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Dentists
So one of my teeth broke, and started to hurt, i mean like oh my fucking god hurt. A week or two of this go by and rather than taking pliers to my own skull (very tempted) i decide to go to the dentist. I hate dentists. Ok continuing on, I'm poor, so i have to find an "affordable" dentist. In otherwords cheap. I find the western dental center, further to be referred to as hell. Namely one my apointment means nothing and i sit in the waiting room for almost 2 hours. Finally a radiologist who knows all of 4 words in english begins to shove terribly uncomfortable cards in my mouth. she came back 3 times to redo the same shots. anyways, finally i get escorted to my room. well room is a misnomer alcove perhaps. now to explain this room it's like 4 feet across and the back wall and corner is filled with all there surplus toilet paper and paper towels. all stacked to the ceiling, my chair sorta propped in the middle. After explaining to some lady that i dont hav

I Hate My Sons Dad
I fuckin Hate HIm with a Passion.. He is the Biggest Prick i ever met in my life.. its Mothers Day and He isnt home.. He wont let me see my son and He wont let me talk to him.. So Yea Happy MOms Day to me..

A Mother's Crown
A Mother's Crown Heaven lit up with His mighty presence, As all the Angels looked down, Today the Lord was placing the jewels, In all the mother’s crowns. As He held up a golden crown, As all the mother’s looked on, He said in His gentle voice, I just want to explain each stone. He held the first gem in His hand But the radiance couldn’t match His own. For He was the light of Heaven, Reflecting off each of the stones. The first gem, He said, is an emerald, And it’s for endurance alone, For all the nights you waited up, For your children to come home, For all the nights by their bedside, You stayed till the fever went down, For nursing every little wound, I add this emerald to your crown. A ruby, I’ll place by the emerald, For leading your child in the right way, For if you hadn’t taught them about me, They wouldn’t be here with you today. For always being right there, Thru all life's important events, I give you a sapphire stone, For the time and

Pigeon Feces: Part Deux.
after two fucking hours of feathery nonsense, i lured the pigeon into my hallway. then opened my front door, hoping he would just walk right out. and what do you think he did?! he strolled right into my kitchen, in the OPPOSITE direction. so i picked up a can from my recycling pile, and threw it on the other side of the bird so as to make him fly towards me, thus through the front door.. didn't happen. so i "shoosh" him with a broom and he flies and lands on my sink. not only is that dirty and gross, but the window is not even a foot away from where it is doing a balancing act on a dried up yellow sponge. thankfully, the window is open and waiting for the fucker to free itself. so i go back into my room, and i sit down to finish writing, and i hear it flap its wings and fly away! ... if only it was for good. thirty minutes later the pigeon was back in the plastic blue pot it calls "home". THEE END.

There Are Gods!!!
Here it is, Five days before my unemployment runs out. Worry had set in a few weeks ago, but for the first time in a VERY LONG TIME, I feel my luck is finally going to start changing. I got the phone call from my former employer tonight; the employer I left in 2003, only to be screwed over big time by the employer I left them for. It is a different division of my former employer, but nonetheless . . . they offered me a job - with full benefits and 401K. I will be working in Westmoreland County at Pro Auto doing A/P, A/R and Administrative. I start on Tuesday. Who would have thought out of the 80+ interviews I have been on, I would end up back at my former company. That isn't even to talk about the fact that they fired someone to give me the job (it is someone they were going to fire in a few months, but because of my situation, they moved it up.) The great thing is that the bosses who did this for me have also told me that if PPG offers me the job, that I am to take it be

My Blogs
hi guys i was wondering for all the voyers if you dont comment on my blog, can you at least rate it? i feel like no one is reading but then i view and see tons of viewers so please, comments are prefered but at least rate it so i know someone is at least reading it thanks

Will I Ever....
I am starting to wonder about things and now more so then ever worried that the simple things in life others enjoy, Starting to wonder if i ever will. Am i meant to be honestly loved? Am i meant to have a normal life? Will i ever meet Mrs Right? Or am i doomed to stay single and be screwed with it all for the rest of my life? Is this how my life is meant to be? Am i meant to feel so alone? I dont know.... I wish i knew. God only knows i wish i did.

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I Love You And A Kiss
I love you and a kiss As the day turns into night, I feel your touch Right on my thigh. Your soft wet lips Across my tits Your tender kiss Right on my lips. Your fangs of passion Vampiric way They bite into my flesh And make me stay. You lay your body On top of mine Your skin like silk caresses mine. I look at you and all I see Your evil look that stares at me. You love me hard and bite my neck You make me yours...a kindred mate. You show your fangs and kiss me slow, Your hands move slowly....from head to toe. Your body's hot, hotter than hell You make me cum....again, again. And then you take my legs apart And touch me slowly as I sigh. My blood pours heavily from my neck And then you stop it with your hand, You bite yourself and make me drink Your blood feels hotter than you think. Now we are one in mind and body Your fingertips that feel like feathers They touch me softly on my lips Shhh........just listen.... I love you....and then....a ki

Learning To Live Without You
Learning to live life without you has been very hard these past 2 weeks, I find myself always wanting to pick up the phone to call you and then relize you wont be answering the phone, theres still so much that i really need to talk to you about... The shit at home still aint no better, and Im still trying real hard to find a real job, and a place..... the baby was talkin bout you the other day.....im sure you herd... i was talking about how beautifull you were and how much of a solid gold heart you had, and how luckey i was to have had you as my friend... i ment what i said about you being all of our gaurdian angels... Nilton isnt doing good, im sure you know that as well to huh? he still has the bad days, i guess like all of us... i couldnt bring myselff to call your mom today, because i couldnt bear to hear her cry... and not for me but for her.... i cant keep taking on all this pain that your passing has caused because i will never beable to move on.... i want so badly to move on, a

So Much For...
I thought when a person turns 21 they would have a pretty decent birthday. So much for that! My birthday consisted of sleeping on the couch, because I was bored. No drinking, no laughing, nothing. My "friends" had planned to go drink, but every half an hour I'd get another call, "you know what amanda, I just can't make it" So it was just me my old man, and Ke'li. That was fine, but then of course Royce just had to get out of the house, and went for a bike ride... I guess I'm just gonna have to get used to this feeling that people just don't give a shit.

Parents Job Description
I read this and laughed my ass off!!It is perfect for all parents!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, daddy, da, father JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challengin Permanent work in an,Often chaotic environment.Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work Variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends And frequent 24 hour shifts on call.Some overnight travel required, including trips to Primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities!Travel expenses not reimbursed.Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life.Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily,Until someone needs $5.Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a Pack mule And be able to go from zero to 60 mph

I Need A Ct Lover!!!
Do you have what its takes to make me happy? I want a CT Lover.Drop me a line by private message and let me know.Hum......Just think about all the good things we could do.You ready to get your freak on? Well click my pic below and let me know how freaky you are. CountryCop74 *** *SIN* Cafe -- Head of Security ***~rl/ct hubby of blueyedgirl30~ @ CherryTAP

Haven't Been On Much..i Know
As I am starting over completely i need a new blog. so here goes... As life plays a role of a roller-coaster with quite a few of us, this is one of those deep dips that leaves little to be desired. Just letting my friends here know that life could be better and things need to be sorted out/changed for the better. I hope everyone I know (really know here) is having a decent beginning to their spring and all that good stuff. Once I have much less quandary to deal with and swimming in better quality of life, I'll be around again. Hell, I'll even change my page up dramatically with some fun stuff you can play with. :) Later, people...and thanks for all the comments, emails and loveage. It *does* mean a lot to me. Yours Exasperatedly Lately, forni

Bark At The Moon!
Saturday night, I had the honor to attend the 2007 VH1 Rock Honors show at Mandalay Bay. I knew who the bands that were being honored were, of course: ZZ Top, Heart, Genesis and Ozzy Osbourne. When I lived in Texas...hmmmmmm...I don't remember which time, but I think I was nine or ten, my family lived on post at FT Hood. I think my Father was a Major, so we had a better house, but our neighbor was this Air Cav pilot that was a little crazy. Anyways, he was my introduction to ZZ Top. When he would cookout in his backyard, he would play ZZ Top songs at top volume...until, of course, the neighbors complained. Then he would turn it down. But, I would play in the backyard so that I could still hear it. The other bands, Heart and Genesis...well, i love their music. It was hard to not be familiar with it, even for a person like me that was pretty much restricted to Christian music. ZZ Top opened...and did a fantastic job. They sounded great live, just like I always thought that th

Sign Of The Times?
Sign of the times? A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: Scroll down...You'll love this.... 'You got Male!'"

Uff Ohs
This weekend just gone, my parents went to their friends' daughter's wedding in County Down, in Northern Ireland. All the usualy stuff to report, Lorna (the friends' daughter) looked beautiful, the food was great, your Dad got drunk and acted an arse, blah, blah, blah. After all the food and stuff, there were rumoured to be fireworks. The Fireworks actually turned out to be three small hot air balloons, made for paper with a little tea-light candles to make them fly. So up they went, all glowing and orange, and after a while the light went out and they floated down to Earth. My mum phoned me to tell me all this this morning. Then my dad phoned and directed me to this on the BBC website: Residents spot strange UFO lights Residents in County Down have raised the possibility of a UFO sighting above the skies of Bangor. Several callers to BBC Northern Ireland have reported a series of strange orange lights in the night sky. Air traffic control at Belfast International Ai

Naughty Morning Story Part 1!!
I get up and thought just another day. So I hoped in the shower and started to wash my hair!! As I do this I wonder if they'll be at the coffee shop this morning or not. So I get out of the shower and start to dry myself off. As I do I think of them and what they did on their last visit. I remember it very well, she was wearing a red dress and he was wearing lose fitting jeans and a open shirt. They had took their table off to the side, I went over there and they order what they always did,tea for her,and a black coffee for him. I came back and to my delight I got a show. His hand was going up her left thigh and she was opening for him. So I gave them their order and I came back to get the order of another group of people,two girls siting in a booth to the left of me. One had her hand on the others right arm,it seemed that day everyone had sex on the mind. So I was about to go on break when the man with the open shirt asked me to come over,so I went to see what was on his mind.When I g

Just Because
This is a conversation Lady Di and I just had this morning..My friend CT DADDY is on a contest here against someone in the CT Mafia.. and I mentioned I was on a contest with "someone" and she had to Join the Mafia to win against me.. and I called her a loser.. and SURPRISE Lady Di knew it was her. and you have to read this blog from the bottom up.. since it is a shoutbox conversation.. Just remember Lady Di.. "THE MAFIA CAN'T VOTE OR COMMENT AGAINST THE MAFIA" Just because of her joining that Mafia to win that contest.. it made people lose people as friends. Anyways.. have a good read. I know I did when she was trying to feed me the "I didn't know my joining the Mafia would cause all this trouble" bull!..Remember read from the bottom to the top. ->LADY DI ....: Anyways Di.. Enjoy the "family" because in the end.. that is all you'll have.. I have to head out for a bit.. Have a nice day. ->LADY DI ....: Just those in the Mafia.. just because of that one rule.. the Bomb Squa

.when I Need U.
When I need you....... Just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you Its only a heart beat away **** When I need love..... I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day **** Miles and miles of empty space in between us A telephone can't take the place of your smile But you know I won't be traveling forever Its cold out, but hold out and do like I do **** When I need you..... Just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you babe Its only a heartbeat away... **** It's not easy when the road is your driver Honey, that's a heavy load that we bear But you know I wont be traveling a lifetime It's cold out but hold out and do like I do Oh I need you. **** When I need you..... I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day **** When I need you..... Just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so wa

Feelings
Alone but not forgotten Broken but living Bleeding from the heart A flow that cannot be hindered Fragments of happiness Ebb in and out of my life Taunting me with moments The moments I had When I was jovial The moments of light When darkness was gone But also of the pain That was endured At the hands of another The abuse Long held silent But the battered heart Never stopped loving And now alone and broken The heart lives on To find another fragment Of happiness to be denied.

Don't Start Jmac And Other Thoughts
If you are a fan of an AFC team, you might want to check out Bucky Brooks' latest spin around the conference. He answers a "burning personnel question" for each team. Among his thoughts: The Dolphins made the right choice selecting Ted Ginn Jr. (meh!), the Jets' lack of pass rush will haunt them, Mike Tomlin can run an effective 4-3 defense in Pittsburgh, and Jamarcus Russell should not be starting in Oakland immediately. I will throw in that I absosmurfly agree with his take on the Raiders. Brooks also gives his opinion on whether Vince Young will break Tom 1860's heart this year.

Important - Please Read
Quick Start Claim: Drug dealers are selling flavored crystal methamphetamine known as "Strawberry Quick." Status: True. Example: [Collected via e-mail, April 2007] Drug Warning - Beware and please inform your children I have been alerted by one of our EMT's for our volunteer fire department that they have received emails from emergency responder organizations to be on the lookout for a new form of Crystalized Meth that is targeted at children and to be aware of this new form if called to an emergency involving a child that may have symptoms of drug induction or overdose. They are calling this new form of meth "Strawberry Quick" and it looks like the "Pop Rocks" candy that sizzle in your mouth. In it's current form, it is dark pink in color and has a strawberry scent to it. Please advise your children and their friends and other students not to accept candy from strangers as this is obviously an attempt to seduce children into drug use. They also need to

I Am So Excited.
I am offically off being on call!! No more on call hours until September!!!!! That means...summer is almost here and all the kids will be leaving soon...and I can drink whenever the heck I want! Whoo Hoo! This...could possibly be...like...the best Monday....EVER. And...YaY. I got my plane tickets for NY and that makes me happy, happy, happy!!!!! Yep. That's all I got. Sorry it wasn't that exciting.

The Three Wishes.....
There are these three guys in a desert dying of dehydration. Off in the horizon they see a house and finally manage to struggle to it. The first guy goes up to the door to ask for water. The door is opened by this really old, wart-covered, puss covered, scaly, toothless old woman. "C-c-c-can I h-h-h-have some w-w-w-water for me and m-my friends?" he asks. She replied, "I will... if you have sex with me." The guy pukes all over the woman and runs back to his friends. "You guys would not believe who answered the door. Some really gross old lady!" he tells them. "She said we could have water if I had sex with her." "Why didn't you then?" asks he second guy. "Because she was so ugly, I was sick and couldn't do it!" "Oh, you are such a wuss. I'll go up to the door," the second guy says. He goes up to the door and rings the bell. The old hag answers. "W-w-w-w-w-w-waaaaaa......" He uses all of his will power to not hurl. "Water? Yes, I have water," she says k

This Is For You
Passionate accord Between friendship Fluency of silver tongued thoughts Express deepness Kind oratory Of suppressed anticipation Fill a drift of sollitude Your gracious annotation Replenishes my passion

Good By You All
I'M JUST GOING TO LEAVE CHERRY ALL TOGETHER ITS NOT FUN HERE ANY MORE I WAS THINKING THAT IF I CAME BACK WITH A NEW ACCOUNT THINGS WOULD BE FUN BUT THERE NOT ANY MORE I LOVE ALL THE FRIENDS I HAVE MADE WHEN I WAS JELLYBEAN ITS JUST NOT THE SAME ANY MORE SO IM JUST GOING TO RE-MOVE MY SELF FROM CHERRY..EVEN IF THERE WAS DRAMA ON MY OLD ASS ACCOUNT ITS NOT THE SAME I DONT HAVE MY FRIENDS THAT I USED TO HAVE..AND THE ONES I DO HAVE WELL THATS A HOLE NEW STORY IN IT SELF I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU..BUT AGAIN ITS NOT THE SAME SO ON THIS SAD NOTE GOOD BY FOREVER..

I Feel This Way
Born into existence, a part of this human race. Take a look and easily see, the sickening disgrace we have come to be. Shameful, that this is how we are experiencing our chance in humanity.... Robots in a brainwashing social existence. I stand very ashamed, and constantly in apology to our Mother Earth. My goddess, my Mother Nature. I feel your tears on my bare feet, waves crashing against my toes. I shall never spend my existence in complete joy, as long as our mother's tears continue to fall. Soon she will flood her oceans, then her rivers, creeks, lakes and all. Even designer ponds in front of million dollar malls.... ...Well, only mother really knows what future days shall bestow. Here on this earth.. I pray I will never personally know. My eyes have seen many unkind things, only imagine what the future may bring.

Anger
feel the fingers of rage and malice rake across my mind once there was sanity now theres nothing but pain where people use to be friends for life are just new enemy waiting to stab me in the back and with words of kindness gets turne into words of pain welcome to my world where people just seem to be fake no honesty jus pain and lies and taken for granted memories that drift through my mind and when i break and do what they do they call me the monster why dont they all see what they made of me feel my skin tighten feel my eyes burn with fire this is the monster you of made named anger

Why!!
why do people lie why do they have to pretend to be something there not why do men promise the would and never come threw with what they promises why is it that men say oh ill have to move to TX and tell U that they will do all they can to be with U why I ask my self all the time why not only men but women lie theirs no reason to lie the truth always will come out no matter what I think people need to be real to me and to there self face reality and know that yr never going to come to TX or even try to get to know me plez don't try leading me on its not going to work im tired of people playing mind games my I would be better of alone and not worries about nothing ever ok I guess im mumbling to my self again ha !! but though I would write down how I fell at the moment and vent it out on a blog pay no attion to me im crazy but i ask not to lead me on at all just be my friend thats all i ask dont make me keep my hopes up

Hello
hello all.. hope your doin well.. and i hope your monday was alright.. just wanted to let you know that im clearing out some of my friends lists and fans.. so if you would like to stay on my friends list and be able to keep in touch with me could you let me know? that would be great thank you for your understanding

As Some Of You Are Aware...
A group of friends and I are considering living a polyamorous (3+ member marriage) lifestyle. Since we all have problems with people at home right now, I won't mention names yet.Anyway, this will be the blog that contains the information of us travelling along the path to our happiness...

Salute....
ok, well they rejected one of my salute pics if they reject the other one then i just give up, the only reason that i see for them to reject it is cause my computer isn't in the backround with my page on there....hell the wire on the cam isn't long enough to do that anyway if somebody can tell me what i'm doing wrong i would appreciate it....dam this site is a lot of work, lol

Tomtom Want A Be Obituary
What is your Sexual Obituary? With gusto, TomTom died while in the sack with five newly pledged Nuns, with a Budweiser saying “who’s your Daddy”. One Nun was quoted as saying, “he would have been the perfect Father”.TomTom will be terribly missed by his pet and five Nuns needing a Father. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Gemini
Gemini You are a master flirt. You know just how to pick up hotties, but it is usually just a one night stand because you are out to have fun. You like sex to be fun. You are not afraid to spice it up with some sex toys, blindfolds and food. Your ideal partner would be open minded, and into having fun too. You have a thing for Nuns and would like to be a Father to each one in your own wicked way saying “who’s your Daddy”. Sex matches: Hotties who can rock your rocks off Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Because Of You
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you.

R.i.p Misha
Today i got a sad news. That a dear friend of mine past away. She was like a sister to me. She was also a member of CT. her link was Misha@ CherryTAP I know she will be dearly missed from all of her friends and family. She had been dealing with infections for awhile. She was in and out of the hospital. So i guess her body finally just gave up. It had more then it could take. So, yesterday her body finally gave out and she past away from a lung infection.R.I.P My big sis rest in Gods hands and have lots of laughs and tell captdog and bev hi for me. I will miss you greatly. I love you sis and always will

A Mother's Mark
The Bible paints various portraits of mothers, and while they weren't perfect, each one tells a story. Moses' mother broke the law to ensure his safety and teach him faith of his people. Then there's the mom who came before Solomon, prepared to forfeit her child rather than see him harmed. James and John's mother loved them so much, she wanted them to sit on either side of Christ in His future kingdom. And Paul saw in Timothy a young man of sterling character because of the faith "handed down from [ his] grandmother Lois to [his] mother Eunice...to [him]." The most significant thing we know about Timothy's mother is that her mom was a believer, because while faith can't be "inherited" it can be passed on through the influence of godly parents. A little boy forgot his lines in the Sunday School play so his mother leaned over and whispered, "I am the light of the world." The kid beamed, then with great feeling announced, "My mother is the light of the world!" We smile, but the truth i

Should Have Read My Scope Today....
Who -- you? The easygoing, dreamiest sign of the zodiac demanding that people be accountable for their actions -- including yourself? Go on with your bad self. You've got what it takes to make everybody toe the line. =============================================== Didn't get the memo since I took a day off on Friday to come into Monday staff meeting with my VP boss and crew to be thrown under the bus by a co-worker for something that happened while I was out of the office and was their damage? For me to take the rap the day our boss heads to China for a week....because you've already lied to try to save your ass, go screw buddy....ARGH I hate my job. the higher you go, the stupider, yeah that's right, stupider people's political drama gets. Why can't you just go: here's the facts, I screwed up, here's how I can make it better, and here's how it won't happen again. But in the black suit brigade there are no piscean dreamers like myself that just want people to do their job, save

Don't Let Others Tell You What You Want Or Who You Are
Don't let others tell you what you want or who you are If you break your neck, if you have nothing to eat, if your house is on fire; than you have a problem. Everything else is just an inconvenience. We're only here for a short visit. Don't hurry, don't worry. And be sure to smell the flowers on the way. I have only one life and it is short enough. Why waste it on things I don't want most. I don't think God puts on earth to make millions of dollars and ignore everything else. Live your life each day as you would climb a mountain. An occasional glance towards the summit keeps the goal in mind, but many beautiful scenes are to be observed from each new vantage point. It's not what we take but what we give that makes us truly rich. What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. We all have special gifts to share with others. Most have been looking in the wrong place trying to find theirs. To know who you are isn

Help An Animal Rescue For Free!
The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=3 On that page you have to click the purple icon that says Fund Food For Animals You will then get this message, Thank you! Your click provided the value of .6 bowls of food and care to a rescued animal in a shelter or sanctuary.

