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Repost Of Old Fetish Blog
So here's a small list of them and what they do to me. Feel free to reply to add your own, it's always good to know what other people are into. -Thongs. O M G I don't even know why, but thongs just drive me crazy. G strings not so much, but a black or red thong just gets my mind going, it makes me fantasize about ripping it off with my teeth, spanks, bites, rough sex, I just can't control myself when I lower a pair of pants and surprise surprise! A thong! Other colors do it of course, but red and black are my favorite ones so it's a dream come true. -Glasses. I love the way women with glasses look. Sure, not 100% of them, but most of them. It gives them a sort of sweet and innocent look, so of course this only gets hotter when I know the girl is not sweet and innocent, the clash of image versus reality makes this quite hot. I love it when a woman wears glasses during sex as well, or when they bite their glasses in a cheeky innocent-ease manner. -Tattoos. Nothing

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Love
Love is Fleeting Hold on tight Love is Fleeting It can change overnight Love is Fleeting It takes off with flight Love is Fleeting Sends you soaring way up high! Love is Fleeting It can leave you High and Dry Love is Fleeting When you stare deep in their eyes Love is Fleeting When u have to say goodbye Love is Fleeting When all you do is cry Love is Fleeting When its all a Lie Love is Fleeting When you thought you found "The One" Love is Fleeting When you not "The Only One" Love is Fleeting When you don't give up Hope Love is Fleeting When you cant Cope Love is Fleeting When your Hollow inside Love is Fleeting Being The Brides maid and Not The Bride.. Love is Fleeting When He's not by Your side Love is Fleeting Wanna Give It A Try?

Dj Skitzo March 2k11
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You Might Be In Ems If…
You try to schedule days off around the phases of the moonYou have a bumber sticker that reads “Stat happens”You are the only one at the dinner table not allowed to talk about your day of workDiscussing dismemberment while eating a goumet meal is perfectly normalYour pajamas and work clothes all look alikeYour ringtone on your phone is a sirenYou’ve ever muttered “nice veins” to a complete strangerYou think it’s funny to tell a patient “I know how you feel. It’s my first IV too.” You have a pet named “comatose”You think the world is going to come to an end if someone utters “Wow, it‘s really quiet”You can drink 5 cups of caffeinated coffee before noonThe stop-in-food-store manager down the street from your crew hall knows you by nameIt’s a miracle if you ever get to sit down and eat a full meal without any interruptionsYou follow random ambulancesin your POVYou carry a pair of sheers with you ever

Madness: 39 Things That Are Driving Ordinary Americans Absolutely Crazy July 21, 2011 (repost)
Print Version Source: Micheal Snyder - BLN Contributing Writer Have you noticed that almost everyone seems really angry these days? Frustration with the government and with most of the other major institutions in our society seems to grow by the day. According to a brand new ABC News/Washington Post poll, 80 percent of Americans say that they are either dissatisfied or angry with the government. Americans are deeply divided about what the solutions to our problems are, but what almost everyone can agree on is that our problems are getting worse. Watching all of the madness that is going on in Washington D.C. and in our state capitals is almost enough to drive anyone absolutely crazy. Our nation is drowning in an ocean of debt, jobs are being shipped overseas at an alarming rate, thousands of stores are closing, poverty is exploding, greed has become a national pastime and corruption is seemingly everywhere. The American people are incredibly frustrated because t

Agoraphobia
Agoraphobia 9: 09pmSomething isn't right...I look around, as if you're right next to mewith a frown I silently say 'I feel you tonight.'anxiously, I arise from my chair and begin cleaning...Dishes Vacuumed floorsWashed windows As I wipe the beads of perspiration, I inhale deeply.In noticing the time, I exhale...9: 28pmPause - breathe - contemplate'WHAT THE HELL! ' I scream.I glare at the reflection in my screen door windowdirectly in the eyes...realization sets in... that's my reflection.Back to my chair, I sit...In solitude, I feel so saddened and confusedrestlessly, I grind my fingernail into my kneepiercing through, I come to a halt.Mouth and eyes wide open...I feel like someone's here... or are they coming?

Coffin
(Coffin is still a work in progress. It was first written in 2009, and is changing ever so slightly.) "I'm going to lie in my coffin one last night.I'm no longer looking for a fight to see what I truly am,and who I may beJust make me this promise and stop looking for me."She stopped writing and put the book down on the nightstand.There.She sat next to the bed. She wasn't sure what to think. She has just been in the same bed as one of them, yet she didn't feel different. Her mind was fuzzy, her body was numb, but she couldn't help it.She loved this feeling. She felt like she was free. Free to do what she wants.This wasn't the first time it's happened. She's done it before, but this time there was love.The figure lying next to her was beautiful. His pale skin, dark brown hair, he was the reason she was still living. When she first saw his eyes, those stunning eyes she couldn't look away from. Dark as the night, but calming. Those eyes showed her what she was missing.He saved

Darkness
darknesschilling sunrises out into the horizonstand aside and look outand dream a pretty dreamhope an unshellfish hopejust look at all the surroundingslisten to the birds sing their pretty songtrees whispering among each otherwind blowingwater trickling bydarkness takes allwith little specks of lightwaves crashing agaisnt the rocksmoments of slicencelight house a glow over younderlighting the way for the unawakenspirits that are trying to find their way homelook into the nightBy: Diedre

Questions To Him
Tell me what is on your mind, Is it good or bad?Do you lay awake at night? Or ever wonder if I am happy or sad?Is there one thing in your life, That you never want to be without?Please take the time to tell me, What is your life all about?I want to know all about you, From the beginning to the end.I want to know just where in your life, Do you see that I fit in.Do you have days that are bad? When you wish you could share?But you feel you have no one, I am here and I really care.I don’t know what the future holds. I am not sure what tomorrow will bring.I just know that at this moment in time, You happen to be my life and my everything.

Here Lays My Heart
Here lays my heart All broken and torn There are no feelings left in it For me to mourn Here lays my mind Which has repressed All the memories we have shared That have left me a mess Here lays my soul Which you took away Along with my faith and trust in you That you broke in a day Here lays my body All mangled and left to die I hope that I can get through this And find another guy.

Milfitaliana's Fall Auction
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New Computer
Now that everything is fixed up and ready to go, my spare time is a bit okay now that I can put everything together where they are suppose to be. This computer however that I am using that I brought is worth it than I thought it would be. The one I used before was completely useless. All broken apart with nothing useful anymore. So I moved on to a better one and decided to get rid of it. With everything not holding me back anymore, its time for me to do things step by step without even to struggle myself. If I moved out now I'd be broke by now and would not have anything in hand to spare so I'm saving as much as possible before I do the expected on my list. This computer tho has everything I might need to get my stuff going on the double (if nothing else comes up and my step family begging me for money from what I earn.) Whats my money STAYS my money and saving all of it for that special someone and I is none of my step-family's business. I went completely broke for the past 4 years an

Child To Child
Child to Child @ Here (below the pane beneath the sill, twice painted but not yet filled) rest the carved initials of our humid love. These letters (to those who see them now) may conjure images of hands that held, of lemonade sipped and spilled on old porch swings and, perhaps, a kiss on one abundant cricket-night in June. Oh... the hands did hold, did surely touch, first tentative as child to child, then bold as new flesh seeks its own. Nakedness (glistening and braiding by the light of eyes and shade of moon) throbbed with youth away into the brine-stung agony of shameful (therefore, overwhelming) joy, ending in the surge of our eruption into sin. Here, it all is written (pure flesh and lust belied by boy with knife) the first love shudder sealed under sill (in guise of innocence) for all to see yet none but us to know. After the first ecstasy there is no other.

Looking Back
Although I am no longer an Army wife. I still hold so much respect for those who are. And it isn't just only us spouses that go through these trying times it is family, friends and other significant others. And I hope that whatever you take from my story, it carries you through these difficult times in life. "The hardest thing next to being a soldier, airman, sailor and marine, is loving one." To love someone with who has been diagnosed with PTSD has been rather difficult for me. I don't have the best patience in the world. And from what I hear its normal for someone to become distant and detached. And as hard as that is for me to deal with let alone understand, I've come to realize that I must be patient. But, while being patient, I am left to my own feelings. Left to cope with the feelings of sadness, my own loneliness and above all, the feeling of being unloved and unwanted. Which to me is the hardest of all to deal with. You're left feeling insecure and unsure of how it i

Love Gone Bad.....lost Love
Love Gone Bad Poems One last kiss no more tears to shedI think about thisWhile watching you leave my bedNo more nights of long awaited passionNo more searching for The latest lingerie fashionsNo more nights of crying and painNot ever will I feel the sameNo longer will I live a lieNo more wondering whoseThe latest spyNo more creeping in the midnight hourNo more love making in the hot steamy showerFrom now on I will be walking aloneNo longer will my houseBe considered our happy home

Ol Good Times
On One Sunnny Day in Los Angles there were 10 Friends that were headed to a Audtion of Law & Order Special Victims Squad The friends were Alex GoDaddy Jackson, Bre Marie Wolf Matt Lehrman, Teri Mazzo, Skeet Forte, A'v SwagBaby, Harry Atkinson, Meghan Ameye, Terry Jamison, Brielle Daltion and Iniquity Bursts Balloons. They were all Trying out for the Main Lead for the Guys it was Detective Carol Reed and for the Main Lead for the Girls it was Decective Mary Jane Watson so Alex GoDaddy Jackson tried but he failed to get the part so then Skeet tried he failed as well Harry tried and he landed the role so then for the Girls Megan went to audtion first she allmost got it but didn't then Teri tired but she didn't get it as well but a shocking suprize happend when Terry Jamison A'v Swagbaby and Bre and Brielle Daltion all tried out and they each Landed the role so each got to pick out which one they wanted! Stay Tuned for Part two of The Day of Of Alex GoDaddy Jackson & Friends. Part Two Sta

Chapters 9 & !0
Chapter 9 Onion Seeds Pats whispered in his ear as they sat on the playground carousel..."I know a Haunted House...LET'S GO!" Nate asked his mother if he could go and she said yes of course. Pats always took very good care of him when they went on their various adventures and brought him back smiling. Besides, she was the only child he ever talked to on the playground.....or anywhere really. "Just have him back in an hour Pats...we have to pick up Mr.Brimley at the Airport" "OK Mrs. Brimley!" There was a wooded gulley just across from the playground where nobody ever went because it was right next to the Highway. Holding his hand tight she led him further down an old path until the yelps of the children and the drone of the cars could just barely be heard. Nate would ALWAYS go wherever Pats wanted him to...even when the Haunted House was just an old abandoned tool shed that smelled of mold, motor oil & rotting vegetation. I was a magical place because she said it w

New Outlook
So recently, I was asked to reopen Club Paradise Lounge after a very short break away due to working 80-100 hour work weeks and not having time for fubar (technically not reopen since it never really closed but get more involved in it being more active). I was told by many that Club Paradise is the only place they have ever really felt home in. Even people that are staff in other lounges said that Club Paradise will always be where their heart is. It was so humbling to know that I had created a place that felt like that to so many. Over the years many have been staff or members and have disappeared and reappeared. It has been so great to see both old and new faces in there this past month. It is the longest running fully active lounge other than Fubar support. With all of this said, I was kind of disappointed. It is not like it was years ago in lounges or even on the website itself. We reopened with a bang and still continue to remain one of the top lounges. But my disappo

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Gotta Keep Pushin
I hope the rain wash away the pain and as I keep my fingers crossed as I pray that this world can change but it seems that nobody cares, I"m all alone so I drown in my own tears In my grown years I tried to be satisfied Betrayed, bullied, wishin I had some pearly white wings so I can fly Feelin like I failed in this lifetime It's been one hell of a mountain that I've been tryin to climb I guess its true what they all say, people change and evolve I'm hittin a dead end I need some resolve In my heart I know my life is only something that I can make It just goes to fast that sometimes I just need an emergency brake

I Believe In You
I Believe In YouI thought I must give up on lifeAnd turn into a stone; The desert wind quite suited me:No heart, no mind--just bone. I thought it would be dumb to tryTo want something again; Wanting turns to need, and thenTransmogrifies to pain. I laughed at people still in love Who trusted someone's word; To make my happiness depend On faith seemed quite absurd. I lay alone and wonder-struck,Sleepless in my bed, Still numb, still dumb, still ice, ice cold,Not knowing I was dead.And then you came and shone uponMy meadow full of snow And saw the flowers only love Could recognize and grow;And made me feel so beautifulI shed my cold, cold skin ,And opened up my heart to you,And, fearful, let you in.And now, my dear, I am in love, With all that I've been through.I know the worst of all the world, And I believe in you.

My
A million stars up in the skyone shines brighter I cant denyA love so precious a love so truea love that comes from me to youThe angels sing when you are nearwithin your arms I have nothing to fearYou always know just what to say just talking to you makes my dayI love you honey with all of my hearttogether forever and never to part. S

A Good Day!!!!
I am having a wonderful day.. I have talked with friends.. talked with ones who are dear to me.. I get to watch football. and I am making homemade chicken soup..(its cold outside..perfect dinner for a cold day) I make an awsome chicken soup... LOL and I make my own broth... are you jealous???? LMAO.. I feel good and I am happy after a VERY rough week..I love my freinds on here dearly and I know I should get out into the real world.. but its hard when you have no money to do so... But the good news is I may have got a job.. (its taking forever to write this because I am doing it during the game ) LOL.. To my Friends and Family here.. PLEASE bear with me.. I will get my act together.. a little insecure and I have been hurt to many times recently.. hope everyone understands.. with that I will leave you. hoping you have a wonderful day.. dont give up on me yet.. I will be OK.. KISESS and Huggs...

Christmas :)
So I was thinking, since I seem to put everything off, that I should go ahead and post this and get a start now. If you would like a Christmas card from me, send me a private message with your addy. You'll get one :)

Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 123
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In episode 123 of Janey Godley's podcast the mother and daughter comedy duo get into the Israeli conflict, mothering skills and discuss absurd music videos. Ashley and Janey both have injuries and explain all during the broadcast. Ashley sings a Bozy2Men song and Janey explains the lyrics. There is a funny tale about the flu, a bad journey and wee story about Major the dog. To vote for the podcast do so at the village voice internet awards page here, enter your email address at the top (No 01) and just go to the podcast section (No 35) and write Janey Godley’s Podcast! Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and burst with laughter. Janey G

December 2012 Musings, Rants & Cons Archived Posts.
December 2012 Musings, Rants & Cons Archived Posts: 2012 Year In Review: http://fubar.com/2012-fubar-and-real-life-year-in-review/b56627-1189213 Skanks, Children and Crybabies: http://fubar.com/skanks-children-and-crybabies/b56627-1188434 Sexual Predator of the Week: http://fubar.com/sexual-predator-of-the-week/b56627-1188154

Sacrifice
I drive down a highway Cars everywhere Today at work my mind wandered to my lady wondering why I was so lucky I have a child named jenny She was just born My lady is still in the hospital pretty well worn On my way there this is the first I will see of my baby I hear she is beautiful and I will watch her grow 1 more mile and I will be there I look to my left I see a car with children screaming Looks like they cannot slow down One looks in my eyes I can see her passion for life A truck coming straight out them I swerve to the left to knock them out of the way Now I am the target With no chance to move I say to my god Take care of my wife and my baby too In one swift motion I sacrificed my life For the lives of 4 children WIth my faith bound on them living I gave god a chance to have another angel in heaven

Results Through 9/10/06
Well it was a great weekend for Football, wasn't it?? We had some excellent games to watch. It was an amazing experience to watch the Manning brothers go head to head. It was interesting to see NE and Bills come out so close in scoring. Ohio State showed everyone why they are ranked #1. BC played a tough offensive game that ended in double OT. Go BC! And my Vols squeezed out a win. Games: College and AFC East through 9/10/06 --Miami @ Pittsburgh (Steelers 28 Dolphins 17) --Air Force @ Tennessee Vols (Vols 31 AF 30) Go Vols! --Clemson @ BC (BC 43 Clemson 42) Go BC! --Penn State @ ND (ND 41 Penn 17) Go Irish! --Ohio State @ Texas (Ohio 24 Texas 7) Go Buckeyes! --Bills @ NE (NE 19 Buffalo 17) --Indy @ NY Giants (Indy 26 NY 21) --Jets @ Tennessee (Jets 23 TN 16) On to next week and lovin' it. Thank God football is BACK!

Tag Game......
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Let's see how long we can keep this game going. 1.) I will only eat Top Ramen with chop sticks. 2.) I only "air dry" after I shower. 3.) Sometimes, I can see into the future. 4.) I sing constantly, but am afraid of microphones. 5.) I'm a texture and color junkie. 6.) I am a 1%'er (personality test wise), and "yes" everything about me is different. I tagged: Ravyn Wolff Buddy Christ Says: I AM A PROUD FATHER Taste of Heaven FUNFUCKINGFANTASTIC Syn CABRIOLET

Thinking
Ok I've been thinking on something. Why is it everyone has there guard set so high? Yeah I know we've all been hurt and don't want to go through it again. I can understand that. Then again what if you find someone who you can talk to. You enjoy their company and so far they have been honest with you, why do we always run away? Or back off. Why not take that chance of just hanging out? Talking and just see what happens? If anything you'll have a good friend out of the deal. Something great could happen. You could find that your friend is also the one you love. I believe that's the way two people should be together. You should be best friends, lovers and protectors of each other. To hold each other up and face everything together. To do the little things that mean so much... like place your hand on their leg when sitting close to each other. Curl up on the couch and watch tv. For the guy pick her up and take her out in the rain and play. Girls who cares if your hair gets wet it will dry.

All About Contests
OKAY IMMA SAY THIS NOW PEOPLE GET PISSED OFF BECAUSE I ENTER CONTESTS AND I WIN BECAUSE PEOPLE VOTE FOR ME WELL HELL I AM SORRY IF I GET VOTES I AM ONLY PUTTING BULLETTINS UP ASKING PEOPLE TO VOTE IF THEY DON'T VOTE THEY DON'T VOTE SHIT HAPPENS I AM NOT TRYING TO GET ATTENTION TO MY PAGE SO IT'S NOT LIKE I AM ALL FOR MYSELF YOU DON'T SEE ME HOLDING CONTESTS FOR ANYTHING SO THAT IS NOT THE POINT THAT ISN'T WHAT I WORRY ABOUT I DON'T CARE ABOUT MYSELF BUT IN A CONTEST IF I AM RIGHT THE MAJORITY OF THE TIME EVERYTHING IN A CONTEST YOUR ALL FOR YOURSELF IN IT IT'S NOT FOR YOU HELPING EVERYONE ELSE OUT IN A CONTEST IT'S YOU FOR YOURSELF IN THEM AND PEOPLE WANT TO BITCH AND COMPLAIN ABOUT PEOPLE LOOKING FOR VOTES FOR THEM SELVES COME THE FUCK ON NOW IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE ALL FOR FUN RIGHT OR WRONG BUT ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE ALL FOR FUN WELL WHAT THE HELL JOIN IN ON SOME SHIT GET INTO CONTEST WHO CARES WHO IN THE FUCK THE WINNER IS IT SHOULDN'T MATTER IF YOU WIN OR LOSE AS LONG AS YOUR HAVING A GOO

Love?
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Mean Mommy's
a friend sent this to me. Most nights when I'm putting my son down to bed and he's not happy to be going to sleep he calls me a mean mommy. If the rest of this is a definition of a mean mommy, then I am PROUD to be one. xoxo juicy Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I l

Busy, Busy, Busy!
Hey there...I hope everyone is doing well, and life is being good to you!!! =] I have become rather busy lately with all the real stuff. My son's wrestling has started and that takes up a great deal of my time, and I have been working on some graphic projects, and beginning to revamp my site MANIPULATIONZ, which I have been meaning to do for a good year now...lol The site is going to be more of a portfolio, gallery site for my work along with resources for all you photoshop freaks out there! I have also been working with JoeJoe on some graphics for his band Seven Ways West, an awesome group out of Michigan you should really check out!!! You are also welcome to join me at myspace too!!! SkiTz MySpace I will post the link to MANIPULATIONZ once it gets rolling for any of you who would like to take a look. I will always be logged into cherry just sometimes not available, and will try to touch base as often as I can... just seems right now I have too many things goin

The List
What it do nephew. Holla atcha boy, Jason Ellis! First, I would just like to thank Jason Ellis for having me on his show last Friday, and also to Sam Tripoli for breaking off my ass cheek. I'll return the love eventually Sam!! Ahh... Today has been very busy for me, incase anyone wanted to know how may day was so far, here is the list of things I've done and have to do: Finalized the scheduling of Odd Jobs Sasha Grey / Rico Strong Roxy DeVille / Arnold Schwartzenpecker Keeani Lei / Rico Strong Marie Luv / Rico Strong Me, Claire Adams / Rico Strong Lexi Love / Rico Strong Adrianna Nicole / Rico Strong Gia Paloma / John West Me / Ethan Hawke Me / "New Guy" Bought plan tickets and hotel for S.L.C. Golden Trails Gentlemen's Club Feb. 8th - 10th, 2007 Scheduled consultation for Tracy Anderson Fitness e-Mailed a bunch of people a bunch of things Paid my bills Organized paperwork for my bookkeeper Made a TODO list before leaving to S.L.C. M

A Soldier's Silent Night
This is one that I did not write but a US Marine had this posted in his stash. I have only read it twice because it brings me to tears each time. Wake up America cause that dirty messy guy that you just passed up on the street with his hand out just asking for a quarter could just have been a soldier like this. We don't know what each one of them has gone through. They all have there're stories but not one story will be the same. They also have different levels of what each can mentally handle. Many have been pushed way past that breaking level in situations the average American couldn't even think of. I don't know the exact percentage but I do know that it is very high. Our homeless population isn't just boozers and junkies. It consists of more than half being war veterans unable to leave the nightmare behind. Even the sick shouldn't have backs turned to them but even more so our heroes discarded off as just a homeless bum on the street kills my heart.

