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Heres The Deal
if Anyone on here ever wants to talk please dont wait for me to email you because im terrible at getting things started. Just send me a message and we can converse from there. Its not that I dont wanna talk to you good people its just that i never seem to be online when everyone else is so just let me know you wanna chat and give me a rough time that you may be online and ill do what I can to come party with you online and get to know you better. Hope to hear from at least one person lol.

Fu Relationship
Ok so here is the question....Why do people announce that they are fu engaged or fu married to someone if they are still interested in meeting new ppl and trying to meet these new ppl in real life?? It's usually all the same: two ppl like each other and live very far away from one another and usually have and won't ever meet... I just don't understand that!!! It doesn't make any sense to me!! I mean do what u want but it's just doesn't mean anything to anyone!!!! or does it???? Am I alone? Do u feel the same way I do? Tell me how u feel about these fake fu engagements and fu marriages.. I am very interested to see what other ppl think!! ****Please leave me a comment**** and if u have a fu engagement or fu marriage announced on ur page...Please tell me why!!! Thanks so much, Tracy **** Please don't forget to rate this blog****

My Love...
My heart skips a beat I skip a breath My nerves are shot And I get the shakes My feels warm I tingle All Over Just at the though of you. You make me smile On the darkest days You have my heart For the rest of our days. I can't stop Thinking of you As I sleep You dance in my dreams. As I am awake Your smile is what makes me Thankful of each day. I can Bear through my days With the thoughts of you. Know you are always Within my heart. ~AngL~

3 Days To Go
As the title says, then I am off on holiday to the US. Oregon again to visit a good friend :) Hopefully the weather will be better than the storm we are having. Damn wind still trying to steer the bike for me, but I have been lucky so far and corrected it in time LOL. I could try and say it is due to skill, but I put it down to luck. I won't say what part of Oregon I am visiting but if you see me in real life then say hello :)

All Over Cept The Cryin!
hey you guys!! im so gonna win!!! if you want to add to the winners pot, and make my winnings even more...contact philemon!! he is holding the winners pot! Philemon [I own Per! Yay!]@ fubar fupal him your donation to the pot with a message that says "for j-roxxx" or sumfin :D as little or as much as youd like!! 100 fu or 100k fu :D the pot is going to me (y) you can bet on that :) i even put 50k fu on myself at the beginning cause i had confidence i would win :) thats just how i roll. and i owe it to my wonderful friends for making me feel like i could win. thanks. im so late for work, and this catfight really turned into a catfight!! it was awesome :D lol...all in good fun of course, but yeah. i have the best group of friends on fubar. thats for real (y) godfather level means nothing to me. my friends, and my freedom to express myself here does. not trying to be famous, just trying to show people who i am :) check out this mumm. total drama i kno

Love Hurts
often I wonder, whenever i hear my friends talk about love,just how many of them has had a relationship completely void of pain where love was proclaimed as the basis of the relationship.i searched my own life as to date and yet to find a single relationship where I could say honestly that I was completely happy throughout the entire relationship.Why then do i wonder that it is we so actively seek relationships that we know we are to suffer for the company of another. Is it possible that this is the way it is supposed to be?I think not.could it be that love is nothing more than an illusion that we create for ourselfs to feel wanted and accepted,perhaps but unlikely.Is it more likely that the affection is real but we create the infliction of pain to be pitied for,perhaps.Will anyone care why we endure the pain for the pleasure,no!We only know that the pleasure,however so little,is worth the pain we recieve no matter how great! To some degree.then we divorce only to begin the process all

A Cruise....
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away - Rex A. Williams -

My Favorites
My Favorites Color: Animal: Car: Passtime: Book: Magazine: Video Game: Class in School: Holiday: Place to Shop: Brand Name: Dating Pick Up Line: Wingman: Quality in the Opposite Sex: Thing to do on a first date: TV and Movies Movie (All-Time): Movie (This Year): Movie (Drama): Movie (Comedy): Movie (Horror): Person to go to the Movies With: TV Series (All-Time): New TV Series: Animated TV Series: Reality TV Series: Actor 1: Actor 2: Actress 1: Actress 2: Music Song (All-Time): New Song: Rock Song: Pop Song: Country Song: Love Song: Artist (All-Time): New Artist: Album (All-Time): New Album: Sports Sport (To Play): Team Member: Opponent: Person to bug when I beat them: Sport (To Watch): Moment in Sports: Hockey Team: Football Team: Baseball Team: Basketball Team: Soccer Team: Person to bug when their team lo

Purgatory
Purgatory Here I am once again in a place I've been before Seems everything leads back here it's behind every door And I don't wanna stay but I can't seem to leave Stuck in my own private Purgatory It all starts the same way-- with a wink and a smile And everything seems like it's great for awhile But the laughter, it fades and the tears fill my eyes and again I find myself asking, "Why?" Did I love you too much or not show it enough? Was I just too damn weak or did I come off too tough? It would drive me insane if I just cared enough but I've got a lot to learn about love It doesn't take much to crush my tender spirit Just one broken word-- I don't have to see or hear it When I feel disregarded, I get so broken-hearted and that's all it takes to set you free I won't argue, won't say a word, won't put up a fight Won't get on my knees and beg you to start treatin' me right Cast my eyes to the ground and start on my journey back to my pri

Sara-isms 03-31-08
Woke up slightly off kilter this morning/afternoon... coulda been all the smoking I did last night, I was stuckin foned last night. But in any event, I woke this morning to feelings of hatred and sarcasm... which I don't know why, seeing as I am not particularly angry at anyone or anything... just feeling like I need loud angry music playing with fast, hard, and loud drumming. Maybe it's a Slipknot day. HHHMMM. When I feel like this, I tend to question myself, ask myself "Why do you feel like this, where is the anger coming from?" So the answers I am coming up with are feasible. Work. I do too much of it. Friends. Some are acting in ways that make me question if they are good people to have in my life, if they are going to provide me with smiles or frowns. Men. Yeah. Enough said on that one. I love my job. I get to interact with a shit ton of interesting people, most of the people I work with are great, and in general, I have a good time when I go. But man, I am there way too muc

Shuggas Dark Poem
Mistress Dark of The Night. When the moon is full , darkness has set in you might want to take cover because that is when it all begins. When the moon is full and darkness has set in the fog seeps over the grounds, the air is crisp and not a living soul about. Except when the clock turns midnight then all the dead start lurking about. Dead meaning the non mortals the creatures of the night, the ones that stalk the living to take their souls, drink their blood, or eat their brains in order to survive. One in particular I could be speaking of is mistress of the dark , the most vicious woman you could do with out. Her known uniqueness she posesses can paralize the mind, drain the life one holds within themselves, then leave them to the children of the night. Her name is Vampress, She holds these powers true to her heart for if someone were to take vengance upon her they could kill her by drving a stake deep into her darkend soul. Vampress holds the striegth of 4 men, eyes that

2nd Alarm Hottie Auction
Alright its auction time Happy Hour= 1,000,000 fubucks Starting bid= 10,000 fubucks Each additional bid must increase by 10,000 fubucks. Winnings -Own a hottie for 2 weeks -rate up to 100 pics -fan and rate profile -2 profile comments -2 pic comments of Hotties choice -2 gifts of hotties choice *NOTICE* Any bidder who takes advantage/harasses any hottie he/she may win, forfeits winnings and will be turned over to swat. Hotties Home Page... Come Show Us Love !!!

Hospital
Hi, Went to the hospital today and had a mamogram and ultra sound and nothing nasty found :) They've advised that it was a cyst and that I have micro cysts which are quite common.... Was a really good service and they've given me an open appointment in case it gets worse, I can just phone them up directly. Anyway, that's the update :) Thanks folks for your support!

I Am A New Person 2
Yes! I am writing a new blog because before what I have to say, I wanted you to see the video. I know that if I said this first you would not of watched the video. I have changed because of that video. My loving Lord Jesus Christ touched me greatly because of that video. I am no longer looking for a relationship ever. God will send me my Mr. Right when he is ready. He also knows what kind of man I need and want. I am looking for a man that is the same religious belief as I, and who loves Jesus Christ as much as I do. Yes! This means if your waiting on me, dont. Move on with your life. You dont believe the same way as I do and will never either for that matter. You said that yourself. I pray that you all have a blessed day. Enjoy life and find true happiness. I know I have just found it.

Second Life
I know some of you were wondering where I have gone. Well I have moved on to another program that simply blows everything else I have seen in the past 25 + years of doing compters away. That program is called second Life at www.secondlife.com. I would take the time to explain it to you but you have to experience it on your own. So I hope you will stop by and see me over there. Cheers

Text Or Chat Shortforms
If you see your teenager typing "MOS" in a Windows Live chat when you're in the room and have no idea what it means -- "mom over shoulder," by the way -- then read on and/or print out this list to keep up with your kid's lingo... But a word of warning: you might not want to know your kids are talking about this stuff (mine are still too young, so I have some time before I pull my hair out). Some of these I've heard while others seem, odd, but kudos to NetLingo for compiling and publishing this. Also, if you use IM programs or send text messages (SMS) on your phone, what's your favourite shorthand phrases? OK, here we go: 8 - it refers to oral sex 143 - it means I love you 182 - it means I hate you 459 - it also means I love you 1174 - it means nude club 420 - it refers to marijuana ADR or addy - Address ASL - Age/Sex/Location banana - it means penis CD9 - it means Code 9 = parents are around DUM - Do You Masturbate? DUSL - Do You Scream Lo

The Rules & Guide Lines To Get On The Magic Bus
MAKE SURE YOU READ TO THE END... 1st. Fan, Rate, And Add Me, SHOW LOVE, TO The Magic Bus. ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar 2. Fan & Rate & Comment My Part Time Driver Becky BlytheBecky(Southern Luv)@ fubar 2nd. Fan, Rate, And Add EveryOne On The Passenger List Now, IN MY BLOG. EVERYONE! Over 150 People On The Bus, NO Time Limit On You at your own time ok 3.All The Older Persons Who Are Already On The Bus, YES!! FAN, RATE, And ADD ALSO,SHOW LOVE TO THE NEW COMMER AND EVERYONE ON THE MAGIC BUS NOW, I Do MEAN EVERY ONE, I WILL BE CHECKING THIS TIME OUT :-) NO SHORT CUTS. IF NO FAN, NO RATES, NO LOVE, NO BUS !!!!!! :-) SIMPLE AS THAT. I WILL BE CLEANNING OUT THE BUS AFTER THIS SUMMER TIME RUN, SO IF YOU LIKE TO STAY ON THE MAGIC BUS, YES YOU MUST DO WHAT EVERY ONE DOES. FAN, RATE, AND ADD,SHOW SOME LOVE, EVERYONE, EVERYONE NEW & ALREADY ON THE BUS... 4. AFTER YOU FANNED,RATED,ADDED EVERYONE, I MEAN EVERYONE, ON THE OLD PASSENGER L

One Wish
If I was granted but one wish I could wish for many things I could wish for world peace No more war No more debt No more pain and suffering If my wish was limited to just me I could wish for a man that is strong I could wish for a deep seeded love I could wish for someone who cares He could be tall and handsome Confident and all around amazing If I had to make just that one wish If I could get all those things Wrapped in one wonderful package Then my wish is already come true Because my wish is YOU I LOVE YOU BABY!!

Bummed
So I was really hoping to get that stimulus check this week since we did have ours direct deposited. We never go it so I went to irs.gov to check things out. Well come to find out if you had your filing fees or whatever else taken out of your refund you will be getting a paper check.. so that means we wont be getting ours till July *sighs* And our vacation was gonna be next month.. we can still try our best to save we have a few ideas but it just bums me the hell out :(

A Million Dollar Contest--need Your Help!
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1056604&albumid=1018645&i=2586438005#870011217 Rate early! Rate 10! Then comment often! Comment way, way often! Make me a bomb zone! Thank you! xxxooo Ox

Fucked Up
as some of you may not know, but i was in a 4 wheeler accident on friday, may 16th... thankfully im fine... all i got was a raul knee and about a 4 inch bruse on the side of my right knee... my neck and arms are sore... ok now ill fill you in on what happen... wallie, mike and i went to boldwin... we all was doin good... well they was (lol)... we went up a little hill and the wheeler got a little crazy and i slid to the right... i caught myself and pushed my way back down (on all 4s), when i did that, the back tire ran over my right leg... im fine... we went on ridin... we came to this little creek thing... wallie and mike made it through with no problem... so i started through it... that didnt happen very well... i got the front to tires up on level ground and the next thing i know my front tires are up in the air... when that happen i slid off the wheeler, so im standin with my hands flat on the seat... i tryed to push myself away from the wheeler and the wheeler away from me... it w

Computer Issues
I just wanted too let everyone know that I won't be online much until after Thursday. The power pack on my computer is going bad. Im losing connection at the moment. Just wanted everyone too know what was going on.

The Greater Purpose
~Dedicated to my loving wife, thank you for an amazing beautiful daughter. ~ The Greater Purpose 5.19.08 A man wandering life endlessly Seeing a purpose. Days, weeks, years go buy But no purpose is found. Living life in a world Absent of Joy and Love. His world slowly fades to darkness Now he's truly lost. A glimmer of light shines in the distance A sign of Hope and Happiness. Traveling toward the light A beautiful woman emerges. A purpose is found A new life is born.

Psychological Pain
Psychological Pain``by SirBlackWhip I strongly feel it is very possible to have a sadomasochistic experience completely without physical pain, one in which D/s (Domination and Submission) is acknowledged in other ways; this is can be referred to as psychological pain. This can consist of such feelings as uncertainty, apprehension, shame, embarrassment, humiliation, powerlessness, and above all, fear. The most common component of SM mental pain is, of course, humiliation, where the dominant embarrasses the submissive by pointing out his or her helplessness. I submit this example. Submissive s may be humiliated by being made to lick their dominants boots or kiss the dominants buttocks. I know that female dominants sometimes demean their male subs by forcing them to wear female clothing, or by giving them tasks or chores to do which, of course, raises the specter of misbehaving or necessitating punishment. I submit here, that it is very important that none of the concepts being u

Own Me
HELLO ALL ONCE AGAIN IM AN AUCTION...THIS A BOMBER AND LEVELER..YES THAT RIGHT U GOT YOUR OWN RATER....COME CHECK ME OUT AND SEE WHAT IM OFFERING.. DEPENDS ON THE OFFER I CAN ADD MORE...WE WORK ON THE DETAILS....SO COME CHECK ME OUT AND AND SHOW LUV....U KNOW IM GOOD FOR IT TY....LATA Want too own your own Leveler or Bomber for a month. Stop by and check them all out and put a bid in too own them for a month. Check out what each has too offer. Auction ends June 15th at 12:00 p.m. est. At this point out we will not be accepting no more entrys. Good Luck too all and Happy Bidding Here is the breakdown for Fu Bucks as per cash bid.

July 19th...come Be Sinful
Summer Sinfest™ is all about fun, salaciousness, and down right sexy entertainment. We provide a plethora of unique visual, artistic, and sensual experiences. New in 2008 we have added an EROTIC ART GALLERY. Artists from around the globe have been invited to show their work. We have selected those that have embodied the art of flesh and fetish. You won't have to wonder when a single stage act is starting because all night long the stages will be filled with sinful performances. The main stage will hold a fetish inspired 3 Act play called The Watcher along with some special guests coming from all across Texas and beyond to dazzle you with astounding S&M performances. Of course there will be vendors!!! Flogs, whips, corsets, lace and most assured leather. We had so many responses from vendors wanting to vend this event we had to pick only the best craft/artists in the industry. Most of our vendors offer handmade items to customize your pleasures. The VIP hours

My Life
Time has moved on and I still need to make those changes as for as getting a job and/or money to stabilize my situation. I feel that my health is not going in a positive direction. Because I don't have insurance I am hoping and praying I don't get real sick, lately though I have been having chest pains and tightning of my chest muscles on the right side. Now I am an avid coffee drinker; I don't get much sleep cause I am on this computer searching for an answer all hours of the night and early morning. right now it is 12:01 am at night but I must do something about my situation, what good is sleep if it has not helped me regain some respect for myself. I have a great son 13yrs. old and deserves some things I can't afford to give him. One thing I wanted to give him is his own room with his own stuff. I think that would give some peace of mind. He worries about too many things for a kid his age. In the neighborhood we live in makes it hard to find good friends for him and his sister. I ne

Home!
ok so i work 6 days a week have one day off. my girl works every other day 4 hours a day and she is suppose to be looking for a new job. but instead she is laying by the pool working on her tan with her friends. taking her friends out shopping. driving around doing what ever. and when she comes and gets me from work she is a hour late. making my day much longer. And when i come home the place is trashed from her eatin, showering, or what ever she was doing that day after i spent the day pryor cleaning the whole dam place.... should i be wrong for getting mad!? Some times i think i was better off living alone!!

