Fubar Blog Posts 4

This Is My Secret, Had To Come Clean
Okay so some of you know me well and others don't know me at all. I have contemplated this decision for days now, whether I should let the Fubar community know this embarrassing tidbit about me. I know it would be shocking and I know I may gain or lose the interest of some friends but I would not be able to forgive myself if I did not come clean. So, I finally have to let my secret out. I am a total "Under the Cover" RPG Gamer. I love RPG games. I love to play a lot of games for that matter. Nothing better than the never ending challenge of Diner Dash, The Sims, Roller coaster Tycoon, Ages of Empires & Warcraft. My Two newest Conquest ........ Resident Evil 4 and Vampires, the Dark Alley Way. So there, now my secret is out. I know, I know, to you guys, it is totally Hot, right. The gals are like, "What the hell is RPG" a sex toy? lol. Well any who, you guys should check out Vampires, The Dark alleyway, Not only is it fun and challenging but if you sign

Bathing, Working, Posting? (level Up? Photo Max!)
Good Morning! UK time that is. I'm noticing alot of you are from the US. So, think of this message...as one...from THE FUTURE! ahhh. 5 hours in the future that is. I have a conundrum. Apparently I have uploaded too many pictures. I've maxed it out, and can't upload anymore until I reach level 11? This is a a problem, as I took these really sexy pictures the other day, and I'm dying to post them. My question to you, my friends, and fans, on fubar...which set should I take down? The bathtub? Risque? or...white robe? Or should I keep them up, be patient, and wait to level up? Input is helpful! Have a good day!

So That's How It's Gonna Be...you Damn Right It Is...
Most likely, what's fixing to happen is...I'm shutting down the Plus Size Pinups Site and starting all over...While I was away, there were a handfull of my ladies who remained faithful and kept their *PS Pinup Girl* section of their Fubar name...Those of you who didn't either decided not to wear it, or got bored with it...Whichever it was, that's ok, I'm not mad at you, but I wish you could have shown a little faith! So...As it stands, by the end of the week if your name hasn't changed back to what it was, you will be deleted OR, and yes, I said OR...You can suggest some other name to go on yours...It has to be directly related to the site. I want girls who are proud of the title and will carry it so. I need positive females who are willing to cooperate with the TINY, and FEW rules this proud site requires...

Act Of Kindness Please Don't Let Me Stand Alone
I believe this is Lisa. As a mater of fact I don't know her at all and I can't recall how she ended up on my friend list.. I don't think that her and I have ever even spoke. I came across her sticky bulletin and it said do to real life personal reasons she will be leaving Fubar once her VIC runs out at the end of this month. SxyLisa/Owner Of Elite Hotties/ F.A.R. Mem / R/L Ms. CT DADDY@ fubar Everyone she is 3,000,000 points from becoming a Godmother. Shes currently sitting at level 24. Her boyfriend ~CT FUBAR DADDY™~ ~THE TEXAS FU-KI... wants to see to it that before she leaves that she makes it to the top. Hopefully she will be willing to let him do this for her before she deletes her account. This is by far the largest act of kindness I have taken on during my time her at Fubar-CT. This can not only be him and I working on it. This will take everyone who see this blog and soon to be a never ending bulletin So go show her page all the love you can muster up. I will ne

When I Have Nothing To Say, I Close My Eyes...
i picture myself in a darkened theater... no lights... and the screen is blank... i close my eyes and clear my thoughts, (so hard to do for me sometimes) i hear no sound, i taste nothing in the air. when i have nothing to say, i close my eyes... and they are closed now. when i open them, i see you there... your black wings caress my face, your mastery of my soul completes this impossible task... you take my face up into your hands... you whisper something that i dont understand. a thousand times i would give my blood to have one moment with you... you feel the breath leave me as your nail digs into my cheek... a thousand more i would give my life, to spend one moment inside of you... to feel you pulse with the last moments of my being... to know that the last traces of my mortality was spent to live the moment that i longed for most... you visit me when i close my eyes, you leave me when i breathe again... if you only knew what you did to me...

A Quest To Protect My Heart?
If I place my heart in your hand will you keep it safe for me? Will you cherish, love and protect it and treat it compassionately? I trusted another with its keep, once a long time ago, He mishandled it... dropped it and broke it... fortunately, not irreparably so. I picked it up and took it home and hid it away for awhile, It was so damaged... nearly destroyed... very sensitive and fragile. I was able to put it back together, but it has never been the same, It's still too fragile to trust to anyone, who plays an unfair game. It's way to delicate to be mistreated, or tossed to and ‘fro, And until I met you, my friend, I was afraid to let it go. I'm beginning to think it is possible, to expose it again- to love, If the person that I entrust it with treats it gently.... like a dove. Although it appears the same as all others, it's from a special lot, It may not seem distinctive to you, but it's the only one I've got. So, are you able to keep my heart safe? I

Kittens!!!!
Just had a friend of mine do a Mumm on kittens her cat just had and doing an Album for it. Which truely I would love to see but... How can any responsible adult let their cat have kittens?? Take Denver, where there is an estimated 160,000 homeless cats in the area. 16,000 kittens and cats were turned into the shelters. They are sooooo overcrowded they were have an adoption sale. There was a story about one cat that was a little grumpy when handled...Why? Because it was in a cage at the shelter for OVER A YEAR!! Think of that cat in a small cage for a year and tell me again why you let your cat have kittens? I have 4 cats myself, all fixed as I got them from the shelters. I know there was a Bill that died recently in California that wanted to make it mandatory to spay and neuter your animal. i think EVERY state should have this.

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The Bar
why we ain't got more shit to drink around here?????I like to change shit up sometimes, brown or white. I might feel like buying some cognac,gin,brandy,whatever different kinda jello shots, big ass daiquiris, where the bar if u want me to buy it

My Client Died Today
So I took care of this elderly man for 8 months, in his home, hospital, nursing home then finally his house again. He's had a rough time. He was 89 years old, his wife passed away 2 years ago and then he lost his mind. (Dementia) He never accepted that she was gone and often would call out her name. Unfortunately 4 weeks ago he was diagnosed with cancer and he was allowed to return home to die in his own bed. He passed away 56 minutes ago at 10:45 CST. Ken was a famous war hero. He commanded a battle group into D day and he's been making national news ever since. Today he passed painfully in his bed. its too bad. Anyhow, thats my rant! I'll likely have an unpredictable schedule for the next while.

Together.
Sitting in the darkness thinking Im alone I hear a faint cry calling to me from the great unknown.I look around to seek and find the noises that I hear and see you sitting next to me with a great look of fear.I hold you tight and feel your breath as your face is close to mine and lick your neck and taste the salt from the sweat your body has left.Smiling now I take a bite as I feel your pulsating neck...I close my eyes and drain your blood all that you have left.Your no longer afraid now and never will be alone.For together we walk these lands hand in hand until the sun turns us to stone~

Pygmalion
Pygmalion Pygmalion saw so much to blame in women that he came at last to abhor the sex, and resolved to live unmarried. He was a sculptor, and had made with wonderful skill a statue of ivory, so beautiful that no living woman could be compared to it in beauty. It was indeed the perfect semblance of a maiden that seemed to be alive, and only prevented from moving by modesty. His art was so perfect that it concealed itself, and its product looked like the workmanship of nature. Pygmalion admired his own work, and at last fell in love with the counterfeit creation. Oftentimes he laid his hand upon it, as if to assure himself whether it were living or not, and could not even then believe that it was only ivory. He caressed it, and gave it presents such as young girls love, bright shells and polished stones, little birds and flowers of various hues, beads and amber. He put raiment on its limbs, and jewels on its fingers, and a necklace about its neck. To the ears he hung earr

Vacation
I am going to be down in Killeen,Texas pretty soon for my brother's wedding and to say goodbye before he's shipped to Iraq. I will have a few days to kill and nothing to do with them! Anyone that lives down there willing to show me around? I know there isn't much down there, but it sure beats sitting in a boring hotel room!!

Why Me
so im pretty sure now that im gonna die an old maid. im never gonna find true love, never gonna get married and have children. i have had the most fucked up week. my own family had seen this coming. they knew since i was young that i was never the one to get married and have kids. you're just not the type they would say. all i want is to be happy. why can't i be happy? i work hard very hard, im a good person, i'm always there when people need me, in fact i go out of my way and sacifice shit for those bitches. i've missed on so much in my life jus to make someone else happy. i jus don't know anymore. i'm writing this in hopes that if i get it off my chest that i would feel better, but it's makin it worse.

Last Night, Today, Tonight I've Thought Of You
Last night, today, tonight I've thought of you, Your fear of loving me, your fear of pain, My own reluctance soon to love again, And why we often flee what we pursue. I've thought: if we could make time disappear, Prune past and future, make the moment flower, Lobotomize all save this single hour, Then we could love with neither hope nor fear. But when we pause to watch the moment flow, Beneath we see eternity and space, So thin a moving film is time and place, Removing us, and all we love and know. I cannot but anticipate the end: Desire a lover, yet fear to lose a friend.

Additions....
so yeah the last one was a long list... but it is the little things that count in life.... and here's some more *if we're both "speds"... just laugh.... *someone who will brush the hair out of my face just to touch me... * someone who plays with my hair when i'm laying across your lap watching a movie... *someone who can laugh at my friends as much as i do... *someone who wouldn't mind staying the night just to sleep next to me once in a while... *a guy who if he wants it comes n gets it... the surprise and the agressiveness is a big turn on.... *a guy who isn't upset that i smoke even though you may not smoke what i do... * kiss me on the forehead.... *a guy who drops in purely to see how i am feeling when i'm sick.. (i'd do it for you).... *a guy who would leave a note on my car at work when i'm inside....maybe a flower too? daisies!!! * a guy who calls me beautiful (and means it).... * a guy who would be brave enough to let me shave his face...(trust me... it's an ex

You Want To Know What It's Like
I've had a lot of people ask me what it's like to be shot. I'm not offended at all by this, but first and foremost let me tell you it's nothing like in the movies. When I got shot it was a situation where my adrenaline was already pumping, a woman I thought was my friend set me up, the guy couldn't aim and I was moving and dodging around. His first shot went through the bumper of my car I dove over the hood to avoid getting shot again. It was at that moment he fired again and I was shot in the shoulder. It was like getting slammed with a hammer that was on fire, but I had so much adrenaline pumping through me that my shoulder was burning and numb at the same time. I stopped moving, crouched down and waited for him to come around my car and I was going to jump him. I heard a car driving off. I stood up and there was blood all over the hood of my car. All I can imagine is that he thought he killed me. I looked at my shoulder and as I moved my arm I could feel the bull

What A Summer
The NFL "Tank" Johnson, Michael Vick, "Pacman" Jones, Chris Henry. Along with that Matt Leinart and Tom Brady getting their girlfriends pregnant and then leaving them. Wow, just a wonderful collection of upstanding gentlemen and bright decision makers. MLB Barry Bonds' home run chase of Hank Aaron. Bud Selig attempting to take the high road and appear angelic. Steroids, steroids and more steroids. The owners knew, the media knew, the fans knew on some level and we all turned a blind eye. Hey guess what clean the slate start testing and we'll clean up the game and hopefully it will bring salaries back to a reasonable level so that ballpark prices get affordable for the ordinary fan once again. The NBA The Portland Trailgangsters are finally in the distant past as is the uproar in Detroit. But the Indiana Pacers, and Ron Artest are still bringing to the forefront bad behavior amongst NBA players. Oh yeah and Kobe Bryant may be a great player but he's still a cheater of

For My Best Friend
I have a friend Who is perfect for me She listens to all my problems No matter how dumb they may be She likes herself for who she is And never tries to change She tells me to be myself And that I should never change She was shy on the phone But she would still call And we would talk for hours About nothing at all We would talk about love and life And discuss what we wanted to be She knew just how I felt And how happy I could be She listens to me patiently But never judges what I do or say She helped with all my problems And never went away I never once felt judged by her How much that meant to me That I could tell her all my dreams And she would listen to me My friend never goes and tells What is dear to me She keeps it all bottled up inside And doesn't spread it like a bee I am thankful for that friend of mine Our friendship will never end And she will always be there For she is my best friend

Cnn Headline News Showbiz Tonight Has Been Postponed
Hey everyone, CNN has postponed my appearance on the Showbiz Tonight Show to a later date. I will keep all of you posted when they confirm another date for me to appear on the show. Thanks for all your support. muah xoxo, Bre

Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard befor

I Hate Down Raters
Damn with in 6 min i got down rated on my display pic fist was a 2 then BAM 6 mins later heres a 1. fuck that pissed me off well i just gave them what they gave me then blocked them cuz if ther willing to do that in the first place ther more then likely they will rate me 1s as many timeas i would let them so i say fuck that u get what u give. but man i rate any thing i 10 i know it sucks geting down rated y do it but yeah its happend b 4 of cours lol. so thats me 4 now its been a long time sens i vented lmao LOVE YOU ALL ~LindaICE~

I Need To Know
ok there is a song that want to put on my stash...I can't seem to find and I don't remember who sang it... maybe u guys can help me out here plzzz... I think this is the right title " YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING IS YOU " THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READIG THIS ROGER aka crazyrabbit69

What Can A Penny Do?
I found a penny today laying on the ground. But it's not just a penny, this little coin I've found. Found pennies come from heaven, that's wha t my Grandpa told me. He said Angels toss them down. Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you, they toss a penny down; Sometimes just to cheer you up, to make a smile out of your frown. So, don't pass by that penny when you're feeling blue. It may be a penny from heaven that an Angel's tossed to you.

Falling Behind Need Help
Ok the race is on...Night vixen is kicking my ass in points..this is a friendly race to level up. It Seems she has more people rating her than i do..THANKS TO HER FRIEND SIR WILLIAM...LOL. ....that or her friends have wayyyy too much time on thier hands LOL..just kiddin baby..... ANYWAY SO HERES THE DEAL !!!!! WHOEVER SENDS THE MOST FRIENDS TO MY PAGE TO RATE MY PICS BY FRI JULY 26 WILL RECIEVE THE CORVETTE FROM THE BIG PIMPIN GIFT SECTION. I KNOW ITS NOT MUCH BUT I SPENT ALL MY FUBUCKS ON THE MILLION DOLLAR MANSION SO MY BABY COULD GET OUT OF THE GHETTO...LMAOOO YES... I AM POINT WHORING NOW!!!! ..... ITS A SHAME I HAVE STOOPED TO THIS LEVEL TO WIN A BET. SO SEND ONE.... SEND ALL.... HAVE THEM LET ME KNOW WHO SENT THEM SO I CAN KEEP TRACK.....AND I WILL RETURN THE RATES TO EACH WHO RATE ME. ALSO I WILL MAKE A FUBAR USER TAG FOR ANYONE WHO RATES MY PICS

The Real About Me.
I was married for over 15yrs. My wife died on Jan. 25th 2006. We had been together since I was 17. I have three teenage kids. I work as a Land Surveyor. I'm a taurus. That was chessy. It's been very hard on my children and me but we manage. I am looking for people to hang out and have fun with. I'm nice to a point but don't push me. I like people who have strong wills like me. If you talk to me I will talk to you. Say hello sometime. If your a hater kick rocks. You need Jesus. If you actually read this then maybe your cool after all. Oh and yes I am a crusty old perv. I will rate your pics but I usually wont comment. Some women put up sexy pics but get offended if you make a sexual comment so I just enjoy your pics and rate them what they are worth. Thanks for reading this crap. Have a good day. God bless you. Keep it sexy.

I Just Got Fubar Hitched!!
Ladies And Gentlemen Of Fubar. It is my proud honor to announce the Fubar unoin of Gimptastic and Porcelain. It was a private ceramony. In lieu of gifts, we would be very appreciative of someone who could work thier Fu magic and and create a marriage certificate and fubar card/wedding pic(s). Check out my fubar wifey and send her some love. She is in my family section. Now off to our honeymoon to consumate the marriage. Any suggestions???

*erotic*>§ΤĥεỮńĽōνέď§®†~the Ink Freak®~ Sent You Strawberries With Whipped Cream ("if You
§ΤĥεỮńĽōνέď§®†~The Ink Freak®~ sent you Strawberries with Whipped Cream I wrote: "Luv Ya! Lick, Lick, BITE! Her Reply: DO BETTER! My Reply: Pulls your hair, don't try and boss me around! Takes both you hands and feet, ties you to the bed. I'll do better. I then proceed to fill your wet pussy with strawberries, then the redi whip bikini is applied, all the way from your front up to you tiny little asshole. Then I begin to lick as you squirm from orgasm after orgasm! You scream so loud I must place a gag on your mouth.............. Her Reply: ummmm,...i like

Duncan Hills Coffee
Do you folks like coffee? Real coffee From the Hills Of Colombia The Duncan Hills will wake you From a thousand deaths A cup of blackened blood (Dying, dying) You're dying for a cup Guatemala blend Ethiopian French vanilla roast (Dying, dying) You're dying for a cup Prepare for ultimate flavor You're gonna get some milk! And scream... for your cream Duncan Hills Duncan Hills Duncan Hills COFFEE! - Manda ♥

Gods Sense Of Humor
God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice" The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land area and said, "What's that one?" "Ah," said God "That's Washington State, the most glorious place on earth. There are beautiful mountains, rivers and streams, lakes, forests, hills, plains, and coulees. The people from Washington State are going to be handsome, modest, intelligent, and humorous, and they are going to be found traveling the world. They will be extremely sociable, hardworking, high achieving, and they will be known throughout the world as diplomats, and carriers of peace." Michael gasped in wonder and admiration, but then proclaimed, "What about balance, God? You said there would be balance." God smiled, "There is another Washington. Wait until you see the idiots I put there."

Im Not Racist But This Is True.
Body: you call me: "Redneck" "Hillbilly" "Slaker" "Cracker" "Honkey" "Whitey" "Gringo" "Sage" and you think it's OK. But when I call you: jungle bunny spear chunker coon wet back jiggaboo porch monkey sand nigger rag head towelhead Camel Jockey Gook Spook NIGGER KIKE slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed

Alabaster Visions
Now, where shall I begin my sordid little tale? The beginning is customary I suppose. At least it will be a distraction from the 2 playthings we discovered. So, the beginning. We decided upon a decrepit & rundown pub for our search. It looked like it would present us with a welcome challenge & we entered it eagerly. Once inside, however, it was blatantly clear to us that we had discovered the perfect venue. The bar itself was an arc in the center & in a circle around it was the customer areas. Nooks & crannies delved deep into smoky darkness, cosy corridors forming links between small rooms - both providing the ideal settings for our enticements & encounters. I seated myself off to one side, shrouded in the inky shadows whilst you fetched our drinks - it seemed to be the perfect vantage point as it provided views of the corridors & a tantalising glimpse of the adjoining rooms. Pausing in my reverie, I can’t help tapping my nails in irritation. “My dear,” I murmur, “please sto

He Is Doing Better
an update from baby kalebs' mommy Wednesday, July 25, 2007 BETTER Sorry it has been two days since I updated. Kaleb is doing a world of better and doesn't have meningitis nor any other infection anywhere. He is having persistant seizures though. They had Kaleb hooked up to a EEG machine for 48 hours and it detected this. We talked to the Nuerologist and she said that they are coming from the right side of the brain from a very small area and that they are not dangerous becuase it doesn't affect his breathing. He is much more calm and isn't crying like he was before. The changed his meds so hopefully this will control the seizures this time. They said that I was right to call the ambulance. He no longer has a temp and his color is good now. The Hospital released him today, so we are home. Thank you for all who prayed for him. He looks better. He has little red spots all around his head from the EEG glue. The doctor told us that she thinks that we will have freque

Insomnia
For a week or so now, I'm so wired until at least 4 AM. If I'm lucky I get to sleep at 5 AM, and sometimes I don't at all. Then I'm sleepy all day and take naps and I hate it! It's making me feel like I am wasting my life. Anyone have any suggestions?

