Fubar Blogs 5

Junk I Like
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of t

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Stuffs
Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on the first date?11. Would you kiss me during sex?12. Do you think I would be good in bed?13. Would you use me as a booty call?14. Can I use you as a booty call?15. Can we take pictures of the act?16. How long would we have sex?17. Would you tell your friends about me?18.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Your Name:Your age:Favorite position:1. Do you think I'm cute?.2. Would you have sex with me?3. Lights on or off?4. Would you have to be drunk?5. Would you take a shower with me?6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?7. Would you leave after or stay the night?8. Do you like cuddling afterwards?9. Condom or skin?10. Have sex on t

No Name
THE HEARTACHE THAT WONT STOP THE HEARTACHE THAT I CAUZ THE PAIN N ANGER THAT I CAUZ AM I DAMNED TO WALK ALONE? THE UNICORN THAT I HAD I HAV NO MORE CAUSE I MADE HER MAD ALL I HAV R MEMORYS MEMORYS THAT HAUNT ME I CAN ONLY IMAGIN THE HURT I CAUZED TO THOSE WHO MATTER MOST IN MY LIFE ONE DAY I CAN SHOW THEM ALL HOW MUCH I LOVE THEMM ALL ONE DAY I'LL HAV MY UNICORN BACK BUT UNTILL THE DAY SHE COMES BACK ITS ME N MY HEARTACHE BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE THEY LAUGH AND SMILE YOU THINK THERE ALL RIGHT BUT TURN YOUR BACK AND ITS GOODNIGHT YOU TRUST THEM , YOU EAT CHOW WITH THEM OH YEA YOU GUYS REAL TIGHT! THEY'LL THROW YOU UNDER AND DO IT WITH PRIDE GODDAMN YOU GUYS ARE SO FUCKIN TIGHT!!! ANOTHER DAY COMES ANOTHER DAY GOES BUT GODDAMN YOU GUYS AINT GETTIN MY SOAL MY SOUL IS NOT HERE, I LEFT IT BAK HOME WITH MIS.PUERTO RICO AND DAMN SHE IS FINE!!!! THE ONE WHO I TRUST , MY BEST FUCKIN FRIEND THE ONE WHO WONT STAB ME , NOT LIKE YOU GUYS SO HAV YOUR SHITS N GIGGLES YOU ALL

Mindless Devotions
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn’t want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that’s not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can’t "be friends." A friend wouldn’t mistreat a friend. Don’t settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don’t stay because you think "it will get better." You’ll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who’ve got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn’t marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he trea

I'll Just Watch
I sat on the sidewalk, as you walked by. In an instant I could see what your soul screamed out. Someone to care, someone to listen, someone to show you that there is life out there. I saw the abuse the pain and the scars, and saw you hiding in the crowd. Your eyes look over to meet mine, but you looked away knowing that I was studying you. I saw your need to lose control, your need to be guided into what you are to scared to explore. All your energy still spent at trying to be normal, to have no one see what lays below the surface. If you could see that the healing lies on the other side, that gaining control is to hand it over. To show your strength to submit to another, but your trust has been taken away. To jump into the water once again, not knowing if you will sink or swim. Your lack of of trust in the human race, was given to you long ago. Now you walk in front of me, you know that I can see right through. The hard exterior protecting a shattered soul, we'll meet again when you&r

Status Update...
hey, so i have become perpetually bummed. if you are reading this i hope you are ready for a pity party. so as it turns out i am utterly hopeless, i am a bilateral bke amputee, meaning i have 2 amputations below the knee, i had my feet amputated at 13 months old. i was also diagnosed with type 1 diabetes about 2 years ago...with the onset diabetes i lost about 160 pounds leaving me with the amount of skin a 300 pound person should have, so as i have no confidence because i was fat for so long and now i dont want to be seen without my clothes on i dont even approach women offline. im unemployed and due to my disabilities i cant get a job.....whew, so thanks for reading this, i felt more comfortable putting it here than telling someone in person because if im judged on here at least i can blow them off as internet douchebags. sooooo, hows your day going? hey so if you read the above post, you can disregard it...the things are true but i just have to learn to deal with it, there are peopl

Dear Fubar Staff
Looks like fubar is looking for a new way to lay thingz out. Well wake up FUBAR STAFF! I just recently posted a blog about stacking TOOLBARS all up and down the screen. WE HAVEENUFF TOOLBARS goin across our screenz!! Herez a novel idea.....since most of our screenz now are 16:9 (wider than tall) why not put the icons for the toolbar u made and our bar tab (live feed) and the shoutbox on the SIDE of the screen! TRY THIS FOR A CHANGE!!! exoticnero...: and no you would not have to be alone XavierAcorea: u have paypal?

Just Is
like i said a friend is not suppose to stab you in the heart even though i get it you have a feeling of the what if's but you always ended up screwed and me trying not tell i told you so it breaks my heart you wait to the last minute thinking i be okay no i be okay if you would of told me two weeks ago so again i end up hurt and on the back burner one day i'm going decided maybe your not worth it cause it sucks on how i feel right now i've been there for when others wouldnt or didnt want to i treated you better then a girlfriend would after time and time again i told you tell me straight up it wouldnt be as bad but your scared to hurt my feelings you hurt my feelings more waiting almost to the last minute or after shit happens we had our back and forths but friends we stayed i still think you dont know what you want cause you hear what sounds good that those bitches tell to make you drop everything and do things for them and what they need and what bout you!?!?! But some reason a frien

A Favourite Poem
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone. Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling in the sky the message He is Dead, Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever, I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now; put out every one, Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun. Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood; For nothing now can ever come to any good. As darkness falls smothering me like a sheet of black satin reaching over my every being,the moonlight flooding in silhouette over the walls, the cold wind howls a lonely moan echoing the pain of so many lost and crying into the night,the rain hitting off

Lounges... New
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It's In My Nature.
If you haven't seen the movie Empire Records than this entire blog will go over your head. 20. You can't kill yourself using a Lady Bick with moisturizing strip. 19. If you are a minor you can shoot up a store,hold customers

Views From A Scattered Mind
04/06/10 I want to get back to writing and I think this is the best way to start. Getting back to writing my journals/blogs. The weathah has been off lately… off = not sunny. Today the weathah is bettah in being sunny but still a bit chilly. I listened to the rain last night… a sound I love along with the sound of a train in the distance… So much going through my head lately… wheah do I want my life to go from heah. The cancer is back but I am relieved that going through the chemo isn’t neah as bad as I thought it would be so my quality of life is really pretty good. I loose my hair and I sleep a lot but I do ok. Need to keep up with my stretches and exercises so I can get back to things quicker once the chemo stops. I have the option right now of going to be with a couple but I can’t really do anything theah until this round of chemo is done... I don’t want to change horses in the middle of the stream… lol So much to think about I

Once Upon A Time...
In the corner, past the bed, if the closet door is open I can hide there. Sometimes when she is mad, really mad I can press myself tightly against the wall and she never finds me…too consumed by fury to think small. If she comes close to my hiding spot and it gets like that he usually draws attention to himself to protect me. I am not sure why, but he does. Oh, she takes what she can get too. She will start with that low nasty tone of voice that sends shivers up my spine and I can see her smile in my head that slow deliberate one. She will insult and intimidate him enjoying watching him squirm. She can see his fear battle his love for her as he bears the full brunt of her attack. Sometimes that is enough for her to fulfill her need for power but there are other times when it only whets her appetite for more. Those are the times that I love him the most. She has no conscience and no remorse pushing him, shoving him, pinching him, grabbing whole handfuls of his hair to whip his

My Poems =)
A true friend is very hard to find Someone you can tell exactly what's on your mind Someone you can be true & for real with Someone that doesn't just take..they also give Someone who is always going to be there Someone that showes they actually care Someone you can cry to when you're sad Someone you can talk to when you're mad I found this friendship when I found you I'll always be here for you no matter what you do

Light
THEN SLICE TOWARDS HIS NECK MAKING JAGGED RIPS INTO HIS FLESH A BASTURD WHO DON`T MAN-UP AND PUTS HIS OWN KID AT RISK WITH LIL FOOD AND COMFORT AS HE FROLICS AROUND WITH SLUTTY WHORES GIVING HIM STD AND A NEGATIVE BANK ACCOUNT

Writing
When I was a young cook working to support my growing beer habit; it never would have occurred to me that there was anything sexy about food……..well other than getting one of the waitresses in the sack(servers for the p.c.) As I’ve gotten older, and some may say wiser I’ve been fortunate to have that view forever altered.Hunger like desire is a primal need we all have. We correlate many of the same sense memory with food and sex. As far back as man dates civilizations have made the connection. It’s recorded that ancient Italian, and Greek cultures enjoyed fresh fruits and dishes that awakened their senses and playfulness with their lover.Food and sex share things like aromatics, texture, taste, and color. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve looked at a ripe peach and gotten aroused. All kidding aside the visual effects of food and that of people finding each other attractive are not that different. There’s a saying “You eat with

Blog
U wanna knw wat grinds my gears. Boneyards, millions of dollors worth of taxpayers money on crap wasting away out in some isolated area in timbuckfuckingtoo oxidizing and rusting away. wanna knw why we are in an economic crisis. Cause our goverment isnt being very economical. Why dnt we recycle that reuse it hell sell it for scrap? Maybe then our kids can get a descent edumacation or maybe even fix our economic issues at least help. I mean come on wat

What Do You Like?
Her texts had been teasing all day. Knowing I was stuck in meetings she knew all my weakness's. She started before I could even get through the drive thru for coffee. Thats when I got the first picture... her tongue licking the froth off her cappuccino.

Thiinking /thoughts
Kathys Comments To Detach is to cut off Disconnect, Divide DisUnite Sounds so Easy But Yet so Hard Why? Because I love you But you Don’t look at me Like you used to What happened? Where are you? What do you see When You Look At me? Why am I Questioning My Own Questions? Am I Wrong? Are you Right? If I’m Still in Love with you Why do you Get to Decide? Change? Is that it? I don’t do anything for you anymore But did I have to in the first place? If you Love me For Me Then why do I feel like I have to change To better suit your needs? Do you Love me? Did you Ever Love me? I just can’t seem to understand They say its 21 questions to see if You love someone But only 13 Can Change all Of That Kathys Comments

Quit Picking On Sweet And Sexy Sinner!
After all I was trying to do to help, she sends this: "how the fuck can u say that? my sb will be turned off now! u asshole and im blocking you pervert" She's AT FAULT! You can't expose yourself and then say "you can't say anything about me", even if she's sexy and butt naked. You can't be picky and choosy. Now, when you come down to it, her salute pics look different from her nudes, which some people may have believed that the nude pics belong to somebody else. Her boyfriend may have put those nudes up there. After all, it could be her boyfriend's page, not hers. Now, if you're here, and choose to show yourself, don't be prude, and pretend it's Myspace and expect no comments about sex. You waived that objection by putting up the nudes in the first place. After all, I've seen at least two people come in here, and post other porn stars' pics, claiming that they're them. One of them was a guy. I also seen that done twice on Hi5. My intent here is to be in a relationship. When you p

The Kitti Files!
Well my pets....if anyone actually reads my statuses ..you'll know Ive been a tad miffed and getting ready to delete my account...Last night I was told something that gave me alot to ponder...I was told by some random futard that I am not fu material...At first , Im not going to lie this really bothered me..but Ive given this alot and I mean alot of thought.. What the fuck is Fu Material anyways and how the hell do I not meet this certain criteria? Hmmm................Ok so lets get this straight, Im not a drama queen, I dont show my goods for bling, I dont beg, I dont backstab, I dont make this sight my real life.....ok so far this is not bad in my book!

My Hell
Just heard on the news that the state of Florida could be sunned-in for the next several days. Residents have been urged to hunker down at your nearest beach and/or tiki bar and wait for further instructions. Use extreme caution when braving this blizzard of sunshine, preferably SPF30. We are asking our friends and relatives to the north to please keep us in their thoughts as we deal with 2 feet buried in the sand

"just Some Thoughts"
Everyday is a struggle, every minutes a curseWatching my world collapse, shit can't get any worse.I've gone from the bottom to the top,Only to fall to an abrupt stop.This lesson's been the straw to break the camel's backThere isn't an ounce of fight left to get back on trackSome say I'm giving up, I say I've had enoughLook down your nose is disgustDo as you feel, but for me I believe this is a must.How can I fight for anything when there's nothing left to fight for?How can I move forward when all gears are stripped? How do you climb out of a bottomless pit?Everyday is a curse, every minute's struggleSince the day I was born, my pops would tell you I'm trouble.I try to steer clear of everything that causes painI try to move forward but feel it's all in vainWhat's left to achieve when true happiness falls into the abyss?Where is there to go when the streets is the only place you've called home?I've made my attempts to pursue my dreamsI just hope my children understand that life ain't alw

Nutshell
I want my boss to say "You know what? Youve done an outstanding job. Take the rest of the day off." I then want to have a quick 30 minute drive from work to home. No Sunday drivers doing 45 MPH. No cops to see me doing 80 MPH. I want the radio station to play every song that I love to sing to as well. Once home ( which is a nice house with a big kitchen, sunken living room, 2 bedroom 2 bath with a huge loft master bedroom and master bath instead of the rat trap mobile home I live in) Id like to be met at the door by my beautiful wife ( which actual does happen) who is wearing nothing but a smile. (which happens a lot) She'll be holding a nice glass of wine or maybe a fresh bottle of cream ale along with a plate full of my most favorite Chinese dishes. (Yeah....No, that never happens) From there, she will lead me to the bedroom where she helps me out of my uniform and tells me the temperature of the hot tub is just right. (Which is about 5 degrees cooler than what causes

Strength
xMCLxFPKxDJ FIREMAN69 CTL@ fubar *looks towards the heavens and prays* please help my family and all those who are in pain and suffering, and for their family that have to go through their situations with them.. lord we all need you and we lay our lives in your hands ** dances around the room lookin at the sky** Lord help us in our times of need for you know what they are and allow is to gain strength from those of our family who have passed on before us. we love them dearly...

Team F.u.c.t.
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This la

Welcome The Ceo And Captain Of The Girlz Next Door
Founder of the GIRLZ NEXT DOOR duties include but not limited to keeping home page running and accepting requests. Founder , CEO ,& captain will make All choices involving the group together. The CEO of THE GIRLZ NEXT DOOR will make All decisions and Stand in for the Founder whe She is not available. She is In charge of all issues with in the group, Involving the Group and outsiders. If there are any problems Speak with her In an appropriate matter. The Captain of the group will handle ALL of our ladies Requests and issues. If It can not be resolved then u Go to The CEO . If not resolved only then do u come to me. Please Follow the chain of Command. We will not Tolerate any of the ladies representing themselves as a part of This group In a negative or Crude manner. All ladies in the group need to participate on any events including reposting Bulletines and other things such as auctions. We are here to Represent Fubar As Classy Intellegent Tastefull but Sexi Women Any Gir

The Real Truth
How many Times have you seen on TV 4 or 5 cops on one person? Now if it was just you or Me with our freinds that would be a Mob or a gang. How about if some one walks up to Us and we put our hands on a knife or a gun We are threetning others. But a Cop can do it to Us. When was the last time you got more days off than your Boss and got payed more? Now you all know that I posted My other blog earlyer today and all ready I have had the cop's over here saying that some one called them saying that I was doing some thingagainst the law. Wich I don't do. I support the law. I am just against them that beleave that they are above the law. Any time a person gets any kind of controle over others they take advantage of others. But I will say the cop's that came by was nice.

