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Make Sultry1 The Spotlight 4 Her Birthday!!!
Taking a moment to send BIG thanks for those of you that have been helping contribute to see that I get a spotlight 4 my bday *mwah* TAKE A MOMENT IF YOU WILL AND STOP BY 2 SHOW THESE PEOPLE SOME LUVS!!! IF I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO LIST YOU BELOW PLEASE LET ME KNOW XOXO ~Dream Snatcher™~♥'s Priceless@ fubar NaNa♥VoN♥BiATCH™ ♥Co-Owner Of CLuB FLaVa♥ToXiC's Wifey♥@ fubar X Dealer®™

Confucious
(I'm at war) Fightin' for the one that I love and the one that I truly need (I'm at war) Shawty I take a bullet for you girl cause you mean the world to me (I'm at war) Me love you girl, you lovin' me So dont fight together cause it was meant to be Me feel like, I'm in the army Cause to be with you, thats where my heart wanna be It's like I'm about to die just to get with you Feel like youre putting me through World War II Got my soldier suit and my Timberland boots Girl I'm down for whatever cause my love is true (So I tell her) I'm at war with the love of my life Sweat from my brows running down to my eyes Everything you are is what I need in my life (My life, my life) (I'm at war) Fightin' for the one that I love and the one that I truly need (I'm at war) Shawty I take a bullet for you girl cause you mean the world to me (I'm at war) (At war, at war, at war, at war, at war. I'm at war) (At war, at war, at war, at war, at war. I

St Patricks Day Aution And Auto 11s Contest
I am in a St. Patricks Day auction and I need your help. Please rate this picture and help me win auto 11's....you can bid on me too. (copy and paste link below) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1173055&albumid=1533613&i=1048098303&idx=13 Thanks a bunch for your help!! Hugs~N~Stuff xoxo

Ny Bound
Well I made it up here.. Start working monday. I am way excited to be here.. Things are looking great so far.. Couldnt ask for a better couple of days.. Look at another place to possibly live on monday.. Cant wait to have my own place. Well Thats that.. Love U guys. So as some of U may already know I am moving back home to NY.. I am pretty excited and wish the time would pass by quicker.. I cant wait to be able to do more with my life then the few things I have been restricted to here in GA.. I was nervous about telling my daughter about this move but last night it slipped out in front of her.. So I got to deal with it right then and there.. I was able to keep her calm, and explain to her all the ways that dad moving was a good thing.. How she would be able to come and visit me up there and be able to do all kinds of things that she cant do here.. I think I was able to get her a little excited about it as well.. So finally everyone knows and I am just excited with nothing to worry abou

Time Is Coming
Thats right, as locals are aware, the time is almost upon us. so if your local to the 43207 area code, and looking for people to ride, let me know. I love to ride, back country roads and just cruise. no crazieness, just cruising. till then, keep the rubber on the road If you ride, you'd appreciate these... Top Ten Reasons Why Harley Riders Don't Wave Back 10. Afraid it will invalidate warranty. 9. Leather and studs make it too hard to raise arm. 8. Refuses to wave to anyone whose bike is already paid for. 7. Afraid to let go of handlebars because they might vibrate off. 6. Rushing wind would blow scabs off the new tattoos. 5. Angry because just took out second mortgage to pay luxury tax on new Harley. 4. Just discovered the fine print in owner's manual and realized H-D is partially owned by Honda. 3. Can't tell if other riders are waving or just reaching to cover their ears like everyone else. 2. Remembers the last time a Harley rider waved back, he impale

New Auction
UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN!!! PLEASE COME CHECK THIS OUT!! I AM GOING UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN. I HAVE OFFERED PLENTY TO WHOEVER WANTS TO BID AND TRY TO OWN ME. THE OWNERSHIP WILL BE FOR 2 MONTHS, INSTEAD OF ONE MONTH. HERE IS THE LINK: AUCTION ENDS ON MARCH 19TH. SO COME GET YOUR BIDS. UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN!!! PLEASE COME CHECK THIS OUT!! I AM GOING UP FOR AUCTION AGAIN. I HAVE OFFERED PLENTY TO WHOEVER WANTS TO BID AND TRY TO OWN ME. THE OWNERSHIP WILL BE FOR 2 MONTHS, INSTEAD OF ONE MONTH. HERE IS THE LINK: AUCTION ENDS ON MARCH 19TH. SO COME GET YOUR BIDS.

Come Help My Amazing Friends Level!!!!
come on by and check out this auction and bid on me and show lots of lot to me and the host!!! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1892123&albumid=1575445&i=1844167140&idx=11 MY HUSBAND TWO OF MY BEST FRIENDS MY WONDERFUL SISTER IN LAW/PARTNER IN CRIME GOOD FRIENDS MY BROTHER IN LAW

Becuz I Love You
Will walk on the edge of this earth forget everything I got from birth I will go on with this ship, and sail not looking back ,what's behind is pale.. what's behind is behind.. and as I step to the stage of no return every fear in my heart I'll let burn every tune of refrain, am going to mute crashing the hopeless thoughts on my way to reach you if there's none,I'll create a day I'll have my own sun, my own moon and world for you I can build my own rules that I walk with to fulfill a promise , I'd cross what's beyond this cuz something is missing in this gloomy place, which is the bright light of your love, your face in my world, without you heaven do lack grace without you I lose my breath in this space away from your touch , it feels so cold too how long, how lonely is the night without you , even my life is white & black, my sky isn't blue I need to recolor my spring, but only with you I will run over the bridges of this universe , rivers of fire,fea

Perfectly Un-perfect!
He's sitting at a bar sipping on tequilla, watching every girl that walks by. She's sitting on the bed wondering when he'll be home, wiping off the tears that she crys. He's done this every week for the past month, and she's always stood by his side. But tonight he's going home with the girl he's danced with all night. She's gonna sleep alone, waiting patiently for him to come home. Back to me, oh lord please bring him back to me. I can't bear to think about what has happened, why my love hasn't come home. Is he held in the arms of another, or is he just staying late with his friends? Back to me oh lord please bring him back to me. He sets out for the office the next morning, and she sets off to take their kids to school. A long night she cried last evening, he's feeling a little uneasy from what happened with him last night too. He decides to call it a day early, packed it up and headed back home. When he arrived she wasn't there waiting, but he will just keep waiting. Bac

Lost Dreams Don't Shatter; They Bleed Hope.
Profound, like a never-ending ocean Whose waves glisten in the sunlit sky Sweet, like fresh picked strawberries Whose syrupy essence tickles the taste buds Alluring, like a coy mistress Whose desire whispers in the night Secure, like shelter from the rain That shields you from jagged encounters Compassionate, like an affectionate parent Who teaches you right from wrong Optimistic, like a newborn baby Who sees the world through innocent eyes Blissful, like a hopeful young child Defeating the difficulty of learning how to ride a bike Love is... An emotion that cannot be depicted with words But must be felt in the depths of ones heart It takes over the body with a colossal force To experience the sensations love conveys Just gaze into your loves tender eyes Tripping on broken promises and unchanging lies Faithful love destined to shift mountains...buckled Optimism building in yearning heart diminished His soul abandoned the chance of a happily ever after She fel

Chili And Wal Mart
I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented 'You're definitely going to $h!t yourself' chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat it the next day both of your a$$ cheeks WILL fall off. Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No 'Watson's Movement 2'. Despite habanero peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often haunt in search of tasty tidbits. Upon entering the store at first

Life, Friends, And Enemies.
MY FRIEND THAT HAS CANCER.. HE JUST FOUND OUT THAT ITS NOT IN HIS STOMACH AND HES NOT TERMINAL AND THEY CAN REMOVE IT!! THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just recently found out that a friend of mine has cancer. I will not say his name because he is here on fubar. He is an ex of mine, but also a really good friend. It's stage 3 right now and the doctors don't know if they will be able to remove it or not yet. He's scared.. as we all would be... and so am I. I feel a little selfish because I don't want him to die... I wouldn't know what to do with myself.. I would go clinically insane. It's tearing me apart inside and out.. and I know it's breaking him down too. He's in his late 20's, but sounds like an 80 year old man because it's effecting him that bad. He has a 5 year old son also.. I'm not sure if he knows or not. I'm sure he can tell something is wrong with his daddy. He is the best father I have seen.. he tries to be. He doesn't deserve this.. out

Doing The Bunny Hop [train]
Will there be enough room?! As with every other train out there - drama will NOT be tolerated! 1. Fan each person below. 2. Rate their profile. (If you have rated their profile recently - rate one of their pictures) 3. Leave them a comment telling them you are riding this train. **You DO NOT need to add each person as a friend** When you have rated everyone message aGEM4life to be added to the list and for your tag to be made. Rate this folder of pics to receive your personal tag. Start with this one (and continue until the end of folder)... 1. ♊aGEM4life♊ ☆SinnersFamily☆SBG☆ FUOwnedBy Willie ~Wife of Ike™~ 2.Willie - Proud Owner of aGEM4life 3. The BULLdaddy 4. HersheyK 5. Dee75 Member of RR, SBG & llama levelers !! Fu Owned by Texas Twister 6.

Deep Thoughts
Its cold here in the city It always seems that way And Ive been thinking about you almost everyday Thinking about the good times Thinking about the rain Thinking about how bad it feels alone again Im sorry for the way things are in china Im sorry things aint what they used to be But more than anything else Im sorry for myself cause youre not here with me Our friends ask all about you I say youre doing fine And I expect to hear from you almost anytime But they all know Im crying I cant sleep at night They all know Im dying down deep inside Im sorry fro all the lies I told you Im sorry for the things I didnt say But more than anything else Im sorry for myself I cant believe you went away Im sorry if I took some things for granted Im sorry for the chains I put on you But more than anything else Im sorry for myself For living without you Its the kind of love that happens only in fairytales. The kind of love you never thought could ever be felt by any huma

7 Seas
Sitting by the window, all day thinking of you Watching the days go by, I started to cry But they weren't tears of sadness, they only meant I love you And I wanna tell you girl that I, oh, I I'll travel 'round the seven seas for you It's written in the melody I adore you I wrote my love a symphony To show you there's nothing I won't do Baby, I'll walk around the China Wall for you If there's a way I'll do it all for you Anything you want me to; you know I would do People think I'm crazy, they say I'm just a nothing Letting my life pass me by, believing you're with me Well I can't speak for no one, but in my heart I know you love me And that's why I'll always tell you I, oh I, oh I, oh I, I'll travel 'round the seven seas for you It's written in the melody I adore you I wrote my love a symphony To show you there's nothing I won't do Baby, I'll walk around the China Wall for you If there's a way I'll do it all for you Anything you want me to; you

Brain
You Are Honest You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval. The World's Shortest Personality Test Your Brain is Creative You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

All In A Days Work!
Hard weeks work field exersizes patrols in swamps,woods,and cold nights with rain all in a weeks work in the corp. good training.weekends time to relax and have fun,beer,food and babes time too party ill be wasted like every friday night with my buddies bar hopping ,passing out recovering sunday morning waiting for the next weekend till thill next e next month long field op,best enjoy my few days of liberty and have fun.till next time. deuces. finally the weekend. the day of party boozze and one night stands, especialy for the previous week of trainning in the corp. making it best i can and last with a couple of buddies bar hopping flirting with girls having fun till we pass out next day with bad hangovers,trying to remember what happened.love the weekends no matter how bad the workweek gets you can always look forward towards the weekend.

For My Friends That Don't Know My Status
Rating Revolution { Member Page Only}{No Friends Request taken unless you are a joining Member!}@ fubar For those of you who may or may not know. My husband just recently started working days again and was on 3rd shift for quite awhile. He works a 4 on 2 off schedule so he is off different days of the week and I spend time with him when he is off. I set my online status to if I'm online aka My lil ole page could use love. If you SEE my status say I'm not here, dinner time, spending time with my family, that means I am not at my desk. I don't log out my fubar. I do leave it up and going all the time. Just because it is up doesn't mean I am here. If my status says I am not here then I really am not here. So if you still SB me your not going to get a response until I return or if you PM me you won't get a response till I return. I've been trying for RR to set it so they know if I am here or not on whether to SB me for links so I have even done "(Off or Off 4night)My lil ole page could use

Funny Stuff
A husband tattooed "I luv u" on his equipment and his wife said "there you go putting words in my mouth again" The perfect Fairy Tale: Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl, 'Will you marry me?' The girl said, 'NO!' And the guy lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles, and went fishing and hunting, and played golf a lot and drank bee...r and scotch, and had money in the bank and left the toilet seat up, and farted whenever he wanted. The end

Liverpool Fc
STREETFIGHTERS TURN TABLES ON FRONT-RUNNERS The Guardian 14 March 2009 A recent review of Bruce Springsteen's latest album posited that The Boss is at his best when he has something to rail against, writes Paul Hayward. Liverpool are a bit like that. The job of league leaders suits them less well than the role of street fighters attacking the more rich and powerful. Defiance is a deep strain in the culture on Merseyside. The Kop is a monument to resistance, in name and spirit. The defining expression of Liverpool's talent for overturning hierarchies was the great comeback in Istanbul, when they were 3-0 down to AC Milan at half-time in the 2005 Champions League final but won the game on penalties. The phoenix, more than the Liver bird, is their ornithological symbol. Only when Manchester United had pulled seven points clear in the Premier League title race did Rafa Benítez's men find a performance from the gods. Whatever the odds were on Liverpool scoring ei

The Green Energy Project
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Say What?
As a bouncer I have the opportunity to review hundrds of salutes each week. Since the screen name is supposed to match the name on the salute sign, I pay a little more attention to it than I might otherwise. I see people with creative names, some really sad EMO ones ... and some kinda obnoxious, too :) Mine is a name someone on another social site gave me ... I used a variation of my first name there and we were discussing names ... she said that she thought I was a dilly dumpling, a little one ;) ... and I liked how that made me feel. Before that I had (have?) an online persona that developed many years ago at a site called breakupgirl.com. I was a participant on the site when it was about relationships and advice and I chose that to help me stay focused on the attributes I wanted to have: loyalty, adventurous, and honorable. But it really wasn't *me*. So, I made the switch when I joined fubar to be truthful about myself as I am. How did you choose your fubar screen name?

Some Poem's
#1:unholy truth I'm dying on the on the inside but you will never know. As i lay dying here my body grow's so cold. Everyone is woundering what will happen to my wicket soul. Now i'm lying on my death bed, but i tell you these words tho. live your life like you would because god will never show? #2:fallen angel I was once an angel with wings and a crown. Then i saw the truth and it turned me around. And still i'm setting here tonight, settng in the darkness cluhing this knife. Now i'm lying in the bed. Having dreams of a gun to my head. And if only i could hang. but instead it all ended in a bang. #3:hell is my home My body's grown so cold. It must be time for my hand to fold. I'n this life i can't win. so tonight it must end. and as they lay me in a hole. everybody wonder's about my soul. Because i will die before i wake. And no one had my soul to take. As i died fast and well. If you wish to see me then come see me in hell? #4:1+1=death Death will

Amber Alert 3/15/ 2009
y is it that to me everyone seems to be taken 20 steps ahead and in life and i am the one who is taken 40 steps back no matter what i do i cant get ahead i cant be happy anymore my life has taken a turn for the worse and i cant get out of here wat does it take to get ahead of ur life? why cant i be happy again? i just want to take my steps ahead and stop going back EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL Last message received on 3/15 at 1:29 AM

New Age Poetry
A girl who is like none other, she’s definitely great; a perfect example of what a queen is, but some can’t relate. a female of her caliber can B seen as a potential mate. She’s a delight 2 B around, lights up rooms with her smile; her swagger is shown like a diagram mapped by her style; she pulls heart strings & allows people 2 C that she’s versatile. She’s a pleasure 2 B around, with a beautiful sense of flair; easily seen as the prettiest girl in town, she even has great hair; she loves that I’m a clown, she also likes that I treat her fair. Such a magnificent female specimen, not at all seen as a gold digger; so incredible, unlike the average women, she makes her own figures; a lady with a passion of past kin, she’s involved N what’s bigger. She wants more than little boys; she’s only interested in what’s real; tired of dealing with their ploys; without looking 4 a wager or deal; she’s strong, but she’s also quite coy, definitely seen a

Ram1
I log in, and this little window pops up. It has a heart on it, stating with what seems like forced optimism "You have a new message in your Personals Inbox!". Following the link leads to ruminating upon my guidelines. Yeah, just nobody was paying any attention to them! Seven new messages might result in one of interest (on a very good day..) as most of these men did not seem to grasp the concept of age, preferences as to children, the basics of english composition or (the most baffling) they did not post a photo. Spectacular managed to fulfil all of my general wishes. Bonus, he was cute. Very. Beaming blue eyes and a devilish grin. Correspondance ensued, my machinery of doubt began to kick in. I knew the man was intelligent, his very education and career path made that obvious. Something about our conversations seemed to fall a bit flat, but is it fair to condemn someone that isn't necessarily comfortable making idle banter via modem? Handsome, good job, loves dogs, right age, neve

Teach Me To Let Go
Teach me to stop caring When I think of what we were Teach me to stop crying When I see you there with her Show me how to live again When you're not here with me Show me how to fight the fact That we're not meant to be Tell me that I'll be alright And my life will be okay Without you right here by my side To hold my hand each day Let these teardrops wash away Don't let this heartbreak last... Let me let go like you did For you've forgotten me so fast I smile every single day I'm happy in each photograph He thinks that I'm okay He doesn't see through my fake laugh He doesn't see me when I cry For it is something that I hide he doesn't the see tears in my eye When I'm breaking down inside You'd think that after all this time It's something He would see That He'd look in these eyes of mine And see the pain in me Instead I'm laughing everday Like there's no pain at all For if I laugh then he won't see The hidden tears that fall

Unknown
what is unknown to you????? please tell me i want to know. anything you want to know about me just ask. i will answer i will not hide anything. if you like poettry let me know maybe i will write you some thing I am finally getting my writtings to the public. I am self publishing my poetry and my childrens story till I can come up with enough money to get them actually published and in the book stores.