If Anyone Is Interested.........
Ive been playin in PSP when i have time to relax n get my mind off of things..I have made these custom license and wedding certificates..If you are interested in either let me know .. I can create then to your tastes n wants...I dont ask for anything in return just a thank you n respect my work..Holler @ me if I can do anything for you! Here are examples.............. Just make sure u message me and let me know

Red Hot Chili Peppers - Under The Bridge
Sometimes I feel Like I dont have a partner Sometimes I feel Like my only friend Is the city I live in The city of angel Lonely as I am Together we cry I drive on her streets cause shes my companion I walk through her hills cause she knows who I am She sees my good deeds And she kisses me windy I never worry Now that is a lie I dont ever want to feel Like I did that day Take me to the place I love Take me all the way Its hard to believe That theres nobody out there Its hard to believe That Im all alone At least I have her love The city she loves me Lonely as I am Together we cry I dont ever want to feel Like I did that day Take me to the place I love Take me all the way Under the bridge downtown Is where I drew some blood Under the bridge downtown I could not get enough Under the bridge downtown Forgot about my love Under the bridge downtown I gave my life away

May I Kiss You..??
May I Kiss You? I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhyth

~my Lover~(for My Dearest Love You Know Who You Are)
~My Lover~ I need you so badly I want to taste your lips against mine Hold me in your protective arms Hear you say you love me with your tender voice I love you for being in my life I am greatful that you accept me for who I am I can't wait to be with you once again You do anything to save me from danger My faith in you will always be strong Your heart is mine,I want you to know I am always here My admirer is you You will always be known to me as my "Iceman" I love the nicknames you call me shows that your love for me is strong Grab my hand take me away with your love every day and night Whisper in my ear that you love me Say my name when we make love cause I always will Baby you have me for sure You are always my lover

Suck A Dick - I'm A Donor...
SUCK A DICK Depression: According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND among people suffering from depression, many felt much better after sucking a Dick. This is because Dick juice contains a protein that the body converts into serotonin which is known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier. PMS: Forget the pills -- suck a Dick. The semen regulates blood glucose levels, which can affect your mood. Anemia: Dick semen can stimulate the production of hemoglobin in the blood and so helps in cases of anemia. Blood Pressure: Dick semen is extremely high in potassium yet low in salt making it the perfect to beat blood pressure. So Much so, the US Food and Drug Administration has approved whereas physicians can make official claims for the Dick juice's ability to reduce the risk of blood pressure and stroke Brain Power: 200 students at a Twickenham (Middlesex) school were helped through their exams this year by sucking at least ten

Friendship's Entitlement
Friendship long wasted Thrown into the fire Lest, the occasional memory rolls through. Silence, received on both ends Improvement still has yet To see daylight. One entity cannot face the other What was once yesterday's Happy and fond memories Is today's new awkward silence Waiting to be tucked away By a single word Dispersed from glued lips Held back by the dignity Of those behind it. Stone, cold sorrow Makes every new breath Even harder to push Through to the present. Once a friend Now a stranger All remains lost forever Until the pain is set aside Then admitted to the true nature of events.

For You....
I was on the Internet one night. And came across someone so nice. We introduced ourselves and talked about certain things. But never did I know that this could be. How could it be that you're so far but yet near. When constantly, I'm wishing you were here. Why is it that the treasures you long for most, Are always so far, but never too close? I thank God for sending you my way. And to see you soon is what I pray. Everthing I do, I can't do without thinking of you. All I can do is hope my wish come true. I can't figure out what to do. All I seem to think about is you. Before I go to bed and when I wake up too. That's how I know these feelings are true. Sometimes I'm scared to open up to you. Wondering if this is really true. It's funny how one night we're online. Then the next, you whisper in my ear "Goodnight".

Page 2 -- Mummsville Gazette
I will not ask for the mumms back. You will also note that I did not post too many mumms anyway. It is not that I think I am smarter then everyone else, it is that I know my situation, and really don't need "strangers" -- and some of these folks are as strange as they get -- telling me how to run my life. How many other people have written four book in three years? I kinda know my own mind, at least. No, they are busting up the old mumm clique and that is all there is to it.

Tick Warning (hehehe)
Tick Warning I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times, but this one is important. So please send this warning to everyone on your e-mail list. ************************************************ If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warming weather and asks you to take your clothes off and turn around with your arms up... DO NOT DO IT!! IT IS A SCAM!! They only want to see you naked... I wish I'd gotten this yesterday.

New Reef Inhabitants
I got some new critters for my reef yesterday. The newbies include another False Percula Clownfish(to be known as "Sideshow Mel") to pair up with "Sideshow Bob". A Blue Mandarin Goby(it's psychedelic, yet to be named...), Powder Brown Tang(yet to be named), a school of 9 Green Chromis(to be known as "The Stonecutters"), an awesome Goniopora coral and a cool green Acropora coral. And to top it all off, a pair of cute little peppermint shrimp... ...and I wonder why I'm always broke...

Being Bipolar
being bipolar is such of a pain,and realy hard when you have a daughter that has emotional problems too,alot of people have it worse and that is why i write theese blogs cause people seem to think that there are not anyone worse off then me but there is,there are people without a home and with out food,or jobs so some of us have reason to smile life is to short to frown,i know for most of you are asking what the hell is bipolar well it is a chemical in balance,some call us crazy but in reality everyone of us does and says crazy things,we all get in our moods but for me it is more often then others i dont have bipolar i suffer from bipolar,we all take life for granted and we shouldnt things might happen lord for bid but it is true,some of us had a hard child hoos or a bad relationship like me also,abusive both men and woman,if your going to bring a bad realtion ship in with the new it wont work,so please keep smileing and laughing cause it is easy to get depressed and become bipolar or

Disappointments
Disappointments It seems that no matter how hard I try, I am constantly disappointing people or being disappinted by them. Case in point: *My husband begs me to come back to him every day after 4 months of separation *My 5 year old cries herself to sleep every night that she's with her daddy because she wants to me with me every night so she begs me to come back to her daddy *My 8 old tells me I disappointed her several times for not coming back in to check on her at night as promised and says she's not going to believe me anymore (my only excuse is getting lost in work that needs to be done such as laundry after they are asleep) *Someone I trusted and thought would never hurt me stabbed me in the back and did something I still can't believe they did that could eventually cause me a lot of trouble *Someone else I really care about got mad at me and won't talk to me anymore and I really miss them *My own mom ratted me out about something to my husband who doesn't need to k

What They Should Be To You
tender and true, is what they should be to you, honest and kind, you always on their mind, true and sweet, to sweep you off your feet, hopeing the true one you would meet, fakes and phonies, liers and cheaters, is what most of them are, from near and far, you wonder why they play thier games, they even lie about thier names, they are out to hurt you, that is so true, becareful who you pick, or wounds you will lick, hopeing they heal, badly you feel, some are nice, and they are hard to find, some arent even your kind, a friend to share your time, is what you have in mind, a quick lay, is why they are here to stay, becareful my friend, they are just around the bend, they will use you and then it will end, leaving you with sorrow and pain, while they feel vein, i wish you all happiness in life, and hope some nice guy will take you as his wife, so you will see true love, as it was meant from god above............

Girl From A Pawnshop
With a pawnshop eyes and a second hand frown She sat silent at the table Her boots were brown, should she leave town To play the role of lover ex-patriot A nod to the waiter, always her flirty behavior, You know she always gets one on the house She pulls out a letter from a bag under her sweater and before she reads she straightens her blouse Theres a passion in being alone a grace in a loveless time Theres no new cross, theres no new sign Only the sun and the changing tide And out of respect, well really must confess I never lost your number I never lost your address And if we remain friends at best Sometime later no, no not yet We'll smile and remember it like this She put back the letter, one tear falls like a feather and disappears on the bar room floor The gratuity included, you know the letter concluded P.s. all my love Theres a passion in being alone a grace in a loveless time Theres no new cross, theres no new sign Onl

Thinking About Weddings....
So I've been thinking about weddings and marriage lately. I know that once I get married I do not want to get a divorce. I know far too many people who have gotten divorced, and I want to know how to avoid that. If any of you have any advice on that matter I would greatly appreciate it. Also, about weddings. I know if I do get married to a particular special individual. That I want a wedding that will be remembered but that won't cost me an arm and a leg. I've gotten some great advice from a few people on here. One of the things suggested by the special guy which I really like is to provide the guests with disposable cameras to take photos with, and to pay for them to get developed afterwards. I don't know about the cost on that one, but I know that we would end up having some memorable photos. But I also know that I would like some formal wedding photos as well. And that is the one thing I will be splurging on. I've been thinking about getting personalized photo cards t

Nine Weeks Today!!!!
Your new resident is nearly an inch long — barely the size of a grape — and weighs just a fraction of an ounce, but he's poised for rapid weight gain now that his basic physical structure is in place. He's also starting to look more and more human. His embryonic "tail" is now completely gone and his body parts — including organs, muscles, and nerves — are kicking into gear. His eyelids are fused shut and won't open until 27 weeks. He has earlobes, and by week's end, the inner workings of his ears will be complete. His upper lip is fully formed, too, and his mouth, nose, and nostrils are more distinct. The tips of his fingers are slightly enlarged where his touch pads are developing. All major joints — his shoulders, elbows, wrists, knees, and ankles — are working, enabling your baby to move his limbs. As for his heart, it has divided into four chambers now, and the valves have started to develop. External sex organs are there, but won't be distinguishable as male or female for anoth

Happy And Workin :) New Drawings
Hey everybody!! Just figured out it displays the date on the blogs so I wont write those anymore... Today I have been to work and I've worked my behind off, I really like my new job and the people there are nice... Except for the customers, of course... I also uploaded 11 drawings that I have made within the last 2 years... hehe... I only posted my best ones but I couldn't find any from my latest manga: Divine decieves... I will add them whenI have the oppertunity (I need to gain 2 lvls) My modd is great!!! I LOVE YOU CHRIS

Rules To Follow:
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat flat part of your

Getting Fed Up!!!!!!!!
I look on his page and see all the comments and women and some have no respect for the wife at all!! Then again you wouldnt know he was married if it werent for the comments i leave and a dear friend of mine leaves! He walks in and sees me looking at pics and he is pissed but he cybers, chats,looks at pics and feeds the ladies a line of bull and thats ok?? it doesnt matter to him that these ladies might think its more to it than a quick look at nudity or ratings! you go to my page and its everywhere that we are married!! its so hard not to be a bitch on his page when i see some of the comments and things! Then again I'm the one he's sleeping with and i'm the one he tells he loves but then again is it enough????????? Whats a woman to do ...compete with cybering life on here.no i dont think sooo!!! Sometimes i wonder what it would feel like again to have your man only want you and your number one in his heart?

That Guy!
I've notice that every concert, or mall, or any public place I've gone to... I always seem to be "THAT GUY"... The one that you can pick out of all the other people there. I don't know why this is. I mean, is it my looks, the way I show myself, my attitude? WHAT??? I mean damn...I'm always get'n stared at, or pointed to, and BLAH, people still stay away from me, less I go witha couple of people, or run into somebody I know... Otherwise, it's kinda hard to make new friends like that.... What is it about me that makes me "THAT GUY" ??? I honestly don't understand it... I mean hell, with all the friends I've got and shit, I kinda figureed I was a nice person, and easy to get along with, at least that's what I've been told.... So For real, I have no idea... Why do I stnd out so much in crowds??? I don't like being "THAT GUY". It kinda pisses me off a lil in a way ya know?.... Feedback on this blog would be n ice... Thanks

Torture Devices
MEDIEVAL TORTURE DEVICES Torture was used during the Middle Ages for three reasons: To Force confessions or secret information from those accused To discorage dessent and intellectual freedom To Persuade Jews, Muslims, and other non-believers to accept Christianity The most common means of torture included burning, beating and suffocating, however the techniques below are some of the most extravigant. Torture can include anything used to bring upon physical or mental pain but these below are some of the most common. Wooden wedges were forced underneath the toenails to help urge a confession from the criminal. The toenails often became infected and other tortures were applied if this was not enough for confession. This scissor type instrument was used to slice the tongue up afte the victims mouth was forced open. The copper boot was placed around the foot of the victim and filled to the brim with molten lead causing first degree burns. Th

Say Anything But Good Bye
Forgive me, forgive me And I’ll kiss your tears away. You're the first thing and the last, I think of every day Let bygones be bygones, And be willing to forgive. And I will love you only Every moment I live. I love you and I need you, It's a fact and not a lie, So if you plan to punish me, Say anything, but good bye

My Profile
okay, seems to be a misunderstandin' here...I am NOT LEAVIN' this hypocritical site...evryone who's tellin' my ass ta just block this douchebag needs to understand somethin', she will just keep makin' new accts so she can always come back...why should I deal wit' that when my ass can just make a new acct wit' new settin's and just not add her little bitchboy. I don't go lookin' for drama and I sure as hell am not goin' to deal wit' everytime I come here have to be concerned about what happened next at my page or in my pics...that's just fucking assanine; she and her bitchboy can go be miserable an' "stalk" some other user now while I continue wit' my "grown-up" friends. Much fuckin' luvv to all and just lemme know if you really consider yourself a true friend of my typically quiet, sarcastic loner ass how you can find me.

The Birds And The Bees
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. 'I don't want to know,' the child said, bursting into tears. 'Promise me you won't tell me.' Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, 'When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really have sex, I'll have nothing left to live for.'

Where Has My Mind Gone
so my dumb ass went to work and when i got there and punched in it said punch in too early so i looked at the schedule and i dont have to be to work till the grave yard shift which starts at midnight. i got to work at 4pm and drank a mocha frap from starbucks. yea its gonna be hell trying to go back to sleep and staying awake at work tonite.

Welcome To Maine
Welcome to Maine.... The Maine Turnpike began a new program this summer where they handed out flyers titled "Welcome To Vacationland." These flyers will be handed out to all cars with license plates from Massachusetts, Connecticut, New York, and New Jersey. The flyers state the following rules for visiting Maine: 1. That slope-shouldered farm boy you are snickering at did more work before breakfast than you did all week in the gym. 2. It's called a "gravel road." No matter how slowly you drive, you're going to get dust on your BMW. We have four wheel drive because we need it. Now drive, or get out of the way. 3. We all started hunting and fishing when we were nine years old. Yeah, we saw "Bambi." We got over it. 4. Any references to "corn fed" when talking about our women will get your butt kicked...by our women. 5. Pull your pants up, and turn that hat around. You look like an idiot. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of mallards are making their fin

Stupid Ass Pitbull Laws
1. pitbulls cant not be outside unattended unless on a chain. 2. all pitbull owners must have a sign saying pitbull on premesis or your dog will be taken 3. cops are told to shoot pitbulls on sight when trying to aprehend owners. 4. under no surcamstances are pitbulls supposed to be seen at major public events or large gatheerings 5. pitbulls are to be put down if it bites anyone under any circumstance even if in self deffense or the defence of owner. 6. in california if you own a pitbull you are a felon and sentenced to six months jail no exceptions 7. some health care and insurance companies will not cover you if you own a pitbull 8. you can not own home owners insurance if there is a pitbull on premisis. 9. department of child services sees a pitbull in the house as child endangerment .... .......... these are just some of the stupid fukkin laws placed on a missunderstood and ridiculed dog.. all because of media.. and only because of the massive power.. all other dogs att

I'm Fat
I am just disgusting. I can't stand to look at myself, I'm big, I have 2. 5 chins, and I have to position the camera above my head to hide it. I have an ass in the back of me, and an ass in the front. Yes, I have 8 kids, and the last 2 were the culprits to all that, and a lot of it is simply SKIN that won't go away. :( I am miserable, and no matter what I do, none of the weight is coming off. My thyroid doesn't work, so my metabolisim is non-existant. I can't find any clothes that fit, I have cankles, and it looks like I am about to get that *ROLL* at the back of my knee. I can't stand to look at myeslf in the mirror. It's depressing. I'm FAT! :(

Livestrong Song
Either go to my page or my newest stash entry and listen to the song by Wide Awake called "Maybe Tonight". Its a song and video about cancer and honesty I can't listen to it without tearing up. You can get it off iTunes for a dollar and all of the proceeds go to the Lance Armstrong Foundation. I don't care if you buy it, but please at least listen to it.

Life
Ever Feel like you don't belong? Feel like the life you have chosen is wrong? Settling on what seems is the best for you, But messing it up though thats nothing new. The card you have been dealt is the joker of the pack, You are stuck with it now and you can't hand it back. Living your life surviving day by day, You sit back and think you got lost along the way. You open your heart to those in which you care, Once again it is broken leaving you lonely and bare, So you try and protect it and built up a wall, But know you can't promise to keep it from all. Why do we let our hearts rule our brain? It feels like your life is being washed down the drain. Why can't we be strong and choose our own life? I feel like I can't even be a good wife. But this is what I have here and now, And I know I shall survive somehow, Just live in hope it will improve someday, For I really don't like feeling this way.

My Heart Has Been Ripped Out And Shattered!
Oh My God. My insides are hurting, this pain is unbearable. The girl I have been talking to recently has shot down all my hopes and dreams of finding true happiness. No matter what anyone would say she was perfect for me. Her personality and main big interests matched me so well I was thinking I found the one. I still believe that. I don't think I honestly will find one exactly like her and I've talked to lots. This one captured and interested me like no other has. Funny how we was planning on meeting, even when we talked earlier today she said yes that the plans were still on. Then her phone mysteriously is turned off! Not just off, but really off! Says the number has been changed, disconnected, or out of service! WTF? After everything we have talked about and said to each other. I feel like I was played and lead on. Just to torment me and kill my hopes and plans. So many wonderful things said between us and now what? I had a ton of wonderful fun things for us to do together around to

To My Wife Who I Love So Much
You Save Me - Kenny Chesney Every now and then I get a little lost The strings all get tangled The wires all get crossed Every now and then I’m right upon the edge Danglin’ my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you’re here (Chorus) ['Cause] when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun ['Cause] when I’m a firecracker comin’ undone When I’m a fugitive ready to run All wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It’s hard lovin’ a man That’s got a gypsy soul I don’t know how you do it I’m not sure how you know The perfect thing to say To save me from myself You’re the angel that believes in me Like nobody else And I thank God you do (Chorus) ['Cause] when I’m a bullet shot out of a gun ['Cause] when I’m a firecracker comin’ undone When I’m a fugitive ready to run All wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me Well I know I don’t tell you nearly enough I couldn’t live one day with

Living With Lies
Living with Lies(another poem or song I wrote) Current mood: tired Just when I thought That I was alive again My world turned upside down Will my heart ever mend I've lived in my own hate Since the day my life changed Can't turn back the times And there is no one to blame So I sink further and further Away Into the deepest,darkest depths of my hate This anger I have kept deep down inside Was built up through all of these lies Changes in life Are hard to consume But how is it hard To tell the damn truth Honesty was all I ever asked for in life But I never received it And it stings inside So I sink further and further Away Into the deepest,darkest Depths of my hate This anger I have kept deep down inside Was built up through all of these lies Lies Lies Lies Lies Lies Lies

Last Chance
Ok for those who have sent me messages and comments I so appreciate it and value your friendship a great deal. I have had this posted for plenty of tiem now, so for those who didnt feel the need as of Monday you will no longer be on my list. Some have already been booted. So in the slim chance you didnt bothr to read or feel the need to respond this is your last shot.. Love to all those who have Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

My Origins That Make Me So Proud To Be A Romanian! This Is Glory~ Honor ~power
Dacia, in ancient geography was the land of the Daci. It was named by the ancient Hellenes "Getae". Dacia was a large district of South Eastern Europe, bounded on the north by the Carpathians, on the south by the Danube, on the west by the Tisia or Tisa, on the east by the Tyras or Nistru, now in eastern Moldova. It thus corresponds in the main to modern Romania and Moldova, as well as parts of Hungary, Bulgaria and Ukraine. The capital of Dacia was Sarmizegetusa. The inhabitants of this district are generally considered as belonging to the Thracian nations. [edit] Name The Dacians were known as Geton (plural Getae) in Greek writings, and as Dacus (plural Daci) and Getae in Roman documents; also as Dagae and Gaete—see the late Roman map Tabula Peutingeriana. Strabo tells that the original name of the Dacians was "daoi", which could be explained with a possible Phrygian cognate "daos", meaning "wolf". This assumption is enforced by the fact that the Dacian standard, the Dacian Draco

Please
MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts Please.. can someone tell me why people hurt people so much lately on the net? Why do they feel the need to make themselves look so much better destroying people? Why? My Gods.... please tell me.

Thank You
THANK YOU 6 MONTHS AND STILL KICKING THIS NEEDS TO BE SAID FOR ALL THOSE WHO HAVE HEPLED ME IN THE PAST MONTHS AND TO ALL WHO HAVE EVER CROSSED MY PATH HERE ON FUBAR THIS IS A BIG DAY FOR ME AND WHO DO I THANK EVERYONE YOU KNOW WHO YOUR ARE THOSE WHO HELPED ME LEARN AND HAVE SHOWN ME HOW TO GET WHERE I AM TODAY TO MY FRIENDS FANS AND FAMILY WE SPEND MANY HOURS TAPPING BOMBING( WHAT I NEVER DONE THAT LOL) ARE WE HAVING FUN YET LOL I STILL AM TO ALL THAT I HAVE GOTTEN TO KNOW ON A PRESONAL LEVEL THANKS FOR OPENING THE DOOR TO MY MORPH MAKERS TAG MAKERS YOU GIRLS AND GUYS ROCK SPEICAL THANKS TO JADEZ, TNK , SEXYEYES AND MARQ TO ALL THE BOMBERS FAMILYAND GROUPS ALL OVER THIS SITE THANKS AND YOU KNOW WHY!!!!!!! TO ALL EARTH ANGELS THANKS FOR MAKING ME PART OF YOUR GROUP( OK WHO’S NEXT) WITH ALL MY LOVE RAY AKA ~WILDTHING456~ AND BY THE WAY YOUR STILL

Il Be Gone For Awhile
I leave tomorrow for awhile. I have to help my family through a few things..so dont think im ignoring u or have forgotten u.. i dont know when i can be back..so stop by my page every now and then and say hi..love u all and try behave like me oh wait um no no no dont do that lol just behave haha xoxo

Hi
It has been a while since I typed anything. You know I still have this state of confusion when it comes to relationships...I know there are at least three of you that if you were closer..I would not be so lonely...or at least you guys would give it the college try. I constantly wonder why the mean people end up in relationships. I have a tendency to take up too much time to help my friends...but, if that is a bad trait. I will keep it. Then there are the selfish people out there that are constantly making demands on others. And it appears they have everything. That is so screwed up. My goodness one of my best friends is like me...she tries so hard to do the right thing. She is always having grievances for it. Can anyone tell me why?

