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Mouth
everyday i'm with you I love you more, my heart longs to see you, until its sore, and did you know, that when you finally arrive- its not til then, that i feel alive. because without you, there is no me. kinda like without fish, there is no sea (haha lame i know =) ) i can't wait til the day that we are one just like the sky is with the sun (i really suck at this....) but with every time our eyes meet you become another part of me,and our love is so sweet- and so deep, that i dont ever wanna be without you, even in our sleep, dont you see, whenever im with you, my eyes glow and gleam because life with you..its more than a dream, i cant even consider it reality because in a life with you in it, there is no gravity, nothing can pull me down, nothing can pull us to the ground we'll always be together, and thats from the bottom of my heart, we are the only people that can tear us apart, so please don't ever leave me cause i wont ever leave you and you, and everyone else knows that its true
Rock-n-roll Mutha Fuckers!
really silly@ fubar really silly@ fubar WHATS UP FUCKERS? NEED TO FIND SOME SEXY FEMALES TO BE MY FRIEND,LOVER,SEX KITTEN,ETC. MUST BE HOT!! {NO FAT CHICKS}BIG TITTIES,PREFURED BUT NOT NESECARY.BUT MUST LOVE TO ROCK OUT,AND FUCK HARD!!! AND I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME HOW TO UPLOAD MY MUSIC ON HERE??????...................LUKE
Blind Faith
http://www.theoaklandpress.com/articles/2009/08/15/news/cops_and_courts/doc4a86b13e90f1c795869491.txt     can u believe these morons THE DARK IS,GENEROUS AND IT IS PATIENT,AND IT ALWAYS WINS- BUT IN THE HEART OF IT'S STRENGTH, LIES IT'S WEAKNESS; ONE LONE CANDLE IS ENOUGH TO HOLD IT BACK...   LOVE IS MORE THAN A CANDLE, LOVE CAN IGNITE  THE STARS!!!!!!   DO I HAVE BLIND FAITH? I MAY HAVE FOUND HOPE ON HERE AND IM TO SCARED TO REACH OUT http://www.theoaklandpress.com/articles/2009/08/14/news/cops_and_courts/doc4a8526d82641a089903732.txt#blogcomments  Please see this and comment asap
Blog
Let us not forget the memories of people we have lost but, don't let us dwell upon their death. Very few people come into your life that can change your way on thinking how people can be so good to one another. This blog is to let what is weighing on my mind out as to maybe helping you get whatever is weighing you down out. I lost a very true friend this weekend to Lung Cancer. One of those friends who would go out of their way and ask nothing in return. He had been battling cancer for the past two years and always being upbeat about it. Saying he wasn't going to die from the cancer but, was going to die another way. THE CANCER WAS NOT GOING TO GET HIM! I truly think this is one of the reasons he survived as long as he did; he didn't let it bring him down. All through this time he was finding jobs that paid under the table because he didn't want to sit at home and do nothing. Doing that was just going to bring him down. For the past 5 weeks he was in and out of the hospital, his lungs
My Hand At Writing
Chapter 3            He was sitting and ardently talking with a young woman about twenty, she was the one in the pictures.  And the young man was also in the pictures that Hannah had seen.  The young lady’s face was framed with a glorious fall of curls and her hands were captured in his.  As he spoke to her he inched closer.  Soon they were side by side and he took off her glove to kiss her hand while looking into her eyes.  Abruptly he captured her face and fell about kissing her.  There was a brief struggle and then a small moan of acceptance.  The kiss grew more deep and enthralling.  A whimper and another crush of acquiescence brought them closer.  She pushed at his chest and began uttering shy dismissals.  Shaking her head to try to convince him that what he had done was not appropriate.  He soothed her and captured her hand again.  He placed it on his heart and in a dramatic pose got down on his knees.  Speaking quietly, he edged nearer until his head was pillowed in her
Baby Matthew
well i got a call from the perintologist this morning and thought that everything was gunna be ok. i knew that matthew had spina bifida so this part of the test came back abnormal which was ok. then i get to my dr's appt and find out that they found several sever things wrong with matthew. 1. being alot of swelling on his brain 2. being the fact that they believe they found two spots on matthews back not just one. now no one is sure that he will even make it to birth and if he does they dont' know how long he will live. i am not ok with any of this. this little boy has stole my heart and i haven't even seen him yet. i don't want to think the worst but at this point i am not really given an option. none of this is easy for me to deal with but all i can do is take it one day at a time and hope and pray that my matthew will be ok. but if by some chance he does not make it i know that when he goes he will be with my daddy and he will take good care of my little man. right now all i want to
Numbnuts
Looks like things are gonna be ok with my brother. There has been nothing much on tv lately cause they keep going on about Michael Jackson dying so I decided to sit and write a quick blog on my feelings on his passing, so here goes. Although I never knew him personaly or seen any of his shows I felt I came to know him through his music. I used to sit and play his Thriller song over and over again during Halloween while I sat on the front porch to hand out the goodies to the trick or treaters that came to the house (it was my mom's idea). As I said in other blogs, hearing of Michael Jackson's Passing is like loosing a friend even though we never knew eachother on a personal level. He was part of my generation and I grew up listening to his music. It was because of him that I picked up a guitar for the first time and started to learn how to play, He inspired me to do so. So I now say to you my friend, good bye and R.I.P. You were an inspiration to so many. Tday was a long day as it was F
Funny Canadians
Canada VS United States This is an actual radio conversation between a United States Navy aircraft carrier (U.S.S. Abraham Lincoln) and Canadian authorities off the coast off Newfoundland in October 1995. (The radio conversation was released by the Chief of Naval Operations on 10/10/95 as authorized by the Freedom of Information Act.) CANADIANS:Please divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. AMERICANS:Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the North to avoid a collision. CANADIANS:Negative. You will have to divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. AMERICANS:This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, divert YOUR course. CANADIANS:No, I say again, you divert YOUR course. AMERICANS:This is the aircraft carrier USS Lincoln. The second largest ship in the United States Atlantic fleet. We are accompanied by three destroyers, three cruisers, and numerous support vessels. I demand that you change your course15 degr
Thoughts
Prayer for the Military Wife Dear God, I am proud to be wed to one who defends freedom and peace. My challenges are many and I pray for your love and guidance to meet them. Special to me are the symbols representing my religion, country, community, and home. I pray for the wisdom and grace to be true to their meanings. You are the symbol of my religious beliefs and the source of my strength. Because my life is full of change, I cherish the solid and constant spiritual foundation that you provide. Help me Lord, to be an example of your teachings. My national flag represents freedom. Let me never forget, or take for granted, the hope it shows to the world. Bless those who have made sacrifices for freedom.Please grant us your continued blessings, increased strength and infinite guidance, as we live to your honor and glory. Amen. - Unknown When I was thirty years old, I got married. For a while, I thought I had married the wrong man, but it is more true to say my ex-husband married
Loss
I feel as if I stop trying and let go, I'm a coward and a bad person.   At what point do I stop caring...  At what point do I feel good again? What is wrong with men these days?  Now I know I am a man and the woman are saying WTF Chris, but seriously here is my question to everyone: I'm not the worlds most amazing guy, nor am I the best looking Hollywood type.  I think of myself as an ordinary guy with ordinary virtue and sensibilities.  I was raised to treat women with dignity and respect but I often wonder what is wrong with other men? Why is it instead of someone saying hello to a woman on here and just trying to get to know them as a person, they instantly whip out dick pictures and nasty talk. Why can't a woman put a simple status message without getting bombarded by the most retarded, unoriginal, unthoughtful banter guys can think of.  Sure there are some beautiful women out there on FUBAR, but WTF guys why you have to treat them like objects. The Rub:  If you treat somethin
Poems By Gina
  A Fallen Angel She walks with her broken wings,Knowing that she wont be able to fly. She carries her shatter heart,Knowing that it will never be put back together.He has destroy her once more.When will she learn, he is no good.Its always the same She believes what he said. Gives him her heart, And opens her wings.Only to let it shatter in a million pieces, And for her wings to break.Her happiness is no more.Her trust has slowly faded into the night,Along with herself.All she knows now is to be broken.Her will to live has fade as well She cant believe he broke her againMaybe one day she will learn.She is now one of the fallen She will no longer will fly She will no longer love or be loved For she had to learn her lesson She should of never had let him get to her.For now she is the fallen angel. Good bye my loveI am sitting here begging for death Oh please come to me tonightOh when will he put me in my placeA place with no more sadness and no more painI would just like to say good by
Live And Learn
hi guys just wanted to let u know u can find me on twitter as heatherlove129 also and my new im is heatherlove0129 @YAHOO also the good old www.cams.com/heatherlove come see me at any time! more pics are about to be droped on ur asses too!!!;)   love miss milf your heather love here is your chance to have your opinion count! give me your ideas on what you want to see in my pics!! and no i dont mean gross shit.... so the faster you leave me your ideas on what you want me to take pics of the faster you'll see what you want!! just leave me some comments is all you have to do! hey all thanks for admiring me from afar...lol. sorry i have not been putting my usual attention and updates into fubar and you guys have noticed and missed them, as i am sorry but i have been trying to get my new cams.com web cam site running and off the ground cus hunny i gotta pay the bills !!but fear not i have not for got about you i do have some new pics to go up soon and i will be adding the pic a day back
Mistressmorganlefay
"I'm only going to say this once. I don't give a flying fuck what your fantasies are. You are now my slave. I own your sorry ass. The rules are simple. You will not speak unless spoken to and you will do everything I say. You break the rules you get punished, Any questions?  Just sit back and let me take control. I’ll have you jumping thru hoops and begging for just a morsel of my attention.Mistress Morgan Le Fay     Precum starts to ooze from your cock hole as I pump and milk your cock with my hands. I can feel your cock and balls throbbing in my palm, I can feel the tension and I know your getting ready to cum.  Suddenly, the wonderful fondling sensation is painfully replaced with a vicious slap across your cockhead followed by several harsh backhands to your balls…..Mistress Morgan Le FayMistressMorganlefay@yahoo.com You have been looking for a woman like me, a woman who can give you what you so desperately want. I understand you’re overwhelming desire to subm
The Poet And The Moon
Real like all the rays of the sun strong in in to the heart like a " bang " simply like you, my friend is your smile, wonderful like an holiday on the moon that take me force and make me a small far but at you ever near peice of your world. And when your smile, will become a cry remember about me and i will do with you and eyes in to the eyes will go again where is the rainbow at the end of the rayn     Marco Vasselli to Crystal http://marcovasselli.spaces.live.com/                                               ... so i can see your eyes, their light,so i can ask the love, and the sky sand you for me,so i can know a star, that come on heart to talk with me,soi can kiss your lips, touch your hands, take in my heart,like a done with a divine form, i love you, divine creature, that show to me the real sense of the dreams,and like the dreams appearsi can see you,peace for my eyes !!   http://marcovasselli.spaces.live.com/ tp Crystal Hi friends,
Alone
I am STRESSED.  I have been off work for 5 weeks now because of my health.  It is not anything major.  I do not have cancer, nor do I have heart diasease.  I do have high blood pressure and diabeties. The federal DOT is starting to crack down on health issues with truck drivers so the doctor is being extra careful. But I am not making any money, my doctor has had my paperwork for my short term disability for 3 days...and I found out he is not going to be in the office next week. It's getting to me, I can tell, my friends can tell.  They are asking if I have a headache, or why I am not smiling or joking around like usual.  It's affecting my blood pressure adversely.  I want to punch something.  I need to get laid, lol.  I need a good cry.  I am getting to the point that I don't give a fuck. But.  I hope you're having a good day. When you bear your soul to someone, what do you expect? Will they see what you want to show them? Probably not.  They will see what they want to see and
Truth Is Real
Its been brought to my attention that theres alot of people out there with what most call a disease, (i would rather call it a choice). ive been an alcoholic for 20 years ive been sober for the last 6, im proud of what ive accomplished. i volenteer for everything and give till it hurts. but to my friends out there that are strugling and dont know what to do, heres my thought. just look a little further then what ya normally do and you'll see the answer its right there. and when it feels like its the end, it probably is. so buck up and do whats right you'll know. and everything will be ok i promise. god bless and dont denie what is the truth                                     frankielee i want to say im very sorry to my friends i get a little grummpy, my job is killin me litterally and i dont know what to do, i owe the man alot of money and i feel like im noosed in and cant leave. but after today im thinkin differently. i can win for loosin with the man so what do ya do. Oth
Real Talk
here's something funny i observed a lil while back... well, have u ever seen a person walk into a glass door?  well... i spend a fair amount of time at my sister's house, and the front door has an external door that's all glass.  i just thought it was really funny.  they had a distant aunt who's never been in the US before who was visiting.  she opens the interior wood door, then goes on to walk out, BAM! i didn't laugh out loud but i thought it was kinda silly to see a grown adult walk into glass and not realize what it was. well, obviously, people from the old country don't live the lifestyle that we're all used to in the US.  the homes they live in, don't exactly have glass or moving doors even.  a life of luxury. i sometimes wonder what my life would be like, if my parents never came to the US.  they came with help with the Lutheran Missionaries back during the vietnam war. the crazy thing, before that war, the world didn't know who Hmong people were.  they had no idea there wa
Lazy Men
I crawled out of my seat and retrieved a pair of blankets from the overhead bin. The cabin was silent and dark, the flight attendants busy in the galley.I sat down next to Scotty and handed him one. Scotty chuckled softly, drawing me back onto his lap. "Good idea". Scotty pulled the blanket around us and worked at the buttons on my blouse. I stared up into your eyes. Suddenly I felt a bit light headed. I think we need more privacy, I whispered. Ill meet you in the bathroom. Wait for a minute or two and then come back. I rebuttoned my blouse and crawled off of you, then tiptoed down the aisle. I wasn't afraid, and that's what surprised me the most. I had spent years being fearful of one thing or another. maybe it was the alcohol, or the altitude- or simply the man himself. But I knew exactly what I wanted-no doubts, no insecurities. A few seconds later Scotty knocked at the door. I opened it without hesitation. I was going to have this man, here and now. And I was determined I wouldn't
Manual & Memoirs Of A Master. A Blog For Lifestylers By Marq
Cover Page Herein contains a culmination of experience, information, and opinions on all things concerning the lifestyle of B.D.S.M. This work is a labor of love that was started over four years ago, and has since amassed a considerable amount of chapters. It contains over a decade of personal experience and analysis of nearly every topic associated with my life style. This cover page will be used as a contents section, containing the links of all the chapters posted in My blogs. Let it serve as a navigation guide for easy referencing to any subject, as dictated by the chapter headings. I thank you for your interest, time, and curiosity, enjoy! Contents: Forward: Memoirs of a Master Chapter 1a: B.D.S.M. Acronym Examined. Chapter 1b: Understanding the Misconstrued Microcosm of B.D.S.M. Foreword:Memoirs of a Master The intentions of this book are to allow me to communicate my Maledom perspective concerning B.D.S.M. This is not to discount, or overlook Fem
Adopt A Stoner Auction!!
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Song Says It All. Peace
Travis Tritt Best Of Intentions :I had big plans for our futureSaid I'd give you the whole world somehowI tried makin' good on that promiseThought I'd be so much further by nowNever could build you a castleEven though you're the queen of my heartBut I've had the best of intentions from the startNow some people think I'm a loser'Cause I seldom get things rightBut you make me feel like a winnerWhen you wrap me in your arms so tightPlease tell me you will rememberNo matter how much I do wrongThat I had the best of intentions all alongI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with the best of intentionsI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plansSlipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with
My Grandson....
oh yea we have survived another year. We have survived turmoil, strife, the mundane and the ridiculous. Its only a mere pity that someone like Obama is only beginning. Even though it is a very great thing that we have managed to overcome racial issues to elect a black president, the fact that that president has caused more problems than we need is in a word... sad. So, let's hope with the new year, that he will pull his head out of his ass and become the president that we wish him to be. The greatest thing we could have for the new year is not a president thats a minority or a low unempoyment rate or medical care or whatever. No, the greatest thing we can have is...hope. Because if we have no hope then we have given up and America does not ever give up. So I hope you all have a great new year and many more to come to those friends I chat with and know about him, my grandson was born last night: 8:57 AM 7/8 Cayden Hunter was born at 9:39 pm on 7-7-09. Weight: 6 lbs 8 oz Height: 20.25
Art And Life
I was recently asked to convert a ghost hunting website into a sister site for a paranormal research team. It has been a very tiring and frustrating last few days.  But what I really need is help from anyone who is interested in paranormal research.  I need to begin adding articles involving EVP's, different views involving the paranormal and other paranormal activities.  If anyone has a particular interest in the subject, please feel free to send me a message. Until then, who is from Tulsa and wants to go ghost hunting?! Oh yes. Baby Retouches. So scary. Johnathan got some filler tattoos put in around his original Skulls and Muscle Flames by Brandon Mull over at Mission Street Tattoo in Sapulpa.    
Erotica (c) By:kayla B.
FOLLOWING IS AN ORIGINAL STORY COPYRIGHT PROTECTED BY: KAYLA B./SHAKTI SHAMAN. Breakfast in Bed – the man’s perspective   Hmmmmm, I can’t believe the power of sensory memory.  I can still fell Kayla’s warm sensual lips running up and down my shaft.   As I reach down to relieve the ache, her soft cheek meets my searching fingers, and I smile.  I feel her answering smile in the palm of my hand, in the change of her mouth surrounding me.  In a smooth motion she replaces her lips with the warmth of her hands as she kisses a path to my mouth – “Good morning”, she says.   I then watch as she places a finger against her lips.  Her tongue flicks out to moisten the tip, indicating promises to come. She then slips her finger into her parted lips and circles it with her tongue.  Slowly she withdraws her moistened finger and places it on the breakfast tray she has placed on the console table beside the sofa bed. Her finger lazily stirring on the tray
Fantasy
Kristin sits on fu rating. Just another day in her life or so she thought. Her phone rings and on the other end is a familiar voice that she loves hearing. The voice speaks and says "hey beautiful". A smile crosses Kristin's beautiful face. Her Cheeks turn red as she blushes, her beautiful eyes sparkle with the light of stars. Kristin replies "hey sexy". The stranger on the other end of the line smiles with joy and naughty intentions. "I want to see u, I am on my way to get u be dressed" the voice says, then hangs up. Kristin with great excitment jumps to her feet and begins to get ready. She showers thinking about him the whole time getting wet (in more ways than a shower is intended). A car pulls up and it is Kristins mystery caller. She rushes out the door and to the car. As Kristin approaches the car she feels eyes on her watching her every move. Those eyes travel up and down her body enjoying everything they see. The door is opened and as Kristin sits down she feels a hand on her
Life
We should have quit back when we learned this wasn't everything, that it all fades. but we never learned how not to care. somehow, it still fades. these are the days that should have killed me...getting to comfortable with pain. going nowhere in the name of hope, growing into broken bones. the fractures have all healed, and i forget that they were there. 'sometimes' becomes every time. just wait, it will be any time. and you'll forget where you come from, if you can say it to yourself for long enough. but you're not going anywhere. 'long enough' becomes your life...forgot how you got there. we aren't letting go. we aren't letting go. this is letting go. and i'll forget where i come from. said it to myself for long enough. i can't go anywhere from here. been living 'long enough' to know that it's been long enough. i'm letting go Severed heads dont roll quite as well as expected a perfect body bag prom queen waiting for her close up like a declawed pussy cat bleeding on
Spotlight Fund!
I have been craving that spotlight since I started on fu.I would loooove so much if I could get it.I can only get it on wednesday's since I am above level 25.   Please! Please! If you can spare any fubucks I will be more then appreciative.Anyone who donates over 1 million will recieve one safe for work salute from me.Can I do this?   I believe that with the awesome friends I have I'll be able to get spotlight.Help a girl out?   If not I will have to cut off all your heads.=) J/k J/k. So I'm still asking my friends If they will help me get the spotlight!I really want it badly!I only have 20 million raised towards the fund and looking at today's spotlight of 180 million well I have a long ways to go.I have helped numereous people with their spotlight fund and only 4 people have helped me in return.That isn't good Karma now is it?Lol.Please find it in your heart to help out a friend and if you ever need help with spotlight I will help you.I try to be a good friend to everyone.I kn
Songs
Yeah, Yeah What you got if you ain't got love the kind that you just want to give away its okay to open up go ahead and let the light shine through I know it's hard on a rainy day you want to shut the world out and just be left alone but don't run out on your faith 'cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands when you figure out love is all that matters after all it sure makes everything else seem so small it's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river thats so wide it swallows you whole while you siting 'round thinking 'bout what you can't change and worrying about all the wrong things time's flying by moving so fast you better make it count 'cause you cant get it back sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands oh when you figure out love is all
Inspired
     I always admired her from across the room, making certain to take in every emotion that danced across her face, studying her hands as they nervously expressed her words, and listening… listening to her soft voice, create the most beautiful tones of fear and pleasure, she sang like a fallen angel cast from the heavens to suffer one more life time. When I could no longer bare watching her face twist with the pain of her song, I would close my eyes and imagine my hand softly stroking her face as she sang through a smile, when my thumb moved to caress her lips she would sing with sounds that sent my body into a heated fit of lust and chilled my very core. I couldn’t breathe, at the very moment I reached the peak if lust she would stop singing.    She looked so deeply into my eyes that I could feel her sole invade mine. My hand gently fell to her slender neck; her skin felt like creamy silk and tingled with warmth I could feel and hear every fast beat of her heart throug
My Poetry
Delicate fingers graze the ample multitude of linens and pelts hung neatly. Shades of indigo, ebony, crimson she paints intricately over the fair features of her pallid skin. Her gaze constant, confident as the reflection before her returns with carnal glances, Emerald orbs scanning every inch of her exquisite form. She walks the streets, nose held high as it very well should be, For none merely grazes the height of her beauty…and she knows it. Snickers and white noise of back talk sling from every direction The seemingly dull piercing of blunt edged daggers from women who long to be her. To her, their words are simple child’s play. Eyes of men devour her with every effortless step she leaves. As she continues, not a care crosses her mind That she destroys their every desire with a poised turn of cheek. With a graceful flip of golden tresses, she carries on Only to find herself back at her solemn doorstep of a lifeless dwelling. Take a moment, Seek beyond th
Ramblings In My Mind
Pain reminds us that we still feel.Pain tells us we can still love.It shapes us, rips us and drivesus insane.It doesn't have to scar us forever,but justbe a reminder of something we once hand and then lost.Hold your head high and walk with grace and never show the pain on your face. You walk away with no word,you walk back in like you never left.what are you doing?What do you want?You hide,you play games.you can't look me in the eye and tell me what you want to say the most.I know the truth and so do you.What are you waiting for?My time here is short.I need to live my life for now.I can't and wont wait much longer.I won't come back a second time.Just look at me and tell me what you want so badly to say to me.It hurts just a little and then it is gone.Then there is happiness and joy and yes,sometimes some more pain but,we do it together as one and not apart and hurting all the time. You make my heart hurt and you make it swell with joy.You saved me and then destroyed me.I don't know whe
I Can't..originally Written On 8/21/08
When I look into this mirror I don't see the same person I used to be.  If you could see the reflection that I see, yes it is the image of me but far away from just plain ole me.  I can see thru my eyes who I used to be it tells me to get back to me. I look at my reflection tryin to bring back the recollection of what I once knew as this great connection. I look into this mirror and trying to get back to my old self because somehow it mistakenly got put back on the shelf. I look at my reflection racking my brain trying to figure out how to take away the pain. I look in the mirror knowing that, this ain't me! You know who you are and what God came for you to be.  I look at my reflection and I by no means do I want you to keep guessing, because I can't keep you stressin. I look into this mirror I see you there but off in the distance, but when I beckon you, you're not resistant.  I look at my reflection thinking why have you been feeling neglected, you don't have to fear for who
Rocker's Blog
 Scorpion's Deadly Sting Rock on Gang!!!!!! Deep Purple and Whitesnake. David Coverdale is one of my favorit hard rock vocalists! Group(s) of the day: Yardbirds & Led Zepplin. Gotta love Jimmy Page!
Loverboy's Piece Of Heaven
fat women are like a fine wine and pizza thay can be hot and sexy and then thay can be soo hottt that i cant get them out of my mind at all im a fat women lover there is nothing beter than giving love and receving love from a fat women . hi all fubar fans this is loverboy. well i had my first encounter with love at the age of 19 and it was ok and nerve racking. she was so hottt that when i saw her i went ape shit and then we went out together for a year and then we went our separate ways.  i was sad so i did not go out on a date for 5 years and then i found rose.  she is so fucking hot that when i saw her i went fore the gusto and now we are together and i cant get enough of her.
Surveys And Random Crap
If you were a robot, what would your prime function be? To fill eclairs with white creamy goodness... Does a crowded elevator smell different to a midget? Only if his allergies aren't acting up. Is this question true or false? Red...no, blue! Can I borrow a dollar? How about 100 pennies? What is the largest thing you have set on fire? a sectional couch Can you spell backwards? b a c k w a r d s...now where's my prize? Would you bite someone in a fight? Like a dog gnawing on his favourite chew toy Can I borrow a dollar again? geez...hands you 5 pennies, 2 nickels, 7 dimes, and a quarter. Can I smack you with a burning cat? yep, for sure Why? Doesn't everyone love a hot pussy? Say something you don't know:   something I dont know (nice answer Crystal!)   I'm thinking of a number between 1 and 10. What is it? a number, duh...   Sorry, that was wrong, try again... No, I'm pretty sure it's a number.   When was the last time you showered? (phew!) Rhetorical ques
Unusual
I went to the beach at dusk and got naked behind this bush, then ventured out to a newly installed pole near the volleyball courts.  The cool air felt good on my naked body.  My penis was already erect in anticipation.  When I reached the pole, I glanced around to see if any new people had arrived on the beach.  I reached up grabbed on and pulled myself upwards with thighs clamping together.  My penis jumped as it made contact with the chilled pole, but the sensation was all pleasurable.  I began working on slowly climbing and clinging to the pole with my thighs clamping together in a precise rythmic motion.  A few minutes pass before I start to feel something in my abdomen, that fluttering sensation.  Now I am chasing that elusive explosive orgasm I know will come if I concentrate and work through the fatigue I now feel in my arms and hands.  I start to gasp and breath hard as I intensify my efforts, and speed up my thighs and sutble humping action on the pole.  A quick scan of the be
Tales From The Dark B*tch Within
Dear Penis Owners Current mood:  angsty Ok, some of this is ripped off from a friend of a friend, and I'm honest enough to give credit where credit is due. However, I had to put my own "flavor" to this, so some of this is actually ME saying these things.DEAR PENIS OWNERS, (and I don't mean lesbians with strap-ons, or women who have their men so pussy-whipped that they are no longer in possession of the their own packages. HOWEVER TO THE WOMEN WITH PENIS' AS BIG AS THEIR MANS, KUDOS SISTERS, KEEP THE DREAM ALIVE.)-Don't send me messages asking for a hook up. I've stated in my profile to get to know me. If I'm not worth your time to do so, then your not worth my time to hook up with, and I DON'T DO HOOK UPS ANYMORE.-Don't ask me to be your MISTRESS (or your sub). If I wanted to do that I would bash you in the head and drag you to my cave like an ahead feminist cave woman.-I am also a cat person/owner. so if you have something against felines "these are not the droids you are looking f
Y Guys Like Girls
for those who would like to enter the one with the most votes at the end will get 1million fubucxs sb me ur photo link for enter and ur offers  the one with the most votes gets a mill from me  but the winner of the contest in the biding  gets wat they r offered Here are a few reasonswhy guys like girls:1.They will always smell goodeven if its just shampoo2.The way their heads alwaysfind the right spot on our shoulder3.How cute they look when they sleep4.The ease in which they fit into our arms5.The way they kiss you and all of a suddeneverything is right in the world6.How cute they are when they eat7.The way they take hoursto get dressed but in the endit makes it all worth while8.Because they are always warmeven when its minus 30 outside9.The way they look goodno matter what they wear10.The way they fish for complimentseven though you both know that youthink she's the most beautiful thing on this earth11.How cute they are when they argue12.The way her hand always finds yours13.The way
The Madness!!
Okay so I heard on the news last night and on talk radio this afternoon about an 8 year old girl who was visiously raped by 4 boys ranging from the ages od 9 to 14, in Phoenix last week. Apparently her own cousin lured her out and that's when the attack accured. Now some jackass is arguing in the boy's defense that RAPE is part of their Lebonese culture. Now, I have a few things to say about this. I DON'T GIVE A FLYING DAMN IF IT'S LEGAL WHERE THEY ARE FROM!! THIS IS AMERICA & HERE RAPE IS ILLEGAL!! YOU HAvE A PROBLEM WITH THAT, TAKE YOUR ASSES BACK TO LEBANON!! And to the mother of one of the boys who claims her son doesn't even know about sex: WAKE UP LADY!! STOP BEING SO DAMN NIAVE!! JUST CUZ YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE NERVE TO DO THE RESPONSIBLE THING AND TEACH YOUR SON ABOUT SEX, MEANS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. BECAUSE YOU FAILED, HE'S LEARNED ABOUT SEX FROM HIS FRIENDS. THAT'S WHY HE'S IN TROUBLE NOW!! YOU WILL BE AMAZED AT WHAT THE AVERAGE 9 YEAR OLD KNOWS ABOUT SEX THESE DAYS. OPEN YOUR F
Overwhelmed
Someone made a claim to social security that they contributed 188$ towards my living costs in June 2004 meaning that they overpaid me and I now have to pay that back to them plus interest. How can you walk away so quicklyHow can you move on so fastI would do anything for you What will it take for you to figure that outMy heart cant take this nomoreYou are my world you are everything to meYou used to say I was the same to youPeople say move on But love dont go awayplease pull me from this bed of roses the thorns are too much.. Love is an illusionA lie wrapped in dreamsA heart shattered like glassNothing is leftWhy wont it lastDesperation filling our mindsCrying out uknowing what we will findNolonger caringSitting staringDreams become nightmaresSleep becomes lostWhy do we bother
Thank You
LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN... LOVE FOR YOU IS STRONG... LOVE FOR YOU IS NEVERENDING... LOVE FOR YOU IS AND ALWAYS BEEN WORTH IT... LOVE FOR YOU HAS ALWAYS BEEN AND ALWAYS WILL BE... YOU ARE GORGEOUS... YOU ARE INTELLIGIENT... YOU ARE CONSIDERATE... YOU ARE GENEROUS... YOU ARE LOVING... YOU ARE CARING... I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU.... I LOVE YOU.... Love has come to me in the form of you.Love shown by you is pure Love came to me when I was uncertainLove came to me when I did not like myselfLove came to me when I did not see the beautyLove came to me because of you.Thank you for giving this to meThank you for being my BEST FRIENDTHANK YOUCARRIE NICHOLS7\18\2009 This is for you... You are always there to help me evrytime I need you... You said HELLO and i knew we would never be apart... You are my BEST FRIEND... You always look out for me...You always take care of me... You are my EVERYTHING... I could not breathe WITH OUT YOU... You are MY HEART... You are MY MIND... You
Sports
I knew Jack for a number of years both on and off the ice. I can remember going to shinny games early and he and I would sit there against the glass watching the mites practice. Jack would have a gleam in his eye making him look so much younger than his age. We would sit there and tell jokes (most of them dirty) or a group of us would just listen to him talk of past playing days. His stories were always lucid and vivid, and so god damn funny. Jack Molt played hockey in 7 decades. But to hear him talk abut it, you could never tell. Dispite failing health he continued to lace the boots because it was his passion for the game that kept him young at heart. Sitting in those rink lobbies soaking up each story like a sponge was some of the best things about shinny hockey and I dearly miss that. I am not a religious man; but if there is a heaven, then I can see Jack, young and vibrant, sitting with Jesus telling hom story after story of his playing days with our pro team at the time. And Jesus
Fu-scams And Such
Not that i ever had a whole lot of friends i finely finished cutting the list down from 352 to 277, which still seems like too many... I'd like to whittle it down more but need some criterea... so i'm asking for ideas... meanwhile family grew to 11, an all time high... Thanx for any input... DP I Just realized how eaasy it would be for a few of us each worth 1 million on fu-owned to level. We could just keep buying  oneanother.  It's not cheating it's just free fu-market fu-capitalism... Who's with me? This morning we had a very amiable, fairly fun MuMM going when some dork enetered just to harrass one fu-member. thlck_c0ck_0n_c@m™, Many of us know him, isn't really mean or eveil, more of a pithy, ill-mannered 6 yr old, and is quite exasperating.  I mean we've had problems with others... too many to name, some affilated with groups, others just singular...  They're not funny or satiracal and think they're 'pissing' us off.  I actually like the folks who do those things but the
Alluring Thoughts
In the eyesA smilePerson's personalityBody languageIn a kissTheir voiceSubtle touch or caressThe sexual energy one projects for others to be mesmerized and enticed.. They have come and goneEach one different and uniqueBlessed with knowing themMany have touched my soulJust a few have broken my heartTime has healed those wounds and dried my tearsGood times..Fun times..No regretsWhere will this lane take me?Will there be more encounters? I am trying on different slacks. Putting and taking off. Well..as I removed one, I noticed a draft. Looking down at my pants on the floor is my panty..still in the pants. Don't you just love it when your panty is attached to your pants?? LOL Back to deciding what to wear.....
