Fubar Blog Posts 4

Adios!
There have been many times when I have told people here that CT is “Fantasyland” and should not be taken seriously. Sure, I have met some really neat people and have chatted with a few on a regular basis. But last night I had a very strange dream, which is too complicated to get into here. But when I awoke, I had the realization that I have been spending too much time in Fantasyland. I realized that my life is unbalanced because of the time I’m spending here. I’m neglecting my music, my reading and many other things that I need to do to continue to grow as a human being. So, I will be closing out my account by the end of the week. Those people with whom I have developed a relationship know how to contact me if they wish. Otherwise, I bid you all a fond farewell. I leave you with this thought: Keep you own lives in balance and always strive to grow as a person. Ohyeah, and remember not to take this place very seriously. Good-bye! Tony aka Cassie’s Boy aka PA Boy

Whats Wrong With The People Today!
Ok now i know you all are probly saying god her bitches a lot! haha! well cause i dont really bitch anywhere else! but i have something good to say on this! i dont get what the hell is wrong with the world today! I mean i was on a reacue call this morning and I was driving and I saw this guy walking with three shirts on, ( a basketball jersey, short sleeves and then long sleeves on under it all! then walking with shorts! and one hand swaying and one on his belt loop/ top of his pants holding them up! I mean get a FUCKING BELT ALREADY! It is just amazing how these people dress now a days! i can take all kinds and just be like yeah thats cool but not me! execpt for the whole wanna be gangsta look! what is it with these fucking people! pull your fucking pants up! buy a belt and quit grabbing your dick like its bigger than your arm and hard to walk! Cause we know that isnt true! Nobody wants to see your boxers or ass crack! and no your not going to be the next eminem or 2pac! What the hell

Wreck Of The Edmund Fitzgerald
Wreck Of The Edmund Fitzgerald, music and lyrics c1976 by Gordon Lightfoot The legend lives on from the Chippewa on down of the big lake they called "Gitche Gumee." The lake, it is said, never gives up her dead when the skies of November turn gloomy. With a load of iron ore twenty-six thousand tons more than the Edmund Fitzgerald weighed empty, that good ship and true was a bone to be chewed when the "Gales of November" came early. The ship was the pride of the American side coming back from some mill in Wisconsin. As the big freighters go, it was bigger than most with a crew and good captain well seasoned, concluding some terms with a couple of steel firms when they left fully loaded for Cleveland. And later that night when the ship's bell rang, could it be the north wind they'd been feelin'? The wind in the wires made a tattle-tale sound and a wave broke over the railing. And ev'ry man knew, as the captain did too 'twas the witch of November come stealin'.

Bragi On The Dashboard...
watching the universe expand... colors without name. grasping for a nebula with my free hand... i see your smile. once around the sun... cassiopia holds my other hand she carries me further into this intrepid journey... into the colors so vibrant, they have no name. planets align. a king is born. i have bragi on my dashboard... inspiration and poetry. this skyway is my saturn... this saturn is my completion... it must begin with me.

Job Interview At Vet Clinic
Well..if any one cares.. i got back not long ago from my "Job Interview" at a vet clinic (Salmon Creek Vet Clinic), reason i used quotes was it wasnt much of an interview lol they called it a working interview so i pritty much just helped out around there for an hour or so...walking dogs, cleaning cages and such, they showed me how to do alot of the stuff...soo i should hear back from them by wendsday or so they said... on a side note its 9AM ive been up since 6:30 id usually be sleeping or went back to bed but im full of coffie so that wont be hapining lol...

Mood
I started writing a blog explaining my state of mind. When I reread it, I realised I sounded like a big, whiney bitch. So, suffice it to say, the Cap'n isn't feeling his usually sparkly, jovial self at the moment. Apologies if anyone else is inadventantly sucked into the quagmire of my bad mood, but if you move slowly and carefully, you should be able to make it to terra firma. Anyway, the way I look at it, I'm entitled to a bit of a grump on occasions, so nurr. >:P

Any Thing
Every night......... someone thinks about you before u go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love u in some way. The only reason why someone hates u is cuz they wanna be just like u. There are at least 2 people in this world who would die for u. You mean the world to someone. Someone that u dont even think exists loves u. When u make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When u think that the world has turned its back on u, take a second look at whats facing u. Always remember the compliments u received and forget the rude remarks.So remember never really have to watch where your going but to remember where you been.

One Of My Writings
As I sit here this darkness surrounds me. It leaves me spellbound and confused. Unable to protect myself. I am filled with grief for I know that come morning i will have done something horrible but can do nothing for I am bound by a hand stronger than my own. Even as I sit here the darkness rises it seems as though I can feel it growing inside me searching for release. But I must not let go I must fight it with every beat of my heart for my soul rests in the balance. But I slowly feel my will fading. I know that I must hold on but the hunger keeps rising night after night. Becoming a second being inside me fighting for control. Soon I will be to weak to rise. I must not give in. I can feel the desire to subside ripple through me. It seems to come from all directions. I cannot fight it anymore. The need to give in to the darkness overwhelms me. I can feel myself beginning to fall....my will beginning to fade my resolve

I Swear These Horoscopes Here Know Me!
Daily Horoscope: Libra For July 16,2007 Frankly, you need to lighten up. Your outside looks calm, capable and collected, but you might be fuming on the inside. Be a little playful with yourself, especially under these circumstances. Your mood will lift.

Poetry
Crazy Love Love is crazy, fast swift and sweet. You’ll never know who, when, or where you’ll meet. Crazy love can and will sweep you off your feet. You can try to deny it and fight it but, Still someone will supply it. Run! Hide! If you really dare. No matter how far or long, love will always be there. Love is crazy, love is blind But there’s always that one person that is genuine. It’s crazy yes, this love I see and I know it’s happened to me. Love is crazy, crazy is love. So tell me, you really ready to love craz

Poetry
Wakening Life had been whizzing by me. I close my eyes to keep me from crying. I’ve lived life wild and yet at bay. I helped, loved, cared for others, Yet, they were never able to fully get in. I incased and shielded my heart with cold steel. Envied, hated, and pitied the happy. I envied, because they have hope and love. I hated, simply because they know what it is to be happy. I pitied, because I know they could be taken for granted. I always felt the need to be happy yet deny it to the end. I was terrified to let anyone in. Then you came alone and asked for the key in. I don’t know why and I don’t know how but you’ve got it You hold the key now. I’m scared to death and yet willing to fall. I’ll tell you this, you’ve trumped them all! Now I’m wakening to dawn anew, I can’t wait to be in your arms and wake everyday to you. My heart and love is wakening full and true. I am finally awake and alive because of you

So I Bought A Korean Watermelon The Other Day
So I bought a Korean Watermelon the other day and it tasted exactly like a regular watermelon... I don't get it. How is an exotic fruit that looks completely different and weighs more gonna taste exactly the same, how is that exotic???

Welcome To Hell...meth
EvEn If YoU hAvE rEaD tHiS b4 ScRoLL dOwN tO tHe BoTtOm, PoSt YoUr NaMe AnD pOsT oN uR pAgE. jUsT cAuSe U hAvE rEaD iT dOsEn'T mEaN eVeRyOnE hAs!! I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there’s one you’ll know best. I’m sure you’ve heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth. My power is awesome, try me, you’ll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go. But if

Girlfriend Application
Name: Age: Location: Height: Weight: Hair (color nd style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Fetish: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? (name your top 3) 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure i made it home alright? 13. Favorite food? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. If ex boyfriend or fling calls would you pick up the phone? 19. Would you ever let me answer your phone? 20. Any secrets that you would

Sorry About The Mumm!
A mum you have posted has been removed by the CherryTAP admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of CherryTAP. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. THIS IS WHAT I RECEIVED IN MY MAIL A MIN AGO... AND IM NOT ALOUD TO POST MUMMS NOW! SO IM DOING THIS!! I GUESS WATCH OUT WHAT YOU POST ... THAT IS ALL! *BEWARE** ~k~

I Have Some Sad News
Hey all sad news they have blocked everything at work but emails and google so I won't be around as much unless i am at home. I will miss chatting with everyone. I hope everyone has a great evening and I will try to swing by here as often as I can. Cherry hugs and Kisses to you all.

Dang
all this love and I am still 30k away from leveling up. they are going to make me break down and buy the VIC...... of course, this means i will have to buy less shoes...and when i think of it in those terms, i just can't do it :)

Ice Lolly
Red rocket On a stick. If it shines, Lick it quick. Round the edges, On the top. Round the bottom, Do not stop. Suck the lolly, Lick your lips. Lick the sides, As it drips. Off the stick, Quick, quick. Lick, lick... Red rocket, On a stick. If only i had one :(

Feeling Sick & Ran Down
WELL EVERYONE I DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ,BUT I'M NOT FEELING GOOD TODAY. I FEEL REALLY SICK & RAN DOWN FOR SOME REASON....SO I THINK I'M GONNA MAKE IT A EARLY NIGHT & HOPEFULLY I'LL FEEL BETTER TOMORROW. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD NIGHT ERIKA

Notice To All
Ok everyone, if for some reason, I have accidentally pissed you off, I feel like I should be told about it, so I know what I did wrong because I'm sure if you pissed me off then you would want to be told too by me and get it worked out, so if I end up doing this on accident or whatnot just let me know either by shoutbox or private message, ok? Thanks! :-D

Batman Shoelaces.
I had a dream. I kicked ass. In my blue and black checkered Vans. And my Batman shoelaces. I want some. Help me fulfill my destiny. I will be... a professional crime fighter. Unless I come across fellow tokers. Y'all are cool.

Ode To An Ex.. Poems For The Lost
Do we hate each other or do u just hate me? Can we truly forget one another Or is this how it's meant to be Can we still love each other deep down in our hearts inside or have I not yet let go of you but rather have I died.. -Azrael- ]>->

Three Ladies
THREE WOMEN , TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM. A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW -TECH.. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAI D. ........WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX!! When you stop laughing, send this to those who will appreciate it.

Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
Subject: MAINTAINING A LEVEL OF INSANITY/ HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT DAY Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity: 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, ! Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To

Lovers Delight
Lovers Delight Lovers delight beneath the starlight, my lover and me so in love and free. He pulls me into the strength of his arms and his hot deep breath blows me away. I am weak in the knees, drinking in the passion of his kiss that goes right through me. I feel like the morning dew and then like the pouring rain, as his body like the warmth of a blanket covers me. I feel the shelter of his love and I cannot catch my breath. A tremble deep within me is gathered in his caress. What a delight beneath the starlight, My lover and me.

My Birth Sign
SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predicts future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.

Friends And Fans
ok.. so i am gonna go over this in a blog for all my friends and fans and what not.. if it sounds like i am bitching oh well 1) if you are going to post mumms... don't get pissed if i tell you HONESTLY how i feel.. prime example.. S2KBFAST.. posted a mumm on applebees.. got pissed when i put in the mumm how much i hated applebees and why i hated them 2)if you do get pissed.. keep it in the mumms and don't get in my shoutbox or mail about it 3)if you post too many insanely stupid mumms you will be taken off my list.. 4) THIS IS THE BIG ONE if you post that stupid "downrater" whining crap you will get rated a 1 if i see it and quite likely will be removed.. luckly i have so many people that i don't see most of the bulletins... If you have any problems with this.. remove me from your list because i am getting pretty damn annoyed Miss Vanima

Fake Profile Pics
I rarely look at the bulletins unless one of my friends asks me to; it's just not something I'm interested in. However I just read one regarding fake profile pics. Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. As I will never be a top 100 cherry I guess I don't really need to worry about this. But I have a few things about this that bother me. A: just cause I'm on tap doesn't mean I want my pic on

Passion Of The Ocean
Like the ocean So wide and powerful With its waves rolling in and Crashing against the rocks With the same force As my admiration Towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, And feel the power of his touch, Crashing against my soul I want to feel his passions His desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch Caressing every inch of my body Like the kiss of the sun Over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know That with each and ever word spoken Is like a ripple That spreads throughout The deepest waters In my heart For the day is coming closer And the nights are getting longer In the desire to be near you I dream of that moment When the waters of the ocean And the rocks of the cliffs Finally meet in a storm of passion, His every touch will be like A soft caress to the rocks Of the cliffs below With each encounter

My Husband
I Thank God for my husband John. On June 6th of this year I was diagnosed with bone cancer, soon I will be starting treatments, and I know it's gonna be a rough road ahead. I"m so glad to have him by myside, he has been my Rock through this whole ordeal, I've been truly blessed with such a wonderful man. I Love You Baby!!!!

What Children Really See.....
When I was six months pregnant with my third child, my three year-old came into the room as I was preparing to get into the shower. She said, "Mommy you are getting fat!" I replied, "Yes, honey, remember Mommy has a baby growing in her tummy." "I know," she replied, "but what's growing in your butt?"

Thank You All!
Hi everyone! I just wanted to say thank you to every one that is sending wishes my way! So very appreciated. I have a full day today, a stress free, no kids, mommy/birthday day with my best friend so I will not be around, but when I get home I will make sure to thank each and every one of you properly. Thanks for being my friends and letting me know you care! Made my day to wake up to all of the beautiful things you sent. Special thanks to Bob for singing to me! Hahhaha Love you all, Wendi

Important Information About The Use Of Fake Pictures For Primary
Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. (REPOST OF SCRAPPER's BLOG-http://cherrytap.com/blog/57/436702)

Straight From Scrapper's Blog Re Main Profile Pics
This is ridiculas, more and more daily Im considering leaving this site, its ridiculas to think that they can *force* people to post thier real pictues over the net. Its not the smartest thing for people to do in this day of internet stalkers and sexual predators or those who lure others thru the net into meeting. Its harmful. We do not pay to use this site nor do they pay us to be here. Rhis site gets worse daily. Im not top 100 and have no wish to be nor do I ever plan on being BUT there is a real life photo of me in my folders. Im not using a fake pic to lure anyone my profile pic is clothed, Im using a fake pic to protect myself not lure anyone into some damn rating web *rolls my damn eyes*. I wont post a salute either nor will I pay for a Happy Hour a VIC nor a spotlight nor a blast. If the site is advertised as a FREE site it should be so IF CT wishes to impose all these rules maybe they should change to a pay site along with thiere new Fubar name. Straight from Scrapper'

My Weekly Article In The Oyster!
For those of you that live in Colorado, I am writing a weekly column for the Oyster. You can pick up a copy in most adult stores and it's free! I write about everything from music to the adult industry and anything else that comes into my little brain. If you would like me to write about a subject that you would like to read, hit me up here :-) Misty Haze www.mistysxxxgirls.com

True Love
Love can make you do things that you never thought possible.. True love can blind you but at the same time if you let it, it can also open your eyes... Love, an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. To just feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love.... No matter how ugly you think you are, that special someone that loves you believes you are the most beautiful and irresistable thing on earth and nothing can ever change that... Love and electricity are one in the same, my dear. If you do not feel the jolt in your soul every time a kiss is shared, a whisper is spoken, a touch is felt, then your not really in love at all... To love you is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this........................ Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in b

Hmm
I can't believe that I got flagged by cherrytap for saying the word ass in one of my mums! I mean really the context of the question wasn't even sexual in nature. Well now I am blocked from posting mums for now and was threatened that if I did it again I would be kicked off the site. I mean really it was a harmless!

This Is A True Story.
4 yrs ago i meet this girl that though she colud never have kids.cause when she was 16 she was pregnant but she losted the baby. then when i meet her she was telling me this. She would sit an cry cause she wanna a kid so bad. Well feb. 27.07. she had a lil boy . hes the one in my pic..... his foot was messed up when he was born..... But i am just so happy for her .... I know she will make a good mommy ... my prays go out to her an her family ... so pleas keep the lil biy in ur prays at night. THANK YOU, SHORTY420.

How Horny Are You
You scored as Very Horny, You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very Horny75% Extremely Horny69% The Horniest56% Normal Horny56% Super Horny56% A Little Horny31% Not Horny25% How Horny are you? V.2 (With Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Not Exactly A Father-daughter Dance...
I've been having odd dreams lately. Mostly involving my father. Bit of history: my father and I have scarcely spoken in almost 6 years. He's my stepdad, technically, but he's the only father I've ever had, as I've never met my birth father. The cease-talking occurred when I moved in with my grandparents, citing the fact that I was treated like a prisoner because I had gotten pregnant at 16 and gave my son up for adoption at 17. My grandparents did not want me to discuss my moving in with them until it happened. That's what I did, and my relationship with my parents has been incredibly screwed since. My mom and I are better now, but my dad and I will probably never be the same again. In any case...Dad has been in my dreams lately. It makes me want to call him up, only if just to say hi. I feel like an ass because I never called him on Father's Day, but we NEVER talk. He never called me on my birthday, a few days after that anyway. I'm torn up about it, because I want to b

Why Do Some Men
FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE TO HAVE MORE THEN ONE WOMAN TO MAKE THEM HAPPY? HOW CAN ONE MAN BE IN LOVE WITH MORE THEN ONE WOMAN AT THE SAME TIME. IS IT INSECURITY OR WHAT.. WHY DO SOME MEN HAVE TO DO THINGS SO WOMEN WILL FEEL SORRY FOR HIM....DOES HE NEED THE ATTENTION THAT BAD.......... WHY DO SOME MEN LIE AND TELL U THEY LOVE U. ASK U TO MARRY THEM AND WANT U TO MOVE UP THERE WITH HIM.......BUT HE IS ALSO TALKING TO OTHER WOMEN ON HERE... IM CONFUSED THOUGHT LOVE WAS SOMETHING SPECIAL ALONG WITH MARRIAGE. WHY DO SOME MEN ABUSE THIS AND BREAK A WOMANS HEART OVER AND OVER AGAIN.. DO THEY GET OFF ON THAT. DOES IT MAKE THEM FEEL MORE LIKE A MAN.....

Cali Trip... Nsfw!!!!!!!!!!!
we finally arrived in cali... jan is there waiting for tom and i. we go get our luggage and i spot her... she is standing there looking a lil nervous... she fiddled a little bit with her purse. finally i walked up to her and gave her a huge hug. and we just laughed... silly girls.. tom and her hugged also..we rode to the hotel and jan pointed out things she wanted to show us after we were settled in. the holtel room was very pretty and as i unpacked i thought about all the times i told jan when i first saw her i was going to kiss her on the mouth.. i felt my insides tingle..i walked over to her and touched her face and told her i have been waiting along time to do this.. and i kissed her mouth.. slowly at first just soft sweet kisses i could tell she was nervous and i did not want to ruin it.. her lips parted and i knew she wanted to deepen the kiss.. i let my tongue enter her mouth and wrapped my arms around her waiste pulling her closer to me..i heard a soft moan escape her throat a

It's Me Again :d
cristilee@ CherryTAP I started a new profile because I'm sick of seeing "heathsbitch@cherrytap.com" every time i send a message or look at my home page. I'm not with heath anymore. So please go add me back :D

Not Missin A Spot
Subject:Slowly, not missing a spot Slowly, not missing a spot let me lick down your back, all the way to your feet. Allow my teeth to bite into your meat, gently though, lLeaving very little marks, and as you arch your back, then I'm on the attack. I won't miss a spot cause I know your getting hot, and when I've tasted all of you got from behind, then its time to being in front, I'm feeling drunk from the taste of you, embrace of you and oh yes, I love How you go ooh and ahhhhh. I keep my face in you, every place of you; my tongue will probe not missing an inch, knee or elbow, your breast they heave to the touch I weave and my tongue won't miss a spot. As you lay there and I'm above you my thick strong dick wants to love you, but no i's not time, for I've Yet to lick the clit that hides between your thighs. "spread open your thighs" are the words you hear and as you do I see your pussy cheer, with a rush of juice that it held inside, it cries for my tongue and that first

Mummmsssssss
ok people out there in cherry land.. i have a issue with the with this past weekend whe i posted a mummmm and the people that over see this site.. i just learn what mumm were and i really did not know what was offending and what is not.. but i posted a simple m in my mind was not offending aty all and then ended up getting a email from someone from the site saying my mm was offending or was deleted off the site.. also at that time i can no longer post mumm.. well does any one else have this problem.. i was thinking this site was for fun and to meet people.. but i guess not.. please let me know what you think..