Calling All Bomber
I could use some big help here...One of my family member is needing our help...Now this other girl is buying ppl comment to win and I'm not going to buy ppls comment...I do have some of my family in there to,,, but I would like see my friends in there... most of you know that I'll will try my hardest to help you on your contest too...The same way I have been doing by asking most of you to plzzz help me...That would take some time... So plzzz help me help her out...If you do help me out plzzz let know so I an Thank you personally....And thank you for your time reading this.... just click on her picture and it will take you there...

Alone
I sit here feeling all alone. No one knows how desolate this is. Just in this hopelessness and dispair. I have found no solace just fakeness. I mask it with a fake smile and hopeless humor. Behind the mask is hatred, behind the hatred is anger. Behind the anger is rage and behind the rage is my cold dead heart. I need someone to hold and warm me again. Make the loneliness go away. Hold me closeand make the pain go away. Letting go is so hard and the tears are not yetgone. Lie beside me again and tell me things are okay.Alone everynight how come this doesn't feel right? Come back and tell me you still love me. I can no longer fight this fight face it i'm alone.

Karma-rules Of The Game
What is Karma? Where does it come from? What is its purpose? How do you create it and how do you resolve it? When you know the answers to these questions you gain an advantage in learning to handle karma. The more you know about karma, the greater your ability to complete it and reduce its control over your life. In your culture, you frequently confuse karma with fate or the notion that the future is written indelibly in ink. You may even believe that you are a victim of karma and that no matter what you do you can not escape its tentacles. Most of you have had lives where you despaired and gave up all hope because you felt that karma would inevitably deal you a terrible blow. You might even think that karma is a punishment for misdeeds meted out from a cosmic parent that harshly judges and disciplines you. Another error you can fall into is the belief that karma is good or bad. You might subscribe to the notion that good karma is like good luck, while bad karma is bad luck

You
Twinkle of your eye, Innocence of your look, Carnal thoughts conspire, Tonight you are my prey. Hold me close and feel, My warm breath on your nape, As my finger trails, Slowly down your spine. Passions erupting from deep, Move me as I move with you, Going further into each other, My name softly on your lips. While I ravish, you let me know, The fullness of your desire, As you wriggle and respond, To my warm exploring touch. Your soft gasps and sighs, Electrify my flesh, Feed my ravenous desire, My mind reeling in delight. Blazing, intense eyes meet, As we rapturously indulge in, Breathless moments of ecstasy, Lifting us up into the stars.

Karma- Poem
Life is filled with currents At different times and degrees Like the swaying of a tree Like the tide to the sea Like the love you found in me Words written and spoken To my heart you brought sorrow It was all a lie when you promised me tomorrow You were never free To follow through or plan You belong to another You’re somebody else’s man You can’t have your cake And eat it too I’m not your baby And I’m not your boo This woman deserves more than good times and lust You breached my trust There’s no need to cuss We all have to live with our Karma

The Speical Woman
when you think you will never feel anything anymore you will be porved wrong i met a very speical woman and she makes me smile and feel wanted we never met but thats ok cause when i talk to her its like im right there with her just wanted to let her know that there will always be a place in my heart for her.

For Those That Care...
If you read my MuMM, you know I was having a moral dilemma... As of 8:30am today, I made the decision to have my Greyhound put to sleep to keep her from living a life of pain and hell... I appreciate those that left kind words....My grey was my 4 legged daughter and she will be missed... Right now Im running on ZERO sleep and major depression...I still feel sick to my tummy...

Let's Use Our Heads People!
OK FOLKS...TODAY I GET A BULLETIN...THIS IS WHAT'S INSIDE........... FRED H AUBUSCHON Victim under the age of 18 State Profile 530 S CLINTON COLLINSV ILLE IL 62234 Name: FRED H AUBUSCHON Date of Birth: 2/24/1972 Height: 5 ft. 10 in. Weight: 175 lbs. Sex: M Race: U Address: 123 SCHOOL FAIRVIEW HEIGHTS, IL 62208 Sexual Predator Crime Information Victim was 10 years of age Offender was 25 at the time of the offense Crimes: FAILURE TO REPORT CHANGE OF ADDRESS CHILD SEX OFFENDER/RESIDE 500' AGGRAVATED CRIMINAL SEX ABUSE/BODILY HARM County of Conviction: St. Clair GO TO HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM HOW UNWELCOME HE IS HERE... I THINK ITS A SICK SICK THING FOR A SEXUAL PREDATOR TO BE ABLE TO HAVE ACCESS TO THE INTERNET AND POSSIBLY MORE POTENTIAL VICTIMS. talented tongue, lookin for love in all the wrong places!!! THIS IS MY RESPONSE TO THIS BULLETIN........ IF HE HAS ALREADY SERVED HIS DEBT TO SOCIETY, I REFUSE TO CAUSE HIM GRIEF. YES, IF

Letting Go Of Love
Letting Go of Love Have you been dumped, betrayed or left so heartbroken that you didn't ever want to love again? Are you still stuck on an ex and don't know how to move on? And how do you know when it's time to let go and look for love somewhere else? # If you're "the other woman" who's waiting for a man to leave his lover, don't waste your time. "If he'll do it with you, he'll do it to you," The man you want lacks integrity and can't make a commitment. # Are your standards too low? who's waiting around for a man that's let her down time and again: "What is it about you that causes you to settle for somebody that you know will cheat on you, know will lie to you, know will make a commitment and then break it? What is it about you that you believe about yourself that you're willing to settle for that?" Recognize that you're settling and that you deserve more. Set a higher standard for yourself. # Does he really even make you happy? Be honest with yourself about the extent to

Home Warranty
So I just recently purchased my first home. Wouldn't you know it, the moment we get in the door, something major goes wrong and dealing with the home warranty for the last few days has been daunting to say the least. I'm a firm believer that most warranties are scams, only getting you hooked with the hopes that you will be covered when you central air or dishwasher goes on the fritz. They are like any health insurance; they will only cover so much and their "technicians," deem whether or not the issue you have is something that should be covered or not. I'm serious when I say that I'm completely fed up with calling these people on the telephone. Just venting...

Pics Gone Private...lol
YES AS MANY OF YA'LL HAVE NOTICED ALL MY PICTURES HAVE NOW ALL GONE PRIVATE...LOL... SOME ASSCLOWN THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA BE FUNNY AND RATE ME ALL 1'S... LOL... SO I PUT THEM ALL PRIVATE FOR NOW.... HAHAHHA....... AHHHHHHHHHHH THE LIFE OF A WALKING DEAD ZOMBIE GIRL IS SOOO HARD ..... I AM SOO CIVIL TOO UNTIL THEY GET ON MY BAD ZOMBIE SIDE..... THEN I GOTTA ZOMBIE BITCH SLAP THEM.. LOL... BUT NO WORRIES.. I WILL OPEN THEM ALL BACK UP AGAIN..... :)

Friends List!!
Well here iam, im writing this Blog to let people knowif you want to remain on my friends list you have to tell me, iam narrowing it down and thoughs who truly love me and want to be my friend then let me know!!! If not expect to be deleted. You have not made an effort to get to know me so i guess you dont want to be on my list! Please do not take offense to this im just stating the facts! XOXOXOXOXOX~ME

I'm Home From The Hosptial
To all my friends, Thank you to everyone that sent me well wishes! I am home from the hospital now. I was rushed in to emergency Wednesday morning with 104 fever and 178 heart rate, very scary, I honestly thought I was going to die. To keep the details to a minimum, I am home after 2 very long days in the hospital. I just wanted to send a quick thank you and to let you all know how much I appreciate your well wishes! I will get back to everyone within the next week as I start to get my strength back! Special thanks to my hubby, Bad VooDoo, for being a great hubby and daddy! Thanx for the luv, Mely

Photos And Questions
I’ve been going through photos on this old PC and found a few more of me to post to my profile. I hope you will have a look and let me know what you think of them. I would like to hear your thoughts on a couple things that interest me but seem to freak out a few men. 1. When you are bound to my bed……..can I play with your ass…tongue, fingers a toy or two? 2. Are you comfortable with the idea of me using a strap-on? 3. I enjoy threesomes whichever mix comes up. Are you comfortable with another man in the mix? 4. Can he touch you? 5. When both of you have cum in my pussy……will you still lick me clean? 6. Would love to have a man bound to my bed…….have him desperate to cum, his only option to cum is to let my other man lick and suck his cock….are you up for it.? Just a few questions to get the conversation rolling. Please email me with your thoughts. Leah

We Do What?
Is it not sad that we put our lives in the hands of politics? Do they really have our best interest at hand or are they just trying to gain votes? Isn't that part of the game? They say that they want to give us better lives and blah blah blah but when are we going to see it? This upcoming election is pathetic. It seems more of a race for a mark in history than what our society needs. The Youtube show was pathetic and a mockery. We put our lives in the hands of people that conspire and lie to get what they want...pretty scary.

Sometimes ...
Sometimes you have to move onward and beyond the hell you are feeling in life. Sometimes you want to explode, rant, fight, get drunk, not give a damned. Sometimes you want to kick someone's ass. Sometimes you feel regret. Sometimes you are just tired of everything. Sometimes you feel empty. Sometimes it is hard to express just how you feel. Sometimes you just ask ... why? Sometimes you want to tell people to just leave you the fuck alone. Sometimes you wonder why you keep trying. Sometimes you are just numb without any feelings. Sometimes you feel like you have wasted time invested in others to get in return pain. Sometimes you go deep inside of yourself and grip what is left of your heart and fear it will still be broken. Sometimes you know bitterness and no longer give a fuck. Sometimes you do not know if everything is worth the struggle. Sometimes you just want to give up. But ... you press onward, try, stand firm, keep steady and know

Interesting Observations
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much , and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger thin

All That I Am, I Think! By Peter Britt
Hi everyone.....Reposting about the book but, to ALSO let you know that my book is now available in the publishers bookstore at a reduced prices directly through them. If you get your book through them however, it will not be autographed as they send it direct. So go get yours today they are ALMOST DONE BEING PRINTED! Can you tell I'm excited? lol Peter Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt

Two Hearts. Too Many Miles Apart
she locks up her feelings smothers her heart so you cannot hear whats tearing her apart she'll bite her lip pretend that everythings okay so she'll carry on until the end of the day because at night when she dreams he is there and her heart mends its seams morning comes she wakes alone no one else in her room no missed calls on her phone another day has come she cannot take it anymore she grabs her keys and walks out the door she has to tell him has to let him know she loves him too much to ever let him go she knocks on his door, then he answers and inside the house they go her face is flushed what happens next? she didn't know she blurts out her feelings and waits, and waits a moment feels like a lifetime does he just want them to be mates? he takes a deep breath looks into her eyes holds her hand and he said his reply he says he loves her that she has his heart but it cannot happen the distance will tear them apart he knows

New Baby...
Cute Purple Glitter Baby Feet Glitters YES ITS TRUE ....TY AND I ARE HAVING A BABY THAT IS DUE SOMTIME IN LATE FEB EARLIE MARCH...WE ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS NEW LIFE...THE MORNING SICKNESS IS KICKIN MY ASS..AND I CANT STAND THE SMELL OF ANYTHING...LOL..BUT I AM EXCITED ,TY IS ALSO EXCITED AS WELL BUT IS HOPING FOR A BOY...I KEEP TEASING HIM AND SAYING ITS A GIRL...EITHER WAY..THE BABY WILL BE A WELCOMED ADDITION TO OUR LIVES. WISH US LUCK AND HOPE FOR A GIRL ...LOL..THERE EASIER TO SHOP FOR...LOL*WINK*..JK..BUT ON THE OTHER HAND ..I GUESS A BOY WOULDN'T BE AS BAD*WINK*...LOL..HUGSS AND KISSES...MISS LOLLY TOPPS Cute Purple Glitter Baby Feet Glitters

It Isn't Difficult To Make A Woman Happy... Really!!
It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynaecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. give her lots of attention, but ex

The Real Iraq
I had this in My Email from a friend on Yahoo. I took the Time to Repost it here. Subject: Proof of abuse by our Troops. How did the media miss them .... By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Armed American Troops Force Iraqis to Seesaw Until They Talk! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Iraqi Child Bites GI In Self Defense After Obvious Torture! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 GI Falls Asleep On Duty While Using Iraqi Child As Body Armor! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 GI Overheard to say 'Talk or I'll tickle you till you pee!' More Evidence Of Failed US Intelligence Policy. By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Soldier Attempts to Eat Iraqi Child ! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Clear Evidence of Forced Labor by Troops! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Iraqis Grateful That American Forces Did Not Open Fire During Soccer Game! By driver1866 at 2007-07-28 Soldier Caught At 'Tickle-Torture' To Extract Intelligence! By

7 Years Ago Today
Today 7 years ago I lost one of the most important people in my life, my mom. No matter how much time passes I still cant help but to wake up on this day and go wow, its been another year, its been 7 years since i've hugged her, kissed her, told her I loved her, or heard her say my name. So to my mom I love you, I miss you and your always in my heart.

Done
You know what....now I'm really fucking pissed...I just wrote a whole fucking thing about why I'm leaving and because a fucking subject box was'nt filled I now have to do it all again....just yet another reason why this fucking place blows.....anyway I'm writing this to Tiff,Ramel,Honielynne and Kelly....I "doubt" you cats will read it but here's to the chance that you do because it's to you guys this goes out to and maybe like the 3 other people that "might" take the time to read it and that's probably giving it more credit than it deserves. Anyway enough of me "bitching" as I seem to do that too much anyway. I'm not gonna be coming on here like I did or have been anymore...I hate this place it fucking blows....to me it's a fucking popularity contest. I hate thae fact that I gotta rate pics,stash,profiles,blogs,mums do contests and I hate the fact that I feel obligated to do so just because someone rated me....it's bull-fucking-shit....Yeah I know....there goes T "bitching" about poin

Going To Germany
Hello everybody!! I just wanted to let you all know that will read this that i will be offline for the next 1 and a half week. And the reason is that i am flying out to Copenhagen, Denmark at 1 am on the 31st of july. Me and my pal will spend a day in Copenhagen and then on the 1st of august we will head over to Germany by bus and with 58 other crasy icelanders. This will be a long bus trip as it takes almost 8 hours to drive where we are going but it will be worth it. As soon as we get to the destination Wacken Open Air Festival that is we will make camp and get to know the group a little better, me on the other hand will probably go and take a good walk around the area go to the market and get me some beer of course lol. Well those 4 days that i will be at this festival will surely be fun lots of bands to see and i will definitely take lots of pictures for you to see. But anyways me and my pal will leave on monday morning by bus to Reykjavik and we have to buy some camping gear when

Just A Song........
Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I've been the mother of

I Love The Way You Love Me
I'm not a big country music fan... but the words of this song struck a chord in my heart... :) "I like the feel of your name on my lips And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss The way that your fingers run through my hair And how your scent lingers even when your not there And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh And how you enjoy your two hour bath And how you convinced me to dance in the rain With everyone watching like we were insane But I love the way you love me Strong and wild Slow and easy Heart and soul So completely I love the way you love me I like to imitate old jerry lee And watch you roll your eyes when I'm slightly off key And I like the innocent way that you cry At sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of times But I love the way you love me Strong and wild Slow and easy Heart and soul So completely I love the way you love me And I could list a million things I love to like about you But they all come down to o

An Attempt...
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner... it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning

Adding Friends And Such
Ok here goes just cause I don't add ya as a friend doesn't mean anything I mean come on I don't have time to add everybody who sends the request get over it people if this is a problem don't send the damn things.

I Am Only Me
I am only me, that is all that I can be No more, no less, don't second guess I love, I laugh, I live and cry, I've wished at times, that I could die Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, Sometimes I'm in overdrive and can't stop I am a loyal and honest friend, You know that I'll be there until the end I am a mother, my children my greatest gift, The smiles on their faces always give me a lift I am a romantic, sensual, sexual, and passionate too, To the love of my life, I'll share this with you I can be sweet and shy or sassy and bold, I'm quite a handful, or so I've been told I am not perfect, I do have my faults, Like when I get scared I put up high walls Or I'm not as forgiving, as I'd sometimes like to be, Because when I hurt, I hurt deeply you see. My logic is all my own, at times misunderstood, Because I don't always do things for my own good I have many facets, like a diamond you see... I am only me. ~ Author Unknown ~

Life's Lessons
If you can learn to look past another's faults, to take a critical look in the mirror, to forgive and defend the ones you love to pick up where you left off, to clean up your messes and lend a hand to another to clean up theirs, to obey stop signs and ignore insults to never expect more than you deserve or take more than you give to turn the other cheek and try again to admit defeat without labeling it failure to sing when you'd rather cry to take care of business when you'd rather play to listen without interrupting to admit that you don't really know everything about anything to take the smallest piece to suffer without complaint and laugh without restraint you have found a far greater slice of sanity than the greater majority of the world and you don't need anyone to tell you who you are; your character speaks before you enter a room and when you are alone, you remain exactly you because you are content.

Last Night 7.27
ahh yes, another "last night" blog. lol. dont get me wrong. everytime me and rik do what we do it feels banging.. but theres just times where like all the planets align and shit LOL and shit is just perfect.. and last night was one of those nights. now. im a big girl, confident, yet prolly one of the most insecure people EVER. so when rik brought along the whole "you never do what i want, you dont ride my face" thing, in my head im thinkin.. "well NO shit, cuz id suffocate you..try explaining to the people doing your autopsy why you have pussy juice all over your face..lol" but last night.. we're layin down naked.. lol. and i stood up to see if the remote to the tv was on this lil shelf thingy i have under my mirror.. and rik being the freshie he is lets his fingers wander.. and after his finger finds my lil spot hes telling me bring it down and ride his face.. after a lil bit of hesitation, i gave in.. and did it. hes the first person ive done that with.. im too insecure, other guys h

Got This From A Friend...
It doesn't matter what you look like, doesn't matter where you live, doesn't matter how you are brought up, doesn't matter what your beliefs are. All it matters is that you love me, that you truly care for me, that you understand how I feel, that I belong to you and only you, that you are there to wipe away my tears, that you will always be around when I need you, that you will always tell me the truth, and that you won't do anything to hurt me. This matter is coming straight from the heart. Wherever you are, whatever that you are doing at this moment. Just remember, there is someone here who loves you...

Mumms
Wow, if you don't have a strong stomach for rude, ignorant people, you might want to hold off on Mumming because it brings them all out! I have posted 2 mumms now today for the first time since being on this site and I have to say it's not what I expected. Sure, you get points but who needs to listen to all the B.S. they leave on your Mumm?!! You ask a simple question that requires a simple answer...a vote, you don't even have to type! :P People, if you don't care, don't vote...and if you don't want to be on my Mumm, don't stop by and look at it! Geez! Have a good night to all!

My Grandma Is Cooler Than Yours
84 and still kickin, hearts still tickin, fuck with me and get a lickin....she hums in her head as her shaky, arthritis-filled hands tap one more nug in the bowl. She lights up, inhales...the smoke pours down her throat, filling her lungs and making her chest swell. The urge to cough sets in quick, she ignores it with the easy technique of a well-experienced master. Her nostrils catch a whiff of the receeding smoke, tickling her nose. She ignores it. Eventually, the feeling passes...she exhales. The pungent smoke passes her aged teeth, cracked and brittle, before rising to the haze-blocked ceiling of her one-bedroom apartment. With a sigh she puts down her pipe, looking nostalgically at her empty sack, remembering the good times they shared. Quietly she grabs her sneak-a-toke, hobbles over to her walker, and exits her apartment. Shutting the door quickly to contain the smoke, she creaks her way down the hallway to the stairwell. mumbling under her breath she hobbles down the stairs, bo

Erotic
I want you to slowly undress me I want to feel you touch me To run your hands down my body Down my sides, backward to my ass Slowly moving up again over my tummy Making your way to my breasts Cupping them, running your fingers over my nipples Feeling them harden like little pebbles I want you to kiss me gently on my lips Moving your mouth across my cheek, Slowly planting butterfly kisses as you move over to my neck I want you to kiss my neck, feel me shiver Feel my nipples getting even harder I want you to move your mouth across my throat Planting butterfly kisses all the way Moving downward – over my collar bone to my breasts I want you to kiss each breast gently, softly Taking each nipple between your lips, in your mouth Running your tongue over each of them and biting them gently Making me shiver with ecstasy, with longing I want you to slowly move me towards the bed To lay me down gently on my back To come lay beside me Look into my eyes as you run your

Where I Have Been
Hello friends .... an update for you on where I have been . I am still fighting the custody balls the wall with all I have got . It has taken its toll but I will NOT give up. I long time ago I would travel the ends of the earth and do whatever is required for my daughter. This is still the case, determination, tons of faith, and a love for my daughter like no other love I have ever expierenced, keep me focused and occupied. I know that God will not let my little angel nor myself down. I have begun to notice that we are so blessed and there are alot less coincedneces and tons more miracles and blessings than I ever imagined or saw before. On top of all this I have the flu... I am wondering if this is Gods way of slowing me down because I am slap wore out, but still was wanting to go and I cant so much right now. Taylor is with HIM until tommorrow so I will rest tonight and get ready to hit the mommie trian excitedly at 4:00 pm, sharp... I will be back soon wanted to let you know my

Are You Brainwashed???
You know that you've been brainwashed by corporate owned media IF YOU ... ... believe the 5 corporations who own almost all of the media in the U.S. are liberal. ... believe $300 billion of U.S. tax money, allocated for the war and reconstruction in Iraq is actually going to Iraq . ... are unaware Iraq had 650 million barrels of oil in reserve just before the war in Iraq . ... are unaware at least $8.8 billion is known to be missing in Iraqi oil revenue from the period the U.S. was in control of Iraq . ... are unaware 198 million in Iraqi dollars is missing from the Iraq treasury from the period the U.S. was in control of Iraq . ... are unaware that war is exceptionally profitable for a small number of investors. ... believe Halliburton's no-bid contracts have nothing to do with former CEO, now Vice President Dick Cheney. ... are unaware that the Iraq war is the biggest case of war profiteering in human history. ... belie

Sex Sex And Oral Sex
I just finished reading an article about how in 10 years the number of younger people [ages 12-15] giving oral sex has doubled and that they give oral because they dont consider it sex. They continue to see themselves as holy who have done nothing wrong to upset their religion [ and not just the christian religion ]. I consider oral a part of sex since it leads up to sex, and usually its one of the better parts of sex because theres alot of touching and kissing and teasing and being romantic [ at times ] because in the end you want to be finished off. Then again kids will be kids, its just that the younger generation is getting more experience in a sexual lifestyles than we are.

