BEST FRIENDS
What is the true meaning of best friends and the meaning they have on ones life.
is a best friend as equivalent and possibly the same and equal to the love of your life, or is it just someone who knows you so well they sometimes even know you better then your own self.
can the 2 be the same or different
ITS funny I remember how there was those days we could sit on the phone for hours with nothing to say but it meant so much. Those days when we would run and ask each other for advice for our lives regardless the situation. Those days when just a phone call to say HI, how are you, what you up to was the best feeling. I remember when we would go out of our ways to hang out and chill just because we liked each others companies. Those moments when things were bad and felt like crawling into a hole you knew the right thing to say to cheer me up and make me smile. In moments of weakness you would crack a laugh when i would say those random silly useless comments. Well all that has been washed away and gone our seperate ways. Boy how I remember those days and how I lobg for and miss them. But now things seem so Tainted and our roads have gone in seperate directions. maybe eventually the paths will cross again becuase I honestly miss those days.
Well the way I look at things I am still here, I am just waiting for things to run there course pretty much. Well If anyone runs across this person please let me know because I believe there is a post in the lost n found.
WEll I have had alot of friends and a few that could be called close enough to be best
I have met some new people and friends that have transpired into something more then I would have ever expected
I have also had some friends shut out of my life because of drama and stabbing and deciet. I have also found out that some people who I thought were my friends and close were not. But then again there were others that I wasn't close to before have changed and showed your true colors and opened up to.
I can honestly say over this course of changing period I am glad that I am surrounded by the group of friends that I associate with compared to the ones I used to. Alot have left my life for what reasons they chose, others have exited becuase I chose not to associate with them as much for reasons i just dont feel neccesary
Some people that I thought meant the world to me in so many different ways as my BEST friend seemed to hurt and destroy me more than anyone could imagine. The one person I thought would stick by my side and help me in any turmoil I was facing was the one that caused me part of it.
I understand that sometimes people lie to protect others feelings, shit I have done that myself. But to lie and decieve on purpose knowing this person would find out the truth and the pain it would cause is ridiculous. Even when the truth comes out they stick to the lie because they believe it. A friend I thought was to look out for the best interests of the other friend. Whats even worse is that the other person cant even admit the wrongs to make them right. I really did believe in this person and this person was the one that I wanted around til the end of time as a friend but with circumstances i am not sure anymore. I thought that person was the realest person and the most honest truthful person I knew and that I could honestly count on for anything and everything.
Well you live and you learn I guess, not everything is always what it seems and well I have learned. Chalk it up as another chapter in my book of life. I also found out a leopard does not change its spots. For whatever reason it is they have showed there true colors and what type of person they are or can be. Even when drama came around there was a way to fix and solve and work its way around. Well way things are is that people believe what they want and see things for how they are. Some people dont realize what others do or even did for them until its a day late n a dollar short. They can see what they want think how they want to think but the truth of the matter is what it really is so that is how it should really be. Friends are the ones that make the effort or attempt to bend over backwards to try to help you with issues or problems when you need help.
Well what's done is done. I have lived my life without regrets and I don't plan on changing my morals or outlook now for any person. If I am to be criticized or talked about then so be it. Doesnt make me think anymore or any less then you. In fact I am asking you to it just makes me famous and that thought that I matter enough like once before if at all puts a little smirk n grin on my face. well if you feel you may have been affected or this makes you think bout a friend or something you possibly have done then good it probally should have.
Remember this was to make you think and to realize that just because you messed up there are ways to fix it, friends are there to be your friends, we all fuck up and all it usually takes is a sorry to fix it. Dont wait though because sometimes those GAPS in the bridge do nothing but get bigger.
