Fubar Blog Posts 4

Say Hi To My Girls....
Hey friends and family please help me welcome my new friends to FUBAR, show them some love =) add rate fan them they are personal friends of mine and are awsome =) ~Tina~ Meet Ali~ cinda-fucn-rella@ fubar Meet Georgia~ west coast peach@ fubar Meet Reba~ princssweb@ fubar

~~~thank You~~~~~
I would just like to thank Perkkey for allowing me to compete in her contest and giving me VIP status for a month, and a very big thank you to the Devil's Own and Nighthawk bombers and all the others who helped me win 2nd place!!

Friend's 21st Birthday
Tonight is one of my best friends 21st birthday. We are going out shortly, which I can't believe I am going out on a Monday night since I have a 14 hour work day tomorrow but oh well. I never do anything anymore. All my co-workers say I am a "waste of a 21 year old," since I act like such an old lady nowadays. That's ok. I'm pre-gaming a little bit though for two reasons. A.) To save a little money and B.) to calm my nerves. I think I have a very MILD case of social anxiety. I don't always feel comfortable going to places like bars and such, but I will still go out and do it. It's nothing too serious, but slightly annoying. Oh well, 45 minutes til I leave.

Singles Ad
This has to be one of the best singles ads ever printed. It is reported to have been listed in the Atlanta Journal. SINGLE BLACK FEMALE seeks male companionship, ethnicity unimportant. I'm a very good girl who LOVES to play. I love long walks in the woods, riding in your pickup truck, hunting, camping and fishing trips, cozy winter nights lying by the fire. Candlelight dinners will have me eating out of your hand. I'll be at the front door when you get home from work, wearing only what nature gave me. Call (404) 875-6420 and ask for Daisy, I'll be waiting.... Please scroll down .... Over 15,000 men found themselves talking to the Atlanta Humane Society... If you don't pass this along, a dog Will come out and pee on your computer!

One Question...
I have a question... are there any women left in this seething cesspool of shit, that's worth a fuck? I mean, is sluts and hoes all that's left? I can't stand liars, and cheaters. And women who play games, make me fucking sick. I'm so fucking tired of it. Hell, if I started slappin bitches around, and being a real asshole, they'd be all over me... what tha fuck's up with that? I just try to be honest, and treat em rite, and I get shit on. But some guy can treat em like shit, and he's got women all over him. You women have got some real issues. Oh yea, if anyone can answer that question, please tell me.

Friends In Low Places
BEST FRIENDS What is the true meaning of best friends and the meaning they have on ones life. is a best friend as equivalent and possibly the same and equal to the love of your life, or is it just someone who knows you so well they sometimes even know you better then your own self. can the 2 be the same or different ITS funny I remember how there was those days we could sit on the phone for hours with nothing to say but it meant so much. Those days when we would run and ask each other for advice for our lives regardless the situation. Those days when just a phone call to say HI, how are you, what you up to was the best feeling. I remember when we would go out of our ways to hang out and chill just because we liked each others companies. Those moments when things were bad and felt like crawling into a hole you knew the right thing to say to cheer me up and make me smile. In moments of weakness you would crack a laugh when i would say those random silly useless comments. Well all

My Wonderful Son
Yeah, my son was trying to compliment me the other day. He started out by telling me how shiny my hair is. Then he adds, "must be all the silver you have in there mom, its so pretty." He has a lot to learn before he gets older.

To All My Friends Must Read
Mickey and I are having some issues with our cable and such so until Monday My friend Mina Bloody Kisses will be using my page an hour a day. So is she doesnt get to you in the bar tab it is because her herself are having pc problems. If you need a message relayed I mina will give it to Debbie. Thank you for Readin. BTW debbie should be back on Monday!! She rocks!!! Bloody Kisses MINA

Pictures & Begging... Hey Maybe It'll Work
New pics were addeed last night and this morning, three pics in default i think, and the zoo album if you haven't seen them yet... So anyway, i finally reached fu-king the other day, so you guys all completely rock... but talk about fucking depressing... it takes as many points from fu-king to godmother as it took from level one to 24... So if anyone wants to help me feel less depressed about it... Wanna get me a blast? please? pretty please? with sugar on top? lol The only ones i've had in awhile are the ones i bought and i really can't do that anymore at all til i go back to work, which i REALLY REALLY REALLY have to do when i get back from jersey... oh that reminds me, i'll be mostly gone til saturday, cause... i'll be in jersey, lol... I'm beggin though, guys, please? Blasts, tickers, anythings?? Since i haven't added to family albums in a long time because i don't like you guys to miss out on anything, i can still give you family access for a 7 day blast, but un

Why I Hate The Holidays...by Ken Germaine
I remember years ago, Mom gettin all excited cause Christmas was commin..Back in the 60's when I was lil she went all out at Christmas. That was when we still Lived up North (Jersey) She won block decorating contests and was in the paper alot so I'm told. But when I was 7 things changed, My step-Father was ill and had to have a better climate or he would die so we moved to Miami Fla.. Miami was Beautiful in 68' Not the shit-hole it has become today..(Thank U Castro) But it REALLY sucked at Christmas! 70' to 80' degrees on Christmas Mornin really Blows! But my Mom did her best even tho we were now dirt poor and had to start over. (Step-Dad quit his CBS news job in New York, he was a Camera man)My Mother WAS Christmas.. On april 22 1998 Christmas ended for me forever for me. my Mother died of cancer. I had a brand New Baby daughter so it was ok for a couple Years, Got to watch her on Christmas mornin open her Presents, I Loved to stand in the doorway at night to watch her sleep

To Poor, Leaving For A While...
So our Internet is probably gonna be cut off tommorow, and then we'll be in the process of moving. So i'll be gone for a little while but i'll be back. I'll probably get to check my E-Mail once in a while at the library so if any of you wanna send me a message or say hi. My E-mail is Suicideromance66@yahoo.com. Hope you all have fun without me for a while and send me lots of love. Fu Bucks are optional. Love, Mark Murderous ~Yr New Messiah~

Rant For 11/20/07
I just saw a video clip from 60 Minutes on yahoo.com. First of all, it reminded me why I don't watch shows like 60 Minutes, because they tell half truths and give just one side of the info to make the story more shocking. But what made me laugh was the video. There was a Nutritionist, a professor from Cornell, telling people about those heathen bastards at Subway polluting our bodies with high calorie food. The talk went something like... Nutritionist: Care to guess the calorie content of you lunch, consisting of a foot sub with mayo, chips, and juice? Re-tard: Uhh....300? Nutritionist: Try 1390! Now, if you are like me and don't care how many calories there are in what you eat, and you guess 300, then that's cool. If you do count calories, or have ever looked at those numbers and think a foot long piece of bread, chips, and a sweetened drink are 300 calories, then I am sorry but you are a moron! (Pounding their head) Think, McFly! Think! Also, if you are doing a study b

Plz Read!!!
alright to all those that helped me in the contest that i posted before i thank you but i have decided not to go through with that one cause i have heard that if i did win any place i wouldnt get the prize so here i go with another contest that i have entered so if yall may plz go comment bomb me purty plz!! salutes for all ppl that leaves me 50 comments luv yall!!! click the pic below!!!!!!

Wowwww Is All I Can Say
so here I am, survived the trip to Mexico. Wow what a ride hahha literally.and experience I will never forget. I imagine me at 80 with alziemers everyone trying to get me to recall stuff, and I bet that is what I talk about most hahahahhaha. So i'm sporting my first tattoo. Love it. Its a bunny, after a very long night of insanity and laughs. got a loose tie and smoking a cig hahhaha. its a whole new world down there. So friday night we finally get there. Not sure where we are going to stay cause its biker weekend. masses of bikers everywhere. We drive around looking for a hotel for ever and ever. finally going back to the original one we stopped at first. got settled and went out on the town. took us forever to get some food. which i dont understand, since all they got is dog tacos down there, and there are dogs everywhere hahhaha. gary looked under a cart for cages that shit was hilarious. Anyway not really sure if it was dog or not but it sure as hell dint taste like corn fed beef .

Stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
WOW I MUST COME OFF AS COMPLETELY STUPID TO SOME PPL AND MAYBE I AM JUST THAT...NO I'M JUST TOO DANG GULLABLE, I BUY INTO TOO MANY LIES PPL TELL ME AND I GUESS THAT DOES MAKE ME A BIT STUPID... HOW COULD YOU OF ALL PPL..U KNOW WHO U R..JUST FLAT OUT LIE LIKE THAT?..WAS BREAKING MY HEART NOT ENOUGH FOR U THAT U HAD TO JUST COMPLETELY LIE ABOUT IT??? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND Y U EVEN FELT THAT U HAD TO LIE ABOUT IT, IT'S NOT LIKE IT WASN'T OBVIOUS FROM DAY ONE,AHHHHH I'M EFFIN SCREAMING INSIDE!!!! OMG I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO DO THIS RIGHT NOW, I JUST WANT U TO KNOW THAT U HAVE JUST TOOK WHAT WAS LEFT OF MY HEART AND DESTROYED..THANK YOU!! I'M SRRY GUYS I JUST HAD TO GET THAT OUT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!!! I'M OUT SMOOCHEZZZZ!!!

What Will Be Will Be
I believe in fate and what it brings to everyone's life.Things happen for a reason whether it be for the good or for the bad.If something was meant to be it will be no matter what.It could be thousands of miles between something great or it could be some kind of tragedy that should never have happened.But fate plays a big role in everything that happens ans like i've said if it's meant to be it will be ans nothing will stop it from happening.

My Out Look On Life
tonight while watching the secret for the 4th time i decided to blog it so i did. i am 27 years young and although i have my bad days just like we all do, i still try to remain positive. i do agree with it fully. i do agree that i am in charge of my own destiny. to think is to create. if i want positive results i need to think positive results. if i think negative i will receive negative results. the law of attraction is a very powerful~ what ever i want i can get i just need to visualize it and it will happen. i get what ever i want not because i am spoiled but because i make things happen. i know who i am and remember where i came from but i also know that i am in charge of my future. i live my life to it's fullest potential and live each day like it is my last. *if it's to be it's up to me** **to think is to create** these are my favorite quotes and they are so true i love my family and friends so very much but i love myself too :D although love my j

Discarded Treasure
Indulge @ Sexy5Photos.com I'm left forgotten in the shadows again Not in your thoughts not on your mind I'm abandoned here all alone trying to figure out where to go from here all on my own You just discard me like an unloved former treasure that no longer brings pleasure to your heart So I'm broken apart and scattered around I'm stumbling, hurt and falling down I'm nothing but torn and tattered pages you've written through the ages

A Cover Up In 1977
What Was the New Zealand Monster? by John Koster .. Begin Article --> Unidentified animal caught in the net of fishing vessel off New Zealand. (Taiyo Fishery Co./Michihiko Yano) On April 25, 1977, the Japanese fishing ship Zuiyo Maru, trawling for mackerel off the coast of New Zealand, snagged a rotting corpse at a depth of 900 feet and hauled in the remains of a beast that no one anywhere seemed to be able to identify. "It's not a fish, whale, or any other mammal," said Professor Yoshinori Imaizumi of Japan's National Science Museum, in the Asahi Shimbun newspaper story that broke the news to the world. "It's a reptile, and the sketch looks very like a plesiosaur. This was a precious and important discovery for human beings. It seems to show that these animals are not extinct after all." For the benefit of those who have never studied paleontology or seen the movie version of The Land That Time Forgot, a plesiosaur is a marine reptile, a cousin of the dinos

Money For Christmas
OK I did this as a mumm, but I know that some people don't do mumms, so I thought I would post it here too. How much do you spend on your child for Christmas? My husband is saying that buying a Nintendo DS for $129 is too much to spend. He spent $50 on his younger sister, But for my son he says there is a $100 limit and just wants to get him clothes. Dylan is only 11, he doesn't want clothes, he wants games and stuff. His mom and stepdad have money to spend on their daughter why can he afford to spend $50 on her but say $100 for my son is too much!! He says that he will get toys when he goes to his dad's house and from my parents. I think it is pretty bad when my mom is planning on spending more on Christmas for my son then his stepfather is. I think it has something to do with his sister is his sister and my son is not any blood relation to him. I don't think he is looking at the situation fairly. PLEASE LEAVE ME COMMENTS ON WHAT YOU THINK!!

Yet Another Winner
lol if you read my blogs, then you know the kind of losers that apparently always seem to find me. Here is a brief conversation with yet another winner. (Sorry, read from the bottom up). My name is...: no probs ur not worth my time anyway i removed u as a fan n friend neva here frm me again ->Marina - t...: umm ok...think of it as whatever you like. Would you mind not contacting me anymore? My name is...: yea u sell toys fuk aware party ->Marina - t...: I wouldn't consider them adult parties...they are just girl parties really with adult toys My name is...: ooo adult parties for females sex toys The funny thing is that these idiots act like I'm the one stalking them. I guess I'm supposed to be very disappointed that he removed me as a friend and a fan. Yeah, my eyes are just teary right now.

A Fathers Pride In This Life...
NSCC Distinguished Service Ribbon Petty Officer 2nd Class Charles J. Mays United States Naval Sea Cadet Corp. F.C. Sherman Division Citation “For exemplary and distinguished service I am recommending Petty Officer 2nd Class Charles J. Mays to receive the Distinguished Service Ribbon for his calm and knowledge, reacting to a medical emergency, which resulted in the saving of a classmate’s life. On May 23rd, 2007 at 9:05pm during a night school class at Churchill Community High School, a fellow student crawled off his chair and laid inert on the floor. PO Mays responded immediately, ordering the hall monitor to call EMS and the boy’s parents. The boy was barely conscience. In the first survey, PO Mays checked his pulse which was weak, and breathing, which was shallow. He told the boy that he was certified in first aid and tried to get a response. PO Mays checked for injuries, and used capillaries refill check to check for circulation, which was slow. He determin

Fubar Might Be Deleted
More then likely, i have been thinkin about deleting this acct, these people on here are so fucking rude....and i really don't have time for all their bullshit...the only thing that keeps me from deleting this acct is Two people on here!One i absoultly CRUSH ON!! and the other has become my bestfriend....But the one person who i crush on is mad at me and won't speak to me! the other person i talk to on myspace, and yahoo...SO hmmmm i might delete it if the one person i crush on doesn't talk to me anymore..

Some People Just Don't Know
This is just for some people...... Some people don't even know Some people don't even have a clue Some people think they know their friends Some people think their friends are true Some people think that they can trust Some people will do what they say Some people will lose friends because of them Some people love them anyway Some people overlook special friends Some people will understand this story Some people will know what I'm talking about So this goes out to you, .............

Happy Tied-up Tuesday
It's Tuesday, and in honor of it, I sent all of my Fubar friends a shot of tequila. Tuesday is my favorite, so today a bit of liquid love goes out to everyone. If you are my real life friends- I will likely see most of you tonight (let the REAL drinking begin). For everyone else- enjoy today, and think of me :) *** And I would like to repeat, for the record- I'm not looking for boys. I have no interest in boys. But thank you one and all for the flattery, and continued attempts. You make me smile. :) (And to one boy in particular- yes, I could snap your neck between my thighs. Good thing you won't be going there, huh?)

Twas The Night Before Christmas Fubar Style
Have a very FUBAR Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas', when all through the site, Not a member was stirring, things didn’t seem right; The Stilletto Girls hung their stockings with care, In hopes that Baby J soon would be there; The bombers were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of bouncers danced in their heads; With Stang in her 'thong, and JD in his cap, Someone heard Scrapper yell Good Lord and Oh snap, When from our speakers there arose such a clatter, We sprang from our beds to see what was the matter. Away to the monitor we flew like a flash, Oh it’s just Achilles updating his stash. So to the mumms did many of us go Nothing but whining from a Fubar point ho, When, what to our wondering eyes came along, A miniture sleigh pulled by eight girls in a thong, With a little drunk driver, so lively and gay, We knew in a moment it must be Baby J. More rapid than eagles his members they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by n

One Of Those Days
yep, i'm having one of those days. missed my appointment yesterday. my son is feeling lousy, and i have to compile a file for the lawyers about my health. it could take a while to get the file completed.....what fun!!! so i'm going to take off and get started on everything i need to do. have a great day everybody!!!! i'll see you when i'm done digging myself out.

Turkey Baster
I can't put things like this in my official Fubar Stash thing. Everytime I do, it is removed by whoever and I get a note that threatens to remove me from this lovely site. So, here you go, in my blog, something that made me chuckle. I am continually amused by people's attempts to get off. :P Turkey Baster Sex Tips Again...there is something for everyone. Hmmmmm...choices, choices. Which one should I try first? :P

Things You Can Only Say At Thanksgiving
Talk about a huge breast! Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. It's Cool Whip time! If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! Whew, that's one terrific spread! I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. Are you ready for seconds yet? It's a little dry. Do you still want to eat it? Just wait your turn! You'll get some! Don't play with your meat. Just spread the legs, open, and stuff it in. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? I didn't expect everyone to come at once! You still have a little bit on your chin. How long will it take after you stick it in? You'll know it's ready when it pops up. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! That's the biggest one I've ever seen! How long do I beat it before it's ready? HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

I Support The Troops
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

Burningman 2007...suicide (by Tahirhas)
This was my sixth burn, and after so many years of going I was thinking of it as more of a vacation to get away and hang with people who are more like me. Instead the very foundation of my world was shaken and my entire faith and belief system was revitalized. I decided to camp with a chicago camp called Campo Alegre this year instead of the lamp lighters who I have been with for the past few years. It was a last minute decision and these guys were nice enough to take me in. When we arrived in Reno the team and I went to Atlantis resort for a buffett (our last hot meal) and then it was off to the playa. We spent all day sunday building our camp and working our butts off. Once everything was up we decided to hit the playa and start partying. It was a wonderful fantasitic time and I got to do what I do best which is interact with people. In the first two night I met so many people that my camp decided to make me the social chair of our camp. This was a really good year with lots of pe

New Update Up Today
Ready to come play with me and my new toy? I just got a new big black dong that I've been dying to try out. And boy did I ever! HOpe you enjoy! XOXO, Aimeelynn http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn/fotos424.htm

My Turn......
I'm a relatively tolerant person toward the perverted variety. They are horny and can't help it!. But, a girl gets her turn sometimes. It is my turn. To the guy in Manteca, Ca: You asked me when I would come sit on your face. I will prompty be right on that, just as soon as you get your ball sack pierced with fishing hooks. K? CALL ME??? To the guy in Modesto, Ca: You said you wanted to "Tap, smack and break my ass". I've seen your picture. Um.....thats a Negative Ghostrider. 10-4.....over and out! To the woman in Birmingham Alabama: You want me to fly out to have a three way with you and your man. Wow! I am flattered but seriously, I've really tried to avoid the whole "Whorin' my way across the country" thing. I'll stick with local women and their overweight, unfortunate looking husbands over here........NOT!!! Honestly, I don't even do two ways. I do one ways!!! But Thanks for the compliment! To the obese black man who popped up in my shoutbox saying "Come sit on Daddy's

Babe
Love is like a lump of gold, Hard to get, and harder to hold. Of all the girls I've ever met, You're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above, Created you for me to love. He chose you from all the rest, Because he knew I would love you best. I love you babe.

Funny
The Box of Condoms Game The goal is to come up with 5 items to take to the register with a box of condoms to make the cashier raise an eyebrow. A lamp with a small lightbulb KY Jelly A lawn chair a scuba snorkle A gerbil Your turn.....

Dodge
I'm a Dodge Viper! You're all about raw power. You're tough, you're loud, and you don't take crap from anyone. Leave finesse to the other cars, the ones eating your dust. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

If We Had Sex
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow? 22. Would you call me in the morning?

Big Problem :(
I've got a problem. It's not a stupid problem. Not for me. I'm in love.I'm so much in love that I can't think clearly. BUT he's younger then me. 3 years. My parents don't know him and don't want to get know him. We are not together we were together but we split up. Now we have no contact. I wanted to ask him to wait for me for a year. IN July I have my Master Thesis exam and then I want to run away. But I'm not suer if he will wait. And what if he meet a girl younger than him. I'm so confused :(

Well This Just Pisses Me Off!
soo my fellow metalheads i dont know if uve heard the news but it seems King Dimond has cancled his North American tour with Kreator...wich really pisses me off because i was looking forward to that show god damit! so now i need to find another show to go to....wich of course no matter what iti s wont be as good as seeing king dimond live so im fucking pissed!

