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Overwhelmed
As the pain overwhelms my heartI do not know where to startTears cascade down my faceScars left without a traceHow much more can I takeWhy did I make such a mistakewhere did I go wrongplease tell me I wont feel for long

Petition Plz Sign
Hey guys heres a petition for making not only an easier fu world for all but for people with credit cards to.. There should be an option for us to purchase things like bling, vips, blasts, happy hour,and tickers for fu bucks comment below as your signature ill give this to babyjesus and maybe hell hear us... it takes a 1000 members for it to process... So please sign it thank you!

Birthday Sex
There are 365 Birthdays. Out of all of the billions of people who live in the world, there has got to be somebody born on each day of the year. We're going to try to accomplish the task of seeing if we can fill the calendar up with a birthday on every day of the year.Add your name next to your birthdate and lets see if we can do it!!! (Hey and don't delete any one) Copy and paste and make a new bulletin! ! ! ! ! ! ! !January 1-Dustin Engler!!!January 2 -January 3 -January 4 -January 5 -January 6 -Courtney BryantJanuary 7 -Ricky "Dunn Dunn"January 8 -January 9 -January 10-January 11-January 12 -January 13 -Judge D.January 14 -Samantha marie KlossJanuary 15 -autumn nicole pateee(:

Rip Garton
My good friend TJ passed away this evening due to having Pneumonia and a bad case of the flu. TJ had the same condition that I have which is Osteogenesis Imperfecta (brittle bone disease). Though I never got to meet TJ in person we talked a lot online, phone and text. She was only 20 years old. She will be missed by so many... LUV you always Garton. Rock on!!! XOXOX

Nyeaahhhh
ok, so i just got out of an all staff meeting at work and during the meeting my boss brought up that people could have jobs outside of working there as long as it doesnt interfere with their work and as long as its not at another pharmacy and if they did then theyd have to sign their resignation at one job or another..... didnt have a chance to talk to him before i took my lunch because he went straight into the managers meeting.... im nervous as fuck.... gonna try n talk to him after i get back from lunch and explain my situation financially..... i really need that second job and this ones already nailed pretty much.....

Alone
From childhood's hour I have not beenAs others were -- I have not seenAs others saw -- I could not bringMy passions from a common spring --From the same source I have not takenMy sorrow -- I could not awakenMy heart to joy at the same tone --And all I lov'd -- I lov'd alone --Then -- in my childhood -- in the dawnOf a most stormy life -- was drawnFrom ev'ry depth of good and illThe mystery which binds me still --From the torrent, or the fountain --From the red cliff of the mountain --From the sun that 'round me roll'dIn its autumn tint of gold --From the lightning in the skyAs it pass'd me flying by --From the thunder, and the storm --And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view --[Poe wrote this poem in the autograph album of Lucy Holmes, later Lucy Holmes Balderston. The poem was never printed during Poe's lifetime. It was first published by E. L. Didier in Scribner's Monthly for September of 1875, in the form of a facsimile. The facsimile,

Feeling Philosophical
I hope I spelled that right LOL anyhow.. My current status is bound to make people think naughty thoughts while infact I am curious if this is possible. So it's whats on my mind at this very moment. I am feeling sort of meloncally and self isolating myself from the world around me. This will happen now and again until I am feeling more capable of living life as I once knew it..or something like that. I miss you all very much so keep in touch. Most have my yahoo or number..USE it ;) and thank you to the few of you that have kept in touch :)

Only 2 Days Left.
Well, another summer has blazed by faster than I care to think about. Monday I'll start school again and unfortunately, I'll be going nonstop for the next 2 years. I'll be taking classes year round till I'm finished with tech in order to get myself back on schedule. After that it's 2 more years at a University. I'm not complaining though, I'm thankful to be able to go to school. I'm just sad that summer is coming to an end. My summer is going to end on a good note, however. I was fortunate enough to meet someone very special and we became an official couple on July 22. She's beautiful, funny, energetic, talkative, sweet, always encouraging, and I love her. We have our moments, and I'm sure my pragmatic and analytic nature is going to be a thron in my side, but we're going to be alright. I'm still not 100% on what I intend to do with my future. Alot of things are still up in the air. Educationally speaking, I could take a completely different direction than what I want to do now. It'

About Me
HI. My name is Thomas and I love all things cars if you haven't noticed. I have a couple of car related websites. But I also like anything new and interesting like Astronomy. I have a great sense of humor so I dig comedy related stuff too! Brookfield Homes | Infiniti of Montclair | West Houston Infiniti | I-10 Automall

Finding Faith
SOMETIMES WHEN FAITH IS RUNNING LOW AND I CANNOT FATHOM WHY THINGS ARE SO .... I WALK ALONE AMONG THE FLOWERS I GROW AND LEARN THE ANSWERES TO ALL I WOULD KNOW!! FOR AMONG MY FLOWERS I HAVE COME TO SEE LIFES MIRACLE AND ITS MYSTERY... AND STANDING IN SILENCE AND REVERIE MY FAITH COMES FLOODING BACK TO ME!

A Winter Poem
There is a time for love and laughterThe days will pass like summer stormsThe winter wind will follow afterBut there is love,and love is warm There is a time for us to wonderWhen time is young and so are weThe woods are greener over yonderThe path is new,The world is freeThere is a time when leaves are fallingThe woods are grey,The paths are oldThe snow will come when geese are callingWe need a fire against the coldThere is a time for us to wonderWhen time is young and so are weThe woods are greener over yonderThe path is new,The world is freeThe path is new,The world is free

Thoughts...
it’s been a quiet night so faruneventful, plenty of silencebroken only by the occasionalsounds of the cricket chirping;a long time indeed since i stayed awaketill the early morning, 4am to be precise,sleep is the last thing that is on my mindtry as much as possible, my eyes refused to closemy mind, like a clock, keeps thinkinga lot of things from the silliest to thebizarre, from the good moments to thebad moments and even scripting“what if” and “if only” scenarios in my lifeas the cold morning breeze played havocwith my senses, gently trying to disruptmy thought process and put my mind to rest,i tried to stay alive and keep it goingwith the dawn slowly approaching and my destinationstill a long distance away, i needed to keep my senses sharpand not overwhelm it with the “to be forgotten past”,as the future is still waiting to be born,the protest of the mind is quelled down,only to be continued laterTorill...

New Goals And Ranges As Of 10/17/2009 (not A Weigh In!)
Calories: 1,270 - 1,620 Fat: 34 - 59 Carbohydrates: 171 - 247 Protein: 60 - 133 you see those? those are my new daily goals for my diet... I rarely hit the higher goals so... i used my website and since i have lost 20 pounds.. this new set of goals should last me for the rest of the way! It is gonna take a bit of planning until i get used to the smaller portions and the foods... but i am SURE that i can do it :D I am at a 20 pound loss since Febuary though.. so maybe I can keep it up! I have decided that for christmas i am going to ask all my family and friends and what not to get me gift cards that are basically the prepaid credit cards (not to a specific store) so that I can buy clothing as i need it LOL I can't wear my favorite jeans anymore, nor my favorite black work pants... luckily i had some in a smaller size hidden in my closet I wonder if i can make that 20 pounds into 40 by january! it is possible considering i

Daily Profile Rates.
So, my list started over 850 last week and has been reduced to less than 40 and I have a feeling that its going to get even smaller. There are very few that ever show any indications of live activity, much less personal communications. As of now, I will NOT be doing random page rates anymore and very few of you will be getting them. The ones that talk, rate back, or at least show indications they are with the living will get daily page rates :) So, if your only reason for adding me was a daily page rate, please remove me.

Official Separation And My Eventual Demise
My dear husband is incarcerated for reasons I do not wish to list. To get him out of that hellhole, I'll have to collect 2,500, which is completely out of my reach. I feel like a hole has been punched through my chest and anything that reminds me of him just increases that gap and slowly, it's killing me. I have been by his side through every last ordeal and I am not abandoning him now - but with the difficulties of maintaining an inmate/significant other relationship - I officially dubbed us separated. On our one year back together. I can't see him. I can't hold him. I can't even tell him I love him. His bondsman called me, relaying messages between us two... and I told him "Please... please tell him I love him with all my heart." through broken words and choking back tears. I told him if he was to be put in jail again, I would leave him. I am powerless. I can't help him. I don't know what to do. I am burning in the fires of regret for not putting my foot down. I cou

How To Beat Boredom!
Boredom should NEVER be an symptom in your life. All you need to do is read this list and Rock-N-Roll!WARNING: Some of these may result in people chasing you. Always wear tennis shows and have your escape route planned out :)1: Reply to everything someone says with, "that's what YOU think!"2: Buy a large quantity of orange traffic cones and re-route entire streets.(This one is especially useful if you're having a yard sale!)3: Ask people what gender they are. When they reply, ask - "are you sure?"(Not recommended at Biker Bars)4: Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and repeatedly saying "blah, blah, blah, blah".5: Sit in your front yard pointing a hair dryer at passing cars to see if they slow down.(Works even better if your rent a cop uniform.)6: Go to your local mall. Walk up to strangers and say: "Do you hear that?" "What?" "Never mind, it's gone now." If they answer you, go to plan 4 above. Be prepared to run real fast :)7: Go to the local elect

Battle For Life ( An Ode To My Heroes)
They laugh with true passion They live from the heartTheir endurance of willChallenged from the startTheir smiles are wide With words unrehearsed Their love is so grand I forget of their curse Their innocence is true No judgment within With courage and hope This battle they'll win My heroes are childrenFighting to live Because even in torment They have something to give

Affording A Designer Gown
You’ve dreamed of your discount wedding dresses since you were 6 years old. And suddenly there you are, engaged, planning your wedding and ready to shop for that amazing bridal dress. Reality hits and you realize that you have so many other things to consider than just your bridal gown. The cost of your gown may be one of the more expensive items on your wedding budget.And now you ask yourself, "Can I really afford that Designer gown that I love?" Staying within a certain budget is the lot of most brides. The average wedding costs about $25,000, include discount wedding dress but not everyone can spend nearly that much. A nice wedding can be assembled for much less and can even be put together on a shoestring if necessary. After all, you are not getting married just to have a big party! You are getting married, because you are in love. So if you find that you do need to cut some corners, don’t despair. There are lots of ways to save some money and still look stunning. Many

Let It All Out
The past couple weeks have been hell for me. I've been on a roller coaster, but really, the only direction it has gone is down. My heart has been put in so many pieces, I wouldn't even know where to start to put it back together. Thing is... I don't even know if I want to. The good thing is, I have made a choice. I'm choosing to move on in my life. I realize I can't put my heart back together, that is an impossible task. All I can do, is take a piece or two, and slowly start to grow it again. Is it gonna work? Hell, I don't even know. All I know is that I'm going to try. I haven't been very happy for a long time, and I think it is time I look for that happiness. I need to work out of my depression, and I am doing so now. It is time to start my life anew, and time to see if I even like the person I shall become.

Random Surveh
What were you doing at 11 last night?Passed out in bed. Yes, I lead an exciting life.Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?Absolutely.What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of?Cheeseburgers and mashed potatoes.What's the craziest thing you've done?I've done quite a few crazy things.Someone knocks on your window at 5am, what do you say?My parents: If you're at a 2nd story window WTFAt my husband's: It's Jerry looking for beer.At my best friends: It's Jamesbro.Funniest thing that happened in the last 24 hours?Making fun of Steve at work.Do you have any plans for the weekend?Working. Joy.Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?Would be the hubby!Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?I do!Do you find drinking unattractive?Nopers.When was the last time something bothered you?TodayDo you know how to work a computer well?YesTo who did you last give the finger to?My brotherIs it more common for you to f

Fuck You
Hard to breathe my eyes full of tears, Thinking that I had forever, So many lies, told through the years, Looking back on never ever. You could say we'd be together, But the sad truth is That I know so much better. Agony in my soul, There's a pain in my heart; it feels as if, my life's been torn apart. Ripped to pieces,

Rider's Team
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Warriors Creed
The warrior within. The warrior that will alays be. The warrior that fights to stay alive. The warror that cant break away. The warrior that wants to be free. The warrior that will fight for eternity. The warrior that fights for peace, honor, and dignity. The warrior that is within me cant escape, but pleads and begs for help. The warriors creed that will never die.

Sugardaddy/roomate Application
SugarDaddy Application! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a Sugar Daddy for this person. (To be taken very seriously) Copy and paste into a message for me.... ***HUGS N KISSES*** Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Single(Y/N)___ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ other (how long?)_____ How long is your....member (when erect! lol) ________ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like:1.2.3. What is ur preferred pace? (place "X" i

I Think I Need Help
I just need to get this down somewhere so I can maybe get it off my mind. Ok so my boyfriend is being a total ass. He actually got mad at me because I didnt want to go out after physically getting sick. I get yelled at at least 4 days a week. He never touches me. Doesnt want to have sex any more. My mind is starting to wonder. I have this insanely hot neighbor. And he keeps doing these little things that just drive me up the wall. He comes over a lot and he will pull up chair so I can help him do diff things. Hes been rubbing his hand up against mine. And when he rests his hand on my leg he starts to rub it. Last night when he was over he even called me babe. I thought that was odd. I dont know if he even knows hes doing it. But with my current lack of sex, and being someone who like to have it at least 5 times a week, its starting to drive me crazy. I know its wrong to be so turned on by him. But I cant help myself. I also know that nothing will happen. I really care a

Tornado Watch
MESOSCALE DISCUSSION 0284 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 0315 PM CDT WED APR 07 2010 AREAS AFFECTED...SERN MO...SRN AND ERN IL...WRN IN AND EXTREME WRN KY CONCERNING...TORNADO WATCH 61... VALID 072015Z - 072215Z THE SEVERE WEATHER THREAT FOR TORNADO WATCH 61 CONTINUES. THE THREAT FOR ISOLATED DAMAGING WIND...LARGE HAIL AND ISOLATED TORNADOES WILL PERSIST NEXT FEW HOURS. STORMS CONTINUE DEVELOPING ALONG AN EWD ADVANCING COLD FRONT FROM SERN MO THROUGH NERN IL. OTHER STORMS ARE DEVELOPING IN PRE-FRONTAL WARM SECTOR AND NEAR WARM FRONT ACROSS NERN IL INTO NRN IND. DIABATIC WARMING HAS BOOSTED SURFACE TEMPERATURES INTO THE LOW 70S ACROSS CNTRL AND ERN IL...RESULTING IN AN AXIS OF 500-1000 J/KG MLCAPE. INSTABILITY IS SOMEWHAT MORE LIMITED FARTHER EAST INTO IND WHERE LOW CLOUDS HAVE PERSISTED. STORMS REMAIN MORE DISCRETE ALONG THE NRN END OF THE LINE ACROSS NERN IL INTO NWRN IND. SOME OF THESE STORMS ARE APPROACHING THE WARM FRONT WHERE THE NEAR SUR

Free Stuff Rawks
The site surveys Im conducting has made for busy days of review and discovery, assess and report. Personnel out here in Cali have been cordial and accomodating, and not just in the forced kind of way induced by the reason for my presence. The trip brings back echoes of the road life and a more active era. I have to say Im enjoying the essence of waking up to buffet breakfast & coming home to fresh everything, before taking off to complimentary social hours for more buffet and free drinks, and falling back in to the room buzzed, fat and happy by sunset falling behind the palms and the smokey hills. I havent bought a meal since I arrived. Alfredo the maitre d' and I are becoming pretty good friends, and he gives me the lowdown on the local happennings. Turns out my accomodations are part the dallas cowboys spring training camp rotation, where they stay here and train at the facility just up the street. Seems its on 2 yr rotation, not sure where the alt years are spent

The Day My Vagina Died!
My vagina died the day i found out i was pregnant... Someone up there is punishing me for being a sexual deviant... NOW I LEARN THAT I HAVE RUBBED OFF ON MY LESBIAN LOVER WITCHIE We should take a moment to morn her vagina Im goign to a movie in an hour... ill entertain you fuckers till then!

Fairest Maiden For April 23 2010
THIS WEEKS SELECTION FOR THE NAUGHTY KNIGHT'S FAIREST MAIDEN IS DAMNYELLER, DANIELLE. THIS 29 YEAR OLD BLUE EYED CUTIE FROM OHIO IS AS SASSY AS SHE IS SWEET! IF THE EYES OR THE SMILE DON'T GET YA, THOSE LONG LEGS WILL!!! AND WHAT LONG LEGS THEY ARE!! DROP BY HER PAGE!! GIVE HER LOVIN'S! TELL HER THE NAUGHTY KNIGHT SENT YA!! damnyeller@ fubar

Usual Rubbish...
Your result for The Kubrick Character Test... Sgt. Hartman (Full Metal Jacket) Emotional, Honorable, and Honest You are cold and calculating, but you'll rip the opposition to shreds if they don't believe you. You tend to get emotional, but you are very honest. Take The Kubrick Character Test at HelloQuizzy "Did your parents have any children that lived? "

Freakin Cool
So im playing on facebook and this man sent my mom a link about the dinosaur tracks in my town & it turns out there are human footprints also! It's kind of awesome. The river is way too high over where they are to see them right now but our next dry season i am DEF going snap some damn pictures. http://www.bible.ca/tracks/taylor-trail.htm hopefully that link works. google chrome is kind of gay. Anyway if you're even interested it's called the Taylor Trail on the Paluxy River in Glen Rose.

