Fubar Blog Posts 3

Male Strippers
The other day, my friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill. She calls the guy back over, licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us, my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks, again. My relief was short lived. Seeing the way things are going, the guy gyrates over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy's egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? Then the marketer in me took over! I got out my ATM card, swiped it down the crack of his ass, grabbed the 80 bucks, and w

Dls Christmas Auction - Kat!!
I am currently in the DLS Christmas Auction. Come see what this Kat is offering.....Just click the pic above, be sure to R/F/A Luv up the hostess This bully made with much luv by ★♎★Lucretia★♎★ @ fubar

Well Then........
hmmmm.....lets see i met a dude 5yrs became really great friends with him even fell in love but some crap happened and we both went our ways while he was out of my life this other dude came along kind of cool guy to joke around with and talk to whatever ya know anywho he developed feelings and fell in love thats what he says and hes wanting me to feel the same way and i honestly cant do that i have even explained to him and a few of my friends why i CAN NOT ALLOW myself to develop feelings for someone or even fall for someone and they completely understand i can not help how someone feels about me but damn it i sure wish ppl would stop trying to force me to do something that i dont want to do and i seriously wish some would just keep their effin mouths shut when they clearly dont know an effin thing that is going on or being said and no i am not happy right now havent been happy for awhile but i REALLY WISH SOME PPL WOULD STOP

Dr
Went to the Dr today. News wasn't the best. They say I got a haital hernia to go with ym gerd and erosive esophagits. They are gonna scope me on january 6th to see how bad things are and if surgery will be needed. More to follow

Hurricane (saturn And Gaia)
I see you beneath me. Spread out so far and beautiful. As the sunshine warms you, I feel you touch me. Reaching out to me. Feeding me with your kindness. I feel the warmth of your touch. The warm moist breath from your call to me. I answer. Together we are in harmony. To others, we are a dread reminder of how mortal they are. My answer to your call is told on the wind. I grow at the thought of your smooth perfect body beneath me. So calm. Playfully letting me feed on the draft you send. I come. Gleefully, I ask you to dance with me. O how I pity them that cannot understand such a perfect union. My own perspiration falls upon you like an early evening dew. We meet. We begin our ritual. They try to get away, but their souls know. It is too late. They will share and witness our love for each other. The sun has set, beyond our horizons and night falls. It begins. I see you begin to dance for me. You feel me grow. You can see my strength. In a flash, our dance gi

Some New News................
JUST WANTED TO LET MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS KNOW THAT I AM HERE TO STAY! ALL OF YOU HELPED ME DECIDE TO STAY. I WILL ALSO HAVE AUTO 11S TONIGHT STARTING AT 6 P.M. MOUNTAIN TIME. I AM TRYING TO LEVEL UP AND WOULD LOVE FOR ANY OF YOU TO TRY AND LEVEL ON ME. I WILL BE BLINGING RANDOMLY, SO I MAY JUST SURPRISE YOU! I WILL DO MY BEST TO BE ONLINE TONIGHT ON AND OFF BUT I HAVE DISLOCATED MY ELBOW AND SPRAINED MY ARM SO I AM ON PAIN KILLERS AND MAY DOZE ON AND OFF. I WOULD APPRECIATE ANY HELP YOU COULD GIVE ME. THANKS SO MUCH AND TO ALL THAT HAVE HELPED ME THROUGH A TOUGH TIME YOU ARE ALL THE REASONS I DECIDED TO STAY. MUAAAHHHHH

Quiz Lol
answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your frie

Reverse Funnel System Mlm
Reverse Funnel System MLMLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIf you're in the internet marketing niche, than you've heard of Ty Coughlin's Reversed Funnel System, an MLM program created to help entrepreneurs make money online, however, Mr. Coughlin's system is a misnomer to what the reverse funnel really is, and I would even go farther and say that Coughlin's system gives the reversed funnel a bad name.Coughlin's program is more of a system. Words printed on a piece of paper for entrepreneurs to read so they can automate their business. But the program focuses on getting traffic to the business, and keep getting traffic to the business. For Coughlin's program, the system is dependent on traffic. The more traffic you have to your business, the more money you're going to make. This isn't what the reverse funnel is. On the contrary, with the reverse funnel more traffic is actually worse.The reverse funnel isn't dependent on traffic. The real reverse funnel focuses on individuals, it fo

Throwing Stones
as i look back, at it all in my mind i can search for answers that i may never find getting caught up in a dirty game the rules might change but the game stays the same every time i try to figure out somehow it all turns to doubt i saw it coming like like a midnight train stuck in the lights like a deer again i know this road like the back of my hand but there is something ill never understand why the hell didnt i turn back when the signs showed railroad tracks maybe a part of me wanted to believe the red flags appear in front of me screaming deceit i guess im rubber necking on the highway what did i expect what can i say what would you do in my place with the hypothetical in my face distractions seem to be my interest though i know theres no S on my chest sometimes i feel invincible but its all about principle sometimes i stand corrected and i take time for reflection its easier to walk away its easier not to play so i put up the walls to my prison am

The Day
from the corner of my eye your face shines i take a look and you were gone my heart trembled for i know now i will never lay eyes upon you again at days and weeks travel around me the thought of that glimpse has never disappeared i know that somehow, someway our path's will once again meet till then wait the day

Fake Bitches On Secret Admirer
so i match a chic on secret admirer, her default is hot. so after the match i go to the profile, she has 2 pics. one is the default and one is some rip from photobucket.com or something. go figure, so heres the convo in my sb after i visit.. http://www.fubar.com/user/1914524 *Karma's Angel* ->*Karma's A...: you only have 1 pic... you should load more and make a salute. *Karma's A...: ty ->*Karma's A...: ty, ummm kinda you too lol *Karma's A...: ur kinda sexy thanks howard stern for all the new fake bitches lol

1
just thinking about some stuff lol okay here it goes i broke up with my ex like 3 months ago n he is still good friends with my dad n well my bf now said some shit to him n when the ex ran into my dad he told my dad n my dad got pissed at me is it right to have the ex run n still have him tell my dad everything or is it really dumb of him to do that??????????????

Points For Rates 28-29 March 2009
Hi Folks!! It the Fubar Rating Assistance Program (FRAP) recently enacted by Congress ... 15,000 fubucks per 100 pic rates while my Auto 11's are activated on 28-29 March. Send me a personal message when you are though and let me know how many pics you rated. I will send the bucks within 24 hours or less to you or whoever you want to receive them. Please do not SB me or send progress reports. Thanks, Steve

Apocolyptica - I Don't Care
I try to make it through my life In my way There's you I try to make it through these lies that's all I do Just don't deny it just dont' deny it and deal with it yeah deal with it You try to break me You wanna break me Bit by bit That's just part of it If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things You left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But you're eyes see right through That's all they do i'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this what you want of me just deal with it So If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, And all the things you left behind I don't care I don't care nothing can care about, Nothing can care about you wont' be there for me, you won't be there for me If you were dead or still alive, I don't care, I don't care, and all the things you left behind, i don't care, I don't care If you were dead or still alive, I don't care (

Suicide!!
suicide is this life worth living if all i get is pain? for me things are getting to the point that i just want to cut and hurt myself. i am feeling depressed and out of sorts. i know things are not worth doing stupid shit like hurting or cutting myself let alone suicide. but the way my mind is set now it might be better for everyone and myself to just disappear. to never show my face again it would probably be better to be six feet under the ground. i want so hard to be with my amazing girlfriend and her daughter and have kids with her and spend the rest of my life with her. i know nothing is worth killing yoursaelf over but if i died today i wouldnt have to worry about the pain and no one would even miss me for the most part just when they want to use me for something. oh well maybe tomorrow will bring better light hopefully. if not there is nothing other than doing the damn deed.hope people that read this dont worry but if you dont hear from me in a few days you might need to won

Once More
So... I entered that contest. And asked you guys to vote.Some of you did, some of you were probably too lazy to help me out.Then some of you couldn't see the designs. Apparently you're still using IE.(which is garbage if I may add, you really should be using Firefox)So I had to resubmit my designs per request of the site in a different color mode.And well... They become new images and votes get reset.So if you guys, or the ones who gave a shit enough to do it the first time,could just go back and vote on my designs again, I'd be grateful. Thx.Just click on the images.Women's design #1:Women's design #2:And the Men's design for those of you who didn't vote after the first note,but have suddenly had a change of heart or odd feeling of guilt....

Tgif!
THE CONTEST ENDS TODAY! (FRIDAY) WE HAVE MADE GREAT LEAPS THANKS TO FRIENDS!! YOU FRIGGIN ROCK!! EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! WE STILL NEED ONE LAST PUSH TO GRAB THE LEAD THOUGH AND WIN THIS!! I SAY WE CAN STILL DO IT!! DON'T MAKE A LIAR OUT OF ME LOL I WILL STILL PAY OUT 1,000 FUBUCKS TO RATE THE PIC. PLEASE FOLLOW THESE INSTRUCTIONS TO RATE THE PIC. YOU WILL SEE "STARS" PIC LINK IN THE COMMENT AREA BELOW. CLICK ON IT TO RATE IT. IF IT SAYS IT IS PRIVATE, THEN YOU MUST RATE,FAN, AND ADD THE HOST FOR NOW. THE HOST IS THE CANDY SHOP AND THEIR LINK IS THERE ALSO. ONCE THEY ACCEPT YOUR REQUEST, PLEASE COME BACK HERE AND CLICK ON HER PIC TO RATE IT. IF YOU CANNOT FIND MY PAGE AGAIN LOOK UNDER TOP BLOGS, IT IS #7, AND IT WILL BRING YOU STRAIGHT HERE. AFTER RATING HER PIC, PLEASE MAIL ME TO LET ME KNOW YOU RATED IT, WHETHER YOU WANT THE FUBUCKS OR NOT. THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT FROM A RECORD KEEPING STANDPOINT. THANKS AGAIN TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO HELP WITH THIS AND

Billy Mays
TV pitchman Billy Mays found dead at Florida homeBy MITCH STACY, Associated Press Writer Mitch Stacy, Associated Press Writer 10 mins ago TAMPA, Fla. – Billy Mays, the burly, bearded television pitchman whose boisterous hawking of products such as Orange Glo and OxiClean made him a pop-culture icon, has died. He was 50. Tampa police said Mays was found unresponsive by his wife Sunday morning. A fire rescue crew pronounced him dead at 7:45 a.m. It was not immediately clear how he died. He said he was hit on the head when an airplane he was on made a rough landing Saturday, and Mays' wife told investigators he didn't feel well before he went to bed that night. There were no signs of a break-in at the home, and investigators do not suspect foul play, said Lt. Brian Dugan of the Tampa Police Department, who wouldn't answer any more questions about how Mays' body was found because of the ongoing investigation. The coroner's office expects to have an autopsy done by Monday afternoon

One Special Lady To Level
GET YOUR PARTY -LEVEL- -RATE- GROOVE ON! THIS NEW LADY IS SO NEEDING TO DICIPLE, SHE'S BURNING A HOLE IN THE LEVELING FU-NEWS... SHE CAN HELP YOU OUT, AND IF YOU DON"T HAVE HER AS A FRIEND, YOU SHOULD, SO LET'S GO RATE HER UP A STORM! $safe_uid_dname THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY: PRINCESS LEIA... ~/~ Princess Leia~/~Please show the love!

The Good Napkins ..
My mother taught me to read when I was four years old (her first mistake). One day, I was in the bathroom and noticed one of the cabinet doors was ajar. I read the box in the cabinet. I then asked my mother why she was keeping ''napkins' in the bathroom. Didn't they belong in the kitchen? Not wanting to burden me with unnecessary facts, she told me that those were for 'special occasions' (her second mistake). Now fast forward a few months.....It's Thanksgiving Day, and my folks are leaving to pick up my uncle and his wife for dinner. Mom had assignments for all of us while they were gone. Mine was to set the table. When they returned, my uncle came in first and immediately burst into laughter. Next came his wife who gasped, then began giggling. Next came my father, who roared with laughter. Then came Mom, who almost died of embarrassment when she saw each place setting on the table with a'special occasion' Kotex napkin at each plate, with the fork carefully arranged on top. I had eve

Temple Grandin
I can think of a handful of movies that have made me tear up over the years, hell, I don't even cry at Ole Yeller, but I just watched Temple Grandin on HBO and I had to wipe a few stray tears. It's an extremely interesting and touching story about a woman with autism that not only earned a Doctorate in Animal Sciences, but became an inventor, designer, best selling author, consultant to the livestock industry and an autism advocate. Truly an amazing movie about an amazing woman... you just have to see it yourself. Temple Grandin Movie Trailer

The Fake Known As "sweetkisses"
This kiss well, is not so sweet. Cut to the bad part: This profile’s pics as shown below: Which are on this profile…Sweetkisses@ fubar Actually come from a site called “peaches18” as shown below.. Yanno, its getting easier and easier to find and spot these. With a lot of help, and people using their brains instead of their balls to think, less and less people are getting duped every day. And for that, we are most grateful. Almost makes me wonder what will happen when there’s no more left…someday….Thanks and good weekend to all.. This fake was bought to us by : Dr Kerdorkian@ fubar

Funeral Songs
Come On Up To The House - Tom Waits High, Wide And Handsome - Loudon Wainwright III Down To The River To Pray - Alison Krauss Take Care Of All Of My Children - Tom Waits Is four songs too many to have picked out for your funeral?

Calm Before The Storm
I've noticed a lot of late a rather menacing amount of anger perforating my brain. Small little things get in there and fester and all I can think about is tearing heads off. Example, bus coming home today, only seats available are down the back, two people on opposite sides talking, legs out in the aisle, said excuse me...nothing. That, pissed me off, was sitting there thinking that I should've just punted their legs out of the damn way. Another example, guy at work sometimes calls me big Lew. Everytime I hear it I immeadiately want to punch him in the face. I scare myself.

21st Century Single's Bar...well This Is More Of A Fantasy Site.
Not going to get fancy, I really don't come here very often. Haven't made a salute or whatever it is, so I can't talk to some people. I come on when sent an alert. Pantyshotz sent me a drink and I tried to return the favor. Don't know if it went or not. The alert said there was a comment also, but I have no idea what it was. I wonder if she will see this? Hopefully she will This is all fun and good, but it is a fantasy type thing. You will never meet the others you talk to, and I have no idea what I can tell them;since there is that section about being "defrocked" depending on what you say. If someone wants fantasy, all I have to do is dip into my past and describe it first person as if we were within licking distance. I have met women from dating sites, but at east half that I have met have had problems such as being alcoholics (4), Bipolar (3), thieves (2), multiple personality (1) but if you count all of the rest of her...at least 8. One of her personalities was a televangelist an

The New Military Draft
While the standard draft that many older readers may remember that ended in 1973. Now, there is a Selective Service System which requires that all men between 18 and 25 register for in case the draft needs to be resumed. Oddly enough, I am a 26 year man that has served my country, was not allowed to re-enlist, and therefore got out in February 2010 in order to start my civilian life. On April 29, orders were then drawn up for me saying that I had to report in South Carolina in June for Mobilization. Due to that, I had to quit my job and my career path, pack up a house, and do everything required to leave without the assistance of a base, nor the services provided from living on a base to help with these matters. My friends, I say to you that there is a draft. I unfortunately have to quote John Kerry in saying that there is a “back door” draft. Those that have served willing during the war effort are being called back to deploy again. The orders state that deplo

All About Me!
1. Spell your name backward - drawkcab eman ruoy 2. Story behind your name - My middle name is after my paternal grandmother 3. whens your birthday - The same day every year 4. Where do you live - Columbia, MO DESCRIBE YOUR: 5. Wallet - I don't use one. 6. Eyes - Blue/gray 7. Toothbrush - Yes, I have one. It's purple. 8. Jewelry worn daily - Hematite band on left ring finger 9. Cell Phone - Samsung Galaxy Precedent 10. Pillow cover right now - Lavender 11. Car - none 12. Bedroom: - Yeah, I got one 13. Sunglasses - Broken 15. Cologne/Perfume - New Brand. I save the Vampire for someone who has my bottle of Velocity. 16. CD in stereo right now - Huh? 17. Piercings - earlobes 18. What you are wearing now - clothes 19. Wishing - Huh? 20. Wanting - Job, apartment, car 21. After this - Fuck if I know. 22. If you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be - I would rather let Karma deal with them. 24. Some of your favorite movies - Labyrinth, Avatar, Kill Bi

You
A million times we've needed you A million times we've cried If love alone could've saved you You never would have died In life we loved you dearly In death we love you still In our hearts you hold a place No one else will ever fill It broke our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone Part of us went with you The day God took you home Geraldine Guest September 24, 1913 - September 27, 2006

America
"AMERICA!" I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit. Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America, we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing.Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor.

Ojibwa Prayer
Oh Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the winds And whose breath gives life to everyone, Hear me. I come to you as one of your many children; I am weak... I am small...I need your wisdom and your strength. Let me walk in beauty, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunsets. Make my hands respect the things you have made, and make my ears sharp so I may hear your voice. Make me wise, so that I may understand what you have taught my people and The lessons you have hidden in each leaf and each rock. I ask for wisdom and strength, Not to be superior to my brothers, but to be able to fight my greatest enemy, myself. Make me ever ready to come before you with clean hands and a straight eye, So as life fades away as a fading sunset, My spirit may come to you without shame.

My Oath
If I could show her,That I am real,Would she open up,Could she begin to feel. I,like her,try to be myself,I accept her for who she is.I made an error in judgement,So I offer you this. I am a true friend,To those who are mine.I would give everything I have,To you anytime. Friends true are treasures indeed,And I hope I am one of yours.And if givin the chance to prove,In your eyes I'll shine like none before.

Once Again
Weeks have gone by, Buther memorys ring true. How long till I can forget, The way I feel for you. The sun shines in a cloudless sky, But in my world still cold and gray. Like an endless sea of rain, Will it forever be this way. I know now the alternative of love, This place I do not want to be. As I long for the day once again, When once again your heat beats for me.

Patti Labelle
i was just watching Youtube videos of probably the greatest female voice of this or ANY generation....you might beg to differ but this woman just made me cry watching her sing..... cant ever get the videos to post in this damn box correctly so im going to put it in the forst comment...

What Would You For A 25 Credit Bling Pack?
MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO QUALIFY!!!! I am willing to do a 1 time give away of 1 bling pack up to 25 credits. What would you be willing to do in order to get it? Additional credits can be negotiated in private with the winner for credits up to 65. How bad do you want it?

