the drama. She said when you love someone, you are supposed to want to do things for them and take care of them and asked me what I had done for her. Granted I haven't had much, but I've given her everything I've had. Does she not see that? I've got to go, if I say anything else I'm just gonna break down. Does anyone here use a webcam, I haven't gotten any use out of mine yet. How do you love someone, That loves someone else Even though they say they love you, You know deep in their heart, That theirs belongs to another Why do you keep trying, When you can't make them love you, You can't make them forget You sit back and hope, That you are making the right choice, That it's all in your head, That their heart belongs to you, And nobody else Why do you keep tryin

A Story Im Writing Peice By Peice
The Sentence It’s been said that evil times are always begun with some kind of dark omen. Tonight, when I walked out of my house I noticed the blood red moon in the sky. A few wispy clouds were moving slowly, partially covering it. I took a deep breath and started walking. I was tired and brooding. Deep in thought I made my way to the bar a few blocks away. Usually at this time of night there’s always some kind of noise from people yelling at each other, police sirens wailing, even the occasional gunshot. But it was dead quiet, and you know I got that eerie feeling that something was watching me. The bar I was walking to, was this seedy, dirty dive hole in the wall. In fact it was called the Hole in the Wall. It was never full. And as far as I can tell every time I’ve walked in the song Along the Watchtower was always playing. Whenever it stopped the bartender would always put a few dollars into the jukebox. Always it was the same song. I sat down at the bar coun

Help Starstrucks Help Ghostdog!!
> > > Sweetest Tat Wins A YACHT > > Contest starts on February 26th at 9 p.m. Est time > Contest ends on March 7th at 9 p.m. Est time > > 1) This contest is a comment bombing contest .The most comments wins..for this contest. YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF!!!! along with friends and anyone else YOU can get to bomb YOU!!!! > They are worth one point a piece. > > 2) Rates will be used in case of a tie but they also give u an extra 10 points per rate.... That means you may rate yourself and all the ppl in contest...if u rate a 1 that is still a rate for them so dnt be mean its not gonna do a damn thing. Get your friends and who ever else u want to rate you! > > 3) No harassment of any other contestant is allowed if this happens then you will be taken out of the race. This is for fun so lets try and be nice to one another. > > 4) I know that it is hard to get pictures or salutes up so You must have more than one picture of yourself to be in the contest. > > 5)

Going Into The Airforce
For two years now I havent wanted to join the airforce. I think the airforce would be a great challenge and help me become a stronger person. I talked to a recruiter Wednesday. I took the asvab a year and a half ago so he is going to try and get my scores. Im hoping to take the physical next Friday and leave for boot camp in April. So wish me luck!!

Just . . .
My mind is blank. It has become a void which cannot be filled. My ideas are coming, but they cannot be advanced. Why? I don't understand. There are so many different paths which could be taken, but . . . each has shifted so completely as to have become a twisting, turning, ever-changing entity with no shape or form. There is no explanation, the inspiration which normally haunts me has been utterly dampened feelings . . . what are they? an illusion? a trick of my mind a plot to deceive what is this pain? it rests in my heart is it just me? please . . . disappear i can't take it i'll hide in my mind the world of my dreams something is there hidden in shadows what is it? beneath the moon she hangs in the sky my tortured mind wonders please . . . tell me why the tired night answers a whisper unheard i retreat to myself in deeper and deeper don't come near my shell because it'll shatter the darkness holds comf

Are U Spoiled
Well I finally got the promotion I've been up for.It only took them 4 months to decide they better give me the job because there was no one else that knew how to do it. So now I have the title for a job I've been doing for months....and I'm still over work and under paid.....oh well story of my life....lol You Are 0% Spoiled You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have. Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy.Are You Spoiled?

