Fubar Blog Posts 4

Day One On The Road
I started out by heading to Chicago to meet with Jen aka Snowmobile queen and pick her up. got there had to potty sooo bad, ran past her saying hey..lol once finished (yes I washed my hands), Then we started the hug fest. this is our first trip together! I have found my sister from another mother, truly. I have learned many things about myself this past week being stuck in a car for a 21 hour road trip one way you have lots of time to think, laugh and yes of course wave at people along the way we made alot of people smile and honk! went to a nice dinner afterwards decided that we would go to the bar and have some fun. Dinner was awesome! proceeded to head to the bar across street since we were not sure really where we were really at. had 1 beer and looked at jen and said maybe we should try to figure out our way back now and drink at the house.. YEP best Idea we have ever had. Well stopped at store to get munchies and a lemon. yep we were drinking tequilla. Lord, someone shoul

What A Man Needs
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with there head and women with their heart. For Example: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, b

Girls...vs Grown Women
Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls yell at you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it, using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil bit of space makes the together time even more special-and goes out with her own friends Gi

Today Is A Gift
Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats. Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and a

Contest
Well here it is my firrst ever contest. Yes I entered one. Please just go and comment me, and bomb my pic as much as possible for thw next 9 days. TYVM!!! I will send u all the link at 9pm. That is when thw contest starts.

Always With You
TRANSLATION --------------- Amr Diab - Always With You I'm always with you Even if you are far from me your love is in my heart I'm always with you always on my mind and in my heart And I'll never forget you I always miss you even if I am with you I always long for you my darling My eye always calls for you And if the weight of the universe were upon me I would still, my darling, need you Always with you, my heart is with you, my soul is with you Oh most precious darling oh most precious darling No matter how far you are from me you are close to my heart Oh my coming and present live oh most precious destiny

Do You Know Jamiie? Help Her Win A Vip
Please click the link below and help her...She is the one of the best people on Fubar. One rate = 10 comments...leave comments, bomb her...She needs 25,000 by May 2nd...HELP HER OUT! If you're feeling generous, Blast her! Thanks!

I'm In Another Giveaway!
Here is the link! Contest runs for NINE DAYS!!! you guys got 10k comments for me in less than 2 days last time! Will you help me blow this one out of the water? THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS YOU SOOOOO ROCK!!!! NEVER HESITATE TO CALL ON ME IF YOU NEED ANYTHING!!! UPDATE!!!! HERE IS MESSAGE JUST RECEIVED FROM THE CONTEST HOST IN RESPONSE TO MY INQUIRY ABOUT THE SPECIFICS OF RULES AND PRIZES...KINDA WENT INTO THIS ON IMPULSE!!! I LIKE MY VIP!!! === 'cindragon~Shadow Leveler~Rider of many trains!' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-09 06:26:42'.. > > Could you please send a link to the rules and prizes? TYSVM!! Fast approaching 3k with nobody close! 10,000 comments gets a choice one month vip or 7day blast, 5,000 gets a 3day blast and a ticker pack, 3,000 comments gets 1 day blast and 150,000 fubucks. I am not really being picky about anything you just have to have the comments in the nine days. everyone that gets one of the marks gets that prize. SO IT IS

"waiting"
Sitting around.......waiting! Looking at the phone......waiting! Checking messages hoping......waiting! Tell you something and response is.......waiting! Can I have some time to talk..........waiting! WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT WAIT ......... well I am tired of waiting!!

Door Mat....
I must have welcome written all over me, for as much as I get used like a door mat. Geez, I don't know what I did to deserve it. I break my neck for people and I get nothing back. I guess I'm too nice, or overly annoying. People just find it real easy to use me and then walk away. So, I'm only good enough when no one else is around, then when they are I don't exist. I'm always around when they need help yet they go to someone else to talk to. Or if I try to talk to them they ignore me, but they can talk to everyone else. that's just a slap in the face to me. They give me compliments and all that B.S. and then they do that crap(The guys especially.) It just sucks. I guess I'm not interesting, or hot enough anymore or whatever. Not that I ever was though. Well, I'll get even less interesting and fun very soon not to mention I won't be around very much either so I guess when they're bored and have no one to talk to maybe they'll think twice.

Virgo
The Virgin August 23 to September 23 Traditional Virgo Traits Modest and shy Meticulous and reliable Practical and diligent Intelligent and analytical Fussy and a worrier Overcritical and harsh Perfectionist and conservative Virgo is the only zodiacal sign represented by a female. It is sometimes thought of as a potentially creative girl, delicately lovely; sometimes as a somewhat older woman, intelligent but rather pedantic and spinsterish. The latter impression is sometimes confirmed by the Virgoan preciseness, refinement, fastidious love of cleanliness, hygiene and good order, conventionality and aristocratic attitude of reserve. They are usually observant, shrewd, critically inclined, judicious, patient, practical supporters of the status quo, and tend toward conservatism in all departments of life. On the surface they are emotionally cold, and sometimes this goes deeper, for their habit of suppressing their natural kindness may in the end cause it to atrophy, wit

I Will Only Take The Best
Money slaves “The line of life is a ragged diagonal between duty and desire.” As a money slave you crave financial sadism and you are more than aware that your sole focus and duty in life is to support your superior Goddess financially or materially (or both) via your hard-earned cash or gifts. Describes you perfectly doesn’t it? There is no point in trying to understand this compelling urge of yours. Face it, your obsession to be controlled, exploited and seemingly coerced by Me is your reality and you always feel so much better when you willingly subject yourself to such loyal servitude. This is the only meaningful and acceptable service you can present to Me, the powerful Goddess you worship. In exchange you will be given what you most want which is to be used, humiliated and tormented. you will need no coercing or “blackmail” in acknowledging your obsession. Naturally your performance to My satisfaction can be achieved through various material possessions such as cloth

Penises
So I went on a trip to Ireland last year with my family and another family that we are friends with. It was a great trip, one of the best I've ever been on. I know I'm ending my sentences with prepositions!! Who cares!! So it seems like on that trip 'penis" was the theme for the week. My friend, lets call her Kate, and her husband, lets call him Big Guy, are very into sex. They practice ESO. Look it up. So for many, many months Kate has been telling me that her husband wants sex all the time, that sometimes she doesn't want it because her husband's penis it too big and it hurts. So I'm just a wee bit curious, but I don't ask. I never ask "the question." So we are in Ireland and we are going out one night to the pub of course, and we are walking to the town. And we pass these two ponies who are in a field that the kids are fascinated by. One is obviously a boy pony, more on that later. So as we are walking it so happens that Kate and I wind up walking to

The Worst Feeling Of My Life.
A "black and white" party is a very formal event where everyone dresses up.When a bunch of idiots put on a formal party, it's basically a normal party where they destroy expensive suits. There was one of these parties tonight. And I went. And going to this party lead me to having the worst, most painful feeling I've ever had. There was a girl. Of course it involves a girl. I picked her out right away as being the most gorgeous girl I'd seen in a long time. Although she wasn't blatantly flirtatious with me, through out the course of the party she made it clear and apparent that she wanted everything to do with my nuts. Toward the end of the night, she asked if I'd drive her to her car. I was way too piss shit fuckass wasted to drive, so I said yes. On the way there, she talked a lot. I don't remember much of it because it was raining so god damn much. I think she tried to give me a blowjob. Either that or she accidentally dropped her mouth while it was still attached to her fac

Only With You
Till the sun is bright and high Till the stars are shining in the sky I'll be missing you Forever as I always do Till the mountains never fall Till the oceans never dry I'll be there for you Forever as I always do My life is yours, My time is yours Forever and ever I am always yours The desires I have The dreams I have Will never be fulfilled without you Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Moving! Yay!
So yesterday we got our new house, and now I have to start to think about packing..ugh! This is making me freak out, because I know that moving is going to set me back a little, ok not a little a lot! But I am anxious to see if it is my current house that is making me so sick all the time, the new house is awesome it has so much room, that we will no longer be so cram packed in this little house. Oh well now today I have to make all the phone calls to get all the stuff switched into our names and get the net over there and our satellite. I am excited but stressed at the same time! Oh well..anyways I hope to be out of this hole and into our new house by the 28th of this month! So If around the end of the month you don't see me here for a few days, I will be getting the family settled into the new house!

Plz Help
So you know i set and watch all the videos and things on autism and say that is so sad im thankful for what i have and u know my heart pours out to the familys who have children with autism! Never to think i would get that call that my son would be one of them! It changes your life in many ways!Im a mother of 4 children and thankful of each and ever one of them!!! Sometimes i ask myself why me but u know what God only gives us what he knows we can handle and im thankful for that!!! I ask that each and everyone out there plz rip my sons photo and put it on there page and show support not only for my son but AUTISM itself !!Hes only 4 years old and u look at him and would think theres nothing wrong but i see it every day i go through it and wouldnt trade it for nothing in this world!!! So plz help and support AUTISM!!! Pic found by clickin the link at the bottom of the page!! THIS IS BROUGHT TO U BY HIS MOTHER: DJ Tesha -Engaged to Dj Bear- -Pimpette to Master-Dj Manger @ Sex Sells@

Cancer
As for some of Y/you know.. I have been fighting cancer for many years. Well the battle has ended and I am proud and here to say.. I am CANCER FREE... I am so happy that it turned out the way it did. I would like to thank many friends that took the time to care and helped me through some really rough times. Hugs to all that prayed. thanks again.. Just wanted to share My Joy and Happiness. Thanks for stopping By and Hugs To You All.

Abc's Of Kinky Sex
ABCDEFG HIJKLMNOP QRS TUV WX Y and Z Oh how happy you will be once I teach you my ABC A is for asphyxiation you won't catch your breath B is for the blindfold that keeps you dark as death C is for your cockroach that I squash beneath my shoe, while I watch you wiggle and laugh at you (ha ha) D is for my dildo that you will learn to blow E is for your enema, I control the flow F is for my flogger, I whip you so violent G is for the gag in place to keep your screaming silent H is for humiliation that you must bear I will imobilize you in my sexual lair J is for your jizzy, jerking tendency K for kisses L for love, and licks you offer me M is for the manacles imprisoned in your feet N is for your nelly little nimby so sweet O is for the O-rings holding you in place P is for the persperation dripping down your face Q is for the quirk I use to whip your eager ass R is for restraints to make the magic last S is for sweet suffering that only you will know T is for

Angry Side Of Me
Angry Side of Me If you really want to know me Then know this I am a man who can have a heart of gold Push me more than once, and I will unfold I don't care where I am at or what I'm doing Be a smart ass and you'll see my anger over flowing I will let you walk and walk until the end But once your there, you're not my friend I will show you a side that's way tucked inside My frustrations for you I cannot hide I'll walk away and never look back Pack my bags confidence I don't lack I'll get in my car and drive night and day My trust you broke, my heart will stray So with this I'll finish and finally say You're not my friend stay the Fuck Away!

It's Down The Street...
Oksy..so the title refers to the semi-tasteless joke about slitting your wrists "its down the street, not across the path" which means you cut down the center and not across like you see in the movies. So yeah i do the depression dance still at this stage of my life but unlike my younger years I don't go so far to the other side of the gun that I actually try to take myself out. Don't golf clap or anything, because its not that I'm any more stable than I used to be (I don't think) its just simply that I'm a mom. I can run myself into the edge of oblivion, but i have absolutely no right to wreck my kids and leave them with the legacy of pain and loss that me taking a premature, self induced dirt nap would bring. I can't bring myself to be that selfish, no matter what amount of pain I think i'm in. That still doesn't stop me from writing about it. It's not that i'm still 17 and think its some sort of cool kids club i need to join to prove the validity of my pain, but I am just a

His Final Hours
I drove past a funeral home this morning that had a packed parking lot. Services were being held for a man who would never see his 24th birthday. I didn't really know "Matt" but I know his younger brother. Matt could normally be seen around town in his car with its distinctive graphics and dent in the driver's side door. He'd often pull up across the street from my house, rap music blaring at an uncomfortable level for my liking. He'd hop out of the car with his normal unpleasant scowl on his face and visit his relatives that lived in my neighborhood. What struck me about Matt's death was the things that occurred that day. You see, I saw him in a grocery store in the afternoon. I smiled and gave him a polite nod. He gave me a brief look and continued on with his shopping, sporting a silver rope chain necklace, basketball shorts and backwards hat. Three hours later, Matt would run a stop sign in his car, caused the accident that ended his life and the life of his 21 year old mal

Firestarter
I'm the trouble starter, punking instigator. I'm the fear addicted, danger illustrated. I'm a firestarter, twisted firestarter, you're the firestarter, twisted firestarter. I'm the bitch you hated, filth infatuated. Yeah, I'm the pain you tasted, fell intoxicated I'm a firestarter, twisted firestarter, you're the firestarter, twisted firestarter. I'm the self-inflicted, punk detonator. Yeah, I'm the one invented, twisted animator. I'm a firestarter, twisted firestarter, you're the firestarter, twisted firestarter.

Aura Predominant Color
Sam, based on your responses, the brightest color in your aura is Red Contrary to popular myth, auras are actually multi-colored energy fields that can be divided into seven primary layers. Having Red as your brightest color means that the first, or Etheric, layer of your aura is the most vibrant. The Etheric layer is the physical component of your aura, and its vibrancy provides you with exceptional physical health. You have great vitality and energy, and your deep connection to your body provides the optimal vehicle for your spirit to express itself. Your aura impacts all aspects of your life. For instance, having a bright Etheric layer means you have a healthy connection to your body. This means that you may enjoy a job that has a physical component requiring some degree of strength, or at least a hobby or pastime that allows you to express yourself physically. It's also probably very rare that you miss work or other obligations due to physical ailments or a lack of e

I Hardly Get On Here Anymore...
Well.. I hardly get on here anymore.. I am fat and pregnant... so... yeah.. My daughter is due July 26th... and I am in school STILL..... other than that... nothing is changed.. well later

My Lifestyle
Why is it I seem to always have to explain my lifestyle? It's simple. I dabble in BDSM. I dabble is swinging. I dabble in this and that. My life isn't governed by any of my "playtime" hobbies. People that are deep into BDSM wonder we I don't do it more. Contrary to the "norms" that automatically call you a freak, because you dabble in other "non-christian" approve sex. WTF?? Am I alone?? Why can't I just dabble and people accept that? Hell, where I work, you even mention that you wear leather, they assume you have a bike or sacrafice cats and children. Other people's stupid assumtions are not my fault. Before you judge me, talk to me. Does anyone else dabble??

Dreams
Dreams are funny things....when I was 17 I dreamed of being a heavy metal drummer...well that one went nowhere. But I'm in the middle of living a dream right now, and it just blows me away. See, my dad was a square dance caller, and I learned to love Square Dancing as a young man. Dad so wanted me to be a caller like him, but all I wanted to do was horse around with the microphone, and wisely he would not let me make a fool of myself and him, not to mention hurt the activity he loved so much. I fell away from square dancing, but all that changed on August 12, 2004 when my dad looked at me from his hospital bed, and said, "Cliff, my fight is done" and slipped away from the pain and suffering his health had reduced him to. The day I had dreaded through three heart attacks and some other health issues had come and my dad was gone. It was a long drive from Coos Bay where Dad spent his last years to Renton where I lived, and I cannot describe the anguish I felt at the huge h

Christmas Night
Some boxes and bows to be thrown out, Candy pieces strewn all about. Sticky prints and cookie crumbs what girls and boys are made of. No sugar for a cup of hot tea, Stretched out socks for my cold feet. Has been jammies from Christmas's past, it's amazing how long flannel lasts. A gift card within reach yet so far away, A mile from everything I need today. Hope tomorrow is sunny with no rain in sight, For my old painful body will once again hike. No gifts to return, I liked them all, but I really wonder why a set of knives. Smiles and laughter we once again shared, rehashing our memories of many Christmas's past. For four special but short hours, I once again was part of the family. I wrote this a couple of years ago. Tess

I Hate Liars Cheaters And Especially Lying Cheaters
not much to it than that. if you think you're an exception, youre wrong. either you're with someone and shouldnt be bothering with me or you hold interest in others and i cant deal with a man that cant make up his mind. no, choosing to be with all of them is not making up your mind especially not if youre going to lie about it showing insecurity. i'll be your friend, you can tell me tht you think im in love with you, get over it. this is the internet and i could be any one i choose to be or anything for that matter. I could be the flying dutchman or Elizabeth or Grumpy Bear. I could be a man, a woman, adult or child, living anywhere acting anyway I choose. How I see things is that I like knowledge and when I seek it, I dont want it wrapped in lies. If I obtain knowledge that is not the truth, I havent learned anything and that to me is pointless. All in all, what I want to relay is that I'll be with someone when it happens to be true.

Blah.
I don't get fubar.. I suspect that 90% of the things uttered in a lounge goes right over my head. But then again, I'm not the demographic fubar is aimed towards. I suppose if your a slang slinging youngster...heh...than it's the place for you. Talk about feeling way out of touch...it's like the cyber version of HS. I mean, I know i have some issues ( the understatement of the year folks) one of them being obsessiveness. I soooo want to delete the account but like a blackhole or vortex i can't escape.... Not that I care what people say on fu...or what qutesy messages get left ... it's the whole possessiveness thing... I have the hardest time letting things go... Now don't get me wrong...I've met alot of nice people here...some of which I like alot (alot)... but I know deep down inside..it's just words on a screen. A flashing cursor.. Nothing will ever come of the words exchanged on fubar... I curse the day I subscribed to fubar...really. ---------------

Its His Birthday Today Give Love
barnsleyuk@ fubar I WILL MAKE THIS A PIMPING BULLY HERE IN A SEC.. BUT IN THE MEAN TIME LET THE LOVE FLOW.. HIT HIM UP EVERYONE NO JOKE THIS MAN REALLY IS A VERY SWEET MAN.. HES GOT THE MIZZ SHADY AND HELLCAT SEAL OF COOLNESS ....

Ft. Stewart, Georgia
Morning all!! Just thought I would drop a quick line to everyone to let y'all know that I'm still out here. I'm currently at Ft. Stewart, Georgia going through an Army Contracting and acquisition course. Not a bad course, but quite honestly, I'm VERY tired of sitting in a class room and jet setting all over the US. Seems like all I have done for the past month or so is either sit in a class room or sit on a plane. Just can't wait to get to Ft. Jackson and start the real deal stuff. Anyway.....off to class for me this morning. I'll post something a little more substantial this evening. Y'all take care of yourselves out there! J

Douchebag Replacements... Get ’em Here!
The term "douchebag" is officially over. Actually, it is way beyond its expiration date. Sure, we’ve tried different ways of keeping it fresh - d-bag, douchenozzle, douchetard, douchefuck, etc... Let’s face facts, it stopped being cool a couple of years ago, but we continue to use it for lack of something better - I’m guilty of this as well. I thought I would submit some suggestions hoping at least one of them would stick. *1 Botard - simple combo of "botox" and "retard" - effective for both sexes. Also can be used as "You’re botarded" which could mean that the person has so much fake about them that they are stupid... figuratively suggesting they’ve had so much botox, it seeped into their brain. Gunge - Gunge is basically unidentified sticky residue - sometimes describing old ejaculate. This word is very versatile as you can add the traditional "bag," "eater," "licker" or new ones like "mop" or "sack." For example: "That dude is suck a Gungefuck." or "He’s so gungey." A "gunge

Why Do Some Of You On Here Make Others Feel Bad
I am upset over the fact that so many people here on fubar only look at a person's picture they only see the person's picture and base there picture on what kind of person that person might be...i mean you can be skinny..fat..ugly..beautiful whatever...why do you all feel the need to put other's down...is it because you feel so disgusted with your own self appearance that you feel the need to skip over someones profile just because they aren't one of the so called beautiful people of fubar land? Im not saying that all the men on here just go for the beautiful women here because women do it to they skip over the geeky guy just because their picture isnt appealing...the same goes for men too...we've all done this on him im sure...bad thing is people don't read profiles and base their decision on the person's picture...it's rare that you see a bbw on a skinny guys page...i mean the really model looking men don't do things like that...to them it's like oh no that would taint my profile...w

The Beggining
On warm day's and night's all the Lakota children would play at the river while the madins would clean their body's and soul's.Little Oy'sa would sit there while her mother cleaned the clothe's for her family and play in the sand. One day when Oy'sa was 15 her mother asked her to help with this chore and to help cook a meal for their tribe and a visiting Cherokee tribe that was coming from far away,Thay where coming down from the mountains wishing to speak of peace. That evening whille all where around the camp fire eating and injoying the warm summer night Oy'sa decied to walk down to the river and wash but befor she made it she ran into a young Cherokee brave or should I say she wasn't watching where she was going so deep in thought that she stumbled over him. Cikala Peta was very anoyed at this young girl for her mishap that he began to speak very rash at Oy'sa but soon seeing the sadness in her eye's decied to forget his anger and walk with Oy'sa. Thay walked down to the river

Heavens Special Angel
The light in his parents eyes And the smile on everyones face Could only come from This special childs loving embrace His smile shone brighter Than the stars at night He could chase away your darkness And let in all the light He was a treasure to all And loved by many more More love than any one child Has ever known before He walked upon the Earth With the light in his eyes Now he shines that light on us From high up in the sky An angel here in this world But is now at home up above Takin our hearts with him And leaving us his love. For my son Jason... 1998-2005

Flaws In The Justice System
ok about 830 this morning i was arrested my a local cop and constable on a warrent. i left them into my house while i got ready. they told me on the way to the police station it was on a parking ticket. well i sat in the police station lock up till 200 when i was taken to court in front of the local justice of peice or aka magisrate. well i was never given no miranda rights. i was given no phone call. i was already guilty before i even got to defend myself. as it turns out my car was given a ticket cause the meter ran out of time in town. this was april 2nd 2006. they have been sending notices to where my car is registered in florida. i never knew anything about this. well i explained it could have been my ex wife and it could have been a guy that was gona buy my car. well the judge said it dont matter the car registered in my name. well i was ordered to pay 131 bucks by 5/18/08. i would fight the hell out of this cause i was read no rights and never had a phone call to call my attorne

A Little About Me And Kidz
I Debra Rochelle Riley, Dont pretend to have a pretty life. I was Born February 12th 1973. I Live everyday for my Children,Daughter Jasmine and My Little Man Jonathan, and my home and my pets and Friends that I have made in life. When those things are in order and running right then What I like to Do is... Go to the Park with my Kidz When Summer Comes around,Go to the Beach walk in the Sand and play in the Water. Ride Bikes with My Kidz and Hang out with Friends too. Go to the Woods and Camp and Look at Wild Life and Waterfalls and trees and the clouds above and have no care when we are there.. The People I have Met in My Life are Dear to Me and Mean everything to Me and My kidz tht meet them too. Im A Good Woman and Mother and a Good Friend When You need Someone to talk to or Just Hang Out with. One thing that I love to Do For Time Killing and getting to know Some People is to go Bowling or Sitting in a Cafe drinkin Soda or Coffee. Me and My children Have that in Com

Its Hard To Say Good Bye !
HAVE YOU EVER SAID GOD BYE . IN A FEW WORDS. YOU CAN SAY GOOD BYE TO PEOPLE ,WHEN THEY REALLY DON'T KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING. SHOWNING THEM IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, YOU ARE TELLING THEM GOOD BYE IN SOME WAY . THAT YOU ARE GIVEN UP HOPE AND THE LIGHT INSIDE FINIALY BURNS OUT AND THE DARKNESS FILLS YOUR HEART, AND THE CARING ,AND LOVING NESS GOES AWAY. I HAVE REACHED THAT POINT WERE EVEY THING I LOVE IS GONE, MY DREAMS I HAVE HAD ARE FADED AWAY , AND THE PEOPLE THAT YOU TELL YOU LOVE THEM DON'T BELIVE YOU . SO WHAT ARE YOU TO DO ,BUT SAY GOOD BYE , FAIR WELL AND SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE. I CAN FEEL MY TIME IS GROWNING NEAR AND THAT I CAN SEE TIME IN THE HOUR GLASS SLIPPING AWAY . WHEN THE SAND IS GONE , MY LIFE WILL BE OVER AND I HAVE FALED IN LIFE ,TO LOVE , CARE, AND SHARE MY LIFE WITH SOME ONE! I CAN SEE THE SUN SETING , AND THE SKY GROW DARK , AND MY BODY GROW WEEK , AND THE LIGHT INSIDE OF ME GROWING DIM , AND THAT THE COLDNESS IS GROWING CLOSER. I FEEL DEATH ON

Singularity
Single again as the blog states,pretty simple enough. Broke up with someone that I will always hold in high esteem and regard for the person that she is,but the bottom line is it just did'nt work out between us,we were on two different pages with things that I view pretty important when in a relationship and on sites like this. That in no way means I'm right and she's wrong,or vice versa,just means we are two different people with two different thought patterns on certain views and issues. I CAN say though that not being in that relationship any longer I feel a GREAT weight and burden lifted off of me not having to deal with those issues anymore and I can view this place in a completely,entirely different light than I had. I hope all goes well for her in life,I wish her nothing but the best and for her family,Hope she finds what she's looking for in life,finds love and finds someone who can and will be willing to be able to deal with or handle her point of view of things MUCH better th

92 Angels And Counting
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! > > > > "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! > > > > > ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ > > CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** > > > ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** > > > ******JUICY DEE****** > > Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER > > Special R Kay > > Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ > > ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? > > Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~ > >

I Know Who My Real Friends Are Thanks Sandy Nite Others
i know who my real friends are thanks sandy my favorite bouncer your a sweety nite your awsome /and all the others who care enough to help me when they can sincerly thanks michael others boat man/no more friends@ fubar

In Your A
I live for the touch of your hand as you place your arms around me. In your arms I know I am safe and loved. In your arms the worries of life fade away from my mind. In your arms I feel comfort and warmth. In your arms I can do anything I can do. In your arms I am not a person but a couple. In your arms I am confident and calm. In your arms I place myself knowing that one day I’ll have to leave. Breaking from your arms I face the day as a new person. Waiting for the embrace of your arms when I come back.

