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Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am reserved until I get to know someone 2. I have decided Metallica is not music & kids agree 3.I am in a hotel in Cincinnati as I write this 4.I AM A BIG KID AT HEART 5.I A AMUSED AT ALL THE WOMEN WHO THINK THEY ARE SO FRICKING BAD ON fUBAR..*GIGGLES* 6. I AM FLUENT IN TYPONESE 7.I HAVE WRECKED MORE CARS THAN YOU HAVE DRIVEN 8.THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS COINCIDENCE 9.LAWS PROMOTE LAWLESSNESS 10. WELL TIMED TEASING, INNUENDO,INSINUATION,DOUBLE ENTENDRE' AND SUBTLE HINTS ARE THE CRUX OF SEDUCTION

Mini Bio On Jensen Ackles
Birth Name: Jensen Ross Ackles Date Of Birth: 1st March, 1978 Place Of Birth: Dallas, Texas, USA Height: 6'1'' (1.85mm) Mini Biography: Jensen Ackles was born in Dallas, Texas to Roger Alan Ackles and Donna Joan Shaffer. After modeling as a young child, he began to concentrate on a acting career in 1996 upon his graduation from Lloyd V. Berkner High School in Richardson, Texas. In 1997 he received a role on the NBC soap opera Days of Our Lives as Eric Brady, for which he won a 1998 Soap Opera Digest Award for Best Male Newcomer. After leaving Days in 2000, Ackles went to Vancouver, joining the cast of the James Cameron television series Dark Angel. His first appearance on the show was in 2001 as Max's (played by Jessica Alba) disturbed brother Ben/X5-493. After Ben died, Ackles returned to the series in the second season as Ben's clone, Alec/X5-494, who eventually teamed up with Max and stayed until the show's demise in 2002. In 2003, he made several guest appearances a

"daddy"
you have given me life you have given me love you have taught me respect you have taught me courage you have taught me to be myself you have taught me how to love you have taught me to never forget the ones i love for you are always and forever my father ..dedicated to my father.. by shana 98'

The Mystery Of My Ranking
So this is my first blog post. I haven't quite decided what I want this to be about, but to start it off, I thought I would mention the fact that somehow, I'm ranked #852 today! Which is exciting, of course, but also slightly mystifying. Maybe this might not seem wierd to anyone else, but looking at the people I'm ranked around, it's hard to figure out. I'm the only one who doesn't have a VIP for one, haha. The person ranked under me has ten times as many fans, and lots more bling and stuff. So... why am I ranked up there? I can't figure it out, and it's bothering me, haha. If anyone has any ideas on the Great Ranking Mystery, let me know!

Places I've Been
I saw on the profile of one of my newest fu-friends (Clover) a neat little graphic that mapped out which states in the US she’s visited. This was interesting to me because over my life thus far, I’ve actually visited a pretty good number of the states. See, I’m a Navy brat. My father served 12 years in the Navy (and another 20 years when that was done as a civil servant working for the Navy). Now, I’ve only lived in a couple of different states (born in California, and spent most of my life in Connecticut), but because he and my mom are both from the Midwest (Oklahoma and Kansas) I’ve actually done quite a bit of traveling visiting relatives by car most years. visited 32 states (64%)Create your own visited map of The United States or try another Douwe Osinga project I’ve hit part of the southwest while moving east from California. While growing up, my family hit a good deal of the tourist destinations between Connecticut and the midwest. We’ve also included trips to Sout

I Love My Car...i Can't Stand The Clutch....
As most of you know...since most of you are friends from my past page....I just recently purchased a car that I totally love...It's cute...It's red...and mechanically speaking, it's awesome...Not for long though...I fear I'm going to burn out that clutch before I even learn how to drive it... Yes...I've had the car now for a couple of weeks...And still have yet to get that damn clutch down...I mean come on...Why was it invented in the first place...Automatics have 2 pedals...We have 2 feet...You either brake or you go...Choices are simple... I took the car out yesterday...I've managed to teach myself to get from point A to point B....It's the in between that I'm having trouble with...I've also been able to figure out paths that don't have a lot of hills on them that I have to stop on...You know the ones with a stop sign that the car is in the direction of going up...Cept for yesterday...What a mess...Denver and the suburbs are not little places where you might have maybe 1 or 2 c

For You My Friend
time and time again i find myself hoping to see your goofy smile hear your deep voice saying wwwwwwwhat no hug you were the strong one the one who picked me up after i was broken you were the one i ran to when it all just got to be too much in your arms i felt safe the world seemed less dark watching three stooges with you laughing uncontrollably when you imitate curly being their when dates turned out bad cleaning up busted lips from really bad ones biting back the urge to say the wrong thing to me when my love was rejected watching me time after time date the wrong one when you said to yourself enough i cant take this i was stunned speechless looking at you across the room you raking your hair then pounding my walls you say tamm i cant stand it anymore everytime i see you broken your heart shattered or worse you hurt it kills me inside cant you see im a man yes but damn it tamm i cant take it i love you please see me for the first

Tagged By Into The Void
(I was tagged by Into The Void, so as not to incur His wrath, or disappointment, I will comply.) Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I use a paper towel or my shirt sleeve to open the doors in public restrooms. (a germ thing). Guess that¡¦s why I¡¦m so clean. 2. My nipples became sensitive for the first time in my early 40¡¦s after having two kids at 19 and 20 yrs old. And I am so enjoying it. 3. I pretend to be self confident, moreso than I actually feel inside. Yeah, I know, heavy, huh. LOL. 4. I have a broadcasting degree that I have only used for work recordings. Pretty sad really. 5. Each job I¡¦ve had I¡¦ve progressed in salary, wi

The Artist In Us All!
Watching the flames dance, Mesmerising like a lava lamp, As the wax drips seductively down the side, Soon it shall be gone. Until a kind hand reaches out, To ignite once again the wick of truth, The smoke carries souls to the ceiling, The scent enticing & magical. Under the flicker of a peacefull night, Lead hits paper with force, Sketching out lines off beauty, Parralell universes unfold in a blink. If we can follow the lines straight, We'd find wonders we have never seen, Colours emerge within the boundaries, Bringing forth to life another dream. What one see's is there own reflection, Whether it be smeared or perfect, The creator cannot complain or whine, For at there hands anything is possible. Trees bloom,Apples appear, The water flows gently at the end of the brush, With a flick off the wrist the grass sprouts, Emerged in concentration on the beauty emerging. The music drifts gently on bands of gold, Silky ribbons wrapping the parchment, Pres

Could Someone Explain Woman To Me
if i live to be a million years old i never figure woman out. you be nice to them and they run away. you treat them like shit and they seem happy but the run to all their friends and tell them how bad you treat them. so wtf is a guy to do.

Vamp And Jd Are Fu-married! And Rl Engaged
The TOP 1 and 2 family are fu-married and RL engaged. :) Show them love! :) Vamp Morticia and JD hunt VAMP MORTICIA~RL Engaged and Fu-married to JDHUNT~LaLa's Girl~Sultry's Mistress~NO DRAMA!@ fubar i jdhunt am married to vamp mortica an in real life engaged to be married to vamp mortica(tamara) ~@ fubar

Fontana
FONTANA, Calif. -- Jeff Gordon knew if he could get to Matt Kenseth in the closing laps of Sunday's Auto Club 500, he could pass him. By the way, so did Kenseth. But even though Gordon was able to close right up on the back bumper of Kenseth's Ford with less than 20 laps to go, unlike earlier in the evening, he couldn't motor past. And so with his 1.464-second victory, Kenseth becomes the first driver since Gordon in 1997 to win the Daytona 500 and again the following weekend. And like last weekend, weather was a factor. A persistent drizzle forced the first four caution flags, but unlike the race on the other side of the continent, Mother Nature relented enough to let this one go the distance. And the few fans willing to take a few hours to forget California's economic meltdown were treated to a classic showdown "I had the best seat in the house for that battle," third-place driver Kyle Busch said. "It was a good show for the fans. To see two superstars put on a show like tha

In The Darkness
IN THE DARKNESS I WAIT WAIT FOR YOU WANTING TO FEEL THE WEIGHT OF YOUR BODY ON MINE... I ALMOST FEEL YOU IN THE DARKNESS... I HEAR YOUR VOICE HEAR YOU CALLING TO ME HOW I HAVE LONGED FOR YOU... FOR SO LONG .... I WANTED YOU... IN THE DARKNESS.. I CRAVE FOR YOU FOR YOU TO ME IN MY ARMS.... BUT THIS WILL NEVER BE SO IN THE DARKNESS I WAIT WAIT FOR THE ONE I LONG TO LOVE

All Friends Please Read & Ty!
I just want to take a minute to thank some very special people who have been helping me through a difficult time. Good people are hard to find in this world much less online. I want you all to know how much I appreciate ALL that you do and have done for me. Without your friendship and support I don't know how I would be able to make it through each day. Again, I thank you from the bottom of my heart and depth of my soul. You all know who you are. ¢¾ XoXoXoXoXoX

Our Roses
SIMPLE LITTLE RED ROSE IN MY HAND THORNS DRAIN MY PURE BLOOD ON TO THE FLOOR LYING THERE LOOKING AT THE SKY ABOVE PICTURING YOU BESIDES ME HOLDING MY HAND OUR BLOOD FLOWS TOGETHER IN SOLID RYTHM HOLDING UP A BLACK ROSE IN YOUR HAND THE LEAVES SOFTLY TOUCH YOUR SKIN DREAMS UNABLE TO HURT THE LOVE BETWEEN US MY BODY PURE AND CLEAN GIVEN TO YOU AS A GIFT OUR BODIES RIDE THE RYTHM TOGETHER IN PERFECT HARMONY COLORS CHANGE THE SURROUNDING AND YET I DON'T CARE LIFE BREATHS INTO DEATH ETERNAL LOVE AND LUST OPENS FORCES INSIDE US THE FLAME OF THE FIRE TOUCHES ME BURNS MY SOULS ENERGY FOREVER IN TIME SLEEPING HERE NOW THAT MY BLOOD IS GONE NEXT TO ME LIES THE BODY OF THE ONE I LOVE TWO ROSES LIE IN A PERFECT CROSS BETWEEN US LIES THE SYMBOL OF GOOD AND EVIL, PAST AND PRESENT.

Dust
EVERYTHING TURNS TO DUST YOUR EYES TURN ME TO STONE YOUR'RE WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED SO WHY DO I FEEL ALONE? YOU DON'T BELONG TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD YOU BELONG IN HERE WITH ME. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM FROM BORKEN BITS OF DREAMS YOU KNOW YOU'VE SEEN MY FACE YOU KNOW I'VE HEARD YOUR SCREAMS YOU KNOW THAT I'M JUST LIKE YOU THE SAME IN THIS WORLD OF DECAY I DO THE THINGS YOU LONG TO DO SPEAK THE WORDS YOU LONG TO SAY WE DON'T BELONG TO THE PLASTIC WORLD WITH IT'S ENDLESS FAKERIES WE ONLY FIT IN ON THE OUTSIDE WE ONLY BELONG TO DREAMS.

So When Was Your First?
At what age did you lose your virginity ? How did you feel after trying it for the first time? Tell me what it felt like the first time being inside a woman or vice versa.Give me details. Was it good? Was it bad experience ? Did you go back for more.Did it make you a addict?

Friendship
GROWNING TOGETHER AS LONG AS WE CAN THE BOND OF US TOGETHER AS FRIENDS LAUGHING AND CRYING, JUMPING FOR JOY STORIES WE'LL TELL FOR YEARS TO COME YELLING AND SCREAMING TILL THE END FIGHTS ARE ONLY PART OF BEING FRIENDS AS YEARS GO ON NO ONE CAN TAKE YOUR PLACE HEART, SOUL AND EVERY PIECE OF YOUR FACE WILL ALWAYS BE HARD TO EVER REPLACE SHOPPING AND DRIVING FOR FUN THESE ARE THE THINGS WHY NOTHINGS EVER DONE OUR CHILDREN AND RELATIONSHIPS WILL CHANGE BUT WE WILL NEVER BE TO FAR OUT OF RANGE FOR FRIENDSHIP IS ALWAYS THERE FOR TWO PEOPLE WHO ALWAYS CARE....

Who Ever Said It Was Going To Be Easy ?
No one ever said it was going to be easy !!!!!! If anyone ever sat you down as a child and told you that everything in your life was going to be great , wonderful easy and nothing bad would ever happen to you, well guess what stupid ? They lied their asses off !!! Lifes not ment to be easy , it isnt ment to be perfect. It's supposed to be claw your way to the top shit on your neighbor and screw everyone on the way to the top ! I'm tired of hearing people whine "Oh woe is me , I have it sooooo hard , this isnt where my life was supposed to be at this stage !" Grow the fuck up and realize shit happens ! Buildings burn , people pass on , teen agers get knocked up ! That's Life !! if half the people who were busy pissing and moaning picked them selves up, dusted them selves off and said what the fuck , it's ok to fall down, I just need to learn to get up when I do and go the hell on and learn from my mistakes and stop repeating the same stupid shit that led to my current fuck up ! This

Broken
The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain there is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on I'm barely holdin' on to you The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing With a broken heart that's still beating In the pain is the healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin') I'm barely holdin' on to you I'm hangin' on another day Just to see

St. Patricks Day Auction
Saint Patrick's Day March 1st - March 17thAuction Are you in need of some Fubucks.. Then you came to the right place Come and Bid On The St. Patty's Day Auction.. The auction is now open to all of fubar. It will end on March 17th at midnight Fu time. So come and bid on your favorites!!! Offer a 30 day crush and all the mush. A salute for them safe or naughty, make them feel like such a hottie. Give them blings, rates and go on fubar dates. Offer them daily or weekly, custom pics. Make them your number one fam and friend and you'll make bucks in the end. Click on the pics below to bid on your favorite HOTTIE....!!!!!

Fun Facts From The Infection Control Center
Fun facts from the Infection Control Center During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool you will ingest 1/12 liter of urine. In an average day your hands will have come into indirect contact with 15 penises (touching door handles, etc.) An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12 pubic hairs. In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept! Annually you will shake hands with 11 women who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. Annually you will shake hands with 36 men who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. In a lifetime 22 workmen will have examined the contents of your dirty linen basket. At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance of getting a cold sore from one of the guests. Daily you will breath in 1 liter of other peoples' anal gases. HAVE A GREAT DAY... And wash your damn hands!

Poetry
You walked into my life out of the blue My heart not knowing what to do Your voice so soothing in the night Just makes me want to hold you tight My walls once high you made them weak My heart exposed to words you speak I opened up and let you in Only to build them up again You now are sealed deep in my soul My heart is yours for you to hold.

Was Tagged By Gypsy
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have 3 amazing and unique children. I love them more and more each day. 2. I have issues with giving my kids a bath...i do it sometimes 3 times a day cause they just get so darn filthy lol. 3. I own a beautiful docile PitBull, and can barely even walk her around without getting OMG stares from others around....HELLO PEOPLE....its not the breed to fear, it those who train them to be vicious. 4. I am owned by Lord Fury, He is my Master and i am His slave, there is nothing more that makes me happy than knowing i have pleased Him so completely 5. I am from Phoenix Az and am a heat brat thru an

Tag Your It
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? no 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? missed 5. Your father? missed 6. Your favorite thing? computer 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coolers 9. Your dream/goal? owner 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? most 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? hateful 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? peace 18. Where you grew up? jersey 19. The last thing you did? wash 20. What are you wearing? jammies 21. TV? music 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? here 24. Your life? Complicated 25. Your mood? good

Fu-tard Of The Week...er.. Month
69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: okay im sorry...dont be so mean to me. 69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: lets start over....hi how are you beautiful? 69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: and your status says evil but yousay your good 69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: i 69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: can we be frends? 69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: im missing one front tooth 69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: i dont even take aspren 69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: this has been a spectacular conversation lol ->69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: you are absolutely correct... and im done. go contact your dealer and get some more meth... you still have a couple teeth in your head. 69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: do you wear panties 69♣ΜأΩď₣®Ξ...: is

Nhl
DATE OPPONENT TIME (ET) Location Result Mon, Sep 22nd, 2008 at Toronto 07:30 PM Air Canada Centre L (7 - 4) Tue, Sep 23rd, 2008 at Montreal 07:00 PM Roberval, QC L (3 - 2) Sat, Sep 27th, 2008 Toronto 07:00 PM HSBC Arena W (3 - 2) Sun, Sep 28th, 2008 Minnesota 07:00 PM HSBC Arena L (2 - 1) Wed, Oct 1st, 2008 at Minnesota 08:00 PM Xcel Energy Center L (3 - 2) Thu, Oct 2nd, 2008 at Columbus 07:00 PM Nationwide Arena W (5 - 2) Sun, Oct 5th, 2008 at Detroit 05:00 PM Joe Louis Arena L (3 - 0) Fri, Oct 10th, 2008 Montreal 07:30 PM HSBC Arena W (2 - 1) Mon, Oct 13th, 2008 at NY_Islanders 02:00 PM Nassau Veterans Memorial Colis W (7 - 1) Wed, Oct 15th, 2008 at NY_Rangers 07:00 PM Madison Square Garden W (3 - 1) Fri, Oct 17th, 2008 Vancouver 07:30 PM HSBC Arena W (5 - 2) Sat, Oct 18th, 2008 at Atlanta 07:00 PM Philips Arena L (3 - 2) Tue, Oct 21st, 2008 Boston 07:00 PM HSBC Arena W (3 - 2) Thu, Oct 23rd, 2008 at Minnesota 08:00 PM Xcel Energy Center W (4 - 3) Sat, O

Only Love Can Break Your Heart
I have a friend I've never seen She hides her head inside a dream Someone should call her and see if she can come out and try to lose the down that she's found But only love can break your heart Try to be sure right from the start Yes, only love can break your heart What if your world should fall apart?

Waiting....
The night was cool, the windows open. I spent what seemed like an eternity bathing myself after relieving what seemed like an endless frustration. Carefully cleaning and shaving.. paying attention to make sure the job was done to what I knew you would require. The hotel was deafeningly quiet. As I sit perched on the bed brushing my hair, taking long slow strokes brushing the tangles waist length of chestnut hair. I feel the bed lower and a hand enclose my neck and another in my hair, my breath quickens and I inhale sharply. You whisper not to turn around or look until I'm told to. I feel you reach around me and I feel the coarse roughness of a rope.. one hand and then the other bound. I my breathing increases, and you tell me to stand. I start to talk, and I feel a firm slap across my ass, and you telling me I wasn't told I could speak. Then a second time, so I'm aware that you have spoken and I am to listen. This goes on for a while until I learn not to speak until my master

15 Facts About Me
1. I have two wonderful kids 2. I am married to a soldier 3. My husband is deployed 4. I work for an oral surgeon 5. I am a FUBAR addict !!!!! 6. Horror movies are my favorite 7. Purple is my favorite color 8. I have 4 best friends 9. My number one is one of my besties 10. I drive a '07 Mustang 11. I have had major surgery 12. I LOVE Key Lime Pie ... haha 13. Is my lucky numer 14. I can be the biggest bitch you will ever meet 15. I love road trips!!!!!!

Whats The Deal?
I am sick to death of seeing people all over fu begging for auto's or blings or begging for something or another it's really gotten ridiciouls these last few months with the auto-11 bling before my last level 22 account was deleted I had an auto an you know it really doesnt help that much...in order for it to really help you any you almost have to have them given to you back to back or pay retarded amounts of fubucks for them and for what yes its nice to be rated 11's and gain bucks and points but seriously yall I got one question what happens to all of us who arent as lucky to have people bling us everyday with an auto I'll tell ya what happens we get left out and shit on i know the majority of the people on fubar want to make their next level but what if we cant afford to by blings and vips for others. I for one am truly sick of rating hundreds of pictures everyday for plenty of people on my friends list to turn around have them not even as so much come to my page an re-rate

My Mind
When the days seem so long, you are there on my mind, you've been there since the day that we met. There's something about you that I can get out. Is it the eyes that pierce to my soul, maybe its your smile that lights up the room, maybe the way that you look at me. I don't know what it could be. Why is it that you're always on my mind?

Wuts Up Fubar?
wuts up guys? been awhile since i have been around, been busy working and all that good shit. the guys at stargate are about ready to release the final RC of the portal system, so i have come up for some air from testing while they put together the install. then hopefully there will be 1 last test and then release. then we can move on to the IM3 software. i am still plugging away upgrading and designing some client's sites. but i have to tell you i am about sick of playing flash games. i don't know if i will agree to install another arcade for anyone....i am definitely going to have to do a price increase for that job. i finally got some time to work on my own site and to do some painting and illustrating. and i am taking a couple more classes in illustrator and photoshop. these 2 programs have added some amazing features in CS4, so much so i want to get myself a great digital camera and get back into photography. anyways, i will drop my link in a blog when i have it ready f

Grrrrrrr
Ok one more blog for today.... Just thinkn about the people in my life here lately that have gone off the deep end because I have found someone I really love spending time with. Im serious when I say I have had to block people because if their immaturity.... tell me... where on this planet does it say that because we talked x-rated on the phone and shared some personal time face to face that it gives a person any RIGHT to demand ANYTHING from you???? The emotional immaturity is beyond my comprehension... and the sad part is these people are ones I would have considered possible life long friends.. but because the sexual part has ended all of a sudden Im a LIAR and maybe worse in their eyes... just makes me sad. Relationships are fluid and they change and grow and shift.. its the nature of a living thing.... I refuse to define it... or put it in a box... and yet when for some reason a part of it goes away.. Im the horrible one... as if I am not PERMITTED to change.. sigh..

Food For Thought
Ever wonder why we come to sites like this one? is it because we are lonely? looking for friends, lovers? or just for fun. I came here to look for friends,but not to be insulted by shallow people, who think they are "better" than you! because they believe that they are "perfect" in every way and have the "right" to "judge" other people, well guess what? I have yet to meet a "perfect" person, Everyone has their "faults" whether it be physical, mental, or emotional. so stand back and take a long hard look at yourself, are you perfect? no flaws? no imperfections? everything about you is perfect? then if that is absolutely true 100%, you should by all means Judge others.

