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John Mccain - The Original Maverick (if By Maverick You Mean Giant Hypocrite
The election is really heating up, I saw John McCain on tv yesterday, thought he was bashing Barack Obama again - going on and on about being dangerously unqualified and grossly inexperienced, never served in the military, only a couple years of minor political office, would make a horrible commander in chief - turned out he was just describing his new running mate. You gotta love a guy who bases his entire campaign on leadership ability and experience in this time of war choosing the runner-up Miss Alaska 1984 to be one more heart attack or exploded face-growth away from being leader of the free world. And you have to admire the cojones of the guy who said Obama "would rather win an election than win a war" potentially putting a hockey mom in charge of our entire military just to get the "chick vote." In his 130 years on earth, you'd think by know he'd know that the women of America are smart enough to see through his desperate attempt to drum up support and won't magically vote fo

My Soul Mate..
I lost my husband on 03.19.08 he took his own life without even a word to anyone. I have lost my soulmate I dont know how me and his children are supposed to make it through this.. people tell me it will come with time.. I dont know if I have enough time to ever heal.. I loved him no matter what he was my life, my soul, and my reason for happiness.. I want to thank all the people who have supported me in this time of need and have tried to help the hurt in any way possible. I will always love you Eric and will miss you to the point no one can understand unless you have been there.. love you always .. your wife Tania I wrote this weeks after his death and it still rings true..

Amazing!
Final Inspection The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now,soldier. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep.... Though I worked a lot of overtime. When the bills just got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord. It needn't be so grand. I

I Need Help
I only 389,743 Points to go to fu king and am in 2 auction. I be nic to get some help and some rate from people. I come to ur page and rate u and some i rated all ur page. Is hard to come to my page and give me love leave coment and rates. Hell do that and returne love. Just help me level instead haveing to buy rate and still not getting them by people i own. ther are few that have keep ther word and there alot who have not

Essay Commemorating 9/11/01
This essay was published by the Nashville "Tennessean" Sunday paper on 9/08/02. It was my attempt to honor the front line of emergency workers. I have chosen a style that represents the confusion and the various thoughts that came back to mind. "I don't know anybody there," I thought to myself, watching the events of the day unfolding with incredulity. It was the morning of Sept. 11, 2001, in Mt. Juliet, Tenn. Still fresh were painful memories of the devastation of the Murrah Federal Building in Oklahoma City a few short years ago. I did know people there. On that fateful day in 1995, I watched tearfully as the media coverage detailed the aftermath until I could watch no more. The most memorable image from OKC was a firefighter with the remains of a small child from the day-care center. A muscular, tough looking man, obviously a veteran of many fires and disasters, but he was broken by this grisly find, moved to the basic emotion of raw grief, uncontrollably sobbin

Kinda Gettin Depressed...
Ok, so if I start gettin strange and not too chatty for a bit....the end of September through the first couple weeks of October are really tough on me and I have more pressure this year on top of it. In 06, on the way home from a trip to Jersey for Debra's (my daughter's) birthday September 25th we were just getting on the bus when my mom called me hysterically to tell me my dad was being rushed to the hospital and he was really really sick. He wasn't the type to EVER even go to a doctor and so I knew it was bad! We cried the whole bus trip back and my mom told me the last half hour to come to the hospital straight from the bus, it was really bad. Me being pig headed I insisted she tell me right now....my dad wa diagnosed with terminal lung cancer that was already spread throughout his body. I was never more devestated and spent the next 11 days practically living in the hospital until I brought my dad home (and my mom) to my house to care for him on hospice care. Seven days later he w

Staind - Zoey Jane
wow... I had completely forgotten about how beautiful this song is, especially considering the current situation that I am in, really heart touching.... Well I want you to notice To notice when I'm not around I know your eyes see straight through me And speak to me without a sound And I want to hold you Protect you from all the things I've already endured And I want to show you To show you all of the things that this life has in store for you I'll always love you The way a father sould love his daughter When I walked out this morning I cried as I walked to the door I cried about how long I'd be away I cried about leaving you alone And I want to hold you Protect you from all the things I've already endured And I want to show you To show you all of the things that this life has in store for you I'll always love you The way a father sould love his daughter Sweet Zoe Jane Sweet Zoe Jane So I wanted to say this 'cause I wouldn't know where to begin To e

Avon / Breast Cancer Month
Hi every one i sell AVON now so if you want any thing contact me and i will let you know how to do it or by for me contact info will be sent o u via email just leave your fully name number and i call you and work with you and i have a nother job interviwe tues then next tuse a class for avon so ya it was great i am happy where i am in life if i dont have a reguler job i can work at home when free and make money when i want and do partys and more so it great i hope to do it for the rest of my life say if i have a kid preg and off of my norm job i can still be working i can breast feed and do every thing i am happy this is what i need and i have sexy bf and my fav show is on now alot more THE L WORD i want to say hey to sam and cara and ioann for helping me doring the ruff times of life and rest are lil moma that in heaven and every one else OH YA OCT IS NATIONAL BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH DONT FOR GET TO CHECK YOUR CHEAST AND EVER ONE WHERE PINK AN TAKE A PIC AND SEND IT

Not Leaving Fubar!
Okay well... The Grand Jury decided not to indite (sp?) the bastard who raped me.. because of the witness statements that were taken. It pisses me off and hurt me to NO end. I have been very emotional. I feel a tad bit better because even though my case isnt going to court.. his life is forever ruined based on the fact he was arrested on sexual assault charges. He was extradited here to texas, so if he had a job, he doesnt anymore. and it will be next to impossible for him to find another decent job ever again. So I'm Back.. reposting my pictures.. so help me out by rating me again and leaving comments!

As I See It
I see so much heaven,so much hell. I have so much love, so much pain. Could there be more then i thought this world could ever contain. We all have our own yin & yang, good and evil. I understand that no life is rainbows & sunshine. Instead there is an endless battle of continuous suffering. I prey that sooner or later the coin will flip to a better side. I need to believe we can find the balance between constructive and destructive. This as i see it could be all there is.

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Banana Punch
BANANA PUNCH 4 cups sugar 5 bananas 5 oranges 2 lemons 46 oz. Unsweetened pineapple juice Take 4 cups sugar and 6 cups water. Boil and col. Mash bananas and use all juices of the fruit. Mix and freeze. Add 2-quarts ginger ale when ready to serve and stir. Best if served while still mushy.

Great Halloween Month Flics
Rank Rating Title Votes 1. 8.7 Psycho (1960) 110,359 2. 8.5 Alien (1979) 137,517 3. 8.5 The Shining (1980) 130,954 4. 8.4 Aliens (1986) 131,418 5. 8.3 Jaws (1975) 107,095 6. 8.3 Diaboliques, Les (1955) 9,839 7. 8.1 Bride of Frankenstein (1935) 12,032 8. 8.1 The Thing (1982) 54,474 9. 8.1 Cabinet des Dr. Caligari., Das (1920) 12,550 10. 8.1 Frankenstein (1931) 17,113 11. 8.1 Nosferatu, eine Symphonie des Grauens (1922) 21,354 12. 8.1 King Kong (1933) 29,316 13. 8.1 Faust - Eine deutsche Volkssage (1926) 3,090 14. 8.0 Jungfrukällan (1960) 4,942 15. 8.0 Rosemary's Baby (1968) 35,410 16. 8.0 The Exorcist (1973) 77,519 17. 8.0 Onibaba (1964) 2,768 18. 8.0 Testament des Dr. Mabuse, Das (1933) 2,852 19. 8.0 Invasion of the Body Snatchers (1956) 11,057 20. 8.0 Kaidan (1964) 2,792 21. 8.0 The Innocents (1961) 4,579 22. 8.0 Dawn of the Dead (1978) 32,579 23. 8.0 Shaun of the Dead (2004) 96,348 24. 8.0 Night of the Living Dead (1968) 29,465 25. 8.0 Repulsion (1965) 8,615

Chicken Broccoli Casserole
CHICKEN BROCCOLI CASSEROLE 3 packages frozen, chopped broccoli 5 complete chicken breasts 2 cans cream of chicken soup 1 cup mayonnaise 1 tablespoon lemon juice 1/2 teaspoon curry powder (optional) 1 cup grated cheese 1 package seasoned croutons, crushed Cook frozen broccoli 10 minutes i salted water. Drain until dry. Place 1/2 in bottom of 9 x 13-inch greased casserole. Bake chicken breasts in covered pan with a little water until done, about 45 minutes at 350 degrees. Debone. Mix sauce consisting of soup, mayonnaise, lemon juice and curry powder. Layer broccoli, chicke and sauce twice, ending with sauce on top. Cover with mixture of cheese and crushed croutons, sauteed in butter. Crumble this over the top of casserole. Bake for 30 minutes at 350 degrees, 45 minutes if cold. Freezes well; thaw first. Makes 8-10 servings

Justin Wilson's Hush Puppies
2 c Cornmeal Ground cayenne pepper 1 c Plain flour 2 Eggs, beaten 1 ts Baking powder 1 c Buttermilk 1 ts Salt 1 c Green onion, finely chopped 1/2 ts Soda 2 tb Bacon drippings, hot 1/2 c Parsley, finely chopped 1/2 ts Garlic powder (to taste) Deep fat for frying Combine all dry ingredients. Add eggs, buttermilk, onions, and oil or bacon drippings. Mix well. Drop in deep hot fat by spoonfuls and brown on all sides. Now, I said above that this makes 48, I've never counted, so I don't know for sure. But it sure does make a bunch. The main reason why I said 48 is because the program, MenuMaster, won't let you past that field unless you tell it something. Justin Wilson says, "Hush puppy is an old Southern term that originated after the Civil War. People didn't have enough for themselves to eat let alone feed their dogs, so when the old hounds started barking from hunger, they would throw pieces of fried corn bread to them, yelling, 'Shut up, dog! Hush puppy!"

A Simple Thanksgiving
His turn around the table to share what he is thankful for this Thanksgiving season, this year A simple thanksgiving so like the first Thanksgiving in Plimouth, so long ago thankful for God, for this place This land of ours, our home our ability to believe, to worship as our conscience, our faith guides In a time of war, his words a poignant reminder of how much we truly have to be thankful for, each and every day December 7, 2007 about the sharing of things we were thankful for at the start of Church Council, 11/19/07, Wesley United Methodist Church, Concord, NH This poem is based on Dan Haines, Chair of the Evangelism Commission

Shame
It really irritates me when people use the anonymity of the Internet to be as crappy as they can to others. It's a frightening reflection on us as a people if, under cover of a made-up name, we feel free to be as horrible as we want to be. What does that say about our characters? Have people really gotten so pathetic that when we strip away their public facades they're just evil little worms? Why is that? What happened to integrity, honesty, and - above all - shame? Why have we no sense of shame anymore? I don't mean shame for deciding to show yourself off in photographs. That's a personal decision that has to do with you and you alone. I'm talking about shame for consciously doing something that will hurt someone else in some way. The expression, "Have you no shame?" seems like a cliché now but it used to mean something once. It doesn't anymore. That's because no one seems to care about anyone else. No one seems to care about what others think. The 70's gave rise t

Ode To Fu
FU= Fake Universe Lounges are for Scrounges Bomb Squads are for REtards Mumms are for morons that can't make their own fucking decisions. Why should I rate you a 10 or 11 when your fat pig ass is a 1 F.uck A.nother R.etard C.an't get a life "I want I want I want need need need give me give me give me". Get off your fat fucking ass and go to work so you can afford it yourself. "level me level me level me" because I can't climb the ladder of life my self. You can see me naked for, bling rates friendship etc. Sounds like prostitution to me you cheap WHORE

A Question For Real Men And Real Men Only
ok me and some friends were talking and we were discussing what do men think sexy is we know what you like to see thats a no brainer but i want to know what do men think is sexy about a woman i for one say if shes smart and got a good mind and is about hers thats sexy for the body i say thick is sexy more curves the better but i wanna know what you think and be real and honest

The Beginning
Life comes. And life goes. Forever endless. Never changing. Always different, Always the same. Lost and alone, When the house is full. Searching for a place, Inside someone’s heart Crying, waiting, wanting, searching, seeking, Seeking that One. That special One. To fill the hole. Anyone will do. No one is quite right. They all seem good. They all feel bad. I see the One, She’s not so far. Where did she go? Where has she been? Never. Never. Now I must go. The pain is too great. The loneliness has come. I need to stay, I have to leave I just can’t learn I just can’t feel The heart is gone The love is lost It’s been so long And never again Never Never I have to bleed Maybe then Maybe I’ll feel again But wait On the tomorrow Is that what I need? Is that how I can feel? But no It’s only another dream I must wake Can’t sleep again It’s all a dream It’s just my life It’s gone awry It’s just right It’s all wrong Bleeding, screaming, fight

Got A Second For Meeee
Ok i'm busting my ass bombing over here...I'm asking my friends for just one rate and leave a comment or two if you have time. Send me a pm when your done and i will return the favor! *click pic* Rate & comment for me puuuuuuuhlease! While your here rate my blog k?! Thanks!

The Smart Blonde
A blonde woman boards an airplane. She is extremely exhausted and just wants to take a nap. She finally finds her seat and sits down next to a very curious young man. He wants to test the whole dub blonde thing and possibly make some money out of it. "Hey, wanna play a game?" he asks her. "No thank you, i just want to take a nap." "Please, its really easy, all you have to do is answer the questions that i ask you. If you don't know the answer, then you give me five dollars, and if I don't know the answer to your question, then Ill give you five dollars." "I really don't want to do this. I just want to take a nap." "Oh but PLEASE pretty please. Okay, how about if I don't know the answer to your question, I'll give you five hundred dollars." The blonde woman became interested and decided to play the game. "Okay. How many moons does jupiter have?" the young man asked. The woman reached into her purse and took out a five dollar bill. "What goes up the mountain with three legs a

This Is Cute
THOUGHT THIS WAS CUTE SO THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE LOL A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you d deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger counterpart. Older women are forthright and honest. They'll tell you right off if you are a jerk if you are acting like one. You d

Hardcore Honey - In The Hands Of An Expert
Steel is like ice, cold and unused. Bared in play, at the ready, it warms to the skin, as the flat is revealed and warmed by an expert. She laid the blade on his shoulder with the air and practice of years of knowledge. His pulse thumped in response to the knife. Inches from his neck, it bit with cold. "Can you feel how sharp it is?" She pulled the blade backward so the steel dragged along his skin. "The nip of its frost." His breath caught. Lifting the blade, she put it back where it began. He could feel the thick warmth reaching up for the knife. The thud as it surged, fighting its way up his blood stream. A horn blared outside. Startled him, and he jerked. The blade shifted. But his skin tried to reach for it, to lay itself open, the raw edge of razor sharp. "Easy, pet." Her voice was thick like syrup. The hammer of his heart didn't care, would not be still. The knife, cold and hard was warming, drawing the heat from his skin and he wanted it, tha

Lets Make Gary An Oracle!!!
He has been very patient and waited. Now its his turn to reach his goal. Gary has helped many on here and deserves to be our next Oracle. He is hosting a Happy Hour tomorrow at 6 P.M Fu-time (9 P.m est). He will have Auto 11"s running and over 3000 eazy rates. So lets go return the love he has shown many. Lets make Gary an Oracle!! ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER~SPANKERS~OWNED BY INFARRED & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar And lets not forget he likes bling!!! This brought to you by the friends and family of ~GARY~SHADOWLEVELER~SPANKERS~OWNED BY INFARRED & SCARLETT~BOOBOO'S FOREVER~@ fubar

Comment Bomb Contest 4 Me, Help Help !!!
I AM IN A 15K RATE AND COMMENT CONTEST, NO TIME LIMIT BUT I NEED EVERYONE'S HELP....PLEASE COMMENT ME ALL YOU CAN, ALL LOVE IS GOOD LOVE, SO PLEASE HELP :) JUST CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE, BOMB BOMB BOMB :) XOXOXOXO

A Smiles' Shadow
I love to see your smile But its been hidden for quite a while Where did your happiness go Why has it disappeared, When will it show You shiny teeth, Soft lips and calming eyes Serenity brought to angry skies You look at me with a grin Then you noticed, I too begin Your smile is a light to my heart Happy with you from the very start Where is the smile I once knew Will it come to your face as it use to? So there are things that have got you down But you know they will pass anyhow So why is there no happiness Only signs of shallow emptiness There is no depth to your eyes anymore The light that once shown has gone for sure Whats happened to make you this way Give me some clue, give me more to say I want to see your eyes light up with bliss That's one part of you I really miss The joy I saw in your eyes just being with me Where did that go, Where can it be?

A Real Boyfriend.
thanks Sari! Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hoodie [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

Pain
I am pain, it is me. I spent my life with blurred vision, see? Blurred vision from unshed tears, Blurred vision from unsaid fears, Blurred vision from the knife, That will take my life, Blurred vision from the gun pull the trigger, BAM!! Done. Blurred vision from the grave. Blurred life that could have been saved

Anger Management
this was emailed to me today, and I wanted to share it PLEASE READ While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked stone & scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand & hit it many times, not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father.... With painful eyes he asked 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' Man was so hurt and speechless. He went back to car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions..... . sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches, child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'. The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have no limits; choose the later to have a beautiful & lovely life.... Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved....... Same thing happen to me in Manila, I bought

Real Life Friend Joined Fubar
Please say hello and welcome one of my 'Real Life' friends to Fubar..He is one of the kewlest people you will ever meet..well lol other than myself...I know He doesn't have alot up to rate but please at least stop by and tell him Gothic Rose sent you HellsCowboy89@ fubar

My Hero
Have you ever met someone that, in one second, changed your life forever? Someone that you’ll never forget, even if they walked out of your life forever? Someone that you’ll always feel connected to no matter how far apart you are? Well, I have.. October 22. 2008 is when I met him. From that day on, my life hasn’t been the same. The second I met him, I knew that he was going to change my life, I just didn’t know how. Now, almost three months later.. My life has been completely transformed. When we met, I was in a bad place, a very bad place. Now what then seemed like the end of the world, I’m dealing with and making the most of what life has given me. Because of him I’m trying harder. I used to give up so easily. Now I’m fighting for what I believe in, what I love, what matters to me. Despite what anyone else thinks. Before I met him, I was an emotional wreck, that would shut down, shut off my feelings, and hide from the world. Now I’m more open with everyone. He showed m

1 Chance
1 question. 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any 1 question, anything, no matter how crazy it is. And I promise to answer it truthfully. No catch. But I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you...