Good Vs Evil?
well the time has come for me to decide to choose angel or demon, mostly ppl pick this on thier on but im gonna let what few friends i have pick this for me as the way u see me lol , so leave a comment if you think im good or evil or angel or deamon lol (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing wit

An Application For Partnership...lol
1. Is there anyone on your top friends list you had sex with? No 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Any time, bring it on! 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Left side. 4. Lights on or off? Either or depends on my partner 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Not yet. 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No 7. Shower or bath? Both. 8. Do you pee in the shower? Yes. 9. Mexican or Chinese? Both 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Aggressive 11. Love, money, or lust? Love and lust. Money isn't important. 13. Credit cards or cash? cash definitely. 14. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? My Father.....long story 15. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? Both. 16. Took a break....Hmmmm. I dunno 17. Would you shave your entire body (including your head)? No 18. Have you ever been to a strip club? Yes 20. Ever been to a

Adult Questions
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email?

Live Auctions
ANYONE WHO WANTS TO EARN SOME FUBUCKS BY BEING AUCTIONED OFF....TONIGHT SCORPIOQUEEN AND MYSELF R GOING TO ATTEMPT TO HOLD THE FIRST AUCTION IN POLARISMANS LOUNGE......IT SHOULD BE ALOT OF FUN......IF YOU WANT TO BE AUCTIONED OFF....PLEASE PRIVATE MSG ME ON MY MAIN ACCT (BRWNEYEDGIRL35) WITH WHAT YOU WILL OFFER FOR YOUR BIDS......DOESNT START UNTIL 10PM EST TONIGHT........COME ON PPL....LETS HAVE SOME FUN.....TELL YOUR FRIENDS AS WELL....ANYONE IS WELCOME HEY EVERYONE......WE HAVE DECIDED TO START USING POLARISMAN'S LOUNGE...HE HAS BEEN WORKING HARD ON GETTING MUSIC TO STREAM IN THE LOUNGE.....PLUS.....NOW'S YOUR CHANCE TO OWN SOME OF YOUR FRIENDS.....OR BE OWNED BY THEM.... BRWNEYEDGIRL35&SCORPIOQUEEN61 WILL BE DOING THE AUCTIONS....THEY WILL BE FRIDAY NIGHTS AT 10PM EST....IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS INTERESTED IN BEING SOLD (A GREAT WAY TO EARN THOSE FUBUCKS YOU NEED)....PLEASE PRIVATE MSG ONE OF THEM AND WE WILL GET YOUR NAME ADDED TO THE SLAVE LIST....HA HA....REMEMBER....THIS

Check This Out!
I know there are some genuine hotties on this site. I also know there are some genuine Military Fangirls on this site. RangerUp.com is looking for some new RangerUp Girls. Check out their page @ Ranger Up Girls Contest Also if you're into military T shirts theirs are the best. It's friday.

I Need Prayers!!!
Hi My Dear & Sweet FuFriends... I swore when I joined Fubar for the third damn time, that I would not air my dirty laundry, meaning my personal life drama...but this is different...and very serious..!!! I'm leaving here soon to go see my Dr.'s.! I've been having severe chest pains, clammy skin, tingling, numbing, electrical sensations etc. since this past Saturday night..!! I'am scared too death..!! I have every symptom of having a "Mild Heart Attack" and my Dr.'s Nancy & Chris are freaking on me..!!! They both actually scared me into going in for a EKG and some type of Sonogram on my heart today..!!!! I hope and pray that the results come back as very severe anxiety at this point...If they tell me I had a Mild Attack, I'm going to lose it right there!!!! I'm too damn young and love life..!!!! I have too many things in life I have to accomplish or do yet...I'm needed here...to help others...to love, care, make them smile, cheer them up when having a bad day...help them get throu

Easter Bunny Auction
imikimi - Customize Your World! COME & BE A EASTER BUNNY AND SEE WHAT YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR EASTER BASKET. ღJuicyFruit69(Bi)OwnersMagicღMzBelleღOwnsBuckeyeBabe/SilentLizzard/DarthTater@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World!

Ladydove666
IM AN\M A VERY HAPPY WOMAN I AM IN LOVE WITH MY HUSBAND BUT ALSO IN LOVE WITH CHRISTINA IM SO HAPPY YO BE WITH U BABY AND IM GLAD U LOVE ME FOR ME I LOVE U LOTS BABY im in love with a wonderful woman but no one can know right now

The World Inside Of My Head
"Everything that starts sweet, ends bitter ... Everything that starts bitter, ends sweet ..." ... And the voices ring out in the breeze, carrying lies upon them. The verbal factors of a thousand broken promises and dissapointments due to human emotional inadequacy and short comings. Like a thousand needles pressing into one's being, constantly stinging, stabbing. Like a woodpecker upon the threshold of a tree. I am that tree. And the woodpecker, is the embodiment of the circumstances of reality. Such is life, I surmise. The confusion of life could be compared to a cigarette. The joys in which bring us some kind of calming factor, the subtle practices of breathing deep as one inhales the smoke is calming, with, or without the cigarette, and yet the cigarette is the very tool used to help master a skill in which would otherwise would be underestimated. A peacefull sensation envelops one's mind at the very moment, in that same moment however, a part of you dies. Yo

Initial This!
on my truck which i call the patriot i have several word abbreviatins based on the WWJD what would jesus do that some one else started mine are as follows i tried to make them catchy such as WWBFD what would ben franklin do sombody thot it had somthin to do with big effin deal lol another one i put on it WWPHD what would paatrick henry do (give me liberty or give me death) another one i was thinking was WWWCD what woul winston churchill do lol not an american patriot but i like him any way Any one care to post some ideas? ;-) I came up with a new one WWTPD what would thomas paine do hahaha but if u just read the tp you mite think it meant toilet paper lol id be more than happy to try to be friends with all of those who add themselves to my page but unfortanately they dont talk to me my time here is limited Kudos to my family thats those who actually talk to me lol lotsa love for all of you andrea tina tho i havnt hearsd from u in a bit hope killa pussy papis new cadillac lol thanx so

Wtf ?!?!?
So, I clicked something to get some points. Ninja or Pirate, who gives a fuck ? Can I beat the IQ score ? Hell Yes I can. Hint, don't enter your E-mail address... Too many lights, too many colors. I haven't been this confused since the time my ex wife asked me "have you been drinking ? Umm, NO ! Well, yeah, a little. 2. Just 2. Seriously, I have absolutely no idea what the fuThis and fuThat and fUbling things do. Maybe I'll just cruise around and check out some pics of hotties.

How To
OK LET ME JUST START BY SAYING THIS IS THE INTERNET PEOPLE! IF YOU WOULD READ MY PROFILE YOU WOULD KNOW I DONT WANT ANY DRAMA OR GAMES AND IF THATS WHAT YOUR ABOUT MOVE ON. IM VERY HONEST AND OPEN AND IF YOU CANT TAKE THAT THEN MOVE ON TO SOMEONE ELSE. BUT IM ALSO A VERY CARING AND TRUSTING PERSON TOO MUCH, BUT WHEN YOUR MY FRIEND YOU IM A VERY LOYAL PERSON KINDA CORIOUS WHY THE WOMAN ALWAYS WINS. I RAISED MY KIDS FOR 4 YEARS AND NOW THAT IM DIVORCED I FUCKING LOSE MY KIDS AND ONLY GET TO SEE THEM EVERY OTHER WEEKEND. SHE GETS THE HOUSE AND PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING IN IT AND ALL I GET IS TO LIVE IN MY CAR? I THINK THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THERE IS SUCH A THING AS A GOOD DAD. AND I KNOW THERE ISNT ONE BETTER THAN ME. I FORGOT TO ADD THAT I CALL THEM EVERY NIGHT AND WHEN THEY ASK ME DADDY WHY DONT YOU LIVE WITH US? OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY? THAT YOUR MOM CHEATED ON ME AND NOW DADDY HATES HER.

Me
I seem to draw all the retarded trainees. in just the past two weeks i have had a palette of pipe droped on my shoulder then said shoulder dislocated. Joy another shift at work down 2 to go. gotta love 12 hour shifts. well as far as anything else i have just been relaxing and being myself oh wait who am i again?

Cancan
day walkers or black board chalkers......learning is living...living to learn..........well what can i say? Lookin like im in the right place,could use a huge favor before totally makin an arse of my self.......i NEED help...any potentual friends? please FU me.......

Blah!
I tried so hard, But lost the fight, With spirits of evil, Who torture at night, I'm worthless and stupid, I'm lead to believe, As the razor they give me, Drips blood down my sleeve, I try to overcome them, But they never go home, So they chant and torture, As I turn to stone, And when the sun rises, They sink with the moon, But my coldness remains, Because they will return soon, I pass through the day, Not felling a feeling, I hide in the walls, I hide in the ceiling, But they can still find me, By the scent of my tears, Stealing love and happiness, Stealing hours and years. There is a mask over me, Sheltering cuts you cannot see, Deeper, longer, harder I press, Echoing the pain I cannot express, With my friends, I smile to please, My secret loneliness is my disease, Slowly suffocating every breath, Inching closer and closer to my death.

Snakes
good day mates iam 26 and i iam a snake cacther iam a nice person unless you piss me off mate well all i got to say is jog on motherfuckers hello iam from the land down under iam 26 i cacth the worlds most venomous snakes benn bit 45 times by these deadly but beutiful animals iam nice person until you piss me off and if you have xbox live this is my gamer tag so jog on have a nice day mates

Hard Times
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 57 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories.. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands.. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and rem embered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket.. hesitated, and then put the

Evolve
There are many roads in life. Some of them will lead us in the direction that we can follow....with little compromise, and little hesitance. Some of them will become well-beaten, as if you have been down that same road before. But then they become rocky and treacherous, only after you have reached a point that it becomes too late to turn back. Without a map or a compass, one can get lost very easily. But we have to look ahead. We have to keep our eyes on the horizon for that sign of hope that we all have to find....because it is human nature to carry on... Want....fuels Greed. Greed....fuels Failure. Until mankind sheds his lust for wealth & power, we will never fully progress as a species, and ultimately destroy ourselves. Need...fuels Love. Love....fuels Passion. Love for someone or something drives us to do what is necessary to go on another day. The boundless passion you can feel for these things is what will make us evolve.

Bombing Party Tomorrow Night
Tomorrow, there will be a bombing party in my honor to get me leveled to Oracle. There's gonna be alot of bombing going on on my page but I need an auto 11 and a cherry bomb myself. I won't be able to get bling credits til Friday so I'm asking if someone can donate a cherry bomb and auto 11 to me so I can level during the bombing party for me tomorrow. Those that know me know that I always repay blings when I get bling credits so any help would be great, if not...at least come rate me tomorrow during my party and help me get closer to Oracle! Love you all!! I need help getting to Oracle... can I please have a small lending hand? Im rating my butt off but dont seem to be getting too far all too fast.. Itd would be a major help if I could get a few bomb hits and some friends to help rate me pretty please! All love will be returned. Thanks

My Week As A Dj
WOW!!! What an exciting ride this has turned out to be!! Ya'll have been so great!!! I am having a blast meeting new peeps and hearing what tunes ya'll want to listen to.. I can't wait till my next week begins!! so ya'll come and join me in The Cowboys and Cowgirls from Hell lounge weds thru sat. 4:00 pm to 9:00 pm est...Or just pop on in anytime as we have the best DJs' around and we play music 24/7....Take care!! DJ Monkey!!! OMG!!! I cannot believe what a whirl wind of fun and excitement this past week has been!! I have truly enjoyed everything I have discovered about Fubar already.. The awesome peeps, The awesome lounge that I am a DJ for, the wonderful peeps that own and run the lounge..I truly feel at home and very warmly welcomed...I can't wait till I get everything explored and learned on here!! I am very much looking forward to each and everyday I get to spend on here with great new friends and family!!! I look forward to blogging to ya'll more and more!!! I hope ya'll are ha

Ahhh......canadian Ayyy...j K
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Odds And Ends
Slow Dance This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. It is quite the poem. Please pass it on. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see her sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,'Hi' You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is s

What You've Done?
I received this just a few moments ago from a friend via email. Thought I'd share it you all. Enjoy! The Sack Lunches I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation... 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. 'Petawawa. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Afghanistan. After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached the east, and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard a soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems

Dub
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Bulitens
Come Rock your morning out with Terror Brothers Radios newest dj Phenella live in The Ace Cafe! Wake up and Smell the coffee its time to Rock! He's Cocky, He is the one the only the Great Dj EgoTrip. Rockin out with all the greatest tunes on Terror Brothers radio! Come join in on the fun and see what your missing out on!!!

Hair Color
THE FINAL HAIR COLOR.. HOPE U GUYS LIKE IT! U WANTED TO SEE THE HORRIBLE TURN OUT, HERE IT IS.. ITS NOT GOING TO STAY LIKE THIS. I HAD TO DYE IT BLONDE TO LIGHTEN MY HAIR SO I CAN GET IT THE COLOR I WANTED. ITS GOING PINK!

I Am Mind
[b]You Are Shrewd and Talented[/b][img]http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatdoyourinitialssayaboutyouquiz/j.png[/img]When You Are Comfortable:You are ambitious, and hard-working. Adversity allows you to shine. You resourceful and able to make due.People see you as honest to the point of bluntness. But they always know that you'll be fair. You have the good intentions.When You Are At Your Best:You are quite quirky, and you enjoy doing things your own way. You are optimistic, and you've always got a good idea brewing.People find you to be positive and uplifting. You make people feel good about themselves.When You Are in a Social Setting:You are a hard worker. You need security and stability in your life, even if that means putting in long hours.People see you as solid and dependable. You are always able to see the good in situations. Other find this comforting.[url=http://blogthings.com/whatdoyourinitialssayaboutyouquiz/]What Do Your Initials Say About You?[/url] You Are Mind

Love's Of My Life
Where do I start me and my son's father have been through alot of bullshit but we r working thngs out and that makes me very happy that he is in my life He makes me stronger when i want to give up and have no more fight in me. I would not know what to do with out him he is the love of my life and hopefully he sees that for there is no other man that can love me like he can I think I finally found the one that I am supposed to be with and I am very happy and in love. I love u baby forever with all my heart and soul Mackenie is my 6 yr old daughter she is one highlight in my life even though she does not always listen and do what she is told she isa very smartwhen she puts her mind to it she can do anything I love her to death she s my 1st born and will always be mommys baby no matter how much she puts up a fight. Dakota is my 4 month old son he is the 2nd highlight in my life when he smiles or life it britens up my life and makes me happy he is such a wonderful boy and i love him

Pif Club Members
After losing another member, I went back through my pic folders and discovered that not all members are rating their fellow team mates. It's discouraging to see, but true. The ones who aren't (you know who you are) will be dropped from the team if you don't or aren't going to rate. Its not fair to those who spend their time rating each of the team members only to have the love not returned. Our next day to rate is Friday, I will review my folders and randomly pick two other team members to review & confirm who is & isnt. As always, your feedback is welcomed & appreciated. Thanks, Rick AS WE ALL KNOW WE HAVE EXPERIENCED SOME HICCUPS WITH OUR RATING EACH OTHER. AS A RESULT CERTAIN CHANGES HAVE HAD TO BE MADE. CLUB 50 WAS MOST AFFECTED BECAUSE OF THE # OF PIC’S WE ARE ALLOWED TO HAVE. CLUB 50 MEMBERS WILL NOW ONLY RATE 3 TIMES A WEEK, MONDAY, WEDNESDAY & FRIDAY. TRACIE & CLUB 100 MEMBERS HAVE ALL MADE CHANGES TO THEIR FOLDERS AND WILL BE ABLE TO CONTINUE RATING 5 DAYS A WEEK.

Fun
If cash bids are made I will add 1 NSFW salute and 1 permanent blog pimpout to my offers. Happy Bidding!!! XOXO Sam USING ONLY ONE WORD Not as easy as you might think! 1.Where is your cell phone right now? CHARGING Your significant other? N/A Your hair? black Your mother? stunning Your father? fun Your favorite thing? kissing Your dream last night? non-exsistent Your favorite drink? vitawater Your dream/goal? love What room are you in? den Your hobby? photography Your fear? love Where do you want to be in 6 years? greece Where were you last night? river Something that you are not? greedy Muffins? banana Wish list item? love Last thing you did? talk TV? never Your pets? dog Friends? crazy Your life? wonderful Your mood? anxious Missing someone? alot Drinking? some Smoking? Your car? fast Something you're not wearing?