One Wish
One Wish Damn baby Just don't understand where we went wrong I gave you my heart I gave you my soul I gave you... As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room Cause, we couldn't be alone See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt Back then we were in school; and that's your favourite excuse Growin' up I was a fool; and I can't lie I'm missing you Listen and don't trip I think I need a bottle with a genie in it Here's my wish list First one, I would create a heart changing love Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all the way up Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had one wish, we would run away Ma

Ahh Help!!!
if someone was looking for 2 people and they said... they're not in the livingroom, kitchen, bathroom, or bedroom but then they found the 2 people and said they're kas....sad.... WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN?!?!?!??! KAS....SAD....???? ITS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!! then i asked the person what they meant.. and they said... use your imagination and started crying. So... anyone have a good enough imagination to help me out here?! please?!?!?! im beggin yall!

I'm Away!
So I created a mumm to tell everyone I was going to be gone but apparently that wasn't the right way to do it b/c it got deleted and I was put on notice! LOL Sooooooo Just letting everyone know I'll be gone for awhile b/c of a family situation but I might pop back on and off every now and then! LEave me some love! I miss ya all!!! I'll comment/rate/add... all that good stuff when I can! ♥♥♥

Scary Thought
A skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down and says: "7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound left testicle, 3 pound right testicle, Turner Brown." The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says, "What's wrong with you?" In a weak voice the little guy says, "What EXACTLY did you say to me?" The big dude says, "I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me. I'm 7 feet tall, I weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20 inch private, my left testicle weighs 3 pounds, my right testicle weighs 3 pounds, and my name is Turner Brown." The small guy says, "Turner Brown?!...Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, "Turn around"!

Your Spirit Flower
Our favorite flower may hold secrets about the ways we connect to our spirituality. In this time of blooming, take a walk through our beautiful garden to find out what your favorite flower says about your spirit, then read our suggestions for practices you might like to try. Which of the following flowers is your favorite? If yours isn’t on the list, pick the one that comes closest. Daisy: This sunny, optimistic type loves to connect with her spirit through service, especially in nature. Take nature walks, or participate in clean-ups in parks or other places you treasure. You will probably prefer the unpretentious simplicity of a Friends meeting to anything elaborate. Gardenia: Exotic, sensual, and mysterious, this type is often attracted to esoteric Asian practices. Try reading a book on Tantric sexuality, or create a sanctuary for your spirit with brocaded hangings, mirrored cushions, lush flowers, and incense. Iris: The iris is often the favorite flower of many body-wor

Bare With Me
sorry to all i have neglected... But im attending trucking school right now and i go from 7am-6pm and its hard to really get on.. i mean im on but i have to study on here so plz dont get mad it i dont answer u...i will try ok..... thank u... me.....

Family And Friends
Just stopping what i'm doing to let y'all know i haven't forgot about anyone.As most of y'all know i had a liver transplant not to long ago and i'm doing remarkably well.But others arn't doing aswell as myself,so i've been visiting others who need some support and some love.You see i never thought it would be me that needed a transplant and neither did they.But thats what God hands out in our journeys through this wonderful but yet hard life.So i'm just letting y'all know your in my paryers every morning and night.I don't have time to leave comments on everyones page because i have been so busy and i'm sorry for that.Y'all all are very important to me.If y'all noticed i stopped my Vic status,well i got to thinking what is a bunch of points and ratings.To most on here this is a game but to you my friends,friendship isn't a game to me.I took the 14+dollars and i give it to a needy person instead of throwing in this man pockets just to cause peoples lives to be turned up side down and to

Tuesday Humor!!!
An attorney arrived home late, after a very tough day trying to get a stay of execution for a client who was due to be hanged for murder at midnight. His last minute plea for clemency to the governor had failed and he was feeling worn out and depressed. As soon as he walked through the door at home, his wife started on him about, "What time of night to be getting home is this? Where have you been?" "Dinner is cold and I'm not reheating it". And on and on and on. Too shattered to play his us ua l role in this familiar ritual, he went and poured himself a shot of whiskey and headed off for a long hot soak in the bathtub, pursued by the predictable sarcastic remarks as he drug himself up the stairs. While he was in the bath, the phone rang. The wife answered and was told that her husband's client, James Wright, had been granted a stay of execution after all. Wright would not be hanged tonight. Finally realizing what a terrible day he m ust have had, she decided

Acting Your Skin Color
For those of you who don't know me, and don't find it obvious, I don't really have these views about women, men, white people, and minoraties. The question at the end, is supposed to indicate that. It's asking if I really understand how society is, or how it thinks. In english we were talking about race, and stuff having to do with it. It's a class full of all white people. Last week it was about gender roles. So, there's these people who think you need to act according to a specific set of rules, depending on how you were born. If you are a woman, you best act like one. Like, uh get in the kitchen and make me a pie bitch. If you are man, act like a man. That means be aggressive, insensitive, no crying, go kill something eat some red meat, and take a shot of moonshine without chaser nor flinching. It gets more interesting. If you are white, act like it. Don't listen to rap music, don't talk in Eubonics, don't listen to Mexican music, don't talk in Spanish or use any un-white slan

Becoming Free - A Reminder Of The Principles Of Life
1: Life does not work through indecision. Indecision promotes blocks, confusion and stress. Make a decision and allow life to find movement through you. Trust yourself. 2: The 3 C's of life are Courage, Capacity and Commitment. It takes Courage and a commitment to make many of life's decisions, and capacity to follow them through. The 3 C's of a successful relationship are Caring, Consideration and Communication. Communication opens the door between us, consideration allows us to pass through it and our ability to care for each other unites us. 3: Truth is not truth out of timing- yet it remains truth. We are the timing to recognize truth. 4: The mind recoils from the unknown, so we seek to make everything known, and, thus sage. Imagination is the key to the unknown- positive, uplifting imagination. 5: For as long as we search for Our God/dess Self, we deny that we are it. Loving your self reveals your truth. 6: Becoming free is not changing yourself into someone you

An Update
Well its been a while since I wrote a blog other then my drunk blog. Things around here have been kinda crazy. Lots of stuff going on with so little time to get it all done. I live in Sudbury housing its geared to income I had to get my mom to fill out paper work to be able to live with me. They called us July 10 and said she was not approved to live here. I can and have appealed the decision. I dropped off all the paper work today for that so with the next few weeks I should know whats going on with that. Tristen goes to Churchill for a summer program 4 days a week Monday to Thursday and we are going to put him in Fridays also. From 8am-4pm. He really likes it. We walk there from home as we only like about a 10 min walk from the school and all he can say is I am going to summer preschool. What a kid. He loves when I drop it off not so happy when I show up to pick him up. Kieyah is potty training working on it. She has this thing where shes not to happy to pee on the potty when

"48 Things A Girl Would Die For"
LADIES: this will make you tear up GUYS : read it. all of it! 1-touch her WAIST 2- TALK to her 3-share SECRETS 4-give HER your jacket 5-kiss her SLOWLY ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS? 6-HUG her 7-HOLD her 8-LAUGH with her 9-invite HER somewhere 10-let her be WITH you when you're with your friends KEEP READING 11-SMILE with her 12-take PICTURES with her 13-pull her onto your LAP 14-when she says she loves you more, DENY IT. fight back 15-when her FRIENDS say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE? 16-always hug her and SAY "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her UNEXPECTEDLY 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST! :D 19-tell her shes BEAUTIFUL! 20-TELL her the way you feel about her! OH AND ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO SHOW HER YOU MEAN IT 21-Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it nev

Woman Of My Dreams...
Last thing in my mind, nothing is left to be seen it's a vision of you, only a dream. My head lays softly on the pillow, I imagine it being you lying against you as I drift off into my dreams, there we'll meet the woman of my dreams. I fall asleep fast, nothing to hold me back a heavy fog sets in, and we're here at last You come walking to me, once gliding step after another I walk slowly towards you, looking at your beauty like none other. Your hair blowing in the wind, your eyes see my soul my arms reach out, you I want to hold We get so close, I can smell your perfume why must my dreams be so short, another time another dream

2300 Comments To Go
Lauria has entered a givaway awhile back. She has stopped voting on hers so many times to help us level other cherrys or bomb someone else. So Im asking my friends and those she has come to level would you return the love to her. Thank you

Lady Karmic’s Contract For Service
Lady Karmic’s Contract for service D/s Contract I, ________________________, with a free mind and an open heart; do request of _______________________ that She accept the submission of my will unto Her and to take me into Her care and guidance, that W/we may grow together in trust and mutual respect. The satisfaction of Her wants, desires, and whims are consistent with my desire as a submissive to be found pleasing to Her. To that end, I offer her use of my time, talents, and abilities. Further, I ask, in sincere humility, that, as my Mistress, She accept the keeping of me for the fulfillment and enhancement of O/our sadistic, spiritual, emotional, and intellectual needs. To achieve this, She may have unfettered use of my body any time, any place, in front of anyone; to keep or to give away, as She will determine. I ask that She guide me in any sensual, or scene-related behavior, both together with, and separate from Her, in such a way as to further my growth as a person. I req

Disappear
There's a pain that sleeps inside It sleeps with just one eye And awakens the moment that you leave Though I try to look away The pain it still remains Only leaving when you're next to me Do you know, that everytime you're near Everybody else seems far away So can you come and make them disappear Make them disappear and we can stay So I stand and look around Distracted by the sounds Of everyone and everything I see And I search through every face Without a single trace, of the person The person that I need Do you know, that everytime you're near Everybody else seems far away So can you come and make them disappear Make them disappear and we can stay Can you make them disappear? Make them disappear There's a pain that sleeps inside Sleeps with just one eye And awakens, the moment that you leave And I search through every face Without a single trace, of the person The person that I need Do you know, that everytime you're near Everybody else seems

Apprehensive
Long story short...I am leaving for Georgia in about 6 hours and I am really nervous about it. I'm going for work and it isn't that I've never traveled before, it's just that I never went anywhere without my family or a friend being present. I don't know, I have to get some sleep. I'm not replying/reading any messages, I'll get back to you when I come back.

My True Friend - Steve
Out of the thousands of people that have passed through my life, I have found only a handful of those that mean a lot to me. Steve is one of those people. We have only been friends for a few months, but I feel like I have known him my whole life. He actually takes time from his day, from thousands of miles and a totally different country to check in on me. We dont just talk about little things, we have long in depth conversations about things, that sometimes go over several days. We talk daily, several times a day at times, either through email, phone, or text, and then at night for several hours on messenger. The knowledge that we have shared with each other is the reason I call Steve my close, special friend. Steve is truly a person I consider my best friend, and will always be number one in my heart. He is genuine, honest, caring, and truthful. These qualities are hard to find in people. Steve knows how much he means to me. I tell him everyday how much I che

Grieving The Loss Of A Pet.
So, I got home after a wonderful dinner and the unexpected "romance" of being stranded in the parking lot of a secluded restaurant near the bay. My boyfriend's BMW decided we needed to sit in the parking lot to digest our meal. After the tow truck driver gave us a jump, we giggled our way home relieved it didn't turn out to be more serious than just a dead battery. We said our "good-nights" and I closed the front door behind me. Then it hit me. Like a blanket of emptiness thrown over me from the kitchen where I would usually be greeted by happy faces and wagging tails. I was, instead, met with the single face of confusion and loneliness. My poor little Guinness. It hit me. I collected Guinness' bowl and started preparing a single dinner of dog food with tears in my eyes. It hit me, and I think it hit him too as he uncharacteristically laid there silently with his head all the way to the ground until I set the bowl down. "Oh boy! Dog food again!" It hit me that I was back to wh

Uuuuuuuuughhh.
Fucking dammit. I fucking HATEEEEEEEE being me right now. Too much fucking confusion, and I'm fucking sick of it! -Thinking about getting rid of my CT account- Grrrrrrrrrrrr. (*)?? Fucking pissed off. -crawls into a hole and blows my brains out- The End.

Uuuuuuuuughhh Pt. 2
Nothing is making any sense anymore. Completely unsure of what to do. I wish I could just figure this out I can't deal with it. I know I can't just sit around and wait for things to change. But things never will. A wise man once told me "History repeats itself" I just didn't think that it would repeat this often Or hurt so much. Will I ever find what I'm looking for? Or am I destined to be alone in this world? You're probably reading this right now.. You know who you are.

Blood Pressure
So i quit taking all supplements. and prolly gonna make a dr appt later today. i just checke dmy blood pressure and its way high. it runs in my family which sucks. i totally take care of myself, excercise and eat right and i have to deal with this crap. gonna go on a cleaning cycle. basically vitamins only, water and green teas and stuff. try to flush any caffiene and stuff out of my system and see if it helps.

Does This Make You Mad? :(
Okay well I spent a good part of the morning giving out my 11's to people I dont know, and commenting on there page. Just trying to be nice and meet some new people and out of the 30-40 people I did this to, only 2 of them came by my page and did the same to me. Does anyone else have this problem, and does it bother you? I just dont know why I bother anymore! :( Make me sad... Beckie

Kisses
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ ¢¾What the gesture means¢¾ -Holding Hands; We fit perfectly together. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain love you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I love you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ¢¾Advice¢¾ Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

Driving Lesson No18
Just keep driving, just keep driving.... Had a great lesson today. :D Going to get my eyes tested this week and get some new specs. Just to be on the safe side. Reading a number plate is right on the limit of my short-sighted focus. If I close my left eye I can read it, but with both open, my left counteracts my right and stops me focusing correctly. So I'm going to get myself a new pair of specs before I put in for my test in 2 lessons time. Ooooh I can't wait - I'll be plotting routes on AA route finder before you know it and irratating the hell out of you all.... Haha (Already got Warrington to Fife bookmarked *snigger* I can call in at Consett and see my best mate, Trace on the way )

Words Of Wisdom
Take nothing for granted: watch water flow, the corn grow, the leaves blow, your neighbors mow. Set your own pace. When someone is pushing you, it is okay to tell them they're pushing. Remember a happy, peaceful time in your past. Rest there. Each moment has a richness that takes a lifetime to savor. Taste your food. God gave it to delight as well as to nourish. Notice the sun and the moon as they rise and set. They are remarkable for their steady pattern of movement, not their speed. Talk and play with children. It will bring out the unhurried little person inside you. When you walk with someone, don't think about what you'll say next. Thoughts will spring up naturally if you let them. Quit planning how you are going to use what you know, learn or possess. God's gifts just are; be grateful and their purpose will be clear. Allow yourself time to be lazy and unproductive. Rest isn't a luxury, it's a necessity. Lis

Weirdness.
I had one of the weirdest CT experiences I have ever had the other day. I have recently changed my shoutbox to ‘general admission’ from ‘friends only’, which has been a mainly positive experience. I’ve had some good conversations with people and gained a couple of new friends, without too many assholes sending me random junk. So the other day, I got a shout from a very attractive lady. We chatted a bit and I asked her if she had a yahoo address, which I usually do if I’m enjoying talking to someone, because the shoutbox is so slow it makes me want to hurt small fluffy animals. She has and we started talking, kind of. It was bit stilted and I’m started to suspect that English isn’t her first language. But that’s ok. Then she asked me to vote on her picture in a contest. I agreed and she sent me a link. But to vote in this contest, credit card details needed to be entered. Alarm bells started to ring. I said I wasn’t comfortable with that, but she kept asking me why. Eventually I decided

Pay Attention..
1. Getting angry at us for not reading your mind is like getting angry at yourself for not being able to fly. It's not just futile, it's physically impossible. 2. Yes, we do think Jessica Alba is hot. Sometimes we're even dumb enough to admit it. 3. Don't ask us to understand your shoe fetish. Asking us to respect it is even sort of pushing it. 4. You do look good without makeup, just not as good as you look with it. 5. Ever notice how we don't fight with our male friends? That's why we get so frustrated when we fight with you. 6. You care what you're wearing infinitely more than we do. In fact, if you're naked when you open the front door, you won't hear an argument from us. 7. You don't like to get hit on in public, you don't want to date online and you don't want to be set up on blind dates. Tell us if sending messenger pigeons is an appropriate way of courting. Because if it is, we're all over it. 8. “There should a statute of

+get The Mind Right : Why
Is my friend so....dumb? I've known her since elementary school. She sleeps around, and then acts all....like "OMG, I can't believe I slept with him! Why did I do that? I'm not a slut!" This is SO annoying. I wish she was the kind of person that knows they're a slut but is ok with it, and even proud. Her fakeness is so frustrating. As she whines, her emotion isn't even genuine, it's like she's acting guilty and shameful because she thinks that's how I am looking at her. I don't know how to address the repeated situation really. I do view her as a slut, but the way she is acting is making me view her as not deserving any respect....so maybe I should tell her : "You are projecting your self-hate not only on me, but onto the men you sleep with if you really view yourself as being this low." all I do now is : ">>weary sigh

Didjya'all See This??
They findin' HORSE APPLES in thu backyard and they callin' it TRAYSHUR!! WHUT NIXT??? 130-year-old outhouses yield treasures Tue Jul 17, 7:36 PM ET The spot where a pair of outhouses stood 130 years ago is proving to be a treasure trove for archaeologists who braved the lingering smell in the dirt to uncover some 19th Century artifacts — and a mystery. The one-time site of privies for men and women has been built upon repeatedly. Recently, crews demolished a former school bus barn on the 3.5-acre downtown site in order to build a condominium complex and a parking garage. But first, archaeologists were called in. Beginning in late May, they started digging into the ground in a discovery process that could last several more weeks. They uncovered a pistol, a knife, whisky flasks, a set of false teeth, two dog skulls and a blade from a set of sheep shears. "It might be an early crime scene," project archaeologist John Foster said. "It looks like the two dogs were

Just A Warning!!!!!
To those that truly know me they know I will go above and beyond for anyone. Last week the girl below decided to take it to the extreme. I'm willing to help anyone level up I have never turned one person down for help. My reason for this bulletin is not to down grade her but to warn people about her. She goes to everyone and begs them to pimp her out and I know i can get several that will say she don't stop begging until you do. I personally have seen 5 of them this week from higher up Cherrys. I don't see a problem with someone asking them to pimp them out for help. What she did was use a bulletin with my name on it and took all my information out of it and added her stuff in it to level up on. This is just a bulletin of what the possibilities are.I am who I am and have a heart to help people but not to be used. THE FIRST PERSON TO GO HATING ON HER CAN REMOVE ME FROM YOUR FRIENDS LISTS. WIKID LETTE :'( DID U EVER REALIZE A HEART IS 2 UPSIDE DOWN TEARS PUT TOGETHER CUZ U ALWAYS C

Where My Gurlz At
SO I came back here after playen playa games wit a certain fool and his pet.. Im back and who had my back... the hott ass bad bitch clan. To my gurlz... you all have showed me much luv and i am so happy to have friends like u. I love you all and am down 4 all ya hott ass bitches. to my so called puppet master...u r the shit and im glad to roll witcha.Dangle me gurl.For all the haters and wanna be's u need to step,dont even try..cause in the end u will play the fool. It's good to be back.....Wooot, wooot

Soul Alone
Let's burrow down to the soul. Past the crust and the mantle, through the outer core, all the way to the inner core, where we can calmly sort through the dissonance of life, or toss a cursory thought into the depths of the imagination and change everything. Let's turn ourselves into human drill bits and make the idea of going inside our minds as quaint and distant as watching strangers from a satellite. Therein lies a big part of the story, but it is a story with many parts. The tale is one of sorrow and grief, for no man is a prophet in his own mind. Yet that synopsis barely scratches the corrugated surface of this bumpy parable. Relating to the Byzantine complexities of this fable may be contagious. So putting on the spectacles of linear thinking in expectation of finding the answer to everything might signifiy inner blindness. My view of the world IS different, for better and for worse. I am naturally attracted to symbolism. I can find symbolism in even the most mundane of

Help Me Level Up
I have been on this level for what feels like months and I am so tired of it. I only need 5,451 to go. Please help me out Rate/Fan/Comment Repost Me. Thank you. ஐ¢¾Thick N Sexy¢¾ஐ@ CherryTAP

I'm Back...
We were friends so don't forget to add me...if you were my fan you know I was yours...rate me and I'll be rating you... Again! (how great is that?)Ugh, I was a WickedCherry when they decided to delete my account...Whatever, I'm BaaaAaaacK!

