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Writings From When I Was A Kid!
Separation I woke up this morning To find an empty bed You chose not to come home You found another place to lay your head I vowed to love you In sickness and in health for better or worse and for that promise I now live in hell You love another More than you could ever love me Now we live a lie Pretending that we're happy My soul now suffers From a choice made is haste Any memory of love is gone as hate takes its place You call me from work To say your sorry And some how I don't believe you, when you say you love me. Then you say good bye. You hang up the phone, smug in your deception Little do you know I will be gone by the time you get home. This was written 2-7-96 this is the last poem I ever wrote, lol... I walked with the lightning Fell with the rain ran from the joy stayed for the pain watched the storm come ran into its heart Prayed it wouldn't end that the clouds would never part. I took comfort in the shadows That the clouds t

Happy Hour Blog Blog
Carmen Duran raised her daughter. Then she raised her granddaughters. And now, at age 74, Duran is raising three great-grandchildren. She once dreamed of becoming a fashion designer. Then she dreamed of a peaceful retirement. But through the years, Duran put those dreams aside to be a mother to three generations. Just when she thought life might slow down, it has sped up. She is responsible for Kassandra, Katrina and Michael Stewart, her great-grandchildren. She also helps care for her husband, Augusto, 84, an Alzheimer's patient. ''Every day is like 10 crazy days packed into one,'' she said. ``God gives me energy. My mind is young.'' Duran is replenished by a spring of selflessness. On a typical day, she drops off Kassandra, 15, at high school at 6:50 a.m. She drives home to make breakfast for Katrina, 13, and Michael, 10. Then she takes them to their schools. She makes daily visits to Augusto, who lives in a nursing home. She runs errands, does laundry and cle

Poem
> WARNING ABOUT Pancake Mix (and other boxed mixes) > > > > > > > > > > Talk about frightening... > > Throw away ALL OUTDATED pancake mix you have in your home, PLEASE! If you don't believe me, read this article and then follow the 'Link' below to SNOPES. Sorry to be the Grim Reaper of bad news, but I would rather have you ALIVE, besides a $2.00 box of pancake mix is NOT worth your life. > > P. S. You might want to tell this to your children, grandchildren, nephews, nieces and anyone else who keeps pancake mix in the cupboard. > > WARNING - READ ON. AND CHECK SNOPES TOO. > > From Snopes: > I recently made a batch of pancakes for my healthy 14-year-old son, using a mix that was in our pantry. > > > > He said that they tasted 'funny,' but ate them anyway. About 10 minutes later, he began having difficulty breathing and his lips began turning purple. I gave him his allergy pill, had him sit on the sofa and told him to relax. He was wheezing while inhaling and exhali

Mothers....
*This is for all the moms who froze their buns off on metal bleachers at football games on Friday nights instead of watching from cars, so that when their kids asked, "Did you see me?" they could say, "Of course, I wouldn't have missed it for the world," and meant it. *This is for all the moms who have sat up all night with a sick toddler in their arms, wiping a fevered brow saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." *This is for all the moms who run carpools, make cookies, and sew costumes. And all the moms who DON'T. *This is for all the moms who gave birth to babies they'll never see and all the moms who took those babies and gave them homes. *This is for all the moms of the victims of all the senseless school shootings, the moms of the survivors, and the moms who sat in front of their TVs in horror, hugging their child who just came home from school safely. *What makes a good mom anyway? Is it patience? Compassion? The ability to nurse a baby, cook dinner, and sew a button o

From Good Friends
Ok Hun, I'm fixin' to tell you something about being southern. Being southern doesn't mean that I am not educated . I may say Ain't or y'all or even call ya sweetie' or honey' and I might bless alot of hearts and I might even piddle around. I'll greet you with a big hey' and hug. all soda pop is "coke" and I might refer to the grocery cart as "buggy" and by golly' that's ok. I am polite and call you Sir' and ma'am and if you hear a southerner say oh hell no"" you better run"" you might find me here or over yonder and if you don't know what yonder is then you ain't from the south.

Give Awaysd
OK SO YEA YOU MAY THINK I AM LAME! BUUUUUUUUUUUUT...... I AM BORED, AND DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS OF IT! CAUSE I KNOW SOME OF YOU OUT THERE REALLY LOVE ME! SO I ASK.... DO YOU WANT TO MAKE SOME REALLY SIMPLE AND I MEAN SIMPLE FUBUX? LETS SAY HMMMMMM.... 20,000 FUBUX? HERE'S WHAT YOU DO..... MAKE ME A PERSONAL SALUTE WITH MY NAME IN IT! YEP IT'S THAT EASY! SIMPLY DO A SALUTE TO ME, DJ BYTCH AT STINKEYE RADIO AND I WILL GIVE YOU 20,000FUBUX ONCE YOU ARE DONE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW! HAPPY FUBARIN *** DJ Bytch *** CT/ FU Wife Of DJ Jay *** Owner Of Stinkeyeradio.com *** (Fu - Owned by AirBags)@ fubar OK SO YEA YOU MAY THINK I AM LAME! BUUUUUUUUUUUUT...... I AM BORED, AND DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS OF IT! CAUSE I KNOW SOME OF YOU OUT THERE REALLY LOVE ME! SO I ASK.... DO YOU WANT TO MAKE SOME REALLY SIMPLE AND I MEAN SIMPLE FUBUX? LETS SAY HMMMMMM.... 20,000 FUBUX? HERE'S WHAT YOU DO.....

Random Thoughts
Today is a day where she just wants to find a quite spot in the dark away from people. To curl up in a ball and just be. Maybe her mind will clear and thoughts will make sense. Pulls her hair back and screams "I don't want to live this life anymore!"

Nick Wolf
what i think what life has in store is a second great depression look at it gm plants are hungry for money as well as ford and other plants grant after seeing high gas prices anywhere from 3.97 to 7.39 a gallon it is anywhere from 1.49 to 2.69 a gallon for regular unleaded. but the stock markets are falling apart as well as education for the students. whats next?? people out of a job? out of house and home? going hungry? my worst fear isnt dying but whe world going insane. after reading others of how they feel, i feel sorrow and laughter on some chatters. my only thing is i been through hell and highwater myself. On my 11th birthday, my real mother died in my arms. i was adopted in may 1983. i was strucked by lightning at the age of 13 i think it was the month of april. what i was told i died 3 times on the emergency table. had a 107.5 feaver and came close of dying at the age of 16. in school i was a solitare person, everyone treated me like you know what, my junior prom sucked but

Owned/owner
This is the Proud owner of me for a month...Everyone Needs to show her some LOVE back!!!! She is one of the nicest people I know on here and am PROUD to be owned by her. PLEASE SOME HER THE LOVE SHE DESERVES!!!!! If She is not a friend yet ... Please FAN/ADD/RATE =^^=Momma CaT=^^= Demon Crew ~ Shadow Leveler - Owned by CaTDaddy & Owner of SexyTiger@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This pimp out brought too you by her Proud Slave: **SexyTiger** ~ Demon Crew Member ~ Shadow Leveler ~ Owned by =^^= Momma CaT =^^=@ fubar Please repost... Yep, you got it right. I have more then one Fu-Owner. Please Rate/Fan/Add them. I'm sure they will return the Love. First one is none other then the Famous Fu-Daddy himself. Everyone Loves this Man. Mwahz Daddy!! ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~DA PLAYBOY OF DA FU™~FUBAR'S 16TH PROPHET~OWNER OF DA PLAYBOY'S PLAYMATES~@ fubar The other is Hi Everybody. I just got to know him & Alre

Love And Hurt
Hey everybody that reads this please do me a favor and come join me and my friends over at www.stinkeyeradio.com or come over to www.fubar.com and listen to us in are lounge http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51165, and while your there register with fubar its free and fun. We are looking for Dj's. So if your looking for becoming a DJ fill out and app at the stinkeyeradio website and include my DJ name at the bottom. Also i you are looking for a website or streamers please contact jayjay__1@yahoo.com. Thank you DJ Chevylover (http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=1527108) this is my fubar link to my page. Will nighttime take the place of day? So much sorrow I feel when you're away. When I turn to look for you, you're not there to hold, Sometimes the solitude seems so cold. Words dare not say how much I miss you, It seems time drags on when you are gone, it's true. Though I fight it I still feel blue, So here I sit and write this rhyme to you. Yet my words are

Pavlik Remains Undefeted
Undefeated World Middleweight Champion, Kelly "The Ghost" Pavlik, defends his title against the #1 Contender Gary "The Rocket" Lockett. Pavlik has beaten all 33 of his opponents, 29 by Knock Out. In February he defeated 2000 Olympic Bronze Medalist and former Undisputed Middleweight Champion Jermain Taylor. It was the second time he defeated Taylor. Gary Locket has soundly defeated every boxer he has faced as a professional, most of them by Knock Out. Lockett has one avenged loss. Pavlik and Lockett are both "Knock Out artists" gaining victory by KO in 80% of their matches. PAVLIK WINS UNANIMOUS DECISION by Chuck Johnson | Photos by Will Hart Kelly Pavlik had to go the distance this time, but the middleweight champion was aptly rewarded Saturday night at the MGM Grand Garden Arena. Proving that he intends to be a force for awhile, Pavlik won a hard-fought 12-round unanimous decision victory to remain unbeaten and thwart former champion Jermain Taylor's bi

Wondering Through
You ever get the feeling you are wondering through your city with no destination in sight? or in mind? You pass by road and road club and club house and house Yet you feel as if you dont belong in any of those places? you feel lost confused hurt and very much so distracted? It's as if your wondering through this life with no meaning or purpose what so ever...Welcome to my world!!! wish it wasn't like this and didnt feel this way but I do. maybe someday it all will change? But I have low expectations on that subject... Have a Wonderful Blessed Day!!! Love, What a difficult subject to discuss... how do you know your in love? me i feel its when you constantly think about someone, dream of them, miss them when their not around, and when you do get those special moments of time with them you find yourself praying and asking our Lord Jesus Christ to STOP TIME dead in its tracks. so you can feel as if them moments will never end.... Is that selfish of someone to pray for that? Am i obsessed?

My First Poem
at a glance they look like crystle At the time they speak like wind for the monment their calm like a great message they smile in ya face while thinkin of someone to take ya place she moves with ease her bodies silk like spring leaves She talks with a new language her words can't describe how it feels so good to me Telling me "i love you baby," keeps all my pain n suffering away with the wind blowing in my ear lets me always know, she'll be near if not there I love u to and i will always be here

Yeah This Is My Blog.. Ok?
Mommy went to Heaven, but I need her here today, My tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away. Operator can you tell me how to find her in this book? Is Heaven in the yellow part, I don't know where to look. I think my daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why. Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me. Is Heaven very far away, is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time she needs to come home now. I really need to reach her, but I simply don't know how. Help me find the number please, is it listed under "Heaven"? I can't read these big big words, I am only seven. I'm sorry operator, I didn't mean to make you cry. Is your tummy hurting too, or is there something in your eye? If I call my church maybe they will know. Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found the number to my church tacked up on the wall. Thank you operator, I'll give them a call. De

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I have a beautiful baby boy. 2. Im closer to my husbands then my own 3. Im the middle child and love it 4. Im a daddies girl 5. I have 4 tattoos and want more 6. I hate to clean 7. I can decorate cakes for any occasion 8. I love to go for walks in the woods 9. I love to read true crime books 10. I love to watch Law and Order. Now who is left to torture Bite Fair Tazman LilGirley Mikey Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a commen

Creatures Of Habit
We walk around in a world that is filled with immortal tears.. i always touch on abuse and ignorance, but there are not enough words to discribe how damageing the ignorance is ..the abuse is bad enough and its not just children, well furries can be considered children as well, but it in perspective.. i am a lover of animals and i would like to open a no kill shelter, but lets be realistic some animals are just not loveable anymore, due to their old humans, Same with children. There are emotions that shatter when they are young that make them unadoptable and they are damaged goods to any would be parent, so they bounce around from home to home thinking no one really wants them... ITs never true. Pity isnt what they are looking for ..its acceptance and love and they just dont know how to take it or give it.. Both species are in trouble and no one is REALLY willing to do anyting but give up... there should not be a "hopeless case or a lost cause" they are babies givin a ba

This Place
What can I say. This site is more than I could have ever imagained. Never found one place whre you can meet such a wide variety of people. Here you can talk to individuals from her in the US or as far away as you can imagaine. You can get your heart shattered one day, and the next met someoen who makes you fel like your flying. I have met a wide variety of men on hre. Well not actually in person that is. Some have become wonderful friends I hope to have for the rest of my life, and others I never want to think of again. But all in all , as many times as I have wanted to leave, I dotn think I could. Always been a terribly shy girl. Yes I know some of you will find that very hard to believe lol. But it is very true. Never would let anyone take a picture, or if they did wouldn't smile. So terribly self conscious and insecure. Unfortunately these insecurities made me lose a very special friend I had here. I sometimes put up a false front of this flirty, naughty girl.

Look Out!
My lucky number is #4. For a few reasons. 1) I was born in April (4th month) 2) My childhood baseball hero, Paul Molitor of the Milwaukee Brewers, wore #4 3) My basketball idol for the Milwaukee Bucks, Sidney Moncrief, also wore #4 4) I spent all of my adult years cheering for - in my mind - the most exciting quarterback to ever play the game, Brett Favre, who also wore... #4. And today the 4th reason joined the second and third in retirement. *SIGH* If you're not from Wisconsin or a Packers fan, you can't fully understand what Brett Favre meant to a city, a state, and fans across the country (maybe even around the world). I'll tell you what he meant to me, though. I met him - once - in 1996, the year they went to the Superbowl. It was at a downtown Milwaukee bar called Taylor's. I met him in the bathroom of all places! Talk about one of the oddest places to run into a living legend. But we all have to go sometime, right? Only a few words were exchanged, the

Idk Just Wanted To Vent And Write ...
did she ever really love me or was it all just a game. now i sit here feeling all this pain all over again , i was told you loved me and wouldnt do me the same. well seems to me like you did me the same except you weren't in it for the fame n shit like she was you were just in it for the head games but truth is i still fuckin love you in the end. i keep dreamin' of her got me hooked like no other she's the type of girl i would like to meet my mother the best of the best could never love another she'll have my heart so there's no question that i love her with a sweet personality positive with no fallacies chill a lot and play games and i know she loves to challenge me so much fun she's more than enough she's embraced in my arms long conversations after making love and yea, she has her faults but hey who cares? she's not perfect nor i just wanted her to be there tell me how could we ever break up? i'm proud that we can make through each day but i need to wake up and get bac

Come Visit
PLEASE come and rate/add/fan me or buy me a drink. Also don't forget to subscribe to me lounge too called bob your head rockers. PLEASE PLEASE help me. Thanks ALOT. Love, Andrea Hi this is Andrea. I just made a lounge. Its brand new lounge. Right now I'm looking for DJ's and Staff. SO please come and check out my lounge. love andrea

~hottest Ab's On Fubar Giveaway!~
Contest is now open......... one with highest total of rates plus comments at the end of 10 days wins!! MUCH LOVE!! XOX Elaina SO here is the deal..... think you have the hottest V...... tighest ab's on fubar? Shout me and I will add your pic to my contest! Contest will run 10 days from day of opening... First place .. 1 month VIP or 7 day blast your choice Second place ... gets 3 day blast Third place... gets a day blast All entries get bling from me for entering. Contest will begin when I have at least 10 entries,GOOD LUCK! ~~KISSEZ, Elaina~~

Life
Anythinguwant There is always bad in life u gotta take the bad with the good or life will never be good hope u guys take this to heart cause there aint noone like u so be who u r and fuck anyone who dont like it Love to all Fubarians

Hmm
ONE MORNING YOU OPEN YOUR EYES AND IN THE CORNER OF THE ROOM RIGHT ABOVE YOUR HEAD YOU SEE THIS ... What would you do?!?!?!?! Meet Skitz. Skitz is in a contest. This contest needs comments. Please comment Skitz. Skitz appreciates it greatly. Skitz says thank you. click the banner to enter

For Purple
im hosting my first auction who what to come have lots of fun with me they must have a salute rate fan add me to be in the contest,25,000 entry fee,send me the link to the pic they want in a message not my shout box,most rated pic wins 150,000 fubucks i will post bullys but they must promote themself will start when i have 10 contestents and will end depending on when i get enough ppl to start then put what r u waiting for come on and join the fun THE LOVELY HOST OF IT CONTACT GET IN purplesky proud member of "THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY"WINNER OF MY AUCTION (LauraLei)@ fubar 1 daily profile rate during hh 2 daily drink or two 3 daily profile comments 4 stash rateing during hh 5 sfw salute or nfsw salute what ever the contestent agrees to! 6 fu-owned by name 7 pimp the winner out in about me or in blog on profile please add to the bully that winner may be turned away at the descrestion of the person being bidded on and the next person with the highest bid

Lost In Translation
You tell me that you are leaving. You have to leave, and part of me understands that. It does not stop me from wanting to lift my face to the sky and scream. If I could have prevented all of this, I would do it. Had I known what would happen, I would go back and change time. But I cannot. I must live with my guilt, my shame, my regret. All I can offer you is the knowledge that I still love you. I always will. And I will miss you, maybe more than you truly know. Take care, my love. Be safe. Something lurkes outside tonight. Something Dark...not so nice either. Hard to describe it completely when you can't really "see" it, but rather you feel it's oppressive nature all around you. It seems to want to drive you insane, to take all that is Light from the world. Apparently, someone/s has been messing with something they don't really know about, and have unleashed on this poor unsuspecting community, something very un-pleasant. Something evil, for lack of a better wo

My Fucked Up Life
i looked to these eyes and all i see is stone cold hatred. And then I realizes they are my mother and father eyes. Then I realizes the only one i ever truely care about doesnt care. But who needs family. Fuck you mother, and a big fuck you father, but to you my brother, the only person i truely care about in my family what you have done to me, turned your back on me when i needed you the most... i cant even tell you how much that hurt nor can i put into words the feelings i have towards you now. And so lets see if i can make it with no family and with a boyfriend who treats me like i dont exist. I'm emotionally on my own and lets see how strong i really am. Not only do I still have anyone who wants to date me I have to run into everyone who i like having someone by there side. Which further my theory that I am only pretty enough to fuck but not pretty to date. Then on friday night after getting hit on but probably the hottest guy in the bar, I decide to get a ride with another g

Showing Some Love
Hey everyone I belong to this lounge called Mystical Dark Angels lounge. Its amazing on how sweet everyone is in there. I am the dancer and i wanna invite all of you to join the lounge and have alot of fun!. We are one big happy family in there. Respect is a must. Disrespect anyone and you will be asked to leave. So come on in and take a look around if you like it join us. We guarantee you wont be disapointed. Hello everyone! this is for all of my friends on here. I appreciate th elove ive been getting since i signed up lastnight. Ind everyone of you. I figured i would dedicate this to all of you. You have made me feel so welcome since ive been here. Stop by anytime to show the love. I love comments and fans and all of that other good stuff so thank you all so much. Party like rockstar thank you so much for everything youve done so far. You are a true friend. much love!

Freinds
jokes Current mood: energetic Riddles for a Twisted Mind..... Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.What is the difference between "ooooooh"and "aaaaaaah"? A. About three inches. Q. Why do Gay men wear ribbed condoms? A. For traction in the mud. Q: What's the difference between

So Much Drama
Well this is my first blog on fubar.... I just decided to blog because I found it funny that some of these haters (whom show way more then I did or ever intend to on the internet) decided to report a clevage shot as NSFW.... Quite personally I think its funny because Shes just mad because I said that I didnt think even pimpin herself out she would make enough money for her ransome on her mumm..... Of course you will always have haters in this world.... Well I guess I can only say NOBODY fucks you over like family.... No matter how much you do for them.... I have always helped anyone in my family that I can.... I would give the shirt off my back if someone in my family needed it.... I have and would fight for my family.... I might even kill for my family.... I know if it came to someone doing something to one of my children I would kill someone.... I would and have given the last dollar to my name to someone in my family.... I recently found out that my cousin, w

Salutes!!!???
I am in an Auction... bid on me and you get some cool shit if you win!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=216966&albumid=908980&i=3471269812&idx=8 I would love for someone to create a salute for me. I am open to what the "price" shall be... obvisiously the better the salute the better the price. Let me know what you think. If you want a salute back, I can do that!

Awesome Tunez Inc
COME CHECK OUT THE NEW ROCKING SOUNDS OF AWESOME TUNEZ INC. JUST WHEN YOU THOUGHT IT WAS SAFE, WE SET THE WORLD A BLAZE COME TO CLUB FEAR, WHERE THE HOTTEST DJ'S AND CREW WILL SET YOU ON FIRE, WHEN YOU THOUGHT IT WAS SAFE THEY HAVE COME TO TERRIFY N WRECK THE AIRWAVES WITH EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN OMG OMG ITS DJ HEFTY!!!!! WONDER WHAT TRICK HE IS GONNA PULL OF TODAY??? THEY DON'T CALL HIM THE INFAMOUS 4 NOTHING!!!!! PLAYING ANY N EVERYTHING THE OTHERS WONT PLAY AND KEEP YOU SALIVATING FOR MORE!!! JUST CLICK THE PIC TO FIND OUT

The Mystery Of Mervin
The place to write shit down. So, do I just tell you what I'm really thinking? The fact or the fantasy? You pick it, believe it or not. Swervin Mervin was born in the backwoods in the mid fifty's. "Swervin" got his nickname while riding bicycles around the trails as a child. He could drive anything. He could have been a champion. His love of the ladies and his taste for the night life turned his path away from the big time. Not much more than a small track clown, He could still race and win sometimes. Always riding his motorcycle around the pits and talking to everyone. If he couldn't get in the race he would hire out to do motorcycle stunts. Always on or near the track, he always found work doing the bike stunts. He always had one special lady at each track. Some say they had him... ya know, like he's gigolo or something. In the days to come "The Mystery of Mervin" will continue. Geraldo Rivera wrote a tell all book naming names. Maybe I should writ

Breathe...
thanks for all the Help! for all those you help her win this contest! thats her link thank you very much http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=813171&albumid=1137628&i=2081020007 As I sit in My Room and Stare at the wall...all I want is a woman.... that could be a possibility to be with me ... I want her to understand me as I lead the way to many days if I had my way .....Love is a feeling from above...........to love and respect never neglect her or I "wow" I always wonder why....I feel this way....damn do yall ever feel this way about your love? "Is True Love Really a Reality" "Think about it!

Thinking......
some recent events have started me thinking again. recently i found out a dear friend of mine was, according to the doctors, about an hour from death after waiting in the ER for some pelvic pain she had been having. come to find out she had a phlopian tube that was on the verge of bursting and had already hemeraged. luckly they rushed her in for emergency operation that saved her life. then one of the women i love, yes i love more then one, found her dad this morning when she checked on him passed away from a long hard battle with cancer. in a way its relieving that has finally had gone and didnt have to suffer the pain anymore that he had for some time. i only wish that i would have had the chance to meet him. yet another friend of mine had her father pass away from mutliple battles with cancer the first of the year. i did have the oppertunity to become friends with her dad. he was a strong man and had battle cancer for some time beating it once only to have it come back

Downers
So, I found out today from a counselor, that the reason I may be having so much problems with men. I'm attracted to the unavailable. HOw, and how come it doesn't show up that they have the "unavailable" quailty there was no answer from the counselor. So, that sucks, so what does that really mean...... Suck MY balls!!! hahahahahahaha chickenfuckers

Real Life Stuff
Hey! Got the tattoo I mentioned before and there is a pic in my default folder so you all can see it. It ended up being bigger than I originally wanted but it is beautiful and I love it. It is on my left hip/butt cheek and looks so cute... just like me. LOL. Big blue eyes, a crooked little halo and a devil tail. LMAO. Let me know what you think. Okay for any of my friends who don't know me well or haven't really read my profile..... I had Gastric bypass surgery in Aug 2006 to lose weight for health reasons. I did pretty good, not great and lost over 100 pounds. I am much healthier and happier these days. I broke up with the guy I was with for over 6 years in March 2007 but we are still very good friends and he still lives with me. I flew down to Florida in April 2007 to meet a guy I had been talking to online and phone for over a year only to find he was a big, fat liar. No worries, I moved on and met someone else in less than a month. I started dating him and well .

Burning Zone
Okay I know everyone has said it or read this type of blogs but now I'm souncing off on it. I'm sick and tiered of mumms about wich is better fubar or myspace. First off to qoute on off my homeboys "it's obveas that fubar is better if your posting this mumm on fubar to begin with." Ppl post this mumms just to get points just becuse they are to gon name lazy to come ul with anything original. I think its high time that we band thes type of mumms once and for all hell that would also put an end to thes type of blogs as well. Shot I'm even tempted to post a mumm just to find out if everyone is as tiered as i am of seeing thes mumms being posted. I say we start a petiton to put an end to mumms concering wich is better fubar or myspacem if you are with me leve me a comemment saying so. Oso Negro out! TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT I'M GOING TO BRAKE OUT OF THIS HELL HOLE. I'M GOING TO START A NEW LIFE IN THE BURNING ZONE. AS THE POWDER BURNS A SMOKING GUN IN MY HAND. AS I WATCH THE PLACE BURN DOW

Misc
I really hate it when people ask me for help and I do everything in my power to help them. Yet when I ask for help I have very few people that come and help me. Literally like 4 people. So I just want to say thanks to my true friends and to the rest of you F*ck Off!! Don't ask me for help ever again!! Thanks for showing your true colors!! Here are some statistics for all of us single ladies out there.... The divorce rate has raised 20% in the past 5 years. This means less relationships working out. The domestic violence cases has raised 15% in the past 3 years. This means more violent men. The percentage of men not paying child support has raised almost 50% in the past 10 years. This means more dead beat dads. The percentage of single men has dropped 15% in the last 5 years and single women has raised 7% in the last 5 years. This means less available men. SO IN OTHER WORDS.... WE MIGHT AS WELL GIVE IT UP LADIES!!! AND IF YOU ARE LUCKY ENOUGH TO FIND SOMEONE... K

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Love & Life To All ...........
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with your heart. Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other ,but in looking outward together in the same direction! I love you ,not only for what you are ,but for what i am when i am with you !! Partying or not !!! He feels good and fits so well in my hands, my heart and my plans. He knows my kind of crazy is unique among all other brands and he might not always accept it but he always understand. For romance he might ask but respect he commands and he can be a cold man but always has warm hands. and my place is a honor cause of how close he stands. Our love is gentle but our sex is savage. N we know each other in every spot On each others body to ravage. His grace and beauty defined! And every strong woman his kind stands behind. He's lust and love combined and he's either on my clit or mind !

Umm Yeah Anyone Else??
as if we didn't pay enough for horse meat cut with worm and sawdust, McDonald's has implemented a new pay for extra sauces policy... i know this because i happen to like my french fries slathered in hot mustard. i ask you, what goes better with potatoes deep fried in animal fat than hot mustard? i, unfortunately have fallen victim to the NMO (new mcdonalds order) as I'm unable to overcome this soul sucking addiction... sadly what most of the world doesn't know is, said policies were put into action in order to support and cover up Ronald's nasty little heroin and make up habit... i happen to know for a fact that he is also a member of the dreaded clown mafia and he uses the Ronald McDonald House to launder money for this crime syndicate... there is currently a hit out on the king, jared, and wendy... hasnt anyone ever wondered what happened to the taco bell chihuahua? rumors have surfaced that he is now living as a pit bull in idaho somewhere, but i believe he sleeps with the fishes at

General
HEY YALL COME CHECK OUT THE FIREHOUSE NEW LOUNGE RAN BY YOURS TRUELY SAPPER937 http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=57448 1. We own at least one artice of clothing that says our man's Military Branch on it and wear it at least once a week 2. Our AOL/ Yahoo/Myspace/Xanga ect. profiles have something to do with military or have song lyrics in them 3. We know what the terms Head, Rack, Field Day and PT mean and have no trouble using them on a daily basis 4. We know the difference between a Recruit, Enlisted, Officer and know the rank structure like the back of our hand 5. We feel every note of the songs "I'm Already There", "When I'm Gone", "Here Without You", "Proud to be an American" and "The National Anthem" (it is usally one of these songs whose lyrics can be found in our profile) 6. We watch the news and cry hystarically for fallen Marines, Soldiers, Airmen and Sailors and no one seems to understand why 7. We just cry.... and cry.... and cry..