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Beautiful Lyric's
"Beautiful"Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private worldWhere they can be aloneAre you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back upIn order for me to pick the mic back upI don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm inI'm starting to feel distant againSo I decided just to pick this penUp and try to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rapI need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallowAnd I just can't sit back and wallowIn my own sorrowBut I know one fact I'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to follow I'll be one tough act to followHere today,

For Guys : Really Didnt Think I Had To Post This Yet Again Read It!
i have pics that are private and there are reasons why they are private. dont come running to me asking to see them it wont happen. and then dont bitch and curse at me when i tell you no.they are my pics and i will do what i want with them and let who I WANT see them. the choice isnt up to you its up to ME and me only. oh and especially if i just add you dont hit up my sb askin if you can see them. grow up and act your age and not like a horny asshole. i dont tolerate shit like that. i dont care if you dont like this or if this makes me sound like a bitch. and my family are my friends most in real life thats why they are there. adding me to your fam will not get you added in mine.

Denied!!!
Reasons your friend request might get denied: 1. Your screen name requires punctuation! 2. Your default pic has possibly caused a seizure! 3. Has some lounge name greeter/promoter your screen name, with letters replaced by numbers. 4. If you have a crafty name like "luvstosuckok" or "happyguy" 5. If your name includes cute, sexy, hot, mama, or kitten and you weigh more than I do 6. If your profile about me section includes "rules while on my page" and have a status about RFAC STFU 7. If you think you are a dj because you have made a playlist or play mp3s in a lounge 8. If you have one public pic of a porn star, or some chic you wished you were/could fuck! 9. If your last 9 of 10 status messages were begging for/offering naughty salutes for bling packs 10. If your status messages are always negative toward other people or advertising your personal drama! 11. if you have more photos of yourself, than you have in your bomb folders! 12. If you think you need a default that flas

The End Of My "army Wife" Job
Of all blogs, this is the hardest I have ever had to write. As of 9:28 am this morning my Soldier husband, text me and told me that for 2 months he has been lieing to me about loving me, and he really doesnt. For months he made love to me when I visited, and tried to even get me pregnant.For two weeks he rarely called, and I finally said what is wrong..this is his response... "I have an emotional problem" me " in a marriage it takes two to work as a union, so what is your problem, we can fix it" him " that is my problem" me "Our marriage is your problem" him "yes for 2 months I have not loved you and have been fronting everything. I don't know what to do." me " you are telling me this over a text" him " i dont feel how i used to" then came the call, the one we all dread when you are married for life. He said, I dont love you, I don't care about your son. I am not supporting you I am taking you off my bank account and ending this. i hung up he text me from a friends phone

That Guy (for U Rob)
I had a horrible past with a horrible guy and i never thought it was possible to love someone ever again until one day i met this guy but at the time i was thinking this is just another guy i will talk to him and i probably wont ever hear from him again but the day after i talked to him i got to thinking that he was different i wanted to talk to him again so i did he turned my life completely around and without him I dont know what i would do he is the one person who made me believe that there is still love in the world he knows who i am talking about and if ur reading this thank you for being a part of my life and dont ever leave I have never met a guy who treated me the great ways u do and I love youit feels like we have known each other for years when truely it hasnt been long at all Forever loved, Alex M. Rose

Poetry
She raised 11 kids, kept them happy, clothed and fed, Kept them warm, sheltered, a place to lay their heads. Such a kind spirit, so gentle and sweet, There was no problem she could not defeat. There was no task that was ever too large, For grandma knew just how to take charge. She did her best with whatever she had, At times she had to be both a mom and a dad. She loved us all equally, with all of her heart, She was such a strong woman, beautiful and smart. She struggled and toiled all of her life, And not once did she complain of her poverty and strife. Everything she owned, she worked for it all, This was the only way she could stand proud and stand tall. She was blessed with so many family and friends, On whom she could call when she needed a hand. Grandma's spirit was like sunshine on a rainy day, She could smile and melt all the tears away. Grandma said we could be anything we wanted to be, She loved all of us unconditionally. She would never judge, never belittle, or criticize, S

Men And Women
QUOTABLE QUOTES Women still remember the first kiss after men have forgotten the last. -Remy de Gourmant (French writer) A man loses his sense of direction after four drinks. A woman loses hers after four kisses. -H.L. Mencken When women hold off from marrying men, we call it independence. When men hold off from marrying women, we call it fear of commitment. -Warren Farrell (Psychologist) Only two things are necessary to keep one's wife happy. One is to let her think she is having her own way, and the other is to let her have it. -B. Johnson Why get married and make one man miserable when I can stay single and make thousands miserable? -Carrie Snow I'm not offended by all the dumb blonde jokes because I know I'm not dumb... and I also know that I'm not blonde. -Dolly Parton You see a lot of smart guys with dumb women, but you hardly ever see a

How Do You Fu?
Everyone knows that using IE to FU is pretty ineffiecient. Firefox, Safari and others are much better. However, I have found that Google Chrome is the best browser in which to FU. It works for the PC, MAC and Linux. You can download it here: DOWNLOAD GOOGLE CHROME Happy FU-ing!

Life
Life There are many times that ive sat awake and woundered whats the point... Then i look back on the little things i miss about people that have made mine so wounderous Oh man, i wounder if im in some of those peoples thoughts about their own lives The thing is, I wish i didnt take so much for granted, there are so many memorable things i wont get back Like the way someone makes you feel when your tree is on its last leaf... So many times ive woundered if ill ever get some of those feelings back But all the good things ive done for people always come back somehow I wish i hadnt made myself so distant to those i cherished, now i can only hope the feelings make out alive Point of the matter is dont take the little things for granted, because youll never know when youll get that chance back!

Solong Dez We Will Always Love You
Today is a tragic day for me.the lord called my best friend home to heaven with him.....although she is in a better place the hurt is still there and so so real ......you will be forever loved and missed dez i only wish we had more time together u were the best friend growing up i love you with al;l my heart

Getting Stuff Off My Chest
I do not expect everyone to understand but I feel like i need to do this. Have you ever felt like you are trying to squeeze a dollar out of a dime just to get by? Well, I was taught that it's part of the daily grind of life. It seems like wherever i go,no matter what I do,that i do not get enough respect. Now don't get me wrong, I am not one to gripe about giving a shit what people think about me, but, I feel after all that I have done for people, giving 6 of my friends shelter rent free, after lending out money I know i'll never get back, after doing favor, after favor, after favor, I would like to think that something good might happen to me for a change. I am constantly put down,I get walked all over and I feel that I should be getting a lil bit more respect than i'm getting. I have never screwed anyone over in my life so why do people feel the need to screw me over? Sometimes I ask myself "SHould I just do what it seems like everyone else is doing and not giving a shit about anyone

Recent.webcam Shots I Took, Summer 2010
Just sharing some photos I took of myself recently, using my webcam.I'm supposed to shoot with a photographer tomorrow. I think it's been over a year since I've shot with anyone. I've missed it, and now that I've dropped most of my weight that I gained after moving back to Houston in December, I'm ready to start doing shoots again. MISTRESS GENEVIEVEhttp://msgenevieve.comhttp://niteflirt.com/MistressGenevievehttp://clips4sale.com/store/4083http://zazzle.com/msgenevievehttp://myspace.com/mistressgenevievehttp://twitter.com/msgenevievehttp://groups.yahoo.com/group/mistressgenevievesslaves Click to join mistressgenevievesslaves

Tardy Slip
Some of you noticed I have been on less the last few days.. been busy. kids in school, home work, dinner baths and now they want to join cub scouts with the other boys in theor classes..cool, i was a boy scout. we thought we were cool and tried to use the playboy bunny as our troop symbol.. oh the 14 year old dumb idears... so whats been going on in fuland? I think I landed a job, the owner of the company mentioned all I would have to do is pass a drug screen after the holiday weekend.. so keeps ya fingers crossed :) as you were

What No Coffee ?
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Well here it is..that time to make the final push home..Ive been in a country in which ive never known so much hate and corruption but yet im going home to a warm bed and freedom to move around in my own safe zone and feel like im not being watched all the time.. its been a long tour but i guarantee when im home it will only be a few months and ill be ready to go again.. ive heard tell that there will always be that sense of something missing in your life when you come home from a war torn country..its always the same feeling..yet i am very excited to come home and see my friends and family after so much time has gone by.make up for lost time and do the things i only wished i could do before.I dont want to be bragging that im going home because there are alot of service members still here either coming into country or leaving or even staying because there time isn't up yet to return home.. just to let all of you know my thoughts and prayers are with all of you no matter who you are. i

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Farm
I want to set up a farm to help children & teenagers at risk of homelessness or that are already homeless. I have a dream of opening a farm to help train, look after and care for homeless children. I plan to give these kids a huge chance to make something of themselves and to give them motivation to have a go at life. There is a population on the Gold Coast and Brisbane alone of over 1,500 children homeless and another 2,500 or more at risk. We have a responsibility to the younger generations to help them as we are now the next generation and the onus is on us to help them have a go at a life away from severe crime, violence, abuse and hard drug. Many of our generation have suffered the severe life trauma of being homeless or at risk at some point of time in life, where if there were somewhere or someone there our lives may not have ended up as they are or for many and these deep embedded scars may not be still there and presenting themselves today. Read about book I am writing to help

In Bed!!!
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM85%Sex God75%A Romantic55%Virgin20%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

How Wild I Am
You scored as Hot/hard. You love hard sex. You like it hot and fast. You love to scream and to listen to your partner scream. You'll go at it as fast as you can. Just make sure you don't go too hard for your partner, just because you can take it doesn't mean they can. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Hot/hard100%Exciting/Exotic95%Passionate/wet70%Shy/Sweet40%Soft/slow40%Awkward/New0%How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

About Chain Comments...
I have resent them and know others likely feel as I do about them so I apologize to anyone who got them from me and rolled their eyes because they get repeated too much and are frankly a pain in the butt to resend to everyone. So with all due respect, I would prefer if chain comments do not get sent to me anymore and if they are I will not resend them. Personally I prefer the original 1's with true words spoken from the person themselves and not a 1 that was made and written by someone else and passed to the masses, and love the graphics also.. The original messages mean more to me! I really like most of the people on my friend list(some I am very very fond of) and try to give attention to each of you as best I can. And will continue to do so in future without the annoyance of a chain message. And by the way, read this and if you dont respond to it you will have bad luck, no sex, your car will get a flat tire, and I wont send you anymore dirty graphics if you dont say hello! LOL

My Survey
> These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. > > 1. Anal or oral? Both, giving anal, give and recieve oral(love giving) > > 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Whip cream > > 3. Ice or feathers? Ice > > 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? Perfer mff, > > 5. Movie porn or live porn? live > > 6. What do you wear to bed ? nothing > > 7. Love making or hard fucking? depends on the person and the mood > > 8. Do you shave ? no > > 9. Spit or swallow? n/a > > 10. Do you masturbate ?yes > > 11. Whats your turn on ? beautiful women getting kinky( you'll have to ask for the rest) > > 12. Whats your favorite position ? Doggie style, woman on top > > 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? depends on situation > > 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? anywhere > > 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest)most of the time a couple of hours > > 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ?depends on partner >

Alive
for the first time i feel alive happiness abounding love surronding me dancing in the air im light as a feather im high im free seeing you reminds me of better days when everything was good cares washed away please dont go what would i do i could never be nothing without you your love is sweet your heart is pure thank you for making me feel alive

The Threads That Bind
The Threads That Bind I. We encounter our kindreds in the oddest of venues. Connections are conceived, webs weaved. The words are spun. II. And if someday, in Venice, on a patio at some trattorio, in a palazzo overlooking the Grand Canal, (and yes, I bullshited my way through that impromptu tour of Venice, when would I have the time not to tell you), we pass and nod and no, nothing happens, Fates, don't be disappointed. III. That is not how this fairy tale is spun. The glass slippers are Mahnolo's, that is if there is any such thing as a fairy godmother. I'm dreaming of fuck-me heels, come-hither sneers, the way leather worn is leather real, leather appeal, sex leather feel. IV. Sure, there were no traitors. I've always been the faker. Even these rhymes are a lie, they started mid-way, it looks like lies are on sale today: two-for-one, getting while the going's hot. V. Reality's the joke, something that gets caught in my throat. Let's

Where Is The Life We Have Lost In The Living?
T. S. Eliot observed: Where is the life we have lost in the living? Where is the wisdom we have lost in knowledge? Where is the knowledge we have lost in information? The cycles of heaven in twenty centuries bring us farther from God and nearer to dust.

May I????
wash your manlihood with my tongue press my lips to your ass suck you until you're hard, pushing the tip to the back of my open throat. May I arch my body, eagerly await the entry of that which is now hard You make your presence known to my womanhood, my ass, my breasts. My nipples are taught pinched by wet fingers. The sweat rolls down our bodies in the cold of winter. Here we lie, in each others arms, panting from our robust time.

Alchoholic
I'm getting a little sick of being called an alcoholic, for all you alcoholics out there, good on you. But I'm not an Alcoholic, I'm a drunk, Alcoholics got Twelve steps, I got twelve packs. And I do admit I have a drinking problem, I can't afford it all the time(donations welcome.) But I don't suffer from alcohol, I enjoy every minute of it, and I know that booze isn't the answer, but it helps me forget the question. So all you people out there recovering AA's, congratulations, cheers, this ones for you, for all you people that caused 'em to stop drinking, cheers, now there's more for me, and for everyone else, stop on by my place sometime and have a drink, CHEERS!!

Me Against The World....
I wonder at times what in the hell i was placed on this earth for other than incessant problem solving. Im in a blue funk today yet again, trying to problem solve my existence and prepare for yet another issue or crisis to rear its ugly head. Christmas is the least of my concerns right now survival is. Struggling to make it all work...20 years ago i had great energy for such things. But i find as time goes on...its harder and harder to put things right. Im just so tired of doing everything alone. These medical issues have tapped my reserves emotionally, spiritually and financially. Ever been at your wits end, yet try to put on a brave face?!?! for your child, for your friends, family and the world in general? Exhausting isnt it? Just a little bit of a break is what i need, something good to happen in my life instead of the endless barrage of crap im dished up daily. I guess to understand it all i should tell you a lil about what happened today. After these 2 surge

Why
I keep trying to find the answer but I guess I will never know. Why does this kind of stuff happen to me? Why do I always end up in impossible situations? Do I put myself in these problems? Do I open myself up to them? Why is it that I know I will always get hurt no matter what? I keep thinking maybe this time will be different, but it never is. Why is it that i shut everyone out but people always find a way in? I try so hard to not let people see the real me cause then it opens myself up for pain but there are a select few that worm their way in or just come through kicking the walls down no matter how many I put up. Why is it that there is always a few people who know your weaknesses no matter how hard you try to hide it. It takes me months to let people into my heart however there are a few that have gotten through in a matter of days without me even knowing. Then i realize this all too late once they have the tools to hurt me. Why must it be that way? Why can't I keep them, well ma

Whatever
omg... something else for people to bitch about. The new NSFW stuff... who the fuck cares .. most of us don't want to see your pervie junk scrolling across the pages anyways! Hey... you're not the owner of the site, so shut the hell up already! I don't see you working on it day in and day out... what the hell do you have to complain about. It's a free site! What, oh you aren't getting as many points, well boofuckinghoo to you too! Get over it.. move on. Get a life offline!