Yall Need To Read This Sh....t
This was sent to my girlfrend from a guy that totally runs down our country and our troops even hoping all our troops die in iraq and this is message below is what he said about my girlfriends daughter and the link to his profile is at the very bottom of this bullentin.For those who believe in our country and our troops please try to send this along to all im sure your daughter would love to get a hold of me. im not running this country down its already run down. i hope your kid dies in iraq, just cause your so proud of her fighting and killing " people like me". mohamedq@ fubar *Beer doesnt mind sitting in the freezer for an hour to cool off *You can enjoy beer all night long *Beer doesnt complain when you fart *A beer will wait in the car while you go and play football *When your beer goes flat,you toss it out *Hangovers go away *A beer doesnt get jealous when you grab another beer *Beer doesnt care how much you earn *Beer never has a headach

Hurts
If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run...for if you follow I shall crumble to the ground like dust and my soul will wither and blow away in the storm of time. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run... for if you come towards me I will weep tears of oceans and flood the lost souls of all time. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow, please let me run...for if you catch me I will have to face you and come undone and the seams that hold me together will be tattered pieces of my heart. If I runaway tomorrow please dont follow,please let me run...for if you touch me I will remember all the pain and make me realize that I have not forgiven you at all.... So please just let me runaway.... *Perhaps the pain of the past can hurt you in the sands of tomorrow...and can make a clear day pass with storms of the soul* ((And not a day goes by that I dont think of you.......damn you))

Look Twice
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and glov

Assholes
Please comment bomb and rate!! A friend of mine on here has a son with autism...well apparently this downrater acted as a friend to her and then all of a sudden gave 1's to all of her son's graduation pics! what a jerk! he needs to be taught a lesson that we dont tolerate this kind of stuff on CT!! Please visit his page and rip him a new one!! Make sure u block him too!! Also please spread the word around of this jerk!! Thanks everybody!! Amerika's Most Wanted@ CherryTAP This mum really pisses me the fuck off!! Bash this mum and the asshole who created it!! http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=51459

Wtf?
Was wining and dining some clients the other evening when the discussion turned toward today's prevalent sexual attitudes. Imagine my suprise when a very attractive lady that was with us freely admitted that she regularly "hooked up". She said that it is perfectly acceptable to have one nighters and casual sexual encounters. Her caveat, however, was unless she liked the guy. If she liked him, she wouldn't sleep with him for some time. So, this begs the question for the lost art of seduction. Is romance and seduction a thing of the past? Do women not appreciate a man treating them with respect, manners, and bringing flowers? Listening to their likes/dislikes? Should we forgo the "courting" dance and be more aggressive and abrupt? It has been my experience that being a romantic gentleman usually leads to 1. scorn 2. loss of the woman as she finds someone else who is more aggressive or 3. she immediate sees the romantic gestures as more than they are (i.e. trying to make a l

Blog
I will be unavailable from May 12, 2007-August 21, 2007. I will be working 60+ hours a week and will not be getting online during the dates mentioned above. Those of you who wish to get ahold of me know how. Otherwise I will see everyone on the flip side. All RAWR related anything needs to refer to Lucy. If Lucy is not around, refer to HollieHottie. Both links are below. .:Lµ¢¥:. Ðĵ Çã§ђs CT Wifey {Co Founder of RAWR} Tha Verdicts Bitch@ CherryTAP H♥llieH♥ttie™ ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[RAWR #1]No Fan = No Add@ CherryTAP Bulliten originally title: MY TWO CENTS ABOUT FAT SONNY went around for a while and there is some stuff added. I was trying hard not to get involved in the whole Fat Sonny drama bullshit. However after reading his blogs and his bulletins I have discovered what it is all about. Anyone who discriminates a country over someone callin you out does not deserve to be my friend. Especially when the claims are false. If you follow Fat Sonny