Tagged By Tiffany
YOU CAN TYPE ANYTHING 1. Where is your cell phone? on my desk 2. Your significant other? thats the question of the year 3. Your hair? awesome of course 4. Your mother? gone 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? plead the 5th 7. Your dream last night? musta been good, woke up with wood 8. Your favorite drink? ice tea 9. Your dream/goal? be sucessful 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? in my bedroom lol 14. Where were you last night? in my bedroom 15. What you're not? happy 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? house 18. Where you grew up? Cali 19. The last thing you did? ummmmmmmmm 20. What are you wearing? wouldnt you like to know 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? i have fish 23. Your computer? Gateway 24. Your life? wasted 25. Your mood? hungry as hell 26. Missing someone? always 27. Favorite Store? target 30. Your summer? HOT 31. Like someone? yes and she knows 32. Your favorite colo

Interesting
Have a history teacher explain this ---- If they can? Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head. Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln. Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.

As Of June 26th
These are the names of all the Id's that have been made up to today. They are all family up to June 13th. If your name is not on here then please let me know so I can make you one. #1 Cowboysfan 2Cute4u Asmgmt99 Babygirl Belle Brandon CaliforniaGirl Cdaltoona Cianci010613 DjOnFire DjFantastic Drmami0031 Eastbolt FlogginMolly Fuzzydoll grind drummer jayfrmbk juggalette angel ked275 ladybugt lips of a devil pen311eb pinky poetic justice rARyan Reign Wolveshart Rickgmi river sexylildevilgirl sexy milf of 3 sherri spoiled babygirl star4the24 tazy The Pentatonics val vodka girl war5child warrior tr>

To A Friend
TO you who dwell withdrawn, above The world's tumultuous strife, And, in an atmosphere of love, Have triumphed over life; To you whose heart has kept so young Beneath the weight of years, I give these passion flowers of song, Still wet with undried tears. You too have trod that stony path Which steeply winds afar, And seen, through nights of storm and wrath, The bright and Morning Star; Where, shining o'er the Alps of time On valleys full of mist, It beckons us to peaks sublime, Oh, brave Idealist

Close Enough To History For Me
We gave it everything we had yesterday, Although I didnt quite make Godfather it was still close enough to history for me, Clearing 1,104,261 points during my Happy Hour and clearing a TOTAL of 1,792,939 points for the day and Ranking #28 I have to say that is INCREDIBLE. I cant thank Each of you that was involved enough. You guys were RELENTLESS. I actually didnt think I would get that far to be honest, the number was huge and despite the thoughts of a few NON BELIEVERS and a few un welcomed personal statements all I can say is "I feel I made fu history History yesterday with the help of my Locked Cocked and Ready to Rock Friends. YOU GUYS are the BEST!! THANK YOU

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was born in New Orleans,LA 2.I was adopted. 3. I love to cook/bake. 4. My favorite color is yellow. 5.I used to have a cattery and bred show cats. 6.I was part of the team that was responsable for getting the IMAX camera operating on the space shuttle. 7. I hate yard work. 8 I grow orchids.. 9. I love classsical music. 10.I'm an amateur radio operator, and certified skywarn spotter/storm chaser.

God Bless
God bless all the troops over in iraq. I hope you can be home with your familys soon. Yall have a special place in my heart for what your doing. Make the best of the 4th and remeber its independence day. Yall are in my prayers. Thank You All, Capt. Mike

Done
Done trying to care Sick of being hurt Every time I try I get burned Not dealing with it This is the end Been hurt for the last time Its goin to be hard For me trust another Im done being hurt Sick of being used

Apology?, I Don't Think So...
How the fuck is THIS an apology...? I see you're whining Stop by my page Check out my blog And see for yourself what I'm doing. Anyway, sorry for my misunderstandings, etc. So, now I've appologized. Why don't you? Name calling really isn't necessary and I didn't say you weren't a MUMMER I just said you didn't seem to know the rules. Some mumms are real. gave me a field day with the bouncers. cause really really love to be 'harsh' with them sometimes. gotta keep em on their toes. So like I said check out the blog you'll see what I'm doing. And realize that hey... it's not like ya thought. Give people chances before calling them names. and assuming shit with shit. :-) It'd be nice. Thanks.

My List Of Things To Do Before I Die
I'm not sure if anyone else has a list like this but here is mine. =] 1. Make out with a rock star 2. Fly in an airplane 3. Jump out of an airplane 4. Bungee Jump 5. Learn to play guitar 6. Swim with dolphins 7. Own a 1968 Shelby Mustang

Do Anyone Read There Blogs?
Anyhow, I am finally off from work today and getting some much needed rest. How has everyone been? Hey stop by and leave me a message, DO NOT just rare, leave me a message. I would like to hear from you and those who read this. Thank you, Pete

Poetry
My single rose in a garden of weeds. Like nutrition to a baby you fulfill my needs. Put me on death row before I’d let you get hurt. Beautiful after practice scared to see you in a skirt. Call me Alicia Keys cause I see you and its like Ohh. Tryin to get in the mix like vegetables in beef stew. We need to be bonded like DNA. All that and a bag of chips like Frito-lay. Baby gorgeous is your middle and sexy is your last. Blessed with everything face, body, and ass. Look at your feet and damn they’re cute too. Think of me as your heart cause I’m a major part of you. Things need to get deep like a black hole. So be the better part of me a.k.a. my soul. Even what I can’t see baby I love. I’m glad you’re mine even though you belong high above. Why God made lips so luscious on a face like yours? So amazing like the moon glistenin off the sea shore. You just don’t know and I doubt you ever will. Ever understand for you how I feel.

The Question Of Love (possibility) Wow!!!!!!!
SOMETIMES IT HITS US ALL AT A GIVEN PART OF TIME,AND YET TIME HAS NO FEELINGS,OR SPACE.IT IS THERE WITHIN A BLINK OF AN EYE.YOUR HEART STANDS STILL,AND MOVES FAST.IT CONSUMES YOU.IT EXCEPTS THE POSSIBLE,AND MAKES THE IMPOSSIBLE,SEEM ACCOMPLISHED.IT EATS AT EVERY SENSIBLE INCLINATION YOU HAVE,WHILE DEVOURING YOU TO THE FULLIEST,PASSION,AND DESIRE THAT POWERS YOU TO ETERNITY.IT TAKES YOU BY THE HEART,AND MOVES IN QUICKLY,SHATERRING EVERYTHING YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU WAS MADE OF.IT MAKES YOU LET DOWN YOUR GUARD,AND TEAR DOWN WALLS.AND YOU INVITE IT WITH OPEN ARMS.YOU TREAT IT LIKE IT WAS ALWAYS A PART OF YOU,YET YOU ALWAYS ARE IN SEARCH OF IT.YOU FEAST UPON ITS PROMISES,AND YET,DEMAIN MORE.YOU PLAY ON ITS LUST,AND GIVE LOVE ITS NAME.IT OVERCOMES OBSTICLES.CLIMBS MOUNTAINS,AND SAIL THE WATERS.AND YOU GIVE IT THE NAME DESIRES.yOU OPEN TO ITS' MOTIVE,AND SUCCOMB TO ITS BEAUTY,AND YOU CALL IT COMPASSION.POSSIBLITIES ARE ENDLESS,AND WE CALL IT FOREVER.

Pending Friends Requests!
Hey everyone I know I come to your page and review it and rate and fan but right now I am in the hospital with my lap top and lot of pain in my stomach. When I get a chance I will be giving some extra 10's or 11's also. Just don't get upset if I don't add you. I am tired of a lot of fake people as friends. I hope you all understand. Try to enjoy your day or night when you read this. So please be patient! Thanks for your understanding. with feelings and blessings from Shadow Princess

All Of You
All Of You Author: David Norman Meece The sound of your voice is music to my ear So soft, sweet, and clear The kiss from your lips words can not explain It takes away my worries and my pain The caress of your hand sends shivers down my spine Everyday I thank God that your mine. The sight of your lovely face takes away all my fears You're the one I want to love through out the years For an eternity I want to spend in your arms Everyday graced by your beauty and your charms.

Pain
Man once agan i hurt myself.. I hurt my knee big time playin paintball... the doctor said today that I messed it up good this time. And im lucky if I get to play paintball or soccer at all.. Man come on what other bad things can happen to me. First i loose my man then i loose the two things that let me be me.. the two things im good at.. god damn it why do i have suck bad luck....

Candied Dreams
Melting sliding through the cracks Let it go you won't be back Candy melts into your tongue Tastes so sweet as you go numb Feel the warmth rise from your skin See the world your sinking in The lifeless dance in timeless sway Candied dreams of your decay Your veins bleed electric blood Your heart beats out powdered love Breathing, bleeding lifeless child A perfect Angel, falling wild Breathe so deep the world spins Open your eyes and your high again The silent murder of your mind Candied dreams is all you'll find As your melting sliding through the cracks When you let go you can't come back.

Singles Auction
I'm for sale!!! I am in Silentlizard's Singles Auction and I want you to own me!! Even if you don't want to bid, please rate my photo! Most rates wins a bling pack!! And I want it!! This is what I am offering: 1) F/R/A OWNER IF NOT ALREADY 2) ADD THEM AS #1 FAMILY MEMBER(durin ownership) 3) PLACE FU-OWNED BY ___B4 MY NAME(if owner wants) 4) DAILY COMMENT,DRINK, OR A GIFT (my choice) 5) RATE PICS 10's(up to 500 pic's){11's if VIP is given} DURING HH 6) RATE STASH(up to 500) THUMB's UP DURING HH 7) SFW SALUTE PIC 8) MORE IF THE OFFER IS HIGHER Click the pic to bid on/rate me!! Don't forget to R/F/A the auction hostess!! Silentlizard - Greeter for Dirty Deeds Radio - Bodyguard to Mikey - Fu-owned by Tappinit

Steak Recipe Widget
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Whiskey Train
Come ride the Whiskey Train DustMePink ~GoofyLady~ *Fu-Bomber*Shadow Leveler*FuAngel*@ fubar Inky the Red~~Spirit of Inky's Levelers~~ member@ club united@ fubar SLIMBOY1972@ fubar Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Team LOVE Cpt@ fubar Gypsysoul,member of,di lapdancing,clubfar,insane,levellers, fu angel happyhippo,twisterride, hippiet@ fubar ~Cengin~/

First Meeting
first meeting I knew that you when i saw you my heart skiped a bit your eyes met mine and all was forseen i knew what are hearts wanted yet we knew it couldnt be we smiled and we connected on a level knowone else knows of i knew i loved you i felt it all over i know this feeling shall never die my heart was thier for the taken i was yours In my mind, and in my soul - Where I've always known you,to be So, although we must part has friends I know that it wasnt easy for looking in your eyes i knew i wanted you the first meet wasnt right for us who knows when it will be right I know until then l will hear your voice in my heart - See you face in my dreams, And feel your touch when the time comes when we see each other you shall always have a place in my heart and soul by temptress

Teddybear Snugglers Pt1
WELCOME TO THE TEDDYBEAR SNUGGLERS FAMILY. HELLO EVERYONE THIS IS A NEW FAMILY BEING CREATED. SO IF YOU WANT TO HELP PEOPLE LEVEL ALL YOU GOT TO DO IS JOIN. JUST SEND ME OR I LOVE ALL FIVE OF MY KIDS A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING THAT YOU WANT TO JOIN. AND WE WILL PUT YOUR NAME ON TO THE LIST OF FAMILY MEMBERS. PLUS WE WILL ALSO CREATE A TAG FOR YOU TO. MAKE SURE YOU RATE FAN AND ADD ALL OF THE MEMBERS SO YOU CAN GET THE UPDATES FOR THE FAMILY. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I LOVE ALL FIVE OF MY KIDS CO_OWNER OF TEDDYBEAR SNUGGLERS i love all 5 off my kids*@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TINA AND GARRETT CO_OWNER OF TEDDYBEAR SNUGGLERS TINA & GARRETT*©SHADOWLEVELERS¨@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ JEN JEN ~jen-jen~shadow leveler~@ fubar

Lonely
Happiness.... I wonder what it is sometimes? I find happiness when I'm around my friends and family. But I am never completely happy. Its like there's something missing? Or is it just loneliness...? I dunno. Does being with someone make you happy and keep you from being lonely? Well, yes and no? Are you with them for the right reasons or just because? I think there's alot of people who waste there time so that they aren't lonely. I know I have before. I'll be the first to admit, and I'm still lonely and not completely happy. First, you need to find yourself. Who you are.. and what you want to be. Love yourself... or you will never be able to love someone else. Don't settle for just Mr. Right or Ms Right now. Look for Mr. Right or Ms Right, but don't be afraid to get to know someone. Quit comparing everyone to your X. Your not with them for a reason. It didn't work out, move on! It only means there is someone else better out there for you, and if it so happens you do belong with your X,

38th Mp 08-09
On August 4th, 2008 we lost two good soldiers to an EFP. Menke was a young college kid whom postponed college to come here. Henry was a Cpt. on the Indianapolis Fire Department and on the Emergency Dive Team. Both are missed by the unit, friends, and family. Can't say much more now...

The Loner In Me...
As I sit here, after being hung up on by someone I considered a potentially good candidate as friend and confidante, someone I bared my soul to without fear of harsh treatment or abuse; I ponder what is my loneliness at this point in my life. I am drowning. I can not catch my breath. Im afraid. I am trying desperately to keep my head above the water, and keep the masses happy all at the same time. The masses are using my sinking carcass to stand on ... and while they all continue to breath... I'm smothering. I look at this situation I have been in for the last two months with great sadness and disenchatment. The realization that I had what I coin now as a little "fantasy world" of friends for the first time in most of my life is like watching glass break once a rock has hit it hard enough to puncture not break through and the cracks run through. At some point a solid pain of glass crumbles and It feels like my glass world is shattered. I almost don't wish to get the broom and dustpa

Tattoo Contest Info!
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Mummer Nights
Ode to all the mummer lovers Mummer loving aint it a blast mummer love happens so fast shes a girl crazy and mad met a boy nuts as can be mummer days drifting away to oh oh the mummer nights tell me more tell me more did they forget meds tell me more tell me more like have they lost their heads she seems cranky maybe its cramps he has lost it dim like a lamp shes his life with out her hell drown hes never normal when shes around mummer dumb has just began but oh oh the mummer nights tell me more tell me more was it love at first sight tell me more tell me more then why do they fight Its a fun moron parade she so sour like lemonade its so fun to sit and watch him acting like it burns in the crotch mummer fling dont mean a thing but oh oh the mummer nights tell me more tell me more like why does she brag tell me more tell me more does he dress in drag hes not friendly angry and mad in her bagina there must be sand i

Again
Im not perfect nor will i ever be. I try to please a vast amount of people, usually myself last. im tierd and sick blah for me. I worry about my kids spelling i worry my sis pass her test. I fight over my dear friend because he means the world to me. i see my smile turn into disgust i let a no one make my blood boil. I know timing is everything and there is no suck thing as multi task. When does dee get to be happy and feel good?? When do my kids ask to help when do i get my love back in return? When do people stop lying and start telling the truth? When does my pain heal and i get mental closure? when will I get my heart to heal? In life you take what you give but dear god I give alot and feel like i get very little in return... Soap box maybe. Reality check most likely. I have several close rl friends from fu I enjoy them and i trust them I have felt the pain of a back stab emerse this weekend anyone else wanna take the blow??? I am ready and fully gaurded now... until then guive bac

Torn Apart....
2:30pm Today is Monday. Yup..... I'm stuck. I've lost all thoughts. I don't know what to do. I'm talking about my homework. I was supposed to type a compare/contrast essay which was due last week. I skipped class for very personal reasons. Had I known... I would've gone to class, taken a 0 and then just left the rest of the class, or maybe just stayed there since we usually let out at 8:30pm. What am I going to do? I know what I want to write about. I drew up an outline, and it makes sense, but when I want to write about it, nothing makes sense at all. I shouldn't be in this state of mind. It's the 1st time I've seriously slacked off in a long time, and trust me, I'm not too proud of it at all. Who knows, maybe the teacher might drop a grade. So if I wrote a B paper, maybe I might get a C paper. He does not give extra credit. I know that for a fact. I don't feel like going to class for the 2nd Monday in a row. I don't feel like going to the Dodgers game eit

Dj Ghost, If You Dare...
COME TO TEXAS MUSIC ROADHOUSE CHECK OUT THIS COOL "DJ & FU PASTOR" GHOST AS HE BUST A MOVE TO GREAT TUNES "IF YOUR NOT AFRAID OF NO GHOST"!!! "CLICK ON THE GHOST TO ENTER" (repost of original by 'DJ GHOST ~FU PASTOR~Co-OWNER OFTEXAS MUSIC MANIA - member of fu love bomb squad' on '2008-10-13 23:09:11')

Time To Call Snopes
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. Old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA : New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance And The Lord's Prayer Are not allowed in most Public schools anymore Because the word 'God' is mentioned... . A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.. They've out

Is It Really That Effin Hard
soo i been seeing more and more everyday who is and isnt true on here. it seems as those who reach oracle seem to think they are better then you. they forget who helps them reach that goal. i have busted my ass over and over again to help some of them reach oracle... i didnt ask for nothing in return but i figured they would at least say thank you. i mean is ty or thank you really that hard to type.... i mean it takes fukking 2 seconds to say it. i have rated many oracles pics over and over again and never got a rerate, a few pic rates, or a comment from them... now im not saying all of them are like that but yes most of them are. once they get where they wanna be they stop helping us who helped them. i dunno i dont get it did no one teach them manors or something? or are they just all about themselves... who knows. all i know is it would be nice to get at least a ty once in a while when ur taking ur time out to help others. sorry bout the bitching and the misspellings lol im on lots

What Kind Of Ice Cream?
You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Not A Moment
Not A Moment There’s not a moment that goes by That I don’t think of all you Men/women fighting. Every moment Your lives are on the line. No one Make you sign up. You all signed Because you wanted to You all wanted to server your country You all are giving back something to everyone And someone gave you that something when They served their country There’s not a moment that you won’t fight For you freedom Sometimes you take commands And sometimes you give them No matter what you do don’t forget that There are people back home who are Thinking about you There’s not a moment that goes by That I don’t think of you! Author: Felicia Reader

Why Do They Back Down.
Life can be a merry-go-around that doesn't stop. Here I am ready to take a nice trip to a resort and have male friends commenting they would like to be able to do something like it. So I invite one male friend because I have an extra bedroom there. They say yes, then when I contacted him to see what time he would be ready to leave, then he backs down. The worst part is saying he has something else to do, but would like to go on the next trip I plan. I would not be upset, but this is the third time since I planned this trip for this to happen. I have the place paid for and I was taking my vehicle and paying for the gas. The only thing the friend would be paying for is their expense at entertainment and that would be dutch treat. I know money doesn't grow on trees and I enjoy bringing someone, but the excuses are driving me. It is just a short trip and if it worked out, then there would be a future trip at another resort in another state. Men put they like to travel as a hobby, b

Star Studded Auction !!!
I'm holding an auction and its currently featuring some of fubars brightest stars !!! These Auctionees are looking to be own for a 1,000,000 fubux minimum so if ya bux small your bid just won't do They need the big spenders to come out and play ! So if your a fustar looking to auction yourself off for the big bux this auction is for you Come see Bluedemon for details ...You know i always do it big!

