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Poems
Street lights on the walls, Cold seeping through the cracks in this house, They say joy comes with those you love and hold close, Then why does my world seem to be filled with so much pain, No distance seems to take me far enough, Away to a world where memories fade....~Darkness is my best friend, hiding my falling tears, pills making me numb to the physical world, smoking to see the brightness and its affects curling, no way for others to see my fears, all this in hopes to see a sooner end... The trains heard on a distant track, Some oldies song playing down the block, Trying to find hidden meaning in all my bad luck, Wondering why i remain silent when screams lay on my tongue, When the want to disappear is strong....~Darkness is my best friend, hiding my falling tears, pills making me numb to the physical world, smoking to see the brightness and its affects curling, no way for others to see my fears, all this in hopes to see a sooner end...Listen to the lies of daily life say things

On Air Bully For The Queen Of The Lustful Dragon
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Twiztid
These are some of my favorite Twiztid songs (my favorite group of all time , their lyrics are real deep and have helped me through some real tough shit and is a big reason im proud to call myself a Juggalo)"Afraid Of Me"[Chorus x2]I'm soHidden and you're never gonna seeI'm coldForgiven all because of my beliefsI'm noBody that you ever wanna beCause I know that the world is afraid of me[Monoxide Child]Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate meBut there's nothing that you can do to me latelyNow I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwinedFrom being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behindSo kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for onceAnd run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for usSo many questions, fingers pointing for answersSuggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pastureWith green grass up to my neck, and situations that's too fastTo think about and most people can't dream aboutA hundred m

Things Of Value
All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are not lost; The old that is strong does not whither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. can you name the source of this, if so please consider adding me as a friend.

Today Is Beautiful
"A blind boy sat on the steps of a building with a hat by his feet. He held up a sign which said: "I am blind, please help." There were only a few coins in the hat. A man was walking by. He took a few coins from his pocket and dropped them into the hat. He then took the sign, turned it around, and wrote some words. He put the sign back so that everyone who walked by would see the new words. Soon the hat began to fill up. A lot more people were giving money to the blind boy. That afternoon the man who had changed the sign came to see how things were. The boy recognized his footsteps and asked, "Were you the one who changed my sign this morning? What did you write?" The man said, "I only wrote the truth. I said what you said but in a different way." I wrote: "Today is a beautiful day but I cannot see it." Both signs told people that the boy was blind. But the first sign simply said the boy was blind. The second sign told people that they were so lucky that they

Luxhor
Vi kan anta at Luxhor er en del av en egyptisk mytologi. Men på hvilken måte fører det meg til Nordpolen av alle steder? Horus-navnet fører mot Russland. Isis som Gudinnen har Is i navnet sitt. Spørsmålet er hvorfor egypterne ga Luxhor til den sorte herskerinnen Mut. Og hvorfor Luxor strandet opp som Ux i Usa. Fordi de ga bort noe som de sorte ikke kunne motta. De ble gale. Skidzofrene. De fikk sin selvstendighet innenfor egyptisk mytologi med den vanskeligste skikkelsen Horus, og ble dermed ført direkte til Russland. Noe som førte til at de eneste som hadde mulighet til å gripe galskapen, jødene - ettersom de hadde tilholdssted både i Israel og i Egypt - tok på seg oppgaven å angripe faraoen, T-a-a, og lage en dobbelt virkelighet sammen med sine gamle stammefrender - og glemme og fornekte Egypt for godt. Slik vi også har forsøkt på i 2000 år. Luxhor tyder kort og godt på at egypterne ga de sorte en Falitt og et dødsbo, bevisst.

Mammuten Og Den Indiske Elefantguden
At India har en elefantgud er betegnende. Likeså at de lar Luxors Ku gå fritt omkring. Grunnen til den indiske gudeverdenen er at friheten fra Egypt skapte den. Og grunnen til at Elefanten og Giraffen ikke finnes innenfor Egyptisk tankegang er naturlig. Ankh-symbolet klarer ikke å favne størrelsen eller høyden. Det betyr igjen at symbolet er innført. Mammuten som antikvarisk symbol er derfor naturlig for en forståelse av verden. Like naturlig som at Saudi Arabias tegn på dem selv ikke er Allah. Et ekstremt langt skjegg og en latterlig høy hatt er den eneste mulige måten å forklare araberen før Egypt. Dvs 4000 f.kr. Et giftemål, evig, med hele kontigentet, og dermed Mamma i en forståelse, fører til Skidzofreni og en vill redsel for halshugning. Det dreier seg derfor ikke om et Smil som Brian Jones påstår på Child Of The Moon (crecent shaped smile) men en godtagelse av at en dobbelt pyramide (Davidstjernen) er tingen, og at Jahve som motstridende betydning egentlig er det samm

Coach Handbag Fashion Week
In a show with such an astounding number of beautiful designer handbags, I barely know where to begin. Who would have thought after last season’s tribal tassel disaster that Marc Jacobs would come up with such a feminine, pretty, and functional collection of handbags at coach handbag. I would have been the last one to guess it – in fact, I remarked to a friend last week that I was barely even looking forward to the coach show. But that’s the genius of Marc Jacobs. Just when you think that you’ve got him pegged, when you think that you know what he’s going to do and how you’re going to feel about it, he veers off in the opposite direction at full speed and gives you the last thing you could have ever thought he would come up with. This season, he took us straight back to 1940s France, with tea-length tweeds, tailored waists, and bosom-hugging dirndls. The look reminded me of the French farm girls in the opening sequence of Inglourious Basterds, but with a

Coach Festival Mini Handbag
We don’t talk a lot about Coach handbags on this blog, and maybe that’s an oversight on our part. What better way to start correcting it, then, than by talking about the line of bags named after yours truly (ok, well, they’re not necessarily named after me. But I came first. So there.)? The Amanda Satin Mini Satchel is, by my standards at least, kinda cute. There are disadvantages to using a material like satin (snagging!), but the advantage that Coach handbag has realized is that it takes vivid color much better than almost any kind of leather. You get a sheen and brightness with satin that you don’t usually find in a designer handbags, and in small doses (this satchel is “mini,” after all) it can be a beautiful addition to an ensemble. I wouldn’t suggest buying a massive satin coach handbag, but something petite and bright could potentially be a lot of fun, methinks. Particularly at such a friendly price point. Buy through Nordstrom. Gucci p

Just A Short
We All Die By: Tina Louise W. "You are such a fucking hypocrite!," screamed Pamela. "Well if you weren't always being a cunt I wouldn't have to resort to being a dick now would I?" Ben said in a flat tone. "Fu-" "No fuck you Pam, I'm sick of your shit." The Andersons... typical family in the local hell of Nashtown suburbia. Sure they have their bad points but also their good. You know?? Take their kids for a walk in the park on a leash, push the dog on the swings-set, have their holier-than-thou perception on others, laugh at the expense of one's misery. Yes, a normal life. It wasn't that the family is odd, well not all of them. It was that the mother was nuttier than a half eaten payday melting on a summer afternoon. Pamela would be the sweetest woman in the world unless she didn't have her swiss army knife keychain. From what is known, this keychain was given to her by her mother which told her, "Always keep this by your side or you will surely die

Judging
We all judge others by there apperance, the way they walk, even the way they speak. Im sitting here thinking of that and Im reminded of a saying and im paraphrasing here "you shall be judged in the same matter in which you judge others". So for those of you out there who think you're perfect I got a news flash you're not. So don't stand around judging others because chances are you have more faults then they do. Me I know Im not perfect I've made mistakes and I do judge others but not by their looks, their speech or anything like that. I judge others only on the actions that they do no more no less and that is exactly how I wish to be judged. Also if you make a mistake try to learn from it so you don't make it twice.

State Of The Union 2011 - By Blazintommyd
I was disappointed by the State of the Union addressAdmittedly the response from the Nazi Fascists made it even worse leaving the impression well you can have the President or full blown unbridled Nazi Fascism. It's kind of like you can have Mussolini or Adolf Hitler but never Stalin. So essentially it was the same old shit since Ronald RayGun was Fuhrer. But this was actually the 1st time I felt completely disconnected and alienated from the entire event and all of the people. I've been wondering if it's something that has to do with age, like one of the founders of Letterism had said you have to be 50 something before you can comprehend what it is. I can view a Letterist film and feel inspiration, interesting thoughts, pleasant imagery; but let alone soulless and dull, there literally wasn't a single thing in the President's speech or the Nazi response which was of any interest to me, at all, except "limited government" unfortunately to them limited government only means the abol

From Me To You
Dear Person There are many things in our lives that pass us by, there are many things that we hope will pass our way, but then there are things that come to us without even trying. I write this letter to the person who over the last few days has brought me joy and happiness, who without even trying has touched my heart in so many ways words don’t seem enough right now. There is always someone out there who can turn your spark into a flame and keep it burning, which can make the storm inside turn into a calm gentle breeze, who can keep your heart beating everytime you see them. But there is one person who has done more than I ever thought was possible, who has taken me and made me feel like a brand new person and giving me a new leash on life, who has brought so much happiness into my life without even knowing it. There is never a minute when I don’t think of him, but there will never be a moment when I cant be without him, I’ve grown to know him as time as go

Poetry
"This is for the Fat girls. This is for the little brothers. This is for the school-yard wimps, this is for the childhood bullies who tormented them. This is for the former prom queen, this is for the milk-crate ball players. This is for the nighttime cereal eater and for the retired, elderly Wal-Mart store front door greeters. Shake the dust. This is for the benches and the people sitting upon them, For the bus drivers driving a million broken hymns, for the men who have to hold down three jobs simply to hold up their children, for the nighttime schoolers and the midnight bike riders who are trying to fly. Shake the dust. This is for the two-year-olds who cannot be understood because they speak half-English and half-GOD. Shake the dust. for the girls with the brothers who are going crazy, for those gym class wall flowers and the twelve-year-olds afraid of taking public showers, for the kid who's always late to class because he forgets the combination to his lockers, fo

30 Day Song Challenge - Day 2
Day 01 – Your favorite song (Somebody to Love - Queen)Day 02 – Your least favorite song Again, a hard pick, but this song is pretty awful. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gtnf9EqijT0&feature=youtube_gdata_player Runners Up include: Hoobastank - The Reason and Black Eyed Peas - My Humps Day 03 – A song that makes you happyDay 04 – A song that makes you sadDay 05 – A song that reminds you of someoneDay 06 – A song that reminds of you of somewhereDay 07 – A song that reminds you of a certain eventDay 08 – A song that you know all the words toDay 09 – A song that you can dance toDay 10 – A song that makes you fall asleepDay 11 – A song from your favorite bandDay 12 – A song from a band you hateDay 13 – A song that is a guilty pleasureDay 14 – A song that no one would expect you to loveDay 15 – A song that describes you Day 16 – A song that you

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Will You
Will you? Will you smile when our eyes meet? Will you embrace me oh so soft and sweet; will you tremble at the first touch and smile knowing it has been a while? Will you hold me tight even if it is late at night and let me know that you are alright, when you look into the eyes of blue will it be enough to get you through? Will you melt at the first kiss thinking it should always be just like this? Will you want to stay in the moment forever never wanting it to end, thinking this is how time should be spent? So let me ask you this will you?

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Liking
Idon't know if people have noticed or not but I have. I click that LIKE button for every new person that pops up on my screen. IS it really that HARD to click a button and LIKE someone back. It takes less than a second. How the hell can you not like people back. ITs rude uncalled for and Disrespectful. Yes I realize that we miss a few here and there. But Ive liked over a 1000 people just today and i have 100 likes. like 10 percent of people click the button. Think about it.

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Religion
since im getting older ive come to a cross roads in life of thought do i stay my path or do i look at all in a whole am i right in my ideals or am i wrong damed down a path of failure but given in to religion thats like calling defeat but is that my pride talking dont know but all i know is i try to keep good karma and what really is religion is it truth or is it a system of rules made by man with the threats of a place called hell to make us be better out of fear or is it a way to control a mass of people but in all religions and faiths there is the good but human intentions get in the way then greed anger and hate sorry to send like yoda but we are a broken people sitting on the edge of self destruction for the love of one ideal or people creates hate of outsiders look at all the events between the religions and people its always killing in the name of my god but why are we this blind that we forsake the teachings thats in our books of faith to throw back love peace and sernity for t

Poems :)
Dear boy who hurt me more than words can describe, I had a dream of you last night. The first one since you ever left me. Remember how much we fought oh so much and that hurt me quite so. It was always because you wanted what I did not. Well in the dream I had of you. I paid you back times two. You see you had me to the ground because we were fighting, but I simply said I hate you, I hate you. I saw the hurt in your face and the tears in your eyes and for once I felt you knew what it was like to be hurt. You simply let me go after that. I knew I finally hurt you..like you hurt me. Sincerly, The girl with a broken heart BROKEN Im broken... i'm going to be completely honest and tell you, i'm broken. but you know what? even though i'm broken right now, i'm going to be fine. i'm not going to lose any more sleep over you, i'm not going to waste any more tears over an asshole like you. and i'm not going to go running back to you, when you realize

Girl Who Plotted To Kill Family To Re-enter Society
Canada's youngest mass murderer involved in the slaughter of her family is beginning her gradual reintegration back into society. The teenage girl appeared in Medicine Hat court on Tuesday, marking her last appearance in the custodial phase of a 10-year sentence for the gruesome triple murder that shocked the nation. She was just 12 when she conspired with then-23-year-old Jeremy Steinke, a man who claimed to be a 300-year-old werewolf, to kill her mother, father and eight-year-old brother. Both were convicted in separate trials of three counts of first-degree murder. She was given the maximum six years custody -- minus credit for pretrial custody -- and a four-year supervision order in connection with the April 23, 2006, air yeezy 2011 murders in her family's Medicine Hat home. Steinke is serving a life sentence with no possibility of parole for 25 years. During her trial, jurors ruled she convinced Steinke to commit the massacre so they could run off together. Steinke br

I Hope Im Being Trolled Here....roflmao
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Tears In Silence
Tears in Silence I put on makeup to make me feel pretty, Even though I know it won't help. I buy nice clothes to make me look pretty, That I find out doesn't' work either. I wear a smile for the whole world to see While in Silence I'm dying. I'm lost and confused I'm wondering is there anyone in this world who could help me? I've felt apart from this world for so long I don't feel like could ever be part of it again I know I'm happy around people but, while alone in my room I'm contemplating death, I sit and cry in my heart in silence I want this pain and confusion to end I don't think it ever will I kiss guys and tell them I want marriage, while in my mind I'm thinking that this will change everything in my life Than I realize I can't do this anymore. I've gone through so much I don't need to put a guy through this or anyone else. So I cry in silence No one can ever help me

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True
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Good Saying
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Rip Dick Clark
No one will read this, I bet, as everyone will mumm it. But I want to say it myself. This morning, I was saddened to hear that Dick Clark, of American Bandstand and New Year's Rockin' Eve fame, passed away at 82. He will be missed and remembered. Story here... Dick Clark, Entertainment Icon Nicknamed 'America's Oldest Teenager,' Dies at 82 Rock on!Shawn, AKA Durham

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Iud
The cramps are getting ever so worse, though the bleeding and the blood clots have slowed down greatly. I get this damn IUD out on the 10th but honestly it can’t come out soon enough. I will be so much happier to have everything go back to normal, sad to say the IUD was just not the birth control option for me.

Finally The One I Have Been Waiting For
Ever meet someone you knew was special the minute you started talking to them??? Well I have on numerous occasions only most of the time I was wrong........ Till now. I have met someone that can light up my face with a smile with just 2 words "Hi Baby". Now am I a little leary??? Yes I am but I know that this time I have made the right choice. I can feel it down in the bottom of my heart that he has stolen so easily, the same heart that has been crushed by so many that I can't help but question myself sometimes but when I do all I have to do is look at him to know that it is pointless to do so because.....well because he is the type of guy you only meet once in a lifetime the guy that when you do screw it up and push him away you tell yourself as your watching him walk away that your the stupidest person on earth for letting him walk away...... but by then its too late. Now what I really wish is that he was closer because this whole long distance bullshit is for the birds. Having to su

Could By Then Be Seven Points
FOUNDER, PRESIDENT, OWNER ULTIMATELY A HIGHLY PASSIONATE FAN Whichever way that improbable playoff ball rolls down Saputo Stadium way no one can deny that the Impacts inaugural season in Major League Soccer sits firmly above Toronto FCs class of 2007 and the Whitecaps class of 2011. Ravens Super Bowl Jersey . When though the Impact started the campaign after seven less than magnificent matches the MLS rookies had recorded but the solitary victory, whilst losing five. Not only were they leaking goals at an alarming rate often it was painful to watch. Carving out an identity, a football philosophy was not possible. Sometimes you wondered if it was actually football the team was playing. Foul or be fouled appeared to override all else. The mid-point of the season was met with the clubs most resounding defeat to date and a most demoralizing one at that - 0-3 at home in front of a certain 2006 World Cup winner. Adding to the Impact pain, it came against their biggest rival. The final whistl

Stand Your Ground
I have struggled far and wide But I will not hide I will show my colors Even to others I have seen life and death When I come to shine My light will be guided by that saviour of mine I know my suffering is only a moment in time Sometimes helplessness is hard to hide I will stand my ground I will look around Give my life for any friend of mine I know where I stand Even if it is not solid ground I know my friends will always know I am around If they fall they are sure to know I will be with them wherever they go Let my light shine To every friend of mine Let them know their struggles are also mine I will be your rock I will show you true love Jesus is my life Who is yours Dont turn your back It is hard to stand strong With no faith in hope Your surely lost to a dark soul

Friends
I have been accussed of " posting nude pics just so I could make a bunch of fake friends" so.. my private photos are now only to be viewed by "family". Lets see how many real friends I have... If you are a real friend then you will understand and still visit and leave mes., if not I don't need you any way!!