Thank You!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to say Thank You to all That helped me during my Happy Hour! I Gained alot of New Friends, and Fans I'd Like to Invite each and everyone of you to Club Fantasia Just Click The Pic and Join Us get to know me and my friends! Hope To See you There! We arent Just a lounge We are Family ~~~~~~~~~~~~

Why Parents Drink!!
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad. " With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes, and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion Dad, she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children.

White People Are Starting To Piss Me Off....
> ummynamesL...: oh yea im good i had a nigger dick in u na that shits tainted now > ->ummynamesL...: no, hes black white and indian > ummynamesL...: im jokin lol is he white? > ->ummynamesL...: i deffinatly dont care about that man > ummynamesL...: lol > ummynamesL...: my penise is bigger > ->ummynamesL...: so theres no chance > ->ummynamesL...: well i dont care about money or looks > ummynamesL...: u would for me i just sighned a 1.5 million doller contract and plus im sexy lol > ->ummynamesL...: haha, id never stray from my baby > ummynamesL...: wts a matter not cute enogh for ya lol > ->ummynamesL...: haha no chance > ummynamesL...: so does that mean u can come over hear lol > ->ummynamesL...: hes at his friends > ummynamesL...: no man to chill with?? > ->ummynamesL...: kk, alot of nothing, as always > ummynamesL...: lol ok well maby u can watch me on tv sometime lol so wt u doing tonight? > ->ummynamesL...: i dont know a thing about sports, so

Self Fulfilling Prophecy
my lil roller coaster of emotions, up and down twisted around thoughts flecked with self inflicted well place cuts What really lies inside my mind I can't say why do I do what it is I do twist my words to bend your thoughts. a confusing conundrum of past regret and suicide threats. Consumed with these things sometimes it controls my life, its not mine to own but my dreams and screams slowly fade away.clouds lift and I feel the sun once again kiss my lips, for only but a moment till I slip yet again sinking lower with each dip,my lucks gonna run out one of these days its only a matter of time till I finally end it all and dive deep into my sadness. randomness and indecision makes me cut with more precision. little scars of past regret and thing I did I never meant, razorblade dreams can can come true you see, someday I'll be the death of me

Back From The Hospital.
Well, Im back from having a slight problem...that of which being that I wouldnt stop bleeding from an accident I had. I came back to a rather hateful message on yahoo and all I can say is why the fuck is it always me!? seriously, you can care for someone, you can devote your life to them, but they be rude enough to do that? Well im sure in my last blog I mentioned amber and this and that...well said amber left me said hateful message, and thus put me in said mood to rant on about my personality and how her words only make her image degrade more right now. Well first, I want someone who loves me for ME, not what im supposed to do like work and sleep. Granted yea I do wanna work, but having ADHD is no easy disability and if you cant understand that then fuck off and leave me the beer cause I need no one lookin down at me. Second, I choose to sit here and play my computer cause if I DID get a job I wouldnt hold it for long considering my ADHD as the big factor, and the lack of

Cyber Marriage April 11th 7 Pm Central
Join Us In Celebration Joining HarleyBaby69 and Punk in Cyber Marriage April 11th at 7 Pm CST in the Spirits Den Live On SBRadio.Cyber Pastor Jokers Wild Will officiate the ceremony.What the internet has brought together let no haters put asunder. Click below to Visit The Spirits Den Music Provided By Snake Bite RadioCheck Us Out !

If We Are Friends
Hey sexy people if we are friends then u know what today is. I probably wont be on for a day or two im off to surgery. I am nervous as i dont know what so wish ur girlie some luck and smooooooooooches to my friends and fam you know who you are!!

Going To Be Gone For Awhile!
First off sorry been so quiet here, been busy trying to pack up a house I have lived in for 8 1/2 yrs..trust me alot of work! But going to out of here as of tomorrow and the internet will be turned off. Not sure of my friends house will have internet or not. Staying there til I can get into the house I will be settling into. So if you don't hear from me that is why, not that I am trying to avoid anyone...shoot I love this site and meeting some awesome peeps! So don't forget me and will be on here asap and be bugging the hell out of ya'll again... Blessed Be... HB

Aspirin
A husband emerged from the bathroom naked and was climbing into bed when his wife complained, as usual, 'I have a headache.' 'Perfect,' her husband said. 'I was just in the bathroom powdering my penis with aspirin. You can take it orally or as a suppository, it's up to you!'

Modern Language
*DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS* 40-ish....................49 Adventurous...............Slept with all your friends Athletic..................No boobs Average looking...........Ugly Beautiful.................Pathological liar Contagious Smile..........Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure........On medication Feminist..................Fat Free spirit...............Junkie Friendship first..........Former slut Fun.......................Annoying Gentle....................Dull New Age...................Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded................Desperate Outgoing..................Loud and Embarrassing Passionate................Sloppy drunk Poet......................Depressive Professional..............Bitch Romantic..................Frigid Voluptuous................Very Fat Large frame................Hugely Fat Wants Soul mate...........Stalker Widow......................Murderer *WOMEN'S ENGLISH* 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No

Soldiers Come Home
WHEN A SOLDIER COMES HOME ..... When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.... ...to listen to his son whine about being bored. ....to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes. to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ..to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. ..to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying. ....to keep from laughing when anxious parents say they're afraid to send their kids off to summer camp.

Fat Americans Update
This is quite pathetic. . . . 100 camp out for Chick-fil-A opening CHESAPEAKE, Va., April 10 (UPI) -- The grand opening of a Chick-fil-A restaurant in Chesapeake, Va., drew a crowd of 100 overnight campers -- including many veterans of Chick-fil-A openings. The campers spent the night in tents set up in the restaurant's parking lot and in the morning were each awarded 52 coupons for free chicken at the business, The (Norfolk) Virginian-Pilot reported Thursday. Libby and Jake Knupp, the first two people in line when the doors opened Thursday morning, said this was their 15th Chick-fil-A grand opening. "The next one is in Roanoke," Libby Knupp said of the couple's future plans. Derrick Ward, owner and operator of the location, said the opening went as smooth as could be hoped. He said each of the first 100 customers -- or "The Herd," as they call themselves -- were presented with 52 coupons after putting on T-shirts and hats given to them by employees.

Contest Winners Parent And Child~woot Woot~
OK HERE ARE THE RESULTS OF THE PARENT AND CHILD CONTEST WINNERS 1 ST PLACE WINNER 2ND PLACE WINNER 3RD PLACE WINNER 4TH PLACE WINNER THANK YOU ALL FOR THE BEST CONTEST EVER AKAMRS. T ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~@ fubar

My Niece Needs Your Prayers
OK so those of you who read my blogs on my old profile already know some but to keep everyone up to speed. She just turned 7 months old today she was diagnosed with epilepsy the beginning of Jan. She was in the hospital for a couple days then they sent her home on medicine then it stopped working for her and she was in the hospital for almost two months they finally let her come home and she was home a little less than a month she is back in the hospital and things are not going well at all. They are almost completely out of options medication wise to try to control the seizures they do not know what caused her to all of a sudden start having seizures but she needs a miracle right now! Last night she had a seizure last night that lasted for 12 minutes she has never had one any where near that long before and after 3 minutes is when it can start causing brain damage. We are all very scared and worried about my darling little niece so I ask if you pray to please pray for Kylie and for t

Confused
i am i love with a wonderfull women. but 4 the last few weeks i have been crazy jelous. we both did things early in our relationship that were a lil f'ed up. nothing horrible but that caused some early trust issues. i thought that i was past all that now. but 4 some reason i dont deal well with the fact that most of if not all of her friends r male. i try but it dont work most of the time. i trust that she would never step out on me. i love her more then any love i have ever felt, except 4 my children. this jelousy is pushing her away from me more every day. without her i would b lost. this women has not only helped me c there is a better way to live, but has also helped me rebuild relationships with my children. im not sure how to solve this problem. i only know that i will not ever give up on trying!!! she,our relationship & and our newly blended family r well worth any & every effort i can put forth. so any addvice u have out there in fu-land would be a great help.

For Moms & Dads
Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a few by social pressures and a couple by habit. This year, nearly 100,000 women will become mothers of 'special' children. Did you ever wonder how mothers of 'special' children are chosen? Somehow, I visualize God hovering over earth selecting His instruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As He observes, He instructs His angels to make notes in a giant ledger. "Armstrong, Beth, son. Patron saint, Matthew. "Forrest, Marjorie, daughter. Patron saint, Cecelia. "Rudledge, Carrie, twins. Patron saint...give her Gerard, He's used to profanity." Finally, He passes a name to an angel and smiles, "Give her a 'special' child." The angel is curious. "Why this one, God? She's so happy." "Exactly," smiles God. "Could I give a 'special' child a mother who does not know laughter? That would be cruel." "But has she patience?" asks the angel. "I don't want her to have too much patience or she will

All Flow Rater Links
This is a list of all my current flow raters I hope this makes it easier for everyone :P Tippy162008 TîÞÞý16²008~Fu-Owned by Passionman71~Owner of FLOW RATERS@ fubar Proud Mommy of 2 ~proud~MOMMY~of 2~**CLUB FAR**~@ fubar DJ Smokie Smokie Owner Of Smokies Saloon/Co-Owner@Hillbilly Lounge/Enforcer@Dark Side Of The Moon/Git R Done Rebels Family/Member Of Flow Raters@ fubar Jesha Jesha*R/L GF 2 KenDoll*S4L* CO-OWNER@DGAF*@ fubar Lord DarkTree lord darktree (co owner GOTHIC VAMPIRES* CLUB F.A.R * *RATE SPANKERS* FUBAR WORLD CRUISE )@ fubar Alwayspinknblack *alwayspinknblack*@ fubar TJ @@@Tj aka Ghettoluva26~ ~Owner of Ghetto lounge@@@/member of the rate spankers club@@@@ fubar DJ CHIEF DJ CHIEF OWNER OF HILLBILLY LOUNGE/GIT R DONE REBEL FAMILY/MEMBER OF FLOW RATERS@ fubar VIOLET VIOLET20 HEAD PROMOTOR@HILLBILLY LOUNGE&SMOKIES SALOON/GIT R DONE REBEL FAMILY/MEMBER OF FLOW RATERS@ fubar TINK tink07 Member Of Flow Raters

Nonsense
The light from her hair It seems to me Looks almost like A sycamore tree With ears and mouth Made out of clay No-one can hear No-one can say Why the world is round Or people are thin Where does it end? Where does it begin? Quotes and verse Appear and go When and where? Fast and slow? This is pure nonsense I'm sure you agree But I don't really mind For I am Swee

Powerful? Or An Invertebrate?
Someone whose nym I will not mention here posted this in my comments a few days back: Now she's sent a shout that she's joined a family, and it has a "master" (oooooh, scary. NOT.) who has ordered her to block everyone (see The Advanced Bonewits’ Cult Danger Evaluation Frame, or ABCDEF for short, to figure how how abusive a fubar "family" like that is.) So she cried and she pleaded but she obeyed. Personally, I don't call that powerful... I call that wimping out and surrendering power. I will admit I misjudged her... she is far less powerful than I ever thought she was. Watch it joining "families" on fubar... some of them seem to be established for the purpose of preying on people who have low self-esteem.

So You Want To Know Me Better
OK So i figured i would post some stuff...some random, some serious, some silly, to let my friends get to know me better. Fasten your seatbelts people..you will surely be dizzy by the time the ride's over. 1, I have two lil mynx stripper poles..one pink one stainless steel. Yes i can do tricks. No you can't see, lol 2. I have two brothers, one older, one younger, both noobs, lol. But noobs i adore. 3. My parents are still married and have been for 36 years. 4. I have two daughters, seven and five. I adore them. 5. I run in the opposite direction from rappers and pro ball players. We can be cool as a fan, but I will never *knock on wood* date one. 6. I have a degree in psychology (my crazy ass, LOL) I promise not to 'shrink" you when we talk. I said psychology, not psychiatry. Lord knows I don't need access to a prescript pad, LOL. 7. I'm an army brat so i grew up in Germany, Guam, Kansas, Georgia, Michigan, Washington State and Texas. 8. I was the ugli

Moondancer
I would like everyone to check out this sweet gal who goes by the name Moondancer. She has been through Hell and back. She had to get 2 lung transplants. She is a survivor. I have only known her for a short period of time, but in that time frame we became good pals. She makes me smile. I hope you all go to her profile and F/A/R her. Give her some FuLove! Moondancer deserves it! Here is the link to her profile http://fubar.com/user/1731619 I LUV YA GAL!

Melt Away
I see a sorrow in her eyes, I hope would never come from me. For her my mind and heart are true, I hope though her clouds she will see. I could lift her doubts, As I melt winter from deep within. To put light back in smile, Where it has grown so thin. If she would take my hand, And give me just one chance. Forever it would be my calling, To make her world once again dance. My goal a smile on her face, Each day as she opens her eyes. As happiness runs again in her heart, And her eyes never again shed a tear.

The Tear
It forms itself from within building to a peak until finally it emerges bursting from the eye Yet slowly it rolls down your cheek so all may see its beauty trapped within the globe of liquid many emotions can be heard for this little droplet is much more than it seems it is an expression of raw emotion it is a Tear. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

New To Bomb For $$$$$$$$$$$4/16/08 Out Of Fubucks Do Not Help Any More
HERE THE LINK OF THE LUCKY LADY! HAVE FUN DREAM TEAM need 100 every time ok you go there Here the link to her page let her know and the $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$is in there Vanessa's Club Frat@ fubar

The Road Ahead
The Road Ahead And I began my journey with the innocence of a child, my face unlined, my hair not yet tinged with grey, and my laughter filled with the unblemished joy that only youth knows. The soft light of the moon seemed to be beckoning me, and spoke to me of the love I would find on that long and lonely road, a love that would strengthen and support me, and make the journey one that would forever remain in my memories. As I look backwards through time to that day long since passed I wonder what difference to my enthusiasm might a knowledge of the future have made. If I had known how hard it would be to hold on to that innocence through all the dangers and perils I would meet along that road, and just what that great love would give, then take away, as is love's want, would I still have prepared so eagerly for that epic journey, or, with the naiviety of youth, would I have raced just as rapidly ahead as I did on that day so long ago? I wish that I could travel back

The Fire
Well one time me and my husband were living in a small town in Georgia. We rented this newly built house from a farmer who had built four houses together on a piece of land. Well it would have been nice and peaceful like that out in the country but someone moved in next door with a Rottweiler that wasn't very friendly. And then the other house next to us was rented to the county as a home for mentally handicapped adults. So we were right in the middle of a Rottweiler and mentally handicapped sandwich. I was pregnant at the time. That damn dog would scare me. It would run at you and get yanked back on the end of its chain. And the mentally handicapped people would get out and try to get in our house and stuff. Well the mentally handicapped people were living in a group of about five or six. There was always supposed to be two minders there with them. So one night me and my husband were lying in bed ready to go to sleep, and I opened my eyes and saw the flash of a

My Son
I HAVE BEEN SPENDING ALOT OF TIME WITH MY SON TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME THAT I LOST IN HIS YOUNGER YEARS BECAUSE OF MY MOVING AROUND AND DRIFTING BUT NOW HAVE HIM ALOT AND TRYING TO MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME BUT NEVER CHANGE THE PAST JUST LOOK FOR A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY SON IN THE FUTURE

A Little, German Poem
Frühling kinder draußen katz frisst vogel Hund jagt Katz und die Blumen Blühn. Bub zieht Mädchen an den Zöpfen Mädchen Schreit Und zieht Puppe aus der Tasche über Jungen Kopf. Bube blutet, Notarzt kommt, aber Junge tot :(

Delightful Insanity (ode To A Mad Man)
The quiet whispers within my own head, The pictures in my mind stained crimson red, The unthinkable desires that must be fed, Rationality gone, I find chaos instead. The screams and echoes are a constant sound, My world crumbling, I lay curled on the ground. A shadow of my old self is all that is found, No help in sight, there’s no one around. The final acceptance of what is to be, Welcoming the beast that’s inside of me. No need to resist, my mind is now free, Welcome to my world, of delightful insanity.

Nightmares
Well today will consist of being with a friend for a bit and talking then back to weatherford to go horse back riding on my new horse Midnight...yep she's all mine. The last few nights I've not wanted to sleep. I wake up screaming and it's just been horrible. My past has come back to hit me dead on. Let me tell you alittle bit about it. Married young...to an abusive SOB...was stabbed and thrown down a flight of basement stairs..left to die. 6 wks later I woke up in a hospital ICU. Memories of what happened flashed backs the works. The unfortunate part was that the person who did it was sitting next to my bedside...I kept my eyes closed and buzzed the nurse...when she came in...she was shocked to see I was awake. I told her to get him away from me and I didn't want him in my room again. Police were called and statements were taken. Anyhow, to make a long story short..my nightmares are about this...they seem to be making me relive and relive it ..over and over again. I suppose it i

" A Guy With His Own Angel"
With him she will always be, She will cherish every moment for all Eternity.. Her love for him feels so right and so true... She will guide him through the darkest nights, She will be his light for the rest of his life. She will catch him in her wings and comfort him if he ever should fall.. She will softly wipe any tears that may fall from his eye's... She will wrap him in her soft white wings if he is ever sad.. She will her wings around him every day for the rest of his life, And whisper softly the powerful words... I LOVE YOU... Through good and ill she will be there, To say a prayer in mid air, She will take him in her wings, To a place where there love begin's... it is here where there hearts and souls will sing songs of love... It is here where the love will be like two little white Doves.. And there love for each other will be for all Eternity...

Nicole Just Died ..please Pray For Her Soul
WHOEVER READS THIS...PLEASE SIT NOW AND PRAY FOR NICOLE's poor Soul... (this is Dominique writing) she never had anyone treat her well except me and her mum and her family. Please Pray for Her Soul. I was the only man truly loved her for herself and didnt try to hurt her , scream at her, yell at her... There are several of you men that are on her page that now should feel sorry for what you have done, how you spoke to her, the meanness you did. I won't mention names but several Men. Many of you others preyed on her to only see her pictures. You should be ashamed. I hope now, I pray now that you understand and that this will change your life.. Sit and think about all of the good things she tried to do. She was talented just so that many of you will know. She played many instruments, sang to me over the internet and phone recently, and we shared many good times recently. She truly cared only for me just so you all will now know if it wasn't apparent to you before. I feel my pu

Sorry If I Havnt Gotten Back To You Sooner
Hello all, Just wanted to applogize if I have been a bit behind on getting back to you via email/phone calls, ect. I pretty much have to do everything at 1/2 speed, getting better ath the typeing though, can almost type with both hands again almost like normal but then the wrist starts to hurt so gotta go back to 1 handed typing and fi yu ever tried one handed typing, you know its not very fast and not always very accurate lol. In anycase, I just wanted to say thank you for all your support, and sorry if I havnt got back to right away, gota lot to catch up on via emial, paperwork, and just stuff around the house. Hell doing laundry is a whole new challenge in istself when right right hands broke/in cast and left shoulder broken, should have a video cam for that I am sure people would get a laugh watching me drag the laundry basket up/down the stairs and trying to open the door and push the laundry basket through quick before the door shuts and putting in laundry at a record spee

My Daughter
i need to just get this off my chest cause i just can't come out and say it... today is my daughter's 2nd bday. i have never seen her nor have i ever held her... i am missing a piece of my heart and soul because she is my blood and i have never and i mean ever let my kids go... she's 2 today and i'm just lil depressed that she's not with me.. my other kids don't really know except for my oldest son that they have a younger sister... it's hard... ty for listening or better yet reading.. this isn't a blog to make me feel better but to relieve some stress that is on my chest......

Just Rambleing About Freindship
don't put them away just try to see human defects as tsunamis or as forest fires things that happen, that affect good folks sometimes, but usually less often or less severely ... ...but are not caused by good folks, and cannot be prevented by good folks .. (except that good folks can usually protect their family, but not always.) don't give up, just make a spread-sheet of badness, and select "delete" ommmmmmmm calibrate on what's important

My Mental State At Times
Its fragile. Im not some big ole perfect human, no I'm flawed. I like to try and see the world as some happy place, but its not, its horrid. I have thoughts of suicide almost daily. I am sad. I am lonely. I live in utter despair. I try to find other avenues to help take my mind off my pain, but even that doesn't always work. Than I become irritated, and I lash out to those who care. Than I am ashamed of myself, and those feelings of suicide are even stronger, cause it is than, that I know I would be the least missed. I should work, but why? For me? I hate who I am, why fucking bother. They say I have tons of talent, and many skills, yet without confidence, something a lack a lot of, they will never get noticed. People don't take a chance on a maybe or even a might.....everyone requires that sure thing. I don't offer sure things. Relationships, sure...friendships sure. If I can't have love in my life, FUCK ALL WHO DO. Walk in my shoes for the many years I have, and tell me some

Just Me...
1. i dont just give my shit up on the first try... my shit is just that good and too good to be just slinging leg for every guy that crosses my path... 2. some guys have tried for weeks and never convinced me they are worth it and can handle it... 3. and just because i agree to meet someone for a drink or lunch doesnt mean im slinging leg for them 4. i have a family that comes first... i dont accept text messages or phone calls at 2 a.m. unless i am already out and ppl know when im out..... 5. ppl who bug me for time or pictures, or just bug me in general for shit usually get axed before they even get a peek..... 6. i have experienced and have the knowledge that just because someone has a big dick doesnt mean he knows how to use it! 7. im not into playin in parking lots or giving quick bj's and leaving, if im giving im damn sure gona be getting and i usually get mine first.... 8. i was born and raised in the south. i am a true southrn woman, i am a bitch at the

Fu Bucks Only Auction
im thinking about doing a FUBUCKS only auction. doesnt cost a thing to join. if your interested let me know. if i get enough people interested i will do it. if not i wont let me know James

I Will Be Leaving Soon
I WILL BE LEAVING THIS SITE SOON. I THOUGHT I HAD FRIENDS ON HERE BUT I GUESS NOT..I CAME HERE FOR FRIENDS BUT CAME OUT BUT A FEW..IF YA ARE A TRUE FRIEND LEAVE ME YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS SO I CAN KEEP IN TOUCH OR NUMBER..I HOPE TO GET TO KNOW YA BETTER..PEACE N LOVE TO YA:)

The Dance
The Dance The gentleness of her skin The sway of her dress as she walks It is an invisible wind That encircles her that makes her majestic The simplicity in her smile And the love in her eyes The softness of his skin The shine in his shoes The warmth from his heart The gentle shock of his touch in her hand As he leads her to the dance The music sways gentle in the Empty twilight of their passion Eyes to eyes, body to body Chest to chest, mind to mind They are one as they twirl on the floor Slowly moving together around the floor It is the endless dance They dance as though they have never danced before So full of love and passion for one another Her in his arms gently laying her head to rest His arms cradling every inch of her He holds her close within his chest She looks up to meet his icy blue eyes A kiss escapes as the dance lies endlessly ahead

Going On Vacation
Well I just wanted to let everyone know that I am going out of town for 3 weeks. I am going to visit my grandparents in Missouri. I need a vacation from everything and need a break from life.... Well I hope all is well all day. Leave me lots of comments and messages!!! -Lindsey

Answers For The Reverend Buddha
Why, Why, Why Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Because we think if we press hard enough we'll get that last bit of electrical juice out of them. Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Because they are greedy bastards who will try to make money any which way they can. Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Because they can't reach the stars and don't really want to be bothered counting them, and it sounds reasonable, but the wall is right there and people just wanna touch it. Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Because it needs to be spread thin and have air to dry. Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Because crazy liberals believe that psychos should have a humane death even if they chopped someone's head off with a rusty saw. Why doesn't Tarzan have a be

26 Years What A Waste
CHICAGO - For nearly 26 years, the affidavit was sealed in an envelope and stored in a locked box, tucked away with the lawyer's passport and will. Sometimes he stashed the box in his bedroom closet, other times under his bed. It stayed there — year after year, decade after decade. Then, about two years ago, Dale Coventry, the box's owner, got a call from his former colleague, W. Jamie Kunz. Both were once public defenders. They hadn't talked in a decade. "We're both getting on in years," Kunz said. "We ought to do something with that affidavit to make sure it's not wasted in case we both leave this good Earth." Coventry assured him it was in a safe place. He found it in the fireproof metal box, but didn't read it. He didn't need to. He was reminded of the case every time he heard that a wronged prisoner had been freed. In January, Kunz called again. This time, he had news: A man both lawyers had represented long ago in the murder of two police officers, Andrew Wilson,

Lady Needs Some Help
i have a friend whos bet me a surprise if i can get 50 friends to fan and add request him...LADY LUVS SURPRISES!!!!!!!!!!!! soo umm if you would be so kind to stop at his page and fan him and send an add request with my name in it so he can keep track of how many ..id appreciate it and would be happy to share my 11's with you as well during happy hour cause someone said its more points then lol i dunno but heres his page http://www.fubar.com/user/486826 **AND TO MY MALE FRIENDS JEEESH GET OVER IT ALREADY ITS JUST ADDN A GUY NOT LIKE YA ASKIN HIM ON A DATE LOL*** ty ty ty kiss kiss

Helped Me Level
I JUST WANT TO GIVE A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL OF MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS THAT TOOK THEIR TIME TO COME ON MY PAGE TO LEVEL ME UP. SPECIAL THANKS GO TO MYSTICFAIRY AND ALL OF THE ANGELS THAT SHE SENT TO HELP ME. LOVE AND THANKS TO MY WONDERFUL FU-BOMBER FAMILY FOR TAKING ON THIS TASK. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU IN THE SHADOWS, YOU ROCK!! THE FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE THAT I HAVE GOTTEN FROM ALL OF YOU IN THE LAST COUPLE DAYS MEANS SO MUCH TO ME. WISH I HAD THE TIME (AND THE MEMORY) TO LIST ALL OF YOU SEPARATELY. YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I SEND MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT TO YOU ALL. LORIE CRAZYMAMA45

Sloppy Seconds........
Sloppy seconds, yeah I’m blogging about it, and I’m not talking about that second helping of pasta and red sauce you get at the Olive Garden while wearing white, after a couple glasses of wine. No doubt that can be a sloppy second. No, I’ve been thinking about the sloppy seconds that happens with men and women, and I have discovered some interesting things. Literal Meaning: This is when a woman is handed off from one guy to another immediately following sex and she’s all wet and sloppy from being slammed and cummed in. The next guy in gets the sloppiness, not that the first guy was in a woman any less sloppy, he was just in first. In most cases a horny guy will take second position, especially when drunk, as opposed to not getting any sloppiness to begin with. Still better to be first. I once walked in on 2 of my college room mates having sex with a chick from the University of Oklahoma it turned out, one was going at it from behind her,the other i

Secret Thoughts
Deep within myself, I hold secret thoughts. Things I would never share, My own secret thoughts. Some of them are about old loves, Some are of past experiences. All of them enter twine, Within the deep recesses of my mind, They are my own secret thoughts. They will never be revealed. They will carry on with me. I will need them in my next life. To try and get it all right. In the recesses of my mind, My souls secret thoughts are retained. Always secret, Always mysterious. Ebbing and flowing, To life's rhythms. Yes, they are known as, My own secret thoughts. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

My Fav Quote ...
There's a hole in the world, like a great black pit. And it's filled with people who are filled with shit and the vermin of the world inhadit it. But not for long! They all deserve to die! Tell you why, Mrs.Lovett tell you why Because in all of the whole human race, Mrs.Lovett There are 2 kinds of men and only 2, There's the one's staying put in his proper place and the one with his foot in the other one's face. Look at me, Mrs.Lovett Look at you! No we all deserve to die Even you, Mrs.Lovett Even I Because the lives of the wicked should be made brief for the the rest of us, death will be a relief WE ALL DESERVE TO DIE !!!! Sweeny Todd ......