Are You Ready!
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . if your ready for love then , let love begin

Some Of Use Got Deleted
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Read Before You Add!! Please! :)
1,2,3 My Pet Peeves of CT 1. Blind friend requests- Ya know I always make it a point to at least leave some sarcastic wit or something that would put an inkling as to why Im worth getting to know- as a person, when requesting an add. I hate when people don't leave a comment on my prof - if they rate it or look at it at all- they don't leave any comments on any pics (yes I do check, not to mention 500 friends avg. of 20 ratings on a pic wtf people) and yet they send me friend requests. WHO ARE YOU! WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO ADD YOU!? theres my top pet peeve. In light of this I'm no longer adding people that say nothing anywhere to me before requesting an add. I'm not a friend whore I don't need more lame bullis to go thru when you repost something when you never say anything to me at all. EVER. Take this add and shove it. 2. People who all they say is - Can I see your privates? They don't even say HI! FFS! again WHO ARE YOU!! I know plenty of people who want lots of friends.. I dont

Birthmonth
Your Birth Month is June Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Feels So Good
We fall into each others arms kissing tenderly inthe lips. the kiss grows deeper and I groan into your mouth.You kiss your way to my neck, gently nibbling and licking. My body quivers as your lips and tongue move on my neck. You always know what get me going. Your hands cup by breasts and you rub your thumb across my nipples. Oh it feels so good! I moan as you take my nipple into your mouth, gently sucking on it. I rub the top of your head and quietly call out your name. Your hand goes between my legs and you start to rub my clit while you still suck on my breasts. I arch my back as the ecstasy starts to overcome me. Not yet you say. I'm gonna make you never forget this time. You leave my breast and start to kiss your way down my stomach. Down to my inner thigh you trail your lips. Again I moan and call out your name. You spread my legs and kiss on my inners thigh while you continue to rub my clit. My juices are really starting to flow now and I arch my back again. You take my legs and

Chaplaincy: Frequently Asked Questions For Corporations (general)
Frequently Asked Questions for Corporations (General) What is The Entertainment Industry Chaplains? The Entertainment Industry Chaplains (TEIC) is an organization that places chaplains in companies, with bands, on set, on location, and provides personal services to individuals in the Entertainment Industry. Through TEIC, companies can offer a Chaplain Assistance Program (CAP) as an employee benefit, outsourcing stress management and employee care to a business that cares for businesses. How will the program be introduced to my employees? Before a TEIC chaplain starts work with a client, an orientation meeting is held to explain the ground rules, including chaplain confidentiality. This meeting is similar in tone and function to other benefits orientation meetings, with a time for questions and answers. At the end of the orientation employees receive a business card with the chaplain’s toll-free telephone number. How do I deal with employees who may not want a chapl

Big Bad Bart!
It's the time of the Old West. A citizen of the town comes running into the saloon and screams, "Big Bad Bart is coming! Big Bad Bart is coming! We gotta get outta town." Everyone gets up in a hurry and takes off as fast as they can, including the saloonkeeper, who when hopping over the bar slips on a beer and knocks himself unconscious. When he comes to, he makes his way outside to see the biggest, meanest man he's ever seen riding down the center of the town on two buffaloes, whipping them with a rattlesnake screaming, "Giddyup! Let's go, come on." He makes his way over to the saloonkeeper, dismounts, and enters the saloon. Breaking both doors off the hinges while entering, he walks up to the bar, slams his fist down, breaking the bar in half and hollers, "Gimme some beer in a gallon jug." After the saloonkeeper hands him the jug, he watches as the man drinks it in three seconds flat. When he's done with his drink, the man turns around to walk out the door. Th

Hackers
The following are HACKERS and have waged a war against the wiccans/pagans: Wiccan Priestess, Malicious Animus, witch bitch, wiccan warrior, Steghra, witch hunter, Mystic Goddess, Cheshirecat666 Do not allow beach under any circumstances to be friends! If you do not want your hard drive wiped and your friend list infiltrated, please forward this warning to any and all those you trust in a private message - no bulletins! They are cunning and looking to get thru back doors - so lets all be wary of who we accept as friends and do not automatically accept any new friend requests without checking anyone out first! The welcome committee lounge (Starzhaloz) as well as wiccans and pagans lounge (Lady Isis) is a good place to check if in doubt. Hold off is someone seems odd! Let's show them that our "family is smarter than them..." Brightest Blessings, Lady Isis

People That Bitch About Levelin' Up
I'm in a really Kool contest about ink that people had done for people we cared about and now I would like a little help. Don't get me wrong I would like to level up to but when it's something like this I get FUCKIN' BENT.If people would quit cryin' and work at it it would be really cool here but we have a lot of whinners HERE.

First Blog, Last Blog?
This is the first of very little I suspect. I currently am wasting my vacation time and could not find much else to do except lurk on this stuff. I am in Phoenix tomarrow for New Years, fam and what not. Other then that be safe and hopefully there is something to tell when I get back.

From Pitbull To Me
YOU'RE ALL I NEED I know that she's waiting For me to say forever I know that I sometimes Just don't know how to tell her I want to hold and kiss her Give her my love Make her believe 'Cause she doesn't know She doesn't know You're all I need beside me girl You're all I need to turn my world You're all I want inside my heart You're all I need when we're apart I know that she's always There when I need her loving I know that I've never Told her how much I love her I see her face before me I look in her eyes Wondering why She doesn't know She doesn't know You're all I need beside me girl You're all I need to turn my world You're all I want inside my heart You're all I need when we're apart Say, say that you'll be there Whenever I reach out To feel your hand in mine Stay, stay within my heart Whenever I'm alone I'll know that you are there You're all I need beside me girl You're all I need to turn my world You're all I want inside my heart Y

Results Are In
I called the doc's office yesterday afternoon and was to there is no evidence of malignancy. So its negative.. So know just to get the stitches out next week . it's not a pretty site watching a me scratch at my breast all day lol. Just want to take this time and thank everyone who was there for me. It really meant alot to me. much love jen

Control Or Not
The demons of my past are talking to my mind, I can hear their voices.When I dream I can see them they want me to give myself to them totally, so they can give me the strength to go on with my life. So, am I truly ruled by my own demons or are they just toying with my mind and soul? If they have total control, will I ever find true love or am I destined to wander the Earth in search of her forever with only my demons to comfort me? If only I could break their hold on me, I might be able to find the strength to go on. Until then I am a slave to my own inner demons.

Back To Work I Go............
My gosh, I never realized how physicially hard my job is till I was off for 2 months and went back. After 5 days of running that huge machine I'm so sore I can hardly move, guess I should have worked out while I was off instead of laying around vegging. My doc. is always telling me I should exercise, and I always look at him like he's crazy and remind him what I do for a living. Now I know just how hard it really is, so I know he's crazy. Well a couple more weekes of pain and I should be back in shape, but oh, how long those weekes will be!!! Thinking of taking some vacation days just so I can rest a little, like maybe for my birthday. But that's not till next month. Well I ought to be in great shape for that! Just in case someone actually reads this ( poor you ) I'm still having modem problems so I never know when I'll be online. Need to get it replaced this week. DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY

My Ex Boyfrind
OK well last night my boyfrind brock up with me. I barly talk to him b 4 that but any. he said "Its not going to work u live in canada and im in Texses and you want kids and i dont im done haveing kids." Thats not all he was talking to some other chick well he was with me and fell 4 her and didnt have the balls to tell me sooner that he didnt love me nomore. But back to the kid thing he his 29 has 3 boys the oldest is 11, his still young and says no more 3 is more then enuf. BUt he told me children are a blessing, then why couldnt u have 1 morew right. but ya he fell 4 some 1 eles any way that fu*king asshole. his nothing but 2 faced slut. OK ya im real hurt i loved him. But any way if your ex's did this to you would you still b his frind after he told u he liked another women and didt love u anymore? But i think im done venting 4 now lol. So whos wants to b my rebound? lol could u answer the would u still b frinds qostion plez. Love u much

Wicca
Wicca is not a cult. A cult presupposes blind faith in a central figure whose every word is regarded as ultimate truth, and the utter conviction that no other way or philosophy will lead to this truth. You would be very hard pressed to find a Wiccan anywhere who would blindly follow anyone else. Wiccans are historically very independent people who seek truth from within through rituals, meditation, magic, study and communion with nature. Wiccans respect the right of everyone to worship in their own way. We do not feel that Wicca is the only way -- only that it is our way. Wicca is not synonymous with Satan worship. The very concept of a supreme evil spirit is alien to Wicca. In fact, most Wiccans do not even believe in Satan. The devil is a Judeo-Christian construct and as such, it has nothing to do with Wicca. The notion that witches worship Satan was propounded by the Roman Catholic Church as it made its way across Europe, in an effort to suppress the native earth-based religions pre

Peom By Iah
Cold This world is so cold, as if made intirerly of stone... And People's word's can cut you to the bone.... There is one that stand's alone.... Desperatly trying to set the tone... Marching to a drummer all there own... No one see the tear's inside or the fear they try to hide... In this world of blind to the mind And most are forgotten and left behind... Remember you are not alone, There is one that stand's beside you, Not there to Guide you..... But the one who see's inside of you..... Copyright 2006 Iah Darha

And More Sub Space
Sub Space SUBSPACE - This term generally is used to describe a moderate to deep trancelike condition experienced by persons in the submissive position in a D/s relationship during interaction with the person in the Dominant position in the relationship. TOP SPACE - I will start by regarding top space or normal space. This is operational ground zero. The submissive in top space often appears quite aggressive, assertive and dominant. They will be hustling their children off to school, dominating their Dominant mate by organizing him/her off to work, cleaning and straightening the house, sending themselves off to work or to take care of business. They are the Commander of the ship, the General of the Army. Hustle, hustle, hustle. This is a submissives TOP SPACE. MARGINALLY DOWN SPACE - This space occurs when the Dominant in the relationship directs attention at the submissive. This may be a glance, a light touch, a small sound or any combination of these triggers. This marginal a

Deal Or No Deal
Well, it's Friday night and I'm gettin ready for bed but I wanted to try and get in a blog before I turn in for the night. I finally got a family member. Dirty Fairy added me to her family so now I'm cool. She's actually a real sweetheart. Not looking to have a million friends or whoring herself out for points. any way, thanks. So I found out that they are having a casting call for Deal Or No Deal and 1 Vs. 100 tomorrow down in Boston. Everybody says I should go down so wish me luck. I'm not sure which show I would want. DOND looks like it would be fun but 1Vs. 100 seems like a sure thing as far as the money goes. You gotta be pretty careless to lose on that one. I probably won't get picked for either but it's kinda like Powerball, fun to play the what if game. What else? I'm in the process of trying to sell my bike. The wife is scared shitless I'm gonna get in another accident. I always said I would never let a woman take away my motorcycle but that was before I met some

A Chance Online Meeting
A chance online meeting, Two strangers become friends, both feeling like they've known each other forever. An attraction so strong, and a feeling so deep, neither one could ignore. Separated by distance, but brought together by fate, and everyday falling deeper in love. A love that is true, strong, and gentle. A love that only happens once in a lifetime. FROM A CHANCE ONLINE MEETING...

What Book Are You?
You're "Master Harold"... and the Boys! by Athol Fugard Even though you should have realized it for years, you're only just starting to understand how bad your society is. It's been keeping some of your best friends down for ages, and even you have been complicit with this system. When you make a mess, someone else is quick to clean it. When you need help, someone else is quick to your rescue. But when they point out injustice, you've pulled the wool over your eyes. Until now. If you ever need a cast, it will be small. Take the Book Quiz at the Blue Pyramid.

Chain Letters...blah
I resently found a chain letter on here (The Bulletin) threating the lives of the people that read it...it said the person that made the letter had a software on their computer that can track down ur adderss and if you didnt repost the letter you would die in 3 days. BULL SHIT!!! I hate chain letters and ones that say it will kill you...man the person that made that chain letter should die. Some people that read those thing think that stuff is real...I didnt repost it. Am I dead? No people, I'm not. Stop giving these stupid people that write these things what they wont!!! Everytime someone reposts the "Chain Letter" the person that made it probably gets money...and the more people repost the more money the person that made the "Chain Letter" get. COME ON PEOPLE, WHY ARE YOU GIVING MONEY TO SOMEONE THAT JUST THREATED YOUR LIFE!!!!! I hope I got threw to the people that repost these thing...you're not going to have bad luck or die and if you repost it the person you like will NOT call yo

Questions!
1. Name one person who made you smile today. myself, im so dam funny ahahahh 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? Smoking some blunts with NASHKOFF and ERICAVITCH 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Rocking out on Guitar hero! 4. What is something that happened to you in 1994? ATARI JAGUAR...nuff said 5. What is the last thing you said aloud? SHMICKENS!!!!CANDY BARS!!!! COOKIES!!! if u hung out with me recently u probly had enuff of this 6. How many different things did you drink today? WOOOOO KOOLAID!!!!! AND PEPSI!!!! 7. What color is your hairbrush? wtf? 8. What was the last thing you bought? omg!! i tore up wal mart last night. i bought spaghetti-os, mangos, more koolaid, more HOT SAUCE,marshmallows, cereal. o man you name it. 9. What was the last gift you received? AN OZ OF WHITE WIDOW FROM WILLY....I LOVE YOU MAN (TEARS)! 10. What color is your front door? wow i really dont know. now i have to go check.......its

Whats New Lately
Okay so its 730 am right now and i have been awake since 530 this morn...the neighbors decided that they was gonna crank some tunes this morning, they must be deaf cuz they vibrated me right off the fuckin couch with the bass. Plus as an added bonus im a broke ass mother fucker till wed. when i get paid. also i owe out 100 dollars on pay day...shitty deal eh. but on the brightside i got myself a date on thurs., this chick i been talkin to but havent yet met wants to go out to the argyle which is a clb round here, she wants to go dancing which will be fun, but i dont think ill be able to walk very well for a couple days after, and then on friday and saturday night we are partying here in my new apartment. so for having my week start of with a rough start this morning, it looks like its gonna shape up real well, minus the fact that i work friday and saturday morning, but i can stikk go to work all twisted and do okay.

My Time!!!!!!!
Tears fill my eyes As I swallow my pain Hunger and lust consume my soul Only wanting relief Blade reaching for the hand Flesh torn wide Cascading sweet velvet red Wanting and needing to be free Screams call out Only to echo off the empty halls Feeling trapt and unwanted Unloved and not needed Not knowing why we breathe Looking in the mirror Reaching out for meaning Now is my time............................. To be free...................................................

Salvation......
Salvation Between His Legs........................ It was time for Father John's Saturday night bath, and young nun Sister Magdalene had prepared the bath water and towels just the way the old nun had instructed. Sister Magdalene was also instructed not to look at Father John's nakedness if she could help it, do whatever he told her to do, and pray. The next morning the old nun asked Sister Magdalene how the Saturday night bath had gone. "Oh, sister," said the young nun dreamily. "I've been saved." "Saved? And how did that fine thing come about?" asked the old nun. "Well, when Fr. John was soaking in the tub, he asked me to wash him, and while I was washing him he guided my hand down between his legs where he said the Lord keeps the Key to Heaven." "Did he now?" said the old nun evenly. Sister Magdalene continued, "And Father John said that if the Key to Heaven fit my lock, the portals of Heaven would be opened to me and I would be assured of salvation and et

~~after Awhile...~~
After Awhile After awhile you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up high and your eyes open, with grace of an adult, not grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn you really are strong, that you really can endure. And you really do have worth. -Author Unknown

Board
so i just joined cherrytap last night and so far not bad. its pretty kool, but this isnt the only page ive been to i have profiles on myspace, facebook, and myyearbook. so if ne one reads this check them out if u havent. look for me as a friend...:)

Your Five Variable Love Profile
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low.

Hearts
Hearts !!! Are they ment to be broken ? Are they ment to hear words unspoken? Do they ever mend? What happens when you loose a true friend? Does the pain ever go away ? Or are the scars here to stay ? Why do we suffer ? Why do we judge ? Why do we love ? Why do we hate ? Why is it our hearts are never clear and straight? All i know is that my heart is so full and so mixed up ... I don't know what to do or where to turn ... All i want to do is break down and burn.. I hope one day it will be fixed ... To all my friends and family i have on here .. i love u all sorry ive been neglecting u xxxx

Wish
Wish. Sep/11/05 There isn't a day, Something Or someone goes by I don't Think about you. The things I hope for, The way I imagon you turning out Your eye's how bright they were The first time I held you, Yourbig smile when I sang to you. The thing's I wouldn't do to got back, back to that one day in time. To beable to hold you again And tell you everything is all right. To tell you how much you mean to me. How I wish with my whole heart and soul I could tell You everyting is all right When you were scared or lost And needed help to find your way. I wish I could have given you Everything you needed in live But most of all I wish you love! Love you baby! Love always Mommy

The Brick
The Brick Read this today and don't delete it, even if you are too busy!! You'll see. THE BRICK A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down When he thought he saw something As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver Then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against A parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face an

Chai Knee Chode.
a 'fa u' poem by nay: when your poopin in the sink, and yo daddy takes a peek. FA U! FA U! when your fucking on a toad, and it licks your fuckin chode. FA U! FA U! when your fingers in my but, and you make me bust a nut. FA U! FA U! when you drink a cup of pee, and your ma calls you chai-knee. FA U! FA U!

Another Beautiful Job By Rosie
APRIL IS CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS MONTH!! Friends & fellow cherry tappers, April is "CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS" month, I chose to start this blog/bulletin now so it will get to everyone NOW & WE DON'T WASTE 1 DAY OF APRIL plzzz let's all come together for these little ones who have no one to depend on but a human who gives a damn!!! DO YOU REALLY GIVE A DAMN?? ALL I ASK IS FOR EVERY BULLETIN OR BLOG POSTED WE REPOST THIS WE ALL SAY WE LOVE KIDS I'M ASKING YOU TO PROVE IT!!! If you can't help out the kids THEN TO EVERYONE READING THIS DON'T YOU EVER ASK ME TO HELP YOU W/A CONTEST AGAIN !!!! My wish is for this to be circulated everyday in April, the entire month and I'LL BE WATCHING TO SEE WHO ON MY FRIENDS LIST IS REPOSTING AND HOW MUCH!!!! Concrete Angel VideoConcrete Angel lyrics - Martina McBride lyrics

Hi To All Of U Please Read Part 2
just want to tell u i am going threw some hard times right i broke with soul mate i been with all most 5 year's ... and i wont be on here much so i am so sry i wont be on here .. please give me time to heal and i will be back and ok .... ---------------there up date for u--------------- we did get back together....because our love was so strong and we could not stay apart from each other and its going good .