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A Poem
I want to say I'm sorry for many reasons left unsaid I want to say I miss you and the life that we once led I want to be forgiven and forgive myself as well I want to hold my head up high and no longer sit and dwell How do you learn to love yourself after perfecting self-hate? I want to shout ' I miss you so' yet knowing I'm too late So much time has already passed but one thing remains The thought of you brings warmth to me and that will never change We all make mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made a few Please know that doesn't change the fact I truly cared for you The love we shared may have been brief, and now it's just our past But the impact that you have left on me will forever last No matter where we go from here, no matter where we've been What I miss most of all, is not my lover, it's my friend Read more: http://www.metrolyrics.com/second-chance-lyrics-shinedown.html#ixzz0pNpYpJ6v

Rants
Women Are The Most Frustrating, Illogical Creatures On The Planet.Apparently They Don't Understand The Term "Cause And Effect" And That When They Start An Argument With You Apparently You're Supposed To Crawl Up Into A Ball On The Floor And Not Defend Yourself In Any Manner As They Dangle Your Spinal Cord (With Your Balls Attatched At The Base), As They Are Under The Illusion That Just Because They Have The Vag They Are Some Sort Of Omnipotent Being With Vast Amounts Of Control Over Us.Sorry, I Like My Spine And My Balls. And I Defend Myself (In Any Situation) With Intellect And Facts. If You Choose To Argue With Me, At Least Come To The Argument Armed, Because When I Put You To Shame It Will Only Make You Hate Me More, And Of This Hatred Your Opinion Of Me Forms One Of An Asshole (Women Are Quick To Believe Their Own Thoughts Whether Or Not There Is Any Basis To Said Thought, Usually There Isn't, Example: I Was Told By My Ex That She Believed I Had Slept With Hundreds Of Women, Which

Loraj
WORDS........ THERE IS SO MUCH WE CAN SAY TODAYOUR WORDS RIGHT THERE HAVING THEIR WAYWORDS IN MOTION AND WORDS THAT SIT STILLWORDS THAT CAPTURE WORDS THAT ARE REALIN A SONG MERE WORDS CAN CAPTIVATE THE HEARTOPENING YOUR EYES SHOWING YOU EVERY PARTIN A POEM THEY LEAD YOU RIGHT TO THE SOULSOME YOU TRY TO HIDE WITH SOME YOU GET BOLDA MERE WORD CAN CUT YOU, CUT YOU IN HALFIT CAN PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND MAKE YOU LAUGHTHE BEAUTY WE FIND WHEN WE SPEAK A WORD INTO A NAMEOR EVEN A WHISPERED WORD CAN DRIVE ONE INSANEOUR WORDS ARE OUR WEAPONS SOME GOOD AND SOME BADTHEY CAN FILL YOU WITH LOVE AND EVEN MAKE YOU MADELOQUENT WORDS WRITTEN AND SPELLED OUT TO SEECAN LEAVE US SPELL BOUND AND MOVED SO DEEPLYSO WHAT ARE THE WORDS THAT YOU WANT TO SAY?WORDS THAT COULD KEEP OR WORDS THAT WOULD STAY ?YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED BY YOUR WORDS THAT YOU KEEPAND SOME MAY BE SHOCKED BY THE ONES THAT YOU...BLEEP!BUT THESE ARE MERE WORDS THAT CAN JUST BE SAIDBUT HOW DO YOU KNOW ....CAUSE THEY ARE STILL IN YO

So Over It
Is this real, partially real like when you are between dreams and awake, or totally a lie...With so many fake photos and profiles, women flirting when they are already involved with someone, fake FU engagements and marriages which are as fake as Las Vegas, so called friends and those who beg and plead for blings, VIPs and other things that cost real money which give them fake points, FU bucks and fake popularity. I want reality. True feelings, true friends and total honesty because that is what I offer. So over this life and planet. We squabble over petty issues. He/ she has this and we don't. He/she loves him/her and not me. This person has earned this many points and reaches this level and been on the FU less time then I have...This is the most critical time and we should all pull together and say enough is enough. Governments, politics and leaders are making the most bold attempt to steal our money and our very freedoms in the history of mankind through manufactured lies which they

Words From My Heart...
Do you know how much you mean to someone? Have you ever taken the time to think and understand how important and how highly you are looked upon? Your life means more to someone then you know. You are so special and so gifted a person. You have so much wisdom and love inside you. You may not think it sometimes, I know that I don't, but your life influences hundreds of thousands of people everyday. The person behind the counter is influenced by you. The attitude in which you bring them is that attitude in which they project on other people. You know you can influence the world if you yourself try and influence yourself and the attitude in which you carry. If you want to change the world you have to start with yourself people! Change your attitude and I guarantee you will change the world in which you live!! Never doubt yourself in whether you are needed on this earth cuz I guarantee that you are more needed then you know. Because of your attitude and the person that you are you can help

Frustration
Trying to figure out why it is that men seem to see me as a shoulder to lean on and a friend to count on? do you not realize I have feelings too.... I want to be loved...for more than a friend. Why does he need to ask me my opinions? Doesn't he have anyone else to ask? It kills me to see him hurting the way he is...loving her and knowing she is only playing with his heart. And there is nothing I can do. I've tried to tell him...over and over..Everytime he asks for my opinion..I set my heart aside and am honest....But in being honest, he gets mad. Then don't ask me! I do love him....And I don't think he will ever know. At least not until she is out of his life. But she keeps stringing him along. Making him sit and wait. And I know she is never going to go back to him. And he is missing me...who is right in front of him!! I don't think I could be anymore stressed out, so this is primarily going to be some serious venting!!! Like first off, my ex husband and his new wife insist on sho

Missing My Mom
She helps me calm my fears.She's more then a momShe's my confidontMy guideMy StrengthM best friendYou walked the extra mile to see your children N Grandchildren smileYou taught us so muchAnd were always by our sideYou helped us through our pain and suffering...Even though you were in pain and suffering the last bit of your lifeYour such an amazing woman...You were strong for all us til the end.You picked us up when we were down..You listened n guided us thru the tough timesYou encouraged us to do right...Even stood by our side when a wrong decesion was madeYou loved Uncondtionally..Gave all your heart and soul into everything you loved...Even to your kids and grandchildrenWhen you smiled your face lite up the room.We could lean on you...And you would still be the strong one.You were more than a mom to me..You were a beautiful mom inside and out..Amazing woman,Who had amazing qualities.You are an angel,A wonderful gift sent from god to bless us all,With all your wonderfullness.Your Hear

God Amazes Me
Today is Mother's Day i went to visit my Nana today and as we got there i was so excited to give her, her presents. As she opened the first one it was a little plaque that had a poem/saying on it. It was a few line's from the poem "Foot Prints In the Sand" Little did i know when i picked it up it was my pop's favorite! I must say God works in very amazing ways, I know my pop had a huge role in this present as well! What an awesome day! Rip Pop-pop. Happy Mother's Day to all the Momma's out there!Much Love! There's this site that sells christian clothing, c28.com and there was a shirt that says sinner on it in big letters with a bible verse under it, i kept looking at shirt saying how awesome it is, how much i love it, i was going to order it yesterday and for some reason i kept going back and looking at the shirt, just kept looking at it and staring at it. So as i sat there staring at it, i finally realized why! the reason was because I'm not a sinner! I'm saved! I sin, but I'm not a

Heart Broke...mom Leaving!!
So Bin Laden is standing before God waiting to hear his punishment, when God gets a tap on the shoulder. There behind him stand 343 firemen, 72 police officers, one k9 officer, 3,000 American citizens & over 5,000 soldiers. "Don't worry God, we got this one". Wow..Mom got married and they got call ship out to VA, for his work, I'm going to be lost without her...She moved her for ME, 7 yrs ago, after I left her, she is my Best Friend,,,I'm so Going to miss her...She was like MY ROCK in LIFE..All My Life...Know ME LOST FEELING and SAD..WAY SAD...SO when you all see me HEARTBROKE...I WILL MISS MY MOM...SHE IS ONLY ROCK I had as, I WAS hers....BUT she has new life and ME feel alone..I know many of you have had that as I have..BUT when SOMEONE, that is that close to you...and You Lose it..Kind of SCAREY and yet SAD..So, EMOTIONS hard for me right know....THanks for being friends..AS I"M losing MY BEST FRIEND.....Paula

Hitting A Woman
im writing this after seeing some more of what "us men" have been saying to the ladies here on fu. first of i will call all women a lady. one cause they have to put up with our asses and the things we say and/or do to them and second they deserve to be treated like they're worth something. us guys get pissed if another person says things we dont like but we treat the ladies like they are here to do nothing more than serve us and bare our children. come on are we really stuck in the dark ages??? im not going to lie i have my pet pevs. one of those is treating a

Mafia
Hello Everyone! I have finally deceided to start my turfup again! I am looking for new members from Underboss on down! Come join me if you have the time.. The link is below either cut and paste or just search for HMM or Heavy Metal Mafia! http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7926 Welcome to HMM!Thank you for stopping by!Now to the disclaimer....This is just a game and it will be treated as such.No drama will be allowed here.If you must have drama please take it somewhere else.Members that are in a "paid" position will earn their "pay".Bring any problems that you have to the attention of the Boss or UnderBoss.Do Not Start a bunch of BS in anyones Shoutbox.Don't start none.....won't be none. Members Only Section:This is how the game is played for all that do not already know:Although some will say that you get 1 weapon and armor per mob member this is not the case.The weapons and armors have different attack and defense stats.So, if you have weapons with higher stats for attack they will be us

Bella
Females should have more respect for themselves. Just because you get on cam naked for a guy does not mean that they like you, or even think that you are sexy! they are thinking that you are the whore that you really are! there is other ways that you can get the positive kind of attention and you can start with having some class. I am sick and tired of going over and beyond for people and them taking me for granted! I wish people would realize that when they have something/someone good in their life they should hold on tight!! BECAUSE THERE IS NOT THAT MANY GOOD PEOPLE OUT THERE!

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Squirrel Vs. Motorcyclist
An old prospector shuffled into the town of El Indio, Texas leading an old tired mule. The old man headed straight for the only saloon in town, to clear his parched throat. He walked up to the saloon and tied his old mule to the hitch rail. As he stood there, brushing some of the dust from his face and clothes, a young gunslinger stepped out of the saloon with a gun in one hand and a bottle of whiskey in the other. The young gunslinger looked at the old man and laughed, saying, "Hey old man, have you ever danced?" The old man looked up at the gunslinger and said, "No, I never did dance... never really wanted to." A crowd had gathered as the gunslinger grinned and said, "Well, you old fool, you're gonna' dance now," and started shooting at the old man's feet. The old prospector, not wanting to get a toe blown off, started hopping around like a flea on a hot skillet. Everybody was laughing, fit to be tied. When his last bullet had been fired, the young gunslinger, still

Ashlee's Blog
well things are finally getting better thank god i'm finally getting over the asshole that broke my heart in a million lil pieces so thats a good thing. Well about a month ago my bf dumped me! He told me the reason he dumped me was because he needed to be alone cause he goes through these phase fuckin phsyco but i loved him anyway but we haven't even been broke up a month an he has someone else!! ha ha so the real reason he broke up with me was because he was cheating on me an wanted her more than me so all of the things he told me was a lie. Plus i heard from a close friend of his that the only reason he was with me was cause i had a car and the only reason he told me that he loved me was to get me to shut up.....WAT A PIECE OF SHIT!!!!!! but since we broke up my life has been a whole lot better plus i will be continueing my education like i will be starting school in june to be a pharmacy tech. so well thats all thats goin on in my life!!!!

Adventures In Date Land
I got stood up Saturday. Second date with Pumpkin. He is supposed to come to my house, sends me many txts to this effect and then just never shows up. I don't know what happened. The next day I get a txt asking if I have Valium or Vicidon. I say, "no, sorry." At 1:30 am I get a txt saying he'll be in my area today, and at 3 am nother "Don't you care?" As if somehow this is about me not caring. My friend says I need to stop imagining what it feels like to be Pumkin ("What's the chance he will be really devastated?") and just tell him it's not going to work out. So, yeah, another Saturday, a week or two later, we're supposed to meet again.

No Love
Suicide Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Suicide it's always on my mind I'm tired of people asking why? Why I talk like this why I cut my wrist why I live my life like this I don't care what they say they aint me they don't know my pain the thought in my brain I don't care it's like whatever cuase you bitches just don't know better . Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Blade in my hand blood on my arm what the fuck do you think is going onHart full of pain head full of hell go on ask if I'm wellMind racing leg shaking slide the blade again blood rushingThoughts stop tempting suggestions clear way out I see it I'm think I'm ready I'm talking it Hold o

Poems
Fast this life of mine was dying,Blind already and calm as breath,Snowflakes on her bosom lyingScarcely heaving with her breath.Love came by, and having known herIn a dream of fabled lands,Gently stooped, and laid upon herMystic chrism of holy hands;Drew his smile across her folded eyelids,As the swallow dips;Breathed as finely as the cold didThrough the locking of her lips.So when Life looked upward, beingWarmed and breathed on from above,What sight could she have for seeing,Evermore... But only Love? Five Months Ago the stream did flow,The lilies bloomed within the sedge,And we were lingering to and froWhere none will track thee in this snow, Along the stream, beside the hedge.Ah, sweet, be free from love and go!For, if I do not hear thy foot, The frozen river is

Funny Shit
BREAKING NEWS. OAKLAND,CA-Raiders football practice was delayed nearly 2 hours after a player reported finding an unknown white powdery substance on the practice field. Head coach, Jackson, immediately suspended practice & called the police & federal investigators. After a complete analysis, FBI experts determined that the white substance unknown to players was the GOAL LINE. Practice resumed after special agents decided the team was unlikely to encounter the substance again this season. This is why they want the Guns....The Coward Proven strategy is based on the teachings of Saul Alinsky a communist socialist died about 43 years ago, but his writings have influenced the politicians who control our nation today.Hillary Clinton did a college thesis on his writings and Barack Hussein Obama writes about him in his books.Died: June 12, 1972,

Lots Of Fun Past This You Will Love It
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Lessons Learned
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much, so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong, and you really do have worth and you learn with every goodbye, you learn.

Dating
What is a Kiss?? There are meaningless kisses.....there are stop you kisses and there are in love kisses. What would u rather have? C what is up with this whole Fubar thing?????? You have people on here flirting, stripping, talking , chatting, doing whatever and you can't figure out if anything is fake or not????? Than there is all of the Fake Crap around here with the Fake photo's or porn stars I mean come one unless your a 40 year old virgin get a life. To be contin.....

Hand Me Down
Someday they'll find your small town world on a big town avenueGonna make you like the way they talk when they're talking to youGonna make you break out of the shell cause they tell you toGonna make you like the way they lie better than the truthThey'll tell you everything you wanted someone else to sayThey're gonna break your heart, yeahFrom what I've seenYou're just a one more hand me downCuz no one's tried to give you what you needSo lay all your troubles downI am with you nowSomebody ought to take you inTry to make you love againTry to make you like the way they feelWhen they're under your skinNever once did think they'd lie when they're holding youYou wonder why they haven't calledWhen they said they'd call youYou start to wonder if you're ever gonna make it byYou'll start to think you were born blindFrom what I've seenYou're just a one more hand me downCuz no one's tried to give you what you needSo lay all your troubles downI am with you nowI'm here for the hard timesThe straight

Newest No Title
lost...thoughts of happiness and gentle kiss ... i wonder ...hold my breath for a time...what do we keep...lost..only memories..or a piece of soul...what loves if you are lucky heart mind and soul...lost... would you give...give your soul..to be shared...loved...maybe that is the answer....maybe that is your fear...lost back from vacation. eye opening experience. had a great time. enjoyed self but learned a hard truth.