1 > 2 (at Least, To Me, Lately), Or "going To Bed Alone? Just Wake Up With Yourself"
Well, if you're mathematically inclined, the subject line will likely mean I've screwed up somewhere other than within my social life. Rather than spend my days off wishing I was hanging out with someone, I'm finally taking the advice of my ex-girlfriend and concentrating on figuring out what to do alone. I've lived in Texas for just shy of seven months. During this time, I have met a total of oen local. Sure, I've been on road trips, but, except for the one (Jen, a.k.a. suga², your local CherryTAP bouncer), no one local has gone out of their way to return any interest or approach me. With my work schedule destroying what most would consider the traditional weekend (I work Wednesday through Saturday, 7 pm to 6 am), not even my co-workers are free. Therefore, I'm stuck doing things by myself. This means I either must sit home on my behind, lamenting my fate, or get up and do something. Tonight, I went to Allen bowl. I priced a few bowling balls, and then shot four games (17

Men Please Read This...
Ok, I guess men still don't realize that there are some smart women here on Earth. And not to sound too cocky but I am one of them. I am tired of the games. I am 28 years old ok? Don't think that I'm one of the little girls you are used to messing with and talking with and getting your way with. I've been thru life a bit harder than most and along the way, I've learned to see straight thru the BS. So please don't come to my page thinking you can sweet talk me and get ur way...I'm not gonna cam for you, I'm not giving you my number, I'm not gonna be your internet hoe...sorry. It's a shame that so many women with low self esteem and low self worth have to be drawn into the web of lies that you men give to them just to satisfy your needs. Look, pop a porn into the DVD player and give yourself 10 minutes of self love ok? Leave these other useless woman to themselves so they can work on their own self love and esteem. But please know that I'm all over the game so leave me out of it please.

Amsterdam
For those who didn't know I've been in Amsterdam for three days. Back home now to my more mundane surroundings for a bit of recovery so I thought I'd write a bit on the subject. Ok, so now I'm not sure what I was going to write... hmm... wait a sec.... Well, the trip was for my friend's stag do (bachelor party to those across the pond). We left Oxford at about 7am on Saturday. Getting there was a bit of a mission. It involved driving, then a bus ride, then a plane journey, then some walking, then a tram ride, then some more walking. Finally got to the appartment at about 3pm. The appartment was a pretty cool place to stay. There was only really supposed to be four of us and the appartment supposedly slept a maximum of six, but there was plenty of space for all eight. There were two bedrooms, but we brought a few blow up mattresses so it worked pretty well. The rest of the first day we just spent wandering the streets of Amsterdam really... Trying desperately to get our bearing

Lost: One Smile
If I thought it would do any good to report it lost I would, I had it one day, then someone took my love away. It may have a companion, it might have a friend, a Broken heart is traveling with it. I thought I could replace it, just get a better one, but sometimes it doesnt work just right, a times the new smile just wont come. So if you find my broken heart, my smile should be close by, waiting for that special someone to come along, fix them both and put the sparkle back in my eye. Onyx 4-20-07

A Little Girl And Holding Hands
Another little story I thought I would share. I hope everyone has a great day. A Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

How Far Would You Go?
HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO...........With me! Put "yes" "maybe" "no" or ur own answer and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me Dance with me: Grind with me: Let me touch you: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Let me make you scream: Have sex with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift?: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Wanna see me naked: Do you think im hot: Could i turn you on: Could i make you scream: Would you be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: What would you do if you woke u

Yep, It's Tuesday, Lol!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! The high was supposed to be 66 today - oops, it was 70 when I took the guys to school, lol. Got thunderstorms on tap for today! How I love thunderstorms!!!!! I get to hang around home for a little bit longer this morning. All my clients are late this afternoon, which means I won't be getting home until 7 or 7:30p.m. I'm not overly fond of late days, but I do what I have to! How I love belly dancing!! Good thing - we start practicing twice a week starting this week. Practice will be at one of the advanced students home on Thursday evening. Those of us that went to the workshop and learned that rather complicated choreography are going to do that dance at Butterfest in June, lol! I may be online a little less and practicing a whole lot more!! The veil dance we are learning is rather complicated, as well. As I said - practice, practice, practice!! I spent a good deal of my extra time yesterday, lol, Journaling and meditating. Yep, it is h

Best Pet Cat Giveaway
Show off your pussy and win a mansion! Whoever gets the most comments by Friday, 3 PM EST will win the million dollar Mansion. Every entry will win a prize. A big pimpin prize! You must be in the picture with your cat. Yes, it's a pet cat contest! :) There will be 8 entries maximum, so hurry up and enter. Niah ~Official Fallouts~@ CherryTAP

Poem: Your Eyes
When I look, into your eyes. I look to see, a beautiful woman, deep inside. Seeing is beleiving, that your heart is true. Just look at how, beautiful God made you. Now you see, just how I think. I can't wait, till I see your eyes. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 1/96'

Fred Taylor Almost Falls Out Of Plane
Okay football gods, maybe this is taking his "injury-prone label" a bit too far. Any fantasy owner and Jaguars coach worth his salt knows you had better have a good back-up for Fred Taylor. He has been the best running back in the league at times, and then a tweak of the hammy and he's gone for long stretches. Taylor's hammy was the least of his concerns when his plane door flew open in mid-flight: "Jaguars running back Fred Taylor boarded the single-propeller, 15-seat plane in Africa, chatting about the safari he had just been on with Samari Rolle, Lito Sheppard and their wives. "A few minutes later, the group shared another unforgettable experience. "The plane door flew open at around 6,000 feet, causing panic, prayer and several uneasy minutes as the pilot landed at a nearby runway. "'I thought that was it,' Taylor said Monday following the final day of Jacksonville's three-day minicamp. 'I put my head down and started praying. The runway was about two miles away, but it

Greed And Power...the Shame To Which It Will Lead...
I understand when you pay for an account you get special treatment etc...special CT shop stuffs...get to rate 11s...awesome...cool...I don't have the money for that stuff...oh well...but never ever have I been on a website where the poor folk are treated like dirt... Here's a few things that would make this site the best profile whatever site out there and why: 1. If people feel like bitching about CT...let them...what do you have to hide? If people aren't allowed to post their opinions and rants about the site it says a whole hell of a lot about the people running it...whats this about people being blocked and deleted and banned b/c...*gasp*...omg they disagree sometimes...are you guys that insecure? 2. Why are some people getting special treatment and allowed to break supposed rules while others are picked on for no good reason? I won't name names but this situation is moronic at best...both parties pay etc but while one is allowed to post illegal pornography and spam her webs

Dale Roark For President
Letter to the Editor I am in Deadhorse, Alaska, by Prudo Bay. It is quite cold here, -32 degrees. This time we have here wasting your gas money instead of your tax money as a major oil company is paying for the project. The project is surveying the ice between here and the North Pole. The company I fly for surveyed this same area in 1991, 1992, and 1993. We are 2/3 finished with the current project and so far the ice and snow appear to be the same as the earlier surveys or may be even more. It appears that the global warning scheme is a hoax. Consider if you will: Fill a drinking glass up with water and ice cubes. Let the ice melt and check the water level. (i.e., the water level will get smaller.) At this time it appears that 93% of the Ice Caps are below sea level. Explain to me how the melting of the Ice Cap is going to flood New York. This mean temperature difference between 1907 and 2007 is .7 of one degree. 53 degrees F in 1907 and 53.7 in 2006 in the contiguous U.S.

I Am So Lonely
I am here lonely and bored I have a poem to share with u all hope u like it .... When I close my eyes I dream of you. Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to cry Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright. I know he will do it - I know it is true. Because he knows I only want to be with you. I hear your voice inside my head. I can imagine us together again. I know it will happen - I know it is true; Because I asked God if I can be with you. I see you and I together again; Holding hands and feeling the pain. What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true. But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you.

Kinda Defferent Lol
Finally a study that we can live by....... A 2006 study by Texas A&M University found that the average American walks about 900 miles per year. Another study by the American Beer Institute found that Americans drink an average of 22 gallons of beer a year. That means, on average, Americans get approximately 41 miles per gallon. Not bad!

Heart Over Mind
Heart Over Mind "Give us not to her.", he cries. My mind not fooled by the tongue that spreads the lies. "This one is true." , he says. My heart wanting to believe already forgetting past heartbroken days. "The pleasure. Not worth the pain.", he laments. My mind does beg that pointless portent. "This one will be different, I can tell.", he does defend. And with that my heart leads us away breast bared once again.

Mothers Day
THIS IS THE DAY I THINK OF YOU AND WISH YOU WERE HERE THIS IS THE DAY I MIS YOU AND I LOVE YOU MY MOTHER THIS IS THE DAY I MIS TELLING YOU HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU THIS IS THE DAY I MIS GIVING YOU A HUG AND I MIS ALL ARE LITTLE TALKS WHEN ITS JUST ME AND YOU I MIS YOU ALL THE TIME AND I MIS MY MOTHER MY FRIEND AND THE ONE WHO WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND THE ONE WHO WOULD SIT WITH ME AND LISTEN TO ME AND TRY TO HELP ME WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO LEAN ON YOU WERE ALWAY THERE I LOVE YOU MY MOTHER MY FRIEND. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOTHER LOVE YOU ALWAYS!

Friends
WOW!!!!! You people are AWESOME , so many wonderful people so little time. I promise to return the love to each of you as time permits. I work 2 jobs , so time is in short supply sometimes for me. Just wanted everyone to know that I LUV YA !!

Tap That Ass
I see you starin' at me from your profile page You prolly lyin' about your motherfuckin' age But it's a'ight because I'm willin' and ready I already shouted at your best friend Betty Ya know my name ain't really Phil McCracken It never stopped me from straight cherry mackin' So hit me back there ain't no need to player hate I just need somebody to come and add/fan/rate I just wanna tap that ass (Cherry tap, that is) Tap that ass... Tappin' your cherry ass Babygirl,I saw your pictures and the truth be told You look exactly like a playboy centerfold Are you sure that you wanna be on my friends list Cuz if you don't repost I'm gonna block your shit What's with all these newbies walkin' in the bar Don't they realize where the fuck they are Nobody want's to go and Pop that Cherry For all I know that chick is just my uncle Gary I just wanna tap that ass (Cherry tap, that is) Tap that ass... What? No, really, I can't hear ya I just wanna tap your ass (Cher

Thanks
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or maybe at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they just walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or

Forms Of Paganism From My Knowlage
The Different Pagan Cultures There are many forms of paganism and wicca many unknonw many well known. But to start off I would like ot say there is no "good or evil" witchcraft or magic. All magic is judged by how it is used and by who. The white and black magic also grey is just a signature stateing something nothing more kind of like a sterotype. According to many christians,catholics,islamic,and more witchcraft consist of harming every one, hurting yourself,suscidal,evil,devil's work, and causeing bad things. All this is wrong. To start off being a witch doesnt mean flying around on broom sticks with a cat and dressed in all black. It als odoesnt have anything ot do wiht the devil. Though satanism and paganism do have some simularities in some cultures both forms of religion are of no devil worshipping. Some witchs make their own ways or worship others chose a path in a book. Paganism can range from many things. Some believe in one god or goddess others believe in several, some

The Disease
The body is weak The chemicals are strong Her body is scared By tracks in her arm What is this world she tries to escape Why is her will to live so weak Where is that strength we must have inside Why does she constantly throw life aside She's surrounded by love and friends she can't see I lay awake at night wondering how can I be How can I be that friend to her How can I be that strong influence for her How can I be the one to show the world to her What is this disease that haunt's my friend What can she do to bring it to an end She needs to see her beautiful soul inside She needs to realize the love she hides The world is waiting for something to happen The world is waiting for her to be happy

Don't Matter By Akon
(For Kally and me.) Konvict Konvict Oh Ohoohwooe Oooh Ooohhwooe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no Cause I got you babe Cause we gon' fight Oh yes we gon' fight Believe we gon' fight We gon' fight Fight for our right to love yeah Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no Cause I got you Nobody wanna see us together Nobody thought we'd last forever I feel I'm hopin' and prayin' Things between us gon' get better Men steady comin' after you Women steady comin' after me Seem like everybody wanna go for self And don't wanna respect boundaries Tellin' you all those lies Just to get on your side But I must admit there was a couple secrets I held inside But just know that I tried To always apologize And I'ma have you first always in my heart To keep you satisfied Nobody wanna see us together But it don't matter no Cause I got you babe Nobody wanna s

Newest Written
A man who dreams of love to hold A man who need love beyond tales told A man full of dreams, lost in hopeless romance A man like this seeks a woman of fate and not chance A woman of destiny with eyes of love and desire A woman who is the fuel of his burning fire A woman who lives in his dreams so true A woman who is his everything, is this woman you Sought forever and yet never found Then in his dreams she is there when he turns around No longer feeling that love is a lie this woman of his dreams made that feeling die Dreams become real for the first time hearts beat forever in this dream of life his soul feels sweet For dreams that drive his souls needs of love You’re the sweet dream he loves to always think of By R. Thomas Dinsmore

When The Fuck Are Folks Gonna Realize?
Right so this guy is calling me white Trash and telling me all people who are white try to act black so hes not only being Racist towards me Hes Discriminating against his own skin color by saying They are different fuck WE ALL BLEED THE SAME FUCKING COLOR....MEXICAN RICAN DOMINICAN...OH YEAH HE SAID BLACKS DOMINATE EVERY SPORT EVEN GOLF...WOODS IS ONLY HALF BLACK U CAN ONLY COUNT HALF HIM SORRY....AND AS FOR BASEBALL...FUCK HALF THE BLACK GUYS IN BASEBALL ARE ON CRACK AND GRIFFY WAS GOOD 10 YEARS AGO..AND JETER IS ONLY HALF BLACK AGAIN...AND HOCKEY THERES LIKE WHAT 3 BLACK GUYS IN THE ENTIRE NHL...AND FOOTBALL IS A HALF SPORT HALF DOMINATED BY BLACK HALF DOMINATED BY WHITE.....BASKETBALL IS THE ONLY BLACK DOMINATED SPORT AND FUCK LETS COUNT THE DRUGGIES AND RAPPIST..but this is what im saying...I dont give a shit what people think of me the sooner people learn that the sooner they will stop picking a fight

Just Letting You Know What I Do
Since I work at a gay campground, I thought this was a fitting title for my blog. That and I do all of my web surfing at work. Let me tell you that it is very interesting being the only straight person at a gay camp. I get to look at all kinds of pretty boys, unfortunatly, none of them are looking at me.:( Oh, well. Life goes on. Memorial Day weekend is coming up and the place is almost booked up. That means more money for me. I am the office manager here. I don't get paid, but I really do like my job. Well, gotta scoot for now. Will continue my ranting soon. Peace.

I Am Deleting My Account...
Hey everyone I am deleting my account today. I just do not have the time anymore to be on here. I have switched jobs and am working non stop. I hope you all understand. I have made some good friends on here and will miss you all alot. Also I do not like alot of the updates and there is just alot of crazy stuff that goes on here.. So I am opting for a less cyber life.. Big hugs to all, Amber

If I Broke Into Your House
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is f inally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let m

For A Good Frend
In times of trouble Friends will say, "Just ask... I'll help you through it." But you don't wait for me to ask, You just get up And you do it! And I can think Of nothing in life That I could more wisely do, Than know a friend, And be a friend, And love a friend... like you. I can feel the pain With-in you, I can feel your heart Breaking in two. I can sense the tears With-in your soul Know that I'm here To help make you whole I know that you Are hurting And I know the pain is real. So take my hands In yours my friend And I will help you heal. For what are friends If not for this? To help, to hear, When times are a miss? I shall chase away Your sorrows, I will replace them With a smile or two For I am always there A friend indeed for you. Trust your heart To heal once more, As time passes by Your darkened door. But look outside Your heart's window And see me standing there, And know forever and a day. That I will always care.

Poem For My Man
I PROMISE TO LOVE U, CHERISH U, AND TO HONOR U ALL DA DAYZ OF MY LIFE WITH U. I'LL BE WITH U THROUGH ETERNITY OR FOR AS LONG AS U WANT ME. IT IZ MY MOST FERVENT WISH TO BE DA KIND OF LOVE U DESIRE. I PROMISE U MY LOVE... WITHOUT ANY LIMITS. TO ACCEPT DA THINGZ U BELIEVE IN AND TO ALWAYZ TRY TO UNDERSTAND U. TO BE NEAR U WHENEVER U NEED MY PRESENCE. I PLEDGE TO STAY WITH U WHATEVER CHALLENGES WE HAVE TO FACE... TO SHARE EVERY TRUMPH, EVERY JOY, EVERY DISAPPOINTMENT, EVERY EXPERIENCE. I WANT US TO CELEBRATE EVERY BREATH OF LIFE TOGETHER. I PROMISE TO BE FAITHFUL TO U. I WILL ALWAYZ KEEP OUR VOWZ. THEY ARE SACRED TO ME. I AM COMMITTED TO U FOR LIFE, NO MATTER WHAT WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH. I DON'T WANT ANYONE ELSE BUT U. U ARE DA KING OF MY LIFE. I PROMISE TO TRY EVERY WAY I KNOW TO KEEP OUR LOVE ALIVE AND WELL AND THRIVING AND ALWAYZ NEW. I PROMISE TO SOOTH YA MIND AND BODY. TO PLAN WITH U, TO DREAM WITH U. TO DO MY BEST TO SHOW U HOW MUCH

Also I Have A Question.....
So I'm thinking about getting another tattoo. Im thinking capricorn symbol but not sure. Plus I have no clue where I want to put it....I'm a corporate girl so I can't be all willy nilly with it ya know! So your thoughts and suggestions are appreciated! Mwah! Sexii CapriQueen

Tattoo Ideas
Ok...It has been some years since my last tatoo and I received a coupon for 450 on a tattoo. I am sure the tatoo I get will ost mroe than that but I am fiending to get it and I have no clue on what I should get. So I am enlisting the help of my CT friends to kick down some ideas. Thanks in advance!

Finding Your Tribe
Your Allies On Life's Journey Part of being human is the search for an individual identity. Bound to this strong need to establish a unique persona, however, is an equally intense desire for acceptance. It is when we find our individual tribes that both are satisfied. Our tribe members are those people who accept us as we are without reservation and gladly accompany us on our journeys of evolution. Among them, we feel free to be our imperfect selves, to engage unabashedly in the activities we enjoy, and to express our vulnerabilities by relying on our tribe for support. We feel comfortable investing our time and energy in the members of our tribe, and are equally comfortable allowing them to invest their resources in our development. The individuals who eventually become members of your unique tribe are out there in the wide world waiting for you. You are destined to find them, one by one, as you move through life. Sometimes your own efforts will put you in contact with your futu

Commission
Well, it has been a long time in coming. I think I started this project back in January. I took the initial hand gun training at the North Texas Shooting Academy. That training familiarized me with my 9 mm Smith and Wesson Sigma. I finished the commission training at Statewide Training Academy. This covered the laws governing Security Officers in Texas, as well as firing procedures with the Semi-Automatic. I earned a 90% on the written test, and shot a 236 out of 250 with the 9 mm. I also qualified on the 12 Gage Shotgun. So ... now I begin working on the rest of my program.

Why Men Need To Renew Women's Faith In Us
It's kinda sad that so many women have this quote on their profile. How screwed up are people to push away love? Anytime a woman tells me she is too afriad of getting hurt, I tell her to leave if she is so afraid. Any woman who talks to a man who thinks he would intentionally hurt her is a fool. You can't just blame the man. The World Is Your Mirror. No one falls in love, they choose to love. Falling in love implies a lack of control. You can choose to love or live in fear. Which one do you want? If you are sad, that is something you are choosing and you can choose the opposite. I tell every woman who is in my presence that she has to love, honor and respect herself and she has to know that she can love me without me breaking her trust. If she can't do this, I show her the door.

Wow I Cant Believe This
IM SHOCKED I HAVE 1035 FRIENDS AND I CAN ONLY GET 3 PPL TO HELP ME.......WOW, AFTER ALL THE PPL I HAVE LEVELED UP AND HELPED IN CONTESTS AND JUST RATED TO RATE IM IN SHOCK!!!!! HMMMMM WONDERS WHO MY FRIENDS ARE? WELL HERE IS THE LINK JUST CLICK IT EVEN ONE COMMENT WILL HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

Im Telling The Truth Part 1
My name is confident and i am here tonight to tell the truth and the whole truth so help me god. This maybe controlversial. But im here to help the white woman to pick the right black man and that is now a 10% ratio. I am a black man myself that love to help people and i love to help the white woman to find a good black man. Honestly the reason why im telling you this the other 90% of black men are ruining chances for me. One of the 10% of the good balck men. The reason why i saying im a good black men. I got a JOB a got a CAR and i got my own PLACE and i am a gentleman. I don't smoke weed and i pay my bills and i don't have a law record and i pay my child support. Now women im here to tell you what to look for. You see the thing in caps i wrote. That is what you need to find what a black man has. Im not talking about trying to take his money. That is the main quality you should find in the black man. If he has a job he want to better himself. If a black man has a car. He want to get t

Leaving Cherry Tap
I will be removing my profile and leaving CT had fun while I was here!!!!!!! Those that got to know me also have my e-mail and yahoo messy !!!! Those that didnt take time to get to know me and would still like to can get me at sweetdaddy_k@yahoo.com or same name under yahoo messy!!!!!!!!! Have fun and enjoy !!!!!!!!!!!!

