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Feb 23, 2008; The New Disciple List Is Out!!! Please Read The Whole Thing!!!!
Well its time to sort the disciples into teams... The teams they were sorted into was determined by the order of they put in there applications... So we can sort them out evenly... so with out further delay... Lets get to the sorting... but please read the whole thing for there is important information at the bottom of the blog for our new Disciples... this week there is only 4 new disciples Team Lust Though the least deadly of the sins... it is by far the most popular... Team Lust is ran by ManlyMans Sex Slave... One of my closest friends... and to her I assign this Disicple... of... Nimphodite bisexual goddess@ fubar Team Gluttony Though one of the less popular... It is run by a very strong member of the group... Crystal is one person I see that is very active on Fubar and I am very happy to have her... and to her I assign as a Disciple... Snow(Gluttony, your friendly jester.) What is your sin?@ fubar Team Sloth Shortly after becoming our Sloth Sin... Angelface was

What Women Really Think Of You Men....
Q. What should you do if you see your ex-husband rolling around in pain on the ground? A. Shoot him again. Q. How can you tell when a man is well-hung? A. When you can just barely slip your finger in between his neck and the noose. Q. Why do little boys whine? A. Because they're practicing to be men. Q. How many men does it take to screw in a light bulb? A. One - he just holds it up there and waits for the world to revolve around him. OR Three - one to screw in the bulb, and two to listen to him brag about the screwing part. Q. What do you call a handcuffed man? A. Trustworthy. Q. What does it mean when a man is in your bed gasping for breath and calling your name? A. You didn't hold the pillow down long enough. Q. Why does it take 100,000,000 sperm to fertilize one egg? A. Because not one will stop and ask directions. Q. Why do female black widow spiders kill their males after mating? A. To stop the snoring before it starts. Q: Why do me

When Do U Know Love Is Right?
****THIS IS HOW I CAN TELL WHEN I FEEL LIKE THIS,WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS TALK TO U, WHEN AL I WANT TO DO IS SEE YOU, WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS FEEL YOU I NEED TO SEE YOU AND HEAR YOU AND TOUCH U.. UR MY HEAVEN ON EARTH RIGHT NOW, MY PARADISE IN AN UGLY WORLD,MY CALM AND MY STORM..YOUR MY EVERYTHING**** THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE WHO WILL READ THIS AND THINK I AM CRAZY OR WOW U MUST REALLY BE IN LOVE. BUT IT IS FOR ME TO KNOW AND THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS.SO YOU CAN ALL WONDER AND GUESS BUT MY SECRET IS SAFE.NOBODY ELSE NEEDS TO KNOW.

Most Illiterate Mumm Award
Whipped --Owner... (Depressed) F, 21 Canada Puppy created @ 2008-02-16 17:11:43 -- expires in: 23 hr [EVERYONE] This MUMM was posted by a fubarian--it has to be the most incoherent illiterate piece of non-writing I have ever encountered!!!! Puppy Ok So if you bought a puppy from a breeder that bred dogs for like 15 years and the person that bought the dog leg breakes from jumping off a futon! and they let it outside to go down the stairs with a cast on its leg and It brakes its other leg. And they call the humane Society on them saying they never fed the puppy enough malnutrition ... saying it was the breeders fault the dog's legs broke because of this... What do you think the breeders fault or the new owners fault? And so you know i know the breeder and she does take good care of her dogs. I just wanna know If you guys agree. 17 votes 87 views 10 comments Breeders Fault ** OR ** New owners Fault

Why It It That Only White People Are Called Raciest???
Some one else besides me finally said it. How many people are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. and then there are just Americans.You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You callme “Whiteboy, ‘Cracker’, ‘Honky,’ ‘Whitey,’ ‘Caveman’ and that’s OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand Nigger, Camel jokey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist.You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most Dangerous places to live?You have the United Negro College Fund.You have Martin Luther King Day.You have Black History Month.You have Cesar Chavez Day.You have Yom Hashoah.You have Ma’uled Al-Nabi.You have the NAACP. You have BET.If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) we’d be racists.If we had White Pride Day you would call us racists.If we had White History Month you would call us racists.If we had any organization

I Want A New Toy!!! Lol
i want a new toy..my favorite one broke :( ....buuuuut there so expensive..haha so i dunno if i should get one- im a lil strapped on cash...lol but i kinda want one..so im wondering if i should buy one..or just suck it up and go without :/ decisions decisions....

Some Days...
Some days are so fucking fulfilling!! You can be as busy as fuck, and stressed out of your mind, and none of it matters because different things through out the day have made it amazing! Today for example... My day started with a phone call from a tattoo client I did work on last night. ...why was she calling? ...to appologize for keeping me so late last night, and to tell me how wonderfully happy with her tattoo she was. ...all that plus she wanted to tell me she didnt scream my name when she took the tape off her bandage! LOL (a little joke I throw out there to my clients as I tape the fuck out of them.) :-P THEN... a tattoo I had worked up a while ago, and got stood up on (part 2 of it), came in and I finally got to finish it up. It was her 50th bday present from her daughter, who had called the night before to see if I was available to do it. :-) I had started it, and she was supposed to come get it finished back in May of last year, but I never heard from her again.

The First Disciple Of Greed
Welcome to Team Greed... Please tell me a little about yourself by leaving a comment and tell me why you were chosen to be the disciple of greed so that we can get to know you a little better... ღ Lådy Fåŋ‡åzïå ☪ Fµ Mï§‡rė§§™ ღ Disciple of Greed of the Se7en Sins@ fubar

Why Does Disasters Always Hit Me?
Here I had a very nice pay check and wanted to treat myself to a good time since lately I have had no extra money to go out on. Wouldn't you know it I hit a fucking deer!!! My car is still driveable but by the time Law Enforcement arrived I would have only had like 2 hours to have fun at the club I was going to so the officer recommended me to go to a different bar that was closer to home. I show up in a black mini skirt, sexy top and high heels. Guess what? I was over dressed!!! Everyone had jeans and tennis shoes on!!! Not only that, it was a Sports Bar and no dancing just sitting at the bar bull shitting with friends but I'm new in the area so I sat in the corner at the bar feeling totally out of place & no one to talk to. It was all college kids and the officer said there was dancing, people my age and it was a cool place to have fun. JOKE!!! My night turned into a fucking disaster!!! Now I'm back at home all made up to look beautiful for my empty bed that only me and my dog lay

Down /depressed
I don't know why its happening months ahead of time , but I am in one state of minds I hate. It is months before the anniversary of my mothers death , but for some reason I started thinking aboutit . I am also missing my brother as well . I know my brother has been dead for quite a while as well as my mother has been the same , but for some reason I started missing both of them. I have alot of people tell me to let the dead rest in peace but I can't.

Conected
Every thing in this world has a purpose every thing interconnected to maintain balance and harmony. Harmony depends on the absence of greed and focusing on need. What do we need to maintain harmony in our lives? We need to look at what we have and rid ourselves of attachment to material things this is how we find out what is important to us, we can have things but be willing to give up things in favour of what is important. We need Food, Water, Warmth /shelter, companionship/love, and Dreams all have a part to play in our lives we cannot live without one element. Food , water and shelter cater for the physical needs with companionship and love caring for the emotional needs our dreams give us our path in life and a goal into the future driving us forward. We must always remember to cultivate the dreams of others rather than disregarding them or imposing your dreams on them. Little Bee Little bee what do you see an ultraviolet painted sea flowers sway like this and that

Losers On Fubar
Ok i get online to find stupid im's left for me from apperantly imature men. just cause i wont give a guy my number he claims im passing up a chance, what ever!! and than he states im nothin for no one, whatever!!! i'm so sick of being treated like certain guys own me on here cause i talk to them one time, get a grip this is the frikin internet, unless i give you my number and have that kind of relationship with you than get a grip. there are a few who are friends and who get my number. you know who you are, atleast i hope you do. And right now no one is getting a number. Now if you feel that this applies to you dont be imature and bitch me out just simply remove me from your profile and i will remove you and block me from your yahoo, i will be cleaning mine out here soon. Sorry if anyone gets offended by this i'm just tired of the crap Thank you and have a nice day

Knee Surgery
I just wanted to let you all know that I am having knee surgery on Wednesday. I am having arthroscopic surgery on my right knee. They are going in and cleaning out the some of my arthritis and any bad tissue in my knee. I will be staying at my cousins for a few days after my surgery so someone is there to help me. I am taking my laptop with me so I will be online. Tiggerbear2007 Family Manager Fubombers

True Friendship!
There is no other way I know of then this, To reach all my friends at once. I have learened recently, That I have more friends then I thought I did. I had asked one or two friends to help me level and found I had many more then I thought. I would like to thank them all here and now for the love they showed me and the friendship they offered with hearts as big as the state I live in. LOL I truly love you all and will be there for you for the asking.

Day Out At Ibrox
As most of you in my Friends and Family know that my son Wee Alan has CF , He has just come out of Yorkhill Sick Kids Hospital , Where he went Through an operation to fit a Port-a-cath as well as grommet's in his ears and a Lung Flush. Well he has been asked up to Ibrox (home of Glasgow Rangers Football Team) to meet the players ,have lunch and visit the Trophy Room as well as match tickets to see the game on the 1st of March ...........AND I GET TO GO TOO..... He has also been nominated for The My Little Hero which is run yearly by The Daily Record Newspaper , They where at the house on Thursday to take some photos of him and are going to run an article about him.If he makes it to the final he will have to go to a Star Studded Dinner at the Glasgow Hilton Hotel which is in May......

Beauty Tips From Audrey Hepburn
For attractive lips , speak words of kindness... For lovely eyes , seek out the good in people. For a slim figure , share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair , let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise , walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone... People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms.

#2
Why do I even bother talking to people? One day you have a nice and decent conversation, the next day they dont even care to reply. Why do I even bother adding people? They talk to you and then they go on a Mumm and commenting profiles spree and tell you they are sorry for taking so long to reply because they were busy. You know what? You can just fuck off and drop dead for all I care.

Prizes Galore !!!
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Sign Up - $25 Prize!
NEW CONTEST WITH REAL LIFE PRIZES! Seductive Eyes Contest....ROUND 1! (ding) So you think you have the most seductive eyes? Or maybe just eyes for a yummy meal :D I have 3 - $25 Gift Certificates to www.restaurant.com up for grabs! I will be doing this contest in 3 rounds, and yes if you win the first one, you can come back again! Check out the site if you have not already and look at the places in your area where you can use these at! This is a Comment Bombing Contest- The first person to reach 10,000 Comments will get a certificate valued at $25!! Don't worry though, 2nd runner up will get a special prize too! If you have over 5000 comments, you will get a 1 day blast for playing, or if you are under 5000 comments and come in 2nd place, you will get 50,000 Fubucks just for playing! $25,000 Fubucks for 3rd place - Minimum of 2500 comments! Legal Stuff :) No Drama - I have the right to refuse anyone. No leaving negative comments on other contestant

When I Close My Eyes
when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side

~~forgiving The Unforgivable~~
*It's Good to get Angry when You're trying to Forgive* Not only is it OK to get Angry as you work through the Process of Forgiving, It's a necessary part of the Forgiving Process. The Deep Hurts and Injuries that seem Impossible to Forgive are neither quick nor easy to get over. We have a lot of Emotion to process. We must Grieve over what has been lost. For example, if You are dealing with forgiving a parent for abandoning you as a child, You are going to need to grieve over what you lost by that parent's absence in your life. Each item on your "Unforgivable" list represents something that has been lost. The molested child has lost his/hers innocence, wholeness, and sense of safety and physical boundaries. An abortion is the loss of life. Divorce results in the loss of an Intact Family and a relationship that was supposed to last a lifetime. And when someone we love Betrays us, We lose Trust, as well as the way we viewed that person before the Betrayal. In fact....EVERYTHING tha

Thank You Friends
My husband has finally gone to work My children have finished their play they've gone to bed their stories read Now it's my time of day. I've had one of those days you know what I mean so I sit back and relax and turn on my screen. I'll talk to all my friends who know just what to say to make my stresses go and my troubles fade away. My friends you're always there for me whenever I feel blue and though we've never met before I know our friendships true. And although we haven't been friends for long in this short time it seems we shared so many things already our hopes, our fears, our dreams. We come from different walks of life but we share a common bond and it's time to say that of all of you I've grown so very fond. So thank you friends for being there whenever I've needed you I know you're always there for me and you know I'm there for you.

Shoutbox
this is so flipin funny some girl actualy siad (im paraphrasing) that she didnt give me permission to be in her shout box lol, i know, because i dont need her permision, so she blocked me, and? is that some kind of insult sent my way? maybe maybe not, but i asure ya that i wasnt insulted, to think she has the gaul to think she is even remotely important enuff for that to matter to me lol, se my artificial inteligence blog that should explaine that, now im going to start a secondary profile with one of my "throwaway" email accounts and rip her photos and then post them here on this profile, that should get an equal or greater reaction from her dont ya think?

Survey
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU

I Stole This From Chris!
Ed, Ted and their wives went out camping one weekend. Ed and Ted slept in one tent while the wives used the other. At about three in the morning, Ted woke up and yelled, "Wow, unbelievable!" Which woke Ed. "What's going on?" said Ed. "I've got to go to the other tent and find my wife." said Ted. "How come?" said Ed. "To have sex! I just woke up with the biggest hard-on I've ever had in my life!" said Ted After a pause, Ed said, "Do you want me to come with you?" "Hell, no! Why would I want you to do that?" said Ted. "Because that's my dick you're holding," said Ed.

You All Want Me To Die????
OMG YES ITS TRUE.. YOU ALL WANT TO SEE ME DEAD.. I CAN'T TAKE THIS MADDNESS.. MY LOVELY GIRLFRIEND IS JUST ABOUT TO LOSE HER VIP.. AND I HAVE WORKED DAY IN AND DAY OUT TRYING TO LEVEL HER TO GODMOTHER AND JUST AS WE ARE ON THE HOME STRETCH GUESS WHAT HAPPENS? OMG VIP RUNS OUT.. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO IN ORDER FOR SOMEONE TO HOOK HER UP WITH ONE? WE CAN'T TAKE ON NO MORE CONTESTS . WE ARE MAXED OUT OVER OUR HEADS AS IT IS RIGHT NOW.. DO I HAVE TO GO LIVE VIA CAM WEARING THIS FOR YOU ALL? I WILL IF I SEE HER PINK... BUT IT NEEDS TO BE TONIGHT.. MAYBE I CAN KILL TWO BIRDES WITH ONE STONE HERE AND HOOK UP THAT DUDE THAT HOOKED RETTA UP WITH HER VIP AT THE SAME TIME.. I THINK HER VIP RUNS OUT AT 10PM TONIGHT. IF THATS THE CASE AS SOON AS I SEE HER PINK LET ME KNOW YOUR THE ONE AND I'LL HOOK YOU UP RIGHT AFTER.. MY GOAL IS TO AIR LIVE TONIGHT AFTER I GET BACK FROM DINNER... AROUND 10PM FUBAR TIME WHICH IS PST TIME... LET ME KNOW WHOS GOING TO BUY IT FOR HER AND I

Naked In My Robe
Monday here. I went to bed late because I was watching Big Brother 9 After Dark on Showtime. Big Brother started last week and it is usually on in the summer but with the writers strike that went on for over 3 months, they decided throw this together real fast....at least that is what I think. Anyway, every night the uncensored show is on Showtime. It can be either really boring to watch or like last night, "can't take your eyes off the train wreck" good! The night before, Peter and I were watching the show and they were all happy and loving each other and all getting naked in the hot tub. Last night, I turned it on and they were screaming at each other calling each other fucking cunts and ganging up on the one girl. It was so funny. Especially the gay guy on the show. He was the one that was screaming the most obscenities. He said last night that "she needs a dick up her ass more then I do!" This season it is about the hot, young and beautiful people minus 2 of them on the

Chipped Beef A La Zola
Hot Chipped Beef ala Zola Preheat oven to 350 degrees. 1/2 cup chopped onion 1/2 cup chopped green bell pepper 4 Tbl butter, divided one half cup of sour cream one half cup mayonnaise 1 - 8oz package of cream cheese, softened to room temperature 5 oz of sliced corned beef chopped 1 cup of chopped pecans whole wheat crackers In a large sauté pan put in the onion, green pepper, and two tablespoons of the butter. Heat on medium high until the onion and bell pepper are softened. Add the sour cream, mayo, cream cheese and chopped beef. Stir on medium low until you have a creamy white sauce and the beef is all mixed in. Pour this whole concoction into a 9 X 9 oven proof pan. In a small sauce pan put in the last two tablespoons of butter. Start the better melting and add the pecans. Coat the pecans in the hot butter until hot and bubbly and then spread them across the top of the cream cheese/ beef mixture. Bake 15 - 20 minutes until the dish is completely heated through

Down Ratin Bishes
So a fu friend of mine Ashely hads been getting down rated by this guy...so yall PLEASE repost this AND go show his page some love!!!! THANKS... http://fubar.com/user/1572525 HEres her page, go give her some love if you can. Also PLEASE repost. Hers is here http://fubar.com/user/1615526

Helmet Head?
so me and a little friend from fubar just went out and got brandy new motorcycle helmets to protect our delicate little noggins ....or in my case my overly large melon head....so now when my head gets ripped off if i crash...atleast my face will still be pretty! my little friend is showing no fear...my only worry now is that my knee ...the one that likes to bends sides ways....will buckle if i come down on it with the weight of the bike and all....should i just ride bitch? should i re-enforce my knee with rebar? do they have training wheels? some one please tell me to just stop being a girl and go have fun like how i used too!.....meg..if i die...you get my nugget head kids! hahahahahah!

What Do You Do If....
This may sound silly, but i have a co-worker that smells horrible. Now i've tried to tell him (in a nice way) that his BO needs to change. I'm hearing it from everyone, being the friend that i am, I explain it from my point of view, and get cursed out about it. I need some advise on what else to do about it

Profile Comments
Hi! Thank you to everyone who stopped by my page this weekend. ONly 2 million more points to go ... lol. Mona and I had a great weekend and visited my two oldest daughters. Sorry I did not get around to posting comments today ... bummer. But I will get them posted tomorrow ... no comments on Wednesday, however. I'll be in DC on business, again. I've got this really funny Hump Day pic I've been wanting to post for over a month, but seems like I'm in a business travel on every Wednesday rut. Cheers to all, Steve

I Screwed Up 69% Of My Teenage Life...hahah Go Figure..
How Much of your Teenage Life Have You messed up? [ ] Gotten detention. (almost did for talking..haha what kinda shit is that..) [] Gotten your phone taken away in class. (no but the fucking teacher took away a note...) [ ] Gotten suspended. [X] Gotten caught chewing gum. [ ] Gotten caught cheating on a test (I am sly and I use severed heads and carve the answers in the brain) Total:1 [x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.(try an hour??) [x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times. [x] Turned at least 3 projects in late (I turn in all shit late...) [x] Missed school cause you felt like it. (who hasnt I hardly use to go...) [] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class. Total so far: 5 [] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school. [X] Texted people during class. [X] Passed notes. [x] Threw stuff across the room. [x] Laughed at the teacher. Total so far: 9 [] Pulled down the fire alarm [x] Went on myspace, facebook, xanga, etc. on the computer at sch

Our Sweetest Sin
Be sure to leave comments...My english paper for the week..... “Our Sweetest Sin” Many of us have been smacked right in the heart with this thing called, “Love.” Yet, we seem to get consumed by everyday events and forget how to show that special someone just how much we love them. To love someone is easy; however, to show them can be quite difficult and overwhelming to endless fireworks in a relationship. “Our Sweetest Sin,” is the art of making love. For those in a committed relationship, it almost becomes a daily routine with very little pleasure or satisfaction in the end. For others, love making may only be for one night of desire that we have longed for. Either way, we will step out of our day that is burdened with stress and frustration into setting the mood for a night of sweet undeniable pleasure. While dealing with angry clients, screaming kids, irate employers, take a moment for you and make arrangements for a babysitter and for all calls to be forwarded to another c

Why All The Hate?
I usually keep my blogs just for my poems...but I have to say..I really do enjoy mumms...but there are certian people on there that have so much hate...people who post those blogs...stupid or not...do not deserve that kind of treatment...I mean stuff they say...I left that shit in high school...what's funny is...some of them are really pretty...or handsome and it makes them sooo damn ugly it's pathetic...they should take their hate..and go get therapy or something...because it's really sad.

Tag Ur It!!!!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I eat peanut butter out of the jar 2. I don't like to sleep next to a door 3. I hate feet even my own 4. I'm terrified of clowns ( yes really) 5. I love fuzzy socks 6. I HATE alarm clocks 7. I love vampires 8. I love kissing with my eyes open 9. I'm a sucker for guys with long hair 10. I eat the crunch berries last when i eat cap'n crunch cereal. 5 People I tagged, 1. Raven Lonewolf 2. SATAN 3. Lyoness1 4. obihayve 5. Pebbles

Best Graphic Contest
I am hosting a contest and am looking for participants. Lets see who can come up with "BEST GRAPHIC". This can be a graphic of your choice as long as it is Not NSFW. It can be animated, dark, light, a tribute just as long as you use your imagination. Contest will begin as soon as I have 10 or more contestants.It will be a 10 day contest. PRIZES: Prizes will be given out once everything is tallied. All picture rates equal 10 comments. Most Comments Win!! 1st place: 3 month vip or a 30 day blast 2nd place: 1 month vip or 7 day blast 3rd place: 1 day blast and a ticker RULES: 1. Will not deal with all the fighting and bickering we are all adults. If you create drama you will be removed from contest immediately! 2. NO NSFW Photos Allowed! 3.Self Commenting is allowed! Please contact me ASAP if you want to join the contest! CHELLE__ Co-Founder Fu Krew@ fubar

Publication
"In Other Words", a book of my writings will go on sale the latter part of may. Some of which may be viewed via my current blogs. Amongst other stores it will be found at Amazon.com & Barnes & Noble. Or of course you can order it directly through me. It will aslo be added to the library of congress for posterity. My thanks and apprecition to those who may have read my excerpts as well as commented on the ones viewed. Wish me luck and hope you all enjoy my works. Horror Romance novel in the works. ;)

How Do You Know
How do you know when you are really in love? I mean the kind that makes you melt when you see him. When you pick up the phone and just his voice alone makes you melt. I want that kind of love. I guess everyone does. But how do you know whenyou find that kind of love and if you do will you push it away because it scares you?

Rules/laws
1. Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked. 2. Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them. 3. When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there. 4. If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy. 5. Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal. 6. Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved. 7. Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained. 8. Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself. 9. Do not harm little children. 10. Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food. 11. When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does n

Leaving
In my time here have met many great folks, and I wil cherish the memory of you all but it is now time to leave this fair Fubar land. I will be here off and on until Tuesday, many that have gotten to know me either for my writing or taken the time toget to know me, if you would like to keep in touch let me know, and for those who were acquaintances, if you would like to stay in touch let me know as well.

Heroes
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go

Alon In Big Spring Texas
BIG SPRING - A massive explosion rocked the Alon refinery in Big Spring Monday morning. Residents reported feeling a large blast just after 8:00 a.m. Monday morning. Plant officials reported a total of four injuries. One person has been taken to a Lubbock hospital with burns on his legs. All other employees were evacuated from the plant. Also, a woman passing by the plant in her vehicle was struck by flying debris, however she was treated and released. Alon officials tell NewsWest 9 that the fire is under control, and is no longer a threat to the city of Big Spring. All schools in the Big Spring I.S.D. have been closed. Classes have been cancelled for Monday. Howard College also cancelled classes for the day. The refinery employs about 170 people and produces some 70,000 barrels a day. The number of injuries may have been reduced, because Monday is President's Day, and some workers were not on the job at the time of the explosion. NewsWest 9 has learned that the f

Sleep
I lay down, kiss your forehead. I put my arm around you, you lay your head on my chest. I pull you close, squeeze you tightly, and hold you near to me as we sleep. You breathe evenly, slowly..passing off to sleep next to me. I smile as I doze, content and comfortable to know that you are with me.