Autos On - Returning All Love
I'm running autos for the 2nd time. I'm pretty confident that I can reach level 24 today but I'm really hoping I can get enough of my friends to come help me out and get me to level 25. I really do watch my bartab but I welcome you to leave comments or messages so I can be sure to return any love you've shown me. Thanks to everyone. I know I have an awesome group of fufriends and I'm a lucky girl. XOXO Support the Troops (Tonya)

My Friend's Blog From This Morning
Yesterday, I had a call from my OBGYN office explaing to me the results from the LEEP they had preformed and it wasn't good I do have cervical cancer now the doctor wants me to see a oncologist cancer specialist, I don't know what to do aymore my brian is like mush right now it fucked me up to hear what she had been telling me, I called my husband at work to tell him the news he had come home and the doctor wanted to sit down an talk with the both of us so we went there an talked he said that the tumor was deep in the margins which I don't know what the hell that is but anyways I'm freaking out and scared as hell to what this other doctor is going to tell me, also I had a call from my sister yesterday telling me that my mother was in the hospital with Pneumonia it's in her left lung, I tried talking with her that day before she had went in and she was off the wall wasn't saying much and just babbling, I guess from what the doctors was saying she wasn't getting enough oxgen to her brian

Starbucked Up The Wazoo
This morning on the walk home from work, I decided to do something different. Against my best judgment and all reason, I decided to stop by Starbuck's for a cup of coffee. The reasoning behind this, though mainly because Brennan had stopped by work and was on his way over there, was that it is between my apartment and work, roughly halfway. This makes it extremely convenient, though as I later learned, was not so "convenient" after all. Now, there are reasons I do not drink Starbucks, most notably because it tastes like burned celery. But, despite that, it has been a few years since I've had a cup of Starbuck's coffee, and I figured, why not. Well my friends, I found out "why not." Brennan and I sat at the patio this morning at Starbucks, "enjoying" our cups of coffee, strained from beans obviously tortured to death by over-roasting, most likely over brimstone. Judging by their "bitter" nature, I think these particular beans were elderly, and had spent the last bit of their li

Hmmm Love Actually
Making Love to You Desire is thick and heavy My skin drinks in your touch To quench the longing- …a sacred quest for tantric fulfillment I lay my head On a pillow of clouds As your fingertips explore my body Like nomads Penetrating a primeval forest The room fills With warm mossy smells …an intoxicating fragrance Of earth and sea Fresh and moist as morning dew I hear the rush of the wind As you enter me Liquid velvet Crossing the threshold of a waterfall Passion swells Like distant rolling thunder Or the frantic chanting Of tribal monks Eternity erupts I close my eyes And taste the moon

February Blues
I am sure by the time I'm finished with this fucking blog it'll be the 26th. I thought I'd bitch some before I went to bed to get some stuff off my chest. Lots of about me in here which is always the case in most blogs. My heart grows very weary cause of a year without having anybody special in my life. Lots of fears going through me especially during these cold days and nights. Tired as hell of all this cold weather and dreading going out and about. 24/7 coverage of how depressing people are without jobs. How the country as a whole should pretty much declare bankruptcy because if they were a private business they wouldn't have lasted a year of this dread. In my own personal life its dead. I hope to revive my positivity once summer hits. Maybe being out and about on the beach will get some of this money problems out of our soulless hearts. How we focus on money 24/7 is so scary. Its just one thing and its just the cornerstone of everything capitalism. Any who! I can't ch

Ash Wednesday
So, I work in a restaurant and as you know yesterday was Ash Wednesday. I had at least 3-4 customers/families come in with their ashed foreheads and order food with MEAT on it, or in it. I'm not even Catholic and I KNOW THE RULES. Have fun in hell you dumbasses.

On Therapists
If I had a fuckin' dime for everytime I've seen some asshole with a self-help book, come on and say "it's not your fault"...I'd have nough fuckin' money to hire a TEAM of asassins & scientists to find the most efficient way to exterminate these spineless fuckers. Truth is MOST ALL your problems are your fault. You do need help...but unfortunately (or fortunately) I cannot help you. Neither can any fuckin' book...or drink...or drug. I flat out REFUSE to be of assisstance to denial of our real problems. I am not one to console. You want sympathy??? It's between shit & syphillus in the dictionary. I will NOT provide humanity it's crutch...I will kick it away. I will not lie & tell you everything will be ok, because untill the true source of your repetitive problems is identified...things WILL NOT BE OK! ONLY YOU can seek advice from the strong instead of the sympathetic. ONLY YOU can take charge of your life. ONLY YOU can step up & take responsibilty. ONLY YOU can fix the source of

Damn!!
i seen his in another blog, read the lyrics lmaooooooooooo, this should have been my theme song when i was younger One More Drink Video It was Friday night and I was feelin' aight -Yep- Downtown Atlanta, big city, bright lights, Mixin' Henney wit da Sprite, Drinkin' and drivin', No police lights and no police sirens, I'm headed to da club, Lookin' fo' a freak, To spread a lil' love & to spread a couple cheeks, Pull up to da spot, 26's like bam! Eyes on me like "Bitch, do you see him!" Strobe through the front door, Headed to the VIP, Bought a couple bottles and I took a couple sips, Scopin' out da room and what do I see? A nice round butt and a pair of double D's, So I crept up like "Shawty, what's happen'n? You kilin' dat dress and I love it wit' a passion" Den she turned around and her face was aight, She had a gap tooth and mean overbite, But I was like hmm... (T-Pain) Chorus If I take one more drink I'm gon' end up f***in' you Is that watchu wanna d

Secret Admirers.....wtfevah
Lately, I have been playin the Secret Admirer game thingy. Most of the time, the choices are......shall we say.....limited. I still go ahead and guess. If I don't get it in 6 guesses, yes, I will pay the 4K to get 4 more guesses. I would say that 95% of the time, if I guess right, I would not have matched that person on a bet. No offense to anyone, but I do have my preferences. When I end up matching someone, I will usually get an email telling me they can't believe I matched them! LMAO I'm clicking randomly, if I matched you, it was by pure luck. Don't go getting a big head over it. hehe that's all.

Why People Don't Help Others!!!
THIS IS WHY SOME PEOPLE DON'T HELP OTHERS!!!! DENVER – A good Samaritan who helped push three people out of the path of a pickup truck before being struck and injured has gotten a strange reward for his good deed: A jaywalking ticket. Family members said 58-year-old bus driver Jim Moffett and another man were helping two elderly women cross a busy Denver street in a snowstorm when he was hit Friday night. Moffett suffered bleeding in the brain, broken bones, a dislocated shoulder and a possible ruptured spleen. He was in serious but stable condition Wednesday. The Colorado State Patrol issued the citation. Trooper Ryan Sullivan said that despite Moffett's intentions, jaywalking contributed to the accident. Moffett had been driving his bus when the two women got off. In the interest of safety, he got out and, together with another passenger, helped the ladies cross. Moffett's stepson, Ken McDonald, said the driver of the pickup plowed into his stepfather, but not bef

Do I Know You ?
I would buy you cars, jewelry, a mansion and anything you wanted, but something tells me that is not what you want. Do I know you? I would tend to your every need, leaving you with nothing needed or things to do, but something tells me that is not what you want. Do I know you? I would bring you with me on all my travels to places never seen, but something tells me that is not what you want. Do I know you? I would stand by your side thru the good times and bad times, I will be that shoulder you need to cry on, I will be there to make you laugh when you feel down or just feel like laughing, I would be there to listen to your deepest secrets and desires, I will be there in front of the fire with you, watching the flicker of the candles dance the dance of passion in your eyes, I will be there for you at all times, I will be there. And something tells me that these things are more important to you than anything money can buy. Do I know you?

Pay Mistakes
One day, an employee received an unusually large check. She decided not to say anything about it. The following week, her check was for less that the normal amount, and she confronted her boss. "How come," the supervisor inquired, "you didn't say anything when you were overpaid?" Unperturbed, the employee replied, "Well, I can overlook one mistake but not two in a row!

Baby Christopher Service Tonight
In Loving Memory ofBaby ChristopherRest In PeaceOur Sweet AngelWe Now Come Together To SayGoodbye To A Dear Sweet Angel Who Was Taken Far Too Soon.Little did we knew that day, that God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, and with your passing... we do the same.We Love You, Our Dear Little AngelWe ask that you join usThursday, February 26thAt 6:45 pm FuTime (9:45 pm EST)For a Memorial ServiceThis will be a time to share,and a time to heal.As we say goodbyeTo a dear sweet soul Who is all dearly lovedWe Love You Baby ChristopherPlease stop by and show your lo

What It Do...
I have been away from the Fu for awhile. I tried my best to keep in contact with those people who I was friends with, on here. Real life happens, and you make decisions based on then current cirucmstances. I'm back...ish. I probably won't stay for long. I took a look around, and can honestly say "drama" isn't the word for the bullshit people can get into on this site, or because of it. If I had my way, I would collect the few people that managed to climb my walls and make a spot for themselves in this absess known as my heart, and keep them as a part of my everyday world. They know who they are, and if they don't then I kinda suck as a friend. xo for dragging me back into this mess. When I leave again, I leave more than promises to stay in touch.

How Quickly We Forget~
Everything seemed to be good at one time, I was your's and you were mine. Though lately I have grabbed on to the sudden change, shutting me out and acting strange. Maybe you have come to realize that I'm not right for you, either that or I appeared as just something to do. I will not be the one to sit around and wait, because that is definately not any kind of Love or fate. The person I once fell in love with is no longer here and all I can do is think and tear. Hope you are happy with hurting me this way cuz tomorrow I will not be the girl I was today. I want to thank you for showing me just how love hurt's, for now I will know that shit never work's. I should have known all the way from the begining that the happiness is here but will soon be ending. Maybe I tried to hard,maybe not enough but I guess that is why they refer to it all as such tough luck. I will slowly move on and you will too, with this impact u have left me with, I sure as hell could never forget you~ SO, how about

Stuck Up B!tches... Fight Back (my Yahoo)
The last time I checked this was a social site - I mean it is the goal to get to know people right? I am so tired of seeing people be ass wads and stuck up stingy bitches with their yahoo - so I am gonna spin it around. If you want my yahoo you can have it all you have to do is send me a private message and ask. Please come with some good - interesting conversation because after all that's what we are really here for. There are some exceptions..1. I only want to talk to REAL people... so you gotta be willing to show me the real you. 2. Don't expect to see my web cam especially if you are not willing to show yours!! The best part about staying on my yahoo is that you will always know where I am at and be invited.. so if I am on cam.. that's right you will be invited. SPREAD THE WORD!!!! - FIGHT BACK AGAINST STUCK UP BITCHES ON FUBAR!!!!!!

Letter To God
God I write you this to tell you what a blessing you gave our Family, My Nonna was probably if not truly the greatest blessing our family ever had. She was the backbone of our family held us together in hard times and was the focus point during good times. She always had an available ear to listen and a free shoulder when you needed a hug. The great distance didn't matter to my Nonna she had a way of always making me feel like she was right here with me. I do understand the reason you created us with a time limit, I just want you to know what you now gained by her passing. She truly is a being of patience and understand. Full of love, never quick to judge. Truly a special kinda of person. Please take her into you glorious kingdom with pride for some have remembered what decent living is, and have instilled in other better values than some display here. Thank you lord for the gift of my Nonna.

Caa #88 - Updae #1
We all here would like to thank you for the support and prayers. His dad told me to personally thank you all for your prayers, as did his mom and step-mom. To the update! After waiting for the Doctors all night to view the MRI's and what else was going on, after the swelling and cleanup it was not as bad as they had feared. Still do not know the extent of the injury (his dad will update me later), but he is in a neck brace for a couple of weeks and was released earlier this morning. Keep the angel prayers of healing going, God works miracles, always! Love, Doc

God Is So Awesome!!!
Woo Hoo!!! We arrived to find a very sleepy,very grumpy,very dopey young man...Thank You Lord!!! Roy was released today from the hospital...He is walking still on morphine and codeine.He will be in a c-collar for at least a week then?...Well that remains to be seen...So far ...So Good...His Father and I still promised him a spanking when he is well...lol...Smiles...We are so grateful for all the prayers from so many people. We certainly have prayed...and seen the the true awesome wonder of God's Loving Blessings in our lives...Many Huggz to You all!!!

Why Can't You Just Love Me?
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me.' I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!' So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... 'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man.' She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?' Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed

Tag -- You're It!
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was named after Debbie Reynolds. 2. My Great-great-great Grandpa Green founded Greenville, Michigan. 3. My mom took the spelling of my first name, Deborah, from the Bible and from Grandpa Green's wife, Deborah. 4. I was born and raised in a small Swedish community in Kansas...Lindsborg. Im 50% Swede! 5. I spent 6 months in Hawaii, 4 weeks in Fiji and 2 weeks in W. Samoa back in 1983-84 working with a missions group called YWAM (Youth With A Mission). 6. I returned to school when I was 36 to get my Dietary Manager Certification. I was a CDM,CFPP (Certified Dietary Manager, Certified Food Prote

Threesomes
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Missy 2. Mom 3. Mistletoe Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. cashier 2. bookkeeper 3. logistics clerk Three Places I have lived 1. Columbus, OH 2. Circleville, OH 3. Orient, OH Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Raw 2. Smackdown 3. Tom and Jerry Three places I have been 1. Colorado 2. Fenton Glass Factory in WV 3. Nashville, TN Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Pia 2. Lu 3. Bill Three of my favorite foods 1. Steak 2. Lobster 3. Chicken Three things I would like to do 1. Go to Nursing school 2. Make alot of money 3. Pay off all my debts Three friends I think will respond 1. Chad (Maybe) 2. Pia (again maybe) 3. ?? Things I am looking f

Before I Forget ~ Slipknot
Go! Stapled shut, inside and ouside would and I'm Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm Catostrophic, not again I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections, I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle Fray the strings Throw the sheathes Hold your breath And listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscrestions I've got no right to way, I'm just caught up all the battles Locked in clutch Pushed in place Hold your breath And listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEF

Tagged Again!!
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Tanya 2. Tanzie 3. Tee Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Dell Customer Service 2. Shift Leader at Ben and Jerry's 3. Housewife Three Places I have lived 1. Toronto 2. Napanee 3. Kingston Three TV Shows that I watch 1. I don't 2. Watch 3. Television Three places I have been 1. Myrtle Beach 2. British Columbia 3. North Carolina Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Spam 2. That's 3. It Three of my favorite foods 1. Steak 2. Spaghetti 3. Roast Beef Three things I would like to do 1. Get married one of these days 2. Do some traveling 3. Get certification for Skydiving Three friends I think will respond 1. Don't 2. Really 3. Know Thing

Leveling Blog (people Over 100k)
Thanks to the changes in blogs you will now have to copy and paste the links to everyone's page to help them level! Their links are UNDER their names! :) Don't forget to help your homepage level too! 275K away from GODMOTHER for Crysis aka Carabella http://fubar.com/user/2118273 DJ Shaggy is 678K away from level 22 http://fubar.com/user/407265 Rick is 734K away from Level 22 http://fubar.com/user/1625911 BIAngel is 395K away from Level 23 http://fubar.com/user/1744313 SIRJP is 186K away from Level 23 http://fubar.com/user/236816

Chronicals Of Eatalotapuss (part2)
SOMETIMES I WAKE UP WET THINKING OF HER BREAST. MY EARS YEARN 4 HER VOICE, I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT 2 DRAW CLOSER. YET IT'S SO QUITE MY EMOTIONS R STARTING 2 RIOT! WHERE IS SHE AT? I KNOW SHE WANTS ME JUST AS BAD AS I WANT HER; I WANNA MAKE HER FEEL MY TONGUE PURRRR.

Threesomes
hreesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. angela 2. ang 3. HO Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. HR Director 2. Silk Screener 3. Art Gallery sales whore Three Places I have lived 1. Wiamea Bay, Oahu, HI 2. Healdsburg, California 3. Boston, MA Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Masterpiece Theater 2. Rock of Love 3. Little House on the Prairie Three places I have been 1. DISNEYLAND 2. Jeffreys Bay, South Africa 3. Marakesh, Morocco Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Wolfnek- non fubar 2. Jay Adams-non fubar 3. Ash Three of my favorite foods 1. CEREAL!!!! 2. naan 3. Chicken and Waffles Three things I would like to do 1. go skating 2. move 3. make a chocolate souffle Three friends I t

My Threesome
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Nathan 2. Nate 3. meanie Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. banker 2. teller 3. Loan associate Three Places I have lived 1. chicago 2. Las vegas 3. california Three TV Shows that I watch 1. WWE 2. Drake and Josh 3. Espn Three places I have been 1. Airzona 2. Texas 3. Boston Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Sherri 2. Jojo 3. my son Three of my favorite foods 1. Snickers 2. Chicken Parm 3. Pizza Three things I would like to do 1. Start a new life 2. Find a job that is me 3. Learn my inner peace Three friends I think will respond 1. Respond 2. To 3. What? Things I am looking forward to 1. Going on Vacation 2. buying a car

"careful Kitten,....what You Ask For"......
She was not sure what he had in store for her today. He had told her that he was going to push her hard, but had not explained any further. As she sat in the car, her mind was going over all the possibilities, trying to figure out what he might do. As much as she liked to think she could figure out what he had in mind, in reality she knew that he wasn’t really all that predictable. As she sat there, she became more aware of the fact that she wasn’t wearing a bra or panties. It had started as simply not wearing panties, but then her mouth had made it worse, and he had told her no bra either. As much as it was uncomfortable because the fabric outlined her nipples, the thought that she was doing this because he had told her too had her pussy wet already. As he talked, he watched her out of the corner of his eye. He saw the slight flush above the neckline of her shirt, and knew she was aroused, although he knew if he tried to get her to admit it, she wouldn’t. He was thi

Fubar Bs
So I recently had my ability to set personalized status messages removed. No explanation why, they just did it. I have been emailing bouncers, babyj, and support with no answer. I went to the support lounge and was told by the bouncer there to fill out the form and send it back to her. I did so, waited a week and didn't get a reply. Went back to the lounge and was told to email support again. I did so and received this as a reply: "As I stated before, it was blocked. Please see our terms of service." What? As you stated before? That is your first lie. Violated the ToS? How? I researched the ToS. The closest I could find to my situation was this: "5. Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that fubar.com may review and delete any content, messages, fubar.com Messenger messages, photos or profiles (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of fubar.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the saf

Deer Encounter
As some of you know I am a professional portrait photographer, seemingly I cannot get enough of this photography gig so I often spend my weekends hiking and photographing wildlife and landscapes but mostly wildlife. Today I decided to venture out to a state park outside of Austin to do precisely this. I didn't catch much too exciting stuff (mostly turtles and birds). I did have a most interesting encounter with a deer though. It was very hot today and there has not been much rain in the area, this generally brings the more reclusive creatures to the streams to drink. I had been hiking for hours and guzzling water due to the ridiculous temperature. I was back in the woods along a tributary to the main creek. The time came when my bladder could take no more so I made the executive decision to water a tree near the stream. I unzip and begin the process of liberating liquid from my body. As soon as the stream started flowing a whitetail deer emerged and began drinking fro

I Will Always Remember...
I will always remember you... The holder of the first time, my lips touched any other lip... The first girl I ever care so much for... (not family) The first love of my life... Then you were gone... With you, was my heart my life before, and the person you loved... In exchange was all this hatred the path of darkness the relentless pain and a dead heart which all equaled to the man I am today... I don't blame you.. oh no... If only I didn't make you go in that car... Rest In Peace ARS, for no mater where you are... You will be with me...

Only Advanced Minds Can Read This
"..Only great.. minds.. can read this This is weird.., but inter..estin..g! fi yuo cna raed tihs,.. yuo hvae a sgtra..ne mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs?.. Olny 55 plepo..e out of 100 can. i cdnuo..lt blvei..ee taht I cluod.. aulac..lty uesdn..atnrd.. waht I was rdani..eg. The phaon..mneal.. pweor.. of the hmuan.. mnid,.. aoccd..rnig to a rsche..earch.. at Cmabr..igde Uiner..vtisy.., it dseno..'t mtaet..r in waht oerdr.. the ltter..es in a wrod are, the olny iproa..mtnt tihng.. is taht the frsit.. and lsat lttee..r be in the rghit.. pclae... The rset can be a taotl.. mses and you can sitll.. raed it whotu..it a pboer..lm. Tihs is bcuse..ae the huamn.. mnid deos not raed ervey.. ltete..r by istle..f, but the wrod as a wlohe... Azanm..ig huh? yaeh and I awlya..s tghuh..ot slpel..ing was ipmor..antt!.. if you can raed tihs forwr..ad it".

Familiarity
Familiarity or how I came to love you Custom is comfort and rarity an adventure, Nothing I should have done brought me to you. Life moves forward: Time gives no debenture, Will moves the muscle and chance follows through. Rites aren't sacrifice until they are hollow, Honor and privilege are easy to bear. The bland and the bitter can be too hard to swallow, But not knowing is hard when I feel you're not there. The ways of the world are smooth and unmoving, The appearance and feeling jar and derail; The stage of our being is ever unsettling, But I always try to arrive without fail. Where were we going and what were we doing, That I had to wait and wonder so long? How did you know and when did you know it, And how did you get me to follow along? The words and the seasons were steps laid together, We thought that one game would be our life; But sunlight and season betray their own reason, And cradles of beauty can still lead to strife. Let us be o

Joshnu///"stimulating Phone Talk"
=== 'joshNU' wrote the following at '2009-02-28 09:28:57'.. > > > > > > Hello from Josh. Nice to meet you! You game for some hot, stimulating phone talk? Check me out and get back with me if you are interested. > === 'Brandi Lynne' wrote the following at '2009-02-28 12:34:53'.. > > > > haha no thanks.. i like guys who arent dicks === 'joshNU' wrote the following at '2009-02-28 12:38:00'.. > > And I like woman who are not rude and fat. sent: 02/28/2009 12:39 pm if im fat why are you asking me for phone sex? im sorry that i become rude because you so RUDELY asked me for phone sex. & thanks for thinking im fat AFTER the fact of asking me Yeah.. so i guess i dont understand that whole deal.. if any of you think im fat & rude then dont talk to me.. and dont try to get me to have phone sex with you and when i turn your dumb ass down then try to attack me. Some of you on here are just pathetic.!

#11 All-time Rank..
ok...yes she has salutes and pics of "her"...but its obviously not the same woman. She has more than a dozen folders of random shit, but only a handful of pics of "herself" and one marked "her family", that could be anyones family ty vm. You be the judge... http://fubar.com/user/233400 if im wrong...sry. I dont think i am...

New Tag You're It!
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a frustrated “jock” – career ended with a shoulder injury back in the day. 2. I have taught high school for a llllllllllllong time. 3. I love steamed clams. 4. Music is my life. 5. I had many musical performance opportunities when I was a “kid”, including the White House for President Johnson (boy am I old…lol) 6. I enjoy surfing the “net”. 7. Coaching my son’s baseball team is my favorite thing to do (8 years now). 8. One of the bands I played in as a youth produced a “record”…yes, I said record…remember the vinyl days??? 9. I have composed several pieces of music for my choi

Scooters
> > > > Slade~Owner of XXtremeFullThrottleRadio&The ScooterBar~ fu-owned by "PANTYSHOTZ & MYSTICAL~ has just sent you 25000 fuBucks! "ty for the rates please repost this bulletin for me http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=482628989"

Threesome
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Tammy 2) Tam 3) Safety Nazy Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Coal Miner 2) Oil Field Operator 3) HES Specialist Three places I have lived. 1) PA 2) Wyoming 3) Three TV shows I watch. 1) Nascar 2) Greys 3) Private Practice Three places I have been. 1) Maine 2) Colorado 3) Montana Three people that e-mail be regularly. 1) Ed 2) Vance 3) Mark Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Anything Italian 2) Hamburger 3) Chicken Three things I would like to do. 1) See a whale 2) Find a good man 3) MOVE Things I am looking forward to. 1) Good Snow 2) Seeing my friends 3) MOVING Three friends that I think will respond. 1)NONE 2) 3)

Wat Should I Do?
ok here is the deal he is a good and new friend and he wants me to go to vegas for his bday so i am gonna go tell me what i should do i want to have fun what is there to do please comment me and tell me. he is a sweet heart and he will come down to where im at to b here for my 21st bday so wat should i do in vegas

Who Likes Phone Sex
I am taking a poll on who likes phone sex. If you like phone sex do you do or say things that you wouldnt normaly say with your partner meaning is it a way to release your fantasy? What kind of phone sex do you like? Phone sex for me is the same as it would be in person what you hear on the phone is what you will get in person, can this be said about you??? Let me know yout thoughts on what you think of phone sex.........

