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You Know You Want One......
♥ CUSTOMIZED FOR YOU AND YOU ALONE♥ OK so we all see people that have awesome profiles or those cool name Tags on their pages.... and you think hey i like that i want one.. well come to me... I can make you what you want and how you want... or if you want give me the reigns to make you something awesome... And yes before you ask.. I do charge. But not really money, give me that fake shit.. the bucks - fubucks®. I dont ask for anything you have to pay real money for, all i ask for is fubucks and to pass the word around. This is my way of making money for spotlight and other free fu stuff without begging for it and you getting nothing out of it.. so if you want one my many customized pics and skins i can do or know someone who does - just hit me and let me know.. I am willing to negotiate [[to some extent - lol]].

Blog-mumm
Just posting blog cause I saw several of My moronic friends [calling it as I see it] following Me in that mumm and voting on the bs, damn helping the point sluts, kill Me. Okay Random information. I can't find My glasses and is now squinting to see screen. I picked a name for My new dog. [he sleeps a lot so think you can guess the name? hint Greek gods] I am watching law and order: Criminal Intent. I am drinking orange juice right now, and eating a ham and cheese hot pocket It is early 40 here and I have My AC on so it is about 20 in My room. I have on shorts and am freezing yet still turned down AC Two drunks outside have been arguing for about ten mins.. fight or move on damn it Am writing a blog which I will post in a bit... or tomorrow Okay that is all...

Naughty App
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!!Your Name:Age:Location:1.Favorite position:2.Do you think I'm cute?.3.Would you have sex with me?4.lights on or off?5.Would you have to be drunk?6. Would you take a shower with me?7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me?8.Would you leave after or stay the night?9.Do you like cuddling afterwards?10.Condom or skin?11.Have sex on the first date?12.Would you kiss me during sex13.Do you think I would be good in bed /?14.Would you use me as a booty call?15.Can I use you as a booty call?16.Can we take pictures of the act?17.How long would we have sex?18.Would you tell your friends about me?19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend?20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"Also

Twin Souls
This brings us to one of the strangest concepts concerning soul relationships, that of "Twin Souls." As we have already seen, a soul possesses both the male and female forces within itself prior to entering the duality of the Earth. As the soul enters the world it usually selects one of its two sexual natures and projects the unique characteristics of this sex while incarnate. As difficult as it may be to understand, the unmanifested sexual part of our soul can actually incarnate at the same time we do. In other words, our soul, which is much more complex than we have imagined, is capable of separating its dual sexual nature into two separate and distinct entities, one male and the other female, and each of these two entities can incarnate into the Ear

If Men Wrote Women’s Magazines
If Men Wrote Women’s Magazines Women get all kinds of advice from magazines from how to dress to how to please a man in the bedroom, and even what to cook for us. And while it’s not all bad (with hotties like Kristen Bell and Jessica Alba on the cover) these mags are lacking much needed male insights. For example, we’re actually not that interested in your hair and we definitely don’t care about your shoes. Don’t get us wrong, we love the heels… we just don’t see why you need so many pairs that quite frankly, to us look the same. But if Women’s magazines were actually written by men, there wouldn’t be so much confusion about what we want. Here are some article titles, written by men that get straight to the point.

Broncitas
I went to the doctor yesterday , and the good news is I do not have the flu, or pnumonia, like I originally thought . I have been re diagnosed with Viral Bronchitus, and the being of having astma on top of all of that . But the way I see it, its just another obstacle I need to get through . As I have stated in the past my life is full of challenges , from two car wreck, and losing my mother (lost her in the first wreck) , to having knees operated on , to getting Diabetes ( so they say ). I face life like a poker game , if it doesn't have a million to one odds I won't do it and face the challenge . People may say that is stupid to face life like that but that is the way I operate and do things .

I Wanna Fuck
JAN.- i AM A FREAK FEB.- i GiVE THE BEST SEX=) MAR.- i`M T00 CUTE. APR.- SHUT UP & KiSS ME =) MAY- i L0VE T0 CUDDLE JUN.- iM S0 FUCKiNG FiNE ! JUL.- DAMN iM SEXY AUG.- I'M S0 DAMN CUTE!! SEPT.- i WANNA FUCK OCT.- iM A SEXY FREAK;) NOV.- iM S0 FUCKiN FiNE AND CUTE! DEC.- IM A FREAK IN BED

Just Like You
Just like u I can honestly say ill never be like u. In todays cookie cutter world its seems like everyone is in a big race to be just like the next guy. same shoes same shirt same lip service. Im glad to know that i have surrounded myself with less then cookie cutter friends. I have managed to collect bits and pieces from every type of background and there are probably only two things they all have in common. Drinking & Me. Sorry but i just dont trust someone who dosnt drink. I haves to say that im truly unique in my own way and ull not find anyone like me anywhere else and thats fine with me. Im not striving to be any different that i am and im not looking forward to a much brighter future where i will somehow miraciously become someone im not.

Hey Pretty By Poe
Well it's 3a.m. I'm out here driving againThrough the wicked winding streets of my worldI take a wrong turn break it but I'm too far goneI've got a siren on my tail and that's not the fineI'm looking forI see a stairway so I follow it downInto the belly of a whaleWhere my secrets echo all aroundYou know me now but to do better than thatYou've got to follow meBoy I'm trying to show you where I'm atHey prettyDon't you wanna take a ride with me?Through my worldHey prettyDon't you wanna kick and slide with meThrough my worldWell I've got a mind full of wicked desingsI've got a non-stop-whole in my head-imaginationI can't forget I am a sole architectI built the shadows hereI built the growl in the voice I fearYou know me now but to do better than thatYou've got to follow meBoy I'm triing to show you where I'm atHey prettyDon't you wana take a ride with me?Through my worldHey prettyDon't you wanna kick and slide with meThrough my worldHey prettyMy pretty babyRock it through my

Sinful Pleasures Auction
Want to own Lizzie? Now's your chance to bid on me!!!! It's easy peazy =) Bids under 1mill:rate pics, stash, buy gifts of choice 2-3x or more per week Bids OVER 1mill:same as above, but will add to top friends, give yahoo messenger, SFW salute, owned by in my name CASH BIDS:(incl. fubucks, and VIP, bling packs, etc)rate pics, stash, comments, bling owner, top friends, yahoo messenger, top family, owned by in my name, 1 SFW salute, 1 NSFW salute, possibly negotiate phone number IF I get a VIP I’ll rate you 11s!!! Also the person with the highest bid, will get to fu-own me! How easy is that??? click below :) Brought to you by: SinKitti IDGAF at Club Destiny Fu-Owned Auction™ 11 "Sinful Pleasures Auction" (running from Sunday, April 11th - Saturday, April 17th" !!!! bully posted by: Boobalicious Paper Doll@ fubar

Ha
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of t

The Letter /i Want To Be Six Again
Kathys Comments To whom it may concern, I am hereby tendering my resignation as an adult, in order to accept the responsibilites of a 6 year old. The tax base is lower. I want to be six again. I want to go to McDonalds's and think it's the best place in the world to eat. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make waves with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money, because you can eat them. I want to play handball, during recess and stay up on Christmas Eve waiting for Santa and Roudolph on the roof. I long for the days when life was simple. When all you knew were your colors, the addition tables and simple nursery rhymes, but it didnt' bother you , because you didn't know what you didn't know , and you didnt' care. I want to go to school and have snack time , recess, gym and field trips. I want to be happy, because I don't know what should make me upset. I want to think the world is fair, and everyone in it

From:peyton
Hello World,Its me again I am the type of person that hates to repeat herselve. I have been asked about my friends and family ranking again,all I have to say to that is please read the previous blog. I will how ever repeat this,maybe not in the same words but same meaning. Don't challenge me over Jeff(Fujeff).What we do is our business.He is my lifeline,my heart,don't go there.Most of all he is my best friend and we are going bike riding next month.What we do has nothing to do with me talking to you.It is totally seperate.Keep it there.Don't ever threaten me it will not work.Im a mom are you kidding me.lmao Let me let you in on a little secret.He knows I flirt,talk and many other things on here with men.He lets me be my own person.A matter of fact it isn't a let at all,He knows I am an adult and respects me just for that and allows me to make decisions and the funny thing is all he wants is to make me smile and happy.He doesn't expect anything from me. This man should never be tr

Chillie Bomb
chillie bomb this chillie bomb that...... with you! we know we should have known. never known and surly never understood... just our own self distress we have won. together we will finish and never diseave cause life is our diseas and thats all we know. never bleeding just releasing the disease of life and the angles. angeles protect we resurect.so no such thing as perfect its just the reverse its bigger then the universe deeper then reverse its the cause of demise but really its just how we realize today tomarow next week its where we came from not where we are going that really makes the stand and on our feet we still stand hand in hand forever and a hundred times we glide through like sleeping i think we'll self explode cuase in the end theres nothing to gain but you know we'll always maintain yesterday never dies tommarow we wonder will we comprimise our past for the present contain remain save the stain save never move on never ending game of life keep it still or move on ponder c

Rules Of The South
"Rules of the South" are as follows:1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot.2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked.3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow youdrive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way.4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you.They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one.5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year.6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept.7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope youdon't have it up to your ear at the time.8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop.9. The

Crying Like A Bitch
Strut on by like a kingTelling everybody they know nothing,And long live what you thought you were,And time ain't on your side anymore (anymore)And so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying like a bitch.I'm tougher than nails.I can promise you that.Step out of lineAnd you get bitch-slapped back.And you can runYour little mouth all day,But the hand of godJust smacked you back into yesterdayAnd so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying like a bitch.And you wonder whyNo one can stand you,And there's no denying,You were crying like a bitch.You were crying like a bitch.Lying dead byYour sacred faded past timesOnly time is your enemy.Granted a second chanceTo prove that your arroganceIs stronger than you'll ever be.Is stronger than you can beOh, stronger than you can beOh, stronger than you can (be)And so you tell me ICan't take my chances,But I told you one too many times,And you were crying

Fishing Trip *joke*
A young guy from North Dakota moves to Florida and goes to a big "everything under one roof" department store looking for a job. The Manager says, "Do you have any sales experience?" The kid says,"Yeah. I was a salesman back in North Dakota." Well, the boss liked the kid and gave him the job. "You start tomorrow. I'll come down after we close and See how you did." His first day on the job was rough but he got through it. After the store was locked up the boss came down. "How many customers bought something from you today? The kid says, "One". The boss says, "Just one? Our sales people average 20 to 30 customers a day. How much was the sale for?" The kid says, "$101,237.65". The boss says, "$101,237.65?" What the heck did you sell?" The kid says, "First I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fish hook. Then I sold him a larger fish hook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod. Then I asked him where he was going fishing and he said down the coast, so I told him

Thank You
to my friends Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams.... and my crazy ideas, Thank you for catching me... before I fell down, Thank you for wiping away the tears... when I was crying, Thank you for cheering me up... and making me laugh, Thank you for all the great memories... and the bad, But most of all... thank you... For being you!

Garlic Ice Cream
I seriously suggest not making this if you are a vampire, lol. Not for the weak at heart, more something for the daring individual. Garlic Ice Cream 3 (750 ml) cups whole milk ½ tsp (2 ml) finely chopped garlic 1 vanilla bean, split in half 1 cup (250 ml) heavy cream 1 ½ cups (375 ml) sugar 9 egg yolks Put milk, garlic and vanilla in a saucepan. Bring to a boil and remove from heat. Blend the cream, sugar, and egg yolks in a mixing bowl. Strain the scalded milk into the egg and sugar mixture, stirring constantly. Return the combined mixture to the pan and stir continuously over moderate heat until it coats the back of a spoon, about 10 to 15 minutes. Cool in an ice bath and freeze until firm. Serves 4 to 6.

Rantings
.... let me be clear, i hate how the system works, i lost custody of my then 1 1/2 year old daughter to my soon to be ex-husband. he is jobless, dirty, abusive and a thief with no license, but when it comes to c&y looking into how he lives, works, or anything... he comes out smelling like a rose. granted i dont drive, but at least i have a steady job, pay bills and have my own phone that i can be reached at. but that matter, F*** NO! i used to live with my mom and didnt have a job, got a job in november, my mom moved out a few months later, still doesnt matter. had to take parenting classes- passed them, in therapy, they say im doing fine...does that matter? apparently not. to make arrangements to see my daughter, i have to call his sister's house phone because he's too damn poor to even afford to buy a prepaid or track phone. it clearly stated that we both needed a phone that we can be reached at and the last time i checked, he doesnt live with his sister. he lives with his gf and gra

Collection Of Stories I've Written Over The Years
Bombardment "The world is inhabited by Man. Other races, monsters and such are mythology and legend. Your characters have been drawn together by a common attribute - the ability to see what others cannot. In your early teens, you could see things that others could not - things from legend and myth. These things have caused great embarrassment for your parents, and the local populace has labeled you all as crazy, some even calling you possessed. Your ability to control your sight has slowly grown. Now that you have reached maturity, your ability can be turned on/off at will. However, it is not always effective. You are hoping that with time and practice that you'll be able to make it a little more reliable. One thing that you can see 100% of the time is your true self and those of your friends. Some of you have even realized, through your recent enlightenment, the power to use magic. The town had always thought the group was strange, but the turning point was when you began to appe

The Woman I Love
The Woman I LoveThe woman I loveIs nice and sweet.The woman I loveIs a southern treat.Like a proper lemonade.Both sweet and bitter,Depending of courseOn what mood doth hit her.For me she is like a raging fireKeeping my heart stoked Full of DesireShe is the partner I loveShe is the one I wantWith her I will enjoy my lifeNo matter what comesWe can weather it rightLike two CraziesOut for the night.For her I would do Most any thingShe's the only one I've ever wantedTo have my Wedding RingWe've had good timesAnd times that were roughBut through it all,She's had my love.Every day I pray, That she will be fine.Never taking for granted That her heart is Mine.© 2010 by G.R.Kuder

Ny Mosque
if you believe in the bible then you also believe in though shall not judge. Ok so what are the pastors doing threatening to burn these books it is out right as americans to be able to practice our religion no matter what it is without fear of attack or persacution. what kind of message are we as americans showing the rest of the world we are about seriously all people that are against the mosque and believe in god and are citizens of this country are all hippocrates and its sickening this is what we have come to as a country

Death Before Dishonor Tattoo - What Does It Mean?
Death Before Dishonor Tattoo - The slogan of “Death Before Dishonor”, frequently written in a coiling scroll wrapped around a dagger, is a perennially popular military tattoo -- and for good reason. The saying has been used for military units at least as early as ancient Rome (“morte prima di disonore”). By the time of the famed Roman senator and historian Tacitus (AD 56 to ca. 117), the vow of "death before dishonor" had become 'old-fashioned' and something espoused by the barbari or barbarians such as Caratacus (chief of the British, who revolted against Rome). However, some two centuries earlier it was Catiline (108 to 62 BC), the Roman politician who attempted to overthrow the Roman Republic, who had urged it and Cataline may even have been influenced by Thucydides (the Greek historian of 460 to 395 BC who wrote about the Peloponnesian War). However, the famous concept of death as preferable to dishonor, if not the actual phrase, is not res

Wedding And Party
Come and join us in My Fair Wedding as I do my very first fu wedding and fu marry my best friend Bud and his soon to be fu wifey IrishRaina. There is going to be a reception party and an anniversary party and also a halloween party. The wedding starts at 10 pm est on October 30, 2010. Parties will follow. Please contact me for more information and the link to the lounge. We would love to see you come in and join in the fun.

2 Poems 4 2 Special Ppls In My Life=]]
Such a pure romance this is, passion and love and sex can coexist Closing your eyes, Amanda closes in...tender touches like this cant be a sin....from green and purple to black and white, we're going to make this one hell of a night Roses are red, I'm feeling blue, I love Richard.... you better not too Created by my awesome tallented friend, BlahMe=]]

Sexual Waterboarding!!
So as a few of you are aware I have been having some health difficulties of late. This is not something I am used to as most of you who actually know me in real life can attest to. I have been the picture of health all my life and suddenly my heart has decided to take a vacation. That would be great if I were going through a romantic break up of some sort. I am not going through anything except trying to stay alive. Unfortunately, like many Americans who own a small business, my health insurance only covers me until I get sick. Makes me happy I am paying those big premiums every month. So I go to the Veterans Administration because I am a Purple Heart veteran and I get my care for free, excluding a small fee for medicine. They forgot that part of the promise to me somewhere around the beginning of the Bush Administration...the one that said everything was covered for life since I unconditionally put my life on the line. That was then. This is now???/ My doctor at the VA Clin

This Is Only A Test...or Is It?
Hey there fellow fubar citizenry. How ya doin'? Thanks for reading this, for this happens to be my very first fublog! That is right! The fublog cherry is busted, and you are now a part of the eatbliss experience. I plan on porting some of my previous blogs from around the web, along with lyrics, Q and A's, and other musings, here, to this blog, for safe keeping. Anything that is not duplicated on the web will even tually be lost, so this is my duplication repository...or soon will be. I may also throw a new thing or two in here, so stay tuned. It may become very interesting. Thanks for reading, and please follow, if you wish. eatbliss -not sure I know how to post pics yet, so forgive me if there is no image below. Thanks.-

Reaching Out After 17 Years Hook It Up And Share The Love
Hello ladies and friends this is all new to me.Hope to meet many friends and give even more smiles and laughs.Send me messages and talk with me that is something i really enjoy.Once you get to know me you will be glad that you met me.I am not like most men.