My Sexual Zodiac
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

"the Trail Where They Cried"
Introduction "There were ten million Native Americans on the American continent when the first non- Indians arrived. Over the next 300 years, 90% of all Native American original population was either wiped out by disease, famine, or warfare imported by the whites." The relocation of the Native Americans to the Oklahoma Territory that became known as "The Trail of Tears", "The Trail Where They Cried " ("Nunna daul Tsuny") by the Cherokee, represents one of the darkest and saddest episodes of American history. It is a tragic tale of force winning out over decency and power winning out over justice. To understand the infamous Trail of Tears it is not enough to know about the long and cruel journey of the Native Americans to their new home west of the Mississippi river, but it is also necessary to understand the historical background. Historical Background Early history of the Five Civilized Tribes The insatiable desire of white settlers for lands inevitably led t

One Hard Hit
I was sent today one last warning about removing the "pornographic" material from my profile page or else I was going to be removed. With a lot of grief I had to remove all of my beautiful sexy PICTURES!!! It just baffles me how an adult site enforces censorship and plays the cynical moral game. To me is easy as this: if you don't like it, don't look at it. Carlos The Butt Man (aka) masterhead

Who Wants To Live Your Next Life Backwards??
Who wants to live your next life backwards? You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap. Until finally...You finish off as an orgasm. Case Dismissed :P

Update
well it looks like i torn a stomach muscle and that is causing all my pain, so I am on bed rest with a heating pad for the next 4 days. so i won't be here that much. but I hope this does the trick and i am back on my feet soon. we are supposed to be moving in 4 weeks. hope to talk yo ya'll soon love ya Laree

~endings~
The Temperature Runs From Hot to Cold, These Games Becoming Much Too Old Words Are Words I've Come To Understand, Release My Heart,...... Release My Hand Alone I Have Stood, And Alone I Shall Stand I Watch The Sun Set From Above The Sand As Darkness Falls, I Now Understand It Is I That Needs To Let Go of Your Heart, And Your Hand

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Personality Test
Your Personality is Very Rare (ENFJ) Your personality type is dramatic, expressive, proud, and demanding. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 5% of all women and 2% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Judging. How Rare Is Your Personality?

A Big Thank You :)
i want to thank all of you that showed so much warmth,love and good ol' friendship... right when i was SURE the online comunities of old were surely dead, here comes Cherry Tap :) love you guys, you kicketh ass :)

Suicide Hurts Everyone...
Suicide hurts everyone... the pain and torment that you are trying to escape, well you heap it on those that love you. While you are dead forever, your friends and family are left in your nightmarish aftermath, feeling immense guilt "for not seeing the signs" and wondering how death could ever seem more appealing to you than living life with them. You will take away their hopes and dreams, self-esteem, and ideals. You will rob them of loving you one more day. Not only will you leave behind your depression to manifest in them, you will leave this world a darker and colder place for them. My name is Kellie, last year on June 4, 2005, I was forced into the biggest trial of my life. My outlook on life and my sanity came crashing down around me when I discovered my fiance had hung himself in our bathroom. As I cut through his noose, and lowered his body to the ground, I realized the screaming was coming from me. My life hasn't been the same since. Don't do this to your loved ones, ther

Life Sux But I Can Make It Better
Well, seems as though I can't win for losing in the love department... I get a "Dear Jane" letter/email today from the one that said he loves me and wants to marry me... all because an ex gf comes back and messages him... apparentely they have talked about getting back together, thats ok... but a "I'm sorry I have to do this in an email" letter?? Grow up!! Get balls and talk face to face (or at least phone to phone).... My nick on here has changed, my pics have been changed (as far as "my man's" album was concerned, it doesn't exist anymore), I burned the notes he sent me. yes burned them. Bye Brew... I won't be there to pick up any pieces that may fall apart in the future.

R.i.p. Honey
Tis a sad day here in my house....Angelica's gecko just died. We're not sure what happened! It ate fine and was acting normal and when I went to put her to bed, it had passed. She's ok....gonna focus on the Iguana!

If Only In My Dreams
When I close my eyes you are here with me, I can feel your warm breath on my skin and the sound of your heart beating. Your hands touch my face as you look into my eyes and we are one. Our spirits unite in a dance of joy as you take me in your arms showing me all that you know. I feel safe with you, I belong with you. The stars twinkle brightly and I know all is right being here with you tonight. As your hands slide down my naked body I melt into you. I ache for your touch and I feel closer still as your lips touch mine. The energy between us pulses through the night air surrounding us. Engulfing us, taking us to heights we have only imagined. As you press your body into mine all of reality ceases to exist we are in a world of our own known only unto us. As I lay in your arms to sleep for the night I am at peace. If only in my dreams

To Brattybytch, Ashes To Ashes And All Those That Have Visited !
I wanted to take a minute and thank Kathy, Rich and All of the Great People that have stopped by my profile since BrattyBytch ( aka ) Kathy pimped me out on her blog .. And thanks to Rich for makin a suggestion .. Luv you Guys * Hugs* COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments Now that im getting back into this .. if Any of you ever need help in Level'in up .. or anything Please Feel free to let me know ill do all I can to help ...Xoxoxoxoxoxox COOL MySpace Comments

It's Been Awhile My Friend.
Well, I'm finally going to college! Yea! Life for the most part is pretty good. I had a little rant awhile back but I'm over it. I just embraced it rather than hate it. Well, I took the placement exams for college and I must say this without trying to be boastful... ...On the exams I had to make a 25 to pass and I passed them with flying colors! I'm so excited, I can't wait! I've been doing some art "exercises" lately. I would look at an object and draw either a cartoon character or something else by using that object as a base for the drawing. So I've been trying to get my art skills going. Its been 2 years since I've done much of anything. And quite frankly, I was getting tired of my father nagging at me about either going to college or get a job or even both. But, I'm a full time student. 14 hrs! Not to mention my ENG 101 class is at 7 AM. I didn't even think they had classes that early but my Adviser said otherwise. I actually made this blog post for a special friend that I

Hooah
I am a Soldier ..Serving Proudly, standing tall. I fight for freedom, yours and mine by answering this call. I do my job while knowing, the thanks it sometimes lacks. Say a prayer that I'll come home... It's me who's got your back

Waterfall
walking a path of beauty with such peacefullness to the waterfall the green leaves of trees rustling in the wind a deer spooked by a noise runs for safety you faintly begin to hear water crashing upon stone as you move closer smiles on the faces of passers ascending down brings a smile to you of anticipation without realizing you've walked more than a mile across the bridge, your goal standing in front you are completely awstruck tiny goose bumps form while sprinkles of water touch you the power of the water smashing down wind brushes your hair back ever so slightly your eyes close you feel as one the water, the wind, the noise fully awake, only mentally asleep in your mind you believe here i am always free at the waterfall.

The Repair Man
as i lay there watching him from across the room, i start to feel his eyes upon me....... his glare is enticing.. i know he wants me. i start to play with my tits , rubbing them, squezzing them, making my nipples harder just as he can see....... i start to play with my pussy....... fingers caressing me...one on my clit other one going inside my ass....... i can see the bulge in his pants getting bigger, his body was tighting as i slowely unzipped his pants and out came this gorgoeus cock and i started to take it deep in my mouth sucking on it harder.......... as i got wetter and wetter........ he grabs the pink cock beside me and starts to slowely fucking me with it.mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. one cock in my mouth and the other in my pussy....... both are going in and out fucking me.......... just as i am about to cum. he grabs the back of my head and forces his cock to the back of my throat and cums down my throat with his hot sweet cum........ then while he is fucking me with his hand i cum

Real Man Respects His Mother And Places His Family First.
A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't kiss & tell. 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, and sexy. 7.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 8.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 9.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you. 10.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch a movie. 11.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 12.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 13.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 14.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say you need him, 15.) A REAL MAN lets others know he's involved. 16.) A REAL MAN doesn't play games!!!!!!!!!!! 17.) A REAL MAN doesn't leave his girl to go and hang out with his fr

Statements Worthy Of Thought As You Journey Through Life
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone, just ignore them.. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with something's but don't let it consume you. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their Journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you should honor your word to keep it.. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. nothing lasts "forever." 16. Life is too short for long pity pa

Bdsm And Y Such Drama
If you don't understand it why make remarks about it? I wouldn't step into your shoes unless I knew what I was posting about and let you know my feelings not hide behind your back and say something that I didn't know about then hop to stay friends with you Why cause the drama and hurt feelings in the process. The same with draging others into a situation that is none of their business and then have them post comments about someone and cause hurt feelings and dishonesty between them.

I'm Glad Its Over, Rot In Hell
lies and cheats... seems everythings on repeat.. Trusting someones hard after all ive been thro Cant believe i even trusted you You lied to me more than anyone I'm pretty fuckn glad its over and done Thought u were true and sincere Geuss not, but i won't shed a tear Your not worth my time or my effort I'm pretty used to gettn hurt Ran over and fucked over time after time Your nothing to me a bottom-less slime You can only deserve credit where credit is due And the only credit ur getting is that i hate you your a liar and a cheater a low down dirty man But i geuss i was just a "pawn" in your plan A plan so dirty a low That even the devil told ya no Your the reason men have a bad name Thanks for making me a part of your game Sick and twisted no doubt I'm glad I can see what your all about Thanks for telling me before it got too far I hope someone kills your ass with a car But yet that would be too nice I hope they back up and run over you twice I hope you

Why Why Why
Hey all so you all know i might be a lil touchy these next few days my uncle i was closest to has passed away and its hitting me hard and will be for awhile (Uncle Tommy 7-20-1957 to 7-18-2007) so please all bare with me him and i were like 2 peas in a pod ty

I'm On My Way To Being A Slut
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0*** (Highlight the white at the bottom and see what it says.. LOL )

Adhd/add
This morning it was asked in a mumm: Is ADHD over diagnosed, or properly diagnosed with kids today?? My Response: I think in some ways yes and some no. Today we are seeing the effects of the chemicals that have been added to our food, having effects on people young to old. Food additives are now being link to a lot of health issues, especial growth hormones used in our meats and veggies. As the world turns ( so to speak) we have less and less folks growing their own food and eating more fast food that have many many toxic additives . So maybe with this along comes the increase of ADD /ADHD and many other health issues we have not seen in the past. Maybe with comparing the health of those in the past to our present day issues concern health. We should really look at the food we put in our bodies and how it was prepared. WE have seen increase in obesity, ADD/ADHD, parkinson, Alzheimer's. May its time to wake up and ask ourselves, Is the convenient drive through

Gonna Miss Ya'll
HEY JUST WANNA LET YA KNOW IM GONNA BE GONE FOR 10 DAYS...SO FOR ALL MY FRIENDS N FAMILY IM GONNA MISS YA SOOOOOOOO MUCH.. FOR MY CLOSE FRIENDS IF U NEED ME JUST HIT ONE OF THE CELLY'S MY KIDS R IN FAIR ALL THIS WEEK SO IF I DONT ANSWER LEAVE A MESSAGE N I WILL GET BACK WITH YA.. LEAVE ME SUM LOVE N I WILL TALK TO EVERYONE WHEN I GET BACK...

After And Befor
I settle with my weight on her Though her body quivers still Our hips can’t help but stir Completely without will Moaning comes less frequently As A lexis begins to form Breathing with a rhythm Still nothing close to norm The face that was but moments ago Twisted, stretched and tormented Softens with a transformation The sweet pain has relented Eyes smiling as they open She’s breathing now slow and softly Her syllables they begin to form Recanting words from her dreams so lofty We talk about the things we liked And the things we like to do What was that you did to me? And what I did to you I tell her of my love so grand We nuzzle with smiling faces Smiling lips put smiling kisses In all our smiling places We hold and caress each other Giggle, cause we were so bad Sigh with this sweet exhaustion We marvel at the strength we had Surely this will satisfy We both smile and agree This time was the best we’ve had We devoured so greedily We l

Discriminatory Treatment
I will admit, because of where I was raised I have never really had any experience with prejudice. I grew up in a predominately white community in Ohio. There was only one black family in the school system I attended and I had no exposure to any other races or cultures until I went to college. Yesterday, I spent the day with my sis/BFF and her niece and her mom. We basically had fun wandering around Salem, until we stopped at a restaurant for lunch. I don't know if it was just our waitress, or if that is the predominant attitude there. She never asked us the usually questions: Did we want the soup or appetizer, did we want the salad bar, etc. Once we got our food, which was very good btw, she made one quick pass by to ask us how our food was. She never returned to see if we might want anythng else. She never asked if we wanted coffee or dessert after our meal. We finally flagged her down for the bill. When she brought it, she just dropped it on the table without saying a word.

My Hearts Killing Me
You were so sad you made my dogs howl You kept the ring, forgot the vow You were so sick that you almost died You needed help, but nobody tried Will this crime ever go to trial My heart's killing me, my heart's killing me This love won't let me be My heart's killing me It's just you, it's just me My heart's killing me One sad bird, one sad fence I cannot love, I've no defense Staring at two helpless hands And all I want is to hold you again Will this crime ever go to trial My heart's killing me, my heart's killing me This love won't let me be My heart's killing me It's just you, it's just me My heart's killing me

Your Amazeing
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

Why Me? ( Depressed )
Date: 07/19/07 My health is getting a lot worse and I have been very, very depressed. I'm currently seeing a OB/GYN doctor now & have been told that I have Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS) and I'm at risk for Uterus Cancer. This is the reason why I'm gaining so much weight ( despite diet & excercise efforts ), having irregular periods, facial & body hair growth, insulin resistance and much more. The doctor had did a pelvic exam on me in her office & is running a lot of tests on me. She gave me some medicine that should help regulate my periods & help w/ the facial & body hair growth. She ordered for me to get blood work & a ultrasound done (which has been done already earlier this week). I won't know the results of these tests un-till I go back for my next appointment (08/13) or unless they call me. The doctor wants to also do a biopsy and maybe more. I have also seen my family doctor just recently this week & I had explained everything to him so he can be on the same

Kept Telling Myself To Back It Up...
Anyone else have to rebuild their stash from nothing? I'm going to let it be until the traffic in the Support Lounge is less busy. Apparently there's lots wrong with the site right now- maybe they'll be able to restore this from backups, I'm guessing.

Helpful Hints
Saw this being reposted on a bulletin and there were several tidbits i didnt know about so thought id share!also a good reference spot for me since my bulletins disappear so quickly! 1. Re-heat Pizza Heat up leftover pizza in a nonstick skillet on top of the stove, set heat to med-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust crispy. No soggy micro pizza. I saw this on the cooking channel and it really works. 2. Easy Deviled Eggs Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal, mash till they are all broken up. Add remainder of ingredients, reseal, keep mashing it up mixing thoroughly, cut the tip of the baggy, squeeze mixture into egg. Just throw bag away when done... easy clean up. 3. Expanding Frosting When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store, whip it with your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You get to frost more cake/cupcakes with the same amount. (You also eat less sugar and calories per serving.) 4. Re-heating refrigerated br

What Is My Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com OMG THIS IS SO CRAZY!!!

Risky Business
OK this was written on a dare. someone said women won't admit self pleasure, well I did LOL Risky Business It was a chilly night in June I was alone and feeling frisky The kids were due home very soon So I know my move was risky I dashed to retrieve it from the drawer I dimmed the lights, locked the door Dropped my panties to the floor Then summoned my friend the finger whore Tweedle dee and tweedle dum Look out pookie here I come Start me up and hear me hum Quivering thighs and wiggling bum Yes, yes the time is near Arching back and rising rear Racing heart and eyes that tear My objective is oh so clear One more flick, I will be there With fireworks and rockets glare Just one more do I dare Do I flick that flower there Yes Yes let that flower sing I feel my juices begin to flux I hear voices and the doorbell rings Son of a Bitch, This fuckin sucks!

Fubar Is Right
"Fucked up beyond all recognition" "Fucked up beyond any repair" "Fouled up beyond all repair" However you define it, they did a good job of it. I was prepared to go into a rant on how they should have tested the redirect, scheduled it for an appropriate time(lowest usage), sent out a notice, etc., etc., but all I'll say is they fucked up(yet again), so there. Notice: I pulled the NSFW classification off of my "private" pics. I figure this is an adult site so why shouldn't you get points for rating and commenting adult pics(they're barely even "R" rated[so far]). Only family have access to those pics, so I'm praying that those few of you that are in my family aren't so mean as to flag them. Which won't do much more than cause me to block you and reload the pics, and if I'm really feeling vindictive I might flag and downrate all of your pics, stash, mumms, etc. before blocking you. Though that doesn't sound like me, so you'd really have to screw me over to get that kind

Negativity!
A woman was at her hairdresser's getting her hair styled for a trip to Rome with her husband. She mentioned the trip to the hairdresser, who responded: "Rome? Why would anyone want to go there? It's crowded and dirty! You're crazy to go to Rome. So, how are you getting there?" "We're taking Continental," was the reply. "We got a great rate !" "Continental?" exclaimed the hairdresser." That's a terrible airline. Their planes are old, their flight attendants are ugly, and they're always late." "So, where are you staying in Rome?" "We'll be at this exclusive little place over on Rome's Tiber River called Teste." "Don't go any further. I know that place. Everybody thinks its gonna be something special and exclusive, but it's really a dump, the worst hotel in the city! The rooms are small, the service is surly, and they're overpriced." So, whatcha' doing when you get there?" "We're going to go to see the Vatican and we hope to see the Pope."

Fubar.com????
what the hell? CT changed to fubar.com??? this is wierd, any one know why the hell it changed? when i first joined the site it was something else, then it changed to Cherry tap, now its Fubar.com? dude what the hell? why doese it keep changing?

The New Baby
I havent even had my first rat a week, and I already got a second. Ill get to that in a moment. I got help through a program for 50% of the back rent I owe, so it looks like I wont be evicted. THANK GOD! All I have to do is pay the money back @ $20 a month. Anyway, although I will be posting more pics in a couple minutes, here is the new baby. Its BLURRY as fuck, they dont sit still long lol.(Obviously, the smaller one is the baby, the other one is the one Ive had a week.)