Sad Story
Memories of Kailua bludgeoning death still vivid Recommend (34)Print this page E-mail this article Share Del.icio.us Facebook Digg Reddit Newsvine Buzz up! By Eloise Aguiar Advertiser Staff Writer On the day she was bludgeoned to death a year ago today, Janel Tupuola was supposed to switch cars with a niece in hopes of avoiding a former boyfriend she said had been stalking her. The 29-year-old mother of five was killed before the swap could be made, and the thought haunts her niece, Diamond Badajos. "She and I were going to switch cars on the 16th," said Badajos, a University of Hawai'i student. "Then I found out she passed away. I felt super guilty. Like even when I look at my car sometimes, I feel really bad." Tupuola's accused killer, Alapeti Siuanu Tunoa Jr., 31, is scheduled to stand trial in March before Circuit Court Judge Randal Lee. Tunoa is charged with murder, terroristic threatening, assault on a man who tried to help Tupuola and three firea

Can You Believe This?
I found this on Photobucket. Some people just don't know where to draw the line. I won't use any names so as not to seemingly attack anyone. This is a voicemail that someone (we'll call them "The Stalker") left for someone else (we'll call them "The Stalked") when their friend (we'll call them "The Commentor")left a comment on their page and "The Stalker" didn't like it.

Decisions
I decided last night that if my most current flirtation is not all that it seems, I didn't care. I didn't want to know the reality of it. All I cared about was the fantasy of it. If he decided he had no feelings for me whatsoever, I would rather he just disappear than try to crush me on the way out. Now I start seeing things that test that and I doubt my resolution. Part of me really does want to stick to it. But can I?

The Best Red On Fubar
Showstopper - Danity Kane Feat Yung Joc SOME GET INTIMIDATED BY THE REDS...THEY'RE HOT AND SEXY AND EVERYONE LOVES THEM ONE OF MY BESTIES IS RED...SHE'S THE HOTTEST AND THE SEXIEST OF THEM ALL GO SHOW HER LOVE ®Freya®@ fubar THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO U BY: VAs FyNeSt~Flava Dime @Club Flava~fu Owned by the sexy Johnny~fu owner of TapOut@ fubar

Something
Something in the way she moves, Attracts me like no other lover. Something in the way she woos me. I don't want to leave her now, You know I believe, and how. Somewhere in her smile she knows, That I don't need no other lover. Something in her style that shows me. I don't want to leave her now, You know I believe and how. You're asking me will my love grow, I don't know, I don't know. You stick around now, it may show, I don't know, I don't know. Something in the way she knows, And all I have to do is think of her. Something in the things she shows me. I don't want to leave her now. You know I believe and how.

A Dad's Story
A DAD'S STORY On July 22nd I was in route to Washington , DC for a business trip. It was all so very ordinary, until we landed in Denver for a plane change. As I collected my belongings from the overhead bin, an announcement was made for Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the United Customer Service Representative immediately. I thought nothing of it until I reached the door to leave the plane and I heard a gentleman asking every male if he were Mr. Glenn. At this point I kne w something was wrong and my heart sunk. When I got off the plane a solemn-faced young man came toward me and said, 'Mr. Glenn, there is an emergency at your home. I do not know what the emergency is, or who is involved, but I will take you to the phone so you can call the hospital..' My heart was now pounding, but the will to be calm took over. Woodenly, I followed this stranger to the distant telephone where I called the number he gave me for the Mission Hospital .. My call was put thro

In A Tingle.
Aren't I lucky ??? from: Majesty (Naughty) Sweden subject: Again..... received: 02/15/2009 05:48 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam Now im here again... I cant tell you how much i love you and youre pics... Mmmmm.... I must say this one more time... You are hot and glorious.... You have it all!!! Hope to have you in my arms ;o) Kissing youre groin... Hihihi...

Narcissism
(THIS IS FOR YOUR INFORMATION ONLY, I DIDN'T WRITE IT OR APPROVE OR DISAPPROVE IT)...Food for thought. Samuel Vaknin, Ph.D. Dr. Vaknin has written extensively about narcissism. Dr. Vaknin States" I must confess I was impressed by Sen.Barack Obama from the first time I saw him. At first I was excited to see a black candidate. He looked youthful, spoke well, appeared to be confident - a wholesome presidential package. I was put off soon, not just because of his shallowness but also because there was an air of haughtiness in his demeanor that was unsettling. His posture and his body language were louder than his empty words. Obama's speeches are unlike any political speech we have heard in American history. Never a politician in this land had such quasi "religious" impact on so many people. The fact that Obama is a total incognito with zero accomplishment, makes this inexplicable infatuation alarming. Obama is not an ordinary man. He is

Salutes For You.
I am willing to make a salute for anyone how can do the following: 1. Rate all my default Photos and at least leave 3 Comments. 2. Rate all my "Alittle Naughty" Photos and leave at least 7 comments. 3. If you have not re-rated me re-rate, fan if haven't. If you are not a friend you jmust become a friend first before starting. 4. Go to Adoring Daddy's Home Page. http://fubar.com/user/395725 (Rate/fan/add.) Its that simple!!! This will get you a paper salute if you would like one of my other salute and you may take a look you must: 1. Do all above. 2. Rate all the folders with the following names, Christopher, Chelsey, Austin, Trista, Trever, Kaetlyn. ( There is not alot lof pic in most of these folders). You DO NOT need to leave comments. When rated these folder I will like you to add rated on the last photo of each folder tho. When done please PM me (DO NOT SHOUT ME) and then give me 24 hours to complete. I will also return some of everyone

How Quickly We Forget~
Everything seemed to be good at one time, I was your's and you were mine. Though lately I have grabbed on to the sudden change, shutting me out and acting strange. Maybe you have come to realize that I'm not right for you, either that or I appeared as just something to do. I will not be the one to sit around and wait, because that is definately not any kind of Love or fate. The person I once fell in love with is no longer here and all I can do is think and tear. Hope you are happy with hurting me this way cuz tomorrow I will not be the girl I was today. I want to thank you for showing me just how love hurt's, for now I will know that shit never work's. I should have known all the way from the begining that the happiness is here but will soon be ending. Maybe I tried to hard,maybe not enough but I guess that is why they refer to it all as such tough luck. I will slowly move on and you will too, with this impact u have left me with, I sure as hell could never forget you~ SO, how about

Cherry Bomb Bling (must Read)
So as I've anticipated (not in blogs but in a few discussions) the point whores are aiming to yet again ruin a good thing. ------------------------------------------------------------ WISBAMTX , RL B... Online (I'm @ yahoo messenger ) Conroe, TX remove friend subject: Cherry Bomb List date: 2009-02-27 08:11:01 Ok Fubar friends I have a list of Friends with folders of Photo's that are over 250 per (or more ) each folder.... That would about 60 folders.. Sorry lost count after 55.... If you would like this list cost is 250,000.00 fubucks... This isn't a joke.. I want to up you guys and gals to level up but this did take some time for me to do.... PM me on this I will be here til 1:00 central time ----------------------------------------------------------- This guy has taken it a step further then I anticipated. I never though people would actually ASK for fubucks if you want them to bomb you. I totally understand wanting to use the cherry bomb to the fulles

#11 All-time Rank..
ok...yes she has salutes and pics of "her"...but its obviously not the same woman. She has more than a dozen folders of random shit, but only a handful of pics of "herself" and one marked "her family", that could be anyones family ty vm. You be the judge... http://fubar.com/user/233400 if im wrong...sry. I dont think i am...

New Owner
I HAVE BEEN BOUGHT AT AN AUCTION..I AM NOW OWNED FOR A MONTH BY ONE OF THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE I KNOW...PLEASE GO CHECK HIM OUT ..GIVE HIM LOTS OF LOVES.. Benjamin Barker; The Demon Barber of Fleet Street@ fubar

Its A Big Game
yes i think its a big game.here on fubar its drama and here i thought it would be a place to make friends with and have fun .well i think it has become a drama ftghting on who rates who and there thinking just becuase someone rates your pictures dont mean your flirting with them my god grow up. i dont know how you all feel about it but im just here for fun and to help others level up to where they want to be. we are here to help each other out not to hurt them or to get hurt.its ok to kid around with others and play . come on people wake up set back and injoy our selfs. love you all.

Tigerchiefs First Happy Hour Tonight @9
SEXUPURPROFILE.COM imikimi - Customize Your World! imikimi - Customize Your World! SEXUPURPROFILE.COM Click on his pic below and help make his first Happy Hour one to Remember! Rate-Fan-Add-Bling-Show him Mad Love! Tigerchief@ fubar This Happy Hour Pimpout brought to you by:JoAnna

Grrrrrrrrrrrr
TIME FOR ME TO FINALLY RANT..I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE TO NOD MY HEAD AND SMILE ALOT JUST TO BE ACCEPTED GRRRRRRRRRR I have been offline for a few weeks due to computer problems...It has come to my attention that while I was gone I had a few messages and alot of people got aggrivated because I did not add family or group members right away. So therefore I am withdrawing any involvement in ALL of my families and or groups except 2....World Rock Radio and Git-R-Done Family If anybody wishes to remain on my list leave a comment here OR send me a message..All those that do not will be removed..I am sick and tired of having to come on here and deal with shit when I have alot of other problems of my own I know this doesn't sound like me but it is..I try to be nice..I try to be understanding....and No as an answer to all the family questions that I have been getting I WILL NOT change my name and add such and such family.. As long as I have it or Had it somewhere on my profile it should b

My Last Day
Hey friends, after monday the 9th I will no longer be on here to talk at least until I find a job. My father told me today that I am no longer allowed on here until I can find a job. I want to let everyone know I will miss you all and that I hope you all try and keep in touch. Big Hugzz Stacie P.S. Here is my cell number if you should need to reach me for anything 1-417-429-6545 you can always SMS me from yahoo- if you need to. If I dont respond its because I am out of minutes. P.S.S. I may be able to hop off and on here once in a while..but only wednesdays-saturdays-after 2pm my time! Hugzzz All

Agood Friend From My Sis Bev For Us 3 Sisters
My Sisters Bev and Glenda my bother John I love you with all my heart and Soul! A good friend makes you laugh when you are suppose to be crying A good friend makes you feel rich when you don't have a dime A good friend makes you feel hope is there when you feel all hope is gone A good friend protects you when your worst enemy harms you A good friend is there when backstabbers are not A good friend helps you when others scandalize your name A good friend is just like your brother or sister, a knot ties you two together and never comes apart

Update On Fire...
So I went out with my friend April last night and we drove by where the house used to be...it was still burning. I took more pix, but it was 11pm so they're dark, and I haven't gotten them off the phone and onto the computer yet. The fire inspector said yesterday that he thinks it was indeed arson, but they can't tell for sure until it quits burning and they can go investigate. I guess it's going to burn for a few days before it's totally out. Anyone who happens to read this and has no clue what I'm talking about...go read this blog... http://fubar.com/blog/282510/986178 and there's an update in the comments there as well. Thanks again for everyones concern. I love you all!

Alittle F.y.i.
So many people are fake upon this site and it amazes me that jus how blind most are.The ability to make real and true friends ere is completely feasible,if people would be real,and yes find love.i have made 4 real friends and in my opion found the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.I have riden the highways and byways and lived a life most would cringe from,but in all that I have done,one thing remains the same.The fact that what you see is what you get and I will not present a facade or wear a mask for no one.This probably the reason that I don't have many friends and very few will come and talk to me and that is cool for I have a few real friends and the journey on fubar has been well worth due to these individuals.So to those that want to wear a mask and cause drama all I can say it's your loss.For if you act this way here,then you act that way in real and itmust suck not having friends....

My Justin
I really hate ppl ruining my day and I ain't gonna let no one do it today of all days. Those of you who really know ME...know that I had lost a child, Justin, back in 2000 when he was 4 years old. Well today is his bday and he woulda been 13 yrs old. I'm not here for sympathy or whatever cuz it's a part of my life and I'm ok with it. The point of this blog is to remind everyone who reads it, whether you have children or not, to cherish life...love your loved ones, tell them that you love them, and let go of the petty shit. Life is WAY too short and you never know when you aren't going to be able to tell that person that you love them. Have love and peace in your heart always...

Attn Bomb Beggers Fuck Off!!
all you bomb chasers that see me activate my bomb FUCK RIGHT OFF.. most of you DO NOT return it so in future stay the fuck off my page.. and no I'm not on my period!! Eat my ass and have a crappy day!

The Gay Flight Attendant
My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that 'Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super.' On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. 'Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground.' She calmly turned her head and said, 'In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one...' To which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, 'Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I outrank you. Tray-up, Bitch zz

My Second Bully...
I would like you to meet "Sweet Turtle"! Please take a second to drop by her page and F/A/R her. She returns all love, and is the sweetest person you could ever care to meet. This pimpout brought to you by: Danorok™@ fubar Still in the learning process... No makin fun!

Wtf
wtf is wrong with theese people you cant get anyone to rate you anymore unless it is just me there not rating,every since we for the cherry bombs no one is rating me anyways well what goes around comes around i have 100 11s and 3 mill to get a auto11 and i cant even get that grrrrr,i guess i just want to know if im the only one there not rating is there something i missed amd i doing something wrong ?

Let Me Tell You Why You Are Wrong
Blah blah blah literary reference, blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah witty comment blah. Blah female anatomy reference blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah... Blah blah blah blah tall tale, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Underhanded compliment, blah blah blah blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Blah blah, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. And as you can clearly see, that is why you are wrong.

Illness
Just a note to let everyone know that I will be off and on sporadicly for a while. My father fell and broke his hip on Tuesday and has had to have surgery to repair it. Complicating this is his heart condition. Today (Friday) he has been moved to ICU because his heart is causing problems and may require emergency surgery on top of the surgery performed yesterday. I will post more as I can.

Give Up
I give up.... When I walked in from the store I was told I have two weeks to find another place to stay. I have no income, have been waiting for my medical to kick in... I am screwed more then I ever cared to admit. I don't even know what to say :(

Update
Well i have been away from this site a long time.. To be honest a really long time.. lol.. In that time i did quit my work at D-Link support in the northern of sweden and moved back to denmark to work at a small hosting center (Well employes wise small company), but that did't work out so did just spend some time on getting a new job. And monday i did start my new job at HP INK Printer support in the middle of sweden, and i am looking forward to this... hoping it will be a good place to work. but that is that for now... :)

Flames Of Passion Contest
Please Send Me More Flames~ Here is link to get to the contest holders Blog regarding the contest: http://fubar.com/blog/147861/1020104 Please go to blog to see how to send me more Flames - I would really love it so much!

Boss-man
I have the greatest supervisor in the world. Curt, aka boss-man is so f-ing awesome. He trained me right before he became supervisor. He's so smart, and he's a smart ass. lol He's approved all 3 of my vaca days as soon as i handed him the vaca slips. I've trained him as well. I ask him "Curt, what do I always tell you?" and he says "don't be a dick, be a dude." LMAO. Boss-man's the shit!!

Mental Ramblings
philosophy, derived in part from reading Ayn Rand's book Atlas shrugged. A big part of her philosophy is ability. In my mind what makes you somebody in this world is more than that, your thoughts and feelings do not do anything by themselves. What makes a difference is Action inaction and interaction. You can create anything in your mind but without acting on it to build it or interacting effectively to gain help in creating your ideas or influencing the way the world is, you will have done nothing. Feeling sad or drunk or inferior or dreaming all day does nothing.. I guess this is where Nike has it right, just do it.

Rating Contest Please Help A Friend Out!
Ok trying to help out a good friend here and making my first blog at the same time! Please go and rate this picture and leave a comment help the guy out! It ends May 31 st though so don't be waiting too long to vote ! Thanks to all of you who read this and vote for him !

Help Me Level Plz! :)
HEY ALL! AS YOU GUYS CAN SEE I'M GETTING REALLY CLOSE TO GETTING MY WINGS. BUT I'M HAVING TROUBLE. I REALLY NEED HELP WITH REFERRALS. SO I'M COMING TO MY FU-S FOR HELP! IF YOU CAN BRING REFERRALS TO ME, I WILL PAY YOU 50K, A 1 CREDIT BLING OF YOUR CHOICE, AND I WILL PIMP YOU OUT. THIS IS THE BEST DEAL I'VE SEEN SO FAR, DON'T LET THIS OFFER PASS YOU BY. IF YOU DON'T KNOW ANYONE WHO ISN'T ALREADY ON HERE, JUST PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO REPOST THIS, AND I WILL PAY YOU 10K. HERE'S MY LINK: http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=2473961 PLEASE NO SHENANIGANS, NO MAKING FAKE ACCOUNTS TO GET BLING AND STUFF. I WANT THIS 2 BE LEGIT. I WANT 2 GET MY WINGS THE PROPER WAY. CAN'T WAIT 2 SEE IF THIS YIELDS ANY RESULTS LOVE http://www.fubar.com/warm

Hombre Lobo
Absolutely delighted to pick up the new Eels album yesterday, 'Hombre Lobo'. Hence today's screenname, default and status. Early listens are indicating another worthy addition to the canon. After the very seperate and distinctive feel of early albums (the ideas-crammed 'Beautiful Freak', the loss-filled 'Electro-Shock Blues', the gentle almost pastoral 'Daisies Of The Galaxy', the sinister and hard 'Souljacker' and the rocky punchy 'Shootenanny'), and the almost clearing-the-emotional-decks of 'Blinking Lights...' and the 'Things The Grandchildren Should Know' book, not to mention the more literal clearing-the-decks exercise of the best of 'Meet The Eels' and the odds-and-sods collection 'Useless Trinkets', 'HL' feels like a fresh start. The sound of E sitting down, all his shit out of the way, and just making the music he wants to make, a vision backed up by the feel of 'Tremendous Dynamite : The making of Hombre Lobo', a 30 min documentary included on the deluxe version of the c

Survey Says...
How did you get one of your scars?My sister busted my skull open when I was 3How did you celebrate your last birthday?I really didn't. Plus my phone was shut off at Midnight at thhe start of my Bday, and I thought everyone forgot about me :| How are you feeling at this moment?eh...How did your night go last night?It was busy.How did you do in high school?I was one of those students that were too smart for the stuff they were teaching, so I was bored with school and refused to do the work in protest and got lousy grades because of it... I know, makes no senseHow did you get the shirt you're wearing?Im still wearing my scrubsHow often do you see your best friend?I don't see a lot of my friends nearly as much as I used to.How much money did you spend last month?Fair amount.How old do you want to be when you get married?25... that age passed :PHow old will you be at your next birthday?its simple math people...When is it?May 12thYour mothers name?MarieWhat did you do last weekend?NothingW

A Loss Of A Dear Friend
A Sweet Friend that I met on Tagged was murdered By another Tagged Member Last week. Her name was Gail Joseph. She started talking to this guy who was charming and said all the things that she wanted to hear. Gail agreed to go on a date with him and that was the last time she was heard from. Gails body was found in a River. Gail lived in Trindad. tabago and so did her killer. This guy was arrested but not charged with her murder yet. Gail leaves behind 2 beautiful daughters. HE IS A SUSPECT. Please my Sisters be careful. There are Men out there that will kill without a second thought. If you are on tagged and you get a friend invite from a Aundre B..from Trindad Tabago Reject it. If he is on your friend list Delete him. BE CAUTIOUS..BE SAFE.

Communicate!
communication is useless without follow through. the better we follow though with what we talk about the more valid the time spent talkin about it becomes, the headaches spent discussing things are well worth it if we come to a conclusion and follow through, otherwise...wasted headaches..