To The Child I May Never Have
Every time before I go to bed I think about the child I may never have. The love and strength I have to share to the lil one that may never be. To the women out there who want one or already have one you know how much it would be wonderful. Its hard enough dealing with lifes shortcomings. I believe if I had a child it would give me more focus. To kill myself for him/her in the long run. I can't hate myself for thinking this way. To compare myself to other guys who don't pay child support or don't know there asshole from a hole in the ground. I want to be that go to dad..the one who seems like they know everything. I wanna hold my kid at night when we watch the same movie over and over just cause he/she likes it. I have no idea where these thoughts came from. I'm probably far from even having a serious relationship. I don't know where life is going for me or who I am entirely. All I know is that I'm a good man and i know what affection means to a kid. Maybe one day,

One Of My Poems I Had Published
This is the latest poem I have written and published. I have more and I will post them from time to time, enjoy. The Man in Red In a world full of dark despair The man in red shall never shed a tear Always aware of the dangers so near For the man in red the world seems clear The tranquil sun will never shine In the dark trenches of his distorted mind The faceless see the man as blind To those who know him he is truely inclined The man in red so keen, so sluth About the world's future it's dismal truth He can't stop the future events to unfold Even all knowing, no man is that bold The man in red so dark and so cold The burden of the world he's left to hold The man in red is now forced to wait The knowledge and pain, for him it's to late For him the end must come, with death he finds his escape

Stop Fucking Hateing!!!!!!
YOU HATE WHAT YOU AIN'T YOU RATE ME AND TELL ME YOU HATE ME AIN'T NO LOVE FOR THOSE WHO CAN'T SURVIVE IN THIS GAME YOU WANT TO PUT ME DOWN WITH THESE BULLSHIT NAMES BITCH THIS BITCH THAT YEAH I'LL BE A BITCH I AM A BITCH PICK OF THE LITTER 0 TO BITCH IN 2.5 SECONDS SO CONTINUE TO HATE IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER CONTINUE TO POST AND SEND ME LOVE LETTERS I'M NOT HATING BECAUSE YOU GOT A JOB TO DO TRUE TO YOUR PLAN HATE ME HATE HER SHIT HATE HIM TOO BUT AT THE END WHEN YOU RATE THIS POEM LOOK DOWN TO THAT FINGER AT THE END OF MY ARM FUCK YOU FUCKA HATER BUT KEEP DOING YOUR JOB BECAUSE EVERY TIME YOU HATE PEOPLE TAKE A LOOK I GUESS YOU DESERVE THIS PAGE IN MY POETRY BOOK SO HATE ON HATE ME FOREVA DON'T STOP SAYIN' I AIN'T SHIT CONTINUE TO LET ME POUR FROM YOUR LIP EVEN IF YOU THINK MY SHIT AIN'T AS HARD AS YOURS I STILL RATE THIS POEM 10 STARZ SO I AM A BITCH YOU SEE BUT I JUST WANTED TO TAKE TIME TO THANK YOU FOR UPGRADING ME

Hello Out There!
Just in case some of you are still wondering what on earth happened to that cute Worthy chick....HERE I AM! I haven't been around much as of late, but I do still hop on to check messages and send a few hellos out to friends. So...been busy working, being a mom, fighting off all the men...just kidding, I was wondering if you were really paying attention. I started a new job about 3 months ago and it takes up a lot of my time. So between working and playing mom, I don't have much time for anything else. However, if something comes along that sounds fun...I am game! I love my job, it is so much fun, meeting new people and most of all trying to help people. I have felt a little out of my element and it is getting better with time. I am so trying to fit in that I told the guys that I would go to the strip club with them tomorrow night...LOL! The things I do to seem cool!! lol So, wish me luck and pray that they pay for my drinks!! As some may have noticed, I have deleted some photos. I h

Omg....
Okay, so way back in December, a good man that just happend to be the father of my children, told me that he would take care of the kids for me for three months so that I can get back on my feet again. I was over joyed with this since I knew that I needed to find another job that was not seasonal at the time. I had just moved in with my parents because I was evicted from my apartment that I had a little under a year. I had to quit school because I could no longer aford it. And so I found myself just hangin on by just hope in that I would find a good job for myself so that I can help take care of the children in ways that some mothers can not. So in this time of me finding a job, my ex had the kids for about two weeks or less before his fiance at the time, now his wife, decided to help turn the tables on the situation. She noticed things about my kids that told her that I was not doing my part as their mother in helping take care of them. When I know better and so does everyone of m

Scripture
Diaphragm expands Bent over backwards Tightly stretched muscle strands Sultry smiles excreting no laughter Spread petal invitation The starved fiendishly feast with detrimental determination I drink deep and escalate the complication Are you ready for the denizens of oblivion to carry out their expedition? As they excavate your encasement leaving a trail of bloody religion (the answer is a given) 1000 gears and not a single one can be driven I may refuse a saddle but I can be ridden I arrive c.o.d. with a heavy debt to pay Split tissue, reddened scripture And a hot hand that must be played My retardation has been delayed Bludgeoning the song of a victimized slave Crave to be saved and splayed Pray to be maimed and drained I got the restraints if you’re game I’m game but I usually go by another name I’m in pain and I would like to feed you suffering Blood-stained teeth are ushering Beckoning to the liquids that are clustering Consortium of storm carved lusting

Fun Stars 5-16-07
A goal that seems fairly unlikely suddenly becomes eminently possible, so don't put those dreams on the curb just yet. The stars say that you're likely to get a thumbs-up very soon if you keep your eyes on the prize.

50 Ways To Raise Hell At Your Campus Computer Lab
50 Ways to Mess With People in a Computer Lab 1. Log on, wait a sec, then get a frightened look on your face and scream "Oh my God! They've found me!" and bolt. 2. Laugh uncontrollably for about 3 minutes & then suddenly stop and look suspiciously at everyone who looks at you. 3. When your computer is turned off, complain to the monitor on duty that you can't get the damn thing to work. After he/she's turned it on, wait 5 minutes, turn it off again, & repeat the process for a good half hour. 4. Type frantically, often stopping to look at the person next to you evilly. 5. Before anyone else is in the lab, connect each computer to different screen than the one it's set up with. 6. Write a program that plays the "Smurfs" theme song and play it at the highest volume possible over & over again. 7. Work normally for a while. Suddenly look amazingly startled by something on the screen and crawl underneath the desk. 8. Ask the person next to you if they know how to tap into top-secret

Waking Up From A Coma!
A woman had been in a coma for months. >A nurse gave her a sponge bath every day. >One day as she was washing her private area she noticed that there was a slight response on the monitor when she touched her. She told the other nurses and they tried it again and sure enough there was a small, recognizable response. >They went to her husband and explained what happened, telling him, >"As crazy as this sounds, maybe a little oral sex will do the trick and bring her out of the coma." >The husband was skeptical, but they assured him that they'd close the curtains for privacy. >The husband finally agreed and went into his wife's room. >After a few minutes the woman's monitor flat lined, no pulse, no heart rate at all. >The nurses run back into the room. >"What happened!?" they cried. >The husband said, "I'm not sure. Maybe she choked".

Why Crazy People On Heavy Doses Shouldn't Drive
this happened to the friend of my family angie yesterday, and was in our local paper MILTON — An unidentified woman was lucky to escape injury after her GMC Jimmy plowed into two large camper trailers at Ray's Marina this morning. Police, firefighters and emergency personnel responded around 7 a.m. after the southbound Jimmy broke through a roadside post before colliding with a Coachman and a Cougar camper trailer on display along White Mountain Highway — Route 125 — near Depot Pond Road. "She was very lucky the way the roof caved in to be able to stand," Officer Mark Nadeau said. The windshield and roof on the driver's side collapsed after hitting a trailer hitch on the Coachman. The Jimmy sustained serious front-end damage, the Coachman was damaged to the point of being unsteady and the Cougar, which was recently purchased, sustained significant side damage from the Jimmy and the Coachman. "That camper moved about four feet after she hit that guardrail," said Fire Capt

What Did I Let This Guy Do?
http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/66921/284802 Alright this ^ is the blog that I am basing al of my thoughts on right now in this one, so if you have not read this one you may want to glance at it. I’m at this spot in my life right now, I tried to move on as I said. I’ve let go of people, I’ve let go of things, I’ve let go of pain, I’ve let go of sorrow, I’ve tried to let it all go . . . Didn’t work. I am still here, I am still stuck. I still have the nonstop thoughts about how I need to do something better, how I need to get things accomplished, how I need to be better. The thoughts aren’t going away, they never will but I am ready to let them go too. I’m ready to be happy, I want to be happy, why don’t I deserve to be happy? I was talking to someone a short while ago that I have just recently met. There is something in him that I like, not sure if it is the fact that he is just as troubled as I am or what it is, but the attraction is there. I talked to him for a few hou

Who Knows
Been thinking about you wondering if you think of me too The say all things come with a price but why is that so? Why cant things just flow out and be? They say whats good you pay for more dearly but why is that so? Why cant we hold dear whatever we wish? They say if you want something bad enough you will pay any price but why is that so? Why cant it be as easy whining

I Dont Wanna Go:(
Hey everyone! I wanna write this one to everyone! I have to more. So im gonna lose the net for about a month:( Plzz dont forget about me! I will come back as soon as i can! and i will return all the love! Plzz dont let anyone talk shit about me while im gone! I wouldnt let it happen to you, so dont let it happen to me! I promise i will be back As soon as i can get the cable turned on in my apartment! Me and mom are moving out and gettin our own place! we will miss you all! And to all my Bombshells..Im still in the family, and will never leave u guys! You guys mean A LOT to me! If you really wanna talk and not miss me, Write me and let me know, and ill give ya my cell number!! Because im keeping it on, so all my friends can reach me! Plzz show me some love while im gone! Ill miss you all:( Love always, Jessi

A Poem For My Children
Sometimes late in the night, I lay awake Tears falling, across my face they rake I am missing you so bad, once again Being so far from you feels like a sin When most of the time there just is no where That I would rather be then with you there I know that sometimes I may not show it But I do love you, I hope you know it Nothing is more precious in the world Then being with my little boy and girl Though our times together may be too brief There should be with you always, one belief Despite the many miles we are a part You are always number one in my heart I may not be the best father to you But I am proud of everything you do So keep praying to the stars and the moon Because Daddy will be back one day soon

Two Different Needs
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute, nymphomaniac with huge boobs, who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit...

Wtf
WTF I noticed this guy from NY who was checking out my page and all. Now get this, he had another name and now he calls himself "Little Dick" why would someone check out anothers page and then take your name? TomTom

Supermodel Wisdom
ON COURAGE: "They were doing a full back shot of me in a swimsuit and I thought, 'Oh my God, I have to be so brave. See, every woman hates herself from behind.'" - Cindy Crawford How can she seriously say everywoman hates her back if they haven't even seen it...der! ON POVERTY: "Everyone should have enough money to get plastic surgery." - Beverly Johnson How about this? Everyone should have enough money to get a bat to smack you with. ON FATE: "I wish my butt did not go sideways but I guess I have to face that." -Christie Brinkley Its called gravity, dear. Get used to it. ON SELF-ESTEEM: "I loved making 'Rising Sun.' I got into the psychology of why she liked to get strangled and tied up in plastic bags. It has to do with low self-worth." - Tatjana Patitz It's called fetishes... look it up sometime...then get back to me. ON ARRIVING "Because modeling is lucrative, I'm able to save up and be more particular about the acting roles I take." -Kathy Ireland, star o

One Of Those Days!
Have you ever had one of those days where you feel like you've been busy busy busy but when the day ends you feel like you didn't accomplish much? Thats how my day was at work today. I felt like I was busy the whole time but I must have been spinnying my wheels because I just don't feel like I accomplished a whole lot. Well I did give blood, so thats something... right? RIGHT?! lol

My Love
I honestly though I didn't know what love was...I would confuse love with lust, and now I see what love truely is. I know now that I love Chris more than anyone I have ever been with before...I love talking to him for hours, which pass by like minutes. I can't wait until he finally moves down here to live with me. I love him so much... :)

Emotocard
Hallmark Scientists Identify 3 New Human EmotionsKANSAS CITY, MO-The new Hallmark-brand feelings will fill any gaps left by the company's "Thinking of You" and "Just Because" categories. "These new Hallmark-brand feelings will fill a void that has too long persisted in the consumable pleasantries market," said Hallmark president and CEO Don Hall, Jr., speaking to reporters in front of a watercolor backdrop of tulips beside a pond. "They will add a whole new level of complexity and nuance to the way we humans relate to one another, and will fill in any gaps left by our 'Thinking of You' and 'Just Because' categories." The first emotion the project successfully isolated was "requiapathy," the combination of relief and guilt that comes with the sudden realization that you no longer miss a dead loved one. That discovery quickly led to the uncovering of "seprudity," the feeling of appreciating a coworker's dedication without fully understanding his or her job function, and "trepati

Come On Guys I Need To Know!!!!
Hey Guys!!! Please help me out here!!! Chris the owner of Mybabespace is offering you a 1 year free gold membership if you sign up!!! I need to know from all that has signed up so I can get credit. Please send me a shout or private message that you signed up so I know and can keep track to let Chris know. Oh ya one more thing..alot of you are having a hard time finding me...there is a blog saying I'm in Mybabespace contest for the month of May with pics you click on to vote also you can find a Mybabespace pic towards the top of my profile in the about me section just click on the pic and it will take you to the voting area but remember you must sign up to vote!!!! Thanks from deep in my heart for all the support and love you have given me!!!! xoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~

Cherr Points
oK! I've been at this for just a few months and I'm starting to figure this thing out. I need lots of cherry points so, I'm asking everyone on my friends/fans list to take a moment and make sure that they have friended and fanned me and give me a rating. Thats all 4 now:)

Blah
So what's the deal? I'm attractive, overweight, but I still think I look pretty damn good. Well wtf can't I find a guy who is attractive as well?!? Any guy who shows any serious interest in me is not attractive to me. Grr...

Returning To Online Radio.
After talking so much with trix about awesome songs, I've decided the pain of lacking new music hurts too much and to kick things back up again. I'm kicking up a blog on blogger.com where I'll post about cool shit I've found, bands who need to be pimped as well as when I drop new tracks onto the server. I'll probably also do the odd podcast again from time to time, pimping the new stuff before it goes on the stream. Going to be weird, last time I had an english accent, now apparently it is some weird anglo-american mix. Anyhow, anyone interested or who knows of signed/unsigned bands who'd be willing to let me pimp and play their music then get in touch. I'll drop URLs and details on here later in the week once I'm all set back up. (besides, DJs are hot, right?)

Nasty Person
now listen to this...i have never done anything to anyone..never posted any nasty or bad comments. i never downrated anyone.im a very sweet and honest person,so with this ..i just recieved mail from an anonymous person sending me weeds talking bout that im a nasty white bi hore and go do your kids and shit..this person which isnt even man or even woman enough to show who they are i have a few coice words for you....THANKS FOR THINKING ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO SPEND YOUR TIME AND MONEY ON ME..this hasnt changed me as a person and im very proud of who i am and i will not change for no one

Paysheeda Mujhay Mayra Shehzada.
Paysheeda mujhay mayra Shehzada. Saath aap ka aankhaiyn is sabab bharaa hua ka zindagi. Nahin chupana aap khud minjaanib duniya. Ijazat dena mujhay taraf saaf door gham saath mayra ansoo. Layna mein mayra aap ka ruh aor dil. Ijazat dena mujhay taraf muhabbat aap jesa aap haqdaar hona. Shehzada, khoaahish aik zindagi woh aap kamaana kay liyay hona is sabab meetha. Mayn muhabbat aap. Hamaysha kay-liay aap ka Chand.

Anticipation
"I want to thank you for this for without you i would have never know how it could hurt so good........and you havent even started." ANONYMOUS -------------------------------------------------- Okay close your eyes for me and visualize a white room,flourescant lit with a restraint chair in the middle............ im led in and strapped down, and left to wait for Dr.Overman, i close my eyes and try to rest a bit before she arrives. This chair is a bit uncomfortable, actually thats an understatement this chair is inhumane at best wrist restraints,arm restraints,leg restraints,oh and my personal favorite.......the head and neck restraints. makes it hard to get comfy as well as to get away,haha for those of you who find this device fancyfull for a place like this let me educate you while we have time. There are two kinds of facts in the world..... theres the fed truth, the stuff they feed you taxpayer folks so you can sleep at night with a clear conscience, like

Spice Girls-say You'll Be There
Say you'll be there I'm giving you everything all that joy can bring this I swear Last time that we had this conversation I decided we should be friends Yeah but now we're going round in circles tell me will this deja vu never end? Oh Now you tell me that you've fallen in love well I never ever thought that would be This time you gotta take it easy throwing far too much emotions at me But any fool can see they're falling, I gotta make you understand I'm giving you everything all that joy can bring this I swear (I give you everything) And all that I want from you is a promise you will be there Say you will be there (Say you will be there) Won't you sing it with me If you, put two and two together you will see what our friendship is for (Oh) If you can't work this equation then I guess I'll have to show you the door There is no need to say you love me, It would be better left unsaid I'm (I'm) giving you everything (I give you everything) all that joy can b

"i'm With You"
With You 'A Message From God To You' When you were born, I was with you. When you first walked, I was there holding your hand. On your first day of school, I was with you. When you skinned your knee, I wept with you. When you started high school, I was with you. When you won the championship game, I was there cheering you on. When you said, "I Do," I was with you. When you had your first child, I blessed it. When you retired, I was with you. On your death day, I wept at your grave. I'm with you, now until the end of time.

Why Is It???
Why is that you get lots of people added to your friends list that never comment back? If you are like me tha just keeps sending them messeges and post and comments with no reply, don't you also wonder why at time why they dont ever respond? Well I do, but, I know at times its really hard to say why they wont comment back, wont rate back or anything, I know most have other things to do, but still, atsom point, it really would be nice to see them comment, and rate back time to time. I care for all who are on my lists on here, but most of them, dont reply, well 3/4ths dont reply the do and I am very greatful for those that reply, shows me you are my friend. Thank you my dear friends.

Meet My Friend & Go Say Hi!!
mtbikers72 loves ~Sweet~N~Sumthin~@ CherryTAP come on over and say HI!!! he is a awesome guy & any one against feeding trolls is a friend of mine :p mtbikers72 loves ~Sweet~N~Sumthin~@ CherryTAP

Goodbye Wolfie (copyed From My Yahoo 360 Page)
The following has just taken place on yahoo 360 and is the reason for my bad mood bear with my please i will be back just give me time! I will however not skimp on my family work i swear! I give up! not something I thought I would ever have to say to someone! But today I have said just that! tell me do you think I’m that bad? YOU don’t know me, ME!?! Fuck you! Don’t think just co sim nice to you and I smile a lot I will just roll over and die!! I tried to be here!....... I will never ask for forgiveness even if I thought you where capable of it! I’m sorry I was a friend, I’m sorry I was kind, I’m sorry I laughed at your jokes, I’m sorry for fucking up your life by being in it! I was there! But I still don’t know what happened! I just logged into my messenger and there where messages from my friends as always but what stoped my heart was my best friend........ I never thought I would ever feel this again! But for the last couple of days I have been getting closer to it! I have

You Wanna Know What Grinds My Gears....cameras At Clubs...
what the hell is wrong with you white people...yes i said it...cuz i go out every wed and not once have a seen someone of the negroid persuassion bust out the digital camera and start taking pictures of every retarded moment... i mean seriously is it ur birthday? no one wants to have to deal with the bright ass flash of a camera in a dark ass club so you can post pics on facebook of how fucking smashed you were... wtf is the point... and to add to that...why the hell do people feel the need to dance on tables...bitch then shits is used for eating...i dont want ya onion buinons and corns all over the place i just ate my damn chips and salsa...get yo non-dancing hands in the air(which is another thing i dont understand about white women...since when is it sexy to dance with ya arms in the air all damn nite?) goofy ass down...cuz you know ur drunk ass is gonna fall...make an ass out of yourself...embarass the people you came with and make you leave out the club salty with a so

Away For A Few Days...
All My CT Friends, Just wanted to let everyone know (whom I haven't already spoken with) that I am leaving on a short trip out of town this afternoon and will return before the weekend is out on Sunday. Didn't want anyone to think I had forgotten them since I will be away from CT and unable to comment, chat and so on. Leave me some love and I will be in touch upon my return. Until then, take care and be safe all! ♥ Jen ♥

Jealousy
I experienced full blown jealousy the other day. It was rather interesting, because I just never experience it. Oh, sure, maybe a little bit of envy to someone who might have something I want....but that is few and far between. I've found I have all I need. Or so I thought. Is the emotion jealousy really such a bad thing? I found I actually enjoyed it a bit. I felt, well, I felt alive. I suppose the important thing is that I experienced it, embraced it for whatever the purpose was, but didn't continue to live there. Do you believe that our emotions, our feelings are there for a reason? That we should experience them for the moment that they represent? Or are they to be more controled, to attempt not to allow them to be expressed negatively.... I wonder why I've never felt to intensely jealous before. And I wonder what my reaction will be the next time. Will there be a next time? Isn't jealousy after all just an extension of insecurity? Such ques

Follow Up On Miami Road Rage
Maybe this contributes to Miami being the top city in the U.S. of Road Rage incidents? SOFLA's Unlicensed Driver Crisis Gets Worse Joan Murray Reporting (CBS4) FT. LAUDERDALE At any given time, tens of thousands of people on South Florida roads are driving without a valid license, and even more unnerving is the fact that one of these people slammed into a City of Miami Police officer overnight. It’s an epidemic and it could be riding in the car next to you. “There are hundreds of thousands of people driving on suspended licenses,” said Lt. Pat Santangelo with the Florida Highway Patrol. “If we tried to arrest every one of them the system couldn't handle it.” On Tuesday night police say the woman who blew a stop sign and crashed into a Miami Police Officer had 20 suspensions on her license. Last year on I-595, the driver who veered off the highway and killed BSO Deputy Bryan Seguin was also driving on a suspended license. The Department of Motor Vehicles reports that mor

Time To Spring Clean
I'm about to do some spring cleaning and remove some of my 'friends' and 'fans'that do not communicate with me. I don't wish to do this if you still wish to remain 'friends' or 'fans', so please let me know if you wish to remain there. All are welcome, so please don't be shy, I love to meet and be 'friends' with folk around the world. Thanks in advance, Tony :)

Childish Games
I really think that one of the things about being grown, is to act like a grownup. I think that it's really childish for someone to have to go around and tell people that they are the TRUE this or the REAL that. I have many names because I'm mulittalented. I understand using it in the sense that someone took your identity or something liek that. But in cases where you have similar names, it really isnt nec. I'm a grown ass woman, so I'll give you my name and leave it at that..I don't need to convince anyone that I'm the real Gata, or the true Monique Dupree..none of that.. My Gata name, which i sregistered..I use mainly for my poetry (I have a book coming out) my name, Monique Dupree or !st Black Scream Queen, I use for my horror acting. I dont spend my time trying to convince peopel otherwise..I spent my time, promoting myself..That's why I am where I am I don't speak on this that much, but I thought it should be said

Hmmm
WELL TODAY IS A NEW DAY... A NEW OPPORTUNITY.... FOR THAT NEW START... DO YOU TAKE THE CHANCE TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF YOUR EVERYDAY OPPORTUNITY? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR DREAMS ARE? ARE YOU DOING YOUR BEST TO REACH THEM EVERYDAY? I KNOW THAT I DO.... I OFTEN WONDER WHAT MY FUTURE IS HOLDING FOR ME. BUT WHAT I HAVE REALIZED IS THAT I CAN'T GET TO MY FUTURE UNTIL I'VE LIVED MY PRESENT... I TAKE A LOOK AT MY SURROUNDINGS.. AND FOR ALL THAT'S HAPPENED, I WOULDN'T CHANGE A THING... I LOVE MY LIFE.. EVEN IF IT'S BEING A SINGLE MOTHER. IT'S NOT AS HARD AS PEOPLE THINK. YES I HAVE KIDS, FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DIDN'T KNOW... LOL! I WATCH THEM GROW INTO THEIR OWN PERSONALITY AND IT JUST BLOWS ME AWAY! WHOEVER THOUGHT THERE WOULD BE LITTLE ME'S RUNNING AROUND... *NOTE TO SELF* REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE A KID... LOL AND THE BAD ASS THINGS I DID TO MY MOM. OH YEAH I CAN SEE IT NOW.... MY KARMA COMING AND SLAPPING ME IN THE FACE. OH GREAT... LMMFAO!! YOU KNOW WHAT'S HILARIOUS? IS THAT I'M ON THE PHON

Wait
I just learned an important lesson. Now, I usually like to workout first thing in the morning. That way I get it over with and don't have to think about it for the rest of the day. I've also found that if I wait til later in the day, I'm less inclined to do it because I'm busy with other things. So, I just woke up (about 10 minutes ago), immediately began my workout and then learned the aforementioned important lesson ... always wait for morning wood to subside before doing push ups. Yes, I know it may sound fun, but not when you get so distracted that your arms almost give way. That is all.