A Toast To Women
here's a toast to women so pure and divine who bloom once a month and bear every nine But are the only creatures this side of hell who can take juice from nuts without breaking the shell lol sadly i cant take credit much as id love too ...lol thnx hunni sure do love this one :D

Ladies
Anytime we dont answer shout box pls dont be offended or think we are ignoring you!!! we all are working and running around like maniacs in RL and on fu-bar hehe .. so if we dont answer you before you log off, or if your like me b4 u forget what the heck u wanted :P Please Just leave us a Private message, because the shout box scrolls to fast so if u just leave it in shout we are liable not to get it!! We will deff get back to you ASAP :D We Promise :P ... thanx and much luv

Because Of You
I awake each day with a smile And greet it with a laugh. The world is a treasure to me Because of you. Every time I think of something sad, I replace the thought with you. My mind is instantly changed And my heart is filled with gladness. Every breath I take is meant for you, I live this life surrounded in joy. And I bathe in the promise of your love, My soul belongs to you. Each time I see something beautiful I want to take it and bring it to you. My life has so much meaning now All because of you.

Is Your Relatioship Healthy?
HOW MANY OF THE FOLLOWING ATTITUDES AND BEHAVIORS ARE PRESENT IN YOUR RELATIONSHIPS??? 1. COMMUNICATION is open and SPONTANEOUS (including LISTENING) 2. RULES/BOUNDARIES are clear and explicit, yet allows flexibility 3. INDIVIDUALITY, FREEDOM, and PERSONAL IDENTITY is ENHANCED!!!! 4. Each enjoys doing things for SELF, as well as for the OTHER 5. PLAY, HUMOR, and HAVING FUN is common place 6. Each does not attempt to "FIX" or control the other 7. ACCEPTANCE of self and other (for REAL selves) 8. ASSERTIVENESS: feelings and needs are expressed 9. HUMILITY: able to let go of need to "BE RIGHT" 10.. SELF-CONFIDENCE and SECURITY in own worth 11. CONFLICT is faced directly and resolved 12. OPENNESS to constructive feedback 13. EACH is trustful of the other 14. BALANCE of giving and receiving 15. NEGOTIATIONS are fair and democratic 16. TOLERANCE: forgiveness of self and others 17. Mistakes are accepted and LEARNED from 18. WILLINGNESS TO

I Want To Love Again......
all my dreams i can see floating high above me. all of them just out of reach. i cant explain the way i feel. so i pray to God on my knees i kneel. i need to learn but who is here to teach??? to show me what i'm doing wrong. to take away this weakness, i want to be strong. i want to feel love again. to help me grasp onto what i need to erase my fears and make them flee. help me through this pain, i want to feel love again...

Black Sabbath-black Sabbath
What is this that stands before me? Figure in black which points at me Turn around quick, and start to run Find out I'm the chosen one Oh nooo! Big black shape with eyes of fire Telling people their desire Satan's sitting there, he's smiling Watches those flames get higher and higher Oh no, no, please God help me! Is it the end, my friend? Satan's coming 'round the bend people running 'cause they're scared The people better go and beware! No, no, please, no!

Vip Giveaway
here we go again! lol help me help u! : ) i'm going for 3 month vip, i can't afford these kinda things on here so i enter giveaways to get them, so if you could help me out and drop a few comment i would really appreciate it, or if u wanna trade pic rates for comments on my giveaway i'll do that too or make me an offer i can't refuse just sb me : ) ty everyone! just click on pic link below and start bombing! woo! hoo!

Giveaways We Are Helping All Need To Be Done!!
OK,We have a few giveaways, we are helping regiment bombers on some giveaways to get them done so please all lets spend a little time on these giveaways!!make sure you USAKingEarl needs 75k for 1 yr VIP has 32007. < center> ======= grlskikass needs 75k for 135 bling pack has 14030.

237 Reasons To Have Sex
When researchers at the University of Texas asked more than 2,000 men and women why they had sex, they received plenty of interesting answers. Here are the 237 reasons they put into their published study: The person's physical appearance turned me on. The person had a desirable body. I wanted the pure pleasure. I wanted to achieve an orgasm. I wanted the adventure/excitement. The person had an attractive face. I was "horny." It's fun. The person was too "hot" (sexy) to resist. It feels good. I was sexually aroused and wanted the release. The person was too physically attractive to resist. I wanted to improve my sexual skills. It's exciting, adventurous. I wanted to experiment with new experiences. I saw the person naked and could not resist. I wanted the experience. The opportunity presented itself. I wanted to try out new sexual techniques or Positions. I wanted to experience the physical pleasure. I was curious about what the person was like in bed. I had not

=(
I have now come to a conclusion that my life isnt as bad as I think most of the time. I was woke up at 5 by my German telling me his mom died :( He lost his dad earlier this year :( I have got to be strong for him!!!

Honesty
Honesty is a very rare trait in this day and age. We all lie to a certain extent, little white lies we tell our boss, family, or strangers, some tell more than others. All lies hurt people, it is the depth of the hurt that varies. For me I have learned to classify our lies in to 4 major groups. Some lies we tell overlap in the groups like White Lies/ Con Game, White Lies/False Promises, ...etc. 1. White Lies - These are the small ones we tell on a daily basis. An example like when you tell your boss on why your late today, to a child, and to a stranger on the street asking for change or a cigarette. 2. Con Game - These are the lies we tell when we try to get something from someone. An example is when we meet someone for the first time and don't tell everything about our self so they will like us. 3. False Promises - These are the ones we tell to others yet we know we can never keep them, to make our self feel and look better. An example when we tell the police office

Reflections
1017 am After much thought and after a conversation or two I had last night. I know my blog was depressing for those who read it. I was just feeling like that because I put myself in that situation. To be honest, it was refreshing to have someone slap me int he face with their point of views. You know, sometimes a girl needs that. I may not be expressive with words when I am in front of a person but I am expressive with my words when I do write/type them down. I had a decent conversation with a guy I consider my best friend. I knew exactly what he was thinking and what he was going to say but I guess I needed to have him tell me up front. Then about 2hrs later I received a phone call from a wonderful guy. I like him a lot. He told me how he felt when he read my blogs and also how he felt when I posted up some salutes. For that, I am sorry for not taking your thoughts into consideration. You're the one for me right now and I wouldn't want to do anything to ma

It's Near The Day Of 25
Magic rooster man Has the master plan Indeed a friend of Peter Pan and Captain Crunch Who spied on the taliban and got paid a bunch In many ways The legandary knowledge stays Dreaming of a different day All the cards and lotto tickets to play The bird version of the magic eight ball Never losing a beat last time we recall Predicting weather and crazy things to come Only while having another cup of rum It's christmas time and he and others will have a cup or more of cheer With food, many different types of alcohol and beer Always visiting people we really dont know Trading presents, jokes and memories that should not go Cock a doodle doo Rooster man has some advice for me and you Appreciate what we have and who we know Never knowing when things change and the time people have to go Rooster man knows most of all Recovering from good times and the pressures of his morning wake up call Thets all enjoy ourselves and have a grand holiday As we all including r

Reflection
Reflection Well as this year ends and the birth of the new year begins….it has me reflecting on what I have accomplished…how did I grow….therefore, I started thinking….why do I hold back when I want to do so much in this life? So what exactly do I want to accomplish by this time next year? As I sit and ponder the year to come, I reflect on this past year…. I have some things I am grateful that I did, but still seems so little for such a great space of time… so here I sit and wonder what do I want to do now with the time ahead of me…and I decided I needed to make a list….one that has every dream and desire I have….and then when I sit here this time next year and ponder what have I accomplished… I can look at this list and see …. 1. Learn to bellydance 2. Explore nature more 3. Take a few more classes (work related) 4. Take atleast 3 trips to see friends 5. Learn a method of meditation that works for me 6. Write more 7. Learn to play the piano 8. Get started on the hydroponic

Please Read
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Dark Soul
The night was falling And the stars are show up My heart is still weak and cold I try to defeated with the shadow But I canâ€™t Is this the only way I can find my true love? Sitting here all alone Watching the stars Hoping for the sign The night was falling slowly And the stars are show up And my cold heart still searching for something My lonely soul is lost in the darkness Try to find the way home My fallen angel is lost in my embrace forever I see you in my dreams, dark angel My love is belong only in your dreams There is nothing to do with it I am just shadow Who is always hidden from the light My cold heart still try to find something All this years I cannot find my way home After all this years I only see painful nothing else My cold heart is lost in the shadows, again This tears I cry they are forgotten forever I will never find someone like you I miss you so bad I miss your touch Where are you, my love? I wish you were here with me tonight To share

Whatcha Think?
Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers.. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entert ainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE ? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of

Want To Get Really Invovled
I'm looking for people who are willing to get involved with the club. We would like more recruiters, greeters, and graphics people. For the people who really want to devote their selves Co-Owners...I would like to make Club United one of the top Families on FUBAR...And we are not a bombing Family but we do try to take care of our own. I know we all have our lives so I am not asking you devote every living moment, but I am asking for people who care and can make a difference...Drop me a message if your interested.....have a great day!!!! Keith

Gimme The Cheeziest
Alright...I'm going for focus here people. Give me the best line you've heard on here. It can be a shout, a friend request or a message. Just send it on over! I'm sorry there aren't boobs in this blog, but reading is fun too! Now gimme...and try to gimme what I'm asking for. Thanks!

Weird Things To Think About
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America.....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America.....do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America.....do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America.....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER ... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'? Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do'practice'? Why is lemon ju

Hahaha!!!!!!!!
The election is over. It is time to repair friendships with the other party. Governor Sarah Palin is doing her part to do just that. The rest of the world cannot understand how, after bitter election campaigns, American politicians can kiss and make-up. For instance, Gov. Palin has invited, to her great state of Alaska, the men who defeated her, Barack Obama and Joe Biden. She has set up a moose hunting trip for their enjoyment and hired three prominent experts in their field to assist them. Dick

Alcohol Is The Devil...
UUUGGHHH... I remember now why I am not a drinker. I truly believe that alcohol is the devil and damn did he get me good last night. I vow never to dance with you again devil...nope nope nope...

My Poem21
With time,everything in life fades, what remains with us are just the shades Of the people we cared to love and loved to care, but one person whom i loved and cared is just unaware... As night falls and everyone goes into silence, My heart just wakes up and finds itself within a fence... It doesn't try to get out and get free, because as u went by for the last time,u made it to freeze... In the end,i c u at a mile saying goodbye, Not caring abt my heart and making it to cry... I looked into ur eyes,which said everything is over I then asked my heart and it said ur love is forever...

Jumbled Thoughts.
My mind is a jumbled array of miscellaneous thoughts. Scattered puzzle pieces not really fitting together to make any sort of sense. Its sad when you realize that you have let a good friend walk all over you on countless occasions. Use you for his own comfort and discards you until the next time. It didn't really hit me until tonight; he admitted to me that he came to me for advice when his now ex-girlfriend was confusing him; because I know how to make him smile. Tonight after almost 2 weeks he came to me again because he was upset about thoughts he was having about her. I don't opt to be someone's leaning post. I swear sometimes it a curse being a good listener. Another random thought. Why do women complain about getting negative attention when they dress so scandalously clad? Of course its going to draw sexual attention from the opposite sex. It doesn't take a brain surgeon to see this. On the other hand men shouldn't automatically think with their small head when they see a

Mass Control Give Away Review
Mass Control Give Away ReviewThere will be more blog posts touching on the Mass Control techniques in more detail, but for now, I will leave you with one relationship building tip.Often we forget that when someone surfs the net, he's in a different frame of mind as compared to going to a shopping mall, watching TV or listening to radio. Even when he's on the net, his frame of mind is determined by the medium he's using at the moment.For example, if someone is using a search engine, he's usually in the frame of mind to get an answer to a question or to purchase something specific. Blog readers are usually looking for information or to be entertained.Let's be serious, there's plenty of people making dump truckloads of money on the Internet and they cannot teach anything worth a damn. Frank takes the most complex concepts and makes them simple -- and that is an incredible skill.And because he is such a great teacher...I bend over backwards when I hear his name mentioned anywhere to listen

Have You Ever?
Have you ever watched the sun go down... and your thinking bout the world spinning round... have you ever been high as fuckkkkkkk your in the bathroom window talking to yourself... and your dogs looking at you like you need help... have you ever been high as fuckkkkkkk then you feel your heart pumpin really fast... and your convenced that your gonna have a heartattack... have you ever been high as fuckkkkk you close your eyes and your on a chicken farm... the only promblems is the chickens have human arms... have you ever been high as fuckkkkk and then you say thats fucked up why do the chickens have human arms? you need snacks so you walk to the cornor store but your scared cause you think that they will know your high... so you walk around the block to buy some time finally decide to go in the store... but your so high you dont know why your there anymore so you just buy a pack of gun and get the hell out of there your walking

Commitment
Life time commitment... I would luv to be your forever. To walk hand-in-hand for eternity. Just to know that my eyes will lay upon you each God given day, is a blessing. Many things do I wish for in life! I wish for happiness, I wish for love, I wish for... a lifetime commitment with you. That is my goal in life. To make sure I spend my every second of everyday of my life with you. For you make me complete. Nobody in this world has the power in thier touch to clam my body, or the power in thier voice to make my mind at eaze. I'm hoping from you..., a lifetime commitment to me is one you are hoping for too! *Drew aka LostSoul*

The Adventures Of Stacie..
Okay, so it's a lame subject..but I do feel kind of proud of myself. As everyone who actually reads my blogs, you know all the trouble I've had with my laptop. The last thing that was told to me was that Limewire was a "virus waiting to happen", that even though my charger stayed plugged into my laptop before they replaced the motherboard it was fine now...I just have to keep an eye on it...whatever, it shouldn't have been messed up but I can deal. Plus I was told that my keyboard had to be replaced. I was NOT told that I would have to put it on myself until I got home from work. My keyboard came today. I was sure that my stepdad would have it already put on for me, since he said he was going to....but he didn't. So I come home and have to take a laptop apart. I've never so much as taken a computer apart, so a laptop was/is a whole new experience. I didn't want to screw anything up, seeing as how it was/is my only way of getting on here. I have to say that it's not as easy as I

In The Making
I am "The Real Deal" Ranger76 and everyone who knows me on this site knows that I'm a genuine guy on and off of the internet.I have been in a couple lounges and have seen somethings that I don't like.Out of the lounges I have heard things I don't like...sooo.....I got the idea to do something like this and see what happens. i am all about respect to women...no games,no b.s. i have seen that some women on here don't want to be treated the way they have been....that's what this is for. To join.....you have to simply be tired of being treated less than what you deserve. there are a few rules for the club....but nothing that is to strenuous. 1: common courtesy to all, 2: respect is foremost 3: honesty 4: we will keep everyone rated and help one another out as much as possible 5: have fun and keep it real and genuine We will hold meetings in yahoo conference and keep everyone up to speed, so exchanging yahoo id's is a good idea,,,,,once all is done, add GWF to

Mysterious Much?
So I sign into myspace..I have a message! This is huge as no one really uses myspace much these days..or atleast not as much as oh say 3 years ago. LOL So it says.. We haven't spoken in 7 months and 9 days. It is a friend request. The age is 29 the name is zzzzzzz and the location is AZ. I really cant for the life of me think of anyone that age in AZ i havent seen or talked to in 7 months and 9 days. So i reply Who R U ?? I get a response saying I wouldnt need three guesses but a hint is breakfast at a restaurant in Canton. :| What am I to do? hahaha I have no idea if I would want to have breakfast with someone I am not speaking to. Any how this is my huge dilemma today. p.s. make the rain go away!