But It's David!
I’ve been busy lately. Hunting asparagus and bunnies, installing a solar light in my barn, building a peep house. So I’m not sure how long David has been missing from my refrigerator. For at least the last decade, David, the statue but in two-dimensional magnet form, has occupied a prominent spot on my refrigerator. Yesterday, he was missing.I found him resting on the top of the fridge, a bottle of pinot noir sitting erect on his normally flaccid manhood. The wine is not great, but David seemed to have found it to be very stimulating. I lifted the bottle of wine and retrieved him from his reverie, stuck him back on the front of the refrigerator, surrounded by magnetic poetry, a gaggle of verbs, a smattering of unused adjectives.My sister comes to mind as the most likely suspect. Upon reading the story about how my mother disgraced David by putting a magnetic flower bouquet over his forget-me-not penis, my sister called to tell me that she concurred with my mother.Squ

Girlfriend App..
Name Whats your birthday/age Height Hair color Eye color Piercings/Tats If no, do you want any? Do you drink? Do you smoke? Do you do drugs? What would you say is your best quality? Whose your favorite band? What kind of music do you like? Do you like kids/want any of your own? How do you feel about marriage? Where do you work? Do you go to school? Do you live at home/on your own? Do you prefer cats or dogs? What do you like to do in your free time? What do you think is my best quality? Are you Spontaneous? Are you afriad of commitment? Are you into romance?? Would you make me feel like im the only girl you want to be with? What would our first date consist of? Whats the sweetest thing you've done for a girl? What movies/TV shows do you like? Do you like your family/family oriented? Have you ever cheated? Why did your last relationship fail? Do you like to dance? What do you look for in a man? Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Are you honest? Do yo

She Walks
She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent! There's miles between us, love, and I wish that it weren't true, for every day when I awake, I yearn to be with you. There are many miles between us, love, though you're always here in my heart, and every night, beneath the silver starlight, I pray for the day we'll never part.

Air Time
Well, it's official. Get This Money Records / Einstein Productions... Have finally taken the first major step towards success. 102 Jamz, a hip hop station out of the North Carolina triad area have agreed to play our exclusive demo track: More Than Air featuring EneME aka Considered SiKk. As soon as the release forms are signed, the air time shall begin. BIG THANKS to all of you who have continued to support me up to this point in my career. You will not be forgotten. And a special shoutout to that one person...she knows who she is...who has NEVER turned her back on G.T.M. and has proven time and time again that if you try your hardest, and just do your best...good things are bound to happen. Thank you everyone. Get This Money Records Einstein Productions EneME aka Considered SiKk / Mylk Money SeriaL SiKkNeSS http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuUXlwMtP3Q

A Morbid Poem
As the cold steel passes through my skin, Feeling my warm blood flow from my veins, The pain is excruciating. I feel my body get weak, My knees begin to buckle, I fall to the ground, Driving the knife deeper into my body. My hands being to weak, The knife falls to the floor. I watch every drop of blood drain from my body, Things begin to fade. Not being able to hold my eyes open, They shut Everything is BLACK

Psp Opacity Tutorial
Ok this is just to show those who dont know how to blend 2 images into 1 using the opacity settings in Paint Shop Pro. 1.Open the images Pics that you wanna merge togetaher in PSP. 2.Make both images the same size (im using 400 x 400 for this tutorial. 3.Right click on 1 of the images and then click copy (see Image A). Image A 4.Now on the other image right click and then click paste as a new layer (see Image B). Image B 5.Now look to the right hand side at the bottom you will see both images in a box (see image C). Image C 6.In that box right click on the top image and then click on properties (see image D). image D 7.In the properties box that pops up click on the general tab (see image E). image E 8.Now you will see an Opacity setting that is set at 100 (see image F) lower this setting to your liking wala u are done. Image F Now if u did this right thise is the result u should have thank you and enjoy!!

Why Do People Even Bother ?
Can someone PLEASE tell me why some people get on here and say they are your friend and then when you are not on line an for no reason the block you ? If you wasn't messing with someone elses man you wouldn't have a problem ! It was real childish to talk shit about me then block me ! But you know what ? Computer's can find alot of things ! Some people are so dumb and don't realize who they are messing with . Why don't you go find your own man and leave the takin one's alone . Stop trying to make friends an then blocking them .

Q Is For Queef!
So I sit here and tell myself...don't sweat the small stuff. My mind wanders and roams and starts derailing. Damn fucking thing is broken! I get what I want. I get nothing at all. I want something else. I want something more. I am good with what I have. I don't know what I have. Am I the only person who has this stupid shit explode in their brain? Probably! hahahaha! Ok so I am not panicking. I am totally cool just being me and doing what I choose to do. Focus, Focus, Focus! Stop distracting yourself with thoughts that don't apply. Clean the child's room already! So back to that I shall go, but I am totally ready to take the longest walk ever just to escape this quiet stillness! It's gonna be one hell of a lonely month :(

Pain
PAIN IS SOMETHING I AM USE TO THE FEELING OF NOT BEING WANTED THE FEELING OF BETRAIL THAT FEELING ON EMPTYNESS PAIN IS WEAKNESS LEAVEING THE BODY WELL I MUST BE A VERY WEAK PERSON CUZ PAIN IS ALWAYS ESCAPEING MY BODY SOMETIME SOMEONE WANTS TO BE LEFT ALONE BUT SOMETIME EVEN WHEN THAT PERSON GETS WHAT THEY WANT ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH

Poem
POEM – THE DASHThis poem was written by Linda Ellis. She wrote it while working at a company with a tense working environment. She saw people’s priorities were messed up. The bosses and her fellow employees were worrying far too much about what seemed to be unimportant in the larger scope of life. A letter was sent around her office written by a wife of an employee who was dying. Her words were: “Regrets? I have a few. Too much worrying! I worried about finding the right husband, and having children, being on time, being late and so on.It all works out and would have worked out without the worries or fears. If only I would have known then, what I know now. We all are going to die. Stop worrying, start loving and living.”The Dash – Linda EllisI read of a man who stood to speak at the funeral of a friend.He referred to the dates on her tombstone from the beginning...to the end.He noted that first came the date of her birth and spoke of the f

Me
Sometimes I gotta just wonder, WTF is wrong with me? I know, I mean really know what I have to do. So why is it so easy to say what I need to do and not just do?! I know I'm a good person and would never hurt anyone intentionally. I don't play games, I try to be honest...although it's hard when u think it is gonna hurt someone. I don't know if it's because of lonliness that makes me get walked all over and let other ppl's lives seemingly put their problems right up there with my own...I honestly don't know. I do know that I'm sick and tired of ppl assuming they take advantage of me because I'm known for my kindness. I do not want to become an ass, but if I don't start, even with the small stuff, it'll bring me down. See, I said I know what needs to be done, but will I do it? I feel like a prisoner. Jeez, u'd think at my age I'd know to grow up already!

How To Pee Politely
During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach Good manners, asked her students the following question: 'Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, How would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?' Michael said, 'Just a minute, I have to go pee.' The teacher responded by saying, 'That would be rude and impolite. What about you Peter, how would you say it?' Peter said, 'I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back.' 'That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?' 'I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner.' THE TEACHER FAINTED..... .......

Surgery Went Well!!!!
MY SURGERY WENT WELL ON JULY 20TH. THE DOCTOR WENT IN AND SCRAPED AWAY MY SPINAL BONE FOR THE DISK THAT WAS GETTING CRUSHED. HE ALSO MADE A WINDOW FOR THE NERVES THAT WERE CRUSED AS WELL. MY BACK IS STILL SORE BECAUSE HE HAD TO MOVE MY MUSCLES TO GET TO MY SPINE. I CAN'T WAIT TILL THE DOCTOR SAY'S I CAN GO BACK TO WORK.

Fan-of Issues.
Just want to say this quick, It's pretty simple. Due to the high imbalance between the people that you fan and the people that don't show you the time, effort, respect and consideration to fan you back, you will lose me as a fan when I catch it. It's not that hard and free to return a simple favor and show some consideration for people that view your profile. Have we gotten that selfish and lost all sense of common Fubar edicate? Or does that even exist anymore? I encourage others to do the same if you see fit to. Times they are a changin... Thanks and have a good week. - JD

The Type Of Thoughts Usually Kept To Myself, And Maybe For Good Reason
For those who don't know, and that's everyone, except 2 of you on this site. I am either becoming, or realizing I always was, a buddhist, so I was feeling kinda enlightened, granted by a very un buddah like way, and thought of a different way to explain the diffrences between buddhism and christianity, kinda like buddhism for stoners I guess like say you were in the shower, and you had to urinate, nah fuck that you had to piss now the way I understand the two, one would say I must wait, I would not want my girlfriend, wife, spouse, child,friend,stranger or myself to bathe in a toilet,, while the other way of thinking would be more ahhh hell it's wrong but it'll get washed away or something to that effect, now you see why these are normally kept to myself

Don't Ask Don't Tell
I know I might start venting and get a little off subject but i think its all relative, so here goes. Ok don't ask don't tell. To me that phrase means if you don't ask I don't have to tell. That's all fine to me but i suppose it means different to politicians and other people. On the news they talked about gay marches going on and Obama going on to say he would get rid of don't ask, don't tell allowing gays to serve openly. Im all for it. Let the gays serve their country they are human beings too plus they could do the same job as any straight person since they would have the same training. Im pretty sure with that out of the way reruitment #s will increase, we'll have more soldiers, decrease (hopefully) any chance of ever having to do a draft and unemployment would definately go down, in my opinion. If it happens then more power to the people who actually get to choose to be in the military. If not, well there's not much I can say. Maybe its just me but if that happens well, grea

Plain Jane
PLAIN JANE CONTESTRULES1 NO MAKEUP2 SFW PICWHO HAS MOST RATES WINS1st PRIZE MONTH VIP2nd PRIZE 1DAY BLAST3rd PRIZE SMALL BLING PACKSITS FOR TWO WEEKS I NEED 12 GIRLS OCT 30 TO NOV 13ASK SEXI FALLING ANGEL http://www.fubar.com/12858288 ALL HOTTIES WELCOM!!!!

Mental Heuristics
A heuristic is a "rule-of-thumb", advice that helps an AI program or human think and act more efficiently by directing thinking in an useful direction.Some of these heuristics are age-old wisdom, bordering on cliche, but most are actually helpful.If you want something done, do it yourselfComment: Obviously true, and doing it is usually very good for your self esteem. A surprising amount of work can be done this way, and experts are not always necessary. However, there is a risk of becoming overworked if you try to do everything yourself - we all need other people after all.Never procrastinate anything you can do right nowComment: Very powerful. There are many things that can be fixed or solved with a minimum of effort, but are often pushed aside as unimportant. Unfortunately they won't go away, and in time the feelings of guilt for not having done them will make you even less likely of fixing the problems.When you have several things you could be doing and don't know which to do: Just

Crusty Ol Biker
A crusty old biker out on a long summer ride in the country pulls up to a tavern in the middle of no where, parks his bike and walks inside.As he passes through the swinging doors, he sees a sign hanging over the bar: COLD BEER: $2.00 HAMBURGER: $2.25 CHEESEBURGER: $2.50 CHICKEN SANDWICH : $3.50 HAND JOB: $50.00 Checking his wallet to be sure he has the necessary payment, the ole' biker walks up to the bar and beckons to the exceptionally attractive female bartender who is serving drinks to a couple of sun-wrinkled farmers. She glides down behind the bar to the ole biker. "Yes?" she inquires with a wide, knowing smile, "may I help you?" The ole biker leans over the bar, "I was wondering young lady," he whispers, "are you the one who gives the hand-jobs?" She looks into his eyes with that wide smile and purrs "Why yes, yes, I sure am". The ole' biker leans closer and into her left ear whispers softly, "Well, wash your hands real good, cause I want a cheesebu

Illusted Essenttials Of Musculoskeletal Anatomy: Brachioradialis
Brachioradialis Origin: Lateral supracondylar ridge of humerus Insertion: Styloid process of radius Action: Flexion of elbow in neutral position Nerve: Radial Nerve (Cervical 5, 6) Palpate: With forearm in neutral position, palpate muscle belly medial on upper forearm during resisted elbow flexion.

"aion" Europe And The United States Market Analysis Of Operations
"Eternal Tower" since listing, is caused by a very beautiful picture with its unique air system, popular in Southeast Asia. Also attract a lot of Europe and the United States players’ eye, whether it is national dress, hanbok, Japanese wear players can see a lot of Europe and the United States presence. MMORPG.COM for "Aion," reputation is high, a few months, the "Eternal Tower" has been ranked top three in the rankings. And more sales data indicate that the client pre-sales in North America reached 80 million for the aion cd key, with annual sales expected to exceed 100 million dollars. Can see that global players on the game of love. Prospects After a five times, after a closed test, "Eternal Tower" Europe and the United States was finally ushered in the beta. On September 13 after the end of beta, the United States serve will start charging 22 operators, while the European service will also be on the 25th to start charging operations regarding to the Aion cd key. This miss

Award-winning Roles In Aion
Players highly noticeable four well as the mainland by the announced in February this year, secured the distribution, and the Chinese name of the game identified as Aion Power Leveling On the eve of the upcoming open beta in Korea, was officially opened yesterday, a Chinese official website, the first time the identity operators in China to announce the games in Chinese LOGO, and the formal notice of release of the first wave of Chinese propaganda films, taken the Aion PowerLeveling In China, the first step operation, and the trailers declared" WE ARE COMING ".Mysterious dimensional space puberty Dragon knock on the door was, Yateleiya a black shadow over the gradually overshadowed by this will herald a Marinette must rise, this will be brewing in a brutal war. Is it doomed to the dark forces of erosion Yateleiya, or take up arms guardian of the contaminated dimensional world, to stop Dragon's step by step approximation?Aion CD Key in escalation of the region to enjoy fresh Ceremony"

Faith Is A Candle
David says: Jul 3, 2008 11:02 AM FAITH IS A CANDLE by HELEN STEINER RICE IN THIS SICK WORLD OF HATRED AND VIOLENCE AND SIN, WHERE MEN RENOUNCE MORALS AND REJECT DISCIPLINE, WE STUMBLE IN "DARKNESS" GROPING VAINLY FOR "LIGHT" TO DISTINGUISH THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WRONG AND RIGHT, BUT DAWN CANNOT FOLLOW THIS NIGHT OF DESPAIR UNLESS FAITH LIGHTS A CANDLE IN ALL HEARTS EVERYWHERE AND WARMED BY THE GLOW OUR HATE MELTS AWAY AND LOVE LIGHTS THE PATH TO A PEACEFUL, NEW DAY.

Soul
Take me down from this immortal pedestal you have placed me upon. I am nothing but a mere mortal just as you. When you are cut do you not bleed? Then surely I bleed as well. When you are hurt do you not cry out in pain? Then surely when I am hurt I cry but when I hurt my very heart and soul cry. When you are angry do you not yell with great frustration? The differences between you and I is this when I get angry the screams echo and vibrate off my very soul over and over leaving a mark upon my very soul. A mark that runs so deep it will never be healed. How I wish I could cut my feelings and emotions off like so many people seem to be able to. Yet I am doomed to love for ever more. When I cry I try to keep it in and my soul mourns silently with a deep despair like none has ever seen. I can not give you the pleasure of knowing how you have cut me to the very core of my soul.

I Want To Say Goodbye
I want to say goodbyeBut I can't-My throat seals up- Like I'm suffocatingConstantly catching my breathe-Grasping my heartbeat, Trying to recapture you,But you keep fluttering Away.I feel as if I'm Dying as well-I Just want to be near you That would be enough for me.I am reminded that it's simply Just a dream- Playing with my emotions.I know the Grim Reaper has visited you,But I can't let go-I don't know how to move on;I drink to null the painI smoke to dull the memoryI laugh when I want to cryI am quiet, so its easy to hide...I only cry in front ofJack Daniels- a close friend.And I scream withBacardi- a nice Companion.... I don't know how to move on...

A Moment
Fire trails through silken black as the sun hides the dayDancing through the endless night with the stars at playEnrapturing in displays of quiet mischievousness sublimeDenying the pull and the dark and the passages of timeFor a moment in time, I breathe a little lessAnd for a space of a second I cannot feel my chestLost in the presence of a body celestially brightAnd burning through everything as my body feels too tightCan I wander space with you, do you think?Can we see the end of the universe and dance at the brink?I'll wait for you on the other side of the moonHeart in my hands, hoping you'll meet me there soonRiding the waves of the dark, like dolphins teasing the seaSo peaceful and still out here, just enough of you to breatheSurrounded on all sides by infinite days of unknown and nearHolding love and life by the hand and questing into the clearWhat if black was a color too beautiful to behold by eyes?Would you come taste perfect with me, beyond endless skies?For a moment in time

Some More Writings Again
i look at your picture with tears in my eyes. i remember all of promises that was made by both. i remember all the good times as well. then i remember all the pain that i caused you. i think to myself that i lost the most inportant and best thing that ever happened to me. i will love you always even as. draw my last breath. i will die alone if i cant have the life we had when we was together. your all i think about your all i dream about i love you with all my heart and soul. there is no end to my love for you. when we are togeht my life is full of happyness. now that you have shut me out of your life. i feel so clod and empty on the inside like it did before you came into my life . you were my only reason for living. i now have no reason for staying in this world. the pain that i caused you and the pain of looseing you is to much for me to bear the love of my life you have always been on my mind. i cant express how sorry i am for all the pain that i have caused

Surviving
I got job, make enough to pay the bills and occasionally eat. i work i come home and get online. where i got some "friends" does any of them actualy care idk they seem to disapear quickly. going to bars and such doesnt work for me im too dam shy. only ppl i know is family and the KIDS I work with. and one or two older friends that call me every now and then yeah they male and usually when they call its to see if im up for booty call. which answer is usually no. admit in past i had said yes out of sheer boredom and blahness. there is mike and he is wonderful man most times but he has his own issues to deal with. i guess im just in whinning mood and if u have unluck to click on this blog im sorry.