My Daughters Wish
Not long after Jessie was diagnosed with cancer I got a call from the Make-A-Wish foundation saying that Jess had been referred to them via her doctors.We talked a bit on the phone and they told me to have Jess start thinking about a wish.Jess could choose to go on a vacation,meet a celebrity,get a gift wish,or participate in an occupation of her choice.In the meanwhile we set up an appt. for the wish team to come to the home and we could make a choice. Jess had said from the beginning she would love to go to Disneyworld. So the team of 2 come to the house on Feb.26th and while I filled out the paperwork with one,Jess went over her wishes with the other.They told her to pick her top 3 wishes and she chose 1.Disneyland 2.Disneyworld 3.they didnt even tell me lol So from what I gather Jess changed her mind and wants to go to California as first choice.As long as she is happy then I am as well. To be honest I would never be able to take her there without their help! Soooo...anyone

His Sweet Slave
Begging for the touch of her Master Always submissive wanting more, He led her through the bedroom Walking her all fours on the floor. He pulls her collar closer to his firmness He slaps her cheek's with its delight, Attaching her lead to a hook On her breasts he start's to bite. She stands naked amongst the flickering light Of scented candles burning, Surrounded by the smell of sandalwood; To be his pet she is yearning. For total domination she craves Releasing submissive sigh's of pleasure, He caresses her curves smoothly With a shiny whip of leather. Taunting her flesh with his tongue, Biting, pinching with his teeth, He pulls her legs apart Rubbing the whip between her thighs From underneath. Her glistening dampness adorns The shining whip, He runs it up past her naval Around her nipples Stopping at her lip, She begs for the pleasured pain In the master slave game Saying she will obey In the games they want to play. Telling her to become

Just A Test...only A Test Of The Emergency Broadcasting System....beeeeeeeeeeppppp
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Josie 2) Jo Ann 3) Jo, Jojo, HoJo.....it goes on and on....haha Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Parent( That would be nice if you actually got paid for..haha...but I love it) 2) Building pc boards 3) working the street corner Three places I have lived. 1) North Carolina 2) Virginia 3) ? will come back to add this one whenever I move somewhere else....hahahhaa Three TV shows I watch. 1) CSI 2) Family Guy 3) Sex in the City Three people that e-mail me regularly. 1) Hef 2) My SuggaDaddy 3) My baby daddy.....hahaha Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Mashed Potatoes, mashed potatoes and more mashed potatoes!! 2) Italian food 3) Only three favs....I need more than three...I love Food

Searching
Searching Why do we search? To find salvation Through miracles? To find union Through communion Of souls? Or the body and blood? Do we need the magic, The promise of Heaven In the ever after To believe in we, Of two? Why not life now? Can we live the Dream today? Following ethically An example Of sacrifice for others Without promises of That which requires faith In something not experienced Love without commitment? What is original sin? The desire of Eve to Know knowledge? Or Pandora who’s curiosity Is just another name for Knowing? Why have women Been the purveyor of Mankind’s ills? Because men wrote history? Cannot we believe In the sanctity Of relationships? In the joy of communion, In the experience of love Without domination of one mate By another, but shared By simply enjoying the experience Of we, of two Melting into one. poet

Im Up For Auction!! For The Very First Time!! Own Me..for A Month!!
The One . The Only * Buttons * Is Up For Auction! [and. her VERY FIRST auction] Click the picture to bid. Offerings Owned By in my name for 1 Month 1 SFW salute My Crush For A Month Added to top friends 100 11's a week during HH Keep Shitfaced Random Bling of my Choice(1) Your Name in My Status 3-4 times a week If $$ Bids All of the above+ Bulletin Pimpout weekly PERMANENT blog pimpout Added to Family [TOP FRIENDS & FAMILY] Added to Yahoo 2 NSFW's of my choice 2 SFW salutes of your choice Random Big Pimpin Gifts of my choice Random Bling of my Choice (3) IM OPEN FOR NEGOTIATIONS! offer a bling pack - ill give you 1/3 of credits 65 Bling Pack & ill give you an auto 11 [or cherry bomb .. your choice] 135 Bling Pack & ill give you an auto 11 [or cherry bomb .. your choice] plus another of your choice [excluding fu-pony] Anything higher and we'll negotiate =] REMEMBER! this is my first auction. so please be nice ladies & gents. l

T Is For Titties???
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Tiffy 2. A four letter word: toad 3. A boy's name: Tim 4. A girl's name: Tina 5. An occupation: Turning tricks???? lol 6. A colour: teal 7. Something you wear: tee shirts 8. A food: tomatoes 9. Something found in the bathroom: towels 10. A place: tequilla mexico lol 11. A reason for being late: towed! 12. Something you shout: two!!! ( how many burgers you want TWO!) 13. A movie title: TOP GUN 14. Something you drink: TEA 15. A musical group: T-PAIN LOL 16. An animal: TIGER 17. A street name: tennessee

Trivia #14- Episode 93
Wow, we had a ton of ppl in the room, but not everyone decided to play, their loss!! Here are the results of last night's event: Xanrose----------61 BigRich----------36 Nightshade-------28 Lost-------------28 MissAshley-------28 StacyDawn--------27 Punkette---------25 Mchgn------------24 AnitaDick--------23 Sassy_Jen--------22 Redlar-----------21 OP_free----------13 Monkey-----------13 MammaHelle-------11 Topfueler---------8 For the 2nd time, Xanrose nailed every question correct!! Congrats on that as you claim the weekly bonus of 5pts. Now for the cumulative totals as of now: Mchgn---------------354 Xanrose-------------329 MammaHelle----------292 Sheena--------------269 Nightshade----------273 Lost----------------231 MissAshley----------226 Punkette------------208 SweetAngel----------196 Redlar--------------193 StacyDawn-----------161 Strega--------------159 Sassy_Jen-----------137 AnitaDick-----------118 Hellermoon----------113 Topfueler------

Love Vs Lust
Have you ever thought you were in love with someone? Or was it just Lust? I'm looking to find some interesting stories about people who thought they were in love but turned out the other person was just lusting after them for sex. Please tell us your story, good, bad, or ugly

Winning Some Panties
Some of the people on here are so DESPERATE. Don't you have brains, or actual lives, or any sense of intelligence!? So there is some panty raid auction going on right now that showed up in my bulletin, i was like ohh ill go check it out see how much people are paying. Some guy is paying $500 for some 48 year olds underwear! FIVE HUNDRED FUCKING DOLLARS.. for someone who is my mothers age's UNDERWEAR. Thats fucking crazy! if she washes them you wont be able to smell ... it.. and if she doesnt, who the fuck wants to smell 48 year old snatch!.. and this guy isnt even old either.. in his 30s.. so not too old. The snatch is old enough to be grandma snatch!!! is it me or is that just psychotic!? honestly.. would you pay $500 for granny snatch undies?!

Coming Home
she went to meet him at the airport from his long trip home, she was nervous to meet her man since it been about 10 months, he was overseas helping out the troops. The plane pulls up to the docking bay, she watches for him to get off the plane. Her heart is beating so fast she been waiting for this moment they meet, she see him coming off the plane. There eyes meet and the tears come flowing down there faces, they kiss so Passionately that people stop and look!!! They make there way to go home, in the parking lot he needs to touch her, he cant wait til they get home to caressing her body and feel her skin next to his, he take off her shirt and caress her breast in his hands touching every part of her breast, he take his shirt off and presses his body to hers to feel what he been longing for 10 month. They make it home, the walk threw the door and they are striping cloths off of each other they are leaving a trail, they stop in the hallway he take her pins her up against the wall an

Friends
Support of the mind, body and soul. The flower of a root, that will never grow old. Love is something special, oh what a treasure to find. You can't touch it, smell it, prices money can't buy. Dedication and turst, the heart shall reveal. What words can't express the way a true friend feels.

Broken Computers
Multiple times a week I receive support requests for all manner of things. Normally through Yahoo i get messages that start with HELP!! or my all time personal favorite, "BUZZ" first off. DONT EVER Fucking Buzz me. its rude. Buzzing is NOT to wake me up, nor is it a conversation starter. That's plain and simple ignorant. Next, don't say things like "I have viruses on my computer" While true you probably do, your also not smart enough to know if you have a virus, or spyware, or malware, or some other program that your anti-virus is complaining about. This week has been really bad for me anyway, but on top of that to tell me you don't know what's wrong, that your computer illiterate, to then turn around and tell me that you do know whats wrong. No no.. shut the fuck up and listen you might learn something if those last two remaining brain cells happen to connect in that giant void between your ears. So why am I so pissy tonight? Today's help request came in the form of "BUZZ! M

Why Do We Love Love
Why do we love, love, When love seems to hate us? We love the way love feels. It makes us full, Full of the something that Marks a path that is only one way, The path that closes behind you, and blinds you from both sides. Love hates us cause it makes us do stupid things. Causes us to close our eyes to reality, dreams to fade for others and breaks our heart, because we couldn’t see the truth from the start. By Sterling p. Carroll

Sarge's Bad Girls Want To Help You Level...
SARGE'S BAD GIRLS Sarge's Bad Girls Is Running Auto 11s starting on Monday, March 2nd at 8:00 AM Fu Time!! Sarge's Bad Girls Hit Up Sarge's Bad Girls And Spank The Sarge Hard! Sarge's Bad Girls Check Out All Of His Hot Pictures Of His Bad Girls! Sarge's Bad Girls Auto 11s Running! Let Sarge Help YOU Level By Rating His Pictures!! Sarge's Bad Girls Lovingly brought to you by: ღTulsa's Angelღ

Bound By Desire
Captured by my lustful thoughts and cravings, I have you bound by desire. Tide up with ropes of my tongue and spanked with whips of my passion. feel that fire in which our souls are chained . Blindfolded with the silk desires of the untold reality that is bound inside you. Not knowing what sinful desire you will receive next , But are willing even more. A pull of the hair, A thrust from the rear A smack on the hip, Just give me that code word and I will stop the trip. By Sterling P. Carroll

Stolen From Sasquatch Who Stoled It From Sherry Who Stoled It Fromper
1]How tall are you barefoot? 5'11" 2] Have you ever smoked heroin? No 3] Do you own a gun? Yes. 4] Rehab? no 5] Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? yes 6] What do you think of your friends? They are great but thankfully not many are as crazy as me. 7] What's your favorite Christmas song? silent night 8] What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water sometimes coffee 9] Do you do push-ups? No, used to though 10] Have you ever done ecstacy? no 11] Are you vegetarian? haha umm NO 12] Do you like painkillers? No , I hate taking any medication 13] What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? hmmm I dont flirt offline so umm nothing 14] Do you own a knife? Alot of knifes 15] Do you have A.D.D. Nope. 16] Date Of Birth? May 8th 17] Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: I wish I wasn't sick right now I had a great day Thankgod the kids are all asleep time to relax 18] Name the last 3 thi

...
The night before the burial of her husband's body, Catherine Cathey refused to leave the casket, asking to sleep next to his body for the last time. The Marines made a bed for her, tucking in the sheets below the flag. Before she fell asleep, she opened her laptop computer and played songs that reminded her of "Cat," and one of the Marines asked if she wanted them to continue standing watch as she slept. "I think it would be kind of nice if you kept doing it," she said. "I think that's what he would have wanted."

Sweetangel Come Enjoy
=== ' ~Freak~' wrote the following at '2009-02-17 19:38:28'.. > > > > > > > > Auto 11s are running so come by and make yourself a lot of points. Show heaps of love! Love making new friends so feel free to fan, add, rate me. All love will be returned as well as random blinging so stop by and show some love. > > So don't miss out. Stop by and make a lot of points for yourself and make a new friend as well. > > sweetangel@ fubar > > > > > > > > >

I Love You Dad!
I knew you were hurting although you wouldn’t cry, And could see you were suffering, see the pain in your eye I wanted to comfort you, to hold you, be with you that day, You looked so helpless and frail while in bed you did lay. I watched as you shivered from a new pain, And wondered how I might have handled the same. I wanted to scream, to shout, and to yell, You said you were fine although your skin was so pale. I knew in my heart your time was near end, And wished I could take you, your body to mend. I knew that soon God would be your closest friend, You told me many times that’s how it would end. I stood there watching as each breath came slow, And fought to find courage, my emotions were low. I promised you when the time came that I’d not cry, You never saw my eyes wet, always they were dry. I held your hand as I silently said goodbye, And knew in my heart that soon you would die. I stroked your forehead and said how I loved you, You nodded and smiled an

B Is Better Than K
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Brian 2. A four letter word: Bish 3. A boy's name: Bradley 4. A girl's name: Belinda 5. An occupation: Boobologist 6. A colour: BLUE 7. Something you wear: Ball sacks 8. A food: Boob juice 9. Something found in the bathroom: Boobs 10. A place: Behind 11. A reason for being late: Bitch's 12. Something you shout: BALL HAIR 13. A movie title: Belladonna's Bitch's 14. Something you drink: Box juice 15. A musical group: Bad Religion 16. An animal: Bat 17. A street name: Blackbutt ave 18. A type of car: B

Cherry Bombers
PLEASE ENJOY MYLIST OF FU'S WHO ALLHAVE FOLDERS OF 250pics4 UR BOMBING CONVENIENCE! GET THA MOST 4 UR CHERRYBOMB RIGHT HERE! Jªne_N.Ðº³@ fubar PlAyInHaRd-AKA Jªne_N.Ðº³'s BLING KING@ fubar [[FüĸFäcє]]™ **Fu-Owned by DJ Soft**@ fubar cutterbum aka "The Bachelor"@ fubar Ryot Gyrl

Sbg Of The Week 3-2-09
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 3-2-09 pepsikola420 Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Shannon-pepsikola Birthday:11-11-80 Zodiac Sign: Scorpio Hair Color:red Eye Color:blue Tattoos:2-dolphin with daughters name and old party one Piercings:ears and eyebrow *Favorites* Color:blue Season: Summer Day Of Week:wednesday Animal:cat Flower:rose *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?:no Laughed So Hard You Cried?:yes Smiled For No Reason?:always Sat On Your Rooftop?:yes *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?:computer Phone 0R IM: Phone McDonalds 0R Burger King?:burger king Summer 0R Winter?ummer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?:cds XBox 0R PS2?s2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?:extra cheese and ham Your Fears?:losing family Your Weakness?:being to friendly to quick Do you like Thunderstorms?:yes Number of things in

Threesomes- Tagged By Dave
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Miss Billie (Why do people always add this to the beginning of my name? Do they need clarification that indeed I am a woman? Have you seen these fantastic set of boobs I have??!!) 2) Mommy! Usually emphasized with a loud, whining sound... 3) Hey Sweet Tits! Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Restaurant manager 2) Pumped gas for a marina in my bikini and got hella tips. 3) Stripper. Ok, I'm kidding. Office Assistant in fabulous heels. Three places I have lived. 1) San Antonio, Tx 2) South Carolina 3) Georgia Three TV shows I watch. 1) The First 48 2) Americas Best Dance Crew 3) Chowder Three places I have been. 1) Cancun, Mexico 2) The backseat of your dad's car. (God, my mood is horr

Sarah Is A Wh0re
1. What is your best friends name? Zach 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? none 3. What are you listening to right now? Dora the Explorer...Blakes watching TV 4. Whats your favorite number? 3 5. What was the last thing you ate? breakfast sammich thingie 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? cerulean 7. How is the weather right now? windy 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? Nina 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? arm or teeth 10. Do you have a significant other? yes 11. Favorite TV show? Heroes 12. Siblings? 4 bro's and 1 whore sister 13. Height? 5'3" 14. Hair color natural? i have no idea 15. Eye Color? blue 16. Do you wear contacts? No. 17. Favorite Holiday? Halloween 18. Month? probably November 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? I cry at the stupidest stuff.... 20. What was the last movie you watched? Madea goes to Jail 21. Favorite Day of the

Prince Charming Seeks Cinderella
Single 35 year old male seeking single female for true love and romance.I enjoy going to concerts,playing pool,love sports,going to movies,love the outdoors,hanging out with friends and family n more.I love spending quite times at home watching a good movie and cuddling.I'm a very compassionate kind of person,very fun loving and caring.I'm always there if you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to. What I look for in a woman is that you don't play games or drama.I'm not looking for one night stands or a woman that cheats.I don't care what the woman looks like or what you have.I love kids so if you have kids thats kewl.I want a woman that is ready for a serious relationship and knows what shes looking for. I'm looking for my best friend and true love.I want a woman I can cook candle light dinners for.Candle light dinners with a nice rose on the table,candles lit,champagne,and an awesome meal.Someone I plan romantic weekends with and do romantic stuff with.I love walking underne

Firsts And Lasts
EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS: FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Steven Cheatham FIRST SCHOOL: Olde Providence Elementary School FIRST CELL PHONE: Motorola Talkabout FIRST FUNERAL: hmm. My great grandma. FIRST PET: Patches my guinea pig FIRST BIG TRIP: Myrtle Beach, SC FIRST FIGHT: I don't remember. FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: NKOTB! FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: Last summer I went to Cancun, Mexico FIRST JOB: Target FIRST FUBAR FRIEND: Babyjesus and my friend who invited me EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS: LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: Matt LAST CAR RIDE: Saturday driving to work LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: A few days ago, maybe a week or more LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: Thanks For Smoking LAST FOOD YOU ATE: Mini blueberry muffins LAST ITEM BOUGHT: Copies on the copier in the library LAST SHIRT WORN: My New & Gulley Rivers tshirt LAST PHONE CALL: I talked to my mom last night LAST TEXT MESSAGE: From Big Spoon. He's jealous of my view! LAST KISS: wow, um. I guess Daniel LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: My

Hah!
I'm absolutely amused!!!!! It's amazing the "friends" you gained when you got an auto 11 and TA DA!!!!! we have the bomb! I'm laughing hysterically as I log in and see all the people coming by, rating. and friend requesting just to find out when its going to be activated... So let me burst your pretty lil illusive bubbles now... If you haven't bothered talking to me since you added me... I'M NOT BOMBING YOU! HAH! See I am perfectly content with bombing 5 people in an hour and letting it just expire! *gasps* madness you say? Nah not really... Just me keeping it real and not fakely ( and yes FAKELY IS MY WORD) pretending to chat it up with someone just to receive something in return oh... HAPPY MONDAY!!!! MS BABYLOVE

More Time Wasting Info About Me
1]How tall are you barefoot? 6' 1" 2] Have you ever smoked heroin? if i did, dont remember it lol 3] Do you own a gun? not for several years 4] Rehab? whats that? 5] Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? sweaty palms and the whole 9 yards lol 6] What do you think of your friends? they make me who i am 7] What's your favorite Christmas song? dont like any 8] What do you prefer to drink in the morning? something with caffeine 9] Do you do push-ups? ice creams, sure; exercise, nope 10] Have you ever done ecstacy? No 11] Are you vegetarian? i want my beef and i want it NOW 12] Do you like painkillers? when they kill the pain 13] What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? nothing seems to work for me lol 14] Do you own a knife? gotta cut the beef somehow lol 15] Do you have A.D.D.? sure do 16] Date Of Birth? August 26th 17] Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: I need a better job i need a better job i

Nude Or Nothing...
Since when is it a bad thing to be discreet? Are you no longer worth talking to if you're not willing to show it all? I just talked to this girl who's quite attractive... Well, at least she is looks-wise, but honestly I have no clue if she is who she says she is or if she can be trusted... And think she has very little, if any substance as the only thing she asked me for was nude pics. What I find amazing is that when I told her I didn't send nude pics as I didn't like the idea of having nude pics of myself out on the internet she blocked me... Well, she tried to convince me to send them, but when I didn't give in she blocked me. It just amazes me that in this girl's mind because I don't want to send her, someone I haven't talked to for more than 5 minutes, nude pics I'm unworthy of not only talking to her but even looking at her profile... Just makes me happy I didn't send the pics and stuck to my beliefs...

I Feel Evil.
I feel like I'm cheating on my Num-Nums, which is impossible because we aren't together. Haven't talked for a long time and haven't seen each other even longer.....I just have committed myself to his memory and try to be faithful to him at all times. But no...I am not faithful anymore. I have broken vows I never even took. But I feel so good about it, well my body does anyway. I am single and not in a relationship so why should I feel bad about getting my needs met? He's not living like a nun for me. So why should I for him? I guess it all comes down to the way he makes me feel. I feel so complete with him. booooooo

The Sun's Warmth....nature's Beauty Unharnessed...
the soft warmth of the warming winter sun... bringing rivulets of life to the frozen ice... i look upward...seeing the geese as they fly... and with them i soar...my heart...and i... the clouds embrace the rich blue sky as if tomorrows will never arrive... we live for today...our loves untethered... and when they are done....desires... remembered.... as with the sun....we circle and spin and exude this warmth...so long kept in... and through the warm of our eyes....and our touch and our wiles... we see the ice melt 'mongst the coldest of of smiles.... a thaw....and a whisper...and soon...perhaps... a chance...an encounter....

Pink0828 Is In An Auction
Ladies Pink0828 is in an auction...drop by and give her some love....here is the link to her bulletin: http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=827813242 * Pink 0828*!The Original!!ஐ*ღDangerous Curves Memberღ*ஐ@ fubar

Make Me Laugh, Please!
so, one of my exes wrote me a love poem: roses are red, violets are blue.. all my base... r belong to you! i changed my status to "people are dumb" someone msg'd me to ask "so why are people dumb?" i'm thinkin' if i knew that, maybe i could help stop it!!!!! so... tell me - what's one thing that someone said or did that made you giggle in the last 24 hours?

In Need Of A Good Laugh?
So I was messing around in a mumm tonight and met the three least intelligent people I've ever met in my entire life. They're really quite entertaining. Read the mumm and go say hi. Tell them I sent you ♥ http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=525929 Here's the funny guys. Remember now kids, speak to them much like you would a four year old... that's the only way you can speak to them otherwise they get a little confused. http://www.fubar.com/user/2095286 http://www.fubar.com/user/66256 http://www.fubar.com/user/2327875

Iced Earth-the Clouding
As I awake I have no memory of this Who I am, where I'm from, why do I exist? This strange beauty surrounds me But where I am confounds me I see others who appear the same as me A look of loss in their eyes, adrift aimlessly What's the point? What does it all mean? Who am I? Show me a purpose please Take this sense of wonder Make it go away Please tell me I am not alone and lost here That there is something that's made me feel this way Take this sense of sadness Make it go away Please give me something that's familiar A friendly touch, a memorable embrace I try to speak but empty eyes stare back at me Twisted tongues segregate, factions are forming I'll stay with those that resemble me To survive this harsh reality As the days pass most have gone their own way Nomadic tribes discover life On a world that seems so strange But still I want answers What's the point? What does all this mean? Take this sense of wonder Make it go away Please tell me I am not

Eternal Pain
Some things never change Like the way I feel for you It makes me feel like crying, It makes me feel like dieing When I think that we are through I know it will get better As time goes on and on I know ill love another Just not like I loved you Ill never give my heart away It hurts too much to feel this way Too many games too many lies Too much love but not from you Should I bother trying? Should I even care? The pain that I’m feeling Will it ever go away? My stomach keeps on churning Through conversations had Still I feel no reason For the pain I feel inside So I guess I go on not knowing For my love has all but died

New Auction Taking Entries Now
Im hosting a new Auction, I take entries right now. Auction will start Friday, 9th of March 2009 at 12am FuTime and End Friday, 16th of March 2009 9am FuTime. Rules are simple: 1. No Drama 2. No Cheating 3. Entry fee not necessary but if you like to donate some Fubucks or anything it will be apreciated. 4. Send me your picture link with the Offers in a private message "AUCTION IT IS FOR ALL THE HOT CHERRY ON FUBAR TO GET IN! JUST SEND A PIC AND WHAT YOU ARE OFFER FOR THE AUCTION AND FEE IS WELL UP TO YOU AND ME........

Come Bid On My Irish Ass
Taste My Irish Rainbow!! If You Think Skittles Taste Great Then You Haven't Tried My Irish Cream! I've Entered Into A St. Patrick's Day Auction! If You Want To Own My Creamy Irish Milky White Ass imikimi - Customize Your World! Then I Highly Suggest That You Make A Bid! What's That Ya Say Laddy? What Am I To Offer You!