Dont Feed Me Your Bullshit Lies
Funny how men these days on the internet will basically be players. why cant they be real? if your online to make friends great, or online to find a date, fine? or even get ur rocks off, fine. just be honest about it. lies lies lies. I've said it before, and say it again. the internet has become the new age, going to the bar to pick up people, one nite stand thing. screw this im heading back to the bar, maybe normal people started going back there dont come onto me, wanting to have sex with me. dont feed me with lines of how sexy I am, hot, pretty orr what ever. There is something here beyond the eyes, mouth and body. I love sex, every part of it, I havent been able to find a man to keep up with me. But that is no mean an invintation to try. I have a someone im interisted in, hopefully he can keep up. So if you want to get to know me, start off by knowing the inside of my mind, then maybe you can see the outer me. I want you to stimulate my mind, not my clit

Zen Stories
There was once an old man who had a fine strong son. The father and son were poor and had little except for an exceptional stallion. One night, the son forgot to close the gate to the corral and the stallion ran off. The next day the old man's friends and neighbors came to console him on his bad luck. The old man smiled and said, "Good luck, bad luck, who knows?" For the next day, the stallion returned and brought with him a great herd of horses. Now the old man's friends and neighbors came and congratulated him for his good luck. Again the old man only smiled and said, "Good luck, bad luck, who knows?" For the next day, the son was thrown while trying to break the horses and both his legs were broken. Again the old man was consoled and again he responded, "Good luck, bad luck, who knows?" For that very day, soldiers came through the town conscribing all the young men into the army. They took a look at the son with his two broken legs and they left him alone. Good luck, b

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Ok For My Family
ok ppl here goes im 32 yrs old its my life and ill do wat ever i want every one else had there life to live now its my turn and i choose who i date and if ppl dont like it to bad im going to date who i want and if u want to act like this then ill be another jo jo and u know wat she did so go ahead stuff like this could be considered slander and thats a felony i love yall but that is not wat u do when some one u loves loves some one that makes them happy we both did things that were wrong so if we can get over yall can too we r trying to work it out so back off you r not dating her i would be im out i will not be in no more drama im the one who is 32 and pick who i want i need support not criticicem on who i pick its not right and not how i was raised no more being meen i come here to unwind so no more been kids support me in my decisions and dont belittle the ones i choose im an adult and i have to live with my choice so be there 4 me and dont cause hostility mom u know better u wasn

My Spirit!
I LONG TO BE-IN MY HOME BY THE SEA,I LIVE TO BE-A COWBOY OF THE SEA,WHEN I SLEEP-I DREAM OF BEING OUT ON THE OPEN SEA,WHEN I'M AWAKE-I CAN'T WAIT TO BE ON MY BOAT OUT ON THE SEA,AFTER A LONG DAY-I THANK HEAVENLY FATHER FOR MY SAFE DAY OUT ON THE SEA,IF YOU HAVE THE COURAGE AND ARE UP TO IT-COME JOIN THIS PANIOLO 'O KE KAI,THIS "COWBOY OF THE SEA" WHEN FISHERMAN GOES TO SEA THEY TAKE THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD WITH THEM. THEY BARE THE RESPONSABILITIESOF THE SAFETY FOR ALL WHO GO WITH THEM. THEY CARRY THE HEARTS OF THOSE THEY LEAVE BEHIND WITH THEM. WHILE THEY ARE OUT CATCHING THEIR SHARE OF FISHERMANS GOLD THEY WONDER IF IT'S ENOUGH. THEY PRAY FOR DIRECTIONS. THEY PRAY FOR FULL LOADS OF FISHERMANS GOLD. THEY PRAY FOR SAFE PASSAGE. THEY PRAY THAT THEIR LOVED ONES WILL BE WAITING TO GREET THEM AT THE END OF THE RUN. THE BEST THINGS IN A FISHERMANS DAY ARE: HAVING A GREAT CREW HAVING A BOUNTIFUL CATCH HAVING A SAFE JOURNEY OUT & BACK HAVING NO BREAKAGE OF EQUIPMENT MOST IM

Just Saying "hey"
hope every 1 is enjoying this beautiful day, and have a drink with me! r.i.p. my sweet and wonderful gregory, i will miss u and u will always b in my heart.. this first drink is 4 u.. mmuuaahh I just wanted to say "hey" ****with a warm smile**** Hope all is well with all of you, ***kisses*** Have a drink on me ;)

The Touch Of A Man
Yesterday I was online talking to a friend I just made, when all hell broke lose. It all started at 6:30 am, when the mister came into the house yelling about the same shit. I got up, did what need to be done and start chatting with this friend, about 10:45 am I walked to the store to call my sister. Its about a 10 min walk, by the time I return home at 11:15am, the mister had grab my 16 year old daughter around her neck and push her against the wall. I wasn't there, and I'm kicking myself for it now, I knew in my heart that that was going to happen, but the other part said this man is no fool. Fooled me....My daughter told me what happen and I confroned him, of course he make it seem like it was my child fault, he mad that her room wasn't clean. Now by this point my eyes have turn red, He lock my girls bathroom door so they could use his, took down my 16 year old daug. bedroom door, than he yells that he don't give a damn if my daughter walk around him nude. he seen ass before, my 18

Venting Space
ok so have you ever seen oh I don’t know, 2 kebler elves trying to pull the jolly green giant in 2 totally different directions at the same friggin time? Yea like their really gonna move him let along rip him in half. it’s a really funny site if you’re a by stander or even funnier if you hearing about it and visualize it in your head. See my point yea I just thought id share some random things likt this with the world from time to time. Or like the old cartoons with the dude and the lil devil n lil angel on each shoulder, and their supposed to be helping the person but in reality they are bickering with each other and being no help at all, good times! Or when you put Elmer fudd daffy duck and bugs bunny all in one episode and the 2 end up shooting each other while bunny boy slips away! Classic! Im telling you if you picture the first scenario in your head rite now you will be cracking up for hrs! THIS IS NOT ALL ABOUT YOU, it is in general to every one who knows me

Help My Sis Please!!
Wanna help..Just stop by and rate this pic for my sis..She is super cool :D My sister is in a contest that ends on her 30th Birthday... So please just click on this pic and rate it!!! Thank you so much!!!

Feelings
i don't know how i feel about them... are they a threat to my current relationship? do they still have power over him? i am afraid that one of the many that he's had could just bat their lashes at him and he'll go... he's not so happy with me right now... i know that i have issues... lots and lots of issues... and i try not to let it get to me... i work so much and try and get all these hours at work so i can keep my mind of what i don't know. i was just doing the usual thing at work... its another basketball game... i don't know. it was an easy smooth day so far... and i had filled up on food someone cared enough to get me. So i had a satisfied feeling... i had another hunger i needed to satisfy. and at work there are so many men that would make you drool... behind the stands, waiting in line, or just there for the game and beers with buddies... you have a lot to choose from... oh and one man in particular... (baby i've been drooling over him for years

The Good And The Bad
I saw you just last night Though I knew nothing would be changing The friendship we gained Left out in the rain As though I'd never see you again I sat in a daze with my mind off in a distance Thinking of the place where you now stay Not knowing what to do I stayed in my place Just thinking of the place you lay Neatly kept with a white picket fence A place that shows we care Cold in the winter and warm in the summer With birds chirping in the air Though laid to rest Your memory lives on Of the times You were at your best The night you left us will never be forgotten Our hearts are still filled with the pain The tears we cry For the night you died Fell like the hardest rain Though years will pass The pain will forever last I saw you just yesterday Please tell us what we can do To make the pain go away Though your spirit lives on May you rest in peace Eventually we will let the pain in our hearts finally cease Though death is not forever We will again all

7 Day Blast Contest
New update as incentive, I will do something for everyone who enters whether it be a bling or big pimping gift or fubucks maybe even a lesser blast or VIP. It depends on you and the pic entry so contact me and we can discuss what you will receive for entering the contest, but remember the prize is a 7 day blast keep that in mind when you let me know your requests please! Thanks to everyone who has shown interest so far I will be holding a contest to see who can make me the sexiest salute photo. Sorry guys for obvious reasons this contest is only open to the ladies and ladies only so I welcome all submissions from my lovely Fubar friends. Also you must be my friend to enter so if you are not already, now would be a good time to start. It can be NSFW in fact that may help, but does not have to be for entry. It can be a booby salute, booty salute, or simply your pretty face, whatever you think it takes to win. My screen name must appear either on your body, or on a card you are holding.

To All Who Have Been Mislead By Liars
I can see you are checking my site out, when you do please do not forget to go past theodoro.eu. Would like to clear some things with you while you are reading this. I am NOT out to distroy David, I have nothing to gain with that. There is just one thing I want from him and that is to delete the pictures that are not his. Just for one second think about how it would be if you would come across a profile that uses your pictures, would you just let them continue letting other people think that thats them? I am not a mean guy or spreading lies, just telling the one and only truth; he is not the one on the picures, those pictures are copyrighted, and i want him to take them down. Thats all. This weekend all posible legal steps will be taken, seeing David does not want to listen to reason and just admit its not him and take them all down. some people just seem not able to just live their own lives. Use this internet thing as a way out, a dreamworld. Someone on here is using pictu

Whats Up
I Just wanna know 1. Do People READ profiles- i get alot of wanna go out, what do yea got on, are you married la la la!! bull shit. 2. Whats up people want to be added and then you never see them again is it all about points here? I Just wanna say am here for FRIENDSHIP!! thats it! am not here to be picked up on am MARRIED and happy!!!. am just here for the FUN and friendship nothing more. And Finly i have gotten to know some really cool people in the last few months just to Name a few Dale (Justfishing) i knew him from another site that is no longer Livedigtal but just got to know him better here on fubar and yahoo he is just a real sweetheart and a awsome!! friend i think the world of him he is as true as they come thanks dale for the awsome awsome friend that you are love ya for that. Rena i just hooked up with her about 2 weeks ago she is just a sweet person thanks Rena for your friendship am so glad to see you here and now on LiveVideo there are alot of you fro

All About Me...
The simplest things in life are always the things that make the most impact. People tend to over look the small simple things, not realizing how very important each one of those things really are. If you loose those small simple things then literally the fabric of life would come unraveled and chaos would ensue everywhere. Take the time to notice at least one of the small simple things happening around you each day and you will notice. Your days seem shorter, more relaxed, and peaceful. You will find courage in thing you thought you laked and you will feel a deep since of pride in all the larger things that consume your day. Nothing will seem quite so tough to accomplish anymore. The more you notice a small little thing, the more of them you will notice and better you will feel. You will start living the life you always wanted to, and thought you never could. You will accomplish things that always seemed to be just out of reach. And the simple most importan

Over 30 Crowd
1. Who was your last text from? My Son Devin2. Where was your default picture taken? 1 of many Hillsboro Parks3. Whats your middle name? Lee4. Whats on your mind? Answering these questions5. Does your crush/GIRLfriend/BOYfriend like you back? I assume so6. What is your current mood? Mellow7. What is your moms name? Sarah and Faith8. What color shirt are you wearing? Red9. Are you close with your dad? Once upon a time10. If you could go back in TIME and change something, would you? Not sure11. Have a crazy side? yes12. Ever had a near death experience? yes 1 to many13. Something you do a lot? Read14. Angry at anyone? not really15. Favorite Month? March16. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Erik Estrada- from Chips17. When was the last time you cried? night b4 last18. If you could have one super power what would it be? Mind Reader19. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Ass20. What do you usually order from Starbucks? NOTHING----THEY DON'T SUPPORT OUR TROOPS

Truth
IT ALWAYS STARTS OFF AS BEING TRUTHFUL THE ENDING UP HURTING,NO MATTER THE STUGGLE TO GET WHERE UR GOING OR THE HILLS U HAVE TO CLIMB AS LONG AS U GET THERE, BUT WHEN U DO ARE U HAPPY IS IT WHAT U EXPECTED , OR JUST THE OPPOSITE SOMETIMES IT WORKS OUT THAT WAY IN ORDER TO HAVE ONE U CANT HAVE THE OTHER AND IF U GET BOTH IN ONE THEN KEEP IT BC U WONT GET IT AGAIN AND U MIGHT JUST LOSE WHAT U WANTED IN THE FRIST PLACE IN ALL U FIND IT KEEP IT CLOSE LOVE IT CHERISH IT AND NEVER GIVE IT UP WITHOUT A FIGHT AND FIGHT LIKE HELL TO KEEP IT IT WILL PAY OFF BUT TO ANSWER IT LOVE IT TATOLLY SUCKS UNTILL U FIND THE RIGHT ONE JUST ADKING FOR INPUT ON

For Single Bikers & Lady Riders!!
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Poker
had poker on Thursday.. Took 14th, which defenately wasnt as good as the 1st I took last Thursday. Oh well.. Also goin to a friends tonight for poker, for the 1st time in 3 weeks. Always a good time, if nothin else. Yes I play the cards sometimes.. most thursdays, some saturdays, and even go to the casino from tiem to time. I will be postin on how I do at times, just because. Tonight took 9th/21 at the free thursday night one at the base club

Best Friends
i didnt think it would hurt this bad leaving my 3 friends i really dont want to leave but i have to i have nothing here anymore but my friends i cant make it here i will be back tho!!! i dont like what the one friend i love 2 death did but its ok i can understand i love u val and i allways will i want u to know that u need me u know i will b here for u and u to jen !!!!!! pain is all i know i think its all i ever will know but whatever happens happens for a reason so love yall peace out YANO true friends who r they or what r they? arent they the ones that r suppose to be there in ur time of need and not just ignore u yea thats what i thought but i guess a bf is more important but whatev i know who my friends r and what if at first u didnt want to date a friend and then relize how much u love them and how happy they make u but when u tell them how u truly feel after kickin urself in the ass for months for not telling her how u feel she says it's no fun anymore cuz u actually want to be

New
WELL SINCE I CAN'T HELP WITH THE MOOREHEAD, I CAN AT LEAST HELP WITH A GOOD BIRTHDAY PIMP! SAY HELLO TO THE BIRTHDAY MAN OF THE DAY! Craven Moorehead~Fu-owned by !!Fiesty!!..Stalking and perving !!Fiesty!!...The Bonnie to my Clyde.@ fubar MAKE SURE YOU ADD HIM, FAN HIM, AND RATE HIM! Craven Moorehead~Fu-owned by !!Fiesty!!..Stalking and perving !!Fiesty!!...The Bonnie to my Clyde.@ fubar KEEP HIM 100% SH** FACED! Craven Moorehead~Fu-owned by !!Fiesty!!..Stalking and perving !!Fiesty!!...The Bonnie to my Clyde.@ fubar AND DROP WHATEVER OTHER GIFT YOU WOULD LIKE TO BESTOW UPON HIM! Craven Moorehead~Fu-owned by !!Fiesty!!..Stalking and perving !!Fiesty!!...The Bonnie to my Clyde.@ fubar THIS HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISH BROUGHT TO YOU BY

February 21 2008
Good morning, All! It's 4am, ugh, and I woke up about 45 minutes ago aching all over. My Advil was calling in a loud voice. LOL Joey and I walked around Super K last night for about an hour. I'm learning that's a bad thing to do. But what's a girl to do when she can't shop? Geez! :-P Seriously though...as I try to do a little more each day, I'm finding that it's the little things like making my bed or emptying a waste basket that add up to more pain. It's extremely frustrating and not a little scary. I'm a Virgo, which means I'm a neat freak at heart. And just being in my bedroom/living area makes my skin crawl. It's not dirty, just extremely cluttered, and I can't keep up with it. This really hit home the other night when I was making dinner. Something simple like that should not cause pain, but I had to lay down curled up in a ball for an hour afterwords. I'm still going to the Chiro three times a week, and when I walk out of his office, I feel like I can take o

Help Help Help!
This is why? Yes it boils down to the experience bit. I'm tired of politicians getting the "swing vote" because voters are uneducated on how politics work. I voted for Hillary because she has rubbed elbows with the right people. Her husband has rubbed elbows with the right people. Therefore I have confidence that the promises she makes in her campaign have a better chance of being fulfilled. To suppliment that she has made promises that are feasable. Obama on the other hand, has done the opposite of build confidence in his ability to fulfill his promises. He has promised change the way politics are done. That's is almost as stupid as the war on terrorism. Sure there are some things that need to be changed about how politics work, but it going to take more that one man and a dream to change that. Just like the U.S. is never going to convince the entire world not to commit terrorist acts. That's why I agree with the republicans view that Obama is shouting empty promises that

My Giveaway
im in a give away only need 6,000 comments so help me get this over with quick and painlessly thanks so much melody ok im down to needing about 1750 in commments and im maxed for the day again if anyone has a few extra comments to spare please drop them my way im so close yet so far thanks so much and to all those who have helped me already many thanks to you heres the link you know what to do

Graphic Contest
k for those of u who wanna keep contact add me to yahoo mizzsweetbabygirl_25@yahoo.com im leavin fubar well peeps i'am holding a graphic contest for the best graphic designer / artist im needing 9 more entries and its all based on rates the winner will recive their graphic of their choice on my personal website for one month along with 1 thousand fubucks so hurry adn get ur graphics in today once i get 10 entries i will then open the contest just click the pic below for more details SweetBabyGirl Fu Owner Of Dj Fabulous & Fire & Ice Level Crew Read Profile Before Adding@ fubar

Self Destruction
It Is Possible To Take Enough Of The Right Pills To Numb All Your Feelings Away! Im Trying That Now! I Guess Ima Pro At Being Self Destrutive and My Good Friends Jim,Jack,and Jager Are Always By My Side For The Destrution Of Myself! Im Pretty Close To The End, So I'll Keep It Simple! There's A Pill For Any and Every Feeling You Ever Wanna Exscape and There Are Pills For The End

Babegirl65
When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began, but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness. A happiness I had never known before. For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire I knew once we first met none other would ever do, for I knew love. I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time. It is a love of passion and desire. It is a never-ending need to you, for you, only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love. I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond, for you are my dreams, my realities. You are my heart You are my meaning of true love. People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that perso

Fake People
i want everyone to know i need a lawyer to get custody of my son. so if anyone knows of a good one cheap or of any father groups that help to support the fathers please let me know i haven't seen my son close to half his life he is only 16 months old. so any help is good his pictures is in my profile thanks for any help you all can do thanks why is it you always find people putting up a phony picture of what they think they should look like come on people you are you quit doing this my god

Venting
So Ok! All This Week I've Herd People Bitch About This and Thats, But Mostly About The Gas Prices! Here's My 2 Cents On How To Make A Change In Gas Prices! Every Week For The Next 2 Months Write Your Congress and House Rep and Tell Them To Take Charge Against The Oil Companys and Regulate The Gas Prices! If You and Everyone Else Write Your Congress and House Reps A Letter Every Week For The Next 2 Months They Have To Listen! Exon and Mobile Are The 2 Largest and Richest Oil Companys Here In The U.S. and Yes I Know Our President Is A Oil Man But Its The Companies That Control The Gas Prices Not The President! Our Government Can Step In and Put A Stop To Rising Prices! Either Way Thats My 2 Cents Take It Or Leave It!!! I Should Feel Some Kinda Hate For A Certain Someone But For Some Reason I Don't! I Guess I Feel Sorry For Them Because Of The Way They Scream and Beg For Attenion! I Asked All My Friends That Are Still Friends With This Person To Keep My Name Out Of Their Mouths When Talk

Life
I just got word that my 88 yr old granma is on the verge of death. We could keep her with us by putting her on machines, but she told us long ago that she didn't want to live like that, because that wasn't living. So now we are waiting for the end to come. I don't know if I want to go see her as she is now or remember her the way she was. A firey, fiesty lady who didn't take guff off anyone no matter who they were. Death comes to every one sooner or later. All i can do now is pray that her passing is peaceful and painless. Go with God granma. I will see you again some day.3/9/08 addendum. My grandmaother passed away last night peacefully and painlessly. She will be missed. but she is no longer in any pain and with her friends who have gone before. People are funny.just when you think you can trust them they turn around and rip out a piece of your soul. Then they laugh at you when you tell them how much it hurts. It seems that some people enjoy hurting others. Well I've let go of that h

My Horse "waltari"
I just got the news from the Vet today that my horse has Founder, it could also be Cushings diaese. I will have to wait for the test results to come back, I hope it is not Cushings as Founder is bad enough. He will never be ridden again and that saddens my heart. I just hope a pray that we can save his feet for a while longer. He has been my life and my sanity for 25 years and I honeslty don't know how I will live if anything happens to him. Please say a prayer for him and me. I may not be on much, I will be spending a lot of time at the barn taking care of him. Well, yesterday I had to have my baby put down. He could no longer stand up and for a horse that is very bad. He would have been 30 in May. He is now with my baby girl Springtime at the Rainbow Bridge and I know that they will be waiting for me.

Don't
Don't trust, don't believe, don't love......... Just when you think you have the perfect life, something happens and you find out just how badly life sux. I won't bore you with details, just suffice to say I fucked up again. I gotta stop talking to heart what people say. People lie and cheat and that is a fact of life. I just have to learn to be less trusting and not listen to my heart so much. I am thankful for the happiness I had fro the short time I had it and I would not trade it for anything. I just have to remember that you really have to take time, cause you can never really know someone. You just have to hope that people are honest with you.

What ??
I contemplate many things, like many people. I ponder their meaning to me and to others. However the one contemplation that eludes me and everyone else is the contemplation of LOVING another. We all see the feeling of being loved, and we desire loving someone. However we are all imperfect in our knowledge and comprehension of such a complex emotion and action. Yes i did say action. Being in love is a feeling or emotion, while Loving another is all about action. We may have great communication with the ones we love, or the one we seek to love. But beyond that communication comes the hardest of all things, self comprehension. When we are asked what makes us happy, or what does love mean to us we all have our own ideas. Yet even those ideas are sometimes eluding to ourselfs. Many say for me to feel loved, i want to feel wanted, and respected. However it goes much deeper then this. People that receive what they want or think they want are never fully happy. Because not of the indi

Depressed
Grr life just sucks sometimes the more i try the worse it gets i give up i dont care anymore it dosent really even matter anyways cuz its not like anyone cares . i hate feeling like this i truley do . i dont know how to change it or make it any better. oh well ill stop bitching i guess i can't sleep so im sitting here thinking and then i got all sad and depressed i just wish my hole life was diffrent i wish i actually had real friends sometimes i feel like i alone i wish i was good looking and stuff. i try to be nice to everyone and help people is much as i can. i know i dont make any since but oh well. i wish my sisters wouldnt rub shit in my face cuz they have more money and stuff then me they dont know how bad they make me feel at times. i just feel like im neevr gunna be anything but a loser. grr i dk any more i sound dumb i should nt have even been writting this crap. well im gunna end this cuz idk what to write i have a hard time expressing my feelings. im the shy quite type pe

Dj Tazman Up For Auction
Hey all its DJ Tazman and im in another auction . So get in there and bid on me and show me how much you want me . Ty in advance for any bids yall offer > im offering 1. rate pix durrin hh 2. added to top friends 3. pimpout in blog and homepage 4. make a couple morphs 5. add to yahoo i will add more stuff for the right price , so please start ur bidding and thank you in advance . just click on the pic below to take you straight to it Hey all its DJ Tazman and im in another auction . So get in there and bid on me and show me how much you want me . Ty in advance for any bids yall offer > im offering 1. rate pix durrin hh 2. added to top friends 3. pimpout in blog and homepage 4. make a couple morphs 5. add to yahoo i will add more stuff for the right price , so please start ur bidding and thank you in advance . just click on the pic below to take you straight to it

Curiousity's Found..
Tell ya what if you want to correct someones spelling just to look smart, well go to Cambridge University, grab the Genius' that did this study, and tell them they are stupid and wrong, all words must be spelled correctly. Btw they probably have more education then you could shake a stick at. ~~~ Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Or rather... According to a researcher (sic) at Cambridge University, it doesn't matter in what order the letters in a word are, the only important thing is that the first and last letter be at the right place. The rest can be a total mess and you can still read it without problem. This is because the human mind does not read eve

Life & Times Of A Pokerchix
I'm a big poker player. I played poker professionally for about 5 years,but I needed a break, which is why I am in Oklahoma right now working. Playing poker for a living took all the fun out of the game. I truely think you need to be in Vegas to do this profession. I was everywhere but Vegas for awhile and had a bad run of cards for about a year. The pressure of supporting yourself playing poker is crazy. You are basically playing on scared money unless you have a bankroll that can support you in case you get a bad run. Hell I lived at the Gold Strike in Tunica, Mississippi for about 3 months off of comps. As long as you play in their poker room, they will give you free room and free food. That's all a poker player needs! I have had a tough couple of years. I'm tired. I just want to sit down at a table and relax and have fun. I have learned so much about life and people. That is one thing poker has taught me that I will never forget. Now if I could just get the opportunity to do som

My Passions
I need some help!!! I am the co-captain of a HipHop/Street dance squad(yea ok please get your white chick jokes out now). We have been invited to the qualifying round for the dance championships. We have our first dance all laid out to a slammin' reggaeton mix and our moves are tight! But our second dance which is what we are working on now is in need of some serious help from a fly ass DJ!!!!! This dance is the one that is left wide open for one of the other teams to battle us should they be feeling "froggy". I have the program needed to make the mix and know exactly how I want it to sound, the problem is I can't get it to sound like I hear it in my head :(. For most of you this will prolly sound like some chick boo hooin' like a lil bytch. But the thing is if we make it thru qualifying we get a bid to nationals in Florida and if we win there we win a 350G grant thats used to get more kids in the metro NY area the chance to goto better art based schools rather than the broke ass 2nd r

Haterz
I was pimpin myself out for PebblesInAZ's 5 Thinger Discounted Contest.. which I won, YAY! ... anyways.. i was shouting to strangers on the Ho Train cuz I already pimped out my friends list.. Being as nice and polite as possible asking for the kindness of strangers.. with please and thank you, and "would you mind" and smiley faces and everything. I won the contest... Later on that night I check my shoutbox to find this: "IMMORTALITY: I DON'T KNOW YOU!!! DON'T SEND ME THIS SHIT BITCH!!!" When I attempted to defend myself and call him a few colorful names of my own, I found that he had blocked me. So I couldn't even tell him that I won the contest without his help! So if anyone wants to thank him for me, feel free. At least this guy was smart enough to figure out how to keep us "spammers" outta his SB, BLOCK US! (BTW, out of the 300 or so people I contacted yesterday, this guy, and one other asshat were the only ones to be rude.) My big question for haters of

Friends
Friends are the Gift God Sends Our Way As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can't explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. And so, these friends, God sends our way, Remain forever near." Friendship is a Golden Chain, The links are friends so dear, And like a rare and precious jewel It's treasured more each year... It's clasped together firmly With a love that's deep and true, And it's rich with happy memories and fond recollections, too... Time can't destroy its beauty For, as long as memory lives, Years can't erase the pleasure That the joy of friendship gives... For friendship is a priceless gift That can't be bought or so

Friends
Porn is everywhere online! It used to be free! now you have to pay just for a preview or its the same over and over again! very boring. Is there a thing as too much porn? How does everyone feel about porn? is it bad for you? or is it good for you? shout out let me know how you feel on the subject! Can Men and Women really be just friends, and never have sex??? Need input my husband says Yes I say No, tried to be Just friends with my Ex and we slept together just about every time we talked. The majority of male friends I have are married, and I consider them friends. Because there married and I'm married there's no sex, But If I was single. I'd be open to it. Is it just me?

Grrrr.....
Ok. I voted on a mumm the other night (I don't even think it was a mumm but fuck it) about hockey. It asked people who thought was going to win the Stanley Cup. Personally I don't think any one really watches hockey unless the Stanley Cup playoffs or finals is going on. Ok. Here's my gripe. Yeah, I said "People actaully watch hockey. Holy crap" and some one had to respond to me about watching wresting because my former default pic was me holding up the WWE title. Now here's what I say..... I don't think anyone or no one really gives a shit about hockey. Unless it's the fucking playoffs. I mean on a day to day basis, no one talks about that sport. Like it never existed. Everyone else talks about the run that Fukudome had with the Cubs or how the Bulls lost or how the Bears suck because of Grossman right now. But who the fuck talks about hockey? No fucking person. Not even a diehard hockey fan. Damn, soccer and rugby are more talked about than that sport on ice. Hell, people talk to me a

About Me
Name: Nicole L Birthday: May 1st 1989 Birthplace: Winnipeg Eye Color: Green Hair Color: blond and Brown Height: 5'3 I am left handed, which means that I am a creative person. Heritage: White Weakness: Don't have one Fears: losing the most important person in ma lyf My goals are to graduate, and the go to college. My most over used phrase that I use on the computer and in life is: OMG Thoughts First Waking Up: What am I doin today Best Physical Feature: Ma Face Most Missed Memory: My Grandpa Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate if its on ma body but i prefer Vanilla I am a smoker I swear at times I love to sing I shower daily w or w/o company (He He He) LOL I have been in love, and would do it over again in a heartbeat. I want to get married one day. I believe in myself, who I am, and enjoy being me. Every single day. I can look in the mirror everyday and know I like who is looking back at me from the inside ou

For The Woman Out There
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? CHARGER 2. Your significant other? FRIENDS 3. Your hair? CURLY 4. Your mother? COLORADO 5. Your father? DECEASED 6. Your favorite thing? SHOPPING 7. Your dream last night? XXX 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? DININGROOM 11. Music? OLDIES 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? STABLE 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? IGNORANT 16. Muffins? MMMMMMM 17. One of your wish list items? CAMERA 18. Where you grew up? COLORADO 19. The last thing you did? ATE 20. What are you wearing?JEANS 21. TV? SOMETIMES 22. Your pets? JAKE 23. Your computer? DESKTOP 24. Your life? CHAOTIC

Where Am I?
The first time I typed "Where Am I?" it said title?! Next page - "Subject" I have NO idea what this place is - found this as a referrel. Looks really busy and dark?! Videos? Guess not. Ah HA - photos run like an "Amber Alert" across the top of everything. Did I see you there? WELL - - enough for now. Tried to send a couple of messages in the "shoutbox" and they just flicked away before I could hit "send" What's that all about?!? Guess I'll check back tomorrow and see if I can find out where I am! Be Well!