Boston Sports
Any discussion of NBA history starts with the Boston Celtics. Under the direction of Red Auerbach, the Celtics produced three dynasties winning 16 World Titles from 1957 to 1986. The fast break, the full-court press, and unselfishness on the court became synonymous with Celtics Basketball. They were a charter member of the NBA when the league began in 1946. The team struggled for the first four years, but in 1950 two newcomers arrived who would forever change Celtics fortune and the game itself. Owner Walter Brown brought in former Washington Capitals coach Red Auerbach to take command; and as the result of a league contraction and a draft, a six foot guard from Holy Cross, Bob Cousy returned to the Boston Garden. The Celtics continued to improve with the addition of quality players the likes of Bill Sharman, Frank Ramsey, and Tommy Heinsohn, but the addition of Bill Russell in 1956 was the final piece of the puzzle. Russell revolutionized the role of the big man in Basketball. His s
Random Thought
i had this dream where i was in some kind of group of friends i was wandering around with a couple of guys*not like that* in my dream i mustve known them awhile i was kinda like the lil sister or something, we were running from some guy that wanted to kill us and as we ran down this dock looking thing i saw a ship leaving so we ran after the ship and jumped onto it just in time to be too far for the guy chasing us to follow...i thought we were safe til some crazy lady that mustve owned the boat showed up and told me she had a deal for me..she sat a girl down at the table on the deck where we were all sitting and handed me a gun..she told me if i shot the girl in the arm we could stay on the ship but if i didnt she was going to throw us off into the water i assume...so i shot her in the arm after hesitating for a few and i actually thought of a spot to do it where it wouldnt be as bad she looked dissapointed at me like she knew what i did but allowed us to stay on the ship...then we doc
Jenaka's Poetry
Long Walk In this long walk called life.I walk alone. With no one to hold.My lifeless body with no one To comfort me when I cry, withNo one to give me a reason toLive. I stagger and, fall downAnd I have no one to catch me.How can I go on like this?In this black abyss so coldAnd empty I shiver with lonelynessAnd fearof dying alone. I knowI can't go on like this, but IMust I know I have to. Its theOnly way to be what I haveTo be. But I do not know What exactly that is.I might find outLater on inThe long walk of life. Jennifer Renee Wilkes Copyright ©2009  Jennifer Renee Wilkes Farewell Farewell worldfarewell daughterfarewell till my eternal slaughterday to day living has driven me insanefinding the courage to not drive this spike into my braini hate this life, consistantly filled with strifestruggling to not lose my mindi hate myself always wanted to be thinno one ever beheld what i had withinnever seeing the beauty they say that god has givenfarewell worldfarewell daughter
=*misc.*=
Before I was a mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. I had never been puked on, pooped on, drooled on, chewed on, or peed on. I had complete control of my mind, thoughts and my life. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching someone sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew I could love someone so much before ever meeting them. Before I was a mom...I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside of my body. What if- 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there: 9. If I ask you out? What do you think about my- 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13
Random Old Stuff From Livejournal!
MY JOB MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A ROBOT....beep beep beep   Hydroxycut may cause liver damage...sorry for this inconvenience...
Just Wanted To Flow...
you bitch niggas aint got the heart to come get me/ how dare you fuck with me/ abandon all hope quickly/ I bust until the clip empty/ y'all aint even summer thugs/ i know u thought u was/ whoever set u up aint got love/ you'll understand when the hollows buzz/ and bang thru your afro/ im a asshole/ and natural/ for me to come get at you/ and leave you stiff as a staute/u feminine like estrogen/ let me show and begin/ when my violent moods move in/ like the wind we dont pretend/ empty a mack in ur back and that of your next of kin/ .45 cal will make u spin...u cant die with that stupid grin...but then again...all u gotta do is walk away maybe it was me/who foolishly/ followed the pipers melody/ more than i could withstand/running with sharp set of scissors in my hand/(your bound to get hurt)/ how in the hell did i not see it/ or maybe i did/ and refused to give a shyt/trying to box a god with arms/ intent to lose and do my self harm/ im my own bad luck charm/ why dont i listen? becau
The Moments In Life Where You Know Everything Is Ok
Funny how my son Rebel Presley's father expresses himself...Luckily this times not about me!! LoL But regardless it hit me and cant wait to hear the instrumental parts when he gets home from Michigan. Hes my Monster and Ill always love him even though Id prolly kill him if we were together still. LoL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've got my hands gripped tightly around your neck as you come to find what you thought you'd never see the look in my eyes I'm sure you'll not soon forget as you realize all the hate that you've unleashed in me (CHORUS) Well, I've sat down and talked to all the angels Heaven's got a secret they're too scared to tell cuz I've finally struck a deal and sold my soul now I'm not even welcome at the gates of  Hell cuz the demons don't think they'd fair too well and the Devil's just afraid that i''ll take control Finally it seems the predator has now become the preyI'm seeking revenge for the knife you left in my backyou'll find out soon enough that you wrote
Random Thoughts And Other Shit
when I speak sometimes the words just won't come out right thoughts and ideas take a tangled flight, leaving my tongue in a knot, and me lost in thought. when I write though, not always but sometimes, some magical times, it's like the words are transmitted to me from some cosmic thought center where right and wrong are neatly organized,all black or all white, no grey in sight, then they filter up through my soul and flow onto the page,, I'm hoping this is one of those times,,, lately my mind takes me on a trip, a journey with every thought, even the simple ones somehow manage to wrap themselves up, twist around with others and form a labyrinth,  in which I find myself lost. Many times when I'm lost I turn to my compass, my anchor, my guide, that either keeps me in the "here" or helps me find my way home if I must leave. Never do I need step by step turn by turn directions to find my way home, just a your doing ok, your making your way, it'll all be fine No cosmic
Song Lyrics
What Part of Europe are you from: The part whose ass we saved or the part whose ass we kicked? "Fairness" isn't giving my money to lazy people. Silly liberals paychecks are for workers. I'm Republican because we all can't be on Welfare. White straight republican male (How else can I piss you off today?) Don't spread my wealth around, spread my work ethic. If it sounds like Marx and acts like Stalin, it's probably Obama. You think healthcare is expensive now? Wait till it's free! Why in the hell should I have to press "1" for English? Try being informed instead of opinionated. Republicans: We work hard so you don't have to. Actually no one owes you crap. How long before you admit that Obama was a mistake? So...how's that whole "hopey-changey" thing working out for ya? Government doesn't work: Please return my taxes "I believe the best Social program is a job."-Ronald Reagan Confuse a liberal: Use logic and facts How will Democrats stand up to terrorists when they can't
Just Silly Shit
HOLY HELLThis one is fucking spot ON wow LMFAO Abnormally Sarcastic. People can't tell if you're angry, happy, or constipated. You probably make jokes that no one understands and you think it's because they're stupid and not because sarcasm isn't always funny. You might be joking all the time but since it's in your nature to test different levels of sarcasm in people you probably don't laugh much. Everyone thinks you're smart but also kind of an ass too.   Me and that guy were talkin about types of Kissers last night..and I gave him "the List" It is something I have been saying for years. SOOOO outta sheer boredom I wwanna share it with you and see if you guys have anything to add. (BAD kissers) 1-Basset hound=where the entire bottom of your face is dripping afterthey kiss you 2- the snake= where they try to swallow you whole 3-The lizard= where the tonue juts in and out of mouth quickly 4- the gnasher= where they grind against your teeth 5- the dentist= whre they try
Poetry From My Books
I want the vibration that overtakes my bodyLike what I feel any time you touch or even just look at meThat is what I want.I want to feel this all day of every day.I want to help you to explore this overpowering sensationWith every stoke and every motion.I want to give you a feeling so undeniableA feeling almost indescribableI want to give you a feeling that moves from the soles of your feetThen gradually ascends to the top of your head…This, a feeling that just can’t be beat.This intense journey begins with the slightest touch to the small of your backGliding along the curves of your bodyStroking every muscle with every part of meI will kiss you in the crook of your neckThen give your ear a little peckIn turning you over, I will shower your body with a mountain of kissesI will work my way down the center of your chestAll the while, you’ll be pondering the restI’ll unbutton your pants with only my teethThen tease and caress you with all that is beneathWith the c
I Can't Call It...
          You know I've never really been considered a handsome man. Neither have I been considered 'built', nor do I have an overabundance of money. I guess, when it comes down to having all the things that women find 'desireable', I come up wanting. However, I do know how to love and I have been blessed to have loved some very Beautiful women. I'm saying that to say this... When someone Loves you, I mean truly Loves you, all that outward bullshit becomes irrelevant. The Beauty that's inside is all that matters. You don't have to show me your ass or tits on Fubar for me to love you. As a matter of fact, I prefer you didn't. The real Beauty of who you are will shine through. That glow that shines from behind your eyes, is far more enticing to me than any nsfw that you can post. I might not be the most handsome, the richest, or even the smartest, but I can tell all of you Beautiful, Beautiful, women, and one very, very, special young woman one thing, as enticing as though nsfw pics may
In Purity
A Long Lost Talewritten by Phil HernandezIt has been several thousand years now since I last laid eyes upon my true soul mate Keira and our dearest daughter Aurora. Both meant more to me than anything in this world or any other. I myself was brought into this world by the great Babylonian dragon Tiamat. My mother has taught me everything I know about the old ways. The true meanings of respect, trust and love. Three of the most important things within any relationship that seem to no longer exist. After several years of wandering alone in this world, I had finally found a place to call home. A cave deep in the mountains of what is now Scotland.  I had spent years in solitude before I heard the cries of a fallen creature. I creature unlike any I had ever seen before. A beautiful blue green dragon with brilliant iridescent shades of purple that can only be seen under the bright sun. a beautiful little female dragon who was lost and tired of running from those who were hunting down our kin
Mistressj Rambles
Infatuation tears me apartRipping through my heartAs I seek the painThe hurtMakes me feel aliveAlmost as though I had cutStand and watch the blood flowMake me feel as no otherMy wounds open and rawExposed To the fury of my wrath As it pummels me with all its mightAnd I refuse to stop it ©xoxoJ Leave the emotionsCheck them at the doorWe both knowThey have no place here     Take me as I amLet's go real slowAs we open our mindsTo this darker side     Take me by the handLead me down this pathOnly you know so wellBecause my body yearns to go     Touch my bodySet it on fireOpen it upTo this burning new desire     Feel my touch on your skinPure need, unleashed from withinAllow me to bring it outWithout being afraid, allow me to show no fear     Leave the emotionsCheck them at the doorWe both knowThey have no place here ©xoxoJ I am an object of desire an illusion created by longing open to Suggestion submissive but in demand. You use me to fullfill fantasy filling a
Im Just A Geordie
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Written Works
Whos this monster i see before me... She stares blankly into my eyes from behind the mirror. Her face shredded with the beatings. She is younger than i a friend from my past. It is cruel she looks like i. Tears fall from her cheeks blood trickling from her finger tips. Her eye is almost shut with swelling. She smiles placing a hand into the glass and says "Im glad one day this will all be gone" Juneflower1986 I stare at long hair brown eyes.The reflection lying to me telling me tales of beautyI said to him “Cruelty tells me otherwise” The reflection only smiled her eyes glittering in the light“You lie to me.. Cruelty points out all the flaws why do you lie!!” I scream hitting her face but she only batted her eyes. “Fat and useless cruelty says he doesn’t lie!”“Invisible !!! He says”Then The reflection ridden with tears looking end endearing beneath the light her beauty never etching then again she lies. “Apparently I am!&r
Songs, Poems, Crap
I am sick and tired of rating people that don't rate me back, it's like I'm a guy so I have to work 100 times harder than any female on this site. I buy bling, I complete what I have to, and except for a couple and I mean like two or three ppl, I have to do everything myself! I'm not crying, but I am bitchin! I am a good friend, I rate my tops every day, I polish their bling and if I have cash I bling them as well... this is probably why I left the last time, I don't even remember but this shit is getting old. I don't get yr rates even tho I rate u an 11 evey day!? WTF u don't even stop by my page to say hey? this is a social network? I have been respectful, kind and unloaded everything I can for ppl and those of you that have given back....you KNOW this is not for you. But this has turned into a female sex frenzy for fucktards! when i was convicted, a crime for a sentence, i walked into his office visulized him in a coffin and this stiffness, in my necks a menace, can i get wittness
What Makes You So Special?
Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect Nothing's gonna change the thi
Enough
I sit here at work completely beside myself of the goings on on Fu. The amount of straight up unkindness floors me. Fu use to be a cool place to meet people. As of lately people only give a shit about leveling! WTF is wrong with everyone? People are begging and offering this or that. When is the last time you simple said Hi! How are you today? Geninely cared how somone is feeling? I think people need a reality check. How sad I am at this moment. This place causes jealousy too. I am feeling it myself at this moment thus the reason I have chosen to step away from fu for a few weeks. I am sick of it to be honest. The comments, gifts and bling. Its so very easy to hurt someones feelings on here. I am officially hurting and have no idea what to do next. I know that I deserve so much more. How do you let go of a love you know is so right and say Ok? How do you say I will be ok? Sometimes when you both love each other it doesnt matter. There are so many obstacles they can not be overcome. My
Innocence...
Media is one of the greatest and most talented artist in the world. It can paint a picture with out using a paint brush. It could convince you of something that isn’t real. Media can make one believe there points to be true. Media is the greatest con-artist in the world. It has convinced white society that all African American society consist of is gang-bangers, drug addicts, jail-birds, poverty , school drop outs, single parent homes, no good fathers and death. Which causes a Caucasian woman to clinch tight her purse when ever approached by a black man. Media-The greatest illusionist ever known.-Ivory Smith     Rage against injustice, Rage against abortion, Rage over child porn producers. Rage about a rapist, Rage against Racism, Rage against bias media who performs public contortion. To rage against someone’s driving, over someone who cuts in front of you, who gives you the magic finger, and throws his fist at you. To give rage for rage is strange and deranged that caus
Start Here Before Making Decisions
Its rated as this great program, helps dealerships, who contribute a lot of money locally,via advertising and supporting little league teams and all that.   but, that $4500 you get?  That's your money.  Its coming out of your taxes.  Its like taking $4500 off your credit card, and giving it to the dealer.   no other industry get this...and it sure didn't come about when dealers were going under.  Only after the number of dealers were culled, so they can't compete with the other dealer down the road.   who's real benefit is this program for? Ever notice, parents teach children how to ACT nice, so the kids won't be such a pain?  Teach the kids to respect someone with a badge or a collar, or don't talk back to adults, so the parent won't be asked to rein their kid? That's great...until the adult or person of authority fails to act nice.  Then what does the child do?  At what age does the child learn how, as an adult, to decide when to act nice, and when to stand up to abuse?  
Witnesses
   GOOGLE THIS DEAR READER, terminal velocity..its an interesting little thing to keep in mind...pay attention now ! The man at the top of the hill was older than most of THEM, some by a little, others by a lot. He wasnt crazy, his mind was sharper than most would give him credit for ,in spite of what he was about to do.THANK YOU GOD FOR PROTECTING ME HERE, FOR ALLOWING ME TO COMPLETE THIS AND RETURN UNSCATHED.....AMEN.....and so it began.  It is a big hill the man was at the top of....I know..Ive been there before, A BIG BIG HIGHLY DANGEROUS HILL...as a matter of fact people have lost their lives on the very same slope. Ive seen the cross before..ON a downward slope of ten degrees..you lose around 520ft of elevation in a mile, therefore gravity has its way..works its magic....BUT.. the man that has just started down said slope  already knows and planned ahead...the gear isnt what you have been thinking.............      He turned his back on them all and walked away....towards high gr
My Thoughts
I am stuck in a place in between reality and dreams.I cannot seem to find a middle ground in which to lay roots. Is there such a thing as to be lost completely too either realm?I have pondered so much of this as I have sat on that imaginary fence of the two.I can see the lives in which I live on either side and I wonder if the two could ever co-mingle with each other.I have been where I thought I wanted to be in each instant and yet both have left me with my heart in pieces and bleeding upon the floor.I see a life filled with such a love that eternity itself could not tarnish and a love forbidden from the beginning and yet it draws me in as though to show me that it can be a magical thing.I close my eyes and imagine what it would be if my life could have just been eclipsed by yours.If I could just wake up one morning and things would have all just fallen in place the way they should have been. We should have never had to go through any of the tragedies that we have had to endure or tha
Hot And Heavy 2
After the steamy sauna we decided that we could use a cool off. I was so weak in the knees this was the most sex I have ever had in my whole life, I turned to look at my dark stranger. He laid his hand upon my back and it sent shivers up my back and I could feel the heat start burning again. I could not believe that after all we have done tonight I still craved this man inside me. We slid our bodies into the water of the hot tub that was in the room. I laid my head back and was starting to relax when I felt my lovers foot caress my leg. I opened my eyes and looked into his grey smoldering eyes, then he looked down and so did I and I seen that my breasts were sitting above the water and the nipples were so hard from the chill of the room, or it was from the way that he was staring at them hungrily.He moved in front of me and took his tounge and flicked my nipple ring and captured it in his teeth, he pulled on it and I moaned in pleasure. He tugged and then released it and moved to my ot
Edgar Allen Poe
From childhood's hour I have not beenAs others were -- I have not seenAs others saw -- I could not bringMy passions from a common spring --From the same source I have not takenMy sorrow -- I could not awakenMy heart to joy at the same tone --And all I lov'd -- I lov'd alone --Then -- in my childhood -- in the dawnOf a most stormy life -- was drawnFrom ev'ry depth of good and illThe mystery which binds me still --From the torrent, or the fountain --From the red cliff of the mountain --From the sun that 'round me roll'dIn its autumn tint of gold --From the lightning in the skyAs it pass'd me flying by --From the thunder, and the storm --And the cloud that took the form(When the rest of Heaven was blue)Of a demon in my view --[Poe wrote this poem in the autograph album of Lucy Holmes, later Lucy Holmes Balderston. The poem was never printed during Poe's lifetime. It was first published by E. L. Didier in Scribner's Monthly for September of 1875, in the form of a facsimile. The facsimile,
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A Poem
just wanted to see if this is broken too urghh I am bored!   the end Now The Melody Is Renewed A time spent apart from My Fire Words written to reach her heart Have been wiped clean from her slate Now the new sun rises giving fresh start I have missed My Fire’s sweet voice Her melody that brings passion to my spirit Eyes like gateways to heaven A kiss with a lust deep within it My Fire’s body carved from the night sky She is the untamed mystery of love She graces me with her touch Her heart I take hold of Let me hid in the feathers Of the wings of this phoenix Let me take in all of your scent Let my soul pour onto your lips Now My Fire open your ears To the notes we have pursued As the sun pierces the dawn Now The Melody Is Renewed ps all my other poems got deleted by fubar..
Things To Ponder
Are there seeing eye humans for blind dogs? - If knees were backwards, what would chairs look like? - When you open a new bag of cotton balls, are you supposed to throw the top one away? - When your pet bird sees you reading the newspaper, does he wonder why you're just sitting there, staring at carpeting? - What happened to the first 6 "ups"? - If an orange is orange, why isn't a lime called a green or a lemon called a yellow? - Why does your nose run, and your feet smell? - If olive oil comes from olives, where does baby oil come from? - Hermits have no peer pressure. - Whenever I think of the past, it brings back so many memories... - There's a fine line between fishing and just standing on the shore like an idiot.. - How much deeper would the ocean be if sponges didn't live there? - What a nice night for an evening. - When I was in high school, I got in trouble with my girlfriend's Dad. He said, "I want my daughter back by 8:15." I said, "The middle of August? Cool!"
Changing Tides
Ok- so as I go along and try to figure this all out- I keep getting brought back to the subject of John's family. On top of all of our personal stuff, there is a problem with his family------for some reason, they don't like me. This is weird for me because families LOVE me! I can't help it- I am funny and lovable and fun. But I am also opinionated and outspoken and I don't take crap. I come from a family of very strong women. When my cousin was here the other day we talked a lot about our family and that is one thing I realized. Very Very strong women in our family- and we tend to outlive the men. LOL- But my cousin and I also decided that we are strong like the other women- but we also have more tact. We don't walk into a room dropping f-bombs and thinking we are the only ones who are right and not listening to others. We have more balance. So I am strong- but not offensive. Anyways- J comes from a family that does not talk about problems or anything. They talk behind everyone's back
Out Of Place
So here's a small list of them and what they do to me. Feel free to reply to add your own, it's always good to know what other people are into.   -Thongs. O M G I don't even know why, but thongs just drive me crazy. G strings not so much, but a black or red thong just gets my mind going, it makes me fantasize about ripping it off with my teeth, spanks, bites, rough sex, I just can't control myself when I lower a pair of pants and surprise surprise! A thong! Other colors do it of course, but red and black are my favorite ones so it's a dream come true.   -Glasses. I love the way women with glasses look. Sure, not 100% of them, but most of them. It gives them a sort of sweet and innocent look, so of course this only gets hotter when I know the girl is not sweet and innocent, the clash of image versus reality makes this quite hot. I love it when a woman wears glasses during sex as well, or when they bite their glasses in a cheeky innocent-ease manner.   -Tattoos. Nothing
Awesome People
Have known this guy since my Bouncer days Given me many bling and been a good friend Dont be afraid of him cause hes orange :P Papi@ fubar Awesome guy who gave me a VIP T A i n T e D@ fubar Amazing Friend that has given me real frienship And lots of things on the Fu ♬DJ☠MFKN☠KingBlaze@ fubar
30 Seconds To Mars
Try and stop me Try and save me I want to fall... Try and cross me Take me, tease me I want to fall I want to fall I want to fall... What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Kill Break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for I'm not running from you Kill Break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside Finally found myself Fighting for a chance I know now, this is who I really am Kill Break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come, break me down Break me down Break me down Wha
Auction.
Now, I like bling just as much as the next person,but we need to stop the begging!! Its sickening to see. No, i'm not jealous.Just sick of looking at it when the new bling comes out. If your mad when you read this I really don't care. Want to call me names. bring it on, I'm a big girl I can handle it. If someone can tell me why they ask bling, feel free to comment. The following is what was in my status. It got cut off. Dear Fu Santa, may I please have a fu cherry, cuz I lost mine. A red cfm stilleto, cuz its been awhile since I got some,a midnight diamond so I can see my way through fu in my white porsche. Wait...an all knowing magic 8 ball cuz someone has to make the decisions around here. That would be my 3 wishes. Thank you,  The chubby old man lol.. Naughty or Nice?? Cum and get me Let me be your Angel with naughty thoughts!! Please rate the auction page even if you don't want to bid. In a contest for most rates. Wll pay 5k for a rate sb or pm me, Muah!!  
General
Lets play My son decided to join band.   Not really sure how I feel about it.   Hes 10 and he chose the French horn.     Its Kloverlynn's Bday!!   Show her love!   Thank you    Have a great day 
Inside Bludgeon
My Mom and Dad jst left a few minutes ago heading for the hospital, she'll be having her surgery at 1:00pm. She left her phone with me in case mine gets turned off(Im kinda running late on the bill and it can get turned off at anytime) and in case anyone calls for her while she's in the hospital.   I love my mommy and I cant wait to talk to her after she gets out of surgery. Now Im just gonna wait for my brother-inlaw to pick me up in a few hours and give me a ride to work. Its payday today but today that doesnt seem so important.   *huggles everyone* You folks should go rate/fan/add this person NOW DAMMIT!!   Russian Phoenixhttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/89/70/3560798/tn_2420206629.jpg">@ fubar Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask the
I've Learned...
I've always been told that you should avoid political discussion with most individuals, as you should religious.  However, Im going to assume that the vast majority of you have some type of intelligence floating around in your brains, somewhere, even if it is an *extremely* small amount for some. I’m crazy unhappy about the Koran burning party that some preacher is trying to throw in Florida tomorrow, in remembrance of 9/11.  It makes me angry to a point that I didn’t think it was possible to be at a preacher, other than Westboro Baptist's lunatic leader.  I don’t understand "Christian" leaders, who advocate hate towards other religions, or people, or anyone at all really.  Even if they look at it and say "9/11 was Muslims, this must be they all advocate violence", it’s still stupid, based on a couple of key points. 1.       Not ALL Muslims advocate acts such as 9/11.  I personally know a few people of this religion...and *none* of them advocate events like th
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Jfl Radio Lounge
Jet Black Stare has agreed to do an interview on JFL Radio, the only place you will be able to hear this on fubar will be in the JFL radio lounge, so join today, date and time will be available soon, thank you!   http://www.fubar.com/lounge/jflradio Jet Black Stare will be on JFL Radio live, The only place on fubar that you will be able to hear this great bands interview is in the JFL Radio lounge, on Sept. 14th at 6pm est time.     http://www.fubar.com/lounge/jflradio Click either pic to join JFL Radio Lounge and tune in for this great interview!
To The Chill And Rush Of Morning...
You don't have a face, you are nary an idea, I know what you will be like, magic, gorgeous to me, you will have a wonderful smile, the kind that lights up a room, you will be light and graceful, we will enjoy one another, want to talk to each other, we'll hold hands and embrace warmly, you will fit perfectly in my arms, when we cuddle you will make me tingle, I will stroke your hair as I pull you close, yer kiss will make my heart scream, and each goodbye will be agony, I know you exist, I may or may not know you, I dream of you, you are in store windows, reflected in creeks and lakes, I saw you yesterday in the rain, you were dancing and so alive, moving, turning, all I could do is smile at a phantom image, I have a longing deep inside to find you, but I never look, I will know, the day I meet you, the day you reveal who you are, I will know it is you, and I will secretly, and softly, in my soul, introduce myself to you, and I will know where foreve

INTRODUTION: Hello friends, this is the first time i have ever spoken my mind on this site, but have to address an issue that has been annoying me for some time. In various jobs I have had wheather corporate, bartending, personal training, or others I have had to hear the mouth of women and their issues. The issues tend to vary based on situations such as weight, appearance, relationships, personal self worth, etc . I am taking this opportunity to express my opinion and feelings about these situations. I am in NO WAY degregating or critizing ANY WOMAN that this may apply to, so please do not be offended. It is not my intent to insult anyone, but just to give my point of view, and anyone who reads this can respond to it and give me there feedback. I welcome everyone to read and respond to this and give their opinion as well. Once again I am basing this soley on my life experiences, and IS JUST MY POINT OF VIEW. This week I am going to address the issue with women and their weight. PAR
Never Trust Anyone!!!
i was reading in a mum about a subject Do long distance relationships ever work? I mean really do they? ------------------------------------------ and this is what i said yes they do but they are something you have to really dedicate you and the other person to really make sure there is something there try and make time for them either by talking on here or on the phone or some other way of communication and be honesty with one another and be understanding with one another even if they have kids you have to rember they come first before anything else like i have always said before it can work but so many people don't want to put up any kind of effort into things at all let me start this out by saying iam not looking for someone to pity me or feel sorry for me i don't need my ego stroke come to think of it i don't got one but anyways.iam use to rejection after all my mother rejected me and i feel my father did too and the worst thing is i don't no way nor do i care any mo
Never Forget
by Denise Girod Wednesday, August 22, 2007 Rated "PG13" by the Author. To all our Soldiers past and present, God Bless Glory to the American Flag, long may she wave So many have been covered with her when they've gone to their grave So many of us have taken for granted that our freedom will always be We tend to forget those who have kept that right for you and for me A Soldier will stand and fight all night to keep us from harm While some of us sit at home and refuse to lift an arm Some sit around and complain all day how wrong this war must be While a Soldier pushes that aside to continue to fight for you and me Some sit around and complain about the food their going to eat While a Soldier works straight through hungry and weary on his feet While you sit around and complain about what you have or where you live Remember what a Soldier somewhere for you is about to give A Soldier stands tall and proud and ready for the fight We must stan
Chillin' N Feelin,
   I kiss you ever so lightly as i run my fingers through your hair,and pull you closer with my other hand,whispering in your ear "you are more bueatiful then the heavens them selves!"I nibble on your ear as you sigh in relief,your body relaxes in my arm,so sweet n fragile.I gracefully lift you into my arms as our gaze of passion and lips lock in its own excstacy.I carry you to the bed as our pulses rise and our moods calm.I lay you on the bed and continue to kiss down your neck to your sholders,and caress your body ever so gently,along your rib cage to your hips,as i nuzzle a hardened pink nipple,and kiss to your belly button.Your breathing gets heavier as i unbutton and unzip your pants with my teeth,and slowly pull them down around your ankles,along with a trail of baby kisses on your thighs.I run my hands across your hips and up your stomach to your ample breast,and sit you up to slowly discard your shirt.I gently brush the hair from your face as you lay back down.I admire your bod
Dumb As A Box Of Rocks!