The Longer We Stand Ready The Longer Home Gets Closer...
So i am an American Soldier deployed to Afghanistan for the first time i realize its not as easy as some people think.. i just spent the last 10 months in a country were they hate me and its a whole different feeling.. it seems that whenever people hate on the Military they don't appreciate then things we do to keep our country safe from the threat to our way of life.. i mean i just read a blog were a soldier was being hated on for being a soldier.. why does this happen.. its not like we enjoy being awa from our families especially during the holidays. its hard.but its the life of a soldier to stand ready for their country and be all they can be during a time of war. It becomes a huge responsibility to be in our shoes.. yet when the end draws near its a great feeling of knowing your going home.. but there will always be that small piece of you that lingers behind to a simple life we all live for a year at a time. To all the members of the Military Armed Services I am and always will be

Poem I Wrote
as i sit and ponder what it is to wonder why it is that hearts shatter so i cant help but to think on all the relationships past that just had to blow my mind it scrambles onward thinking harder and harder about all the pain and suffering i have felt and all i think is it would just be easy to let go to finnaly be rid of the pain to love never again and yet i cant help but forage on thinks will get better they say things will be better they say the hurt only lasts a short while they say but what is that they know i would rather feel the sting of a billion bees than to be hurting so bad it puts me on my knees at least then all i have to do is let go to stop trying so hard to just let go

I Need Help
Since i dont know how to copy paste shit in these blogs.....i figured id just leave it in a comment..... I need help finding this t-shirt.....if anyone could find me a link to where i could purchase it id appreciate it ALOT.... PIC WILL BE POSTED IN FIRST COMMENT...

Whats Real Anymore!!
So Confused anymore not sure who or what to believe. Someone once told me to follow my heart and my gut I have done this and gotten hurt some may times I can't do it anymore. I am so tired of being the one in pain I just wana close myself off from everyone. People who said they were my friends and said they were here for me no matter what have left, I am so tired of fake people and fake friends, or people who tell u they care about you when they really don't. I have one true friend that has been there for me threw everything and if it wasn't for him I probably would have quit fubar already, I am hoping that there are more people out there like him I just don't know who to trust anymore. I have recently met a few other cool people and I hope they turn out to be as great as my best friend is. Thank u hun would be lost with out u!!!

The Key Of Time---hublot Watches
Swiss luxury watchmaker Hublot watches_replica Hublot watches_Hublot replica watches was founded in 1980 by Carlo Crocco and had made such an impressive name for itself that it was acquired the luxury conglomerate LVMH in 2008. In 2009 Hublot created the first system to detect fake watches with an internal smartcard that authenticates the watches on Hublot servers. Well the brand isn’t stopping there and introduces their Hublot La Cle Du Temps Watch that is different from any other watch the brand has created before. Awe-inspiring in all its complexity, this limited edition luxury timepiece is part of the Hublot Confrerie line, a series of watches that represent the Swiss brand’s most futuristic and exclusive work. The name La Cle Du Temps, which translates to the key of time, was chosen for this piece owing to a special set of functions. Upon the owner’s command, time will slow down or speed up as displayed on the Hublot watches_replica Hublot watches_Hublot replic

A Few Things That Piss Me Off About Some Of You "greenie" Newbies.
I've decided to write a blog to easily reference and drop a link when I need to. You see....I'm actually not a cunt, and don't want to appear that way on my profile :) #1. When you horny little "dark-green" demons are picture hunting around, and rudely enter into an unsuspecting persons shoutbox with a name that implies that you are packin' a boner and are looking to use it: Stand the fuck down, you little profile rapist. I'm surprised that Fubar hasn't put up "Roofie" as a potential gift haha. I am not going to lie: When I see "Pussy hunter" or "My coc Ur mouth" as your name, I wish to do great bodily injury to you. Plus it automatically makes me think you are easy, which automatically makes me think that you have had your share (and the share of your neighborhoods) STD's. I guess you don't mind the clap as much as the rest of us huh? #2. What part of "I'm just here to get my mafia on", or "Married" do you not understand? And of course you think you are a super genius for tryi

A Romantic Jaunt In The Night Air
Hitting the streets, they appear a lot calmer than they did from up there. Especially down here, looks can be deceiving, and mistakes can cost you more than your life, Too many suckers lose their souls down here, its a regular buffet........... Walking the streets at night is everything you could want in your garden variety killing machine.....First ya got your military, over armored jailors, dont see em, unless theres sunlight. And never this far from the wall. Thats right wall, if you can imagine a 2nd century defense against a 21st century threat, fuckin joke...... Next you have your special ops, always up to something. They are the only ones you will ever see at night, and this place is a playground for those walking hard ons. Armed to the teeth and kill anything that moves. Extreme prejudice, but you have to appreciate their dedication to to their cause. Just as lethal on the civilians as on the baddies, but what they are up to is a mystery to me. Then of course are your rabid d

Wth Online Bullying???
1st off if sum one on a pc, laptop or moblie phone hurting ur feelings?? give up on life. (im start to sound old)back in tha days ur bully lived in ur area right.is the younger kids of today soft(yes) even ur bully had hs feelings hurt too.why u think he or she started bullying.(hurting pplz hurt other pplz) im rising my kids with self pride aint no body going to hurt there feelings. has the nation become soft that now u can take sum one to court for that(yes google it) i was out so shock to hear kids killing themself over dum azz comments online azz clowns where making(smdh) aslong i can rember this online bullying thing been going on(check out fubar comments on mumms.(LOL) check out any other blogs on many other sites its the same.(sum pplz just luv to talk out there azz) im not a super hard person i do have a heart.we need to teach kids and young adults not to take it to heart. if u from the hood or u got an unlce that jokes(playing dozen u hard body) no one who dont know

Short Inspirational Quotes That Release Your Inner Soul
Short inspirational quotes could be the motivation that some desire. Being inspired to reach a goal that seems so far away is the base root of your dreams. Inspirational quotes can sometimes help lift us up when we are feeling let down. For we must never forget that there is always someone there to help us when these dark hours seem to cover us. We must learn to reach inside of our inner soul and search for that beacon of hope. It is there and it does exist, although at times it seems hard to believe and we feel all alone. Sometimes it may take a little short inspirational quote to realize that the beacon of hope is there. Deep within our inner soul it rest, waiting for you, watching over you, and keeping the light within you alive. The greatest human desire that could ever be reached is to know that you have touched the inner soul of another human. For when you achieve this then and only then will you realize that your own soul has been touched by the hand of

Love Is.......
What is love, love is everything, nothing, pain, pleasure, torment and ecstasy, Love is the tingle of excitement, The terror of rejection, Love is the sublime feelings of exquisite joy, The questioning of trust and honesty, Love is the warm glow of December log fires, The tangible fear of loneliness, Love is complete understanding, The pain from a bitter broken heart, Love is the anguish of separated moments, The destruction of bridges built, Love is the recollection of happier times past and those to come, The shattered memories at your feet of life lost, Love is the wonder of stolen moments, The emptiness of singleness, Love is the all consuming adoration of beauty, The pang of regret to see another in your place, Love is the pleasure in its most extreme, The extreme pain of love and love lost, We crave it like drugs, We are all burned by its furious light, Its intensity we love and are loved intensely, Will it last, Or burn out like an exploding

Lil D And Mr John Local Rappers
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Hello, Everyone! I have a new drawing set for a 10 day auction, and starting at $9.99. This is something a little new, the first in an edition of 9 ACEOs that all go together to form an entire new picture. I am very excited about this project, as this is the first time I have ever tried anything like it. I hope you enjoy her! "Daughters of the Greenman" #1 2.5""x3.5" ACEO/ATC Colored Pencil Drawing http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=350713994782

Spy Gadgets – Companies Of Spy Gadgets In Chennai And Hyderabad
There are so many dealer of Spy Camera in Chennai. Chennai is placed at south side in India and that place crime rate is on the top And their law and order is not good. People are very dangerous and they kill anybody for small money. My experience in Chennai is not good because peoples are very dangerous, one when I go to night walk I saw that huge people are drink on the road side and they spoke with people very roudly. My aunty tell me the situation of their city she said that they are not safe in our city because those area she live are very dirty and their police are not very helpful. She said that she use some of the security surveillance like CCTV, spy camera and different types of surveillance to protect us and our family. My aunty shows their spy cameras which is placed outdoor from the house. It is CCTV it record all activity outside the house and one more feature of this gadgets is it record in day and night both. When I see the picture quality of this cameras I am shock bec

Tired Of The Misunderstanding
sub·mis·sion yielding, or readiness to yield: a willingness to yield or surrender to somebody, or the act of doing so No where in that definition did it say beat or abuse or belittle or degrade. Todays world is so misinformed to what S&M B&D really is. It is not about simply being called out of your name during sex because you like it or it makes the experience hotter. Its about trust.. faith.. connection... desire... passion... and so much more so unless you really know the meaning of the word do not come to me and expect to speak to me as something lower than dirt and get a response like you want because you will get one but I do however promise you it will not be the one you had hoped for.

May You Feel Your Heart Today
May you feel your heart today... the spark of light... the connection to the source of Love... the divine beauty... deep inside of your precious heart... May your heart speak of forgiveness... to all beings... to yourself... to your parents... friends... partners... politicians... God... and all what you can touch within yourself... May you reach in... feeling all wounds... that came from judgments... you judging yourself and others... Others judging you and themselves... May you realize the power of forgiveness... forgiving each hard experience... that made you reject life... reject the connection of open hearts... May your forgiveness... bring each experience home to love... opening your heart... inviting life to once again... feel free to move... in the expansion of the heart... In your heart... Love knows itself... as Love... use the power of Love... the power of forgiveness... to heal all wounds... to help others to heal... Its all in you... Let it flow dear One... Let is once aga

If You Ever Feel You Are Too Important
ALWAYS remember to Be NICE to the people you meet on the way up because those will be the SAME people you see on the way back DOWN. Many talk about this as it relates to the workplace, but I believe that MANY on this site need to learn it also. Respect is never given away, it is earned by being a TRUE friend and a good person no matter what. This site is a GAME, but if you can't play the game and still be true to yourself then you need to stop playing it. I have always tried to be a good person on this site and I hope that I have earned the respect of a lot of you. If you ever feel that I can do something better I want you to let me know..THANK YOU to everyone that is on my Friends list because you all make this a place worth being. Boogey

Life
Well this is my first blog:P I took my lil girl to the Dr. to day for her one yearly heart check up and the doctor was a lil concerned about her development of her heart and that she may have to have surgery again ;'( but she said for now she just wants to wait and see what happens over the next year so now I’m a lil worried about hat and my lil girl also went for her 4 year old shot today pore thing cried she has never cried for any of her shot before made me cry but I hope the out come of her heart turns out that she don’t have to have surgery again the last one was the longest 9 hours of my life well I’m out of here and headed t bed been a long day night night

Acid Rain And Tears
Can you see me? Is any of this real? Will this blade set me free? If you cut me will i feel? Your hands make my body sing. Bring my heart back to life. And yet your words sting. Like the blade of this knife. My eyes see you through a haze of pain. My hands touch you though they cant feel a thing. I tilt my head back, breathe in acid rian. Tears fall from my face thats the agony you bring. Sear these eyes as they gaze upon you. Tear these hands as they touch you. Cut these lips as they kiss you. Brake this heart as I love you. Belinda W. "06"

Hell's Gateway
I was in a wonderful deep slumber when a noise outside my room woke me with a start. To my surprize a light had been turned on outside of the room. Soft footsteps could be heard slowly creeping down the hall. With each step, my heart rate increased. Why did I not just jump out of the bed and go out the window to safety? Panic rose inside of me with each footstep. From the dim light under my door I could vaguely see around the inside of the room. Where did the portait come from? I had never seen this picture before. A large portrait was hung over the bed. In the portrait I was strangely attired in a wedding gown and standing next to a man in a suit. The sight of the picture confused me even further. How could I have already been married? I am only a child. Was I dreaming? Is this a small glimpse into my future? Staring at the portrait had almost made me forget about the intruder that had been slowly encroaching on my bedroom. Slowly I turned my gaze back to the light under the bedroom

9/18
Some people just neet to shut up and not let their ignorance be known to the world. I was perfectly happy until that guy opened his mouth and then I had to teach him a lesson. Don't think he'll be talking to me anytime soon.

My Son A.j Sign
RABBIT BABY: Everyone loves a rabbit, they’re cuddly cute and full of fun. You can take almost everything you think about rabbits and apply it to your new born astrological Rabbit. It is a fact that the Rabbit baby is more likely than any other sign to have hordes of women crowding around making strange cooing noises. This is because the Rabbit infant simply oozes cute appeal. However, as well as being the most appealing baby on the block the Rabbit is also wise beyond its years. Even before the Rabbit is in Kindergarten he or she will have understood more about the way the world works on an emotional level than most adults. The Rabbit can often be a quiet child and is sometimes quite shy, but this is not a worry because its easy going nature means that the Rabbit will always have friends.

Syllables
The first grade teacher was starting a new lesson on multi-syllable words. She thought it would be a good idea to ask a few of the children examples of words with more than one syllable. "Jane, Do you know any multi-syllable words?" "After some thought Jane proudly replied with Monday." "Great Jane. That has two syllables, Mon......day" "Does anyone know another word." "I do! I do!" replied Johnny. Knowing Johnny's more mature sense of humor she picks Mike instead. "OK Mike, what is your word." "Saturday." says Mike. "Great, that has three syllables..." Not wanting to be outdone Johnny says "I know a four syllable word. Pick me! Pick me!" Not thinking he can do any harm with a word that large the teacher reluctantly says, "O.K. Johnny what is your four syllable word?" Johnny proudly says, "Mas...tur...ba...tion." Shocked, the teacher, trying to retain her composure says, "Wow, Johnny. Four syllables! That's certainly is a mouthful."

The System Sucks
i was in foster care for 18 years of which i was not prepared for anything except failure. Most the homes i was placed in were terrible to say the least. Why do we still allow ourselves to subject the future to such a heinous atmosphere? and what steps can we take to change this?

All About Me
Hey I'm new here so its going to take a awhile to get used to everything, Heres a little about me I'm happily married to my wonderful husband this year is out tenth year wedding annivesary!! I'm so excited, I have 2 great kids and 2 crazy dogs, My likes are scarey movies, taking pictures, long walks, being with my family and friends and just enjoying life. My dislikes are dirty dishes, rude people, and bills lol. I'm pretty laid back and happy go lucky most of the time but I do have a temper :)

My Kids
when my kids leav on sundy i feel so bad for them cause i know that yhay have noideal what is going on. it hurts me every time i watch them leave.i dont think that it will ever get better just easyer to deal with.oh well i just nned to get that out and take a min to fine my place in this world.

Freinds
Are you tired of all those sissy, mushy "friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship! 1. When you are sad, ...I will get you drunk and will help you plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue, ...I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile =), ...I'll know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared, ...I will rag you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, ...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused, ...I will use little words to explain. 7. When you are sick, ...stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall, ...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. Remember: A friend will help you move. A really good friend will help you move a bod

Why????
2 weeks ago one mf my wrestlers was shot and killed by his stepbrother. His stepbrother was wearing gloves and kicked the shells under the bed and wouldnt call 911 but claimed itas an accident. The gun was used in a double homicide two weeks prior. I was close to Mikey, And i took it hard. His mom came ot me and hugged me, and told me i was the best that ever came from the high school and it was mikey's dream to be better then me. How do you take a comment like that? Ive certainly been as far as i could go and i cant compete anymore because of head imjuries but that totally tripped me out worse then i thought it would. But this gets worse. You see ive been under soo much stress with school work life many many many bad things going on in my life that i went into a major depression. And honestly i was harboing certain thoughts. You whatt im talking about. Im angry with mike. I feel id be dishonset to him if i did what i had been thinking about. This is constantly in my head and its leavi

Military Life
I use not even care about the military and didn't understand any of it. But I just got married to the greatest guy in the world and was still young. I mean me and my husband almost got a divorce because of all our fights we had bec I couldn't stand him being gone all the time. Fortunately he is a very loving man and actually understood my side. Then he got orders to go to Korea yet again and I was so upset and pissed bec he just came back from there. UGH!! Well I will tell you from what I have learned it will make you or break you. It will make either very stong and just wait forever for your spouse to come back home to you or it will make you go insane and feel that you would rather be with someone else that doesn't have a traveling job. I feel there are so many women that can't handle there husband being gone and that is totally understandable but is it enough to go out and cheat on him knowing that he is the love of your life and the father of your kids..not that wise people. I know

Braveheart Or Robin Hood? - Part I
To draw a comparison again with the film 'Braveheart' and James Mackay's research, from which most of this information is gathered, we can safely point out that the movie displays a man that rose from a common farmers son to become one of the Guardians of Scotland within a very short period of time. The battle of Stirling Bridge, the sacking of York, the battle of Falkirk and William's execution all took place over a period of 8 years. We know that he was captured and executed in 1305, this would make William 33 years of age. The victory at Stirling bridge was in 1297, from there he invaded England and sacked many towns and fortified castles. 1298 saw his defeat and betrayal at Falkirk but he wasn't captured until 1305. This leaves us with two blank spaces to be filled. The later being the 7 year period between his betrayal and his execution (which we will refer to in the final pages), and also the period between the incident at Irvine when he was 20 and his rise to become the le

6 Weird Habits About Me
1.when im really tired, i laugh a lot. 2.i love to sing, so i sing every where i go. 3. i need a fan on to go to sleep. 4.i need to shave my legs every other day, i hate it when my legs feel rough. 5.im obsessed with usher, he is so sexy. 6. i put on lips gloss on every where i go. Each player in this game starts wit 6 weird things or habits about themselves.People who r tagged should write a blog wit their own 6 weird habbits,and statew this rule clearly.Choose 6 people to be tagged list their names ,leave thema comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details.its fun I choose to tag Dr. West,kool j, what's really good, speakupiwannknowifyoucankeepup,da tekas pussy beater and girbaud

Special Offer
OK here is the drill! I am making an offer to all of my online friends to be in the picture with me, all you need to do is to send me a clear picture of yourself (preferably a high resolution picture) with as few background objects as possible (preferably a clear background) and I will do the best I can to make it a reality. So, if you would like to take a ride with "The Portly Pimp in his Pink Cadillac" just click here and I will do it for you. Anyhow this is your chance to be able to tell all of your friends and neighbors "Hey I took a ride with 'The Portly Pimp' in his Pink Cadillac" and you will have proof of it to show them.