Life Answers
Our destiny is always clouded in mystery, it is always in the fog that is our life. We sometimes get a glimpse of what we are supposed to accomplish before we die but we never seem to do it. Most of us go to the grave having not fufilled our lifes goal or making our mark on the world. It is as if we are destined to fail in our lifes accomplishments as if this is our very destiny. I would hate to think that but how many times have we set goals in our life and failed to reach them. This does not mean our lives are worthless it just means we have not fufilled our full potential. We have not made our full impact on the world and we have not lived up to the things people expect from us. We all have some type of destiny and in some small way we may have fufilled parts or even the whole of it. Some may say what about the ones who die to young to even know the word destiny well in a way the have still filled it because wsa someones life not touched for the better for knowing htem. This was the

Words Of Mafiacabie
what is wrong with people they should have some fun everyone is to tight relax use it and not lose it fubar is fun im sure maybe real relationships develop but everyone knows the facts its fun so lets lite up and drink up.

Me,myself And I
I'm ashley wilson...A very hot and sexy lady that no man can resist...Kissing is my favorite but it depends on who I kiss...I am so flirty that leads me for being bitchy...But I can be funny and wacky two that can make your lonely world happy and crazy wild...I wear thongs most of the time...But at times I try not wearing (panties) too...And it feels good...lol...without it I don't have to be conscious with panty lines...I like to unleash the immortality of every man by just ripping the clothes off...And satisfying their needs to the fullest...Have a doubt???well, you can figure that out by yourself, there's no harm only satisfaction...I'll be waiting for you, sweety...I want to be touched everywhere...I usually like to start w/ kissing, That's my favorite...If I kiss somebody who doesn't know how to kiss, I don't want to go any further, but if you know how to kiss, then I'm so much interested in you...You are probably good in bed...haha...And from that it can lead you further to touch

Parody Song
Cock Blockingby Andrew QuintanillaHey I'm cock blocking you and your ex,I can't help it that my penis is too small to fix,Can't you realise I don't last long and can't please,I'm cock blocking, I'm cock blockingYou don't have to know I'm jealous,that I am jealous,Baby girl, you know me,that when your with him,I get so so shitty,I know what you do behind my back,I know I can't satisfy,even though he can outdo me,I'm only a minute manI can't go any longer I'm cock blocking you and your ex, I can't help it that my penis is too small to fix, Can't you realise I don't last long and can't please, I'm cock blocking, I'm cock blockingI try to control, But you ignore,I whine about when it hurts,Even during rough sex,I wished you know,Why I can't be Orgasmo,

Where I Go
Ok I get it. I was never intended to be the one to chase the white rabbit. My name isn't Alice and I'll never have tea with the Mad Hatter. Here I thought that the whole point to life was to chase your dreams, no matter how far fetched they may seem. Now I'm seeing things from a different vantage point. I am beginning to realize that some dreams aren't meant to be chased. Some of them, you are only supposed to dream and hope for. I'm slowly figuring out which ones I should chase and which I should let chase me. I'm too old for the games and not old enough to give up. Maybe at some point things will become crystal clear, but for now there's a cloud of mist in my line of sight. So from now on, I will let the dream chase me. I will not put it on a pedastal nor let it take over every fiber of my being, like it has been. I don't want a broken heart, or to let tears fall, so I will not let something so unsure take me over. For the moment I will continue to hope and continue to dream, but jus

Sex Only
I am looking for hot nasty girls to play with We already talked about mutual masturbation, but what if you tied me up so I cant touch you.Your job is to make my cock rock hard with out touching me, can you make me cum without touching me? How? Ever get caught masturbating?

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Short Story Section I Wrote
The first day was long and full driving with passing scenery of stone and wave. Tremendous walls rose of mountain drawing the eye towards them as they reached for the sky. Birds flew over head as road signs and green vastness flew by. Many hours rode the wind and soon we arrived in the Sin City. It was a towering monolith to mans' gluttony and over indulgence in all things. Buildings of all shapes and sizes stormed from the ground, crowded together but each unique with something special to offer to anyone willing to part with time and money. Today would be the day of rest.

Boomer
boomer for sale . place your price We all worry about breast cancer, fubar has a bling for that. The stats show that almost no one worries or cares about our children with cancer..They are our future, and without them, well, we have no future, so please help our future blosom, promote awarerness for children with cancer.I grew my hair and 2 years later, I donate it to locks of love, a child with cancer deserves a second chance on life.Let's all stand up to the cause and help as much as we can, because again, children are our future..Thank you for all who support the cause,and feels that we all have to do something about it .

Ikaw Ay Aking Asawa
I love you with all my heart and being. I want to be one with you and give you myself 100%, there is no room for me to love another. You are all i crave and my hearts only desire . I want to walk hand in hand with you in the moonlight over the sandy beaches. When we are old and grey I want to do the same things with you, holding your hand and kissing you sweetly. My love, you are my everything, I love you!

Poetry By Meeeee
How can I get a grip, when my fingers constantly slip?Some can't deal with the stress, figuring that out isonly half the test. Helping fix other people's situationsis something I'm good at, but why is it still somethingI have to work at? I'm lost right now. It's like I'mrunning through a maze blindfolded. It's a paralyzingfeeling, like being trapped in box. I can't move. I'm surrounded by doubt and confusion. Something's missingMaybe it's love, maybe it's a material object. The confusion what really screwing me up. I'll figure it out, it's just writing it down kinda helps the the situation out. This started out as a poem..... LOOK HOW CONFUSED I AM. LOL

Poem 1
Shadows of memories, persistently reverberate, the mind's eye seeks to give form to these sillouetts. Dark premonitions have come, and gone, as time's sands deteriorate, Brief moments of happiness, surrounded by thoughts of missed options I regret. As the years continue to cycle, I find that seasons begin to grey, all become one, briefly, second sight lingers, just long enough to open the doors of a pleasant day. Rustling winds becon, calling my name, to join in their dance, a myriad of color, for an instant, flashes it's promise of peace, analysing it's ways, I am entranced. Shall I linger, on this plain, though I am a walker between worlds, to bear witness to this world's continuity of degradation? Into another ponderous thought scape, I am hurrled, growing weary of this fleshen shell, this plain, and finite limitations... To be free, once more, to feel the cold, vast regions of the macrocosm surround me, I long for the embrace of the unmanifest,an

Negative Thought Not Cool
Apparently Dunkin Doughnuts is giving away a free doughnut today with a purchase of coffee. Nice job Dunkin Dougnuts, you're encouraging unhealthy eating to build your business. Who cares if it leads to obesity, diabetes, and heart attacks, right? You're making money! It's truly sad how many negative people there are out there. Instead of wasting your time tearing down others and posting negative comments, why not focus your attention on something more productive? Try posting a positive status instead of a negative one! Positive attitude will not only make you feel better, but will take you a long way in your career, relationships, etc.

Dedicated To Tupac And Everybody Here In Fubar
Growing up in the streets, at the age of 7 wasn't a child's life to be, without a father,my mother she could barely make it, at the end of the day I went to sleep with empty stomach, thinking to myself another hopeless day and hoping for a better tomorrow. One evening my best friend gave me this tape, I can still remember for the reason I lost my grandfather that day, the person who took me under his wings, the one who only care for steven , was suddenly gone, left alone to fend for myself, all the burden put on me, to bury my grandfather, thinking what am I going to do, where am I suppose to go, what is there left of me,wen i was 15 i was having suicidal thoughts, my best friend came to me, the day It changed my life and never looked back, she told me listen to this song, that's the first time I herd Pac, the song "Words of a Wisdom". I closed my eyes and listen to his lyrics, I didn't care for the beat but the words caught my heart, I find tears running down my cheek, because I wasn'

Musings...
Coming back to Fubar after a year is a real shock... I was here for the LostChary, and then the CherryTap and finally Fubar and each change was a sorta seemless transferral from one to another...more stuff, more people...some changes were great and others a pain in the ass.

Words Of Wisdom..or Insanity?
The Gift There once was a beautiful young sub that had just chanced upon an understanding of her gift. She had learned that this gift, when given to the right person, was very valuable and she was very proud of her gift. She started out on a journey to find the right recipient of the gift so that the gift would increase in value and become everything that it could ever be. As she walked along the path she came upon a young man who appeared to be one who might understand and appreciate her gift. She began to speak with him, but quickly learned that he was a bully and not the kind of person who would increase the value of her gift. She started to withdraw from him, but he reached for her gift and demanded it. She struggled with him, and in the struggle the gift fell to the ground and was damaged. The bully looked at the maid kneeling on the ground, holding her gift and said to her, "Bah, look, you have broken it. Your gift isn't worthy of me." And with that he walked away. The l

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Stories Of A Fucked Up Childhood!
For years I have been told about how much I went through as a child. No I was never beaten. No I was never tortured. And no I was never Neglected. But I was put through a lot of situations that were not normal for a child! In fact any time I tell one or more of my stories I tend to have people tell me I should write a book. Seeing as I believe my mom did drugs while pregnant...... I have ADHD and can't just write a book, so I figure I will let you guys into my past and help me write parts of what would be my book here......... So here is a quick overview of my history and people involved.... I was born July 4th 1976 in Boston. My dad was late getting to the hospital by like 12 hrs and was probably gambling. I lived with my mom until the end of 2nd grade when both parents went to jail and mt grandparents took me in. My dad had lived with us off and on until second grade. In fact I believe my parents were married and divorced several times to each other. In 5th grade I was give th

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Bombs N What?
so I am totally clue less n a little drunk..WTF is a bomb? ny one? I mean c'mon..it took me 3 yrs to get a salute up! lol just kidding but no...I came to this site n didnt read a dang thing..now I am n I am sooooo confused....well...this is my first blog..it sucks elf but hey..never said I was a brain...just an old vamp. Peace to you all n Goddess bless Still confused...but eh..No Worries..BB

This Man A Lair
Deb (6/14/2010 12:07:25 AM): even if tonight ...we where done i still worry about you ..i am making a statement is all !!!!Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:07:49 AM): iknow baby hugs Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:07:56 AM): i feel the same wayDeb (6/14/2010 12:09:25 AM): I wish you really understood how i felt......i have been trying to pull my feelings away some Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:10:56 AM): i do babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:13:04 AM): you here or busy ?Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:13:28 AM): im hereMike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:13:37 AM): i said i do know how you feel babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:14:21 AM): your do Mike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:14:56 AM): love you babyDeb (6/14/2010 12:15:07 AM): MikeDeb (6/14/2010 12:15:50 AM): so you have any questions for me, since i do most the talking lolMike Hubbard (6/14/2010 12:16:49 AM): is there any jobs for me there?Deb (6/14/2010 12:17:47 AM): in the city also in the area lol babe very small town Deb (6/14/2010 12:17:58 AM): everyone works in t

My Sick Mind Works Like This
I have resigned myself to believe that men with dark hair and light-colored eyes will be the death of me. I amaze myself sometimes, looking back at it all, that I really did get to date some really REALLY good looking guys. Like, no fucking way in hell that someone like me should get a guy that looks like that. Once upon a time, I had married a guy who was 6', buck-thirtyfive soaking wet, pale skin, hazel eyes, and dark DARK brown hair. Lots of chicks wanted him, but somehow I got him. He was insanely handsome and very nice. I loved him deeply. Too bad I had found out later that he had merely settled for me until what he wanted came back to him. Then there was this guy... a little more bulk to him, blue eyes instead of hazel.. how the fuck this guy thought I was something, I will never understand. He lacks in the spelling department, which is usually a big turn-off for me, but his wit, his charm, and his ability to pound a beer made me hump air. He recently revealed to me that

In The Mirror
Welcome to another night of insight according the young male's view. Tonight is a night where things will seem twisted, but, in all intensions, due to perspective, is just an illusion. Again, this view may be explicit, vague, or incomplete; please be considerate and be acknowledged with a fair warning. How many days, must a person go on with their lives when they know that tomorrow is the same routine, and yet doesn't change it to make it more enjoyable, if they wake up miserable? I am not saying I wake up miserable, but I just feel, at times, discouraged and unmotivated to do something, but once I do, those around me look at me, and question me like I am insane. Is this considered a normal thing, or is it just awkward, or is it just plain idiocy?What I mean is this: every time I want to do something, those around me, do not want to do it. What am I doing, that makes me so different from the rest of those around me? Has my personality been shifted or is it just the other side of

Family
Have you ever been out in Nature, and gazed upon a swift-flowing river? It is a beautiful river, sparkling and frothy, filled with diverse currents and rapids, calm pools, gentle shores. Now and then you see a sandbar protruding from the surface; debris carried by the flow hangs-up on these and stays there. Until, one day, the current from the river erodes the sandbar and the debris on the upstream end is swept away, and disappears. We, our friends and family, acquaintances, lovers and former ones, co-workers, the guy who takes your toll, and more lately the ones that join us via the cyber-community, we all stand upon a great shoal in the flowing river of Life. Every now and then, and in no particular order, one of our group vanishes into that great current; leaving those remaining to shuffle uneasily, and to wonder what the Hell happened. But that sand keeps migrating downstream, and that proverbial dune keeps getting more amd more crowded. And sooner or later, we all stand upon th

Ummmm I Dont Kno
I dunno man, just feels like, well a lot different Kinda feels like, I’m on a whole different page right now Feels strange but um, I guess it’s kinda like… it’s kinda like [Verse 1] I feel like I’m morphin’, into something that’s so incredible, that I’m dwarfin’ All competitors, better get your girlfriend in check It’s psychological warfare, endorphins I effect His self esteem shatters his dialect Comes blasting out your deck, she loves me Such passion you’d expect this sort of reaction from her yet You strong-arm, you’re fucking corny, you try to turn your charm on Cause you just think you’re Bishop the Don Juan But if you think that you’re fucking with me, homie you’re on one I’m cockin’ my head back like ‘Ed Lover, come on son She’s on my johnson, she brings my name up constant Your boy

Writings & Thoughts...
Why should I remain cornered? Why should I always help others achieve what they're not meant for while I can effortlessly achieve it? Why should I help create the stars and stay aside among the fans? Why should I give up on what is rightfully mine just because I don't fit a definition in their book? Why should I let them throw me into a straitjacket while all I say is the truth? Till when should I take everybody's crap and bullshit? Till when should I just be patient? Till when should I wait and wait and wait? I need a quick solution... I have no more years to waste... My best years have gone by in vain so far... While nothing at all has ever been changed... I am sick of the lies people keep telling... I am sick of the faces people keep wearing... I am sick of the stories... I am sick of the words... I am sick of people!!! I am a name Written on dust… On a moist mirror That hides a nude bust… I am the memory Of a long lost hope… Carved

Eyes Wide Open
a part of me has been taken, but will always be, yet through it's change , I've become stronger, I'm life's experience, and through it, wisdom I've gained.....Nothing lasts forever, and memories fade. Yesterday is dead and gone.... Trust and Faith in self LADIES, YOU WANT A *GOOD MAN* , BE A GOOD WOMAN.

About......" Forever"
I hear a voice say- 'Don't be so blind.'It's telling me all these things that you would probably hide.Am I your one and only desire?Am I the reason you breathe? Or am I the reason you cry?Always (7X)I just can't live without you.I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you.I just can't take anymore of this life of solitudeI guess that I'm out the door and that I'm done with you.(I pick myself off the floor and now I'm done with you)I feel like you don't Want me aroundGuess I'll pack all my thingsI guess I'll see you around.It's all been bottled up until now.And as I walk out your door All I can hear is the sound of…Always (7X)I wrap my head around your heart.Why would you tear my world apart.I see the blood all over your handsDoes it make you feel more like a man?Was it all just part of your plan?The pistol shaking in my hands And all I hear is the sound I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe

Welcome To The Moosedaddy Lounge
Well it's that time of year where all the hard work and long hours you put in at your job finally payoff... How you might ask? Well instead of taking all that extra money you have saved up over the past 11 months and going on a vacation with the one you love, you get to spend it on everyone else!!!(yah!)( note the sarcasm in that) Not that I don't like to spoil the ones I love, I just wish product nowadays wasn't so damn expensive!!!!! Unless all you have for kids are dogs, if you don't have at least $2,000.00 saved up for Christmas, your'e pretty much screwed in the present department(and not in the way you would like to be). So I'm going to do what any good father would do, I'm going to spend as much as I can and worry about myself at a later date. And if that isn't enough, well then they can get off their ass and get a job and buy their own shit!!!!! Gotta go and surf the web for more Christmas gifts..... So much fun...