Sense
while passion domains my body senses grow stronger in meguiding my way into a path of needs where i'm inmune to suffering where nothing can go wrong in a place i knowdark shadowed by ourselves gloomy by the warmth of our bodiescentering us in feeling each otherreaching for so much pleasure for so much deep

My Business
For all of you may know i have my own business making and selling handmade jewelry well i finally have a facebook business page for my business i am asking all who have a facebook page to come check out my biz and like it and help spread the word of it it would be greatly appreciated from the bottom of my heart the link is http://www.facebook.com/pages/Lions-Pride-Jewelry/115151465214507 again it would be greatly appreciated ty all who have come checked this out and is willing to help show support

Ignorance
So I logged on to my account today and was checking my pending requests.. When I recieve a friend request from a member who is "anti-Juggalo" which seemed quite odd to me since I'm a Juggalette.. Now I know there are people out there that like them, Love them, hate them and or despise them, which is all dandy, what ever, that's your choice which ever it is.. But what makes me laugh the most is when someone is soooo ignorant as to actually dedicate a folder to hating on Juggalo's or the whole Psychopathic Genre considering that's just giving us more attention.. That would be like me posting how much I hate sports and posting a bunch of photos of let's say New York Yankee's team members and putting the circle with the cross through it to show just how much I hate sports.. It's rediculous and quite frankly childish.. NOW, I am not your typical Juggalette, I do not think the world revolves around "FAMILY" aka "Juggalo's/lette's." Or even ICP for that matter.. I do not bitch about missing

Love You
love you dream of youlove you my only son love you even if you are farcoz you are my star love you even more than my soullove you in every heartbeat my son one day we will meet and I'll touch your face touch your smiletouch you heartthat is my goal in this life one day we will meet we will meetthen I ll come back ALiveAlive Alive yes you Always be in my dream YES YOU WILL SHINE ALWAYS IN MY MIND

The Tp Roll Test ..
For those that haven't heard of the TP Roll test, its not a pass or fail test.. its a way to gauge penis girth, kind fo length Also handy for giving visual proof for pics. should you enjoy doing that. remember tube size can vary. I have taken a comment from a website to explain. you can always google TP test if you want more info. "the toilet paper test is a misc test. if you can get it in you have avg girth." Of course for those that have no interest in this a good rule of thumb is using the ruler method- if it meets or exceeds the six inch mark, you are good size! Average size is between 5 and 7 inches! in my opinion.. its really about how you use it :)

Only The Strongest Will Survive
we lose ourselves in a online world full of make believe we beg for likes and bling, wtf where is that gonna get us? no where!! we cant put fubar on our job aplication which most of you on here needs a dang job to begin with people arent who they seem people lie to get ahead no one is real, the few that are get treated like sh!t i am a shadow on the wall im there for everyone to talk to im like the fubar doctor some of you people have no life at all thats why you spend ur whole day on this thing, you need it in order to feel complete that is unhealthy, not only will it cause stress, but it will cause depression some of us need attention to feel wanted or cared about and when some of us dont get it we get angry and depressed DO PEOPLE EVEN READ BLOGS? ITS JUST A WASTE OF SPACE! YET I DO IT TO SEE WTF HAPPENS, ITS A WAY TO VENT! not like anyone gives a d*mn

Nocturnal Emission
HAD AWOKEN FROM MY SLEEP TO GET A DRINK OF WATER OUT OF THE KITCHEN WHEN MY EYE RAN ACROSS HIM SLEEPING PEACEFULLY AND ERECT! I THOUGHT TO MY SELF FOR A MINUTE AND ASKED DO I REALLY WANT A GLASS OF WATER ! I QUIETLY GIGGLED AND SAID NO! I WALK UP QUIETLT TOWARDS HIM A REMOVED HIS ERECT DICK FROM THE BOXER OPEN AND LEANED DOWN AND BEGING TO TWIRL MY MOUTH AROUND IT NICE AND GENTLY AS NOT TO DISTURB HIS PEACEFUL SLEEP!! THE WARMNESS OF MY TONGUE MADE HIM MOVE BUT HE DID NOT OPEN HIS EYES!! ALL OF SUDDEN I FEEL HIS WARM HANDS GO UP MY LEGS AS HIS SEARCHS MY PUSSY TILL HE FINDS MY WET COVE. AS HIS FINGER DRIFTED AROUND MY WET COVE I FEEL MY BODY MOVES AND MY BREATHING BEACME QUICKLY AS THE WETNESS SEEMED TO TALK TO HIM HIS EYES DRIFTED OPEN AS HE SAID IT JUST LIKE HOW I LIKE IT AND HE PULLED DOWN AS HIS OTHER HAND RAN UP MY T SHIRT. HE BEGIN TO KISS ME SLOWLY AS HIS TONGUE DRIFTED DOWN MY BODY !! HE ASKED ME TO SPREAD MY LIPS OPEN FOR HIM AS HE WRAPPED HIS ARMS A5ROUND MY WAIST AND

How Do I
How do you find get past the heart that wont let go of something that just disappearedHow do I walk away from the one that took away all of the things in life that I fearedHow do I breathe the air that dosent taste the same since they are no longer thereHow do I give another a chance when for someone else so much I still love and careHow do I look at there picture and not bring back the memories of what we sharedHow do I hide the emotion that builds up inside as every second passes with another tearHow do I find the way to pick up the pieces and put on a smile to hide my loss and fearHow do I find that person that will listen to all that I have to say without taking a sideHow do I look inside myself again to see what is left of my heart and soul and my prideHow do I lie to say that I am over it when I love you is what inside I sayHow do I go on with my friends that are happy and have someone without it showingHow do I get through all my days with out people just looking at me and them

Okay. Quick Social Commentary By Me:
Because of Facebook, I no longer have to actually remember anyone's birthday. ~ Remember the excitement of seeing the date written on the kitchen calendar? Because of cell phones, I no longer have to remember anyone's phone number. ~ How many did you used to have memorized as a kid? Who could you call if your cell phone died right now? Because of GPS, I really don't have to know where anyone lives and I certainly don't have to know how to read a map. ~ Who used to carry an atlas in their car? Remember pulling over and looking at a gas station map? Because of spell check, I don't really have to know how to spell. ~ Take a look at the atrocious spelling/grammar people have and how accepted it is. People graduate with these skills? Because of either diet pills or unhealthy social acceptance, I really don't have to worry about my health or fitness. ~ Take a look at the obesity rate. Just look around you and see how many excuses there are for it. Because of Nintendo Wii, some

Pains Of Relationships
Pains of Relationships Like a thorn brushing against your skin leaving it scratched, and burning but not bleeding is how a short friendship ending feels Having a thorn scraped against you leaving it stinging, burning and bleeding some is how a longer frienedship or relationship ending feels Now when you fall in love and it ends that's a different kind of pain It feels like you'll never make it through another day without them It feels like someone just grabbed your heart out of your chest, body and soul and just chewed it up, ran over it than stabbed it over and over Until there's nothing left but a speck Scrappy Jan 6.2006

30 Day Art Challenge :) Anyone Can Do :)
30 Day Art Challenge :) Anyone can do :) by Kristine Righter on Wednesday, March 2, 2011 at 7:17pm Okay... so I've noticed how there has been a lot of 'challenges' on facebook lately... So i have decided to make one. :) It's called The 30 Day Art Challenge. And it is exactly what it sounds like… thirty days of creating art. If I’ve tagged you in this then I thought that you would be interested. And if you know anyone who would be interested then repost my note as your own and tag them in it as well. Art is for everyone. It doesn’t matter if you’re good at drawing, or making things, or if you're not. No one will judge you except yourself and this is a chance to have fun! :) And you can use anything! Make things out of play-doh or with toothpicks and hot glue. Arrange your mashed potatoes into something interesting. Use pencils, paints, pastels, crayons… the list is endless! Art can be found everywhere. RULES: Do not talk about art club

Day 45
Life is starting to unravel. Today I was on a belt register the entire day, and half the time i was either smote by a furious rage that started for no reason or having Adele songs stuck in my head, infuriating me more. nothing is more inherently annoying than Adele's voice; you hear it, and the whole fuckin day is shot. Still, the fact that i spent 2 hours in a secret state of high piss off for no reason annoys me. i should know why the hell i'm pissed...so it pisses me off when i don't know why i'm pissed in the first place...not to mention the squalling brats, screaming and crying because mommy and daddy aren't doing what they wanted. See, this is why the world is going to hell. Kids these days have no respect, and little to no sense of right and wrong. Punishment has been deemed crass, has been classified as "child abuse". But if I'd tried half the shit that I see these little bastards pulling, I'd have gotten a few well-deserved swats about the bum. When Pirates of the Carib

Hands Of Love
I thought of an analogy last night as I was trying to fall asleep about relationships and feel led to share this morning...Imagine two hands facing one another. When two people meet and begin a relationship is when the two hands are placed against each other. As the relationship grows the fingers of the two hands begin to move toward the other hand and fold downward. As the love begins to mature the fingers begin to take hold of the other hand so that the other hand is secure and cannot easily slip away. If the love is cultivated enough the two hands will become intertwined and nothing can separate them. BUT...in the same respect, when our love for another person is not cultivated, our fingers begin to pull back. Our grip becomes looser upon the other persons hand and we begin to come into danger of allowing them to slip away. If we are not careful, before we know it we have lost the love and relationship.It takes two hands moving toward one another to make a relationship strong. Culti

Still Can!
you all can't see what the blind still can... Hearts of fire lie to me. My love got lost in the black hole inside me. Why can't they hear what the deaf still can... Tell them. "bite me" like the mute still can!

Hip Hop
A slave to the beat- play me like cards and trade me to the street. For I am like the superhero on the cardboard sleeve, doing acrobatic tactics that you could never achieve. Believe me, my energy (E) spans like spray cans splattered paint tans the matter (M) in light years to see (C). Squared, mixed and brought up spun up to the Nth degree times matter to bring back my energy. (E=EmCee^2) I am energy equaled rooted squares and thoughts blared caught glares and split hairs I am the bboy. I am the EmCee- who DJ's the art with the music inside me.

Awful Good: 90's Pro Wrestler Alignment Chart
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Mixed
You are one confusing person You are my best friend I've liked you from the moment I saw you...bad timing You kind of get on my nerves I still have the ring...and wear it You're my favorite mistake We should talk more No matter what...you're my twin Have fun trying to figure out who belongs to each of those. You can guess if you want..but I'll never tell. That's what makes it so fun.....................

Dead On Arrival: Sopa Shelved Indefinitely, Obama Succumbs To Pressure, Issues Official Veto Threat (repost)
Amid significant pressure from tens of thousands of internet users and major web behemoths like Google, Facebook, and Reddit, the Stop Online Piracy Act (SOPA) is, in its current form, Dead on Arrival: Misguided efforts to combat online privacy have been threatening to stifle innovation, suppress free speech, and even, in some cases, undermine national security. As of yesterday, though, there’s a lot less to worry about. The first sign that the bills’ prospects were dwindling came Friday, when SOPA sponsors agreed to drop a key provision that would have required service providers to block access to international sites accused of piracy. The legislation ran into an even more significant problem yesterday when the White House announced its opposition to the bills. Though the administration’s chief technology officials officials acknowledged the problem of online privacy, the White House statement presented a fairly detailed critique of the measures and

I Deserve Better
I Deserve Better You said, " My Heart Bleeds For You" but that was just a lie, because you tore my Heart to pieces and left it out to dry. How did things end up this way?, that's something I'd like to know, when I gave you all my love why didn't you let yours show? My Heart isn't something to play with, My Heart is not a toy, How could the sound of my breaking heart bring you so much joy? How could you play with my heart?, How could you ever hurt me?, if you didn't mean it when you said you loved me, why didn't you just let me be? I've decided to walk away from it all, 'cause I've come to one conclusion why should I give you all my love when your love for me was just an illusion.

Confused
So i have no idea what is going on. I created a random mumm just like so many other people on here do. I get a message saying it was removed because it had NSFW content, which nothing at all about it was NSFW. Now I cannot post mumms, and can't get any response as to why my other one was taken down to begin with.

The Hand And The Ring
The ring is a major jewelry, it is worn on the hand, as the motion of the hand, jewelry does show. However, to better play ring opponent decorative role, must pay attention to the reasonable collocation of hands and rings. One hand, its shape, size, weight, thickness, the length of the branch, only when the ring and hand in various conditions, with the ring hand will be more beautiful. Thin small skinny hand hand is characterized by short slender hands, fingers, the hand type selection for modeling exquisite, exquisite ring, such as with a single grain of pear ring surface of the rings, Saiko Ma eye shape ring surface of the rings. These rings can make short fingers is slender, delicate. Not for this hand type matching the large ring, such as rough square ring, red gem group diamond ring, and a longitudinal large ring. These rings can make originally short fingers appear shorter. In addition too bulky for the ring on the little hand, the hand is more weak, is overwhelmed. Slend

You Can Fix Ignorant. ... I Think.
(as opposed to stupid, that is.) So if like a normal person with a family (I don't have children, though I do have family members) someone gets nervous about people looking at images of your family members without your permission, and if they have them in a public, everybody-viewable photo folder, ... ok... explain that one to me. If all that's wrong is they don't know how to make images private or more private, hey, even _I_ can teach them that. (Go to "My photos", go to the folder, go to "Album options", change "Album access" to what you want, click save.)

The Blue Waffle Infection Clarified - For Everybody Who Is Worried
Though it hasn't at this point been distinguished inside of the profession of medicine, the actual blue waffle disease is currently achieving hype mainly for its uncommon term: blue waffles disease. The particular blue waffle disease is not clinically well-accepted in the medicine. Yet, regardless of this surprisingly inadequate attention, there are numerous readily available information regarding this STD, therefore, its occurrence must not be instantly turned down. This issue is categorized under sexually transmitted diseases (STD), and it is extremely tricky to determine. Typically the health problem may infect both equally female and male, even though it is alleged for being typical in females as the female's vaginal area and urethra are those quite easily affected from this illness.Insights on how someone gets infected by this kind of disease still is cloudy, but quite often, food intake, very low capacity to resist anxiety, no exercise, and also other related varieties of health

Les Mis
So tonight, I went to see Les Mis. I gotta tell you, I was completely taken by surprise at how well done it was. There was not a dry eye in the theater. Including myself. Now I had seen the Broadway production 4 times. And each time I was amazed. But there was something different about the Movie adaptation. Many broadway enthusiests hated how it was done, but I thought it brought real emotion to the characters. The Sing-Song-Speak is very effective. And the fact that they broguth Colm Wilkenson in to play the priest was just brilliant. The ONLY Problem I had with it, and you can't even call this a problem, was they had to change the key for Russle Crowe to play Javert. The initial Duet between Marius and Cosette was fantastic. This is one of those parts where I mentioned they brough emotion to the characters. He sang it like a nervous man would. And Eponine, just absolutely heartbreaking. It's one thing to hear it on Broadway in a loud voice, but when you are w

Samsung Galaxy – Linha Mais Atrativa De Smartphone
A linha Galaxy substituiu o brilho e as funcionalidades do Iphone 4S-iphone 4s barato, pois a linha Samsung Galaxy III impressiona pelo design e pelas funcionalidades atraentes e inovadoras, o que deixa os usuários mais satisfeitos e com experiências dinâmicas e agradáveis ao compartilhar fotos, vídeos e fazer chamadas. A terceira geração da linha Galaxy é ainda mais atrativa e com inúmeras modificações nos aparelhos. O Samsung Galaxy SIII possui 8,6 mm de espessura e resolução em HD (1280×720), contanto com uma resistente tela AMOLED, que suporta arranhões e quedas bruscas. O aparelho ainda vem com duas câmeras, de 8MP e 1,9 MP, que tira fotos e grava vídeos simultaneamente. A câmera frontal de 1,9 MP é excelente para fazer vídeo chamadas. O espaço interno do Samsung Galaxy SIII também impressiona, pois ele conta com quatro núcleos e 1 GB de memória RAM, o que se pode esperar do Samung Galaxy SIII altíssimo poder de processamento e armazenamento. O sistema do aparelho t

Just Wanted You To Know
I just wanted you to know When i sit down to write It is all about what is right When I am alone i can sit and write about you all the time I looked to the sky I did not see a sign When you walked into my life It was everything that made me right Your long flowing blonde hair Make me feel like everything that god put here is worth this life I see into your eyes and I see our life When you laugh I can feel it in my heart I know you are the part that was missing I will stand at heavens gate when it is time and walk you in I want you to show me what you want your life to be I will help you pave that road when its time I will stand and watch while you live a beautiful life When you smile you make my heart skip a mile You are soft and gentle I am little rough around the edges One thing for sure our dreams and happiness are undeniable I would walk through the gates of hell for you I would clip my wings so you can see the man you want I am just a man and yes I will

A Poem My Daughter Wrote To My Brother
Last breath To my Uncle Joey Daidola Love Amanda It was oneday I saw your smile. I wanted it to last for a while. Since you have been gone things have changed. Everything feels so strange. I loved you more then life itself. But your last breath could not be helped. I want you to know my feelings will show. I love you dearly. Rest in peace Uncle Joey. I love you from the bottom of my heart. Amanda Pennino Copyright ©2006 Patricia Joy Rendon

Heat
Red hot heat burning from the core melt away all the fear a smooth touch from a careful hand wipe away all that came before lips fall gentle onto each other softly in the dark of night passion is put aside careful to not move so fast wants and needs long since forgotten desperation for a single touch intoxicating kisses fall upon swollen lips knowing they must part too soon the moon glows bright light a new path to follow caution tape ahead warning to procedd carefully wounded hearts reaching for each other fingers twisted together hold on tight embark on a journey faith and trust in the moon she will show them the way

My Buddy
At 8:30 this morning my friend Denis called me from work to tell me our friend Rich had passed away on saturday at Beaver Medical Center. Rich had just gone in the hospital on the saturday before for severe pain and breathing problems. He had Lung Cancer and didn't know and had ignored the signs too long and as we work in a Retirement Community the nurses had mentioned a couple times to him that he looked Ill and had lost a lot of Weight in the past months.He scheduled some tests and went to the hoping for a simple answer but it was not to be. Before the tests were even done he was rushed to the hospital in severe pain and stayed there for 7 days. I saw him there on Tues and even though I think I knew It was the last time I would see him I denied my thoughts and hoped for a recovery. It didn't work out that way. Rich was 56 and a Father and A recent Grand-dad. He buried his brother 2 years ago from cancer and now he is gone. I will miss him, we have worked together for 20 years and I a

Nagasaki!!!
An American guy went on a business trip to Japan. The first night there, he gets drunk at a bar. Him and this Japanese women go to a hotel and start having sex. About 4 minutes into having sex, the Japanese women starts screaming Nagasaki!! Nagasaki!! Nagasaki!! The American guy doesn't knows what this means so he keeps on having sex with her. Five minutes later she starts screaming it again. Throughout them having sex she said Nagasaki over and over and over again. The next day him and his Japanese business partener go to play some miniture golf and talk about business. On the 11th hole the Japenes guy hits the ball way to hard and it goes into the 12th hole. After seeing this the Japanese man yells NAGASAKI!!!!!WRONG HOLE!!!!!

Birthday Of 22
A day such a day to one should be awaken by singing birds, a lovley ray of sunshine hitting your eyes, a plate full of breakfast by your side, a nice smell of pancakes awaiting in the distant. But one dare to dream deosnt expect such things as one is only exposed to that which is used to, a bare nothing to such a day of supposed happyness. Only to receive as expected to this day, to what you ask in what he received? Only a lite hand shake and green notes to which falls into his wallet. One can only be too happy enough for what he has received so far, but the darkness of the day is what he worries about most. What lingers in the dark wickard corner awaiting to harvest his soul into the bitter sea of the night as he see's glowing eyes waiting upon his retrieval. He is only to scared to think to bare of what is upon that wickard darkness, only to see it spread within! Only to fear life more than ever before. As he slowly gets his body up from his un-compfy bed, he immed

The Vibrator: Friend Not Foe
The Vibrator: Friend Not Foe Recently we had a male friend over to our house. He and his wife got married when they were both 18, and they were both raised in strict Catholic families with very traditional views about sex. He expressed some interest in branching out, as it were, and getting his wife her first vibrator. I told him we had some extra ones and laid out a good selection in front of him. All our extras were vaguely penis-shaped; no clit ticklers. My partner and I went upstairs to allow him to make his choice. I whispered to my partner: "I bet you $5 he takes the smallest one." Lo and behold, I was right. His reasoning? "I don't want my wife to get used to anything bigger than me; then she wouldn't be satisfied!" Come on, fellows. Don't fear the vibrator, or the dildo, or the ben-wa balls. Learn to love them as allies in your quest to give your beloved the time of her life. And don't discount them as potential pleasure tools for yourself either. Plastic vs. f

Answers .
Physical Description: 6'3" 220 lb. Brown hair Brown Eyes Pierced Tattooed Scars American size 13 shoe 36-inch waist 32 inch in seem Hair on chest Hair on legs Hair on arms Wax other areas -------------------------------------------------- Heritage: Father side: Sicilian Italian Mother side: Italian Cherokee Born in USA. From the age of 3mo. until 10 parents traveled 48 states, Canada, and Mexico.(hippies)always returning to FL somewhere to live for the winters , with few exceptions. Spent formative years in all over Florida, Upstate NY. Parents Families (all 3 s

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so I am really bored so I am actually creating one of these things and such....so yea if you ever just want to hear random shit or become amused at my lack of intelligence then you can come by anytime, but I am going to go for now and not give you to much to dwell on so I can take a nap before having to run all over god's green earth doing stupid crap to get ready for school that Im not even going to be going to for long. so fare thee well eaily conned veiwers...

Wow! What A Show
Well, last week was the annual AVN Exposition and Awards Show in Vegas and it was a kick ass event. Two floors of everything adult oriented you can imagine and more. Contract girls everywhere signing autographs and posing with everyone; more sex toys in one place than I ever wanted to see; new products (dildo pogo sticks and iPod controlled vibrators among the best); even Larry Flint at the Hustler booth. Partys every night with after partys following them and of course the usual Vegas fare of food, gambling, and extravagance. My studio partners and I came away with a commitment to return next year with a booth of our own and a contingent of our talent to show off. I have around 300 pics from the expo and should have 100 or so up here in another day.