So Now
that I have my claning almost done! I cant seem to get myslef to hang the clothes up(lol) Almost I am almost done than I can relax! I still cant seem to get the kids Motivated yet! They wont get off the computer(lol) not that I am making them cause they are all getting along great at the moment! any who! Just felt like blogging nothing!

100 Things About Me (another Survey)
1.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? Is it bad when I don't remember? Actually, it was at the Casino A Carona and a Strawberry Daquari 2. Do you follow college football? um no 3. How many miles does your car have on it? I don't have a car :( 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message? um....Josmar. 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? like a week ago. 6. Are you happy? Fuck no, but then again ask me how my life is going. 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Your funny, I don't have any money right now, but soon 8. How do you feel about your hair? I need to dye it badly 9. Where do you work? So you can stalk me? Hahahaha. I'm a Pharmacy Technican, and that is all you need to know. 10. Last thing you ate? Beef Jerky and Pizza. shut up. 11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? Very much so 12. Last time you smoked a cigarette? when I was 18 13. Do you have any expensive jewelry? define expensive 4. AIM

Out Of Place
It was a new year at school this guys names Joey who was about 6'0 220lbs dark chocolate skin brown eyes clean shaven all over firm ass strong arms a 8.5 inch dick with a thick shaft that is 5 to 6 inches thick. He was walking down the hallway when we bumped into a cheerleader names Jane who was 5'10 mixed long hair nice ass nice size chest long legs completely shaven all over.They helped each other pick up each others books.They decided to meet up during their breaks from class. Once they both had a break they sat close to the window as they start talking about their majors, life stories, and so forth.Once their break was over they exchanged to meet up later on in the evening. When they both got out of class and arrived back at their places she decided to call him and see what they wanted to do. He suggested that they go to a poetry reading and a long walk afterwards. She said she was going to wear a skirt outfit that was blue along with a blue top and a blue jacket with blue closed

Stuff
So first off i want to say that my Buffalo Sabres are the bestest and are going to take the cup this year =P haha and ya. =D wow sorry for not being on here too much. life is busy as always, and its hard for me to keep up with everyone that is on my friends list and who is leaving me comments. So if it take me a while to get back to you, don't be offended =P its me not you. haha So things are good...classes are going well and so is work. my arm is killing me though cause i helped unload a freight truck at 7 this morning and there was 3500 boxes and only 4 people there to help...so i lifted way to many boxes. lol This weekend im just working prolly friday, satruday and sunday. Im going to a halloween party on friday night..and on saturday night...haha should prove to be a good time. anywhose...tty all later

Download These!
Songs That Make Me Want To Dance (no club required!): 1. "More, More, More pt1" -Andrea True Connection 2. "The Joker" -Steve Miller Band 3. "Gypsy" -Fleetwood Mac 4. "Here Come Your Man" -Pixies 5. "American Girl"/"Learning to Fly" -Tom Petty 6. "Theologians" -Wilco 7. "Easy Beat" -Dr. Dog 8. "Bull in the Heather" -Sonic Youth 9. "Fast As You Can" -Fiona Apple 10."Just Can't Get Enough" -Depeche Mode 11."Jane Says" -Jane's Addiction

Shattered
WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY MY HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN YET AGAIN. I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED IN MY LIFE IS DESTINED TO BE FUCKED UP OR JUST NOT COME TO FLUITION. I'LL ASK THIS QUESTION.....IF YOU SAY YOU LOVED A MAN FOR 7 YEARS HOW LONG WOULD IT TAKE YOU TO GET OVER THAT PERSON WHEN YOU BROKE UP? A DAY...A WEEK A MONTH? OR YOU COULD BE AHEAD OF THE GAME AND MEET SOEMONE BEFORE YOU BREAK UP WITH HIM. THAT WAY YOU ALWAYS HAVE SOMEONE WHILE THE OTHER PERSON IS LEFT ONCE AGAIN HOLDING THE SHATTERED PEICES OF HIS HEART IN HIS HAND. IM NOT SAYING I WAS AN ANGEL BECAUSE I HAD MY ONE MISTAKE IN THE PAST BUT I GUESS I NEVER COULD GET THAT MONKEY OFF MY BACK AND IT HAS COME TO BITE ME IN THE ASS. I DONT KNOW MAYBE I AM GETTING WHAT I DESERVE.....MAYBE I BROUGHT IT ALL ON MYSELF BY HOPING THINGS WOULD GET BETTER. BY DELUDING MYSELF INTO THINKING I WAS PART OF A FAMILY WHEN IN REALITY I WAS LIVIN IN MY OWN DREAM WORLD. THE WORLD I'VE WANTED ALL MY LIFE. DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE MY SISTER MY AUN

Lil Mix Drink For Yall
ok i was at this party last saturday night with some homies we were havin fun so my bro decided to make this drink him n a homeboy made up i dunno if any of y'all have tasted somethin like this but a get a 2 litter of mountian dew, half a bag of smarties and a fifth of everclear.... mix all that shit up inna milk jug shit or somethin shake it til all the smarties are gone, but jus warnin ya dont try n think your smarter then everyone else cause ya smashed the smarties if ya do that it will make it taste like shit! this shit will get ya FUCKED UP n it takes the kick of takin everclear straight

Another Star Tears Its Bright Heaven!
by Bryant H. McGill, May of 1996 Another star tears its bright heaven, Another dream so shining true, By the hand of God its home was given, Into the night’s heart this star he threw Another star tears its bright heaven, A Celestial beauty of wonder A vision in the night of the soul of dawn, The shards of one brilliance now asunder In the vault of heaven they shine, Like diamonds glistening bright Such as pinholes in the velvet-black curtains, Of the stage, of the play, of the night Our souls do shine like these stars, Some shine bright while some may not be seen Lost in the brightness of another's fury, As a tender dismal gleam Still they shine dim, Singing a whispered song, In tender lulls they whisper to the night, But burn twice as long, Another star tears its bright heaven, Another soul is born From this world we yearn for our home, For from the heavens our souls have been torn

Thats Me....lol Aries
LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their favorite color. They live to tease and torture...HEY...Somebody's gotta

Party
i got to see my bubby saturday it was cool hadnt seen him in awhile,, love that man lol didnt think he was comming out but he did. a friend got me up on the damn ramp to dance i could of killed her but then again i was drunk really didnt care. but glad she had a good time thats all that mattered.. well till next time all have a great night love to all

Taking One Step Back Down The Hill!!! Lol
I am dreading turning 41 next week... I like 40...39 was even better... so I think my b-day gift to me is to take one step back down the hill for just one day!!! lol Though maybe this next year will be better than last year...hmmm...it certainly could not get worse, well not much anyways. Thank goodness for a sense of humor to get me to this next step. I still hate the number 41 tho...lol. Acceptance is the key...omg screw that...I am young at heart lol, and will always be young in my mind, even when everything else is falling apart and certain body parts start sagging to my knees, and the dye jobs no longer can cover the gray, and geritol becomes a necessity along with hormones to deal with hotflashes... omg Thank God I am not to that yet!!! I so want to go back down the hill...crie!!! =/

Why Do I Do It
Why do I let him come around and call. Try to be friends with him. We'll never get back toegther and im not over him enough to be happy for him and his fucking slut, Everytime i see him or hear his voice or even think about him it feels like someone took a sword and cut out my heart and soul and shit on it. why wont he let me move on he has. but i cant thats not far. As of now im over it. fuck him theyre better guys out therre who can appreciate a woman of fire a woman of passion and dedication.

Meh
Going back to my first blog, i have decided for sure that there isn't a real point to this place, noone talks to you, they just want you to rate them for their points, I thought this mighta been a socail site or something.. Not really. After their done getting yer points they couldn't give a shit about you.

The Shit List
The Shit List Sometimes when shit happens, you want to be able to articulate the experience more than just you've, taken a shit. Here are some shit definitions to help you explain the situation better to your friends and family... Ghost Shit You know you've shit. There's shit on the toilet paper, but no shit in the bowl. Teflon Coated Shit Comes out so slick, clean and easy that you don't feel it. No traces of shit on the toilet paper, you have to look in the bowl to be sure you did it! Gooey Shit This has the consistency of hot tar. You wipe your arse 12 times and it still doesn't come clean. You end up putting toilet paper in your underwear so you don't stain it. This shit leaves permanent skid marks in the toilet. Second Thought Shit You're all done wiping your arse and you're about to stand up when you realize it.....you've got some more. Pop a Vein in Your Forehead Shit This kind is the kind of shit that killed Elvis. It doesn't come until you're a

Cabbie And Nun
A cabbie picks up a nun. She gets into the cab, and notices that the very handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: "I have a question to ask you, but I don't want to offend you" She answers, "My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that would find offensive." He replies "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: No.1, you have to be single and No. 2, you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic!" "OK" the nun says "Pull into the next alley." The nun fulfills the cab driver's fantasy with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," said the nun, why are

Liberty
I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1..) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those 'good ole boys,' We will never "interfere" again. 2..) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3..) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be gathered up and deported immediately, regardless of who or where they are.. They're illegal!!! France will welcome them. 4.) All future visitors will be thoroughly checked and limited to 90 days unless given a special permit!!!!!!!!

::just A Girl::
I'm just a girl who dreams all day and all night I'm just a girl who wants to smile and mean it I'm just a girl who's been hurt so many times that you can't touch me you can't touch my dreams and you can't touch this smile

.....episode 2a,memories
"As soon as she was gone, I told the maid I would go up and lie down on our lodger's bed, mine not being made, with a charge to her at the same time not to disturb me, as it was only rest I wanted. This injunction probably prov'd of eminent service to me. As soon as I was got into the bed- chamber, I unlaced my stays, and threw myself on the outside of the bed-cloaths, in all the loosest undress. Here I gave myself up to the old insipid privy shifts of my self-viewing, self-touching, self-enjoying, in fine, to all the means of self-knowledge I could devise, in search of the pleasure that fled before me, and tantalized with that unknown something that was out of my reach; thus all only serv'd to enflame myself, and to provoke violently my desires, whilst the one thing needful to their satisfaction was not at hand, and I could have bit my fingers, for representing it so ill. After then wearying and fatiguing myself with grasping shadows, whilst that most sensible part

Alexziq On Comic Books
Alexziq on Comic Books Category: Life Comic books shaped my life, It may sound crazy to some but its true. I grew up in a single parent home passed back and forth between my Mother and Grandmother, comics were a source of moral fabric in the early developement of my life that I am forever in the gratitude of. They taught me how to be a good person without being a conservative Nazi. Batman and Captain America taught me how to survive through pain when the odds are stacked against you. X-Men taught me tolerance and acceptance of others, while giving hope to myself and others who are differant themselves. Over the years I would come to grow into a young Punk Rock kid. Books began to come out like the Dark Knight Returns, Watchman, Miracle Man, Swampthing, and the Crow. These adult oriented books would ensure that I would continue to love comics through out the years to come. These stories tackled issues of emotion, political corruption, goverment, and the harsh cruelties of the de

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Life it seems, will fade away Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things are not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this cant be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now hes gone No one but me can save myself, but its too late Now I cant think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

Their Choice
Dressed all in white An angel of the night Shrouded in darkness, hidden from daylight She keeps her beauty out of sight Hiding from the monsters in the shadows She watches chaos atop the gallows Where Love and Hope hang Excecuted there by Rage and Pain Rage, Pain and Anger her only companions All happiness deserted her for champions She's so lonely and afraid Her goals in life seem to fade And so she walks, sliently While she dreams, violently Alone in her world of hate She ponders her unknown fate In this world of chaos everything to her is lost Angels hear her cry and rescue her from certain demise No longer an angel of the night No longer to whisper with the shadows and sigh She sings joyously on high With her new friends of the light. who says darkness had to be evil who says darkness as to mean satan who says one can not come to the darkness to find one self i have been a shepard of the darkness for very long time

Old Writings
I try to hide myself inside, Who I am, my senses, my pride. But I cannot stay here anymore, I need to scream and break down the door. I need to find myself in me, I need to recognize and breathe. I cannot feel me anywhere, I need to know myself and care. These scars these wrinkles and marks are mine, But where they come from I cannot find. When I talk this whisper comes out, When all I want to do is shout. I need to find myself in me, I need to recognize and breathe. I cannot feel me anywhere, I need to know myself and care.

When Bad Goes To Worse
Started out with a simple problem and then it has just gotten worse. Started in October when my computer crashed and hard drive was fried, no more contact with the ones I love and no more Cherrytap. No biggie started working nights in a factory to save up and just when I'm short of coming up with the money to move the Washington the factory closes down and I loose my wallet with everything. So here it goes with the computer fixed now and the holiday season around I'm here stressing out and about to fight to work my arse off. Washington or bust.

Guess I Should Have Known
I GUESS YOU JUST DON’T KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS I CANNOT THINK YOU KNOW AND JUST DON’T CARE DESTINY PROVIDES ONE’S JUST DESERTS BY TURNING OUT ONE JUST AS WOULD BE FAIR JUST AS A CHILD LEARNS TO IT DELIGHT THAT LYING SETS ONE FABULOUSLY FREE SO YOU SAY, “LOVE” TO GET THE RAPTURE RIGHT GETTING SO THE MOST YOU CAN FROM ME AND THEN, OF COURSE, YOU TIRE OF YOUR PLEASURE AS THOSE WHO SEEK PLEASURE OFTEN DO AND SACRIFICE BY FAR THE GREATER TREASURE UPON THE ALTAR WHERE YOU WORSHIP YOU JUSTICE WOULD DEMAND YOU BE THE FOOL BUT YOU ARE FAR MORE IGORANT THAN CRUEL

Check Out My Stuff
got lots of friends, but not many of you seem to be checking out my stuff. look through my pics, if you like rate/comment up :-) I'm here to meet new people, and never sure who really wants to chat unless you lemme know ;-)

Truth About Cartoons
Merry licked a little trip then she done some pot earlier that day she knew she had some sheep but were they where she forgot Alice came down from wonderland she was baked of her tits Peter pan was all over her giving merry the fucken shits Peter Pan being who he was chill Merry I got what you need lets turn that frown upside down Lets cut up this speed Alice pashed into Merry girl on girl action was on for tonight Peter sat with his doped out smile thats it ladies lets make love let us not fight Charlie Brown and the gang bashed the door they heard a part was about to start Snoopy through Peter some heroin that would paralyze your heart Peter grabs the needle Yo Snoopy this better be a clean fit you know it is Peter know need to trip you know I got the best shit Alice decides to hook up with Charlie all Alice wants is a good fuck Merry was all over Snoopy's dick Peter was shit out of luck Mickey and Mini show up late sorry Mini wanted me to

Trapt
In a room With no way out No window or door That I have found. Stuck in here No candle, no light Left alone With only my fright. I see nothing Hear only breath Feel emotions Hear only death. Dreaming maybe? Waking, asleep Walking, running Alone I weep. Finally waking From my nightmares Was it real? Was it? Yeah I know I write some dark shit, but I'm really not feeling that way. A little down, maybe...

Whats Going On With Steven
Ok so I retract my previous blog about Steven which was on myspace. He is not an abusive man and I only post blogs when I'm pissed at something or him or bored so sorry to anyone i've misled or made them think less of him... he is a great man and has always been there for me and always will be. We are now broken up and decided to be friends and date other people which hurts a lot but I love him and my main concern is his happiness which I can't give him. So yeah, shit sucks right now but I'm not sad about it. I have accapted this and this is just how it is. True love is wanting that person to be happy, even if it tears you apart. So thats whats up.

Studio Time
Well I went back to the studio today now that the holidays are over and I had time to take a break from recording and writing for the new album. Started working on a new song today because I was inspired by someone to write this. I am truly blessed to have met this person here for she has filled the void in my heart. Friends? yes. the future who knows. But now its time to get back to the recording now. Also I'll be getting that east coast tour planning started by the end of the month. Looking forward to meeting some of you on that end of the world. Thank you for the requests to play in that area so I'll be talking with my manager to see about getting some shows there and if time stop and visit instead of just doing a gig then heading out to the next town/state. either way it will be fun and kick ass to be back on the road once again!!!! so if wish for me to come tear your town up, then let me know so I can get the stuff in order with my manager.... Until then I'll see you on the

Cruel World
well it sure is a cruel world we're livin in people. when u can have suttin that is so good and piss it away u know u've fucked up royally. i'll never forgive myself. i've given up my soulmate because i was stupid enough to believe dumb bitches. chris chris when are u gunna fuckin learn kid. damn. i will never forgive myself

Insight
A LONG DEEP BREATH ANOTHER, ANOTHER, STILL---INTERUPTIONS BEADED SWEAT, AMOUROUS AROUSAL, SALIVATING BUDS ANOTHER ANOTHER STILL---ODIOUS IMAGES, BEADED SWEAT, SOFT GENTLE AROMA ANOTHER ANOTHER FOCUS! CENTER! A WORD, A PHRASE PEACE ANOTHER PEACE PE... SASHAYING WOMEN, BEADED SWEA- PEACE - PEACE P E A C E P E A C E P E (empty,vaccuum,floating,euphoric peacefulness, centered,---ensconced in the OTHER-- grasp) it SALIVATING BUDS, AMOUROUS AROUSAL, BEADED SWEAT ANOTHER ANOTHER UNGRASPABLE WIND DISAPPEARING CELTIC CHARMS (IMPITUS CONFRACTUS)

Aint It True!
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile. If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or u will have bad sex.