Just A Little Info For The Jerks Out There!!!!
IN ANOTHER CONTEST THIS ONE WILL BE LOTS OF FUN :-)...IT IS THE SEXIEST FEMALE CHERRY CONTEST MOST COMMENTS gets FIRST place MOST RATES gets SECOND place HIGHEST RATING gets THIRD place BELOW YOU WILL FIND THE LINK TO MY PHOTO I CHOSE FOR THE CONTEST AND THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND PLEASEEEEE SHOW LOTS OF SUPPORT IF YOU RATE MY PIC AT LEAST LEAVE 10 COMMENTS OR MORE FOR ME AND I PROMISE TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU IN SOME WAY ;-)!! I HAVE A LOTTTT OR FRIENDS, FANS AND FAMILY SO I SHOULD HAVE A GREAT CHANCE AT WINNING ANY CONTEST IM IN AND IM SURE THE COMPITION WILL NOT BE EASY LOL... THANKS SO MUCH I LOVE U ALL MUAHHHHH!!!! OK THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN THIS HAPPENS TIME AND TIME AGAIN.... OK SO MY NAME IS A LITTLE PLAYFUL AND YES I LOVE TO FLIRT... BUT YOU KNOW GUYS I AM A LADY SO HAVE A LITTLE RESPECT FOR ME AND DONT START A CONVERSATION OFF WITH ME BY SAYING THINGS LIKE WHY DONT YOU SUCK MY COCK SIT ON MY FACE AND LET

20 Questions...do You Have The Gonads?
Here's another one of those "20 Questions". Please reply to me your answers...though you are certainly welcome to post them publicly here as well (I still want a reply though ;) ) 1. Do you bite your nails? 2. At what age did you lose your virginity? 3. First time you masturbated? 4. First time you orgasmed? (guys, believe it or not, this is usually a different age than the above for women) 5. What is your favorite movie? 6. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be? 7. Do you watch porn? 8. Do you fish? Bait your own hook? 9. Age you first gave oral? 10. Have you ever cried in public? 11. Have you ever been caught masturbating? 12. Age you first tried anal? 13. Last time you had anal? 14. Have you ever stolen anything? 15. Does your best friend know you are on CT? 16. Do you consider yourself to be wild and passionate or hesitant and let it happen? 17. What is your most recurring fantasy? 18. Do you like yo

Plz Stop Bye & Sign
i fan everybody, all i ask is for you to fan back. if you wish plz rate some pics i always return all the favors i mostly do more then most ppl dream of doin', be kind and plz rate. It is in the about me on my home page thanks

Stupid People
Why is it when there is a natural disaster people always have to drive by and check it out? Why can't they just stay at home and let the fire, police and work crews clean it up without getting in the way? Where I live and work a tornado touched down and we (the city workers) couldn't even get to the blocked roads without the intrustion of buttheads blocking the roads with their cars! I just have to know.

Peaches And Cream
So I have blogs all over the place but really looking for a place to be able to put my thoughts down - so I will try it out here! :) As I have rants or good things to write about I will! yeah So right now it is 5:05 am on Sunday morning and I am awake! I have been awake since 2:30 am and haven't been able to get back to sleep. Pretty weird for me considering how much I love to sleep! I have been waking up more at night because I have been hurting again, not sure why it is starting up again, but somedays I can barely move. I think with my ankle hurting so much that is not helping much right now. Good thing with being awake is that I get to watch the world wake up for the first time in awhile! Kinda cool to see the sunrise and listen to the birds. Reminds me of my grandma. Well I think I may try to get some sleep, though now I am hungry so we will see :) Well if you know me then what i am going to say next won't surprise you too much! I sprained my ankle again!! That's right

The Soldiers
When I look at the flag and I see the color red, It reminds me of the Soldiers and all the blood that they shed. When I look at the blue it's like looking at the sky. Then I think of the Soldiers and how so many had to die. When I look at the stars and I see the color white, I picture all the young Soldiers who must have died in the night. When I look at the flag I feel a sadness deep inside, As I think of grieving mothers who held Old Glory as they cried. When I look at the flag it goes beyond red, white, and blue. I see loving husbands and sons that gave their lives for me and you. When I look at the flag a million thoughts go racing by, As I thank God for America and all the Soldiers who had to die.