The Hesperides, Daughters Of The Evening
We are the three sisters of Evening, We are the nymphs of a garden. Our voices bring forth beautiful singing, We can become trees among the golden. Their apples ripe with immortality, Ladon stand guard over them. Those who steal face fatality, He is the one who will condemn. He talks to us as we sing, Our voices lilting in the trees. Aegle is the luminous one, The willow blowing in the breeze. Erytheia is the crimson one, I am the willow in the grove. Hesperia is the evening one, Her poplar is full of love. Once our apples were stolen, Hercules had tricked the God Atlas. Aethena returned them crestfallen, The scared fruit returned alas. We are the Hesperides, Daughters of the Evening.

Confessions Of A Florist ....wink
All in a day's work lol.... Part of my work is delivering flowers and this weekend has been really busy with weddings. One wedding I offered to take the floral pcs to the Catholic church a short distance from my shop. I'm not Catholic but I'm sensitive to protocol of faith....Well to make a long story short...I arrived at the church and sort of got the feeling that Mass might still be going on so sat in my car for a few mins.... It's a hot day and I'm dressed in a sun dress... An elderly man in a suit and tie approaches me ... I explain why I'm there and ask him if I might go in or should I come back later.. Now to get a picture of this moment he's peering into my open window of my drivers seat and I'm looking up at him...(smirk) He tells me that indeed Mass is almost over and if I'm discreet I could enter the church and go down the side isle...thats fine by me... Then he looks at me and points to my cleavage lol ...and says " But please cover those up....there are older peopl

My Life Now
my life as i know it has changed dramadically over the last few months. I lost my wife.. she decided she wasn't in love with me anymore and didn't want to be with me i have our twins which keeps me going day by day... but without her i feel my life is incomplete and i don't know what to do anymore. I have no clue as to what to do or how to tell her how much i love her i know i fucked up somewhere is why she no longer loves me or says she don't anyway but i would love to have her by myside once again

My Darling Husband.....
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. XXX BE SURE AND SCROLL PAST THE PICTURE P.S . Your girlfriend called.

What The Hell
i find that thangs are diffrent and im not even home yet. i hate talking to people online or the phone. every day fells the same and i try to better my self but feels as if im falling to do so , over and over agine. I read the news to stay up on shit at home and i find all is in a downward spin. then being here my friends are die for people who dont even care any more. all was great when the war started, but now everyonr is board with the idea. then you guys say you your with the troops but your not into the war, that is the dumbest shit i have ever heard, if theres no wars theres no us. IF you guys really cared about us and for are lives you would be here, putting your ass on the line every day. some of you dont get this its 24/7 here when were up and when where sleepin. well i guess im just going on about shit sorry

Ummmmmmmmmm
WAS UP WITH THE STUPID PEOPLE LIKE TELLING OTHER PEOPLE TO FUCK OFF AND SHIT.....AND THEN DOWNRATERS WHAT ARE WE 5 AGAIN GEEZ...I THOUGHT THIS WAS A NO DRAMA SITE....ITS GETTING MORE LIKE MYSPACE AND THE ONLY REASON IM ON HERE IS FOR MY FRIENDS BUT DAMN PEOPLE BEEN TO GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET ALONG AND YEAH THERE ARE SOME DOUCHEBAGS ON HERE WHICH DOESNT NEED TO BE ON HERE BUT IM DONE RANTING ♥ Cassie

This Is What Happened
OK NORTH CAROLINA SUCKS!!! FAYETTEVILLE MOSTLY!!! FRIDAY WE WENT TO A BIRTHDAY PARTY. SOMETINE BETWEEN 2 AND 430 OUR VAN WAS STOLEN. RIGHT FROM THE PARKING LOT!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE WOULD DO THAT!!! WELL ANYWAY. WE ENDED UP REALLY REALLY SCREWED. WE ARE JUST VISITING FROM NEW JERSEY. THERE GOES OUR RIDE HOME. WELL ANYWAY WE CALLED THE COPS. THEN THE BANKS. LATER ON FRIDAY NIGHT I CHECKED MY BANK ACCOUNTS. OMFG!!! THEY USED MY BANK CARD TO GET GAS!!! HONESLTY I FIND THAT PART TO BE FUNNY... OK NOW WE DID GET APPROVED TO GET A RENTAL CAR. BUT WHEN WE GOT THERE WE FOUND OUT THAT MY INSURANCE NEGLECTED TO TELL THEM IT WAS GOING TO GO OUT OF TOWN (A ONE WAY TRIP)!!! THE RENTAL PLACE HAD NO PROBLEM WITH THAT EXCEPT THEY WERE GOING TO CHARGE US UPFRONT FOR THE MILEAGE!!! GOT ON THE PHONE WITH MY INS. CO. AND THEY ENDED UP HANGING UP ON ME!!! WELL THE RENTAL PLACE CALLED THEM TOO AND DID SOME OTHER THINGS. WE GOT ALL THAT TAKEN CARE OF. ALL WE HAD TO DO WAS RETURN THE CAR IN JERSEY WITH

So...it's Over
Riley and I called it quits this morning for good. And I've run out of tears at the moment. Which I'm not particularly happy about. I mean, I love the guy still obviously. it's just...I have this habit of becoming emotionally detached after a certain point. Meaning...the same day. Not that it won't manifest in some other way. I usually end up stressing myself out to the point that I'll lose 15 to 20 pounds in the next couple weeks. Ugh... I'm not cutting him out of my life though. We have the same friends and we had our last little romp before parting ways. I told him I'd always love him and I know he still loves me. It just takes...time

A Walk Through The Woods
A Walk through the Woods By Rattdoll Some times, late at night, I like to take long walks through the woods down the road from me. Some late night exercise, easing some of the stress from a long night at work. I've been walking about 15, 20 minutes when my cell phone rings and I stop to see who is calling. It was Chuck, but he hung up before I could answer. No big deal. If it was important, he'll call me back, I thought. I put my phone away, and was about to get back to my walking when someone sneaks up behind me, wraps his arms around mine and gets me in a tight bear hug. He quickly puts his right hand down my pants and slips his fingers into my wet pussy. "Oh yes darlin. You've been thinking of me again," he whispers in my ear. It was Chuck. He's so hot. Dark blond hair, blue eyes. As he starts rubbing my clit, he's kissing and biting on my neck and I can't help but rub my ass against that hard budge I can feel rising in his tight pants. "You want to cum for me, don't yo

Haterz!!!!
IM AM NOT CHILDISH IN THE LEAST....I HAVE LADIES COMING THRU AND RATING ME 1, 2, 3, 4 AND 5. I AINT NO HATER....I WILL RATE YOU WELL OR WONT RATE AT ALL. I LOVE IT WHEN PPL HATE ON ME....!! ITS GOOD TO KNOW THEY THINK ABOUT ME ENOUGH TO COME BY EVERYDAY AND HATE ON ME!

All Torn Up Inside
OK well if you been readin my blogs, you know that I havent been speakin to my dad or brother lately. well my dad isnt really my real dad, hes raised me since I was 9 months old, so I consider him my real dad....anyways, he came by here earlier and dropped my little girls bike off, and thats it, I dont know but it hurts me bad that he wont apologize for the things he said, but I miss him so much, and I dont know if I should be the bigger person, and write if off because of the alcohol or whatever, I wasnt bothered too much about it until today, I guess the surrealistness(sp) of it kicked in, and I really do miss my pops...well I just needed to vent I guess. Thanx for readin my crap ~Lexi

Why Men Are Never Depressed!!!
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED Men Are Just Happier People — What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can! wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. A wedding dress is $5,000 but a Tux rents for $100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one sui

Here We Go Guys Add Them Up
EVERYONE LETS WELCOME THE POSSE'S SIXTEEN NEWEST MEMBERS!!!Okay team you know what to do here. Add them, fan them, and show their page love. I always try and pimp out our newest members as they come in but a lot of the times I'm in the middle of a bombing run. If you are a new Posse as of the last week or so then give me a shout. You need to be pimped so everyone can add you. If I do not have you fanned then I don't have you at all. Please hit me up so I can do that please. The Posse is always looking for new members and if you are --> DRAMA FREE

80s Hair Metal Is Shit Rock Crap
however...my boss, my guy from my stupid videos i post, and myself are hired to tape WARRANT tonight who are playing at some BFE house party. yes, this is the same WARRANT as in "shes my cherry pie somethin somethin we are homo" from the 80s. so be jealous. or point and laugh at the red haired kid in the ramones shirt taping it partialy against his will (its really the money thats gettin me to go...and beer.......and the prospect of maybe seenin some white trash, 80s boobies). that is all.

Thank You From Corky
Alot of you maxed rates early yesterday from all the rating we did to help him..So I wanted to make sure you all seen this..Thank you again for great team work. Again thank you..Today we have leveled 6 over 80,000 in points We just need 2 minutes of your time to please rate one of these names you think would make a good name representing Levelers. Please rate using the links below to vote. You don't have to be a leveler to rate and help pick a name. Someday you may need help leveling and we may be there to help you as well so will you help us. Thank you for taking a minute to help us. TEAM LEVEL-UP SHADOW LEVELERS LEVELERS UNITED TEAM RATER FUBAR'S HEART LEVELERS GET-R-DONE-LEVLERS THE FUBAR BARON LEVELERS FUBAR HITTERS FIRE CRACKIN LEVELING TEAM FU-ANGEL-LEVELERS FU- LEVELERS

The Itch
Janet couldn't sleep. It might have been the heat or it might have been her roommate's snoring coming through the paper thin wall or it might have been that her shit-for-brains ex-boyfriend had walked out on her a week ago for the last time. Not that she missed him. Much. It could have been any of those things. But it wasn't. You see, she had this itch. It was a very aggravating itch, and it made her restless. It was located in a very special place, high up between her thighs. It was a very deep itch, and would require very deep scratching. Of course, she could scratch it herself, as she had done on several occasions before, but her restlessness was reinforced by the sound of gentle snores from the room next to hers. It would be oh so much better to have somebody scratch it for her. Allen had always been a good friend of hers, but she had preferred to keep it at a friendship level. When mutual financial circumstances had made sharing an apartment seem like a very good ide

Hutchence Biopic Official
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com Full Story: http://www.contactmusic.com/news.nsf/article/hutch... LATEST: Tragic INXS star MICHAEL HUTCHENCE is to return from the grave in a new biopic produced by MORGAN FREEMAN. The film, tentatively titled Slide Away - the name of the duet the singer performed with U2's Bono, will feature Hutchence's ghost recalling his wild life to daughter Tigerlily. Longtime INXS videomaker Michael Egan will direct the film, while bosses at Freeman's Revelations Productions company are now on the search for an actor to play Hutchence's ghost. Initial reports suggest Johnny Depp is the frontrunner for the part. But it's unlikely Hutchence's INXS bandmates will play any part in the film, even though members of the late rocker's family have given producers their blessing. The group's publicist, Chrissy Camp, says, "The band has never been involved in any of these films and I really don't think this one will be any different." Hutchence accidentally hanged himsel

My Panties Are Gone.. ??
I need your help sexy people.. it will only take a sec of your time.. its a contest done by rates.. If you could take 1 min of your time to come by and check it out.. I would be soo happy I might take a full nude pic at the end of the contest if I win.. Well I know you will help.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ Here's the Link http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=171588&albumid=481341&i=1931918446 or

Being Fucked Over Sucks..
So yeah my bestfriend fucks me over tonight with moving down and in with him and his dad.. Says all this bullshit to me says I was rude to his dad which i wanna know how I was because I was infact not rude to him at all in anyway.. So now.. I have nothing, No job, no money, no where to stay.. and shit.. I sent him money and everything so they could come get me my mom did.. and then he has enough fucking balls to sit and say he dont wanna end the friendship? HAHAAHHAHA FUNNY SHIT RIGHT THERE.. If he thinks ima stay friends with him after he fucked me over like this hes wrong.. he knows the shit i been trhough he knows i have to be out of this place by next month but fucks me over totally.. I have nothing.. Im stressed, Upset, Depressed, Mad, exhuasted.. and donno what the fuck to do.. this has been a god damn lovely day..

Blah
ok so Im hungry and absolutely NOTHING in the house sounds appealing.......... Im bored with TV .......... dont feel like playin a video game......... fubar is pretty much dead........... and Im bored outta my fucking mind............ right now I dont even know what the hell to do with myself. so for those of you that ever wondered what BLAH means......... thats about it right there in a nutshell.

Death
I do not think life is a sentence that ends with an exclamation point, question mark or period. Rather, I think it drops off with a ..... and then changes into some other form of life (be it spiritual or physical). From death to fertilizer for something entirely new..... now is that not that a nice equation? It sure makes life easier when I remember that for every inch we fall, we are given an extra inch to grow. This is why, to the hushing and discouragement of so many around me, I always say, “Do what you will with your life.” If you need to cheat and steal to learn about Truth, then take to the mall with your dirty five-finger discount. The one concrete thing about life is that its laws are universal and its lessons indiscriminate. Newton called it his third law. Buddha called it karma. Bruce Willis called it revenge. The Bible says we reap of what we sow. I say, “play with a ball of string and you may very well become tied up, but half the fun is in being knotted up, while the othe

Post Op
it's weird how when you have all these fears when you go into suegery. my biggest one has always been going under. i just want to come out. the last time i had surgery, everything was fine. no regrets on what i went in for. this time, i don't regret the surgery, i know i needed it. i just never expected to feel like this. it felt like part of me was missing. like my whole chest had caved in. i wasn't expecting that reaction. it threw me for a loop. i am feeling better know, and have coped with it. i still have weird feelings about the way i look. when i recoup, i may need reassurance on my apperance, so, i will go out to victoria's secret and try to find something that i think looks like me and see how it makes me feel about me. but, in the mean time, i may need my friends to help me with this as well, thanks....

My Stalker Is Back
Man what is with this dude? he is the whole reason I deleted my old profile and he is back again...I blocked him from any messenger i had and yet he still can get to me. This dude is crazy. I don't know why he is so obsessed with me but he needs to realize he is a fuckin coward and nasty. I swear this dude is watchin me. I am not going to have to check in with an investigator again like I did the last time...grrr

498
Well - my tired, happy ass is going to bed finally. I've been a busy girl today. Leveled up several people today, comment bombed my ass off for a few friends. And still, it doesn't even look like I put a dent into the amount of points I need to level up. Oh well. Back to the grind of things tomorrow. Ohhhh, I updated my profile page. Let me know what you think! :) I kind of like it. xoxox, Kathy AKA BrattyBytch

The Difference Between Love & Like...
When we claim that it's love that we have for someone, are we correct? Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest? It is not love, its like. You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them… Am I right? It's not love, its lust. Are you proud and eager to show them off? It's not love, its luck. Do you want them because you know they're there? It's not love, its loneliness. Are you there because its what everyone wants? It's not love, its loyalty. Are you there because they kissed you or held your hand? It's not love, its low confidence. Do you stay for their confessions of love because you don't want to hurt them? It's not love, its pity. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It's not love, its infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care bout them? It's not love, its friendship. Do you tell them everyday they are the only one you think of? Its not love, its a lie. Are you willing to give all of your

July 29,
Not really looking for anyone to comment on this..but if u want..u can..jus putting some of my feelings down....Today July 29, i would of been with my late husband for 18 yrs..that would of been a long time together with someone..seems like it when u read it and saying it..it doesnt anymore..he passed away 3 1/2 yrs ago from a massive heartattack from diabities..right in front of me that nite..jus fell over on the bed and that was it..no last words no nothing..i use to sit and wonder if i had told him that i loved him that evening when he wasnt feeling good..but would of been too stuborn to go to the er..but they said it wouldnt of mattered..nothing was or could of prevented him from passing away..i dont use the word Die or Died to much...seems to harshof a word to say about someone that has passed away...its really hard this year from some reason and i dont know why...i guess im really realizing hes not coming back and i need to figure out what i want to do with my life..not sure real

My Smiling Eyes
It doesn't take much to make my eyes smile. It really doesn't. All it takes is a tender word, a sincere laugh or a great big, genuine hug that comes from your heart. Do you know what doesn't make my eyes smile...(And I have a very fierce, piercing stare if provoked)..It is insensitive, self-centered, egotystical ASSHOLES! You know the type ladies.....they are the ones (no matter how "unfortunate" looking they are and loser-ish) because they find YOU hot.....they just KNOW you will suck them off!! They are the ones that assume you LOVE it in your ass because they want to put it there and they really have no concern with respecting you. I am FED up with these assholes. I just want to say "Get over your hard-on, you shitwad!" NO!! I DON'T WANT TO FUCK YOU! SUCK YOU! OR OTHERWISE GET YOU OFF!!! Sometimes I look at pictures as I am about to rate...(And I rate the way that I would like to be rated) and I see a near toothless grin, with a 5 O'clock shadow, and filthy clothes staring b

Yummy Cake Ya'll Check This Out
Chocolate Strawberry Mousse Cake 1 cup 3 TB 2 pint baskets 2 cups 1/2 cup 2 TB 2 1/2 cups 1 TB Chocolate cookie or Chocolate graham cracker crumbs Butter or margarine, melted California strawberries, stemmed and halved Semisweet chocolate chips Water Light corn syrup Whipping cream, divided Sugar Oven Temp ~ Bake Time ~ Pan Type ~ 9" springform pan Spray pan with non-stick vegetable spray. In bowl, mix crumbs and butter to blend thoroughly. Press evenly onto bottom of 9-inch springform or cheesecake pan. Stand strawberry halves, touching, side-by-side, pointed ends up with cut sides against side of pan. Set aside. Place chocolate chips in blender. In small saucepan over medium heat, mix water and corn syrup; bring to boil and simmer 1 minute. Immediately pour over chocolate chips and blend until smooth. Cool to room temperature. Meanwhile, in large mixer bowl, beat 1 1/2 cups of the cream to form stiff peaks. With rubber spatula, fold cooled chocol

If
If.... If i ask you to kiss my lips Would you ask which set?? Or would u pick the ones That seem 2 make u sweat... If I ask you to let me ride Would u ask in what direction?? Or would u let me choose Based on the size of your erection... If I ask you to love me down Would you start from bottom to top? Or would you just go for the spots That make me say "Don't stop" If I ask you to scream my name Would you think it was a test?? Or would you just yell it to the rooftops As I give you my best without rest If I tell you to give it to me hard Would you give me all u got? Or would you hold back and tease me Until u feel I'm hot... If I asked you for variety Would we do sumthing different? Or would we do the tried and true Just because you love my belligerence.... If u wanted reciprocation Do u think Im that chic?? I can answer that for you... This girl can drive a stick!!

Nan
Well....some of u already know, but for those of u who dont, my grandmother has been sick and in n out of the hospital for the 15 months. she first walked thru a heart attack in may 2006, and went to the hospital where they found a hole in her heart, which they repaired. but the recovery took forever and she kept getting sick n gettin better n sick n better over and over again. so she has been doin well lately, but today everything took a turn for the worse. she had a trach put in a while ago, but today she caughed and started bleeding. she lost 2 liters of blood today. they didnt know where the bleeding stemmed from, so they were running tests. her lungs were clear, so they scoped her stomach to see if it was coming from there....because if it was coming from the stomach, something was able to be done. now that its not the stomach, it means that its in the artery in the trachea and nothing can be done. my mom got a call at 1am this morning and she found out that she went into arre

Father Beats Recently Disabled Daughter With Golf Club
NEW PORT RICHEY, Fla. -- A New Port Richey man is behind held without bail after being charged with beating his daughter with a golf club. Richard Murphy was upset with his 18-year-old daughter for having friends over to their house. The Pasco County Sheriff's Office says Murphy dragged his daughter Katherine by her hair and threw her out of the home Thursday, telling her not to return. Katherine, who is disabled after a car accident, waited in a car in the driveway for her father to cool down. But authorities say he came outside and hit her with a Northwestern Flex golf club. Murphy told police he was defending himself from his daughter, who threatened to hit him with a metal pole. Murphy, who is a registered nurse at Regional Medical Center Bayonet Point, was charged with aggravated battery with a deadly weapon. Copyright 2007 by The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs, Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92% Bondage83% Biting83% Blind Folds50% Whips50% Blood42% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

How I Came Up With The Name Oguardianshaven
Well when I went on-line I need a screen name and there were three or four girl-friend's here and I asked them what would be a good name for me. They all said Guardian Angel, well of course that was taken already so I started trying variations and came up with Oguardian, then a little bit later when I started my on-line Biz I added Haven. So thats how OguardiansHaven became.