Superman & Sex
One day Superman was feeling a bit horny. So, he began to ask his super Hero friends for ideas on where he could get a bit of action. "Hey Batman! Who's good in the sack?" "Well Superman, everyone knows that Wonder Woman is the best sex in Comicland. Why don't you try her?" replied Batman. "I'd love to, but Wonder Woman and I are friends. So I don't really want to take advantage of her." "Damn shame," said Batman as he waved goodbye to Superman and drove off. Ten minutes later Superman was flying low over a city when he saw the Green Lantern patching up a building. He flew down. "Hey Pal, I'm looking for a little action. You're a swinging bachelor, who's the best babe in comicland?" "Hey, Superman! Everyone knows that Wonder Woman is far and away the best lay in Comicland, why don't you try her?" "Well, we're sort of friends," Superman said, "but I didn't realize she had gotten around so much" and he flew off in frustration. Twenty minutes later Supe

The Nashieboo Survey
. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?: Sarah Michelle Gellar...I wanna introduce her to my bologna 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?: I'm the guys that makes that one wheel always stick. 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?: I listen and then use peoples words against them 4. Do you take compliments well?: I hate them 5. Are you an active person?: actively resting 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, do you survive?: of course....you can't kill me 7. Do you like to ride horses?: In the nude 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?: once...but I broke out 9. What was your favorite game as a kid?: Burn Things 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you get involved with him/her?: nobody would EVER pursue me....I am IMMUNE to adultery 11. Are you judgmental?: nope...just better than you ( j/k...my lc girls know i love them! ) 12. Could you date

Our Lullaby!!!
The time I rocked you on me knee Was much shorter than that time should be But inside my heart I still rock on And treasure you as my darling son Not a day passes when I don't think of you . . . Mommy dearest I love you, I hear your prayers I sit beside your bed and stroke your hair Holding your hand I watch you sleep My face cuddles close against your cheek Not a night passes where I'm not with you . . . My son I only wish we had shared more joys More birthday presents and Christmas toys I feel in my life there has been an empty place Because I could not stare into my little boy's face There's not a morning I don't cry missing you . . . Mom I have seen you shed your tears I have watched you struggle throughout the years Don't you realize I have always been there Those Christmas's and birthday's we DID get to share God sent me in many ways . . . In your heart you know this to be true . . . Yes my dear , I know it's true I have felt you in many ways Yet I

My Dream
I had a dream last night it was powerful and full of emotion colorful passion and deep desires it was like being swallowed up whole in love left feeling wanting more, in need of you I never ever dreamed like this before not that I can remember... I woke from this dream still feeling you still having desires rush through my body at the same time giving in to what it was Part of me was overwhealmed yet I felt complete and fullfilled Is it strange to feel this way? I was alone and left yearning for you... more so a need to be next to you Not just now or only tomorrow but always ... each and every day So I ask you, my love may I lay beside you at night... to wake with you each morning? I love you baby!

I Think I May Need To Take My Pics Off!!!
I was recently told I was a whore because I liked to show off my body on here. The funny thing to this is that if you look at the people that he is a fan of, alot of them show their bodies off!!! I thought I would include our conversation....since right after he called me a whore he blocked me. This was the first time I had ever talked to him. I guess he was just mad since I didn't reply back to his comments. Guess I won't be getting any more of those, huh??....OH DARN!!! Now I do know that I am flashy, but it is a site for that reason...to show anything you want...if you want to be closed minded and judge people for how they look and dress so be it...but keep your opinions to yourself, or talk to other simple minded people. No one else honestly could care. If you don't like the pictures that I or anyone else posts..then dammit....don't look at them...makes sense to me, any one else agree?? Now you will have to read this as you would a shout since that is how this came to me

People On Lc/ct
I WANT ALL OF YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I VALUE YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND SUPPORT.....I HAVE FOUND ALL OF TO BE HONEST,KIND,LOVING,WARM,DOWN TO EARTH,SWEET,AWESOME,WONDERFUL AND MOST OF ALL BEAUTIFUL. I AM VERY BLESSED TO HAVE ALL OF YOU AS FRIENDS....I PRAY FOR ALL OF YOU DAILY(INCLUDING YOUR FAMILIES)THAT YOU ARE HAPPY,HEALTHY AND LOVED...PLEASE FEEL FREE TO WRITE ME ANYTIME. I DO LOVE IT WHEN YOU DO. ALL OF YOU ARE WORTH MY WEIGHT IN GOLD AND I AM A BIG CHUBBY CHIC TOO! SO THAT WOULD BE A LOT OF GOLD. MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU, FreakyLizardChic(Nicole)

That's More Than I Thought It Would Be
You are 2% Christian Tsk, Tsk, and this whole time you thought you were right. You're probably in the list of people who voted for Bush.How Christian Are You?Create MySpace Quizzes

Sex Style
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Stupid Boyfriend!
Yep... so it looks like me and the boyfriend may be comming to an end.... are all guys such complete assholes? dont ever care that im in the midst of exams and i have projects comming out my ass due in 3 days and i dont have time to see him every second of the fuckin day! then he makes me feel like shit that im going to school and making something of myself. screw off... i deserve better than that... I need a new bf...

Dsl Hell (f_ _ K Verizon)
CAN U BELIEVE VERIZON IS SCREWING ME OVER ON MY DSL ALL BECAUSE I DROPPED THEIR PHONE SERVICE.I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE FREE FROM THE OPPRESSION OF BIG BROTHER BUSINESS..WHY IS IT THAT THE ESSENTIAL THINGS WE NEED TO FUNCTION IN OUR SOCIETY TODAY ARE THE HARDEST AND MOST DIFFICULT THINGS TO DEAL WITH..GRRRRR...THEY CHARGE ME AN ARM AND A LEG FOR THEIR SERVICE..BUT I CANNOT GET GOOD CUSTOMER SERVICE.FUCKING VERIZON.JUST WHEN I WAS BEGINGNING TO ENJOY MY PEACE OF MY MIND THEY HAD TO GO DO THIS...FUCKERS..I WISH I CAN DROP A BOMB ON THEIR CORPORATE OFFICE. NO HIGH SPEED CONNECTION..NO PHONE..TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE THEIR ONE COMPETITION IN MY STATE IS AS BAD AS THEY ARE...I'M..SCREWED. GRRR..FUCK VERIZON........BLOODY MISERABLE COMPANY!

What Happened To The Others?
Well, i got tired of some of these people on here that might rip or just copy them for the use of fooling others on here. so if you would like to see them again i'll have to add you to my family...that is if your showing those kinds of pics too.;) but, some of you that already my friends will be put in the family already.

Out At Club Another Night
WEnt to club again still no takers on the guys but took my daughter this time and had good time on dance floor. It was fun till we wanted to go home and the person we rode with wasnt ready. Man life sucks.

Livestream Cam 2 De Gouden Kooi ( A Dutch Tv Program)
Now Streaming CAM 2. Pick another CAM: CAM 1 CAM 3 CAM 4 Above the livestream directly from the Villa "de Gouden Kooi" ("the Golden Cage"). It's a TV show from the Netherlands. So please be aware of the time difference (CET = Central European Time). And yes we sleep at night too. ;) It's about 8 people who live in a million dollar villa. The last person who stays in the house wins the villa. Will it last over two years the winner gets the million dollar villa and a million dollar in ca$h... It's a bit like BigBrother only no one knows when this show will end. I'm sure you'll have this show later too. Did you know the inventors of Big Brother where Dutch? Like me... lol

Woke Up Horny
Wow... what a dream I had. I am now so horny I cannot wait till my husband gets home from his business trip tonight. I might just watch a couple porn flicks and plan the evening for welcoming my husband home. Hmmmm.... I have an itch and my husband can scratch it... hurry home honey.

Testt!!! Take It To Add Me As A Friend!!
For the people who want to request me as a friend, Take the Test FIRSTT!!! Okay so I am kind of annoyed that nobody reads my profile or really wants to talk to me, they just add me as a friend...So lets try to set up this lil test for everybody who wants to request me as a friend! You need to atleast get 50% right to be added else I will decline you. Send it in a message to me and then I will add ya!! And the people who Added me and dont know me u should really be taking this test to, but Ive already added u...SO i guess it really doesnt matter lol! If you know for sure 5 then only answer 5 thats cool as long as u answer.... First Question.... What is my name?? Question Two..... When is my Birthday? Question Three.... Where am I from??? Question Four... By looking at my profile what do you think my favorite color is? Question Five... What song do I have on my profile right now to ? Question Six.... What kind of music do I like? *hint* Its one of

Lmao
The year's "Best Comeback" line If you ever testify in court, you might wish you could have been as sharp as this policeman. He was being cross-examined by a defense attorney during a felony trial. & nbsp;The lawyer was trying to undermine the policeman's credibility.... Q: "Officer -- did you see my client fleeing the scene?" A: "No sir. But I subsequently observed a person matching the description of the offender, running several blocks away." Q: "Officer -- who provided this description?" A: "The officer who responded to the scene." Q: "A fellow officer provided the description of this so-called offender. Do you trust your fellow officers?" A: "Yes, sir. With my life." Q: "With your life? Let me ask you this then officer. Do you have a room where you change your clothes in preparation for your daily duties?" A: "Yes sir, we do!" Q: "And do you have a locker in the room?" A: "Yes sir, I do." Q: "And do you have a lock on your

Am I A Bitch
I am 38% Asshole/Bitch.I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me.Take theAsshole/Bitch Test@ FualiDotCom

No Foolin'!
Originally posted April first 2007 No foolin'! I sure ain't a fool, Is it true? "My breaking heart and I agree, that you and I can never be, so the very best, I set you free..." or is it... "If you love something, set it free, if it comes back it was meant to be..." How many times do I let her go? Should I let her back in? Whatever will be will be... ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci

Poem: I Love You
I told you always and that I always would. When we love always, always does mean forever. You told me forever and that you would forever love me. So when we love forever, forever does mean always. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated :6/20/94

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use t

When A Cop Sleeps
"When a Cop Sleeps" Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood. The demons bring the broken bodies from the wrecks the sickening smell of death and the kids...Oh God please, not the kids. Mainly the demons bring the eyes... the hatred and desperation in the eyes of the people you fight, the pleading and pain of the people you try to help, and the quiet and blankness in death of the ones you couldn't. The demons bring sounds too.... the sounds of tires skidding and metal crunching from the wrecks, the gunshots that seem so loud on TV yet so muffled on the street, the screams and crying that all blend together after a while. The demons won't leave... Alcohol and sleeping pills work for a while but they come back. Some have used their own deaths to flee from them, but most of us are scared that in causing our own deat

A Poem
I wrote this poem a few months ago. Spring is in the air, we try to live each day without a care. Spring is the time of love, we search for it everywhere even asking from above. Spring oh spring oh how I love thee. The Crisp night's, the cool morning's.To watch the animal's play. Each day longing for you to bring someone my way. Spring brings things a new, Things meant for two. I hope one day,Spring brings me to you. We will meet,we will play,then fall in love. And I will think you were sent from above. Thank you spring,Thank you for sharing with me, all the love that you bring forever I will love thee. Hope you liked it.....Peace!.

My Passion
Shadows dance across the wall as soft music plays in the background. Slowly I lead you into the bathroom. You are curious as to what exactly I am up to, but not reluctant to follow my lead. The bathroom is dimmly lit by candles with fresh incense burning creating a sensual but inviting setting. A bottle of wine, two glasses, a small cup of dark chocolate, and a bowl of fresh strawberries sit next to a nice bubble bath with rose pettles floating atop. You smile bashfully as you ask me" You did all of this for me?" I look you in the eyes with my infamous smirk and reply, " This is only the beginning." I lean in close to you staring deeply into your eyes and run my hands through your hair. I softly grasp the small of your neck and pull you closer to me . A shiver runs through our bodies as our lips meet. Slowly an dgently I begin to nibble on your lips with my own, occasionly brushing them lightly with my tongue. Our hands begin to fondle each other's clothing in a desperate attempt to re

Only 10
I figure if I could just get 10 from each one of my friends on my list I would be ok with this contest...Even 5!!! Is that too much to ask? Its not like you don't get points for it, or you aren't commenting other pics...(if you know what I mean) come on people...help a girl out already! Not meant for those that have actually put some time and effort into helping me, you are all angels in my book. I have a feeling this contest is going to cost me friends and that makes me sad..:( click the pic and comment...

This Is Not Nsfw
to whoever keeps marking this nsfw it is not i think the bible clearly states nsfw has no face in it and full nudity this has a top no nudity and my face this picture is sfw i have had other bouncers remark it sfw so please stop marking it nsfw

I Wish...........
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try to save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire "Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What hazards await me? I

An Enhancement
Jason sat down at the base of an old oak tree in the middle of the woods to have a snack, far away from the small village in which he lived, but not far enough to out run his troubles. He wanted nothing in the world more than to play football and yet this season had been a disappointment. The team had lost their first two games and he could already sense his community support dwindling. As he sat eating he recalled fumbles and penalties until finally he yelled in frustration,"Why!!?" Just then, an acorn hit him in the side of his face. He looked to see a squirrel, not 10 yards from him holding another acorn and giggling. As he reached for his shot gun, the squirrel spoke saying, "If you do not shoot me I will grant you the ability to throw the ball farther and with more accuracy than anyone alive! And you will be able to run faster than anyone else on the field with you." Jason was amused and befuddled, but kept eating. The more he ate the more the squirrels words made sense. The

Teriyaki-glazed Hens
Teriyaki-Glazed Hens We love serving Cornish hens as an alternative to chicken. This recipe from Sarah, the Duchess of York, pairs cut-up hens (you can have your butcher do the cutting) with a tangy-sweet teriyaki sauce, which gives the roasted birds wonderful color and flavor. Credit: Win the Weight Game by Sarah, the Duchess of York, and Weight Watchers Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1/2 cup reduced-sodium soy sauce * 1 tablespoon grated, peeled fresh ginger * 1/4 cup packed dark brown sugar * 1 tablespoon dry sherry * 2 garlic cloves, peeled * 2 (1 1/4- to 1 1/2-pound) Cornish game hens, quartered and skinned Directions: Preheat the oven to 450 degrees F. Combine the soy sauce, ginger, brown sugar and sherry in a small saucepan; press the garlic in with a garlic press. Bring to a boil over medium heat and boil until slightly thickened, about 5 minutes, then remove from the heat. Place the hen quarters in a single layer in a foil-lined

After Work
After a long day of work for both of us, we kick off our shoes and stretch out on the couch. "I've been on my feet all day" you say as you rub your feet across my thigh. Taking a nylon clad foot in both hands and slowly rubbing and kneading the tense muscles of your foot. As you let out a soft sigh and rub the other foot on the outside of my hands, and I give it the same slow loving treatment as the other. "Now would you like for me to get the massage oil and finish what I've started?" I whisper to you with a knowing smile on my lips. "Aren't you back yet", you giggle as you caress my beard with your toes. Coming back with the massage oil, and two towels, I stop and turn the stereo on and put on some soft relaxing music and light the candles we have in the room. Knealing at your waist, my hands glide under your skirt and slowly pull down your pantyhose. You feel my fingers light caress your thighs as I remove the nylon from them...getting down til the nylons slide off your feet and I

With Age, Came Rage
Crippled I've been, Scarred I will be. Did you think of that when you began to use me? Your claims to care, that you wished me no pain, just fed my dispair for your complete disdain. You paid no notice to my distress for my state of undress - your state of undress. I was only a CHILD! still meek, still mild. With age, came rage. You'd not touch me again. Did you think I'd never change? Was I to ignore the past? Surely your mind was deranged to think THAT would last. My memories never fade. They are vivid still. That you never paid Makes me feel ill. Your escape, your death, I still don't feel free. Why doesn't your lack of breath do anything to help me? My rage seems dull now- It has lost it's focus. My pain still festers. I thought it would fade. I'd hoped to move past. But it has stayed, and seems it will last for the rest of my life - Will my emotions always be in strife? 27 January 2004

Alone
All alone, with noone to call my own I travel through the world with noone at my side Nobody is there for me to lean on Nobody is there to comfort me in my time of need Yes, there is noone, noone at all, and my heart yearns for someone There is nobody next to me, with miles around me of empty space All I desire is just one person to accompany me in the dreadful place

Home Recovering....
It's been awhile since I have posted any up dates on my health, so for those who have been following my decline...here goes. I have been under the care of nurce Bennet, the kidney nurce at my VA clinic, several months agos she gave the class on "end stage kidney desiese", I learned alot! first was if you're attending the class you will need dialysis and second was that I might be able to do my own dialysis at home...ah, a glimmer of hope layed on the horizon! Within the five months that followed my body was sending me signs that I was going down hill but it would seem looking back on it now...I was in denial. One night about 5 weeks ago I could not sleep, I spent 2 days and 2 night fighting to catch my breath, breathing was very difficult. 3 weeks ago it was desided by nurce Bennt and my kidney doctor that I should go ahead and have a catheder put into my belly so I would be able to do "parateneal" dialysis at home but I have to be evaluated by the surgons at the Tampa VA. Th

Starting The Year Off With A Bang... And Not In A Good Way...
Just when I was thinking things might be looking up, they decided to slide back downhill. So.... grandma had a stroke. Or something like it. They aren't quite sure since she does seem to be fairly sharp but she's lost most of the function in her left side and seems unable to close her mouth so her speech is pretty garbled. I could have asked them to take her to the hospital where she could possibly be diagnosed and treated but chances are good that it isn't treatable and she gets so stressed out by being moved to new places that it probably would have made things ten times worse.... and undiagnosable. So she'll stay there for the night and I'll go check on her tomorrow. If anything changes, of course they will let me know. I do have some concerns because the papers to make me power of attorney are still unsigned. The lawyer was supposed to get ahold of me last week but didn't. I foolishly didn't contact her, figuring it wasn't urgent. You'd think I would have learned by now.