Hot Gimmick Squared.
Hot Gimmick Squared. A fan fiction continuation of Hot Gimmick S. …I see Shinogu in my mind, but this time, rather than watching out for me from behind, I can see him walking with me side by side. I can clearly see the two of us… …together. Chapter 1 As I watched Shinogu sleep, I wondered about the life I could see myself having with him. I held his hand tight and kissed the back of it. “I love you.” I whispered quietly. “And not as my brother anymore.” I knew when he woke up I would tell him how I feel. My mother came into the room shortly after, rushing to Shinogu’s side, looking worried as always, and brushed his cheek. “Hatsumi! You look exhausted, lay on the couch and get some rest” I laid my head down and fell fast asleep with a smile on my face thinking of what I was going to say to Shinogu. I had a dream of us, we were together, happy. * Shinogu moaned loudly as he woke up from what seemed forever, but I was right by his side. I h

R.i.p. Jaboa My Friend
Pet's prayer: "Treat me kindly, my beloved friend", for no heart in the entire world is more grateful for your kindness than mine. Don't be angry with me for long, and don't strike me, chain me or lock me up as punishment. After all, you have your job, your friends and your entertainment. I have only you." Two years ago today you both passed away very tragically. You are still missed and loved by those you left behind . I know that are you with Jaboa and

School News
Made thought the first week of school with flying colors here are the results Grade Report: COM/140 Grade Summary (Week 1) Total Percentage: 100% Your Total Score: 10 Total Possible Score: 10 Week1 Possible Score Your Score CheckPoint: Final Project Topic 10.0 10.0 Comment: Please see your IF for attached feedback. Discussion Questions 10.0 -- Comment: Not yet graded Participation 10.0 -- Comment: Not yet graded Week 1 Subtotal : 10 10 Cumulative Week 1 Subtotal : 10 10 Week 1 Feedback: I made it through the first week a school with flying colors.Here are the results. Grade Report: GEN/105A Grade Summary (Week 1) Total Percentage: 100% Your Total Score: 130 Total Possible Score: 130 Week1 Possible Score Your Score Assignment: Elevator Speech 70.0 70.0 Comment: See posted grading rubric. CheckPoint: Distance Learning 30.0 30.0 Comment: See posted grading rubric. CheckPoint: Leadership 30.0 30.

About Me Blog Folder
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Melissa A. Gunn. Birthday: May of 1982. Birthplace: Holland, MI. Current Location: Zeeland, MI. Eye Color: Goldish Brownish. Hair Color: Dark Brown - Black. Height: 5'4". Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed. Your Heritage: English, Irish, Scottish, Dutch, French, German, Spanish, Indian-?, not sure of what else. The Shoes You Wore Today: Not wearing any shoes. Your Weakness: Depends what type and kind the weakenss is. Your Fears: Spiders, Snakes, Sometimes Darkness, alone, i have alot of fears, i even have fears that im not aware of too. Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese! Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get Job, Keep Job, get paid, get my own place, keep own place, a guy, family, live semi happy ever after lmao! YESH! i live in a fantasy world, leave me alone! lmao!!!! Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: =^_^= Mew! Thoughts First Waking Up: What i have to do the day ahead. Your Best Physical Feature: Eye

What To Do???
Ok bare with me, I am not one to post mumms or blogs to often,,, But I am at my wits end and am not sure what to do,, Not to many on here are aware of this, But my lil man, Has a severe heart defect, and although he went through 4 major heart surgeries, A cure has not been found, Only temp. Fixes. With this comes the knowledge that my lil man may not make it past childhood. I try not to dwell on that, or even let myself remember the words from the dr. But it lives with me every day. I do my best as a single parent to give my lil man the best life possible, To let him live as other children would, Normal,,, But with letting him live normal comes a massive fear everyday. I have been having a lot of problems with kids bullying him in school, and for you to understand what I am about to write, you need to know that my lil man doesnt really have the cartlidge to protect his heart as we do. Ok after going to the school many many times, Nothing has been done about these kids, Well today I

Ma Ladi
From Tha Moment That We Met, I Knew U Had2 Be A Blessin' No More Stressin', Cuz Now I ThinK I've Learned My Lesson Not 2nd Guessin', Cuz U Could Never Be Contested Addicted To Your Essence, I've Been Cardiac Arrested..... I Promise2 Never Lie 2Ya, & Thatz Tru I Want A Son & A Daughter That LooKz Just LiKe You But, Until We See That Day, It'll Be Just Us2 Cuz Im HooK'd LiKe Phonics, StucK 2 You LiKe Glue..... You're Kinda LiKe A Preist I Gotta Confess2 Cuz Lord Knowz How Bad I Wanna Undress You Yes, God Blessed You, So TaKe Advantage Of Tha Scenery I'll Put It In A Song, To Show You Just How Much You Mean2 Me..... Shoot'n Tha Breeze, In Tha Park, After Dark, Me & U WalK In A Pair Like A Part Of Noah'z ArK I Keepz It Real, Magnificent From Tha Heart We Depart & Cum BacK 2Gether LiKe Grocery Kartz..... Ya Digg Soon as we touchI know you feelinHell of a highCan’t nothin kill itNot in a rushI planned on see youWe should do timeThat’s all I'm saying I coul

Bangtup!
Boyz In Tha "A" Holla Wut Dat Du? Sumtymez Me, Alwayz U! Crank That Up, I Cant Get Enough! I Swigg 2 Da Beat, Im So BangTup! Take A Step Back, Then Pause 4 Tha Cause Yall Go Fall, Us Boyz Go Ball Crank That Up, I Cant Get Enough! I Swigg 2 Da Beat, Im So BangTup! Bangtup means...... "Tight" "Throwed" "Off Da Chain" "Hella Bad"...........etc. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_enI86f7yE

Prayers Needed
I returned home this morning to find a message from my sister's neice telling me that Donna had to go to the hospital. All I know right now is that she is safe in the hospital. Please pray for her speedy recovery. I will post more updates when available. Thank you so much. Here is her link on fu: Dream Dancer@ fubar I got word from Donna's neice that she will probably be able to return home Thursday if all goes as planned. Thank You all so much for your prayers and support.

Ramblings
First off this doesn’t apply to everyone, all of my close family and friends please disregard because you ALL rock!!! I’m super open and honest and hold no punches, like it or not it’s me so deal with it or delete me, delete me and I wouldn’t want you as a friend anyway so GFY.. : ) So for a few months I’ve been bombing people like crazy and the same thoughts keep popping into my mind over and over. Why is it so hard for people to write an email that takes 10 seconds to say thank you? I never ask for ANYTHING from ANYBODY.. I was brought up in a VERY strict Italian family and taught a lot of respect, I do my best to say “thanks” to everyone but am sometimes overwhelmed with many, many pages of email and it takes me time to get through it all lol.. If I don’t say thanks personally I usually wind up bombing you lol… Bombs and auto’s aren’t cheap and a lot of the people (especially the beggars) don’t get this.. I do

For All My Female Mummers
im having a discussion with a certain female mummer about weird names for humans when they are born....... is Brooklyn weird for a female??? You know, when you're in love and your lover leaves you And you've got nobody, the lonely hours over here Sittin' home and thinkin', you say: Distant lover, darlin', ooo hoo hoo So many miles away, ooo please Oh please, baby, think about me Hey, in misery Oh say, baby, as I reminisce about your life That we shared together The promises we made, baby Of the day you left, child Then all of a sudden, if it may seem to explode Now I gaze out my window, sugar, down a lonesome road, ooo Distant lover, ooo, sugar How can you treat my heart so mean and cruel Didn't you know, sugar, that I dream Of what I spent with you I treasure it like it was a precious jewel, oh baby Lord have mercy! Oh baby, don't go Please come back, baby Ooo, something I wanna say When you left to go away No 'ther do I want, do you wanna have m

Poems
All Alone Looking out the window, I see cloudy skies, Not a single star shines. A cold air blows, Sends chills upon my spine. I see lights from a distance Creating shadows. All alone I stand by my window Awaiting the light of day...

Sooo Lost!!!
My friend told me about this but i am confused and lost about what to do on here or how to do anything. I am used to myspace. can anyone help? I saw I can reply to my shoutbox. but it is asking me to verify my email. but i dont know how. And I really cant keep up.. I am getting so much stuff so fast this is crazy!

A Reason
Can you? Just one reason.... I was sitting here watching all the 11s, cherry bombs, boomerangs, blasts, tickers, HHs and it dawned on me how much money really goes through this site and how much good that money could do and how many lives it could save if it was put to better use.

Pet Of The Month @the Penthouse!
PET of the MONTH at the Penthouse! Please help me win by clicking on the picture and rate! There is a contest for Pet of the Month at The Penthouse lounge....... Please come show support and vote for me! How you say!!!!... 1. Go to Tim's profile 2. Find my pic (here is the link) http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2415431&albumid=1576550&i=4010420127&idx=6 3. Rate my pic Easy! Done! Thanks soooo much for your help!! Kisses and licks! MeltedGummies!

Sinfully Seductive Promoting Tags
PLEASE RATE & FAN THE PROFILES YOU GO TO!!! HERE ARE 16 BANNERS ALTERNATE BANNERS DON'T USE THE SAME ONE ALL THE TIME THIS WILL AVOID A LOT OF THE BOUNCER CHECKS. ENJOY AND HAVE FUN PROMOTING!!! CAME BY YOUR PAGE TO RATE YOU, YOU DON'T HAVE TO RATE ME BACK BUT IF YOU DO THAT WOULD BE COOL! IF YOU GET A MINUTE CHECK OUT sinfully Seductive GREAT PEOPLE AND GREAT MUSIC CHECK IT OUT! Come have some fun with us! CLICK BANNER TO JOIN US! DON'T FORGET TO SUBSCRIBE!!!! COPY AND PASTE FOR THIS DROP CAME BY YOUR PAGE TO RATE YOU, YOU DON'T HAVE TO RATE ME BACK BUT IF YOU DO THAT WOULD BE COOL! IF YOU GET A MINUTE CHECK OUT Sinfully Seductive GREAT PEOPLE AND GREAT MUSIC CHECK IT OUT! Come have some fun with us! CLICK BANNER TO JOIN US! DON'T FORGET TO SUBSCRIBE!!!! CAME BY YOUR PAGE TO RATE YOU, YOU DON'T HAVE TO RATE ME BACK BUT IF YOU DO THAT WOULD BE COOL! IF YOU GET A MINUTE CHECK OUT Sinfully Seductive GREAT PEOPLE AND GREAT

Contests!! Help Me Fu Friends!
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=728200&albumid=1578164&i=2009658444 PS HERE IS THE LINK WISH I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN IT 2 SECONDS EARLIER LOL OK ON MY PROFILE YOU WILL FIND THE NICEST CHICKIE HER NAME IS ROXY ! SHE IS MY NUMBER 2 ON MY FAMILY! SHE IS HAVING A CONTEST STARTING TOMORROW !!! ITS IN HER PICS! MINE WILL BE IN THERE, VOTE AS MUCH AND AS HARD AS YOU CAN!! ALSO ANYONE THAT BLINGS HER IT WILL GIVE ME 10 POINTS INSTEAD OF 1 IF YOU BLING HER PLEASE BE SURE TO TELL HER ITS FOR ME !!! I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO TAHNK ALL MY FU FRIENDS FOR HELPING ME OUT!! I WILL BE LOOKING TO SEE WHO HITS ME THE HARDEST WITH COMMENTS AND I WILL GIVE THEM SOMETHING SPECIAL!!!ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=728200&albumid=1578164&i=2009658444

Lounge
***Come hang out at WICKED SEDUCTIONS! Make some new friends & have a few drinks!!*** **&** LIVE MUSIC & WEB CAMS **&** Looking to hire all staff and welcoming new members! PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: sO FrESH __[diAMond dAveS gUrL **Diam

Poems
What is this world that I behold, wrapped in golden light? What this sense of joy that slowly arises in my heart and spreads throughout my being? What is this new surge of life, new yet old, vaguely remembered yet earnestly sought for? What is this mystery of life that wells up within, that appears in the morning and does not fade with the day? Why now do I hear birds' songs, notice the flowers, watch children laugh, see the intricate beauty of this wondrous world? Why at this time does creative energy grow within that wishes, demands expression? Why do I have confidence that time will bring some wonderful events, some challenges, and , of course, some sorrows and not wish to flee away but to stay and to live? It was not always thus in recent months. Darkness has been my companion, dwelling at times within, stalking my steps from behind, a dark specter threatening, grasping, invading. This gloom, this monster, so poisonous, so pervasive, spreading its subtle and ac

Can I Have Your #####
Im sorry That I bought you roses to tell you that i like you. I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry That I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry That I am actually nice, not a jerk. I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy. I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4 am when your new man hit you and dropped you o

Poetry
Fascinated are these eyes By such a sweet yet weak display of powerAm I to fear this tyrant...Or these sheep that walk so willingly behind your shadow.Laughing as I open these eyes of mine...That those who so quickly protect their king... show much more strength and powerthan the one who holds them by the string.The question will always remainWhen all your buttons are stripped awayWill you be victimize..... or will you ascend from your own little games?

Train
Good vs Evil Dragon train u ready to ride? Start here with the dragon folder rate 10/11's and comment on the last picture Rate, Fan and When you send a add request plz state which dragon your on Good Dragon or Evil Dragon. If you already r friends then leave a Good vs. Evil dragon comment. When you complete all the riders, PM me so I may add you to the train, then repost. ~ ? ~NINEMMRUGER~ ?Owner of Brain Perkins~ ? ~@ fubar Brian Perkins Indefinite Owner of "NINEMMRUGER" Owner of ~Dreamgirl~, , Owned@ fubar ~?RedKandy?~2nd Alarm Hottie~Fu-owned by Texas guy@ fubar }i{ LADY~TROUBLE }i{ ~CLUB F.A.R/FU-ANGEL^FLIES W/DRAGONS & RODE THE MERRY-GO-ROUND@ fubar ? Jimette ? ~Rating Revolution~Pegasus Project #7(Fantasia) TL~@ fubar tina married to one hot soldier(Derrick)`fu-married to lost@ fubar ?VipE

The Xxx Show
Subscribe FreeAdd to my Page Ok I know its been forever, but where still working on new stuff, including new funny bits, and new technology which will let you see me and Natalie live on webcam at the same time. This opens up a whole new world for the XXX show as we can play video so you can see what we see or what we are talking about, plus you ge...t to see us broadcast live, don't believe the haters that say we are done, or not coming back, we are on the way just trying to give you the best show possible.

Military Tshirts
think about this carefully GETTING A HAIRDRYER THROUGH CUSTOMS A distinguished young woman on a flight from Ireland asked the Priest beside her... 'Father, may I ask a favour?' 'Of course, child. What may I do for you?' 'Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday that is unopened and well over the Customs limits, and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it.