Every ideology is a mental murder, a reduction of dynamic living processes to static classifications, and every classification is a Damnation, just as every inclusion is an exclusion.  In a busy, buzzing universe where no two snowflakes are identical, and, indeed the smallest sub-atomic particle, we are assured, is not even identical with itself from one micro second to the next-every card index system is a self delusion.  Or, to put it more charitably, as Nietzche says, "we are all better artists than we realize".   It is easy to see that the label "Jew" was a damnation in Nazi Germany, but actually the label "Jew" is a damnation anywhere, even where anti-semititsm doesn't exist.  Anytime a person is labeled for their color, religion, or social class is a damnation.  "He is a catholic", "He is a Dr.", "He is homeless" to the card-indexing center of the cortex in the brain, that my experience with him will be like my experiences with others such as him.  Thus individuality is ignored
Reality
I had such a wonderful conversation with this girl, I couldn't help but copy, paste, and save it. BUT! Since Im lazy... Go bottom to top (but I replaced her name)   Mystery Girl: night *kiss ->Mystery Girl: kk night night hun Mystery Girl: you too. i will be on tomorrow probably so hopefully i will catch you again ->Mystery Girl: Hope to talk to you soon? and that you have Sweet dreams and happy thoughts forever Mystery Girl: good night ->Mystery Girl: I will hun xoxo Mystery Girl: i know im going to Mystery Girl: hmmm then you should sleep real good tonight  ->Mystery Girl: same hun... gettin a bit sleepy that and u have me so turned on... lots and lots in common  Mystery Girl: dalin as much as i dont want to i think im going to have to head to bed Mystery Girl: lol ->Mystery Girl: I should shouldnt I hehe, it looks like aa powder kit though, and like you i want to stomp grapes Mystery Girl: omg you should totally try it! ->Mystery Girl: hehe id love to make my own wine, i have a ki
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Some Of My Favourite Loyalist Songs. If You Read The Words They Make U Think :)
The 36th (Ulster) Division in 1914-1918 The history of 36th (Ulster) Division In September 1914, the Ulster Division was formed from the Ulster Volunteer Force which raised thirteen battalions for the three Irish regiments based in Ulster: the Royal Inniskilling Fusiliers, the Royal Irish Fusiliers and the Royal Irish Rifles. A unique situation existed. This summary is from Ray Westlake’s “Kitchener’s Army”: “It took several weeks after war was declared that permission to form an Ulster Division was granted. The Ulster Volunteer Force, a Protestant organisation created by Sir Edward Carson as a force to counter the threat of the Home Rule Bill, was already in existence and its members were as eager as any to join the war. However, due to the political situation in Ireland, things were held up. Many volunteers refused to wait and e
Fu Faking It
 I am getting increasingly perturbed at some of the actions of some of the women on this site and the bouncers inabilities to identify fake salutes or properly mark / disapprove weak or salutes that are not to the standard.  I have seen in recent days several women that have salutes that are taken in darker lighting and partially covering up their faces. If one takes the time to closely look the salutes and the photos of the younger or thinner or far better looking ladies in the pictures they have posted, One would be astounded at fake and false self representation.  For example my wife Classc1, who was among the first 100,000 memebers on Fubar when it was a different website ......... has had several safe for work salute pictures denied. I have approved friends' requests for at least 5 ladies in the past two weeks for ladies that have questionable pictures with their salutes. What is even more troublesome is the fact that a few of the ladies when I chatted with them in the SB acted
Regret's
Just once I would like people to understand me sometimes. All these allegations towards me are wrong. I want out of this area, and had planned on moving closer to friends. Maybe my feelings were starting to get too strong for one in particular, but at the same time I was never told or warned about any of it. Instead I was lead to believe my feelings were ok. I may bite off more then I can chew at times, but usually I get warned or told off about it. Instead the person in question did not say anything to me about. Just went on and on about whats meant to be and gods plans. I am a believer in god, I understand there is a plan for all of us. But the plan does not include not telling someone when they have gone too far. Maybe I did in fact go to far. Maybe I need to show some constraint in future. But to allow me to think other then what I am told will not help me at all. Especially when what i am told is quite different from what I see or hear from others. So when I ask and question it, m
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Auction
Here is the info. for all friends in utah  It will be at my place  on Oct 15th. Kiessa and I will be arriving around 6ish, but  contact me if you would like to come  over earlier. We will be having a BBQ/Potluck for dinner. Please Bring anything you would like to share. We will be having hamburgers so if any one has a grill we can use please bring it. Hope to see you there!!! invite all ur friends every one is welcome                 come check it out
Poems From The Past
  Love can be like .....         a butterfly in a jar.   I love your kindness I love your friendship I love the way you make me feel When I talk with you   I love your sarcasm I love your wit I love the way you tease me Even just the thought of it   I love the way you trust me I love that I can trust you
The Thing Called Life!
I THINK IM READY TO LET IT GO..THAT LOVE I WANT BUT WILL NOT KNOW. A STRONG MAN ON THE OUTSIDE IS WHAT I SHOW..BUT THE TENDERNESS AND WEAKNESS INSIDE, PEOPLE WILL NEVER KNOW. THAT SEED INSIDE ME THAT I JUST WANNA MAKE GROW AND GROW!  AND OH HOW I DREAM OF A DAY WHERE LOVE WONT GO AWAY! THE THING THAT STAYS BY ME NO MATTER WHAT COMES MY WAY! BUT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN THE LOVE U LOVE WANTS TO LOVE ANOTHER THE SAME WAY? I JUST WANNA SEE WHAT IT IS THATS WRONG WITH ME! SOMETIMES I BELIEVE..THAT THERES NOTHING OUT THERE WAITING FOR ME. AND WHY DOES IT SEEM...THAT A DREAM JUST STAYS A DREAM? THAT A MAN LIKE ME IS WAITING TO BE REDEEMED! JUST TAKE ME IN...TAKE ME IN THAT PLACE IN UR SOUL WHERE U DONT LET BE SEEN! THE THINKG ABOUT LOVE IS...ITS A VERY STRANGE THING...ITS SOMETHING U WANNA GIVE BUT IT SOMETIMES BRING U PAIN. SO I THINK IM READY TO LET IT GO...THAT LOVE I WANT BUT WILL NOT KNOW...THAT STRONG MAN ON THE OUTSIDE IS STARTING TO HAVE A SOUL SO COLD. AND DONT GIVE ME THE CRAP ABOUT MY AG
Short Stories
It was the middle of the night when it hit. Jennifer’s bed was shaking across the room. It was the wildest feeling in the world and it didn’t seem to be ending either. She tried to get off the bed, after all it wasn’t far from the doorway, but the shaking was so violent it threw her back against the pillows. “Get to a doorway during an earthquake,” She remembered her mother, Felicia, always saying. Her mother had been gone these past 10 years now and it just seems like yesterday when she said it. She was an amazing woman. Even when the doctor’s told her she had only a few months to live, because the cancer was spreading through her body, she never gave in. She had long, beautiful brown hair, that was before the Chemo took it. Even when she was sick, she would still find ways to make her daugater smile and laugh. Anything to take the worry from her heart. It amazed Jennifer, what she was thinking about during the middle of an earthquake. The light fell over, as she fell off the bed.
My Blogs
the bottom came first, then got this on yahoo messenger Wow... You complain no one comes to your page and then you block one of the people who always stopped by regularly?? Real fucking cool.Rob Robshags: No wonder you can't get any womenRob Robshags: All you do is talk shitRob Robshags: It'd be a shame for all your naked pics to end up on a bunch of other websites.   N.M.E.: Whatever... I don't wanna argue. Be a fucking lame-ass bitch. I don't care anymore. ->N.M.E.: fair is fair right? ->N.M.E.: lol now i am an idiot? ok well ill have Don go on and have him not force me to go on N.M.E.: You don't wanna see me and I can't fucking FORCE Kim to go on..... idiot ->N.M.E.: cant show me then complain i wont show you ->N.M.E.: ok then , but yet i am CORNY and you never wanting to show me isnt correct? N.M.E.: I never saw you and I guess I never will. ->
Baby Girl
y must the littlest things hurt when u dont care what the other one does n jokin around n shit....cant they see it hurts when they do that.......just somethings i dont want to know.......and y cant ppl just take it when u say that ur happy how u r with sumone..........i just want to bleed it all away..... whats the point in living when i cant live a life with you, i want to be ur everything, i want nothing more then to be ur girl, i bleed inside everyday, it hurts all the time i just want to make it go away, nothing will heal this broken heart of mine  i want to be that girl u always run to, the girl u come home to, the one u say i love you to, your everything, your world, the love of ur life... i will always love you more then you know.......
Confessione Di Piccotrice
You've probably heard some version of what all has gone on with me. To be honest, the majority was lies, thought up by my family as a ploy. Because of the lies they have spread I've lost people in my life I always thought would be there. My life, most recently, has begun to crash down. I'll admit I made a bad choice, but no one gave me the time to explain them the actual situation they just continued on with their own assumptions and this is why I am in the current situation. I no longer have people to call friends, no one will even give me the time of day, and in search of people once in my life I've had more than one door slammed on my face from people closest to me. If this wasn't bad enough, I find out three weeks ago I have cervical cancer. So at this point I am left without support in my life, without connections, without my health, and I am left stunned, shocked and exhausted.      Hungry Scarlet letter written on my shirtmy face shows nothing but a smirk.Because,There's
Dreamzshattered
I do not understand how he does not see how him being in my life in any way is ackward... What makes him seem to think it is going to be easy having him in it all... I wanted him to be erased from my memories... Deleted from every aspect of my life past present and future... There is to much left undone and unsaid for my backwards mind... I want him in my sons life but does that mean I have to have him involved in mine... I know he doesnt care and all the words spoken about feelings where false and untrue... I wish I was a strong enough person to tell him everything on my mind and deal with what he has to say...but I cant... my heat wants what my head no longer does... fighting and breaking me apart... such is life... time heals all but there is always the mark left behind from the pain... My dreams shattered My world altered Visions behind my green eyes Show my blood being spilled Would it be easier to just leave this world behind The unbreakable wall finally beaten Falling to p
My Poems
For My Love   I can't stop thinking about you. My heart wonders if you’re for real or just some trick waiting to break my heart again. I feel this tugging at my heart when I see you log on. I get all excited feeling you’re the one. The one I have waited for all this time. The one I can truly finally call mine.   I feel this closeness to you I just can't explain. Like I have known you forever. My body aches for your touch in the middle of the night. The warmth of your skin up close to mine. Our hearts beat as one as our souls intertwine.   I get this surge of love when I hear your voice. The want to be near you, to feel your breathe on my skin. Our lips touching and tasting each other for real. The thought of our love making blows my mind away. I need you my darling in more ways then one. I want to be loved and give love in return, to make each other happy like we never were. I want all of this because I know its true the love I feel deep inside for you. Wounded
Thy Blog
Ok.. so did I mention I'm a blogger? According to my stats on this here site.. no one really reads my little posts here.. but on my actual blog.. it's between 100 and 200 visits a day.. closer to the 100.. and I don't know how many of those folks actually read the thing all that much.. or are all that engaged.. but hey, I'm working on it right.. So I posted a new post.. on wrestling with your self.. or more specifically my own wrestling with my self.. a longer thread of some of what's going on in my life is features in adjacent posts should you be interested.. but the point is more just about the process of wrestling with your self.. dealing with your self.. so if  you find your self in such a position.. I don't know.. maybe it might shed some light on stuff? Maybe? Ok.. so with that the link... my post on struggling with the self.  So you know.. tell me whatz ya think it freaking sucks.. I've lost internet.. and its nearly impossible for me to get on here any more.. and I hate loos
My Mind About Fubar
 *&#@! Have you ever noticed that those who leave comments on everyone else's profiles and photos who never even once have left a profile comment or photo comment on your photos or profile are the first to throw a fit the one time you don't leave them one? .....Geeez! PICTURE COMMENTS:  I am more likely to leave a photo comment then a profile comment these days. Since I hate to be generic in the comments I leave, photo comments allow me to expand the mind a little and be more intimate so to speak. So needless to say should I leave a photo comment it will have a little more to it then, "your so hot", or "nice boob job".    PROFILE COMMENTS:  I don't do these as much anymore if at all. Since I hate to be generic in the comments, and I don't like to duplicate them, I like to search out a comment that "fits" to that individual.  Even with just trying to do my "Family" often times I could not make it through them as the search was intense and I tend to be very picky. .....As always "Fami
Geek Shit
The singer's name is Eric Violette.Restaurant They say a man should always dress for the job he wants So why am I dressed like a pirate in this restaurant It's all because some hacker stole my identity Now I'm in here every evening serving chowder and ice tea Should'a gone to free credit report dot com I could'a seen this comin' at me like an atom bomb They monitor your credit and send you e-mail alerts So you don't end up selling fish to tourists in t-shirtsDream Girl Well, I married my dream girl I married my dream girl But she didn't tell me her credit was bad So now instead of living in a pleasant suburb We're living in the basement at her mom and dad's No we can't get a loan For a respectable home Just because my girl defaulted on some old credit card If we'd gone to free credit report dot com I'd be a happy bachelor with a dog and a yard.New Car Well I was shoppin' for a new car, which one's me? A cool Convertible or an SUV? Too bad I didn't know my credit was w
Lilmonkey
i wish u were here with me walking me thru these rough patch in my life i'm sorry i took you for granted i'm sorry that i was barely there when u needed me the most i'm sorry that we couldnt make it i'm sorry I couldnt make it i never knew how to treasure the diamond in my life and now its all too late. how can the love so beautiful ever slip ever oh god i'm missing you its driving me so insane standing all alone in the pouring rain cant explain all my pain In my memories, always. Jordan Tay 26/4/83 - 4/5/08 You disturbed me when we were young and ignorant we fell in love unknowingly short but sweet it was memories for me  i couldnt find a reason why i got mad because nothing u did ever made me mad all these years we lost contact, and we gained it back We've drifted apart so many times but each other the friendship becomes stronger you've grown so much thru the years no longer the boy who goes around disturbing others or playing prank  now a responsibl
Publicly Speaking.
Sunshine and rain … ups and downs … good times and not so great times … But if you can hang on through the not so great times you will see sunshine is on the way. I have had some trips and falls this week but I am hanging on and making my way through it. Life is all about working hard to be where you want to be and do what you want to do. Time to shift into the next gear, leave the nonsense behind and get things done ! I have the will so I will find the way. I am done with all the players and the Drama on this site.I say let them destroy there self!!! YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I am a Master Mason and believe in God. I ride Harley Davidson Motorcycles and believe in American products. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a
Pain
I have these things, That trouble me. They won't go away, No matter how much I plea. A list of disorders, I consume in my life. Some give me pain, Others give me strife. Schizophrenia and Bipolar, Manic and Psychotic Depression. My Isolectic disease, Kills my expression. Social Phobia, OCD, Both disorders of anxiety. Some I was born with, Some acquired from society. Oppisitional Defiant Disorder, And Cannabis Dependence. With all these meds I'm taking, I still have no independence. I take Seroquel and Risperdal, Both antipsychotic medication. All these chemicals in my head. Such a large combination. Amitryiptyline, Wellbiutrin XL. Two antidepressants I take, That puts me in a spell. Trileptal is for Bipolar, 900 milligrams of it a day. I took three other meds, But they took all those away. I've been in three institutes, I spent in all of them in total of three years. Ever since I left Ridgview, I couldn't shed a tear. I've done jail time for my crimes, I've laughed at every one. I've b
Why
I'm tired of finding a woman and thinking they like me for me and only to find out they just want me to take care of them. I'm looking for a woman that wants m for me. A woman that is kind, honest, loving, considerate, and faithful. A woman that wont get jealous if i say hi to a friend. I'm a easy going honest loving caring guy who doesn't see women as a sex object but as a woman. I don't base a relationship off of making love. I do base it off of love and understanding. I believe in cuddling and hanging out. I'm not a jealous man by any means i trust who i am with until they give me a reason not to trust them. I'm just wondering if there is a woman out there that's like that and wants to be treated great and not treated like crap or used or abused. I know I'm tired of being used and abused. I just wonder if there is a woman out there for me Have we as human beings become so shallow that  we have lost respect for others? I meen how hard is it to say thank you when we recieve something?
Amber Alert
hey this is eleven and i just want say that i am helping get this lounge going if you want to come please do so it is called sinful seductions. stbscake25@ fubar ,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL EVERYBODY ON MY LIST BETTER POST ATLEAST ONCE,""****AMBER ALERT **** 7 YR OLD GIRL *** TAKEN BY A MAN DRIVING A NEWER SILVER TRUCK IN IDAHO FALLS, IDAHO. ** LICENSE PLATE NUMBER... 72B381. *** "PLEASE KEEP THIS GOING!!". WHAT IF THIS WAS YOUR LITTLE GIRL
"fat" Girls Diaries
Okay, so sitting here thinking I wish I had a way to speak to young girls all over the country about them and their weight.  To let them know that yes being heavy is a health risk, but not relationship suicide as many people consider it.  I have even heart parents drill it into their childrens heads that because they are even 5 lbs over what the parent considers normal, that they will not get a boyfriend, be the "cheerleader" or ever find a husband.  My own father used to tell me shit like that!  People need to stop downing women AND men too about their weight.  Why do we make fun of a man with boobs, but still it's okay for women, man or woman they are both made up of excess body fat!  I personally am proud to say man boobs are sexy as fuck to me, I love sucking on my man's as much as I love suckin on my girlfriends!  The fact is there truly is someone out there for every shape size and color of person.  We as humans need to stop bashing each other by our race, color, creed, weight, b
Poetry
darkend lifeby andrew Q tainted soul,out of control,his life is weak,his life gonna freak,wonders if his life gonna break,knows that his love life is a fake,knows now that things in the world are not real just fallacy,wonders if he can survive now Life is Hard   I knew it was my dark life that was talking to me, Its always hard to not listen when reason is the truth, And the pain reminds you how bad you want things in life, But when I see you in front of me and my dark feelings tend to go away and it seems like it has never happened, But when things seem so bad its just ends up in fighting or just living in regret, It will be in the back of my mind so i won't forget, While siting in a pitch black room i can only feel and hear how my heart beats when i think of you, But i can't fix anything that will need a redo, I wish i could go into the past but i have no power to do so, Also remeber I do love you and i do mean that. true but bleakdarkened knightbrightest lightfrighten
For Our Troops
If you are a service member and would like access to my nsfw picks leave a comment here, I will be randomly selecting every day...my only request is~once you access my nsfw albums you leave a comment on my blog about them~ http://www.fubar.com/blog/307060/1057059 Also~I must be able to see pics of you in uniform! And not just one pic~anyone can get a pic from some one elses page!!! NO ONE has been disappointed! http://www.downsizinggovernment.org/Follow the above link and see how much we waste and receive absolutely nothing from it.  I have calculated that of the nine studies thus far, $17.5 trillion could be slashed out of the annual budget.  Of course it would be painful, however, take the savings and apply it to the $14 trillion debt, we would have a surplus of $3.5 trillion realized in the first year.  Interesting?  Imagine, just one more year at the current tax rate.  The following year we could be at 1% of income earned.  Imagine the new jobs and personal spending that would o
Surgery
For those of you that know and those who don't I am having surgery tomorrow on my right hip. The doctor is taking out the screws and fusing it together. My sacrim moves and it is not suppose to. As for those who are wondering why I am having it done. I am in a lot of pain when I lay down. Now I am facing the fact that it hurts when I am up in my electric wheel chair. I hope this surgery will help my pain. For those of you that will be praying for me tomorrow I thank you for that now. This accident as taken its tole on me but I am still fighting even as I am home from the nursing home. I may never be the same again but I have my life and I am sooooooooooooo Thankful for that. I Thank God, my family, and my friends who have been there for me through out this whole process with out them I might have given up. I can not forget the little guy I was watching Edin. I had his picture in my room at the hospital, rehab, and nursing home. I missed him so much. His mom has said I can start watchin
The Twisted Agony Of Love
i want to hold her in my arms again and smell the sweet scent of her next to me and feel the warmth of her body against mine.I want to wake up kiss her and say i love her and want to spend long nights on a beach with her listening to the sea and watching the stars fade away as the sun baths her in its rays making her look like an angel sent from heaven.to take long walks hand in hand. to have long quiet evenings talking about anything our hearts desire.to have her soft lips against mine and to pour everything i have into making her the happiest woman in the world.I love her now and forever. she holds the most precious gift i can give my heart in her hands.    down and out and lonely again but I don't ..care.. that the Stars don't ever fall my way anymore; because I was Destined to live my sad, sad, sad life of Misery all by myself until the very end.   until the Sunsets realized that I cried the night away for no other reason than to wait; than to wait on bended knees and trying to try
Up And Comin'
  FRI. SEPTEMBER 18TH P U R E __ F I L T H DUBSTEP presents BASSFACE More Bass in More Faces! featuring MALA (Digital Mystiks, DMZ UK) THE PROFESSIONALS (Pure Filth, L.A) 6 BLOCC (Pure Filth Audio, L.A) DJ G (NarcoHrtz, Pure Filth Audio, S.F) DLX (Pure Filth Audio, L.A) MAGI (Pure Filth, L.A) MC's JNEIRO JAREL & KEMST (Label Who, Pure Filth Soundsystem, L.A)
Contest!!! Read This!!!
All entries were based on a scale of 1-10 in three categories: WTF?!?!?, Funny, and Sexy Points were then scaled. I know you don't care, but I DO, so :P AND SO, WITHOUT MUCH MORE FANFARE EVEN!!! THE RESULTS ARE!!!!!!!     ...     wait for it :D (evil lil shit, ain't i?)   #1 Queen Candace score on Submission 2 of 25 #2 Rascal MFKN Rabbit score on only Submission of 22 #3 JT Scrore on only Submission of 21 #4 Blessed score on only Submission of 19 #5 Everyone else, because it REALLY got too hard to keep finding flaws while i had to pee! THUS!!! everyone entering will get slightly better prizes!   Thank you all for making this one of the best times I've had :)   I love ya all :D To CLARIFY, THIS IS AN IMAGE (photo, drawn, PS, don't care) CONTEST!!! YES Message means PM. YES link, means upload it to fu (if possible), I'm putting all the entries in a folder for the contest. And YES it is any image (preferably one you create, although I accept random brilliance you s
The Craziest Thing
IF YOU WANT TO COME SEE ME OR ANY OF THE OTHER BEAUTIFUL LADIES DONT BE SHY CAUSE WE ARE NOT................................ WE ARE ALWAYS RUNNING SPECIALS HERE AT COCO BONGO SHOWGIRLS MANDAY'S & Tuesday's- we offer 1/2 price lap dances $15 off only!!! $10. shot and drink specials. Wednesdays- Is WET SPOT WEDNESDAYS- Live bands, and the girls wearing almost nothing!! Sexy drink names and shot specials!! Thursdays- POOR BOY NIGHT- 1/2 price domestic and tap beer, 1/2 price top shelf, 1/2 price wristbands. BYOB ( BE YOUR OWN BARTENDER) you the customer gets to make your own drink. Friday & Saturday- Is our normal crazy party nights, and we will run different shot specials!! Sunday- STRIPAOKE- $4 U-CALL-ITS and karaoke!!!! Soon to come we will be offering a beer tour card with prizes to win(free attire, free lap dances, bar tabs, etc.) IF YOUR WANTING TO HAVE A PRIVATE PARTY!!! THE ROOM IS ONLY $200 AND IF YOU CAN GET 50+ PEOPLE COME WE WILL GIVE YOU YOUR DEPOST BACK WETHER ITS YOUR B-
Lyrics
"Disaster" I'm trying not to pretend, It won't happen again and again like that. I never thought it would end, 'cause you got up in my head, in my head like that. And made me happy, baby, love is crazy, So amazing, but it's changing, rearranging, I don't think I can take anymore [Chorus:] 'Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down, And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never. Feel the fire 'cause it's all around, And it's burning for forever and always. You gotta let it go the other way And live for another day, 'cause it ain't the same, my baby. Watch it all falling to the ground. No happy ever after ‒ just disaster. I didn't want it this way, I only wanted to say I loved you right. But now you're walking away, And leaving me here to stay, So foolish of me to wait for you to realize All the things I gave you, made you, Changed you, your dreams came true When I met you, now forget you, Don't want anymore [Chorus] 'Cause the walls burned up and our love fell dow
Wondering
Looking out the window, the trees are getting closer it seems.Thinking bout you Darling.Adding up the cost of these dreams.Strapped to this projectile, just a blink ago I was back in school.Smoking by the gym door, practicing my rock-star attitudeAnd I'm scared shitless of what's coming next.I'm scared shitless, these angels I see in the trees are waiting for me.The engines have stopped now. We all know we are going down. Last call for alcohol.Sure wish I could have another round.And I'm scared shitless of what's coming next.Scared shitless, these angels I see in the trees are waiting for me.Waiting for me.Friends in the swamp.Friends on the ground, in the trees.Angels and fuselage. by drive by truckers so many woman have come into my life just to leave me alone and lonely ...well i have realize that i am me .. sweet sexy funny caring compassionate,passionate, and most woman that i find are a bunch of crazy ones who make me pay for the mistakes that assholes have done to them. im not
Do I Still Turn You On
Her fantasy is my death. My Goddess wants another man to enter her soul. He has already penitrated her mind and heart. Now she is more than willing to let this parasite feed from her devotion to me. She attacks me, my manhood and everything about us that once was are life. I no longer feel like the man I once was. My sword of life is no longer what she desires. The blade of my sword is on question, as if it is a measurment of my ability to be a worrior. Or is it she is fond of another worrior and I am of no longer a need. I have been chained to a wall and beaten with a whip. The blood of my love drains to the floor and feeds a beast like no other. The beast has once again been stirred to awakening. The beast has become even more brutal than the last time. His tears are nothing more than drops of fire. They do not ease his pain. He ponders over his lover and what she has laid into his wretched mind. His heart, the flow of her love, has been restricted and it beats slow and hard, like
Twisted's Thoughts
It's been a rough time for me lately...I am trying to be more active on here...the distraction is good for me.    Everything that can go wrong, has...and the kicker being my 8 year old niece dying suddenlyon April 23rd.  There has been so much more, but this is what I am struggling with...why my heart is broken...why I am quieter than normal and why I just..don't know what to do anymore.   In her memory, I am holding a fundraiser for Mott Children's Hospital (University of Michigan) Pediatric Cardiology.  20% of all my sales will be donated in her memory.  Go to www.yourAvon.com/mrisner and click on ONLINE EVENTS and be sure to enter the code CARLY2010 at checkout.      In honor of October being Breast Cancer Awareness Month, I am running a contest on my blog.  One winner will receive an Avon Breast Cancer Awareness Bracelet and Moisturizing Soap.All you have to do to enter is register at my website (www.youravon.com/mrisner). Registering will get you ONE entry.  If you purchase,
**not Every Day*** : 8-sep-2009
To the strong and mighty won’t you please lend a hand:Some-where out there in this world children are losing their land.When will piece ever happen. Why do countries cease to exhist.Poverty stricken, dying from diseases:Don’t you hear the orphans cry, “won’t you feed me please”.Soldiers bodys here and there pools of blood every-where.It’s something of a crying shame wondering why they even came.To the strong and mighty won’t you please lend a hand:To many children are dying, so many mothers crying.They live with death each and every-day, mourning their loved onesas they carry them away.War has taken their freedom to live in piece.Father please reach out your hand and take the children to thepromised land, keep them safe with-in your heart.The wars are close and men are killed before dark.Why do they fight in a country so small when children are dying and we still hearthem crying:Will you feed us “please”By Miss Pauline Kireto—
Lounges
and to add a couple more things that i forgot to add in my first blog. that certain someone that told me my lounges were all failures also used to tell me that i'm a lame ass rock dj lol. well right now he does have one of the most popular metal lounges on fu but i am far from a rock dj. i'm a 200% metal dj and have been since i opened my very first lounge. so Aaron aka Jesus666 Owner of Excito Diabolus if you read either one of my blogs you can choke on that pole that you have embedded up your ass.    !,,! GRINDHOUSE RADIO FOREVER !,,! ok the skin is finished. to all Grindhouse Staff feel free to rip it from me  :D Ok i normally do not do this. Post a blog that is. But what i would like to say is that yes i have owned several different lounges in my time on fubar. and a certain someone that i despise has a lounge that is a metal lounge like the ones i've had in the past used to tell me that they were all failures. ok i admit they were. i couldn't find the staff i needed so i closed em
Feelings And Who Knows What Else....yeah Poems..i'm A Geek Lol
So soft. So warm. So wet. Warmth floods me in places I dare not say! The images in my head run rampant. I focus on one. In this instant it's all I need. All i need for my release. Explosion happening uncontrollable. Now if just only for the real thing! One day a guy with premature ejaculation problems went to a doctor. The doctor said, "Whenever you feel the urge to ejaculate, startle yourself." So he went out and bought a starter pistol.Luckily, when he got home his wife was already naked in bed, ready for him, so they got in the 69 position and started in. Soon he felt the urge to shoot his load, so he fired the pistol.The next day he went to the doctor. The doctor asked him how it went. He said, "Not too good. My wife bit off three inches of my dick, shit in my face, and my neighbor came out of the closet naked with his hands up." Last night when i got home and saw bullshit in my sb again from moronic assclowns i kinda took it out on all men like i usually do. Don't really wanna use
Mindless Fun
Okay people with fake pics as their profile piss me off. No one is 100% happy with what they see in the mirror but we put ourselves out there just the same. And everyone rates you a 10 regardless so get over yourself.When you steal someone's identity or just put some models pic up and claims it as your own you look stupid.If you dont have a salute but you have 10 million pics dated 5 years ago you are either not that person and its obvious to everyone your a liar. or you gained a bunch of weight and are still not that person and its obvious to everyone your a liar. I know one such girl and i wont name names Skylar and its pathetic. Yeah i called you out. Hey i might not be perfect but at least I'm real.No one is perfect and no one who is worth a damn cares.  I pride myself on not being a shallow person but Liars and Thieves piss me off. If your not comfortable enough in your own skin then i dont want to know you. You spend too much time hating yourself if you got your head out of your
Rambling Randomness
 I'm drifting. It's a hell of a thing to drift through your own life. To haunt the places you've called home, to live without really living. I don't even really know how long I've been here like this. It seems like an eternity, but it can't have been more than just a few months at most. I think most people would find it boring, and it is, but in a Zen kind of way. After a while, you just sort of tune out and ponder the greater meanings. Which is what lead me to thinking about this in the first place. I guess the big question I keep asking is, “What is living?” I mean, what does it honestly take to constitute life? The more I think about it, it seems that living is progression. I've started to believe humans are more like sharks than we'd care to admit. We need to keep moving, propelling ourselves forward, or we'll die. If that's the case, does that make us mindless? Simple automatons that are active simply because we have to be? I think it does. We do the
Rants Over Humanity.
After getting drunk friday night to pass away my time, and get my mind off of everything, i sat down with a notebook and started writing like a retard on speed to get all of this out. With my lovely friends help, i came up with this list. most of it, unrealistic and will never happen. The majority of it, I will make happen.  Now, for your reading enjoyment, i figured i would share my wonderful, thoughtfilled drunken LIST with everyone on FUBAR and MYSPACE so they can either have something to THINK about or something to LAUGH over. Because seriously, kids. We all have fuckin hopes. We all have fuckin dreams. ANd lone behold! these are motherfuckin mine. What I Want To Do Before I’m 75.(*red = done. *black = unaccomplished)[___] *year it happened in. 1. Go to Amsterdam and smoke weed in a smoke bar 2. Get drunk in an Irish pub in Ireland 3. SCUBA dive in New Zealand 4. Sky Dive in Australia 5. Get a tattoo in Belgium 6. Go to Japan for real sushi 7. Visit my relatives in
Be My Friend Plplplease?
im hoping im bad enough to deserve spankins today! the things you do when drink that you pay for later....its why im stuck in bed today!you thought it was gonna be dirty! looking to meet friends especially on the east coast
Alive.....