Valentine Fu-bucks Give Away.
WANNA EARN SOME FAST AND EASY FU-BUCKS ????? LADIES AND GENTLEMEN ITS TIME TO SEE IF YOU CAN BE THE WINNER. IT MIGHT BE YOU OR ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS!!! YOU WANNA KNOW ??? CHECK THIS OUT: *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*IS HOSTING A VALENTINE FU-BUCKS GIVE AWAY CONTEST,IT WILL START AS SOON AS SHE HAVE 20 CONTESTANTS,AND IT WILL LAST FOR 7 DAYS. CONTESTANTS WILL BE NOTIFIED 24 HOURS BEFORE THE CONTEST BY MAIL. prizes are: 1~first to reach 50,000 comments will get 1,000,000 2~first to reach 35,000 comments will get 500,000 3~first to reach 20,000 comments will get 250,000 4~ first to reach 10,000 comments will get 100,000 CONTEST WILL LAST 7 DAYS,IT WILL START AS SOON AS SHE HAVE 20 OR MORE CONTESTANTS *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*@ fubar THE RULES ARE: 1~ NO NSFW PICTURES ARE ALLOWED TO ENTER THE CONTEST OR TO BE POSTED AS A COMMENT. 2~ COMMENT BOMBING AND SELF COMMENTING ARE ALLOWED. 3~ NO DRAMA OF ANY KIND,ANY DRAMA STARTER WILL BE ELIMINATED FROM THE CONTEST. 4~ GOOD SP

Space Hotties Co-leader
Great New for Space Hottie's Family We have a new Co-Leader, after lots of hard thinking and conferences to find out who would be best to help out family grow to it's full potential and find the person most liked by all we have found our person. I know you are all wanting me to shut up and tell you so I want to welcome LordGarfield as Co-Leader of Space Hotties. He will keep his title as Bartender to so he will be our first to hold 2 titles for us! Please understand he is a partner in this and has Baby Girl and my full support in anything! I have the utmost respect for LordGarfield and know we have all made the right decision on this matter! In the time he has been with us he has done many unselfish acts of kindness for us all! LordGarfield "Freedomguy63" *Love the FU-Bombers* Family " Space Hotties Bartender & C @ fubar This decision was not mine solo it is the decision of the majority of the family! I am pleased to have you as out partner in all family matte

Carnal Tunnel Syndrome: Unteach Me
Almost a year ago, I met a boy on another website who shares my fondness for French erotica. We chatted for a while until he bored me to tears, but I was happy to take from the vacuous relationship a list of about five pornish films that I could add to my netflix queue. The first was Secret Things. I watched it a few weeks ago and loved it. I don't remember anything that happened in the film, but there were several fairly hot lesbian scenes. The second movie was The Piano Teacher. If I were going to recommend this movie to you, I would tell you to stop reading right now. As it is, though, I'm really not going to recommend the movie, so you should feel free to keep reading. Mark it as "already viewed" on your netflix account, and go on your merry way. But not before reading about WHY this movie doesn't belong on your netflix queue. It made me feel bad about masturbating. Let me explain. When I was a wee girl, I sometimes felt bad about masturbating. It felt good, and I went

Double Ugh
I just re-wrote my entire about me section. It took me a good hour. When I went to post it I got the famous internet explorer page cannot be displayed. There are few things that make me want to scream a stream of curse words, but that message will do it everytime. MOTHER TRUCKER!!

Got Ya
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I enjoy alone time quite a bit 2) I have two daughters 22 and 18 3) I have a pretty short temper 4) I don't like to be messed with 5) I enjoy my time smoking and drinking 6) I am going to shoot TicTac 7) I am a sarcastic person 8) I enjoy SEX a lot 9) I like to have fun 10) I try to treat all people fair Buck,MikeHammer031,Dr.Strangelove,BGAME63,Fordman77

Now You’re Gone
I see you’ve left, and gone away. When again shall I see you? You’re one of the best friends I’ve ever had. These are the memories I hold of you: Arguing togther, over nothing at all, next to each other in a history class. I never dreamed I’d come to love, The one whom I’d harrass. Being together, those days in spring, I never thought I was your "one," Speaking as best friends, staying together, Spending a lifetime out in the sun. Long summer days in a bowling alley, Five dollars to cover the cost of the gift. Silver jersey and wheeled sneakers on, Dancing along to fast guitar riffs. Leaning on my shoulder, telling a joke, Accompanied by my mini-skirt’s lace, Stealing things and acting profoundly, While music filled the place. Long phone calls on a Thursday night, Spent talking about nothing real. My love for metaphors, your best friends, And the ways that we both feel. Propping your legs up onto mine, Your cologne’s scent still fills this air. Sit

Damage To My Car
I hope everyone had a great weekend, mine was going alright up until my bf calls me from the local park and told me that there is a whole in my back window. he calls me back a few minutes later and tells me that the entire window shattered. Had to call a few places to get a quote on how much it will cost to fix it. Why are some ppl so mean and thoughtless. I mean it happpens to everyone right? but your thoughts about matters like this change when it happens to you. Now i have to call around and see how much this is going to cost me. ill keep everyone updated

Tag Ur It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am the baby of 3. 2. I am a human resources manager. 3. I am a single mommie of a 2 yr old 4. I am an ex-army brat 5. I love the beach 6. I am scared of spiders 7. I LOVE football... go saints and cowboys 8. I have 5 dogs (4 lil ones and 1 big one) 9. I used to have a pet sugar glider 10. I can't sleep with someone touching me unless i really trust the person 11. I love Mt. dew 12. I've bought ever car i ever owned...even my first (now tell me the baby gets everything) 13. My older bro died in 1999 in a car wreck 14. I have been over most of the US... except the east coast 15. I us

7 Innovations That Will Change Your Life
The future will be a feast for the senses, with breakthroughs that enhance computers' ability to hear, see, and even smell for us. by Eric Griffith Buzz up!on Yahoo! Each year when we talk to the leading research labs for our future tech story, we learn new things, some stunning and some almost heart-breaking, because often the coolest technology is going to take a long, long time to reach perfection. This year was no different. We saw a pattern early on, finding technology projects under way at the big companies and university labs that mimic or enhance the human senses. They include an innovative touchpad that will let you control your future mobile device from the back, a vision system for your car that will help you see through thick fog, and an electronic nose that will sniff out rotten food for you. Perhaps most amazing, to both science-fiction aficionados and the ever-growing numbers of war victims, are new artificial limbs controlled by existing nerve endings and, eve

Choices We Make
This is am Mumm i came across Why is it that many people (men & women)choose to remain in relationships even though they are treated like crap. Why do people allow themselves to be lied to and cheated on repeatedly? Common sense (which isn't very common) dictates that the best thing to do would be to let go. Why is that so difficult for some? Here are some answers i found interesting! Women get off on being treated like pieces of sh@t They stay with the guys that treat them like crap then go to the good guys for the "emotional/moral" support, all at the same time leading the good guys on and letting them think they're into them and just saunter on back to the f@ckheads. But hey, that's life.(bullSh!T) By that time, the woman has fallen in love with the creep and when he promises to never act that way again, he just keeps getting worse.(True) think it is the fact that no matter how bad you are treated you are a comfortable place.You fear the unknown.How do y

My Legacy Continues!
Born on July 3, 2008 at 7:54 am Weighing in at 6 lbs 2 oz Standing at 19 3/4 in long I am introducing to you Larry Thomas Priest III (The future Casanova) Feel free to click through and rate and comment this photo seen above!

Stutter
STUTTER A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. 'Human beings are the only animals that stutter', she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered', She volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well', she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!' 'That must've been scary', said the teacher. 'It sure was', said

Just Typing Things Out To Think Them Through
i don't deal well with unrest in my life. i'm rather considered a peaceful person, i keep to myself a lot and do what i have to do without insinuating myself into other people's lives. that's just me. i like things quiet and peaceful. but drama seems to follow me. it's nuts. i go to work, mind my business, dress modestly and do my work and end up with a damned stalker. i contact a cop about the guy and he ends up asking me out to dinner and calling me off hours until i have to tell him off. it felt like that children's song about the old lady and the fly (she swallowed a spider to catch the fly...) i contact a cop to chase off the fireman... i come from this close knit irish catholic family, they got wind of my goings on through my brother - and now the pressure is on me to move closer to them. i've spent my entire life in the shadow of them... consequently i am moral by nature and do well with an authority figgure in my life. but hell. it gets a little old sometimes

All These Fubar Tramps
OK what with all private shit U set there and beg YES I SAID BEG for ppl to go to ur BLAND ASS page to f*a*r and shit when we get there all ur pics are private AND there porn shit WE ALL KNOW they are WHAT are u too damn GOOD to let people see what have you took them didnt you why lock them Up unless ur trampen urslef out for all u can get and U decide what pics are good enough for the likes oF the fuland perverts ME personly WHY take them if u just gonna be like NOPE only few slectd few can see. 1 i yet to see a totaly hot babe or GUY that was worth that status quo and 2 why u take NUDES and have ppl be like OOH i wish i can see when most ur pics are of ur fucking tits! COME ON we all know weer thinking this! NSFW but yet it says if uload them u can be dleted as it haened yet/ FOR ALL U porn stars wanna BE> IF it private print that shit and put in ur PRIVAE DRAWER BY ur bed LOL u know what that means dont act like u dont! ANYWAYS IF i see PLEASE RATE FAN ME AND SHI

New
new ------------------------------ "It takes strength to be certain It takes courage to have doubts. It takes strength to fit in, It takes courage to stand out. It takes strength to feel a friend's pain, It takes courage to feel your own pain. It takes strength to hide your own pains, It takes courage to show them. It takes strength to stand guard, It takes courage to let down your guard. It takes strength to conquer, It takes courage to surrender. It takes strength to endure abuses, It takes courage to stop them. It takes strength to stand alone, It takes courage to lean on a friend. It takes strength to love, It takes courage to be loved. It takes strength to survive, It takes courage to live." by David L. Griffith

L.d.c Family
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Week 2 Schedule
Hey all :) Here is the schedule for week 2. There is no game on Thursday so you can get your picks to me by Friday. Good luck guys! Sunday, Sept 14th CHICAGO @ CAROLINA TENNESSEE @ CINCINNATTI GREEN BAY @ DETROIT BUFFALO @ JACKSONVILLE OAKLAND @ KANSAS CITY INDIANAPOLIS @ MINNESOTA NEW YORK GIANTS @ ST. LOUIS NEW ORLEANS @ WASHINGTON SAN FRANCISCO @ SEATTLE ATLANTA @ TAMPA BAY MIAMI @ ARIZONA SAN DIEGO @ DENVER BALTIMORE @ HOUSTON NEW ENGLAND @ NEW YORK JETS PITTSBURGH @ CLEVELAND Monday, Sept 15th PHILADELPHIA @ DALLAS Same rules apply for the Monday night game. Total score in case of a tie between players.

Cancer Is Evil
Cancer is evil this is true And there isn't much you can do And when you are tired and start to cry I will always be here by your side Look to the future and hope for the best Never give up and fight with the rest - Me

Puns Intended. . .
A FEW PUNS INTENDED 1. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir cumference. He acquired his size from too much pi. 2. I thought I saw an eye doctor on an Alaskan island, but it turned out to be an optical Aleutian. 3. She was only a whisky maker, but he loved her still. 4. A rubber band pistol was confiscated from algebra class because it was a weapon of math disruption. 5. The butcher backed into the meat grinder and got a little behind in his work. 6. No matter how much you push the envelope, it'll still be stationery. 7. A dog gave birth to puppies near the road and was cited for littering. 8. A grenade thrown into a kitchen in France would result in Linoleum Blownapart. 9. Two silk worms had a race. They ended up in a tie. 10. Time flies like an arrow. Fruit flies like a banana. 11. A hole has been found in the nudist camp wall. The police are looking into it. 12. Atheism is a non-prophet organization.

My Dog
Everybody who has a dog calls it something like "Rover" or "Spot" or "Bruno" But I thought I'd call my dog "Sex." Now my dog, Sex, has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the city hall to renew his license, I told the clerk I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I'd like to have one too". Then I said, "But this is a dog." He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then I said, "You don't understand. I've had Sex since I was nine years old." He said that I must have been quite a kid. When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took the dog with us. I told the hotel clerk that I wanted a room for my wife and me, and a special room for Sex. He said that every room in the hotel was for sex. So I finally said, "You don't understand. Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Me too." One day I entered Sex in a contest, but before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was just standing there looking around. I told him I had p

A Must Read!!
Think about this for a minute... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, Would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; Would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, Would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just someone to talk to you when they are bored . I just Did.....because you are my friend. Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, They see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER..that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is heaven, and life is like hell without it It's 'world best friends week'. Who is your best

October ...........
OCTOBER IS RETT SYNDROME AWARENESS MONTH ( A DEBILITATING NEUROMUSCULAR DISORDER) LETS EDUCATE OURSELVES A LIL Rett syndrome is caused by mutations in the gene MECP2 located on the X chromosome. Every five hours a girl is born with Rett syndrome. Rett syndrome is the only Autism spectrum disorder with a known genetic cause. Rett syndrome is the leading genetic cause of severe impairment in females. Rett syndrome affects all ethnic, racial and socio-economic groups; every parent is at risk for having a child with Rett syndrome. THESE ARE JUST A FEW FACTS ABOUT RETTS SYNDROME..... THIS WONDERFUL MOTHER BELOW LIVES EVERYDAY OF HER LIFE WITH IT AND WANTS TO GET INFORMATION OUT THERE FOR EVERYONE. PLEASE GO TO http://www.rettsyndrome.org TO LEARN MORE. ~NorthernAngel~@ fubar THIS WOMAN DID NOT ASK ME TO PIMP HER OUT OR EVEN DO THIS BUT AFTER READING HER BLOG, PROFILE AND TALKING TO A FRIEND OF HERS I FIGURED WHY NOT. SHE WANTS TO ADD

Week 4
I got killed this week, lost by 50 points. It was rather ugly. My best player was my kicker, and everyone else seemed to take the week off. In my defense, it was my bye week for half my team, and I cobbled together a lineup, but it should have been closer. An add factoid, in four years, six leagues, I've never beaten the person I played against. I'm hoping I break this ugly pattern sometime this year, but who knows. In Nascar, Jimmy Johnson got first, and Joey Logano got close to last, and I lost by 30 again. Johnson has finished high each week, and I'm 2-3 the last 5 weeks, because whoever I match him with runs like shit. I still have high hopes for football, I can't wait for the Nascar to end, just a few more weeks, thank God!

My Fantasy
My Fantasy For all of you who are wondering what my fantasy is. Well here it is: My fantasy is to have a man be loyal, want me and only me, and have eyes for me and no other women. I would like to have a man who can have an intelligent conversation that doesn’t lead to sex in 20 minutes. I would like to be able to talk for hours about life in general. I want a man who will love and care for my children. I want a man who will not lie or cheat on me. I would like a man who isn’t afraid of romance. A man who doesn’t mind holding hands in public. I want a man who will make love to me. A man who likes to touch and be touched. I would like to have a man who isn’t afraid to say “I love you”. Who can show how much he loves me with a look or a touch. Maybe what I want is a fairy tale or a fantasy but it’s what I want. I just hope I can find it.

Two People, Two Different Worlds.
Two people, Two Different Worlds. 1 person lives with her family and hates it and wishes she could live with her boyfriend. The other also lives with his family And occasionally likes it, but just not all the time. She hates it when her family takes Her stuff and her privileges away and When they snoop through all her Stuff. She doesn't know why they do., but maybe its because they want to see what is going on in her personal life, but she doesn't want them to. Or maybe it's because they think she is on drugs or something. Whatever the reason she thinks that they need to stay out of her diaries and stuff and stop suspecting her of stuff. They are two people, in two different worlds.

Auto 11's
Hey friends! I am going to activate my Birthday Auto 11 from my hubby here in a little while! My birthday is tomorrow and I was gonna wait til then to use it.. but HH are everywhere today! LOL If anyone is willing to sell me an auto 11 to use on my bday to pick up when this one ends.. I will pay 2.5 Million fu$$! If this sounds good to ya and you wanna make an old gal feel good on her 33nd bday.. pm me! LOL Come love me up, not sure when I will get another one! If you rate and would like me to try and return them.. please send me a pm cause I may not be at the pc and my bartab moves pretty quick! Will see if I get any takers on the auto 11 for fubucks before I activate the one I have. :) Love & Hugs Sheri &hearts

Complete System Restore
I am going to do a complete system restore on my Dell laptop and will also be doing a reformat on my old HP desktop today. Hopefully I will be back up in a little while ... but if I am not here you will know why. Wish me some luck!!! I hate doing reformats... never have done a complete system restore on my laptop before but from what I have told the guys on Dell tech service that is what I need to do to resolve my USB connection issues. Each time a connect a USB cord to my laptop my computer shuts down. NOT GOOD. So... here we go... bye for now

My Step Son
hello friends just wanted to update everyone on my stepson he recently left on my bday to go to the navy boot camp in great lakes and we found out that instead of 8 weeks he will be gone 16 weeks he wont be here to see his baby brother born but that is ok. i just people to know that we are very proud of him to make a big decision like this on his own he is very smart and he is gonna be going to texas after boot camp for his training i guess he is gonna be a navy cop. so god bless our troops and all the new ones to come and pray for there safety home

Hints, Allegations And Things Left Unsaid
So many things about which to blog, such little time in which your attention spans exist. First off, it's been a hectic month. No doubt some of you have heard that my fellow Prime Time Newspaper editorialists and I have been forced to move from our confines in northeast San Antonio to downtown. To the Express-News building. Yes. There. I had long tried my best not to work there. For the Express, anyways. It's not my choice. Rather, it was the choice of the E-N/Hearst, which refused to pony up $75,000 to install a new advertising/data entry/pagination system at our (now former) office. So off to downtown we went, where we now hassle with paid parking, longer commutes and the unsavory idea that downtown of a city where I've lived all my life suddenly no longer appeals to me. And my colleagues and I are forced to deal -- under holiday deadlines -- with said new computer system (whose supposed benefits over previous eras of digital writing/editing/page design so far escape me), a W

Again......be Warned!!
As I pointed out in a previous blog, I stated that I do not intend to become embroiled in any ones little games that they wish to play, but it seems that it continues to grow…for me I do not care what anyone thinks of me as I am not here for popularity contests to see who can get the greatest number of friends, amass the most points or how fast I can get up the fu ladder , I do not care about getting rated everyday and having to keep that rate….. I am here to pass the time spent with the people I like to spend my time with and maybe building friendships with some and have even become good friends with some in my time here and have enjoyed many happy hours talking with them, laughing with them when they were happy and being there for them when their days were dark, listening to them, understanding their pain and anguish and tried to give them words of comfort and encouragement to help them through those dark days so they can once again smile. But it is becoming all too clea

Auto 11 For Tina
TINA HAS AUTO 11’S STARTING AT 1PM FU-TIME SATURDAY, THE 6TH. PLEASE RATE THE HECK OUTTA HER PAGE!!!!! ~Natural_Witch~ *Owner of Club United* No Fan No Add*Owned by Hot Rod@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Get Angry!!! More Like How Fuking Sick Can Someone Get
SS BUT I AM GOING TO VENT VERY BADLY!! HOW FUKIN SICK CAN A SO CALLED HUMAN BEING BE!!! THIS IS NOT EVEN HUMAN IN FACT A FUKING ANIMAL CANT EVEN BE THIS SICK.I WAS ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTED WHEN I SAW THISWHOEVER THE MENTAL CASES ARE THAT ARE INVOLVED IN THIS SHOULD BE DE:NUTTED AND THEN SHOT TORTURED SOMTHING....