Numb
Well I have been to the dentist. She took some X-rays and she could not take my wisdom tooth out as I have got 3 roots holding it in. She said I am going to be referred to the hospital and I will be asleep when it is taken out. She did numb me really good just in case she could take it out but nope :(

Mama's Crying
Mama's crying And I can't stop the pain Can't whisper softly Everything's gonna be ok Words of wisdom and my kisses Won't take these tears away Mama's crying...Mama's crying And I can't stop the pain They say time heals the broken heart A little more each day And seasons hold the memories We'll smile upon someday But her pain right now is deeper Than her faith in God and Church And as I hold my baby in my arms We both grieve for hers Summer's ending Autumn stumbles into place Anger and frustration Toss and turn our every day Mama's crying...Mama's crying And I can't stop the pain It's gonna be a long cold winter Spring's a long long ways away They say time heals the broken heart A little more each day And with every new tomorrow Sorrow slowly fades The heartache that she's feeling No one else can take away But I'll be right beside her Each baby step she takes Mama's crying And I can't stop the pain I can tell her that I love her Help her throu

Legend Of The Taotaomona Of Guam
The taotaomonas (people before recorded time) are the apparitions of the ancient people of Guahan. The Spanish-Chamoru War between April 2, 1672 and July 1695 resulted in the deaths of over 150,000 native inhabitants which included the manmakahnas (ancient medicine healers later dubbed suruhanos and suruhanas by the Spanish). Many of the ancient Latte Stone sites were once villages burned and destroyed by the Spanish soldiers. Roaming the jungles are ancestral spirits with unresolved but determined purpose. Historian Benigno Palomo writes, "While it is often said that the ancient Chamorro had no organized priesthood, no temples and no defined religious creed, therefore, no rituals, according to Padre San Vitores 1669, the Chamorros worshiped the spirits of their ancestors, called aniti. The aniti were sacred and powerful spirits who could help them. When angered, however, they could do harm. As a result, the spirits and relics of the dead, especially of one's ancestors, were feared and

The End
As the light in my life starts to fade all I see are distant memories I remember a time of love a time of need pain beating down upon more pain only the bitter ones survive My heart so gone now, blasted away the reasons I once knew, forgotten my soul has been set ablaze engulfed by eternal flame As demons tear me apart, I shall not fear The answers I had, are no longer there My life has come close to an end I remember you holding me tight pushing air into my lungs telling me to fight you said "remember my name as nova Ill be the ember inside, your burning flame Ill be your everything, growing stronger with time Screaming to me, your life cannot end Where there is light, Ill be your darkness In your darkness, Ill be your burning light Please let me have one more moment, your life cannot end" As I gazed up I remember the tears that bled from my eyes A gaze that had grown tired with memories of past a chaotic past thats rains deep inside it roars in crashing with

Clear The Air With The Military Stuff
I love the military. My Dad is retired Army, and my nephew who is 18 is going to Iraq in April. This thing with Soldiers Sweetheart has nothing to do with the military, it has to do with her. So during my happy hour you are only hurting yourselves by boycotting me. This is childish and the people doing it need to grow up. I am going to call out the people responsible. Hammie, Porch Monkey, etc. Lets be adults and grow the fuck up. Jami

Poetry........"those Seeds"
"Those Seeds" Once my grandma told me, a story about her life. How she became a woman, and how she became a wife. She said it wasn't easy, and times weren't always good. She might regret a few things, but she did the best she could. She told me that the best thing, you could give your child, was to teach them independence, so they could go the mile. Now that I'm a mother, I think about what she said. And I never will forget, those seeds planted in my head. A. Pilley © 2005 All Rights Reserved

#1
you know it bugged me that people would come on my page and rate a pic of mine a 4 or a 7. but 2 people just droped a 1 on my pic. stupid bastards. look if you don't like someones pic thats cool but you are trying to be insulting and you are just stupid get over your self. if you feel you have to rate a pic of me a 1 cool. i am not trying to date you so stasy the hell off my page.oh yeah late at night when you are whacking off to internet porn that is me laughing at you.

All About Sex
Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both depends on the mood and company Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite only!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How often do you like to have sex?: As much as possible Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you want to keep me happy and sane then give tony some bootay Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: if that positions allows it too happen then yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Not often at all I like to get to know my partners a bit before I go there with anyone so I guess the answer would be never How do you feel about one night stands?: Never turn one down that will be one you'll never make up How many one night stands have you had?: enough ta satisfy my cravings for them What's your favorite position?: doggy style Love to stab that kitty from the back and make that booty clap Where's your favorite place to hav

Best Friends
When I cry you help me out When I'm happy you here me shout When I grin you can tell I'm mad Because you are my best friend You can tell when I'm sad You are their thick and thin You hear me when I want to talk You help me when I get mad And you are the bestest friend I've ever had SO here me out when I say You are the moon in my night And the light in my day You shine very bright You are the bestest firend I have And I would give my life for yours

Unread Messages!
OK! So heres the deal i dont talk to good god more then half of you so therefor why the hell would i wanna vote for u in a contest or care about ur fuckin drama!! If u cant talk to me on my page through shout sometimes STOP sendin me shit that says ur friend thought u might like to see this... w/e BECAUSE guess what i DONT!! Anyways if u read this and get offended then that means ur the ass who sends me 30 fuckin messages a day to read somethin i could give 2 shits about! If u wanna delete me as a friend! Or hell block me i dont care! Whatever makes u happy and makes ur day run smoother feel free LMAO!! But please .. I dont wanna press the stop sendin me messages button either to u smartasses who r thinkin that right now because i wouldnt b able to get messages so yeah! OK! I'm done now! Leter Heather

Please Help!!!!!!!!!!
Since moving to the new page Ive barely had anyone follow me there. Im thinking it may be because Ive made this new name look nearly identical to the original so people probably see it and assume its the SAME page and they already have it fanned, added, and rated.Im mising all my friends! I know some of the 16,000 are probably no longer here or acitve but i expected wayyyy more than 220 in 4 days! SO im asking if you could please check to see if you have rated, fanned, and most importantly re-added me! heres the new link! ♥Temptress♥~ C.W.O.F member~RATE MY PAGE PLEASE!!!@ fubar Im also going to change the name up and see if that doesnt help! Looking forward to getting re-acquainted with old friends and making new ones as well!:) *smooches* ~Temptress~

Killin Me, Breaking Free
When the bad is taken me under and the pain pins and holds me down I wear a casual face, a perfect circus clown.. If you look in my eyes you'd see, just how bad I need to break free If you only knew how I spend my time just killing me...

Sweet
fubar is the best site out right know u meet alot of people on here and there kool people too there nice and funny this site is way better than myspace and i well tell more people about it so they can check it out for there selfs and see how they like it well if u like this site comment my blog and rate it ill see how many people like it

Something Off Of My Head,ch-2
As i got up that morning ,i had the feeling that I wasn't alone. I walked in to the bathroom and got hit by the thought of the night before. As i turned on the hot shower,i could feel the feeling of being watched grow stronger. As i got my body covered in the soft musk body wash,i got hit with a smell that was all male. Then i could feel arms and a mouth on my body,but i couldn't move,it was like time stopped. As his teeth nibble my neck and he's large hands slide over my body ,as if they were water. i shivered,then it passed. As i got out of the shower and dried myself off, I had to ask myself was i crazy. As i was get my blue top on the phone rang. i reach over and it was the store telling me that my order had come in, and that i needed to come get it at 2:00 instead of 1:00 . I said ok,I'll have my lunch first then stop by afterwords. I headed down the stairs,as i hit the last step, i got hit by roses and this time i saw a new girl,she was in all blue, and had dark brown hair. She w

Punky
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Crippled Bird
Baby bird, you can not fly. You never will, don't even try. Stay on the ground, it's safer that way. Flying is not for you. Little bird, do not cry; and do not watch them fly! You can not want to, it's not allowed! Stop this nonsense, right now! Crippled bird still wants to fly... hiding at first, she begins to try. Falls, gives up, then despairs. Wants to live no more. Dives, wings catch air - she soars! Fly high beautiful bird, crippled no more! September 1999

Alive
In such a short while, memories of who I use to be, ravage my heart. I reach out to you... you've made me feel like a woman again. I'd forgotten who I was.... Lost in this tired day to day life. I am alive again- Free to feel - not living in my shell... unleashed to breathe an stretch. Everything is more vivid now.... Thanks to you. this is to a friend of mine who has made me very happy... You know who you are! xoxoxox

What A Snake!!!!!!!
*****READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP****** So, we worked our ass off to help a friend last night who won a photo bombing contest fair and square and this is what we get in return! This guy is a puke! This is his other account. Cause he admittingly has a few. I will find his main account and post a link. He VIPS often so you would think he has some clue how FUBAR should go, right? NO! ->PebblesinA...: you are a loser and I will blog this right now and mumm it and make sure everyone knows what you have done bomberDJHY...: RIGHT HERE IT IS GOING BACK NOW ADDED ALL TOP COMMENT IS WINNER BYE ->PebblesinA...: you are not keeping up your end ->PebblesinA...: she won it ->PebblesinA...: the contest was most comments ->PebblesinA...: true people don't put on fake contests and get mad when they didn't get all the adds, fans or crushes they wanted ->PebblesinA...: look, you are a weasel . thats what it comes down to. you are a liar and a fake and wouldn't know what the heck a

Best Ever...
For those who know me..You know that I am in the military. This June I was looking at having to retire from something that I have truly enjoyed doing for 24 years. The Navy has something that they call(HYT) High Year Tenure. Twenty four years is the maximum amount of time that a Chief Petty Officer can stay around in the Reserves. Well today I received the BEST Valentines Day present that one could ever get. And it was not flowers or candy.The Administration Department of my Reserve Det sent me an email. It was the Navy saying that I can stay in until February 2011. You could have knocked me over with a feather. A very small feather at that! Next project is to buy a house and finish up my Seabee Combat Warfare pin..... And also put a star on the top of my anchor (Senior Chief)!!! Did I say that I LOVE what I do in the Navy ?!?!

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 21~*
b_j: are you into dendrophiliaism? PiercedQT: Uhm, no... I don't think so.. b_j: well i wish u were, i'd want you to let me smother ur sap all over my limb PiercedQT: Come again? WTF am I - a Pine tree? b_j: i wish u were into dendrophiliaism b_j: no but in the role playing u could be, or a maple cuz i bet u taste good b_j: maybe u could wear a squirrel costume i had for an ex of mine and eat my nuts PiercedQT: Well that sounds fun - I love me a mouth full of nuts! b_j: i bet u do b_j: can u be a menustrating squirrel though? i mean that arouses me, the smell and sight and all like ur an animal in heat PiercedQT: Ew... Damn... I wanted to be a male squirrel - you could screw my tiny squirrel ass b_j: maybe u can be a beaver and chop down some of my wood? PiercedQT: Why can't I just be a dog - hump your leg, shit in your shoes - and call it a day? b_j: now that i would like, but i could be a blind squirrel and still do the sam

This Sites Awesome... I Already Made $!!!
What is Yuwie? ================= First off, Yuwie is FREE. Yuwie is like any other 'connect with friends' or social networking site. But we have one major difference. Use Yuwie - Get Paid! Yuwie pays you to blog, upload pictures, refer friends, chat, hang out, etc.

How Easy Is This?
This is not meant to be a political debate. Some people do not understand the importance of the right to vote. Weather you are a Democrat, Republican or Independent, the bottom line is to VOTE!! If you have not registered to vote, let me make it easy for you. You can register online at ROCK THE VOTE Some of the states have primaries coming up and it will be too late to vote in those but if you do so before the deadline you can do so in November. Stand up and be counted or lay there and don't bitch! PSA brought to you by.... ♡STANG®♡Fu Bad B!TCH®♡OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS♡@ fubar The Baddest MILF®@ fubar

My Asatru Pagan Libary
Here is a list of my reference books feel free to check these out and add to your own libaries. The complete illustrated guide to Runes by Nigel Pennick Rune lore by Edred Thorsson A handbook of Rune magic by Edred Thorsson Northern Magic Rune Mysteries and Shamanism by Edred Thorsson Rune Magic by Donald Tyson The Book of Runes by Ralph H. Blum A practical guide to the Runes by Lisa Peschel Myths of the Norsemen by H.A. Guerber The Vinland Sagas Everyman EDDA The Poetic EDDA by Lee M. Hollander Goddess of the North by Lynda C. Welch Northern Mysteries & Magick by Freya Aswynn Rituals of ASATRU volumes 1 - 3 by Stephen A. McNallen Gods and Goddesses of the ancient Norse by Leonard Everett Fisher Pagan books Living Wicca by Scott Cunningham Wicca a guide for the solitary practitioner by Scott Cunningham Encyclopedia of Magical herbs by Scott Cunningham Scottish Witchcraft by Raymond Buckland Green Witchcraft 1 and 2 by Ann

Auction
OK EVERY 1 IM HOSTING MY 1ST AUCTION IF U WANT IN SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC U WANNA USE AND WAT UR OFFERING 2 THE HIGHEST BIDDER ITS A 20K FEE TO ENTER AND THE STARTING BIDS WILL START OUT @ 25K U HAVE TO PROMOTE UR SELF i need at least 20ppl b4 i open the auction

Deletions...me Wrong And About Those Baby Bulletins....
so anyways, it's been quite some time since I posted anything at all, and I figured it would be time to again, so with that here we go... What I'm doing... ..getting ready for a major life change in the next couple of weeks that really has been long overdue and needs to happen for alot of reasons. I'm excited about it, the details of which I'm sure you'll all be sick of seeing in the near future...lol...anyways... I've deleted over 3,000 unsaluted profiles from my friends list, and countless other lounge spammers that either one, I don't talk to because they never bother to do anything (ie, rate pictures, comment on things, read things..etc) other than spam lounge bulletins with the word (repost) on it. I love it. My board is so much clearer now. Kinda makes ya think huh?.. But back to the over 3k unsaluted people on the list. That was only out of the first 5,000 friends on my list!!! That's about 60%. Amazing stat as well.... Yeah I know about the purge of KaTman and hi

One Word
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? computer 2. Your significant other? yes 3. Your hair? redish 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? sexy 8. Your favorite drink? dr 9. Your dream/goal? retirement 10. The room you're in? kitchen 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? around 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? crazy 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? cd 18. Where you grew up? oregon 19. The last thing you did? talked 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? no 23. Your computer? working 24. Your life? Boring 25. Your mood? ok 26. Missing som

If U Wanna Kno Me Better Please Read...
1. I'm a good man But Haven't always been. back in the day I was quite the player but not anymore. 2. I am Honest and would appreciate honesty in return. 3. I don't play games. 4. I have been around. Not as innocent as I may appear. 5. I am not a rocket scientist but I'm not stupid either. 6. I have been in a few realationships so I am aware of the ways of the world. 7. If I care for you I will do anything for you as long as you don't play me. 8. I don't take rejection well but i do learn to accept it. 9. I'm a decent Daddy but not as good a Daddy as I want to be but i am tryin. 10. I want sumone to love me but I'm scared, been burned too much. 11. I am an old school romantic and always will be. 12. I have Night terrors. 13. I am a recovering addict (27yrs clean) 14. I am over weight and am working on it. 15. I have OCD. 16. I am a very picky eater. 17. I was Molested at a very young age. 18. I have trust issues 19. I live with family for now. 20. I Love horror films

My Son Is Having Surgery
Just a Quick note to all my friends out there, My Youngest son Korben is having surgery this Wensday july 2nd. It is an outpastient surgery for a hernia but still scary to me being a parent i still worry about it. This is the first surgery any of my children have went thru so its weighing heavy on my mind. Please just keep him in your thoughts and prayers for me i would greatly appreciate it. Thank you all, Sean

Saddness
Am I to be happy? I dwell so deep within myself that I have never seen the light of day. The past never happened, the future will never come, and the present isn't real. Depression is a part of everyday life. The birds chirp for someone else, The day warms the lives of everyone, but me. Happiness lies near, but my mind won't let my heart reach for it, and happiness never knew. I live in a prison, solitary confinement. Fear is my guard. Nothing stops happiness from reaching me, only me from it. I am sure that if I can ever grasp it that the barrier will be forever shattered. How do you break through invisible bars? What is it like to touch something you've never had? I am confined to myself, Just me and my sadness.

I Wonder What His Game Is?
I got this in a private message first thing this morning. And the funny part is, when I checked my recent viewers and my picture views, I see no evidence of him ever having been to my profile. Its too early for this bull$h!t. Hello there sweety..i sure fell inlove with the looks number one and now it hunts me so bad that i hard to send you a message ..how are you doing today and how is the family ,hope you all are fine,i am paul by name and a very large fan of your pics ...i own a very huge farm here in west africa were i stay on it with my son David who is just 13 years of age ...i lost his mum while i was in the states in virginia alexandria and ever seens then i have been single and pateince abt meeting ladies until i was introduced to this site and started trying to find new friends who are honest and needing a real good relationship which i am al after ..am a very romantic man and loving..we talk abt care ,i have it all in my life ...i look forward to chatting with you if

Tribute To The Marines
A tribute to the United States Marine Corps and the reasons why they are superior to the many organizations of the world . . . * United States Marine Corps Birthday: 10 NOVEMBER 1775 * 1) Best haircut. Hands down. You can't have a bad hair day with a high and tight. And you spend less on shampoo. 2) Dress blues. They're the coolest uniforms in any military worldwide. 3) Bloused trousers. Another distinctive Marine look that sets the proudest service members apart. 4) The rest of the Marine sea bag. From the Alphas to the camouflage utilities, uniforms just look better on a Marine than any other service member. 5) Marines don't wear dungarees. 6) Most respect I. When the Marines pulled out of Haiti and Somalia, the media reported the U.S. military was pulling out -- as if tens of thousands of Army troops weren't still in the country. Now that's respect. 7) Most respect II. When the Corps came back to Haiti after 60 years, an old man on the Cap-Haitien beach said

Fake Fucking "friends"
i'll tell you what really fucking bothers ME. people who say they want to make friends on here, and even accept or send friend requests. then they NEVER talk to you at all. i thought this was supposed to be a site where you could go and meet new people and make new friends. now all you fucking people are interested in is your status on here and points, and fubucks, and all that shit. tell you losers what, do nice people a favor, and don't waist there time accepting friend requests, just for your personal gain. some of us on here actually want to "talk" to or even meet people on here (at least "talk" to) seems to me like this site just got out of hand. you losers on here that are only interested in your status, and points, and shit, really need to get a life. some of us just like to meet new friends, and thought this site was one way of doing that.

