I got job, make enough to pay the bills and occasionally eat. i work i come home and get online. where i got some "friends" does any of them actualy care idk they seem to disapear quickly. going to bars and such doesnt work for me im too dam shy. only ppl i know is family and the KIDS I work with. and one or two older friends that call me every now and then yeah they male and usually when they call its to see if im up for booty call. which answer is usually no. admit in past i had said yes out of sheer boredom and blahness. there is mike and he is wonderful man most times but he has his own issues to deal with. i guess im just in whinning mood and if u have unluck to click on this blog im sorry.