Gamecrush.com * Hottest New Gaming & Social Website
this is for a certain disbeliever that thinks the only way to get ratings & profile views is by being a bling whore ie on here 24/7 promoting themselves, wasting real money on pimpouts, bling , gifts, Vips etc... and I got

Friendship
Do u ever wonder why we have lounges? its to make friends, have fun and most lounges listen to great tunes so if u dont have a lounge,,,check one out...support others on fubar and meet new people and have

Stories From The 4th
i only bomb on double points days, and my list is generally about 30 minutes long, so you have a good 25+ minutes at the end of my bombing to get some love from me if you just follow these few simple guidelines!

Why?
I mean, why the circus? isn't there somewhere better to run away to, like possibly disneyland to ride all the rides free forever, to the mall where they can live in the ceiling and become a mall ninja and steal anything awesome, or even playboy mansion, where they get all of the free porn they want with no parental blocks. But no, they want to run away to the circus where they are peeped on by a bunch of drunken clowns who smell like beef jerky and cheese, where their job is to shovel elephant shit because their kids and they have no fucking talent other then entertaining a few pedophilic tightrope artists. why do you think they wear such tight tights? so their junk has no room to grow when they see all the little kids, sick high flying pricks, and when it's all over, you have a 40 year old man who's scarred beyond repair, who is freakishly scared of clowns, and they have no teeth from eating so much fucking popcorn. now think about it and let me know your insights. thanks for reading

No Title Necessary
heels click across a busy intersection... it may look like love, but instead reeks of a drunken stupor. don't make eye contact with the homeless man, or you'll quickly be talked out of your paycheck. screams of the pretty drunks across the street echo over the police cruisers, honking horns from impatient cab drivers drown out the bustle of the area. and i came HERE for peace of mind? the buildings have a colonial charm about them, so textured and garish against a tranquil night sky, the view of the stars marred by city haze and blinding orange streetlights. There are trees lining the streets, but planted by men and left for dead. The cracked marble is like home, a tarnished version of perfection, while steam and funk from the sewer systems waft above it into the air. There's art on the walls, some student projects most likely, but they emanate sex and rage like a third-rate pornographic fantasy. But I'm content to sit in the cold, sipping on my long-chilled c

Tidbits
You know, only a handful of people will bother even noticing I posted a blog, and to those few people, thanks for noticing. It's not often that I throw one of these out. Now, I'm doing this for a few different reasons. First and foremost is simplicity. I don't feel like telling everyone the same thing over and over and over again because I'm in a bad mood, and it puts me in a worse mood having to explain things more than once, ESPECIALLY things that are pissing me off. Secondly, because only the people that even halfway give a shit are gonna read this shit anyways. As is it has become readily apparent, I'm in a shitty mood. Have been for the last few weeks. I've tried to talk to a few people about it, here and offline, but most of the time I just get pushed off to the side, like my problems are less important than the person I'm talking too, and it's pretty much pushed me to the point of open hostility with people I care about. This is not my end goal. Anyways, to the rant. I hate

My Life Story
so yar my dad gets another job offer in Conroe,Tx. i was sad that i would never see my friends from school again. there is one i managed to find on facebook but he doesn't remember me :P so i went to a new school and finished up 1st grade. the house we lived on was like a really small ranch in another forested area. we had a pasture for horses but never had any. after 1st grade we had to move again because our house kept having problems and the landlord wouldn't help fix them. a few months later my dad took him to court and we ended up winning i think. i know i went to the court when it happened but i cannot recall at all what happened.

Staff
I wanted to remind all crew leaders about all your requirments I will like to see all crew leaders to step up and do alot more for the page. Crew leaders requirements: 1. Go on the hp at least once a day and look around check emails and if there is a important email for Mendi or wizard leave it but send Wizard or Mendi a email telling them that they have a email so they can read it. Delete the other emails like the ppl who shitface the page and others. Before you do send a drink and thank them for what they give. DO NOT TOUCH THE FRIEND REQUEST THATS WIZARD JOB. 2. Check and see if any members has any negative messages in their status if they do let me know. 3. Find Level ups make sure they fit the requirements if you not sure read the hp Wizard put it in the "About Me" section you can ask these questions to yourself and if its all positive then its a good level up :) 1.What time is it ? (If its likr 4:40pm look if there is theres a hh if not then explain we will do the l

Rules & Guildlines
To make things easier for me and my staff I am going to make Sunday's the day that All members must Re-Rate the Rollcall..This will insure that all members have each other R/F/A to each other...Mendi has been Rating everyone each day and has very few that rates her back..Just FYI she is the BOSS of this family and is the one that has the final say as to how things are done here..if you are not being active she will know and when she says remove then I WILL REMOVE you from the CTL...So you might want to make sure when she rates you that you return the gesture! As for the TOD..All members must rate the TOD folder of the person drawn that day EVERYDAY this means if you dont rate the TOD and DONT give me a reason why then you will be Removed for non-compliance to the rules! Level ups...We post all level ups in the video section of our stash..when you see the status say Leveling see stash...All members that are online at the time will be expected to participate in the level up!

The End
You were the last I would have ever expected to lie to me and leave me alone. To wonder where you've gone and what you're doing and what I did to deserve this. I don't remember my life without you in it. And I don't remember what its like to not have someone to call and cry to no matter the time. And I don't remember what its like to not have you do the same. I never thought you would forget me. And I never thought that you could be the monster that you've proven to be. And the sad part is. I still miss you. and I have a feeling that I always will. Sometimes I just don't realize how much it hurts to be alive. Its a constant part of every day life. The prick of a finger, a fresh tattoo,

Writings
Sandcastle I stand upon a moonlit beachWith the Atlantic ending at my feetNorth east wind whips at my backFor penance and grace I sorely lackI stand with sadness across my facePlaced on Earth this lonely placeThe tide calls deep as it pulls the sandFrom under my feet where I standI'm in its trance but I won't goBut stand my ground with all I knowWhat life throws me I won't denyMakes me flicker wane laugh and cryBut one day soon my sands of timeWill drag me out with evening tideTill all I am is a memoryAn epitath that stands for all to readBut my heart has caught every grain that fallsThru my hourglass yes, I will catch them allAnd transform this life to infinity

My First Blog!
So as you all noticed, I haven't been that active in the past few days. Why? Well, I went to Detroit from Friday to Sunday (and I was busy with school shit after that). Anyway, I really wanted to mumm this but I thought a blog would be more appropriate. Also, it's time I write my first blog (and you guys should be grateful cause you're witnessing history right here). So lets get started. Why the fuck did I go to Detroit? Well, I wanted to go to the Jay-Z/Eminem concert. I planned on buying tickets from a scalper or something. I also went to meet that 17 year old chicka I met on yahoo about a month ago (she lives an hour away from the city). And of course, I needed a bit of a vacation so this was a perfect opportunity. So I left with my friend (who's like Kramer on valium) on Friday morning. We got there sometime in the afternoon and after a little touring, we thought "okay Detroit is boring." Then I went off to go find tickets to the concert. My friend decided not to go so he went ba

My Lot In Life, It's Not Alot But It's My Life
Kids off to bed and time for me to relax. Was a good weekend. My 5 year old loves swimming lessons, my daughter stayed at her grandparents house all weekend. The baby not feeling to good though. Weather been good and that helps. For me I got class tomorrow and wednesday. Also giving a lecture at work on Wednesday. Going to be tired that day. Many will find this boring and sorry for that. I have been a parent for 10 years and it does become a large part of who you are. Entirely to warm here. But it beats Evansville. Back at home, still hate funerals and they are not getting any easier. Anyways home and kids are happy. So am I

~for Friends***guido Zen~
***For my True Friends in this FuNation....thanks for being Real....hope this helps your heart as it has touched mine with experience along the journey.....peace **No Man or Woman is worth your tears, But Once You find One that Is, He or She won't make you Cry... **What a friend is for...when you are lost in Darkness and Searching for the Light...to Help you through those Lonely Nights...when everything around you Fails....Just hold our Your Hand...and I will come Running....that is what a Friend is for.... **Be still when You have Nothing to Say....and when Genuine Passion move You...Say what you have to say and Say it HOT **Do Not Ask a Person to be what He or She is Not....Do not ask of a Person what they can not give...Accept who they are, what they give and what you can offer them....expecting only good in return... **People will always talk, games will be played, loves gained and loves lost, hearts broken....but there are no friends or enemies...Only how WE choose to Live

Life
What do you do when all you can do is nothing? The feelings that you have are there and not so easy to change. I wish I could change how I feel and make life easier for you because in the end my life would also be just a little easier and my heart wouldn't hutn nearly as bad. I have to put on this brave face everytime I think about you and the fact that I can't really have you. I should be extremely happy with what I have an in the end I guess I am... But why do I keep looking? Is it because at one point I had nothing to look forward to and even though now I do I don't want to be in that situation again. I was alone for so long and it sucked... I mean I have really great friends but that love isn't the same... Ugh.... My intention was never to hurt anyone, so why is it that I do? I mean really... Sigh. Deep sigh OK so really I leave friday to head to England. I am so excited. My dad was in the AF for 20 yrs and the only place out of the country I"ve ever been is Canada and the Bahamas.

Ain't Life Grand?
I often find myself disscussing the possibilities of existance with a few friends.Some of us have startling different veiws on the subject.One in particular always makes me feel as though there is little hope for us as a species.Let's just call him "M."He seriously thinks that all of life is utterly pointless.Nothing really exists and no one is ever truely alive. He refuses to search for answers to anything, as understanding is a futile endeavor.Nothing is made to make sense, according to M, and that everytime you find any answer, it's complicated with a thousand more questions.He sees no beauty in life, only chaos. He seems to feel no love for much of anything, just contempt and loathing.Bored almost to tears when no one is around, he is constantly searching for companionship. He is overly competitive, which then drives people away.His negativity is heart-breaking.

My Words Of Life
u must meet these requirements 1. white 2. male 3. 28-36 yrs of age 4. works 5. loves kids 6. 5-30 miles of me 7. not jealous 8. not controlling 9. not abusive 10. not afraid of commitment 11. has own vehicle 12. not judgemental 13. not married or with someone 14. drug free 15. no felonies on record 16. not childish to their partner 17. wants a real relationship not a fling 18. not too clingy 19. not a drunk 20. not a sex freak if u meet ALL these requirements give me a shout and if u dont, sorry i have my bounderies. My Freedom Of Speech First of all, I'm not writing this to offend any of my current friends. This is a good way to express how I feel about things. I think that our world has gone to crap. Used to our parents could just send us out to play and not have to worry about anything but nowadays kids are not safe outside alone. I'm not prejudice but this world has turned into a mixed race world which is wrong. The jobs used to be alot better and we really h

Words Of Wisdom
often times we may have times in our live where we cannot keep up with anything or anyone... so i devised a blog that can be checked out everyday that will have a qoute on it that might help you take the time to realize that if you rush through life without even taking a glimpse around you what will people think or say or maybe even feel about you. for me i try not to live life to the extreme seriousness that people sometimes do in fact i realize the more i take life a little less seriously thats when i can truly enjoy life. these are the reasons for my qoutes these sayings are my own hand writin qoutes these qoutes i live by ever second of the day and in closing i

Fury
Ok...it can't be done unless I type it out myself.....which of course I refuse to do because it is ridiculous.....you will just have to look up the lyrics yourself It's ok for a man to be angry It's ok for a man to be rude It's not ok for a woman to be angry It's not ok for a woman to be rude That paradox lives with me still In my female body, While I am a hunter myself And even threatens the most ridiculous thing on the planet My ability to access Fubar Where I have friends that are beyond that garbage Because I made sure of that

All My Love - Alphafighter28
I love to write please dont steal my writting!!!! NO MATTER No matter the distance, No matter the time, No matter the long sleepness nights, You wake up to find, No matter what happens, Or how Life reacts, We always have each other as our bestfriend, No Matter what Journeys our life takes us on, We always have each other til 1:30 or dawn, No matter the source, No matter the dreams, No matter what happens, We always have our dreams, We have each other no questions asked, We have everything we could ask for, That will always last!!! How I feel I cant wait to see you, And Wrap you in my arms and hold you tight, I cant wait to hold you all thru the night, I cant wait to gaze at the stars by yourside, While we lay and talk quietly thru the night, I cant wait to hear you wisper, Those words I've longed to hear, I love you more then the breaths, It takes to live one year, You are my soul and my everything, Your all I need and keep you near, You have my heart

A Little About Me
Well, I have learned a lot since joining fubar. One there are some very nice people on here,theres great lounges and a great family atmosphere.I was gonna let one bad apple ruin the fubar experience for me but its best to ignore that person and have fun on here.....SO LETS GET THE FUCKING PARTY STARTED!!!!!!! I AM HERE FOR FRIENDS AND FRIENDS ONLY!!! THAT IS WHILE I"M HERE,I WILL BE DELETING FUBAR SOON ALONG WITH YAHOO AND ANY OTHER WAY OF GETTING MY HEART BROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stuff
ok so ive been on fu for a couple of days,and i have to admit that i have been having fun. In fact I find myself coming here quite a bit. So a big high five to fubar for being a one of a kind place,and i hope i have as much fun a year from now as i am right now Skeptical? Yes i am,and why shouldn't I be I've been to a few sites. Not enough to be a so called expert but enough to form an opinion on them. And so far I am of the opinion that i am not impressed with them.Between the bots and kids and idiots I had all but given up hope that anything else existed so my bud tells me about fubar. He told me i wont be disappointed,will I? Who knows, but ill give it a shot. So far it seems like a cool site, but so did so many others. i really hope i'm not disappointed this time. "prayin" like hell this doesn't suck lol

When U Think Life Sucks
have u even been like me getting sick n tired of ppls bullshit and throw your hands up in the air and say fuck it people amuse me they really do they act so fuckin stupid some times its laughable do they do that shit on purpose or do they even know they r doing it idk could b both they act like idoits or have a moron attack type of ppl who should wear a helmet 24-7 ppl think that their lives suck some ppl have an easy life i know from personal record how hard life can b ive never had a normal child hood was a punching bag for 13 yrs ive been made fun of picked on cause i look diffrernt talk different wasnt born with a silver spoon in my mouth never had things handin to me i worked for every thing i have ppl judge way too quick bout a person get to know b4 u judge

Headline
Fubar Rocks...Watch this page for Krazy Kewl pics and Interviews filmed live at various public and social events..Coming Soon!!!! If crying was a doorway and my tears opened the way, I'd step right into heaven and bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken no time to say goodbye, you were gone before I knew it the question is only why? My heart still aches in sadness my secret tears still flow, what it meant to lose you no one will ever know. I will always be confused no matter how happy I may seem, but I'm grateful for last night when you approached me in my dreams. For now I know you want me to mourn for you no more, to remember all the happy times, and know life has more in store. Since you'll NEVER be forgotten I pledge to you this day, A hallowed place inside my heart is where you'll always stay! Estrella de la Manana! para la muher mas Bonita de MUNDO!