Rept-ists!
There’s such a thing as rep-tism... You know what I’m talking about. People who are otherwise very open minded, yet don’t think reptiles can be good pets. People who think that the only appropriate pets have fur. Why can they not see the value of reptiles as well? Why couldn’t I derive just as much unconditional love from my gecko, my alligator, my frog? Who’s to say that pets with scales can’t be just as rewarding to own as a cat or dog? And who are the rept-ists to judge those who DO form lifelong relationships with their bearded dragons and their iguanas? We’re talking about rational people here. People who would never accept other isms in their life. People who would balk at racism or sexism, yet they look down their noses at people who happen to have pets that differ from theirs. I just find this unacceptable and I want it to stop. Right now. That’s it. lol Good.

Women Who Complain
actually *PIMPCESS* a lot of us do think of women that way but i think the song says it best ... Girls dont like boys girls like cars and money. I been trying for years to find someone and all i get is screwed over cause i cant buy shineys for chicks so maybe you should know the facts before you open your mouth. I am so sick of hearing women cry about bullshit but when a man comes along with a heart you women are to busy worriying about what car he drives or does he have a 6 pack or can i show him off to my friends . Stop being selfish and look for what you really want not what you think you need. Looks arent everything. I had to add this here cause im tired of heaing these baribie bitches complain about men because they cant settle and be happy!

Please Help Me!
I need all the help I can get from my sweet friends!!!! I'm in a contest and I need like tons of comments on my photo. The contest runs through the 23rd. Can you please drop by and leave as many comments as you can on this pic? I will definitely return the love!!! Thank you sooo much!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxox!!!!

The Light And The Glass - Coheed And Cambria
Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write. Memories roll in; of the things you once did and who you had shared them with. Is somebody thinking of you? Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips? A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything. But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt. Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands? Your focus secure and the loves you left; well smiles staged in photographs here until... You, you left the light on. There's a chance I might have tripped, girl You were there to hold on. [Chorus:] Ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother; kill or be killed spilled the words from your mother. I'll lay awake for a while. I'll leave the light on a while. But you couldn't last a lifetime. Caught between here and the days of it; carving her name across your arm with every wish. It's hit or miss... her. I told you

Self Esteem
im trying to earn my collar and be ok with me im struggling some with self esteem ok im struggling a lot so im asking for help advise support even outburst its to easy for me to pretend all is ok when its not so please i ask if you can help id appreciate thank you

Short Story
Coyote was walking along the lake one night. it was a clear and pristine night all the stars shown and the moon glowed with a radiance that blinded him. He sat and thought why he never noticed how beautiful she really was till now and was thunderstruck with what he felt. He knew he had to go to her, being the master shapeshifter he is, he turned him self into a moonbeam and flew up to her. He charmed and wooed her for many months, and she accepted his love. Now he lived there many years and was very happy for once in his life, but being curious is his bane. He thought many times of going back down but always put it off, he was too happy. But as things went by his curiosity grew and grew, he knew things where happening down there and many would be interesting even the mundane where calling to him. The wind on his face, the cold fresh water along his body, the sweet smells of spring, the time of harvest when he would fill his gut till it burst-ed, all wer

RØÇk-fÚ Is My New Owner! Check Him Out!
Come meet the COOLEST owner a Sweet_Thing could ask for!!! He is a real sweetheart and always helping others so go and love him up he doesn't have a whole lot of stash or photos so it wouldn't take long to rate them all! He's less than 150K from Fuberlord so lets go help him out and tell him Sweet_Thing sent ya! RØÇK-FÚ! [PRØÚÐ MÊMßÊR ØF Ç£Úß F.Á.R -- FU-OWNER of _SWEET_THING]@ fubar _Sweet_Thing_ ~~~Fu-Owned~~By~~'RØÇK-FÚ!~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK TO FU-KING)' on '2008-04-13 19:21:03')

Moving
Not sure if the right people are going to read this, since it is for all the guys that like to do the local search for females in the area. Granted I could just change my location to US or some exotic location but I dont want to. Yes it says I currently live in New Castle, DE... Philly area... but in a week that will change. In 5 days I leave for NY ...YAY... to visit a friend :D and then I leave for Texas the following Tuesday. Its were I have spent the last 12 years and I miss it. So for those that keep finding me in the area and wondering if you want to meet... read my profile. It states everything there and you should figure out the answer.

Things To Think About
Ever think about a perfect world Where the good man always wins And they always get the girl They fight the darkness within Do you ever wonder about a better life Where you are never empty, and everything Is just always alright, and there's no strife You could walk in sunlight and the joy it brings Knowing you're in the right place Time seems to stand so still Nothing seems to be erased And you are always thrilled No more suffering, no more tears Only happy times and golden hours Just enjoyment in life without fear The fraility of life, is no more soured It's almost like heaven Only we don't have angels wings We are step in step, we are the forgiven And we live in the love it brings Look in a mirror Search all of your soul Is it getting clearer Do you fell whole Maybe not, but all we can do is try Better and better everyday Nothing can stop us, so don't you cry Just tell me what to say http://fubar.com/user/1713654

We Miss U
on april 7th 2008 Christopher allen Hayes was killed by a drunk driver. At this time that guy is out of jail and had enough nerves to show up at the funeral. I am afraid to say it but I cant forgive him for it. His family have forgave him and he is paying for all the funeral procedures but that just aint enough. He was gonna be a dad in a few months and this guy just dont care it seems. I feel like the lord took my best friend from me and I think they both need to pay.

Another Break Update!!
down 8 lbs and counting!WOOT! A little sad that i dont seem to be missed much but hey I wouldnt expect less of the selfishness around this place! To those still thinking of me...much love and smooches!! Temp

Slipping Away Is The Faith I Used To Cling To......
Wow! Another relationship and another woman that basically has me on the shelf like a broken toy waiting to be played with. Seriously,wtf am I thinking? Will someone tell me for the love of Pete where I am going wrong? I try to be nice,honest,caring and loyal and I get the same result as if I just punched her in the face while trying to hit on her mother and sister. Fuck it,Im too pissed to finish this blog.Im gonna go work on my art. See ya!

Accomplishment
Well, after a long morning of what seemed to be a very lethargic and painfull morning, I finally got motiviated, and by God, I have to say, I actually felt the best I had in weeks, at least since the accident. I tore into this place like a Marine invading Normandy on D day and was kicking ass and taking names. I got so much shit done I couldnt believe it. Did 4 loads of laundry, cleaned the fish tank, did the dishes, went through ALL of my old paper work and got it sorted/filled out/mailed in, cleaned a spot off my carpet because my clumsy cast has now dropped/broken 4 glasses so far and had big stain on carpet, but, actually got it out with the help of resolve and a spong mop. Dusted, cleaned the bathroom, watered plans, went through bills, ,mopped/swept floors ( not good idea with ribs and shoulder) vacumed (even worse idea) Went through fridge and got rid of old/bad food, cancled the cable (sad day :( ) Called lanlord to setup month by month lease if possible being I dunno whats g

Joke
Mexican Oysters A big Texan stopped at a local restaurant following a day roaming around in Mexico. While sipping his tequila, he noticed a sizzling, scrumptious looking platter being served at the next table. Not only did it look good, the smell was wonderful. He asked the waiter, 'What is that you just served?' The waiter replied, 'Ah senor, you have excellent taste! Those are called Cojones de Toro, bull's testicles from the bull fight this morning. A delicacy!' The cowboy said, 'What the heck, bring me an order.' The waiter replied, 'I am so sorry senor. There is only one serving per day because there is only one bull fight each morning. If you come early and place your order, we will be sure to save you this delicacy.' The next morning, the cowboy returned, placed his order, and that evening was served the one and only special delicacy of the day. After a few bites, inspecting his platter, he called to the waiter and said, 'These are delicious, but they are much

This Weeks Dilema
For those who truly know me, I need some honest answers. Its Monday morning, and Im sitting at my desk in my home office. Im wondering how much longer my life is going to be stressfull. Im a single mom of a puberty hitting boy, in which I have no idea if Im teaching him the things a boy needs to know. Im running a small buisness which somedays I wonder if throwing the towel in and becoming a professional dog walker is the key. I have issues with allergies I just recently picked up (thank you zyban) and im wondering right now how much longer this shit will last. Apparently Im feeling sorry for myself today, and I belive Im entitlted to vent my frustrations out in a long boring blog. For those of you have gotten this far in reading my bullshit I thank you and for those who at some point want to ignore my rant then I understand. Now to get down to it, Im just havign a shitty monday morning and I need desperately to see the light at the end of the tunnel. So if you want to give me a justif

Dear Sister
damn, i am finally writin a blog about u, yeah, i know about time, dag. that is what u r probably sayin, hell that is what u r sayin, we know each other very well. bay bay sister i missed the shit out of u. u flood my mind like new orleans floods everyday. i can't dimiss ur disappearance 2 a minimum, 4 nothing. i don't think ur lost will b coped with in my soul. i couldn't never answer the question of would i go b/4 u. instead i was shown the dready reality. i don't even know how the hell my family feel, cuz i haven't contacted them nor have i attented ur funeral. some people r probably sayin how selfish, true, 2 a degree. but like i know myself, i don't do good at funerals. i probably won't attent my own, if i have my choice. shit my family do likewise, they tend 2 want 2 blame others and fight them like they cuzed it. since i was definitely like ur twin, born years earlier, they was going 2 target me like they did at the last funeral. me, jail, graves, or anything negative is like

~ Love Is Friendship Caught On Fire ~
~ Love is Friendship caught on Fire ~ Our chance meeting was a miracle conceived in Heaven. It signaled the beginning of a true friendship that has provided me with a foundation on which to build a more meaningful life for myself. Darling you'll never know how much that really means to me. I only hope and pray that our relationship will last for a long, long time to come, for it provides me with a warmth I've never experienced before. Your friendship provides me with more than just companionship; it gives me a sense of belonging I've never felt before. It lights my path through the darkness that surrounds me and gives me hope for a brighter future. Such a friendship instills within me a warmth that overcomes the biting chill of an impersonal world and kindles the fires of love. How lucky I am to have a friend like you who demands nothing of me but my friendship. It is comforting to know that you exist as a stabilizing influence in my life. What would I do without you? How

Not A Poem But What Came Out Of My Heart Threw My Hands
When passion flows and gives way to light who holds your heart so close and tight? Then darkness for no cause creeps nearer you who holds you close and stays it threw? When the pieces of yourself try to rip apart and sorrow fills your heart who lays with you threw the night? Who loves you? Who makes it alright? When day breaks and the nightmare ends who's eyes will you look to? For to many long days and endless nights I have felt the sting of loneliness. A lover I plead. I long for the day when my lover will come. I fight the feeling to go numb. I cry myself to sleep at night. Selfish wishes fill my sight. The hurt of a not so distant past keeps the memory of betrayal fresh and new. It makes me only want to run to you. Take my pain from my heart. Hold me close in your arms don't let me fall apart I ask so much of a precious one......I shutter at the thought. I find my questions answered in a beautiful soul. My only fear is that it wont last becaus

My Wedding Is Pissing Ppl Off
idk y but my sister is getting married in april of 2009 and i'm getting married july 13 2008 and she is mad at me for it. now she was going to get married in june but then she moved her wedding date so now she is pissed off at me that i'm getting married b-4 her and that i wont change my wedding date. also i odn't have the tradtional white wedding dress but i'm getting married in vegas at the stratosphere hotel and chapel so is it so wrong that my dress isn't white and that it only caost me $15.00?

Bracket Posting....
Ok everyone !!! We will be posting the bracket for the Unholy Confessions battle of the bands on Wednesday, April 16th. At that time feel free to take a look at it, copy it and work the bracket down to come up with your winner of the battle!! After completing your bracket, leave your FU name, number and of course the name of the band you think will win in the Unholy Confessions message box. Any questions can also be left and will be answered as soon as possible!!! Thank you and have fun all!!!

Contest New Week (lost Count)
Congradulations to Confidence makes me sexy for being this weeks winner. She definately put a lot of effort into it this week. This weeks contest will be a little different. There is going to be a different calculation as to how things will get rated. Once everyone has submitted their entry, I will explain. Also you will have until Friday night to get your entry in. This weeks theme is best advertising photo. Good luck

Just Something I Wanna Say
I just thought I would do a small vent.. I normal don't say a word. But I've been leaving messages and comments on everyone else profile. And It seems like I get no love in return. It would be nice to get some lovin returned back from time to time... But dang just show some lovin and you may just get it back. How dang hard it is.. Come on if I can do it then I know others can do it too. Lil-Lips

For Those That Helped:
I would Like to thank all the people that helped Me last night and late last night level and get to be "Mr Insider". I know to some of you this may not be a big deal. But to Me it is. There are those that know that I am not into all this point whoring. I do what I do to advance and then I move on. but I will help anyone that sk for it. And what Someone who is VERY SPECIAL to Me did for Me. Well That Means alot to Me. And for that I want everyone to know just how Special she is. Not only is She a Very, Very Good Friend. But this Lady will do anything for anyone at anytime. Just like she did for Me when I needed over 10,000 points and she got loads of people to come to My page and help get Me over the top to Be "Mr Insider". And for that I Love Her to death. If You ever Need Someone to be there for You then I tell You You couldn't ask for a better person to have in Your corner or on Your Friends list. I'm here to tell You... If You don't believe Me just ask the people that She has helpe

School Sucks
The worse thing about school is it takes time away from more important things. I could spend so much more time chained up, gagged, and being fucked. But instead I have to go to school...that sucks. My little ass belongs imprisoned for sex, not setting in a chair listening to a boring teacher. Thought of the day. Luv u Tara

He's In Heaven Now!
My Dad the best man I ever met in my entire life and he will be sorely missed by a lot of people! Johnny E. Bean Jr. Born: October 30, 1940 Deceased: April 13, 2008 I need a lot of love my friends right now so I hope you all read this and leave lots of love God knows I need all I can get! He was more than just my Dad he was my best FRIEND & I was so lucky to have him for as long as I did.He taught me every thing I know,even if I had to learn from his mistakes I still learned it from him! God Bless you Daddy I will always love & miss you very much!!

Passion Expressed
A warm smile A tender touch in the night, Gentle fingertips Delicate kisses placed just right. A heart captured Souls intertwined, The joyous smile On your face I find. Passion expressed A lover’s lust, The satisfaction Of desires a must. Treasured ecstasy Beyond mortal need, Wondrous sensations All emotions exceed. Limitless love Of a precious two, The unending contentment I find in you. These are the pleasures You have given to me, These are the reasons Only my love you’ll see. For you see my sweet Cat You are everything of beauty I know, So how could I ever resist the temptation Of letting my deep love for you show? How could I halt my feelings Of a true love that just might be? Yes, my sweet Cat how could I not pray That maybe you too, might love me.

Dedicated To Me With Everlasting Love
Who are you my ANGEL OF THE NIGHT? Who is this vision of beauty before me? Are you here for me to reach out and touch? Or are you only a beautiful dream in the night? Who are you my beautiful ANGEL IN THE NIGHT? You are to me so very much the complete woman Are you only the goddess of my dreams? Just my vision of perfection created from my desires? Do you shine only as a reflection of my fantasies? Only a vision as seen thru the mirror of my mind? Are you as the ripple upon the tranquil blue waters? Shall you fade back into the darkness from which you came? Who are you, my fantasies realized in the flesh? Just an illusion that shall disappear to the touch? Are you an angel cast down to me? To share a fragment of heaven here on earth? Who are you, my lustful desires fulfilled? My playful banter expressed and returned? An angel cast down into mortal bondage, Thrust into my visions of ecstasy? You come to me like a midnight breeze So new, so refreshing upon

Some Day
Oh, this person of such beauty, Eye's of love and heart that sings, love that's? honest pure and lasting, He lets you see how "Angels Dream." Sweetest words of his spoken, Above dark clouds his sun shines through, He makes me smile when life seems hopeless, By simply saying, " I Love You." Perhaps we'll meet near the ocean, Coming finally face to face, Talk of all our deepest feeling, Lie silent finding loves embrace. the night our love is consummated, While all the stars watch love at play, We'll fan the flowers of fire and passion, At last our hearts will have their way. My dreams and his together, With so much yet to be said, We want to make love to each other, Our hearts are linked, but not our beds. So now I wait, dream and wonder, When this day will come to be, When I shall smell and taste his fragrance, And bring love to reality.

?
I wonder alot of things. One of my biggest wonders lately is a friend I deleted last week. Deleted them because they stopped talking to me. I know.. thats story of the net. I considered this guy one of my best friends..and we talked almost daily. Anyways.. 2 days later.. the friend noticed I deleted him. He says..wtf to me. I told him reason why. Anyways.. make long story short..I added him back. He asked me if I was gonna add him back to my family. I did that to. Now, I hear nothing from him again. So, what I have to say.. is WTF?

Happy Dance!!!
Ive lost enough inches to fit back into my size 14 jeans!WOOT! I have been wearing baggy pants for like 2 years! I dont think Ive worn jeans since my trip to Samanthas! Im tickled pink! EVEN this place cant ruin my mood! LOL Im just on long enough to accept requests! Thanks to club far and the fubar cruise or i wouldnt have any at all! :)

Becoming A Slave... My First Experiance
I got a blog idea from a friend on here and here is what he wanted me to write about… My favorite BDSM scene or experience… I was seventeen and new to the world of BDSM. I had heard about the lifestyle a few times from friends or online but had never experienced. I was in a new relationship with a “biker” style man who from day one would tell me what to wear or where to be at certain times. At first it pissed me off that a man I had just gotten with would demand things of me but the things he was demanding was what kept me locked to him. The night before when I was getting onto the bus I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I took it out and saw that it was, let’s call him Jason, Jason. I picked up giggling and asked him what he wanted. “I want you to come to my apartment in the morning an hour early.” I was about to argue cause that would mean I had to be there at 6:30 and leave around 5am to get there but he finished what he was saying, “I want you to wear your short black skir

~ You're Makin Me High ~
**************IT'S LIKE THAT********************* ~ You're Makin Me High ~ I'll always think of you Inside of my private thoughts I can imagine you Touching my private parts With just the thought of you I cant help but touch myself Thats why I want you so bad Just one night of Moonlight, with you there beside me All night, doin it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When Im around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise Youre makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby Cant get my mind off you I think I might be obsessed The very thought of you Makes me want to get undressed I wanna be with you In spite of what my heart says I guess I want you too bad All I want is Moonlights, with you there inside me All night, doin it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When Im around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise, oo

Dreams Of Memory Past
IN THE DARK OF NIGHT IN MY DREAMS WE EMBRACE THE WARMTH OF YOUR BREATH CARESSING MY FACE LIPS PARTING TO COMBINE,TONGUES INTERTWINED A MOMENT WE SHARE NOW FROZEN IN TIME LOOKING INTO YOUR GREEN EYES AS YOUR HAIR FALLS ACROSS MY CHEST LOOKING DOWN WITH WILD LUST AS YOU GIVE ME YOUR BEST SEIZE THIS INSTANT,MAKE IT SHINEFOR ALLTIME INTHE MEMORIES AND CORRIDORS OF OUR AGING MINDS SOMETHINGWE SHARE AND WILL SHARE AND WHEN WE DIE WELL BE HAPPY REMEMBERING THEM ALL AGAIN

Shes The Best Ever
i wanted two say huge thanks to one of the honest bouncers ever sandy your the best thanks for helping me every time i have needed your help your always there no matter what i love you michael/boatman

Why Are Frogs So Terrifying?
Why? Take a seat and I will explain to you one of the greatest mysteries known to mankind. Why so many, normally rational, people are terrified of the seemingly harmless green frog, which although having no great fangs (in fact it has no teeth at all), no razor sharp claws (its fingers and toes being tipped by soft suckers) or deadly poison to its name still heads the terror list for women, children and occasionally men as well, around the globe. Now let me set the scene for you. After a tiring, stressful day, where not one thing has gone right, you collapse exhausted into your chair in front of the TV and cradle your last cup of coffee for the night as your eyelids start to droop. On the screen someone is droning on about something, but you have long since stopped listening, the throbbing in your tired feet is echoed by a pounding in your head, and you consider taking something for the coming headache, but instead just stagger directly to bed leaving the half empty

Non Conformity? Ya'rly!
You Are 87% Non Conformist You're incredibly strange. And a weirdness like yours takes skill to cultivate! No one really understands you. And you're cool with that. You just hope you never have to understand them! Are You a Nonconformist?

A Paris Rose
a Paris Rose deux "paperback" Miasma rise in alluring swirls sweat bead pearls and curls Indigo ocean of blue blanket spread book in hand, cig cherry red Lingerie black as the silken night legs lay together skin stark white mirror reflects from the chaprobe's face lonely lay temptress in lusty lace chest plate finger trail, red nail glimmers down, down, down to desires deep river a man in her mind from paperback words crushing cherry and smoke sliver blur body twists lighting for words to arise fingers dip deeply in between her thighs the book gets laid in a back jerked head romance and passion was lived and read the city of love delivered a night a lady of fashion's mental flight solitaire long stem, in 'pari' grows reading romance, a Paris Rose

Magic's In The Makeup
Can you tell I'm faking it? But I want to be myself A counterfeit disposition Can't be good for my health So many different faces Depending on the different phases My personality changes I'm a chameleon There's more than one dimension I can fool you and attract attention Camouflage my nature Let me demonstrate... Makeup's all off Who am I? Magic's in the make up Who am I? If you bore me then I'm comfortable If you interest me I'm scared My attraction paralyzes me No courage to show my true colors that exist But I want to be the real thing But if you catch my eye can't be authentic The one's I loath are the one's that know me the best My makeup's all off Who am I? The magic's in the make up Who am I? The makeup's all off Who am I? If the magic's in the make up Then who am I? Magic's in the makeup But I want to be real the thing But the magic's in the makeup And I want to be the real thing My makeup's all off Who am I?