Venting Frustration
I know I haven't posted any blogs...however, I am severely upset, and I thought that maybe this may serve a therapeutic purpose..hehe. Anyway, my story starts like this...I made friends with a woman who happened to be going through a divorce, and was in a jam for a babysitter. I have been a single mom, tryin to make it on my own, so when I saw an opportunity to help, I did so. I became her babysitter. Now, I have 2 children of my own, and she has 3. Therefore, I had a total of 5 children in my little Hyundai. Due to lack of space, two kids had to sit in the front passenger seat. They are always in a seatbelt.. I NEVER drive without being sure everyone is buckled. I was stopped yesterday, and now have a court appearance for this. I now I am supposed to follow the rules, but i just feel like I am being punished for trying to help someone. I can't just go buy a new car to have room for someone else's kids...also, the reason for the ticket is the fact that the 7 year old wasn't in

New Moon Party
4/1/2007 Dear Readers; Hopefully this Full Moon will find all of you in good shape and happy. The Full Moon will mature in the legal sign of Libra and will make the next couple of weeks will be challenging for many of us where serious decisions will be made by our government about Iraq and Iran. The situation in the Middle East can only get worse but my prediction of a “full restructure of the Middle East” is taking place and we can only hope for the best for this religiously poisoned sick world and the children of tomorrow. CNN reported; Draft of climate report maps out \'highway to extinction\' but for those of you who heard my radio show on Coast To Coast the upcoming new Dragon’s Head in the fiery sign of Leo will bring more fire and heat wave for the next two years and the human race if not doomed regardless of what sun theories science or other gloom and doom writers wants you to believe. Mother earth is a sophisticated organism well equipped to deal with its internal pr

Easter
Happy Easter Well if you’re like me, rate and comment on this. I would like to know who out there is like me, single, home or at work, and all my family lives out of town and spending this Easter by your self. I’d like to make a toast to you! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

As Long As
As long as my dreams are always of you As long as a couple means only two As long as forever contains me and you I'm thinking of you... As long as the moon shines in your eyes As long as faith will never die As long as there's love between you and I I'm thinking of you... As long as our eyes meet in burning flame As long as trust means 'no one's to blame' As long as the hurt ends in no shame I'm thinking of you... As long as we survive as a pair As long as I know that you'll always care As long as love remains true and fair I'm thinnking of you... As long as the calm follows the storm As long as the need becomes well-worn As long as I'm safe and left untorn I'm thinking of you... As long as your love keeps me from harm As long as we're together, I'll always be warm As long as I stay wrapped in your arms I'm thinking of you...

Racisim & Ignorance
I am so fed up with ignorant ass people... 20 mins ago I had some lil punk ass White Power bitch hit me up in my SB with this, So, Your Native huh? I replied with Yup, Sure am. To which he proceeded with the following; You do know that you are a decendant from a bunch of Dirty, fucked in the head, cannible, pieces of shit savages right? So now Im pissed and I clear my SB and now just feel like doing something to ruin every white power skinheads day, I think about my heritage and about how I as a decendent of such beautiful people and about how proud I am as an "indian" ohhh I said it and you know what? I dont care about people using that word, But to go as far and to call my people savages... I must admit, it hurts more than you even know. I feel right now that I am proud to be Native but maybe not proud enough so to all you lil back woods skinheads I say this...

What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain On the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then And I just let ‘em out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though goin’ on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m okay But that’s not what gets me Chorus What hurts the most Was being so close And havin’ so much to say And watchin’ you walk away And never knowin’ What could’ve been And not seein’ that lovin’ you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain Of losin’ you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ it It’s hard to force that smile When I see our old friends and I’m alone Still harder gettin’ up, gettin’ dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade, give away All the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken Not seein’ that lovin’ you That’s what I was trying to do Oooo, Oooo, Oooo –

2nd Place
I can’t compete Why am I hear again I told you before she isn’t just your friend Your ex is so much Of your past and your future I don’t know how to handle it I try to stay strong When all along all I want to do is punch a wall You’re not worth my tears You’re not worth my pain I’d like to through the stupid ass cunt through a window pane You have no idea what you mean to me I walk around all day with a stupid smile on my face Who’da known it was my lie to myself You are a shady bitch You have no love for me I knew it from go The first time you said her name She is to much a part of you than I I can’t compete I’d rather die It kills me every minute to see her fucking face She is a nobody to me And an everybody to you She faked her walk away When all she did was go under cover She was afraid I took you away When all that happened was you Put her on the backburner to stay For now you told her She waits patiently For the day you come and tell her I walke

Beauty
Beauty is not hidden in empty rooms and broken hearts you simply do not see it Beauty is not lost in lonely abandoned lots covered over in weeds of regret you simply do not feel it Beauty is not absent even in the discord that lives within you you simply do not hear it Beauty flowers inside your suffering as well as your joy spreads a rainbow across your sadness blankets your night sky with stars and rises in you each morning with the opening of your eyes for there is no beauty in the world that is not within you and when you live beauty from the inside out you will fall in love with the world and be caressed by every precious passing moment you will walk broken hearted into empty rooms and dance to your own discord you will weed out regrets one by one from your own abandoned lots making way for the flowering of you and you will return again to the garden you never left and find beauty waiting there all arou

I Knew I Was Right
I know some may not care and for me that is just fine. But today at work was a good day for me. For almost a year now no one could find this meter at an old location. It was put in sometime ago, and it got covered up big time. Well everyone was saying there were only 2 meters there and now with the new store that was there there is a total of 3.. I kept telling them that there was 3 out there before i knew there was, but everyone said no, and everyone kept reading the wrong meter for the wrong store.... well after yesterday i made a promise to myself that this morning when i went into work that i would not leave that place until i found it because i just knew there was another meter out there. Well i was right, there is a 3rd meter there in the area where i thought there was, so that makes for 4 meters instead of 3....I was so proud that i did not give up in what i knew and that was i know my job, may have a bad mememory sometimes but when i remember i remember, so the meter

Update On Family
My parents both got transferred to a closer hosp. this past week...There both doing better now..My dad is walking real well with the assistance of a walker. My Mom will be the hosp. for 6-8 weeks has she has a a hairline fracture in her knee. Might have to put my Dad in a nursing home for awhile until she gets out,or I will go stay with him unless I get a job first.... For those of you that dont know whats going on,read my past couple of blogs. Hugssssssssssss Julie

First Love
Memories of that first kiss on a cold winter night, I looked in your eyes, the whole world slowed. My heart skipped a beat when you said yes when I asked if I could, I held you close, the whole world slowed. Our lips met, hesitate and soft. We shared a moment, the whole world slowed. A moment only it took, yet seemed a lifetime. I still remember that first kiss, when the whole world slowed

My Asvab Score
Most of you by now, allready know i am enlisting to the National Guard Service. I had my ASVAB test today and i scored 67. I still do not know what that means, but i have an apointment with the recruiter tomorrow to explain it all to me. Will update you more soon. Thanks for your wishes.

Diet: Thin People May Be Fat Inside
By MARIA CHENG, AP Medical Writer Thu May 10, 7:28 PM ET LONDON - If it really is what's on the inside that counts, then a lot of thin people might be in trouble. Some doctors now think that the internal fat surrounding vital organs like the heart, liver or pancreas — invisible to the naked eye — could be as dangerous as the more obvious external fat that bulges underneath the skin. "Being thin doesn't automatically mean you're not fat," said Dr. Jimmy Bell, a professor of molecular imaging at Imperial College, London. Since 1994, Bell and his team have scanned nearly 800 people with MRI machines to create "fat maps" showing where people store fat. According to the data, people who maintain their weight through diet rather than exercise are likely to have major deposits of internal fat, even if they are otherwise slim. "The whole concept of being fat needs to be redefined," said Bell, whose research is funded by Britain's Medical Research Council. Without a clear

If You Dont Feel This?
What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride / from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I / sit here and try to stand it? Or do I / try to catch them red - handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can’t hold on / when I’m stretched so thin I make the right moves but I’m lost within I put on my daily façade but then I just end up getting hurt again by myself [myself] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself [myself] I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself I can’t hold on To what I want when I’m stretched so thin It’s all too much to take in I can’t hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I Turn my back I’m defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on / then they’ll Ta

Is It Just Me ?
now I'm wondering if anyone else out there feels this way I'm single n have been for a few months I don't do the bar scene anymore because as some know I raise a child by myself it seems to be hard to meet the right people everyone seems to be a junky or married n still after me it's a little frustrating at times I don't mind being single sometimes seems to be less drama but sometimes ur more lonely tryin to do the right thing n it seems like most of the people online are only caught up in the fantasy world n have no real world intentions it gets a lil old sometimes all I ask for is honesty n honor n to appreciate when someone goes out of their way for u but that seems to be a tall order it just seems ironic to me that I probably have about 800 or so ladies on my friends list and am havin this issue lol wtf

Massive Bewilderment But Mild Amusement
I was almost entertained today by a young girl on cherry. Her "name" was "why don't people take the time to rate me when i rate them"...i thought ok,i will check to see as she claims at the injustice she is receiving (hahaha) and whether she is full of crap or not.......i rate her page, fan her,rate her 3 stash items and 21 pics....low and behold...you would never guess...she comes by rates me an 8 and leaves,rofpmsl....some people are such turds,rofpmsl Another saga of bollocks from : The Aussie Assassin,... CHEERS ,BEERS,N GOOD SEX Ian

Sprint
ok who has a sprint phone they are screwing me big time ..they jsut took 55 out of my account and today they wanan do another 53 im on social security and im on a tight budget..when i left them last time they cancel taking it out of my acount they said they would the 3th of every month so not only will this cost the 55 bucks but 32 for over charge so what do u think..im about to call all the news station in st .louis what would u do ty

Beauty
Zeus's Toy April 2005 MDJ Oh, my feet have grown roots into this carpet! A sudden striking of your Aphroditian beauty Befuddles and bewilders me! Here, within these halls of eating, Where all expect everything bland Upon inspection, even mundane; To find you! Such exceptionally rare and exquisite visual repasts, Calls for more self control Than any man alive may condone! Are you the gods, play toy? A being carved not from flesh Rather the unrestrained desires of immortals Incarnated to drive the normal man mad? Zeus must have called to the 7 corners of the world Requiring a full pantheon of goddesses divine attributes To pose while he chiseled alabaster marble, Painted midnight stars into your hair Laughing when he breathed life into you, A walking talking breathing incomparable statue Designed to melt the race of mens hearts! Your every step and bounce An ache to the wandering soul Of every male within eyesight; Hearing church bells ring with

Thank You
Ty TO ALL THAT HELPED MY FRIEND IN HER CONTEST U GUYS ROCK... SO COME SHOW THESE SPECIAL CHERRIES OF THE DAY SOME GREAT LOVE.... ALWAYSNICE@ CherryTAP Nav@ CherryTAP Vastatio!!@ CherryTAP HillyBunnie@ CherryTAP Don Aviles@ CherryTAP Most*Beautiful*Plague@ CherryTAP Hellspites22@ CherryTAP NO MORE DRAMA@ CherryTAP fireman1x1@ CherryTAP burg@ CherryTAP mister bukkake@ CherryTAP eric

Cherry Tap Survey
i just got hit up with a cherry tap survey...after I fill out the enrty form, can anyone tell me how long it takes fro the actual survey to load...because it's alreday been 20 minute since i signed up! grrr!!

Allegiance
MY PLEDGE I... not you, not we, not they, but I PLEDGE...I do personally, solemnly vow ALLEGIANCE...my loyalty, my fidelity TO THE FLAG...blood-bought freedom, brave at heart OF THE UNITED STATES...our identity inside-out OF AMERICA...our identity outside-in AND TO THE REPUBLIC...constitutional right FOR WHICH IT STANDS...impartial in judgment ONE NATION...says it all UNDER GOD...faith in America's heritage & future INDIVISIBLE...uncommon devotion, together, whole WITH LIBERTY...springs from the heart AND JUSTICE...is that which keeps liberty pure FOR ALL...for the innocence, the old men who hold their medals, the old women who wipe the tears of the young who go off to war, for the sick and weak as well as the strong, for the uncertain and the courageous.

It's Been Too Damn Long!
I haven't hung out in Dominican places in forever and now I'm wondering what the hell is wrong with me! lol Damn, was tonight fun! From the food to the music to the dancing and the guys! lol Now I can't wait to get down to the DR, and I even convinced my friend to join me in bellydancing! :)

My Friend
This is just a vent to get it off my mind more than anything. My friend is a good girl from what I know of her however lately it is like she is begging for trouble. She moved out of her abusive relationship and found a new place to be but in the process one of her male friends had a heart attack. Well she sort of expressed her feelings for him - she liked him etc and was worried. They started seeing each other and of course things were good until she realized she had feelings for another guy. Long story short she didn't let guy A know and went out with guy B. Bad choice in my opinion but I am not the one making the decisions. Guy A found out and now she is minus him in her life. Guy A went and spoke to Guy B who promptly went out with another girl so now my friend is talking to me about the situation and how things were done to her etc. Remarkably she does express some guilt in the situation now (initially she didn't) Lovely day isn't it. To top it all off she was out with tw

Come Join!!
IF ANYONE IS INTRESTED IN JOINING A BOMBING FAMILY PLEASE CONTACT ME!! WE ARE LOOKING FOR NEW FACES TO JOIN OUR BOMBING FAMILY KNOWN AS THE MAFIA!! IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE IN THE FAMILY AND WOULD LIKE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE MAFIA BY ALL MEANS PLEASE CONTACT ME AND I WILL GET YOU ALL THE INFO REQUIRED FOR YOU TO JOIN.

Check This 1 Out 4 You !!!
I know I've never been near you, but I still smell your sent, I know I've never held you, but I still tast your lips, I know I've never told you, but you rock me to the core, I know I've never showed you, But it's you that I adore, I know I've never made sweet love to you, but you shook me all night long.... AC/DCYou Shook Me All Night Long (Live)Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Dom Or Sub
My score on The Are you Dominant or submissive Test: The slave (You scored 21) Whoa! You spend a lot of time on your knees and pleasing your partner. You make decisions which are clearly for the benefit of maintaining a relationship that lands your parter at the top of the teeter-totter.. awesome, your parter, if they're dominant, is probably very happy! Link: The Are you Dominant or submissive Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

What Guys Like About Me. (quiz) Lol Wonder If Its True?
What Do Boys Like About You? (real answers) Boys like that you're charming!You have that 'sexy' appeal about you that make boys crazy!You seem to connect w. everyone you meet.MEEEOOORRRWWWW!!! (=^.^=)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Vast Emptiness
SUDDEN HOLLOWNESS INTRUDES MY BEING SO LONG DISGUISED SHOCKED MY SENSES AGAIN MANY, MANY CHANCES BUT NOT THE ONE NOT ANYONE YEARNING FOR THE NUMBNESS SOMEONE TO SHARE, TO BE ANOTHER IN MY BOAT BLARED MY ALARM THE HOLE, THE EMPTINESS BACK AGAIN MY ONLY CHOICE IS HOPE HOPE THAT VASTNESS FILLS THAT MY LOVER SHOWS BUT TIL THEN WHERE IS MY DISTRACTION?? DEDICATED TO SWEEET D

Im Gonna Do It
ive noticed unless you buy blasts,happy hours,or v.i.p you can never get to the top or it takes you 5 years which i think is bullshit because when i first joined it was free site now its really not but i making alittle vow to myself im gonna make it to godfather without ever buying a blast or happy hour or even a v.i.p it my take me 2 more years but im gonna try, not only because im broke but because i think i can do it with the help of my friends and family so maybe we can pass this around and see if we can make it happen!!!!! what do ya say?

Lost Words Found Again
W a i t ing for the last day a day to end all days what to do with the t i c k i n g one more dance with the wind falling from the sky? Another kiss upon A child's button nose With such tenderness? Or a rainy day Curled in a bundle With hot drink? Or maybe wild ride Upon a bumping kayak In rushing white water? Wait not for the last Live for the first.