How does one know when they are no longer alive inside?  Is it when the presence that kept them forward is gone....or the present of it?  Is it when your drive to live diminished or when it's at full?  Maybe it is when when one is alive they are no longer alive as those around them influence them and alter themselves so that they become blind to what is around them....Maybe it is when all they once had held dear is gone...or even when they awaken to a truth they were kept known from knowing in an attempt to protect them.  Maybe one no longer lives inside when they are kept from it.  If any of these are true can one peer at themselves and ever see the are no longer alive inside...and if so can they accept it and continue forward beyond the boundaries of life inside one's soul? and if not what becomes of them? where do they end up they can't push forward or even when they can?  Are they able to bring life back to themselves inside when it dies inside?  Can the body life on without the so
Irrefutable Proof Icty Is Corrupt Court/irrefutable Proof The Hague Court Cannot Legimimately Prosecute Karadzic Case
COMPARATIVE ANALYSIS: WHEREBY MLADIC & KARADZIC TREATED ME WEST MILFORD DETECTIVES HARRY SHORTWAY & PETER VAN GILSTWednesday, April 15, 200912:07 PM 9/19/2009http://mladickaradzicshortwaystudy.blogspot.com/It is an extremely important legal case I am submitting to the Hague Court in theNetherlands as an individual complainant from here in the United States of America. I hope it will set an international precedent even in America people are abused by their own public elected government officials.I am fully convinced now, that after a decade of asking the American legal governmental authorities (local, state and federal levels) to arrest and try, Detective Harry Shortway, and his corrupt law enforcement associte, Sgt. Laughlin, in a court of law in America for attempting to murder me; moreover physically and emotionally torturing me and my family in 1990/1991,it is clear,the United States of America is either unwilling OR incapable of taking the bold moral measures to arrest Harry Shortw
Loveless
Went to the beach today, I missed the sound of the wind roaring through my ears while waves smashed onto the beach with the sound of a drum snare. I saw something I'd never seen before. I saw a pinkish, throw-up looking thing in my path on the boardwalk. At first I thought that's just what it was: throw up or snot or something similarly disgusting. After staring at it for what must have been three minutes a gull suddenly landed over it and began to snap it up, eating it. I saw that around the pink mall were little bits of matter, like rock flecks. I realized what it was then: it was clam shell, and the pinkish thing was the clam. My mind raced back to a National Geographic thing that I saw (or read) that seagulls break the shells of clams by grabbing em', flying up to a height and dropping them so that the pink innards. Also while watching this grotesque-fact-of-life my mind raced, I tried to look away from the gull and couldn't. The clam slammed back into the bits of she
My Messed Up Poetry
I stand up, wondering what has happened, wondering what I have done, looking down on the bodies below.Staring into the eyes of a body, staring deeper, into those empty eyes.Slain by my own sword, wielded by my two hands. Unable to take the accusing stare... I grab once again the sword, raising it high, stabbing down into the skull of the man, a loud crack is heard.Each body, rising in my mind, accusing me, my delerium grows stronger, as I swing wildly about me, hitting nothing but air. Thinking in my madness that the guilt must come from the bodies,I slash down wildly, in a frenzy, slashing until my arms cannot handle the weight of the sword. Bodyparts lying everywhere in sight. The spirits are still accusing me, I had forgotten about them in the frenzy of mine, the madness of mine... Believing them gone.I raise my sword, focusing on one of them, slashing with all my might. Into a street lamp, Almost cutting through... Almost. As electricity flows into my body, shocking me. Making me f
Poems I Found And Liked
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more? this one touches my heart it actually means something to me   I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those blue eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me wi
National Guard Member Survives Crash
1/2 Man - 1/2 Boy The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country . He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he
Seoservicessydney
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Music
People have some serious issues here ! I can't believe how there are so many people caught up on being re assured on just how they appear to others seeking approval by taking on so many friends just for points rates bling how sad ! Theres people with friends in the thousands ,friends? I don't think these people know the meaning of the word Friends a friend is someone you share a part of your life with simple things like wow i'm feelin bad or great today or I sure could use someone to talk to rite now!   I'd like to challenge those with so many friends to try and visit each one and say hello to each one ! I don't think you can do it and I also think your just using people to gain only for yourself. How much more insecure do you need to be before you realize that your not a friend your a sad example of the word! Don't include me in your game because I'm not here to make you feel better about yourself by rating you everydayhelping your self esteem. And for those with whom I chat with or
The Pain We All Bear At One Time Or Another
but you don't...because you won't see...or you don't care...I don't know what I did so wrong to make you so angry with me...I do my best not to step on anyone's feelings on here...God knows it's happened enough to me...but I feel I've done something very wrong and lost a good friend...I just don't understand and I can't talk to you...I would have to admit why this is hurting me so much and I can't do that...It's my secret to keep...The same as I can't tell the real reason why I'm giving up the profile I worked so hard on...Giving up the friends who have forgotten I exist...Oh well...I'm happy where I am right now...And if I had it to do over...I wouldn't change a thing...Except for knowing what I did to make you turn your back on me...You couldn't have hurt me more if you drove a knife thru my heart...But if that's the way you want it to be...I have no choice but to accept it...I don't and won't beg for forgiveness for the real or imagined wrongs...I'll just say "I'm sorry" Tired of be
My Way Of Thinking
Well 2010 came in with a bang for me. The last couple of nights in Dawn's Haven has been a blast and I have really enjoyed myself. I would like to thank the staff members and my friends and lounge members that were there sharing this with me. You guys have showed me how much fun it could be on here and reminded me of an old lounge i owned on here called System Of A Dawn. We used to have a blast in there and I realize it can be the same as long as we all go in and just enjoy ourselves. I have never laughed so hard in my life. They had melaughing so hard i was crying and there were points where I couldn't type or catch my breathe thanks guys let's keep it up. hugs and kisses to you all and I am applauding you all!!!!!   For those of you who really care and for the guys who say they love me and want to be with me... Here is how I see it... I have been hurt over and over again with promises made and promises broken repeatedly... Well right now my heart is not letting anyone in... If you
Death Poems
Death Before Dishonor Tattoo - The slogan of “Death Before Dishonor”, frequently written in a coiling scroll wrapped around a dagger, is a perennially popular military tattoo -- and for good reason. The saying has been used for military units at least as early as ancient Rome (“morte prima di disonore”). By the time of the famed Roman senator and historian Tacitus (AD 56 to ca. 117), the vow of "death before dishonor" had become 'old-fashioned' and something espoused by the barbari or barbarians such as Caratacus (chief of the British, who revolted against Rome). However, some two centuries earlier it was Catiline (108 to 62 BC), the Roman politician who attempted to overthrow the Roman Republic, who had urged it and Cataline may even have been influenced by Thucydides (the Greek historian of 460 to 395 BC who wrote about the Peloponnesian War). However, the famous concept of death as preferable to dishonor, if not the actual phrase, is not res
Jokes
BEER VS. VAGINA1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work.One point to BEER2.Warm beer tastes awful.One point to VAGINA3.A really cold beer is satisfying.One point to BEER4.If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hairbetween your teeth, you may vomit.One point to VAGINA5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being.6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere.One point to VAGINA7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation maysuffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend.One point to VAGINA8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of vagina he may buy you
Missing ......
If god could give me wings, I'de fly up to heaven and bring you back to us ... Miss you babe.. Mask Sitting smiling or laughing in which is just a "mask" What lies beneath the mask is sorrow, hurt, regrets, pain and lots of anger. As I sit here empty inside, with a shattered soul and a broken heart. Each and every day I place this mask to cover up so no one sees what and how i feel.......if tears could build a stairway,& memories a lane. I would climb straight up to heaven & bring you home again   A million words would not bring you back, I know, because I've tried...   Neither would a million tears. I know, because I've cried..   How I feel ... It has been a little over 7 months since Robert's death ... As the morning I found out the news.. My heart and soul aches the same.. I miss him so very much more and more each and every day..They say it gets easier .. But when ?.. It isn't.!... As each and every day I put on a "mask" a mask that covers the hurt and pain that is under
Touch Of Class
This group is about smart, classy women. We know how to be sexxi without letting it all hang out. These days women should not have to brib a man for things and for thier approval. Women should not have to degrade themselves for others approvel. A woman can still be sexxi without have to do all those things. Today's society is based on sexual orientation and how thin a person can be.So I started a group with who I thought is beautiful; not only on the outside but in. This group is amazing and these girls have touched me in their own way. I set out a blog to what ppl thought about it and it went good. So I am now opening it to the public. RULES: yea I know noone likes them.. 1. Must have a approved Fubar salute. 2. Must FAR all members before after you are voted in. 3. No drama or bitching or you will be out of the group. 4. All voted in members will make a touch of class salute to show that they are a member. 5. Repost all touch of class bullies and keep up on blogs. (Myself. and
Random
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? - Closed so that cat cant get in! 2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?  - No 3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?  - I Dont sleep with a sheet 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before?  - No 5. Do you like to use post-it notes?  - Yes 6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?  - haha yea 7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?  - Neither.. 8. Do you have freckles?  - A few 9. Do you always smile for pictures?  - Not always 10. What is your biggest pet peeve?  - People who dont use their blinkers 11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?  - No 12. Have you ever peed in the woods?  - No 13. What about pooped in the woods?  - No 14. Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?  - Yes :) 15. Do you chew your pens and pencils?  - Sometimes 16. How many people have you slept with this week?  - 1
The City
Change direction one more time. Change your looks and change your mind. I don't believe a single word. You're not a part of what I love. We would be better off if you just leave. Watch them fade like you know it had to be. I'll still be doing the same old shit that I was yesterday. Fade away cause we knew you couldn't stay. We see it all the time so we'll sit back and watch you fade away. I've taken my bumps, I've taken my falls. I've been knocked down and through it all this one thing always stayed the same. I've seen them come, I've watched them go so I'm just trying to let you know this is for the ones that still remain. Where are you gonna be tomorrow? Where did you lose yourself today? Watch them fade like you know it had to be. I'll still be doing the same old shit that I was yesterday. Fade away cause we knew you couldn't stay. We see it all the time so we'll sit back and watch you fade away This world was built for people like you, but it was built by people li
My Case
ok so i went to court and found out that they still don't no whats going to go onstill no word of the suppose victim so my next court date is oct 6 but i don't have to go only my lawyer however i do have to go on the 16 my lawyer said this if they don't have any word from the victim then they are going to dismiss the case and i wont have a felony on my record  and if they do not dismiss it then my lawyer is going to try and see about getting a class 6 witch is misconduct witch means ill get probation  if not ill be doing 5 years of prison time so not looking forward to that looks like my past finally catch up to meso today i got a hold of my lawyer turns out she called me yesterday but i did not have any notice and i hardly check my voice mail i really need to start doing that more oftenanywaysas i said i use to be a very violent person when i was younger i did alot of things i was not to pround of starting with animal crueltyarsonistrobberybeating the shit out of a lot of people famil
Better Pictures 101
Not much time today. The last tip for looking thinner on camera is lighting. Lighting from the side leaves a shadow on the oposite side. Your main light should be about 45 deg to one side. Indirect sunlidht through a window works great for this kind of shot. The shadowed side becomes less noticible so put the things you dont want to see in the shadows. Have a great day, and happy shooting. Photo tip of the day. Make you look thinner.Wow, take a picture and look 10 pounds thinner. Here are the secrets. Many of you have allready noticed that shooting from above with your chest out covers up the not so thin parts. It also makes you look up so your eyes look bigger. There are more ways to slim down in front of the camera. Women never face your body direct to the camera. Turn your body about 45deg angle away form the camera head tilted (either way for women (better to the camera for women) away from the camera for men) and chin down facing the camera. Turning your body away form the camera
Duh?!
Dad..So many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same   What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child When my life was consumed in you in your love and in your smile   What happened to all those times when I always looked to you No matter what happened in my life you could make my gray sky blue   Dad, some days I hear your voice and turn to see your face Yet in my turning...it seems the sound has been erased.   Dad, who will I turn to for answers when life does not make sense Who will be there to hold me close
B.b.wolf And Lil Red's Forrest.
There was a time so long ago when heaven seeemed so far away.All I could do was watch from afar shedding crimson tears.Heaven is where my angel was, so close yet so far.In her pressence I couldnt speak my name, yet she loved me all the same.One touch of her finger tips brought fire to my lips. *Chours* Heaven's just a stones throw away, you can use a coin toss to pay.Heads or tails, right or wrong, my own personal angel inspired this song.She told me "lay your heavy heart to rest on my silken soft lips, and wait for Heaven like the rest."   I was trapt in a land of rising suns, each day feeling more undone.This place is always strife, and seemingly darker everystep I take.Dim street lights lighting a sad path further into life.Light comes in and fades out, im was giving into my pain and plight.Im silently slipping into "That good night." *Chours* Love is anything but forgiving, even when it causes my singing.Old wounds still stinging, her voice in my ears still ringing.For blades
Dancings With The Stars!
I'll update this blog every week as they reveal the newest installment of the design a dance part of the show. Week 1 The Dance: Paso Doble Week 2 The Song: Eye Of The Tiger Week 3 The Celebrity: Sabrina Bryan Mark Daeascas Rumba: 18 Joanna Krupa Samba: 23 Mya Rumba: 27 Melissa Joan Hart Samba: 19 Louie Vito Rumba: 20 Debi Mazar Samba: 17 Donny Osmond Ramba: 21 Micheal Irvin Samba: 14 Natalie Coughlin Rumba: 26 Chuck Liddel Samba: 17 Aaron Carter Rumba: 21 Tom DeLay Samba: 15 Kelly Osbourne Samba: 20 Left Due To Injury: Tom DeLayElimination: Debi Mazar Joanna Krupa Jive – 20 Natalie Coughlin Quickstep – 21 Chuck Liddel Tango – 19 Melissa Joan Hart Jive – 19 Micheal Irvin Quickstep – 20 Debi Mazar Tango – 21 Louie Vito Jive – 19 Aaron Carter Quick
Crimson Blood And Poison Tears
When did you become someone I sought protection from?When did everything change?The scars you gave me.I earned to eagerly.And in my dreams of perfectionI lost sight of what was real.And in my hopes to realize what was true.I struggled to stay sane.Time goes so fast,and no matter how hard I try I can't let go of the past.Though all the false smiles.I leaned to hold fast to my dreams.But even as I did so you took them away from me.And just because I'm not crying it doesn't mean I'm okay.And even though I say I'm fine I still grab the blade.Because you always to me so, that tears are just a waste.I'll be tough when I'm around you.I'll won't be what you hate. Rain, rain, go away, Because of you the pain will stay. Slit my throat, cut out my heart, Leave me here, tear it apart.   Poison tears stream down my face, My heart beats at a steady pace As I try to stand again; Alone and standing in the rain.   I don’t need you anymore… Is what I think while tears pour. I
Funny Jokes
1. The Female always makes The Rules.  2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification.  3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules.  4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules.  5. The Female is never wrong.  6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.)  7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.)  8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time.  9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female.  10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time.  11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset.  12. The Female must under no circumstance
$mr Lickable,get Down$
I cant send any message, for some reason it wont let me. Trust I know that, I come to have fun. Yes, yes I get down, How ever you want it, I say lets go have a drink . I'm here to have fun lets have fun together. Lets kick it!!
Sexy Stories
It had been long time. The thought had been with me since I boarded in the plane in Providence 5 hours ago.   Now here I was in Detroit and wondering if she would be happy to see me or not, things had been tense over the last couple of years. You couldn’t blame her for being a little bit perturbed with me, I could have told her that it was just friends with benefits long before I did.  She didn’t shut me out though, not even after I’d gotten married we’d still e-mailed almost daily and talked once a week since it had all gone bad. (I still wondered if she was hanging on to something. I guess I was about to find out.)   I’d had no intention of being in Detroit, but work had a way of putting me places that I never expected to be these days. I knew when I heard Jonesy, my boss, on the phone saying, “This is not a problem!”, that I was pretty much screwed. Twenty minutes later he came out of his office handed me a work order, told me to go home a
I Quit!!!
  Today, I took the time out to give my room a good cleaning. Wipe everything down, move stuff, vaccum, all that. Well, what you do not realize, is that ash has a tendancy to get places you don't send it. It was everywhere. As were the little plastic pieces that come off the top, matches, lighters, and even some filters that somehow got dropped and kicked beneath things. It's unreal how much proof of this part of my life existed even as I made it unneeded in my every day life. One thing I will miss, is the new lighter feeling. Finding a lighter that is a conversation piece, or one that's rather cool, or unique. I suppose I'll have to spend my time fidning clothes, or shoes, but hell, lighters are easy to carry. I can take more than one with me. And for the most part, they beat out shirts or shoes, as shoes and shirts can not SUPPLY FIRE.   I have nowhere to go with this. Dirty Lip wanted a blog. So here it is. Like soap and water on a lip.   "Quitting smoking is hard."   I've be
Wayward Poet
Fly AWAY! Far AWAY! You only survive so many times until. You fly away, far away. You trip and hit the ground. Took a wrong turn at a cloud. NOW NO ONE is AROUND. Silent sighs and naked noise. A room full of arrogant boys; The life you lead is not your own. You're the life-size model of a half-size clone. 030499kmp The wind is my lover; he comes to me at night.  Soothing, caressing with fingers so light. His arms they are binding, Down paths ever-winding, The wind is my lover; he comes to me at night.   The stars are my fantasies; pictures with no words. Softly inviting, promises made never heard. Their dance is intriguing, Down paths of flesh-needing, The stars are my fantasies, pictures with no words.     The moon is my father; such lessons I've learned. Idiot child, with his white fire, me he did burn. His words singsong rhyme,
Ecrusca
She felt him arrive almost immediately.  It made bile rise up in her throat and she gagged on it as he descended upon her. "Hello Vela." he growled in a thick Drekorian accent. He was a massive beast, even by dragon standards, standing over 34 feet tall, all black sinew and scale, and he absolutely reeked of evil.  Yes, he was more than tainted by Tenebrae and belonged more on Bludloc with the Shadul then he did here on Dreckor. "Skul'ka" she nodded up at him, trying and failing miserably to cloak her fear. She had known one day that she would have to face him again, but why now, when she was so illy prepared and nearly drained of mageic? The Ophir and Teneb were always in conflict, as was their way, but it was time for it to come to a head and for the balance to be restored once again, in this, the 19th Mageic War. This was only the beginning.  I created it, but I don't know if I'm ready to write in it just yet.  The stories keep coming to me, They're gonna eat me if I don't
Timk820
WOW!!!!LIFE IS GOOD TODAY WHERE IS EVERONE? I'M HERE SO WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? I GOT MY TOES IN THE WATER,ASS IN THE SAND,NOT A WORRY IN THE WORLD,A COLD BEER IN MY HAND,LIFE IS GOOD TODAY
After Dark
Promoter's Job Description:So you have decided to take on the difficult job of promotion, AWESOME!!! Promo is a Position that leads not only to FAST LEVELING, but can LEAD TO A MASSIVE POPULARITY!!! A GOOD PROMOTER can bring in upwards of a hundred people into a lounge in a night, can GAIN THOUSANDS OF FRIENDS!!, and enjoy knowing THAT THE MORE POPULAR YOU ARE... THE MORE PEOPLE SEE YOU AND R/A/F!!! But as i said this is a job for those determined to bring fame to those around them and to themselves.Promoter's Job Duties:1. Promote the lounge in the best ways you can. 2. Take pride in the fact that you are promoting the After Dark.3. Visit as many profiles as possible and Rate, Fan, Comment Bomb, And    Do Something That Makes Them Feel You Are A Real Person, Not A Bot.4. When ASKED Directly To Promo This Means We Need Your Talents To     Take The Wheel And Drive The After Dark Forward.5. One Thing That Many Seem To Forget Is How Much Fun Can Be Had    While Doing Promo And Hanging Out
Songs
to all the fallen angels spread your wings and fly. wipe the tears from your eyes, the time has come to rise. let your voices carry high. let the world hear your cries. let your heart be your guide as you take to the skys. leave your cold and darkened toombs. clear your mind and heal your wounds. and the world will know the end is soon. mankinds fate is filled with doom. hear these words for all their worth. let them echo in heaven and stain the earth. ashes to ashes, dust to dirt. convicted for life, condemed at birth.   HERE I SIT ALONE AGAIN COLLECTING TOUGHTS OF MY MANY SINS. I STARE INTO THE BLACK, AND DEPRESSION SETS IN. THE VOICES INSIDE ARE MY ONLY FRIENDS. I'M FED UP, I'M LOST, I'M A HOPELESS CAUSE. DREAMING OF HAPPINESS, SUFFERING THE LOSS. I STRIVE TO SUCCEED, DESPISING MY FLAWS. ONE DAY I'LL BE FREE,  FUCK WHAT IT COSTS. ALL I DO IS SUFFER, AND THIS PAIN WON'T DIE. SO I DROWNED OUT THE MISSERY WITH THE PAIN INSIDE. BUT IN THE PROCESS I'M SINKING IN MY OWN DEM
Rest In Peace Ashley
as some of you may know melody fell and passed out stopped breathing wed night. she was taken by 911 to local hospital where she was treated and released thursday night only to pass out again early this morning.shes still in icu could maybe be sent to a room or her own sat afternoon .on top of the two tumors she has had they have found a large mass on her right lung they can got control her blood presseras of yet and they are thinking part of this is due to pulmonary heart disies,tests are pending should be in early sat morning please keep her in your thoughts and prayers  thank you i went to hospital last night via 911 4/13/10!well im home, but going back in for at least a 2 weeks stay friday my tumors are growing rapidly and all the stress im under is making me wores.ill be takeing my lappy, and my cell feel free to call or text me if you have the number if have it, if you need it leave a messgae here or yim, ill be under sadation, so im not sure how much time ill spend on here but i
Worthless
Eh...I'm in such a mood, but I can't seem to figure it out.  I think it's crazy how when people try to get the attention they're craving for, no one cares to do it because they're being needy is so obvious.  Yet, when they're most comfortable with themselves they're able to get that attention.  And in their quest to be comfortable with themselves, they fail horribly because they're either distracted or fucking confused.  And they lose themselves which is the worst possible thing of all.  Not like I'm speaking from experience or anything :-/OOO yeah, here's something that's been bothering me.  The other day I was talking to a friend, who's name will go unmentioned, and they said that they'll probably be employed at the same place they're at for the rest of their life which was followed by (much to my dismay) a laugh.  It's not like this person was seriously happy about their situation, they just didn't seem as sad as I would be if in that situation.  If this were a reality for me at my
My Hell
My baby cousin Natalie was diagnosed with Lukeimia last night at 11 pm. She will be 3 in December. I am asking everyone who reads this to please pray for her and her parents as they go through this hard time. She is just a baby. If you have kids u would ask the same thing if it was happening to your child, so please pray for Natalie... The tears fill my eyes and down like rain they fall. When was the last time I was truely happy, hmm, i dont recall. I stood at the edge of the ocean. Water as far as I could see. No one around to see what was happening to me. I walk out slowly, the waves crashing against me. The further I go the deeper it gets, and soon enough it is over my head. The last thing I recalled as the water filled my lungs, was the sight of u with her making love. As I start to lose conciousness, and drift off to die, a solitary tear falls from my eye. The I wake up, it was all a dream. And in my eye I catch a gleam. I see something glisten in the light so fair. Wondering if I
Sex Sells
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23 In Effect
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My Thoughts As Of Now
My honest feelings as of now vary. On one front I feel completely overwhelmed, captivated, encapsulated by life itself. But life has created a sense of vertigo, I am unsure which side is up, which side is down, because one moment I am on the top of the mountain, then the next I am one with the jagged rocks below. Torn to pieces, ripped apart by the waves that crash up against me. For I am not meant to go this journey alone, but alas this my deepest fear. I want more, for my greatest ambition is to give into someone else's life, to be a part of them, to feel a warm embrace to graze a gentle face... instead i feel the cold, icy frost that grazes my face with tears streaming down my face. But the wounds are far behind me, no tattoo to cover, no ink to erase the memory of what has happened.    I feel the pain tear at me with every lonely moment. Every passing second feeling THE ONE is out there and i am missing out. just wasting my time with being alone.  The warm air in my lungs the
My New Favorite Song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=swPFB4z-FXs     i love drake...everything he does....amazing!!!!!     you and me....with no rules...just like you ..i get lonely too S.E.X. by nickelback...... extremely dirty and hot. and such amazing guitars. I want to learn how to play this and put it on you tube...lol although i feel like i so wont be that hardcore....haha heres the awesome video     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kV_YdALjpmw   this song is sooo amazing....plus i love both alicia keys and drake.....but drake's verse is so real... Taz keeps telling me he just turned thirty having dreams of being single forever he's getting worried and im SCARED too because im in the same boat good women are RARE too, none of them have came closeMe i haven't changed much you know how i play it better safe then sorry instead of searching for substance at every single party baby being part of this life i feel like im bound to end up with somebody that's been with everybod
Stargasmic Read All About It!!!
~ Everyone has a Breaking Point ~ I'm broken nowMy heart lie in pieces at my feetLike a fetally alcoholic childMy mind rocks back and forthGoing nowhereThe pains of all those past inflictions surround meSuffocating me til I can no longer breathe The present takes its aim with a sniper's precisionI feel the final blow and fall to my kneesInside this shallow grave With one last hole in my heartThe pain begins to subsideAnd I know that I will never hurt again With one last smile on my faceIt's finally over. Someone who sleeps on his back so I can have my "spot", his breath rolling like a river into night. ....   Someone who wakes me in the morning by saying "Baby, it's time to get up" with fresh coffee in hand. ....   Someone who with voice of a rock star, but who won't ever step upon a stage. ....   Someone who has the hands fit to hold me perfectly. ....   Someone who listens to music just because he likes it, even when it sucks. ....   Someone who plays Literati with me w
Just Trying To Keep It Simple
Someday I hope to find the courage to share my story with the world – but for now I would like to say this: I know what it is like to hit rock bottom.  And it’s not pretty.  But I can, however, say with 100 % certainty that it is one of the best things to happen to me.  “Rock bottom” can be what you make of it.  It can turn deadly, or  become the biggest inspiration in your life. Here are my top reasons for considering the hardest time in my life to be the biggest blessing.  Someday perhaps I will go into details. 1.  There comes a time in your life when “it can’t get any worse than this” actually comes true.  At that moment- realize that there is only one way to go from there:  UP.  The thing with hitting rock bottom is this:  You can only go up from there- things can only get better.  The worse has come and is now staring you point blank in the face. 2.  It is when you find yourself alone, standing at the worst point in your life, when yo
Favorite Lyrics
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI cant destroy what isnt thereDeliver me into my fateIf Im alone I cannot hateI dont deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldnt face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldnt hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you werent my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never needed a
Blah!
Dancing Bear Spokane, WA subject: I don't wish to hurt your feelings publicly...truly.   received: 11/18/2009 06:44 pm replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   This is the ONLY reply you shall receive, so rage away irresponsibly, as publicly as you wish. You look silly. Facts are facts. fu is about popular opinion, and no more. Attack as you wish, in all obvious ignorance. You waste time here, as a child. Your mumm yesterday was just a stupid. Get a library card; they're free. In point of fact, we went to the moon in 1969. What kind of fuBoy equates Hitler, with the things you so freely associate, while inappropriately attributing them to me? You're illogical and irrational. Those are two requisites qualities found in most fascists. That too is true. Did you see a TV show on abnormal psychology and logic too? The tunnels and bunkers are indeed there, as are many such systems, throughout the entire inhab
True Me
Name: DevinAndell Birthdate: June,25 1985 Birthplace: Rehoboth,Delaware Current Location: Orlando,Fl Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Red Height: 5-11 Weight: 235 lbs Piercings: not yet Tatoos: not yet Overused Phraze: Fagbag!! FAVORITES Food: Chinese,Italian Candy: War Heads,and any Number: 69 Color: red Animal: Dragons and wolves Drink: pepsi Alcohol Drink: baileys irish cream Bagel: onion Letter: f Body Part on Opposite sex: eyes they are the window to the soul This or That Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or BurgerKing: Burger King Strawberry or Watermelon: both
Read Me!
my biggest fear is losing my nephew to his parents! i have been rasing him sicne he was 2months old.his pareants are alcohalics and both in rehab.he is 7months old now.i put his crib next to my bed at night cuz thats how scared iam.i don't wanna give him back even if they are sober and all better again.they put that child through hell!!! and i had to deal with it all since the day he was born!.i did everything for them. i love my nephew more then my own life! i have nightmares of him being kidnapped and i guess thats why i cannot sleep at night im too busy watching over him sleep so i don't. he is my entire life.  I think this was a great performance. He reminds me of Madonna, Prince and Michael. I don't understand all the fuss. We see provocative performances all the time from rappers and half naked girls and some of Beyonce's performances have been questionable if you are going to take the high road. I think he is a great sin...ger and good performer which was more than some
Movie Reviews?!