Pool Party
pool party What started nice a nice day off got trashed. It was about noon on a Sat. when the phone rang and it was Miss B. hey Freddy I need you to work this afternoon and evening. I'm having some friends over . Well I can't turn down Miss B and I know her parties are hot as hell.Well I found My Pool party suit, and tie. the suit is just a normal long suit but black and a type of tie you would see a chip and dale guy wear. I head over to Miss B place and start cleaning the pool and setting up lounge chairs. I check the sun oil stock, and stocked the pool bar. I went in to get dressed and asked who all was coming. Oh the normal ladies. Cool I smiled, I know most of them. there's Dyno who's very hot and Beth, She has a great body also. the crazy one in the group is april, Man can she heat up a party. Once dressed in my party suit I head out to meet the guess. Dyno was first to show up and as I walked her to the house she slap my ass and said "you ready for this party

The Wife's Bill Of Rights
The Wife's Bill of Rights By Jill Adler Preamble: We, the wives of America, love being married to the husbands of America. We know we have our faults, but with our ever-morphing roles these days, there's a lot of pressure on us to be superhuman. We care for our families, manage the home, keep ourselves attractive, and even bring home our shares of the bacon. We know we sometimes lash out, but we really do want to "live happily ever after" with you. Our mutual acknowledgement of these amendments can go a long way toward achieving that. Amendment I We have the right to dislike your buddies. We know it's important for you to have your guy friends, but you should know by now that we're not turned on by your stories of the good old days at college, your sexual exploits, or which relief pitcher the Red Sox should trade. Disappear for a while and be boys—it's OK, go chug beer and high-five—but please don't expect us to be happy when your friends come over and put their feet on our cof

Dreaming Reality
You were standing in front of me... I closed my eyes, tight, and when I opened them again you were still there. It isnt a dream. I seem not to be able to believe it. You caught me staring again and asked what I was doing. I told you that every day I still cant believe that my dream is real and with me, Thank You. A smile brightened up your whole face. I could stare at you smiling all day long, and I guess i was because you shook your head laughed some more and then leaned in and kissed me. A shock ran through my body, as it usually does, when you kiss me. I didnt want it to stop. I turned into your body and kissed you deeper. This kiss was filled with emotion - call it passion - and you felt that as well Your lips pressed back against mine, soft but firm, our tongues brushing against each other just like our bodies. My body was responding and before I knew what was happening our hands were groping over each others bodies. I was fumbling,clumsily, to unbutton your blouse wh

My Sad Song For Today
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going Coming Thought I heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?) Thinking that (I deserve it) Now I have realised That I really didn't knooOooOw If you didn't notice You mean everything (quickly I'm learning) To love again (all I know is) I'm be oooOook (Chorus) Thought I couldn't live without you It's going to hurt when it heals too Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time) Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile because I deserve too Oooh(It'll all get better in time) (Verse) I could of turned on the TV Without something that would remind me Was it all that easy? To just put us out your feeling [ Better In Time lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] If i'm dreamin Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings) But that's the past (i believe it) And I know that, time will heal it If you didn't notice

Does Everything Happen For A Reason?
My younger sister had a heart attack B. I mean she's the sister that I raised myself so of course I'm hurt, I mean she's 24 and had a mild heart attack. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate the fact that it was mild, but Angie is 24 should she have had one at all? In all honesty I've had a couple conversations where I said everything doesn't happen for a reason, and this doesn't change my mind. I hear people say "everything" happens for a reason, but that can't be true, I mean you gotta accept that some random shit just happens sometimes. I mean a few months ago I read an article about a guy who got shot at a White Castle because he tried to help a young lady out who was having an arguement with her guy. He's just had twin boys, you can't convince that he was killed and taken away from his shorties for a reason, What would be the reason my YOUNGER sister had a heart attack? I mean was my son "supposed" to see me cry? Was i "supposed" to sit around thinking about my neice and nephe

Wanna Join My Family To See My Nsfw Pics???
SOOOOOO... you wanna see my NSFW pics? Well its gonna cost ya! Thanks to my webmaster Sexi Lexi, Ive decided to do what she does and make u pay for what u want! My naughtyness comes at a price.. For a month on my NSFW pics, it will cost 250,000 FB, or if u buy me a blast, the length of the blast will be the length of the time in my family, buy me a VIP, then the length of the VIP is the length u stay on.. catchin on?? Bling PACKAGE (not giving me a bling) will be a month! Other prices can be worked out! MUCH LUV!!

Duckstock
I mentioned the word Duckstock at an event this weekend. I was trying my best to explain it. The issue is not many people understand BDSM. Most people are extremely closed minded, so BDSM is a subject that you try not to go into. However; in this case I mentioned some clue words (like being tied up and leather) He immediately knew what I talking about. But, in many cases I mention those "clue" words and just get looked at with a blank look. How do I explain BDSM to people?? I hate to say I should be ashamed of my lifestyle (I'm not) however; where do I draw the line of being proud of it?

Averige Amerikan
The Average American A recent study conducted by Harvard University found that the average American walks about 900 miles a year. Another study by the American Medical Association found that Americans drink, on average, 22 gallons of alcohol a year. This means, on average, Americans get about 41 miles to the gallon. Kind Of Makes You Proud To Be An American.

Leave Me The Fuck Alone!!!
Yes even I have dated fucking Pyschos. I wont give too much fucking details because of possible action. Someone named "mike" contacted me on my ex's behalf. He claims that my ex had my baby back in 06 and just NOW tells me. Let me rewind yall back to where it began. I was dating another girl at the time when she calls me to chew me out. she tells me that her FATHER got a email from a FRIEND of my ex's claiming that my ex was pregnant with my baby! I say prove it, she ended up with a MISCARRIAGE. Never showing any evidence of paperwork or anything. Plus alot of things were off but that is to be said later. She claimed to never have access to my addy when I know at lease 3 mutual friends that could have given it to her. A year or so later some more shit happen while I was on deployment. this time harassing me and my fiance. My fiance is a grown woman and can handle herself find, but Long story short I had to get a RESTRAINING ORDER on my ex to have no contact with me what so eve

Online Love
In the mumms today a girl posed this question: "Is it possible to fall in love online, and will it last?" Thinking that those of you who didn't catch that mum just might enjoy my answer, I saved it for you here: "It will absolutely be the bestest thing that ever happened to you! You will marry a man named Karl next June. You will soon have twins, and you shall name them Justin and Andrea. Justin will become a gay pornstar, and Andrea will become a professional alligator wrestler. Your husband will eventually become rich and powerful, but on his 45th birthday will dump you for two blondes named Inga and Helga. You will receive millions of dollars in the divorce settlement, though, and go and live in Paris, where you will become a world-reknowned fashion designer. You will die in you 90's, wealthy beyond your wildest dreams and beloved by all mankind, and there will be a glistening cloud-city built in your honor." I hope that blew enough hot air up the silly little bunt's skirt.

Being True To Yourself!
Well life doesnt always go the way we want sometimes and the people we meet might not always be the ones we wanted to meet but they have been in your life to teach you really what you want for yourself and to help relize who you really are. We have many people that put a dent in our hearts and always keep us on our toes. I belive that if you truely want something or someone you have to let the world know because time goes by to fast to not ever know what could have happend. The people that you really need in your life are the ones who need you in theirs. If you are brave enough to have feelings for someone then be brave enough to let them know. Why play with your emotions and live like you were never heard? Whats the worst that could happen? Dont be affraid to tell someone the way you feel cause everyday you will live with regret. Nobody is better then you and in every person theres a heart! Say the things you feel when you feel them cause its the best feeling in the world to be on s

Ha!
We are in trouble... The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your ass, At your computer, reading jokes. Nice, Real nice.

I Want To Make Love To You
I want to make love, to you, In the sweet, summer rain. Atop a barren plateau, Or on a grassy plain. On a soft, sandy beach With a bottle of champagne. Listening to the thunder roll, I soon forget my pain. Feeling the blood flowing Throughout every vein. I want to make love, to you, In the sweet, summer rain.

Bling Ideas?
Ok - I keep seeing all these Bulletins and Mumms about suggestions on new bling... If you have a suggestion send it to Eric650 or Marketman. It works. I suggested a frog to Eric and it became the frog prince. :D Eric650@ fubar marketman@ fubar

So Tired.
Make believe and hold you near I don't know what to think I fear Won't you tell me what you're doing here? I could use a bit of grace and I could use a smiling face So won't you tell me why we're in this place? I'll come through the door tonight and I'll be faced with another fight won't you tell me when we'll get it right? It may be better that I walk away I'd rather not be wasting another day Won't you tell me what could make me stay? I'm so tired of angry tones, feels as if we're too far gone, I just want to make this place our home.

Walk On The Beach
It had been a long day of site seeing and shopping but neither of us felt like calling it a night. You look over at me with a wicked smile and say "Lets for for a stroll on the beach". Hoping you had something in mind, I gladly agree. Hand in hand we walk out the back of our bungaloo onto the beach in the cool ocean air. It's not long before you release my hand and run off between some sand dunes....I chase after you. When I catch up, I grab you in my arms and place my lips to yours in a long, wet, passionate kiss that leaves us both panting and wanting more...oh so much more! Our hands rapidly remove each others clothing exposing our naked bodies to setting sun and the heavens. Gently, I lay you down onto the blanket you had left there earlier in the day. My lips never leaving yours, my hands sliding over every inch of your amazing body. Finally I break the kiss only to move my lips down along your jaw to your waiting neck. I can feel you arch up as my mouth kisses you between your ne

Please Rate This Pic 4 Me! Xoxo
This awesome girl is in a Happy Hour Giveaway and doesn't have far to go! Rates count as 5 so even if you hate comment bombing just PLEASE rate this pic. It helps the host Cappy too...he's awesome so show him lots of love. JUST 2 CLICKS! Click the pic, click the 10 (or 11)! If you can leave a few comments great but if we can get everyone to rate it, we won't even need it. xoxo PebblesinAZ

For Her
I am her master her protector the one whom keeps her safe and warm she wears my collar in love and she does as I wish her loving servitude is thanked by my love for her. No one or nothing can ever harm her for my hand of protection is by her for her enemies they will be met by my wrath. As her master what she feels and ponders on is important to me for it makes her whom she is and I love her dearly my woman, my love , my submissive.

Dj Auction Starts Friday April 18th!!
THE 1ST REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE DJ AUCTION JUST CLICK ON THE DJ'S PIC AND GO SEE THEIR BLOG FOR WHAT YOUR BIDDING ON DJ'S FOR AUCTION ARE AS FOLLOWS: DJ Chinky DJ Sinz DJ BG DJ Playin DJ Barbie DJ Sweet DJ Dede DJ Lost DJ Chuggy DJ Angel DJ Dragonman

To:dirty Bitch Crew
yesterday evening i gave my daughter a chance to meet some of you now if i do say so for the most part she did okay....other than maybe tickin off some people her conduct was in my opinion out of line as far as someone was concerned now personally speaking you won't have to worry about a thing for ive made sure to crack down on her for her behavior and her actions now im not naming names or anything but i was wrong to let her talk to you all and to be honest when i was told what she had done i was somewhat outraged no not at any of you but it appears my skills as a parent have come into question now as a father im one to let my daughter experience life for herself or she's gotta learn sometime ya know? i gave her an opportunity and she took it too far and i received backlash for it now i am not condemning her actions but im also not condoning them either what she did was wrong and when i got her off the computer and shortly after i left she and i got into a huge fight about

Brothers Baby
I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY THAT MY BROTHERSGIRLFRIEND IS GOING IN FOR AND EMERGENCYC-SECTION. IT IS A MONTH TOO EARLY AND THE BABY IS HAVING ALOT OF PROBLEMS. THEY ARE GIVING MY LITTLE NIECE A 50/50 CHANCE OF SURVIVING THE BIRTH. AND AFTER THE BIRTH SHE HAS A 30% CHANCE OF LIVING. WHAT IS HAPPENING IS HERE KIDNEYS ARE OVERSIZED. WHERE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO AT THIS TIME BE 4CM, ONE IS 56CM AND THE OTHER IS 64CM. THEY HAVE NO IDEA AT THIS TIME WHAT IS CAUSING THIS TO HAPPEN. THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT SURGERY ALMOST IMMEDIATELY AFTER BIRTH. SO IF EVERYONE WOULD PLEASE PRAY FOR HER I WOULD BE SO THANKFUL

In Florida
well well i know there are a few out there wanderin wtf where i been well im in florida spendin time with my fam and friends so dont feel like i have forgot yall i havent.. jus takin this tim while i can

What Is With Women Today?
I would like to ask all of you a question and I hope that somebody will be able to shed some light on it for me. I have a problem with a friend and she is not the first friend that I have had this problem with. My friend is a female that I have been friends with for about four years. I have told her that I have feelings for her and she tells me that I am too good of a friend and she dose not want to lose that friendship. Why is it that women complain all the time that they can't find a man that wants them for who they are and not for what they can get from them. And when someone that they know care for them for who they are asks them out they give that line to them? Wouldn't it be better to be with someone that you know cares for you for the right reasons, rather then go after someone that you don't know? What should I do about her? Is romance and being treated right that bad in a relationship. Why do women today always go after the guys that they know only want one thing from them and

A Christian Speaks Of Wicca And Witchcraft
A Christian Speaks of Wicca and Witchcraft by James Clement Taylor I am a Christian and not a Wiccan. A Christian is one who has been baptized in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, and who has made a personal, free-will decision to commit himself and all his or her life to our Lord and God and Savior, Jesus Christ. Both of these things are true of me. I am a member of St. Mary’s Eastern Orthodox Church, Colorado. In this paper, I am not speaking as agent for any church, but I am, entirely on my own responsibility, speaking the truth in love, as we Christians are supposed to do. A Situation of Strife and Shame: There are many Christians today who believe that anyone who is not a Christian is doomed to an eternity of suffering in hell. Any decent person, believing this, would be compelled to try to save as many people from this fate as possible. But is this belief correct? Jesus Christ, having noted the faith and righteousness of a Roman centurion, a Pagan, pro

Racist Comments Or Slurs
TODAY I REMOVED SOMEONE FROM MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS LIST FOR RACIAL COMMENTS! I WILL NOT TOLERATE THAT KIND OF CRAP!THAT IS DRAMA IN THE HIGHEST AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED AND I WILL DELETE YOU FOR IT NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE. DONT LIKE IT? MOVE ON NOW CUZ I WILL GET TO YOU LATER BELIVE ME. TO CLEAR THINGS UP I DONT CARE WHAT NATIONALITY YOU ARE OR IF YOU ARE GAY OR BI OR ANYTHING ELSE AND I DO NOT WANNA HEAR OR SEE SLURS OF ANYKIND ON HERE I THINK WE ALL ARE ADULT ENOUGH TO KNOW BETTER. IF WE CANT HANDLE OURSELVES BETTER THEN THAT THEN MAYBE YOU NEED TO GO BACK TO MYSPACE OR WHEREEVER YOU CAME FROM! THANKS FOR READING FUBAR ROCKS!!!!!

Lovers Of The Night
Your hand moving slowly down my spine. A shiver. Losing track of time. A kiss. Lingering upon my lips. Leaves me frozen in momentary of bliss. Your eyes taking over my body. Vulnerable but no longer lonely. Arms. Taking me into a long embrace. My only wish now to memorize the lines of your face. Your smile is causing me to melt. Into your eyes. Never have I felt. So out of control yet perfectly sane No line between the pleasure and the pain. Your teeth sinking into my skin A dream like quality. Not wishing to end. Falling into a state. Losing control of my breathing. What is this? Am I dreaming? Your love flowing into me like never before. An eager whisper. Begging for more. Take me. Take me away into your sinful night. Beautiful stranger of the moonlight. You’re mine. I am yours. Now forever Through life. Through immortality. Together. Lost. Sinking. Your beautiful face looming as I am lost. In this moment of ecstasy. Our love the cause. Forever. Immortal bein

What You Are
And when you wanted me I came to you And when you wanted someone else I withdrew And when you asked for light I set myself on fire And if I go far away I know You'll find another slave Cause now I'm free from what you want Now I'm free from what you need Now I'm free from what you are And when you wanted blood I cut my veins And when you wanted love I bled myself again Now that I've had my fill of you I'll give you up forever And here I go far away I know you'll find another slave Cause now I'm free from what you want Now I'm free from what you need Now I'm free from what you are Then a vision came to me When you came along I gave you everything But then you wanted more

My Wish
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you want to go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. and if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' 'til you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, but more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, all the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, and you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake, and alw

Emotional Abuse.
Are You Emotionally Abused? Questions for Women in Heterosexual Relationships Many women find that emotional abuse is difficult to name or even talk about. They often wonder if it is serious because you cannot see it, like bruises or broken bones. Emotionally abused women state that one of the biggest problems they face is that others seldom take it seriously. These questions will help you identify if you are being emotionally abused, and provide some ideas on what you can do about it. What is your relationship like? Do you feel that something is wrong with your relationship, but you don't know how to describe it? Do you feel that your partner controls your life? Do you feel that your partner does not value your thoughts or feelings? Will your partner do anything to win an argument, such as put you down, threaten or intimidate you? Does your partner get angry and jealous if you talk to someone else? Are you accused of having affairs? Do you feel that you cannot do

Dreams And Hearts
You affect me. You have an effect on me. It is simple yet it is complex. It is complex yet simple. I think of you and my heart pounds. I dream of you and my heart aches. You touch me and my blood boils. I feel your touch and my knees go week. Our arms wrap around each other and I gain strength. Our bodies press together and and I feel your heat. I feel your lips on mine and close my eyes. I taste your lips as your tongue parts mine. Love and passion become one. Passion and love bring earthquakes and fireworks. You affect me. You have an effect on me. It is simple yet it is complex. It is complex yet simple. It is love and adoration. It is lust and yearning. It is possession and giving all. Will it last?

Leveler List 18 April 2008
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) If someone levels, could you please post a comment letting everyone know who has leveled in between updates so that we all know or if you have any suggestions or find any errors outside of points dropping, please let me know. I do this list at various hours and may make some typos. :) I don't always remember the "delete" or "backspace" key... hehe... :) Thanks for all your support with this list. Each one of you are truly amazing!! :) Good Luck!!! :) 9,190 to Level 10 lost in love@ fubar 10,327 to Level 11 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 13,842 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 17,456 to Level 12 LionRawr{Prowler of the Savana - Defender of the pride} {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar 21,796 to Level 16 SHADOW LEVELERS..@ fubar 22,595 to Level 15 BEND OVER AND SPELL RUN/1ST MEMBER OF THE J.E.R.K. FAMILY/SPANKER&SHADOW/FUBITCH TO KILLER BLUE EYES@ fubar

Fuck This Shit
I don't like to play games and I don't like people to play games with me. I like to be honest and upfront with people....AND I DONT HAVE THE ROOM FOR DRAMA AND FAKE PEOPLE SO IF YOU ONE OF THOSE JUST LEAVE...

I Hate Little Towns!
OK...explain this one to me! Back in December of 07 I believe it was...I had a speeding ticket and had to go to court. It was cancelled because of the snow we had. Well the little town I had the ticket in put me in as not appearing to court. Which has caused me nothing but problems. Hence tonite. Got pulled over by Ohio State Patrol. Why? For a freakin license plate light blown out! So while he is doing this shit, come to find out that my license is suspended because of this mess. Sooooooooo I couldnt drive my car to work...had to call a cab. Spent 6 bucks on getting a cab to work. Called Michael and I have a ride home. But getting to work is going to be a challenge Saturday nite. I guess I am walking. So I get to work all stressed out...and I get an emergency phone call for a supervisor here. So I did the usual and transferred the phone call to the supervisors phone. Well the caller called back and cussed me out said that he will make sure i get fired. So not

From Sheri
TODAY I HAVE 2 YEARS CLEAN FROM ALL CHEMICALS....I AM SO GRATEFUL TO ALL WHO ARE IN MY LIFE AND HAVE BEEN WIHT ME ON MY JOURNEY...LIFE IS DEFINITLEY A TRIP..AND ITS GREAT TO LIVE EACH DAY WITH EYES WIDE OPEN...INSTEAD OF EXISTING EACH DAY IN COMPLETE AND TOTAL FEAR OF REALITY.... I HAVE A FEW WOMEN IN MY LIFE THAT MEAN THE WORLD TO ME...I DONT KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE WITHOUT THEM....COMING FROM ME......THAT STILL SOUNDS KINDA UN-NATURAL......BUT I MEAN THAT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART..... AND MY EX-HUSBAND...I LOVE YOU HOOKER... CAN YOU BELEIVE IT?? I CANT... FUCK I AM SO GRATEFUL IM NOT WHO I USED TO BE... I HAVE SOME GOALS FOR THIS NEXT YEAR...MY BIGGEST IS TO INCREASE MY LEVEL OF AWARENESS OF MY HIGHER POWER WORKING IN MY LIFE..AND BUILDING THAT CONCIOUS CONTACT ...THE STONGER THAT IS....THE MORE IS REVEALED...AND THE CLOSER I GET TO BECOMING WHO I REALLY AM AND WHO I REALLY WANT TO BE.... THIS IS GOING TO BE A YEAR OF CHANGES FOR ME.....IT HAS TO BE...I HAVE TO ALWAY

What's The Big Deal?
By now we've all heard about the latest government raid on a Mormon sect. If you haven't read the latest report, here's a link. http://my.att.net/s/editorial.dll?pnum=1&bfromind=7434&eeid=5796624&_sitecat=1522&dcatid=0&eetype=article&render=y&ac=1&ck=&ch=ne I don't like two things about this: 1. In a country that claims to value religious freedom, how can it be considered right for government agents to storm these people's home and take away 400 children? They were not doing anything that our own ancestors didn't do, and were no threat to themselves or the outside world. 2. Why is it tacitly agreed that the government has any right to dictate that teens must not become pregnant, especially when their religion does not forbid it? In feudal England, for instance, it was common practice for a local Lord to take any maiden he chose into his bed. And my own grandmother had her first child at the age of 15. I am neither advocating teen pregnancy, nor am I in support of humans g

You Gotta Be
Listen as your day unfolds Challenge what the future holds Try and keep your head up to the sky Lovers, they may cause you tears Go ahead release your fears Stand up and be counted Don't be ashamed to cry You gotta be You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm You gotta stay together All I know, all I know, love will save the day Herald what your mother said Readin' the books your father read Try to solve the puzzles in your own sweet time Some may have more cash than you Others take a different view my oh my hey, hey ... (repeat) Don't ask no questions, it goes on without you Leaving you behind if you can't stand the pace The world keeps on spinning You can't stop it, if you try to This time it's danger staring you in the face oh oh oh Remember (repeat) My oh my hey, hey (repeat, fade)

No Title
I have up and I have downs Why cannot I Find a happy In-between And Remain there Where joy Can wash Over me Like the Sun kissing Ones flesh I found this Special place With you A special wonderful Place Where I can finally Be myself Without any Consequences Have I been Asleep all this time Living in a blissful Dream Please if so do not wake Me Allow this Dream To continue On until The end Of time All me This happiness For once In my life Let my dreams Become The reality That I So desire Them to be by: samara 4-15-08

I'm The One You Love To Hate
You hate me because you don’t know me, you look at me like a monster, what are you waiting for kill me you weak little bastard. You hate me for being a strong mother fucking asshole, I hate you because you are weak and you let others trample on you. You sit there on your high horse and act as if nothing bad will ever happen to you, guess what mother fucker it’s about time you looked in a mirror and realized that you are dead mother fucker. I say and do the things you wish you had the balls to do bitch; I sit and think about ways to make your life a miserable hell. You sit and think about ways to make more money, you love to hate me you self righteous whore. You cringe when I curse, you cringe when I talk about death accept it you whore its part of life like living and dying it all comes to pass you just have to accept it. Walk away from me, turn your back on me, even though you never can because mother fucker I am you. I’m the person you wish you were, the one that doesn’t give

Hurt... Food For Thought
for some reason this song is coming to my mind today, so here we go again... listen to the words...the man has done everything in his life had every high and low just about possible... and yet... HE HOLDS OUT FOR THAT ONE..and offers it ... he even admits he will hurt u... to own our own hurt , admit it feel it, then fix it to let the love be there again in your heart... i think the reason my heart searched this song out today is cuz of the day i had yesterday...i had boththe ups and downs..and i shed tears of not only joy but pain... the pain came first and i felt like my throat would b ripped out from the pain trying to escape... then as the day progressed.. my dearest friends came and picked me up one moment at a time..and the joy surpassed the pain...

Earthquake!!!! If You Felt It, Please Comment!!
For those of you close to Il, Ky, and In. This morning you felt an earthquake about 4:36am according to the USGS. This Earthquake's epicenter was centered 5 miles ENE of Bellmont Il it was a 5.4 magnatude.. This one was felt as reports come in, 15 states away, as far north as Canada!! The second one came about 10:14am 6 miles ENE of Bone Gap Il. This one was a 4.6 magnatude. I was sitting in class and felt this one too. I have felt both of them thus far. If you felt them, please comment on this blog, and tell me where you're at. The USGS is on scene and is saying that this could be the beginning of something bigger. As most of you know that live in the Walbash and Mississippi valleys that we were due an earthquake 16 years ago in 1992. However that never happened. From what I have gathered here recently, there has been a few there was one in 2002 that was a 5.0 located near darmbstat In. just north of Evansville In. I haven't lived here all my life, so I don't know. H

New Child Dianosed With Gan
this is from hannahs webpage. page 1. We are a parent, family and friend driven organization with more passion, determination and love than is imaginable. The mission of Hannah’s Hope is to raise a substantial amount of funding for research to find treatment and a cure for Giant Axonal Neuropathy (GAN), as well as raise awareness about this devastating neurodegenerative disorder. We were told by a genetic researcher we will likely need about $10mn dollars to get to a clinical trial for a treatment for GAN, and much more than that to achieve a cure. We’ve been told by a GAN researcher the GAN gene pathway is one of the easiest pathways to fix. This means, when a breakthrough is achieved for GAN, doors may open for other more complex neurodegenerative disorders that involve mutations in more than one gene. We have researchers and the best neuroscientists in the world ready to tackle GAN, but they need funding! Hannah’s life, and the lives of so many others afflicted with thi

Seriously
In the last few days, I have learned that people are just disgusting on here. The drama, the hating and the all around immaturity. Why do they feel the necessity to get involved in other peoples lifes saying hurtful untrue things. So let me set the record straight. 5 Star and I are together and yes I am moving to Florida to be with him. Yes, we have purchased a puppy together and yes that is our baby in my pics. I have found something in him that no one has ever given me. Honesty and trust. He is the most amazing person I ever met. So yes, go ahead and be jealous...you should be. What was said about him was so disgusting and nasty. You only wish you could know him like we do. Sorry you are missing out on knowing a person like 5. I received a series of messages yesterday from some people that apparently are having a difficult time accepting all of this. Please stop this sillines and move on. Quite frankly, it is only making our relationship stronger. This place breeds ugly.

Face Without Sin
Her eyes from a Goddess, And a face without sin. Somehow heaven came to earth, When her life began. I don't believe she knows, She floats on air as she walks. Her voice so sweet so soft, So angelic even when she talks. God has given us another, An angel of his to walk this land. Each day I will thank him again, For when our friendship had began.

Gimme A Handy Lol...
Actually had folks ask me what a handy is lol. If you dont{ psst its a handjob!} , please dont worry. I'm just a perv . But i'm home my visit was good and i'll glad to be home. I missed all yall. Message me folks!