My 'ship' Has Sunk....
it's time to swap Fan Fiction Playgrounds. CSI Miami just isn't cutting it imagination wise anymore... Hmmm Now Dr Who...I could go there!! Slash with Captain Jack??? Oooh lord scrub my mind out with jeyes fluid.... *Snort* Think I'll potter upto the sand hills with Evo and have a sit and plot, whilst he chases rabbits. Hang on what am I saying Plot? What fuckin plot !!! I never have a plot! LOL The mucky mind that is...doesn't need a damn plot Haha!! What I do need though is a new Pen-name. I never 'move playgrounds' without changing the name... Maybe it's time to resurrect Phoxx!! It's been a while since my Airwolf days....

Alittle Funny To Start Your Day!
1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17.. Wrinkled Was Not One of the Things I Wanted t

Men!!
*WARNING: Vent in progress* Damn...I am sooo used to dating guys that have a clue at how to do things aroudn the house that I sometimes forget my hubby hasn't GOT a clue. F*CK! So this morning...I can't get the water is the shower to turn off. Grrreat! The tub isn't draining very well, so it's filling up. I knew the knob must've been stripped, so I took it off and tried to used some pliers on it. Nothing. The tub is about half full and I can't go to work with it running or it will overflow, so I...being a brilliant thinker at this time of the morning...call my hubby at work to ask him if he has a clue as to how to turn the water off...forgetting he would be the last effin' person in the world to know how. He yells at me that he's at work and can't deal with this right now. Well fine then! So I start emptying water out of the tub with my big dutch oven. And I put my HUGE stock pot that I have...thank you Becky!...in there to let it fill up. The shower has one of

I'm On Vacation.......
My office closed on Friday and I was laid off.....not unexpectedly so I'm cool......I'm gonna take a little time off and enjoy life as you all know I do. I was offered a job at a new club being opened by the former managers of the PleasurePalaceFlorida.com. It's a lifestyle nightclub located in Pasco County. I'm so excited I can hardly stand it. My life is good......but I need a drink, lol. Much love and Peace, Becky

What Is It?
Within a cluster of stars a soul drifts deep in an ample place called space. Galaxies formulate around its drifting presence through its splendid purpose. Imagine a life that can sustain its own life within the walls of space. What is its reason? Why does it exist? Why don’t we know of it until now? This soul so much like our own only split in a difference by its power. The power to survive is in the not. The will to stand alone in the darkness. Is this a symbol of my own making dear reader? Well you must be at a loss dear reader as you know that a writer is not supposed to speak to the reader in his story. Well I am not a typical writer, and I will not refrain myself from getting close to you. As I write this you undoubtedly know that I am present within you now. You and I are the soul a drift in this empty space. That space my dear reader is the space of pre-thought, pre-creativity. This is the mode of existence before materialization. Why am I taking you there reader? Why am I

Two Men Reported Missing Found Alive (3 Close Friends)
Two men reported missing found alive State Journal Register (Springfield, Illinois Newspaper) A large-scale search for two Springfield men feared drowned in the Sangamon River was called off Sunday evening when the pair returned to land unharmed. Andrew Larson, 20, and Dan Leingang, 22, went swimming in the river near South Tower and Darnell roads about 4 p.m. and told their friend, Michael Yucus, that they would meet him in about an hour at the bridge next to the Dawson water plant on Mechanicsburg Road. Yucus, who can't swim himself, said he arrived at 5 p.m and waited for a hour before he started yelling their names and decided to call 911. "I really thought I was in trouble," Yucus said when he saw no signs of his friends. The Sangamon Rescue Squad responded about 5:30 p.m. along with Mechanicsburg firefighters and the Sangamon County Sheriff's Office and began lining up along the shore and putting boats in the water while ambulance crews waited nearby. Jus

Are You Freaking Serious????
So, this morning I posted a MUMM asking if anyone wanted me to buy them a gift because I had alot of fubucks to spend. I just came back to my desk to this message: A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. How is offering to buy someone a gift offensive or NSFW?? Someone please explain that to me.

Pleasures Of The Flesh
like a demon you possess me, envelope my senses, fill me up- i need your touch so much i can't breathe you cut me - i bleed i cannot seem to escape, or erase the ecstacy you gave just one bite when the moment was right and I became your slave and like the fire the wind and the moon you shape me you shift me I'm in lust with you

Update On Ray
JSUT GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH HIM AND AM HEADING THAT WAY...HE HAS HAD A REALLY BAD MORNING AND NIGHT HE HAS BEEN COUGHING UP THE BLOOD AND THIS MORNING ITS FRESH BRIGHT BLOOD....SOOOO THEY ARE GONNA TAKE HIM FOR AN MRI TO SEE WHERE ITS COMING FROM AND TRY TO GO IN AND CAP THEM OFF...HES ON 15 LITERS OF O2 AND HAVING A REALLY HARD TIME AGAIN SO PRAYERS IS NEEDED I KNOW WE ALL HAVE BEEN PRAYING OUR HEARTS OUT BUT PRAYERS GO ALONG WAY MUAHHHHHH TO YOU ALL FRIENDS I LOVE YOU ALL

Boobies
So, i am no longer allowed to make mumms because i had the word boobies in it and did not mark it nsfw. i think that is messed up. it was boobies for god sake. ok i made a mistake. but take away things? thats no fun...

Is It To Much To Ask?
So my back is screwed up big time and I really need to see a Neurologist! I get an emergency appointment for today because the pain is so bad I want to stick a gun in my mouth! Not seriously though but the pain is pretty bad! I tell them over the phone that I have a rare nerve disease that all but crippled me 4 years ago. I explain to them that I know my own body and that I need to be seen right now. So I get a 1000am appointment. I would use my primary surgeon but I just moved and he is not anywhere close so I am forced to use someone new. Long story short I got there on time. They made me fill out enough paper work that I thought I bought a house and joined the military. They make me sit there for over an hour without saying a word to me. Then Finally the DUMMY at the desk asks me for my CO-Pay. No problem I thought but then I remembered I have no cash on me. I ask the DUMMY if I can use a debit card or credit card for the $60 copay and she says NO! So I have been here all morn

Another Survey
What's your name? Ruby Why were you named that? Its from a movie Who are your best friends? they know who they are. Do you have any siblings? yes Are you a cuddler? yes Favorite color? purple What does the 7th message in your inbox say? Aged Computer Accounts Who is it from? Bill Who sits behind you in 4th period? Not in school Who sits to the right? Rym Where is your mom right now? In Ohio Do you have any kids? no Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from? unknown number Closest black object? coffee mug Closest silver object? paper clip Have you ever jumped a fence running from a cop? no Do you sing in the shower? yes Do you own any pets? yes How does your hair look right now? straight What concerts have you been to? too many to list If you could kill someone, who would you kill? someone What are your fears? Heights, Spiders, Clowns When was the last time you pulled an all nighter? Last tim

The After-math
I just want to let everyone know that so far so good as far as the back surgery goes.....however, i still have a long road ahead. i will keep you posted... I also wanted to thank everyone for being here to support, care and wish me happy birthday. I still cannot be online for long periods of time (YET LOL) because sitting hurts my back the most. I will catch up as soon as i can. Tons of love and hugs to everyone. tracy PS....Yoda....i commented on Cali pic...hope it was alright that i copied your idea and i hope it was the right pic lol...let me know "T"

Essence!!
~ Essence the joy of giving and tasting;..the essence of who you are.. the boldness of wanting and craving;...hot lips travelling your shaft for more. the licking and flicking of tongue, at the ..v.., below your curved tip... the jerking of pulse and the dewdrop.. sweet-clear, at the glistening end. my mouth and the juices are sliding, up and down and all lightly round.. my fingers are stroking the jewels, sensitive probe before and behind; you jerk and you moan and you spasm... you're lost within my throat's keep. i swallow and wallow and love it.. a good girl; gone bad before sleep. ~ Shift The ache in soul, has shifted.... travelling down spine; past dimples of mine.. around smooth, and quivering belly.... between milky-white thighs and soft velvet; lies my moist-sweetened sighs of the living. oh!..so heated. ..with pulsing inside; the desire and fire and healing and reeling and wondrous feeling.... of animal call to

Another Zombie Poem!!!! :)
Our Middle class neighborhood has changed through the years. What was once a safe haven for everyone now brings us to tears. Every night, here, when the sun goes down, Zombies invade our space and take over our town. Who moans with despair howling for dope? Zombies, the lost souls of the night, who have given up hope? Rocking back and forth to a mystical beat, Around the block they keep going, up and down the streets. The shops close down early and the customers disappear. All scurrying away, fleeing mostly out of fear! I sit in my shop and watch my neighborhood dwindle. I'm feeling a great loss now, like I'm being swindled This was supposed to be my American dream. Shot up in that Ho's arms wait did you hear that scream? Who are these aliens and where do they come from? Enraptured like captivated manikins moving to obscure drums What's eating at them and tormenting their souls, As they constantly turn, the corners doing t

Solve This Puzzle
solve the puzzle You are riding on a beautiful white horse. On your left side is a drop off. On your right side are several ostriches being chased by a lion. In front of you are four large gazelles which won't get out of your way and you can't seem to overtake them. Behind you is a stampede of horses. What must you do to get out of this highly dangerous situation? For the answer scroll down . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . * Get your drunk ass off the merry-go-round. *

I"m Fucking Done And Fuck You To!
NO MORE RATES! NO MORE COMMENTS! NO MORE LOUNGE VISITS! NO MORE VIDEO BLOGS! NO MORE FRIEND/FAN/FAMILY REQUESTS! NO MORE PICTURE UPLOADS! AND NO MORE FUCKING INTERNET FRIENDS YOUR ALL AS FAKE AS A 2 CENT NICKEL AND I'M SICK OF EVERYONE LYING AND TREATING ME LIKE SHIT! I'VE BEEN ON THIS SITE FOR A GOD DAMN YEAR AND NO ONE HAS STUCK AROUND EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS ON HERE HAS EITHER DISAPEARED LIED TO ME BROKE MY HEART OR WAS FAKING IT IN THE FIRST PLACE AND I'VE HAD ENOUGH YOU HEAR ME I'VE HAD ENOUGH I'M DONE! FUCK YOU ALL VERY MUCH IF I HAD A PICTURE OF ME GIVING THE MIDDLE FINGER IT WOULD BE RIGHT BELOW HERE CAUSE I'M FUCKING DONE!

Update....
For those who are wondering, I am feeling better from the snakebite! Its been a rough couple of days since it happened. Tomorrow Im going to burn the brush pail that the little bastard was hiding in. If he has any friends in there they going a DIEEEEE!!!!! Teach them to bite me! Little bastards. Just thought I'd let everyone know, not going to get rid of me that easy! I wont be dieing any time soon. Still got a few people left to piss off.

A Girl
so maybe I think this site is totally cool cuz I have met a girl who is the sweetest girl I have ever met and the most beautiful too....how is that possible??!! lol well it is and I owe it al lto fubar!! thanx you badass mofos!!!

In Longing Spirit
Emperor's In Longing Spirit is an example of how nature's wonders can make the mind wander in dark places. It's simply a think of beauty and these words match. To take you away from the endless supply of wrath for religion and mankind I bring a new theme to the blog of my inspirations... Landscapes Entrance my mind with thoughts of ancient times I wonder... Did they walk this path... Open seas An endless horizon they seem I wonder... where did they go... Nightsky Source of light an dark I wonder... Did they comprehend... Seasons running through my veins Like snow melting on my skin They crawl beyond my flesh And grasp my yearning soul Alas! The force of this divinity What caused its end... I drown in thoughts Yet, answers have Abandoned this place Long ago Blood runs cold From my arm... Another one is now to die Is he the last to see The graceful entity of Nature Is he the last to have his yearning soul Nailed to Her embrace... He pass

Please Keep In Your Prayers
I have just been informed that my knees are so damaged that they may not be able to save them not even with the surgery. It has really tore my world apart. because it means I will be crippled. It really bothers me to know that I wont be able to do the things I use to do, play with the kids and all teh things that i enjoy most in life and tha is my kids. It scares me alot. keep me in your prayers. ever need help leveling up just holler I will help out as much as I can just holler even if you arent on my friends list I will still help out. If I am not online it is because I am in sever pain not because I dont want to talk to you. love you all Jennifer I hope it isnt too much to ask of you to keep in your prayers I will be greatful if you could do that for me.

Day In The Life Of A Soldier.
It was just another day in the morning of a soldier's life. We were up and doing by 05:30 and showered and shaved and in line at the mess hall. Then it was time to start another day here in the desert. Far from home in the land of Iraq. By 08:00 we were in formation and ready to move out. Everyone had a combat load and we were all in full gear. Can't be to carful out here. It is just another long day here and the weather is already hot. The gate opens, and it is time to move out. We will be glad if this is just another long hot walk in the sun. As we head out the gate, a chill runs threw me. But we are solider's we have a job to do. We chant our slogan's and unit cree as we pass the gate. Gary Owen would be our's if we were part of the 7th Cav. Our unit has it's own motto, but that is just to keep our spirits up. And the morning passes. Around noon, we are about to call a hault and eat some MRE's. ( You know Meals Refused by Eathopian's. ) Ju

Heaven And Hell
Heaven and Hell In Heaven: The cooks are French, The policemen are English, The mechanics are German, The lovers are Italian, The bankers are Swiss. In Hell: The cooks are English, The policemen are German, The mechanics are French, The lovers are Swiss, The bankers are Italian. In Computer Heaven: The management is from Intel, The design and construction is done by Apple, The marketing is done by Microsoft, IBM provides the support, Gateway determines the pricing. In Computer Hell: The management is from Apple, Microsoft does design and construction, IBM handles the marketing, The support is from Gateway, Intel sets the price.

Wanna Own An Adult Video Store?
Adult Video and Novelty store for sale. Owner is moving on to bigger and better things. If you want to invest some money and make a quick return on it then this is it. 1st $40,000 Gets it! Store has been in Business for over 3 years and has 2 full time employees. Store runs itself for the most part. You should make your money back with 4 months and also start seeing a profit. Could be sooner if you work it yourself. Catch me On Yahoo messenger as sunshynevideo or send me a message on here with your phone number and a time to call

Inspired By Him I Am Writing Again
For Aron the man that has inspired me to write again.. I think of you night and day Sometimes I may not know what to say You have inspired my mind To bring back a place I once left behind You have once again made me believe That there is something worth to recieve You make my spirit soar To a place better than before I can't wait to see you For I have much to do When I see you face to face I will know I am in a safe place You have enlightened a fire That has filled every awaken desire When we are finally face to face It will be like an overwhelming grace To be held by you And you by me For I know in my heart It will be for etenity..... by Judy Sancedio July29, 2007

War On The Low Raters
I just hit back for someone else who got a low rating tonight. The reaction I got was pretty unfriendly but I think it made an impression. When I gave my rating I was sure to comment exactly why that rating was being given. The low rater sent me a shout with a few obscenities so I blocked them. I don't believe it will get out of control because there aren't very many who are doing the low rating and they do need to know how it feels. It isn't funny. Not sure how the rest of you feel about this, if you've got feelings about it, let me know.

Ummmmm...yea
Well to the lil shit that keeps markin my stuff as NSFW .. Thankyou !!!.. Youre just reinforcing the theory that i'm super duper important .. The mere fact that you're taking so much time out of your day to go thru my 265 photos makes my day!! YOU ROCK!! .. I feel soooooo LOVED .. ..................................................Oh and just incase you didn't catch the subtle sarcasm , you're a retard :)

Im So Happy For My Daughter
well i am proud to say that fubar did a hell of a job matching two great people on this site and brought them together.i am so happy as a mother to say thank you all for this wonderful young man.hes truly a angel.muah to fubar.my daughter is angeleyes23,and her man bobby i love you both.

Again! Fallen Angel Jess
Sadly I paused for a minute tonight to message someone on MSN, Haven't heard from this family member since they sent me some txt messages on July 4th. What confused me was the R.I.P in the name, so i stopped and asked and ended up speaking to a roomate. Well for the 2nd time in 3 months I had a Family Member OD. This time they deleted their profile first so i can't post a link, but I have to say I'm bumbed, Had several good phone calls with this person! :(

Update
Ok I am STILL spending wayyyyyy too much time on here lol. So starting tomorrow there are 2 contests and 1 giveaway I'm bombing and will do those first thing. Will check at that time for happy hours. The first happy hour of the day will be spent doing my own personal leveling of two awesome men who still have a long way to go to Godfather. Will be shooting to give each of them 200 stash rates each. All I've managed to accomplish on the house is sorting one room that was pretty much done to begin with and clean out 1/2 my closet of clothes that no longer fit. Since I still have 1 junk room, a laundry room and 2 closets downstairs yet to go thru as well as 2 5x10 storage units in 15 days I want to concentrate more on the house than on here. I will ONLY be on about 15 min every hour or so. That way I will also be able to keep up on when happy hours are. Hubby will be home this weekend so want to get as much done as possible to MAYBE get some help from him as he never does squat when he's

This Poem Is Mine!!! No Actual Title....but Its All About Me! Lol
Once it fueled, flames it sparked Options endless, journeys embarked Youth recaptured, attempts in vain Senses overloaded, mentally insane Visions shared, spans of time Countless coronas, absent of lime Many missed chances, encounters brief Tears overflowing, endless grief Boats a rockin, stormy seas Waterless ocean, pressing keys Powered down, limit reached No more fishing, at this beach New tomorrows, shall be mine Current status, user offline. A. Boudreaux 2007

Riddle For Thee 3
Often talked of, never seen, Ever coming, never been. Daily looked for, never here, Still approaching, coming near. Thousands for my visit wait, But alas, for their fate, Though they expect me to appear, They will never find me here. What am I?

Riddle For Thee 4
okay one more then offto Zzzzzz I go. enjoy I'll give answer tomorrow if no one knows goodnight all. Very few friends I have, renowned am not, Concealed and shielded behind much, difficult to spot. I am like bug and sickness; I am contagious not always wanted, Though I am small, they fear me greatly, for I might leave them haunted. At times I am tough to keep, my master forced to let me free, Then I rupture and soar around and they converse regarding me. I may be friend or foe, servant or teacher, I am like a bird; I want to be free creature. What am I?

Dating And Married Men
Okay. I seem to be really attractive to married men. Or is it that they just think my self esteem sucks so I'll be an easy target? Or, is it just that there are so many married men who want to cheat on their wives these days that it's inevitable that I encounter a few? Now, if I was just wanting to have fun and no commitment, a married man is the way to go. But, would that in some way stand in the way of me meeting "the man for me?" Would HE look badly upon me for having been with a married man? I'd like to hear some thoughts from guys on this subject. Does it tend to not sway you one way or the other to know that a woman has been with a married guy? Or do you end up thinking of her as someone who is untrustworthy, lacking something, or just a ho? I'm curious.....

Dahlia's Surprise
This is something I wrote awhile back. ENJOY~ Dahlia bought so many things on her shopping trip. A shirt, a pair of jeans and some gift wrap among other things. She bought groceries for a few days. She bought herself a set of decent long pajamas for the fall / winter season. She bought a funny DVD. She even bought ingredients for a cake and some frosting. Oh, and candles too. How could she forget the candles! She double checked her cart several times to make sure she didn't forget a single thing. She was emphatic about it. Everything must be perfect. She paid for her purchases and took them out to his car. He helped with all her things. She was very distracted and didn't talk much on the way home. Dahlia was very self absorbed right now. She realized she had one more thing to get, but it could wait until the next day. There were nearly back home when she apologized to him about being so distant. He said it was okay and again he saw that lo

Here.
If you don't like my way of thinking. Delete me. I stand behind this. 100%. No bashing, no downrating. I have my freedoms and you have yours. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11,2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the me

Car Broken Into
Yeah...as if my day hasn't been shitty enough...just found out that someone was seen in my car going through my shit....I have a license plate from an eye witness but still....just really pissed off...