The Ct Crew
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The Frog And The Endowed
A guy goes to see his Doctor, because he's been a little too, well endowed, shall we say. In fact. It's 25 inches long. Can't get any woman to have sex with him. No men either, one would think. Anyway, the Doctor says there is nothing that he can do medically, but sends him to see a witch that he thinks may be able to help. Witch takes a look at the problem (YIKES!) and tells him to go to a particular pond, deep in the forest, and talk to a frog that lives there. "Ask the frog to marry you and each time the frog says no, you'll be 5 inches shorter." Worth a try he thinks, and off he dashes into the forest, as anyone in this sort of joke would. Finds the pond and sees the frog on the other side, sitting on a log. "Will you marry me?" he calls to the frog. Frog looks at him, disinterested at best, and calls back, "No." Guy looks down, and sure enough, he's 5 inches shorter. Hey, this is great, he thinks-- let's try this again. "Will you marry me?" he asked the

A Post For The Sexy Ladies In Mumm's
I see myself standing in our bedroom, waiting for you to walk through the door. I spent so long preparing for this night. Everything is perfect.....the lights turned off, candles lit, soft music playing in the background, the bed covered in rose petals, the bath ready. I stand there waiting...thousands of thoughts racing through my mind. I cant wait to taste your lips, feel you close to me.....i want to make love to you! Any minute now, you are going to walk through the door, and experience something so surreal, so beautiful, so perfect.....something that is going to change your life! I start to get a little nervous, i want it all to be perfect......i find myself listning for the front door to open. Then it happens........i hear you walk through the front door.....i hear your keys hit the table......i know your every move. First your keys, then your purse, then your jacket.......i hear you coming down the hallway......the door opens slowly....... You walk in, not sur

I Will Always Love Her (judging A Book By Its Cover)
You haven’t got a clue What she does endure Tragic life, not knowing If they’ll ever find a cure You sit and stare And judge her ways Avoiding her Assume she’s crazed But she is just trying To deal with what she’s dealt Constant voices haunting her She’s hiding what she’s felt They’re telling her she’s useless In everything she does You tell her to snap out of it And not to make a fuss And this pushes her over the edge She is close to snapping You blame her, call her mad But this sickness is so trapping And so you fail to see Her side that loves and cares You miss out on all that’s good Given the chance she would be there Pushing aside her illness And all the fear she feels To help you through the tough times Understanding what is real You just write her off Because that’s easier Your ignorance is bliss Life’s simpler without her She isolates herself now She’s crumbling inside Teetering upon the edge With no-one to confide She hone

The Kind Of Sex I Like
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Next Contestant By Nickleback (vid Included!!!)
This song was actually dedicated to me, making it funnier to me than it was to begin with. . . I judge by what she's wearing Just how many heads I'm tearing Off of assholes coming onto her Each night seems like it's getting worse And I wish she'd take the night off So I don't have to fight off Every asshole coming onto her It happens every night she works They'll go and ask the DJ To find out just what would she say If they all tried coming on to her Don't they know it's never going to work? They think they'll get inside her With every drink they buy her As they all try coming on to her This time somebody's gettin' hurt Here comes the next contestant Is that your hand on my girlfriend? Is that your hand? I wish you'd do it again (I'll watch you leave here limping) And I wish you'd do it all again (I'll watch you leave here limping) There goes the next contestant And I even feel the ladies They're cool but twice as crazy Just as bad for coming onto h

Md~lead Officer @ Animal Control Trying To Save Mama Pit/pup
THEY WILL BE EUTHANIZED IF HOMES CAN'T BE FOUND! Lead Officer at City of College Park Animal Control in Prince George's Co. is trying to save MAMA PIT and 10 BABIES from being euthed!! HURRY! Please contact ABIGAIL, lead officer, at (443) 857-3904 or alightning@collegeparkmd.gov (@collegeparkmd. gov) P.S. Please do NOT rescue the pups and leave the mom behind to die! Abigail Lightning Hi. My name is Abigail Lightning. I am the lead officer for City of College Park Animal Control in Prince George's Co. I received your contact info from a friend of mine Joshua Ward who has volunteered with your organization. Yesterday, I impounded a mother pit and ten 4 wk old puppies. Unfortunately, pitbulls are illegal in this county. I'm trying to do whatever I can to avoid euthanizing this mama pit and her ten precious babies. Do you have available space, know of any possible fosters, or have any other contacts you can refer me to? Any help you can give me is greatly ap

Hugs And Kisses And Licks Licks Licks
just to let u know been on holidays for two weeks have two more weeks to go will get back to all ur friend requests and ratings ty so much for all the love xoxo mmmmmmmmmm yummy..licks loves ya

Kids And The Bible
Can you imagine yourself to be the nun that is sitting at her desk grading these papers all the while trying to keep a straight face and maintain her composure! PAY SPECIAL ATTENTION TO THE WORDING AND SPELLING. IF YOU ARE EVEN REMOTELY FAMILIAR WITH HOLY SCRIPTURE, YOU'LL FIND THIS HILARIOUS! . THE FOLLOWING STATEMENTS ABOUT THE BIBLE WERE WRITTEN BY CHILDREN. THEY HAVE NOT BEEN RETOUCHED OR CORRECTED. INCORRECT SPELLING HAS BEEN LEFT IN. COMES FROM A ROMAN CATHOLIC ELEMENTARY SCHOOL TEST. KIDS WERE ASKED QUESTIONS ABOUT THE OLD AND NEW TESTAMENTS. 1. IN THE FIRST BOOK OF THE BIBLE, GUINESSIS. GOD GOT TIRED OF CREATING THE WORLD SO HE TOOK THE SABBATH OFF. 2. ADAM AND EVE WERE CREATED FROM AN APPLE TREE. NOAH'S WIFE WAS JOAN OF ARK. NOAH BUILT AND ARK AND THE ANIMALS CAME ON IN PEARS. 3. LOTS WIFE WAS A PILLAR OF SALT DURING THE DAY, BUT A BALL OF FIRE DURING THE NIGHT. 4. THE JEWS WERE A PROUD PEOPLE AND THROUGHOUT HISTORY THEY HAD TROUBLE WITH UNSYMPATHETIC GE

I'm Letting You Go.
There were times when my head was filled with only thoughts of you. When my heart was overwhelmed with emotions meant only for you. In the darkness I'd close my eyes and whisper my goodnight to you. Every night, without a miss. When I went online it was you I searched for. You I wanted to share my day with. Only you. Before the dawn would break and I woke up suddenly, the chill disturbing my dreams, it was you that first came to mind. It was you that entered even my dreams. The touch I imagined upon my cheek - the soft, gentle hands on my face. That touch was yours. "My Someone" was what I called it. I said I never gave it a name, it was an idea. I lied. It was always you. You were my someone. You were that one. When the pain in my chest was so achingly painful and my cheeks burned from all the tears I'd cried, it was you that brought the pain. When he held me in his arms it was you I imagined him to be. I gathered my strength and continued through life, but it was you I did it f

Heaven
Heaven Pleading screams soundlessly unheard, The desperate sanity of a daughter born of man, But a Goddess twice removed. Eyes opened to the unseen, Hard put to rally the opening of my soul. The question "why" God was mine. Me, and the cold moon, Me, and the unsettled waters. The Answer viewed through old innocent eyes. Laid to the bitter winds, Few eyes really see, God's secret Palace. In the stolen moments be the ocean, It is here where God resides

Stranger
My dreams Are wrapped in silver strands of hair, Lost in brown-sugar brown. Wordless eyes watch, As a poet drones half-hearted words. While green blankets of clothes, Pillow my restless day dreams, Of soft masculine hands, Against the red- goose flesh of my Uncertainty. Tender hungry kisses, Laced with age. Made rough with salt and pepper seasoned facial hair; The Sweetest Sandpaper. The Smell of half stale cigarettes While the noble hook nose presses Into heated, Pulsing Flesh of an Arched neck. Kaki colors and brown tie shoes. Eyes I want to see your eyes, That is all I am wanting right now. The slant of the spine under my, fingers Soft gentle smiles in dim lights And his hands; Soft, tend

Kid With Pet Contest Now Open!
Kid with Pet contest! I need kids with pets pics for this! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/28 thur 11/03 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

Why Patriots Are Hated
ATMBossLiesFantasyOxygenJulioSearchRoyalsSongE(mail)Sitting at a Boston bar early last Sunday morning, Nancy Brady handed me a Grey Goose and soda and posed a simple question. As she relishes the greatest season that her younger brother, Tom, has ever enjoyed – and the success of a New England Patriots team that seems to have taken football to an ethereal level – the unfailingly upbeat Ms. Brady can't help but notice the chill coming at her from all directions. "Why does everybody hate us?" she asked. "When we won the first Super Bowl, we were the out-of-nowhere underdogs, and everyone seemed to celebrate it. Even when we won the other two, it didn't seem like people were that against us. But now … " She stopped and smiled before continuing: "Now people are saying, 'Break out the Dramamine.' " OK, that was a dig. Nancy is no shrinking violet, and if you don't believe me, ask the rowdy actress who only narrowly escaped from a Gillette Stadium luxury box after incurring her w

16 Ffeb 2008
Hi! Thanks for taking the time to read this. I'm visiting my 2 oldest daughters, Chelsea and Lindsay, this weekend in Annapolis and Baltimore, respectively. And ... as a few of you know, Chelsea is going to have a baby girl. Ella Hope is due sometime in May! Anyways, for at least 157 of my best fubar friends, I won't be leaving profile comments today or on Sunday. Hey ... don't worry ... I've got my laptop and I'll try to keep up with my bar tab. Have a great weekend. Cheers, Steve

More Freaks!!!! F/a/r All! Keep Up!
Attn FREAKS... Please be sure to repost all freak related bulletins and catch up with all the new freaks that are bringing the FREAK LOVE your way! Watch my blogs for updates and freak happenings as well. We have 5 more new freaks added to our lil Freak Fam! So be sure to show them lots and lots of luv. xoxo! PebblesinAZ WELCOME TO THE... STEP INSIDE AND TAKE A L00K AROUND! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride! It's a... ...and you are about to meet some... The dictionary describes a "FREAK" as... A person who is abnormal, odd or has withdrawn from rational behavior. Hmm...YEP! That about covers it! So without further ADO here are the FREAKS! ~~~FREAK SHOW V.I.P.s~~~ ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠ϐ

Illuminary
Illuminary is this the light that fills my heart as it radiates across the sky and the night turns to day , there they are standing in the midst of the universe , they play their child like games and sing memories of lullabys i watch as the sky collides with the sea i watch as paper boats float carried upon the waters path as they travel to far off lands. as diamonds of rain fall from the sky and the thunder clouds crash and lightening touches down upon dry land and i wish for a moment , as i watch the universe unfold for me like a flower i realize there are so many dreams i have yet to dream,there is this reality that i am enraptured in, as the moon rises high in the sky i bathe in her light in the deep indigo of night , i hear the symphony of life in this night and i humm quietly keeping in rythym. there they stand before me illuminated they release in me this light thats hidden within, they release the creation of my life and in ribbons the light cascades all around me , th

I Wanna Share
I wanna share Blingys and my FuMoney With U! 1. Rate AND comment 150 pics and get a blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} or just rate 350 pics w/ no comments. 2. Rate and comment 100 Pics and get 10,000 Fubucks. Per set that u do this can be done daily and as much as you wish...or rate 200pics w/ no comments. 3. Rate 350 of my stash and comment...get a Blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} 4. Want to make a fast 50K..buy my a blingy pack! YOU MUST EMAIL ME WHEN U HAVE DONE THIS...DO NOT SHOUT BOX ME. YOU NEED TO EMAIL ME WITH EACH SET YOU DO AND ALSO WHICH BLINGY YOU WISH TO HAVE. ***Blingys will be given out during HH...so that we both can get 2,000 instead of 1,000. This offer is standing and can be found either in a bully or my blog listed under *Standing FuBucks & Blingys* **YOU can do this as much as u wish...on any of them at all. Mauhhh {{hugs}} Jess aka: Shadow Brought to you by: †ŞħãĐØŴ† {owner of NBSD

The Wayfarer Bids Farwell
Thrown here by a treacherous storm, the wayfarer has been stranded for 2 months now. He has checked the tides carefully and studied the wind currents for every minute detail. He has formulated many plans to leave this place of lonely contemplation. He has watched the ships come and go near the edge of the horizon and waved to many. He rated them all with glee and hoped and dreamed of salvation. He studied their shapes and hoped for miracles. As the ships he has come to know pass other ships to and fro, he becomes just a blurr in the memory of many who knew him. He sets his sail on a flimsy raft of reeds and sticks, and drifts into history. No need to wave. No need to say good-bye. He bids farwell to desitny.

Why I Hate My Birthday!!
Ok for those who keep asking me this is why!! The main reason is the fact 8 years ago I almost died on my birthday from my first ex-husband on my birthday. And if you read my poems you have a clearer picture of why I hate my birthday. If not well I have had a very shitty life. I have lived through more shit than anyone should before I was 16. I may have many reasons to hate life, but I have two reasons why I need to go on(my daughters). My daughter is the rock I rely on to get me up in the morning to continue with this shit hole life. I may one day fine the love I want and need. I don't hold my breath for it. I thought I had it once, but as it turned out it wasn't. I have for many years believed that I am cursed when it comes to love!! Hence the reasons why I have the tattoo of a lone wolf on my chest close to my heart. I am not sure if I will have the future I dream about. I hope that I will find someone that will understand me and accept me. So far haven't found

Rant!!!!!
Aloha Everyone, just a quick rant as to what has happened to Lost Cherry oops, Cherrytap OOps again, FUBAR. Since the begining it was fun and no BS, now it has turned into what we feared the most... Myspace with nudity. Now There are a lot of great folks out there. I have rated everyone of them 10's of course. I may not be a chatter or a louge lizard but I do rate and comment when neccesary. TO all of you on my friends list who never ask for blasts and other shit like that Thank you. I will always rate your bombs and pics and never ask to see your private folders. I also will never leave rude or inappropriate comments on your pics of pages. Maybe one day this place will return to the glory it once was. As for the friggen bouncer thing, that just pisses me off. Oh and BTW i folded and post a damn salute pic so get off my friggen back. If I have missed fanning you or rating pics let me know and I will get ya soon. I actually do it the old way.. one pic at a time. tedious but hey why c

Sos To The World
YOU MUST SEE THE PICS AT http://www.myspace.com/drturi Watch Dr. Turi - http://www.youtube.com/drturistar 4/25/2008 Dear Readers; I wish so much I could be on Anderson Cooper program tonight and EXPLAIN what a Plutonic trend and “The Death Wish Generation” is all about but this wont happen and while millions are “entertaining” themselves looking for the real answers, you my reader will have it. Of course as always if you are a newcomer and did not read my previous newsletters. (http://www.drturi.com/newsletter/) watch my predictions on YouTube (http://www.youtube.com/drturistar) read my 2008 Moon Power (http://www.drturi.com/books.php) DO NOT speculate or hastily mingle me with another “Mrs. Cleo”, because I am the real thing! To those of you who signed up for my FREE “Dragon Newsletter” at http://www.drturi.com/newsletter/ and received a newsletter titled “SOS Read Alert Predictions” Dated Apr 18th 2008 (you may read it again at http://www.drturi.com/

Done With It
Well didnt think i had to say this cause we all adults right , this is an adult site right? So imma just say this and be done with it NO DRAMA, of any kind will be tolerated. If you harass me your blocked simple as that. If you come on my page with your high school shit, your BLOCKED! If you come on my page talking about any one of my friends you are BLOCKED! Any mean and hurtful thing you do will get you ...YUP you guessed it BLOCKED. S o with that said if you think you cannot follow this simple guidelines please be a pal and beat me to the punch and BLOCK ME as long as YOU go away.....Thankyou now HAVE A WONDERFUL MONDAY!!!!!!!

Funeral Today
This afternoon at 2 pm I will be attending a funeral for an associate of mine who has been battling cancer for over a year. He was only 37 years old and left behind a wife and 2 sons and a daughter... all very young. Such a shame to see such a young vibrant man go through so much suffering for so long. It will be a very large funeral I am sure. He was very well liked by all who worked with him.

Home From Hospital
Hi Gang... Im home from surgery....All went well...better then expected....I will be resting alot over the next few weeks...But I do have to get up and move around, so I will stop by from time to time...tyvm for all the nice words and prayers... Sandi

Peaceably Place
sometime seting along the beach looking at the beauitful blue water and sky wondering how peaceble it is to get away from verything all the pain and worry's of verthing wonder where verything want wrong in your life, as your see all the beauit around you wishing that verything could be like this all the time you can hear your own heart beating as you just seting there. If kisses were water, I will give u a sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree. If LIFE was a planet, I will give u a galaxy. If friendship is life, I will give u mine.

Leaving Fubar
Hello to all of my friends...I am leaving fubar for happier places...I have made some wonderful and dear friends, and you know who you are. I would love it if you would leave me a addy so we can stay in touch. Its been a ride for sure. I am leaving in one week so please you special friends, I would like to hear from you...thanks Momster aka Patricia

Ppl Need To Back The Fuck Off!!
Guys this isnt high school anymore. This isnt even real life. If you have insecurities take em else where ☆ Åñ...: U just leave Chris the fuck alone.. U need to grow the fuck up and get a fuckin life.. BACK the fuck off!!!!! ☆ Åñ...: U can stay the fuck off my boyfriends page.. I wont let u start shit with him and I the way u tried with them.. So back the fuck off!! My Shoutbox ->cybermonke...: mine was good ->☆ Åñ...: your the one attacking me sweet heart cybermonke...: alright, yours ☆ Åñ...: U just leave Chris the fuck alone.. U need to grow the fuck up and get a fuckin life.. BACK the fuck off!!!!! ->cybermonke...: how was your weekend ->☆ Åñ...: i aint startin shit btwn you and chris hes my friend my gosh. when will you and her grow up and ive apoligized and left her alone so dont tell me to fuck off you dont even know the whole story there you only know what she told you so unless you know both sides jjust leave me the f

For Some Reason I Miss You
i don't know why.i wish i didn't because it just makes me feel bad, maybe its because your not around hahahah how silly.ive just been in a strange mood though too because of all the shit people keep trying to fuck with me about.i haven't really hung out with anyone since all that shit went down.i miss hanging out , having fun, being silly and eating junk food.i miss snuggling too i think thats what i miss most of all hahaha awwww nooo :)it was fun. but i don't do that anymore cause everyones mean.

Dissapointed
do you ever get the feeling that life is just going to be one big dissapointment ?i used to be so optimistic ... about people, about life , about everything. but over the years ive been let down so many times.all i see now is failure and deceit. i wish i could go back in time and be the silly happy little hippie chick i used to be. i had so much potential. so much love to give and so many smiles to share.i welcomed people with open arms. not that i don't know.it's just that the way i think now is how is this person going to screw me over in the future.i try to accept things and people for who they are but time and time again i get dissapointed. i know know i didnt turn out the way my parents wanted me too and for that im dissapointed in my self. i wish i could be what they want and i wish that other people could fulfill there parents hopes and dreams as well but im tired.blah! i just wish things were differnt

My Sis Lost Her Husband Today
Please pass this on..... September 17th, 2008 My Sis, Blackwidows Husband has been critically ill & in the hospital for over 3 months.. Today he lost his battle from complecations of Pancretitis Please pray for my sis and her family.. and please keep them near your hearts as they pass through this most sorrowful time. ღ DJ Black Widow ღ Owner Of The Sanctum Lounge ~ DJ Manager for The Sanctum ~@ fubar This evening we lost someone very special to us Someone we all loved in so many ways a person who brought so much joy and happiness each and every day. "We will forever have our memories to remind us of your love and knowing you are always there watching from above. " Sis, Just always know were here and that our thoughts are with you and we'll be there for you. Our memories will last forever Please stop by her page and show her your love and support.

