EvO's blog: "whatever for whoever"

here and there

my mind wanders

thoughts pool,

as I ponder

what does it mean

why can't I ask

why is it that trusting

has become such a task

had I not seen

with my own two eyes

what was as friendship

so cleverly disguised

would I believe

had someone just told me

am I not to be furious when

for far less you would scold me

and even with the knowledge

all I want to do is pretend I

don't know

take the fact that it hurts me

and not let it show

for to me what we have is perfect and real

but "it" makes it hard to believe

that, that's how you feel

so I wonder

can what I know be forgotten

or will it leave my thoughts

pool stagnant and rotten