Red Neck Book Of Manners
Tips from the Redneck Book of Manners ***GENERAL BEHAVIOR*** 1. Always identify people in your yard before shooting at them. 2. It's considered poor taste to take a cooler to church. 3. If you have to vacuum the bed, it is time to change the sheets. 4. Even if you're certain that you are included in the will, it is still considered tacky to drive a U-Haul to the funeral home. ***DINING OUT *** 1. Avoid throwing bones and food scraps on the floor as the restaurant may not have dogs. ***ENTERTAINING IN YOUR HOME *** 1. A centerpiece for the table should never be anything prepared by a taxidermist. 2. Do not allow the dog to eat at the table no matter how good his manners are. ***PERSONAL HYGIENE *** 1. While ears need to be cleaned regularly, this is a job that should be done in private using one's OWN truck keys. 2. Proper use of toiletries can forestall bathing for several days. However, if you live alone... Deodorant is a waste of good money. **

"love"?
Does anyone have an understanding of what “love” is at all? The Biblical definition of love: 1 Corithians Love is patient and kind; love is not jealous or boastful; it is not arrogant or rude. Love does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right. Love bears all things; believes all things; hopes all things; endures all things. Sonnet XLIII, from the Portuguese. Elizabeth Barrett Browning - 1806-1861 How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday's Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lo

5 Questions On Sex!
#1)What is your 2 most Favorite sexual Positions? #2)Do you like Foreplay? #3)Do you like Recieving Anal Sex or Giving Anal Sex? #4)Are you Straight,Lesbian,Bisexual,or Gay? #5)What was the most Strangest or oddest place u have ever had sex at? Thank you for taking the time OUT to read and respond to my blog! Hugs and Kisses xoxoxo

Office Sunblock
I sometimes Walk by her Just for the view Not lustful thing Or just something To do I can sense Something special A different kind Of soul She just kinda Warms you While your taking A stroll The exquisite beauty That emits from Inside Is better Than sexy It helps you Feel alive When you glance Over at her You see a true Piece of art A tiny speck Of my journey One of my Favorite parts

She Spreads Her Wings....pt.2
He takes her in his arms and she is lost. All she can do is hang her head in his magical presence. It all she can do to catch her breath...she starts to get dizzy from the impact of his simply being in front of her. He looks at her, raises her face to his look at him. She can but barely look him in the face...for she is not suppose to. "Are you ready for me?" He asks. "Yes," She replies. He slaps her face lightly but firmly...."Yes, what?" He demands. Shocked...she remembers her error, "Yes, I am ready, Master," she carefully speaks. Master backs from her...letting her tremble as he walks around her. He takes in what is now his property, his Slave. He wonders how far she can be pressed and if in this first meeting she will use her safe word...will he make sure of it? "I want to see you now!" He demands. She stands there too scared to move, and shy even though she only wished to please him. He takes her shirt all but ripping it off her...the rest of her clothes come

The 29 Ways For A Submissive To Get Into Trouble
1. Pushing limits does not mean making Mistress so angry that the vein above Their right eye throbs as her brow sweats. 2. "Quit it!" ;"OW, Damnit!" ;"I'm hiding that toy when You go to work tomorrow" and cursing a blue streak are not safe words. 3. "Oh my God, where did you get those. They are gorgeous!!!" Is not considered boot worship. 4. "Ya want fries with that?"; "Want me to drink it for You too?" are not appropriate remarks when Mistress gives you an elaborate drink order. 5. Flipping your Mistress off while your hands are cuffed behind your back is a bad idea. Owners have a way of knowing these things when you are a fan of Jackie Chan movies. 6. Putting lube, goop, superglue, ink or any other substance that will sully the ____ of Mistress on their toys while setting up for a session is not a good idea. 7. Kicking the toy you hate far under the bed is futile. Mistress will only secure your wristcuffs to your anklecuffes and make you crawl for it....repeat

Being Productive
For the past 2 days i feel that i have been very productive.. yesterday i took my daughter and her 10 yr old friend dakota (along with my mom) out to lunch then bowlin... we chilled a lil bit at home and then i got to work on the room that dess and i share... i tore everythin out from the toy boxes, to the dresser, to the closet.. moved the bed.. everythin .. it is so freakin nice the way i did it .. maybe i should get a job as a reorganizer or somethin.. NAH! I love my retail job so much! Oh yeah and today at work.. freakin awesome.. i didn't get as much done as i would have liked to.. I wanted to be all through my boys dept but i did get all of Boys 4-7x done... it was a lot of wooden fixtures I had to moved around.. lets just say i got my exercise.... hmmm. building muscle at kohls... lol... no wonder im so tired when i get home... anyways, i was able to put out a lot of merchandise in that dept today... I am proud of myself... for once... considering tues i wanted to pull my h

Misfits - Astro Zombies
whaOh, all I want to know All I want With just a touch of my burning hand I send my astro zombies to rape the land Prime directive exterminate The whole human race And your face drops in a pile of flesh And then your heart, heart pounds Till it pumps in death Prime directive exterminate Whatever stands left All I wanted to say And all I gotta do Who'd I do this for Hey, me or you And all I wanted to say And all I gotta do Who'd I do this for Hey, me or you whaOh, all I want to know All I want With just a touch of my burning hand I'm gonna live my life to to destroy your world prime directive and exterminate The whole fuckin' race Then your face drops in a pile of flesh And then your heart, heart pounds And it pumps in death prime directive exterminate The whole fuckin' place well All I wanted to say And all I gotta do Who'd I do this for Hey, me or you And all I wanted to say And all I gotta do Who'd I do this for Hey, me or you

I Need To Vent A Little
Sorry im usually quiet, I just rate what im rated and here to talk to my close friends, and as many of you know I add to my stash almost every day, but i cant be quiet now....so here it goes. OK THIS IS A BUNCH OF B.S. ALL OF A SUDDEN NOW YOU CANT POST ITEMS THAT ARE CONSIDERED NSFW....IM SORRY BUT IF THE ARE GONNA DO THAT THEN THEY SHOULD HAVE A TAB LIKE YOU DO IN PICTURES TO MARK IT ACCORDINGLY...THIS REALLY PISSES ME OFF SINCE WHOEVER IS READING THIS PROBABLY KNOWS THAT I DO ALOT OF STASH. WELL I GUESS IM JUST GONNA TAKE MY CHANCES AND SEE IF I GET DELETED CUZ IM PISSED. THIS IS WHAT IT SAYS: The Stash is where you can store all the cool stuff you find on the Internet: videos, pics, jokes, surveys, trackz, or whatever! Your Stash will be shown on your profile so that you can share it with the entire fubar community! OK IT SAYS OR WHATEVER!! SO THEREFORE IM NOT GONNA CHANGE AND IF SOMEONE WANTS TO REPORT SOMETHING IN MY STASH AS NSFW.....BE MY GUEST THIS IS MY STASH AND

Fakes!
So I have posted my opinions about people that take car pics and pics on the phone. Here is my next rant, why do people use so much Gaussian Blurr on their pics? Do they think we cant tell? I find it funny as hell that people complain sooo much about other people being fake and yet they have to photo shop their pics before they post them! Umm we can tell that you removed the wrinkles, and if you are 50 you cant look 18 again. you cant get rid of the turkey neck, or the ugly! Congrats to all the people that stay real! BTW try cropping your dirty laundry and messy floor out of the pic. And maybe a rotate or two would help! P.S I drive to my Banks AtM machine today and it asks if I want to use English or Spanish! Umm English because this is the USA! Thinking about it more I wonder if I had selected Spanish would the machine had gave me Pesos?

Offline
JUST LETTING EVERYONE KNOW IM SIGNING OFF TO CLEANUP MY HARDRIVE AS I BOUGHT A NEW NOTEBOOK AND WILL BE MOVING MY OLD PC AND DESK SO HAVE A GREAT NIGHT AND I'LL SEE YOU ALL ASAP...TAKE CARE AND BE SAFE...

Picture Comments
Have you tried to leave a friend a photo comment today? You don’t even have to be bombing a contest to see this annoyance! Once you leave a comment, as usual it goes to the page that says “successfully added user comment, click here to go back”…well, if u don’t click to go back, it will take you back to the user’s default pics or other album pics. So…I started clicking “back” on the browser rather than using the “click here to go back” option before the page turns on me. When it takes me back, I was then hitting “refresh”. Now, how are we supposed to hold successful contests any more??? I guess Fubar doesn’t like contests cramming their servers! Also, by using my method for commenting on contests, I would like to know HOW the hell I could possibly get one of these…. And just WHY did I not get a warning before this happened??? I usually get about 5 warnings before I see anything like this. Screw it! Put me in time out if you want to FUBAR! I’m a Taurus and I am just stubborn enou

100 Pink Lines
There I was 4 Years Old laying in my bed looking at the wall. Crying because I just realized My Mother and my Grandmother were going to die. Someday... I had just watched the news on the Television and realized after asking my Grandmother what the lady meant when she said that two people had died in a house fire the night before .. With a sad look in her face she told me my fate. When I asked what that meant my Grandmother told Me about Death and what it would mean. She told me that we all die and that someday I would. I asked her how long people live and with a Hearty smile she said that some people live to be 100! I remember thinking how long that seemed, and at the same time I was still Disappointed in her answer. I went to bed that night with my pink crayon clutched in my hand, as I Lay there thinking of death I made 100 pink lines with my crayon, next to my bed just under the mattress so my Mother and Grams would not find them while making the beds.

A Babbling Fool.
I have never been one to be incredibly girlie about things. I mean I am extremely affectionate and romantic but I never got all giggly and foolish over someone I like. What the fuck has happened? What is with these sudden mushy feelings I am experiencing? Why can't I tell this person how I feel either? I have always been able to tell someone I like how I feel about them. Now I am stuck here babbling away in a little blog entry. Bah!

Viva Fubar! (from Scrapper)
Fellow Fu Community: We have turned another page today by evolving into fubar. The majority of you have been overwhelmingly positive about this. We really appreciate the support. Many of you have been around since day one and have seen us climb the ladder to over a million people. I have been browsing MuMMs and feedback and have noticed that some people are spewing hate and nonsense. A haters job is to hate on anything and everything. That's why they are called losers....oops...I mean haters. If you see some lame ass posting hate, please report it to me and they will get served. The fu community is about positivity. Take your negativity elsewhere and come back when you are ready to chill out with the rest of fu crew. I bought all the haters present. ENJOY! SCRAPPER@ fubar

If You....
Have a problem with the fact that I am married to an Army man....get over it and keep your comments to yourself. I do not wanna read your crap - honest I dont. If you have a problem with the military, type away thats FINE, but leave your crap about my husband on your side of the screen. Im sick and tired of people telling me he needs to die, that our daughter is a disgrace, that I should be left in an Iraq prision block for their amusement... I've had enough. What ever problem YOU have about military men and women, is YOUR PROBLEM, leave me out of your nasty thoughts. I have enough of my own.

Lightning!!!
So, on my way home from work today, you'll never believe what happened to me.... I stopped by Walmart to pick up some food, and when I was leaving, it was raining. On my way to the car, my umbrella gets STRUCK BY LIGHTNING!!!! It was kinda scary, but WAY awesome at the same time. There was electricity just circling my hand and wrist around the base of the umbrella. I was so awestruck just watching this happen, that I didn't even realize what happened to me until it was over. So, I went to the emergency room, and they took x-rays of my hand, and all is okay. My hand hurts and I gotta headache, but otherwise healthy as can be. Oh yeah, and my handwriting sucks right now, but other than that, I'm good. NOT TO MENTION LUCKY!!!!! It could have been SOOOO much worse. So, hugz to all. Time for bed. Night night.

So The Babble Continues!
I have finally pinpointed some traits that I would really like to find in a significant other. By no means does anyone have to be all of these, difference brings uniqueness to a relationship and keeps things exciting and interesting. A person that can appreciate my interest in photography, art, history, museums, and good food. Someone that would kiss me in the rain or kiss me just because. A person that would take a moment out of their day to call me just because they missed my voice. A guy that believes in romance. Someone that is just as nerdy as me and will play video games with me. A person that appreciates when the girl brings him breakfast in bed or has a candlelit dinner waiting for him when he comes home. A person that is honest and intelligent Someone that realizes I am not going to change for anyone and loves me just the way I am.

Dinner Tomorrow I Think
Cornmeal Crusted Tilapia 2-4 Tbls Olive Oil 2-4 Tbls Lemon Juice 1 Tbls Garlic ½ tsp Parsley ½ tsp Sea Salt ½ tsp ground Pepper ¼ minced onions ¼ cup Italian Breadcrumbs What do you think? Ooops forgot the 1/4 of fresh Parmesan I am mixing 2-4 tbls of butter, olive oil, lemon and garlic together, dipping the fish into it and then into the mix and then backing at 400 for 10 - 15 minutes

Moving Thoughts
MOVING THOUGHTS Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forge

Taken
I have found the one Who takes my breath away. Happiness envelopes me Like the wings of an angel. SHE can have my heart If she chooses to take it Taken is she by another I wish to be her love Only time will tell Closer we are, yet so far My passion burns for his touch The SHE who is taken

Another Emotional Day
some say that time heals all wounds maybe it's true in some cases but not with me. if you read my last blog u know that i recently lost my uncle to cancer on monday. i know he is in a better place and am thankful he is not suffering anymore but i sure do miss him. so i went to visit the family and stuff and my mom is there, i didn't mind it at first but then we got in to a huge fight and she said she wish she had a different daughter. don't get me wrong i know people do say hurtful things out of anger but this wasn't the first time she has said this to me. she has said this many times b4 and each time she said it it really hurt but this time when she said it it hurt 100 times worse. maybe cuz i have my own baby who i would never treat so bad. it makes me wonder what i did hat was so wrong it makes me wanna run away to a certain someone and never come back it makes me feel ashamed to be me thanks mom for teaching me what not to do.

Contest Time
The Contest begins at 9am (Roughly 3 hours from now) Cherry time. Or 9 PST this had been in every bulleting or blog I have posted. The only place where it says different is in my picture album where it says 12. And 12 is in EST (which I usually go by) which makes it 9 PST or 9 cherry time whichever you prefer to call it. I'm sorry that their was a confusion but I've posted a lot of bulletins about this.

Fu-bar Chatting (song)
Here is the lyrics I wrote for the new name Change. Have fun in the New FUBAR! (Sung to the tune of Kung-Fu fighting) Fu-Bar Chatting Everyone is Fu-Bar chatting Those Fu’s were fast as lightning In fact it was a little bit frightening But they typed with expert timing They were Funky Mummers clan and Lounges with the bands They were typing hot or not and they were chatting hearing tunes. Its an ancient chatters art and everybody did their part From a comments that we share, to pictures if you dared Everybody was Fu-bar chatting Those keys were fast as lightning In fact it was a little bit frightening But they typed with expert timing There was funky babyjesus and little Scrapper . that were Buds They said here comes the bugs , lets work them all out, They took a code and made it work, started a amazing site with the clan The click of the keys made a new name, now we’re into a brand new trip Everybody was Fu-bar chatting Those keys were

Until
Until.......... The moments are frozen - in the amber of time, the steel trap of memory. Our legs tangled together, hers between mine and mine wrapped 'round hers. The musky air is thick, drenched with heat and scented by us. We tangled, sweaty, and I couldn't possibly have wanted more. This memory I'll savor, roll it on my tongue until we meet again.

Want To Say Thanks!
I know I have been adding alot of stash the last few days. Sorry about that, hope no one is getting irritated with me lol. I decided a few days ago to delete all my stash and re start fresh. I know some were intimidated by the large amount.. it will be like that again I'm sure lol. Just thought this would be a good way to help level me up YAY!! I'm almost to level 24! So thank you to everyone who has been voting on my stash, pictures it really means alot to me! I'm trying to return all the love back. Please let me know if anyone needs help to level up or need stash rates. I'm always there to help a fellow Fubar out! Another reason I am adding soo much stuff is because well. I'm at my parents again. They went camping and my hubbie had to work so I spent the last 2 nights here so I could be on with you all. My computer is still not fixed. *cries* I dont know when it will be. Its really pissing me off! Have a great Weekend Fubars!

11 Yr Wedding Anniversay
Im out of town this weekend stayed in Memphis last night and went to Beale Street and got a new tattoo you can check it out in my Tattoo folder.. they did ok on it but they were to damn high there should have waited and got it back home... on my way to Tunica today to either win some money or lose some lol... I will be on and off here over the weekend when im not busy partyin ;-) hugs and kisses Michelle Oh yeah it is my 11 yr anniversary today!!!

So Hard To Do
Alot of people who look at the stuff online to buy, most do want it for nothing just about. Even if its worth more than what you've got it on there to begin with. Although, you wouldn't put it on there for what you bought it lol. I had this one guy get pissed off cuz I wouldnt basically give it to him. I was like... I paid money to put it on here, why would I just wanna give it to you? Romance Specialist/Toy Master is right. Alot of people want something for nothing and more ontop of that.

A Bulletin I Just Posted At Myspace
I Lord Wolf,The man with many Morph Faces of the Wolf.Will Return here to myspace the place he Vacated almost 1 yr. ago to the day.People of myspace do you Desire a Wolf morph?I will return with my Morpher my 4 Luna's.An others in my Pack..Time to Rejoice.An Dance with The Wolf. ga-lu-hlo-wa-hya * u-gv-wi-yu-hi- v-hna-i- wa-ya's This is Cherokee Lord Wolf King of Wolves. ga-lu-hlo-wa-hya * u-gv-wi-yu-hi- v-hna-i- wa-ya's Master Morpher SpiritWolf.Many Faces. /photobucket.com" target="_blank"> Comment Tag Creator:Boo Another of my Trusted an Loyal Luna's. Loyal + Trusted,Lakota Princess:1 of my Luna's. Another of my Luna's:Gina Alpha Luna: Another of my Luna's Angel. I Lord Wolf,Have the Best Internet Family Possible.So send a Friend Request,Lets take Myspace into the Next Millinieum. My MySpace URL: myspace.com/sobriety_rules06

Packing...
packing for a trip has got to be the most over-exaggurated (hope i spelled that right) thing in life. I'm only going for two days, but i keeping asking myself pack light, but my conceious keeps telling me nooooooo pack more, cause you never know what you might need? Should i bring some dress clothes in case we go to a bar? How many shorts and shirts am i going to need cause i don't now how many might get dirty while floating down the river? Should i take my own pillows and sheet? Am I just nucking futs?

Coming Out
Ok so I finally am comfortable with who I am and I am coming out now. No not saying I am gay people so get over that LOL.Since I was 5 years old i have seen and heard things that I could not explain. It was not until recently I realized what my gift was...thats right people a gift and I am a medium...no I can not tell you your future or blah blah blah but I can help you find closure. I have done it for many people and as of next week will actually have money from doing so. I don't play games and I don't mess with people's minds what I do is passionate and real so please don't mock me. Feel free to come by and ask me

Atlanta Georgia
This is for anyone who lives in Atlanta , Georgia , has ever lived in Atlanta , has ever visited Atlanta , ever plans to visit Atlanta , knows anyone who already lives in Atlanta , or knows anyone who has ever heard of Atlanta . Atlanta is composed mostly of one-way streets. The only way to get out of downtown Atlanta is to turnaround and start over when you reach Greenville, South Carolina . (Just so happens that I was born and raised in Greenville.. ..) All directions start with, "Go down Peachtree" and include the phrase, "When you see the Waffle House." Except that in Cobb County , where all directions begin with, "Go to the Big Chicken." (Which is a fast food place ) Peachtree Street has no beginning and no end and is not to be confused with: Peachtree Circle Peachtree Place Peachtree Lane Peachtree Road Peachtree Parkway Peachtree Run Peachtree Terrace Peachtree Avenue Peachtree Commons Peachtree Battle Peach

This Was Fucked Up!
I was very mad yesterday because I read in a blog that I was an absuvie mother. Because I have had a few boyfriends in my time and I have been married twice. I believe my ex and his wife are making stories to tell my oldest daughter so she would go live with them. I have raised her without him for about a year before he desided to come back in her life. I left him because he cheated on me. I found a tampoon in the trash and I was 5 months pregnant with my oldest daughter. I asked him about it and he told me that a friend of ours came over and had to use our bathroom. But she just had a baby and couldnt use those. I know it wasnt her. I saw him kiss another girl right infront of me while I was pregnant. I left him when our daughter was 5 weeks old. I moved to another town and started a new life. I didnt date anyone. I just worked and took care of her. I was happy when the divorce papers were signed. He met this girl and they were together for awhile, he talked to me about

Sick And Tired Of Haters.
Grant it everyone has there right to their own opinion but come on ppl. the ppl who post mumms for example are genuinly interested in ur vote and ur feed back. when u call ppl down call them stupid or make them feel little i dont think its right. yet again everyone has there own opinion and the right to express it but come on there is a time and a place not to be an asshole or a bitch.

The Transient
I'm thinking of uploadin some of my art but i'm not sure if I i should. I mean it's pretty easy for people to steal things on here. But maybe they aren't worth stealing? I don't know. Going to a party tonight. Haven't drank in a while. Should be fun. Gonna make my Gio to come. He's not social enough. I mean i'm not as social as other people but he needs to hang out with more people then just me. Ahah i'm not that great. Even though he said he doesn't want to share me with anyone, I like to show him off and let people know why I love him as much as I do. Got pissed at him for playing WOW from 1330 am to 2 am yesterday. Gonna remove it from his computer is if he does that again. he promised he wouldnt. Excited and nervous about my new job. But i get to work with Gio. And Joanie is gonna work there too now. So thats exciting:) Have to Call Tiner...