Come Bid On Me....
I am in an auction come bid on me. Here is the link. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2316151&albumid=1689737&i=1836448330 So.. here i am being auctioned off. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1444067&albumid=1587629&i=1157433259&idx=22#1157433259 Come check it out and rate. Bid if you like. ~MUAH~

About Me
Right I've been on here like a day or so now and I have found one thing out that if you vote someone what you think they are then they'll moan about you then vote you the same or a 1. To be perfectly honest I really don't give a sh*t rate me a -100 if you can Oh and if your going to complain get over yourself its a stupid game/number! Hi I really don't know how to use this thing. Well I'm Chris, I'm 20 and I'm from a place called Evesham in England, but I'm living just outside London atm due to university. I like my sport I love playing football, basketball and american football. I'm part of my university american football team the Hertfordshire Hurricanes who I played Corner for. I love music and I will listen to most types but I'm really into my punk ska etc atm like Less Than Jake, New Found Glory, American Hi-Fi etc

The Addict
Sobriety - I don't dare say the word out loud; It is too fragile. I hold onto the moments as they come and try not to let them pass unnoticed. Sobriety - It is like a hand-blown glass ball and I don't want it to break. Every word is thought out before it is spoken. Once and a while, a word slips out in anger, and I hold my breath. "Will it send him to the store?" I silently wonder. When stress happens, and it happens a lot, I wonder if he'll break. He handles it better than I. I wonder if it's because he knows what's in his head and I don't. I love him more than words could ever express. I have prayed for this day to come, but I am on edge. We have been here before and I can not forget how it all came crashing down. I will not take this for granted. Thank you God for the blessings you have bestowed upon me, upon us. When life is down, I try to remember what I have. So, every day is a new beginning - a new chance to build the life we were meant to have - a new chance

Almost Scalped Today
My little girl started her first job today. I can't believe she Is old enough to be working! It seems like only yesterday that I brought her home from the hospital and began my journey as a father. She turned 16 on March 10th, and that was shocking enough! I'm not really old, and I don't really feel like I am. But It seems as If the time Is flowing very quickly. A lot has gone on In the 16 years since she was born, and most of It I have been a part of. However, since her Mother and I divorced 4 years ago, I have not been In my kid's lives on a day to day basis. I accepted this when I divorced their Mother, but I miss that bonding time I enjoyed so much. Now I only get to see them every other Weekend. That's not enough! Also, my kids are at that stage of a teenager's life when it's just not "cool" to hang out with their Parents. So when they come to my home, they spend minimal time with me. They hang out In their rooms watching TV, or playing video games. I'm not here compl

Bids Plz Ppl
What do you do when ur wife wants to play single on internet an have nothing to do with you unless you at home with her then she acts like nothings going on an she not doing anything wrong I'm little puzzled. Here I like to know should I just ignore it or wat should I do I have tried wat I know to do Plz help http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1209324&albumid=1576178&i=1949896282&idx=3

Ignorance
ok i had my venting.. i'm over it.. just pissed me off cause he couldn't act and i use that word loosely, like a man and ask me about it before going off and being ignorant.. ya know. i'm so laughing about it now.. he just isn't worth the hassle. just an fyi if any women close to fairmont decide to sleep with slave to the needle.. you ain't in for much of a ride. my kids rode a roller coaster at the county fair that lasted longer than what he can. so ladies he is single once again so go get him.. ok.. so now i get to bitch some.. ya i was seeing someone.. was going great.. been together almost 3 months.. i changed all my profiles to in a relationship.. i had a yahoo personals profile for over 3 years..lol totally forgot about it. well the guy i WAS seeing sends me a message sayin its over cause i was lookin for someone else cause he seen my personals profile.. ya news flash.. when i changed my profile pic on my yahoo profile it changed it for my personals profile as well.. i mean come

The Answer To The Question Wh Me
this blog is for someone special.. some that everytime i see her in cam... my heart beats a mile amount.... what do i see in her? her bueaty. her wonderful smile.. her bueatiful eyes... the way she smiles and luaghs everytime someone complaiments her... and most of all a sweet loveing caring indivual..who completes my world.. her face is painted on my heart...you might think this is lame but its from my heart and thats what counts....to the one that ask why me what do you see inn me this is the answer.. look inside your heart through my eyes... that will answer your question

Fml
Today, bouncing at a local bar. I I.D.'d a girl with a group of people. I told her that next time she used a fake I.D., she at least should get one with a picture that looked like her. She started crying and ran off. A guy told me that she had been in a car wreck, and had been badly disfigured. FML Today, I decided to take a nap. My boyfriend gave me some sleeping pills but I decided last minute not to take them. I woke up to my boyfriend kissing my neck and unbuttoning my shirt. Without opening my eyes, I whispered "ooh this is so romantic." He blurted out shocked, "Oh...you're awake?!" FML Today, as an April fools day joke, I decided to tell my mom and dad that I was gay. After an awkward silence, my mom looks at me, smiles, and says, "well, we have known for awhile." She wasn't joking. FML Today, I went with my girlfriend to the mall. We were looking at jewellery in Zales and she came across the engagement rings. She looks at one and says, "Are you kidding me? That ring

I Have An Announcement
fubar Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! R.I.P. DAD 3-19-09 (Online) Bennington, VT remove friend subject: I HAVE A COUPLE ANNOUNCEMENTS TO MAKE date: 2009-03-30 20:52:34 I KNOW IVE BEEN MIA FOR A WHILE NOW AND I APPOLOGIZE BUT IVE BEEN TAKING CARE OF MY FATHER WHO I AM SAD TO ANNOUNCE PASSED AWAY FROM LUNG CANCER ON MARCH 19TH,2009 AT 3PM. WE HAD HIS FUNERAL SERVICES LAST WEEK AND NOW BEFORE I HEAD TO BED IM FINALLY GETTING BACK ON MY FEET KINDA. MY 2ND ANNOUNCEMENT IS THAT ON FEBRUARY 18TH,2009 I FOUND OUT FROM PLANNED PARENTHOOD THAT I AM PREGNANT AGAIN I AM DUE TOWARDS THE END OF OCTOBER AND I HAVE HAD NUMEROUS ULTRASOUNDS FOR VARIOUS REASONS I GO FOR ANOTHER ULTRASOUND TOMORROW SO I WONT KNOW HOW WE ARE DOING TILL TOMORROW NIGHT. PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. -JENN B OK I TRIED TO TYPE THIS BEFORE SO IGNORE THIS ONE IF ITS A REPOST BY ME BUT AS OF APRIL 15TH, 2009 THE FATHER TO MY UNBORN BABY THAT IM DUE TO HAVE IN OCTOBER AND I ELOP

My Top Awesome Friends
I have tried several times to post this MUMM tonight. The internet has been Sketchy so , three times I have lost it. I finally drank a Mountain Dew and woke my brain up-- and wrote it on Notepad so I wouldn't lose it all. OK, I have 9 ladies who stay in contact with me on more than a regular basis. Through times of my illnes and Injuries they have been there.. Will you help them out? Will you do me a favor and take time out of your life to rate tehm, and send thier profiles on to your friends in another MuMM and help them out. I believe that Friendship and Love require two things to prove its validity, and to make it work, or sustain it. 1.) Action - Friendship and Love is not just a feeling of "warm tingly fuzzies". It is somethign which displays itself in ACTIONS.. I am trying to be creative and give back a small token of ACTION to honeor their friendship to me... 2.) Time - It takes time to develop a friendship. It takles time out of my life, and your life to re

Just Another Day
When will my bad luck end....I just want to scream ....AGHHHHH... Well my vacation was last week..It wasnt the greatest..You live and you learn I guess. Went with a friend. I have 3 little ones she took 3 teens with her. We just clashed. Mine go to bed early teens stay up late. Mine get up early.

You Could Hear A Pin Drop
no one to have no one to hold I lay here at night my heart is stone cold. I have tried to love but failed as you see pushes everthig away that I know will hurt me my friends are true and are always there but when i comes to the heart all I do is stear. it has been broken so many many times why

Hold On
Because of you im broken, Broken beyond repair, You took my heart and made it dissapear, Life was sweet with you, But life just aint right without you, Now im always blue, I am sick and you are my cure, I will always love you of this im sure, But because of you im broken, You left for reasons unspoken, Left me without a clue, I am broken and cant be fixed, You took part of me with you, I want to be alright, But i cant when i cant hold you at night, Im broken and you can help but wont cuz your not right. Sometimes we have to remind ourselves to hold on, When it seems there is no one left that cares, When the feelings you have are too much to bear, When you want to go on with life but just ain't sure, Think of all the pain others will endure, When it seems everything in life is gone, Just tell yourself to hold on, Think of all the things you do in life, Then think when you're dead what you'll do, When it feels there is nothing in life for you, Then think of when

Trains,clubs And Bus
Fubar's Pink Girls Club In order to join do the following, men are welcome too: rate these pictures http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=229107&albumid=106563&i=3200728318 then: 1)RATE 2)ADD 3)FAN everyone on the list, the ones already on your list, let them know your joining "Fubar's Pink Girls Club" once your done send a PM to TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar THE GIRLS ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCareyFanatic4Life~@ fubar ~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Proudly Owned By~Dr@gonMaster©~FU Bomber~Sarges Bad Girl@ fubar S@ssi~N~B@d ~'LilOne'~DSC~Srg'sBadGrl~FuFinestLvler ~@ fubar *Pink0828*@ fubar ~?~TEXAS TWISTER~?~TEXASMAN'S FU FIANCEE~?~SHADOW LEVELER?CLUB UNITED&#@ fubar

The Wang Is Comin'!!
I call my mom to check up on her and see how her day went, she said 'Ty...work was...dumb as hell!!' and I said ' Well...what happend??'. She start to explain, 'Well son, i was helping a customer out with a bill and pays his bills online.

Past Blogs Revisited
The new penis tax. Don't Forget to Pay all of Your Taxes! April 15 is tax day in the US, so please read the following to make certain that you have paid all of your taxes for either yourself or your husband or boyfriend. The only thing any Government has not taxed is the male penis. This is due to the fact that: * 40 % of the time it is hanging around unemployed * 20 % of the time it is pissed off, * 30 % of the time it is hard up * 10 % of the time it is in the hole. On top of this it has two dependents and both of them are nuts! According to the income tax ammendment act 2001, your penis will be taxed according to its size. To determine your category, please refer to Schedule 2 of the Income Tax return Form 8 which states the following: * 10 to 12 inches ------ Luxury tax -------- $ 50.00 * 8 to 10 inches ------- Pole tax ------------ $ 45.00 * 5 to 8 inches -------- Privilege Tax ------ $ 40.00 * 3 to 5 inches -------- Standard Tax ------ $ 30.00 An

My Nilla Bear-ness
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you - "I can exfoliate my own ass."-"Were You Born?"-"I can't dot anymore."-"How do I delarge it."-"I got my area checked out."-"Here I'll spell it out for you, Knee....."-"I thought my grandma said get the waterbottle between my grandpa's penis"-"Is that his booty? Aww, he looks so cute."-"I love whistledick."-"Get off the stephface." NillaBear and FivelMousekawitsFivel-"You liar whore thief communist."Nilla-"I'm not a commie." -"I'm only inserting suckers into my hole."-"The dog licked my crack."-"Yes Tim, I want to give you a rim job."-"I love Ceasar salad."-"Why was I yelling at Ivan?" Sad0Mas0Christ and NillaBearChrist-"I look like ass."Nilla-"You like to lick ass? Come here Ivan." -"I almost died from suckernes

What O Do
walls woen have walls how xan a man break down the walls i can sy aything i want ell her whit i think she wants to hear but the wall remains she tells me we are moving forward but it is at a snails pace she lives away and it is up to her to come to me how can i possibly turn the table i can feel the most incredible feeling when we are togeather it feels so right but oh the going is slow coments elp appreciated thanx all wow what a mess i met this woman whom has captivated my soul she hastold me she feel it to but yet she is stuck on an ex that raly screwd her over i been there done that and going back dont work not after all the urt and pain i hurt cause i want her to want me so badly i guess i feel like her im convicted and im gonna win her over i just dont know how to get her to turn the page and start a new with me i would ever do the thins this guy did to her torment her for such a long time even invite her out no strings attached wtf advise please anyone

Work Survival Guide
CROP DUSTING When farting, you walk briskly around the office so the smell is not in your area and everybody else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not stop until the full fart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell has left your pants.

Bleugh
life is shit. not sure if anyone knows this, but it is. I suggest a few things to brighten up your world... 1. break wind on a regular basis. 2.do feng shui lots 3. masturbate a lot 4. have a good shit it can make you feel a lot better 5.never drink more than your friend 6.avoid affairs with married people 7. dont worry about anything cos it seriously aint worth it 8. dont tell the doc about those voices you hear ;) 9.cancel your facebook account... that site is seriously bad for ones health 10. cancel your ebay account as its seriously bad for ones pocket... 11. make me your best friend in the whole world.. cos im so nice,cheerful and generous :) the thing i love about this site is all the odd folks on it! (not everyone btw!)

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Whatever For Whoever
here and there my mind wanders thoughts pool, as I ponder what does it mean why can't I ask why is it that trusting has become such a task had I not seen with my own two eyes what was as friendship so cleverly disguised would I believe had someone just told me am I not to be furious when for far less you would scold me and even with the knowledge all I want to do is pretend I don't know take the fact that it hurts me and not let it show for to me what we have is perfect and real but "it" makes it hard to believe that, that's how you feel so I wonder can what I know be forgotten or will it leave my thoughts pool stagnant and rotten Played, Played out, Plagued with Doubt, Questions unasked Left un answered Seeking knowledge Becoming a cancer Eating away Healthy flesh Riddled with decay Emotionless is easy If you can deal Chemicals shrouding what you feel Clouded thoughts of What was real Where were you when I cried myself blind Where were you

In My World
In my world there is no place to hide. In my world it is dark and cold. In my world there is hatred and rage, then love. In my world I am hurt and scared. In my world I wish I had the key. If I had the key, I could lock the doors and keep out the dark, cold, hatred and rage out. Then maybe in my world i would be scared or hurt. Then maybe in my world everything will be bright and warm; Filled with love and happiness; Then there would be no need to hide. In my world everything is starting to fall into place. In my world there is love and peace. In my world I am happy and brave. In my world it's bright and warm. In my world I have no need to hide. In my world I hold the key for now I am strong.

Poem Even Tho It Sucks
love that could never be the love you said you have for me i tried to make it right and go at it again but u blew it away linke sand in the wind i'm not someone you can bend or mold i'm very simple just want someone to hold someone thats there and treats me right someone i truly love morning noon and night no yelling and screaming about the past or friends no telling me its over that this is the end thought perfect far from am i at least you have to admit i try for all the sadness and the tears we coulda had many a wonderful year but you chose to throw it away i was just a game for you to play but you did teach me alot none of which will be forgot but the truth you cannot see i am

Say No To Racism!
Ok...This is my first blog i am writing...and no, it is no fun and i'm not even in the mood to laugh... IDK what the hell is wrong with some of u! We r living in the 2000s and i thought that our generation should be as smart to stop hatin' cause of skin collor or religion. The one of urs who went to school and didn't sleep in the history class sure did learn something out of our past.I talk about sensless hate against others.Like in World War 2 or the fight against slavery! We did have ppl like Martin Luther King jr. and Rosa Parks and many more who showed us the right way! Why do we still hate?Why can't we see over the color and religion? White pride???Fuck you!Of what shall i be proud?That in the history the white man first started to kill the nativ americans to get rich, then brought over the africans to have slaves started to kill it own race cause of religion?Hell no! I want to be proud cause i am a human!Cause i know what's right what's wrong!Cause i know that the skin col

Auction Time
I am in a aution and i have lots of stuff to offer. You will be very pleased. I may add more it just all depends on how far the bids go up. I have no clue how to link a picture to this new style of blog..i have tried and it don't work.

Bands At The Mainzer Theater
What an interesting evening, I arrived at felony 1 Studio not knowing what to expect. Located in the downtown region of Hollister Ca. a generous sized venue with the capabilities of hosting a large crowd of all ages and good sound quality. There was already an eager crowd of about 20 or so waiting for the nights show to start as we arrived, and about 40 or more to show before the night was over. I was told this was a slow night so a much larger crowd can normally be expected. I met a lot of the staff running the event and was treated with kindness and courtesy I am unused to at such events. I was very glad I made it to this show though one band (Half Past Sik) had to cancel the others were well worth it. Now on with the bands. First up was Retribution with an old school sound to guitars they brought me back to the old days of music when metal and mayhem ruled the planet. They have a very high energy and confident stage performance. Clean and Clear vocals only enhanced their sound and

Your New Side
darkin rooms nothing but gloomstaircases leading no wherecuts that do not bleedpain that does not stingtheres nothing your nothingthis place that is nothingless spacebreathing the air thats suppose to bring lifeit only brings striff and no delightno start no end only the middledeffering an worthless an courages and the outragesscreaming with no words having to stand outfrom the pack in this room that only brings your doom where there is only you. Your opening up this new side.Your taking down all the screener

Mm How I Felt
the pain was like a sudden release truth bliss found my heart started to pound just by the sound the blood starts to drip i had to get grip teeth start to tare all i could do is stare and open my eyes and Indore this true surprise knowing that the feeling was so strong i knew this emotion i would always hold on.

My Thoughts And Ramblings
today is a bad day. my phone doesn't work right, my daughter is fighting with my ex, & other people around me are either idiots or assholes. I'm surrounded by a swill of apathy & ignorance, & no one knows or cares.

Short Stories
Jennifer gazed at her husband from across the table. Still dawning the perplexed look that had been on his face since he had arrived home to find the table laid with the best silver and lit candles. "Some wine, my love?"He shifted uncomfortably in his seat and cleared his throat as she handed him a brimming glass of sweetened red wine."What is all of this Jen?", he asked, a weak smile crossing his wine dampened lips."Well, William, I really wanted to talk to you about something, and knowing how things have been... a little strained, between us lately, I thought I'd make the atmosphere a bit more comfortable for us."She uncovered the plate and passed it to him with an inscrutable smile, "It's you're favorite, honey.""Wow," he smiled as he lifted the cover and leaned in to sniff. "Stuffed heart! I haven't had this in ages. Lamb, or pig?""Cow actually," she smiled"Good! It'll be nice and beefy, then. Sage and onion stuffing too? I can't wait. Thank you baby."As usual, he began devouring t

Luras Wonderful Adventures
dude terahs really about to make me mad. what im cool enough to hang out wit and be her bff when theres nothing better to do, but now she wants to leave me high and dry? i dont think so chicka! ur not going to treat me like that nd get away with it. stay in joplin for all i care. you and your child of a bf. hes so immature, just like you. i really dont give two fucks, two can play at this game. we'll see who caves first. we'll see who apologizes and who dosnt care. i'll come out on top, just like i always do. you always loose to me and you hate it. well, its on now. i'll show you whayts its really like to be on my bad side! bitch! well sittin here at the computer bored as hell. this day is going so slow. wish something exciting would happen.