Help Me Here Plz Just Rate The Pic If You Cant Bid
=== '$DJ BABY BOY$ @2nd Alarm Hotties(Headquarters)ExPliCt LyRiCs} {ÇØ*OwNeR oF*ThE fU*K sHoP*'{DSC}' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-19 13:43:45'.. > > > alright ladys you know you wanna be the owner of a big time pimp so get your bids in befor its to late if you cant bid just rate the pic and he is the greatest friend that anyone could want so lets do it big time check it out and get them bids in on him and 50,000 fubucks to sticky just let sky know when its sticky > > click the pic below to bid if u cant bid just rate it > > > > > > > > > > > (repost of original by 'PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI' on '2008-02-19 13:51:34')

My Wife
My wife joined FUBAR please stop by and show some love(not too much she is my wife lol). She is the best friend I could ever have. Love you hon have fun. Some great people here. Her name is Coppertop GODDAMMIT aka Sue

Come Give Me Lots Of Lovin
Im in Stephanie Lynns Fu Buck Sale, I need 45,000 comments to get 5 million fu bucks in 6 weeks, (April 1st) please stop by and bomb me hard, U have to add the host, she has the best giveaways on the fu, tysm xoxox Jen

Must Read - Please
Jim Carlson35"Owner of The Time Capsule Lounge"' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-19 20:59:15'.. > > > > Come check out the Hottest New lounge on Fubar > THE TIME CAPSULE LOUNGE > > > CLICK THE PIC TO JOIN > > > >

Never Guarantee
I am here at this very moment, but I am never guarantee that I will be here another second, minute, hour, day, week, month, or even another year. Love, Respect, Understand, Trust, Forgive, Be There, Pray, and Believe in me, but most of all never take me for GRANTED.. I am only just a woman, there for I am not prefect. I have made many mistakes, lied, said things that I really didn't mean,made good and bad choices, but I have been learning for ever peace of my mistakes I have made in life. But the real question is "Who ARE YOU TO JUDGE ANYONE"?

Just Another Side Of Me
The little things It only takes a minute or two for you to make a little progress. And a little progress can put you solidly on the road to a lot more. It only takes a small effort to give a little kindness. And a little kindness can easily multiply itself again and again until it starts to make a big difference. It only takes a simple adjustment of your attitude to build a little enthusiasm. And with a little enthusiasm you can attract the support of many others. Small positive changes are easy to make. In between all the things you're already doing, there are numerous opportunities to fill in the spaces with extra treasures. And the small positive changes do something much more powerful than making a difference in the world. They make a difference in you. Get in the habit of making small positive changes, and soon you'll be experiencing big, valuable accomplishments. Let the little things put your spirit in a positive place, and that can change your life in magnificent

A Bruce Update #1
Hey everybody i am fine i got to see my relatives including my godparents and my nephew recently and i am currently in the process of saving my money to go to the sydney easter show which i will b officially going on the 20th of march 2008 the first day of the show and this easter show for people who might not understand is a big fair where the country meets the city and it has entertainment like horse jumping fireworks and animals on display ie pigs cows etc food show bags drinks and sideshows and rides and any money left after that i will spend on myself and i will hopefully get to see a movie or more during the easter school holidays and on the 20th of march sydney time will b on wednesday the 19th of march usa timeand i will away from fubar until late night sydney time possibly 10pm or later and i might end up going by myself again and i will make sure that i will check everything from fubar when i get back from the show and my nephew is on a poster in my pics which i upl

Bawahahahaha
DON'T YOU JUST LOVE WHEN YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE RIGHT FROM THE START AND WHO YOUR REAL FRIENDS TRUELY ARE? IT IS A GREAT FEELING TO BE RIGHT ABOUT PPL HUH? FOR FUCKS SAKES....PPL MAKE ME PISS MY PANTS LAUGHING. ANYWAYS THAT IS ALL. THE END! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT AND CARRY ON!

Were You Ever Mine???
i have sat these nights and thought of every word... my heart still stings, simply because i let myself care... my head kept saying RUN!!! but everytime i closed my eyes, u were always there... ilet u in 1 to many times... and even though i seen thru ur little lies, i still craved your touch ,your kiss, your stare... my heart cries now yet as the night moves on, and visions of you my love still dance around the air... a brazen face is what i wear...and waer it all to well, for that little switch inside my head is readily there... but as night comes, ilong for u, i cant help myself but care... where u ever really mine??? i wonder i ponder i care why did i dream the dream of you, so many years ago??? and y did i let myself chase that dream, and dare enough to care???

Fuckin A
So we had two break ins in a parking lot within a month at work. Every time while i am alone at night at the front desk. Grrreat. An hour ago some car drove around, and i came out to check wtf that is. No one, have no idea how they left without me seeing them.

Fantasy
FUNNY HOW YOU MAKE MISTAKES THAT YOU SWEAR YOU WONT EVER MAKE AGAIN....AND THEN YOU DO! YOU THINK ALL IS GOING WELL AND THEN BOOM! IT HITS YOU LIKE A FREIGHT TRAIN! YOU FALL....HOPING HE'LL CATCH YOU! KNOWING DAMN WELL HE IS SOOO FAR OUT OF YOUR LEAUGE. YOU START TO FIGHT WITH THAT VOICE IN YOUR HEAD TELLING YOU NOT TO LET YOUR GUARD DOWN. BUT YOU WIN. YOU LET YOURSELF TRAVEL TO THAT FAR AWAY LAND CALLED FANTASY. TELLING YOURSELF AND EVEN BELIEVING THAT SOMEONE LIKE HIM COULD LIKE SOMEONE LIKE YOU. THE AFFECTION THAT YOU HAD BEEN LONGING FOR FOR SOOO LONG IS FINALLY WITHIN YOUR REACH. YOU TALK FOR HOURS,LISTENING TO EVERY WORD, MEMORIZING EVERY LINE IN HIS FACE WHEN HE SMILES, LAUGHING AT ALL HIS STORIES. AND JUST WHEN YOU START TO REACH OUT....IT TURNS THE OTHER WAY, BEING THE FOREVER OPTIMIST....YOU IGNORE THAT BIG CLOUD OVER YOUR HEAD THAT READS DENIAL IN FLASHING NEON LIGHTS....YOU REACH AGAIN TO FIND IT SLIPPING FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY. YOU FEEL THAT FAR AWAY PLACE YOU HAD YOURSE

Just Had To Tell My Friends
Hi Everyone I so owe my friends an apology for not being around but real life does take priority and there has been so much happening. I have missed everyone and i do hope everyone is fine. Liberated Spice

Dear Daddy, Well Tonight Is Your's!
I want you to know that I love you with all my heart and soul ... But Daddy I know yo are better off and that the rest have adjusted to you having passed on, but Daddy ,I did not get that good-bye and I miss you just as much today as I did this day two years ago now.I sit here and cry for not having the chance to say I LOVE you that one last time. Maybe if I was given that chance to say I love ya and will miss you but know that you are going to a better place I would not hurt so strongly... I am sorry but Mama did wrong to keep me away and not let me say my good -byes. I had to kiss your bdy bye and knowing you was already gone, that still buggs me for I had to sneak to do that, Then Mama did not want your drinking buddies to be there so she rushed everything, and Ted did not get to say good -bye at all. Dadddy they was your family and friends. As I am your stepdaughter. We had the right to see you and say bye. Damn you was my Daddy from my 8th year on earth. The only one that I know a

Who I Am!
I am a 35 year old married mother of two. My daughter is 6 and my son is 18 months. I am happily married. I seem to be the only one of those people left around my friends these days. I love hanging out with my skanky friends. My husband and I are working on our new house. We are in need of a finished basement, paint and more decorations. Lots to do. I enjoy working on the house. I love planting flowers and getting all dirty. My daughter and I plant flowers every year together. I love to cook. I love my family and would fight to the death for them. They come before everyone and everything. I am the same way with my friends. I am passionate in my beliefs and do not sway easily. Ok I am stubborn. I am hard working and straight forward. I bust my ass to take care of my family and my home. I am completely confused politically. I believe in owning our own guns and using them to defend ourselves in needed. I believe in abortion rights, you never know what someone has gone

On The Cadge Again :d Hehe
hey everyone! Ive decided to enter a giveaway myself for a 3 month vip. If you have a spare few minutes and some comments too could you please come and leave a few on me. Click the link below and that will take you there. Many thanks in advance. Im also responsible for these below too lol... so any help you can give them will be greatly appreciated :D Moon (MJ) Welsh Girl (emz) Also .......... ok ok dont shout Im just trying to help other people as usual lol! Jen needs 60,000 for a 1yr vip :D Many thanks to all who help, I know how hard and boring it is believe me, its all I do in here... bomb other people lol. Cheers Dazzy :-)

Extra! Extra!
WELL IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN, ANOTHER LADY GETTING AUCTIONED OFF! AND SHE IS DOOZY I SAY! HAVE YOU MET ALISON? aka MISS EXTRA! EXTRA!..?? WELL HAVE YOU? SHE IS A SWEETHEART AND YOU WOULD BE LUCKY TO FU-OWN HER! THIS IS HER LINK, CHECK HER OUT! Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in!@ fubar NOW FOR THE AUCTION PORTION OF THIS YOU WILL RECIEVE: *FU-OWNED BY ________ IN MY NAME FOR 2 WEEKS* *ALL PICS, STASH, AND BLOGS RATED* *ADDED TO MY FAMILY FOR 2 WEEKS* *LINK TO YOUR PROFILE ON MY PAGE FOR 1 MONTH* *WEEKLY PIMPOUT BULLETIN FOR 1 MONTH* *1 STICKY PIMPOUT FOR YOU AND 3 FRIENDS* *1 30 MIN CHAT ON YAHOO IM (after that its my discretion to continue convo)* *2 SFW SALUTES* *1 fuBLING OF YOUR CHOICE* AND YOU OF COURSE KNOW THE RULES, DON'T YOU? WELL HERE'S A RECAP INCASE YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN: *SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY PLEASE!* *NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED* *THE CONTESTANT RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS* *MINIMUM BID IS 250,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CAP ON

Luck
There was once an old man who had a fine strong son. The father and son were poor and had little except for an exceptional stallion. One night, the son forgot to close the gate to the corral and the stallion ran off. The next day the old man's friends and neighbors came to console him on his bad luck. The old man smiled and said, "Good luck, bad luck, who knows?" For the next day, the stallion returned and brought with him a great herd of horses. Now the old man's friends and neighbors came and congratulated him for his good luck. Again the old man only smiled and said, "Good luck, bad luck, who knows?" For the next day, the son was thrown while trying to break the horses and both his legs were broken. Again the old man was consoled and again he responded, "Good luck, bad luck, who knows?" For that very day, soldiers came through the town conscribing all the young men into the army. They took a look at the son with his two broken legs and they left him alone. Good luck, b

Ready To Get Out Of Here!
so basically, im just sick of how things are. the only good thing going on right now is winterguard, we have actually been winning and doing really good this year. theres no boy in my life though. i decided that im not interested in a relationship right now, besides the fact that ill be leaving for college in the fall. i really need a break though. spring break isnt until the first week of april so who knows how ill make it to then lol.

Holy Crap!!!
As some of you know, I was very sick last week with a viral respiratory infection. Well last night I heard on the news, that 2 people have DIED from this infection. Including one child!!! Well, as you can imagine, I was like, "HOLY CRAP!!!" Just thought you should know the symptoms that I had before I went to the ER to get treated. High fever that won't break with Motrin. Chest congestion. Coughing. Stuffy nose. Aching muscles. If you have ANY of these or start to get any of them, PLEASE get to a doctor ASAP!!!! This has been a public service announcement. Please resume what you were doing. hehe

To My Family
i will not be in no more drama im the one who is 32 and pick who i want i need support not criticicem on who i pick its not right and not how i was raised no more being meen i come here to unwind so no more been kids support me in my decisions and dont belittle the ones i choose im an adult and i have to live with my choice so be there 4 me and dont cause hostility mom u know better u wasnt raised like that either u hate ppl like that and now u doing it what would gram say she say im a big boy and will make up my own mind look at jo jo she left and we hardly see the lil ones and we dont talk bad on her so dont on who i choose we r adults and we will do wat we choose even if its not wat others think is good i didnt like who u choose all the times but i was there 4 u be there me and yes i still love tavia and the 7 kids can u understand

Test Results Are In
I sitll maybe MIA from time to time. My daughters tests all came back fine but the baby is on the small side. The doctor has put her on bed rest she is still having issues keeping food down. We will be watching her and keeping meals on the healthier of healthy sides in hopes we can get the baby to gain 1 pound by her next visit. We were told however to go and pre register her at the hospital tomorrow.

Precious Memories
A minister decided to do something different one Sunday morning. He said "Today in church,I'm going to say a single word and you and you are going to help me preach .Whatever single word I say,I want you to sing whatever hymn comes to your mind. The pastor shouted out "cross". Immediately, the congregation started singing in unison,"The Old Rugged Cross. The pastor hollered out "Grace".The congregation begin to sing "Amazing Grace,how sweet the sound." The pastor said"Power." The congregation sang,"TheresPower In The Blood." The pastor said, "Sex". The congregation fell in total silence. Everyone was in total shock.They all nervously began to look around at each other,afraid to say anything.Then ,all of a sudden,way in the back of the chuch,a little ole 87 year old granmother stood up and begin to sing, "Precious Memories"

Mumm
Today I posted a mumm. I didn't realize how many haters there are out there in mumm land. I realize adult site and all. I had this monster headache today. Worst then normal. I haven't had one of these in a few years. All I had was Excedrin and Advil. Well i'm sure you have figured out the rest if you have been on them mumms. Most people were pretty good. There were only a few people who were haters. I guess I was lucky that was all I got. Some of the mumms i saw today had nothing but hate on them I am gonna say it. Can't we all just get along. LOL

Whatever
I am so done with all your lies.. You know the ones you claim you dont tell... And piss me off and i can list them all The more i think about it the more i know this is all bullshit...to even try to be friends with you..was never just friends but you will never be man enuff to admit that at all.You will keep going on lying about me to everyone and sad part is they will all believe your bullshit you tell them. I told you yesterday i sat there i seen you in action with other people so now i really know what you are life. YOu have used me for the last time. Take your trip even though you told me NOT MY GF but yet she can post shit all over your page saying she is..and you knwo what if you never talk to me again after this blog too bad... you have no right being pissed off at me for calling you out on your game you play... You have played with me for way too long..You have used me for way to long. When your gfs aren't around allie sure as hell was always good enough for you. But whateve

Find Me
I AM TIRED TIRED OF IT ALL I JUST WANT TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE FROM THIS HORRIBLE DREAM I WANT TO WAKE UP AND EVERYTHING BE HOW IT SHOULD BE I WANT TO LET ALL THIS DEPRESSION GO I WANT TO SET IT ALL FREE IT'S TYING ME DOWN I FEEL LIKE I AM SINKING THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO REACH UP I WILL ALWAYS BE TIED TO THE GROUND I WANT TO SCREAM AND YELL OUT LOUD BUT THERE IS NO ONE HERE TO HEAR MY SOUND'S I WANT TO CRY BUT CAN'T SEEM TO DO IT THE TEAR'S WONT COME I'VE ALREADY BEEN THROUGH THIS WITH NOT BEING SEEN SO I AM GIVING UP ON EVERYTHING FOR NOW IT WOULD SEEM WHEN IT'S MY TIME FOR LOVE IT WILL HAVE TO FIND ME

Living Life Backwards
MY NEXT LIFE I want to live my next life backwards! You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then, you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. When you are kicked out of the home for being too healthy, you spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. When you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So then, you go to high school: play sports, date, drink, and party. As you get even younger, you become a kid again. You go to elementary school, play, and have no responsibilities. In a few years, you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions: central heating, room service on tap. Until finally...You finish off as an o

My Thoughts On Life!!
Tell me what you think!!! Why is life so fucked up at moments? Why do we hate each other so much? Why do we love? Why is there pain? This world is full of pain, hate, love, saddness, depression, suicide, homicide, drugs, and no ones know why. No one knows the meaning of life. And no one ever will. Why where we put here on earth? To make fools of our selfs infront of our friends? To hate and kill each other? Why are we ammused by the most stupidest things? Why is there war? Why cant we make peace? What is peace? I cant even answer these questions. As a great man once said: "I had a dream this afternoon..." End the violence and the hatred of our fathers now! Become peaceful neighbors on all sides and we may see sovereig Patestine and Unified Ierland. This can only happen if tolerance, neighborly peace and freedom is on the foundation of their existance. Violence, hate, terrorism and murder will not achieve anything but history repeating itself. Educate yourself. If you die DEFENDIN

Beyond Repair
Pieces of a whole Unrequited, not renowned Never sought and never found Through blood Through soul Now unfamiliar Feelings of good being Are light that's not worth seeing Through blood Through soul Restless and distorted Thoughts that underscore my night Being wrong and seeing right Through blood Through soul Heart beyond repair All the edges worn and frayed Magnifying love betrayed Through blood Through soul

Realizing Life !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job...and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing

What Do You Do When Your Sad????
What do you guys tend to do when you feel really sad? I for one, feel sad sometimes a lot during the winters. No matter where I am or what I a doing, it's just something about the changing of the earth's axles that puts my energies in a slum because it is off balance. Right now I am feeling a little sad. I've been feeling sad for a long time but sometimes I just have to get my mind out of the gutter! Sometimes it really helps if I keep repeating a mantra inside my head of positive things. I keep telling myself that things could be much worse and I try to look at all the things I do have in my life that others might not. I tell myself that I must be the luckiest girl in the whole world and to have such a big heart is a blessing! Those thoughts sometimes help me feel better when I'm down and out so I was just wondering what you guys do when you're sad??? Being sad really sucks, but sometimes looking back now, those were some of my most colorful moments in life when I was sad! Hey, look o

A Piece Of My Soul...
A PIECE OF MY SOUL... In my life I have seen it all. If God came down and granted me one wish, I would wish to find happiness and hold on to it forever and take it with me to my grave. All the money in the world, all material things , could never amount to the joy that I feel when I am happy. I would give it all up in a second for the only thing in life that truly matters to me.....love. People tend to throw that word around loosely and amidst all the hustles and bustles of life....we forget how beautiful love really is. Life is not worth living without love and happiness. Love heals all. Love is a mysterious and powerful force that is the key to all that is...and all that ever was. With that said.....I have a heart inside of me that is ready to explode. I have suppressed my desires to love for so long that I feel my heart cannot retain this anymore. I am no longer afraid to admit that I am a hopeless romantic and all I want to do is fall in love, and be in love for the rest of my d

Understanding It All
ok i took time to chill, unwind, and think what my life mean's, i may not have all the answer's that i am looking for but i have some..i know that i will never have all the answer's in life but that is to be expected...no one get's all the answer's in life just handed to them, why would they..then life wouldn't be a mystery...i know that no matter what life put's me through i will alway's be a stronger person for getting through it..like they say if life throw's you lemons make lemonaide, so i think that is what i will do i will alway's make something sour into something sweet i also know that i can't alway's win, sometime's i just have to look at a situation and say there is no way that i can make this work, but i will only do that after i have tried every possibilty that i can try..i don't like to give up, but then again i don't look at it as giving up, i look at it as i tried and there was nothing more i can do..so i will move on to another thing and try to get past it ..hopefull

Sexy?
Ok... first let me start off by saying that, in my opinion, the words "sexy" and "beautiful" are relative terms and, for the most part, are interpreted differently by everybody... After all, there is something to that saying that "Beauty is in the eye of the Beholder" or whatever that is.... I mean, I have some girlfriends that have been with some guys that I wouldn't EVER find attractive.... no matter how fantastic their personalities were. And, I've been in relationships with guys that my friends couldn't believe I'd be into. It's what makes us all different.. the fact that we all are into our own individual shit. That said, FUBAR has a little something for everybody's taste, if you will, but I have to say I gotta wonder about some of the women, for lack of a better word, on this site. I had some time to kill this morning and ended up looking around a couple of hours and found myself either laughing my ass off or completely disgusted a couple of times... Dont get me wrong.. I LOV

The Truth Can Be Fatal
OK time for me to climb the ladder of Conceited for a min,yes I am very sexy and look good. I grew my hair out lifted weights and made myself into the handsome beast you all have commented on for months and i talk the talk and work my verbal magic. Thanks to ALL of you beautiful ladies for all the great comments. BUT I can only wish to become this confident in person but I am not i am very shy and love a woman to come to me and get me going because i am shy and tend to stiffen up(no punn intended) around the ladies. And just to kick myself off the ladder everyday I remember Who I am, Where i come from and what it takes to just be human. This ia also posted on my profile

Erotic Night
under the covers relaxing and watching a movie til you get home. eyes getting heavy and slowing work their way closed. room is lit with the lights of the television. you come home and find me asleep in the bed in your favorite night clothes. you change, turn off the television, and climb under the covers with me. moving carefully as to not wake me. you position yourself right up behind me and place your arm over my waist. pressing yourself harder against my body to ensure that every inch of your body is touching mine. your hand begins caressing up and down my belly while you cautiously kiss my upper back and shoulder. my body senses your presence and i awake. your gentle touches and kisses feel so good i don't want to interrupt you. i continue to lay there as though i am still asleep. your hand taking long stokes up and down. reaching my cleavage and down to the top of my smooth mound. as soon as your fingers feel the smooth surface you begin to gently caress the surface. i can fee

I Love You
We've been together for a long time now. Remember when you first told me you loved me? I laughed, thinking you joked, and you told me again. I cried. Remember? I do. It's been a long time since you told me you loved me so now I tell you: I love you You look at me like you don't understand I tell you again: I love you You look at me this time with tears in your eyes and hold me as time stands still ~SM written 4/20/89

Father Son Spirt
The father conceives his son the son grows with his father the spirit allows the heritage Father, son, spirit. The father says sweet things to his son the son is a rosebud to his father the spirit remembers the instant of conception Spirit, father, son. The father works, gladly the son at school, learns much the spirit, lovingly, joins them Son, father, spirit The son makes his father, a good father the union of father and son, is the work of the spirit of love Spirit, son, father

I Don't Know.....
i am really fucking pissed off right now. It's time for me to take a break from fubar!!!!!! Fuck it, i'm sick and tired of bullshit, i need some time to myself. I'm probably going to drop out of the auction, this site, everything...JUST FUCK IT!!!!!