Fuck Love
I'm tired of heartbreak. I'm tired of watching friends and people I care about be hurt. I'm tired of all the bullshit that seems to come along with relationships. I'm fucking tired of all of this relational bullshit. I think it's time for me to become a hermit

Observations On Pain!
How curious that I was once considered an "expert" in pain relief. Physical pain, primarily severe chronic pain, as opposed to severe acute pain! If you need an explanation of the difference, PM me! I mainly dealt with the severe chronic pain of cancer patients, either the pain of their disease process or the painful side effects of treatment. I was good at knowing what to do, what to ask for, to best relieve their pain. How amusing to think of that now! Emotional pain is much more difficult to deal with, much harder to relieve. I have stated before that pain is an excellent tool for focus. You can zero right in on it! The more pain, the better the focus! Enter painful processing, the Miracle Grow for individuals on the fast track to spiritual growth! Apparently, there is a schedule to be met for I am being flogged from one learning experience to the next! Nice visual! (Don't call me; I'll call you!?)May I have some breathing space here? Ah, yes! Back to pain. I have always

You Lied To Me!!!!!
Why did you lie to me? Please, tell me, Do you even have the slightest clue Of what you did to my heart By telling me just this one lie... If you lied to me about this one thing What makes you think im goin to trust you It was not just a simple lie It was about US I thought you would never lie to me my heart feels like it's shattered, broken in every way, remember when you said 'I love you' Did you lie to me about that too? i feel it is real but what if it is just a lie? like everyone else they have had to lie to me.. Thought you were different but now im Hurt.. I cant even look at you... Even tho i LOVE YOU , the fact is you still Lied jUST TELL ME why? kHRISTINAfaye marie 2006

Lies
Why is it that people feel that they must say things to make someone happy- even when it isn't what they feel? Seriously, I don't lie to people, if I don't want to talk to you I will tell you so, and I am not going to pull punches if you ask me a question. I don't understand the reasoning behind lying like that can anyone explain it to me?

George
silver grey shimmered in the sun the old man laughing as the warmth kisses his skin he remembers what it was to be young, again. his ears seem to hear every single sound out here yet back inside, he can never hear those pesky nurses; someone calls his name- it's her. she was the one back then. so beautiful. he remembers meeting down at smiths pond, behind the railroad tracks. that's where he received the best gift of his life; her kisses were like honeysuckle to his tongue. but she's gone now, passed away a few years ago, it was just her time. he never did get to say goodbye. laughter- who's that laughing? oh, it was just jane and michael. there was so much wonderment in watching his two children grow up- but reality is harsh when you haven't seen either of them in atleast five years. a sadness overcomes his mind. why is he here? stuck at this place where no one comes to see him but the blue birds on a warm sunday morning. he missed his wife. she was his best

A True American Hero
This is an excerpt from a Fallen American Soldier from my Home Area, Keizer, Oregon. He Sent this email to his freinds and family on Oct. 13, 2006. "I know that you all are in the right place this weekend. I miss you guys so much, I love being around you all, it makes the world seem like a better place. I wish I could be there but as you know I'm in Baghdad, Iraq right now, as you read this myself and gellow blue spaders of Charlie Comapny 1/26 infantry are protecting and serving our nation and keeping the freedom that every American has. We all would like to say thank you for supporting the troops, without you guys it would make our jobs harder, so I want to say thanks for all the prayers and support. If I have learned one thing well lets face it I have learned a lot but this is what I have to say... you never know how much time on Gods great planet that you really do have. So don't waste time, if you want something you have to seize the moment. I have learned that these people

She Walks
She walks along this lonely street no one to dry her tears massage her tired feet or calm ever present fears Seeing life through tainted heart making everything gray Alone, her life, anew to start Always searching for a way But life goes on no matter what That fact she cannot quell Memories ne'er to be forgot Within her heart they dwell So she keeps walking this lonely street Keeps searching to find her way Every night she lies down to sleep And prays tomorrow's a better day

Happy Valentine's Day!
I figured this would probably reach all my real Friends on here easier than posting a Bulletin for everyone... But since NO Blog of mine is complete without a Rant of some sort :P I've just been going through, doing some rating for my Friends. And I have to ask.. Are ANY of the men on this site besides me ( And most likely Drunkard) actually getting Laid? I mean come ON now.. LOL. A woman shows a bit of cleavage - It's like a feeding frenzy of humorous (to ME at least) comments.. "ooh, I like that", "ooh, I'd hit that" - And others not so nice.. It's hilarious that Guys actually think that these comments are going to magically make a woman jump through the computer screen... I bet they even think such witty repartee is going to make the women leaves their Boyfriends and husbands too! Thank goodness is all I say. I am SO glad my though process starts in my BRAIN, and not significantly lower... :)

Allow Me To Explain Myself...
yesterday... february fourteenth... two thousand seven. also known as this robots manufacture date. i wake up... unplug myself from the wall and throw on a pair of jeans. it's freezing! i yawn... take a look out the window... and notice that the weather is not so good. shit weather... on my birthday? NEVER ::chortle:: i throw on a trogdor hoody (burninating EVERYTHING) and run downstairs. no time for coffee... gotta take chris and dad to work... i need the vehicle today. boots... hmm... ::thinks:: boots... where are they? jackpot. i throw on my boots... grab a scarf and a pair of gloves and i'm out the door. "CHRIS! grab my cigarettes! and don't forget to close both doors!" i get in the van... mmm... it's warm. dad and chris pile in... dad in the back... chris in the passanger seat... me driving... chris is fucking with the radio... "TURN IT BACK TO G ROCK! i'm driving... it's my say" i look at the clock... it's quarter to nine

My Life
moments seem to creep by shadows appear memory fades except for the fears mined from the depths of some faraway tome made real by delusions home all alone voices surround you who to believe someone is lying they want to deceive further and further your mind runs away leaving scraps full of memories to fill up your day the sun shines brightly yet clouds could bring rain if only you knew but you do, your insane except for the pills that cloud your mind but when you close your eyes tis rain you do find so you smile.....

Jelousy
Well, what a week! Not much to say except it really really sucks. I am jealous of time a certain someone spends with others. I know jealousy is terrible and I shouldn't do it. Funny thing, I was never jealous when I was married, but he destroyed my self-confidence over 11 years I have never been a jealous person and I hate the way it makes me feel. I feel whiney, bitchy and I don't even want to be around myself so can't figure out why I would want to make the people I care about suffer. I know I will get in trouble for not talking to this person, but I have a hard time communicating my feelings, most of the time it is just easier to bury them under myself. Besides how do you tell someone u care about u r jealous, when u shouldn't be in the first place. I just think if he knows what a problem I am he will leave me. Oh well, guess I just got to learn to get it under control or something. Any suggestions? I would really appreciate the help

Six!
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. "I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with a big smile and lovingly as

10 Rules For Cybersex
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

Concentrated Crazy
Ok i fucking accidently deleted the first one. Anyway I just wanted to say that this area, the blog area is my place for my extra concentrated crazy. I may be in the mood for Lord Byron most especially "when we to parted" which is my favorite, other poets or String Theory M etc. But in general whatever is running through my mind at the moment I would love to share with everyone and at the same time keep in mind that each thing appeals to different people. But what I am getting at here is that I understand that it is crazy and unorganized and I personally like it that way, so far I have had no complaints probably out of people being polite but no matter please enjoy my craziness, I am weird and I intend to continue with this. I just wanted to give an explanation. To those who read, rate, or comment on my blogs I appreciate your support and I will keep them coming. Love Jami

She Know Who She Is!!!!!
She only your friend when she wants something, She 5 different people in one. Never tells the truth. Stabes people in the back. A messes up people cherrytap pages! And she's the biggest leach you will every meet. ALL I CAN SAY TO HER IS, YOU JUST WANT TO BE ME!!! BUT YOUR NOT!

My Sexual Zodiac
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Thoughts
Just Love Me Tonight by Mike Hernandez I want to melt in your arms, As you hold me close and tight. Make all my dreams come true, I want all of you tonight. I want to feel your touch, As I lay here next to you. Feel my passion rise and rise, As you do the things you do. So lay here beside me, It's been way to long. Lets turn out the lights, And turn each other on. I want to cuddle with you, Lay in your arm just right. You're all I'll ever need. Darling, just love me tonight.

Dirty Oldmen
Gawd I am so sick of hearing this from you young little tiny bops.....yes there are so sick bastards out there...but not all of us want to see your naked little ass...sure you will show it to someone that post a picture with 6 pack abs....but you think they are sexy.....I laugh at you....what makes you think they are what they are......I tell you up front I am 50....I did more 18 year olds than I am old....I dont want you...you have no experience you have no idea what to do.....so enough of that.....if I drop by your site and rate you and leave you a comment it is just that......get over your little young ass and take a compliment.....I still dont want you.... I do this as a favor to you....you get the points....if you want to say hi back and leave me a vote...its a vote on my site not on me.....gawd I just want to sat get the heck over yourself....cause guess what in a few years you will be here....and by the way guess who started this whole internet thing so you little bitches can po

Gah!!
Goofed. Thought some images were permanently destroyed (I think some may have been, others were temporarily unavailable and flickered on and off.) Won't be in such a hurry to delete them, though I am now more willing to upload whole pages rather than crops as when I began trying out w/music files back in July. (And thanks!!)

!!!!! Virus!!!!!!!
if someone by the name of undretakeker_blackthunder wants to add you to their list DO NOT ACCEPT IT!!! ITS A VIRUS !!! tell every one on your list b/c if somebody on you list adds them you will get it too. it is a early killer and a very horrible virus. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO EVERYONE on your list. right click on the group name of your buddies list and click send message to all. copy and paste this message....PLEASE COPY/PASTE AND REPORT ANY CONTACT FROM THIS PERSON AS SOON POSSIBLE TO YOUR INTERNET PROVIDER OR LOCAL F.B.I. OFFICE..... (repost of original by 'Drkangel6 need down time luv ya gang be back later' on '2007-03-18 10:42:45') (repost of original by 'Sora' on '2007-03-18 10:56:33') (repost of original by 'Twiztid Juggalo 2Dope CT Husband To Twiztit' on '2007-03-18 11:36:32') (repost of original by 'NORMA JEAN MEMBER # 33 OF THE BOMB SQUAD' on '2007-03-18 13:53:11') (repost of original by 'whiteangel2229,lifehubbygranadaghia75,CTWIFEofDixieDarlinfamilymemberof GIT-R-DO

.. And
Whats with all you females using everyone else's pics as your own???? WHO CARES IF YOU WERE BORN UGLY... I CERTAINLY DONT I'm ugly... WHATEVER!! I still post a dozen pics of myself on every site I join... Never would I ever think of posting someone else, just cause I "wished" I looked like them BE HAPPY WITH YOURSELF.. .And, if your not, then let it be known, and others will be there to support you! To die being ashamed of oneself, is to die in Hell Isn't that so true?

Words
Watch your thoughts; they become your words. Watch your words; they become your actions. Watch your actions; they become your habits. Watch your habits; they become your character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny

Life
Life Life is beauty; appreciate it. Life is a dream; realize it. Life is a challenge; meet it. Life is a duty; complete it. Life is a game; play it. Life is a sorrow; feel it. Life is a song; sing it. Life is a struggle; accept it. Life is an adventure; risk it. Life is luck; make it. Life is a puzzle; solve it. Life is opportunity; take it. Life is a mission; fulfill it. Life is life; live it! May you all live life to the fullest

Myaskovsky
http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio3/cotw/pip/idqrg/ It's appropriate that BBC Radio 3's Composer of the Week tribute to Nikolai Myaskovsky and Nikolai Roslavets should conclude have concluded, back on March 30th, with one of Rostropovich's recordings of Myaskovsky's possibly best-known work- his cello concerto in C minor from 1944. I like the coincidence especially since it was hearing this work, and maybe this recording, twice in a two (one?)-year period, once in my first year of college and once when visiting Hampshire College, that got me interested in this composer, this teacher of many, and friend/fellow-student-of-Prokofiev...

Falling Apart
Today I as late for work...A coworker came over to see if I was still alive. The pain that tears my heart affects me in so many other ways. My body hurt, my stomach hurts, its impossible to fall asleep. Once my body shuts down it doesnt want to restart. I appreciate the people around me who support me. I am sorry I let them down. For now I have to heal me. To Find a spot where I can be. Im not normally the kind of person to let people down. Always on track always responsible. I do whats right becasue it makes me happy. It hurts that I cant maintain even the simplist of life. I fail to maintain stability. Im not good at being weak. I need to put my life together. Before it ends.

The Four Winds
I was asked for a map of the four winds. I looked up in horror as I realized that I had lost my way. The gathering storm. Whispering to me of my neglect, I chase after the last gust of wind, weeping for my loss. amamwitch/2007 www.hostdrjack.com

I Just Need To Vent
I JUST GOT HOME FROM WORK , WHEN I WENT ON MY LAST BREAK AT 915 PM I NOTICED SOMETHING AS I WAS SITTING OUTSIDE SMOKING ...........MY TRUCK WAS ALL DENTED AND SCRATCHED , I DONT KNOW WHO DID IT , HAVE NO CLUE , CALLED THE COPS MADE A REPORT ....BITCHED SCREAMED AND BITCHED A WHOLE LOT MORE , THERE IS A BULLET MARK IN THE WINDSHIELD , MY TAIL LIGHT IS BUSTED 2 CRACKS IN MY REAR DRIVERS SIDE WINDOW , AND VARIOUS PUNCTURES, AND DENT MARKS AND SCRATCHES ALL OVER THE ENTIRE PASSENGER SIDE...THE COP ASKED ME IF THERE WAS ANYONE I HAD PISSED OFF RECENTLY BLAH BLAH BLAH ..HE SAID MIGHT OF BEEN A KID .... ANYWAYS WHEN I FIND OUT WHO DID IT OR IF I THINK THEY DID I AM GONNA PAINT THE PAVEMENT WITH THEIR ASS SO BECAUSE OF SOMEONES ANGER OR STUPIDITY I NOW HAVE TO GET THE DAMN THING FIXED ... BIG DEAL I GOT INSURANCE ,,BUT WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH PPL TODAY FUCKING UP SHIT INSTEAD OF BEING MAN OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO PUT IT ON THE TABLE AND TALK ABOUT IT OR BEAT THE HELL OUT OF EACH OTHER!!!!OK NOW I AM D

45 Of The Most Random Things You Probably Never Needed To Know About Someone"
45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someone" 45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someonewhats your name spelt backwards?:arual retslliacm What did you do last night?:stressed over surgery, watched news about Virginia Tech The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:Media player 11 Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:yep Last time you swam in a pool?:last summer What are you wearing?:nada How many cars have you owned?:9 Type of music you dislike most?:cRap Are you registered to vote?:yes Do you have cable?:no What kind of computer do you use?:pc Ever made a prank phone call?:yes You like anyone right now?:I loves e'eryone Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?:Hell no! Furthest place you ever traveled?:Germany What's your favorite comic strip?:Family circus Do u know all the words to the national anthem?:Sure do Shower, morning or night?:whenever Best movie you've seen in the past month?:Hog Wild Favorite pi

Bondage
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Story of O yeah! My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Knowledge You scored higher than 99% on InterestLink: The Bondage Test written by MsFrisby on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

So Alone
MY HEART HURTS I FEEL SO ALONE SO UNWANTED TIRED OF ALL THE GAMES WILL I EVER FIND MY LOVE SOMEONE WHO CAN APPRECIATE ME LOVE ME FOR ME SOMEONE WHO WANTS ONLY ME SOMEONE WHO KNOWS THAT I AM WORTH COMIN AFTER SOMEONE WITH A GOOD HEART SOMEONE WITH A SENSE OF HUMOR SOMEONE LOYAL AND HONEST SOMEONE WHO CAN EXCITE ME MENTALLY AS WELL AS SEXUALLY IS HE OUT THERE WHERE IS HE I FEEL SO ALONE

Online Friends
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens ,We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In PMs(IMs) we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the 'puter, and to those we can trust.

Another Chance To Watch...
If you missed the live broadcast on Sunday, you can still catch it tonight at: 8:30 PM PST Click Here To Watch!!! It starts at 8:30 PM... if you see me once continue watching because I will be singing before AND after the Competition! You can also use the chat room to request me again! Thanks for your support! Also, if you see me there, leave me a comment and I will reply tomorrow... ;) Take care and May all your dreams and wishes come true!!! ~Sarah Marie Klee

You Are
YOU ARE You are the sun That brings me light You are the one Who takes away my fright. When I fall You pick me up Wherever I go You bring me luck. You're not a dream You?re my dream come true And that?s why I'll always Be loving you.

Beautiful Eyes, Beautiful Face
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever.

Love ??
"A great person once told me that the word "Love" gets thrown around too much. You know when you're in love with a person when they fill your thoughts through the day and they are in your dreams through the night. You know you're in love with someone when they become a part of you, a part which you can't imagine your life without. This is the way I feel, this is Love."

Random Shit
well in my last blog i was mad ,hurt, and few other emotions ill leave out of this one. today tho i feel like the loneliest person in the world. its like the world done past me by. my friends have lives. my enemy have even stopped bothering me. lol. damn this sucks. im so alone. tears stain my pillows, and sadness awaits me every morning. makes me wander wtf am i getting up for. to just sit and stare at the damn walls all day. man just once id like a dropbye, a call just to say hi, a i love u, or anything, im so alone, why? what have i done so wrong that god looks down and says here jer, take a little more u can handle it. but to tell u the truth i dont know if i can. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. im so alone. well im out. like anyone cares noone will read it anyway.