Just Thoughts....
Im tired of men saying they love me, want to be with me and then show nothing to support there words. Want to be with me yet are never around, are always with others and then try to convince me No Convince THEMSELVES that they want to reallly be with me, who ya trying to kid?? Yes I am a strong woman and if You cant take my opinion I have nothing to say to You. The real question is.. Are You strong enough to be my Man?

Hitler I Egypt
Hitler er den eneste forståelseshorisonten som er interessant i forhold til en oppvåkning om Egypt. Som sagt gir Jesus en direkte forbindelse til Isis, og muslimene bor faktisk i Egypt. Israel var som fenomen en motsats til Egypt og de hadde i utgangspunktet ingen ønsker om å være noe mer enn det. De har aldri prøvd å frelse noen. Romerne er også en motsats til Egypt, men de brukte opptagelsen av den speilvendte virkeligheten til å lage et verdensrike. Dels bygd på Alexander og dels ved giftemålet med Kleopatra. Romerne er det store problemet sammenlignet med jødenes religion. Japan og asiatene kunne knytte seg til Hitler og han kunne knytte seg til dem fordi de sto i den samme situasjonen. Asiatenes vei til den egyptiske religionen er i utgangspunktet stengt. Det er årsaken til at Kina fant en stabilitet i kommunismen. Hitler er interessant fordi han kom til en oppvåkning om Egypt, dels via Hess og del som en skjult del av Nietzsches filosofi. Men først og fremst fordi Eli

I Choose The Grey.
Wouldn't it be nice if life was as simple as what's black...and what's white? If it were a clear cut decision between what's wrong... and what's right? If all things were as certain as knowing that day...turns to night? Sure, it would be nice, but that isn't the world we live in. And there are too many people who can't take this, and simply give in. Between black and white there lies that ever changing shade of gray. The place where most quickly leave, but a few choose to stay. It's within that "fog" i find myself living. A place of constant change of taking then giving. There is so much there that's unknown or uncertain. And yet so much more still waiting just behind the curtain. I suppose it's easier in the "black" or in the "white", where you know everything is either wrong, or everything is simply right. I sometimes wish things were "clear as day" or "set in stone", but i chose the grey... i chose the unknown. ..........(work in progress 11/05/08.........

Hurting.
I was at work the other day and it was kind of slow in between customers, so I took a little time to write my feelings on some things. I do apologize for its length, but hopefully I can make it an interesting read. Nothing can prepare you as you journey across the country as you enter military life. You leave part of you behind as a civilian once you cross over. PX's, Commissary's, FTX's, PT and 4 am alarms and 6 pm home arrivals just become everyday household vocabulary when you live the military life. Its tough. I began my journey as an Army wife May 25, 2005 when I had to prepare myself, who was pregnant with my son to be separated from my husband for 9 weeks as he embarked on his journey to become a proud soldier during basic training at Ft. Sill in Lawton, Oklahoma. We were somewhat naive to what was to come. His intelligence alone could not carry him through this. His ability, strength and knowing his expectant wife was at home thinking of him and being extremely pourd of all

Hidden
I wrote my name upon your chest and cracked apart your ribs to hide; loveisfleetingloveisfleetingloveisfleeting hearts racing, pulses pounding and clothes scattered across the floor "don't let go," you whispered loveisfleetingloveisfleetingloveisfleeting

A Dangerous Campaign
I heard a commercial on the radio this morning for an Ad Council campaign called That's Not Cool. At the website you can get clever little graphics such as: Is this the type of behavior we should be supporting with our tax dollars? Inducing bulimia just to avoid showing boobies? I tell you it must be stopped. Though I was thinking of giving this graphic to the boss:

The Facts
So yesterday something happened that annoyed me. Someone made a comment joking around and then you get other people that can't grasp that it's a joke and they turn it into something serious. I'm talking about the whole "race to level". So here's some facts for those that wanna go..."ohhh he beat you". But let me point out something...I've got nothing against either person that this involved. I think both are pretty awesome guys, but there are times when your friends do something stupid that ya gotta tell them so. And oh the do something stupid is aimed at the people who took a joke comment as serious. First...it's not a race when one person starts with about 5.1 million to level and the other person has about 2.5-2.6 million to level. That's like telling someone you want to run a lap against them but you want a 20 minute head start of them so that by the time they start you're almost crossing the finish line. More facts... The supposed person who got beat dropped over 3 m

Jesus H Christ This Is More Info Than I Ever Wanted To Know!! Thanks Johnnydevil!
29 May 1958 Your date of conception was on or about 5 September 1957 which was a Thursday. You were born on a Thursday under the astrological sign Gemini. Your Life path number is 3. Your fortune cookie reads: One who admires you greatly is hidden before your eyes. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 2, 5 & 11. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 7, 8 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2436352.5. The golden number for 1958 is 2. The epact number for 1958 is 10. The year 1958 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/18/1958 and ending 2/7/1959. You were born in the Chinese year of the Dog. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Elk; your plant is Mullein. You were born in the Egyptian month of Mesore, the fourth month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).

Hhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeellllllllllllooooooooooo My Friends I Am Back On Here Now Lol
I have to say that I am back on here ready to rock and there is alot that I have to make up getting more points and helping other people out... I am here I will rate pix and so much more.. I will be on later on tonight.. Man I missed this place i haven't been on here in ages lol.. I am fine and doing really great.. I am back I am back i am back I am happy about it lol..

All Friends Plz Read!
Like more and more of my friends, I am taking a fu-break, I do not know for how long, it just depends on when I feel like coming back... I have been on this site every day for the last 18 months, and I am just tired... and it seems that fu is making everything that I enjoyed doing here so difficult to do that it is not even worth the effort! If you want to reach me, try me on facebook (link is on my profile) or on myspace (Cynthia Reneau) but I don't go to myspace very often....maybe once a week. I am also on the Pogo gamesite daily, screen name is cindragon, so you can find me there easily! :D I will still be logging on almost daily, and sometimes twice per day, to check msgs and ditch my 11's on Lynne, lmao! If you want to share Yahoo IM info, plz send it to me in a private msg~ Peace, love, and light to you all! Cindy

Illness 1
It is Sunday night and the news for the moment is fair. My father's hip surgery is considered successful. However, he will have heart bypass surgery either Monday or Tuesday. He has 100% blockage in one artery, 80 % blockage in another artery and 70 % blockage in the third artery. Also they will replace a valve in his heart at this time. His heart held up well during and immediately after surgery but over the weekend has been giving him problems. He is not the best patient and he is understandably nervous about the next surgery. My brother and I have repeatedly had to remind him that he will have to stop getting irritated with the staff and the procedures being run on him to determine the best course of action. The doctors will make a final decision tomorrow morning as to when to perform the surgery. I will post more as I can. Take care and have a great evening.

Name Change
so once again im thinking of doing the regularly scheduled name change some of the ideas i have are 1. Captain Underpants 2. Drunkfox 3. Preacher Drunkfox 4. St. Andrew any ideas from the peanut gallery just lemme know

Passing Time.
SO I WAS BORED, AND THOUGHT I WRITE A BLOG. IT WON'T BE ANYTHING INPORTANT. SO WHAT SHOULD I SAY.......MMMMMMMM, LET ME THINK. WELL I COULD SAY THAT BEING IN FUBAR AS BEEN REALLY INTERESTING TO SAY THE LEAST. ITS FUN, IN THE WAY THAT , ITS ALMOST LIKE A GAME. TRYING TO LEVEL UP, OR SEE HOW MANY FRIENDS U CAN GET. THOUGHT U DON'T EVEN TALK TO HALF OF THEM EVER. I LIKE GETTING BLINGS. FUN FINDING OUT WHAT NEW ONES WILL COME NEXT. I DO HAVE SOME GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE, THAT I TALK TO ONCE IN AWHILE. BUT MOSTLY FUBAR IS LIKE IT LOOKS , A BAR FOR YOUNG OR OLDER PEOPLE TRYING TO HOOK UP. I STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND, THE REASON ALL THE WOMEN IN HERE HAVE TO SHOW THEMSELF , WITH NOTHING HARDLY ON, AND THAN THEY WONDER WHY GUYS TREAT THEM LIKE THERE JUST PLAY TOYS TO HAVE FUN WITH. FUNNY, THERE ARE SOME THAT ON THERE PROFILE, THEY SAY THERE NOT LOOKING FOR CYBER FUN, OR STUPIED STUFF. BUT THAN HAVE PIC'S OF THEMSELF, ALMOST OR ALL NAKED. MAKE UP YOUR MINED GIRLS, DO U WANT THE RESPECT

Can't Eat
Can't eat pork, Swine flu... Can't eat chicken, Bird flu. Can't eat Beef, Mad cow.... Can't eat eggs, Salmonella. Can't eat fish, heavymetal poisons in their waters. Can't eat fruits and veggies, insecticidesand herbicides. Hmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!! I believe that leaves Chocolate and ice cream!!!!!!!! Remember - - - 'STRESSED' spelled backwards! is 'DESSERTS'

Bound
i love you unconditionallyno mateer what you do or sayi'm powerless to your wit and charmtho i try to fight it and walk awaysomething about you keeps pulling me backan uncontrollable force surrounds medrawing me ini am hopelessly lostforever boundforever yours

A Mother's Love
This is for my 7 children: From the very first secondThe moment that I knewHow much my life would changeI never had a clue. My heart cannot explainThis special kind of loveNever a day, does it changeFor you came from God above. Now when I look at youAnd think of joys from the pastIt brings a tear to my eyesYou've grown up way too fast. Even through all the trialsSince the day you cameI hope you'll always rememberMy love will forever remain the same.

Love Is...
Love is patient, love is kind... yeah, yeah, yeah, we've all heard that before!!! My question is, if Love is patient, and Love is kind, why are there so many beautiful people that rush into Loving people that are so very unkind!!! I don't know, I think it's because too many people get the definition of Love fucked up in their mind. Love isn't sex, it isn't having a good time at the movies or at the club, and it damn sure isn't tit size or dick size!!! Love isn't about the Good times that you have with your partner. How hard is it to Love someone when everything is going great??? Real Love is Loving someone when they give you every reason not too, when the world has taken every thing that you loved about that person and beat you over the head with it! That's Love, being there and Loving that person through the good and the bad, and when noone else will. All that other shit, is just icing on the cake!!! Oh yeah, and nowhere does it say that Love is always returned!!! Love isn't Lov

Author's Note.
And that's just wot this is too, gentle reader, lol.This, is to distinguish between my rants(other blog set) and the attempts to hone again the blade of words.It is what it is.No political rants, no "State of the Union Adress" here.Just me, you, and words.Call it rehab for hack writers if ya will, lol.Gas tank's full, and I have no idea where I'm going, but there's room in the back if ya wanna ride with me.Just be warned, this machine's not always easy ta steer.But if it were, why that'd take all the fun out yes?

Kylie Busted Sunny
The FUs have spoken. Quite a few of you have asked me to bust this user. I'm going to make this short, to the point, and simple. Meet Sunny: Sunny✯Sou... User link: http://www.fubar.com/user/2370737 The girl in the photos name is Kylie (I do know her full name but will not make it public). She lives in Iowa and is 20 years old. She's one of the most commonly faked girls on the net. There's hundreds of fake profiles of her all over the web. A month or two ago Kylie removed everything from her myspace account (which is the ONLY profile she has) due to the constant fight against fakes. HOWEVER I have three of her photo salutes AND three video salutes for proof: Photo Salute 1: Photo Salute 2&3: Video Salute 1: video link: http://tinypic.com/player.php?v=j81uli&s=4 stash link: http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6622466&bl=1

On Giving
On Giving Kahlil Gibran You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give. For what are your possessions but things you keep and guard for fear you may need them tomorrow? And tomorrow, what shall tomorrow bring to the overprudent dog burying bones in the trackless sand as he follows the pilgrims to the holy city? And what is fear of need but need itself? Is not dread of thirst when your well is full, the thirst that is unquenchable? There are those who give little of the much which they have--and they give it for recognition and their hidden desire makes their gifts unwholesome. And there are those who have little and give it all. These are the believers in life and the bounty of life, and their coffer is never empty. There are those who give with joy, and that joy is their reward. And there are those who give with pain, and that pain is their baptism. And there are those who give and know not pain in giving, nor do they seek

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First We Are Terrorists Now We Are A Burden
END OF LIFE CARE" GUIDE IS BOOKLET FOR OUR WOUNDED VETERANS...LIKE SENIORS THEY ARE NO LONGER WANTED NOR NEEDED IN OBAMALANDAugust 23, 2009It just keeps on getting more $hitty under the Obama "leadership" as wounded Veterans are to be included in End Of Life Care options like seniors are.This should really make anyone that feels like they want to fight for this country stop and reconsider.If you come home missing arms or legs or have brain trauma that makes you unable to work and pay taxes to the ingrates in this government then you like the seniors that have reached the point they can no longer work and pay taxes are a burden that needs to decide if your life is worth living any longer and if you would be better off dead.Tammy Duckworth who is an assistant secretary to Veterans Affairs says"This booklet or guide is simply a tool and that its ultimately about healthcare for veterans." Every veteran thats came back from useless wars like20Iraq and Afghanistan or any other of the politic

A Soldiers Christmas!
When writing out your Holiday cards this year, please consider sending one to a recovering American Soldier at Walter Reed. It will take just a few minutes of your time and yet it will mean so much to these men and women who have sacrificed so much for our freedom. Address to: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center, 6900 Georgia Avenue NW, Washington D.C., 20307-5001. PLEASE RE-POST! A great big TY in advance!

Random Old Stuff...
So I can not seem to find sleep, so I am going to start a blog on here.. I mean why not... The things that are going to be posted in this first one are things I have written in the past. They express how I felt at that place and time... Some are poetic others just random thoughts, but all were written down to help clear my head. This was written on a day where I had waited all day to talk to that special some one and things just did not work out that way: I waited for what seemed like days to talk to you again, and then when i finally get the chance you are to fucking out of it to really even give a shit. I felt great almost all day... even took a bunch of pics because i thought i looked adorable... and all i wanted to do was finish my night off showing them to you and talking to you like we used to do... why was i so stupid to think that the small things that make me incredibly happy would actually matter to you. time to pop another sleeping pill, i dont want to cry anymo

Crazy Peoples....
There is a woman on Facebook that is deleting people from her friends list because all their animals on Farmville are fenced in. She believes it's animal cruelty and keeps posting as her status how mean we all are because the animals need to be free.I love crazy people. They are such entertainment. Just thought I'd share.

I Want
I want to hate you, But I love you. I want to kill you, But I want to save you. I want to rip you apart, But I want to mend you. I want to scream, I want to call you names, But I want to wipe the tears away. I want to run, But I want to stay. I want to cry, But it hurts so I laugh. I want to fly, But my wings wont expand. I want to be free, But you refuse to set me loose. I loved you and you tore me apart I wanted to show you my world But you refused to open your eyes and you refused to listen to anything I had to say. I want to be free from you I want to be able to laugh I want to be able to dance I want to be able to sing I want to be able to smile I just want to be able to cry But you took that from me and now I am afraid to love I am afraid to smile I am afraid to laugh I am afraid to cry I am just afraid to love someone else. Caroline Morrison

False God
FALSE god Starting at the statue of libertyTo the defaced Mt. RushmoreFrom sea to shining sea America the idolatrous whore Look into my eyes You will not see any fear My anger burns at your lies I will not shed a tearThe words I speak are fireBurning your ears bleedYour lips prove you a liarMy hatred fueled by your greed The world wide web of deciet Uniting the nations in fornication Playing the whore upon every mountain They committ adultery with there idolsHiding from what you seek Religous man your a fake You prey on the meek As GODS Law you forsake Twisting the innocents mind Your life is built upon sin Denied you will be left behind On the day judgement beginsTheir corruption feeds their sinSacreligous are the prayers I hearBehind closed doors they concieve Lies they think GOD wont hear Preaching blind your a deciever Spoken truths you ignore You

Douchebag Of The Day
9:28pm cac5 17: very nice pics hun 9:30pm To cac5 17: ty 9:30pm cac5 17: welcome :) 9:40pm cac5 17: any chance you'd want in my private pics for a min. lol 9:43pm To cac5 17: Read my profile. Maybe that'll give you the answer you want 9:44pm cac5 17: nah 9:44pm To cac5 17: oh, you didn't have to. You figured it out all by yourself 9:44pm cac5 17: lol no i just honestly dont give a shit 9:45pm To cac5 17: Then don't ask :D kthnx bye 9:45pm cac5 17: i wouldnt sign off fubar tonight, your mobster might stay dead for a while :) night *he blocked me after this* ZOMG I'm so terrified I'm shakin in my fu-boots. I stay dead in fumafia as it were...DOUCHE

Citizens Vs Elistists
The Elitist propaganda that influences the individual to look at someone or something in order to increase the perception of difference and persuade the individual and/or groups against another individual and/or group is social psychological manipulation. If citizens of the world were to look beyond government and religion at the true cause of the human condition and our current socioeconomically situational, would they become more aware and accept that religious, racial, geographic, and economic difference is a form of propaganda to manipulate the masses so the masses CAN"T organize and CHANGE their current individual and social situations? Is the simple truth the majority of world citizens are allowing themselves to be manipulated? Is the simple truth the majority of world citizens have been lead to believe that they have to rely on authority such as government, religion, and money/corporations/material luxury? Is the simple truth that the majority of world citize

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Welcome
You may be wondering what this is. You may be wondering why I made it. Have no fear. I've come up with a way to dumb-down even the simplest tasks on Fubar, so you will have no problems spamming people with your bomb link, getting your salute approved, as well as other mundane tasks. Let me be your guide. For any concerns you have about how Fubar works, you best stop is the following:The Fubar help section, which can be found here. The Fubar Bible, for all of your simple questions, such as "What is all this Angel/Demon business?" can be found here.The Fubar support lounge, for instant help, can be found here. If you want to learn out to point-whore, I suggest you enroll in Pedro's Point Whore Academy, also known as PPWA. This can be found here. Granted, you will have to befriend him first to know those secrets. If you want to hear about some of the going-ons on Fubar, try JohnnyDevil. I hear he tells people I'm nice though, so don't trust him too much. His blog can be found here, he

Angel Of Th Night
I followed my heart to see what I could find. I tasted your kisses so deep and full of passion. I felt heaven intertwined as as our bodies became one. I waited an eternity for this one night. Just to see if the galaxy would align. Something I denied for so long. I felt buring deep within. Giving into temptations, the heavens light show made me choose right. Moments later I was gasping for air . but I could not sleep. Body weakened by sheer delight. Now I know my Angel of the Night. - Written by me

9/11/2001 Was Terrible Terrorist Attack On The Whole World
We're never forget the darkest horrible terorist attack on the the world and United States on 9/11/2001. We're stilling recovering from the wounds and losses fron the attack. Pleases never forget 9/11/2001.

10 Reasons Why I Want A Girlfriend
#10. So I have someone to share intimate thoughts and secrets with. #9. So I have someone honest and forgiving in my life. #8. So I can split a one-room apartment for $300/mo because spending $600 each month to sleep and cook canned soup is bullshit. #7. So I have someone to hang out with who doesn't try to show me his dick every ten seconds. #7. So I have something to do when while waiting for the latest video game to come out. #6. So I have something "real" to blame my problems on. #4. So my dipshits friends don't feel justified complaining about their girlfriends on the grounds that I don't "understand" because I don't have one, and then refusing to take my brilliantly crafted advice because somehow it's not relevant because I'm single and no single person could ever possibly have any understanding of relationships or the human condition. What's with people who ask for advice, and then don't take it? It's insulting. It's not even relationship advice. You'll go to a restaur

Damage? How Much?
Our government gave BP the go ahead to use any means necessary to clean up the spiill in the Gulf. BP used chemicals with unknown effects to the system. They simply made the oil disappear...... Here are 10 of the most horrifying facts about the Gulf oil spill. Read them and let their gravity weigh heavy on your hearts and minds. Let them motivate you to take action so our planet never experiences this kind of manmade disaster ever again. 1. New estimates show the undersea well has spilled between 17 and 39 million gallons. These estimates dwarf those of BP, who claimed the spill had only released 11 million gallons to date, and mean that the Gulf leak is far bigger than Exxon Valdez, making it the worst spill in American history.2. The National Wildlife Federation reports that already more than 150 threatened or endangered sea turtles are dead. And 316 sea birds, mostly brown pelicans and northern gannets, have been found dead along the Gulf Coast as a result of the spreading oil.