Dickhead Downraters
This is the way it is...I am pissed in a major way...I am nice & I never ever down rate anyone...why the hell bother stopping by if you want to be a dick??Its obvious you only wantto stir up shit....who cares if u r a size 4,10,16,20,40..what the fuck ever.....I would rather be the biggest person in the whole world as long as I could keep my good heart & I didn't have such a bad attitude.Well FYI dicks n bitches ....if you come to this page....& you do not have a decent attitude...LEAVE...go spread your nastiness somewhere else...save the damn drama 4 your mama....ReD does not want ne of your "size 4" shitty attitude here.....& I am pretty sure none of my friends want any of it either......so HippyHayed Productions...take your size 4 & stick it right up your ass...cause your attitude makes you UGLY to the bone!!!!!!

Threesomes.........................
I MET AN OLDER WOMAN AT A BAR LAST NIGHT. SHE WASN’T BAD FOR 57, WE DRANK AND BULLSHITTED A BIT, THEN SHE ASKED IF I’D EVER HAD A “SPORTSMAN DOUBLE” , A MOTHER AND DAUGHTER 3 SOME ? I SAID NO. WE DRANK A BIT MORE, THEN SHE SAYS THAT TONIGHT WAS MY LUCKY NIGHT. I WENT BACK TO HER PLACE. SHE PUT THE HALL LIGHT ON AND SHOUTED UPSTAIRS: “MOM YOU STILL AWAKE”

Not So Sure Anymore
Sometimes all to often... I think that I'm loosing the greatest gift in my life my son... I'm fighting with every fiber in my body.. I'm still having back problems, just this morning I struggled to get out of bed... I have to go back to the Twat Doc tomorrow ***yay*** NOT! I have to have some blood work done, they are trying to figure out why I haven't had my period in over a year... (((Like I'm Complaining!))) Let Ya know more later as I learn them... Sin.

Spiderman 4 Preview!!!!
'Spider-Man 4' Villains Will Be Carnage and Lizard, Source Says If you're a serious Spider-Man fan, you've probably been wondering when the producers were gonna dust off Dylan Baker and FINALLY let him become the super-villain we've all been waiting for. Yes, newbies, the one-armed college professor who appears in all three Spider-Man films (for about 90 seconds at a time) is the guy who eventually gets turned into man-sized Lizard with a true hatred for Spider-Man. I'm assuming Sam Raimi wedged the character into the first two films, hoping to deliver a pay-off in Spider-Man 3, but I guess that flick was just too damn cluttered with other baddies. According to one source, not only will Baker finally become The Lizard in Spider-Man 4, but we'll also have to contend with a certain villain known as Carnage. Spider-Man 4 would have to go a little bit "darker" than its predecessors to accurately capture the Carnage story, which focuses on a serial killer called Cletus Kasady who comes

Gifts
You should be able to unsend gifts....like a return policy. The person pisses you off, you virtually bitch slap them and take back the gift and half of however many cherry bucks that you spent on that gift should go back to your account. That's a gift idea....a virtual bitch slap and a virtual pimp slap. That would tickle my fancy.

Just In Case
I have been pulled every which way but forward. Been dragged through the muck and treated like crap for what $200.00 a week. I am now at the brink where I might leave the bike shop and wanted you all to know that I care. I will let you all know what is going on as soon as I know. But knowing that I may again have to start completely over kills me. For I know what it does to my daughter. But this time I will give up working on motorcycles because I have lined up a gig if I leave that I will make almost 2 times the amount I make in one month here in just a couple of hours. And it is a good job and no one would look down on me for it. I don't want to leave the bike shop but something has to change. Either it will be him or me and I have a strong feeling that it will be me. Wish me luck either way. Robin Marie ravensnewleaf@yahoo.com

My Angel
When I first met my Angel, I was skeptical about it. I really wasnt looking for anyone and the last place I was gonna look was online. For a good 2 and 1/2 months she would always talk to me. She was persistant. I am so thankful for that. She grew on me. Always making me smile and laugh. Finally I spent all day thinking about her at work and decided to ask her out. When it came time for me to ask her, I hesitated. But this time, I actually did it. Usually when I hesitate, I wont do it. She said Yes. April 27, 2007 changed my life forever. I met an amazing woman. My Angel. She is so sweet, caring, funny, smart,... man the list could go on and on. Most of all though, she is asbolutely beautiful. She took all my flaws and looked past them. She is so special to me. Every moment I spent with her is amazing. I am so glad we met. She owns the key to my heart.

You Say You Love Me
You say you love me But it’s like it out of pity You say you love me But it seems like a hard task to express or say You say you love me But I can never be your number 1 You say you love me But it seems like you never want to open up to me I said I love you And it’s from the bottom of my heart I said I loved you And try to always let you know how much I said I loved you And you were always number 1 in my heart I said I loved you And with you I’d share my soul I say I love you And I always will till the day I leave this world You own my heart always and forever.

To Let You All Know...
I AM NOT GOING TO BE ON HERE FOR MUCH LONGER. I AM SORRY FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAD WAITED SO LONG FOR LICENSES BUT, I AM NOT MAKING THEM ANYMORE. I WILL HOWEVER DO ALTERED VERSIONS OF YOUR PICS IF YOU WOULD LIKE. YOU'LL NEED TO CONTACT 7 SEND ME THE PICS BY E-MAIL. SO LET ME KNOW & I WILL GIVE YOU MY ADDY!

Such A Smartass At Times
1. Is there someone who you like at the moment? Do you think I like you? I hate all humanity in general . . . 2. Does that someone know that you like them? Doesn’t take a psychic for them to know . . . 3. Whats the weather like? Weather . . . What else is it supposed to be like? Facts 1. Name - Mmmm, right there 2. Ethnicity- One of them 3. Hair color - None 4. Eye color – I think the chemicals would burn 5. Favorite color – Sure rub in the color blindness even more 6. Glasses - Need them for a proper drink 7. Piercings- Show me show me show me Have you ever: 1. Cut your own hair? I have shaved, uh we’ll say yes 2. Done something you regret? This one time at band camp . . . 3. Skipped school? Attended school? 4. Bungee-jumped? I’ve bounced up and down on some things 6. Cheated on a test? Yeah but got the damn kid anyway 7. Been in a police car? Hey it’s a chauffeured ride right 8. Whats your crushes first letter of her/his name? 3 .

Throw It Out The Window
this is an honest to god true stroy and i just have to share it. and you might get the best laugh you've had in awhile. first off i work as a non-emergency trasport driver, a glorified way to say i'm a medic cabbie. and my car is an old cop car, it still has the spot lights on the a-pillars nothing else but white paint. i was bringing this one passenger back from his appointment. i pulled over to tell dispatch that i'm done for the day and ask if they have any other people that need transport. as soon as i got the all clear i took off and got behind this tuned up honda civic. after riding behind this 2 people for awhile they started looking in their mirrors real nervous like. and after that for a short bit we see these little baggies flying out both windows. for about a mile in distance they've been doing this. and when we had a clear passing zone we passed them without them even glancing over at us. their eyes were fixed on the road ahead. and after we passed they didn't even reli

Homosexuality/heterosexuality? Think About It!
Here is a compiled list of questions and statements aimed towards homsexuals. Now switch it around and see how ridiculous they truly are! What do you think caused your heterosexuality? When and how did you first decide that you were a heterosexual? Is is possible that your heterosexuality is just a phase that you're going to grow out of? Is it possible that your heterosexuality stems from a neurotic fear of others of the same sex? Isn't it possible that all you need is a good Gay lover? Heterosexuals have histories of failures in Gay relationships. Do you think you may have turned to heterosexuality out of fear of rejection? If you've never slept with a person of the same sex, how do you know you wouldn't prefer that? If heterosexuality is normal, why are a disproportionate number of mental patients heterosexual? To whom have you disclosed your heterosexual tendencies? Your heterosexuality doesn't offend me as long as you don't try to force it

Its A Girl
so i broke down and asked what my baby was gonna be... its a beautiful baby girl who has ten toes and ten fingers!!! i know this because during the entire ultrasound she kept putting her hands and feet up like she was saying "look i have fingers and toes.. look their cool looking and see i can move them too" it was the cutes thing.. bus shes already stuborn as hell lol... so here come october... my little Rylee Rebecca will be born... i cant wait!!!

No More Lap Top....
sigh... so the title says it all... mostly... my lap top is gone for about 2 weeks... until then im stuck using the pc... (havent used one of these in a long time... ) so i wont be online much right now and it sux cause im in a contest... it was much easier to keep a handle on my position and shit with the lap top cause i could use it while bartending and while im chillin at the bar etc... oh well... i do them for fun anyways... today was one of those days.... dell called me up first of all saying that my lap top was considered stolen... WTF? no way... the girl told us to get a hold of the store we bought it from.. Vamp called... "bring it here" i saved everything i could think of that i didnt want to lose on disks i borrowed from my boss... (cause shes cool like that) and said goodbye to my baby .. the guy spent three hours on the phone with dell.. and finally they are gonna honor the warranty... ::does a "its about mother fucking time they are ta

Germany... The Pearl Of My Heart
I was in Germany for a while... that place has a way of growing on you. I loved the people and, to be totally honest im hooked on the beer! To this day I can taste the sweet nectar of life that flows from the taps in the local pubs. There is a little place off post called Parsburg. Its a quaint little village, not much to it, hell i can't even remember the name of the pub that is there...lol. But, we visited that place as often as we could, taking in all the scenery of the German country side on the way there and the blur of it on the way back. God we had some great times there. And the people are so smooth in the way they do things. Every road paved smooth, every ditch lined in cobble stone. For the people that work for the post they had a saying... "do very little slowly". They have there own ways, and its a refreshing get a way from life. I can still flip through my scrap book and smile looking at the hop, and wheat fields. To look at the country side you can barely notice t

Stupid Girl
why do i sit here a woman...but cry like a child...how come i walk down the streets and become jealous at couples in love...why am i me why can't i be happy like everyone ....instead i sit here drowning in my tears with no one to help me....i need to be loved at set free no more pain please help me

To My Grandpa.....
You were there when I was brought here Spent every waking moment with me by your side The years that passed had so many memories And feelings which I could never hide.... I love you dearly Grandpa You were more to me then the world I know your gone away now, but Im still your little girl You raised me the best you could You gave me all your might And when you look upon me from heaven You'll see how you raised me right Ill miss you more then i could say And im sorry i didnt say goodbye But here are my words I wish i could say I love you grandpa and goodbye I love you grandpa you are still my world, and atleast i know that you hoped i would have been there. I miss you and I will see you when i reach those gates cause i know you will be there waiting for me to walk through. Tell Dustin i miss him and i cant wait for the hugs to pour into my arms. Tell Harley that i know he is watching over me.. I miss all of you and I wish there were more i could say, but al

Any Man Can Be A Sperm Donor But It Takes A Real Man To Be A Father
THERE IS A ASSHOLE AND DEAD BEAT DAD UP THERE. HIS NAME IS DEREK GOODGINE (AKA ON MYSPACE DR.G,LIL ROMEO AND MR. 615) . WE DATED FOR 10 MONTHS, I EVEN MOVED TO KINGSTON SPRINGS TENNEESSEE WITH HIM SO HE COULD TRY TO GET CUSTODY OF HIS OTHER SON.NOW HE LIVES IN NASHVILLE... AS SOON AS HE FOUND OUT THAT I WAS PREGNANT WITH HIS BABY HE HAD MY MOM DRIVE UP THERE TO COME GET ME.MY SON IS A YEAR and 1/2 OLD NOW AND HE HAS NEVER EVEN HEARD DEREKS VOICE( IM NOT COMPLAINING CAUSE WE ARE BETTER OF WITHOUT HIM) AND DEREK HASNT EVEN TRIED TO HELP TAKE CARE OF THE HE HELPED CREATE. JUST A FAIR WARNING !!!!!! WATCH OUT FOR THIS ASSHOLE HE WILL KNOCK YOU UP AND THEN SEND YOU PACKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Because I Can!
Just because you are a VIC, can afford to sticky things, always have a blast or buy happy hours doesn't make you any more important than anyone else on Cherry Tap. I'm not referring to the majority of you, because I for one benefit from some of these things and was lucky enough to have a blast bought for me last month! However, don't post a bulletin and then delete someone for stating their opinion. Most of you guys are awesome and return the love shown and I appreciate that. The drama on here is ridiculous, people we are not in Jr. High anymore. This is an adult site! If you can't take a little constructive criticism, quit posting you dirty laundry and drama for all your friends to view! I'm not gonna mention names on here, however I hope someone reposts this and they read it! Just cuz the internet says you are above someone, don't take it to heart. You are no different than any of the other 1,000's of members on here! If I lose friends over this so be it! I know who my

Invasion
A great Crimson light erupts north of the great silver falls the grandeur of light befalls the eve over Paradise.. Explosion vast- growing fireball, fires indigenous of Hell unleashed scorch the land, singe the flowers in the grass Slightly darkened is the sky over Paradise Falling pieces of silver falling scorched bits of gold wind runner blazing fast and heated over Paradise Fleeing Angels of light betray the command of Michael too fearful to fight- Wings burnt by the great fireball over Paradise Land breaking apart, red spew migrating to the surface All good Souls screaming in terror And the Absence of God over Paradise Fallen Angels in vast battalions Descend from the smoky skies Vast Armies of Darkness Over Paradise Descending Terror Prince of Horror Reigning of Truth in absolute Bringer of War over Paradise Well over a Million Arch Angels of Fire Demons of Dark Legions of Ancient Millennium Spearheading Victory over the false of light All goo

Naughty Story Part 2
Just my luck I thought as I answered the phone,just when the movie was geting to the good part. I said hello,lucky me it was my boss. "Sorry to bother you, but tomrrow as you know my partner is coming to check on the shop, could you cover for me? I'm needed else where." "Sure ,just as long as I get paid." He laughed at me and said you will no doubt,then he hung up on me. Good I thought and went back to watching my movie, it was geting to the best part where she was about to be pulled out of the shower by her ex-lover. The next morning after geting out of my shower,I was looking at my outfits. What to wear,all I know about the partner was that she was very picky. So I looked and thought what will it be, the tight sky blue shirt with the black jeans or maybe the soft baby blue dress that was held up only by my breast. I hate picking out my outfits. Well looking outside it looked like it was going to be another sticky summer day, so the dress would be more comfy. So I slipped it on an

What Does Your Name Say About You
Take the letters of your first name and put them together to see what you are like A : you like to drink B : you like people C: you are really silly D : one in a million E : great in bed F : you are dead sexy G : you never let people tell you what to do H : you have a very good personality,looks and, are a very good kisser I : great in bed J : people Adore you K: you're wild and crazy L : unbelievably great in bed M : best kisser ever N: you like to drink ALOT O: awesome kisser P : you are popular with all types of people Q : you are a hypocrite R : fuckin Crazy S : easy to fall in love with T : you're loyal to those you love U : you are really silly V : you are not judgemental W : you are very broad minded X : you never let people tell you what to do Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for Z : always ready Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your name say about you F : you are dead sexy E : great in bed L :

Choices
What roads in life should i take? for I know the future is mine to make. The choices from the past seem to haunt my soul, but do I look back with regret or peace at reaching all my goals? Alot of things I would change if time would allow, For this I would pay any price to go back now. Turning back time is a luxury that we are not given, Only to be left t deal with a life that has now become our prison. Some aspects we know can be turned on a dime, And the only true, reliable ally on our side is time.

Soul Mates
Our connection forged through centuries of time, past and present now intertwined. Flowing from one soul to another, the chance now becoming yours and mine. Each of us born destined to find our way to the other, Realizing in a moment we have finally found our best friend and lover. As the ones before us give their blessing, guiding us on our path, side by side we walk eternally bound with our soul mate at last.

A Cruel Awakening For A Past Lover... ( Sorry Cj, But I Think You Should Know )
First off dont flatter yourself, as I DON'T want you back. I am just writing to inform you of some things I think you should know. Most of the things I said while between the sheets with you were lies. I'm generally not a liar; in fact, I insist upon the truth at most times. I know it does not absolve me of my deception, but understand that I said these things to placate your insecurities, because I knew that your performance depended upon my stroking of your ego more than it did my stroking your cock. I have learned confession is good for the soul; thus, I am confessing in this said letter. However, so allow me to clue you in on how spot-on--if often times cruel -- my thoughts have been with reguard to you and your obvious to everyone but YOU lack of sexual prowess : When I said it was an " OK " size, I swear, what I really meant was, " I've had bigger; infact they've all been bigger. Are you going to fuck me or write me a note, Mr Golf Pencil? " When I said it

Update-ation Of Californication.
We leave this tuesday early early am. I'm so fucking stoked. It's like going home to a home that was never home but should be home. I'm finally gonna be back where I belong. Matt is excited. On another note, I really dislike this "_______'s friend _________ has walked into the bar." It's bad enough seeing the newbies join all the time, but my god, some of the referral-whores on here make me sick. It's like "Someone you don't give a fuck about's friend whom you also don't give a fuck about has walked into the bar." Whatevah. Woot Cali!!

Speak Yo Mind Because I Will Always Do The Same...
So please enlighten me! What's the issue everyone has with using their mouths? What are you scared or you don't want to hurt peoples feelings...I mean seriously! If I don't like you wouldn't you want me to say so? Also, on the opposite if I did like you wouldn't you want me to just say it? I mean crushes are cute but only for a minute. Plus I mean at a certain age you're suppose to be 'bout it 'bout it. So while I see you checkin out my shit on a daily say something don't just stop by to waste space. If you like what you see let it be known because you keep coming back so there has to be a reason. I have way more respect for the person that actually uses their mouth. Which brings me to my next point. HATERS AND DOWN-RATERS! This mainly applies to the women and the Gerbers. If you're gonna be a down-rater don't be a dumbass and leave comments asking if I hate down-raters. Also, if you down-rate make it for a valid reason and be able to back it up...there is nothing worse than

The Worst Pain In My Life (and That Is Saying Something!)
I am going through a nightmare here and there's no way for me to get off the bus. My left side has begun hurting again after all these years of being dead. Now I have pain constantly throbbing back and fort between my sides; have contractures so bad I've had to call in sick with sick leave more in the last two weeks than an entire year and I can't stop the tears from flowing as the first anniversary of Mom's death is only three weeks away. Now most of you who know me, and still check on me once in awhile, know that I am far from a cry-baby or a wimp but I have to tell you my dearest ones, I am on a razor's edge of losing myself and everything I've worked so hard for these last five or six years. Pain so great that my biofeedback and medications aren't even dulling it; sleepless nights because my feet are trying to turn themselves into gloves; my legs in such miserable contractures I look like a praying mantis; that's why I've been so scarce in one of the places that always made me

My Guestbook
Hey all the best cherries on the web! Hope everyone is doing fine. I recently added a guestbook to my profile. You can find it under the VIDEOS section of my profile. I'm asking everyone to please sign it for me. Thanks! and I hope everyone has a great day! Tracy

Feeling So Down
Sitting here on CT while Rudi is napping. I am feeling so down today, really struggling to keep my head up. Every time I look at him I realize tomorrow at this time I wont be with him and it is absolutely killing me. Why does LOVE have to hurt? My heart feels like it is breaking =( These past three months in Germany have honetly been the best three months of my life. This man has given me more and shown me more then I can even describe. The one man after many years that has been able to tear all my walls down and totally crawl into my heart. My soulmate, I never believed that I had one, but I sure do now. He is truly my Angel. The man that holds the keys to my heart....

When You Left
We were once really close and together for awhile. Everyone said we were the perfect couple. And there I knew everything was great Because I saw your eyes the love But then one night everything went wrong you left me feeling utterly alone You wanted to end the beautiful love that we had. You will never know how much I wanted to die That night. You hurt me and all I could do was cry The pain you caused is almost too much to bear but I refuse to give you the satisfaction Of seeing me hurt. I went on with my life knowing you Were with another. I still hear from our friends how much you are in love And each passing day it gets better and better. But I can’t turn my back on a promise that I made To you so I will forever keep on loving you.