Memorial To A Friend
I saw you just last night Though I knew nothing would be changing The friendship we gained Left out in the rain As though I'd never see you again I sat in a daze with my mind off in a distance Thinking of the place where you now stay Not knowing what to do I stayed in my place Just thinking of the place you lay Neatly kept with a white picket fence A place that shows we care Cold in the winter and warm in the summer With birds chirping in the air Though laid to rest Your memory lives on Of the times You were at your best The night you left us will never be forgotten Our hearts are still filled with the pain The tears we cry For the night you died Fell like the hardest rain Though years will pass The pain will forever last I saw you just yesterday Please tell us what we can do To make the pain go away Though your spirit lives on May you rest in peace Eventually we will let the pain in our hearts finally cease Though death is not forever We will again all

Today, Tomorrow And Always He Is There
In sickness or health.. In suffering and pain In storm-laden skies In sunshine and in rain.. GOD IS ALWAYS THERE.. To lighten your way.. And lead you through "darkness" To a much brighter day.. *** The Lord will hear when I call unto him.. Psalms 4:3

Morality
As I practice psychiatry without a license I often think about those dividing lines between what people think of good and evil. Those things we often call morals. Most people would say that someone who kills another human being is an evil person devoid of morals. But what happens when someones moral view are a little more narrow. To some it is deplorable to cheat on a relationship. Most people would stand on their moral high ground and cast down stones upon that person who finds themselves distracted by the lust that fills their heart. Perhaps that person that enjoys lieing has no morals. But in what respect have we not all lied. Who hasn't told someone that they look fine when they don't. Or this meal was good when it wasn't. Whether or not there is a “big” lie told. Or a little “white” lie it still counts as lieing. The next time you stand on your ground and you go to sling your first stone at this moral lost person. Remember that there could be someone standing on a higher hil

She Needs Leveled..plz
Confident BBW In Pgh, Member of The Misfit~Angels Leveling Crew@ fubar please everyone yes laura's back..hehe not fully but here and confidentneeds 9096 to go to the next level can we please see if we can help get her there i have used all my 11's off ladymoose's page so now im on the home page seeing what hasn't already been rated on her page so lets go help her out please wooo hooo go go...lol

Thank You!!! I Made Godmother!
I had SO much love given to me today that my bar tab only went back 21 MINUTES! I have had a lot of love all week actually. Thank you ALL so much! I'm sure I have left out some people, but I tried grabbing from my bartab and recent pic viewers. WELL IN MY ORIGINAL bulletin I left this one out who was helping me earlier: funny_as_hell_2005@ fubar So I'm reposting this bully showing off all these awesome people. Sweet Mel*Sarge's Bad Girl*Greeter Club F.A.R@ fubar ^sin^♥Thumpstar's slave♥Fuowned by Smex~owner of thumpstar's genitals@ fubar SuperStarrPrincess *Owner of Sisters 4 Life* *Owner Sisters 4 Life Lounge* *Fu-Pastor*@ fubar *Phantom*@ fubar ♥ sTaRr ♥ of The Graveyard Family & Owned By RelliK ~ Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar Sisters 4 Life Supports Cervical Cancer Awareness ***SuperStarrPrincess - Owner***@ fubar Club F.A.R. Official Home Page

Fridays Bully
Aftershock Radio's One and Only DJ Kulvir Will be Rockin 2 Lounges sundays from 11a-11p eastern time Playing the BEST Rock on fubar!! Click the above pic to go to AFTERSHOCK CLICK the below pic to go to Dirty Addiction

The Memoirs Of An Analog Kid
The Memoirs of an Analog Kid ACT I A boy runs through a field unfettered, wild eyed and free, Racing through the tall grass, chasing Destiny. His heart, it burns with dreams, he yearns and sheds a lonely tear, For that aching presence calling him across these golden years. The warm, late summer sun shines down, bathing all in sight; Aided by a gentle breeze, the boy's reckless flight, Carries him on far beyond this summer afternoon, To a place in memory, forgotten all too soon. This boy of twelve long summers starts to sing a sacred song, Echoed by the voices of those who don't belong. Expectant pause, a righteous cause, his heart begins to beat, As he tears off through that valley, his feet winged and fleet. Coming at last to a sacred place from the golden dawn of youth, To a place he'll always cherish to find elusive Truth. With time to kill on a r

In My Room Again
Here I am again. Hiding in my room. Alone and feeling down. Nothing here to do. To think of ways to get out. Thats my only plan. Asking friends to help out. None do lend a hand. In front of a computer, is how I spend my days. Fighting jealousness of a love, I cant let fade away. At nights I often fantasize about what I had lost. Just to be back with her Id take any risk, no matter of the cost. When I do snap out of it. I sit back and sigh. Back within my room again. Trying not to cry.

Yeah, Evil.
You Are 8% Pure You're definitely not pure. In fact, you may be one of the most evil people who's ever lived. Remember, good little girls and boys go to heaven. But bad little girls and boys go everywhere! The 100 Question Purity Test

Another Story
He walks into the room he body naked soft and still..the candles on the mantle the only light available for him to see. Her skin glowing as the candles light kiss each inch of her beautiful body. She is deep in slumber he walks quietly over to her side just watching her chest rise and fall as she takes in each breath. His hands tremble wanting to touch her but he only watches her. He bends down and blows gently on her breasts she moves only slightly her hand resting on her thigh her nipples beautiful starting to reach for the cool kiss of his breath. He gently takes his fingers and runs them over her plump pink lips. he wants her so badly, it takes all he can to hold back. He bends over to lick her sweet soft lips as his fingers run down her chest...sliding down her tummy to find her sweet slit wet awaiting him. His tongue licks her lips then plunges into her mouth. She is half awake not sure if she is dreaming...but she is on fire for him his hands working her into a frenzy begging fo

~ A Beautiful Angel~
Hannah is a very beautiful angel.Not a day goes by I don't think of her.She is on my mind every second of every minute of every hour of every day.God took her home June 8th 2007.I love my Hannah! imikimi - Customize Your World

Dreams
Dreams I use to have so many dreams.If you have that on special dream,run with it take that dream and live it..Life can come at you so fast and then its gone.If you got the chance take it..dream the dream into reallity..make it happen. I'm so far a survivor of cancer.I just had the surgery the first of june and start up chemo and radition.I found out that once people know that you have cancer, which know one talks about. They run!.Well I can't run ,I'm here to fight till I have know fight left in me,,,I just want to say I"m glad i got to meet alot a good friends on here..So follow that dream if you can..maybe if gods will I'll have a dream again..god be with you all.

If
if life left you alone with me would the heaven neon glow, would that fire light, would an angel scream? fireworks, could they be as bright? if love made you want me, could you taste nirvana in a kiss, would fate shine through my smile, would fingertips and toes blaze fire for you, would the devil envy us our heat and light? if my eyes were that peaceful place, my mind were the alpha of your omega, if your dreams revolved in my never restful sleep, if your hand clenched in mine made yin and yang, if life made your question my answer, and my answer your question.. would you continue to hide in my imagination?

People Messing With Others Accounts
There is this one person on here that hacked my other account and messed it all up and even change my password and email so I cant log in. Now he is at it again. he goes by bushmaster and before he went by rayman. I have asked fubar to do something about it and nothing. Why cant people just nice and not mess with others pages.

Think Positive!!!
* LIVE ANOTHER NEW DAY * THINK OF POSITIVE THINGS, FEEL THE FRESH BREATH OF AIR, FORGET WHAT A NEGATIVE MIND BRINGS. LIVE ANOTHER NEW DAY, LOOK UPON THE BRIGHT SKY, AS THE EAGLE SOARS HIGH, LET THE RIVER OF TEARS RUN DRY. LIVE ANOTHER NEW DAY, AIM FOR SPARKLING VICTORY, LEARN FROM THE OCEAN OF FAILURES, TILL TRIUMPH STANDS OVER THE SEA. LIVE ANOTHER NEW DAY, BE STRONG ENOUGH TO CLIMB THE HIGHEST HILL AND MOUNTAIN, HANG ON THROUGH THE HARD TIME. LIVE ANOTHER NEW DAY, ASK GOD ALMIGHTY AND DIVINE

This Ruling Stinks!
Woman loses discrimination claim over flatulence February 19, 2008 08:26am A BRITISH woman who said she suffered cruel jibes from work colleagues because of her chronic flatulence has lost a discrimination claim. The unnamed woman said she was taunted by colleagues at Leeds Metropolitan University because she suffered from severe irritable bowel syndrome and claimed disability and racial discrimination against the university, as well as constructive dismissal. A Leeds employment tribunal was told one workmate said: "She opens the window because she sits there and stinks the place out - we shouldn't have to put up with it." She told the hearing colleagues would make sniffing noises and "bowel jokes" when she was within earshot. The three-strong tribunal panel dismissed all three of her claims, the British Press Association reported.

Way Too Early In The Morning Lol
Hi All! Yes, I'm still alive! It's 3am and this is the only time I can get on the computer......if I'm lucky. I haven't been able to go computer shopping yet. :-( Today doesn't look good either. We are getting hit with lots of snow right now, so the roads might be a bit rough. Ok, here are the test results....everything is clear and the Doc is stumped. He says to stick it out and see if it happens again. Ugh! On the great side, no pollups, tumors, or the c-word. Thank you, God!! And many thanks to those of you who have been praying for me! :-D As for the back, well, it's still there. The chiro went on vacation last week and didn't come back til this past Wednesday, so I'm pretty messed up again. And of course shoveling snow, which I did tonight, and moving heavy boxes around didn't help. I'm such a bad girl! hehehe Ok, not funny. I'm slowly picking up my duties at the fire department. I've got 3 big firefighters watching me constantly to make sure I d

Maneater
What do you feel when you see my picture? Do I have what you desire? I am your wildest wet dream cum true. I am a man eater and if you think you have what it takes to make me grin the possibilities are endless. So don't waiste my time if your not worthy. I exspect only the best and the best is all I get. I am a man eater not a man hater I will own you Don't ask just do I'll crack that wip Don't ever give me lip I'm a man eater A ball beater I'll lick my lips you bow at my wips I am a man eater

If I Knew
IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I'D SEE YOU FALL ASLEEP, I WOULD TUCK YOU IN MORE TIGHTLY AND PRAY THE LORD, YOU SOUL TO KEEP. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME THAT I SEE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WOULD GIVE YOU A HUG AND KISS AND CALL YOU BACK FOR ONE MORE. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I'D HEAR YOUR VOICE LIFTED UP IN PRAISE, I WOULD VIDEO TAPE EACH ACTION AND WORD, SO I COULD PLAY THEM BACK DAY AFTER DAY. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME, I COULD SPARE AN EXTRA MINUTE TO STOP AND SAY "I LOVE YOU," INSTEAD OF ASSUMING YOU WOULD KNOW I DO. IF I KNEW IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME I WOULD BE THERE TO SHARE YOUR DAY, WELL I'M SURE YOU'LL HAVE MANY MORE, SO I CAN LET JUST THIS ONE SLIP AWAY. FOR SURELY THERE'S TOMORROW TO MAKE UP FOR AN OVERSIGHT, AND WE ALL WILL GET A SECOND CHANCE TO MAKE EVERYTHING JUST RIGHT. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE ANOTHER DAY TO SAY "I LOVE YOU," AND CERTAINLY THERE'S ANOTHER CHANCE TO SAY OUR "ANYTHING I CAN DO?

Feeling Sick
Hey everyone! How is everything going? Me? I am feeling so sick today, I know its because I am pregnant but today I felt like I had threw up my stomach. Anyway, my babys daddy wanted another chance with me and I told him no because I cant go through that again, if I give him another chance he will just end up leaving me again. So, we decided to just go ahead and be friends, so tonight he is coming over with me to watch amovie. Does anyone think that is weird? Let me know!

Cheese!!!! Thanks Rev
Facts about cheeses. No cheese has ever been convicted of a crime. Cheeses are immune to STDs. Having sex with cheese isn't cheating. Cheese invented the polaroid camera and the difference engine. In 200bc Cheese successfully attacked and took over the entire Persian Empire. Cheese was seen glowing at the birth of Christ. Mice are more fond of the taste of peanut butter than they are of cheese. Cheese on the other hand prefers the taste of mice over the taste of peanut butter. God originally gave the Ten Commandments to Moses written on a slab of cheese. Cheese written backwards spells eseech which, as far as I'm aware, isn't a word in English Ancient Celts used cheese the same way we use TNT today, making it one of the earliest forms of explosive known to man. Donkeys are not allergic to cheese. Cheese has never been to the moon. There are over 9 billion species of cheese, most of them french. Cheese was once worshipped as a god by Neanderthal

Us?
Mystic dreams..silent skies one last kiss we seek softness of skin the depth of your eyes with you I am so weak Moonlight shines, waters still emotions rise and fall horizons neverending as actions say it all Winds as soft as feathers pass by as quiet as a whisper sounds of heartbeats racing as he give himself to her Passions released, bodies meet minds wander to forbidden shores seduction takes flight as each soul wants more and more Eyes meeting..skin glistens as winds blow a gentle kiss the want, the urgent need ends in vivid moments bliss Waking up so suddenly body filled with such desire I still see your face..feel your touch but its gone as quick as fire.

Wtf!?!?!?!
Ok so I'm sitting here enjoying my Happy Hour. Trying to rate a friend's stash, answer people in the shoutbox, etc and when the hour is over I'm going through my messages & find this: WTF?!?! As anyone who is a friend knows I am VERY protective of who views pictures of my kids. I've had people get pissy cause I won't let them view that folder & I sit here trying to wonder who in the hell would be sick enough to want to upset someone like that. Not only did this asshole send me a private message he leaves the same comment on my profile. Of course I removed it cause I know it's bullshit.... but really........who in the fucking hell does this person think he is? I'm not one for drama; if you downrate me; I return the rate; block & move on. I don't send my friends after you but I do alert them to who you are. Now I've pissed off someone who is a really big jerk when he's mad. I know he's made a few accounts & downrated me in his jealous pettiness. But this??? This rea

Raver Outfit
Those of you who have been reading my blog the last couple of weeks knows what me going to the warehouse means. Well Mark is blackmailing me there. Guess I'm going to be drugged and pimped, drugged and given to the band or his brother. Who knows. What I do know is I not invited to hear the band practice. I'm thinking about wearing some big red raver pants that are easy to pull off of me when they are all button and zipped up. Hell they were easy to pull off of me before my car accident and that was before I lost 8 lbs. Anyway those pants, white spandix belly shirt, my "die baby girl panties" (white thong with a girl drawn on the front with a knife in her and in red letters 'die baby girl, die') and knee high white "die baby girl" socks. What do you think? Luv u Tara Mark and Amy are back lovy dovy again.

National Zoo
No not the Capitol, the actual zoo. In the six hours I was in DC, I spent 3 of them in the National Zoo. Which by the way is on a steep hill. Sadistically planned so that people with young children start off casually pushing their strollers down Olmsted Walk until they get to the bottom. Here they change into out of shape sherpas huffing and puffing their way back to Connecticut Avenue or whatever parking lot they started from. It was a cold day on my visit and there were few sherpas. Fat Sherpas aside some of the signs explaining the animals were hilarious. Take for instance that of the Dama Gazelle. Body Language: Dama Gazelles communicate with one another using their bodies. To attract a mate, the male stands erect or hits his horns against the grass to show his strength. Cheeky little bastards.

::why I Love/hate Fubar::
::REASONS WHY I LOVE/HATE FUBAR:: By: Message In A Bottle ::I LOVE FUBAR BECAUSE...:: *The instant interaction with people *You meet some people in here with similar interests that can actually hold a conversation *The booze!!!! *The networking possibilities are endless *A LOT better than mylamespace.com *Wide variety of everything *The booze!!!! *The games are a fun way to kill time *Stashes!!! *The mumms, gotta love the mumms! *I can express a lot of myself on here *It's fun *THE BOOZE!!!!!!!!! ------------------------ ::I HATE FUBAR BECAUSE...:: *Perverts, especially the older ones *Married dudes trying to run thier game on me when it says on thier page they are "happily" married...gross!! *When people ask you simple questions when they can just look on your page *Asshats and pricks *When Serbs on here try to insult me...LAME!! *Internet tough guys/gals that e-threaten me.....ooooh, I'm e-shaking!!! *Stupid drama *When people get butthurt beca

Please Be Careful They Will Hack In Your Lounge
they mess up my lounge i woke up n got on there n it was all mess up bad they are the one mess up my lounge please be careful they can do your lounge also :Satan ~Owner of Tattoos Cars and Rock&Roll'and 'CHEVY OWNER OF YACHT PARTY REDNECK COUNTRY MUSLE CAR SECURITY

New Location.....
For those of you that HAVENT taken notice yet... I have changed my HOME LOCATION .... its no longer listed as Puyallup, WA... the city ive lived the past 14 or so years or more in... no.. it i NOW listed as Fort Leonard Wood, Missouri... thats RIGHT.. WHY you may ask... well.. cause thats the FIRST stop on my NEW military career with the ARMY.. Yes... if you all have noticed.. ive gone from the MARINES to the ARMY... NOT as bad a change as you would think...but more on that another time... Ill try an keep every one posted of changes as they go... right now i need to try an get the rest of my apartment packed.. cause i need to try an store it for the next few months til the ARMY or I can come an get it from here to take it to my next duty station.. BUT.. the RUB in that is that i need to get it done in the next 3 days.. cause got served papers last week sayin needed to be out by THIS friday.. or would be getting evicted by the Sheriff... NOT FUN.. i hate stress... talk

Story I Wrote
Ok i wrote this just wanted to see what people thought I already know few of you like it *wink wink* So you'd be in your gown sitting on the edge of the table waiting the boring music playing throughout the room. You look around and pick up a random magazine to read, the room isn’t cold like you'd think but warm making it very comfortable for you to sit in your barely there gown that comes down just past your thighs.You shuffle trying to hold yourself in and begin reading a meaningless article in the magazine. You don’t really hear the footsteps or the door handle till the door is open I slowly walk inside and place my papers on the counter, it’s a little obvious I’ve had kind of a rough day my hair is half up the other half falling into my face slightly my shirt is well fitting and shows off my breast just slightly I’m wearing a skirt slightly hiked from sitting w/ my legs crossed on my previous break. I try to put the papers on the counter and a few slip out drifting to the floo

Info For Kop!!
This is KOP (Kingd Of Photoshop) !!This is a crew where your skills determine rank!!! A Group of the best photoshoppers on Fubar!!! There will be 4Kings and 4Queens and prince and princess will be the ranks under that!! 4 teams North ,South ,East and West If your accept in the group you will be place under one of the current Kings and Queens!! There will be battles where you can earn a King or Queen spot or Loose your royal spot!!! It will be rates only and there will be a 50,000 fubuck entry fee(For battles)....(So ask for fubucks when makeing pics for friends you'll need it!! (Overall winner will take the fubucks jackpot) (Remeber this is one crew even tho its slit ,its only split for Battle purposes..so once your in your good but your rank to be called the best will depend on your skills!!!) Kings and Queens Make sure your prince and princesses autograph any work done under the King Of Photoshop name!! (there will be a album to display there wo

How Much Work Does It Take To Be Ajerk
Mr.Dickhead This is a dick head !!! there are many found and not far they are all around in fu-bar they come in disguises in shapes and sizes some have testicles others have Breasticles they talk there shit and show their tits In fu-bar they are not far they commonly attack when you turn your back haters and down-raters misandrist and misogenist don't forget the misanthrope who is beyond all hope Beware they are everywhere Warn your Friends so they are aware!! for the sake of all good fu-barians copy this repost and save us all ------- Have a Great Day!!AND ABIG THANK YOU GOES TO MY BUDDY DREAMCASTER4U MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Simply Nothing, Nope, Jus Nothing
soon you will know why you are afraid, afraid of the dark. soon you will know why you fear the night. in this life there is no light. the only thing that you fear, is the darkness in sight. swallow you it will, no reason to fight. these demons always seem to take flight. no matter what, they always do it outta spite. always there, always outta sight. twisted yet foul, but somehow always right. sittin here alone in the dark. lost in the shadows of my mynd. in the darkness of what ive become. tearin me apart, killin me from the inside. what pride i once had, it jus withered away and jus died. up insideit has gone. layed to waste what was destroyed. wasted and abused, my life more and more confussed. im a nothing, im a nobody. jus wish my life would amount to something.wish my life, i was a somebody, evern if i was jus anybody.yet i still lay here, a fucking nobody. something ive always been, will always be. Richard ~Kindred @ Broken Heart~ 15 FEB 08

How To Invite To A Lounge By Brian
FIRST, HOVER OVER THE USER THAT YOU WANT TO INVITE TO LOUNGE. CLICK ON THE CHAT BUBBLE ICON. THEN, SELECT THE LOUNGE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO INVITE THAT USER. ***NOTE***MUST BE IN THAT LOUNGE OR INVITATION WILL NOT WORK IF DONE CORRECTLY, IT SHOULD SAY "INVITE SENT!"

Holy Moly!
Okay, so I really do not even know where to begin. Over the past couple of weeks - a lot of you have showed an overwhelming amount of support to help me level up - and I think I *may* just do it within the next hour or so. Each and every person that have helped me are truly amazing! I honestly don't know where to begin on thanking people - so this is my *sorta* thank you! If you ever need anything - please don't hesitate to ask. If I'm around - I will gladly help as much as I can. Myspace Comments

A Story
Masturbate For Me It's the height of the summer. You live in a large old farm house, which has a swimming pool in the garden. I'm currently lodging in your house whilst at uni. This is the first spell of hot weather since I moved in and both of us have our first day off work, study and me uni. In all the time I've been staying, we haven't had many dealings with each other; largely because I'm leaving when you're in and vice versa. You're sunbathing in the garden taking advantage of the glorious weather. I've decided to have a swim and sunbathe too. I'm in the pool before you've arrived home from shopping. You come into the garden in a swimsuit. This is the first time I've seen you in such attire. I knew I was in trouble. As you were getting ready, to sunbathe on the lounger, I started to get hard as a rock, from admiring your swimsuit. Unfortunately, I posses a smaller than average cock, which has always caused me a lot of embarrassment; but fortunately on this occasion I thou

Trust
Why is the one that you love always the first one to hurt you and make you cry ? Why is it when you give that somebody ever ounce of energy that you have inside you they treat you like dirt ? Why is it that just when things seem to be going great in your life somebody builds a brickwall ? Why do people always judge you by the people that you talk to or hang with ? I'm not one to mince words to much because I would rather be told flat out how somebody feels or what somebody wants than try and guess it for myself and end up getting hurt. Not many things in this world make me cry anymore but a few will still set into that downward sprial right into hell with no net to catch me when I hit the bottom. I try not to be so cold hearted as to not give somebody the benefit of a doubt,but when somebody goes and breaks my heart just because they think they can or when somebody lies to me tryin to think that I'm not gonna find out about what really happened is crossing the red lin

For Her
You come into your bedroom and notice there are a bunch of lit candles set around the room. It smells like a hundred bouquets of roses. Then you notice me on the bed, laying in scattered rose petals, wearing a red lacy teddy, and a tiny red thong. You crawl up on the foot of the bed and begin gently kissing up my smooth, silky legs and my stomach as your hands cup my breasts. I reach up and stroke your body, pulling your face up to mine gently and softly kiss your lips. Sliding my hands down your body, I place them on your hips and roll you on your back, swinging up to straddle you. I lean down and kiss you deeply, my hands stroking your breasts. I kiss down your neck, purring as I move past your ear. My hands slide your shirt up and over your head, then reach under your back and take your bra off. I then kiss your collar bone as my fingertips gently rub your nipples. Kissing my way to your chest, I slide my tongue out and flick it across your nipples and I softly suc

Help Me Coz Ya Love Me
The Dragon train is hosting a contest but the best thing is..NO COMMENT BOMBING!!!...You add fan and rate all the riders on the train then tell Dawn you've done that and she will add you to the train with me (just tell Dawn i sent you)...After that everyone else who joins will have to do the same for you...I win some blingees and you get lots of points from adds...Win Win..so if you would please help...if it's too much you know i will totally understand and love ya anyway!!! Here's the link:http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=289865496

Looking For New Dj's
We are currently looking for new DJ's at SpitFire Radio. If interested contact me at webmaster@wdkyradio.com or fubar mail me or yahoo reach me dj_thumperz or goto the website www.wdkyradio.com and fill out the DJ Application ALL MUST BE OVER THE AGE OF 18 YEARS OLD..............we play all kinds of music so come join us and lets get that music pumpin'!!!!!