Damned Phone
damned palm pre phone. Its an awesome little phone, sometimes the keyboard is a little small for my monster thumbs, but i gets the NFL app and can watch nfl network on it, listen to the games right on my phone from the streaming radio station of the team of my choice. i have the texas hol em app that they have here on fu, pandora...all kinds of cool shit... I went to bed last night, well this morning actually, but I didnt plug the damned thing in... when I got up at 11, the phone was dead...I plugged it in to my laptop and its still not on! 45 minutes later and im just now getting the battery charging icon. grrrrr So Im sitting here drinking my coffee.. hows it going people.. Nobody can afford to buy me now, and my owner is trying to pawn me. The fu levelling requirements are stupid i believe.. I wont be giving much effort to get those levels. Kloverlynn is point whoring today with her flashy little thing so irritate the piss out of the bombers with her link and stuff (y)

And Another Useless Rambling.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, and it's not of being in the military, it's of trying to find love while in the military. Everyone is always so cautious about getting into a relationship with someone who is set to deploy, because not only is it heartbreaking to watch someone leave that you love, it's devestating to know that they might not come back. My Dad has always been there for me, through thick and thin, but I see how the military has affected his relationships in the past. It didn't work out with my mother, and it's not really working with my step-mom. I have guys approach me all the time, asking for a date. And it always ends up the same way...dinner, movie, and then some stupid excuse to why he has to go back to his place but I can come if I want. I want a guy who isn't going to invite me back to his place after, I want a guy who is going to walk me to my door, kiss me goodnight, and then call me the next day for another date! Is that to hard to ask for? I've asked

I Miss The Feeling By. Big Daddy
Ladys here is a lil poem I wrote about having loved and lost Enjoy As she left I realized, I missed the feeling………….. I missed the feeling, Of her fingers running through my hair, Of Her tiny hands gently resting in the palm of my hand, Her cool kisses on my neck I miss the feel of a warm hug At the end of a long day, I miss the feel of her eyes slowly watching me, Waiting for me, Longing for me, To come and hold her once again, I miss the feeling of Her warm body laying Next to mine on a cold winters morning, The feeling of knowing she's safe, Warm, Satisfied, Mine. I Miss the feeling of Her Just being with me and knowing That she's not going anywhere. I miss the feeling of warmth, Purity, Wholeness, Commitment, And Love, I miss the Feeling of Love In my heart, In my mind, And in my soul, I miss all those lovely feeling I miss them every day, For the feeling that are brought On by a lover can neve

February/march 2010 Update
FEBRUARY 26TH i Bruce will be out for the night and it's a friday night and i will be at a concert for a Australian Country Musician Called Lee Kernaghan at the Lyric Theatre in Sydney 10 i will be heading back to Ringwood Victoria Australia for my sisters 30th birthday party just for the weekend until monday 15th of march sydney australia/melbourne australia time from Bruce

Knowing
Pass beyond the baser stages of doubt and rise to the exalted heights of certainty. Open the eye of truth, that you may see the veilless Beauty and exclaim; Hallowed be the Lord, the most excellent of all creators.

Midnight
I look off in to the midnight sky. Wondering what my life will hold. All the changes that are happening. The empty side of the bed. The sadness of being alone With each passing day I build the wall around my heart. Making it taller and wider. Leaving a hole in hopes that "he" will find it and come in to be my missing piece. Untill then I will look off into the midnight sky and hope. There is always hope. I hope!

Hit The Master Switch
One by one The lights in life go out. Acceptance, Excellence One by one grows farther away. Small glimmerings snuffed out and nobody Even seems to notice. Hit the master switch! Better to have lost? I thought I understood. I thought I understood. And then that last time, I thought I understood. No more waiting For the lights to come down. Hit the master switch. Hit the master switch. Because others can observe you And make your grief worse; But only you can Hit the master switch! Extinction . . .

Wal-mart Is Truly Eeeeevillllll
WASHINGTON TOWNSHIP, N.J. (AP) -- A Walmart store announcement ordering black people to leave brought chagrin and apologies Wednesday from leaders of the company, which has built a fragile trust among minority communities. A male voice came over the public-address system Sunday evening at a store in Washington Township, in southern New Jersey, and calmly announced: "Attention, Walmart customers: All black people, leave the store now." Shoppers in the store at the time said a manager quickly got on the public-address system and apologized for the remark. And while it was unclear whether a rogue patron or an employee was responsible for the comment, many customers expressed their anger to store management. "I want to know why such statements are being made, because it flies in the face of what we teach our children about tolerance for all," said Sheila Ellington, who was in the store at the time with a friend. "If this was meant to be a prank, there's only one person laughing, and i

Feel My Brain Storm
Here is a display of random thoughts: No one will ever begin to even grasp the understanding of my solitude and pain. Just a few weeks ago i lost someone dear and precious to me, my late beloved brother. Just days before my birthday and like it has been every year, tragedy hits. I admit, i have only known my brother for half of my life, for the time that i have known him he has been a remarkable man. I miss him very much, and no one can ever imagine how he means to me. As i stood at the funeral with my family, all i kept thinking about was: "my brother? how could this be? I just paid him a visit in Rhode Island three weeks ago." Storms of people other than family arrived and flooded the corridors. I took a moment to get some air and relief from my emotional despair, by walking outside to smoke a cigarette with my other mourning family members. At one point, i overheard, and truly over reacted to a fraction of a conversation that the funeral director and my sister in law were having

New Exercise Program.
So, obviously this is my first blog so bear with me. I am making this as sort of like a public journal to keep track of my progress with a new workout program that I have started. It is really slack and if anyone has any tips or pointers on how I can improve this workout or my results feel free to post. I have been out of the game for awhile now, not really doing much exercise. I am sure that showws in my recent pics. So I decided to start with a real laid back program. It is a six week program that consists of 5 exercises, pushups, situps, pullups, chinups, and squats. I do about 15 minutes of warm ups before and after the workout. and I make sure to do stretches, especially afterwards. Day 1. Ate a full breakfast. 2 hard boiled eggs, a slice of toast with a thin spread of blueberry jam, a small glass of milk and a large glass of water. Took one multi-vitamin tablet. 15 minutes doing warm ups 5 sets of 10 pushups 3 sets of 8 situps, 2 sets of 7 situps 5 sets of 8 s

The Thickness
Running threw the thickness of the forest. Searching for the way out, but every turn leads to more endless forest. Screaming at the top of your lungs for hopes of someone to find you and help you, but no one comes. Your left to find your own way out. Maybe you dont want to leave the thickness of the forest sorrounding you. Falling in and out of a dream state. Maybe thats all this is a dream. You cant seem to find your way out of. What if your not suppose to leave. Maybe its better not to be found. The cool wind blowing in your face makes you feel at home. No longer feeling that desperation to run and get free. Maybe this is were your suppose to be lost in a world were you can only help yourself. Why not just lay down and let the trees and bushes take over. Fall deep asleep so as to not have to deal with it anymore. No, you will get up and fight your way threw the thickness. There must be a way out. Shouldnt there be?

Nicei Sit And Wait Does An Angel Contemplate My Fate And Do They Know The Places Where We Go When We�re Grey And Old �cos I�ve Be
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places where we go when we�re grey and old �cos I�ve been told that salvation lets their wings unfold so when I�m lying in my bed thoughts running through my head and I feel that love is dead I�m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I�m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me I know that life wont break me when I come to call she wont forsake me I�m loving angels instead when I�m feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above and I know ill always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows she breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead I�m loving angels instead and through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I�m right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take

Winders 2005
Windows 2005 Southern EditionIt has come to our attention that a few copies of the Windows 2005 Southern Edition may have accidentally been shipped outside of the south.If you have one of these, you may need help understanding the commands. The Southern dition may be recognized by the unique opening screen. It reads: WINDERS 2005, with a background picture of Waylon and Willie superimposed on a bottle of Jack Daniels.Please also note:The Recycle Bin is labeled "Outhouse"My Computer is called "This Dern Contraption"Dial Up Networking is called "Good Ol' Boys"Control Panel is known as "The Dashboard"Hard Drive is referred to as "4-Wheel Drive"Floppies are "Them little ol' plastic thangs"Instead of an error message, "Duct Tape" pops up.Changes in Terminology In Southern Edition:Cancel............stopdatReset..............try'er aginYes...............yepNo................nopeFind...............hunt fer itGo to............over yonderBack...............back yonderHelp.........

My Thoughts
you wont be her first,her last, or her only.she has loved before,she will love again but if she loves you now what else matters? shes not perfect,and neither are you and the two of you will never be perfect but if she makes you laugh,at least once causes you to think twice,and admits to being human, and making mistakes... hold onto her, and give her all youve got. she is not going to quote poetry,she is not going to be thinking about you every moment,but she will give you a part of her, that she knows you can break dont hurt her, dont change her,dont expect too much from her,smile when she makes you happy,cry when she makes you sad and miss her when shes not there....

Next Survivor Series
THE NEXT SURVIVORSERIES Six married men will be dropped on an island with one car and 3 kids each for six weeks. Each kid will play two sports and take either music or dance classes. There is no fast food.Each man must take care of his 3 kids; keep his assigned house clean, correct all homework, complete science projects, cook, do laundry, and pay a list of 'pretend' bills with not enough money. In addition, each man will have to budget enough money for groceries each week. Each man must remember the birthdays of all their friends and relatives, and send cards out on time--no emailing

Demon Dreams
When satan's son is dead, castrated A dark gateway will be created The world will transform to a living HELL And will create the unholy shell Where the skeleton hangs the body lies As demons' hands reach for the skies The life within now gone away Tomorrow is a darker day Joy to demons, Joy to hell Joy to those within the shell The hatred is a joyous thing And sorrow makes the church bells ring The tree of life is grown with thorns And sprout anew with little horns The angels have abandoned flight And there will be no morning light Those who burn with holy fire Will not reach their one desire The happy dreams will not be filled Let all the joyful ones be killed The dark one sits on burning tower The bright one feels his folding power It seems now that the tide has turned Let all the holy ones be burned The world has now come to an end This is it, I'm afraid It's over my friend.

Wow Cooking Run
My choice online fearless to attempt is WoW (Domain of Warcraft) and that is why I am authorship this squat WoW cookery direct article. I am feat to conduct you a instrument overview of the cookery acquisition in Revere Ware Cookware fearless WoW. When I say WoW I am referring to the MMORPG Humanity of Warcraft and that is how I gift be referring it through out this article.OK the archetypal situation you instrument hold to do to turn preparation in WoW is to jaunt a preparation simulator to see the skill. Most of the leading cities in the occupation know cookery trainers and you can get directions to them by asking a guard in the city. Once you conceive the simulator you testament deprivation to study the beginner preparation science and all the recipes you can study at the present. You leave also requisite to larn the skill to create a dismiss so you can cook fair active any where you deprivation. This can arrive in accessible if you are out agriculture instrument Revere Ware Cookwar

Random Facts About..........me!! Updated:}
1****** I love to wear mens cologne on occasions, it makes me feel SEXY, BEAUTIFUL....so if anyone has a certain one they wear, tell me and I might wear it, heheheh... 2******Im NOT scared of bugs....I usually dont kill them either, just take them outside and set them free lol 3******Does not believe in ghost, UFOs....unless you can SHOW me in person, then I might change my mind lol 4******doesnt believe in "true" love or love at first glance, give me a break... 5******loves CHINESE food, sooo freakin yummy, I can eat it 24/7;} 6******wants to rule the world, come on, who doesnt.... 7******Im the only one on my block who has a NHRA drag racing tire as their tree swing......I got it from NHRA Nationals in Joliet, IL.. 8******Loves watching Scooby Doo cartoons;} 9******my handwriting type is Hippo writing... Hippo writing is round and large. The round, large middle zone shows self-interest and often a disregard for the comfort of

Love's Plight.
he said, "you know this isn't right, you sit up crying through the night and all you do is fighti'll be the one that holds you tightyou're my sunshine i'm your knightplease don't ever leave my sight"but as darkness brought the light making everything seem bright his love had turn to smite and she felt hurt's sharp teeh bite.

Johnny And June - Jackson
We got married in a fever, hotter than a pepper sprout,We've been talkin' 'bout Jackson, ever since the fire went out.I'm goin' to Jackson, I'm gonna mess around,Yeah, I'm goin' to Jackson,Look out Jackson town.Well, go on down to Jackson; go ahead and wreck your health.Go play your hand you big-talkin' man, make a big fool of yourself,You're goin' to Jackson; go comb your hair!Honey, I'm gonna snowball Jackson.See if I care.When I breeze into that city, people gonna stoop and bow. (Hah!)All them women gonna make me, teach 'em what they don't know how,I'm goin' to Jackson, you turn-a loose-a my coat.'Cos I'm goin' to Jackson."Goodbye," that's all she wrote.But they'll laugh at you in Jackson, and I'll be dancin' on a Pony Keg.They'll lead you 'round town like a scalded hound,With your tail tucked between your legs,You're goin' to Jackson, you big-talkin' man.And I'll be waitin' in Jackson, behind my Jaypan Fan,Well now, we got married in a fever, hotter than a pepper Spr

It's Better To Have Loved And Lost...
Everytime a guy broke my heart, my mom would say to me "It's better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all". I didn't believe her until recently. I'm devastated about the end of my relationship, I really loved him. But at the same time, I wasn't happy with the way we were, and he doesn't want to try and see how we could be. At this point I don't either. He is too immature for me. I'm lonely though. There's no one around to talk to now that he is gone, and my best friend is in Texas till next year. School will help. Life is simple, it's just not easy. - unknown I hope life isn't a big joke, because I don't get it. - Jack Handey You fall out of your mother's womb, crawl across open country under fire, and drop into your grave. - Quentin Crisp

Happy Hour!!
Thursday, September 2nd at 10pm Pacific Time: BE HERE! I will be on top. :D Then stay tuned at 11pm Pacific time for THEFUChead's 1st HH. I will be bombing during his HH so I can actually enjoy mine (and so I can change pics and annoy everyone. :D)

Fubar On Twitter And Facebook
DID YOU KNOW FUBAR WAS ON FACEBOOK & TWITTER?? Well, now ya do! So come on over to Twit with us fu-maniacs and chat with us on Facebook! There are two Facebook pages: 1. fubar 2. Official fubar.com User Group Don't forget Twitter: 1. @scrapper101 2. @fubarTweets 3. @fubarstreetteam We have a lot of fun on both Facebook and Twitter. So, come join everyone!

Just The Way U R... *sighs* Love This..
Oh her eyes, her eyesMake the stars look like they're not shiningHer hair, her hairFalls perfectly without her tryingShe's so beautifulAnd I tell her every dayYeah I know, I knowWhen I compliment herShe wont believe meAnd its so, its soSad to think she don't see what I seeBut every time she asks me do I look okayI sayWhen I see your faceThere's not a thing that I would changeCause you're amazingJust the way you areAnd when you smile,The whole world stops and stares for awhileCause girl you're amazingJust the way you areHer nails, her nailsI could kiss them all day if she'd let meHer laugh, her laughShe hates but I think its so sexyShe's so beautifulBruno Mars Just The Way You Are lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/bruno-mars-just-the-way-you-are-lyrics.htmlAnd I tell her every dayOh you know, you know, you knowId never ask you to changeIf perfect is what you're searching forThen just stay the sameSo don't even bother askingIf you look okayYou know I sayWhen I see your faceTher

It's Over, Part Ii..
Well, I guess I just might as well give an update.. This crap's killing me, inside and out.. Cleaned the ex's place out today of stuff the children wanted to keep. The ex's mom was there as well. She told me some disturbing news. That whole side of the family knew of the boyfriend's sexual problem with kids... for three years.. THREE years.. and nobody felt fit to tell me. I knew he couldn't see his own daughters in Texas.. now I know why. The letter she sent was stamped at Ft. Lauderdale, Florida. Some BS about how she's always hurting the kids and if what she's done makes us think she's a selfish bitch, then she is one. She also stated she's not coming back. They had left everything there. I mean, every-damn-thing. All of the children's' things as well as anything the kids made for her, and all of the kids' pictures, X-Mas stuff specially for or of them.. the works.. Not one single reminder went. The kids were quite hurt. My daughter cried for over 30 minutes. My son just got m

The Shadow
ONE DREAM ONE OPPORTUNITY ONE LIFEI AM DARK AND YOU LIGHTI LIE DOWN IN THE SHADOWNO LONGER THE LIGHT OF MY DREAM BEFORE MENO LONGER THE BRIGHT OF MY DREAM ABOVE MEONLY THE SHADOWONLY THE THICK WALLHELP ME TO SHATTER THIS DARKNESSHELP ME TO SMASH THE NIGHTTO BREAK THIS SHADOWTO PUSH IT AWAYINTO A THOUSAND LIGHT OF SUNINTO A THOUSAND WHIRLING DREAMS OF SUNLET ME BREAK THIS SHADOW]

Life
Untold Now I sit herewishing I could tellwhat feelings that I want to share.It is killing mebecause i wanna take you in my armsand hold you tight and let you know it will be alright.These feelings I must tellor I will probably melt'cause I can't keep these feelings untold I'm Getting Lonely Its getting cold and I'm getting lonely Wishing someone would sit down and hold meNext to their chest in their armsOur body heats the only thing keeping up warmIn his car on a Friday night Nothing but trees by the moonlightWell, maybe I’ll stay here forever In my dreams foreverWishing we could be here togetherJust me and youJust me and youWell, I'm smiling now to myself Its just me by myself In my bed with the covers on just turned over to set the alarmCause this isn’t an imaginary placeIts unfair, but it’s a fact we have to faceBut maybe ill stay in my dreams forever

Rant! What I'd Reeeeally Like To Say.
It's my day off. Not only did you receive a copy of the schedule that noted as such, in addition to personally hearing me voice earlier in the week that I don't work on Friday, but I'm also not quite sure which parts of my courtesy email reminder sent yesterday that once again clearly stating that I am -not- working today (and that all messages sent to me will not be answered until MONDAY) have not registered with you... but I'm going to go out on a limb and say you have disregarded every single thing I have tried to tell you. *breathes* I get it. I could just suck it up and answer your text messages. It could be simple. It SHOULD be simple. Right? Wrong. The schedule, the reminders, the fact that I didn't answer your first couple messages... these things have not even phased you. You continue to ask me about things that you were instructed to document yourself, information you have -complete- access to all on your own, and, quite frankly, questions of which you already know the an

Vehicle Lighting: Automotive Lighting Comprehensively Upgrade Security
Lights are not only the eyes of the car, but also personal representative.Modified to increase the brightness of the headlights, or after the installation of the angel eye lens,the car just like the night flying 'Nighthawk'; modified the Strobe LED brake lights, turning lights of cars, like all-powerful 'conquestwho '; modification of the LED decorative lights of cars seems as if they are wearing their own personal fashion, wherever he drives to is the protagonists LED is also known as light emitting diode , compared to ordinary halogen bulbs, it owns small volume, light weight, low voltage and current, high brightness, strongly resistance to shock, and the advantages of fast response.LED light source not only saves energy, but also extends the life to 50,000 hours or more. In addition to the reason of energy saving, environmental protection for automotive LED population , more importantly, it can enhance the value of car. Improve driving safety: A Case Study of LED lights, LED

Our Mother Who We All Are Killing
i have no purpose. i used to ask myself. what will i be when i grow up. i was asking the wrong question. the question is. what is it that i already am. the world is enslaved. they could've used robots but robots do not have blood. they need blood for their rituals. religion is an important tool to help enslavement. though xians are welcome warriors on the battlefield. they must realize they are a new presence on the battlefield. they are but 2000 years old. our enemy is far older. our enemy knows EVERYTHING about us. and we know very little about our enemy. we are like the hunter seeking out a lion. only in the hunter's mind the lion looks like a pink fluffy elephant. you must know your enemy if you want to defeat him. our enemy is not race, class, creed or color. our enemy is so huge and has penetrated us so deeply that we can barely recognize him. the only thing he fears is the truth. and we have all bought the lie. WAKE UP! i have a 9-5 job. i work with some very special people who