The Fourth Kind I'm sure will get an array of mixed reviews so, I'll just start off by saying that I did enjoy this movie. It uses some very unique techniques while it shows the 'actual' footage while the film plays out in some instances. The movie does feel like a slow burn at times but I felt this kind of pacing was necessary. It makes the more intense sequences feel well...more inetense.I don't have much more to say about this movie but I do suggest going to check it out. It isn't as effective as Paranoromal Activity but it is very entertaining. Not many people know about this film...and I suppose in good reason. It's a highly controversial film starring Willam Dafoe. Just to quickly graze over the plot: A man and woman (who are not given names...their credited as 'he' and 'she') lose their child in an accident and the woman is stricken by grief. I shouldn't say more but I will say most of the film takes place in a cabin located in a place called Eden. One of the main concept
I Never Knew I Could Feel Like This
Just want you to know  your on my mind, lately that seems to be all the time.omg girl you are so damn fine.Just watch and see Im gonna make you mine.Kissing you on the forehead and holding you tight,cuddling and caressing all through the night. being with you is oh so right! I am not up for a one night stand,with you I am looking for the full time plan. just trust me and go hand in hand,I promise to be the greatest man.never be mean or treat you like crap,just let you know that you are all that!with you it would be great as far as I see,loving you til the end of time is great by me.with you in my arms is where you should be. Its you I love ,and will forever.You may change,but I will never.Time may come when we will part,but time will never change my heart.So tender and true ,but now its gone from me to you.So take care of it as I have done,for you have two and I have none.I never really knew you but only as a friend,but when I saw you noticed me I let my heart unbend.If
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Born; 10 December, 1962. Released from hospital 21 December, 1962, I was very sick from birth. My inner strength (Qi/Chi/Chai) bouyed me over as much as possible. Male. 6' 3½", 295#. Multi-tonal brown hair w/ lots of grey, over hazel (multicolor) eyes. Northern European ancestry, mainly Welch & German. But since Northern Europe was part of a series of conquoring, I can trace my roots back to Africa through the Romans who conquored, pillaged, raped and murdered both sides of my family. 'Son of Wolf' is not a made up moniker, it is a translation of my Welsh surname. Similarly my affinity for dragons or 'Drachen' is also related to my Welsh ancestry. Born and raised in New Jersey, U.S. of A. Now living with my GF Diana. Which brings us to; Taken! Seriously, I'm taken. Even if I wasn't, I am not available. *I reiterate, I do not want to be with you, get with you, hook up with you or freak with you, It's simple, I am not available. If this is what you want... Thank You, but please move a
Rickies74
Please don't cry for me though I 'm goneFor in heaven I have made my home.I know you'll miss me through the yearsBut, remember, in heaven there are no tears!Up here in glory I've taken my placeNear the Father where I can view his face.I'll only be gone for a short little whileUntil I greet you in heaven with a smile.I'll be waiting there with arms open wideTo open the gate and invite you inside.We'll sit down at the Marriage Supper of the LambUnited with Christ and all of his clan.We'll drink from the last communion cupAs death and hell are swallowed up.Then we'll drink a toast from the 'living wine'While seated at the table where we shall dine.The angel, Gabriel will blow his Gold Horn As comfort is given for those who mourned.We'll be surrounded by many angel wingsWhile seated with our Lord and our King.He'll read to us from the Lambs book of lifeThe names written in it, His church, His bride.We'll be with all our sisters and our brothersWhile seated there at the last supper.My grave
The Flag
It thore out my heart,It shred it apart.I lost all my faith...I even lost trust. I miss all friends,I miss all thouse timesWhen happiness strived,When I felt so free. Now even when homeI cant get awayFrom all of that hazeAnd mud on face. I live with my guiltMy filthy old handsAre covered in bloodAnd scars cover heart. How do you explainThe war to some one?How can u tellThe loved ones your done? So dead on the inside,So thorn and so gone,So tired of pain,So sick of regrets. How do you explainThe death someone?How do you reclaimYour heart that's far gone? Pretend to be strong...While dieing inside.And being so tough...While feeling so gone. Pretending to laugh...While crying inside.Pretendin to beWhat they wonna see. Disarmed in physical estate Alarmed by visual mandate In disarray without a fate For my redemption it's to late   Disarmed, alarmed in disarray Today the Taliban's my pray My place in life I cast aside And paint my walls in black and white   My feelings I k
Zombie Monkey Files
Zombies: What you should do By Bob Bankard PhillyBurbs Special Sections Once again, thanks to the new millenial zombie, we've got to take a good, hard second look at our advice to those who find themselves in the center of a zombie swarm. It's important to represent both sides - the quick and the dead and the good ol' shamblers - in order to optimize your choices if in fact you find yourself in the middle of a crew intent on eating your face. So, let's start right off with the obvious: What's eating you? Are you dealing with the tottering old school voodoo zombie, or the new and improved "Olympus 2000" version? Define your enemy, and act appropriately as per below. The Fast facts on Fast Zombies I start with these guys, because if you're out there with shamblers, you probably have enough time to read through. Cons
The Salt Lyfe: Just How It Is!!
  I'm a Straight Up, No beatin' around the bush, Blunt A$$ Bish. If you Can't handle the Truth - that's Not my problem. I'm as Real as they come and if you can't be real, then I have No time for you. I pity Nobody. Love me or Hate me - you're Still thinking of Me. I have NO remorse for my words or actions. Get on my bad side, and I'll roast you like a pig. I Fear NOBODY - I'm a 100% Jersey Girl. I Roll with the High Rollers. I don't hang with the dogs - period. So if you think you're some big bad dawg, Then go back to the Kennel where you belong. If need be, I'll even call you a Whambulance to get there. I try to be reasonable - but Sometimes Life Isn't Fair and Not Everyone has common sense OR RESPECT, and Need to be put in check. I have No jealousy, and No envy - Your Dreams are Likely My Reality. I LIVE the Salt Life - Hated & Envied. And if you Disrespect Me, my Significant Other, my Family, Friends, or Others I have Respect for... I won't think twice about Deleting you from
Music & Lyrics
I was randomly flipping through a book I had gotten used and haven't gotten to yet, when I found TWO things inside: $5 and a postcard: "DRIVE-IN GIRL: She was Included in the Price of a Ticket"! (Ok tell me this wasn't meant for me, the lead character in the books name is even Stephanie!) I've found a lot of interesting things in books I've procured secondhand- photos, love notes, cards, a womens prison receipt in a copy of "Stiff: The Curious Lives of Human Cadavers"... but never money! See people, books just give and give and give... UPDATE: This is the book I found them in. Anti-climatic, eh? I was talking about this song to a friend, and thought I'd post it. The Velvet Underground is one of my favorite bands, and Lou Reed is one of my all-time favorite musicians/songwriters. I first found out about this song when it was played in The Royal Tenenbaums, and it just excited me that such a beautiful song by one of the greatest bands ever had my name in it. The funny th
The Dictionary Of J
Getting Shituated: The act or process of getting your shit situated. Shituational Awareness: Having knowledge at all times as to the current wherebouts and status of all your shit.   Nominations: A restaurant menu, listing any and all available noms. Nombre: A male you eat with. Nombo: A combo meal.   Vagetarian: 1) A straight male or lesbian female. 2) A cannibal that dines only on the pinkest of meatVagination: 1) Imaginary sexual partner 2) Sexual daydream 3) "Tucking it", as in a cross dresser or pre-op trans-sexualLesbitanic: 1) A woman who is an ardent lesbian 2) A woman who greatly enjoys giving cunnilingus, as in "She goes down like the Titanic" 3) A very large lesbian
Poems I Wrote Over The Yrs.....
~The Moonshines~ (written by me...long ago) Category: Writing and Poetry Soft white sands slipping through my toes and tickling my feet The ocean crashes,calling out my name and then the silence, makes my heart, skip a beat Looking out unto the water and only seeing the white light, the refelection of the moon shines over it ,ever sooo bright Its the only light,just shining throught the stars,creating a layering of crytsals glimmering from here to mars With the faint light from the moon and the deserted private beach ,I swirl around and dance naked, with only  the waves making the sound of a drumbeat Warm breeze blows my hair,cool waters touch my toes,the moon shines over my body,makes me wonder if Im in Heaven,who knows                                                                                                                By:L.A.W. My first letter to God(In a form of poetry)....after Christians passing. Current mood:  calm
About Me...
I would like to start by apologizing to my friends and family on my absence within the community and even via internt for once again I have been going through the process of the constant hospital visits, in the past two days i have been to the ER twice now. Neither one of them giving me the help in which is needed. The current proplem being had is that of something that started over 3 months ago around the time of my gallbladder removal. When I originially went in to the ER for even that problem it was for lower abdominal pain which was discovered to be Ovarian Cyst. The cyst have stayed constant and i have been constantly rupturing them on a normal basis. It has been brough to my attention that if I do NOT get surgery to fix it I will be the end of my bubbliness,meeping as well as my life. My body is in the process of killing itself off slowly. However, at the moment it is somewhat under control as we are keeping a very close eye on it to make sure that I do not end up bleeding out or
Profile Songs
Lyrics | Anesthesia lyrics One of these days the groundwill drop out from beneathyour feetOne of these days your heartwill stop and play its finalbeat One of these days the clockswill stop and time won'tmean a thingOne of these days their bombswill drop and silenceeverything But it's alrightYet it's alrightI said it's alrightEasy for you to sayYour heart has never beenbroken Your pride has never been stolenNot yet not yetOne of these daysI bet your heart'll be brokenI bet your pride'll be stolen I'll bet I'll bet I'll bet I'll betOne of these daysOne of these daysOne of these days your eyeswill close %3 A swollen sun melting in the horizon Between the sheets where I wait for her to come A living flame, impossible to resist Burning me deep with every bite, kiss and lick I'm haunted I'm haunted I'm haunted by her Invades my sleep with tumescent intentions Hades I'm sure must be missing a demon I hate the
Nov 23
Nov.23,2008 Thats a date that will never be forgotten. On that date my mother which was my best friend also passed away. She was meeting me to drop my son back off to me. We was meeting in a town close to her and my job. While i was waiting a cop flew through town (its a small town) I knew something wasnt right so i went in the direction of the cop. I came upon a car accident scene which yeah it was my mom and my youngest son. My mom had a heart attack and wrecked. She didnt make it. I miss her alot and deal with the flash backs to that day. MISS AND LOVE YOU MOM!!! Well another Mothers Day will be here soon I so dread this day. Yes im a mother but this is the 4th Mothers Day without my best friend my mom. God felt the need to take her even though i still needed her here with me call me selfish if u want but no one knows the bond i had with my mom. I miss her all the tiime. Holidays like this suck so bad. Just wish i could have her back. Happy Mothers Day mommy i love u & miss u sooo
La Dolce Vita
  You have been watched from a distance for some time now and now you are being watched from even farther away. Anyway, you’d like to believe it’s true. Who wouldn’t? Just because a thing’s invisible doesn’t mean it don’t exist, you think to yourself, but still, there is no valid way to test it. And then one day you fall asleep on the train on the way home but you get home anyway. You close your eyes and nothing happens. You close your eyes every now and then, just to test the waters, and find you’re still moving, being moved, walking through the tunnel with your eyes closed, held up and carried along by the crowd. Not love or joy in any traditional sense, but a gentle kind of peaceful rocking that gathers together the single flowers to make a garland. The lights flicker and the wheels clack. No one on the train can tell who’s driving, so you let go of the imaginary wheel. You lean back in your plastic seat and let your shoulders relax.
My Very First Blog...
So Ive decided to go home for thanksgiving.  well, not home really but to Portland to see family. I wasn't going to because my family is too crazy when theyre all together, but it beats sitting at home watching Lonesome Dove. Doubt my families craziness?  Every year they think this is a good idea. And every year it ends with everyone getting drunk, and at least two people fighting. My favorite was a few years ago when my cousin called her alcoholic mom a bitch and a cunt, and they decided at 2 in the morning to take the kids and drive, presumably blackout drunk, from northern WA to Portland, OR.  We all turn into kids when we're together. the cousins all act like we're teenagers, and cause trouble. and my mom and her sisters rehash fights from thirty years ago, til theyre all crying.  The dads just quietly drink and talk about how much the rest of us suck.  Here's to another fun thanksgiving On the plus side, I'm going back to my hometown for a night.  the night before thanksgiving, e
Stuff
Boo Tagged me...Grrrrr     Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. You can't tag the person who tagged you.       1)I am not a tall man...but my feet are ridiculously big and I often trip over them when going up the stairs. 2)My nickname in High School was "Cockdiesel." I was very stocky and compact and a track star.   3)I didn't reach 5'0" tall until I was 17 4)Lost my virginity in my mid 20's. 5) I love cheese...but will not eat a ham and cheese sammich. 6) I do not eat Peanut Butter and jelly sammiches. Jelly does not need peanut butter. Yuck! 7)I didn't eat pizza until I turned 13. Weird being that I am from NY. 8) Because I was so short, my parents kept me from playing the sports I loved after the age of 12. They meant well, but seeing my older brothers thrive and become All Americans and actually
Shaniya Blog Place
JUST CLICK ON http://fubar.com/lounge/se7ensins TO COME JOINS...HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE!!!! I Only Love and Adore You by Shaniya 4 my Wonderful Hubby 2 Be. I love you in a place where there's no space or time I love you with my life that you have made divine. There's a world waiting for just us two picture it in your mind that's where we'll always stay together till the end of time. I've got you under my skin deep in the heart of me just look into my eyes and know that you're all I see. Life will never be the way we want but I can be satisfied just knowing that you love me and will always be by my side as I am by yours. Dear Kent, who are we to judge the wheels of fate to presume we understand, fate has no open window for us to see through as it shows its hand, cryptic or transparent we will never really know or see, but one thing i do know fate sent you to me, if perfect does exist and theres a perfect match for us all, then baby hear me now you answered cupids call, for in you
Holiday Season 2009
so most of you start your holiday season with thanksgiving...well not this family...our holdiday season begins the day before on what we call "black wednesday" lol i been delivering newspapers since 2000 and for the last 8 years the day before thanksgiving has been the nightmare from hell!!! lol a paper to every home and business in branch county...18,000 in all...and 1200 of them mine! ugh!!! filled with xmas ads for thanksgiving and the day after (black friday) so this year...all in all it went well...except that i also added a shoppers route to my job list which was another 290 papers that christa and i did on tues nite...and only took 2 hrs which i was very pleasantly surprised about! christa and i go to the office yesterday about 830 or so and were out the door by 11 am which sucked cuz that was an hour later than last year...but the day went well...we had a lot of laughs...picked up Jr after school and he pitched in to deliver when my hands gave out and christa had to finish
Darkness
Recently I was asked by a funeral director to play at a graveside service for a homeless man.  He had no family or friends, so the service was to be at a pauper's cemetery in the Kentucky backcountry.  As I was not familiar with the backwoods, I got lost, and being a typical man I didn't stop for directions. I finally arrived an hour late and saw the funeral guy had evidently gone and the hearse was nowhere in sight.  There were only the diggers and crew left and they were eating lunch.  I felt badly and apologized to the men for being late. I went to the side of the grave and looked down and the vault lid was already in place. I didn't know what else to do, so I started to play.  The workers put down their lunches and began to gather around.  I played out my heart and soul for this man with no family and friends.  I played like I've never played before for this homeless man.  And as I played “Amazing Grace,” the workers began to weep. They wept, I wept, we all wept toge
A Thoughtful Mind
Last nite was Thanksgiving. Hope you all enjoyed a wonderful evening and a delicious meal.   And I hope you families with soldiers abroad had called them to show them that you think of them, sent parcels and letters.   I was a soldier, 13 years ago. It was the aftermath of the Balkan Conflict - Serbs and Bosniaks, Croats and Albanians fighting and my unit was in Sarajevo as peacekeepers. Today, our soldiers - American and German alike - stand in Afghanistan and fight against - who ? and for what ? We are told by our politicians, that they defend our freedom there. I wonder if this is so. Our freedom is attacked by a bunch of religious misguided dumb towelheads who never managed to build up something of worth. In 20 years of the terror of the Taliban regime, they blowed-up ancient artworks like Buddhist temples, Hindu shrines - even artifacts of the ancient realm of Bactria, invaded by Alexander the Great, were destroyed by the wrath of the Taliban. Museums were plundered, women p
Another
Why was I such a fool, Falling in love with you. Shouldve known from the start, You would only break my heart. I only have myself to blame, wishing you could feel the same. My heart races with your touch, Why do I love so much. Thinking of you brings me to tears, Holding you calms my fears. Why was I such a fool. To think your love was true. We look into each others eyes just as the sun begins to rise My heart begins to race as u hold me in your loving embrace I knew it from the very start that ud be the one to melt my heart. The way you see into my soul my love for you continues to grow. Hold my hand as i hold yours and together we will open all closed doors watching the storm clouds rolling in feeling the darkness enveloping me waiting for the downpour let it raid down on me hide away my tears desperate for the light to shine in the darkness begins to smother me deeper and deeper i fall harder and harder it becomes losing all the light and the air
"space Left In My Heart"
Am I so imperfect that you can't love me? Adore me? Treat me like a human being? I try my best and do everything I can do, your not the only "Sunshine" in my responsability. I run from daylight until dark. When your sleeping, i'm sill going strong. Maybe some appreciation or a thank you for what you do, a rose from time to time, or even just a simple pat on the back will do! I stayed up for three days and you bitch me out because your bed wasn't made. I drive two hours to get my children and two hours back and you bitch because I didn't have a hot meal on the table but yet left overs in the frig. What can I do? Tell me what else I can possibly do? Obviously i'm so "IMPERFECT" that I will never do for me, you, or anyone. I cry allday and night because I can't make no one happy in anything I do. Pour my heart out in every effort I make and every action I made. Tell me what else I can possibly do? Theres no more tears and no more fears, i just don't give my whole heart into anything I do.
A Day In The Life Of Havok!!
So, the other day i had a conversation through the shoutbox. The conversation will remain confidential. Anyways, to sum up the latter part of the convo, I was told that I was a horrible person because I said that I had a tendancy to leave my mind in the gutter (more or less my words). I could hardly believe what I was just told. Because I'm admittingly a male with a dirty mind, I'm automatically a terrible person? I did some thinking and I now present to you the following gem of knowledge.   I am a pervert. I'm a horny bastard who will not think twice to see someone naked or flirt with someone. And guess what? I'm perfectly okay with this and I'll tell you why. All my friends and loved ones know full well that I'm a dirty bastard and they're fine with it because they know something else. I'm a nice guy. I'm a gentleman and a sweetheart. My brand of humor and my mentality are what adds to my charm. Do I force myself on people when they don't want the perversion? No. Contrary to popula
Allow My Melancholy Indulgences
To Autumn Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness, Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun; Conspiring with him how to load and bless With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eves run; To bend with apples the moss'd cottage-trees, And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core; To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells With a sweet kernel; to set budding more, And still more, later flowers for the bees, Until they think warm days will never cease, For summer has o'er-brimm'd their clammy cells. Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store? Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find Thee sitting careless on a granary floor, Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind; Or on a half-reap'd furrow sound asleep, Drows'd with the fume of poppies, while thy hook Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers: And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep Steady thy laden head across a brook; Or by a cyder-press, with patient look, Thou watchest the last oozings hours by hours. Where are th
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The Youth Is A Nice Song
The most beautiful memory about my childhood is really a nice picture,usually with my mom in it.­ lt was a hot summer night,though the heavy rain was falling outside,with the frightening sounded thunder.Worse still,there was also an electricity failure,and then the darkness would strike me,making me daren't to sleep.However,before l trembled because of the thunder and the darkness,my mom must have already sat at the side of my bed,until l fell asleep.She always had an old fan in her hand,in order to cool me down as well as to keep the mosquitoes far away from me.­ lt was a quiet and peaceful night,when l was accompanied by my mom,and that is the most beautiful memory about my childhood!­ Future is a common topic among people. Even silent one has his or her idea about future. I have been asked the same question by my parents over and over again, ”What is your future? How do you plan for the future?” I do have thought about that. When young, I have considered things
A Soldier's Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS,HE LIVED ALL ALONE,IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OFPLASTER AND STONE.... See More... See MoreI HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEYWITH PRESENTS TO GIVE,AND TO SEE JUST WHOIN THIS HOME DID LIVE.I LOOKED ALL ABOUT,A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE,NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS,NOT EVEN A TREE.NO STOCKING BY MANTLE,JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND,ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURESOF FAR DISTANT LANDS.WITH MEDALS AND BADGES,AWARDS OF ALL KINDS,A SOBER THOUGHTCAME THROUGH MY MIND.FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT,IT WAS DARK AND DREARY,I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER,ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY.THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING,SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOORIN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME.THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE,THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER,NOT HOW I PICTUREDA UNITED STATES SOLDIER.WAS THIS THE HEROOF WHOM I'D JUST READ?CURLED UP ON A PONCHO,THE FLOOR FOR A BED?I REALIZED THE FAMILIESTHAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERSWHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT.SOON ROUND THE WORLD,THE CHILDREN WOULD PLAY,AND GROWNUPS
My Thoughts
Today It was a cold day as I awoke. I looked out my window to see ice forming on my car. I knew it was going to be a bad day. You raced threw my mind. I imagined your eyes sparkled like the sun on the ice every time you thought of him. The man that makes you smile. I want to be him. You are my desire. My heart playing tricks on me saying you are him. My mind knowing I am not. The tears fall many at a time. I couldn't stop them. All i could do was hope that as each one fell and I wiped them away the longing I had went away too. I wanted your touch. I knew he had it. Your heart was his. So now my friend I hope you the best. Pray you find what you are longing for. Love Always....Waiting On A Woman..... Dreams Dreams are deceiving. My dream last night started out simple enough. It was a cool morning the sun popping over the horizon. I stand there my hand trembling trying to knock on your door. As I start to knock the door flings open. There you are smiling. As beautiful as i had imagined
For My Baby
I HAVE SPENT HOURS TRYING TO FIND THE SONG I COULD CALL OURS lol NEVER THOUGHT OF BILLY JOEL BUT THERE U HAVE IT BABY.  I WANT YOU JUST THE WAY YOU ARE.  I DONT KNOW WHAT U THINK BUT BABY I LOVE YOU AS YOU ARE REMEMBER THAT. Don't go changing, to try and please me You never let me down before Don't imagine you're too familiar And I don't see you anymore I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble We never could have come this far I took the good times, I'll take the bad times I'll take you just the way you are Don't go trying some new fashion Don't change the color of your hair You always have my unspoken passion Although I might not seem to care I don't want clever conversation I never want to work that hard I just want someone that I can talk to I want you just the way you are. I need to know that you will always be The same old someone that I knew What will it take till you believe in me The way that I believe in you. I said I love you and that's forever And t
Poems
As the winter wind hollows outside, we always remeber where our hearts reside, So as the lights in our eyes dim, all the chances we had was slim, Lifting our heads we know whats to come, Time  has come to where we know when to run, The time where our hearts break and our souls fade, So ow you know why i have to walk away.   from the darkness he shall walk, his blade held with a steady hand, His mouth covered so you never hear him talk, Walking with deaths intent throughout the land, with beastle rage he attacks his foe, every muscle hard as if made of stone, forever  alone in this dance with death, he stands now upon the thresh hold of day, feeling cold and wanting his lover the nights deathly sway. Slowly walking from his home in the shadows, His heart a stone black and cold, the once warm gaze in his eyes now a demonic blaze, So as he spreads his arms wide his roar filled with hate, so as the sun turns black his soul lets go, always remembering the pain he faced,
Writing
Not many of you know what exactly I have  personally been dealing with. But I will tell you. For the last few months my Dad's health was going down hill, local Dr.s couldn't give him a straight answer. He eventually went to Duke in search of answers. Less than a month ago  My Daddy was diagnosed with ALS. Our whole family is now banding together to now raise money for further studies and to help with taking care of the one who are diagnosed. I don't normally do this or let people know much about my family cause its personal, I'm going to post a like in here that is to a website the page it willt ake you to is for my Dad. it will give you a lil info on ALS if you don't know what it is. There is a walk in Wilmington, NC on April 17th from 9 am - 10 am it will take place at UNCW. I'm asking this of anyone who can help. If you are in the area join the walk, if you aren't please donate, it would help so much.This would mean alot to me. I'll post the link in here but if you have any other qu
The Path
MOTIVATION  SELF HELP   MOVE FORWARD DON’T GIVE UP SUCCEED             YOU TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE WELL BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN MAKE IT BETTER OR WORSE BASED ON YOUR ACTIONS OPPOSED TO SOMEONE OR SOMEBODY MAKING THAT CHOICE OR ACTION FOR YOU.   LIFE HAS SEVERAL PATHS ITS ONLY YOU WHO CAN CHOOSE THE RIGHT TO FOLLOW. YOU FOLLOW A PATH THAT YOU FEEL IS RIGHT TO WALK ON WITH THE PARTICULAR PAIR OF SHOES AND CLOTHS YOU WEAR. THE PATH YOU DESIRE IS SOMEWHAT IN A WAY OF RUNNING AWAY SO THE PERSON CAN DO WHAT HE OR SHE WANTS TO DO. THE DESTANATION IS CHALLEGEING AND PROBLEM SOVLING BECOMES DIFFICULT. LOVE MEETS YOU HALF WAY. YOU BECOME WANTED AND NEEDED. SOMETHING WONDERFUL APPEARS, IT’S THE REFLECTION OF YOUR INNERSELF AND IT GIVES YOU THE ENERGY AND MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE. BUT ITS STILL APPEARS TO BE DIFFICULT TO CONTINUE IN SOME WAY CANNOT EXPLAIN. IN THE DISTANCE YOU SEE A STORM. THE STORM GETS WORSE AS IT APPROACHES. THE PATH STARTS TO DISSAPPEA
Poetry
As silent as the wind blowsand as rare as it seems it showsI see the world as it isdancing and dangling among the rain asthe summer's sun attempts to comeThe rain is falling, nowall around meand somehowwithout reasonA smile crosses my facewhen I think of it;when I consider the power of itand when I look at the rainit tends to consume my thoughtsby it's playingRain falls constantly around me,penetrating and permeating secret placesthat trace the very essence of this mind I seek. With a smooth and unyielding bend,rain touches every part of mebreaking me downone moment at a timeleaving me with that naked feeling.C. S. Times     Morning Gladness   When I wake up in the morningI hoped to see some redness in my faceto let me know how hard I had been sleeping,and to smell the evidence of fragrance in the air;the one that brings me back home each time it crosses my noseI hope to break the day with the silent bells of the end of night,slipping into it as the day drifts toward dawn.And that
Check Out My New Page
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Is It Strange....
I’m the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she’s sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you… I’m the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant… I’m the girl who says,“ok, but you owe me...” jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you… I’m the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you… I’m the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms… I’m the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me… I’m the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have… I’m the girl who once I let you into my heart, there’s always a place there with your na
Thoghts And Feelings
I am alone I am dead inside I cannot even cry anymore this misery has no name I cannot even begin to describe what i'm feeling the one man i thought would always be mine is no longer. I saw pictures today of him and his new girl and it felt somewhere between a gut punch and my beating heart being ripped from my chest. I know i have to except that he's over me and i do want him to be happy even if he's not with me.. but why does it hurt so bad. I just want the pain to end, Why can't anyone love me? i know this is a pathetic blog but i just had to put down my feelings. I think i have finally had enough, i think i am going to delete every account i have like fubar and facebook and myspace and POF and Mingle and Tagged. I am seriously tired of people adding me as friends but never talking to me what is the point in that!??!? I also hate people who pretend they care just to get in my pants and if they succeed i'm ignored again, so i think i'm done!!! I think i'll just be happier alone
My Bad Christmas
THE NEWS TOLD A STORY OF 4 BOYS WHO WERE KICKED OUT OF SCHOOL BECAUSE THE TEE SHIRTS THAY HAD ON WERE OF THE AMERICAN FLAG. FIRST OFF, " THE VISE PRINCE ASSHOLE" SAID THE SHIRTS COULD MAKE THE MEXICAN STUDENTS MAD, AFETR ALL IT WAS MAY5TH. WELL I SAY TO FUCKEN BAD!!!!!! IF THE FUCKEN MEXICAN'S WHO BITCHED ABOUT DOSENT LIKE IT GO BACK TO YOUR OWN SHIT HOLE OF A COUNTRY!!!!! ONE STUDENT WHO WAS MEXCAN, SAID IT WAS DISRESPECTFUL TO HER, WELL SORRY YOU DUMB FUCKING MAEIXCAN CUNT, SEE WAS ARE AMERICANS FIRST THEN WERE WE CAME FROM SECOND !!! YOUR NOT MEXICAN-AMERICAN....YOUR AMERICAN -MEXICAN AND THETS JUST THE WAY IT IS !!!!!!!! And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. 9 And lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them; and they were in great fear. 10 And the angel said to them, Fear not: for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy which shall be to all people. 11 For to you
A Journey To Darkness
Hanging by the rope of death,With eyes so vein, and no breath.My mind is thinking what is wrongAs My spirit sings deaths song.Before my death, a note i did write.With somber words, on paper white."Dear my love, I promise you,To always be there, and be true.""The one I gave my heart away.I remember it like it was yesterday.I was walking down your street one nightAnd as I passed, I over heard a fight.""You stormed right out, with eyes of red,Thats when You turned to me and said,'You wanna get out of this stupid town?'You said, 'I'm sick of being the clown!'""I took you to my humble abode,And to my surprise, later it snowed.We drank hot cocoa till we passed out,Thats when I saw our love did sprout.""I leave this world, to leave the pain,To leave the work, and from going insane.To leave the love I had for you;To leave the dog and the children too.Goodbye cruel world, and the love within.I leave all love, with vice and sin.I leave this world to go up above.I leave the world, goodbye." Signe
Life
ghhh stiupid jealous haters!! They hate on me because they got nothing to do LOL I'm bored of one site, and I'm about to delete off there, posted a goodbye thread.MizzClaudia: well, I think I'm out of here, this site is really boring, I prefer facebook and fubar over this site. Plus I don't need negative people in my life especially if I want to loose some weight right now and I'm on the right track so, have a good one everybody and yes I am being serious, I'm not coming back anytime soon, perhaps later down the months! For my friends, you have my contacts, Best Wishes everybody!!!then haters come right in:why make a thread? just fucking leaveleft by ___BiLL___ 23 minutes agoI know people that care..left by MizzClaudia 9 minutes ago deleteif I fuCking feel like it I will create a thread but thanks!left by MizzClaudia 20 minutes ago delete So That Bill guy got mad at me because I shoved his faggot ass on ignore, I didnt need him to be negative on me in my thread. So he then createes a t
Straight Answers
I wake up this mornin hoping for an answer like I always do,but I see my heart on the floor in nothing but crushed dust.My mind goes blank,and my soul empty.I was a fool to see you as something more than you gave yourself credit for,but I was wrong.You give claims of love,yet it was not there.You put that blindfold over my eyes when i thought I was seeing clearly,and you led me away from the truth.   My mind and soul cry,Cry for what was taken from them.Mind and soul embrase to stay together,For they, together,try to keep heart from disappearing into the wind forever..........Goodbye. You know when you meet someone, your natural instinct is to be honest and straight forward. Well for some. Me I have a tendency to trust too easily, as a good friend of mine told me recently. I guess that's part of my character. I've always had this thing to get EVERYONE to like me, in fear of rejection. But what i didn't realize is that me acting that way has caused me to be rejected continuously thr
Final Goodbye
Emotions ran through my headI found myself wishing I was deadAll because you were moving awayI knew I would never see you another day You got in your car and waved goodbyeand then I was left all alone to cryI felt helpless, and all aloneI could only talk to you on the phone You were my neighbor, and my best friendWhy, Oh why did it have to end?You made me so happy, so carefreeYou made it feel okay for me to be me It’s been almost a year since you moved awaybut it feels like it was only yesterdayI remember everything you used to doIt may seem impossible, but it’s true You were the best friend I ever hadNow that you left me, I am beyond sadI love and I miss you more than you ever knewYou’ve taught me so much, and I want to say thank you. When we were still together,I truly loved you,but what’s happening right now,I guess we are through,it’s really hard for me,to get off with you.but I know this might be goodfor both me and you. I love you but i have tos
Dreamers Dreams
The rain so cold pelting against my raw flesh. I cried for him longed to be what i knew we never were. It looked to real through un-pure eyes.. The feeling's were all lies.. It was a holiday we both lost our selfs in a dream of something we both could never have been... I wake up never feeling so alone. I whispered to him the story of my soul. I held his sorrows and embraced there pain.together i thought we'd fight this thing. He whispered to me my hearts desire true love could it be.. he gave to me the thread to bind us as one.. I could not we were never meant to be.. the threads always came unravelled. the words whispered carried further than i could hear.. they landed upon someone elses ear.. I felt his heart beat and shared his air. I loved the feeling of never being there... the roots went dry and a silent ringing filled the air . his eyes were empty hollow we were never really there.. the roses he gave to me wilted away . they stood as a reminder that our love was a facade. sober
Rambles Of A Crazy Woman
I really do go out of my way to try and keep up with my inbox, shoutbox and all that, sometimes its just difficult, given the choice between an empty message with a drink attached and someone who wrote a  paragraph, you can tell who's going to talk to me.   I really don't ever give out my messenger, most of the time when I'm online, I'm at work, and I can't use Instant Messengers anyway. Even still, your not getting a cam show, pictures of me that arn't on here, or anything along those lines, and guys- seriously- I have no interest in seeing your dick in any capacity, I  won't rate pictures of it, I don't want to watch you stroke it, You can shout me and see if I bite, but... its getting old quickly.   If I want your phone number, address, or life story, I will ask. I respect people that respect me. If you have nothing to say to me other than 'wow your sexy' 'I wanna fuck you' 'or nice boobs' then I probably won't say anything back. My photos are the place for all that, you
The Curse Of Thinking Too Much
I swear one of these days thinking is going to get the best of us all. Doesnt matter where you are, what you do, or how hard you try thinking always happens. I wrote a long ass one of these not long ago about how thinking is hazardous to ones mental emotional and physical heath and its true. I dont feel like refreshing those who read the one if you wanna refresh its the post before this go for a read this one will still be here. Okay if you went to read it the rest of us waited for you to get back everyone else sorry they were so slow and held us up shows they didnt really read the other one. I digress and will now continue.   Let me ask you this, what do you do when you have so much shit going on in your life that you cant sleep and stay up all hours of the night because of all the thoughts going on inside your mind that you cant turn them off? you really dont have much choice but to try and figure what ever it is that is bouncing around your mind by thinking about it. I have notice
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Deal Or No Deal
Well today I got up alittle late not usual. I woke up at like 945am my time which is pretty late in my book. Felling down and don't really wanna do anything for the momment. Not depressed or anything like that just a little sore from last weeks work. This coming monday Its going to be on again 3 to 4 weeks of work. Remodling my mothers house which I have no intentions of getting paid yes this year is going to kick my bum bum. Troubles im finding is trying to get a ride to LAX from this tiny hell hole i reside in.   Ive made this a habbit to come to every day have no response at all thought it would be diffrent but no one seems to talk on here what is the deal?   Sorry for venting or what ever you would call this so yesterday was going good i was just chillen having a great time when i had to go to home depot which ive never been around here in texas so guess there is a few more here okay well i had to pick one that was a supplier then i got lost needless to say i was driving for 4
On My Sleeve
Its not the way my heart skips a beat, nor the way my eyes light up when you walk into the room. It’s not the elation I feel when I hold you close to me with my arms secretly begging me to never let you go. It’s not hidden in your soft sweet kiss that makes me melt every time, nor is it in that oh-so-magical-touch my body longs to feel whenever you walk by. It’s not in your words that caress my heart with such loving care. It’s not the way your smile says so much without a single word. It’s not how your laughter feels like a warm summer breeze to my soul. It’s not all the color you bring to my world. It’s not how much I miss you the second after you are gone from my side. It’s not the explosion I feel when our worlds collide. It’s not in how I can seem to cover so much ground without the earth ever touching my feet. It’s not the strength you give me to weather the strongest storms in my life, nor is it the song my heart si
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Going to hold an auction for 2 pimpouts daily for a week the auction will last 3 days starting bid is boomerang or 3 mil fubux place your bids in a private message and I will message the winner 1                                          HEY!!                                  Welcome to FUBAR          Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around!      Club Paradise, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!!     Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there!                         http://www.fubar.com/lounge/clubparadise    2                                           HEY!!                  &nb
Happiness In A Bag
Okay, so I'm doing some spring cleaning and I've got these stains on the walls....yea, I know laugh it up...I have no idea what it is, as some of it made it to the top of my vaulted ceilings (about 12 ft) I tried Magic Eraser and it doesn't work on it, and I really don't want to rub the paint off, so any ideas on what else to use? I am thinking about painting the walls, which is a whole other ordeal, but I need the walls to be clean first.   Also, cleaning chemicals are the poor man's drug of choice  :D Just caught this article as it pertains to me, and wanted to share it.     WASHINGTON – The government is taking what President Barack Obama calls "a long overdue step" to aid veterans with post-traumaticstress disorder, making it easier for them to receive federal benefits. The changes that Veteran Affairs Secretary Eric Shinseki will announce Monday fulfill "a solemn responsibility to provide our veterans and wounded warriors with the care and benefits they've earned w
Stuff
My heart isn't here, I gave it away. But I still feel it breaking A little more each day. If you knew how much I think of you Would you still treat me this way? If you could see what you mean to me Would anything change? My heart says no...but it won't let go. You mean so much to me, But each passing day proves
Moments Of Pain
DEVASTATED     hatred entwines my soul,as i banish YOU from my heart....you gave me companionship,then robbed me of its comfort...you gave me love,then robbed me of its joy....you gave me a child,then robbed me of its life....i gave you my entire being,and robbed you of NOTHING...so,why have youtorn my life apart?i grew to love youmore than any person should....you encouraged me,only to leave mewithout a word....how could youhave been so cruel???didn't you realizei couldn't turn offthis sudden,foreign surge of emotionas abruptly as you did???why can't you seethat beyond thiswall of despair you've instilled,i just can't stopbeing in love with you???why did youdo this to me??didn't i care enough,or was i justanother toy inyour endless worldof games???i've fought so hardto free my heartof you,but the hatredi now desirejust won't hold....so,i struggle forwardforever on my ownwithout you.....yet more with youthan ever.................~~Robin Dawn 'ChinaSwan' Palmer~~~12-15-09~~remem
Indego... Words...
