THE EMOTIONS OVER COME ME... LIKE A TIDE THAT EBBS AND FLOWS... NEVER QUITE RECEDING AS FAR AS YOU WANT IT TO GO... I BUILD UP WALL TO PROTECT ME SELF... BUT LIKE A SAND CASTLE BUILT TO CLOSE TO THE EDGE... THE EMOTIONS FLOW IN AND TEAR THEM DOWN AGAIN... HERE PLEASURE AND PAIN MERGE... THEY TWINE AND BECOME ONE... THE EMOTIONS ARE FORCEFUL... THE MEMORIES FLOOD BACK... AND ONCE AGAIN I AM LEFT WITH RUBBLE... THE CASTLE IS GONE AND SO ARE MY WALLS... I AM LEFT TO REBUILD THEM AGAIN... WITH HOPES THAT THIS TIME WILL BE DIFFERENT... THEY WILL HOLD STRONG AND TRUE... UNTILL THE TIDE RUSHES IN... TO TEAR THEM DOWN AGAIN...