How Do Your Kisses Rate?
Your Kissing Grade: A+ You are truly an amazing kisser. Your kisses are extraordinarily mind blowing. Whether you're naturally a good kisser or not, you've taken the time learn how to be the best kisser possible. Anyone would be lucky to get a kiss from you! How Do Your Kisses Rate? lol

Pagan Worship
As Paganism is a very diverse religion with many distinct though related traditions, the forms of Pagan worship vary widely. It may be collective or solitary. It may consist of informal prayer or meditation, or of formal, structured rituals through which the participants affirm their deep spiritual connection with nature, honour their Gods and Goddesses, and celebrate the seasonal festivals of the turning year and the rites of passage of human life. As Pagans have no public buildings specifically set aside for worship, and most believe that religious ceremonies are best conducted out of doors, rituals often take place in woods or caves, on hilltops, or along the seashore. To Pagans the finest places of worship are those not built by human hands - as well as at stone circles, in parks, and private homes and gardens. Women and men almost always worship together and Paganism generally emphasises equality of the sexes. In certain paths, however, women may take the leading role as repres

I Mean,...i Just...wtf
There are 160 photos in my bartab since this morning. 18 of those are snapshots(members camera). 16 of those, are of an actual member/person. 9 of those 16 are reuploads from previously deleted of a person returning, but in fact, are them. Guess what 142 of those are... There are 9 blogs since I left for work. 6 of those are pimpouts or asking for something. 3 of those are actually an insight to or of the member, their words. mo·not·o·nous Pronunciation: \mə-ˈnä-tə-nəs, -ˈnät-nəs\ Function: adjective Etymology: Greek monotonos, from mon- + tonos tone Date: 1776 1 : uttered or sounded in one unvarying tone : marked by a sameness of pitch and intensity 2 : tediously uniform or unvarying

St Pattys Day Auction
YEP WE ARE DOING IT AGAIN WE JOINED ANOTHER AUCTION YEP...THAT'S RIGHT IT'S A SAINT PATRICK'S DAY AUCTION SO LET'S WEAR THE GREEN AND BID BID BID I'M SMUT HE IS AWESOME TO OWN I{MZ.BELLE}KNOW I HAVE OWNED HIM ALOT HE HAS LOTS TO OFFER AND LETS FACE IT HE IS HOT MZ.BELLE{ME} WELL HERE I AM AGAIN BY DEMAND I'M STILL LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO TAME ME I'M SMUT HAS TRYED HIS HARDEST BUT HASN'T YET CAN YOU TAME ME? THIS BULLY BROUGHT TO YOU BY MZ.BELLE MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~' on '2009-02-10 21:17:37')

72k To Disciple!!!!
Ok StarShine is only 72k from Disciple!!! WOW!!! Now I KNOW we can get her to that next level! Now lets all cover her in Fu-Love!!!! ~♥StarShine♥~2nd Alarm Hotties~ღCllgegrlღ's Valentine~@ fubar

St. Patricks Day Special
In more ways than one St. Patrick's day holds special meanings for me, but the most important one would be a special anniversary to two people special to me. My dad use to go out to this bar in Middlesex, New Jersey called Tim Kerwin's. Tim Kerwin's is an Irish Pub. The story he tells is that this bar was also frequented by Lee Van Cleef, before he became famous and while he still lived in the area. Any way, dad and some of his friends were out at the bar on St. Patty's Day, drinking green beer and getting into the spirit. It is at this time that my mom and her sisters went into the bar. When they met, my dad (who I am named after), introduced himself as Kelly Fitzpatrick (not his real name of course, lol). When dad went to meet her family she introduced him as, of course, Kelly Fitzpatrick. Well, an Italian and Irishmen, well, at least he was Catholic lol. After that dad made his confession on his real name, but until the day he died, mom's side of the family, as well as she

Worth A Shot
Dear President Obama,.............Patriotic retirement:There's about 40 million people over 50 in the work force; pay them $1 million apiece severance with stipulations:1) They leave their jobs. Forty million job openings - Unemployment fixed.2) They buy NEW American cars. Forty million cars ordered - Auto Industry fixed.3) They either buy a house or pay off their mortgage - Housing Crisis fixed.They could call this instant relief program the "Fifties Asset Relief Tender"...... or F.A.R.T. ....

?'s And More ?'s
here and there my mind wanders thoughts pool, as I ponder what does it mean why can't I ask why is it that trusting has become such a task had I not seen with my own two eyes what was as friendship so cleverly disguised would I believe had someone just told me am I not to be furious when for far less you would scold me and even with the knowledge all I want to do is pretend I don't know take the fact that it hurts me and not let it show for to me what we have is perfect and real but "it" makes it hard to believe that, that's how you feel so I wonder can what I know be forgotten or will it leave my thoughts pool stagnant and rotten

I'm In An Auction
So people convinced me that I should be in an auction!!! So if you want to own me and have some great benefits you should buy this sexy VaJayJay hehe. The link for the auction is as followed.... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2187215&albumid=1631911&i=3775801902&idx=11#1061326722 Come show me what you got ;)

West Tshirt Contest
Dinos Bar & GrillWet T-ShirtContestApril 24 @ 9pmRules 1. White T-Shirt with Dino's on it(be creative) 2.You Will get 1 Song a piece to win the judges over 3.No Bra and No Skin during Contest Requierments for viewers1.1,000 fubuck Door Fee Prior to contest(5min to pay during, if not recieved-Eject)1b. Contest door fee collected by DJ ICE2.Must Rate and Fan all Contestants3. NO WARNING for VULGER comment(Immediate EJECT with NO REFUND) judges criteria 1.creativity 2.overall look and style 3 song choice/performance prizes. 1st- win one month vip 2nd.60% take 3rd-40%take

What Happened!!!
I AM GETTING ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO AFTER THEY SEE MY PICS THEY ASK WHAT HAPPENED TO MY LEGS SO HERES WHAT HAPPENED LOL I WAS BORN WITH SPINA BIFIDA THEREFORE THE SENSATION IN MY LEGS WAS NOT SO GREAT TO BEGIN WITH. I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL AT THE TIME AND WORKING AT MICKEY D'S. I ENDED UP WORKING A 23 HOUR SHIRT AND WHEN I CAME HOME AND TOOK OFF MY LEG BRACES I HAD OPEN PRESSURE SORES ON BOTH LEGS. I ENDED UP FIGHTING THOSE SAME SORES FOR A LITTLE OVER 3 YEARS. THEY GOT TO THE POINT WHERE I WAS LIVING IN EXCRUTIATING PAIN EVERY DAY STILL WORKING A 40 HOUR WORK WEEK (HAD JOB AT A HOSPITAL FOR 2 1/2 YEARS WITH THE SORES) NEVER ONCE MISSING A DAY OF WORK WITH THE SORES. THEY WERE BAD ENOUGH FOR WELL OVER A YEAR THAT YOU COULD SEE BONE WITH THE NAKED EYE. A SEVERE STAPH INFECTION SET IN THAT ALMOST KILLED ME AND AT THAT POINT YES I COULD HAVE KEPT FIGHTING THE SORES BUT I WAS TIRED OF LIVING IN PAIN AND FIGURED THEY PROBABLY MAKE BETTER LEGS THAN THE ONES I HAD ANYWAY. SO ON SEPT 13 2006 I FOLLO

Firsts
So I am sitting here at work, bored outta my skull. Things are really slow, scary slow. So Thought i would blog and while brainstorming i remembered an old list of firsts...you know first concert, first car, first kiss...etc. It reminded me of the day of my first kiss. Thought i would share the story, I have only ever told this story to one other person, too bad she isn't here it would be nice to read her comments. Anyway 3rd grade, my older brother is in 5th grade. I always hung out with older kids cuz of my brother. Well we both had a little crush on the same girl, a girl from his class, Trisha. Oh Trisha auburn hair, so pretty and a smile that just made you stop in your tracks. Anyway my brother and i would compete for her attention. We all three always walked home together, she only lived a few houses down from us. I was a cocky little thing then, brimming with confidence. Well my cockyness seemed to be working cuz she would give me so much attention and laughed at my smartass

Mother
when you think of a mother what do you see? i see someone who is too good to me always there when the times are tough pushing me through when the going gets rough loving me despite all my faults even being my own personal bank vault just think of all the sacrifices and tears she has had to pay dont forget your mother on this special day

Dirty Dog
favorite drink, called A DIRTY DOG fill blender with ice shots of light rum, dark rum, 151 rum, creme de banana, creme de coconut cherry vodka, cherry sloe gin blend AND put in glass it is like a slurrpy and tastes like one too , but it will like a dirty dog sneak up and bite you on the ass.

The Rant... Part One (because I Know There Will Be More..)
morning/afternoon/evening/hello people! I know I have quite a few followers of my rants now.. lol.. anyhoo.. the other day I was making a list of things that piss me off (my net was down) and It turned into a rant.. so, here ya go.. have fun.. and as always, if any of this offends you - fuck off. general annoyances* Insomnia - Insomnia due to some asshole stressing me out* The word "chillaxing" (because "chilling" wasn't quite poinltess enough was it..)* "Wiggers".. I've heard that is the short version of those white trash assholes who wear ridiculously baggy tracksuits/(occasionally) completely inaccurately made camo stuff/ tshirts with pointless logos or slogans (oh you know where I'm going with the clothing description.. I'll leave the rest to whatever the tards in your area look like) stupidly huge crappy jewellery (and before you americans start, thats how jewellery is supposed to be be spelled. Idgaf what is says in your dictionaries.) and of course, the oh-so-smart look of

Dancer
It wasn’t so much the dance that she performed as the way that she did it. Every step, every move, every sway was pure seduction. From the audience, she looked like a sultry angel. The spotlight cascaded around her lithe form, illuminating her pale skin and highlighting her dark, flowing hair. Every man in the place wanted her. That was how she imagined it. It gave her strength, and it gave her purpose. Her dance had more meaning when she imagined that her movements were getting a rise out of the crowd. She looked out into the semi-darkness, scanning the faces who watched her. Some appeared drunk. Others were disinterested, or were paying attention to someone or something else. But one man caught her gaze and held it. Even through the smoky haze of the club, she could see his dark eyes staring at her. She almost thought she could feel those eyes, examining her body with laser-like intensity. A shiver ran down her spine. She returned her thoughts to the dance, letti

Bladder
WELL IM HOME SAFE AND SOUND.. IN MY OWN BED.. CUDDLE WITH MY FAVORITE PILLOW.. HEHE.. I STILL HURT LIKE A BITCH.. AND PEE LIKE A RACE HORSE LOL.. BUT THE SURGERY WAS GREAT THEY SAID.. SO.. WE WELL WAIT AND C... MUAH

Changes
See it's like this.. I am going to be making changes.. if you don't like these changes.. promptly remove yourself from my page and never return. CHANGES ARE: 1. I am moving my nudes and partially nude pictures into a "FAMILY ONLY" album. Only my family can see them. They have earned them.. 2. I am going to demand respect and what I have is earned and not given anymore. 3. To earn things from me.. means you actually have to...Here is a foreign concept.. Oh let me see.. you actualy have to TALK TO ME and not GAWK AT ME! 4. I am going to be more like these Fubarian women and make men work to see things or get anything from me. 5. I won't be ignored anymore. 6. I won't be taken for granted any longer. Sorry, you have Fubarian assholes to thank for this. Thinking women are here for their entertainment and demanding things from the women here. NOT going to happen from me anymore. If you don't like this new me, too bad. I am still going to be the nice lovable me, but it will have a

Was Surprised Last Night
At 8:30 last night my sister pulls up in from of the house and out stepped her and my niece ... a complete surprise ... they are staying though to the weekend ... new pics of all three of us will be found in a separate folder in my photo gallery soon.

I Wish I Was Devious...
constantly hear about how guys are incapable of expressing emotion. Maybe it's my contrary nature, but fuck that! You asked for it...I am 25 years old, with a mind that fluctuates between a 5 year old's optimism, and 90 year old's crushing surety that all is wrong in this pathetic fucked up little world we live in. I live in constant fear of myself. I have PTSD, whether or not any of you bastards care is none of my concern. I do. It's real. It's why I sleep little, and think too much.I don't drink anymore. Drinking leads to time I can't remember, time I won't get back, and it led to a marriage I will always regret. My only true pride in my life so far is a beautiful little blond girl with a knowing smile, and heart-breaking blue eyes. She has more value than could ever be equaled. She is my reason to get up every morning, to try to sleep each night, and to make it to work everyday whether or not I succeeded.I have a passion, obsession, and fixation with eyes. They are the windows to a

Contest With Lots Of Prizes To Be Given Away
Lowest Rating Contest Prizes Will Be Awarded for FIRST, SECOND, and Third Places!! First Place Will Receive There Choice of Either a Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb Bling! Second Place Will Receive a Payback of 50% of all the Entry Fee's! Third Place Will Receive One Pimp out a Day four one Week! The picture with the average rating will win a 10-credit bling! The most commented picture will win five 1-credit blings for them or any member of their chose! Entry Fee will Be One Million Fu-Bucks "Small Price to Pay for a chance at an Auto or Cherry Bomb Bling" Rules The Rules are simple submit the Picture you would like to use in a private message.. Subject Line should say... Contest This is going to a down and dirty contest! The object is to get the other contestants Pictures rated higher then your. In any way you can think of..Getting others to rate them comment on them even yourself rating and commenting on the others. The contest will run for two weeks starting August 13

Finished Before It Started
So my career as a football goalkeeper has seen it's death today. Killed off by doing the job I was put there to do. The weakened hand has taken a pounding over the past few weeks, was just about fully recovered, then whammo. One shot, one hand, one fractured radius bone. Never felt so much pain so quickly. And I never realised I needed my left hand for so many things until I couldn't actually use it.

Hmm
If I had a more vivid imagination, My words would have no limitations, My muse she lies in misery, This happiness it stifles me I search for words but they evade I sit smiling and unafraid Still after the words I chase If only a tear would run down my face The words would flow, this I know don’t question it I’ve seen it before Reams of papers on the unknown, peace, love, and joy, the search for home. All the things I’ve found in you, Two hearts melded beating true In reading this, one might think I’m venting an anger, or trying to complain, But away with the words, also left the pain

Have A Survey
Where is your cell phone? In my pocketYour signifigant other? Non exsistant.Your favorite store? Target probably, though I go to Walmart way more often. Helzburg Diamonds isn't too bad thoughYour favorite color(s)? Dark dark blue, normally I'd call it midnight blue. A bright limey green has been attracting me a lot recentlyWhen is the last time you laughed? After I won Alannah a stuffed orange elephant from a claw machine today. I have NEVER won anything from those things before!When is the last time you cried? Its been a while, suprisinglyWhere were you last night? At home Muffins? Are yummy... I should bake someWhere did you grow up? New JerseyLast thing you did? Put Alannah to bedWhat are you wearing? skirt and a tube top. Not something I'd wear out of the house.Your TV? Small and bulky. contradiction? maybe but its true Your pets? Are in NJ still.Friends? I have a couple.Your life? Most days its good.You mood? Ok, I guess.Missing someone? Yes. Something you are not wearing? a bra.Y

The Game
The game of life. Empty promises are just meaningless words from someone who doesn’t really care. Why should I have ever believed you would? I’ve been down this road a time or two trying to make sense of what has come to pass. I try another long road and wonder what will happen when I get there. Will it be another set of lies that await me? I will find out one way or another, I guess In the end it’s all the same. It’s not who wins or loses- It’s how you play the game.

C-130 Crash Iraq 2008
News from the Oklahoma Army National Guard ………………….. For More Information Please Contact: Lt. Col. Max Moss Oklahoma Military Department Office of Public Affairs 3501 Military Circle Oklahoma City, Oklahoma 73111-4398 (405) 228-5212 FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE: April 4, 2009 ‘Year of the NCO’ Oklahoma Guardsman survives C-130 crash

Can You ??
Can you touch me in a wayThat will show your feelings are trueStand beside me, hold my handWe could help each other through. Can you bring joy to my heartThe kind never felt beforeEven when we're far apartAnd make me want you more. Can you look into my eyesSee deep within my soulBe caught off guard and surprisedKnowing you have all control. Can you whisper in my earA simple I love youAnd take away all the fearThat only you can do. Can you promise all these thingsFrom now until foreverFor then my love would remainAnd always we could be together.

Is This Love - White Snake
I should have known better Than to let you go alone It's times like these I can't make it on my own Wasted days, and sleepless nights An' I can't wait to see you again I find I spend my rime Waiting on your call How can I tell you, babe My back's against the wall I need you by my side To tell me it's alright Cos I don't think I can take anymore Is this love that I'm feeling Is this the love that I've been searching for Is this love or am I dreaming This must be love Cos it's really go a hold on me A hold on me I can't stop the feeling I've been this way before But, with you I've found the key To open any door I can feel my love for you Growing stronger day by day An' I can't wait too see you again So I can hold you in my arms Is this love that I'm feeling Is this the love that I've been searching for Is this love or am I dreaming This must be love Cos it's really got a hold on me A hold on me Is this love that I'm feeling Is this the love that I've been searching for Is thi

Words Of Comfort.....
Twas the Night Before Christmas and all through the house, the creatures were stirring yes, even the mouse. We tried melatonin and gave a hot bath but the holiday jitters they always distract. The children were finally all nestled in bed when nightmares of terror ran through my OWN head. Did I get the right gift...the right color and style? Would there be a tantrum or even, maybe, a smile? our relatives come but they don't understand the pleasure he gets just from flapping his hands. "he needs discipline," they say "just a well-needed smack, You must learn to parent" and on goes the attack. We smile and nod because we know deep inside, the argument is moot let them all take a side. We know what it's like to live with the spectrum. The struggles and triumphs, achievements, regressions. But what they don't know and what they don't see, is the joy that we feel over simplicity. he said "hello" he ate something green! he told his first lie! He did not cause a scene! He peed on the

Butterfield
Just read on twitter than Peter Serafinowicz will not be making another series of shis sketch show for the BBC. Not entirely sure if this is true, or some kind of joke referencing the news that Jonathan Ross has just announced that he won't be renewing his contract... With Serafinowicz it's often hard to tell. So I popped over to his website to see if he'd said anything on there, and long story short, I ended up getting distracted. This time by the rather excellent Brian Butterfield page... Also, I've stashed a couple of good Serafinowicz clips this morning, plus found his statement about leaving the BBC, which has the embedding turned off, but can be found here : Serafinowicz's website

A Real Good Day!
Today is Spectacular.... because: 1. Even if that ultrasound technician was a cunt the results from the ultrasound make me happy. My baby is a very low risk for Down Syndrome or any other birth defects besides having Jeff and I as parents 2. I went to a low risk Maternity clinic where i met a great nurse and doctors that could perform the delivery. I hear my baby's heart rate for the first time..... 150 beats per minute... 3. Jeff somehow convinced me to go threw Prenatal classes again in my happy mood.. Ill kill him later. 3. for the last 4 days i have not been constipated. 4. I dont feel nauseated and i ate glossettes. 5. I got a new book called the lovely bones and yes i know its going to be a movie but i really prefer reading to watching movies 6. the guy that lives with us hasn't been home in 2 days ever since I left that face book comment "If you live with me you might want to run away for a while" 7. This week the government will finally be paying me and I will go out

About Me...random Bullshittery
What is the single largest item in your house?My couchHow well can you write your name with your non dominant hand?Not wellWhat color is your bedroom?White,black and reds mostlyWhat type of computer mouse do you use?LogitechWhat is your earliest memory?My Dad's wolf HopieHave you ever jumped off of a high dive?No effin wayDo you take vitamins?Not in pill formWhen did you first become interested in sex?Ha!!Do you like to color inside the lines?WTF? Im not in grade school FFS!!What do you have set as your home page?MyyyyspaceDo you have your own radio?SureWhere would you hate to have to work?Chuck e cheeseWho is on your speed dial?NobodyDo you prefer lightbulbs or candles?Candles How much money did you spend today?Zero so far but Im bout to go pay a billWhat are you sitting on right now?At my computer desk Dipshit!!Do you look at yourself when you pass by reflective surfaces?Who doesn't?Would you ever get plastic surgery?SureDid you play with shaving cream when you were a kid?Haha yeah g

One Year
IT'S ABOUT A YEAR SINCE MY GREAT FUBAR ARRIVAL. WHAT HAVE I LEARNED: 1. I HAVE MET SOME NICE PEOPLE ON HERE 2. PEOPLE GENERALLY DON'T PAY ATTENTION TO ME OR MY BLOGS&MUMMS 3. I HAVEN'T BEEN REALLY CLOSE TO ANYBODY 4. THE LOUNGES ARE KINDA INTO CLICKS 5. MUMMS NEED TO STAY ON THE TASK AT HAND 6. SOME FOLKS NEED TO TREAT EACH OTHER WITH RESPECT -----WAY TO MANY ARE LEAVING THE SITE BECAUSE OF THIS. 7. SOME OF THE LADIES ARE REALLY BEAUTIFUL 8. YOUNG LADIES NEED TO STOP LURING US MEN TO THEIR CAM SITES 9. ANYTHING YOU HAVE TO BEG FOR IS NOT COOL

16/30 - Come Back To Me
Come Back To Me I have spoken to you for ages, held you for eons, and kissed you for centuries, all in the span of a few seconds, minutes, hours each day. Each day my amnesia resets as loneliness clouds the memory of you. Not for long as you traverse space and time to visit the playground of my dreams, knowing it is there I leave the gate unlocked and ajar. My spirit awaits without question on the swing for you to push me, on the slide for you to catch me, and on the see-saw for you to bring me the rise and fall that matches my breath at the sight of your smile. I then awake with love's battery recharged so that during my sleeping hours of consciousness I may take the wheel, driving home to your doubts that I am here; ever listening for your voice and whispering in your ear that we need not ever despair during our physical separation. So hold fast my love to what cannot be measured or seen as we repeat our blessed litany of "Come back to me".