Naked Rocker Thank You
THE MORE I READ THIS THE MORE PISSED I GET.FIRST OF ALL WHY ARE THE UGLY PEOPLE GIVING HER A HARD TIME AND THE PEOPLE THAT ARE SOMEWHAT ATTRACTIVE BEING SYPATHETIC?THE CHICKS NOT STUPID,JUST WEARS HER HEART ON HER SLEEVE AND BELIEVED IN SOMEONE SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH.SHE TRUSTED THIS DICKHOLE AND HE LIED TO HER,PLAIN AND SIMPLE.NOW HE'S PULLING THE OL' MOPED STUNT(LOTS OF FUN TO RIDE,BUT YOU DON'T WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO SEE YOU ON 'EM).THE FUNNY THING IS THE ROLES SHOULD BE REVERSED.I KNOW WHAT THIS GUY LOOKS LIKE AND THERE AREN'T ENOUGH BAGS AT THE GROCERY STORE TO HIDE HIS BALDING MUG.SHE HAPPENED TO FALL FOR A OLD MAN WHO PRETENDED TO BE SINGLE,THATS ALL.EVERY GUY ON HERE WOULDN'T STAND A CHANCE W/THIS BEAUTY,INCLUDING MYSELF,SO GET A GRIP B4 I HAVE MY BODYGUARDS BEAT ALL OF YOUR STUPID ASSES.SHE IS SEEING THE LIGHT AND THIS MUMM IS PROOF THAT SHE'S THOUGHT LONG AND HARD ABOUT THIS.SO STOP THE NAME CALLING YOU COLD HEARTED KNOBS.SHE'S ONTO HIM NOW...AND IF FOR SOME REASON WE ARE ALL WR

Recent Car Wreck :(
Yeah so I messed my car up....But it could have been worst....It will be fixed and better than ever....But my nose got a good gash and so....Yeah it sucks, I hurt, 5 stitches....But I'll get through this....Now you can call me Scarface!!!

~ Passions On Fire ~
~ Passions on Fire ~ fires of passion ignite touches electrifying and light tenderness calms and soothe kisses covering release and loose hair flowing across shoulders bare awareness acute skin tingling everywhere oh you are the mystical queen always with me, always seen hearts on fire souls mingling bodies writhing fingers tickling smiles from lips tantalized eyes gazed answers mesmerized relaxed in arms tired bodies exhausted energies expired loving eyes peer and hazed closing sleeping delighted amazed. Peace.

Ty Ty Ty Ty!
I have so many people to Thank! So many of my friends and friends of friends stepped up to help me win my 30 day blast and I adore you all! tappinit ~~ Proud Owner of PebblesinAZ && babygirl_01 ~~ Humbly Owned by Blairmare@ fubar ❦ ĦƐЯ ✌ϢѺⱤȽÐ ❦®@ fubar ♫DJ Crazy_Momx4♫ ~FU_OWNED BY Mr. Diamond~@ fubar ~K@NS@S*~*~GURL~@ fubar ~~♥~~(~☆Ðå Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§☆~)~~♥~~W.¥.K.Ð~~@ fubar (¯`·¸•´¯) Thru_a_diff_i (¯`·¸•´¯) In love w/my baby Mark@ fubar oab

This Is Fucked!
In 2007, the 'artist' Guillermo Vargas Habacuc, took a dog from the street, tied him to a rope in an art gallery and began starving him to death. For several days, the 'artist' and the visitors of the exhibition watched, emotionless, the shameful 'masterpiece' based on the dog's agony, until eventually he died. Does THIS sound like art to you? But this is not all... the prestigious Visual Arts Biennial of Central America decided that the 'installation' WAS actually art, so Guillermo Vargas Habacuc has been invited to repeat his cruel action for the Biennial of 2008. Let's STOP HIM!!!!! Sign the petition: http://www.petitiononline.com/ea6gk/petition.html

Feelings
I am not to sure on how to start this blog. Its about someone special in my life at this point in time. Some of my freinds will know who it is about and some will not. But if this person reads this blog they will know its about them. There is someone special in my life who has been there for me when times were so hard for me. When i was thinking all else failed he was there. Me and him have had alot of deep talks about life and things we wanted out of it. We have both been so hurt with realtionships and have been used in them as well. But at the point in my life where i was ready to give up and just say fuck it. He popped up.And out of the blue just started talking to me and understood wat i was feeling but at the same time we were kinda leary on things. But then when he got to know me and i got to know him i seen that he was somewhat a male version of me and its scary. Cause that is what i have been searching for all my life was someone like me. And the last few months he has started

Birthday Bash Giveaway = Fubucks For You
Okay!! If you don't know by now this is my birthday weekend. I want to celebrate it all weekend. Here is the deal! My birthday is on Monday, but I want to give you a gift, FU-BUCKS!!! If you rate 10's on ALL 100 pics in my 35th Birthday Bash Giveaway folder, I will give you 10k (fubucks)... If you rate 11's on ALL 100 pics, I will give you 15k (fubucks).... First, when rating any of these pics it MUST be during HAPPY HOUR to be eligible for the fu-bucks.... Second, when you are done rating ALL 100 pics in my folder, you must send me a private message (Don't use shoutbox!) stating that you rated all my pics with either 10's or 11's... Please allow time for me to verify all pics has been rated. Once the rates has been verified, I will send you fu-bucks via FuPal. Last but not least, to participate and recieve fubucks you must be on my friends list. You have to rate/fan/add me. :) Thank you and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

Dj Mystery Up For Auction!
DJ Mystery is up for ownership for a month! If you're the highest bidder: I will rate you during hh, Leave a personal comment everyday Make an sfw pic for you Put your name in my name for a month Let you hear what you want when i dj and buy you a big pimpin gift RULES #1. MUST SUBSCRIBE TO LOUNGE TO BID #2. MINIMUM BID IS $30,000 FUBUCKS #3. CASH BIDS OVERRULE FUBUCKS #4. LOUNGE RULES MUST BE FOLLOWED #5. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA...THIS IS FOR FUN FOLKS! DJ Mystery ~DJ @ The Real Red Dragon lounge ~EVO OBSSESOR~STI RACER ~@ fubar Click the Banner to Join the Lounge

I Believe
I believe...... ....That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. ....That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. ....That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. ....That you can keep going long after you think you can't. ....That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. ....That either you control your attitude or it controls you. ....That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. ....That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

Things I'm Learning
as we get older, we take experiences in our hands and hearts and they change us. sometimes it makes a person bitter. sometimes it makes a soul weary. most of the time it just aches so deep inside that it feels like we’ll never be whole again. i’ve learned that there are precious few people who can take their pain and use it to create a greater good. in a world that is steady trying, every second of every day, to make us graceless and without honor, it is up to the survivors to carry the torch of love and respect. there is so much more than meets the eye...so be careful of your words and actions, because someone’s heart just might be in your teeth. you can crush things you’ll never see, and the only loss will be that you were unable to see...not what you crushed. the magic of a survivor is that they can be crushed and still come up breathing, fighting, living, loving. every experience makes us stronger and better able to see the world with clarity and dignity. i’ve been called

Saving Lives
Why is it I'm not crazy when i run into a burning building. But If I use my hands to lift a burning beam to save a mans life and get hurt in the process I'm crazy. Or if i cover a vic from falling objects and get knocked out i was being stupid. does this make any sense at all??

One Month
One month from today, I will be moving to Texas and I just looked at my closet and I do not have many tank tops. I'm fucked. I nearly died of the heat yesterday and it was only 80 here yesterday. Ugh. -Smexi

Ladymoose
laura came out of the surgery she hasnt woke up yet because they have her in a drug induced coma because they found a big blood clot and 2 open chambers they had to close had to replace 2 of the valves the replaced the last time because they had gone bad and they are giving her blood because she lost alot because she was on blood thinners....larry Please pray for Laura.

Erotic Stories Cd
I have had a few guys request that I take the time to record myself reading my stories and have the stories that I have read on a CD and sell it to those who would like a copy. Just wondering if there is enough interest in such a CD to make it worth my while. Who might be interested?

Ok It What You All Been Waiting For ! Auction Open In A Hour!
IT THAT TIME FOR THE SEXIEST WOMEN ON FUBAR IN THERE T-SHIRT AND PANTI_'S. **MEN IN THERE SEXY BOXERS, SHOWING WHAT THEY MAMA GAVE THEM TO WORK WITH......HOT HOT * AND ON FIRE. AUCTION AUCTION, BID , BID AND SEE WHO YOU CAN OWN FOR THE MONTH. START ON 4/19/08 AT 7 P.M AND END ON 5/3/08. Lil WayneFiremanMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs ClUb i DoNt ChAsE ThEmE IrEpLaCe ThEmE So GeT In WhErE Y@ fubar THE WOMEN WITH BE IN THEIR T-SHIRT AND PANTIES ON BIG POPPA PAGE.....................!

My Heart Hurts
I dont know what is wrong with me lately. I used to be such a confident and independant woman but lately I have been so un sure of myself clinging to my friends, both on and off line. I have been feeling like I have nothing but my daughter. I dont have many friends, dont get me wrong the friends I have are amazing and I would not trade them for the world, I just have very few that I would call friends. and to be honest I have no real social life other then D and M and A. and yes those are the first letters of my two friends. I know I am just feeling sorry for myself but I think that it stems down to me missing being in a relationship. I miss being held. I miss the constant companion in my life. the connection having someone in my life brings. I know it is stupid to feel like you need someone but everyone needs someone right? I can seem to meet anyone local. the only men I have "met" that I like are online and live in states far away. and even then you can not trust that they are for

Poems
as i sit and watch the snow fall like tears from heaven. Softly kissing the ground like a new lovers embrace. a silence trickles over the land . Thoughts of you fill my troubled head. I recall your gentle caress. I close my eyes and i remember your sweet perfume.As the first silent tear slides down my cheek and i feel your gentle kiss. the second tear rolls down my face and i feel your warm tender embrace. I open my eyes and watch a million birds take flight and i hear your name softly spoken upon the wind. the third tear wells up in my eye as it's wisked away with the wind and i know you are there with me

Beautiful Girl
Beautiful girl, wherever you are I knew when I saw you, you had opened the door I knew that I'd love again after a long, long while I'd love again. You said "hello" and I turned to go But something in your eyes left my heart beating so I just knew that I'd love again after a long, long while I'd love again. Refrain : It was destiny's game For when love finally came on I rushed in line only to find That you were gone. Whenever you are, I fear that I might Have lost you forever like a song in the night Now that I've loved again after a long, long while I've loved again. *Repeat Refrain Beautiful girl, I'll search on for you 'Til all of your loveliness in my arms come true You've made me love again after a long, long while In love again And I'm glad that it's you Hmm, beautiful girl Beautiful Girl - Jose Marie Chan

Dream Cum True
hey everyone! i finally had one fantasy cum true 2 weeks ago. i had been talking to a guy online for about 4 months and he saw me at a bar one night and approached me we had a few more drinks and danced a little and when the bar closed we decided to talk in his car. we get to his car and almost imediatly he slipd a hand down my loose very revealing top and grabs a tit and asks me if im ready to fullfil the fantasy of being hung by my titties. i took my top off so he could see my tits better and asked him if he really thought he could do it. he played with them for a bit,sqeezing,piching,and pulling on them (which makes me horney as hell) and says yeah he thinks he can and if i wanted to go back to his place he could try. i said yeah im game so we head to his place which was only about 10 min. away i didnt bother putting my blouse back on cuz he was massaging them and it felt really good. we got his his place and he walked me to the door and asked me to make myself at home as he went up

Moment Of Clarity And Then The Pain...
was there ever a time in your life when you had such clear thoughts...and could understand the choices that you need to make in your life ...and you have at that very point such a calm that comes over you... your mind heart and spirit are one with each other...you know you are making the right decission...but you also know that there is pain and sadness that is about to follow??? i have been struggeling with my feelings for a wonderful young man...his spirit has touched my very soul and as i was told his flame has ignited the old one that laid within me...a twin flame to mine own... and he did just that, started this old flame to roar again... i know the pain is soon to follow, feeling him walk away again... but i will always be greatful that he came back one last time, took that chance , and let me feel again... now how i progress from here i am unsure of... espically now..cuz the tears are starting to flow and my head is feeling be muddled... i do not feel sry f

Im In My First Auction
Hey all im in my first auction yay for me haha.. anyways it starts on monday at noon est time. so if you would like to own me then all ya hafta do is come and bid on me :) What i will offer -------------------------------- all pics rated 11's during HH ================== all stash rated during HH ================== daily comments ================== daily drinks =================== be my number 1 top friend for a month ================== add to top family for a month ================== 1 sfw personal salute ================== pimp out blog =================== pimp out bully ===================== owned by their name ==================== 1 big pimpin gift ==================== If bid is high enough i will add more :)

Important Notice To All Friends
Just to let everyone know. I have noticed that some of our friends suddenly do not have a pics of themselves. If I find this is the case I will remove you. It may take me several days to check but If I find a friends profile and no pic of themselves that is made PUBLIC then I will delete them.

Getting Defined
The definition: A guy is a man. A pig is a name given to a guy who isn't a man. You like where this is going? Well lets get a little deeper. A man is a guy who will SEE someone and not look at someone. A man doesn't get a crick in the neck when a woman walks by who he thinks is a perfect ten. He knows there is no perfect ten. Everyone has a flaw and sometimes more than just one. He also knows its those flaws that make or break the attraction. A man doesn't judge to judge but to understand that everyone is made different. He is one to respect that a woman does like compliments but doesn't like the drool, slobbering, and snorting. If a woman chooses to show her self in her natural state then a compliment is nice. A wanna get in your holes comment isn't anything but pushy and rude. Also if a woman is wearing something that is a turn on that it's not a green light to pillage her. A man will see a woman as not a trophy but as an equal and a friend. Compliment her, spoil her, share a c

Toilet Cleaning Instructions
Toilet Cleaning Instructions: 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a "power-wash" and rinse". 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean.

I Am Feeling Very Sick Right Now
I am warm and cold at the same time. What should I do? I feel like throwing up and my body is sore. I am also very tired. I have a huge headache and do not know what to do. Please help me if you read this. Give me some advice. thanks.

Not Extactly Snakes On The Plane But Close...
Everytime round here when there not much rain, we have problems with snakes getting close to the house, looking fer water. Well usually thier in the yard on on the back steps. Well tonite a friend of mine n his wife came by to visit with me n my family. Well we decided to come out here to my shop to show em some stuff on the pc n some guns i been workin on. I had left the back door open cause we was smoking, n had been sitting out here fer a hour or so. They go ready to leave turned toward the back door n she hollered like hell pointing at the floor. No shit there was a 4 ft rattler laying there. They jumped up on my recliner n i didnt know what to do cause my shotgun was hanging above the door, so stupid me just rared back n luckliy kicked the fucker out the door. Before it could curl up n move, i luckily got the shotgun down n unloaded all 6 rounds of birdshot into it, nuffin was left of the bastard thankfully.We was all scard shitless cause that caught us all off gaurd. N to be hon

My Humor
Brian: I just got my pecker wet Brian: yeah I have a toy rooster Brian: and I took him in the tub with me Brian: I wet my pecker and soaped my cock Brian: it was so slippery Brian: and it grew too Brian: from absorbing all the water pervert Brian: it was such a happy cock Brian: I squeezed it and it squirted Brian: water you perv Brian: my cock hit me in the eye when it squirted Emerald: im crying Brian: don't cry Brian: that is not the sad part Brian: I was upset cause it squirted in my eye Brian: so I began to chock my cock Brian: Yes, I choked my chicken Brian: That didn't work too well so I began to beat it Brian: Soon my cock was just raw meat Brian: My girlfriend walked in and there I was beating my meat

This Is For You...
THIS IS A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERY ONE OF YOU WHO RATED PICS, STASH, RATED, FANNED AND ADDED ME, SENT ME BLING, SENT ME FUBUCKS, TOOK SCREEN SHOTS, PIMPED ME OUT IN YOUR SHOUT BOXES, MADE BULLY'S AND SENT YOUR FRIENDS TO MAKE MY HAPPY HOUR A SUCCESS... Compliment Comments at CommentBlast.com SUPERFLYCHICKEN.COM Yeah I know it's generic :( but I can't do the pretty ones...AGain, thank you all so much...

Closer Still
2 Weeks away from being done with school. This week is going to be rough but it has to be done. I have a presentation to do on Wednesday and then right after that class I leave for DC for another interview. Then I get to hole myself up in the library to write 2 papers all weekend... so no fun for me. Great. Grand. Wonderful. How many miles to Philadelphia...?

Life Is To Short
I believe you should, laugh when you can, apologize when you should..and let go of what you can't change. Kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything and have NO regrets. Life is to short to be ANYTHING but happy! Also: Life is to short to wake up with regrets. So love the people that treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it! And: Be more concerned with your character than your reputation, because your character is what you really are, while your reputation is merely what others think you are

Please Don't Go!!
Ok this lovely woman in the link below is feeling up set right now and she feels that since she put her NSFW pics to private that none of her friends wants to show her love at all. So just to prove her wrong on this. I'm asking my friends/fans and family members to go and rate all her stuff and show her the love that she deserves on here. Show her it is worth to stay on here and for her not to leave this site, cause she will be deeply missed by many of her close friends on here!!!! ßåßy ßºº Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubar

Ready For Love
I wrote this for a great guy thats going to treat me right! This is what I imagine it will be like! Please dont rip me off and take my poem its all I have thanks! Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

My Cell Phone
HEY FRIENDS OF FUBAR THAT I TALK TO ON A REGULAR BASIS.......DURING MY DRUNKEN BIRTHDAY BONFIRE LAST NIGHT.......I DROPPED MY PHONE IN A WHOLE GLASS OF TEQUILLA AND ICED TEA....I HAVE NO ONE'S NUMBER.....IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR ME AND WANT TO TALK....LET ME KNOW AND ILL GIVE YOU THE HOUSE NUMBER......JUST SO EVERYONE KNOWS IM NOT IGNORING THEM.... CARRIE

My Boyfriend
ok basically im in love with this guy i met off of fubar (gotta love it)and idk about u other ladies but for sumone who hasnt been married yet im still trying to make my childhood dream come true, that fairytale wedding. but theres a catch he wont get married again... im thinking its because of me am i right or should i let it take its course and hope and pray like ive been doing? help me out here considering i cant post mumms anymore i have to do it in blogs

Female Comebacks
Female comebacks Here ya go, ladies...the comebacks you've always needed >Man: Where have you been all my life? >Woman: Hiding from you. >Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? >Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there any more >Man: Is this seat empty? >Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down >Man: Your place or mine? >Woman: Both...You go to yours, and I'll go to mine >Man: So, what do you do for a living? >Woman: I'm a female impersonater >Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? >Woman: Do not enter. >Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? >Woman: Unfertilized >Man: Your body is like a temple >Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. >man: I would go to the end of the world for you >Woman: But would you stay there? >Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy >Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. >Man: If I could rearrange the a

August Rush
On DVD now. I got to see this film last night and it's been a while since their was such a music infused awe-inspiring movie. If you like progressive classical music this is how the whole movie feels. It's like a well written classical composition.

Lost Ones
All with the beautiful face God only knows their in a better place Someday we'll be in heaven all together laughing on clouds of soft feathers their with us in prayer,also in spirits when you pray at night,I'm sure they will hear they are our guardian angels you always had when you meet them,you'll be glad. God only knows when its out time to go, when its time Angels will let us know they were always there when our friends were down they would instantly change our smile from a frown they would not judge anyone by their looks to them meeting someone new was like reading a new book I never imagined what it would be like without them, although it seems like lifes to short but Lord knows it will go on. GOD BLESS EVERYONE

Take Me Dancing In The Rain
Terry and Katherine were sitting across the room from one another. Never noticing the other stealing glances. They were in a club where people came to dance and have a good time. The club, usually standing room only, was half the capacity tonight. As Terry sat there watching the young woman he said to himself "next slow song I am going to ask her to dance". It wasn't long before the D.J. announced a slow song was coming next. Terry swallowed hard and stood up. He started toward the woman. The closer he got, he realized she was even more beautiful than he had thought. Katherine sat at a corner table. She saw the man she had been watching get up. She silently hoped he was coming to ask her to dance. He was walking toward her. Her palms started to sweat, her heart raced. She was looking at the napkin she was wringing in her hands and didn't notice when he stopped at her table. When she looked up she was staring right into his mysterious deep blue eyes. She felt her heart stop and

For Those Of You That Have Experienced Sudden Loss...
9 years ago this coming friday marks the hateful murder of the greatest love I've ever known...her ex decided he really didn't want her with another man...so he killed her 2 days before we were to spend the rest of our lives together... I wrote this and several other poems in an effort to cope with the loss... I've since rededicated this particular poem to the survivors and families of victims of the murderous rampage at V Tech just over a year ago... Are You The One? Are you the one that's left behind To search every face in hopes to find That true love that is now so elusive? For the one that's gone and on you live? Every smell, every sight constantly reminding You of the love so bright, so blinding? Are you the one that time now tortures? Nights so long--memory scorches... Are you the one whose world's torn apart? Wonder now why you even have a heart? Are you the one for their life given? Wish you could just slip into oblivion? Are you the one that squeezes the

What I Would Love To Find In A Man.
I am looking for someone that will hold true to their word. I cannot stand the lying that goes on today. I am very passionate and compassionate. I have a heart of gold. I want what everyone else does: REAL LOVE. Not that crap that comes and goes as fast as flippin' a light switch. I don't know where my knight in shining armor is, but surely he is out there somewhere. I have met some really nice guys in the past to only have them turn out to be the ones that either lie or cheat or just dont know what the hell that want. I want those kisses that just knock me off my feet. I want that special someone to think about me all the time. I want to think about him all the time. I want to get all giddy when I think about him coming home! I want to smile when I know it's him calling. I want to be able to get and give hugs everyday. Sometimes I think I want the man that doesn't exist, but if you can prove that he does, meeting you would be great. If you think you got what it takes to be my knight i

Loosing Every One
this isnt right im loosing friends left and right /i havent done one thing too you people ERROR: Sorry, you already have a pending friend request with ~♥Sandy♥~! boat man will add if you have a salute@ fubar

The Italian Who Went To Malta
THE ITALIAN WHO WENT TO MALTA (Must be read with an Italian accent) One day ima gonna Malta to bigga hotel. Ina mornin I go down to eat breakfast. I tella waitress I wanna two pissis toast. She brings me only one piss. I tella her I want two piss. She say go to the toilet. I say you no understand, I wanna to piss onna my plate, She say you better no piss inna plate, you gonna ma bitch. I don't even know the lady and she call me sonna ma bitch. Later I go to eat at the bigga resturant. The waitress brings me a spoon and knife but no fock. I tella her i wanna fock. She telll me everyone wanna fock. I tell her you no understand. I wanna fock on the table. She say you better not fock on the table, You sonna ma bitch. So I go back to my room inna hotel and there is no shits onna my bed. Call the manager and tella him I wanna shit. He tell me to go to toilet. I say you no understand. I wanna shit on bed. He say you better not shit onna bed. you sonna ma bitch. I go to the ch

Hot Firehouse Auction
May 3rd at 8:00 pm est we will be having an auction. There will be a small raffle , 25k fu bucks out of MY Personal pocket, and 100 of my 11's as well if you have that many pics to rate :D if not as many as you do have. In order to be eligible to win the 11's or 25k fu bucks you must 1) be a lounge member of the firehouse 2) be in the sale listed for sale or sold in our auction. 3) be present for the entire auction as the raffle will follow. being sold you will have to add your owners name to your page for 30 days, ie... so and so owned by whomever :) this does not entitle you to be at their bec n call 24/7. This is alot of fun and is meant only for this purpose, to share fu bucks, and have a great time doing it :D All persons being sold are automatically entered to win the 25k fu bucks. i will not be selecting the winner. I will ask a staff member to write down ppls names and draw one randomly. this person will not be in the drawing to win :D http://fubar.com/new_

Netflix
I’ve got Netflix, and they have this feature that shows - Since you liked this, you’ll love this… and it never has anything to do with what you just watched. ‘You watched Juno, you will also love - Pirates of the Carribean and the Sopranos.’ Huh? ‘You watched Atonement, you’ll also love... Shooter and Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium.’ What? My favorite - ‘You watched Masters of Horror, you’ll also love… Gabriel Iglesias comedy special.’ Thank God the people who make this program don’t work for Match.com. ‘You like sexy redheads who love movies. You’ll also love… fat lesbians with tourette’s.’ What? ‘You like skinny blondes who love football and beer. You’ll also love… other dudes.’