I Am This Woman
Would you take me as i am,with my issues and flaws. Pull me to your chest,without hesitation or a pause. Slide your hungry tounge between my parted lips. Run your anxious fingers along my hips. Wrap in your passion,exposing your every need. Press your steamy lips to mine,every secret freed. Sprinkle your tears across our cheeks,confessing your every desire. Moan my name,call me yours and set my soul on fire. Needing me more with every breath that slips into your chest. Please me nightly miss me daily,never comparing me to the rest. Grip my wrist,look into my eyes and say the words i long to hear. Kiss me roughly and weep my name forever holding me. WOULD YOU ? I'm the Woman who will put my head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you. I'm the Woman who likes to be kissed in the rain more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the Woman who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it

Just Me
It sometimes amazes me how looks seem to matter to so many people. What does that really say about a person ? What do looks say about anybody ? Perhaps you have good genetics, or know how to make the most of what you have seems like in this world Beauty will get you further. I love to watch the girl that is pencil thin that says omg I'm so fat. Whats that say about people of normal size ? Or the person that constantly says oh Im so ugly I sometimes want to say Yes you are! I mean when do we look past beauty at someone's accomplishments? Understandably people are attracted to beauty or good looking people. I have met many a man who were so handsome but seemed so ugly to me. Their attitude their "cockiness"

About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49 {---Basics---} Name: Andy Nickname(s): -- Age: 21 Birthday: Jan. 01, 1989 Birthplace: Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania Current Location: Southfield, Michigan Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6" Weight: Lefty or Righty: Right Zodiac Sign: Capricorn What Do You Drive: A Car Screenname: Ask for It {---Favorites---} Color: Red, Black, green, Number: Band: what ever sounds good at the time I'm listening to it Music Genre: All TV Show: Family Guy, The Simpsons, TNA, UFC, WWE Movie: Action, and comdie Actor: Actress: Kind of Movie:

Aa
Went to my first AA meeting on Monday. Preparing to go to my second in a few mins. I HATE these people. A bunch of weak willed, trading one crutch for another, pansy fucks. They are completly dependant. They trade the bar scene and drinking for meetings. Granted a healthier habit, but still a habit none the less. When I decide to not drink, I don't drink. I don't need sob stories, or hugs, or a book, or god, to keep me from drinking. Alcohol is NOT a physical adiction. It's mental. I have a stong enough mental capacity, to not get adicted to stupidity. I admit my adictions freely. Caffine, nicotine, actual physical addictions. Things that can adict your body. I hate this. Well I just finished my second meeting. My opinion has NOT changed. A bunch of weak willed, crutch searchin, self destuctive fucks. These are not my kind of people. This is a place where I do not belong. How can any government institotion force people to go to these fuck off meetings? What happened to separation of ch

Insightful..
I'm a killerCold and wrathfulSilent sleeperI've been inside your bedroomI've murdered half the townLeft you love notes on their headstonesI'll fill the graveyardsUntil I have youMoonlight walkingI smell your softnessCarnivorous and lustingTo track you down among the pinesI want you stuffed into my mouthHold you down and tear you openLive inside youOh, love I'd never hurt youBut I'll grind against your bonesUntil our marrows mixI will eat you slowlyOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much blood pulled through my veinsOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much bloodI wake in terrorBlackbirds screamingDark cathedrals spillingMidnight on their altersI'm your servant My immortalPale and perfect Such unholy heavingThe statues close their eyesThe room is changingBreak my skinAnd drain meAncient languageSpeak through fingersThe awful edgesWhere you end and I beginInside your mouthI cannot seeThere's catastrophe In everything I'm touchingAs I sweat and crush youAnd I hold your beating chambersU

Rcac Tv!
I would like to invite you to visit RCAC Studios at 137 Locust St., at Park Marina Dr., in the hopes that you may be interested in interning or working with our public access television stations.Please give us a call at: 530-241-7222 or you may call me directly at: 530-917-1037 (to 11pm).Hope you are doing well and hope to talk to you soon.Grant GarrisonRead more: http://www.myspace.com/grantgarrison/blog#ixzz0wWzVCfEI Interested in making television? Interns and volunteers needed @ RCAC TV !!

Lyrics
This blog is just gonna be loaded with different lyrics that I feel has meaning to myself or just things that make me think.All I ever wanted wasI don't wanna lieAll I ever wanted wasA shot that I never gotAll I ever neededNo one ever caredAll I ever wanted wasSomeone take me outta here

Total Randomness
For anyone who ever complains of how nasty their roommates are. Shut the hell up. I PROMISE you that I have you beat. Hands down. They are a married couple. Big hearts and they have done a lot for me and my daughter but they are the absolute foulest, nastiest people I have EVER lived with. The husband and I kid you not, has only showered TWICE in the year I have lived here! Now mind you, the rest of the house doesn't look like this because I make damn sure it doesn't. This is how they LIVE in their bedroom!! **WARNING** You WILL need a puke bag!! Shhhh! He's sleeeeepin :O

Shoah
Taking readers through the haunting Holocaust from 1939 - 1942, ‘Shoah’, sets in motion the tormenting love story between a German and Jew. Through the societal angst, Leon and Abigail struggle to find a way to love each other in secret only to be torn apart. Join them as they embark on a legendary love story

Sweetheart Ladies
just wanna tell all u ladies of fubar you all are so very attractive n beautifull sexy and gorgous i rate all of you a 11 high 5 sexy precious ladies love you all very much n care alot for yall hehe xoxo hugs kisses n lots of love n tlc wink wink hey my ladies friends n lovers lol come talk to me dont be strangers n all u ladies that wanna jump on the band waggon go rite ahead ur all welcome sweeties hehe

Random Thoughts From A Psycho's Head.
"What do i do now that you're gone? No back up plan No second chance and no one else to blame All i can hear in the silence that remains... Are the words i couldn't say." ~Rascal Flatts Today, all i can think about is the fact that you're gone. I'm so angry for what you did, but i miss my husband like no other. But you sir, you are not my husband. ~You are not the man who was at my wedding. ~you are not the man who sings a lullaby withme to our son every night. ~You are not the man who makes dinner special even if it's mac n cheese. ~you are not the man who used to kiss me passionately with meaning. ~You are not the man who put his arm around my waist as he turned out the lights for the night. ~You are not the man i love. You are the opposite of the person i married. You have taken him away from me and i'm angry with you. I don't even think you know who you are anymore. Where is my soulmate? Where did the fun times go? Why can't we just smile anymore? Why can't we just lau

Just Some Thoughts...
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Emo Dude
Danny Woodard: hi 3:15pm NOT so PRE...: ? 3:15pm Danny Woodard: whats up 3:16pm NOT so PRE...: not much, whats up? 3:16pm Danny Woodard: nada would u like to join me in a drink 3:17pm NOT so PRE...: you need a drink from here? 3:17pm Danny Woodard: well even though its in a cyber bar 3:17pm Danny Woodard: and your hot 3:18pm NOT so PRE...: thank you..I sent you a beer 3:19pm Danny Woodard: i returned the favor 3:19pm Danny Woodard: w/a kiss 3:19pm NOT so PRE...: thx 3:20pm Danny Woodard: welcome 3:20pm Danny Woodard: would u like top join me on my fubed 3:20pm Danny Woodard: just got done working

Slimhill,still,flystafly...
have you ever been grounded,but feel like your flying,mylyfs like that everyday,aways flyin... if you looking for a cool,fly gy,to be your friend,send me a friend request..you wont regret it,pinky promise...

My Work Of Bordem
Do you know any Wiccans? If so do you know anything about their religion? Do you already have preconceived ideas on them? This may help clear some things up on them. Wicca is not evil and you may be surprised at what you discover here. Wicca is a Neopagan religion and is now the form of modern witchcraft. Often referred to as "witchcraft" or "the craft" by followers, who are known as "wiccans" or "witches". The origins of Wicca is disputed in England in the early 20th century. How ever it was first popularized in the 1950s by Gerald Gardner. At the time is was called "witch cult" and "witchcraft", the followers then were called "the wica". In the 1960s the religious name was normalized to Wicca. This religion is typically a duotheistic religion, meaning at least two gods. Wiccan's worship a Goddess and a God, viewed traditionally as the "Triple Goddess" and "Horned God". The worship of the "Triple Goddess" in the Wiccan belief is a practice that dates back to the mid-twe

Poem 1
"Fire and Brimstone"The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels I have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what I feel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melts from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to say I am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending. "What Will It Take"I have lost friends I have lost loversWhat will it take to never hurt anotherMy life has become numbMy Life has become dimWhat will it take to never hurt againThe times have became hardThe times have become ferceWhat will it take to stop these tearsI have hurt my

Random Thoughts
I don't know but i think fubar should make an app for the android market. would be a lot better for some people that cant get on all the time and if they have a smart phone and have an app it would be worth the while to have it but that just me saying Just want to get somethings out in the open.

Poetry..
I'm cocky yet shy yet confindent the best guy in a sense Was in a car acident at 6, and been on fire evry since ask why i b so hot...few mins you'll think da same few days jus for you lames and it varies wit all you dames a lova neva a fighter, but fight for those who's light dividin all da fake from real wit jus my mind i'm devine in all i do keep God above it all seeded up wit 2 kids whom i love and would kill all....for five, six again da best at dis shit analyzin everything and everyone trust i kno wat is and wat isn't All those whom i entertain...be weary because i kno your intentions your methods and devious - ness.. only go how far i allow them to go so watch ya self thinkin Tee is so oblivious jus cuz i try to think dis life is precious dat God has givin us I'm livin jus for da city, committee, the whole world in fact i hate dis individualness we all should move in packs but dats jus my opinion i dont expect you to agree But thats why your not and im hot infinity degrees Lets g

Why The Hell
Did you all here about the BS law this POS president passed? if you work more than 32 hrs a week you have to buy insurance! WTF? so its a catch 22 if you work more than 32 hours you have to pay like $100 a month in insurance or if you decide to just work 31 hrs you get shit pay!!!!! know what i say we fucked up by putting this POS in office Guys let me ask, why can't women just be honest? why do they have to say ya i care for you or i love you, then you find out it's all BS. When guys tell women how we feel or what we really want they say we're insenative or creeps or whatever. HONESTY women you should learn it, it would make the world a better place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Playlist
Ok, so I just made my own online business, it's basically picture cookies. They are cookies you order from me but you can put your own picture on them, and or text. Say if your daughter was having a baby, you could put a picture of a teddy bear on the cookie and write its a girl or its a boy on it, they are 100% edible, beautiful designs, some are already on the site that you can choose from, and they are very yummy. reasonable prices as well. I'm not tryin to break anybody. I'm tryin to get my business up and running, so if you or someone you know is interested, please feel free to hand out this link

A Real Man
A Real ManA real man is a woman's best friend. He willnever stand her up and never let her down.He will reassure her when she feels insecureand comfort her after a bad day.He will inspire her to do things she neverthought she could do; to live without fearand forget regret. He will enable her toexpress her deepest emotions and give in toher most intimate desires. He will make sureshe always feels as though she's the mostbeautiful woman in the room and will enableher to be the most confident, sexy,seductive, and invincible.No wait... sorry... I'm thinking of wine.SHIT! The Awakening(Author Unknown) A time comes in your life when you finally get...when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somwhere the voice inside your head cries out....ENOUGH. Wnough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on. then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. Th

Thoughts
We women are born detectives. In our eyes, all men are suspect and their adventures will end up being discovered – it's just a matter of time. Even if we are not in love with you, hearing "I love you” is a balm to our souls. And if you don't say it, we will notice and become sad. The same thing happens with "you are beautiful”. It takes less than two seconds to say these three magical words, which can change our nightmares into real fairy tales. If we ask what clothes we should wear, don't be annoyed if we put on exactly the opposite of what you chose – that's part of our nature. At a party we are capable of scanning the whole room in less than a minute to find out what interests us. Just watch. We think of sex with the same compulsion as men - or maybe even more so. The only difference is that we don't show it. If we don't accept immediately an invitation to dinner or a first date, don't worry – we just need a few days to lose the extra kil

My Writings
Bombardment "The world is inhabited by Man. Other races, monsters and such are mythology and legend. Your characters have been drawn together by a common attribute - the ability to see what others cannot. In your early teens, you could see things that others could not - things from legend and myth. These things have caused great embarrassment for your parents, and the local populace has labeled you all as crazy, some even calling you possessed. Your ability to control your sight has slowly grown. Now that you have reached maturity, your ability can be turned on/off at will. However, it is not always effective. You are hoping that with time and practice that you'll be able to make it a little more reliable. One thing that you can see 100% of the time is your true self and those of your friends. Some of you have even realized, through your recent enlightenment, the power to use magic. The town had always thought the group was strange, but the turning point was when you began to appe

S/m What Does It Mean
i have noticed that a lot of people are into bdsm but some are done in different ways wether it is a smack on the ass or a pull of the hair there are many forms to bdsm i am wondering how many people exactly

In Case You Were Wondering...
Other WorldThey are so rare. So strange. We know so little about them. The faces, the faces. They have a dangerous quality, as if attached to a pagan soul, a sprite who can talk to trees, and the trees talk back. The redhead's skin is beyond milky pale. It is so translucent you can often see blue veins. Freckles are a constant, from a smattering across a pert nose to a full-body speckle made up of reds and brown. Comforting mothers call them "angel kisses." Even with high-SPF sunblock, tanning is an issue. The eyes are often a smoky brown. Or the color of the ocean, from slate to marble, depending on the light and mood. The blue-eyed white-skinned redheads are like walking flags. The green-eyed redheads shake you to your soul; you are helpless in their grip. No wonder they have so often been seen as gods or demons. Or aliens, mutants, wizards or threats. Redheads are definitely genetic outliers. Less than 1 percent of the human race may be redheads -- at most, 2. Between 2 and 6 p

A True Friend
For those's who have been keeping up with my Status the last few months or on Facebookk or talking to me.. I went back to the Dr. today. I like the news he had given me today. My right shoulder is doing alot better now. He says it will be at least 2 months before i can do some things with that shoulder. I can live that. The other thing is I am done with PT for good. They just need to give me a excrise program to do at home. I know my daughter Terri will be cheering me on and helping me with the excireses that I need to do. Terri is 14 years old and has been my greastest support of getting through all of this and besides from friends who has been there too. I still have some pain here and there I can live with that, I like this pain compare to the pain i had before the surgery. I will be watching what i do with that shoulder as long as I dont hurt it again. I dont want to go through that again. Thanks to the great friends who have been there for me. I couldnt had done this with out you.

Business Would Like You To Accept That And Act Like Good Little Consumers
Iraq is a victory but a Pyrrhic one; a few more victories like this, and America will be defeated. Though Obama has done a good a job as fortune and the times have allowed him to do, this is isn't Obama's victory. Iraq certainly is not Bush's victory either.If Iraq is anyone's victory, it's the victory of experienced, competent, non-ideological military and civilian leadership over arrogant, theoretical, ideological, brute-force and massive ignorance political leadership. Our military and civilian agencies of government snatched victory from the mouth of defeat in a war that the politicians started and nearly lost. It's Petraeus' victory, it's Gates' victory, it's the soldiers' victory; Iraq is the victory of the reality-based community over the faith-based community.And if anyone was defeated in America, it was the neocons, who discovered that reality is not constructed from one's dreams or theories; rather, reality is reality; reality exists whether one likes it or not; and ignoring

New
I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. FEELS LIKE EVERYONE WANTS ME TO FAIL, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. I WANT TO MAKE IT TO THE TOP, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. FEELS LIKE EVERYONE WANTS ME TO BE DOWN ALL THE TIME, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. BUT I PUT ON THAT SMILE AND SHOW IT TO THE WORLD, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. FEELS LIKE NO MAN WANTS TO LOVE ME, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. BUT I DON'T WORRY BECAUSE I KNOW HE'S OUT THERE, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. EVERYONE IS OVER THERE LOOKING AT ME AND THINKING, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. I KNOW THEIR ALL WRONG AND ONE DAY ILL PROVE IT TO THEM, SO I STAND HERE AND I STAND ALONE. NOW I TURN TO MY RIGHT AND I SEE YOU STANDING THERE NEXT TO ME SMILING AT ME. SO I STAND HERE AND I'M NOT STANDING ALONE. I STAND HERE AND I'M NOT STANDING ALONE. SO WE STAND HERE AND TOGETHER WE'RE STRONG.