I've Considered This Carefully...
...mainly because I have far too much time on my hands however be that as it may, I still find certain children's tales and films very disturbing. Yes, they might be classics but for God's sakes... ...take for example Mary Poppins. Now I've had this discussion with a few ppl on why I find that film strange. What kind of message are we giving our kids when we encourage them to watch a film about a woman that floats down from Lord knows where on a cloud, carrying a carpet bag that will apparently store the entire contents of an Ikea store and who talks to an umberella shaped like a parrot's head? Does anyone else not think that this is the work of some crack smoking weirdo? Not only that, but Mary may well have been on crack herself. Let's see now...she clicks her fingers and room's magically tidy themselves up, she dances with Dick Van Dyke and a bunch of penguins in a "mystical" (more like drug induced) world and reckons a spoon full of sugar will help the medicine go down...okkkkkk

To Every Female That Visits Me
For Every Female That visits me; I am so tired of being stalked by females thinking that because some guy buys you a virtual gift of leaves a comment that you think that they do love you and so you come to me and start checking me out all the time and/or tell me to either leave them alone or give me permission to be their friend. Here is a fact that you ARE living in a dream and you can not fall in love with someone within a few minutes or a few days and I will be friends with anyone I want and I am smart enough to recognize the games and do keep my Private Life as that PRIVATE, and my friends and relationships is my business and that is that. I do not fall for the lies or games so all I can say is grow up and stop looking for a Sugar Daddy and learn to be INDEPENDANT and the Stalking, it is old and I am tired of trying to keep my friends due to your games and one I will never lose because we do communicate and that is never going to change. And I also added this to my prof

Then You Know
When you feel someone's love more then they give it, then you know. When you hear I love you before they say it, then you know. When you feel a touch before they are with you, then you know. When everyone else around you fades into a blur but the one you are looking at, then you know. When their voice is the first one to start your day and the last one to put you to bed , then you know. When you cook their favorite meal before asked, then you know. When you find yourself looking at all the years to come before tomorrow, then you know. When you can throw yourself in the wind and be free in love, then you know. I know I make it sound pretty simple and that loved is never actually known, but when you are happy, content ,and not feeling alone. Then you are blessed to know that love is attainable and is worth all the tears, and the hurt, so grab your shovel and start moving the dirt. Start making your path to the one that you want and don't ever look back, Even when th

Off For A Week!!!
Most of you already know! For the ones that don't I will not be around for the next week and some odd days! This does not mean that I got zapped by fu-drama, on the contrary I have been given an awesome opportunity to embrace an internet friendship . For all my friends and family I love you so! For all the ones I said I would return the fu-love, I will get back to it when I return. I have it all wrote down and I'm keeping up with it. For all that leave love while I'm away, I will put you in line and get to you with in the next month!!! I hope each and everyone of you have an awesome week, because I know I am. With all my love and happiness!!! Love Always Moon I will be blogging the experience and making sure I keep all of you hopeless romantics up to date on how everything turned out!!! XXOO (I know I have die hard friends that have a million questions...lol )

Eugh .. Go Away ..
Okay so I dont get things.. It's sunny then we get hit with like 30cm of SNOW!!! I mean like come on... can this WINTER be sooo over already.. & let it be summer because I will be partying in Europe :D:D:D:D:D:D So umm yeh who's with me... BYE BYE WINTER ****PLEASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSE****

Eroticism....lives Within Our Minds
Eroticism lives within our minds.....OR does it? Imagine living in a place where the name itself reeks of erotica.... Blow Me Down, Newfoundland, Canada Climax, Michigan Climax, Georgia Crotch Lake, Ontario, Canada Dildo, Newfoundland, Canada Ding Dong, Texas Intercourse, Pennsylvania Needmore, Texas Fucking, Austria (pronounced fooking) Paradise, Nevada Comfort, Texas Virgin, Utah Shakopee, Minnesota Where do you wanna live????

First Meeting
So, the wife and I met an awesome couple from Fubar last night (( 2-22-08)), we are into the BDSM lifestyle. I was raised in it, wife however is learning. The other couple is all into it. Wife is a sub , not a slave. The other female is a complete slave, and is willing to help open my wife's eyes and teach her how to submit more and correctly. Though I prefer to have one slave, not a sub. But she ( the slave ) and I'm assuming her hubby is willing to help teach her ( my wife ). I ache for My one. I have been waiting for such a long time, my heart hurts, to truely have what I long for. I do not see my wife being a slave. i know she will submit and take some discipline. which we have done in the past. But I ache for that special slave ( Gaienne ) that my heart aches for. I need her terribly. I miss her. I ache for her. I can see her floating in my mind daily. The thought of smelling her scent over powers me. Leaves me aching for more. Yearning to have her at my feet, showing me all of he

Leaving Fubar
ha ha now that i got your attention tag your it Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.

What You See, Others May Not!
I have just finished watching an obscure movie that I can guarantee has not been watched by many due to the unattractiveness of the title and content. For some reason I found it very intriguing to say the least. The title of the movie was, “Lars and the real doll”. It was the story of a delusional young guy that strikes up an unconventional relationship with a doll he finds on the internet. Ryan Gosling, better known as Noah in the movie The Notebook was simply amazing in his role as the young man that had bought a sex doll off the internet because of his recluse mentality. The movie has an incredibly powerful and positive message about the ability of a community to heal and nurture a troubled soul by treating it with acceptance and compassion. Everyone should watch this movie for many reasons. Watch this movie for the comedy, romance, heartwarming performance of a man that saw something in something, as well as others that no one else desired to see. A story of love that was only seen

Sts-123 Endeavour Set To Go In Early March
STS-122 Atlantis Mission a Success - STS-123 Endeavour Up Next, Canadian And Japanese Components To Be Installed Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive. Image Above: STS-123 crew portrait. From the right (front row) are astronauts Dominic L. Gorie, commander; and Gregory H. Johnson, pilot. From the left (back row) are astronauts Richard M. Linnehan, Robert L. Behnken, Garrett E. Reisman, Michael J. Foreman and Japan Aerospace Exploration Agency's (JAXA) Takao Doi, all mission specialists. Image Above: STS-123 Endeavour stands tall o

Just Some Info
Just to let you all know that I wont be online coming the ned of march very much or this month plz show some love and once I get back online I will return it. Just need some time away I am like taking time alone with my self to see what i want out of live. For those who have my number that number will not be able to reach me after march 29th. For those who are my true friends on here you will be kept the other ones will be deleted. I guess its spring clean up so that is what i am going to be going. Thanks ahead of time for the true friends. UKnowUWantMe!!

All Fu*bombers Take Notice***
I am at wits end. The contest hostess took Goddess Traci's pic off her contest page and left all the other one's up. I don't know why. Her SB is off and she won't answer my fu*mail. I left a comment in her comments on her page asking her POLITELY why she took Traci's pic off contest page. You may wish to leave her a comment yourself. but remember... WE ARE FU*BOMBERS DAMMIT!!! We have a lot of respect here in fu, so don't let your feelings take control and leave nasty comments, PLEASE!! BE POLITE>...show all of fu that FU*BOMBERS HAVE CLASS!! Y'all please be nice, ya hear???

Yearning
The pain in my heart The pain from loosing this dream, my wish. The love I receive from you, the pain I give you. Why must you do these things. Excite me get to prepare and take it all away, just the same. Do I mean so little to you. Is your intentions true or game plays. I feel the pain of loss. If you love me, where are you. Make up your mind, Stop playing with me. I am not a cat toy, I have a heart. Do you not see what you do to me.Back and forth I go. Happy then torn down. To be made happy again with false truths. When will it end. Can you really love someone Or are they just your panthers prey. Something to love for now and kill eternally later. I am so tired of living in the shadows of sorrow. I want your love. Please don't close your eye's to me.

Starbucks
Starbucks can kiss my ass. Whenever I go in there to buy a simple cup of coffee, they expect me to participate in the “Starbucks Experience”. And if I order my coffee “wrong”, I get corrected by some minimum-wage-twit who couldn’t articulate their way home. They don’t sell their coffees in Small, Medium or Large. NOOOOO! They have some pretentious crap names like Tall (which is small), Grande and Venti. WTF? Venti is not even a word – it is a Starbucks word – look closely at the menu, they have the word Venti trademarked! They made up the frigging word! And then they train their staff to not respond to normal words like, “I would like a small cup of coffee.” They ask me, “You mean a Tall?” Let me see – I’m looking at three cups: a short one, a medium one and a tall one. I don’t want the tall one, I didn't bring that much money – I want the short, fuck! Read my frigging lips: IT IS NOT TALL, IT IS SHORT! Goddamn – no wonder the poor bastards who work at Starbucks are dys

Stalkers
I THINK IT'S SO FUNNY THAT PPL ON HERE BECOME STALKERS...THAT GET SO INTO THIS THING AND THEY GET IT IN THERE HEAD THAT THEY R A PART OF SOMEONE ON HERE AND THEY START DOING STUPID SHIT...AM I THE CRAZY ONE OR WHAT. WHAT DO U THINK

Sidewalks
If sidewalks could talk, what would they say? If they had eyes, what would they see? If we had the knowledge that they had consciousness, would we walk upon them the same? If I were a sidewalk, I would ask that those who tread on me tread with light feet. I would encourage those upright to walk further, and introduce themselves to my less trod upon siblings on the back streets and alleyways; you'll always find more interesting stories there. Sidewalks are privy to wanderers, waders, street performers, homeless hopefuls and lovers, young and old. They are far more traveled and wise than walls. Walls wait, observe, tower and block. Sidewalks lead the curious and the informed towards their destinations. Like a dog blissfully leading a blind man. There's nothing more honorable than that. If I were a sidewalk, I would know people. You can tell so much about a person by how they carry themselves, and even more based on the types of shoes they wear. Sidewalks are the wise, old men of p

2-23-08
Well today was a decent day..i spent it in bed :) Still sick hoping to feel better soon!! I have to head to work shortly and just wanted to send hugs to those of you who check up on me :) xoxo Have a great night!! Alana

Mel Dillon
Ok, got a blank request from this guy, I accepted (you all know I don't do that often) Went to the page, rated and fanned and left this comment: Ok I've done something I don't usually do and that's accept your blank friends request. Please be sure to return the rate and fan to my page as I have yours. A few minutes later this is what I get: Click the pic above to pay the prick a visit Brought to you by: lauria FuOwned by Hopeless Romantic♥Shadow Leveler♥ {{H&L Bombers Co-Founder}}@ fubar And my owner is: @};-Hopeless Romantic {{H&L Bombers Founder}} @};-Proud Owner of Lauria r@};-@ fubar

A Favor For A Great Friend
Very Sexy Comments & GraphicsI'm hoping that you will go show a very good friend of mine some love. R/F/A her. She has Done sooooo much for me. If you rate 100 of her stash or 100 of her pics a 10 and send me a msg, I will confirm with her and send you 10k fu bucks till I get too low. With Much Love Muaaah!!! ~*TinkerbellMN84*~Check out some awesome friends in my about me section!@ fubar

Wanna Fu Own Me Please Read.
WANNA FU OWN ME? YOU CAN FOR A 7 DAY BLAST OR A VIP!! AND IM ALL YOURS. WILL ADD YOU TO MY NAME ,MAKE SUMTHIN FOR YOUR PAGE,RATE ALL PICS 10'S DURING HH ,AND WILL CHAT WITH ON MIC.AND IM OPEN TO PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING,HIT ME UP IN MY SB AND LETS CHAT.

Yeah
Just an FYI: Had a cheerleading competition. I was for my cheerleading school, not my regular schoo. That means the outfits are skimpier and the routines more sexual. Little spandix boy shorts, and halter tops make the crowd watch closer. I got dropped during practice. Didn't break anything just scrambled my head.

Just Wondering Why
why do people enjoy shreading the hearts of those who truely care about them? why do we open our hearts up for these people when we know what the ultimate outcome is? and to those who dont look forward to breaking our hearts we shun them, for fear they do want to? I wonder these things cause Im personally saving myself for the right person, yet foolishly i fall into the same bs games, time and time again. heres all i have to say to all yall who love to gain power from the destruction of others emotional state, Fuck you and get a life. Karma is one big bad bitch and she will sit her big fat nasty ass on you soon, and your just deserts will be granted!!!!

Men
: Men One for the ladies : One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweat shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb.

Angels
Angel In Disguise If an angel is someone who is filled with love, it's a gift that they constantly share, If an angel is someone who looks out for others and gives them a nudge here or there, If an angel is someone who touches your life with a heart that's both joyful and wise Then even though you don't have halo or wings You're an angel in disguise!

I Need Money :(
ugh...its like never ending hell when it comes to money...oh im so fucking pissed...ok im going to school..and im an idiot..yes i admit it..im an idiot...i failed a class..woofuckinghoo....go me! so anyways if i dont pass these classes im on now (which im hoping with everything in me wont happen!) i owe them money for the classes...but yea not to mention my now piling medical bills..oh fuck thats a whole nother story..apparently its not cheap when ur sick..ugh, so now im either having to pay more out of my ass to get something checked..or i just suffer through it..and hope it doesnt get to bad. then theres all my credit card debt for when i was young stupid and thouhgt hey its like free fucking money lets spend it like a jack ass!!! yea yea...now ive learned...but anyways...im left with the choices of finding a part time job (yea kinda hard when u go to schoo full time, work 40 hours already, and have a child full time) or i get to magically have money fall in my lap, or win the lotter

Weekend 2-23 & 2-24 08
well it was a fun weekend for me i guess, i spent friday night with lori and went to see kartune and C3 at evans roadhouse, then slide, lol on over to the roads end on broad street, lol but not after makeing a pit stop on 5th and broad (yeah, thats right, i did it again in the street,lol) and can't forget going to amore's for food that night, lol. omg 2 hours of sleep then helping at the toy show at the sugarloaf firehouse. man how did i get stuck parking cars in the cold????? saturday night was fun too, went with mu cousin and her boyfriend to the woodlands ( my first time there) omg dollar drink night and the drinks were strong WOW! well after watching some hotties shake it we went up to spurs in pittston and finished the night off watching more hotties country line dance... wow, good band up there too (homegrown) and a nice bar.... all in all i enjoyed myself and got a little crazy and drunk too. oh well, lets see what next weekend brings!

Thoughts
I toss and turn you're not there. I reach my hand out there is only air. You may not be here now. But, in my mind you are there. My stomach aches but I am full. Full of wonder of what could be. Looking to the sky for that one star. But, the sky is clear of stars. Till I notice a patch of clouds moving. Out from behind the clouds is one star. Shining very bright. I watch closely. The star flickers like a wink. Letting me know my future is bright. I reach out with my hand again. This time it is full with your hand. I smile and wink back at the star. Walking away hand in hand with you. JLM

Questions
When did I manage to get broken again? When will I have peace in my mind? All I ever do is keep forgving but tell me how much more of this I can take. When will it all end? I need to be happy. I need to trust. I need alot. I loved you but you told me goodbye. You told me you wren't even going to try. Why weerre you playing games? Why can't you just let this go away? Do you know how much your my world? I have no control over what you do. All you continue to do is push me away. Tell me why are you good at broken promises? Tell me why you choose to break this heart. You know how my heart is. Does it amuse you to break it more? Foolish guy, foolish girl, waiting for the one. Wait for mr or mrs. right, it'll never happen, as far as this world can see. The world makes it impossible as we are forced to use drugs like sex, pot, and yes maybe even cocaine. This world is insane. You were my drug. Now i'm nothing. I'm just an x in the book. The x who's heart you shook

Tell Me By Wed If You Will Enter
I would like to know by Wednesday all who intend to enter so I can get started giving out entry prizes. I am starting to wonder if there is any point in doing this contest because there has been a lot of interest but few people have entered submissions or told me they will enter. Come on ladies this is a 30 day blast and a 7 day blast for second place, it would be kind of lame if I just have the two entries that I have now. Not much of a contest. Now I am already giving out awards for just entering, and I am thinking about making this a safe for work contest, maybe some of you are worried about another contestant winning because they show more. So please all that are interested either post your entry by Wednesday or let me know if you need more time and please most importantly, tell me if you at least plan to enter so I can get things started. If by my deadline there has not been enough entries I may have to cancel so it is all up to you my lovely ladies. Lets get this show on the road

Fishermans Day
WHEN FISHERMAN GOES TO SEA THEY TAKE THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD WITH THEM. THEY BARE THE RESPONSABILITIESOF THE SAFETY FOR ALL WHO GO WITH THEM. THEY CARRY THE HEARTS OF THOSE THEY LEAVE BEHIND WITH THEM. WHILE THEY ARE OUT CATCHING THEIR SHARE OF FISHERMANS GOLD THEY WONDER IF IT'S ENOUGH. THEY PRAY FOR DIRECTIONS. THEY PRAY FOR FULL LOADS OF FISHERMANS GOLD. THEY PRAY FOR SAFE PASSAGE. THEY PRAY THAT THEIR LOVED ONES WILL BE WAITING TO GREET THEM AT THE END OF THE RUN. THE BEST THINGS IN A FISHERMANS DAY ARE: HAVING A GREAT CREW HAVING A BOUNTIFUL CATCH HAVING A SAFE JOURNEY OUT & BACK HAVING NO BREAKAGE OF EQUIPMENT MOST IMPORTANTLY, THEY HAVE THE LOVE OF THEIR FAMILY WITH THEM WHILE OUT AND THE SMILES AND HUGS WHEN THEY GET BACK...... THIS IS WHAT MAKES THE "FISHERMANS DAY"

Progress
The dictionary says that "progress" means "steady improvement." But is it an improvement that everything goes faster today? To me, real progress would be healthy, well-fed children and adults worldwide, living and loving in peace.

I Love To Pee!
Wowie Zowie I love to pee. Day or night, after lunch or dinner. Before, during, or after sex. I love to pee. Wee-weeing is winning a mini lotto 3 times a day. I could almost say that pissing is the greatest feeling in the world after sperming. If I could urinate while ejaculating it would feel so good my wiener might explode like one of those cartoon joke cigars. The longer I hold it, the better it feels. Two hours of having my legs crossed, holding my crotch, will result in 2 minutes of unbridled pleasure. I have a large capacity, yet highly efficient bladder. In order to get to this level: I may need to hold it for days. Sometimes I'll find myself in middle of a tinkle, then realize I was saving up for a Master P. Once started though, the flow of golden love can not be halted, and I need to begin all over again. I tried to tie a string to my finger as a reminder but it wasn't too effective. I tried tying it to the ding-dong, but decided to take it one ste

10 Months Old
hello everyone well druen is ten months old today,, wow time flies bye, he can sit with assistance, and is doing his girl pushups all the time, and is almost to all fours, i am hoping he will be crawling in the next month or so hes eating solids,, well somewhat, one time a day during dinner, but its facinating, at first he had many problems with it, but he would sit there and watch me, and the next day was mocking how i eat and has been eating since the only bad news we got this month was hes going to need a operation to help his digestive system , he throws up 10 to 15 times a day each day i say a creed,, please read it http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=257350&albumid=542435&i=1868897855 thanks everyone, there are a few new pics, and more to come soon loves from randy and druen

Haunted
I really fuckin hate the fact that ALL my coworkers and the manboss decided to talk about our hotel bein haunted, esp one certain room. Workin night audit completely alone in the entire hotel doesn't help either. No more detours to the kitchen in the dark, or gettin cigs from the electrical room, or goin to the bathroom even :(

New Computer!!
Today, I finally bought a new computer. It's an HP laptop. AMD Turion x2 Dual Core processor running at 2.0 gHz. 2 GB RAM 250GB Hard Drive Firewire and media ports. CD/DVD RW drive. 17" Widescreen monitor. Windows Vista (I'm going to see if I like it - I understand that I can still downgrade back to XP if Vista is a pain in the ass). So far, I'm happy with it. Also, with the various media ports, this new computer enables me to pick up the movie project again. I'm finally able to transfer the video into the computer for editing. This machine also has enough juice to perform the editing and video rendering. Hopefully, Zombie Death will finally be ready for Summer Horrorfind, 2008!

~~sometimes~~
**Sometimes** Sometimes I just need to hold you. I need to feel my arms around you, Strong and Loving and Warm for you... To Know that You're safe from the Hurry And Hassles of the World for just a little while. Sometimes I just need you to draw Strength From My Strength and to Know that I Care, To Know that I'm There.......... Loving You...... Always Loving You. Forever. Peace.

Leave Already
Leaving me is what you needed to do A thousand times Yet each time hurts Hurts less than the first But more than the last So quickly you betrayed me And fucked my future,present, and past I hate you now And always will You're not a worry in my mind Not a blink of an eye Not a feeling in my soul And not a shadow of my affection You made me realize your life wasnt perfect And you needed a girl that fit those standards Of course not me Because I am so much better then that But realize now what YOU have lost You lost a girl who would die for you A girl in love So true to you A girl so precious A girl to keep Oh you know what The hell with you Plain and simple, you just lost ME And i couldnt be much happier So i hope down the road you hurt her too Cause then she'll know how fucked up you truly are You will figure out that you needed me all along And when you do I'll just have to say......FUCK YOU !!

Grown Women
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think

What Is It Really?
WHAT IS LOVE? Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, and is your voice caught within your chest? It isn't love, it's LIKE. You can't keep your eyes off of them, am I right? It isn't love, it's LUST. Are you proud, and eager to show them off? It isn't love. It's LUCK. Do you want them because you know they're there? It isn't love, it's LONELINESS. Are you there because it's what everyone wants? It isn't love, it's LOYALTY. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them? It isn't love, it's PITY. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It isn't love, it's INFATUATION. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP. Do you tell them everyday they are the only one you think of? It isn't love, it's a LIE. Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for their sake? It isn't love, it's CHARITY. However, do you stay because a bli

Unwell
Unwell - Matchbox 20 All day Staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night Hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on I'm feeling like I'm headed for a Breakdown I don't know why I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know, right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be Me Talking to myself in public Dodging glances on the train I know I know they've all been talking 'bout me I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong With me Out of all the hours thinking Somehow I've lost my mind I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a litt

My Mom
THINGS MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME Bert & his mother circa 1941 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. "Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. 'If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of yo

50 Fun Things To Do In An Elevator
50 Fun Things To Do In An Elevator 1. Make race car noises when people get on and off. 2. Blow your nose and offer to show the contents of your Kleenex to other passengers. 3. Grimace painfully while slapping your forehead and muttering, "Shut up dammit, all of you just SHUT UP!" 4. Whistle the first 7 notes of "It's a Small World" incessantly. 5. Sell Girl Scout Cookies. 6. On a long ride, sway side to side at the natural frequency of the elevator. 7. Shave. 8. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask, "Got enough air in there?" 9. Offer name tags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside-down. 10. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off. 11. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to pull the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves. 12. Lean over to another passenger and whisper, "Ever had a Wet Willy?" 13. Greet everyone get

Hanging On To Your Every Word
I sit here every day feeling as though no one seeing that im here I type words that offten go unseen and why because im hoping and wishing that the one i want sees me and simply says to me i want you too but as usual im just typing for nothing waisting my time becuase I know no one believes a damn thing i say and yet still I go on and on who wants me no one yet im hanging on your every word who ever you are

Its Monday
Yeah, it sucks. The weekend was kinda slow seemed like everyone who normal be around was busy. Having the cheerleading comp all day Saturday took me away from those I'd been around. Hey, but me in extremely tight spandix in front of a several hundred people is always good. Lucky I only busted my ass in practice. Fun thing is the cheerleader mothers have to drag their husbands and sons to these comp but once they get there and see all the eye candy they don't want to leave for some reason. MMMM could it be tight little tits, asses, and pussy in even tighter little out fits that show everything, and what about all those bare legs and flat stomachs. I always said the guys protest to much. They don't want anyone to know how much they want to go. Ok on we go. A weekend of rollin and tweakin makes it hard to sleep...... So dream stalker wasn' t around until last night, when he made up for the days he missed. Nothing like a guy having my life in his hands. Me being forced to get h

Awesome
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Life N The Lack Of
I'm horroribly sad cuz my 2nd best friends son just shot n killed himself last night . She's delt with bein in + out of the hospital , her nephew just died a few months ago then her dad died a couple wks. later + now her son . I feel so bad for her ..