Pecan Pie
Caramel-Pecan Pie Ingredients: • 1-9 inch unbaked pie shell • 2/3 cup sugar • 1/4 cup butter or margarine, melted • 3 eggs • 1 jar Smucker's® Caramel Spoonable Ice Cream Topping • 1-1/2 cups pecan halves Directions: 1. In mixing bowl, beat eggs slightly with fork. Add sugar, stirring until dissolved. Stir in topping and butter; mix well. Stir in pecan halves. Pour filling into pie shell. Bake at 350° F for 45 minutes or until knife inserted off-center comes out clean. Cool thoroughly on rack before serving. Cover; chill to store. Yield: 1 pie

Bomb Me Plz
ok guys i dont ask for much as u know but this time its me that needs the help i need 15 000 comments to get a one month VIP i think i need them in 2 weeks so any comments would be nice thanks in advance Dragonlord

A Promise Of A Tomorrow
A Promise for Tommorow A promise to a sweet and gentle spirit Who's words greets me daily on line A flash of a face comes before me dispersed by a new written line. The words that you speak are so moving You touch me at depths beyond time. I yearn to reach out across the screen And hold you so close in my arms. If ever we meet on the tomorrow And you hold me close in your arms. I'll hope for a lifetime of tomorrows to love you with all of my might. Hold on til we meet on tomorrow And if we don't meet you will be. Tucked into my heart for forever For now and for eternity.

Gone
Hello, Do to un-foreseen events i will no longer be able to continue on fubar. as of this friday i will no longer have a place to live. yep being thrown out to the street. atleast this time i will have a car to use for shelter if i cant find any thing else temporarly till i have enought $$$ to get a place where my heart is.

My Naughty Application
My Naughty Application Please pimp me like a whore that will make you come running back for more. I want to be you slave under your evil sexually demands. Let my eyes feast upon your body like starving beast from hell. Can my trembling hands roam about your divine flesh of temptation? Let my wigging tongue have the forbidden threat of tasting you? Baby let me have all that you have to offer me. Can I sex you up more than three times days? Can I make all your wildest dreams come true? Please let me show what you mean to me. I will serve and bow to your will like you are my king. I would shower with love that would overwhelm your heart and soul. I will dress and undress you. I will sponge bath you like a naughty nurse. I would dry you with body and hair. I would cry your tears, so you would never have to shed them. I cuddle up close to keep you warm and safe. I would moan, groan and scream out your name for all to hear as we are making love. No sexually act would not

A "my Turn" A La Mode......
To the guy in Kansas City, Missouri: You brought the cigarette to my attention that I am holding in one of my pictures by saying "Smoking isn't good for you at all!". You Sir....are an ASTUTE genius! But may I remind you that neither is caffeine, alcohol, fried foods, pork, driving, unprotected sex, arguing with me, cliff diving, cell phones, microwaves, tightroping, petting strange dogs, carbs, partially hydrogenated oils, the sun, not jerking off enough, and jumping on a trampoline (With one of those protective cage things).....for starters. Let me say this to you: I have survived Desert Storm as a Master at Arms, and a member of the Radiological Decontamination Team. I have also survived an internal hemmorage that required serious surgery and an imperative blood transfusion and a fall off of a 35 ft. cliff (In which I was defibbed). I was "carried" away from my marriage to my bastardly ex husband so basically...I can smoke if I want to. You should have inquired a little m

To My Friends.......
God Saw you hungry & created McDonalds, Wendys, and Dairy Queen. He saw you thirsty & created Coke, Juice, Coffee and Water. GOD saw you in the dark & created Light. GOD saw you without a Good looking, adorable, Friend.... so He created ME

Ps3-assassin's Creed
Opening Trailer for the Game My latest PS3 obsession: Assassin's Creed by UbiSoft Seemingly set in the holy land during the crusades, Assassin's Creed allows the player to assume the genetic memories of one of his ancestors, Altair, who was part of an elite brotherhood of master killer. Stripped of your rank early on, due to some poor judgement calls and failure to obey the sects creed, your goal is to regain your rank and priveledges while also taking on the invading European Crusaders. Graphics are stunning, no other way to put it. The player is immersed in an open world game play centered around 3 huge cities: Jerusalem, Damascus, and Acre and the political struggle between 3 waring parties. Detail in the game is taken to a new level, as interactions while walking through a crowd are dependant not only on how the player interacts but the level of awareness in each of the people in the crowd. For example, guards patrol the streets but unless you are doing somethin

Hey Everyone
Just wanted to let everyone know that I am back on dsl so I'll be around more often. Thanks to those of you that kept showing me love while I was gone. I hope to catch up with everyone soon. huggles and stuff Bren TrollDOll

Your Love
Your love it is a a dying ember. Your love the one we cant remember. Your love didnt last forever. Did you forget about the vows? Did you forget that it is love you til we die? Did you forget about me now? Your love it is a dying ember. Your love the one we cant remember. Your love didnt last forever. Maybe you'll find her someday. Maybe you wont want me to stay away. Maybe your mind will change. Your love it is as cold as december. Your love the one we cant remember. But my love stays the same. By, Aubrie I wrote this song when my ex and I were going through the end of the relationship. It helped to release alot of stress and hurt.

Looool, If Ya Want A Giggle Ya Gotta Read This 1 Hehehe
Phone menu Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-ter

I'm Not Sure.
It seems like life came knocking at my door,,, It found me not at home,,, Will I be doomed to walk the night,, In search of its' memory,,Or can I go home and sit inside hoping it will find me,,, I've walked the streets and searched the alleys,,, All places far and near,,But every morning I go home,, with my eyes filled with tears,,, This thing called life has eluded me,, It seems to always be around the next bend,, But when will I and this elusive life,,, finally become friends,,, I hope some night when I sit and rest,,, a rest I so desperately need,, I'll slowly look up through tear filled eyes,,, To find life,,,standing there in front of me. < CLS -6-16-07 >

Happy Thanksgiving
Since I am sick..WOOHOO 10 days of meds :) and the monitor is hurting my eyes..I'm going to TRY!!!!! to avoid the Fu LOL. (although I might sneak on to give away my 11's..who wants? drop me a line) Anyway to all my regular peeps I talk to and to all my new fu-friend (i.e. Cappy's Flight) and those that we never exchange a word :P Have a wonderful,safe and HAPPY THANKSGIVING! day too... Funny Fu-Thanksgiving Heartfelt No matter how you celebrate (or don't) have a FANTASTIC day my fu-friends & fu-family :)

Insatiable
Walking through the door another new opportunity terrified and shy quiet testing the waters before jumping in getting to know people slowly letting them in into her life and loves her stories what she's seen who she is until finally she feels able to open her mouth like a store room that's been locked up tight for years and hearing the unrehearsed squeak of the hinges as the door slowly opens to let out a flow of surprisingly fresh air all of a sudden the tides change mother moon moves in her orb and the girl you once saw as shy sweet and maybe a bit naive is transformed before your eyes you can't get her to shut up sit still and things you've only fantasized about are spewing from her child-like face all of a sudden you see the adult in her though that woman has been hidden behind eyes deep as sweet and brown as molasses you can see her sexual prowess now and when she dances she shows a dream of sensual pleasures without end without tiri

I Love Him Forever
I have been with Danijel for 4 months, and it has been the most wonderful time in my life. I have never loved someone so much and so completely. He is absolutely amazing and always knows exactly how I feel. I met him after a slew of hardships in my life and he has been the most understanding person and listens and comforts me in the most caring way. I never thought I would or even could care for another person , till the day I came on this site and got bored, and because I just happened to like the movie "Pitch Black" I rated his pics and profile. The next day I got a black rose and a thank you.. after that was the doorway to my future. I spoke with him just about every night... about nothing in particular and found that we have so much in common. Then one day, I get a phone call, looking at the phone all weird cause there were just too many numbers.. I answered to the sweetest "helloooo" and just fell head over heals. We grew closer and closer both realizing that we were made for each

"twas The Night Of Thanksgiving........
'TWAS THE NIGHT OF THANKSGIVING, BUT I JUST COULDN'T SLEEP,I TRIED COUNTING BACKWARDS, I TRIED COUNTING SHEEP.THE LEFTOVERS BECKONED - THE DARK MEAT AND WHITE,BUT I FOUGHT THE TEMPTATION WITH ALL OF MY MIGHT.TOSSING AND TURNING IN ANTICIPATION,THE THOUGHT OF A SNACK BECAME INFATUATION.SO I RACED TO THE KITCHEN, FLUNG OPEN THE DOOR,AND GAZED AT THE FRIDGE FULL OF GOODIES GALORE.I FELT MYSELF SWELLING SO PLUMP AND SO ROUND, 'TILL ALL OF A SUDDEN I ROSE OFF THE GROUND.I CRASHED THROUGH THE CEILING FLOATING INTO THE SKY,WITH A MOUTHFUL OF PUDDING AND A HANDFUL OF PIE.BUT I MANAGED TO YELL AS I SOARED PAST THE TREES,HAPPY EATING TO ALL, PASS THE CRANBERRIES PLEASE.MAY YOUR STUFFING BE TASTY, MAY YOUR TURKEY BE PLUMP,MAY YOUR POTATOES AND GRAVY HAVE NARY A LUMP.MAY YOUR YAMS BE DELICIOUS, MAY YOUR PIES TAKE THE PRIZE,MAY YOUR THANKSGIVING DINNER STAY OFF OF YOUR THIGHS.

Every Woman Should ..
Every Woman Should Have • one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... • enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own... even if she never wants to or needs to... • something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... • a youth she's content to leave behind... • a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age... • the realization that she is actually going to have an old age and some money set aside to fund it... • a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... • one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... • a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... • eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored... • a resume that is not even slightest bit padded.. • a feeling o

Im Blue!!!! :p
A very good and dear friend of mine bought me a 1 month VIP. It was a surprise to log in and see this this morning :D I will be going around this next month and tryin to give 11's to all of my friends. I however will not waste them on NSFW pics. So, if ya have a lot of NSFW dont expect a lot of 11's :) Hugzzzzzzzzzzz to all and much love, ~Always~ Evil CntryGoth

Morning Routine
I woke up and it was still dark out. I crawled out of bed and made coffee, went to the computer, and heard a strange noise coming from the kitchen. It sounded like someone trying to break in. Upon inspection I found out I just need to clean my coffee maker because it was making a gurgling sound, but I sure hated taking a sword off the wall for nothing :(

Sex
Why do guys feel the need to fuck me, or other girls, then brag about it to their friends. Then dump u. I cant understand why they want to be mean after just making love. I don't think they even want to call it making love so they wont get attached. Are all guys like this? Maybe just cause Im young thats all the ones I ran across. I hope life gets better than this. Its just got to.

Quiz Time!
I been done doin some t'inkin, cos in da pub (where all good conversations occur) the topic was famous 'birds'. I am usually averse to taking a liking to any celebrities, due to the fact that they are usually celebrated for all the wrong reasons and are total toss bags because of all the attention they get. I therefore didn't have a serious famous five. You know the list you are allowed to sleep with if you meet them and the wife is supposed to be happy. My philosophy was that I didn't need one, cos I am not married nor do I need an excuse to do the hokey pokey with a hottie, celebrated or not but... . How do people know what sort of chick/woman (depending if you are going to accuse me of misogynism or not) you fancy? So here is my famous five, ok well there are 20; cos when I started I couldn't stop, it's great fun! The only problem is I couldn't find a decent picture of Barbara from the Good Life, so she should be in there too. Now you have to name all 20 and you

Happy (early) Thanksgiving...
Hey there Everyone!!! Just wanted to take a quick sec and wish Everyone a wonderful and safe Thanksgiving. The majority of you will be spending the Holiday with your families and loved ones.... Cherish the moments you have with them, for one day they might not be here. Enjoy this holiday amongst the others coming as if it could be the last!! Do NOT forget to be Thankful for the things that matter the most in life, not the petty bullshit. If you are traveling... I wish you a safe and prosperous trip!! Everyone enjoy themselves.... I expect to see pics of everyone at least 10 lbs heavier on Friday!! :) Take Care!! God Bless!!! :) ♥

Joke
Down in Florida, two widows were talking and one asked the other, "Do you ever get to feeling horny?" "Yes," her friend replied. "What do you do about it?" "I usually suck on a Lifesaver." After a moment of stunned silence her friend asked, "Well, what beach do you go to?"

To Be Free
Wishing I could relinquish all feeling in this cavity I call my body. Longing not to feel love, aggression, remorse, for anybody. I would give away my crimson heart, and replace it with one that's purpling and dark. All the chemicals would be strewn away. What I would give to not cry, or frown, another day. There is not other way you see For me to live as though I'm free.

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!!!!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!! Hi Everyone,..... I so wanted to wish you all the most happiest Thanksgiving ever and to let you all know just how much you mean to me!! I am so Thankful for such a group of Wonderful Friends & Family!!! I truly hope you all have the best time with your families!!!

For Ever Smile
It will begin with a smile curling up at the corners until it collides with your eyes It will lead into words saying what can't be said trying to speak from the heart It will turn into a lifetime learning and sharing giving eachother what was missing It will begin with a smile and end with forever

Thanksgiving!!!!!
My kiddies & I are getting ready to head down to my parents (lots of cooking & baking to do..) so I wanted to be sure to wish EVERYONE a very ~*HAPPY THANKSGIVING*~ To those of you who know my situation & have kept us in your thoughts I THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart - tomorrow will be DIFFICULT but for my babies & my little niece & nephew I have to be strong. So THANK YOU again *LOVE & BLESSINGS* Christina (& babies, lol)

Situational Update
Heya Folk, Just an update here and a Wish for everyone to have a Safe and Stress-Free Holiday. We are still in Mississippi Camp Sitting. We will be heading over to my Folks in a few hours for the BIG meal tomorrow. Gonna be heading back to Florida Friday morning. Miss everyone. Look forward to catching up with folk this weekend!!! Blessings All!!! Eugene & Victoria

Save At The Pump
Pumping gas.... good things to know. I've been in petroleum pipeline business for about 31 years, currently working for the Kinder-Morgan Pipeline here in San Jose, CA. We deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period from the pipe line; one day it's diesel, the next day it's jet fuel and gasoline. We have 34 storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Here are some tricks to help you get your money's worth: 1. Fill up your car or truck in the morning when the temperature is still cool. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground; and the colder the ground, the denser the gasoline. When it gets warmer gasoline expands, so if you're filling up in the afternoon or in the evening, what should be a gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and temperature of the fuel (gasoline,diesel, jet fuel, ethanol and other petroleum products) are significant. Every truckload t

How To Treat A Woman ... By My Dear Friend Mirko
The following paragraph was written by my dear friend Mirko 'baldaddy' Bell Well ladies, I have been thinking about this for a while and thought I would ask. What is it about a guy that catches your eye? What makes him attractive to you? What turns you on or off about him? What does a guy have to do to win your heart? Is it the little things he does, the way he looks at you, what he says or does? Please let me know and maybe if some guys look at this they may just get it and actually think before they open their mouths. As for myself, I think that actually listening to what you have to say and not just pretending to hear is a very important quality. A lot of guys will acknowledge you, but are they really listening or just appeasing you? Also respect, as my mom raised me she always instilled that in me and also threatened me if I didn't I'd answer to her....lol. So, please let me and all the other guys out there know what you think. I'm sure it will be an enormous benefit to them.

Something Cool For Our Troops....
Please do this and pass it on! Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Tattoos
OK, I’m getting a little bored with this page so I thought I would ask some questions to some things I have been thinking about…..I got a tattoo back in June….but I have been thinking about getting another one….but I wanted to ask ya'll where you think the most sexiest place on a woman is....what kind of tattoo do you like to see on a woman?

Tattoo Contest
ok this is the way we are gonna do this since this is a holiday weekend i will start the tatt contest on monday at 12noon my time so be sure to tell all your friends that you are in this contest and if others would like to join this contest please let me know before monday i will not take any new entries after 10pm on sunday this contest is based on rates only not a comment bomb contest your friends may comment the pic but will not count ok lets have some fun

Tenjooberrymuds
This is the kind of misunderstandings I have to go through every day of my life here - - you should feel sorry for me..! By the time you read through this you will understand TENJOOBERRYMUDS... In order to get by in America nowadays we all need to learn the NEW English language! Practice by reading the following conversation. The following is a telephone exchange between a hotel guest and room service: Room Service (RS): "Morrin. Roon sirbees." Guest (G): "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." RS: " Rye. Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to oddor sunteen???" G: uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon and eggs." RS: "Ow July den?" G: ".....What??" RS: "Ow July den?!?... pryed, boyud, poochd?" G: "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them? Sorry... scrambled, please." RS: "Ow July dee baykem? Crease?" G: "Crisp will be fine." RS: "Hokay. An Sahn toes?" G: "What?" RS: "An toes. July Sahn toes?" G: "I...don't think so." RS: "No? Judo wan sahn toes

Twiizted74 Knows How To Steal A Piece Of My Heart
Ok people....take note: twiizted74 KNOWS HIS WAY TO THE FRONT OF MY LINE! HERE is his beautiful friend request: "a really nice FR huh ?? ok, lets try this. I'm not looking for friends that are breathtaking (which of course u are) or just have their looks. id like to find sum that can think, chat, and just ramble about anything. id like to just be able to chat away and forget about everything else and just laugh and have fun. ike i said im a horrible flirt, so be warned ;) i love making ppl smile and laugh and I'm sure urs is worth the challenge. id love to see if i can live up to ur trust and friendship, but in teh end its up to u. id love the chance to get to know u better."

A Story Me Friend Wrote
I lay there in my bed.. just past midnight. The cold night breeze kisses my warm skin.. the tiny hairs on the back of my neck stand on end.. sleeping.. dreaming.. and you hovering in.. as if in a cloud of air.. standing above my bed.. you can hear the pulsating of my heartbeat.. and you can smell the warm blood that are in the veins that are so apparent. You lean in.. move my hair away from my swanlike neck.. placing your fangs upon my flesh.. piercing the skin and drinking of my essence..almost to the last drop of crimson.. then you stand up.. wipe the last drop from your cold lips.. feeling my life intertwine with yours..the feeling is almost overwhelming.. but you leave backing into the shadows in whilst you came.. Leaving me alone one again.

Crazy Ppl
ok now ppl. have you ever had a person decide after you fell for them tell you thay dont want to be with you anymore and block you. and then keep coming to your page to see if n e 1 else waas coming to your page but yet i am the bad guy. feel free to comment and let me know how u deal with them people or stalkers if you wanna call it that.

It All Happens When We Learn To Love,
Learn to love challenge, and you'll fill your life with accomplishment. Learn to love effort, and your skills will grow more valuable with each passing day. * Learn to love making a difference, and doors will quickly open for you wherever you go. Learn to love giving freely of yourself, and you'll receive more fulfillment than you ever could imagine. * Learn to love being the authentic person you are, and everything you do will be infused with integrity. Learn to love whatever work you're doing, and that work will bring abundant rewards. * Learn to love beauty for beauty's sake, and you'll discover a wealth of it in places no one else would even think to look. Learn to love unconditionally, and there will be no limit to what your love can accomplish. * Learn to love life just because it is, and each day will be a grand new adventure. Learn to love the moment you're in, and you'll find richness in every direction. * Learn to love the possibilities, and you'll make

Thanksgiving Greetings!
First ~ food for thought... [see below for smiles! :)] The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much , and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conq

Do You Need Washing?
A little girl had been shopping with her Mom at Target... She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring down rain outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning just inside the exit door of Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature had messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in my mind as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in. "Mom let's run through the rain," she said. "What?" Mom asked. "Lets run through the rain!," She repeated. "No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a b

Illumination.........
Life is an adventure!!! Live it while you can. You can never have today again, tomorrow only comes once, and yesterday is gone forever. Make YOUR CHOICE WISELY, then live the adventure YOU CREATE....

Lesbian? No...
Alright folks... the lesbian blog that I posted yesterday was a dare. We were playing truth or dare in the greatest lounge on Fubar {CC} and that dare came from Skilledhands. 'skilledhands {IAR #26}'.....'Tews Bitch'@ fubar Give this guy some props for coming up with a kick-ass dare. Oh, and no disrespect to lesbians. All people are beautiful... except the ones that suck.