Boondock Saints!
Now you will recieve us We do not ask for your poor or your hungry we do not want your tired and sick it is ur corrupt we claim it is ur evil that will be saught by us with every breath we shall hunt them down each day we will spill their blood till it raeins down from the skies DO NOT KILL DO NOT RAPE DO NOT STEAL these are principles that every man of every faith can embrace these are not polite suggestions these are cores of behavior, and those of you that chose to ignore them will pay the dearest cost there are varying degrees of evil we urge you to lesser forms of filth not to push the bounds and cross over. but if you do, one day you will look behind you and you will see we three and on that day you will reap it! and we will sned you to whatever "God" you wish. AS SHEPARDS WE WILL BE FOR THEE, MY LORD. FOR THEE POWER HAS DECENDED FORTH FROM THY HAND THAT OUR FEET MUST SWIFTLY CARRY OUT THY COMMAND AND WE SHALL FLOW A RIVER FORTH UNTO THEE AND TEAMIN

"what A Snake"
Seems a sheep farmer was puzzled about the disappearance of some sheep on his farm. After a few weeks the farmer decided to put up an electric fence. About a week later, this is what he found! Now, I know we've all heard of people being eaten by snakes & I bet most of us have said, "If a snake tried to eat me, I'd blah, blah, blah & get away. Well, this is a Python & they're extremely aggressive & have a few teeth that they use to hold their prey while they wrap around them & t hen constrict. Could you get away if this one bit you & held on with it's "few teeth?" (Note: the wires are 10 inches apart.) This Slimy Segment Was Brought To You By The LOVELY DJ Dark Angel, Happy Friday Yall!!!

Im Very Curious About This
im getting questioned by some ones mother about acidzero i didnt invite this contact acidzero join date: Jul, 09 2007 how could something like this happen Rh0nda is the mom complaining about this matter gorilla monster@ fubar

Calling All Friends
Calling All Friends...Calling All Friends... Hey there Ya'll, Just wanted to let everyone know that I am in process of moving and am not gonna be on as much for the next few weeks... If you are on my friends or family list please private message me here with other ways for me to contact you, (ie: yahoo, hotmail, etc...), as I am not sure if Sadie Grace will be coming back to (Lost Cherry, Cherry Tap) Fubar...I love each and every one of my true friends and would like to stay in touch with everyone for life...but I have met the one person that I want to truely be with in life and don't won't any doubt to come into play...so I believe it may be time for Sadie Grace to stick to talking to her true friends in life and not everybody in life...Ya'll know who you are so I best get some PM's... Thank each and everyone for the times ya'll made me smile and laugh and were there to help me through alot of bad times...Thank you a million times over... Huggs and Kisses and Much Mad

Boys And Girls
Every day a 4th grade boy walks home from school Past a 4th grade girl's House. One day he he stops to taunt the little girl. He Holds up a football and Says "See this football? Football is a boy's game And girls can't have one!" The little girl runs in the house crying and tells Her mother about the Encounter. She runs out and buys the girl a Football. The next day the boy is riding home on his bike, and The girl shows him the Football, yelling "Nah na nah na nah;" the little Boy gets mad and points to His bike. "See this bike? This is a boy's bike, and Girls can't have them!" The next day, the boy comes by and the little girl Is riding a new boy's Bike. Now he is really mad. So he drops his Pants, points at his private Parts, and says "You see THIS? Only BOYS have these And your mother can't go buy You one!" The next day as he passes the house he asks the Little girl "Well, what do You have to say NOW?" So she pulls up her dres

Lyrics I Like
Don't know what spurred me to do this.. just decided to write down random lyrics that make me laugh or smile today...theres a bit of everything.. rock, pop, rap, country, show... enjoy "Today Was Tomorrow Yesterday" - Ozzy Osbourne - Thank God For The Bomb - 4 simple words with a true philosophical statement "If None of us believe in war, then can you tell me what the weapons for" - Ozzy Osbourne - Killer of Giants - Another good philosophical point.. but enough thinking and deep thoughts.. the funner stuff "What you're doing with a clown like me is surely one of lifes little mysteries" - Jeff Healey - Angel Eyes - Always loved the entire song cause it suits me.. no girl in her right mind would ever look at me twice.. (in her wrong mind... maybe.. ) "And from the way he's walkin' I can tell where your slippers at" - Garth Brooks - It's Midnight Cinderella.. just one of a few good lines in this song. "It's up to you, I'm here for years, or till the nighttime disappe

Im Dark Purple
Dark Purple To others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody. In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think. And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends. You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that. What Color Purple Are You?

If U Had An Id Request Please Read
ok people i hate to say this but here goes, my computer crashed and i lost everything. so if u had an ID request im not goin to be able to do it, sorry. i lost the software and all my templates. i get my computer back tomorrow, but i wont have the ID stuff for a little while. when i get it ill post bulletins and blogs letting u know. thanx everyone and have a great day.

I Have A Pussy On My Pussy!
See I knew that would get you all to look....LOL I just wanted to tell you all that I personally am having a great time and life is grand! I am still getting married Sept 1st, I only have about 6 wks of school left, I will then have a full-time job, and it's cooler outside today and not over 100 degrees. I haven't heard from several of you for awhile and I miss talking to everyone. I try to keep up better on my posts and my comments and the ratings, but I have a lot on my plate right now. So if you have been upset with me in the past cuz I didn't comment or rate you then please know I am doing better than I use to at it...lol I hope to hear from you all soon!

My Week
As a lot of you will know, I went to my dads funeral last thursday night, and decided to spend some time with one of my uncles, and only got back very late wednesday. First of all, the funeral was strange, 'cause even though everyone there was related (except for mt mum and a couple of random people) there were 6 of my dads brothers but no one really knew anybody (especially me 'cause i'd only met one of them before) because they hardly kept in touch, and if anything, thats the best thing my dad ever did, bring his brothers together again. The next day I had a few cans of cider and chatted with my uncle for a few hours and learnt a lot about the family and just had a good talk. That saturday I went out with the same uncle and his wife and got a bit drunk, lol, and had a good time. Spent the next couple of days with him just walking around town really and watching tv with him and on the tuesday got to hang out with one of my cousins for most of the day, and got on with her quite w

Greatest Compliment Ever
Wednesday I finally went blonde again. When I got home, I put on a white sundress. My daughter told me I look like The Girls Next Door. I know I don't, but it was the sweetest compliment I've ever gotten. I almost cried.

So Tell Me, What Bloody Good Is All Of It Anyway
I'm job hunting these days and I received a call from a recruiter who politely told me that my degree and knowledge were impressive, yet I didn't have enough practical experience to be useful to anyone. Never mind that I've been working actively with Linux since the 1.4 series and have been working with Unix since before anyone dreamed of X Windowing... Because I haven't "built" a server in a few years and my last jobs weren't directly IT jobs, I have no experience. Sorry, I spent 10 years in forwarding and solving technical issues along the way including working as a sysadmin for a small company. I guess installing every version of Windows from 3.1 to XP on hardware I've built and beta testing 2003 server doesn't count for anything. Blending networks with Apple, Unix, and MS products isn't that big of a deal, nor is being able to look at a website the recruiter couldn't understand and be able to know what he missed. Yeah, I don't have a lot of practical work experience, but I

Some People Are Idiots
why is it that i put up a folder that says priceless warning some are NSWF and then some idiot looks in a folder that says NSWF then tags the picks in a folder that says NSWF as NSWF i swear there are true morons in this world!!!!! if this offends you then good cuz i AM TALKING TO YOU MORON!!!!!!!!!!!!! if this doesnt offend you then ya all good have a wonderful nite

Best I Have Heard In A Long Time
A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 436."

Life
Though i feel like life has took my friend. How's come it seems the fun has to end. I feel tears as they build up. As if enough pain i've been through was enough. I sit here pondering n every thought. The good feelings you have brought. It's like a song that was short and it just quit. A figment of my imagination that was true but that was it. How am i supposed to go on. To watch feeling go away that felt so strong. How am I supposed to deal. To actully walk through lfe knowing it was real. What do you do to one's that lost. That you wish no matter the cost. The love to feel is all so strong. To hold and cherish for life long. How do you put to one that lives for love. That rises against all odds to rise up above. This is how life deals with pain. To love someone dearly that tears fall like rain. This is my point of view of love should feel like. To always love your special one for the rest of your life.

If I
if i touch your heart would you stay with me? try to be mine and just believe? if i kiss you, and hold you tight, could i keep you, in my life? if i try so hard, what would you say? would you put me down, or help me find the way? if i touch your mind, could you stand my pain? would you leave that moment, and everything change? if i love you, more than you've known, could there be that chance, that's never been shown? if time goes by, and you want to go, would you give up, or let me know? if your sad, would you shed your tear's? i could only promise, i'll be here. i'm not perfect, so forgive me please, give me the chance, i'll try to believe.......

A Soldiers Reply
Man took a flight, he was finally coming home, Feeling more relieved than any man has known, He spent so long, in a place that most fear, And when that plane landed down came a tear, Plane door opens still in uniform he stands, Nervous and confused, about stepping back on home land, He follows the others, checking each face for grief, But all that he noticed was the faces had relief, He steps off the plane and people were there, The Soldier astonished could do nothing but stare, They greeted him with open arms, a hug, and a sign, That said thank you soldier, your life for mine, Soldier walks still in uniform, down the street, He passes a man walking, he looks down to his feet, The man looks to him and stops him in his place, Only the Soldier and him, the man spits in his face, Soldier again with a tear, he asks only why, The man returns with an answer, a brutal reply, I do not respect you for the things that you've done, Soldier just listens as the man cuts h

Just To Hold
just to hold her, would help me smile. touch her heart, and walk that mile.. just to hold her, and be by my side. be so happy, i'll try not to cry... just to hold her, would make my day. kiss her softly, and hope she stay's. just to hold her, as i fall to sleep.. praying i awake, and there she'll be.. just to hold her, would make my heart race.. and seeing her smile, nothing would take her place.. if shes out there, i'll hold you to night... whisper good night, and hold you tight.... im waiting to hold you, touch your heart. and if your ready, dont keep us apart.....

I Don't Care....lmao
1.Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3.OK.... so if the Jacksonville Jaguars are known as the "Jags" and theTampaBay Buccaneers are known as the "Bucs," what does that make the Tennessee Titans? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 4.If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 5. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 6. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called H

Want To Make Sure My *friends Know*
One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YA!!!

Ldcf What Does That Stand For??
LCDF HUH,HMMMM,I DONT KNOW,THATS SOME CRAZY INITIALS.LOCK DOOR CUT FART?/DAMN I JUST COULDNT FIGURE OUT THE MEANING,I SAW IT ALL OVER CHERRY TAP BUT I NEVER KNEW WHAT IT WAS.THEN A FRIEND I ALWAYS TALKED TO TOLD ME ABOUT THIS GREAT FAMILY SHE HAD JOINED.IT WAS CALLED LESTATS DARK COVENANT FAMILY. WHOA I SAID,YOU SURE YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR GETTING INTO.THAT SOUNDS LIKE A BUNCH OF DEVIL WORSHIPERS. WHAT IS ALL THESE NAMES WITCH QUEEN? REBEL BITCH?WHAT KINDA WOMAN CALLS HERSELF A BITCH?YEAH ,I WAS BROUGHT UP IN A NARROW MINDED ORPHANAGE AD HAD NARROWER THOUGHTS. WELL OVER THE NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS I MET SOME OF HER FRIENDS,COME TO FIND OUT THEY WERE ALL LDCF MEMBERS,WOW I WANNA JOIN THAT I SAID ,I SEE IT ALL OVER.WELL I MUST BE REALLY DUMB .I JOINED LCDF AND I LOVED IT.I MET GREAT PEOPLE AND DID SOME GREAT THINGS WITH MY NEW FRIENDS.EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT . THAT IS UNTIL I WAS TALKING TO MY GOOD FRIEND TELLING HER HOW MUCH I LOVED THE FAMILY AND HOW GLAD I HADNT GOT INVOLVED WITH THAT DAR

Will Be Away A Bit
Just to let you know I will be gone again for a bit.. My Mother died last night about 8:00.. so I will be heading north again.. not sure about all details yet.. but if you are wondering why you are not seeing me much.. that's why.

Lovers
Sensuous words flow gently Over ears and around body Murmuring whispering Causing squirms and trembles The shapes of lips forming Phrases on flesh Nerves sizzling at the contact Bodies straining yearning Wanting release Torture, no reprieve. Breath passing over skin Tantilizing, breathing coming Quicker, shallow breaths. Fingertips travel hills and valleys Dipping into rivers and Caressing the soft hollows Of throat, back, ear. Mouth following fingers paths Tongue licking, stroking, Tasting. Lips skimming flesh Lightly, barely touching. Over belly, breasts, Thighs, knees, calves, Feet. Toes sucked, licked, Teased, curling. Hips twitching, Thighs trembling, eyes rolling Backward, unseeing Mouth moving, words mumbled Undecipherable, tangled Gasps, moans, Whimpers, soft cries. Teeth bite down on pink lips, Jaw clenches tight. Fingers curled into sheets, Twisting, yanking, pulling. Back arches up away from the bed Bo

Eyes Open
Asleep, as I feel your touch, as if my dream world, and reality are meeting, I feel your breath upon me, as you rub my shoulder, sensations awaken me, as you kiss me gently. I love the gentle touch, of those fingers upon me, makes me yearn for more, as I pull you even closer. Skin to skin and hearts together, kissing deeply as tongues play, we begin the rythmic dance, of lovers in the heat of passion, Shared moans our music, and soon it crescendoes, as we melt into each other, in an explosion of love's power.

A Step In The Right Direction
Friday was a rather good day for me, and I just thought that I would share it with whoever decides to read this. I can still remember overhearing a conversation when I was about 9 about my father not being my biological father. It was then that I started to wonder everyday what happened why "he" was never a part of my life. But I had to go about finding out in a way that wouldn't hurt my mom or the man who stepped up to the plate and took care of me for as long as i can remember. But I found out recently where my biological hangs out, so I went. At first, I was totally going to chicken out, just wished that he would leave. But he started walking down the bar saying goodbye to those that he knew, and I decided that it was now or never. So I did it. I met him, I told him who I was, he was shocked, but didn't deny me at all, he told me there's no reason to take a DNA test, cause he sees my eyes every morning when he looks in the mirror. It seems that he wants to get to know me, so hop

Lance At Debates
AUSTIN, Texas - Lance Armstrong is pushing his cancer fight into presidential politics. The cancer survivor, activist and seven-time winner of the Tour de France announced he will hold presidential candidate forums on cancer next month in Cedar Rapids, Iowa. "For me personally, it's just to make sure that whatever candidates we have now, and then ultimately the two who want to be president, discuss the No. 1 killer in this country, just like they would discuss war or terror or taxes," Armstrong said in a video statement on his foundation Web site. "I think whoever wants to be commander in chief ought to answer the cancer question," Armstrong said. The forums are scheduled for Aug. 27 for Democrats with the Republicans the next day. Organizers said every announced presidential candidate and all-but-declared Fred Thompson, a Republican, have been invited. Five have accepted so far. "We'd like to see them all there," said Sean Mossman, spokesman for the LiveStrong President

.testing.waters.?.
so. i was attempting to bitch in ang's box. but my internet was being ghey. n then...yeah iunno. whatever. so i figure. its my blog right? i can bitch in it if i wanna. and sure its a special degree of pure stupidity...but i figure if people can post 'hot or not' and 'coke or pepsi' mumms...i can utilise my blog to try and untangle some of my wiring which wound up completely short circuiting last nite due to the fact...they got...wet. and not in a good way either perverts. im not going into details...cuz... well cuz basically i only share the details with my chickadee and she's not here. i ramble. gee whatta bloody surprise there. my question which i suppose in some ways is completely rhetorical if only for the fact no two people will ever agree on the answer is... now. do men actually attempt to gauge a womens reaction when it comes to certain things...or is that just something we tell ourselves to make ourselves feel better about their bumbling stupidity wh

For Numalte
You smell like a thunderstorm in the spring. Your kisses taste so good. Your warm breath on my neck whispering words of love to me. Make's me feel so safe. Your body lying next to me. your strong arms that carry me to bed each night. you stroke my hair and kiss my face ,while I sleep. Makes me feel so safe. Looking into your deep black eyes. Seeing all the love thats there. Hearing you say everyday,for you I'd lay down my life. Makes me feel so safe. Strong hands,strong body with such a gentle touch. Loving me out of my mind. You make me know I am safe.

How I Rate
I just wanted to clarify something with you. Some of you have asked why i dont rate anything you post. Well my reasoning is I don't rate using alerts. If you see on your picture I rate it.I rate my friends when they are close to leveling. And if you have 100 pictures or 800 pictures during a level up i will rate them all until you level up. If that bothers anyone that i dont rate when you post please tell me and i will rate your things as you post. It just makes leveling you a lil easier. have a great day.

Hey You Rockers
HEY YOU ROCKERS!!!! DJ and LadyRunamuk are having a party at WWW.ROCN.FM and we would like you to join us for 3 hours of rock at WWW.ROCN.FM where the rock never stops... just go to the homepage and click on the dj's playlist link. Scroll down to the ever handsome DJ RUNAMUK and click on his handsome face...then scroll the list and bring up to 3 of your favorite songs and artists back here to LADYRUNAMUK along with your location. (city and state) Then sit back and enjoy the music or surf the net. We hope to hear from you soon. DJ and LadyRunamuk

Release...
You've reached your limit you can't take anymore All these years feel wasted You feel like your heart is sore You don't think for yourself there are others in need too They need you to be strong You must decide one day what to do I too am in a choice do I say it or not I want to be happy It is you that I want Life's too short for misery but the pain of leaving is hard We've endured the suffering this long Our hearts being locked behind bars You've slipped me a key into my eyes you feel secure My arms are here to hold you my love is true and pure I hold in my hand the key to your hearts door I unlock all the chains To me, it's "for rich or for poor" It's funny how it happened two souls longing for another Take away our pressures and fears let us be happy together

At Last! The Secrets Of Successful Dating Revealed!
Hello, average male internet troll. I'm flattered that you took the time away from your one-handed web surfing to stop here. As a sign of my appreciation, I'd like to offer a bit of advice on the types of behavior to avoid when seeking a potential date/liaison/relationship online. First, let's focus on the approach. You've seen a profile of someone that you find interesting, attractive and desirable. Obviously, you will need to make contact with this person in some fashion. The most likely method of communication, at least initially, will be via email or some other sort of text-based messaging. However, before you let your fingers dance across the keyboard, take a moment to think about what you wish to say. As the old saying goes, you only have one chance to make a first impression. Of course, it is perfectly acceptable to compliment her on her appearance, but you should strive to let her know that you find her interesting and intriguing on some other level as well. Re

Want To Win An Impala?
The first person to rate and comment on all my blog entries(yes every single entry must be commented on), will win an Impala on that following happy hour. You must be the first person to leave me a profile comment and I must be able to confirm all rates and comments on all blogs and blog entries. Good Luck!

In Waiting...
Just a phone call away a voice so tender and sweet Feels so warm and inviting For you my heart will beat Finding a love undiscovered that's what we both feel How to describe what it is it's just so real Close your eyes place your hand on your heart You and me you can feel from this you never want to depart You say I make you happy it's been so long since before All I do is talk with my heart I want to give you more How can this happen is this fantasy or real I've never felt like this before letting life run it's course Just to be happy that's what we want and need You say I have and done through this you will read You make me smile and happy I wonder how it feels Having you with a nice family Something that is real

Wtf???
What is considered NSFW? I just had a fantasy art pic of a dragon with a woman in a bikini marked NSFW. These are art pictures not live people so someone out there has a warped sense of what is not safe for work. I uploaded all of my pics from work so I believe I would know if it was safe to be viewed at work or not. Hell the owner of the store was there when I did it and he is a very conservative guy and he laughs at what I marked as nsfw. Only reason I did the ones I did is because they had a little nudity. Well now if you want to see Lady Death or any of the pics I have by Boris, Julie Bell, or Louis Royo you have to be family and it takes a lot to be a family member of mine.