The Pain Of Losing A Friend
You think back on yesteryears to when you met,The memories come rolling in one by one.Happiest of memories will be forever cherished,for the way that you’ve made me feel special.Now my heart bleeds in its mourning tears,Being felt to the very depths of my very soul.Death’s dark dusk cloaks its shadow over you,Helplessly I stand watching as my heart breaks.To see you swiftly taken away from the world,So young, so innocent—we will all feel a loss.But in our hearts we know this was your destiny,to shine graciously upon us in the heavens above. written by Sandra Carter aka Dj Chinadoll

Mom And Son And Mom's Friend Found Shoved Inside A Tree Prayers To Sarah Father Families God Be With Them Today N Always
http://www.dispatch.com/live/export-content/sites/dispatch/local_news/stories/2010/11/19/victims.jpgBodies of three missing people found in Knox County Tina Herrmann, 32; her 11-year-old son, Kody Maynard; and family friend Stephanie Sprang, 41, disappeared a week ago Wednesday. Matthew J. Hoffman's attorneys Thursday told investigators where to find the bodies of three people missing for more than a week, leading them to a hollow tree in a state wilderness area. The bodies of two women and an 11-year-old boy were found stuffed in a hollow tree in the Kokosing Lake Wildlife Area in northwestern Knox County, an area that had eluded a series of non-stop searches. White hearses headed into the area just before 5 p.m. Thursday. Sheriff David B. Barber said the bodies were found in garbage bags inside a hollow tree. Hoffman, 30, was a tree-trimmer with his own tree-climbing equipment. Prosecutor John Thatcher did not address whether Hoffman had confessed to the slayings and said he would s

Palin.
A Facebook friend posted a link. She wrote: "Palin Alert!" and then copied this link: http://act.credoaction.com/campaign/stand_up_for_npr/?rc=fb_share4 Followed by "Republican leadership in Congress already forced one vote on a measure to defund NPR. When they come back with a majority in January, they'll be looking to finish the job. We can't let Sarah Palin and the right wing bully Democrats into selling out such an important part of our media landscape." Well, I'm a hardcore Sarah fan [Glenn Beck, too]. As such, my reply to the post was ".... what had NPR done for us?Go Sarah! Take 'em out!!" -- I was trying to rattle some nerves and encourage an educationally valuable debate. The Facebook friend replied, proving my thought that she had no idea what she was talking about, with: "What has Sarah done for NPR and our world??? Killed wolves hunted from helicopters offering $150 a forelimb...Seems she's not the only one on a power trip...you should be ashamed Eternity, check out the

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Lances' Rant: Valume 8.
You know what Lance hates today?People who wear their sunglasses inside.I don't care how hungover you are, I can still see that you look like shit, your oversized sunglasses aren't hiding the awful smell resonating from your pores.I also don't care how famous you are, I can still tell that it's you Britney Spears.And most of all, I don't care how just plain awesome you think you are because no matter how awesome that is, you are not awesome enough to wear sunglasses inside, that is unless you are Corey Hart who is obviously awesome enough to wear his sunglasses at night, which I'll have you know is the equivalent of wearing sunglasses inside.... and yes...I'm Guilty of this.

My Last Word.
When i stay away from people, its because i don't want a fight. I spent a good portion of my life doing so, and really it solves nothing. when i am done with you i am done with you. Don't assume i speak of you in my status messages or on my page. usually its just song lyrics. really. get over yourself. dot assume i speak of you in real life either...i have a family, i have friends, I read, I have hobbies, and i am presently planning a funeral for my children's grandmother....do not think i give a fuck about anything to do with your life. When i am linked to snide remarks, for months, and i ignore it, i figure, let them talk shit, oh well. but tonight i was already stressed, came here for a giggle with the girls, and immediately get linked to yet more snide remarks. I dont wish bad things on anyone,because i don't want it to come back on me, (karma is the biggest bitch) but there are a couple of people on here that i do not wish well. If you have a problem with me, feel free to send me

To All Fu's
I haven’t been to church since I don’t remember whenThings were going great til they fell apart again So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to doHe said you can’t go hatin’ others who have done wrong to youSometimes we get angry but we must not condemnLet the good Lord do his job, you just pray for them So, I realize how the rest of this song goes but that first intro part of the song fits where I'm going with my blog and I was listening to it on the way home so I wanted to use it. My sister and I started an adult bible study at the beginning of the year because we both want a closer relationship with God and we want to learn how to become better people. So, thus far, I've been learning a lot. As I have been the last few months, and there are some major conclusions I've come to..... I don't regret any of my actions. Ever. I don't regret my feelings. I don't regret how I reacted to things. I regret nothing because it was real to me. I don't regre

Pain
The pain of being depressedThe pain of supressing my angerThe pain of being aloneThe pain of wanting a shoulder to lean onThe pain of feeling the worldThe pain of being afraidThe pain of worrying how to keep goingThe pain of wondering whyThe pain of not feeling worthy of being happyThe pain of wanting the pain to stopThrough all the pain , one thing remains the same....will it ever change?

"times Helping Hand"
This is the time in life that we all must understand now is the time that we need to reach for each other's hand When we feel down, lost, or just confused that helping hand of yours can come in use. So look around for the hand that reaches out for you because that's the helping hand that's meant to be true...

Marine 2nd Lt. Therrel S. Childers
Died March 21, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 30, of Harrison County, Miss.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 5th Marine Regiment, 1st Marine Division, Camp Pendleton, Calif.; killed in action in Sothern Iraq.

Crossfade "dead Skin"
**** This one I feel like right now **** So I'm the king of all these things of this mess I have madeSuch a waste what a shame my whole life is a fakeWell I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at you for years The alcohol the demerol these things never could replaceWhat a minute with you could do to put a smile on my faceI'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you that has torn at me for years I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skinI'm not sure where to beginI can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skinCan I sleep 'til then Phenobarbital and alcohol these two surely will doTo knock me out keep me down at least a day or twoWhen I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've becomeAnd it's more than I can bear some days I pray someone will blow me awayMake it quick but let it burn so I can feel my life fadeWell I'm a waste and I can taste how bitter I've becomeAnd it's more than I can bear I can't get out of this dead skin I

See You Later Cousin
There is an empty space in my heart, A hole that was never there, Till the night we lost you. Now I sit here, My eyes empty and hollow, My heart crying tears for the loss of my partner, My cousin, and my best friend to. I feel like a former shadow of myself, Now that you’re no longer here, The joking, the laughter and memories will always live on, I wish I could have been there to say good bye, Only to realize that this is not good bye, Just a really long “I’ll see you later.” Down the line we will come together again, And then heaven will have some more to talk about, So I will see you later cousin, For we will be reunited again.

Women
5 DEADLY TERMS USED BY A WOMAN. (1) FINE - this is the word women use to end an argument when they know they are RIGHT & YOU need to SHUT UP. (2) NOTHING - means SOMETHING & you need to be WORRIED. (3) GO AHEAD - this is a dare, not permission, DO NOT DO IT. (4) WHATEVER - is a woman's way of saying SCREW YOU. (5) THAT'S OK - she is thinking long & hard on HOW & WHEN you will pay for your mistake.

Why??
AS i sit here looking out the window, wondering why the streetlamps out side seem so blurry, even though no.. it's not raining. yet.. i've taken my eyedrops for the seasonal allegies.. but yet.. it's still blurry outside. i wipe the moisture from my yes yet.. it keeps reurning on it's on.the occasional tick tock from the clock seemingly drives me crazy.for no reason of it's on, yet it does.I sit here here thinking that now, after all this time on fu.. i have made a mistake.i have allowed people in my life,where i know i know i am a loner, & enjoy the solitude of the night.. the comfort of being who i am, without anyone knowing who i really am. but.. this night, i come to realize.. i miss aperson here that doesn't even know i exist. she goes by the name of badcrumble. she doesn't ask for bling.. points, or anything. she doesn't try to standout, yet.. she's outstanding.. i realize i love joking around with nearly everyone. loved by some, hated by many. there are those that really a

I Am Bringing The House Down
WHY is it that when one appliance in my home packs in, the rest of the house joins in? Just before I flew to London last week, my entire home in Glasgow went into meltdown and began a systematic assault on me. The dial that controls my washing machine decided it had been twisted enough in its lifespan and fell off in pieces. On hearing this tragic news, the electrical element in my storage heater threw a hissy fit, blew a fuse and refused to heat the living-room. I ran to the wardrobe to pull out a cardigan and the mirror doors jammed in a sock that lay itself on the runners like a crumpled soul, so then the door came off and clattered on top of me. This horrifying news about the suicidal sock got spread to the bathroom by means that I am not entirely sure of, and the toilet pan seat slammed itself down in anger and broke in half. The shower head (which hates to be left out of any drama) decided to pack up and started spraying water in all directions like a deformed pen

Causes Of Erectile Dysfunction & Treatment Options
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New Blog Series!
New Blog series if anyone is into what the big box chains and retailers are doing to con you out of cash, things you might not know.... http://retailripoffsandscams.blogspot.com/ ..but you would have known if you either.... Added me on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/johnny.dvl Or...followed me on Twitter... http://twitter.com/JohnnyDvl Those are where the most current, exclusive and up to date things are posted before they even hit Fubar! See ya there!..peace.

It's A New Day
it's a new day!a new begining time to live againlet your sheilds downlet people init's a new day!!i'm not gonna be like you anymorei'm not gonna live your rulesit's a new day!it's been so long since i lived my own waywas my own personit's a new day!!!i am me you are youwe are two difeerent peopleit's a new day!!!!time to go and leave youbut i am here for youbut as myself it's a new day!!!!!

For The Women On Furbar Please Read Hes Not Who He Says He Is From The Sun Newspaper
news Got a story? Email : talkback@the-sun.co.uk Para-thetic ... Dall pretended to be war hero to bed woman Para beds lonely 50 VIRGINIA WHEELERand TOM REILLY Published: 10 May 2006 Add a comment (0) AN INTERNET phoney seduced up to 50 women ? by posing as a war hero Para. Love-rat Brian Dall, 45, claimed he was a Parachute Regiment sergeant who had saved lives in Iraq and Afghanistan. He swept scores of lonely single mums off their feet with tales of heroism, including being shot by terrorists.

Sept. 11 , 2001
Sept.11, 2001 On a cool September morning, terror filled the air , as the act of cowards did something others would not dare. United we come when America calls we become a ray of light when the evil of darkness falls. We pray for their families, We pray for their friends, We pray for the victims Who's memory will never end. Our resolve will strengthen our hearts will unite, we will come together this wrong we will right. We will become stronger with each tragedy that we meet, they may have brought a city to it's knees but they brought America to it's feet.

Scared About The Surgery
I am having major sugery on the 24th or the 31st. All my doctors are talking w/each other before the surgery. Its brain surgery. I have a tumor that keeps growing and causing me horrendous headaches. I already had problems w/having headaches but these headaches are killer!!!! Make me wish i was dead when they hit they are just simply that bad. They dont know if its a cancerous tumor or not, but i guess i'll find out soon after surgery. Doc says i will be in ICU for 4-5 days and 4 more days on a regular floor. They dont want me to only rely on IV pain meds. But oral as well, cuz i wont have IVs when i go to the phsycial rehab i have to go to afterwards to recover. They feel i will have some problems speaking and walking so off i go again to a phsycial rehab. again!! I am scared that i might die during surgery. Or that i'll have irreversable brain damage. these are all possiblities. the surgeon is the best in Indiana, im told by other patients who he operated on. But w/having

My Weekend
Friday night was the formal night for my 20th class reunion. I had a really good time, I was shocked Today was the family picnic part, again...had so much fun. It was actually a treat to see everyone...there were only 2 people there that were not extremely friendly 2 guys that used to dog me for being fat... Now they are....I still am, but I am confident and fun They are sad and lame :D

Irishcbass
So normally I don't post conversations this long in this blog because the dumbasses usually block me early on in the conversation. Most of the entries in this blog are here because they come from nasty perverted little boys. This guy was a different in his approach. He has been coming into my shoutbox on a regular basis for the past week or so claiming to be interested in me. He told me that he wanted to date me and kept asking if I would be interested in dating him. I tried being nice to him because I don't like drama. I was completely honest and upfront with him by saying that I was not interested in dating him. I told him repeatedly that I am only here for friends and fun. Nothing more. My biggest issue with him is that he kept coming into my shoutbox complaining because I wasn't talking to him. I explained to him over and over that I am a mother. I have priorities and obligations that are more important than Fubar. I even told him more than once that bitching at me for not tal

Darkness Consumes!
Awoke early , A cold furnace was stoked, Within his heart, stabbed , left out , Wandering , among this never-ending road, Lost to the world, deep in his thoughts, A stranger amongst a blur of crowd's Breezing past in silence, A whistle in the wind, His mind is hollow & numb, lost in darkness, Despair fill's his soul, He has been trodden on to many time's. In this world, feels like giving up, My soul is virtually destroyed, Put through a paper shred, He has bled his thoughts, Prayers & blessings, fot what , Sent out to look upon his loving family!

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Monkey In A Bar
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After 21 Years Of Marriage, My Wife Wanted Me To Take Another Woman Out To Dinner
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you too, and she would love to spend some time with you."The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie."What's wrong, are you well?" she asked. My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news."I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us."She thought about it for a moment, and then said..."I would like that very much."That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up, I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the d

Day 32
Thanksgiving passed without much hitch, unless you count the approximately two onions i ate and tapioca that was mixed into my dinner, not to mention the twice baked potato and the french onion dip therein and the green bean casserole containing one of the onions and a good mix of dried french onions mixed in. Man, the afteraffects were, shall we say, so astounding, the sheer awesomeness required gas masks for awesome emitters receivers alike. Even skunks ran at my tread! kidding.anyway, today was a surprise...they actually cut me loose early. see yesterday (thursday, the 24th, also thanksgiving 2011 for future readers) was supposed to be my day off, but wednesday my Front-end manager asked if i was doing anything on thursday. i said no and was asked if i could go in 7-4 the next day, which i did. i was supposed to be on Friday from 630 am to 330 pm. however it was revealed that if i went the whole shift, i would go over hours. so i was released at 930. came home, booted up to 'puter

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Why Married Women Should Avoid A Girls Night Out Once Married..
The other night I was invited out for a night with the 'girls.'I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, 'I promise!' Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easily.Around 3 a..m., a bit loaded, I headed for home.Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-wittedsolution, in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed.... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals = 12 cuckoosMIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him 'MIDNIGHT'... he didn't seem pissed off in the least. Whew, I got away with that one! Then he said 'We need a new cuckooclock.'When I asked him why, he said, 'Well, last night our clock cuckooed three times, then said 'oh shit.' Cuckooed 4 more times, cleared its throat, cuckooed another three times

The Sting Of Miasma
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Turning The Filter Off
Does anyone know where this world has gone today? It has become nothing more than a bunch of low lifes who do nothing more than take advantage of others just to get ahead and the fact that people who choose not to see it makes me sick! I would like to think that maybe all it would take is for somebody to let their voice be heard but the fact is is that no1 is willing to take their balls out of their purse and actually lay the cards out on the table!! I would like it explained to me how you can go around saying that I respect everyone then the next second your talking about how much they pissed you off earlier that day...Thank You Captain Hypocrite!!!

Criticize
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True
I never got to see your eyes, or hold your hand, or hear your cries. All I have are dreams of you, those of which, will never come true. My heart sank the day that I knew, I would never get to meet you. I had made plans, and had aspirations, if only I had a little more patience. I never thought the Lord would take you away from me so soon. But, I'll never forget that dismal day, around two in the afternoon. The day I knew something was not right, and through many tears I would have to fight. Now, all I do is dream every night, about what life would have been like. What if you really had been born? But all we have a dreams of that, and all we can do is mourn. We will not mourn for you though, because we know you're where you need to be, even though it isn't here with me. You are my angel baby because God wanted you with Him. Now, forever with his angels, His praises you will sing. None of my dreams for you will ever come true, because of that day God chose to take you. But,

Fridays Events.
what has this world come too when you have so many innocent lives lost, I live far away from what happened but it still impacts us all. We ask things of why in times like this. Do we really need to know why. Or is it better to maybe not let it happen again. This kind of stuff is happening way to often and we need to figure out what the root cuase in all of this is. I am one man's opinion but i will be hugging my nephew a little tighter this weekend and to let him know that i love him. bedrock

What A Semester
Well I noticed the button so I thought I would come and rant and try it out. The semester so far is kicking my butt! Goodness it's going to be a long semester. I start my observation a week from Friday. Tomorrow I have a test in Bio 2, I should be studying but here I am typin' on this thing. I am sorry that I have yet to come and say hi to all and rate pics, I just haven't had much time, but THANK YOU to all who still stop by and say hi to me. I will get better when the semester is over! Have an awesome night! -Stac

Sunday
I think Sunday is my official sleep all day/do absolutely nothing day. I think Sunday depresses me just because I know when I wake up the next morning, I have to go to work. It's like I do everything in my power to make sure Sunday goes by as slowly as possible.

The Bitch In Me. The Death Of You.
Immortal I may not be, But I can lust eternally, Sexually I am a beast, Sweat,cum and blood I feast. I am nothing,I'm not yours, Just the bitch you want on all fours, My lips can caress,mouth can suck, With this body I can give you an almighty fuck. My nails and teeth dig into you deep, Ripping at you til blood you seep, I inflict well and require the pain, but the pleasure you receive will drive you insane. When I taste your blood,your cum, That does not mean that I am done, I will continue to fuck and play, Till your arrogant body they carry away. KinkyScreams 2006 ©

Breathe
Artist/Band: Cagle Chris Lyrics for Song: I Breathe In, I Breathe Out Lyrics for Album: Play It Loud Lately I've been runnin' Into our old friends And somewhere in the small talk Someone always asks where you've been So I tell them what you told me And they can't believe we're through They ask me what I'm doin' now And in case you're wonderin' too I breathe in I breathe out Put one foot in front of the other Take one day at a time 'Til you find I'm that someone you can't live without Until then I breathe in and breathe out I've got every reason To find someone new Cause you swore up and down to me That I've seen the last of you But the way that you loved me Girl, left me hopin' and holdin' on So until this world stops turning round And my heart believes you're gone I breathe in I breathe out Put one foot in front of the other Take one day at a time 'Til you find I'm that someone you can't live without Until then I breathe in and breathe out We

Ok, An Update
So Jason is being moved from the hospital to the rehab center today. He still has no functional use of his right side. THe docs are still trying to figure out WHY he had a stroke at 32, but so far no luck there. If all goes well, he might be able to come home in three weeks.

This Blog Is Not Mine Alone....i Am Looking For Volunteers
I thought about this and have mentioned it but this idea just came to me. I have many friends that have been through the same or a similar kind of loss or fertility troubles. I am asking all of you out there that have had any of these troubles to share your story if you are comfy. I would like this blog to reflect how prevelant this really is and that each story may be different but the emotions are very similar. I want to give you a place to tell your story to the world and help in others grieving process. If you are interested please let me know and I will give you the details of what I would like from you. thanks so much...please share if you can...its cleansing for the soul and can help so many.

Whiterino's Story~~a Man's Perspective
Hi all it has not been the easiest thing to talk about over the years but out of support for the cause. back in 2002 me and my ex were blessed the a little baby girl she was every i could have ever wished for. from 2002 to 2003 was the best year of my life. on june 3rd 2003 i got the phone call at work from my ex asking me to meet her at the hospital. when i asked why and what was wrong she had told me my baby girl was having problems breathing that day. it turn she had allergies that coused imflation in her wind pipe. 3 days went by with out leaveing her for a second. i stayed with her in the hosptal. on the 7th of june 2003 my world came crashing down. as i sat helpless with my baby girl she stoped breathing the hosptal tried everything they could do to try and save her but all as lost. still to this day 4 years later it has not been any easier to deal with and this is the first time sharing this with anyone since. i would ask please support innocentprncss spread the word and help br

Teddy's Playhouse
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Blonde
How a blonde handles an emergency stop. A blonde's car gets a flat tire on the Interstate one day. So she eases it over onto the shoulder of the road. She carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk. She takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats, exposing their nude bodies to approaching drivers... Not surprisingly, the traffic became snarled and backed up. It was not very long before a police car arrives. The Officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What is going on here?" "My car broke down, Officer" says the woman, calmly. "Well, what are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?!" asks the Officer... "Oh, those are my emergenc

Ct!
Lately i saw a lot of bulletins about people being odd with other members and it makes me sad. If you're a little bit mature and civilised, you should know you're freedom of speech ends where someone else's starts. So if you don't like someone, just keep it for you. No need to be an ass and say stupid things. By the way i think some of the CT members/families act like teenage kids. Learn to live in society and act normal. I try to be openminded and if i don't like someone i keep it to me.