Friends Please Read
hello my name is mike none to everyone as Mystic Warrior former lonewolf i was once part of the kingdom of wolve and started my own family. i have had several members join most i knew for a while 1 who was my first friend on fubar. everyone i have signed has gotten nasty e-mails and shouts from my former family mostly from lordwolf and several of his accounts. to day i learned he was puting out that i stole one of his accounts. well that is untrue. i wanted to leave and start new but have been unable to. to my friends who joined my new family i thank you but as your friend i must say this if you wish to leave i inderstand completely i would not want to put up with nasty shouts either.for this i am truly sry but as long as you remain they are surely going to continue.i thought i had several true friends in the kow who would speak up for me but i was wrong. this much i have learned they will back me only in the shadows. again i am truly sorry mike ( Mystic Warrior)

Not For Everyone.
Why do men think their cock is the most wonderful thing in the world with sometimes smelly hairy balls and all and i would be silly to not want to get on me knees and suck it everynight ? But when I want alittle mouth to pussy action he finds excuses or "falls asleep" ? Its the one thing I asked for on my birthday thinking that he cant deny me it on my birthday. So i skipped going over to my parents house after the movie thinking I'll get some action cause he said he would before. And what is he doing now? Snoring away. And i know my pussy aint bad.I'm very clean.I always shave.So I know thats not stopping him. Do I complain when i go down on him pubic hair and all? No. I think not.Why? Because i love him. And to be honest I dont even like cock... It's probably been a month or two since hes gone down on me. He used to a lot.And I loved it. I dont know. I'm pissed off. I'm gonna have to sleep in the other room. Probably wont even get the hint then. Sleeping

More Abuse Of Power
Thanks to alex Jones website - "A man was tased and arrested on a Utah highway after being stopped by an officer and refusing to sign a speeding ticket because he did not understand what offence he had committed or why he had been pulled over. The encounter, captured on the police car camera on September 14th and released this week, is the latest in a long string of incidents involving the unacceptable use of Tasers by officers on citizens whom the evidence reveals are in no way threatening, acting unlawfully or resisting co-operation. The video shows the Utah Highway Patrolman pull over Jared Massey and his pregnant wife who also had their baby with them in the car and ask for Mr Massey's license..." follow link for video and commentary: http://infowars.net/articles/november2007/211107Tased.htm This is clear evidence of further abuse of civil liberties in this country!! Follow the link and decide for yourself!!

True Rider
You tore my world apart With such a cold Heart The hateful words spoken Left one heart broken A pain that cut so deep For a love that wasnt for keep Lies told with a cunning smile And I believed you for awhile Now the truth lyes before me We were never meant to be You twisted my way of thinking Then drove me back to drinking Your way of life is really cruel No consideration for any of the rules A world you think belongs to you Even though you have no clue You had a rider on your side That you chose to cast aside I held onto who I saw in you Never realized you thought I wasnt true GC 2005 I entered a poetry contest...please vote the link is below ="http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=7099621">

Are You A Reason, A Season, Or A Lifetime?
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on. Then people come into your life for a SEASON. Because your turn has come to share, grow,

A Long Time Ago...
A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do. One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more bored than ever. Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide and seek!" All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!" And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started to count: "One, two, three..." As Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding. Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking. And Madness continued to count: "...

Devour Me
There are times when I’m held captive by your eyes. When the world ceases to exist and I am yours alone. When your gaze sets me on fire, and all I hear is the beating of my heart. There are times when your eyes devour me. When I am turned into liquid, a pool of desire. When my body aches to be touched, begging for you to take me. There are times when I wish you were mine. When every day I could kiss your lips. When I crave for your body, and every inch of my flesh desires you. There are times when I wish to breathe you in, When your scent is intoxicating me. When only steps separate us, and a second may be too long.

I Love You(a Poem I Received Froma Friend)
I love you with a permanence That endures the passing years. I love you with a joyfulness That subdues all doubts and fears. I love you with an honesty That was born within my heart. I love you with the calm belief That we will never part. I love you with a confidence No earthly force can sever. I love you with the certainty That I’ll cherish you forever. I love you with the humbleness Of one who has been blessed. I love you with the reverence Of all that word suggests. I love you with a fervor That time cannot reverse. I love you with the truest love That poets put to verse.

Love Is Strong
LOVE IS STRONG LOVE IS THE MOST STRONG THING IN THE WORLD..NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE DOING OR WHERE YOU ARE AT IF YOU REALLY LOVE SOME ONE THEY WILL ALL WAYS BE WITH YOU NO MATTER HOW FAR YOU ARE FROM THEM CAUSE YOUR LOVE FOR THEM IS IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL......IF THAT PERSON MAKE YOU HAPPY DURING THE BAD TIME OR THE DARK TIME AND MAKE THEM HAPPY TOO.....NEVER STOP LOVING THEM CAUSE THEY WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU...IF YOU LOVE THEM THEN LOVE THEM AND CARE FOR THEM UNTIL THE END OF TIME....YOU NEVER FIND LOVE LIKE THAT AGAIN.......

Apologize
I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothin new I loved you with a fire red- Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

From The Heaven's Door Lounge
I am the owner of the Heaven's Door Lounge. Everyone of the Heaven's Door Lounge.. Myself, the staff and it's members want to wish you and yours a very Happy Thanksgiving. MySpace Comments & MySpace Backgrounds If you like.. Please feel free to click on the banner above.. and come check us out. We are a very friendly lounge with amazing people. Hugs & Lots Of Love The Heaven's Door Lounge.

Happy Thanksgiving And Happy Holidays
I hope you all have a great weekend and enjoy your families and your loved once, especially when it gets trying cos of the little spats with grumpy uncle George or aunt Lizas dog who humps everything in its way. And send a thanks to the men and women who cant be home with their families this year cos of orders. Me, Im also still a far away from home and spending this season alone, but I have my children with me and thats all that matters. Although we are missplaced still, we are together, and that I am thankfull for. I am also thankfull for all of my wonderful friends here on fubar that make my time here abroad seem so much shorter and helps keep my spirits up. Thank you and have a Happy Thanksgiving Love you all

Pages 8&9
A solemn tone falls upon the group but ghost is the first to speak up” Yes sir I see it is business as usual.” Graves looks to her with a cold dead stare almost commanding her to show him the proper respect. He stands they’re firmly looking at the rest of them hoping the façade will work for now. “Never mind the briefing for now your all on leave until further notice.” He walks away from the group leaving them with a since of confusion about them. Ghost looks to the others “What was that about?” Krash replies with “ I don’t know but im going to go check on how Tank is doing.” She walks off quickly heading to the infirmary. Blood mace looks To Mary and leans in kissing her as he whispers “go check on Krash and Tank im going to find out what’s wrong with boss man.” She nods and the two part ways for now. Halo goes on over to the helicopter to go do some maintenance to it, and Ghost heads off to her barracks. Graves makes his way to one of the main walls looking out over the to

Thankful
I am thankful for everything I have. A friend just said to me and reminded me of how I have tried to live my life ...."no matter how bad u think the times are going for you at any given point in your life, don't forget, there is always someone out there who is less fortunate than you." I am very grateful for my family and my friends. I am very very thankful for my new job!! (whoo hoo!)I have been blessed many times over the years and I am trying each day to embrace what is here right now at this moment and enjoy the events that unfold and be grateful for everything I have. I don't worry as much about what tomorrow will bring. Time flies by much too quickly it seems, especially right now! I don't regret anything in my past, for it has made me who I am today. I have found incredible strength in myself and who I am and who I want to continue to be. I have come to accept that spirituality comes in many different ideas and concepts and I have learned to use them to my benefit. If I fo

Misgivings About Thanksgivings - Chapter I
Thanksgiving is an odd holiday. There aren't any gifts, there isn't any candy. It's just about stuffing a bird and then oneself. Five years ago, a week before Thanksgiving, I filed for divorce. I called my parents and told them. They protested, we argued. They adored Justin, my ex-husband-to-be, and they insisted I was in the wrong, that I just needed some counseling and all would be fine. At the end of our conversation, my mother asked, numbly, if I would be coming home for Thanksgiving. I said that I would. A week later, I arrived at a house filled with cold stares. I was feeling sick, and so I napped for a bit on the sofa. When I awoke, my mother was standing over me. "Don't tell Grandma about the divorce. You don't want to RUIN THANKSGIVING." My mother, upon hearing that I'd filed for divorce, apparently thought it wise to keep this information to herself. My grandmother's first question was, "Where's Justin?!?" "At his parents' house." "But why isn't he h

Drama, Drama, Drama
Why is it during the holidays that there is more drama then normal. I mean come on cant ppl put things aside just for a few days during the year. I mean come on, even on here some feel like others are cheating just to get head on the site. Who cares? its the internet. yes ppl have paid real money to get ahead on here, but thats their choice right? Why are ppl always hating on each other. This site to me is about having fun and making friends. Cant we do with out the drama at least for today?

If My Heart Had Windows
If My Heart Had Windows by BlueWolf © If my heart had windows, You'd see it choose you. To always love you darling, And forever remain true. If my heart had windows, You'd see who it aches for. Who it's loved from the start, And who it will be there for. If my heart had windows, You'd see how I truly fell. How you took this heart, Made it feel a love so real. If my heart had windows, You'd see deep inside. The love I have for you, It'll never leave your side. If my heart had windows, You'd see how much I care. How much you mean to me, And how I'LL always be there. If my heart had windows, You'd see where you belong. Right here forever in my life, And in a love so very strong..... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Arisches Kind
Deine Augen die sind Blau wie der weite Ozean und so unergründlich tief das man drin ertrinken kann Deine Haare die sind Blond wie ein reifes Weizenfeld und sie schimmern fast wie Gold wenn ein Sonnenstrahl drauf fällt Der Liebe dicke Mond schaut in dein Bettchen rein passt immer auf dich auf sollst nie alleine sein Und der Braune Teddybär sitzt tapfer auf der Wacht wenn die Untermenschen kommen durch die Rabenschwarze Nacht Du weißt noch nichts davon nicht alle Menschen die sind gut Gut ist immer nur ein Mensch mit reinem Blut Und dein Blut ist rein dafür hassen sie Dich doch Du kannst sicher sein sie bekommen Dich nicht Refrain: Du bist ein Arisches Kind all unsere Liebe das Schicksal dieser Erde liegt in deiner Wiege

Full Heart, Empty Arms
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world.

Love
In my eyes I see a love That is so beautiful And so true Sometimes I wonder If it is really true Or if it is something I want it to be People might think That I am crazy For the way I think Or the way that I feel But one thing Is for sure And that one thing Is the way I feel about you The way you Make me smile The way you Make me all warm inside Just by a couple Simple words that Mean everything to me In my heart Just by you saying I miss you or a couple more I love you You are so special To me in my heart You are my soul And the love of my life If you asked me what Life means to me and i would say You are my life You are the one I love so much It hurts when You hurt I Love you always and forever

Your Gift
the darkness closes in The Raven cries Lost and lonely Stumbling in darkness The pain so great I lay down to rest Wishing for it to end Knowing tommarrow will come The pain returning when i open my eyes Wondering why you wished to wound me so When to you i gave all Your side is where i always was found Your happiness always first in return distrust, accusation, and threats was i given Pushed away yet you expect my return Saying you will be my light in darkness Yet this darkness and pain was i placed in by you How can i expect it to stop If remain with you i do For this is what you gave me to shield me This darkness and pain my gift from you for my love and loyalty to you I weep for the smile and happiness i once knew Now replaced with tears and pain My heart bleeding from the wounds inflicted Knowing it will take time to heal yet having to bel

Pimp Pimp Hooray
Ok you sexy cherries come on and show some love to so wonderful and sweet cherries, rate and fan these wonderful people profile's They are some of the best people on here and my greatest friends they all return love given to them Queen Lion@ fubar Simply*sexy*@ fubar *~Kick A$$ Bi@tch~*/** FU Fiance 2 Fire/Medic**@ fubar ♥EYECANDY♥ ~FU Wifey To Subh3rbanSmok3r~@ fubar SEXYLATINA@ fubar Miss November®@ fubar YOU AINT KNOW@ fubar Proud Mary@ fubar **CANDY APPLE** 2ND ALARM HOTTIE & DH DIVA & CO FOUNDER OF -}۞{- I.L.I. -}۞@ fubar *~JA~* =Øne $ex¥ Fµ©ka=@ fubar WHATEVER

Buried Feelings!
How does one express they're feelings to those he has never met face to face, but feels so many different feelings for? I have been on Fubar for 2 months and have found more love and genuine feelings here then I have seen or felt anyplace else on the web! I want my friends to know that I will always hold a deep place in my heart for all of them. I also want to let them know I will always be here for them and will do all I can to remain a stedfast and true friend to them. I have found many feelings here that I though had been buried to deep to ever recover and have found,Through these friends, That they were easier to recover then I would ever have imagined. For these people I write this tribute!

This Needs To Be Seen And Passed On To All Please
This holiday season for me sux, but i was just reminded that even though for me its bad, for a lot of others its worse. Please, share this with your friends and fan and family...cause to be honest...we all know someone who needs to know we care. Love you all.

Saying Goodbye To Friends On This Site
I don't like the competition and rating concept on this site. I realize that a lot of people are helpful and considerate doing this, but I want to really meet people who have an interest in more than my looks or sex, or racking up the numbers. Too many young men want my attention for the sex and not for the person that I am. I'm mature enough to know that I can find good sex anytime, and it is available to me at anytime I choose. But that is not all I want. I'm willing to wait for the right person. And still hoping that there is someone out there that really wants to know who I am and not what kind of pleasure I can give them. I wish all of you the best and hope that your lives are filled with exactly what you want, need and hope for. Peace & Light I have myspace: www.myspace.com/jojolass

Depressed And Lonely
Since I have been working on transitioning into a female, I haven't yet found a girlfriend that will be supportive of me and go out with me for a long term relationship. I am tired of being lonely and it is hard being who I am. Not alot of females are into someone like me for dating and whatnot. I see everyone have someone and it breaks my heart that I have no one now. Where is the ones that live in Columbus Ohio or nearby that are willing to go out with me and be with me for me? Are you out there?

My Favorite Holiday!
Ok, so I just came home from being with some family, and I realized that Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday. I'm not sure exactly what it was... the family time, the lack of propogana. It's like the only holiday that isn't bombarded with a theme of "buy me" (easter bunny, santa) and it's all about being Thankful for what you have and being with your loved ones. There is no pressure of what to buy, or if they liked it. It's the only holiday that hasn't lost it's "true meaning" I know there is pressure of preparing a meal, but that's it. The icing on the cake..... It snowed! Not too much, but enough to stick, AND on the ride home Kaylee says "Mom, this was like the BEST Thanksgiving EVER!" It was great! These are the days I love.

Questions
Why? Why this? Why that? Why do i keep going? Why do i keep going on? Why don't I just die? Why do I have to be in pain? Why do I ask myself this? Why are these thoughts in my mind? Why does life suck? Why do i just jump off a bridge? Why can't i figure this out? Why can't i live in peace? Why can't i ever have fun? Why can people just give me a fuckin chance? Why does this shit happen to me? Why am i alone? Why do people do wut they do? Why do people hurt me? Why doesn't anyone just take me out now? Why do i suffer all the time? Why can't i just stop thinking? Why isn't it a simple word? Why can't i just relax for once? Why do i think that relazing is equaled to death? Why this? Why that? Why? Anyone that reads this isn't Why a simple question to ask but the hardest to answer. Why is that? so why?

Do You Want Her?
Evil old Soul What a beautiful sight to behold. She makes you fumble with your heart. Can you stop the urge to want her? Knowing she could give you the world. She could rob you blind with her eyes alone. Trained by the best…even they can’t stop the gypsy woman from Taking your soul. Her face. Her hips. Her mind. Worst of all her eyes, they drawl you into her world and hold you in a Trance to hard to resist. Do you want her? She quit possibly might swallow your life like a sword and then disappear. Will you let her…or just go with her? Let her carry off with you in one instant of a heartbeat. She is an evil old soul. She knows you and lets you know what she wants you without you Suspecting anything else. She could set you free or bind you to her. Fall…enjoy her majik.

2 The One Who Should Of Read My Lowrater's Ode Blog
you should go home and look in the mirror bitch cause your the one who is the fucking dog if i could id rate you a 1 for one ugly hog bitch youve put yourself in the dog house you see

Holidays
seriously bum me out. I always feel slightly pathetic. I don't understand why I never seem to be content with what I have. Instead I always think that things should be different for me. I don't know how to change things around....or if this is another onset of depression and I need to go back on meds. Take today for example. I should be happy that my family and I spent a wonderful dinner together (without so much as one argument, which is definitely a first) and had a great time playing games and hanging out. Instead all I could think about was that I don't, absolutely DO NOT want to move back to my mom's house. If everything goes according to my plan, I will be moving back home in a little over a year to save money so that I can move to Seattle. And then I figure, if I'm this alone here, Seattle is going to be even worse...but at least I will have an excuse for not having a life. I'm going to bed...maybe tomorrow will look a bit brighter for me.

You've Got To Stop In At Scatterworlds Lounge!!!
You have to visit the new lounge Scattersworld!! It's totally awesome! Great DJ, awesome music and lots of new friends. Easy going, no holds bar.....talk about anything and everything! Stop by, say hi. I'd like all my family and friends to stop in and check it out....you have to come chat with us and have a few drinks. Hope to see you there!!! Peace, Nyx

Five Things That Sucked About Lord Of The Rings.
1. It didn't have Lo Pan in it. That's right. I'm talking about the perpetuator of ass kicking himself, Lo Pan from Big Trouble in Little China: one of the best movies ever made. Lo Pan, for those of you who are adept at depriving yourselves of things that rule, is an evil war lord cursed to roam the world in spirit form. Basically he runs around stomping people's holes who piss him off (which happens to be everyone). Lo Pan doesn't take shit from anyone; exactly the kind of character Lord of the Rings needed. If I directed the movie, I'd have casted Lo Pan as the lead, instead of that pussy Frodo. With Lo Pan in the movie, it would have been about 5 minutes long: first scene would have been Lo Pan ruining everyone's shit, killing all the babies and then spiking midgets off the ground. Oh man. 2. Not enough lesbians. In fact, there weren't any. So I paid $7 to see a movie with really high acclaim and great reviews; surely it was reasonable to assume that a movie of such su

Those Cheeky Bouncer Fellows
I love getting bouncer ID checks, makes me feel all dirty like I've done something naughty. Bring it on (and you know what? I think it makes them a little excited in the trousers too)... ...ah sarcasm is fun...

Cyberbullying
Cyberbullying made illegal by new law In Dardenne Prairie, Mo., town officials have passed a measure making online harassment illegal. It’s a different kind of Megan’s Law, made in response to the death of 13-year-old Megan Meier. She hanged herself last year after receiving a malicious message from a friend she met online. Megan became friends with Josh Evans on the social networking site Myspace.com. Josh claimed he was 16 years old and being home-schooled in a nearby town. But one day, Josh sent a message to the young girl, saying she was “a bad person” and “everyone hates you.” The cruelty and magnitude of the messages led Megan to hang herself in her bedroom closet on Oct. 16, 2006. Weeks later, her parents learned that Josh was not a real person. He was just an online identity created by a parent of a former friend of Megan’s and her mother who lived down the street in their St. Louis suburb. The two teenagers had argued, and the girl’s mother wanted to find out whether M

I Hate Holidays
I don't know if I have ever told you that I do hate holidays and mainly because is three days I have to stay home and then I realize that I am alone and my family is far away..oh well at least I have my kittens now maye this one won't be so lonely

Sad Holiday
Hope everyone had a wonderful holiday. Mine was not so good. I lost my grandmother Wednesday evening. She had alzheimers. Altho we knew eventuually it would take her life it was still unexpected. Cherish the ones you love because you never knowwhen they might leave you.