Try This Again! The Status That All Could Learn From!
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The Way I Am
Been a while since last I was here and there's lots to get off my mind....... Throughout our lives we go through life with tons of questions and little answers....some questions have easy answers while others may take months, years to learn their answers. And until those answers arrive we go about our lives wondering if the day will come when we'll learn the reason why we went through all the years of heartache. My story is a bit different I have always been told I am an amazing guy and that any girl would be foolish to let someone like me slip away but here it is....once again approaching yet another Valentine's Day and the guy who is "amazing to almost everyone" is alone once again asking if I'll ever be able to give my love to a special woman who has been crying out for someone good to come in their life....bringing back the sunshine that was once there..... But to my friends the reason why I'm alone is to then it seems like I "look too hard" that I jump into things way

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From A Woman Friend Of Mine!!
For the guys who aren't half the men that they lie to be...... Alot of women so call "Men bash" right? I think its a lil more involved than what guys may at first assume. I can understand how that may irritate a MAN. Maybe I can explain a bit for you guys.A true MAN is Loyal, Honest, and Responsible as so a true woman. A woman can't bash a true MAN. They only bash those who PRETEND to be a MAN. Not all men are jerks, its just that they give the good ones a bad rap. It's hard to regain the trust that a woman or a man takes for that matter.And as women do, we hold on to that angry bitterness for a long,long time. I've had many angry bitter days and nights. So, we tend to make every MAN pay for their mistakes. It's not fair, I know, but it's how we cope during those hard times. I don't want to be that person. I've been able to let go of alot that baggage. But it's hard as heck. I still catch myself at times saying---"Screw guys, I dont understand them and I'm tired of

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(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In episode 37 of Janey Godley’s podcast Janey becomes repeatedly nostalgic while Ashley worries that her mother has gone mad. Both ladies still suffering from Jet lag are back to classic podcast chatter discussing everything from Sea Manatees to Chloe Madeley. They discuss the new government Budget and what love really means, then consider the works of great explorers like Lewis, Clark and Columbus. They remember Liz Taylor and Jade Goody and ponder what it really takes to be a Charlie Sheen goddess. They then discuss the film Good Dick which is starring and directed by Marianna Palka who was an alumni of Ashley’s school. All this plus an abundance of innuendo from the internet’s only mother and daughter comedy podcast duo. Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley an

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This is a great monologue I love to perform by Neil Gaiman, a wonderful author, I forget what its called per se? But here.“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-yo

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The U.S. Department of Justice sent a letter to House and Texas Senate leaders Tuesday -- reportedly in person -- threatening a shut-down of airports if HB 1937 is passed. The letter claims Rep. David Simpson's (R-Longview) anti-TSA-groping bill is against federal law and the Supremacy Clause of the U.S. Constitution. We include the text of the DOJ's letter, as well as a portion of Simpson's reply, below. May 24, 2011 [On U.S. Department of Justice, Western District of Texas, stationery. Addressed to Speaker Joe Straus, Dewhurst, the House Clerk and the Senate Secretary] Dear Leaders, I write with regard to HB 1937, which I understand will imminently be presented to the Texas Senate for a vote. This office, as well as the Southern, Northern, and Eastern District of Texas United States Attorneys, would like to advise you of the significant legal and practical problems that will be created if the bill becomes law. As you are no doubt aware, the bill makes it a crime for

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Day 1 - All Smiles (the First Ten)
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So I have been doing pretty well at pushing people away! for good reason's to! If your not in my life it's cuz I want it that way. I don't really care what the fuck you say about me when in all reality whatever you say about me comes back to you three fold!. Certian people just cause you bull shit! and you know you DON'T deserve it. These people DON'T know you very well enough to be fucking with you!. All I gotta say to these people is get a fucking life and leave me outta YOURS!.and we'll get a long just fine!.

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everyday seems so tragic I hoped you woulnt let me down why cant you seem to understand do you mean to say the wrong things? or is it me, or just the way they sound? your damn jokes arent funny cant you tell im not laughing im flowing breaking down. can't you be a little more careful in your hand you hold my heart. I see it.they see it to. Why cant you. you speak these words but i cant feel it.they sink right through. that will teach me to fall in love again that will teach me to love a boy and not a man. This will teach you to say those things they should reach you and show you what a broken heart brings.

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It's easier to call certain things "good" or bad" when you measure them in bulk. Statistics are great in terms of perspective, but judgments made on such information neglect the humanity of each individual case. All I'm saying is, if you're making tough decisions in your personal life, the last thing you want thrown in your face is a "you're in the same boat as all the other hell-bounders we shake our fingers at now and then" slight of stat. For example: divorce. Sure, it's sad that divorce is a norm and a statistical majority, but no one who married with decent intentions and is undergoing a divorce wants to be condemned via being reminded of their "home-wrecking majority" status. Nothing is more obviously aimed at the reason Christians get a bad rep more than those pious little trinkets of condemnation they put in your stocking at every convenience.

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the annoyingly bright blue and red lights shined in her rear view mirror, her car parked on the side of the road. out of her mirror she watched the silloette of the officer approach her car and her hand gripped the wheel tight. his scent filled her nostrils with spices and citris. she looked up at him as his low baratone voice called out to her. "Licence and registration please?" she rubbed her knees together as she looked away from him. this wasnt her car, to be honest she didnt know who's car it was for, she was told to bring it back from a party becasue the driver was drunk, but when the officer pulled her over her so-called friends passed her by and continued on. "I... dont have a liscence." her soft, whispering, meek voice tried to call out to him. "I see." he said as he flashed his flashlight on her, rolling the light along her body to search her visually. "Then we will just have to find other ways of paying off this little violation wouldnt we?" he asked with a sick smirk.

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Legal Opinion Challenges Plo Statehood Bid
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The Tangled Web Of Lies.
In this world it is easy to decieve,to tell others lies so easy to believe. In the begining, it's little white lies,saying nice things to keep tears from a lover's eyes. Are these any different form the darker lies,told by those of the Lord of Flies? We weave illusions and build walls of deception,these walls are our webs for our own protection. We place thread after thread in this intricate weave,until we weave them so tight that even we believe. We lie and we lie until our web becomes normal,then the truth becomes rare like shorts at a formal. Our lies become legion and we begin to regret,all the lies we told that we seem to forget. But what can we do? There's no looking back,we lay down more thread to tie in the slack. But before we know it our web is all tangled,we start cutting lines until it's ragged and mangled. So in the end we ask ourselves, "why?"So which was easier, the truth or the lie?

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Images And Words...
Images and words..they are not just that with either of these things...words have a way of creating images..and crushing them at the same time....I see different images all the time....the crushing factor comes into play when I do....the people I held the highest..that were supposed to love me the most...were the first ones to distort those images I had....I don't know ho to get past every vision...every image...all the broken parts of myself...I cannot deal anymore....I am good at tossing it aside..I play it off very well...but that is all it is..a front...believe me when I say that I can and will handle it..wat other choice do I have..I have handled worse...and I'm still here...altho my existence seems to be another question to me.....I look at my little girl and I know why I am here...I am here for her..and I live each second for her...I don't give up for her...it's not for me at all...I am one of them broken souls I talk about...when talking about things of that nature

Never Enough
It's time for me to blend in...I am only good until the next best thing comes along anyway...knowing how I am..and how deep my emotions run....I'll still be here...take another stab....go a little deeper this time....I'm sick of not meaning anything...of only being that option....check beside the box...multiple choice.....maybe I'll get picked today...maybe he will have time to check my box....I am good for one thing and that's all..I do NOT want to be fucked with...so FUCKING SICK of everything...like a damn piece of meat....everyone takes a bite til it's gone....until there is nothing left but bone....leaving the heart for last...it fights and tries to survive..but it can't....it looses the battle....just like everything else in my life....nothing good lasts...there is always another box beside mine to check off....just me..myself...it appears I am never enough....

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Stacy
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Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 91
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language) In episode 91 of Janey Godley’s podcast the comedy mother and daughter duo give us a roundup of their week. Ashley finally gets back into the podcast now that Janey is back from her travels. They discuss Ashley’s birthday, Samantha Brick in the Daily Mail, some news clips from around the world and Janey’s obsession that she met an old Nazi. The Edinburgh pandas get some attention and Janey tries to get a sexual story out of her daughter which ends in an argument. Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and burst with laughter. Janey Godley Podcast at: Episode 91 You can check out all our videos on YouTube. Order “Handsta

Facing Life In Prison For A Half Ounce Of Medical Marijuana
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Evrything Happens For A Reasons
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, teacher, fraternal brother or sister, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know that at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without the small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a s

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Birth Of Stella Mccartney × Alice Costume Jewelry
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A Thousand Years
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Gone And Buried
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Putting It Together
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Swear On Your Life
Will you swear on your life if I asked you tonite that your love for me is true Will you see through the lies unmask the disguise and never sever the ties that bind Will you hear the love in my voice know it's my choice when I say I love you Will you stand over my grave and say my name in love rather than vain Will you walk away with love in your heart and know it's always been this way See More

Social Security
Alan Simpson, Republican Senator from Wyoming and co-chair of President Obama's deficit commission, calls senior citizens the "Greediest Generation" as he compared Social Security to a Milk Cow with 310 million teats. Here's a response in a letter from Patty Myers, a career school teacher in Montana ... I think she is a little ticked off! She also tells it like it is! "Hey Alan, let's get a few things straight!!!!! by Patty Myers As a career politician, you have been on the public dole (tit) for FIFTY YEARS. I have been paying Social Security taxes for 48 YEARS (since I was 15 years old. I am now 63). My Social Security payments, and those of millions of other Americans, were safely tucked away in an interest bearing account for decades until you political pukes decided to raid the account and give OUR money to a bunch of zero losers in return for votes, thus bankrupting the system and turning Social Security into a Ponzi scheme that would make Bernie Madoff proud. Recently, j

[that Thing I Do]
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Alcohol Tincture - Green Dragon
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Your Guide To Android Smartphones
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Ricochet
All of that thick time without you Has made me so thick and drunk"and it's okay to laugh about it" I said, "it's okay to laugh about it" Running twice as fast to stay in the same place Don't catch my breath to the end of the day And I'd rather be shot in the face Than hear what you're going to say One day the wind will come up And you'll come up empty again And who'll be laughing then? You'll come up empty again There's no reason, no explanation, so play the violin It's always funny until someone gets hurt... And then it's just hilarious! You beat me every time you blink If only I did not have to think Think about you crackin' a smile Think about you all the while One day the wind will come up And you'll come up empty again And who'll be laughing then? You'll come up empty again There's no reason, no explanation, so play the violin On the ricochet - it's gonna hit

"mary Had A Little Lamb"-read Carefully
Mary had a little Lamb, His fleece was white as snow. And everywhere that Mary went, The Lamb was sure to go. He followed her to school each day, it wasn't even in the rule. It made the children laugh and play, To have a Lamb at school. And then the rules all changed one day, Illegal it became; To bring the Lamb of God to school, Or even speak His name. Everyday got worse and worse, And days turned into years.Instead of hearing children laugh, We heard gun shots and saw tears. What must we do to stop the crime, That's in our schools today? Let's let the Lamb come back to school, And teach our kids to pray!...

T. A. Y. (feeling A Little Something)
Can't tell another how to feel what they feel when the situations get heated and the words get ill. Emotions kill more people than guns, drugs, and automobiles. Blood money used to pay bills. Skeletons buried in back fields. Dig up our past to see what's real. This meal been cooking for years and filled with love, laughter, and tears. For all that has disappeared, no longer can hear the whispers of all that we fear. Our eyes no longer ignoring the fact you stand in front of us or always near....Another gone. So long. Hitting bongs. Smacking asses of bitches, fatties in thongs. Screaming because the dick getting long. This shit i'm on. Giving none. Celebrating like i won. Hands up not giving a fuck. It sucks so much work i'm putting in this shit and still not fucking paid enough. So when the time comes see me run. Millions in my pockets, hand holding an iPhone. Real time that I done. Last child but first son. What's going on? Marvin through your speakers still holding on. Smart in how

Current Events
Current Events Becalmed, bedeviled, be bop be cool, be hot, get a tune up at the shop give me drugs and give me money give me sex and ports a sunny knockouts, knockdowns,may-lays, dark ways shanghais, blue eyes, red skies,strange days Broken hearts, false starts, shipwrecks bad checks, epic treks, stacked decks Betrayed, underplayed, way-laid gone astray lost and found and lost my way and said and said again what there is I have to say Aoelius, God of the Wind

Love Never Fails.
Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.

Driving Inn Her Car
Driving inn the her car. Traveling on a dark road. No place to go She's a runner, swifter on a desert road in the deep night. Like a rhythm of the blues. She smells sweet perfume flowers in the air. Moon so bright this night it's leads her to a desert road. Glow of the moon sets off the red mountains, takes her breath away. Dusty road ends. She falls off a cliff, rhythm of blues, red mountains has her. Sweet smell flower in her hair, they say if you drive by the red mountains you can smell her sweet flowers in the wind all she wanted was love.

Feeling Alone
At this time in my life I have never felt more alone. Not because I have no one, but because I can't fix anything. I have great people in my life. But when it comes down to everything...I can only depend on me being here for me. I never thought my life would ever end up like this...in any way at all. Of course as a child you have big dreams for your self. Wishes...My wishes and dreams never came true. I don't mean that in a pitiful way...I just wonder why some of us get get what we wish for and others don't. I know that I am here for a reason...not sure what it is yet, but hopefully I will find out someday soon. I would love to have a life of meaning. Helping others is what I used to be able to do...now I can't even help myself so I can't give what I don't have. So hopefully one day I will feel un-lonely LOL!!! Thanks for reading my thoughts.

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You walk with me.... lead me through the darkness have blessed me many times over make no mistake I truly will follow I know that time stands still for no man Not one Nor when I falter and/or fall short of your expectations do you turn away from me Never, not once, have you led me astray when I need you to hear Always you are right here. You have done so much for me stood for me gave your most precious just for me to remain present in this day and age. And yet... "Thank you" just doesn't do it I will follow you to the end of my days and then some For, I believe, there is nothing or no one greater than In "His" name.... to you I say these things Amen

People In Your Life ~ Sept 06
People In Your Life Some come and go few come and stay even fewer touch your heart and soul and even those at times disappear like they blow up in smoke they tear at your heart and even threaten to destroy your soul Going under again... trying to hold on ~ falling deeper and deeper into a black hole grasping at anything anything at all and when you think wou've failed... Then one of those few that come and stay grab you by your hand to hold on tight save what's left of your heart and your soul save what's left of what's dear to them Please hold on to me now for I need a good rock to steady me now for my heart needs to sing my soul needs to smile I need you my friend so hold on tight

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New Photos Up
I just posted some photos from the Shinedown Show on 6/30/06 and the Shinedown, Godsmack, & Rob Zombie Show 9/7/06. go check them out and them me what you think. I also have a lot more pictures from both of the shows if you wanna see more of them just let me know.

I Belong To You
I Belong to You BY ANASTACIA and EROS RAMAZOTTI Adesso no, non voglio più difendermi Supererò dentro di me gli ostacoli I miei momenti più difficili Per te There is no reason, there is no right It's crystal clear I hear your voice And all the darkness disappears Everytime I look into your eyes You make me love you Questo inverno finirà And I do truly love you Fuori e dentro me How you make me love you Con le sue diffcoltà And I do truly love you I belong to you, you belong to me Forever Want you Baby I want you And I thought that you should know That I believe And you're the wind that's underneath my wings I belong to you, you belong to me Ho camminato su pensieri ripidi You're my fantasy Per solitudini e deserti aridi You're my gentle breeze Al ritmo della tua passione ora io vivrò And I'll never let you go L'amore attraverserò You're the piece that makes me whole Le onde dei suoi attimi I can feel you in my soul Profondi come oceani V

You
My days and nights are filled with thoughts of you. No moment seems to ever pass without a reminder of you. I think of the future and can’t imagine you not being a part of it. I have a lot of flaws that you choose to overlook. Maybe you see something in me that I don’t and for this I’m grateful. I’ve had to go through many things in my life to find the happiness I feel with you. And I wouldn’t change a thing because I found it in you, with you. All because of you I have the strength to live again. You give me the courage to do things I thought were impossible. You’ve given me the power to break down walls I put up long ago. Thanks to you I’m able to feel again. With you in my heart I no longer have any fears. I owe you more than I’ll ever be able to repay. Because of you my heart is filled with passion. I know now that I can say this and it’s true all because of you. I LOVE YOU.

A Woman's Flaw
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll

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Silence Is Golden
Speech needs company; silence needs solitude Speech wants to conquer others; silence helps conquer oneself Speech demands respect, silence commands it Speech is self -_expression; silence is self-experience Speech is mind bound, silence is soul bound Speech asserts ego; silence effaces it Speech dissipates ego; silence conserves it Speech is human; silence is divine Speech receives appreciation; silence receives adoration Great works are inspired by speech but written in silence Life is a flower; silence is its fragrance We surround ourselves with noise, because we are uncomfortable with silence. We fill our lives with distractions, because we are reluctant to confront

Let The Words Flow
Let The Words Flow In your heart true love flows In your ears are the notes I love you as I spoke With your happiness locked away tight Deep in your heart lies the key Unlock the door and let true love flow On the river of hope I love you shall it be wrote With trust,loyalty and all my might Forever true love shall it be.