Life
as a mother I teach my children... You NEVER will ever truly know someone. With each day that passes time changes... With each daily influence people change... With every daily experience characters change... So trust in only ONE wordly being... that being

Tx49er, I Don't Know
Finally, it's here. What do I speak of? Football! Watched the first game lastnight and the Saints won, thank God. They beat the Vikings and stupidass Farve. I hate that guy. Geez I hope this is his last year, finally. Guess we'll all see, right? Go 49ers! Hey people, I'm very new to this blogging stuff so if I somehow manage to screw it up- forgive me. Any who, I will try to keep everything and everyone up todate on this but if I don't update,or answer people back in a timely manner it is because I am out on the road. I drive trucks for a living and as such, I don't have a lot of freetime. However, I find myself liking Fubar very much so I think I'll try to update and be online as much as possible. I have already met one REALLY cool person on here- YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, YOU CUTIE. I hope to meet more cool people here and I will do my best to be here as much as I can. Later.

Dark Lotus
This is the Lotus The Underground Where all darkness meets For the judgement of their afterlife Six petals, One pod And an Army full of Juggalos Emerging from the center of the earth Willing and able to take control Of all unfinished situations By leading the outcasted souls To the power of Shangri-La

What To Do
to 'How Sexy Is Your Name' Shannon Dear Shannon: The first letter of your name is (S). It means that: You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don`t fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along. how do you know when your life is going into a downward spiral or when it maybe going in the right direction? do you hold on to a hope? do you hold on to a feeling? do you just give up because your unsure? you would think after a lifetime of endless romances and hopes and dreams that were crushed that you would be able to know what to do..... but alas im still as lost as i was at 15 years old..... i want the dream, the fantasy, that som

Never Forget!
Every generation has its defining moments. A moment in time that everyone within that generation will remember for the rest of their lives. Many people can tell you where they were for these defining moments of their generation. The exact thing they were doing when news came down to them of the events unfolding. For my generation, it is, without a doubt, that

Point Whores & Beggars
I don't hand out fucking bling or bling paks to anyone that asks. I am sick and tired of being hit up for it and then berated because I buy it for myself and not you. So, here is my answer to those of you that think I'm just an evil and selfish person...GO FUCK YOURSELF! I think you should earn it and I hold contests or raffles to share in my wealth of bling at times, but don't come on my page or in my SB asking for it just cuz you want it. I say, EARN IT! Don't be a lazy fuck and expect everything handed to you cuz I'm not your momma and it won't happen. I am on a limited income as it is and I know most of you are too with today's economy, but I don't beg for shit nor do I come on your pages or in your SBs and make a stink about it. I will say that I do try to return favors that have been bestowed upon me from some of the more nicer FUs that I have met on here but I will not just hand out shit cuz you just HAVE to have it! I have removed some people from my friends list because I f

The Writer In Me
TAKEN BY ME My profile says that I'm in a relationship, but it's one of singularity, yes I am in a relationship, but I am taken by me. I may be in a single state, but with myself, I constantly relate, forever growing, taking on experiences a new, ever learning and changing, becoming better through and through. Sometimes people don't take the time to know themselves and end up in a constant search for something never really knowing what it is that they're looking for, exactly what it is that will fill that need, trying to grow something wonderful without laying the proper seed, then facing the frustration of failure that started on un-fertile ground, a recipe for doomed destiny. I guess most of us can say; "been there, done that." As some juncture in our life, making our way trying to deal with another without dealing within,but the ironic thing is that some dealing with others has helped me grow within myself, and it's that inner growth that shines out for all to see.Relationships

Idk Anymore
We used to lie awake at night;and talk till early light,and I would hear you call my name.I saw the world through lover's eyes,and didn't stop to realize;that you would never love me again.But to you, it was only a game. I search to find reality,and though you're just a memory;In dreams I see you here by my side.It seems like only yesterday;we played the games that lover's play,I thought we had no secrets to hide.And we laughed, and we loved and we cried. I gave you my heart; I gave you my soul.I gave you my love and you took it all.You were my life; you were my world.I gave you my heart but you took it all. Yes you took it all. I figured i owe all my friends this. So here it goes. I am here to make friends and thats it. I don't want to hear your lies about falling for me or that you want to see me naked! I could care less about seeing your weiner nor do i have to show you any of my body parts. I'm not embarrassed by my body but respect myself more than to exploit myself just to

Fun Stuff
THIS WAS LONG BUT FREAKING FUNNY...ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THISJust try reading this without laughing till you cry!!!Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased hislovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this:Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparkedmyinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for alittle something extra for my wife, Julie. What I came across was a100,000-volt, pocket/purse- sized tazer. The effects of the tazer weresupposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on yourassailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home.I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button.Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed thebutton and pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get theblue arc of electricity darting back and forth between

A Year Without Rain
Its not how fast, Its not how far, Its not a cheers, Its who you are, Its like night, You make da sun, Choose your race, When you run, Its never the glory, Its never the store, Its not about seeing whos less and, Whos more, kuz when u find out how

Just A Thought...
B..ullshit I..nformation T..hat C..an't H..elp Y..ou This whole San Bruno gas explosion brought something to my attention. Nearly all our infrastructure was installed by our Baby Boomer generation. Which if you watch enough news these are the people crying about getting older, and really are the reason for our Social Security problem. Well if their getting older wouldn't that mean that pretty much every highway and pipeline system is also. When Pres. Obama started the reinvestment act, thats what it means, to reinvest. The stimulus packages are being stolen by those who oppose them

Chacacter
I woke at 2 am brushing the sleep from my eyes my feet hit the floor as I pulsed and took a deep sigh…. my heart revisited the rawest it has been in years, yet my brain was at its sharpest, and my eyes seemed a little clearer as I continued to rise. A thought came to mind: If you asked me yesterday, if I was bitter, I would have told you yes and felt guilty from having that feeling. Now however, I woke to a face that held a childhood I tried to ever so forget and push from my path. Yet, I couldn’t because that face held the beginning of 2 very important decisions that started the very existence of who I am today. So, I welcome this face and release the bitterness that comes from the greeting. For I am at another cross road in my life and realize bitterness will only weigh me down and is not who I am. I forgive you, but even more so, I forgive myself! Better yet, I will thank you from the bottom of my heart…Thank you. It took me years to understand who I am and even

Lame
seriously if ur gonna whine bout what i rate u then just go away. if its a real pic ill rate 10 (11 if i can). if its any other kinda pic ill rate what i think of it. if its lame it wont score high! geeze this just a social network site no need to have ur panties bunched up over what ppl rate u. get over it and move on. opinions r like assholes, everyones got em so if u dont wanna b rated on a social site then get off it! http://www.fubar.com/mafia/join.php?acceptinv=152539

Piss On Colbert
Recently we all heard Mr. Preident state that we are paying no more taxes then before he became President. Okay, I know that I must be a racist if I question anything this President says or does. So, I will lay it out as he put it, not me. #1 Tabacco tax. Is this or is it not more tax than we were paying before he took office? Yes, so he lied. #2. Tanning bed tax. I know that this is suppose to be a tax on White women only, however I do go to a tanning bed on occassion. So, this is another tax that he has implimented. Lie again. I am just tires of hearing I did not raisae your taxes 1 cetn, that is a lie. Not mis speaking. Speaking of Lies. Guantanamo will be closed within 1 year of him being elected. Guess what? It is not closed. Lie again. Do you remember this President saying during his campaign, the health care debate will be held on C-SPAN so the American people can see it all on the t.v. Well, It was done behind closed doors with nothing but poloitical bribery. Another Lie.

My Time On Fubar
running out of things to do here,and dont know which one to chat with. So far I met alot a friendly ppl here. too bad i'm limited to some features I can use like sending messages and giving gifts if I have enough fubucks. Anyway if anyone like to chat I on some day and maybe some nights. Might make a crush on someone...hehe

First Day
200. My name is: Nadia Marie 199. I was born on: October 2, 1986198. I am a: Female197. My hair color is: Dark/light brown, sometimes with highlights... 196. My eye color is: Light brown, but change colors to, hazel, yellow, green, violet, dark brown, violen brown...195. My shoe size is: 7.5194. My ring size is: 6 193. My pant size is: 9192. My height is: 5' 6"191. I am allergic to: everything...pennicillin, amoxicillin, everything that

Wtf?
So, many of you know my life has been total utter crap the last few months. Those of you who don't know, don't worry bout it, but trust me. It was. Now in this pile o crap my life has been, there have been a few shinning not crap items. One has been a dear friend of mine lettin me live in her empty condo, and lettin me use her interwebs mahines. Now, I must move from her soon to be occupied by her again condo. In her proccess of re-occupying her condo, she is shutting off her cable. That includes the interwebs. So, while I am moving into a new apt, and will get my own interwebs there, sometime soon, my curent interwebs will be goin away. This will not be a typical fu-sabbaticle for me. I will miss this place from day 1, and will be back as soon as my new home interwebs start interwebbing. I move on the 9th, so it'll be after then sometime. I know not when.

Robert Thomas Marketing
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Nothingness!
HE IS ALWAYS IN MY MIND, WONDERING WHAT HE IS DOING, WONDERING IS HE OK, HE IS ALWAYS IN MY HEART, THERE HELPING IT BEAT A LITTLE FASTER, DOES HE THINK OF ME, AM I ALWAYS IN HIS MIND, AM I IN HIS HEART, THERE HELPING IT BEAT A LITTLE FASTER, WILL I MEET HIM ONEDAY, SEE HIS BEAUTIFUL FACE UP CLOSE, WILL I HOLD HIM ONEDAY, WILL HE TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK, WILL WE LAUGH AND PLAY TOGETHER, NEVER WANTING IT TO END, HOLDING HANDS IN THE PARK, LOOKING INTO EACH OTHERS EYES, EYES MEETING AS IF IN A DREAM, DOES HE THINK OF ME, AM I IN HIS MIND ALWAYS. Feeling as though I have no where to go, Falling deeper into that lost world of nothingness, Feeling my way around as if I am blind, Not knowing which way to go or what to do, Wondering in the darkness, Feeling useless and unworthy of anything.

Inquiring Minds & Enquiring Minds Wanna Know...
LMAO @ PEOPLE SENDING STALKERS TO SEE WHAT'S ON MY PROFILE. SO HERE YA GO - SCREEN SHOTS OF THE BEFORE AND AFTER... OCTOBER 1, 2010: BEFORE I CHANGED IT UP FROM HOW IT LOOKED BACK IN MARCH {CUZ MY TUNES WEREN'T WORKING}

Angel Poem
Here lays my heart All broken and torn There are no feelings left in it For me to mourn Here lays my mind Which has repressed All the memories we have shared That have left me a mess Here lays my soul Which you took away Along with my faith and trust in you That you broke in a day Here lays my body All mangled and left to die I hope that I can get through this And find another guy. Eyes of brown not blue or green The brightness eyes I’ve ever seen A smile that shows from ear to ear Never hinting pain or fear

Random Postings
Ok, here I am again, on my fifth day off from work and still up early in the morning. What is wrong with this shit. Oh well, allows me to get on the comp and play. Trying to decide how to waste my time today again, although I am sure I am going to get started on another paper in psyche. Ever feel like one things consumes you all the time? will be glad when I am done with this school thing, but that isnt goin to be for probably another three years. At least I like my classes, just not the time lost.

Some Of My Writing
Keep On Trucking It was late, it was cold, and Tommy was behind schedule as he came down I-69 into Flint with his load of car parts. The only thing on his mind was unloading, dinner, shower and a bed. He didn’t even want a woman in it, that’s how beat he was tonight.

Company Of Artists
So the saying goes Money is the Root of all Evil. If you believe this to be true then give me your money. Same concept the Church uses to take from you but not I. I work hard for my money and though this is a fact. Money can not bring a person happiness no. Happiness comes from the money earned, you see if I go out and work an average job and look at all the millions of people doing the same what is the secret to these million dollar men. Simple productivity and honest integrated thinking as well as selfishness. Yes selfishness because in reality a selfless person will take what they can from another it is impossible to be both selfless and honest. A selfish honest person does not take from other producer's they teach and protect values through their success. If I discovered the next big step in humanities essence of life would I be happy that I am rich or would I be happy of my accomplishments? The money is just an extra added bonus. Money is the root of your success

Just A Thought
FIVE RULES ON FITTING IN AMONG THE HUMANS. Close your eyes and imagine a world filled with so many contradictions that it's damn near impossible to tell left from right, up from down and right from wrong. Picture a culture at war with itself, where the best of what it has to offer struggles to see the light of day, where style almost always trumps substance, where people seek out an existence based on their ability to blend in with an insanity that has come to represent the status quo.

This Is My Blog
im single once again lol why cant i just find a good girl? am i doing something wrong or do girls just like to hurt me? haha oh well. its their loss not mine. so anyway if your single and looking for a good man hit me up IF YOUR A JUGGALO PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS TO YOUR PAGE! THE WHOLE WORLD OF JUGGALOS NEEDS TO SEE THIS MESSAGE FROM VIOLENT JAY. "this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We

Moonlite Nights
a very old man saw with his young son a pellet of VIAGRA (the blue pill) he said to him :hey this pill shown on T V so please give it to me i need it . the son say no it coast me 50 $ dad says ok I give u 50 but after i try it ok . son said ok . and gave him the pill. at morning the son found 75$ and a golden ring under his pillow .he came to dad and said ; oh dad i found this . dad say its ok son ;50 from me25 from your momand the ring from the maid THE MOONLITE NIGHTS AS I WALK THROU THE NIGHT LOOKING FOR YOU I THINK OF WHAT MIGHT BE WHAT MIGHT HAVE COME WHAT MIGHT STILL TO COME I AM THINKING I NEED TO FIND YOU I AM THINKING WE COULD MAKE SWEET LOVE BY THE MOONLITE NIGHTS STARING IN TO EACH OTHERS EYES SEEING HOW MUCH WE HAVE LOVED ONE ANOTHER FROM AFAR WONDERING IF WE COULD STILL LOVE ONE ANOTHER AS WE GROW OLDR WITH ONE ANOTHER GROWING OLD BY THE MOONLITE NIGHTS WITH THE ONES WE LOVE IS BETTER THEN DIEING ALONE

Maybe It's Just Me
I wonder if people read my blogs?? Anyway, so being on here had made me realize that there really are some guys that have all the luck in life. The good looking types that turn out to be d-bags and the the guys that just have women fawn over them. Not really trying to have an emo moment, but it's one of those WHAT THA FUCK!!

About Me...
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I:1, I committed suicide…2, I said I liked you…3, I kissed you…4, I lived next door to you…5, I started smoking…6, I stole something…7, I was hospitalized…8, I ran away from home…9, I got into a fight and you weren't there…10, I passed away… WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:11, Personality…12, Eyes…13, Hair…14, Family…WOULD YOU:15, Be my friend?16, Keep a secret if I told you one?17, Hold my hand?18, Take a bullet for me?19, Keep in touch?20, Try and solve my problems?21, Love me?22, Date me? 23, Hate me? 24, Kill me?HAVE YOU EVER:25, Lied to make me feel better?26, Wanted to kiss me?27, Wanted to kill me?28, Broke my heart?29, Kept something important from me?30, Thought I was unbearably annoying?AND MORE...A. Who are you?B. Are we friends?C. When and how did we meet?D. Describe me in one word.E. What was your first impression?F. Do you still think that way about me now?