Where Have I Been...
Now...ok some are like what is your deal lately and what are you doing with your pathetic life..lol Ok, well been kinda busy?? Ummm occupied Alrighty, as most know certain times in my boring life I get busy...that involves my son, paydays and some family... Yet recently, it has taken on a new form for me as I'm 38 and for the most part have always rented, but over the past few years I've been wanting to finally buy...why rent when you can have something to invest in ..right?? Unless you see some of the pathetic houses where its the same amount of bedrooms..and they're smaller and want 124k for it..lol. So, recently I would say 6 months I've been working on my credit again and paying things off..who at 38 can say they have less than 10k in debt...not many in today's society...but I am getting there. So, seeing that Friday was payday....I bought all my totes...yes they are a great friend to a mover ..lol. Paid all my bills...wait I think I forgot one...nah I'll get it lat

Mfkn Disciple !!!
I just want to say THANK YOU to everyone who helped me get to Disciple by showing love and all the rates blings and cherry bombs. And a BIG THANK YOU goes out to these four awesome friends of mine so click their pictures and show them TONZZZZZZZZZ of love !!! ~OHGOTDAMN~ ~STANG~ ~MARK P~ ~DJ JUDGE~ Once again THANK YOU , huggz and lixx!!

True Love
True love can it be both real and fake if u think about it true love is only real can never be fake. True love can come n many shapes and forms but the truest love is between a man and a woman thats love. If u sit back and think about it true love is not a emotion it is a feeling of being loved so good!! So sit back and think is the love u have true love or is it a Fake love cause if it is fake let it go

Something I Wrote
Written by me This is the first time ever posting my work. ........... Extending her heart into his arms, to cradle her lovingly within, bringing her closer to life. Their heated breaths exhale. She kisses him softly, gently placing a finger to his lips, "I've no need to say a word, we can tell it in each other's eyes." Blood flowing rapidly through their veins, their hearts getting weaker with love. An overwhelming feeling of happiness, Surrounds their embracing bodies. Kissing deeper and deeper, tongues dancing in a trance of passion. The beating of their hearts; heavier and faster, yet still in perfect unison. Such real true Love and emotion, An unbridled feeling and passion, races in these two hearts apart, for one day to beat as one.

Innocence
inspired Tossing out my innocenceinto the forgotten windto sail throughout the skiesthrough tomorrow and forever.Get lost in Dreamlandsay goodbye to all sorrowsFor there is passion growingwith a strong power of love.Lust is pulsing through my veinsit's growing like a weedin the garden amongst the grassWith tear essenced eyesand sweaty shaky palmswith kind strawberry kissesand the touch of soft rose petals.Lay me down on the cloudsand quietly whisper my nameembrace my innocent love in your armsTake me away from myselfand let our souls entwine.

My Heart
This world seems so small when i see you online and want to give you my all. I think of you as a close dear friend, thinking of you often, and wanting to love you til life's end. So when you think that alone and unloved you may be. Think of the chats and dances we've had, and the one that will unconditionally love you, is me. You are one of a kind to me, of this my heart knows. For just the mention of your name, fills my soul with passion as my heart glows. Sometimes you may take someone for granted and in time you learn that thru everything and anything they were there. You might think of them just as a friend cause maybe you didn't know just how much you meant to them. Maybe because of distance or other 'little ' things you see as obstacles, that you won't give open your heart to chance. Sometimes you have to take a risk......listen to your heart, allow yourself to feel the feelings you sometimes might involuntarily suppress for someone.

T. J. Whosyamomma
Seahawks Sign Top Receiver in Free Agency Posted Mar 3, 2009 The Seattle Seahawks have signed wide receiver T.J. Houshmandzadeh to a multi-year deal, the team announced this morning. We may have a chance for 2009 season now if they keep signing good players.

St. Patty's Day Bling Drawing
ST PATRICKS DAY BLING DRAWING All it takes is a little rating…..running through St. Patty's Day......Don't miss out...... Rate 100 pics of DVLS ANGL DVLS ANGL@ fubar or IRISHCHARMS IRISHCHARMS@ fubar to receive 1 entry……That’s right you can earn a total of 12 entries per week PRIZES: 1 – Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb 1 – 20 pt bling 2 – 10 pt bling 4 – 5 pt bling 5 – 3pt bling 10 – 1 pt bling PM Dvls Angl with the number of rates for your entry.......this is the only way entry can be verified

It Makes You Think..
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Patricia 2. A four letter word: Piss 3. A boy's name: Patrick 4. A girl's name: Paula 5. An occupation: Pimp 6. A colour: Purple 7. Something you wear: Pants 8. A food: Pasta 9. Something found in the bathroom: Plunger 10. A place: Paris 11. A reason for being late: Passed out 12. Something you shout: Piss Off 13. A movie title: Platoon 14. Something you drink: Prune Juice 15. A musical group: Primus 16. An animal: Panda 17. A street name: Pennsylvania Ave. 18. A type of car: Prius 19. The title

Ct Scan & Testing!
Well I went to get the testing done it was a CBC & CMB or CMT? I'm not sure anyways I had asked the nurse what they were for an she said it was to see if I had any types of infections/or pretty much anything else in the blood an with the CMB/CMT? that was to see how thick or thin my blood is, the CT scan sucked ass I wasn't ready to have an IV put in me however I'm not afraid of needles it's just the thought of the fluids in which was going in me that bothered me the most, the nurse who had done it said she'd warn me before anything went into the IV, well she did an said it would get a bit cold which I didn't feel then all the sudden she said something an I got like really fucking hot, freaked me out a bit felt like I couldn't breath an said to her that I'm getting really hot and she asured me that it would go away after 30-40secs, anyways I just hope that the testing and CT scan brought good news, well you know? That it hasn't spreaded else where in my body.... I love you all & once a

"rose Garden"
Beautiful colors of pinks and yellows, reds and oranges fill the rose garden that is life, providing happiness and smiles, showing love and affection to those who are special to us, but in amongst all of these beautiful roses there are black roses, not the ones people say are really deep purple, but a pure deep black. These roses represent the hurt and sadness in life. Some people have only a few scattered throughout their garden, but my garden has many, in fact there are entire sections of my garden where only these roses grow. My roses too are unique in that when they open and blossom they appear to cry tears of crimson. A phenomenon others do not understand, because as others pass by my garden all they see are the beautiful colored roses along the perimeter, not looking inside where the roses that thrive are the black, bleeding roses of my life. I have been told in time these roses will adapt and change and gain the color of the other roses, but when? It has been almost 30 yea

Raising Cain...
I once was burning bright I used to laugh, run, jump, and play I had a normal childhood Raised in the normal way I got discipline when it was called for Got my rewards when they were deserved Not sure when this all went wrong When shadows came to play I remember feeling the pistol against my head Fourteen years is too soon for such fear I knew from an early age about death I dismissed such fears with a childs abandon Jumped from the roof after six long years It was ok, I had a cape...I could fly I used to think such things were true I raised hell with my brother Fought like a demon with my cousin Dug holes in the dirt to make race tracks Took my punishments for such things with a smile As the years have dragged on I've lost that smile That carefree attitude about all things I threw away the sun I've gone from careless child to careworn man So many more scars now than I could ever count Some can be seen, others can

38 Thingz Girlz Don't Realize
NO I DIDNT WRITE IT, I STOLE IT FROM RAPTOR, WHO STOLE IT FROM SOMEONE ELSE. LOL .... BUT LADIES, AINT MOST OF THESE THINGS SAME ON THE FLIP SIDE ?!?!?! -Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. -Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. -Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. -Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. -Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. -A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. -Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. -Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. -Giving a guy a hanging messa

Talking To Bongs.....
Who said the following; "I just knew there was some very freaky shit coming down. I talked to the bongs, asking them, "What are you telling me?" But a bong is not going to start speaking, you know. It was crazy."........... "Pot destroys the ego, and it's the ego that keeps you from laughing. Lose the ego and you will find a lot of things funny." Comment please, if you don't know then take a guess.

Angels In The Outfield
A smirk pops up with thoughts of you and I laugh because who knew Who would have ever thought such a thing such a smile would make me feel like a king Through dreams I felt the wonders of your essence but it bears no comparison to your actual presence thoughts can only hold a glimmer of your array while the slightest touch of your hand sends me away Everything that is beautiful , everything that is special and precious carries jealousy in its heart because of your delicate infusion Which springs the wealth of ecstasy the type that has set this genuine mans heart free Unlocked for an eternity , I can not imagine how I can return the favor the boundless sea is set for this sailor where we'll continue , we'll flourish in the embrace of life weathering the storms of strife holding course with our inner force These hearts will season the main course

Williams Reportedly In Intensive Care
AOL posted: 5 HOURS 10 MINUTES AGOcomments: 314PrintShareText SizeAAA NEW YORK (March 4) - Having suddenly canceled several comedy performances on his 'Weapons of Self-Destruction' tour on Wednesday, a new report claims that Robin Williams is in the intensive care unit of a Florida hospital for treatment of heart problems. The Los Angeles Times' Insider blog is reporting that Williams is in the ICU, while the Miami Herald was the first to report that Williams was seeking treatment for heart issues at a Miami hospital. Skip over this content Celebrity Medical News Clayton Chase, WireImage23 photos Robin Williams was reportedly in the intensive care unit of a Miami hospital March 5 being treated for heart problems. The comedian-actor canceled a handful of performances after suffering from shortness of breath. (Note: Please disable your pop-up blocker) Williams initially complained of shortness of breath, which led to his hospitalization. The comedian said in a press releas

Love At First Sight
the question has been asked all throughout history. and here we are once again to ask that same age old question. does it it exist???? and does it really happen?? i mean we hear tales of people who meet a few day later end up married and live happily ever after .. but i beleive there is more to it than meets the eye. so lets look at this realisticly and try to find the answere together .. so does it exist, and can it really happen to just anybody???????

Tis A Boy™
So the ultrasound was today...looks like Dante™ jr will be a boy YAY ! it was a mess in the room, Lab Tech Me Wife Mother in Law Sister In Law Niece I was gonna charge 5 bucks @ the door but they said no. But alas I at least got my " Boy™ " YaY

Unheard Problems
ABC News' Luis Martinez reports: The Army has had another bad month for suicides within its ranks with 18 suspected suicides during the month of February. That is a decrease from January's record-high of 24 suspected suicides, but one Army official said Wednesday the number still remains high and "very disturbing." The Army's in the midst of a month-long training stand-down to help soldiers identify suicidal behavior among their colleagues. That stand-down was prompted by last year's record number of 143 suspected suicides in the ranks, 138 of those have been confirmed as suicides and five remain under investigation as possible suicides. Still, last year's 143 possible suicides were substantially higher than the 115 suicides that occurred in 2007, and the fourth straight year that suicides had increased Army-wide. Army Vice Chief of Staff Gen. Peter Chiarelli and top Army mental health officers released the February numbers during a bloggers conference call this morning. L

Just Whatever
Times like these I remember when I was young and lost Without a friend I always wished for a big sister I have a little sister Who means the world to me I want to protect her From the pain that I’ve seen She just a little girl in a dangerous world But she won’t listen And she feels unheard What can I do to show her a glimpse? Of the path, she could find She’s beginning to slip Further from me So filled with hate She won’t look at me I sit quiet and wait Always the first am I to apologize Never want her sad Filled with hate in her eyes But this time I stand Alone Screaming out to a girl On her own She sees the world is out to get her Everyone an enemy Never trust and never love Her hatred and confusion Is all that I can see Today I lost a sister To the world without a care All I said is when you’re ready Yes sweet Hope I will be there YOU DON”T EVEN KNOW ME! She screamed with tears flowing free YOU DON”T LOVE ME! She screamed LEAV

Been Sick
As some of you have noticed I haven't been around too much. The old body finally gave out and I had to have my gallbladder removed and then had to go back in for another surgery to remove what was missed. Due to the that, I got pancreatitis. I was hospitalized for 2 1/2 weeks and lost 30 pounds. I have never been this sick before and didn't realize how serious it was until I started to read up on it. I am home now re-cooperating slowly and thinking, re-prioritizing things in my life. Just wanted to thank the friends who have stuck by me through this tough time. Your phone calls, text messages, and get well cards have all been very kind. You have helped me continue on and give me the strength that I have needed. Soon I do plan on being back but on my own time and terms....Take care everyone and if you need me, you got the number

Begging
I'm expecting a new motherboard to be delivered today. So when the banging on my door happened a few minutes ago, i got excited. Finally, i'll be able to get back on my puter instead of this borrowed one and get some things done. When i opened the door, there stood a woman(?) in a parka(it's about 65 here at 11a.m.). I looked at her(?) kinda puzzling. I didn't recognize her at all. Then out of her mouth was the most amazing thing! She asked, "Do you have $4 i can have?" Not "Can i borrow $4?". Not "I desperately need $4 so i can eat!" I just looked at her for about 5 seconds and without a word, closed the door. I know times are hard, but c'mon now! Fucking stoopid...

Its A Big Game
yes i think its a big game.here on fubar its drama and here i thought it would be a place to make friends with and have fun .well i think it has become a drama ftghting on who rates who and there thinking just becuase someone rates your pictures dont mean your flirting with them my god grow up. i dont know how you all feel about it but im just here for fun and to help others level up to where they want to be. we are here to help each other out not to hurt them or to get hurt.its ok to kid around with others and play . come on people wake up set back and injoy our selfs. love you all.

Help Me Spotlight! Bid On My 11's & Bomb!!!
DO YOU WANT AN AUTO 11 OR CHERRYBOMB BLING? THEN YOU NEED TO LOOK HERE! This @ngel would like to spotlight. And I need your help. Instead of asking for donations, I am auctioning away an auto-11 bling and a cherrybomb bling. Click the pics below to make your bid. CHERRYBOMB AUTO-11 The auction starts today and will run for a week. Happy bidding! I wanna give a big thx to my bling suga poppa vargasb1 vargasb1@ fubar And to Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess (who is intelligent enough to make this bully for me along with being hawt) Annipoo the Norwegian Goddess*2nd alarm hotties promotion team**@ fubar Please stop by and show these two awesome people some love for me. Xoxo *F@LLEN @NGEL*~2nd Alarm Ho

Salute Contest...
I've got some bling that's up for grabs so I decided I might as well make this fun. I've decided to make a contest. I would like to get salutes and it seems like it's hard to get people to do them for you with out some type of compensation. I will give bling to whoever makes the most creative/unique salute for me. This contest will remain in effect until tuesday morning.. march 10th around 9am est. Any salutes that are done please email to me at preludegal99@yahoo.com and make sure to put fubar salute as the subject line. I will post the salutes in album as I receive them. It would also be good if you sent me a private message on here letting me know when you've sent a salute. You can be guy or girl and the salutes can be nsfw if you want.. but it would be more creative if it wasn't nsfw.... If it's a hard decision I may give bling out to multiple winners. So have fun and lets see your creative side.

*updated* Spring Fu-bling Auction!!!
SPRING TIME FU-BLING AUCTION OPEN NOW!!! MARCH 7TH-10TH!!!! COME EXCHANGE THOSE FU-BUCKS FOR SOME HOTT BLING!!! ENDS 7pm FU-TIME! ?ÐJ ßla©kiçe27?Head Greeter & Angel @ Exotic Dreams@ fubar

The Joy Of Body Heat...
An woman and her daughter were riding in an old buggy one cold blustery day. The daughter said to her mother, 'My hands are freezing cold.' The mother replied, 'Put them between your legs and your body heat will warm them up.' The daughter did, and her hands warmed up. The next day the daughter was riding with her boyfriend who said, 'My hands are freezing cold.' The girl replied, 'Put them between my legs and the warmth of my body will warm them up.' He did and warmed his hands. The following day the boyfriend was again in the buggy with the daughter. He said, 'My nose is cold.' The girl replied 'Put it between my legs, the warmth of my body will warm it up.' He did and warmed his nose. The day after the boyfriend was again driving with the daughter, and he said, 'My penis is frozen solid.' The next day, the daughter was driving in the buggy with her mother again, and she asks, 'Have you ever heard of a penis?' Concerned the mother said

Birthday Contest!!
Yay iTs My BiRthDay!!! So In HonOr Of My BdaY I wouLd LiKe to do soMeThiNg for You laDiEs Im HavIng a BdAy saLuTe ConTesT Who evEr Makes the SeXXiesT BDaY SaLuTe foR Me WiLL ReCeiVe An AuTo 11 Or a ChErRY BoMb youR ChoiCe LadIEs I WiLl Have 3 JudgEs That wiLl PiCk Out who Has the Most creatiVe BdaY SalUtE IaM Not asKiNg FoR NsFw KeeP It SeXXYyy TastEfUL=)PleaSe SeNd It To Me In a Pm Please And it wiLl Be PlacEd In a PriVate foldEr For JudgEs onLy CoNtEst StartS Now!!So Have fun**HiNt HinT..LoVe DeM SkiTTlEs**JuDGiNg WiLl began TuE MarCh 10..WiNNer wiLL Be AnnouNced WeD MarCh 11..Have FuN GiRlS♥ Mwah ~YeP~

Another Story From Come Crashing In. ♥
I walked into Seaford one day and was feeling slightly hungry, so I went into the local burger place. I ordered my standard double cheese burger, fries and soda, then sat down. As I took my first bite I looked across the room as I began to chew. There sat before me the most beautiful blonde haired girl I have ever seen, I gulped deep as I swallowed and continued to stare as I ate my meal. After about 10 minutes of staring at her laughing with her friends, I knew I had to have her. All I could think about was drilling her on that table she sat at. I continued to sneak glimpses of her when she wasnt looking my way, and eventually her two friends got up and walked outside, leaving her alone. I knew this was my only chance. I took a large gulp of my Dr. Pepper, wiped my mouth and got up. Slowly walking towards her, she caught my stare and I smiled. I reached her and asked "So, are you here alone?" "Not really, well, my friends are outside right now, they are smoking waiting for me to finis

Children Go By What They See Not Hear
Photobucket WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothi

The Meaning Of An Ugly American
The term Ugly American is an epithet and is used to refer to the perceptions of the loud, arrogant, demeaning, thoughtless and ethnocentric behavior of the average American citizen. Although the term is usually applied to travellers and tourists, it's also applies to the US corporate businesses in the international arena. An "Ugly American" is a loud, boorish, nationalistic American, especially traveling abroad, who conforms to a stereotype that gives Americans a bad reputation. They are the ones that remain ignorant of the local culture and judge everything by American standards. Are you an "Ugly America"?

Owwies And Stuff
I was sewing on my corset.. and stabbed myself over and over with the needle... stupid leather.. have to work it through and then stab myself haha.. then.. i was using my rotary tool to cut the fabric for the next project since i am not going to beable to finish the corset for a few days as i need to go get some boning... and cut my finger with that! it is owwie night i think...

Threesome...4 My Friends...
Now here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new note,delete my answers and put in your own.Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn alot of little known things about each other. Three names I go by. 1) Michaela 2) Missy Kila 3) M Three jobs I have had in my life. 1) Research assistant 2) Olde English candy shoppe owner at an amusement park 3) worked in a deli in undergrad (hated it…remember I am a vegetarian…) Three places I have lived. Hmmm tough one lol 1) Eastern Virginia 2) Chinon, France 3) Philadelphia Three TV shows I watch. 1) CSI (all of them!!!) …yeah Carrie 2) GhostHunters 3) The Daily Show With Jon Stewart/The Colbert Report (OMG!!!) Three places I have been. 1) Hugo, Minnesota 2) Las Vegas 3) Madrid, Spain Three people that e-mail me regularly. 1) Bee…faithfully 2) Work colleagues 3) Family Three of my Favorite foods. 1) Trader Joe’s Jasmine rice (awesome… 3 mi

Friends..lovers...friends? Lovers?? Oh Forget It!!!
Things have sure changed since I was a kid in high school. I remember the first time I asked a girl out on a "date." It was in Junior High School in the 7th grade. Of course it was not a real date. Boys and girls do not talk to each other in the 7th grade. Come to think of it, many do not talk to each other in mid life. At Henry D. Perry Jr. High School in Miramar, Florida, there was a record hop once a month on Friday evening in the gym. Since we were not old enough to have a drivers license, we all rode our trusty bicycles or had our parents take turns hauling us to the gym. So asking a girl out on a date in those days was really about having a dance partner at the hop. One thing about asking a girl out at that age was the insecurity of it all. Here is the object of your intense butterfly in the stomach attack walking past you in the hallway or sitting in the classroom and strange things began to happen in your body when you looked in her ...errrrrr...eyes. Asking her out

Ms Walk 2009
As some of my or not know my wife Carrie ( as if I have more then 1 wife ) was diagnosed with MS 2 years ago. For those of you that dont know what MS is its multiple sclerosis and the easiest way to explain it without getting all technical ( trust me I have heard enough of it ) in a nutshell the body and brain are confused and it attacks the good cells in the brain thinking they are bad cells. Like when you get a germ in you your immune system attacks it well in a case with multiple sclerosis it attacks the wrong part and causes all kinda of problems. Carrie has alot of things that try and keep her down with MS but I have never seen her " Give up " . Some of the symptoms she gets are pretty severe yet she stands tall day after day no matter how much pain she is in. She works a full time job, Is a college student and now is pregnant with our first child. On top of all that she STILL has to put up with me ! ( that alone...ehhh... I dont wanna talk about it ..LOL ) ANYWAYS..The whole

What Do We Do?
What do we do? When it’s all gone…when the pain is so numbing we are walking around dead. What do we do? When our hearts are ripped out and burned, our souls snatched out of our bodies. What do we do? Turn up our music to drown out the sound of emptiness and silence? Write to an uncaring, non understanding world? What do we do? I ask you. For once in my life I’m speechless. Broken, destroyed, and as much as I want to say something, there is nothing I can say. There are no words to explain this void or how much I hate myself. There is an overwhelming numbness taking over me. Like I don’t care, about myself anymore, because no one else does. It’s like I was in a blissful dream and woke up in a nightmare. I am ghost. A whisper. My soul can’t find my body. I’m just wondering around lost looking for something and not knowing what it is. I look around and it’s all gone. And all that remains is an empty corpse and a lost soul. So you tell me what do we do? When all is los

Will Be Gone For Awhile
I just wanted to let my friends know that after today or tomorrow I will not be online. I don't know for how long yet but I will be back. I will miss you guys and just wanted the people I am closest to know. A friend of mine will be doing my rates for me so if I am showing online it's not me. I just have to do what I have to right now. I hope after today I am back soon. Take care and lots of love to you from me. Susan

Making Changes
Well, it has come down to this. Been doin alot of thinking and been observing ALOT of shit and I think it's time I say this. If you don't conversate with me anymore or don't even bother answering comments I've left you or msgs I've left you, do me a favor and delete me from your page. It's sad that half of my top friends and family don't speak to me no more...shit...even my crush has no words for me so do ME the favor and delete me cuz I'm tired of giving two fuks about ppl all the time and ppl not givin two fuks about me. Friendship is a two way fukin street...If you are in my fam and are deleting me...PM me and let me know so I can delete u as well.

The Cries From Inside My Heart
The cries from inside my heart. The tears of blood and pain. My heart it keeps on beating and broken I remain. A woman with hair like sunlight Ripped my heart in two. She took her love from my life. And I don`t know what to do. I`ll wonder through the night. the voices tear me apart. And it`s all because of that woman I hear the cries from inside my heart.

All We Can Say Is Wow!!!!
Read upside down, since it's just copy/pasted these two came in to mi shoutbox at almost exactly the same time. Neither are on mi friends list or have said anything prior to me.... bigcal FU ...: no ok thanks anyway bigcal FU ...: oh well i do have a big head on my cock so maybe sometime ->bigcal FU ...: i think LiQuid has it covered.... bigcal FU ...: can i get u turned on real quik bigcal FU ...: i was wanting to play for you bigcal FU ...: wish i was the lucky man ->bigcal FU ...: what for? bigcal FU ...: ohhhh i was wanting to cam for you ->bigcal FU ...: kinda, was gettin ready to log off and get fucked crippled again lol bigcal FU ...: you real busy ->bigcal FU ...: guess so bigcal FU ...: well lets say hand cuffs ->bigcal FU ...: and what is that? bigcal FU ...: u there mikeymyea: maybe i can watch you guys fuck on cam? bigcal FU ...: you like what i like ->mikeymyea: yea... mi fiancee layin in the bed here with me doesnt think thats such a good idea lol ->

Turning Auto-11a On!
My 1 year Fu-Versary is March 15th, I will be turning my Auto-11s ON at 12:01am CST on that day, so for those of ya needing to level, have at it, on me. Love ya all bunches. GOOD LUCK LEVELING!!!! HUGS&MUAHS!!!!