Stupid People
I HATE STUPID PEOPLE. Many may frown upon that sudden and maddening statement, but it's the damn truth. I don't know why, but I suppose since I have the uncanny habit of analyzing people's habits, speech patterns, etc., I've always found 1 fascinating part of human nature disgusting. Stupidity. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate people who have learning impediments, mental retardation, or other chronic mental states. It isn't their fault and I wish all the luck to them in their future. What really makes my blood boil to a near 212 degrees Farenheit are truly STUPID people. Let me explain. Emo kids who over-exaggerate their problems (problems that come along with adolescence) and claim that their life is a black void of nothingness simply to gain the apathy and sympathy of others are a prime example of people I like to identify as STUPID. People who blurt things out without measuring the consequences of their actions and with no regard to the feelings of others are ST

She Had Left Me No Choice But For Me To Go Home And Fuck My Wife... (weekend In Review)
so as i havent blogged in a few days... here's my past few drunken blundering days in a recap...friday I was supposed to go meet up with a friend in new philadelphia to catch Hostle 2 and just drink too much jager until i fell down and she made fun of me for being a cheap date... however as that didnt happen I called up Jamie Mayhem (not the same Mayhem from the Chaoschicks site with the mohawk... who's first name is also jamie actually heh) and we ended up meeting at spitfire... I got there early and was instantly harassed by some chick that tattoos from her house and was trying to get me to call her about getting some ink done... not really into her delivery or conversation I kind of just sat there trying to seem disinterested but she wasn't having it and asking me all sorts of questions and being too flirty/pervy for my tastes... i never learn that i shouldn't tell people i shoot porn in thinking its a fuck off response and they'll leave me alone... never works... just either brings

Self
When you get what you want in the struggle for self, and the world makes you king for a day, just take a good look in the mirror and see what That man has to say. He's the fellow to please, never mind all the rest, for he's with you clear up to the end, and you've passed your most dangerous difficult test if the Man in the Glass is your friend. For the world may think you're a straight-shooting chum and give you pats on the back as you pass, but your final reward will be heartache and tears if you've cheated the Man in the Glass. A. Anonymous

Sex
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Survey
ThAts So NaStyhow old were u when u lost your virginity?17 YRS OLDwhat is the name of your best sex partner ever?AS MUCH AS I WOULD LOVETO TELL..I JUST CANTwhere is your fantasy place to do it?IN THE RAINwere is the best place you have ever done it?MALLwhats the worst pick up line u ever heard?THAT I AM HOTTER THAN FISH GREASEwhats the worst pick up line u ever said?I DONT HAVER TO USE PICCK UP LINEES,LOLever recieved oral sex?LOLever given it?LOLslow and soft or fast and ruff?FAST AND RUFF fav topping to lick off your partner.....WHIP CREAMwhere were u at when u had the best sex u ever had?MY HOUSEfrom the front or the back????BACK

How To Deal With An Office Jerk
How to Deal With an Office Jerk by Robert M. Detman, Office life can have its ups and downs, but having to endure a jerk can make it miserable. Office jerks take on many forms, and thus require creative strategies for dealing with them. Handling Six Common Types The Loud Phone-Talker. "Obviously the first step is to pull them aside quietly and ask them to lower their voice when using the phone," says Julie Jansen, a career coach, consultant, and trainer. "If this doesn't stop them, you could dish out the same treatment and stand near their cube on your cell phone and talk loudly. Or you can hold up a sign that says, 'Please turn volume down.'" The Hang-Arounder. When confronting the co-worker who chronically lingers to chat when you are trying to make a deadline -- a subtle jerk, but a jerk nonetheless -- try standing up when they enter your office or cube. "The unspoken message of your body language will clearly tell him or her to keep it brief and head for the door," s

Worried, Scared And Confused
So last night while I was at work I get a text message from my baby sister telling me she needs to talk to me and to call her in the morning when I get off. So I call her this morning and she tells me that our mother found a lump in her breast and kept it secrect for a few months. She finally went to the doctor and they took some blood and are running tests. The doctor said he didnt think it was a swollen lymp node because if it was it would have went down in size, so I feel like he is leaning towards cancer. Now, I don't have a very good relationship with my mother. Hell, i dont have ANY kind of relationship with my mother. She watched as my father beat the hell out of me and my siblings. She sat and watched my father break my nose when I was 12 andtold me not to get blood on the carpet! She also knew my father was sexually abusing me but refused to do anything about it, saying I was making it up. I honestly dont know how to feel. I'm kinda numb, if that makes any sense at all.

Plz Read!!
Queen Street Mall on the 18th of November 2006 to share free hugs with the good people of Brisbane. We took the kids and some friends and were surprised at the great response and the love we got back. Research on depression shows that a minimum of 12 hugs a day is required for emotional health. Let's all go out and hug people, because hugs are free and when we give, we also receive! Read the full story at http://www.behappyinlife.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com *** SMILE REMEMBER SOMEONE IN THIS WORLD LOVES YOU EVEN WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE NO ONE ***

New Bomber Family Guidlelines (subject To Change)
I wanted to put this back on top so that all the members, new and old can read this... This is a bomber family of people dedicated to fairness and equality. We will accept you as a member if you are serious about helping others more than just getting help for yourself. You must be willing and available to participate on a regular basis or you will not get the help in return. Every family member will get equal help. No one member more than any other. You must be a member for 10 days before you can ask for help in a contest and can only have family help on ONE contest at a time. If you choose to enter multiple contests, you are on your own for all but one of them. If more than one family member is in a contest NO OFFICIAL help can come from the family, so it is better to check with me and let's make sure there is only one family member in any given contest to make sure we are effective at winning the ones we do enter. We bomb for contest that involve winning real priz

So Long For Now
I Just wanted to let everyone know that im leaving the net for a while. I'll be back but for now jsut leave a message for me and I'll get in touch w ya next time i'm on. I'll miss everyone. Lots of cherry Love Muuuah. Leah

*repost* How To Be A Better Lover, As Seen Through My Eyes.
I wrote this about three years ago....and have posted it numerous times, but its not in myblogs section, so i thought i would re-add it. Trust me....there are enough guys out there that need to read this. If you are a woman, and your man needs help, feel free to print it up, and hand your man a copy. Enjoy everyone. SIMPLE WAYS TO BECOME A BETTER LOVER 1) CREATIVITY - You should never be afraid of doing new things. Is your sex life predictable? Change it, and put some creativity into it. The way i see it, is that you should never know whats going to happen. Dont be afraid to venture outside the bedroom. Surely we can all agree that going to jail for the sake of "different" sex isnt really worth it, but being outdoors does have a certain appeal to it. I have found that garages work well, and if you have an enclosed back yard, that works just as well also. As simple as it is, sex in the shower is always a winner. When your partner is in there, just hop in and seduce him/her. I

I Think I Had A Seizure
I cant type it all out again im too tired, im going to copy and paste the events from a instant message with my boyfriend. FaerieLust (12:37:22 AM): when i fell i hurt my butt pretty bad, and ive got a scrape near my eye where i hit the wall on the way down FaerieLust (12:38:13 AM): We were in the bathroom, mom was checking a zit on my back and i just rememebr feeling dizy and then dreaming about SG1(we were watching it before hand) and hearing my mom call my name a bunch. I woke up face down on the bathroom floor FaerieLust (12:39:15 AM): She said i fell backwards and my eyes were open but she said my pupils were completely dialated, all she could see was black, and i was looking at her and i couldnt breathe, and she said i looked scared and had my hands in front of me like i thought she was going to hit me, and i wasnt responsive to her touch or voice FaerieLust (12:39:56 AM): and then i rolled over onto my stomach i guess and got really stiff and shook a few times, my eyes s

Like To Enter Contests But Never Win?
FU-Bombers@ fubar Here is the link to the bomber family page I started. If you want to be a part of it, check the page out, read the blog on the front main page and send a friend request to the page and put a little note in the friend request letting me know you are wanting to join the family and that it is not just a random friend request. If you have any questions please feel free to message me. -Peggy Sue FU-Bomber’s Owner & Founder FU-Bombers@ fubar

Fighting
My Husband and I are fighting...and here's why: Kevin and I always used to take showers together...I know it sounds creepy but thats what we did. Anyways, we separated in December and go tback together in February...and since then he hasnt wanted to have a shower with me and I know the reason why. It's because of all the weight I have gained, but he denies thats the reason. But it's true, I look horrible! Why to all the other BBWs look so much better than I do? You know what Kevin said one time? He actually said I would look sexier if I lost the weight! I don't know what to do!

Friends
Today is the day for best friends to soar Today is the day for spirits to erupt with fire Today is the day for friends to complete their dream Today is the day for friends to shine beyond the stars Today is the day for friends to share and open their hearts Today has the song sung upon the wind Today the dream comes alive from within Today the word is about to be spread That friends like you are the best in the world And that you show that you do truly care So soar like the Eagle Dance with the stars For you are a friend And you shine with the Spirit of Love - unknown

Painful Email
The following is from a colleague in Britain: -----Original Message----- From: Edwin Panford-Quainoo [mailto:djspecialedd@msn.com] Sent: Mon Nov 28 20:06:32 2005 To: Wiley, James Subject: Good Answer!!!! >> >> >> >> Apparently going around NY at the moment. 1st is a girl's apology >> >> email >> >>> >for cheating on some bloke. 2nd is his reply which was Bcc'd to his >> >>> >entire address book. >> >>> > >> >>> > >> >>> > ---------------------------------- >> >>> > >> >>> >Brad, >> >>> > >> >>> >It would be difficult for me to be any more miserable right now, >> >>> I feel >> >>> >like the worst person ever. First, let me start by saying that I am >> >>> >truly truly sorry, and I hate myself for hurting you. Of all the >> >>> people >> >>> >in the whole entire world, you were honestly the last person that I >> >>> >would ever want to wrong in any way. There is no excuse at all or >> >>> >anything that happened, so I won't even try

Thought You'd Like To Know....
My doctors at the VA are just full of gloom and doom, it seems that I don't just need a liver transplant but now also need kidney transplant. Those of you who know me from talking to me know what kind of person I am, here is your chance to thank a soldier, a worrier, a friend. I'm not one to ask anything of anyone, but if your blood type is A+ won't you consider giving me the "gift of life" by donating a kidney. My options are very limited...total renal shut down, dialysis and death. There is a 7 year waiting list for a kidney unless I find a donor, I can not pay you so it would truely be a gift of life but you medical needs and expences would be covered.

So You Wanna Know Me?
What is your least favorite body part on yourself? All of it...getting old SUCKS You see a homeless women begging for money, do you give her any? Occassionaly Who is your favorite person? Candace If you could be any celebrity of the OPPOSITE sex, who would you be? Sean Connery Do you believe that Michael Jackson is innocent or guilty? Uhmmmmm strapping him to a chair and pulling his finger and toe nails off with a pair of pliers is too good for him!!! What would be the first thing you bought if you had one million dollars? My kids each a home What do you want your wedding to be like? You've bumped your head!! Take my ass to Reno!! lol Which is your favorite vitamin water? Lime Do you use the word 'trippy'? no Do you wear eyeliner? Sometimes Can you put your leg behind your head? yes Have you ever had seizure? yes If you could be any animal, which would you be and why?: A Koala Bear...they are cute and can hang on a pole Forever!!! Wha

Oif "v"
Well, Here I am.....Again. WTF! Why do I keep ending up over here? What do I hope to accomplish? I know part of why I keep coming back for more is due to the camaraderie, But Damn! Is it really worth all of that? HELL Yes!! I wouldn't trade any of the worst days I have had over here for any other. I love my family with all of my heart. But there is something inside of me that just keeps me in the game.

Mystery Train
Mystery Train - Bon Jovi There are days when shes a whisper Nights when shes a scream A reason to wake up in the morning To close your eyes and dream Shell curse you like a sailor Shell wound you with her eyes She always makes it better But she wont apologize I know everything about her but dont know her at all Chorus: Shes a ride on a mystery train To a place youve never been before Better hold on tight to that mystery train Youre not in kansas anymore Shes a ride Mystery train She cries because shes happy She sings songs when shes mad Like a stiff drink when you need it Shes good at being bad And long before you knew her you knew she was the one Chorus: Shes a ride on a mystery train To a place youve never been before Better hold on tight to that mystery train Youre not in kansas anymore Shes a ride Mystery train Solo I know everything about her but dont know her at all Chorus: Shes a ride on a mystery train To a place Ive never be

While Mobile On Fubar...
Fubar changed their settings again and it's harder to access fubar from my phone. :( While mobile, I CAN: view profile comments comment on profiles view photos comment on photos read my shoutbox view blogs While mobile, I CANNOT: rate anything view profiles reply to my shoutbox view photo comments write in my blog read mail reply to mail Thank you to everyone for all the love. I enjoy hearing what people think. Hope you all have a great week! Please rate all my blogs if you read them. Thanks, Orgasmic Aimee

Poems
Rituals Waking up My eyes open; it´s quiet, no alarm, no ticking clock. The light blindens my eyes; I wonder, am I still of this world. I try to breathe, it´s hard, exhausting and demanding. Yes, I am still alive. I can hear the crackles and pops, feel my chest vibrating with every breath. I sit up in my bed, I can hear my mum in the kitchen. The children are playing outside my window, the sun is shining. I bend my knees and bow my head before the Lord: "Please Lord, I ask thee now, take my yoke and lift it high. I cannot bear the burden of this life, though yet another day of mine" My tears fall like raindrops through the sky, but there is no-one there to wipe them away from my pale skin. I sit on my bed again, my mum comes into my room. She sees my eyes, looks at me but knows there is not much she can do. She has got my aerosols and sits with me until I´m done. Without exchange of a single word, I make my way to the therapy bench. The beating starts, an en

Make Sure You Read The Highlighted Green
Read all of this one, it is interesting!! Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*)) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - Which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10 Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in

Ummm Dont Know
well i didn't do nothing wrong all she said that i wasn't her type what the hell. i know we only went been going out for ruffly 3 weeks now and she finaly said over txt message that i was her type and then said that she wouldn't be a good girlfriend to me and so she broke up with me. well then i found out from my one friend that is her best friend that she did that a few times before. it would had been nice that she told me that before all this had happen. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok i might not be perfect but what the hell i am kind hearted sweet easy to get a long with caring everything like that. this just piss me off when they do this shit. thanks for this peace out and maybe love in lol POPA

Surprise!!!
Had a surprise last weekend... One of the tanks I had filled with water and was cycling to get ready for some Angelfish suddenly had baby fish appear in it. I have no idea what kind they are or where they came from. I suspect they maybe baby Buenos Aires babies because I "seeded" the tank with water from a tank that had those in them. The eggs must have been in the gravel I vacuumed while transferring the water. Then I had a snail appear in an established tank that has never had anything but the fish that I originally put in several months ago. That one is a real mystery to me. Although I have nearly 20 different species of fish, I have been concentrating on Angelfish. Perhaps I should call my hobby "Immaculate Conception Fishery."

Six Boys And Thirteen Hands.
this was a bulltein i reposted and thought it was fitting for this blog folder i got Each year I am hired to go to Washington, DC, with the eighth grade class from Clinton, WI where I grew up, to videotape their trip. I greatly enjoy visiting our nation's capitol, and each year I take some special memories back with me. This fall's trip was especially memorable. On the last night of our trip, we stopped at the Iwo Jima memorial. This memorial is the largest bronze statue in the world and depicts one of the most famous photographs in history -- that of the six brave soldiers raising the American Flag at the top of a rocky hill on the island of Iwo Jima, Japan, during WW II. Over one hundred students and chaperones piled off the buses and headed towards the memorial. I noticed a solitary figure at the base of the statue, and as I got closer he asked, "Where are you guys from?" I told him that we were from Wisconsin "Hey, I'm a cheese head, too! Come gather around, Cheese

Maybe
Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do. Maybe ... there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child, your girlfriend/boyfriend -- so mu

Who I Am
As promised I will write a little about myself...who i am....what i do...why i do it! First, as you all see im 34 (35 in 7 days), i have 3 children (thats why you see stretch marks in my pics, big babies and a little body at that time). i wasnt always a big girl, actually i was small as a child and as teen and even a young adult, but having children changed all that, so instead of hiding i embrace my size. ive tried for years to lose the weight, even to the extreme of considering bypass surgery. But came to a realization that i dont have to change myself for others. why? because the world says skinny is better. and who says this, the skinny girls? well, i say i am big, I am beautiful, I am sexy. I am me!!!! I own a business and do plus size modeling in my spare time (so to speak, when i dont have much spare time). Why i do the plus size modeling? Well, obviously i need to be able to pay the bills (remember www.bighotbombshells.com, shameless plug). but, also i would like to por

The New Call Me Feature!
(From: SiN DeReLla™ Blog) The New Call Me Feature! This is a great new feature fubar is now providing for its users. It allows you to leave voice messages for other fubar members without giving out your real phone number. Every member of fubar is set up to receive voice messages from other fubar members using Jangl. If you want to call someone and leave a voice message, Jangl makes that simple as well, using your Jangl account. To call someone and leave a voice message, click on “Call Me”. This link is located on every member profile, immediately below the member name. Next, verify the phone number from which you will be calling. You must use the phone number of the phone you will be calling from. (Jangl gives you the option to store phone numbers in your Jangl account.) Jangl will have you set up a pin number to use to log into your Jangl account. Make sure you read the Jangl terms of service and check the box that you agree to them. Complete these quick and easy steps a

Nice Guys Finish Last And I'm Living Proof
Nice guys always finish last I know it sounds cleche but in my experiance guys like me ALWAYS finish last. Seems that no matter what I do or how hard I try, I always loose the girl. I'm single, been questioned a few times as to why. And well the answer is i'm nice so I loose the girl. When I get close to a girl, in the back of my mind I wonder from time to time if it's worth pursuing a relationship. Sometimes it seems so damn pointless, since I'm always getting the short end of the stick. But, call me a gluttion for punishment or just a complete idiot because I'll try again and again to get that right girl. Hell who knows maybe I've already met her and I just have to get there. To step up to the plate, look into her eyes and give her a deep kiss that can remove all doubt as to my feelings.

Chocolate Calories
A good piece of chocolate has about 200 calories. As I enjoy two servings per night, and a few more on weekends, I consume 3500 calories of chocolate in a week, which equals one pound of weight per week.... Therefore.... In the last 7 years, I have had a chocolate calorie intake of about 360 pounds. I weight only 220 pounds, so without chocolate, I would have wasted away to nothing some time ago! I owe my life to chocolate.