Those Born From 1930-1979...
IThose Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts o r air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle an

Im Not Leavin
i want2 thank everyone 4 the comments.and with that being said im stayin on. i shouldnt let anything stupid make me leave here, so yall convinced me 2 stay, i am glad i have frieds out there that care. actually i know all my friends care and i am thankful 4 everyone of u. so i will go now but again i thank yall.

Ims
for anyone reading these, i want to apologize to my friends, family, or lovers for not being on yahoo, aim, etc...i just need a rest from that stuff right now! I am also presently trying to find work, and its really kicking my ass...so please forgive me...I am just menatally exhausted... I am also training at a gondola service now too, and my muscles feel like they've been in a bar fight! speaking of which...I have to go there right now. have a great day everyone....!

Just A Few Thoughts.....
Cherry makes me laugh. People randomly giving me 10 or 11 points just to get points themselves. I usually don't care and I pass my points out like crazy. Today, and here's where my daily whine comes in, my profile pic was rated a 1 by someone who has no pic, no profile per se, just nothing. The reason I got a 1 you ask? Close as I can figure, I have my Cross Town Classic pic up. Sox and Cubs in a Civil War pose that was on the Johnny B site last year when the 2006 Classic started. So, here I have some female rating me a one. Possibly because I don't show T&A or have a sexually oriented name. Either way, she didn't read my profile to see what the pic was all about. I'm not trying to be the Queen of the Prom here, but with all the 10's flying around here, getting a 1 is an insult to my ego. So being the mature adult that I am, I flipped my screen the Chicago Hello, rated her profile a one, then blocked her. God have pity on my blackened heart.

Could You Love Me Forever
Could you love me forever Could you love me forever Laugh with me Could you love me forever Share together willingly Could you love me forever Talk with honestly Could you love me forever Cry with me openly Could you love me forever Protect me fiercely Could you love me forever Respect me endlessly Could you love me forever

Vote For Me In The Best Cleavage Contest Pleeease!
Hey! I think I got a great pair of titts! If you do too then vote for me in the best cleavage contest! You can only rate me once...but you can bomb comment! c'mon...you know you wanna! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=631820&albumid=358651&i=3213047193 Love, Jessy

It Is Not The Age It Is The Attitude!!
A 92-year-old, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coiffed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. 'I love it,' he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. 'Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait.' 'That doesn't have anything to do with it,' he replied. 'Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it.' It's

Love, Lust And Marriage
Love, Lust and Marriage How do you know if you're in love, lust, or marriage? Love: when your eyes meet across a crowded room. Lust: when your tongues meet across a crowded room. Marriage: when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care. Love: when intercourse is called making love. Lust: all other times. Marriage: what's intercourse? Love: when you argue over how many children to have. Lust: when you argue over who gets the wet spot. Marriage: when you argue over money. Love: when you share everything you own. Lust: when you think twice about giving your partner bus money. Marriage: when the bank owns everything. Love: when it doesn't matter if you don't climax. Lust: when the relationship is over if you don't climax. Marriage: what's a climax? Love: when you phone each other just to say "Gidday". Lust: when you phone each other just to organize sex. Marriage: when you phone each other to find out what time your son's game starts. Lov

Good Looks Or Good Personality?
What is more important, good looks or a good personality. For me, the answer answer is personality. Why? It's simple. Over time, looks change. People get older and their bodies change. For women, their bodies change when they have children. A person's personality doesn't change over time. What you see is what you get. I rather have a girl with a great personality.

Second Day Of Driving
My second day which was a full day of driving, has me overnighting in San Marcos, Texas to visit with a friend who I haven't seen in a few years. today's run took me from Pensacola, Florida through lower Alabama into Mississippi and Louisiana to where I am in Texas. Tomorrow I hope to be in Arizona.

A Learned Lesson
Well it has finally happened, I am truly single. A person can only forgive someone so much before they begin to lose themselves, to compromise their values and needs. Sometimes love is not enough, no matter how strong it is. I fought my own nature to give my man what he claimed to need, regardless of my own feelings and wants. He still wanted more and when i pulled the plug, he acted shocked because I had been so stupid that I had let the relationship become his playground. It was never about me or even us, it was about HIM. The bottom line is that I became strong enough to tell him to go fuck himself. I am aware that my insecurities allowed him to be the way he was. I NEEDED him to tell me that I am worthwhile and attractive, and because of this need I also allowed him to treat me very badly. Isn't it both shitty and wonderful how complicated we all are :o) Well, my life restarts here. Come get me! You know who u r :oP

The Strongest Bonds
Today I kneel before you bound, by the strongest bonds, the bonds of love. Look down upon this gril and know in your heart of hearts... You are loved more deeply than words can express. You are worshiped by a girl who sees You not only as her lover, but her Master and her best friend. You are adored by the eyes that have seen Your soul. And that a gift has been given to you... This slave kneels before You humbled, to give you the most precious gift she has to give...the gift of her total and complete submission.... Mind, body, soul, and spirit. All that I am I give to you freely. For all that I am was meant for you and only you. So, as your humble slave I ask you now... Will You accept my gifts and make me your's? to have and to hold, to protect and love, and to teach and punish so that I may grow to be more perfectly your's.

I'm Not A Fascist Pig, I'm Just A Bitch
So it's come to my attention that y'all can read my blogs, but not comment on them. I'll be damned if I know why, because I've checked my settings several times and it says ANYONE can comment. So...CT is the fascist pig, not me. And if you can't comment yet, just add me. ~HUGS~

Please Lisa
It is another sleepless night, so I just pass the time Staring at the ceiling with thoughts of you on my mind I know it has only been awhile since we last talked But I am afraid I will awake and find you have walked I guess that maybe you could be a little scared too There is so much pain that we have both been through I have been hurt and abused so many times in the past My heart has been shattered like it was made of glass I had told myself I would never feel this way again Now I am in love with an Angel from the City of Sin Just hearing your voice makes everyday seem so bright Now I have all these feelings that I just cannot fight The love I have for you, it feels so right and so true I can not wait for the day when I can be so close to you I want to hold you near, I want to hold you so tight I want to hold you in my arms all day and all night It is amazing the joy you bring into my life I swear one day soon I hope to make you my wife All these feelings I have for

Choices!
Michael is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Michael was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Michael and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Michael replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself . You have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or .... I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complai

Hello Everyne
Hey everyone, its really the weekend now. I am wanting to take people off my list that never replied from the last few months, but I am still giving chances for them to reply. I thank the ones who do reply. I thank the ones who have sent me comments and helped me when I really needed the help. I try my best to help others get ratings too, but I am getting limited on how much I can rate and comment at my level, which is fine, I just dont want to get ahead of myself again is all. Thank you everyone for replying back to me and sending in your comments and rates. I know its easy to help others, I even want to give the 11 ratings but I cant, no credit card to get the v.i.c. and no credit cards to up my stashes, but I do what I can on rating profiles and pics and what I can on comments to try to keep my levels going, its a slow process but I am slowly getting there. Thank you everyone :)

Longing For My Dark Prince
I can smell your fear as your blood courses through your veins; I draw nearer so as to breathe it all in, your heart now beating faster in your chest. I reach out and touch your face and run my fingers down your neck. The touch of my could hand sends chills dawn your spine but you are powerless to move. I could drink you dry but no, I am not just looking for a meal tonight. I am looking for my prince, my eternal companion. I can feel you shudder as I sink my teeth into your neck. As I drink you in you bring me new life, new hope. I will never be alone again.

Not Exactly 'good' Friday But Close Enough... Months Later...lol
Again... a full day, I want to lay my head down and just sleep... catchup on all that good stuff.. but my mind refuses to let it go. Why... WHY> I WANT TO SCREAM IT OUT. okay. not really but hey.. had u thinkin.. whoa... calm down.. :P I'm over tired, thats bout all... So um.. ya... I was going to write a poem.. but I need inspiration.! WHERE THE HECK DID MY INSPIRATION go to.... I need to find it... Why do people come and go in my life?? I mean the past year is crazy. I latch onto a person, open up to them.. find things about them to love, or that i just naturally love about them.. and then...pooof.. theyre vanished.. something I said, or done... or didn't say or do... grrr..... men. Are complicated!! I think I should swear off men for a while... AND its not AS IF>> I'm out looking for a person. I never do. And right from the get-go even after meeting them I'm like, I don't like you... lol its just in my mind.. and then...all of a sudden one day, off guard, I'm all hook, Line and

I Ran Naked With A Whore B/c I'm Good In Bed.
Pick the (number of the) month you were born: 1 - I ate 2 - I needed 3 - I ran naked with 4 - I shot 5 - I killed 6 - I cuddled with 7 - I banged 8 - I am shirtless with 9 - I stabbed 10 - I peed on/with 11 - I slept with 12- I killed Pick the day (number) you were born on: 01 - a pickle 02 - a dog 03 - a jew 04 - a whore 05 - Santa Claus 06 - a homo 07 - Barney the dinosaur 08 - a prostitute 09 - paris Hilton 10 - a jar of honey 11 - a whore 12 - a porn star 13 - Jack The Ripper 14 - trojan man 15 - a stripper 16 - the cool-aid man 17 - my homeless man 18 - a horse 19 - an orange 20 - a crackhead 21 - your mom 22 - a condom 23 - my crush 24 - a toothbrush 25 - my lover 26 - a glass of milk 27 - a bowl of cereal 28 - your dealer 29 - a French fry 30 - A lesbian 31 - Ur grandma Pick the color of shirt you are wearing: White - Because thats how i roll. Black - because im sexy. Pink - because I'm good in bed. Red - because I'm a p

Friends
When I came to CT it seemed very overwhelming to start with..considering I didn't know what in the world was going on..And now since I've been here...I love this site...mainly because of some very wonderful people I've meet.Some are very good friends now..But I've also had to deal with the ones that like to cause misery..yes they can be blocked but it doesn't take away the judgement they passed...I hang on to my friends and they are the only reason I'm still here..got enough real problems..then worring about kid games..Sending my love out to my friends ..to you all...have a beautiful day!! Sandra...*Witchy177*

Wanting
Feeling isolated and alone today ... I want to feel like this . A week of torments and pain missing you beyond For you’re the one whom my heart grew fond I wanted to run and sought to my feelings to deny Yet thoughts of you brought tears and I would cry Lost without the face who lighted my days life Heart sick and filled with grief cutting me like a knife Drawn to your pictures and seeking your word Listening to the sweetness of your voice I’ve heard Tears the held me aware of something lost A Burdon beyond the hurt and cost Unable to forget you and move on due To the lingering touch of your soul true Changed forever by knowing you as only I can Someone’s spells have me left no longer a free man For I am kept by a dream that may never be And I am spoken for and never want to be free Held in sweet bondage to one soul who knows me best Who can not be run from and stood the test Who I find I can’t be without and be happy For god did something to my being I now se

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!

A Very Sore Subject
OK HERE GOES. i WAS JUST READING THE LOCAL NEWSPAPER AND THERE WAS AN ADD ON THE FRONT PAGE ENTITLED, "CHILD DIES FROM BEING BOUND BY DUCK TAPE AT DAYCARE". WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT SHIT. i CANT BELIEVE PEOPLE ACTUALLY DO THAT SHIT TO CHILDREN. THIS MAKES ME VERY ANGRY AND I COULD WRITE FOR HOURS TALKING ABOUT THIS. THE LITTLE BOY WAS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD AND THE OWNER OF THE DAYCARE SAID HE WOULDNT BE QUIET FOR NAPTIME. THAT BITCH NEEDS TO BE HUNG OR SHOT. I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT PEOPLE THAT DO THIS STUFF. IF YOU CANT HANDLE HAVING CHILDREN THEN STOP FUCKING AROUND AND GETTING PREGNANT OR DONT OWN A DAMN DAYCARE YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!!!!!!!!

Chaplain's Manual Entry On Wicca
This is perphaps the best non-pagan description of wicca I have ever seen. And would recommend it as lititure to be shown to any non-pagan (esp. family members) questioning what wicca is. While is is a little out-dated in reference to it's focus on Covens rather than solitaries, It is an excellent Primer. The "Chaplain's Manual Entry on Wicca" I would like to pass on for those of you interested, the text from the USAF military chaplain's handbook pertaining to Wicca. Excerpt from the Military Chaplains' Handbook... (pgs 231-236) [page headers read "Wicca; Witchcraft" on odd numbered pages, "Religious Requirements and Practices" on even numbered pages.] _______________________________________________________________________ WICCA ADDRESS: No central address. Wiccan worship groups, called covens, are essentially autonomous. Many, but far from all, have affiliated with: Covenant of the Goddess P.O. Box 1226 Berkeley, CA 94704 OTHER NAMES BY WHICH KNOWN: Witchcraft; Go

Essay Contest
So everyone, I am thinking of doing something a little bit different. We all know there are "hot" people on here. However, I get bored of that. What I'm looking for is someone who can wow me with their mind, because that's the hottest part of them all! I am going to be giving away some sweet gifts to those who write the best essay talking about life or cherry tap or why they should win a gift. I want creativity, originality, and wit in it. I will choose the top 5 and give each a special gift. However, everyone who takes the time to write one will get some sort of prize. So get crackin ya'll!!!

Ladeis Say Hi To Rob!!
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/767639 Rob. Trys to get the ladies yahoo messengers, to tell them he wants to nude pictures of them... Watch out of this sweetheart!!! Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:32:13 PM): Hello, Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:32:19 PM): hey Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:32:29 PM): where is your display pic? Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:32:38 PM): its' there. Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:32:51 PM): where's a pic of u ? Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:33:10 PM): there is me and a friend of mine. Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:33:27 PM): u on the left or right? Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:33:38 PM): didnt u see my pic on cherrytap Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:33:40 PM): got any full body pix of u? Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:33:54 PM): yes i did Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:33:56 PM): on the left? Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:34:05 PM): yes. Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:34:15 PM): full body pix of u? got any? Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:34:17 PM): photoshare/ Cassandra (5/19/2007 2:34:28 PM): all the phots i have are on cherry tap. Rob -O (5/19/2007 2:34:35 P

What Is My Religeon?
The religion that has the greatest affinity with your belief system is: Your belief system is 72% compatible with Neo-Pagan religious beliefs. Neo-Pagan groups like Wicca and Druidism and the others, have different faiths, but tend to be polytheistic, they believe in multiple gods and goddesses. Most groups also have a highly personal relationship with nature and its seasons, observing important rituals throughout the year to express their faith. It appears that you are also interested in the natural world and the significance it has in your life. Recent attempts to reconstruct the ancient pagan faith — nearly wiped out after years of persecution — have unearthed spiritual texts and a highly secretive oral tradition. While the history of their religion is important, most Neo-Pagan practitioners worship in solitude, performing rituals of personal significance to express their own highly individual spirituality. Perhaps you too enjoy being alone when you want to reflect about

Im Such A Fool
well last night i was soppouse to grad if i was still in school...god this is really hard on me because i miss my friends that i talked to everyday i miss my teachers i just miss school and its driving me crazy really fucking crazy but im taking high school over the net but its not the same.. shit why did i ever drop out of school because i never thought i would miss school because i hated getting up in the mornings and going to school but now i wished i could go back in time and if i could i would change so many things in my life so i could walk across that stage and be proud of myself but i cant because i droped out ok sorry i just wanted to get it off my chest ♥ Cassie

My Photos
For anyone who is wondering about my photos and why there is a whole lot less. My soon to be ex-husband has decided to try and play dirty with me so no more photos of me that could be used against me. He's a bastard and I hope he dies.

Quiz
if you were interested in a women,and when you went to meet her.found out she had faulse teeth by ariving early for your date,would you a.not go through with the date or b go through with it,and why would you?question two.if you went through the date and you were talking and she let it slip she had 7 children,a.would you get up and walk out b would you sit through the date3 would you call this women for another date?

My Karma
Merritt, your personalized test results indicate that over the past year, you've earned 906 karma points out of 1000 potential karma points. Of all the ways you've been building your karmic future during this time, your good will is your strongest asset. When faced with a moral dilemma, you're more apt than others to make the ethical decision. Such choices have positively influenced your karma up to this point. Playing by the rules may simply come naturally to you, or maybe you've worked to develop this trait over time. Regardless of how you achieved such good will, you appear to be one of those trustworthy individuals who holds fairness in high regard. So whether a friend asks you to keep a secret or a relative entrusts you with keys to the family vacation house, they can be sure you're not going to take unfair advantage — even when it would benefit you or be more convenient. Your willingness to choose what's right over what's easy not only strengthens your current rel

My Personality Test Results
Merritt's Personality Report Relaxed Apprehensive Self-Doubt Confidence Safety-Seeking Risk-Taking Internal Experience External Appearance How You Approach Life Wherever you go Chosen One, you do the right thing. You have an uncanny sense of what is right and what is wrong in this world, and you side with the good-guys every time. People recognize this in you, which is why they might often come to you for advice. People don't see you as judgmental. How could they when you tend to look at an issue from so many sides? Not everybody has the tolerance, or interest, in fairness that you do. But then, not everybody is as motivated as you are to please others. When it comes to pleasing people, you are a pro. Your balance of insight, kindness and understanding of situations around you is much more developed than most. You are probably a good sympathizer and empathizer, and that adds to your wisdom. You are curious and interested

Prisoner Of Pain
Deep within her soul A part of her is dying And if you listen close You'll hear her heart is crying. Crying for relief From all the pain she has had Burdened down with grief Never happy always sad She's had too many heartaches Too much pain too many tears Although you see her smile Deep inside she's full of fears. But no one really knows How many tears she cried She never lets it show She keeps it deep inside. But turn her inside out And you'll see the scars An emotional disaster Her heart and soul are marred. Thay say time heals all wounds, But this one's way too deep The pain will never end She cyr's herself to sleep.

Flat Tummy
Flat Tummy A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies "Well you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it to help flatten it." "You're wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" asked his mom, puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up." So does anyone want to help my tummy get blown up?

Dont Forget To Sign This And To Send To Everyone You Know
1993 murder case Do you remember February in 1993 when a young 3 yr. Old was taken from a Shopping mall in Liverpool, NY by two 10-year-old boys? He walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson. They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mommy. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed Batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this... What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to identify his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did was wrong, hence trying to make it look like an accident. This week Lady Justic

In Talks With A Wrestler!!!
I'm currently in talks for working in a movie with a wrestler!!!! I cant say much right now..but just who it is ..I'm like..hella excited..it's also giving me the chance for them to hear my band too!!! ::happy dance::

Insta Gig
Aurgh... I love music... I ever tell you that? I think maybe i did, but whatever... so i get a call last night from some guys i've known for years. They need a replacement bass player NOW. OK... so I get to the rendezvous point and follow them to this bar... OMFG make it stop... I haven't played in a place that rough in 15 years. I didn't know they still existed. I should be crying it was so bad, but no... I'm a trooper. I played. and as the evening wore on, the guys in the band got ... well, tipsy... So I played for about 45 minutes by myself. ALONE just me and my 12 string. and the place was COOL WITH THAT. when the band was playing they're trying to tear the walls down, and when I'm alone they sat and listened... or sang along...(HOLY CRAP!!!) they were actually THERE for 45 minutes... I need to get mack to doing this more often, and now i'm thinking maybe i could do a one man show if it came down to it... pretty fuckin' cool huh?

Loving Someone
Did you ever love someone so much that it hurt? It hurts even more when they don't understand why they you love them! I don't get it. I am thrilled when I know someone loves me. I may question it for a minute, but if I know it's real....I catch on real quick! What does it take to really make someone know how much you really care for them? I thought words and actions could be enough, but apparently I need more. Anyone care to help me with this one? Obviously I need it!

How Close Are We..survey
I hope everyone does this survey.. even if its bare essentials.. 1. Are we friends.. 2. Are we close.. 3. Fill in the blank: If I had it my way, Timmy and I would be _____________. 4. Do I have your phone number? 5. Do you have mine? 6. How long have we known each other? 7. Am I "boyfriend material"? 8. Are you attracted to me? 9. Of all the men in your life, how many more are closer to you? 10. Name me one thing you know about me that is unique. have a great sunday

Grumpy Is In The Hospital
hello the reason grumpy and i havent been on cherrytap or yahoo is because grumpy is in the hospital. we dont know when he will come home. he was having bad chest pains they think he had a stroke or a heart attack. im gonna get back to the hospital. love you all nightshade2526

Slave Girl...
Online I act pretty crazy, pretty sleazy, a freaky fun girl who never says no. Well I am a freaky girl, I loove sex, am very bi~sexual, and love threesomes... but I say no quite often and go without sex alot because of my self image and worrying about what others think. I am now in a situation where i am not sure what to do... I am talking to a guy online who lives about 10 minutes from me, he is a complete dom (he put on a web cam show for me with his slave)..I hve always found that kinda thing quite exciting and hot, but I am very nervoous about meeting this guy, and very excited at the same time... just some thoughts... ciao

I Was Amused...
I've been reading through the blogs that BabyJesus (Mike) has posted. One that caught me in particular was entitled "want something to whine about? how about this!" This particular blog entry was about the new "So-and-so's friend just walked into the bar" notifications. We all have Mike as a friend, so go read it for yourself. It occurred to me after reading this that Mike has the same sense of humor that I do. Honestly, I think that if he wasn't so busy running this site and making all of us whiny bitches happy, he'd probably be hanging out in the mumms, slagging the fuck out of them, and then retiring to a happy yahoo conference afterwards. He'd probably be in my family list. I have decided that I really like his sense of humor, and he'd probably like mine. Anyway, I'm not posting this to kiss ass. I'm posting this simply as an observation. Mike is one funny motherfucker, and I like him. P.S. If you're on my friends list, and not someone that has prevented me

Never Been Kissed..
who would believe that at this age, i still haven't experienced being kissed? it's not that i don't have suitors. in fact, i do have a few.LOL :-D it's just that i don't feel like doing with them or kiss anybody just for the heck of it.. how can i really think about kissing when my mind is so focused on my studies, watching animes or cartoons, reading pocketbooks that i can hardly think of boys.. i am somehow a childish person..i still enjoy what most kids enjoy.. (like watching cartoons..) come to think of it, i'm like a ten year old child stuck in a twenty year old woman's body!! :-D do i long for a kiss? on the back of my mind, i surely do!!! i'm sure every girl who had never been kissed would say the same.. i want a kiss that would really take my breath away and i also mean literally!! LOL :-D a kiss that would make my knees go all weak and wobbly.. a passionate kiss with someone i really like and who likes me back.. i'm a hopeless romantic, a love junkie and simply a FOOL a

Really Bad Weekend
It occured to me last night while all these thoughts were flying around inside my head that if I didnt get some of them out, Id go freakin nuts. So some of you knew about my plan to move. Since I made the decision I have done everything in my power to figure out how to afford it. So I start saving money. I had $150 saved, kept it in my wallet because dumbass me thought, well as long as I have it in my wallet, I wont lose it. Sure, works well in theory, until someone goes through my wallet at work and suddenly I dont have any money. :| My sister in law was going to do the driving, because a UHaul is well over $1000, and the cheapest moving truck I found was $800+. I made it VERY CLEAR to her that I was counting on her. And she kept telling me, "Dont worry, we'll figure it out." Ok which brings me to yesterday. Started out as an OK day. Was doin shit around my apartment, and decided to call my sister in law. Keeping in mind, SHE said she would figure it all out. To make th

Im Hurting
How did it come to this?When did it happen that our happiness ended?Now once again my heart is empty and I am filled with dread.Like I can can not keep life.What is it about me that drives everyone away?Why must love be lost like this?The hurt goes deep like salt in a wound.