Enivrez-vous
Il faut etre toujours ivre, tout est la; c'est l'unique question. Pour ne pas sentir l'horrible fardeau du temps qui brise vos apaules et vous penche vers la terre, il faut vous enivrer sans treve. Mais de quoi? De vin, de poesie, ou de vertu à votre guise, mais enivrez-vous! Et si quelquefois, sur les marches d'un palais, sur l'herbe verte d'un fosse, vous vous reveillez, l'ivresse déja diminuee ou disparue, demandez au vent, a la vague, a l'etoile, a l'oiseau, a l'horloge; a tout ce qui fuit, a tout ce qui gemit, a tout ce qui roule, a tout ce qui chante, a tout ce qui parle, demandez quelle heure il est. Et le vent, la vague, l'etoile, l'oiseau, l'horloge, vous repondront, il est l'heure de s'enivrer ; pour ne pas etre les esclaves martyrises du temps, enivrez-vous, enivrez-vous sans cesse de vin, de poesie, de vertu, à votre guise. Charles Baudelaire

La La La....
babysitting at a friend's house so i thought i'd sneak on and say hello to everyone. i did black friday this morning with my sister. i've been awake since 3 and have napped twice already lol. good sales though, no drama.think i'll do it again next year! :D

That Dearded Phone Call In The Middle Of The Night
Do you what the scariest thing in the world is..... Being woke up at 530 in the morning by a phone call from your 17 yr old daughter screaming and crying to tell you she has been in a car accident. It doesn't matter how strong a person you are or how many times you have prepared your self for that, it still shakes you to your core. That is what I woke up to this morning. My Daughter Cherry and her Uncle Mike and a few friends decided to go shopping on Black Friday (this morning). After making the rounds at a few stores my daughter and another friend decided they had had enough and where on there way home coming down the interstate. This lady in a hurry to get to the next store cut them off after cutting in and out of traffic down the interstate. Then because the girls try to get out of her way and into the lane she wanted she cut them off and slammed on her breaks. The girls try to avoid her but ended up hitting her and doing a 360 and just missed being hit by a semi. Both g

Tap Out Or Nap Out!
This phrase is used by fighters. Tapout: you tap when you can't take anymore. Nap out: you pass out because you are either too stupid or stubborn to tap. Don't let my size fool you. I am an aggressor. If you don't move voluntarily, I shall do it for you. Pretty simple yes? No one loves getting down and dirty as much as I do! I assure you that my size is no deterrent. According to ISCF, I currently fall into the Welterweight division, Yet I am just 5'1". I LOVE that about me! Maneuvering and manipulating a body......sweat, blood, open flesh wounds, the determined hiss your mouth makes as you both give and get during "striking".......taking body shots, giving body shots, the Guillotine, the rear naked choke @ medium pressure can make your opponent "nap out" in about 5 second. The triangle choke @ strong pressure in about 3.75 seconds and of course, the highly dangerous and illegal (in most rings) the Crucifix (AKA the Neck Crank) which renders your opponent helpless and immobil

Fuck The Whales.
I just have one question about whales: who cares? All I ever hear are people pissing and moaning about saving the whales. Why save the whales? Screw them, what have they done for me? How would you like to go to the beach one day and read a sign that says "Sorry, all out of water." Not likely? Think again. Here's a little fact about whales that not many people know: Whales are drinking all our water and eating our sailors. When they're not busy ravaging the high seas, they're getting beached and rotting to death out of spite so nobody can enjoy the beach. Then there are the people who say whales are smart. If whales are so smart, then how come they still haven't learned to breathe under water like everything else that lives in the ocean? They've only had 40-million years to do it and they still don't have their shit together. And now researchers are saying that they've found gay whales. Duh. Is it too much to ask for a whale to save me for a change? When is the last time

Newbie!
Ok...so I'm new to this entire site so I dont exactly know what I'm doing or how to "better" myself on here, but my friend Will is trying to help me out. If you have any ideas for me, let me know! Ummmm I guess I'm on here to meet new people and to get over my obsessions with myspace and facebook by creating a NEW obsession. Plus Will said he was gonna be a DJ and that's just gonna be interesting lol! (love you!) Anyways...add me if you wanna be friends and leave me lots of comments cuz I always comment back!

Cold Nights
the cool summer breeze disappears another cold winter is coming the chill fills my spine tingling for every snowflake a child is born for every snowflake a love is lost life springs from the ashes of whats left the ground frozen solid hushes in the night the trees lay still lifeless as these cold nights pass by the warmth of me has left gone forever only cold nights

Teen Pregnancy
November 23, 2:31 PM I have been through this over and over. I got pregnant the first time I had sex. I was 17 years old. One guy, one time. The fact that you have the audacity to post something so hateful about people you have never met only shows us your character. Just because a girl gets pregnant doesn't make her a slut. There are plenty of girls out there that don't get pregnant yet are doing much worse things to themselves and their family. I never understood why so many people find it their duty to judge others. All I can say is only god can judge me. In the bible (if you ever read it that is) it says "I the lord will forgive whom I will forgive but of you it is required to forgive all men" A little humility goes a long way. Stop focusing on others lives and start thinking what you can fix in your own. And as for me, I'm going to live my life the best way I know how and that is raising my family and making sure they are happy, not making sure you are happy. I was reply

When I'm 100, If I Lean A Little ... Let Me!
The family wheeled Grandma out on the lawn, in her wheelchair, where the activities for her 100th birthday were taking place. Grandma couldn't speak very well, but she could write notes when she needed to communicate. After a short time out on the lawn, Grandma started leaning off to the right, so some family members grabbed her, straightened her up, and stuffed pillows on her right side. A short time later, she started leaning off to her left, so again the family grabbed her and stuffed pillows on her left side. Soon she started leaning forward, so the family members again grabbed her, then tied a pillowcase around her waist to hold her up. A nephew who arrived late came up to Grandma and said, 'Hi, Grandma, you're looking good! How are they treating you?' Grandma took out her little notepad and slowly wrote a note to the nephew. . . . . . . . . 'They won't let me fart.'

Comment To Show Your Support!
Dear friends and family, Prayers needs right away We have a real close friend Michelle, who’s daughter Alyssa a 2yr old beautiful little angel was severely burnt in a house fire The baby was trapped in her bedroom when a volunteer firefighter found her She was found lying on a bed in a smoke-filled room, "badly burned, but still breathing.” What we know right now is that it does not look good for Alyssa she is so badly burnt Please I ask of you to keep Alyssa her mommy and the rest of her family in your prayers Click here to go to the Charleston Daily News Artical

Take Time
TIME FLIES BY SO FAST AS THE HUMMINGBIRDS' WINGS I TEND TO LET MY MIND GO AS FAST WHEN IN EACH AND EVERY DAY THERE IS SO MUCH UNFORTUNATELY I ALWAYS FORGET THAT TODAY IS VERY SPECIAL IT IS A DAY MANY HAVE MISSED WE NEED TO SLOW ENOUGH TO ENJOY JUST HERE ON THIS SITE WE MEET, WE CONVERSE WE FLIRT. WE, SHARE, WE HIDE, WE PRETEND, WE SEARCH AND WE FIND MANY SPECIAL PEOPLE MANY SPECIAL THOUGHTS MANY VERY INHIBITED OF US FEEL SAFE TO BE FREE. SO REMEMBER IN MANY WAYS AND ON MANY DAYS WE TOUCH, WE INFLUENCE, WE SAVE, WE HELP EACH OTHER, IN MANY WAYS AND ON MANY DAYS SO WE ALL NEED TO TAKE TIME TO ENJOY WHAT WE DO AND WHAT IS DONE FOR US LOOK AT THE CAROUSEL ON THIS SITE AND JUST APPRECIATE HOW MANY WE KNOW AND HOW MANY WE WILL KNOW

Penis Poem
Penis Poem -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My nookie days are over, My pilot light is out, What used to be my sex appeal, Is now my water spout. Time was when, on its own accord, From my trousers it would spring, But now I've got a full-time job, To find the blasted thing. It used to be embarrassing, The way it would behave, For every single morning, It would stand and watch me shave. Now as old age approaches, It sure gives me the blues, To see it hang its little head, And watch me tie my shoes!

Save The Drama For Ur Mama
sweetlady / ARCHANGEL Family please sign my guest book@ fubar Ok I have something to say here, people need to grow up on here on fubar, this is an adult site, not a kiddie site, telling me she saw a blog about me saying I used her pictures, shit I have my own pictures to use, I have nothing to hide, I am proud of who I am, if they do not like you for you, they can go fuck themselves. I am not here for fucking drama, so leave me the fuck alone & keep my name out of ur mouth when u don't know me. Please I strongly advise I have better shit to do then use someone's else pictures since I got my own, I am sorry to say but people need to grow up on here and get a life, I'm 26 and she's 40 something, shit I have better shit to do, Sorry to say. I have a life so I got my own pictures to use on fubar, I'm not here to impress no one but myself. I am ME and PROUD TO BE ME, DON'T LIKE ME FOR ME, I SUGGEST YOU BLOCK ME! YOU DON'T LIKE THE TRUTH OF WHAT I HAVE TO SAY, THE TRUTH HURTS DON'T IT? S

Rant About Guys
heres what i hate.... you come onto a site to make friends and all that fun stuff then all these guys comeon and message you asking you if they can fuck you, I find that extremely sexist in the sense of all guys really want is a sexy girl and her body.... not her mind... just their pussys and their tits. One thing that really frustrates me is when they ask you is if you want their cocks in you, and how you want it........ I CANT FUCKING STAND IT.......HELLO WE ARE PEOPLE TOO YOU KNOW....WERE NOT HERE FOR JUST SEX... IF YOU WANT THAT JUST GO ON THE STREET AND LOOK FOR A FUCKING PROSTITUTE..... I really dont care how I come across to people.... I am me.... Thats all i care about i dont see myself as ugly i dont see myself as pretty i see me as me! Guys need to just stop thinking with their fucking cocks and sexizing ( I dont know if thats a word or not... but i dont care it is in this blog so shut the fuck up) girls the way they do...... just because we have pussies and tits doesnt mean

If We Had Sex..fill Out Please!
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

He's Very Charming...don't Ya Think?
Choppers request to me: "I can only imagine, when you sing how beautiful it must be. You really do have a beautiful smile. Any time you would like to learn to ride a Harley, and get out my way hit me up. Mine is a chopper, but it is easy to ride." (Nice Chopper...very nice!)

Trying To Get My Sis A V.i.p
I love my sis heaps & if anyone cud possibly buy her a VIP i will hand over 50,000 fubucks or more if i have it,i will also rate every pic u have & bomb any pic/s u like many many many times i just really wud like to get her a VIP if i cud i wud in a heart beat~LOVE YA SIS And if u can't then @ least go leave her sum luv & be nice shes taken,sorry guys ~ஐ~*Sugar@spice*~ஐ~ Member of the WTC~~ஐ~@ fubar

How To Understand Women
How to Understand Women 1. She is always ahead of your lies or games. 2. Never think you are going out smart her. 3. Always surrender to her will. 4. Always hand over you paychecks before she holds her hand out for it or ask for it. 5. Never cheat on her, because she got the whore number already. 6. Never think sweet talk will get her into you bed. 7. Never laugh at her crying to sad a movie, even it’s for the dumb of reason to cry too. 8. Never ask her for more. 9. When that time of month….sleep on the floor and act like sleeping dog. 10. Tapping her fingers or foot….run for the flower store fast. 11. Never forget you first date, firs kiss…oh hell the first time you made love to her, because she will never let you forget you forgot it. 12. Beg forgiveness upon each morning as you rise from bed, even if you never done anything. 13. Always thank for being with you. 14. Never ever let your cell phone be out of her reach. 15. Never demand or ask for sex when she is not i

Bring Me Some Mistletoe
Bring Me Some Mistletoe I can not understate this: I am stunned … I am staggering … My blood has been drawn … The result of a high speed collision: Yet I walk freely. Ah … the taste of blood. What has happened? I can breathe again … Am alive … I am alive. But where am I? Am I a clown or a cowboy in this a rodeo? I have been lassoed and captured, Gagged by her beauty and talent … Mesmerized by her primal, anthromorphic nature And celestial magnetism. I am astounded … She has completely arrested me … I am captive and captivated. I am so very stunned … As never before. Where am I? She amazes me: Never has anyone so swiftly done to me What she does so very well. She empowers. Her moves electrify me, Penetrate me, Reaching depths inside me … Like no one else has. She touches me with passionate synchronicity, Throughout the tender pathways within my heart, As she weaves and integrates her essence into my core Of being and existence. I am willingly a

Your Perfect Heart
No one has the perfect body No one has the perfect eyes no one has the perfect hair No one has the perfect skin But there is one thing that is perfect inside of you which is your heart Your heart is perfect Your heart is beautiful Your heart is your soul Your heart is your mind Hear your heart tell you what things you should do and what things you shouldnt do Your heart is the beautiful thing in you within you Keep your heart away from evil and negativity Always think positive everyday and your heart will have the perfect rhythum People without perfect hearts are people with black hearts People with perfect hearts have hearts of gold Remember this though No one is perfect but your heart is =)

A Good Dom
As Master, my oath: Above all else, I the Dominant will love and care for my submissive, in the knowledge that her submission is a gift freely given and my Domination is the loving return of her gift. I will be demanding and take full advantage of the power given to me, and I know how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. I will always be in control of myelf first and foremost, so that I may exercise control over my submissive. Within myself, I hold the power of emotion and can cause real tears to flow; tears of joy and of sadness. As the consummate lover, I will then kiss those tears away, without ever stepping out of my role as your Master. When trouble arises, at the first hint of a safe word or gesture, I will be quick to leave the roles behind and embrace my lover, to be a supportive and caring partner, understanding the differences between fantasy and the reality of this, the most loving and intense relation between two beings. I understand t

Difficult Time
Well found out my hubby will be working 7pm to 7am shift till who knows when... It upsets me cus only time i get to go to the gym is fri sat and sunday because all my hubby will do during the day is sleep.. so my week is shot.. i cant afford a sitter jus to go to the gym.. so ya i am bummed i use to go to the gym during the week.. and go to a class at 6-7 on thurs.. grr.. hope this dont compromise my losing weight..so i am pretty much hubby less till he gets off 12's.. jus when i start to lose weight i get hit with something.. grrr

Role Reversal
seeing eye dog -- ani difranco you're my seeing eye dog and i am blind you take me there every time with that winning combination of loyal and kind your eyes like wells to the water of your mind i want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket to every thought i could think now, i say fuck it i just want to go with how i feel like my only job here is to care for and covet you, dear i love the way your stories seem to fall from your lips with just enough slobber so it sparkles and drips the way you hang the whole room on a word like a little stick in the beak of a bird first we touched fingers and then we touched toes then my army surrendered my government overthrown i threw myself a little role reversal and followed you home just dying to be chewed the dog was chosen by the bone be my seeing eye dog cuz i am blind just take me there one more time with that winning combination of loyal and kind your eyes like wells to the water of your mind

Linda Files Divorce Against The Hulk
Hulk and Wife Headed for Divorce Court Posted Nov 23rd 2007 7:13PM by TMZ Staff Filed under: Celebrity Justice Hulk and Linda HoganTMZ has obtained a document from the Pinellas County Court website which states that Hulk Hogan's wife has filed for divorce. According to the document, Linda Marie Bollea (Linda's married name) filed for divorce on Tuesday, November 20 against Terry Gene Bollea (the Hulk's legal name). The document we have does not state the reason for the divorce. The news first appeared on WTVT, the FOX affiliate in Tampa Bay, Fla. By now you know that last August, their son Nick Hogan crashed his Supra, and his passenger/good friend remains in a vegetative state. Prosecutors have filed reckless driving charges against Nick.

Fubar And The Starving Artist In Search Of Fame Fortune And Foreverness
So here I am in North Hollywood, sitting at home in front of my computer, typing this stuff about myself for you, the person reading this right now! Imagine,if you could travel out of your body and come visit me, what would you find? My room is eclectric, yes, that is a cross between eclectic and electric. It has my art all over the walls, my writings are pasted in every corner of my universe, my domain is infinite, yet I see so little of your infiniteness, and mine. I am a writer at heart, since I was twelve I have written thousands of poems, millions of words, and I am still only 52 come this April. Come this April 24th, I will have been writing for 40 years and finally I think I figured out how to communicate to humans. I hope I can write as many words as the most prolific writer on the planet - not sure who would get that award or who would award it - but my desire is to communicate with you - my dear reader. Thank you for checking me out - thank you for benig on

Is It Possible
would it be possable to keep the man i love from leaving if i bought his love. i mean i know i would be happy cuz he would still be with me. anybody reading this give me ur opion on this i would love to get some feed back cuz it just might save my relationship.

For Rick
(you wanted a war cry song) ::intro Growled 1/3:: We Have come from the black... Deep In the tempest where Shadows Lie... Swords Ablaze Arrows to the SKY... Know this the end of days for mankind... ::blast:: RAGE! I can feel the fires pulsing through my veins! RAGE! The Anger and hatred are growing INSIDE! RAGE! ::gallops 12/12:: the shadows are growing the sun turns to red heat of the battle quenched with your death the clashing of metal the gods turn their heads witnesing murder from hundreds to thousands ::guitar peek:: ::drum 1/3 guitar 2/3:: ::gallops 12/12:: I hear the screams of women as the soldiers take their prize the burning of the cities of all humanities demise the deepest shades of black fill my sinfilled heart as the sun is setting slow on the day the earth went below... ::end with held gallops 8/12:: (the drum beats change, from 1 set per 3 counts. then blast well... you know blast... and from there its all set. wh

My Goods
Ok I've chosen to post some pics of my most private of area's. I did this strictly because some of you have been nice enough to show me yours. Plus I received a few requests. If you would like to see them thats the deal. You show me yours and i'll show you mine. And if i get any shit from anybody there gone.

Im New At Fubar
Im very new at fubar , i got on here because my best friend MINA bloody kisses talked me into it, thought it would help me with my free time. I am a widow lost my husband at the age of 35, since then no man because I chose that way. I will have a pic up of me soon when i get mina to take my pic. thank you for reading my blog Luscious Lips

Rude People Suck
I hate when people are rude, there should be a hunting season opened up on them, put a huge tag on them that says "I'm rude" so everyone can take a shot at them. Maybe then people would try to be a little nicer to everyone, and that might just be crazy enough to work!!!

Tat Contest Update
ok i may not be able to start the contest as early as id like becuase i dont have internet access on my comp im using my girlfriends laptop and im making a call on monday about getting dsl on my desk top again but i will let each and every one of you what is going on when i get the information as i know more on monday good luck all

"portrait Of A Friend"
"Portrait of a Friend" I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry

This Is The Way I Am
if you want to know what kind of guy i am this is me To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that loves it when she talks in "that voice". To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would

Fu Ucking Tired Of It !!!
If my neighbor lets his dog shit in my yard again, im gonna go over and gouge his FUCKING eyes out with a rusty spork, i did however suggest to him ( in a condescending tone ) to add rubberbands to his dogs food, so when he did shit in my yard i could fling them back into his !!! I have shot the dog in the ass with BB gun while he was shittin. Next step i think would be too feed him a whole block of cheese, so he dont shit for like 3 weeks MUAHAHAHAHAAHA, fuckin tired of that shit, goto rake the damn leaves up, dog shit underneath. I'm 1/2 tempted to go right on his porch & shit....then ring the doorbell when im done. HA HA Had to get that off my chest before i end up in jail LMAO

Poem
Loss of Innocense come play with me my fine new friend i 'll show you places you've never been there are wishes of wicked through beauty and thickets a time to surrender and answer to quickness i will share all my dreams my hopes and my lies I'll show you the horrors and open your eyes the ends will be tied in nice little knots and you'll have the keys that fit in the locks better times you'll not find if you follow me and whispers of love will fade into screams running and dancing or bending of knee will do nothing to quiet the torment you'll see a wish on a whimper and a tear to a drop somewhere someday you'll discover the plot wandering aloof round and round we will go till we melt in the darkness and together we'll grow bouncing and flying I'll whisk you away crossing all boundaries and there you will stay so come play with me my fine new friend and I'll show you the way into your end Jo

Lonely Heart
So strange to be alone, I don’t know how to do this. I’ve been alone before, But that wasn’t really life. When do I stop hurting? Can’t seem to forget his face. The love of my life… now sees me as a monster. Is all heartbreak alike? I can feel my strength going. But is it from the starvation... ...or the longing to have him? Things change when life comes along, I can’t open my heart up now. But perhaps it’s better like that for I can’t stand to lose love again.

My Dragon's Warmth
In the dark of the night I see the bright glow Of you warm fire With a smile on my face I move towards your warmth As you sit there very proud With your massive wings spread wide Head held high you wait calmly With a knowing look in your eye As ever so slowly I walk Closer to your massive form I hear you call my name so softly And that's when I know for sure You're the one that makes my Heart sing For I've been searching for you With a knowing smile and a softer eye I come to rest on your front right flank As I feel the warmth of your fire And your majestic wings fold down and around Resting my head on your right shoulder I snuggle up close as your wings wrap around And my eyes slowly close as I gather warmth Knowing that I'll be loved and protected by you wrote 11-22-07

Hi Mom Send Valium
Anyone who wants to, please send me some Valium! If WVU wins today they will be ranked no worse than #2. I was a season ticket holder for 17 years and it's still very difficult for me to watch a home game on TV. My palms are sweating, I'm clutching throw pillows and my neighbors can likely hear me at times. So what takes a person from a fan to fanatic? Like so many things, it's our kids. We watch our sons and daughters play, cheer, and preform in the band. One year in particular I had 8 cousin on the football team, 3 in the band and one cheering. When they won the feeling was twofold, being excited for them and me both. My daughters played sports and of course they had friends that were like sons and daughters to me. Some of my family went on to the collegiate level. When my cousin took the field in Morgantown for the first time I had tears in my eyes. The five years he played I got to know a lot of the players and tailgated with their parents. It became like watching dozens of my r

I Love You Just The Way You Are!!!