The shiver I feel when you say my name Playing with words...engaged in your game. Your mouth playing tricks as your mind aims to tease me Wrapped in your world all the lies that deceive me. Drowning within you I struggle to breathe My heart hanging heavy for blessed relief. I long for your passion; I'm bound to this curse Yet the thought of without you, a death that is worse. Candles lit and burning bright shine a glow upon your skin, My fingertips they ache to trace you, and draw your heat within. With beating heart and shallow breath, I long to feel you near As I move my lips to taste your skin, I close my eyes in fear. Your body arches, escapes a whisper, You beg me to go further... Your hands restricted, bound loosely with silk, your eyes dilate with pleasure As I enclose your heat, you respond to my warmth, my tease akin to a feather.. I trace every contour with fingers and tongue, Then at last you are spent, it is over and done.     I untie your binds; you are
Memories.... The Good, The Bad, The Fugly.
Monday, April 06, 2009  Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The Fugly. Pt. 3 Current mood:  creative The Man In The BasementMy mother had this wooden man in our basement.  It came from my aunt, Godess of Earth, who gave it to us as a piece of art.  His arms and legs moved so you could have it as a plant stand, table or whatever your imagination could come up with.  My mother's imagination came up with a man lurking in the basement.  I don't really remember the house in Kenwood, just bits and pieces as we left that house when I was six, but I will always remember that creepy wooden man.  That thing put the fear of God in me like nothing else.  I knew it was there and yet my heart would always go through my throat everytime I saw it, as though there were a real man lingering in the basement.  I'm not sure if there is a person out there who has never been afraid of basements, or where teh fear comes from, but me personally, I think mine came from that man sized Pinocchio.  Ev
Confessions Of A Mad Man
So I woke up this morning and smiled. For the first time in a very long time I woke up happy. Alot of things have been happening to me that were very unexpected. A person I was in love with destroyed me. Much like most of the women from my past, she was exactly like them. I turned off...I didn't care or even want to care about anyone or anything except for myself. And was living just fine that way. Well, I got tripped up by a series of happenings in my life that have proven the selfish person I was is not the person I want to be. Over the next few days im sure you will see alot of changes in my profile as well as attitude. Hope you all get to meet the person I really am. In the meantime......I think I'm pregnant. I'm sitting here watching Star Trek eating cookies and olives O.o People who point out their puns are like comedians who explain their jokes: they both think you'retoo stupid to get it. The only good thing about the phrase "pun intended" is that it saves you time whenyou want
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Any photo that displays NSFW content should be marked accordingly. There is a warning on the photo upload page that is very clear about this. If you are seeing NSFW photos in yiour recent uploads, please report the abuser.  If you are abusing or ignoring our NSFW policy you will: 1. Have your profile suspended. 2. Your profile will be deleted. We have no tolerance rule for this. Please do your part and help keep the public areas of fubar free of NSFW! Thanks http://www.fubar.com/blog/328015/1096091 I get dozens of emails a day from people who claim their account was "hacked." I have been here over four years and never once have I been hacked. Trust me...people have tried. 1. The key to NEVER being hacked is to make sure your password and login email address is kept private and secure. NEVER give your information out to ANYONE. 2. Change your password regularly. Also, make sure that your login email account is secure. I have seen people forget that someone had that passwo
Rant!
SICK AND TIRED!I AM SICK AND TIRED OF READING DEPRESSING STATUSES ON FUBAR/YIM/FB/EC ECTALL I SEE IS IS THE MOST DEPRESSING CRAP..."DYING OF CANCER....SUCH N SUCH  HAD AN ACCIDENT....OH HE LEFT ME.....OH I AM UNEMPLOYED...OH SICK AGAIN...OH HOSPITAL AGAIN ECT ECT"YA KNOW REAL LIFE IS DEPRESSING ENOUGH DON'T YA THINK?...PEOPLE DYING IN HAITI, SOLDURES IN THE WAR,JOBLESS AMOUNTS ARE UP...EC ETC.DO I REALLY NEED TO COME TO FUBAR OR MY SOCIAL SITE TO READ YOU HAVE A HEMOROID AND OH IT HURTS WHEN YA SHIT?PLEASE PEOPLE REALLY DONT CARE, THEY DONT. YOUR SO CALLED VIRTUAL REALITY FRIENDS MAY BUT THATS ALL THEY ARE ARE WORDS ON A SCREENAND 95% OF THE TIME THERE JUST BEING POLITE.WELL I DON'T CARE, YES ITS NICE THAT WE MAKE SO CALLED FRIENDS WE WILL NEVER MEET IN PERSON, OH AND FU CAN BE FUN TO RATE AND SHITBUT THE REALITY IS YES THE WORD REALITY, YA KNOW THE PLACE AWAY FROM FU, THAT NO ONE REALLY CARES OR NEEDS ANYMORE BAD NEWS IN THERE LIVES.SO KEEP THE DEPRESSION FOR TO A MINIMUM PLEASE, CUS
Fubar Book Club!
I'm still working out some kinks, but I thought I would put this here so those who would like to start talking can gather and do it here. This blog is only for discussion of World War Z. Anything off-topic will be deleted. Sorry! General thoughts, opinions, ideas? Please try to avoid "spoilers", if you have to them please mark them as such, kinda like this: *SPOILER!* Zombies is people!! *END SPOILER!* Also, what do you think of having entries made for subjects as well as general talk? Such as having one to focus on the political aspects, scientific, its place in zombie pop culture, etc. etc. Alright, post away! :) I have a great one in mind, but please leave your nominations here. Thank you! What: An attempt at a book club, here, on Fubar. Some say it's a foolish mission. They're correct, but we're awesome, we read and we love talking to each other on blogs, so up theirs. Who: Hopefully you. ANYBODY can join. A handful of you have promised me you'll join and d
Booboo's Thoughts
Nature and HaitiScreaming, shouting and wailingMany houses slumped.War between NATURE and HAITINuclear weapon on Haiti by Nature.Seconds, thousands Haitians destroyed.Nature’s soldiers? None dead.Earthquake, Nature bombs Haiti.Presidential nestUpside down designed rest.Haitian soldiers toothless.UN Forces toothless.Shakes Haiti again Nature’s fire powerAftershock they call it.Wrapped bodies like bin bagsDeposited homeward journey to eternityGrave people many Haitians turned.One to ten days,They rolled away stones.Semi LazarusesRaised from their earth- quaked tombs to life.Goods run desperately out of warehouses,Administering first aid to the helpless.At a time,Complex designs by mechanized birdsIn air for aid sakes.At a time,Like manna from heavenAid parachuted for sustenance.Boots noises all around.Ships resting areas destroyed.Ships unable to vomit its substance from bellyPort -Au -Prince in coma,Unsure when back to life.Some countries,Political beauty like models they fl
Hey See My Blogspot
-LAZY FROG- A beautiful, well endowed, young blonde, goes to her local pet store in search of an exotic pet. As she looks about the store, she notices a box full of frogs. The sign says: Sex Frogs! Only $20 each! Money Back Guarantee! (Comes with complete instructions). The girl excitedly looks around to see if anybody's watching her and whispers softly to the man behind the counter, "I'll take one." The man packaged the frog and said, "Just follow the instructions carefully." The girl nods, grabs the box, and is quickly on her way home. As soon as she closes the door to her apartment, the girl takes out the instructions and reads them thoroughly, doing exactly what it says to do:1. Take a shower.2. Splash on some nice smelling perfume.3. Slip into a very sexy teddy.4. Crawl into bed and position the frog in place. She then quickly gets into bed with the frog and, to her surprise, nothing happens! The girl is totally frustrated and quite upset at this point.
Bad Cyber 1 Through 4
BennyDiablo: HELLS YEAH...i wanan be a blonde... kinda look like brad pitts brother qwazimoto pitt...hes lesser known BennyDiablo: < purrs BennyDiablo: AHHHHHHH CHOOOOO BennyDiablo: OH SHIT IM SORRY LET ME CLEAN THAT OFF OF YOU BennyDiablo: umm..im gonna use the blouse i ripped okay? Pants on fire: sigh, are you fucking with me? BennyDiablo: no, i swear i was just trying to make it realistic Pants on fire: ok Pants on fire: im pulling your sweat pants down and im rubbing your bulge BennyDiablo: < screams likea woman...DAMN YOUR HANDS ARE COLD...(thats gonna cause some shrinkage) Pants on fire: im lifting my miniskirt and taking off my panties BennyDiablo: BERMP CHICKA WAH WAH Pants on fire: cute BennyDiablo: okay, im licking your....SHIT!!! Pants on fire: WHAT? BennyDiablo: i gota hair stuck in my throat Pants on fire: huh? BennyDiablo: great now im fuckin choking BennyDiablo: YOU DONT FUCKIN SHAVE? BennyDiablo: i need some water
Rant
most people i've met say, when you die, your life flashes before your eyes.  i disagree with this statement.  because when you're moments away from dying, from taking your last breath, you panic.  you're afraid.  this sudden chill takes over your body, because you know, because your brain is telling you, and because your heart is telling you that in just a few seconds, you will cease to exist. but life doesn't flash before your eyes because you're too fucking scared to think.  you just stay there, caught in that moment, and freeze.  and you pull a stupid face. when my father died, what he barely remembers is a blur.  he says, laying down on that stretcher, i could hear the paramedics, your mom crying, the beeping of machines, the engine of the ambulance truck.  but i couldn't hear them the way you hear them in a normal state.  it was like the sounds of each were just mixed together.  in a blender. like in old times.  in mono.  when sound came out of just one speaker.  everything f
Biker Stuff
The Harley Song....        By Bill HoloboffDavid graduated with a master's degreeAnother seven years he's got a PhdHis Ma & pa were grinnin' just as proud as could beThey said 'We wanna get you something, son, so what'll it be?'He closed his eyes so thoughtfullyand said "Yeah, Pop, I think I wanna be freeI wanna ride out in the open sunI wanna get a look from everyoneI wanna show 'em I can have some funI wanna ride a Harley-DavidsonFather Bob had done a good job for thirty some yearsA lotta weddings, lotta funerals, Kinda sick of the tearsDid his preachin' on Sunday, went home for the nightWoke up Monday mornin' in a whole different lightHe said 'Don't get me wrong, it's not that I don't careI still love my fellow man, but I just needed some airI wanna ride out in the open sunI wanna get a look from everyoneI wanna show 'em I can have some funI wanna ride a Harley-DavidsonWell, little Tommy and his mommy on Christmas EveWent down to the mall to sit on Santa's kneeSanta said 'Come and t
Not Fubar Related
I need some serious distraction. Laughing out loud, anything but crying ... My "date" still has not texted me back letting me know if he's going to show up for our "talk" I told him I had a fire he needed to put out with his magnificent hose! :p ;) If he doesn't show in the next hour or so I guess I will take it as a hint, huh? Which is too bad .. he was a very good "talker"   Talk to me. pwease? Ok, so this vacation thing isn't starting off that great! I was so excited and thought everything as going so smoothly, but something HAD to go wrong. About an hour from Nashville we encountered vehicle trouble. Turns out the catalytic converter went out in our van. So we had my mother come pick us up and she drove us to Nashville. Then she went all the way back home. The van was towed to a shop in Pulaski, TN. We hope it will be fixed by Monday. That will be about an extra $300 we didn't plan to spend! We plan to take a shuttle to the airport in the morning, will be renting a car in Chi
Haterz Of Fu!
you call me on the phone by the tone of your voice i can tell that somethin jus aint right,you tell me baby no matter what im about to say to you right now,just remember i love you and i never meant to hurt you,but this is somethin i cant keep inside no more,its gonna be hard for me and it gonna be hard for you when you hear the truth, baby ive been goin behind your back,ive been seein this girl for the past 12months,now shes havin my baby and we gettin married,i didnt mean for it to turn out this way,but we fell in love,please dont hate me,you go to understand i didnt chose this path,this path chose me.. tears start runnin down my cheek,its gettin hard for me to breath,i feel like im about to lose my mind,tell me boy why you had to do this,when i gave you all of me,you promise you would never hurt me so,and now im sittin her all alone,i wanna hate you,but deep down inside i know i can,its crazy how you broke my heart in two but all i got is love for you.. baby,here comes the hardes
My Thoughts
I sit here and wonder why I make so many mistakes and then do it again later on. I try to be happy with what I have then everything seems to go wrong, Either because a guy can promise me the world or something sounds so good, while in the long run it was all a crock of shit. The I look around after all the shit has settled and realize that I have hurt a lot of people and myself in the long run. I know I can't change the past and am supposed to learn from it but I don't think I will ever totally grasp that concept. I am very sorry for everyone I have hurt and I know I can't change what happened. I just hope one day that maybe and I don't know if I am grasping at straws or not but I hope that stuff can start to go back to the way it was. I have royally messed up this time and I regret stuff for the second time in my life. I know nobody is perfect but I know there is even limits to what happens. You can only mess up so much before people do give up on you. I know i am at my breaking poin
Thoughts Of Nothing
  Well, it all looks the same, Bored, with playing this game. Anger, for what  was never done, The promise, that died in the sun.   You, pretended you loved me, Tell, me your down while towering above me. You won’t see, you won’t see, You won’t see the truth here, Much too  inconvienet, That you hurt me, and keep me down.   You say , your friends are all gone, Then why, am I the one who’s always alone? While you’re out running around? You’re tears they weigh my wings down,
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im tryin not ta piss my pants laughin from this run in. I almost feel bad callin my girl by the name red after this,ALMOST ♥ NAUGHTY ...: INDEED ♥ NAUGHTY ...: BYE OUT YO tat2oodtrash: makin mama proud tat2oodtrash: buhbye now ♥ NAUGHTY ...: AND SLUT tat2oodtrash: u too whore ♥ NAUGHTY ...: TY FOR GETTING IT RIGHT HAHA ♥ NAUGHTY ...: yes ♥ NAUGHTY ...: now have a good day
Salute
Broken-hearted Girl You’re everything I thought you never wereAnd nothing like I thought you could’ve beenBut still you live inside of meSo tell me how is that?You’re the only one I wish I could forgetThe only one I’d love to not forgiveAnd though you break my heart, you’re the only one And though there are times when I hate youCause I can’t eraseThe times that you hurt me And put tears on my faceAnd even now while I hate youIt pains me to sayI know I’ll be there at the end of the dayI don’t wanna be without you babeI don’t want a broken heartDon’t wanna take a breath with out you babeI don’t wanna play that partI know that I love youBut let me just sayI don’t want to love you in no kind of way no noI don’t want a broken heartAnd I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...NoNo broken-hearted girlI’m no broken-hearted girlSomething that I feel I need to sayBut up to now I’ve always bee
Food For The Mind
A world of shadows, blurred and fleeting swim by me like the tide not an ounce of color, light or dark yet a billion shades of grey. They bore me, like insignificant blades of grass but tear one away from the herd and between your fingertips, it becomes everything. Life seems like tedious mediocrity sometimes a waste of time that you wouldn't use anyways. But when you see a blade of grass everything else becomes clear as day. Unknown currents pulling this way and that Lost, sometimes not a thing in sight. Islands; warm, inviting, off in the distance Struggling to reach them, pulled back out to sea. Tired arms can't fight it much longer Tired arms won't fight much longer. Whales, sea life sometimes come to spectate What it is theyre watching is a mystery. Searching, searching for something Adrift at sea. A leaf on the wind, in the stream, in the sky A flap of wings, a rustle of feathers A shrill cry, a glint in the sun A splash in the water, a drop of blood, death. High in t
My Poetry
You dont deserve this pain that makes you so sad, the people who drive you crazy and make you mad; You dont deserve to suffer at the expense of others, they should treat you with respect like they would their mothers; You dont deserve to hide away from this world and be secluded, you should be appreciated, loved, and included; You dont deserve to be all alone, emtpy and lost, for the love you offer is more than enough to cover the cost; of any friendship that you do deserve and are worthy of, be known that mine is based on true love. As a princess, so is the rose; A young girl flowers into a young lady, as does a seed flowers into a rose, and as she grows into a young woman she is complimented with compassion, nourishment and love; Just as the seed is complimented with the sun, water and soil will bloom into a beautiful rose; When the Princess takes form of a beautiful young woman, hopefully a handsome young man will take her as his bride; On the da
Luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so, I just moved from long beach cali to springfield missouri.  It was one hell of a trip.  I went to vegas first and won some money, lots of it.  My game is blackjack, and I left vegas with 10,000 in my pockets, after spending 800 of my own.  it was still a good taking.     After that I went through new mexico.  I got pulled over for a broken tail light, the cops searched my car and found my gun in the backseat in my lockbox.  one of the cops freaked out, and before i knew it there were ten squad cars and a bunch of police screaming at me to get on the ground or they'd shoot.  After being kneed in the ribs and smacked in the back of the head I was arrested.  I'm pretty lucky considering I DID fight back and knocked out four of them before they got the drop on me.  I only fought because I was in the middle of the desert and they were talking about taking all my money and leaving me to the wolves.     I paid them off with my winnings from vegas and let them keep my .357 ruger gp/100 r
Lol
I think I am going to runaway from my mind, today. Everytime I try to think of a happy subject a dreadful one comes in and take that away.  Go figure, right?I have changed so much since I have moved to Michigan(1992), I am dreading the person that I have become. I had values. I was easy to get along with. Never did I talk back  to my folks{Always to scared to} .If I had a bill I took care of that right away as fast as I can.  I was funny and goofy~still am at times. Okay, just plain weird to some now.  I didn't care who was judging me, but I was always trying to be friends...No one  really put me in some "Classification" Before ....graduation..  I  had all in me.. nerd,prep--not clothing,jock-sort of...maybe.. does one time being on powder puff count?.., choirs-girls,acapella,mixed,drama club--okay 2 months for that but was in drama class my senior year,.I was considered a head(pot-head) because I dressed most of the time as one(tried once or twice.. didn't see the big deal,, drank, hu
The Vows He Gave Me Today....
As I sit on this blasted website and play my little game of fu-mafia passing the time at my office at a very stressful job, I have been entertained more so with the fools and clowns on this place.  First of all, how does one become an ECS member, or a 2nd Alarm Hottie, or whatever fun and cutesy letters follow the names on here. And who determines this.  Are there a panel of judges like Simon Cowell and Paula….!!??  If so, I want to see the ones who didn’t make it.  They are so much more fun.  Why on earth not go to college if you like letters after your name.  I have some, it’s MBA.  No that does not stand for My Booty is Awesome.   So much fun to have those letters and oh my goodness to have your name in red, pink or blue  must be the equivalent of receiving the Nobel Peace Prize of Fubar.  People, here's what I have to say, which because I don't have the following requirements necessary to be ranked on here, will go ignored.  Those requirements are:   1.     I m
Just Interesting Things
BabyJesus is never going to charge for Fubar. Why? Because it is advertiser supported. The more people who are on here, the more money Fubar (and its parent company) makes. If there is ever going to be a change in Fubar it will not be announced through bulletins. Why would any company trust its future to idiots, who "test" their friends, and think that the phone rings because they've re-posted a bulletin. And there is NO way to attach a fucking tracking device to a godamn bulletin!!! So you are not going to Recieve Shit for Reposting Spam. Come on people!!! Don't act offended if someone asks to be your friend. If you don't want friends you don't know in real time, then change your fucking settings, stop acting like a fucking drama queen. Not everyone will like you. That's life. Grow up. Even Hitler had pals, you'll find someone too! If someone denies your 'add friend request', move on. Don't pester the shit out of someone to be your friend, it's not going to work. Don't act offended
Story Time, Nsfw
This is seduction of the highest order Lay down, relax, and let carnal emotions take over Inhale deeply and put your mind at ease Allow me to lead you into never ending ecstasy Placing my lips to yours I dare you to explore what’s behind your minds locked doors Mesmerizing you with my soft kisses Bewitching you with my sweet smell I have you right where I want you After this is over memories of this night will still haunt you Biting softly on your neck I release your inhibitions You’re dying to be with me pleading to be tempted Hoe can I be resisted? After all this is seduction of the highest order…. -Unknown- You are so sexy that just the thought of you arouses me. I know that this morning you left wearing something sexy for me under your black skirt and your beige turtle neck sweater. The thought of you wearing those laced black panties with that matching laced bra, and garter belt all day drives me crazy! When you get home there are aroma candle
Ever Wonder??????????????
1: Why the sun lightens our hair,but darkens our skin? 2: Why women can't put mascara on with their mouths closed? 3: Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? 4: Why "abbreviated" is such a long word? 5: Why do you have to click on "Start" to stop Windows? 6: Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavour,while dishwashing liquid is made from real lemons? 7: Why doctors call what they do "practice"? 8: Why the man who invests all your money is called a broker? 9: Why there isn't mouse flavoured cat food? 10: Who tastes pet food when it has a "new improved" flavour? 11: Why Noah didn't swat those two mosquitoes? 12: Why they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? 13: Why they don't make the whole plane out of the material used for the indestructible black box? 14: Why sheep don't shrink when it rains? 15: Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together? 16: If con is the opposite of pro,is Congress the opposite of progress? 17: Wh
Things I've Written
Why do I do what I do? Why do I say what I say? What makes me think and act this way? I’m so scared Of making another bad choice I can’t hear that still, small voice   That says, Go ahead and love him, Go ahead and care, Go ahead and run Your fingers through his Soft golden hair That smells so nice Stop acting like A queen of ice and Tell him…. Tell him….   I sit in the darkness I sit there alone, Wishing I had him on the phone. I dream of his gentle, Soft, caring touch, I wish it didn’t hurt so much       To wanna Go ahead and love him, Go ahead and care, Go ahead and run My fingers through his Soft golden hair That smells so nice Stop acting like A queen of ice and Tell him…. Tell him….   I’ve searched so long And run so far To not be hurt again, But this hiding & dreaming Finally needs to end   And so I’ll Go ahead and love him, Go ahead and care, Go ahead and run My fingers t
Funnies (and How True!!!)
Military vs. Civilian FriendsCIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk.MILITARY FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. ...... MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home.MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild stuff will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.MILITARY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we f**ked up...but hey, that was fun!"CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.MILITARY FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place.CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Will listen to your relationship problems and hope it works out for you.MILITARY FRIENDS: Will listen to you over a long hard road march, and will help you straighten it ou
♥my Patrick♥
I love you enough to fight for you,  compromise for you, and sacrifice  myself for you if need be.   Enough to miss you incredibly when  we're apart, no matter what legnth  of time its for and reguardless  of the distance   Enough to believe in our relationship  to stand by it through the worst of times  to have faith in our  stregnth as a couple and to never give  up on us   Enough to spend the rest of my life  with you, be there for you when you  need or want me, and never, ever  want to leave you or live without you.     I love you baby. Always and forever, Here I am. You are the reason I have a smile on my face, The reason my heart skips a beat, And the reason I have butterflies in my tummy. You are the best thing that's ever happened to me, Just so you know I love you baby I miss your voice as it speaks my name.I miss your eyes and how they burn with a passionate flame.I want to feel your breath On my naked skin.And the touch of your hand so tender - Which i
I Shall C....
Happy hour(hopefully in GM) 10 pm fu time on Humpday!(1/5 HH virgin Friday 3/12 @ 3 turning my autos on! b on my cherry bomb list!
My Portfolio
big thanks to my husband for taking this shot....post production by myself in photoshop...anyone else want cloning...just ask...i'll do one for you....kj xx you can never be too skinny or too rich.
Random Shit, Blah!