Many Loves
WOULD YOU SHOULD YOU COULD YOU LET YOUR EX WIFE LIVE WITH YOU FOR A WHILE WHILE YOU ARE LIVING WITH AND ENGADGED TO A NEW LADY IN YOUR LIFE OR MAN I KNOW CHILDREN ARE THE LOVE OF OUR LIFES AND I KNOW YOU WOULD DO ANY THING IN THE WORLD FOR THEM AND TO SEE THEM BUT WHAT ABOUT THE LADY YOU ARE WITH NOW WHAT ABOUT HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT THE OTHER ONE BEING IN THE SAME HOUSE AS SHE IS?AND AFTER YOU HAD A DREAM THAT THE EX WIFE TOOK THE LADY YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH? MANY LOVES FROM ME TO YOU LOVES THAT COME AND GO LOVES THAT STAY AND FLY KISSES AND LOVES TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU

New Kid On Seen Da Swagg Is Mean
one day i will have lived my dream i will neva give i am a man a soldier on i mission neva will i forget where i come from i will contine to remain humble u dig livin and learnin as i go on i am not perfect i nor will i strive to be u see im already perfect i was created by god nothin will stop me i a man on a mission

I Said Bye!!! Did I F Up?
I am having major sugery on the 24th or the 31st. All my doctors are talking w/each other before the surgery. Its brain surgery. I have a tumor that keeps growing and causing me horrendous headaches. I already had problems w/having headaches but these headaches are killer!!!! Make me wish i was dead when they hit they are just simply that bad. They dont know if its a cancerous tumor or not, but i guess i'll find out soon after surgery. Doc says i will be in ICU for 4-5 days and 4 more days on a regular floor. They dont want me to only rely on IV pain meds. But oral as well, cuz i wont have IVs when i go to the phsycial rehab i have to go to afterwards to recover. They feel i will have some problems speaking and walking so off i go again to a phsycial rehab. again!! I am scared that i might die during surgery. Or that i'll have irreversable brain damage. these are all possiblities. the surgeon is the best in Indiana, im told by other patients who he operated on. But w/having MSW already

That Metal Show(phil Anselmo)pantera
Watch the full episode of VH1 Classic's That Metal Show featuring an interview with former Pantera frontman, Philip Anselmo. Watch Full Episodes Online at Vh1.com. VH1 Original TV Show. http://www.vh1.com/video/that-metal-show/full-episodes/phil-anselmo-pantera/1651275/playlist.jhtml Copy and Paste VH1 TV Shows | Music Videos | Celebrity Photos | News & Gossip

When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time.

Feelings
my heart my heart is broken and its all because of you my heart cant be put back together with some gluemy heart is full of pain and u dont even care my heart really needs you but your not even theremy heart now as an empty spacemy heart needs u to fill that placemy heart feels the friendship will never be replacedmy heart wants you to still keep me safemy heart knew this friendship would grow into something moremy heart knew you were going to shut that doormy heart told me to let you know how i really feelmy heart told me if he lets go then its not actually realmy heart never told me if i told you i would loose a friendmy heart never told me my world would come to an endmy heart thought you wouldn, t walk out for goodmy heart thought u would of understoodmy heart now misses all fun we have had togethermy heart now wishes we should of stayed friends forevermy heart just had to give in and put up with the fact that you are gonemy heart has let you win and made me realise that i was wron

What Is Love?
Love isn't an earned thingyet only the ones worthy enough to you are loved by you. Love isn't because of the way he/she looks, talks, actsbut is because of how they make you feel. Love begets no fear, no jealousy, no haste;it is good and timeless. Love shouldn't be taken for grantedbut given freely regardless of age,gender, religion, or ethnicity. Love is neither a noun,verb, or descriptive in any way;

For All My Fans Bwahaha
Here's your new sign below: Capricorn: Jan. 20-Feb. 16 Aquarius: Feb. 16-March 11 Pisces: March 11-April 18 ......Aries: April 18-May 13 Taurus: May 13-June 21 Gemini: June 21-July 20 Cancer: July 20-Aug. 10 Leo: Aug. 10-Sept. 16

My Travels
Hello everyone, I figured I would send in a little update. I am going to be heading to New Orleans on March 15th to stay the night with my husband... Then it is Texas... I will be buying collectable shot glasses and a few other things as well why I am there. I also plan on having one hell of a night of beautiful memories... I will be taking lots of pictures and posting them so everyone can see. I know this is short and sweet and will be updated more once the day gets here. Talk soon hugs and loves Rie

Press Release For My Albums By John Christopher
Best Classic Rock since John Lennon, Jim Morrison, Elvis Presley,The Muse & SnakePress Release by John Christopherwww.cdbaby.com/frankcadillac4Classic Rock is Frank Cadillac and Cadillacis Classic Rock at its heightGreat music from a brilliant Artist and songwriterwho took his time and created meaningful lyricsand great melody lines with today's edge.Frank Cadillac's five albums are thecatalyst that will change theway we listen to music in the 21st century.Here's what some people are saying about his music:John Resler Program Director of CYBER STATION USA in Hartford, CT"Quality Music is hard to find. It is here!!!!!!When you do a radio-show you want the guests and their product to be of the highest quality. If you except anything less you damage yourself sometimes beyond repair. Frank Cadillac and his music of such high quality that everytime Isuggest he will be on Naked Jazz Dream the numbers of listeners jumps immediately. People look for quality still despite what the rest of the c

Untitled
And to the brink i will rise. Was broken. -rearranged. Under pressure, good times followed by hard times. Good times will visit me once again. When that time comes, I'll pray and let it stay. This will pass and the world is moving.

Addicting Song
This Day Is My Last This life is crap I think i'll snap I work long and hard There goes the gong And the day is done My friend with no life Came at me with a knife The others are fucked They just plain sucked Now i'm forced to run My one i'm looking for Must want something more I have trouble finding her But when i do i'll be sure This life is no fun I want my own house But i'm scared like a mouse My fears i'll overcome Grow up and not be dumb I'll have my own nest. College dreams I persue Hopes alight, reborn anew My intellegence raised My oppertunities faised I'll do my best My hopes and dreams found I've got some stable ground Looking foward to this My prolonged bliss Then i can rest. Dead By April Losing You What I have in me in the mind is you I would die if we were through What I'm feeling now What I

Uniqueman
In search for the angel that holds the key to my heart and finding her has been hard.After 22 years I am in searchof her again.Friends are very important to me and caring and sharing with them is how I like to get down.Looking for an honest guy with an honest opinion,I am the one.Talk to me and be my friend.WILL YA? Hello ladies and friends this is all new to me.Hope to meet many friends and give even more smiles and laughs.Send me messages and talk with me that is something i really enjoy.Once you get to know me you will be glad that you met me.I am not like most men.

I View On How Woman Should Be Treated..
To be honest , Saturday was okay...But Sunday , wow, not too good.... Why can't people (someone in particular)just be happy and stop sweating the small things... Pick and choose your battles in life and you will be a happy (too be sure) better person period.... I hate to say, but some people are

To Be Or Not To Be!!! Is Tha Question
Please give me your input on a spiratual view, please bont be corny!!! DOES IT MATTER TO BE OR NOT? just to be average or above? and if so should it cost real money to buy your friends and family, or base it off personality, and loyalty to them?

Another Mistake...
I've heard it said that the road to hell is paved with good intentions. For me that's proving true. No matter how good my intentions had been they've brought me nothing but grief and heart ache. They've lead me to my very own personal hell on earth with no end in sight.

Not What You Think
I wish that you could hold me in your arms under a starry night sky, keeping me close to your heart as you keep me warm from the cool air. I wish that as we sit under that starry night sky, while in your arms, that you pull me in close just to whisper into my ear "Sweet heart, you my sunlight, everyday I am blessed to have you in my life, and i just wanted to let you know that at this very moment i love you with all my heart..." Thinking of how much I wanted to be with you forever, but when I opened my eyes and you were gone, I never really realized how much it hurt that you never cared, that you used me to get closer to someone else... How stupid was I to actually care for you, how I stayed up every night thinking you truly loved, how i imagined that when you asked to marry me you really ment it, then just stand by as you stomp upon my heart... but I guess in the end with all that we had been through and all that shared it was not at all what i had truly thought....

Stuff Im Trying To Remember....
evidently clusters doesnt work any more first:sudo apt-get install gparted ntfs-config ntfsdoc partimage-doc partitionmanager mountmanagerthen gyachi:sudo add-apt-repository ppa:adilson/experimental; sudo apt-get update; sudo apt-get install gyachi

Witchwayne
Girls I woukd like to sell myself to the highest bidder. I am honerable , strong and a passionate lover. I come mostly (party trained) I am fun to dance with and I look good on your arm. You my pet me at will or use me for a foot stool. Orgasm doner exper Help,

Surgery For Hiatal Hernia 12/26/2010
A hiatal hernia occurs when part of your stomach pushes upward through your diaphragm. Your diaphragm normally has a small opening (hiatus) that allows your food tube (esophagus) to pass through on its way to connect to your stomach. The stomach can push up through this opening and cause a hiatal hernia. In most cases, a small hiatal hernia doesn't cause problems, and you may never know you have a hiatal hernia unless your doctor discovers it when checking for another condition. But a large hiatal hernia can allow food and acid to back up into your esophagus, leading to heartburn and chest pain. Self-care measures or medications can usually relieve these symptoms, although a very large hiatal hernia sometimes requires surgery. PRIVACY NOTICE: Warning - any person and/or institution and/or Agent and/or Agency of any governmental structure including but not limited to the United States Federal Government also using or monitoring/using this website or any of its associated webs

What It Is.
FUCK NO!!! Seriously, It breaks my heart when people speak phrases like, "All the music these days sounds the same." Your parents said it and you hated it. Their parents said it. My friends are starting to say it. So much of the music that came out when I was a teenager is timeless. You can still be inspired. The world can still be huge. Music can still be good. You probably won't find it on the radio but you might. There are musicians born every day. They have vision. A guitar feels good in their hands, or the rhythm drives them to drum. Maybe industrial or tribal or digitallly enhanced sounds drive them to create. Open your heart. Your old favorite musicians still put out great shit. Find out what they are doing these days. Who are they working with? What are the musicians that you love listening to? EXPLORE!!! Art never stops happening. I love all of the music I used to love. I still listen to it. When I find a new band that blows me away or a new song that just leaves me swelled up

Poems
Every 15 MinutesThe sound of the heart monitor steadily beeping,A teen laying in a room barely alive,Families in shambles praying to God,A school laying in wait wondering why.One dead three hanging on,Every 15 minutes somebody dies, Drinking and driving could have killed them all.A little sister clueless,Not understanding why she cant see her brother.A late call in the middle of the night, Made to and unexpecting parent,The Grim Reaper has claimed another life.Two dead, two hanging on.The cuffs being put on one.Every 15 minutes a family loses a member.Every 15 minutes a school loses a student.Every 15 minutes a someone loses a friend.Every 15 minutes…. -Cassie Hart "UNITED" The beat of my heart flows along with the music, the music of the horses breathing, the horses pounding hoof beats, and the horses' heart beat as we as one united being gallop across the open land. I hear the gushing of the rivers and waterfalls; I hear the whispering of the trees deep in the forest, I hear

Enjoy The Dream
Come inside my love and join meI'm your worst nightmareThrill my cool flesh with kissesOoh just right there!I can feel your heart a-thumpingYour blood, your soul, my body pumpingCome and taste the bitter fruitI will drain you of your juiceLet the straining serpent loosePut your head into my nooseCome and kneel, boy, before meKiss my sacred altarCome to me like a ramTo the slaughterFeel my poisoned stingTonight I'll spread my wingsCome and taste the bitter fruitI will drain you of your juiceLet the straining serpent loosePut your head into my nooseI've been left in misery but then how can I refuse

Poetry
Where has my love gone?Has she forgotten my heart?Does she feel my hungerReaching out for her?My lustful appetite begging,Yearning, slavering over thoughtsOf her embrace enveloping me?Her gaze burning a hole through meAnd piercing my very soulSetting me ablaze.She is too much to bear and yetNever enough to satisfy me.Only time will tellIf she feels the same. A single smile,A simple kiss,Can lead you on to love's true bliss.A single lieUpon your pateIs all it takes to make one hate.Promise meYou are mine aloneAnd I will place you on my heart's throne.But lie to me...Prove me a fool...Then I shall be anger's tool.

If You Like It Do It Again....
I have started on my search and going by my own philosiphy I have expanded my search perameters! I now am looking for a couple so everyone gets just what they want! I nice pretty fuck for me and hopefully a hung hottie for him.. My new (enough) favorite word orgy! By the way I blame all of this on my strict chrisian upbringing and my desperate need of love and approval... LOL I just want to be used and used in turn, Is that so much to ask? Like yesterday the ardest parts are the screening and the waiting! Today it will be more waiting. Couples are harder to cum by then singles! Especially for what we have in mind. I am happy to have found my lovey with his want to explore the world of sexual encounters with me! I finally have someone who is more turned on by my need of sexual conquest then put off! Now to fuck my way across the world... One dirty little fuck at a time Ive been up for two hours and already Ive been well fucked and had my little asshole stretched around loveys cock. H

I'm Back
OK so New Years is almost here and I don't have a date, anyone wanna go out with me?? Sorry for being away for so long but now I'm back and I looked at all my old pics and thought what the hell. I was fat and goofy looking, now I'm hot and curvy with big boobs (no really, see for yourself). So how has my fubar family been?

Please Help!!!
NEWS REPORT FROM THE DAILY INDEPENDENT, RIDGECREST, CA. LOCAL NEWSPAPER: Ridgecrest, Calif. — A Reno television story, which the embed video code can be found below, suggest two Ridgecrest teens may be in Reno after leaving town early Monday with an 18 year old male. Stevie Ann Duff and Larissa Ann Brown allegedly left Ridgecrest at 2 a.m., according to a report from KTVN in Reno. The 18 year old, which KTVN identified as Blake Holmes, was arrested on Tuesday on suspicion of being in possession of a stolen car. From the report on KTVN: Stevie Ann Duff is a 12-year-old white, female. She's described as 5 feet 3 inches tall and 110 pounds.

The Blog Of Layla :)
Heyy lovers :) In honor of xmas im giving away my VERY naughty pic set for FREE! How do u get it? Go here ..... mygirlfundDOTcom/vicious_vixen .. Send me a message saying "merry christmas" and i will send it to your private inbox on there! Its FREE to make a page there! This offer is ONLY good for tonight & tomorrow after that your out of luck so get it while it hot! xoxo Appearance 1. Hair: brown with purple hi lights 2. Eyes: Hazel 3. Height: 5'4 4. Style: i dunno im just me i dont think i really have a "style" 5. Body Type: Slim but curvy :) 6. Bra Size: 34 d 7. Piercings: Ears..lip..nipples.. belly.. and hood 8. Tats: i have 10 and counting 9. Best Feature: eyes 10. Worst Feature: feet ( IHATE FEET EW) Likes/Dislikes 1.Favorite Color[s]: Purple 2. Worst Color[s]: orange 3.Favorite Number: 13 4.Favorite Animal: Dogs & Hedgehogs 5. Least Favorite Animal: bugs of any kind 6. Favorite Food: Italian 7. Least Favorite Food: Seafood 8. Favorite Band/Artist: Social D & Rise Against

Promise
A promise is aLiethat you wish wasThe TruthNever is a promisedIllusionForever is a promisethat takes far too longto EndureLove is a promise deliveredalreadybrokenWe are defined byHowwe lovenot WhoorWhy? this speaks to my soul its beatiful baby Please to meet you, I've come to realize that my moment with you keeps running outand every time I think of you I begin to think of the stupidity I dealt, the amount of emotions flowing and the amount of rage I keepby the end of the night, I have realized that I want to say you have pushed so many buttons in my system that even my so-called back up doesn't even make come close at allthey broke! they broke! they fuckin broke! that by the time I've come to say those three words they end up just throwing in my mouthso i'm sorry if my mouth is just pure shit but every time I think I've come to realize that you and I have been nothing but just not even one but TWO different ideasand even big bangs or a the big contraction you and I cannot eve

Really???
So as of today ~ he seems to have it all under control ~ I thought this trip home was fantastic..that is until I found the thumb drive ..complete with at least 100 pictures of her...no wonder he spends so much time watching that stupid show ~ she's blonde, six foot five inches tall, boob job, blue eyes and stick figure...as you can see I am none of those things ~ along with her pictures..were tons of pictures of naked or as close as you can get to being naked ..sprawled out all over the semi's he seems to be so in love with...for a split second I thought I was in love again...16 years ...and not until 2006 did he make me feel like less then a woman..and even then I knew it wasn't the end of all this ~ he's just managed to hide it better..that is until this weekend..when I found his 'stash' ~ no wonder he never sleeps with me...or cuddles or for that matter kisses me...the hugs are the same you get when you're saying hello to an old friend you've not seen in ages...he tells me I'm beaut

Prayer For Someone From The Military
We are asking everyone to say a prayer for "Darkhorse" 3rd Battalion 5th Marines and their families. They are fighting it out in Afghanistan & they have lost 9 marines in 4 days. IT WOULD BE NICE TO SEE the message spread if more

Respect
truth and control ok alrighty the truth...hum this is a subject most will not want to read for the truth is based on fact fact of life. there not fiction or a fairy tale. so here goes my version of the truth where do i start hum from the begining no thats to far back.. hell iam 47 so if i start there u be asleep before i reach my teens. well that might be a good place to start seam tenns read blogs and for real the truth i already see is most people wont read this. but here goes in my teens i thought i was a typical teenager loved three things thats what my parnets told me first was girls...well that was true there love them and want to have them all iused to wish i was the playboy king himself and the fact of the matter isi wasnt bad looking back then so i uselly got my way.well i hear the old story back then this is the way it was when i grew up well here my version. yes i walkedto school everyday or rode my bike and when old enought i rode a motorcycle to school and yes at th

Cutest Dead Girl
Tonight as I lay my head down I am filled with mixed emotions. I first off want to let my Uncle Micky know I will be thinking about him and praying that he will find peace tonight.♥ Just know we love you! Also everything went great today and the doc is sure he got it all. Way To Go♥ I then remember that tomorrow is my god baby's first birthday. :) Man, how times have changed. I love you Nate, you will always be my turkey bum. ♥ Also thank you God for everything and everyone in my life. I am truly blessed. ♥ Love you family ♥ I also was in an apartment that the person above them was a crack shack and he was a singel dad doing what he could.. and struggling with his own demans mad me really open my eyes and be thankfull for what i have got..