Fun
subject: Could be fun .... post date: 2008-12-09 21:04:04 views: 10 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Last posting to this blog.. subject: Tagged (ugh i hate these but they can be fun) post date: 2008-12-09 17:54:10 views: 8 comments: 1 ratings: 0 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? Smacker 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? GA 5. Your father? GA 6. Your favorite thing? man 7. Your dream last night? sex 8. Your favorite drink? Bud 9. Your dream/goal? nurse 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? Metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? HAPPY 14. Where were you last night?bed 15. What you're not? snoby 16. Muffins? yummy 17. One of you

Aw Man Guys Can You Help Out Some Plz
75K 1 YR VIP oh yes this is a must.. can't have a level 28 whatever they named that damn level a non vip person now can we!! NO NO plz help and leave as many comments here to plz You guys.. I wants a auto cherry 11 big points big big points.. and I love things that are big.. so come on guys help me get a big one. comment comment comment right here plz.. MISTER B GOING FOR A ONE YEAR VIP 75K LETS DO IT FOR HIM.. COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN plz click on either one of these pics and leave as many comments as you can.. it will help out so much.. Thank You Thank you

About Panther
June 19th,2003 : Dream Log ! I dreamed that i was a person watching a little girl as she walked around and i said to my self that she reminded me of me at that age. The girl had just come from her Knights Tournament. As she left two guys stood at a stand still just stairing at each other in the ring . She then stoped in mid stride and grabed one of the guys arm and proceded to leave. Walking down a field , the other guy tried stoping her but she said," I'm going" . He said in return , " but i am sapost to go with you ?", but she said no," i don't want you too". They continued walking down the short field to a path that turned left. As they were walking she called a dog, whistling ! The dog came up to them slowly and followed them. When they came to the end edge of the field they came to houses. ( This is when the dream switched and i became the girl grown up with the guy) We walked up to a house with cloth's lines hanging with hand knitted, Aphgan squares of diff colors and thicknes

Hot As Hell And On Fire
HELLCAT SHE'S ONE OF THE BEST FRIENDS I'VE EVER HAD. TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY FOR HER. I WASN'T ABLE TO BE ON TO HELP HER TODAY UNTILL JUST NOW AND BUMMER THE HAPPY HOURS ARE OVER BUT EACH RATE I BELIEVE IS STILL WORTH 30 POINTS EACH MAYBE RIGHT? YA 30 POINTS CAUSE SHES GOT HER SELF AN AUTO 11 RUNNING. I DON'T KNOW ANYONE NEXT TO MAYBE BLUE *HI BLUE* THAT WORKS SO HARD AT RATING OTHERS.. ABOVE AND BEYOND THAT HER BLOGS ARE ALWAYS TO HELP OTHERS.. SHE PIMPS ALL THE AUTO 11'S THAT SHE HAPPENS TO SEE. YOU KNOW EVERY TIME SHE PIMPS THEM OUT SHES PULLING RATES AWAY FROM WHAT MIGHT OF BEEN HERS IF THEY DIDNT KNOW WHERE THESE AUTOS WERE. LETS GET HER NOW GUYS COME ON LETS DO IT. PIMP OUT WAS BROUHGT TO YOU TODAY BY MIZZ SHADY.. HI GUYS.. OH YES I ALWAYS NEED LOVE.. SO STOP ON OVER TO MY PAGE TO AFTER YOUR DONE VISITING WITH HELLCAT.. HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Ty Coughlin
Ty CoughlinLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIn case you’re not familiar with The Reverse Funnel System, it is a hands-free, fully automated home based business opportunity created by entrepreneur Ty Coughlin. The Reverse Funnel System essentially combines elements of the “funded proposals” method, online marketing techniques, and complete automation to create a network marketing program that is producing results for newcomers and veterans alike.The Reverse Funnel System is in it’s infancy, and it’s still a ground floor opportunity having only been around for a few short months now.So what has my experience with The Reverse Funnel System been like? In a nutshell, it’s been a wild ride...In the short time that I’ve been involved, I’m seeing things that I’ve never seen before in any MLM or network marketing opportunity. Due to the fact that the sales process is 100% automated, the Reverse Funnel System has eliminated much of the learning curve and provided a way for brand new reps t

My Family
i wanted to let everyone know my moms boyfriend is not doing well it could be days or weeks or months we have no clue but if im not here im with her and him and i will try to let everyone know what is goin on as best as i can...you are all in my thoughts please keep my page going for me and i love you all.... UPDATE JANUARY 13TH : UPDATE ON THIS SITUATION :THEY HAVE JUST GIVIN MY MOMS BOYFRIEND DAYS HE IS IN CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE. UPDATE: FAMILY DOWN VISITING I WILL BE HERE OFF AND ON SO HIT MY PAGE AND I WILL HIT YOURS. UPDATE ON MOMS MAN: HES REALLY NOT WELL STILL THINGS ARE GETTING WORSE AND THEY ARE PUTTING HIM IN A HOME AND HES NOT KNOWING ANYONE OMG IM GOIN TO CRY AND IM NOT DOING WELL WE PUT HIM IN SCARBOROUGH MAINE HOSPICE GOSNELLE HOME AT 5PM LAST NIGHT..... ITS A MATTER OF HOURS BEFORE HE GOES BEEN UP AT THE CENTER AND WILL BE PLEASE ALL SAY PRAYERS AND HIT MY CELL IF YOU HAVE IT IF YOU DONT THEN HIT MY PAGE WITH ANYTHING YOU CAN THANKS FOR ALL YOUR P

Reverse Funnel System Money
Reverse Funnel System moneyLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIn case you’re not familiar with The Reverse Funnel System, it is a hands-free, fully automated home based business opportunity created by entrepreneur Ty Coughlin. The Reverse Funnel System essentially combines elements of the “funded proposals” method, online marketing techniques, and complete automation to create a network marketing program that is producing results for newcomers and veterans alike.The Reverse Funnel System is in it’s infancy, and it’s still a ground floor opportunity having only been around for a few short months now.So what has my experience with The Reverse Funnel System been like? In a nutshell, it’s been a wild ride...In the short time that I’ve been involved, I’m seeing things that I’ve never seen before in any MLM or network marketing opportunity. Due to the fact that the sales process is 100% automated, the Reverse Funnel System has eliminated much of the learning curve and provided a way for

My Niece
So lately tons of my family have gotten hooked on Facebook. I admit I like it cause I've reconnected with a lot of friends. On there I've also got my one brother and his wife as well as 4 of my nieces. Plus there's 3 of my cousins on there and an uncle. It's kind of funny to send the gifts around and stuff. Tonight I went to comment to my one niece and something caught my eye. I saw a comment she had left for my other niece. Alyssa had gone to a school dance weeks ago and had pictures posted from it. Samantha left a comment about how beautiful she looked and how much she loved her hair and wished her hair was like Alyssa's. From there is where things took a turn a bit. Alyssa commented back about how she wished she was as skinny as Samantha and her sister Briana (Bri is Alyssa's sister and my youngest niece). Now mind you Alyssa isn't a fat girl. She's barely what I would call thick but she's a very beautiful young lady and no I'm not just saying that cause she's my niece

Danger Zone!!
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Fubucks For Rates Starting 4pm Fu-time 6 March
Hi Folks!! The going rate is 15,000 fubucks per 100 pic rates while my Auto 11's are activated. Send me a personal message when you are though and let me know how many pics you rated. I will send the bucks within 24 hours or less to you or whoever you want to receive them. Please do not SB me or send progress reports. Thanks, Steve

Chapter 2
Tamer... My Master's touch... Dinner was lovely, as usual, and the kids cleaned the table, stacked the dirty dishes in the dishwasher and put all the pots in the sink then off they all go again to have their last few hours of play before they go to bed. Finishing my glass of whiskey and coke, i kissed my Master and thanked Him for a lovely dinner. W/we went outside for a smoke and a little cuddle then it was back to the kitchen for me to finish last of the pots and tidy the kitchen.. I am almost done when Master Tamer comes in and walks towards me while i'm washing the last of the pots. He kisses me on the back on my neck and whispers in my ear not to move. A few seconds later He runs His hands up along my thighs, one in each of His hands, till He reaches my short dress then my ass. He moans as He notices that i am not wearing any underwear, the way He likes it.. Easy access He says. (hehe!) Lifting my dress up around my waste i started to blush.. He kindly remind me

Asshole
My response to his mumm Wow all i can say is punisher you have more issues then time magazine. all i can say is are you mad cus she is way out of your class? can't take the heat? I can tell you she is a great person, But you will never know that. Also goes to show you adultness you have to make a mumm to try and belittle her? Yea. Way to go. Grow up. This site has an age limit and cleary you have not hit it yet. Sometimes people act like there shit don't stink.. maybe he needs to chase his own tail. To get a wiff of that swamp ass

Life
Last Thurday, I had a busy day. I had to take care of last minute bills and banking issues, pack my bags to go and be done by 4:00 pm so I could make it to see my youngest son's baseball game by 5:15. at 8:00 am in the morning I got a text from the dragon (my ex), about some bullshit issue several text later I think I answered the question. at 10.00 am , I get another text message concerning child support. I was in the process of setting up my bill pay on the situation so Informed her of some of the changes and made adjustments let her know. Several texts later and a phone call got that issue clear up.at around 11am to 1:00 pm issue concerning my oldest son.at around 2:00pm she texted me asking me if my brother was going to the graduation, I said I suppose. She texted back, I need to know. after 15 texts that day I had enough. I texted back, I am packing to go to war. she texted back saying she understood. Finished the primary packing in time, headed to the game. Te

Important
Read this blog and I had to share it.. because it shares my thoughts and well it shows why I am jealous sometimes...which I am getting over and getting past...Thank you Devilsreject for this blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/297816/1029293

Sick - If U Wonder Where I Been?
I HAVE A BAD SINUS INFECTION, STREAP THROAT, AND MY FIBRMYALGIA IS FLARED ALONG WITH MY BACK AND HIPS IN PAIN I HAVE NARROWING AND BULGGING DISC IN BACK AND NECK SO I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN HIT BY A TRUCK. SO THIS IS WHY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON IN DAYS. SLOWLY BUT IM GETTING BETTER AND TAKING MED AND HAVE BEEN IN BED FOR DAYS. I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!TY FOR ANY SUPPORT U HAVE SHOWN.

Cajun Joke ( Boudreaux & Thibodeaux )
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If I Were You
I'm always the shoulder, the comfort in a certain way.. they call me their soulmate I'm always the little brother, the one they can always talk to a buddy, a soundboard, but never THAT guy.... I'm always the smooth one, easy in every way I'm the cool one, do everything for kicks yet never THE guy.. I wish i was you Just one time to be you To be with a woman on time Not be the pillow but the sheets she holds tight Just wish one day to be the wine and not the beer to be that hot dress and not the hoodie But i just wanted to be you one day not to be myself that i was everything that you are not the lonely one but the group i not the incase but the if was not the honey but the bee not the teddybear but the macho Ahhhhhh To be you one time...

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Yup Yup Yup
CA was beautiful, I got to stare at palm trees, who knew they grew with christmas lights implanted in their trunks! The weather was great, the earthquake was nice enough to wait until after I left :). Bubbles and Photobug came out to see me sunday - we had a great time and cheese pie for dinner. Yes, cheese pie, I figured they meant cheesecake, but turns out it really was cheese pie after all :-/ I finally got home after midnight last night, without my suitcase. Right now I'm waiting patiently for my suitcase, and BOB to be delivered to me... ok im only capable of soooo much patience

"who I Am"
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You ..........again
I should be over this your name and what you did shouldn't bother me any more but it does and lower I sink back into myself analyzing and reliving everything over and over again I should be past this sinking feeling that twist the knots in my stomach, It's not you any more that bring the tears its knowing all she wants is you and the fact she will never have that Its not your fault you were to far gone to be saved when you went away, tattered memories pictures and newspaper clippings thats all thats left All thats left of someone the world forgot and left to die alone these things can't be replaced, there will always be a hole in her where you should of been that no one will ever fill

Yup.
the simple act of writing to ease my troubled mind seems to much for you to manage with all your busy time. If you do not want me, thats all you got to say. but if you do, i'm hear for you to make and break my day. If you want me, you can use me but don't abuse me or you'll lose me. Just let me know if i should go to find what i deserve. And should you ever find someone who wants you like i do, i wish her lots of luck and patience~ to wait around for you.

Gimme Monies!
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Our God Is A Awesome God.
"A Very Special Meal Mirabai Chrin Once there was a very poor and devoted woman who always prayed to the Glory of God, asking very little, if anything for herself. But one thought, one desire continued to recur and finally she asked: petitioning the Lord, that if it were possible she would love to prepare a special meal and have God share at her table. And God, in His Love for this goodly woman, said He would indeed come the next day and share a meal.Filled with ecstasy, the woman went out the following morning with her meager purse and purchased such delicacies that she felt would please the Lord.Returning home, she prepared a banquet and waited patiently for her most honored guest. Soon there was a knock on the door, and when she opened it, there stood an old beggar asking for something to eat. Being a woman of God, she could not turn the beggar away, so she invited him in to partake of her table. The beggar felt as if he was in a dream - such a feast set before him. He finished

Hate List 2010
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A World For You And Me
A Special world for you and me A special bond one can not see It wraps us up in it's cocoon and holds us fiercely in it's womb It's fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to hold like silken thread it holds us fast bonds like this are meant to last And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in it's wake to bind us closer and keeps us strong in A special world where we belong..

I Never Thought
You were the last I would have ever expected to lie to me and leave me alone. To wonder where you've gone and what you're doing and what I did to deserve this. I don't remember my life without you in it. And I don't remember what its like to not have someone to call and cry to no matter the time. And I don't remember what its like to not have you do the same. I never thought you would forget me. And I never thought that you could be the monster that you've proven to be. And the sad part is. I still miss you. and I have a feeling that I always will.

Everything Happens For A Reason
Everything Happens for a Reason Why drift I here in dark abyss?With no motion, thought or feeling.Lacking sense of time or space,Finding neither floor nor ceiling.Now that void is broken byIntermittent lights so bright.Showing me what seems the way;Giving me the will to fight.Surrender seems so easy hereTo let the darkness take me down.But then a voice so very clearFrom an Angel in a tiny gown."Why?" I asked, in fear and dread."Will all be clear within due season?"Answering, the Angel said:"All things happen for a reason."And so I woke; took up the fightAs sight first blurry then alignedThen buzzers beeping, and blinking lightsStole the solace from my mind.But that fight was to regainAgainst all enmity and strifeFrom me, what was nearly ta'enMy family, my love, my life.Then the Angel gave a sighAs a tear rolled down her face

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The Devil
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Work In Progress
You center your anger and point it at me You load your hatred and pull the trigger It'll destroy you in the end you'll see Empty your rage and drop it in your holster You went for the throat to leave me bleed out Can you see the harm you caused yourself All you gave me was your doubt I'll be stronger on my own by myself.

Another Year
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Come See The Violence Inherent In The System!
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Nothing Is Easy
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Monday I met the surgeon, she was really great Next I met the nutritionist...I hate her...but then she does have me on a 1500 calorie a day diet lol She gave me 3 goals to work on this month. Protein with every meal, 64 oz of water a day, and 180 min a week of execise. Reasonable I think.. I also met with the surgery scheduler.. I have to get a pulmonary clearance, cardiac clearance, diabetes clearance, pshych clearance, see the exercise physiologist, get an upper GI, ultrasound of my liver, chest x-ray, bloodwork, get a letter from my PCP and a few other things., I had to swear I would quit smoking, forever, had to sign a paper :/ By surgery date I have to be 100% off caffiene, and carbonation I do not have to lose weight in my 6 month holding pattern, but I cannot cain an ounce There is more but I think you get the idea :) I feel like a total hypocrate..I always swore I wouldn't do this, but ya know...I need to live my life to please me..and be the healthiest, happiest me I c

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Limited Sweater
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Poet Tree
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Poems I Have Written
Sometimes This pain is real i can not hide ...Sometimes i wish i could just die I keep my emotions to myself ....sometimes i wish i could come out of dis shell seein ppl all around me so happy & free ......sometimes I wish that was me..... But I living this life full of doubt it makes me wanna shout... As I lay awake at night crying i catch myself asking why? I want this pain gone i want to b free so all i have to worry about is beein me....... Dreamland Its my favorite place to b cuz i know your waitin on me after a long day i can't wait to drift off to dreamland where you're waitin on me The dreams feel so real that i don't won't to wake up. So plz just let me be so i can keep dreaming about you & me Tears I struggle with myself to keep them inside the feelings that i have tried to deny I tell everyone that im okay when i battle to make through each day ....In my world of illusions where everything was right. I cried myself to sleep each night you notice the tears fi

Exist Today
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You
If ever a moment in my life you are gone my world would be unknown. You are the heart beat that pumps me every day, your the air I breath, my sun shine shinning through on a rainy day. As each day pass's I fall more and more I have no fear only the sounds of the love of one who's soul is warm and caring. In a world when all seemed lost you found me and made me complete as I long for no other but you. You are my dreams and all my hope's come from you. I smile of the day and the night because of the joy you have give'n me every day that i am blessed to have you. The touch of your finger's bearly to touch me would simpily make me week. If ever a moment you are gone I would have to give up cause my life with out you would be no life at all.

Keep Smiling
This is it, I feel done , This is not a suicide note , It is just how I feel , I love you deeply , I have always stated such my dear, I am lost , Without your voice , Without being able to see those eyes, To hold her in warmth, Carry her & look after her, When she is sick, When she is well, Just keep smiling!

Shades
I received a book for my birthday. I got Fifty Shades of Grey. I read the book in 2 days. I have to say that I'm addicted, lol. I went right out and bought the second book. I've finished it. Now I must go and buy the final book in the series. Grrr!! I really hate when I get wrapped up in something. It seems so take up all of my time and then I end up ignoring my friends. I'm sorry. However, I have to say..........I want a man like that. I do. Any takers?

Goofballism
Goofballism is a way of life you got to treat it like a Jedi treats the force! If you don't all things are lost if so always go left when lost lol yes this may be a silly off the wall ridicumando blog but hey it's me well hope you lol or even haha hell or even lyao reading this short silly goofy blog enjoy the rest of your day and long live goofballism!

Sometimes Guys Suck :(
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A Dream
For a moment you where the one. I believed Your eyes. Your soul was a thousand times more beautiful than mine. thought the darkies days where left behind. Your love inhabited my mind. Hoping for a boundless love for all time's. I wish I would have never closed my eyes. The next morning Brought tiers to my eyes. Love was just a illusion of my mind.