A Dream
Headlights light up the direct heading of the automobile, with reflections flashing across the lettering of each sign. Entry in to the state of Texas is pleasant as the tired driver looks for a comfortable place to lay his head. Miles go by and nothig is seen, except the purple sky that seems to go on forever, along with the dark flat range that makes up the east Texas desert. As time seems to drag on, eyes beginning to beome heavy, the driver decides to stop along the highway ; in what seems the most secluded part of this United States. Crisp wind blows, as the man steps out of his car, he reaches into the back seat and pulls out a case. He sighs, as he looks out over the emptyness that surrounds him. He sits upon the hood of his car, which is nearly as long as he is. He props up against the windshield and begins strumming an old guitar, and starts humming a tune to the stars above. As he is working on another tune, he hears the rumbling of the highway. A white SUV comes al

A Special Thanks!
I wanted to take a moment and send a special thanks to all my friends who helped me with my Auto 11's. It was my very first and it was very fun as well as helpful, I leveled ! I just wanted to say thank you to all my friends for there love and there kindness you guys are the greatest! glitter-graphics.com Dove~Cherokee Proud@ fubar *L.W.Creations*Morphs,Tags,& Beyond.AKA-LORD WOLF,Fu Married to Just Susan@ fubar 'SpiritWolf' - Twisted Phuckers For Life!@ fubar buggybill@ fubar fourtrax fu married to my crush arctic minx . show her some love@ fubar sherrylicious..mmm..@ fubar

My Personality.
Global Personality Test Results Stability (36%) moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness (43%) moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion (73%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. Take Free Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com

The Sun On My Side..
Do you see what I see, Coming around the corner. Eyes squint, is it happiness, lets take a peek. Don't look to hard, it may jump and run. It may see you staring, wanting a piece. Stalking it in the sunshine, beautiful rays of light. I've got you deep within my sights, reach out a hand. Yes here is a place your heart can land. I feel like a gypsy chasing the gold, the sun on my face can never get old. Warming my soul, this I hope will never end. The smile on my face, my new found friend. I'm here says the sunshine, to make you smile. I've been chasing you for so long, mile,after mile. Written by: Jessica 3/7/09

Someday I'll Walk Away
One of these days I'm gonna fade away from everyone and everything I'll put down the phone and leave alone, and no one will ever find me. The keys to my car and to my door and everything within are things I'll leave behind pictures will stay in place and I'll walk down a river and find new skins. I'm going to leave you all and I'm going alone. I'll have no destination and no word for anyone. All the faces I've maintained and bodies I've fed…I will let go. Finally I will be that uncaring thing; selfish and heartless and nameless, too. My name wasn't chosen by myself, so it will be forsaken. I'll be that cold, that disassociated, and I'll sell my compassion. I am going to forget that I was once called an angel. I'll forget that I was once named as a dreamweaver. I'll forget that anyone ever believed in me or claimed to accept that I am what I am. I'll do my best to destroy the good .ive up to the bad and sleep alone. No responsibility. But for now, my babes are

Unfinished...
When time comes to read these words that I have written for you ...read with an open heart and know my words are true. To my first Grand-daughter Emerald my blooming flower shall my heart enrich you to your ending days for I walk beside you always. I wish you to take the time to smell the roses, And collect a pocket full of poseys. Take time to watch the wings of a dragonfly, And go see that a willow really does cry. Go run barefoot through a field of flowers, Know yourself well;know your internal powers. Watch the flames of a high blazing fire, To see the dragons full desires. Never blow a flame to put it out, Should smother without a doubt. Make a wish on a first seen star, May your thoughts be true and up to par. Sing a song out loud for all to hear, You'll always have a listening ear... Take a ride bareback on a Unicorn on its way to a hidden place, Learn the true meaning behind a butterfly..look close for you may see a face. Hold close the true meaning on

Butterfly Effect
i wounder and ponder this all night what if life is base around the Butterfly effect what you did in ur past life or the past . would change the outcome of the life that you lead now and for a moment i thought it was bullshit but since i did alot to make up for what i have done in my past it still does not change for the better my health is not the best iam still single pretty soon its going to go for 5 years now iam having family issues even more so now since my grandmother seems to think someone is always after her money she keeps telling me she is going to leave and she never does this morning i yelled at her because iam tire of hearing it over in over in over every single day so now she finally shut up but at the same time iam worried that she may leave she is the only family i really have besides my cat my friends are my family as well but not in the same sense its like i did something really bad in my other life or something i don't seem to get my fairyta

Oh Shit And Fuck Me
lol it's not funny when you are going to be fired and in a day or so. but last night my ex text me that she needed my help.. why because she just got fired from her job and she need a way to pay for her car. i told her hey! i i'm going to be fired and why i'm going to be fire from my job. she was like "your going to keep your job and i don't have one, and they are going to take my car friday!" so we talk for a minute. and i was going to ask her, how come the only time you call me is for money? i told her that i'm not trying to be an ass hoe before i was going to ask. so she went off on me and stuff. talking about that why she didn't want to call me and stuff. you know i have my own car payment to pay and i can't pay her's too. the reason why i'm going to be fired was i toss a sign holder at a coworker as we was closing for talking shit to me at a bed time on sunday. so monday at 6:30 pm they sent me home and told me that HR have to come up with something for what happen at work. everyo

Very Upset
So I went to class today for those of you who read and voted/commented my mum. You know I didn't want to but I went. I found out that I am DNA speaking not a Native American. If you were to look at my dna you would see I am European from my mothers side. Its mitochondrial dna. You only get that kind of dna from your mother. And my mommy is white. So in 1000 years if scientists dig up my body I will be classified as European. I died a little.

Radio
"I've got a big fat fucking bone to pick, with you my darling. Incase you haven't heard I'm sick & tired of trying. I wish you'd take my radio to bathe with you, plugged in and ready to fall." god I love the alkaline trio! haha. if you've never heard that song before, I strongly reccomend it. Even if you're in to rap, this song is one EVERYONE can relate to. It'd remind some people of a failed relationship, but this song reminds me of a failed friendship. My best friend of about 15 years thinks it's okay to be fucking my ex. She thinks that since him & i are done, he's fair game and she can do whatever she wants. Well, this is the 2nd time she's done this, and I'm sick and tired of letting her get away with it. I'm sick of letting her walk all over me. I'm sick of being her last choice to hang out with, just because I have a son and can't go out drinking like everyone else can. It sucks. 15 years wasted on an alcoholic WHORE, when i could've had myself a real friend. Sometimes I

Just A Day......
As I sit here thinking back over the last few weeks events I take a deep breath and feel humbled. I consider myself a strong person, able to endure adversities that most would walk away from. Holding a dying friend as he mumbles..."tell my kids I love 'em" and escorting his body home. Having his widow cry on my shoulder and pound on my chest screaming "why". Telling the doctor...take the ventilator off my Mom...she doesn't want that and holding her hand as I sit with tears in my eyes as she slips from this world. Watching my father with emphasema draw struggled breathes...holding my little brothers who are men to be admired and respected as salty tears roll down their faces. Telling myself "You are their big brother, hold them..hold them tight". I remember growing up and thinking...this is just another day. They are never "just a day". A look, a glance, a touch, a word...my life has been influenced by the love, warmth and care of those around me and today...I feel very

Love Exists
Do you believe in love at first sight, is it really possible for fate to be found in one night? I never believed, that such a thing could find a person such as me. But recently you came to me and forever changed the way I think. You brought me hope and gave me faith and all you did was remember my name. IT may not sound like much but to me it is, it raised my spirits and brought me happiness, thanks to you I found a reason to live and now I can beieve that love exists.

All Me
My life is mine and its revolves around my family and kids. I've decided not to let anybody in whose gonna tear me down or make me feel less important. I have to be happy in order for my kids to be happy. I am a loving mother and girlfriend who needs to learn how to be patient and trust others. That is my goal or I will never be happy!!!

I Need A Break!
I know it's sudden, but as most of you know I've met a pretty amazing man on here... The stress of being so far away, and loving each other so much has taken it's toll on us... I am taking a break from Fu, not because he asked me to, but because I want to... I've fucked things up pretty bad and I want to make them right... I'm afriad if I don't, I'll be kicking myself in the ass later in life... Not only do I have that going on, but most of you know I'm a college student... My grades have been suffering and I need to get my priorities straight! Kids, School, Me, then him... I've worked too hard to delete my account, and I am leaving behind some AMAZING friends for a while, so I am gonna step away... I love each and every one of you as we've been through a lot... one thing I do promise you, is I will be back... I'm going to take this time also and enjoy the summer while NOT working and being a mom to my boys... So it may be a while, but know that I value each and every one o

So After The Fiasco Of The Last Cpl Weeks.....
mom comes to me YET AGAIN...... not understanding why she couldnt get her program on..... this time, I didnt help her...... she said she was reading the instructions and dint understand them..... I didnt buy that as an arguement..... I said you didnt understand them because you dont want to, because for years its been easier to ask dad or myself to do it for you. I then said, you obviously didnt read the letter i wrote to you or you would have known to not even approach me for help, the day of me helping you are over. She walked away and didnt say anything, but I overheard her complain to dad. To my glee , I heard him tell her the same thing...... its about time she starts doin shit for herself.

Bid On Me...own Me For A Month...i'll Stalk You :d
Ides Of March Auction Brought to you by Radio X show Go To This Page's Pics To The Ides Of March Folder Radio X show@ fubar My Auction Pic :D This is my first auction and I have no idea what I am doing so help me out people. Bid on me. Here Are The Rules

Misterak20
hello, i am sure you are a girl that knows her place next to a dom. so when you are willing to show a proper behaviour and when you can offer an intelligent and interesting conversation, i would love to talk with you. my yahoo id: misterak20 my msn: misterak20@hotmail.de on my fubar page you can find pictures, also salutes! they show that i am for real and serious! there you can also read some bdsm related things about myself... also a blog about slavegirls i have trained and a lot of pictures etc... i take it serious and i expect the same! we can also talk cam to cam on yahoo! and we will see if everything fits together i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles... i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. i am also in contact with a domme. so you would also have the possibility to talk with her a

Thieving Bastards!!!!
Fucking bastards!!!! I have today had to cancel all my card details because of thieving fucking bastards who won't get off of their own arses to earn a decent living of their own. They boil my piss and I hope they rot in hell. End of rant, not that anyone's listening..... pfftt. Jen xxx

Us
it wasnt suppose to happen you were never to be shaking my head in disbelief how did it happen why did it happen these are questions jumblin in head trying to answer them now the days seem to melt into one another until now gazing down at you curled around me deep in sleep snugglin me closer as if even in your dreams you cant believe im here next to you we started out as friends a few words spoken here and there a cup of coffee a bite to eat led to watching football high fiving each other listening to one or the another late night calls when sleep evades us till the day i slipped and fell rushing over to me to see if i was ok expecting to see a smile and laugh on your face glancing up to see such concern for me hidden there in your eyes catches my breath in a flash you were not my buddy but a wonderfully handsome man who loves me for all of me faults and all a touch of my cheek with your roughened hands has my lips quivering

Baghead Downrates
I'm a bit curious if anyone else is getting downrated by bagheads lately. I've been getting downrated several times a day by bagheads the passed few days. Sometimes they are green still, but sometimes they aren't. It's a bit odd...

Thanks!
I just wanted to tell everyone who helped me get this spotlight thank you! I have been sick and sleeping most of the day, only waking up to look at things and go back to bed. I'll be putting up the rotating pictures again later tonight. Call the ones of just me now a kind of "social experiement". I have a bomb I'm going to turn on later. So far it's been a lot of fun

I Guess I Will Never Understand Dudes...
So... apparently if you are nice enough to talk to a guy online who just happens to live within 200 miles of you... you are automatically agreeing to have sex with him. I didn't know this was the case, but I have found out recently over the last year or so that this applies to EVERY SINGLE DUDE. The most pathetic thing is when a guy just invites himself to come in your area and 'meet up'... yeah, um, thanx for inviting yourself to my house, now go fuck yourself. Why in God's name are guys like that? Then you're a bitch or prude if you're like "whoa whoa, wait, just because I'm talking to you about whatever does not mean I'm agreeing to fuck you"... And if guys want to say that girls are the same way let me point out a very very pliable fact. A vibrator can get a girl off every time, guys can't. So the main reason a girl tries to come after a guy is because the bank or resources is running low and they want to hook someone as a 'just in case'. I'm not like that, I'm also not someone

What Would You Do?
I have always firmly believed that anyone can make a difference and that everything happens for a reason. An act of kindness goes a long way... All it takes is for one person to start and it doesn't have to be much, but just with something they believe in or want to make a difference with. What is something that you believe in that needs change? And what would you do to make a difference?

Another Affair
Best Affair Jake was dying. His wife sat at the bedside. He looked up and said weakly: 'I have something I must confess.' 'There's no need to, 'his wife replied. 'No,' he insisted, 'I want to die in peace. I slept with your sister, your best friend, her best friend, and your mother!' 'I know,' she replied. 'Now just rest and let the poison work.'

Stick A Pin In It
My dreams are vivid and violent. *In my attempt to edit this blog, I fucked up and had to repost. Whatever* Ripped from flesh, Splintered from bone, My fingers rake and claw, I get nothing in return. I pound on these walls, I kick at the locked door, I hear my desperation echo throughout. I offer up my flesh and mind in sacrifice, what more can I give of myself... I reach inside and pull out my still beating heart. Warm and visceral, the symbol of everlasting devotion. It's stops beating in my hands. I let it drop to the floor. Still, here I stand. Warm and sticky, covered in my blood, my hands start to shake, I reach up to the light peaking through the door, I want in, Let me in. Soon I will be an empty shell, Nothing left to give. I drop to the earth, My breath accelerates, I close my eyes, I clutch my chest, I scream. Nothing. I fade. -REL

Make It Happen!! Lets Go ;)
How about a SULTRY1 Spotlight on the 24th!?!?! Help make it happen and start donating now now now to make her the star for her bday!!! SHE'S AFTER THE SPOTLIGHT...LETS GO!!! ••••CLICK & MAKE IT HAPPEN (13 DAYS TO GO)•••• ♫ѕυℓтяу1♫@ fubar ••••CLICK & MAKE IT HAPPEN (13 DAYS TO GO)••••

Chris Hansen
SO, aspuppet hits punkins shoutbox. I decide to set phasers to stun, and engaged him on yahoo. Go show him love, and let him know his kinds "appreciated" on here berwickdogs04 is using a different version of berwickdogs04: whos this Goat Cee: just a random who seen your status contain your yahoo id berwickdogs04: who? r u from fubar berwickdogs04: r u single? Goat Cee: Yes, im single, thats if you dont count my pygy goat, and my dad berwickdogs04: lol berwickdogs04: u got a camra fone? Goat Cee: no, no camera phone...my dads afraid ill send his military friends bestiality pictures berwickdogs04: lol how old r u and were u from Goat Cee: shhh...but im almost 17, i hope thats not bad? berwickdogs04: were u from Goat Cee: righ Near Milton, PA berwickdogs04: kewl berwickdogs04: how u get my sn Goat Cee: Friend of mine on FU seen the status, knew how kinky i was able to get , and thought id like to add ya berwickdogs04: i live in bloomsb

3/12/2009 Skins
Click on any of the images and it will take you to my skins page where you can rip whatever skins you want. Enjoy! Zebra & Neon Stars Superhero Skulls Snakes and Roses Royal Purple Red Skulls Pimp PacMan Knuckles Gun Exes and Ohs Cookie Monster Checkered Hearts (Animated) Caution Tape Bandana

What's Going On?
Hello Friends I just figured I would write a blog in an effort to "catch up" a bit. This week has been incredulous!! Monday I worked a normal 8.5 hour day for the last time at our old store. Tuesday was an 11 hour work day spent packing up our entire store, loading up the trucks, going to our new store, unpacking the trucks and attempting some sort of organization. Yesterday, Wednesday, was a 15 hour work day spent unpacking about a zillion boxes. Since our store quadrupled in size, we added an additional 32 boxes of product (lube, adult toys, lingerie, smoke items, etc) that all got processed by yours truly. We added an additional 3 display cases to our smoke shop for MORE of your tobacco smoking pleasure! (hehe) We added an entire new Lingerie line (the ladies are going to LOVE this). We now have 5 mannequins that we also put together and clothed in our new lingerie (omg they're HAWT!!) LOL I actually caught my boss talking to one of them as she was putting on

Dear Friends....
It saddens me to say that finally the fu-drama has found my page and my real life. Due to some very rude and inconsiderate person who claims to "love" me harrassing me and my friends I am having to consider leaving this site. I told myself if this place ever stopped being fun for me that i would leave instead of getting caught up with the crap and that is what i feel i need to do now because this is no longer fun for me when i have to wonder which one of my friends will be harrassed by this person next. It really sucks because i have made so many wonderful friends and had such great times on here. I have asked that person to reveal their true identity on here but even though they "love" me and are covinced we are to be together they refuse to tell me who they really are so iI can deal with this on a 1 on 1 basis...instead they would rather have me remove everybody them included. Also since I have added many of you to my yahoo messenger I am going to have to block and delete everybody

Actions Keep Real Men From Being Liars
MEN ARE BORN INSECURE...JUST FOR THE SIMPLE REASON THEY LEFT THEIR MOTHER'S WOMB...YET AS THEY GROW OLDER AND DEVELOP PERSONALITY...THEY BECOME MORE INTERESTED IN AN EGO STROKE AND BOASTFUL JARGON...THAT THEY MAINLY PICKED UP FROM OTHER INSECURE MEN...TO BECOME SECURE IS AS SIMPLE AS ACCEPTANCE...ACCEPTING FAULTS...AND NOT DOING THEM OVER AND OVER AGAIN...THUS LEARNING THE TRUE KNOWLEDGE OF SELF..AND NOT BEING FOOLED BY THE MANY FACETED CHARACTER DEFECTS THAT THEY ASSUME THEY ARE MADE OF. THEY MAKE PROMISE BECAUSE THE WORDS THAT REMAIN UNSAID ARE THE WORDS A WOMAN WANTS TO HEAR...MAKING THEM LIARS BECAUSE THERE IS NO ACTION TO THE MANY WORDS...DREAMS AND SURFACE DESIRES...HOW DO I KNOW THIS...BECAUSE I TO WAS INSECURE...NOW THAT I KNOW WHO I AM AND HAVE CONTINUED THIS JOURNEY BEING TRUE TO MYSELF...I REFUSE TO SAY WHAT A WOMAN WANTS TO HEAR IF I CAN'T SHOW ACTION IMMEDIATELY!

Beyond A Dream
Beyond A Dream I stayed awake as long as I could, waiting for you to come home My eyes had grown heavy… even a long hot shower played no part I lay in our big bed, missing you…wanting you near I slept to what had seemed an eternity… In and out of meaningless dreams…stirring…restlessly Yet hoping you’d arouse me with your gentle kiss And suddenly, just as my soul had left my body…your presences was felt… I thought you’d just lie next to me…cuddling upon my chest Wrapping my arm around you, then softly secure your hand in my boxers…and joining me in another peaceful night of sleep… But I was quickly mistaken, by your lips daintily touching mine Your kiss, as always…warm, enlightening, mesmerizing…invigorating, and welcomed I stir slightly, as your soft…cold…wet skin presses against me Yet melting me as if I were in a cauldron of molting steel… Your lips, have become my peace keeper…my serenity, my only desire after a long day You kiss my entir

Cute But Psycho
Cute But Psycho! Cute_but_Psycho ®@ fubar Is having her 1st Happy Hour ever Friday the 13th @ 1pm Fu-time! She will be running autos so be sure to love up on her real hard during her quest for Oracle! Rate her, Fan her, Bling her and Love on her!

Perfectly Un-perfect
What realy is perfect? Is it a person with the perfect body, or the perfect hair? Is it a person who knows what to say at the exact right time and in the right conversation? Is it someone who has the I.Q. of a genius? Do you have the perfect eye color, or wear your makeup and clothes just right? Do you never get upset, angry, or cry? Does our feelings work like machines on auto-pilot? Do we do all the right things, for those we love and care for? Is it when you have the perfect body type? Is it a person who has no disabilities? Do we always make the right decisions? Do you have the perfect relationship or marriage? Do you live in the perfect house or drive the perfect car? I don't know about the rest of the world, but I havn't seen perfect yet! I honestly don't think there is a such thing as perfect. This is probably because there is no such thing as perfect. We all laugh at the wrong time sometimes. We all cry, get angry and have our emotional moods. No body has the perfe

A Princesses Tale!
A Princesses Tale! A beautiful princess sat up in her bed, and peered out her window to what lies ahead. She does this today as every day before, But today there's a sadness like never before. To the table she went were her vase of life sat, To be sure it was still there were it was kept. As beautiful as ever, the roses were all a bloom, What could be wrong? Why all the sadness and gloom? She counted her roses, 9.10..11. For there is one missing, oh where could it be? Now I Know why this sadness fills me. So she sat out on a search to find her missing rose, For this was the piece that made her life whole. Giving up hope she headed for home, When off in the distance she saw a light glow. Forward she went towards the light, when suddenly there stood a fair knight. For in his hand he held a white rose, Where did you get that I know where it goes. It belongs in my vase of life that makes my life whole, My life is filled with sadness

A Fairytale
Dreamland awaits you, close your eyes, Imagine you and i, close as breath Skin upon skin, lips touching, For you taste of raspberries, sweetly irresistible, The fragrance of you, takes my breath away, I am burning inside, a torch of fire, Burning fuel of passion, for you are my desire, My heart beats with every breath, you are my destiny, Your eyes evade me, deep,dark,mysterious, i am your slave, your love has captured me, grab my body, pull me close, Show me your love, in ways i could only dream, Wake me i must be dreaming, this is a fairytale.