Overview
I'm taking a Sunday walk on an empty road the celebrated sun pushes from behind my shadow stretches a mile long before me I am not lost in thought I just walk carelessly kicking pebbles and stones along the way As if they were the scattered letters of individual words of broken sentences from the answers I have not heeded and now in my greatest need They are just so much dust and gravel to scuff my shoes stones to skip across the lake and boulders to build a cairn for some-one who may or may not one-day wonder for at least a solitairy moment about the one who has taken the time and trouble to use these wasted answers and all these discarded dreams to build a monument of rubble that has no meaning that doesn't do anything. But when my own shadow is as my betrothed my shade likened to a lover, there it is my reflection has become my sole companion everywhere I go I have grown to detest my own wearisome caress How I despise wh

Friends & Women
-I don't care if you talk to other guys. -I don't care if you're friends with other guys. -But when you're sitting next to me, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses me off. -It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that I'm still there. -I don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning I do get a little concerned. -Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait Till the morning. -Also, when I tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/stunning, I fuckin mean it. -Don't tell me I'm wrong. I'll stop trying to convince you. -The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. -Don't be mad when I hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood I'm in. -If you dont have any cash, let me pay! Don't "feel bad" I enjoy doing it. Smile and Say "thank you." -Kiss me wh

Random Poems
Friendships are kind Friendships are tough Friendships are caring Friendships are rough. Friendships are hardest to cultivate Friendships are easiest to maintain. For friendships are created and found While love is sought after and desired Friendships are tough and sometimes very rough While love is soft and fragile. We tend to make friends easiest We tend to lose lovers faster But what we forget Is lovers are friends also. Its the inability to space love from friendship that makes love hardest to hold. But when we find true friendship Nothing can crack its hull. Its a ship stronger then any other Its a vessel so large That it shall never be filled And noone will ever try. For the greatest of all things a lover can give is friendship to the one they love A friendship of understanding and compassion a Friendship of checks and balances A friendship of meeting half way, and speaking when things are not right. When we find this true friendship We s

Jst Me
bootylicious@ fubar why u do tht to me huh just tell me why can u believe ths old man named friendly don or dom whtevr wrote a comment on my pic that says a lil heavier thn i prefer or sumthn like tht ths so rude but i guess he knows he will never have a chance with this hahaha but im still the topic of his thoughts heavy or not huh well he is alot older thn i likem but i didnt go and call him out to make him feel bad well i jst wntd to vent that really hurt i hve gained alot of weight ths year but iv also been clean a yr in december and im proud of that extra weight or not ill trade it for a life anyday well to all us bouncy blessed babes keep ya head up dont let old men get us down they need to grow up anyway hahaha

Allow Yourself
Intoxicated imagery A place deeper than common thought Where regardless how far you fall Reassured you'll be caught A place where confusions a rarity Time stays still Laughter's a part of charity Give into it by will Happiness the only sickness Pain cease to exist People lend out a hand Rather than ball it into a fist Friends will be friends When a favors done Not expecting any thing back Society's out to help you Not throw your head off track Where black is a beauty Nothing goes unjustified No waiting for what could be And no memory Of the last person who cried Yet you can't rely on imagination Only causes false hope Life has its times You just have to cope Endure the worst Allow you to cry Spend time alone To think back Reflect' Ask yourself why Now every person has a crisis Moments they feel deprived And at the end of the day You're just happy you survived So every now and then escape To a place deeper than common thought Where regardless how fa

An Insider's Perspective
So maybe the last one was a bit too political to wet the appetites of your average person. I understand, I also sometimes find it hard to be able to separate normal conversation from what I'm used to here. So here's a look into living conditions here.... First and foremost there are rules governing everything, EVERYTHING! No alcohol, no porn, no gambling, no sex, no "war trophies" (which covers just about any trinket you may want to bring home), wear eye pro at all time (sunglasses), no running with a battle buddy, and the list goes on. I live in an area about 10x4 and in that area I have all my clothes, all my entertainment, my work area, my gear (bulletproof vest, ammo, weapon, night vision gear, 240B (machine gun), and misc other issued gear), and my bed. Cramped huh? My area is considered roomy. If you thought your college dorm was bad imagine sharing a normal sized room with three other guys. One of which is an Iraqi (which equates to unpleasant and exotic smells) who wor

Lost And Alone
i was found in ditch, in some foriegn land. no one knew who i was or where i belonged. they could not tell my family what had become of me. they did not know my friends. when my body was taken to the mourge no one came to claim me. because no one knew i was there. i did my job. i did as i was told. i was told that freedom depended on what i did. i was told that i would save lives. i was told many things. most of which where lies. lies told to get me to do my part. lies told by a government that does not care. when it comes down to it i did these things because i thought it was right. i did them for my family and friends. i did them because i thought it would make us free. i paid this price for freedom that is what i belive. so when you hear people knock me and put me down. remember in the end i died because i thought it would keep us free. i am just a soldier and there are millions more just like me. i see you smile and it brightens my day. but you do not notice me, i geuss i am not th

Jesse`s Blog`s
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?' The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it. Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?' The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university. Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair ?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it af

Unhappy..just Venting
well where should i start? i have issues that im trying to deal with at this momment. im unsure on how i should handle this. im very unhappy and VERY depressed at this time. me and my fiance are having bad problems at this time, im unsure if i should tell him to leave and maybe try starting over, or should i just say leave and never come back, only talk to each other so he can keepin touch with our children, who are 2 and 4. im so confused. i have no friends like talking, i can count on 1 hand how many friends i have. i have trust issues, so its hard for to trust females more than males. sopmetimes i feel as though no one cares if i live or die. i often think the people in my life would be better off if i wasnt around. im scared that if i go talk to a professional person that they will lock me up in the looney bin, and take my kids away. im trying my hardest to deal with things on my own. guess ill have to figure it out on my own...not that anyone ever listens to whati have to say...so

My 1st Auction!!!!
OK ALL YOU WONDERFULL PEEPS ON FUBAR!!!! I AM IN MY FIRST AUCTION!!!!!!! PLEASE COME AND PLACE YOUR BID SO THAT YOU MAY OWN ME!!!! ALL BIDS START AT 50K. i AM OFFERING..... stay drunk for a week. A comment every day, put on my top friends, and I will make them a fubar id, and 100 11's every day on there pics for a week, I HAVE NOW ADDED FOR ALL THAT WOULD LIKE TO SEE MY PRIVATE PIC!!!! SO COME AND BID NOW YOU MAY BE THE LUCKY OWNER OF ME I WILL PUT------ OWNS ME IN MY NAME AS WELL!!!!!!!!!! Click the pic to place your BIB!!! OK All you peeps...... I am in my 1st family auction come own me!!!!! My pitbull Mafia Family is having a auction and well Im in it.... so come use your fu-bucks and bid on me!!!!!!

Stupid Survey
You Passed High School with an A You have the brains of a high school graduate... at least! Could You Pass High School? Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Letters
yes this letter has to be said but if it offends you then sorry but its the truth no matter what... THE JOB - URINE TEST (Whoever wrote this one deserves a HUGE pat on the back!) Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem.. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their rump- --,doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check? I guess

Love Comes Agsain ?
I called in the following day, using my woman problems as an excuse, the truth was I only had the one day left in the toy department, I was scheduled to transfer to cashier the following day, I took the day off the recoup my mentality. Working the toy department was a lot different than running a register all day, spending time with my children seemed to make everything worth whiled so we spent the day playing video games together instead. Mike had went in the department looking for me. He had no idea that not only had I called in that day, but I was also to be transferred the next day, he was afraid he would never see me again. I am so grateful for fate tat he never gave up on me because within a week or so he finally found me in one of the many long lines. I looked up and there he was. I felt he was just as nervous as I was and he flirted with me as I was checking him out. It took him a few more trips to get up enough courage to ask me out. When he did I was so nervous that I blu

Hello Family
i have ripped a photo from your page to have in the tribe member album Hello Everyone! I have missed you very much! I haven't been here much because I moved and high speed internet was not available where I moved to, so you see I only have dial up. it sucks big time, I've tried to come here several times only to end up get aggravated and angry cause I can't get anything done here. Once in a while like today I could upload a few pics and or get a few things stashed. In April they are putting up towers for high speed and I will be getting it, so I'll be back then, I give you all my word that I will do some serious catching up and paying back for help. I would like to invite you all to come check out my newest stash items. I did these on a karaoke site that is a lot of fun. It's not just about singing, you can also just be a listener. Oh, be sure to leave a comment. I love you all and miss you and Fubar very much. I have been a NINJA far too long! Thank you all very much! Bl

Just Stuff
She ran her hands down her body--first her chest, her stomach, her curvy hips and then her juicy thighs. "I don't remember feelin like this," she says softly to herself. She fought the pressure for long enough and now she's allowing her body to give in to the seductive call for the very 1st time. Heaven knows there ain't shit like the 1st time. Everybody remembers their 1st time for sure. She repeated herself only this time there was no sound at all. "I don't remember feeling like this." The words played in her head. Her pouty lips, painted with a dark rose lipgloss, struggled to say them but no sound came out. It was as if she was numb. It didn't matter. She was too far gone and too wrapped up in the feeling and the moment to even realize she was holding a conversation with herself. She leaned back onto her elbows and let her head fall back. Her tongue rolled across her front teeth in slow motion. Life was idle yet the world continued to go around and around....in slow motion

Blah
ok so 3 days ago i get home and mom hands me a note that bud has left for me saying that he has made the decision that our relationship cant work and he isnt ready for this relationship and he wants to see other people...what i dont get is that the night before he was all i love you i cant wait to see you blah blah blah....i know a week or so before we had talked and he said he wanted to see other ppl and call off our engagement but we had talked and what i thought jointly decided to work on the things that were bothering him like how i wasnt raised in the church of christ and how i believe and support gay rights and marriage or in the womans right to choose whether she wants an abortion or not i do not support the act of abortion but i do support a womans rite to choose...anyways when he came and left the note he took the 360 he got me for christmas and the engagement ring and then changed his number and blocked my number from calling his house and took me off his myspace so when i fi

Own Ur Own Trinket
Want To Own Me For A Month? Come Bid On Me! Click The Link Below To Go To The Auction. And Please No Blasts And Tickers! As Random As I Am So Are My PimpOuts! Go Show Theses Great People Love! I Am So Happy That I Meet Each And Everyone Of Them! So Will You!

Raves/rants
some idiot almost burned down the apt building last night because he put his cig out on the damn carpet instead of in an ashtray !!!!!!!!!!!! I think if you can't use an ashtray for a cig butt then u shouldn't smoke!!!!! Glad he was arrested last night - everyone in this building suffered from smoke inhalation (not a very pretty site especially for those of us with asthma) So please please please those of you who smoke please make sure your cig butt or w/e you're smoking goes out and its in an astray or in a can of water to prevent smoke / or fire damage thanks. Really? Really? You are going to come to me and tell me you're not

~ Interested ? ~
Hi everyone. As most of you know, we have recently relocated from NJ to PA and I am trying to make some extra cash. Until our NJ house is sold, we have two mortgages and it's starting to take a toll. If you would, please take a moment to check out one, if not all of my websites. There are some really good deals and it doesn't hurt to look. If you currently do online purchasing, you could find some great deals here. Thank you for your time. I look forward to hearing from all my friends!!! ~JERSEY BRAT~ FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO SHOP ONLINE, THIS SITE WILL PROVIDE YOU LINKS TO THE WEBSITES OF MANY WELL KNOWN BRAND NAME STORES: HERE IS ANOTHER ONLINE MALL WITH OVER 1,000 VARIOUS STORES TO CHOOSE FROM: http://www.mypowermall.com/mall/106209 THOSE OF YOU INTO ALL NATURAL BEAUTY PRODUCTS, HERE IS SOMETHING YOU WILL FIND APPEALING: AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE INTO NATURAL HEATH PRODUCTS, HERE IS THE LINK TO MANY OF OUR HIGH QUALITY NUTRITIONAL SUPPLEMENTS!!!

Echos Will Be Listened To
FuBar Pts. Break Down WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 pts for rating a profile 2 pts for leaving profile comment 1 pt. for rating a photo 1 pt. for photo comment 1 pt. for stash rating 1 pt. for stash comment 0 pts for fanning someone THE PERSON YOUR HELPING OUT GETS 11 pts for you fanning them 6 pts for you rating there profile 6 pts for photo rating 6 pts for photo comment 6 pts for stash rating 6 pts for stash comment 5 pts for page comment Please keep in mind all pts are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour. As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them. Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash then pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see its also helping you out when your helping others :) ... And a side note too....you DO NOT get any points for Ripped Pics...might pay to have a folder of ripped pics for viewing only if you ar

What Do U Think?
me and my friends are going to the movies this thursday and we were all suppose to ask a guy to come and they all want me to ask this guy i no tht i tlk about all the time but i am to scared. so idk if i will. i was gonna last night but i tlked on the phone to lone and when i got off it was like 10 sumthing. i dont no if i want to ask him cuz i dont no if he likes me and i dont want it to weird between us. SO SHOULD I ASK HIM PPL????? SO I HAVE THIS BF WHO IS AWAY RIGHT NOW IN TRAINING. HE DOESNT CALL ME VERY MUCH AND THE LAST TIME HE DID WE GOT IN A FIGHT.THAT IC BEcuz i called him and he was drinking with a bunch of gils and had to let me go but he would call me back the next day after his hangover was gone.SO I HUNG UP ON HIM.then he called me but didnt tlk to me he tlked to his buddys about some chick and going to the movies...then thts when we got in a fight cuz he wanted to let me go cuz the movies was in 2 hours and he wanted to go do something.. so gay.. i told him wht ever and

Iris
WITHIN THE SOULS OF THE FOREST.TINY FLUTTERS OF WINGS.SPRINKLING A SHINY GLOW AMONG THE BLOSSOMS. RADIANCE BEEMS OF SUNLIT KISSES THE LEAVES OF THE HIGHEST TREE.SHHHHHH!FOR THEY WILL SCATTER AT YOUR FOOTSTEPS.NOW SET STIL AMONG THE ROCKS AND WE SHALL SEE THEIR TINY BODIES GOING ON WITH THEIR BUSY DAY.COLORFUL SHIMMERS OF BEAUTIES IN THE PEDALS.IN THE BERRY BUSHES ONE PICKING THE MORNING FOOD.AND ANOTHER COLLECTING WATER FROM THE DEW ON THE BUTTERCUPS.AWW SO PRETTY THEY ARE. THEY WHISPER AMONG THEIRSELVES.LISTEN AND YOU SHELL HEAR THEIR LAUGHTERS.AND WHEN NIGHT FALLS AND THEIR DAY IS DONE,THEY WAVE THEIR WINGS IN THE NITE AIR,AND A GLEAM OF RAINBOWS COLORS FILLS THE SKY,AS THEY GATHER IN THEIR LITTLE COVERETTES OF SOFTNESS AND CLOSE THEIR EYES AND BID ADO,FOR THEIR DAY WAS GOOD.AND YOU KNOW WHAT THEY TRULY ARE SENT FROM GOD ABOVE TO PROTECT THE LITTLE THINGS IN THIS BIG WORLD. IRIS LIKE THE FLOWER-THAT B

Happy?
So I took the time to tell the ass exactly how I was feeling last night. I told him how I felt he was neglecting me and the boys, and everything else I felt i needed to say to him. Did it work? No. I feel even worse now. And now I'm doing somethimg I haven't done in years. Since when is it ok to break marriage vows? When one partner isn't happy? When one person has already done it to the other? When? My husband cheated on me around the time we got married! Once before, and once after. And today he decides to tell me that if I were to cheat on him, I wouldn't be cheating unless I fucked the guy. And if I did, he wants to watch, if he can't be here to watch, he wants me to video tape it. Is there something wrong with this picture?

Cletmac
Sign by Dealighted - Coupons and Deals Compliment three people every day * Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them * Leave everything a little better than you found it * Keep it simple * Think big thoughts but relish small pleasures * Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know * Commit yourself to constant improvement * Compliment even small improvements * Be forgiving of yourself and others * Make new friends but cherish old ones * Count your blessings * Take responsibility for every area of your life * Live your life as an exclamation, not an explanation

Just A Few Words...........
sometimes we all need reminding that when all is said and done, we are just human and as such we are prone to make mistakes........it is how you deal with the mistakes we make and whether or not we are able to learn from those mistakes to ensure we do not make the very same mistakes again. Thus reminds me of a very old saying that goes...... To Err is Human, To Forgive is Divine. To Err is to make mistakes, as stated not one person can hold their hands up ads say they have never made a mistake, but I guess the real key has got to be the reaction and actions of the other person who has been wronged by the mistake you have made......thus...To Forgive is Divine, which is something we all hold the power to do when wronged......and it takes a very strong and determined person to turn around and forgive the other for their mistake and to build on that forgivness, to strengthen and resovle, rather than to condem and reject......... So there you have it.......FORGIVE ME For I made a

30 Day Blast Contest
Thanks so very much to all the contestants for their awesome submissions I love them all, and for the time they spent commenting on their lovely sexy pics! Thanks also to all of their friends who came to help and show love and support to favorites. Because of all of you there are over 15,000 comments for this contest I will have an exact count once the contest ends. Spekaing of which, comments and rates will no longer be counted as of midnight tonight Sunday March 9! So please be aware that any that are left after that will not count for the final numbers. Then I will look at the pics again one by one see how many rates and comments they had, and pick out my favorite based on the rates and comments and most importantly which entry I like the best and pick the winner, second and third place finishers as well as award any other prizes that I think are deserved. I really do appreciate all the work everyone put into this contest and I thank all the sexy women who entered my contest!

Revolving Doors
Keep walking through the revolving door and see how happy you're not and step outside one last time to think of me and see how happy you were, even if ever so brief This is for a special friend, you know who you are: Three things to always remember: 1. Who loves you? I do 2. Who will never play head games? I won't 3. Who will always be here for you? I will Any other questions see 1-3 I love you, Babe.

Show Me Your.....
If any of you have a "shocker" pic, send it to me for the folder I'm creating. The best one will get a prize ;-) We all love surprises right? Just do it...I did! I added mine to get it started. Click on my pic below to see the ones I have so far! Can't wait to see them! Much love ~That Girl I have 26 so far...Do I have yours???? If not, What are you waiting for??? If any of you have a "shocker" pic, send it to me for the folder I'm creating. The best one will get a prize ;-) We all love surprises right? Just do it...I did! I added mine to get it started. Click on my pic below to see the ones I have so far! Can't wait to see them! Much love ~That Girl The pic link above doesn't work since I moved the pic to my default folder so that I could use as my default pic. Copy and paste the link below to get to the folder. http://fubar.com/images.php?u=639140&albumid=879683

Hotties
I come to you as a sad °°«MîñX»°° today. We all know the drama that has been surrounding the Hotties, and the recent split of the group to Shell's Dream Girlz. I made a decision that I thought was right for me and joined with Shell to help her form the new group. It was not an easy decision to make because I feared that because of this I would lose friends, either direction i chose. And I was right. Since this transition I've been hit up on all sides, being forced to defend my position and decision. And that's just it, it was my decision, not anyone else's. And now, to maintain the few of you that I have left on both sides, it is my decision to quit all groups and affilliations. All of you I have met through the Hotties and become close with I love dearly and would never hold any of this against you. I will not risk losing those friendships because of a nick in my name. I am tired of the drama and the bs, and I am sorry. I have always just been me, and I've a

Falling Again
The memory of his kiss tingles upon my lips The heat of his trailing fingers As down the opening they slip A bit of shyness comes out when He struggles to say something without embarrassment How wonderful the beauty of his flush While tenderness travels straight to my heart The enchantment Green eyes I find myself drowning within God help me....I think I'm falling again. 10-01-07 Sometimes it just happens. No matter how hard you fight it. No matter how much you tell yourself it isn't going to happen again. The magical feelings grab you, pull you in to their sometimes treacherous arms. You find yourself drowning, in love once again. Then one day it happens for the last time, the best time....Has it happened for you? This last most glorious time? It has for me.... Thank God!

Poems
Buried At PhotoCasket Beneath the eclipse of her iniquity, lies the true story of her soul. Delirious and provoked, it's impossible to console. Tormented by the malevolance of another the heartache will never heal. And no matter what they say, her emotions they can't reveal. Every morning that she awakes, she looks back at yesterday. Knowing that the pain remains the same, she lingers in shadows of disarray. An enchanted creature from within is what they cannot foresee. Only she can envision the beauty, that is yet to fly free. No time to fill the emptiness and in solitude she will bleed, but they can't make her face the ground because through this pain she will succeed. whispers of a dying rose even abstract entities do crouch in time's corrupted corridors sniffing succulent secrets seeping from the minds of men maternal lamentations sceeching towards the godless heavens only to impart the pure panic & terror resting constrictin

Petals Of New Love
Delicate are the fibers of new love's petalsVelvety, like the skin of your cheek on the back of my fingersDeep dark red like the feeling of our first kissBeautiful as the smile that appears when you first see meTread lightly on the drops of dewReflective as the first hurtful tearTranslucent as the windows to your soulChanging form with each new emotionWalk slowly along the ascending stemGreen as the feeling of newnessFirm as your hand holding mineCherish the moments while climbing into lifeTouch softly the prickly thornSharp as the first argumentStabbing as the first angry wordDulling with every prick like the dawn of understandingDelicate are the fibers of new love's petalsStrong is the whole of peices unitedBeautiful is the passion that we shareIn love, enduring through life2-14-08

My Stories
The First Interlude They were sitting alone in his bedroom just talking. They had only known each other a short while but felt really comfortable together. Just listening to his voice made her feel the rush of adrenaline throughout her body. It had been a long time since she had felt this feeling - anticipation, excitement and fear. The conversation had consisted thus far of the weather, music, and what they each had been doing during the week. Then he mentioned that he had a sore back and wouldn't mind a back rub to relieve the discomfort. "Well you should take your shirt off then, so I can rub it for you." she stated matter-of-factly. He struggled to take his shirt off so she helped. She gently slid her hands down his thin muscular frame. This gave them both tingles, though neither admitted it out loud. "You should probably lay on the bed so I can do this properly. I've got some oil in my bag that should help you to relax. Would you like me get it?" He

Short Stories
It starts when you meet eyes across the room. The constant flirtation, of little grins and smiles, eventually give in to you buying her a drink. She gladly accepts and as you sit down on the bar stool next to her, casual conversation follows. You continue through the night giving intimate details of your life, of you experiences, and the things that you enjoy. You smile and listen patiently as she follows suit and describes every detail of her life's history. As the coversation gets deeper you both decide to move to a smaller room where privacy is further enjoyed by the candle lit at your table. As you gaze into one anothers eyes a sparkle begins to emerge and an urge is pulling at the both of you drawing you closer together. The bar closes and you find yourselves at the local pancake house lost in conversation not worrying about what anyone else is saying or what either of your friends are thinking as the both of you disappeared that evening. The night passes like a b

No Time For Nasty People!!!
Life is good for me. It is what it is. All is not prefect but it’s not suppose to be. I can sit and complain about all the things that are not right with my life, or I can sit and count my blessings for all that is right with my life. Counting my blessings is a lot more fun than counting my trials. With all the struggles and trials I may face in my life, it does not compare with what others face on a daily and hourly base. If you have never seen the movie human trafficking , I encourage you to look at it. Once you have seen this movie, you will never see the world the same again. You will never be the same again and you will hold your tongue before you grumble or complain about your life. Yes, my life is good. I am not a parent that lives in turmoil wondering where is my child. Yes my life is good, I am not held enslaved and beaten and forced to have sex all day long without any protection, while the world look on not caring. And the people that come, don’t care tha

Bj To Paint Your Windows!
wooohooooooooo I'm in my 1st contest sponsored by ~Natural_Witch~.....the first person to 4000 comments wins a Bling Pack!!! It starts Saturday, May 10, 2008 @ 9:00 a.m. Fubar time. Please come by and comment me, I sure would appreciate it!!! Thank you in advance for all your help!!!! Here is the link to the contest. Well as the story goes, I was tired of not getting my house finished painted, windows only remained. So my goofy ass friend, who I'll call Lucy, (they call us Lucy and Ethyl because she gets me in so much trouble), comes up with this brilliant idea. Tell him for every window he paints you will give him a blowjob. I'm thinking.. derrrrrr yeah sure why not....So I tell him my idea and he's all for it!!! He comes to me at 1:30 a.m. with 2 brushes in his hands and says he has painted two windows!! hahahaha.... but the very next day... he started painting windows!!!! By the time this was done, I owed him 11 BJ's. I kept telling Lucy to get her ass over a

No More Ms.nice Girl
ok so i started driving myself to work and i was doing great but last night the roads were slick with ice and i started driving slow cuz it was my first time driving on ice anyways this car gets right on my butt then disappears only to show up a few minutes later then right before i was turning into the driveway this car tries to run me off the road. so i calmly turn into the driveway only to realize that car is turning to it turned out to be my bf's brother. for some reason he hates me and that was the final straw im not kissing his a$$ anymore cuz now everytime i try to talk to him he walks away so f&*k him he's some crazy dumbass who thinks he wrote songs 4 megadeth and metallica. it's on I fell in love with a guy because I was led to believe he wasn't like the rest but the way he's been acting makes me feel like everything is a lie idk wtf to so I love him so much but I don't wanna be hurt again. He knew how bad guys played with my heart and said he's never do it but he stopped ta

I Love Him
i think i love him, im sure i do, at times he makes me unsure of what to do, he leaves me breathless he leaves me in shivers he is absolutely beautiful in every way my only question is where did he come from? why does he have to be so far away? what do i do now? he in my heart though i dont know how. i love him im sure i do. Infantry and fucking proud of it. *obscene but funny and most of its true about being in the infantry. -Underwear is entirely optional at all times -You have pooped in the same bag you ate from. -You put that bag into your Ruck next to your sleeping bag. -You've pooped in a hole more than a porta potty -Everytime you poop, you tell everyone everything about it. -You go on missions with your fly undone so you can piss while pulling security. -You have issues with female authority. -You have issues with females. -You have no problem running 5 miles drunk. -You have no problem maxing a PT Test drunk. -You have no problems doing a 12 mile

Befor All Things End (it Will Be)
I FIND MYSELF HERE AGAIN..... IN THIS DEEP DARK HEAVENLY PLACE..... A PLACE WHERE SWEET NIGHTMARES ARE MADE..... OF ALL THE PLACES I CAN BE...... I FOUND MYSELF IN THIS DREAM.... MY SWEETEST NIGHTMARES COME TRUE... NOWHERE TO RUN... NOWHERE TO HIDE.... WHERE CAN I GO.... SHES ALWAYS THERE..... DEEP INSIDE MY MIND.... RIPPING MY HEART OUT.... EVERY MINUTE... EVERY HOUR... EVERY DAY... THE KNIFE RIPPING FLESH.... HER BLOOD ON MY HANDS.... IT NEVER WASHES AWAY.... MY HANDS SHAKEING..... MY MIND BRAKEING..... MY WORL D QUAKING.... DICISIONS MADE.... I WASNT THERE.... DICISIONS MADE... DEATH FINDS IT WAY.... YOU DO WHAT U MAY.... IN THE END U ALWAYS PAY... HER CURSE... HER GHOSTLY TOUCH... DESTROYING ME... CAN I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS..... FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE.... IM LOST IN THIS NIGHTMARE.... I FIND MYSELF HERE AGAIN..... IN THIS BEAUTIFU

Southern
SOUTHERN WOMEN Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions: "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Methodist Baptist Presbyterian Football Southern women know their country b

Hello, From Austin, Tx!!!
Yes i'm a little new here, and learning to work fubar. In a few minutes i'm ready to go back to Yahoo.....I have an IM there xoxoxo, spiralbead Hi, My name is Shannon (SWF/31/ Austin, TX), looking for a nice man over 30. Somewhat liberal, a little spiritual and I don't mean Christians (i never date christians) because I am a a GOOD Witch/Wiccan/Pagan girl. I will convert you, don't worry. I just hope I can find cool guy to to someday spend my life with in a few yrs, not in a big hurry. Please contact me if you are curious, no perverts, or those that want only sex. Also, if any girls looking for a friend contact me. I am hoping for people in Austin, but if you are cool, i'll chat with you.