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To All The Ladies In The House
Love me or leave me, make your choice But believe me, I love you I do, I do, I do, I do, I do I can't conceal it, don't you see Can't you feel it, don't you too I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Oh, I've been dreaming Through my lonely past Now, I just made it I found you at last So come on, now let's try it I love you, can't deny it Cause it's true I do, I do, I do, I do, I do Oh, no hard feelings Between you and me If we can't make it But just wait and see So come on, now let's try it I love you, can't deny it Cause it's true I do, I do, I do, I do, I do So, love me or leave me, make your choice But believe me, I love you I do, I do, I do, I do, I do I can't conceal it, don't you see Can't you feel it, don't you too I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Dreams
So ive been dreaming alot more about sets lately and have some amazing ideas and some pieces of ideas that im going to start posting here so you all can add what you want to them my mind is running on empty from working on rss news feeds and blogger templates all night but a few minutes ago i pictured a black straighjacket with neon pink straps . it was hott but i have no idea where to take it as a set?

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Everyone Help Me Out.. I Love U Long Time Xoxo
i want u all to buy my buddy a special gift tell her licks made u do it show her lots of love and i will love u long time..she means the world to me so lets make her laugh today xoxo let me know what u get her so i can match it up and thank u properly xoxo I bought her a trailor so she will need a vehicle some food and well weeds and deodorant incase they are stink weeds excuse the spelling and typos lmao misfit@ fubar

Alexandra
Boy....did I get it put to me this time.... I fell head over heels for a woman named Alexandra that I met on Hot or Not.com. We chatted on Yahoo for a while, then arranged a date. Thursday, August 30, 2007 We were to meet at Bob Evans in Westerville. The only problem was that there are two Bob Evans' in Westerville. She went to one....and I went to the other. So we didn't get off to a good start. I received a phone call from her later that night. She was in the Emergency Room for abdominal pain. She asked me if I could go to McDonalds for her daughter. I told her I would and brought it right to her. So our REAL first meeting was in the Emergency Room. She finally got released and I walked her and her daughter to her car. As it turns out....I had parked right beside her. I figure to myself that this has to be some kind of fate playing it's hand. Friday, August 31, 2007 We decided to try Bob Evans again. This time we went to the same one, but traffic made me abo

Need Military Friends Advice!!!
I sort of off handedly mentioned this in my last blog about today being my daughters birthday.My son who is 16 has talked about joining the milltary for a couple years now but I never really took it all that seriously.He originally wanted to be a Navy pilot but due to his eyesight-(he wears contacts) that could never happen.He has been maintaining honor roll and even high honors occasionally since 6th grade.He has several advanced classes and even some college credit classes.He has already had several pamphlets and information sent to him by different school and hes BARELY into his junior year.Has made plans to attend either a technical school for computer programming related studies or electronic engineering type things. He got a job at 15 and pays for his own cell phone, gas, car insurance.Hes very responsible yet lately has gotten a bit unappreciative and a tad disrespectful towards me and my bf. I know I'm babbling but the background is relevant to my questions lol OK so he te

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did you know the breathing system of yoga-lates is completely different from other work-out regimes? ya neither did i til i started doing it... and their breathing system? is a fabulous ab workout. whoever woulda thought. most certainly not me. so i took moms to the ghetto yesterday cuz like there was stuff down there she needed...like those chocolate peanut butter/caramel eyeballs that are only available near halloween time... and some boxsets...n things of that nature.. we went to jcpenny cuz like where i come from...they sell almost everything...but in the ghetto...not so much...n like some fat old woman bumped into me...n i hadda get the hell outta there. not cool. im not goin to the ghetto ever again. i dun care. i'll drive the hour to flagstaff... theres a walmart up there. theres a barnes n nobles up there theres a target up there thats more than enough reason to go. today? i dunno yet. its still early maybe an early bout of yoga-lates n then some

A Bit Of The Real Me
I thought I would offer up my thoughts on some stuff that is on my mind, and at the same time give you a better sense of myself. After a recent mumm on ripping caught my eye, and having read the comments on it, I felt the need to rant a bit on this subject, and on the general attitude towards other people's work. It is extremely rude at best to rip, use, copy or to in any way post another person's art, photography, writing, etc on your pages, website, etc without asking their permission FIRST. It is even worse to do so and not credit them clearly for their work. It is THEFT to try and pass it off as your work, or to use it in any way to make money without having a signed licensing agreement. While it may be totally lame, and wrong for music companies, software houses, and such to gouge us like they do, it doesn't make it ok to pirate said work, although if it is strictly for yourself not so bad, though still wrong, but always worse to pirate said work, and then sell it and not be pa

~chance Meeting~
The sensual way you caress my soul your suavis personality I'm melting with each moment you've given to me.. Heart beating compulsively I'm losing myself within each breath we take... Gasping for a moment; regaining composure... Wanting, needing to jump right in, your tearing down my defenses and I'm not fighting, for once, I let go.. Living in the moment... Take it slow I convince myself no need to jump into this, ride the flow... It's within the way you miss me, the way your voice dances in rhythm with me... Yes, I'm losing myself each moment we speak, tell me, how am I going to control myself once we meet? ~Jasmin~~~JAZZ~~~~~~~~~~~~

~ Roberta Flack - Killing Me Softly With His Song ~
I heard he sang a good song I heard he had a style And so I came to see him To listen for a while And there he was this young boy A stranger to my eyes Strumming my pain with his fingers Singing my life with his words Killing me softly with his song Killing me softly with his song Telling my whole life with his words Killing me softly with his song I felt all flushed with fever Embarassed by the crowd I felt he found my letters And read each one out loud I prayed that he would finish But he just kept right on Strumming my pain with his fingers Singing my life with his words Killing me softly with his song Killing me softly with his song Telling my whole life with his words Killing me softly with his song He sang as if he knew me In all my dark despair And then he looked right through me As if I wasnt there But he was there this stranger Singing clear and strong Strumming my pain with his fingers Singing my life with his words Killing me softly with his s