Your Sign....lol
ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great te

Read This If U Want Or Know Someone Who Wants Implants .... Or If U Have Them And Feel Sick For No Reason Explained ...( My Story And
FRIST IM GONNA SAY yOU MIGHT BE LUCKY AND HAVE NO PROBLEMS AT LEAST UNTIL THEY PASS THE SHELF LIFE BUT I FEEL AFTER WHAT I WENT THRU ALL WOMEN SHOULD KNOW BOTH SIDES AND THAT IMPLANTS ARENT 100% SAFE AND SALINE DOESNT MEAN YOU WILL HAVE NO ISSUES @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ IF YOU WANT IMPLANTS TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF .... READ THIS FROM FDA SITE : The SF-36 showed changes in these scales after 4 years. Patient responses to questions on the Tennessee Self Concept Scale, Rosenberg Self Esteem Scale, and Body Esteem Scale regarding overall self-concept/self-esteem and body image showed no changes 4 years after receiving implants. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ MY ST0RY:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: I had my implants removed i got sick i had a great doc, even got saline implants cause i was told there safe , and still got sick... me before i removed the implants thankgod i removed them tHATS THE SHORT V

I 'm A Bad American
I am the liberal progressive's worst nightmare, I am an american.. I am a master mason and I beleive in God. I ride Harley Davidson motorcycles and believe in american product's. I beleive my money I make belong's to me and my family, not some liberal governmental fuctionary be it democratic or republican:. I'm in touch with my feeling's and like it that way!... I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer it makes you a smart american. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. GET OVER IT! I beleive if you are selling me a big mac do it in english. I beleive that everyone has the right to pray to hisor her god when and where they want to . My heroe's are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, and Willie G. Davidson That makes the awesome Harley Davidson Motorcycle's. I don't hate the rich and I don't pity the poor!.. I know that wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching it or argueing about it. I've never owned a slav

Very Naughty Blog!
I WISH IT WAS MY HANDS THAT CARESS YOUR FACE THAT EXPLORES YOUR BODY TEASING THAT SPECIAL PLACE TOUCHING YOU WHERE IT COUNTS TREADING WHERE ANGELS FLEE MAKING YOU BITE YOUR LIP TRACING CIRCLES ALONG YOUR KNEE GENTLY SPLITTING YOUR THIGHS LIGHTING YOUR SKIN ON FIRE GOOSE BUMPS ON YOUR SKIN EVERY MUSCLE ACHING WITH DESIRE EVERY TOUCH FILLED WITH EMOTION EACH SIGH DRIPPING WITH LUST NAILS DIGGING INTO FLESH A PASSION DRIVEN TRUST STROKING YOUR PANTIES JUICES FLOWING FROM WITHIN YOUR BODY TENSE WITH DESIRE THE EXPLOSION SOON BEGINS MY FINGERS STROKING FASTER AS YOU BEG AND PLEAD FOR MORE HARDER AND HARDER AGAINST YOU YOU FINALLY CANT TAKE ANYMORE AS I RELEASE YOU YOU COLLAPSE WITH A MOAN I KISS YOU ON THE LIPS YOU BEG ME TO GO ON I WHISPER SWEETLY TO YOU "THERE IS MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM" I LEAVE YOU CRAVING MORE OUR NIGHT HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN

My Bio
Are we ready to talk smooth? Anything you read below does not pertain to "Fubar"! I am only going to tell you some things about me 1. I am an easy going person (Just do not step on my toes) 2. I am a 100% honest person when I am your friend (You do me wrong, I cut you off 100% without an explanation) 3. I respect everyone (I demand the same in return) 4. I make mistakes just like anyone else (I am not GOD) 5. I love sports as you all know (Who wants to take me on?) 6.I like flowers, gold, sneakers, coffee, hats, snow blizzards non judge-mental people, my fish, clean home, candles graphical designing, perfume, my nails, gardening. I am sure I left something important out 7. I was an avid tanner BUT stopped I only tan 1-2 times a week why? (I never liked make-up) 8. I am not a drinker (Here and there and I prefer wine 9. I like to talk, you will have a soar ear AND I talk FAST (Look where I come from ) 10. I am not a shy person 11. I like to read, but not novels (I am

Why
There he goes watching her She walking past him again He rehearsed it everyday Deciding to tell her then He loses the urge to speak She goes on her merry way Here he is again on the steps Out watching her the next day He finally has the strength As she walks past his place He asks her what is her name She says her nickname is Ace He tells her that he likes her She says i can tell when i walk by Then she ask him this question What took you so long to say hi Nervous and confused he stutters I didnt want to sound like a fool She say any man that conquers his fears Is sexy, smart and totally cool That day was almost 20 years ago They are still together and happy The moral of this story is never wait The outcome of that would be crappy. Also this moral is here Why wait, Why hesitate Doing that will force You to miss something great

My Justin
I really hate ppl ruining my day and I ain't gonna let no one do it today of all days. Those of you who really know ME...know that I had lost a child, Justin, back in 2000 when he was 4 years old. Well today is his bday and he woulda been 13 yrs old. I'm not here for sympathy or whatever cuz it's a part of my life and I'm ok with it. The point of this blog is to remind everyone who reads it, whether you have children or not, to cherish life...love your loved ones, tell them that you love them, and let go of the petty shit. Life is WAY too short and you never know when you aren't going to be able to tell that person that you love them. Have love and peace in your heart always...

Time For Self
I will be gone for the weekend.Need to clear my head and get ready for April 8th which I am almost certain I will have my freedom to go wild again.I will see everyone when I return and hope all a good weekend and no bad luck today.Brumsing Friday 13th.

St. Patty's Day
Nookie Green An Irish man went to confession in St. Patrick's Catholic Church.. 'Father', he confessed, 'it has been one month since my last confession. I had sex with Nookie Green twice last month.' The priest told the sinner, 'You are forgiven. Go out and say three Hail Mary's.' Soon thereafter, another Irish man entered the confessional. 'Father, it has been two months since my last confession... I've had sex with Nookie Green twice a week for the past two months.' This time, the priest questioned, 'Who is this Nookie Green?' 'A new woman in the neighborhood,' the sinner replied. 'Very well,' sighed the priest. Go and say ten Hail Mary's.; At mass the next morning, as the priest prepared to deliver the sermon, a tall, voluptuous, drop-dead gorgeous redheaded woman entered the sanctuary. The eyes of every man in the church fell upon her as she slowly sashayed up the aisle and sat down right in front of the priest. Her dress was green and ve

Samson, Something That Never Should Of Happened
Theres a little town, 30 miles northeast of me called Samson. Youve all heard of it by now. Its where some piece of shit shniffiling coward went to n open fired n killed some people. Unarmed women n childern.They make a special kinda hell for a guy like him who did the shooting. I spit every time i hear his name, n wont dignify it with writing it hear. I had business over in Samson this week, n wish now i woulda gone on Tuesday. Not that i wanted to die, but as u all know i am a ex cop n ex soilder n carried a gun legaly since i was 21. I might could of stopped him.This is one of those things that u wish God would of let u know one day in advance. I'd of gladly give 20 years of my life to know even one hour in advance. I'd went to his house, dragged him in his front yard n broke his neck. I dont need a gun to take care of a pussy like him/. I knew folks over there who got killed. Friends i have lost relatives then.Why does the good Lord let such happen. As most of u know i was a cop

Just Cuz This Is Me.....
wake in the night Having you on my mind feeling you in my dreams you'll be there until the end of time Dreams of you rush my soul reaching over to find I'm alone The bittersweet pain of love Baby I am yours Come take my hand...my heart Hold them both Keep me safe from myself Love me for my vunerability My pride I carry Showing my weakness is not my ability Lonliness gives me time to focus on my prespectable life with you Can you, will you, Love me ???

I Almost Hate You
Do you admit you are missing out that the best part of you is somewhere else does it hurt to know that for the last few months these scars and heartaches that you left me with are in vain and i hope they serve you well you had your chance dont you act like youre the first with so much to offer you sure know how to waste the better part of two lives does this quinch your thirst? PRE CHORUS first blood, first love, drawn from the weak ive been a fool for allowing you to even let me think maybe this is it... maybe loneliness would leave me alone but i guess that this is more accurate than the look in your eyes and all the lies that would leave your lips CHORUS these scars heal but my heart never will not until you are where i need you but these butterflies are smashed by all your lies ignorance is bliss and it causes the innocent to miss out on what true love really is What will we do tonite? bread knives or theatrical lines? my heart crawls to you but

Six Tools For Happiness...
We all want to be happy, but most of us are trapped by ways of thinking and behaving that seem to keep us perpetually dissatisfied. But there are six simple tools that will help us to be truly, deeply happy. Find out what they are: 1. Appreciation. This is the first and most fundamental happiness tool. Appreciation is the purest, strongest form of love. It is the outward-bound kind of love that asks for nothing and gives everything. Research now shows that it is physiologically impossible to be in a state of appreciation and a state of fear at the same time. Thus, appreciation is the antidote to fear. 2. Choice. Choice is the root of freedom and the voice of the heart. Having no choices, or options, feels like being in jail. It leads to depression, anxiety, and the condition called learned helplessness. Choice can even govern perception. Anyone can choose the course of their lives, but only happy people do it. 3. Personal power This is the almost indefinable proacti

My Life & My Mama
As a child i came from a suddled family. I was tha 3rd child of tha family out of 6 and i was a little crooket then others in my family. When i was in jr high school i was hanging with some friends and we used to do some of everything that kids do. I started hanging out in tha streets and i became a little tougher and rougher. I didn't think like i should and i was forced into this gang and i was jumped by 5 guys and one of them i knoched out . I had it in my mind that i was not going to fall for nothing i was one of the ones that wasn't going to take no shit from nobody. It had stated to interfear with my school and i used to get into trouble and alot of times sent home. I knew that my mama didn't like it and i thought well thats just the way it is. I got myself together and i lifted weights and i got into sports. My p.e. teacher was tha coach of out football team and he said sun your pretty strong. In tha 9th grade i benched 180 pounds and i made tha football team. I was a very fast

7 Seas
Sitting by the window, all day thinking of you Watching the days go by, I started to cry But they weren't tears of sadness, they only meant I love you And I wanna tell you girl that I, oh, I I'll travel 'round the seven seas for you It's written in the melody I adore you I wrote my love a symphony To show you there's nothing I won't do Baby, I'll walk around the China Wall for you If there's a way I'll do it all for you Anything you want me to; you know I would do People think I'm crazy, they say I'm just a nothing Letting my life pass me by, believing you're with me Well I can't speak for no one, but in my heart I know you love me And that's why I'll always tell you I, oh I, oh I, oh I, I'll travel 'round the seven seas for you It's written in the melody I adore you I wrote my love a symphony To show you there's nothing I won't do Baby, I'll walk around the China Wall for you If there's a way I'll do it all for you Anything you want me to; you

Fakest Here
crystal dizz hoe got mad at me cuz she kno 2 fuk ppl 4 weed in homestead nd i kno da dealer nd he only fuks nd dips nuthin 2 do wit me y ppl luvs givin me bullshit nd drama idc bout it or her but i feel bad 4 her kidz im real i speak my mind i don't bite tongue

Lost Cherry, Cherry Tap Oh And Fubar
i have been off and on this site since the days this site was called lost cherry, then the transition to cherry tap now this fubar. Used to be this site was FUN it was all about meeting ppl and talking and seeing pics of thier lives and learn more about them. What has it become? nothing but about what can u do for me today and me no do anything for you, or about home much bling you have bought me or bombs or auto 11's or rank me make me a higher level etec. I think this is horrible cause i know people ive known since those days and now u cant hardly talk to them cause they are more worried about getting bomebed or blinged etec. it may be fun to get bombed or use them but really rating 250 useless pictures that you never even look at? does anyone actually rate pics of someone now just to find out who they are or explore where they live etec? im almost thinking about deleting this account again cause im not here to make a certian level or be top blinger or any of that crap, im here t

True Friends
TRUE FRIENDS OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food TRUE FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. TRUE FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. TRUE FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. TRUE FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. TRUE FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. TRUE FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. TRUE FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. TRUE FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while. TRUE FRIENDS: Are for life. OTHER FRIENDS: Will

Bozo The Clown Creator Alan Livingston Dies At 91
LOS ANGELES – Alan W. Livingston, the music executive who created Bozo the Clown and signed the Beatles during his tenure as president of Capitol Records, has died. He was 91. Livingston died Friday of age-related causes in his Beverly Hills home, said his stepdaughter, Jennifer Lerner. Livingston began his multifaceted career in show business as a writer and producer of children's read-along record albums for Capitol Records. He came up with the Bozo the Clown character for the 1946 album "Bozo at the Circus," which became a hit and spawned a cottage industry of merchandise and the television series featuring the wing-haired clown. When he moved into executive positions at Capitol Records in the early 1950s, Livingston signed Frank Sinatra, then at a low point in his career, and introduced him to arranger Nelson Riddle. Together, the pair produced "I've Got the World on a String" and "Young At Heart," which led to Sinatra's comeback. Livingston left the record label in the

#1 Rule Of Life
LIFE HAS 2 RULES #1, NEVER QUIT!; #2 ALWAYS REMEMBER #1. LIFE IS GOING 2 B A CHALLENGE. THERE WILL B ROUGH TIMES, DIFFICULT SITUATIONS, THINGS YOU'LL FALL IN2,MAJOR OBSTACLES,HURDLES,NEXT 2 STUMBLING BLOCKS. FORKS IN THE ROAD,KNIFES IN THE BACK,MOUNTAINS 2 CLIMB,THINGS&PEOPLE 2 GET OVER,FIGHTS 2 RESOLVE,FEELINGS 2 UNDERSTAND, DISAPPOINTMENTS 2 ACCEPT, MYSTERIES 2 SOLVE, WONDERS 2 UNFOLD & PROMISES 2 KEEP 2 YOURSELF. NOW THAT U KNOW WHAT 2 EXPECT, PREPARE YOURSELF. GET READY! THE ONLY WAY 2 GET 2 WHERE U WANT 2 B IS 2 DO WHAT NEEDS 2 B DONE 2 GET U THERE. DO IT FAST. DO IT SLOW.DO IT RIGHT. DO IT UP. DO IT ALONE.DO IT WITH OTHERS.DO IT 4 YOURSELF. DO IT 4 FREE. DO IT 2 GET PAID. DO IT 4 THE WORLD. DO IT 4 YOURSELF.THE MOMENT U GIVE UP ON DOING IT, IT WILL NEVER GET DONE. I AM DOING IT, AND DOING OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTIL I GET IT RIGHT.

Butterfly Boucher - I Can't Make Me
I've had this song in my head for sooo long... All the things I want to say but I can't All the things I want to do but I won't Hold me tight Not too tight I'm in knots and you tie me in bows I feel pretty I know that you care You're so sweet You're so so sweet It's not a hurry tha we're in It's the pollen It's the spring I can't make me love you And you can't make me either Patience Boy I need it I can't make me love yooooooou Oh oh oh Paper pen and a piece of your heart I can read it but where do I start? What to do What do I do? An I am going but I'm gonna come back And maybe then this maybe that Hold me tight Not too tight It's not a hurry that were in There's no problem That's the thing! But I can't make me love you And you can't make me either Patience Boy I need it I can't make me love yooooooou Oooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Everyday there's something new to hold onto toooooooooo a little more of yoooooooouu I Can't

What Is A Goddess Bath?
This was brought up in another conversation that I had with another member today so I feel compelled to let you all know about me and some of my sensual beliefs. In my beilief system as an eclectic pagan, a woman is meant to be cherished for she is the life blood to all mankind. I treat my woman to this ritual every time we have the opportunity. 1)I run her bath water with the wonderful scent of rosewater. 2)I light scented candles and place them all around the tub. 3)She will then slide into the tub while I relax her by slowly messaging and kissing her temples and shoulders. 4)After I have put her into a completely relaxed state I will then slowly bathe her body lathering up her neck, down her arms. Slowly I lather up and message each breast gently then progress slowly down her belly. Before soaping up her thighs, I slowly carress and wash that sexy area between her legs. When she begins to gasp for air I begin working on her inner thighs and slowly down her leg to her sexy f

Rain Rain Go Away
Sitting home hiding from the rain !! The lil kids that I had such fun making are now driving me BOONKERS.... I love um but mercy they can be LOUD... The Boyfriend is now across the ocean from me ... I find myself looking for something to do all alone ... One sure is a LONELY and BATTERY demanding Number !!

Sitting Here In The Nursing Home....
I sit here in a nursing home Watching those before me Watching distant life In the eyes of lives once full of marvel I sit here in a nursing home Watching the dull brilliance Of a life that once shone bright I sit here in a nursing home Watching the loneliness On the faces of those Who once had an abundance of friends And an abundance of life I sit here in a nursing home Seeing people literally dying To have a normal semblence of life once again I sit here in a nursing home Amongst the company of people Who have had volumes of experience And novels of life That need and deserve to be read Explored Examined Sitting here in a nursing home Full of forgotten lifes Full of abandoned souls Full of books with dust never taken off Full of hidden treasures tucked away To fester Die And meant to be washed away From mind and soul This is not the life to live Not the life to lead Not the life to behold Our history should be studied Respected Cherished Prized

Best Quote Ever
Someone dear to me sent this to me by text message and it touched me. I hope it does the same for you. "You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before and she may love again. But, if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being a human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." ~Bob Marley

My Duty
I have been called to serve my time, for our future I must fight. To protect our way of life and all of our god given rights. And with gods grace I will survive to once again be by your side, and with the chance that I may die I still refuse to say goodbye. Because its my duty to serve my time, its for your future I choose to fight. Its through your love I will survive and if in your heart I never die, I promise to alwyas be by your side for now and forever until the ends of time.

15k/100 Rates Rules...mon 3/16
MONDAY 3/16/09 AUTO'S ON: RULES FOR PAYOUT: 1. ALL PICS MUST BE RATED DURING HH OR NO PAY. 2. WHEN DONE SEND ME PM WITH THE FOLLOWING: a. Subject: # pics rated b. In Body: Folder name rated NO SHOUT BOX YOU WILL GET PAID ONCE I VERIFY YOUR RATES. I WORK FOR A LIVING SO GIVE ME A FEW DAYS NO CHEATING: I DO RUN A PROGRAM CALLED SPECTOR AND IT SCREEN SHOTS 24/7 SO I WILL KNOW WHAT U RATED LAST OF ALL LETS LEVEL UP TOGETHER THANK YOU

Kie's Fubar Fanatic Hour
Just to let Family and Friends know i will soon have my own on line music hour. My nephew Dkun81 is starting hes own online radio station and hes giving hes favorite auntie her own hour. So ill be looking for music to fill up that hour going to try to have as much of a variety of music on my hour as i can. If you have any suggestions please leave them in a private message to me so i can take a listen and try to get them added to my hour. Were still working the kinks out of it but hope to launch it in a week or so. Once he has i will post the stations online address on here so those who would like to can give it a listen. I may also be able to add some pictures to it so if you have any personal pics that arnt nsfw pics you want me to consider send me the link and ill take a look those pics i can use will get mentioned on my hour. Much love to all and Rock On! KIE

Ladie's Lock In And Need Release From A Auction Help Help!
AKAMRS. T IS GONE MAD HOLDING THESE WOMEN ON LOCK DOWN TILL SOME LUCKY PERSON FREE"S THEM TO BE OWNED FOR A MONTH! AUCTION WILL BEGIN AT 7:30 P.M EST.........................! NOW THE WARDEN WILL OPEN THE AUCTION TO LET YOU VIEW THEM, BUT YOU MUST BID ON THEM TO OWN THEM. HOST/WARD: PLAYMATES:

Submissive Women
i am a submissive woman. i find pleasure, joy and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship. i am not weak, or stupid. i am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life. i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. i look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am i more complete than when He is with me. i know that he will protect my body, my mind and my soul with His strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him. His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me. Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but i accept them thankfully, knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind. If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happin

Chapter 3
Tamer.. My Master's touch.. After taking my shower i go to the bedroom with no instruction from Master Tamer, i know what i must do. i fix my face and dry my hair, cream His body then a last finishing, touch a spray of tea rose perfume.. i am almost done for my Master. Lighting a few candles and putting His favourite music on, i put on a pair white panties and go get my collar out of its special box that sits on the dresser.. Kissing the inside of my collar as i always do, i put it on, with a quick brush of my hair once again i am done.. i move to the centre of the room and sit on the floor with my hands on my thighs, legs open i wait for Master Tamer. A song goes by then i hear the door close. He walks in the room, the noise of His boots gives me tingles as He walks towards me. Standing over me and not saying a word i kneel before Him, face down with my hands out in front of me right to the floor. He walks around me and checks me out then says “ass up pet”

Sex For Money
Eddie wanted desperately to have sex with a smokin hot girl at work, but she was with someone else. One day Eddie got so desperate that he went to her and said, "I'll give you $100 if you let me have sex with you." The girl looked at him shocked and said, "NO!" Eddie said, "I'll be real quick. I'll throw the money on the floor, you bend down and I'll finish by the time you've picked it up." She thought for a moment and said that she would have to consult with her boyfriend, so she called him and explained the situation. Her boyfriend says, "Ask him for $200, pick up the money really really fast, and he wont even be able to get his pants down." She agreed and accepts the proposal. Over half an hour goes by and the boyfriend is still waiting for his girlfriend's call. Finally, after 45 minutes the boyfriend calls and asks, "What happened?" Still breathing hard she managed to reply, "The FUCKER had all QUARTERS!!!!"

1 4 Mel
I’ve done some stupid things, Tried being friends with those I shouldn’t, or couldn’t But the most stupid thing I could ever do is lose you And I don’t want to be stupid. Not eloquent, nor poetic, but I meant it When I said it Do words always need to be beautiful Especially if they are truthful In type I can flow Let my emotions go, But when face to face they come out Like blha blarblah blo Wonder if spell check will catch that? Why can’t I speak to you , like I write, I don’t know, maybe my words fail to match The beauty I see in you Maybe it’s just the fear, One of many I need to find a way to let go, That I’ll say something wrong, Lot’s of times, when I’m quiet, It’s thoughts of you, I’m lost in, How gloriously high You fly in My minds Eye Soaring before all others Reaching heights I knew not existed Around your little finger I’m so willingly twisted To me you are the one, the only, Whose arms I

Only A Dumb Poem
"My Only Option" Do I have sign upon my forehead which reads,"Here is the joke of everyone's life"? I feel like I am all alone even though there are those who care for me. Wishing so many timesI had never been born. Asking myself everyday why it is I continue on in a life I seem to be unwantedin. Listening to the people around me always saying how worthless I am, Only seems to add to this depression I suffer from. Wondering why it is I was ever put onto this earth if I am so useless and such a burdon unto so many. I can not seem to ever do anything right at all, yet only fail as a man, a son and as a human being. There are days when the only thing I ask for, is only to die so everyone can be so much better off. Fro I know not all of them actually care what it is or how I feel. So just maybe, death is my only option left. James Page 3/15/2009 11:44pm

Life...i Am A Guessing
I am writing about Life these days...I am super sad and depressed! I want to try different things in my life..with different people. Well, with one person in general. I am not sure where to begin on this blog except for that...change is a hard thing for me. I am a real routine type of gal...I got my very own daily routine..and getting off balance is one of those things that gets to me! And besides that; this person is pretty damn far away from me...but that connection is just there for both of us..not quite sure what I wanna do with it all just yet. I am pretty sure where I want things to go. The questions are (1) Is he ready (2) Am I ready for a major change/ shake up in my life. (3) how will these changes affect my children/his? See it aint all about me....of course I have always liked to think that the world revolved around me...but I know that it doesnt. LOL... I guess I will change my philosophy to life...It IS my world..I am just letting you all live in it! There that

Pour Some Sugar On Me ~ Def Leppard
Step inside, walk this way You and me babe, Hey, hey! Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp Demolition woman, can I be your man? Razzle 'n' a dazzle 'n' a flash a little light Television lover, baby, go all night Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet Little miss ah innocent sugar me, yeah Hey! C'mon, take a bottle, shake it up Break the bubble, break it up Pour some sugar on me Ooh, in the name of love Pour some sugar on me C'mon fire me up Pour your sugar on me Oh, I can't get enough I'm hot, sticky sweet From my head to my feet yeah Listen! red light, yellow light, green-a-light go! Crazy little woman in a one man show Mirror queen, mannequin, rhythm of love Sweet dream, saccharine, loosen up You gotta squeeze a little, squeeze a little Tease a little more Easy operator come a knockin' on my door Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet Little

Obama's Gun Ban List
Alan Korwin - Author Gun Laws Of America www.GunLaws.com 03-12-09 Here it is, folks, and it is bad news. The framework for legislation is always laid, and the Democrats have the votes to pass anything they want to impose upon us. They really do not believe you need anything more than a brick to defend your home and family. Look at the list and see how many you own. Remember, it is registration, then confiscation. It has happened in the UK, in Australia, in Europe, in China, and what they have found is that for some reason the criminals do not turn in their weapons, but will know that you did. Remember, the first step in establishing a dictatorship is to disarm the citizens. Gun-ban list proposed. Slipping below the radar (or under the short-term memory cap), the Democrats have already leaked a gun-ban list, even under the Bush administration when they knew full well it had no chance of passage (HR 1022, 110th Congress). It serves as a framework for the new list the Brady's

My Dark Princess
My eyes bleed from her beauty, yet the pain is not enough to make me look away. After all these years of wondering, will my princess be the one that stays? My heart is locked up for protection, all because the many years of neglection. Pain flows thru me like the endless night, yet my dark princess has shed some light. What happens when dark worlds collide? One never knows if the pain will subside. And though I'm not ready to give away the key, It's dangling on a hook for all to see. She rules with a dark embrace, Still I wonder if she will vanish without a trace. I am at her beck'n call, Still leery that I may fall. Her kingdom is endless like the sea, Will she know when to be my security blanket or when to uncover me? The jester I could be, For her entertainment when she's in the mood for laughter and glee. My Dark Princess, I bow before you on a humbled knee, To show you I need you wickedly.