Wtf?
I am so over the "female" profiles that are so obviously MALES! Get a f-ing life! I will show my private pics to any guy with the balls to ask but it fuckkking pisses me off when people with profiles like "lezslut(Ladies Only Please)" with NO salute who's status message is "if u wanna see my privates invite me too see yours" shouts me asking to see my private pics! When my response was "either come back representing yourself as the male you are or post a salute as the female you claim to be... then, sure! Not as a "female" with no salute!" Surprise... I get no response. BE WHO YOU ARE OR GET OFF MY PAGE!

Abunza Launch
Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Are you sick of NOT MAKING money online? Learn the secrets of the Internet Wealthy Abunza is a direct sales business opportunity created by Michael Spire and Sebastian Saldarriaga. (Abunza Launch) It is a bi-lingual internet opportunity that is targeting both the English and Spanish speaking markets. Abunza offers travel certificates, software, e-books, and the ability to sell the software you are given separately through your own "store". What makes Abunza different from a log of other direct sales opportunities is that members are also able to use a site that is completely translated into Spanish to target that market in addition to the English speaking population. The Abunza compensation plan is not a pass up or a modified pass up plan. Rather, as a representative, you are allowed to keep 100% of the commission that is generated from the sale of your products.

W0w
I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once, and made love to a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.'

Thinking Of You
I think of you often and my feelings are real. I don't want to be just another friend, for the thought of you in my life seems so surreal. I wonder if you think of me like I think of you, Can you feel me when my heart swells with delight when I think of you in the morning and on into the night. Can you feel me when in my dreams I am holding you so tight. Our eyes held in a gaze and everything just seems so right. Can you feel me when I say those words from my heart that are soulfully true. Can you feel me when my thoughts run with passion, and are only of you......... Can you feel me????? Can you feel me???

Me
ok guys u know i keep my friends list short .. so i dont mind sharing .. alot of u have seen my staus sick and in hospital.. well after alot of may be this maybe that lets try this lets try that. ive so far had 4 blood transfusions as well as a bunch of tests. well Monday i went to the oncology center. and well it looks very much like i have bone cancer. something to do with anemia being persistant and high calcuim levels .. so this friday im going for a bunch of bone scans.. basically i just wanted my friends kept up to date and maybe someof the reasons while i jus rate n rate to keep my mindof stuff.. This is all very new to me i dont think i have really taken it in yet .. so i dont know much till they do more stuff then next friday i go for D day back at the oncology center i guess to find out finally whats going on .. i just dont feel a doctor would say to u it looks like bone cancer if he wasnt pretty sure .. gurls remember check ur skirt isnt tucked in ya knickers when ya lea

Stand
"Stand" [Richter] If you dont stand, stand up for something Then you will fall, youll fall for anything, yeah [Daddy X] Lifes kinda funny man Little crush you hear like this beer can Youll stop your soul and watch you blow away, yeah I know youve heard all this before So ill save your ears from gettin bored Ill tell you this man, I dont roll that way, no way I take the bull straight by the horns I grab the rose and I cut the thorns Cause I was born to roll tight to my dyin' days, yeah They wanna see us suffer man Wanna smack you down with their pimp hand They will make you dance and tax you til your grave But im not a slave [Chorus] If you dont stand, stand up for something Then you will fall, youll fall for anything You got to stand, stand up for something Or you will fall, youll fall for anything yeah [Richter] Now this one goes out to all my brothers n' sisters' No matter if your home, locked up, or unlisted Use your voice, use your mind and your soul To make a change in this wor

Help A Deployed Soldier
Ever wanted to do something for a soldier overseas but didn't know anyone over there.... Now you don't have to. There is a great website that you can log into and be able to send letters, cards, care packages, ect.. Just go to http://www.anysoldier.com and click on where to send. You can search through them and find one you wish to send to. You can look by state, location they are at, or by branch. Then all you have to do is get the address and send your package on it's way. There are men and women both on there and most of the time the packages you send gets distrubuted to more than one person. Some of the service personel on there get more packages than others so you can look and see how many times the address of a particular soldier was requested. Just remember that these soldiers are trying there best not to get hurt so they do not have time to send thank yous to everyone they get packages from. So if you are doing it to get a reply then this is not the site for you.

By A Very Smart Young Girl!
SLOW DANCEHave you ever watched kidsOn a merry-go-round?Or listened to the rainSlapping on the ground?Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?You better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short. The music won't last.Do you run through each dayOn the fly?When you ask How are you?Do you hear the reply?When the day is doneDo you lie in your bedWith the next hundred chores Running through your head?You'd better slow downDon't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow?And in your haste,Not see his sorrow?Ever lost touch,Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi'You'd better slow down.Don't dance so fast.Time is short.The music won't last.When you run so fast to get somewhereYou miss half the fun of getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day,It is like an unopened gift....Thrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slowerHear the musicBefore the song is

Episode 104- The Expansion Pack 3.0
Last nights show was another huge success as "the expansion pack" involved the addition of a new affiliate to the show, we welcome in the Fire & Ice lounge of listeners. So our numbers are increasing every show, which is the plan. So, the beginning was crazy as fuck as we had to WELCOME them all in with Lil Beelzebub chiming away. I've noticed that when i go into and broadcast in other lounges, their "rules" are relaxed for my show. That is a good thing, otherwise it would piss off the Anti-Christ. Here is what was covered on last night's big ass show. Hellcast News w/ Punkette Top 15 Differences between a chicken's neck and a penis Hellcast Trivia #24 Movie Review- XMen Origins- Wolverine Redlars Good Deed of the week Rant- swine flu Sextalk w/ Shelly- The Octopus King of the Hill- Shinedown, Jamie Foxx, Litany for the Departed Drink of the week- Spocks Mind Meld Mojito Dumb Laws- Colorado Mad Lib- My Evil Plan to Take Over The World Tales of Redlar 23 Country of the week

Awesome Mom :)
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night.Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body... I didn't know how special it

Just Make Sure One Of Them Is Pretty ;)
I have had my fair share of fuckers in my life but this past year I found myself with an unusual amount. Now some have come clean about their two faced-ness and while I appreciate that it still just shows me how you really are. It took me calling you out about it to own up to it. Otherwise you would have been perfectly content talking shit about me behind my back. No matter tho' cause there is nothing anyone can say about me that will make or break me. In my life I have always tried to be real with people. To let them know exactly how I feel and where they stand with me. I have never once acted fake with someone. Either I like you or I hate your guts there is no middle ground with me. And that's usually how people are with me. Just so you know it didnt hurt me to hear that you said you were glad he dumped me to be with her because you know what? I am extremely glad how things worked out. It was truly the best thing for me. At the time I couldnt see that, but being away fr

Evil,wicked, Mean And Nasty
yes i`m referring to that one blog whore whose name is in the title i will never mention her name again, nor ever talk to her again she talked me into taking tomorrow off work to play on fu, then after i call in, she tells me she has an all day appt with her accountant. who know hookers had acct`s? things must be different in cyprus seeing as how i have never blocked anyone before, would someone please tell me how to do that?

Well Friends Are To Be Friends So They Say Hmmmm
I SEE , MANY OF SO CALLED FRIENDS , I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH REMOVE , WILL ITS A 2 WAY STREET , AND WHEN I SEE ME GONE YOUR GONE CALLED POOFED AS I SAY IM A WITCH WANNA PLAY YOUR'LL GET JUST THAT BUT MIGHT BE KARMA WITH IT DON'T UNDER MIND IM MANY STEPS AHEAD , OUTTA SIGHT OUTTA MIND , I'VE BEEN TO KIND TO SOME AND TO TRUSTING , SAD WHEN THEIR NICE TO YOUR FACE AFTER GETTING THEM BOMBS AUTO 11'S WHATEVER . SO THE BREW IS BACK AND DEAL WITH IT GET OVER IT . HAVE A GOOD DAY AS FU TURNS AGAIN LMAO THE BREW ADDING TO THIS FITS

Awakening
Awakening.when no words comeyou inspire me to breathesome are solely to write aboutsome to paint pictures ofto laugh forto cry overwe are motivated to do so many thingsby so many soulsbut rare is the musewho emboldens anotherto stop survivingand learn to live. ~Sinamynlee

Update
While I have been away a lot has happened. I have moved and am now working. My daughter turned 18 and has decided to live with her Uncle. I am waiting for her to Graduate from High School. My son turned 16 and is looking at driving soon. He is enjoying his summer at the pool swimming and training for this seasons meets. Things with me have been going OK. For the ones that I have been in touch with, I thank you for being here for me and supporting me in this time when I have needed you. If anybody needs to get a hold of you please contact my number one family member and he will try to let you know what is happeing with me. I speak with him almost every day. I am wishing that you all have a wonderful rest of the summer and please stay safe. Please take care of yourselves and of the families. God Bless! Tia!

Eagle
An Eagle soars on the wind With beating heart & beating wings Its encounter with the wind is exhilarating and powerful As much as it is brief and exhausting The wind is transient and can't be held in place But the Eagle will ride the wind till it's gone You can try to catch a habitant of the skies But it sees your intent and drifts out of reach To gain its trust you must feed it with love While kepping it at a distance It will come to you when it's ready If you're lucky enough to gain its trust You must always remember that its a creature of freedom And it will forever ride the winds

Vacation ~ At Home
July 29, 2009 An Instant Vacation Relaxing at Home Throughout our lives, most of us are led to believe that relaxation is best pursued outside of the home. As a result, we spend months anticipating weeklong vacations, seldom fully appreciating the leisure time we are blessed with on a more regular basis. It is possible, however, to reexperience the same utterly relaxed state you slip into while on holiday within your home’s walls. The feelings of serenity you enjoy during a vacation are a product of your outlook rather than your locale. You give yourself permission to enjoy yourself and unwind while on vacation. Granting yourself the same privilege while at home allows you to experience complete relaxation, even when surrounded by routine. Our homes can be distracting places as most survival tasks are addressed there. Reviving the tranquility you felt on holiday is as easy as creating an atmosphere that helps you relax. First, divest yourself of the notion that messes must be cl

Very Hart Warming
First Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport , Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport , Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said 'They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.' 2nd Place Second Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News The night before the burial of her husband's body, Katherine Cathey refused to leave the casket, asking to sleep next to his body f

Who You Were Is What You Are ( For Babywolf)
the light and the dark where you began is where it starts a toss of the coin and your path is chose thing you become is what it remembered the most time slips by and memories fade and the path you choose is what you became a flip of the coin and a cross of your fingers you can change who you are but the past foever lingers

3 50 Project
Save your local economy…three stores at a time - Saving the brick and mortars our nation is built on 3Think about which three independently owned businesses you’d miss most if they were gone. Stop in and say hello. Pick up a little something that will make someone smile. Your contribution is what keeps those businesses around. 50If just half the employed US Population spent $50 each month in independently owned businesses, their purchases would generate more than $42.6 billion in revenue.* Imagine the positive impact if ¾ of the employed population did that. 68 For every $100 spent in independently owned stores, $68 returns to the community through taxes, payroll and other expenditures. If you spend that in a national chain, only $43 stays here. Spend it online and nothing comes home. 1 The number of people it takes to start the trend…you.

True Love
You’re so beautiful you amaze me every time I look at you.You’re the only one who could make me feel like this,Scared to be away for only one second;Scared you’ll cease to care.Your smile lights up your face and I’d die to put it thereAnd kill anyone who tries to take it away.No one will make you feel unwanted, unspecial, unloved.Not while I’m here to hold you.There could never be another to come close to what you are;So completely perfect in your imperfections.I swear I’ll never try to change you.And you swear you’ll never change.You’ll be there when I’m at the bottom.Though “misery loves company” he’ll have to look somewhere else.Since I love you more than anyone or anything else.Nothing will hurt you while I’m here.Safe togetherwe’ll always be.Our differences, rather than forcing us apart,Will keep us closer together.Hold tight and never let your grip slackenAnd we’ll make this love truly last.

Show Her Love
just wanted to say happy birthday to you hun, your always showing love to everyone and i hope you have a great day loves always Bearhugs xo Lets show this sexy Cherry some birthday lovin EVERYONE Bomb bling rate :P FAN

Chaos Rock Radio
I am starting up a new lounge on fubar called Chaos Rock Radio. I have really high hopes for this lounge to grow into a full blown online radio station and eventually go to airwaves. I am presently hiring all staff and all shifts so that we can have a wonderful grand opening. I am hopefully in the process of getting it coded and fixed up the way that I would like it to be and then GRAND OPENING soon as I get a little staff. I need some good staff. So if you are interested, please let me know!!! PLEASE leave me a message or shout at me. I WILL REPLY TO ALL MESSAGES, SHOUTS, AND COMMENTS. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

Dating
I never knew it was going to be so hard to get back into the dating life. It seems like all the girls i meet are so meterialistic. What happened to people that know life is more than cell phones, cars, name brand cloths...etc.? I am not saying i dont buy shit like that but isent love one of the best FREE things in this world or am i getting to old?? I never knew trying to find that special person to spend the rest of my life with was going to be so hard. Its soo funny and sad how eazy it is to get random sex but finding someone you wanna be with....??? I just dont get it. I meet alot of people (girls) online and it always seems like all the ones that i might have intrest in live way out in bum-fuck egypt. LOL!! You get my point, They live far from me. It seems pointless. All the good girls are gone....... So sad. Someone tell me how me working hard and paying all my bills just to be somewhat poor makes me a bad person to date. I just dont get it.

Tasty Teen Tracy Getting Fucked
Hi everybody As we continue the build up to the restart of new footage on The Adventures of James Wildfowler I would like to share with you a scene which will be released soon It stars Tracy who is 19 years old and this is her one and only ever hardcore porn film and you can see all the action in the coming weeks See her striping naked and showing off her wonderful young body and amazing tits before sucking cock then getting her shaved pussy fingered and fucked Tracy then takes a face and mouthful of red hot spunk in this one off scene and is not to be missed There is over 28 minutes of video and 225 hardcore pics To see the samples use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/teen-girl-fucked.html Enjoy James Wildfowler www.jameswildfowler.com

Outside The Window
When you look outsied the window what is it that you see Could it be the Angels reflecting love back at me Could it be that out there somewhere in the night That there could be someone who loves me standing just out of sight The one who hold the keys like the Angels to each and every door Someone who knows my true desire and knows I wasn't just looking to score When I look outside the window there is so much more to see Suddenly I realise the strory isn't about me It's about being and doing what truly means the most Not about being the best or about how much we boast It's about learning to be yourself and not worrying about what you have done Today I began seeing life for what it is and that it really could be fun

Ed Gein
Death mask Welcome to your last resting place, my slaughter house where they’ll find you gutted and hollow from the inside just like an animal your carcass Hangs upside down My mind insane Dancing with my death mask My reign of terror Starving for your flesh My power to capture the sudden fear on your face I desire, I need, I want to stroke my genitals to your beautiful corpse infested with maggots The massacre sets my sanity free “Am devoted to the services of god but you’ll burn with the leader of the fallen angels besides me” I dis

Mexican Words!
MEXICAN WORDS!! The teacher told pepito to make sentences with his spelling words:1.*cheese*Maria likes me,but cheese fat.2*mushroom*Wen all my family gets in the car, there isnt mushroom3*shoulder*My friend didnt no how to make tacos so i shoulder4*texas*My friend always texas me fwds5*herpes*Me and my friend shared a piza,i got my piece and she got herpes6*july*Ju told me ju were goin to the store,and july to me!!julyer!!7*rectum*I had two cars but my wife rectum8*chicken*I was going to the store with my wife but chicken go by herself9*wheelchair*We only have one soda but its ok wheelchair10*chicken wing* My mom plays the lottery so chicken wing11*liver*A bully was messing wit my sister and i told him to liver alone12*body wash*I wanted to go to the bar but no body wash my kids13*budweiserThat woman over there has a nice body , budweiser face so ugly ?