What Is Wrong With The Male Species??
Ok so this week was like a freakin tornado for me. I find out that my "friend" was talking behind my back and saying that I am acting like loose cannon. I admit that I do on occasion act a bit promiscuous, but really not his business. If I'm not fucking him, which I'm not, then it doesn't really matter as far as he's concerned. Then the sun decided to shine and I got to hang out with this really amazing guy...he took me for Japanese and played his guitar for me, it was very sweet. I thought or hoped that things would remain good... but i was sadly mistaken. I dated another guy a little while ago and he was in town, wanted to hang out. So I agreed and then he started telling me that I had an attitude, that I was stubborn yada yada yada. So I figured fuck him and went out elsewhere. See it wasn't even just that, I told him about the date and he freaked, put the nw guy down etc... but this guy wanted me, talked about me moving to Jersey to be with him ad really was going to, then

I'm Back!!!
I've been on a hiatus to handle some personal issues. I also took down Pookies Playland and walked away from the graphics resource site for several months. But I really missed running it so I decided to create a new site called CustomizeLife.com. I was able to rescue more than half of the content that was originally located at Pookie's. Once I've uploaded everything, I'll be updating the site more regularly. If you have any suggestions on what you want to see, hit me up. And thanks so much to everyone who sent me gifts and sweet comments on my birthday. You guys rock!

Money
im am so sick of not haveing money. worrying weither our bills are gonna be paid on time or if this check or this check goes thorough with out haveing to pay overdraft fees. and i cant get a job because my grandmother in law cant watch my daughter 24 hours aday, and im not goning to quite school ill be in even more dept then we are now. i just cant win for fucking loseing. im so stressed im staying sick to my stomach when is my life gonna get easier when do i get my break im starting to think that the gods have just shit on me and forgotten im here its really getting to me, if it wasnt for jasons grandmother we wouldnt be eating or even have a car or place to live. shes the only reason weve made it with out hitting rock bottom, and now thats caught up with us and were still going there. the rain keeping him our of work and the days he dose work gets sent home early and doesnt get any hours we cant live on 600 sometine 800 dollars a month and then also us have a life and fun we do

ßelieve.. Tru......
I WR0TE YOUR NAME IN MY HEART.. AND F0REVER IT WILL STAY.. STAYS PURPLE.. FOR THE PAIN 0THER WOMEN HAVE PUT ME THRU… I REAMAIN TRU BECAUSE 0F Y0U… ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ . ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ .........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ...........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ............¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ .............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ...............¶¶

Get Me Out Of Here!!
I been back in IL for about a month, the first night back i wanted to leave again..and i still do! same ol' shit between me and mom but now Shawn and i been fighting:( and were on the brinks of calling it quits. I just hate being here and i want to so desparately leave!:(

Dead Calm
I've come so far but the destination is unknown I stare but where has the world actually gone i used to have something for which i could stand but now i can feel it slipping away like sand Its like i have woke from a extended dream nothing in this world is what it actual seem its not this cushion we visualize but a blade finely crafted the sharpest ever to be made our fears are a joke when you step back more and see the world from its tip to its core our very dreams are just a classroom fantasy but what hope is there to really shape humanity when it thinks it is perfect in its current form at the breaking point the calm before the storm

Why Me
I just don't seem to understand why my ex is being a bitch I called my son yesterday and she has not let him call me back. I just hate it when she is like this. I have no clue what the hell I'm supposed to do. I have not heard from him in 3 days and it sucks

Been In The Hospital
To all my friends and family I haven't been on in awhile and for this i am sorry. But i have been in the hospital. I'm still not feeling better right no even though i am home. I on't be getting on much until i start feeling better. As of right now i am still weak. Who knew that having a major heart attack would take so much ut of you. I hope i will start getting my strengh back soon. Thank you, babyblue

Ok Im Laughing
so...just for the record i am still not back to par...but im working on it..and because its funny...i want to thank everyone for making me giggle today. the flirting is fabulous...and it is just that...my disclaimer has been posted for sometime now...i just want to laugh...you bring me giggles i keep you...bring me tears i must say goodbye...as to friend requests....only if i feel up to risking bullshit will i accept any new ones...I don't have time to be wasting on anymore BS. now back to the flirting...:Þ

Why Cats Are Better Than Men
Why Cats Are Better Than Men >^,,^< A cat always hits the litter box. >^,,^< You have a better chance of training a cat. >^,,^< You never have to spend time with your cat's mother. >^,,^< If you ask enough times, a cat may actually LISTEN to you. >^,,^< You can de-claw a cat...try to get a guy to clip his toe nails. >^,,^< It's okay if a cat rubs up against your best friend. >^,,^< A cat knows you're the key to his happiness...a man thinks HE is the key to your happiness.

Blonde Jokes :)
People like to send them :) One winter morning a couple is listening to the radio over breakfast. They hear the announcer say, "We are going to have 8 to 10 inches of snow today. We are asking everyone to park their car on the even-numbered side of the street, so there is room for the snowplows to get through." Norman's wife goes out and moves her car. A week later while they are eating breakfast again, the radio announcer says, "We are expecting 10 to 12 inches of snow today. Today you must park your car on the odd-numbered side of the street, so the snowplows can get through." Norman's wife goes out and moves her car to the odd- numbered side. The next week they are again having breakfast, when the radio announcer says, "We are expecting 12 to 14 inches of snow today. You must park .......... Then the power goes out. Norman's wife is very upset, and with a worried look on her face she says, "Honey, I don't know what to do! Which side of the street do I n

Dear Santa!
Dear Santa (Universe)! This is my wish list for this Christmas of 2007. I don’t know if I’ve been good or bad, I only want to be myself and try to never hurt anybody. I know you hear me, so take a seat and start to conspire for me… -Myself = Help me to keep knowing more about myself, help me to keep fighting because I wont be conformist, help me to see and take action in all the opportunities that this life has for me, when I’m falling down please send me the wind that will make me fly up again. Dear ‘Santa’ takes my hand and show me the way… I want to learn how to express my feelings to the 150%, I don’t want to keep anything inside my heart because people deserve to know how I feel about them… I don’t lie but you know that sometimes I just don’t know how to express what I feel and I don’t want to lose them without tell them how important they are for me. -My family = My dad is sick and I want him to get well soon, Dr. will operate his heart but I want you to cure h

Why Parents Drink
Why Parents Drink The boss wondered why one of his most valued employees was absent but had not phoned in sick one day. Needing to have an urgent problem with one of the main computers resolved, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. ' Hello ? ' 'Is your daddy home?' he asked. ' Yes ,' whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?' The child whispered, ' No .' Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, 'Is your Mommy there?' ' Yes ' 'May I talk with her?' Again the small voice whispered, ' No ' Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, 'Is anybody else there?' ' Yes ,' whispered the child, ' a policeman. ' Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, 'May I speak with the policeman?' ' No, he's busy , ' whispered the child. 'Busy doing what?' ' Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman , ' came the whispered ans

Sometimes
Sometimes in life we come across days in ourlives that really make no sense. Either that or we just have to much spare time on our hands to think straight maybe. Kinda had one of those days today. ive just been blah all day and bored outa my skull. Almost felt like im totally alone in life and man did that feeling suck ass. So many decisions ive made over my lifetime and so little progress it seems. Does it ever seem like the desicions you make in life seem right at the time but the next day seem so wrong for some odd ball reason or another? Guess im just confused as always. It seems the simple pleasures in life are no longer enough to have. We all seem to need more. Makes you sit back and wonder how my kids are gonna take ahold on this already screwed up world we live in. Well i guess thats just whats been pondering in my head today. If you cant understand it , i wouldnt try to. It comes out scrambled just like it does in my head so no worries if you dont understand what ive w

Shout Box
Hey, if anyone tried to shoutbox me in the last 30-45 minutes,I didn't get any of the shoutbox messages because ShaneHumphreys was playing f*ck around with my Shoutbox while I stepped away...Please SB me back if you did...

Gallery Ii
All Online Icons are provided by: CSS Code for fubar skins was Created and Provided by: ♱The Black Knight♱ Just pick the Icon you want, copy and paste the code into one or all of your skins. Not sure How it's done here is a little tutorial for you.NOTE: Do Not Paste in your "About Me" section. This is not "My Space" Gallery III Already Have Skins!Take Me to Them Skins Now! I don have any Skins yet! :(I'll Browse some Skins Qwik! or Should I Make one Myself?Gallery I - Gallery II - Gallery III - Gallery IV - Gallery V - Gallery VI - Gallery VII - NFL I - NFL II

Contest 1-1-8
I am hosting a Hottest Panties Contest to start on New Years Day. I have 10 spots open. If you are interested send a messege to me with a link to picture you would like to use. It is a rating and comment contest. So there will be two winners!

Once More
smacking my head against the wall tired of this circle we make you watching me take the fall dead and tired, no more to take, once more is my blood to flow for all the pain i cant endure and you walk away from me, not caring ...as if i existed nevermore.

Lounge Coding For Skin Section
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Misreprensentation
All of you people that use others photos to misrepresent yourselves SUCK ASS!!! If you can't be real then why be here? If you're too FUGLY and insecure about who you are GET TO STEPPIN'!! These stars may appreciate your fandom, BUT I guarantee they do not appreciate you using their photos. For you idiots that say "they're on the internet they're fair game" EH EH there are now laws against you losers using their photos

Lounge Disaster
OMG my friend that was going to help code my lounge dipped on me sooooo.... PLEASE excuse my lounge for now... join and i SWEAR you WILL love it when I am done.. ANYONE who is good with creating them PLEASE feel free to get at me... MUAH To you all, thanks in advance for you support

If You Are A New Lounge Or An Existing Lounge Needing A Shoutcast Server Read This!
Hello everyone, Im just throwing a blog up to tell everyone that Im selling shoutcast servers for Cheap have made alot of sales and have had alot of good comments about the servers its self. You can go to my website http://shoutcast.plexxmedia.net and check out the prices. If you have any questions please feel free to click the 24/7 live support link on the site and when you do make shure to click the drop down box on the live support where you put in your name and email address to where its on Shoutcast servers. Thankyou everyone and If you run across anyone that needs a server Please let them know that im up and running. You can also get to the page by clicking the banner below! Prices are allways flexable.. Im not in to selling the servers to take your arm and leg from you.. Im here to help you guys on getting lounges and everything set up!! Please spread the word and let everyone know that im out here and offering Awsome servers and services!! Please leave co

Sexy Girl Of Fubar
Did you want to be called the Sexy Girl On Fubar!! I would Like to start this ASAP. I need to know who would like to be in it. I will be taking sing up for this at fubar. Just send me a private message! Letting me know you want to be in it.

Divert Your Course
Divert Your Course This is an actual radio conversation of a US naval ship with Canadian authorities off the coast of Newfoundland in October 1995. Radio conversation released by the chief naval operations, 10-10-95. Canadians: Please divert your course 15 degrees to the south to avoid a collision. Americans: Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the north to avoid a collision. Canadians: Negative. You will have to divert your course 15 degrees to the south to avoid a collision. Americans: This is the captain of a US Navy ship, I say again, Divert YOUR course. Canadians: No, I say again, you divert your course. Americans: This is the Aircraft Carrier US LINCOLN, the second largest ship in the United States Atlantic Fleet. We are accompanied with three Destroyers, three Cruisers and numerous support vessels. I DEMAND that you change your course 15 degrees north. I say again, that’s one-five degrees north, or counter-measures will be undertaken to ensure the

Job
POSITION: Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION: Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screams from the backyard are not someone just crying wolf. Must be wil

These Ladies Need Your Help Here!
I am offering up a free gift of an animation or morph of your chosing. To get it you must leave 400 comments here: and then send me a fu-mail letting me know you've done that! ***you don't have to leave all 400 comments in 1 day!*** ***IF YOU DON'T FU-MAIL ME, YOU WON'T GET YOUR ANIMATION!*** Leggs*Sarge's Bad Girl*Stiletto Girl*FuSista Co-Mngr*Sisterhood@ fubar

Bliss
Here we are again. In this place of sin. Youth and beatuy. Pleasure then our only duty. To this place deep inside. Where our feelings seem to hide. In your arms is where I long to be. Say my love I came to you with best intentions. But you laid me down, and tied me up, right up. Tieing me down on the cold hard ground. Tonight's a dream that only we can see. Goals and ambitions fuel this unholy obsession. While bodies get bent. From the sensations we present. Teaseing touches of our fingers. Leading each other farther down this road to ecstasy. Driving inhibitions out of my mind. As he thrusts even deeper into that place deep inside. As desire's rise. Making us want to die. Mindless passion carrying us on. To this endless distraction. These recent goals we seek. Trying to find ourselves in each others embrace. As we explode into oblivion. Our desires reside and we find we have no place to hide. In this state of perpetual bliss.

Surely Don't Understand
You know we accept friends to get to know them, and to help each other out. I have struggled the last 3 months to level, Kare with virgo's even put a bulliten up for me. I try very hard when people ask for the help, to help them. Why aren't I getting any help?

Club
so im at this club on tuesday, and one of the waitress' comes in off work to drink.we are tslking and the conversation is going good.well the club was closing down and me being the nice guy i am, asked her if her and her friend who also worked there was ok. asked if they needed a ride, they said they would let me know. we exchanged numbers. i texed her to make sure things were ok and that they were bein taken care of, she said yes, that i was a sweetheart for being there for them. then all of a sudden the question is aked, she says, how old are you? i text her back and tell her that im 37, no reply back. i know its not a big deal, i will always be there for the women that work there. i will be a bouncer there till i leave, but i mean age is just a number. she was all interested, before the age was even talked about. i was sitting there havin a drink, she walked up and started talking to me. i didnt initiate anything. how messed up is that, or i just me.

Bah I'm Sick!
well this is lame. i leave for new york on monday, with a fuckin head cold. let me tell you how enjoyable the flight is going to be. GRRR... maybe i can dope myself on meds and pass out on the plane... ugh that's not likely to happen. me passing out on a plane? HahAHA riiiight

Getting Old
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror who looks like my father!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cooki

Just My Thoughts
Scared to move I hold my breath tears fall again so many regrets to stubborn to give even a little bit watch my whole world completely cave in open my mouth just ot speak everything fixed if only I could speak wanting so much to just be with you pushed you to hard now were through grasping at air as I reach for you you backed away cause I didnt give lost you now this pain will never end

Sadness
Scene at Salisbury Millwork, hospital somber By Kathy Chaffin Salisbury Post The mood at Rowan Regional Medical Center was somber Friday as family and friends of two fallen firefighters gathered to console each other. Even those who hadn't heard about the five-alarm fire at Salisbury Millwork could sense something was terribly wrong. Television news vans were parked outside the emergency department, and shaken firefighters, police officers and city officials were going in and out. Many of them avoided the front entrance and used a side door to the left of the security office. That was the same door Emergency Medical Service workers used to take 40-year-old Victor Isler into the department a couple of hours into the horrific fire. EMS workers were administering CPR on Isler when they arrived at the medical center, but were unable to revive the Salisbury firefighter. Three other firefighters — one from the Salisbury department and two from Locke — were transported to

The Easiest Contest Ever
I am still trying to win a happy hour... if you could please rate this person at least a 10, fan her, then add her as friend and in the note tell her you were referred to her by king domino... that would be a big help... Stephanie Lynn@ fubar thank you so much...

Towboat Facts
if you wake up with a tent in your blankets while onboard you just have to take the matter at hand. there is a hawaiian disease going around the river its called lackanookie. failure to have this disease treated results in catching the cabbage disease. that is where the stem wont hold up the head ;) blow up dolls are strictly prohibited on any vessel at any time. even though your out here for 28 plus days the cook is not your mother she dont wanna hear you whine nor is she going to sleep with you. and finally a friendly warning from the coast guard to all blonde women who somehow got into this industry sos does NOT mean spit or swallow. hope this crude humor makess you smile just a bit

Rate Me Plz
Can a hippie get some Do me a favor, go give this fella some rates! (yes, even if you are a GUY)His account was deleted and hes starting over :( after being so close to henchman. Give him some pic rates and love! Rate that stash, and leave loads of comments!!Oh yeah, ask him about his love for cows!!! Tell him berry sent ya. ;)way2xsf@ fubar

About Rates
TO U ALL OUT THERE IM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN DOING MUCH ON HERE -- MY DOCTR WANTS ME TO STAY OFF AS MUCH AS I CAN CAUSE IM HAVING PROBLEMS WITH MY EYES . SO I HOPE YOU KNOW ILL CATCH UP TO YOUS IN RATING =--PLZ BE PATIENT ---THX AN TAKE CARE

New Va Rules For Specially Adapted Housing Grants
New VA Rules for Specially Adapted Housing Grants January 4, 2008 Program Aids Most Seriously Injured WASHINGTON – A change in the law that allows certain seriously injured veterans and servicemembers to receive multiple grants for constructing or modifying homes has resulted in many new grants, the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) announced today. Before the change, eligible veterans and servicemembers could receive special adaptive housing grants of $10,000 or $50,000 from VA only once. Now they may use the benefit up to three times, so long as the total grants stay within specified limits outlined in the law. "Veterans seriously disabled during their military service have earned this benefit," said Secretary of Veterans Affairs Dr. James B. Peake. "This change ensures that every eligible veteran and servicemember has the chance to use the maximum amount afforded to them by our grateful nation." In order to ensure all previous recipients are aware of thi

Falling Into Oblivion
It feels so alone right now I hate the fact that noone understands what I am going through and it feels I have noone to talk to about it. I can't talk to much about it to my friends because everything I am going through is my fault in some way and why talk about it when noone understands not even me. I just want to be held and protected. Right now I feel I am alone in the darkness trying to fight off my fears. I'm scared and tired and lonely and trying not to be. I don't know how I can let this effect me so much and I know no one believes me when I say I don't want him back or love him. I'm not going to take him back and I am scared of what he has planed noone thinks it's a big deal but I feel it coming I feel it's not over and I need to be protected. I hate being scared of someone I use to spend all my time with and at one point I thought I loved. I hate that noone has any faith in me any more. I wish I could turn back time and change all the things I did. I don't regret anything I ha

Congradulations
Its now down to 2 people! The final round is upon us as two more people failed to send me an entry. I even waited an extra hour! Im going to keep both of your entries without posting them and give you until Monday to add - 1 lolcat pic - Landscape pic - Another random anything goes bonus pic Voting will start monday night for the finals and will last a full week. Scoring will be posted once both of you have submitted your pics! Good luck :)

Questions1
I get questions all the time from ppl that listen to me all the time I figured what better way to answer them than in a blog. I am going to leave questions as anonymous, but this way if you have a question with merit that you want answered you can look here. The question that I am going to answer today is, "Why are you so aggressive on air, and how can you do it on a daily basis?" Djing to me is therapy...what better place to let all of my frustrations out than on air through the music I play, or screaming into the mic about something that is bothering me. I seem to be able to get most things out of my system that way. As to how I can do it daily, well that comes down to watching things happen, whether it be some kind of Drama unfolding, someone getting under my skin, or just me having a shitty day. I can do it daily because I always see something that can fuel some kind of insane rant out of me...