Peddle Power!
Now , I only live 3.5 mi. from work...so this is not that hard for me...(unless it rains, then I can't work anyway...LOL) I bought a "cheap" bike from "Walmart" for $60 and change...then I had to buy a seat that didn't make my butt feel like the next experiment for freezing until the future comes around with a cure..for what ever ales me..LOL Then one day after the purchase, the back tire went flat! If you have never changed a tire on the back of a bike, then you have not lived...LOL! I got that taken care of ..then guess what? The front tire went flat as well! Fuck...............I remember the trials and tribulations from my youth that go with a bike, but never in my entire life did I have 2 flats in one day! So , I guess the moral to this story is , "You get what you pay for...!" I know, waa, waa, waa! Oh, well, life goes on and I won't have to pay $ 2.89 for a gallon of gas!....LOL So, FUCK THE OIL COMPANIES I will get it figured out! (please reply!)

I'm Not A Joke!!!!
Recently things has been going on with me that no one is really understanding... i have lost a few friends because of it... but then again... did i lose them because of my life or because they dont know what its like to be.....honest?? i dont know.. if you cant be honest with me.. then dont even bother tryin to be my friend.. plain and simple... im getting so worn out on tryin to be someone im not... either you like me for who i am or dont like me at all.... anyways....... more later on

The Grand Parents Launched A Ninja Attack.....
So yesterday the Grand parents pulled a ninja attack on us. A ninja attack you ask? This is when they drop by unexpected and uninvited, just like ninjas do! I was making lunch and mom wakes up dad (who was napping) that she saw my grandparents pull in the drive way. He responds by saying, " ohhh fuck..." I walk in the room oblivious that they are here and I see my grand pop walking in front of the window and let out an " ohhh shit..." I know this sounds mean to you that we moan and groan when they show up, but keep in mind when she shows up, it's usually her being negative as hell about... well pretty much everything; who's sick, who's dying, who has died, how she would decorate our house and our yard if it was HER house. Now come on... wouldn't your hair stand up if you had to deal with this on every unexpected little visit? Plus, keep in mind that this is friday and not sunday. Sunday is usually the day they pull this on us, we just never know what time they'll drop in. Usually

Trust Your Gut
ok as we all know theres a thing called womens intuition, but what few realize is just WHY we have it...well its an early radar dection device that once learned to be trusted can be very useful..so for those of you reading this that have ever been told something by someone and had that nagging gut reaction..trust it, if someone asks u 2 do something and ur gut says dont..then dont, its that simple..dont feel u have to explain anything to anyone just rely on ur gut and follow it..without reservation..lord knows i should have listened to mine more often...

Now 3 Yrs. Passed (dont Rip)
TEARS FALL LIKE RAIN AS THE MEMORIES I RECALL.. NOW THREE YEARS PAST AND STILL ON THIS DAY I MORN. MEMORIES OF WHAT IS LOST FEELINGS ARE REKINDLED TODAY FROM MOMENTS FROZEN IN TIME A LEGACY IS NOW PASSED ON A DAUGHTER LOST BUT HER HEART AND SOUL ARE APART OF HER MOTHER TODAY A FLOOD THREATEN TO DROWN ME SO MANY MEMORIES... REMINDERS OF WHAT PASSED THE TEARS SHE SHEADS FROM THE HAPPY MOMENTS YET THE LOVE OF HER DAUGHTER SHE STILL FEELS SHE FEELS SO CLOSE YET SO FAR AWAY BUT WE KNOW THAT SHE STILL LOVES US AND THAT IS WHAT I HOLD DEAR EVEN WITHOUT HER HERE,FULL OF LIFE I STILL FEEL HER WARMTH AND LOVE. SHES MORE ALIVE TODAY THAN ANY OTHER TIME.. THIS I WROTE FOR MY DAUGHTER WHO PASSED IN 2002...

It
It’s hard to believe it but I have been officially divorced for six months now. Some of you know that it was coming for a number of years before that…at least seven. For the last three months, I have been on this website making new friends and getting more comfortable with who I am. My friends here have become my support system as I navigate the changes in my life. I have to admit that I’m now an addict and spend more time on here than I do doing anything else (I’m not so sure that’s entirely a good thing). I’ve been told that the first year after divorce is a time of rediscovery and that I shouldn’t get into any new relationships during this time. Being the rebel that I am, I have ignored that. Since deciding to end my marriage, I have had a fling with a rock musician, a whirlwind relationship with a deputy sheriff and dated a drug-addicted upholsterer. The later discovered my CT page and decided that I was a “psycho”…coming from a coke addict; I must say that doesn’t make much sen

Mmmmmm
I look at you across the room...you don't realize how delicious you are. I wonder what you think of me. Do I annoy you, bother you? I've asked you before, and you deny it, but at that moment I worry you are just being nice. Then YOU look up, and meet my eyes, you smile slowly. You know I want you because I've told you, and I know you want me because you've told me. We both know it won't happen, can't happen and why, but the heat is still there, melting both of us from the inside out. I wonder if it will ever go away, or always flare between us. How long can we handle this. I haven't had to want and not have like this since I outgrew my awkward horrible teenage years. I wonder if you know how wet I get at work looking at you, I know I arouse you too, but you cover it so well. Of course, I do too. It's torture to me, but sweet torture because of my preferences in bed, it's like being teased with a feather drug across my skin while tied up tight with rough ropes. I LOVE what I

Poem I Wrote!!!
Today And Yesterday!! I have loved you all. So Much I've cherished . Every moment , we shared Deep in my heart. But , if I leave . This world tomorrow. Will you know how much. I loved you ALL And how deep I cared? I've tried to be here. To be a friend, And to dry your tears . That would fall. We talked about everything , Big and Small. Sometimes laughed And Sometimes Cried. I can Remember , The First time I met all my friends . And each one That Call's me MOM . The first kiss. From each man in my life . Each touching a part Of my heart . In different Way's. The first time I held one of my Children And I knew , I had a gift from Heaven. Praying I would love them , the way All Children deserve! Please - Forgive me if it wasn't enough. Would you know, That I had, one last Though , of you ALL ? That my pain and sorrow , Have come to and end. And my tears on this Earth are Threw. If I leave this World Tomorrow , Will, you know ho

A Daydream...
Drifting off into thought leaving all the world behind Not always knowing where I'm looking nothing but you on my mind You and me how perfect it would be Waking up next to a lover with these eyes it's plain to see If you could only see how much my heart yearns Such a crushing feeling my passion for you burns A lick over my lips a bite on my lower Visions of you and me Growing stronger and stronger No care to the world let my work pile and stack It all can wait Oh Memories, take me back You fill my head seems like at the start of the day From the time my eyes see light till my body rests where my pillows lay Different scenes racing through my mind You and me in on our first date to the day I make you mine Am I going too fast does this make you question me Just because I love you And all you've done for me A blink of an eye back to reality A feeling of warmth a thought of things to be Smiling from ear to ear not even a word to say

What Kind Of Coffee Are You
You are a Black Coffee At your best, you are: low maintenance, friendly, and adaptable At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty You drink coffee when: you can get your hands on it Your caffeine addiction level: highWhat Kind of Coffee Are You?

Night Before Family Values
Ok so it is the night before we gotta go to the family values tour and I am straight up rock star drunk. I have no clue how I am typing but I am doin just that right now. I am feeling very numb and tried to carve through my leg with a childs punkin carving kit. Needless to say my efforts have failed and I still have a leg. I have no clue why I am still typing but words are fun. I wish all of you could be here drinking with me but my house is not that big and I have no airconditioning right now. well night night all and play nice with one another.

A Night Of Lights...
Walking hand in hand lights and posters aglow Tonight is the premiere it's time for the show Two please thank you very much paid and tickets in hand I open the door and you step in now to choose a popcorn plan Craving some goodies what would a movie be Without some sweets filling up our tummies Popcorn please and a couple of sodas too Add some nachos and dippin dots Phew! That should do Grab our sodas and the corn the show is soon to start The theatre is special to me another memory one day to embark Let me get the door for you Dear trying with all my might Feeling kind of awkward People looking at me left and right Laughing and feeling ashamed I'm not going to drop a single thing Perhaps I should have brought a sack for all our goodies and things Now to find and isle and seat I know just the place One or two isles up A seat in the middle to rest our feet This is just another memory something to be remembered one day The night you and

July 22, 2007 Horoscope
Your communication takes on a spicy flavor when passion enters the picture. An unexpected love interest comes up. You can't say this takes you totally by surprise, but you didn't think it would happen right now!

Friendly Help For You Newbie's
Some new nifty site features and links...and some new information as well. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Vault http://fubar.com/blog/60737 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Underage Reporting http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324322 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mumm Drama http://fubar.com/blog/60737/430810 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NSFW Repost of SCRAPPERS blogs http://fubar.com/blog/60737/249509 NSFW Flagging Abuse and Guidelines http://fubar.com/blog/60737/257665 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Harassment...How to Cope http://fubar.com/blog/60737/359777 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Important FuBar Links http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324245 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ FuBar Tool Bar http://fubar.com/blog/60737/407431 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Come Monday
For those that don't know... I used to sail competitively... I was part of a crew (foredeck) that raced a 34' yacht on SF Bay... Those were the best days... Of course we won... by the slimmest margin ever... :) After a race, we'd put the motor on, pass the beer, and listen to Buffett... This song brings me back to that boat and crew everytime... xxoo to all!

Wtf Goin On
Ok so, im a bit confused on what the men on here really want. After dealing with a so called playa who tried to play head games wit mad woman and myself and failed(might i add redid my profile)am so frustrated on how men handle their selves on here. It is pathetic.My block list is growing by the day and will soon need a seperate page to list my blocked peeps.What is going on...what happened to the gentileman who treat u like a lady in public and then takes u home and gives it to u real good? i must have asshole written on my forhead.Maybe its me. but just remember, women r not a posession,dont be a stalker,and know how to treat one...its all about respect.Respect urself and others

Is It So Hard To Read A Profile?
This guy didn't even check out my page, just shouted out of nowhere, lol. After I told him to go TO my page, he finally did, and left me alone :D *read from the bottom up* ->Nate21420: you would know this if you actually went TO my page ->Nate21420: the whole About Me section has stuff in it... Nate21420: where does it say anything? ->Nate21420: uh, yes there is, lol...but since you don't want to bother, you can go bother someone else now Nate21420: nothing to read ->Nate21420: go read my page Nate21420: u looking for some fun?

7-22
THONG BIKINI OF THE DAY 7-22 CLICK THE PIC TO VIEW FULL SIZE IMAGE Check out this sexy pic larger, by clicking on it! THONG BIKINI OF THE WEEK CLICK THE LINK TO VIEW THE TOP 10 IMAGES AND VOTE ON THE TOP PIC OF THE SEXIEST THONG BIKINI VIEW TOP 10 PICS AND VOTE HERE EVERY SUNDAY 10 NEW PICS WILL BE POSTED AND A NEW BIKINI OF THE WEEK COMPETITION WILL BEGIN! PLEASE VOTE =)

Another You
I Love the words to this song "Another You" So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep You left me drowning in the tears of memory And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes But time's been healing me and I say goodbye Cause I can breathe again, dream again I'll be on the road again Like it used to be the other day Now I feel free again, so innocent Cause someone makes me whole again for sure I'll find another you Could you imagine someone else is by my side I've been afraid he couldn't keep myself from falling My heart was always searching for a place to hide Could not await the dawn to bring another day Your not the only one so hear me when I say The thoughts of you, they just fade away Cause I can breathe again, dream again I'll be on the road again Like it used to be the other day Now I feel free again, so innocent Cause someone makes

Moving... Part 4
I met a guy yesterday that has a room for rent. Alec went with me to make sure he wasn't some psycho. The house is in S. Aurora... off of Ogden. (to those that know the area). Its a nice little house. I liked it. The rooms are smaller than I am used to, but no biggie. There's enough room for my desk, bed, and a TV. The guy was nice too. He's just waiting for his ex to move out. I'll most likely be moving there in August. Its definitely going to be a huge change for me. I think at first I might be a little uncomfortable, but I'm sure I'll be fine. Not to mention that Alec has already told me that I have to come back over to watch 4400 and Heroes and UFC. I know that will make things a lot easier. Anyway, today is a day of cleaning up. I need to bleach my bathtub and clean the bathroom and kitchen. I also need to clean out the bedroom and pack up stuff I don't use on a regular basis. Colette is coming down from Michigan over the weekend to see a band play in Chic

~~the Sexual Urge Of A Woman~~
I have never understood why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my wife and I were getting into bed. The passion starts to heat up, when she eventually said "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads to hear..."You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She then responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not for what I do in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep... The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a good lunch and then went shopping at a very big department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which on

Using All Caps When Texting
The use of all caps when texting on the internet, is seen as yelling to some. And seems to agitate some in fits of language I choose not to use. Some do not care one way or another. Being a MuMMer I see this complained about alot. I wonder if the caps is really such a big deal or the fact that most that type in all caps do not use punctuation. This makes reading the mile long mumm hard.So I am thinking this is not so bad if CAPS ARE NOT SO BAD. IF YOU DOUBLE SPACE. AND YOU USE GOOD PUNCTUATION. RIGHT? OR, IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO DOUBLE SPACE. THEN BY ALL MEANS, SPLIT IT INTO PARAGRAPHS. MAYBE PEOPLE WOULD NOT COMPLAIN SO MUCH ABOUT CAPS, IF IT WASN'T ONE LONG RUNNING SENTENCE. Just thought dear blog, I look forward to my fellow FUBARonians (LOL) opinions. Till the next time, Peace be with you.

I`m Bored Button
ok i click the "i`m bored" button alot i rate alot of pics, but why do i get the odd ass hole ask me if i`m gay? just cause you rate some ones pic does it mean i wana bend them over and plow them lol

Esmonde: Rink Suit Is A Slap Shot At Decency
Esmonde: Rink suit is a slap shot at decency http://www.buffalonews.com/cityregion/story/124808.html Donn Esmonde Updated: 07/22/07 10:31 AM Shopping mall owners, beware. Arena officials, watch your backs. Anybody in charge of municipal parks, playgrounds and recreational facilities, duck and cover. If a woman named Charlene Van Dusen prevails, the folks in charge of public places have a new role: surrogate parents. Malls and rec centers are not supposed to double as kid-sitting services. But some people think that dumping their offspring at the mall or ice rink and taking off qualifies as exceptional parenting. Van Dusen is the mother of the notorious 10-year-old involved in the Amherst Pepsi Center dispute. Charles Schmidl and his 5-year-old son were at the center for a mid-April skate when, he said, the 10-year-old taunted him, shot hockey pucks at him and his son and dared him to do something about it. Schmidl, a 38-year-old autoworker, said he searched for

It's Almost Pre-season!!!!
OH MY GOD!!! I L-O-V-E Football!!! It's my addiction. I enjoy the games...I subscribe to Sunday Ticket and Super Fan! I can't get enough! Today we had nachos for lunch, and I already plan to make wings next weekend...I've got to get myself prepared!

I Am So Excited !
This may not mean much to many that read this, but it meant the world to me !! My son started driving race car when he was 15 , and has never missed a race, he has been dedicated and devoted to his racing every since the day he got behind the wheel ! Against my better judgement at the time, I signed for him to drive ! Afterall, he was my baby , my only child and thought WOW this is so dangerous ! As the years have gone by I have come to the conclusion theres alot worse things that a teen age boy can be out there doing on a Saturday Night, and he has the BEST stuff out there for his protection ! It's one of the few things we can do together as a family is run a Race Team... therefore I have totally came to terms with his racing, and found it to be my love and passion as well !! ( Ive always loved racing, it was the whole " my baby " part behind a wheel that I had to come to terms with ) In the 4 years that Ronnie has raced, I've seen him struggle , Ive seen him roll his car , I've

Hooray!!!
I am so excited. I just got news that my financial aid got approved. I will be returning to school this September. I get to let my Nerd out again. This is the best news I have had all summer! Unfortunately, this means that come September I will be on here a lot less often. So make sure you stop by and show me lots of love til then!

Online People Are So Truthful....
so ahh yeah... Fubar or F.U.Bar or really Fake User Bar. makes sense, I mean hell they even have salutes so that now a days you have to prove your a real person. heh long live the fake people, makes me want to go out and actually talk to someone for a change, rather than get some nudie pic from some weirdo that says they are Jennifer Love Hewitt or something. (Fake people probably won't like this blog, well fuck you then be yourself)

Leaving
Ive met alot of nice people on here but after I move I dont know when I'll be back online. Though I know I'll have to start over from the very begining on levels. Thank you to all who rated my profile, stash, pics, left comments, sent emails and sent gifts. Hopefully you all have a nice week and weekends to come and maybe I'll talk to some of you if I decide to get another account. Stay safe and enjoy the rest of your week :)

Marriage Solves All Problems...
alrighty i would like to know does getting married to someone after you been separated for a good time, solves all lifes problems between the two... to get married just becuz it would solve the problems of the two involved and make things better right away... wut do you think??? this situation is mine...

Eye Color.......
Eye colors and their meanings blue eyes - people with blue eyes have the most sex positions and techniques. they're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY experience. brown eyes - people with brown eyes last the longest in bed. . they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. green eyes - people with green eyes have the most passion put into having sex, they don't have sex with strangers and rarely will have a one night stand, therefore they have lasting relationships with great sex. hazel eyes - very mysterious and unpredictable, they're usually into the leather bondage scene and getting into costumes such as maids, nurses, schoolgirls etc. you never know what's coming next with hazel eyes.

Awesome Poem I Found
PEOPLE WHO KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND STAY TRUE TO IT EMOTIONAL DEPTH CREATIVITY TRUE FRIENDS WHO ARE ALWAYS THERE FINDING THE BEAUTY IN THE INSIGNIFICANT PEOPLE WHO GO AGAINST THE GRAIN RAINY DAYS--SNOWY NIGHTS THOSE WHO QUESTION AND DELVE DEEPER GETTING TO KNOW SOMEONE, AND LOVING THEM FOR WHO THEY ARE INTROSPECTION DEATH MASKS PEOPLE WHO LAUGH, BUT ARE ALSO NOT AFRAID TO CRY HORROR MOVIES ARTHOUSE FLICKS BOYS WHO ARE NOT HUMAN JADED SARCASM IN CONJUNCTION WITH AN EMOTIONAL ATTITUDE THOSE WHO ARE LEFT OF CENTER, BUT STABLE AND TRUSTWORTHY LATE NIGHT CHATS WITH SOMEONE WHO MATTERS

Heritage
This is something that I think about from time to time. Actually, more often as time goes on. How many of us know where we come from? I mean REALLY know. Yeah, yeah, the smart ass out there is gonna say "I came from my parents. Yuk yuk yuk" Screw off dick stain. What I'm talking about is your heritage. I know that my ancestors were primarily Vikings. I know that there is some American Indian floating around inside of me somewhere, and all this is all cool to me. My issue with this is that I don't know shit about any of my ancestors. This is becoming frighteningly all too common. As our civilization continues on, rushing about on it's course to whatever, our children are missing out on the most important of lessons. The lesson that lets them know just exactly where they come from. How often have you heard the term, "Dead language"? Why is that? Because kids were too busy doing whatever to learn Aramaic or Latin or Navajo. Personally, I think it would be cool as shit t

Daddy It Hurts
"Daddy it hurts" My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to

Firefighting
I've never been a hero.... I'm just another firefighter on the job, whenever you see me I'm climbing ladders, humpin hose or on the Nozzle. I crawl thru smoke, I put out flames and I cut people outta cars, we've always gotta deal with the by products of speeding or people drinking in the bars. You dont see my emotions, I hide em well.... I have a job to do, and you'll never see me cry, I just get really quiet after a rough job is thru. At night tho sometimes I lay there in my bed and try to forget what I've seen, I swallow it back, all the frustration and pain for the lives lost and what might have been. Sometimes I dream of the bad ones we've been on and see faces of people who've died, I know that I couldn't save every one that we lost but damn it, everyone of us tried. I've been in some jams, me and my partner, we've had our ass on the line..... but neither of us were afraid of dying , just scared we wouldnt find them in time. I've had people curse me, call me heartless

Away For A Couple Of Days
For those who i didnt manage to get round to personally,i have to go to hospital so ill not be around for a coupla days maybe 3....Have a great week all and take care of yourselves and each other

How I See You.
Eyes that don't see See the things that you do Do you wish me to describe Describe how I see you... Skin so delicate Delicate as a rose Rose that will blossom Blossom as it grows. Hair moving gently Gently you tease Tease...softly whispering Whispering summer breeze. Voice so melodic Melodic singing birds Birds, such sweet tunes Tunes enchant like your words. Dress...rustling Rustling, swirling...trees bare Bare as leaves fall Fall, the colour of your hair. Your perfume..sweet fragrance Fragrance frangapini's bring Bring back many memories Memories of spring. Yes I am blind Blind, yet I see See you in my mind Mind filled with glee.