May Not Be Perfect But Always Try To Please You
Hi their never wrote one of these before but here"s some info about me if you are interested :laid back easy to get along with quiet likes having a good time with the proper company,likes dancing singing karaoke do not like to be around people who drink and act stupid and cause trouble ,hobbies include drawing ,collecting comic books and drawing their covers into a posters (see photos) collect different novels one of my favorite novels is THE WALKING DRUM by Louis Lomour also read most of his westerns also .Like camping and fishing ,like walking in the country ,back home used to walk out to the light house near our home (in Newfoundland) quite alot ,visit a friend"s cabin to have a drink doesn"t hurt either (laughter)miss having fresh fish i remember the last time i was back their my stepdad and i visited his friend to pick up some fresh herring their was a huge box full he just said take what you like boy,could have filled up the trunk of the car and he would not have minded in the le

Rip Dad
Dear Dad, it has been 5 years since you walked with god and his angels. Your grandson is going into grade 7 and reminds us from time to time his memories of you when he was younger. He still calls your chair Grandpa's chair. Thank you for protecting us from above and contiue to do so.. My dad ( rick k, 1945-2007) R.i.p.

Burning A Candle!
Every day I walk these pasture's I see the same, Kids a playing fihting & fussing, All I can do i wish for the same, A small little family, Read a bedtime story at night, Be in my Ladies arm's & cuddle her tighti'll holdyou though it all,, ,Everytime Ihoping my dreams come rue, say I love you I do mean it so, I never want to let you go, Talk sweet gentle word's in her ear ,Priscilla this is for you,My every word my every thought, Revolve's & leads me back to you, As I sit it in the darkness, I shall burn a candle for you!

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Trust
Trust is the key to every relationship. Without it theres nothing. Lies are like the nails, that if hammered to many times, eventually breaks the foundation, and crumbles and may take time to repair the damage (Trust) Written by Karen D aka specialk

Tribute To 7 Children
I can feel your pain But I will never understand Your 7 children dying in a fiery crash Feel there is still hope Yet I still cannot comprehend They died and went to heaven You knew that day Your children loved you all the way Your children know that mama is not alone Mother I tell you now It is your time to shine Look in the clouds you will see your children smiling Your world was crumbled before your very eyes Know their pain was not all loss They looked to god in what you considered an unbearable loss Nicole Mann at fifteen was a dream now in heaven an angel singing Elizabeth at fifteen knew it was her time. She knows for sure momma was proud all the time Ashley and Johnny both 13 they understand that they are now angels and loving you more Miranda just 9 she was just a child but learned how heaven is a blast Heaven 3 what can I say her name is heaven and she now lives it everyday Anthony 20 months he found himself in a world that jesus once walked this is him tim

Death & Pride
Laying on my bed, slowly drowning in my own pool of blood. Close my eyes, killing life with my silent screams. You can see it in my eyes, find it bleeding through my fingertips. Death lies beside me, waiting and creeping.. Death climbs on top of me, and sinks into me. Becoming one with death, it's one hell of a ride. I never thought, I would end up like this. To be Death's lover and one, what does this mean? Finding peace, in taking others.. Returning the favor, and helping death spread. Now I'm just a void, in Death's darkness. KinkyScreams 2000©

Sooooo...
...im doing this just to say i did it. usually dont have much to say about much of things but u will never know i may come up with something stupid to say one day...look forward to that day..coming soon to a PC near you

With a kiss of pure steel I pierce the skin With a wish it sinks within With the red of your blood and the red of mine Its flesh shall stain as wine Our love is greater than we two And stronger than our lives And though our bodies may decay Our love will survive With threads of pure silk and scarlet in hue I join, in love, we two Your life you have offered freely to me And mine I give to thee The Earth shall hold our lovers' wish And keep it from the day And as the soil grows richer now My Love, it shall stay

Shattered
SHATTERED How many days did you say those words, Thrown freely like so many un-caged birds; You always knew how to say what you thought, So that I would understand the situation not; You lied, you took, and baited at leisure, Your mesmerizing words nearly drove me to seizure; I thought I knew you so, Yet for no known reason you let me go; That was one thing I never expected, I was stupid enough to leave myself unprotected; My heart, you stole from my very chest, I wonder of how you will treat the rest; You took, you stole, what never should have been yours, You ravenously tore me apart, like a hoard of oh so many boars; Yet still you allow yourself of our future to think, While I stand on that uncomfortable brink; The brink of holding on, and of letting go, Looking into a set of headlights like a frightened doe; Confused and stunned, I can not wander, The words which you speak make me ponder; How ominous, the words you speak, So strong, among the many weak; All

Life Changes
to all my lost cherry friends ill be gone for a while. we are finally moveing wend. after a few delays also haveing a baby next tuesday(hopefully) not many knew that. i cannot wait to meet up with my good old friends budlight and jagermister.9 months of me not drinking has been hard on everyone lol ill be with out the intrnet for a will just leave me a message or call me and ill get back to you. wish me luck i have to live with a boy. i have not done that for 6 years a lil nervous but everything should be ok later

Tempest
Is it psychologically possible for man to hold back such violence? We look upon one person and say to them that we're friends but to that limit WE'RE only friends yet inside we look at them inside our mind. Inside that mind is that violent side that lets up and say that we must usurp that friendship and kill that friend. Inside our head lies: murder rape homicide slaughter torture mangled laceration How could we ever say that we did became friends when in fact we just wanted to kill you from the back? Just like Caesar's friend was, we can't blame ourselves for killing our friend for it was just pressure that brought our fears and power. Such corruption leads us to leaving in desolation and fear. Even friends weigh more than your enemies and yet we kill the enemy but the friend remains alive but in the end we have to kill him/her. Such is the problem of a friendship that lies in a great bond that was formed for years. Is it psychologically possible for man to

Who's Who On Cherrytap (continously Updated)
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Roots
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Still...
We got the word yesterday that due to the severity of damage on our hill.. that we aren't expected to have power at the house until Thursday or Friday... great... we're already working on 5 days w/o. A big thanks to everyone that showed concern and left messages. I appreciate all the comments and support :) I'm only able to get on here for a little bit at a time during work hours... :( I'll keep you posted! Send luv!! Keeps me from being a crabby bitch instead of just a sarcastic one!! lol

Woot!!!
9 lasts: Last dollar spent: erm alcohol!! and it was pounds lol Last cigarette: never Last beverage: WKD Blue Last movie: The Thin Blue Line Last phone call: Dustin Last song played: Bat Out OF Hell - Meat Loaf Last bubble bath: fuck knows Last time you cried: erm either earlier today or last night Last thing you ate: SPACE RAIDERS!!!! 8 have you evers. Have you ever dated a best friend: no Have you ever skinny dipped: no Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: no Have you ever lost someone you loved: yeah quite a few people now Have you ever been dumped: Yes Have you ever been drunk and threw up: nope Have you ever ran away: nearly Have you ever wanted someone u thought u couldnt have then found out they liked you: Yes 7 states you've been to. ive only been to 2 :( LA, NY 6 things you've done today: (in no particular order...) talked to Dustin, went to college, fell asleep at college, made dinner, went to the pub and talked to Dustin again

More Venting 2.9.07
Why, FUCKING Why?! did you want to see me bleed more lay more lowly than i did when you showed up did you want to see more tears more heartbreak more agony more fear and distrust was i a clever experiment to see if you could break the broken was i a hole and a heartbeat did you want to take all that was left and throw it away because i would have given it all for your smile if you had only asked

Dating...
Dating StrengthsDating Weaknesses1. Flirtiness - 87.5%2. Optimism - 85.7%3. Independence - 71.4%4. Sense of Humor - 71.4%5. Adventurousness - 66.7%1. Temper - 75%2. Vanity - 58.3% Dating Strengths ExplainedFlirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities.Optimism - People are drawn to your positive outlook. Your optimism attracts others to you.Independence - Your strong sense of independence comes in handy while dating. You are not held back or tied down; you are free to pursue your interests.Sense of Humor - Women are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display!Adventurousness - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life. Dating Weaknesses Explained

Internet Problems
Just wanted to let my freinds know that do read these things that I am haveing trouble with my DSL it likes to work when it wants to, they are supposed to be coming out tomorrow to fix it or atleast tell me what I need to do to fix it, I am going to go up in my attic and redo the splice job I did where I used Cat 3 cable and going to use Cat 5 this time and instead of useing sodterless(not sure on spelling)contactors I am going to sodter it this time, and hope that helps out, well till then hope all that reads this has a great week and will be back soon I hope Scott

Supporting The Troops
supporting the troops isn't the same thing as supporting the war. After all, the current adminstration isn't supporting them. We went into this war under false premises, didn't give them the equipment they needed, and spread them too thin to do any good. Then tried to put in a government headed up by a man that is wanted by at least 2 Middle-Eastern Governments for monetary fraud. Now that the public is waking up to the non-commitment to the war, the current administration is trying to place a bandaid by only commiting 30,000 new troops when the advisory commitee recommented at least 3 to 4 times that many. And we never should have gone in because had nothing to do with 9/11. We all ready had our troops committed to Afganistan. As far as I am concerned, they should be impeached for perjury for the lies they told the UN and the American public. So, just let it be said, I support the troops because they are doing their job by following their orders, but not the war, becau

Life
To whom do i call on when everything i know, i question? "For everything and anything, i gave my all. My heart and soul and you left me broken." Still i fight for it all????? Never understand where i went wrong. To whom do i call on when everything i know, i question? For in the moment, i lost everything. "For everything and anything, i gave my all. My heart and soul and you left me broken." Where did i go wrong....and why must i feel as if i still have to fight? To whom do i call on.............. "I shall allow no man to belittle my soul by making me hate him."

I Remember
I remember the day I met you My heart was filled with joy From that day you mean whole world to me I enjoyed when you walked along with me I enjoyed when you hold my hands I enjoyed when your lips blew soft kisses But I never thought my dreams will turn blue When you left me and I travelled my journey alone You took away all my dreams with you I was left with broken heart and shattered dreams You were my lover, friend and partner No matter how long I was with you But a broken heart is hard to mend My heart knows how much I loved you My tears spills the bin how much I cared for you Still awaiting to hear your voice again Hoping to hold your hands again Now I have learnt that love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with tears.

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Your SAT Score of 1300 Means: You Scored Higher Than Howard Stern You Scored Higher Than George W. Bush You Scored Lower Than Al Gore You Scored Lower Than David Duchovny You Scored Lower Than Natalie Portman You Scored Lower Than Bill Gates Your IQ is most likely in the 130-140 range Equivalent ACT score: 29 Schools that Fit Your SAT Score: College of William and Mary New York University Boston College United States Naval Academy University of California, Berkeley What Does Your SAT Score Mean?

Asking For Help
Hey guys come and help me out by comment bombing my pic. I will help you out in return any time you need it. I cant comment myself so I'm calling on everyone thati have helped in the past to go leave a few for me.

Thanks.....
Thanks Thanks for breaking my heart. Thanks for ripping it out, And smashing it into the ground. You broke a healing heart, Already suffering, Already bleeding, Sore from the pain of a loss. I hope your happy Becasue I'm not I just can't beleive you Thanks for making me cry Thanks for making me bleed, Thanks for making me want to die. Thanks for accusing me of something, I never even did Thanks for hurting me, And changing me for good. Thanks for killing me, On the inside So over all... Thanks... For nothing

Blessed Sabbat!
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Voice Messages
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Ratings
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What Is Love?
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Entrant #3
sexy_shell makes my head ring like a bell, her soft luscious skin is tan as hell. blond hair brown eye's are as deep as the sky, her 7 waist and D breast are the softest you could ever caress along with a nice ass to smash, to take your breath away and make you gasp. By Lildunn

Victory Is Mine!! (((new Poetry Inside)))
THIS IS GOING TO BE A 2 PRT BLOG..I AM GOING TO START THIS OFF WITH SOME POETRY I WROTE LAST NITE AFTER A REVIVAL I ATTENDED..I CLEALRY CANNOT TAKE CREDIT FOR THESE WORDS BELOW..YET I GIVE THE CREDIT ALL TO GOD. CAUSE ONLY FROM A INNER PEACE COULD I WRITE SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFUL FOR A MAN WHOM ASKED ME TO WRITE FOR HIM. What can i say about our love. A love that grows with each day. Looking to god on our way. To our god have we humbled. Cause without him we would crumble. He can take all thats wrong inside. If only you would walk by his side. He wants you to give him everything. Peace and happiness he promised to bring. Again you ask what can i say about our love. Remeber that it was a blessing from above. Never take our god for granted. Give thanks for what he has handed. You prayed for me and i for you. Now god has made those prayers come true. He will answer every time you call. If only into his pressence you would fall. Dont wait until its too late. When he has shut h

Please Come Read
ANARCHY and I are in a Happy Hour Giveaway we need to reach 50,000 comments each. I know it sounds like alot but with your help we will get there.... So if you could stop by and leave a couple of comments we'd really appreciate it :) ANARCHYS CONTEST PIC: MINE: Also FAN/RATE/ADD the hosts while you're there they are great ladies!! bbG©... Have You Seen My Gerbil?@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar MANY THANKS TO YOU ALL, HAVE A GREAT DAY/NIGHT

Fubar And Its Drama
So yeah these last couple days been pretty interesting to say the least. I havent posted a blog in awhile so i really thought this would give me the chance to get things out on the table. I fucked up giving info to someone i thought i could trust and that got showed to another person. So basically it boils down to this you learn from your mistakes and you really gotta watch what you say to people. I dont care really because reguardless its not going to get me to think diffrently about the whole situation, i am a hard headed son of a bitch i admit that and i am totally stuck on my ways someone crosses me i dont forgive or forget i just stay away....So gratz anyways. I must thank you though because threw all this i met an amazing girl and would do it all over again if i had to :) So all in all i am outtie!!!!

Adult Story (written At The Request Of An Old Friend) It's Really Cheesy!!! That's Your Warning
Warning this is a REALLY Fucked up story squeamish should not proceed.Please leave comments with your thoughts. Kidnapped Harem(Chapter 1) By The Master Nine inch nails is playing in the background and the drum's Boom Pssh Boom Pssh is drowning out the screams. Intentionally he plays this when he calls to mating his harem. All 5 neighborhood women Kidnapped and bound in his soundproofed basement. Only he can hear the screams when he violates them in various ways while they're tied up in several positions. The oldest is 45 she has her arms shackled to the wall and her feet bound to the floor so she is forced to lean over with her now reddened ass in the air. He masturbates to the squealing everytime he smacks her ass with his cattle prod. SMACK (EEEEEE) Smack(EEEEEE) "Squeal Bitch Squeal" He exclaims after each sharp torture he inflicts on her naked bottom. "Leave her alone you Sick Fuck" shouts his newest acquisition he refers to as Tori. She appears to be 19 or 20 to him but to be hon

Parent With Kid Contes Now Open!
Parent with Kid Contest! I need pics of parents with their kid or kids to enter! 1st Parent is....... with 1 comments! 2nd Parent is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Parent is...... with 1 comments! 4th Parent is...... with 1 comments! Comments + Rates = Total Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/ 26 thur 11/02 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

Be Positive!
11/15/07 Dear Readers: Thank you for your tremendous responses and feedback about \"The Prophet\" reality show and all your suggestions, we will indeed take the time to review all that you want to see. I have my own great ideas too and I am sure, in time it will be a total success. Anywhere I go, would it be at the dentist or in any public place I always \"grab\" the attention and its like people are literally sucking spiritual information from me. We are living such interesting time where the Universal Aquarian truth MUST come out against too many centuries of religious persecution and deception. Again today and within the window the \"skeptics\" scientists or religious alike MUST realize my true gift in predictive astrology with the Bangladesh cyclone and my powerful drive to share the \"Universal Code\" to the world at large. My own UCI endorse and supports my endeavors and combined with a full Cosmic Consciousness I will indeed (in time) reach all the children

Pics
I'll be cleaning up my pictures. Vote for your favorite one!! whichever has the most comments will stay. the ones that dont, will be deleted. also there is a nice little reward for the one that votes the most!!! a 7 day blast!!!!! care to take that chance???? ;-) so vote for you favorite pics!!!!! Thanks!!!

Cinnamon Stars
INGREDIENTS * 1 cup butter (no substitutes), softened * 2 cups sugar * 2 eggs * 2 3/4 cups all-purpose flour * 1/3 cup ground cinnamon number of stars READ REVIEWS (2) * Review/Rate This Recipe * Save To Recipe Box * Add to Shopping List * Add a Personal Note * Post a Recipe Photo * Post a Favorite Food List * Create a Menu DIRECTIONS 1. In a mixing bowl, cream butter and sugar. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Combine flour and cinnamon; gradually add to creamed mixture. Cover and refrigerate for 1 hour or until easy to handle. On a lightly floured surface, roll out to 1/4-in. thickness. Cut with a 2-1/2-in. star-shaped cookie cutter dipped in flour. Place 1 in. apart on ungreased baking sheets. Bake at 350 degrees F for 15-18 minutes or until edges are firm and bottom of cookies are lightly browned. Remove to wire racks to cool.

Lyrics To The Way I Feel
Lately I've been wandering Off the narrow path You’ve given me so many things that I've never had And all in all I know it's you that always pulls me through If you reach deep inside you’ll see my heart is true ‘Cause I hate the way I feel tonight And I know I need you in my life Yes I hate the way I feel inside And I promise to make the sacrifice The world I know is pulling me More and more each day I feel like the odd man out as I begin to pray Spiteful eyes are watching me With everything I do In the midst of darkness Lord My spirit calls for you You know sometimes deep inside I feel like this Cause I hate the way I feel tonight And I know I need you in my life Yes I hate the way I feel inside And I promise to make the sacrifice Cause I hate the way I feel tonight And I know I need you in my life Yes I hate the way I feel inside And I promise to make the sacrifice

Mean Ass Guy
this guy came on the other day talking stuff about my pic and he said im a ho just like every other girl on fu. I forgot to block him and he started in on me again tonight. :( Ten afer he said wa he did he blocked me. Heres his link Satan@ fubar

Week
So far the weeks goin by fairly fast. I tested for promotion eysterday, so that took up most of my day. Today went by fast, cause i was busy all day. If all goes well tomorrow will be my last day of work til monday, but I'm not holding my breath on gettin Friday off yet.

The Rules
1. NO DRAMA!!! 2. The auction will start on Monday the 10th, or when I get 10 entrants and run for 1 week. 3. Bidding will start at 50,000 fubucks. 4. Cash bids (VIP, blasts, etc.) will outweigh any fubucks bid. 5. Instead of an entry fee, you must rate all my pics, before you will be added to the auction. FOR THE AUCTIONED: Send me a message with what you will do for the person that wins you, and specify if it will be sfw or nsfw.