Pray for me everyone. I'm soo confused about my husband right now its not even funny. When I met him in march I already had a son from a previous relationship. I ended up getting pregnant in May, with a baby girl. He moved down here at the end of June. We got married November 18th of last year. Had my baby girl December 8th. Everything was going great with us until he lost his job about 2 months ago. We have been staying with my mom. And he just basically quit caring all together about having a job. Our income tax came right about that time. So he's been just gung ho about staying at home. For the past 2 months, I have felt like I'm single with a roommate that just happens to the father of my baby girl and husband. Since he has moved in with us, he has not had to do dishes once, take out the trash or anything. I do all of this. All he does is Snooze all day till about 3-5pm. Wakes up, then logs onto World of Warcraft. Plays it all freaking night, pausing maybe twice if I insist he help
What To Do
i call this one end this is the end for me this is the end for us this is the end of my life i cant take the heartache this is the end of everything my life is nothing but hurt and sarrow to the one that left me in this dark cold place i will love u for ever till the worlds end i cant take this pain i cant take this sarrow so this is the end....... good bye......... what would u do if your guy or girl hardly talked to you or seen u and u loved this person with your whole heart and theres nothing u wouldnt do for this person. i am a mother of 3 wonderful kids and they cant see there dad bc of some stuff that is going on, i feel like i am being not hard enough but yet ppl are telling me i am being to hard and that he will not go for it. i have it so he can see the kids every weekend till i start work then when i am at work and no weekends and we split the holidays but he has to write down if they got in trouble and if they got hurt or sick and stuff like that so my questio
Sexy Kittens
Hope everyone is enjoying all the gurls, I am in the process of creating an actual website for all the sexy kittens. It will include the gurls of course, bios, pictures...any good ideas let me know.....if your know any ladies that would be good for the groups send them my way....muuuaazzzz xoxoxo shelly We have a new and improved website for fubars sexy kittens, its still growing and changes everyday. Special thank you to FSK immortal desire for helping on it....be sure to check it out http://www.wix.com/photo_shelly98/sexy-kittens So alot of changes have been done to our  website it is up and running and looking great. Just wanna ask everyone to stop by and see it let me know what you think. Since I cant post the link on here I am using commas instead of periods in it, please check us out at  fubarssexykittens,webs,com
Extraordinarily Ordinary
     Well this morning everything went off without a hitch! I got the stems (rods) put on the wheel and got the hub caps put on AND no one overcharged me! Now I made an appointment to get the brakes done on it Monday. Strangely the quote that they gave my husband was $100.00. That included labor and parts and rotating the roaters. For me however when I went to verify the price they want to charge me $100.00 for labor only!! Really??? So I am going to have to go back to the auto parts store (groan) and buy the brakes myself and get them to requote the price over the phone to my husband and I want a name of whoever gives it to him and then the plan is to march in there with brakes in hand (hopefully to save me some money), and give the name of the person who gave the quote and the agreed upon price and demand that they stick to their word, or Ill go somewhere else from now on. Maybe there is a Auto store in my area that doesnt hate women!! lol one can hope!! Hopefully it will all work ou
Wisewoman Traditions
Who is Baba Yaga? She is the Goddess, she is the Witch, she is the Wise Woman, she is the Crone, she is aged artemis. Baba is Grandmother. In Tibet, fierce demons are Yagas. So she is the Grandmother Demon, Grandmother Dragon, the fearsome, the fierce. Baba Yaga is the subject of many Russian folk tales or fairy tales. She is very very old. How do we know? We are told her nose curves down and her chin curves up and they nearly meet. Since the cartilage in our noses, chins and ears continues to grow throughout our lives, only someone a hundred or more would have such a remarkable face. Her fingernails, it is said, are as thick and ridged as roof tiles. My, what a mineral-rich diet she must have! And they are stained brown. Any herbalists here who have noticed such a staining on their hands after a summer of harvesting? I have. Baba Yaga lives in a house that nearly defies description, yet any herbalist would feel right at home there, overlooking perhap
Boo's Blah Blah
Just came back from Texas last week, visited some Family and Friends...So did not want to leave...Indiana weather sux azz & there seems to be more chances for employment there, than this G*d forsaken town!! Just saying :) Xoxoxo luv to all Cheri~o Just wanna thank everyone that has helped me along so far here on Fu...  This is actually my 3rd time with an account and love to level up and give Fu luv to all that I can!  More to come @ another posting time... Keep Fu Rock'n and Rate'n!  Everyone is allowed to speak their mind...So just because Fubar says "3,920,318 members" don't mean this is not a tight nit group of people...everyone talks or knows someone who knows another...so for da dudez that think they can play it off that ur one women's man when ur not...HAAHAA...you'll get caught!!!  So if you think you got game...well da girlz know better babe! Peace Out!
Read. Don't. Whatever.
*So, I'm not into politics. I purposely avoid politics in order that I may serve impartially and with what is in my heart and mind naturally. So, for those of you who read this and find inaccuracies, please correct me. * Lately I have been hearing rumblings about the government changing the retirement plan for the military. From what I have heard, I'll still be able to retire after 20 years but will not be able to draw a single dime of my retirement money until I'm almost 60 years old. That's about 15 years of waiting for something I feel by that time I will have more than earned. Sure, I'll still get my medical benefits and all (I think), but unfortunately those do not pay bills and put food on the table. Yes, I'll be working another job once I finally DO retire from service, but to take 50% of my planned income away from me and holding it for 15 years is pure bullshit. I don't know how other retirement plans work, but I do know this: other retirees in other jobs have never ha
On My Mind
- 1- I can see that I've been busy..Runnin' round on you.I wish someone had told me..I'd like to get in on it too.I'm on you like a blanket..Every single day.You clearly show no interest..In what I have to say. - chorus -In these silly mind gamesNo one ever winsSo please don't crucify me for myFictitious sinsHelp me figure out thisKobiashi MaruI hate being accused of thingsI never did to youIn these silly mind gamesNo one ever winsSo please don't crucify me for myFictitious sins- 2- I told you we're exclusiveYou could take it to the bankI let you put the chain on meYou didn't need to yankTwice damned if I didn't Thrice damned if I do I hear the crow is excellent You have so much to chew. As you know I'm very selective as to who I add on my friends list. I got an invite from a young girl, but she was local so I accepted.  I had never said hello to her, until today.   · friend MissJaclynn Cherry Bombed Lukethighrocker and earned 58,750 points!· MissJaclynn and Tainted Soul became fr
Faded Stars Lead Nowhere
The moment left them breathless.A beautiful couple, they locked fingers and touched togetherpalms of two hands, one belonging to him and one to her. He was sure that she returned as much as he gave.Her dark, yet loving eyes said so.Raindrops fell around the two, glowing in the lights that moved around them with the quickness of several lightning strikes.“Tonight is our night,” he told her. She replied with a warm smile.A rounded tear slid down her cheekand he was afraid that denial had set in.That worried look must have clicked in her mind, as she assured him that she was fine.Her voice quivered when she let go of the words “just a little confused”.That simple notion brought him to tears.“Do you think you could live without me?” he asked her. “I’m not sure,” she said with a deep sob. She leaned in and kissed him.He tasted the salty tears that her lips had absorbed.It was nice, probably the best since the first time.They stared at on
Crazyness
Some say they don't like my attitude! Well my response to them is to quit pissing me off!! If only common sense were contagious instead of stupidity. No dude, i will not get naked for you......I dont want to see your penis......If i was gonan strip i would be on a pole,  I am after all a single mom. I do not work for free....damn. So i tried to quit smoking, but i gained like 5 pounds! I would so much rather fuck up my lungs than get fat. Nicorette gum you say? I would rather chew on a cigarette thank you.....and no thank you. Why is it little things make me want to take myself out? For example....if i killed myself, i wouldnt have to write this paper that is due in 4 hours..... Irritating stuff.... Women who assume that simply because another woman poses nude, is a stripper, or works in the sex industry, that she is somehow automatically unintelligent or less deserving of respect than others. IF you got it flaunt it.... :) That guy that thinks I'll fuck him because I'm a "Frea
Poem
I was once lost in darkness,A wandering nomadic fool,Teetering on the edge of reason,About to plunge into the abyss,Then a light shone down,Lifted me out of darkness,Touched my soul with grace,And beat love into my heart,That was when I met you,My loving wife,For so long now youHave continued to save me,Day after day,You gave me the reason to be,To live and to feel love,To go on and find my dreams,As long as you were there,I just wanted to let you know,That I could never fully expressHow much I feel for you,When I love you Seems so simple,How can you put into wordsThe power of desire I have for you,Pray to God,Channel the muse,And let my fingers type the words,My heart beats because of you,My soul is bright and alive,Because of you,And even when the trails of todaySeem to distract me,My love is always devoted to you,It is eternal within my heart,Like a constant thunder in my soul. When it comes to lovin' couples,don't we make the perfect pair-There's romance, love, and laughterin the f
Fubar Life And Other Stuff!!
Man...I'M GETTING SO FAT I CAN HARDLY SCRATCH MY OWN BUTT!! THESE MORNING WALKS ARE KILLING ME!!!! WHAT PART OF QUIET DIDN'T YOU UNDERSTAND?
Poems
I would be the breeze across your cheek to wipe away your tears...I would be the sun on your face, to make you smile when your feeling down...I would be the rain falling over your face, crying with you when your hurt...I would be the grey clouds, a blanket to hide you from the world...I would be the seashore, the music to sooth the soul...I would be the tree under which you nap...I would be the springs flower blossoms, a friend always there to listen...If I could I would be the shadow at your side, so you'd never be alone a friend always there to past the dull moments away with...There is many things I wish I could be or do...But these things I may never be. But the one thing I can be is a friend, true to the end. Something that will never change or end. So this is why I write these things down, is for you my friend. I cant imgine my world without you in it, This world seems dismal and drab. Where the music is gone from the air and replaced by the eternal sonota of the noctum serenadi
Workout
Breakfast was Blah...Blah...Blah.  Pretty much the same as day 1, and will probably remain pretty similar.  I added some vegetables is the only difference.  So lets get onto the workout   Warmups the same Pushups-5 sets of 12 Situps- 5 sets of 10 Squats- 5 sets of 14 Pullups- 5 sets of 8 Chinups-5 sets of 8 10 minutes of stretches 10 minutes of cooldown exercises. I started the blog a couple days later than I started the exercise, so just need to get everything caught up with my routine. So I stated before, breakfast is the same.  Always remember to drink plenty of water.  Vitamins are a useful tool too for keeping you going.   Warmups-15 minutes (same old same old) Pushups- 5 sets of 15 situps- 5 sets of 12 squats- 5 sets of 16 Pullups- 5 sets of 8 ((again)) Chinups-5 sest of 8 10 minutes of stretches 10 minutes of cool down   I know I said before 15 minutes of cooldown, but I have decided to take it down a notch. What's up people?  Hope you had a good weekend. So
Poetry
SEE THAT MAN THERE ACROSS THE ROOM? THE ONE IN THE TATTERD SHIRT AND THE BROKEN BROOM. STARTED HERE ABOUT SIX MONTHS AGO, WHY HE USES THAT BROOM NOBODY KNOWS. HE NEVER SMILES AND HE NEVER FROWNS, MINDS ALWAYS ON HIS WORK WITH THAT BROOM SWEEPING THE GROUND. I ASKED THE MAN A FEW DAYS AGO, WHY A BROKEN BROOM AND NOT ONE THAT'S NEW? HE PAUSED FOR A MOMENT AND THEN HE SAID, SOMEONE VERY DEAR TO ME IS DEAD. ABOUT EIGHT MONTHS AGO I LOST MY WIFE, 50 YRS SIDE BY SIDE IS HOW WE SHARED OUR LIFE. OH I WAS LOST AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I NOTICED IN THE CORNER THIS BROKEN BROOM. WASN'T QUITE SURE WHERE IT CAME FROM. EVEN THOUGH IT WAS BROKEN IT LOOKED BRAND NEW.COULDN'T UNDERSTAND, I WAS QUITE CONFUSED. THEN IT HIT ,THAT BROOM, IT WAS NEW. YOU SEE MY FRIEND MY WIFE WAS KILLED ONE NIGHT BY A MAN IN A TRUCK TOWING HIS BIKE. HE WAS ON HIS WAY HOME FROM A RALLY DOWN SOUTH. WHEN HE STOPPED AT THE BAR TO WET HIS MOUTH. ONE TURNED INTO TWO AND TWO TURNED INTO MORE. HE WAS FEELIN NO PAIN
Utopia
 The DuetA soft touch lightlyCaressing my neck like a whisperEach thought a scentEach scent a vivid memoryMemory of us as twoTogether in perfect unity as oneEmbrace both passive yet violentHow can both taste so right?Taste your sweat falling on my browMy tongue searches for the saltThe salt of two bodies in violent stormTo awaken the sense of abandonmentThe sense of urgency presses forwardMy body on yours You run the ice across my nipplesI push your lips awayYet I feel the inclusiveness of your soulThe beauty and breadth of that soulA mind numbing assault on the darkest recesses of my inner turmoil’sU feel my wetness rolling down your legAs I yearn to keep every drop of you in my beingMy red lipstick smears gashes across your chestAnd leaves trails of my forever worship across your bodyYou are forever painted with my love, scarred yet satisfied... Love in a MomentIt is your face that I see in the darknesswith each blink of my eyes.A thousand upon thousand times a day.It is your n
Ramblings Of The Maddened Mind
Well things are back to there usual. I'm home alone right now, roommates are out of town. This girl that I moved out here to be with over a year ago whom I have never even seen contacted me out of the blue and told me she would be by Tuesday to see me. But i've been hearing this same thing since I met her so I've developed a bit of disbelief regarding the matter. I tell my roommates every time she says she's going to show that I'll believe it when I see it. This girl I was fixed up with by my ex and moved here in order to be with this girl, left my whole life...family...friends....everything behind and I haven't even talked with her on the phone in over 8 months. I'm honestly going to have a heart attack if this girl shows up. Anyway, just rambling cause I'm bored. Just did a new tattoo so I'm probably going to hit the sack now. Staring in the light of day The sunlight ravishing the mind with pain Numb sensations filter through the soul The agony felt loses sight of the goal When o

I began my ascent at minue zeroYou made so sure of thatYou tried to keep me down hereYour complacency has been your downfallNobody made you king of the worldAnd I'm here to dethrone youSo kiss the ring motherfuckerIt's my time, my time to shineGrasping for the straws as they fallMaybe you can make a splint for your broken egoFor your broken egoSo I say thank you for the scarsAnd the guilt and the painEvery tear I've never criedHas sealed your fucking fateWhat did you take me for, a fool?Or were you just too blind to seeThat every effort made has failedAnd there is no destroying me?Hate can be a positive emotionWhen it forces you to better yourselfYou built me, constructed my desirePerfected my hatredNow I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you areTen times better than you think you arePiece by piece I've built my wallsAnd burned the bridges downThat lead back to people like youSo full of malice, so full of scornYou tried your best to crush my spiritYou tried to steal my sou
Fubar Songs
    screw it cant get song to work it will be in comments      Been along time since I have tried one of these    wanted to get back to what I like about FU and YOU    HEY !!    UH UH HUH    HEY !!!   UH UH HUH    What I like about you  makes fubar nights  tell me Im the only one  friends make fubar right    YEAH    come on yaking with someone dear  tell em all things and they wanna hear  cause its true  thats what I like about fu    What I like about you  you really know how to laugh  when you go nuts now jump around  on a fake fu romance    YEAH    keep on mumming now my dears  keep on posting blogs that make me tear  cause its true  thats what I like about you  thats what I like about fu  thats what I like about you   WAAAA HOOOO 
My Thoughts & Explorations
If we marched for our race & rights, you would call us racists. You are proud to be black, brown, yellow and orange, and you're not afraid to announce it, but when we announce our white pride, you call us racists. You rob us, carjack us, and shoot at us, But when a white police officer shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drug dealer running from the law and posing a threat to society, you call him a racist. I am proud, But you call me a racist. Why is it that only whites can be racists? There is nothing improper about this text message. Let's see which of you are proud enough to send it on. I sadly don't think many will. That's why we have LOST most of OUR RIGHTS in this country. We won't stand up for ourselves! BE PROUD TO BE WHITE! It's not a crime YET... but getting very close! It is estimated that ONLY 5% of those reaching this point in this text message, will pass it on. CHICAGO (AP) — Minutes after a suburban Chicago police officer was charged with striking a mot
Things That Make Me Think :)
The Awakening(Author unknown) A time comes in your life when you finally getwhen, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries outENOUGH1 Enough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on. Then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to magically appear over the next horizon. You realize that in the real world there arent always fairy tale endings, and that any guarantee of happily ever after must begin with youand in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you areand thats OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions. You learn the
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My Thoughts...
Am I still your man?By: The One25-APRIL-2010My heart is bleeding,My life has no meaning,Everything has fallen to pieces.I have this feeling,It was great in the beginning,But now it needs a lot of healing.I have a girlfriend,She started as just a friend,Now she means more (to me) than just any woman.I cannot see,My life without thee,Won't you please contact me.I love you so,Please don't go,Just let me know...Where do we stand,In this crazy land,Tell me - am I still your man? Harmony & Bliss By: The One 16-APRIL-2010 Dedicated to: Jessica O'Neal – To The One I Love... What was once Harmony & Bliss, Is now full of shit and piss We were happy, we were good, Now we are fighting and misunderstood
No Shit !!
Do you CARE about the U.S. ? if you give a shit at all you will read these files ( note list on the RIGHT SIDEBAR ) and SPREAD THIS INFO internet wide. I call on you CYBERGEEKS to do this! http://www.newzeal.blogspot.com/ I was banned from FACEBOOK within a minute of posting the link to the Mexican/american flag/school story. i inquired why and was told I was flagged by a couple people ( obviously TROLLS who are using this tactic to get people kicked off facebook who the dis-agree with) who's reason was I was using a fake identity. i wasn't, i signed up under my real name and info. when i appealed i was told the to get re-instated i would have to furnish scans of TWO forms of OFFICIAL GOVERNMENT ID. they probably know most of us won't furnish the ID's needless to say that ain't gonna happen. FACEBOOK can kiss my ass! however I thought I would do my damndest to let everyone know about this so that they can 1) spread the word on facebook about this tactic. 2) start using this tacti
Chynadoll
Live Like An Angel, Die Like A Devil...X+x+X Screw U & Fuck Off! I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what i do, then i'm better than them anyway.-marilyn monroe Dreams & Reality If You Can DREAM It, You Can Achieve It!-Criss Angel Jeremiah 33:3 (MIND,BODY, & SOUL)“Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know.” Piercing Hearts "people use the most ridiculous weapons to pierce someones Spirit just to let them Know that something is wrong with them, when there really isnt. Weapons like "Talk Shitting And Actions Of Shit..." Please if your one of these people, you know you only do it cause you wanna make a big deal about, YOUR "issues" so Others can see your view and talk about it as, AN "ISSUE." Its Not. Don't feel better about it because thats the only place u can get the power to Sham. When you think about it, your really just taking up all your time and energy to PLAY it. To me, your just
Poems I Have Written
She sat there, looking at herself, but not truely seeing herself. Many thoughts, ran through, her head. She believed all of them, but at the same time, believed none of them. Green eyes stared back at her, telling her all the wrong things. Making her feel worthless, ugly, and thinking that no one could, love someone like her. Tears slipped from her eyes, her hand reaches up and, touches the wetness on her cheek. She is shocked to feel it there, she has told herself that she is stronger than that. Green eyes that seem so strong, and bright, but when she takes the time, the brightness fades a little. This green eyed girl, who knows she is well loved, and has someone who thinks she is beautiful. So she continues to sit there, thinking, of her love, and her green eyes brighten again, and she promises herself, from this day, she will not think of herself as, worthless, ugly, again, and she knows she is loved very much, by a special person. She stood there, hair swaying in the breeze, Wat
My Dirty Little Mind...
Tender skin. An open palm or leather flogger. The anticipation before the hand or instrument meets flesh. The thrill as the sound reaches your ears at precisely the same moment the sensation reaches every inch of your body. And you only get another if you ask very, very nicely. Oh, the joys of spanking. It may have been a dreaded punishment as a kid. But as part of consensual adult play, it can be delicious fun. Much of the thrill comes from the expectation and build-up. When will it happen? How will it feel? Will it happen again? And no matter how many times you may indulge, those same questions always seem to arrive since each spanking encounter is different. People enjoy spanking, because in a safe environment, it can be exhilarating to command and to relinquish all power. The spanker is in control of how many spanks and how hard (within the agreed upon scenario, of course.) The “spankee” is left to wait and wonder. Many people find themselves aroused before the paddle
Just For The Record...
I don't feel as thought I have to explain my actions, but I can give a general summary. For personal reasons, I've cleared out the majority of my list. I probably like you, we're probably friends. In fact, we probably text each other or have eachother on Facebook. I didn't delete you because I dislike you in any way. I did it for peace of mind. You are more than welcome to re-add me if you feel as though I have jilted you in some way. I assure you, my "list" here does not determine my friendship with people. I don't believe I need to have you here to be your friend, but if you feel otherwise, by all means, readd me. It's to my discretion if I accept. As for others, we probably stopped talking a long time ago.  Hey, you. Yes, you.  I'm going to cut to the chase: flirting with me makes me want to block you. I don't want to have to block you, but I'm not here to be your object of desire, your plaything, your online relationship, or your reason for existence. Aside from not understand
Free Stuff Online
Here is a I'm famous on the internet patch. I'm giving away up to 10 as of right now of these patches, If the want/need for these grow i will pick up more and give out many more. For the first two patches i am going to give it away for anyone who comments on this post, just post a comment on here and i will use a random number generator to pick out the two winner, please leave a form of contact info in your comment. You have until June 20, 2010 to comment for this give away. there is no specific number of comments you are limited to     letter opener free organic note pad   Your choices: Margarita Glasses, Margarita Pitchers, Margarita Balls, Margarita Shakers, Salt Rimmer, $5 Music Download, or a $5 Mail-in rebate Free gift from Jose Cuervo  
The Darkness
Harsh words & violent blowsHidden secrets nobody knowsEyes are open, hands are fistedDeep inside I'm warped & twistedSo many tricks & so many liesToo many whens & too many whysNobody's special, nobody's giftedI'm just me, warped & twistedSleeping awake & choking on a dreamListening loudly to a silent screamCall my mind, the number's unlistedLost in someone so warped & twistedOn my knees, alive but deadLook at the invisible blood I've bledI'm not gone, my mind has driftedDon't expect much, I'm warped & twistedBurnt out, wasted, empty, & hollowToday's just yesterday's tomorrowThe sun died out, the ashes siftedI'm still here, warped & twisted At nite in the dark in my dreams your voice is what I hear Whispering words of love and desire your arms are what i feel holding me safe and warm against your strong chest that i use as my pillow   As dawn breaks a new day begins I wake from dreaming to find you gone   Even though miles separate an time has changed us both
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Poems & Writings
The scale's of time weighs Heavily upon my mind Sending me into eternal darkness.   The world seeps into hell Around me making my heart Forever frozen until time ends.     As time passes beyond my control I can hear the universe sing the Celestial scream of the hidden hope.     Deep within the heart of one That could bring time to a halt Allowing a frozen heart to heal. Love is one of those emotions that no one can afford anymore because the price is majority of the time a broken heart or just an empty promise, that you find yourself waiting on. Only to end up waiting on something that was never there to begin with, They say love is the most powerful force on earth well so is a the hurt that can follow that so called love. Honestly its hard to love knowing that anytime your heart could be ripped form your chest and broken, How many guys & girls go through life looking for that one person they feel is their soul mate just to go through pain all the ti
The Envy Series
things were getting hazy now.... details escaping me. already the events of the night before were fading out, and the reality of today taking hold.had it all been a dream? yet there you were, pacing back and forth across the room from me. you were eager to get out of here, you wanted to go anywhere, anywhere that was not here, not with me. you caught my eyes and realized i'd woken up. your eyes quickly shifted from mine, breaking my fascination with your tired and worn expression. you hadn't slept the night before. well, neither had i, at least at the beginning, but i'd gotten a good four hours of sleep in or so. i glanced at my cell phone, three missed calls, and i was about 45 minutes late for work. i didn't care, last night had been amazing, even if you didn't remember it. take my word for it. i gathered my various pieces of clothing left on your floor, put them on, with you still anxiously fiddling with things about your room. you must be nervous your girlfriend
Whipper Snapper
Everyone knows one. Sometimes you ARE one. I am just begging and pleading, don't be "that guy" (or girl). Pleaaaassse? Some of these things are a brief review from my profile page...but I've added some new & improved rants! Yeee Hawwww! These FuFlakes burn my FuMuffins. If I have missed any, please feel free to add your own:   1. People who have a fucking boomerang on and their profile is private/open to friends only. LAME.   2. People who go bonkers and delete hundreds of people from their friends list. Oh and better yet *then* make their profile private, yet I am still your FAN and have to see your lame-ass fucking statuses and actions still. I either have to go through tons of pages of my fans to delete your ass off that way, which I am too lazy to do, or continue to be subjected to your bullshit. Dammit.   3. Those who are constantly telling me how much 'easier' it is to chat on Yahoo. If I wanted to chat on Yahoo I'd fucking be there and not here. But alas I am not, I am lo
Guys That Try To Get With Me When Im Taken!!
ok im not saying all of u guys are bad .. but this one guy friend of mine wants me to cheat on my bf so this guy friend of mine could get a kiss from me . I told him im Taken and not gonna cheat on the best thing thats ever happend to me . im not that kind of person who cheats on my other half especially for being with them 1 year and 5 months and this was his responce via blackberry messenger " I never catch a break, finally find something of worth and cant even try and persue" well umm told u from the start when we met i have a boyfriend i love him to death and im not gonna cheat so stop trying to get me to cheat it will never happen so stop trying and wasting ur time LMFAO god . some guys dont even get it do they . They wanna be with you but u have a bf . No im not gonna leave my bf for you !!! ughhh go away stop bugging me and now u wonder why i dont chill with you cause i was afraid this was gonna happen but im not surprised cause all my guy friends wanna do the exact same thing .
Before You Drive
Real men, and other great lovers of The Lazy J, should figure how to drive better. Jesus would have wanted it that way. Oh noes! Instant karma. Just dropped my bagel, cream cheese side down, onto the keyboard. I've been watching "Say Yes to the Dress" for nearly an hour now.   I'm really starting to regret my impulse to destroy my remote control last night.   Can someone please please please come over and flip channels for me?  Please? If you're behind the wheel, FOCUS.     Situational awareness isn't overrated.
The Inner Workings Of The Socially Fucked Up.
There once was a child made out of glue. Fathered by an evil man, bred by a fool.With the head of girl and the body of a leech,black writhered through her veins,Her skin reeking of bleach.She knew not of her misfortune.She knew not of her pain.Locked away in her glass jar,She only knew of hate.With a heart of pure acidand a smile full of bile;she was a hopeless wonder.She was a forgotten child.Her jar grew old and fragile.Her face grew sad and blue.She wore the skin of transparentcy.She wore skin of the moon.The wind seeped into her chamber.Slowly drying her up.Whispering songs to liven her; she fell in love with his touch. Sealed away at the bottom, one day she smiled at a foolish thought.His possession ov
You Know You Are Bored When...
Am I so much of a meaniepants, I don't think so! When you need to ask fubarians a good topic for a mumm that you are not even planning to write for two days, you know THEN you are bored. You know you are bored when you write a blog in the form of a mumm hoping no one will look at it.  Should I never show my moobs, or only a little at a time.  A. never, yechhhh B. A little at a time, what is the harm?
How To Make Animate Pic As Default.
I have seen interesting animated pictures as default, and i was wondering if someone can help me with mine. i found my animated picture that i want on Photobucket...i have uploaded but it doesnt animate like some photos on here does. Can someone please help me? I'd appreciate it thanks- all who helps gets rated 11, become fans & what not :) thank you fubar neighbors! why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most of all how come i end up with guys who use me/betray me. am i that weak to be used or not wanted? what's wrong wi
About Me
Another day has almost come and goneCan't imagine what else could go wrongSometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the doorA single battle lost but not the war'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rainIt's almost like the hard times circle 'roundA couple drops and they all start coming downYeah, I might feel defeated and I might hang my headI might be barely breathing but I'm not dead, no'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain, oohI'm not gonna let it get me downI'm not gonna cryAnd I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain, oohBring on, bring on the rainNo I'm not gonna let it get me downI'm not gonna crySo bring on the rain, oohBring on, bring on the rainBring on the rainBring on the rain, ooh This is where i want to say who I really am... I am love so tender and new like t
Diary Of A Fat Black Man
     NY Jet coach Rex Ryan and his wife allegedly have a foot fetish video out on the Internet.  The media is a buzz with the story and with that buzz comes the predictable bitch and whine about how no one should cover it.        Sportswriters and talk show hosts are saying "This isn't news!"  "Who cares?"  "Why are we discussing this?" to show us how above it all they are.        I call bullshit!        Look, if you wanna make fetish videos and keep it private, by all means do so.  What the hell do I care?  But if you put your kink on the net, especially if you're in the public eye, my sympathy and compassion goes out the window.  Sorry.  Anyone who put this stuff on the net obviously wants someone to pay attention.  Otherwise, why bother doing it?        We all like getting our freak on behind closed doors.  Nothing wrong with that.  I'm a 100% supporter of the freaky deaky.  Just don't put your business on the net and expect a non reaction.  Psst......Dude, we can all see wh
Poems
Where is he? The man who hides in my dreams. The no named man who visits me everynight while i sleep. I feel no need to hide the inner me, for he loves me for all my flaws no matter how big or small. Y cant he come out and save me from my pain. Must he hide inside while i slowly die outside. So the question lies y must my quest be so agonizingly long when he is so close, or is it just a dream? As i cry these silent tears i put a smile on my face, like makeup, a normal routine. Hoping this time you will look into my eyes and see the pain that i hide. Why is it you say you love me but you ignore me. If this is love i want no part of it. Must i hide inside with these tears i cry? Will i mess up your perfect little world? When will you open your eyes and see the door and let me out? Cant you hear me screaming banging on the door? The key is in plain sight cant you see it, just look into my eyes! I guess i must move on hoping the next will use the key to unlock the
Funnies!
These things seriously crack me up! :O
Untitled Writings
I am so tired of being here. Your presence is long ago lost. Time cannot erase what has been done. I am bound and stricken by all your lies. Hearing your faded words. They scramble thru my hopeless and confused mind. Needing a new direction. Slashing thru the nakedness. Did you feel the sting? As I walked away. Did it tear right thru you? Like a hurricane. Where you drowned in the thing that you called Love. Where it left you broken hearted. Looking like a fool. Still trying to hold on. Still risking all you have to save it. Only it's all just a simple minded memory. Gone and forgotten. Just flicked away in the glint of the horizon. There is a million ways I could tell you..The feelings I have are true..There is a million words I could say..Only at the wake of the horizon..An angel finds a way..When I taste your Lips..And touch your skin..No words could ever begin..To truely explain..How I am feeling..Your Just so Amazing
Random Thoughts
Tho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will
Chinesecrafts
anyone who like chinese handmade crafts could visit my store pure chinese traditional handmade crafts . best gifts for your parents and friends http://china-crafts.ecrater.com   By bamboo crafts, we usually mean bamboo-plaited crafts. Dating to more than 2,000 years ago, bamboo items have been indispensable daily items for Chinese people. They include tools, construction materials, furniture, basketry, and decorative items.   China is the home of about 1/3 of the world's 1300 or so species of bamboo. As the materials, they are strong, light, smooth, straight, and round. They have hard outer skins, and they are free from any pronounced taste or smell.   Bamboo is found abundantly and grows and increases rapidly. Only four years old bamboo is ready for use. For this reason, using bamboo as one kind of material instead of wood, is the GREEN idea of saving rain forest. Bamboo's potential as a multi-purpose product for the global marketplace and the ease with which it is grown and fa
Five Finger Death Punch
Come on peeps, check out the worlds most interesting Knuckle head     http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQUk1Bt0pz4 Jul 10 2010 8:00P Hyundai Pavilion at Glen Helen/ Mayhem Festival San Bernardino, California, US Jul 11 2010 8:00P Shorline Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Mountain View, California, US Jul 13 2010 8:00P White River Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Southeast Auburn, Washington, US Jul 14 2010 8:00P Idaho Center Amphitheatre Boise, Idaho , US Jul 16 2010 8:00P Cricket Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Phoenix, Arizona , US Jul 17 2010 8:00P Journal Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Albuquerque, New Mexico, US Jul 18 2010 8:00P Coors Amphitheatre/ Mayhem Festival Englewood, Colorado , US Jul 20 2010 8:00P Verizon Wireless Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Maryland Heights, Missouri , US Jul 21 2010 8:00P Riverbend Music Center/ Mayhem Festival Cincinnati, Ohio , US Jul 23 2010 8:00P Susquehanna Bank Center/ Mayhem Festival Camden, New Jersey, US Jul 24 2010 8:00P The Comcast Theatre/ Mayhem Fest
My Story
YOU KNOW LOOKING BACK  GROWING UP..... BACK THEN I WOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT THAT MY BEST FRIEND OF DAMN NEAR CLOSE TO 24 YRS WOULD BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I LOOK BACK AND SEE THE FUN WE HAD TOGETHER GROWING UP AND THEN WATCHING EACHOTHER GO THROUGH THE WORST TME IN BOTH OUR LIVES. BUT BY THAT EVENT HAPPENING MADE OUR BOND CLOSER AND STRONGER. AND WE WILL NEVER LET ANYTHING OR ANYONE COME BETWEEN US AGAIN. well lets see it was a long day yesterday but well worth it. the morning started out with church, and we helped out a family friend into the elevator and sat behind her, we love the girl. then we went and visited everyone... well nearly everyone today mom and dad were first... hung out there and played with the dogs while i brushed their teeth. then we went home and changed... and went straight over to grams wich was a good thing we did... granddad isn't doing well he was giving gram one heck of a time.. so i sat and watched him with her while rob went out and mowed th
Freestyle Battle With This Guy From Ny
it is your attitude at the beginning of a task that determines succes or failure so lemme say this to all them peeps out there if u have a negative attitude your always gonna be a failure in life that sounds harsh but its the truth hurts but if u have a positive attitude u can accomplished so many things in ur life and get stuff u never imagined of having... so ppl take my advised always have a positive attitude no matter wats goin on in your life if u do u will succeed. devon u cock suckin bitch nice free style u sent me in a private message but it was whack jus like u and ur mutha fuckin momma.. im a pimp slappa. but ur a shitty rappa. so y spit so many rhymes like u can just attack em? I h8 pissin u off, cuz ur lyrics just suk. U see me on the street yellin "O SHIT! Duck!" Cuz i come by like a lightning bolt, a 10 wat shot. While ur gigglin cuz ur sisters lickin ur twat. But its better to comprehend wut im sayin. The more i realize wut ive been potrayin, i see myself playin
What Is Sexy?