Thank You
I just wanna say thank you to my FRIENDS who have been so sweet and supportive. I had a moment and i'm slowly recovering. I have been living with vitilago for 18 years now. So you would think that i would be use to the rude comments and looks. The truth is until this moment i have never had supposed grown folks be so rude and mean. All i can do is pray for those people and move on. Holding my head up high knowing GOD created me this way. And he never makes a mistake. I AM ONE OF HIS MANY BEAUTIFUL CREATIONS. I AM BLESSED. YOU DO YOU AND I'M GOING TO DO ME

Motivational Thing
Read this recently and it seems like a good way to look at things. The only way you can make your life better is to take your life back, to take back what you have given over to others, release them from responsibility and claim it for yourself. The past is over. It is a pile of ashes at your feet. But this moment, right now, is here and it is full of power. And in this moment if you will but release the old hurt and blame the old regrets and guilt, if you will but release all that you can then claim your life and make anything and everything of it that you wish. Imagine. You own your life. You are fully and completely responsible for it. From this moment, forward no one else owns you. It does not matter what happened yesterday. Right now you own your life. No one is to blame for what happened before because it is not important. There is no power in the past. All of the power is right now right here and you own it all.

Pg 10-15
It was strange, yet seemed natural.The perfect blending in his mind.Unlike the memories that bleed like light beneath a wave,fragmented and torn.Memories from before. These thoughts ran free and unhindered, released by the Translation Effect.Ordered and complete. Almost as if they had always been, yet seemingly aware that this was not always so. The Effect of translation on certain living creatures was as random as it was bizzare.The Irony being that the creatures that had reached a level of technology equal to the task of performing a Translation rarely benefited much from the experience, while those that had yet to develop something as simple as the wheel were catapulted to various levels of genius. Yet they cannot perform translation. The Two's fell into the later catagory, and the Three's well, they were Three's, Prone to rash decisions whatever the circumstances. Cowboy glanced over at Dix who was busy removing a splinter from a finger with his teeth. He sighed enjoying thi

Chocolate Oracle
What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You You are sophisticated, modern, and high class. Your taste is refined, but you are not picky. You are often the first to try something new. You are fun loving, outgoing, and very social. You love meeting new people and celebrating. You can be a bit of a fair weather friend. You don't like bad news or drama. You love being around people. Friendships are important to you. You feel lost when you're by yourself... so you tend to avoid being alone. The Chocolate Oracle

Shame
so i lay here on this bed thinking about the things that were said the pain and sorrow fill my head and i can't help but think "where did i go wrong?" it's perfect silence no one will complain if i scream out loud and scream in pain i can't live without you i can't live in shame i play with the hem of my shirt wondering if you'll walk through the door to tell me that everything's ok and that you love me even more i stare off into the distance and wonder what it would be if you forgave me for what i did if you forgave me for being me but i'll never know the answer i'll never know what's going through your head do you forgive me or do you wish me dead? tears form and i cannot hold back the quiet whimpers that fill the room i ruined my life myself i did not need your help i don't need you to return but then again maybe i do maybe i need you forever in my life forever in my mind is that where you'll live forever in shame?

Random Convo
thrumyeyes07: Its more of trying to find myself. I've gone to therapy since I was like... 6 Joshiswild: oh... Joshiswild: i found myself at a young age Joshiswild: basically been the same dude since like age 13 thrumyeyes07: I've been the same hannah... But there are always things to learn about myself. thrumyeyes07: Always ways to be more comfortable. thrumyeyes07: I lost some weight about a year ago thrumyeyes07: And felt really comfortable thrumyeyes07: or more comfortable than I ahve in the past thrumyeyes07: and then I gained it back thrumyeyes07: And I realized-- all happiness I thought I had about myself... Was a lie. thrumyeyes07: So I'm starting to lose weight again thrumyeyes07: But this time-- I plan to do it so that I'm happy with Hannah... Not just Hannah's weightloss

My People
i have been on fubar 4 quite some time now i have come to know a lot of great people. Shelly my new owner i have known 4 3 or 4 months now, Rosa u r my girl and i will always be ur superman, Tammy u have touched me in a way that has made me a better person and i love you 2 death 4 that, and the rest of my fubar friends and family i love you and my time on here has been fun and i wish to make my time here even better so there are some people u r gonna see on here and i would like 2 single out the one's that are sepcial 2 me Shelly ~Mikey's Lil Shelly FuFu~ Wifey to My Soldier John~For Fu-Life~@ fubar My Mom TheRedheadNextDoor *RL girlfriend to ChrisJohn *@ fubar Tammy MORTICIA / REAL LIFE GF OF SGT. RAIDER!!!, ENIGMA'S ANGEL, I'm a Sarge's Bad Girl@ fubar CJ ChrisJohn *RL boyfriend to TheRedheadNextDoor*@ fubar Rosa PRINCESS BOOBS!!! - GREETER FOR THE MIXTURE ULTRALOUNGE - FU-WIFE TO BIGD GoT SkiLLz**v.S.O.P.**@ fubar Vicki take me awayyyy@ fubar Dawnie

Thinking Like A Star
Thinking like a Star by LateNiteFantasy© Thinking like a Star Thoughts, like the stars so very many of the perfect way to shine like a star I have yet to find. Moments came like the wind embraced in realities passing that never made it to pen. All that is existent before me, absorbed in the dark mass of space thinking like a star.

Help
I want to know if there is snyone out there that can draw me a pic of Papa Smurf with a ball cap on and with his arms up showing his muscles. I want it for a tattoo for my dad. Please let me know if this can be done. AND if it can be done. let me know if u will do it. please. and when ur done with it. upload it and i will rip it or email it to me please. twnsmama121476@yahoo.com

Portal
Standing on the outside, looking in. Afraid to knock on the door in front of you. How many times have you stood at the threshold but been too scared to cross? What is it you fear? The unknown lies ahead. What awaits you on the other side? Only one way to find out. The door swings open, Will you enter?

(read Plz)
OK. FOR ALL U MEN OUT THERE.. THAT WANTS TO BE WITH ME. I GOT KIDS... TWO BOYS.. THEY ARE MY LIFE.. OK. IF U WANT TO BE WITH ME.. THEN U HAVE TO ACCEPT THEM TOO. AND BE WILLIN TO BE A FATHER FIGURE TO THEM. WE ARE A PACKAGE DEAL.. U TAKE ALL OR U GET NON.. MY KIDS ARE MY LIKE. I WILL NOT PICK A MAN OVER MY KIDS.. TO LET U ALL KNOW AGAIN.. I CAN NOT HAVE NO MORE I HAD CANCER 4 YRS AGO.. THEY TOOK ALL OF MY FEMALE ORGANS OUT.. SO I CAN NOT HAVE KIDS. ** IM NOT LOOKIN FOR A MAN AT THIS TIME EITHER.*** (WHEN IM LOOKIN FOR A MAN. I WANT A MAN THAT IS WORKIN. WILL TAKE CARE OF ME AND THE KIDS.) FAITHFUL HONEST WILLIN TO BE A STEP PARENT I WILL NOT STOOP LOWER THEN MY STANDARDS PEROID. IM ONLY ATTRACTED TO BLK MEN.. SORYY..

Fantasy's
IN A RECENT MUM THAT ENDED 7 VOTES TO 1 I POSTED THANKS FOR EVERYONES VOTE. 3 MORE CAME IN AND THE STATS WERE LOB-SIDED IN FAVOR OF ME OWNING A LOUNGE. I AM GRATEFUL FOR ALL VOTES. BUT I HAVE NOW COMMITED TO BECOMING A DJ AT FANTASY'S DJ AND WILL WORK SUNDAY MONDAY AND WEDNESDAY EVENINGS. I AM NOW THEIR MAN AND MY LOYALTIES ARE REAL. SO, TO ALL THOSE INTERESTED IN MEETING INSANITY IN PERSON; TO ALL THOSE WANTING TO SEE WHAT IT'S LIKE TAKING A RIDE ON TE KOMET, YOU NOW KNOW WHERE TO GO --I NOW INVITE U TO THE BEST LOUNGE THAT YOU CAN HAVE ABOUND SO MANY 2 CHOOZE, BUT YOU FOUND THE BEST N TOWN. IF YOU GO TERE YOU WILL FIND THE PLACE TO HANG AROUND CUZ,YOU WLL LIKE THE CHAT AND YOU WILL LIKE THE SOUND. FANTASY'S DJ BE THERE AND DONT MAKE ME TELL YOU TWICE WITH ANOTHER LAME POEM JIMMY

Collar And Leash Play: Watch The Sub Crawl
Many BDSM relationships focus on the power exchange between the Dominant partner and the submissive partner. And what better way to showcase this power structure than with collar and leash play? One of the problems you might be having with this kind of play is that it seems like something that has become clichéd and silly. But the idea of one person possessing someone else (as indicated by the leash and collar) is something that is certain to add a new element to a D/s relationship. Combine with that the idea that the symbolism shows that the Master thinks of the submissive as a 'dog' and you've got a recipe for erotic success. But if you go into collar and leash play with the attitude that it's all fun and 'ha ha,' you're probably not going to get a lot out of it. This is a form of BDSM play that really requires that the Dominant enforce strict rules of how to and when to wear the leash as well as what behaviors will be expected when it is worn. The collar sh

Quiz From My Yearbook
Devil or Angel? (pics) White Devil Report this image You'd be a white devil, mostly evil, but you do have a consience, and you know when something is serious... You care about some things, but mostly just do what you wanna do.

In Response
merlyn has thought long and hard...it seems that i am needed here and that some Do actually care.through your ur responses i`f seen what must be done.i`m going to stay,in the club.ty for ur comments on the earlier blog.but merlyn has to get ready for work..lol..thanks again to all the ones that care

My Reason For Living
I wrote this when I thought all in my life was lost and there was no reason to live. I looked at my daughter and then began to write and this is what came out. A daughters love I look at you and I see The kind of person I long to be. You love without reason No matter what the season I look at you and I see The kind of person I long to be. You don't know pain or shame, You don't know greed to how to blame. I look at you and I see The kind of person I long to be. You know no hate you have no fear, Your lifes not hidden in suffering and tears. I look at you and I see The kind of person I long to be. I see your love so true, I see the life inside of you.. I look at you and I see The kind of person I know I can be. I see the love of a beautiful daughter, I see a child who loves her father and mother. I look at you and I see The kind of person I long to be. My sacrifice I'll make for you, To show to you my love is true. I look at you and I s

Body
Who you are in your dreams says a lot about your body image in waking. Many times, you experience your body in dreams as just a regular version of you. However, another time you may see it as idealized or disfigured. These feelings about your body may be communicating how you perceive yourself or how you think others perceive you, for better or worse. Often, how you think about your body reflects how you think about yourself as a whole person. When an experience of body perception is central to a dream it is worthwhile to analyze the origin of your feelings about the body perception or image. At times, our bodies will dramatically change in dreams to acquire various mystic properties. These include walking through walls, flexibility increases, or changes in height and shape. These are often just problem-solving techniques. However, they may also reveal a sense of limitation from one's body or power over one's body. Other times, we or others in the dream will transform from a human

My Tarot Card
You are Death Change, Transformation, Alteration. People fear this card, but if you want to change your life, this is one of the best indicators for it. Whatever happens, life will be different. Yes, the Death card can signal a death in the right circumstances (a question about a very sick or old relative, for example), but unlike its dramatic presentation in the movies, the Death card is far more likely to signal transformation, passage, change. Scorpio, the sign of this card, has three forms: scorpion, serpent, eagle. The Death card indicates this transition from lower to higher to highest. This is a card of humility, and it may mean you have been brought low, but only so that you can then go higher than ever before. Death "humbles" all, but it also "exults." Always keep in mind that on this card of darkness there is featured a sunrise as well. You could be ready for a change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Bling Auction
Who Here Don't Like Bling? Well I Do and Am Goin To Hold MY First Bling Auction For My Friends and Whoever Else Is Interested. So If You Like Just Contact Me In One Way or Another It Cost Only 5K To Enter Just Click The Bear To Pay OR IF YOU ARE INTERESTES CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO MESSAGE ME WITH WHAT YOU OFFER

Ahhhhh Now I Understand Better!
What women say And what they MEAN ARE YOU WILLING TO: This means you better do it. FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of "those" arguments. FIVE MINUTES: This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade. NOTHING: This means "something" and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows): This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows): This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I do

Chapter 7
7TH CHAPTER Narutomi Hyogo said, "What is called winning is defeaing one's allies. Defeating one's allies is defeating oneself, and defeating oneself is vigorously overcoming one's own body. "It is as though a man were in the midst of ten thousand allies but not a one were following him. If one hasn't previously mastered his mind and body, he will not defeat the enemy.'' During the Shimabara Rebellion, his armor being still at the encampment, Shugyo Echizen no kami Tanenao participated in the fight dressed only in hakama and haori. It is said that he died in battle in this attire. At the time of the attack on the castle at Shimabara, Tazaki Geki was wearing very resplendent armor. Lord Katsushige was not pleased by this, and after that every time he saw something showy he would say, "That's just like Geki's armor.'' In the light of this story, military armor and equipment that are showy can be seen as being weak and having no strength. By them one can see through the wearer

Where To Buy American Gas
WHERE TO BUY AMERICAN GASOLINE. THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT TO KNOW. READ ON. Gas rationing in the 70's worked even though we grumbled about it. It might even have been good for us! Are you aware that the Saudis are boycotting American products? In addition, they are gouging us on oil prices. Shouldn't we return the favor? Can't we take control of our own destiny and let these giant oil importers know who REALLY generates their profits, their livings? How about leaving American Dollars in America and reduce the import/export deficit? An appealing remedy might be to boycott their GAS. Every time you fill up your car you can avoid putting more money into the coffers of Saudi Arabia . Just purchase gas from companies that don't import their oil from the Saudis. Nothing is more frustrating than the feeling that every time I fill up my tank, I'm sending my money to people who I get the impression want me, my family and my friends dead . The following gas companies impo

Help A Guy Out Plzzz
""""PLEASE HELP ME OUT"""!! PLEASE TO ALL OF MY "FRIENDS AND FAMILYS AND FANS"...NEED SOME BOMBER TO BOMB MY GIVEAWAY...IF YOU WOULD BE SO KIND TO TAKE THE TIME TOO HELP ME OUT. I SURE WOULD APPRECIATE IT!!...."THANK YOU ALL YOU FUBAR FRIENDS,FAMILY AND FANS"!!!JUST CLICK ON PICTURE BELOW,IT WILL TAKE YOU THERE!! P.S. I will also promises you that he will return all favors... crazyrabbit69 =Owned by Sweet Sexy Latina - Confederate-Friendship Circle-Justice League- Club F.A.R' AND IF YOU CAN ,,,YOU CAN ALSO BRING SOME FRIENDS TOO...THANK SO MUCH FOR YOUR TIME XOXOX CRAZYRABBIT69 AKA ROGER

"crawling"
"Crawling" [Chorus:] Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming/confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling/I can't seem [Bridge:] To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure [Chorus] Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting/reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem... [Bridge] [Chorus] [Chorus]

Bbw Lola's First Porn Film
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Anger Manage Ment Or How To Deal With 2 A**h***s
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialled it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robin Carter?" Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled, "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, "You're an asshole!" It always cheered me up. When Caller ID came t

Marriage
A husband and wife came for counseling after 20 years of marriage. When asked what the problem was, the wife went into a passionate, painful tirade listing every problem they had ever had in the 20 years they had been married. She went on and on and on: neglect, lack of intimacy, emptiness, loneliness, feeling unloved and unlovable, an entire laundry list of unmet needs she had endured over the course of their marriage. Finally, after allowing this to go on for a sufficient length of time, the therapist got up, walked around the desk and, after asking the wife to stand, embraced and kissed her passionately as her husband watched with a raised eyebrow. The woman shut up and quietly sat down as though in a daze. The therapist turned to the husband and said, “This is what your wife needs at least three times a week. Can you do this?” The husband thought for a moment and replied, “Well, I can drop her off here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but on Fridays, I fish.”

My Resume
The Personal Resume of Jimmy Komet a/k/a J. Kris Halley Artist For Hire: Acting: “As part of the audience, I looked around and noticed that you could have heard a pin drop during your performance--that was really something special…I haven‘t cast anyone on the spot in 15 years as a director” --Michael O’Steene, Director, The Scranton Players Acting is my primary focus. With Mike’s encouragement and enthusiasm, he influenced me enough to see the value in my ability as an actor. Although, it is untested, the instincts are there. It is inherent and a product of my environment. It is the ability to assume the identity of someone else and be convinced. Drawing: -Customized TATTOOS - Hand-drawn Portraits - Illustrations and storyboards - Photography Writing: Page 2; Jimmy Komet Screenplays: The Meek Ones -- A story that is based

9 Words
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your

Plz No Drama
so far i had a good time on here but for petes sake this is a socializing place and a place for fun last pm i encountered drama in a lounge ... plz keep ur shit private we don't need to hear it jus have some fun and ppl can't tell the differnce plz close down ur pc and do a reality check

In Loving Memory Of David Lee Turner
You left this world With no reason why You were my better half The one who completes me You cut your life short Without saying goodbye My heart ripped in two This life we could have had Is no longer possible This pain in my heart Is so real in my life Every time I close my eyes I see your smiling face I know your in a better place And I know I'll see you again So wait for me inside Heaven's gate And I'll find you when it's time to come home. Rest In Peace David Lee Turner.... I will always love you. glitter-graphics.com

Lost
Feel so confused lost, disgusted, abandoned, abused broken and torn, twisted and used. This is a life I will not lead This is a life that's not mine... I believe. For me: hope, grace, patience and love Acceptance, faith and a touch from above.