Beef Stir-fry Wrap
Beef Stir-Fry Wrap A good source of vitamin C, fiber, and iron. Serving: 2 Prep Time: 15 minutes Cook Time: 15 minutes Total Time: 30 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2 tbsp sesame oil 1 red bell pepper, cut into strips 8 scallions, white and light green parts, each scallion cut in half crosswise 1/2 lb beef round, cut in thin strips 1 cup sliced mushrooms 1 cup bean sprouts 2-3 tbsp soy sauce 2 soft small flour tortillas DIRECTIONS: 1. In a sauté pan or wok, heat sesame oil over high heat. (Do not let oil smoke.) 2. Add red peppers, scallions and beef and stir-fry. 3. Add mushrooms and bean sprouts once the meat begins to turn brown. 4. Stir-fry for approx. 3 minutes and season with soy sauce. Continue stir-frying until meat is cooked through. 5. Place beef-vegetable mixture in the center of the tortilla and fold edges over to form roll. NUTRITIONAL INFORMATION: Based on individual serving. Calories: 490 Total Fat: 25 g Carbohydrates: 24 g Protein: 43 g

21a And How To Say Hosanna
This Saturday after work I went with Martha to see a one-actor drama at Minot State University called “21A”. It’s named for a bus route in Minneapolis and set on the bus where the actor played eight different characters, each with their perspective on fifteen minutes waiting for the bus driver. Think the movie “Vantage Point” without the international implications. Martha is not an especially big fan of plays, but I suggested a few days before that it would be great to go, and she had fun in spite of herself! She really enjoyed it and couldn’t help laughing at one character the actor played, a woman named Gladys who had some of the best one-liners, particularly one about saxophones and satin (a metaphor for getting drunk and making out) as well as premature ejaculation! Matt the actor played her, the bus driver searching for the perfect cup of coffee, a minister from “the church of Democratic Progression”, an idiot savant, a drunken “Captain Twelve Pack” wearing a twelve-pack

Freakshow Biz!
ATTENTION FREAKS!!! There are some new FREAKS seated in the THIRD ROW OF THE FREAK SHOW! Please be sure you are keeping up and have Rated and Fanned all of your fellow FREAKS! Now that some of my fu business is winding down we are going to get the FREAK SHOW FREAK'N AGAN! So, watch your bulletins and remember to repost anything FREAKY! xoxo PebblesinAZ co founder of THE FREAK SHOW with the ORIGINAL....FREAK! THE FREAK SHOW Are you a part of the FREAK SHOW? If so, make sure you have showed lots of Freak'n love to your fellow FREAKS! If you don't have your ticket yet... IT'S NOT TOO LATE! STEP INSIDE! We will start the 3rd Row Seating TODAY! The first 5 will get a Bling from PebblesinAZ! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride!

A Mother
A MOTHER IS LIKE WHITE WHITE ROSE BLOOMING IN THE MORNING SUN. SHE BLOOMS SO PRETTY, AND ONE OF A KIND, THERE IS NO OTHER. SHE BLOOMS UNTIL SHE BLOOMS NOMORE. SHE IS ONE IN A MILLION WHITE WHITE ROSE, SO LET HER KNOW HOW MUCH YOU CARE, JUST LIKE YOU CARE FOR THAT WHITE WHITE ROSE. WRITEN FOR MY MOTHER WRITEN BY: AM 11-16-2006 MY MOTHER JULY 1954- OCT. 2006

Just For No Reason Whatsoever...
...random bloggage. So I'm bored. Restless and bored. Seemingly the drama hasn't been so bad latley around here (that or I'm out of the loop..lol) and I guess that's a good thing. When Boo Boo's leveling bulletins get the majority or the looks on my board and the Mummers are being cool, it's definitley a sign of the times. Sure there are the usual cheaters, fakes, suspects, liars, manipulators, thieves, users, con artists as well as every other kind of person that you could possibly want in a real bar are around. Either they are avoiding me or I'm just really not catching all that many anymore. That or they have new ways. But whatever. I'm sure something will blow up as mellow times like these in Fubar land are always followed by dramatic O-M-F-G moments that we all laugh about down the road. I'm working on the usual things as usual as well as my long awaited trip to Texas (to be with chelle chelle!) which is the summer excitement worth looking forward to because well you all know my t

Your Advice
Hi there........... hope you are all well. Time to seek some assist from the members here hopefully. I am building a small website now (Ty Lexx for the advice) for the 6 girls that do some part time modelling incl Kylie. Im only a couple of hours into it and at the moment it is only going to be a small site, but what im asking is some input from the members and what they may think to make it a decent site. Regards Scott - Mr AK.

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... likesnake hunting love storm chasing enjoy sunsets and moonrises favorite color is purple hate spiders ugh like eatting with my hands love guns & knives love lobster love making people laugh always have purple somewhere in my hair

Cum Join The Coven
the coven awaits you http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1andlid=59941 cum join us in the coven its a bad ass place to be its coool as hell, lots of bad asss lords and misstrisses, and the best group of fallowers there, is we have all kingds of fun in the coven. cum get drunk off of blessed wine become a fallower then billed your way up if you can Free Comments & Graphics http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1andlid=59941

It Never Ends.
I hate blogging. It's always me bitching about something, and i was never a complainer before. But it's the only way to let people know what is up with Cubby. The back is actually not bad today. Finally got all the drugs out of my system and am feeling more myself. The night i got from the hospital was a weird ride. Pretty sure i was having a tea party with Pink Elephants and ghosts. Cubby rule #531: Never let a nurse stick you with a needle without knowing what it is. But as i said, the back feels good today. :D Yaaaaaa. But instead of taking it easy to make sure it stays that way. I'm off to a Wedding. LOL. It's my best buddy Fred's wedding and i'm the best man. So i kinda have too yanoo. :P It's both Gloria's and Fred's second marriage so it's very informal. So no sexy Cubby in Tux pics later. Sorry. Lmaoooo So, for those that miss the Cubby comments, i should be leaving some tomorrow. Thanks to everyone who has missed them. Thanks to everyone who gave me well wishes in the

Me
Where you gonna be tomorrow? How you gonna face the sorrow? Where you gonna be when you die? 'Cause nothing's gonna last forever And things they change like the weather They're gone in the blink of an eye Just look at yourself, can you see where you are? Look at yourself, now you can't hide the scars. Just look at yourself 'cause there's nowhere to go And you know... Tomorrow You're gonna have to live with the things you say Tomorrow You'll have to cross bridges that you burned today Tomorrow... And everything you do, it's coming back for you You'll never outrun what waits for you Tomorrow. And are you terrified by sadness? And have you given into madness? You're running out of places to hide 'Cause everybody's got a reason To justify how they're feeling Maybe you should open your eyes Just look at yourself, do you like what you see? Look at yourself, is this how it should be? Just look at yourself, 'cause there's nowhere to go And you'll know To

Hotwing
gotta enjoy ya some hotwing they can be spicy when ya want em to be sweet all the time make you smile at the though of having em next you you lips taste so good some times you think you might eat until you cant eat anymore mmmmmmmm gotta enjoy ya some hotwing

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;- vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow- sorrow for the lost Lenore- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chambe

Computer
Gotta Love Them DIY ‘Puters Tech Support | London, ON, Canada (He was working in warranties for a large computer manufacturer, mostly with businesses but a few individuals came through on the line here and there.) Employee: “Thank you for calling ***. How can I help you?” Customer: “My computer don’t work.” Employee: “I’m sorry to hear that, ma’am. Can I get the serial number off of your CPU?” Customer: “My what?” Employee: “The computer tower.” Customer: “Huh?” (I’ll spare you the agony but, I went on for about 3 more minutes trying to describe the CPU and getting nowhere.) Employee: “I’m sorry, I don’t seem to be expressing myself well today. Can you describe to me all the computer parts on your desk? I’ll tell you which one the number I need is on.” Customer: “It’s just a keyboard and a screen, like any other computer.” Employee: “Oh, you have a laptop!” Customer: “A what?” Employee: “A little computer you can take with you. The keyboard and s

Prt 7 Of "once Upon A Time" *read 1-6*
The knight has done his duties, he has brought her safely home He bids her fairwell, and he turns to leave alone Fighting back tears, as to not look like less a man But before he can take a step, she takes him by the hand "Please don't leave my knight , stay if would" "But I dont know I can, or even if I should" "But there is something you should know, knight, something you should hear" "In you I have found my strength to fight and chase away my fears" "But, my fair maiden, you had the strength all along" "It's there every time you smile, or dance to a birds song" "Dear knight, just honor this one last request" "Promise you will return for me, before your dying breathe" He takes her in his arms, for an eternity it seems A weight has lifted from his soul, his heart is finally free "I shall return for you, I just dont know when" "There are many miles between us and they seem to never end" "I must return home to tend to matters there" The

A Barack Obama Cabinet, Or A Cavalcade Of Political Stars
I love lists. I love picking them. I love reading them. It’s all about the fondness for prognostication. So I give you my expected and/or ideal picks for Obama’s cabinet and other key positions, starting from the current presidential line of succession (state department through homeland security). Embrace my political geekdom! Secretary of State – This is a bit tricky. While there’s talk of John Kerry being offered the position, I think Bill Richardson is much more suited for the task. He has great diplomatic credentials, has served previously under Bill Clinton and helps to bring a bit more diversity to the top of the administration (Latino). Sure, yes, he has a questionable management style and can rub some people the wrong way. But I believe the pros outweigh the cons here. A suitable deputy secretary of state: Greg Craig, who served in the Clinton administration as both presidential counsel and as a senior adviser to Madeleine Albright. Secretary of the Treasury – An even tri

Some Crap About Me
I find myself looking at the world from a viewpoint that no one seems to understand so I will try to explain how and why I feel the way I do and do the things I so that at times make no sense to people. I truly am a loner, I seem to be happiest when I am completely alone. I like to read, so much so that I tend to forget about the world around me in such a way that you could probably walk up in front of me and stab me in the face and I wouldn't notice until the knife went in. I force myself to be sociable and in the end I just end up being uncomfortable and usually make a fool of myself, which I don't mind so much cause I do get lonely, but that gets into even deeper things which I will talk about a bit later. .... I find that when I have conversations with people I have to change the subject quite a bit because when I do stay on topic it either scares people or they think I'm crazy, and sometimes they just never quite understand.... for that here is a simple list of things to help

Fuck Thanksgiving
So my dad recently had gallbladder surgery to removie it it was gangrenous. He could have died so he has a huge incision on his chest. My mom took a terrible fall and is beat the hell out of and has to uses a wlker, my uncle is dying of leukemiahe has 6 months to live this will be his last thanksgiving. So guess what happens to me when i woke up this morning.... IM FUCKING SICK. So now i cant go to my familys thanksgiving i could fucking get them horribly sick because of their issues and potentially kill my uncle because he has no immune system. So here i fucking am alone sick by myself. Man fuck this shit seriously fuck this

Ok There Are Seperated
BeyonceIf I Were A Boy Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com THIS IS THE ONE I ONLY WISH SCOTT HAD A CLUE If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll outta bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted then go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick it with who I wanted And I’d never get confronted for it. Cause they’d stick up for me. [Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed [Verse:] If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it’s broken So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/fFiy ] Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home) [Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could

Oh My Gosh** She Did What (tysm Roxy) Xox
*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen* Click The Pic Go show her some FuLove Give her the Spanking of a lifetime that she will remember for a very long time Spank her Like she's been a very bad girl Ladies and Gentlemen!! Thanks To All That Send the Love and Spank her booty Hard!! Majestic Vision

The Party
You are driving along a winding dirt road. Reaching into your pocket you pull out a piece of paper and study the directions while trying not to drive off the road. Dust is everywhere blows in through the vent and fills your nostrils. You sneeze. You think, “This party better be worth this 45 minute drive into the middle of nowhere along this goddamn dirt road.” Finally, in the distance you see the house. The bumps go away as dirt turns into asphalt. As you get closer it seems to get bigger and you realize this is a huge mansion. Loud music and flashing lights come from a large window upstairs. You see people, drinks in hand standing on a balcony. Their laughter carries over the music. You park at the end of the long row of cars parked up the street. As you walk up to the front door you see people coming out in costumes. You knew this was a Halloween party but you didn’t think every one was going to be coming in costume. You could go as a cowboy if you had a hat to go with your wes

Contest Weiners, I Mean Winners.
Alrighty, the contest winners are as follows: 1st: Big Tom 9.62 Auto 11 2nd: Big Tom 9.42 receives 20 credit bling 3rd: Big Tom 9.34 receives 10 credit bling 4th: MooMoo 9.30 receives 5 credit bling 5th: Jen 8.88 receives 1 credit bling However, Tom has agreed to graciously give up his prizes since he entered the contest just for fun (and cuz he likes to make pics). SO, the absolute final winners of the contest are: 1st: MooMoo 9.30 receives auto 11 2nd: Jen 8.88 receives 20 credit bling 3rd: John&Sharon 8.85 receives 10 credit bling 4th: Jen 8.82 receives 5 credit bling 5th: Jen 8.60 receives 3 credit bling 6th: Psychosocial 8.58 receives 1 credit bling Tom's generousity inspired me to add another prize. I will still take care of Tom since I feel he still deserves a prize. Thank you to every for being a part of my contest. All of the pics are awesome! I will be awarding the prizes in the next 24 hours during a happy hour.

Roasted Dijon & Apple Glazed Turkey With Fruited Stuffing
From: Campbell's Kitchen Prep: 20 minutes Cook: 5 hours Serves: 12 Ingredients: 3 cups Swanson® Chicken Stock 2 small Granny Smith apples, chopped (about 2 cups) 1 medium onion, chopped (about 1/2 cup) 1 pkg. (14 ounces) Pepperidge Farm® Sage & Onion Stuffing 1 cup apple cider or juice 1/2 cup packed brown sugar 1/4 cup coarse-grain Dijon-style mustard 12 -to 14 -pound turkey 2 tbsp. oil 2 cans (10 1/2 ounces each) Campbell's® Turkey Gravy Directions: Heat 2 1/2 cups stock, apples and onion in a 3-quart saucepan over medium-high heat to a boil. Reduce the heat to low. Cover and cook for 5 minutes or until the onion is tender. Add the stuffing and stir lightly to coat. Heat the remaining stock, cider, brown sugar and mustard in a 2-quart saucepan over medium-high heat to a boil. Reduce the heat to medium. Cook for 8 minutes or until the glaze is reduced by one-third. Remove the package of the giblets and neck from the turkey cavity. Rinse the turkey with

Barefoot In The Dark~ Deadboy And The Elephant Men
rattlesnake shadow cast over the heart forever I am there barefoot in the dark they're beating that drum in the cemetery my death lays awake there whistling dixie yeah if this is hell well then I'm lucky yeah my death's alive there just waiting for me uh-huh my death's alive there just waiting for me my death lays awake there whistling dixie if this is hell then i'm lucky rattlesnake shadow cast across the heart forever we are there barefoot in the dark they're beating that drum in the cemetery my death lays awake there aaah whistling dixie yeah if this is hell if this is hell then i'm lucky yeah my death's alive there just waiting for me uh-huh my death's alive there just waiting for me my death lays awake there whistling dixie if this is hell well then I'm lucky barefoot in the dark barefoot in the dark barefoot in the dark

Ty Coughlin
Ty CoughlinLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIf you're checking out different home based business opportunities, there's a good chance that you've probably heard something about The Reverse Funnel System lately. The Reverse Funnel System is an online home based business opportunity that is fairly new, but has been stirring up quite a bit of excitement in the work at home industry. In this short article, I'm going to give you my Reverse Funnel System review. Hopefully by the time you're done reading, you'll have a better idea of exactly what the RFS is all about and whether or not it's for you.The Reverse Funnel System is an automated marketing system for building a network marketing business. It was developed by entrepreneur Ty Coughlin and uses the funded proposals approach.In a nutshell, The Reverse Funnel System takes a high converting sales process and adds automation. It eliminates the need for traditional network marketing sales techniques such as hotel meetings, phone calls

#1 Britt Pins #2 Mcmullin!!
No. 1 Britt pins No. 2 McMullin in less than 30 seconds Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Jan 14, 2009 With Tuesday’s match having already been decided in Willard’s favor, the heavy weight showdown was for bragging rights. And rest assured Lebanon still has the top dog. For the second time this season, Lebanon heavy weight Justin Britt, backed up his No. 1 ranking in Missouri Class 4 against Willard’s Chris McMullen. McMullen, a two-time defending state champion who is ranked No. 2 in Missouri Class 3, was handed his only loss of the season in districts by Britt last year. Britt then opened the 2008-2009 season by backing up the win on Dec. 6 at the Neosho Tournament. On Tuesday, Britt made short work of McMullin in the rematch, pinning the senior in 28 seconds. But according to Britt, the win could have come even earlier. “I should have had that shot right at the start,” he said. Undefeated this season at 25-0, Britt became the fifth wrestler in LHS

Flagging Nsfw Pics
I wake this morning to begin my daily ritual of morning java and fubar...2 of my fave things! I find one of my photos has been marked NSFW. Now keeping in mind that normally if I figure it will be marked I will go ahead and do it. No big deal for me! I'm thinking to myself I haven't put anything bad up that i myself haven't flagged. I click on the "view image" thingie.... OH LAWWWWWDDDD! It's a pic of my aunt's dog asleep on her back!!! OMG!!!!!!! I'm into puppy porn!!!!!!!!!! I have been forced out of the closet!!!!!! Are you fucking kidding me???? Who decides what is NSFW??? And who would flag such a thing? It is an innocent sweet pic of a puppy asleep. How refuckingdiculous!!!!!!!!!! Now, the question is... do I mark this blog NSFW because I said fucking a couple of times???? FUCK!!!!!!!!! I don't know??? This is an adult site....ADULT! Let me repeat that...ADULT!!! We cuss...we have dirty pics...write erotica...dammit this is our outlet!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not gonna ma

St. Patricks Day Auction
Saint Patrick's Day March 1st - March 17thAuction Are you in need of some Fubucks.. Then you came to the right place Come and Bid On The St. Patty's Day Auction.. The auction is now open to all of fubar. It will end on March 17th at midnight Fu time. So come and bid on your favorites!!! Offer a 30 day crush and all the mush. A salute for them safe or naughty, make them feel like such a hottie. Give them blings, rates and go on fubar dates. Offer them daily or weekly, custom pics. Make them your number one fam and friend and you'll make bucks in the end. Click on the pics below to bid on your favorite HOTTIE....!!!!!