A Keeper!
```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-. ,¸ `°²·-. :º° One day someone\'s mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, In the warmth of her bedroom, The daughter was struck with The pain of learning that sometimes There isn\'t any more. No more hugs, No more lucky moments to celebrate together, No more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Sa y \"I Love You.\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken And take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .... And friendships . And children with bad report cards; < B> And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth

I Ran Into This, Thought I Run It Again
Sometimes TV's Good I wrote a little something in my *BLOG (*See below) I know from my self-proclaimed title "Hippy" that it may conjure up images of smelly pot smoker to some, while others may be put in mind of a political activist or a 'tree hugger' or peace lover to others ... The latter of those images is indeed where I fall if one wants to categorize me & my personal platform. I've no hidden agenda, I'm honestly a man who is creative and enjoys expressing himself in a creative manner ... I've since childhood also liked when people smile & feel great if I help put one on a face. I admit to my closet point whoring here at fubar. As most creative people I know - its more to see that my creations are seen & appreciated my others. Its an unexplained desire to 'show case' my work, although its not worthy of any big spotlight ... its nice when I can just send it to you. Maybe giving you a smile. My caring nature is more important (to me) if I really could send t

J-roxxx Hottest Mummer On Fubar Contest Now Open!
VOTE FOR THE HOTTEST MUMMER ON FUBAR!! This contest is RATES ONLY! So...NO ANNOYING BOMBING NECESSARY! CONTEST RUNS FOR 30 DAYS! Each rate counts as 1 vote :) because of the new photo rating system...you will be able to vote up to 4 times (once a week)! feel free to vote for more than one contestant! CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!!CLICK HERE TO VOTE!! I will be accepting late entries for 1 WEEK ONLY! I will take the last entries on sunday, jan 13th :) ****ALL CONTESTANTS WILL RECEIVE A PRIZE!!**** -Everyone who enters will receive a fubar trophy! -All who get over 50 rates will also receive, what i am going to call...getting you shitfaced! :D -Any who receive over 100 rates will be given a platinum cherry! -6th place will receive 50,000 fu-bucks! -5th place will receive 100,000 fu-bucks! -4th place will receive a 1 day blast! -3rd

Lots About Me
Want to know way too much about me? Really bored during a workday? Well, then, look no further than this amazing collection of Tanya's test scores, organized here for your convenience!Personality Tests Dating Persona Test: Maid of HonorLong Scientific Personality Test: ENFJ - The TeacherQuick & Painless Enneagram: The HelperPersonality Defect Test: TelevangelistNerd, Geek, or Dork Test: Pure NerdCharacter Analysis Test: MoralistRelationship Problem Solving: Gentle Compromiser4-Variable IQ Test: Verbal and InterpersonalThe Alignment Test: Neutral GoodWhat Type of Human Are You: Goody Two-ShoesJane Austen Hero: Mr. Knightle Boy/Girl Preferences Importance of Looks: The AppreciatorWhat Kind of Man Do You Want: The Brain ChildType of Man: Pretty BoyYour Type of Girl: The Art StudentTits, Ass, & Cuteness:

Weekend Opie And Anthony Links: Download The O&a Show, New O&a Podcast, 'best Of Jim Norton' Avaiilable, Animation Contest Continues
Hey everybuddy... it's the weekend! You know, that time of the week when we all catch up on sleep, clean up the house, do laundry, and sit blindly in front of the computer looking at tits... well, some of us do. As always, if you missed any of this week's Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, you can download the shows in their entirety online via AUDIBLE: Download the O&A Show 2/22/2008 (Patrice Oneal, Victoria Zdrok, TJ Miller) Download the O&A Show 2/21/2008 (Bob Kelly In Studio) Download the O&A Show 2/20/2008 (Whip 'em Out Wednesday) Download the O&A Show 2/19/2008 (Andre Benjamin) Download the O&A Show 2/18/2008 (Dan Naturman) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch The Hot Dog Guy Now!) Jim Norton's Got TEN CD's Worth Of Material online - order 'The Best Of Jim Norton' on iTunes NOW! ...speaking of li'l Jimmy... Our own Jim Norton is doing a li'l Comedy tour...He's in Cleveland right now, but you see him while he's on the road!

Internet
My internet was shut off and that is why I haven't been on....I should get it back up and running soon....I HOPE! LOL Thank you for being patient with me and Thank you to all those who left comments....I appreciate it very much!

Lonelyness
I feel lonely and confused my bf tells me he loves me but he's never there when I need and the one person who is always there for me I can never be with so I just sit here day in and day out feeling lonely not knowing what todo.

Unwanted Mail And Calls
Here are different sites to register yourself on to opt out of annoying telemarketers and mailings. This list is from consumer reports and if you want to check the legitimacy of this information visit their website www.consumerreports.org www.donotcall.gov Registration is required every five years, if you registered when it first came out its time to renew this year. www.optoutprescreen.com This one stops preapproved credit card offers. www.dmaconsumers.org/cgi/offmailing This one costs $1 to register but it removes you from 3600 DMA member companies. Consumer reports, catalog companies and various other publishers. www.privacyrights.org/ar/infobrokers-optout.htm This site is for data-broker opt-out options.

Flag Etiquette
If you don't know this folks, please practice it. Flag Etiquette STANDARDS of RESPECT The Flag Code, which formalizes and unifies the traditional ways in which we give respect to the flag, also contains specific instructions on how the flag is not to be used. They are: The flag should never be dipped to any person or thing. It is flown upside down only as a distress signal. The flag should not be used as a drapery, or for covering a speakers desk, draping a platform, or for any decoration in general. Bunting of blue, white and red stripes is available for these purposes. The blue stripe of the bunting should be on the top. The flag should never be used for any advertising purpose. It should not be embroidered, printed or otherwise impressed on such articles as cushions, handkerchiefs, napkins, boxes, or anything intended to be discarded after temporary use. Advertising signs should not be attached to the staff or halyard The flag should not be used as part of a costume

Sexy Baldman Calendar Contest
I am in a Sexy Bald Man Calendar Contest any help will be greatly appreciated bombing my picture Copy this link and go to Jades page.... Please Fan, Rate, And Add her before you go to the picture files for the contest is under private... Once she adds you go to her Sexy Bald Man Calendar Contest and look for Vegas Cowboy... Thank you all my wonderful friends http://fubar.com/user/170972

7 Innovations That Will Change Your Life-p3
Someday soon, your refrigerator or even the bottles in your wine collection may inform you when its contents have gone bad. It's the preferable method when you're dealing with food or pharmaceuticals, rather than tossing everything out based on an arbitrary best-if-ingested-by date. The packaging will know what's rotten the same way you do: by taking a whiff to see if it stinks. E-nose MAJOR INNOVATION Cheap printed polymers will detect food spoilage and dangerous odors. WHY IT MATTERS Sniffing out true rot could eliminate product waste. ESTIMATED ARRIVAL Minimum of five years for consumer and pharmaceutical packaging, maybe earlier for expensive, single-use products. Hard to believe, but such electronic-nose (e-nose) technology has been around for several years, and the general idea goes back decades. Commercial e-noses today check for dangerous gases we can't sense. They're used by hospitals, the military, and NASA. So what big breakthrough is the next generation of digital sn

The New Tattoo...
So I am a little irritated not only with the man who did my tattoo, but also with myself. He had the design for my tattoo...I just wanted my black stars on my inner forearm. Well...I was busy talking to the apprentice while he was working on my arm, and when I look down at my arm, I realize that he's added his own flair. Irritated with him for being an assuming asshole, and irritated with myself for not keeping my eye on the work being done. So I am really unhappy. To make it look decent, I'm going to have someone make it into a half sleeve with a lot more to it than what I originally wanted. Lesson learned. Don't talk to the apprentice!

Will U Miss Me???
I will be leavin shortly,headed to Tennessee and Georgia.I hope that while I'm gone you guys won't forget about me and I hope that every now and then someone will get me a drink...You know how i hate being DRY!!!lol I will happily return all love that was given in my absence and of course I will miss you all!!!! ~KISSES FROM KARMA~

Contest?
Please help me get a Happy Hour What do you have to do? You have to be at least Level 7 on Fubar Then goto Stephanie Lynn's page You must do this in order 1. Rate her (10 or above) 2 Fan her 3 Add her as a friend when you add her your request must say Lindsay[ILY BayBay] aka 'Pervy Baby ¢¾Tommy's Shawty¢¾**[I Kidnapped Lisa] sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you --------------------------------

Think Before You Speak . . .
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls.! THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of cand

A Secret World
Our Secret World A secret world for you and me A magical bond one can not see It wraps us up and holds us snug Ever so tight like a woven rug Blinded by its pixy dust Our eyes gaze at each other in lust Together in its love two hearts beat Both now feeling truely complete Missunderstandings arise along the way With love as strong as this they soon fade away Inocently we share, give and trust Open hearts for this love is a must This kind of love is so rare People see, notice, stop and stare There is nothing in this world we can't take on Together we are bonded so tight from dusk to dawn We truely are each others best friend We know in our hearts our love will never end In this secret world we just floated in Our souls smile for our life together can now begin RSM & T by, Mizz Shady its your vibe at itsmizzshady.com graphics

Mermaid Island
Let's go hang out on Mermaid Island! First rate my Mermaid folder and leave a message on the last picture. You must add/rate/fan all the Islander's. If they are already a friend,see if you can re-rate their profile and leave them a comment saying "Joining you on Mermaid Island." If you are making a new friend be sure to state in the friend request that you are joining Mermaid Island. When you receive a friend request,DO NOT just accept it!You MUST rate/fan and comment them back. Like all the other trains..NO DRAMA NO CHEATING! Now pay a visit to your Island friends! Your Hostess 1.~TexasAngel~Rating Revolution Crew Member~Fu Angel~G-Spot Leveler~@ fubar 2.})i({ HER ✌ WORLD })i({ ®@ fubar 3.dllk785@ fubar 4.~Rebelicious DixieAngel~ Head Enforcer @ Lucious Desire's@ fubar 5.Mr Longarm - Member of The American Family@ fubar 6.vijayindia{{{{{[[[[MEMBER ** RATING REVOLUTION**]]]]}}}}}}}

It's The Spotted Train! Hop On Board Play With The Dalmations! (47 Riders Room For More!)
Hop on Board it's The Spotted Train! To join this train all you need to do is F/R/A (that's Fan/Rate/Add) EVERYONE on the train Please be sure to put something in the friend request like "I'm seeing spots!", or "I Love Dalmations!" Well you get the idea! If you already have them on your list be sure to re-rate them if you can and leave a profile comment on their page saying you are "Riding the spotted train!" or something of the sorts! You must F/R/A everyone on this train! Also everyone that joins after you as well! Or you may be removed from the train! Official Spotted Train Tag If you would like an official tag for the train please rate the folder starting with this picture. Leave a comment on the last picture so I know you have rated all 50 of the pictures and that you wish a tag to be made. Once you have finished with the list please send a PM (Private Message) to me ~ Snugglebunny ~ your hostess/engineer that you have finished

Bloody Freakin Blingies!!!
> Fubar knows drama, huh? well, forget the boring honeybabysugarblah / he-likes-she-likes-he-likes crap. let's see some REAL Halloween drama -- murder, mayhem, and bloody boobs! mel-l-co0l-j (click me, dahling. i like it like that.) and PERRRTYpiercedpooter (... click HER harder. she can take it.) want shiny, bloody, glistening Bloody Knife Bling goodness! IT MUST COME TO PASS! pass this bully along if you agree. ♥ (click either one of our pics to visit our spoooooooooooooooooooky pages. RAWR!)

Life
Joy is what fills the heart of they which hold within the mysteries of a friend A passion unknown unto words Within them fall the tears of all things they endure as one And from their eyes diamonds fall, So precious every one Dear within, the memories they caress with sorrow And gather them today, for what may come of tomorrow Priceless Priceless ever are these moments that we spend with those so dear Comforting now to know that they are near Yet there comes a day when they see the eagle soar And feel within their hearts A passion so much more As we stand beside them when that gleam glows in their eyes What comes of tomorrow My friend's lost paradise And though a distant barrier wells up within the heart There is a joy inside To know the joy of a dawning start Standing there beside them on that road to paradise We say farewell and weep Knowing they must also compromise And so we hold them close and whisper in their ear Please take with you these memories. Then

Team 1 (revised)
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE...HIT ME - HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM.LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS....ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS...REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S and Lost Boyz ?**1-800-u-wish~Pu$$ycatPlaymate~CoOwnerOfFuAngels**? ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER

In A Giveaway 2 Win A $50 Bling Pack! Plz Help Me!
I'm in a giveaway to Win $50 Bling Pack. I need needs 40k in comments Here Is The Link To My Pic! If you would like to help me out! Thank You! This Giveaway Is Brought to You by… JOHNNY { R/L B/F 2 {{!Starry!}} } This Bulletin Brought To By: SinfulBrat Fu-Owned By DaSweetIrsihPrincess & MIA Inked Slutt

Meaning Behind My Tattoo
well when i was 19 my father passed away... and well he was my world my fav parent the 1 that kept me in line my whole life... so having him pass away was like having my world collapse on me... i got severely depressed and was trying to drink myself to death... and my close friends all came and pulled me out of it and made me realzie my father never would have wanted me to do this to myself... so its a tribute to both my Father and my closest friends... and was inspired by this song... Korn - "4 U" This shit right here is for you. All your faces I can see. You all think it's about me. I'm about to break. Is this my fate? Am I still damned to a life Of misery and hate. You will never know. What I've done for you. What you all put me through. I'd do it for you. I could have never lived. If it wasn't for you.

What Is Fu-owned?
fu-Owned is a game where members are bought with fuBucks and considered owned by the buyer. The buyer is gauranteed to hold onto their new purchase for at least 5 minutes. After 5 minutes, others may purchase the member out from under the owner at an increased price, the profit being split at varying percents between the member being purchased, fubar, and the previous owner (if applicable). After 30 days of being owned by the same person, ownership will expire and the member's value will be reset. Every consecutive purchase will result in increased worth of the user being bought. The number of members one can fu-Own will vary depending on what one's user level is on fubar. Click here to see your fuowned page: FU OWNED EDIT: Go here for fu owned options: Personal settings Just click on the drop down arrow on who can fu own me and change your options.

Chicken & Tortilla Enchilada Bake
From: Campbell's Kitchen Prep: 15 minutes Cook: 20 minutes Serves: 4 Ingredients: 1 jar (17.5 oz.) Pace® Enchilada Sauce 9 corn tortillas (6") 2 cups cooked chicken, shredded or chopped 2 cups shredded Mexican cheese blend Directions: PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Spread 1/4 cup enchilada sauce in bottom of 9" pie plate. POUR remaining enchilada sauce into shallow dish. Dip 3 tortillas into sauce to coat. Place in pie plate, overlapping as needed. Top with half of chicken and 1/2 cup cheese. Dip 3 more tortillas in enchilada sauce and place on top. Top with remaining chicken and 1/2 cup cheese. Dip remaining tortillas in enchilada sauce and place on top. Spread with remaining enchilada sauce. BAKE 25 min. Top with remaining cheese and bake until cheese melts. Cut into wedges

A Pimp Out For Two Wonderful Ladies! (tysm Patti) Love Ya! Xox
Please Go Show These Two Some Love,They Need Some Help Leveling.. EveryOne Knows What It Is Like To Be Stuck.When It Comes To Getting To The Next Level.. We May Not Be Able To Completely Level Them,But Every Rate Does Help To Bring Them Closer.. These Two Wonderful Ladies Help EveryOne On Here,So Please Let's Return Some Love Back... Just Tell Them That Patti/aka Mz LilSynful One Sent You... Ty From The Bottom Of My Heart,Hugzz To All ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ ~*DSC*~@ fubar 3.2 mil 2 Prophet ¢¾Arctic Mermaid¢â¢¾Rating Revolution¢¾Bad Bitches¢¾@ fubar 996k 2 GodMother

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..on The Other Hand, Lol.left Hand, That Is.
Back to sanity.And hate.Mmmm.There's a certain nameless clique at a certain nameless lounge.Anyone who knows me, knows wot I mean.The Ignorers.I want vengeance.Ideally, I'd like to cut each of their lying 2-faced scumbag faces off with a scalpel.But that's impractical.I can't let this hatred go.It poisons me.But just walking away isn't a option, I swore an oath.What does one do, when the ones who one swore an oath to can't/won't hold their ends up, hmmmm?I can't sit back and let karma handle this.Even though it is.It's not enough.I fester with hatred. I know some of them will read this.Make it known.Plain and simple I want a ban.And I want it known to me that I am indeed banned.I can thus move on with life. And though it saddens me, I from here on in, do not wish to associate with ANY from this clique , and you fucking KNOW who you are.If you drove off my friends, or won't speak to me, fuck off.Otherwise, you know how ta find me.Same deal as the ban.Cut me from friends please, cl

Want Bombed But Dont Have 11's Read How
If you want bombed and don't have 11's, it is really easy. Rate two of my bomb folders while have 11's on and leave a few comments on pics in them...(helps with the bouncer) and then comment on this blog and when i bomb later tonight or tomorrow. I will bomb you. Oh and you must have a folder with 250 pics in it for me to bomb. happy rating... Kasper

Butt Train
Ok, something screwy is going on here. the links don't work so please go to the bulletin http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3600581584 to join the train It's the BUTT train! It's easy! First please rate the pictures in the Butts folder starting with this one. Please leave a comment on the last one. Then just fan, rate, and add everyone who has joined before you... or leave a comment on their profile if they are already your friend. In the friend request, or comment, put "I'm joining the butt train!" or something similar. When you receive a request or comment, please rate, fan, and comment back. When you are done with everyone on the list, send me a private message so I will know to add you. We're all here to have fun, so no drama please! Start with me, your hostess.

Blackest Rose
Rose so black, deep and dark, stem of Hunter Green. So many people overlook you, misunderstand what You Mean. You have no color, Darkest Beauty, but plenty of Depth to your hue. You have no clue, you'll never know how much admiration I have for you. She looked at me With much disgust when I tried to share your beauty. It is this, my love, I feel it is my duty. She's gone forever. Why, who knows? I'm left here all alone. Blackest rose, it's you and me. We're left here to stew and groan.....

Ballad Of Chasey Lain
"The Ballad Of Chasey Lain" Dear Chasey Lain I wrote to explain I'm your biggest fan I just wanted to ask Could I eat your ass? Write back as soon as you can You've had a lotta dick Had a lotta dick I've had a lotta time Had a lotta time You've had a lotta dick Chasey But you ain't had mine Dear Chasey Lain I wrote to complain Ya never wrote me back How could I ever eat Your ass when ya treat Your biggest fan like that? You've had a lotta dick Had a lotta dick I've had a lotta time Had a lotta time You've had a lotta dick Chasey But you ain't had mine Dear Chasey Lain I wrote to constrain This letter is my last As your biggest fan I must demand You let me eat your ass You've had a lotta dick Had a lotta dick I've had a lotta time Had a lotta time You've had a lotta dick Chasey But you ain't had mine P.S. Mom and Dad this is Chasey Chasey this is my mom and dad Now show 'em them titties Now show 'em them titties P.S. Mom and Dad this is Chasey Chasey this is my mom and dad Now sho

An Apology
as some of you all may have noticed i have not been around for several days....let me start by saying how much ive missed everyone. i have been in and out of the hospital with pnemonia in both lungs. i am very weak, hurts like hell to breath, and just getting up out of bed, my body feels like its ran a marathon. just wanted to let you know that i am going to get back to each and everyone of ya that have left me messages, i promise.

Life
There are angel's above that watch over all of us no matter who we are they are there to help & guide through the tough times of life's travel's we have a path that we follow that takes us on may roads in life make that right turn with god's blessing make the wrong turn and life get's hard but i know that my angel will guide me back to the right road. My angel is silent and i know there here beside me everyday of the year,when i am sad my angel's wings will hold me tight. when i die there will be my angel there to set me free.

Stupid Encounter #20(read Bottom To Top Its A Sb) Op Another Low Self Esteem Whore On The Fu
blackwolf: you can say it to me - I will say it to you blackwolf: and you are a bullshit artist blackwolf: you know what was the first thing to go through her mond? her asshole blackwolf: wanna continue or will you end your pain now before I really decide to trash your to the point you will cry? better yet - get blocked so you can hang with your ghetto wannabes ->blackwolf: Hey my mom was on that plane that smashed into tour 1 you fuck dont talk shit about my mom on this sacred day you old mutha fucker blackwolf: yea ok - tell your mom to stop putting her videos up then ->blackwolf: go back to jacking off to your transexuall porn to! blackwolf: go back to playing your video games since you want to be an asshole all your life. just do the world a favor & dont procreate ->blackwolf: a REAL WTC Responder woulden't be sitting on fubar on a friday night talking to 24 yr old girls either.... blackwolf: you are dealing with a REAL WTC Responder you fuckin fool blackwolf: yea alex

10th Mtn Song
10TH MOUNTAIN DIVISION SONG “CLIMB TO GLORY” WE ARE THE 10TH MOUNTAIN INFANTRY, WITH A GLORIOUS HISTORY ON OUR OWN TWO FEET, ALL OUR FOES WE’LL DEFEAT, LIGHT FIGHTERS MARCHING ON TO VICTORY. WE GO WHERE OTHERS DARE NOT GO, THROUGH THE HEAT OR COLD OR SNOW, WE ARE PROUD TO BE IN THE ARMY OF THE FREE. CLIMB TO GLORY, MOUNTAIN INFANTRY. CLIMB TO GLORY, THE LIGHT INFANTRY

Cold Flames
Fire burns on the edge All around the flames consume So hot to the touch but no burns A frost from inside allows no heat to pass Cries for help cannot be heard Over the roar of the fire The brightness of the flames Keeps him from being seen Slowly while all is burning up in rage He is freezing to death in the middle The fire is all consuming Slowing eating all of him People are nearby as he calls for help No one seems to notice or care They are too busy or without heart They are all happily warming up His flesh dose not burn or scorch Slowly he is melting away The coldness inside has been there to long For he is nothing but ice The end is near and very clear The end of pain and suffering is about Soon all will finally be over No more will there be pain and loss Though thoughts start to doubt So long has he waited for the end of all No that it is here he is afraid Will anyone care that he is gone

And Now For Something Completely Different...
I'm making wallpapers. That's how bored I've become with this place. Anyway...here are some of them. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm obsessed with vampires. Anyway...these are for MY use. But I can make them with any theme. In fact... And... So...who wants one? I'm thinking I might charge Fu-bucks or something...but, we'll see. How frigging lame am I?

New List For 12-04-09 (will Finish Later)
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This Is Revised Edition...
This is hysterical. You have to try this. It is absolutely true. I guess there are some things that the brain cannot handle.HOW SMART IS YOUR RIGHT FOOT?You have to try this please, it takes 2 seconds. I could not believe this! It is from an orthopedic surgeon............. This will confuse your mind and you will keep trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but you can't. It is pre-programmed in your brain!1. While sitting at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.2. Now, while doing this, draw the number '6' in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction.I told you so! And there's nothing you can do about it! You and I both know how stupid it is, but before the day is done you are going to try it again, if you've not already done so.

Computer Problwm
someone i know is having computer problems and is wondering if they can use their VISTA disc that came with their laptop to restore their XP desktop. obviously the desktop would be running VISTA instead of XP but will the disc work?

Furonas
Okay, so I'm seeing that people are annoyed by the new 'buy a round' feature. I'm not really sure why, I think it's fun. I've seen statuses of people threatening to delete others for sending them a drink. That's your perogative; i don't understand it, but it's your page. I'm just curious how you decipher if someone is just sending you a drink because you're low or to be nice, or if they sent it to everyone. But whatever. On to the reason for the blog: if you have made it clear you do not want anymore fuRonas, I will not be sending you anymore fugifts (zOMG!!! I know lol. Fake gifts, who cares?) I am not going to try and figure out what is okay to send when. :) On a side note: after reading Mel's blog about the MuMMs (go read it if you haven't), I've tried to be a little less mean. I forgot the reason I come on here. To have fun. It seems like a lot of people have lost their sense of humor and their sense of fun. I'm sure I'll get people in my blog getting on their soapbox trying

My Own Device
Do not fear my destiny Do not fret my fate Do not worry my being For I have lived more than most I have loved all I could I have seen more than nearly all Life has lived, love has lost For all I sought, had None is left, my heart distraught Pinnacle was achieved, won Gutter found, displaced Personal vision No longer valid, just a waste Wanderlust a disservice Home nonexistent, alone From whence I came Now I roam, useless, forever forlorn

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My daughter is 9 going on 25 who has an attitude and like her mother is missing the filter that keeps you from saying every little thing that pops into her head without thinking about who it offends or hurts. On the way home from school today I ask the usual after school questions: Have a good day? What did you have for lunch? Do you have any homework? Well she tells me her day then quickly adds she almost dropped a color because some little girl talked about her. I said well why did you almost drop a color, she said because I told that little girl "If you're going to be two faced, at least one of them should be pretty." God I love her

My Friend
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A Brand New Sart
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Why Me
know that its been a while since i have wrote on here but i am need to get some feelings out, its been a year since me and my ex broke up i think about him all the time i know that he is happy and thats a good thing, i just wish that i could be happy my kids are still in his life and they will always will be. i love his mom and dad and his grandparents and his sister. its just really hard letting go because we were together for 5 years. he wont talk to me or anything he told me that we will alwys be friends but i do not see that happend at all i just wish the best for him. he was my best friend and in my heart he will always will be,

August 17th 2010
today was a bad emotional day so i went for a walk... in the last week i found out i definately have to have back surgery, my doctor wants me to get down to 160 before the surgery but will settle for 200... i've been waiting for a lost wages check since april... they told me april 9th i should get it in 5-7 weeks and i found out friday that it is now up to the insurance adjuster when to give me the check and if i havent recieved it by the end of my case which could be 3-5 yrs from now that my lawyer will address it then so i have lost my apartment that i was to move into on the 1st of sept.... my cell phone has been acting up giving me scramble screen and have to restart it to see whats on my phone adn then over the weekend it stopped letting me send forward text messages or pic or video texts so i took it in today and they told me that even though i pay for insurance every month they are claiming it was damaged by me doing something to it not covered under insurance so i have to pay 5