Loserpants.
so... apparently it's "BETA BREAKERS TODAY!" as i walked along sutter street, all these fucking people dressed in group costumes were parading around my neighborhood on Nob Hill. i felt as though i was back in high school again..and all i wanted was to buy cigarettes and lasagna.... yeah... the pretty boy guido ass douchebags in the store decided to pretend as if i did not exist and just bustle their way past me all nasty like. little did they know i could EASILY break thier skinny punk fuckin' asses in half over my knee... have i mentioned that these people woke up at, AT LEAST 6-7am to do this gay ass race, and MY ass has STILL not gone to bed yet? YEAH. i'm CHILLAXIN... singin' karaoke with ma'self. SO WHAT?!?!?! I'M A FUCKING ARTIST! GET OFF ME! heh. pee ess: the "lasagna" isn't even LASAGNA! .... bastids.. red sauce is disgusting when it's sweet. *honks*

Where Has God Gone?
Sometimes we all need a reality check! Worth a read... If they know of him at all, many folks think Ben Stein is just a quirky actor/comedian who talks in a monotone. He's also a very intelligent attorney who knows how to put ideas and words together in such a way as to sway juries and make people think clearly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. Here with a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either.. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife. Am

10 Qualities That Make
10 Qualities That Make A Good Mistress by Lapp Topp Here are some qualities I think are found in a good Mistress. As always, YMMV. 1. Control. Above all, a good Mistress is always in control of herself. She does not rant or rave, and never punishes when angry. On the rare times that temper overwhelms her, she walks away until she regains balance. After all, how can a Domme control her sub if she can't control herself? 2. Creative. A good Dominant puts time, energy and creativity in her scenes. She is not satisfied playing the same games over and over, and goes the extra length to come up with new and different ideas. 3. Human. The best Mistress knows she is human. She realizes she will make mistakes, and is quick to apologize when she does. She knows she won't be thought of as any less "Dommly" because of an apology. On the flip side, she realizes that others will make mistakes also, and even though she may punish for the mistake, she accepts an apology graciously and pu

Bdsm Tips For Beginners
BDSM is one of several overall names given to a collection of behaviors that involve bondage, spanking, domination, and other activities that are done in a safe, consensual, non-abusive manner and in an erotic context. BDSM is a form of erotic play that involves significant physical and emotional risks, and thus requires instruction in order to do so with reasonable safety. Accordingly, we make the following recommendations for beginners. Please understand that the tips below do not provide, nor are they meant to provide, complete instruction. 1. Do BDSM only with people you know well and are on good terms with, and when both of you are in a good mood. Trying to do it with strangers, or when either of you is tired or upset, dramatically increases the degree of risk. Avoid significant use of intoxicants. If you're not in condition to drive, you're not in condition to do BDSM. 2. Keep "reality" out of it. Unless both of you specifically agree to it ahead of time, BDSM play is

Does Cherrytap Know About This
GOT THIS OFF BULLITEN IS THIS EVEN LEGAL SOMEBOBY PLEASE CHECK THIS OUT I just found a mirror site called weirdo.com also run by social concepts , it has all our cherrytap profiles on there and everything. it has a different logo and name , but other than that it's identical. I don't know whether or not to be offended when we are all thought of as weirdos or strange... but sure feels insultive. http://www.weirdo.com/ Click the link and check for yourself. JJ well they can kiss my redneck ass

Who Want's To Show The Ct Mafia Our Moxy
OK all friends and especially family,this girl left her contest and bombed like crazy for us cause she felt strongly that we deserved to win bombfest.Well she left herself so far behind by not working her contest and an opponent is being bombed by the mafia.Sure we probably can't get her 1st...contest ends tomorrow but we can send a message to the mafia that they do not intimidate the rest of the CT bombing families.SO ALL FAMILY MEMBER'S AND ANY FRIENDS UP TO A CHALLENGE...GIT-R-DONE

Long Distance
when your love is thousands of miles away everyday seems like a rainy day. but, hanging upside-down, rainbows are smiles and phone calls are lovesongs through walls distanced by miles. and patience pays off each day you wait until you are together, guided by fate.

Home From The Rally
Well we made it home from the bike rally this weekend, it was officially our first rally of the season. Yeah we are a little lacking but with hubby's crazy work schedule and all it has made it difficult this year. This rally is kind of a special one for us, it was the first rally that we ever went to together, however it was the one that the hold in the fall not the spring rally. None the less it always makes for a good time. I am proud to say that Friday night we had a part up at the barn as always with lots of dancing and alcohol and naked titties no matter how cold it was the cage up on the stage was very exciting this year. There are ALWAYS topless dancing and ass shaking in the cage, and an occasional glimpse of a naked thonged ass...however this year we had a smorgasboard of full nudity, which was very lovely. Hell after a pint of Southern Comfort I even managed to be feeling good enough to be dancing topless. I'm always one that will show my titties but to just

Just A Little Insight To My Life And Job
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a husband's horror at 6 in the morning as I check his wife of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring her back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting her husband and family to know everything possible was done to try to save her life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me

I'm Sort Of Done But Not Sure Yet
Ok here's the 411... I'm thinking this CherryTap shit is just a big waste of time. The fucking 'tards don't even have the decency to admit when they fuck up. One of my good friends got ripped off on here so I figure... "Well this COMPANY is fucking worthless and the BETTER BUSINESS BUREAU should investigate, especially when they're starting to take transactions out TWICE." Can quote me on that. So if anyone needs me here's how to contact me. http://www.myspace.com/gamblerphoenix Yahoo messenger - made_0f_scars (thats a zero not an "o" AIM - Staind652 Once again, it's been fun. Later, AJ

Way It Is...
The dating laws.... This law is simple. It is something I have put together over the years. Things I have learned from personal experience, watching, talking and listening to others. Although most girls do not agree with this, it has been proven time and time again. Yet, there are very few exceptions. Before I get into the Law itself, let me explain a few things about who the Law affects the most. The nice guys. The nice guy.. Many guys believe they are that typical "nice guy?? but I feel its fair to only allow that title be awarded to those of us who have been through hell and found our own way back.. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. The guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room

Two Faced Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments or to see how many friends they can get. So lets see who will actually repost this. This is to see whos paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and i think i know who you are. Repost if you are a friend... dont reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "two faced friends''

Revoking The Crush
Ok, so now y'all have noticed that I no longer have my crush. Please rest assured people that I still have a crush on this person they are just no longer on the site is all, they found the site to be silly so deleted their account. I still talk to them and they know that I like them, and good lord if not then need to sit and think quite a bit about what I say. I did take some of your advice and tell the person a little more frequently that I like them. I am just in an odd place with it is all. I'm feeling some things that I haven't felt for a LONG time so I am spending a great deal of time in my head. But I do appreciate all the advice that I was given. This is just something that in time will either work or it won't. There is no way to change things such as that - either we mix well or we don't, pretty simple really. This is not something that I will stress myself over, so what I like the person, they know it, pretty sure they like me too . . . end f story :p.

Unforgiveness And Hate
Unforgiveness and Hate – Ephesians 4:31-32 One of the most destructive attitudes for a Christian is hate. Think about it. How well can the saving light of Jesus Christ shine in a life that is totally covered in hatred, anger, or rage? And what picture of Christ does this type of person show to the unbelieving world? Hate is a total breakdown in the Christlike attitude we’re called to exhibit. But even in churches, it’s not hard to find individuals boiling over with hostility. Where does it come from? One of the key reasons believers can be prone to hatred is the inability to forgive those who caused them an undeserved hurt. Let’s take a “hate test.” Think about someone who hurt you in the past, and consider these three “heart checks.” First, if you hate someone, you cannot shake the memory. Does the scene play out in your mind over and over? Second, if you hate someone, you cannot wish him

They're Coming To Take Me Away, Ha-haaa
Lyrics for: They're Coming To Take Me Away, Ha-haaa Remember when you ran away And I got on my knees And begged you not to leave Because I'd go beserk Well you left me anyhow And then the days got worse and worse And now you see I've gone Completely out of my mind And they're coming to take me away ha-haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the funny farm Where life is beautiful all the time And I'll be happy to see those nice young men In their clean white coats And they're coming to take me away ha haaa You thought it was a joke And so you laughed You laughed when I said That losing you would make me flip my lid Right? You know you laughed I heard you laugh. You laughed You laughed and laughed and then you left But now you know I'm utterly mad And they're coming to take me away ha haaa They're coming to take me away ho ho hee hee ha haaa To the happy home with trees and flowers and chirping birds

Sad Love
Beautiful Soul Why can’t you like me for me? not for my body but for the beautiful soul I keep waiting for a moment to speak so beautiful it takes your breathe away for a brief moment in time you can’t escape it, it’s stuck in your mind. Why can't you like me for me? behind the mask shows my real personality all you have to do is get to know me. then you'll see yourself in a dream of beautiful butterflies and ice cream. see I’m not so bad.....why do you always have to make me sad?

Love Me For What I Am
Stand by me, don’t let me be. Love me every day, even if you don’t want to say. Please walk next to me as I lead just be there for me, that is all I need. I’ll be careless if I must, trip stumble and fall, But all I ask is that you help me get to my feet as I crawl. Just love me for me, and how I am today, not the way that you think I should be. and don’t hate me for the things I say.

Life Is Too Short
When I was young I always thought it would be easier when and loose my parents. Well I am almost 50 and that thought is just as touch as when I was 25 thinking about it. I know mu Pops is going to pass soon and I wish things had been better between us. In the last few weeksI have been with him as much as possible with what ever time we have letf to do so. So what I am saying is if your parents are here dont wait till the end to have a good relationship with them . Thanx for reading my rambling this morning.

Poem:have No Chance To Exist
We want to feel each other's, love that comes from us both. That's by taste,touch,smell, see,and hearing. Its important to our heart's and soul's. To feel these emotions and, to know that's it's pure love. Where old memories can't interfere, with new memories we can create. To defeat the what if's and concur the, difficuties that allow us these love hurts. Its upsetting as "Hell", when it causes us to doubt. The other's "True Love" but its, best to reason it out as two lover's. Surpised to find that the love is , pure and from the goodness of the heart. To show you assurance in a new life, where old memories of heartache's of, the past love hurts have no chance to exist.. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated 3/98'

How Was I....
A little boy goes to his father and Asks "Daddy,how was I Born?" The father answers:"Well son,I Guess one day you will need to Find out anyway! Your Mom and I First got together in a chat Room on Yahoo.Then I set up a date via e-mail with your mom and we met at a cyber-cafe.We sneaked into a secluded room,where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive.As soon as i was ready to upload,we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall,and since it was too late to hit the delete button,nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said:YOU GOT MALE !

Englishman In France
An Englishman is having breakfast, in Paris, one morning (coffee, croissants, bread, butter and jam) when a Frenchman, chewing bubble-gum, sits down next to him. The Englishman ignores the Frenchman who, nevertheless, starts a conversation. Frenchman: "You English folk eat the whole bread??" Englishman (in a bad mood): "Of course." Frenchman: (after blowing a huge bubble) "We don't. In France, we only eat what's inside. The crusts we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them into croissants and sell them to England." The Frenchman has a smirk on his face. The Englishman listens in silence. The Frenchman persists: "Do you eat jam with the bread??" Englishman: "Of Course." Frenchman: (cracking his bubble-gum between his teeth and chuckling). "We don't. In France we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds, and leftovers in containers, recycle them, transform them into jam, and sell the jam to England." After a momen

Male Vs. Female At The Atm Machine
A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. "After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed. Please follow the Appropriate steps for your gender." MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. (personal id number) 4. Enter amount of cash required and withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ********************************************** FEMALE PROCEDURE: Unfortunately, most of this part is the Truth.!!! 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the machine. 3. Set parking brake, put the win

Hello
a friend of mine from work told me about this little addiction you all call cherrytap. i'm so completely overwhelmed at all the comments, gifts, messages, rates etc. that you are all showing me! I finally turned 18 yesterday, so I was able to join...I hope that I get this kind of attention everyday that I am here. P.s. I love nekkid pictures of people, men & women!

I'm Back N Stuff...
I'm back... the fog has lifted, the earth has shifted... Why I'm quoting Kid Rock... I'll never know. But yes I'm back. I'm not addicted to CT... I'm addicted to a person on CT! Anyway, hope all is well with everyone! Funny story... I was out with my best friend Bridget having a cocktail and just visiting. This guy came up to me and handed me thirty dollars. I was like.. "Uh..." He smiles and says, "I want you to drink with this 30 bucks, when I start looking like Hugh Jackman, come and talk to me." Which is funny because he DID look like Hugh Jackman. Cute pick up line guys, feel free to borrow it. But it only worrks if you're already cute. If you're not she might say, "Oh honey I'm gonna need at least 100." See what I mean?? LOL

"thirteen Thirteen Thirteen"
A man was walking alone down a path. He then heard a bunch of people laughing and gigglings from behind a tall fence. He heard them chant, "Thirteen Thirteen Thirteen". So he decided to look through a hole in the fence. When he did..someone poked him in the eye. Then he heard, "Fourteen Fourteen Fourteen" (Goes to show ya.. mind your own business, LOL)

Have To Wrote Something....
My frend here wrote abouth child and animals..to take care... well i have to wrote that sreetwork what i do,and what hapend there.. Read this and think what is importhant to you in this world to take care...and do it be honest to yourself... There is job in street more than you can do.Those child who live in tunnels under sreet need us and wait us every mounth when we go there... This happend in Russia...where sreetworkers do they job... Think winter! COULD AND VIOLENT IN SREETS In sreets there is freezing but that is not only dangerous there. Boys there are allways in dangerous to feel violent. They been kickt cos they dont sell girsl in they group. There is boy name Dima he is invalid and he proke his head for that,,have tens titses in his head. And when those mans beet kids,before they left they pour glue in boys head and try to put fire... And those kind of things happend allmoust everyday..12-14 years old girls fourse to prostitution. Workers found 6 child in

Just How Freaky Are You ? Test Yourself !
Hello Everyone, I am a Stone Cold True Freak, But what I want to know is Are You One? 1.) Do you Masturbate? 2.) How often in a day? 3.) In a week ? 4.) Will you Masturbate in front of your partner ? 5.) In front of a complete total stranger ? 6.) A neighbor ( who you know loves to watch you everyday and speaks alot to you )? 7.) Do you like to be spanked? 8.) Do you like to spank your partner? 9.) Do like to have sex in public places? 10.) Are you Oral ? 11.) Are you Anal ? 12.) Do you like your Azz Licked ? 13.) Have you ever had a Orgasm ? 14.) When your Orgasm peaks what are you doing at that moment ? 15.) Is sex more fun and interesting with the same sex partner, oppisite sex partner, a 3 some, couple, swingers or just you and your partner ? 16.) Will you let your partner or partner use toys on you during sex ? 17.) How many sex partners have you had at o

Truth Or Lying?
if you meet or talk with someone.. How can you say to someone or say to someone that You are not interesting in a relationship or dating. What excuse will you use? Can you tell the truth to someone if you are not interesting in relationship or dating with reason? OR Will you say " I am not looking for relationship or dating because of "blah whatever it is" and it is not you and nothing about you?" dare to comment it?

Hall Of Shame
Don't u just luv 8's woo! Zerlindaizme _______________________________________ awww another 8, & he fanned me too LoL! Snakes Aka Ghetto Whyte Boy _______________________________________ I usually don't even reply to the fucktards so they don't get any points from me but I'm in a bad mood so they shall benifit from my generosity. Muahaaaaaaaaaa!! Dark Star Dafience _______________________________________ · sharkbite1378 rated your photo a '8'! sharkbite1378

Puppies!
Well at 10pm last night my dog went into labor. She had the second one an hour and a half after the first one. 12 hours later she still hadn't had the other ones so we took her to the vet. He took a x-ray and said there was 7 more in there still...OMG! He gave her a shot to start her labor again and now she has had 4 more for a total of 6 just a few more to go. Today has been one crazy day. Vamp

My First Mum!!!
I know I am prolly overly excited but I actually posted my first mum today. Please go vote on it. I just started voting on mums last night when I found out how many friggin points I get and well I like to give out my opinion too. lol Hugs to all ..........Sonya :-) Heres the MUM link!!!!!!!!! http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=57849

5-21-07 29th Entry
I got an extremly nifty phonecall today.....I no longer have to wait until July 3 for my sleep apnea test results! I go this wednesday!!!!! 2 days! OMG I'm so relieved right now I could cry lol. Its been so hard waiting and waiting and now just POP, almost 2 months time is knocked off the wait time. It means resceduling my doctor appointment with Doc Quackers, which means I'll get scolded again, which means I'm just gonna tell him to go shove his head up his ass and find another doctor. Well ok, maybe for this month and June, I'll bite my tongue and pretend patience. The last thing I want to do right now is miss this month and next month appointments when its the last thing I have to do (unless my old doctor has sent my old records, which if thats the case then I have no worries. This is just a precaution to make sure I have the 6 month doc thing in.) I'm so excited and relieved and feel silly for how low I've been (I always feel silly when I've pulled through a low

Ignorance Really Pisses Me Off!
Why is it that people aren't comfortable with a grown man and grown woman being friends? Why is it that people can't accept the possibility that we can have a great relationship & it still remain completely platonic? Why is it that grand assumptions of infidelity and sinful passions (that honestly are NOT happening in my life) make such interesting topics for people who really don't know me to elaborate further on? For those of you out there who seek the truth, take the following information as my gospel: #1 I am one of the most honest people you'll ever meet. #2 I am open about who I am and what drives me. #3 I was raised with good old fashioned Moral Fiber....I know it seems a rarity these days, but believe it. #4 I am a flirt. It's a skill...I use it. Just because I flirt with a man (in some cases women)...doesn't mean I'm fucking them. (I am straight by the way) #5 I am a "Man's Woman" ---Translation: I am a tomboy at heart...love the outdoors, fixing st

Vegetable
There was a car accident.. and in the car was a man and his friend named Asparagus..they were taken to the hospital.. the doctor comes in and tells the asparagus, "I have good news and some bad news" and he continues to say.."The good news is your friend just died and the bad news is that if he had lived.. you'd be a vegetable for the rest of your life"

Bryant Mcgills Contest
I AM SO VERY FLATTERED SOME OF MY FANS PUT ME IN BRYANT McGILLS CONTEST HOWEVER I DONT WANT TO BE IN FOR POPULAR WOMAN ON CHERRYTAP.. I HAVE MADE SO MANY AWESOME FRIENDS HERE AND THATS WHY I HIT GODFATHER SO FAST..I AM LUCKY AND LOVE U ALL..I THINK KIRA OR ANY OF THE OTHERS THAT HAS BEEN HERE LONGER DESERVE THAT SHOT NOT THAT I WOULD OF WON..BUT THANK U SO MUCH FOR THINKING OF ME LOVE U ALL XOXO

Me And Ct
I think im done with CT for a while. WAS cool, and met some kick ass people, you know who you are. But the male macho level and Neanderthal way of thinking of "you not cool like me! me hate you! me better that you!" shit gets old. I have yet to met a guy on here that can talk to another guy, without working the “look at me ladies, im COOL, I’m hot, Im the dominating male!, hes not” Syndrome kicking in. Is it not possible for them to ‘work their angle” on here vying for attention, without feeling they need to take other competition out of the way, are they that self conscious? IS so many males egos so fragile all it takes is one slightly irritating remake to cause them to go into panic mode, and try to save what little face they feel they have? A girl can say something about my dick size, and 50 guys go rampant about “STFU! We don’t care about his attention whoring ass!” but let a female (since they are no threat to them) talk about tits, they are all for it. Some guys see

Angel Firefighter
This is a poem I wrote before I joined the fire service. I hope you enjoy it. Angel firefighter please watch over my family You see they risk their lives everyday for others Fighting fires, putting themselves in dangerous situations Ignoring the fact that they could lose their life at any moment Who are they you wonder? Well they are firefighters Doing their duties not asking for anything in return Please watch over them, they are my family and I love them so Angel firefighter please understand Understand what these people are all about Some don’t get paid to help others, some do People ask, "Why do you risk your lives everyday for someone you don’t know?" For them it is hard to sit back and watch someone suffer Or watch the flames of someone’s beloved home burn down to ashes Most of all it is hard to know a young child is in need of their help Knowing that the same thing could happen to their own families Firefighters are always prepared to answer a call f

The Mystery Of The Universe And Kingdom Of Heaven
Humans believe they are "devils" in hell pretending to be angels in heaven, when, in fact, the reverse is true. The Universe is the kingdom of heaven and you have been here all your life. All children are cheribums in the Garden of Eden. When you are converted like a child and live in the moment, love unconditionally, have ultimate compassion, abide in love, breath naturally from the stomach, and accept others for who they are; then you will inherit the paradise of the kingdom of heaven (on a conscious level). Now, you understand.