Venting
We were walking around the garden last night, get to the veggies and Marton says 'oh look, the bynny'! He's(she's?) A cute wiggly nose fuzzy bunny albino...........EATING MY GREEN BEAN PLANTS!!!!!!!!!! Aaaaaaargh!!!! So I run into the garden, after opening the gate, climb uphill to chase him out, and the little muncher( We were sitting watching tv the other night and a commercial comes on. Scotts, the lawn chemical company, is now putting out a bird seed mix! :( Are you [b]KiDdInG [/b]ME??? :o :o :o IMO The worst thing you can do is use lawn chemicals. Its marketing 101. Lawn looks icky use chemicals, chemicals kill the soil so lawn looks icky so you have to keep buying more to make it look good again. DUH! Insecticides also a no no. There are lots of natural and organic solutions that don't poison the soil, & poison the insects THAT BIRDS EAT. And these fools are trying to act like they're on the birds side by putting out a bird seed mix.

To Ym Sis Who Passed Away For Love
In a world that's so unfair, i met a girl i loved so clear, She used to love me as i loved her, and gave me memories i cannot spare. But time comes when im singing a song, I can feel there's something wrong. coz if i look into her eyes, I can see many lies, Her heart closes like a door, for her love i felt no more. Now i know the reason why, for she just found another guy, I don't know if i've done something wrong, I thought it only happens in a song. Tears flows from my eyes greatly, so i went home for no one could see. As the girl knows that im dying gravely, she rushed into our house because of guilty, she searched our house looking for me, and in my room she went lastly, there through the door she had broken down, she saw me hanging without a frown, and on the bedside this words was found, "Dig me grave, dig it deep, and on the marble tomb put some roses from head to feet, and on the head please place a dove, to tell the world i died for love"... Ink of my Tears! i wrote you today

Written By A Good Friend
Everyone Needs SomeonePeople need people and friends need friendsAnd we all need love, for a full life dependsNot on vast riches or great acclaimNot on success or worldly fameBut just in knowing that someone caresAnd holds us close in their thoughts and prayersFor only the knowledge that we're understoodMakes everyday living, feel wonderfully goodAnd we rob ourselves of life's greatest needWhen we "lock up our hearts" and fail to heedThe outstretched hand reaching to findA kindred spirit whose heart and mindAre lonely and longing to somehow shareOur joys and our sorrows and to make us awareThat life's completeness and richness dependsOn the things we share with our loved ones and friends Written by a friend for Me Someone I think is Special

Frogstop
ok well i think i have had it to my wits end with the way people act...you know "treat others how u want to be treated" well i say HA HA HA!!!!!!!! i see it everyday the "cardboard advertisers"as i like to call them or the ones that are homeless and have a freaking pet.. why? i dont get it just one more thing to aid in making people feel sorry for your messed up being... how pathetic is this world really?? HMMMM.. just because im human and walk past u on the street or drive by u in my car does not give u the right to harrass me for MY $$$$ get your own REAL HONEST TAXPAYING JOB and shut up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont understand why people must start shit.... i dont get it .... cant they just just ask somebody ?????

Poems
everyday i think of you what you would be like today how handsome you would be i think of your wonderful smile i think of your beautiful laugh and now i want to say to you i miss you my child To like someone is difficult To love someone is hard If you give it all you got

About Me
Updated and Edited on March 22, 2010 1. Relationship Status: It's complicated. And that's that truth! I am single but my life is complicated and any relationship that I "might" get involved with would be doubly complicated. It would take a very special man to deal with the life I live, which revolves around 5 kids, 4 of which still live with me...A grand daughter and one on the way, plus their dads who live here with my daughters. Plus I have an ex that floats in and out of the house although he's not doing much in the way of supporting his children either financially or emotinally...And thanks to him and a few that I have met online, I am done trying to believe in love, faith, hope, lasting relationships, esp with someone you meet anywhere on line no matter how close they live and how much likelihood there is that you may be able to meet to see if there is reason to go further...Love exists in the heart not in reality...It is an emotion that cannot be turned off the minute the other

Leaving
Its hard knowing the fact everyone thinks you have a wonderful life, fun , happy, and cheerful life, but when you are alone, you cry for no reason you just cry and cry till you feel happy and then when you are happy you want to feel sad again and just keep crying.My friends say i am so strong i wish i could say this to them:I am tired of trying, I am tired over crying, i know i am smiling but inside i am dyin! may be then they would realise i am just a good actress! Just so depressed, why does it have to be like this???? Something i will never know :( Well i been thinking hard and i dont really know but really been thinking after my VIP is over with i might be leaving for good and will miss alot of yall but if you have anything on that subject that you want to say just leave a comment

Thanks
Im doing ok down here in Fort Benning. The first four days down here were hell but its gotten alot better since then. We dont really get alot of free time right now so its kinda hard to get time to write letters and then when we do we have to clean the barracks so we only have like 5 minutes. I've heard from a couple of people that mail takes like a week to get off base. We've been doing alot of stuff here the past week and a half. We went through the obstacle course and different stuff like Eagle Tower which is like a giant wooden platform with a cargo net different sets of ropes to climb and a repel tower. That was definitely the best part so far. We've been through the gas chamber too. It sucked but its not something that I wouldn't do again. It was CS gas which is the kind that police use for riot control so it just burnt your throat, lungs, eyes and nose a little. Well I guess a little is a understatement but it only lasted for like 10 minutes. This week we've been through first a

Omg! Hall Of Shame & Lame
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The Ballad Of Susan Smith...
I wrote this song for Susan Smith. I bin working on it in my head for probably ten years, and it all came together in a flash...FYI- This is the bitch that drowned her kids in the lake by rolling the car into the water... They were interfering with her love life...

Images
AIR FORCE SONG Off we go into the wild blue yonder, Climbing high into the sun; Here they come zooming to meet our thunder, At 'em boys, Give 'er the gun! (Give 'er the gun now!) Down we dive, spouting our flame from under, Off with one helluva roar! We live in fame or go down in flame. Hey! Nothing'll stop the U.S. Air Force! Additional verses: Minds of men fashioned a crate of thunder, Sent it high into the blue; Hands of men blasted the world asunder; How they lived God only knew! (God only knew

*fubar*
I Hate bein lonely, But most importantly I hate having restrictions on when I get to see my baby. I miss spendin everyday with himmm!!! Waking up without him is tough But the nights are even more lonely.. Ill make it through though. Its an obsticle I have to face in order for things to get better and its about halfway over... Its just even harder being pregnant and not having the one you love to comfort you, until then ill continue to wait & ill continue to look forward to spending another day with him by my side. I miss you stinkybutt! Get Better & come home soon!!! Love you bunches!! So.. Everythings prety well settled into our new home. We still need to paint the kids room & little things here & there but overall its a nice place to call home. I'm happy at this point in my life, I love my babys father, which i hate lablin him that so well just call him Hubby. :o) My other daughters due in Sept. and times flyin by. Im gettin stinkin fat lil but hey I still look good pregnant. Its

Reoccupying The Space
...it's been 10 years...it's not any better...you'd think after all this time...I'd forget you...I can't...10years ago today we sat in a classroom...remember the seminar for the CEUs? Our assignment was to try to convince each other to do something we knew the other wouldnt'...I tried to talk you into going to Columbine...the kids there needed us...you worked so well with the kids where we worked...we knew something bad was going to happen...just didn't know what...you stood fast...didn't give an inch...you were bound and determined to wait it out...even the kids at Columbine couldnt' entice you into leaving...I remember how you looked when I tried that as a means to get yo out of there...the look on your face...I knew I was close...to getting you to safety...it was hard for you to not go and help those kids that survived...but your woork ethic wouldn't let you walk out on those that were already dependent on your care...it was fun...I enjoyed the banter...even if I wasn't successful a

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Halloween !! Own Me!
All bids welcome , fubux, bling packs, etc.... any bids over 100 we can discuss more additions to the already stated above.... if nothing else drop by and drop a raate for ur girl!! *muahz* CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO RATE OR BID CLICK THE PIC TO BID XOXOX THX ♥

Chocolate
as i sit writeing this tonite .Iam so happy to have my tiny dancer in my life and in my arms ...........she sits down loading as i sit writeing this ... she is so sweet i will never know what she sees in me but i do know that i have never felt love like this .... nor has anyone ever shown love to me this way ...........tiny i love you

This Pain Is Just To Real
This pain is just to real The things I feel and the things I need Are not here So every now and then I drop a tear I cant sleep I just seem to weep Im trying to forget those bad memories and those nightmares But they keep coming So I keep hiding. Nobody here is confiding So I keep crying remembering those nightmares My mother in heaven is sighing because im falling in her footsteps if there is a god I don't think he is a good god Because everything I wish for never comes true I wish I had some clue to y this happened to me Its just to real..

Spirituality
My religion is Love. Love your Self.... then you can love and honor all things and people as they are. Then you always know what to do because love is the only moral, truth, reality and energy we need. -Bobby Eaton The right religion is the one that compels you to love yourself and others more, to help others more and be more accepting. Does your religion and view of God work for you? Does it serve you well? The right religion causes you to give up prejudice and brings you inner peace. It causes you to care about the world and all those who live in it. The right religion goes beyond branding people and beyond a book. The only true religion is LOVE and simply loving others. Love is the only truth. When you come from love, you can never be wrong, proved wrong or argued with, because you always know the right thing to do. Love is the only truth. How can you be wrong? Our nature is love. It is fear that we have learned that blocks us from loving action. We are created in God's

Relationships And Marriage
10 Words Women Use (lettered inserts and #10 added by Bobby Eaton/Wikkid) 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (a) No one is allowed to argue with me. Arguing, fighting, nagging, bitching, complaining or generally being a pain in the ass is NOT okay with me. When you argue with someone you are training them to manipulate, control and lose respect for you. Any woman who has the privilege of sleeping with me at night, does not talk to me like this during the day. I know I'm always right and she's wrong, because love is the only truth. When you come from love, you can never be wrong, proved wrong or argued with. If the woman in my life argues with me I say something like "You love me! So shut up and kiss me NOW! or "Can we stop arguing and f%$k already? I don't care about that shit. I wanna f*#k." or "You have 3 seconds to stop arguing with me, or you need to take a walk or go write down what you need to talk about and don'

Most Important Blogs
Being offended is a choice to be a victim. Have you ever thought about how silly it is to go around being offended?There are people who turn on the radio and get offended because they hear someone speaking in a certain tone or saying a word they don’t like. Some people have a whole list of words that they are offended by, and anytime someone says one of them, they go off into a tantrum.Albeit, it’s just like allowing someone else’s behavior decide how you are going to be emotionally. You can be the person whose emotions or strings are pulled by someone else, depending on how they choose to act or what words they choose to use.You choose your own emotional responses, and you own them. You can blame others for how you choose to feel and pretend that you are a victim.Or you can choose not to give anyone permission to take away your happiness, joy or good mood away from you.You can give away your power and allow someone else’s behavior to pull your strings….O

Free Bling Packs And Autos
Hello all you sexy ladies. I am thinking of running a contest where the winner would get a 65 bling pack or a 3 month vip or a 7 day blast(winners choice) How to enter:friend and fan mesend me 50k fu bux and your sexiest picture winner will be determined after a month by who has the most photo coments please repost and foward to any of your friends who would like to enter Hiya ladies, I am buying bling packs and auto 11s. The deal is I will be giving away 3 bling packs and 10 auto 11s. I know your gonna call me a pervert, but I love the womans body. So heres what you have to do, Find the best way to be sexy, nsfw pics,send me panties,bras ect... cam time works,phone time ect.... Anything sexy!!

What I've Learned
What would you do? 1.Let us assume you met a rudimentary magician. Let us assume he can dofive simple tricks—he can pull a rabbit out of his hat, he can make acoin disappear, he can turn the ace of spades into the Joker card, andtwo others in a similar vein. These are his only tricks and he can'tlearn any more; he can only do these five. HOWEVER, it turns out he'sdoing these five tricks with real magic. it's not anillusion; he can actually conjure the bunny out of the ether and he canmove the coin through space. He's legitimately magical, but extremelylimited in scope and influence.Would this person be more impressive than Albert Einstein?2.Let us assume a fully grown, completely healthy Clydesdale horse hashis hooves shackled to the ground while his head is held in place withthick rope. he is conscious and standing upright, but completelyimmobile. And let us assume that—for some reason—every politicalprisoner on earth (as cited by Amnesty International) will be re

Cowboys Story
ok so lifes a bitch i mean was up with the world a guy cant find a girl looking for love ? it seems a role revearsl the chic want to hit it and quit it and i dont want just a peace of ass dont get me twisted i love sex and im

Stuff
Being the dreamy young stud that I am, I am only accepting high quality applications. Don't bother applying unless you meet the following requirements: 1 – You're at least a 7.0 2 – You will work out at least 3 times a week while we are dating 3 – Since you are a female and will probably lie and cheat, I expect you to be very good at this so that I do not

True Freedom
in my crazy freakin life i have found that some of the best ways to deal with your inner demons are some of the simplest i find it imposable to be in any kind of bad mood when i climb up into the saddle, when its just me and my horse with miles of open country in front of us i cant focus on anything but the ride. as i dig my heals into the sides of my horse i feel every muscle in her body tense up

Really Cute Things
You chose meThe blessing of your friendshipsurrounded me.For me the door of friendshiphas long been close,If it had not for youI’ll still search for my dream.Thank you from the bottom of my heartThank you for chosen meThank you sweetheartThank you for who you are.I memorized a million things,to tell you, but wordsCan tell what feelings,want to say.True friendship only begunto a precious you.And when it moves into your heart.It never strays When you are feeling alone like no one cares,

Lovin Life
ok so i was re-rating my hubbys pics and i always like to read what some of u silly girl have to say to him... and one of our friends commented on a pic that wasn't his wife(his net gf)and said she was beautiful i was like no shes not shes a home wrecker,that fucked up on lives because she has/had a unhealthy marriage. so she thought she would fuck someones Else's marriage up.yes ours wasn't perfect but i was depress and i needed a lil help. but that doesn't mean go fine some other girl and make her ur gf... it mean u go and find help for the one u love and support her with all u got. i forgave him but i will HATE her ...maybe im still hurt but damn the man that

Dragon Thoughts
So here I sit after playing one of my guitars for about an hour drinkin' MGD and Jameson's Gold reserve. I could have been a contender if I would have any one support me. I love singing and playing my guitar. 20 years in the Submarine force and everyone was always shocked when they heard me do Elvis. My ex-wife...not so much. Then I had this meeting with a woman I met on the internet (before it was cool to meet on the internet) and she encouraged me....wow! I had a gig at the American Legion in Virginia once a month. I did Karaoke all the time...I can do more than Elvis! I wrote 2 songs and had them put on a CD and registered. I just wish that it all could have happened way earlier....oh well. Just a middle aged guy living a dream now. (47 year old guy with 2 guitars). I can't believe that I own a Martin..Veterans model of course. The one I palyed tonight was a Breedlove. What a reat sound. Breedlove makes an awesome guitar. Martin though...the cadillacs of guitars! anyway, gonna finis

I Dont Know What To Do
Hi everybody, I still am very new to this whole thing, it says I need fu bucks and differnt levels to do any thing so im not quite sure how to get them. And for any of you who has viewed my page thank you and would like to return a favor if you could tell me how. hi, i just started this profile and was curious what this whole FUBAR thing was about. I have never had a myspace or facebook acount so im not quite sure what to do so if anyone was interested in helping me figure this out that would be cool. O and by the way my picture is of my son and I (Trent). Thanks for reading.