Untitled
Have you ever sit to think upon the lost dream of love that is just out of your reach. Can my heart sorrow and song of lostness be heard upon the wings of shadows. Will there be a chance for me to find you within my reach before I must go forever away from this life of lostness? Does my tears fall upon your body of sin like cool rain of love fading away? Does anyone dare to see my lustful need to be touch? Will my cold flesh ever feel your touch That echoes within my haunting wish to Be love by you. Pain and torture is filling my soul Yet…. All wonder is about you. ©2007 Firestar

Help Me!!!!!!!!!
im learning a valuable lesson here.i have bombed people in contest..I think nothing of coming to help someone level but when i ask for help its another story..So yeah you might have to add him as a friend who knows he may become your best friend.Or you may decide to remove him after this contest....Im just really shocked i guess i never thought id have to beg............ I entered the Happy Hour Contest. I asked to be removed because of leveling I cant committ to bombing. Well I wasn't removed so im going to bomb this to take 3rd place.I'm behind by 1300 If you are bombing for Lady Di or Hollie please continue to bomb them but if you are not and want to help me I would appreciate it. To help me you have to be a friend of Thomas. This contest is friends only. »†HøĦå§«@ fubar

Leannah
It's amazing, life in general is amazing.. Some days you find yourself wondering what the heck am I doing here, and if you wait give or take five minutes...or half an hour longer you meet someone who you might have needed just then. Ok, middle of the night, sitting and reflecting at the park she walks in talking animately on her cell phone. Does a three sixty around the park and sits down beside me and we talk. Funny, the girl is 21, single mom moving to Calgary. She's like: dont mean to be nosy but why are you sitting alone at this time of night? lol I'm like, Ok~ just reflecting on my living situation deciding my next move. I found I related with her in a thousand different ways right from our exes, to deciding not to date for our kids' sake. She comments you're not the "typical" native girl, and my god, you're not 24, this sounds stupid, but its a compliment, you look 17. And how intelligent I came across not all boozed up..whatever don't take it the wrong way= I'm like, don't wor

Roflmao
So I ran across a mumm a little while ago with this tag at the end... * For the morons that start sprinkling the mumms with their bullshit, your comments will be deleted, don't waste my time or yours, thank you. So I answered his question and told him that deleting comments was rude. Of course, he deleted my comment. So I had to leave another one. Then I went to my other page to do something...went to that mumm, my comment was gone again. Said something, a minute later, it's gone. Someone else asked a question in his mumm, and I shouted her, and left a comment telling her to check her shoutbox because he'd probably delete my comment. Which he did, so I TRIED to say "See, I knew he'd delete it" and found that I was blocked. So I came back to this account, and left him a comment saying "You blocked my other account? You really are an ass." And another that said "Better be a bigger baby and block this one too." So he gets in my shoutbox... ->Ed: fuck you and get out of my shout

Seduction
what is "your" cornerstone of seduction? (the one thing that can never go wrong) In my opinion WHISPERING is the cornerstone of seduction. You can say almost anything and make it sound sexy when you "whisper it". Sometimes it is what you don't say when you whisper that says it all. For example Whisper: "I can't wait to be alone with you later". "Now seduction isn’t making someone do what they don’t want to do. Seduction is enticing someone into doing what they secretly want to do already". There's nothing worse than a lazy lover, one who's perfectly willing to skip the main course to go directly to dessert! What your partner may not realize is that foreplay is an essential part of lovemaking. In fact, long and sensual foreplay is a prerequisite for steamy sexy sex. The more build up you create, the more pleasure both of you will feel come Oh-time. Here's how to guide your lover to the ultimate roll in the hay. Foreplay 24 hours a day There is no such thing as definitiv

The Court System Sux....
Went to court today, to try and get custody of my oldest son. Well it didnt happen. The reason I was trying to get him is cause his mother beats him, she lets her husband hit him. What is wrong with the system! What does she have to kill him for them to do something?? The DHHS wont do nothing at all. We cant find any proof that any thing is wrong. I havent stopped crying since I left him there. My son even told them he wants to live with me. Im just at a lost right now.

Relationships/marriages Are Not A Prison Sentence!
Relationships/Marriages are NOT A PRISON SENTENCE! Your Life should not change when your with someone! When you were/are single you are able to be yourself and happy. That should never change!! When you are single or with someone! You should be that same person. Being happy and yourself!! Being with someone doesn't mean you have to change yourself. The only thing different/chances is!!......that other person that is sharing your life with you should only make you more happier and make live more enjoyable! THAT'S ALL !! You should never have to change your person or your life to make someone else happy. What about yourself? It's your life and your happiest? And that.... you can never really change. You are who you are.. so never try and change for someone you will not be happy deep down inside. The key to happiest is just be yourself. If that means you'll be single OH WELL....You'll be happier!! If you can't be yourself in a relationship then that's not the RIGHT one. A relati

Hot Sex
wet hot sex the scent fills the room the feeling takes your mind like the swwep of a broom pressure pushes deep while your flow soaks the sheets your nails burrows in my back while my neck feels your teeth the pain turns me on making me move hard and strong the tight becomes the loose while the dry is filled with juice pounding til your sore your body yearns for more pushing in and out while you moan, scream, and shout wanting you to cum riding me til i go numb enjoying the ride til i feel you burst inside your puss is a cream pie your dripping all over the place you rub down below and give me a taste my mouth becomes greedy my tongue becomes needy i spread your legs wide and licked deep inside i ate till no more your clit swollen and sore you laid me on my back while you went for yours sucking the last drop downing til i went soft your tongue wrapped around me while your lips gets me off no stiff and no wood damn that felt good

Twister
The other day I was lucky enough to witness an honest-to-goodness mini-hurricane whilst driving back to the office. Since it was on a dusty plain, the loose soil getting sucked in made the shape really well-defined, and it was big enough that I could've fit the SUV I was in completely inside. For a moment I considered doing so, to see if such a big foreign object would disrupt it, but I figured that with my luck, some expensive exterior part would get torn off & flung out to parts unknown, and I'm a cheapskate like that.

11,000 To Level
If you are close to leveling please let me know i cant get to everyones page all the time..So drop me a cmail or a shout if you are really close...Keep it under 15,000 Stop by and show her some love remeber dont let an amount scare you offf there are usally at least 10 people rating at the same time so the number disappear quickly Kim@ fubar

How Smart Am I ?.....................
My insurance expires today since my employement was terminated last Friday. I'm using every item that is covered 100% with no deductable.....Already had a well woman exam today....and the Dr. was kinda hott. Also had a mammogram since my grandmother had breast cancer....anyway.....all is well and just wanted everyone to know I take care of myself....Mind, Body and Soul. Peace & Love, Becky

About Me Leaving
I have decided I am not going anywhere but will not be on here as much as i use to be those who know the other way to reach me feel free to use it. I will however not be putting anymore nude pics up due to the fact it is getting closer to the time i will be moving. Yep moving to missouri no less but hey whatever I will deal like i always do. Thank you for all who have been there and supported me I appreciate it you know who you are.

Dog Abuse...please Help Stop This...it Hurts Them Too
MICHAEL VICK ; YOU SCREWED UP BIG TIMEE .DO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PITBULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ? ..............MAYBE THIS ? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH? ....MOST DEFINATELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN & SUFFERAGE OF THESE INNOCENT DOGS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, IT'S WHAT US CARING PEOPLE KNOW. KNOW, THAT BRINGING UP PITBULLS FOR FIGHTING, JUST ISN'T RIGHT. PITBULLS SHOULD BE BOUGHT INTO THIS WORLD, INTO A WELCOMING ENVIROMENT & PL ACED WTH A CARING FAMILY WHO WILL DO THEIR BEST TO TAKE CARE OF IT, & MAKE IT A FAMILY MEMBER OF THEIR OWN. GIVE THEM ATTENTION, LOVE, SUPPORT.Pitbulls ARE NOT NATURAL-BORN KILLERS. It is at the OWNER'S FAULT, as to wether or not the pitbull BECOMES one, due to wether or not it's been HARSHLY ABUSED, or just not trained properly .Pitbulls, really, are as SWEET as can be ;below are pictures of pitbulls who were bred in a SAFE & peaceful, caring enviroment.THEY'RE AS GENTLE & LOVIN

Young Love
It was a magical time in my life. A time when the whole world was out there for the taking and adorable creatures known as girls seemed to appear everywhere, as if hiding in plain sight prior to some unexpected but welcomed moment. Oh they were there all along, of course. I had two sisters, plenty of girl classmates and a whole gaggle of girls lived on our street. They were more of a nuisance than anything, though. Wanting to play "rock fight" or "bike gang" with the boys and only getting in the way. Now somehow they were far more interesting. It started sometime a year or so before as I recall. Noticing my older sister's friends at the pool in their bikinis. The Scandinavian goddesses on holiday in Corfu certainly caused quite stir. The crystal clear water and my goggles enabling clear, unobstructed views for what seemed like miles. The glorious custom of sunbathing topless on the sugar-white beaches until their bodies glistened, only to pop up and skip gleefully to the

Wake Up And Pay Attention!
Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks""Goths""Emos"

Beauty With In
To be truly beautiful, a precious stone must be cut precisely, polished expertly, and set in the right mounting. It was no less worthy in its original state, but its hidden beauty was where we could not see it. People are precious stones as well. They may be covered by a rough exterior, but we sense the glow - even before they are polished and shaped. With so much emphasis on how we look, there is always work to do, and it isn't all on the outside. Pettiness is the ugly bubble in an otherwise lovely diamond. Bitterness hides sparkle - but careful handling brings out the beautiful facets - and love makes it a treasure. ~ We saw everything the great Spirit's work in almost everything: sun, moon, trees, wind, and mountains. ~ WALKING BUFFALO - TATANGA MANI STONEY

Lately...
The other day when I met, for the first time IRL, one of my friends at a park all I could think about, at the time, was sex. Thoughts about going down on them and of how they might taste; thoughts of how special and wonderful it would be to know the person in a biblical sense; thinking of what would happen if i didn't please the person sexually; etc... Well anyways, when providing feedback about our meeting they mentioned that talking about sex with a person who you've just met is a really big turn off and I made the comment like, "Well, I guess you knew where my mind was..." or something to that effect. They might already know this, but just in case, I want the person to know that I'm not some sex-crazed lunatic and sex is not all that I think about...most of the time...It just seems like ever since I got my first taste of it about 3 weeks ago, that's all that I've thought about and I really wish I would stop, and Hopefully I will stop, but for the time being, to just bare with me.

Unhappy User
There was a time, I adored this site--- I do not understand why the porno stars can post half naked pics and yet certain people are blocked from making mumms. I, Sheri, will not put anymore money into this site, no more blasts, no more VICS, etc. I would go to any other sites that have something close to mumms. I HAVE SPOKEN:)

My Dad's Knee Surgury...
Well my dad had knee surgury yesterday, and today the anesthesia has officially worn off. He's in some serious pain right now, and it put me just as much in pain to see my dad that way. All i ask if you read this blog is to please pray for my pops for a quick recovery. And after you pray for him, to please pass this on to all you know, so everyone could pray for him. I just hate to see anyone in pain, especially a family member. I know if any of my friends in here asked this of me, i'd damn sure do it. Thanks for the favor, and i'm in great appreciation of everyone's kind words and prayers for me and my dad and all of my family that's effected by this. Thank YOU, Derek

Earth, Teach Me
Earth teach me quiet ~ as the grasses are still with new light. Earth teach me suffering ~ as old stones suffer with memory. Earth teach me humility ~ as blossoms are humble with beginning. Earth teach me caring ~ as mothers nurture their young. Earth teach me courage ~ as the tree that stands alone. Earth teach me limitation ~ as the ant that crawls on the ground. Earth teach me freedom ~ as the eagle that soars in the sky. Earth teach me acceptance ~ as the leaves that die each fall. Earth teach me renewal ~ as the seed that rises in the spring. Earth teach me to forget myself ~ as melted snow forgets its life. Earth teach me to remember kindness ~ as dry fields weep with rain. Cherokee Prayer

Thanksgiving
The first peace, which is the most important, is that which comes within the souls of people when they realize their relationship, their oneness, with the universe and all its powers, and when they realize that at the center of the universe dwells Wakan-Taka (the Great Spirit), and that this center is really everywhere, it is within each of us. This is the real peace, and the others are but reflections of this. The second peace is that which is made between two individuals, and the third is that which is made between two nations. But above all you should understand that there can never be peace between nations until there is known that true peace, which, as I have often said, is within the souls of men.

Two Moons!!! How Cool!
*Two moons on 27th August* *27th Aug the Whole World is waiting for.............* Planet Mars will be the brightest in the night sky starting August. It will look as large as the full moon to the naked eye. This will cultivate on Aug. 27 when Mars comes within 34.65M miles of earth. Be sure to watch the sky on Aug. 27 12:30 am. It will look like the earth has 2 moons. The next time Mars may come this close is in 2287. Share this with your friends as NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again.

Ppl That Crack The Shits Over What They Get Rated!!!!!!
ANY ONE THAT WANTS TO BITCH ABOUT WHAT THEY GET RATED.... LOOK I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK....... I WILL RATE YOU AS I SEE FIT... ANY ONE THAT DON'T LIKE WHAT I RATE THEM GO TELL SOME ONE THAT CARES COZ I DONT CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wake Up Child
Wake up child I am calling. Calling for you to return. As a lost sheep, I will not be happy or joyous. Until you return to the fold. I am always there forgiving. Come see all those who sought and found me. What a family it will be with you in it. You are apart of my heart and love. The heart and love of my creation of joy and life. So, see the love, joy, and happiness of thy brothers and sisters. Help them wake up, and find me, also your God And savior. Dream no more of demons virtuous and hardships. Seek me and you will find me. In Jesus name I'll hear your voice in the night. Yes, a voice in the night, will bring Jesus and me racing and running. To touch you. To hold you. to forgive you of all your sins. Wake Up Child I Am Calling I am always there forgiving You are apart of my heart and love My creation of joy and life Yes, a vioce in the night brings me racing and running To forgive you of all your sins

I Just Dont Understand
Why did you have to leave me? Why did you break my heart? Why cant I just be happy? Why dont you just talk to me? Why did you just up and walk out of my life? Was I not good to you? Was I wrong for loving you like I did? Was I not there for you like I should of been? Did I not give you enough? Did I not make you happy? Did I mistreat you? What did I do wrong? What can I do to make it right? Please come back home to me! Please dont keep breaking my heart! Please come be tha wife to me that I know you can be! Please let me love you like you want to be loved.

A Little Fyi
If you talk to me and i seem a little grumpy thats because i am and im sorry..most of you know i had the surgery on my hand and the ligament is reattaching itself to my thumb bone causing alot of pain...im also getting very frustrated at the fact that i am so limited on what i can do right now.having to ask my kids to help me everyday makes me feel very weak..the past 5 weeks i think is finally catching up with me....in 2 more weeks im supposed to get the cast off as long as its healed like it should be..but my thumb may never be the same again..so im just a bit grumpy and down..and if i dont talk to you im sorry but hope u all can understand what im going through.

I've Learned
I've learned we want what we cannot have and can never have enough. I've learned all the money in world won't get you into heaven. I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back, but that's ok. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes, after that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people, it's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving word

Chapter Two...the Rules
Chapter Two The Rules I started looking around the large room and saw a large grandfather clock over on the wall. It was 7:30 I had some time before dinner and thought about a nap. But truth was I could not have slept even if I had wanted too. It had been a long week of medical exams and then what I had to go though in the doorman’s office. I almost laughed at my self thinking I would not do that again. I went to my bed and saw a package laying there on the bed with the word “RULES” in bold black ink on the front. I opened it up and found a list of rules of things I could and could not do. As a “young one” I was very limited as to where I could be, see or even set. I could only watch when they had gathering and could not do any spell work unless it was in class and I was under guidance of the instructor. If I was asked to do anything by an Elder I had to obey with out question. And I had to earn the right to have control of my body and my thoughts. Until then they belonged to the

When They Lose They Innocense
Ment to write this the other day but yep I forgot. I was thinking about how when your kids everything is just happy, everything looks up and nothing seems wrong...When does that stop? When does reality hit you? When does life become so damn complicated. Wanna know the answer? You lose your innocence the day you stop playing in the rain. When I was a kid I would beg my moms to let me go play in the rain. I could spend an hour jumpin in a puddle or riding my bike down the driveway. It was fun, and I have no idea why. The rain just made me feel free, like the world was okay. It plainy just made me happy as a kid. Don't know when it happened though, all of a sudden one day I didn't have the urge to play in the rain. I guess I had more important things to do, or had to much on my mind. Maybe I was in school, who knows. I didn't realize it till the other day I was walking down time, and I started cussing because I was getting poured on..then I was like why is everybody hiding from the

Faded Existence
A hadean hand reached for mine, Answering my plea for an early check out; From this existence The wispy apparition Intertwining around my fingers, Sends chills down my spine; I stare into the hollow, empty eyes of death. Falling out into nothingness; As the world I knew Faded away.

42 Questions
42 Things Rarely Asked.. 1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? That's a resounding NO 2. Do you have any weird sleeping habiits? nope 3. When was the last time you've been swimming in a lake? I don't even remember, I think I was like 7 4. Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone? both ways have their merits 5. Whats hurting you right now? hurting someone else 6. Do you consider yourself creative? not really 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? yup 8. Christina Aguilera or Britney Spears? Christina 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? I have and am hoping 10. Do you know how to play poker? theoretically 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? silly question, who hasnt 12. What's your favorite commercial? the one where the call gets dropped and the girl tells the guy that she's gonna have a baby...that's friggin' funny 13. What type of food do you eat the most? probably chicken 14. When was the last time yo

Thats Fxcking Nuts !!!!!!!
This is my girl Sultry Princess. Shes one of the nicest people on this site, go show her lots of love and thank her for HAPPY HOUR!!!! Sultry™Princess*Wife/RL GF to BabyBoy-J*Wifey 2 Jessi@ fubar brought to you by tainted*kiss founder of NBSD@ fubar

Alone
Alone Alone to cry Alone to laugh Alone to smile Alone to frown Alone to live Alone to die Alone to wander Alone to discover Alone to learn Alone to live Alone in pain Alone in hurt Alone in joy Alone in the morning Alone in the night Alone in the afternoon Alone in this life Alone in this world Alone in boredom Alone in knowledge Alone in this state Alone with people Alone at work Alone right now Alone when I was born And alone when I will die Alone walking through life Without any pride How can you be satisfied Living your life like you do When you know there is some one out there Who could really use a friend like you No one will know how I live No one will know who I am No one will ever get to know me Because I am destined to spend my life alone I am always alone. It’s no fun to be alone To do everything on your own To live with no recognition To share my pride with no one Wanting to have someone To live my life with But for no

Im Sorry For Everything Im Not
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..if I'm not tan enough for you.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Are You Not Entertained?
I am not a PETA peron, in fact on for the most part I hate PETA, but how can someone find this entertaining? DO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PITBULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ? ..............MAYBE THIS ? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH? ....MOST DEFINATELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN & SUFFERAGE OF THESE INNOCENT DOGS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, IT'S WHAT US CARING PEOPLE KNOW. KNOW, THAT BRINGING UP PITBULLS FOR FIGHTING, JUST ISN'T RIGHT. PITBULLS SHOULD BE BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD, INTO A WELCOMING ENVIROMENT & PL ACED WITH A CARING FAMILY WHO WILL DO THEIR BEST TO TAKE CARE OF IT, & MAKE IT A FAMILY MEMBER OF THEIR OWN. GIVE THEM ATTENTION, LOVE, SUPPORT.Pitbulls ARE NOT NATURAL-BORN KILLERS. It is at the OWNER'S FAULT, as to whether or not the pitbull BECOMES one, due to wether or not it's been HARSHLY ABUSED, or just not trained properly .Pitbulls, really, are as SWEET as can be ;below are pictures of pitbulls who w

Oh Yes Baby Now This Is What I Like!
NOW I KNOW WHY HES CALLED UNDERCOVER. HE HAS BEEN BOMBING ALL OUR CONTESTS EVERY DAY BEING UNDERCOVER. HE GOES WITH OUT DETECTION. DOES ANYONE EVEN KNOW THAT HES HERE? HES A NEW POSSE AND I HAVE TO GIVE HIM NO DIRECTION AT ALL. HE HAS FOUND MY CONTEST BLOG AND HAS BEEN HELPING HIMSELF TO IT EVERY DAY HITTING EVERY CONTEST ON THERE. POSSE PLEASE IF YOU HAVE NOT ALREADY TAKE THE TIME TO GIVE HIS PAGE SOME LOVE PLEASE DO SO. THIS IS WHAT A POSSE IS ALL ABOUT. JUST GIVING AND ASKING NOTHING IN RETURN. WELL WE LIKE TO GIVE IT BUT WE ALSO LIKE TO RETURN IT. POSSE YOU ALL SHOULD HAVE HIM ADDED BY NOW BUT MAKE SURE YOU HIT HIS PAGE WITH LOVE. TY MIZZ SHADY.RIGHT HERE IS HIS PAGE LINK JUST A FAST CLICK AND YOUR THERE.http://fubar.com/user.php?u=259494&friend=259494Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Feels So Right - Alabama
Whisper to me softly three words upon my skin. No ones near and listenin, so please dont say goodbye. Just hold me close and love me. Press your lips to mine. Mm, feels so right, feels so right. Lying here beside you, I hear the echoes of your sighs. Promise me youll stay with me and keep warm tonight. So hold me close and love me. Give my heart a smile. Mm, feels so right, feels so right. Your body feels so gentle and my passion rises high. Youre lovin me so easy. Your wish is my command. Just hold me close and love me. Tell me it wont end. Mm, feels so right, feels so right, feels so right. Aw, you feel so right baby.

Rude .... Obnoxious ... Ugh
I really thought things were different here ..that people were kind .. and for the most part they are .. but .. i've been going thru mumms .. ( of which ive posted and others have ) .. and different blogs and bulletins . and have noticed people are rather rude .... Didn't anyone ever hear the saying If you cant say anything nice don't say anything at all ?? Guess not .. This really makes me wanna toss my fubar ID card out .. and move on from yet another childish crowd .. Who gives a flyin flunk if someone posts something during HH .. Who cares if someones bulletin isn't the works of Poe .. and who gives a rats ass if someone is honest enuf to post that they are doin something for Points . if you don't wanna help point them up .. Move on It never fails you get crowds you'll find cliques .. You'll get the obnoxious and you'll find them no matter what their age acting like Jr high Tweens .. Lawd People .. Get over it already !

