TheShadowman's blog: "Thoughts and ramblings of a mad man"

since im getting older ive come to a cross roads in life of thought do i stay my path or do i look at all in a whole am i right in my ideals or am i wrong damed down a path of failure but given in to religion thats like calling defeat but is that my pride talking dont know but all i know is i try to keep good karma and what really is religion is it truth or is it a system of rules made by man with the threats of a place called hell to make us be better out of fear or is it a way to control a mass of people but in all religions and faiths there is the good but human intentions get in the way then greed anger and hate sorry to send like yoda but we are a broken people sitting on the edge of self destruction for the love of one ideal or people creates hate of outsiders look at all the events between the religions and people its always killing in the name of my god but why are we this blind that we forsake the teachings thats in our books of faith to throw back love peace and sernity for the call of war and of doom have we forgotten what it is to be innocent to love and respect even though we all are differant is it religion or is it people that makes us all fall so far and learn nothing from it why cant we just stop just stop and think we are all differant but we can work for a common goal to better our lives as humans to solve hunger to clean the water and learn to live in utopia or am i a fool that sees in color when the world is in shades of ash and blood why am i posting this i dont know so many thoughts and why do i have them i dont know somtimes it saddens me somtimes it angers me throws me its fits of rage nothing more to verbally strike out then think of it befor hand i wake up in the morning and head into the city and suddenly im full of hate the bums the druggies the loosers that have given up but if i was xtian jesus healed and fed such people so why do i hate am i bad have i fallen is there hope or am i right and i just feel guilt somtimes i feel like helping but im confused maybe i need to pluck the branch out of my eye befor i pluck the splinter out of somone else is absolution my only way in life or will i ever find harmony