My Brother And Me
This is the month that we both shared Its hard for me that your not here. Every year that passes by I think of you and always cry. I will always remember the special times we blew out the candles one at a time. First it was you and then it was me I remember how happy the times can be. Now without you when the day comes I wait and listen to hear your song. Every year since you have passed I have heard the song and its hard to grasp. The love I have and always will for you my brother is quite clear. So on your day I will say a prayer and sing Happy Birthday like you are here. Happy Birthday I love and Miss you.......

Fast Update
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Is This Thing On?
Hello there :) It's been awhile. Things got hectic in real life. Things are getting on track now. Lots has happened since we last saw each other. Good and bad. Blake's DNA test to determine which mutation of cystic fibrosis he has took place. Bad news: the most severe. Good news: the most common so it's researched more. Bad news: it will be two years before a new drug will be released to the public for CF treatment. Good news: Blake will start blood work and testing in 6 months so that he will be ready to be one of the first CFers to be prescribed the new drug. The new drug will improve some lung functionality which should increase life span for CF patients. It's a step in the right direction. He is doing well now. The thing about CF is that to most people the kids don't look very sick. The common comment a CFer gets is "you don't look that sick". It takes over $10,000 a month in drugs and treatments, various hospital stays a year, and constant prodding of

My Newest Friend Request
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Feelings
Every time you get mad, you take it out on me like it all my fult , Every time things dont go your way its my fult , You dont understand when you bitch all the time and yell all the time you hurt me , you know little me who you say you love every night , Its not my fult you are having a bad day , why do you sit here and say you love me when in fact all you do is hurt my feelings all the time when i talk about laevein you dont want to do that and i have done is try to make things work out and i feel like i keep hitting a brick wall ,a dead end , no way out you name it i feel like it . I will keep tryin ether untill i am stoped or dead but i will keep trying no matter what i wont let my family fall apart . i love you alot and i know you will never read this but at leaset i got to say something somewhere and i really dont feel any better. Maybe later i will hopfuly .

Muslim Women And Sharia Law
20 years from now, I will be in Heaven --bye !! This was written by a woman born in Egypt as a Muslim.This is not hearsay, and it will scare the life out of you. Make sure you read the paragraph (in red) towards the end.Joys of Muslim WomenBy Nonie DarwishIn the Muslim faith a Muslim man can marry a child as young as 1 year old and have sexual intimacy with this child.Consummating the marriage by 9.The dowry is given to the family in exchange for the woman (who becomes his slave)And for the purchase of the private parts of the woman, to use her as a toy.Even though a woman is abused she can not obtain a divorce.To prove rape, the woman must have (4) male witnesses.Often after a woman has been raped, she is returned to her family and the family must return the dowry.The family has the right to execute her (an honor killing) to restore the honor of the family. Husbands can beat their wives 'at will' and he does not have to say why he has beaten her.The husband is permitted to have (4 wi

February 2011-update
I am moving!! This is a great thing for me. A bad thing for anyone who looks forward to me being online. I won't have a computer for an unknown length of time. Most of you have my yahoo and or my number. If you want to say hi use them! ;) Many wishes for everyone to be healthy, happy, and well while I am offline! xoxox

Animals
Animals react They don't create Did Giraffes figure out how to travel to the moon They did not & the last time I saw a Giraffe He seemed to be quite happy to be fed & left alone So when you come across a Human that merely reacts Treat him like you would a Giraffe Feed him & ignore him because he will never Create a godamned thing

Hunter S. Thompson Quotes
"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me." "No sympathy for the devil; keep that in mind. Buy the ticket, take the ride...and if it occasionally gets a little heavier than what you had in mind, well...maybe chalk it off to forced conscious expansion: Tune in, freak out, get beaten." "So we shall let the reader answer this question for himself: who is the happier man, he who has braved the storm of life and lived or he who has stayed securely on shore and merely existed?" "Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming "Wow! What a Ride!" "Let us toast to animal pleasures, to escapism, to rain on the roof and instant coffee, to unemployment insurance and library cards, to absinthe and good-hearted landlords, to music and warm bodies

Oblivious Reckoning
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Update
So... As you may have noticed, I am back after a couple months of fubreak. On the off chance that anyone's curious about my life while I was gone, here's the cliff's notes update. In January, I was in the hospital getting some large kidney stones removed via surgery. One of them popped out of the incision they made in my kidney, and is floating around in my body somewhere - they say it won't cause any problems there. We'll see. I still have one large enough not to pass on its own; they're keeping an eye on it and if it causes more issues it'll have to come out the same way. The biggest issue about the whole thing is that I lost my contract at GM - apparently my being in the hospital was inconvenient for them. I spend much of my time on Facebook playing Island Paradise and Zoo World. I've finally regained some of the energy that I've been missing the last couple of years and am attempting to clean the house while I'm home. My kids were tested for the gifted and talented p

End Of The World
Do you really think that this was going to happen? I mean really ppl, it was just another man trying to get followers to follow him like they did in WACO and then commit mass suicide. This is really sad because now he feels like he made a mistake and it is going to happen in 5 mths now and by that time you don't even know how many followers he will get and how many will commit mass suicide with him. Not just that but what about all the women he will have pregnant and then kill the kids when the time comes. And if you really believe zombies are going toattack, just watch T.V. because that is about all the zombie action you are going to get. I really lmao at that one. So please speak your mind and let me kinow if you agree, disagree, or really think it is going to happen. ttys

From The Sword's Point Of View.
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Friendship Prayer
Dear Lord Thank you for the love you've placed in my life through the friends you've given me. They bring me warmth when the days are cold, music when I'm overwwhelmed by silence, joy when sadness dawns above and below me. May I be a loving friend to each one of them as well. Fill me anew with your love that I may pass it along. Amen.

This Is F*cking Ridiculous..
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Just An Idea
Looking to start a new lounge Called "The Spinach Patch" But Before I do I want to see If I can get some Staff in place 1st. Anyone Intrested??? The Spinach Patch would play all kinds of Different music( from Metal to Bluegrass) and be a fun way to meet new peeps...

Child Abuse Should Be Outlawed
Child said to his mom, "Mommy, I colored your sheets with lipstick!" In anger she started to hit her child until he was unconscious. Then, she regretted what she had done, and crying said to her child, "Please open your eyes!" But it was too late, his tiny heart had stopped beating. When she walked into her bedroom, the sheet said "I LOVE YOU MOMMY. "Copy and paste this for 1 hour if you're against child abuse. I'm against child abuse, Are you? this makes so angry and i cryed

Next Time
They tell me that they don't know who I am anymore. I keep it that way so I don't get board. You say maybe there could be a chance with me in the future, but now you can go away, because I don't really see myself with you, with your ways. There was only one chance you could of been mine, but I don't see a next time. Next time I won't be there for you. Next time won't ever come around. Cause next time, theres no such truth, cause next time there won't be a you. I'll be gone when you decide to write again. I'll be gone when you want me more then a friend. Can't you see theres no future with me, can't you see what I can't find. Now you know theres no next time

New Club
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Under The Hood
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Bootleg Liquor Kills 102 People In Eastern India
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Meiling
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Path
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Next Life
I watch the sky I can see your blue eyes An angel in heaven You made my life very pleasant I remember our dream My eyes fill with tears We were to meet In a garden of flowers I will sit here today and remember you I knew when your heart touched mine we flew My life is never alone now With you gone now I know god sent this angel for me I just dont know how I was out one day The trees swayed like your blonde hair Today I wish for one more day with you Dont forget when we flew in the hot air balloon I proposed to you We were married for one day God decided it was your time I will live my life like you are in mine We were one soul one body of hope Our time was short But enough to continue on I look in the sky I see your blue eyes Goodbye my wife I will see you in the next life

My First Story
An Enticing Evening Roger W. Miracle Jr. 09Sept06 Time slows as I follow this heavenly specter down the hall to my bedroom. As each second crawls by my senses are bombarded by every fiber of her essence. Her scent engulfs my nasal passages. The scent is a delicate mixture of sweet jasmine and hot pheromones. With each breath, I’m further entranced by it. My focus moves to her body. With every step, I take down the hallway I see more and more of her angelic frame. Every five steps forward equates to another article of delicate clothing falling to the floor. First, it’s her fantasy-inducing blouse. The blouse seems to float like a feather to the solid wood floor. It seems to take only five steps for the blouse hits the floor and for her to begin to undo her form fitting jeans. She stops just long enough to entice me even more with a sensuous strip tease. My steps continue to fall short of hers. My eyes watch intensely as her jeans slowly exposes each delicate inch of her h

Destination - Poem
I carry the elemental along in my suitcase a brief and candid moment where I see my face in the terminal window eyes of hazel, smokey in the morning light I shiver and cross the moving walk. I feel the handrails as they slip beneath my hand. Reaching for the other side, bringing my bag behind. My feet remember the way walking I need not guide their path each step closer to the entrance, I leave the past behind. Stumbling, I catch myself And take a backward glance. Nothing to prepare me for the breaking storm that flies outside the door. Shivering, I run my hand upon the silver rails I feel the hard, cool bars and step inside the door.

Wrote September 27th 2006....
Song - Full Of By: Danny-Bob Dude Have you ever thought you were about to die Or you were dead When you saw your whole life flashed before your eyes? This world is full of memory Full of hate Full of anger Full of pain It cursed us and drove us insane We are having this war inside our heads We leave none alive So bring your pretty face to my ax There will be no comfort for you No comfort to ease the pain such as this This world is full of memory Full of hate Full of anger Full of pain It cursed us and drove us insane But you will linger on in the darkness As nightfall in winter that comes without a star without the moon Here you will dwell Bound to your grief under the fading earth Until the world has changed And the long years are utterly spent This world is full of memory Full of hate Full of anger Full of pain It cursed us and drove us insane There is nothing for you here Only death This is your path You took your chance

Similarities??? Not At All!
so i did this stupid face regognition shit that everyone else is doing and this is what it gave me. no one taht looked like me and Jason Biggs, which i left out because its not sexi if a girl resembles some random boy.

Courage
Tuesday, October 17, 2006 Courage of your convictions Listen to your critics and learn what you can from them. But don't let them dissuade you from what you know is best. A bright and shining vision has value only when you have the courage to follow it. When you know that it is the thing to do, then step up and do it. Pay attention to what others have to say, without becoming a slave to their opinions of you. Consider differing and diverse perspectives, while keeping the substance of your most deeply held values intact. Much of the effort of achievement is in keeping yourself focused. Choose to intentionally make that effort, to maintain that focus, and all the rest will more readily fall into place. Though the world may seem to be against you at times, keep in mind that you are working to make that world a better place. Start to show some progress, and others will soon be buying into your vision. Remember who you are, where you've come from, and the real value of wh

Tide...
THE EMOTIONS OVER COME ME... LIKE A TIDE THAT EBBS AND FLOWS... NEVER QUITE RECEDING AS FAR AS YOU WANT IT TO GO... I BUILD UP WALL TO PROTECT ME SELF... BUT LIKE A SAND CASTLE BUILT TO CLOSE TO THE EDGE... THE EMOTIONS FLOW IN AND TEAR THEM DOWN AGAIN... HERE PLEASURE AND PAIN MERGE... THEY TWINE AND BECOME ONE... THE EMOTIONS ARE FORCEFUL... THE MEMORIES FLOOD BACK... AND ONCE AGAIN I AM LEFT WITH RUBBLE... THE CASTLE IS GONE AND SO ARE MY WALLS... I AM LEFT TO REBUILD THEM AGAIN... WITH HOPES THAT THIS TIME WILL BE DIFFERENT... THEY WILL HOLD STRONG AND TRUE... UNTILL THE TIDE RUSHES IN... TO TEAR THEM DOWN AGAIN...

Macadamia Butter Cookies With Dried Cranberries
Macadamia Butter Cookies with Dried Cranberries * the dough is much easier to work with if you chill it for a short time. 2/3 cup Macadamian nuts 1/2 cup granulated sugar 1/2 cup light brown sugar 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 large egg 1 1/4 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/8 teaspoon ground nutmeg 1/2 cup sweetened dried cranberries, chopped 1 tablespoon granulated sugar Preheat oven to 375* Place nuts in a food processor; process until smooth ( about 2 mins), scraping sides of bowl once. Combine Macadamia butter, 1/2 cup granulated sugar, and brown sugar in a large bowl;beat with mixer at medium speed.Add vanilla and egg, beat well. Lightly spoon flour into measuring cups;level with a knife. Combine flour, baking soda, salt, and ground nutmeg, stirring with a whisk. Add flour mixture to sugar mixture, beat at low speed until just combined( mixture will be very thick). Stir in chopped cranberries. Chill for 10 minut

Alanna Blinn Goes Out With A Bang!
Fast draw champ Blinn goes out with a bang By Sarah Junkin The Eagle Though she captured her sport’s top two titles this year, fast draw fans won’t get to see Bearspaw’s Alanna Blinn compete again for at least a couple of years. Blinn, 20, who won the Canadian World Championships in Cochrane Sept. 3-5, and the National World Fast Draw Championships in Cripple Creek, Colorado Oct. 1-2, said she’s decided to take a break to concentrate on her studies. “I’m taking two years off because I’m in the cinema, stage, radio and television program at SAIT (Southern Alberta Institute of Technology),” she said. “We’ll see where life heads, but I couldn’t be focussed enough if I was trying to do it all.” Blinn beat out 90 top shooters at the National Worlds to win the title she’s held at least three other times before. “I’ve won it before but it’s really hard to keep it because it’s the main one that everyone wants so there’s a lot trying to take it away from me,” she said. Blinn’s fast dra

Martin Nodell, The Creator Of Green Lantern, The Comic Book Superhero Who Uses His Magical Ring To Help Him Fight Crime, Has Died.
MIAMI - Martin Nodell, the creator of Green Lantern, the comic book superhero who uses his magical ring to help him fight crime, has died. He was 91. Nodell died at a nursing home in Muskego, Wis., on Saturday of natural causes, his son Spencer Nodell told The Associated Press on Tuesday. He previously lived in West Palm Beach. Nodell was looking for a new idea for a comic book in 1940 when he was waiting for a New York subway and saw a train operator waving a lantern displaying a green light, said Maggie Thompson, senior editor of Comics Buyer's Guide. Nodell imagined a young engineer, Alan Scott, a train crash survivor who discovers in the debris an ancient lantern forged from a green meteor. Scott constructs a ring from the lamp that gives him super powers, and becomes a crime fighter. He brought his drawings and story lines to All-American Publications, which later became a part of National Periodical Publications, the company that was to become DC Comics, Thompson sai

100 More Questions Answered, Lots About My Quirky Ass
1.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? A Scotch Sour 2. Do you follow college football? Pretty much, THE Ohio State University 3. How many miles does your car have on it about 15,000 on my TrailBlazer My Honda Prelude is a Frankenstein of Parts, the body is dented and has like 190,000 miles on it, though the engine, transmission, and entire drive train are brand new….so about 20,000 miles, maybe. 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what was it about? Ashley, private bueiness, can’t talk about it, nun-ya-business. 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? At Dave’s party in Pennsylvania I think… 6. Are you happy? Yes I think I am. 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Micro Center…computer store…looking at the new Dual-Processor G5 MAC with a 30” Cinema Screen…freaking sexy ass setup, and it’s under $5000…which isn’t actually bad. 8. How do you feel about your hair? It’s short and super. 9. Where do you work? Fo

Name A Drink
Name A Beer, a liquor or any kind of alcholic drink... and lets see if we can start an alcoholic chain gang... name a one without repeating then re-post... PERIOD!!! *~B33~*-- Jack Daniels JULIO-G -- Bud Light Turtle G- Budwiser E-von-- Purple stuff Nea*perkinz*--southern comfort Skeebs--carona K.ROSE~"HYPNOTIC" BEAUTIFUL--~--"YAGUR" N8tive Honey-Everclear Raena- Frozen Margarita Candy-amaretto sour Lushuslou-Piece of Ass (SoCo, ammaretto, sweet n sour, on rocks) Pretty ~ Long Island Ice Tea....was my favorite when I drank ~CaRrOtS~ Tequilla Jennifer~~~Grey Goose MoJo!***FUBAR*** Amanda~ Smirnoff Raspberry Mysticpotion ~ Crown!!!

Want In!!
I am hosting a race to the yacht contest!! It is very simple whoever gets to 15,500 comments first wins the yacht! I need at least 10 contestants and it will start as soon as I get those ten so hurry and get your entries into me! I will allow entries after it starts, but you will have to play catch up! There are no rules you can bomb your own pic as much as you want and hopefully you have some faithfull friends that will help you out!! There is no time limit on this, it will go till someone gets to the 15,500 comments! If interested just let me know by sending me a private mesage letting me know you want in the race! My link to my page is below, so hurry up and get those entries in so we can start the race!

What Have You Done To Me
What have you done to me I can't eat I can not sleep And I'm not the same anymore, oh no I don't know what to do All of me wants all of you Do I stand alone at the shore? Now once I could turn away From everything I feel today But, now I want to walk through your door But I've got to know... Body and soul That you've got no doubts, inside and out We are whole... Body and soul Don't leave me out in the cold Just love body and soul Do you hear me baby I've wasted too much time Livin' for what wasn't mine Then came the day I found you And now I want nothing less I've found a love that's truly blessed I wanna make dreams come true But I've got to know... Body and soul That you've got no doubts, inside and out We are whole... Body and soul Don't leave me out in the cold Just love body and soul Every day is getting better The more I trust I feel stronger, stronger Every kiss brings me closer It feels good to let

Most Seductive Look Contest
hey friends an family an fans i am in a contest for the most seductive look help me win by comment bombing my photo the one with the most comments wins it ends wed the 7th ,, remember u can comment on my photo as much as u want here is the the photo link an tyv much ! luv ~HAT~

Well My Turn!
I need some help now. I am at my limit for rating pics and blogs and everything else. I need some help getting to the next level. Here's how anyone can help: Apparently I am retarded or something and cannot get my pics to come on here. I have to send them to someone's email to let them view my pics. If someone could plese help me get my pics on here I would be ever so grateful. Another way is to help me level up by rating pics and other various things. I have rated many of your pics here and now I need some help. Please? I would like to thank each and everyone of you now for any help that I can get from you. I have been on here for quite some time and helped out alot of you all and now I asking for the same. I am not ver y good at asking but I am here doing so! Thank you for your time!

Music Sites
http://7humor.com http://bolt.com http://videocodezone.com http://youtube.com I will ad more when i find them Copy the embed code and put it in your trackz, stash or profile. If you need helping added the embed codes let me know. ßΣπ§†ΩπΣ85

Flashes
once again here i sit in the shadows of an empty world only having been teased with the thought of love my body writhing in agony from the pain as blood is shed each time i caugh here i sit in the shadows of my own death all i can see about me is emptyness hallow promises of love offered only for the price of flesh

Time
As time passes by I still remembeer the past I know I should be happy I know I should be glad But all I could do is be sad I still remember the time That we had each other The day I felt glad But as time past We can't live in the past Things didn't go our way But still had that time If I could stop the time I would to the time The day I felt glad Time is passing And I know that so I know and so I am I Just remember me always You know that I Remember you too No mater how much time pass I will be back by your side Just let this time pass Just don't let it die

No One Cares
this just gives a voice to those who think about it not me To whomever is listening- to whoever cares, I have given up on life because no one cares. And if no one cares Then, why should I? My life is a joke. Why was I born? I guess to bring only misery and dispair To whomever I love or meet So, why should I go on? The thoughts of suicide run through my head So, if you are really listening to my words, then tell me Why should I go on? cain

Tired
TIRED OF THE LIES AND THE GAMES IF THATS THE ONLY REASON UR TALKING TO ME THEN GO ON CAUSE IM DONE WITH ALL THE GAMES IM JUST VENTING TIRED OF PEEPS TELLING ME STUFF AND IT ALL BE LIES I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT TOLD THE TRUTH SO ALL I ASK IF UR GOING TO TALK TO ME IS TO BE HONEST

Trust
trust is very important to me. i trust everyone until they give me a reason not to. then those whom i do trust gain even more when they prove themselves worthy. and for the most part i give it out really easily. i am an easy person to get along with, unless you piss me off. so far here on ct that has yet to happen. there are at least 5 ppl on here i trust implicitly. i would do anything for these people. they are my friends and they have got to be the best people i know. they are really fun to talk to and really great friends. they let me vent and they dont judge me, at least to my face. but out of the blue i start to have feelings for a certain person. i dont know how to handle it. i know that it is a problem for me because i really enjoy talking to her. i dont want anything to get in the way of our friendship and i really admire her because she is a very strong person. anyways i hope that my friends are there for me like i would be there for them. i love you guys. we

9 Words Woman Use
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay me ans she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you wi

Back Home
Heya friends! Well I am back home again after visiting my family for 2 weeks for my sisters wedding. I had a wonderful time all but getting a bad cold while I was there. I am getting over it now, almost gone. :D I just hated being sick while I was up there and durning her wedding. All in all I had a great time. I am glad to be back home now and able to come on here a lot more and visit with you all. I wished I could haved stayed a few days longer but thats okay. I got to spend a lot of time with my family and my pets. I just miss them all so much now. hehe. How has everyone been? :) Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com

Blogger Plagerism
We have a blogger, if you call him that, in our midst that is lifting my blogs, twisting words, adding words that simply don't make sense. I advised him about the laws of plagarism and he seems to think that he is in the right. I explained to him that, if he were in college, he would fail the course. He promptly replied that he wasn't in college. Duh! I did say IF! I also explained to him that the laws applied to the real world as well. His response? So sue me! Geezzz... as much as I despise going down that path, I am oh so tempted to do so. After all, I was a paralegal for more than 15 years; I am certain that I could find a good internet law attorney in my area. Sometimes living in a capital city has its advantages as well. In case, he gets a conscience about the matter and tries to change it up, I have already printed the pages up. What this guy may or may not realize that the blog postings are date and time stamped for a reason!! It has me pretty riled u

Oh No!!!!
A little guy is sitting at the bar just staring at his drink for half an hour when this big trouble-making biker steps next to him, grabs his drink and gulps it down in one swig. The poor little guy starts crying. \'Come on man. I was just giving you a hard time,\' the biker says. \'I didn\'t think you\'d CRY.\' \'I can\'t stand to see a man crying.\' \'This is the worst day of my life,\' says the little guy between sobs. \'I can\'t do anything right.\' \'I overslept and was late to an important meeting, so my boss fired me. When I went to the parking lot, I found my car was stolen and I don\'t have any insurance. I left my wallet in the cab I took home. I found my wife in bed with the gardener and my dog bit me So I came to this bar trying to work up the courage to put an end to my life, and then you show up and drink the damn poison.\'

Jeezys Giveaway
ATTENTION FRIENDS,FANS, AND BOMBERS: RJEEZY IS IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A HAPPY HOUR. IT WAS FOR 50K COMMENTS, BUT HE ONLY NEEDS 2OK MORE. HE ALWAYS HELPS OUT OTHERS WHEN THEY NEED HELP EVEN WHEN HE ISNT ASKED SO NOW ITS TIME TO HELP HIM OUT. I KNOW THAT I HAVE THE GREATEST FRIENDS ON FUBAR SO IM SURE YOU ALL WILL DO YOUR BEST TO GET HIM THERE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, BUT JUST A LITTLE INCENTIVE FOR YALL, IF YOU LEAVE 100 COMMENTS YOULL GET A GIFT,500 COMMENTS FOR A BIG PIMPING GIFT, AND LEAVE 1000 COMMENTS FOR A PERSONAL SALUTE, OR PIMPOUT...YOUR CHOICE.PLEASE COMMENT WITH NUMBERS IF YOU WISH TO TRY FOR ONE OF THESE. JUST SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN YOUR DONE AND ILL CHECK TO MAKE SURE, AND GET YOU UR PRIZE. THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP. JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN. PLEASE REPOST THIS BULLETIN SO THAT YOUR FRIENDS CAN HELP AS WELL. THANK YOU SOO MUCH, ۞Neabear۞@ fubar IF SOMEONE COULD PLEASE STICKY THIS

The Twins
Well today has been five years since i lost my first son. He has a twin brother that was born a week and a half after him. I miss them alot and think about them everyday. Lately alot of people have been asking me what happened. Well this is what happened. I got pregnant obviously. Me and my ex husband found out on August 18th. Happy Bday too me. Two days after my birthday anyways. So i went to the doctor and they did the ultrasound and they told us we were having twins. I looked at them like yah right u are crazy im not having twins, but yah i was. 19 and having twins.Pregnancy went really good until the day of October 20th,2002. I was at home and my water broke. I didn't think nothing of it at first. Went to the hospital and they said they were gonna transfer me to another hospital cause they thought my water broke. So they transfered me there. They did a bunch of tests had me on the baby monitors and all that.Did the ultrasound and said right there is the sac. I was like ok they are

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k so ya i dun have much time...of my own volition of course... yet then again these days i really dun have much time for the internet...and its just the way i like it. moms went up to the staff today to spend a couple days with her friend before they come back down here for thanksgiving...so ive got oodles to do... cuz i dunno bout you...but when i come home from vacation i like a clean house...and while this house was clean...*looks around* it most definitely is not...now. ok maybe clean isnt the right word...but its in definite need of an uber straightening up...and prolly a good vacuuming too. plus theres laundry! and ya sure i have days to do it...but why put off for tomorrow that which i can do today? monkey is trying to pull her pocket out of her pants thru her wasitband...strange child... shes totally on the potty training wagon...yay for me. if the birds dun stop squawking...im going to eat them...with a side of candied yams. *nod* its actually fallish we