Writing
A baby's smile is a mysterious thing fadeing as fast as it blooms and so it is to me it seems she must be dreaming of Heaven a little angel with out wings replaced by my love unconditionally constant as she grows forever a baby in my eyes and eternally an angel at home ever so empty that cloud must be where she use to lay her head and sleep and in Heaven The Lord her soul will keep as her memory of his house fades a borrowed angel lent to me, so lovely to me even in her dying innocence and one day when i walk by that way i'll stop to visit her cloud and in tears of happiness i will cry remonising of that toothless smile the days when she was virtuous and juvenille the days when she drempt of Heaven copyright protected by victoria donahue

My Heart
Did you sleep well? Did you feel warmth wrap around you in the middle of the night? Did a smile grace your face while deep in dreams? Did you wake up refreshed and ready for the new day? (something not common…LOL) I have a feeling you did. Why? Well, I was told a secret by my Heart when I awoke. Last evening when my conscience finally gave into my subconscious and you moved from my thoughts into my dreams, after my Heart knew I was happy because I was holding you closely, my Heart went to visit you. My Heart arrived to see you sleeping. My Heart made sure you were safe and sound. But my Heart was not happy with just that. My Heart wrapped itself around you, to hold you tight and let you know you are cared for. My Heart kissed your soul. My Heart talked to yours. Your Heart let mine know it is cared for. Your Heart reminded my Heart it is desired as much as mine desires yours. This morning when I rose from my slumber I was at peace. I woke with a smile…not a common morning s

The Road Not Taken
THE ROAD NOT TAKEN by Robert Frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

Doing The Dance - The Relationship Jingo-jango Two-step Tango --- Read And Listen!
Something I've noticed over the course of my various relationships is that girls and boys are vastly different... and I'm not just talking about boobies and penises and vaginas. I'm talking about emotions and stuff... expectations. We humans are very simple creatures. During the courtship period of a relationship, traditionally man engages in pursuit of woman and she resists and plays hard-to-get (to whatever degree). This behavior leaves an impression on woman that man wants her and he cares about her. It also gives man the motivation of the thrill of the hunt. She associates the efforts made during the courtship with affection and desire and love. And woman craves to be desired. He associates her hesitation as a challenge. And men love a challenge. Once the courtship period is over, man feels like he can relax again and be himself. He reaches a certain comfort level where he feels like he doesn't have to impress woman anymore... for man, the job is done. He can sit ba

Just As A Wave Is Lifted By The Shore
Just as a Wave Is Lifted by the Shore Just as a wave is lifted by the shore, Then breaks across the slowly rising sand, So as I watch you weep my feelings pour Across the wash of what I understand. I wish I could just take you in my arms And all your pain could melt into my chest, And all the violence of passing storms Could pass through me and finally come to rest. No words can set things right or presence lend A miracle to light your darkened way, But there is solace in a loving friend And soul mate comfort in what I don't have to say. Whatever circumstance you cannot bear, Just turn to me, and you will find me there. ~ Nicholas Gordon THIS IS THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT A CERTAIN SOMEONE I HURT MY GIRL ,I WISH I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME BACK AND HAVE IT THE WAY IT WAS...IM SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE..

Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
why in the hell can't there be any good people any more.. I see these women on here flashin their tits and bein PROUD that their sluts... WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO SOCIETY. last i knew it was a bad thing to be considered a slut... DAMN AIN'T YOU ALL HEARD OF AIDS???? a child isn't the problem anymore.... come on.. why can't people get to know some1 anymore before they are in the bedroom fuckin and suckin... some people don't even make it to the damn bed room.... put it this way... I'M SICK OF PEOPLE TRYIN TA BASICALY CYBER FUCK.... what happened to marrying the one you can't live without... or makin some1 feel special... that's all i want... i wanna feel special... so if you wanna ask me sexual questions or try and 'holla' at me... MOVE ON TO THE NEXT WHORE... cuz your NOT gonna find one here... just lookin for sum real people. DAMN IT

Wanting To Do More...
I tend to be a very giving person. I would take my clothes off and hand them over to someone who needed them more than me in a heart beat. I do my best to help out any one and everyone. There are just times though when I want to help so bad and just can't or I don't have the resources to do so. Today is one of those days. A friend of mine is in dire need of help and I can't help them. I don't have what they need. They are looking to me for answers and I don't have them. This drives me nuts there's nothing I can do to make it easier on them. It's frustrating I have no idea what to do or to say. It is tearing me up inside and wish I could do more to help them. It's a real downer for me. It makes me very sad....

Only U Control U
If you force yourself to smile on the outside even when the inside wears a frown You'll find that eventually it warms the inside and it turns the frown upside down We believe what our minds tell us and only we control our minds So if we force ourselves to be positive to smile and pretend we're happy eventually we start believing it and thus we feel it it becomes real and not forced anymore... We control our minds...our thoughts and our feelings but too often we give that control up and thus are unhappy...take it back, own it and control it cause its all we have.

See What Happens
I've been good all day. No party favors. I even managed to stay away from Mark and his brother, so what happens----I get attacked by a pitbull on my hand. A neighbor's dog I play with him all the time. Went to pet him, I thinking I know I'm not getting dog bit. This can't be happening. The owner was like holy fuck. Nothing serious just fucks with my typing. Another strange moment in Tara's world. luv u Tara

I Tried Is All I Can Say
You ever try like hell to be a friend to someone, ask if yer bothering em, they say no, but feel like u r?Anit nothing to do but walk away i guess, u left the door open fer them to message n talk, but no they always ferget? Well it means they dont want to talk to u in d short. If u have to message them all the time n they dont make first contact sometimes means they dont like yer ass. Anyway i dont try n be a friend n get treat like yer not, that i'm a pest. just wanted to be a friend, thats all hun, needeed all the friends i could get.

To Err Is Human........
sometimes we all need reminding that when all is said and done, we are just human and as such we are prone to make mistakes........it is how you deal with the mistakes we make and whether or not we are able to learn from those mistakes to ensure we do not make the very same mistakes again. Thus reminds me of a very old saying that goes...... To Err is Human, To Forgive is Divine. To Err is to make mistakes, as stated not one person can hold their hands up ads say they have never made a mistake, but I guess the real key has got to be the reaction and actions of the other person who has been wronged by the mistake you have made......thus...To Forgive is Divine, which is something we all hold the power to do when wronged......and it takes a very strong and determined person to turn around and forgive the other for their mistake and to build on that forgivness, to strengthen and resovle, rather than to condem and reject......... So there you have it.......FORGIVE ME For I made a

Where I Have Been
Hello, I know a lot of you were wondering where I had been the last few months..and to expalin it to the masses rather than one person at a time..I thought a blog would be better! After Brandon's dad died, I got really sick and was spending a ton of time at the doctors, I finally got to see a Rhumatologist, and got some answers! The doctor said at this thime he feels that I don't have Lupus, but that I do have Fibromyalgia, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, Chronic Migraines, Meniere's Disease (ear problem) and a bunch of other stuff. He said to not totally rule out Lupus or another autoimmune disease because I have the elevated ANA and with the problem I had with my lymph nodes. I didn't come back online because sitting at my computer all the time just made me feel worse, I spent most of my time on the couch or in bed. My wonderful hubby bought me a laptop, and that is why I came back, I missed a lot of you so much! There are some on here I could really do without! Oh well..guess th

Secret Path
I have a secret path I take no one knows about but me I go there sometimes to clear my mind and to set old memories free A pathway filled with wildflowers where their sweetness has a chance Where I am free to look inside and alone to learn life’s dance A garden grown of honesty and blossoming in trust Brought about by dreams and wishes that once started out as dust. Solitude is such splendor and the hope becomes a flame Making my soul so wild and free there’s no place quite the same To walk along the stony path alone in quiet peace and fill my spirit with such clarity that all bad things shall cease This is my secret pathway where all my dreams shall be and patience waits my sweet return to this place I’ve made for me.

I Am Leaveing Fubar Awhile
I AM LETTING ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW I AM LEAVEING FUBAR AWHILE ALOT GOING ON AND I WONT BE BACK ON HERE AT ALL FOR A WHILE.IF YOU HAVE MY CELL AND WHAT TO TALK CALL IF YOU DONT I AM SORRY ILL SEE YOU AROUND SOMETIME.WELL HAVE FUN ALL I HOPE YOUR LIVES ARE FILLED WITH HAPPYNESS AND LOVE UNLIKE MINE RIGHT NOW!!!!

A Quote....
Quand les types de 130 kilos disent certaines choses, les types de 60 kilos les écoutent. (Michel Audiard) . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . (When 250 pounds guys are saying certain things, the 120 pounds ones listen to them)

Moron Of The Week
IT'S M...: yea w/e ur just scared of us b/c we over rule u STRAIGHT MOTHER FUCKERS i hope u get ur ass fuckin kicked 4 sayin that to somebody one of these days ->IT'S M...: tell him thanks, now fuck off IT'S M...: ok i'm sry to say but i think ur a fuckin dumbass an my husband fights 4 ur fuckin rights to talk ur shit bout us gay ppl!! ->IT'S M...: i include you in that btw. and if you are going to come to my shout box, please don't use some kinda gay code, use proper fucking English, thanks ->IT'S M...: well i don't mind if idiots don't get irony IT'S M...: well i'm sry but i'm BI and aloit of ppl that 4 and r not gay r goint o get pissed off by that comment b/c i no i did ->IT'S M...: its a dig at the Christian religion, i said the bible said, did i or did i not ? IT'S M...: ok i have a question 4 u if u say that gay ppl r goin to burn in HELL then y woiuld u say that u like them @ the bottom of comment?? i'm j/w http://fubar.com/user/776926 This child is 19 and m

What If....you'll Understand
I can't find the rhyme in all my reason I've lost sense of time and all seasons I feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I can't sleep beneath thetrees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question A lonely simple ques

We've Long Since Suspected!!!!
Top psychiatrist concludes liberals clinically nuts Makes case ideology is mental disorder -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Posted: February 15, 2008 3:40 pm Eastern © 2008 WorldNetDaily WASHINGTON – Just when liberals thought it was safe to start identifying themselves as such, an acclaimed, veteran psychiatrist is making the case that the ideology motivating them is actually a mental disorder. "Based on strikingly irrational beliefs and emotions, modern liberals relentlessly undermine the most important principles on which our freedoms were founded," says Dr. Lyle Rossiter, author of the new book, "The Liberal Mind: The Psychological Causes of Political Madness." "Like spoiled, angry children, they rebel against the normal responsibilities of adulthood and demand that a parental government meet their needs from cradle to grave." While political activists on the other side of the spectrum have made similar o

Lightening Crashed....
Lightening crashed along the blackest sky Destiny has ever seen...followed by the clapping thunder and then the chimes of the ringing doorbell. With a stifled breath, she turns toward the door. Knowing in her heart who was there, she slowly gave in to opening it. Once opened wide, revealed to Destiny was "the one". Standing, he was, filling the entire doorway with his broad, muscular and completely soaked shoulders. His long black hair was like a dark river with the water flowing from it. Silently she bids him in.... tee hee..... I am just sitting here wondering how it would feel to be one of those sleezy romance authors....tee hee.... what do y'all think?

Trade Deadline
Penguins acquire Hossa By Rob Rossi TRIBUNE-REVIEW Tuesday, February 26, 2008 UNIONDALE, N.Y. -- The Penguins made a late and significant splash before the NHL trade deadline expired today. The Penguins acquired Atlanta left wing Marian Hossa for forwards Colby Armstrong, Erik Christensen, Angelo Esposito -- the 20th overall pick in the 2007entry draft -- and a first round draft pick. The Penguins also acquired right wing Pascal Dupuis. Canadian sports network TSN reported the deal. Hossa had scored 26 goals and recorded 56 points for the Thrashers. He is an unrestricted free agent on July 1. The acquisition of Hossa occurred just minutes before the 3 p.m. deadline. The Penguins also acquired veteran defenseman Hal Gill from Toronto for a second- and fifth-round draft pick. Gill has appeared in 63 games for the Maple Leafs. He is averaging almost 21 minutes per game and has scored 20 points to go with an even plus/minus rating.

Kuwait Bound
I just wanted to let all my fans and friends know that on 28 feb i will be flying to Kuwait to work on our troops vehicles in Kuwait, so i wont be on FUBAR for a while, until i get set up over there... see you all soon... god bless AG

Shower, Yay!
scooter: need a hand lol ->scooter: no scooter: lmao no probs then ->scooter: I'm not laughing. go find a chick with her tits hanging out to say that shit to. scooter: omg it was a joke you sad cow if you didnt want out sayin why put it up wha? he blocked me. after sending me a lollipop. one down, eleventy-billion to go before I r00l teh internets who's with me?

No Nsfw Pics Of Me!!!
I will not be posting any NSFW pics of myself on this site. It makes me uncomfortable to do so. I don't even rate NSFW pics in other people's photos. It just crosses to many lines for me that I am not willing to cross. There is the fact that posting them might come back to haunt me someday also. The only content on this page that will be NSFW, is what the bouncer's tell me my images are. That is all I have to say...Period. Case closed !!!

Ænema
Tool - Ænema Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will. I sure could use a vacation from this Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Fret for your figure and Fret for your latte and Fret for your lawsuit and Fret for your hairpiece and Fret for your prozac and Fret for your pilot and Fret for your contract and Fret for your car. It's a Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Some say a comet will fall from the sky. Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves. Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still. Followed by millions of dumbfoun

Why Is It This Happens???
i sit alone in my little world i build up around me... careful not to let any one person in close enough to hurt my heart... i let you in...only to see u play your games... and when i finally decide to fight for you... ppl around me take it upon themselves to drive us apart.. to say mean hurtful words to accuse me of things i never done, nor ever will.. and they sit there comfortably intheir own skin knowing they are causing another heart to break.. and yet i called u friend who are you to decide to crush my dreams and hope???

Alone
I walk into the darkness with my eyes open and looking at everything that might be before me in this place. I look and look for you but your nowhere to be found in this place that you said is your home the one place I could always find you but your not there. I walk through this darkness alone and crying out for you and I hear only the sounds of my tears fall on the ground as I walk alone. I start to shake from the chills that this place is giving me and I start to choke on my own breath as I walk a little faster to your front door. I get to your door and try to get my breath back but it comes in slow breaths almost to slow for me to keep breathing. I walk through your door and find you standing in the walkway with a smile unlike any that I have ever seen come from you before and I start to run to you and I see your hand go up and stop me dead in my movements towards you. I get an uneasy feeling that something isn't right as I stand there and look at you wanting to ho

When Love Gose To Hell
closing my eyes i listen this never changing melody echo's like a gunshot you were all i ever wanted or so i thought guess i thought wrong lies and fights sleepless nights blood and tears thats what i live for now your little china doll you break me away little peace by little peace i know not love but heavy hand i know not light but your dark grace does not fall here only tears like whispering rain only to be brushed off till the next season of broken heart of shattered vows will i ever open my eyes change this melody theres no more echo theres no more you and me only lies, blood and dust thats all thats left of us

Pit Bully
Yesterday, my secretary was conspicuously absent from work. For a change, I just did my own work, figuring out how to send a package to my mother and charge the postage to myself, calling and asking about various administrative questions. Eventually, another secretary came to explain to me why my secretary wasn't there. Apparently, over the weekend, her dog attacked some other dog. For the fifth time. Then, around 9 a.m. on Monday, her husband called to tell her he was going to euthanize the dog at 10 a.m. My secretary was on the floor, sobbing. She left, got to see the dog before it died, and was out for the day. My secretary had two dogs - giant things, with all kinds of ridiculous blood lines, up to and including pit bull venom. So this morning I was reading the news, sipping my coffee, and I got a message on the berry: Your secretary is ill today and won't be in. Mauberly was sitting on my lap, doing her best impersonation of a human child, and I looked down at

Wake Up Please
He's the one who's there every time you are upset. He's the one who held you, and talked to you after the last asshole broke your heart. He never forgets your birthday, he never forgets to open doors for you, and makes sure you never pay for the bill. He seams to be there whenever your blue and he laughs at your stupidest jokes. He has never hurt you and it pisses you off to see him with stupid women you know he shouldn't be with. He has been your best friend since grade school, and your parents even said that you should have married him a long time ago. You thought that this a bad idea because what happened if you dated him and he wasn't the man you know him to be? What if everything he did for you was a mask that hid the most evil of all men underneath? Would you know him as the man he is or the man that has been hiding all these years. Worse, what would happen if you did like him? Could he be your knight in shining armor that you have always wanted? Would he really

See Ya.....
After next week I will be offline for a while....and..Im in a really bad mood...so if I do something to offend you...I'm apologizing upfront... and...to make this NSFW...fuckingshitbastardmotherfuckeridiot...ME!

Sexy Eyes Contest!!!
very soon i will be in a contest here's the rules SEXY EYES CONTEST!!! THE RULES!!! - just click the link below or any of the graphics in this bulletin to go strait 2 my page & private message me a link 2 the picture you would like me to rip or send me the picture 2 upload. - The contest will begin on Friday FEB, 29 @ 6:00 p.m. Pacific standard time. Ending March, 7 @ 6:00 p.m. Pacific Standard time. - all entries must be in as soon as possible. - This contest is open to both men & women so everybody enter fast. - Contest winners will be named base on most comments. - There will be prizes for 1st, 2nd, & 3rd. PRIZES!!! - 1st place will get a one week blast courtesy of me. - 2nd prize will receive 1 Bling Pack containing 12 fubling gifts for you to use as you please. - 3rd prize will receive a One Day Blast. and thanks to Jade to let me be apart of it and i hope all my wonderful friends will help me out in this contest when it

Bj To Paint Your Windows!
Well as the story goes, I was tired of not getting my house finished painted, windows only remained. So my goofy ass friend, who I'll call Lucy, (they call us Lucy and Ethyl because she gets me in so much trouble), comes up with this brilliant idea. Tell him for every window he paints you will give him a blowjob. I'm thinking.. derrrrrr yeah sure why not....So I tell him my idea and he's all for it!!! He comes to me at 1:30 a.m. with 2 brushes in his hands and says he has painted two windows!! hahahaha.... but the very next day... he started painting windows!!!! By the time this was done, I owed him 11 BJ's. I kept telling Lucy to get her ass over and help me, but noooooo. LOL we had some great laughs out of it! The lil bar we frequent got wind of this brilliant idea and posted my name on the light up board telling everyone that I liked to give BJ's. All the men were clapping asking where Kelly was. The abuse doesn't stop there...ohh noooo.... one night I was at the bar mind

Too Funny!
Ladies, you gotta read this!!! too funny!!!! guys, this might give you some insight....go out, stay away, don't piss em off or you might end up grilled in the George foreman...pass along to your gal pals....they'll understand. :) This is an actual letter from an Austin woman sent to American company Proctor and Gamble, regarding their feminine products. She really gets rolling after the first paragraph. It's PC Magazine's 2007 editors' choice for best webmail-award-winning letter. Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your 'Always' maxi pads for over 20 years and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that max

How To Spot & Defeat Suicide Bombers
Because I love you ass holes so much I added a secret hidden blog at the end of the main one. An Easter egg blog if you will...except it's not Easter and this has nothing to do with eggs...and it's not hidden... Anyway – Part I: How To Defeat Suicide Bombers America invents all things worth inventing; things like Tomahawks, Kung-Fu, Cyborgs, history, and Oxygen. America did not invent suicide attacks – thus they are bad. Ever the person whose brain kinda works occasionally; I have developed a 3 part plan on how to stop the suicide bombings by these totally un-radical radical dudes. 1. Most people are aware that God set a strict dress policy which does not allow clothing in the kingdom of all things fairly wicked. While most public schools let turbans and religious head wear in class, God does not. The Lord once made the bold statement "No shoes, no shirts, no hats, and no pants in my hood. If I wanted you to wear Speedos I wouldn't have made

Moving On
So i recently broke up with the one person i "thought" was the One. We seemed to match on every level and everything appeared great. Sadly i was mistaken. To say that his temper is out of hand would be putting it mildly. Anyways i have realized that moving on is much easier when i have the great friends that i do in my life. They know who they are. They have stood by me through everything. Even when i've called at two in the morning. Love you beth. So in stating that i decided to just cut ties with my sudo family up here in pa because they of course wouldn't know the first thing about being supportive or on what a person needs. Getting ready to head south where hell at least it isn't snowing and friggin -5 degrees. Yes its that cold here in NorthCentral PA right now. Damn i hate the cold. So why am i blogging about life if i am content with it? Because i want to. Its my blog and i'll say what i want. Besides i need a great place to vent. Myspace is just too much drama these days. Serio

Cancer Update
First I want to thank all of you, who continue to give me encouragment on my journey ....I got some great news yesterday ...I had previously had some test to see what the chemo was doing for me and praise God...the cancer that was is my liver is gone...this a great relief....I have one more chemo treatment which was postponed till next week as I had a wisdom tooth pulled on Monday and I don't want to have it get infected due to chemo giving me low blood counts....I'm on cloud nine as you can tell and have a trip pending to England in September to look forward too and a new boob to get implanted and some new hair to grow.... Today life is good...

Passions
In the deep of the night, I dream of your touch....so soft and unbridled. Nothing is more beautiful to me than dreaming of you....wearing nothing but moonlight and my kisses....kisses along your spine, your inner thighs, your neck. I can feel your fiery passion begging to be shared....A passion that leaves us breathless....begging to be released....begging to become one with each other. A begging that only exists with you.

Date
SO we are finally going on a date.... We have been talking about it long enough...lol. I am at your house waiting for you to finish getting ready (typical, woman making the guy wait...haha). But when you come out of your room , WOW, it was definately worth waiting for. You are more beautiful than I could have imagined. But you are only wearing a teddy, we have dinner reservations. You come over to me and whisper in my ear..."do you want to eat me, instead of eating at a stuffy restaurant". I almost dont believe what I heard. You noticed the shocked expression on my face and motion me to follow you, with your finger. I respond by instinct still too shocked to believe what is happening. I was excited just to be going out to dinner with you and you are now taking me into your bedroom. When we get to your bed you lean in and kiss me. It was that moment that I snapped out of my haze and I kissed back. A long, deep passionate kiss that seemed to take us to a tropical island, you

My Injury
well, to those who are concerned,I had an accident at work on monday...had a big rock fall and smash my hand....had to have pins put in...i go back to the ortho on tuesday for x-rays and to see howit is healing....further updates as events warrant.

F.y.i---friendship Circle
ALL NAME "TAGS" AND ID'S ARE IN OUR PHOTOBUCKET ALBUM...(photobucket.com)Now Id's and tags are in my album's...(have my VIP back...lol) THERE ARE ALSO TAG "COMMENTS" TO LEAVE OUR FELLOW MEMBERS FOR YOU TO USE..IF U WOULD LIKE TO MAKE SOME TO ADD TO THE ALBUM IN PHOTOBUCKET,PLEASE DO..JUST MAKE SURE THERE IN THE RIGHT ALBUM/FOLDER EVERYONE HAS ACCESS TO THIS..IF U DO NOT KNOW THE PASS WORD OR USER NAME ASK A FELLOW MEMBER OF THE FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE THANKS AND THANKS TO YOU ALL FOR BEING MEMBERS~!~! ~~~Micki-Blue-Eyes Co-Founder P.S Ive added all members to my top friends (even if in my Family)easier to keep track of you all...lol...(then coming to the blog) I rate everyone at the begining of the week all 60 rates,thats easier for me..Find a system that works or you and have fun in our family~!~!

Help And Patience
Ok I am going to use this one blog to acheive two purposes hopefully. To start with - I am looking for a new name.....the name Broken Heart s kind of out dated. So I would like some ideas for a new name. :Lets keep em clean but fun... Second... I want to explain to everybody why I may not be posting comments as much or responding as quickly or as often... Many of you know about my sons accident last year, he is really consuming a lot of time and attention these days.. plus my cousin was killed on Sunday in a car accident.. at the exact same time as my sons accident 1 year and 15 days later. Just hit too close to home... in too many ways... So I am experiencing a slight bit of depression. Please be patient with me and continue to send lots of messages... i will respond eventually.. i love all of my family and friends here.