My Dream Guy
alone at night I drift and dream my heart races and longs to scream in your arms I long to be safely held in my lovers keep protected and safe as you watch me sleep and look to me in adoration thinking of me with contemplation and happy we are we i feel so safe within your grasp and when you kiss me I have to gasp you just take my breath away with all the sweet words that you whisper and the way I see that your eyes shimmer when you look at me so complete if you can fathom at long last love i can imagine if naught with you then who? please race to me my sweet obsession embrace me now lift me to heaven and hold evermore my soul and if i wake within the morrow and you're not here i'll fill with sorrow to know that i dreamed you only you were not real just imagination a tempted hearts woefull creation and so i'll long for sedation to be in your arms once more

Was A Lot Of Fun.....
Ok, so just wanted to let ya'll know that by this time tomorrow, this account will be deleted. I've met alot of really cool peeps here and trust me, you will be missed! But, you guys take care and thanks for making this place so much fun for the short time that I was here! MUAHZ to ye'all! lol

First Time
The first time with a condom... I was 16 or so.... I went in to buy a package of condoms. There was a beautiful woman behind the counter, and she could see that I was new at it. She handed me the package and asked, if I knew how to wear one. I honestly answered, "No." So she unwrapped the package, took one out and slipped over her thumb. She cautioned me to make sure it was on tight and secure. I apparently still looked confused. So she looked all around the store. It was empty. She said, "Just a minute." And walked to the door, and locked it. Taking my hand, she led me into the back room, unbuttoned her blouse and removed it. She unhooked her bra and laid it aside. She asked, "Do these excite you?" Well, I was so dumb-struck that all I could do was nod my head. She then said, it was time to slip the condom on. As I was slipping it on, she dropped her skirt, removed her panties and laid down on a desk. "Well, come on", she said, "We don't have much

Support Our Troops
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had de livered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing

Im F*cking Pissed
WTF is going on around here?!?!? I just posted a mum about a married housewife who's not happy with her lot in life, i asked what others opinions were on the matter. I was just informed that the Mumm i posted was removed because it was either offensive of not safe for work. WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!!? How the fuck is real life offensive? How the fuck is me saying this woman doesnt like how her life is and me saying it's the life she chose for herself is offensive?!?! you know what, whomever saw it and thinks it was offensive FUCK YOU, kiss my ass and suck my dick you overzealous and sensitive fucking piece of shit. And im more pissed because i have to share air with people like you. *shoots the bird* That's my salute to you

We Have A Lounge!!!!!!!!!!!
Pete created a lounge for us yesterday, Laurie did up an awesome picture and I helped make it 'pretty' LOL Come check it out!!!!!!! All are welcome to come and check it out!!! Spread the word! LOL L.U.V. Lounge

Last Day
Well today is the day. I have had my kids the entire month and while it seems that July was jam packed with activities and trips they have to go back to their moms today. SOme of you may understand the pain and sadness that is associated with that and i hope you understand if I am not my usual cheery, goofy self. Thee is nothing more important to me than those two babies and I cant bear to even think about what the next few days will be like. I have tried my hardest not to cry. Sometimes that isnt the easiest. IF you feel the urge to tell me not to cry in front of them let me go ahead and say KISS MY ASS. This morning when i woke up my 8yr old daughter had written me the sweetest note and set it on my pillow. It said: Dear: Daddy From: Megan I wish that I did not have to go to my moms. I have had so much fun with you in July. Thank you for taking me to Missouri and letting me ride horses. Thank you for letting me go to Bible School. Please do not be mad at me when I cry when m

Thoughts On Seducing Me
I am headed out for my lunch but I got his idea.I would like to know how you would seduce me.What methods would you use?What words would you say? No emails please or the use of this shout box.It is set for friends only so if you are worried that someone may see it look on my friends list and see if that person is on it.Otherwise let me hear your thoughts.Do you have what it takes to tell me?

People Ain't No Good - Nick Cave
People just ain't no good I think that's welll understood You can see it everywhere you look People just ain't no good We were married under cherry trees Under blossom we made pour vows All the blossoms come sailing down Through the streets and through the playgrounds The sun would stream on the sheets Awoken by the morning bird We'd buy the Sunday newspapers And never read a single word People they ain't no good People they ain't no good People they ain't no good Seasons came, Seasons went The winter stripped the blossoms bare A different tree now lines the streets Shaking its fists in the air The winter slammed us like a fist The windows rattling in the gales To which she drew the curtains Made out of her wedding veils People they ain't no good People they ain't no good People they ain't no good at all To our love send a dozen white lilies To our love send a coffin of wood To our love let aal the pink-eyed pigeons coo That people they just ain

Your Never Alone
You're never alone, I'm always near, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend, I don't like to see you sad.

In Defense Of Television
"What do they teach you in that school?" "How to pass the weekly standardized tests to get the school more funding." "Oh." from Weeds A lot of so-called intellectuals online put in their profiles that they are adamantly against television. TV is somehow the lowbrow cousin of the entertainment industry -- that embarrassing relative who tells those disgusting jokes you really really wish you never had to deal with. So I ask -- how is TV somehow considered less relevant? How is the writing on television of lesser quality than in the movies or television? Sure, you're thinking of reality television, or bland sitcoms that cater to the lowest common denominator. To which I give you The Davinci Code, which the entire nation somehow thought groundbreaking when the themes were recycled and the writing was infantile, or Click, that puerile mess of an Adam Sandler movie. Is the portrayal of "high school for the rest of us" in Freaks and Geeks any less relevant than, say, Dazed and

When Is Enough? Enough?
I personally believe things happen for a reason. In some past life I must have been or done unspeakable, unmentionable things to someone or a whole lot of someones. Because if it doesn't happen how I believe it does. Then. Well. Can't life just give me a break? Isn't 25 years of hassles, heartache, terror, fear, loneliness, problems, fights, tears .. more than one person should have? It's likely just the emotions talking, but on the other hand I so know that it isn't. Feels like every single time I turn around. Something is going wrong. Is happening and I have utterly no control what so ever over it occuring. I'm not the type to give true details. But life hasn't been nice these 25 years of living. I feel lucky to have survived it all, and that I still want to continue on. Of cause. I have someone else to think of now. Just not myself. Perhaps that's my greatest worry. In a way. That for all my hoping and wondering that I'll do good by this baby once it's born, that I won't

Sexyiest In A Cowboy Hat Results
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! DJSeleneCorleon... remove friend subject: Contest Results sexiest cowboy hat date: 2007-08-01 14:20:45 ATTENTION ALL FUBARERS LET IT BE KNOWN THE RESULTS ARE IN FOR THE COWBAY HOT CONTEST AND THE RESULTS ARE 1ST. LOST GOTH KINGDOM OF WOLVES WITH 4763 AND 15 RATES 2ND. CALISTA WITH 1457 COMMENTS AND 19 RATES 3RD. SHAWZIE WITH 785 COMMENTS AND 19 RATES

Games? Say What?
Okay folks, late breaking news here for ya. fubar has multiplayer games now! If you guys enjoy some nice competition, which I know most of you do. Take a look at your menu bar! You get there by clicking Games. It\'s right inbetween \"Invite\" and \"I\'m bored...\" Have fun!

Apples And Wine.......
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but they are easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right person to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now Men.... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with. Oh and by the way....I am an apple from the very top of the tree!!!! LOL:p

Fubar, Takes Over My Puter!
Does anyone else have the same issue?? If I am logged into Fubar, and also have other tabs up on my desktop messing around on other sites )like the piece of shit myspace, or AFF or wherever) if I am in midsentence typing an email, or in a chatroom or whatever, when someone on here comments, me, votes on my pics, adds pics of their own or stashes or whatever in the Alert box sounds, does it freeze you up on whatever else you are doing??? WTF?? It drives me fucking bonkers.. Aside from logging off of Fubar, is there any other way to make that stop happening?? This is the only site I use that does that and I hate it.. grrrrrr if anyone has any helpful and sincere idea's about all this aside from the obvious of sign out, would love to hear them.. thanks, Cin xoxox

Spank The Hot Italian
Hello Friends, Fans, and Family... My friend Miss Sxyrebel aka Linda and I would like for you to show our good friend Finster Baby some love.. Please go to his profile and love him...spank him..or do to this Hot Blooded Italian just whatever your little ole heart desires... He's a great guy and a lot of fun.. He deserves only the best... Let's all show him a good time.... Finster 'Need that gypsy lovin' Baby@ fubar We love you baby!!!!

In Time
When the world falls apart and no one is left standing there ..then maybe you shall see that all u ever did was push the people who loved ya n cared about ya away....Your words spouted in anger cut deeper than if u had physically beat someone....maybe in time you will see that everyone around u who ried to care about you was as equal as u but you put yourself higher degraded and abused those who loved you...In time maybe just maybe you will see those words u let flow so easily in anger ruined some of he best relationships you ever had....so Im time when u look back and wonder why....now you know.......................

Messenger - A Plant Health Activator
Eden BioScience: Messenger. There aren’t many tools a gardener can use to be pro-active in the fight against diseases. Plant health activator, Messenger, shows great promise in helping to grow better plants and in cutting down on the need for fertilizers and pesticides. It’s too early to say with absolute certainty, Messenger is a wonder tonic for plants, but researchers are cautiously optomistic. It is endorsed by gardening associations, including the American Rose Society, and is available in most garden centers. Pros * Plants treated with Messenger are less prone to disease and when attacked, recover faster. * Messenger can protect plants from all sorts of pathogens: fungal, bacterial and even viral. * It is not genetic or systemic. * Non-toxic and breaks down quickly * So environmentally benign it is labeled for use on aquatic plants, on or above the water line. Cons * Mesenger hasn’t been around long enough to be absolutely certain of its

What The Hell!!!!!
who in the hell do some of theses people think they are? how dare they critique me and say that the things i do are wrong. that is untilwhat i do has a direct impact on their lives or the lives of their loved ones.for the past month i have not been able to read a news paper or walk in a bar without hearing someone say "well they should have done it this way or that way".i just wish some,including the so called experts would keep their fucking mouth shut!! the whole thing is hard enough to just simply think about but then have to defend myself and my brothers against the ones that have no fucking clue as to what i do!! back draft, ladder 49, towering inferno, they are all nothing more than movies that someone made alot of money off of. this is real fucking life and to the ones that are sitting in their nice suits and ties behind they're comfortable desk and whatever, kiss my ass becuase you will NEVER EVER know what i do and in what conditions i must do them in. my job is sacred to me a

Foolish Little Girl.....
So...I got told that I was a foolish little girl. Not for doing something w/o thinking, but for wanting something that no one thinks exists. I was on the subject of marriage. There are days that I am glad that I am no longer engaged, but then there are also days that I really just wish I was married. So of course I got asked, "Why?" I just want to be with someone that wants to come home to me every night and that even though we may fight and disagree, i still fall in love w/ him everyday. "Foolish little girl. Don't you know that no one marries for love anymore. There is nothing about love in marriage. No one even knows what a marriage is anymore, but there is definetly no love about it." Wow. Really? Am I fighting a lost cause? Does no one really do that anymore? Does no one believe that true love really exists? So if no one marries for love, then what do they marry for? Money? Security? Now don't get me wrong. I definetly know that there are no fairy tale marriages

Dads On Dialysis
Well I have been gone for a few days...till finally my brother kicked me out ugggggggg. Anyway well its is a done deal one min he wasnt goint to need Dialysis the next he was but temp...Well after all all of that...He will be on Dialysis permently...He has to go to Dialysis 3 times a week and take so much meds. He is really feeling down again...I know he wants to give up and see this as a hard task to handle. I have tried to do and show him that he can still have a good life if he does as he is told...but I feel that he things its much easier to give up verses trying to get better and take all these meds....I feel so bad for him and wish I could take this pain away and make him feel so much better. But there is only so much I can do for him. We are hopin he will get to go home on Friday we are all nervous cuz we want to make sure everything is done right for him. I hope and pray to God that he fights will all he has left in him. I want to Thank everyone that has been concerned

My Oldest Daughter
oh my goodness not quite sure how to feel tomorrow i go to enroll my daughter in school i think i am more excited than she is, ready to let her go i gave her five awesome years of what i could on my own i am ready to set her off into the world of school kinda scared in a way but i'll know she'll like it she loves to learn my days at home will be different i love all my children but at times the curly blonde was my bestfriend and the person to keep me a float when times got rough for me as a single mom before i met phillip oh my i am crying i am just so proud of her and myself i hope if u read this blog u don't make fun but my life is my children and they are who i live for i am so going to miss her every day she goes but she has gotta grow and i hope she grows to ba a strong wowan inside and out like her mother

Things That Keep Me Up At Night
Hang on, this one is a bit of a roller coaster. Actually, more like a Formula One race with twists and high speed turns. I'm at a young lady's apartment earlier tonight. Before you reach to give me a high-five it wasn't like that. There was a group, we were hangin out and watching a movie. Stay with me. It was a pirated Die Hard 4 from China, but that isn't important. What's important is the premise. No, not Bruce escaping death in beyond-ridiculous ways. The movie is set upon the plausible idea that someone or someones decide to attack the US by hacking into certain systems and disabling them. Okay, you've heard that before. Fine. This movie had a hint of realism in the idea of a "fire sale": a three-stage attack on transportation, finance and power grids. Yes, everyone loses their money. Yes, commerce and transportation grind to a halt. Yes, these clever ne'r do wells even infiltrate the Pentagon and give all kinds of unhelpful orders. While the producers and dire

Got To Love The Arrogance
Got to love the arrogance of a lot of people. Most people claim to be a viable function of the society they live in yet have nothing more to contribute then calling people sheep. Saying a person is sheep is nothing, unless you can back up your case to prove you are not a sheep as well. There are many ways to prove this, and the big one; show that you are something worth noticing, and not some run of the mill instigator. I just had a run in with a guy on here that thinks he's better then other people because he talks to a few people who are well known only because they in a way "whore" themselves out to the general masses of Fubar. That does not make you better then any other person. The levels, your user rank, your point rank, the number of people you bring in does not make you better on this site. What makes you better you may be asking? The people you meet, the conversations you have. The time you spend to get to know and understand your fellow human. That's what makes you great. It

Well Reading The Regulations On The Mumms
Well the mumms have taken a turn for the worse, with the new regulations posted to keep drama down, which once again I state, the points added to them is what killed the mumms. Oh well, it happens it's not my site, I have no say in what goes one in this site, but I will say this I won't be doing as much mumming as I used too since they want to keep mumms pure but don't regulate it like they mean it. I see no point in the mumms that are going to be really horrible polls, childish at that even. I loved the MuMMs for some of the debates you can get on because most of the time the ones who would respond to those questions gave great insight onto different views, so if ct could make a section for those that all members can view, and be discussion topics, without the need of points then maybe this site would stand out again.

Roses
A dozen roses I give to you my friend, A gift that seems so small But they represent so much, Our friendship most of all. A rose for the friendship. A rose for the touch. A rose for the trust we share Our sharing means so much. A rose for the kindness And the deep caring you show. A rose for the comfort given When I've been feeling low. A rose for the laughter, How it makes your eyes shine. A rose for the dreams we share It's amazing how they intertwine. A rose for the deep respect You give to me with ease. A rose for the love we feel And how you wish to please. A rose for your compassion That has helped me in so many ways. A rose for bringing me sunshine That has brightened all my days. The last rose is the best For it stands so proud and tall. This rose represents you My best friend of all.

T -shirts
Some people collect dolls or cars or coins or GI Joes.........I collect T-shirts and not just any shirt. It has to come off the back of someone I do not know. Over the years I have obtained the coolest kick ass T-shirts. Got one last night (Happened to see a fella wearing a T with the logo of the tatoo shop where I got my last two tats) I have exchanged shirts in parking lots, bathrooms, and the most oddest of places. For some reason I have never had anyone turn me down when I say "hey luv, I totally dig your shirt, will you give it to me?" *snicker* My friends and family just roll their eyes when I do this, but they love me and know I will never change. *Touch me I am a freak* Peace

Uk Top 40 No.1 Single
EACH WEEK IM GOING TO UPLOAD THE VIDEO OF THE NO.1 HIT SINGLE FROM THE UK TOP 40 SINGLES CHART. AND I WOULD LIKE YOU ALL TO RATE IT ACCORDINGLY, MEANING YOU DONT HAVE TO RATE IT A 10 ALL THE TIME, IF YOU THINK THE SONG IS WORTH ONLY A 4 OR A 5, THEN THATS NO PROBLEM CAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY MUSIC IS ALL ABOUT OPINIONS. I WOULD ALSO LIKE YOU TO LEAVE A COMMENT ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK OF THE SONG. HERE IS THE VIDEO OF THE NO.1 SINGLE FROM LAST SUNDAY. Timbaland - Way I Are (ft.Keri Hilson & D.O.E) PLEASE LISTEN TO THE SONG BEFORE RATING AND COMMENTING. THANK YOU

Wedding Is Off...
That's right folks, it is over. I asked him to leave cuz I just wasn't ready and now he being a jerk...I guess he has that right, but in my house? What to do now? Anyway, I only have less than 6 wks of school before I get my full-time job and I am very excited! Medical terminology is very hard...I didn't think it would be but memorizing words that don't make any sense to begin with is well....weird? Maybe even seems stupid...lol I updated my profile "about me" section just a little bit too...hope you all like it. I also hope you all have a great day...everyday of course.

Whats The Deal
Whats the deal with this web site ? Is it a place to meet people or is it just too check people out ? Anyway.. Whats up for the weekend ? anyone doing anything ? Whats up with no one asking to see my NSFW pics.. haha there are no too bad ones.. and whats the deal with my BFF not posting pics yet? its thursday and im bored.. some one comment on my pics.. ill return the favor

Suspended Mumm
i stole this blog from scrapper: please read it carefully. this is why you are blocked from mumms. after 1 week contact him to get your mumms back scrappers page MuMMers... First off, take a deep breath. Your MuMM suspension was nothing personal. The automated message you received probably told you it was NSFW. If it wasn't NSFW, it was flagged because it did not meet the MuMM guidelines. The following information will help you better understand your suspension. Also, I do not see 99% of the MuMMs that are flagged. I am just the guy who can help you turn them back on. Please do not shoot the messenger. Please make sure to read this entire blog. 1. I will not debate, argue, discuss or get involved in MuMM drama. 2. MuMM stands for Make Up Your Mind! It is a place for users to post legitimate questions asking for advice from our community. The format is self explanatory. Do not deviate from the format or your MuMM will be deleted. 3. MuMMs are NOT the bulletin board,

Bridge Collapse
As everyone knows by now a major interstate bridge 35W, that crosses the Missisippy collapsed yesterday evening. A friend of mine was on the bridge. He is injured but will be safe. I'm just asking for prayers for the lives already lost, the injured and those that they haven't found yet. They believe there are over 20 people injured. At the time the bridge was under construction and there were 20 workers who rode the bridge down who were not in vehicles. All but 1 have been recovered. I know some people aren't gonna give a shit about this but it really hit home for me. Thanks in advance for your prayers.

Wedding Bands
Well it's been along time since I have written a blog, One reason is that My editor & I broke up.. (something about pay for my edits.. every four words a dollar..) go figure. Well anyways this blog I will try to do it all on my own.. I scan thought profiles here on "Fucked up beyond repair". As well as photos folders.. & one thing that gets me is the foot fetish men .. come on how many of you guys are out there, Then the wedding band photos!!!!!! I'm not a guy from the Mid West but hey!!!!! YOU GUYS LOVE YOUR WOMAN & really guys.. "If Your women's finger is bigger than the wedding band. You might be a redneck" & Ladies of the Midwest just don't accept any old wedding band Who cares if it was his Greatgrandma's from her 1st husband. she was married 3 times..(what does that tell you?) Pick your own ring that fits.. not this lil old diamond chip..??? what the fuck is that? I'll snort that much just to see if it gets me high? Good Luck summer is the the time of Love .. & new

Help Me Out!!! Bombs Away
I'M IN A CONTEST AND REALLY NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET. CLICK ON THE PIC HERE AND COMMENT BOMB! IF YOU HELP ME OUT PLEASE LET ME KNOW SO THAT I CAN SH(o)(o)W MY APPRECIATION. THANK YOU!!! &HEARTS;

Fair Week...so Far
Monroe County Fair...Great place...One week a year we get the fair..Now dont get me wrong i LOVE the fair...So this is so far the rundown on what has been happeneing... Sunday..opening day...the whole parade going through downtown streets, floats, vote for fair queen and fair king, best baby contest entries...(did i mention i live in a SMALL country town population 200, so we kinda are excited about this kinda stuff..) So anyways...Opening to the fair Lots to eat and blah blah...Sunday isnt as exciting as what happens during the week... Monday...Trace Adkins plays in the grandstands hes a country music guy hes good but not what i want to see this week..But we are at the fair havin fun anyways...Monroe has a population of 14,000 and well monday night had about 50,000 people there...So its a nice fair... Tuesday...YA this is the day that things kick up...DEMOLOTION DERBY DAY!! LOVE IT...Couldnt run in it this year becuase of the surgery on my foot a few weeks ago, But love the d

We're A Dying Breed
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured h

Got The Time?
does anybody got the time to listen to my rants and rhymes to keep me from committing crimes on silly fools who speak only lies if you got the time will you take it speak the truth and never fake it? never break my heart or replace it or leave me feeling complacent could you find a way to lift me up when I am feeling weak to fill my life with happiness when i feel defeat would you be able to smile at me when i'm feeling mad or give me all the romantic things that i've never had could you wake to me every morning and smile knowing it's real that everything you feel for me is everything i feel? could we laugh and love and be the ones that others often envy would you hold me tight all through the night even if you weren't getting any would you kiss me if i had a cold? love me even when i'm old have the courage to let a love unfold right before your eyes? is anybody listening? please say you got the time.