Daily Horrorscope
Sometimes you gotta do something bad just to remind yourself how very good you are. Let someone else take on an extra project. Go see a matinee instead of doing housework. Have some -- what's that word? -- fun for once. --------------------------- Procrastination!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! Don't beat up on yourself because you're not into taking on a new challenge right now. That's normal. After all, with everything you've accomplished, you deserve a break -- and a little fun. Call up some friends and get goofy. ------------------------- I think I do the last part a bit too much...lol. Compromising your character for material gains just isn't worth it in the long run, no matter how tempting the rewards may look on the surface. Stick to the path that you know is best. Uphold your integrity. Oh my god! I have had a conversation today that has made this one RIGHT ON THE MONEY! Whoever is thinking these things up needs to get 7 digit figures for there guess work.

Whats The Deal?
okay heres the deal! I have been on this body detox for 5 days! My brain is not working right!!! It does work in losing weight but I still cant think straight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! think about the risks before you do it!!!! I have lost 6lbs but man my mind is fuzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy!!!!!! what can you do???????????????????? Well tonight I am done and feeling better now that I have more protein in my diet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. take heed before you start this diet it does work but to what extent are you willing to go? ~~~Eilish Okay so here's the deal...... I DONT CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like me or not I Am What I Am!!!! Not changing for you or anyone else so BITE ME.. I might like it!!! I guess that I just want to say LET THE BODIES HIT THE FLOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What Is 'love'?
Ponder the meaning of the word: Friend. It seems such an obvious thing, friendship, and yet often it becomes so very complicated. There is a fine line between friendship and parenting, and when that line is crossed, the result is often disastrous. A parent who strives to make a true friend of their child may very well sacrifice authority, and though the parent may be comfortable with surrendering that dominany position, the unintentional result will be to steal from that child the necessary guidance and, more importantly, the sense of securitythe parent is supposed to impart. On the opposite side, a friend who takes a role as a parent forgets the most important ingredient of friendship: Respect. For Respect is the guiding principle of Friendship; the lighthouse beacon that directs the course of any true friendship. And Respect demands Trust... Though we will often look back over our shoulders and wonder, we will hold fast to our understanding of Friendship,

Personal Writings
SCREAMS OF SILENCE Begone ye screams of silence, harbingers of pain Cloaked in isolation, you mock in harsh disdain My soul is torn asunder, I curse you, God of Hell As you pierced my tortured soul, what horrors I befell. You spoke of quiet solitude, to tempt me to your lair Then lanced me in my troubled heart, to depths of dark despair Nemesis, I beg of thee, rise up in righteous ire Protect me from Tisiphone, from Hell's eternal fire With all my voice I scream to you, protect me from the night Alas, in forlorn desperation, I journey to the light Banished to mind's Coventry, I heed the demon's call Beckoned by the silent screams, I enter Dante's hall. Bleak midwinter, And snow lies all around, My heart is cold and empty, And I long to walk on the hot sand, With the sun burning my body, And my love close at hand, Will you ever return?, Or will I always live in bleak midwinter, Send me word of where you are, Have you found a new love, Have you moved on to someone new?, I

Yahoo Is Fucked Sorry For The Spam
I JUST WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU GUYS FOR ALL THE SWEET GIFTS YOU HAVE GIVEN ME ON MY BDAY YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!! TY TY TY AND TY. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AND ME ON THEIR LIST I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THE SPAM, SOMEONE OR SOMETHING HAS TAKEN OVER MY LAPTOP AND KEEPS SENDING OUT ALL THESE MASS SPAMS DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK IT WILL FUCK UP YOUR PC, I GOT IT FROM SOMEONE ON MY LIST VENEMOUSBOWLER AND THAT IS WHAT STARTED IT ALL I AM SO SORRY MY FRIENDS "WHO UNDERSTAND" AND TO THOSE THAT DONT ARE PISSED AT ME TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST CAUSE I WOULD NEVER DO THAT ON PURPOSE AND YOU ALL KNOW IT, I DONT DO THAT SHIT. SO AGAIN MY "FRIENDS" IM SORRY AND I AM WORKING ON FIXING THE PROBLEM. THANK YOU SHY FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AND ME ON THEIR LIST I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THE SPAM, SOMEONE OR SOMETHING HAS TAKEN OVER MY LAPTOP AND KEEPS SENDING OUT ALL THESE MASS SPAMS DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK IT WILL FUCK UP YOUR PC, I GOT IT FROM SOMEONE ON MY LIST VENEMOUSBOWLER