Biting My Tounge
so you would think after someone beats your daughter for years that a mother would tell that useless fucking piece of shit that they wish he was going instead of the guy thats taking care of the loosers kids. Oh and heres the kicker we got the 50 yr old faggit from the air force mother fucking geriatric fucking duche bag that openly threatens me in front of the entire family over dinner after a funeral service. so hmmm.

~ * ~ Phat Girlz ~ * ~
P.H.A.T GIRLZ LOUNGE !!! COME CHECK OUT P.H.A.T GIRLZ LOUNGE WERE WE ARE PRETTY.. HAWT.. AND.. TEMPTING!! IF YOUR LOOKING FOR A PLACE WHERE YOU CAN HANG OUT AND MEET NEW PEOPLE THEN YOUR SEARCH IS OVER... WE ARE ALSO LOOKING FOR EXPERIENCED DJ'S AND THE SCHEDULE IS FLEXIBLE !! SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR LETS HAVE SOME FUN !!! If you wanna ENTER click the PIC below!! HOPE TO SEE YA SOON !!! Are you a P.H.A.T. Girl? Pretty...Hawt...and...TEMPTING? We are looking for P.H.A.T. Girlz & their admirers to come out, enjoy the music, chat and make some new friends!

Pleasuremehappy
Do you feel different from everyone else around you? Like, sometimes you don't fit in. I feel like I think differently than everyone around me. I am a 41 year old with two children and an Irish husband. I live in Canada on a country road with no one around me. I have a website www.sexplorationsboutique.com that sells adult novelties. You can buy anything on my website. The other thing that keeps me busy is my jumping castle business in the summer. I have been home for so long that it is getting just a

Pockets' Ponders
I was trying to go to sleep. As is a common happening for me, I found myself mad at the things I see no good sense in. I had to get up and do something about it and this is the first place I came to. When we see a person we evaluate any number of things about them in a fraction of a second. We are social animals by nature and depend on each other so it is important that we get in touch with someone before we even speak. We read their facial expression, their body language and their overall frame of mind the best that we can. As a young child I remember being confused and hurt when I realized that a great number of people see skin color before they even see a person's face or body language. I had never assumed that made any difference as I had much more important things to worry about, I suppose. I thought to myself, "How do people drop judgement on me for, not only something that I can't help, but something about myself that has nothing to do with how I feel or who I am, the spirit in

What Will Matter
I love you as you are, as you seek to find your own special way to relate to the world. I honour your choices to learn in the way you feel is right for you. I know it is important that you are the person you want to be and not someone that I or others think you "should" be. I realise that I cannot know what is best for you, although perhaps sometimes I think I do. I have not been where you have been, viewing life from the angle you have. I do not know what you have chosen to learn, how you have chosen to learn it, with whom or in what time period. I have not walked life looking through your eyes, so how can I know what you need. I allow you to be in the world without a thought or word of judgement from me about the deeds you undertake. I see no error in the things you say and do. In this place where I am, I see that there are many ways to perceive and experience the different facets of our world. I allow without reservation the choices you make in each moment. I make no judgement of th

The Way I Feel
Since no one reads my about me, I thought maybe you would read this instead.....I DON'T DO FUCKING LOUNGES..STOP WITH THE FUCKING LINKS IN MY SB..DAMN!!!!! As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you The best way to mend a broken heart is time and girlfriends Cry as I may these tears won't wash you away Listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye We always ignore the ones who adore us, and adore the ones who ignore us Tears are words the heart can't express The hardest to do is waking up without you. He taught me how to love, but not how to stop Breaking up is just like having the worst nightmare after having the best dream True love is when you shed a tear and still want him The times we were happy together are worth the times I cry alone Real loss only occurs when you lose something you love more than yourself It's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.Wherever you are, you'll always be in my heart I ha

Government More Like Organized Crime!
In lieu of my constant let downs by State, Federal and local government I've decided the following !! I will rip off all tags from pillows and mattresses in my home challenging all authorities in total disregard of the consequences.. They now will find out not to test my resolve.. The very thing the government trained me to do which is never say die will now be there demise!!!I feel as i've been cast out by my own country so there for feel as though i have one. pretty sad for 13 years of my life!!!! Paying into a system that only helps those who A) Are not from this country.. B) have never worked an honest day in there lives.. or C)just plain fucking lazy!!! so someone please tell me where on gods green earth is the money i paid into a system supposedly designed for this very situation.. As sad as it may seem every day you read about someone just going off and everyone who makes policy wonders. Yes there are some sick crazy fucking ones out there but what about the

Fake Ass Friends
wow, its funny sometimes how you watch people on here, and the things they will do sometimes to get you to rate them.some people beg, some people even go as far as paying you just to rate them. hey i wont lie ive begged a few times in in my time being on fubar, and i have only once offered to pay for some one to rate me.and i even offered a fair price shit who could beat 1 mil to level some one lol....of course it didnt get much effect cause evidently no one was interested in makeing an easy mil. but any way ive come to the rare conclusion, that if you dont post NUDE PICKS

The Iron Man Armory
Every Feb 14th Men get the chance to display their Love & affection for the Woman in their life but secretly guys feel left out theres no special Holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life now there is. Feb 15th is now officially Steak, Blowjob & "Shut The Fuck Up" day its a simple effective & self explanatory Holiday, No Cards, No Flowers, No Special Nights on the Town just a Steak, Blowjob & a day where women "Shut The Fuck Up." The word is already spreadin' but like any new idea it needs a little push to get the ball rolling so spread the word!! If you love someone let them know.

Stupid Poem Crap. Nothing Fun To Read...
Its a cloudy dayThe rain is softly fallingThe plants around meCovered in rain dropsI reach out my handTo touch a raindropIt rolls off the leafFalling into the palm of my handAs i stared at itIt reminded me of how...I held a tear of yoursIn my hand...I started to thinkOf the things I said and doneThe hurt I caused you...I felt a painDeep in my soul, mind, and heartMy body started to feel weakI truly didn't mean to causeYou painTo make you cryTo lose love

Chaotical K
First of all I'm trying to get into college. For either game design, singing, or acting.I'm trying to get into a band as a vocalist. Kinda trying to teach myself screamo. But it's really hard. I'm trying to get a guitar and learn that too.I have a cheapy game maker that I'm making a hentai dating game on. I'm teaching myself so it's been interesting.I draw. Anime. Horribly. But I do.I write. Stories, songs, and poems. Stories are always unfinished ideas. Like right now I have a choose your own adventure story idea going. I hope to push myself to finish this one as long as people play. My songs and poems don't rhyme unless they have to or I think of something clever. My songs are usually "emo woe is me" lyrics about my exes and life in general. I love watching movies and reading. Fantasies, romance, comedies, high school stories. I'm what some people call Pansexual. Pansexual is when you like both male and female equally and have no

Cowboys Buck Better
I just want you to know that I would climb any mountain, sail across a stormy sea, if that's what it takes me baby, to show how much you mean to me. Hi, It's me that guy you saw in the cowboy hat. Someone once asked me if I was as tough as a cowboy. Now, I wasn't really sure how to answer that. When I was a younger man, I did all the things that real cowboys did. I rode,roped,branded,drank and had a few fights and yes even ate a few to many beans. LOL Even rode a few bulls in my lifetime. Would I do it now I don't think so. Had my heart broke more than a few times. Fell in love more than most men. Kissed my fair share of ladies. But now I am looking for my last rodeo. This buckaroo is looking to catch that one special Lady. The one that is ready to ride off into the sunset.Now you can probably guess what type of music I like. (RAP LOL) I heard that they once took Country music. Mixed it with Rap and they called it crap. (Not into Rap) Country is my favorite I also like o

Crazy~sixx~radio
fubar bullie subject: You are Invited to the WildSide2(NSFW) Tunes by Crazy~Sixx~Radio http://www.fubar.com/lounge/70897 ======================================================================================================================== CRAZY SIXX RADIO SLIDESHOW Create Your Own CRAZY SIXX RADIO BUSTIN' OUT THE BEST MIXES PLUS ALL YOUR FAVORITE MUSIC!

Lost
Awaiting punishment in this isolated life i set offended and amused i am not ignorant of all social graces yet mistakenly more knowledgeable than people like to believe no longer young and beautiful they expect a more happy a more pleasant me as if my expressions are to always be happy yet i see the annoyance on the faces of not strangers but the ones i call my friends happy you say ha ha ha hows that for happy...dont know what more to give,or if if have anything left in me.give me life or give me pain just give me myself again The only unbearable thing is that nothing is unbearsble any more,I drank from this life and was poisoned by the night, so i will weep for you at the break of dawn. Crazy is a judgement a criticism made in a world of others the word cant hurt me now for i am in a world of my own!

Venting..
So since my uncle Mike's murder last week I have been through some emotional turmoil, which I thank those who have been there for me dearly. http://www.insidebayarea.com/news/ci_17217497 Today I had to call airlines, which was so hard to do when asking them the details about "sending a body" to a different state. I feel anger, and hate...And the question "why" keeps going through my thoughts. Seeing the troubled images in detail of that the Detectives told us makes it almost vivid in my mind. Why didnt Bryan le just die? Another part of me makes me question my own behavior. Helping a person out and them to turn around and do somthing so cruel to someone so innocent is beside me.. Between planning a funeral, contacting everyone my uncle knew, speaking to family and the arguments they have started on where they want to bury my uncle, i am about to explode. Tomorrow is another day.. I decided to go to work and see if I can get through it emotionally. I hope I can. Say a prayer for the fam

My Business
well its that that time again where the season changes and the good holidays come into play. if you have someone in mind you want to get something special and one of a kind or just want to have something different to accessorize to your seasonal outfit then come check out Lion's Pride Jewelry and come share the uniqueness with all your friends and family. http://www.lionspridejewelry.com For all of you may know i have my own business making and selling handmade jewelry well i finally have a facebook business page for my business i am asking all who have a facebook page to come check out my biz and like it and help spread the word of it it would be greatly appreciated from the bottom of my heart the link is

The Valentines's Day 3-some On The Glow Radio
The Valentine's Day Threesome 75 HOURS with The Reverend DJ Furg The Valentines Day Threesome will be the Longest Marathon Broadcast for Reverend DJ Furg. His third marathon to date. The Final Goal is to set a NEW Guinness World Record for the longest marathon broadcast by a single DJ. The Current record is approximately 186 hours.

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I had to work Saturday for my sister who was out of town. It was a normal day just like any other day I've had to work. I flirted with guests and chatted with friends online. Nothing out of the ordinary. My day ended at 3pm and I decided to do a little shopping for a friend. I went to a store and didn't like anything there so I proceeded to go across town to the other store they have that has more items. I get about a 1/4 mile away from the store and all of a sudden my heart starts racing really really fast. I feel like someone punched me in the throat, my arms went numb underneath from my shoulder down to my pinkies. My shoulders got stiff and my neck did as well. My breathing changed as well. Now I've had my heart race before but it always went away after a few minutes. This time was completely different. It just wouldn't stop no matter how calm I tried to be. I wasn't gonna go to the hospital but I talked myself into it. I get there and they rush me back. They did an IV and hooked m

Something I Wrote A While Back
Blade cuts watch the blood drip down Down in depression wearing this frown Frown on the inside but outside a smile Smile while I walk this lonely mile Mile I walk carrying this pack of stone Stone I carry by myself and all alone Alone while in the crowded place Place of despar without a face Walking down the darkend streets Shadows following at my feet Threatening with thier awkward stance I see themloom and reach with every glance Stalking me down they feed my fear Ready to strike they hiss a devilish sneer.

Womens/mens Opinions Welcome...
Todd Neva, 40, of Racine, was diagnosed with ALS in June. As the disease progresses, he will become paralyzed, unable to voluntarily move his muscles. His family needs to sell their West Racine home. They then plan to build a handicap-accessible house near his wife's family in Michigan

Stalker
So here goes ya'll thot id just fill sum peeps in on my fu tendancies...number one I do like to get on fu sumtimes and strictly return love...not always in the mood to chat. Ive found that when i turn off my sb then everyone sends me pms saying "i tried sbing u and its turned off." Well put two and two together I TURNED IT OFF bcus i dont wanna chat... I am infamous for updating my status and then leaving for awhile..yes i know i know strange bcus when u do that people see ur on and trying talking with u. but the fact of the matter is

Petition To Fubar
I have mentioned this in the fuMafia Blogs, with many who agree with it, with no response from Admin about their oppinion on it, except to reject my Blog Posts. There are many who complain about the gap between Blingers and Non-Blingers.

Just Stuff
I have used fu blog area to post my poems for years. I wanted people to be able to read them and comment. Well recently. I had posted a poem i wrote. An ex friend copyed and pasted the poem in her blog. Now she is claiming that someone different wrote the poem. Its my work. So sadly i won't be writing any more poems to be posted here. I am sorry to those that enjoyed reading my poems. But that mad me vey mad. So i have removed all my poems from here. Thank you to those that read them.

Mistresskinky21
Life is a funny thing don't ya think.when your young you wanna grow up. and when your grown up you wanna be young.but the great thing about growing up is you can see how you evolved as a person.Hello everyone whom is reading this and if your not ow well its my blog and for me to come here and vent right?right now i'm just chilling at my house enjoying time with the hubby . so if you want to friend me then send an invite and if i don't accept your not the person i really wanna talk to . i am blunt

Charmys True Love Always
WITH ALL THE LOVE I HAVE, I NEVER KNEW THAT I COULD GIVE IT TO ONE SPECIAL PERSON. WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER. WE HAVE MADE MISTAKES AND HAVE KEPT LITTLE WHITE LIES FROM ONE ANOTHER BUT IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN FOR FEAR OF ONE OF US GETTING HURT. I NEVER IMAGINE THAT LOVING YOU WOULD COMPLETE MY LIFE.

Yourcosplay
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