I Am An Idea
i am an idea conceived in th emind of the universe and interpreted in the minds of the individuals i meet like a blank canvas and every person that crosses our path takes up the brush and makes their mark upon our surface but we must realize there comes a day that we must take up the brush and finish the work for only we can determine if we are to be just another canvas or a masterpiece

Why Parents Drink
Why Parents Drink... Body: A Mother passing by her son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Mom" With the worst premonition she opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Mom,: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Mom she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't

Counting Crows - Colorblind
I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am Taffy stuck, tongue tied Stutter-shook and uptight Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am...fine I am covered in skin No one gets to come in Pull me out from inside I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding I am Colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am...fine I am.... fine I am fine

The Eternal Hug
Some Stories are Worth the Telling Valdaro, Italy - Scientists said they are determined to remove and preserve together the remains of a couple buried 5,000 to 6,000 years ago, their arms still wrapped around each other in an enduring embrace. Instead of removing the bones one-by-one for reassembly later, archaeologists plan to scoop up the entire section of earth where the couple was buried. The plot will then be transported for study before being put on display in an Italian museum, thereby preserving the world's longest known hug for posterity.

Fakes And Attention Whores
One thing that I have noticed the more I browse and navigate and chit chat on this place ......... is those that want tons of rates and attention but, you never see many of them return to you and at least rate your profile. Once again I took time to rate someone's pictures and those of you know I do not have the most extra time on my hands .......... as I have a real job and do not have the luxury of plopping my ass in front of the computer all friggin day ........ do you think that person has even bothered to look at my page or a few of the other attention whores out there .......... HELL NO!!! This is a bit of advice to the attention whores and fakes ............. you can hide but, the truth and true friendship will always escape you. I have be afforded the opportunity to attend a profiling course. You all would be amazed at what behaviors can be profiled and how easy it is to figure out true folks and fakes. yes, even on a site like this.

Friends With Benefits
Can someone please explain to me what the phrase "friends with benefits" really means? In my head (and we all know that strange things go on in my head) I try to define the words that are a part of the phrase. Now, a friend is someone you spend time with, who has your back in times of need and listens to you gripe about your problems. Benefits are wonderful extras. But this does not describe the friend with benefits. If you are a friend with benefits, why can't we hang out from time to time for happy hour? How come you can't come over for a cookout? Why don't we do lunch during the week? Is it because I'm getting the benefits but not the friendship? Is it because you are really just a bootycall? If we aren't talking, via telephone or face to face, we are probably not friends. If the most communication we have concerns where and what time, then we probably are not friends. If you couldn't care less that I was hurt by your actions last week (I mean tell

The Thought Of Sex
These thoughts saturate my mind Prey and infatuate my mind I don’t mean to procrastinate my time But all these beautiful women I can’t help but to think of them The footage of their every motion Stored away in my memory The leading lady in my sex film Only lords know how bad I really want to sex them When my rose finally peeks Through it’s concrete Will they stop to smell the roses? And grab me by my stem I will catch them if they fall All they have to do is Grab me my sexual limb I will lift them up And take them back down again

Over Again
I guess it's all over again, for the final time in this old dragon's life. I gave up everything that I had for someone I care very deeply about. Now I cry myself to sleep at nights because she is not here. I pray to God everyday to just end this torture and misery because she is not here. I constantly think that meybe my brother had the right idea when he blew his chest out because she is not here. When she is here, I feel invisible. I feel angry when others touch her and I cannot. All I ever wanted in this sorry life was to be happy, and I thought I would be here. I will never be happy again because she is not here......

A Means To An End...
I have seen an AngelYet never have my eyes lain upon her She speaks with me often Yet never have I heard her voice We have never made contact Yet she touches me in a way no one else ever has She claims that I am hers Yet my heart has never possessed her soul We kiss only in our minds eye Yet I can almost feel the pressing of her lips upon my own The silhouette of a Goddess remains at my bedside Where every night I have held her in effigy I am both blessed and cursed A hallowed trip to heaven and hell revisited When shall thou release me from this cage of uncertainty? My ears hear echoes of being the chosen one Yet you grant me not the gift of tryst Your eyes are open but your valor keeps us from our destiny Apt consent, so vita

The Gifts
I just noticed and was going through the gifts and there is absolutely NO bisexual or gay pride ribbons or anything like that for us. There is the yellow military ribbon..which I love and appreciate greatly, but nothing for us to "buy" for our bisexual or gay friends here. Seems a bit discriminatory. Please give us some gifts that we can send our friends. A VERY PROUD AND OPEN BISEXUAL WOMAN Cassie aka Angel>

Little Update
Well, still sick and on my second round of antibiotics, hoping this new one works. Too soon to tell really as I have only been on it for 36 hours. The first set of antibiotics didn't do any good even after they doubled the dose. The steroids they have me on are making me feel like I am losing my mind and very ancy which is a common side effect I am told. Breathing is much easier with the steroids and breathing treatments but this pneumonia is being stubborn. Hopefully by the time I see the Dr. Friday there will be a significant change otherwise the next step is hospitalization. I miss everyone and will be back in full swing on here as soon as I am better. Hugs to all, Susie

The Deathbringer Chapter 1 ((please Coment!))
1 In the Cage Her footsteps sounded as empty as her heart and the abandoned streets she traversed. She had prayed for death for so long, she was sure it would never come. Her eyes locked upon the broken street sign which marked the entrance to Deathbringer's Alley. She clutched her ahgrimorah to her chest as she stepped into the shadows. Almost immediately, she heard what sounded like a great bird swooping overhead. She gulped, digging her nails into the book's leather binding. She bit her lip and started to turn around, just as he landed in front of her. "Good evening," he said in a growling barritone. He bowed and cocked his head to the side. "I am Vicosh," he smiled widely, exposing his already un-sheathed fangs, "your Deathbringer." She squinted hard, finding it difficult to adjust to the blinding light. She heard pounding footsteps stomp toward her. A loud metal-on-stone scraping caused her to grasp her ears in agony. The sound of her own breath barely drow

Deleted Bulletin
Well this one is kinda long so please read its not often i post a bulletin so when i do post one i assure you that it is rather important to me as this is... i ask you to read it in its entirety and i also encourage you to comment i love all the feedback i recieve on this site weather it good or bad i would like to hear all your thoughts about this maybe someone can elighten me as to why... this is a "fu-mail" sent to scrapper i have edited nothing in this it is a direct copy and paste the header is included Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2007 08:03:10 -0700 From: Size: 4 KB To: scrapper@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ok i may not be the most observant person on fubar.. but i am rather curious about the ethics on a place where i spend my time and money. I've been around for a long time and i must say that something is going horribly wrong here 1st those of use who pay vip's we

Lightning Date
Lightning Date 1998 Urban Legend (1998) A pre-med student from the University of Arizona was hoping to score with his date on a Friday night. To put the woman in the mood, he drove her to a lonesome spot on Mount Lemmon, which overlooks the city of Tucson, Arizona. They walked to an open knoll and admired the city lights. Overcome by the romantic locale, the lissome lass succumbed to his pleas. Soon they tossed their clothes off, made a bed of their garments, and began to make love. The heavy storm clouds rolling overhead mingled with the low rumble of thunder inside them. The excited lovers never looked up to see the charred remains of trees on the knoll. Their idyllic clearing was a hotbed of electrical activity that night. With a blinding light, a bolt of lightning struck the high point on the knoll, which happened to be the pre-med student's ass, and sought the path of least resistance straight down. Incredibly, he survived, albeit in excruciating pain. The heat of the bo

So Much To Offer (poetry ?)
Seems I've been doing some thinking, of life's many ups and downs Countless tears that I've shed, and so many wasted frowns Many times I've criticized myself, hating the inner me All those painful days alone, yearning to be free Replaying everyone's cruel laughter, spiteful things said Taken so many years, to erase those voices from my head "You'll never amount to anything, you'll always be alone" Salty tears would fall, while those woeful thoughts roamed Continuously beaten, always pushed down to the ground Yet I never fought back, never made a single sound Never believed in myself, heart left bruised and broken Left with a tattered soul, from the cruel words spoken Believing I was no good, thought those words were truth That's why melancholy and loneliness, took up most of my youth Numbing out pain with drugs, self harm and drinking Only now got my act together, had time to do some thinking Overcome so much, know now I'm stronger than I show While some may no

Survey Says:
1. Do you have a tattoo? no 2. How old are you? 52 3. Are you single or taken? single 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? both 5. Do you dream at night?sometimes 6. Ever seen a corpse?yes 7.George Strait or Jay Z? Jay Z 8. How did we meet? fubar HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? live every day as thought it were your last 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? wouldn't change anything 11. Do you trust the police? depends 12. Do you like Country music? a little 13. What is your fondest memory of me? multiple 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? lose weight 15. Would you cheat ? no 16. What do you wear to sleep? briefs 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? yup 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? yes 19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? many things

Another Bad Day
It's been a bad day I'm getting used to it now another sad day I'd cry but I dunno how I'm drowning in thoughts of how things used to be my chest was shut tight complete w/ purity It's out in the open should've kept to myself I'll learn from mistakes take my heart off the shelf my soul has now fled it's my body alone and it's far too much hurt for my heart to come home I give it up now there's no way to win w/o you here my world still spins It's been a bad day I'll try to let it not show another sad day and I'm just letting go.... another bad day...

Hot Tattoo Contest Scores!!
Hot Tattoo Contest! I need men and women with tattoos for this contest! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is....... with 111 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/13 thur 10/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

10-16-07 Horescope
here is my horescope for today on fubar...fits just perfect and it totally speaks the truth. ~You and your idealistic nature go far today -- as long as you're true to your dreams. It's time for you to speak up about that one issue that has been bugging you lately and the response should be great.~ so i am suppose to speak up about the one issue that has been buggin me lately huh? Well the only issue i can think of is someone by the name of Brian. probably should speak up and say he is an effing coward and I am moving on to better things cuz i am tired of your bullshit lies and being put through exactly what you hated to be put through yourself. Dont do unto others that you dont want (or i should say, dont like) done to you. grow up. Im done!!!!

Hiding
its odd to see how we hide from our trueselves...spray painting the mirror that is right in front of ourselves, not wanting to know the truth about our own journery...our own reality. Why do we cheat ourselves...lie to our own soul. What is our purpose? If I cut will I see the truth...can you be honest or set everyone up with more false lies to cover that first lie up? To behonest...seems to be foolish. Games are played everyday with eachother...with not a care in ther world...so why do we hide from ourselves?

Rollercoaster
Life is a CONSTANT rollercoaster and I want off! I can't stand the ups and downs anymore! There is one huge cycle in my life that keeps repeating. The next time the ride stops, I'm getting off and onto another one! How much can one person take without losing their mind??? If it doesn't kill me, it can only make me stronger?? We'll have to see about that!

40 Things You'd Like To Say Out Loud At Work
40 Things You'd Like to Say Out Loud at Work 1 I can see your point, but I still think you're full of sh*t. 2 I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3 How about never? Is never good for you? 4 I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5 I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6 I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7 I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8 I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9 It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying. 10 Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 11 I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12 You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13 I have plenty of talent and vision. I just don't give a damn. 14 I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15 I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I

Married Women
Why females should avoid girls night out after they are married: The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight. "I promise" were my last words. Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. Around 3:00 am and a bit loaded, we piled into a cab and headed for our respective homes Just as I got through the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Realizing my husband would probably wake up, I quickly cuckooed another 9 times. I was particularly proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution to cover up my tardiness. (Even when totally smashed...3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos....MIDNIGHT). The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him midnight. He didn't raise an eyebrow and continued to read the morning paper. Whew! Got away with that one!! Then he said, "I think we might need a new cuc

Even Worse
ever wonder what this life is all about? i mean you wake up then eat brekfest watch tv go out and do stuff god tells you to do then eat lunch and take a nap and look on fubar for gifts and naked pictures and then you might have a beer then watch tv. whats it all about people?

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you. I'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not a jerk. I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you than just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for pukin

A New Season
The days of winter are passing As your eyes embrace me Like the whisper of spring Returning warmth t00 my soul The melody of love Ripples through this heart My frozen river Barren in your absence Once again flows in rhythm To your pulsating passions I crave your touch More than the air I breathe I hunger for your love Food for my starving soul Tears of calloused pain Kissed by your words My graying world of desolation Springs the miracle of new growth You fill me with the joy of you As I tumble in your fields of desire And beg you to complete my garden /www.FreeCommentTags.com" target="_blank">

Ha Ha
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose. A young, student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. "Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, please check. Are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his blood pressure and heart rate from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his manhood in one hand and his testicles in the other. Then, she takes a close look and says, There's nothing wrong with them, Sir!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, "Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but, listen very, very closely...... A r e - m y - t e s t - r e s u l t s - b a c k?

Soon
For all those wondering that have 4gotten.... i will be back soon.... im hoping i still have my friends..... i guess i will see...... but any hoe.... or is that anyhow.... grrrrrrr...no matter....... dropp me a line or 2 i do check now and then.... i just dont do the comment thing nomore cuz if anyone knows me u know i love to make my own then to just pick and send from where ever... ok gotta go..... Love ya all..... Tongue.... ooh and 2 someone else behave and u will get yurs.....soon....

The 2nd Child
Well I only have 8 weeks left before my second child will be here. I wasn't sure at first if I was ready, but who ever is. I am more than ready now, since I have the help and support of her father. Even though things are alittle tough, with his support and my son we will all be just fine. It is nice to actually think of the 4 of us as a "FAMILY". As I count down the days, I am nervous and exceited at the same time, but I know she will be DEFINATLY worth the wait!

The Mrs.
The story begins with cutting a deal with a local sex toy merchant on the corner of Oak and Main St., one with a great reputation for selling bedroom apparel, fancy bedding, and a host of liquid stimulants. After the deal was completed with a strong handshake and a pat on the back, I managed to store my emotions and race from the tiny store. I kicked up my heels outside in jubilation; despite the small amount of money I would receive for the colorful CDs I promised to deliver to Mr. Brown in three days. I knew, that in due time, I would have a promising future as a skilled author. I was never once curious about the Mrs. until my eye captured the lanky 6' creamy frame of the middle-age woman dressed uncanny for the season and standing in the center of the room behind the shabby green drapes. She was a strawberry in an extremely short skirt and red bra. Her cheeks were red and she had an eye for a younger man. I watched as the longhaired woman vanished from sight to another part of the s

I Made It
HeavenEntryTest.com - Will You Make it to Heaven? fwp63, Your chances of getting into Heaven are: 57% You lead a very balanced spiritual life.People probably characterize you withbeing a kind, sensitive giving person.But it does not hurt to try to better yourself in order to increase your chances of entrance to Heaven.

Diary Of A Wounded Man!
Today I realized what it is Nothing more than a dream Real life platitudes Washed up in my face Renouncing my faith For love is lost in time Another journey awaits As Standing Bear is alone Reconciled by differences Images of destiny Wastefully swepted away By the tears of a dried up river The journey is followed slowly By another chapter of life Only angered filled by mystery As the new pages are empty with desire People who depend on me Have to wait Like a clown you can't see my face For happiness has no time Sunny days Moonlit skies Sparkling stars Running waters A man of his word Being more to others than himself The shoulders and hands for others to rest upon His caring left as memories The miles of scars I hold The new horizons I must reach New chapter begins My footprints begin to log Diary of a wounded man

Random Poetry
morbid beauty loving family church religion was it worth it all these years i was taught it all at wal-mart 24 hours, florescent lights, white lights what ever happened to drive ins radicalism and liberals two lane roads now I see a butterfly in the zoo locked in a cage with a scratched window staring each day at blank faces and white washed brick walls fluttering slowly lost in a world of sticks leaves broken off a home land destroyed my little butterfly do you see what religious government has done? of course not brainwashed hypnotized is this the end the last straw the final line preach on

In A Contest??? Lol
Well Im in a contest, for Fubars Hottest Bi chick, or somethin like that... well Tennesse Tiger is hosting it and I would love to win it, so if ya would, go by and rate and comment it for me please??? Thanks to everyone who already has :) and much love to those who will!!! :D :D :D here is the link ♥ love yall!!! *muahzzzz* Lexi

Survey Time..
Just take it!What is...the most important thing you want to happen to you in your life?:Have a family. the most exotic pet that you have ever had?:My lizard Jewel. A question that you asked yourself today?:Why does my ankle hurt? the answer to that question?:Probably the weather. the age that you left your parents house, and started to support yourself?:18, but had to come back. Leaving again soon. the longest length of time that you had a romantic crush on someone?:5 years. that persons name?:Jared. The ugliest car you have ever seen and why?:My big sister's. It looks horrid, it's falling apart. the sexiest part of the human bodie (either male or female)?:Eyes. your biggest regret?:Getting caught up in someone's lies. the capital of venezuala?:Caracas the meaning of pizza (the food, not the word)?:Not sure. the worste trouble you have ever been in?:When I drank an entire bottle ofjim beam and passed out. the worste damage you ever caused while driving a car or truck?:When I flipped my

Cancer
CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

What A Ride....
just when i think its over its starting again**** its like sitting in traffic you pass downtown and the traffic slows, you want to get off but too many cars are in the way and you are all the way in the express lane so you sit, inching slowly and wasting gas, so you start moving slowly but surely you reach breakneck speeds and you are flying down the highway to your destination then ... breaklights, you think in your mind not again so you break suddenly in order not to smash into the car in front of you then you inch... you see a accident on the shoulder ahead and you see that traffic isnt moving because a bunch of nosy ass people are stopping traffic to see what is going on... then you speed up turning curves and sprinting up bridges going at least 70, all of a sudden your car starts smoking, did you forget to put coolant in never mind its too late now you are in the middle of a higway with people doing 65 all around you and now look your cell is dead ... what next you ask? someone ki

Draining Friends List
Since no one has read my last few blogs, I don't know why in the hell I'm bothering with this one. I'm draining my friends list and starting over. I don't really want to but with all these 'Joe Blows' leaving a comment here and there most of my correspondence runs off the page. Thank you all for being friends. I hope you understand but I have to keep it down around 100 now.