AT LEAST ONE PERSON LOVES ME THE WAY I AM & HE'S JUST A FRIENDi bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You tr

Midnight Thoughts
MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts Over my soul, you murmer your passion chant, Until my heart is quenched, My lips keep silent guard of love's promise, I enfold it to my heart's most secret place, Peace flows it's river to it's banks of content, I close my eyes in wistful grace, here in this velvet calm stillness, And I church my hand's to veil my face, His feet indent in deserts sand, As he thrust's jewels to the sky, That become the stars in my heaven, His gift of renewal to me, Through somber streets I walk the night, Defiant of pain and sorrow, Midnight nears, the moon is milky bright, Our souls unite in my spirit's quiet house, Against black silence we consumate our vow, And I look into the eyes ,through which joy came, Upon eternity's bed ,I Whisper my lover's name

Dallas Wishes Upon A Star... Wishing They Were Packers
You wish you may, you wish you might, make a wish on that star that night 11/29... but in the end it all a dream and all you will see is Cheeseheads screaming victory LOL he he he MUAH!! gotta love me LOL

Drinkin
Gotta play it smart start thinking when im drinkin gotta play it cool cant lose my temper, act a fool but that shit is hard for me girls playin games with me so its hard to stay chilled when im payin with my bills, but they fuckin me playin games, givin names make me think i gotta chance, im gonna get laid im already in her pants, shes grabbin up on me im like ya im gonna score then she says im too young, what am i four? fuck the bitches, fuck the cockblock fuck the game and lies bitches trippin, while im flippin, im goin get between then thighs singin, sittin, chillin with the bitches gettin tipsy gotta watch for the po, cuz my temper starts slippin gettin fucked by my own what the fucks up with that shit gonna cockblock my ass over some bitch thats bullshit, he knows it and i shoulda beat his ass but im better then that, despite the control i lack but it woulda happened fast so im singing what im thinking all the shits thats on my mind but its fine, i g

Best Qualities.........................
Think about the things you love to do. Think about the things that you consider yourself damn good at. Think about the qualities that Other people compliment you on...... Maybe it is the way you speak, Maybe it is the way you treat other people. Maybe it is the way you GIVE OF YOURSELF. Maybe it is your eyes or the way you move, Or maybe it is the way you PRESNT YOURSELF........ Those qualities make you the person you are. (I AM) They are not just your BEST qualities. They are you ATTRIBUTES, your ASSEST.... If you have the right qualities, if you have the right attributes, the right attitude,assets, then-and only then-Can you achieve that CERTAIN DREAM........ (MY DREAM)

Ummm Go Gators?
welljust as I predicted in my morning blog we lost....badly...worst in history not really what I expected for attending my first florida state game evvver but oh well... at least there were only 4 gators in the area so I wasnt along and we were still choppin when we were like 20 points down haha so all and all it was a fun time and the gators still SUCK!!!! and for those that have no clue what Im talking about sorrrry ...now I want to go to a Pro game :P anyway have a nice night/ afternoon/morning whatever it may be for ya..... sticks tongue out at kevin gator fans SUCK too :P

I Honor Them...
=== '*Southern Sexy*' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-24 07:46:05'.. > > > > > > You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things

A Shallow Experience
I love how people are so shallow. they immediate remove you if they see something they dont like. I have my profile image of my avatar on a 3d chat program. People see her and that is the person I am inside. The person I am on the outside is a beautiful big woman. I am honest about who and what I am yet I dont understand how people cannot accept that. it boggles my mind how people can be so shallow over an image. So I state now if you dont want what is behind the image dont make a comment. the real picture is in the gallery. I am not really here for love since well it is not what I am about I am here for friends. I guess I am not friend material to some because I am overweight and just not trophy material. You know what I dont care the people that are in my life are not shallow people they are people of quality and substance. Most of them dont care what I look like cause well that is not what they are about either. That makes me thankful that they are all in my life. I posted th

Shit
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right , shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. ; You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the

For A Friend
This is Dedicated to: ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "MikeyX24kt" ~*DSC*~@ fubar Drenched in darkness, penetrated, lost, unable to see my way out. I look hard, fighting, struggling, longing for my escape. Just than, you reach out and grab me, pulling me towards you, I eagerly allow it to be. The ground beneath me cold, a white blanket of snow, shows itself as I am able to see. Your warm embrace, it but touches me, entices me in the deepest of ways. I am pleased, excited, appreciative to leave the unseen. My toes are cold, my body warm, you hold me close, and whisper softly. You express your love, run your fingers lightly along my broad shoulders, sending tingles throughout my entire being. I rejoice! The cold out of my mind, the darkness no more, we walk slowly to yet another spot. We look out, as one, as a united pair, unto the once known darkness that tortured me so. You pull me close, my heart flutters, skips a beat, I tremble finding myself complete. The w

More Legendology 101
Her glare drove into me with the ferocity of a rusted railroad spike, and knowhere near could a shield of "it wasnt me" be found. Hell, Quinten Tarintino couldnt direct it elsewhere...even in black and white, I was doomed. From now on, and without mental struggle the toilet seat shall remain down.

Seems Like Only Yesterday...
It seems like only yesterday when I gave my heart to you,And if given a chance to do it all over again,There's nothing else I would do. You complete me in every imaginable way,My love for you grows stronger with each passing day. Till death do us part,You will always hold the very keys to my heart. I love you...XoXoXo ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Today Sunday Nov 25
Today I dont promise to be happy when I am COMPLETELY falling apart inside. Today is technically my last full day with my boyfriend. I go to Tanja's tomorrow. I will see Rudi on Wednesday night and he is taking me to the airport Thursday morning but honestly I just want to lay my head down and cry. The love of my life will be over 7400 miles away in less then a week. I wont be waking next to him nor falling asleep holding his hand. I wish there was something to do to make this easier, but no matter how much I tell myself Im not going to cry, I do :(

I Sometimes Hate My Fuckin Job
ok yeah i know that this is dumb but i just got done arguing with a 70 year old male.. hes like well the other girl only charges me this much.. and i started to get pissed off and talkin loudly lol.. hes goin to talk to my manager.. hahah like that will do anything.. fuckin prick i charged him the regular price.. and my boss fuckin loves me.. aint goin to do nothing cuz i did nothing wrong but raise my fuckin voice at him.. cuz you know what..THE CUSTOMER IS NOT ALLWAYS FUCKIN RIGHT !!!

Port
well the port cath is in my heart now and all is goin well. i start chemo therapy on the 1st thurs of dec. i will have chemo therapy the 1st and 3rd thurs of every month fer the next 9 months. well thats bout it more updates as somethin changes.

Something To Think About
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be; your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, l

Things That Make Me Go Grrr
yeah this isnt funny or whimsical i'll make another blog for my poetry and fun stuff this is all about me just blowin off steam, and venting against spoiled inconsiderate people that have no regard for other p;eoples feelings and cant see past the end of thier noses. so when my gf dumped me 3 weeks ago for no reason other then she wanted to fuck as many guys as she could spread her legs for we had an agreement that we would try and be friends and stick it out since we couldnt afford the rent alone. neither one of us would bring home other people...she promissed she would never do that to me. less then 3 weeks later she brings a friend over....ok i can handle that...then after i got bed i hear movin around in the front room and walk out to see then getting very cozy together on the floor..... to spare the drama we had an arguement and she moved him in the other room where i had to listen to them fucking. i broke it down to her let her know excatly how she made me feel...she says

True Story ( Comments Welcome)
The date was October 1, 2000 I was over my mother and father's house, decided to spend the night, to help my dad with my mother, see, my mother has been suffering from lung cancer for almost 2 1/2 years. my father was showing me how to change my mother's IV bag. the phone rang, it was my husband on the answering machine telling me to pick up the phone, I answered the phone & my husband (Terry) told me that our daughter, Tiffany had been in a car accident. My first reactions were-- where,when and how. Terry did not know, my cousin's wife came flying up our driveway,knocked on the door about Tiffany and told Terry about Tiffany. I was getting my stuff ready to head this way, I forgot my keys in the House had to go back and get them, he told me to call when I found out anything, my mother was hanging on to every word my father said to me. it is a half an hour drive. I go through the town that my daughter now lives in. I was driving

Can You Help Who You Fall In Love With?
I think we can, but most often we let our minds cloud our better judgement. Our mind tends to want what our hearts know is not right for us. It is easier to create a fantasy world in our minds much like reading a book and setting the story. Most especially when we get involved with people we meet online. Love is something that happens naturally and cautiously. Like when you are friends with the opposite sex and that friendship fosters in to something more. I think sexual chemistry is often part of the problem. If two people can abstain from having sex for as long as possible and just get to know eachother then take it from there I think it has a better chance. Sex creates possession, obsession, jealousy and imbalance when done in the wrong context. It should be about making love and to be making love, you should be in love with someone otherwise I think it is just sex. That is I think the difference between relationships that last and those that fizzle once the sex is no longer interes

My Living Will
My Living Will Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

Some Peoples Kids
So this is my first message in my shoutbox today....its a good one LoL.....the Some peoples kids comments was a mistake i was talking to someone else and i accidentally shouted it to this guy Lmao, but it kinda worked with the convo 8-P Many Smiles April ♥

Shop For Earthwhore Open
Have decided to pull my finger out and actually sell some of my music. I'm doing the trial run with the Mind Pandemic EP (which still only consists of 2 songs despite my intention to make it 3 - that'll come out later in a lot more limited a fashion). Go here for the shop and here for fan registration. This could be fun. So be good and spread the word kiddies...

Christmas Kisses I Want Lots!
Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. Here is how to play... In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,000 fubucks, a pimp-out, and an award tag to announce them as the MOST KISSABLE MAN/MOST KISSABLE WOMAN ON FUBAR. The Rules: 1. NO DRAMA. 2. When buying a kiss for someone, send me their FUBAR ID number or a link to their page. 3. You may purchase as many as you want. 4. Anyone attempting to alter the tags in order to cheat will immediately be disqualified from the game. I mark my tags in a way that I will recognize, so cheating isn't advised. 5. I WILL NOT TELL WHO HAS

Last Days Here. Read
You want to remain my friend?, If your answer is positive: Send me ur e-mail Or your postal address or if I want to send postcards. i will deleted my page on Monday, and I want to remain her friend. The answer you have it.

Reply To This Or Else
ok this message is a serious message you think it is a joke fuck you then but i am getting sick of fucking bull shit and nothing on here going normal firends who use you to get a fucking lvl or win a fucking contest that is all this site is fucking about anymore is fucking contest's and fucking ratings i know i made a lounge on here so i could make friends and the ones i have can come in their and talk with me but no one ever does this fucking bull shit keeps up i am going to go one by one and curse out everyone i see anymore on here got me nin other words NO MORE BULL SHIT GOT ME ?!?!?!

Hmmm...
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. I believe - . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - .. . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - . . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe - . . . That heroes are the people who do

Why I Am Here.
O.k. I will add a bit about me and what I am looking for. First, there is no way I am going to find what I am looking for at fubar, but I need to try something. I am looking for a special someone to share my secret thought life with. I am looking for honest answers to questions about women. I thought I had things figured out, but I am beginning to think I missed a lot of information. I am looking to a friend to help me smooth over some rough patches. I guess I am looking for a friend with benefits, but I don’t want the “benefits” to ever be physical. I want to flirt now and again. I want to connect with someone on a level only the Internet affords. Who I am: I am married and want to keep being married. I married a wonderful woman who survived a terrible molestation period in her life. It lasted years and the full repercussions of the abuse are still being felt in our marriage. It sucks. Hence, why I need some honesty in my life. I have super awesome kids.

A Vision Of A Remarkable Quest
I search the oceans of time, talking in verses of rhyme. Sifting through sands of truths and uncertainties. Mapping out a course in which I shall travel. No stone going unturned, mistakes of the past, they no longer burn. Those were lessons, that I had to learn. My nerves are no longer unraveled. A calm, soothing tranquility, is left behind from yesterdays tide. I no longer feel as if my soul, shriveled up and died. Hurt and despair, these eyes have no longer cried, Feelings of hope and belief, I no longer have a need to hide. My soul is newly reborn, as I think of those that still scorn. They will never heal, forever, will they be forlorn. My heart beats rapidly my life, the hands of time did not steal. My courage is replenished. It comes from deep inside me, it was there all along It just needed a gentle hand to guide me. The sound of the waves, hissing forth. I close my eyes and think of you, knowing that you are not very far. Soon your own que

For Kathy My Bestest Friend
You have done it Without a touch, without a word, Without a sign. You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means After all." love you wench,youve been the bestest friend anyones ever had and i thank you from the heart for being my friend...

Inner Reflections
Resignated, her mind escapes from all, gazing the mirrored surface, she exhales. Her self beauty reflected instant thrall, a dual self image copies and excels. She sees a stunning woman with desire, fingers trace the outline of her silk breasts. Eyes draw her into the passionate fire, she strives to indulge this inner bequest. Gently flicks the soft crevice while she watched, her expression unleashes the trapped one. Dismissing all past time reasons botched, moans and sighs of self pleasures have begun. Suddenly becomes drenched with one leg hiked, an all new experience she received. Her body trembles while she is psyched, now untapped she is finally relieved. The victorian reflects much wiser, journalized she became her own adviser. Copyright © Kristin Roth-Davis

Friendship
November 25, 2007 @ 3:11 pm I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because y

The Object Of Your Desire.
Pulling away the skin that covers me, ripping and tearing it savagely from my being. I no longer can wear it, suffocating myself for too long.... I throw the remnants to the the ground piece by blood soaked piece ......The pain this creates is more bearable then the pain it caused for so long...... What remains is only the inner parts of self that for so long i held back...i slowly reach in and rip the heart i once held in protection, now bare,open and bleeding....i crush it within .....no longer to exist again...... As i clean myself and wipe the remains of myself like cobwebs away...i see through my eyes...to the blackness that is now my soul....... I can no longer attract...so now i must depend on the prey.....drivin by desires and wants...for the needs within are destroyed, replaced by the shit that has built over time. modification of my being deemed necessary by those faults that haunt me... They can no longer reach me...i have become the ultimate self preserve

Pastor Flapps
The Reverend John Flapps was the pastor of a small town. One day he was walking down the High Street and he noticed a young lady of his congregation sitting in a pub drinking beer. The reverend wasn't happy. He walked through the open door of the pub and sat down next to the woman. "Mrs. Fitzgerald," he said sternly. "This is no place for a member of my congregation. Why don't you let me take you home?" Sure," she said with a slur, obviously very drunk. When Mrs. Fitzgerald stood up from the bar, she began to weave back and forth. The reverend realized that she'd had far too much to drink and grabbed her arms to steady her. When he did, they both lost their balance and tumbled to the floor. After rolling around for a few moments, the reverend wound up on top Of Mrs. Fitzgerald, her skirt hiked up to her waist.

The Koala And The Lizard
A koala is sitting up a gumtree smoking a joint when a little lizard walks past and looks up and says "Hey Koala! What are you doing?" The koala says: "Smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the little lizard climbs up and sits next to the koala and they have a few joints. After a while the little lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and is going to get a drink from the river. But the little lizard is so stoned that he leans too far over and falls into the river. A crocodile sees this and swims over to the little lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the little lizard: "What's the matter with you?" The little lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting smoking a joint with the koala in the tree, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and walks into the rain forest, finds the tree where the koala is sitting finishing a joint, and he looks up and says "Hey you!" the koala looks down a

The Echo Of Sorrow
The Echo of Sorrow I cry upon echoing sorrow today I wither away more and more away from life awful embrace Did I require your heart as mine? No Must always lose control to be heard Why Is the echo of sorrow that I scream out? Is not heard I shed my tears I lost my reasoning to dare to what I must upon this worthy life Did I hear a single word of love from someone today? No All I heard was the deafen sound of sorrow upon ears I took long walk But I feel down upon my knees For I could no l longer hear the echo of sorrow. ©2007 Firestar

Whats Next
ok what the flyin flip is next,let me guess next we will have to post all confederate flags as nsfw and take them off our profile pics,man this is gettin so sad.we surely dont want to offend any one bein southern and let people think we are proud of our heritage.why cant people understand that Southern Pride is alive and well.we try to help people not hurt them.So we are proud of our flag and our heritage.atleast my friends know how much they mean to me and how much i luv them,im there for them if and when they need me as they have been for me.this drama needs to stop and i surely wish it would,much luv my family and friends

My First Time
I'll never forget. The anticipation was endless. I was twitching constantly, like a pyrotech detonating a bomb for the first time. Everything was akward and unsteady. A mere boy of seventeen trying to do a man's job. My family was poor, so I worked on the docks. That night at the end of my shift as it was getting dark, I had to walk home. I took a short cut through a nearby park. There was a young couple passing by. They were both good-looking, happy, well-to-do, the type of people who always had it easy. I hated them for that I suppose. Or maybe I just envied them. I don't remeber anymore. As they came closer, I pulled out my my knife. The electricty in my body was riveting. I probably should have tried to lure them into the shadows, but I was careless and sloppy. And I made such a mess. I grabbed the young man by the shoulder and thrust my knife into his chest. Blood gushed from the wound like a fountain as I repeatedly stabbed him again and again. His girlfriend

Mmm Dream
I grabs ur hand and takes u to our bed. As we get there I slide ur pants and panties off and starts licking up and down on ur pussy. licking and sucking on ur pussy lips while fingering ur pussy. As you grab on to my head, spreading ur legs a little wider. I start sucking harder on ur clit.. as i add another finger in ur pussy banging it with 2 fingers. i reach up and start rubbing ur chest .. play with ur nipples gettng them hard and softly grinding them between the pads of my finger tips.. as i grab ur pussy lips in my teeth softly and suck hard.. pulling on it till it slips out my mouth and smacks back against u. As I am fingering u i slide my thumb up to grind against ur hot clit.. tasting ur first orgasm I smile.. You push me on my back and climb on top of me and kissing my lips, tasting your sweet juices on my tongue, moving down my neck, playing with my ears with your tongue, nibbling a little on my nipples, down my stomach to unzip my pants, sliding them down along with my box

Words
Words can be loving,or they can be ice cold.Sofly spoken as soft as a new babies bottom,or harshly and sharp as a dagger- twisted and turned in which can make it feel as if the heart will to bleed. Words can run wild as the raging rivers flow,or soflty as the brook slowly goes. Words can go as the winds to and fro... But generally speaking most words are from the soul and can stretch to another,bridging gaps which can become healing stepping stones creating healing bridges for the eye to behold...

Srsly.... (rant)
I think I am pretty much at my wits end with just about everything! Fake fuckers, Drama Kings/Queens, Wankers, Bullshitters, and Stalkers! Went on a date with one,(not sure whether I should place him in the Fake Fucker or Bullshitter category) he claims he likes me, won't bother to talk to me. Claims he's deleting his account, now he's re-adding everyone but me. I confronted him, told him that if he really doesn't want to talk to me just say so, I can take it. No, he's deleting his account or so he says. Blah, Blah, Fucking Blah! Stalker ended up posting pics of my youngest kid on his page. He did eventually remove them but it's not easing my mind knowing he still has them and can put them all over the internet next time he wants to have a fit. I don't know how he got a hold of these pics, he won't tell me. I have confronted my ex who also has a copy of these pics due to the fact that they are pics of his visit here. Ex says he didn't give them to the stalker. Ok fine, I do beli

More Confusion Thoughts
Ok well today I had a long day being sick and all so I figgured since I am in a sarcastic mood that I would do my norm and list the things that piss me off.. so here is another set of 10 :D 1. Drug stores... yeah they piss me off... well today I have not been feeling all that well and thought that I would go right quick and pick me up some Sudafed... ok so last night I got ALOT drunk and managed to miss place my I.D and well forgot that now you get carded for that shit.. well my happy sick butt had to turn around and go BACK home and get it... now shouldent I get a discount for my time and the extra cost of my gas? 2. Tweekers. yeah nasty retarded loosers that make crap out of other crap.. this includes household stuff such as Sudafed so that my life has to be harder to get battery... I dont care if you want to put battery acid in your system thats your deal but back the hell off my meds! 3.Over rated movie adds... yeah you sit there and see this damn commercial for this movi

History Of Me...