Broken
Broken-shes far from perfecti'm far from purebut i dont like bein far from herwhen life gets anxious,she calms my nervesand in returni try to show her all shes worthi been beaten so muchits hard to gowanna appear unscathedwhen it scars your soulyour views they start to changeyou don't feel the samebut she canfeel my pain, in fact it feels the samebut still its,hard to trust, its hard to fall in lovebut still i see your real beauty behind all the rustits how she, lights up when the stars don't shinefindin someone on my levels been hard to findwe don't take no shit, so we argue at timesour relationships always been hard to defineeven though i never had a problem callin her mineshe knows i'll never have the time to give her all of my timeasked her "why me?" and she said cuz you youtook a deep pull and inhaled my new'i took a long look and i think its truehad me shook but right then i think i knewfrom what i see, i can tell she, she got her guards upso i reassure her that pain, i aint

Juggalo Fam Read This
Ok I got this from "ICP Fans Against Juggalo's" blog site. so i didnt come up with this.. but this letter caught my attention an even though as he states on his blog it's old i still think it has just as a powerful effect now as it did when first written.. but these are my opinons.. but don't take my word for it, read it yourself.. and tell me what you think.Words from Violent J himself, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. ....-JUGGALOZ-Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind.I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shitabout in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnivalsaved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that everhappened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit backand actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going downhill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying toprove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big o

Strangest
What is the strangest home remedy/cure/fix all that you know about? Must be something you have tried or seen tried and it works. Example.... For me, to get rid of hiccups... drink from a glass backwards... ALWAYS WORKS! Now do it too long and your drink will start coming out your nose. But that is a sign your hiccups are gone. hahahha As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog & Follow It

Delusional Dream Reality
Blackened seas, Darkend skies, A world that resides, Abides in thine eyes. Dimly painted realm, Lit by eternal light, Full of echoing clamor; Lost souls' last plight. Crumbling keeps, graze the sky, Listen close, hear the fire's cry, Atop the mountain, hark thy raven's call, Stand your ground, watch these lands fall. Laws of life don't exist When a world eats itself, Yet continues to thrive without fail, deterioration, or perish. Only in absurd hysteria, Will you find, A place I call home, This delirious world, By which my heart entwines, And where my blood flows, Cast-upon by moon's glow.

To All
Once all the smoke has cleared, Things will never be the same. Where once hearts were true, Now to others they cast blame. May this never become of us, A friend like you,I would never let go. True friends in this world, Mean more than most will ever know. So if we can we should be true, And value each other to the end. This is my message to you all tonight, Those who are my friends.

Apple Inc, Verizon, At&t
OK SO I READ RECENTLY THAT APPLE INC. IS WORKING A DEAL WITH VERIZON, WHO IS THE LEADING CELL PHONE CARRIER, TO SELL THE IPHONE AFTER AT&T HAS BEEN THE MAIN CARRIER FOR THE IPHONE FOR SOMETIME NOW. WHICH IF THE DEAL IS MADE IT MIGHT ONLY WORK ON THE OLD 3G NETWORK OF VERIZON FOR THE IPHONE AND THEY WOULD HAVE TO WAIT A YEAR TO UPGRADE IT TO THE 4G... BUT A RECENT STUDY ALSO ESTABLISHED THAT AT&T IS DEAD LAST ON CUSTOMER SERVICE AND LIMITED DISTRIBUTION OF THE IPHONE IN CERTAIN AREAS OF THE COUNTRY. SO DO YOU THINK THIS IS A SMART MOVE BY APPLE INC? IT WILL BOOST IPHONE PROFIT SELLS FOR THEM, AS WELL AS INCREASE BUSINESS FOR VERIZON BUT IT ALSO APPEARS THAT THIS MY HURT AT&T SELLS OF THE IPHONE AS WELL AS CUSTOMER SERVICE. NOW PERSONALLY I THINK ITS A GREAT IDEA SINCE ALOT OF US THAT MAY WANT SOMETHING LIKE AN IPHONE BUT DONT WANNA LOSE THE SERVICE VERIZON PROVIDES. SO IM CURIOUS TO KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS ON THE MATTER. I INITIALLY THOUGHT ABOUT POSTING THIS AS A MUMM BUT

My Writing
Walking down the darkend streets Shadows following at my feet Threatening with thier awkward stance I see themloom and reach with every glance Stalking me down they feed my fear Ready to strike they hiss a devilish sneer.

The Tragedies Within
If lonliness were tears that fell, then where were you when it rained? if sadness were worth a thousand words, then why cant i explain my pain? the tragedy that has been, and gone now fills my mind again . im lonesome for a woman to hold, and not just to befreind. if beauty is not just skin deep, then how lovely i must be. tears they fall, and words run out,the tragedy is me. please look inside of theese blue eyes. im lonely for some one to see,that lying behind the blue pools of my mind. is a man yernning to be free fully capeable of being both passionate, and caring. not without logic im sometimes philosophical, and even wise. ever longing for the slightest of efforts in freeing me from what lie deep down inside of... the tragedy within

Wanting Love
I'm tired of finding a woman and thinking they like me for me and only to find out they just want me to take care of them. I'm looking for a woman that wants m for me. A woman that is kind, honest, loving, considerate, and faithful. A woman that wont get jealous if i say hi to a friend. I'm a easy going honest loving caring guy who doesn't see women as a sex object but as a woman. I don't base a relationship off of making love. I do base it off of love and understanding. I believe in cuddling and hanging out. I'm not a jealous man by any means i trust who i am with until they give me a reason not to trust them. I'm just wondering if there is a woman out there that's like that and wants to be treated great and not treated like crap or used or abused. I know I'm tired of being used and abused. I just wonder if there is a woman out there for me

Famine
Ecstatic.That's one word for it.Only I flinched and held myself the first time.I hope I broke something. Scars are stronger.I don't know the rules on knitting. Another midnight.A long transition into there and not. More with each passing year.None so much as the first. With rolling gentility like wind over the foothillscolors of threshed wheat in sunshine, and quenched leavesAnd an insistent unwavering conviction to "no". Perhaps that's why I now prefer brunettes.I never once claimed to be a gentleman.

School And The Lack Of Sleep
So I just finished my second month of school. The second wasn't necesarily harder, but it was definitely more time consuming. A lot more projects and presentations, but I managed to still keep my 4.0 with an A+. The school has kind of a hard grading scale.A+ is 95-100% and is a 4.0A is 90-95% and is a 3.5B+ is 85-90% and is a 3.0B is 80-85% and is a 2.5Etc . . . If school tneds to stay more on par with the second class, I might have to cut back to part time at work. Will have to wait and see though. I'm really enjoying school so far, but it's fairly taxing. I just hope I can continue to keep it up.

Death, Kabobs, And The Falls
Today was a strange day. For those of you who do not know, I volunteer at the local VA Hospital. This being Memorial Day weekend, I thought it would be a good way to commemorate it by volunteering Saturday, Sunday, and Monday instead of my typical Saturday. Shortly after I arrived, there was a patient who went into cardiac arrest. While I do not have any real medical training, I hung outside the room to be available to grab whatever I could to help, be it a saline bag, intubator, or whatever was asked of me. Sadly, the patient did not make it. My lack of medical training prevents me from doing much with living patients, but once they are no longer living, I can help out, and help out I did. I helped prepare the body for the morgue, by binding arms and legs, putting the patient in the pouch, human remains, and so forth. After that, the Emergency Department was having a barbecue. I have skills with grills, so I took over the cooking duties. For me, I deal with dead computers

A Lil Confused...
So I was wondering,how does one know if a man likes her and would like ta date her ?Sometimes I think we r dating and neither one of us know it? lol We have been talking and doing "other" things for about 4 and a half months now... but when we talk,we talk for hrs, and we can sit and talk about anything and everything...and omg he really listen to what I have to say.. wierd ik... hes so great, he is so kind hearted... hes never cold hearted to me... even if hes n a bad mood ..it changes fast when we are together.. he makes me excited to b n the same room with him.. my heart jumps when he stares at me.. Im not use to all this sweet kindness... Now I our lil arragment started out as a rebound thing but I think I am truly fallin for him.. Im wanting lose wieght to look pretty again(pretty for him and healthy for me of course) I want to tell him about my day..he can make me laugh while we r having sex,its great...when he holds me(omg!) i feel so safe.. like he wont let no one hurt me.. he

How Rude,
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BE CREATIVE!!!!YOU RE THEE ARTIST HEREYOU RE THE ONE WHO CAN BRUSH THE CLOUDS AWAYANNND MAK THE SUUUUN SHIIIIIINEPAINT YOUR OWN PICTURE....CHOOOOOOOOOSE YOUR OWN COLORSANNNNND FOOOOORGEEEEET THAT BUSINESS ABOUT HAVING TO STAAAAY WITHIN THE LINESEXPRESSING YOUR CREATIVITY IS DOOOOOONE MOOOOOOOOORE BY THE WAAAAY YOU ARE LIVINGTHAAAN BY ANNNNY OTHER GESTURE

Heart
I had closed the door upon my heartand wouldn't let anyone inI had trusted and loved only to be hurtbut that would never happen againI locked the door andtossed the key ashard and as far as I couldMy heart was closed for goodThen you came into my life andmade me change my mindjust when I thought thattiny key was impossible to findthat is when you held out your handand proved me wronginside your palm was theKey to My HeartYou had it all along

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How To Select The Best Of The Season's Christmas Party Colours
It's that time of year again when stores start to arranged up their seasonal glass windows and cheap wedding apparel, as befits the period with the Christmas party, there is a lot of glamour and sparkle, also it is not just around the baubles! can you find yourself wanting to shine at your Christmas celebration however safely reaching for that trusty LBD (Little dark Dress) again? As an picture Consultant, this is actually a situation I listen to all too often. I can advise you regarding how to select the best of the season's celebration colours to make certain you look more Christmas angel than Christmas tree! There is actually a marvelous variety of color this period with a thing to fit everyone, which means you have no excuse to achieve for that black! But, for people who just can't tear yourself aside out of your trusty black, however, I can inform you how to produce the LBD operate for you! Purple is actually a fabulous celebration colour. It is enjoyment and exhibits your ima

9/11
‎10 Years ago this Sunday our nation seen a horrible day the worst since Pearl Harbor . 2,977 souls were lost at the World Trade Center ,The Pentagon and Heroes from Flight 93 . every year since then we morn the lost and with that number it grows as well because of our brave men and women of our Armed forces who seen a wrong and fought to make it right. in this past year we lost Seal Team 6 the team that got the mad man behind it all. so this Sunday i ask to make your status of thoughts and prayers for all the victims and their family's because no matter we are all victims of 9/11 . Thank You and god bless

Nothing To Do With 9/11
I was in Leeds last weekend working at a comedy club incidentally Leeds is apparently the hotbed of Islamic fundamentalism...who knew? All I saw was a typical English town and a few nice art galleries, there were no men in long beards burning flags or strapping bombs and running through woods, then again I always miss the action so what the hell do I know? I tell you what Leeds does have and to me this is a new phenomenon- and it’s happening more in major towns across the UK and makes you kind of want to own an AK47 and go crazy....its drunken screaming at night. I am not talking about three people having a sing song and believe me I am from Glasgow the city of madness, religious hatred and angry football violence, I know a mental city when I see one and I know what they sound like. Leeds, Newcastle, Nottingham, Cardiff and like minded cities on late night weekends are just full of drunken people walking about screaming, eating and trying to not walk into moving cars.

On My Way To The Circus=-=
On my way to the circus..or back from the circus..or was there a circus..have no idea now. What did happen was during my happy homeless days I got real tired after 3 weeks and no sleep so I pulled the motor off the highway. Then I noticed a closed BBQ place and jumped on a picnic table and started to nod. All of a sudden I have the biggest set of headlights [car type you boobs] in my eyes. Out from behind the lights I see this figure in blue with a baton, not the cheerleader type, and he approaches slowly. I quickly sat up and said "WOW! did I order take out". What kind?? In uniform he couldn't laugh but I heard the jaw crack as he tried to suppress the smile. He asked what was going on and I started to tell him I was a professional photographer taking [star] shots. The cloud cover gave that away so I headed for the truth. He said he would finish the tour and be coming back thru in an hour and I'd better not be on that table. So he left and I put motor under a tree and jumped on the ne

Beating The Flu ...
sumdumphuk: i thought you said bigger isn't always better. To sumdumphuk: i lied just so i did not have to hear you whine about your dick sumdumphuk: so then as an admitted liar, are you in love with my kawk or not? To sumdumphuk: meh its like a kit kat mini ... tastes like the real thing but not enough of it to satisfy I am just quite pleased with my ownage of him (y) lol

Time Reminds Me
You know how when you think back to something...maybe a few years ago and you recall the night you are thinking of in acute detail and you laugh and then you realise it was 15 years ago and not 2009? Yes...thats happening to me – in my mind’s eye I see that am wearing a black velvet long shirt top, tan leggings and ankle boots and dancing with Ashley who barely reaches my chin...that was a long time ago. Time does go fast doesn’t it? Fuck I am 50 years old...how did that happen? It was only a few years ago I was thinking about becoming a comedian...wasn’t it? No – it was years ago. I remember the first night the TV show Friends came on, don’t you? I remember ER was on at same time and suddenly here were shows that were funny, with snappy sharp dialogue and George Clooney looking sultry was introduced to our world. Just then Oasis smashed the charts and we all wanted to be in London wearing parkas looking moody and being Liam Gallagher’s gir

Having To Take Them To Dinner
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We Love Our Sheep
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The Ghost That Walks. Aka Me.
The Ghost By Bendigo Daugherty · Monday, May 16, 2011 I'm the one that no one see's I'm the one that no one hear's I'm the ghost that walk's I'm the ghost that breath's I'm the person no one know's I'm ther person who has no fear's I'm the person that has no love I'm the thing that doesn't exiest's I'm the nothing I'm the no one I'm the one who is pointed at n called the freak I'm the one at the end of every one...

A Kiss
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Dj Rules For Whiskey River
If you are going to be a DJ in our lounge you need to commit to at least 2 sets per week , unless you are a guest djay. Every Effort should be made to play all requests whenever possible . If you cannot do your set please make every effort to have it covered and you must yim DJ MADDOG or DJ MIGAMORSE and let them know you can't make your set at least 3 hours in advance. All DJ`s should be in the lounge 15 mins before their set begins . Stop taking request 15 mins before your set is due to end . All new djays will have a one week probationary period. If you cause any problems for staff or lounge members, you will terminated immediately We play all kinds of music and we get requests for all kinds of music so we have to be flexible in what we play This is a great lounge to work in and be a part of and it will remain that way, lets all have fun and be the best lounge on fubar!!

From Now Until Forever
From Now Until ForeverI’ve never known a love like yoursNor thought it could be true,But every time I kiss your lipsI feel what love can doWith hair like silkAnd lips so tender,Each moment with youMakes my heart surrenderI couldn’t live, I couldn’t breatheWithout you by my side,Never will I let you go,My love will never hideAnd in my heart you’ll always beFrom now until forever,No matter what, no matter whereWe’ll always be together

Pack And Move
People have been asking about this. If all goes well about April 16 my address will become P. O. Box North America. Yes I will be linked via internet at least 4 hours per day. Right now, I am taking a house that has 1800 sq feet and convert it into a house that has 200 sq ft and is highly mobile. Of that which does not fit. 1/4 is being trashed, 1/4 is being donated, 1/4 is being put in storage , my son will be moving in with his mom and the rest goes with me.

Deep Inside
Right now I just wanna lay on my bed and, Feel him kissing me all over, Feeling his hands as they slide down my body, then as he slides them up my legs and slowly spreads me open...... Feeling his warm breathe as he finds my wet dripping center. Slowly with his hand he opens my swollen pussy and begins licking,sucking and nibbling at my clit. He begins to insert his fingers while never removing his mouth from my clit, he begins fingering me faster and faster. He feels me shaking and that's the moment he STOPS.....Only before I can protest I feel his big long black cock thrust hard and deep inside me, He begins to fuck me hard and fast!! I can feel his big black cock throbbing inside me, I beg him not to stop, he doesn't! He continues to fuck me harder and deeper I can feel him growing bigger inside me, I know I'm about to explode from so much pleasure...I tell him to CUM DADDY CUM INSIDE ME NOW!! HE ASKS ME IF I WANT HIS CUM AND WITH PURE EXCITEMENT I SCREAM YESSSSSSSSSSSS I WANT YOUR

Horse In A Bar
So i was at the bar and i saw a long line and a sign that said "if you can make my horse laugh you get a month of free drinks." So i thought what the hell and got in line one by one each person tried and failed. When it got to me i went in and whisper in the horses ear and he started laughing really hard. i went up to the bartender got my drinks and left. as the days go by and i go to the bar the horse is still laughing. After about a month a new line and sign is hanging "make my horse cry and i'll give you the deed to the bar." so i stood in line and when it got to me i went in closed the door 3 minutes later i walk out and all you hear is the horse crying. I walk up to the bartender as he's handing me the deed he says "before i give you the deed how did you make the horse laugh?" i said easy i told he that my dick is bigger than his. the bartender say "How did you make him cry?" Also easy i showed him.

Chicken Philosophy
WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD??? Plato: For the greater good. Aristotle: To fulfill its nature on the other side. Karl Marx: It was a historical inevitability. Machiavelli: So that its subjects will view it with admiration, as a chicken which has the daring and courage to boldly cross the road, but also with fear, for whom among them has the strength to contend with such a paragon of avian virtue? In such a manner is the princely chicken's dominion maintained. Hippocrates: Because of an excess of light pink gooey stuff in its pancreas. Jacques Derrida: Any number of contending discourses may be discovered within the act of the chicken crossing the road, and each interpretation is equally valid as the authorial intent can never be discerned, because structuralism is DEAD, DAMMIT, DEAD! Thomas de Torquemada: Give me ten minutes with the chicken and I'll find out. Timothy Leary: Because that's the only kind of trip the Establishment would let it take. Doug

Blogging For Blogs Sake
I havent blogged in a while so it was my hope that if I sat here and started typing something then information would pour out. I dont think its going to happen. Work is work. I could complain about my boss, but even I dont want to hear it. I'm on a dating sabbatical for a bit. Still have a a month of EMT class left, then June is studying and taking the practicals and written exam. The working out is going well, I think I am more than ready for the marathon. Planning a road trip in two weeks, I say planning but I already have everything booked. May meet a few fu's if the scheduling permits. When you have so much happen in a year, when just regular is all that is going on it seems like life is moving at slow motion.

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Someone Special
Amazing should be her name. She flys throughout my dreams. Her smile a gift from heaven. From God himself it seems. I'm lost in her beauty. Like a ship adrift at sea.She could rule my heart forever.Gladly from hers it would never want to be free. If my words can touch her soul. There I would happily begin. To tell her all of her beauties. For her my words would never end.

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Wth
pinned the blame all on me. you pretend to show high interest so how else am i suppose to be? You brought up subjects that shouldn't be made public, I answered cus i figured fuck it, why not. I wasn't just doing all this because you were hot. I saw something different this time around. You acted like I was found. I didn't mean to act like I was a hound. I was trying to match the same pace as you, I know Im all about facing you. I want you to see my eyes, so you can see if its all lies. You tell me to be patient, its not like I hate it. I felt like I kept saying something wrong.. Im not like other guys that push you into seeing my dong. I don't want you to be afraid of me, I never said any of this is ment to be.