Cairns
In between stops on the boat we spent a couple of days in Cairns. Cairns is in the NE corner of Australia in the state of Queensland. It is in a tropical rain forest and has the weather to prove it. Being summer, it was hot and humid. While we were there, we did an awesome tour, the skyrail and aboriginal cultural park http://www.skyrail.com.au/ Lets start by saying that the views from this gondola are breathtaking. First coming down into Cairns, then of Barron Falls, and then up into Kuranda. In Kuranda, we went over and did pictures with the Koalas and fed the Kangaroos. I also bought and original piece of aboriginal art work of a dolphin. The Aboriginal park told the stories of the natives. Their stories have universal themes that you find in Judeo-Christian beliefs as well. Also found out how to make and play a diggerdoo. Cairns was a wonderful little town, full of backpackers on holiday. Not at all what I expected in Australia.

Be Gentle: What You're Holding Is My Heart.
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

32 Wicked Things
1. I am 30 years old but feel 230 most days 2. I don’t like children but yes I do have one son I gave birth to and one that I steal and soothe when I want 3. I went to college for four years obviously just to rack up lots of debt 4. I love my friends more than I do my family 5. I found my soul mate once in the form of a pooch - my lil Zeppelin, he was my soul mate if ever I had one 6. I have no desire to ever be married, hell not sure I ever want another committed relationship at this point 7. I think that stupidity drives people to do even dumber things than they ever thought possible 8. I believe that there are things in life that just can not be forgiven, moved past but never forgiven 9. I don’t believe people when they say the drugs or alcohol made them do it - I firmly believe you only do things that you would do anyway but have found an “out” for 10. I don’t believe in making excuses for behavior no matter what they are - I do what I want and

Crab Puffs
1 tablespoon butter or margarine, melted 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1 can (8 oz) Pillsbury® refrigerated crescent dinner rolls 1 egg 1/2 cup mayonnaise or salad dressing 1 can (6 oz) crabmeat, drained, flaked 3/4 cup shredded sharp Cheddar cheese (3 oz) 1/3 cup finely chopped plum (Roma) tomato (1 medium) 3 tablespoons finely chopped green onions (3 medium) 1 teaspoon red pepper sauce DIRECTIONS 1. Heat oven to 375°F. In small bowl, mix melted butter and garlic powder; set aside. On lightly floured surface, unroll dough; press into 12x8-inch rectangle, firmly press perforations to seal. Cut into 2-inch squares; place on ungreased cookie sheet. Brush with butter mixture. Bake 4 to 6 minutes or until puffed. 2. Meanwhile, in medium bowl, mix egg and mayonnaise until well blended. Stir in crabmeat, cheese, tomato, onions and pepper sauce. Spoon generous tablespoon crab mixture on each square. 3. Bake 10 to 12 minutes longer or until golden brown and tops are set. Serve wa

29 Palms
It's funny how the slightest little thing can bring back memories so vividly clear that you somehow feel you are there again. This morning, as in any other morning, I woke up and preformed my daily routine of coming in to work. But this morning things were a bit different. As I was walking in, a slight cool breeze swept across me and for an instance I was back in 29 Palms California. Why out of all places does 29 Palms come to mind, well because it was there where we did our desert training or for us Marines "CAX". But going back to what I was feeling ... what I was seeing is more like it. The memory of me getting up at early dawn, stepping out and walking down to the comm tent was all to real. The building in front of me dissappeared and all around I could see the morning desert. Calm and quiet, only the sound of the wind crossing it's scarce tumble weeds are heard. I could see the desert sky and the orange glow from the rising sun. And though I was wearing t-shirt and jeans, I could

New Year~~ New Start~~~
Smile and the world will smile with you!~ I wanted to remind myself! I Am woman Hear me roar! Also reminding myself! Today is New Years Eve, I am not making no promises to myself, I am reminding Myself that life is always ups and downs! That there are no promises and there can never be a sure thing! I have been thru some really bad things this past year, But I am still alive! All the games all the hurt all those promises I was given are gone! Today I am moving forward this next year is for me! No one and nothing is ever going to hurt me again! I am in control and if someone or something comes at me with a promise or a game , dont bother ! I am the guardian of my life and will not let this crap enter my life again! I wish all My dear friends a Very Happy New Year! Thank You for being that a friend! For all the ones that have been my Support and given me love I wish you the best for you because you deserve it more than anyone you deserve happiness!

Salutes By Stevens
Greetings & Salutations~ > > > > Thanks for sending your FUBAR Salute picture in for review, but we need you to make > > another one and submit it back to us. > > > > What is a FUBAR Salute and how do I make one? > > > > A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your FUBAR profile. > > > > > > Salute ProceduresYour face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: > > > > Your SCREEN NAME, > > Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.fubar.com/user/22) > > AND, the words: FUBAR.com > > > > Things that wont be permitted: > > > > Photoshopped or any Computer typed print set will NOT be accepted. > > Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. > > > > Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. > > > > If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to yo

Brown Eyed Angel
Brown Eyed Angel She has always been the girl i can talk to, She has always been the girl i can go to, She is the one im always here for, She is the one im always gonna care for, She is the Brown Eyed Angel, The look in her eyes is so astounding, The smile on her face lights up my day, The pure beauty of this angel can only be described so much, The personality of this goddess can only be so great, She is the Brown Eyed Angel, Her Laughter makes me wanna have a thousand smiles, Her crying makes me wanna walk a thousand miles, Her body reminds me of a perfect masterpeace, Her heartbreak makes me wanna tear someone into peaces, She is the Brown Eyed Angel, Her Heart is so pure yet so caring, Her attitude is so true yet so baring, People talk about true love and having people make them fly, She can is truely one who can make me fly even on the low times of my life, She is the Brown Eyed Angel, She is an amazing girl, She is an amazing person, She is an

Read And Add Please
Hello FuBar!! I never ever write in the profile portion of web pages or blogs so.. I am writing this because I have come across one of the most amazing people I have known in my entire life..such a gentle soul and free spirited person that i am inspired by his very presence......... a muse kinda..Sadly enough the more I grow to love him the more i know i have to let go..He has been diagnosed with cancer and had only months to live...I Love Him with all my heart and soul I know he knows it.....But I want everyone to know it!! I would urge all fubar to add him and read his profile and blog entries for the next few weeks please!!! And add him and show him the love and support he derserves.. I Love YOU Ross more and more each day.. I wish I didnt ever have to say goodbye to u but i know its gonna come to that day sometime in the very near future :( Well I can"t do this so fuber add and introduce urself to him heres his link .....more later on maybe xxxxxxxwondering what to do@

Birthday
Hey everyone! I just want to thank everyone that stopped by and left birthday love for me! You guys are awesome! Very special thanks to my great friend Mello who made it such a wonderful day by being her usual self :) You are the absolute best! I hope everyone has a great 2008! It's just begun but I'd say it's off to a kick ass start! Be safe and live long!

Pics
I wanna know why people insist on taking a bazillion pics of themselves is basically the same pose? Is it because they have no imagination? Are they lazy? Think it looks cool? I just dont get it. Why would you wanna have 100 of the same pic up? Add some imagination. Spice it up. Do something. I refues to rate more then one pic if they all look the same. I love variety.

She Completes Me
We met and it was true love Not from the sexual side of things But from the instant magnet of two hearts That feeling that rushes over you From looking into someones eyes and seeing them smile To that first touch, where passion runs through your body I will alaways remember that first kiss Where tongues searched and found hidden bliss The feel of your lovers skin That runs so deep like a forrest Wanting to explore and never let go The simple things of giggling and laughing The not wanting to say goodbye Not knowing if this would ever happen again Being able to talk for hours on the phone The hidden place that takes you away from everyday grind Knowing your loved, knowing someone has given you their heart Passion is wonderful thing It can also be the kiss of death Will I ever have that feeling again? Will I ever be as happy as that one fine day that we met Will I ever hold something so close to my heart And will my heart ever let me love like I loved her? I want h

Im Up For Bid
WELL IM UP FOR BID SO IF YOU WANT TO HAVE YOUR OWN PERSONALL SOLDIER MEDIC GO BID ON ME... Ok so here's the deal..I am being Auctioned off to the highest bidder starting today January 18, 2008 until last bid is accepted @ 1 a.m.PST January 25, 2008. Please stop by & help me out. I will return all love shown to me throughout the contest. Thank you for all your help!! Let the Bidding Begin!! Here are the Rules: 1. You may bid on anyone you like even on yourself. 2. Your bid has to be HIGHER then the previous one. 3. IF you have SERIOUS ISSUES with anyone that bids (IF THEY ARE STALKING YOU) please inform me and i will romove them from the auction. 4. NO rude comments. 5. You may bid with Fubucks, Tickers, Blasts, ViC's or Happy Hours. 6. Tickers, Blasts, ViC's and Happy Hours are above ANY fubuck bids. 7. All the proceeds go to the person being auctioned. 8. I am NOT responsible if some one renegs! 9. I am Only in this for the points! 10. At the end of the auction the

Are You Aware Or Oblivious?
Are you Aware or Oblivious? * Are you aware by May of 2008 the law will require you to carry a national identification card? Are you aware that there are plans being developed to have all Americans embedded with a Radio Frequency Identification (RFID) computer chip under their skin so they can be tracked wherever they go? The Department of Homeland Security's Emerging Applications and Technology Subcommittee said in a 15-page report that the use of RFID in identification cards or tokens could lead to illegal tracking of Americans... "Without formidable safeguards, the use of RFID in identification cards and tokens will tend to enable the tracking of individuals' movements, profiling of their activities and subsequent, non-security-related use of identification and derived information," the DHS draft report states. Not only do they imped on our privacy but they also pose a considerable Health Risk... Unlike the optical readers associated with bar codes, RFID readers emit

Life
Life is a series of moments like foot steps sown together with time With each step we take Things are realized No one can see it through another ones eyes We can be there together but see two different sides But always know it takes many cells to make a great mind. So keep an open heart and respect all rights and you will be one with yourself and all life Perspective Nastie Sea City Dolls 3/25/07

Ranting
so this has started off to be the week from hell ... my moms in the hospital ..i have to take care of my little sister ..work full time ..take care of my gram cause shes all upset cause moms in the hopital..plus take care of the house...its all too much i dont know if i can handle it... sorry im ranting but i havent had a chance to catch my breath in the past 3 days..

Me
A young life so cluttered with painful thoughts and confusing feelings My existance shoved into a little box Hopes, fears and dreams scattered among the pages .Whether what is written brings tears to your eyes or a smile to your face remember it is my soul you are reading and my heart you are feeling .Like a player playing her part I have gone through my life writing my script as I go along .I have spread my script out now for you to read A story of sorrow and joy love and loss unedited and unmarked .Me for you to scorn and judge but me none the less Me in my fullest.

Just Something Silly....
This just caught my attention and made me smile: A papa mole, a mama mole, and a baby mole all live together in a little mole hole. One day, papa mole sticks his head out of the hole, sniffs the air and said, 'Yum! I smell maple syrup!' The mama mole sticks her head out of the hole, sniffs the air and said, 'Oh, Yum! I smell honey!' Now baby mole is trying to stick his head out of the hole to sniff the air, but can't because the bigger moles are in the way. This makes him whine, 'Geez, all I can smell is.... MOLASSES

Computer Now Fixed
Computer now fixed I Fixed My Computer ... After going through a virus attack, losing a hard drive, fighting off hackers, upgrading all my software, installing fire-walls, being threatened with being cut-off by my email provider, and a host of other problems... I have fixed my computer... and NOW it works exactly the way I want it to! Today is International Disturbed People's Day Please send an encouraging message to a disturbed friend... just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, take the special bus or occasionally pee on yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're frigging special.

Hahahahahahahaha
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love my wife. 2. I love my kids and grandkids 3. I enjoy playing games. (cards,dominos,beer pong 4. I am fairly descent at throwing darts 5. I enjoy working on cars 6. I hate work 7. I like milk and cookies 8. I talk alot of bullshit 9. I smoke too much 10. I like to see people get drunk and have a good time 1.green eyes with 42 dd's 2.gray mare 3.angel by day broken wings by night 4.I'm a star 5.ashes

Not On Here As Much As Id Like To...im Sorry
Hey yall Sorry i havnt been on that much. Work and some family things have come up, more family things. LAst year was not a good year for me towards the end of the year. Had 2 family memeber passaway and it was not plan. Oct my sis-n-lw passed unexpectedly, an in Nov my mother passed. So im having to deal woth things theres. I miss all all. I try to be on a lil more. Hope to chat w/all soon.

Cup Of Tea
> One day my mother was out > and my dad was in charge of me and my brother > > who is four years older than I am. I was maybe 1 and a half years old and > > had just recovered from an accident in which my arm had been broken among > > other injuries. > > > > Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a get-well gift and it was > > one of my favorite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the > > evening news and my brother was playing nearby in the living room when I > > brought Daddy a little cup of 'tea', which was just water. After several > > cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my Mom came home. My Dad > > made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because > > it was 'just the cutest thing!!' My Mom waited, and sure enough, here I come > > down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy and she watches him drink it up, > > then says, 'Did it ever occur to you that the only place that baby can reac

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Freak Show Update! Get Your Tickets!
WELCOME TO THE... STEP INSIDE AND TAKE A L00K AROUND! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride! It's a... ...and you are about to meet some... The dictionary describes a "FREAK" as... A person who is abnormal, odd or has withdrawn from rational behavior. Hmm...YEP! That about covers it! So without further ADO here are your FREAK SHOW V.I.P.s and your FRONT ROW FREAKS! ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please take the time to actually look at my profile}@ fubar ♥Stacey♥ *member of Sisters 4 life and CLUB FAR*@ fubar WildS1r@ fubar

Organist
There was a Baptist Church in South Carolina that had a very big-busted organist. Her breasts were so huge that they bounced and jiggled while she played the organ. Unfortunately, she distracted the congregation considerably. The very proper church ladies were appalled. They said something had to be done about this or they would have to get another organist. One of the ladies approached her very discreetly and told her to mash up some green persimmons, and rub them on her breasts and maybe they would shrink in size, but warned her not to eat any because they are so sour they will make your mouth pucker up and you won't be able to talk properly for a while. She agreed to try it. The following Sunday morning the minister got up on the pulpit and said, "Dew to thircumsthanthis bewond my contwol, we will not hath a thermon tewday. "

Foods That Are No Longer My Friend
Well with pregnancy comes nausea. Oh it's just wonderful I tell ya. All day everyday I am nauseous. Some foods have been nice to me. But here is my list of foods that haven't been so nice to me lately... Cheese Pizza Spaghetti O's Broccoli Cheddar Rice I'm sure there will plenty of updates to this to come.

Support In Tough Times
THANK YOU TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS ON FUBAR IN A VERY TOUGH TIME,I DEEPLY APPRECIATE ALL THE SUPPORT.ILL TELL YOU IT IS VERY HARD TO BURY ONE OF YOUR KIDS IT JUST ISNT RIGHT NOT NORMAL.EVEN THOUGH HE WAS MY STEP-SON ( A PHRASE I HATE) CAUSE STEPS ARE MADE TO WALK ON.I RAISED HIM FROM THE AGE OF 6 UNTIL HE WAS ON HIS OWN.TO THE LAST TIME WE TALKED HE STILL CALLED ME DAD AFTER MY DIVORCE FROM HIS MOM SO THERE WAS A FATHER SON CONNECTION. AGAIN THANK YOU TO ALL......JIM

Friends
"A Friend" A Friend is one who will tell you the truth regardless of the cost, A friend will help you reach within yourself and find what you have lost. A friend will never put you down or make you feel alone, They'll make you smile and try to comfort you 'cause together you have grown. A friend is the one who will pick you up when the world knocks you down, They're always there for you, When you need them they'll always be around. So when you think that your all alone and no one is there, Just think of me being there with you and know how much i care.