01. Raised in: Lowell, MA 02. Planned baby : Yes, dad came home from the Army and they got "busy"..lol 03. Birth date: 9/19/69 04. Any siblings: 2 sisters and 1 brother 05. Youngest or oldest: Second oldest 06. Hair color: Medium brown with natural red highlights 07. Hair length: Middle of back (long) 08. First school: Abraham Lincoln School 09. Eye color: Hazel 10. Shoe size: 7...hehe 11. Mood: F.I.N.E. = Fucked up, insecure, neurotic, and emotional. That pretty much sums it up for today. 12. Height: 4'11"...hehe 13. Lefty/righty: Righty 14. Shortest relationship?: Two weeks, trust me you don't want to know...lol 15. Longest relationship? 10 years, trust me you don't want to know about this one either...lol 16. Have you ever been heartbroken? Yes and it sucks! 17. Are you liking someone now? I like lots of people. 18. Have you ever fallen for a friend? Yes 19. Are you afraid of commitment? No, I pr

Nooooobzzzzzzzzzzz
I'm not usually like this, cuz I don't really care about ratings and such, but this noob came and rated me really low. Since it was a noob, and we've all been there, I just left him a profile comment about downrating. There was one other comment there, left by someone else. When I refreshed, the comments were gone, and then, being the shit disturber (thanks for the word RoadRage) that I am, posted another comment about deleting comments. So, refrshed again, and alas, that comment was gone too... So, since I'm feeling in an antagonistic mood tonight, I'm spewing forth this bulletin. So, if anything, go tell this guy the rules and give him something to do by deleting comments... since there won't be much else for him to do with no friends. kev76@ fubar

Rambling
hey. you know you're comimg alive once again from your months off as a dead person walking when you're in a book store and instead of passing by the cute boy at the counter with tears in your heart you spin in circles looking for something to buy just so he can "check you out" or so to speak. an excuse to go to his register. and then instead of walking out of the store like a zombie, ready to go home and be sad about something (anything) you suddenly realize your worst fear of the day is walkingthrough the door and praying the alarms dont go off. like you had stolen something when you didnt. then all eyes are on you. and you never enter the store again the same way. ok. that was random. up late thinking. goodnight.

Ex's Mother
Some of you all know why my last relationship ended it was because my ex boyfriend of 7 yrs decided that crack/meth was more important than us (me and the kids, his being one of them)He chose a path I was not going to put up with. so I ended the relationship in march of 2007. His mother calls me the next day to find out what happened so i explained to her everything. by the time it was all said and done i was made out to be a lying bitch and so on....I have not heard from this woman since march! so tonight I'm sitting here I decide to check my email only to find a message from his mother. Hope things are going well for you and the children. I'm sorry things didn't work out for you and Joe. That doesn't mean we can't communicate if you will. I would like to keep in touch with my granddaughter. Will you send me new pictures from time to time and let me know how you are doing? I do miss seeing her. Thanks ahead of time. Phyllis and let me add this too he (my ex) the fath

It's Been Fun
Well everyone, it's been a whole lot of fun, but it's time for me to move along. I have made a lot of great friends here and met some really great people, but due to personal issues, I am closing this account down as of December 2. This has nothing to do with anyone here, and I'm sure that there will be rumors and all kinds of things, but the simple truth is, I need to do this. I love all of my friends and family and will miss you more than you'll ever know, but I have too many irons in the fire and it's time to do the right thing for me. Take care and "Be excellent to each other!" Have fun and rate EVERYONE high, because EVERYONE has SOMETHING great to offer! Farewell FUBAR!!

Real Friends Not Worth A Damn
Man, I cannot believ I had to cancel my Bday Party! NO ONE I know in real life wanted to go, I mean damn, Im floored. It has now become clear to me that I have no REAL FRIENDS! None that will spend time with me anyways. Shit all I wanted was to spend my Bday with my friends, and I got shit all over. Anyways, Im done bitching. For NOW! All my so called friends "Who know me in R/L" can kiss my ass. Except 2 of my R/L ones on here, and You KNOW I still Love ya! AND you know who you ARE! :) ~~BW

Master Feathers Contest!
Ok all...his cutest couples contest has started and we need everyone there! I expect to see those that have been helped to be there as well..or dont think it will go unnoticed. This is going to be a tough one and we will need everyone! Heres the Link! time to start commenting!

New Dig
Greetings All, Well, I am off on another Dig. This time for 3 weeks. I will be working on a "Phase III" dig, like you see on TV with all the meter x meter squares and people working with dental tools, trowels, and brushes. I feel very lucky to have gotten onto this crew. The Dig is under the direction of Dr. Dennis Blanton of the Fernbank Museum of Natural History in Atlanta. Is is being partly funded by a grant from the Spanish Ministry of Education. Santa Isabel de Utinahica (ca. 1560-ca. 1640) was a 17th century Spanish mission located in what is in a Telfair County forest in an area known as "the forks," where the Ocmulgee and Oconee rivers converge to form the Altamaha River. The small mission was a part of a series of missions set up in what was then the northern reaches of the Spanish colony of Spanish Florida, similar to the Spanish Missions in California or Mexico. Operating in the early 1600s, the mission was a religious outpost consisting of one Catholic friar sent

I Miss You Today
I miss you today By Eric Ethan I miss you today with a big cookie on plate today A glass of hot apple cider to taste the nectar of the fresh apple fruit Have you favorite DVDs of abbott and Costello TV shows and movies to make you laugh today Making you a big lunch to show you how much I miss you I wear my famous red shirt today with bear slippers on my feet today Got some fresh flowers of yellow and white roses today for you To leave a smile on your face that is blushing red like an apple I hug you so tight and lift you high in the air to make you on top of the world The End

Chapter 5
Here is chapter 5 of 13 of my poetic fairytale...hope you enjoy! What she doesn't know Is that his heart breaks when she isn't near What she doesn't know Is he would give his last breathe to calm her fears What she doesn't know He is happy just knowing her What she doesn't know Is he will remember her forever What she doesn't know Is all the things he can't seem to tell her

Rose Of A Lasting Love
"""""""ROSE OF A LASTING LOVE""""""""" The distance between us, Only makes me realize, more each day. How very important you are, to my life....... I can't put into words, All the special feelings I hold, For you in my heart..... But until I see you again, Please remember that my, Memories and dreams are forever filled, With the beautiful thought of you..

My Thoughts
Motionless If time could stand still, I;d freeze it here So you'd always hold me , close and near. In your arms, where I am meant to be. Filled with the perfect love you've given me. A bond so strong a hold so tight. To know you're the one my Mrs. RIGHT. A blessing sent from up above, In you I've found my one true love. Our lives entwined to be as one, Upon this journey we've just begun. Where you and I will find no less. Than eternal love and happiness. This is what I hope will some day come true to me and that special woman.

Quiet Riot Singer Kevin Dubrow Found Dead In His Las Vegas Home
Quiet Riot singer Kevin DuBrow died Sunday, drummer Frankie Banali confirmed in a post on his Web site. DuBrow was 52 years old and the official cause of his death has yet to be determined. "I can't even find words to say," Banali wrote. "Please respect my privacy as I mourn the passing and honor the memory of my dearest friend Kevin DuBrow." DuBrow's body was discovered on Sunday inside the rocker's Las Vegas home. According to those close to the singer, DuBrow celebrated his birthday last month in New Orleans and seemed to be in good health. Quiet Riot bassist Kelly Garni has asked fans to be patient for details on the singer's death. "I ask this to all of you not only for myself but for other friends and family," Garni wrote, in a message posted to a Web site honoring the memory of Quiet Riot founding member Randy Rhoads. "I ask that no one here offer any speculation or opinions, theories or other things that could be construed as negative or, and I'm sorry for this, eve

Announcer Sacked Over Spoof Messages
LONDON (Reuters) - An official announcer for London's Tube system has been sacked after making spoof messages mocking American tourists, peeping Toms and sweaty commuters. ADVERTISEMENT Voiceover artist Emma Clarke, 36, recorded the announcements in the same smooth tones that have warned millions of passengers to "Mind The Gap" and posted them on her Web site. The messages include: * "We would like to remind our American tourist friends that you are almost certainly talking too loudly." * "Would the passenger in the red shirt pretending to read the paper but who is actually staring at that woman's chest please stop. You are not fooling anyone, you filthy pervert." * "Would passengers filling in answers on their Sudokus please accept that they are just crosswords for the unimaginative and are not in any way more impressive just because they contain numbers." * "Here we are crammed again into a sweaty Tube carriage ... If you're female smile at the bloke next to you an

Every Single Person I Can Add Will Be Added We Are Looking For Love
OKAY WE ALWAYS SEE ALL SORTS OF TRAINS GOING AROUND.. IT IS A VERY GOOD WAY TO GET OUT THERE AND GET SEEN.. WE HAVE EVEN SEEN A FEW SINGEL TRAINS OUT THERE FROM TIME TO TIME.. WHAT YOU SEE HERE IS GOING TO BE THE START OF WHATS GOING TO BE THE BESTEST SINGLES PIMP OUT TO EVER GO DOWN ON FUBAR.. THE MORE PEOPLE I ADD ON HERE THE MORE VIEWS ITS GOING TO GET.. NOW THIS ISNT ABOUT RATES, FAN, AND THINGS LIKE THAT.. THIS IS A BULLY FOR NOTHING OTHER THEN GETTING THOSE SINGLE LONELY FUBAR PROFILES SEEN IN HOPE THAT MAYBE LOVE MIGHT JUST GLANCE ON BY AND BE STRUCK BY THE ARROW OF LOVE... I THINK ITS ALWAYS A GOOD IDEA TO RATE EVERYONE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN.. SO JUST CAUSE THIS ISNT THE PURPOSE RATES STILL ARE NICE... SO THATS RIGHT EVERYONE!!! THE WHO'S ON THIS TRAIN ARE ALL LOOKING FOR LOVE. THIS IS ME MIZZ SHADY. I'M THE ONE RUNING THIS LOVE TRAIN AND THIS SO VERY HOT STUD RIGHT NEXT TO ME IS kEY.. WOW DO THEY COME AND SEXIER THEN THIS? I DON'T THINK SO.. HIT ME A SHOUT OR LEAVE A C

Twisted
Twisted His winding words of ill love Has Become the endless echoes within Your Mind 2 stir your desire of sin within his cruel arms of screwed up Emotions that will never belong to you. His sinful ways of bewitching you to where you Must Dare to belong to him leave your heart And Soul twisted within a false realm of belief, You Have finally found true love. Warped is his love that is twisted Upon your life like Tangle webs for false illusion. Twisted is his Love That can never truly be love forever more. ©2007 Firestar

I'm Happier With A Secret.
Since deciding to take a break from trying to "hook up" I have been soooo much more relaxed and happier. The pressure is off. I have a secret lover in my heart. He will fulfill all my needs for now. Probably sounds almost insane But I have found that my secret lover is everything I need and want. He treats me with love and respect. He loves me unconditionally. He's not jealous. He just wants me happy. How could I ask for anything more? I deserve the best. I know that now. I deserve to be happy with myself and with my secret lover. One day, he will materialize. I will be here waiting with open arms. We will be forever lost in each other. I'm happy with my decision. Some might not be. I can't help that. But being honest and true to myself will override any hard feelings. I love you secret lover. I always will.

Photo Marked Nsfw 11/26
This photo was in my Angels and Stuff Album. I just got a note from FUBAR saying that someone had marked it NSFW so I moved it to my Fantasy Women album that is marked NSFW. I really wonder sometimes are people just so bored that they have to mark this NSFW that aren't even close to NSFW. I ripped this particular photo from someone and I've NEVER seen it ever marked NSFW. http://full.pcb2.fubar.com/05/38/478350/3744262494.jpg I don't know if this link will take you to it. But I'll see if I can go rip it again and put it here so you all can see and then give an opinion if you feel like it. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m That's the photo that was marked NSFW. I just brought here from Sexiluv.com That's my rant. I hope you all are having a good day.

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you could give me a kiss that would sizzle to the core yet i'd not appeaseed if you gave me a dozen more.... you could hold me lose to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled you could visit me at night and please me with your touch yet comes the dawn i'd want you just as much. you could try something old or something new and inproved yet my hunger for you could never be removed you could kiss me .hold me and vow your love so true but no matter what you do i'll never get enough of you bye countryhottie

I Am The Luckiest Man Alive!!
I would like to thank all of my friends and family for making today a great day for me.THANK YOU!A year ago I would have laughed at the thought of any of this mattering,but today coming home from a shitty day at work and seeing all the messages and birthday wishes,really put a smile on my face.I never thought an asshole like me could have so many friends,THANK YOU ALL!Sometimes it is the smallest of things that make the biggest impact....I hope you all have a great week. Now back to the regularly scheduled program: SHITFUCKWHORECUNTSLUTDICKFUCKSKANKBITCH!!!! :D ps-Im still gonna be a dick in the mumms BITCHES!!

* Fake * Fubar * Friends
The Number 1# Rule On Fubar Should Be Most People Here Don’t Give A F-u-c-k About You; Because Points Is All That They Care About ! The People That Are Here To Have a Little Fun And Make New Friends Have To Deal With These Point Predators It’s a (F) Shame ! You Can’t Have A Good Time And Meet Real Friends With Out People Faking Moves Trying To Stick You Up For Points WTF ? I Don’t Have A Problem Showing Love To My True Friends; But Don’t Come Demanding Stuff From Me! Come Correct Or Don’t Come At All !

You Stupid Idiots!
You don't like the way I am? I am me! Nothing wrong with being me! So I don't do the things you do! So I don't beleive the way you do! I am a unique! I am ME! Love me or hate me! YOu want otchange me to your way of thinking...SCREW YOU! I am not stooping to your level! TO degrade myself! Or degrade my children! Are you nuts? Hell Yes! You claim love for me....BULL SHIT! If you loved me as you claim then you wouldn't DARE ask me to go against everythingI beleive in! YOu do not love me but the idea of someone doing EVERYTHING you ask them to do. I need to experience things....what things? Things you deem needful to satisfy your flesh? You do not care! When you grow up and realize just what you have lost I WILL NOT BE HERE! Screw everyone who wants to change me! I Will not change for anyone! I am the way GOD wants me! Not the way you want me but GOD way!

Soul Mates
Two people with common interests, and characteristics, values, and views. They need not be lovers, but they need to be friends. Friends who share most anything, without having to worry, about what kind of reaction may be brought forth. Knowing that compassion and understanding will always be there. Knowing that caring advice comes from the heart, but is not ruled by it. One who can tease tears, and anger, frustration, and even a muddled mind Into a smile or a laugh. A person you wish to have as a part of your life, For always. You come close to asking "What could become of all of this, if circumstances ever came to allow it." For some reason, you always decide to stop. When the time comes, and I share this writing, I'm sure I'll be asked, -if only by one person- "Who did you write this for?" Thanks to someone in my life, who is all of this to me, I've written it for those who have found their soul mate. And for those who continue to search.

From The Venutian To Martian Dictionary
Stole this from My Hubby's blog From the VENUTIAN to MARTIAN Dictionary 1. FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut the fuck up! 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's

Gingerbread Brownies
Ingredients: * 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 cup sugar * 1/4 cup unsweetened cocoa powder * 1 tsp. ground ginger * 1 tsp. ground cinnamon * 1/2 tsp. baking soda * 1/2 tsp. ground cloves * 1/4 cup unsalted butter, melted * 1/3 cup molasses * 2 eggs Powdered sugar Method Combine flour, sugar, cocoa powder, ginger, cinnamon, baking soda, and cloves in a large mixing bowl. In a separate bowl, combine melted butter, molasses, and eggs. Add to flour mixture, stirring until combined. Do not beat (the batter will be thick). Spread batter in a greased 13x9x2-inch baking pan. Bake in a 350 degree oven for 20 minutes. Do not overbake. Cool on a wire rack. Dust with powdered sugar sprinkled through a paper doily. Cut into squares. Notes: Number of servings: 24

Walmart Greeter-lmao
Jimmy, who at age 72, is a Wal-Mart greeter. A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly, "Good morning and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no, they ain't. The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind or just stupid?" "I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am," replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart."

Invited To Paly Games
Several people have invited me to play some of the games that are available here on Fubar. I am very Honored that you have invited me to play but i am not into playing computer games of any kind and haven't been for a very long time. I lost my best friend almost 8 years ago and he and I used to play all kinds of games on the systems that he had, since he passed away i have lost all interest in playing games. To the Ladies that have invited me to play i thank you for the invite but as stated i am not much into playing games at this point in time.

More About Me
OKAY HERES THE DEAL... I'M CURRENTLY 31 YRS OLD, NO KIDS, GOOD JOB, CURRENTLY SEPERATED ( HAVE BEEN THAT WAY FOR ABOUT 2 YEARS NOW ) AFTER OUR SEPERATION I WENT THROUGH A REAL DEPRESSION STATE OF MIND .. I FINALLY GOT OVER IT AND WELL.. THE ONLY TIME I EVEN TALK TO HIM IS WHEN HE NEEDS SOMETHING. HE CURRENTLY HAS A GF I THINK NOT REAL SURE AT THIS POINT BUT FOREAL I WISH HE'D FILE FOR DIVORCE SO WE COULD FINNALY GET THIS OVER WITH. I THOUGHT AT ONE TIME THAT THERE REALLY WASNT A SUCH THING AS TRUE LOVE BUT THEN THERE ARE A FEW REAL CLOSE FRIENDS TO ME THAT HAVE HELPED ME REALIZE THAT HE JUST WASNT THE RIGHT PERSON. I AM A VERY GIVING PERSON AND I TRY TO HELP THOSE OUT WHEN I CAN .. I AM REALLY A SIMPLE PERSON AND AS LONG AS YOU ARENT A CHEATER THEN WE WILL GET ALONG GREAT. I AM A VERY UP FRONT PERSON AND I TELL IT HOW IT IS .. IF SOMEONE DOESNT LIKE ME FOR IT THEN I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TELL THEM ... WELL LET ME STOP RAMBLING ON NOW .. I JUST FELT LIKE GETTIN ALL THAT OUT

Tequila And Salt
TEQUILA AND SALT This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to yo

2 Poem
Day of Vows Cherished and draped in the light of the moon Patiently she waits for his arrival soon She has planned this day for many years now He will take her hand they will say their vows Flowing tears of joy happiness and love Blessed unto them from high above Eagerly excitedly she anticipates his touch The gentle caresses that she craves so much This night she has waited for many years All the emotions all the fears This night she giveth him all her love Now they are mated as two of the dove Forever and always deep within her heart Its true love always they will never part Compassion forgiveness compelling them now Just as their promise a lifelong vow Troy F Cooper Copyright ©2007 troy f cooper

I Should Have Stayed Gone
i came back here after being gone for 4 months and honestly i should have just stayed away i'm not sure why i'm back dealing with even more drama but i am and if this keeps up i'm leaving agai i didn't come back to deal with rude whiny people....(why didn't you add me..why didn't you rate me......why didn't you fan me)honestly i'm not here for points or to see how many fan's i could make i'm here to meet new people and just shoot the shit so don't come to me ad ask why i didn't rate fan or add i mean really it's a computer if you don't like it hit the power button and walk away

Stuuuuuupid Freakin' Computers!!
AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!! So the new printer went freakazoid on me and blew itself up along with my two year old computer that was working just peachy. Now I'm stuck with this dinosaur of a machine that used to be my husbands...it is slower than George W. Bush on heroin stuck in an ocean sized pit of tar! It's so damn frustrating...but at least it gets me online for my fix, lmao! No working cd drive, no port for my memory card, no photo programs...guess that means I'll actually get to talk to people for once! So y'all are just gonna have to bear with me since it's taking me forever and a day to get anything done here in the fubar world... Hugs - RS

Volunteer Fire And Ems
They are your neighbor, the " guy/girl next door " They are husband, father or son, wife, mother or daughter They are the laborer, the store owner, the corporate executive, They are the jogger, sportsfan, hobbyist or handyman.... They are just like everyone else, save for one quality... They are one in one thousand who will risk their life to save yours; You'll see them waiting for the train and at the little league game, You'll see them in every house of worship, You'll see them in town, proudly wearing the emblem which shows they are a member of a fraternity dedicated to preserving life, Their car is the one backed into the driveway with the blue light on the dashboard, Their keys hang by the door and a pair of boots stand at their bed, They take their pager everywhere for fear they will be missed when they are needed; They won't complain much about life, they've seen too much suffering for that, They'll tell you the funny side and avoid the stories of pain, They'll be

Kiss.. (i Guess)
Weak legs turn me sideways, boy, Leaning, falling, two breaths from breathing Tornadoes spin in my desire Life can't kill me, but you can stun me Paralyzed, hypnotized, blood can't move fast enough to feed my disease I can't trust me; life won't love me Hate's a safe mood, but I tire of knives Mind can't move me, heart can't soothe me I'm a restless child of my design I know better; I've said never, Love can leave me; none decieve me Clever beasts of will untamed Heart stays unbroken, words stay unspoken I want everything and nothing more than this Terrified, mesmerized, Lost in the notion of a kiss

Anna Says, "buy My Bitch!"
SO! here's the deal. i'm auctioning off my best friend Melliebeans! She's hot, and amazonian, and smells delicious. would you like a date with my loverly assistant? IF SO...she's going for the highest bid! in return for your time, effort, and squandered money, you will get a fabulous consolation prize! (no, not Mel mailed to you) just...something tasty? guess you'll have to bid to find out! may the best man (or woman) WIN! Note: if you do bid, you have to make all wagers inside of this here billetin-dealy. Mogwai@ fubar ***HAPPY ENDINGS ARE NOT INCUDED*** (repost of original by 'PirateAss' on '2007-11-27 00:01:32')

What Women Would Do If They Had A Penis For A Day
What women would do if they had a penis for a day 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9......

In The Beginning (page 4)
In The Beginning. It was early on in life I realized that one: I loved women, and two: I had somehow been “here” before. There were many things I’d found were easy to learn and program into my daily way of life. Many tasks and concepts came more as “natural” than were taught to me by my parents. I guess you could say I was born pretty instinctual. I’ve learned over the years to trust these instincts and always allow myself opposition to them. I remember the first time I told my mother about a scene I’d witnessed between her and my father. It was what I’d perceived as a hostile scene with my mother on her back beneath my father and she was in pain. I’d noted she was pregnant in the memory and the clothes her and my father were wearing. My memory was and is very vivid and detailed, however I was not yet born during this event. I’ll never forget the response I got from her when I told her about the memory. She looked at me in a sort of horror and disbelief while reliving the moment a

Hmmmmmmm
HMMMMMM By ERIc Ethan I’m at my desk with the pen in my hand Think of a sweet sexy poem to write today I have so much feeling of sexy things to write today To make that heart feel butterflies of feeling sexy inside. Once upon a time is only in fairy tales I turn on some Barry white to hear that deep voice to get in the mood I dream of you with those sexy eyes you want to touch my heart to make it shine inside When our hearts touch it brighten to make one shinny star one bright moment in time to last forever and ever. I drink coffee and ready to write the passion inside me to make that heart spin and say wow,wow, and wOW. Make you feel the passion and dream of taking my hand and lead In the bed room or a favorite place where you always wanted to feel the passion inside. My heart is red and feels the passion inside to write the perfect sexy poem today Let me kiss you on the neck with my warm breath on yo

Want To Join My Family???
Me and My daughter are starting a a Fu Family and we would like any who feel like they are rejected or misfits "WE WANT YOU" SO GIVE ME A SHOUT LET ME KNOW IF YOUR INTERESTED.........A AND MOST OF ALL COME LUV ME REBELS REJECTS AND GET~R~DONE BOMBERS.....

Update 11/27/07
I spent the day at the hospital with London yesterday and they did her surgery about 1pm. Things didn't go as planned as there was still too much infection in the wound to do it as they wanted. So, right now we are back to where we were in January. They are saying that they are keeping her there for a few days to get the infection under control and then they are going to do what they originally planned. London has developed stress induced diabetes and they are treating that also. My understanding is that her body has developed it because of this chronic wound. It should resolve itself once the wound is healed. I miss having her at home with me so very much. What a wonderful vibrant young lady she has become in spite of her adversities. I had my youngest with me yesterday and it was a joy to have her with me to talk and share with. What a blessing it was to be able to spend the day with her talking about her hopes and dreams. I am maintaining a positive outlook and will continue to. It

24 Year Old Nfl Star Passes Away
NFL STAR SEAN TAYLOR DIES FROM GUNSHOT WOUND MIAMI (AP) -- Washington Redskins safety Sean Taylor died early Tuesday, a day after the Pro Bowl player was shot at home by what police say was an intruder. He was 24. Family friend Richard Sharpstein said Taylor's father told him the news around 5:30 a.m. "His father called and said he was with Christ and he cried and thanked me," said Sharpstein, Taylor's former lawyer. "It's a tremendously sad and unnecessary event. He was a wonderful, humble, talented young man, and had a huge life in front of him. Obviously God had other plans." Taylor died at Jackson Memorial Hospital, where he had been airlifted after the shooting early Monday, Sharpstein said. Two carloads of mourners, including Taylor's father, arrived at the house Tuesday morning. They remained inside and did not speak to reporters. A single bouquet of flowers was left by a palm tree just outside a front gate. Beside the mailbox, an untouched newspaper lay with news of

Joke
A guy steps into an elevator and there's just one attractive woman in it. He turns around to push the button for his floor and his elbow bumps right into her breast. He says, "Oh, I'm so sorry. If your heart is as soft as your breast, I hope you'll be able to forgive me." She looks at him a few seconds and says, "That's all right. If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 204."

Holidays
With the holidays coming up let us all be safe on are way home form all the parties we will be going to . I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mum So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mum Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mum, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people d

As A Perfume
As a perfume doth remain In the folds where it hath lain, So the thought of you, remaining Deeply folded in my brain, Will not leave me: all things leave me: You remain. Other thoughts may come and go, Other moments I may know That shall waft me, in their going, As a breath blown to and fro, Fragrant memories: fragrant memories Come and go. Only thoughts of you remain In my heart where they have lain, Perfumed thoughts of you, remaining, A hid sweetness, in my brain. Others leave me: all things leave me: You remain.

Hospital Stay!
This is the only way I can think of to let my friends know I'll be in the hospital for awhile! They, The Doctors, Want to do something called exploritory on me so might be gone a bit. Not to worry. If you are my friends, I'll be back soon. If your not then I guess this makes no matter anyhow. LOL I'll be missing you while I'm gone so take care of each other and those I love the most will be in my heart and mind! I love you all but there's some that have embeded themselves deep! Hugs and kisses to you all. P.S. Thanks for the chicken soup but I don't think it's going to help in this case. LOL

Chaotic Misery
Awaiting to hear your voice, I sit in the darkness of the world Hoping for your return. I live in the moments that we shared, But the world is dying around me. I can only hear the terror the overwhelms With absolute darkness and silence. Soul tearing and heartbreaking in the midst of what was complete happiness. It would have been blissful ignorance, As I miss you more for having gotten but a moment of your life. I damn the day that my heart called to you And I seen that smile. Now, in this moment, without you, I see only the darkness of this world-- The world without you in it. Painful yearning to hold you, And the ruthless nagging knowledge That I may never have that chance. Sea flavored tears rushing endlessly, As I wait day after day. Deep, hollowing heartbeats, as I try to see past this chaos, And it was my own damned heart that created it. If for only a moment, I had listened with the knowledge of man Who has reached my age through the trials, Instead, no,

......no White Roses
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes My heart constricts as the straight jacket of fear tightens love's blood flow, Penned by my lover's words. Emotions run the gamut through this gauntlet of faith, My body quivers at this primal finality as souls death blow is landed, And it fetals me into a submissive stance and the moment becomes my truth, as clenched fists are grouted in permanence, You looked at me with ever calling eyes, so life like with sincereity, As you whispered my soul's last rites,with your denial, You placed no white roses upon my body or before me, But only the stiff white funereal lillies of death, That have no fragrance to permeate the air with their sweet scent, But leave the aromatic reminder of my lover's death words to me, Your lips that know the feel of betrayal's breath, Will no longer know the feel of my name passing between them, And I pray your heart grows wistful and aches with need of it's sound, Forever chanted to echo through the alte

Should I Stay Or Should I Go?
I haven't been around...I know..I'm sorry. I havent wanted to be around. I havent wanted to do much of anything lately except sit in bed and cry. Someone very close to me died in a very serious car accident. Out of the 4 people in the car...2 were dead on the scene, one is in a coma and not responding to surgery and they don't think she will survive, and the 4th they think will be ok, but will need a ton of plastic surgery to ever be recognized again...his face is that cut up. I decided to delete my site. Why? I was emotional, upset, sad, and just frusterated with soo much fubar crap. I have 2 really good fubar friends wo talkt o me and are there for me when I need it: Cubby & Voodoo Child. You guys rock. I know some of the others are good ones too. Its just that...I'm not looking for friends that jus want to check out my pictures and rate them so I can get points and stuff...I am looking for friends that want to leave me silly comments to make me laugh. I want friends i can

Storms Pimpout!
hey, how is everyone today? this is a friend of mine a really good friend who is very cool. she could use some help leveling up. it would be really cool if u could help her out! thanks and have a good day :D > > Storm@ fubar

Good Guys.....
Ok so lately i have been hearing alot of things about how the good guys are tired of "finishing last". I have always heard this but lately it seems that my guys friends not only on here but also in my "rel life" have been having more problems than usual. It really got me to thinking about the whole good guys vs. bad guys topic. Do girls really always fall for the bad boys? and then once they have fallen for the bad boys do we always go crying to our good guy friends about what a dick our BF is? ....I know that i want a good guy, not just as a friend but as a signifigant other. My problem lies in the fact that I am very much attracted to the good guys, but it seems like the feelings are never returned. So what am i left with? You got it, the jerks that all they seem to want is sex. I have dated my fair share of these types of guys and I can say in all honesty that I am totally over my whole Bad Boys are hot stage. .....So for all those good guys out there dont give up, because the

Blast Contest
Who doesn’t love blasts? Here’s your chance to get one!!!! FOR FREE!!! @~@Sydney@~@ is having a kick ass contest!!! You’re gonna want to get in on this one!!! Here’s the deal: You have 3 options. You must tell Sydney BEFORE the contest starts which one you are going for. FIRST PERSON IN EACH LEVEL 30,000 comments = 1 week blast 20,000 comments = 3 day blast 10,000 comments = 1 day blast. Its that simple but here are a few more simple rules: Picture must be of yourself and safe for work. And comments but be safe for work as well. Obviously comment bombing is allowed. You can only win one blast No drama. No bitching and no being mean to anyone involved….Sydney reserves the right to disqualify you if she feels it is necessary no matter where you are at in the contest. Its Sydney’s page show respect. CONTACT @~@ sydney@~@@ fubar

New!
Well, I signed up to spread the word about a new toothbrush that just came out... so they sent me one. I was wondering what was taking it so long to get here. Buuuut, now that it's here... WOAH! It's niiiiice. I haven't used it yet, but I can't wait to. I was reading over all the info about the product, and I found out that the stores now are selling the toothbrushes for (lowest) $169.99 and the highest $179.99. I don't think I would EVER spend that much on a toothbrush, but maybe I'll think differently after trying it! What does everyone else think about that? It's crazy stuff... and I got it for FREE! yay. :-p But anywho, I'll write again to let everyone know what I think about it. I'll let ya know if it's worth the big bucks! :-p If you're interested in joing the site that sent it to me, message me with your email address, and I'll sned you an invite! :-D Well, thanks to everyone that read my blog... I'm sure it doesnt interest too many of you... but I love anything that keep

Good Karma Boat
I received an email from a friend. I sent her a wish for a happy thanksgiving, and knowing that we both have endured a lot of crap in our respective lives. I told her that regardless of the situation, We both have some how keep standing, and in the big picture of life that is a good thing. Might meet our expectations of where we want to be in life but it is a good thing. She replied about she hope that we both find our individual good karma boat. I could see in her case vast opportunities for the happen, me I am just happy for the simple things and getting to the next day. Yeah it is a boring life but as much crap has happening out of nowhere, it is good not have a high profile and great expectations to be shatter by simple phone call, not once but twice. Divorce and deployment :-). However Good Karma Boat, nice concept wonder what the odds are....Well I was at the gym last night thinking Good Karma Boat, me. Yeah right...Then It dawned on me. When I drop

Forever
In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me. Can't get over you, can't get through to you. It's been a helter skelter romance from the start. Take these memories that are haunting me. He'll never forgive me, never forgive me. Days come and days go but my feelings for you are forever. Sitting by a fire, hung over from another lonely night. I'm never forgiven...this broken heart of mine. One last kiss before I go, dry your tears because I should let you go.

Becareful What You Ask For
A young Canadian soldier was attending some college courses between assignments . He had also completed missions in Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He Looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the young soldier got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The young man went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the soldier and asked, 'What the hell is the mat

Truth To Yourself
Isn't it time that peopel should be true to who they are instead of trying to hide behind masks and subterfuge...before one can judge the height of heaven one must first realise the truth about who they are..but what if you don't know who you are then what...well i say this to you here is a little exercise that has worked for me...once a week i used to take a pen and choose an emotion..i.e lets say anger....s thats an easy one...what makes you angery..make a list of the things that incite you to anger..you will be suprised of the answers you get..but be honest with yourself... becasue if you cannot be honest with yourself then how can you be honest with a loved one or with the Creator for believe me when i say this the Creator..knows all.... well i leave to these ponderings of a man who is trying to make a difference in a world that doesn't seem to care.

The Hermit I Am.....becoming?
You, too, may have met your hermit, or perhaps something else equally marvelous. Maybe it was a rock, a tree, a star, or a beautiful sunset. The hermit is the Buddha inside of you. --Thich Nhat Hanh, The Hermit and the Well Hell is other people. --Jean-Paul Sartre, No Exit To drift like a dead leaf fallen from the tree and taken up by the wind, knowing not if the wind carries you or if you are carrying the wind ... -- Michel Jourdan (French hermit writer) I have known the silence of the stars and of the sea, And the silence of the city when it pauses, And the silence of a man and a maid, And the silence for which music alone finds the word, And the silence of the woods before the winds of spring begin, And the silence of the sick When their eyes roam about the room. And I ask: For the depths Of what use is language? ... -- Edgar Lee Masters: [from his poem] Silence About three hundred years ago, an Indian chief said to the governor of Pennsylvania: "We l

Research Paper
here is my most resent research paper. sorry about the format here, made some changes to get it on the blog. please let me know what you think. DO IT YOURSELF HOME FUNERALS The do it yourself home funerals are on the rise as seen on PBS and MSNBC, plus many other articles written about it. The funeral service professional should take note of this because home funerals are growing in popularity and are legal in all but five states. What is a home funeral? Reminiscent of earlier times, the family bathes and dresses the body (there is no embalming.) The casket is either purchased or built by the family. They will conduct the visitation and funeral service themselves and will transport the body to the cemetery or crematory. It should be noted that in these “earlier times”, families did what they had to do because the services of a funeral home weren't always available. There are several reasons why families choose home funerals. Often, the f

My Pictures
I'm kinda tired of the comments I get about my pictures so here I am to clear it up. I don't smile often because I have thin lips and when I smile I look like a damn hick. I'm not angry in my pictures, it's just how you see it. And if you think I'm slutty, stop looking at the pictures you fucking hypocrits. That is all. Laura

Still Flesh
Still flesh and loud thoughts Quiet screaming and useless fighting Holding pillows like white flags and filling them with tears of defeat Questions asked and answers ignored Bold cowardice and brave fear A mass of contradictions, oxymorons, irrationalities Who will be the one to cast them aside and find me, cowering and crying underneath?

~~nasty Handbags ~~
: ...I never gave it a thought. HANDBAGS...I never gave it a thought. Who would have thought? Have you ever noticed gals who sit their handbags on public toilet floors - then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know 'will' hurt you"! Read on...Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbags down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been. Smart Mom!!!It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but did you ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day."

Update Down To 367pounds!!!
i am 367pounds i am trying to get down and under 300 pounds befor july 2008 when my mom passed away i give up on myself and didnt give a shi.t what happyin to me well right now i see the light and i am happy right now i feel like i use to and i beleave in myself again i know i am 367pounds right now and along ways away but i am going to be down to 300 pounds by july because i have to be here for my little dog tracy my family my friend mostly for my dad i dont want to lose him ,my sister debbie dianna my best friend my best girl val who i love with all my heart and soul i have a lot to live for and i will never give up on myself again i love you all even if you do hate me or love me...

Another Bulletin That Annoyed Me
yet again another stupid bulletin ok so very rarely do I post anything on here, usually beacause nothing inflames me enough to do so, but today I saw something that does. and I am going to put it here in its entirety (sp). In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw: "I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the baby's head, and th

Henry David Thoreau (1817-1862)
Henry David Thoreau (1817-1862) is the most representative non-religious Westerner to comprehend solitude and the hermit life. His philosophy of transcendentalism, which paralleled romanticism but was free of its excesses and defects, combined with his scholarly attitude and astute observations on society, politics, and nature, make Thoreau's writings essential to a contemporary application of solitude and the eremitic life. Add to this his willingness to experience this life, his natural curiosity into nature and human psychology, and his very readable style, as reflected by this series of aphorisms from his various writings, and Thoreau offers a perennial voice. I never found the companion that was so companionable as solitude. -- Walden By my intimacy with nature I find myself withdrawn from man. My interest in the sun and the moon, in the morning and the evening, compels me to solitude. -- Journal I thrive best on solitude. If I have had a companion only one day in a w

Empaths Tools
Empaths Tools How can these healing stones help? By holding or wearing a gemstone necklace / stone / bracelet, they can help by dissolving negative emotions and replacing them with positive energy. Aquamarine – helps you adapt to any harsh vibrations in your surroundings – provides understanding of your path and how to adapt to the denseness of the earthly vibrations without losing the “self”. It helps with communication of heart-felt things and when there is difficulty in putting feelings into words. Black Tourmaline – psychic protection (when necessary) – a good stone to carry with you when you are out in crowded areas or if someone is intentionally sending negative energy your way. Acts as a buffer from the physic bombardment. Green Jade – I wear this to give my heart a boost – It is very strengthening - keeps the heart rhythm. I often wear it in a medicine bag over my heart together with a piece of rhodochrosite, especially if I am feeling stressed at work or have a l

Sweet Taste
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Adult Game!
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!!

I Want You............
Want you, want you, you, you, Doesn't matter that you're not here, I forgive all the silences. I want you, I don't care, I know you'll disappoint, I'm a willing captive, Why fight? There's no point. I want you, Need to hold you in my arms, Need to smell your sweat, inhale your breath, Need you inside of me, That's where you belong, That's where you were meant to be. I want you,the way you are. I really don't care, I just want you to be there. I want to open your door, Because I have my own key, I want to come in, Because you too, now want me. I want you to need me, I want to stare in your eyes, I want your promises, I don't care if they are lies. I want your body, Warm in my bed, I want you near me, I want you so bad.

I Hate Depression
i just hate depression you know it makes you numb takes the joy out of life it sucks everything that you were from you and leaves an empty shell. a shadow of your former self. my sleeping habits have gone out the window i don't sleep until morning lately then sleep until 2 or so in the arvo i have no energy i feel so exhausted dead inside. i have soooo much work to do things to catch up on but i just don't have the energy to do so. my camera is my life in terms of money but lately i cant even look at it just to depressed to work the passion isn't there and if ya know photography you'll know that passion is 99% of a photo. i am just trying to stay ahead of the darkness trying not to slip to deep like before my body wears the scars of a darkness so self destructive so dangerous it can kill you. so if i seem a little down just realize its out of my control. friends help always! i love my family and love my gf who is so supportive of me in that way i have mo

Birthday
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The Goodbye Poem
Well this is it, It's time to go. There are just a few things, That I want you to know. We were friends, Just for a short time. The bad thing is, You were never mine. I am never going to forget you, Not even if i tried. If I said otherwise, Don't believe me I lied. It's going to hurt, Not to have you near. I wish that, I could always stay here. There is just one thing, Left to do. And that is to say, Goodbye to you. Tyler Montgomery 14 Sept 01

Being Killed By Coughing...read To Understand....