Well Ok....
I have had fun on here, but I am afraid its over... I will be deleting my account soon. I have met some really awesome people on here, and you know who you are. But I am just tired of this sight and the rest of the people on here. People take things way to seriously and need to realize its just a website. Thank you for all the fun and I will miss you all. xoxo

Togther Pt. Ii/event Horizon
Come to me in the night Speak my name and set me free Cast off the stones of your past Step across the bridge and begin life anew A touch is all I need Taste the future with me Hold me close as we move together This new world is a scary place New wonders to face Horizons to crest As one we will watch the sun rise and set Together You and I will watch the world burn We two will be reborn as one Let the chips fall and arrows fly We shall face all that is and will be So much strength found in the joining of two Hand in hand we will walk Together we shall travel through many gates The end we shall face with a smile Together...

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

A Mothers Real First Love
HOW IRONIC THE BARREN FIELD IN WINTER PREVAILING WINDS SCATTERING BLUEBIRDS RECALL ARM N ARM HOW I MISS U .. KIDS WE WAS LOVE WE HAD NEVER LOST JUST GAINED FIELD MOUSE SCRATCHES TO FIND MORSELS I DREAM OF MYRIAD ADVENTURES YOU IN THE FORTH OF JULY IN THE CORN HIDE AND SEEK HOT SUNBURNED WE DONT CARE JUST YOU N ME NO HINT OF BLUE TOMORROW NO SORROW OR REGRET ALL I HAD WAS YOU N TWO OTHER SMALL ONES THERE GROWN AND GONE WITH LOVE THAT STANDS SO STRONG ILL NEVER FORGET YOU MY FIRST REAL LOVE,, ILL NEVER REGRET THE FIRST DAY I HELD YOU,, YOU STOOD STRONG AND PROUD THEN NOW YOU STAND STRONG FOR ARE COUNTRY I LOVE YOU SON .. YOUR MY FIRST LOVE....

Gift From My Master....
To my Kitten In the coolness of dusk Talking quietly Of all the small things That are life The children playing And crickets chirping in the yard So close at hand But a world away As I gaze at your face in the glow It seems to me Your innder fire lights your countenance Twinkles in your eyes And ripples beneath your blouse Is it your fire that warms me Or my passion My satisfaction That you Sit before me Because that is where You need to be My tamed eruption Fierce kitten My treasure FM By my Master Kittytamer I love it baby xxx 1/18/08

Adult Questions
1. Is there anyone on your top friends list you had sex with? No 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Any time, bring it on! 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Left side. 4. Lights on or off? Either or depends on my partner 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Not yet. 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No 7. Shower or bath? Both. 8. Do you pee in the shower? Yes. 9. Mexican or Chinese? Both 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive 11. Love, money, or lust? Love and lust. Money isn't important. 13. Credit cards or cash? cash definitely. 14. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? My Father.....long story 15. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? Both. 16. Took a break....Hmmmm. I dunno 17. Would you shave your entire body (including your head)? No 18. Have you ever been to a strip club? Yes 20. Ever been to a

Ems
At times I think of all I see in my job from day to day So many times I want to quit yet, something makes me stay So many times I have questioned this path that I must take and how someone's life will be affected over the decisions that I make I went to school and learned the skills to become an EMT but when the class was over You weren't finished teaching me The most important lessons I have learned are the ones you teach me every day to have compassion for human life for I could be in their place And although I may see the worst of the world You have trained me to look for the best You have taught me to love and care for all You have blessed me with EMS

Personality Traits
Are you... 1. A bitch? try not to be. sometimes i have to be cruel when i dont wanna be at all. 2. A daydreamer? not quite as much as i used to be when i was younger, but i still find myself lost in world that is not my reality LOL 3. Shy? only around new people 4. Talkative? i come from a long line of talkers in my family LOL i could talk for hours as long as its an interesting subject and i am enjoying the person i am talking to. 5. Energic? dont i wish 6. Happy? gettin there 7. Depressed? sometimes, even when im not sure why. 8. Funny? i can be very animated at times lol, especially when i drink 9. Slutty? there is a little "slut" in all of us ;-) LOL 10. Boring? nah.... i try to keep it interesting. 11. Mean? unintentionally 12. Nice? i would say so 13. Caring? VERY! sometimes just a little to caring, and those that know i love them should know that. 14. Trustworthy? very much so 15. Confident

A Chapter Of Life
Recently, I had a very unfortunate thing happen. A woman with whom I was VERY close decided to end our friendship and to say the least, I am very sad that this happened. Now before I go much further, let me explain the relationship I had with this woman. We would email each other many, many times a day typically from about 8 AM until late at night. I traveled frequently and her emails saved me from many a boring night. I would share my very soul with her and I knew that I had nothing to fear. She shared her sorrow with me when her Mother died and her frustrations with friends & neighbors and even the dating scene. Though we lived in different States, we would meet periodically for lunch. All in all, I can say that I loved her but, unfortunately, she did not reciprocate. The long & short of it is that I wasn’t her type. Oh and did I mention that she is drop dead gorgeous? Blonde, slightly taller than me, VERY statuesque and her smile never failed to make my heart skip a beat.

Energy Level
Your Energy Level is Moderate For you, life is all about balance. You keep active, but you rest a lot too. You have enough vigor to get everything done... with a little left over for some fun. You find that you have plenty of energy, as long as you give yourself time to recharge. But if you don't take care of yourself, you notice that your energy levels really plummet. What's Your Energy Level?

What The Heck Is Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy???
Reflex sympathetic dystrophy syndrome (RSDS), also known as complex regional pain syndrome, is a rare disorder of the sympathetic nervous system that is characterized by chronic, severe pain. The sympathetic nervous system is that part of the autonomic nervous system that regulates involuntary functions of the body such as increasing heart rate, constricting blood vessels, and increasing blood pressure. Excessive or abnormal responses of portions of the sympathetic nervous system are thought to be responsible for the pain associated with reflex sympathetic dystrophy syndrome. The symptoms of reflex sympathetic dystrophy syndrome typically begin with burning pain, especially in an arm, finger, palm of the hand, and/or shoulder. In some individuals, RSDS may occur in one or both legs or it may be localized to one knee or hip. Frequently, RSDS may be misdiagnosed as a painful nerve injury. The skin over the affected area may become swollen (edema) and inflamed. Affected skin may be ext

Ghost P
A Ghost with no soul no heart and is just cold no one can love a ghost oh so You may say you do but he feels you dont You cherish and him but there is nothing there for him so as he goes off inot the night he looks back and know there was no place for a ghost to be a sight

The Difference Between Real Knowledge & A Phd
It has comes to my attention that now days most people that go to college love to use their fancy degrees to make themselves out to be better than someone who hasn't. I am not saying all of you do but for those that do this piece is for you . So Shut up listen and be prepared for the lesson of your life. Fist thing what exactly is a PHD. It is a piece of paper that tells you that you are smart when in truth who needs it. I never went to college and I had teachers my freshman yr in high school telling me I wrote better than most 5th yr college students. So you know what that means that means that as a 9th grader I was writing better than most people that already had one or two degrees. If I was that good you are probably asking yourself well if your that good why are you not in college then. Well I will tell you now because I have real knowledge. I don't need a piece of paper to tell me I am smart I know I am. Why spend all that money on a piece of paper think of the material that a

*sight* Another One For The Pile
-J- is in ...: what do you expect parading your tits all over the internet? sorry i showed interest ->-J- is in ...: good to know know why your talking to me though..later -J- is in ...: oh ->-J- is in ...: i don't want to see yours -J- is in ...: not even if i show you mine? -J- is in ...: that.... really sucks for me ->-J- is in ...: yeah i closed it -J- is in ...: your tease folder says friends only but i can't see ->-J- is in ...: yw and ty -J- is in ...: thanks for the drink, great pics btw -------------------------------------------------------------------- I guess men will never figure it out. They'll never realize that if they talk to a woman as a person and got to know her as a friend...that she might be more inclined to show herself to them. I'd much rather share my nude/nsfw photos with a guy thats taken some time to talk to me and get to know me. Instead of sharing my photos with some horny douchebag that has no interest in being my friend..just wants to see me u

Definition Of A "buffy"
Dumb Bitches that think they are better than everyone else. Dumb hoes that are fake as anything just to get attention they don't deserve! Thats right! I can show off my body but I don't do it to get attention! I do it because I freakin want to! I don't have to show my boobs and cunt to be sexy! I leave it to their imagination! Oh! Yeah! Another definition! Dumb sluts that screw with people's minds and hearts and would rather have fuck buddies than actual friends! Those who talk shit but when they get called out go crying like a little baby to their friends who can't help them! Bitches! haha just a bit of humor today lmfao

Steppinwolf Needs Help Please!
STARTING THIS BLOG I WILL THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE ON FUBAR FOR THE LUV AND RESPECT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME THE PAST 3 YEARS I HAVE BEEN A MEMBER. I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE I AM ATTRACTED TOO HERE ON FUBAR AND I NEED SOME HELP GETTING US TOGETHER. HER NAME ON HERE IS WHISPER SOFT. I AM IN OCALA FLORIDA WITH A FRIEND OF MINE AND SHE IS IN ARKANSAW LIVING IN HER CAR. WHEN I MET HER SHE WAS LIVING WITH AN ABUSIVE ALCOHOLIC. SHE CONTACTED ME FROM THE LOCAL LIBRARY THIS MORNING FROM HER LAP TOP TO TELL ME SHE HAVE MOVED INTO HER CAR FOR NOW. SHE IS USED TO THE MOUNTAINS SO SHE TOLD ME SHE WOULD HIDE THERE TEMPORARILY SO THE "COPS DIDNT HARRAS HER"! I AM ABOUT 1200 MILES FROM MY HOME IN BATVAVIA, NEW YORK AND MY MONEY FOR THE MONTH HAS RUN OUT. WE ARE TRYING TO GET HER HERE AND THEN TRAVEL BACK HOME TO START A NEW LIFE THERE TOGETHER SMILES! WE ARE ASKING AND PRAYING TO THE 'GREAT SPIRIT' FOR DONATIONS TO BE SENT TO US FOR TRAVEL EXSPENSES. IF YOU CAN HELP US CONTACT ME VIA MY E MA

You Have 24 Hours To Tell Your Friends That You Love Them (including Me) I Love You! So...go!!!!!
Sweet words are easy to say, Sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whom ever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... Forward this to all the people whom U consider as your true friend. Dont forget to send it back to ME ..... If U Care........ Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love or don't want to lose in 2009, even me.... If you get 3 back, you are a great friend

Repost Of A Friends Blog
Im reposting this blog by Stephanie Lynn because as one of the many who sit here on a daily basis watching people spend money here it really bothers me when I know that the money squandered here could be better served. I am one of the have nots. Layed of since October and struggling to survive. Without the kindness of a few friends who are to humble to be named I WOULD NOT SURVIVE this storm of financial crisis. Read her words and heed them. $35 for an auto 11 will feed me for a week. A happy hour will pay my cable and feed me that week. I wish i was better fixed or I'd be "handing it forward" too to help someone else. Read her words: "I can't believe you remember me... One last thing I want to say to y'all... my friends... It is such a big world out there... and frankly, it's not looking that great. Maybe I'm biased living in NYC... but I know so many people across this country that are not doing well... that need a job, or help with their grocery bill, paying for c

Friends
I LOOK ON FUBAR ALL DAY LONG LOOKING FOR SOME PEOPLE TO BE FRIENDS.I KNOW THAT MY WEB PAGES PROBALBLY SUCKS BUT IM FIXING IT AS FAST AS I CAN. I SEND MESSAGES OUT ALL THE TIME AND SOMETIMES PEOPLE RESPOND HEY SOMETIMES THEY EVEN ASK ME TO BE A FRIEND THAN THEY JUST SEEM TO DISAPPER AND ARE NEVER TO BE HEARD FROM AGAIN.IM STARTING TO WONDER IF ANYONE ON THIS SIGHT EVEN IS INTERESTED IN HOW IT WORKS YOU KNOW MEETING,CHATTING AND RESPONDING TO EACH OTHER.

Fibromyalgia
Fibromyalgia is something I live with every day of my life. There are good days and bad days. Good days are still limited some but the bad days are hell. You hurt all over, and you frequently feel exhausted. Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition characterized by widespread pain in your muscles, ligaments and tendons, as well as fatigue and multiple tender points — places on your body where slight pressure causes pain. --------------------------------------------- Fibromyalgia (new lat., fibro- fibrous tissue, Gk. myo- muscle, Gk. algos- pain), meaning muscle and connective tissue pain (also referred to as FM or FMS), is a disorder classified by the presence of chronic widespread pain and a heightened and painful response to gentle touch (tactile allodynia).[1] Other core features of the disorder include debilitating fatigue, sleep disturbance, and joint stiffness. In addition, persons affected by the disorder frequently experience a range of other symptoms that involve multiple bo

This Is The Coolest Mother .... Ever
Like most mothers Lucy Baxter wants her child to live a fully rounded life - including the experience of a physical relationship and even finding love. But her 21-year-old son Otto has Down's syndrome and has had trouble finding a partner. So she is appealing for women to come forward so Otto can 'enjoy the same experiences as other men his age'. Lucy Baxter is doing all she can to find a girlfriend for her son Otto, 21, so he can lose his virginity. She says she is even prepared to go so far as to pay for a prostitute for her adopted son. Miss Baxter, 50, also hopes he may one day become a father - despite the controversy this may attract. 'Society has a learning disability when it comes to Down's syndrome,' she said. 'Why should these people be kept separate and pigeon-holed when they have the same emotions, desires and feelings as so-called normal people? 'If he doesn't get a girlfriend, I will feel really bad, because I have sold him this thing that he is like everybody

R.i.p Lil Chris Prevent Child Abuse
http://www.wtov9.com/news/18960202/detail.html http://www.wtov9.com/news/18950669/detail.html AS I SIT HERE TONITE I THINK OF A CHILD NAMED CHRIS JOY JR..HE WAS 18 MO OLD CHILD BEATEN TO DEATH BY HIS MOTHERS BOY FRIEND..CHRIS HAD LIVED WITH HIS GRANDMOTHER AND FATHER ALL HIS LIVE FOR CHILD SERVICES CAME AND PICKED UP CHRIS TOOK HIM TO HIS MOTHERS HOUSE SAYING SHE WAS REHABALITAITED..A WEEK LATER HE WAS FOUND BEATEN DUE TO BLUNT FORCE TRAUMA .. THERE WAS PICTURES TAKEN OF CHRIS NOT BUT 3 DAYS PRIOR OF HIM WITH BRUSES ALL OVER HIS BODY .. BUT NO REPORT WAS MADE BY CHILD SERVICES TO THE POLICE .. WICH MEANS AT 18 MO OLD THAT LIL BOY WAS TAKEN FROM HIS LIFE.. AND ONES THAT LOVED AND CARED FOR HIM WAS ..TAKEN BY THE CHILD SERVICES AND PLACED IN HANDS THAT BEAT HIM FOR A WEEK THAT CAUSED HIM TO DIE..ABOVE ARE SOME LINKS TO THE NEW BRIEFIENG..I SIT AND WRITE THIS LETTER BECAUSE CRIS'S GRAND MOTHER WAS A FAMILY FRIEND AND IT HIT TO CLOSE TO MY HEART THEN I FELT ASHAMED CAUSE I LOOKE

It's A Game ! Omfg
first of all if you have sensitive eyes don't fucking read this! All we all can read, yes I am FU-MARRIED! okay now that we understand that I am FU-MARRIED not literally married, I will continue..... I'm not the one to push anymore, I'm not asking anyone for anything. Someone has a big problem with the fact that I am FU-MARRIED so please fucking allow me to present you all with the facts: My FU-HUSBAND thatirishguy is a great friend. we have common interests and we can talk to each other about everything! Matt aka thatirishguy is like the sweetest person i have ever met and its genuine, he is who he is! And if you all really must know, I proposed, he said yes, and we sealed the deal! we have talked to each other every day practically and not that it really matters but I totally enjoy our FRIENDSHIP! yeah thats right, we aren't a couple in real life, I care a lot about him and you would too if you knew him or even took the time to talk to him! I don't know what the futu

I Know You...
I know you..you are too short.. you had bad skin... you couldnt talk to them very well.. WoRds didnt seem to work..they lied when they came out of your mouth.. YoU tried soo hard to understand them.. YoU wanted to be part of what was happening.. You saw them having fun..and it seemed such a mystery, almost magic.. It made you think..that there was something wrong with you..Youd look in the mirror, trying to find it.. You thought that you were ugly..and that everyone was looking at you.. So you learned to be invisible.. To look down, to avoid conversation.. THe Hours..Days..Weekends..ahhh the weekend nights alone..where were you? In the basement?...IN the Attic?..In your room? Working some job..just to have something to do.. Just to have a PlAce just to put yourself.. Just to HaVe a way to Get away from THEM.. A chance to get away from the ONES who made you feel so STRANGE and ILL AT EASE inside YOURSELF.. Did you ever get invited to one of their parties? you sat and wonderd if youd GO

How Then Can We Cry?
Everyone had begun the celebration of all things srping. The snow was melting,St.Patrick's day,tupils peeking thru and other things Then it happened! I felt you quicken and it took my breath away. Fear was mixed with joy,my inner core calm. My primal mind said women do this everydat. Once at the hospital, endless hours of walking the halls began. It was there I came upon two old friends. One was a doctor,the other a plumber with only hours to live. This is how it is they said,one life leaves,another comes in. Yet,something was wrong.I couldn't belive them and buy in. You'd arrive very soon but my heart said'Not for long'. Who could I tell? Who would belive? Doctors,nurses,family all said 'There there dear' and patted my head. Baby mine,beautiful and perfect. For three days I fought them like I was insane. All I wanted was truth.Perfect was not perfect but they played their game Born with the wisdom of the angels and the ages in your eyes You would gaze into my eyes and

Baby Murdered In Ohio
http://www.wtov9.com/news/18950669/detail.html PLEASE PASS THIS AROUND TO ALL ON YOUR LIST , THIS IS OF A BABY IN OHIO THAT WAS MURDERED ... THESE PARENTS NEED ALL THEY CAN GET AS I KNOW MY SELF WHAT ITS LIKE TO LOSE A BABY SO PLEASE PASS THIS ON .....PLEASE READ THIS AND PLAY THE VIDEO ON IT .. THIS IS SAD AND I KNOW HOW IT FEELS AND MY HEART GOES OUT TO THIS FAMILY ... EVERYONE PLEASE PASS THIS BLOG ON AND EVERYONE SIGN IT PLEASE... THANK YOU IN ADVANCE ....

Bury My Heart In Africa
Bury my heart in Africa it's the last place I truly felt free! Bury my heart in Africa it is the place I felt at home! Let my ashes blow across the land. May they touch the places where the great ones walked,may they mix with and nurture the land, as the land has nurtured me.Let the grass where they are spread may the grass be green! So please bury my heart in Africa allow my soul to be free!!

I Have A Question For All Of You Who Voted For Obama Based On The Economy.
You threw a fit like a two year old over George Bush's spending because he spent 1 trillion in 8 years fighting two wars and freeing 60 million people from dictatorship. How do you feel about your golden boy Obama spending 3 trillion in 2 months? Please explain to me how Funding Abortions over seas is going to Stimulate the Economy? Please explain to me how 3 billion dollars to fund Acorn is going to stimulate the Economy? That is not stimulation that is a pay off for the mass voter fraud they committed on behalf of Obama. Voter Fraud that they are now pleading Guilty to in different states across the country. Acorn is a non profit organization. They do not pay people they have volunteers. They do not create jobs which pay, they do not make money as an organization. That is what Non Profit means. How is it mathematically possible for this money to stimulate the economy? Doesn't anyone think it is funny that they keep saying we need the money to help people, they have spent 3 trillion d

What Matters Most
He weaves his way over the sunlit blades of emerald leaves, And the crystal stream babbles tales of certain dreams and hopes and loves. The air resounds with hidden wings, a gentle breeze Caressing Daisies and Buttercups, nodding softly to themselves entranced by the recital of the crystal ripples. Enchanted beams of purest light...golden.. dazzling reflect from the depths of passion filled eyes, lighting his way unto her. She weaves her way among the falling Blossoms, a striking darkness against the pure white cascade, of falling petals. Creating a carpet of silk for her to travel. The trees whisper tales of truest love, and the wind chimes gently sing Soothing songs of hope...patience...forever. Filling her soul and mind. Shadows lengthen, the first shimmering star pokes through the dusky haze of night Fireflies weave their way through darkened groves, creating a fairyland of dreams Entwined in a circle, flowers, fireflies and trees Gather to watc

Kelly Clarkson - If No One Will Listen Lyrics
Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears And so you fight to keep from pouring out But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul Do you think that there's enough you might drown? If no one will listen, if you decide to speak If no one's left standing after the bombs explode If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are I will be here still No one can tell you where you alone must go There's no telling what you find there And, God, I know the fear that eats away at your bones It's screaming every step, "Just stay here? If no one will listen, if you decide to speak If no one's left standing after the bombs explode If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are I will be here still If you find your fists are raw and red from beating yourself down If your legs have given out under the weight If you find you've been settling for a world of gray So you wouldn't have to face down your own hate If no one will listen, i

Help Trinket Level Plzzzzz
Let me introduce you to a great friend, Trinket. He's currently a level 21 Fubarlord and trying to get to level 22 of Henchman. He's 130k away right now. Come help me to help him level please. He's got bunches of pics as well as stash items to rate. Click on his link below and get started. For all help received, I am offering a custom creation of your choice. Just pm me or leave a comment here and let me know what you want and I'll get it made for you. Examples can be found in my albums as well as here in my blogs. Thanks for all your help in advance. T®îñkè† Øwñè® ºƒ Wî¢kèd Rèålm$@ fubar

Intuition
I woke up this morning feeling okay, but still stressed about our financial problems. I had to go to the store and get a few things for supper, and when I came home. It was like this horrible bad feeling came over me. I started to feel angry and wanted to cry but didnt know why. Well (sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) I soon found out that my feelings were justified. My oldest boy Derek whos been helping us out paying our bills etc. Was told to go home today along with his bro Chris and all the other guys that were at the plant to were told to go home till Monday. Seems there isnt any work comming in and Derek might be temporary laid off but as to how long not sure. I just started to cry my heart out. All I could think of there goes every thing we ever had and now strike 3 we're out for good. We will have lost every thing again for the 3rd time. And I feel so bad for hubby. Another failure is how he is gonna look at this. I said to son well if we lose our home

My Love Affair
My Love Affair I know each line and every curve Enraptured by a GORGEOUS Angel As I lay next to you in the dark And into passion we fell Soft lips pressed hard together The taste of My Angel drives me to the brink I open my arms and plunge in deep The chain becomes stronger with each link Light finger strokes turn to strong grasps Muscles flex and relax in rhythm As sweat pours from our souls Our fires burn so deep within Each time our bodies become one I feel my loneliness depart Each time you whisper my name I feel myself melt into your heart I scream for this to be my reality But only into your picture do I stare For this passion is only one sided It is just me in My Love Affair

Remebering The First Nite~ Love At First Touch~
A gasp of breath caught in his throat as her hand brushed against his arm. Her enchanting musical laughter proclaimed her feminine charm. He trembled as she leaned to him to whisper in his ear thunder roared in his head but he couldn’t seem to hear. The warmth of her promising smile melted his heart so cold her splendor dazzled his cyinc’s eyes and caused his shriveled soul to unfold. She sat as though waiting for him and offered her hand for his own he took her fingers lightly in his, sighing now, a lover’s moan.