Fubucks For Rates!
Hi Folks!! The going rate is 15,000 fubucks per 100 pic rates while my Auto 11's are activated. Send me a personal message when you are though and let me know how many pics you rated. I will send the bucks within 24 hours or less to you or whoever you want to receive them. Please do not SB me or send progress reports. Thanks, Steve

Ernestchausseur
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Hopeless
I am living life one day at a time. i rather love and loose than not love at all. we all have our weaknesses and our strongness but we all get hurt somehow someway. i hope everyone who loves dont end up in the same kind of situation i am in right now. but for me i cant stop loving no matter how much i get hurt. she is my future my love of my life and she can do no wrong as long as she comes home to me at night. i know am alot soft hearted but i cant help myself when i look in those blue eyes i melt. she has me wrapped up tight in the palm of her hands and i cant seem to exscape the clutches and i dont want to either.

A Black Woman
The Black Woman Black queen of beauty, thou hast given color to the world!Among other women thou art royal and the fairest!Like the brightest of jewels in the regal diadem,Shin'st thou, Goddess of Africa, Nature's purest emblem! Black men worship at thy virginal shrine of truest love,Because in thine eyes are virtue's steady and holy mark,As we see in no other, clothed in silk or fine linen,From ancient Venus, the Goddess, to mythical Helen. When Africa stood at the head of the elder nations,The Gods used to travel from foreign lands to look at thee:On couch of costly Eastern materials, all perfumed,Reclined thee, as in thy path flow'rs were strewn-sweetest that bloomed. Thy transcendent marvelous beauty made the whole world mad,Bringing Solomon to tears as he viewed thy comeliness;Anthony and the elder Caesars wept at thy royal feet,Preferring death than to leave thy presence, their foes to meet. You, in all ages, have attracted the adoring world,And caused many a bloody b

Home
as i sit writeing this tonite .Iam so happy to have my tiny dancer in my life and in my arms ...........she sits down loading as i sit writeing this ... she is so sweet i will never know what she sees in me but i do know that i have never felt love like this .... nor has anyone ever shown love to me this way ...........tiny i love you you are my light .my flame,my soul ....... may life always be on your side

Leave Out All The Rest
Some songs feel like that they have be written for yourself.... "Leave Out All The Rest"by Linkin Park I dreamed I was missingYou were so scaredBut no one would listenCause no one else caredAfter my dreamingI woke with this fearWhat am I leavingWhen I'm done hereSo if you're asking meI want you to know[Chorus]When my time comesForget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missedAnd don't resent meAnd when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the restLeave out all the rest[End Chorus]Don't be afraidI've taken my beatingI've shared what I madeI'm strong on the surfaceNot all the way throughI've never been perfectBut neither have youSo if you're asking meI want you to know[Chorus]When my time comesForget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind someReasons to be missedDon't resent meAnd when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memoryLeave out all the restLeave out all the rest[End Chorus]ForgettingAll the hurt insideYou

.mov To Gif Animation
Alright, so I’ve been trying to figure out how to do this all night and I finally have the steps. Step #1 Downloading file format converting program My movie clip files come straight off my camera as .MOV formatted files. My movie editing software (aka Windows Movie Maker which will only read .WMA format) cannot read these files. So, I download a file format converting program FOR FREE called FormatFactory (my friend gave me the idea but I initially downloaded it to convert my .MOV file to .AVI format but decided I needed to edit the movie first). Step #2 Converting file to .WMA FormatFactory makes it easy to convert files to .WMA and .AVI which I also needed to do later. Step #3 Editing clip through Windows Movie Maker My file was 1 minute and 3 secinds so I needed to cut down the time a lot if I wanted to make a GIF so after cutting out a few parts I got it down to 13 seconds. Step #4 Saving edited clip Here is where I ran into trouble. I could not figure out how to s

Life In General...
When will people realize that bad things happen to good people??? So, you're a great person, living your great life, and something fucked up happens out of the blue... get over it!!! Don't get me wrong, I've had some pretty crazy shit happen to me, but when it does, I just ask myself, ' What makes me so fuckin' special?'. I've come to realize it's not what happens to you that defines the situation, it's how you respond!!! I said respond, not react!!! A reaction is based on feelings, a response is based on intelligence. Never let your emotions override your intelligence!!! All in all, life is a Beautiful thing!!! When something bad happens, dictate the situation, don't let the situation dictate you!!! Keep it pushin'...

Peephouse Construction
I worked on the peephouse interior today, and I installed two of the four bookshelves. Just two more to go until the feathered ladies have a peep-sized library. Then I need to finish installing the insulation and put up the interior siding. Oh, and install a window, and chicken-wire everything. I suppose I have a ways to go before the peeps will be in their new home. Until then, the Olay Regenerist box in the garage will keep them safe and wrinkle-free.After a rigorous hour or two of construction work this morning, I sunbathed for an hour. Or, I read a bit of Ulysses and masturbated topless in the sun, however you like to put it. In an unrelated matter, I cannot decide whether to call the peep's outdoor dwelling a patio or a sunroom. If you have other suggestions, please do not hesitate to share them. Just don't let them be stupid suggestions. TYIA.

Fear
i still don't know if i have enough strength to make it hour to hour, day to day. i know alot of these blogs lately are coming out as poor me, pity me, whatever. that's not my intention. i've just been using it as a place to get out what's been in my head, as i really don't have another place to let things out at the moment. i don't have a cell phone anymore. i don't have a computer that i can use regularly. at least not as regularly as i was using it before i moved back to jersey. my medications are keeping me calm for the most part. but i'm not sure calm is always the best thing for me. when i have too much time to myself instead of freaking out in anxiety, now i find myself slipping into a spiral of worse depression. i have a hard time reaching out to the friends i've had for years. and those same friends don't have a consistent way to get a hold of me either to try to help me through it. i know one person can't be the reason to move forward unless that one person is me, but i'm s

Lost
Lost Another day aririves, at least you think it is a new day, you can't really be sure anymore, they all have started running together, night into day then day into night, and again an endless cycle, with hopes and dreams dashed upon the rocks along the way. Life has taken on a drab overcoating, that drapes over everything, touching everything in your life, nothing can escape its embrace, colors aren't as vibrant, food doesn't taste as it should, and even sex has lost the pizzaz it once had. You shuffle around in your lil life till one day the lights finally go off, and there you are, standing there in the dark, alone and afraid. The cold starts wrapping itself around you, bringing goosebumps to your flesh. You stand there debating what to do; you can stand still, feeling life course around you flowing with the course of time swirling past, with no chance of anything ever changing, or you can start to move in a direction, any direction,

Sectional Champs Auto
As some of you already know, my son's team won the sectional baseball championship yesterday. Since I help to coach the team, we leave for the state tournament on Wednesday and if we keep winning, we will be there until Monday night!!!! Soooooooo, I am gonna celebrate today @1pm Futime by activating an auto 11 and then sometime along the way, blow up a bunch of "chit"! Come by and help celebrate with and maybe even level yourself on me!!!!

This It Is, Fubar
* .: "..·•Ultra* .: "..·•Well here it is, almost three years on this site, for better or worse, and it doesn't get any more prominent than this. Think of this as my tell all" diary about my experiences and what goes on in my head. In '06 it started off as Cherrytap' and Lost Cherry' before that, when the BabyJesus known as Mike Hedlund, originated 'Fubar' It was a site for being social, and popping your social cherry' Well, after having been through my Myspaces, and Lavalife's just to try to met woman on the internet, and even after my father told me "It's not a good way to meet people" I still did it.I did actually meet 3 people from the internet since 2004 Liz in Miami, ristin in Jupiter and Christine 'Druggie' Alabasa in WPBeach. All lasted a day each. You see, I was never a relationship type of man. Some guys just have it or care nothing more about it. I have had the dream since I was a little boy as an only child to 'be independant'. And it actually came true. I work a d

Was Trying To See About Making A Deal For It
hey all im looking to get a auto 11 or blast message if you could help me, i will work hard to get a auto 11 or blast will rate lots of pics or will give fu bucks im willing to make some kind of deal please let me know

No Speak English
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily ever after in Toronto . The poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, so, in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. Her butcher got the message and gave her the chicken legs. Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts. The butcher understood again and gave her some chicken breasts. On the 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store...

[good News! I Found My Belt.]
This is not a mumm... because its a blogbut its getting late, and I really don't know what I want to take care of before the morning rush.I could totally fire off another round of knuckle children too... :/So there's my dillemma- wash off my funk, shave, clip my grody nails, fire a pocket rocket, or save it for the morning- if I really get my ass rolling and hitting the ground early I can take care of it first thingbut knowing me, I won't want to.Now that I cut my hair again (was reaching record lengths) I can take those 3 minute showers where I shave and brush my teeth and piss all at once.Dude, what can I say- I've got mad skillsand don't tell me you don't pee in the showerfuckin liars.It's porcelain with constantly running scalding hot water and soap.Not a logic problem.so here's the plan... wanking would really just be an exercise in stamina and callous buildingso that's 86'dThe more I think about it- the more giddy I am about doing 12 things at once in the showergrab a hunk of bag

New Survey Just Out
according to a new survey just out. if asked which on average do working people want more, at night, great nite sleep OR great sex? polled men 52 percent preffered great nite sleep polled women 56 percent preffered great sex And they say men are sex fiends lolol

Just For Fun
1. Would you want to be on top or bottom? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How kinky are you, 1-10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna do it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if I licked you? Anywhere? 20. Would you do it today? 21. Would you do it tomorrow? 22. Would you call me in the morning? 23. How much of a tease are you, 1-10: 23. Will you repost this so i can answer for you?

Drawing Welfare....
A guy walks into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marches straight up to the desk and says "you know, I just hate drawing welfare!" The clerk behind the counter says, "your timing is excellent. We just got notified of a job from a very wealthy old man who wants a cheauffer and a body guard. You will have to drive him around in his brand new 2009 Mercedes Benz CL, and he will supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours your meals will be provided." "You'll also be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips. This is awkward to say, but as part of your duties you will have to satisfy her sexual urges and as she is in her mid 20's has a rather strong sex drive." "You will be given a 2 bedroom loft type apartment with a Plasma t.v., stereo, bar, pool etc.. located above the garage and designated for your sole use. Your salary will be $200,000.00 a year." The guy just plain wide-eyed, said, "you're bullshittin' me!"

I Keep Things Simple, Sometimes
I'll keep this simple, if you're someone I talk to regularly, and you enjoy it a lil, here's my yim: nijah.redlin Yes it's real, yes it's my name. Yes I'll be logged in until I leave. Also the easiest way to get ahold of me. I don't really expect anyone else to add me, but there it is. I'll miss you all, n you guys have fun, okay? By the way... rascal is taking up a collection on my behalf in order to send me some provisions, ie; T.P. non perishable food items and the what not. He has a paypal all set up for this purpose only so if you would like to help, then please get with rascal about this. Rascal is in my top family, but here's the link to his page just incase...http//fubar.com/demonrabbit. You may also find him on yim > geethanxalot < thank you everyone.

Tomb
As I sit here in my room,despair, loneliness and pain create my tombhappiness and joy are no more,and my heart is now just sore.People give me such nice wishes,but nothing can replace his missed kisses,I know they mean well,but I am not ready to leave my private hell.Love is lost and gone away,just another sad depressing dayEven nature must feel my pain,'cause I look outside and see the rain.Tears of joy are replaced,now by tears of sorrow,oh, how salty they now taste,as my lips for their new home, they borrow.Eyes all puffy from so many tears,from all that builds up from fears,time is now not my friend,it is just a tick to another hours end.Even the sand in the hourglass,has decided to stop flowing,I pray to God to help with this task,this must be right, for he is all knowing.Sometimes the hardest medicine to swallow,is not a pill, or a sour tasting liquid,but something that makes your heart hallow,leaves you feeling lost and out of control like a kid.The calendar now is just a way to

Glory
I - i feel no pain i feel no life i feel im falling I - am full of lies decieving lies i feel im falling out - down a hole i feel so low i feel im falling I - i see no light and i know why i feel im falling chorus and now i see will you take away my yesterdays and now i know will you come and change my life I - i feel no pain i feel no life i feel im falling I - am full of lies decieving lies i feel im falling out - down a hole i feel so low i feel im falling I - i see no light and i know why i feel im falling chorus and now i see will you take away my yesterdays and now i know will you come and change my life bridge glory oh lord i give you all my praise glory oh lord jesus is your name for i know that i am changed please forgive my sins and i will be your child glory is your glory is your name

A White Rose
A White Rose The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips. - J B O'Reilly (1844-1890) -

Blondage
Was it friends by accident,Or maybe even by chance.Or did fate itself step in,And begin our little dance. Visiting one and send to another,Somehow lead me to you.It started slow,but today it changed,One leap,one jump brought me again to you. A friend now met,A seed has begun to grow,How or where we will go,It's in the wind.Becauseof you,I thank another through another,Now our frindship can now truely begin.

No Matter What Happens
I just want to tell my friends here, those who know me and those who have just connected, that I love you all, no matter what happens to me, now or in the near future. Things aren't getting any better, in fact, in some ways, I feel that they're getting worse. More and more resumes sent out. No interviews since November. This isn't worth it. I really don't care anymore. In a lot of ways, things have gotten worse, not better. When I 1st lost my job, I had 5 interviews in the 1st 4 months. Since November, i've had 3, 1 would have meant moving and 2 werent even in my field. I feel worthless Today was 8 months since I lost my job, I'm no closer to finding work, I'm feeling more and more drained by this. Something REALLY scary happened to me yesterday. I had to buy a gift and I was at the mall on the 2nd level and I was thinking about how I couldn't spend what I what I wanted to spend because of being out of work for so long. I went to the railing and looked down and seriously consid

Stupid Ppl
i swear they jus get more and more dumb on here twisted dr...: ok Halo Is On...: well u asked if i was single i told u no...then u said u wanted to me i asked see me how? i dont cam i dont trade pics ill be friends with anyone but thats as far as it goes on heretwisted dr...: sorry i askedHalo Is On...: a*Halo Is On...: i have man...so i dont do that craptwisted dr...: you have yahoo or msn or camfrog with a webcamHalo Is On...: umm what u mean?twisted dr...: wish i could see youHalo Is On...: nope im takentwisted dr...: ok and you singleHalo Is On...: im good n utwisted dr...: how are youHalo Is On...: hitwisted dr...: hi i give him about 15 mins and he`ll ask some more shit BLAH

Stoned Thoughts
What makes you believe/trust someone? Is it one thing in particular or is it a combination of little things? Does everybody require the same things to believe/trust someone? Is there a time limit on how long it takes you to trust someone? This isn't about anything in particular, just a thought while I was high.

Videos Of Me
CLOSE MY EYES FOREVER http://ksolo.myspace.com/player/KMiniPlayer.swf?lang=en">> EVERY ROSE HAS ITS THORNShttp://ksolo.myspace.com/player/KMiniPlayer.swf?lang=en">> L O V E H U R T S http://ksolo.myspace.com/player/KMiniPlayer.swf?lang=en">> BRINGING ON THE HEARTBREAKhttp://ksolo.myspace.com/player/KMiniPlayer.swf?lang=en">> ROCK YOU LIKE A HURRICANE http://ksolo.myspace.com/player/KMiniPlayer.swf?lang=en">> A E R I A L S http://ksolo.myspace.com/player/KMiniPlayer.swf?lang=en">> http://kSolo.MySpace.com/brandifly69

True..
A friend will be there for you when things are good… but TRUE friend will be there for you when things are good and also when things are very bad. And just when it feels like you will never smile again, she can put a smile on your face with just a hug

Just Another Blog Ay! ^_^
Well here I am... back online for the last few days... been feeling up and down a lot... more so down than anything else.. But that’s just something I have come to expect from my past. Not a demon I can be rid of anytime soon I’m afraid to say... but ah well huh, tis life... lol So let’s see I’m living in a new place now. It’s nice here... my house mate is kind and understanding to me she has 8 cats that are all adorable... 2 don’t really like me unless I have food lol I am trying to keep up with all my writing even through these dark feelings... but life is a hard thing and the people within life are just getting to me more and more, they push and probe, poke and pull until you explode at them and lose all self control. But then when do we have self control, I hear things; I listen when people don’t realize I am. I know that though a lot of you say you have high self control when you are pushed, you forget that self control and just lose it and it takes forever for you to calm do

Lmao
If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hopefor you. I was literally crying by the end. For those of you who have lived / traveled in Texas, you know how true this is. I no longer let any Texan pick a restaurant.20 These folks do not like the flavor of anything, they just like the burn.Sometimes truth really is stranger than fiction….and a lot more amusing. *********************************** ********************************They actually have this Chili Cook-off at Halloween time. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who wasvisiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chilicook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and Ihappened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking fordirections to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I wasassured by the other two judges (Native Te

All You Need Is Love-love Is All You Need
One of the simplest ways of attracting love is to give love. When your motives are pure and you wish only to honestly express your affection, the people you care for will respond with love and appreciation. They will sense that you are seeking nothing in return and feel blessed that you have given such a rare and wonderful gift. The more you love others, the more love you will give to yourself because our relationships with others often reflect our relationship with ourselves. When you give your love to others, you will naturally draw to you the love that you crave.

Iris's Smile
She said she needed a smile,For her I had one to give.Because If I had never seen her beauty,My thoughts would cease to live. To think I could make her smile,Just even for a momment or two.I would spend my day trying,Nothing else I would do. Please beautiful If you will,Send your smile my way.And I will try forever,To see it everyday.