Friendship
"Now friendship in those days was a bit different from what it is today; friends did not have to agree on everything and often agreed on practically nothing. They were people with whom you could argue all day and yet never get irritated or angry at all. In today's world we seem to have lost the real meaning of friendship. If someone disagrees with us, it is fashionable today to dislike them for it. This is silly and robs us of the best kind of friends we could find, for if we are always agreed with, we can never really have a serious conversation; we cannot learn from someone who agrees with what we say."from Jack's Life: A Memory of C.S. Lewis by Douglas H. Gresham

Just A Cake
God's Cake This is about the best thing I've ever read as an explanation. We all wonder many many many times over WHY? Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with

Retirement
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift certificate envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine imported cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At each of the houses along his route, he was met with congratulations, farewells, cards, and gifts of all types and values. At the final house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful young blonde in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door (which she closed behind him), and led him up the stairs to the bedroom -- where they had a most passionate liaison. Afterwards, they went downstairs where she fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and f

Purposeless
Damn it, the news said we would not get any more snow ‘til mid January, Here it is, New Years eve, its fucking snowing hard and we expected to get a foot at least. Damn it nature, how can I alert My minions to go down town and blow up people in snow? Random Artistic noticeThis huge black crow just landed on the tree outside My window and it is like maybe ten feet away from the squirrels nest, just would be a great shot if I had a better camera… damn it ... and no it was not eating it, the trees outside My window have several bird nest and one squirrel.. Maybe the only view I will miss when I move.. other than the ducks on the east river… hm.Okay, am bored and didn’t have anything better to do than to blog, well I could be adding more stuff to My deviants art page since I have been putting it off for like a week… Have a deviant arts page? I am AtheosEmanon, Atheos of course being the greek word for Atheist, or basically meaning without god, and of course

Love... The Slowest Form Of Suicide
i wander the ends of the earthlooking for what i've found here, my new addiction...i follow my heart to this placethe wasteland of all mankindto find that i am not alonethat there is a mirror to my soul here.that one face that reflects backmy very darkness the violence of my being brought rushing to the surface and in him i seemy own destruction

Poetry
That look, I am hooked, The sound, I feel you all around. The way you feel, So sensual oh so real. When I kiss you the world around me slips away. So passionate so sweet, Our bodies melt together as they meet. I feel your skin of fire, We slide together with lust. Full filling every desire. You put your hands in mine, As we thrust with a rythmn in time. Sensual touch, I long for this oh so much.

Telemarketing Authority Figures Can Lick My Balls
I almost got fired from my telemarketing night job tonight. Some gigantic blob of a woman supervisor I will call Clayface (because she looks like Clayface from Batman) asked us how we like the job. I answered honestly. Duh, how stupid of me. For some reason It never gets through to me that honesty is a cardinal sin in telemarketing. Anyway a couple hours later this dickhead manager who takes himself way too seriously pulls me aside and accuses me of spreading negativity. I did no such thing. I was minding my own business and doing my job when they asked me a question that I simply answered and explained why. I have been in this shitty business for the better part of 6 years and have never seen a more wretched hive of scum and villainy. Seriously they are a superstitious and cowardly lot. I did not use those words however. The only reason why I'm doing it now is because I can't get hired for anything else. Not even McDonalds. I have a fucking degree in Network Engineering f

Tonya Aka Bi Sexy Molly Dies A Hero She Saved My Life
A Tribute to Tonya A.K.A. Bi Sexy Molly Tonya aka Bi Sexy Molly dies a hero in fatal house fire she saved her sister in laws life, her brother Mickey aka Sr Dark Knight also sins husband just died in Oct. now Tonya and her mom and her 2 sons all died in house fire and the only survivor was Deb A.K.A. Sinfully Delicious and the only reason Deb is still alive is because Tonya saved her life, the National Guard is giving Tonya a medal for being a hero and for all of you who knew her she loved all her friends with all her heart, she will be terribly missed by a lot of us and I'm in need of all of your prayers, Love Deb Here is the links to Tonya's and Deb's page if you would like to stop by and pay your respect's... BI-SEXY MOLLY*~RIP MY SISSY, TONYA SAVED MY LIFE & THE NATIONAL GUARD IS GIVING HER A MEDAL,

Car Payments!
Made my first car payment today! I've had my truck so long that I forgot what it was like to have car payments. I don't like em (just so you know). I think I'll pay twice a month just so I don't have to pay for 3 yrs. I still miss my truck. Stupid accident. *tear* It was old trusty!

Do You K Now Mendi !
Do you guys know Mendi If not then you are missing out on a good person. She loves helping people out. She is the sweetest person I know on fubar.. I met Mendi when she formed Cherrytap levelers the best leveling group ever on fubar. I hosted a winter auction and she is my owner for a month which I am Happy best owner I have so far. While Wizard and Mendi was on vacation I decided to email all mendi's family on her profile and asked to tell me 1 thing they like about Mendi and this is what they said :) ♥Goofy Babe the Smartass♥CTL Crew Leader♥Slave 2 Cindy♥ECS♥DPR♥@ fubar says. Mendi is awesome caring and sweet and always there for you. ώε†Çå†@ fubar says...Mendi is one of the best of fu she rocks mcautions@ fubar says... Well asa you know Mendi is a wonderful friend who put others before herself and thats sommething you don't find people these days *Babyphat*™@ fubar says...One thin

Most Sarcastic Status Of The Day
No, Mia is not fake. Far from it. I think it wins tonight’s “Most Sarcastic Status of the Day” award. Figured I’d share…by the way, if you like to witness some crazy stuff, what’s going on with this profile? http://www.fubar.com/user/2458562 People never cease to amaze. Almost the weekend! Have a great night.

Monday Night Wars
well tna is at it again with wwe they are both gonna be on mondays thats history right there especially when tna has hogan and bischoff i think hogan is gonna make an impact on the monday night wars dont you think wwe raw has been on the air for 15 yrs i dont know which to chose its hard for a die hard wwe fan to chose between tna or raw like myself will see what happens march 8 at nine same time slot as raw stay tunned my fellow wrestling fans im out

A Song By The Cure
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my friend witchcraft has been putting on her blogs some very good recipes,so i thought i would find some original type recipes and do the same.where i can i will put where i found them to give owners credit where it belongs. first one is called elephant stew found in a old remington recipe collection,enjoy. 1elephant(medium size) 2 rabbits(optional). salt & pepper to taste brown gravy (lots). cut elephant intosmall bite-sizepieces. this will take about two months. keep the trunk!you will need something to store the pieces in.add enough brown gravy to cover. cook over kerosene fire for about 4 weeks at 465 f. this will serve about 3800 people. if more are

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Pockets, balls and cue sticks too pick up a stick and hit around a few Eight or nine no matter the skill rack em up and watch the happy meter fill Dont play the game if you have anger issues choose a table, drop that tissue Theres colored balls all over the place so get that frown off your face Dont hit to fast, dont shoot to slow there are some rules dontcha know Ladies and gentlemen your not fools lets have some fun get off that stool Pick a partner and improve your tricks step away from the tv, you dont need chick flicks Come on and join the fun with me it will be a stick of a time you'll see Writtin by Kat Buske/Richardson

My Dream
She Walks, So Elegantly. Her Hair Glistens Softly. Her Smile Lights Up The Darkest Night. Her Eyes, More Grand Than The Milky Way. Her Voice, Greater Than A Choir Of Angels. Her Touch Warmer Than The Spring Sun. Her Scent Sweeter Than May Flowers. Her Love Greater Than A Mothers Love. Her Beauty Could Launch A Thousand Ships. Her Passion.... My Drug. The End- BuddahTheKlown

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You Stupid Bastard! You cheated on Sandra Bullock? How in the world can you be so stupid? You are married to one of the most beautiful women in the world.She has a body to die for and her current wealth shadowed only by Oprah. Your wife recently beat out Julia Roberts in the polls and is now named "America's Sweetheart." You also remember, she just won an Oscar and praised you up and down in front of the world while you were porkin’ away. You are really a piece of work! You are the most hated asshole cheater on the planet! How can you live with yourself?! I only have one thing to say to the despicable, miserable, cheating piece of shit that you are: Thanks for taking the heat off of me. Let’s do lunch. ~Tiger Woods

Killswitch Engage My Obsession For Bunnies
She's my addiction, withdrawals never end The needle in my vein that I need to live Her voice is compulsion when I call her name Now I am burning inside an undying flame Beautiful sleeper, know that I am watching You can't escape me, we're bound by attraction You will always be mine until my dying breath Possessing my soul, you're my obsession I can still see your eyes like burning stars Even in your dreams we can't be torn apart You will always be mine until my dying breath Possessing my soul, you're my obsession When I'm without you, I'm dying a slow death Possessing my soul, you're my obsession Wherever you are, I will follow Now you know true love Don't be afraid We cannot be torn apart Don't be afraid I know I can change your heart

Poetry
I remember the days years ago When you were still here Still here to dry my tears When I was sad You'd make me feel better When I felt bad As the years passed by I loved you more Til you decided to walk through that door Your work left undone And me still drying my tears As I sit here thinking Painful memories flooding back Still thinking as if you're still here Memories, memories, painful ones In memory of your loving soul ***Side note....I wrote this in 1999...I copied it from the book it's published in...In loving memory of Uncle Brian

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Hi my name is Joker and I arrived in America with only two languages that I only knew how to speak fluently. In 11 years that I have been here I started picking up different languages. My purpose is to find connections and make contact with different cultures that’s why I wanted to learn them. I’m not showing it off as trade skills but I want to understand people’s culture and not act ignorant in front of them. Here are the languages I learned, hope you can keep up! Nagsasalita na ako ng Tagalog nung bata pa ako at marunong na ako magsulat sa buong buhay ko. Kaya hindi ko nakakalimutan magsalita dahil yun ang pinaguusapan namin sa bahay. J'ai étudié le français en 7e et 8e année. Là j'ai continué de étudiant de première année de année dans les écoles secondaires et arrêté. Aujourd'hui je ne parle pas beaucoup de cela, mais même alors je peux encore comprendre ce que la personne est de me dire en français. Español fue más interesante como la mayoría de las palabras

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I once was fortunate to live ONE block from the Atlantic Ocean, in Florida. I mean, I didn't have the best living conditions...the building was older and made of concrete blocks, with multimillion dollar houses and condos all around, but it was a COOL living environment. Every day was like vacation. I would love to get up at 5am...put on my sweats and running shoes...and hit the beach. Every morning, after you've lived at the beach for a while, you start to see the regulars...the people that are the runners, the dog walkers, even the yoga instructor. I was fortunate enough to be able to run far enough to be in a national park within a two mile run, so I would stop at the point along the beach, catch my breath, and watch the ocean. There always is something therapeutic about the ocean...no matter what ails you...if you stare long enough at the water and the horizon, eventually you will find some sort of cure. Anyhow, one October morning(the wind was starting to turn cold), I was staring

F U
The loyalty and friendship on here is underwhelming. Seriously. Fuck off. People pissed because of who you're friends with--newsflash: this isn't the 3rd grade. Grow the fuck up. Act like a fucking adult. If you really have a problem with someone I'm friends with and it irks you: delete me. Then please let me know you deleted me so I can ignore you in the future. If I deleted you and you're all sad about it: get over it. I don't give a shit. Just because we talk once every 2 weeks and banter in the MuMMs, doesn't mean we're BFFs and you need to be on my list. We can still talk without being on each other's list. I'm sure there is other stuff, but this is what I'm noticing lately.

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Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controling. Girls checc you for not calling them. Grown women are too 6usy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to 6e alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the 6ad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you WANT to come home. Girls leave their schedules wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry a6out not 6eing pretty, the right size and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are more than good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' 6it of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think a guy crying

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The wind whispers in my ear like a seductress who says what you want to hear. The over thrilling sound is soothing cuz the overbearing pain is what its removing. It brushes against my goose bumped skin in a way that should be a sin. The sea speaks to me telling me what I need to see. The semi-obvious sign I usually miss open up my eyes and fill my life with bliss. My once empty life is now complete, the end is the only thing left to meet.

Randomness
Damn it's been a year since I last made a blog, the fuck!?!?! Anyhoo nothing really important, just thought I should make a blog. Granted after week of annoying as people and stupid shit I'll have something interesting for people to either read and make fun of me or ignore since i don't think many people will read it.

What To Do
how do you know when your life is going into a downward spiral or when it maybe going in the right direction? do you hold on to a hope? do you hold on to a feeling? do you just give up because your unsure? you would think after a lifetime of endless romances and hopes and dreams that were crushed that you would be able to know what to do..... but alas im still as lost as i was at 15 years old..... i want the dream, the fantasy, that someone i adore would finally get me. that i have finally made the "right choice" in my life..... but as much as i want to believe that i know that it is probally not true.... i need to be able to decide and know the difference between knowing and hoping dreaming and reality..... maybe it is just an illusion that something wonderful is going to happen to me, for me..... not what someone needs from me or what i can do for them but because im am thier world and everything they could of ever hoped for... is there such a thing in life or is it all just a selfis

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Have you decided your study destination in abroad if yes, then it is the right time to go through all these following tips to experience good study time in abroad: Embrace the culture of the city where you are going to study with positive and adaptive attitude to enjoy your time away from home much more. As it is clear that you are not going abroad for short term but you are going to spend a long span of time there; you are getting an a exciting opportunity to determine what it's like to take care of yourself in another country and it will be a a big achievement. Consult students who have already gone to the same country and ask about their experiences, their positive and negative experiences will help in flashing a clear picture of that particular country. Beside this, you can also take help of internet to find out about the country where you are going to study like weather, food, shop hours, transportation, photographs, and other amenities. We can not exist without

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As a child you learn of a soul mate…a person made perfectly for you, your two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time. Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one. But after much heartache and many rivers of tears, this notion you’ve held onto for years begins to fade. As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting of your failures and proud of your successes…until that day. This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real. For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile. Regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable. It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the smells, the feeling you felt. The rush of war

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One of the hardest things in life (it seems) to do is let go or walk away from something that no matter what you do goes no where.....after all what you put up with hoping that by talking with them....they will actually listen to you but in the end you realize that you can't save someone who never listens to you (or their own heart)......... But that's just one side of the coin, in a relationship where in the beginning it was like a never-ending fire that drove you and had you experiencing things that you only dreamed of, ending up with a pile of ashes that will (despite you trying many times) will never catch fire again....ashes shows you how long you stuck around whether it be they were your first love or them being the only thing you've ever known, to a point where you see this going on for 7 years clearly wasting time and having the same result so what do you do?.....stay knowing that when that time comes where you "wake up" and see what you pretended not to see, cause that "NEED"

My Profile Pic
I was told by someone on here that I look like a whore in my profile pic.This was quite disturbing to me considering the person who told me this likes slutty looking women.I can't for the life of me figure him out.Just wondering if anyone out there agree's.I'm a slut because I showed some clevage?

Ugg Made In China
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I’ve always been curious about the world around me, which can explain my love for travel.....seeing different places, meeting new and exciting people and cultures, doing something different. I guess that’s what separates us from those who are never curious about their surroundings, always staying in one place...you know that ones who never wonder what’s on the other side the bridge.............. As far back as I can remember I always loved crossing bridges, seeing the "other side" to me it meant that I was going somewhere new , leaving the old life behind (even if it was for a lil while). I’ll always welcome change (hmph my resume can explain that better for me...lol). Case in point I recently ran into "the left turn when I should’ve made the right turn" and while she looked good (hell she’ll never stop looking good) but after talking for a minute something dawned on me...it was that she likes where she is, meaning that no matter what she’

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I had no reason to get out of bed today....*shrugs* take that for what its worth. Snowed. Couldn't paint.My free trial on the Realm (first graphical MMO ever) expired, $7.00 a month to play a sprite game from 95? ...16 years ago?Oh and my crazy ass granny threatened to take me out of the will and told me not to come to her funeral if I didn't visit her. I explained to several people that I didn't appreciate her threatening and demanding tone, and that I noticed she only pisses and moans about this shit about me, and nobody else (especially her grandkids that don't live in the state any more).Hmmmseeing a trend here? I fucking hate living here.I hate most of my family.Tada~Tell you what- how about I go drive across town, do some stupid errands for you that probably didn't need to be done because you're old and crazy and like to waste my time, and not talk about anything or do anything I enjoy doing.After all, I'm so fucking pleasant to be around that I'd DIE for the chance to be your da

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I may be rude about this, but I don't really give a fuck. I'm allowed to have my own opinion and I'm going to tell it now. I really think people spend way too much time thinking of ways to get people to feel sorry for them. I understand that you've been sober for 2 years....I also understand that you MAY have thought about killing yourself. I even understand that you may have one disease, or how it COULD be a different one. But is it really necessary to post pictures of all of that on here? If you just HAVE to, put them in a damn private album. I don't really think it's something I'd want out there for everyone to see. Yes, it's part of you, and that's awesome..but isn't that a bit personal for an ONLINE BAR???? I would have almost believed it if you didn't have those pictures mixed in with ones of you attempting to be sexy. Too bad most of the ones I saw were photoshopped. I'm thinking your "problems" are just ways to get people to feel sorry for you. I wouldn't want people

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Beauty Of A Woman
"Beauty of a Woman"The beauty of a womanIs not in the clothes she wears,The figure that she carries,Or the way she combs her hair.The beauty of a womanmust be seen from in her eyes,Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.The beauty of a womanis not in a facial mole,But true beauty in a womanIs reflected in her soul.It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows,And the beauty of a woman.With passing years-only grows!

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I Am Searching, I Am Looking
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Car Troubles
Hmm. Today is Saturday. My car has been in the shop for a week for a thermostat, then they found out the fan motor doesn't work, now they don't know what is going on. It's very frustrating to me. I have no idea how much money this is going to cost me. I had a rental car up until yesterday. That got too expensive, so now I'm driving my boyfrined's car. What a sweetheart he is. Despite all this, I'm in good spirits.