Snapvine
Lawrence Your name of Lawrence gives you a highly sensitive, idealistic, and intuitive nature. You could be very expressive and creative in the arts, music, or drama. However, there is a lack of practicality and business judgment which could limit your success. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand, and you can be deeply influenced through the thoughts and feelings of others without realizing just how you are being affected. Others are inclined to take advantage of your generosity and friendliness and then, when there is a lack of reciprocation, you can feel very despondent and disillusioned. Moods are a problem as you can be highly inspired one minute, and the next become quite irritated and annoyed over some ill-timed remark or lack of consideration on the part of someone close to you. You could suffer through nervous breakdowns, as well as disturbed thoughts, poor memory, or disorders in the fluid functions. ..................................................

What Are Your?????
Can boys and girls realy be friends or is it just lust and come ons. IF a guy asks If i said you had a great body would you hold it against me. Does that really work for you. or are you looking for more if so what is it. Please share your experiences with me about FUBAR!

Poems
Dick Heads Dick heads, dick heads everywhere Dick heads, dick heads theres one there Everywhere you look, everwhere you go. A dick head in every guy you know Hes a dick in the morning, a dick in the evenings. A dick head in every song he sings. Everything he says, everything he dose, Hes a dick head even when hes buzzed. Dick heads, Dick heads everywhere Dick heads, Dick heads theres one there They bitch, the fuss, they moan, and cry they think they know when you lie... Ok people this is my first poem post on here, some may be offensive and some may not be liked but I really dont care.... Its stuff I wrote and have copyright on all.... This one may not be the best one but here gose: BOY TOY He's my lover boy, I just want him to be my toy When the lights go out, He shows me what he's all about. He kisses my lips, while gently rubbing my hips. He holds me tight through the morning and exspecially at night. I feel some security,while in si

Thoughts....
Again, as I write this, I have much on my mind. I had a rather intimate conversation with someone very close to me tonight and I feel as if I might have pushed them away slightly. I've discussed things that I swore to myself that I'd take to the grave with me, however, I felt a huge weight being lifted from my chest. I feel closer to this person than I have ever felt to anyone. I myself feel slightly scared inside as I feel this person might grow distant to me in the days ahead. I worry. The person I speak of also shared secrets buried deep within themselves. I fear that they feel I have been pushed away. I have not. I feel that this person's ability and willingness to share such things with me is a sign of deep trust and faithfulness in me as a person. I shall not fail or betray this trust. My committment to this person's honesty, will, and soul will keep them safe from anyone having the spoken carnal knowledge that was shared tonight. I only hope for the same from them. I hold

My Rules On Cybering!
Today, after I posted this Blog, two more girls asked me to go to their paid cam site. HAVE YOU READ THIS BLOG! DO YOU READ AMERICAN ENGLISH, OR ARE YOU FROM RUSSIA OR NIGERIA?!! I don't pay to see some fly-by-night girl have cam sex. If I wanted to pay, here's where I might go: 1. Flesh Club. 2. Fantasy Topless. 3. Club 215. 4. Spearmint Rhino Gentleman's Club. I DON'T PAY TO SEE SOMEBODY CAM TO ME. If you have a web cam, female, and are willing to cam, then hook up the web cam, and LET'S GET IT ON. I DON'T PAY TO SEE CAM! Hello everybody. I'm the guy who likes Fubar, and the way they DON'T censor photos like they do on MySpace, Hi-5, and Zorpia. Anyway, certain "friends" e-mail me and ask if they want to cyber. I say yes. Then, they give me a link to another adult porn site where I have to whip out a credit card. I do have a webcam. No, I will not go first. Either the girl goes first, or we'll go together, BUT I will not do this: I WILL NOT PAY TO CYBER!

Funny Jokes
Your eyes speak secrets, Stroking flames of desire My mind reels flying higher and higher I surrendered and lost all control As you reached out, awakened my soul My senses reel, I touch and feel Your hands over me, Can this be real? Your touch against my sultry skin, My inhibitions escape As you run kisses softly along my silken nape Showering me with feelings Of peace and serenity My body begins to tremble with ecstasy Our bodies entwine into sensual flight Your embrace so very warm and tight You've made me feel this forgotten desire As you slowly set my senses afire Passions rising Secrets of my body comprising Spellbound you stir my passion from within I know this must be a sin Anticipating the warmth of your touch Your body I do tightly clutch Stroking fear into submission For there is no contrition Our passions yet mounting, no limit in sight As pleasure we do incite I cry I moan I tremble so Raw emotion from so long ago As pleasure erupts

I Am One...
Just some facts about business and taxes... Business do not pay taxes they only collect them from the consumer. Tax increases on business do three things, they feed inflation, reduce the workforce and fund additional pork-barrel spending. When a certain candidate for president state that if you make less than 250,000 dollars per year you will not have your taxes increased it is a lie due to omition and he is counting on your economic ignorance to win. If he wins all of us will lose, just like we did during the Carter and Nixon adminstrations. Sure it looks like we'll get some tax relief for an Obama adminstration, the reality is we won't because the offset in higher prices will cause us all to have less money PERIOD!!!!!! Obama's solution is the typical of that of most Democrat. That solution is to make the little foot the bill by raising taxes so they have more money to waste.... Think about this before you make your mark.... I'm one of 156 Million Presidential can

Missing..please Help..
I am currently lookin for my cousin whom i havent seen in 15yrs or so...he would be all grown up now...His name is Justin Rahe Jett(Porter)..he was adopted by Don and Barb Porter and moved out of state..last known state was Michigan..his birthday is in Sept...His biological mothers name was Patricia Ann Jett..whom died many, many, many years ago..there is alot of questions that need to be answered and im sure that he has lots to ask as well..I am his oldest cousin and would love to see him and let him know that his brother Jeremy Wayne Jett(Cantrall) is also lookin for him...he has nieces and nephews that he's never met and lots of other cousins that would love to meet him...If anyone has any information on a man by this name...please leave me a message or have him leave me a message..its a small world and maybe someone knows him or has known him that could please come forward and put all of our hearts and minds at ease...if Justin is out there...he can be found..PLEASE JUSTIN...COME H

Ten Things To Ponder For 2008
THE HORMONE HOSTAGE KNOWS THAT THERE ARE DAYS IN THE MONTH WHEN ALL A MAN HAS TO DO IS OPEN HIS MOUTH &HE TAKES HIS LIFE INTO HIS OWN HANDS! THIS IS A HANDY GUIDE THAT SHOULD BE AS COMMON AS A DRIVER'S LICENSE IN THE WALLET OF EVERY HUSBAND, BOYFRIEND, CO-WORKER, OR SIGNIFICANT OTHER! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: WHAT'S FOR DINNER? CAN I HELP YOU WITH DINNER? WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO FOR DINNER? HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. ARE YOU WEARING THAT? WOW, YOU SURE LOOK GOOD IN BROWN! WOW! LOOK AT YOU! HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. WHAT ARE YOU SO WORKED UP ABOUT? COULD WE BE OVERREACTING? HERE'S MY PAYCHECK. HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. SHOULD YOU BE EATING THAT? YOU KNOW, THERE ARE A LOT OF APPLES LEFT. CAN I GET YOU A PIECE OF CHOCOLATE WITH THAT? HERE, HAVE SOME WINE WHAT DID YOU DO ALL DAY? I HOPE YOU DIDN'T OVER-DO IT TODAY. I'VE ALWAYS LOVED YOU IN THAT ROBE! HERE, HAVE SOME MORE WINE. 12 THINGS "PMS" STANDS FOR: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psych

R.i.p Donald Klagea
I know nobody here knows him but he was a wonderful man. He was a client as well as a friend. I could determin his moods by the way he said hi to me every week when he came in with his wife.(I am a hairdresser..btw) If he called me just Candy then I left him be for the time he was here..however when he called me Candy Looouuuuuu (sing song voice) then I knew he was in a good mood..not my name and he knew it but he loved to call me that and it made me smile..go with the angels Don..I will miss you. :( love always..Candy Looouuuuuu! Your Bedroom Grade: A You are an expert in bed or should I say sexpert? But you're going to have to reach (around) for that A+. You are a natural in bed, and anyone that has had you brags about it long afterwards! What's your Bedroom Grade? at QuizUniverse.com

Games- Do We All Play Them?
As I get more (ahem) mature, I'm finding there are things that get easier with age. Life tends to get a bit easier, just because I now know better. I make decisions that seem to help my life, not hinder it. I now know how to cook, clean and keep up with the daily activities and chores that need to be done. I'm doing my best to take two steps forward, not two steps back and so forth. A problem that I've had in my youth, is how to say a simple word, called NO! It's a universal word in all languages. No matter what country you go to, if you say "no" people usually know what you're saying. I believe it's the ONE universal word we have, that way it's just completely understood what is being said and wars will not have to break out because of a communication error. Yes on the other hand comes in many different forms....si, oui, ja, tak and so forth. I'm a people pleaser....it's what I do. I find joy in pleasing others and making them happy. I want to please and I do it oh s

My Ramblings
It still amazes me in all the years that I've been online how much people love to play head games! Oh my god how it makes me laugh!!! Apparently to some this is something rather exciting to do. Personally, i think it's almost as retarded as trying to blow up an air mattress with a swizzle stick! I had someone tell me not long after i first logged onto fubar that the drama here was pretty bad, but i didn't realize how bad it was! WOW! Some people are just morons to believe that they are something great because of being part of some stupid bar on here. Who cares..and as for their families. LOL wee... Being a part of some big family or being a DJ at some stupid site doesn't make you any better than anyone else, so save your trash talk for someone who really cares to listen to your nonsense! And those who try to ruin people's relationships over online stuff. Man, you really should consider getting a life! I have heard so many stories about this happening and it still bewild

Blueeyesbaby
hey i just wanted to write a blog i have had a good day i guess i have enjoy the nice warm weather that we are haveing in ga .. so please come and show my page some love and rate my pic.. hey yall i am new to this .. so i am here writeing a blog so if yall want to rate my pic yall can show me some love thank you alot

New Journies
where do i even begin??? we met on a random chance, and you persisted to talk... you knew i had just had my heart and pride used once again, by a "man" who did nothing by play games with my head and heart... and yet you still persisted to be there... i told you from the beginning that i needed to heal my heart first, b4 i could move on, andyet, u were still there... you kept writing to me and telling me you are falling in love with me... and i still resisted and wanted to heal... you even went so far as to write these words to me... " think that my heart really knew, When a loving heart came along. It knew you'd be the perfect one, To make our love grow strong. It went looking for a loving heart, One that would be deep and true. It knew you would love me darling, With the loving heart inside of you. Our hearts will now be as one, A love with a passion so deep. I know yours is the one true love, That I will always want to keep. I thank God for your love darling, A

Graywolfwv
Some of you are already saying, "yeah, right". Well lets look at it the way I see it. Maybe I am wrong but I don't think so. First off the government caped off a lot of oil wells back in the 80's. Prices went up and we started buying more from over seas. So that in fact started raising prices. We are heavily reling on forgien oil now adays then in the past. If we uncap this oil wells and then drill in the gulf coast and Alaska we would not have to buy any forgien oil for hundreds of years. Now for the other reasons for higher fuel prices. Last year the Government emposed a hefty $19 Billion dollar tax on the oil companies. These companies have to pass the cost on down the line. Also last year, The Government raised taxes twice, for everyone. this includes companies like oil companies, transportation, Gas Station and well everyone. This gets passed on down the line. Now at the pumps, the minimum wage went up and who hires minimum wage workers? Gas Stations? Well thie

The True Way To A Womens Heart
SLOW SUICIDE!!!!! This is a semi biography Of what is happening to me Burning the candles at both ends Self destructing with fair weathered friends I don't have any more wax to burn And now I am sick, when will I learn? I smoke, I drink, I survive on an hours sleep But my soul silently weeps Doc said I'm killing myself Should be taking better care of my health I told him I am on a slow suicide And my soul and heart has already died I have no safety net And I have no regret I have free will I know what I do will kill Don't care Beware But I am not as young as I once was And I use the excuse 'because….' I just need a larger candle to use To burn and abuse I know it's taking its toll But I'm just out of control Don't worry Doc I took your advice I've found a new vice Don't worry about me I've given up the ecstasy Now that my health is damaged And my body ravished Fcuk self pride! My slow suicide! C SEX!!!! ..

Why Be Fake????
Yep, I am gonna try this again, because I am Fu-broke, and Fu-bored!!! The original DrunkenDoggy is , once again, up for auction. Does ANYONE have some puppy love??? I guess you get all kinds of cool shizzle, and the benefit of a paper-trained pet!!! ( should have the hang of it before the deadline!! ) Please click this link, and throw a Dog a bone, would ya??? a href="http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=867358&i=667656769" target=_blank> As I wander through the mumms, I contemplate a theory: WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO MISREPRESENT THEMSELVES?? I have been 100% honest about who I am, what I do, and how I feel. I have posted pics of: me... not the hottest, but the women don't seem to mind, too much my house... respectable on the outside/ KILLER on the inside! my dogs... dont mess with my pack!! my ex... funny how many hits SHE gets a day! my kids... what else can I say, but "BEAUTIFUL" my trucks... not the newest, or baddest, but they ALWAYS ge

For Someone
"Leave Out All The Rest" I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know [Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest [End Chorus] Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shared what I made I'm strong on the surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking me I want you to know [Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest [End Chorus] Forgetting All the hurt

To All Haters!!!!!!
For all the assholes, noobs, jealouse bitches & the imature let alone kids on this site. All the true real people & sweeties,.. please seriously ignore this. Did I invite you to my page or slideshows? Are you not on an adult site? Is it my problem youve issues with your wife? Or that you go around living your lie's. Leaving the things you say to make it seem as if I intruded into your life. You know your full shit! Get over it! Get real & just stop being stupid. Yeah! Quit it! Dont come into my shout box. Tell me some shit. Like we were intimate. You idiot, can you be more deluded! Is it my fault your mom didnt give you enough tit. Let alone that your a foul mouthed idiot. You think your the shit, here on the net. That it makes you a bad ass let alone legit. OOoH! Snap! Guess what? Your still a fcking idiot! Oh & for all you ignorant kids. Get the fck off my page you asshat snits!!! You werent invited! Let alone do I need to take your stupi

Pics I Want Please
as soon as i get a camera ill add more pics of me and my gf and kids till then im looking 4 pics that i want theres all kinds that im looking 4 so if u think u got one id like hit me up and show me thanks and if its one i really want ill even give fu cash 4 it but its got to be one i really have to have thanks later love yall ment in my family list just drop me a line once in a while thats it nothing else just want to keep in touch you know how it is ill talk with yall later

Dad
help Current mood: sad ever since she was a little girl she always loved to smile but slowly things changed now she seems to always be in denial. the girl's now lonely she dosent give a damn for family nor does she have many friends and why, she's starting to see. she hasnt ever been herself and now again she's all alone and she can't seem to find herself happiness is definitally not shown. She's hiding her true feelings behind a porcelein smile nobody knows how she cries herself to sleep more than just once in a while. her fake smile hides it all her deep regret all the horrible memories shes forever trying to forget. Theres almost no time left she must hurry wake up from this depression so she can finally see. She's a beautiful girl but her emotions arent so lovely and if she can get through this she can once again live peacefully never once you said to me that I was like your family that you and me could possibly ever be good frien

St. Baldrick's
Hey everyone, It's that time of year again, time to get Bald!! For those of you who have known me a couple of years, this is old hat, but for my new "friends," or for others who may be hearing of this for the first time, here goes. Every year, around St. Patrick's Day, I participate in an event called St. Baldrick's Day, wherein otherwise normal people shave their heads in an act of Solidarity with children who have cancer. The unique thing about this event is that ALL money raised goes to research of various kinds of CHILDHOOD cancer, and ONLY childhood cancer. This will be my eighth year participating in this event, making me (I believe) the only Shavee to lose his locks every year we have had an event in Pittsburgh, PA. So far, through the first 7 year, I have raised around $10,000, and would like to better me yearly average this year. You may ask why I do this, and so I will tell. Back in 1999, my little brother, Erich Andrew "Andy" Beck, was diagnosed with cancer,

My First Blog
have you looked in the mirror today? have you ever wondered, what do i do now and where do i go from here? i looked into my mirror and i seen something i never wanted to see. i seen a black hole sucking me in to its eternal nothingness, what a way to go ay? whats the meaning of feeling absolutly nothing? does it ever go away? if it does, when? can't you see i'm lost with out you? can't you see i'm nothing without the love we once had? again i look in my mirror, only to see what was, and never to see what will be. i've been stripped bare of all inner peace and tranquility, left with nothing but inner pain and torture. just one final question before i go, when you look in the mirror, what do you see? one day i hope it will be me. well this is a new step for me...creating a blog that is...almost everytime i read a blog by anyone its usually nonsense and useless banter for the feable minded...and as the old saying goes..."if it aint broke, dont fix it"...so i'm not gonna fix i

Freedom
Inhaling the scent of cologne on your warm skin as I bury my face in your neck chases the memory of singed flesh burning oil streaming from the bows of the hell... The seemingly tangible memory of your moist lips pressed against mine holds me here as the merciless sun pushes down on me unending The sound of your voice deeply etched in the vortex of my soul keeps me going As the rat a tat tat smoke screams cries of desperation explodes surrounding me Sing sweetly in my ear today, tomorrow, eternally Oh how I long for cool sheets your strong arms warm body a cold drink... Yet I am here again lamenting dreaming struggling surrounded… you are here captured in memory and you are there far away and I am lost... ~M~ We train hard for this moment Endure our hellish weeks Repetition becomes our friend Strangers now our…lifeline They are our family now Brother and sister from another Together we continue to train for…

Lost
OK all, upon request I have placed this blog back up.... If you could choose one thing to have back that you lost... What would it be? So, here I am currently going on 50 hours of no sleep, going through contracts and thinking I need a

Life Pt 1
the past year and a half has been the most trying time of my life. between loss, pain, illness, & depression, i have reached the lowest points i have ever known. in the disaster that became my life i crumbled, in the mess i have become, i've destroyed anything good that has come my way. in the darkness i have come to know, my inability to see the light has caused me to hurt many people, some of whom i cared for very much, one i loved dearly. i see now that my bitterness, my pain is slowly killing me. i cannot fix anything around me because i, myself, am broken. i was once the rock, the mountain, everyone turned to me for support for strength. i have had people devote themselves to me, love me, look to me for guidence, but i have been drained, grown weak in my despair. it has to end, now. the phoenix is a mythological bird, a legendary creature that rises from the ashes of it's own destruction. so too shall i rise from my own ashes, i will find my streng

Oh My Holy Shit...seriously?
so I'm going through, returning pic rates, come across this lady who has one of those little fan/rate/add flashing pics...so I do. rate a few of her pics, she rates a few of mine, then I get this message from her: nice meetin ya hun...ur private closed album worries me a lil..also the fact u seem to know a lot about the net an how to do things...if ya know wut i mean..which im sure u do.. I try to message her back...she BLOCKED me...WTF? LMAO this is too hilarious to not post... so I'm browsing around, and one of the pictures in the ticker at the top catches my eyes. I pop in, rate her profile pic, tell her she has pretty eyes and other things, then jump past a shot of her ass, to another one and comment on her smile, skip a few "these are my tits" shots, and rate a few more of her pictures, then go on about my business... fast forward about 15 minutes... *~*melissa...: hey ass-monkey, can you not read? or do you have no respect what-so-ever? it clearly says that

My Heart , My Life ,my Gunner
> > > > > Once upon a time in a land Far far away IN FULAND, a fair Maiden,named Penny was approached by a handsome Prince,Gunner.He saw that she was alone and miserable in her dungeon like environment and Reached out to her in friendship. The maiden who lived with her small son,Jake was so delighted to have met this nice prince. They're 2 kingdoms were very far away and even the distance between them could not Keep their love from blossoming. > > The maiden and her son Traveled to his kindom , and he visited theirs, then one day the prince decided to stay with her in their kingdom , until the evil villain(her sons father, who was a bad bad man) tried everything in his power to keep the maiden from being happy with her and Prince Gunner.Prince Gunner not wanting to cause any further pain to penny and Jake traveled back to his Kingdom to try prepare his kingdom for Penny and Jake .The evil villain realized his plan had been foiled and there was no keeping everyone apart as a

The Random Ponderings Of An Amused Mind...
For the first time in my life today, I cried...not out of sadness, but out of sheer joy and relief. As some of you may or may not know, my husband, Ron Michael Emerick was murdered January 21, 2007. Friday, February 28, 2008, David June Lee, the man that murdered him was found GUILTY of First and Second Degree Murder!!! JUSTICE HAS BEEN SERVED!!! It has been a VERY long time since I've had any faith in the American Justice system but today, a little of that faith was restored. THANK YOU GOD!!! THE FOLLOWING IMMIGRATION LAWS ARE PROPOSED...* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *1 There will be no special bilingual programs in the schools.* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *2. All ballots will be in this nation's language.* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *3. All government business will be conducted in our language.* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *4. Non-residents will NOT have the right to vote no matter how long they are here.* *

To Be Diseased Or Not To Be Diseased
The causes of epididymitis tend to vary with age. In men over 35, epididymitis is usually caused by the same bacteria responsible for urinary tract infections. In many instances, the condition develops shortly after the man has a medical procedure involving the urinary tract, such as the insertion of a catheter (a flexible tube used to drain urine from the bladder) or a prostate biopsy (removal of a small tissue sample). Some patients actually have a typical bladder infection at the same time they are developing the signs and symptoms of epididymitis. In such cases, the bacteria spread up the urethra (the tube that urine and semen pass through) and enter the internal sex organs through the prostate. In young men, however, epididymitis is usually the result of a sexually transmitted disease (STD), caused when a disease-causing microbe -- often chlamydia or gonorrhea -- enters through the urethra after a sexual encounter. It usually takes a week or more to develop epididymitis after

Funny
An 8 year old boy was riding his bicycle in Bryan, >Texas, when he saw his friend being attacked by a large pit bulldog. The boy jumped off his bike, ran and jumped on the dog's back. After prying the vicious animal's teeth from his young friend's body, he put the dog in a choke hold and held on until the dog was dead. The local newspaper editor happened to witness this feat and after calling for the ambulance on his cell phone, ran over to the young hero and said, 'Son, that was one of the bravest things I have ever seen.You're going to make tomorrow's headlines.' 'It will read: Texas A&M Fan is Hero: Risks His Life and Saves >Young Friend from Vicious Pit Bull Attack.' The youngster said, 'That's nice, but I'm not a Texas A&M Fan.' The editor said, 'OK, then it will read: University of Texas Fan Saves Young Friend's Life in Pit-Bull Attack.' The young man said, 'But I'm not an University of Texas fan.' The editor said, 'OK, then it will read, 'Rice Fan

Want Fubucks
~easy fubucks~ All you have to do is fan rate and add the these to girls ******************************* Here are my two best friends I'm not asking alot just do what you do every day here on fubar and I will send you 5,000 fubucks SO IF YOU DON’T KNOW THEM GET TO KNOW THEM, GO TO THERE PAGE AND SHOW THEM SOME MAD FUBAR LOVE. Mystery@ fubar Evil by day_Naughty by night@ fubar SHOW THEM LOTS OF LOVE NOW ! rate fan and add a friend of mine Stephanie Lynn@ fubar let her know i sent you kel 1166483 or my link http://fubar.com/kel23 any one who does this let me know and i will send you 1000 fubucks

Jokes
I SENT YOU AN ANGEL LAST NIGHT TO KEEP YOU SAFE BUT HE CAME BACK & SAID HE COULDN'T WATCH PORN. HOW COULD YOU TRAMATISE HIM & NOT TELL ME FAMOUS People Walk on Red Carpets CAUSE THEY FAMOUS & I MYSELF WALK ON TOILET PAPER cause I'm the Shit

Was Down But Not Out!
Well for those that may want to know, I had more test done today, ( upper GI ) & ( chest Xray ) and seems I have a moderate sized (hiatal hernia) so I have a appointment with a surgeon tomorrow to discus my options. good news is my heart checked out great, and should we go with surgery it will be Laproscopic so shouldn't be too bad. Any way thats about all I know for now. So for all my friends who may read this and anyone else, Take Care! TTYL DW Well I was on my way to work Wed. am and started hurting in my chest, I didn't think to much of it a first, bur I got nauseated , to make a long story shorter i got to work and my Boss/friend who is also a EMT suggested i go get checked out. so I went to ER and they kept me. Thur. & Fri. they put through a battery of stress test which were no fun at all! The first one was a chemical stress test and it failed because they couldn't get my heart rate to go up where they wanted to see it. The second on work and it was scary, the results came bac

The Story Behind Valentines Day
I prayed for the tears to stop,He sent me a rainbow,,I prayed for the night mares to stop ,He sent me a sunrise,,I prayed for my world to stop,,He sent me faith,,I prayed for the pain to stop,,He sent me strength,,I prayed for the fear to stop,,He sent me courage,I prayed for the loneliness to stop,,He sent me you. In the days of the Roman Empire there was an emperor named Claudius who horribly tortured and presecuted Christians.The emperor even made a law that young people could NOT get married...because he thought unmarried soldiers fought better. But there was a very courageous minister named Valentine,who despite the risk of being imprisoned,encouraged young people to get married,and secretly preformed the ceremonies.Eventually Valentine was captured,put in prison'and tortured. While in the dungeon,Valentine became friends with the jailer's daughter who was also Christian,but blind.Valentine prayed for the young girl,and the Lord Jesus miraculously healed her!The j

Poetry/lyrics
It's best to start off strong, right? Here is one of my earliest and best writings. The End of Days The stars won't stay in the sky tonight As they begin their fiery falling flight So begin the final days of raging fire These days where all's fate is most dire As the meteors fall and torrents rain Soon will be the end of creation's pain Now judgement's sky will fill with grays As this darkened planet comes to the end of days This empire of man on Earth At the end has no real worth Cities fall and flames rise Destroying what great men devise As the meteors fall and torrents rain Soon will be the end of creation's pain Now judgement's sky will fill with grays As this darkened planet comes to the end of days The celestial bodies will now align As all that's known faces the end of time The planet moans its final, gasping breath As it arrives at its sad, untimely death As the meteors fall and torrents rain Soon will be the end of creation's pain Now j

Thoughts, Rants, And Events
This is in response to two things: -the blog post "Frank" under my Novels -AngelLady's 9/11 Distress video in her stash Clip from the comment I left AngelLady: Whether or not 9/11 was planned by the government or the outside, I don't know. What I do believe is that the United States is very two-faced right now. Those that are unaffected or very indirectly influenced by the government are thriving. I believe that is in the nature of the people. Those involved in or influenced by the government are in a very bad situation. Our politicians are corrupt. The value of human life is less than the dollar. The natural traits of humans - being inconsiderate and selfish - are highly evident in these people. The United States needs to change. Should the 9/11 attacks be the work of outside "terrorists," they were successful in showing the country's weakness and showed that the government structure and people in government need to change, though the methods they used were horrible and did

Desi - Sex Guru
Kinky Sex Sex seems to suffer the closer people become, maybe this is because we lose our sense of "otherness."We get to caught up in satisfying "their" needs instead of thinking about our own. There's nothing wrong with trying to satisfy your partners need, however if your trying to "spark" fireworks it really isn't helpful. Forget about the guilt, rule breaking, fear of being caught, forbidden elements, being selfish about "our" pleasure, or something we know our friends would be horrified by ( or at least we like to think so, anyway ) This type of sex usually happens in one night stands, affairs, and risky sex with someone we know we shouldn't be having sex with in the first place. Granted some couples seem to manage with balancing intamacy and excitement and getting the best of both worlds. No added bodily fluids and no added bodies, all they've done is upped the "KINK" in their relationship. Different activities you can try to up the Kink in your relationship are: 1.