I Know I Know.....
AIGHT, THIS IS GOING TO BE ANOTHER RANT ABOUT MOVIES AND PEOPLE. QUESTION, WHY THE FUCK DO MOVIES DUMB DOWN TO PEOPLE? YOU KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT, IT'S LIKE WE ARE FIVE AGAIN. DON'T GET ME WRONG, BEING FIVE WAS GREAT!! TRANSFORMERS, GI JOE, BIRTHDAY CAKES AND CHUCK E CHEESE. WHY NOW THOUGH ARE WE TRYING TO GET BACK TO THAT? NOW WHEN WE ARE CYNICAL, SHREWD AND SO BLUNT ABOUT THE WORLD DO WE WE NEED SOMEONE TO SPEND MILLIONS OF DOLLARS ON FILMS THAT ARE SO DUMB IT MAKES MY HEADS HURT?!? HAVE WE REALLY BECOME THAT STUPID?? I MEAN, IT'S LIKE MOVIE MAKERS ARE TRYING ANYMORE!! MAKING DR.SEUSS MOVIES?!? ALRIGHT THE CARTOONS WERE ALRIGHT WHEN I WAS FIVE, THE ORIGINAL BOOKS BEING ABOUT POLITICS AND SHIT LIKE THAT FROM THE 40'S AND 50'S. NOW IT'S JUST AN ANIMINTRONIC PIECE OF SHIT DUMBED DOWN SO MUCH THAT THE ACTUAL MESSAGE IS LOST. JUST FINISHED THE MOVIE JUNO, WHICH I THINK IS BRILLIANT, THAY DIDN'T DUMB IT DOWN. THE MOVIE ACTUALLY CAME OFF AS IF THE PEOPLE WATCHING IT HAD SOME FUCKING IN

~ Reach Out...i'll Be There ~
~Reach Out...I'll Be There~ Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it

~ I Keep Forgetting ~
~I Keep Forgetting Every Time You Are Near~ I keep forgettin we're not in love anymore I keep forgettin things will never be the same again I keep forgettin how you made that so clear I keep forgettin every time that you are near Every time I see your smile Give you a hello, can you stay a while Heaven knows it time for you to say the things We both know are true But darling I keep forgettin We're not in love anymore I keep forgettin things will never be the same again I keep forgettin how you made that so clear I keep forgettin every time I hear How you never want to live a lie How we're supposed to follow You don't have to tell me why Why you going And why the game is through If this is not true If this is not true Tell me how I keep forgettin I'm in love with you Hey babe Things will never be the same, again I keep forgettin how you made that so real Don't say that I know you're not mine, anymore Any way Any time Tell me how we're not in love a

~ The Why's Of Men...enjoy Ladies...~
Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart by now ... then go no further

Deleting Friends
I have begun to clear out my friends list. I am doing this because I keep having friends who I rate their profile and photos when they have Auto 11s and they cannot help me out when I ask for it. I hardly every have Auto 11s and when I have them hardly any of my 1,000 plus friends come by. Also, when I get into an Auction no one reads the blogs or bullys and everyone wants to give me a hard time when I ask them to either bid on me or rate my pic. If you have been a true friend of mine during the 2 years I have been on Fubar than none of this is directed at you. I will be going through my friends list and rating everyone online through the next couple of weeks and those who do not rate back will get deleted. Also, I will as always go by my friends with Auto 11s and rate several photos. If my friends cannot return any of the love I give them then they will get deleted. I am sorry if anyone thinks this is wrong but I am tired of people treating me like crap because I cannot afford

Do U Know Why?
why is it that when youre not supposed to do certain things you enjoy doing them, yet when u have all the liberty in the world to do as u please, whenever you please, they just dont seem to be as appealing as before???

My New Friend Sniper
Some prick hacked into Sniper's account and got it deleated. Sniper was a FU-King and lost everything. Let's get together and try to help him get it back anyway we can. He is one hell of a nice guy. F/A/R him and he will return the favor. Thanks to all that can help.

She's A Man-eater
You're a Part Time Maneater While you're not a black widow, you've definitely left a few guys feeling used and abused. You're only out for fun, but sometimes you get a little carried away with your flirting. Cute guys tend to make you lose control. You really can't help it! You're a good girl at heart... you just can't help but let your bad girl side out sometimes! Are You a Maneater?

Now Wtf?
so I'm going through, returning pic rates, come across this lady who has one of those little fan/rate/add flashing pics...so I do. rate a few of her pics, she rates a few of mine, then I get this message from her: nice meetin ya hun...ur private closed album worries me a lil..also the fact u seem to know a lot about the net an how to do things...if ya know wut i mean..which im sure u do.. I try to message her back...she BLOCKED me...WTF? LMAO

The Perfect Date( Written By:fumaster Poet)
She breathed in deeply of Patchouli oil leaning back in the tub. Her eyes were closed and her muscles began to relax. Tonight was the night she thought to herself and she wanted it to be perfect. She ran her hand up to her breast caressing it absent mindedly as her mind wandered on what tonight would entail. She pinched her nipple smiling at the delicious sensation it caused. She imagined it was his hands that rubbed over her body. His hands that slipped over her abdomen and lower. Her eyes closed as her fingers found her warmth. Her breathing began to accelerate and her body heat rose. She slipped a finger inside herself stroking in and out in even thrusts. Her hips began to move in time with her fingers which in turn began moving faster. She could see him doing this to her. Her fantasy so intense it bordered on reality. She located her g-spot and began pressing and releasing. Her lips parted as she drew in her breath sharply. Then moan escaped her lips as her free hand began care

Thieved From Iced
Your Autobiography Part 1: The Birth of You: Were you a planned baby?: yes Were you the first?: yes and only Who was present at your birth?: mom and dad for a while...36 hours is a long time to be in a birthing room lol Were your parents married when you were born?:yes What is your birthdate?: 7/28/1976 gawd im old Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: different...to be nice although my mommy is awesomely fantasterific ... I ♥ Her Siblings or an only child?: 2 Stepsisters (I fell right smack dab in the middle...so yeah the step and the middle yay me) If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: middle and step ^ ^ ^ see ? above What are your siblings names and ages?: Jaime 29 Leigh 33 Which parent do you get along with best?: mommy Wat do you fight about?: not much Do you have step parents?: yes Part 3: The Friends Do you have more than one best friend?: no Who are your best friends?: meg What

Here We Go Again...
RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog Caption It Done deal! I will start back NEXT WEEK!!! Tell your friends! The more people who participate the more fun it is. Please and thank you. xo (Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out! The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions. 2. Comment with a caption of your own! (As many as you would like!) You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. 3. Have fun!!! If I can get enough people into it I will start awarding gifts for the best caption every week as voted on by the blog participants.

Gettin Married Contest
We are getting Married on May 2nd . AND Want to celebrate it with all our friends and their friends So what we are doing is holding a contest. The person with the most comments wins. Well we cant just let one person win so there will be 3 winners The prizes are as follows: 1st Place 7 day blast or One Month VIP or a Blingy Pack 2nd Place 3 day blast or a Blingy Pack 3rd Place 1 day blast THE RULES 1. NO DRAMA (you will be removed) 2. NO DOWNRATING will be tolerated 3. Must have a salute 4. Must self bomb and bombing families are allowed. Send me the link of the picture you want to use THE CONTESTS starts Thursday April 24th at 6 central time and will end Thursday May 1st at 6 central time. Make sure you send me a private email with the link Club FAR TEAM CPT--DSC--I.B.I.C.--FuAngels--Lollipop Gurlz Club Thanks ahead of time all

Email He Sent Me On 16th
Flag this message If that is how it's going to be, I'm leaving hun, this second. I won't be treated like that ever again. Wednesday, April 16, 2008 5:24 PM From: This sender is DomainKeys verified "Steel" View contact details To: c-------@yahoo.com Chenny, You want Mellissa, go get her, but do NOT think I am going to fill her bad points in with my love and my poems and just be LIED to and totally ignored when she arrives. Your mom would be SO PROUD of you, yeah, cause that STINKS. I see the future clearly now, no matter how much you love me, or I love you, it will be PISS OFF as soon as Mellissa arrives. I'm NOT looking for an engagement ring, I'm so ANGRY and HURT, i don't even want to talk to you. You think it's jealousy, but you are WRONG you could have said you were NOT taking a nap, Mellissa was online you would NOT be back and anything I said would be TOTALLY IGNORED, and I would have understood, instead you chose to break my heart as bad as Thunder ever did. I'm g

Lonesome
I live on a secluded farm of 70 acres. As if I weren't alienated from the natura;l world, there was a gate just put at the entrance to the property! I'm stir crazy! I just got new boots to wear during the day and night while I rest to help my foot pain to give me a break. I bet I paid a fortune for those damn uncomfortable things and they aren't evewn Jimmy Choos. My walker is worn slap out and I'm refusing to use a granny cane or wheelchair. I'm 36 and my body hates me. If I'm not swaying forward and back or side to side, I'm falling. I thought I was doing all right for what I have to deal with, but it occurred to me tonight that I don't have much quality of life. That's a dangerous revelation. My family and my closest friends sustain me, but I can't help feeling like I'm an emotional vampire. I hate being so damned needy. I miss sex and everything fun and pleasureable I used to do. Ok, I'm done with my pity-party; I'm off to swallow some xanax, klonopin, valiu

Faber Drive - Tongue Tied Lyrics
Faber Drive - Tongue Tied lyrics Bright cold silver moon Tonight alone in my room You were here just yesterday Slight turn of the head Eyes down when you said I guess I need my life to change Seems like something's just aren't the same What could I say? I need a little more luck than a little bit Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit And every time that I try I get tongue tied I'll need a little good luck to get me by I need a little more help than a little bit Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied I need a little good luck to get me by this time I stare up at the stars I wonder just where you are You feel a million miles away (I wonder just where you are) Was it something I said? Or something I never did? Or was I always in the way? Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay? I need a little more luck than a little bit Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit And eve

The Pain Inflicted
this cuts deeper then you will ever know. your selfishness and pride is preventing you from ever knowing the two greatest treasures ever bestowed upon you. all you want to see is me lashing out, i assure you that is not the case. me lashing out would be her in a hospital bed or worse. this is me protecting the things i love the most. but you don't want to see that. you think it is still all about you. it isn't anymore, now its about those two. those two beautiful innocent shining faces. the untarnished love that fills their hearts is being tossed to the side... and for what? they are a joy you will never know if you continue along this path... you break their hearts everyday. family is so much bigger than just you and me. how dare you think it otherwise. how dare you think you can just walk away and everyone be OKAY. WE ARE NOT OKAY!!!!! but you don't care...

Playing The Victim...
I seem to do it so well. Whaa, fucking whaa, should be my middle name! Woe is me, poor poor soul. If you only knew how sick of it I really am. For the longest time I thought that I really had no control over how I feel or what is done to me inadvertently or not. It was never my fault. Y'know, sometimes it really isn't but I have to take some ownership in the fact that I'm the only one that controls me and for fucks sake, I'm done doing nothing about it! I'm sick of crying and I'm tired of feeling as if I have no ability to make my own decisions. So today, I am. I'm going to do what I want to do when I want to do it and without anyones permission but my own. No longer being the victim, the childlike adult who lays like a doormat and takes whatever crap get wiped on me. Maybe it's the small victories I'm making with "project pretty ass :)" Yes, no longer am I walking around like a circa 1970's pimp daddy, and I've actually gone up in weight with lifting for

Forgetting Sarah Marshall
If you like films that are about a man who goes on holiday to forget his ex and ends up in the same hotel as his ex, but which is a lot funnier than that sounds, and even manages to have Russell Brand in it and not be annoying, and which has cute girls in it and Paul Rudd and Jonah Hill, and which makes you laugh, then you should go see this film. It's very good. Only you should know, you will see cock.

If Ya Got A Problem With The Word Fuck
Then get the fuck off my page. I had 8 stash items flagged and removed because of the word fuck... Put on your big girl pr big boy panties and fucking deal with it. ITS CALLED FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

The Affect Of Suffering
Once was a fellow strong and rough Become that way cause of his name Mother is was like johnny cash And named this boy "sue" Boy grew up hating his mother This boy grew up strong Fights were an every day thing Broken noses and bones were The boy into a man still hates He claim he defends lesser beings But it was just the fight he was seeking Easily visualized mother on end of a fist Things you should know The hate reigns cause of the suffering The attitude shows to others to hate Cause of the name got a fight with too many This transferred into thunder Thunder was his next hate Thunder held him at a distance Maybe thunder knew Now with thunder this boy was a wimp This boy thought thunder was love Thunder showed him not Thunder held him at a distance Any good mother should know The suffering that you shall feel If you were to let your guard down But this girl didn’t know The suffering was to feel with this intro The writing was to read The

Good Night My Buddy
SugarBear passed away last evening. He was 11 years old, just had his 11th birthday this weekend. He had been diagnosed with Lymphoma about a year and a half ago and has been getting along fairly well with medication. At his last vet visit a couple weeks ago, the Dr said he had developed a pretty severe heart murmur and that the medication for the lymphoma was not good for it, but we couldn't take him off the meds because of the lymphoma. The vet recommended just taking him home and keeping him as happy as possible. He was still getting along pretty well at that point. This past weekend, however he stopped eating and could not be coaxed with anything. He passed peacefully yesterday evening. I think his heart just quit. But he was at home and comfortable. I'll miss him. He was a good, sweet dog.

This Is The New Me
So, I'm tired of people befriending me and then when they get involved/someone else comes around to keep them preoccupied/they get pussy or dick whipped, they seem to forget their true friends that have been there for them regardless of whatever, so I will now turn into the Bitch that everyone seems to love. I don't give a fuck who deletes me cuz guess what? It's just Fubar, but if I used to talk to u on the regular either on here or Yahoo and this applies to you, suck my asshole after I shit cuz I can read right thru the BS. Go play with ur fake ass "friends" who swear they are there for u when all they are are needy lil bitchasses who can''t speak what's on their mind when need be. I am better off alone and don't need you callin on me when no one else wants to talk to u or u have gotten tired of the other ones. A true friend is there regardless of whatever else is going on and I've learned alot of u so called "friends" I have made here and in life need to look up the definition. Unfo

Daddy It Hurt!
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't do a wrong I can't speak at all Or else I'm locked up All day long. When I'm awake, I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says it's my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door He's already locked it And I start to bawl,

Stop Faning Me!!!!! (read Damit!)
OK i dont know how many times it says it on my profile DO NOT FAN ME! im no famouse person i dont want a bunch of creepy stalker fans! im here for FRIENDS, if you fuckers even know what that word "friends" means! clearly some of you dont! wich is fucking PATHETIC! so please do me a favor READ my Profile, and DO NOT FAN ME! if you wish to be my friend its Simple, send me a message and Keep In Touch! now is that really so hard????

Melting Into You
Hm baby you are so hot You make me melt when I touch I want to soak into your skin I love you so very much When you are ready to receive I'll be spread all over you This recipe is one of love We belong, you know its true A simple thing you and I A gourmet meal for some Devoured we are by many All finished to the last crumb Hot toast and butter combined We are an awesome pair We've been for many years The breakfast many will share ©dutch2lips September 22nd, 2006

Contest Details!
Yay the time has come to advise of the details of my happy hour contest! START DATE will be Friday 25th April 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! The FIRST one to have 50,000 comments on their picture in my album wins a happy hour on me!!! The END DATE for the contest will be Friday 30th May 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! Just two little rules scrolling below... Please NO drama.....Any cheaters will be deleted IMMEDIATELY.....Please NO drama.....Any cheaters will be deleted IMMEDIATELY.....Please NO drama.....Any cheaters will be deleted IMMEDIATELY OTHER THAN THAT HAVE FUN!!!! tra71 (W.I.S.E UK Friend, UK Leveller & Rising Stars)@ fubar (repost of original by 'tra71 (W.I.S.E UK Friend, UK Leveller & Rising Stars)' on '2008-04-23 13:35:01') (repost of original by 'Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones' on '2008-04-23 13:45:43')

Anal Lovins
Tight little pucker ring of tan, wants to be opened if it can. Juice me up probe me lightly fingers deep grasped tightly. Relaxation comes, pain and pleasure ready for the special treasure. Fingers move your cock comes in the sphincter's ready to stretch again. Passion brewing no holding back desires unfold in the anal attack. The passage small a tight, smooth fit fingers playing distract my clit. It won't take long stroking long and deep, orgasm strong, the cum will seep. A good ass fucking can't be beat, the cum explodes deep in my seat.

Through A Father's Eyes
for all my loving daugthers Through a Father's Eyes by LateNiteFantasy© Through a Father's Eyes It all starts when you're told your going to have a baby The panic, the thing that had always caused fear Could it be possible I am going to a man or little lady And when the birth comes so do the tears. The first wails, the first little sighs The first giggles and the first coos You'll wipe away the teardrops from her eyes And run away the first time she poops. When the sweet little princess is cradled in your arms Her little face all puckered and scrunched up Your already hers as she smiles and you see her charms That manly facade breaks and your no longer so tough When you get her home and rock your new daughter And you'll never forget the first time you held her and she fell asleep You'll know what it's like to really be a father Looking down at her angelic face and trying not to weep. It's a time of many glorious new first you'll see In no time at a

Not Allowed In Safeway Anymore!! :p
Better have a box of Kleenex handy!! This is pretty funny stuff!! I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented "You're definitely going to sh!t yourself" chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat the next day both of your ass cheeks WILL fall off. Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No "Watson's Movement 2". Despite habanera peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Safeway grocery store that I often

*fuctard Of The Century*
THIS WAS DONE IN MY SHOUTBOX AND OBVIOUSLY FUBAR RESERVES THE RIGHT TO NOT BE INVOLVED WITH DEALING WITH THREATS TO GOOD MEMBERS BY FUCTARD ONE'S SO, JUST TO LET YA'LL KNOW, KEEP AN EYE OUT FOR THIS FUCTARD. paul: fuck off dirty fuck better yet ill come burn your house down THIS ALL AFTER I *TRIED* TO BE NICE TO HIS ASS IN MY LOUNGE , AND WHEN HE KEPT ON BASHING OTHERS IN THERE, I WARNED HIM, HE KEPT ON THEN I FINALLY HAD TO BAN HIM THEN HE SB'D THAT TO ME!?! SOME PPL NEED A GOOD OLE FASHIONED ATTITUDE ADJUSTMENT. THEN AGAIN, THAT'S JUST *MY* OPINION....... BUT , HERE'S HIS PROFILE LINK AND PIC , JUST SO YOU'LL KNOW WHAT HE'S LIKE. TY. paul@ fubar

To All My Friends,fans And Family
imikimi - Customize Your World JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THE REASON THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND ALL THAT MUCH... THE REASON IS THAT I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DUE TO SOME MEDS THAT AFFECTED ME AND MESSED UP MY STOMACH,LIVER AND MY PANCREAS...AM DOING OK NOW,BUT STILL HAVE MY MOMENTS... SOMETHING TO ALWAYS REMEMBER,WE ARE ONLY GIVEN TODAY AND NEVER PROMISED TOMORROW... SO BE SURE TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM BECAUSE TOMORROW MAY NEVER COME... NEVER HOLD GRUDGES BECAUSE SOMEDAY IT MAY BE TOO LATE TO SAY I'M SORRY,I MAKE SURE TO LOVE EVERYONE AND FORGIVE EVERYONE FOR ALL THAT THEY DO TO ME.... I JUST WANT TO TAKE THE TIME NOW TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT SHOWED ME YOU ARE MY TRUE FRIENDBY ALWAYS LEAVING ME LOVE ON MY PAGE AND FOR ALL THE GIFTS TOO!!! MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU MUAH!!! LOVE YOU ALL, TEJANA POR VIDA

A Fool
I'm sitting all alone in my room and once again I'm thinking of my life My past is passing me by See a lot of pain, a lot of tears That's how I remember it There were a lot of days that I could only cry My hope was faded away I wanted to say goodbye to everything Now I'm laughing and feeling fine Sometimes I still cry, inside and outside But that's different then in the past I wanted to say goodbye to everything Damn, what was I a fool Cause if I really said goodbye I had never felt this lovely feeling deep inside It's a great feeling, called love And I'm so thankful for finding my love It's making me stronger day after day There was a time that I wanted to say goodbye, Now I want to live!

Unconditional Love
There’s only one kind of love that can fill us up, make us whole, and give us the happiness we all want: unconditional love or true love. It is unconditional love that we all seek, and somehow we intuitively realize that anything other than that kind of love isn’t really love at all—it’s an imitation of the real thing. Unconditional love—true love—is so different from the kind of love most of us have known all our lives that it deserves both a name—Real Love—and definition of its own: Real Love is caring about the happiness of another person without any thought for what we might get for ourselves. It’s also Real Love when other people care about our happiness unconditionally. It is not Real Love when other people like us for doing what they want. Under those conditions we’re just paying for love again. We can be certain that we’re receiving Real Love only when we make foolish mistakes, when we fail to do what other people want, and even when we get in their way, but they don’t feel

There Is No Place Like New York City!
Ok, so this story is almost exactly 2 years old... but it's one of my favorite New York City Stories. I figured I would "re-share" this story since the weather is getting nicer... Enjoy! There Really is No Place On Earth like New York City... Where else can you get a Falafel, A Bagel, A Croissant and a decent cup of Coffee from some guy standing in a 2'x2' trailer on a street corner. But, today was extra special... I'm walking down Madison Avenue from my hotel in the Murray Hill area and this cute girl walks in front of me, getting ready to cross the street. She has her iPod earphones in, a little jean jacket, a pink top and a flowy skirt on.. nice brown should length hair. As she's standing on the corner waiting to cross, she turns her head to the side and.... BLAWP!!!! She vomits all over the place. She takes a step toward the trash barrell on the corner and spits. The light changes, and she starts crossing the street. About three quarters of the way across the

Nail In The Fence
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just

Tireddddd
My butt ..or just me in general is so tired. I am here trying to chat..but kinda hard when you are seeing things crosseyed. So, I am gonna get off here for a while. Thank you to those who have helped me out today..and rated a bunch of my stuff. Remember.. I will always return the luv! BBL...

Poem
i feel into this endless soul not knowing what to think Why so closed up why so blind Can there be no freedom Can there be no escape All i feel is the shatter and pain I hear time will help this soul and yet getting no where these endless tears these endless thoughts Where do u go Everything just seems so endless now By: Elizabeth Sue Pennington

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Crying Eyes
well for all that care my wife and i are going through a difficult time right now ..... we are apart from each other and trying to figure out what we really want in our relationship..... if you are bored and want to check on me feel free i would love to talk to some one ......im sitting here in a hotel with no one to talk to about this ..... i have never felt this way and i dont have any friends to cheer me up ......im not crying in my beer just sick of my thoughts

Invincible
I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew how much that’s just not like me I wait up late every night just to hear your voice But you don’t know that’s nothing like me You know I wonder have you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out how All these thing that I hide on the inside I can’t be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I’m invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew that that’s not like me to follow through Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams just to be with you But you don’t know that’s nothing like me Hey yeah, I wonder have you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out how All these thing that I hide on the inside I can’t be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I’m invincible You come and h

If Only It Was That Easy...
It's funny how you can be so disgusted with someone but still love them with the little pieces of your heart. No, I'm not talking about the loser who abused me. I'm talking about the other loser who still has a piece or two of my heart. He tends to sneak into my life every once awhile, fuck me over, and then dip out quietly as he came in. What sucks the most is I carry a constant reminder of him on me. I see him in the club and I'm flooded with all the memories...some good..some bad. I swear I'm a magnet for loser men. I can proudly say I didn't go anywhere with him that night. I held my ground, and went home to my own bed alone. Right now I'm weak, and just want to be with someone but I don't need his drama. He knows he has me twisted, and in some ways I got him fucked up too cause he still calls me. It's a real fucked up friendship/relationship and to be honest I'm ready to be done with it as it drains me. But anyway, sorry for all the blogging..I got so much on my heart

Dreams
dreams as I waken from the nights sweet peace I see what is most lovely of all for beside my heart is a love to true so much more lovely than august fall ever breath I take is like the first drink of water for a soul that thirst because she has held me loved me and captured my being she is first I will embrace her cherish her love her night and day every moment I am awake her mystic beauty enchants me even my dreams are of her softness i cant wait you know my love this moment will last for eternity in our lives for seventh heaven i will take you I will help you reach the skies once loved by you I cannot fathom what life would be without you in my life so long I do crave you, adore you will keep you safe and loved free of strife be gentle with myheart my love for it is yours to keep and enjoy forever

Survival Of The Sickest
1, 2, 3, 4!!! I'm a hand up mona lisa's dress I'm a smile on every criminal you'll ever acquit, I'm the things you've done you'd never admit Cause one hand is on the bible and the other's in shit. But right now, your faceless in the crowd I'm shouting out loud The one you counted out of the game Oh wow! Take a good look at me now Should have never had a doubt Is that you I hear screamin' my name? I'm a roller I'm a rider I'm number one motherfucking survivor So move over I'm a driver And I'm high and i'm keep gettin higher Yeah yeah yeah! Yeah yeah yeah! I'm the one you thought that you could erase But a predator that's faster than the food that it chased, You fall off the horse you brought to the race I'll be the one who's flyin' by ya kickin' shit in your face. And right now, your faceis in the crowd I'm shouting out loud The one you counted out of the game Oh wow! Take a good look at me now Should have never had a doubt Is that you I hear

Wait For Me
Wait For Me I will answer the wind I will leave with the tide I’ll be out on the road Every chance I can ride No matter how far No matter how free I’ll be alone If you’ll wait for me There’ll be times when I’ll rise There’ll be times when I’ll fall There’ll be times when it's best to say nothing at all Knowing you’re right Letting it be I’ll be around If you’ll wait for me And I’ll fight for the right to go over the hill If it’ll only mean something to me I will not be persuaded I wont be still I’ll find a way to be free In the cool of the night In the heat of the day If you’re ever in doubt I’ll be on my way Straight to your side I guarantee I’ll be around If you’ll wait for me

Auto Biography
Your Autobiography Part 1: The Birth of You: Were you a planned baby?: i wish i was adopted Were you the first?: yes Who was present at your birth?: people Were your parents married when you were born?: no What is your birthdate?:11-05-1978 Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: My birth family? WHO? Siblings or an only child?: 3 siblings If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: I'm the oldest. What are your siblings names and ages?: 23, 21, and14 Which parent do you get along with best?: I distance from them all Wat do you fight about?: Everything Do you have step parents? no Part 3: The Friends Do you have more than one best friend?: Ino Who are your best friends?: What do you like to do when you are together?: Do you share the same interests?: Which friend can you tell anything to?: Part 4: Your Personality How high/low is your self esteem?: I know who im more intelligent and s

Cant Seem To Smile
Things have been going very shitty for me lately. The army called me, and they want to recrute me. i dont know what to do, i think i may just go. so good bye. :) im serving our country! PEACE ON EARTH! -cyber aka Alaina Lopez

The Damage.
Where have you been my whole life? My beautiful myth. My precious toy. My beloved damage. Like a cold shower in spring. In broad daylight. On a busy sidewalk. Light, and blue filtering unpretentiously through the clouds. Bold and omnipotent. Like the call of sunshine to all despair- You are not welcome here. There is room for one. If she promises to obey. If she swears to endure. To trust. To feel to share ecstasy like a thousand pin pricks at the tip of my poised, firm, well worn Fingers. May the hurt wash over me in one determined deluge. So that I may resume my revelry. Unfettered. Unaffected. Rinsed anew in the filth of my bleak, staring into the light of a new star. Piercing the dissapated, thin rain clouds. Wish me luck Wish me love. I wish...

