I am not to sure on how to start this blog. Its about someone special in my life at this point in time. Some of my freinds will know who it is about and some will not. But if this person reads this blog they will know its about them. There is someone special in my life who has been there for me when times were so hard for me. When i was thinking all else failed he was there. Me and him have had alot of deep talks about life and things we wanted out of it. We have both been so hurt with realtionships and have been used in them as well. But at the point in my life where i was ready to give up and just say fuck it. He popped up.And out of the blue just started talking to me and understood wat i was feeling but at the same time we were kinda leary on things. But then when he got to know me and i got to know him i seen that he was somewhat a male version of me and its scary. Cause that is what i have been searching for all my life was someone like me. And the last few months he has started to mean more and more to me and its scary cause i am starting to get feelings for him that i should not be getting and its so scary. We talk as much as we can and when we do it seems apparent to me that he is really the one for me. He knows that i care about him but does he really know the deep true feelings that i feel for him. No he doesnt cause of our track history we dont seem to get people in our lives that care for us. But only time will tell.