Whats Happened To This World?
youre added, rated, fan-ed, commented, even looked at by only two types of people. those who wish to increase their level, or those who want to fuck you...sad truth. i think you know this...especially some of you lol. it takes some getting used to (i was surprised), but this is not the place to meet people. this is a game...im playing it and so are you (hopefully). you meet people through the "other" friend sites...where adds and rates dont effect you. i like this game, but it forces performance and delusion dun't it? you know. so i guess this is the step toward reality...if you wanna be away from this for a bit...rather an invite. just a step of course... myspace.com/6malik9 so...as ive said, i'm somewhat new. only a few friends...really only one ive spoken to. so this tarted up lady starts checkin me out, rating my things, leaves a comment. then, because i am a decent, rational human i offered to add her as a friend...but she werent havin it unless i rated her and added her as a fan

Poetry I Like
I felt a cleaving in my mind As if my brain had split; I tried to match it, seam by seam, But could not make them fit. The thought behind I strove to join Unto the thought before, , But sequence ravelled out of reach Like balls upon a floor. I've alway found this peom inspiring so when a mumm reminded me of it I though I'd share it. If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or, being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise; If you can dream - and not make dreams your master; If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with triumph and disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fo

Love Story
36 years and 10 days ago I was Born into this world … A blessing to a man and woman who Even till today is hopelessly in love.. I had grown seeing and feeling The love between them.. Leaving imprinted within my mind The true meaning of love Even though I was surrounded by a halo of love The world outside was cold and bitter.. Life was not as sweet as I envisioned All too soon I would taste its sourness.. Be forced to feel its cruel hands upon soul. Tears, heartaches, lies, betrayal is what I Found within one. Leaving me empty Feeling love was lost to me.. Believing that my name was not written in that Book of Love. Locked so tight no matter how hard I tried I could not break that lock So walls is what I built high and air tight. Locking out all who would try . Only wanting to save what was left Of my soul of my heart of my peace of mind.. No matter how hard I tried I could not Resist the calling within in my mind and soul For the one who needed me a

Loves Gone By
Are There Angels? It is said there are Angels In Heaven above And they shine with the light Of an inner love Of these things I had not a clue But that was Before I found you For in you I've found A love that is so right It shines all around With the brightest of light It comes from somewhere So deep within That it has no beginning And knows no end Your love is a light That brightens each day Of all of the people You see on your way Where ever you go Or whatever you do All see the love That you have inside you That God sent you here To a place where you'd be Sharing such love With someone like me Is proof for me That angels exist And are filled with a love That no man could resist I thank God each day For finding the time For looking down on me And making you mine So yes there are Angels In heaven above I know because God Sent me one to love Loves Gone By It takes a strong heart to withstand the pressure Of the up

Friends
I’m crying, The tears are slowly going, I’ve got a problem, I can find a way out, I’ve got a friend. My friend has got a friend. I’m a friend with my friend. A friend is not a friend, Without a friend, That’s my friend, My friend, Who’s got a friend. But when I get ready to die, will my friend let me go or hold me close. Wish I knew the true answer to this longed question By: YOUR BELOVED TWEETY So you want a piece of my Rosy, cushy, juicy pie I’m afraid, without romance on supply This refined lady is not going to comply Before into my world You make your entrance Remember this lady loves romance So how about friendship with romance Maybe you may stand a chance Send me sweet roses once in a while Make it your number one style I need you now, not as a lover If that is your immediate aim You’ll be sucked out of my life with a hover So how about friendship with romance Now and then, take me out to dance Hypnotise me, enchant me in

Think Abou This
it's time for a break been on wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to much latey . so i am gonna take a break for awhile . thanks to all you that have rated commented and added me. remember these words Always treat yourself with respect cause u never know if anyone else ever will The nicest thing about the future is that it always starts tomorrow. Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail. If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night? Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks? Scratch a dog and you'll find a permanent job. No one has more driving ambi

Little Heads Up For All
Okay all here is the newest update about my working. I currently have a full time job that has me working either early mornings to mid afternoon or mid afternoon till late at night. With the spare time I have between my working shifts each day, I try to spend with my family here, more so with my daughter thou. I will try to be online when I can if I am not to tired or in too much pain. I now have a job that has me working nights and I am normally too tired to get online after work. Reason for not being online during the day, is actually spending time with my daughter and family like I should have been a long time ago. Sorry for the inconvenience to you all and for not talking to you all anymore or much but I have some more important things to take care of then to sit here online 24/7 now. Have a good night/day to all and may the Goddess of the moon bless you with her perfect light and help protect and guide you thou your many days. Misha (Bella)

Come Check Out Our Challange
Challenges of Friendship And Membership Drive This is a Challenge For all members of Pumas Lair, Country Line Saloon, Moon Light Lounge, and Club Solitude. Contest Begins 2-29-08 til 3-15-08 This is a Membership Drive for all Four lounges. The Prizes will Be $125,000.00 Fu Bucks For First Place Winner. and $75,000.00 Fu Bucks For Second Place Winner. In order to keep track of the people Joining the Lounges, The New members needs to send an E-mail To 'FUBAR PUMA/OWNER OF PUMA'S LAIR & OWNER OF COUNTY LINE SALOON/MANAGER @ MOONLIGHT &CLUB SOLITUDE Telling us who Invited them into the Lounge. The new members need to subscribe to all four lounges In order for the recruiter to get credited for the recruitment The Best Reward for this Membership Drive, will be the Members coming into the Lounge Good Luck to all participants This Competition is open to all Members and Staff alike not to mention the new members recruited. Thanks From All The Staff. my fr

Bloggy Talk
I am me a very important person who love people friends and hate only one person her name is Lisa Irving Ramirez look her up and kick her ass lol. I am excersicing right now as of this minute so read or not i will blog to my bloggy everyday . hello bloggy guess what woman in this place keep hating on me cause i am very happy of myself and they want to put me down in saying stuff negative about me. but to them all I say fu bar you another word fuck you I am here for a very long time. so fuck off asswipes.

Poetry
When I lie down next to you. I feel my heart growing between us. When we lie down together I feel, The missing piece of my heart I never had. I think about all the wrong things I've done to you, And the things I've done to hurt you and I wish I could go back in time and erase it all. I've done many things to hurt you and still we lie together. When we lie together, I feel a relationship beginning to grow. No one could ever break us apart, When we are lying side by side. When we lie in the same bed together, And all I can think about is you and I. When we lie down together in the same bed, I can't thank about anything but you and I. by:Gary Frost May 21, 2005 Tears to my eyes, Are from the way I love you, But you don't know how much I care. When I'm around you I start to tear, But you don't care So why should I care. When I look at you I start to tear, Because I know there's no chance between u

Up For Auction...
I am up for auction.. for the first time. Not sure how to do this all..but here is the womans page who is holding the auction. U will find me in her pictures.. in the auction folder. just click on her pic.. and go from there. •DREW•@ fubar or heres a direct link to my pic http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=867358&albumid=883759&i=226895424&idx=0 am i worth anything I wonder? Doubt it Ok, I am up for auction.. for the first time. Am i worth anything? We will see! Heres the link to my page... or pic where you can place a bid. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=867358&albumid=883759&i=226895424&idx=0 you can copy/paste it and put up in top ..if you know how!

Rants Of A Sane Crazy Man
People who want to think they are cool by putting DJ in front of thier name because they think it makes them sound cool. ok for all of you that do that FUCK YOU! I have DJ in front of my name because it stands for Digital Jockey, as I'm an Online Radio DJ. I've been doing this for 7 years almost 8 now, so I have evvery right to put that in my name now. You dont get that right overnight you have to earn it. I've spent the last 7. 5 years busting my ass trying to promote my Radio stataion, as well as working for 4 other stations in that time. He''ll I still work for one of them now. Honestly you get the right to call yourself a DJ untill I say you have spent 3 or 4 years doing internet radio and promotions for that station. Oh sure while your working there you can say I'm your DJ and your name but dont call yourself a DJ when you have NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY FORM OF RADIO! DJ have been on AM, FM, Internet, and now Satelite radio. thats it. All those other "DJs" out there your not, c

Killfm
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Rambling's From An Insane Mind.
The truth will set you free! Yeah right. I've learned the hard way that sometimes it's better to just keep the truth to yourself. Sometimes people aren't prepared to handle the truth. You lose too much, you lose friends, you lose love. The truth isn't all it's cracked up to be. Sometimes it hurts too much. It causes way too many problems. Sometimes you should just let people beleive what they want to beleive. Tonight i'm sad and getting drunk, the truth has made me lose too much. Never again will i trust, never again will i beleive. It's over. Feeling sad and alone. The one i love and long to be with is far away, and i crave his touch. now, i'm depressed and tryint to keep my mind on something else, but it keeps going back to him. Back to the sound of his voice, those beautiful brown eyes, even that little wave in his hair. I can't stop thinking of him. I know soon we'll be together again, soon i'll hold him in my arms. I just hope that day come's soon.

Bullfrogs And Blowjobs
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Larry...goodbye
I wasnt the one who made the phone call. I wasnt the one who talked the early morning whispers of fantasy. I am the one with the new life and a restraining order. But hey...I tried. I tried to warn, to listen, then to step back and let him have the room to hang himself cause he wouldnt listen. And when something went wrong I reach out to comfort and show i care...and i get my hand bitten for my effort. I get cyber attention whores who think they know me talkin shit. I get betrayed for sharing a single feeling with someone i was trying to be a friend too. on his terms. Well no more. I dont have time for this bullshit. yes we had a son together. But LArry has never so much as supported his son with a dime and I guess I only fooled myself he would ever be there as a father for him. So Im done. I will not try to maintain any relationship so that one day larry can contact his son. I dont care about the bail money i spent to get larry out of jail. I dont care what happenes to him anymore. Im

If Ya Didnt Know Read So U Know Now
50 Things Girls wish Guys knew!!! 1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot. 2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to dress like Victoria's Secret models. 4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar. 5. There is no such thing as spooning. 6. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D. 7. This is how we see it.. Don't call = Don't care. 8. Which also means if we don't call, take the hint. 9. We like you to be a little jealous... but overly possessive is not necessary. 10. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on. 11. Return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave (and not just your face). 12. Foreplay is not an option... it's a prerequisite. 13. We're allowed to be late... you're not. 14. Eye contact is key. 15. Don't take longer to get ready than we do. 16. Laugh at

Something I Wrote
Abused Oh see her standing there her screams echo through dead air her dreams wonder around her mind soon to be lost with time an she says…. these scars show me for who I am Just another abused by the hand She’s living in the shadows Feeling so alone with no love for her at home Slowly slipping away She just can’t go through another day an she says…. these scars show me for who I am Just another abused by the hand Cause everything she did was Overlooked by what she couldn’t do Just something fun I wrote (Talking) Cover your children’s ears this is no kid song. (A women breathing) OOH YEAH! (Music starts) I run my fingers threw your hair, how far it goes I don’t care Forget what you’ve known, I’m hear to make you moan and groan OOOO! !In an out, in an out! !You and me is all we need! OO the heat begins to rise. I see the passion, burning in your eyes. Our tangled legs in a heap, I can feel your hear

Women
I need to get out of this town. Im tired of selfish women who when they dont get things there way im the selfish inconsiderate bastard... Women say that they want a man that is honest works hard for his family keeps a clean house and helps on his days off. Even when you provide those things for them why is it still not good enough for some of them?? Why do we work so hard so that there not with a "BUM" and give them the things in life that other women crave for in their current relationships and arent getting them. What is good enough for a woman to keep her happy???? Does anybody know???

Irritations Pt. I
First of all, I must say, I have an ass affliction. I love nothing more than a beautiful ass in my face. However, I'm a little more than annoyed by women that show off their asses but when it comes to the sex, refuse to let you anywhere near it. If you don't dig on anal eroticism, don't front. Most guys, I'm sure will agree with this. Basically what I'm trying to say here is, don't show off merchandise you have no intent on selling. If you're not an "ass" girl, there's plenty of other things to show off such as your belly, your legs, your cleavage, whatever. The female body is a beautiful, beautiful thing, but it is easily misused. Thats it for my irritation for today. So I have been browsing around, and there sure is a lot of half naked women on here. I like that in a girl. In my opinion, what you're BARELY wearing is way more attractive than what you're NOT wearing. It's provocative and exciting and doesn't give it all away at the beginning. Don't misunderstand, I totally dig the fem

The 9th Day
Carver turned to her slowly. The silence was immediate, "I will untie those for you." He said softly as she stared at him as he approached her. He gazed down at her as he undid the ropes, freeing her hands. She rubbed her sore wrists softly as she backed away, tears running down her face, "I don't have time to make nice with you Tessa..so the sooner you quit this bullshit the sooner we can get down to business." "Who are you?" she asked, her voice cracking. "I'm death bitch." he said as he backhanded her hard across the face. Tessa fell to the ground holding her cheek, crying pitifully. Blood poured out of her nose. "Come on sweetheart...no more games and I won't beat the fuck out of you." He slowly pushed the hair out of her face. "You are a spitting image of Jesse...amazing." Tessa shook, "Please don't." Carver smiled, "Please don't what Tessa?" "'Hurt me…please don't hurt me." She held her cheek with a shaky hand, crying weakly. He turned and pulled her along through the d

New Kitchen - Please Vote
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Cute Stuff
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Mine All Mine!
I see you sitting there, thinking, I wonder if it is about me. Your name dances across my lips, And you turn to me and smile. The way your eyes light up amazes me. Speaking volumes with just a look. The electricity crackles me between us. As our hearts tune into each other. You get up from your seat, And my heart begins to race, As you walk slowly towards me. You stop mere inches away, My body starts to tingle, And a fire blazes through me. I feel your caress everywhere, But you have yet to touch me. The look in your eyes sets me on fire. You raise your fingertips to my lips, Touching them, then grazing my cheek. Your fingers slide into my hair, And you pull my lips to yours. As our lips touch I melt into you, My hands coming up to your shoulders, And sliding around to hold your head. You pull me close and we touch everywhere, Wanting as much contact as possible. You pull me towards the bed, Our hands roaming each others bodies. The urgency building between

Friends come and Friends go. That being said. If I dont talk to you on a regular basis or you are not a member of my lounge. In a few days you will be gone off my list. You know who you are and who needs not worry. But for the rest. Sorry. Your history. If you choose to take this personal. Well I am sorry for you. Just that simple. I dont need a bunch of people on my friends list to make me happy. So either speak or be spoken for. Your choice. P.S. This is not a point whoring blog. You wanna rate Then rate if not. IDC Come play at The Dawg House. Drinks are on the house! Awesome people and great tunes!! Come hang out with the best and fuck the rest!! Just click the link below! The Dawg House!

Mumblings Of A Different Nature
Everyone seems so attracted to you. They all want your touch. So they say your perfect, They wanna be with you, But when it comes to loven, Your the untouchable woman. They say your too much, Your so untouchable, Your too much, Untouchable woman. Do as you like to me, Make me feel like never before, But when it comes to loven, Your the untouchable woman. They say your too much, Your so untouchable, Your too much, Untouchable woman. I want to be touched, I won't touch you, You can feel me, But You'll still be in need. They say your too much, Your so untouchable, Your too much, Untouchable woman. Touch me, touch me, TOUCH ME! Untouchable woman! (c) 2008 Butterfly Entertainment Inc. Q: How many Arians does it take to change a lightbulb? A1: Just the one. You want to make something of it, eh? A2: None: Arians aren't afraid of the dark. A3: Only one Arian, but an awful lot of light bulbs. (*smash*) Q: How many Taureans does it ta

Thoughts
wanting so bad to be with you your all I've hoped and everything I've dreamed could of had you if I just relaxed but I cant let go of all my past taking no chances I just pushed you away what will I do if you dont stay I cant forget you even if I tried yet here I sit just letting you walk by I want you close so I need to speak please give me the chance your all I need give me time to relax a bit I wana love you and never regret Scared to move I hold my breath tears fall again so many regrets to stubborn to give even a little bit watch my whole world completely cave in open my mouth just ot speak everything fixed if only I could speak wanting so much to just be with you pushed you to hard now were through grasping at air as I reach for you you backed away cause I didnt give lost you now this pain will never end

Happy Trails.
What people were saying about Packers quarterback Brett Favre after he retired on Tuesday: Roger Goodell, NFL commissioner "Brett Favre will always be remembered as one of the greatest players and fiercest competitors in NFL history. His long list of accomplishments both on and off the field is remarkable. Brett’s talent, enthusiasm and love of the game helped him become the only player to earn three MVP Awards and he was a vital part of bringing a Super Bowl championship back to Green Bay. It has been a joy and privilege for all of us to watch him play." Ron Wolf, former Packers GM "Everybody has copied his throwing style, but that was a unique Brett Favre thing, just wing it, sometimes underhand, sometimes behind the back, sometimes to a lineman, and a few times to the opposition. But that’s Brett Favre, and he did those types of things. I think he had a great deal of fun playing the game and he always played to win the game. (He) had great, great respect for the game

So I Can Find Out A Lil More About U..(yea U)
HOW TO MAKE LOVE Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat 4 steps 3-5 or change mixing bowls. Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town. ENJOY read and fill out 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Giv

Check It Out
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am Horny 2. I need to poop 3. I need a Beer 4. I double flushed the toilet. 5. I like ladys feet. 6. I wanna puppy 7. I hope to level at Pimp by the end of the week so help please. 8. I am watching wrestling tonight 9. I should do my homework instead pf playing on the FU. 10. I live in Michigan and Love My Wolverines:) 11. I serve in the US Military. 12. I have met some cool people on here. 13. People call me a lot of weird names lol. 14. This is giving me a headache. 15. Have a great Week. I plan to tag whoever reads this lol DJ SILK IS ON AIR NOW AT THE MOSHPIT.. CLICK THE PIC TO JOIN HER AND HAVE SOME

My Poems
Late Night Red Light by Bob Gallagher There's no one around, no one to care. Yet still, I sit and stare, in apprehension, fear, and excitement at the luminous red orb above. Ahead lies darkness. The left and right are less ominous but quite possibly as dangerous. The well lit, cliffside roads of yesterday and yesteryear are all that occupy my rearview mirror. There's no one around, no one to care. Yet still, movement is something I dare not dare. In My Mind by Bob Gallagher Is a clear, brisk night at the beach better than a good storm Hearing that song that only relates to one moment, one person Knowing that you have made a difference in someone's life even if only one Hearing waves pound on the sand when you need to clear your mind Knowing someone thinks you are a great person What if you would have told that special person your feeling earlier, whose world would be better Remembering childhood memories and sharing them with someone who cares Watch

Feelings
Dark dreams silent screams Cold sweats many regrets Freezing rain a heart in pain Battles fought lessons taught Mind in a daze stuck in a maze Confused and scared all emotions bared Frozen in place a hidden face Evil surrounds you hear no sounds Fear you can taste no time to waste Win or lose it's time to chose Which way to go you just don't know Either way looks fine but your life is on the line You make a choice but your inner voice Tells you good try but you chose to die Take a deep breath on your path to death It's ok to cry as you say your final goodbye Thinking of you is all I can do I sit here and frown because you let me down I sit and think back my whole world is black I am never the one who will see the shining sun I want someone to care but life is so unfair All I do is get hurt and treated like dirt I open my heart and it gets torn apart Will it ever be able to heal maybe if I find a love that is

Just Stuff
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate ou

Johari Window
Something I just saw in Reeka's blog (That she saw in someone elses lol) Thought I'd see what the people thought of me too. If you have the time stop by please. Arena (known to self and others) cheerful, friendly, quiet, shy Blind Spot (known only to others) caring, clever, complex, dependable, happy, helpful, kind, loving, mature, modest, trustworthy, warm, witty Façade (known only to self) accepting, introverted Unknown (known to nobody) able, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, confident, dignified, energetic, extroverted, giving, idealistic, independent, ingenious, intelligent, knowledgeable, logical, nervous, observant, organised, patient, powerful, proud, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, silly, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, wise Dominant Traits100% of people agree that Iced Earth Rule is friendly60% of people think that Iced Earth Rule is kind60% of people agree that Iced Earth Rule is quietAll Per

Fubar
SINCE I JUST STARTED THIS NAME I HAVENT HAD A CHANCE TO ADD ANYMORE PICS YET. I WILL BE ADDING ALOT MORE IN THE NEXT DAY OR SO. HOPE TO SEE LOTS OF RATES AND COMENTS HELLO ALL. I HAVE BEEN ON FUBAR FOR A LITTLE WHILE UNDER A DIFFERENT NAME BUT IT HAS KIMDA CAME TO A STOP. I HAVE SOME FRIENDS THAT I TALK TO ALOT. BUT MOST I DONT EVER HEAR FROM. SO I STARTED A NEW NAME TO TRY AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS AGAIN. I LOVE TO CHAT AND JUST MEET NEW PEOPLE. HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU. DONT BE AFAID TO SEND A SHOUT OR A MESSAGE IF YOU WANT TO CHAT OR JUST KNOW MORE ABOUT ME. JEFF

I Feel Like This Today
Wake in a sweat again Another day's been laid to waste In my disgrace Stuck in my head again Feels like I'll never leave this place There's no escape I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me I don't know what to take Thought I was focused but i'm scared I'm not prepared I hyperventilate Looking for help somehow, somewhere And no one cares I'm my own worst enemy I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me Put me out of my misery Put me out of my misery put me out of my put me out of my Fucking misery I've given up I'm sick of feeling Is there nothing you can say? Take this all away I'm suffocating Tell me what the fuck is wrong With me Linkin Park lyrics I cry,it does me no good.It hurts,I no longer have anything to lose

Songs
I am so in love with this song at the moment. _Check out the video on youtube :) _______________________________________________ Apocalyptica feat Corey Taylor Lyrics - I’m Not Jesus Lyrics Dirty little secret Dirty little lies Say your prayers and call me rare Save your soul tonight Drift among the faithfull Bury your desires Aberrations fill your head You need a place to hide And I am Do you remember me? And the kid I used to be? Do you remember me? Chorus When your world’s come crashing down I want to relive. Your god is looking down on me! I’m not Jesus, Jesus wasn’t fair! You confess it all away, But it’s only shit to me Your god is looking down on me! I’m not Jesus, I will not forgive! No I won’t! (2x) I’ve thought you were a good man, I’ve thought you talked to god. Your hippocratic messiah and child abusive turned satanic. Do you remember me? Do you remember me? And the kid I used to be? Do you remember? Do

Thejmc Says:
Okay, here it is, my suggestion to everyone that has seen all the Michael Moore movies and believes that our government is doing us wrong. I say we shut down the government for a month or two and see how much better things are. And I mean, the entire government, federal, state, local. Why not? Things could only get better, right? Eventually, all businesses will shut down because people will refuse to pay for services, and loot them constantly. Child rappers will walk out of prisons around the country and any one with a grudge against you will be able to bash your skull in with a stolen claw hammer from the local hardware store. Our pretty girl from my last blog will be raped 2 or 3 times daily and won’t have anyone to run to that will protect her. Michael Moore will be beaten 7, 8, 9 times a week but since no one feels they have to pay for their previous emergency room services, hospitals and doctors will close their doors so he will not be able to get the care he needs to survive. A

Life Is To Short
Unbound feelings Thrust your love into my soul; make my form shake with the mountains. Intensify my every curve. Male pleasures of mine come make me urn for every breath that leaves those lips. He carries the tongue of seduction. Releasing her tightly pleasures, hands of a dance glides to her thighs. The tongue slithers to the edge of her hips Arms of strength hold the gateway to her red rose. Wings of a butterfly open to the bliss of pleasurable moans... Come to my garden touch my pedals and breathe me into your soul. Come my tender love. For, I bloom with every glow of you. Open the light let us be together. I'm treasured with torture because of my unbound love. Come and find me, give me what I urn. Life is to short... To argue.. to be stressed out... to not take care of yourself.. to worry about everything.. to let someone treat you like shit... to be with someone who doesnt appreciate you... to not strive for what you want to accomp

My Poetry 2008
"the love of a lifetime" SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT THE FIRST TIME I REALIZED THAT I LOVE YOU... IT WAS AS IF MY EYES TOOK A PICTURE AT THAT MOMENT AND SHARED IT WITH MY HEART. SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH MY LIFE HAS CHANGED BECAUSE OF YOUR LOVE. I THINK ABOUT YOU, I THINK ABOUT YOUR HAPPINESS, I THINK ABOUT US, AND I THINK OF OUR LIFE TOGETHER; THEN I REALIZE YOU ARE... AS MUCH A PART OF ME, AS THE AIR I BREATHE... AND THE DREAMS I NURTURE. BUT, FROM TIME TO TIME, I STILL LIKE TO REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I LOOKED INTO... THOSE BIG BEAUTIFUL EYES. I LOOK INTO THEM, DEEPLY, AND REALIZE I SEE MY FUTURE... WITHIN THEM FOREVERMORE!!! WRITTEN BY: CHEYENNE AND COPYRIGHTED Sometimes I imagine... Happily sailing through life you and me walking hand in hand able to face each problem and strife experiencing a love that understands Where I can rest all my anxiety in your comforting arms conquer every goal and see victory and not come acro

Trashy's Blog
When yer up to yer butt in aligators, it's hard to remember it is yer prime function to drain the CREEK !!! welcome to the world of trashy, where it's something ALL the time.... but remember folks: EVEN A BLIND SQUIRREL FINDS A NUT SOMETIMEZ........... FBLAHBOOOT-PA-THPPPTTT......and that's all I got to say bout that...........

Hurt
Today has been one of those days, where you really do think about giving up, especially after really bad news. Today's news has definally changed my life, and I'm not sure that I can bounce back to the way I was because of it. I lost one of my best friends to suicide early this morning. It really didn't hit me hard until later on in the day, when I felt like a piece of me was missing. She was and still is a big reason on why I'm still alive to this day. I use to cut, and when things would get real bad, she would "talk me away from the edge." We promised each other that we would always be there, we would always answer the phone for each other, and no matter what, I kept that promise for those short 2 years that I knew her, she was family to me, but I feel like I have failed her, I feel like there was something that I could of done to stop it, to help. But I couldn't. She was going to be 21 shortly after I would of been, and she was very proud to be a virgin, because she was saving herse

May The Best Stalker Win!
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Bothvar
today was a damn good day. i woke up around 1:00pm and hopped onto fubar and messed around for a bit. after that i was picked up by my girlfriend to get our checks from work (we work at the same place) and got those cashed. of course my friend brian had to join us because he was wanting to head over to my moms house with us to watch survivor. it's what we do every Thursday...don't ask. anyway, after all of that madness we went out to eat at my favorite Chinese buffet...*drool* damn, i love me some Chinese. after we were finished eating we started over to mums house, but first we had to pick up cigs and soda. when we arrived at my mothers domain she wasn't home so i just unlocked it and waltzed right on in, as did the rest of the pack. all of a sudden we smell dog shit. now when i say dog shit i mean this foul ass oder that clung to our nostrils, oh- my- GODS it was nasty. where was this smell coming from you might ask. OUR SHOES!!! we tracked it all over her house. as soon as i got do

Just The Way I Feel Today
day by day i sit and ponder, day by day i stand and waunder, day i gaze upon her and wonder does she care. some say im a losser others say im crazy but the ones who care just stare, but when one steps to say something...is it too late. Why do i feel like dieing? its just that i just want to give up and not try anymore. I sit,stand,walk, and pace all day and think do keep tring or just lie done and just let time and the reaper take me? oh well tell me what you think.

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Virgo
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Music And Me
I have always been a music lover. Its in my blood. My mom loved music,whether she was singing or dancing.My father played the bass guitar in a band so he was not only a lover but a participant. This love story of mine is like none other. Me and music will be together til death do us part. Its my drug. Man, when a good song comes on, and I mean a song that strokes all the parts of your body that can tingle and the others part just grow tense, there's no better feeling. Hearing words come out in a sweet cord and hearing the guitar or drums set the dramatic effect is a feeling that you really cant put your finger on. All you can say is "umm". Feeling the pain in the bass and the joy in the cymbals can either bring you up or lay you down.I love music for it has ministered me through many problems, love triangles,spiritual warfares, and broken hearts! If it had not been for the song that God put on Marvin Sapps and Fred Hammonds heart, I dont think I'll be right here this moment. Mu

Tired
Tired of seeing statuses of people leaving..etc. Tired of trying to convince those..to stay. Not to leave because of liars..etc.. on here. I feel like I waste my time and energy.. for nothing. Lost a good friend again..who said.. she would not delete fubar again. Out of blue yesterday.. she disappeared..for third time. If she comes back again..should I readd her again? Just so it can happen again? I do not know. If you decide to leave.. please think long and hard about it..is all I got to say.

Auction....
Meet my new Fu-Owner Jak! He won me in my 1st ever auction. Please stop by and check him out, he's a great guy! Be sure to tell him Sweet sent ya and while you're there feel free to fan, add and rate him also. JAK~ ۞ Owned by Lacey ۞ ~Owner of to many to list see blog@ fubar Auction Starts March 7th @12 eastern and ends March 14th @12est. Check out all these wonderful people below in Sweet Judy's auction.... Be sure to stop by and place your bid on one or as many as you like... Person with the most rates gets 100,000 fu-bucks so if you're not the bidding type atleast place a vote for your favorite! Lets all have fun and make some good offers to fu-own your favorite man or woman... Lady Love Indy~Sent~Dream Maker ~~Sunshine~~ ~*~Sweet~*~ Robisue Boone

Joke
HOW TO HYPNOTIZE A MAN AND KEEP HIM ENTERTAINED FOR HOURS ON END: It really works, so I'm sending it on to all of you!follow link !!!!!! Just Copy And Paste This Link Into Your Browser !!! http://vili.us/hypno.html What is a 710? A few days ago I was having some work done at my local garage. A blonde came in and asked for a seven-hundred-ten. We all looked at each other and another customer asked, 'What is a seven-hundred-ten?' She replied, 'You know, the little piece in the middle of the engine, I have lost it and need a new one...' She said that she did not know exactly what it was, but this piece had always been there. The mechanic gave her a piece of paper and a pen and asked her to draw what the piece looked like. She drew a circle and in the middle of it wrote 710. He then took her over to another car which had its hood up and asked 'is there a 710 on this car?' She pointed and said, 'Of course, its right there.'