Hey Everyone
hey everyone come check out my lounge and help get it started!!! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55120 Hey so anyways i like cherrytap alot its a cool place to come when your bored and have nothing better to do lol! any so have fun Why is it okay for guys to fuck as many females as they want but if a girl fucked anyone we're all sluts?

Ya~
Since I cleaned out my friends list, I've actually been able to give away all my 11's. If I haven't hit your page, I will ;) Also, please let me know if you have any stash or blogs or whatever. I'd like to rate that too - and I don't need 11's to do that ;) Stay safe /kisses. So Marc and I picked up a kitty today. If you've browsed my pictures, you'll see him. Anyway, at the animal shelter, our kitty was in a cage. We were told it was because he was really shy and hides under everything. I didn't think it was too big of a deal. It didn't take him long to get used to me when I was holding him. In no time, he was cuddling and licking my fingers. We get home, I put him down on the living room floor. First thing he does is bolt to the back of the chair and lay there. I poured him some food, and picked him up to show him where his dish was. Once I set him down, he went under one of our racks. We decided to let him sit there and have the chance to explore the house. What do

The Boogie Woogie Choo-choo Train..
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Poems#2
DO I exsist to you? Do I exsist to you Or am I just a body laying cold. DO I not breath? Do I not have a heartbeat? that beat only for you? Your the one I want to come home to The one I want to lay next to. Am I not the one that shares your bed at night AM I not the one that crys on your shoulder. Yet I seem to not exsist You seem to look past me. You talk but not to me. You listen but not to me. Why why doesn't my heart exsist Why don't I exsist? Have faith in me KNow I am always here Know I am trust worthy KNow what I say is true my heart is shattered My heart is broken I am dieing inside. Am I already dead My heart beats but I feel nothing my feet step But yet I don't see YOu tell me to have faith in you Why Have you proven that you are trustworthy? A heart can only take so much Then it takes over itself closing itself off building that wall. Leaving me feeling dead inside A heart is so fragile so easily broken. yet we gi

A Weeping Soul
A mother's love, a Mother's care, A mother's sigh, a Mother's prayer A Mother's work, and Mother's day, Leaves little time for any play. A godly Mother with godly love, Is treasure from God above, A godly Mother with godly above, A godly Mother with godly care, Has God's help when she sighs a prayer. Mother is she who spends sleepless night to make you sleep Mother is she who understands you from the very deep… Mother is she who will laugh and cry along with you…. Mother is she who teaches how to drink, eat and how to chew… Mother is she who scolds you for your good Mother is she who will support you in any mood… Mother is she who accepts you in any situation… Mother is she who motivates you for your every little creation… Mother is she who gives you blessings at every step… Mother is she who is always worried for your fate… Mother is she who can catch you if at any moment you lie… Mother is she who never wants to see her baby cry…. Mother is she w

Gone On Vacation Again :p
Well people here is my traveling route cross Europe Oslo, Goteborg, Kopenhagen, Hamburg, Hanover, Munich, Gratz, Ljubljana, Trieste, Pissa, Ancona, Split, Dubrovnik, Sarajevo, Beograd, Skopje, Thesaloniki, Athen, Istanbul and back hehe someone wanna come Hope all you stay safe on FUBAR and having fun those who have my email send me some good words people Catch you from time to time HUGS and love to ALL of you. Dino