Tv Shows
What improvements are you really going to make to Empire Strikes Back, Hurley? Empire might be the best genre movie of the past thirty years. It’d make more sense to give George Lucas some help on Return of the Jedi because, as you yourself stated, no one likes Ewoks. The actual reason Hurley was writing Empire, I imagine, is so the Lost writers could use that cutesy play on words in the episode title (”Some Like it Hoth”). Last night was your patented “Let’s take a breather before the stretch run” episode. Lost needs these and, while right now some viewers might be a little disappointed, it makes watching the DVDs much more palatable. You can’t be in fifth gear all the time. I also liked that they didn’t beat around the bush – Miles was obviously Dr. Chang’s son. No need to stretch that mystery out. Besides the very last scene, which brought an old friend back into the fold (finally!), “Some Like it Hoth” was a si

My Life
ok like ive said befor i live in south louisiana the catholic central cluster fuck of the us if ur catholic no offence but in 3 years at a catholic school 1 coach was fired form atempting to have sex with a child( she was willing) the preist atended aa meetings 1 principle got fired for pics of girls on his fone, and the geomitry teacher had an anime porn site. so lots not to like. and if you no anything about christians they dont like witch craft. but me i have always been interested i got in to it in arizona but i did not even scratch the surface so to all wiccans HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! books, web, anything you no please ok so im not the best writer but here it gose i grew up in southern louisiana and from pre k 2 3rd grade i was in a catholic school i transfered from their to a a native school (i am part native american) in 6th grade my mom died i finished the year living at my gradparents. from 7th to 9th i live with my dad (that is an entireraly diffrent blog) to say the least he i

Homeland Security
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Fairy Tells..
in life we cant play games all the time....we cant be serious all the time either...so find the damn happy medium some people live them..others wish to have them.. the fairy tale ending...happily never after.. well at least for some.. for others we are just pawns in a story that revolves around the stars.....hoping that one day the main characters

My Thoughts
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.Friends are like balloons: once you let them go, you can't get them back.So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you This is dedicated to Rodney J Smith,My Fiance' Born 7-18-64 Died 12-30-08 A new day dawns once again. I stare at where you used to lay your head. I close my eyes, your face I plainly see. That smile that could always bring me to my knees. Those eyes that saw into the very soul of me. My heart aches for the touch of your hands on my skin. The taste of your kiss on my lips. I've come to understand what the meaning of lonliness is. I wipe away a tear.It's almost more than I can bear. I pray for the strength to get me thru another day without you! By: San

Be For Real!
visited 31 states (62%)Create your own visited map of The United States or Like this? try: Vendian Being single isnt easy, but I guess it's still from my pickiness.I have met quite a few people on here and it has been a joke just about every time. So I m posting this blog entry to prevent myself and anyone else from a broken heart so be for real. I am looking for someone who is very attractive, handsome,goodlooking, has a beautiful smile, has a nice cock( bigger the better), isnt jealous, wants a gf eventually, loves to eat pussy (i return the favor if your worthy),

Fuck This Shit
Congrats you won! You tore my heart up and ripped int into a bunch of tiny pieces. Did ya think this was a game... Heres the Intructions to play 1. Get a guy to Love me 2. Wish for everyhting with him. 3 Last and Final step to Win: Tear his heart out spit shit on it anything you want on it then rip it up into tiny irrepairable pieces. Again Congrats it looks like you succeeded and won this game!! Hope that you are happy now.. Now that everything that I felt like means nothing to you but I guess that was the original intention of your little game. Well played, indeed I never even saw it coming. It blindsided me like the Nazis to France. I am more than tired now and completely fed up I wish for once I could feel happy and accepted. Instead of some pice of shit taht needs to get flushed down the drain. I dont need your pity or worry Ill take care of me. Shit ive been doing that to myself for the last 23 years now. Go on and save the change for someone else I really dont need to fee

Enter The Web
I grind down and fuck your lips and nose as my orgasm seeks to escape my body. Somewhere in the very back of my mind I wonder, "Can you breathe?" but the front of my mind says "Don't you fucking stop licking and fucking me with your tongue!" As the quivers and clinching wane, I massage your scalp and look down to see your face covered in my juices. Running a finger down your face and in between my legs, I bring that glistening digit to my mouth to taste myself. Mmmmmmm, silky is the best word to describe my taste. I scoot myself down your body so I can lick more of me from your face. I know how far to scoot before your cock head will touch my still clinching pussy but you know me... I like to tease. I hear you growl because we both know where your cock wants to be. Dipping my finger into my pussy, I put my hand behind me and twirl your cock with my finger like a girl would twirl her hair. "You like that baby?" I hear a moaned "Umm hmmm". "Tell me what you want?" "I wan

My Stuff
His emotions are impenetrable yet his shoulders are soft for those that need someone to lean on. His hands are firm yet know exactly where they need to be. If he has his arms wrapped around you, you're either in the last moments of your life or the safest place you could ever be. He's stubborn but will let you have your way just to see you smile. He's deadly with a rifle and gentle with a child. He plays poker with the devil but guards the gates of heaven. He curses like no other but is a perfect gentleman. He has a thousand yard stare but when you look into his eyes it's the most comforting thing you've ever felt. The Marine Corps trained him as a weapon but raised him as a lover. He knows every part of a M-16 and he knows every curve of his woman. There is no other man like him. Whether you love him or hate him both is a privilege. He could be your worse nightmare or your sweetest dream. Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look

I Don't Need To Sleep
I love coffee. Coffee is my friend when i am awake. Which is all the time.if you love coffee how do you drink it? As i lie down and close my eye entering my dreams The mear emortional thought of you begins opening part of me i've never knew i had

She Tries So Hard To Hide
Lies And Deception,Hurt And Pain.From Then 'Till Now,Nothing Feels The Same.Endless Tears,And Sleepless Nights.Is There Enough Love To Stay,Or Too Little To Fight?Happiness, Or Love?Or Just None At All?Fighting For Stability,I Continue To Fall.I Cant Hear Your Excuses,And I Cant Speak.Broken, Yet Somehow Together,Ive Become So Weak. There is a girl who smiles lots,Although she's sad inside.The pain she feels inside her chestShe tries very hard to hide.It's enough to fool her motherAnd enough to fool her friends.Sure, outside she's smiling,But inside, the pain never ends.Sometimes she fails to smileAnd sometimes her cover slips-But she holds back the tears,And bites down on her lips.She clutches her chest tightly,As she slowly walks along,Fooling everyone in sight-They don't know anything's wrong.

Random Crap
I know everyone has stress, and that it's normal to experience it. I am under so much stress right now. I have a bunch of children at work I have to babysit. I've been there a month, and am already thinking about getting a different job. The stress just isn't worth the paycheck. I also have some personal things to deal with. I haven't shared anything with anyone, and really, I don't know if I want to. There's someone in my life I am growing very fond of, and I think she's becoming the same towards me. If you're reading this, you know who you are. If you want to know what the personal things are, just ask. I don't keep many people close to me, and letting this person get close to me is a scarey thing for me. I let one person get close to me, and she betrayed my trust. I know that this person won't do that to me, but it's hard to lower my guard, when I've had it up for so long now. I really want her and I to get close, and trust eachother. I really want to let her into my deepest recesse

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The Fucker
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Party Time Drink
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Gorean Written Dance
The sweaty thrall stumbes quitely back under the area holding his side were a burse is forming because of the fight.Smiling widely as the boy knows he has just own his inticing Mistress many golden tarns in the betting.With his tongue tastes the salty blood that trickles down the side of his puckerd lips.Running a strong finger over the cut lips knowing that there will be punnishment for allowing his face to be marked up in the fight.Making is to the kennels beneath the area sitting astride the bench as removes the leather pants leaving his bottum half bare.The gaurds close the chains to his collar and to the ankle clamps.Laughs as he does a fake charge to a gaurd who is chaining him jumping back and almost falling to the dusty ground.As he also feels a whip hitting his wide strong shoulders hearing the loud. (CRACK)The five ends of the whip tickle his olive skin under the hard leather armared chest plated vest.Taking the hard leather armared chest plated vest off,as one mu

Thoughts For The Day..
Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their maker. Eat a live toad in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you for the rest of the day. If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. If you lend someone $20, and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. Never buy a car you can't push. Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you don't have a leg to stand on. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. The early worm gets eaten by the bird, so sleep late. The Second mouse gets the cheese When everything's coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. Birthdays are good for you, the more y

Auction For Bigdaddy
"My friends are always telling me to move on, to give up. But why? Why should I? They don't see you the way that I see you. They don't look into your eyes and see the world. Why would they understand? They can't possibly imagine what it means to look at your best friend and see all their hopes and dreams come true. I wish for once, just once, they could walk a mile in my shoes. But they wouldn't need to walk that far, they would just take one step and suddenly, they would take back every bit of 'getting over you' advice they had ever given me and realize you're my life, you were meant for me, and that moving on or giving up is simply not an option." Love is when you can't be apart from someone for too long...you're always thinking of them, and when you're with them you never want to say goodbye. Love is far from simple. It's quite complex. It's a mix of about everything. It's sadness, joy, passion, hatred, excitement, it's almost every feeling you can imagine and more. You know love wh

People Who Suck, And A Pic Or Address
Ok this person goes to every pic and remarks how he/she wants to fuck every part of ur body i think he even mentioned my elbow. So we will dub him a desperate perv. This one is a downrater and personally I think she has a problem with Daddy issues. Whatever here is the gutterslut. Also fake pic as her default (big shock)

Quote Of The Day
I cried and watched you pass away. Although I loved you dearly, I couldn't make you stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. God broke my heart to prove to me he only takes the best.LOVE YOU DADDY!!!!!!!! MISS YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

Wanted: Adoption Into Family.
Ah here, this can be cool, if my friends here ever want to chat you may add me to your yahoooo!!! i am seattlebillyseattleadams@yahoo.com go ahead and add me. Friends only in here, though, if you add yourself give me your screenname from here so i know it is you. If I added you as family you are sure welcome to chat with me sometime. People are pretty cool stuff in here. HMM, well, let me see, I have been here awhile, and all my new friends here seem really cool, your all cool beans in my book, so the ones who send gifts back and forth to me I want to make family, private message is cool I guess, but I guess family makes us awesome friends or something, so anyone who wants to be in my family message me and i will add you, oh and if you all ever want to chat or IM let me know. I will pass along my screenname to you, thats what is missing really in here is the IMs, be cool to chat with some of you sometime, oh well have a great day all friends:)

Murphys Law
Today we had our first show in Rally Advance Excellent, as pursuant to his name sake what could go wrong did! Qualified in Exc, and No Qual in Adv so we did not get any "points" toward our title . So far we have never qualified on our first outing in any level, most of the times it has been my fault and I assume that responsiblity, we did have a good time and met some nice people , Tomorrow is another day and we can relax now the first blunder is behind us Some people ask me how I can take in dogs, and give them to new homes. Just under 2 weeks ago I delivered a female dog to a couple from Pa. it was bittersweet. Betty had been with me for 6 months and yes I do grow attached, rather quickly! well I got up this morning to this email.. and this is how and why I do rescue Have to share - we had a great day with Betty! The company left this morning and we had a road trip to Scranton, about 45 minutes away. Of course, Betty went with us. Had lunch at a buffet and Boopster had a piece o

Cherokee N.c,
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Pregnant Woman At Large
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Back In The Mix
Send a heartbeat to the void that cries through youRelive the pictures that have come to passFor now we stand aloneThe world is lost and blownAnd we are flesh and blood disintegrateWith no more to hateIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painDelivered from the blastThe last of a line of lastsThe pale princess of a palace crackedAnd now the kingdom comesCrashing down undoneAnd I am a master of a nothing placeOf recoil and graceIs it bright where you are?And have the people changed?Does it make you happy you're so strange?And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flameWe can watch the world devoured in its painTime has stopped before usThe sky cannot ignore usNo one can separate usFor we are all that is leftThe echo bounces off meThe shadow lost beside meThere's no more need to pretendBecause now I can begin againIs it bright where you are?And hav

Hagakure
[Tech N9ne] I don't even wanna fucking do this song, for real But I wouldnt be real if I didnt [Tech] I be sittin by myself and I be thinkin, mamma what have I become All I wanted was a family, but when I look I be the only one Losing everything but money, everybody left and I dont even get to see my young Only happiness I get is in the studio or when I get to do another run On the road, doin shows, get the woes, when it slows gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin sold I've been doin this a minute but I think I wanna end it cause I'm on a higher level when I go But the music I be doin it, be losin, make it hard for me to grow All I wanted is a family portrait, see my babys on a ranch with horses But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets. I was livin really good but I torched it I'm sorry ms jackson, I'm speakin for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry But I guess I'm a failure with women and I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die Feel like I'm rotting away, my

Raffle
Ok...I am going to raffle off an AUTO11/Cherrybomb. Entry to the raffle will require you buy a FuOwned from me. To show that it is an Auction Entry you will buy then for an amount ending in 422. For example 1,000,422 Fubux... Or 20,422 FuBux. There is no bottom limit to the FuOwns price to Qualify. The Lowest possible bid accepted for an entry will be 20,422 FuBux. In other words if the Min bid is only 12,000 fubux..you have to change the bid to 20,422 fubux. I will pick the winner by using a random name generator called Mad Hatter. I will attempt to video the draw. If you don't trust me..don't participate. Each FuOwned Purchased will be considered an entry as long as the purchase price ends in 422 so you can have multiple entries. Consider each FuOwned you buy as a ticket Raffle Entries Start NOW..and continue until May 3rd 12:00 PM PST. Raffle is open to anyone that I don't have blocked or that has me blocked.

My Very First Hh
MY VERY FIRST **HAPPY HOUR** AND AUTO 11's WILL BE ACTIVE LEVEL UP ON ME AND HELP ME MAKE MY HH A H U G E S U C C E S S SUNDAY 04/26/09 4pm FU TIME (7pm EASTERN) CLICK BELOW TO ENTER @FUBAR ~NITA~ CoOwner@Static/ FuWife & R/L FIANCEE 2*_*StuD-MuFFiN*_*/ Owner@~Charmed~&CharmedRadio/ PIPER@CHARMED BOMBERS/ SaintsBodyGuard/ MELI's BIG SIS ~Charmed~ Radio MY VERY FIRST **HAPPY HOUR*

Zomofar
Worked on the Drop Dead Diva set yesterday as a lawyer and had a blast Just joined in fubar, so I'm still sober :-) feel free to follow my activities on twitter at http://www.twitter.com/zomofar Christoph Vogt

Family
There are angel's above that watch over all of us no matter who we are they are there to help & guide through the tough times of life's travel's we have a path that we follow that takes us on may roads in life make that right turn with god's blessing make the wrong turn and life get's hard but i know that my angel will guide me back to the right road. My angel is silent and i know there here beside me everyday of the year,when i am sad my angel's wings will hold me tight. when i die there will be my angel there to set me free. Support those who protect our country & in our community they fight for us everyday to keep us safe. we call them out for duty over seas they go some make it home some don't. we call them in the middle of the night when we have a prowler in our yard. they come to us when there is a fire so we don't lose our home. these men and women is our friends co-workers but most of there our FAMLIY. I am very proud to be part of there FAMILY

Shattered
come on and save me i'm loosing my touch day after day cause i miss her so much come on and save me i'm loosing my mind waiting and waiting for her to be mine come on and save me from the endless night tossing and turning the nightmares i cry i don't know what to do i'm at alost wanting u to be mine i'm always up and around it tears me up in side that ur soo close but feel miles apart working and working haveing no time for fun i'm up all night just wanting you to be here with me i sit here alone hardly spending time with u hurts it the smile i once knew has long faded from her face, her happiness is all i want come one and save me i'm lossing my mind waiting and waitng for u to be mine

Mi Vida Loca!
For a couple weeks now I had wondered what I was going to do with the kids on Mother's day. We usually do something new and fun...an adventure on Mothers day. An old friend, Chris, called me up and invited me to his moms place for a bbq/pool party. Chris and I have known each other for 21 years now. We had a hiatus when I hit about 20 and we got back in touch last year, but nothing changed, we just picked up where we left off. I adore his family...I guess I just forgot how much until today! The kids and I had so much fun laughing and swimming. We're going back the next two weekends for swimming and "family" time, lol. It was nice to get my smile on for a change. Chris' mom was the mom I didn't have in jr high and high school...she is another surrogate mom for me now as well. Funny thing, her name is Debbie...just like my Mama Deb :-).Cousins, Aunts and Uncles were there today, and I just felt like I was at home. I needed that. Since Dave and I seperated, I really felt like I didn't hav

Contest
Ever wanted to own me and make me do as you say? Well im not so sure about the making me do what you say but i am in a contest to own me!!! So come check it!! Im offering a lot so please come check me out. Click on family member #8. Sorry would have put a link in but i cant figure it out after a tiring day at work.

Licky, The Carnivorous Pony
I wont be logging in for a while. Maybe a month, maybe two months. Sorry. My mate's girlfriend freaked out when she met me last night, Scott gave off the impression that I was a boy. She then proceeded to ruining game night. I had never heard so many rude comments till last night. They were "whispered" but we all heard them. She kept trying to convince him that my health card was fake. One thing I have to live with is my name really is Cupid......sometimes their reations are fun, other times their disbelief always manages to piss me off. We laughed it off afterwards, I can't stay mad at someone I don't even know afterall :D

Fuzzy Wuzzy Was A Bear
Hi All - Sorry I've been away for so long, but it has been a hectic year. In April of 2010 I had a rather large tumor removed that was playing tag with most of my vital organs. The good news is that it wasn't cancerous. The bad news is I'm still usually in a bit of pain as a result of the surgery. With that little scare out of the way, last summer I decided to redouble my efforts to get my publishing company off the ground. In December 2010 we came out with our first short story collection, with two more following in February and March. We've also signed four authors to contracts for full-length novels - the first one is scheduled to come out in August 2011. I'll private message anyone that wants the website for the company. I'm still working 60-80 hours weeks, so I probably won't be here as often as I used to be. Just wanted to say miss you all and hope to be getting more time to catch up with everyone. Kenny (fwwabear)

Life Passing Me By
iM HANGING OUT ON FACE BOOK FEEL FREE TO JOIN ME AT http://www.facebook.com/L.L.Biggie?v=feed&story_fbid=215807931559#/L.L.Biggie?ref=profile i'M HOOKED ON THE GAMES THERE Well I turned another day/yr older yesterday and I'm not very happy I want to be a free bird to do as I please like I used to

Fubar Familys
Hope everyone is enjoying the sun...... well this week we had a 2 spider that needs alot of love and I sure hope that our family will show the love ...... http://fubar.com/user/2441311 and http://fubar.com/user/816900 I f you could help me please go to this page and show him some mad love he is a very good friend that is new here and I been doing my best to help him, but could use some help.....

Crow With Hawk
Hey, good show coming up at the doug fir in Portland,5/09/09 come by if you see me say hey. I will maybe buy you a drink, If you are hot enough. jUst look for the guy with mohawk.... So , I am usually up late after work. Bars are closed so it's either T.V. or computer.I live in Tacoma, Wa.and am looking for some fun. Let me know what's going on...