Funny Things:
I think it's funny how someone can give attention to those they shouldn't, but can't give it to the ONE they should! It's amazing how someone can flirt, chat and look at others that they shouldn't be flirting, chatting with or looking at, yet they can't even give the slightest hint of attention to the one that should be getting all the attention. It really pisses me off! And there he goes again... doing stuff he shouldn't. Telling ppl things he shouldn't... WTF! THE RULES OF RURAL MICHIGAN ARE AS FOLLOWS (LISTEN UP CITY SLICKERS!): 1. PULL YOUR DROOPY PANTS UP. YOU LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT. 2. TURN YOUR CAP RIGHT, YOUR HEAD ISN'T CROOKED. 3. LET'S GET THIS STRAIGHT; IT'S CALLED A "DIRT ROAD." I DRIVE A PICKUP TRUCK BECAUSE I WANT TO. NO MATTER HOW SLOW YOU DRIVE, YOU'RE GOING TO GET DUST ON YOUR LEXUS. DRIVE IT OR GET OUT OF THE WAY. 4. THEY ARE CATTLE. THEY'RE LIVE STEAKS. THAT'S WHY THEY SMELL FUNNY TO YOU. BUT THEY SMELL LIKE MONEY TO US. GET OVER IT. DON'T LIK

Life
I have bled and felt the raw corners of suffering the second hand punctuating throbbing of pangs. I have skirted the heights of ecstasy believed I could hold no more joy. I have sat in stillness and felt the depths of solitude. I have cowered in fear and pleaded for safety. I have been the object of adoration and of hatred. I've felt the pride of birth and the desolation of death. I have given, without thought of recompense and taken in direst need. As I live and touch those around me and stories intermingle with my own, I am reminded of the length and breadth of the human heart and take nothing ever for granted. For those of you who show me love often, I'll be in Alabama for a week and maybe checking back in from time to time. You know who you are :) Thank you, you always make me smile. I will be back next Thursday. Have a wonderful week. Love you!

Needs To Be A Rockstar!!help
LETS GET HIM TO ROCKSTAR ALL... I WILL RTF.. THANKS. http://fubar.com/user/724136 LuvsLickinPoon@ fubar THANKS ALL, LOVE YA. BRATT LuvsLickinPoon@ fubar http://fubar.com/user/724136 ILL RTF.THANK ALL BRATT

Tag Your It!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Love MY Family!!!!!!!! 2. I LOVE Sex!!! 3. I BITE MY NAILS! 4. I AM A SIMPLE EATER. 5. I Swim Like a fish!! 6. I HATE SUMMER! 7. I Hate People Who mumble!!! 8. I WORRY Way to MUCH!! 9. I am ADDICTED TO FUBAR!!!Thanks to YOU all..WINK WINK 10. I DESPISE LIARS! 11. I LOVE Country Music!! 12. I WANT Someone TO LOVE ME NO matter what!! 13. I AM 5'3 TALL. 14. IM VERY SHY IN PERSON TILL U GET TO KNOW ME! 15. IF I could Win a Few Million All of My Fu Family WOULD GET SOME!!!!!!Muah I Tagged: Phoenix Sin Southerndelightt Sultry Warning Bobby Pirate Mz.Naughty Ellie Ace o

To My Friends
I have uploaded 54 skins / backgrounds in my picture folders. Feel free to rip them and use them as your own background. If you have made it into my friends, fans or fan of list, congrats. That means that you are some on on Fubar that I consider to be a true friend of mine. It also means that you are some one that means alot to me. Thank you for always having my back and being there for me guys. I love you ! Signed , ~♥ Miss B

Auction
1. NO DRAMA!!! 2. The auction will start on Monday the 10th, or when I get 10 entrants and run for 1 week. 3. Bidding will start at 50,000 fubucks. 4. Cash bids (VIP, blasts, etc.) will outweigh any fubucks bid. 5. Instead of an entry fee, you must rate all my pics, before you will be added to the auction. FOR THE AUCTIONED: Send me a message with what you will do for the person that wins you, and specify if it will be sfw or nsfw. Im holding an auction, hopefully starting monday next week. im looking for at least 10 entrants, if youre interested or have any questions, mail me

Millionaire
One Million Fubucks...For under 45 minutes of your time!Free Fu-Bling 12 paks/200k in Fu-bucks.... Thats right...The Biggest and easiest way anyone has ever made a million fubucks on Fubar!!!! HERE'S HOW... I have 2 albums which will be opened Friday the 7th @ 5:00-6:00pm Fubar time,each album has 100 photos in it.... Rate 100 10s and ill send you 10,000 fu-bucks... Rate 100 11s and ill send you 15,000 fu-bucks... Rate another 100 10s and ill send you another 10,000 Fu-bucks and you’ll be eligible for the amazing prizes…This includes a million Fu bucks, 12 paks of bling,blasts& other large fu-buck Prizes... (Important…Please read carefully) Send me a private message when youve completed each album,(after verification)ill send you the Fu-bucks,those who do both albums will also recieve a number,the order in which i recieved the e-mails saying youve completed both...(Be sure to send me a private message saying your done ,for each album completed,So i

Come See Me In Delights
Guy:"Lets have sex right now. Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no. Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell. Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first. Guy: "I'm not special to you?" Girl: "You're my friend. That's all. Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop. Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss he

Im Up For Auction :) Wanna Own Me
Auction opens March 7th @12 eastern and runs for 1 week. Check out all these wonderful people below in Sweet Judy's auction.... Be sure to stop by and place your bid ... Person with the most rates gets 100,000 fu-bucks so if you're not the bidding type atleast rate your favorite! Lets all have fun and make some good offers to fu-own your favorite man or woman... ******************************************** Lady Love Indy~Sent~Dream Maker ~~Sunshine~~ ~*~Sweet~*~ Robisue Boone Pita Bunny ~*Ghost*~ Rhonda Teresa ~¢¾Jo¢¾~ Rules.. (repost of

ok i recently did a mumm. got alota hate on it, but if anyone saw mw would you jump or shut the fuck up?Everyone goes through some shit and deals with it . i have been doing this for so long i just want to relax.i work 55 hours on 1 job then 50 on another do the math one pay is 15 the other 13 add it up. i never said what else she did but every one thinks they know till they get the whole truth(check out vantage point good movie). so i get to do a blog. dont know what im doin so please tell me how and i wil get better. thinking about writing a book about a gut who goes from broke to moderatly well what do u think?

Prayer Request
to all my family out in fu-land, my mom was brought back to our hospital last night, then released home @ 9pm. she is still sore, they dont know what was causing the chest pains, but they did say her heart just beats faster then its supposed to. so she is home, and until she gets a full recovery i'm still asking for your prayers and thoughts to be with us. this was a very scary moment for my family, if i lost her i dont know what i would of done because she is a big part of my life. well thats all for now. have a good weekend. and god bless -jenn b my name is jenn not to many ppl know me but my step mom last night was admitted to my local hospital after going to the dr's for a check up, she was having chest pains and they rushed her to our local hospital for tests, they admitted her last night, and she started having the chests pains again this morning so they rushed her to albany medical center in ny. i'm playing the waiting game at home because i have no one to watch

Vampires
The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Empress of Scandanavia Known in some parts of the world as: Mother of The Flesh The Great Archives Record: A sensual one who knows the flesh - and knows the blood. What vampire clan do you belong to? You scored as a Malkavian You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood. Malkavian 88% Gangrel 79% Tremere 63% Ventrue 58% Nosferatu 58% Brujah 46% Toreador 42%

Being My Self
i have been learning alot these last few weeks or so...so here i am laying it all out for my friends and others who happen try stay along , i hope my words find a peace that resonates in them... i am not a crusader, i am not trying to make a point, i struggle each day, with everday life... i find comfort in music and poetry and music... here are some of my personal experiences... i am prior service,,, that means yes i know what guns are, i can break down, clean, put back together , , reload, and fire w not heart burn...i have faced the fact that uncle sam has little or no value to my life, therefore i have to hold it in high value or esteem, it come down to how much do i value my life abouve them.. I worked with many a vet, and my heart pours out more for them as each one crosses my path, to see a hugh kind heated man or woman who was used for uncle sams own needs... yes i portary a dark hearted person in my pics, simply because i do not fear my own darkness, and j

If I Was Clever Enough To Name My Blog Id Put It Here
Well keep it to your-fucking-self!!!! No one wants to see your pictures of dead babies, hear your self-righteous rhetoric or even to pretend any longer that we are paying attention to you. If you don't like the idea of abortion then do not have one; it is that fucking simple. Until you are a scared young teenage girl, a poor drug addicted prostitute, a rape or incest victim you can not even begin to fathom what is going through the head of a woman who decides to have the procedure done and to impose your personal beliefs on her is wrong. If you feel so strongly about abortion that you would post bulletins on myspace with pictures of dead babies then maybe you should go adopt an unwanted child from a group home. Be that better moral person you infer by posting said images and pushing your views around, and adopt that child instead of having your own. OTHERWISE SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT IT!! Also here's something to think about, if you smoke around

Songs
Been a rough week. Don't have much to say.. Next week I will be picking up a few extra days at work..hopefully it will take my mind off my problems. Just bear with me..if I am moody. just here listening to old songs!

Me
Go to this link and join the Fu Luv Bomb Squad http://fubar.com/blog/192972. RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Blue Orion) 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the limit on the amount of contests you can enter may too, but since we are new will keep it this way. *It cant be stressed enough that these rules are subject to change and all member

How ???
wake in the night Having you on my mind feeling you in my dreams you'll be there until the end of time Dreams of you rush my soul reaching over to find I'm alone The bittersweet pain of love Baby I am yours Come take my hand...my heart Hold them both Keep me safe from myself Love me for my vunerability My pride I carry Showing my weakness is not my ability Lonliness gives me time to focus on my prespectable life with you Can you, will you, Love me ??? Well to say the LEAST i miss you all so much. I will be back on line in about a week or so to give love to all of you...I have been out of state with my family to support my mom in her health sitations. Its been great seeing my sisters , mom and dad and the kids...my heart needed that family connection so bad...it makes me realize that even tho my past was hurtful from my last relationship....i think i can LOVE again !!!! that is crazy for ME to say...believe me...I have stee

Me
Hey to those who know me and to those who do not I am not single i have a wonderful husband so do not hit on me please. I am Married and very happy so please respect me in that matter i am open to make only friends on here.

Misc
Hey All~ Ya know it is nice when ya receive messages whether its an I'm or Text and it is a nice one. On the other hand once in a while ya get one or two that are not so nice. Today I received several messages that were nasty as in people were pissed at me and saying that I should not do certain things and leave others alone. Now that put me in a very bad place mentally and severly pissed me off! I have replied to these messages trying find out what the hell is going on but get no response. I hate feeling this way cause I get really tempermental, mean, irate etc. But it also depends on who I am talking to if I am that way towards them. Well it is time to find a way to get happy again! Hopefully It will happen real soon!!! Are feelings and emotions worth having? At this point and time i am pondering that question myself. Not sure if they are or not. Dont get me wrong about it but it seems like when you put your feelings out there and wear your heart on your sleeve it leaves you vulnerab

Auction Im Going To Be In!!!
MY FIRST AUCTION IM IN MINIMUM BID 60,000 FUBUCKS PLEASE COME SHOW ME LOVE AND BE MY OWNER...HERES THE LINK LOVE YA LOTS... CANDYRAIN. JUST WANTED TO LET PPL KNOW MARCH 14th at 5pm est time. I will be participating in my first auction HOSTED by SpizzyGoodness So I am Just asking for ppl to make sure they come and bid on me then. I dont ask for much for myself on here so im hoping my friends fans family and all will be able to show me love then it will end march 21st at 5pm est time just figured i ask for help now love all my friends and please be have and dont do anything i wouldnt do lol...Have a great weekend all and i cant wait to see what these auctions are all about I will give more details when it starts LOVE YA ONCE AGAIN MUAHZZZ EVERYONE. CandyRain and the minimum bid is 60,000 fubucks just so you all know ahead of time thanks again.

My World...
wow what a week i hav enot been able to go to school all week because our car just decided to die. i dont get why cars are so fuckn touchy. i would like to make a car that never dies. i would like a car that does not need to have repairs or anything like that. would that not be nice?? i think it would be fantastic... let me know what you think. oh wanna know what the problem was the battary died and the trans is all fucked up like we didnt know that the trans was going... lol so 110 dollars was spent to get a new battary and to be told that the trans was bad.. hummm money hogs anyone??? tink All i have to say is that i love this site. myfriend emailed me a link i singed me and my boyfriend up and i just cant seem to get off the computer now.. i love this place. i am still tryn to figure a few things out like how to make points and stuff like that but i think i am getting the hang of things. A little bit about me. i am 22 and my birthday is on january 1 1986. i have no kids

Smilingfirefly's Finds
This is an article in the latest Men's Health Magazine which I found interesting and wanted to share. Works for women too! http://www.menshealth.com/cda/article.do?site=MensHealth&channel=health&category=stress.management&c..9e07133b2ace7110VgnVCM10000013281eac____&page=3 The Stressor: You've seen your friends' marriages, and worry that you'll end up with the wrong person. Beat that stress: Ask yourself a few essential questions. Are you attracted to her? Do you play well together? Is she unselfish? Does she treat people well and talk positively about past relationships? Does she recognize her family's shortcomings and take corrective steps? Is she respectful of you? Does she share the soap in the shower? If you have a string of positive answers, you have a fun, responsible, thoughtful person at your side, says John Van Epp, Ph.D., a clinical counselor based in Medina, Ohio, and the author of How to Avoid Marrying a Jerk. That probably qualifies her as a keeper. The Stress

~~kindness~~
~~ Kindness~~ Current mood: thoughtful Two Horses Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally and l

Prayers Needed Please!
Here will be a list of the gifts and condolences sent for Layla in her absence, she loves you all. Please continue to pray for her strength as the loss of ones child is the hardest pain a parent can possibly ever endure. Each gift or message you send her will be listed here as my time allows. Not one will be missed, she will know her friends love and concern! ~ from carla: March 9, 2008 @ 5:31 pm LAYLA, I AM SO VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS BABY!! PLEASE KNOW I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU, YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE IN MY EVERY THOUGHT AND PRAYERS! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! ~ from crazydave: March 9, 2008 @ 6:24 pm My thoughts and prayers are with you at this terrible time ~ from msbunny: March 9, 2008 @ 9:39 pm Sis my prayers and thoughts will be with , don't forget I love you and I will be here for you as well as others on here. You've been my sis for over 4 years now, and this too is just like my nepfew that I've lost . Call me anytime you need me . My love and prayers ~ fr

Under Constant Renovation
This is a blurb to everyone informing them that I am going to try to start 2 new blogs and keep up with them as much as possible. One will be comments that have been sent to me from supporters so that the people this page supports can see and read peoples comments and signs of support. The other will be comments that are made by troops,firefighters,law enforcement and ems workers to me that show their appreciation for what everyone is doing. This way everyone can see the effect they are having and tell someone how they feel about its influence on them. I will keep up as best I can. So those are coming soon....I will try to do new ones everyday. Thank you again!!!!! OK everyone....This is just to say that I will continue to add pictures as they become available. Seems I can add 10 with each level, till 11. Please feel free to send me pics you would like posted, and I will save them until room is avaiable. Thank You again for your continued support.

Mustangtim34
I am looking for a nice woman who knows how to treat me like a man.If she treats me good I will treat her like a queen. if you are a nice woman that likes to have fun and don't play head games. contact me.i wanna have some fun......

Second To None
We will have new recordings up soon, so check on the MySpace for details. Also we're looking for someone to do art for us, if you're interested message me here, or on the MySpace. http://www.myspace.com/2ndtononenc -Love Jaykob We will be having shows on the following dates March 29th Cody's House w/ Eve of the End, Guernica, Articuno April 19th Svetlana's Birthday Party w/ An HourGlass Romance May 17th Cody's House w/ An HourGlass Romance, Art of Arson, Eve of the End, Guernica, Ambivalent, Cupid Wears My Trophy

Chinooks Lords Prayer
Fair is the white star of twilight, and the sky clearer at the day's end; But she is fairer, and she is dearer. She, my heart's friend! Far stars and fair in the skies bending, Low stars of hearth fires and wood smoke ascending, The meadow-lark's nested, The night hawk is winging; Home through the star-shine the hunter comes singing. Fair is the white star of twilight, And the moon roving To the sky's end; But she is fairer, better worth loving, She, my heart's friend. Nesika papa klaksta mitlite kopa saghalie (Our Father Who dwells on High) Kloshe kopa nesika tumtum mika nem. (Good for our hearts Your Name.) Kloshe mika tyee kopa konaway tillikum; (Good you Chief of all people;) Kloshe mika tumtum kopa illahee kahkwa kopa saghalie; (Good Your heart to make our country such as Yours up above;) Potlatch konaway sun nesika muckamuck, (Give us all days our food,) Pee kopet-kumtux donaway nesika mesachie, (And stop remembering all our sins we make to t

Ryox82
Something about sam adams and vodka that makes today seem perfect!!! Wish I was back in Florida right now though so I would have people to throw some back with. The girlfriend and I did actually break up.....it sucks. it was almost 4 years so it is especially hard. Know what I mean? Anyways my friends girl had their first child today. His name is Nicholas Paul Tufariello born in Stony Brook Hospital, Long Island, New York. Woohoo!!! Hey what is up all? I was turned on to this site by my brother. I am by the looks of it soon to be single and am looking to get back into meeting people. I like all sorts of people but as you can imagine really enjoy the company of women, older or younger. Add me and drop me a line!! I am looking to make friends.

Rate Spankers Family Auction
> > > > Rate Spankers Auction Results Thank you to everyone who entered, And everyone who bid! =) cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH is now owned by SBM08 ~Enforcer @ "THE VIP LOUNGE"~* Sergeant-at- Arms Rate Spankers Leveling Club*~@ fubar Red Z28 is now owned by cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH ~ {Captain 2nd Alarm Hotties Swat Team}@ fubar Be Safe, Sleep With A Soldier is now owned by L1PS♥FuWifey2MovingOn♥†KoPeS'PaRaLyZeR†Mgr@ClubRaven`GM@EoM`BdyGrd2King@ fubar fireforeman is now owned by ..chillie...@ fubar

Feelings
Tonight im having an auction in silent screams radio at 10pm est come and bid for the right to own me ~~CLICK TO JOIN THE LOUNGE~~ SILENT SCREAMS ROCKIN THE AIRWAVES LIVE DJS TAKING REQUEST PLAYING WHAT YOU LIKE TO HEAR IFU LIKE ROCK, METAL THIS IS WHERE U NEED TO BE!!!!!!! NOW HIRING DJS, GREETERS, ENFORCERS, DANCERS, BARTENDERS Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Beauty Skin Deep
Women over 50 don't have babies because they would put them down and forget where they left them. A friend of mine confused her Valium with her birth control pills... she has 14 kids but doesn't really care. One of life's mysteries is how a 2-pound box of chocolates can make a woman gain 5lbs. My mind not only wanders, it sometimes leaves completely. The best way to forget your troubles is to wear tight shoes. The nice part about living in a small town is that when you don't know what you are doing, someone else does. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight because by then, your body and your fat are really good friends. Just when I was getting used to yesterday, along came today. Sometimes I think I understand everything, and then I regain consciousness. I gave up jogging for my health when my thighs kept rubbing together and setting fire to my knickers. Amazing! You hang something in your closet for a while and it shrinks 2 sizes! Skinn

Product Launch Formula 2 Affiliate
Click Here For An Honest Product Launch Formula 2 Review As a Product Launch Formula 2 Affiliate you get to show others wonderful and real case studies of people who used the system to make some real good money. The first one is with Neil Stafford, who's niche is teaching parents how to teach their kids to play soccer better at JuniorSoccerCoach.com. Their launch did almost $10,000.00 selling a low-priced instructional DVD. Chuck Smith did a product launch for a low-priced product in the "quilting" niche - it did approximately $3000.00, and then he followed that up almost immediately with another $4,000.00 launch. Kyle Battis did a launch of a $10 per month membership site in the "personal fitness" niche. The launch generated a continuity income of $15,000.00 per MONTH. Tags: product launch formula, product launch formula 2, product launch formula 2 review, product launch formula 2 download, product launch formula 2 affiliate, product launch formula 2 launch, plf2, plf2

Starting It Off
well I am sick setting at home, but I did sell my truck an trailer an now own my own bike again after several years LOL I missed riding. Hope I get rid of this flu soon so I can really enjoy my bike an feeling the wind in my face, an riding with my buddies. write more later Well lets start this thing off, right now I am just setting around trying to get over sugery at home, normally I am out in my Peterbilt running around the country side. I Love what I do an I love the freedom of the open road but I am thinking on selling my truck an trailer an stop going cross country. I have gave better then 15 yrs to over the road so I have seen alot of the Country thru the windsheild, an gotten paid for it

Global Mumms
K PLEASE to ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FANS I need your Help here. I entered a Contest I need Comments on Mrs bubbles Page!!!!!!!! Please go there and Leave me Love thank you all I will show the same for you Fubar should read mumms before they pass Judgement onn wha a mumm Is here, I wrote a Poem about two Months ago and Asked if I should Publish I and I got Deleted from Globals I complained wrote email Fubar support and Still nothing I got that They get turned on once a Month well that has come and Gone do you all think that they should read and Make a Judgement that way.. There are vicious People on here that Report Things that should not be reported. Shouldnt fubar recognize this

Stupid Random Daily Blogger
well i got my mustang out for the first time this week. runs great but needs a little tune up. going to get the interior and stereo system done by the end of summer i hope. also want to get my grand am painted to. Umm... I get my xbox 360 in the mail tomorrow. Should be fun. playing a game on my friends right now. nothing really new for today

Downrater!!!
HERE ARE SOME LINKS OF DOWNRATERS THAT CAME BY MY PAGE TO DOWNRATE ME TODAY... LOL THIS IS SO FUNNY!! GO SHOW THEM YOUR THOUGHTS PLEASE!! LOL miss mariah rated your photo a '3'! 16 mins ago miss mariah@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ pretty leigh rated you a '1'! 15 mins ago pretty leigh@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sexy Bi Babe Mandy rated your photo a '1'! 9 mins ago Sexy Bi Babe Mandy@ fubar **************************************************************** now take for granted after the first one rated me a 3 I politely went to her profile rated her a 3 (she does not have a verified salute) then left her a comment saying "thanks for the 3 here's a 3 for you downrater" Next thing I know Ive got 2 more coming and rating me a 1.. LMAO what sad sad lives they must have.. apparently they are either jealous or just havent a clue how things usually go on here.. or the way

Miss You
Hey sexy people if we are friends then u know what today is. I probably wont be on for a day or two im off to surgery. I am nervous as i dont know what so wish ur girlie some luck and smooooooooooches to my friends and fam you know who you are!! I Wanted to say I miss you all and I have not been around because I am sick! I am tryin to get better because I go in for surgery next week and need to be well!! Smoooooches All You Sexy Fookers! I love you and cant wait to be back with you all! SMOOOOOOOOCHES TO ALL MY REAL FAM AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!! LOVE YOU JLYNN

Heros
I never thought that I would ever be in love until I fell in love with my husband. He is the most wonderful man that I have ever met and he means the world to me. I almost lost him because of my stupid self but he realized that I was wrong and he is willing to love me anyway. I just want everyone that reads this to know when you find that special love keep a hold of it and dont let anyone or anything stand in your way. Love only comes around once in a lifetime and when it does you have to grab ahold of it and not let go believe me I know. Jason, Baby if you read this i want you to know that I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!!! Your my world baby and i cant breath when your not around me. I miss you baby so much come home safe.... I have two heros in my life one is my daddy and the most important one is my husband. He is in Iraq right now and I really admire him for fighting for not only my freedom but everyone out there no matter who they are.

Life Little Struggle
life Current mood: complacent ok so here we go time to get things off my head, How do you know when to fight and press the issue on something and when to back off, here is my problem in life. I have a great fiancee and i would never leave her but what i am wondering is she strong enough to start this life and leave what she knows or will the family ties always bind her to them. So that leaves me wondering when is the family ties and the love you have for someone enough to decied i mean what should a person do how do you wait for someone to let you know which is more important there life with happiness or there family. A hard choice i know I mean how do you decide when to break those ties and how do you know when to take what you want and give up what you have.....The great question in life how to fight for what you want and when is enough enough. You know i never thought i would meet someone who makes me think of them all the time but in the same time what is a person willing

Up Date 3
Well i have my surgy date and its March 27. I wont be on my computer for while. Am not sure how longe i will be off my computer. I go the 19 for more info and let u know when i find out more Last night my main computer crashed. Am on my mom lap top during the day. When leave for work got to turn her off and wait til the moring to talk to yaw. plz leave me some love. return in the moring when get on

Out Of Sight; Out Of Mind!
out of sight; out of mind; doesn't it make you wonder; how easily people are distracted when you're not around; but how easily they want to know what is going one, when they are sitting around doing nothing; out of sight; out of mind; how quickly one forgets responsibility when there are other distractions; how easy it is to take for granted that someone will take care of your responsibilities; regardless of how long you're gone, without question, with out concern; out of sight; out of mind; Fade to Black; Invisible; It happens once again. You have to be responsible, which leaves you alone again; The trials of life become overwhelming, You need to turn within. People say they understand, but really I don't believe, As when you don't know what to say, they all just tend to leave. Fade to Black; Invisible. It's time to turn within To focus and realign the things that are out of hand. And where are those supporters, The group that cheer

Blech
OMGZ the new Everquest patch is so AWESOME! They took away flag and key requirements for a ton of zones, including....ANGUISH! Which means I can destroy all the stupid signets and get my 2.0 epic! They also made it so the fewer AAs you have banked, the faster your AA experience goes! Patch message: *** Highlights *** - The 10th Veteran Reward, Summon Resupply Agent, is now available! - Alternate Advancement experience has been accelerated significantly for those with fewer AAs spent and will scale back down to the normal rate as more AAs are earned. - Many keyed zones from the Ruins of Kunark, Scars of Velious, Shadows of Luclin, Planes of Power, Gates of Discord, Omens of War, Depths of Darkhollow, and Prophecy of Ro have had their key/flag requirements modified. All players that have obtained the key/flag will still be allowed entry into the zones, as will players that have met minimum level requirements for the zones. The zones and minimum level requirements are as f

Thank You All
As most of ya know I havent been around for a few days since everyone in the family is sick. Im gonna be slowly catchin up just give me some time to do it cause im not sure how long Ill have to play on here each day. Ive caught this crap and now my son has too. Im so ready for summer so everyone will just be better! Thanks again for all the comments and messages and everything. Hope everyone is doin better then me! lol xoxo I dont even know where to begin.... WOW What a ride!! Thank you all so very much for spankin me so hard durin my HH. You should see the marks.. Im still feelin it! :P I have the best friends on fubar you guys all ROCK!! I have gotten so many new friends its gonna take me awhile to spank everyones page. If you think I missed ya send me a message or shout and ill swing by with my paddle and spank ya! See told ya I had a paddle! :P Spanks again so so very much!! Lots of licks and spanks! xoxo -cotton

God....... See My Stash
In my brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter skelter romance from the start Take these memories that are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreads By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her He'll never forgive her Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire on a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroine In this moment I'm lonely Fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs all these women I'm never forgiven this broken heart of mine Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever One last kiss Before i go Dry your tears It is time to let you go One last kiss Before I go Dry yo

I Want To Know....
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 37 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude? 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing

Storys
I hand the wrapping paper to McGee as I open the soft box. I open it slowly and a glitter catches my eye as the light hits its contents. There, inside the box, is a simple, yet beautiful diamond bracelet. 'Ziva, it is beautiful. I can't accept this.' I say as O try to hand her back the box. 'Grace, I don't care if you can't. You have too. I have one exactly like it, and so does Abby and Jenn. Think of it as our little club, kind of like the pink ladies in that one movie with all the singing.' Ziva smiles as she takes it out of the box and helps me put it on. 'Grease, Ziva, the movie was Grease. It starred...' 'We know, Tony.' We all interrupt him before he can finish his sentence. We all laugh at the look on his face. His jaw is dropped mid-word and he has the look of a punished puppy in his eyes. 'Oh, come on, Tony. You know that was funny.' Ziva says trying to make him laugh about it. 'Anyone up for a game of cards?' McGee asks as he walks over the the armoir in my room to retri

Comment This Honeys Pic
help her out by commenting on this photo please. shes in her first comp and every comment counts. shes worth every comment and so many more. you will need to friend the owner to comment , please do though. thankyou so much for your help help her out by commenting on this photo please. shes in her first comp and every comment counts. shes worth every comment and so many more. you will need to friend the owner to comment , please do though. thankyou so much for your help

Contest
Ok there going to be a new get out of fu-jail auction ,starting soon so if ya interested in it guys click yoyo's pic let her know what you are offering to get out and ladies click on aussie's and do the same we like to start auction by 15th it will run 1 week and there a $10,000fubuck entry proudly bought to you by YOYO AUSSIE (repost of original by '!!!_-AUSSIE-_!!!' on '2008-04-03 13:05:13') (repost of original by '!!!!ҰØҰØ¡¡¡¡ ØwnЄĐ ßŷ ßiG Kŕi§' on '2008-04-03 13:13:12')