Failure
So, the whole point of me promoting CC lately, was so that people would start going there again, and eventually start going there without me begging them to come in. Well, I see this plan has failed. My mumms no longer attract people, and people say they will come and then don't. I give up. ~Carianne

Years Gone
i was just sitting here looking at old and new pics. friends family ex wife kids. i look back from time to time , sometimes i just hear a song on a page that reminds me of all the years gone and will never have a chance to live what i missed.. i was married to a very sweet loving lady for 13 years. yes we had great times together not to say raised beautiful children. i was always the one working working working, got so caught up in all the fame and money of things i lost the yester years. you know not there to see all the things a dad and a husband were ment to see. i loved my wife and children but thought i was doing what i was ment to do. be a good provider.. not true. it looked like i was but all i did is lose out on everything. one day it all came and with out notice. it was all gone. home...wife.. kids.. job.. i lost it all. now i just look at the things i truly miss. the coming home to see my wife and kids and the togetherness of famuly. now my family is 3 states away and i am d

Someone
There is someone very close to my heart.He makes me smile,laugh,cry and feel good about myself.He makes me think of things I want and need.That I could be happy again. He is my best friend and lover,but I will never completely have as my own. I think about him everyday and what he is doing and thinking.What he smells like.I cherish the time I have with him even though it is far and few between.He is in my dreams and in my head,in my heart and soul and will always be.I miss him today.

Depressed
Drepressed? Yes, Who wouldn't be? There is no me, Only you, You,you,you! My wants don't mean a thing. Long as you get to do your's, Been twenty plus years. How many more? How many more? Whats in store, for you and me? You lost in your world, Me,holding on in mine. Times running low, Times running out, Time for you, to make time for me. by:Pat Crow,2003

Stalkers
Ok now enough is enough.. I will keep quiet until I get pissed and now I am.... If you are a stalker then leave Queen Robin and I alone. I will answer all the Questions right now...... Yes we are together if it wasn't obvious and YES we love each oter AGAIN if it wasn't obvious.... We know who you are we see you go to one page then the next we are blocking everyone who shows any disrespect after we warn them......I hope this is the last I need to say about it allllllll......... Twisted

Check This Out Haha
>SUp: wouldnt you agree not the best way to start a conversation? not all women here are sluts i dont have nsfw so if whore is what you want look else where SUp: lol ok no... ->SUp: seeing how you talk id bet alot SUp: lmao no it isnt... ->SUp: the real question is how many guys have fucked you? ->SUp: excuse me im not a porn whore you got the wrong shout box there hun SUp: how mny guys wud u let fuck u at once lol ->SUp: hey SUp: heya

Fu-luv Bombers
THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD! COME JOIN A NEW BOMBING FAMILY! CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR MEMBERS TO JOIN A NEW SQUAD THAT GIVES NOTHING BUT FU LUV! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 5. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 6. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 7. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated.

Erotic Fantasy I Wrote
Heres a erotic story I wrote..Rather long but I think its good! Please dont copy my work as everything I've done is copy write protected! My Overnight Fantasy He sent me a message on Thursday afternoon. He said his wife would be out of town for the weekend and would be alone. A smile came to my face and I hoped he was getting ready to ask what I thought he was going to ask. . . “Can you come and stay with me Friday night at a hotel?” he asked. “Of course!” I replied. “Where are you staying?” He gave me directions to the hotel a bit out of town and I jotted them down quickly. When I got offline, I smiled to myself and wondered how I’d make it through the next day! I couldn’t wait to see him! We had talked online and on the phone several times, but we hadn’t seen each other in quite some time. I spent the day resting and preparing for our rendezvous that night. After all these years of wanting this, I couldn’t believe it was about to happen! Around 5 o’clock, I star

Infidelity
I'm not a fan of infidelity. I believe everybody should stay loyal to their partners. I know that sometimes things don't work out like they should, but instead of running off with another man or woman, the relationship that you're in she be ended properly first. Such is the case with my friend... although his is a little weird. He started seeing this girl who seemed nice but was fucking with his head. Then he found out that she was with somebody already. She claimed the two of them had already split. He carried on with the relationship until he found out that the two, in fact, had not split. He ended that relationship and met a new girl within days (a very sweet girl, I must add). After he hooked up with her, the first girl started spreading rumours that my buddy cheated on her with this new girl. Now, certain people won't talk to my friend. Fucked up, eh? Infidelity (also known as cheating) is low... and pathetic. Before you establish a relationship, end your existing

''now If You Want A Pussy To Really Satisfy You''
Now if you want a pussy to really satisfy you, giving good head to some pussy is the key. 1: Look into here eyes sensually and then kiss here and let her know that you about to take care of her body the way it needs to be taken care of. Kiss her deeply passionately, with your tongue deep in her mouth and sucking on her tongue at the same time. Move your way down her body slowly paying attention to all her sensuous areas. Like stopping at her breast and suck and lick them both, one at a time then bring them together and go back and forth and lick between them. Use just as much vigor as your kiss, getting a little more aggressive in each area as you move down may help. 2: Get your partner in the middle of the bed or the edge of it, which ever is comfortable for you, get on your knees or even on your belly if you have her in the middle of the bed. Get those legs open wide. 3: Move down in between her legs and open them so that you both are comfortable. At this time use both ha

I'm Done...!!!
Some girls ask: What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short,

This F'n Pisses Me Off!!!!!! Arrrrrrggggggh
This is the crap that my wonderful 3 yr. old sone pulls on me every day! He got a spanking for this but it does not F'N good. He just keeps doing it. The mess you see in the pictures is cake mix that he has pulled out of a box and tried to dump all over the floor but the other crap is leftover frosting I made for a cake I did yesterday!!!!! I don't even know what to do with him anymore!

Want A Bling Pack???
Well I want fu buxxx... So here is the deal I will buy 1 person a bling pack only.... In return I want 400K in fu buxxx for the pack.... lv me a message in here.. The 1st 2 that leave a message saying yes i want the pack I will buy for ..... Hurry fast tho....

The Pentacle
Imagine the perfect apple, ripe and bursting with life. Sliced in half, it reveals a beautiful five-point symmetry-a star formed by the seeds inside. In fact, each of these five seeds may be seen to contain a symbolism of its own mirroring the spiritual aspects of this universal symbol: idea, sustenance, life, secret knowledge and the hidden mysteries within the earth. Why has this beautiful and potent emblem, the five-pointed star or pentagram, become such a misunderstood and stigmatized symbol in these times of re-emerging enlightenment? In the tale of Adam and Eve, the apple signified hidden knowledge which was forbidden to human kind. Other early cultures encouraged holy and learned persons in their search for divine wisdom. For example, the Vedas state that the universe and ourselves are One, and that by realizing this and tapping into that Universal energy and state, we achieve wholeness and bliss. These concepts were known to many ancient civilizations. For most of the wester

Of Loss And Love
I am going to tell you all what happened to a family not far from me because I want you all to go home and kiss your loved ones. Tell them that you love them and cherish them. You never know when there last day on earth is. In saying that here we go....... Sunday night my mom recieved a call from her bestfriend of 40 yrs. She was so upset and crying that her husband got on the line. He told my mom that Donna's daughter, my mom's best friend, and her mother were killed in a car accident. Her daughter was only 7. She also had a newphew in the car who is still in the ICU. He is only 8. The doctors said his skull looks like a peice of glass that someone took a hammer to. They do not have hopes that he will ever come out of it. My mom called me and told me what happened. She said, Nikki I have to get down to her. Donna lives in Georgia, we live about 13 hours from them. I said, don't worry, I am already looking up bus, plane, and train tickets for you. My brothers, sister, a

Choices
We all have them... My mistakes in life are not unique...So many people have chosen the paths that I have walked...Some have come away a better person...I know I have...And others have chosen that path over and over again because they just can't see the little light at the end... My life is an open book to anyone that asks...Although I have one secret that I will only tell if I feel that it might affect future interactions between that person and I...I have mentally beaten myself to death over and over because of it...And..have had it done by others... I feel that this will keep me single until the day I no longer exist...Scary to people that are ignorant of it...And I can't blame them...I can't even blame myself this time... I'm a firm believer in choices...Oh the choices I've made in my life could have been better...Ok...should have been better...but at least I still had a choice...But when a choice isn't even given...what do you do?...You wake up one day and find out that

Big??
K, I'm sure I'm being biased because of my taste in men, but...what's up with all these guys using 'big' in their names? I mean, I've seen more 'big dogs' and 'big daddies' who are scrawny little things...it's soooo misleading! To me, if a guy under 6'2" or 200lbs uses 'big', he's just being a 'big' asshat.

Orange Peel... Scourge Of My Lunch!!
It's my turn to have a nervous breakdown. I want one. Everyone is having them. They must be something worth getting into. So here's mine 3...2...1... That wasn't as great as people are making it out to be. Anyway... I woke up this morning after having a night full of questionable dreams. My neck hurt, my head hurts, and I could seriously use some... that's another blog. SINCE WHEN DOES LUNCH HAVE A RIGHT TO PISS ME OFF? I really wanted an orange but the orange making people make the skins an impenetrable fortress of delicious. Oh yea. Robin and I are gonna go see a movie and go out to dinner. Second psuedo date I've had in a week! Go me *dance*

Hmmm...
Hey all, i'm trying to find a song to put on the player i have on here, and to have it for somewhere else. But the one i have i searched it and it doesn't have the mp3 link, if you can help me out in finding this song i will give you fubucks. A side of being very happy! the song is called "Good Morning Baby" and i think it's by "Bic Runga", i can find it on youtube video and stuff. But not in the http://blahblahblah.mp3 form. So send me a shoutout or leave me a message if you have any idea ty.

Girlfriend Application Tooo Bad No One Will Fill This Out
Name: Age: Height: Weight: Body Type: Hair color: Eye color: Favorite color: Dating Age Range: Do you work out?: Favorite food: Whats your AIM or MSN screen name: Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any Other drugs?: Would you care if i did drugs?: Would you care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How Often?: Is sex all your looking for?: Do you have any STD's?: Would you kiss me anytime?: Anywhere?: Do you like to cuddle?: How much?: Have you ever been cheated on?: Would you cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on someone?: Do you have animals?: If not do you like animals?: List your top 3 music artists 1. 2. 3. Top 3 movies 1. 2. 3.: Do you like to party?: What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you?: What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain?: Are you spontaneous?: Like your picture taken?: Do you drive?: Go to school?: IMPORTANT QUESTIONS! Would you hold my hand as we walk through the

She's Gone...
laura is away she walked out the door no one to live here anymore and you ask me why im wasting my time over a girl no longer mine my world is falling down around me but she will never know but i just cant forget her laura is away and i realized its crazy to see her in your eyes im feeling lost like im going insane dont want to drown you with my pain tonight i want to tell there wasnt forget about my past but my heart keeps beating faster -chorus- 'cause baby when we make love oh oh sometimes i feel i fake love oh no i know its a mistake but in your place i can see laura here i see her face see her face oooh oh oooo laura is away she locked out with key laura is no longer part of me even though i keep asking why i cant believe she said goodbye when i think about her moving slowly and another sweet embrace there is no way I can replace her 'cause baby when we make love oh oh sometimes i feel i fake love oh no i know its a mistake but in your place i

Loss.... Wanna Join Me ?
Well time to bitch myself out again .. Im still on that damn weight loss stand still but .. i ( with some cheering myself on ) got into a pair of jeans which i havent been able to get on my ass for 3 yrs now ...Granted its not a HUGE step for most but for me it is .... I danced around like a loon when i got them on .. so this kinda put some more fire in myself to keep on keeping on .. and now that we're heading to spring and warmer weather im going to walk the trails and all that fun stuff...Ive started a photo journal of myself ... Id really love it if some of my friends guys or girls would like to hop on the band wagon with me in losing .. we could give each other the support thats so greatly needed in doing this .. but even if nobody does .. just know if you ever need me for a shoulder on anything im there . .just be warned i may need your shoulder at some point ... So .. if anyone does want to hop on with me . Contact me .. maybe on here we can start a lil group of us . and a

The Crüxshadows - Deception (live)
Normally i would have done the actual video, but i think their fan inter-Action is great, and you see more personality.... (video two is the non live video) Does have a unique, interesting story line with that one...

Dark Lotus - The Walls
[Shaggy:] I sit up at night, it's at least 3 or 4 Blood drippin out my knuckles From knocking skin on drywall I see a face like flashlights on they chins The more I blink the more it happens again, damn Victims, from like '89 Floating their faces on the wall like it's the last time I'm gonna see them again The same time every night The wall gets bigger with every flash of day light [Madrox:] Are they like closing in on me Walls confining me, inside of me There's an emptiness that won't go away I never said that I was right inside of my mind But I'm sure over time I'll learn to climb the walls I'm sure that over time I'll learn to right all of my wrongs Sure it's right, four walls reflecting my life Every night that I sit and watch the replay [Chorus:] Surrounding me (surrounding me) These walls ain't holding me back (holding me back) They can't tell me where we at (me where we at) I'm uncontainable (uncontainable) Surrounding me (surrounding me) These wall

Not Fair...
First off let me just say that I know that life isn't fair and that it isn't supposed to be however there is no way in this world that one person is supposed to endure so much pain. I am loosing/have lost another person that I have held near and dear to me to Heaven. Now whether or not this place actually exists is a topic for another day but for my purposes at this very moment it does. It doesn't necessarily have to have the name Heaven, no I think I am going to call it Utopia for now as it is the perfect place to be. Too many of my loved ones are there, granted they are now at peace and are away from this world, away from the pain, and the hardships we all must continue to face daily. Cancer needs to be stopped....NOW! No one should have to fight that hard to live only to loose in the end!!! And the most wonderful thing about cancer....it doesn't just hurt and affect one person....it affects each and every person in the patients life! Each person endures the pain and strife w

Your Signs
Message: Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u don't repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! A • Q • U • A • R • I • U • S : the strongest Trustworthy. Sexy. Professional Kissers. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic and funny. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Loves music. Not a Fighter, but will knock the fuck out of you. The best and biggest freak in bed! Strong. Considered to be a "Spartan." The most intelligent. Falls in love too easily. Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. S• A • G • I • T • T • A • R • I • U • S. The Sexy one Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. Great when found. Loves being in long relatio

Help My Friend Lisasweet!!!!!
I HAVE ONE OF THE GREATEST FRIENDS ON FUBAR AND SHE HELPS ME AND SOOOOOOOO MANY PEOPLE...I WOULD LOVE TO HELP HER IN RETURN!!!! LISASWEET IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS TO FINISH WITHIN TWO WEEKS...IF SHE COULD GET YOUR HELP THAT WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED!!!! AND TELL HER THAT TROUBLE SENT YA!!!!! CLICK ON THE PIC AND START BOMBING AWAY!!!! BE SURE TO SHOW THE HOST SOME LOVE TOO!!!!!!SHES A SWEETHEART!!!! *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#26*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar THANK YOU ALL SOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!! Trouble™ AKA 20/20 - Captain for 2nd Alarm Hotties/Club F.A.R* Suave's Fu-Wifey♥@ fubar

Walking Away
I am walking away from two friendships today I have to walk away because I can't believe them anymore I have to walk away because I can't trust them anymore I have to walk away for the sake of my relationship I walk away with good memories, fun times, good laughs and a few tears. I hope that both of these people understand why I am no longer their friend I pray to the goddess that both of these people change their lives I pray to the goddess that both of these people will not end up old and alone I had to walk away from you both, Carl Jhon and Beth because you cause me too much stress. I had to walk away because having you both in my life is destructive. Even if I was friends with you both seperatly, I'd still walk away from you both. I had to walk away today for my sanity sake and for the sake of my family. I wish you both the best. I wish you both all the happiness that you are looking for. Have a good, fun, strong, SAFE life. Please take care.

Boyd Coddington Dead At 63
LOS ANGELES (AP) - Car-building legend Boyd Coddington, whose testosterone-injected cable TV reality show "American Hot Rod" introduced the nation to the West Coast hot rod guru, has died. He was 63. Coddington died Wednesday at Presbyterian Intercommunity Hospital in suburban Whittier. His La Habra office spokeswoman Amanda Curry wouldn't disclose the cause of death. Coddington, who started building cars when he was 13 and once operated a gas station in Utah, set a standard for his workmanship and creativity, with his popular "Cadzilla" creation considered a design masterpiece. The customized car based on a 1950s Cadillac was built for rocker Billy Gibbons of ZZ Top. "That was a groundbreaking car. Very cool," said Dick Messer, executive director of the Petersen Automotive Museum in Los Angeles. "He did things to hot rods and customs that weren't being done by anyone else. But the main thing is he designed cars that were drivable." Coddington was a machinist by trade,

Military Dedication 3
With each day that passes we lose anohter soldier. While someone not serving is putting him down. His family gets the horrible news only to hear someone say they are glad hes gone. People blame the men and women serving for this war when in reality they are only doing their job. They dont want to leave their family and friends but they have no choice. It breaks my heart when someone bad mouths the military. If the men and women didnt willingly serve people would bedrafted against their will. What would be said then? Would the soldiers still be blamed? Each day I do my best to speak to at least one person serving. Leting them know they are supporte and thought of. Is it that hard to make soldier feelgood about serving their country? They will see and do stuff we could never dream of. So honestly how hard is it to show a little appreciation? They are the reason we have our freedom. For Freedom definitely isnt free!

My Amazing Fu Friends
Many people on here have become good friends to me, too many to single out each one. So this is a thank you to everyone whos became a friend. Eah of you are special in your own way. Yes some are younger, some are older, but you each help me at some point. Some with a kind word, some witha perverted statement, and some by simply listening. Therea re a fewwho are there more the others but thats alright. Hopefully you all know Im here for you in any way I can be! You aer all great people and wonderful friends. Thank you for all you guys have done!

I Liked This...
Love In Full Bloom Imagine me as a flower, Delicate,and yet,bold. Your smile is my sunlight, Keeping me from the cold. Shower me with kisses. Quench my only thirst! For that is what inspired me To grow from the very first. Breathe,take in the fragrance, The scent of my desire. Does the aroma please you? Does it stir your inner fire? Pluck away all of my petals. Scatter them on the ground. When you're standing in this path, Your presence I'll surround. Although I'm left with just a stem, I will begin anew. My love is as deep as my roots. I'll always blossom for you.

Bullshitters.....
As I wander through the mumms, I contemplate a theory: WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO MISREPRESENT THEMSELVES?? I have been 100% honest about who I am, what I do, and how I feel. I have posted pics of: me... not the hottest, but the women don't seem to mind, too much my house... respectable on the outside/ KILLER on the inside! my dogs... dont mess with my pack!! my ex... funny how many hits SHE gets a day! my kids... what else can I say, but "BEAUTIFUL" my trucks... not the newest, or baddest, but they ALWAYS get the job done my town... I love this little hick-town my female interests... dontcha wish you were me??? I have a few folks on here that know me in real life, and would PUT ME IN CHECK if I acted out, so I don't. I am the same on Fubar, as I am in everyday happenings. I put out the real me, and invite ANYONE to come and prove me otherwise!!! To all those who rely on Fubar (or the web in general) to define who or what you are...... GET A FREAKIN LIFE.

E-mail Sex
So, I get into my office, its late. I had a very long day and just want to go home. I open my e-mail and see a note from you. I perk up almost immediately. Your notes are fun. I see an attachment, getting even more excited now. I cant wait to see what you have sent me. I feel my cock stirring in anticipation. I open the picture and there you are wearing a very tight red top. I am hard now. I can see the outline of your whole breast. Beautiful. I want to see more. My imagination is running wild at this point and my cock is soo hard I feel it trying to push through my zipper. I find myself rubbing over my jeans trying to relieve the strain on my cock. The sensation is great, the pressure from my hard on pushing against my jeans and my hand rubbing up and down. I am imagining your hand instead of mine. I call you knowing you are at work but needing to hear your voice. Wanting to let you know what I am doing and why. You answer the phone knowing that I am calling about y

Random Ranting
I was sitting around today thinking about something to write about. I was flipping through the channels on television and just got angry after a while. There are so many things and people in this world that just completely fucking suck and I hope you the reader are ready for alot of random anger based on all the shit I had to see on the TV that annoyed me. ================================================== American Idol What is it now, the 10th season? (if I get corrected I will stab you in the leg) Why is this show on? It has to be the stupidest thing to come to TV since that one stupid show that lasted literally an espisode before it was cancelled. Aren’t most of the people who won American Idol complete failures? Have you ever been to a party or literally anywhere in the world and heard someone utter “Have you heard the new Ruben Studdard album?!” My first instinct would be to beat the hell out of them like Nelson beat up Martin on The Simpsons. And what about Fantasi

Get To Know Me (feel Free To Comment)
People see me but not the real me. They see me for my chair I don't think thats fair But I guess that's the way life goes People look at me and say that I'm all innocent,that I can't do anything,for those people I have only this to say:Don't judge me for what you see on the outside which is my chair Get to know me on the inside you'll see it's not the same. I'm a completely different person than what you see,so don't judge until you get to know me

Because Everyone Needs One
Your 1996 Theme Song Is: Ironic by Alanis Morisette It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought ... it figures What's Your 1996 Theme Song?

You Are My Heart
You Are My Heart by BlueWolf © You are my heart, my hope, my help, The passion thats is me, The whole of which I am a part, My peace, my love to be. You are my future, present and past, My ship, my sail, my ocean, The wind that brings me home again, Our home for all our emotions. You live within my heart, yet I am Without you and all alone. With you I am full of life; Without you I am stone. Am I foolish? Yes, perhaps, But also this is very true. I think of life as something I Can only spend with you........ ~~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT ON THIS POEM~~~

You Are My Heart
You Are My Heart by Noah Bailey You are my heart, my hope, my help, The passion thats is me, The whole of which I am a part, My peace, my love to be. You are my future, present and past, My ship, my sail, my ocean, The wind that brings me home again, Our home for all our emotions. You live within my heart, yet I am Without you and all alone. With you I am full of life; Without you I am stone. Am I foolish? Yes, perhaps, But also this is very true. I think of life as something I Can only spend with you.

How Fat Do I Have To Be, To Be "big Enough"?
I'm a little bit confused, and just slightly FUCKING irritated. Allllllllll through high school I was considered FAT...And to most of those people, TOO big...But here recently, I get the "IMPRESSION" that I'm not FUCKING BIG enough to be considered a BBW. They say plus size starts at like a size 14/16...Well, I'm a 20/22...but I've been told I'm not big enough. (By a plus size modelling site's PHOTOGRAPHER) So here's the question: How fat do I have to be to be BIG ENOUGH for you? I already weigh around 260...Do I honestly need to pack on around 70 to 100 pounds to be considered big enough for the plus size world? I've become quite accustomed to the size that I am, and even started feeling better about wearing better, FITTING clothes, and now, because of this...My fucking self-esteem is starting to waiver...I feel like I'm an "anorexic" or "stick figure" to the big girl society. I'm utterly confused because at first, I thought I was too big, now it seems as if it's the other fucking way

Life Pt 1
i have been on an interesting journey, full of highs and lows. two weeks before christmas of '06 my now ex fiance and i split up after a little more than two and a half years. i was devastated and pretty much just crumbled. i have never loved anyone or been in love like i was with her. she meant the world & more to me and it's been a very intense time for me since then. i have learned alot though, through it all, being with her and losing her. i have grown as a person, as a man. she made me see things in myself that i didn't know existed, taught me about a love i thought only existed in stories and faerie tales....i know now how much i can care about someone, how much i can love and how deep that love can truely be. i know that i can truely sacrifice anything and everything for someone else's happyness and that it can truely be gratifying just to simply see someone else smile. it's amazing how much one person can change your life and make you realize what lies hidden inside yo

Hehehehehe
You May Be a Bit Borderline... Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame! When you're up, you're a little bit crazy... And when you're down, your whole world is crashing Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute! What Personality Disorder Are You?

