Illuminary
is this the light that fills my heart as it radiates across the sky and the night turns to day ,
there they are standing in the midst of the universe ,
they play their child like games and sing memories of lullabys
i watch as the sky collides with the sea i watch as paper boats float carried upon the waters path as they travel to far off lands.
as diamonds of rain fall from the sky and the thunder clouds crash and lightening touches down upon dry land
and i wish for a moment , as i watch the universe unfold for me like a flower i realize there are so many dreams i have yet to dream,there is this reality that i am enraptured in, as the moon rises high in the sky i bathe in her light in the deep indigo of night , i hear the symphony of life in this night and i humm quietly keeping in rythym.
there they stand before me illuminated they release in me this light thats hidden within, they release the creation of my life and in ribbons the light cascades all around me , the winds whip around me as the ribbons flow from my body, in this movement and elegaic dance with verses that sing in time with the symphony of night , and i stand here surrounded by this beauty this elegant dance of light.
i close my eyes and softly kiss his lips bring him into me so i can breathe him in again, so i can rest in his presence, so i can see clearly what lies a head as it is reflected in his eyes and him this illuminary his light casting away all shadows that surround me, so i may see the clear path on which i tread .
night slowly fades as the sun moves high in the eastern sky and the moon slides quietly into her next phase she wanes she waxes she lights the other side of the worlds night .
the light fills my heart i watch as the morning glories bloom i watch their purple petals open as if a new day has arrived "yes it has" and now the symphony of day fills my ears. the birds sing the earth comes alive with sound and yet there is this lingering silence left in my heart and it is the keeper of my mind , as i walk along this path to find my one true gift i walk along this path to find the light that radiates from within me and i know that as i move as the moon and sun, i will walk along this path until the lotus of the heart opens the lotus of the mind organizes my thoughts and the lotus of purity blooms within.
i feel them come together i feel them merge and i will follow my heart, i will follow my mind until i find this place of enlightenment.
when i will have come to the end of my journey where i will close my eyes and bask in its lights, where i will feel the calm of soul and my wishes will have no more words and my heart and soul may rest ,and i will finally have found the light which lay inside of me and this name i utter "illuminary"............