Ineedastr8jckt
i want to thank everyone that noticed my status and wished me good luck.. everything went great and they will be calling to have me go pee in a cup... (got that under control, don't worry) but thx 4 the support... it was greatly appreciated... i luv my fu-homie's, ya'll are awesome! i'm so stoked! why don't these freeloaders get off their ass and get a job!!! these ppl standing on the side of the road make more money than i do!!! MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics

A Naturally Dominant Male
1. You have the responsibility to ensure that your DS play is consensual at all times and by every person involved. 2. You have the responsibility to respect your submissive. Dominant is not synonymous with abusive jerk. 3. You have the responsibility to make sure that your activities do not adversely affect your submissive's health or safety, both physical and mental. If you break your toy you can't play with it any more. 4. You have the responsibility to respect your submissive's limits, not only those stated, but those perceived by you, that the sub may not be aware of. You must never take advantage of a submissive's weakened or altered mental condition, such as playing with an obviously inebriated sub or degrading someone you know to be a victim of incest. 5. You have the responsibility to maintain a clean, healthy and sober body. Filth, disease and/or substance abuse are the antithesis of Dominance. 6. You have the responsibility to provide somet

Don't Need A Fairytale
What is the one emotion that has everyone mystified? What is the one emotion that has started as many wars as it has ended? What emotion has had more plays, songs, and stories written about it than anything else? Love is the one emotion that makes enemies into friends and friends into enemies. So many legends surround this emotion, from the goddess Athena and Helen of Troy to Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet. Love comes in so many different levels, that it doesn't appear to be the same emotion at all, but it is. There is so much to love, that it will be hard to put into this simple blog. It can tear people apart and make us do irrational things to bringing together entire nations. What can this emotion not do? It's hard to tell, but there is a lot it can. This emotion, bring tears to our eyes when something happens to our family members, friends, and pets. When we feel love ripped from us, as in death or being spurned by another, we do things we wouldn't normally do, such as go on

Ask Me
my birthday is monday the 5 who wants to come help me celibrate it and what should i do YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

I'm Mrs. Right
How to Be the Perfect Guy for Her 1. Don't Obsess About Your Looks 2. Cheer Her Up 3. Be a Gentleman 4. Earn Her Trust 5. Be a Good Kisser 6. Don't Rush Sex 7. Give Her a Great Orgasm 8. Be honest 9. Players not apply This is so damn true so i had to steal it from someone else!!!!FIRSSSST... I wanna give props to "the infamous Jason Cross" for posting this in his blog... i gotta give credit where credit is owed! ----------- ------------ ------------- -------------- 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try every

Untitled
The pain that life causes no one can explain. The pain I induce on someone is what gets me off. The pain I feel I wish I never felt. The suffering I wish I could escape. The torture is a device to control and sacrifice. I feel so empty inside I wish I could just die. The pain is so unreal the love I never feel. The fucking world is a piece of shit, I wish I could just end it. The pain and torture I feel is what I despise. I feel that I don't belong. The pain I fucking hate. The pain is so ungrate. The more I see, the more I hate.. Written by.. Megz The hatred I feel lurks deep inside. It manifests in away I never felt. I hate the feeling of love. I hate everything about myself. Torture is my love. Although I wish I had a tourniquet. Something to cut off the feeling of my life and to torture someone else. Manifestations I can not explain. hatred is why I live. Nothing I do can ever satisfy me. The pain that lies deep within. The pain that only one can hav

Songs From My Heart..
these feeling within my heart are new and make me want you more, to hold you in my arms, to kiss and adore. the addiction of our new memories... will burn brighter then the sun in the summer sky. your eyes and smile, the thought of your skin softly touching mine is like a breath of the purist air that blows across my cheek in the spring. the rolling thunder that is my heart within my ears as you seem so near to me. i cant help but adore you. wanting you by my side. as i have you in my grasp, my mind is filled with dread.. to see you slip away... how am i to deal with this when your no longer there? i will close my eyes and keep you with me in my dreams where we will never be apart, til you come back to me... you will stay within my heart. ((my work in progress)) "so, theres this boy and the way he laughs makes me smile... and the way he talks gives me butterflies. just everything about him makes me happy... & I would introduce you but.. you WOULD fall in lov

Got To Luv It!!
u kno, i had to block this guy the other day. for whatever reason, i just felt i needed to. well, after tht, i guess he couldnt take the hint. he first sent me an email to yahoo. than tried to have me add him back to yahoo under another name. he than proceeded to have a "friend" on fubar send me , not one, but 2 emails here askin what was up. ok, no i didnt tell him i was going to block him. i dnt have to!! it is my choice! but, if i have blocked u, shouldnt tht be a sign to leave me the hell alone? so now, i am weary when i get friend's request on here. what if its him? oh well, guess if i turns out to be him, i would juat have to block again n again n again! DRAZ FOREV...: WANNA SEE MY COCK this was in my shoutbox this morning!! got to luv the wonderful guys who think their cock is sooooo much better than ones i have already seen! if i had wanted to see it, i would have asked to see it, right? i am thinking he needs reassuring tht it is worth looking at?? i dnt kno!!!

Poem
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and brown. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine. I love you my Fu Man Chew! I met you only the other day for the first time Our eyes met and we know in an instant what we both felt We were shy and our hearts ready to fly What we did was amazing it just felt right Another day t

Friends
I have made a change in my top friends again. Now the person in the #1 spot is a true friend. As for the one who was on the top of my list, he is now way at the bottom. I am putting things behind me and on my way to a new and better life. Going back home to Alabama soon. Have a friend or two from around there that I met here and can't wait to met them in person. One in particular, but that is another blog for another time. Thanks again to all those who have given me their love and support.... For those of you who know me, here and in real life, you know that my life of late has been like a roller coaster. I rearranged my top friends. I have realized after what has happened in my life that I have some of the most awesome friends. Some of them may not understand my Number 1 friend after what happened and what he did, but with out him doing what he did, I might not have ever known the true depths of their friendship. Each of them has touched my life in a way that has made them very

Funny
I have been under a lot of stress lately and makes me want to end this existence. I am having trouble at work which is causing all of the problems. I just don't know what to do. I'm tired of fighting and hiding how I feel. I feel like I am letting everyone in my life down. I hate to drag everyone down just had to put it out there.

A Love Poem Written For Me
My vampire You slip to my bed in the dead of night Enchanting me to invite you in for a little bite You came through my window On my bare neck a kiss you lay A sharp pain pierces my skin The things my mind here you say Soft sweet honey voice of yours Drinking on mortals that you adore Thoughts filled with ancient lore You are ancient Your sins unbearable Things you’ve done were abominable Blood was sweet nectar to you Made you do the things you do I feel my life slipping The mortal life you see Mental and physical pains that haunt me My wall of emotions Tears that I'vr never cry That might fill oceans and oceans Drowning the world in my fears and my dolor My yearn to part from this domain My mind slowly on the edge To turning insane I say Thank you For my soul slowly slips away Away from this realm To a nirvana faraway Slipping to the doors of judgment Close you eyes and make a wish and fall asleep beneath a shooting star to only dream in a bed of

Let's Clear Some Things Up, Shall We?
Well, today's episode went like this: My ex decides to sit on his ass all day and play XBOX, well we got into an argument, and what does he do? He calls me FAT and PUSHES ME. People HERE can call me fat all day long, because it doesn't bother me. But when someone I love, who is supposed to love me, uses it as an insult, it hurts worse than any physical blow you could ever throw at me...THEN he wants to apologize.... Bitch, please... CHECK YO'SELF I'm NOT someone you: 1) WANT to make an enemy of... 2) Make fun of, cuz I don't give a shit. 3) Can easily offend,OR humiliate. 4) Spit game too...Doesn't work people... 5) Have to worry about stalking you or some dumb shit like that... 6) Should waste your time TRYING to break me...I will NOT BE BROKEN. 7) Should try to change...Believe me, many have TRIED, and MORE HAVE FAILED. 8) Should EVER say SHHHHH to or tell to SHUT UP...I pissed off, then get louder. 9) Gossip to...Believe me, I don't care, so it's a waste of

The Debbie Moulton Backstabber Chronicles
The Debbie Moulton Backstabber Chronicles Isn't it pathetic that this person would let out a sigh most every time her cell phone rang and it was her mother calling? I witnessed this on many occasions. That's quite understandable considering she told me how sad she was that her "favorite" parent recently died first. A classless statement from a classless individual. Then she tells the tale of how her "obsessed with the church and religion" ex husband decided (when she was in CO visiting) to resign her from her job without her knowledge, pack up their home in a U-Haul, put the car on a trailer, drove to pick them up in Denver (arriving at the door with no notice), only to move them to the middle of Nebraska and live in a motel because he saw a church on TV he wanted to join. She went on to say that they lived cheaply for years, only renting places the whole time they were married. Yet the ex was able to buy once he remarried and moved on. She wasn't overly enthusiastic over the

Happy Hour Very First Look Here
Wow I can't Thank you all enough for the turn out of my very first Happy Hour. My friends are true gems, That I love dearly. Swing by these wonderful ppls pages and show them as much love as possible. You won't regret meeting these ppl I sure don't. And these ppl are diamonds in my eyes Abby Abby ~Screw the roses, Send me the thorns~@ fubar G

Fubar
To tell ya the truth, I don't take fubar all that seriously. It's, by design, ment to create petty drama and the illusion you are somthing more than just a pretty face. Now there are alot of 'social sites' like fubar. Fubar though mmmm it's not really BAD or WRONG...well I guess it's all in good fun huh? I really don't take the site seriously... I'm sure there are those that do take it seriously...I wouldnt know WHO but I guess there are a few. I mean I don't really care all that much on who posted a comment on someone else's page or who voted on what 'mumm' or how many gifts someone has.... I guess the peeps who made this site up are making bucks...maybe that's all it is...a way for a handful of peeps to make a few bucks of all of us sad lonely people who come on every night Damn...sure wish I had thought of it :P HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Ok we all know FUBAR is for mainly those over the age of 18. So WTF is with crushes? what are we in grade school? But, it is what it is...just a

Spring Clean
You Are A Cedar Tree You are elegant yet unpretentious, modest yet vivacious. Attractive and friendly, you are full of imagination but might lack passion. You abhor vulgar people, and you don't like anything in excess. You have little more ambition than to live a calm life and enjoy nature. You create a content, peaceful atmosphere for others. What's Your Celtic Horoscope? Well I took the liberty to clean out my friend list. Its almost spring and I figuired that most of the people on the list never said hi. So I apologize if I took you off the list and you still wanted on, if this is the case just scream at me and ill add you again. If you dont care see you later, get lost and dont worry as my foot connects to your ass on the way out.

My Fu-slaves...
You heard it hear first. I'm owned... And being the good bish that i am i planned a fun filled day for Miss Vee. First, breakfast in bed is a must Then i was thinking about taking her for a massage... But i'm lazy, i'm paying someone else to massage us. ;) Maybe sometime at the beach? Maybe her bewbs in some lotion? That's my job now. I heard she's a Cali girl, so i think a visit to go see Mickey would be fun. :D A proper bish always show's a lady a good time. A nice candle lit dinner would be perfect. And dancing is always a hoot.... Then like a gentleman. A beautiful limo ride home. Ok, i might not be as smooth as i thought, or a gentleman. hehe. I'd like to thank Miss Vee for buying me in DaisyBlue & LarryB's auction. She rocks. :D Drop by and say hello to her. Tell her that her Bish sent you. :P ~♥ღ♥Miss Vee♥ღ♥~

My Lost Love
I'm here waiting Impatiently, eyes full of tears, The other day you said you loved me You said it perfectly clear. Now, today's a new day And you're not here by my side, Now everything you told me Just feels like pain and lies. You said you would be here forever Was that just a lie, too? You made promises you couldn't keep I had all my faith in you. You took off with my heart And life inside your hands, I'm left empty and incomplete Why can't you understand. You let me down When my hopes were high, I try to smile But I always sigh. I'm left alone With all this pain and misery, Your love is all I ask for Why can't you see. You loved me for who I was Not for who I tried to be, You were the best thing that ever happen to me You'll always be inside of me. We've been through too much For you to push me away, I'll always love you no matter what It will never fade away. I Was A Fool For You. I don't know when my laughter turned to tears, When

Product Launch Formula 2 Launch
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#2
U CALL UR SELF A PLAYER, CUZ IT SEEMED U PLAYED A FEW... U DIDN'T SEEM TO REALIZE, IT WAS ME PLAYING U!!! IT'S TRUE, U WERE GOOD AT UR GAME AND CAME OUT A WINNER.. BUT COMPARED TO ME, U WERE JUST A BEGINER THERE'S STLL LOTS OF LEARNING AND U AINT SHIT YET!! IF U DONT GIVE A FUCK THEN WHY R U SOOO UPSET??? ALTHOUGH U TRIED TO PLAY ME, THINGS DIDNT END UP UR WAY,CUZ UR ON UR KNEES BEGGING ME TO COME BACK TO U... HOW DOES IF FEEL TO LOOSE? HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE A FAILURE? HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE PLAYED......... BY A FEMALE PLAYA??? LOL BITCH A FIVE LETTER WORD THAT CAN LEAD TO MASS DESTRUCTION. YET, PEOPLE ARE STILL CALLING WOMAN THAT LIKE ITS THERE FIRST NAME. EVEN WOMAN IS CALLING EACH OTHER BITCHES. BUT NOT ALL WOMAN ARE BITCHES. SO NEVER TREAT REAL WOMAN LIKE BITCHES. BUT, DONT EVER TREAT BITCHES LIKE WOMAN FOR EXAMPLE, REAL WOMAN ARE STRONG MANIFICENT CREATURES THAT CONTAIN THE "GLOW" BUT BITCHES ARE WOMAN THAT LOST THERE MORALS.. RE

Can't Have Slaughter Without Laughter!
I am irrational. I am unreasonable. I am unrealistic. I am selfish. I am rather uncaring about other feelings. I like it this way. I am a firm believer that everyone should worry about my feelings. And when they don't, I become angry. I am someone who most people don't like when I'm angry. I am someone -I- don't like when I'm angry. I am the kind of person who likes to stay angry. Keeps people at arms' length. I am a fabulous liar. I am the kind of person who values truth from others. I am someone who hates other liars, while holding on to my lies at the exact same time. I am a hypocrite. I am the kind of person who considers certain things and certain people in this world to be 'mine'. No matter what. I am thinking someone has trespassed. I am thinking someone had something that's mine. I am wishing I could hurt someone a great deal. Last night I went down to the railroad tracks To watch that train roll by

Thanks To Everyone
OK SO I GOT SOME HORRIBLE NEWS TODAY CONCERNING MY GRANDMA.. WE HAD THOUGHT SHE WAS DOING BETTER BUT FOUND OUT TODAY THAT THE DR'S SAY THERE IS NOTHING MORE THEY CAN DO FOR HER.. HER HEART IS ONLY WORKING AT 15% AND IT LOOKS AS THO HER KIDNEYS ARE SHUTTING DOWN ON HER TOO.. SHE IS IN GOOD SPIRITS BUT IT IS KILLING ME, FOR ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS JUST HOW MUCH THIS WOMAN MEANS TO ME SHE HAS BEEN MY ROCK AND MY HERO.. SO PLEASE KEEP HER AND MY FAMILY IN YOUR PRAYERS.. THANK YOU SO MUCH LOVE YOU ALL.. HELLO ALL... I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I AM BACK AND IM DOING PRETTY GOOD STILL IN SOME PAIN AND CAN'T REALLY MOVE AROUND TO MUCH BUT OTHER THEN THAT THINGS ARE GOOD.. I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR WELL WISHES, AND KEEPING ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS I LOVE YOU. I WANT TO SAY A SPECIAL THANKS TO DJ NAUGHTY LORD DANTE FOR BEING HERE AND HELPING ME OUT AND TAKING CARE OF ME AT HOME, DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU AND ALL YOUR HELP.

Irish Blessing
Here's My Irish Blessing Upon You; May the gentle sunshine fall upon your face, May your presence bring Love and Happiness to every place, May your road be smooth, with the wind following in your track, And may you Always find Twice the years in front of you, as you've had in back!!! Thank you Daniel!! Your morning thought for the day: May God give you... For every storm, a rainbow, For every tear, a smile, For every care, a promise, And a blessing in each trial. For every problem life sends, A faithful friend to share, For every sigh, a sweet song, And an answer for each prayer. ~Irish Blessing~

Love Me!
I WILL BE HOSTING AN AUCTION! STARTS 4-11 ENDS 4-18 ENTRY FEE IS 10K I WILL START BIDS AT 25K IF U WANT IN JUS SEND ME A PIC OF U(sfw) AND WAT U WILL BE OFFERING! *~JeNNaBoo~*@ fubar (repost of original by '*~JeNNaBoo~*' on '2008-04-04 19:25:40') (repost of original by 'MacAttack87' on '2008-04-04 19:49:40') LINK WONT WORK TIL SUNDAY 3-16 TIL 3-22 PLEASE COME RATE ME N LEAVE ME SUM COMMENTS =]

Rules For Sex
Does she know how the world is different since we met? Can she see this shiny new creation that appeared with her? Does she know that I think of her continuously? That sometimes I can't sleep for fear of missing her. Does she feel my heart beat for her and her alone? Sometimes it does so loudly I think she could hear it regardless of the distance. Does she trust the words I tell her? They are only words but they are all I have to give to her. Can she trust her heart although we have never met? My heart has been hers for as long as I can remember. Can she see that I will never mislead her? That I will give every minute of my life to make her happy. Does she know that I love her? 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to come on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have t

Join This Family
'Ctgirl - *OWNER OF THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* - OWNED BY TUFFGUY-Fu Wife to Scout4u' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-14 21:11:39'.. > > > > > > > > > > FEEL THE LOVE AND JOIN FU LUV BOMB SQUAD! WE WANT YOU!!! > > TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! > > > > RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. > 1. No Drama Allowed! > 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. > **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. > 3. Must add owner to family > 4. Become member ouf our Lounge (Blue Orion) > 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. > 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. > 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the n

This Is Who I Am
☆PUNK, SKIN, SKATER, HIPPIE, MOUNTAIN GIRL, MOD, TOMBOY, DORK, ROCKER, JOCK, GOTH, ARTIST, FREAK, DANCER, MUSICIAN.... FRIEND, EXHIBITIONIST, LOVER, HEALER, STUDENT, EMPLOYEE, SURVIVER, SPIRITUALIST, SISTER, FIGHTER, DAUGHTER, CAREGIVER, AUNT, TEACHER, NATURALIST, GROWER, GODMOTHER, OPEN, FRIENDLY, HELPFUL, SELF RESPECTING, JOYOUS, CONTENT, BELIEVER, DETERMINED, FREE, HARD WORKING, UNDERSTANDING, WILLING, ABLE, ENTHUSIASTIC, EXPERIENCED, TRUSTING, COMFORTING, DEFIANT, RISK TAKER, STRONG WILLED, UNMISTAKABLE, HEARTBREAKER, PBR DRINKER, POET, SELF SATURATED, BIG HEARTED, NIGHT OWL, CHAIN SMOKER, DEDICATED, OFTEN UNDERESTIMATED, PAINTER, WILD TURKEY DRINKER, POOL PLAYER, TATTOOED, PISSED OFF PATRIOT, READY FOR A FAMILY, DOG LOVING, PIERCED, MARIJUANA SMOKER, BOOK LOVER, KNIFE COLLECTOR, MEAT EATER, HYPER ACTIVE, BOOT WEARING, UNSATISFIED, HUNTER, UNRESTRAINED, OCCASIONALLY FUNNY, MOVIE LOVER, TREE CLIMBING, DISK GOLF PLAYER, IRRITATED BY IGNORANCE, GOOD LISTENER, HONORABLE, GREEN EY

Love
I just want all of you to know that i wont be on pretty much any this week. I have a severe case of strep throat that is giving me fevers of over 105.0 But i promise as soon as i feel better i will reply to all that has written me. and for everyone that has sent me gifts i will return the favor. I just didn't want anyone to think I was ignoring them, cause i promise i wouldn't do that. So as soon as i am better you will see me back on here. I love you all!!! I wonder sometimes if there really is a thing called love. Can someone please tell me? I am the type of person that I fall hard when I do fall for someone, usually to end up with my heart shattered. So throughout my life I have tried to shy away from love. Lately something happened in my life to make me start asking myself that same question. Can I be loved........hhmmm, can I? Or am I just setting myself up for devastation. I truly hope not. I hate games........I would rather have my heart ripped out and stomped on w

Please Say A Prayer For Jordyn
Jordyn came home from the hospital... she is still in a body cast but she is being cared for by people who love her. She is still having some night terrors but it is getting better. Markie was arrested and claims that he fell down the stairs while carrying Jordyn... If (and that's a big IF) that is the case, why didn't he call her mother and take her to the hospital? This is a picture of my cousin Jordyn... Isn't she beautiful? She is a peaceful, happy baby of 14 months. Her smile fills a room with hope and happiness. Last week she was severly abused by her mother's boyfriend. His name is Markie Cooper and he is from the North Side of Pittsburgh PA. Markie broke both of Jordyn's legs and severly bruised her face. The police have issued a warrant for his arrest, but of course the little punk is hiding out and telling his friends that the police are looking for him for smacking Jordyn's mom around. This man is very disturbed. How else could he possibly have done this?

Please Have A Heart!
Please check this link out and help save the baby seals! It will only take a few minutes of your time to do something humane. http://animalsvoice.com/PAGES/features/seal4.html http://www.stombaughbatton.com/fh/obituaries/obituary.cfm?o_id=2438945&fh_id=13184

The New Addition
Myspace layouts Just have a couple minutes to pop in and let everyone know the news. My daughter was taken to the hospital this morning, she was spotting and went to see if the baby was alright. They did a c-section and my new grandson is here now. This brings my grandbabies to a total of six. I am waiting to find out that my daughter is alright. I'll be back on soon. I hope everyone has a great day! Grandbaby, Skyler, born yesterday. born at 12:42pm. weight: 6lbs. 14oz. length: 18 inches. blond hair, and at least for now blue eyes. He was a merconium birth which means they have to guard against him developing things like pneumonia. My daughter isn't in the best of moods right now because of the hospital. But she'll get over it. It's just going to hard when she goes home because she's bullheaded just like me. So I know she'll try to do too much.

What I Miss!!!
I met someone recently! He has beautiful eyes, brown hair & is the most wondeful guy in the whole world. Our love ran deep into me. Consumed me! Swallowed me! All I thought about was the day when he would be mine & I could be his. You see, I have this childish dream that I will meet someone and fall head over hills for him & he would want nothing more in the world to be with me. I thought that I had finally found him. I hoped that it was him. I prayed to GOD that it was him. I still don't know if I got my answer. If the answer was no, this is not him, it would make sense right now because last night he broke up with me. He completely crushed me. I am so sick of this shit. I hate it when someone gets in so close and then they just tear my lil heart to pieces. I don't know if I can take it anymore. Everytime this happens, I lose even more trust in guys. I don't think I can honestly trust any man ever again. My gaurd will always be up. Waiting on them to leave me.

Level Her
I NEED EVERYONE'S HELP!!! I own one of the most amazing people on Fubar and she helps everyone and never asks for help in return. I think its time she sees some of the love returned to her. She has helped over 200 people to Godfather, Disciple, Prophet, and Oracle! Not to mention all the other level ups she has done. ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar ALL I ASK IS TO PLEASE RATE AT LEAST ONE FOLDER OF HER STUFF. IF EVERYONE SHE HAS HELPED LENDS JUST A LITTLE BIT WE CAN GET HER TO PROPHET. IF YOU DON'T KNOW HER SHE'S THE KINDA FRIEND YOU WANNA HAVE. This pimpout brought to you by the very proud owner of as some call her "The Leveling Queen" GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED AND OWNER OF~ BooBoo~~@ fubar Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 10,991,022 poi

Auction
Hi Lord, its me. Things are getting bad here, gas prices are too high, no jobs, food and heating cost too high. I know some have taken you out of our schools, government & even Christmas. But Lord, I'm asking you to come back and re-bless America, we really need you. Thanks Lord, I love you!Jesus forgive us for not stepping up for you.Let us sing it from the rooftops that we belong to Jesus Christ! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall

Please Help
I am away for a day or two. My first grandchild will be born tomorrow 3/30. So i will be busy with my daughter at the hospital. pet shakledpet needs 10,000 comments in 2 weeks for a 1 month VIP. All love returned!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1087743&albumid=695664&i=825653116&idx=3

~*~my Love~*~
SWEET AND SILENT TENDERNESS. I FEEL IT IN YOUR TOUCH, EVERYTIME REMINDS ME WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, ALL THE TIMES YOU HOLD ME, WHEN I AM SO COLD. I HOPE IT WILL CONTINUE WHILE WE'RE GROWING OLD TOGETHER. YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO INNCENT, JUST LIKE A LITTLE CHILD, AND SOMETIMES ITS SO DIFFERENT. YOU CAN MAKE ME FEEL SO WILD. I NEVER THOUGHT I'D FIND YOU. I'M REALLY GLAD I DID. YOU BRING OUT ALL THE FEELINGS THAT I HAVE HID FOR SO LONG. SOME PPL LOVE WILL FLOURISH, OR SOME JUST GET VIOLET. THATS WHY OURS WILL LAST B/C SOME ARE BETTER SILENT LOVE IS MY HEART LIKE YOU. MY LOVE IS FOR YOU ALWAYS FOREVER. MY HEART IS TO LOVE YOU FOREVER FOR LIFE. BELIEVE MY LOVE FOR YOU, it will always be true forever and always. MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY MIND IS FOR YOU ONLY YOU FOREVER. I THINK ALOT ABOUT YOU MY LOVE, I DONT WANNA LOSE YOU. YOUR MY EVERYTHING

Friends
care to be true friends ??? Name: Yahoo: Number: Best time to call: text messaging yes/nooo : I DARE YOU to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get just bought a racehorse named"my face".He may not be any good,but i cant wait to hear the women in the crowd scream"come on my face"

Jeff Hardy
03/20/08 2:35AM Seeing Jeff’s Tragedy Through My Eyes I was having a pretty standard "gotta fly out early and go to work tomorrow" Friday night. I was washing and packing clothes, booking my rental car, and writing bills to put in the mail on my way to the airport in the morning. Around midnight on Saturday, March 15th, I let my beloved pet dog Lucas outside to use the bathroom. As I stepped outside, I smelled smoke. I walked around to my garage area and could see huge flames burning through the woods. The large flames appeared to be very close to Jeff’s place, about a third of a mile away from my house. My first initial thought was that Jeff was burning either trash or a brush-pile. I then questioned my thought, considering how big the size of the flames looked. For a second, I thought it might be the huge ramp on Jeff’s motocross track or his old recording studio. I quickly jumped in my car, and drove down the back road that connects our two properties. As I pulled arou

Out Of The Box
Sometimes life throws us curves balls. It all depends on how we take it. We can either stand there and let it hit us or move out of the way and ignore it. If we stand there and let it hit us then we learn from it. It might take a few hits but in the end when we learn from it. If we choose to ignore it we have learned nothing. I chose in life to ignore the curve ball and life was hard. When I finally let hit it me I was able to see things I never had before. Life is only what we make of it so either get hit or move away but in the end getting hit is the best choice. Sometimes life isn't what you want it to be. You have to be able to step back and look at the whole picture from outside the box. I am just learning how to do this now and it is the hardest thing to do. We all are so used to being in the box that it is scary to step out but once you do it isn't so scary, hard yes but not scary. I have to thank my two best freinds for teaching me this Christy and Mike. Thank you from the bott

Sunday Evening Update
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. ARE YOU READY FOR A NEW KIND OF EXPERIENCE ? ARE YOU WANTING TO FIND A LOUNGE WHERE THEY PLAY WHAT YOU LIKE TO HEAR ? THEN LOOK NO FURTHER !!! Come take a wicked ride with me !!! YOU CAN FIND ME AT ANY OF THESE GREAT LOUNGES , COME CHECK ME OUT BY CLICKING A PIC !!!!!

Out Of The Box 2
Thank you all for being my friends but I have way too much shit in my life right now. I don't know where im going or where i will end up but when get there I will let you all know. Thank you to ll who have supported me and helped me but right now if I dont try and focus on me I will end up where Iont want to. My page will still be here but I ave to try and figure out my own life right now. THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR EVERYTHING. CHARLIE Sometimes life isn't what you want it to be. You have to be able to step back and look at the whole picture from outside the box. I am just learning how to do this now and it is the hardest thing to do. We all are so used to being in the box that it is scary to step out but once you do it isn't so scary, hard yes but not scary. I have to thank my two best freinds for teaching me this Christy and Mike. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. It is still work in progress but in the end it will pay off. I hope other people can learn to do this it ca

Don't
My name is not Hon, nor sweetie, or babe, the name you can call me is the ones that I gave. You can call me by angel or Jenni or such but the terms of endearment are reserved for my love. He is a fine man my sweetheart I'd say so that is a term I might send HIS way. If you cannot remember who you are talking to then I don't want to be talking to you. No I don't have a webcam so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! No I don't have any other pics of me so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! I will not be taking any nude pics EVER so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! My bra size, my cup size, my jean size or any other size is none of your business so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! I will not be meeting you for lunch dinner or anything else you can think of so if you are thinking of asking DON'T! My relationship is great and I will not be changing it so if you are thinking about asking DON'T! This blog is not intended as a joke!