Old Friends
OMG! by the weirdest circumstances, this freaking awesome aussie chick found me while mumming the other day. as it turns out, she is an old family friend who i grew up calling my aunty. who would of thought fubar would have been the place to meet long lost friends and family here in Oz! i dont ask for much from my friends but this amazing lady had a huge part in my upbringing, and that has alot to do with the woman i am today, so please go show her some true fubar love! i can promise you wont be disappointed! Sabbynib@ fubar i love you sabby!!!

Just A Biker
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers don

Pebblesinaz
~PebblesinAZ~I love my BF Tappinit! OWNED By DJ Kidd Rock! WOOT!@ fubar You'll notice a theme with my Pimpout Corner, and it is that the people in it are all givers. They give their time, they give their advice, and they give their friendship out, and ask for nothing in return. When I was struggling along, and doing things the hard way, PebblesinAZ took the time to show me the way. She ALWAYS paid up for her contests, she answered all questions I had, and nurtured me into Mr 7000000. In fact, the name Mr 7000000 was sort of a goof name, short term, because I wanted the spotlight. But because of PebblesinAZ, I took off, and now I have name recognition, and I'm stuck with this stupid name. But much respect, much love. If you haven't already, R/F/A her immediately. Just make sure you like your screen name!

Im Annoyed
Why is it that because youre on here people automatically think you need to show your body? Why is it that you cant be on here for friends. Why is it that the rudest people say things to really hurt others feelings---If you dont like it then stop looking its that easy. I have only found a handful on this site that arent talking to me hoping to see some NSFW. I dont do those. I am a married woman and even so I dont want random people viewing my body.

How Things Went...
I must apologize, i didnt tell most of you i was gonna be gone there fer a few days to that sleep clinc. They wanted to see if i had sleep apenia, which i didnt. But they still arent fer sure just yet why i go into these very long deep sleeps fer sometimes 12 hrs at a time. What scares me is its very hard to wake me, n with my folks recovering that bothers me. So i got to go see a dr who specializes n different disorders such as that.The clinc i stayed at was very nice, the rooms was like the Radison hotel i stayed at in Califorina. Actually went off all by myself, no one in particular to see. Ate out at some nice resturants, visited alot of gunshops, sporting good stores, pawnshops n such. Was gonna sneak off fer a little to a nudie bar but i thought i'd end up wasting money i really didnt have to spend lol. What can i say hehe? But they treated me real well at the clinc, got free meals there too. Just bothers me they couldnt figure out what was wrong with me. Well tomorrow i open

Thank You All For Everything
Thank you all so very much for allowing me to be part of your online experience. Fubar at one point was a major part of my life last year being away from my family and twins. I am back home now and it is time for me to get my life together. I thank you all for your friendships. I wish you all well in life. Thank You!!! Yes I will be deleting this account..... B.E.P. Antonio Special Thanks go out to this woman right here, for helping me through my hardest times. Amelia ~Real Life Girlfriend & Fu Wifey to BrownEyedPapi~@ fubar

Ugh.......
Rants for the day...... 1. beggars for VIP\'s, blasts, happy hours....... ladies you dont ask random guys to do that, let ur bf\'s/hubbies spend money on you.......... single ladies, blow someone or cook em dinner and maybe they will get some incentive to buy you something. 2. its raining, something i dont normally mind, but today its kinda got me in a mood. 3. more beggars...... guys quit angling to see a lil T&A on this site..... the reason these bitches beg is cuz they know you will do anything to see a lil T&A........ quite frankly guys , check out www.myfreepaysite.com and sign up, its free.......... and you get a HELL of a lot more outta it than a lil titty or ass here and there 4. contests = beggars........ I remember the way contests used to be, you actually did it on your own merit....... in case you havent noticed theres a theme here...... fuckin beggars :| 5. nsfw = ugh, where do i begin....... good idea to have a community police itself, but good lord..... it

Lifes A Bitch
lifes a bitch,always fucking up always going bad sometimes i just want to fall in a black hole and die to never come out, never be sean again. but i guess im destend for that sort of pain to day isnt the best for me..a day ill alway hold dear... but now thats gone,,i ask when will it all end. when i fall in that black hole when i die..well im close let me tell ya...thats why lifes a bitch....

Behind Blue Eyes
No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes And no one knows What it's like to be hated To be fated to telling only lies [Chorus:] But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To feel these feelings Like i do, and i blame you! No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through [Chorus] Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4] No one knows what its like To be mistreated, to be defeated Behind blue eyes No one knows how to say That they're sorry and don't worry I'm not telling lies [Chorus] No one knows what its like To be the bad man, to be the sad man Behind blue eyes.

My Cup Runneth Over...
Since around the seventh grade I've been sportin' a descent "B" cup. Nice when your twenty but akward when your in jr.high. I realize it's just a part of life and something my girls will have the fortunate opportunity to go through, although, I don't even want to fathom that inevetable moment right now! What I never really realized is that these things can grow after puberty! Of course, having kids can do that, I understand but they go back, I can attest to that fact, it's happened to me, twice! I have been working my ass off for the last three weeks now, granted, not a whole lot of time but still they stay the same, no looking back, completely skipping "C" and firmly planting themselves at a heavy D! (snicker...I said "heavy d") The akwardness starts all over again for me. Uhg...it takes two, count 'em two bras to contain these things whilst running the treadmill, towhich I did three miles, thank you very much, today in less than 40 minutes, yay for me, but not f

Chimaira - Resurrection
free at last finally tasting happiness five years of hell for nothing trapped inside the minds of failures a wise man once said that which does not kill us makes us stronger thought we were dead so are we now invincible? determination, perseverance, resolution, resurrection(x2) final straw underlying ignorance consumed by greed and hate Kept under the feet of Tyrants reality kicked in raced against time just to start all over treated like shit pushed aside and expendable determination, perseverance, resolution, resurrection(x2) we have become so god damn powerful all the beatings you gave us, we will use them against you free at last finally tasting happiness the resurrection

Fubar Friends
sometimes on here u make really great friends and then something happens and hurt was not always the intent..but at times friendships are not as what they seemed to be but thats ok u still wish them well or u can choose to go another route...i just would like to say i have met a lot of great ppl on here and im just not going to bash or fight anyone i choose to try to love all and i have never asked anyone to not be friends or to have fun with others on here its not my way..i have met real ppl on here that have become really close to me and i hope to meet in real life one day i am the same person on here as i am in real life..and this is just me rambling today xoxo hope u all have a great wknd xoxo...sherry

Not Many People Know
Not Many People Know..... Actually NO ONE knows, because this is something I do when I am totally alone, out of range of human ears not located on my own head. Guess what Andres does? You never will, well at least not until you reach 74,289th guess. Andy makes up country songs in his head and sings them alone in a really stereotypical Cletus the Slack Jawed Yokel voice. Yes its true. The only way I can describe it is, since I have no intimate knowledge of what a Slack Jawed Yokel sounds like, I sort of have conjured up my own dialect tone for it. And how I do this is, ALL words that begin with "TH" I end up transforming those words when I sing them to start with a "F" sound. Yea its weird, but hear me out. For instance, THought = Fought THink = Fink you get the idea. And in case you are wondering what types of things I sing, here is ONE example of a country song I made up on Friday and Saturday. Untitled Song So Far: And I thought you were gone, And I though

Wont Be On For A While
was fired today from work. Unfortunatly my cell phone and laptop both belonged to work, and they took them back immediatly and walked me out and therefore I have no cell phone or computer/internet access for a while. As soon as I get back online when I can or when get a new phone/computer I will keep you posted, I keep saything well at least things cant get worse but.......

Wtfe!!!!!!!!!
well its another one of those times where i rant and rave on this bullshit world and everything it encompasses.... you ever just been so tired? so tired that you couldn't sleep. and hell sleep was the furthest thing from your mind. laying there awake thinking this cant be my life. I see signs of me in it somewhere but at some point someone else stepped in and took over the helm and you became a back seat driver. Shouting out what turns and stops to make, but are never heard no one listens you are paralyzed helpless. Its insane the amount of thought you put into your life and then in one swoop it no longer feels like it is yours!!! Everyday living for someone else never knowing if the day will come when a choice will be made just for you by you the real you....unfathomable thoughts of another possible life in an alternate universe...where all the choices that are made are yours..a life where you actually get to live out all the dreams you ever had..and the plans you ever had layin

A Dream
i lie on the bed relaxing as you walk out of the bathroom in a sexy red teddy.you slowly walk over to me i pull you close taking in the beauty of your form.slowly kissing your tender lips.my hand sliding the straps down exposing your erect nipples.i gently suck them biting ever so softly.my hands sliding it off you your skin tastes so good i want more.i lie you on the bed carressing your soft body touching feeling every inch.kissing your lips passionately my hands massaging your tight pussy.licking from your neck slowly down your body i feel you take my ever growing cock in your hand softly stroking it.as it grows in your hand.licking your belly button then i move down to taste your necter.your clit so hard wanting the feel of my wet tongue.i begin to suck and lick your clit my fingers inside you.your hips pulsate from the pleasure as you let go in massive orgasms.i crawl up your body kissing you.you taste yourself on my lips as my hard cock slides inside you.making passionate love we

My Grandma
OK SO I GOT SOME HORRIBLE NEWS TODAY CONCERNING MY GRANDMA.. WE HAD THOUGHT SHE WAS DOING BETTER BUT FOUND OUT TODAY THAT THE DR'S SAY THERE IS NOTHING MORE THEY CAN DO FOR HER.. HER HEART IS ONLY WORKING AT 15% AND IT LOOKS AS THO HER KIDNEYS ARE SHUTTING DOWN ON HER TOO.. SHE IS IN GOOD SPIRITS BUT IT IS KILLING ME, FOR ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS JUST HOW MUCH THIS WOMAN MEANS TO ME SHE HAS BEEN MY ROCK AND MY HERO.. SO PLEASE KEEP HER AND MY FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYERS.. THANK YOU SO MUCH LOVE YOU ALL..

Just Another Titbit
For some reason this popped into my head, so thought i'd stick it in the appropriate blog folder. One time my dad was accused of threatening a neighbour with a machete. After days of searching the house by police for said weapon it turned out it was just a large kitchen knife. D'oh. Remember I grew up here, lol

Mor3
I have been thinking lately on why i can never find love...the love that i do find, is yet so far away from me. all the guys in my past have treated me like fucking shit. I think that ive only been truley in love twice. and well i want to have that feeling again. so bad. And all this time ive been so patient with it. Watching other people...and the love they have for eachother. its not fair, but all i can really so is sit here and be happy for them. i just dont understand. is it me? whats wrong with me? i just feel empty inside. its not fair. i hurt everyday...i just want someone that would listen to me. and i dont want to have to wait for love to happen. but i guess love is patients. I want someone that is right for me. I know that im young and i have my whole life ahead of me, but i see people that are my age and they are madly in love with someone...Im a good fucking person with great intentions. I just want what i cant have all the time, and thats my problem. Love is such a big dea

Scooters Bar...
let me see here...ok it has been forever sence i have been on fubar...i was recently part of the scooterbar...i was a main bartender..well not anymore cuz i got BANNED!!!! hmm would love to know y i got banned...but hell i dont care...i have other lounges that i hang out in and i remember when this stupid shit happen with my other friends as in *grim..aka wakko...and a few others...well everyone it has finally happen to me and i dont give two shits really...slade if u read this im sry that u have shitty ass staff members and they dont know how i am and they bann ur staff for no reason..i WILL NOT COME BACK TO UR LOUNGE U CAN DELETE ME OFF OF FUBAR...IF U CHOOSE TOO IM SRY IT HAS CAME TO THIS.... i am a bitch and i dont care who likes me on here and who dont...feel free to comment those of u that did get banned over stupid shit in the scooterbar....all i really have to say is FUCK THE SCOOTER BAR IT ISNT NOTHIN BUT DRAMA ANYWAYS....

My Insparational Poem For My Baby
Baby the time we shared together for a week and a day seemed so quick but soon baby it will be forever i got my writing insparation back thank you baby so now im writing one for you baby. I hope you like it. Missing you and I love you. Our love is like an eternal flame that cannot be extinguished Every second of every minute to every hour the eternal flame of our love gets even stronger missing you so bad right now wishing i was with you holding you in my arms til we fall alseep together wake up with you next to me im thinkin how can this be god its true you're blessin me its destiny, me and you were meant to be when i touch you, you know i love you know you like that, yeah you like that its a love that i that i had to write that argue and you dont even fight back baby girl you put me on the right track not another peson i could see myself with know the way it sounds sounds kinda selfish but your the one who put me in this position im wishin the

Just Added
I was approached by one of the top promoters in Chicago and was asked to be a part of The Legends of House Music 7th Anniversary Event, taking place on Friday, May 9th at the Premier Entertainment Center! Finally acknowledged for my contribution to the industry, I quickly gave my answer and for those of you that live in the Illinois area, don't miss this event because they are off the chain! It is my pleasure to be spinning along side some of the very instrumental artists that paved the way to the sound called House Music! Spinning that night will be: Frankie Knuckles, Steve "Silk" Hurley, Andre Hatchett, Pharris Thomas and just added to the lineup.. Me! I have been thinking of how I want to do my set and have come up with a Mix that will get this event hype that's for sure!

Dance
Do you believe no longer in "Fairy Tale" Romance Was it not you who took the lead in that Dance? We have all endured such pain and heartbreak We venture with our hearts indeed a lofty stake There's Love and there's Lust powerful or destructive on their own Interweave the two together a perfect stitch, perfectly sewn There was a time not long ago when you believed in these things too You'd wish upon the stars at night for everlasting love so true Now you hide behind your mounting wall of pain surrendering to your demons that have yet to be slain Will you ever break free of the prison you've created or will you remain behind the walls in which you've gated Let go of the past Love yourself to truly love another Learn to dance again and perhaps we can dance with each other

Adult Bbw Websites
I'm looking for advice. I'm contemplating either starting my own or joining a pre-existing bbw website where I can earn some extra cash. I figure heck.. I post them for free on this site and others I might as well make some $ from it. Any suggestions, website info & advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks

Contest Stuff
WHEN U FOUND WHAT SHE IS LOOKING FOR PUSH ON THE KEY BOARD ALT CTRL AND PRT SCR BUTTON ALL AT ONCE THEN PASTE IT IN PAINT AND SAVE IT UPLOAD IT ONTO FUBAR LIKE A PICTURE PRIZES.... 5,000 FUBUCKS TO FIRST PERSON TO SCREEN SHOT HONEY ON THE TRAIN..SEE ABOVE ON HOW TO SCREEN SHOT..MUST BE HOVERING OVER HER NAME TO COUNT 50,000 FUBUCKS TO THE FIRST NON STAFF MEMBER TO BRING IN 10 NEW MEMBERS TO THE LOUNGE..NEW PPL MUST TELL ME U SENT THEM SO I CAN KEEP TRACK 2,000 FUBUCKS TO CORRECT ANSWER OF VARIOUS TRIVIA QUESTIONS THROUGHOUT THE DAY IN THE LOUNGE..ANSWERS MUST BE SENT TO MY SHOUT BOX.

Contest-need Help Asap
alright im in a contest for a Blast ( never had one :O ) and i would greatly appreciate some help i need comments like crazy so if ya could stop by and rate and leave a few comments...it would be greatly appreciated!!! Kat

Mary Bridge Is The Worst Place On Earth
My 16month old son was brought into ER at mary bridge for a Febrile seizure very high fever and had been having some diarrhea, they did nothing to find out why he was running such a high fever and sent me on my way i was confused and very scared for my sons life because i still had no answers. we took him to walmart to pick up more fever medicine and his fever came back again very strong, when i got home took a rectal temperature it read 104.9 and he was acting very listless and when i went to change his diaper he had a small seizure, so i called Mary bridge and talked to a nurse and told her what was going on. I was very shook and cry and telling her how concerned i was and she acting as though i was talking to her about my sons birthday party or something very heartless and cold and she told me that should take him to his doctor at wood creek before i bring him back in because they don't correspond with wood creek. I mean how horrible have people become to tell me not to bring my son

Pisces Sexy
ABOUT PISCEANS Pisces is hot. A strange thing to say about a water sign...or is it? Like Scorpio, Pisces is very much focused on sex. These two signs have quite a bit in common sexually. They are both mysterious, albeit in different ways. Scorpio fairly oozes unfathomable mystery--dark, decadent, and delightful. Pisces mystery is more subtle, more spiritual, more changing. Pisces is mutable water, after all. Ruled by Neptune, Pisces is at home in the 12th house of the zodiac. The touch of the Pisces alternates between hard and soft, but it is always memorable. Their eyes will melt into your soul. They know how to make any moment magical; they can turn even the worst situation or tortuous sexual position into a fantasy come true. What sets Pisces apart from all the other signs sexually is their willingness to try anything. Scorpio will indulge all sexuality too, but a Scorpio wants it to be their own idea. Pisces doesn't mind if you are the instigator, in fact, he or

R.i.p. Big Bro Red 01/04/79 - 03/24/08
WHATS GOOD RED, HOW'S LIFE UP THERE I CANT EVEN LIE, IT'S ONLY BEEN 30 DAYS SINCE I SEEN YOU AND IT FEELS LIKE 30 YEARS, AND I STILL WANT BLOOD JUST TO LET YOU KNOW, DA WHOLE DOWNTOWN MISSES YA. I HAD TO DO A LOT OF GROWING UP IN DA PAST MONTH AND ITS FINALLY STARTING TO GET THRU MY THICK AZZ SKULL THAT IT WAS NOT MY FAULT BUT YOU KNOW ME I HOPE YOU IS NOT MAD AT ME FOR NOT COMING TO YOUR GRAVE, I JUST CANT ACCEPT THAT YOU'RE GONE. I'D GIVE ANYTHING TO GET THAT PHONE CALL FROM YOU ASKING ME DO I WANT TO COME KICK IT ON DA BLOCK? IF I KNEW THAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED YOU KNOW I'D BEEN RIGHT THERE I JUST MUSTERED UP ENOUGH STRENGTH TO LOOK AT YA PIC FOR THE FIRST TIME LAST WEEK. THAT WAS THE HARDEST SHIT I EVER DID IN MY LIFE, I JUST BROKE DOWN IN TEARS. THIS SHIT AINT FAIR, I KNOW I'M NEVER SUPPOSE TO QUESTION GOD BUT I HAVE TO KNOW WHY. OF ALL THIS MUTHAFUCKAS ON EARTH, WHY DID HE HAVE TO CHOOSE YOU? I KNOW YOU UP THERE HOLLING AT JESUS TELLIN HIM TO GIVE ME AN EXTRA GUIDENC

Through The Rain
When you get caught in the rain With nowhere to run When you’re distraught And in pain without anyone When we keep crying out To be safe But nobody comes And you feel so far away That you just can't find you way home you can get there alone it's okay once you say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And if you keep falling down Don’t you dare give in You will arise safe and sound So keep pressing on steadfastly And you’ll find what you need to prevail Once you say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And when the wind blows And shadows grow close Don’t be afraid There’s nothing yo

Love
A Reason To Believe In Love Often I have wondered, If true love was truly meant to be, I had found so many times wishing, And wanting more, Needing, Wishing, For something, A reason to believe, A reason to believe in love, A reason to believe in true love, A reason to believe in hope, A reason to believe in faith, A reason to believe, In something beyond what I have felt, Something beyond what I have had, Something beyond what I could have, But it always seemed so far, So far in the distance, So far in the horizon, So far, Until one day, One day I saw you, One day I talked to you, One day I felt something starting to form, Something forming that was stronger, Stronger than I could ever have believed in, Believed that could be, Could be with me, One day I found you, And you changed my life, Changed my life forever, Changed my life completely, Changed everything, Everything in my life, Because I found you, I found my true love, I found my soul mate, I

How Many?
How many times will people that I thought I could trust stab me in the back? I just learned that Mike, Gabriels father, is moving up to the Poconos with Little Man. I'm not talking just an hour away either. He is moving almost two hours away and that is going to make it very difficult for me to see my son. He said that he had wanted to talk to me about it to make sure that I was okay with it. Mike never talked to me about it, and just decided to go. So again, I ask how many people are going to stab me in the back? This will be the seventh person to do this to me. Tami, Dad, Harriet, Kenny, Crystal, Andrew, and Mike! Anyone else want to join the list?

Depressed
Okay, my first real blog on here. How many people hate drama and bitching, raise your hands. *Counts how many hands are raised.* Okay, you people can leave now, then, because you aren't really going to like what this blog's about. LOL. ANYWAYS...yeah. Where to start? Well, I have a migraine and people know that, yet they come to me expecting me to fix every little fucking goddamn problem they have. Hello, do I have the words "Come to me, I'm Ms. Fixit" tattooed on my forhead? Didn't think so. So when I say I have a migraine, please don't say "I'm sorry" then turn around and start laying all your fucking problems at my feet so you can have that weight lifted from your shoulders. I have enough fucking problems to deal with, and I don't need yours too!!! Please people! I feel like I'm dying here. I need help too. I'm not the girl next door who has no problems or no life. How about the next time I have a problem I need to work on, you help me with it instead of bitching tha

Fatty Fatty Fatpants
Let me begin this blog with this statement: Yes, I do realize that I’m not the thinnest, most attractive woman ever. That being said, this site is like on big ego boost for me. It has absolutely nothing to do with the comments or ratings or gifts. It has to do with the endless stream of fatties in lingerie that constantly appear on the asshole rotisserie at the top of the page. Seriously people, I do realize that fatties need lovin’ too, but damn. There’s no way a man could ever be enough for bitches that big. In nature, when the female of a species is that much bigger than the males, three or four males have to jump on her back to mate. That’s usually only in reptiles and amphibians, though. In humans, where females are smaller than males, you should at least be able to tell where the sex hole is without lifting up a front butt. Chances are, if you’re humping a wet spot it’s just a really sweaty roll. But hey, if it gets you off who am I to knock it. Just don’t post pictures

Family
Family * a group of persons who form a household under one head, including parents, children, and servants. * a group of related things or people * a group of people who are generally not blood relations but who share common attitudes, interests, or goals and, frequently, live together Ok so here are three definitions of the word family. I’m giving them because it seems that the majority of people have forgotten what the word means. When people love each, are friends with each other, and care what happens to them it’s considered a family. It isn’t strange, or weird. And above all it’s not a cult. Even on here we see Fu- marriages and families and no one thinks anything of it. So i ask what is the difference. No i’ll tell you, it’s reality, honesty, truth, honor, loyalty, and righteousness. Well that’s a few anyway. So people who can’t understand the simplest of concepts like family, need to step off and get a life in the real world for once and stop hiding on the internet..

Answer To My Prayers
Ever since I can remember, I've asked God to grant me one request. To find that one person that could consume my mind and steal my heart. Someone who could give me everything I've ever wanted or ever hoped for in a lover. And someone who I could love with all my heart, mind, body, and soul. My prayers were finally answered when you came into my life. ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Alone.
I know its wining and I shouldn't be even talking about it because FUBAR doesnt really care.. but mostly I'm just saying this to get it off of my chest.. No otehr reason.. I'm sick of being alone.. I'm sick of not having someone to hold when i go to sleep.. and I'm sick of having no one to hold me.. I'm sick of waking up alone.. I think im incapable of being loved.

Spring Ii
Twelve years ago I built a blind over one of my back decks and planted wisteria in hopes someday it would be covered in bloom and provide shade. The last two years it had some blooms but this morning it's a huge roof of purple over my deck.