*** Now See, This Is Why I Keep To Myself!!...
Her: Well??...Arent you gonna say somethin? Im WAITING.... Me: Wait-WHOAAA!!! you betta CHECK that attitude ....and why every time theres a situation, I always gotta be the first one to speak up?!? Ain nothin got YOUR mouth glued shut.. Her: Cause YOUR sposed to be the "man" in all this!! Me: SERIOUSLY??? That ain got NOTHIN to do with the price of rice in China, OR the famine in Tibet!! And besides, YOUR the one with the mouth big enough t'park a Rev in!!....."WOMAN!!" So flap them gums like you ALWAYS do an speak YOUR peace!!....cause IMMMM waiting!! Her: Know what? your IMPOSSIBLE!!! Me: NO! YOUR impossible. Every time I speak first, everything automatically gets taken out of context while YOU sit back in the safety of the shadows and leave ME lookin stupid. Her: REALLY?? every time I speak up, you mock me like its all a frickin joke. When theres a serious problem, you make ME out to be the villain, and honestly, Im sick of IT, and GETTIN sick of YOU!! ME:Know what?! you want

.forgiving
Should I jump for joy when you want to see me I'am just a girl wanting to spend time with you. Sad but true I set right in front of you my eyes can't you read them all these years telling you something as a child. Never ending story of sadness of hopeless of dead war never ending. Forgotten my real name my real farther lie lie about all my life. To bad it's not a dream for me to weak up have no grief. I'll run run faster faster to end of time wish I never had you as a mom and wish I was in a dream. I now forgive you for you as I set on the moon and end the grief they say I need help because of you... I'll run run faster faster to the end of time wish I never had you as a mom and wish I was in a dream. I am older I am fine it's October my wish is to be one year older and I am happy to know that you made me who I am that I could of not of done it with out you I thank you so much for being my mom... you made me the women I am.. love you mom bY Christine forgiving is the best l

One Of Moms Worst Worries!!
Today, my phone rang,,,It was a local number ,,,so I answered,,,It was the High School Police Dept. My heart skipped a beat.... I have a almost 17 year old son, He is different than most kids,,,He is Autistic, He has Aspergers Autism,,He is highly intelligent but has trouble in social settings...loud noises and bright lights effect his attitude.. but thats not all!! He also has a muscle disorder,,,His doctors say he leans more to the MD (muscular dystrophy) ,,,He has trouble walking,,,balance,,,and has absolutly no reflexes ...The doctors are working on getting him a firm diagnosis but my health insurance does not pay for diagnostics so after MRIs,,,Cat scans,,EKGs and EEGs,,,,It has cost a pretty penny :) still no firm diagnosis,,,but we will get there..... Anyways.....The officer says on the phone,,,,Tracy this is officer "NAME" your son is ok and he is not in trouble so please dont panic!! DONT PANIC???? why would I panic?? So what do I do I FREAKIN PANIC!!! He then tells

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二，我国改革（一），治国理政，所以，在市场经济改革开放被血腥镇压后，在计划经济的改革开放彻底失败后，现在万山老仙这个独裁者控制的中国的国家运行就是这样光怪陆离的乱七八糟的：个人的加膝坠渊式的发展。（二），独断专行， 1，经济方面：（1），随心所欲的个人

Unbelievable
This love is unbreakable. Its unmistkenable. And each time I look into your eyes..... I know why. This love is untouchable I feel in my heart I just can't deny. Each time I look into your eyes Ohhhh baby....I know why. This love is unbreakable.

'lc'
Well it's been a few weeks now since i've become a member on this site and i have to say i don't know if it's a great thing for someone that's in a relationship lol....way too much temptation here...so many fcuken HOT MEN on here...it's almost addicting...all the people i've met on here so far have been so friendly and kind and very very generous with the rating's and thank you all so much for your support....LC was down last night and i thought they deleted my acct becuz of some of my adult pic's lol but YAY!! they didn't i'm still here...day off today so i'll be hanging out here in the lounge if u want me and playing online pool...have a good day and again thanx for reading this blog just shows u have interest in me...i'm starting to rate people now which is weird never rated a person from 1-10 before.. but i figure if i'm getting rated i'm gonna rate lol...love some of the skin's on here hope u all don't mind that i've stolen some of your skin's..you know who you are....all i have

I Called Your Name
I Called Your Name I called the sun and he answered me I called the moon and she treasured me I called the stars and they cried for me When I called your name only silence came back to me. I called the earth and she befriended me I called the sky and she watched over me. I called the seas and they refreshed me. When I whispered your name only silence came back to me. I called the wind and he carried me I called the fire and he lit for me I called the animals and they sang for me When I spoke your name only silence came back to me. I’ve seen you pass with my very eyes I’ve seen you smile and my heart just sighs Let not your silence come back to me But my name I hear as you call to me. cwko2000 – Sat, 2005 – 11 – 19 04:13

So Mad
My sister-in-law called. Their Maltese, a little fluffy dog about 8 pounds, was attacked and killed by five of the neighbors' dogs. My 10-year-old niece is crying her eyes out. If I didn't live six hours away I would do something about those dogs. I'm so mad right now.

Tears Of Happiness..!!!
for the ones that do not already know, Corey Taylor is .... my god. or sum' ... i got 4 albums with Stone Sour, the best band in my history... coreys voice.. oh my .... finally i got my favorite track of all times on mp3.. and im so über happy and filled with joy. the track is called Stone Sour - Zzyxz Rd. i totaly LOVE that track... it could make me cry of joy and happiness at anytime. the feelig i get when i listen to thattrack the joy. i dunno. even theo the text is sort of depressing.. the track is just JOY!! i dunno i hope they will be playing at Hultsfred Festival here in sweden just like last year. and tht they play that track then .. i will be happy for a year. or more. i want to see them live.. i want to hear corey sing. i fucking luv coreys voice. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWXrexiKiUo I dont know how else to put this It's taken me so long to do this I'm falling asleep and i cant see straight My muscles feel like a malee My bodys curled in a u shape I put

The Homeless Love Song
The Homeless Love Song By Alan This poem comes to me from a homeless man I met in Sacramento. This man was named Derek, and he is to this day one of the nicest people I have ever met. He told me a story of how he became homeless, and I will always remember his story, for it is one of the saddest ones I have ever heard. Although Derek was homeless, greasy, and dirty, when he talked you could see the normal side to him that used to be. I remember thinking this man was once a really good-looking man, for now he was old, weathered, and ugly. He is the man that made me think beyond the stereotypes, and opened my eyes to a reality that is unimaginable to the normal person. You may have to read it a few times to fully understand it. I wrote this poem from Derek's perspective. The street is cold, dark, and bare. I sit on the side of it with an emotionless stare. I think about all the problems in the world. Then I get up and think; "why the fuck should I care?" I have problems of my ow

Libra.
Libra - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully! You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out. You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person. Your negative traits: You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it. You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date... You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself. Your ideal partner: A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to. Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner. Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense. Your dating style: Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars. Your seduction style: Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as importan

The Knife
THE KNIFE TAKE THAT KNIFE OUT OF MY HEART, CAN'T U SEE YOUR CUTTING IT APART. ONCE IT WAS WHOLE AND A GLOW, NOW ITS JUST READY TO BLOW. TAKE THAT KNIFE AND PULL IT OUT, I AM TIRED OF FEELING THE HURT. THE PAIN IS TO STRONG FOR IT TO TAKE, JUST LET ME DIE FOR GOODNESS SAKE. I FEEL THE PAIN ANYMORE, MY BODY IS JUST SO SORE. I CAN'T MOVE TO REMOVE THE KNIFE, THIS MUST BE THE END OF MY LIFE. WELL IT WAS GOOD FOR A WHILE, YOU HAD TO LIE AND LEAVE IN STYLE. SOMEONE HELP ME THE PAIN IS BACK, I FEEL THE KNIFE AGAIN AS I SEE U PACK. HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND HOW U CAN DO THIS TO ME, SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE.

Keepin Secrets
On the note of the next to the last blog posting in the "Inquiring Minds" blog series, entitled "Stamp Tramps" and "Hook ups", I felt that it is time to start a new blog series called, "Inquiring Minds II"! Of course, it was timely, too, in that there were exactly 300 posts in "Inquiring Minds"!!! :D It was a huge relief to get off my chest a nearly 30 year secret. Amazing how much relief that can be. I have personally taken many measures to ensure regaining my own healthy mind through workbooks and workshops; however, never revealing to another soul my personal interest in being there. Journalling is a huge help when seemingly destined to have to regain one's own strength. As such so is blogging. :) My secret was never revealed to this day to even my parents and siblings. To this day, my parents are puzzled by why their daughter, who graduated from on of the top high schools in San Antonio in the top third of a class of nearly 900 students, was a seemingly "failure" in col

Phone Number Game!
JUST FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES.. REPOST TIS AND SEE HOW MANY PHONE NUMBERS YOU CAN GET... ITS AL IN FUN SO LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!!!! NAME____________ AGE___ STATE YOU LIVE IN_________ STATUS __MARRIED __ TAKEN __ SINGLE PHONE NUMBER __________ COULD I CALL __YES __ NO WHAT TIME IS BEST_____

* 12 Around 1 Sacred Geometry Of Creation *
********************************************************************************************* * 12 Around 1 * ********************************************************************************************* Alchemy Wheel of Time - Karma - Synchronicity - Creation - Geometry ********************************************************************************************* Alchemist, Alexandre d'Alveydre's Acheometre ********************************************************************************************* 12 around 1 = 13=4= 4th Dimension= Time - Clock - Gears - Synchronicity ********************************************************************************************* Da Vinci - The Last Supper - 12 Apostles Around (1) Jesus - Christ Consciousness ********************************************************************************************* Sacred Geometry - The Da Vince Code ********************************************************************************************* Da Vinci *

B-day List!
Alright people Have been asking what I want already, and for a few weeks before this one. since like a month and a couple days , any way. here's a list of things that I want! Not what I might get... but here's what i want!!(some I can't spell so...whatever) Loves Labors Lost( Kenneth Brenough) More D&D Books( Dragon Magick) Capt. Morgans Tattoo Baronjager Chambored Tarot Deck( whatever as long as they're new(ish) ( would prefer the Thoth, and Cat People) Pagan Books( Karma Sutra( the old book not the nudie pics), Drum Healing) A car (hehe yea i know) To hang with friends before rehersal at 7.( yea fat chance) To see something cool at PPAC( Rent, Spamalot...) A Steady Job( yea i know, last time i promise) Weapons HYpnotic New Note book for writing or BOS Candles Lion King The Musical(CD) Music a nice shirt sneakers, or boots (8 1/2-9) a whip silk rope (wait wrong list...but...) a steak dinner ice cream( mint chocotale cookie ) a massage time...talking, hangin

Poem
You Caught Me in your musical webb You're like a Song stuck in my head A grand symphony of beautiful melodies So Devine in their complexity In this colorful webb of sound A new light has been found Sticky sweet, it clings to me Now a simple melody It pulls me closer one note at a time Slowly I start losing my mind... For in this simple melody There Lies a horific tragady... A lost song, and a broken voice So dark, carless and course... It moves like poison through my vains Creeping, crawling making me insane... Shall I be saved From This coaxing webb or will I remain here to my fate Lifeless and dead... I srtuggle and fight to break free From this now dark melody... The more I fight, kick and scream the tighter the grip it has on me... How such a bright light can turn so dark Leaves me to question what lies true in my heart.... I start to sink deeper with in me Drug down by this inflected insanity.. My body goes limp, a shiver ,then col

Eyes
Soft and gentle is the look upon your face I want to hold you and protect you from this place I look into your eyes and get lost in trance such care and tenderness I see in you how can it be that those eyes could be so blue a sadness I wouldn't know how to speak as I kiss you the orbs they start to leak I tell you please don't cry I am here then you tell me thats why I am crying dear! hope you guys like it

Baby
ok guys things are going great. I find out august 14th what i am having. we are hoping for a boy. we are going to name him Jacob Aaron Hicks jr. and if it is a girl we are going to name her Hailey Isabell Hicks. we will be happy with either one. My good friend sarah is going to have her baby this weekend they are having another boy she is so excited. well so am I. ok guys love you all MUAH HUGGS

Suspended Mumm
i stole this blog from scrapper: please read it carefully. this is why you are blocked from mumms. after 1 week contact him to get your mumms back scrappers page MuMMers... First off, take a deep breath. Your MuMM suspension was nothing personal. The automated message you received probably told you it was NSFW. If it wasn't NSFW, it was flagged because it did not meet the MuMM guidelines. The following information will help you better understand your suspension. Also, I do not see 99% of the MuMMs that are flagged. I am just the guy who can help you turn them back on. Please do not shoot the messenger. Please make sure to read this entire blog. 1. I will not debate, argue, discuss or get involved in MuMM drama. 2. MuMM stands for Make Up Your Mind! It is a place for users to post legitimate questions asking for advice from our community. The format is self explanatory. Do not deviate from the format or your MuMM will be deleted. 3. MuMMs are NOT the bulletin board,

Please Help Me Out!!!!!!!
Hi! my contest ends on sept 6th at 10:30pm est. I need RATES!!!!! All you have to do is click on the picture below and rate it when you get to the contest page!!! I really hope I can count on whoever reads this to help me out with my contest! Thank you so much!!!!

Thoughts Questions And No Answers
So i guess this is another night that i get to sit here pretty much alone and i have nothing but my thoughts to keep me company. I'm working my ass off to get just the simplist things done around here and i often wonder why it is for all my hard work nothing seems to actually get better. I'm lost within the mix of things and i dont know where i am anymore. The 7th is my very last day as a soldier for the rest of my life as i have no intentions of returning to any military service. I do not do that for the simple dislike of the military the army has done nothing but treated me well and for all that the army has shown and tought me i will forever remain in the debt of many who have shown me how good it can be. However in all honesty the military has inflicted more then its fair share of damage in my life too including the loss of friends in combat who often i miss and more then often wish i could of traded my life for any one of theirs. I seem doomed to actually be happy because an

Me An D Marfin!!!!!! Convershashun
UI calk my fren Marfvin dis mornnig and hes our conversahashuin: MarfubL: OH MEI GOONES ISH DISH BEN???? ME; No dsihses you o fren da dunk gue!!!!! youou shtuoopid! MAARFIN: WOH NELLA !!!!! HIGH IYES I AM OMH MY GOONIES HAT ISZ UUUUP? MEe: Dad shky stopid! You high righ na? MARFVIFIN: LOH M A GOONES IM SO BAKE RIGT NOW! WAN A BY A TOR MALIN? MeEa; NU!!!O!!! Inawana booze thoe! MARVFIN: OHHHMY GONES I SDON HACFE ANYI! YAE YAH! Me; shut Uop I go one Fubr righ now !!!! by!!!! MARFIN!!: HIH SKI Y OKE BY!!!!!!!!!!

Beauty Poetry
Unseen Beauty Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsely termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never from your lips let anger depart Within people you trust, always confide And always search for the beauty, that lies inside Beauty~A quality that gives pleasure to the mind through vision and is associated with an object's harmony of form or color, originality, and artistry There is no one in This whole wide world Exactly like me. I am me and You are you Were special. Don't you see?

Cousin!
I am in Indiana and I have talked my cousin into starting aprofile...so I am going to enhance her beautiful self and then take pics of her so I will be back later tonight>>:) When I do I hop eyou all show her the same love you show me..Hugs and kisses..See you later!

My Weakness
My weakness A Man Without His clothing on. His Sinful eyes beckon me to surrender. Tongue running about his eager lips To Taste my kisses. Dirty thoughts and words Even Acts that make me go *whoa*. Making love in ways that we are misbehaving Like Children Out of control. Long hair Flowing About his broad shoulders. Skin sparkling Like Stars from above Guiding Me into warm surroundings Of his arms. Man That can make Me Stop and drool Over His wicked, alluring sexually demands. Love a man that is willing To Try everything more than once. Got the moves And Words To spin my heart and soul Like World spinning around me. Arms like a god. Body for sin. Eyes that see only me. Heart pounding a song out. A soul daring to live out All Our wicked fantasies. My weakness is A Man that never say no Or Can never get enough of Me. ©2007 Firestar

2007, A Review Of Juicy's Year
A look back on a long hard year 2007. Well. The only thing that comes to mind the eve of a new year is thank god 2007 is over. This year has been so hard on me. I’ve shed tears of joy, sorry, pain, and happiness, lost quite a few people that I loved, made new friendships and strengthened bonds with current friends, and learned quite a few lessons. So sit back, put your feet up cus this blog is going to be a LONG one :D enjoy. JANUARY: started bartending on Friday nights. A major thing happened this month that I just don’t feel like discussing, but those of you who know, know. Those of you who don’t, don’t ask cus I wont tell. FEBRUARY: turned 25. Was waiting for my quarter life crisis, but thankfully it didn’t happen. Also, I started therapy, which wasn’t all bad. Oh did I mention that Jeremy and I became engaged on FEBRUARY 9, 2007….cus we did :D lol MARCH: Where the year went down hill. But before I say the negative, I’ll go with the good :D my friend Sara had her first

Insecurity
I am going to quote Katt Williams here..."Ladies, stop waiting on a man to tell u ur the shit. If ur the shit, ur the mutha fuckin shit." A man dont need to tell u this. Its something that u should already know. I am saying this because I see all these mumms that ask "am I cute?" "Do u like me?" Who the hell cares really! I am a beautiful...full figured woman and I know it! I dont need anyone to tell me what I already know! So with that being said I am gonna close this with one more quote from Katt... "hows a woman gonna say u messed up her self esteem? Bitch its called 'SELF ESTEEM' its esteem of ur mutha fuckin self. how did I fuck up the U feel about U simple bitch?" Ladies keep it real...men always repect ur women!

Reverse Funnel System Scam
Reverse Funnel System Scam Do you want to QUIT your job and make real money? Reverse Funnel System Scam? Or is it Real? The Reverse funnel system is a brand new marketing funnel created by Ty Coughlin and the Inner Circle team that is causing some SERIOUS chatter in the home business industry. It's long been the holy grail to somehow AUTOMATE your business...so you don't have to be on the phone calling leads, making follow ups, setting up appointments, closing people...and doing all the other stuff that almost no one likes to do. Yet most people have no choice because that's all they've been taught, and it's all they know how to do. Well, Ty Coughlin and the Reverse funnel system just CHANGED all that. In one fell swoop, Ty Coughlin created a system, that is converting like no system anyone has ever heard of. He hired $20,000 per page copywriters, world class programmers, and consulted with the who' who of Internet Marketing...to put together a fully automated system

Rfs Scam
RFS scam Are you FAILING online? Train yourself to succeed today RFS Scam - If you’ve been researching a home based business opportunity then you’ve probably run across Ty Coughlin’s Reverse Funnel System. You know the site, the beach bum in a lounge chair with his laptop. If you’ve review the site you’ve more than likely seen that you have to pay $50.00 to get any more information about how the system works. Well hold on tight – I’m going to give you the inside information about how the system works without you spending $50.00. First the system that Ty Coughlin is promoting in his Reverse Funnel System is called GRN or Global Resorts Network. This is a travel membership club that allows people to stay at resorts for a reduced price. Kinda similar to a time share network system. reverse funnel system, reverse funnel system review, reverse funnel system scam, rfs, rfs review, rfs scam, rfs mlm, network marketing, online marketing, Ty Coughlin, Ty Coughlin RFS,

Assyrians Culture..
Culture.. Assyrian culture is dictated by religion. The language is also tied to the church as well for it uses the Syriac language in liturgy. Festivals occur during religious holidays such as Easter and Christmas. There are also secular holidays such as Akitu (the Assyrian New Year).[62] People often greet and bid relatives farewell with a kiss on each cheek and by saying "Peace be upon you." Others are greeted with a handshake with the right hand only; according to Middle Eastern customs, the left hand is associated with evil. Similarly, shoes may not be left facing up, one may not have their feet facing anyone directly, whistling at night is thought to waken evil spirits, etc. There are many Assyrian customs that are common in other Middle Eastern cultures. A parent will often place an eye pendant on their baby to prevent "an evil eye being cast upon it".[citation needed] Spitting on anyone or their belongings is seen as a grave insult. There are Assyrians that are not

Need Help
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Sitting here looking at you I realize that I could never be blue For you would never allow me to hurt And that Id never feel like dirt Thinking of all that we have done and it is my heart that you have won I trust in you And I wish you knew Exactly how I feel

A Blog/bulletin For Me From Mishnumber1...thank You Hun...plz Show Her Lots Of Love
Sadly Mone's father passed away yesterday due to a long battle with cancer. Her profile link ... *~*Mone*~* Shadow leveler*~*Fubar World Cruise*~*Laura's evil twin She won't be online much over the next few days of course so please bare with her. Please stop by her page and show her some much needed love and support at this very sad time. Please repost thanks alot ♥ MishNumber1 ♥ Michelle aka MishNumber1 xoxox (repost of original by 'MishNumber1 ♥ Owned By Sherry ~ Of FWC SUP ShadowLevelers & SBG. Club FAR Team Captain' on '2008-07-01 02:07:32')

24 Hours Ago
Twenty-four hours ago, I had several problems that were worrying me to the point of dysfunction. It was another bad day in another bad week on a whole string of them. Then I got a phone call from a friend. I knew it was her from the caller ID, but she didn't get a discernible word out for several minutes. She didn't have to say anything - I knew what she was calling to tell me. My friend George, who I had talked to online nearly every day for the last ten years had passed away after a long battle with cancer. Now, none of those earlier problems meant anything at all. I can't even remember most of them today, and maybe that's the best way to honor George. The last time we talked, almost two weeks ago, George did not tell me anything about his failing condition. All he said for our last few minutes together were, "Remember that time we were taking pictures in Phoenix?" and "We sure had fun that night at Hooters!" and brought up other god times that we had. It was as if he was giving m

When It Rains...
I know.... This is 3 back to back to back Cubby blogs that i'm not happy. Sorry. Ever have one of those days that you knew would effect the rest of your life? Be it, when your girl says yes to marrying you. Or the day you find out your pregnant? I had one of those days today. Some of you know, most dont. I have back surgery scheduled on July 17th. next Thursday. I have 2 collapsed disks. Today i had a pre-op appointment. They FORCEFULLY stuck a camera in me. (Don't ask). And they took a last look at what they have to do. Well, it wasn't good news. They saw some changes since the last test. Some growth of nerves, and scar tissue. Doesn't sound like a big deal right? Well, its big enough for them to tell me today that they no longer want to proceed with the surgery. At the beginning, there was a very small chance of something to go wrong. That has changed. Now, Dr. Brock says there is a 30% chance of something going wrong. (Never walking again). And since i'm now w

Bee Stings
This information may be something to remember, as this season will soon be here again... It might be wise to carry a penny in your pocket while working in the yard......... BEE STINGS ! A couple of weeks ago, I was stung by both a bee and hornet while working in the garden. My arm swelled up, so I went to the doctor. The clinic gave me cream and an antihistamine. The next day the swelling was getting progressively worse, so I went to my regular doctor. The arm was Infected and needed an antibiotic.The doctor told me - ' The next time you get stung, put a penny on the bite for 15 minutes'. That night, my niece was stung by two bees. I looked at the bite and it had already started to swell. So, I taped a penny to her arm for 15 minutes. The next morning, there was no sign of a bite. We decided that she just wasn't allergic to the sting. Soon, I was gardening outside. I got stung again, twice by a hornet on my left hand. I thought, here I go again to the doc

Say What?
unlike jim, i'm not nice enough to take the time to reverse this...i'll just trust that you guys can start at the bottom and work your way up...i have faith. and i feel super special that he thinks i'm great! WhiteWolf ...: lol...no...you are just so great...that i wish u like all thos things ->WhiteWolf ...: was that some kind of riddle? WhiteWolf ...: i am far away silly. it is so hard to see ur charm acrave u so strong without hope ->WhiteWolf ...: is that how you usually say hello? WhiteWolf ...: married? are u into anal? huge dicks? 4some?