Pain!
why must i live with this pain, found a person i can not tame, what is there really to gain , i can live with all my pain, thoughts run threw my head, sometimes i wish i were dead, my friend is on the phone,hello fred, he says take a pill and go to bed, that is the last thing to do, because i am not with you, if we were together we would be two, my bottle is empty i took the last few, is that sleep that i see, oh no !!! that can not be, why do i do this to me, going outside to hang from a tree, pain pain pain everywhere , maybe i should cut my hair, i know you are there , but do you really care

Tree Of Pain By Soulfly.....
This man may have been my brother in law but he was the best man to have ever come into our family his name was Carlos Perez a great man amoung bad ones he loved his wife an daughter so much an would do anything for the two of them aswell as for any of us. i know that his death will allow him to pass onto a better place now...an those that committed this crime, have been branded for life no matter where they go what they do.. they're consciences will never let them live this one down an if it takes every ounce of my being or dabbing into some occultish rituals...i would traverse that path if need be for him No ONE HURTS ANYONE IN MY FAMILY.... and this song is dedicated to him its the only song i could think of at the moment that has the same type of loss the man of this band Max Cavalera lost his step son an the government didnt do a damn fucken thing... so the pain is the same look up the song its called Tree of Pain by Soulfly i did modify the lyrics a bit. My pain is as dee

My New Machine!
It is my first day completely alone with no kids. I woke up with no one in the house but myself. Kind of nice. The other day, we bought an espresso machine. It has been at Starbucks for a while. It is a $1,200.00 machine! Now, we didn't pay $1200 for it! My daughter works for Starbucks and it went on sale plus we got her discount. It ended up being a little over $400 which is still a lot but damn worth it! It is the DeLonghi Magnifaca machine and it does everything for you! It looks complicated but this morning, I got up, went in the kitchen and pushed the button for 2 shots, then poured it over ice! As simple as that. I am in love with this machine and glad the girl that works with my daughter talked me into it! I get free starbucks espresso beans because my daughter works there and it will be worth the money spent on the machine in the long run! Now, I shou get some work done before going out in my pool and working on my all over tan! Ciao! kisses!

Sad
MY COUSINS MY SPACE BLOG!!!!! Well I don't know what to think Matts going back to Iraq. It really sucks actually, I wonder if this thing will ever end. I don't know how these wives deal with living the military life for 20 yrs. Not me I can't stand it for the 3yrs hes been in. It's really scary thinking your husband could be killed at any time. To all of the people hating on the military do you think they enjoy going there. Well I can tell you they don't want to leave there wives and children and go to that god forsaken place either. They go for a bunch of ungrateful people to try to make the world we live in better. If you were in our shoes you would see how hard it actually is. Having to move around all the time and saying goodbye everytime you turn around to not know if you'll see them again at all. All I can say is that all these men and woman are very brave cuz I know I couldn't do it.Please just show respect no matter what your opinion is

When I Come Home....
Blood cradles my every movement allowing me absolute suffocation barely breathing, just to get by smiles fade around me, tears start to shed uniforms surround me, all I see is blurred questions arise, but sounds seem impossible asking myself why, only to be denied an answer trying so hard to believe you are happy now an end that floats to begin, following you home One day I hope to see you but nothing in the near your decisions hurt, scarcely understood by me I have felt your way at one way or another my strength kept me from following you day by day you grace my thoughts your smiling days keep me at a solemn brink in the end I will find your hand again capturing all that you chose to miss I will bring to you, when I come home..... ~Always Someone's Angel~

Read This And If You Still Have ??'s ...please Continue Your Journey...don't Ask!!
Lyrics to one of my fav songs SDMF You beat me down and you raped my soul You must have thought I was through You should have killed me when you had the chance I can't describe what's gonna happen to you, to you When heads roll The more the better Strength Determination Merciless Forever When heads roll The more the better Strength Determination Merciless Forever As I lay bleeding in my pool of blood I listen while you laugh Retribution in its purest form You should have killed me while you had the chance, the chance When heads roll The more the better Strength Determination Merciless Forever When heads roll The more the better Strength Determination Merciless Forever When heads roll The more the better Strength Determination Merciless Forever

The Caged Bird
it's not fair! i scream in rage that i be cooped up in this cage not free to fly off in the sky and run into your arms fall prey to all your charms i have to be without you why?! i know naught this is true day after day i ponder still i haven't got a clue your life is there and mine is here the path that unites us still remains unclear each day we share though from afar and wish upon the falling stars to find a way into each others hearts and one day be together and hopefully forever both broken and beaten and yearning for fate hope we figure it out before it's too late so i know why the caged bird sings her heart is lost without her lovers beat and so she cries out to the night free my lover and set him in flight.

Slap The Fuck Outta Me And My Team!!!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH! IM SMOKIN AND I NEED SOME HELP !! DROP BY AND SHOW TEAM SMOKE THA PAIN AWAY SOME SMOKIN LOVEEEE!! ALL WE NEED IS ONE RATE PER EACH TEAM PIC! THATS JUST 6 RATES AND MAYBE 10 SECONDS OF YOUR TIME. PLEASEEEEEE!! :) COME SHOW ME YOU CAN ... SMOKE WIF ME BABYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PAIN IS MY PASSION

Fu-bombers
So I have tried to make it a top priority to make sure that I thank everyone who has helped me out and let them know how much I appreciate them....I wanted to make sure that if there was anyone that I may have missed that they know this as well....Sometimes it's hard to keep up with everyone when there are so many people helping. So to all of you guys and gals I love you to death and thank you so very much! Muah! Misty "Mama"

I Agree With This Woman
I really do not care if this is actual or not. I agree with it and that is why I am passing it on. :) This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'

What I Do Best
'What I Do Best' Staring at a Empty Wall Is What I Do Best Not knowing how to Escape this Emptyness Feeling Lonely and Confused Is What I Do Best Running Away isn't the Only Escape Crying to Myself Is What I Do Best

A New Level
I recieved a early Bday Gift ! Hi I would Like to all those who helped Me become a Henchman tonight Sweet Thing Metal baby and Boo Boo weldingangel and to all of You who helped xoxox You know who You are I Thank You one and all I am sorry i missed gifts and return rates to many my alerts just disapered to fast even for all the new friend requests =( after i acepted them You guys ROCKED! This You lady needs 13 000 to leval if you could please help a very old and dear freind get leveled with Me xxx Rae@ fubar

Here Lately
everything is starting to seem right. Time just takes time i guess. I am living now day to day, instead of living life in the fast lane. Im in love with the most incredible guy, but i also have issues . but no matter what that guy is my best friend, from the get go hes been there for me and i have been there for him. "so all in all yep this is for u...You make me feel like i am someone and I am sorry for the past and hurting you." I never meant to hurt him, but somethings happen that we cant take back. There were times I even thought the worse about things and almost crawled in a hole. Depression sucks, been there done that. Now that I have moved on from that lifestyle I never want to go back. Actually I think I am done going back, I am to strong now to go back to that lifestyle. Anyways all in all, theres this really great guy in my life, and yep hes the best, ty for being my friend :) n more lol

Enough Is Enough
I read Scrapper’s blog about the Mumms. He is lying through his teeth. That is business in the United States today. I am pulling both of my accounts. I will miss Maggie, Vixen, Mistress of Wolves, GoddessOfLight, Wiz, Misfit, Illusions, ThreatLevelOrange, FuzzyBunny, and Peachy. You all in your own way have been good friends to me. I will no long associate with FUBAR. I will not be associated with a business which is run at a Junior High School level of maturity. I don’t give a damn if they have little concern about my business. I am not having anything to do with this place. The way this site is run is so very wrong, it can no longer be tolerated. You can reach me at: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/CherryBack/

This Is Where We Begin
Bound so tight… Not an inch to move. she cannot take flight… Rope filling every groove. With a sting, a twist… A fiery burn. she writhes, she shudders… she twists and turns. she begs… she pleads… A wile in disguise. Whimpering in her need… Wetness between her thighs. Quivering, yearning… Left alone and distraught. her slave belly churning… To the touch, knowing she’s hot. With each loud beg… And every stifled groan… she shifts her leg… An even louder moan. Falling forward… Bound at her knees. You step towards, Demanding she say, “Please!” With bated breath... she whimpers still. To the death… she is at Your Will. Gazing down… At Your impeccable slave… Hearing her chanting… “Master, i will behave.” Leaning down slowly… Tugging Firm at each knot. “You belong to Me!” “Fight Me, you will not!” Stepping behind her… Wielding Your whip. Raising it higher… she then bites her lip. The first slice of sound… her now silenced plea. she

Harsh But True....so Here Is What Really Happened!!
Yeah, so as some of you might already know...I started a relationship with a woman in a nearby city. I don't think that could have turned out to be anymore of a fucked up situation than it was. Don't get me wrong, I really liked this girl...I'd venture to say that I thought I might even be able to love her. But I was so wrong. There was just too much drama with her. She wanted more from me than I could give her even though I wanted to and tried to give her what she needed. And then she has the balls to go back and write a blog on her site about how she wasn't going to stick around and be second best. Well, to her I say this...I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you have no life and no friends that really want to come and spend time with you. I'm sorry that you have no faith to fall back on when life got rough. I'm sorry that you push people away from you by your nagging and lack of confidence. I'm sorry that you felt the need to keep track of where I was every second of everyday. I had been sitt

Daily Bread
Our Daily Bread The other day, I passed a homeless man on the corner of the street So, I turned my car around and gave him money so, he could eat. How often I thought, do I give thanks for my daily bread? I've never went hungry, I've always been fed. And every nite when, I lie in my bed, I have to give thanks for the roof over my head. Happiness isn't measured by material things. The love of money and the trouble it brings. I've made a habit of late, to remember to always say grace. To take pleasure in the smile on a loved one's face. This world seems so cold but, I play a part. I'll no longer be indifferent but, loving from my heart. chris

Never Forget The Basket To The Coffee Pot
WTF I MADE COFFEE WENT TO GET SOME GUESS WHAT " MY LIGHT BULB ISN'T VERY BRIGHT " I FORGET TO PUT THE BASKET INSIDE THE COFFEE POT . I HAD COFFEE EVERYWHERE EXCEPT FOR IN THE POT. THEN I WAS WIPPIN IT UP PUT BLEACH ON CENTER TO GET IT WHITE , GUESS WHAT HAPPEN , THE WASH COLOR IS NOW MANY COLORS.AND THE SNAFU , SITUATION NATURALLY ALL FUCKED UP ! GOOD NEWS I CAN " MAKE FUBAR LICENSE ".WAHOOOOOO WITCHESBREW

Vote Me In 3some..well..or Moresome Lol
Hey guys, I put a pic of me and my gf and a couple of guy friends in a new contest on freakdaddys. IF you feel like it..go vote for us http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl Enjoy your night! XOXO, Aimeelynn P.S. THe link above is not nsfw lol

Tim
Friends Fans and Fam....meet one of the greatest guys I have met on here. He never fails, everyday leaving me a comment to let me know he is thinking of me. I know he does this for alot of you too. He has been trying to get help in leveling for a week now. I know we can do it with help. 18k is a walk in the park. So amaze me please! I really want to help him get there! Thank You in Advance! Much Love Jamie Tim ~SouthernOutlawBiker~DirtySouthCrew@ fubar

If You Dont Change The Way You Think
If you dont change your life is a Circle. If you always think What you always thought You will always do What you always done If you always do What you always done You will always get What you always got If you always get What you always got You will always think What you always thought just something to think about

The End Of Chapter 4
The next two day’s went by in a blur I though my self into finding out all I could…which was not more then what they want you to know. Jack was not in class and we where told he would be out for a week or so. I was happy for that. I was not ready to see him yet. To say he had not hurt me would be to lie. He had hurt me but I had to lock that away and push forward. We (the young one’s) where told to meet at the gathering temple at 8am Saturday morning to help set up. The main room was a large round room with a large alter in the center of the room. Candles were being placed around the alter and a make shift bed was being set up. I was told that we would be setting in the back and would just be watching. At no time where we to speak, And we where to be robed and to stay robed. We would be able to join in on the party after. After we done setting up I was tired from the early morning wake up’s and late nights and wanted to nap before everything got started. I woke up around 8pm and g

Word 's Of Inspiration
“Therefore, I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours” (Mark 11:24, NIV). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria Has God spoken things to your heart that haven’t come to pass yet? Sometimes when we are believing for things, it’s easy to let circumstances and the pressures of life drag us down. But when you make the choice to receive your promise by picturing it in your mind’s eye, and declaring it with the words of your mouth, your faith becomes stronger. You begin to feel more confident. You begin to feel more settled. You begin to have joy and peace because you know God is working behind the scenes on your behalf. What are you believing for God to do in your life today? Can you see it in your mind’s eye? Can you see yourself healed? Can you see yourself paying off that last debt? Can you see yourself at your ideal weight? Can you see yourself sharing the gospel with a family member or coworker? Ask the Lord to give you the

Omg Pls Read
hey my sweet candies and friends love u all so much i am so sorry i havent been online i have been deal with family problems and some of my own i will try to be on more. miss u guys so much ****MASSIVE HUGS*****

Pain You Cause
In life there are times when we go through things, we dont have to just for love. Now why is that? Maybe because we feel that we are not worth more than that, or is it that it's what we;ve came to belive from all the things we've seen in our lives. Now answer me this, why would you hurt someone you love or care about? Why would you call them names, or raise your hand, does it make you feel more like a man? Well this is how I see it, If you have to hurt someone to love them, them you dont deserve them. Leave them be and become someone to love, love yourself first. because if you dont then noone else will. Don't hurt the ones who love you, charish them, because one day they will be gone and who will you have left to say I love you, or I miss you NO'ONE JUST YOU SO BE TRUE TO YOURSELF AND OTHER'S WILL BE TRUE TO YOU! BY JULIENIA, JUST NOW

Wasted Time
The time that i've wasted is my biggest regret, spent in these places I will never forget. Just sitting and thinking of the things that I've done. Now it's just me and my hard driven guilt. behind a wall of emptiness I allowed to be built. I'm trapped in my body, just wanting to run. Back to my youth with laughter and fun. But the chase is over and there's no place to hide, everything is gone, including my pride. With reality suddenly pushing right in my face, I'm scared, alone and stuck in this place. Now memories of my past flash through my head, and the pain is obvious by the tears that I shed, I ask myself why? and where? it went wrong. I guess I was weak when I should've been strong. Living for the drugs and the wings that I've grown, My feelings were lost, afraid to be shown. As I look at my past it's easy to see, the fear that I had, was afraid to be me. I pretended to be rugged, so fast so cool when actually lost like blind fool. I'm getting to old

Check This Out
DONT ADD MARC JAMES If Marc James wants to add you to their list, dont accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. DO NOT RESPOND just came in by sorce god bless

And Here I Sit...
WAITING. I was supposed to leave for Arizona three days ago...but apparently our moving company had other ideas. First, I was told they were running late leaving another job. Then, I was told that they were on the road 65 miles away and would be here soon. THEN, I was told that the brakes on the truck needed repair and they wanted to wait another day. THEN...after I complained about waiting...at 8:30 pm, two Bosnians with a limited english vocabulary pulled up to my house in a UHaul too small to carry all of our stuff. GRRR. So, I hired another moving company. And here I sit...waiting. I'm wondering if THIS one will frigging show up. I want to get the hell out of this frigging state. For you, sir. And I'll let you pet the real ones when [and if] I fucking get there.

Morning Sex
i lay there and I look at you as you slumber and you dream i gently kiss your furrowed brow and whisper so softly i'm glad that you are here with me you rouse from my tender touch you open your eyes and say to me i love you oh so much a loving kiss and you pull me close the morning has left you excited you pull me on top of you and I say oh passions fires we have ignited you take off my shirt to expose my bare breasts you kiss and you bite them you're making me wet i grind on your cock i got you so hott you flip me over onto the bed you straddle my face and ask me to taste i know you love some good head you start at the top and kiss down my frame so deliberate and forceful you make me insane you hum through my panties and lift up my legs just that quickly they're gone now it's time to play i want you inside me i plead and I beg yet you continue to tease me in passion we bathe you finger and lick me i fight to hold on in ecstacy i moan i'm going

17th Child
I have a pic of them in one of my folders. Someone please slip them some drugs to make them sterile. LITTLE ROCK, Ark. - It's a girl — again — for the Duggars. Jim Bob and Michelle Duggar welcomed their 17th child, and seventh daughter, into the world Thursday Jennifer Danielle was born at 10:01 a.m. at Saint Mary's Hospital in Rogers, Ark., the Duggars said in an interview. Jennifer weighed 8 pounds, 8 ounces and arrived five days after Michelle's due date. Less than 30 minutes after giving birth, the Duggars already were talking of having more. "We'd love to have more," Michelle said, adding that the girls are outnumbered seven to 10 in the family. "We love the ruffles and lace." Jennifer joins the fast-growing Duggar brood, who live in Tontitown in a 7,000-square-foot home. All the children — whose names start with the letter J — are home-schooled. The oldest is 19 and the youngest, before Jennifer, is almost 2 years old. "We are just so grateful to God

Thank You!
I am so overwhelmed! I just want to say thank you.. first to Cappy _Cappy_@ fubar For the VIP.... I'm gonna have so much fun!!, for the blog, for the bulletin, and for everything he said! I also want to thank all of you that helped me level up. I was overwhelmed when the rates started pouring in! Cappy, you have an awesome bunch of friends. So thank you thank you thank you thank you,,, thank you all :)

Ring Finger
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese..... Thumb represents your Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your-Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & the Last (Little) finger represents your children Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure below): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate live

The Man Rules
The Man Rules Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1 " ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1

Being A Mother
There are many stages to being a mother. From that first month your "friend" doesn't show up to hoping and praying that your 18yo will actually get his HS diploma and get out! I can still remember the fear and excitement when I found out I was pregnant. I was fortunate not to have morning sickness, but my body hasn't looked the same. LOL (ladies, don't you just hate those women who spring back to their pre-baby bodies and not a stretch mark to be found?) After the first glow of pregnancy I moved to the heartburn stage, milk would give me heartburn.....I popped enough tums to never need calcium again in my life! The first time I felt him move inside me, there are no words to express the joy and awe. Then the months move slower and slower. You go from that giddy feeling to get your foot out of my ribs! Watching as his foot moves across your belly to the other side and right back into your ribs again. No sleep due to being so big you can't get comfortable and he decides 3am is a goo

Which Action Hero Would You Be?
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow, Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three. Captain Jack Sparrow92% Neo, the "One"75% Lara Croft71% Batman, the Dark Knight67% Maximus58% Indiana Jones54% William Wallace54% The Amazing Spider-Man50% The Terminator42% James Bond, Agent 007

Take A Guess , Get A Present!
Take a guess at who my secret crush is on and if you're right, I'll buy you a dozen roses from the Fubar gift shop......... good luck! lol and send your guess to my fubarmail,thanx! .......Jade

8-3-07 Update
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Text*] RATHER THAN MAKE 2 AND 3 POSTS A DAY AND GET FRUSTRATED WHEN DOING SO I DECIDED TO MAKE IT SIMPLER SINCE IT CHANGES SOOO FREQUENTLY...WELL LAST NIGHT WAS A GOOD NIGHT FOR HIM HE ONLY WOKE ONCE COUGHING AND THERES NOOOOOOOOO BLOOD WOO HOO. ANYWAYS HIS DOCTOR SAID THAT IT IS HIS TOP PORTION OF HIS LUNGS THAT ARE WORKING AND THAT IT WOULD BE BAD IF IT WAS THE BOTTOM, SO HE HAS MADE IT THROUGH THE DAY AND HE SOUNDS HOARSE AND TIRED AND WEAK STILL. I WASNT ABLE TO GO AND SEE HIM TODAY :( BUT HE IS DOING WELL. HIS DOCTOR SAID THAT HE LOOKS BETTER TODAY THAN HE HAS AND THATS A START AND HIM RESTING IS GOOD TOO. THEY ARE TAPERING DOWN ON HIS STEROIDS THAT HES BEEN ON FOR MONTHS AND MONTHS PART OF THE SWELLING HE HAS TOO...THEY ARE CHANGING HIM FROM THE CLOTTING MEDICINE AS AN IV TO THE PILLS SINCE ITS WORKING. AND NO OTHER REACTION :) CROSSING FINGERS AND KEEPING THEM THAT WAY. HE HAS TALKED WITH ME 3 DIFFERENT TIMES ON THE PHONE. OOOOH I MISS HIM LOL...I

Cowboy Boots!
Cowboy Boots An elderly couple, Ray and Bessie, recently moved to Texas . Ray has always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. Seeing some on sale one day, he buys them and wears them home. Walking proudly into the house, he says to his wife, Notice anything different about me? Bessie looks him over, Nope. Frustrated, Ray storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, Notice anything different now?? Bessie looks up and says, Ray, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, and it’ll be hanging down again tomorrow. Furious, Ray yells, AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT'S HANGING DOWN, BESSIE? IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW BOOTS!!!!!! To which Bessie replies, Shoulda bought a hat, Ray. Shoulda bought a hat.

Head Games
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