Sadness....
I lost my Grandpa at the beginning of June...now I am facing losing my best friend.... My friend, Eldrena, is in a coma. She has been since June 22...she has been sick for going on 3 yrs. and her body has just given out... Her mom, who is a real bitch, was fighting her for custody of her daughter. Eldrena was in a nuring home because she was sick all the time and needed around the clock care, plus she was on dyalisis(sp?). On the 22nd, Eldrena found out that she was awarded full custody of her 2 yr. old daughter. 2 hrs. after hearing the news, she called her nurse to tell her she wasnt feeling well. When the nurse got down to her room, she found Eldrena in cardiac arrest. She was flatlined for 18 minutes before they got her revived. She flatlined again, and when they brought her back, they hooked her to a defibulator. She was 26 at the time. While in her coma, her sisters decided that her mom should not be allowed to see her and blocked her from coming to the room. ove

My 50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? In a perfect world? My Daddy. Since that isn't going to happen, anyone I love. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Most of the time. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Sure I would! 4. Do you take compliments well? Sometimes, sometimes not. Depends on my mood (which is always changing by the way). 5. Do you play Sudoku? I have a few times. Last time I played with my friend's 11 year-old daughter and she kicked my ass... just not really feeling the game anymore lol. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Maybe for a couple of days. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? Aside from people, my kitty Frenchy and my Dad's Lennon plaque. My handmade blanket. Oh! And my teddy bear! 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? That would be Chris. 9. Who do you text the most

Daddy It Hurts!!!!!
Body: daddy it hurts!!!!!!!! :( this is SOOOOOO SAD im not kidden! Body: IF YOU HAVE KIDS YOU WILL BE AFFECTED BY THIS STORY . IF NOT YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. THiS iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT HAVE A SOUL!!! PEOPLE THAT DO THESE KINDS OF THINGS TO THERE KIDS SHOULD BE SHOT AND TORCHERED SO THEY CAN SEE HOW IT FEELS. My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a ca

Warming Our Souls
I hold you in my arms And I kiss you tenderly I hold you tighter and tighter We kiss more and more passionately I kiss down your neck And I stop to gaze into your eyes You kiss me again Your hands running up and down my back And you slowly pull off my shirt I hold you to my chest And I feel your heart race in beat with mine I feel your hands trembling in anticipation You love that I look in your eyes I feel it in your touch I gently lift you off your feet I carry you to the bed I lay you there gently I gaze at your beauty You reach for me You undo the rest of my clothing And it drops to the floor I pull off your shirt And as I slide off your shorts and panties I gasp at the magnificence of your body You touch me lovingly You pull me onto the bed And I climb into your embrace We lie there together Our bare flesh pressing together And we kiss deeply I run my hands over your body Your skin is hot to the touch And it inflames my desire

Friday The 13th.
Sounds of the Underground. Worcester, MA The Palladium. Every Time I Die rocked the fucking house. I was so excited that they were back and myself and Ruby had tons of fun! God preached; we heeded. :D On another note Jordan has officially gotten himself crossed off of the shot list. Now myself and Ruby don't mind buying shots for people other than band members. Hell we've bought the tour manager for Chiodos a shot. But DO NOT fucking volunteer us to get your significant other a drink. If we wanted to do so or if we talk to them we will offer. Motherfucking loser.

What Money Can Buy You
Money will buy a bed but not sleep books but not brains food but not appetite finery but not beauty a house but not a home medicine but not health luxuries but not culture amusement but not happiness

Sexual Blahzay
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Wrong Number
"Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay Daddy, just a minute." A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." "And what happened honey?" "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared and he jumped out of the back window and

Dealing
Well I decided something today. I decided that I have to be happy. No more moping, no more regret or second guessing myself. Things happen in life people grow together as well as apart. Yes I still care and I still worry, but I can't forget about me. I can't forget that my happiness is important too. So it's time to start being happy again to start loving me again. Now I know this is easy to say and I remember when it was easy to do. I have some good friends here and in real life to remind me of when I forgetting about everything in my life I have that I should be grateful and happy for. I have friends and family that love me. Seeing as how that is a big part of life, trying to find love and acceptance. I shouldn't take for granted the love and acceptance that I have managed to find. Yes I lost someone I loved greatly. Yes it's sad that we might not even be able to stay friends,but as I have said my whole life nobody is prefekt. Nobody is 100% at anything. There are ups

Thanks To My Family And Friends
Just wanted to say thank you to all my family and friends for your great support and encouragement. Made it home safe this morning after almost four weeks on the road. Road nationals was a complete blast and finished in 25th place in the Time Trial. My first year of racing Time Trials. Look to do better over the coming year. Then it was off to Vermont for mountain bike nationals. Another new event for me is Dual Slalom this year. Ane what a surprise and joy to finish in third place and get to stand on the podium at National Championships. My first time at any National event as a rider. Been there five times as a coach of my college team, but never as a racer. For those of you who know my story and where I was 10 years ago you can only imagine the thrill. From not being able to walk to standing on a National Championship podium in 10 years is beyond words. The wonderful comments were so appreciated. THANKS!!!! Hopefully I can keep up the momentum as my college season sta

Friends
****** Do u know.......??****** "If kisses were water, I will give u sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree. If u luv a planet, I will give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine. Your love is ur heart, your heart is ur spouse, your spouse is ur future, your future is ur destiny, your destiny is ur ambition, your ambition is ur aspiration, your aspiration is ur motivation, your motivation is ur believe, your believe is ur peace, your peace is ur target, your target is heaven, heaven is like hell without FRIENDS. It's "world best friends week"

Never A Good Thing.
I did a couple of tarot readings for a bff of mine last night. I always hate when the answer is a "bad" one. I never really like delivering the bad news but I can't lie about it either. My friends always trust my readings because I have never ONCE given a false reading and all that I see in my cards always come to pass. It's just that I very rarely ever get a happy reading for someone. I don't know. Maybe I'm meant to be the bearer of bad news. :(

Need Ur Comments
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Another Deployment
Well I'm off to good ole Iraq again. :-( My unit will be leaving no later than sept to hook up with a unit that is already there. I'll be leaving next week to a readiness class for two weeks and I'll come back to NC for about a week then go see my folks for about two weeks beofore we head out. I'll be pretty busy for the next few months but I'll try to hop on and say HI to every one.

Joke
A couple was sitting there argueing.The woman walks up to her man and starts bitchin.Did you get the dishes done.He said yeah i got the dishes done didn't you see.She said well no i haven't been in the kitchen for a while now.He said well how the fuck can you come in here and start bitching at me for something you haven't even seen.She said i don't fucking know.And he said well will you do me a favor?She said yeah what is it?He said will you bend over and let me slide it in and fuck the shit outta you?She said yeah.He said wait five minutes.Ok did you bend over?She said i don't remember.Ok he said did i slide it in and fuck the shit outta you?Why no you didn't.He said and now you came in there and fucking started bitchin for no fucking reason for something i did and you didn't see.he said then now you fucking bitch about you not doing you fucking job that i asked.

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Phone number: 4. Favorite position (s)? 5. Do you think I'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like fore play? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Blood On The Water
cant feel the night fall down upon me but I keep moving and its improving I see the way you move beside me your eyes they guide me your passion lies you face disguised another bottle and a few pills another sickness that gives you chills ill never be the same cant feed the heart if it cant be tamed the diamonds shine upon the water the wind blows and spills blood on the alter a heart of gold and good intentions cant seem to change the path of deception dont fall for a moment of compassion always a fine line between happiness and depression sometimes things cant be the same a heart is lonely if it cant be tamed

Inner Peace
Inner Peace By following the advice I heard on the Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started and never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kailua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of my valiums, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel. my first blog..... author anymous

We Stay In Touch And Celebrate Tonite
THANK YOU CHERRIES AND FUBARS FOR YOUR ALL YOUR SUPPORT IN THOSE DAYS IAM LEAVING ON WEDNESDAY FOR TRAVELING THROUGH GOOD OLD GERMANY VISITING FRIENDS & FAM WICH ARE ALL SPREAD ALL OVER THE COUNTRY I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN I´LL BE BACK MAYBE IN 14 DAYS- SOMETHING LIKE THAT SO TONIGHT AT 10 CST ITS MY LAST SHOW FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS AND YOUR WELCOME LETS GATHER AROUND THE SPEAKERS CELEBRATING A GOOD TIME THAT I CAN KEEP YOU & YOUR FRIENDS IN MINDS HOPE TO SEE YA ALL CRAZY MANIACS IN HELLSKITCHEN FUBARS FINEST LOUNGE AND ALWAYS REMEMBER °°°STAY ELECTRO°°° your desire Special THX to all the DwellerZ of °°°HELLSKITCHEN°°° D'evil ~ Keeper of Hell's Kitchen ♥_Azura of the Loxy_♥ Vashti DEmon Lover ~DEmon~ ::Beauty:After:Death: ♥Duckie Whales♥ Cola~Duckie's Sissa~ xbangxashley }i{ DJ JENDOLL

Still Need Entries To The Contest
Don't forget to Enter my Support our troops Contest Okay it is Contest Time Again. I am hosting a Contest Giving away not 1 not 2 but 3 7 day blasts. Lets Show our Support for Our Troops,. The men and women out there putting themselves in harms way in order to protect the FREEDOMS that we have. These Soldiers can NEVER EVER BE thanked Enough. They are willing to not only go out there and fight for their own families but they go out and fight for Everyone, The even fight for people that hate them. They are willing to put everything into protecting our country and ask for nothing in return. So here is the Contest. I want your best picture showing support for our troops. It can be something you created or a picture you took or one that you have found that you feel shows great support for our Soldiers. I will need the picture to be in your gallery so I can rip it from you. If you aren’t sure how to send me a link to

Ciao To All The Italians..wannabes And American Italians
Capeeshe Italiano........ I'm sending this out to every person I know who is Italian, could be Italian, married an Italian, lived with Italians or wants to be Italian......!!!!! Let's start at the beginning: Come stai? Molto bene. Bon giorno. Ciao. Arrivederci. Every Italian from Italy knows these words and every Italian-American should. But what about the goomba speech pattern? Those words and phrases that are a little Italian, a little American, and a little slang . Words every Paesano and Bacciagaloop we have heard, - words we hear throughout our Little Italy neighborhood of New York This form of language, the "Goomba-Italiano " has been used for generations. It's not gangster slang terms like "whack" or "vig", if that's what you are thinking---nope, this is real Guido talk! The goomba says ciao when he arrives or leaves. He says Mama Mia or Minga! anytime emotion is needed in any given situation. Mannaggia, and

Miss Right Or Miss Right Now
whcih to choose? to wiat until miss right comes along and brings with her that happiness that comes with the soulmate thing. Or go with miss right now and have the fun of dating as much as i can and getting as much as i can. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I think miss right is my choice now just need to find her . If you see her tell her I'm looking for her and send her my way.

Where Did My Weekend Go?
Man, I can't believe it is Monday already. I had a fabulous weekend. We sent the kids off to the country to visit their cousins. So being kids free the hubby and I had a nice dinner at Brio here in the Woodlands complete with a bottle of Marlot. Afterwards we went home and watched a movie in bed together. (Insert your own imagination here as I don't kiss and tell...much) Saturday I had a party with a great group of women in Channelview. We laughed and talked about all kinds of things if you catch my drift. I made a couple hundred dollars for having fun with the girls. I even made it home with plenty of time to snuggle before lights out. Sunday was spent shopping at Best Buy. I got a couple of new CDs ...Thanks to my friendSteve..here at CT for turning me on to Better Than Ezra. I even checked out getting a new PC or laptop. I'm not sure what I want yet so I'm still window shopping. I have a fabulous life!

I Miss My..
Gwen. You never really fix a broken heart. You become careless and reckless eventually.. And about time itself? There's too much of it and it still never helps.. It's like love never dies in some way-but hers did. -Azrael- ]>-/>

Mmmmm!!!! Nsfw!!!!!
i finally arrive and there you are waiting for me... you can tell i am nervous so you take my hand and kiss it.. tell me it is ok.. i get enough nerve to hug you.. my arms around your neck .. yours around my waist..one hand on my ass.. i kiss your lips softly.. i can feel you growing against my belly.. i part my lips and allow a deeper kiss... mmmmm.. it feels so good... your mouth tastes of mint and i want to feel more of you ...i whisper in your ear i can't wait for the hotel... we walk towards the rest rooms .... i go in and see nobody is in the open .. i wave you in and direct you into the last stall.... there i turn to you and kiss you hard... your hands under my shirt undoing my bra so you can feel my breast.. you lift my top and and reach your lips to them sucking in my nipple you bite softly filicking your tongue over them... i want to moan but, can't ... do not want to get caught befor we have our first fuck...you pull my skirt up over my waiste seeing i have no panties on ..i

Talking In Shoutbox
and supposedly i'm hot and have a great personality, people must not know me, I get urges not to finish something, it's hard for me to really feel successful, every time i get a great day everything goes wrong the next, luck teases me, blah seriously what makes people really talk to me cause i really don't see it

Another Naughty But, Fun One!! Nsfw!!!
so i woke up this morning hot and wet... dreams must have been good.. i needed to release some cum.. so i signed on to xpeeps and looked at some hot pussy and cock.. pulled out my toy and began to rub my wet clit..my nipples getting harder with each stroke on my clit... i was soooo hot i needed it to be in me.. so i grabbed my toy up and sucked some of my cum off of it... god, i taste soo good... i so wish i had some peeps with me i thought... well, i didn't so i just took my toy and shoved it deep into my tight waiting pussy hole.. the first thrust was amazing... i moaned sooo loud... goodness... the moisture is crazy... i began to pump in and out slowly at first .. pinching and squeezing my hard nipples...i pulled my toy out of my pussy and rubbed it on my breasts getting them sticky with my hot cum... then i sucked on it again while i fingered my budding clit.. i was so hot i need a tongue or a cock... none around soo.. i had to continue to fuck myself.. my toy back in my dripping

Fred Aka Talented Tongues Attempted At Sucide The Second Time
he still cant get it right. but this is way of making women feel sorry for him. like hottymom42. who is going to be with him and he is a convicted child molester. lives in a camper in the back yard of his mommys place, yes he is 35 years old and still lives with mommy.his own mom kicked him out of the house so his niece and her girlfriend could have his room. guess u call that motherly love.. and he cant get a job because of his background. he tried to get on at a strip joint lol.

Still Learning..
I AM STILL LEARNING YOU NEVER REALIZE WHAT DIRECTION YOUR LIFE OR HEART MAY LEAD... HOWEVER THE DEEPER THE WOUND THE WORSE YOU BLEED THERE COMES A TIME WE ALL GET THAT SPECIAL CHOICE DO YOU SHUT IT DOWN OR DO YOU HOPE FOR THE PUREST ROMANCE? EACH AND EVERYTIME I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES I AM COMPLETELY FILLED WITH THE SWEET SERENITY AND PEACE OF MOTHER NATURES BEAUTIFUL BLUE SKIES. EACH AND EVERY SMILE YOU CONTINUE TO BRING, MAKES MY HEART AND SOUL FLUTTER AND WISH TO SING EACH AND EVERY HOUR TILL THAT WONDERFUL MEETING DAY...SOON.... I HOPE TO ALSO SAY..... ONLY YOU AND I KNOW WE WILL EVENTUALLY HAVE OUR WAY I CAN ONLY THANK THE GOOD LORD ABOVE FOR THE MOST WONDERFUL GENUINE MAN, WHOM I ADORE AND TRULY LOVE

Paradym ..poetry Of Fear
No focus,nor can I see three inches beyond my eyes But I feel the skimming lite touches of wraith's shimmering my skin in the night. No vision for my soul entering an odd axis peering through the windows of my eyes shifting planes from end to end,one dark,and nine light. No suffrage of this magnitude served to me before of divinity unholy,chastising me some more still raking at my skin,and yelling through my ears causing terrible distorts of shadows both black and Grey dancing around me,hounding my plea's to let me just be, just let me sleep and dream to another world and cast you my keys. No solitude I gain while the face of the mountain bleeds waterfalls not for me, and looking through terrible eyes of fear all the anguish to feel,yet nothing to see. No bartering of this ocean,ripping to tides with impunity and nothing to stop the toil of dread My heart is so hungry,and yet never fed It's eyes of crimson, like fires of hades that devour my essence,and mortify my b

And Here I Am, Drunk Again
what did you expect And what did you expect That because I didn't value the act of sex You could break my heart Did you think I didn't notice? Notice that she was prettier? Notice that she was younger? Notice that she was dumber? Excuse me for not being that! I'm sorry I'm sorry so much Sorry I'm not dumber, prettier, younger, skinnier Sorry that I have a sence of right and wrong Sorry I don't use men for money or connections Sorry that all I ever wanted was you for you I guess I should have better reasons I should want you for my emotional void because I don't know how to give I should want you for money because I don't know how to earn I should want you for dinner tomorrow because I don't know how to eat I'm sorry for wanting you for you I'm sorry for wanting you for what you thought I'm sorry for wanting you for what you've been through What was I thinking? Skinny, young, pretty, I should have stuck with that Instead of believing you wanted me

Jail Sucks !!!!!!
AND HAVING THE SHERIFF'S OFFICE TRY TO KICK YOUR DOOR DOWN WHEN YOURE SLEEPING SUCKS TOO!! AND HAVING 2 GUNS PUT IN YOUR FACE, THROWN ON THE GROUIND, KNEED IN THE BACK AND HANDCUFFED SUCKS TOO!! SPENDING ALL DAY IN JAIL WITH CRACK HEADS AND PROSTITUES ....YUP THAT SUCKS TOO!! NOW YOU KNOW WHAT I DID ALL DAY!! :(

Live On My Warrior Son -- By Steven Mcdonald
I couldn't go back to sleep tonight. One of the bad things about working the hours I work is that it is sometimes impossible to make the transition from night to day again. And I do it every week. Anyway ... I got to knocking around the files, and came up with this for an idea. Hope you like it. GreyHawk

I Found You
My Life was empty, & I needed a guide, I needed an angel to sit by my side. Then i found you. You looked Up at me & gave me your smile.. Your eyes Were so Blue, You Gave me Hope, that the world Could Have Joy... all because I found you. Now.. as I sit here & hold You in my arms.. I know that i must keep you safe & warm. I know that heaven shined Down from the Sky So blue............ Because In that Instant ... Joey..... I found you. By T.C. Ps.. This is For my greatest hero..My best friend... My son... Joey... i love you always... Love Mom.