Internet Encounter Pt 5
I was totally in awww, There's gotta be something wrong with him.i sent him one last message , anthony.... yea , i enjoyed our date and there is nothing that could have made it better. i was shocked seeing you at church, i couldent quit thinking about you the whole time.well im getting off ,you have my number.feel free to call whenever. caio~ Joslyn. messaged sent ! i signed off, I sat there for a minute wishing i could see him right then ,right now! "the phone begins to ring' hello! hay baby! O hi Tia Lydia.... Joz i was so happy you came to church today,you know you arent going no where with out involving the lord in your journey! yes ti ti i know, is this why you called to preach the gospel to me? No baby I just feel the urge to talk to you! why tia you act like something's wrong! Are you ok? yesss! im mean yes baby im fine! oh ok. well jos i wont keep you long, I just wanted to call and tell you i love you dare. and i was wondering

Why The Fuk?!?!
Ok, So as I am trollin and pervin, I notice a lot of girls on here asking for ENORMOUS amounts of Fubucks or buy them a 30 day blast or something. WHY?? Is it worth that type of time energy and money just to see pics?? I don't think so. You want me to see your "hot" pics? Just show em! Don't be a ho about it! I know some people will get this and others won't. OH WELL!!! To bad, so sad. Rock on!!

Awesome
taking it back i was a girl with a broken heart and no tears to cry. A baby with no dad and a mother who laid in bed depressed from being lonely. then i surrendered my heart. fell so fast embraced the pain just to be happy. physically abused finally pushed him away. Gave up on it all thinking i was never going to find love anyway doing drugs and getting drunk to drown the pain. fading fast something grabbed me to reality. my baby crying from her mommy being depressed she knew i was dying inside. met a guy who surprised me now i am living my life floating on serenity. now living, loving and happy. yet never experienced this before. screaming my love out loud jumping around so alive not feeling empty not feeling ashamed. loved so well feeling alive not like before.

I Miss You
I TIHNK OF THAT DAY AND THE DRIVE THAT I TOOK THE WAY YOU WONMY HEART WITH ONE SIMPLELOOK AN ANSWER TO MY PRAYERS THE REASON FOR MY DREAMS BUT IN ONE SIMPLE SECOND NOTHING IS WHAT IT SEEMS I MISS THE SMILEON YOUR FACE THATS THE SUN IN MY DAY THE WORDS I LOVE YOU BABY IS ALL YOU HADTO SAY I MISS THE FEELING OF YOU NEAR ME I JUST NEED YOU TO HEAR ME OF ALL THAT IVE LOST AND ALL THATS GONE AWAY THE MEMORY OF YOU I PRAY WILL ALWAYYS STAY I MISS YOU I LOOK TO THE SKY THAT SEEMS TO NEVER BE CLEAR ALWAYS A DARK CLOUD ABOVE ME I WISH YOU WERE HERE I TOOK YOUR PICTURE FROM THE DRAWER IM MISSING YOU MORE THAT LOOK ON YOUR FACE REMEBERING THAT DAY EVERYTHING IS IN MY HEART AS I WATCHED YOU WALKED AWAY I MISS THE FEEL OF YOUR ARMS WRAPPED AROUND MESO TIGHT I MISS THE WAY YOU SAYMY ANGEL GOODNIGHT THE WORDS I LOVE YOU BABY ARE WHAT I WAKE UP TO THIS SEEMS SO UNREAL THIS CANT REALLY BE TRUE WHERE ARE YOU TONIGHT AND CAN YOU HEAR ME I MISS YOU THE REASONS ARE UNKNOWN THE

True Love
People for thousands of generations, claim that they have found their True Love. The truth is, not many people find their true loves, very easily. Couples around the globe, stay together for long periods of time. But, just because they can stay with each other for that long, doesn't exactly mean their love is true. Now, that I have your attention. What exactly is tryue love and How do you know, your feeling true love? In my opinion, True Love, is the unconditional love, the love that never falters. The love that you share with that special someone. To me, the feeling of true love doesn't always come from the heart, it comes from the entire body. True love is the overall sensation when your with somone that you really care about. True love should be the way you miss your siginificant other, when their not around. The way they make you feel, when they are around you. The way they hold you at night, while your sleeping. Thats they way I have felt, well.........About a month now.

Captured Fairy..
Dan Baines posted a Web page describing (and illustrating with detailed photos) the discovery of what appeared to be the remains of a "real" fairy. Baines claimed that the mummified fairy corpse was recovered along an old Roman road in Derbyshire, England, by a dog-walker who preferred to remain anonymous. The bones of its diminutive, human-like skeleton were hollow, like a bird's, making it "particularly light," an anatomical peculiarity whose contribution to airworthiness was enhanced by the body's extremely leaflike wings. Over the next several days Baines, a magician and prop-maker, received hundreds of messages from credulous and (and in some instances worried) fairy-loving readers. To put their minds at ease, he revealed the hoax. Eventually Baines sold his creation on eBay.

Open Letter To My Father
This is an open letter to my Dad. I wrote this to him after hearing one of my friends father passed away tonight. I just figured I better tell him everything I needed to while he was still here. It's rather personal to me and has a lot of personal information about my life but I felt compelled to share this with all of you and maybe inspire someone who still has their Dad left to let them know how you feel. Dear Daddy, I know your not to big on reading letters but I felt that there are just some things I needed to say to you. I don't think you know how much you are really respected and loved. I wanted to take the time and go back and reflect on some of those things that really meant a lot to me over the years because you've been there to always help me pick up the pieces of my life. From sickness as an infant to the big divorce. Even now when I'm struggling with medical issues with everyone in the family you've been here to lend an ear. Doesn't matter if I'm sad and w

Cotton's B-day
Happy Birthday Cotton I hope you have a great day! You may be getting older but just remember you’ll always younger that me. ¢¾cottonblossom¢¾ no blank request accepted@ fubar But you know your friends will always love you , but just a little more today because with out your birthday you would have never been in our lives. The worse thing about getting older is that that gust means more spankings. But since I got the paddle it means it fun to me.

Just A Thought.....
Every turn creates a new problem Confusion shadows the inner light of life Raging storms of doubt cloud the surface Fear takes over as the light begins to flicker fighting to shine with the strength of desperation Time passes slowly as the light continues to fade Finally the light weakens giving into the overwhelming darkness THE FIGHT IS OVER

You
Is it real are you really here I see you. Then you're gone. Desperately needing you near. You will always be my only one. We're not who we were. We've grown apart. Do you want her? Does she have your heart? Once we were so close Inseperable by time and space. Always you I chose Just one last time to be embraced. By my sister Val

1st Million Soon
ok my friends , i am off to bed and only a few k short of the 1 million mark . it sure would be nice to wake up and see i have reached it ( hint hint hint !!! lol) so if you feel like it , help a friend ok , even if it's not my bday lol

Spring Is In The Air
Spring is in the air And you can smell it on the breeze Spring is in the air You can feel it in your bones You cant help feeling happy You cant help feeling lively Spring is in the air You can kiss it everyday Spring is in the air You can love in its' warm embrace So smile while spring is in the air When you dont have a care Because spring is in the air Spring is in the air Lovers come out to play Spring is when love is in the air So give your love a lovely bouquet And sing, spring is in the air Spring is in the air So fall in love in spring When spring is in the air allan james saywell

So Cal Then Denver Traveling Again
Ok My friends it is once again time for me to start traveling for work..Looks like they are jamming alot in June..Which also happens to be My B Day Month.. So from June 1 -3 I will be in Anheim (sp?) So if you know of any Close Little Hot spots to get away from all of my Co Workers Let me know..I prefer Country Bars but will take a great local hang out as well. June 21-24 I will Be in Denver...Same goes for here I was there a few months ago and got a little bored However they had a nice set up in the lobby/ Bar of the hotel I was at Country Western Night at the Holiday inn... So In closing if you know of any good places let me know I Like the travel But hate the Business Travel..LOL..

Tired Of Everything
i'm so sick & tired of all this crap....i'm tired of being made to feel like absolutely nothing by the very person i gave birth to....it's not my fault i forget things....and try as i might, i am still impatient.....i don't feel like i deserve to be told how f*kn stupid i am.... my whole life was turned upside down a little over a week ago, when i found my Master/Husband sick in bed....He couldn't move...He'd had a stroke in the night... don't get me wrong...i'm grateful & glad for my sons....but the youngest has had everything dropped in his lap....and it seems he's taking it out on me...i just don't know how to handle it anymore...i can't speak to him but what he's jumping down my throat...i have no one i can turn to right now....so i'm writing this stupid blog....i need some sort of out.. i truly wish that everything would just end....i'm so tired & i miss my Master terribly....He's held everything together....

Help Her
FIRST I WANT TO SAY THANKS SOOOO MUCH TO ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BEEN VOTING DAILY... YOU ALL ARE AWESOME!! THIS MEANS A LOT TO ME AND I TRULY APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY SINGLE VOTE.. LOTS OF LOVE & HUGS TO YOU!! This means SOOOO MUCH that I am willing to pay you... ~*THIS IS R/L STUFF HERE*~ **we are currently in second place** QUALIFICATION ROUND... MAY 15TH--JUNE 20TH **during this time** i will give you $1000 fu-bucks per vote... i will bling you for your first vote (1000 pts + 1000 fubucks) *will go up in final rounds* YOU ARE ABLE TO VOTE ONE TIME PER DAY!! Click on the bottom of the player and vote.. once you vote message me and I will send you $1000 fu-bucks... **i will bling you as often as i can** PLUS... EVERY 40th vote (from fubar) will receive a 3 day blast ~OR~ bling pack so be sure to message me once you have voted ~~MY FRIENDS KICK ASS~~ I know we can get this record deal.. with a little help from you *

Explain This To Me Like I'm Two Please
So how is it that people that rate you less than a 10 can have the nerve to send a friend request? Please explain this to me. Ive had two do that to me today one gave me a 2 then sent a request? WTF is that. The other one was a little higher but.... On another bitch note.. DO NOT come into my shoutbox with hey cutie, hey sexy or anything of that nature. If your not on my family list. They are the only ones that may say things like that. I have a name use it.. and again another bitch.. If you email me and say you have jerked your dick to my pics that will get you blocked.... I dont give a fuck nor do I wanna know. Keep that kind of information to yourself. Some women may like it but I dont. Stepping down off soapbox now.. Ok Im all better you may continue.

Agreement
So. i have a rocky past with relationships. The whole boyfriend/girlfriend, girlfriend/girlfriend thing and i simply don't get along. i have decided to just stay away from it all together. thank you. drive through.

I Want To Know My Fu-friends!!
I'M CURIOUS.... IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 40 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BLOG OR BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing t

Bad Vs. Good: Part Deux
I think, in order to lead a happy life it's not about mean or being nice, or bad or good, it's about being smart. However, I would say that it is smart to try to be nice or good. I used to be pretty bad. I think I was pretty bad until I got smarter and 'grew up.' Now I try to be good most of the time. Why? Simple. If you think about your actions and say to yourself 'would I like what I've just done to happen to me?' and if you think not, then you probably shouldn't have done it. All you have done is increased someone elses misery and you don't get anything good back in return. If you try to be good or nice to most people, generally, they will be nice/good back to you in return. I know this from experience. It's kinda like 'what goes around, comes around.' Because it does. Most 'assholes' and 'dickheads' who think you are stupid, will try to exploit you, but if you are smart, you will know what to do about it. And if we all tried to be a little nicer, the world woul

And Another Jerk
hey yall.. so i was just being me..sittin on cam having fun .. and then there is this asswipe in my sb .. well u can see for urself CALLIN GIRLS FAT BITCHES AND THEN USING THE N WORD... WHO WANTS FILTH LIKE HIM IN THEIR LOUNGE ? AND BEST OF ALL, HE DIDNT JUST HIT ME UP HE ALSO HIT UP OTHER GIRLS IN MY LOUNGE.. WHAT A FUCKING ASS MUNCH ! GO TELL HIM WHATCHA THINK BOUT HIS EMO ASS - REALLY MAKES HIM MAD THAT PEOPLE KNOW HES EMO ! CelticFrost1979 @ fubar

Getting Over Someone...
I found this article, well letter to an advise columnist and I thought it was good advise. Also have read a few mumms lately about trying to get over someone so I thought this would help. The Hard Stuff: "I Can't Get Him Out of My Head" By Karen Karbo I've been married for eight years, I have a 5-year-old child -- and I'm madly in love with my colleague, who's also married. About two years ago, we had a month-long affair, but he wants to stay with his wife and barely talks to me now. Even though my husband and I get along, I don't feel anything for him anymore. It's been months since I've seen or talked to my colleague, but I think about him all day. Therapy and antidepressants haven't helped me let go of the man I'm in love with. Any tips? -- Anonymous, 33, Boston What you need to do is go on a man diet. Just as a regular diet involves cutting down on junk food, the man diet involves cutting down on thoughts of your colleague. So stop replaying your good old times tog

Sigh.....
delicate, the beauty, the way she spoke the way she moved her sence of direction, what is it about her that makes me smile, i cant figgure it out i cant seem to get it right, what i wouldnt do to kiss the lips of an angel.....

Ranting
I'm ranting now, so excuse my venting. I love ppl period no matter what race, nationality, sex or sexual preference. Yet its one thing that fucking wracks my nerve, Is some young idiot thinking they have all the answers. Live a little, experience life gets some bumps and bruises, and then maybe then I can tolerate your closed mind, and arrogant way of thinking. I know it’s me, not them. Actually I used to be them; maybe that’s why they piss me off so bad lmaooooooooooooooooooooo. I’m talking migraine headache ppl when I hear them spew their self proclaimed knowledge; I mean there are idiots at every age, this I know. Yet at least I give them points that, hey you had to have has some experiences in life. Ok, as I write this I realize how trivial it is lmfaoooooooo. That’s why it’s called ranting, I would rather rant here than to express myself in a way that at a later time, I might regret. So ill just say to all my young friends, keep living. Life has a way of humbling us

The Who, What, Why And How Of Hepatitis C
What is Hepatitis C? Hepatitis C is a liver disease that is caused by the hepatitis C virus (HCV). The virus enters the liver cells, uses the cell's inner genetic machinery to make copies of itself, which then infect more cells. There is no cure. There is a 1-2 year treatment that works 50 percent of the time (genotype specific) How Hepatitis C is Transmitted? Hepatitis C is spread from one person to another by direct exposure to infected blood or blood products. From the blood of the infected to the bodily fluid of another's eye, cut, open sore, damaged vein, (inside nose, vagina, anus etc..) ...any means to a blood artery. Who has Hepatitis C? According to the Hep C Coalition up to 1 in 15 people in the world carry the virus. (The U.S. Census Bureau reported a world population of 6,396,731,523 in October 2004). According to the American Liver Association 1 in 50 people in the United States are effected. (The U.S. Census Bureau reported a U.S. population of 294,619,855

A First....
Hi All!!!! well Now.... I was asked by a VERY close friend why I do not Blog Here on "FUBAR", and the only answer I had was this... "This is like a "Bar"".... And "WHO" wants to listen to a guy cry in his beer..... But She had insisted, and insisted, and yes..... INSISTED.... figuring that I would reach a more mature audience. Why "She" thought a single parent would be able to say something and not get ignored is beyond me... so here I sit, and I will tell a few stories of the single life of a "Man" raising his Kids alone. And I hope that you will not remove me for being a "Whiner". First off.... Women that raise Kids alone.... YOU FUCKING ROCK!!!! I LOOOOOOVE YOU!!!!!! Come and meet me in the Park and we will share BBpics, toss a frisbee with the Kids and have a REAL picnic.... For those of you that do NOT "Know" me... I am Dave.. Hi!!! Nice to meet you... I am a single Parent (Yes - fulltime...) of two beautiful Children. I have NO life other than them. This "Online" life is more

A Loss Of A Young Soul
on july 19th we suffered a great loss. A close personal friend passed on from this world to the next.. he was my daughter's first boyfriend. he was a great kid who i was very fond of.. his name was anthony day... he was doing what normal kids do on a hot summer day. he was at the local swimming hole near his mom's house. He swung off the rope swing into the water, and nothing seemed wrong, after a few minutes he did not reappear and everyone there lnew something was wrong.. it took police divers 30 minutes to retrieve the body .. he was pronounced dead at the hospital...the only sign of trauma was a small gash on his head.. so the only thing we can figure is that he hit his head on a rock or something and was knocked out, and the current tookk him away... the saddest part of this tragedy is he was only 13 years old.. a young soul taken too early.. we loved you anthony and you will be missed!

