The past couple weeks have been hell for me. I've been on a roller coaster, but really, the only direction it has gone is down.
My heart has been put in so many pieces, I wouldn't even know where to start to put it back together.
Thing is... I don't even know if I want to.
The good thing is, I have made a choice.
I'm choosing to move on in my life. I realize I can't put my heart back together, that is an impossible task. All I can do, is take a piece or two, and slowly start to grow it again.
Is it gonna work? Hell, I don't even know. All I know is that I'm going to try. I haven't been very happy for a long time, and I think it is time I look for that happiness.
I need to work out of my depression, and I am doing so now.
It is time to start my life anew, and time to see if I even like the person I shall become.