Astro Chart
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Here We Go
boy o boy here we go...same shit different day what the fuck to do with thise lonely time of hatred...its sad u try and help ppl but they dont listen or hear u they believe what they want when they want so why try?...well its in human nature...no matter what a person does someone is always tryin to help and the helpers r usually the ones gettin shit on...specially when ppl u care for fall into the grasp of vindicitve ppl...so why help well cause we care but when is caring not enough anymore...when is it a bad thing to help someone heh well when u got someone lying and shit i guess its to much so why give a fuck...? human nature? ha! human nature is so fucking dumb...we fall for the dumbest shit and do the stupidest things...but hey when u have vindicitve ppl in the past...shit the ppl in the present fall right in there fucked up trap...so why fucking care heh...maybe its time to stop...and go back to a world where it was my way ...sure not a lot of ppl liked me then but fuck it im sick

More New Erotica- Dragon Slayer
Got out another story, and should have the third part in my erotica series up by next weekend...until then, here's another story I wrote...more plot, but still hot and steamy.Dragon SlayerCharlie was definitely looking forward to his two months vacation time- the first time he'd taken off work since Voldemort's demise. But, before going to his flat in London, he figured he'd pop in on his parents at the Burrow. After a very filling meal where his mother complained he was too thin, he asked what the gang had been up to. Mrs. Weasley told him about Harry and Ginny's engagement, Ron's fabulous job with the Chudley Cannons, and so on down the line."But what about Hermione? Last I heard, she and Remus were together."Molly started wringing her hands. "Oh, Charlie dear, I thought you'd heard. Remus was killed by Death Eaters near the end of the war. Hermione didn't quite get over it. She's pretty much tried to blend in with Muggles the past few years.""So why hasn't anyone tried to find

The 30th ~ A Little Background On Halloween
So first, I would like to inform everyone that Halloween has only been celebrated in Sweden for the past decade, but has established very fast here, mainly as a marketing ploy.. "The occasion is mainly celebrated by children and teenagers. They go to fancy-dress parties and ghost parties, light lanterns and venture forth into the streets to scare the life out of the neighbourhood. Many pubs and restaurants stage Halloween parties and decorate their premises with fearsome attributes. Halloween has come to stay. On the island of Öland in the southern Baltic, the arrival of Halloween has led to an upswing in pumpkin growing, and the giant fruits are now quite readily available." ~Sweden.Se Now a Little on the history of Halloween itself: "The term Halloween, and its older spelling Hallowe'en, is shortened from All-hallow-even, as it is the evening before "All Hallows' Day" (also known as "All Saints' Day")." ~Wikipedia "Origin: Celtic observation of Samhain According to w

Savannah’s Lonely Tree
by Bryant H. McGill, January of 2005 Savannah’s tree it weathers well The burning ice of winter’s hell Against the winds it stands alone Against the swishing gales that moan No other trees, no sheltered woods The single lonely figure stood Yet every spring and summer season Renewed its firm resolve and reason To weather again the ruthless strife For the promise of renewal and life.

Until The Silent Stars Speak To Us Once Again...
So spirited on the last night, man gazed for a moment at his worth Seclusion formed haste, as observes looked at the ape-like man passing And man went on killing; as their crypt was ascending quick, Even the leaders fell in their lies; as truth arrived to expose the greed It was too late, the living could never be grafted, the pure could not continue The colorless places glistened, it was hell, man was strong no more. Far off in the cosmos where his opponents grinned in joy Some hissed that man was beautiful, in a human-thing like way Though a sightless forgotten beast, some wished that man would live, How hollow our capital thought, our energy, our deed so foul Deception can not repair, the unjust; if man should vanish, not our guilt Life is perpetual, value it, in genetic-- one circle, even to humanize. Constructing, admonishing, howling, loving brightest of them all, We've believed in different masters, in celestial b

The Passing Of....
In Passing Of.... It is something we all follow, A guardian in the schedule of life, One that can cause great strife. We are all running before it passes, There... yet we can not touch, Only memory holds the truth of such. As expected as the blink of an eye, As dreaded of a love's passing by. Time is all around, Something that will never change. An everlasting curtain drawn upon a stage.

Asnews.net Podcast 58 On Cherrytap.com
ASnews.net welcomes pro surfer and kiteboarder Josh Mucloy as its special guest this Thursday. Born, bred and currently residing in Santa Cruz, CA, Josh has been a pro surfer for the last 12 years whose image has graced practically every surfing magazine in the world. Sponsored by Flexifoil since 2004, He was one of the first pro surfers to see the potential of kiting in waves. Find out Josh's opinions re: SLE's versus C's, hooked/unhooked riding, strapped versus strapless, and more...... Got a question for Josh about what gear he uses, Flexifoil's new 07 products, places he's traveled or tips on kitesurfing? Get your questions answered REAL TIME during ASNews.net's live interview this Thursday. Interactively participate by logging into The Kiteboarder Lounge at www.CherryTap.com. When: This Thursday November 17, 2006 Time: 6pm PST, 8pm Central, 9pm EST Place: http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php|=1293 (new URL, please change your bookmark) If you can't make the broadcast, send your q

Depression
¦ Depression ¦ Honestly, sometimes it's not a hard thing NOT to have. Especially not if you're in my type of situation. "So, what exactly is your situation?" you might ask. Well, buckle your seat belt, lock the door and hold on tight, 'cause here it comes: If you've read some of my other blogs you probably know that I (in the past) suffered a Traumatic Brain Injury. ANYONE with a TBI knows just how fucking difficult it is to NOT have some form depression every single goddamn day. Sometimes it just really doesn't matter how many "good" things may (or

I'm Shocked!!
I weighed myself last night and this morning, and it turns out that I'm now down to 165 and a half. I must have lost maybe 10 pounds or more I don't know. But somehow I made it to where I can handle everything now. I wonder if I can fit into some jeans that I have never been able to fit before in years? But no matter, I will do my best to lose the rest.

10 Things To Know About Me
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL And, for the record, I'm doing this because Kathy is a sweetie, and she asked nicely :). 1) This is my second marriage, I will be married for 13 years in May 2007. 2) I have 5 kids... 4 that were born to me, and 1 that I was blessed with when I met his dad. 4 boys and 1 girl. 3) I love to cook and put my heart into it, however I hate cleaning up the mess lol. 4) I've had the same best friend for over 35 years, she now lives in North Carolina but we still keep in touch and talk and talk and talk. 5) I recently received my CDA in Early Childhood Education. 6) I love poetry and dabble in it from time to time. 7) I am a huge animal lover. I have had

All The Times
Sincerely I can say That we should have met before today But I am (hmmmm) happy to have this chance (this chance yeah) To beeee with you and Im going to make the best of it This is more than joy for me To feel like a family And when we go our seperate ways This feeling will always stay Chorus: Look how long weve been around each other And weve finally found a chance to get together Look at all the times weve seen each other It feels so good to be together (look at all the times weve had babe) Look how long weve been around each other And weve finally found the chance to get together (ohhh sing it coko) If you take a listen deeply, deeply You can hear the pride in my voice yeah, ohhhhhhh Its nothing hard to see that Im happy about the way we came to beeee, beeee If I ever get the chance (ohhhhh) Again Ill know that We make sweet music Togerther ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Look how long weve been around each other And weve finally found a chance to get t

Haley
Hey guys, I’m Haley, I am going to the University of Florida for college I am the naughtiest, kinkiest, and definitely the horniest little girl around campus. I love being a bad girl. And I love getting caught being naughty just so I can get spanked. I love to have my tight little cunt fucked and sometimes I fuck myself until cum all over. My college teaher have been teaching me alot and I bet you can teach me to be the perfect little cocksucker. My hot little pussy is so wet. Once you taste this sweet little tight little pussy, you will never want to stop sucking on it. I am ready for anything guys, I am a naughty little college coed around campus that loves to be dominated by teachers. I am sure you can teach me to be a little slut. I am definitely into role-play, fetishes, girl-next-door, and many many more. Call me 1-888-697-6557 for Phone Sex

Feeding
Come to me, little mortal I can bring you to heaven's portal There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain Feelings of joy will fill your brain Come to me, sweet human thing Give me your heart and I'll make it sing Forget your fears, leave them behind Forget the troubles of your kind Come to me... yes, that's right Now hold still, it's no good to fight I'll take your blood, and leave you dying Didn't you realise I could be lying the lust the prey feels before i sink my teeth the warm blood as i drink and feed gaining strenght the corpse weakening as i drink away her life rendering her a rag doll her limp body in my arms i lay her on the ground cover her with my cape i look at her beauty even in death so beautifull

Raise 'em Up!!!
ODYSSEY OF THE DEVIL HORNS Who is responsible for bringing metal’s famous hand signal to the tribe? ~ By STEVE APPLEFORD ~ It is called the mano cornuto, the horned hand, with index finger and pinkie raised proudly as the sign of the beast, ready for an unholy wave to your favorite demon king. The Horns of Cernunnos. The woolly Goat of Mendes. And the edifice of Scaccia Scalogna, source of the ancient code to defeat the “evil eye” and its power to wilt the fruit on trees and the mojo of men. Or, it means nothing at all – nothing beyond the international greeting to heavy metal ecstasy, aimed at all the flawed rock gods with their Marshall amps and electric guitars. It is there that the horns still carry some tribal significance, and where the local monster metal fest might carry a giant foam-rubber facsimile of the horned hand to be waved from across the arena, as harmless as a pillow. Satan must miss the attention. It had been his for centuries, used with conviction jus

Ggggggrrrrrrr!!!
Ok well I have been made to feel the fool. I called and talk to my mom last night to see how my grandma was doing. And low and behold I find out she didnt have surgery that she just went in to have her liver looked at. She dont have any worries about colon cancer at all. Needless to say I am very angery at my mother for lying to me and worrying me. Well I havent told my family of my life style changes. And she maybe taking it out on me, I dont know. Oh well my family is messed up anyways, lmao. But no matter what I love them. Thanks for all your guys support. Hope all is going well for you all.

Thinking....
suppose u talked to someone and at first it was all sexual in ya feelings..but then u actually started to care about this person.when u dont talk u wonder how that person is.when u wake up u think of that person..but that person can never be yours is that good?is it wrong to want to be happy?...lol these are the days of our lives

I Love How We Can Break The Law And Get Away With
I paraphrase of course but this is the response that I was given once by one of the powers that be. That phrase has never been truer than it has in the last 24 hours. I will not use any names in this because that is not why I am writing this. I am not defending anyone or calling anyone out. I just want the events to be known. Note: if you figure names out please don’t add them in your comments. I will delete any comment that has someone specifically named. It started yesterday when a friend was trying to down rate her profile. It then quickly escalated from there. It was suggested that I did it and if you have took 2 seconds to see this persons profile you would know that the idea of me doing it is ludicrous. Then when it was pointed out that I was a friend of, and have in my family, one of his family members his reply was that he didn’t give a f@#^ who was friends of whom. From there it just got plain out ugly. He is now accusing my friend of being a fake. When I stated to h

Good People
Good People Never do things the easy way. Just let me take you to the begging; after starting my research class, I was given an assignment to write a 1800 word research paper on a topic of my chosen and the topic I choose was “The Honeybee Decline”. After many days of research and stress I started to receive multiple migraines and stressed on other situations from other classes at college. The only thing that I could think is was to get a little extra help from someone to assist me on my paper, so I looked at multiple sites on the internet. Soon, I found a site called Duenow.com I looked at the papers turn in which I should have done research behind the company. I decided “yes” this will be the site I will use to help me, and they charged $15.95 per page at 250 words a page. After submitting my money and idea for the paper, I had a reply from a women named Patrice. At first when she put her name she put Pat Rice, so I assumed she was Asian because of the last name. Later she

Party
Ok so i go to this party and right off the bat i see my ef fiance fr m10 years ago who also does a double take and then gets all mad that im there even though shes the one who cheated one and lied to me about everythng and after all this time i had no desire to even be in the same room as her. Her current live in bf throws a wingding so i jsut fucking left and all my new years plans are ruined because i cant get ahold of anyone else and im not going to some fucking bar alone.

Some Of My Golden Rules In Life..
1. Depend on yourself, others will most likely let you down. 2. Be careful of false hopes, those who deceive you will make you feel used. 3. Keep your promises, they are to remain true as you are true to yourself. 4. If you feel a draft, if you are not wearing a kilt, look for holes. 5. Life's a stage, enjoy the hell out of it before the curtain drops. 6. If you love, remain true to that love. 7. Pleasing your partner, pleases you. -everyone needs a little give & take- 8. When drinking Loki, watch on how many shots you take. 9. Always protect your heart, you may be strong but, the heart is fragile. 10. When auto fails, manual will never let you down. 11. If it bites, bite back. 12. Squirrels are greedy bastards. 13. If your face is getting to hot, move the torch. 14. Liquid latex is fun! 15. Drunk traps must always be placed. 16. Dreams & hopes can easily be shattered, be careful how you treat others. 17. Don't lie to yourself. (ex. don'

I Need New Pms For Your Morph Request..
I don't know if everyone noticed or had trouble like me and a few of my friends but I lost ALL my Messages. I have NO request for Morphs. I know I owe alot of PPL morphs and Really want to do them. So With that Said I want EVERYONE to pls send me your PMS with What 2 pix you want me to you. and I will get to working on them. I am Truely Sorry for this and wish I had them done alot sooner and this would not had been a problem. I blieve I have my computer fixed and should be ready to morph everyone. Pls Send me a PM.

Prayers For Shaylon
Prayers for my Grandson Shaylon Hi all, I usually don't ask anything of anybody. I'm asking now that you all keep my 14 month old grandson in your prayers as he's having his 4th surgery on the 23rd. I know as he gets older they get rougher for him and me. He was born with a cleft plate and lip and his having surgery to close up more of the roof of his mouth. Which they will be pulling flesh from other parts of the roof of his mouth and his gum to close it up. He had first surgery at 2 months old to pull lip together some. Made a tremendous difference. At 5 months they closed up alot of the roof of his mouth. Which didn't make much difference in outter appearance, but helped with alot with his eating and not as much coming out nose. At 9 months they did more work on lip and nose. He's looking grand. He will still require alot of orthodontic work, nose work and possibly more lip work. So please keep him in your prayers. Thank you all and love ya. HUGS N KISSES....Brigitte

Raffle Winnings!!
These are the raffle prizes that can be won by purchasing raffle tickets through the site, or if you know me, then you can get them from me in person. American Girl Fashion Show® Spring 2007 Raffle Raffle Prizes (1 each) Bitty Twin Roll ‘n’ Go Collection Bitty Twin Doll Set (Brunette/Blonde) Denim Outfit for each doll Two Roll ‘n’ Go Stripes Sets(1-orange/1-lime) The Bitty Twins On the Go Book Side- By- Side Stroller Doll- Sleeptime Dress up Set & Book Doll-Dreamtime Dress-Up Set & Book New! Bitty Twins Hair Care Kit (Retail Value $217) BITTY BABY Doll plus Starter Collection Bitty Baby Doll Set Storage Chest-Quilt-Gown-Booties Bonnet-Shirt-Bib-Bloomers-Rattle-Bottles of pretend milk and juice Cozy Cardigan Set Baby’s Crib Baby’s Bedding Bitty Bunch Mobile (Retail Value $198) Molly and Emily Best Friends Collection Molly Doll & Accessories Set Meet Molly paperback Emily Doll & Accessories Set Brave Emily paperback 2 Doll Stands 2 Doll Brushe

Gorgeous Smile
I am putting togethor a gorgeous smile contest. if you wish to be in it let me know. I'll be putting it togethor and hopefully I can open the doors up this weds. if you wish to be in it, send me a message and which pic to put up.

My Friend T.j.
Hello! I am in a race, trying to be the first to reach 8,000 comments for my pix, so that I can win some cool prizes! Lol! Please help me out by clicking on my pix, below and COMMENT BOMBING the mess out it! Copy and keep on pastin' your comment! 1, 10, 100, 1000-every comment counts and is appreciated! Lol! Thanks, in advance, for your help! :) Tell a friend or four! ~tj~

You Might Be Giving Pagans A Bad Name If...
You Might Be Giving Pagans A Bad Name If... You insist that your boss call you "Rowan Starchild" because otherwise you'd sue for religious harassment. (Score double for this if you don't let that patronizing bastard call you "Mr. or Ms. Starchild.") You've ever confused the Prime Directive with the Wiccan Rede. You've ever cast a spell with twenty-sided dice. You said it was bigotry when they didn't let you do that ritual in front of city hall. It had nothing to do with the skyclad bit. You picketed The Craft and Hocus Pocus, but thought that the losers who picketed The Last Temptation of Christ needed to get lives. You've ever publicly claimed to be an elf, alien, vampire, faerie, or demigod, and been genuinely surprised when not everyone took you seriously. You've ever publicly claimed to be the reincarnation of Gardner, Merlin, Aleister Crowley, King Arthur, Cleopatra, Morgana Le Fay, or Jim Henson, and been genuinely surprised when not everyone took you serious

Poems
Do you want me? What's the matter? You're afraid some door will close? You want the scent without the rose? The moans of love without the chatter? You think our love might be a tomb, The only exit through my pain? You'd rather put things off again To give your fantasies some room? You think: she's great, but in a while I might get bored? Or something better, Filling out a tighter sweater, Might flash me a quick come-on smile? You don't want to be tied just yet To just one future, just one kiss? You think about all you might miss And hold out for a better bet? Well, fine! But then why do you haunt Me like a jackal night and day? Why, when my interest seems to stray, Are you so sure of what you want? Why, when I dare so much as laugh At some guy's jokes, you go ballistic, Nasty, borderline sadistic, As if somebody touched your stuff? And yet when I hook on to you, You will not let yourself be mine, Take out your fears and draw a line Between wha

Play Date
Had a wonderful play date with Master today. Managed to break my own record,, pictures will be added soon to the Masters Handy work file,, feel free to look if you can handle the pain..lol (give me a day or two) love you all.

I Am Sad :(
Just wanted everyone to know . I will not be on for awhile . Not going to have internet i think after this weekend. I hope you will all still show me love . I am in hopes of getting it back real soon . I will miss everyone . Please dont forget me :( Love you guys SWEET~THING

Sooo Sad
RIP anna nicole 1967-2007 like her mother predicted on CNN a few months earlier. it happened: Anna Nicole Smith, the former Playboy playmate whose bizarre life careened from marrying an octogenarian billionaire to the untimely death of her son, died Thursday after collapsing at a South Florida hotel, one of her lawyers said. Smith, 39, collapsed and was unresponsive while staying at the Seminole Hard Rock Cafe Hotel and Casino, said the attorney, Ron Rale. She was rushed to a hospital. "She checked in Monday at 8 p.m. as a guest. She was due to check out tomorrow," said Danielle Giordaano, a spokeswoman for the hotel. Smith had been a tabloid staple even before she became Playboy's playmate of the year in 1993. Readers were fascinated by her bombshell good looks, her marriage to an elderly billionaire and subsequent court fight over his estate, her weight fluctuations, and last year, the sudden death of her 20-year-old son, Daniel Smith. A former topless danc

Thank You
Everyone thank you all so much for the prays and the nice words that you all have said to help me with my brother. He is doing so much better. He is actting like my brother tell me how he is going to kick my ass or one thing or another. He can not want to out drink me. I just want to say thank you all so much. He wil never walk or have any feeling from the chest down so that will never change. I just know who my friends are. *Holly Ann*

Got Mochatonix®??
Mochatonix® http://www.marketamerica.com/michellevarner/ A nutrionally balanced and delicious chocolate mocha drink, MochaTonix uses Advantra Z® to provide you with a pleasant burst of energy, increase your body’s metabolism and heighten your energy, alertness and endurance levels. MochaTonix delivers essential nutrients to the brain to aid in the synthesis of noradrenalin, an important neurotransmitter, so you can feel more alert, concentrate better and think more clearly. Increases the body’s metabolism Boosts energy Increases alertness and endurance levels MochaTonix™ is a nutritionally balanced and delicious chocolate mocha drink that not only provides you with a pleasant burst of energy, it increases your body's metabolism to help you lose weight. It heightens your energy, alertness and endurance levels. MochaTonix™ delivers essential nutrients to the brain to aid in the synthesis of necessary noradrenalin, an important neurotransmitter, so you can feel more

Turmoil
Just to let all of my friends here on CT know, I am going through a very rough patch in my life right now, and probably won't be around much over the next couple of weeks, I will try to check in when I can, but I don't know how often I will be able to. I will miss you all though!