About Me..well My Zodiac Sign
PISCES Also unassuming, the Pisces zodiac signs and meanings deal with acquiring vast amounts of knowledge, but you would never know it. They keep an extremely low profile compared to others in the zodiac. They are honest, unselfish, trustworthy and often have quiet dispositions. They can be overcautious and sometimes gullible. These qualities can cause the Pisces to be taken advantage of, which is unfortunate as this sign is beautifully gentle, and generous. In the end, however, the Pisces is often the victor of ill circumstance because of his/her intense determination. They become passionately devoted to a cause – particularly if they are championing for friends or family. PISCES SUN : Pearl merchant, peaceful, wealthy, uneventful, religious, prodigal, loved by women.Mysticism, escape into the One; sees the unity, fails to make "normal" distinctions, often weak ego; victim, martyr, servant; tends to escapism, fantasy, drugs (especially alcohol), religion; very receptive

Fu Etiquette=like Duct Tape The Light And Dark Sides
This blog will be edited frequently. I want lots of input. Any comments you leave about rules you know will be added to the blog. Light Side Everyone is rated "11" if you have them. A "10" if you don't. In your head you can say 2 or 7 but your fingers must always go to 10 or 11. Try to rate back everyone who rated you. We are here to help each other out. :) Dark Side Start rating people what they really are and you most likely will be blocked a lot. If you view it. rate it *if you wander onto someones page by accident. Go ahead and at least rate their profile. You don't have to ask for friendship.* INPUT FROM FERLISHIOUS: Viewing (even if on accident) without rating makes you look fishy! If you're still a level 8 or so, people may assume you haven't figured out how to rate, but anything 15 or higher just makes it look like you're snooping which no one likes. View me without rating me? Don't be shocked when you're blocked. If you shout it, rate it ESPECIALLY if you're ask

Poughkeepsie, Ny
I met the Devil in Poughkeepsie, New York. He took a seat right beside me at the end of the bar. He said I looked familiar, had we met sometime before? Yeah, I drank with the Devil in Poughkeepsie, New York. And I confessed I hadn't prayed to God since nineteen-eighty-eight, he said, "oh kid, you should try again you know, before it's too late." I asked him where my soul would go if I just dropped dead today, he smiled and said "Oh, you've got some good friends waiting for you at the gates." Hallelujah! O', Hallelujah! He said, "Just say the word and I'll give you fame and fancy whores, or would you rather die a simple man, just honest and poor?" I said, "Well now I know who my real friends are and I can't ask for much more." I thanked the Devil for my drinks and made my way for the door. Hallelujah! O', Hallelujah http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHI4P6ROFX8

9/25/2010
Hey folks You probably don't know me, and if you do.. Groovy. If not.. Well, that's cool too. My Name is Sean and I currently host a 'net radio show Friday evenings on http://www.renegaderadio.net (If you're really that intersted, just ask me for more info :p ) However, i'm not here to plug that. We're a sponsor for an event on 9/25 at Oriley's in Dallas, TX - I've been in charge of doing most of the promo for the gig, So alas - Here's one more attempt to get some butts there.. What show is it, you ask? Why, it's the First Annual Epic Music Showcase And Convention! What's that all about you ask? Truth be told in the past 6 or 7 years, the music scene is Dallas has kind of, gone down hill. the Legendary Deep Ellum is now hardly a shell of what it once was, be it from club owners not being able to handle keeping everything open due to the economy, getting bored, or whatever.. The fact of the matter is, The scene needs a kick in the ass. But how? Simple. You get 13 bands, You start

Why
Why do people always have to lieThey lie to make themselves feel goodWhy are there con artists everywhereThey are around to keep people on their toesWhy do so many people play gamesThey play games cause all they suckWhy do people hurt other peopleThey hurt cause the do not careWhy are there so many fake peopleThey are fake cause they will find someone to fall for their gamesWhy should i even care aymoreI care cause it is who i am

10 Things Every Child With Autism Wishes You Knew...
Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew by Ellen Notbohm from the book Ten Things Every Child with Autism Wishes You Knew (2005, Future Horizons, Inc.) Some days it seems the only predictable thing about it is the unpredictability. The only consistent attribute -- the inconsistency. There is little argument on any level but that autism is baffling, even to those who spend their lives around it. The child who lives with autism may look “normal” but his behavior can be perplexing and downright difficult. Autism was once thought an “incurable” disorder, but that notion is crumbling in the face knowledge and understanding that is increasing even as you read this. Every day, individuals with autism are showing us that they can overcome, compensate for and otherwise manage many of autism’s most challenging characteristics. Equipping those around our children with simple understanding of autism’s most basic elements has a tremendou

My Life Is Not My Own
I stop and I realize that you are on my mind a lone tear slides down my cheek To be loved as I love you is longed for The bitterness and disdain over whelms me I want to fade way like a shadow in the night To leave this place without a glance Knowing my life is not my own Unconditional love for you keeps me here even with the pain and lonlyness I cannot escape to blessed peace She said to leave you To turn away from all your pain That I am too good for you I deserve love But so do you You may not love me I am not your friend I am your wife Today people walk away with out a second thought though I want to I can't My life is not my own When I vowed to you for better or worse I meant it as much then as now You own my heart The keeper of my soul My will is yours, you are my husband My life is not singular but plural because you are in it There is no mine but ours The shattered pieces of my heart lay before you I beg you to fix it Take me back into your arms

Seriously, This Much Havic Over A Bling?
Ok Ok Ok... Damn Enuff About the "God Mode" Bling... So what, LOTS of ppl aren't happy with the change but you gotta give Fu credit for using your hard earned money to make you geinea pigs. QUIT YOUR BITCHING... everywhere I go it's QQ over the bling, WTF ppl??? I got LINCHED cuz I made the statement that it changed SOME (not all but SOME) ppl and it killed the true meaning of the "Family" box on here... but ya know what? Not 1 person in my family sold me out or removed me from theirs over the bling. Ppl hurt ppl that really thought they where friends and were tight, for more points... lol Now I know this is "JUST A GAME" but the ppl behind the screens PLAYING this game are VERY real and have feelings, form attachments... Now I know a lot of you are reading this saying "so fucking what if they take it to seriously" THAT MY FRIENDS IS MY FUCKING POINT!!! If they shouldn't care why should you? I mean seriously, giving 100 credits to fu is better that stickin' $65.00 work of smack in

Love Is...
"I never met a bridge" he said "that I didn't burn;never seen a foot that I didn't shootespecially if it was mine.Never had a heart that had a home." "Me," she said "I never had a heart I didn't betrayand give away;never loved a man I should have. I have carried too much water in leaky buckets;loved men I couldn't see couldn't love back.And now" she said, "there's you." He said: "There's nary a woman that loved me that I truly deserved;I've spent most of my love making time and whiskey-fying,chasing skirts, raising hell, and giving hurt;and now I need someone to help me mend my ways,help I know I don't deserve." She said "You an old boy fresh out of rehab; my kind of man-- can't see too good--and still needs a woman's touch". You're my man," she said."I like low-hanging fruit that's been around the block or two,that life's made eat a little humble pie." "You could be my woman" he said "if you'd have me.""Oh I'll have you" she said "you're my favorite kind of mistake to make."

Brain Noms.
I was tagged in this note on Facebook. I figured I might as well post it here, too. Carry on! Have you read more than 6 of these books? The BBC believes most people will have read only 6 of the 100 books listed here. Instructions: Copy this into your blog. Bold those books you've read in their entirety, italicize the ones you started but didn't finish or read an excerpt. 33 I clearly need to read more often. There are far too many books listed below that I should have read by now, and that I would really love to enjoy. Regarding many of the titles in bold, I have read them, but could probably not carry on a lengthy discussion in their honor due to the fact the last time I truly enjoyed them, I was most likely in Junior High. I need to get on my ass (yes, on) and crack more of these open. Especially since the ones I have italicized, I actually own. Pure laziness on my part. I must make amends! It does somewhat sadden me that The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe made the list. Not

If You're Wondering Why I Deleted You
If you're wondering why I deleted you, it could be for one or more of a few reasons: 1. Whining about not getting love 2. Being a whore 3. Being a whiny whore 4. Begging in my live feed 5. Spamming my live feed with 1000 lame-ass pics for your bomb folder 6. Spamming my life feed with bullshit like lounges, links to contests and people to "love on" 7. Having no sense of humor 8. Having no personality 9. Being a douche 10. Starting drama 11. Taking this bullshit too seriously 12. Messing with my people 13. Being faker than Joan River's face

Fu-bling Box
First image shows the effect on a good portion of the profile, second image will be of just the fuBling box. And the image of just the fuBling box: As described in a previous section, this is the base tables for your UIL+Rate+Default Pic+ASLol+Salute section, the fuBling table, Status table, F4(Fam+Friends+Fans+FanOf) table, MBL(MUMMs+Blogs+Lounges) table, Drink Bar, and two footer sections (will be overridden) profile viewers and viewable tables. .userprofile_table { border: .2em red ridge;} As stated before, this covers your boldlinks: Referrals, Photos, fuBling, Status+atom rss, Family, Friends, Fans, Fan of, MUMMs, Blog Posts, Lounges, Drinks, and the overridden profile vieweres links. .userprofile_boldlinks { border: .2em orange ridge;} This covers another broad range of areas: the numbers for achievements, All blasts link, last 10 viewers link, number joined (referrals), number of photos all in the ASLol section and the bling me! link. .userprofil

First Time
Since the first time I saw her,Her beauty remains in my mind.An angel from a distance.Forever in my eyes she shines.Each day her beauty grows,Just to see her warms my soul.And when she is gone I'm saddened,Not knowing of her return or when again she'll go.An angel,A sorceress of some kind,A wonderous spell you have put on me.May your beauty grow and shine brighter each day,For my heart,eyes and soul to forever see.

Rush Limbaugh Thinks Hungry Children Should "dumpster Dive" For Their Dinner (repost)
Rush Limbaugh's ongoing assault on family values continues. This ugly excuse for a human being actually went on the radio and went off on hungry children in the US. Whether he likes it or not, hunger becomes a real problem when children don't have even a school lunch because many children rely upon the federal school lunch program to get their one decent meal a day. Here's what Limbaugh said: God, this is just -- we can't escape these people. We just can't escape them. They live in the utter deniability of basic human nature. They actually have it in their heads somehow that parents are so rotten that they will let their kids go hungry and starve, unless the schools take care of it Sometimes it's not a question of "let". Sometimes it just "IS". There's more: I think, you know what we're going to do here, we're going to start a feature on this program: "Where to find food." For young demographics, where to find food. Now that school is out, where to find food. We

What Has Happen
2010 on fubar left me sorrows and happiness. Goodness and naughtiness. Was friends with ppl that I would have given my life for. Ppl that I cared for deeply.. men and female. Maybe I am naive or just not understanding, but if I did something let me know. I also met some ppl some have shown me true friendship outside of fubar.. What I am shooting for in the new year is strength, guideness and the ability to understand more from people and to know where the bs is before it happens. I wish all of my friends and family much love this year and prosperity. Thank you for listening. Your favorite Robin.

The Day I Saw My Lady Cry
She stood there with her torch held high To watch planes falling from the sky As silver bullets ripped apart The center of her loving heart With disregard for sanity In senseless act of lunacy She saw her children fall and die The day I saw my lady cry. I LIFT MY LAMP … so reads her plaque Just miles from terrorist attack Her open doors now violated By pure evil orchestrated Hounds of Hell have been released And Good must rise to kill the Beast. I saw her head droop, shaking "Why?" The day I saw my lady cry. Her tears will bring on bitter rain Unleashing winds of hurricane To circle globe in whirlwind force Uncover evil at its source Then seek exacting recompense From those who prey on innocents. They'll not forget, as time goes by, The day they made my lady cry.

Mom
Her hands held us gently from the day we took our first breath. Her hands helped to guide us as we took our first steps. Her hands held us close when the tears would start to fall. Her hands were quick to show us that she would take care of it all. Her hands were there to brush our hair, or straighten a wayward bow. Her hands were often there to comfort the hurts that didn't always show. Her hands helped hold the stars in place, and encouraged us to reach. Her hands would clap and cheer and praise when we captured them at length. Her hands would also push us, though not down or in harms way. Her hands would punctuate the words, just do what I say. Her hands sometimes had to discipline, to help bend this young tree. Her hands would shape and mold us into all she knew we could be. Her hands are now twisting with age and years of work, Her hand now needs our gentle touch to rub away the hurt. Her hands are more beautiful than anything can be. Her hands are the reason

To Read When You Hit The Bottom...
the skies so dark with evil and torment,the earth so scorched with rage and fury,the soul....so ravaged by time and despair,when it seems theres no hope,look up, remember the skies,like it once was,look around you and remember,what the earth once looked like,look within yourself,remember wom you were,then gather up courage and hope,to let others see for themselves,that they, are not alone on this,cursed place, help them remember themselves,till everyone remembers...if they do,then whos to say its racked with evil and grief,when all they see is hope and remembrance,of whats past, and work to build the future....

Hahaha Fcken Priceless
3 EASY STEPS TO THE ULTIMATE FUBAR EXPERIENCE1. PICK A NAME: BE SURE TO PICK A NAME THAT IS EXTREMELY MATURE SUCH AS; PRINCESS SOMETHING, QUEEN SOMETHING OR TWAT SOMETHING. IT SEEMS NAMES CONTAINING THE WORD *BITCH* ARE VERY POPULAR ... SO YOU MAY WANT TO USE THE SAME TO BE POPULAR TOO. NEVER USE YOUR REAL NAME AS THIS MAY EXPOSE YOU AS WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND YOU DON'T WANT THAT! (EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE A GAZILLION PHOTO'S EXPOSING EVERYTHING ELSE).2. PHOTO'S: BE SURE TO UPLOAD PHOTO'S THAT MAKE YOU LOOK AS SEXY, SLUTTY AND AS POSED AS YOU CAN BE. MOST POSES THAT *YOU COULD NEVER DO AGAIN IF YOU TRIED* TEND TO WORK WELL HERE. SHIRTLESS PHOTO'S OF MEN SIMPLY MAKE A FU-WOMAN ROAR! BECAUSE OF COURSE ALL MEN NORMALLY WALK AROUND ALL DAY WITHOUT A SHIRT ... WHY WOULD ANYONE WANT TO BE REALISTIC? BE SURE TO POST PHOTO'S THAT ARENT CURRENT, NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW THAT YOU REALLY DON'T LOOK LIKE YOU DID 5 YEARS AGO. AND GUYS ... POST UP THOSE COCKS BECAUSE, WELL, THAT'S WHAT ALL WOMEN WANT TO SEE!

How Obama Is Making Gas Prices Higher
Yesterday, for the first time since September 2008, the price of a barrel of crude oil topped $100 on the New York Mercantile Exchange. But while the recent unrest in the Middle East has had some marginal effect on rising prices, the most significant factor has been increased oil demand worldwide. That is why, long before the recent protests even began, analysts were predicting $4 a gallon by this summer and $5 a gallon by 2012. Anyone could have predicted that the recovering world economy, coupled with the continued growth of India and China, was going to push oil prices higher. So if an Administration wanted to keep gas prices down, they could have mitigated increased oil demand by increasing domestic oil production. But that is not what the Obama Administration has done. Instead of increasing domestic oil supplies, the Obama Administration has cut them at every opportunity, and Americans are now suffering because of those choices.Back in February, when the protests in Egypt were fir

Hey Sf East Bay Area Fu's!
I'm workin at Yogurtouille on Mowry Ave in Fremont. Here's my schedule: Sun 6:30p-10:00p Mon 6:30p-10:00p Tue OFFFFFFFFFF Wed 6:30p-10:00p Thu OFFFFFFFFFF Fri 7:00p-10:30p Sat 7:00p-10:30p Come get your fro yo on! Excellent selection of flavors and topping, seriously, they're bomb. This girl came in today from another yogurt shop to get some from mine. Fa sho!

My Last Cry
A true Story about a man that nothing to live for. ”Hell found me” I said as I lay on the floor of this run down apartment. Stall feeling the pain and hit from the night before running through me. Looking up from the floor with darkness and hot summer’s night air surrounded me, holding me to the floor like a Sumo is on top of me. I shake me head to clear it from the weighed down like feeling. I struggled to get on my feet, standing upright with my head down. I ran my hand through my hair bring my head up with the pain of last night.earlier that day ”James what the fuck are you doing here!” my baby’s momma said screaming at me. ”coming to see my son” I said trying to walk in the door. ”the hell you are!” she shouted at me with her finger in my face. ”come on get your finger out of my face and let me see my son” I said again trying to walk by her as she stand in the doorway with her hands on her hips. ”we need

Headlights In The Mirror
Last year at 52 years of age I started riding a motorcycle. For the last 30 years the only two wheeler I had came with pedals. I was a little uncertain if this was a good idea, but I was at a time in life where I felt the need for something new and different. I got enough parts off of e-bay to piece together a 1981 Honda CB900 Custom and started my journey. I am so glad I took the leap! Rolling down these old county backroads has been a time of reflection I would not have had if I had remained on the couch. I think about everything and the ride usually gives me a fresh perspective. It is just a different way of seeing the world and you have to do it to understand. I was sharing this with my friend Bill, and he told me a story about him and his riding buddies trying to beat a storm headed their way as they were two states away from home. He said that they were fighting the wind hard trying to keep the bikes up and on the road for miles and keeping an eye on each other hoping no

The Rainmaker
When i was wondering the earth for the truth searching for what wasright,i heard the angels of the heaven calling out my name.i knew my life would never be the same so i looked into the midnight skyand watched the angels fly by. i took on my own way looked onto the other way watching the angels cry while the heavens filled with theheaven skies.i feel the pain as the angels wonder if in time it will ever change holding onto the golden clouds watching there tears falloff the leaves below, watching the earth crack open as they fall fromthere sky, they wish they knew how to escape this path but there fate issealed forever in the rainmakers fate as he walks alone across thegolden sun and the darkest of moons wondering if there will be anotherday to live an happy life

What We Have Become
cap·i·tal·ism noun an economic system in which investment in and ownership of themeans of production, distribution, and exchange of wealth ismade and maintained chiefly by private individuals orcorporations, especially as contrasted to cooperatively or state-owned means of wealth. com·mu·nism noun 1. a theory or system of social organization based on theholding of all property in common, actual ownership beingascribed to the community as a whole or to the state. 2. ( often initial capital letter ) a system of social organizationin which all economic and social activity is controlled by atotalitarian state dominated by a single and self-perpetuating political party. 3. ( initial capital letter ) the principles and practices of the Communist party. fas·cism

This Is A One-time Deal... Read It Or Don't
It is rare that I allow anyone to see a human emotion from me. Most of the time, what you get out of me is either sarcastic, contempt, rage or indifference. However, very rarely, I show that I am capable of more than simple disgust toward the rest of humanity... This is a one-time deal. Do NOT ever expect to see such a thing from me again. Anyone who has studied psychology will tell you that anger is never a primary emotion, it is a secondary feeling. A defense mechanism created either to mask the first emotion or to inspire action instead of inaction. One never gets angry without having first experienced some form of loss, pain or injustice against them. Knowing this, now you will begin to understand more clearly why I react the way I do and behave in the manner that you see. Many times I am seen as the worst kind of person. There are people in my past and my present who honestly believe me to be devoid of any compassion, kindness or decency. Nothing is furthe