Theiving Social Security Payee
My payee, who goes by the screen name liz325, stole all of my Social Security money on 4/08/09. It was my bill money for my rent, electric, ect... since she took all of it I was evicted and all utilities turned off. I gave her $ 250.00 o month to take care of my son, and this is how she repays my kindness. I f anyone out here knoews her, I would stay away. She is using the money for cocain again, and buying vicodin, and alcohol. My son called me and told me that he has seen mommy sticking needles in her arm again, and taking pills and drinking until she passes out. He has told me that sometimes he has to make himself something to eat cause she can't wake up to take care of him. If anyone out there can help me stop her from abusing my son, he's only 12 yrs old.Please do what U can!!! Thanx for any help out there!!! any ideas

Twisted Reality
thats how ive felt all day not quite sure if its from lack of sleep. complete confusion. w/e. but ive had this severely heavy feeling on my chest. pure emptiness. a big giant hole.i wish my head would clear soon cuz this blows lol. it feels like someone has died and the pain and suffering are holding me down crushing every little bit of life i have left in me. yet no one has died...maybe im dying on the inside yet im strong enough to keep a fake smile on the outside..idk im picking at my brain here lol...def shouldnt wander in there alone otherwise u get this crap that im writing..well tada theres a piece of my mind for the moment. numb to the inside out layed across the floor as if a corpse has replaced thy soul dead to the world yet not new to the dead reality is surfacing and i begin to relize who is this girl that everyone knows so well yet dont really know at all as i lay there i dont even recognize my own self when you fake who you are for so long you tend to believe yo

Blestman's Blog
I have recently written separate commentaries on two jailed journalists. One, Roxana Saberi, has received a great deal of attention from the mainstream media and her case has been widely reported on and disseminated across the globe. The other case is that of Sam Dodson. His case has gotten virtually no attention from the mainstream media. As he languishes in a jail cell refusing to eat his plight has only been discussed on few liberty oriented blogs. I begin to wonder why this should be and thought an examination of the differences between the two cases might shed some light on this phenomenon. It was interesting to note, as I researched these cases, that the Committee to Protect Journalists (CPJ) reported that last year there were 125 journalists jailed worldwide as of their census of Dec. 1st, 2008. Yet one must wonder exactly how accurate their count is in these times when the Internet provides a means for anyone to become a journalist. The CPJ itself makes an interesting stateme

Speaking My Peace, Respect It
Statistics show that one in three teens are abused physically or emotionally in a relationship, what I want is for everyone to do something, whatever they can! I am a part of that statistic. I started dating a boy just after I'd turned 17 who I stayed with for two years through all the stress he put me through and all of the abuse (both physical and emotional) he put me through. I haven't been

The Marine's Prayer
This is a story of my brothers and I. All we have experienced together...its something that I wrote as a story and slowly became a poem. Many people think they know what war is like, but until they've actually been there, they'll never truly know what we Warriors endured. Semper Fi! Carrying a Gun On February 3, 2003 We arrive in the desert, Away home from family. Most of us young men and some of us were old, All of us ready to fight Standing strong and bold. March 19th came swift, Thats when we began the fight, The ground war was finally declared, as we crossed the borders late that night. We carried our Guns to battle and always kept them clean We were all experts with weapons, Then again we're all Marines. We were a few miles in before reality struck, When an RPG Hit our 7-ton truck. We picked up our guns and grabbed our ammo and rushed straight through to the front-lines, All of us alert but scared to the bone, and never-the-less we charged in to fight. From dusk til dawn b

You Tube Video
Your smiles can brighten any moment, Your hugs put joy in all our days, Your love will stay with us forever and touch our lives in precious ways... The values you've taught, the care you've given, and the wonderful love you've shown, have enriched so many lives in more ways than can be counted. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY with Love Hey Guys,

All New
AND THE STORY BEGINS... THE PIMPIN PINK NINJA AND THE PIMPIN BLUE SMURF.. WERE WALKIN THRU THE WOODS, WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN THE BLUE SAMURAI JUMPS OUT ON TO THEIR PATH.., THE PIMPIN BLUE SMURF AND PIMPIN PINK NINJA LAUGH... BUT OH THE BLUE SAMURAI WAS NOT HAPPY THERE FOR HE SAYS " YOUR NINJA SKILLS ARE NO MATCH FOR MY SAMURAI. THE BLUE SMURFDOES THE CROUCHING TIGER WHERE THE BLUE SAMURAI RUNS AND SAMURAI CHOPS THE NINJAS HEAD OF (MUST INVEST IN STUNT DOUBLE FOR NEXT SCENCE).... STORY CONTINUES AFTER BRIEF PAUSE

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i found that while i'm on m way 2 gettin drunk off my ass things are simpler, rathor than being sober. i see tings in a different light; and i'm no longer depressed.i'll sit outside for hours and just enjoy the quite surroundings. i don't know what it is about it but i fee more at peace. is there anybody out there that can explain y that is? if so drop me a line. well i'm another year older and i i can count on 1 hand who wished me a happy b-day. i guess i should feel spiecial, cuz the 1 i love w/ all that i have said happy b-day; but i don't. i miss her so very much but she loves another right now. can anybody help me figure out what i should do? please im me @wildcard666_69@yahoo.com

Things You Want To Know
My NSFW hardcore pics are now family-only. These are really naughty and hardcore pics of me having sex or masturbating. If you're not in my family, you don't get to see them and I won't send them to your email either. So the next question is, how to get onto my family list? People I know personally and whom I enjoy frequent contact with will be added naturally. I'll only add people voluntarily if we've established a good relationship. And yes, this takes time, given my busy schedule. On the other hand, if you really can't wait, you can buy family status with favours. This includes gifting FuBling, VIP status and blasts, or a generous amount of Fubucks. Also, anyone who Fu-Owns me or is in a Fu-Marriage with me will qualify for my family list in that amount of time that you Fu-own me or are Fu-married to me. Just a note though, Fu-ownership doesn't last very long and sometimes, I get bought by someone else before i even log in to acknowledge your ownership. So buy at your own discr

Things To Think About
Why some soldiers go into battle without even wondering why just do as they are asked even when others ask them why they have no answer other than my country needs me? A country boy will survive anywhere he is placed but continues to look for the country however a city boy can't survive outside the city? A soldier will lay down his life for what he believes in and protect those around him with no questions asked but come home at times to ridicule and say that is why I fight? Why is it easier to go with the flow of things and complain rather than make a suggestion to do the change that you see needs to be done? Why do we tend to push those away we love at times to protect them instead of drawing them closer into us? Did you know that it takes less muscles to smile than it does to do anyother facial expression. Never figured this out why do we need peace and quiet to think cause we should be able to think at any point and time shouldn't we cause we have to make decisions in life co

Today Was A Long Day
I had to bury my grandmother this morning.......everything went smooth and i was glad to see some family i hadnt seen in 15 years......Doesnt getting old have its disadvantages......Anyway i wanted to still say i missed them and was glad to see everybody....My gramma looked beautiful.....I miss her dearly and will always.......Miss all you guys tooo I hate packing.....Who wants to help me move???.....i get my keys tomorrow....

05/06/09 Mothers Day
My hats off to President Obama for refusing to ignore the confederate veterans on Memorial Day. Soldiers on average dont get to choose what we fight for that is what our leaders are elected for. We3 are told to fight and we do. Not for a cause but for the men and women beside us. And reguardless of the flag that they fought under they are still America's Veterans. We honor the veterans of the French Indian War and they fought under the British flag. Hello and Happy Mothers Day to all you ladies out there. This Sunday is your day and you deserve it. May your God Bless you all. You all are the best. Thanks!

Pot Could Save Poor Economy!
budget cure: Marijuana taxes?In this desperate economy, some argue that legalizing and taxing marijuana could plug multibillion-dollar holes in federal and state coffers.Rate this ArticleClick on one of the stars below to rate this article from 1 (lowest) to 5 (highest) LowThank you for rating.HighAverage rating: 4.34 from 10597 usersE-mail us your comments on this article View all top-rated articlesBy John Dyer, MSN MoneyDaniel Stein says the salvation of U.S. taxpayers could be marijuana. As Washington breaks the bank on Wall Street bailouts, President Barack Obama's stimulus package and other spend-now, pay-later measures, most observers agree that politicians will eventually need to increase revenue or cut spending to cover the federal government's debts. Stein believes Washington could begin to balance its books now if politicians would take a serious look at his industry. The owner of two retail outlets that he claims generate $1 million in revenue annually, Stein says he pays

Random Thoughts Of A Curious Man
The only real time is this moment all others do not exist. I believe we should live in the current moment as much as possible it is really the only time we have any control over. I understand trying to escape from the current moment for various reasons but I think it should be a concious effort and not the norm. I understan that the current moment can be so terrible that we must escape it. The past are just memories and the future are just dreams and both are fanasties. By not living in the current moment we tend to avoid things. Put off decisions and tend not to deal with the realities facing us. To dwell in the past is to be among ghosts and memories that may not be as good or bad as we think they were. To dwell in our dreams of the the future is to deny the present for the hope of the future that may never be. Promises and expectations of what is to come are not real and cannot be kept. No one really knows what tomorrow will bring and cannot promise any action

Boredom At Work
MEN ARE JUST HAPPIER PEOPLE NICKNAMES:• If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah. • If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes.EATING OUT:• When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. • When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.MONEY:• A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. • A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.BATHROOMS:• A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel . • The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.ARGUMENTS:• A woman has the last word in any argument

Dennis
my marriage is really rough i dont know what is going to happen have tried to do everything to make my wife happy but just cant there r days when she acts maddly in love and days she acts like she cant stand me i dont know what to do im confused does any one have any advise if so i would love i dont have any one to talk to all her family is here mine is in california please help lol11111

My Ranting Spot
let me be the bandage to your bleeding let me be the ocean for your tears let me be the secret of your healing let me be the song to still your fears love isnt love that cannot love in darkness nor is it love that turns away from pain nor would i love would i not hold your sadness and with my love your love of life will sustain so do not think your malady aburden and do not think my willingness a deciet just let your sorrow flow into my garden and i will share with you the harvest sweet. oh my god i am so pissed off right now. lets see, sunday i had to call the cops because my neighbor who is infatuated with my 14 year old daughter tried getting in my house while i was gone. of course he owuldnt answer the door for the cops. then tuesday someone broke into my house while i was grocery shopping. took all my money, all my jewelry and some other stuff. then on wendsday i had to call the cops and press charges on a kid at my sons school for assulting him and last night i had to

Upcoming Events
Bassment Entertainment in conjunction with Lyricsurge Records World Youth Movement present Oracle (A Spoke N' Heard Event)Open Mic Poetry/Song/Book Reading/Discussionat Tovah4404 Avenue H between Troy Avenue and East 45th StreetBrooklyn, NYEvery Thursday8 PM-until (Showtime 9 PM to Midnight)Hosted by Wayne D. Russell (Songwriter, poet and activist)Featuring guest performers:Ras OsagyefoK-Lyric& moreFree admissionDinner Available Contact me here for more information. White on White Midnight Cruise Saturday, June 12th, 2010 Aboard the Star of Palm Beach Pier 40 - West Side Highway and West Houston Street Boarding at 11:45 PM. Departing at 1 AM.Tickets $40 (Dinner Included)Dress to Impress. All White Preferred.21 & Over. ID A Must. Tight Security.Music By:Magnus SupremeVibez CampBenyamin AKA Badman Benny Send me a message here for more information and tickets.

Faq About Tattoos
Over the years tattoos have become more and more popular, so more and more people are going out and getting inked. However, over the years a lot has changed in the tattoo world, like how they are administered, and new inks that have been created. The one thing that has remained the same for years on end is the designs that most women tend to get. Even though the number of women getting tattooed seems to be slowly growing and catching up with the percentage of tattooed men, women still

Missing Teen!
" />This info was text to me on April 28 2009she has been missing since april 27. She was in Myrtle beach SC on spring breakwithout parents permission. She went withfriends but friends came home without her. Sge was supposedly last seen in Charleston,Parents are there looking for her. She is from the Rochester Area In New York State.They don't really give much info on the news.Please pass this on.this is Brittanee Marie Drexel she

If You Are The One Offended
> she woke up to find herself tied to the bed. naked surrounded by rose pedals. "what's going on?" she cried out. "hmm ...you'll soon see" He replied. he aprroackes her carrying a bowl. he sits it on the table and reaches inside. He pull out a cube of ice. and begins to slow slide it over her body. her neck, lips, and her now erect nipples. She begins to wiggle and lightly moan. "it has only just begun" as he slowly start to massage her clit. sending waves of pleasure through her body. squirming to trying to break free. her eyes now close enjoying the pleasure. but not allowing her to orgasm. "oh oh...not yet. I'm not done with you" he stars to pour warm baby oil all over her body. and begins to massage her slowly. start with your massive chest and working his was down to here feet.> > with without warning, he spread her legs and plunges his tongue deep inside her. "mmmm" escapes her lips, as she grinds her hip into his face. her legs begin to tremble as he continue to feast on her jui

Two Days From Renfrew...
Dear Kenny, Thankfully the odds of you reading this are almost nonexistent. You've shredded my heart into pieces. Now you say you'll call and I've sat by the phone all day waiting. Of course you don't call. You were supposed to be the one. Supposed to stand by me. You don't. Yet, even now, I sit by the phone while waiting for that collect call from the county jail. Why? I have no idea. And I promise you, next time, when you do call, I won't necessarily be here anymore. You've taken enough years from my life. I won't let you have another day. I could have spent the entire day readying for Florida, yet I spent it all pining for your sorry ass. No more. Karina I'm nervous as hell. But excited. I don't know. I haven't even started preparing yet, which is bad. I have to have everything I need because I'm fucked if I forget anything. No way to get stuff sent down to me. i can't believe Kenny decides now to be supportive though. He's the loser ex boyfriend, who doesn't know the meaning of t

May 11,2009
Hello everyone, Sorry to say I got sick and was in the hospital for awhile, but Im doing a lot better and ready for some fun. Hope everyone is well. Brenda Well Im still in Texas for another 3 weeks. Looking for an apartment. Its very expensive here. The apartment have a lot of extras, swimming pools, work out room, rec rooms, washer dryers, dish washers....ect. My granddaughters mother left her here in Texas with us she doesn't want to be a mother she never did. Shes making threats that I will be arrested for kidnapping for bring Reanne back to Texas and threats to my son for domestic violence when she flipped and started throwing rocks at him and the breaking the windows out in his mobile home. The cops came and took her to a shelter then her mom and sister drove from Michigan to Texas to get her. I really thought a lot of her until she told me I would never see Reanne again. I miss my daughter very much shes still in Michigan, cant wait to see her. Shes been having

Find Me Where I Lurk!
You can find me lurking in the ICU/CCU in my town doing that nursing thing I do!! I am the Inked RN!! lol If you're interested in hearing all metal, and meeting some crazy, kick ass people, check out Excito Diabolus!! HAHA, good times. lol

Heart Broken Again
the need answer for their brutal murder and rape of their daughter who was 3 months pregnant . it has been 16 years without any answers..........Now we get to the serious questions...about Emily's baby Emilio. When we asked about the fetus and if it had been buried with Emily, we found out it wasn't. This is the first time I have ever heard of a pregnant woman being murdered and not burying them and their baby together. I was outraged and still am over this. You can bet that if it was their daughter, this wouldn't have turned out this way. So Emily was buried in a potter's grave and the fetus was kept in a jar for a year and then cremated. This is bullshit!!! How would you feel if the man that did the autopsy on your daughter told you that she was buried alone and your grand baby was put in a jar for a year and then cremated. It honestly makes me want to throw up I get so upset, and this is one question I will get answered even if I have to go to the media with it or to the governor

Auction
Come on and check out these lovely auction virgins willing to do things just for you. You know you want to. Each lovely lady has listed exactly what she is willing to do for the highest bidder. Take a look and bid on these beautiful ladies. All of them are 1st time auction virgins so be nice and show them a ton of love. Just got to my auction folder and take a look. Here is the link to my auction folder check it out.

Not A Bloger..
I have lost loved ones due to breast cancer. Both men and women, Alike. My work is is selling T-shirts, The one I am wearing in the pic. So for every picture rate and bling I get I will donate $100 dollars to this great cause. Help the boobees and neebies out. I have donated $800. so far just in the last week. I want to see more men and women surviving from this. I have kids, and I am sure you do to. They have a cure but it takes a but load of money to get it. So that is why I am donating to this. And if the speeling is bad. I apoloize for the miss spelling. my fubar is messing up on me tonight. had to type fast. Good night. The smacker Ok FuLand.