"the Dog"
A good friend of mine posted these in his my space blogs. It is so well written I had to share it. It is in reference to the same "dog" that is in my blog named "A New Low". The second part is about when I returned the jerk's phone... Hey, he asked for it back. Thursday, July 26, 2007 Dogs!!! Not the barking kind either. Current mood: annoyed I will keep this generic to protect the innocent but the story is disturbing. I met a guy once some time back because he was dating one of my Myspace friends. He seemed very nice from the impression he made on me. She dated him for a while and "issues" (his so called ex) ended their relationship as far as I know. So a short while later another of my Myspace friends is dating a guy for quite some time and it seems pretty serious. But then she gets a call from a woman claiming to be his wife. So this brings about the end of that relationship. Then he starts texting another of my friends asking her to come over and "talk"

My Own Worst Enemy
Sometimes I say what I say blindly not thinking about who its directed to misplaced and misguided the damage I inflict I havent a clue messed up and misdirected my views might seem to be even if they are expressed in anger I dont know why I say it.. it isnt as it seems to be Ever said things you wish you could take back? At this skill I seem to have a knack I type before I think sometimes its true there are times I just need to vent and argue this time I really messed up taking my problems out on you.. I know what I did was wrong and I didnt mean what I said .. I hope you realize I am a good person just a little fucked up in the head Its too easy for me to run people off and I'm not sure why.. I have to admit this is the first time I realize the mistake I've made don't think I haven't cried I don't know what else I can do .. I don't want to be labeled a psycho bitch for all my faults I never lied to you.. I have had my moments of weakness and I'm insecure for sure,

The Budweiser Method ;)
These three guys are in a bar, having a few beers, and checking out the babes as they enter the establishment. One walks in, rather attractive, and they "discuss" her "rating," which, of course, is on a 1 to 10 scale. One says, "I'd give her a 7... she's really quite pretty." Another agrees, and so does the third... but the bartender, bringing a new round of drinks to their table, overhears their rating of the young lass, checks her out himself, and says "Nah, I'd only give her a 3." "A 'THREE?!' How can you give her a three?!!!" says one of the three chaps at the table... "she's a real pretty girl." The bartender, walking away, says "Well, I use the Budweiser method for rating women." Puzzled, the guys looked at each other, figured the bartender had lousy taste in women, and went back to their ratings. Moments later, another young lady, prettier than the last, walks into the bar,

Life Savor Flavors
A teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of Lifesavers. The children began to say: ">Red............cherry," ">Yellow.........lemon," "Green..........lime," "Orange.........orange," Finally the teacher gave them all honey Lifesavers. After eating them none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," he said, "I'll give you all a clue; It's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her Lifesaver out and yelled: "Oh My God!!!! They're assholes!"

Just Some Words......
The Way We Are would I need ya if I got amnesia would you be the one for me if I lost my memory and would I look at you the way that I used to would I fall in love all over again or would I have to pretend are we gonna stay the way we are are we gonna break and fall apart are we gonna make it when our love is tested are we gonna stay the way we are I don't wanna break and fall apart are we gonna make it through the shark infested water hearts entrusted to each other and I don't know what I'd do if I found out you were untrue would I find it in my heart to forgive would I be able to forget will I be be beautiful or will I just be a fool can you keep me fresh and young what if I make you deaf and dumb are we gonna stay the way we are are... can we still have adventures when we're old and wear dentures will you kiss me on the lips do you think we'll dance with our plastic hips and when you look at me will you see the girl you met when