Gotta Love The Crazy Friends...lynn...lol
Saturday March 17th..Yea St. Patricks Day! \"1102 Downtown\" Broad st. @ 9:30p.m. Party with CRANKSHAFT and the Mighty PITBOSS @ 1102 as they turn a St. Patricks day festival into a \"MEAN GREEN SCENE\"!! WITH SPECIAL GUEST pitbossrocks.net myspace.com/crankshaftband

Tears
These eyes they grieve in pity for my heart. I have known the suffering of every tear utterly undone they fall. Will they remember the words I spoke? My gentle heart goes willingly with her, but I must remain here. Weeping, I then will speak of her again, and again, who to her heaven came so suddenly, leaving Love grieving here on earth with me… To the high heaven she has gone, up to the realm where Angels dwell in peace, she lives with them now. To this world she bade farewell. Tis no degree of cold on her has won, nor of such heat as makes all others cease: it only was her goodness, great appeal. So did her shining humbleness excel, it passed the heavens with such wondrous worth, it moved to marvel the eternal Sire, so that a sweet desire pricked Him to call such worthiness from earth, and made her to himself go from down here: for when He saw this life of suffering had not been made for such a gentle thing… Her gentle spirit, full of gentle grace, at last departed from her be

Racist On Ct
HotCollegeChick@ CherryTAP ALL THINGS SAID ARE SWORN TRUE AND THE CONVERSATIONS ARE ACCURATE TO THE BEST OF MY RECOLLECTION. HotCollegeChick, AKA Diane Morningstar, as she claims is her name. (She claims its a Native American last name, but I found her to be lying, she doesnt know shit about Native American culture) She sent me a private message. Claiming that she only gets on once a week, she left me a phone number. Well, I don't do so well with long distance since my cell craps out in my apartment, and the house line doesn't do outgoing long distance, so I left her my number back. A few days later, she calls me. The following conversation is not a lie at all. Most sayings are approximate, however accurate, due to the fact that I was so mad by the end, I could barely see: HCC: So, you're in the military? Wolf: Yes I am. HCC: Do you like it? Wolf: Yeah most days. HCC: (this is literally the third question out of her mouth) How many girlfriends have you had? Wolf:

Awakening
Awakening The chafing down of hindrance to temptation caresses lips. The darkness is seeing-- congesting in and captures you in solitary. Moonlight duplicates a man in his bed all by himself the walls compact and deems him hysterical. Breathe deep and open your eyes-- toward the light come out of your coma and yield to the awakening. It’s better than pacing unparalleled-- in this animation better than never knowing that-- hope has always been on your side. Just a little applying will curve your darkness– to a new day and you my love- can inscribe to the awakening. It ends for you now all the whispering internal and you traversing forsaken operating complex and abiding within your solace zone. Tonight you will glimpse----- the awakening . . . I diagrammed a tiny bit of magic-- in your existence and now you desire- more of me than you ever craved- for something before. I stroke

Come See And Support Me In Austin, Tx!!!!!
Hosted By: FAMECASTWhen: Wednesday Apr 11, 2007 at 8:00 PMWhere: SoundStage3000 E. Cesar ChavezAustin, TX 78702United StatesDescription:FAMECAST Click Here To View Event Click here for SMOKE E. DIGGLERA on myspace!

Open Curtain
My faithless ego walks a circle clearing a path, a gateway to unease. I have decided a fresh start is in order,a progression from my hidden self. My soul, that personal me has hidden behind words a way to obscure the black hole I buried myself so to stay disembodied, incorporate. Slowly my procrastination has failed, demanding individuality show proof of a back bone, giving strength and reinforcement to that particular faithless ego. So hard, so hard to argue with yourselves, the frightful many that reside within the innermost self, sharing your differences the writer and the hider. Deep sigh, a mourning, loss of a hiding place, my surroundings familiar, but no longer just my own. My muse is in celebration glorifying its winnings, redemption, healing. 2007/amawitch

Ct Womem
some are bored, some are lonely, some are sexy and willing to show it, Whatever the case maybe; lucky am i, that the brief sharing is going to make my day a better one! tonite on bent knees i get to ask my Father in Heaven, for special Blessing for all my friends, male or female, whom i have a special love in my heart for! God Bless You all, good or bad, as far as i know, one way or the other, all have sinned, but One! with open arms He waits to give us that welcome home hug! rich (aba)

25 Apr 07 - Wednesday
25 Apr 07 - Wednesday Birthdays: 1599 Oliver Cromwell Puritan lord protector of England (1653-58) 1912 Gladys L Presley mother of Elvis 1918 Ella Fitzgerald Newport News VA, jazz singer (The First Lady of Song) 1932 Meadowlark [George] Lemon basketball star (Harlem Globetrotter) 1940 Al Pacino New York NY, actor (And Justice For All, Godfather, Scorpio) 1941 Chris Augustine rocker (Every Mother's Son) 1945 Björn Ulvaeus Gothenburg Sweden, guitarist/songwriter (ABBA) 1946 Talia [Rose Coppola] Shire Jamaica NY, actress (Adrian-Rocky, Constanzia Corleone-Godfather) 1950 Steve Ferrone Brighton England, drummer (Average White Band) This day: 1607 Don Juan Alvarez Spanish Admiral (Gibraltar), dies in battle 1684 Patent granted for the thimble 1719 Daniel Defoes publishes "Robinson Crusoe" 1792 Guillotine 1st used, executes highwayman Nicolas J Pelletier 1850 Paul Julius Reuter, use 40 pigeons to carry stock market prices 1859 Ground broken for Suez Canal 1867 Toky

Scooby Snacks
Scooby Snacks and Rings My little girl’s heart is innocent and pure For my tired soul she is quite the cure She cried for a Scooby snack in the store They're too expensive I said as before So I bought her a ring with two hearts bound I feared she'd lose it and wouldn't be found I told her to wear it only at home She asked why daddy in her inquisitive tone I told her it's expensive and about my fear She said ok daddy I'll leave it here She was all excited when mommy arrived She told with excitement what we'd contrived In a voice so sweet she went on and on Telling her mommy what we'd agreed upon She said she would wear it only at home 'Cuz it was 'spensive' in a serious tone Mommy asked what does 'spensive' mean “You know mommy Scooby snacks and rings”.

Hot Scope Show Of Bdbp Forum Member Ago
Hot forum member Ago aka Rawr This hot Portable Scope Show was made with the SCOPINATOR image manager at the World's Most Raw Honest anti_Forum at BDBP Click here to view scope show or just perve the photos Preview New Slide Show

Hehehe
I have decided that I want a man who will paint my nails for me and love doing it . . . a man who will bend to my every sexual desire . . . a man who wants nothing more than to keep me happy . . . that is all

Short Hiatus
Some of you might have noticed I haven't been here in a few days. Well here is the reason. Saturday morning here in PA we had on and off showers. By late morning it turned into thunderstorms. It seems that lightning hit a house across the road and it fried the phone lines. Since I use Verizon DSL, I was basically put on a long timeout from the internet. Today is Wednesday, many of you CT addicts know that having no internet for 5 days is no fun. Also the bill to get new lines ran, plus the visit ran over 100 bucks, so its a bad/good day. I also had to buy two new phones because the old ones were fried! I hope others didn't have this kind of problem, its not a good experience.

Tired
u know the more i sit here and i do thinking maybe i should go back to the old me where i just didnt care about anything what people said or done it just seems like the people i trust screw me over well im tired of it dont say u have feeling when u dont dont say ur going to do something and dont do it i dont need this i got enought stuff on me as it is so if ur going to talk to me be honest i dont need the drama in my life like i said i have enough drama going on now if u really care about sum one let them know but u dont realize what u have until u dont have them

27 Dresses, Pt. 2
Ok, so as many of you already know, I was recently an extra in a film being shot here in Providence called 27 Dresses, starring James Marsden of X-Men fame and Katherine Heigl (Grey's Anatomy). I had a bit of embarrasment over X-Men underwear mentioned in a previous blog (we'll get to more on that later, lol). So anyway, I was notified that they would be needing extras again for a Goth club scene and I was quick to respond that I would be available any time they needed me. As it turns out, I guess my extra status the first time got bumped up to featured extra since you saw me clearly in several shots. They told me I could only participate again if I could drastically change my appearance. I laughed to myself as I thought of that concept. ME? Drastically change my appearance, that's just sooooo unlike me. LOL. So I bleached my hair, had my hawk up, wore my contacts, put the piercings back in, did the goth makeup and went all out. Apparently it worked seeing as how Heat

Divine Delays
Divine Delays Greg Laurie There are times when we pray about something maybe once, perhaps twice, even three times, and if we don’t receive an answer in the affirmative, then we give up and assume that it must not be God’s will. Yet Jesus taught His disciples “that they should always pray and not give up” (Luke 18:1 NIV). We need to understand that when we pray, a spiritual battle is raging behind the scenes. In the Book of Daniel we find an interesting story in which Daniel offered his request before God and the answer finally came. An angel appeared to him and said, “Don’t be afraid, Daniel. Since the first day you began to pray for understanding and to humble yourself before your God, your request has been heard in heaven. I have come in answer to your prayer. But for twenty-one days the spirit prince of the kingdom of Persia blocked my way. Then Michael, one of the archangels, came to help me...” (Daniel 10:12–13 NLT) It may be that you have asked God for something in

Vacation!!
Wanted to let everyong know I will be away in CA from today until mid July!! My daughter needs me to help her out for a while for medical reasons. AND, at least until I can manage to do something about it, I will have NO internet service!!!!!(AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!) So, I am NOT ignoring all my friends!! LOL!! And I will be back ASAP!!! MUAH!!!!!! CJ

Tommy Returns To The Airwaves Tonight !!
POWER !! RADIO Returns to the Air Waves Saturday June 23, 2007 10:00pm EST to 1am and maybe Beyond Celebrating the Birthday of The Power Radio Power Princess Click Here to Listen Live For further DetailsClickHERE And Join !! ♥ ♥♥

Blesssed Be My Friend, Brother, Father, ...i Will Miss You
It ironic that when I get bad news it is to CT friends that I turn to. I just got a phone call that a wonderful friend of mine has died. He and his wife and family have been part of my life for 15years. When I was a single Mother, they helped me with raising my son. When I was alone in a strang city...they helped me. I remember when I learned to drive a stickhift car, Dave was the one who taught me. I think I worried him alot that day but he was understanding and very patient. They are about 10yrs older than me, but we watched our kids grow up together and we went through hell together. When my son got the chicken poxes they wanted Cory over there so that thier kids could get it too. From them I learned how to live as a strong woman and Mother. THrough Dave my son was taught to fish, built things, and camp. The best memories I have are of them. They were at every important moment of my life. From Partying with me at 21yrs old, to helping raise my son, to see

My Life
my life is so depressing and i cant figure y all i know is that something is stopping me no matter which way i go, it aint like i really got any good going for me, i dont have friends around i have no gal, and i dont live whee i wanna live cuz of work, its so depressing to be some where and know no one whats life turning into when u aint got anyone

Dear Ct Family, Friends And Fans.
Dear CT Family, Friends and Fans, Unfortunately there's been a recent rash of "hate mail" from a few and it's getting to be a bit much. For those of you who know me, then there is no need to explain as you already know my character. Unfortunately some of you don't, so for those of you who don't I will explain briefly. 1.) It doesn't matter how "famous" I ever get, it will NEVER go to my head and I will NEVER think that I am any better than anyone else. 2.) I put "celebrity status" - in quotes too - on my previous blog because that's what I was listed as on the CT site - I never asked for it. They designated me as such. 3.) As for the term Joe Blow, this is a term to refer to ANYONE on the site - including myself. Maybe I should've said John/Jill Smith? Either way, this term was meant to describe the general CT population without a designated status such as "celebrity," "bouncer," or "sponsor." It's unfortunate that a few bad apples, or in this case cherries, are spo

Fanning
i swear i get frustrated, i see people rate them, add them, then go to fan them and then i notice they have over a thousand fans which is cool but then you look at who they are a fan of and it's like 15 people, why is it so hard to fan people back who fan you? i used to fan everybody when i got here now i find myself checking....i hate doing that but i guess that's what it's all about so now i fan only after i get fanned or if the people you've fanned equals to the people who fanned you or at least close...i'm expecting some bad feedback but it is what it is....holla at me hell i'm finally in a good mood, lol

If
If.... If i ask you to kiss my lips Would you ask which set?? Or would u pick the ones That seem 2 make u sweat... If I ask you to let me ride Would u ask in what direction?? Or would u let me choose Based on the size of your erection... If I ask you to love me down Would you start from bottom to top? Or would you just go for the spots That make me say "Don't stop" If I ask you to scream my name Would you think it was a test?? Or would you just yell it to the rooftops As I give you my best without rest If I tell you to give it to me hard Would you give me all u got? Or would you hold back and tease me Until u feel I'm hot... If I asked you for variety Would we do sumthing different? Or would we do the tried and true Just because you love my belligerence.... If u wanted reciprocation Do u think Im that chic?? I can answer that for you... This girl can drive a stick!!

Riddle
Riddle You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a 'drop off', (The ground is 18-20 inches below the level you are traveling on), and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping horse, which is the same size as your car and you cannot overtake it. Behind you is a galloping zebra. Both the horse and zebra are also traveling at the same speed as you. What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? Get your drunk ass of the street.

Me...lately
well, here we are again. i'm finally posting another blog, not like any of you really care. this blog is basically what i feel like lately. i feel like i'm missing something in my life. it seems like life and everything else is passing me by. it's not beeen the best year for me by any means. honestly i think my life sucks. my so called friends don't seem to actually BE friends. i've tried for years to be a friend to a few people but it feels like the feelings are far from mutual. i have major trust issues with people. a few people think they know me, but they have no idea who i am. i've been trying to change who i am lately but nobody seems to believe who i'm wanting to become. i know everyone thinks i'm just a big, dorky perv but they couldn't be further from the truth. i've only acted that way for so long because everyone expected it from me. it's time to change that. way passed time for this. i think only one or two people have even given me a chance to show them i'm trying to cha

Show In 2 Weeks..
ok so my next drag show is in 2 weeks... (probably going to more with southern decadence coming up) and im trying to get my music together since i have to hand it in a week before the show.. song pick #1 She Wants Revenge "Tear You Apart" and #2... thinking of going Sugarcult "Pretty Girl (the way)" I really want to do She Wants Revenge.. but not sure about Sugarcult... everyone wants me to do "Crazy Bitch" Buckcherry..... im not sure tho... any ideas?

Lost & Empty
I sit here in my moms room , looking around and when i hear a door i turn expecting to hear her voice or to see that smile that i remember so clearly , but it's not her. last night was one of the hardest nights of my life, was her Rosary. i never knew mom touched so many souls till last night. every row in the mortuary was full. with her dressed in a soft pink dress it was like she was only sleeping. Through out the readings and testemonios i expected her to sit up and say something , i do not know why but i did. Everything was so beautiful and perfect, i know she was happy and watching over all of us. I do not know what to expect today for today is the church mass for her then it is time to place her to rest .. i guess it hasn't totally hit me as of yet that she is gone. God i miss her voice , her holding me , her smile .. i still do not know how i am going to get through this , but take a day at a time and go from there. I am lucky to have such a loving family in real , a

Life
what ever happened to life being simple to just going outside playing catch with yourself or just running around making forts and just being a kid... when did everything become so complex that life become nothing but a race to survive and maze filled with never ending disappointment and pain...when did i grow up to be like this when did the simplicity of childhood end i am not a child yet i am not an adult what else must happen to bridge the gap to bring me to reality with whats going on what other pains await while i ponder my integrity, my life, my dreams.... are they still the same will they be the same...will i change...have i changed without even knowing...what happened to me to make me question my ideals, my hopes my dreams what ever happened to make me question myself... i know not who i am....i am lost more so now than ever before and i dont know where to ever begin to try and find a solution....what happened

Big
I am a piece of everything beautiful in the world that is why I am larger than you So as for your comments: "Look at the Fat Girl," "You have such a pretty face, if only you would lose weight", "Such a face, gone to waste"... They reflect back to you... for I am a mirror among precious other things Yes, I am the fat girl and... "I am". I am

Hot Or Not
***HOT OR NOT***POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as heck! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = 'effin hottie! 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = lets Make Out!! 14.= I'd hit it!! LEAVE ME A MESSAGE TELL THE TRUTH!!!!!

What The Fuck!!!!!!!
YO I WANNA KNOW IF THE PEOPLE ON HERE HAS THE MUTHA FUCKIN BALLS TO WRITE ME AND TELL ME THAT MY BODY IS NSFW I WANNA KNOW WHO THE FUCK TAGGED 3 OF MY FUCKIN PICS NSFW IF YOU GOT THE FUCKIN BALL TO TAGGED IT HAVE THE FUCKIN BALLS TO WRITE AND SAY IM A FUCKIN BITCH IF YOU DONT LIKE MY PIC DONT LOOK AT THE MATTER FACT DONT FUCKIN COME TO MY DAMN PAGE. BITCH ASS MUTHA FUCKERS THE MESSAGE IS TO WHO EVER TAGGED MY PICS NSFW AND IF YOU BOLD HIT ME UP

New Trifecta
Did you ever realize that celebrities died in threes, like a horserace? One just finished today! Win - Bill Walsh (SF 49ers head coach) Place - Merv Griffin ("Merv Griffin Show", created "Jepardy!" and "Wheel of Fortune") Show - Phil Rizutto (former NY Yankees SS and broadcaster)

Stupidity
ok really now how stupid does someone have to be to flag a pic and turn me in for something nsfw....when its in a folder marked that? i just think its funny that they wanna turn me in for something that was already taken care of to start with. i guess people dont know how to read. ok well im done ranting. hope everyone has a great day.