Handel's Messiah/a Closer Look
I know that this is quite lengthly and that you may not have time right now to read, but please save this so that you can come back and look into it later. I have had the "priviledge" of performing this enitre work when I was in college, and have of course performed pieces of it since. For those of you who sing, you'll understand what I mean when I say that there is NO BIGGER RUSH!!! If you have never listened to the entire composition... PLEASE... try to do so. It will bless your heart beyond description. I have no doubts that Handel was inspired by God to write this, and from some of the enclosed information, I believe that Handel thought that himself. I hope that you will enjoy reading this.Love,Lev HANDEL'S MESSIAHA Closer LookDear Friends in Christ, Many months ago, I found a cd copy of Handel's Messiah in a used bookstore, and snapped it up. What a treasure that nobody wanted! I hadnever really listened to the whole work before, and the only thing Iremembered from it was, of cou

About Me
Ok Heres The 411 On Me I Am 34 Yrs. Old , I`m Hispanic(French,Irish,Indian & Spanish), I Have Brown Hair , Brown Eyes, i`m 5Ft. 11 In. I`m Not Giving Out My Weight lol You`ll Just Have To Guess On That One lol I Work On My HomePages My Websites And I Like To Meet New People I Like Making New Friends Male And Female And If Any Of You Would Like To Be My Friend And Get To Know Me More Please Feel Free To Add Fan And Rate Me And Chat And Get To Know One Another I`m Hoping To Find That Special Woman Out There Whether It Be On Here Or In The Real World Being Single Is Fun At Times But Gets Very Lonely Most Of The Time

From'~emily Gail The 1 And Only~'s Home Page
To the ladies out there- Treat yourself as if you were a queen. DO NOT settle for anything less than you deserve! No ring or money or promise is worth settling for. If he doesn't treat you the way you want to be treated or make you feel the way you want to feel, then he is not worth your time, effort, love, or affection. You know you've found the right one when he feels like he doesn't deserve you. That in his eyes, you and you alone are so desirable and wonderful in every single way, he can't even fathom the fact that you would even give him a chance. That is the man every Woman dreams of and that is the man every Woman deserves. But ladies, always, always remember, just because this man worships the ground you walk on does not mean he deserves to be treated any less than the five star treatment he gives you. As a Woman you are a diamond and he is the gold. What would that ring be without one or the other?

Married Life
So, I’m generally a pretty level headed person. I know what I like, want, have, and can lose. But lately I’ve been having issues trying to understand why I’m even married. Be sides the fact that we have kids together, and such a long history we have nothing in the world in common. I drink, smoke, go out. He sits at home and plays Xbox. So the dilemma is what do we do, what do I do next? I can’t change who I am.

Harleys And Women
The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, > > Died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur. > > "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have > > Changed the world, your reward is, you can hang out with anyone > > You want to in heaven." > > > > Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to > > Hang out with God." > > St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him > > To God. > > God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the > > One who invented the Harley-Davidson motorcycle?" > > Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me...." > > God commented: "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something > > that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution, and can't run > > Without a road?" > > Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke, "Excuse me, > > But aren't you the inventor of woman?" > > > > God said, "Ah, yes." > > "Well", said Arthur, "professional to professional, yo

Goodbye For Good
You came into my life, like a shadow that comes out from the dark Displaying love, showing me again what it is to trust Now I’m mending myself of the pain, I fell in love Then I made up my mind, I’m not wasting no more time You left me alone, without a care, but for yourself You can’t even begin to imagine the pain I feel. You hurt me, just like everyone else. I can’t pretend everything’s going to be all right I can’t believe all the bullshit lies I can’t see myself through one more night I can’t stop the pain, and the heart that dies I can’t hold onto something out of sight I can only walk away and say my goodbyes You walked out of my life, with a few tears and a smile Displaying love, showing me again what it is to feel Now I’m dying from the pain, I lost all of my love Then I made up my mind, I’m not wasting my time You left me alone, without a second chance You can’t even begin to imagine the pain I feel You hurt me, just like everyone else I can’t pretend

@@ A Love Poem @@
Once upon a time, There was a girl who lived in her prime, She was pretty, smart, but weak She was deep, pensieve...meek Who looked at the world with rose colored perfection And never bothered the world with her disconcerting observation. One day love struck her so deep Took her down a road she wanted to keep. The road was hard, rocky, and difficult to walk Along the way, she met people who talk About their own experience in this profound emotion And they had each learned with each sad and happy occassion. Some were good saying they were glad to see the day That love came their way. Others were embittered, broken, and torn Of the love they had lost and sworn Never to love again because of the hurt That love is painful to bear and nothing can take the place the love that is lost And nothing can ever be the same when it is when what it concerns the heart the most. Others told her sometim

Waiting
I just got word that my 88 yr old granma is on the verge of death. We could keep her with us by putting her on machines, but she told us long ago that she didn't want to live like that, because that wasn't living. So now we are waiting for the end to come. I don't know if I want to go see her as she is now or remember her the way she was. A firey, fiesty lady who didn't take guff off anyone no matter who they were. Death comes to every one sooner or later. All i can do now is pray that her passing is peaceful and painless. Go with God granma. I will see you again some day.3/9/08 addendum. My grandmaother passed away last night peacefully and painlessly. She will be missed. but she is no longer in any pain and with her friends who have gone before.

Your Most Loyal Friend Ever...needs Your Help!! Plz?!
Click here for an easy and free way to help care for those in need at The Animal Rescue Site! Hey you guys! Did you know that if you just follow this link,then click on "your click has been counted" on the web page that opens up you will give a rescued animal 1 bowl of food for each click?? Come on....Whats one click a day compared to all the love your pet shows you everyday?? Thanx for helping :) PEACE OUT !!

Friend Request
I GOT THIS FRIEND REQUEST AND THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY.... bunny{R} Hey.. So, i guess it's time for me to finally start using this account. I can resist it no longer.. Let the games begin! I wandered into your page and well, I liked what I saw.. So um, my name is robert. I think us crazy kids should perhaps be friends, cause you seem pretty cool, and smart, and possibly cute! (it's so tough to tell in this crazy digital world.. :) anyways, i would go on and on, but I wanna get an answer from you first! . I probably won't be coming here everyday anyway. Then maybe we could chat sometime! you know what they say.. looks catches the eyes, but personality wins over the heart.. LOL! you can add me to your im rob_micheal2008@yahoo. com hopefully to hear from you soon take care, Robert

Mattering......
As i sat this afternoon counting the minutes so that i could walk from my office to my apartment I lazily watched my friends Red, Lou, his girl Sandy and several others fishing off the end of our dock here at the Thames. It made me smile to myself at the simplicity of life here on the river. I will never be rich monetarily of this I am most sure. My boss and several here on the Fu have money to burn on things I'll never even concieve of possessing. But that is really all they are arent they? Each day im the proud reciever of smiles, hugs, warm wishes, breakfast (yes breakfast), banter, sexual innuendo, free lobsters, sea bass, scallops and crab cakes and so much love and friendship that it can be overwhelming at times. As the boss and the other "have's" of this world run around trying to find money for their overspent budgets, decide between gucci and mark jacob's, figure out what overpriced vacation they are gonna take this month and whether to buy the "beamer" or the merc

If You Had Me Alone....
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE

Justin Is Going To Mizzou!!!!
I have got to be one of the proudest moms ever!!!! My son, Justin the gentle giant, was offered a 4 year full ride scholarship to play football for MIZZOU!! Here is the website about his verbal commitment- Please read and share this happy happy time with me! showmesportsonline.com LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!

Cellular
Dunno if anyone's seen a film called Cellular, but I watched it recently. Problem was that night, almost every hour on the hour I'd dream about people being shot and killed. I'm talking serious clockwork here, it was damn freaky, as well as damn annoying. It's weird to 'cause that's only the second film after Congo to give me nightmares. And I watched Congo many many years ago....

Sbs
From: ¢¾ t@ylor ¢¾ Date: Jul 27, 2008 4:22 PM />From: ~JUAN~ [DELGADILLO]Date: Jul 27, 2008 12:29 AMTurn your sound on... :(YOU HAVE NO HEART IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her

3 More Days
till i move to ASU BEEBE!!! im startn EMT school on monday. so im ready for that!! umm got my fridge today so im gettn it cold so it will be somewhat ready. Im kinda scared cause i dont know a single person on this campus but...hell it will be a great new start. At the end of the semister i will be at a cross roads...my parents arent gonna help me pay for Paramedic next year and just the books and other uniform stuff put my broke ass down to 20 bucks to my name..whats new there. So anyways i can either stop my edumation on start workn as a EMT and do Paramedic later...or stay in school and be broke ass. Any ambulance service here will pay you to do Paramedic with them but...you gotta agree to work for so many years and its only like 12 weeks were as at this school its a year long..but you gotta pay and do some extra classes...so i guess ill figure that out when i get there. so anyways i guess im just excited that i get to move out Saturday and start my path on to a good carrer with

Condom
Well Played, Indeed Fast Food | North Dakota, USA (This is a friend’s experience while working at a popular fast food place on the overnight shift.) Employee: “Thanks for calling, how may I help you?” Customer: “Hi. I came through drive-thru earlier tonight, and there’s something wrong with my food.” Employee: “Um, okay…what’s wrong exactly?” Customer: “Well, I ordered ***, and there was a used condom on the sandwich.” Employee, holding in a laugh: “Sir, that’s impossible. We don’t practice safe sex here.” Customer: “Well played.” *hangs up*

Take Me To Your Heart
Hiding from the rain and snow Trying to forget but I won't let go Looking at a crowded street Listening to my own heart beat So many people all around the world Tell me where do I find someone like you gir Take me to your heart Take me to your soul Give me your hand before I'm old Show me what love is Haven't got a clue Show me that wonders can be true They say nothing lasts forever We're only here today Love is now or never Bring me far away Take me to your heart Take me to your soul Give me your hand and hold me Show me what love is Be my guiding star It's easy Take me to your heart ... Standing on a mountain high Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky I should go and see some friends But they don't really comprehend Don't need too much talking Without saying anything All I need is someone Who makes me want to sing Take me to your heart Take me to your soul Give me your hand before I'm old Show me what love is Haven't got a clue Show me that

Smooch Me! Do It! Heheheh
GIMME A KISS and Add/Fan and Rate these Frisky FUs! If they're kissin' me you KNOW they've got good taste and should totally be on your friends list! I'll even make ya a tag! I kissed PebblesinAZ and all I got was this lousy T Shirt! hehe

Reverse Funnel System Mlm
Reverse Funnel System MLMLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowThe Reverse Funnel System is an automated sales process for home based businesses that is said to perfect the most difficult part of any home based business...the sales process. The creators of The Reverse Funnel System created it to eliminate the human error variable present in every sales process so that you make more money and spend less time with tricky sales pitches. It's said that the only thing you need to do is market the system and that it doesn't matter if you're shy or if you lack sales skills because The Reverse Funnel System takes care of the entire sales process for you.The Reverse Funnel System was created by a team of professional online marketers. They provide you with the marketing materials and resources needed to make the system work for you but does it work? Many people claim financial freedom from the product and swear by its success. Many others have lost thousands of dollars and hours of their time

Making An Id
hello to all.i am trying to make a fubar id.i want it with my fubar name,a pic and my level where can i find a site to do that.i tried imikimi and i could not find and insider one there i tried to edit one it did not work out. thank you billy

About Me
Iam just a crazy biker who likes to have alot of fun! I drive a deadicated run form Wisconsin to Texas and back home every week! I only log on when I'am setting around with no load to haul. So please leave commets and rate my photo's!! Don't get mad if I don't ge back to you right away because I do have to work out here on the road!!

Stupid Twatwaffle
-> ♥DJ Mistr3...: nope ♥DJ Mistr3...: i only have 1 hr of my 11s left will u please help me to get godmother!! 1. don't ask me to rate you, i hate rating people 2. i'm not even your friend 3. DJs should just delete themselves dumb cunt!!! /rant

Facing Myself
Facing Myself Reflecting upon me is like prying my teeth out of cement. I need to learn 2 face my desire to conquer my fears. How can I when I can’t even face you? My will is strong like my belief in God, But I lose it all when I think of you. Trouble is brewing within the depth of my soul. My heart is flutter like flaming wings. Reflecting upon me is like a drifting car spinning over the cliff of love. Where is the science to keep me from falling in love? How can deal with my emotion for you when my emotion is twisted in knots? My heart and soul is chained to your haunting look of love that is not there for me. Paparazzi are blinding me with their entire picture taking of my weeping sorrow. My tears flow like the rainstorm upon me. I am lost in my dark dilemma of loving you. How can I face myself, when I can face my wicked thoughts of you? Reflecting in the dark mirror of shadow, I see you once again. How can everything lead me back to you? I flip a page. I t

3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone
There's another world inside of me That you may never see There's secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Maybe I'm just blind... Maybe I'm just blind... [chorus] So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything you need I'll also be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone [end chorus] Love me when I'm gone... When your education x-ray Can not see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone [chorus] Maybe I'm just blind... [chorus]

02/18/2009
It is the ability to choose which makes us human. — Madeleine L’Engle Don’t worry about mistakes. Making things out of mistakes, that’s creativity. — Peter Max There are two kinds of talent, man-made talent and God-given talent. With man-made talent you have to work very hard. With God-given talent you just touch it up once in a while. — Pearl Bailey Love is love. All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love. Everything is, everything exists, only because I love. — Leo Tolstoy Perfection is attained by slow degrees, it requires the hand of time. — Voltaire In the right light, at the right time, everything is extraordinary. — Aaron Rose

Passing Of A Loved One.
How does one deal with the passing of ones parent? I am very upset even though I knew this day was coming for a long time. My father was sick for a long time, hes body slowing shuting down and his mind becoming lost into a sea of emptiness. In the end he didn't even Know who I was. My father always sheltered me from the world up until I was about 16. He was a very over protected man when it came to me. I have alot of his qualities myself, most of them taught, because I get called his name all the time by my best friend when I am acting like my father would. In my eyes he will always be a pillar of strenght, intelligence, love, and understanding. He will be truly missed, I only pray that he has found the peace he should have. I LOVE YOU DAD!!!!

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Hummm
Well as you all can see, I have decided to drink and pop painkillerz...yeah not a wise idea is it? Oh well, what's the worst that could happen? Anyhow, Glad some of you made it back to read this, sorry some 2000 of you got axed off my list...They wanted help but didn't return the favor, so fuck'em! I'm tired of sitting here bombing contests and shit, and when I ask for help, no one can seem to spare a few seconds, so again fuck ya! Don't ask me for a damn thing, if you can't help me in return. I think that's only fair ya know. And a few other things, If you don't wanna talk to me, tell me, I'll axe your ass off my list, and again, fuck ya! If you want to post 70 bulletins, hey that's fine, but don't shoutbox me, or send me a fucking message asking me for help, because chances are....I'll axe ya then too...and again, fuck ya! See the pattern forming here? I mean seriously I am pissed because everyone wants something, and yet refuses to give back. That pisses me off, Don't bug

1 Week Left
ok this is my last week be4 the baby is here and i will not be online during this time cuz there is still things that i need to do but i will get on line when i can and i hope everyone is still doing really good and i will let everyone know how things are doing if not i know my hubby will let everyone know how i am doing so i hope i will be back on line after i get out of the hospital to give everyone a up 2date love you all my family and friends

Fairy Names
Your fairy is called Feather SnowwebShe is a cleansing force and a peace-bringer.She lives in high places where the clouds meet the earth.She is only seen in the mist of an early morning.She wears pale blue like the sky. She has delicate pale blue wings like a cicada.Get your free fairy name here!

10k
10k per 100 pics hh only comment last pic and then PM me with ur done and how many. If you PM me and dont comment last pic no pay, cant go back and comment after u PM me, as I am moving on to the next person. As long as I have 10k per 100 c-blog I'll be paying If that isnt up Im not paying. Plz pay attention.

Leaving Tomorrow
I am leaving tomorrow with the whold family and going to San Franisco. My younger brother is graduating from San Francisco State University on Saturday. Sunday I will be with my family on fisherman's wharf doing some touristy things and showing my parents the life of SF. They have never been to the wharf since they are from southern California and this will be only their second time to the City. Monday we will visit with our oldest son where he is stationed and visit for a few hours before we head back north on Interstate - five to home. It is going to be very fast, long and brief stay with the families for the weekend. It appears that it will be beutiful though and who know, maybe some pics will come out it if we can find a camera soon.

Rescue Might Be Closing :(
As a lot of you know I am very involved with animal rescue especially when it comes to Rottweilers. The Rescue that I volunteer with is in trouble...I just got this email today...needless to say once you read it you will probably understand that my mood is not gonna be all that great. http://www.ncrottierescue.net Date: Wednesday, July 8, 2009, 9:56 AM We can pay almost all the blls for last month except rockets bill which is $2300. His bill was very unexpected. It adds to the pressure of keeping NCrr open. If we don't come up with ways to make money and get our dogs out of boarding we will have to shut down. I don't know how else to say it. I have tried sending many Fundraising ideas to the group with little response or none at all. The stress is unbearable and I am at a loss. Doesn't anyone have kids who have friends who would help with a dog car wash. Anyone in girl scouts not scouts that need to earn badges. We need someone to do a newsletter. I don't know how much money we lo

Oh Peas...
For as long as I can remember and no matter where I go, peas get cooked wrong. In fact they don't even need to be cooked hardly at all. When I see peas boiling away in some pot I think, no wonder nobody likes peas. This is not how to cook them! Poor peas....soggy, all that nutrition leached out into the water. All you have to do is get a pan hot, throw in a dab of butter, or a splash of oil or hell, even a smack of duck fat. Add the desired amount of frozen peas. Sizzle sizzle salt and pepper And that's it. Serve right away as this is the last thing yo cook when tossing a meal together.

Never There
~filled with sadness loss and rage tear stained words blot my page longing for what can never be my heart swells up with misery wanting it so bad, losing grip forcing a puzzle piece that just won't fit lost in my sorrow, that's hard to bare losing something that was never there~

Poem
The pain in my heart intensifies. I reach out my hand only to watch you turn away. Tears fill my eyes, the pain in my heart intensifies, and still I reach out to you. I want to save you, I need to save me, and in that we’ve lost us. I call out, one last time. A hope and a prayer is all that’s left. You’re gone and all I have is my outstretched hand.

A Letter To A Friend I Lost(rip)
Dear You, How are you in your other life. Me I am still here on Earth. Seeing how much it's changed since you left. It's a ugly world now. It feels like it rains everyday but no water falls it's like you don't cry. Your too happy where your at while we are here remembering you crying and sad because I miss your friendship. You helped me more than you know. I would have lost my ability to love if I haven't had met you because even though I was a stranger on the other side of the world. A different culture even but you looked past that and called me first friend then brother. I still wonder what might have been if we had the chance to meet but GOD called you home before that chance was given. You were so young not even given the chance to live your life really. You were just a little girl really in this big world but really you were a grown woman by the world's standards. I know it's not suppose to be questioned as to why you left but sometimes it can't be helped. You told

One Of Thy Greatest
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The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God,Which must always come to pass.He hoped his shoes were shining,Just as brightly as his brass. ‘Step forward now, you soldier,How shall I deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek?To My Church have you been true?’ The soldier squared his shoulders and said,‘No, Lord, I guess I ain't.Because those of us who carry guns,Can’t always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays,And at times my talk was tough.And sometimes I’ve been violent,Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny,That wasn't mine to keep…Though I worked a lot of overtime,When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help,Though at times I shook with fear.And sometimes, God, forgive me,I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place,Among the people here.They never wanted me around,Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord,It needn't be so grand.I never

Alone
Im not the most social person usually unless im with my very few close friends or my other family ("NO REGRETS") and getting to the subject which has to do with Thanksgiving....This year my family planned on going out of town and i was welcomed with open arms by my aunt whose house its being held at and come to find out my dad has told my mom he doesnt want me to go and it seems he doesnt want me around any family when they do things...its like hes holding my injury and lack of work against me and makes me think hes emabarrassed of me which deep down really hurts knowing i already spend 95% of my time alone because of where i live the drama is so high and everyone has to talk shit about everyone including me and the only way i found to deal with it is to not go anywhere and stay home...Im just really confused as why he feels that way and if i were to say anything to him he will fly off the handle and let everyone else have to see it...Im just not sure what to do

Ibontop
Her beauty is far away,But my eyes still see.How will I ever,or can I,Bring her closer to me. Will she see my heart,From across the sea.Will she send hers,Will she ever to me. I will wait to see her again,To see her smile each day.And hope and pray with my heart,She sends hers my way

Sexual Hell Test
Your result for The Sexual HELL Test... HELL LEVEL 2 Raw score: 76% You're just about as deep in sexual hellfire as a person can get. Virtually no urge, however demented, will go ungratified; practically no boundary will go uncrossed. You're probably proud of your adventurousness, and, honestly, you should be. Few people are confident enough to pursue pleasure on their own terms. Your morals could sink a bit further, sure, but it's likely that you've got a pretty good idea of what you're into and what you would do...above all you're honest with yourself with what you want. If more people were honest with themselves, you'd have a lot more company down in the flames. AVOID: the lost souls in sexual heaven and (above all) the denizens of sexual purgatory. You don't need any prudes or wishy-washers in your life. Take The Sexual HELL Test at OkCupid

Save You
Simple Plan - Save You Take a breathI pull myself togetherJust another step till I reach the doorYou’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see youI wish that I could tell you somethingTo take it all awaySometimes I wish I could save youAnd there’re so many things that I want you to knowI won’t give up till it’s overIf it takes you forever I want you to knowWhen I hear your voiceIts drowning in a whisperIt’s Just skins and bonesThere’s nothing left to takeNo matter what I do I can’t make you feel betterIf only I could find the answerTo help me understandSometimes I wish I could save youAnd there’re so many things that I want you to knowI wont give up till it’s overIf it takes you forever I want you to knowThat if you fall, stumble downI’ll pick you up off the groundIf you lose faith in youI’ll give you strength to pull throughTell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fallOh you know I&rsqu

Best Buns Contest ( Help)
Hey to all my friends, i am in a best buns contest an i need your help, need you to rate an comment on all three of my pics plz. the contest ends on april 4 2010. you have to be his friend to rate so you will have to add him. plz go rate an comment all three of my pics, send me a message when you have done it an i will give you some of my 11's. thanks here is the link to my first pic the other two are right after it. also feel free to comment bomb the pics to need as many comments as i can get. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2806104&albumid=1974209&i=2750658367&idx=7

Thousands Of People Were Injured When "sex"
a recent survey, as reported by the Telegraph, found that one third of the adult population, approximately 18 million people, are experiencing pain or various injuries during or after wrestling with a passion. Muscles are interested emerged as the most common complaint, followed by a back injury, the burned carpet, stiff neck and banged his elbow or knee (bruise). As many as 40 percent just realized that they were wounded or injured in the morning.Apparently, sex was so excited they got little attention if it occurs when a wound or injury. The survey also reported, as many as five percent of people taking time off from work because of injuries that occur during sex. Two per cent even had a broken bone, while others suffered bruised shoulders, bent knees, sprained ankle or wrist and fingers flexed. Sofa turned out to be the most risky places to have sex, especially since the number of drinks and dishes are still lying around the couch when the excitement peaks, and no longer bearable.Th

:-)
I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO BE AMUSED YOUR FEEBLE ATTEMPTS ONLY CAUSE ME TO SNOOZE IN FACT, I COULD NOT BARE THEM EVEN WITH BOOZE AS PERSISTENT AS YOU ARE, I WILL NOT BE MOVED I AM NO LONGER YOURS TO WOO MY AUDIENCE HAS TAKEN A DEAF EAR TO YOUR TUNES THERE IS NO SOUND, I HAVE PRESSED MUTE WHAT IS IT THAT YOU CANNOT COMPUTE I LOATHE YOU, YOU MAKE ME WANT TO PUKE IF ONLY I COULD GET MY HANDS ON A NUKE ID FROLIC IN YOUR ASHES AND SOOT