Nostalgique
pg. 1 It was just the flight of snowflakes touching, receding on the rose-colored cheeks that evoked a waterfall of butterfly giggles brushing my heart with the softness of admiration for all that was new in the wonderful world of innocence Dancing to the unheard rhythm of the descending white twirling endlessly until the earth seemed to move counter clock wise to you and you landed with amusement sparkling in deep brown eyes in the soft pile of cold and laughter rose toward the heavens pg. 2 You reached out holding the camera with careful dedication “kiss the snowman, mommy” and in a moment of youthful exuberance you captured what would become a forever engraved snapshot of the young man in becoming etched within the core of me Dedicated to my two children with eternal love and devotion Adam & Aleyna

Fubar Drama
Well it has come to my attention that I have a little stalker...Typically you would think that because I'm a woman...it would be a man...But..not this time..It's a woman...And she's not stalking me because she wants me...Although..I'm not sure why..Most lesbians like me...But..because she has a little problem with jealousy... Came home from work this morning...Logged in like always to check my messages...And there it was in print...This chick had downrated me...Hmmm..Curious to know who she was, I of course went to her page...Awwww...Now I knew why she had been so rude...Seems that her top man is someone that "was" on my friends list...Now...please keep in mind...I have never once had any kind of communication with this man...He leaves comments...I leave him comments...Nothing more...And have never had an interest to do more...So, because I am a woman...I to have bitch tendencies...I downrated the shit out of her...Call it petty...But damnit...I worked all night and I'm not in the b

My First Line Of Duty Death Of A Fellow Firefighter
I've been a firefighter for 6 years now and the inevitable has finally arrived. I attended the funeral service of a fellow firefighter, Riley Terrebonne Jr - Springfield Fire Dept., yesterday. He performed his last courages acts in the line of duty on Monday April 21, 2008. He left MANY people behind from his immediate family to his extended family, his fellow firefighters behind. I don't know this fellow brother well however after yesterday I feel as I have met him in person and know him instead of casually meeting him at one of the fire dept functions a few years ago. I am not a stranger to funerals. Our love ones come and goes as it is to be expected. However I could not and did not imagine nor realized how much honor, respect, love, hurt and remembrance of life that we have when one of our own have left us while on duty serving with us. The outcome of respect and sympathy from my extended brothers and sisters that attended, I can only equate this sad occassion to a state fu

Entered My First Contest
Dj Kasey entered her first ever giveaway lets show her some love with comments she needs 3,500 to earn a bling pack she has 1 week before you can bomb you need to show the host some love and rate/fan/add her Stephanie Lynn@ fubar The rules ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Rates count as ONE comment. Any evidence of automated blasters or other forms of “cheating” will result in automatic disqualification. No exceptions.The folder will open at 6 AM Fubar time (9 AM EST) on Monday, 4/28 The Link{just click on her she likes it} ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This bully brought to you by DJ NICCI ~*~DIRTY BITCH CREW~*~SNAKESKINTA2 & SWEET REVENGE OWNER@ fubar

When Love Is Not Enough
Have you ever felt that no matter what u do it just isn't enough ???????? Sometimes in life we come across situations in which, as hard as we try, our efforts just aren't enough ........ We find ourselves constantly running to achieve the love and recognition of those we put up on a pedestal.......... And no matter what you do, no matter what direction u turn, or what effort you make it isn't right or enough ............. And then one day, WHEN WE ARE EXHAUSTED AND EMPTY FROM ALL THE UNRECOGNISED EFFORT, we scratch our head and realise ....... ITS NOT ME *** ITS THE MOTHER F$%^&ER I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO PLEASE !!!!!!!! *** THERE JUST ISN'T PLEASING SOME PEOPLE AND I DON'T BELIEVE THAT IS NECESSARILY A REFLECTION OF THE SELF, RATHER A MIRROR OF THOSE AT WHOM OUR EFFORTS ARE DIRECTED ........ If we are happy in ourselves, we cannot necessarily take responsibility for making other people happy, only to show them the need for that inner happiness...... And sometimes,

Tammy Thoughts
Live your day to the fullest and live every day and find happniess long the way and u will find the love of ur dreams and ur dreams will come true .The thing is when u think that u might have a dream and some times it don't come true like u hope it might be. I hope that evryone has there dreams come true some day and have the man or woman that they have found in there lives. I know that my dreams come true for me and i am still looking for my dreams come true. There is someone that i have meet on here and he is the sweetest person and i can tell him everything he is so special to me and he know how to make me feel better. I hope he know how much i do care for him. I want to thank u for being threre for me when i was so sick and made me feel better when i needed someone love u for that and i always be there for u no matter what .

Where Will You Be
So its raining and that makes me reflective. So i'm listening to some Nina Simone and writing. Questioning Looking through the glass at the pouring rain Counting the drops as slip and they slide down the window pane The voices in my head saying things i wish i could ignore i gasp and i sob as i hit the floor. When the bottom falls though and I'm crashing down When its the edge of the night and the silence is sound When I need what you take and i bend til I break When the tracks of my tears lead back to my favorite mistake When it crashes and burns When I live but don't learn When you've broken my heart and I've sold my soul When every single step leads me deeper into this bitter hole When there's no light above and just pain below When I've lived too fast and i'm dying slow When the walls come tumbling down When the friends i thought i had refuse to come around When the pain wraps me into its cold embrace When the hurts of the past refuse to stay in their plac

Poem: Pleaze (with A Cherry On Top)
Can't get you outta my mind... Been wantin' to taste... Just a lil' bit... Nites of sexual dreams haunt me... Wantin' me to want you.... To taste every ounce of your juices.... I ain't used to this...these games you play..... Sendin' mixed signals...whatcha waitin' for???.. Me to make the first move??? That's cool...but you ain't gonna play me the fool... Have me all worked up...then sike!!! Blue balls for the rest of the night... Blinded by lust to touch the panty line on sly.. Hopin' to run my finger across ya lips.... Ya clit...dances happly around my finger tips... Oh shit!!! Was that piss??? I ain't no R. Kelly!!! Whew...You just squirtin' Thought it was a golden shower fa sho... It's been a quarter hour....back arched to give me the go... To pull the panties off to the flo.... Grabbin your hips closer to my face... Tongue kissin' ya clit... Fingers still deep inside you...."G" spot be the root of all evil??? Not tonight...I'm workin' for a sequel... Bett

Hello
I know we just met and I really shouldn't be asking u. I feel shy but I want it so bad, don't get me wrong it's just that I haven't had it for a long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. no one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help can be very grateful you must think I have a lot of nerve asking you this, but I can feel my tongue around it sucking all the juice out until there is no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward. I'm usually not like this, but.............. can I have some gum?

Peter Britt's New Tattoo!!
For my new friends who did not get to see this, if you're interested :) Sharing my new tattoo with those I know. My tattoo is designed with Japanese Kanji symbols. Looking at your screen, on the right, the characters means "Spiritual Journey". On the left, it means "Warrior". On the bottom, is something that suggests in some way, the Japanese cradle of life holding it together. I chose this, because it has a deeper meaning to me and is within myself who, and what I am. Oh yes, it is on my left arm. Anyway, just sharing. I think they did a great job and I am quite happy :) Peter Britt

Sex
SEX I think of my secret lover When I go to bed at night All warm,cosy and undercover And out of any others sight I touch myself, till I moan Thinking of the secret I know Fingers slick, stroking,groan Reaching release and all aglow No one else knows but you and I Even tho distance keeps us apart And that we may neever meet, sigh Knowing what we share is a start I snuggle down,under my bed cover Thinking of our next roundeavous Till then my secret cyber lover I wonder what we will next do?

Ok Here It Goes...
OK... I am nervous as shit right now. The biggest reason is because I am going in for bladder surgery on Tuesday(4/29). The fact of the matter is this has been needed for nearly 2 years. Finally it will get done. I want to thank everybody for bein the best friends a man could ask for. Special thanks go to D and Mikey without whom, this weekend I might well have lost my mind at various points. D, I love you and if it was at all possible, I'd snap my finger to bring you here in a NY minute so you could be here, and not have to worry from afar. And Mikey...i'm givin you that number, you BETTER give it to D or Imma kick your @$$! Just bustin ya bro...I wouldn't do that! BTW On Monday, April 29 at noon will be my last show on Purrfect Sin before my 2 week hiatus...I will return to the airwaves as SOON as I am physically able to do such. Thank you fans for stickin with me!

The Lessie And Her Pimp
OhSoSexy: Okay, me and you then? OhSoSexy: LOL! Woman baby, I just never took the time out to fill in all the blanks when I created my profile. I was too lazy to do so. I love pussy. ->OhSoSexy: shes married OhSoSexy: Me and her? ->OhSoSexy: you look like a woman, but it says your a man wtf are you? a shemale? OhSoSexy: How about just me and you then? ->OhSoSexy: no thanks OhSoSexy: Honey she's hot. 3some maybe baby? ->OhSoSexy: thats my twin sister ->OhSoSexy: never work i love real attached to a man cock OhSoSexy: Okay, me and you then? OhSoSexy: LOL! Woman baby, I just never took the time out to fill in all the blanks when I created my profile. I was too lazy to do so. I love pussy. ->OhSoSexy: shes married OhSoSexy: Me and her? ->OhSoSexy: you look like a woman, but it says your a man wtf are you? a shemale? OhSoSexy: How about just me and you then? OhSoSexy: You're getting me wet just thinking about that sweet cunt of yours baby. I wanna taste you. You look like yo

Wanna Own Me?
Come one come all, I'm up for auction. Starting bid is 10,000 fubucks. Here is what I am offering: 1. Fu owned next to my name 2. Rate profile, fan, add *if not done already* 3. Rate and comment all pics and stash during HH 4. Crush you 5. Comment at least once a day for a month 6. Add to family and put as Top friend 7. Make a salute to you SFW OR NSFW your choice

Health
I had a major medical concern this past Thursday , my blood sugar was well past 600 and my blood pressure was 175 over 100 . It had taken veral hours to get them both under control . They did tell me to slow down and learn to take things easy. People that know me know I do not know how to take it easy. I may slow down a little ....maybe .

Tears Fall
WHEN THE TEARS BEGAN TO FALL I wasn’t there for you When the tears began to fall But my heart sought you out So you wouldn’t be alone I wanted to be there Just to hold your hand To try and comfort And understand To offer my shoulder When you need it the most To hug you, reassure you, And give you hope Written by, Mcihael Coburn

Angel
My Angel You are but an angel Who’s fallen and lost her way of where you’re going And where you’ll stay As pure as the light Which warms my face From my heart I can’t erase I’ll try and help you Find your way But if you love me You will stay And if you don’t I won’t forget The angel I have found in you Written by, Michael Coburn

Katman What You Did Was Not Cool..
You all know the drill..read from the bottom up... ->™ Ka...: just let me know ->™ Ka...: i will gladly paypal you the amount you spent on me for anything (he bought me fu-bling and a vip which i didnt ask him for) ->™ Ka...: but you just told me to stfu in a mean way, and then have the gall to say i was asking for it..wtf ->™ Ka...: I have been nothing but nice to you, and honest with you ->™ Ka...: I didnt ask for anything ->™ Ka...: Um no I didnt ™ Ka...: Like you didn't ask for it ->™ Ka...: i'm sorry Katman I have to go..i cannot handle the way you are talking to me..it was really not nice to tell me to stfu ™ Ka...: Then STFU about him ->™ Ka...: i am not the type who plays games or tries to make people upset ->™ Ka...: No I'm being completely sincere ™ Ka...: Are you just trying to piss me off? ->™ Ka...: for once in my life I feel special to someone..I havent felt that in a long time ->™ Ka...: he tells me he loves me ™ Ka...: Made m

Single Life...
so, i've had conversations with quite a few people on here with them asking me why i am single. 90% of these people have no idea who i am, they say i seem sweet and they think i'm attractive, yadda yadda. sometimes i wonder how many of them are sincere in thinking "why is a girl like you still single" but that's just me. i believe in this day and age, most people are fake and they will say anything they think you want to hear. and many times it's been proven. you can't just go on people's word anymore. it's a see-to-believe kind of thing. but those who do take the time to get to know me and attempt to understand me still really aren't able to understand me. and this is actually why i'm still single..partially. i don't like letting people in. i've been hurt a lot in the past, i've been in a physically and severly emotional abusive relationship, which caused my youngest child to be born 4 months early. i've been cheated on. i've been lied to. and then there's the one "i can't handl

More Then A Moment In Time.
Its funny sometimes how life takes our twisted fates of indesion and contemplation and turns them into a hurrican. Throwing us around like a back of potato chips in the wind, with no where to land but smashed crumpled and torn open for the world to see. Yet when we pause to watch a sunset, or feel the warmth of a sunrise from our own beds early in the wee hours of the morning. We do not relise that in that moment life has stood still. We do not relise that life is not as complicated as we perceive it. We have our ups and our downs, we have our bills and our cash flow issues. But when we stop to ponder what is important in life we hear oh our health and our familys. But we fail to relise as we tend to as humans find something greater then ourselfs. That ourselfs are the greatest thing in life. How we treat others, how we experiance our ups and downs. How we chose to live. Chosing to live is the hardest part, as most people feel money is the guidance to a good life. While this is v

Vampire Way
Vampire Way Little tweaker, Silent one... And yet your trip has just begun. Your morning starts by the lack of light, You play your games to dawns delight. Your night soon comes by morning light... When not torn, tattered and confused... Your memories half forgotten, as if abused. And when you look at who you are... Just remember the soul does scar. What is felt in a lonely heart? Does it hurt, can you feel ... Is this trip really real? So find your pleasure...What may it be? Besides your pipe...packed with speed, Can you find just what you lust... And is it a need.. or just a must? So back and forth, Round and round, You find yourself on the edge of town. Trying to sleep by light of day... "Living Life The Vampire Way". By Michael Coburn, 1996

Your Love Shines Through.
You are beautiful within You are beautiful without There's no reason for your mind to Be consumed by senseless doubt. There are times we will remember There are nights we won't forget If we value every moment We will never feel regret. You have wisdom of exemption You are gentle like a child You will always be protected You will never lose your smile. There are friend who will remain Within our thoughts throughout our lives There are ties that can't be broken There are bonds that cannot die. And everything you do Your love shines through

Bombing Help Needed 4/28
Blue Eyes needs 35,000 Comments for a 3 month vip + other stuff. VodkaGurl is in a VIP Contest (1 month), need 10,000 comments, so if you get time or are bored, please help if you can. TY! Time limit 3 wks from upload date F@llenAng3l is in a VIP Contest (1 month), need 10,000 comments, so if you get time or are bored, please help if you can. TY! Time limit 8 wks from upload date

Rat-a-thon
HAPPY HOUR RATE-A-THON I FIXED UP A FOLDER WITH 100 PICTURES FOR YOU TO RATE. EVERY PERSON THAT RATES THIS FOLDER WITH 11'S GETS 10K FUBUCKS FROM ME EVERY PERSON THAT RATES THIS FOLDER 10'S WILL RECEIVE A PERSONAL SALUTE OR I CAN MAKE YOUR VERY OWN FUBAR ID HERE ARE SOME OF FUBAR ID'S I'VE JUST MADE FOR MY FU-FRIENDS imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World YES YES I KNOW IT DON'T SOUND LIKE MUCH..BUT FOR ME THIS IS ALL I CAN START OUT WITH. FOR THOSE THAT DO RATE ME 11'S YOU MUST PRIVATE MESSAGE ME TO RECEIVE YOUR 10,000 FUBUCKS...DO NOT SHOUT BOX ME PLEASE. CLICK THIS PICTURE TO GET TO THE RATE A THON FOLDER

Working For A Living....
so , I thought I might miss work.. ahaha no! I had no idea how much added stress & bullshit that place caused in my life. Since I left my kids are good, me & my husband are getting along, my house is clean & I'm just all around happier :) Welcome to the real world ladies & gentleman. Did people think I was ganna fall apart ? I still have my real friends .... you know the ones who arent afraid to tell me im a bitch if I am. God I love those people!!! I might look for a new job eventually .. this summer though I think I might just get my house all organized & spend time with my kids before they're too old to care anymore if mom's around. AAAH this is the life . to all who thought I'd fall on my face. bite me :)

Contest Update!
START DATE HAS CHANGED! STILL ACCEPTING ENTRIES!!!!!! I am hosting my very first contest! Woot! Woot! The contest will run for three weeks, beginning Thursday, May 1 and ending Thursday, May 22. Rules are very simple: 1. It is a comment bombing contest. There will be prizes for the person with the most comments in 1st, 2nd and 3rd place. 2. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA. Anyone causing drama will be disqualified immediately, no questions asked!!!! 3. Self bombing is allowed and encouraged! 4. It's a CONTEST.....HAVE FUN!!!!! 5. Email me the picture or the link to the picture you want me to use. Do not send it to my shout box and do not ask me to pick a picture for you. Prizes are as follows: 1st Place: 1 Blingy Pack, 1 Three Day Blast and 100,000 FuBucks 2nd Place: 1 Three Day Blast and 50,000 FuBucks 3rd Place: 1 One day Blast and 5000 FuBucks So come on, join in Happy Country Girl's very first co

Sale
i'm going to be moving this week and am selling a few things that i cant take with me. a emachine desktop comes with monitor, keyboard,mouse,mousepad,speakers freshly installed windows xp professional new graphics card dvd+r rw 2.60ghz processor cd-rw 40gb harddrive 56k modem 10/100mps ethernet 6usb ports have a dell that i also put a new windows xp professional on.doesnt come with anything though. a 55 gallon fish tank with stand all accessories included,pump, filters, gravel, deco. everything to keep it running. plz i need to get rid of these ASAP as i'm leaving for active duty. call me anytime 770-704-4897 ask for paul thank you just name a price right but reasonable

Elemental Dreamcatchers And An Holistic Approach.
If we start from the premise that all things are connected, then the question has to be asked why do we only look at one part of a situation requiring rectification?. Do we look at the sympton and ignore the cause?..do we even recognise what is symptom and what is cause?. The idea of an elemental dreamcatcher comes from the blending of the Celtic heritage of elemental hangings and that of the North American spirit and dreamcatchers. In the Celtic belief there are 5 elements, earth, air, fire and water and the fifth element is spirit. For the adept the fifth element is that person, and as in the dreamcatcher where the creator puts a part of themelves into each catcher so does the maker of the elemental hanging use their energies as part of the creation. It is strongly affirmed that the four elements must be in harmony to create a favourable environment. Thus by using something to represent those elements, as in the creation of the elemental dreamcatcher then the result is complementary

To The Respectable Women
I'm completely aware that there are DROVES of men on this site that will send a barrage of messages across the board, offering no content or tactics to try and hook up. They send you messages with nothing but "Wanna hav sexxx??" and if you say no, they reply with, "y not??" It's an Internet phenomenon. They probably frustrate you to the point that you can't even properly formulate the reply that would completely encompass your issues with his approach. So, I give you a response. You can take this response, save it to a file on your desktop, and feel free to copy and paste it to any of these guys that bothers you. If we get enough women answering these idiots in full detail, they may eventually become receptive on how to properly treat a lady with respect. It wouldn't matter if they see it twice, because odds are they are copying and pasting their message to multiple women. So, without further ado: -- Excuse me, but every step of a man's approach represents his skill a

This Is The Truth
How is it possible To be filled with love Yet overflowing with emptiness? To be surrounded by affection Yet consumed by loneliness? To be deliriously happy Yet cry out in sorrow? How is it possible To find solace Yet be afraid? To be healed from wounds Yet crippled with pain? To be made whole Yet broken and fragmented? How is it possible To feel comfort Yet lose hope? To experience passion Yet still be numb? To burst with joy Yet ache with longing? How is it possible To be listened to Yet not be heard? To be wanted Yet feel unnecessary? To have met your match Yet remain unmatched? These are the things I wonder.

Kid's Story: Bath Time
It was bath-time and Silvina LOVED watching the children in the bath, laughing and splashing and squealing in delight, but today there was something special, something wondrous and new, "Bubble Bath". She didn't know what "Bubble Bath" was, but the children were SO excited, and so was she. She loved new things, and when she heard the water being run into the large, white tub, she quickly flew to the window to watch. The bath was full, and she watched as the mother took a mystical bottle from a high shelf and poured just a little into the bath, and then called the children in. They came running and squealing, and were almost as excited as she was. Clothes flew everywhere and soon the tub was filled with two squealing girls, splashing and having so much fun she could hardly wait until their mother left the room so that she could get a closer look. "Silvina" cried the girls, "Come look at the bubbles." and she watched in awe as the air filled with shiny balls that she c

Thanks
I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK U TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS THAT ARE THERE FOR ME WHEN IM DOWN , U TRUELY MAKE ME FEEL SPECIAL AND I KNOW NOW WHO I CAN DEPEND ON, I LOVE YA'LL ALL, MUAHZZZ. YOUR GIRL SPECIAL K!!!!!!

If You Could See Through My Eyes
If You Could See Through My Eyes by LateNiteFantasy© For thousands of years women ask the same question one time or another, "how do I look?" well, to those that matter, this poem will be the answer they seek. Compare'd compare'd so many before, compare'd to women who've passed before. I look indeed, and search them still, by comparison I search and search them still. Though you ask a dozen times ten fold, "why dosth thou behold?" The answer is this, "To search the bleeding earth to see, no such beauty as the beauty of thee." I'll speak it again, to behold your blush. The smile that gives wings to your blush. To know you love me, (I love you, also) To know you'll hold me when my heart speaks true. I'll speak again, all this to you. so open thine ears, and listen clear, my words are true, I hold so dear. "If you could see through my eyes, you'd see love. If you could know what I know, you'd know us. If life was just calling your name as your eyes

Only 40k To Go To Reach The Next Level
My friend Rhonda has only 40k to go to reach "godfather/mother" let's all get together and show her some FU lovin and help her reach the next level. F/A/R if you havent already. She's agreat friend and will return all love shown to her.

R.i.p
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor, them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing: they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; the eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, your face, your hands again caress the beloved head and you look

Chicago
Well he starts with hello how are you I say, i am fine how about you? He says im from Chicago Where are you? I am there Always in your heart Let me tell you where I will make a start There's one place that is a blooming rose, There's one town I cherish, There's one blaze that never dies, There's one city that thrives The place where I'll always go Is my baby's town, Chicago

Alone
In my life, I've met many people Why do I still feel so alone. In a world, with so many people Why am I sitting here all alone. Walking past, go so many people How I wish that I was safe at home. Looking out at all these people Do they all feel just as alone?

My Promise T O Kathy
Have So Long Not Cried, I Cry Now See her dancing on the pale moon yonder. Wavy hair breathing that life into me like a delicious wonder. To take her hand and march gayly down the green side hills. To never cry again, as love is the savior now. That untold love story, of the two who wonder aimlessly through the chosen relm. To sample love and taste the fire that love burns brighter, in the fires of heart. Will wonder a thousand hells to know her scent and feel her spirit lift me. To never cry again, as love is the savior now. Now comes the day, the truth comes free, that he and he is me, have nothing to offer in this life. A failure, and wronger, a laugher in disguise. To play with fate and dare to show my love, and beg her love in turn. To cry forever, as love is the lost one now. Let not his tears be seen, let not his weeping sobbing breaths be heard. He is unworthy of this love, as God has cursed him in promise. He, and he is me. Stood atop the

Friends
A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of our days'. Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a sign from God!' But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive The woman continues, 'And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune.' She hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opens it and drinks ha

Thoguht For The Day Monday 04/28/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And a night overcast draws to a close with no redemption of this soul. Once again, the dark swallows me into its breast with its nefarious ways and vexes this mind. none see the whole man, for they do not look. Eyes blinded by their own unceasing platitudes, only in the end to find truth in honesty of heart. The end, clearly ahead mine awaits. The shadow beckons, the cold draws near and I know not, peace. Long for it I must and to aspire with it in oneness, my tears fall for. This face, covered in the passion of a soul discarded, a spirit broken." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

Blind
Blind to who I am blind to what I see blind to what I want blind to what I need Blind to any sense... showing him the the way Blind enough to make me not want to stay I've done all I can done holding your hand for I can see as far as my mind allows me it sets me free for a moment I realize everything I can be... and I'm going before you know it you won't remember me. (a juvenille poem, I know, but mine, none the less...)

For Mr.ben
here they r hun ravenmyst:~manager of misfit angels~fu sweetie to soul taker~@ fubarmizotte59 owner of StrawBerriiKisses fu-owned to aGem4life@ fubar~Ladymoose760~Founder~Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew~@ fubar Vicky aka PoohPhanatic@ fubarHips & Lips*Member of Misfit~'Angels Leveling Crew@ fubarbobwire Member of The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew And R/L Husband To Ladymoose760@ fubarPoetic Justice (Member of the Misfits~Angels Leveling Crew & The Fubar World Cruise)@ fubarTica ' Member of the Misfits~~Angels Leveling Crew@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=1394676&friend=1394676" target=_blank>C.C.,read my profile please@ fubar¢¾TNDreamer¢¾@ fubar

Just.
sometimes i hear him ask "why me?" sometimes i feel him wonder sometimes i see him question everything he does not know he cannot see he is more interested in hearing the right answer than asking the right question his smile is a warm and adorable thing his eyes are magic his mind is beautiful and brilliant i touch his heart and he touches mine i love his soul and he nourishes mine i hear his thoughts and he hears mine this man i love all of him and his heart is safe with me

Bad Luck!!!
Ok anyone that knows me knows I generally have bad luck, (read my blogs if you dont know) I don’t let it get me down… well usually!!! So last night I go home after doing my usual Monday driving around… ya so hate it but it is what we do for our kids. So after driving around for an hour and a half I get home and everyone is in their rooms, yes the house was pretty clean (could have been better but with 9 kids it was good). It was about 6 and of course the 2 teenagers at home could not start dinner, so I started dinner. I am in the kitchen cooking for about 15 minutes and I hear a HUGE crash… scared the crap out of me. I look around and cannot find out what it was. The kids are still in their room (of course don’t come out to say welcome home mom) and the dogs are outside, so I keep cooking. Well about 15 minutes later I have dinner to a point that I can go outside and have a smoke. So I walk out in the garage and step in a HUGE pile of glass… I look around and cannot figure out what

Fubar Groups, Oy Vey!
I think it’s safe to say that I’m not your typical Fubar attention whore. Don’t get me wrong, a well-stroked ego feels mighty nice. But online cliques? Come on. You’ve got to be fucking kidding me. Anyway, I was recently invited to join a group. I’m kind of a n00b so I requested further information. The person who contacted me sent me a whole list of rules for conduct within this group. What the fuck? Rules on the Internet? I log on to escape rules. If I said I wanted to skull fuck a nun with a strap-on and wear her hymen as a tiara, I can. Because it’s the Internet and social norms don’t matter. Why on earth would I want to join a group that has rules? Even more off-putting than the group’s commandments, is having to add its name to my display name. Fuck that. My name is perfectly fine as it is, thank you very much. In retrospect, my reply was probably not the most tactful. Though I do believe my displeasure was conveyed: Yeah... well when you write it all out like that. I

Stress And Strokes
If you don't handle stress it can make you feel tired, drained and depressed - it can also kill you. Here are some simple stress management tips to help you combat stress and preserve your health. Stress management is the active and constant correction to your body and mind to the forces of stress and pressure. The worst form of stress is the daily, repetitive and constant stress from any source. It makes your body constantly react, release hormones and enzymes into your circulatory system, and in the end, destroys your immune system altogether. Learn to manage stress now, and you can avoid that heart attack and stroke, just waiting to happen. How Does Someone Know They are Stressed Many people do not know they are suffering from stress and the effects of stress. A few simple self-tests, and you can see if you are both stressed and suffering from stress. During any time of the day, do a body survey. Are you hands clenched? Do you have “nervous leg” (leg mo