My First Auction
Ok Ladies im up for auction starting Sunday and ending Wednesday Aug. 6th See link to start also rate my friend who is conducting the auction! It starts tonight at 11pm EST!!!!!!! Here is my offer 1) rate all pics & stash 2) add the winner to your name &/or family for a month (fu-owned by... OR fu-slave of...) 3) one or more phone calls 4) personal salute (sfw &/or nsfw) 5) access to private folders 6) #1 friend for a month &/or crush for a month 7) daily comment &/or gift 8) link featured in all new friend comments 9) keep buzz at 100% for the month http://fubar.com/user/315127

"dear Kara..."
Dear Kara, I guess we first noticed something was "different" when you were still inside your mothers tummy. Nothing too out of the ordinary, just little things, you know? You didn't like loud noises, nor did you like to sit still, lol. I would hold your momma's stomach, and tell you that I was right there, and that nothing would ever hurt you. Little did I know that the enemy had already slipped underneath my tight radar. An evil beast had already attacked my precious Angel, as I slept, and there wasn't a damn thing I could do about it. I had failed to keep you safe, and didn't even realize it, yet... During delivery, you were not a happy camper. I'm not sure what was upsetting you, but before you entered this world, and soon after, I could tell that something just wasn't right. "She looks great!" the doctor told your mother and me, so we took you home as the proudest parents in the city! You were so beautiful, I wanted to take you everywhere I went, and just show the world "wh

Another Important Milestone
Well, guess what? Yeah....Now I am under 40 days. I have 37 days left. 26 days till I start clearing post. I have been busy, but took a 4 day pass this past weekend. I went to the pool on Sunday, and OH DAMN! did I get burned. I got baked, deep fried, and then toasted. Luckily I had two days to heal a bit before I had to be back at work, but it wasn't much. I have started on my second bottle of Aloe already, and yes, I did put on Sunscreen, but guess that the stuff they give out at the pool is not as effective as what I buy at the PX. Thankfully, Under Armor doesn't rub too much, and I am back to wearing it. On Friday of this week, we had our monthly MWR event, we had a tailgate party in the motor pool. We were to wear the jersey of our favorite team. Unfortunately, I didn't do laundry after I wore my favorite team's shirt, so I had to wear my Jeff Burton, AT&T shirt. I did wear an Army hat for Mark Martin since I couldn't wear the shirt. I actually got compl

Get Some Bling!!
Who wants some Bling!!! In my efforts to save for spotlight I am going to be auctioning off some bling!!! Auction will run until Fri 7pm Fu-time. Click on the pics below to take you to bling! This bling brought to you by: Silentlizard - Greeter for Dirty Deeds Radio - Bodyguard to Mikey - Fu-owned by Tappinit

A Poem Of Mine That Will Be Published
Shame on me To My First And Truest Love C.Bavuso It wasnt at all the way i wanted it to be only because it wasnt you and me i broke your heart shatterd it to pieces this my dear is my stories thesus my life is a story and i am the author i came to a path i had to go one way or the other i went the wrong way the way that broke your heart i wish i could go back to make a new start to mend your soul to make it whole to wipe your tears to get rid of your fears it wasnt at all the way i wanted it to be only because it wasnt you and me I broke your heart shattered it to pieces this my dear is my stories thesus Samantha Lee Quattrini Copyright ©2008 Samantha Lee Quattrini

Harold And Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay
I really enjoyed the first Harold and Kumar, and every time I watch it, I crave White Castle. So I had decent expectations for this one. It picked up right after the first one ended. They decided to go to Amsterdam. While on the plane, Dumar decides to smoke some pot, in his newest invention, the smokeless bong. The plane encounters turbulance, the door opens, and of course they think that he's lighting a bomb, and the air marshals snag him and Harold. Then the hilarity starts, from the "cock sandwich" to Dubya. I won't go thru their whole adventure, but I'll hit the highlights and lowlights. Kal Penn and John Cho are funny in their characters. I think they do a good job playing off of each other, and Kal Penn does a nice job of not hogging the spotlight, since he's the higher profile of the two. I thought that the two lady interests of them were gorgeous. Paula Garces, who plays Maria, is great until she tries to act. Danneel Harris plays Vanessa. She did a good j

Changes To Member Level-ups
Beginning August 15th, the following changes to the Club's level-up guidelines and postings will be in effect: The new guidelines are set at 50k points-to-go regardless of your current level. *We will no longer check your page for your points-to-go. It will be Your responsibility to private message Cindie @ http://fubar.com/calisplace with your points needed to level. We will then verify your points and next level, and then post your link in the LEVEL-UP BLOG. Your support for the Member-of-the-Week and members needing leveled has been outstanding so far ...thanks to such an awesome family! Thanks so much, Cindie

Poem
I'm stuck in the middle of a life that hurts to live Im comforted by all my friends who's strength they cannot give I always feel so helpless, the shallow world of lies Underlying self-loathing that my smile must disguise I still can not forget all of the people's love I share In spite of it I don't know if it's something I can bear The constant pain, my still shattered heart, I can not open up The aching boring deep within which I always fail to stop My trust is gone, all hope is withered, will I see the end? All the ones I want to love just want to be my friend The ones who bring me in just seem to leave me with despair All this leaves me suffocating, gasping hard for air Bring me to a point where I feel refreshed and high Then they drop me on my face, wishing I could die This never ending cycle of the hope then hurtful stryfe Nothing ever lasting, just the story of my life. How I feel on the days where the thoughts just hit me. Reality shows it's face and I feel so

Enchanted Night
Pale moon light shines gently upon my face The stars above whispering words of passion Sprinkling golden shreds of light through my hair pulling me to them holding me holding me forever I'm slipping slowly, slowly from my mind from my body. I look down then all about me and realize I've become a diamond of the sky.

Laughter Train
If you can make me laugh you can make me do anything! To get on this train r/f/a all members. Let them know that you are joining the laughter train in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "i love to laugh" or "make me laugh" and don't forget to re-rate them. And again my number one rule... NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA...NO DRAMA did i say NO DRAMA When new members add you rate them as well as leave them a comment. Don't just pass them by because you're already friends...let them know you're joining the laughter train. Rate this laughter folder and you'll get a laughter tag specially made by vitamin de~. Start with this picture Leave a comment on the last picture to let Vitamin de~ know that you finished. Don't forget to message Vitamin de~ when you've finished the train to be added....and rate the picture folder for your special laughter tag.

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A Rock And Roll Blog
I know not many people check out what I have to say on this blog and thats fine with me.I write on here get things out of me.And the blog I am getting ready to write here,if people read it,there are going to ask themselves" Why the hell did she write about that?" I have always been a huge music fan.As few might know on here I am a Beatles collector.But I love lots of music.I know tons of stupid shit about bands that will never mean anything to anyone but me.I could kick ass on Rock and Roll Jepardy if they ever brought it back.I have spent many years reading and learning about many many bands and since I love it all so much,I can remeamber it all. Ok so to the blog at hand.I am a huge Def Leppard fan.Have been since I was 6.I see them live every time they come to Indiana, the last time was last week and the show was justawesome.Def Leppard never let you down when you go see them. Joe made news not to long ago about something he said in Sweden about Poison.I watched the video of the

6 Months-3days( I Wish You Were Still With Me)
ill never get to rock you while you sleep.ill never get to hold you while eat.ill never watch you grow up and ill never get to hear you call me mommy.people say it gets better with time..but it doesn't.it doesn't hurt any less, i don't feel any less at fault,i just feel sad.i try to do things to keep you off my mind, but i can't.i still dream of you with me and every time i wake up its so hard to tell myself thats all it was.. a dream.the hardest thing is knowing that we could have gotten away, if only i had known i had you on the way. People say i shouldn't get depressed and that its all going to be o.k.would you really feel that way if your child was gone? would you still honestly be able to look at me and say that your o.k? i don't think so.in fact i think if things were different and tables were turned you'd feel the way i feel everyday.

Ok So This Isnt Military.. Some Are Just Gross
The Rolodex of Love Here is a fairly extensive compilation of some of the extraordinary sexual activities that can be performed by men: 1. Tea bag - As you are sitting on a girl's face, repeatedly dip your scrotum in and out of her mouth, similar to a tea bag in a cup of hot water.. An old favorite 2. Hot Lunch - While receiving head from a woman, you shit on her chest. (a.k.a. the Cleveland Steamer) 3. The Stranger - Sitting on your hand until it falls asleep and then jerking off, eliciting the feeling of a hand job from someone else. 4. Donkey Punch - Banging a girl doggy style and then moments before you ejaculate, sticking your dick in her ass, and then punching he! r in the back of the head. This gives a tremendous sensation, but for it to work correctly, the girl must be knocked out so that her asshole tightens up. 5. Golden Shower - Any form of peeing on a girl. (a.k.a. : watersports) 6. Pearl Necklace - Well known. Whenever you cum on the neck/cleavage area of a g

Reaping Sorrow
Knocking inside my shuddering breast to the rhyme of its own breaking wounded heart beats counterpoint My soul itself is aching. Singing a soft crooning ballad to the midnight lost inside The deepest love is burning bright though the hope itself has died. Sodden ashes a bleak memory of fiery inferno blazing there. drowned it was, in bitter salt And left forlorn and scared. The world itself could not have conquered when you built me up so far but with one word, you so sundered; and all that's left are scars. I crashed down when reality spoke the stars they came with me My heart in pieces, dust and fragments when I gave my soul to thee. Death in all his fearsome forms looks down on me with scorn He relieves me not of this pain merely leaves me be to mourn. Courting his presence with every sigh my only desire to cease He refuses my every flowery rhyme and only continues to tease. I will move on, with my next breath or perhaps the next one yet but till

One Day At A Time
The tears you've cried The lies they lied Those angry hands Poor excuse for a man Can't turn back time There's no rewind You try to deal Don't want to feel You'd rather be numb Easier said than done Tried so hard To define who you are Breaking thier mold Taking control To succeed is to try Don't be denied A life on your terms Dare to be heard Learn to rely On those that won't hide Don't dispose Those that bestow A haven of rest Count yourself blessed For those by your side Let them provide Thier love and support It's what friends are for Let them be there Allow them to care They understand pain And the scars that remain So be strong Keep keeping on Every mountain you climb One day at a time

Verify This
You think the war in Iraq is costing us too much? Read this: WE have been hammered with the propaganda that it is the Iraq war and the war on terror that is bankrupting us. I now find that to be RIDICULOUS. I hope the following 14 reasons are forwarded over and over again until they are read so many times that the reader gets sick of reading them. I have included the URL's for verification of all the following facts: 1. $11 Billion to $22 billion is spent on welfare to illegal aliens each year by state governments. Verify at: http://...com/zob77 2. $2.2 Billion dollars a year is spent on food assistance programs such as food stamps, WIC, and free school lunches for illegal aliens. Verify at: http://wwwcis..org/articles/2004/fiscalexec.html 3. $2.5 Billion dollars a year is spent on Medicaid for illegal aliens. Verify at: http://wwwcis..org/articles/2004/fiscalexechtml 4. $12 Billion dollars a year is spent on primary and secondary school

Lenore
Ah, broken is the golden bowl! the spirit flown forever! Let the bell toll!- a saintly soul floats on the Stygian river; And, Guy de Vere, hast thou no tear?- weep now or nevermore! See! on yon drear and rigid bier low lies thy love, Lenore! Come! let the burial rite be read- the funeral song be sung!- An anthem for the queenliest dead that ever died so young- A dirge for her the doubly dead in that she died so young. "Wretches! ye loved her for her wealth and hated her for her pride, And when she fell in feeble health, ye blessed her- that she died! How shall the ritual, then, be read?- the requiem how be sung By you- by yours, the evil eye,- by yours, the slanderous tongue That did to death the innocence that died, and died so young?" Peccavimus; but rave not thus! and let a Sabbath song Go up to God so solemnly the dead may feel no wrong. The sweet Lenore hath "gone before," with Hope, that flew beside, Leaving thee wil

You Know
you know when your life sucks when you meet up with someone then they start avoiding you or you find someone you like but they like someone else. you know how hard it is to be alone the one that is pushed aside? friends come and go like the tides it would seem. but to most know that life sucks when you know they still come and go. wishing and hopeing to find the one person that will be there for you. that will not turn away from you because someone more intresting comes along. that will not care about how far or how closes you are too them but will try all they can to spend time with you. but not always does this happen. not always does people stay near everyone leaves you at times. so you know that will never change.

Space Age Technology
Saturday, DJ Elephantcock and Boy 13 rocked a wedding, and as usual, a good time was had by all. DJ Elephantcock was displeased by his performance, but the dance floor was full, the bride thanked him for making it a special night, and we got paid...so SUCCESS. And it was a struggle, I'll admit it. No internet access, the WiFi couldn't connect where we were. Luckily we brought the case o' CD's, which saved us for an important dance. The portable hard drive had some files go corrupted, so of course it was the files we needed. We also went as far to run to Wal Mart to get some cd's, because they insisted on certain songs. Well, the groom did. I haven't decided yet if he's an amateur DJ, and knew it all, or just wanted it perfect for his new wife. I'm leaning towards the first. But even through all that, we had time to make a scientific discovery that may save mankind. I'd like to say that out of 6 bridesmaids, 3 were D-tacularly endowed. And of the 3, two were mainstay

For Those Mercer County, Nj Friends!
For those Mercer County, NJ friends! Current mood: amused You know you grew up in Hamilton if... 1. You remember The Parfait House on Rt. 33. 2. At some point in high school, you worked somewhere on Rt. 33. Bonus points if it was at the Roy Rogers (now Applebee’s). 3. You know the Big Tree in the middle of Quakerbridge Road, and it doesn’t impress you anymore. 4. You remember when they had a movie theatre at the Quakerbridge Mall across from Space Port. 5. You run into old teachers when you go drinking at Bill’s Olde Tavern and it freaks you out every time. 6. You went on at least one date to the Golden Dawn. 7. You used to buy your school clothes at Clover and now it’s some fancy gym that you can’t really afford. 8. You went on a school trip to Safety Town by the Hamilton Police Station and you remember it like it was yesterday. 9. You know of at least five places to get a good pork roll sandwich, and you know at least five places

Auction Starts Tomorrow
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Lovers Application
Anybody: EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS!Dont forget to send the filled out app to the person that posted it on your friends list... SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application" Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application" Your Name: 1. Age: 2. Fave Color: 3. Whats your sign? 4. Phone Number: 5. Location: 6. Height: 7. Hair (color and style): 8. Piercings/tattoos: 9. HERE COMES THE FUN ... Are we friends? 1. Do you have a crush on me? 2. Would you kiss me? 3 . ...with tongue? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9. Would you walk on the beach with me? 10.

Loser - Rh
If I had a gun for every ace I have drawn, I could arm a town the size of Abilene. Don't you push me baby, because I'm holdin' low. And you know I'm only in it for the gold. All that I am asking for is ten gold dollars. And I could pay you back with one good hand. You can look around about the wide world over. And you'll never find another honest man. Last fair deal in the country, Sweet Suzie. Last fair deal in the town. Put your gold money where your love is baby, Before you let my deal go down Don't you push me baby, cause I'm holdin' low. And I know a little something you won't ever know. Don't you touch hard liquor, just a cup of cold coffee. Gotta get up in the morning and go. Everybody's prayin' and drinkin' that wine. I can tell the Queen of Diamonds by the way she shines. Come to daddy on the inside straight. Well I got no chance of losin' this time.

A Poem
am reposting this for someone from the past, someone that has ruined the lives, dreams, hope and feeling of safety for so many of the people that have loved him the most. (This was written by a young Indian girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to meth. She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but, true to her story, the drug owned her. They found her dead not long after, with the needle still in her arm.) My name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and thats just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you--in schools and in town I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not

My Late Sons Brother In Law Wrote This
I Had A Dream BY: Christian Safranca I Saw A Person Who Was Me Yet Wasn't Me ! ! He Had Friendship & Trust From His Peer's & Family He Had No Fear Or Humiliation From The Girls Or Guys He Had It All ! ! Looks, Brains, Style, Skill, & Stremgth Loved & Respected By Everyone Seen as A man People Couldnt Live WITHOUT A Person who was seen as Their Older Brother And/Or Best Friend A guy Who Was Dependent And True to himself Unique as He Was He Could Turn The Most Depressed (A Person Who has No Care To Go On Living) Into The Most Happiest Person Alive A Guy Wont Be Forgotten A Person Who'll Be Remembered FOREVER Then I Woke Up Being Troubled By The People He Kept so Close To His Heart Hurt By The People He Loved Abandoned By The People Who Used HIm Hated For What He Does Fearing What Others Might Think Of Him Humiliated By His Peer's A Person Who Only Got In The Way Irritating, Stubborn, Self-Centered Seen As A Bother Those Were His Ingr

Crab Cakes
CRAB CAKES In a small saucepan cook 1/4 cup finely chopped onion in 2 tablespoons margarine or butter till tender. In a medium mixing bowl combine 3 beaten eggs, 2/3 cups cup fine dry bread crumbs, 2 teaspoons worcestershire sauce, and 1 teaspoon dry mustard. Stir in onion mixture and 2 6-ounce cans of crab meat, drained, flaked, and cartilage removed. Using about 1/3 cup crab mixture for each, shape into 1/2-inch thick patties. Coat patties with 1/4 cups fine dry bread crumbs. In a large skillet heat1/4 cup shortening or cooking oil. Add half of the patties. Cook over medium heat about 3 minutes per side or till golden brown. Drain on paper towels. Keep warm in a 300 degree oven while frying remaining patties. Serve warm with lemonn wedges. Makes 6 servings.