Gory Shit Blog!
alright this is going to be a weird blog but...here goes... well it starts when me and my son's dad split up...i felt i had no meaning in life...i've had people going in and out of mine and my kid's life but it seem as thought sooo much shit has happened to me and no one was going to keep their promise to actually stay around...i felt as though i didn't have a care in the world anymore about anything..i started taking anti-depressants to feel good..more like a fake ass smile and living a lie of being happy...well years of being pushed down by people i thought actually gave a damn about me and my son...just when i thought i could just lose any emotion i had in my body...losing people in 1 yr and having no help with allen really as a father figure for him to go by...well i felt my life was going nowhere and i thought i would just end up being alone in life...he walks in..Chris sean horstmann...he brought out the real true happines inside that i never thought exist...he has taken my life

Hmmm Can I Get Some Help?
im in another auction and its not only for ownership but most rates count also so rate my rear til its sore please place a bid if you can im a good little pet !! im litter trained and all and i wont bite ya well unless ya ask me to lol

People=sh!t
I have start out by saying I am no saint by any means but I do attempt to be a good person. I don't like to see people hurt or go without the things they need to have a good comfortable life. And no I am not a sociologist person I believe we should be able to make good on our own, i.e start a business make some money, be a lawyer, doctor or what ever floats your boat... make good money or just get buy what ever makes you happy. But everyone needs a fair shake. There is no reason to take stuff away from people that are good people and have families to support. They make it so hard for some to get by anymore its sad at times. I can't say weather the president is doing good or not since we hit this subject, but thus so far all the money giving to companies that was controlled by a bunch greedy people and lost it; even if necessary to get the economy fixed I guess it needed to be done, but some of that could have been giving to the general public. Even a messily 800 bucks as most rumored a

Fuobservations
Here we go, I have rated literally Thousands of pics since arriving on Fubar, but every time I get close to leveling I get the same 5 or 6 people showing up to rate my pics. Some people claim to give blings for going through their folders but then if you lose your way & forget what folder your on & ask your message is ignored (yes i'm thinking about 1 person specifically). another complaint is people who name themselves something sexually suggestive & have no NSFW pics! Why would you have the word cum in your name & be a prude? Done Ranting, I wonder how many will read this O.K. time for a short rant. I've been able to buy a few Bombs & I've bombed some of my better Friends. Now for the rant, if someone Bombs your album i'm not asking for much but I think a "Thank you" is appropriate. I thought that people that i've had conversations with would say it but evidently I was wrong. Mostly everyone (even the non-friends) says thank you am I wrong to want a message or a shout saying "Thank y

Between A Man And A Woman
My friend assures me it's all or nothingI am not worried- I am not overly concernedMy friend implores me for one time only, Make an exception. I am not not worriedWrap her up in a package of liesSend her off to a coconut islandI am not worried - I am not overly concernedWith the status of my emotionsOh, she says, were changing.But were always changingIt does not bother me to say this isn't loveBecause if you don't want to talk about it then it isn't loveAnd I guess I'm going to have to live thatBut, I'm sure there's something in a shade of grayOr something in betweenAnd I can always change my name if that's what you meanMy friend assures me it's all or nothing'But I am not really worriedI am not overly concernedYou try to tell your self the things you try tell your self to makeYourself forgetTo make your self forgetI am not worriedIf it's love she said, then were gonna have to think about theConsequencesShe can't stop shaking and I can t stop touching her and... This time when kindness

Scavenger Hunt
Congratz to Pooka aka Ravyn for guessing duct tape aka the silver ribbon of St. Tenacious. The silver ribbon of St. Tenacious is an item for sale in the gift shop. Be the 1st one to figure out What that item is and send it to me for a 3 credit bling item.

I Wrote What!
You said im a freak I thought you were sweet. You better not peep Because I am goin deep. You said you want to chill Well I want to spill! Yes you, sitting there you know what I mean when your 6 feet deep so read 'em and weep...... You said you got a honey dip, well I got a honey spliff. Ill make you want to take a dip wit me when you get into my whip. You said I like your style and I said I like your smile. Goin 80 miles an hour while she wispers in my ear, I can feel your power. So I ended that moment and asked.....Can I get your name before I start messin with the headlights before it gets louder....?

Thigh High Vixenz Updates For The Supporters
we are now officially taking suggestions on new catagories to add to the page. such as tattoos, garters, corsets, bondage, and other things of that nature. if you have any suggestions plz leave a comment on this blog. if you are going to harass my girls i will have you blocked from the group page and i will ask the girls to block you as well. i WILL NOT TOLERATE HARASSMENT on this group page. if you wish to harass the girls your ass will get blocked. if you harass or degrade ne of the girls pics you will get blocked. i honestly do not care how nice you are as soon as you start harassing the girls on this page that were kind enough to put thier pics up for you to view you are automatically considerd rude and will not be able to view ne of the pics that these lovely ladies have volenteered to let you look at thank you for your cooperation in this matter, bloodymistress

The Way To Start A New Life
Well, I'm sorry for the things that I told youBut words only go so farAnd if I had my wayI would reach into heavenAnd I'd pull down a star for a presentAnd I'd make you a chain out of diamondsAnd pearls from a summer seaBut all I can give you is a kiss in the morningAnd a sweet apologyWell, I know that it hasn't been easyAnd I haven't always been aroundTo say the right wordsOr to hold you in the mornin'Or to help you when you're downI know I never showed you much of a good timeBut baby things are gonna changeI'm gonna make up for all of the hurt I broughtI'm gonna love away all your painAnd tomorrow's gonna be a brighter dayThere's gonna be some changesTomorrow's gonna be a brighter dayThis time you can believe meNo more cryin' in your lonely roomAnd no more empty nights'Cause tomorrow mornin' everything will turn out rightWell, there's something that I've got to tell youYes I've got something on my mindBut words come hardWhen your lying in my armsAnd when I'm looking deep into your ey

Where In The Fu Is Pmalone41??
I'm Free!!! I was sentanced to 121 days jail, suspended and 3 years probation. there is a $900.00 fine which I'm being given time to find a job before I have to make payments. My impending incarceration On Monday May 19th I am due in court and am facing 6 months in jail. It is due to a toxic relationship I was in with this 22 year old girl. She had talked me into shoplifting some things for her and like an idiot I did it. Ofcourse I got caught. I have a prison record for Assult on a police officer from 1999 so they are throwing the book at me this time and going for the maxium sentance on a misdemenor. Hopefully I can get another 30 day posponement or at least 2 weeks to self-surrender to the jail. If not I will be going straight to jail on Monday. Anyway I thought I should let you, my fu-friends know that I will be taking a long vacation from fubar in the near future. I would like to thank everyone for their friendship and help in leveling me to Godfather in only one month. I will

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Intro To Me
Hope I don't get in trouble for the bi-curious george post! They don't even have genitals so it's ok, right? Hi guys and ladies, New here, checking stuff out, thanks everyone for the positive attention I've already gotten. I'm bisexual, in an extremely complicated relationship...long story short, married on paper, still live together, but in any sexual sense it's defunct. I do whatever I want and he knows and lets me. I have my own room. More about me: Love animals esp. cats & nature, gardening, most kinds music although I agree with James Brown that it gots to be funky. 420...could tell you stories you wouldnt believe about all the sh*t i've gotten away with...'Anarchist' is not an expression of anger or chaos or nihilism but of my ideals which I will explain to you if you're interested. Hablo espa

The Boz Anthology
THe curves of your body The way that your dress clings The soft sweet scent of your perfume makes my head ring. The feelin'of ecstasy my head spinnin' round We'll be one tonight. The way your hair falls to your shoulders Your sensous smile Ooh baby, I'll tell you now You make me go wild The feelin' of ecstasy my head is spinnin' round We'll be one tonight. The come hither stare in your eyes A sensous striptease Red silk on your creamy white skin Brings me to my knees. Chemistry is runnin' wild and my head's spinnin' 'round We'll be one tonight. "LET'S HEAT UP THE NIGHT" My love is like a fire You're stokin' the flames higher Burnin' up your negligee Ooh sweet baby, come let's play Shadows dancin' in the night Bodies glowin' in the pale moonlight Honey drippin' from your pot Gimme, baby, all you got are you ready to sin? then count me in [CHORUS] I'll give it to you Once, twice, baby all night ooh your love is like a glove that fits me skin ti

Jury Duty
ok, so long story short for the last couple months ive been looking for another job because the company im workin at now is strugglin a lil bit because we lost a big account but its startin to pick up again so hopefully i dont have to still worry about my job but anyway ive been putting in applications damn near everywher (pharmacy tech :D decent money) and i finally got a call from one at a walmart not too far from my house. interviewed n all that happy horsecrap, accepted the job offer today n i got it pending a UA (havent smoked anything other than cigarettes since i became a pharm tech over 3 years ago so i know itll be clean) so ill be working part time in the mornings from 9-12 or 1230 and a full 8 hour shift on wednesday (my day off from my full time job workin mon tue thu fri 1-9 sat 9-5 and sun 11-5) thats payin my bills and leavin me standin pretty tight by the time the next check comes round. so now ill be pulling in an extra couple checks a month n ill finally be able to ge

May 2009
well,,FIRST--my BABY is a collegeeeee...GRAD...she went from higs school the next Monday to college and she is now a Grad..In Florida and taking job interviews..while in college she was full time student and two jobs....now she might get a little rest.. Second...sorry I have been so busy..with Grad,,and helpin my (81yr) mom take care of brother (58) with stroke and paralization,,,he was never married.. Third...HELP...I work 3 jobs,,and try to socialize...3 jobs 7 days a week for the last three months..ouch...so I need some ZZZZZZZZZZZ... thanks friends 4 understanding...Hugs B Thank U to all our Vets...great day to remember past/present/future! sorry fu-family/friends I have been away caretaking of stroke patient. back home 4 a few min, ,then out to friends for Nascar race on Memorial day-how great! Luv and Hugs to all....B

Don't Fool Yourself
In 1997-98, viruses, bacteria and other microbes started mutating out of control. Disease-causing agents have been evolving extremely rapidly, and strangely, since then. Life scientists reported an "evolutionary crisis," and "accelerated evolutionary processes." As early as 2002, scientists warned of new infectious diseases appearing and old diseases reemerging due to a "complex interaction of social, economic, evolutionary, and ecological factors." It all goes back to 1997. What happened in 1997? Simply put, a number of factors new to the earth's systems converged, and interracted in new, and unprecedented, ways. The interracting 'factors' include escaped pathogens, lab accidents, GM animals and food, factory farming, pollution, chemical contaminations, and more - categorized broadly as "social, economic, evolutionary, and ecological factors." Several local biological systems around the world reached individual points of "self-organizing criticality," where the rules change

Points Of View
Wishing there was someone in my life I could hold, love and look into the eyes of, who see's the real me, is unafraid and wont run away from all of who and what I am. Or was the only one who ever did the only one that will, and will her death last year be the last I know of true companionship (Quick note for Americans: Petroleum Spirit or Petrol is what you call Gas for some obscure reason. Mind you, you also play rugby wearing armor, where you primarily use your hands and call it Football. Go Figure, lol) Brown

(over) Rate For Chance To Win 3 Mill.
Contest for 3 million fubucks is here. In order to enter you must rate every one of my pictures except the NSFW albums. YOU MUST COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC OF EVERY FOLDER "folder rated for entry".

Tribute To My Father
It's difficult to lose someone you love. There really are no words to describe how it feels. I know many of you have lost someone you loved and I'm sorry that anyone should ever have to go through the pain, but I guess it's just a part of this journey we're on

News
No.1 - They flirt to inspire jealousy Maybe she’s feeling underappreciated, maybe you’ve just had a big fight or maybe she just enjoys the tortured look on your face. For whatever reason, girls who flirt obviously with other guys in front of their boyfriends are immature and manipulative.No.2 - They test their men You’re all ready to go for a night out with your friends, when your girlfriend calls and asks you to change your plans to be with her instead. She doesn’t have any particular reason; she just wants to see you. She knows that you had plans to meet up with the guys, but if you really loved her, you’d come over to her place instead. If her request comes with an “if you really loved me,” then it’s a test. If you choose anything other than immediately rushing to her side, you’re going to fail. This kind of testing in a relationship is indeed cruel and petty.No.3 - They withhold sex This is a time-tested, and frequently used, cr

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Outlandish Ramblings Of The Partially Insane
So now, I have a blog to set the world afire, how shall I use it? Who knows. Some use it as a journal, others as a site to show people things they do, what I will use it for has eluded me to the point of not making one till now. But I now have one and will try filling it up with random ramblings and showing you what I do.

My Videos
http://www.youtube.com/v/ExFJOjwjES0&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b&border=1"> Everybody check me out on youtube, when u get there just type in "cupidmonk" hit me up and leave comments, thanx people

Get To Know Me
Greeting all FUBAR patrons!!!!! I know I am one of the new drunks here, but what I cant understand about this place (more over some of the patrons) is you want photos to be rated so you may move up in status or for whatever reasons, but you put one photo of yourself on your default folder, followed by other stuff that does not even pertain to you, then place all your other photos in a private photo album for only a few select to view and rate. Kinda defeats the purpose dont it? First off, my name is Michael and I am 43 years old. I am on here to make friends and that is it. I am respectful of others rights to privacy and expect the same. I am not into all the drama and racial BS that is going on in the world. With that being said, I am a very laid back easy going guy who does not act my age, I like to have fun and know not to cross the line. Yes I will look at your NSFW photos and make comments, but they are meant to be respectful and somewhat amusing. If I offend anyone, it is not i

Blog 3
Who Knew???1. To remove a bandage painlessly,saturate the bandage with vodka.The stuff dissolves adhesive.2. To clean the caulking aroundbathtubs and showers,fill a trigger-spray bottle with vodka,spray the caulking, let set five minutes and wash clean.The alcohol in the vodka kills mold and mildew.3. To clean your eyeglasses,simply wipe the lenses with a soft,clean cloth dampened with vodka.The alcohol in the vodka cleansthe glass and kills germs.4. Prolong the life of razors by filling a cup with vodkaand letting your safety razor bladesoak in the alcohol after shaving.The vodka disinfects the bladeand prevents rusting.5. Spray vodka on wine stains,scrub with a brush, and then blot dry.6. Using a cotton ball, apply vodka toyour face as an astringent to cleanse theskin and tighten pores.7. Add a jigger of vodka to a 12-ounce bottle of shampoo.The alcohol cleanses the scalp,removes toxins from hair,and stimulates the growth of healthy hair.8. Fill a sixteen-ounce trigger-spray bottlewi

Tcotso Entries (!)
(This episode took place on June 27, 2009.)Well, after my first foray into the Fruit Kingdom of Love, I wanted to try something new.The store where I bought the plantain also had cantalopes for sale for $1 each, so I got one.The first thing I did was to cut a hole and, again, scoop out the flesh behind it, and cut a slit in the opposite side.I watched another porn movie (The Liars Club), grabbed the melon, and went to town.

The Old Man's Physical
Who am I?I ask myself, a question heavy on my mind. Who am I?A person? Am I really one of a kind?Do I laugh because I am happy?Do I cry because I am blue?Do I sigh when I am tired?Do I really sing when I am inspired? Do I show sympathy when someone's in pain?Am I hard to read, easy to comfort, difficult to persuade. Am I completely insane?Who can answer these questions? I'd like to know, sit and listen to your suggestions.Is there anyone beside myself who can really tell me why?What I'm doing, what I'm trying, why I laugh when I also want to cry? Do I seem impulsive or am I very shy?I'd like to know these things because sometimes I feel lost.I don't know who I am right now. I don't know where, when or how. I'm sure it will all come back to me. I'm sure I will be fine. I'm sure. I guarantee. It's just sometimes. Sometimes these things are hard to define.

Life
Maya Angelou said this:"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."I've learned

Auction
im taking autction entries until the 31st of may 4pm eastern time so if you want to be in my auction send me a private msg with the link to ur pic and ur offerings and the auction will open on june 1st

My Random Blogz
B's last BENGE B's Last BengeJust when I thought that my life was headed down the right pathI lost more than a lover,but my best friendNow I'm left to deal with the mess and after mathI opened my heart and let him inHe was there for me when I was aloneand whenever he wanted I answered the phoneit wasn't his body or looks but his friendship everydayhis heart his mind and all his kind generous wayshe always knew what to do when I was sadhe could make me laugh

My Stories...nsfw!
The retraining of jess The first day. i sit alone in this small slice of heaven. It is a place where you can just sit and dream, letting the world outside pass you by, not matter the weather it is warm and dry here. i let the sounds of the outside world fade into the back ground, the chatter of children, the drone of car engines, reminders of the city outside these plastic walls of paradise. i let my thoughts turn inwards as I hear the wind in the trees, the birds chirping and the buzz of busy insects. i feel my heart pound as things low in my body go tight, I let my thoughts turn again…… i see myself on my knees at Her feet, She moves; i know this as Her boots disappear from the sight of my lowered eyes. i can hear Her moving around the dungeon; the fine hairs on my arms tell me where in the dungeon She is. i shiver slightly, not from the cold but with anticipation, go i am so horny, my skin feels so clean as i have spent a lot of time getting ready for this. i

New Here
I'm brand new to this website, so it will take me a while before I get the hang of it. But as soon as I can I will be updating my photo and everything else on here. Now, time to explore some more. So it's been a while since I've Blogged anything, for that matter it's been a while since I was on this website. But here I am. I'm currently in Iraq. I've only been here 2 weeks now. It's not too bad here. Plenty to do, good food, and a nice set up for my living arrangments. Plus I'm getting paid good too. LOL. Of course if you're reading this and you're in the military, you know what I'm talking about. Looks like I'll be here till June. So for now this is home. To be honest, it's not too different from Oklahoma. LOL. That is where my home station is. I went through 5 states and 5 countries in 4 days to get here. Wierd, I know. I couldn't wait to get here from all the traveling. Well I think I'll end on that note for now. Happy New Year everyone.