Close Your Eyes And Go Back
It amazes me how one can be so consumed with hate and negativity and still survive. How can someone be so judgemental of others and not once look at their own faults, their own ways. They never think about how their hate affects those around them. They don't realize that all that hate can turn something beautiful into ugliness. Another thought how can someone so positive, someone who can bring so much good to the world, let all that negativity and hate change what they are and what they believe. Life begins to feel hopeless with all that hate and negativity floating around in the air, and we just can't help but breathe it in. It seems to smother and consume us until there is nothing left. Until hate and discontent and negativity is all we know or remember. Then it seems you can't find your way back to that beautiful person you used to be. How nice it would be if we could forget all about that consuming fear that holds us here, never letting us move forward, only backwards. The past rem

Poem
Why did she do it? The question hurts my head. I wonder if she knows, How much I wish her dead. She went and stabbed me Directly in the back. I keep wondering why She had to get on the wrong track. I went and cried for weeks, Wondering why she hurt me so. I kept seeing that night in my head, just like a picture show. I wanted to tell her, exactly how I felt But each day I saw her, I knew I couldn't of dealt. Her laughs made me angry. Her joy made me sad. I needed someone to talk to, So I went to Mom and Dad. They told me they were sorry, What she did was really mean. They wished I had of told them, Before I turned sixteen. I looked at my loving parents, And knew it'd be all right. I told them that I loved them, And gave them a hug good night. I looked at her the next day, And knew now for sure That I did not need a friend, Who was that immature. There's a Girl who always sits and cries because her life is filled with lies Her Life

What Is Life
Dieing is not the hard part it's living thats hard Strength What's truth but a liar's gold? Hidden, buried Fortunes untold What's life but death's gains fold? Twisting, turning Yet still new to the old But the questions still looming Are in constant moral check For those who take to assuming Will find their minds a moral wreck So everyday themselves they'll find Making myth from what's sublime And through their troubles they are blind For the passage is open for all time. To hold a dream Is to hold a rose; Be gentle; Be kind; Give it hope Give it love; Be harsh; Be hurtful; Give it doubt Give it pain; It ceases to be!

Update
I don't usually like to post my personal business on the internet, but thought I would give everyone an update since I havent been online or out much...... Sunday,September 9th, it will be the 2 months, since I broke my tib/fib bones in my left leg. Three hours into the first day of our vacation. My boyfriend, myself, and his three kids. While at the pool with the kids, I slipped and fell in a pool that was new to this campground this year. This was a serious injury, the doctor said that the only thing that could have made it worse, is if the bones had actually broke through my skin. Pics of my x-rays are available in my pics, if anyone would like to see what I am going through. I spared everyone the gross pics. I have a metal rod through my tib, a metal plate on my fib, numerous pins & screws, and a very large open wound that had to be graphed from my upper thigh. So I have quite a few lovely scars. And the tattoos on my ankle have been ruined. But thats the least of my worries. D

Hey Sexy Guys & Girls
Well I lost the most wonderful guy in the world yesterday :( He's been my best guy friend in the world for going on a year & now we don't even talk that much, let alone spend time together it will be VERY hard to get over him & I honestly don't know if I will be able to...BUT he wants someone else & he says that is what will make him happy to see what happens between them so what can I really do ya know...It tears me up inside & he says he is sorry for hurting me but yet he let me go without us even getting to have much of a chance together...Life is so unfair right now been through more in the past month & a half then my entire life & now I have to deal with this on top of everything else...I just wanted to make him happy & I know I could have but he won't even give me that one fair chance like he said he would grrrr...I am VERY upset about it & he says he doesn't know why I can't just understand the way he is & that he wants to be with this person I do understand wanting to be with s

Vents
Okay.. I have held it in long enough! My computer is online 24/7 7 days a week, I on the other hand am only human and I am not. If you shout me and I do not respond that means: 1)I am not near the computer regardless of what my status says. I have children and family and things that need to be taken care of other then Fubar. 2)I am at work and not able to respond, like I said online 24/7 7 days a week...the computer, not me. 3)Helping the "Fu-Bombers" which means I'm doing something other then sitting here staring at the shoutbox. 4)shoutbox is temporarily off now, regardless of what I may be doing this does not give you the right to call me a bitch, stuck up, say I am only looking to add names for points, or anything else that disrespects me. I am a genuinely nice person and I accepted your add because I thought there was something interesting about each of you. Now after this being said if you feel like deleting me that is entirely up to you. If I am online and