Ok, I have had this cough 2 and a half weeks now and is showing now signs of stopping. Let me give you the whole "story" about it. At the beginning of the 2 and a half weeks I started having a really horrible sore throat. At that time I contributed the coughing to the dry and sore throat that I was having. But then the sore throat went away with some meds I had from my last sore throat. But the coughing stayed. And then the sore throat came back but not as severe. So basically the sore throat then was due to the coughing. Then I started getting either allergies or a cold cause I started having a congested nose and a little bit of sneezing. Now the allergy / cold "issues" are gone but this cough is still here. The problem that I am having with it now is that it is taking a horrific toll on my stomach muscles. It started as just hurting when I coughed. But now it much worse. I have been taking cough meds and drops but nothing is working. Two nights ago I went to bed after

Oh Ffs
Why is it that when you tell someone to stop calling you babe, sexi or hunni as you find it really creepy they get upset. I find being referred to in this way puts me off wanting to talk to people. I fuckin give up with this place sometimes

Missing
Do you MISS the magic? Do you MISS the anticipation? Do you MISS when things were fresh and new? Do you MISS hearing my voice? Do you MISS closing your eyes, longing for my touch, my kiss, my soft whispers of "I Love You"? Do you MISS the passion? Do you MISS getting excited over the smallest thing like my phone calls or texts? Do you MISS being truly in love without question? Do you MISS my heart? Do you MISS "us" how we're supposed to be? Do you MISS me?

Doctor Who Question
The Doctor is one guy who just changes appearance every now and then, right? So how come when he teams up with himself from the past, it always happens to be one doctor from each regeneration? That's very "convenient".....

Leaving Fubar
To anyone that wants to know or even cares... im leaving fubar, im not deleting my account, and i will drop in once in awhile, but for now im leaving, i am finding that my life is too busy and hectic to keep up on here, so im just leaving, i may or may not be back for good, but as i said, i will still drop in time after time... To all of my true friends, the people that dont want to see me go, the people that have always been there for me, i love you all, and i will keep in contact thru yahoo and such... To all of my lounge buddies and friends, i will visit now and again, but i cant promise that i will be back to help promote, dj, or service a lounge... And finally, to the love of my life, Kat, whom i met on this very site... you are my life, love, and everything to me, i am here with you now, and with you i will always be Former bouncer, dj, lounge owner, friend, family, and love... Rest In Fubar Piece VÄMÞî®Ø@ fubar

A Rant.
Do you think it's possible for people to know about things that are before their time? For instance. In my case. Classical music. Vietnam. Kennedy. Einstein. Mark Twain. All before my time. Does that mean I shouldn't know a damned thing about them? Is taking an interest in the past a bad thing? Is LEARNING a bad thing? Lots of you weren't alive for World War One. does that mean that by taking interest in it and making comparison between it and other wars, you're a fake? you're trying to be something you're not? Were you born knowing EVERYTHING? or did you learn at some point? Are we not taught about the past? Paying attention to the world around you is a vital part of life, is it not? Do we not learn from what we're told, from listening, from studying, from experiencing? Or is someone like that stupid in your eyes? Regardless of if you care or not, I'm interested -_- Be rude all you want. so what if I'm still wet behind the ear

Home
I am going to be doing two big things for Christmas.... I am taking a vacation - my sister baught me tickets to go to N.Y. for a week over the holidays - and I am going alone!! That started a big argument with my sister but I told her that was the only way I would go. I have not seen my neice's in a long time and I need to. Brianne, the older neice (she is 9) has been singled out to be trained for the 2012 Olympics for horse jumping. Didnt know that was an Olympic sport but why not!! She has won or placed in every competition along the eastern sea board. It is amazing because she is competeing against girls as old as 14 and 15. So I will get to see her and my other niece who is also my God Daughter. My sister is the only close family I have left so it will be nice to see her. I am panicking already about taking a week away from work and I am not leaving until the 20th of Dec. I have been making checklists and bugging the hell out of everyone about it. I am bringing my c

War In Iraq
This is the most cogent and powerful essay on the threat of Islamic terrorism I have seen. Dr. Vernon Chong. It is without a doubt the most articulate and convincing writing I have read regarding the War in Iraq. If you have any doubts please open your mind to his essay and give it a fair evaluation. It's also eerily applicable to other current issues such as Iran's nuclear program, immigration, NAFTA's impact on American jobs, trade deficits, etc.. I had no idea who Dr. Chong is, or the source of these thoughts, so when I received them I almost deleted them, as well- written as they are. But then I did a Google search on the Doctor and found him to be a retired Air Force surgeon and past commander of Wilford Hall Medical Center in San Antonio. If you would like to see who this fellow is, go to this Air Force web site and look him up: http://www.af.mil/bios/bio.asp?bioID=5000 ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Subject: Muslims, ter

The Irish Doctor.....
A doctor in Ireland wanted to get off work and go hunting, so he approached his assistant. "Garge, I am going hunting tomorrow and don't want to close the clinic. I want you to take care of the clinic and take care of all me patients". "Yes, sir!" answers Garge. The doctor goes hunting and returns the following day and asks: "So, Garge, how was your day?" Garge told him that he took care of three patients. "The first one had a headache so I gave him TYLENOL." "Bravo, Mate, and the second one?" asks the doctor. "The second one had stomach burning and I gave him MAALOX, sir," says Garge. "Bravo, bravo! You're good at this and what about the third one?" asks the doctor. "Sir, I was sitting here and suddenly the door opens and a woman enters. Like a flame, she undresses herself, taking off everything including her bra and her panties and lies down on the table. She spreads her legs and shouts: 'HELP ME! For five years I have not seen any man!" "Tunderin' La

I Can Be So Weird Sometimes.
So on Monday I hit one of my besties with my car. She bent over to open her door when I put it in reverse. I mean who bends over to open their door?! She's okay though; she thought it was funny. I was so tired, it was like 2:30 Am. While i'm glad she's okay I was more concerned about going to bed. :D

Talk Me Out Of Leaving
I came on here today thing i would just delete my profile and then i have all this mail from some really good friends.I still want to delete my profile.So talk me out of it if i get less then 100 comments i'm deleting.

The Lost Drunk
A man is stumbling through the woods totally drunk when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother, have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies "No, I haven't found Jesus," The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer this time. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus, my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I haven't found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the water again - but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he begins kicking his arms and legs he pulls him up. The preache

Shower
I'm going to go shower and wash the rest of you off of me. Take your smell off of my chest, and scrub you off the rest. Because everywhere I go I smell your smell, Everybody I talk to, it's your story that I tell. When I wake up in the middle of the night, it's your name that I yell. So maybe I can wash my sins away, and be alone in bed tonight. I'm going to drive, drive so far away I will forget how I feel today. Take your memory off my face, and run away from the rest of you. I asked a preacher and he said if its a sin turn away, I just wished it didn't have to end this way, so in turn while i'm here. I might as well pray, I might as well say, everything that I feel. It hurts when I get no return, even when I kneel. So I wish I could wash the rest of you off of me. Since i'll never get drunk enough to forgive you, Maybe I can drink enough to forget you, The farther I am the less I wish that I can, hold you again. So now I'm so far away, just like the song states

Military Coverups Suck!
I'm FURIOUS with our USMC! I'm positive this type of bullshit happens in all of the branches however! Back in 1999 when my daughter was a high school senior she was approached by a Marine recruiter and enlisted into the Marines as her plan for after graduation, which only the good Lord knew how much a taste of reality my daughter needed! Even if she only survived boot camp I was sure it could only be a positive thing for her! Long story short, from January when she enlisted until maybe March it was Sgt, then as time passed it became a first name basis only. Before we'd realized it they'd been dating! YES.... This 24yr old MARRIED RECRUITER was not only dating my high school senior, but the week of her graduation they assured themselves of her not going to boot camp in Sept, or the Marines at all, with a PREGNANCY! Also, during these months of joy, during a verbal argument between he and I in my front yard, he assaulted me by taking both hands and shoving them into my che

Whoo Hoo
Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, martini in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!"

I Am A New Uncle! :-)
At roughly 5 o'clock yesterday evening, my sister Michelle gave birth to a 6 lb. 9 oz. baby boy! He is named Hayden Sinclair Glebe They induced her early in the morning and it was an up-and-down process all day long. She can having problems with her heart rate and the baby's heart rate going up and down all day. That is why they were putting off doing a C-section. Later in the day, things began to settle down and the thought was they were going to go ahead and do the C-section. But as it turned out, she started dilating more, they gave her two epidurals and she did fine. My mom said that she was not in very much distress during the entire process until the very end which I am sure all of the ladies know only too well! Men, we have it made don't we? :-) I talked with her this morning and she said that she was feeling well and had seen the baby last night several times and even change the diaper this morning. It has already begun! Ha! So I am a proud uncle. The baby is

Another Poem Written For Me By A Great Friend Hes So Sweet!
Star light, star bright First star I see tonight I wish I may I wish I might Have this wish I wish tonight I wish she knows just how I feel And know her Beauty is definitly real Even though, so far away She's closer to me in everyway I dont ask for much, but let her see All the good things she brought to me Kool-aid smile when shes around Talking to her turns my frown up side down Beauty that rotates inside and out Booty that makes a brother scream and shout Eyes that sparkle like the 4th of july Kindness so warm like a sweet potato pie Star light, star bright First star I see tonight I wish I may I wish I might See her face in mornings light

For Our Lovely Friend Adam ....
I'm not sure if everyone knows but our lovely friend Adam (Chains301) lost his Mother last night, I know it was very sudden and that he was very close to her and that he is naturally devastated. I just wanted to do this for him he is always there for others and I wanted to let him know that his friends all share in his families sadness and that we are here for him for support. Bless you Adam and your family and rest in peace his Mum ....

Military Ball
Hmmmmm sooo it's only 28 Nov 07 and it was already told to us that my unit's Miliary Ball is FEb 14th yea the same day as V-Day but I really havent found me a girl to go with even tho I been stationed here for a year now! Now I've been to a bunch of these back in NY! sooo it wouldn't be something I'd be missing out on but I enjoy going and the girls usually have a GREAT time (no point intended) but back to the reason why i'm asking is should I go even if its solo or go only if i have a date?

Hahaha What An Idiot
This guy, told me in a shout that I should come over. I asked him why, and he responded with a "to cuddle with me and keep me warm". I asked him if he was cold and he said yes, so I suggested that he get a blanket and he went on to say, "okay, then you don't want to. Bye." I told him that the only guy I liked to cuddle with was my boyfriend, and besides the fact that he lives in Texas and I live in Minnesota. He goes, "Nope, you have an ass as a b/f. I don't like playing games so go to hell." I went, "What the hell? You don't even know him and I don't think I was playing a game.. you're just upset that you were denied by a taken girl." He goes, "I was angry at a bitch, which all she had to say is yes or no, cause if it was no, I wouldn't be talking to your ugly ass." Well what he said really makes no sense anyway, but I responded with a, "My 'ugly ass' huh? That's why you invited me over, right?" Haha man, I think he's retarded. I hope none of you guys out there act like that. For a

The Rules Of A Mumm
ok i have been dealing with those crazy azz mumm commenters for some time now and even though i still don't understand how their small little brains work i have decided to make this list of rules that i think they go by so here goes RULE FOR MUMMING : 1: WE AS MUMM COMMENTERS HAVE THE RIGHT: TO MAKE ANY COMMENTS THAT WE WANT NO MATTER IF THEY ARE TOTALLY ASSININE OR OFF SUBJECT 2:WE AS MUMM COMMENTERS HAVE THE RIGHT:TRY TO MAKE YOU LOOK AS STUPID AS WE CAN IN ORDER TO IMPRESS OUR OTHER LITTLE ASSHOLE FRIENDS EVEN THOUGH WE ARE EITHER NO SMARTER THAN OR EVEN LESS SMART THAN YOU ARE 3: WE AS MUMM COMMENTERS HAVE THE RIGHT :TO GIVE YOU ALL KINDS OF HELL IF YOU EITHER DELETE OUR NASTY COMMENTS OR BLOCK US OR BOTH (CAUSE IF YOU DO WE WILL WHINE LIKE THE LITTLE BITCHES WE ARE AND HAVE OUR FRIENDS MAKE AN EXAMPLE OUT OF YOU 4:WE AS MUMM COMMENTERS HAVE THE RIGHT: TO MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO EVEN POST A MUMM ,AND THAT YOUR MUMM IS STUPID EVEN THOUGH WE OURSE

So Lil Depression Left
so much love i feel for you my depression is behind me if i was to lose you my love do i gain depression again in the fading sunlight i am thinking of you as the sun disappears there is still you and me i close my eyes as you kiss my lips as i open my eyes only my finger on my lips i cant wait the day we are together again making love trying to make the product the product of our love a little girl would be great but a boy is fun too a boy just like you or a girl just like me please come back to me my love is swollen with no place to go i love you so much everyone can see my heart bare to see my love is naked as my body in lovemaking exposed to you in love as my body is exposed to you longing for your touch carrying your picture in my hand i reach to your face long you touch my bare essentials long for your caress to send me to ecstasy intense joy and rapture in the state of blissfulness

Love Story
some sing a candy shop supermarket, a ocean when your single so many choice and flavors to taste or simply mingle the mission to find the addition to that mathematical puzzle close the shop ends the shopping the fishing, found some to cuddle my analogy in the love paradigm compares to a bookstore some have many pages others have fewer newer or torn in the center, the Bible the beacon although we read many since the light doesnt always shine on what we're seeking in my own history i write w/ objectivity few details i wont leave out because my ears itching cuz i know some girl is talking about me never a revered saint my table from night to day played the game until the tables turned from a book that i learned one day you will be spurned..too i picked up a nice one the cover, none like this one i read the table of contents thought this one will be something! read and read to many chapters found myself in a few thereafter thinking instead

Wake Up And Smell The Coffee
yes this will fucking be a NSFW blog. holy shit.. you know its fucking sad when someone who claims to have a lot of power(dj revrend eternal) black lists a friend of mine(street) from lounges and the only leverage he has is LIES bout the person who got black listed.. but whats worse bout that ... is that the other lounges that went along with him FELL FOR THE LIES.. So if your on my Friends list and you banned street. cuz Kevin told you to DELETE me.. have the balls to tell me so i can delete your lame ass. SERIOUSLY cuz #1. ask ALL of kevins Ex's .. he lies cheats and plays some dirty games... (no im not a ex) but ive watched him do it to all his girls, and personally i think he gets off on tearing up lounges/friendships/familys... so its sad that you fuck tards feel for it.. dont come crying to me when you do something he doesnt like and you get blacklisted.. imma just laugh.. so all i got left to say is WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE. retards ~Jessa

This Is Me
time in my life i think everything is going great.meet someone special in my life.then get afraid and end it all.knowing in your heart thats not what you want.cuz it kills you inside as well as outside.hearts get broking and tears fall.confussion is in my mind cunfussion wish would fly.love will always be in my heart even though we are apart.love is in your eyes everytime you cry.im lost in my head wishing this feeling would end just to let you know my heart will always love you

Just Wanna Say Hi
Just wanted to say hi to all my friends and god i miss not being able to be on here and chat and play and yes do morphs and comments..... grrrrrrr i miss it all...but most of all i miss all my friends who i have came to now.....SOON i will be back and so much more fun...... got alot to catch up on u know..... see u all soon...... love..... Tongue.....

Pertains To A Fe People I Know!!!!
So you say you're ignored As it is, Well, give us your sad, sad trip You're right, I get it It all makes sense, you're the perfect person So bright, so wrong Let's all live in your imaginary life Assumed it's whether We're right or wrong We're doomed, and there's plenty for all How dare you catch me counting How dare you call at all How dare you call it suffering How dare you call at all You're right, I get it It all makes sense, you're the perfect person So bright, so wrong Let's all live in your imaginary life Press on these tannins They double in time The touch of life, once failed to mention so far Of course the law is fountains Or face to face remorse A fast and restless blackmail Like pent-up fetish force You're right, I get it It all makes sense, you're the perfect person So bright, so wrong Let's all live in your imaginary life Do you want enough? Do you want it all? Should you need it at all? Takes a minute to see Do you want en

Lawyers, Really?
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters that had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?" ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you? WITNESS: My name is Susan! ____________________________________________ ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ____________________________________________ ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something

You're Brave If You Read The Whole Thing
This is pretty much just a recap of all the things that i have gone through/done since leaving Eatonville(my dads house). I will warn you, this is goin to be long. lol. But Im not really writing this for to please anyone, its mainly just for me. Im sure some of you are really bored though, so reading what im about to write will kill time for you, ALOT OF TIME. lol. oh and excuse the many typos that im sure im about to do. Im not all that worried about spelling or anything. Oh, and everythin i say is from my point of view, nothing exagerated or changed. What i say is lookin at things from my side of the situations.. Oh, and there will be a lot of names in here too im sure, but im not guna bother tryin to explain who each and every person is. If its THAT important i will though. Well... here goes nothing... April of 2006. I think thats the best place to start. I was still living with my dad and working for him. On a friday, my friend Chris gave me a piece of paper that was actuall

Watch It Suzy!
Suzy be nimble, Suzy be quick Suzy jump over the 'Kreator' stick If I must 'fly' before I wake I pray for the next soul that he may take And if I cry another tear... I pray to the Lord that it is someone sincere. If I die before I wake - Kill Kreators soul for the next one he may take...

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the

Repost Of Scrapper's Nsfw Blog
REMEMBER..this is a repost of blogs written by Scrapper. Please don't leave me nsfw comments here, they will be deleted and you will be blocked. This is me trying to clarify for you, the nsfw guidelines. You may also refer to the faq sections for this. If you have a question about this, please feel free to leave it here in the comments section and I will do my best to reply to it. If you have something constructive to say then by all means leave it here. I'm counting on you all to behave as adults. :) *************************************************** What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the NSFW policy. This includes

The Colour Of My Love To You
Ill Paint a sun to warm your heart Knowing that we'll never part Ill draw the years all passing by So much to learn so much to try. Ill paint my mood in a shadow blue Paint my soul to be with you Ill sketch your lips in shaded tones Draw your mouth to my very own. Ill trace a hand to wipe your tears and trace a look to calm your fears A silhouette of dark and light To hold each other oh so tight. Ill paint the stars in the evening sky Draw the light into your eyes A touch of love a touch of grace To softly fall on your moonlit face. Ane with this ring our lives will start Let nothing keep our love apart Ill take your hand to hold in mine And be together through all time...

Now Im Really Curious....
as to how sum1 at level 8(this morning), now at level 10, got the spotlight???????? just another one of those things that make u go, hmmmmm????? i just wanted to throw that out there for u to ponder on, as i have been doing all day...

Facts On Homeless Vets
Who are homeless veterans? The U. S. Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) says the nation's homeless veterans are mostly males (4 % are females). The vast majority are single, most come from poor, disadvantaged communities, 45% suffer from mental illness, and half have substance abuse problems. America’s homeless veterans have served in World War II, Korean War, Cold War, Vietnam War, Grenada, Panama, Lebanon, Operation Enduring Freedom (Afghanistan), Operation Iraqi Freedom, or the military’s anti-drug cultivation efforts in South America. Forty-seven percent of homeless veterans served during the Vietnam Era. More than 67% served our country for at least three years and 33% were stationed in a war zone. How many homeless veterans are there? Although accurate numbers are impossible to come by -- no one keeps national records on homeless veterans -- the VA estimates that nearly 200,000 veterans are homeless on any given night. And nearly 400,000 experience homelessness over th

Today's Aquarius Horoscope.
It was only a day ago when I decided that I was going to drop school, drop the chance to get my diploma and move half way across the country for a guy I've fallen in love with. I checked my Fubar profile and found this.. "You may be just a bit more calculating than other folks, but today you should be ready to act on impulse when the time is right. A bold romantic move or a random change of plans can make a big difference." Isn't that the creepiest thing? I've never had a Horoscope that read so true.

I Believe
some things i believe, that being naked is ok, we were born that way, the thought of 2 women together is still a turn on, but the thought of me and 2 women is even better, that having fantasies is healthy, it's not a bad thing to want to win the lottery, it's a bad thing that we havent yet, I believe that most people have beauty in them , somewhere, but bosses are like diapers, allways on your ass, and usually full of shit, I believe 2 faced people should have an extra set of glasses for each side, I believe that harleys are still the best bike by far, I believe it's ok for the woman to make the 1st move after all it's allmost 2008< i believe that the price of gas milk, smokes and booze has went up again, but my paycheck hasnt, I believe that snow might be pretty , but damn it's still cold and slippery, I beieve that we should all live for the day, I just cant remember which day it is, and I firmly believe that if your reading this now, You have to much time on your hands :)-