Hi There.
Hi there. Hi there? Is that honestly all you have to say? It's been weeks since I've heard from you. The last message I sent you was, "Why do I have to be the only one to write first? It's hard to keep up communication when the girl is the only one putting in effort." Did you just talk to me because I'm the only one you think will reply at 1 AM? Did you get bored & go through all the pics I sent you & think to yourself, "Oh, wow. I completely led her on and just forgot about her. Woops." Well no. I'm not your 'go-to-cause-I'm-bored" girl. And I won't ever be anyone's. I even told you I didn't wanna waste my feelings & get played & for you to wake up in the morning and forget about me. Guess what? You did. You EVEN agreed, "Oh, I don't want that to happen either. Don't worry, I really like you." That was a joke. I've wasted nights wishing & crying for some sort of sign, and here you are at 1 AM with a 'hi there.'&nb

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If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say I love you, instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our I love you's, And certainly there's another chance to say our "An

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I was sitting here for like a week almost trying to see some comments on my serious stuff blog category but everytime I tried to access it it said I didn't have permission (I had it set on friends only). Finally today I realize that you can edit the settings without accessing the blog. However, I do find it a bit amusing that in order for me to read one of my own blog entries I have to make sure the settings are set on everyone while I am accessing it. Seems a bit asinine to me.

A Friend Is
A friend is someone special that cares a great deal for you. A friend is some one you care a great deal for in return. A friend is someone who is always there when you need a helping hand and vice versa. A friend is someone who doesn’t judge you when you do something wrong and in return you are the same. A friend is someone who tells you like it is and will not hold anything back because it offends you, and it goes the other way around. A friend is truthful and loyal always, and sticks by you through thick and thin, and you do the same for them. A friend is someone who is there through trials and tribulations, and fears of all kinds, through good and bad times. A friend is someone like you that means more to me than all the chocolate in the world. A friend is someone you can turn to when you are feeling down and out, and who can turn to you when they are down as well. A friend is someone who laughs with you not at you,and is always willing to make you la

All About Me
well, for those of you who are actually interested in getting to know me...I'm a 21 year old girl living in washington D.C. I'm very outgoing, bright, cheerful, loving, smart and brave. I may be young but my life has been a long bumpy road so far. I have a boyfriend who i care for deeply however i'm always interested in meeting new friends. Thanks for taking the time to read alittle about me.

So I Woke Up This Morning...
and I had 150 new friends requests....and I said what?! how the hell did that happen? seriously threw me off there....so Im looking through, and there's my pasty white ass, hangin off the lost cherry spotlight...no jokin! and I was like...what the hell is that doin up there?! cause I knew I bid for it last night, but I totally did it as a joke knowing I wouldn't get it...well I did. so today Im *hopefully* going to start work on my new costume for both halloween and anime usa...Im going to be mikuru chan!!! here's a couple pics for you to see the outfit that I have to sew...in 21 days... lol haha, that's gonna be awesome. I love the fact that it's a waitress outfit, and omg, its just all around cute! anyways I gotta run out and grab breakfast for the moms and me (neither of us feels like cooking, lol) so I'll be back in a jiffy. or a few. whichever you like.

Tag
Tag Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.I HAVE TO SLEEP WITH A FAN ON 2. I CANT STAND LAZY WOMEN...GET YO ASS UP AND WORK! 3.ONE OF MY HOBBIES IS COOKING 4.I AM MAKING A BIG LIFE CHANGE SOON 5. I LIKE TO WATCH CSI SHOWS 6. I am the last person I tend to take care of I'm out i choose BUTTERFLY, JESSICA KAY, BOOSHINE, FATtittyKITTY,HATFULLASTAZ Copy the first part of this, put 6 things in your blog and then tag six friends thru a comment go for it!

Fluffies, Gushing And Death By Pizza
Just a bit from my travels to Chicago in July this year, didnt have blogs here then. So this was written on the Fri, 21 Jul 2006. You have to feel sorry for Ted, as the first vision he had seen of me was of one drunken loud bird who had been sick over herself on the flight from atlanta to chicago,(brings a whole new meaning to festering in your own filth hahahahahahah) well what do they expect making u wait four hours in between flights, so I sat at the bar and was the filling of a southern sandwich, inbetween a guy from alabama and a guy from memphis, i made the guy from memphis do hank hill impressions, which came quite easy to him. I blame the weather and they let me on the plane in Edinburgh, which i dont think they were going to as I have an aversion to suitcases and looking posh. Also on the flight over i seemed to have turned into Fido, as the woman who was sat next to me kept on patting me on the head, i felt like she should be throwing a stick for me to go fetch and it con

Blind Faith??
Blind Faith?? Even though we stumble,or even though we fall,God is there to lift us up and offer his hand so that we can rise. Our spirit goes through a battle every day of our lifes. They say the human spirit is unrelentless and Independant. So is that why we try to pull out of things on our own? Why is it, that we do this,then yell at God,for not succeding in our"prideful" ways and not letting God take our hand, when he so graciously held it out for us? Why is it that our mind is capable of so many things, yet when we fall on our face, after we didn't grab that hand that he held out for us, we blame the one thing, that if we had layed down our pride, could of helped us before we even fell? This Baffles me you guys. Just imagine this story. "Oh God" the girl cried again. The girls love of her life had just went into the hospital. She was depressed for many days. She asked everyone around her to pray, yet she was so obsessed with the fact that her love was in the hospital, that

Hi..!
Well I had a great weekend..Of course Dan come down..We went out to dinner Saturday nite ..then went and did r thing..Then the rest of the nite we spent in ..On Sunday we went out to lunch ..OMG we had to friggin search for a place..We orginally went to Denny's ..while i sat there drinkin my coffee , the waitress comes up to us and says "our kitchen is behind" it is goin to be like a 45 minutes wait for ur food..WOuld u like to wait..Of course we left..Then we went to Bob Evans..That was a joke ..U couldnt even get in the front door it was so packed..Everyone was leaving Denny's and headed to Bob Evans , but found they was just as busy ..So we went and had chinese buffet..Glad we got there when we did ..Bc they had to buses pull in ..OMG did it get packed real fast..Well after we ate lunch we went to teh movies ..We saw The Marine..it is an AWESOME movie..I liked it ..It starred John Ceno in it from WWE wrestlin..I thought it was a very good movie..There wasnt many ppl there on a Sunda

This Is So True!!!
Poems for the military wives Current mood: calm Category: Romance and Relationships A Military Wife in the Army of One You aren't issued with the uniform, boots and weapon, But you are one lady no one should step on. It usually goes "With this ring, I thee wed," But add in "Even if it means me in an empty bed." "and the weeks in the field with many late nights," "which will at some point lead to fights." Yes, a military wife is courageous and strong, Even when the days seem so long. When you feel like you're at your wits end, You "Suck it up" and start to mend. You learn the Army language, All those acronyms, "How can I manage." PX, AAFES, LES, MOS - the list goes on and on, All those letters would make an ordinary woman yawn. But those letters are part of your life, The life of a proud military wife. You move too much and decorate too little, Because you always seem to leave in the middle. Don't get too settled and make lots of friends Because home is w

Gotta Luv It!
Why do little boys whine? - Because they are practicing to be men. What do you call a handcuffed man? - Trustworthy. What does it mean when a man is in your bed gasping for breath and calling your name? - You didn't hold the pillow down long enough. Why do only 10% of men make it to heaven? - Because if they all went, it would be Hell. Why do men like smart women? - Opposites attract. How are husbands like lawn mowers? - They're hard to get started, they emit noxious odors, and half the time they don't work. How can you tell when a man is well hung? - When you can just barely slip your finger in between his neck and the noose. How do men define a "50/50" relationship? - We cook-they eat; we clean-they dirty; we iron-they wrinkle. How do men exercise on the beach? - By sucking in their stomachs every time they see a bikini. How do you get a man to stop biting his nails? - Make him wear shoes. How does a man show he's planning for the fut

Who Really Cares About Bruce On Lc/ct
i am just curious as to know who really likes me or cares about me here on LC/CT it's something i have been thinking of for sometime now from Bruce oh if you could leave comments in the blog then i will know either way from Bruce

The Treasure That Is Each Day
Thursday, October 26, 2006 The treasure that is each day Some days there is brilliant sunshine. Other days there is gentle rain. Each day has its own special treasure to give. Each day brings a new, fresh opportunity for living. Some days will bring unpleasant news, and other days will bring joyous celebrations. Every day, in its own way, adds to the overall richness of life. Take what this day brings and challenge yourself to see and to live its special value. For no matter what kind of day this one may be, the value is most certainly there. A sturdy and resilient life is built by making the most of each and every day. There's something in each one of them that will surely make you stronger, wiser and more fully alive. With love and care and real gratitude, live the treasure that is each day. In so doing you create a great and meaningful life. -- Ralph Marston

Some Erotica- Fumbling Fingers
I've been enjoying the stories on restrictedsection.org so much that I was finally inspired to write one myself. Now, for those of you who don't know about Harry Potter fanfic, especially the adult stuff, just imagine it being two high school kids instead, and you've got the basic idea behind the characters in the story. I've emailed the admin at rs.org to have it posted, and it's online now, so you could either read it here or on the site: Fumbling Fingers Disclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended. He slammed her up against the dungeon wall, his mouth plundering hers. While one hand held her arms above her head, Draco's other hand was busy playing with one of Hermione's nipples. With the two of them, it didn't take long for robe

Moments After
by Bryant H. McGill, December of 2004 I have held a human soul As it flew right from my hands And I watched that warm red glow Chill, and then disband I have looked in knowing eyes That knew not any more Nor winked quaint goodbyes That twinkled just before I have felt a weakened breath That moved in shallow sighs That rattled upon death But spoke of no goodbyes I have held a hand in waiting Until minutes before the night Our clasp slowly abating Then gone just with the light There was nothing I could sense No mystical night surprise Just a profound silence Broken by sobs and cries

I Need Your Help Guys!!. . .
So I'm very, VERY excited!! I was just recently accepted as a model for Suicide Girls!! :) However, the first set of photos that are sent to them, (yes, you send in your own photo sets), you must do YOURSELF. They do not supply a photographer!! Also, if the theme of your photoset is way 2 cliche, then they have the right to not accept the set. . . So, the main point of this blog is that I'm slightly stuck for ideas and need some help!!! Please, any ideas for a theme for a photoset that anyone could send would be FANTASTIC - thanx ever-so-much CT!! Also, if you're not familiar with SuicideGirls, you might want to scope their website, to get an idea of their content. . . they don't go for the "girl-next-door" or the hot blonde Pamela Anderson thing; their site is more about the hot girl whose record collection is better than yours or the rock-chick you had a crush on in h.s. but were scared to talk 2!!! Here's the link = http://suicidegirls.com/

About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name:Jessica Birthday: Feb 20 1979 Birthplace: Edmonton Alberta Current Location: Edmonton Alberta Eye Color: green Hair Color: dark brown Height: 5"3 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed Your Heritage: italian Your Weakness: men Your Fears: BUGS Your Perfect Pizza:chesse Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: go back to school Your Most Overused Phrase:Don'T touch that Thoughts First Waking Up:I wanna go back to sleep Your Best Physical Feature: been told eyes Your Bedtime: early bird 10ish Your Most Missed Memory:being in love with troy Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: NEITHER Single or Group Dates: depends Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate for taste vanilla for smell Cappuccino or Coffee: both Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: too much Do you Shower Daily: ummmmm YA!! Have you Been in Love: uh huh Do you want to get Married? never Do you belive in yourself: I do D

Would U?
Let's say u were close friends with someone. Then all of a sudden u do something stupid and that friend stops talking to u. Then later, they want to be friends again and start talking. Would u take them back or tell them to fuck off?

Breast Implants
My views on breast implants are as follows: I do not like them. they look horrid, and feel unatural. i dont care how good the doctor is, the dont feel real nor look good. plus anything more than a mouthful is a waste. that is all.

Fess Up
I was never even a fan The only thing that makes me smile is your pain If I ever had the chance I'd kick out your chair and watch you dance irrelevant, your vanity prevents change. Sodium pentathol still sounds great to me an invitation of the life buried in theology. A mass delusion, there's no conclusion just a hypocrite who'd never cop to it. Your in total control and your still a liar I can't drink from the cup I question your authority you gotta fess up. Your in total control and your faith is tired I can't drink from the cup where is the truth in the trinity you gotta fess up Cop to it you're in total control and your still a liar you're in total control and your fault is tired I can't drink from the cup so just fess up.

Eeeekkkk... Old Man Winter Is On His Way...
Old man winter that is... I have to go out tomorrow and buy the kids REAL winter coats, UGH... Poor Eric has NEVER IN HIS LIFE felt cold like this and it's been almost 2 yrs since Haley has been in it... I know that to some of you this is mild but hell, this is Texas and I'm from Florida... Just not ready for the cold!!

This Is For The Dead
this is for the dead I will be the one to finsh the last glass, and dwell in the deapest workings of this machine above my self and under the radar.This bat like echo location this irratic sound. and i have passed under stained glass eyes only admitting the obvious . still walking along these rails ciggerette burning till fingure tips. untill they find me until the red and blue lights catch up with me . So who will help me too destroy these dreams to watch these citys burn. Lets stay up all night and start a fight just to make things right. thinking the same things can save us fron these crimes hand cuffed and pretending to resist .conformting the dieing in the wake of the dead and who will be washed clean by my blood . thats why they call it on the l.a.m.b but what of the shepard ? needles and vains working the way into the night raceing towards death. the rats can not be revived for only one can find stable ground so back to the sewers and the backs of the lights . this is for

Zodiac
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Folsom
So, I'm having fun in Folsom. No, I haven't been to the prison. But still fun. Didn't realized how much I missed Justin. He's my best bud. Right now he is playing Hitman:Blood Money and listen to Pepper. Very strange combo...but that's J for ya. Anywho, I'm going to get back to my vacation. For all who were concerned for me...I'M FRICKIN HAPPY. Nuf said. *mwah!* love you all

Broken Heart
i dont understand why it is happening to me just when I thought things were starting to look up one of the worst things that could have happened to me happened my biggestest fear my 15 year old son after living with me for 7 years since the divorce out of the blue he told me he was going to live with his father omg i have no idea what the hell i am going to do now he was my reason for waking up each day

Empty Inside
You ever feel like nothing around you is real and that no one really cares. It makes me wonder why should I try. I am just like everyone eles and deserve to be treated the same. I have a heart and I have feelings when something hurts I cry. People make me feel so empty inside. Makes me think don't try and you wont cry. I wish the pain would just pass me by. I can give and give but what good does that do cause in the end my tears just fall like the rain till I am more empty inside. At the end of the day I just feel so dead inside.

A Card For You...
A card from me to you...if the click thing do not work, just copy and paste the link... http://www.angelrays.com/snow/4.html Smiles, hugs and love ...and thank you for all the joy you have given me while I was in here. Celina

Liars And Thieves
THEY ARE THE WORST OF PEOPLE.I CAN TOLERATE ALOT OF THINGS IN LIFE.BUT I HATE SOMEONE WHO LIES AND SOME ONE WHO STEALS.THESE TO ME ARE THE WORST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.IF YOU HAVE TO LIE ABOUT SOMETHING,THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULDNT BE DOIN IT TO BEGIN WITH.AND IF YOU HAVE TO STEAL SOMETHING,YOU SHOULD WORK FOR IT OR EARN IT.MAKES ME SICK TO THINK THAT SOMEONE CAN LOOK SOMEONE ELSE IN THE FACE AND LIE TO THEM.AND ITS EVEN WORSE TO THINK THAT SOMEONE CAN STEAL FROM SOMEONE ELSE.OK IM DONE WITH THIS RANT.HAVE A HAPPY AND SAFE NEW YEARS

12/28/06
I'm honestly not much for prosletyzing -- or politicians -- but I think it's pretty clear that we need a change, not just in our leadership or in the Iraq war, but in the direction we've been headed. I sincerely believe that John Edwards is the person who can change that direction. I also believe that he stands a more realistic chance of winning than Hillary or Obama; they'll do an excellent job of exciting and mobilizing the base, but in a general election, I am dubious as to their ability to attract enough voters from the middle, let alone the right, to win it. The following is from Edwards's website, www.johnedwards.com. This campaign is about each of us taking responsibility for our country's future -- and ensuring America’s greatness in the 21st century. It is a campaign not just about what we can do in the White House -- but what we can do on the way. We all must take responsibility and take action now to: Provide moral leadership in the world Strengthen our m

My New Baby Www.cherrytagz.com
Hey Cherryland, Time for me to give back to all of you! I have started up a CherryTap Specific Comments and Graphics website. NO Myspace stuff here! I hope you all come by and check it out! I have A TON of pictures and comments for any need. I know cause I use them all! Also DONT forget to ride the CherryTagz Friends Train! Find new friends and add yourself to the list. All you need is your user ID number. ADD ME!!! If I dont have a graphic that you want let me know and I'll add it. Feel free to send me pics you want added too! If I really dont have what you want I am sure one of my sponsors do! Stop by my profile and tell me what you think! OH AND TELL EVERYONE ABOUT IT!!!! Love You all, Vlad

I Am Nature's Greatest Miracle
Since the beginning of time Never has there been another with my mind, my heart, my eyes, my ears, my hands, my hair, my mouth. None that came before, none that live today, and none that come tomorrow can walk and talk and move and think exactly like me. All men are my brother yet I am different from each. I am an Unique creature. I am Nature's greatest miracle. I am not on this earth by chance, I am here for a purpose and that purpose is to grow into a mountain, not to shrink to a grain of sand. henceforth I will apply all my efforts to increases my knowledge of God , mankind and myself. I will see constantly to improve my manners and graces. I am Natures greatest miracle No Beast,no plant, no wind, no rain, no rock, no lake had the same beginning as I , for I was conceived in love and brought forth with a purpose. Nature knows not defeat. Eventually she emerges victorious and so will I, with each victory the next struggle becomes less difficult. GegiCluc

The Ex
My ex was... well lemme see if i can put it into words. We met one night, i was house sitting for my parents, a freind from work called and asked if i wanted to hang out. I told him he could come over, but he needed to bring some chics with him. I was kidding but he took me seriously. My ex came over with him, went to the bathroom in my parents house and changed an 8-ball of coke into crack, and proceeded to smoke it all on my parents patio. This is how i met my ex. I was a safe person to be with so she could do her drugs. This is how it all started off. We ended up sleeping together, and because of the type of person i am, well i tend to put lots of feeling into sleeping with a person. Sex for me isn't 'just sex'. it's a display of emotions, it's a way of showing someone the love that you feel for them. It's (to me) one of the most intimate ways of sharing yourself with someone. Sex is a way of baring your soul to another person. Well unfortunat

The Anthem Of Our Dyeing Day
the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight and this is the monent that i live for i can smell the ocean air and here i am pouring my heart anto these rooftops just a ghost to the world thats exactly, exactly what i need from up here these city lights burn like a thousands miles of ifre and i'm here to sing this anthem, of our dyeing days! for a second i wish the tied, would swallo every inch of this city as you gasp for air tonight i'd scream this song right in your face if you where here instead i won't miss a beat cuz i never, never have befor cuz i never , never have befor! from up here these city lights burn, like a thousand miles of fire and i'm here to sing this anthem of our dyeing day, of our dyeing day, of our dyeing day. for a secong i wish the tide would swallo every inch of this city as you gasp for aIR TONIGHT!