Irritating Idiots.
If there is one thing that bothers me its people who having recieved a very small amount of information on any given subject begin to pass themselves off as experts on that subject. Usually rehashing exactly what they read and adding in any details that sound reasonable but that they are in fact making up. Really all I'm saying his I really cannot stand people who do that. . .Fucking ignorant people. Yes this is in reference to a particular person who happens to be irritating me right now. He's an ignorant fuck with a racist little loser pal and I'm grouchy cause I was napping and his loud idiocy woke me up. . .FUCK HIM

Gazing Into A River....
There is a time where I wish I could escape and take the time to gaze into a river. A chance for me to have a moment of peace and look into what is to be and what is not to be. Gazing into that river means looking at every part of my life, the good and the ugly. Bad? Bad is nothing compare to the ugly stains in my life. Yes, I have survive some dark days but alot of times I wonder why I survive one ugly stain compared to others. Strange huh? Yet, I know why I survive and I am thankful for that gift. I wouldn't be who I am today, a spirit searching for her place in the world. Yes, I have helped many but at a cost. This river shows so many things that I wonder my sanity in this world that has completly lost it. Sometimes when a memory shows up, there are days I wish I could put my finger into it to distort it, hoping it could erase the pain. It doesn't though, for I can't erase any of it. None. I am at a point where I am retreating away to maybe gain some insight on where my spirit

Something For My Lord Syn
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I cannot promise you a life of sunshine; I cannot promise riches, wealth, or gold; I cannot promise you an easy pathway That leads away from change or growing old. But I can promise all my heart's devotion; A smile to chase away your tears of sorrow; A love that's ever true and ever growing; A hand to hold in yours through each tomorrow. I promise to give you the best of myself and to ask of you no more than you can give. I promise to respect you as your own person and to realize that your interests, desires and needs are no less important than my own. I promise to share with you my time and my attention and to bring joy, strength and imagination to our relationship. I promise to keep myself open to you, to let you see through the window of my world into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face changes in order to keep our relationsh

A Man
A guy walks INTO a psychiatrist's office covered only in Saran Wrap. He says to the doctor, "I've felt so weird lately, Doc, can you tell me what's wrong?" The doctor replied, "Well, I can clearly see your nuts!"

A Letter From Men To Women
To all women, On behalf of all men I would like to clarify a few points: * The floor is considered an acceptable clothing storage location. * Never ask me to purchase feminine products. Assume that I will come home with the wrong thing. * When watching TV hugging is always fine because I can still see the screen. Kissing should only be done during timeouts and commercials. Questions should also be limited to this period as you stand a much better chance of getting an immediate response. * When we are watching your show and I change the channels during a commercial do not hassle me that they are over to change the channel back. I always know when the timing is right. Also, when we are channel surfing do not ask me to go back, there was a good reason why I skipped it. * If you need help with the laundry, I am more than willing to carry it from the bedroom to the washer. In my mind this is half the chore and I am now free to return to the couch. * If I men

Float With Time
I wish to say thank you, For being here for me. Not all of you hear from me all the time. It does not mean you are less important, Or less appreciated, It only means I have spread myself too thin. Friendship is unusual to me at times. When I feel lonely, I'm tempted to feel I am without hope, But, I see God in you, In your word, quick messages, a photo, A quick comment to boost a vanity that has no need. To you my friends, I give thanks, Wish well and desire all good things. You deserve all that love gives til you cry joyous tears because you cannot take anything more. In small ways you can stay with me, In some ways, I may lose you along my journey, But, my heart has you and it shall not let you go. Duane aka Duke copyright 2007

A Small Surprise.
I received an e-flier last night for a gig my band is playing this Thursday. You can see it amongst my photos. I was a bit surprised to see that we were listed as Terminal Heads, for a couple of reasons - we're not Terminal Heads (we're Terminal Decline), and three of us were never in Terminal Heads (and Gonk, who was their bass player - in the 90s - plays guitar with us). We don't even play any of their stuff. I hopped over to the website for the venue, to find a billing that reads: 'Terminal Heads: The long-awaited return of South London/ Gravesend's ground-shaking "77" punk rockers.' Sounds lovely, but I suspect there are going to be a few very disappointed punters come Thursday. We're the wrong band, and we're shite. No pressure, and all that. Marky Ramone is supposed to be DJing there in a few weeks' time - bet it turns out to be 'Diddy' David Hamilton instead. What's ironic about the whole thing is that we're supporting P.A.I.N. (stands for Propaganda And Inf

Ct Freinds -real Or Fake
OK THIS IS MY RANT FOR THE DAY I WAS JUST LOOKIN THROUGH A (AHEM!) FREINDS PAGE THE OTHER DAY AND COULDNT UNDERSTAND WHY AFTER ALL THE TIME I HAVE BEEN HERE (BTW SHES ONE OF THE FIRST PEOPLE I MET IN HERE) THAT I NEVER GET PIC ALERTS OR ANY KIND OF ALERTS FROM HER ANYMORE, I THEN WENT THROUGH HER FREINDS PAGE (12000 PLUS SHE HAS I MEAN COME ON ) AND DISCOVERED SHE HAS TAKEN ME OFF HER FREINDS LIST NOW YOU MIGHT THINK THIS IS TRIVIAL BUT I ACTUALLY AM QUITE OFFENDED BY THIS I MEAN WE NEVER ARGUED ABOUT ANYTHING WE ALWAYS HAD GREAT FUN WHEN WE TALKED SO WHY THE HELL WOULD SOMEONE WHO CONSIDERED YOU A FREIND KICK YOU OFF THIER LIST WITHOUT TELLING YOU FOR NO REASON IT DONT MAKE SENSE TO ME AT ALL AND I KNOW SOME ARE GONNA SAY PEOPLE AINT YOUR REAL FREINDS IN HERE WICH IS A FAIR POINT BUT IF THEY HAVE THE DECENCY TO ADD YA IN THE FIRST PLACE AS A FREIND DONT THEY OWE YOU SAME THE SAME COMMON COURTESY OF TELLING YOU THEY ARE TAKING YOU OFF THIER LIST NO MATTTER WHA

Do Your Math!
To My Dear Wife: You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you, being 54 years old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you and I value you as a good wife. Therefore, after reading this letter, I hope that you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 18 year-old secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel.Please don't be upset - I shall be home before midnight. When the man came home late that night, he found the following letter on the dining room table: My Dear Husband, I received your letter and thank you for your honesty about me being 54 Years old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 years old. As you know, I am a math teacher at our local college. I would like to inform you that while you read this, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Michael, one of my students, who is also the assistant tennis coach. He is young, virile, and like your secretary, 18 years old. As a successf

For My Friends
As you can tell, Lately I have not been on that much. I'm feeling totally burnt out here. I am contemplating on leaving the site. Now this isn't a sad plea for more attention like others do. I am just giving my good friends a "heads up". Come tomorrow, I will be going home to TN to move a little bit of my stuff back in my house so the move at the end of June won't be so bad. I will be back on Tuesday. **hugs** ~M~

Apoem Titled :~the World~
~The World~ The World is a sea to me, Open wide as far as the eye can see, The World is a ray of light, Bright in the day,twinkling at night, The World can be a very lovely place, Like feeling the wind blowing softly upon your face, The World is here for us to share, But it would be lonely without you here, The World is a wide and wonderful maze, To be here with you in it's glorious of days, The World is firm at our feet below, It brings us sun and pure white snow, The World is here for us to cherish together, Hoping that it will last forever, The World is ours for us to live in peace, Because you know,The World will never cease, Written By :~CH3RR13L10US~

Daily Horoscope May 22
"Do you feel like you owe a certain person an explanation, yet you're resenting that fact? Put all that aside for now. What you owe yourself is an honest look at the situation first. Getting some perspective will help." Ooo nope! My days of THAT bullshit are over. I don't owe anybody shit as far as explanations go anymore, and woe to them that think I still do.

Loved By Many, Crushed By Few
I use to have what 17 crushes and now its down to 8. SO to my 8 crushes THANK YOU for keeping your crush on me....I am flattered! And to yall who dumped me...well you suck! So what if your jeans are torn They've been torn since Bros were cool I wanted you for a little while You got it wrong by a million miles Big deal, what a thrill, what a let down Kissing in your car When I should have been out I want the Prodigy really loud I want it all right now [Chorus:] Over and over I feel it Boyfriend you're alone You must be out of your mind Jellyhead, you've really blown it Over and over I feel it Boyfriend you're alone You must be out of your mind Jellyhead, you've really blown it In the slow lane Never change the way that I feel Go home, never know, never be real 'Cause not one thing you said was true I'm gonna find somebody new Make up, break up, always the same Get out, what about you and me say I've been hanging around you too long When summer comes I

Support Our Troops Read This
Date: May 22, 2007 06:08 AM Subject Hail the Warriors! Body: We may or may not agree with the politics of the war in Iraq but the men and women fighting there deserve our highest respect. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- APATHY Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a \"headache\", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don\'t support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____ ______________________ You make sure your cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. _______________

Cherry Tappers Who Low Rate
I am sure a thousand people complain about this all the time, but it is such a joke when people rate you 1's and 2's! I mean COME ON! You know that is so rude... yet you do it anyway. I KNOW damn well I might be a 6-10, but I surely am not a fucking 1 or 2! If you stop by someone page and do not like what you see or read, then just leave or rate them a 10, just to be polite... BUT don't leave someone a terrible rating... it makes you look stupid as fuck! There!! I vented!! LOL

Don't Change By Musiq Soulchild
For Kally. I love you regardless. Follow this song and you will see that my feelings are the same. [Verse 1] Lately you've been questioning If I still see you the same way Cause through these trying years We gonna both physically change Now don't you know you you'll always be The most beautiful woman I know So let me reassure you darlin that My feelings are truly unconditional [Chorus] See I'll love you when your hair turns gray, girl I'll still want you if you gain a little weight, yeah The way I feel for you will always be the same Just as long as your love don't change, No I was meant for you and you were meant for me, yeah And I'll make sure that I'll be everything you need, yeah Girl the way we are is how its gonna be Just as long as your love don't change [Verse 2] Cause I'm not impressed, more or less By them girls in the T.V. and magazines Cause honestly I believe that your beauty Is way more than skin deep Cause everything about you

In This Day & Age.....unemployed Man....but So True
An unemployed man is desperate to support his family of a wife and three kids. He applies for a janitor's job at a large firm and easily passes an aptitude test. The human resources manager tells him, "You will be hired at a minimum wage of $5.35 an hour. Let me have your e-mail address so that we can get you in the loop. Our system will automatically e-mail you all the forms and advise you when to start and where to report on your first day." Taken back, the man protests that he is poor and has neither a computer nor an e-mail address. To this the manager replies, "You must understand that to a company like ours that means that you virtually do not exist. Without an e-mail address you can hardly expect to be employed by a high-tech firm. Good day." Stunned, the man leaves not knowing wh ere to turn and having $10 in his wallet, he walks past a farmers' market and sees a stand selling 25 lb. crates of beautiful red tomatoes. He buys a crate, carries it to a busy corne

Destiny's Secret
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT SOMEONE? THERE'S A THIN LINE BETWEEN, THINKING ABOUT SOMEONE AND OBSESSING ABOUT SOMEONE.... BUT WHO DEFINES THE DIFFERENCE? WHEN DO YOU KNOW IF IT'S LOVE OR LUST? YES... I KNOW YOUR HEART WILL LET YOU KNOW... BUT ONE DAY IT FEELS LIKE I'M ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND DAYS LIKE TODAY... I BARELY GET THE TIME OF DAY FROM HIM... THERE'S SO MANY OPTIONS... AND SO LITTLE TIME TO MAKE THEM. I GO THROUGH MY DAY THINKING ABOUT MY OPTIONS AND THINKING ABOUT WHAT I WANT... AND IT JUST SEEMS SO FAR AWAY FROM ME.. WHY IS IT THAT SOMEONE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND WITHIN SECONDS... MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR JUST A SPEC OF DUST IN THE AIR? WHY IS IT THAT THEY CAN MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE THIS AND NOT KNOW IT? DO THEY NOT SEE HOW MUCH YOU CARE? DO THEY NOT CARE ABOUT YOU AS MUCH AS YOU THINK? DOES YOUR HEART OR YOUR BRAIN TELL YOU THAT YOUR BEING PLAYED? IS IT A PART OF THE HUMAN DESTRUCTION TO PUT YOURSELF THROUGH ALL THIS PAIN AND HEART A

Share My Skin (lyrics)
You're but a victim without a name Without a care, you feel the same Human foul, you cannot escape Feed my lust and leave no trace Vanish thin into the night Experience horror and feel your fright Somehow unusual, unconcerned of harm Slowly unfolding, revealing your interior so warm Whisper softly and taste my neck Demanding bone with no regret Share My Skin Share My Skin Penetrating Exhilirating Expanding Demanding Share My Skin Share My Skin Taste your kitty, expose it wide Nimble fingers on me and slip inside Quest to nourish, there's time to wait Leg surrounds me, I penetrate My wicked essence all frayed inside Appears your itch is my only guide Perhaps a ruse to embezzle my life Your eyes wide shut, unwilling to fight Share My Skin Share My Skin Penetrating Exhilirating Expanding Demanding Share My Skin Share My Skin I tug your hair, you clench your teeth Bodies thumping, fabricating heat Amid your thighs, flesh devoured Upon your breas

The Voice Of Freedom
One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly," Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son stepped forwa

5 Important Answers
THE 5 ANSWERS WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR: Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but only "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A. Because they don't have any balls to scratch.

Sad News
My grandfather passed away on Friday morning. It wasn't unexpected, but I really miss him. He was well known as a "cut-up" and could make anyone laugh. I can only hope to touch half as many lives as he did. He will be greatly missed by many people. I love you, Papaw Bob.

Can You Handle It?
i wanna strip you down, tear your clothes apart, and show you what i have got. come on, come test me. how about you show me what you are about.a little bit of blood bondage. all tied up, i will hold you down. fuck your brains out and whip you with authority, ha but can you take it? i believe you can take it but handling it is another story. i want to be a part of you. to share the times and giving you all i have got. dominating, fornicating, delightful dreams come true. hold on tight baby, this will be the ride of your life. thats if you are willing to get down, dont you know forcefulness can be fun. i would also like some pleasure when i am finished please. take your turn hold me down, listen to the screams, kiss me gently, lay on top, put yourself inside of me. tempt me with forbidden fruit, i know you can do it. these are my dreams and as you see, all of this and more can come true, just say the word and it will happen, so come and get me if you dare to. let it over take me le

Love
THIS BLOG IS DEDICATED TO SCMALE101! Everyone knows there is no fairy tale romance's, for woman it is just a lot of pretty words so men can get satisfaction, and u know who you are! I like the open approach, honest come rite out and ask stop saying you are beautiful, sexy, hot, pretty,gorgous or even cute (btw,cute is borderline ugly)We are all lonely for some reason or another and we all have issues but that does not give people the rite to take advantage of those issues, and it is wrong for them to exploit someones loneliness...... Please be honest at least!because on the internet LOVE is just a four letter word.!!!! Best Graphics Poems Comments Images Top new Graphics Codes Click to Get Some Better Sexi Graphics Myspace Layouts Graphics Tweaks

Love @ First Sight
When we met, I never meant to fall in love.... But you took me by storm and its true... There is such a thing as I Loved you from the first moment we met. Im in love with you as you are with me,,,how lucky can 2 people be. I feel blessed to have you in my life , even though we cant be together the way we want now. The future holds alot for us, I hold onto that. I know you dont want me to wait for you the rest of my life... But out of all the things you asked me not to do, thats one thing I have to do We have a special kinda love, a once in a lifetime love...the truest love ever I think about you every moment when we are apart and even when we are together.. I know in my heart, you love me the same. And it's because of that, I will not let go..I know in my heart you wont let go. There are things in life that cant be changed at the moment... I want you to know I love you with every breath I take , I know you love me the same. In time things will change for both of us ,

Hair Removal
Hair Removal All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair And now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: ?Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet.? So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips fa

Sexiest Tongue Piercing Contest..
ok..I have entered my self in the sexiest tongue piercing contest..was a joke to begin with..but anyway..here's the link..help me out..lol http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=875624&albumid=357475

Be Truthfull
Love Survey¢¾ You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY! [01] Do you still have feelings for your ex? [02] Have you ever been given roses? [03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie? [04] How many times have you honestly been in love? [05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? [07] Have you ever had your heart broken? [8] Your thoughts on online or long distance relationships? [9] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend? [10] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater" [11] How many kids do you want to have? [12] What is your favorite color(s)? [13] What are your views on gay marriage? [14] Do you believe you truly only love once? [15] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry? [16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex? [17] What song do you want to hear at your wedding? [18] Do you know someone who likes you? [19] Do yo

Stupit People
I dumped the dark side family for ripping my morph without even asking and thay couldnt even find the balls to rate it befor thay ripped it...well another person i do consider a friend and part of my family posted another buliton for them and here was my reply ~~~ FTW Lost Goth ~~~~ 2007-05-22 16:43:29 PFFFFFT not that crap again...i made it and dumped them..all thay did was rip my pics and never even rated them and here is the head of th dollies familys reply GothiqueTemptation ¢¾ Proud DAG Member ¢¾ Head Founder of the DSG&D 2007-05-22 16:47:22 FTW, you need to shut the hell up..You were kicked because of your mouth and your prissy holier than thou attitude..you will NOT go far on CT like that... DSD is too good for you...We are glad to be rid of you. if you have a problem, bring it to me..stop harassing the members by posting this nonsense...get over it. OK then why was she in my mail when i dumped them begging me to stay? hmmmmmmmmmmm gothiqu

Hey There
Just want to apologize for neglecting all my friends on here (both of you). It's been crazy this past couple of months trying to balance work, family, and now college too. I do miss chatting with some of you. Anyway, I'll try and make a little more time to get on here when I can. Later folks. Dave

The Pastor's Ass
The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT. The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy back the donkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day the headlines read: NUN ANNOUNCES HER

So You Wanna Play?
how about hands wandering tongue teasing please? dont say please just take push pull yearn breath is hot body is hard fingers touching eyes wanting have your way mouth consuming devouring whole tongue swirling mind whirling such a sensual game wanna play hand carresing silent protesting end the madness body convulsing hearts pulsing fingers gripping sex is dripping licking lips eyes meeting still needing i want to hear you breathe my name as i suck you to the edge of madness. i want to strip you naked and have my way with you. i want to caress you with my mouth and fingers.. do you need to hear more???

Another Poem
This is another one of my poems called Dead Men's Ways. Dead men walk from their shallow graves Their soft silence trails off in waves They hide in the dark recesses of the night Only to catch the first spark of light Than they take their final journey To the cosmos of unforgotten worries Dead men walk from their shallow graves some died heros Some died slaves All that's left are their forgotten names Dead men walk from their sshallow graves Into the realm of serpentine caves Some descend into madness Some sink to shame When their lives were really to blame Dead men walk from their shallow graves Some return to their monotonous haze While others go off in a blaze You may think this writer was crazed But he only knows the dead men's ways

The 3rd Poem In My Growing Anthology
This one is called Your World When you hold your world at high expectations But the one you are facing seems to be erasing You sit and wonder, and come to see The world you have known can no loner be What you have seen and what you have done Meant nothing to to what you have wanted to have done Why your world has wondered off the road That you wanted to have taken And ended up Leaving your mind confused and mistaken Do the little things you do Split your world in two One half highs The other half lows Or can it just be That the world you see Is really what you made it to be

Le Sigh
so. . . i start crushing. . . a huge thing i set myself up for. . . destruction. I start thinking that i might have something -- and than i realize. I'm just a small town girl, not living up to anyones standards. And i like him, and think he likes me. not really a blog, but sometimes you know. I just want to scream.

*shakes Her Head*
So, yes I'm about to rant. All of you on CT really don't know me unless I choose to let you know me. The pathetic name calling, the degrading, and talking down...all pety, childish games. We are adults. If you don't like me, tear your ass. I'm not here for biggest friendlist, or to hop in on a popularity contest. No one is holding a gun to your head to stick around. I'm here to enjoy myself and meet new people. Period. All of you that have got to know me, and have become good friends. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to do so. I enjoy the talks we have. Love Love, Nurse Whoa

Whispered Dreams
Ok I wrote this while on the phone a few minutes ago....so be nice....multitasking. There's a whisper on the wind hear it? another voice is silenced remember it's wisdom? A Child screams save her? Is it worth it... the lies hiding your disease trapped in failure wrapped in guilt hidden high up on a shelf a fragile soul afraid to come down to melt away like broken cob webs spun of distrust and hurt abandoned to become a forgotten memory. ~Jess

Poem 4
This one is called Dreams As I dream in the void of the night I see images that complicate my life The past events that made my mark My aura, my accomplishments My one life's spark I dream and I wonder How my life is going to be What it is I will have to wait and see How I long to finally be free From this stage of life, it's my one life's plea When my dreams turn mad And what happens to me is bad I wake up, and I come to grips It was just a dream Not one of life's trips When I dream of the things I want It's only me with a self-taunt I wake up to see if it's there But all I find is a lot of air For me to dream, it fills up a space Without them, surely I would be erased But in dreams I can do things right It's the time I can truely contemplate my life Make my choices My dreams are my life

My Wish
okay well here i go i am sitting here crying and hurting so bad i dont know what to do so here i put a wish on here for ya`ll to read its kinda stupid ya but i dont really have pple to talk about how i feel what i think what i want what i wish..so here i go heres my thoughts my wish and what i pray for day in and day out...is there a man out there for me? is there a life out there for me and my son? will we ever be loved the way i feel i can love a person i have so much love to give to that special someone that i hope i will find or will find me someday i just want someone who will love me and my son with all there heart and be true to us not leave us when things get tough someone who will be there thru thick and thin no matter what..i know theres people out there who feels so lonley the way i feel i have been in some really bad relationships ive done things and had things done to me i wish i could forget i have nightmares everynight from all the trama that i have been thru this blog i

2 Faced Friends
its a damn shame that people who you thought were ur friends totally ignore you after awhile..theres quite few people i brought over to this site that didnt even know what it was ..now they think they are gods now they dont need talk to me anymore..well your arent a god and you will not get comments and ratings from me no more im sick of it all...i will be going through my list and deleting the people who this blog is about i dont need people who worry about gettin points etc i want real friends ... i know who my real friends are on this site and they arent going anywhere..so to the ones who think they are better hope u enjoyed my pics and knowing me cause u will be deleted .. you all brought this on yourselves....