Wicked Boats
Turbine Marine - 44' MTI SuperCat "Miss Geico" with twin TM 1800 Race Edition Turbines, 4000 Horsepower, 190+ mph, blows away the competition, Pompano Beach, Florda. (2006 World Champions) Platinum Princess - 42' Platinum with twin TM 1450 Race Edition Turbines. 3500 Horsepower, 185+ MPH. ←←Please see the other posts in this blog Turbine Marine - 44' MTI SuperCat with twin TM 1800 Race Edition Turbines (first sea trials) Pompano Beach, Florida 2006.

Leveling
yes i have a long way to go but even when i add stash or rate people i still get no love is there a reason? i was just wondering if i stink or what please stop by and add some rates to my page help me get a boost to try to level thanks andrea

My Blogging!!!
I posted some mumms tonite. and well the one was about whether i should be upset with my sister becouse she still hangs out and dates these people that have called my sons racial slurs...I did write NI**ER but just like i did right there. Now why a few hours later i get a email telling me it was NSFW and they have deleted and next time i'm deleted all together..umm...does it mean that someone didnt like it and reported it and it just automatically gets deleted or what happened? Is there a rule i freaking broke i don't know. anyone that can share some light on this for me would most be appreciated..thx When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control h

Fall Out Boy
OK So the concert fuckin ROCKED.. It was fuckin awsome.. And so during Gym Class Heroes the lead singer made a good point.. And I have been finding it true.. There is this angle that woman take pictures at that makes ANYONE look good.. Makes fat chics look thin.. Makes ugly chics look cute.. And it seems like they all know about this angle.. Stop trying to be what you arent and be your fuckin self.. Thats my piece on it.. Peace.. OK so I have an extra ticket to Fall Out Boy in Jacksonville next month.. This is driving me nuts cause I havent found anyone to go yet.. The show is OCT 30 and in JAX, FL.. Who wants to go??

Random Stuff...
I'll be at Rocky Horror(with live cast!) at the Naro on Colley Ave in Ghent tonight!! If you have never seen the live show ,Halloween is the best time to come!!!!There will be Two shows , 1 at 7pm and 1 at 9pm, :a Rocky Horror costume contest(Rocky costumes only), special pre-shows, and thee Underware run(where else can you run around in your underware ,In public ,and Not get arrested?) ..You never know Whats gonna happen at Rocky.........the shows are early tonight so you still have time to go out and party afterwards......Hope to see You there!!!!!! Don't forget, It's Rocky Horror at the NARO on Colley ave in Ghent ,two shows Halloween night 7pm and 9pm. Special pre-shows , a Rocky Horror costume contest And thee Underware run.....Ya never know Whats gonna happen at Rocky ..and remember what does happen at Rocky stays at Rocky ...... So let your freak flag fly and I'll see you there!!!!!! So I just got on here a day or two ago,(still trying to figure out how to navigate this site*) a

Love
a faded picture of you is all i have left to hold on to. its been so long since we said goodbye and all i do is sit and cry. i keep praying that one day i will see the day you come running back to me. but all i hear is silence through these hallowed halls,and i have became a prisoner behind these four walls. one day will come and that day i will know, that even though i love you so,i'll have to let you go. Jack Pardue 10/6/2007 i feel the love within me,and it is all just for you.watching you coming out,i held my breath for you.when you cried for the first time, i cried along with you.ten fingers, ten toes, my heart belongs to you. they wipe you clean and put you in mommies arms. you were so happy and content will all the love and charm. and i held you for the first time, and i was as proud as i could be.cause there is no one in this world who will love you more than me. i lie you down in my arms and rocked you until you fell asleep.i know right now from this point on,your love i'