Drunk Dialing..
Y..... did he call me at 6 am... drunk as fuck. "baby i'm sorry for treating you like shit and cheating on you and stealing good will hunting and fight club.." "Andy..that was like ten years ago i've replaced them" "I'm sorry Casey, you know i still love you right?" "Yea whatever. Do you want to talk to the girls?" "Remember when we were driving from dayton to kansas and you gave me road head" "yea..what about it" "i love you" "where is kristen?" "she left me" "haha oh well, what do you want me to do about it?" "We should get back together" "Umm no. because you have chlamydia" Click. lmao

Stalkers Are Freaking Me Out.
If you find yourself blocked from my profile you may have........ 1. Rated less than a ten......I never rate otherwise. 2. Went surfing though my pics without rating....If you open it, Rate it. 3. Visited my page a few times without rating, gifting, something....creepy 4. Consistently asked me to look at your NSFW....If I wanted to look I would have. 5. Given me the creeps..... Most of the guys on here have been great. But there have been jerks that spoil it for the rest of you. Mandy

Help Our Founder!!!
Ok I Entered A Contest And Of Course I Need Your Rates And Comments, Most Of All I Need Rates!Although At Times The Contest Folder May Not Be Open To The General Public,In That Case You Will Have To F/R/A The Host Please! THE_ORIGINAL_WONDER_WOMAN™@FUBAR.COM_OWNER_OF_ ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~@ fubar After You Have Done That Please Rate And Comment All You Want!!!!! ¶PÃIЙT€Я™¤Ð§Ç¤ØWЙ€® §PI®IT £€V€£€®§ &§PI®IT§ Ð€Й¤♫§B®ÃÐIØ FÃIMIL¥ Contest Runs Until March 7th!Thank You All In Advance! OH! AND PLEASE STOP BY THE DEN ON YOUR WAY OUT CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER

Proverbial Nail On Head
You Are the Ace of Spades You are ambitious, slow and steady, and at times, self serving. You aim high, and you're willing to be brutal to get what you desire. Highly dominant and controlling, people are intimidated by your presence. Yet while you are a bit scary, you are scarily charming. People are driven to please you. You crave the best in life, and you enjoy the spoils of your success. You live a charmed life, and you're enjoying every moment of it. A gamble you should take: Playing poker Your friends would describe you as: Hard working Your enemies would describe you as: Ruthless If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A student by day, a stripper by night What Playing Card Are You?

That Girl Rocks!!!
WELL FOR THE PAST MONTH I HAVE BEEN OWNED BT THAT GIRL. SHE HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL PERSON TO GET TO KNOW AS A GREAT FRIEND. SHE DID EVERYTHING SHE SAID SHE WOULD WHEN SHE BOUGHT ME PLUS MUCH MORE. PLEASE IF YOUR READING THIS TAKE SOME TIME AND GO CHECK HER OUT. THANK YOU. That Girl@ fubar

How Im Feeling!!
Well thought i would come write in this blog for a lil while and express how im feeling about everything.. To start off with i would like to thank all my friends (when i say friends i mean true friends you all know who u are .. u are the ones thats been behind me pushing me bringing a smile to my face when i need it being my shoulder when i needed to cry ) i dont have to name u for u to know. So back to the blog .. i dont really know what to say here so ima blab a lil.. Well here lately ive distanced myself from those that truely care about me i know its wrong but i feel talking only makes things worse and i dont wanna burden anyone with my problems , i know i shouldnt do that but i do its me take it or leave it its how ive always been .. i dont open up to anyone and when i do its a big deal .. so i usually just keep everything bundled up until i cant take it anymore and i cant take it anymore i dont wanna be distant from anyone it hurts and i feel if i open up im just gonna end up ge

I Play For Keeps....
Love It’s such a small word A misused word A throw away word Used as a panacea Tell someone “I love you” And everything is supposed to be forgiven But love Is too small a word For what I feel Too small for what I want to express The love I feel Is immeasurable, infinite In its depth In its quality In time In it’s all encompassing nature It colours everything All I say, all I do Yet to express my feeling all I can say is “I love you” It’s just so inadequate For what I want to express My need for you My never being parted from you To be joined forever In everyway But I don’t have the word to express it I don’t have the vocabulary I just have love

Birthdays
This weekend at a restaurant I managed to stumble upon not one, but two birthday celebrations, accompanied, as usual, by out of tune rendition of a b-day song, noisy applauds as if the cause of this celebration was a Nobel Prize recepient, and a traditional blowing out of a candle while making a wish (which, if it wasn't such a sham, would have by now eliminated wars, diseases, and fat people). Looking at those two smiling and laughing people, a thought came to my mind: our life is like a ladder, and every b-day is a step that takes us closer and closer to the top until we fall off since there is nowhere else to climb. Every year on the same day we are putting our foot onto the next step of this ladder, getting more and more worn out and realizing how out of shape we are. So technically, those people are celebrating getting one step closer to their eventual demise. Woohoo, how fun! Not. I remember the days when I used to get excited about my b-days, even if they meant sitting

Tribute To My Step-father
Keep in mind, I was grieving and drunk when I wrote this....*sighs* I was a difficult man - wanting the simplest of life I complained about my work routine - morning, noon, and night A hard-working man - proud in my own right Camping, racing, and BBQs - my reasons to unite My friends and family - people I held tight Journeyed for a peaceful life - an unpredictable sight Stricken by unwelcomed disease - I continued to fight Still wanting to do so much - kept hoping I might Things I wanted to say - could only utter "goodnight" Turned to see the faces I love - as I walked into the light

Sensitive Male..... Lmao To Funny
A woman meets a man in a bar.They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment. She notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom, with hundreds and hundreds of cute cuddly teddy bears carefully placed in rows, covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large collection of Teddy Bears, She is quite impressed by his sensitive side. but doesn't mention this to him. They share

Crass Comments
To you morons who think you're going to win me over by making comments like "I wanna taste you", or mmm "I wanna taste that"...or any of the millions of other idiodic comments that I've heard in my shoutbox & in my pic comments...I have the following to say: 1. Grow the fuck up... 2. Don't waste my time... 3. Don't think that I'm flattered by it... 4. Annoy me & be deleted Buh Bye...

Poem
This poem is very sweet. It will be interesting to see who sends it back. If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there. This is a Hug Certificate!! Send One to All Your Friends Who You Think Deserve A Hug (Which Hopefully Includes the Person Who Sent It to You). You might send it to your enemies as well! It'll really tick 'em off! If you receive this back 2 times .... You're off to a good start, unless you sent it to yourself. That's cheating! If you receive this back 3 times. You're a good friend. If you receive this back 4 times. You are popular

What They Are Called(don't Be Offended)
“What They Are Called” You have all types of people Some maybe a little more feeble As times progressed so did their names Like spaghetti wrappers, taco benders, they aren’t all from Spain The Espanola Dago’s, pepper pickers and jungle rats They work hard just to be hassled and called wet backs The world is ever so horribly corrupted, that’s no lie Not because of chinks, gooks, the one’s called slant eyes They are no better or less than us, they work too to get by But the snow bunnies, “The Man” them pink toed hicks Still segregate why don’t they just give up and quit Them people worked hard and the reward spik….. Oh! Then you got the Irish who speaks Gaelic I don’t know why them hippies, crackers, them pale faces Don’t fathom or can’t come to reality that these aren’t color cases Those sand niggers and rag heads are just different races The Jews also known as kikes were persecuted because of culture By those skinheads and krauts them vultures Now in this new worl

You Give Love A Bad Name
An angels smile is what you sell You promise me heaven, then put me through hell Chains of love got a hold on me When passions a prison, you cant break free Youre a loaded gun Theres nowhere to run No one can save me The damage is done Chorus: Shot through the heart And you're to blame You give love a bad name I play my part and you play your game You give love a bad name You give love a bad name Paint your smile on your lips Blood red nails on your fingertips A school boys dream, you act so shy Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye You're a loaded gun Theres nowhere to run No one can save me The damage is done

Sex.... What?
It's amazing how different men and women look at sex. Its almost like we do it for two totally different reasons. Why is it that two dogs can fuck each other in the back yard and not feel the need to spend their lives together or tear each others hearts out? Is it possible that stupid dogs have a more mature outlook on sex than us humans? Maybe... Is sex physical or emotional? A woman will say its emotional and a guy will say physical. Ok, then why would any woman ever masturbate? Is there an emotion connection to Danny the Dildo or fingers number 1 and 2? Um guys, if its only physical...Then why wouldn't we choose effortless masturbation as opposed to the obscenely lame mating ritual called dating? It feels the same and you'll save time, money, and those painful discussions about "where this is going". You have to be physically attracted to the person right? If that's the case ladies, then how does this happen? I know, I know, you grew attracted to him over time...D

Wanna Play Lets Play
Alright since alot of people would love for me to be a cold hearted bitch yet again. now im just going to put it like it fuckin is. no more beating around the damn bush. Alright now first off to those who think i give a damn about their myspace or yahoo feelings. you got another thing comming because you know what i could care less. if you think i care then honestly your on the fuckin internet too god damn much. For those who think that im trying to take their man.... I HAVE MY OWN FUCKIN MAN plus ive have yours.... enjoy my sloppy seconds!! i could honestly care less if he jumped off a fuckin cliff and died!! and believe me you want to think oh im in love with him i call him 24/7 blah balh blah. . first off i have a life off of yahoo and away from drama. i have my own life to live. i have a man AND A DAMN FAMILY! so you know what just keep my fuckin name out of your damn mouth.. you dont know and you dont fucking want to know me. so unless you know facts about me leave my name out

Sick Of The Micro Managing Here.
I recently posted a mumm showing the lunar eclipse and asked people if they saw it, to my suprise after half the people said yah, or thanks for posting the video i get my mumm deleted. it amazes me that they wonder why people wont pay for this site... well when they delete a mumm like that, and then send you a message that says it was inappropriate or had nsfw content it just pisses ya off. Now i know for sure im never gona post a mumm again, why? well why should i ask anyone here for their input when half the idiots out there report a very friendly thing like that just to get it deleted.

My Dreams For The Final Love Of My Life 1
I see him in a thin fog, He seems to be waiting........... For what I do not know. I turn my back and look away to yet a deeper thicker fog. I know he is out there somewhere with the voice that sends shivers all over my body. with passion, love that knows no end. I have thought several times that he had found me. But I was wrong. I have thought several times I had found him.I was wrong again. But I know in the end he will be there a smile that melts my heart and the kindness of a saint. I thought bad boys were the answer to find a man that was full of life and passion and compassion. but once again I was wrong. I think now that the good guy is the one he has all his raw passion and compassion hidden and it is up to the woman to bring it out of him with her love and devotion and nurturing ways to bring the tiger out of hidding. Anna

I Will Pay You To Help Me (see Inside) :d
Good Sunday Morning Fu's! Alright... I'm going to make this real simple. 100 comments=15,000 fu-bucks FOR TODAY ONLY! CLICK HERE Can't see the picture? RATE. FAN. ADD. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Message me after EACH 100 comments to get your 15k Any questions? Please ask. Happy bombing! :D .:*:.Haylee.:*:.

Dilemmas...cause And Effect
Dilemmas,..Cause and Effect Hold on to me,..dont look away too fast, Hang on with all of your might, for we were never meant to last. Look deep into my eyes and remember how they once shone for you, Now bloodshot and tearstained, now longing for something true. We had a beautiful thing I wont keep it all in, it was all worth while, No looking back, no hard feelings, no regretting anything that once made me smile. We quickly faded like the end of a midnight ciggarette, Impressions of you left are too strong to forget. Im content with our past, turning the page and closing this book, Walking away with a smile and solace never giving a second look. Maybe true love will find us somewhere down the line, But for now Im leaving you, and all of this behind. Ill forever be here when push comes to shove, Wiping away your tears, youll find better love. The closer we became the more we flirted with disaster, Now we deal with the reprecussions of h

~miracles~
~If Only You Believed In Miracles Baby~ I might have to move heaven and earth to prove It to you, baby So we’re makin’ love and you feel the power And I feel the power Then there’s really nothing that we can’t do If we wanted to, baby We could exist on the stars It’d be so easy All we gotta do Is get a little faith in you Oh, I’ve been (to) so many places I’ve seen some things I know, love is the answer Keeps holding this world together Ain’t nothing better And all the answers to our prayers Hell , it’s the same everywheres, Nothing ever breaks up the heart Only tears give you away Then you’re right where I found ya With my arms around ya Oh baby, love is a magic word, Few ever find in a lifetime But from that very first look in your eyes I knew you and I had but one heart Only our bodies were apart That was so easy, so easy I had a taste of the real world When I went down on you, girl. If only you believe like I believe, We’d get by If only yo

Was Brought To U By Yours Truely Baby
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Doctors
Baby's First Doctor Visit A woman and a baby were in the doctor's examining room, Waiting for the doctor to come in for the baby's first exam. The doctor arrived, and examined the baby, Checked his weight, and being a little concerned, Asked if the baby was breast-fed or bottle-fed. 'Breast-fed,' she replied. 'Well, strip down to your waist,' the doctor ordered. She did. He pinched her nipples, pressed, kneaded, and Rubbed both breasts for a while in a very professional And detailed examination. Motioning to her to get dressed, the doctor said, 'No wonder this baby is underweight. You don't have any milk.' I know,' she said, 'I'm his Grandma, But I'm glad I came.'

Crawl
CRAWL FROM ME AND LEAVE ME HERE, TO MANY VOICES THAT I STILL HEAR. TO MANY NIGHTS LEFT IN THIS PLACE, TO MANY VISIONS I CANNOT ERASE. TIME IS JUST A PLAYER THAT WE ALL FEAR, YOU CAN TRY TO STOP IT, BUT IT'S DRAWING NEAR. STRUGGLE AND CHOKE ON ALL THAT'S SUBLIME, TASTE THE INSANITY , YOUR STILL FUCKING BLIND. YOU CANNOT TEACH ME WHAT I ALREADY KNOW, I HAVE NO TEACHER OR MY WILL TO BESTOW. BURN WITH THAT TOUCH AND LEARN TO FEEL NONE WE ALL BREED FROM THE MISFORTUNE OF ONE. LET ME GO, I CANNOT BE SAVED, NOT BY YOU FROM THIS DARK PLACE. IT GROWS WITH A VENGEANCE AND BRUTAL DISGRACE, THERE IS A MONSTER BEHIND THIS FACE. IT RUNS AND SCREAMS, VIOLENT IN ITS FEARS, IT WILL NOT STOP UNTIL IT CONSUMES THOSE NEAR. CUT YOURSELF TO WATCH YOURSELF BLEED, DO YOU FEEL THE EUPHORIA AND WHAT IT WILL SEED. A POISON TOUCH HAS TORN YOU THROUGH, IT'S ALL THAT I AM, I AM NOTHING TO YOU. PAY FOR THE PAIN, THAT I CAUSED IN THIS LIFE, LET IT

The Peices Of "beautiful Liar" That Mean Something To Me, And I Am Dealing With Right Now.
Nobody likes being played. He said I'm worth it, his one desire. I know things about 'em that you wouldn't wanna read about. He kissed me, his one and only, (yes) beautiful Liar. Tell me how you tolerate the things that you just found out about. You never know, Why are we the ones who suffer, I have to let go, He won't be the one to cry. Let's not kill the karma, Let's not start a fight, It's not worth the drama, For a beautiful liar. Did he laugh about it, It's not worth our time, We can live without 'em, Just a beautiful liar. I trusted him, but when I followed you, I saw you together. You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong. You never know, When the pain and heartbreak's over, I have to let go, The innocence is gone. Tell me how to forgive you, When it's me who's ashamed, And I wish could free you, Of the hurt and the pain, But the answer is simple, He's the one to blame. I am dealing with hurt and pain right

Giving Good Blog.......
yes, yes, yes!!! oh my, the feeling is so intense! to read a good blog is like having an orgasm. it's such a head rush. your mind reels at the words on the page and your body tingles. you want more, more, more but find less. we need people giving good blog. to see something that moves you, makes you think and feel is rare anymore. it's like the imagination has gone and copy/paste has taken over. and before anyone throws a stone, i'm guilty of it too. but i also blog to entertain, to make you think and laugh. i blog regularly on another site, and am planning on more here. i hope i can make you feel, think, and have a good time. until then, good hunting on those that give good blog. we're a rare breed.

Life
This is the sweetest suicide life goes on just another day this is the sweetest suicide blood pours out of my open wounds this is the sweetest suicide the haunting smiles and heartless laughter this is the sweetest suicide the pills are counted the knife is sharp this is the sweetest suicide the letter placed my final breath this is the sweetest suicide and now at last i say goodbye this is the sweetest suicide TWEETY

Real World As Opposed To Just Fubar
I was talkin to a friend of mine eariler, saying how some folks treat fubar like its the real world. Like fer instance treating someone whos yer fubar wife or husband like they r the real thing. It not ment like that, its all in fun n should be treated as so. But then again some people have not had many real life relationships n so dont know how to deal with people one on one. They treat folks as though they should cater to thier whimes n with jealousy n mistrust. You cant have a friend and expect to keep em if you cant trust them n be patient. Yoou cant just keep them all to yerself n not share em with other folks in thier life, youll smother em n scare them away.Many folks have a limted time on here and have to share thier attention amoungst other friends trying to chat, n cant just talk to one person n them alone. Its all about the real meaning of being a friend, being patient and taking time to getting to know trhem n how to deal with a person on thier level. U cant take things

The Seven Deadly Sins Dare
I KNOW SEVERAL OF YOU HAVE BEEN WONDERING/ASKING WHAT THE NEW PRIVATE PICTURES ARE.... WELL MYSTERY FINALLY SOLVED, THE ALBUM IS OPEN AND I AM READY TO PLAY..... I HAVE A NEW GAME FOR YOU TO TRY, I CALL IT: 'THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS DARE' HERE IS HOW IT ALL GOES: I DARE YOU TO COME VIEW MY SEVEN DEADLY SINS ALBUM AND THEN LEAVE A COMMENT UNDER AS MANY OR AS LITTLE OF THE 7 DEADLY SINS THAT YOU ARE GUILTY OF FOR ALL OF FUBAR TO SEE... YOU DO NOT NEED TO LEAVE A VERY DESCRIPTIVE CONFESSION, JUST A VAGUE ONE WILL DO....AND PLEASE NO NSFW COMMENTS OR ADMITANCE TO ANY UNSOLVED CRIMES THAT I WOULD BE FORCED TO REPORT. HAHA I WILL BUY YOU A DRINK FOR EVERY DEADLY SIN YOU CONFESS TO (UP TO 7 Drinks or just one bigger gift!) IF YOU LEAVE A COMMENT THAT MAKES ME SMILE/LAUGH I WILL BUY YOU AN EXTRA SPECIAL GIFT. I HOPE YOU COME BACK OFTEN TO READ WHAT OTHERS HAVE CONFESSED TO...THIS SHOULD BE INTERESTING AND HOPEFULLY ENTERTAINING..

How Does One Fix A Broken Heart?
Someone please tell me how does one fix a broken heart. I don't want to be feeling like this anymore. Everything that I have thought was perfect doesn't seem so perfect right now. Feels like my entire world just came crashing in without any warning. Feels like my entire life have just ended. I need answers to my questions. I hate feeling like I'm in the dark not knowing which side is up.. which side is down... what is in front of my eyes. Someone please wake me up and tell me that this is one bad nightmare. Someone please stop the heartache that I'm feeling. Someone please stop the tears... I don't know what to do.

Im Changin Her Name
Im changing the damn kitty girls name from Grace Slick Hunt ... To.. Horny little hissy yelping screeching carpet clawing little bitchy moody cat. Thats what I get for trying to help a friend that moved and couldnt take her whore of a cat to her new apartment.. FUCK ME SIDEWAYS BATMAN... The little bitch has got to go.. The children will be sad...but at least i won't have to hear meeeeeeeooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww rewwwwwwwwwwwwwwaarrrrrrrrrrrrr hissssssssssssssssssssssss meooooooooowwwwwworoooroorroroororoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo all fucking night goodddddamit... knocking over my plants in the middle of the fucking night ugh!!!!!!!!!!!! There's only gonna be one menestrating bitch in this house and that bitch is gonna be me !!!

"emotions"
Will the feelings of sadness ever leave my heart and soul, Do these horrific thoughts of doom forever linger on, When the up's and down's of this lifes adventures end, shall I drown in a bloody puddle of mindless muck As I pass onward to the end of my journey, will happiness only be but a dream I take this heart and crush it so I never give the power to another As the blood spills out I can only see, a past of endless torment and sorrow The sea in which my mind has been tossed to and frow, kills me daily very slow I shall pray to the God above that your happiness not be so far away, and you find that one true love

I Dunno
I dunno So yeah today a friend, well I can't say friend, we talk from time to time but hardly hang out much, okay maybe an associate that's in the transitional phase has been asking me for a movie she wanted to borrow so she texts me today (Sunday) asking for it so I text her back and say when does she want it. She explains to me that she's over her aunt's house and that I could drop it off there, and hang out there since I was off today. I'm kind of like to myself hmmm..."hang out at your aunt's house???". Earlier that week she explained to me that since her aunt died they have a gathering every Sunday. So I text her back like, "I bet there is a ton of people down there huh?" So then she calls me and says,"No there isn't alot of people down here, it's just me, my sister, my other sister and her boyfriend her other sister, her aunt, her dad and her mom. I'm like wow sounds like a good bit of people to me, I was like yeah...I think I'll pass, she was like, "Why are you scared, cause

My Soul
So many times I have sat here and tried, To put into words how I feel inside, Since meeting you I have been so lost in love, My heart feels it’s floating with clouds up above. I can’t wait to see you with my own two eyes, Rush into your arms with great kisses and sighs, To feel your lips upon mine at last, Feel safety in knowing our destiny’s cast. To lie with you at night in your arms so sure, That this is perfection as close to and more, To wake in the morning and find that you’re near, A moment I think of and now shed a tear. To lie in the sunshine the sun on our face, Side by side together in our own little space, To look into your eyes without saying a thing, You’ll know without asking how you make my heart sing. With you I want to share all that I am, And everything else that I possibly can, All of my past and all of my pain, Have led me to you and I breathe again. For you are the missing part of me, That I knew was lost but just couldn’t see, And

Middle Man
"Middle Man" Well he's not necessarily trying to say that he minds it But someone plays evil tricks on that kid Well he's not necessarily trying to say god can't be trusted But someone plays evil tricks on that kid And certain situations scream for deviations But somehow he always gets stuck in the middle Of this and that and man he should try less Because every time he's rejected man he loses affection But don't we all, don't we just got to give a little time Maybe give a friend a call instead of making him confused What a terrible thing for you to do What an awful thing for you to say What a terrible thing for you to relay Well I know some people's they got a little less than nothing But still find some to spare And other people got more than they could use But they don't share And some people got problems man They got awful complications Other people got perfect situations With no provocation But don't we all, don't we just got to g

3 Complaints Back In Return For One,sooo Coooolllll
Whoever follows my news through my blogs and mumms knows I have these super loud downstairs neighbors who love to blast their music out loud and ignored my knocking. Till I complained to the manager that is,even though they still get pretty loud occasionally.But let's cut to the point: another neighbor of mine who's only 15 was running around the house and making a mess...I was getting back at him for something pretty bad he'd done and all of a sudden SURRPPPRRRIIISSSEEEEE I get a knock knock on the door. It was a tall, cute , dark guy and I wouldn't have even opened the door since I do get scared when I don't know the person,except , the little crazy visitor's father and sister were over too,so I got some courage and cried :" YYYEEESSS" ,and he went " are your parents home?" ,so I finally opened the door and told him that there are no parents I live in my apt alone and those were my neighbors he he he. BUT HERE COMES THE FUN PART ,TADAAAAAAAAAA he starts talking about how he's

Drew's Hosting An Auction, Again.....
Yep, I am gonna try this again, because I am Fu-broke, and Fu-bored!!! The original DrunkenDoggy is , once again, up for auction. Does ANYONE have some puppy love??? I guess you get all kinds of cool shizzle, and the benefit of a paper-trained pet!!! ( should have the hang of it before the deadline!! ) Please click this link, and throw a Dog a bone, would ya??? a href="http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=867358&i=667656769" target=_blank>

Our Next Career! This Is A Good One!
OUR NEXT CAREER! THIS IS A GOOD ONE! > A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart >with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. > > The Wal-Mart greeter said pleasantly, 'Good morning, and welcome >to Wal-Mart Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' > > The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no, they > ain't. The oldest one's 9, and the other one's 7. Why the hell >would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?' > > 'I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am,' replied the greeter. 'I just > couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a good day and thank you

A Very Special Friend
A Very Special Friend A Friend is someone special who can stand inside your shoes, feel your joy and sadness, and never judge you or accuse. A Friend is someone you can sit with not uttering one word, but knowing in your silence there is something to be heard. To have a friendship such as this is something very rare. Cherish this special someone with tender, loving care. for being such a special friend! And most of all... The LOVE of my life!