Hookers And Kuckholds.
soo... .. . just a thought; a girl, ugly or pretty, posts a few pics of herself in skin revealing clothing, even if , those too are just as ugly as her body, she will somehow, obliviously attract this creepy crowd of ppl who sift through photos and profiles just to find a peek of someone elses skin, they undoubtedly think is so "sexy". eh.. makes me think too much from disgust and confusion ... .. . and i was just thinking about a few months ago, when i was approched to live with this couple in cinci, i think they wanted me as a sex slave, but they were wiccan, and had just gotten married, and wanted to add one more mommy to the mix or something, and then i remebered that guy who asked me if i was interested in having a kuckhold. erm. however you spell it. i didnt even know what it was. lol. but. i do now. and uhh.. for facts sake, i dont want one!. altho, living at my moms again sure does make me rethink that couples proposal a tid. lol. ;|

A Pagan Dies
A Pagan dies and, to his great surprise, he finds himself standing before a set of pearly gates. St. Peter asks him, "May I help you?" The Pagan asks, "Where am I?" Peter says, "You're at the gates of heaven." "But I don't believe in heaven," says the Pagan. Peter frowns at him. "You're one of those Pagans, aren't you?" "Yes. I believe I'm in the wrong place; I'm supposed to go to Summerland." Peter says, "Sorry. We took over Summerland, and it's temporarily closed for remodeling." "What should I do now?" Peter says, "Well, since we don't allow Pagans in heaven, you have to go to hell. Sorry. Just follow that path that leads downward and to the left." The Pagan walks down to hell, where the gates are standing open. He walks in and finds beautiful meadows, happy animals, and clear streams of water. He walks on in and begins exploring, and after a few minutes a courtly gentleman walks up to him and bows politely. "Hello, I'm Satan. You must be

*sigh*
...no song, picture of anything funny at the moment. Don't ask about the family situation on here, that's for another day who knows how far away. Those that need to know know for the moment. Anyways, I've been going through alot of personal shit on alot of levels latley so it's been hard to think and I'm tired of hurting people I'm close to and tired of watching them hurt. I saw this in a bulletin late tonite and it hit home. Does it for you?... When.. When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fi

Taking Time Off (sort Of)
This is to let all of my friends on here that I need to take some time off from Fubar do to issues at work. I will most likely keep myself signed in but wont be checking messages and stuff like that as regular as I normally do. I will explain more later I just wanted to give you a heads up. Thank you to all of my friends for being such great people and putting up with my crap. Hope to be back to all of you soon. You will all be missed while I am gone.Love to you all.

After Bomb Fest
BEST PET PIC WILL BE HOLDING MY 2ND CONTEST FOR THE BEST PET PICTURE BUT IT WILL NOT START TILL AFTER THE BOMB FEST IS OVER THE DATE OF START WILL BE SEPT 30TH 7PM EST AND WILL LAST TWO WEEKS AND END OCT 14TH 7 PM EST CONTESTENTS NEEDED ANYONE INTERRESETED PLEASE SEND ME LINK TO PIC TO USE IN IT THANX FIRST PLACE PORSCHE SECOND PLACE CORVETTE RULES *COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED *SELF BOMBING IS ALLOWED *NO DOWNRATES AND RATES DONT COUNT UNLESS THERE IS A TIE.THEN ITS THE NUMBER OF RATES THAT BREAK IT *HAVE FUN ITS JUST A CONTEST

Bush U.n. Speech
I couldn't agree with the foreign minister more! America isn't responsible for any other country's "freedom," so I wish Bush would stop trying to play that card. No wonder people detest the United States! What a joke. ------------------------------- Cubans walk out during Bush U.N. speech UNITED NATIONS - Cuba's foreign minister walked out of the U.N. General Assembly on Tuesday in protest of President Bush's speech in which he said the "long rule of a cruel dictator is nearing its end" on the communist island. The Cuban delegation issued a statement saying the decision by Foreign Minister Felipe Perez Roque to leave was a "sign of profound rejection of the arrogant and mediocre statement by President Bush." In his speech, Bush looked ahead to a Cuba no longer ruled by Fidel Castro, the ailing 81-year-old leader who has not appeared in public in more than a year, since ceding power to a provisional government headed by his brother Raul. "In Cuba, the long rule of

Desperate Crys
Out in the darkness Screaming but unheard, Embracing the deception No truth no recollection, My pain has no real word. Blood pours from my body Tears pour from my eyes, Love and hate, A twisted fate, Now time for me to die. Desperate cries to the gods above Desperate cries to the one I love. Desperate cries, to cover the lies, Desperate cries to conceal the fear in my eyes. To suffer through life, Is like living in hell. My pain I shall keep To myself in this deep, On earth where I will dwell. Fallen angels, beckon me Summoning me, unto their lair. Deceit and pain Blood pours like rain, Caught in a devious snare. Shall my soul rest For the first time in years? Or shall I cry Until I die, Drowning in my tears? Desperate cries to the gods above Desperate cries to the one I love. Desperate cries to find my fate Desperate cries of love and hate. No bandages to heal me No one to comfort thee. Desperate cries And all of the lies, I'm blind a

Better
Well for those of you who have read my previous blog.....EVERYTHING IS GOOD again. I guess it just stemmed from the both of us being tired, sleep deprived and whooped from working all week. We talked and its all good now.

So Much Has Happened
well it has been a while since i have been here last and i lot has happened. i recently got married last month to the most wonderful man i have met and we met from a chat room four years ago . how wild is that!!!! our wedding was pretty decent didnt realize just how much work i had really put into it until i saw it that day and it was beauitful. i am very happy that day is over and now i can relax and stop being so stressful about everything from the big thimgs all the way down to the smallest things. Our dog also passed away lat month and we are really thinking that was poisoned. Why i wish i knew cause she was a very good dog, she was my son's buddy they did just about anything and everything together. She was only three years old and she was they cutest. Why do people feel like they need to hurt animals? i wish i knew that anwser and i wish i knew who it was that harmed her cause i think i would harm them and hurt them like they did to my family. Our place is so empty withou

Cum On Guys!!!!
Come on guys! Stop by and help me out! Lucy ran out of comments and the competition is gaining! I'm the only one here! LOL Give me some help!!! PLEASE! kisses , Jamie click on this pic and it will take you there!

You Tell Me
My life is not bad. I will say this though I have to be the stupidest person on the earth because how is it I can try to be friends with the man who crushed me. We have been split up for 3 months and yet he still knows how to bury that knife deeper in me. I feel like he used me once again its hard to explain. Maybe I am just the rug on the floor that everyone uses to wipe their feet on but not good enough to keep. None of you have to tell me that I am stupid I know this already. I am tired of being everyones rug. So anyone want to tell me how I stop this cycle.

Oh Nozz!
Do you ever feel like being here (and there) but not rating? Well that's me right now...hopefully I'll get on it so I can keep up on my daily record of running out of rates. Plus I owe sooo many people... That's all, I'm going back to play with my camera for a bit.

Ty For All Your Hard Work
thank you to all global bombers and family for all the hard work i believe we have the most powerful bombing family on fubar we really pulled together on the lip contest and came close to a 3rd place and we were way behind. wow this was great. and a special thanks to my yellow team i seen a lot of effort out of you on this contest keep up the hard work yellow team. Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

How Good Are You??
Sex Quiz........ SEX QUIZ how good are you?? . --Above75 means your shit in bed. --Above 50 means you are not so good and quite boring in bed..and not so fun --Below 50 means you are fun in bed,but nothing special --Below 25 means you are damn good in bed! --below 15 means your amazing in bed! AFTER you're done... put your name at the bottom, along with your score. (TIP: USE A CALCULATOR...THINKING...pfft!!!) Copy this and post your own bulletin! Put the subject - "The sex quiz...Are you up for it?" START AT 50.... -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated

Fubar Morons...lmao
I just had the most interesting conversation with this idiot... Seems that he is VERY upset that I left a comment on his 'girls' page... Since it's a shoutbox conversation it reads from the bottom up... ->onehotpebb...: good god dude...are you really that insecure that computer comments on a page send you into a frenzy?..Grow the fuck up BOY onehotpebb...: we'll see who has the last laugh ->onehotpebb...: LOL ->onehotpebb...: You are sooo bad...I'm scared shittless ->onehotpebb...: I'm soooo damn worried ->onehotpebb...: Oh...that soooo hurt ->onehotpebb...: LMFAO onehotpebb...: go back to your room and whack off again loser ->onehotpebb...: OMG...You are such a freakin' idiot... No longer worth the giggle you were giving Me...lol onehotpebb...: bring it onehotpebb...: well, she can be on the top of your to do list forever, cuz she's taken assmunch ->onehotpebb...: Come on little man..l've straightend out more than one moron. ->onehotpebb...: If you don't want co

On 11-19-07
ON 11-19-07 ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS LOST HIS LIFE IN A BAD CAR WREAK....HE WAS 21 YEARS OLD WHEN HE DIE.....HE WAS LOVE BY EVERYONE WHO KNOW HIM AND WILL BE MISS BY EVERYONE....HE LOVE TO MAKE PEOPLE SMILE AND LIGHTING UP THE BOND FIRE.....NOW IT WON'T BE THE SAME WITH OUT HIM THERE BUT WE KNOW HE WILL ALL WAYS BE THERE IN OURS HEART AND SOUL......NOW HE IS SITTING NEXT TO THE GOOD LORD WATCHING OVER US AND SMILING AT EVERYONE WHO KNOW HIM.....HE WAS LIKE A BROTHER TO EVERYONE THAT HE HANG OUT WITH......HE WOULD HELP ANYONE OUT WHO NEED IT AND DO IT WITH A SMILE.....WE WILL MISS YOU ASHTON I KNOW YOU ARE IN GOOD HANDS NOW WATCH OVER US.......EVERY ONE LOVE YOU MAN

Ohiobbw
Calling all FU-bombers, family, friends and fans, OhioBBW needs your love and support. She is in LordGarfield's timed contest and would appreciate it if you stop by and drop some comments on her picture. The contest ends on Monday if I am not mistaken. Please drop by and show her some love. I would really appreciate it. Just click on the picture below and it will take you right to her page. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

Dont Drink Drive
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I mde a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stab

Joke
There was this Asian lady married to an American gentleman and they lived in Honolulu. The poor lady was not very proficient in English, but managed to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy pork legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, and in desperation, lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. The butcher got the message and the lady went home with pork legs. The next day, she needed to get chicken breasts. Again, she didn't know how to say, and so she unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breast. The lady got what she wanted. The 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store... What were you thinking? Helloooooooooo, her husband speaks English!!

"solitude"
Drink the Tears from my Eyes, Taste the Blood from my Pains... Only then you Might know what Runs deep through my Veins... Feel the Depths of my Soul... Smell the Scent of my Fears... For to Know me by Heart will Take more than just Years.

These Go To 11
"It's very special, because, as you can see --the numbers all go to 11. Right across the board. Eleven...11... And most amps go up to 10? Exactly. Does that mean it's louder? Is it any louder? Well, it's one louder, isn't it? It's not 10. You see, most blokes are going to be playing at 10 -- you're on 10 on your guitar, where can you go from there? Where? I don't know. Nowhere! Exactly! What we do, if we need that extra push over the cliff, you know what we do? You put it up to 11. Eleven. Exactly. One louder." --Nigel Tufnel explaining his amplifier in "This is Spinal Tap"

Limits
GRRRRRR I finally get a chance to catch up on returning love and ive met my fan of limit.Gonna keep rating til i max out on profile rates too so that means if you fan me please send me a friend request or a pm so i can return the love. I ALWAYS rate and fan all requests individually when i accept and i read ALL my mail so thats the best way to make sure my screwy bartab doesn't miss ya! For that very same reason I wont be accepting requests until my fan of resets so please be patient with me! Much love to all my friends and fans and of course fam! YOU GUYS KICK ASS! mwahhhhhhh, ~Temptress~

Timely
Bored, so I ended up writing a quick short story loosely based on Doctor Who (British TV show, brilliant). -------- ‘Now, what were you saying again?’ ‘it’s quite simple, really. You see, time is Relative. Actually, not only time but all of the varied dimensions. However, that’s really not important right now. What is important is that by discovering that truth.. If you can accept hat all dimensions are relative, the next step - The vital step in the creation of this device - is only a matter of getting the job done.” ‘Ah, so here comes the pitch. Just how much will this job cost the institute this time?” ‘Oh, just the usual tea and cakes, guild scale plus half, etc.’ ‘Plus HALF? My dear sir, with your last invention we paid you half of Guild normal, and now you wish three times that amount?’ ‘Of course I do. After all, the last gadget only allowed us to see into the past and future times. With this one.. Yes, with this one I will be giving the institute - And by ext

Drews Happy Hour Status.
To send the money for the Happy Hour I have a paypal account ready to go. Visit this link to view it. So you have reached this page because you own a piece of Drew. Pretty simple click the button send your share ($10.00)(there is 12 of us for a sum of $120 for a HH and a blast!) and I will enjoy my vacation in Tahiti, ok im just kidding im going to Peru, ok no seriously. When all the committed people put in I will send Drew her happy hour. Remember, we ALL own Drew so make sure we keep her busy she has a lot of profiles and salutes to get working on so remind her LOL. If you have any questions or need updates check my blog. Thanks everyone who participated in making Drews day!!!!!!! Hopefully we all know how to use PayPal. If not here's how it's gonna go. You will need to go to paypal, create an account, set up your bank account or credit card to be verified by them. Once verified you can come back click on this link and sign in VIOLA i

Bulli
can you help for 10 seconds?? she has helped everyone, and only need 275,000 to make it to godmother. so lets gt her there Kinkstar Sin * LOL Family@ fubar brought to you by NeeNee Da Queen - *EVIL GRIN*@ fubar & Big Boobs Mcgee - Graphics designer 4 LOL Family@ fubar please repost or make a sticky... i havent had one of those yet lol (repost of original by 'Big Boobs Mcgee - Graphics designer 4 LOL Family' on '2008-01-20 16:02:28')

Auction Please Check It Out
I'm in an auction so come bid on me!!!!What's offered is.11'S DURING HH ON YOUR PICS RATE YOUR STASH DURING HH DO A PIMP OUT ON MY PAGE I WILL PUT OWNED BY * IN MY NAME I WILL DO SOME SALUTE PICS FOR YOU I WILL GIVE MY YAHOO NAME TO YOU I WILL DO A BLOG ABOUT YOU ONCE A WEEK WITH A PIMPOUT AND A PIMPOUT BULLETIN I WILL ALSO LEAVE DAILY COMMENTS ADD TO MY FAMILY & A SPOT ON MY TOP 7 FRIENDS DAILY GIFTS RATE A FRIEND OF THEIR CHOICE FOR A DAY (PICS & STASH) Auction is brought to you by Hellcat so add her!! Here's the link to her page & for me in the auction.Thanks alot !!!! Hellcat

For Fun
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i have a phobe about needles. hate em bad! 2. i about passed out when i had my vasectomy, just from the locals 3. i like my feet tucked in real tight when i sleep 4. i eat my food in order. vegies first, the meat is always last 5. i have hazel eyes 6. i am 6 foot tall.. but finger tip to finger tip is 6'4" 7. i am a soccer coach, ref, field director. during the soccer season i put in a min of 20 hrs per week at the fields doing soccer stuff 8. i never played soccer 9. i wrestled for 4 yrs in highschool 10. we have pet rats. 2 boys and 8 girls *bonus tidbit* i am a fu-junkie

A Good Democrat Is:
Beliefs of a Good Democrat 1. You have to be against capital punishment, but support abortion on demand. 2. You have to believe that businesses create oppression and governments create prosperity. 3. You have to believe that guns in the hands of law-abiding Americans are more of a threat than nuclear weapons technology in the hands of Chinese and Korean communists. 4. You have to believe that there was no art before Federal funding. 5. You have to believe that global temperatures are more affected by soccer moms driving SUV's than cyclical, documented changes in the earth's climate. 6. You have to believe that gender roles are artificial but being homosexual is natural. 7. You have to believe that the AIDS virus is spread by a lack of federal funding. 8. You have to believe that the same teacher who can't teach fourth graders how to read is somehow qualified to teach those same kids about sex. 9. You have to believe that hunters don't care about nature but loony activists who

Sorry
Well guys sorry i have not been on.....but the other night i was taken ill with the FLU!!! yes i said it, the FLU. Wow it was bad. I came home after working a 16 hour shift and felt like crap, i thougt it was from lack of sleep but boy was i wrong. So needless to say i went to bed right away and 7 hours later was awaken by fire personel and ems providers shuttling me down the stairs and rushing me to to the hospital. See what i thought was lack of sleep was my temp getting ready to reach a all time high fever of over 104. So after a nights stay in the hospital and a shit load of useless test the finally came to me and told me i had influenza A. So now that i have totaly bored you with my stupid story....lol.

Though
Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, Please forgive the manner of my leaving. My love and need for all of you remain. I could not long such suffering sustain, Nor would it long have held you from your grieving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I hope that choice will not my memory stain, Nor lead you to be wroth at my deceiving. My love and need for all of you remain. For only in you do I live again, Woven like a wind into your weaving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I put to you the plea of the self-slain: To comprehend an anguish past conceiving. My love and need for all of you remain That all that I have been not be in vain, But blend into the earth of your believing. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, My love and need for all of you remain.

Contest
I'm in a contest to win a 7 day blast, so if you can go to the link below and drop me some comments I would really appreciate it! To win I need 10,000 comments or more. If you need any help from me, let me know and I will help you out!!!

Dreams...
Dreams... I would lay in bed thinking... of what it would be like... to be held all night in his arms with my head upon his chest to hear his heart beating in melody with mine to feel his breath to feel his lips so gentle upon my forehead to feel the security of knowing that he is mine forever... To know that when I wake he is there to let me know that he loves me with all of his heart. To dream of his hands softly caressing my body with the power of love gently pulling me closer to hold me tight and never let me go... To live without boundaries to smile with happiness to glow under the cover of love a true love lasting... forever... in my dreams ~AngL~

My Vampire Name
The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Empress of Scandanavia Known in some parts of the world as: Mother of The Flesh The Great Archives Record: A sensual one who knows the flesh - and knows the blood.

New Resturant In Psl
New resturant is opening up in PSL, should be open tomarrow !!! Doug & Tinas Steak & Seafood! 529 NW Prima Vista blvd. PSL Right before Bayshore. Went last night for the Friends and Family dinner, and it was soooo good.. Food was devine! You have to try the clams, and the filet mignon.. P.S. My aunt is one of the managers, so go show some luv, and eat some good food!

A Woman's Heart
A woman's heart is a mystery- sometimes even to herself. We are deep, complex beings capable of giving a cold stare that will stop a man in his tracks or an embrace that will melt the hardest of hearts. A woman's soul is a treasure, one which needs to be dealt with firmly but equally as gentle. Do NOT make the mistake of thinking you ever have completely won her heart. A women is to be pursued and charmed all the days of her life by acts of kindness. She craves romance and little gestures that let her know she is still your heart's desire. The biggest mistake men make is in believing they no longer have to work at it.To let little opportunities to express some thought and consideration pass by. Woman are like apples on trees, the best ones and the good ones, (the ones that will stay faithful and treat you good)are all the way at the top of the tree.. Most men dont want to reach the ones all the way to the top of the true bcuz they are afraid of falling or getting hurt. Instead they

Fetish Talkshow Tonight
My foot fetish talkshow has been moved.. It will be on stickam. com 6pm pst/ 9 pm est.. 3-19-08 password is barefoot. please tell all your foot friends. copy & paste this to all your foot friends please. This show is very special. we will have live demos of.. forced foot worship. punishment humiliation Tickling toe sucking & much much more... I am serious when I say be there.. Please spread the word.. many raw girls will be there. Need more info contact me Millia goddess of barefeet at goddessofbarefeet@yahoo.com Please please spread the word!!!!! copy & paste!!!!! it is on tonight!!!!!!!! I need your help please!!!! I want as many people as I can to be there. repost repost repost!!!!!