What Male Superhero Are You?
What Male SuperHero are You? Plastic ManYou're the comedic relief. Sure, you may have amazing talents but you won't use them unless others are with you. You totally get by with the help of your friends. Take this test

Yeah, Its One Of Those Nights
All I can say is one of these days im gonna learn Everything Changes If you just walked away what could I really say? Wouldn't matter anyway. Would it change how you feel? I'm the mess you choose, the closet you can not close, never let you I suppose because the rooms never here. But everything changes if I could take back the years if you could learn to forgive me then I could learn to feel, Sometimes the things I say moments of disarray Succoming to the games we play to make sure that its real. When it's just me and you. Who knows what we could do. If we can just make it through and take this blood off of me. Stay here together and we could conquer the world if we could say that forever is more than just a word. If you just walked away what I could really say? Wouldn't matter anyway. It wouldn't change how you feel.

What Is A Friend???
What is a friend? I will tell you. It is a person with whom you dare to be yourself. Your soul can be naked with him. He seems to ask of you to put on nothing, only to be what you are. He does not want you to be better or worse. When you are with him, you feel as a prisoner feels who has been declared innocent. You do not have to be on your guard. You can say what you think, so long as it is genuinely you. He understands those contradictions in your nature that lead others to misjudge you. With him you breathe freely. You can avow your little vanities and envies and hates and vicious sparks, your meannesses and absurdities and, in opening them up to him, they are lost, dissolved on the white ocean of his loyality. He understands. You do not have to be careful. You can abuse him, neglect him, tolerate him. Best of all, you can keep still with him. It makes no matter. He likes you. He is like fire that purges to the bone. He understands. You can weep with him, sin with him, laugh with hi

Pain
How could you do this to me? How did this happen? All I wanted was for you to leave me be. How come you keep doing this to me? You say you love me! It can't be!! Why all the games? Why all the pain? Pain! Pain that is never going to go away! Why did you take my smile away? Why can't I be free? Are you ever going to stop hurting me? I long to be me. You can't take that from me! The years, The tears, This hell I'm in! Is it ever going to end? (I wrote this last night)

Scared,worryed, Unsure
So i sit here and leanred earlyer that my gf of 3 months that i have fallen in love with for God knows why is going away 2 a 4 year college she got accepted 2 day and its like 2 hours away i mean its not a long way away but its jus 5 months away till she moves and starts and im worryed that our relationship will work with the distants and her studying and me working and then going 2 college myself for 2 years this Aug. so i donno whats going 2 happen anyone what 2 comment on this and give me advise would be great help if u would :d so anyhow im out later guys and girls

Masons
Well, I figured I share with my fellow cherries some masons in history. So i created a photo spot just 4 them. Check it out you may or may not know a few. Ill be adding as much as possible and i implore my brothers to help as well. Already got a few listed!

Just Noticed...
I just noticed that I have more of my friends here that are online tonight. I guess im not the only one that thinks that today sux. i think ill look at it a different way tho because if i wasnt very single i would have spent at least $50-$100...at least. Its a wonderful day now lol. No worrying if i got a good card...no worrying if she will like the flowers...no worrying if she will like the ring/necklace/earrings that i got. Oh...one more thing i dont have to worry about...will i get laid tonight?? hahaha the answer is simple...no.... ok ok ok so much for feeling good now... damn!!! god today sux....

* Theta * Healing * Resources *
THETA HEALING RESOURCES INFORMATIONAL WEBSITES Anatomy Structures: Chromosomes: http://www.accessexcellence.org/AB/GG/human.html http://users.rcn.com/jkimball.ma.ultranet/BiologyPages/C/Chromosomes.html Mitochondria: http://cellbio.utmb.edu/cellbio/mitoch1.htm Pineal gland: http://home-2.worldonline.nl/~gibbon/pineal.htm Pineal and melatonin: http://www.sleepfoundation.org/publications/melatoninthefact.cfm#1 Prions: http://www.mad-cow.org/~tom/prion_evol.html Telomeres: www.telomere.net Anatomy and Psychology: Morphogenetic field & memory: http://twm.co.nz/shel_morfields.htm Morphogenesis and Dreams: http://www.dimensional.com/~randl/tdream.htm Animal Communication: Frog vocalization to resonant frequency of hole: http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2002/12/1204_021204_TreeFrogs.html Quorum-sensing in Bacteria: http://scienceweek.com/2001/sw011102.htm DNA Activation support: Other teachers, healers or researchers on awareness of latent

Hávamál The Sayings Of Hár
Hávamál The Sayings of Hár The numbers are in reference to stanzas in Hollander Translation 1 The man who stands at a strange threshold, Should be cautious before he cross it, Glance this way and that: Who knows beforehand what foes may sit Awaiting him in the hall? 2 Greetings to the host, The guest has arrived, In which seat shall he sit? Rash is he who at unknown doors Relies on his good luck, 3 Fire is needed by the newcomer Whose knees are frozen numb; Meat and clean linen a man needs Who has fared across the fells, 4 Water, too, that he may wash before eating, Handcloth's and a hearty welcome, Courteous words, then courteous silence That he may tell his tale, 5 Who travels widely needs his wits about him, The stupid should stay at home: The ignorant man is often laughed at When he sits at meat with the sage, 6 Of his knowledge a man should never boast, Rather be sparing of speech When to his house a wis

Bachelorette.
[stay and listen] bjork. I'm a fountain of blood In the shape of a girl You're the bird on the brim Hypnotised by the Whirl Drink me, make me feel real Wet your beak in the stream Game we're playing is life Love is a two way dream Leave me now, return tonight Tide will show you the way If you forget my name You will go astray Like a killer whale Trapped in a bay I'm a path of cinders Burning under your feet You're the one who walks me I'm your one way street I'm a whisper in water Secret for you to hear You are the one who grows distant When I beckon you near Leave me now, return tonight The tide will show you the way If you forget my name You will go astray Like a killer whale Trapped in a bay I'm a tree that grows hearts One for each that you take You're the intruder hand I'm the branch that you break 01 play dead.mp3mp3 hosted by minorcrisis.net

How To Eat Pussy
This is not a crude posting, or in any way meant to offend anyone. It is actually in answer to a question / Challenge ************************************************* I like to start be running a nice warm bath for my lady. It is relaxing, sensual, and insures cleanness. Afterwards I start out with a nice relaxing massage with ingestible massage oil. I begin massaging the shoulders...getting close so that my chest is against her back, my breath on her neck and ears. I slowly massage my way down her back and sides...careful to allow my hands to pass over the sides of her breasts. I may also follow with very lights kisses, an occasional trail of nibbles along her sides. I eventually work my way to her buttocks, massaging each cheek individually, running my hands inside the crack and brushing the lower part of the virginals. I work my way down the thighs and the calf. And back up to the buttock. This time, while brushing the virginals I will nibble her butt cheeks, and

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO. There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car. Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the

Mmmmmm I Luv Ta Use Em
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Breakfast At Tim Hortons
Breakfast at Tim Hortons A Canadian man was having coffee and croissants with butter and jam in a Tim Horton's, when an American man, chewing gum, sat down next to him. The Canadian man ignored the American, who, nevertheless started up a conversation. The American snapped his gum and said, "You Canadian folk eat the whole bread?" "Of course." Replied the Canadian. The American blew a huge bubble. "We don't. In the States, we only eat what's inside. The crusts we collect in a big container, recycle them, transform them into croissants and sell them to Canada ." The American had a smirk on his face. The Canadian listened in silence. The American persisted. "Do ya eat jelly with the bread?" Sighing, the Canadian replied, "Of course." Cracking his gum between his teeth, the American said, "We don't. In the States, we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds and leftovers in a container, recycle them, tra

Study # 06040
This study that I am doing is testing a synthetic drug to raise the blood platelet counts for people with cancer. Along with the platelet count they are monitoring our heart rates. I get to wear 2 digital monitoring devices that send my heart rate to the main computer. So tomorrow when I get to dose I have a 4 in 1 chance of getting the synthetic drug or the fake one. If you would like to read more about the company here is the website. www.nwkinetics.com there you will find stuff about them and if you want to participate there is information on that too.

Love You My Angels
Just got back from the docs and hospital, thought I'd let ya all know whats going on for the ones that care, got some pretty extencive liver probs here and my pancreas is swollen pretty much, so they put me on some more meds and doing some more test, they run the light down my throat again,and all this shit, I go back monday to find out whats going on, they wanted ta keep me this time but I'd rather be here at the house, I'm hurting pretty bad so if you try reaching me and I don't respond right away don't trip out, gonna take some meds and go ta bed, ya'll keep good thought, everything gonna be alright, love ya my angels remember that talk later David

Joke
~ Joke of the Day ~ A woman was standing in a crowded lift of the hotel she was staying in. When a man got in and accidentally elbowed her in the breast. The man said, "I'm sorry! But if your heart is as soft as your tit, you'll forgive me." so the woman replies, "If you dick is as hard as your elbow then I am staying in room 113."

* Codes Of Awakening *
********************************************************************************************* 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, 4:44, 5:55, 6:66, 7:77, 8:88, 9:99, 9:11, 10:10, 11:11, 12:12, 13:13, 14:14, 15:15, 16:16, 17:17, 18:18, 19:19, 20:20, 21:21, 22:22, 23:23, 24:24 ********************************************************************************************* ... ********************************************************************************************* My personal list is included as above - so below for the blog reader's intringue. I see many Codes of Awakening all day / night / through the multidimensional electromagnetic vibration of the GRIDS. I see other sequences as well - including patterns of non master numbers as well as sequences of numbers, inverses, reverses, sequential arrangements - ALL Sacred Geometry - what a divine blessing ....Here's an abridged list...... *********************************************************************************************

A Touching Story.... But Not Sappy
In 1986, Mkele Mbembe was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University. On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Mbembe approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Mbembe worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face,stared at him for several tense moments. Mbembe stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. >> > > Mbembe never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Mbembe was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures

Seustrek
If Dr. Seuss wrote for Star Trek: the Next Generation... By Dave Fuller Picard: Sigma Indri, that's the star, So, Data, please, how far? How far? Data: Our ship can get there very fast But still the trip will last and last We'll have two days til we arrive But can the Indrans there survive? Picard: LaForge, please give us factor nine. LaForge: But, sir, the engines are offline! Picard: Offline! But why? I want to go! Please make it so, please make it so! Riker: But sir, if Geordi says we can't, We can't, we mustn't, and we shan't, The danger here is far too great! Picard: But surely we must not be late! Troi: I'm sensing anger and great ire. Computer: Alert! Alert! The ship's on fire! Picard: The ship's on fire? How could this be? Who lit the fire? Riker: Not me. Worf: Not me. Picard: Computer, how long til we die? Computer: Eight minutes left to say goodbye. Data: May I suggest a course to take? We could, I think, quite safely m

So
yea im back leave me some good stuff i'll have a solute up soon! promise.. uhmm i guess i just couldnt stay away but i also go an email sayin they wantd me back.. lol... uh how ya'll doing.. i guess im doing good gettin over my ass hole ex n movin on kinda seeing someone who just got outta a relationship too not to long ago everything seems good!

Believe
Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own power, and in your own potential, and your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit your less than perfect; this is the essence of our humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities, all possibilities and miracles. Always believe in miracles.

How To Treat A Woman.
In case someone forgot to teach you how or what you should expect: *respect- her and her opinions as she should do yours *listen -even if you don't like what she has to say she needs to say it, and who knows you may learn something *open the door for her-yes she can do it her self that is not the point the point is the little damn things *little things- mean as much or more then the big ones because they show you really do care enough to do them and are thinking of her *never- lie to her what hurts is not just the crime but the lie, that you could not even be stand up enough to except responseablty for it *never- cheat if you love her, she is all you need and if you need more and she doesn't, then get out, small pain here is better than major hurt later. *never- judge with out hearing her side *never- belive she is perfect she is human that means flaws *never- diss her flaws they are what make her unique in all the world *never- try to change her, support and encourage her

Random
Zanex Alone Avoided Us against the world Angel sent away Blessed Coming back with the truest of love Empty "I hurt myself today to see if I still feel" Those I thought my friends I feel like a burrdon Alone Dealing Sleep

Addiction
Addiction Staring through blood-shot eyes As the addict in me starts to die My world is turned upside-down As I start to realize it's worth staying around My life comes rushing back in from the haze Sometimes I feel like I'm lost in a maze All the emotions I thought I left behind Where just waiting there for me to find At war with everything I buried deep inside Letting hope be my guide Sometimes I feel like this is more than I can take But with the help of friends I feel like this is a stand I can make

Spent The Day At The Er
I went the ER with my one year old Malachi he has a hair line skull fracture. It scared the crap outta me and I'm still really worried about him. The Doctor says it is in the shape of a V on the top of his skull.

Confessions Of An Angel
Forgive me father for I have sinned I have thought of myself above all others I have been proud to live in your garden while others suffer I have eaten from your bountiful table while others starve Forgive me for i have loved myself before all others I have taken from those with little and not given back I have seen the danger yet kept silent I have found your riches and hid them for myself Forgive me for I envy all those who's hand you touch I have shadowed your light from those who wish to see I have drowned out your voice from those who wish to hear I have made numb those who wish to feel Forgive me father for i am not human

Missing Your Love
You lay me down, whisper in my ear Well, it may be my name you call But it's his name I hear You promised me through thick and thin You told me you loved me, you told me a lie 'cause you love him And I'm missin' your love every day I'm missin' your love every way Though your here with me, I'm still missin' your love And when we talk, you look into my eyes Your talkin to me but baby I can see He's on your mind And I'm missin' your love every day I'm missin' your love every way Though your here with me, I'm still missin' your love I reach out for you and you turn away It takes all I can do to make it through the day And I'm missin' your love And I'm missin' your love every day I'm missin' your love every way Though your here with me, I'm still missin' your love Missing Your Love VideoMissing Your Love lyrics - Jonny Lang lyricsJonny Lang Music Videos

Bryant Mcgills Contest
I AM SO VERY FLATTERED SOME OF MY FANS PUT ME IN BRYANT McGILLS CONTEST HOWEVER I DONT WANT TO BE IN FOR POPULAR WOMAN ON CHERRYTAP.. I HAVE MADE SO MANY AWESOME FRIENDS HERE AND THATS WHY I HIT GODFATHER SO FAST..I AM LUCKY AND LOVE U ALL..I THINK KIRA OR ANY OF THE OTHERS THAT HAS BEEN HERE LONGER DESERVE THAT SHOT NOT THAT I WOULD OF WON..BUT THANK U SO MUCH FOR THINKING OF ME LOVE U ALL XOXO

So There I Was...
in exactly nine hours i will be "leaving on a jet plane" to my beloved home town, OLYMPIA! "yeaaaaaaaahhhh booyyyeeeeeeee!" who's stoked!? oh yeah. ME!!!!!! anywho yizzall, i will most likely be engrossed in massive amounts of alcohol, beside nothing but the best of friends, so don't miss me tooooo much! heh. in the words of Nay, "pee ou!"