Nice Guys Finish Last
I feel that I am truly a nice guy, I really just want to show the woman I love that I care, I want them to know that if they need me I will always be there But even though I am that way some women always seem to want a man that isn't true, A man that would just hurt them instead of being there for what they go through I would show my love who I can be, if she gave me the time of day, I would let her know that I will alwys love her and that I would never go away Why do alot of women walk away when you show them that you care, When you let them know you love them or that you'll always be there But no matter what happens I will never go back to the way I was in the past, Not caring for the woman I love, but I will always hate that nice guys finish last

New Fam. Members
Some close friends have joined FUBAR. Please show them some love. They are old friends GODDAMMIT. Please make them feel welcome. Also GODDAMMITS Notice the new name up there. Outlaw is a sweatheart. Be sure to say hi to her. There are many great friends on my list please say hi to them. Hope all are well. St. Patty's is comeing and that means just one thing. Party at my house. There will be pics up afterwards.

Help!!!!!
OK SO MY GIRL MILF ... SHE HAS HELPED ME GET WHERE I AM NOW ON HERE ... SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND REALLY NEEDS HELP !! IF YOU COULD JUST CLICK ON HER LINK BELOW AND RATE AND LEAVE JUST ONE ... ONE .... COMMENT!! THATS ALL WE ASK !! YOU DONT EVEN HAVE TO LEAVE A COMMENT JUST RATE HER !!! MORE COMMENTS ARE WELCOME!!! WE WONT COMPLAIN!! SO PLEASE IF YOU COULD HELP ANY AT ALL ... IT WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!! C'MON HELP MY BISH OUT !!!

Austin Raggae Fest
http://austinreggaefest.wordpress.com/category/austin-reggae-fest-bands/ i know myself and few others fu-raggae fans are gonna be headin to auditorium shores in austin on 4/19 and 4/20 for the 2 day show... if ur interested in meetin up or carpooling let me know something. its gonna be a bad ass show as always. check out the best raggae band to come outta the states who will also be playing that day... http://www.myspace.com/grimystyles

Calling All Sevendust Fans
I have been a huge 7D fan dating back to 2000. I wanna know what your favorite DUST tune is....there can only be 1. To make it interesting post a music video or live performance of the song as your response. If you are clueless as to how and where to find the videos, check out YouTube.com, just type in "Sevendust" and the song title and you are bound to find something. Here is mine, enjoy!

Notes To Ponder
1. does god hate iraqis, if so is he ok with us killing so many? 2. if we leave iraq will we stop being free? 3. did saddam want to take our freedoms? 4. saddam was in the proces of taking only euros for his oil...and NOT the doller. 5. saddam was pumping to much oil, (makes it cheaper) so the oil companies wrote up the draft to invade iraq before 9/11 6. iraq had nothing to do with 9/11.. 7. only 4 of the 19 hijackers were from afghanistan, 15 were from saudi arabia 8. does god approve of killing? 9. hitler was protecting the germans from the comunists, same way bush protects us from terrorists. 10. our phones are tapped, our email is spy'd on, we are the suspects.. thats not freedom. 11. Did Jesus, as a human being, really walk upon the earth? 12. Why are there so many similarities between the ancient Egyptian religion and Christianity today? 13. Why does our government tell us that the twin towers were destroyed by airplanes hitting them, when the

Hate {behind The Mask}
i hate myself... i hate the things i do and say, the way i act...the way i treat people theres so many people i treat like shit.... idk how many girls i call babe or hun.. i flirt with girls all the time... i hate that i dont want to but i still do it anyways dk how many girls over the years have told me that they love me...or that they are in love with me...and i just keep leading them on i hate how i buy things on impulse and spend all my money i hate how i can be cocky and actually be confident around my friends but when it comes time i cant do anything.. i hate how i cant tell the women i like or love or have feelings for that i have and feel those things for them i hate how no matter what i do or how hard i try to make people happy and give them the best i still get fucked over to be honest i hate how i look, i hate my personality...the only thing i really like about myself is my body and even thats starting to fail me... hate how i cant even be the real me on the inte

Make Me Sing
It is because of my lust for you That I let you fuck me like this And that Each full hard stroke Drilling in deep Caressing that sweet spot There There OH YES There You make me sing I praise YOU Gasp for breath I beg for it Deeper Harder Give IT to ME! My pussy clenches around you You give me more More More More Your salty sweat drips Trailing on my breasts You bring such release You turn me on my knees Chest pressing into my back Sliding into that spot Hard hands slapping And gripping my ass You play with me Tease me in that special way Making me Beg you please Please I want you I need you across my tongue Sliding down my throat I can't get enough Of YOU You can't deny me because I know How you love to look down And watch my Blue eyes shining up at you While you hold my face And fill my mouth Caressing my cheeks as I suck Humming that sweet song I lick you till you can't Take it no more You whisper your lustful wishes You a

What Is A Good Friend ??? Reallyyyyyy
I never post blogs I am never really sure what to say, but I have something very heavy on my mind has been for a few days . I have recently had a lot of family problems and frankly not dealing with them very well. But it was brought to my attention because I didn't tell certain people about it I wasn't being a good friend, I don't quite understand how how my family problems have anything to do with being a good friend . But oh well life goes on I guess. I always thought being a good friend was being a good listener and be willing to talk if the other person wanted too and trying your best to cheer them up when they are down. or just letting them know you are there no matter what . If this is wrong someone needs to tell me . if I am wrong on this then that means I have been a bad friend my whole life and I need to change :)

Pope's Chauffeur
After getting all of Pope Benedict's luggage loaded into the limo, (and he doesn't travel light), the driver notices the Pope still standing on the curb. "Excuse me, Your Holiness," says the driver," Would you please take your seat so we can leave?" "Well, to tell you the truth," says the Pope, "they never let me drive at the Vatican when I was a cardinal, and now that I'm Pope, I'd really like to drive today." "I'm sorry, Your Holiness, but I cannot let you do that. I'd lose my job! And what if something should happen?" protests the driver, wishing he'd never gone to work that morning. "Who's going to tell? Besides, there might be something extra in it for you," says the Pope with a smile. Reluctantly, the driver gets in the back as the Pope climbs in behind the wheel. The driver quickly regrets his decision when, after exiting the airport, the Pontiff floors it, accelerating the limo to 105 mph. (Remember, he's German.) "Please slow down, Your Holiness!" pleads t

Explaining Things
You say you can't explain it, the words won't come. I understand that, Love...I've been struggling for months to tell you. It's intense, it's real, it's...all-consuming. I think about you all the time. I count down the minutes till I get to see you. I stare at my phone, hoping it will ring. I stalk you on the net. I can't get enough, you capture my curiosity. Every waking moment is spent in the complete submersion of myself in thoughts of you...you are always first in my dreams. Why? I can't explain. How? I do not know. What? Shit, I can't even explain that....it's the way you make me feel. The way I smile when I think of you (often). The way my heart leaps when you call. The way I'm eager to wake up in the morning, just so I can tell you hello. The way I can't sleep without talking to you, I want your voice to be the last sound I hear each day. The way my heartbeat speeds up, and my breathing gets quicker every time I see you. The comfort I feel when you say you love me.

Title Needeed
Darkness closing in, The demon struggles to be released, Pain, misery, and agony is all that's left within, Making him stronger by the minute, Look deep within the cold, glossy eyes, And find certain death within, The flames of hatred and bitterness, Burns deep within your soul, Feasting on your fear and dispair, Drowning his thirst with your blood, A dark soul forever immortal, As the darkness closes within.

Help Me & Get Bucks!!!
Happy Hours ALLLLL Day! HELP ME AND MAKE MONEY! Click this Pic and Rate the 50 pics inside for $5,000 FUBUCKAROO$$$$$!!!!!! If you have already rated all of my Rate a Thon folders and still would like to make some Fubucks you can Bomb this Pic... Count em up or down and for every 20 comments you leave I will give you $1000! I am in a CATFIGHT RACE FOR GODMOTHER and need all the help I can get! If you completely bomb the heck out of my page by rating pics, stash, leaving comments, etc.... I will make you a personal TY salute! xoxo ~PebblesinAZ~READ BLOGS!~CoFounder of the FREAK show with...who else...FREAK!~Owned by Emanon!xoxo@ fubar

Welcoming My Wealth
So here's the scoop. I was sitting in my class today, and I had just finished smoking my robotics final. I went to check my email and it said I need to call my contact at this place that automates buildings right away. I knew the news was going to be good, because if it isn't they will just ignore you. So I got home, gave my buddy Joe a call.. and he offered me a job programming logic controllers that will control everything in entire buildings from security, to environmental controls (heat, cooling, lights, etc..). I asked him how much.. and he made me an offer, and told me I would get a 4$/hr raise after 90 days. (As well as an all expenses paid week long trip to Chicago for some training.) So.. there's the word. Now I won't have to type it out 15 times :)

Im Ready!!
WELL AS SOME OF U KNO IM LIKE ADDICTED TO THE ARMY AND IVE BEEN WANTING TO JOIN FOR AWHILE NOW WELL IM SIGNED UP AND JUST WAITING FOR THE RECRUITER TO SHOW UP AND TELL ME WHAT I NEED TO DO I DONE TOOK MY TEST WELL ONLINE SO ILL PROLLY HAVE TO TAKE EM AGAIN!!! BUT YALL WISH ME LUCK AND ILL LET YALL KNO WHEN IM LEAVING!!! PS THEY R TRG TO SEND ME TO THE RESERVES BUT I WANNA GO ACTIVE I WANNA GO BLOW SOME HEADS OFF HAHA!!!!! WISH ME LUCK THANKS ~*BARBIE*~

Having One Of Those Moments In Life
Life Is A Prison Life is a prison, Oh Goddess let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you

Return To Darkness
The emptiness and darkness is returning, that lonely feeling; the heart is burning. Once, I pushed those feelings away, they were gone for awhile, they're back today. This time could be the end for me, I could finally be gone-my sad soul set free. The empty hollowness in my chest gone forever, could it happen? please? no-never! I was so happy for a long time there, the pain disappeared, ran off somewhere. It didn't go too far, found its way back, right when my life was finally on track. Finally I've come to a harsh conclusion, all my hopes and dreams have been an illusion. So much heartache, pain and strife, what I want is to end this life. That won't happen, I'm not brave enough, tell me why this life has to be so rough. Your help, dear Goddess, is what I need, nobody knows how my heart does bleed. Everything’s piling up, I'm quickly sinking, no rope to grab is what I'm thinking... (unfinished)

Endless Hatred
She cried out for help, no one was there, nobody listened, they didn't care. People kept walking further away, leaving her with no one to wipe the tears away. She looked for a friend, nobody came, nobody liked her, there was no one to blame. All those years with nobody loving her, really hurt, and made her dreams all a blur. Her future looked hopeless, a deep dark black, people always stabbing her in the back. Soon she grew tired of the hatred and pain, said, "I'm leaving here, there's nothing for me to gain." She left with a bang, stunning everyone, killing herself with her father's gun. Everyone laughed, nobody cried, it was a party when she died, One lonely girl, killing herself and so scared, just because nobody cared. Copywrited 10-14-84 Just another diatribe from the past - and I thank all my friends that cared enough to see me through then as well as now...

Moon
As a lot of you know, last week I had the opportunity to go visit Moon in Texas. For the ones who don't know her, she is my best friend!!. We spent an amazing week together. The was no nervousness meeting, it was like we have known each other for years. We flowed in everything we did, from conversations to pillow fights. I can say without a doubt that she is totally amazing!! We didn't have anything planned, which worked well. She has a precious daughter, who took to me so well. She is a little joybug!! We went to Walmart together, and her daughter just wanted everything on all the shelves...she was so adorable!!! I even had fun helping around the house...It was such a relaxing time. I can't remember the last time I smiled and laughed so much. I can't wait for my next visit hun. You are worth the cost of the ticket. Thank you for embracing me into your life. You are my Shooting Star, and I am blessed to have you streaked into my life!!! Here is to an everlasting friendship. I love y

Journal 3-05
well it appears that i am a day ahead of myself but oh well. as i sit here writing this journal entry,my mind is running a mile a minute with so many different ideas and thoughts that i am not sure which way is up at the moment. i have been working on my college work and feel lost on it just no more ideas at the moment, even though i am still racking my brain, then part of my mind wonders to the new story that i am working on and also to a story that a freind wants to co-write. not sure when we will start that one, but i hope soon perhaps after i get out of school but that won't be until June now,oh well at least i still get to graduate from college with my BA degree, that means a lot to me for i will be the first to graduate college in my family with a BA not just an Associates Degree. my thought are always with my Master also, hoping that He is having a good evening and that all of His dreams are coming true. Master means to world to me and there are those here who mean so very

Presidential Speach Id Like To Hear
Subject: I would welcome this Presidential Speech WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? 'My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. ! Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short . The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains every one not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing! copies of both lists later this even

Old Age
Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging. Whose business is it if I choose

Some Thoughts
I woke up from one of my dreams. You asked how I slept. I looked around my bed and saw my covers on the floor; the fitted sheet ripped off the mattress. I looked down and saw I had pulled off my nightshirt. “What kind of dreams lover?” Most of them weird but I still remember the one where I took off my nightie. “Tell Me....” I was sitting up on my knees in the middle of my bed. The room is dark except for the light in the hallway. I have been sleeping but woke wondering where my honey was. The bed seems unbalanced without him in it. I see you are standing in the doorway. I am looking at you, watching you. The moment is still and the room feels warm. You walk into the room and stand at the edge of the bed. I have on a pink silk and chiffon nightshirt. It buttons down the front with long sleeves. I lower my head down and watch as I undo each button. I look up and you are already naked. One thing I love is how fast you get your clothes off when we are together. I kno

If It All Ended Tomorrow....
Most of you know the recent loss I've endured and how fitting I found a song that really makes you think. Listen to it, Soak up the words and let me here what you would do if it all ended tomorrow. Pacey's Answers; I would hold my son and tell him how much I love him. Tell him daddy tried his best and tell him how much I am proud of him and tell him to never give up and keep fighting. I would call each friend I ever made and tell them I love them. I would write a letter to my family and friends, explaining my life, my choices, and wait for the end to come with no regrets!~ This is a very serious issue for me and damn it dont comment bullshit, or I promise I will unleash a wrath of hell like you have never seen. Please respect my intentions here and comment with an open heart~

Blog. One And Only. Ever.
the hardest thing in life is sharing a part of who you are. you have to be careful who you choose to give that part to and just let it fly...and you gotta hope that someone's there to catch it. and sometimes you fall... goodnight

Ashes
There is a long road ahead of me In this life, But still, I'm aware That the road behind me extends Far longer. There are times in our lives When we take stock of those things Which shaped us; Those things which we allowed To create us. I am such a crossroads. I don't like to admit it But I still feel so much discomfort In my Heart For things that seem to be so far behind me. I've grown weary of trying And still, I try. I've grown tired of the distance And still, I reach out my hand. I've grown fatigued at the cold And so, I put on my warmest sweater And I trudge forward through the deepest snows. Is it ego alone that brings me to this place? And what of the other things That life has offered up? Do I face the challenge undaunted? I think so. There is a great purpose In the knowing that I have found. Still, I am left with the ashes. Those scattered reminders Of the fire that once burnt so deeply In my Heart. Now where

Poem
sitting in sarrow , no love ahead of me . All thats ahead of me is more agony and more pain and death the pain of lonesomness i can see the lifeless eyes of death from here which means it wont be long now my time has grown short . it has been said all a man can do when death smiles at him all he can do is smile back. When the time come when i see death smile at me will i be smileing back. T.V.H. 08

Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-la…”la La”
I think I am getting the hang of this new kind of slang gangsta talkity speak… I thought a brick was something bricklayers used to make buildings, and houses, and shit, turns out it means that it is “cold”…as in “Turn up the heat, it’s brick in here!” I also thought “biscuits” were something you ate…it now means your shoes are old and dirty, however not to be mistaken for “kicks” which are shiny new shoes. “Bling” is no longer a sound effect(not to be mistaken for affect) but rather shiny gold jewelry…but on the flip side of that we now wear “ice” which are diamonds instead of putting it in a glass of soda and such. “I am going to jam”…make an exit…not, have jam…on my toast. We use to cook on the grill now a “grill” is your teeth, with or without braces, some people even purchase new “grills” made out of “bling” and or “ice”…sweet! which actually used to mean something tasted as such but now means that is really cool not to be mistaken as cold because that would be “brick” and

Morning Fu Bratz
GEES, WHAT ABOUT THAT STORM I SHUT THIS DOWN YESTERDAY AT 9AM AND LEFT IT DOWN ALL DAY!!!! TODAY WE WILL STILL BE BOMBING SEXY GRAMMY BUT ON A DIFFERENT CONTEST. PLEASE EVERYONE BOMB THIS TODAY THANKS HUGS DEE

Lost A Friend Not Long Ago...
so here is the poem that i wrote for her!!! Never By Jasen Alan Saltzgiver 2-18-2008 In Loving Memory Of Jennifer Crow For my Tattooed Queen Taken away before your time, The debt paid before the crime, Left but never forgotten, Your soul will forever shine. You’ve been lost to all time and space, Cremated to a world that no longer has a face, Your tormented self is free to go, To travel away from this wicked place. Never going to see the sun set, On a beach so soft and wet, Never going to hear the waves crash, On the break as they reach the shore. Never going to hear your voice, As it says my name, To hear it sweetly said, Was all part of the game. Never going to hear you cry, As you type your troubles to me, Never going to hear my last goodbye, As you have heard before. Sleeping the long dream, The only thing I can’t keep from happening, Is this last goodbye from ending, Because I am afraid to weep. Never again going to experience

Single
Hi friends...most of you know i been involved with someone online for quite some time now!! I swore to God i would never get involved with anyone online...But i did & I loved him very much...but now it's over.......All i want now is true friends...I'm not looking for any kind of relationship...just friendly chat & a few laughs ...So thats about it..........luv cass

Sick And Tired
due to apparent lack of respect, and drama queens, I will no longer be using this profile. to My real friends, you can contact Me on Myspace or yahoo messenger. there are only a few that I even talk to on here anyway. it is sad that people have to be melodramatic, and cause friction for others just to make themselves feel like they are worthy. to My real friends, thank you for being here. I will stay in contact with you. to the children that obviously dont know how to act, ...FUCK RIGHT OFF YOU SNIVELING LITTLE BRATS!! GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! goodbye and good luck.

No More Games
when will people take the hint by the reins and realize stop playin with people's emotions? r they no. 1 dummies continue 2 forget that every1 don't come with instructions 2 overstand how 2 play? o i forgot they possiblly can't care! in my case or want 2. especially, when 1 of them game show host ain't bob barker, but your bitch, hoe, or whatever you want 2 c she morphed into. 1 thing i learned was not 2 get upset, wreckless, and start callin people out physically. cuz in my case, i don't want no new addresses that landlords look like wardens (jail). women learn 1 thing a man is going 2 b himself and if u can't handle him, leave him the fuck alone, especially me, cuz i am not going 2 b that snake u tryin 2 hold straight 2 fuck. when i was young i learned how 2 play monoply,i liked it, but didn't appericiate the fact the houses and money wasn't real. so what makes people think i want 2 continue playin the same phony ass game in place of reality? when i play i want 2 play 4 keeps

Sadness
Now the sadness comes and won't go away. I was holding on to a love that let me go long before. Why does it hurt so much? When will the pain ease? All I feel at this point is sadness. Sadness. So much sadness. I know I must move on but it's just so hard. I thought I finally found the person I belonged with. Once again, I was wrong. All I've found is sadness.

Fyi Please Read Members
There seems to be some misunderstanding about rating members of the friendship Circle and I am sorry if I have not been very clear about this. We have very few rules for the group as we did not want to tie everyone up with you can do and can't do's. We want to create a friendly atmosphere where you can chat and make friends and hopefully, lasting friendships. The rating system is a MUST. When you join the Circle, any past problems with another member are to be left in the past. All members will rate the very MINIMUM of 30 rates (more stashes as they are not worth as much) You may rate more days and more rates as you wish. You can even pick the days you want to rate. NO MEMBER IS TO BE SLIGHTED. Please take time to chat to the new members, get to know them. There are very special people here if you would only take the time to get to know them. I love you all and you are basically doing a good job except for a few. If you feel you cannot do this please let one of the fou

Johari Window
Arena (known to self and others) caring, intelligent, observant, sentimental, trustworthy Blind Spot (known only to others) giving, helpful, loving, silly, witty Façade (known only to self) friendly Unknown (known to nobody) able, accepting, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, cheerful, clever, complex, confident, dependable, dignified, energetic, extroverted, happy, idealistic, independent, ingenious, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, logical, mature, modest, nervous, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, shy, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, warm, wise Dominant Traits100% of people think that Master0fPuppets is helpful100% of people think that Master0fPuppets is lovingAll Percentagesable (0%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (0%) brave (0%) calm (0%) caring (50%) cheerful (0%) clever (0%) complex (0%) confident (0%) dependable (0%) dignified (0%) energetic (0%) extroverted (0%) friendly

Tag
Once u have been tagged,u have to write a blog wit 10 weird or random things,facts or habits bout ur self.At the end,u choose at least 5 ppl to b tagged,listin their names.Dont forgit to leave comment that sayz,"ur it!" on their profile & ask them to read ur blog.U cant tag the person who tagged u. 1. I LOVE country girls 2. I cuss A LOT 3. I've met over 200 people from the internet 4. I HAVE BEEN IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW 5. I GOT MARRIED WHEN I WAS 18 6. I GOT DIVORCED WHEN I WAS within 8 months 7. I AM a swinger 8. I AM a very loving & romantic person 9. I LOVE TO BE THE CENTER OF ATTENTION 10.I ran my first dealership @ 23 yrs of age the 5 ppl I tagged are: 1. Sexy_texy 2. DD_Diva 3. Wish 4. Huggable 5. dixie

The Gift - Seether
Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it

Que Corazon
"si las miradas mataran to' el tiempo usara una gavana, un cura me acompañara siguiendome una caravana. si fuera por mis enemigos, a la mesa me trairían una víbora de carne y vinagre de bebida me cruzificaran en un acto crudo y homicida pero se equivocan, me levanta mi Dios con salud y vida." that's all i got :)