Alexander The Great
tomb now suffices him for whom the whole world was not sufficient. Alexander the Great Heaven cannot brook two suns, nor earth two masters. Alexander the Great How great are the dangers I face to win a good name in Athens. Alexander the Great I am indebted to my father for living, but to my teacher for living well. Alexander the Great I am not afraid of an army of lions led by a sheep; I am afraid of an army of sheep led by a lion. Alexander the Great I had rather excel others in the knowledge of what is excellent, than in the extent of my power and dominion. Alexander the Great Remember upon the conduct of each depends the fate of all. Alexander the Great There is nothing impossible to him who will try. Alexander the Great A tomb now suffices him for whom the whole world was not sufficient. Alexander the Great How great are the dangers I face to win a good name in Athens. Alexander the Great I am

There Is Always A Solution
With the recent Mumm changes and considerations by Baby J, I went into his blog to read an addition to his post. I will summarize to say that he is sick of regulars spending there days in the mumms etc. And he would be around to delete, etc to police if you will. There is always a solution. I propose that should this occur, a boycott of all fubar purchases, should it be VIP, Bling, Ticker or HH be necessary to express our own desire for open forums without censorship. Freely express yourself and post boobies at will

Sexy Survey
Questions --- I'm curious to see if there is anyone on MY Friends list that have the guts to repost this, answering the questions themselves. . . . . . . . . (1) Is there someone on ur top friends u would like to have sex with? Yes there is (2) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? All are good for me...especially morning (3) Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Yes (4) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No, usually they are offering money for me to keep them on. (5) Shower or bath while having sex? Love them both (6) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive because I am rather passive (7) Do you love someone in your friends list? Getting there (8) Love or Money? love... (9) Credit cards or cash? debit card:-P (10) Have you ever wanted a best friend? yes (11) Camping or a 5 star hotel? hotel (12) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex? on a slide

Happiness
When you think in your life that you are unhappy....think again. Let me tell you I said I was unhappy for many months. I hurt the one I loved and cared about very much. I realize now I wasnt unhappy at all. Just was scared of getting closer. I didnt want to get hurt. Well now I know. I am unhappy now cause I do not have him. We will work through this and I promise you this....I will never say I am unhappy again. Or take the man I love for granted. I love him so very much.

Get You Blings & Fubucks From Me
BACK BY DEMAND TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME I AM EXCITED **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I have my Auto 11's activated. Come rate my pics with a 10 and YOU and I will both get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar

Auto 11s On! Help "djphucker" 2 Disciple!
Auto 11s are on! Come help make DJPhucker Fubars next Disciple, this man is always helping others, time to pay back the love, lets get this done tonight! If u dont know this man ur missing out, he is the coolest! Go spank him hard, bling him too death!! 527,247 Points to go! Ty in advance to those who help! DJPhucker~Dsc~ Dirty Addiction ~pttime dj @RACH'S PLAYLAND.CO-OWNER@TOXIC RADIO@ fubar This bulletin brought to u with lots of DSC lovin, from the one and only...... ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ Fu Wife 2 "DJ Satyrgodd" ~*Dirty South Crew 4 Life*~@ fubar

My First Contest
I am going to be holding my first contest! It will be a funniest comment contest. The comment can be something you have written or a picture you found or made. The winner is determined by rates only. Rules are as follows: 1) winner is determined by the highest average rate. you may downrate other pics. 2) contest is only open to friends. 3) you may submit 3 entries. 4) pics/comments can be sfw or nsfw The contest will run from 5pm fu time Thursday, November 27 until 5pm fu time Sunday, November 30. This way you can come back and rerate pics :). Winners will be announced Sunday evening and prizes awarded during a happy hour. Prizes are as follows: 1st: Auto 11 bling 2nd: Tiara bling or any combination of bling totaling 20 credits (your choice) 3rd: Unicorn bling or any combination of bling totaling 10 credits 4th: Lava lamp or any other 5 credit bling 5th: any 1 credit bling (your choice) Send me a link to the comment(s) you would like to enter in a privat

Kben
Hey.DJ Kb Inviting you to .. Hydaway Radio You like music? I know i do. Whats Up Like 90's rock? Then im the Dj For you Dont be Scared I play Todays Music to and Hey hey I take Requests But my Fav thing to do is making new friends and I want you to join me.. SO click the pic and join me! you know you want to!

Bloody Lost Love
Love is something you share only with the one you love. But love is not ownership. You are not owned, therefore, you cannot be shared. You are, your own destiny. You are my eternal love. As the crimson blood leaks from my open wounds Death is standing beside me as a dark mistress she invite me to one last night of passion Is this the end of life or the beginning How can love, create a new life and destroy one already existing the answer lies, in our souls it is carried away, by the winter winds. Goodnight my Angel As the blood leaks on the white marbled floor, It`s reminds me of Dark Roses on white lace, The memory of an angel, who has barely lived for a moment, But long enough to destroy a man and take his heart and soul away, An angel, so innocent, so beautiful, The blood leaks but the answer is still carried away by the winter winds. Just let me rest in your arms for a moment. Let me feel the beating of your heart

Cancer
in my blog what thanksgiving means to me i told u about my mother and her cancer.. well her sister was told today that she has ovarian cancer.. this means.that all 5 siblings have had cancer 2 r fighting it now and 3 have passed away from it.. man cancer is an evil evil thing.. it has destroyed our family... so i am thankful for everyday i have.everyday i get to wake up.. everyday i get to love, laugh. cry. i am thankful that i get to feel all feelings.. cause that means i am alive...

Sleepless
I've been told I have extreemly vivid dreams. Last nites dream, yes I dream in color. It's a highschool setting but I'm older so more like college. I'm dressed in Gene Simmons type elevator boots with steel dragon heads on the toes and a black trench coat. It's a math class of some sort, and the teacher (who looks like Amy but blonder,( a select few of you will know who Amy is)took my bottle of Capt'n away at the beginning of class. She has a complex problem on the board. She tells us to pair up and who ever figures out the problem can skip the whole quarter. The guy who was left to be my partner The guy who played Spiderman, Tody...?) choses to work alone because I just slack off. The problem has something to do with how much air pressure is sopposed to be in her tires of her 1920's car? I get up hand in the solution to which she says is wrong. So I point out she used the indoor temp instead of outdoor and lied about her own weight. I even stated that the cars themselves where diffe

Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel System
Ty Coughlin Reverse Funnel SystemLearn about making REAL MONEY right nowIt may be easier to ask how could people not love the reverse funnel system? The reverse funnel system makes people a lot of money, it made me enormous amounts of money in a short period of time. The reverse funnel system is constantly working, and it is working for you! Therefore the reverse funnel system is your friend… people love their friends.I love the reverse funnel system. It made me almost thirty thousand dollars the first month I became a part of the system. Never before in my life have I been as grateful for an internet marketing system as when I was introduced to the reverse funnel system. It has done things for me that none of my closest friends would… it has given me thousands and thousands of dollars.Therefore, I have concluded that anyone who loves money and wants financial freedom will love the Reverse Funnel System.Any one who wants to control their destiny and become part of a successful team tha

For My Friend Dj Akasha
Step In To The MoonLight Revenage Lounge And See D.J. Akasha The Vampire Queen Let her bring you to the dark side and back again with a whole new understanding of music so click either pic if you dare but beware she bites

S.o.b.
Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned." Priest: "What have you done my child?" Girl: "I called a man a son of a bitch." Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bitch?" Girl: "Because he touched my hand." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he touched my breast." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father." Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where." Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where) Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!" Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "But father he

Same Old
Bags are packed Enough is enough! These bags are a reminder of the luggage that has weighed on for years How many promises been made How many lies have been sold Same old Same old Clock ticking Moons pass by The window is clear, the view of freedom makes her drool Things will get better! I will change Same old Same old Wallpaper becomes dingy Stains in the carpet The distance of closeness strangles her Is this the way life is going to end? Will it get better Same old Same Old!

Sad, Sad Day....
i saw this porn one time.. three hot lesbians on the rocks, by the sea, going at it... then one squats down over the top of another chick's face... i'm thinking, rimjob!... much to my dismay... that's not what happened... like chocolate ice cream from the ice cream shop.. it came down from her bunghole and all over the other's face.... then she sharted at the end... splashing the other chick all over...they all giggled.. and that was the end of my curiosity...forever...

Confused
I'm really upset right now. I'm being accused of being a cheater in the contest when I have never cheated ever! I went to sleep last night and had about 300 rates and woke up to 880..I WAS JUST AS SHOCKED AS EVERYONE ELSE!! I DON'T HAVE ANY IDEA WTH IS GOING ON!

A New Girl...
ok so i found out my ex is dating...am i supposed to care if he is or not? why do people keep tellin me i ought to be pissed about this? the only thing that pisses me off is the fact that he hooked up with her before he left us, and that the bitch sweet talked her way in knowing he was still married. i would never in a million years, even before this shit happened, try and hook up with a guy knowing he was married, let alone he had 2 young kids. i just dont understand why marriage still exists, all it is, is one big crap shoot anyway, either you lose it all right off the bat, or you can keep playing on what you've won along the way, but if your really lucky, you lose everything you have ever owned including the love, respect, and admiration of a woman who did everything she could to please you. ok so i may not be the dream girl every guy hopes for, but damn i am sure as hell a better catch because i actually love people unconditionally and people that know me can tell you that is 10

The War Of Fake Vs. Real Continues..
..the culture war of real vs. Fake continues...look at all this wasted bling on a fake.. Â»-(Â¯`vÂ´Â¯)-Â»INKED UPÂ»-(Â¯`vÂ´Â¯)-Â»@ fubar Real porn girl also found at : http://www.scarlettpain.com This bulletin was posted and busted by: Don Tweek ~ of the Pu$$ycat Pimp ~ Honeymooner 2 Freakstar@ fubar Show him some love, and thanks for the support as always :D

I Am Home
here is a update i am home now i have a cute little baby boy i named him blake richard waters he was 8bls and 10oz 20inches he is doing well since we are home now i will get some pics up when i get my cam up and going and i hope i can get online more but since i still have staples in me right now i cant sit at the computer that long and i have to get them out well half of them out next week and the other half another week that what the doc siad since this is my 4th c-seation well i am off of here i will be back on when i can and thanks everyone

Current Contests April 6, 2009
Hey, y'all in fu-land.... two of my friends need help with contests.... My friend DJ Canada Girl is in a contest and needs rates and comments... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=274746&i=546346947&albumid=1598378 My friend Lauren[Plaid Mafia] is having a hat contest... send her the best pic u have in ur favorite or funniest hat... it will be running for the month of April... http://fubar.com/user/1156311 Please show my friends some love...

My Good Friend
MY GOOD FRIENDHear me now, my good friend.Listen to my words and hearThe voice of reason clear.In a sullied age of grief and strifeAdd not your anger, unsupported, unto me,There is no reason don't you see.Your way is yours, mine is mine.Must you judge by what you hold dearAnd discount my own life as never near?The treasure that you have and wantWill never be the same as mine.We drink from separate cups of wine.Keep your words of anger and mistrustTo thine ownself ere it be too lateFor your apology, the anger to abate.Know you not, your way is yours.And by your choice of your own path,I'll not be suffered unto your wrath.Leave off anger and suspicion given.Your tree of fruit must stand barrenIn my peaceful yard of my own heaven.Would you have me walk your pathWhen mine, as is, suits me quite wellAnd more, allows me patience unto the knell.Would you impress your anger and your wrathAnd not allow each and every other oneTo create their own rising sun?Are you so sure your way is rightTha

Glasses
forgot to metion must be cause i am bored my new glasses came a few weeks ago glad to be able to see again and not wear glasses with tape on them who wants be personl trained by a guy with taped glasses lol or learn martail arts or kickboxing lol studying to be a ninja :)

Scavenger Hunt Info
Scavenger Hunt - Thanks to Electric Xanrose for this contest idea! She rawks! Rules: DO NOT UPLOAD YOUR ENTRIES INTO YOUR FOLDERS!! If you post your pics, people who didn't figure out a clue will get points off of your hard work, if I see one in your folders, the points awarded will be REMOVED! All submitted contest pics must be E-MAILED to me! YOU must be in the pic, and the pic must have my name "DavePinFlorida" HANDWRITTEN somewhere in the image. Here’s a sample clue: "I'm yellow but not a coward, you’ll find me in some kitchens." CLUE 1 (Issued Friday)"I've been called 'appealing' and I'm slippery at times" CLUE 2 (Issued Monday) So if the clue leads you to a banana, you can write "DavePinFlorida" on the banana, or you can hand write a sign and hold it in one hand and hold the banana in the other, or eat the banana or whatever, be creative!!!!! I will issue points based on your entries, and create a compilation of all entries for each item from all entries re

The Bathtub Test
During a visit to the mental asylum, I asked the "Director how do You determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized." 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' I said. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?'

This Christmas(for My Girls Kymberlee And Layla)
I wrote This For my Daughters Around Christmas Time... This Christmas just doesn't seem right,Your not here for the all decorations and the pretty lights.I will miss your smiles and the look on your face,Cause this Christmas your in another place. There will be no laughter and your hugs i will miss,Along with the good morning christmas kiss.I won't hear your voice that day,Because your so far away.No loud music or noise,From all those silly little toys.Christmas just isn't the same this year,Just thinking about it brings me to tears.I wish you were here this christmas time, To make this Christmas a special one of mine.Missing my girls this christmas and all this time that has passed without them and so i decided to write a poem for them to help deal with my depression i am feeling right now

Permanently Parents
The Changing Nest Once individuals become parents, they are parents forevermore. Their identities change perceptively the moment Mother Nature inaugurates them mom or dad. Yet the role they undertake when they welcome children into their lives is not a fixed one. As children move from one phase of their lives to the next, parental roles change. When these transitions involve a child gaining independence, many parents experience an empty nest feeling. Instead of feeling proud that their children have achieved so much—whether the flight from the nest refers to the first day of kindergarten or the start of college—parents feel they are losing a part of themselves. However, when approached thoughtfully, this new stage of parental life can be an exciting time in which mothers and fathers rediscover themselves and relate to their children in a new way. As children earn greater levels of independence, their parents often gain unanticipated freedom. Used to being depended upon

Only You
With you, it's all about voiceless communication- always knowing exactly what to say, but never actually having to say it. When no one seems to be listening, you hear. When I hurt but don't show it, you know. When I turn away to hide my tears, you see. When I feel like I can't get through to anyone, you understand. Your eyes glow just for me, and I know you're proud. You flash your magical, healing smile my way, and I know everything will be all right. You know everything there is to know about me. You know what worries me, what keeps me up at night, and what shames me so badly that I can't share it with anyone. Most importantly, though, none of those things bother you. You've restored my faith in people and proved that there is a thing called true friendship.

Fubling And Gifts
Why in the !@#* I ever listened to the persons who stated I could not buy my own FUBLING I will never know lol must have been something in the water lol. I missed out on a lot of cool bling because I was supposed to wait for someone to buy it for me. In truth since I do not and never will beg, sell or promise some other token such as NSFW the likely hood of bling galore coming my way is near to none, but if others can buy their own "Bombs" and "Auto 11s" I think if I have the funds to do so I can buy myself some bling! It would be just like going to the mall! WOOHOO!.....Plus the reality of this place is that no matter how much you spend no matter how cool the bling bought no matter if you bought the bling first before another did the odds of what you have given being favorited or returned is zero to nil. As always, my "family" is always first when I can give bling, then my "friends"....Oh and one of the reasons I never picked a favorite in those that I have received is that all o

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Where I'm At
Greetings...whoever is left that I used to talk to and is still here, I hope all of you are well, I just wanted to check in, and let you know that I had my year anniversary from my back surgery, and so far, so good. I've worked all year with no difficulties, have had no flare ups of the horrific leg pain that I battled and you all got to hear about, and am pretty much back to normal. I am still fighting depression, and am still too stubborn to go see someone about it. I am so used to feeling blah, that I wouldn't know how to act feeling healthy AND happy. I did manage to tear up my elbow. The Dr says that it's just tennis elbow, but after 3 months of regular pain, I am starting to doubt his abilities to diagnose elbow pain. At work, I have had a horrible year for catching rash's. If it starts with the term "Poison" I do believe I had it this year. Something has messed up my body chemistry, because I've fought fungus issues all year also. In summary, I have slowly

The Hamster Must Die Nao!
I keep articles like this just to show my kids that I am definitely not the meanest or craziest mom evah! Read the crazy hamster killing cunt story here WARM SPRINGS, Ga. -- A Georgia woman is in jail after police say she forced her son to kill his pet hamster with a hammer as punishment for bad grades. The sheriff of rural Meriwether County told the Atlanta Journal-Constitution Thursday that the 12-year-old boy told his teacher about the killing. The teacher reported it to the Division of Family and Child Services, who contacted police. Sheriff Steve Whitlock said 38-year-old Lynn Middlebrooks Geter of Warm Springs faces one charge each of animal cruelty, child cruelty and battery. The sheriff's office said she remained in the Meriwether County jail early Friday. It was not immediately known if she had a lawyer.

A True Friend
A true friend is very hard to find Someone you can tell exactly what's on your mind Someone you can be true & for real with Someone that doesn't just take..they also give Someone who is always going to be there Someone that showes they actually care Someone you can cry to when you're sad Someone you can talk to when you're mad I found this friendship when I found you I'll always be here for you no matter what you do SexyBiChris =)

Get My Points For 12 Hours!
I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) Auto 11s (which we will share) and 10 million fuBucks --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a Boomerang --OR-- C) 5 million fuBucks and 2 Boomerangs In the past, I have helped others to earn anywhere between 1.5 million and 8 million points (the higher amounts had Auto 11s and/or bombs), because I work my a$s off to make it successful for you (chasing bombs, rating, etc.). Send me a private message to schedule a day!