I Am Fun!
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! 'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. Without wait for a reply, he continued 'I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' 'W

Pimpouts
Rockin airwaves @ Club Wicked Paranoia and Wolfs Naughty Den. Check him out, show some love Fan/Rate/Add KAT is a true friend to me and has always been there for me Please show this beauty some major fubar love!!! Let me introduce you to one the coolest people on the fu! KAT Please stop by her page and show her a little love She has some of the coolest pics to go threw! She has some of the coolest stashes ever! F-A-R one of the best of fubar I promise you will never regret that you have! ¤·.·• KAT •·.·¤ ¨´*·~KILLERS KITTY & FU-WIFE~*¨´¤CWP MANAGER¤@ fubar Perfect Insanity - Disturbed (repost of original by '*Thump☆Star*™|CWP radio|Owned by Mirage|' on '2008-06-25 16:52:16')

Its Monday
Hope everyone has a wonderful Monday. Also hope you had a great weekend. Mine wasn't to bad. Worked 1/2 of it. I have been bothered some though. My ex bf from years ago.. the guy I dated before my hubby... I have seen at work. His dads up there,,dying. I feel so bad for him. A part of me still has feelings for him. We stopped dating, not for the reason of falling out of love. My dad, didnt care for him. My dads a little prejudice..and judges people. He thought my bf was trash. Its what I heard all the time..until I couldn't handle it anymore. I ended up breaking up with him. We both left each other with tears. It has always bothered me..and seeing him again..just brings back the memories. I felt so much like talking to him about it all but the timing wasn' t right. He came out to the desk a couple of times. We did briefly talk, but was about his dad. He gave me his number to put on his dads chart. I wrote his name down, and his mom says.. she even knows your name. I gig

St. Patricks Day...
I posted a MUMM the other day about my son being in a fight at school. If you are interested in the outcome here it is. I emailed the principal of the school and I think he agreed with me about not taking the safety position from my son and is going to reinstate him after a weeks suspension. It could have been worse of course because he could have been suspended from school and that would have been worse cause it would have gone on his permanent record and it would not have been good in the long run for him later. Well I wanted to thank everyone that is reading this blog and those of you that had also voted on my MUMM. Have a great day and hopefully talk to you soon... To all my friends that I don't get to send a message to this is for you... MYPROFILEKISSES.COM ...I hope you all have the best day and lucky times with whatever you do this week. Thank you all for reading this and being a friend, comment back if you feel the same.

Girl/guy Facts
1. Hug her from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. Don't force her to do anything. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she will scream and say put me down but really, she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it will get back to her! 17. Don't ever act different in front of your friends than you are when its just you and her!!!! 18. Take her for a long walk at night! 19. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close. 20. Neve

New Place
I'm So Sorry To Anybody I Didn't Get To Return The Luv.. They Had To Mess Up My Phone And Internet To Transfer My Stuff To The New Place... When They Did It Reset All Of My Alerts And E-Mail... :-( To The Rest Of My Friends I Have Not Had The Chance To Talk To, I Have Started To Move To A New Place So Please Hang Tight And Don't Let Me Go Just Yet... ;-) Hope All Is Good In The Fubar Hood... Hope To Slow Down Again One Day... Take Care All And I Will Talk To You L8r.. I Know I Have Not Really Been On Here Much L8ly Anyway, But I Have Got To Do Some Things And Will Not Even Be Logged In For A While... Hope All My Peeps Are Well, And I WILL Be Back On When I Get All The Bull$hit Sorted Out... Take Care All And ThanXXX For Any And All Love Or Anything Else That May Get Lost In The Mess.... C-Ya All L8r On... P.S. Am I The Only One That Has The Problem Of Missing Friend Request??? (They Show In The Alerts, But The Are Not There) :-(

Calling All Friends
EVERYBODY SAY HELLO TO MOMMYNUTT SHE'S THE A WONDERFUL PERSON AND AN AMAZING FRIEND. SHE HELPS EVERYONE ON FUBAR AND TO HELP US OUT A LITTLE MORE SHE'S HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR ON THURSDAY FEBRUARY 19th AT 9PM ET/6PM FU-TIME and WILL HAVE AUTO 11S ON ALL DAY!! SO SAVE UP YOUR 11'S AND YOUR BLINGS & SHOW THIS HOTTIE ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU'VE GOT. IT WILL BE RETURNED BY BOTH OF US!! CLICK ON HER PICTURE TO BE SENT TO HER PAGE AND GET READY TO SHOW HER THE LOVE Mommynutt**PrOmOtEr FoR tHe PlAyGrOuNd**R/L Owner of my sexy Tuffy**Owned by DJ MaRc**@ fubar SO REMEMBER THURSDAY FEBRUARY 19th 6PM ET/ 9PM FU-TIME. SHE'S WORTH ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU SHOW HER.

Naughty Survey
IF, you had the chance to be with me for one day and night, that is it, would you take the opportunity? and if so, what would we do? 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Hmmm of course i have 2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? If I could I would have sex 24/7 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? The right side so girl move on over 4. Pork, beef, or chicken? Chicken got to have the protein 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? NO because i rolled down the window and threw up on my car instead 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Well How much you gonna offer but yes i have 7. Shower or bath? Shower power 8. Do you pee in the shower? Not since i was 5 9. Mexican or Chinese? mexican 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Passive i like to be in control 11. Do you love someone in your top friends list? I love everyone i talk to 12.

Ex-spouses
OK for all you strong independent women out their, don't you just hate women who are weak minded and can't handle anything and need a man to fix everything for them? Now for the men, I mean seriously, do you really like women who need you for everything and can't even form a single common sense decision without your input? Don't like a women who can challenge you and can stand by you at the same time? I know of a woman who calls her ex-husband for everything. That happens to be my soon to be ex-boyfriend. Wonder why things are not working out between us?????? Isn't crazy how you once loved them to death and when they become your ex you can't even stand them. Especially if they are jerks or major btches. I have one ex-husband and one soon to be ex-boyfriend and I find myself trying to remember what did I like about them in the begining because i sure don't remember now.

Howdy Everyone
So apparently to some Im not the most attractive person alive, but still... dont be rude and leave ignorant messages! Have some cooth people !! So I am new to the site...still trying to work it all and all the stuff I want to do I have to be a higher lever darn it!! Guess I gotta get to work on getting to a higher level...which i really have no clue how to do.. ha ha ha..anyone got any good tips for me? I will take any ! thanks so much have a great day !

Feelings
Dreaming comes so easily ’cause it’s all that i’ve known True love is a fairy tale I’m damaged, so how would i know I’m scared and i’m alone I’m ashamed And i need for you to know I didn’t say all the things that i wanted to say And you can’t take back what you’ve taken away ’cause i feel you, i feel you near me I didn’t say all the things that i wanted to say And you can’t take back what you’ve taken away ’cause i feel you, i feel you near me Healing comes so painfully And it chills to the bone Will anyone get close to me? I’m damaged, as i’m sure you know There’s mending for my soul An ending to this fear Forgiveness for a man who was stronger I was just a little girl, but i can’t go back I’m not a stranger No, I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore A fragile frame aged With misery And when our eyes meet I know you’ll see I do not want to be afraid I do not want

Lil Boy Blue
Let this poem to be true to all that is heart and soul of this earth. As i lay in bed and write this poem i think to myself god may he reap my soul from my body he will never be able to pick up the piees of my broken heart. There once a boy his name was lil oy blue he only had this to say I have lost friends I have lost family I have lost lovers I maybe be broken hearted but I have atleast one important thing in my life that is a mind that never forgets the ones that ment the mot to me in my life and then I smile cause knowing that makes me happy so I geuss i can say im lil boy blue no more.

Do What I Want
I really hate racism. It is so fundamentally flawed. Scientifically race doesn't even exist. There is no way to separate and classify races of people. Not bone structure, skin color, not height, blood type,etc. Race is defined, "geographically isolated breeding population that shares certain characteristics in higher frequencies than other populations of that species, but has not become reproductively isolated from other populations of the same species." The same skin colors can be found within Asian, African, middle eastern, south american peoples. How can you define that as a characteristic of distinction. We are all people. Think about how we call ourselves "different races", it is just a social definition. One of circumstance and culture. Certain social traits get tied in with the physical ones and get labeled as being accurately racial. All I know is that some people are cool, and some people suck. Let's hate people for the assholes that they are. As Jackie Robinso

United States Government Spraying Poison On People
Illuminati Conspiracy Archive Operation Paperclip Casefile - Dossier Compiled by Agent Orange (Fri, 08 Aug 1997) After WWII ended in 1945, victorious Russian and American intelligence teams began a treasure hunt throughout occupied Germany for military and scientific booty. They were looking for things like new rocket and aircraft designs, medicines, and electronics. But they were also hunting down the most precious "spoils" of all: the scientists whose work had nearly won the war for Germany. The engineers and intelligence officers of the Nazi War Machine. The U.S. Military rounded up Nazi scientists and brought them to America. It had originally intended merely to debrief them and send them back to Germany. But when it realized the extent of the scientists knowledge and expertise, the War Department decided it would be a waste to send the scientists home. Following the discovery of flying discs (foo fighters), particle/laser beam weaponry in German military bases, the War Dep

Www.txferretrescue.org
RESCUE NEWS! We have had a rare opportunity to assist a local breeder by taking in their ferrets after their decision surrender them to a shelter. Tuesday, March 4th, we received 70 ferrets, the majority of which are in excellent condition. They are fat and healthy with their winter weight. They ALL have thick, gorgeous coats. There are 16 males and 54 females. Surprisingly, they are all socialized with other ferrets. A few of the females were scared and attempted to bite but I'm sure they will calm down quickly when the stress of the move to our shelter is forgotten. All the males were "love bugs" and gave us no trouble when we bathed them, cleaned/treated their ears, and trimmed their nails. The few ferrets that needed medical care were seen by our vet for ear mites, 2 females had vaginal infections, and one little girl that seemed very lethargic was sub-q'd and put on antibiotics. She's making a quick recovery. As with any breeding stock, we have several pregnant females. Now, b

In My Darkness
To all my friends I just wanted to leave this note letting you all know i have not forgot you guys just on vacation and will be back to leaving you all comments when i get back much love to you all and blessed be DARK_ANGEL I forsee no hope of light for happiness i will forever be in this dark place, no sign of life anywhere close to being what other call happiness, what is this thing they all speak of? is it that wonderful? will i ever see the light or am i searching for something that does not exist? i will forever be in my dark place

I Rule My Own World!
Well, in case you didn't read my profile all the way through, this is my NEW fu-profile. An ex of mine changed the password to my old profile and, since he's being a total child about it, I just started a new one. And, no I can't just do password recovery. He changed my yahoo and hotmail passwords as well. All because I wouldn't f*ck him anymore....... So, here I am again.........back and better than ever!!! Stephanie I've discovered through the course of my online travels that no one believes I'm sweet and innocent. Not that I'm over naughty all the time...but I'd like to think I'm somewhat good when I want be.....That's not to say I have a naughty side.....I am addicted to sex....can't get enough.....but outside of the bedroom so to speak, I'm not what most of the men I've met online think I am...... Thanks to all my friends on here who are helping me re-build my profile. I love you all.........you know who you are.

Standing Bonus
I wanna share Blingys and my FuMoney With U! 1. Rate AND comment 150 pics and get a blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} or just rate 350 pics w/ no comments. 2. Rate and comment 100 Pics and get 10,000 Fubucks. Per set that u do this can be done daily and as much as you wish...or rate 200pics w/ no comments. 3. Rate 350 of my stash and comment...get a Blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} 4. Want to make a fast 50K..buy my a blingy pack! YOU MUST EMAIL ME WHEN U HAVE DONE THIS...DO NOT SHOUT BOX ME. YOU NEED TO EMAIL ME WITH EACH SET YOU DO AND ALSO WHICH BLINGY YOU WISH TO HAVE. ***Blingys will be given out during HH...so that we both can get 2,000 instead of 1,000. This offer is standing and can be found either in a bully or my blog listed under *Standing FuBucks & Blingys* **YOU can do this as much as u wish...on any of them at all. Mauhhh {{hugs}} Jess aka: Shadow Brought to you by: †ŞħãĐØŴ† {owner o

I Just Dont Get It....
I was in a certain lounge tonight and a certain lounge manager or owner w/e she is starts acting like an uptight bitch, i was doing nothing fucking wrong, i was having a great time and getting into all kinds of shenanigans and everyone was laughing and enjoying themselves.....well she starts acting uptight and touchy and i told her drop the fucking act im doing nothing wrong but having a good time.....EJECTED! She didnt try to talk to me or try to cut things off at the pass....Then she has her DJ's who im friends with come and tell me she said she apologizes and was only joking.....sorry i dont accept that! If she were being sincere and meant it then she would have come to me like an adult and talked with me and things would have been cool, but she hasnt so fuck her and fuck her lounge until she can woman up and come to me like an adult and have a civil discussion about it.....if she does i will be willing to squash the the whole thing and i will have respect for her and would be willi

Friendship Week
texascountrysinger23 BLOCKED ME BEFORE I HAD TIME TO ANSWER 'BEAUTY NEEDS NO EXPLANATION'!!!!!!!! Daily prayer: Please God, put your arms around my shoulders and your hand over my mouth. This is one of the cutest and nicest emails around...... Happy Friends week!!!!!! Many people will walk in and out of your life. But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it is his fault; If he betrays you twice, it is your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. He, who loses money, loses much; He, who loses a friend, loses much more; He, who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are accidents of nature. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. Frie

Walk In Love
She walks on spectral whispers haunting my dreams and in her wake, love gleams through aberant wisps of enchanting mists, I am going to risk my heart again. For I am love, I am romance, I am the rogue of the midnight dance and I will not turn away a chance to tread in that intoxicating domain. A memory of you drifts like a shade in the night through my mind and in your enveloping embrace, my heart you will find and for you, it is always passionate, always kind, always yours until the end of time.

Articles And Other Stuff
Easter Eggs: Pagan or Not? From http://paganwiccan. about.com/ od/ostarathespri ngequinox/ p/EasterEggs. htm By Patti Wilmington A Symbol of New Life: In many cultures, the egg is viewed as the symbol of new life. It is, after all, the perfect example of fertility and the cycle of rebirth. In early Christian cultures, consumption of the Easter egg may have marked the end of Lent. In Greek Orthodox Christianity, there is a legend that after Christ’s death on the cross, Mary Magdalene went to the emperor of Rome, and told him of Jesus’ resurrection. The emperor’s response was along the lines of "Oh, yeah, right, and those eggs over there are red, too." Suddenly, the bowl of eggs turned red, and Mary Magdalene joyfully began preaching Christianity to the emperor. Pre-Christian Eggs: Mary Magdalene and the red eggs aren’t the earliest examples of eggs as a spring symbol. In Persia, eggs have been painted for thousands of years as part of the spring celebration of

Pregnancy
Well Baron arrived 3 weeks early - impatient just like his parents. At least he didn't have his daddy's sense of timing - soon is like 3 hrs for him. So no longer pregnant but a mommy again and apparently going to be a grandmother by the end of the year. My 16-yr old daughter told me while I was in the hospital. Nice huh? I haven't told my parents yet - hell I haven't told them a bunch of stuff lately only because I know I will catch hell if not from them then from my wonderfully perfect brother. But that's a different matter. I posted pictures of Baron in my folder for anyone to see. Right now I am catching up on messages and things and missing the fact I don't have to work - definitely not a stay at home mom. Hopefully I can get out to the store tomorrow and out of the house. Going stir crazy and it's only a week - LOL I went to the doctor today - 24 weeks and all is good. The baby has as strong heartbeat and definitely a mover according to the doctor. They did a recheck

Poems I Sent To My Ex
ok i am going to tell you what i think about when i paint my bikes. well when i first started painting my bikes my girl friend just broke up with me so i was very sad and thinking of how i wanted to paint her on the tank of my bike. or even maybe the hood of the convertible. as many people know me in real life they know that for 1 i don't paint that good and for 2 i never painted her on my bikes or my car. i get people asking me to use my air brush and paint flames and things on there helmets or bikes and i really dont mind doing it but i want to learn how to do roses. now when i paint tho i still think of her and what she ment to me but that will always hurt so i try to think about only my paint when im painting but you never know what is going to pop in your mind . heres a few poems i sent my ex but of course she didn't come back to me so its what i get for making some. i guess feel free to give them to your girls cuz they didn't work for mine good luck guys. ~first one~ Wish I

Guns And Stuff
DIAMOND NANOWIRES GROWN INSIDE CARBON NANOTUBES UPON CHEMICAL VAPOR DEPOSITION: THERMODYNAMIC AND KINETIC APPROACH C. X. Wang, P. Liu, H. Cui, G. W. Yang State key laboratory of optoelectronic materials and technologies, School of Physics Science & Engineering, Zhongshan University, Guangzhou 510275, P. R. China Keywords: diamond nanowire, thermodynamics, kinetics, nucleation, growth Abstract One-dimensional nanostructures such as wires, rods, belts, and tubes have become the focus of intensive research owing to their unique applications in mesoscopis physics and fabrication of nanoscale devices. Due to several unique properties including extreme high hardness, very high thermal conductivity, large band gap, and chemical inertness, etc., diamonds are expected to be an important semiconductor material for high-temperature and high-power microelectronics device, and UV-light emitting optoelectronics. Very recently, one-dimensional nanostructures of diamond have received incr

About Me
this is a date i would like to do well it would be a long walk along the water and wen the sun starts to set we would have dinner and wine and then after dinner lay on the blaket and kiss and make love right there so what do you think would you like that ok a little bet about my self i cry to said moves and i like to cuddle on the chouch and wach movies i like to cook i love to camp fish hike and all that good stuff im looking for a woman that is not going to be up set with me if i have to massage a woman wen i start woking as a massage therapies and yes i just got out of school for itnow im whating to tack my test so i need to stay in prates so if you would like one you just need to teal me ok and i will love to give you one if you would like to

Guidline
After 11 years of experience on the net, I have to the following guideline: if you cannot stimulate my mind then you will not be able to stimulate anything else, density of stimulation as well. Do not rely too much your hopes on your physical, for fried chicken has legs and breasts too. and for those that swallow books as well, m not interested in recitations, unless you are a reader AND a thinker not to fail to mention a dreamer. if you find yourself all of a sudden with a fantasy then please do not waste my time, I would be much obliged if I was near, but I am not. take that fantasy elsewhere. If my photos only attracted you, then only a simple compliment or comment would do just fine, feel free to have them, my shell will fade one day anyway. To those that pop like corn, you know that you will be eaten, and before that moment you try to slip away, think ten folds before making any move. and ahhh yes the collectors as i call them, i am NOT an item therefore continue

Music
I love composing, and I love to get inspired, anything can inspire enough to produce sound waves that infiltrate through the senses. How I love that language. My style of composing varies but to put them somehow into categories then: 1- Metal in an atmospheric epic romantic and sorrowful sensations, most tempo is slow 2- Scores for movies, mostly of epic nature and depends on the visuals, it moves with a scene side by side. 3- Darkwave Electro and Goth, it represents a darker sensual sexual side, influenced by vampirism and also known bands such as Type O Negative, London after midnight , The 69 eyes, Nick Cave, Zeromancer\'s music etc... for now I have for you a link to (style 1) please make sure after you listen to it to share your opinionfeelings rather negative or positive, by posting a comment or sending a message over myspace. http://www.myspace.com/sherobeem enjoy thats a long list which I will post it very soon, for now I hope you enjoy the current pla

Questions
Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't s moke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first...

Funny
Why do Midgets laugh when they run? Cause the grass tickels their nuts! One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife "Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!" His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. "What the Hell is this??" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. "April," he hollered into the bathroom, "Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She replied with a snicker... "It's not talcum powder......It's 'Miracle Grow'."

1st Blog
hey every1 i added a ton of new pics on2 my profile.. make sure u stop by and check em out... and while yall are checkin em out make sure yall rate and comment the pics and ill return the favor.. hugs n kisses dj0220 hey every1 I finally decided to write my 1st blog.. well I hope every 1 has a wonderful holiday comin up.. i really dont know what else 2 write... but i will keep every1 posted hugs n kisses Dana

Very Upset
well seems like the last few months havent really been going well for me first it started out with a kidney infection. that i had to miss work cause of it and now i have a wisdom tooth that is starting to absess and do you think i could find a oral surgon that takes my medical insurance well so far no such luck cause iam older then 21 dont you just love that. i herd you can die from a absess tooth is that true if so . is going to go panic.. o ya the dentist said he wants all of my wisdom teeth out the sooner the better but only 1 is absessing. and i thought a really strong pain med would help me sleep all night boy i was so wrong. believe it or not i took hydrocodone and it took it along time to work it kinda seemed like the tooth ache over powerd the pain med if thats possible cause i didnt get to sleep very long.. why is it being a single parent do hard and dont get very much time to have alone time like when a relative says they will have her for the night then next thing ya know t

Up Again
Ok, my owner and I both are up for auction again! This is his link: AND THIS AUCTION CLOSES @ 10PM CENTRAL TONIGHT! (that's only 4 hours) And this is mine: Both of us have our offers listed on the pics (just ignore the repeated one on mine, I must have been sleepy when I did it). Go Bid on us! We'll make it worth your while! Please Repost CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO BID ON ME! MUST FAN/RATE/ADD THE HOST (link below) AUCTION INFO! STILL TAKING ENTRIES MORE TO COME....... JUST SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WAN

Frostdragon's Blogging
Here we sit or stand or even lay down, our mind wonders with the thoughts that we would not like to think about. But in reality, we have it wonder so far you end up hurting yourself inside for the people you love and care about so much Sometimes it is time to let go of that thought to make the pain go away and move on with a new happy life to look forward to even though we know that the pain will still be there. You ever take a min to think why you think of the things you do, or want to do? You ever take a min to think why think of things you use to do and don't do them anymore? You are letting you mind wonder in a wonderworld, where you and your mind wants to take you and be able to get there. Just try not to wonder to far or you will get lost or lose where you started.

A Must Read If You Need A Good Laugh.
SHOWER SEX BECAUSE UR SICK FREAKY ASS OPENED THIS U WILL GET KISSED ON SATURDAY BY A PERSON WHO THINKS UR CUTE UR FINE OR UR SEXY !! AND TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE DO NOT BREAK THIS CHAIN!!! BREAK IT AND U WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT TEN YEARS!!! REPOST SAYING SHOWER SEX-Damn sure don't want to break this one,LOL!!!! Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought th

Bullshit
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Web
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/lancashire/7316601.stm we walk in the planet of the apes... please share your thoughts and opinions here, after reading this needless tragedy. thank you Well this was sent to me on one of the websites i log onto from a friend, I found it to be funny and sad at the same time, what do YOU think ? 40-ish..............................49 Adventurous.....................Slept with all your friends Athletic............................No boobs Average looking.................Ugly Beautiful...........................Pathological liar Contagious Smile................Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure..............On medication Feminist............................Fat Free spirit..........................Junkie Friendship first...................Former slut Fun..................................Annoying Gentle..............................Dull New Age...........................Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded...............

Houston Traffic
About 29 years ago, I lost something as precious to me as life itself. A son No, he didn't die. But it was just as bad, but I knew he still existed, and was alive. For extenuating reasons that will remain untold, I couldn't locate him. The last two days have been like a whirlwind. My son found me. As I was always certain he would. And now, he's coming home. I am simply awe struck. If you can imagine loosing a baby, the hell that fact becomes in your life. And the hell you imagine your baby going through,wondering about you. Regardless of who was right, and who was wrong way back when, a large part of my soul is coming home. I have been blessed. You know, since I cover an area roughly bordered by Louisiana (I do make runs into Louisiana for certain customers at times) down to Corpus I drive a LOT. I'm talking like 30-40k miles a year. The one place I dread to go is where I live :-) Think of it as inside Houston's outer loop (Beltway 8, and the worst places (besi

The Dahmer Effect
the reason we are here is to be us to not be fake but to truly just let go and show are true colors so we can live life free and unburdened but it dont happen like that cause we are human where have i been and why did i just find out about this i feel like my eyes have been opened and i've seen the light hala fuckin luyah!! Besides that i got a question i want you all to think about?! What is the true reason we're here ifany one thinks they have clue tell what you think but to let you in on a little secret i know more than i'll ever tell!! HAHAHAHAHH!!

The Ultimate Bad Girls Club: These Ladies Are Hot
If you have not been to our lounge recently, you're missing out! Click this link to visit us in The Ultimate Bad Girls Lounge ( Hiring Reliable Staff): Come and join us for all the fun and endless chats of your hearts desire and Fantasies... No limit to what is said...Only rule is dont disrespect other than that come join The Ultimate Bad Girls Lounge and have a blast... Now Hiring Staff...need Staff to run lounge during the day and help me out at night. If interested let Beto the Owner of The Ultimate Bad Girls Lounge. Beto: Lounge Owner of Ultimate Bad Girls Lounge/Promoting Manager:UBGC-Fan Club/ Lollipop Gurlz Cl@ fubar Wet N Wild Desire Fantasies Lounge is now Changed it's Name to... The Ultimate Bad Girls Lounge... Click the link below... http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52757 Beto the Lounge Owner And Fetish Girl Shasta the Founder Of Ultimate Bad Girls Club joined up to bring all Fubar the next best thing in Lounge entertainment

Dumb Ppl
ok everyone ive added over 165 new pics and 100 new stash come on come rate some or all need help in point dept http://fubar.com/love88_07 < (dumb aZZ of the week award)god you gotta love dumb ppl who rate u a one then you look at them and go wtf

In The End
The pain seems to deepen within, Not a single day I don’t miss you. Thinking of you, Shedding the tears. Everyday without you, An added wound. Every moment without you, An added death. I ask myself, How much I could possibly love you. I look within me, For the answer to the question why. But yet I find myself stretching out, For you and your love. I miss you I wish you could see. In the end, it’s each of us against our own demons Fighting our addictions, our nightmares, our secrets, our fears and our sins I’m insignificant and my thoughts are expressed on composition paper Nothing more My dreams can’t fly on broken wings They won’t heal surrounded by insecurities, hesitation, and confusion

Sometimes
Sometimes you wonder who will be there In the times when you really need them When you break and fall to the ground And all you need is one good friend What if you reach out to those you love And all of them just turn their back to you When your world seems to come crashing down And all of your hopes seem to just fall through Sometimes you wonder do your friends really care When the day comes you need them will they be there Hello to all I hardly ever ask for help but this will cost you nothing but a few seconds of your time I need 5k in likes to level up so plz just a click is all I ask.. Im having a Happy Hour tonight also and I will be running a raockstar so come get ya some points.. Thank you all in advance much love Heather

Animations And Tags
I am offering customized tags and comment pics. If you would like for me to make you one, send me 1,000 Fu-Bucks and either a pic you want to be used or an idea for me to work off of. I have samples in an album in my pics. I will send you a confirmation message and an estimated time of completion (usually 2 or 3 days depending on the difficulty and time I have to work on them). Tags by Dragon Tamer Now Available I am offering customized tags and comment pics. If you would like for me to make you one, send me a private message with $1,000 for a still tag or $2,500 for an animated tag (Fu-Bucks of course) and either the pic number from the REQUEST Album, a pic you want to be used or an idea for me to work off of. I have samples in an album in my pics. Any pic or combination of pics of your choice may also be used. I will send you a confirmation message and an estimated time of completion (usually 2 or 3 days depending on the difficulty, number o

Poems
I CANNOT PROMISE YOU FOREVER I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES THE QUESTIONS THAT YOU CANNOT HIDE I SENSE IT IN YOUR TOUCH THE FEELINGS THAT DO NOT SUBSIDE WITH EVERY CONCERN THAT YOU TRY NOT TO EXPRESS TEARS COME POURING HOWEVER HARD YOU SUPPRESS JUST ONE THING I WANT YOU TO KNOW- WHEN YOU HURT I HURT TOO IF ONLY YOU WILL LOVE ME AS COMPLETELY AS I LOVE YOU I CANNOT PROMISE TO LOVE YOU FOREVER BECAUSE TIME CAN MAKE OUR TOUCH COLDER, CAN MAKE US FORGET WHEN WE ARE OLDER, SO STAY WITH ME LONGER, LINGER… I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU NOT FOREVER BUT FOR EVERYDAY UNTIL IT IS OVER! As you breathe softly from this chilly waft As you lie calmly in my arms tonig