Keep Alive & Burning!
You can sing or whistle, Under the moon & stars, You can dance till the dying day, until the end, You can fight those things you can't forgive, watch distasnt shadow's, Fade away into the the distance, Fight all you wish. Some people in your circle carry a torch & a warm blazing heart. Flowers fall from every footstep they take, Rose's bloom, Smiles drift upon the wind & warm hug's in transparent dream's, The tree's hold there bark wrapping there inner hard soul. No matter how you try, You'll never kill dream's, They roll off in papery dreams of bliss, Parchment & pen, Paints a picture of happiness under the warm aura enveloping me, In mystic dreams unknown , the past & the future. Thorns may sprout from our stems, In pure defecne, Born & bred from the same soil, in nutrition & warmth, Tenereded with caring hands with the soil & sand, Fresh from te earth , a warm soul tises, Bright & true. Picked by a child or adult they have lived, Where they were placed that

My Bucket List (before I Kick It)
My Bucket List (Not in any particular order) 1Share a sunset on a white sand beach with someone I love. 2. Fall in love. 3.live a life where one day people will remember me fondly. 4. be able to be so fluent in Spanish I think in the language no translation in my head necessary. 5. finish my degree in Sociology/Criminology 6. get a degree double majoring in Linguistics and theology 7. Appear on a body bag show (CSI, etc) on Halloween so I can play a dead person and go to a party in full makeup 8. jump out of an airplane way above the earth, and scream Achtung! (in other words skydive) 9. take a martial art and get my black belt 10. See my writing in publication either in lyrics or print. 11. visit Sedona Arizona 12.Go to Canada and meet in person a group of people who changed my life online. 13. Meet everyone I have ever written to in the community websites I'm cross enrolled in. 14.Thank every artist (musician, painter) or actor in peron who is still living t

Check This
So, obama is supposed to be all about tolerance right? well apparently 3rd party people are "domestic terrorists" But wait a second, I thought obama said that words like "terrorists" were offensive, so which is it you bastard? I'm a libertarian, i believe in guns and in freedom, am i, Mr. King George Obama a terrorist? No i am not, i'm a patriot. I love the ideals this nation was founded on, you think your "Idol" Lincoln would be proud of you? no, he's rolling over in his grave. Are you so afraid of different people that you're gonna label them as terrorists just because they might threaten your power or because you lost what little support you had from them and now you're holding a grudge? which is it. being afraid of someone else of a different color is racism. You cannot take away my right to be a libertarian. Brand me as a terrorist, throw me in jail, but you will be found out, and i will laugh in jail because i was right. Everyone was all like "der! impeach bush! der!" but t

28 Brothers
Fallen Brothers By me 28 gone, in a moment in time- no warning no escape- 28 soldiers risked their lives dedicated- to the country they served- 28 familes in mourning in tears- forever gone forever untouched- 28 friends their laughter silenced- their voices no more- 28 Brothers come home in a box- grieving families stand alone- 28prayers offered today for peace- for courage God's blessings- 28 Friends and Brothers less , we are only 4 left. Mrrcp 2007

Scared Bishes On Fubar Who Talk Sh!t And Hide Behind Their Cpus!
So... welcome everyone to my first Blog! Maybe this'll start a trend, I dunno... Anyways... So today I bought a friend from my area who was sorta new to fubar and unowned... She's a pretty girl, has a lotta style and pizazz, and is quite popular I suppose... Well, in any case, this fu-tard comes along, buys her from me for the minimum and causes me to lose out, then he proceeds to send me all sortsa sh!ttalk in messages and in my Shout Box... Then the F@ggot goes and blocks me, so I can't put the little cretin in his place. This just Irks me! I wish I could go tell him to take a flying f*ck. So, if you know this guy... â˜£ Silent K â˜¢ *fu-engaged 2 ->KAT!3*... (I don't have his whole name cause that's all I could get, he's a DJ in some lounge or owns some lounge I believe... I dunno) I implore you, kill him and put him out of his misery please! Then send me his charred remains, that'd be AWESOME! Thanks, all, for stopping by...

Mum
DEAR MUM, ALTHOUGH YOU ARE GONE MY MEMORIES AND LOVE FOR YOU STILL LIVE ON TAKEN AWAY ON THAT TRAGIC DAY MY MUM DEAR MUM, THEY SAYI CAN HEAL BUT THAT MAKES ME FEEL SAD INSIDE BECAUSE YOU DIED AND I DIDN'T SAVE YOU YOU'VE SEEN MY LIFE FROM THE OTHER SIDE AND AT LEAST I CAN SAY WITH PRIDE MY MUM IS STILL WATCHING ME MY MUM WILL ALWAYS BE THERE BY MY SIDE I SAY WITH GREAT PRIDE I LOVE YOU MUM

Spring Fling
css"> table, tr, td { background-color:transparent; border:none; border-width:0;}">Spring Is In The Air!!! I am starting my very first fubar train, and I thought today would be the perfect day to begin this one! It is spring equinox! So, here are the train rules: 1. No Drama!!!! No Drama!!!! No Drama!!!! 2. Rate all the pics in this folder, I know there are a lot, but I will be making 2 personalized tags for this train, start with this pic: 3. Rate Fan and Add all the train riders ahead of you. Also leave a comment, like “Spring is in the air” or Spring time. 4. Don’t forget to rate, fan and add your hostess! Also, Private Message me to be added to the blog, and don’t forget to post the updated bulletin. 5. TxWildFlower'73@ fubar 6. Pleas repost the bulletin!! This will help us all to get more riders on the train, the more the merrier!! It’s a great way to meet people. 7. If your settings don’t allow anyone but friends to view your profile, no complaining whe

~adrift~
lost in the grand scheme of things forever in perpetual motion seeing but not seeing feeling but not feeling a constant battle of what is real or illusion adrift in a vast world of saints and sinners charlatans and the righteous always at my door wanting more giving nothing tearing me apart bit by bitter bit for their own selfish lustful needs never giving always taking filling my heart with sadness and angst leaving me to my inner chaos broken and alone

Having Computer Trouble
to all of my good friends, I have been having computer trouble for the past month which left me unable to log into fubar. thank you for all of the love while i have been gone. If the problem continues i can be reached on facebook and yearbook under the name Judy Rideout. Also my e-mail address is jrideouta@myfairpoint.net. I look forward to staying in touch with all of you.

My Desire
MY DESIRE I want to see your smile that says the devil may care I want to see your eyes that say beware I want to hear that laugh that makes me higher come to me now, you are my desire There is a flame that burns down below there is a pressure that makes it flow growing out of control, there is a fire come to me now, you are my desire I want to run my hands over your soft yet firm curves I want to kiss the places that hit the right nerves I want to do the things that take your senses higher come to me now, you are my desire I want to touch your face and run my fingers through your hair I want to be hypnotized by your sexy stare When I hold you in my arms, I never tire come to me now, baby you are my desire I want your kisses where it's a little dirty and seamy I want your caresses where it makes me all hot and steamy If I said I don't crave your touch, I'd be a liar come to me now, you are my desire I want you to want me the way I want you if there i

Watching My Heart Die
Watching My Heart Die I am alone now in my misery All the love I have rotting in the dark With so much more left to give Now my eyes have lost their spark I was not your first choice I am not even on that list Instead of kissing my love It is death I have kissed Your happiness is my loss As this silence deteriorates my life I scream but you do not hear My feelings only cause more strife Each tear I shed is another moment away from you Look away My Love don’t watch me cry I will just lay next to your picture Watching My Heart Die

Don't Watch Me
Don’t Watch Me If you could see into my eyes Looking through the tears You might get a glimpse Of all my darkest fears Time gruelingly passes slowly I lay in bed at night alone Starring at pictures of you In the dark my heart groans Watching you walk away Seeing you leave that day Feeling my life decay Becoming a homeless stray My Love if you cut me open You would see how empty I am My broken pieces turn to ash My misery has broken the dam I fake my smiles to others To hide my inner pain If you could see into my soul You would see black tears like rain Watching you walk away Seeing you leave that day Feeling my life decay Becoming a homeless stray The ink in my pen now dust My pallet colors dried My canvas now un-paintable Digging the grave inside If looking at a broken soul You can not bear to see Or witness a man crumble Then Don’t Watch Me

Toilet Paper
Here's a question that bugs me. Well, not much. I could've MUMMed it but then I'd have had to start with "This isn't a MUMM" and there would have been righteous smackdowns. So... Why is it that when toilet paper is on the roll, it's generally (unless it's low quality cheap crap) soft... But if you tear it off and leave it on the side for like half an hour, it goes harder?

Homeless
YOU KNOW LIFE IS SO SHORT THESE DAYS.. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW BRINGS TO YOU OR YOUR LOVED ONES.. THAT IS WHY IM DOING THIS BLOG TODAY... ITS FRIDAY MARCH 20TH 2009. AND 245PM... I VOLUNTEER AT A CHRISTIAN BOOK STORE, I DO NOT GET PAID FOR IT BUT I AM THERE IF ANYONE NEEDS HELP WITH ANYTHING. WE WORK WITH THE COMMUNITY AS WELL AS RUN A SMALL CUTE LIL BOOK STORE TO SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT GOD... I LOVE WORKING HERE IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE IM DOING MY THING FOR GOD.. I DO GO TO CHURCH AND I AM A CHRISTIAN. BUT THIS BLOG IS IN REGARDS TO A LIL OLD LADY THAT I JUST LEARNED ABOUT TODAY, SHE IS IN HER 50'S AND HOMELESS. I GUESS SHE WAS IN THE BOOKSTORE EARLIER THIS WEEK AND MY OTHER CO-WORKER BOUGHT HER LUNCH N LET HER STAY N READ A BOOK. WHICH IS WONDERFUL.. THERE IS A SHELTER SHE CAN GO TO AT NIGHT FROM 8PM-7AM. BUT THEN AFTER THAT THEY KICK HER OUT AND SHE WALKS THE STREETS ALL DAY.... WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR FAMILY MEMBER?? YOUR MOTHER? YOUR SISTER?? YOUR AUNT?? YOUR BE

Douche #1
Am posting this blog as a public service to all the ladies from Fubar. After 3 years of being here it still amazes me the rudeness and lack of tact of some people here. Yes I have NSFW but that in no way gives anyone the right to be rude/disrespectful to me when i have done nothing but be nice to them. So do yourself a favor and block these idiots as i add to the blog. The first honorary inductee is this 24 year old who earned himself the supreme honor of being blocked by moi! Not many are I have a high tolerance for bullshit but not today! So please welcome him to the Douche Folder! Have a great weekend ya'll! Shoutbox transcript: ->SupErman: i could be a very good friend and i am a very good woman but unfortunately your closed mine and hard penis wont let you see that ->SupErman: pardon me for complimenting you on your eyes and being nice only to be spoken to with rudeness. Maybe in your country they treat women with disrespect i dunno but this one doesnt tolera

Quick Update.
I'm still managing to pop off and on. Jeff's been busy the last couple of days, so I've actually had free time. He had a job interview today. He made it to stage 3. We bought his ticket for the 30th. We move on the 31st. We're renting an SUV with fold down seats instead of a van or towing anything. Decided to own the system. Cost less to rent SUV than the tailor alone. We're geniuses sometimes. Autumn still has pneumonia. Week 5 now. I'm scared, but oh so excited.

Upper Management
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Why Do People Find It So Easy Not To Cheat?
Why do I find it so easy not to cheat? So, are cheaters born cheaters, or do certain situations cause people to cheat? Probably a little bit of both. Here are some situations that make people cheat: 1. Bored I'd say this is the most common reason that people cheat.It's tough to keep that edge throughout a relationship. Things start off grand and then level off and then you both realize that it's still real life. When you meet someone else, that inaugural excitement of a new relationship kicks back in. 2. Dependence At first glance, cheating seems like independent behavior. It could be interpreted as doing what you want, when you want. But I would argue that cheating is a dependent behavior. A cheater is dependent because they are not strong enough to break up with their significant other in order to get with the new person. 3. Confusion Sometimes life or a particular situation can get to you. When the perfect storm of confusion is going on in your head, you make mistak

I Could Have Loved You
I could have loved you. You were everything I had ever known and more. You were sweeter Than my mind could even dream. I could have loved you Till forever and beyond, To the place where Only dreams carry on. We could have been Something from which legends are made. Our passion could have exploded Burning us till only ashes remained. Oh yes, I could have loved you. Now I can never love you, The lies you told Have hurt so many, I now know you for who you are. I could have loved you If your wife didn’t already have you!

Oh Snap ...krombinator & Allma R Back! ... Look What They Did This Time!
Allma & krombinator Part 2 This 2 persons r really tarded ... THEY STiLL MAKE FAKE ACCOUNTS TO DOWNRATE ME AND TheGateToCemetery. THEY DO THiS SiNCE WE BLOCKED THEM This is how it started .... (krombinator always posted autoplay music videos on TheGateToCemeterys page ... i wrote him and told him to stop this shit ... cause i know him since long time and though he might understand! HA ... funk that ... he said : YOU R JUST JEALOUS THAT U DONT GET SOME ViDEOS! and TADAAAAAAAAA .... he did the same shit with my profile! i wrote him and told him to fukk off and blocked his azz! then he and his friend Allma used their fake profiles (they have a lot cause they needed them to cheat in contests) and come to our profiles from time to time only to downrate us! not like i give a fukk about that ... but they rated TheGateToCemeterys pic so fukkin down that he had a pic rating of 4,3 - 6,8 HERE R THEiR PROFilE LiNKS krombinator krombinator@ fubar

Me
In the past few months i have experienced some wild shit that i would have never done in my life.. But it has also opened my eyes to see that i can do or be anyone i want to be.. For the past 6 yrs i have let people talk me down and i have changed alot, but the old me has risen.. So watch out......... I'm not a scared little girl anymore and i refuse to be treated like on.

Fantastic Rib Rub
Rub for ribs or meat of choice.Great if you need to double it.I also tried this on turkey wings and grilled them 1 tablespoon granulated garlic powder 4 tablespoons brown sugar ½ tablespoon cumin ½ tablespoon cayenne pepper ½ tablespoon onion powder 1 tablespoon chili powder 1 tablespoon paprika 1 tablespoon salt

When A Man Says He Loves You
When a man says he loves you and says he's main concern is your happiness. Listen not to what he says, But what he does. Be sure his actions speaks to his words and his love is true and real. Cuz it will hurt like shit when he shows you the true meaning of, ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS

Swearing Is The Best Medicine
hmmm... i was thinking today that it's rather odd how i actually feel better on a day when someone cuts me off, runs me off the road, rides my ass, or otherwise offends me while driving. why would i feel such zen-like calm after such an event that will carry me throughout the rest of my day and possibly even help me sleep better? so as i was thinking about this today suddenly it came to me - hello mr lightbulb! when i am driving i feel very free to curse, display my special finger, lay on my horn, shake my head- throw my hands up, and declare the stupidity of the offending driver. what a fabulous way to relieve stress!! i get to take out my aggression on my steering wheel, call people names, scream my frustration to the unfortunate bad driver (who very fortunately cannot hear my special talent for swearing) and then continue on with my day feeling light, carefree, and unusually patient! please note that the opinion expressed in this blog has not been evaluated by the fda and side eff

Blank Pages And High Expectations
hmmm... recently realized i'm pretty intimidated by blank notebooks. sick right? the empty pages just seem so judgemental- expectantly sitting there, challenging my ability to fulfill all the promise a blank notebook might hold... to make it's existence memorable & worthwhile. i imagine the humiliation i might suffer were i a notebook wasted on such trivial crap as a mere to-do list or address book- what horror a 15 year old could inflict with predictable poetry or bon jovi song lyrics! ...do 15 year olds still listen to bon jovi? anyway. i think were i a notebook i'd aspire to such notebook legends as the diary of anne frank or laura ingalls book that inspired little house on the prarie- but would realistically be happy with with a bridget jones-esque version of my days that would be interesting should it ever be discovered. so i sit and stare at the blank pages which seem to read my mind ... a doodle pad? really?

I Really Hate It When....
I tell someone that I do not look like my pictures all the time & they disagree with me! Quite often I'm just lounging around in something big, loose, and comfortable. Don't ask me where I'm from, I'm not here to try to meet up with you to suck your cock. I'm from a town that has more than its' fair share of gas stations, fast food chains, and strip clubs. I'm not interested in you coming into my job to see what I do. I'm not interested in hanging out with you, regardless of how nice of a guy you are. I don't need offline friends, I have them in spades. If I want something offline, I get it offline. I'm here to make internet friends, have a good time, and just bullshit my time away.

Wanting To Belong To You
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Can I Get A New Lawyer?
These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters that had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning? WITNESS: He said, 'Where am I, Cathy?' ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you? WITNESS: My name is Susan! ______________________________________ ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active? WITNESS: No, I just lie there. ____________________________________________ ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory? WITNESS: I forget. ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot? __________________________________________ * ATTORNEY: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until t

Red Alert
Libra - March 22, 2009 A situation occurs in your love life that is like an alarm going off, a red alert. The current astral configuration almost causes you to blow a fuse, not out of anger or frustration, but out of pure lustful attraction for someone. You don't want to believe it is happening, because it is madly rocking your boat. But it is happening: you are falling desperately in love. Should have read this earlier in the day...considering i talked to way to many people today lol great

Hypocrites
I read all profiles. As many as I read, I do not always keep everyone's personal preferences straight. I may occasionally comment 'wassup?' without meaning any offense. I rarely use SB as I find it awkward and cumbersome. I find it extremely offensive when I get an invitation to a lounge (READ MY PROFILE)! Some people find it offensive (IN THEIR PROFILE!!!) that others do not bother to read THEIR profile but deem it acceptable to ignore reading that person's profile. I try to treat everyone with the respect that I would appreciate but I am very irritated when the people who STATE SPECIFICALLY in their profile that they despise improper grammar, syntax, punctuation or spelling are consistently incorrect in some or all of it!!!!!!!! I AM NOT PERFECT!!! If you find anything in my profile or in any message that I send using an improper use of the language, I welcome your constructive criticism. ** I do, however, find it disrespectful to criticize using improper etiquette.... OK, I have h

Companion
The breeze is getting colder as I walk dutifully through a midnight spring storm. The air singing like passionate mementos the rain kissing not barraging not assaulting. A narrow eyed dog at my heel contemplating the mystery of skyward drink landing softly on dusty fur. I clad only in hardly more than emaciated sinew a gentle steam rising from my overworked body. Escaping in greedy heaving breaths. Spattered with a few droplets of blood soon to be washed stinging with a hundred nips and cuts. A nocturnal waltze had taken place not ten minutes ago of charge lunge dodge sweep pin snap and twirl. Her eyes crazed with blood-scented play time I- simply looking for an excuse to breathe. To depart escape flee the shackles of an occupied leather chair in front of the glowing hum of an infinitely knowledgeable siren. What witnesses we may have shocked in our well rehearsed dance of forcefully flung bodies of fake mercy pleas gentle throat locks and spurre

Not Forgotten
I was married and my Wife passed away from colon cancer... I did everything i could to be the best husband possible and i wish that the children still had there mother here with me to raise them. She was a wonderful mother and just had this influenc upon people within the first few moments of meeting them. I was working for a restaurant corporation learning to be a corporate trainer and was gone for 2 weeks at a time and the first weekend that i got back home i took her out and sang the song that is in this video for her. It was the longest time till now that i had ever been away from my family. i hope you enjoy the video. I miss you baby

The Top Ten Reasons Why Boys Suck, Well... Some Of Them.
**Disclaimer... To all of my dearly beloved friends with weiners, I am not talking about you, if I were, I'd have punched you in the scrot already... Mark, even though I ninja kicked you there, I am also not talking about you... Just don't make me show you that I can get out of a standing leg grab, and your nuts will be safe and sound, and not throbbing. Love ya! 10. Why do boys think that girls want to marry / live with every boy they meet? I just fucking met you, you bitch... Don't tell me that you imagine what it would be like to come home to me every night... Creepy bastard! 9. Really? You're going to get pissed and jealous if I don't answer a fucking text message two seconds after you send me one? Are you shitting me? Freakazoid! 8. Sometimes girls are just looking to hook up too, not everyone wants a boyfriend, especially if it's a stupid boy, so don't tell me that you want to be my boyfriend after we've been hanging out for an hour, unless you want a

With Out You
In the Nights as I do lay here Thinking of the world that I do care Feeling the thoughts of not long ago Wishing still to remember still Feeling your touch your kiss upon my lips Feeling your hand caress my hair and to rest on my hips Tasting your lips so soft and sweet Feeling your heart beat as you rest Hearing your words as you tell me say, I love you Loving me for whom I am and for all I do Stolen away from me that tragic night Stolen away from me taking flight Never to return never to see Now just a rotting corpse laying here beneath me For I wish it was me there instead of you To rest for all time instead of you A tear runs down my cheek thinking of how Your beauty was taking from me Wishing for all time once more, I could see Your face resting upon my chest Now dirt lays between our arms as we rest Love never dies but turns into torment and pain For without you my love I have nothing less to gain

Let Looose
Let looose, Thank you, You used & abused me, I can't breathe, I cannt sleep. This is fou Tigrees, Monkey & all, Let the Tiger loose, I bend & break, For what ? Only to be tossed, Away & cold, In silent dreams, lost in music & time. I'm not a trophy, For you, Heed these word's Letting loose!

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My Turn Offs
I don't care for guys with huge egos. Otherwise, it just depends on the person in general. I am sure I have turn offs but it just depends on the person. Obviously you have to have some attraction to a person but attraction varies in different ways and the same can be said for being unattracted to somebody.

Turn Ons
I absolutely love tattoo's and piercings. I have a thing for guys hips, when a guy has the V shape hips omg I am in trouble. I like guys with nice hands, and facial hair. Deep voices are a big turn on with me. I have a thing for tall guys as well.

Questions For The President.
NBC Political Director and Chief White House Correspondent encouraged viewers to submit questions for the President during tonight's prime time press conference. I realize that all of five people will read this blog, and maybe two will understand it. C'est la vie. "Thank you, Mr. Todd, for this opportunity. Only two questions I would really like to see the president answer as soon as possible. 1. I understand that your current priority is stabilizing markets and the economy before any discussion of market regulation, but I would like to know how much muscle this administration will put behind a restoration of the Glass-Steigel Act, which helped insulate insurance companies, traditional banks, and investment banks from one another, providing a firewall between banks and brokerages. Many have made an effective case that repeal of Glass-Steigel is the mechanism used to bring us to our current economic crisis. And how quickly can we expect action to ensure that this stabilized eco

Beside Myself
well in the next two weeks I am taking a trip.. and not one that I am honestly looking forward to.. during my kids spring break I am taking them to FL so I can go see my grandparents, obviously their great gp.. I dread the trip so much but I have to go.. my grandfather hasn't been in the best of health the past few years.. with multiple heart attacks and strokes I never know when another one will happen and I might lose him forever.. but thats the least of my worries at the moment.. He also has been diagnosed with alzheimers within the last year and things are just steadily declining.. hes having problems remembering who his family is and honestly Im scared.. He's always been there for me through out my life when everyone else let me down (even though we live states apart).. lol I can't type anymore without completely losing it.. but anyways if any of you have wondered as to why I haven't been myself this has a lot to do with it..