What I Am Feeling In My Heart
To have some one to come in your life and make u the happiest that u have been in a really long time And then they leave you because they are not ready to be with you fill the sadness and the pain of the lost in you heart but you know they care about you that much to give you a shoot and you hope one day that will be ready and no other girls will seem to matter but for the one u want to give your heart to. People say that there is a time and place for everything and sometime people say things happen for a reason but i say tomorrow is other day to fill the same way you felt when you first seen them or the first time they touch your heart and u only think of them and you think about there kisses and the hugs and how much you miss them but this is life and sometimes u may have to wait for them and sometimes you just stay friends and there are time one person feel so much they have to part for ever. My life as of right now I fill sad and i have pain in my heart b

Just Read
"COME TOGETHER AGAIN AS ONE" Rainy days always seem to make a wonderful time for lounging around with the one you love or good friends and just jamming on some tunes that take you back in time to the days when nothing seemed to ever bother you in the least. Just hanging out and having fun, wishing these times would never end, but go on forever.Playing songs that you haven't heard in a number of years.Dancing and swaying to the beat and rhythm as each note brings back such sweet memories. Thinking to yourself, that if haven is anything like this, you will not put up a fight when your time has come.Knowing that you will be in a much more peaceful place, where ther is only love and harmony. Not having all the hatred we do here. Kicking back and enjoying a good cold one to drink on while dancing to the music and enjoying such great com- pany.Feeling as if there were nothing that could ever again feel this free or as wonderful as it does at that moment, togeth

Problems . . . .
Greetings to you, If in the remote chance you view my page and say "where are all the pictures".That is temporary because I am having computer problems. Initially I was able to upload a couple of pics and after that the PC always freezes. I apologize . . . . . .

Being A Bloke Is Great
Being A Bloke Is Great Because: Your orgasms are real. Always. Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. You never feel compelled to stop a friend from getting laid. Your arse is never a factor in a job interview (not always true actually). Car mechanics tell you the truth. You don't bother if someone not notices your new haircut. Hot wax never comes near your pubic area. Wrinkles add character. A few well placed one night stands gain credibility, not leave you tarnished. You don't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments. People never glance at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. Porn movies are designed with you in mind. Your pals can be trusted never to trap you with "So, notice anything different?" You can throw a ball more than 5 feet. One mood, ALL the damn time. You can open all your own jars.

Need Ur Help Plz
=== 'Ðj PÎ€®¢€Ð ÐÅmÑåTÏØñ@HÕü§€ Øƒ Ð®€Åm§~R/L B/F and fu married to alexandria~~owner of kallyynn123' wrote the following at '2008-10-02 14:11:09'.. > >Plz help me out and ill help u if u ever need it all I need is a rate and a comment if u have the time so lets get started and ty all that help > > P.S if u are level 5 and under plz do not go to it ty all again > > JUST CLICK ON THE PIC TO RATE IT TY ALL > > > > >

What Kind Of Office Worker Are You?
You're in the bathroom. You go to use the toilet paper and its jammed on that spindle thing.. again. Do you: A.) continue to grab little index-finger-to-thumb-fulls, pulling and allowing the smaller pieces of toilet paper to drop to the ground. Hey, eventually you'll get enough and for the rest of the day you'll watch peoples feet as they walk by to see if they're dragging one of your signature tp pieces around. Its convenient AND entertaining. B.) Wrestle with the spindle thing until you finally loosen it up, freeing the toilet paper for yourself and all those to come after. They can't quite pinpoint it, but for the rest of the day all other toilet paper users tacitly hail you their god/goddess. C.) Hold it and return to your desk. You have too much stress at work to deal with this crap anyway, then spend the afternoon contemplating how you will single-handed rig the presidential election. Who will it be? Obama? McCain? Only YOU know. If you chose.. A.) You're a jerkfac

Court Order
COURTORDER!!!You're accused of crawling in my heart---hijacking my smile with cutiness. HOW DU YOU PLEAD "GUILTY" you are sentenced. to be my best friend for life NO BAIL!!! Pleased sent to 10 of your friends including me!!! Get 10 back!!! your friendships truely is worth keeping.

Thief On The Prowl
This morning i was RICH now im broke. Someone stole over 340k fubucks from me. I went to buy a friend a gift and i was broke --WTF-- fubucks are FUDIC safe yea right i just want my money back. Has this happen to anyone else It took me forever to get my fubucks up there now im BROKEEEEEEEE

Getting Photoshopped!
This probably won't get a whole lot of responses but its a fast way for me to level and practice my skills while i'm taking college courses! Do you wanna get photoshopped and help me level?? For 2-3 pictures of you or someone you know, I'll photoshop it for a 1 credit bling! The higher the credits used, the more pictures i'll photoshop! So if you've got any questions, PM me or send me a shout! Thanks! Will

Play Suicide
*You are the rain on my parade.You are the pin in my balloon.To think I always trusted you, you never gave me reason to.Today's the day I say goodbye.Today's the drug you'll never try.You never seek after I hide.Now we play suicide.You were the knife stuck in my back.You were the knot tied in the noose.Always the match to light my fuse,never the one I'd hate to lose.Today's the day I start to live.Today's the day you won't forgive.You never seek after I hide.Now we play suicide.*

Tarot Triptych
A triptych is an alterpiece or decoration composed of three panels, in this case, tarot cards, joined together. Let the vibrant imagery of the tarot bring you the love and happiness you desire. Best times to perform this spell: *During the waxing moon *When the sun or moon is in Libra *On Fridays Ingredients or equipment needed: *Three tarot cards *Scotch tape *Essential oil of rose, jasmine, patchouli, ylang-ylang, or musk 1. To make a love triptych, choose three cards from a tarot deck (one you don't use for readings). These cards should depict things you desire in a romantic relationship. For instance, you might choose the 10 of Pentacles if financial security is important to you, or the Ace of Cups if you want to attract a new partner. 2. Lay the cards face down, side-by-side, andape them together. Then stand the triptych up in a place where you'll see it often. (If you know feng shui, put it in the Relationship Gua) 3. Dab some essential oil on each card, while y

Pain
is this real? all the pain i feel? is this the life im destined to live? dont you think its been fulfilled? why is it that no matter how much i sacrifice or how much i go through its never satisfying enough for you? like you always need a little more a little more blood a few more tears a little less love and a whole lotta hate ive been taken from heaven and placed at this gate... the decision is mine do i take it or hide? but instead .. i swallow my pride i open the gate , and face my fate consumed by the fire .. infatuated with the pain lost in this world never to be seen again

Remember
To Those I Love and Those Who Love Me... When I am Gone, Release Me, Let Me Go, I Have So Many Things To See And Do... You Mustn't Tie Yourself To Me With Your Tears, Be Happy That We Had Some Fun Years... I Gave You My Love, You Can Only Guess, How Much You Gave Me In Happiness... I Thank You For The Love You Have Shown, But Now It's Time I Traveled, Alone... So Grieve Awhile For Me, If Grieve You Must, Then Let Your Grief Be Confronted By Trust... It's Only For Awhile That We Must Part, So Bless The Memories Within Your Heart... I Won't Be Far Away For Life Goes On, So If You Need Me, Call And I Will Come... Though You Can't See Or Touch Me, I'll Be Near, And If You Listen With Your Heart, You'll Hear... All My Love Around You Soft And Clear, And Then When You Must Come This Way Alone, I'll Greet You With A Smile And Say, ... "Welc

Just A Poem
"My World" Most would never believe all the many things i must endure here in this simple yet so complicated life i have.Never knowing from one moment to the next, if i am even making a difference at all. I have often wondered just what it is i actually upon this planet for and what is my purpose for living. Guessing it may have to do with trying to always bring people smiles, i dont know. There are so many times i have wanted to just give up and say the hell with it all, but i know i can not do that. For i couldnt handle the way it would make the ones i left behind feel. I always seem to be trying to cheer others up, when deep inside i always feel like both a failure and loser. Knowing i am never going to be one of those all the time happy people. Many questions surround this simple little brai i have and i do not know half the time, just what to do or say. All i can say to anyone on this planet is, WELCOME TO MY WORLD! P.J.Page 11/12/08 10:21pm

Auction
Hey all I'm gonna be up for auction this next Tuesday with my fellow loungers. So, stop in say hello and make a bid. It'll be Tuesday night @9PM EST. Hope to see you there and if you like it feel free to become a member!!!!!!!!!

Since You Been Gone
object width="300" height="110">SiNCE YOU BEEN GONE - KELLY CLARKSON Here's the thing We started out friends It was cool, but it was all pretend Yeah, yeah, since you been gone You're dedicated, you took the time Wasn't long 'til I called you mine Yeah, yeah, since you been gone And all you'd ever hear me say Is how I picture me with you That's all you'd ever hear me say But since you been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah Thanks to you, now I get what I want Since you been gone How can I put it, you put me on I even fell for that stupid love song Yeah, yeah, since you been gone How come I'd never hear you say I just wanna be with you Guess you never felt that way But since you been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so movin' on, yeah, yeah Thanks to you, now I get, I get what I want Since you been gone You had your chance, you blew it Out of sight, out of mind Shut your mouth, I just can't take it Again a

Hey Girls
Its Me Carrie hehe still been sick, other ladies have just been busy... We still Love u Guys n still luvin us some dangerous curves... we just been sick(me) and working and shopping and a few family issues with the others..i am sure u all understand being we are all women and we know how a day mnth and year can go for us haha a womans work is NEVER DONE:P Our Girl Jes (kissed By A fallin fairy) did a bulletin for all u ladies that are bout to roll into the next level so look for that!! Umm if u have any friends that u are interested in brining into the group have them send us a private message, and if any of u have anything going on that u would like us to put in a blog let us know and we will let u type it up and get it up on here... Hope u all wished mrs samm a happy bday on the 22nd we did a bully hope u all saw it :D.. other than that hope u all are happy healthy and enjoying life.. i cannot wait for the 1st of this year to have all this christmas Jazz behind us!! anyway luv u all

The Pussycat Adoption
Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf Calling all Friends and Family Members, This naughty Pu$$ycat is up for Adoption, and needs a good owner!!! I got sum awesome offers, and am looking for an equally awesome owner. If a VIP, 30-day Blast, $65-bling pack(or higher), or a HH is bid will increase offers and add NSFW Salute, all offers are negotiable and can be changed or more added.. So come check me out and make some really great bids, I promise I am worth it!!!!! Dont forget to check out our Pu$$ycat Playmate & Pimp$ homepage for more info on our Pu$$ycat Adoption, and how to become one urself!!! I'll C U There!!!! This Pimpout brought to you by non-other than The Sexcee "Bisexcee" Herself

Poem Of The Day
What Is It That I Love? If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

The Lighthouse
The storm gathers in the west Ready to take you out I can see this all to well I know its time to stir about Your in trouble Your going down I will not let this happen I will not let you drown Your my best friend And nothing else matters When the storm hits And your life shatters I'll be your lighthouse And i'll always be here To protect you from anything Even you worst fear So bring on the hurricanes Even the April showers I will shelter you No matter how many hours

And How Is This Nsfw?!?!?!!?
OK, I'm getting so sick and tired of all the childish, petty NSFW FLAGGERS!!!!! WOULD SOME ONE PLZ TELL ME HOW IS THIS PIC NSFW??? I FIND IT SO AMAZING HOW I KEEP GETTING pics like this or a simple wolf pic flagged yet, my master/slave folder unflagged... I am very pissed and irritated with whoever goes round doing this......this IS AN ADULT SITE, IF THEY CAN'T HANDLE IT THEN THEY SHOULD TAKE THEIR TICKLE-ME-ELMOS AND GO BACK TO THE ROMPER ROOM!!!!

Sit On My Lap And Let's Talk.....
...about what you want for Christmas! (I know what you were thinking...pervs!) So, take a seat on my Wishlist Train and tell me what you Fu Want for Christmas! (or any Winter Holiday you celebrate for that matter!) Who knows...some wishes may come true! Whether it be to level, to rank, or to have a blast or an Auto 11's! Be sure to Rate/Fan and Add each and every person on the list to be placed on it as well. Private Message me when you are done and tell me what you want for Christmas and I will get you added to join the fun! THEN, I challenge each of my friends to help make the others wishes come true! You all know mine, I WANT TO ORACLE! AND I DID! So instead just give me a Christmas Kiss!

Tag Your It
Tagged By:Mare You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? short 5. Your father? wise 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? loved 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? perfect 16. Muffins? enlish 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Colorado 19. The last thing you did? bills 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? Garfield 23. Your computer? custom 24. Your life? ok 25. Your

Winter Solstice - 72 Hours Begin
The Winter Solstice is considered one of the most powerful times of the year by many cultures around the world. In the Northern Hemisphere this celestial event usually occurs on December 21st. The timing of the solstice this year will be Sunday, December 21, at 7:04 a.m. EST, 4:04 a.m. PST, or 12:04 p.m. Universal Time. The Winter Solstice is the longest night of the year, and it heralds the initial impulse of the annual return of the Sun, the Light, to the Earth. This year the spiritual effects of the solstice will be more powerful than ever before. This is due to the incredible influx of Light that is pouring into the planet through the heartfelt pleas of people everywhere. Humanity is experiencing the most intensified purging of the economic system, and the various other social structures that do not operate with a consciousness of the highest good for all concerned, that we have ever endured. This is a necessary cleansing that is paving the way for the physical manifestation

Remembering
on the way home from work today, i listened to bullet for my valentine. good band if you like that sort of thing. one song i heard just before i got home was 10 years today. lyrics: Ten years ago, I got a call that nearly killed me Repeat yourself my hands are shaking When I was told my friend was gone I felt so guilty A thousand questions left unanswered I'll bleed if you want me to I'll serenade before I do I'll bleed if you want me to On and on although you’re gone Candles burn without a flame on Our final call to you - I know you’re listening How could you leave us that way Where did you go, ten years today Ten years ago, I stood beside the wood that held you I must sit down my legs are shaking We let you go, with gifts and plectrums for your journey And melodies to help you on your way I'll bleed if you want me to I'll serenade before I do I'll bleed if you want me to On and on although you’re gone Candles burn without a flame on Our final call to

The Valley & The Mountain
through the valley i walk to the mountain i climb. i tried to climb that mountain but cant get past the first peak. The valley is where i stay contemplating life. How can i climb that mountain?One day i will! Till then i stay in the valley wondering if im good enough to climb that mountain or im i destain to stay in the valley.One day I hope to conquer that mountain.My demons keep me in the valley of self dought,worth,and love.Will i ever be trully happy? Happiness is what is ultimate what everyone is striving for to get to the top of the mountain.Most of us are happy being in the valley but not all END

How A Marriage Works
A newlywed couple had only been married for two weeks. The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, 'Honey, I'll be right back.' 'Where are you going, coochy cooh?' asked the wife. 'I'm going to the bar, pretty face. I' m going to have a beer.' The wife said, 'You want a beer, my love?' She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer brands from 12 different countries: Germany , Holl and , Japan, India , etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, 'Yes, lollipop ....but at the bar...you know...they have frozen glasses....' He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, 'You want a frozen glass, puppy face?' She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pa

Love & Lust (personal Meditation, Sparked By Questions...) (not Written By Me)
Tuesday, September 12, 2006 Love & Lust (personal meditation, sparked by questions...) (not written by me) Current mood: confused Category: Life There are two words in the English language that are easily confused... These being "love" and "lust". Love is like a candle... it gives its light freely and without compunction, but can be made to burn forever... It is found in the moment when presence means far more than contact, or desire... when just knowing that the other is there will suffice... Lust is like an all-consuming bonfire, burning fast and fierce in its intensity, but destined to last only until its hunger is sated... This is found when the desire for contact holds more value than presence...When hunger and desire become a moot point... In the early stage, it is not easy to tell the two apart, or see where one begins and the other ends... This does not say that either one is wrong, but it is best to know the difference... The steadfastness of love, or

Hit By Suv
TO ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.FIRST I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. TO UPDATE SOME OF YA'LL.ON FRIDAY 1/09/2009 HE WAS WALKING HOME FROM THE BUS STOP WHICH HE HAS DONE ATLEAST 100 TIMES.ITS A BUSY INTERSECTION HE NO'S BETTER THAN TO CROSS AT A GREEN LITE.ANYWAYS AS HE CROSSED HE GOT HIT BY A NISSAN EXTERRA THROWN 50 FT AND SUMMERSULTED 2 TIMES BEFORE HE LANDED.HE BROKE THE RIGHT LEG,HAD A ATERIAL BLEED IN HIS HEART AND SMALL BRAIN BLEED.AS OF NOW HE IS STABLE.THE HEART HAS BEEN FIXED.HE GOES IN TOMORROW TO FIX THE BREAK IN HIS LEG.THE BRAIN BLEED IS FINE FOR NOW. THEY ARE HOPING TO REMOVE THE BREATHING TUBE TOMORROW AS WELL BUT NOT UNTIL HE CAN BREATH ON HIS OWN.AGAIN THX UPDATE.HE IS IN SURGERY GETTING A ROD PUT IN FROM HIS ANKLE TO HIS KNEE.HE IS STABLE AND FAIR CONDITION. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SYMPATHY CARDS. UPDATE;4;13PM SHAWN IS DOING WELL.THEY REMOVED THE CHEST TUBES AND ARE WORKING ON REMOVING THE BREATHING TUBE. UPDATE

How Many Is A .....
A Blonde is watching the news with her husband when the newscaster says 'Two Brazilian men die in a skydiving accident.' The blonde starts crying to her husband, sobbing. 'That's horrible!!! So many men dying that way!' Confused, he says, 'Yes dear, it is sad, but they were skydiving, and there is always that risk involved.' After a few minutes, the blonde, still sobbing, says, 'How many is a Brazilian?'