Rates And Down Rates
I been seeing alot of people complain about being given a 1 or a 4 like when you go to someones page you have to give them a 10. I mean come on thats why there is a scale to rate some peoples tastes. If you dont like what the person rated you go rate them back and block there asses. Why worrie anyway what someone gave you as a pic rating i mean its not like you got to add them as a friend. For me i am at a high level on here i dont give a shit about points like i did back in the day so if i get a 1 i just laugh about it. Now dont get me wrong when i go to peoples pages for the most part i give them 10's unless i get a 1 and the afore mention happens..lol Thats my take on the whole down rate ordeal.

Just Don't Bother
I gotta ask what the hell is it with people on here,that they feel the need to make excuses for not wanting to chat. Why do they add you at all? every time you talk to them they say about three lines then i have to go. gotta run, gotta work out, gotta cook, gotta something. jesus just say you don't want to talk.

Legal Laughs
The following questions from lawyers were taken from official court records nationwide.. 1. Was that the same nose you broke as a child? < 2. Now, doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, in most cases he just passes quietly away and doesn't know anything about it until the next morning? 3. Q: What happened then? A: He told me, he says, "I have to kill you because you can identify me." Q: Did he kill you? 4. Was it you or your brother that was killed in the war? 5. The youngest son, the 20-year-old, how old is he? 6. Were you alone or by yourself? 7. How long have you been a French Canadian? 8. Do you have any children or anything of that kind? 9. Q: I show you exhibit 3 and ask you if you recognize that picture. A: That's me. Q: Were you present when that picture was taken? 10. Were you present in court this morning when you were sworn in? 11. Q: Now, Mrs. Johnson, how was your first marriage terminated? A: By death. Q: And by

Gmk
A Swarthily Handsome Devil DATE: 15 Feb 2007, 10:01 pm I never would have believed I could survive without him. When I held him in my arms and watched him breathe his last breath, I thought that would be the hardest thing I'd ever do in this life. But I was wrong. Living without him has turned out to be so much harder. It doesn't feel like a year has passed since the light went out of my life, and the taste of food went with him. The reason it's called heartache is because it really is a physical pain in the heart. It seems like only yesterday Gus and I were at Bank One Ballpark in Phoenix, in our season ticket seats that he surprised me with, watching our favorite Arizona Diamondback Luis Gonzalez playing left field, cheering him on together and laughing. Gus was The Sunshine Of My Life and my memories of him and his love for me are all that has sustained me through these long lonely months without him. I dreaded the first anniversary of his death much like I dreaded l

Happiness
WHAT IS HAPPINESS? HAPPINESS........CAN'T BE DEFINED..IS A CERTAIN MOOD, A STATE OF MIND. ITS SHARING EVERYDAY AFFAIRS WITH SOME ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS, AND ONE WHO CARES. ITS A TENDER LOOK OR A GENTAL TOUCH..THAT SAYS "I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!" ITS A SMILE OF WELCOME, WHEN YOU ARE BLUE, A DREAM THAT IS SHARED...A DREAM FOR TWO. HAPPINESS IS EVEN MORE THAN THIS, ITS A WARM EMBRACE, A TENDER KISS. ITS A SPECIAL BLESSING FROM UP ABOVE. ITS WHAT YOU HAVE WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE!!!!

Battle Of The Sexes
BATTLE OF THE SEXES CONTINUES 1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female: Any part under a car's hood. Male: The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female: Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male: Playing cricket without a box. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female: The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male: Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female: A desire to get married and raise a family. Male: Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female: A good movie, concert, play or book. Male: Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female: An embarrassing by product of indigestion. Male: A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Female: The greatest expression o

Bad News!
Well, while I was at work last night, I get a call from a number I don't know right off the bat. I call it back, it's Keith's mom (Kit). She's on her way home & needed someone to talk to, to keep her awake. Come to find out she's on her way home from the hospital. Rob (Keith's dad) had a minor car accident this morning, but that's NOT why she's on her way back from the hospital. With no emotion she begins to tell me Rob had a heart attack. They won't let him leave the hospital. He has some severe heart damage from his sleep apnia. So, I'm kinda in tears as strippers are like wtf is wrong with her?! One of the ones I really like, Melody, makes me sit down & hands me the cigarette she just lit for herself. How sweet huh!? Oka (a bouncer) walks in & finds out something is wrong, goes to my boss (Travis) & comes back & says you can leave at anytime. As this is happening Jewie comes in to my work to hang out for a lil bit. So, Oka assumes Jewie is my BF... Which in itself is funny if you kn

My Thoughts On Chris Benoit
I've been reading all the media and postings on Chris Benoit's death and i would like to say a few things. First, I admit it was wrong for him to kill his wife and son but enough is enough. There are a lot of issues that we the public do not know about regarding Chris' personal life. No one knew what was going through his mind to cause him to do these criminal things. Ever since the WWE was in court over the steriods abuse each WWE superstar has to take a physical several times a year to ensure that they are not abusing themselves internally. If the meds found in the house were prescribed are WE the public going to punish the doctor(s) who gave Chris the meds? I think not. They prescribed the meds to him but did not tell him to take more than necessary. Second, at first when it was announced that all three were dead what was the first thing done by the WWE?? They canceled the original program and dedicated the 3hr show to the memory of the Benoit's. One day later after the poli

I Cried
when you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parent

Preventing Child Sexual Abuse
I POSTED THIS BLOG EARLIER ON MARCH 11TH BUT FOR SOME REASON I WAS ASKED TO REPOST IT AGAIN. I HOPE IT WILL HELP AT LEAST 1 CHILD,DON'T YOU AGREE? SOME FACTS: 1~Sexual offenders are often known to the family, and not strangers. Abusers can be a man, a woman, or even a child - yes, a child. The offender on the video started sexually abusing others at the age of 10. 2~Sexual offenders are not homosexuals. Do not let your guard down because someone is not gay, vice versa, do not accuse someone just because he/she is gay. 3~Children do not lie about being sexually abused. 4~Only 5% of kids lie about the abuse, which means 95% are true. STEPS TO PREVENT SEXUAL ABUSE 1. Know the Warning Signs: Look for signs that someone may be an offender. In cases of reported sexual abuse, some parents step forward and say, yes, they knew there was something wrong with him/her. So what are some of these signs? · Likes spending time with children all the time. ·

Miss F. A. T.
I love these thighs. My hips so wide, yet so fly. I walk with pride. Too precious to hide my abnormal beauty. This abnormal booty. Truly in thickness like molasses or honey. You better watch your man! You better count his money! MISS F.A.T. that's me, Divine. Fatty girls are in and it's about that time. Skinny evil ones have run the show too long. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous of you in your thong. But hon, if your man wants a bit more fun he can sample my ton. But there's a BIG FAT CHANCE that he will be done with you. I gotta speak the truth. We don't want no truce. World beware me and my girls are loose. You'll better warn McDonald's, husbands, and Honda. Skinny chicks can join, but ya'll have to get behind us. The tables have turned now we are unique. Thanks to Queen Latifah, Toccara Jones and most definitely Mo'Nique. Fabulous And Thick! You better some correct. My beauty doesn't end at the nape of my neck. Check these DD's and size 9 panty. I'm doing

Family
Ok it is here the day that I have been wanting to get her for a week now.... I am leaving for Texas.... This is to meet a man that says that he loves me.... To be happy.... To start my life... I am going to miss alot of people the first one will be my son... Ethan I know that you will not be able to read this.... Hell you problly wont even know that mommy is gone... But I want you to know that I love you so much and I will be home in 4 weeks.... You will be the first to get a great big hug and lots of kisses from me...... Then there is my family... My sister, brother, mom and brother in law.... No matter what they have always been there for me and now at a time I need them the most I feel like they are not really there... Like I have just pushed them away as far as I could.... I want them to know that I love them so much.... I am gonna miss them.... I will be back in 4 weeks...

Fubar
Odd... I once had a cat named Fubar. An incredibly long haired black and gold Calico...HUGE cat...we called her FUBAR (Fucked Up Bass Akwards Reject)...because you couldn't tell which end was her face and which end was her ass. Neither could the chihuahua or the male cat in the house, they always humped her face, LMAO. Not sure about how I feel about the new name of the site LOL. Everytime I see FUBAR it brings that ugly ass cat back to mind, LMAO, just felt like sharing that little piece of useless information with the masses. :)

The Accident
Ok I was on my way home from work. I worked in Huntington Beach and lived in Long Beach at the time. I was headed up Valley View from the beach and I was almost to the 405 (San Diego freeway). The traffic was pretty heavy (as it always is in the afternoons in Southern California), so I split traffic. (If you aren't sure what this is, it's where people ride their motorcycles between the lanes of stopped/slow traffic. It's a common practice in So Cal.) The facts of the accident I had to get from eyewitness accounts and from the police accident report. I still have no recollection of the actual accident. I was splitting traffic and someone abruptly changed lanes into me, forcing me to rear end a station wagon that was going about 45 or 50 miles per hour slower than me, causing me to come to a rather sudden and abrupt stop. ( I often refer to this as the part where I "wore" a station wagon.) The next thing I remember, is someone pulling the shattered remains of my helmet off of

Love Is!
When your holding hands, while walking in the park Seeing the sparkle in your eyes even when It's dark When your lying in the bed, and laying on his chest Even though he'd like to move he stays to let you rest When you have a day at work you just can't explain So they listen to your hurt not once do they complain When you really need to know what you feel thats wrong Sometimes even the strongest heart isn't all that strong When your sick don't wont to move so they bring you toast Kissing you on your head, you know they love you most When they go to sleep at nite you have to have a kiss So that feelings that you have they would never miss When your hanging with your friends, they always cross your mind Love like this is very rare, and very hard to find When you fight and things are bad you still remain right there just in case your time is through they will know you cared JW

Chapter Two...the Rules
Chapter Two The Rules I started looking around the large room and saw a large grandfather clock over on the wall. It was 7:30 I had some time before dinner and thought about a nap. But truth was I could not have slept even if I had wanted too. It had been a long week of medical exams and then what I had to go though in the doorman’s office. I almost laughed at my self thinking I would not do that again. I went to my bed and saw a package laying there on the bed with the word “RULES” in bold black ink on the front. I opened it up and found a list of rules of things I could and could not do. As a “young one” I was very limited as to where I could be, see or even set. I could only watch when they had gathering and could not do any spell work unless it was in class and I was under guidance of the instructor. If I was asked to do anything by an Elder I had to obey with out question. And I had to earn the right to have control of my body and my thoughts. Until then they belonged to the

About My Surgery
WELL SOME OF YA'LL KNOW THAT I'M FIXING TO GO IN FOR SURGERY ON TUESDAY..I'VE BEEN HAVING SOME REAL BAD HEADACHES AND ALL..WELL THEY FOUND OUT I HAVE A HERNIATED DISK IN MY NECK THATS CAUSING MY PROBLEMS..SO THEY WILL BE GOING IN TO TAKE IT OUT...ITS A LITTLE SCARY THE WAY THEY WILL BE DOING IT,BUT I'M TIRED OF THE HEADACHES SO I DECIDED TO GO AHEAD AND GET IT DONE..I HAVE A COUPLE OF MY FRIENDS THAT WILL BE ABLE TO KEEP PEOPLE UPDATED ON MY PROGRESS...TIM~SOUTHERNOUTLAWBIKER,MYJOY,CHUCK AND TERRYLJOHN AND MY BESTFRIEND LAURA...5 OF THE BEST PEOPLE ANYONE COULD EVER ASK FOR..THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING HERE AND ALL OF YOUR MORAL SUPPORT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME..I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU...

Sos
Sos ( Rihanna ) Lalala lalala la la lala la Ohh You know I've never felt like this before Lalala lalala la la Ohh This feeling's like, so real I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up And I'm aggressive, with just one thought up close enough You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue 'Cause every moment gone you know I miss you I'm the question and you're of course the answer Just hold me close boy cause I'm your tiny dancer You make me shaken up, never mistaken But I can't control myself got me calling out for help S.O.S. please someone help me. It's not healthy, for me to feel this way Boy you are making this hard, I can't take it see it don't feel right S.O.S. please someone help me It's not healthy for me to feel this way Oh you are making this hard You got me tossin' and turnin' and I can't sleep at night This time please someone come and rescue me 'Cause you on my mind has got me losing it I'm lost, you got me lookin' for the rest

Fate Is Fate
This one is for you pal. You know who you are. And I feel where your feelings are at. Be strong, Cuz ive been there, and kinda still am. Listen to this for guidence. As we bounce on the same wave length...you say you are over it,...But you know I see underneath. And broken trust...ive been there...its alright to cuss. When you walk by her, its ok to look out the corner of your eye.....but hold tight bro,..cant let her see you cry. Stand up straight...understand God has a plan,..and fate is fate. Ill be right by your side,...even though it dont mean much cuz it might feel like part of you has died. You have to make yourself better...even though its raining on you- play like its good weather. Put down the bottle that represents drunkness,...your better than that,...throw it saying forget this. And i cant tell you things get to where one day they are great.,..im not totally standing on that stage yet,..im sometimes still battling out of a net. Find in you someth

I Will Be Leaving Soon!!!!
I get 1 pay check a month and cant afford a VIC... And I am in another contest and haveing a realy hard time.... Sitting for long periods of time is making me in some really bad physical pain with my illnesses.... I have been trying soo very hard in this contest I am in now Like my other one.. I have to be on it 24/7 and my body just cant do it.... im sorry im not healthy physically like the rest of you..... I work hard to try to go in contests and win blasts and VIC'S... I try very hard.....I dont expect anyone to buy me anything.... But I cant win any contests of mine that I am in.. Because I am in more serious physical pain with my spine back and body.. I also have pin/screws and metal in me also.. So im sorry... I have tried in contests. but it requires alot of sitting for me in my own contest I enter to win a VIc.. and I cant do it... Laugh all you want.... I dont care...And My profile is Useless now.. Cant upload any more pics reached the limit it said since my Vic ended

Lock Up The Fatties
[Atlanta, GA] The United States Centers For Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) in Atlanta, Georgia, declared on Friday that the "obesity epidemic" sweeping our nation is now contagious, due, in large part, to a phenomenon knows as EARS. Their recommendation: immediately quarantine the overweight. In a press conference on the steps of their Clifton Road headquarters in Atlanta, CDC spokesman, Dr. Jerry Carmichael, revealed their newest findings in the agency's war against corpulence. "Obesity, and to a lesser extent, morbid obesity, can no longer be defined as a personal problem." Carmichael says, "We now know that these diseases are not only spread, but exacerbated by human contact. This poses a significant threat to the health of the people of the United States, and falls within our purview. We are bound by a presumptive duty to take this out of the hands of the individual. "E.A.R.S., or Externally Affected Rationalization Syndrome, is the process by which one person who ma

How Men See Me??
Got this from Maggie :D How Do Men See You?Men See You As PlayfulMen want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

My Gf Is Behind Please Come Help Bomb Her Pic
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Take Two: This One's For The Army Only 5k Needed For This Guy To Level
Please come help out my Army friend. He has been stuck at his level for awhile and would really like to move upwards... here is his profile link: OlDeR WoMeN MaKe BeAuTiFuL LoVeRs ~ Security @ Statix Underground@ fubar Listen to the Ghost Rider This leveling pimpout brought to you by: ~/~ Sassy ~/~ Founder of The Lancasters Bartender Fusion Radio@ fubar

Mirror Pictures
Doesn't every camera and camera phone have a timer? So why is it that everyone still stand in front of the damn mirror snaping pictures looking crazy cause you see them holding the camera? I don't know just me, I wouldn't want a picture of me taking pictures of myself.

Are You A Parent, Teacher, Baby Sitter, Kid At Heart, Grandparent, Aunt, Uncle, Coach, Doctor, Nurse, Day Care Provider???
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Do You Have It In You??
This was on my son's front page (about me),,how much pride would this give you as there father an to see how far he has gone..give me a life time of pride..an hope his sisters an brother lead in the same pride of life.. We live in a world that is at war, and this war has to be fought by men with guns. Who's gonna do it? You? I have a greater responsibility than you can possibly fathom. You protest our losses, and you curse the Marines. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of not knowing what I know - that our losses, while tragic, probably saved lives; and my existence, while grotesque and incomprehensible to you, saves lives. You don't want the truth because deep down in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me to fight in this war -- you need me to fight this war. We use words like "Honor," "Courage," "Commitment." We use these words as the backbone of alife spent defending something. You use them as a punch line. I have neither the time nor the inclination to expla

Preschool
my kid is starting preschool next week and i am so nervous about it. I wonder how she will do in it, will she make friends, will she do good in school. It seems like yesterday when i held her in my arms as a baby and now she is going to school. she is growing up so fast. i just know i am gonna cry her first day.

Little About Me
I'm currently seperated over 4 years now. I sublet a room from my son & his family. They have 2 boys, 0ne 6, one 3. My daughter has two children also. One boy 7, and a daughter who is 5. Those grandkids are the light of my life! :) I recently retired from a 22 yr Law Enforcement career. I'm taking the summer enjoying the grandchildren :) We've been camping 4 times and to Disneyland twice so far lol I'm not sure if I'm going to pursue a new career or just be a "nanny" to the boys for a while as both my son and daughter in law work full time night shifts.