A Woman's Thoughts On Fellatio
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to come on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your**** 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like sh*tso no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls -if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just "

Do I
do i look easy? hmm guys i dont cyber and i dont give out my number on ct,and im sure that the people who has crushes on me realy dont just my pictures and im sorry if i dont talk to alot of you it isnt that i dont want to it is just that i am busy at the time you all know that i write the blogs to all of my friends,i dont want to know if you are playing with your little peckers while going through my pictures.thanks and love you all... love susan

Taps
Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps." It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention Crawling on his stomach through the gunfire, the Captain reached the stricken soldier and began pu

Mint Flavored Birth Control Pill
The Cadbury's Candy Co. And Merck Drug Co. Have combined to market the new Mint flavored birth control pill that women may take immediately before sex. The Pill will be distributed by the large major drug store chains and Wal-Mart's Pharmacies. They're going to be called.. "Pre-dick-a-mints!"

Hubby Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. Would you change anything about me? 21.If so what? 22.Would u pleasure me? 23.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 24. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 25. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? 26. Your phone number (Not necessary)

Roku
let’s start off where we left off. youknow before i needed a cold shower. allow me to penetrate, you as you know i’d like to. let the metal of my nails slide deep into your spine. writhe in it. flourish in it. youknow you want to. do me a favor and gasp. let me know that i’m not doing this for my benefit, but for yours. although today i’m feeling quite selfish. definitely not obedient. you can beg all you want. but today is my day to shine. i want you to feel the pain you cause me everyday. as i sit pretty with my hands in my lap. begging for your pity as you grope me with your latest tool. beg for me tell me to stop over and over. like a skipping album. once more. gasp. (but don’t let the safety word slip from those precious lips) groan (but whisper that you enjoy it) be. (and don’t forget that it’s me you’re pleading with) you’re in my dreams… you’re in my mind

The Begining
im 25 years old and ive drank regularly since prob 15. recently i got into a car accident that left me with an ANKLE BROKEN IN 4 PLACES. the car looked like whoever was driving should have been dead. since then i havent drank once and dont plan on it ever again. they say you have to hit rock bottom before you relize its time to stop and you know what they are right. i havent drank since the accident and i just wanted to say it feels like my life has just begun. even though im home bound due to the ankle i still feel better then i have in years and that alone shows me the power of sobriety. well just thaught id share it and hopefully someone can take something from this. because just sharing it makes me feel ten times better

Alittle About Me
Hello, My name is Sherri aka Fiesty1. I was born May 12,1969 lived in Detroit and outer suburbs of Michigan. My parent's were married for 15 years' until my Dad was killed by a drunk driver in May of 1983. I have one brother who is living in Hasting's Michigan and he has a son. Most of my friend's here on the internet I have met through yahoo internet family and we all call each other Sister's or Brothers. I have a adopted Family offline as well for when I went through some hard time's.My close friend at the time took my son and I in and welcomed us with open arms as did the rest of her Family...Im the type of person who like's to make other's laugh out loud even when I know you are feeling down and out. And if I could would do anything to make you smile or help out in any way I could....I have two son's one who live's with his Grandparent's (my Mom and Step Dad) and he is gonna be 16 here soon and is looking foward to getting a job and he loves to write his own song's.. The other l

You Know You Have
Played Too Much "Resident Evil" When: 20.) You have completed each and every game of "Resident Evil" (even Survivor) more than two times. Ref: Self explanitory. 19.) You think any blonde guy named Albert is an asshole. Ref: In all "Resident Evil" games, Albert Wesker is an ass to anyone he comes across. 18.) You have a tattoo of the Umbrella symbol. Ref: A white and red Umbrella, which is seen throughout the "Resident Evil" games. 17.) Your dog's name is Cerebus. Ref: In "Resident Evil" games, Cerebuses are Zombie dogs. 16.) When life gets tough or not the way you want it, you look for a typewriter so you can "tune out and take a break." Ref: In all "Resident Evil" games, you save your progress through a typerwriter, so you can finish later. 15.) You can quote every line from "Resident Evil" and "Resident Evil: Apocalypse." Ref: Both Resident Evil movies. 14.) You have a Resident Evil character on your site SOMEWHERE! Ref: Self explanitory. 13.)

Untitled Poem 2
As the moon crept from behind the darkness You look deep into my eyes Not a word was allowed. Your warm arms kept the coldness away The meaning kept my fears distant The beauty of our hearts was heard. The wind stung our teary eyes I lay my head on your shoulder A tears glides down my face I whisper "I love you" As you kiss my tender lips.

Have You Ever Wondered...
what people really think about you. Mainly your closest friends. You think they think the world of you, but then you go to turn a corner in the hall, and hear them talking. You hear things you wish you knew before, like what they really think. How they lie to make you feel better, and just to find out you have no true friends.

Random
My Computer My computer is on its last legs. I'm fairly certain that any day now, it will spontaneously burst into flames as I'm illegally downloading episodes of Lost, sending pieces of computer shrapnel into my face and setting my place on fire. I'm convinced that if my computer were a person, it would have physical capabilities comparable to those of Stephen Hawking. Yes, he is alive, and yes, he can probably explain Euclidean quantum gravity, but at the same time, he can only communicate by blinking or using an electronic voice synthesizer. Like Stephen Hawking, my computer is old and diseased. It's slow, it freezes every other time I use it, and it probably hosts more viruses than a crackhouse in Harlem. One of its most irritating defects is a broken keyboard; the "G", "H", and "Delete" keys periodically get stuck, often causing me to unknowingly write cryptic emails to my friends that say, "ey, you douceba. ow's life?" This gets especially irritating when I have to ty

Lusty Monster
Monstrous beast that dwells within Gaining control and reeking of sin Seeking to force lust into the heart Growing more powerful right from the start Feeding on thoughts of sweet lusty wench Thirst for your juices flowing never to quench It needs your moans of passion and lusty sighs It feeds on your fire and soon does give rise To the copulation of woman and beast Taste of your love is the favored feast Burn fire burn and give forth the release For only in you will my beast find it’s peace Beast imprisoned within this man and fed on your fire You’re the woman of this mans deepest lusty desire By R. Thomas Dinsmore

My Venting For The Day
I am so tired of this chic starting shit with my sister. She always has to bad mouth her and thinks she is the shit..LOL what little does she know. She says that my sister is starting all these lies with her family and bla bla bla..LOL When my sister writes a mumm or her side of the story this chic always has to stick her nose like she knows what the hell is going on. She knows what her husband told her and thats it. She doesn't know the whole story to any of it and yet she thinks she knows it all..she says that its her business of what my sister's kids do or whatever..what the fuck ever. She ain't there mommy and thank god for that..LOL She has three kids of her own and yet she worries entirly too much about everyone else..what does that tell ya?? People like that need to wake up and see the big picture because obviously she isn't getting it. She writes a mumm about my parents which threw me over the line..she doesn't even know my parents and yet she doesn't even have any so then

Cruelty
Okay. I wasn't going to bother with the blogs here, but there's a time when a person has to speak their mind. I'm sure a lot of you know I'm a fairly regular MuMMer by now. And I've seen a lot of sarcastic, cruel and un-called for comments. I take them all with a grain of salt because some of the bastards in there are only doing it to get a rise, and it's usually pretty amusing. But dammit! When somebody posts a MUMM asking for advice because someone they know is being abused in a relationship, and all the commenters from the peanut gallery can say is "She must be deserving it." or "She must like it if she stays," SOMEONE has to say SOMETHING! I won't do it in a MUMM because I know nobody there'll take a word I say seriously if they even bother reading it. Have none of these people ever BEEN or KNOWN someone in an abusive relationship? Do they think it's just that SIMPLE to walk away? Has all of the public service notices, and such been for naught? DO people still not

Bomb Squad Rules
1. Each member must bomb at least 100 votes in an hour and a half. 2. Every member must fan add and rate everyone in the squad. 3.Each Member needs to rate everyones pictures to the amount that you have if you have 50 pictures you need to rate 50 on each members page. 4. make sure you have tbr bomb squad in your name. 5.if theres more than one member in a contest no one bombs 6. anyone can call on us we need to do more than one contest at a time if needed 7. when bombing use numbers 1 - 100 dont use a bunch of random crap 8. once a month if theres a contest going the first bomber to reach 100 votes will get a gift from the ct gift shop

The Words To Retta And Is Favorite Song!
Dave Matthews Band, "Lover Lay Down"Spring sweet rhythm dance in my head Slip into my lovers hands Kiss me wont you kiss me now And sleep I would inside your mouth Dont be us too shy Knowing its no big surprise That I will wait for you I will wait for no one but you Oh please lover lay down Spend this time with me Together share this smile Lover lay down Spend this time with me Walk with me, walk with you Hold my hands your hands So much we have dreamed And you were so much younger Hard to explain that we are stronger A million reasons life to deny Lets toss them away See you and me we Lay down look see She and he By my lovers side Together share this smile Lover lay down Oh please oh please Please lover lay down Oh please lover lay down And you weep lover lay down Cause its over lover lay down Say love, say love, say love, say love, say love Could I love you Could you love me Darling its all the same til we dance away Chasing me all around Leading

Hoooorraaayyyyy
We are finally moved, just a few things left to pick up from the old place and a bit of cleaning and we are all done. Stop by and say hi if you get a chance, We finally have the computer back on line! Hugs to you all, Willow

To Show Or Not To Show, That Is The Question
Should a woman be able to show her bare chest, or should it be called indecent exposure? Hmmmmm..... That's an interesting question. First of all, I would like to say what is wrong with letting women show their tits? Afterall, humans are animals too. If a woman wants to show off her bare chest, I say why not. It is no different seeing tits on other animals. We don't make them cover us their nipples. I have been to parts of Europe where it is acceptable for a woman to show her bare chest. What's the big deal? Some women have absolutely gorgeous tits. It's not degrading women by having them show their tits at their own free will. It's their body, and their choice. This brings me to my big pet peeve. If a mother wants to breastfeed her child, let her do it!!!!! If she needs to do it in public, leave her alone!!!!! I see no difference between a woman breastfeeding her child and any mammal nursing its young. It's the same thing. Can someone please tell me why it's ac

Dogs And Wives
26 reasons why I have 2 dogs and not 2 wives: 1. The later you are, the more excited your dogs are to see you. 2. Dogs will forgive you for playing with other dogs. 3. If a dog is gorgeous, other dogs don't hate it. 4. Dogs don't notice if you call them by another dog's name. 5. Dogs like it if you leave a lot of things on the floor. 6. A dog's parents never visit. 7. Dogs do not hate their bodies. 8. Dogs agree that you have to raise your voice to get your point across. 9. Dogs like to do their snooping outside rather than in your wallet or desk. 10. Dogs seldom outlive you. 11. Dogs can't talk. 12. You never have to wait for a dog; they're ready to go 24 hours a day. 13. Dogs find you amusing when you're drunk. 14. Dogs like to go hunting and fishing. 15. Another man will seldom steal your dog. 16. A dog will not wake you up at night to ask, "If I died, would you get another dog?" 17. If a dog has babies, you can put an ad in the paper and give them away. 18. A do

Dear ♥
Dear Heart I'm sorry for all the bad things you've felt I'm sorry for the pain you've gone through I'm sorry for just not appreciating Because I couldn't have gone on without you You've taught me how to feel and accept The special love from another You've taught me how good it felt too The love between a daughter and a mother You've taught me that I can open up To my crazy but great family To feel that kind of love in this heart Makes me feel... yes... HAPPY Then you taught me love from friends Who I love sooo true and deep And when I found out who my TRUE friends were You taught me how to weep Yes you taught me pain as well Sadness... sorrow.... and loss I know how precious life is And that life has no cost You've taught me how to give too And to someone that I truly love I remember how it felt like when... He was the only one I was thinking of Yes I felt more pain then too When

My Awesome Birthday Present Ever!
Tonight I received probably the best birthday present ever!! My heart is still melted. =) My friend Dave Chlad, an acoustic musician just starting out, gave me a mini concert tonight for my birthday. He sang two songs...one was by Dave Mathews (which he sounds so much like it gave me chills)I think the name of it was Crash Into Me. I soooo loved that one!! The other one was great too but I wasn't familiar with the artist so I can't remember the name of it, sorry. Then at the end he sang a third song to me and my soon to be daughter-in-law Kathryn, making up the words as he went along, which he called...Two Angels. Needless to say I cried, yep...I'm such a tenderheart and that so turned me to mush. I've never had anyone do such a sweet thing for me in my life. =) Anyway, I had to share my awesome birthday present with everyone and I wanted to thank Dave and his wife Katie for being such wonderful friends. Dave, thanks for doing something so awesome for me. I love you sweetie, you

Poem 5
This one is called Only Time Will Tell. I wrote it during a difficult time of my life so you may find it a little depressing. As I sit in my darkest moment I think and I wonder What has happened to my one life's thunder How have I gotten to this lowly place Without emotion on my face Just a plain drawn out look Like a withered up old book Will it ever get better I ask myself Or is my life already on the shelf Why must I sit and slowly grow mad Can my life really be this bad I find myself dwelling on what I could of had And it makes my lonely heart grow sad Has the road I have taken Been right or wrong I guess only time will tell I say it will get better as time proceeds That is something I will just have to believe My life is not over It has only begun The war is not over Though some battles are won I will push on I say to myself Take my life one day at a time Now I sit back and find My tension slowly start to unwind Hey my life is fine I must

One Wish!!! Hahahahahaha!!!!!!!
Subject: One Wish A man was riding his Harley along a California beach When suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a Booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED To be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one Wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, " Your request is materialistic, think Of the enormous challenges for that kind of Undertaking; the supports required to reach the bottom Of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would Take..! It will nearly exhaust several natural Resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to Justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little More time and think of so mething that could possibly Help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, He said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could Understand our wives..; I want to know how she feels Inside.., what she's thinking when she gives me the

Confessions-
1. I got cut off after one drink in a bar last Monday for kissing a girl.. I guess it was still too early for that. No I wasn't drunk- she was just hawt. lol! 2. My new favorite hang out is a gay bar I stumbled into after getting cut off at above said bar. I wound up drinking a bottle of jack to my head and stumbled home at 11. Yeah I wound up showing all these gay guys my piercings- but it was a blast. 3. I don't remember much of the walk home- nor of the conversation that took place on the phone with umm my uhh friend after that. lol 4. Im not much of a JD person- I prefer Jameson's- but I was pretty impressed that I didn't throw up :P 5. I thought of a great joke today- but I blew him before I caught his name. 6. that was a joke. 7. I'm pretty kinky. Most of the time. Yeah like you couldn't guess. Hah! 8. I'm not much of a romantic even though I'm a helpless lovelorn poet lol. 9. I'm trying to learn how to write erotica. 10. I was craving somethi

The Real Ten Commandments
The Real Ten Commandments By Richard Carrier http://www.infidels.org I keep hearing this chant, variously phrased: "The Ten Commandments are the foundation of Western morality and the American Constitution and government." In saying this, people are essentially crediting Moses with the invention of ethics, democracy and civil rights, a claim that is of course absurd. But its absurdity is eclipsed by its injustice, for there is another lawmaker who is far more important to us, whose ideas and actions lie far more at the foundation of American government, and whose own Ten Commandments were distributed at large and influencing the greatest civilizations of the West--Greece and Rome--for well over half a millennia before the laws of Moses were anything near a universal social influence. In fact, by the time the Ten Commandments of Moses had any real chance of being the foundation of anything in Western society, democracy and civil rights had all but died out, never to rise again unti

I'm Gonna Miss The Grumpy Old Git....
I am doing already.... there's an empty corner in my living room and a hole in my heart. Hemangiosarcoma, I'd heard about it but never really paid much attention. It now has my full attention. And yeah I'm totally getting that 'Silent killer' bit.... Scarbatton Totem Dancer at Ambii BS CL1 15th July 1998 - 23rd May 2007 I can't find the words right now. Just know that I loved you old boy....

Trust
It's easier to never try then to try at all my heart wont break and I wont fall I love you so much you say you like me but together is something I fear we'll never be I wonder if it's worth the pain I wonder what I will gain I'd give you anything to make you smile to make you love me for just a while We haven't known each other for very long how could much have gone wrong I broke my rule I fell for you something I said I would never do I want to show you you can trust me cause honestly together is what I want us to be But that can't happen cause you can't trust maybe this love is really just lust So to tell you this I really love you trust me or not that's the truth

A Favor For Hellcat & Jeremy Plz (((hugs)))
Hey I think you all know Hellcat here on CherryTAP ... She posts the blog with all the contest info and stuff in it "CT Contests And Giveaways" which is a pretty good service to everyone on here which I had been chasing up the top 100 blogs since I started blogging on CherryTAP ... Well unfortunately this morning I went to look at how I was faring in the old top 100 and it wasn't there, so I asked her about it and she told me that she accidentally deleted it ... Now it was nice moving up one place and all in the rankings but I didn't like it happening that way so I would really appreciate it if you all could go and rate her "New Version" of that blog and get it back in front of mine where it belongs, and then I will have my gauge back and all will be right with the world ... Trust me, this is NOT an idle favor either as she works very hard on her blog and deserves to be back there again so please just CLICK THIS LINK and go rate that blog a ten for me ... I would really appreciate it .

Why?
And you wonder Why?? Why does she cry? Why can't she be Happy? Why does she think she's worthless? Why would she hurt? I wonder how many people know what emotional abuse truely is? What it does to live with it day in and day out... How it effects your outlook and your self image... It leaves invisible scars, sometimes deeper and more painful than physical abuse... Daily battles within to try and overcome the person you have become, not realizing that somewhere along the way you lost yourself... and became everything he told you over and over again... You loose your self esteem and confidance... The ability to believe in yourself...You start believing the worst and hear the voice in your head over and over again... sometimes screaming, sometimes whispering...but always there. Your friends and family never understand... they think you are crazy for staying ... but what about the kids, what about the commitment? where did the love go? was it ever really there?? How could I

Giving Up
I hate doing anything big. Because no matter how well I plan, and how much time I spent figuring out every aspect of everything, something always goes wrong. Yesterday I lost $400. I dont know where. I know I had it, and I THOUGHT I put it in my safe, but now its not there. And now I dropped my printer and its not working. And I had to print one last set of directions for my move. :| Fuck.

Morning....
I think yesterday I should have just rolled over and gone back to sleep rather than get out of bed. I swear NOTHING went right yesterday. So today has to be better. Its beautiful out. And I am going to MAKE it a good day. I have to look at problems not as problems, but as opportunities to make myself a better person

Party On Friday
Hello All You Michigan people. Cris & I will be heading to a BAR in Redford, Michigan called: Longshots Bar & Grill. A local radio station will be broadcasting their. (WRIF) So come hang out and party with me. Since Cris don't like to dance, I will be looking for dance partners (Guys or Gals). We should be up their by 9pm on Friday May 25, 2007. LongShots Bar & Grills Address: 27189 Grand River Ave Redford, Michigan 48240 Phone Number: (313)533-9350

Gone This Weeked
I will be gone from tomorrow to monday. Miss me!I will be locking my profile down when i leave so if you can't view stuff its because I made everything locked down. I won't be babysitting the idiot comments sooooooo :) If you voted for me in the contest thanks. I am kinda sad only 72 of you voted!

"she"
She challenges his emotions with her unbridled love moving his energies through the stars above He tries to run, but her pull is too strong he's powerless and knows where he belongs She is like a spell that captures his soul yearning and longing, begging for more If she ever released him, he'd be an empty shell how long will she have him? Only time will tell

Support All Troops In Iraq
OK I HAVE JUST RECENTLY BEEN TO A PROFILE OF SOMEONE BY THE NAME OF WILDHORSE WHO BASICALLY HAS A PICTURE REMEMBERING THE SOLDIERS OUT IN IRAQ AND IT GOT ME THINKIN I BEEN HERE OVER A YEAR NOW AND LOTS OF PEOPLE ON HERE TALK ABOUT THE WAR AND THE FACT THAT THEY HAVE FAMILY MEMBERS EITHER IN THE PRESENT SITUATION OR HAVE BEEN INVOLVED IN PREVIOUS WARS AND FROM ALL THE COMMENTS THAT I READ AND PLEASE DONT TAKE OFFENCE TO THIS I GET THE IMPRESSION FROM LISTENING AND LOOKIN AT COMMENTS ESPECIASLLY FROM AMERICANS ON CT THAT AMERICAN SOLDIERS ARE THE ONLY GUYS OUT THERE AND THEY ARE DOING ALL THE HARD WORK, WELL I WOULD JUST LIKE TO REMIND ANYONE WHO DOESNT KNOW MUCH ABOUT WHO IS OUT THERE THAT NOT ONLY ARE THERE AMERICAN SOLDIERS OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR YOUR COUNTRY BUT THERE ARE ALSO BRITISH , IRISH, FRENCH GERMAN ITALIAN AND EVEN AUSTRALAIN SOLDIERS OUT THERE. THIS IS NOT A WAR ABOUT THE UK AND THE STATES BEING NICE TO EACH OTHER JUST TO KEEP RELATIONS AS PEACEFUL AS