Quote For July 24
All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them. -- Galileo Galilei Bonus Quote: Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary. -- Steve Jobs This public service is brought to you daily by FUBAR's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Heads Up Warning...i Think Chicken Little Gave A Similar One
Good Morning. Was it Chicken Little that said “the Sky is falling, run for your lives?” Well now we have a reason to believe Chicken Little. NASA in their clean up stages on the space station decided to jettison some debris. Here is that story: Recycling rubbish NASA style: turn it into space junk IRENE KLOTZ IN CAPE CANAVERAL A SPACEWALKING NASA astronaut pitched two large pieces of obsolete equipment off the International Space Station and into orbit yesterday. A 1,400lb, refrigerator-sized reservoir that contains ammonia was cast overboard during a spacewalk by Clay Anderson, a station flight engineer, and his commander, the Russian cosmonaut Fyodor Yurchikhin. Mr Anderson also tossed away a 212lb camera mounting. NASA expects any debris to land in the ocean, but calculated a 1:5,000 chance that it might injure or kill a person. (That just happens to be the same odds as a Golfer has of making a hole in one shot. Yesterday 4 recorded holes in one were shot in 4 different areas of

On The Pain Of Running...
I've been in the Army for the last 15 years. During that time, I've come to appreciate the joy of running. It's not like I was always a runner. Prior to joining, I weighed in at a hefty 250 lbs, and not in a good way. (I'm 175 lbs now, just in case you wondered; not bad for 6'0" tall and 34 years old). Since joining, I've run the Army 10-miler twice, and I've run a few half-marathons, 10-K's, and 5-K's. No, I haven't won any races, but I have a butt-load of t-shirts from each run (a veritable wardrobe!). And while I enjoy running (it's cheap...a pair of good shoes, shorts, and shirt), there is one thing I can't stand about it...BLEEDING NIPPLES!!! OH MY GOD, they hurt SO bad!!! A lot of that comes with lack of preparation. Most of the time, I just start running, so I don't really know how far I'm going. BIG MISTAKE! Next thing I know, I'm 5 miles into it, and my shirt is drenched and rubbing HARD against my sensitive man-nips! Nursing mothers know best what I'm talking

Picture Contest
please rate my photo (it is a picture of gettysburg national military cemetary) in the picture.com picture contest by clicking here or by copying and pasting the URL into your address bar: http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=7295322 you can only vote once daily so please go back sometime and vote for it again. thank you all!

A Poem With No Name, By Me....new!
At some point a person brake's, Sometimes the world gets to hard to Take. Holding there feelings and fears deep inside, With a wall so high it can touch the sky. Tears so clear it's hard to hide your fears. With legs so strong you run away from it all. Am i so worthless that I can't look you in the eyes and tell you what i am feeling in side? I am scared to death I feel like a mouse, in a trap with no way out. I wanna Love you but I wanna hate you, you was the 1st person for so long to see me for what i really am inside. So why do hide so much? is it because i am still hurt from the last time? I felt abandoned by you but, i still stuck by your side. Loving you blind, helping you throw your tough times. Even after she broke your heart, I still did everything to keep you from falling apart. Even with my broken heart, All I wanted was for you to be okay and, never feel the way you made me feel.... P.S. Yes its a poem but i think it really sucks....

Its Called Speaking
I can understand you being upset and all, you could have given me the common curtursy to say something if you were upset of if someone did not like what I was saying. You tell me you wanted to ban me from day 1, well what stopped you, at least then i wouldn't have grown close to some of the people in there, and if I made some inappropriate remarks, how come no one was grown up enough to say anything to me? I guess its ok for others to say what they want but not me fine.Communication is the key to all good relationships yet I wasn't given the decency of knowing I was doing wrong, but as you say you don't have to explain your actions, so Que Sera Sera and you have a nice life too!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Was Wondering....
Why do I bother showing luv to people who I just get this feeling that I'll never get any back? What gives with that? is it so freakin' much to click on a profile, rate a pic or two, maybe accept a request? What the hell?

Leaving In A Few For An Appt.
I'll be leaving work here in about 15 minutes. I have a doctors appt. I will be getting more bloodwork done and they will be doing another ultrasound. Cross your fingers for me that everything looks ok and that my baby looks good! XOXO Sam

Suiside Watch
Ok now a days Sudiside is running rampied amungnst the depressed and people just plain pissed off at the world. But comeone people put some creativity into it. Let me give some examples: 1. Got to the top of an iron bridge. attach yourself to a bungie cord and the part that attaches to the jump platform make it an electrinic switch kind of like a licght chain. Attack some wires to some plastic explosives. that way when you reach the end and bounce it'll set off the plastic explosives. if the fall don't kill you the iron beams will. 2. Arsnic if done right will kill you slowley. for those of you who want your death llike your life. Slow and painful. now for those of you who prefer the triditonal methods here's some tips to make it fun. 1. if you hang yourself attach a note to your body that says Just hanging around. Or Please ring for service. 2. Shooting yourself in the head A. if the bullet to the brain attach one of those prop BANG flags to your head. B. if the eye

9 Words Woman Use
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay me ans she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you wi

Love
I can't stop thinking About how much in love we are When you think about it Our love will always last Everytime I see you i know that our love is true And I remember when I used to write to you All these words from my heart I miss you so much You're always on my mind I long to be out the army so that never again will i have to leave you behind This is words from deep within You're my dream come true And all I seem to think about while im stuck over here Is you I want our lives together You're a part of me now I will always love you We were meant to be Say you will always love me Tell me to my face Because this love I have for you Is all I can embrace.....

Problem & Solution
All in A Day's Work After every flight, Quantas pilots fill out a form, called a "gripe sheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humour. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by Quantas' pilots and the solutions recorded by maintenance engineers. By the way, Quantas is the only major airline that has never had an accident. (P = The problem logged by the pilot.) (S = The solution and action taken by mechanics.) P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. this always makes me laugh! S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough. S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshield. S: Live bu

Beer Vs. Vagina
1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you s

You
K to all the guys and ladies on here. I just wanna let you know that not everyone is a ten on here some of you look awesome in ur pics and some of you look like you just hit a jacked up branch when you woke up in the morning. Im not trying to sound like a bitch when I say it but you need to understand that not everyone is gonna rate you a 10..... if you avt like an ass with ur lil rude comments you leave people then you deserve what you get cause karma is a motherfucker in the real world.....so Grow up and Lean to be a polite ass!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bits & Pieces Of A Broken Heart...
Bits & Pieces Of A Broken Heart.. Nothing could heal the pain like the Whiskey did tonight but still even when I woke up almost sober today I still prayed my pain away that it would disolve into bits and pieces of a broken heart (of which I hold so close to me) Only because a broken heart is all I've ever known haunting me to this very day loneliness creeps into my Soul and begs me to be forgiven but this can not ever happen only because I no longer believe in Miracles The rain pouring down my face now I hear sounds singing such an Angelic song of peace, hope, and love that I wake up to a reality so true that these songs I thought I heard were actually Demons calling me back home I wanted to tell you that such a long time ago I use to believe in God and in Angels but now Fairytales seem more real to me just as bits and pieces of my broken heart have been scattered everywhere so I just stare into the Blackness that has

Thank You!
Im So glad to have you all as friends. Some of you all know just what to say to make my day a lot better. I'm almost smiling again. Wendy...Your comment made me break, LoL, I cried :). I needed it though. I was holding it in. And yes...I do blog a lot. Mostly good stuff...Okay - I take that back...Mostly random stupid stuff. And an occasional vent. And instead of making 450 different blogs, I keep just 4 seperate ones. One for just music & lyrics, my daily one(this one), A private one for just me...basically to test out fonts and colors, and the last one is my contest/giveaway pimpout blog. This one here is the most used though. Anyways, now that I'm way off track - Thank you all who commented on my previous blog. You all made me feel a lot better than I did when I came home. I love you all. COOL MySpace Comments

Withdrawal Method For Birth Control
Withdrawal Method for Birth Control Description The withdrawal method has been practiced for centuries and is always convenient and available. All it involves is the man attempting to withdraw his penis before he ejaculates. Effectiveness Control over ejaculation is not very easy and the withdrawal method is known to be the least effective form of birth control. For the average couple, the withdrawal method is only 82% effective. This is due to the fact that some men find it difficult to control the point of ejaculation and accidentally release sperm into the vagina. Accidents like these are particularly pervasive in younger men with little sexual experience. Failures can also occur because the clear liquid discharged from the Cowper’s gland before ejaculation is rich with sperm cells. Since it is difficult to tell if this pre-ejaculate is leaking out of the penis, the withdrawal method is deceptively unsafe. Directions Before ejaculating, remove the penis from the vagina.

Laws
Laws Law of Mechanical Repair: After your hands become coated with grease your nose will begin to itch or you'll have to pee. Law of the Workshop: Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. Law of probability: The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act. Law of the Telephone: When you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. Law of the Alibi: If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. Variation Law: If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now. (works every time) Bath Theorem: When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. Law of Close Encounters: The probability of meeting someone you know increases when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with. Law of the Result: When you try to prove to someone that a machine

Ratings
Why is it that the ugliest of people will rate your photo or profile at less than a 10? Some dude just rated one of my pics at an 8. And yes he was a fugly! Does he think I'm going to crawl into a corner and die for that? Puhlease! This site just cracks me up sometimes. People take this thing so seriously like their lives or reality will be altered based on a number. I say GROW UP! Now I'm going to sulk in a corner and suck my thumb. My feelings are hurt.....NOT! :0)

Sexual Issues #2
The orgasm... well there is alot to be said about this subject. first of all... for females there are 5 main types of orgasms. and for males there are 2. seems kinda unfair huh. well what is an orgasm? you ask.... An orgasm is described as a level of sexual arousal that reaches a peak then subsides leaving the participant feeling elated, relaxed and sexually satisfied. It is difficult to describe an orgasm because it is different for every female. Women generally describe it as a feeling of being so aroused that you are going to explode. for me.. the muscles in my body go into contraction, my hands tighten up, I arch my back, my facial expression is intense, my breathing pattern changes to short gasps, my legs tremble, my toes curl under. You may also make groaning noises, whimper, some women cry out. Because the sensations are so intense and so different for each woman, it like trying to describe a sneeze. Some women have lovely small ripple orgasms, others have massive o

For My Baby!!
I dream of you each and everynite Wishing you were holding me tight. I never want to throw you away I will always want you here to stay! You came into my life and opend my eyes Showing me that men arent always full of lies. You have made me feel like Im on top of the world Always telling me Im your beautiful girl. Always making me laugh even when I want 2 cry Making me happy everytime you see me sigh. I want to look deep into your eyes as I kiss you Seeing the love behind your eyes so blue. You have showed in so many ways That you love me each and everyday. I wish I could do the wonderful things you do Just once I'd like to be the one to show it to you. I may not be as good at it as I would like to be I try so hard to show you I love you as much as you love me. I love you more and more tim with every passing day I hope that I can show in more then just one way! Love always, Meg

This Is Real (no Joke)
HELLO EVERYONE, SOME OF YOU ARE THINKING IF THIS IS REAL? AND YES THIS IS A REAL TRAGIC THING! HE WAS GOING TO THE STORE THIS MORNING AND WAS T-BONED IN HIS CAR AS HE WAS CROSSING AN INTERSECTION, AND WELL THE POLICE SAID THAT HE MUST HAVE DIED ON IMPACT, BECAUSE HE WAS DEAD AT THE SCENE. GEORGE HAS HAD SOME TROUBLE IN THE PAST FEW WEEKS, AND WAS RECOVERING FROM THAT, AND NOW THIS? SO HE WOULD HAVE WANTED YOU HIS FRIENDS? TO COPY ANY THING ON HIS PAGE AND REMEMBER HIM? THIS MEANS HIS POEMS AND HIS PICS! BECAUSE IN A FEW DAYS THIS PAGE WILL BE GONE, JUST LIKE HIM FOREVER! THIS IS REAL NOT A FAKE STORY SIR GEORGE DEAD AT 38 YRS OLD.

Lol Aunt Jane
In my mind the internet could be compared to the printing press in terms of it’s significant effects on our society. When the printing press was invented suddenly the written word was available to the masses, and so, people learned to read. Things in print became more believable that the word-of-mouth from which they came, songs and poems could now be preserved on paper, Christianity spread due to the bibles printed, and then Christians stepped in and tried to censor other publications, yada yada. My aunt Jane sent me an email today thanking me for some pics I sent her. I replied back within a couple minutes, and then she replied, and so on. I have a few family members, some a couple miles away and some a continent away, with whom I keep in touch. I’m going to scan some pics of Aunt Jane’s daughter tonight, pics I took over the last 24 years of her life, and email them to her. It’s a lot easier and less expensive now to exchange photos, but what else has changed? From the time I

Back To Work In The Woods :)
Well i finally got another job as a lumberjack so ill be off tot he woods.... the bad part Im going to be staying in a camp so ill be away from home even more.... if your wondering its not camping lol cause that would be fun... this is just a place to stay between work so i dont have to travel alot.......i wont be on cherrytap or fubar....whatever its called for long stretches. Im sorry to all my friends and fans..... and everyone else thats made this a fun time.... i will try to show love when i get the chance to be on.... anyway have fun peeps and stay safe.... ill be thinking of my friends while im there ;)

Feeling Rather Blue
I am kinda down in the dumps today. I was thinking on my way home from work this evening on my life and what I have accomplished. In some aspects it's great. I have a great job, I have money to pay my expenses, I have a car, and recently I purchased a new home. What more can I ask for? Well, a lover would be nice. I just don't understand why I don't have one. Am I too ugly? Do I deserve to have one? Am I too strong and independent? I feel like I am a good person. I try and to the right thing. I am compassionate towards my fellow man and woman, I am kind to animals. I try and help out when I can to those less fortunate, but in the end it's ME who gets dumped on. What I have done to deserve this? I would love to find the right man to share my life with. I'm not asking for much. Sorry to vent like this, just feeling a little lonely right now.

Sexual Issues #10
As a special request i was asked to do a blog about trying to concieve, and ways to help. I had a very hard time with this, tried for almost 2 years, before i had a successful pregnancy. i am now 32 weeks pregnant so if your wondering what worked for me... well first of all i stopped trying so hard. second i used to try and hold my legs in the air and do everything i could to keep the semen inside of me as long as possible. When actually you should let it naturally come out on its own because that way it flows over the cervix. i also had sex on the kitchen table. as funny as that sounds it worked because the semen was deposited directly onto my cervix lol. here are 15 tips for women trying to concieve, and women who are already pregnant: 1 - Have sex in the morning, since the semen has the highest sperm count then 2 - Being overweight or underweight during pregnancy may cause problems. Try to get within 15 pounds of your ideal weight before pregnancy. Remember, pregnancy is

Stay At Home Mom
It has been a while since I wrote a blog telling you about some of my family members so I thought I would try to get back on track and write one. :D Let me introduce you to Kirsten/Stay at Home Mom (please see link below - click on it and go visit her and say hi too.) :) We met through Jeremy Crow, who unfortunately, is no longer on this website with us. I really miss him and am very grateful for he introduced me to some great people, some of who have become good friends...Kirsten being one of them! :D Jeremy told Kirsten to come say hi to me and that I was someone he knew she would hit it off with and that was definitely the truth! :) Kirsten is a sweet, funny, pretty, young Mom who loves being a Mom (and a great mom too!) to her 3 beautiful children and at the end of the day is not too stressed out to be a good friend and call to see how your day went! After talking with her online for months, we decided to call one another on the phone and found that we can talk just as

Dudes, Required Viewing...informative...trust Me!
A friend of mine on FUBAR posted an awesome blog and I would like all my friends to rate it and take a look at it. Thank you Jackie Here's the original bulletin he posted: Im gonna keep posting ths till the women here actually feel comfortable enough to talk to people wothout having to worry about whats gonna be said or until they stop receiving unwelcome pics just because you wanna show off your little friend...so any questions after you view this..just die cause you're truly stupid...later http://fubar.com/blog/88834/376004 Ladies please repost im fighting for you here ok?...ty Irishtoad_UnBroken_saNGuiNE_PriNCe@ fubar

Eyes Have It?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain, People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67% Passion58% Mysterious42% Diamond Eyes25% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Disappointment
How do you deal with the fact that lately, all you've done is disappoint your family. I've always been the good kid, I've gotten amazing grades, I never got in trouble and I always did what I was told. Lately, I can't help but feel that my dad is extremely disappointed in me. He asks me what I'm going to do with my life over and over again. Just because I've decided I no longer want to go to med school doesn't mean I'm going to be a bum. I'm still going to school (yes, I have changed my major 3 times, but at least I'm trying to accomplish something neither of my parents were able to accomplish.) I guess it's hard since I'm so used to being the "good" daughter... I know they just want me to succeed, I just wish he could do it a little less negatively.

Joe Arpaio
Why is it that Joe Arpaio can do this in Arizona and it is not done anywhere else? Sheriff Joe Arpaio (in Arizona) who created the "tent city jail": He has jail meals down to 40 cents a serving and charges the inmates for them. He stopped smoking and porno magazines in the jails. Took away their weights. Cut off all but "G" movies. He started chain gangs so the inmates could do free work on county and city projects. Then he started chain gangs for women so he wouldn't get sued for discrimination. He took away cable TV! until he found out there was a federal court order that required cable TV for jails. So he hooked up the cable TV again only let in the Disney channel and the weather channel. When asked why the weather channel he replied, "So they will know how hot it's gonna be while they are working on my chain gangs." He cut off coffee since it has zero nutritional value. When the inmates complained, he told them, "This isn't the Ritz/Carlton. If you don

Relatively Short Stuff.
Would you believe that I'm bored, cold, tired, and blogging? I believe that you would, as it seems to be quite normal these days. I also feel somewhat sad, though I do not know why. Strange, eh? Ciao.

Feelings
I've spoken for the wounded, the broken glass on the floor. A shattered face, tears of blood stained in the bathroom sink. It's the American way. Fly your flag with patriotic faces painted in red, white, and blue. I'll stand down putting the bars on my window protecting my assets while you fight cowardly about yours.

Is It Real Or No Big Deal?..you Decide
WHEN YOU LOG IN ARE YOU REALLY HERE FOR REAL? OR ARE YOU HERE FOR FUN, ACTUALLY NO BIG DEAL? DO YOU REALIZE THIS IS A GAME FOR MOST OF YOU, THEN THERE ARE OTHERS WHO REALLY HAVE NO CLUE... ARE WE SO BORED WITH OUR OWN LIVES.... WE BEFRIEND FOLKS,THEN THEY TURN AROUND AND OUT COME THE KNIVES.... SOME POSE AS WHO THEY WISH THEY COULD BE WHILE OTHERS ARE REAL.. JUST AS THEIR PICTURES ALLOW YOU TO SEE EACH AND EVERYONE OF US WE ALL FLIRT... ALL WE EVER SAY IS AWWWW WHO DOES IT HURT? YET THERE ARE TIMES IT DOES JUST THAT PLAYING FOLKS ENDING UP ALONE IN YAHOO CHAT... YET EVERYONE ALWAYS SAYS THE SAME THING TIME AFTER TIME...ITS NOT REAL SO YOUR LOOKING STUPID CAUSE YOUR THE ONE MAKING A BIG DEAL SO WHERE DOES THE LINE STOP? HOW FAR IS ALL THE WAY BEFORE YOU LET THEM DROP? IF ITS REALLY NO BIG DEAL .....AS YOU ALL SAY HOW DOES IT END UP REALLY GOING ALL THE WAY? I CAME HERE TO HAVE A LITTLE FUN... NOW ALL I WANNA DO IS DUCK AND RUN... WHAT IS REAL TO YOU?...WHAT IS FAKE?

Never Goin' Back Again...
Waiting for the right moment wanting to see the change Staying together forever our lives be rearranged Happiness all around a new found life Ignoring all the signs of heartache and strife Needing one another through the think and thin It's easy when life is great but suddenly within Somewhere along the way all spark has gone Did I do something was I in wrong Change myself daily try not to make it worse Every attempt for happiness failed cry till my voice is hoarse I show my weakness my pain inside is too much I need you badly but you left is such a rush Not a word to me said you picked up and gone I can still remember my last words while you leave with your mom I am not mad in no manner am I upset Disappointed that it's over I do live now with regret I feel that I've tried although I wonder that too If I had only done this or that to my heart would you be true The house is so empty as from work I come home Finding a letter on my

Woo Hooo!! A Whole Week
Well I have been here a whole week now and have met such an amazing variety of ppl. Many very helpful in trying to teach a yahoo'r the ropes here. WHEW! *giggling* Im looking forward to the coming weeks, this is when ppl who take the time to discover friendships might be surprised what lies inside the firey exterior is just a warm kindness i wish to share with all of you!! Kisses!