Michael O'clair
Back in October I blogged about my goddaughter passing away from a long fight with cancer. This morning about 6am her brother, his wife, their 5 year old daughter and their 2 year old son, were killed in a house fire in Lebo Kansas. His lady was pregnant with their 3rd child. Michael, 25, was a great guy. He had been going to school to be a chef, was a wonderful father, a great husband and all around just one of the nicest guys you could ever want to know. My deepest sympathies go out, again, to his parents and the family. They have been through so much in the last year with the loss of Dannielle and now Michael. These kids used to call me dad. I always felt they were one of my own. I will never understand the "circle of life". Why someone so young with so much going for him would be taken so soon in his life. And the kids had so much to live for. I never knew his wife but my heart goes out to her family also. Rest In Peace my son. We love you and will always love and remember all

Jiigsaw~crosswords~mindfuck
The riddles and games take a walk through a maze Can anyone solve these puzzles? Please fucking stop these puzzles! Intense the complexity that boggles my mind with the mystery- of those who are blind. How frusterating! How disheartening! Can I obtain the patience to furbish solutions- so the questions stop pounding inside? -Oh how they fuck with my mind. The games and these riddles must die! FIN

Guess Who's Back
YEP, IT'S ME, AND I'M BACK WITH A VENGANCE. I KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR OVER A YEAR. THIS TIME, I'M A CHANGED AND BETTER PERSON. I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT OF CHANGES IN THE PAST YEAR WITH, RELATIONSHIPS, I WENT TO ORLANDO, FLORIDA AGAIN, AND I GOT A NEW JOB (WHICH IS LONG OVERDUE). I'M MORE STRONGER AND MORE TOUGHER MENTALLY AND I LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES THAT I'VE MADE WHILE ON HERE FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS. THIS TIME I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYBODY RUN ME OVER ANYMORE, AND I'M GONNA BE CAREFUL WHO I ADD, AND I WON'T BYTE MY TONGUE EITHER, AND I WON'T BACK DOWN FROM ANYBODY EITHER. IT'S GREAT TO BE BACK AND I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS ON HERE. IT FEELS GOOD TO START A NEW BEGININNG AND BECOME A NEW PERSON

Scam Alert!!!! Playmate691988 And Wbevel74 Are Scammers!!!!
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I Just Couldn't Reach You
Tracie M: not, what i hate and have rold you is how people mcome into my life, act like they care and rthen djisappear, and what to know why i get upset spartukus03: this is how I look at it Tracie. I approach you and talk to you, attempt to talk you at a later time and get the perception that you are busy or don't want to talk to me at the moment so I just let you be and sort of wait for you to contact me... months later when you haven't contacted me I try to say hello again...... but if you categorize me as one of those people who come in your life pretend to care and then disappear... that is too bad because that isn't me.... and since those people bother you and I am in that category I will be sure not to do it again Tracie M: reality is i dont leave my house and i dont talk to anyone anymore, so that is fine, you r better off that way forgetting you ever talked tome, i am not worth a poen ny spartukus03: that is certainly not the case Tracie... I don't

Silver Glimmer
embraced by the shadows she walks along the lonely street the sound of her heels pressing to the pavement echo out into the still nights air, if she had a heart im sure it would beat, the moon light drapes its self over the landscape stretching to touch every last inch, shrouding the bulidings in its glimmering sliver grasp

Concerned???
Today I woke up as I always do.However I don't feel right today.I am losing circulation in my left hand and have gotten lightheaded once.I thought I was dealing with things fine,but maybe not.Wear and tear on the heart and mind may be fatal on the body I guess.I am wondering if I waited to long.I am afraid to go to the doctor.I don't want hear what they might have to say.I have always had the ability to heal myself without medicines or doctors except when I broke my ankle.I had no choice but to get six screws and a plate to hold it together.That was three years ago.Even then I proved them wrong.They said I would have a limp and never run again.With internal thought and will I was able to heal faster than expected.Now I can walk and run like I always did before.All with no pain except when I was rehabbing it.I came up with my own system and it worked.I hope I haven't worn myself down to where I don't have the fight to heal myself physically and mentally.This is what happens when you put

Cutting The Government
http://www.downsizinggovernment.org/Follow the above link and see how much we waste and receive absolutely nothing from it. I have calculated that of the nine studies thus far, $17.5 trillion could be slashed out of the annual budget. Of course it would be painful, however, take the savings and apply it to the $14 trillion debt, we would have a surplus of $3.5 trillion realized in the first year. Interesting? Imagine, just one more year at the current tax rate. The following year we could be at 1% of income earned. Imagine the new jobs and personal spending that would occur. Life would be great!

Don't Be Selfish Or Greedy!!
Ladies & Gentlemen, I would like to take this time to tell you ALL HAPPY VALENTINES! May this day and every day be filled with tons of love, joy, happiness, smiles, hugs, kisses, adventures, faith, hope, surprises & BLESSINGS! Please take the time to tell your loved one how much they mean to you and how much you love them. Don't take this day for granted. Don't fight over STUPID things especially on the "oh i wanted this or that" and be happy with what you got. Its what comes from the heart that matters most. Just stop and think at how LUCKY and BLESSED you are to even be able to be there physically with your loved ones. For there are those such as myself whom are not able to have our loved ones with us on this special day! Never take any holidays for granted because you never know if you will get to spend that holiday with that loved one again......I would love to take this time to say:Deon Christopher,I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL! YOU ARE THE AIR THAT I BREATHE, THE EVERY BE

Monster
The secret side of me, I never let you see I keep it caged but I can't control it So stay away from me, the beast is ugly I feel the rage and I just can't hold it It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls It comes awake and I can't control it Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end? I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun I must confess that I feel like a monster I, I feel like a monster I, I feel like a monster My secret side I keep hid under lock and key I keep it caged but I can't control it 'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end? I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin I must confess that I feel like a monster I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun I must confess that

The Glow Radio Monday
Monday on The Glow Radio: The Rev DJ Furg will be spinning his mix of Punk, Grunge, Hard Rock. and Metal Music on his Church of Rock at 3pm Pt/4pm Mt/5pm CT/6pm Et/11pm Gmt Next we have The Premieres of two new shows first up is The KJAK Show featuring Classic Rock Music from the 60's, 70's, & 80's at 6pm Pt/7pm Mt/8pm Ct/9pm Et/2am Gmt Next is DJ Sass N Jazz spinning a mix of Jazz & different genres at 9pm Pt/10pm Mt/11pm Ct/Midnight Et/ 5am Gmt Tune in to The Glow Radio on iTunes; you can find us under Classic Rock in The Radio Directory & on Microsoft's Media Player's Internet Radio Classic Rock Section or you can go to our we

A New Experience
I have been away for the past week talking with lawyers and bankers. My aunt as some of you know is nearly ninety and suffering from Alzheimer's and recently went to the hospital with congestive heart failure and pnuemonia. This hospital stay caused some questions to be raised concerning the handling of her finances by my cousin who has power of attorney for her. It now appears that my cousin has used her funds as if they were his own by making loans for personal use such as cars, home remoldling and in one instance to pay a judgement against him for hitting a pedestrian. It looks like the amount he has used for himself may be between 48,000 and 80,000 dollars. The amounts represent her being able to stay in her home with sitters from one to three years. Based on our findings, our lawyer has requested that he remove himself from all accouts belonging to her and that he present a detailed accounting of his tenureship of her accounts. At the same time our lawyer has engaged an ac

Irreligion Quotes
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Leaving
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[..msn..]
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That Was You, That Was Me
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I collected these for a few months, and put them in one of my last books. I hope you find meaning in these as I do. Bahá'í World Faith: "Ascribe not to any soul that which thou wouldst not have ascribed to thee, and say not that which thou doest not." "Blessed is he who preferreth his brother before himself." Baha'u'llah "And if thine eyes be turned towards justice, choose thou for thy neighbour that which thou choosest for thyself." Epistle to the Son of the Wolf Brahmanism: "This is the sum of duty: Do naught unto others which would cause you pain if done to you". Mahabharata, 5:1517 Buddhism: "...a state that is not pleasing or delightful to me, how could I inflict that upon another?" Samyutta NIkaya v. 353 Hurt not others in ways that you yourself would find hurtful." Udana-Varga 5:18 Christianity: "Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them." Matthew 7:12 "...and don't do what you hate...", Gospel of Thoma

Feeling Aroused
As I lay on my cozy bed, shivers began to travel through my body sending me wild thoughts of that special night we shared together....His breath on my skin, his tongue on my breasts, his hands on my body...I could recall his scent still trapped in the deepest part of my soul. I love him I said to myself. His touch makes my body quiver with excitement, as I remembered his lips on my lips I began touching myself...My nipples were soft and tender and then began to harden and feel the excitement that my heart was feeling, my heart started racing and with every breath that I took, my love palace began to get moist and wet, my clit ached for his touch and his tongue pressing against my burning desire. I touched myself and began feeling his hands on my burning flesh, I could hear him whispering his magical thoughts in my ears, his desire for my body, the hunger for my juice, the excitement of penetrating my tight canal. As my thoughts placed himself inside of me, my throbbing clit bega

Merry Christmas!!!
I hope everyone is having a super Christmas. Too bad there is no snow here...Denver, CO sure could of shared a little of there 31", but apparantly they all want to get snowed in together and have one huge party!!! lol!!! Have to run and go celebrate but wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas!!!

The Feeling Of Guilt Is A Powerful One
The feeling of guilt is a powerful one It gnaws away at your heart and leaves you hurting. Bleeding blood of a shade that is abnormal for those Special people that know how to let go the strong fingers Biting into flesh as they hold tightly to “what if” and “if only” The grip is so painful! I wonder if we don’t allow the hold so We can feel we are being duly rewarded for our wrongs At least our self perceived wrongs Fight off those bony fingers and let blood once more flow Freely through a ravaged body knowing the only mission Accomplished by dwelling on guilt is a slight excuse for not Making things right

First Of Many
For my MBA program I have to discuss a current ethical issue each week for class. Some of the things we've discussed are pretty interesting and I'm going to blog them here for discussion, comments and reactions. This will be a weekly project.

The Beginning Of My Insanity..=)
LiFe...=) do we ever really truly know what to do with our lives...=) what i pick 2day..will i want to do 2morrow...=) the person i want to be with now..=) will they want me 10 years from now? for that matter...will i want them? we get ONE life...=) so sit back and read how ive chocked mine full of...=) love, hate, relationships, kids, happy times, sad times..=) and a lil of everything in between..=) but im warning you now..=) get a soda and some headache medicine...=) your gonna need em...=)

A Job Well Done!
Another successful day here at the Belladonna Entertainment compound! Today we shot the beautiful, Rebecca Linares, with my favorite newcomer, Mark Steele! How lucky is this guy! Only two shoots in and he's already got to work with Rebecca! I haven't even worked with her yet!!! But bet your asses when I do, it's going to be one hell of a scene! She keeps telling me she wants to do a scene with me and she wants it to be really nasty! What should I do with her?? But before we shot Rebecca and Mark, we shot a newer girl, Tommie Ryden. This girl screams innocence! Only she's using it to disguise her true identity! She worked with Jon Jon. He popped in three spots! And the stuff that hit the couch? She cleaned it up for us, without using her hands! Dirty girl!!! She'll be booked again! Tomorrow, we have another busy day. We're shooting Jon Jon again, but this time with Amber Rayne. And sadly, I have to say, I won't be performing tomorrow with Steve Holmes and Claire Adams :( I

Alone
relationships come and they go 4 me they just don`t last i feel as if everyone in my life just doesn`t care about me at all i feel so alone without anyone to talk to but a select few friends i want a singnifigant other to share my life with i`ve tried in the past but failed.....i feel as though im screaming in a crowded room yet noone hears my cries for help all the pain i have kept inside for years afraid of letting anyone in beacuse i have been hurt too much in the past. i cant take it anymore. but im afraid if i let go i might snap.

For Those Who Celebrate Easter
I am not religious and therefore do not celebrate but I want to wish the best to any of my friends who do and their families! take care! Cin Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Alive Again By Artistic
she came into my life like a speeding arrow she struck my heart at full speed, I fell before I realized anything I was on the ground crawling on hands and knees I fell hard for her it became a moment of clarity and a moment of confusion she took my breath away that is when I knew something in me had died when I found myself on the ground facing the heavens, I had awaken for the first time I realized NOW, I FEEL ALIVE that was the first time I could breathe again for the first time I could see again and I saw an ANGEL to me, SHE IS HEAVEN SENT if not for her coming into my life I would still be that guy without words that guy, without thoughts I grew passionately in love I gave her, my heart I kept the arrow she struck me with since then, I have learned as if, I was never here everything had become strang to me slowly, I began to understand the meaning of lifes gifts I began to le

I Am Still Here
I’ve watched as you’ve torn yourself apart Your own worst critic condemning and harsh I’ve sat and listened to your tale of woe You have no one left and no where to go You tell me your armour is broken and dented And you look like a soul, torn and demented But I can’t help wishing you’d pick yourself up Shake the dust of you boots and never give up No one can rob you of your dreams but you No one can tell you what you should do Only you can grasp the things you desire So stand up and start to re-stoke your fire You tell me again how you can’t go on You’re crushed and feel like you don’t belong I listen as you curse the hand you were dealt You tell me no one understood how you felt You let out a sigh and call for surrender Reach out for a hand that’s warm and tender I want to shake you and tell you the world did not end You still have life, you still have a friend No one thing defined the person inside One part of y

My Long Lost Sister
I am looking for a girls name Kelly Ann Mitchell and Kimmie Ann Mitchell sister born to Michael Mitchel and Linda Vitallie in New Jersey on Nov. 21 1977 and Nov. 19 0r 20 1978. They have a brother name Tony and sister Angela. If you happen to know these people will you please contact me. This is very important for me to find them for my dad. He has been looking for them sent they where 5 and now we are tring once again by use of the internet. So if you know them or if you are them please contact me. On my space my yahoo is firefly_n_hell@yahoo.com or lizardlady28@hotmail.com. I am getting married in a week and I would love to have them here. Please help me!!!!!!!

Update, October 19
Mmmm, sorry folks I haven't been around much. I've been busy with stuff lately, trying to find a job and all, so I really haven't spent much time putzing around here like usual. (Okay, that sounds really lame, but that's the best I can offer up.) I am, however, going to clean out some of my photos in the next few days...I thought I'd give fair warning, if anyone's really that interested in them. Anything with two or fewer comments will pretty much be up for consideration for removal. If you wanna copy them or save 'em or rip 'em or whatever, knock yourselves out! Anyway, I hope you're all ("y'all," to my Texan friends,) having a good time here, keep chillin'!

Need Advice
What I is advice on how to break a habit... See, when I was with my very abusive ex, he would hit me and talk down to me all the time.. and he made me say I'm sorry all the time.. and now it's become habit of saying I'm sorry all the time.. and my mom made me say thank you for everything.. The reason I posted this si because a friend pointed out that I say "I'm Sorry" all the time.. and I say "Thank you" all the time when paid a compliment.. or gotten help with something.. How do you break habits like that?

Random Bursts Of Photo Rates
Over the last week I keep getting random, and unpredictable bursts of people rating my default photo. I have tried to figure out why all of a sudden 6 or 8 people will decide to rate it within a few minutes of each other, but can't. It doesn't seem to correspond to any activity on my part. What ever is causing it to happen, I hope it never stops. It's always a nifty surprise to login, and find a bunch of rates, and even better the number of people whop have commented on how much they did the tat. I always check them out, just to see who was rating me, and it's a pretty diverse crowd. All I can really say, is Thank You.

Dragon Forecast
Discovering Your Natal Dragon 12/18/2007 Hello Dear Readers, Samantha Star here; Dr. Turi and I would like to take this opportunity to wish you all a very happy holidays filled with light & love. Lately, we have been receiving many questions on the Dragon, so I have decided to grace his newsletter with an excerpt from his bestseller 'The Power of the Dragon' also coupled with a tad bit of clarification, as to answer some of the many inquiries we received. I hope you enjoy this "Cosmic Code" newsletter sample and remind you to sign up at After January 2008 those FREE educational newsletters will stop The Dragon's Head The North Node of the Moon is a positive energy, a form of "wheel of fortune", pushing the soul toward a new self-realization and sure happiness. Chinese astrologers refer to the Moon's Nodes as the Dragon's Head and Tail and give it tremendous attention as to the placement in the natal chart. Sadly, practical modern astro

Once Was
When all you can remember is the sparkle in his eyes, which have now faded away. His touch is now cold when it once was warm. Remembering back to the days when kisses were deep and passionate . neither could breath nor did either want to come up for air. That is now the same difference except there are no kisses but yet you still cant breath. I lay there at night listening to you breath , I watch you sleep and I wonder where our love has gone. Did it just blow away on a whim or did it take this many days to fade into the sunset. I long for the those days and nights you would hold me tight. When you protected my heart. They are gone and soon I will be too. ~JR~

Girlfriend Application
1.Name 2.Age 3.Eye Color 4.Hair Color 5.Where would we go on a date? 6.Would you kiss me? 7.Would you call me alot? 8.Would you come over just to watch a movie with me? 9.Would you kiss me out in the rain? 10.Do you know me? 11.Would you want to hang out with me? 12.Do you have a good personaltiy? 13.Are you a funny person? 14.What kind of music do you like? 15.What is your favorite colors? 16.What do you like to do for fun? 17.Can you draw well? 18.Do you play any instrument? 19.What do you think is more important looks or personality? 20.Would you date me? 21.What would you do if i was sick? 22.If I was crying? 23.Would you buy me a gift for my birthday? 24.Do you think im attractive 25. Tattoos 26. Piercings 27. Do you love to cuddle 28. Night In or Night Out 29. Do you like to walk under the stars

02-10-08 (love)
February 10, 2008 Happy Sunday to YOU and yours! Ahh Yeah ... The sappy love song, Surrounded by hearts - The month itself ... *ick* it must be (time for L O V E?) The subject matter seems to give many C H I L L S One way or the other ... I know that "LOVE" and All matters of the heart! It seems to be as night and day as: well ... Night and Day! Your either IN it or Hate the thought at times. This time of year will make the ones IN it ... even more so -OR- Drive the ones who are NOT (IN it) crazy Either avoiding the whole sappy subject or looking feverishly to be part of the ones IN it! For the "Nay-sayers" that don't believe ... Just google the word ... "L O V E" It's second only to it's counterpart ... "S E X" For related interest & searches, lol

Racism In Our Children's Schools
Racism in our children's schools Well on Thursday March 27 th my daughter supposedly fell off a swing at school backwards. She ended up with only scraps on the top of her forehead with no other marks on her. This is a cover up story, that she made up. She has been bullied viciously at her school since the moment she started. We only moved here a little over a year and half ago. I found that she has been shoved into the gravel and when she told her teacher she was told, "Oh well." Then another time she was choked and when she told the recess supervising adult about it, nothing was done. It wasn't until the child that has done all that finally had to do this kind of behavior to several other kids did the school finally do something. Direct quote from the principal, "He was segregated from the general population and now is being slowly re-introduced to everyone again." She tried to laugh it off!! This is the same principal that took my daughter and two other kids out of

Whats New With Me
workmans comp is the biggest joke i have ever had the displesure of dealing with!!!! I have been screwed over six ways to sunday . just looking for a little love to help get me through this mess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thoughts
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more 'just one minute.' Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, or say 'I love you.' So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars . and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what . Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep

Blue Roses
Blue roses will blossom in the snow, before I ever let you go, Blue roses will grow up to the sky, before I ever make you cry Blue rose given to a woman, Considered sacred from a heart of silent souls, Words spoken, silence was a bond created; Her boldness spurred from a single blue rose; Sacred blue rose hidden, Burns emotions once stirred, Rose blurred by a insecure woman, Lured by his love, now held for him ,from his words of his poems; Silent bond of love fell upon her, Words retrieved from his poem, Fond of what was told; Close to her heart she held what was inside, untold, A token of all she felt, For a man that gave a blue rose and a poem; Tokens of love now broken, Love once spoken with true meaning for a rose, Lost was the closeness so tenderly rendered, driven by a blue rose once given, No memory of what he molded from his heart and soul, Love that slurred emotions of desires within, Love that came from what holds to a blue rose, Hi