High IQ and strong sex drive is a dangerous combination and one man sets off both of her conditions. Then she "Mmmms" herself to sleep erotically with talented fingers that she wishes were his.Whether she is married or not I will not tell you. "I know in your eyes I am just a kid, but seasoned poet, I am all woman as well with NEEDS!" She says as she drifts off in slumber with dreams of the seasoned sailor in her bed of crimson passions. He needs a young slender and sleek, high IQ babe to save him, she needs an acclimated man to help her i.e., a man acclimatized to her generation that understands her so that she can move into his epoch "turn about is all play". Pink flamingo ink is on her toenail feet but the color of darkest purple is on her fingernails stating "though I am a young babe seasoned sailor, I can make love like an x-rated princess. She is a good girl, always helping her mother and dad, she believes in doing right just for the sake of doing right which is cal
My True Feelings
I can be far away, but never to far from home I can be gone for a long time, but never far to long What you dont understand is I would go to hell and back without hesitation If I have to, I would open the gates of heaven without motivation I would bleed gold and shed tears of diamond, even breath fire all for you Nothing could ever be impossible for me to do Still I could never repay you for what you've done No amount could ever equal the sum But you would never know because you dont see me in that light For I stand in the shadows Hidden in darkness but always there to fight your battle What belongs to you no one could ever steal My heart is forever yours do with it what you will This is dedicated to those who ever woundered To think if we could make the skys thundered Anyone who realy could care Anyone who could understand how Im rare Those who wondered what could be And knows what they could mean to me The question of how will I know Ive found this true love floats in my mind now Sim
Songs By Evans Blue
Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a Saint...My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you goSo Break Yourself Against My StonesAnd Spit Your
My Poetry
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each dayand i pray for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but blacknessin front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smile for all to seewishing just onewould look and seethat my soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall........................ Daddyzlostangel  once thought i knewhow life should bebut all this painis slowly killing mei feel the darknessgrow deeper in my heartfeel its slashesas it cuts me apartto look in a mirrorjust makes me crybecause the woman i knewhas slowly diedshe once had a heartso strong and truebut after shatteredthe pieces she threwi wish i could rememberjust once to seei want to know how it feltwhen i knew me D
Bills Bolg Or Or Log
  IF  YOU  NEED  HELP   LEVLEING  UP  IF  YOU CAN FIEND THEM MABY  YOU SHOULD  HIER  THE  A  T EAM            WE  WILL HELP  YOU LEVLE EANY WAY  WE CAN   ?    WHO  WANTS  2  JOIN   THE  A  TEAM  BE  PART  OF  THE  A  TEAM   S B ME IF  YOU  LIKE 2 BE  PART  OF  THE  A  TE AM COME  HAVE FUN AT THE  HOT CLUB   WHARE  THE CAMS ARE HOT AND THE TUUNS ARE AWESOM   AND THE PEPLO ROCK AND THE ONWER SASSY IS   AWESOM   SO      COME ON AND  JOIN THE FUN  AND THE H O T C L U B  COME CHEK  OUT  KINKI HOT  CLUB BOTH ARE FUN WANTA  HAVE FUN  AND  NO DROMA  AND NO SEXTALKING  BUT FUN COMES  CHEK OUT  SKY  FUN  FUN WITH OUT SEX:d SMILES MABY LATER AT NIGHT HAAHHA    BOTH PLACES ARE  FUN  AND  BOTH  OWNERS ROCK
Come To Night Shift Nsfw
/">/"> Hey Everyone feel free to Check Out this Kool Lounge that me and my bro came up with come out and jam out !!! Also we are hiring too so if u want a job feel free to drop me or bro Glenn (Owner) "US Border Patrol" or me Rockin Ralphy (Co-Owner) and we will be glad to help u out. Also if u decide u want to be a member that is is great too we would gladly like to have u as a part of " The NightShift Family So Click Below and Check it Out" PS: NOW HIRING MEXICO IS ANGRY!    Three cheers for Arizona!   The shoe is on the other foot and the Mexicans from the State of Sonora, Mexico do not like it. Can you believe the nerve of these people? It's almost funny. The State of Sonora is angry at the influx of Mexicans into Mexico .  Nine state legislators from the Mexican State of Sonora traveled to Tucson to complain about Arizona 's new employer crackdown on illegals from Mexico .  It seems that many Mexican illegals are returning to their hometowns and the officials
Just A Box Of Stuffs...
so...I was just sitting here listening to one of my favorite bands...because tomorrow their last CD ever is going to be released...sad day! :( so I thought I'd post some of my favorite lines from their songs...and you should reply with some lyrics from your favorite songs! :) it'll be fun! "I can't stay over you. It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here, just one more try. I'm guessing you are over me, I guess it's bravery." "I'm tasting nothing but 4 words, "please don't leave me"." "Well they're just thoughts so go ahead and speak. So pick out what you like and call me when you're on the way. You can spend the night and hope to sleep all day. For me its just another week, twenty eight was once how I dreamed. And with your scent on my face I can leave and have you for days." "I still can't see you. The summer came and we got lost, all of us. You are nothing with out her. I still wont remember your face, the features mix too well with this alcohol. So w
Poems
I love you with all my entity, mind body and soul.I love you unconditionally,you are the one that makes me whole.I love you with a passion,you are the fire within my heart.I will never stop loving you, I have known this from the start.I love you like you are the ocean,and I'm a tiny wave.I love you like i'm a stalagmite,and you are a mighty cave. I love you like a snow flake, melting on the ground. I love the way you look at me, I love the way you sound .I love you like a little bird, love's the bright blue sky.I love you more and more, every second that goes by. I LOVE YOU!  ONE DREAM ONE OPPORTUNITY ONE LIFEI AM DARK AND YOU LIGHTI LIE DOWN IN THE SHADOWNO LONGER THE LIGHT OF MY DREAM BEFORE MENO LONGER THE BRIGHT OF MY DREAM ABOVE MEONLY THE SHADOWONLY THE THICK WALLHELP ME TO SHATTER THIS DARKNESSHELP ME TO SMASH THE NIGHTTO BREAK THIS SHADOWTO PUSH IT AWAYINTO A THOUSAND LIGHT OF SUNINTO A THOUSAND WHIRLING DREAMS OF SUNLET ME BREAK THIS SHADOW]  Girlfriend Application Name: Sta
My Blogs
I'm not a big re-poster but I do agree with this one.....Due to "lack of room", NYC Police Officers, Port Authority Police Officers and FDNY Firefighters are not "invited" to the 10th anniversary of 9/11 at Ground Zero. Funny, they weren't invited on that day in 2001 either, they just "showed up" and became our heroes. Please click the like button & repost if you think they belong there more than the politicians. (I say they belong there INSTEAD of politicians). This is pathetic As the flowers rest on the decorated graves and the sunlight shines on the beautiful sailboats, Uncle Sam whispers in my ear about how we should care for the soldiers and remember the ones that have died. Swimming pools open, BBQs fry. Today is the day to think of what they have done for us. There are blurs of red, white and blue marching down the street and flags are lowered at half-mast. But we should always remember and never forget what set us free, from this very day on.
And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday  
Gryphons Blog
ANYBODY AROUND  FARMINGTON,MO NEED A GOOD WORKER OR SOME PAINTING AND REMODELING WORK DONE? Im lonely wanna give me some company this sucks last saturday 2 tire were stolen from my truck, wed didnt get promotion thur, had day off was putting tires on truck jack failed truck came down on hand broke 4 fingers wanna cheer me up cause im not very happy.
Some Of My Writings...plz Dont Steal :)
Come to this place inside Evil things i try to hide Never knowing whats to come I sit around, twiddle my thumbs Waiting for the day i snap  The day when i can never look back So when you come and talk your shit You better turn around and run You stupid bitch...   I clench my fists Jump to my feet I'll punch you in your fucking teeth Piss me off I'll break your jaw Make you cry, scream, and crawl And when you get up  I'll break your neck Shove you under my fucking deck And when they ask "Where did she go?" I'll turn around, Smile. And say "How the fuck should I know?" You still haunt me in my dreams Still make me fall down to my knees When did my life become so gray? The day you went away..   I will never have you back The pain hit like a heart attack Someone stab me in my eyes Sew them shut so I can die   I will never be the same
Poetry
As I read the runes glow, Enchanting arcaic tomes, For the wolf to hear, He is my bretheren, Calling my companion, My guide and friend,  Stirring hope within, Sad and alone,  He howls for me, Crying out for all to hear, Strength and power, We both do share, Delving deep into Druid lore He is my eyes,  Alerting me to danger, Shifting within me, The wolf is released, For He and I are one, Glowing runes turn blue The transformation complete, I have an ally in him, I'll never again hurt, And be far away from harm, My eyes glow, For the time has come, To be the strongest I have ever been....                                                            
There Comes A Point
~PSALM 27~ Psalm 27 1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 2When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell. 3Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident. 4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. 5For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock. 6And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. 7Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. 8When thou said
Single Life
Snippet of a conversation with a friend...since I don't feel like explaining again I'm gonna copy/paste. Here's my day.   Was up until 8am...finally passed out from exhaustion...woke up at 3:40 to my mom banging on my door saying she doesn't like being locked out when she knows damn well I always lock my door when I'm home alone for my own safety. So I wrap myself in a blanket and go to the door, and told her I had went to bed at 8 and she goes "why?" I'm like "I dunno" so she goes "Well I'm gonna go get something to eat then" and just storms off and goes to get food. I just snapped at that point, I got up, threw on clothes and went to Mike's because Tawnua wasn't available until 6. So I talked to Mike's mom for a while, spent some time with Gwinevere, then went to Tawnua's. We watched true blood and we shared a can of soup for dinner. I kissed her too just to see if I'll enjoy it when the time comes   By when the time comes I mean I've been invited to participate in a 3-way with
Words From My Heart, Mind And Soul!
But I Can’t!   If I could act I’d be up on the silver screen! But then, this means, Privacy would be just a dream. If I could fly I would be away to the Moon! And yes, this means, Learn how to breathe in a vacuum. If I could create I would make a world all my own! Of course, this means, You would have to call me a God! Oh, If I could! Imagine the possibilities! Yes, If I could.   But, I can’t!         2007 Gadfly Publications In the days of The Patriot Act and Illegal domestic wire tapping, I decided to take another look at the Bill of Rights. In doing so, I learned some things I had forgotten, but it also seemed to me that things have become a bit messed up. This is my tongue-in-cheek review of our rights!   The Bill of Rights was ratified by citizens in these states, But, see, now there is a problem Today, it’s the world we face. There are ten things Gov. cannot do, They are spelled out for everyone. For now, these rights are set in stone.
Erotic Stories People Send Me
I sit on a high back chair the smoke of a fresh lit cigarette drifting in the room I think back and reflect upon the events that brought me much joy this past night. Looking towards the doorway to the chamber where it took place. Where she sleeps a fitful sleep, a smile upon her lips.   She called and said she wanted to play out some thing we have been talking about. I smile think she is such a good girl to me. such a good lil slut always pleasing me. Now I am going to give us much enjoyment.   I settle back after the phone clicks as I hang it up. Then I walk to my chamber and pull out a small, wheeled tray laying upon it, an assortment of tools and toys.  Various clamps and weights, a few long slender dildos, a cat of nine tails, shackles, and bindings silks.  I lift a long leather package wrapped in oil skin. As I unwrap the skin and the sterling silver pommel and walnut handle is exposed.  Carefully I slide the sharp blade from its place in the worn leather sheath, wiping the bl
Women
dear ladies, if your tired of being around assholes who treat you like $h!t, stop hanging out and trying to get with them. Get with the guys you put in the friendzone cause guess what, odds are they will treat you better than all of your exs that beat you. from common sense that is out of your reach dear gentlemen, the friendzone sucks, you will be there until you are rich or all the assholes die. sorry. from ... you dont really care at this point sometimes i really can not stand my nature. chivalrous, honorable, until the very end. where has it got me. the friend zone. no matter how much i try, how much i give, i take, i get no where. I wish I could go evil but its just not me. respect and honor, almost dead but im still alive what makes them NSFW.  by age 13-15 everyone should have a good idea of what men and women look like naked.  There is not much difference from person to person except for the plastic implant people that are ether insecure with how they look or in the porn
Fubar
So, for the last month or so, I'v been walking around barefoot as much as possible.... There is something deeply spiritual about walking the earth with just your own 2 feet and nothing else.... my bottoms of my feet have became rougher and rougher, and now I am able to walk just about anywhere outside, including roads. I think my favorite part about walking barefoot has got to be when I feel the cool grass on my feet after walking a section of road or asphalt. When walking on the grass, I feel a deep connection with the earth and it is a great feeling! Please, share your thoughts of walking barefoot, and hopefully some of you out there share the same passion as I do... Ya know fubar, it's people like you who make people like me wonder about people like you... and sometimes people like me who wonder too much about people like you end up like people like you and people like me.. omg, this is one of the funniest thing iv read in awhile enjoy   From: Jane GillesDate: Wednesday 8 Oct 20
To Many Doors
the other side of thee is a part everyone gets to see there's no secretes no surprises what you see is what you get all you see is simply me this is my life there's no gettin out no getin around it no unsure doubt raised by the best of men as well i'm a good guy although i'm goin straight to hell i'm tryin to be everything everyone of them are it's not so easy for the journey i have to travel is quite far i've been taught the values of pride i have my honor i dare not hide dignity and courage to do whats right for all my loved ones i'm willing to fight and i will take that fight straight to you to guard and protect thats what i'll do i'm made from the best of everyone of them how ever i do have my own flaws like popping off at the mouth and running my jaws i dont think before i speek my hearts to big which makes me week yet i'm not stupid and i'm not dumb just like these men i too stand for freedom i do bare the red white and blue i've also shared the same pain as those soldiers too my
July 18th
i can not replace you in my heart i guess that makes you irreplaceable you're my best kept secret  though it seems impossible  you give me the best feeling  you must be delectable i can never hide my thoughts inside to you i'm detectable take away all reason   its not incomprehensible live all the brokens hearts past i may be indestructible but take one day with u away from me is completely irreprehensible loving you is my worst case scenario totally irrefutable  but living without you I am nothing my only unforgettable   === 'A GOOD FRIEND  wrote the following at '2011-09-14 10:01:33'   TODAY TO ME.......................................  > GUESS I AM ON THE WRONG END OF THE SANDMANS LIST......MUST HAVE PISSED ON HIS PAPER OR SOMETHING... > NOW YOU KNOW WHY I NEED CALMING........ > YOU GET THAT WAY TO??????? > FUCKING MIGRAINE THE DAY BEFORE... JUST COULDN'T KILL THAT PAIN....THEN YESTERDAY SUCH A NATURAL UP FORGOT TO EAT.....OR SLEEP...... > NOT TIRED YET.
Funny Jokes
In african tribes When the black male reaches a certain age, a string is tied around his penis and on the other end is a weight. Over a period of time, the weight stretches the penis to 24 inches. Later that evening as the husband was getting out of the shower, his wife looked at him and said, 'How about if we try the African string-and-weight procedure? The husband agreed and they tied a string and a weight to his penis. A few days later, the wife asked the husband, 'How is our little "tribal experiment" coming along?' 'Well, it looks like we're about halfway there,' he replied. 'Wow, you mean it's grown to 12 inches?' 'No, it's turning black though.' ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS: Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I
Smiling_bob_2u
I once was fortunate to live ONE block from the Atlantic Ocean, in Florida. I mean, I didn't have the best living conditions...the building was older and made of concrete blocks, with multimillion dollar houses and condos all around, but it was a COOL living environment. Every day was like vacation. I would love to get up at 5am...put on my sweats and running shoes...and hit the beach. Every morning, after you've lived at the beach for a while, you start to see the regulars...the people that are the runners, the dog walkers, even the yoga instructor. I was fortunate enough to be able to run far enough to be in a national park within a two mile run, so I would stop at the point along the beach, catch my breath, and watch the ocean. There always is something therapeutic about the ocean...no matter what ails you...if you stare long enough at the water and the horizon, eventually you will find some sort of cure. Anyhow, one October morning(the wind was starting to turn cold), I was staring
January 2003 Heros
Army Chief Warrant Officer 3 Mark S. O’Steen Died January 30, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 43, of Ozark, Ala.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a MH-60 Black Hawk crash during training on Jan. 30, 2003, in Afghanistan. Army Sgt. Gregory M. Frampton Died January 30, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 37, of Fresno, Calif.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a MH-60 Black Hawk crash during training on Jan. 30, 2003, in Afghanistan. Army Staff Sgt. Daniel Leon Kisling Jr. Died January 30, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 31, of Neosho, Mo.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a MH-60 Black Hawk crash during training on Jan. 30, 2003, in Afghanistan.
Army Wife
You aren’t issued with the uniform, boots and weapon,But you are one lady no one should step on.It usually goes “With this ring, I thee wed,”But add in “Even if it means me in an empty bed.”“and the weeks in the field with many late nights,”“which will at some point lead to fights.”Yes, a military wife is courageous and strong,Even when the days seem so long.When you feel like you’re at your wits end,You “Suck it up” and start to mend.You learn the Army language,All those acronyms, “How can I manage.”PX, AAFES, LES, MOS - the list goes on and on,All those letters would make an ordinary woman yawn.But those letters are part of your life,The life of a proud military wife.You move too much and decorate too little,Because you always seem to leave in the middle.Don’t get too settled and make lots of friendsBecause home is wherever the Army sends.And then one day the orders come down,Your husband soon w
Can't Sleep Thinking
Can't sleep thinking thinking of my only love, Want to taunt tease rap him round my finger. Wish I could tell tell him how I feel when I look into his eyes, Kiss his soft sweet lips and breath on his sweaty back, Fire burning in the pit of my soul desire to feel flesh against flesh, Lusting for one another  craving connected rapped in each others arms, Night Sky's brings the mysterious darkness that fades when the sunlight shines in your eyes, Feeling safe warm and embraced by your ever lasting love, I can't sleep your in my every thought, you fill my heart even though we are apart, you are with me and even though you are not, you can't stop this thing we got.:) One day I will close my eyes and kiss you, One day I will open my eyes and you will be there in front of me, One day I will fall asleep in your stong loving arms , One day I will wake up to you next to me, One day you will ask me to be your wife , One day I will say I do, One day I will have your baby, One day h
Creatures I Am Particularly Fond Of
Love to see them play hide and seek. One of my nicknames is also Ditzy Doodlebug. great fish bait. Long slender legs.
Being Busy
Lately my Time on Fubar,has deminshed,Between sharing my comp,with my pain in the arse 41 yr old GF.An my Pogo Pool addiction that has Consumned me again.An with my daily involvement on Facebook.There isn't much time for the Fu.Godfather will eventually be achieved for the 2nd.Time,an maybe Dicyple.But my Life doesn't evolve around the Fu,unfortunately as it does most of you.Whom Steal Time on a Regular Basis from your Employers.200 pic 11 Rates on free 11's days.10 rates will nolonger work for a morph. a Cherry Bomb of my Largest pic album will also get u a morph or more,3 credit blings or more. Boomerang bling,Cherry Bomb Bling will get to set off 5-8 Morphs.In some Circumstances I might have to ask my former Co Morph Goddess Izmo Wolf,to Create your Morph.She is far superior than I on most her Creations..Plus my Alcohol consumption has gotten in my way a bit as well,an The Massive Hangovers are really taken there Toll of Late as well..My Family of a few which are favorites will cont
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About Me
For Those That Have Asked, Update About My Brother. He Does Have Cancer It Is In His Lungs, It Is Treatable But Not Curable, He Is Going To Start Radiation, Sometime Next Week.. Thank You For Your Thoughts And Continued Prayers.. Tom    Sept / 29th / 2010...  Hi everyone. Well just got back home from a new mri / doppler . They just found another couple clots in my upper right leg .. Ughhhh.  My Doctor is referring me to see a blood specialist  to find out why all of a sudden the new clots are developing . Guess all the abuse I did to my body in the years past is finally catching up to.. Oh well thank you all for your thoughts and prayers from the earlier post . Thanks again. Take care . Tom..  Teen survives plunge off Golden Gate Bridge | US National Headlines | Comcast.net http://www.comcast.net/articles/news-nat... SAN FRANCISCO - Authorities say a 16-year-old high school student is hospitalized after surviving a plunge off the Golden Gate Bridge. Officials say the student fro
Random Thoughts...
Woman was made from the rib of a man. Not from his head,                            to top him. Nor from his feet,                           to be stepped upon. She was made from his side,                                          to be equal to him. From under his arm,                             to be protected by him. Near his heart,                     to be loved by him.                                                       ~Anonymous~ Adversity and issues have a way of sorting out true friends from those who were only there to benefit themselves... when the well runs dry only the true friends offer to help you dig it deeper. The rest seek another well... turbulent, inky black, rushing past my face, jeering laughter interspersed with derisive whispers and sly contempt...My world has become so cold... once loving and tender arms, friendly faces, laughter and friendship, now anger, grief, agony and uncaring dismissals from trusted souls...dreams, once solid, glitt
Biggrig
DONT'T QUIT  When things go wrong as they sometimes will,When the road you are trudging seems all up hill.When the funds are low and the debts are high and u want to smile,but u have to sigh ,When care is pressing you down a bit,  rest  ,if  you must ,but dont quit..Life is queer with its  twist and turnd, as everyone of us  sometimes learns,and many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out ;Dont give up though the pace seems slow -You may succeed with another blow.Success  is failure turned inside out The silver  tint of the cloudsof doubt ,and you never can tell how close your ..It may be near when it seems so far;So stick to fight  when  your 'hardest hit" ....Its when thingd seem worst that you must NOT  QUIT A TRUCKERS LIFE We're out on the road trying to clear our mind,by passing every billboard sign. There's more miles in our back pocket than dollars bills,listening to the roaring of them 18 wheels.You learn a lot about being alone ,but hell its our life
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My First Fubar Blog!
Soo I made my first Fubar blog! lol I'll get back to this later.. Hey everyone :D I'm making this blog to help out my friend Steven with his site, He wants to get noticed and hopefully eventually get paid for it. Here's the facebook link http://www.facebook.com/pages/Carl-Sagans-Dance-Party/362682089402?ref=ts    Thanks in advance! Trying to help him out! This is a blog I'm writing because I can.    Ok, so I'm 25 years old. I like the colors black, blue, purple and pink (What do you know, the colors of a bruise lol) I like all types of music, I like food, I like boys (obviously) Lately I've been receiving alot of messages on Fubar from people asking me to marry them, move in with them, DO stuff with them.. Seriously, You guys don't even know me. I'm having kind of a wtf moment right now lol. I don't see much modesty and respect but then again I am a female, It's to be expected...lol... Yes, I know I'm attractive, Yes I know the things I like alot of other girls don't like.. But ple
My Marine
The days may seem long, but that's okay Because they come and fade away. Loving a Marine is a beautiful task, It takes many things that one may lack. It takes courage, love, and faithfulness too, Also communication that is shared between the two. Loving a Marine can be hard as well, It can leave you longing for more and not feel so swell. Yes, the time does feel slow, But that shouldn't keep you feeling so low. Loving a Marine is found in many ways, You can find it anywhere every day. From mothers, brothers, sisters, and fathers, To friends, cousins, enemies, and lovers. Loving a Marine is something I would never trade, Thinking of him keeps me strong in every way. The pictures, letters, and Marine items I hold onto, Keep me smiling and hopeful in everything I do. Loving a Marine should fill you with pride, To know they are protecting you from every side. They fight a battle that is hard to win, But will claim victory in the end. Loving a Marine is something special I feel, It's someth
Random Rants
I HEAR ALOT OF PPL TALK ABOUT HOW LAME FUBAR HAS BECOME AND HOW ITS ALL ABOUT LEVELS AND POINTS....I FOR ONE AM NOT STAYING ON FUBAR BECAUSE OF POPULARITY GAMES OR HOW MUCH CRAP I CAN ACCUMULATE, LOL.... THE REASON I STAY IS FOR THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE BECOME CLOSE TO OVER THE LAST 3 YEARS AND THE ONES THAT WITHOUT THEM, I WOULD BE LOST AND WOULD MISS THEM TERRIBLY. FUNNY HOW FATE THROWS PPL TOGETHER IN A COMPLETELY RANDOM PLACE AND THESE PEOPLE BECOME PPL THAT KNOW YOU AND WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT, THEY HAVE A PLACE IN YOUR HEART AND BECOME FAMILY TO YOU. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THERE ARE STILL A FEW GENUINE PPL IN THE WORLD AND I HAVE HAD THE HONOR AND PRIVILEGE OF MEETING THEM AND BECOMING A FRIEND TO THEM TOO. JUST WANTED TO LET THOSE PPL KNOW THAT THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING AND I CHERISH THE MEMORIES OF THE NIGHTS WE STAYED UP TIL DAWN, LAUGHING, JOKING AND ACTING CRAZY. I LOVE YA'LL AND WISH YA'LL NOTHING BUT THE BEST OUTTA LIFE, OUTTA
Evil Angel
I've been standing on this ledge wondering how far the fall,Still not sure if you'll ever try to catch me at all.Yet pushing off with my feet and a nosedive straight in,Into a world of fulfillment,pain,pleasure, and sin.I'm taking a chance for you to be mine,To build a world with you so beautifully divine.Step by step and very second in a minute falling faster and faster,Hoping the end of my trip wont be a bloody disaster.Holding my arms out in front of me and my heart in hand,Everything is becoming clearer but there you stand.With your head held up high and your arms open wide,both thinking that where going to collide.Stopping abruptly with no blood and no mess,Hovering above you taking my heart and placing yours in my chest.Pulling me into reality this is our day,Finally both never again having to pray.With both feet firmly planted on the ground,You is all I see nothing else is around.Yet we both still hearing the ignorant bickering never,but we both know we'll be together forever. I
The Johnny Freezze Fan Club
A Johnny Freezze Fan Club Update. Hey everybody, the "Save Our Planet" music video has now been released and you can watch it on Johnny Freezze's YouTube page. http://www.youtube.com/johnnyfreezze    Don't forget to visit the Official Johnny Freezze Fan Club web site http://webspace.webring.com/people/jj/johnnyfreezze/ Anyone wanting to learn the story of Johnny Freezze shouldwatch my video bio, "A Tale Of The Freezzer" on YouTube.Fans can visit him, get updates about him, or just followhim anywhere on the web.  Thank you.You All ROCK!!PeaceJohnny Freezze The Johnny Freezze Fan Club 2011 To all patriotic Americans: I pledge my faith in my flag to defend her till death do us part!! God Bless The USA, and thanks to all who remembered the fallen on 9-11-2001. We will never forget, or forgive this act. EVER! Peace Johnny Freezze  To all music lovers, friends. and fans of Johnny Freezze on fu
To All My Friends.
You are cool, you are sweet.  Stay that way and never change.  Keep cool and stay the same.  Never change for any one but you're self. You are all number one in my books. I am looking for dj's to help me out with my lounge that I just got up.  Plus some one to help me get the music on there and for the skins etc.  Any help would be greatly appreciated.  You all rock. I am looking for good people to join my turf.  I have paid positions open.  Here is the link.  Please come and check it out.  http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=11951   Thank you.
Only Love Can Save Me
Shes an angel in disguiseWith only tears in her eyesThis world she can not recognize She says she can't take thisCan't face thisLove written on her wristBut does love really exist?Its like shes on a waiting listFraigle heart beats for the love she carriesBut in the dirt is where its buriesHoping that one day he'll be the one she marriesLonelyness is what shes come to knowbut she will never let goHe had her at helloWhat she feels is only realAnd will time really heal?Love is her drug that she can not escapeWill this be her only fate? She walks the streets with barefeet and broken glass, someone stole her shoes. Her past has becomes her present haunting. She is strong even when she feels so weak. Who is this girl she sees in the reflection of a thousand lies? Her heart beats fast, pounds hard of pure love that no one wants. Whats wrong here? What does she do wrong? All she wanted was someone to care for, to love with all her heart and more. She will walk on this broken glass till someone
Scribbles Of The Insane!
empty dreams,hollow thoughts,a dark black past,a horrible nightmare,frightening screams of painful torcher,look into my eyes, can you see me or are they empty?call my name, do i answer?in a daze so confused i'm lost.tears of emptiness fall like rain,do you see them or in your eyes are they non-existing?my dreams a nightmare,wake me up, somebody, anybody,can't you hear my silent screams?don't you know how i'm in so much pain?can't anyone see the tears streaming down my face?the sadness in my expression?help i scream,gone, dead.no one hears, no one heard. you want to know more about me well if u didn't like my blogs before this then u might as wells go away, cuz this is me, and i ain't changing anytime soon. i got plenty more of these to post but i think i'll do that later. just another guy,just another broken heart,just another piece of ass,just another thing that hurts. just another step,just another lie,just another tear from my eyes.just another someone,just another no one. just ano
I Love The Sound When You Come Undone....
things people may or may not know about me lol cause apparently, i keep dirty cheerleading secrets from rok.     I was the head cheerleader at my high school. I play the flute I went to band camp I loved ROTC and wanted to be in the military I have a secret love for Elton John that is epic and um.... Truth or Dare.   sarah your favorite blog Whore!!!!!!!!!   no this was not supposed to make sense. Yesterday, my ebil fubar wommiz Misfit, and Vixen, were very nice and turned me into a super hoar!!!!!!! Mistittys gave me all her points and Vixen gave me a boomerang.........both out of the blue, so it was kinda sweet.. yeah i didnt just say that, but thank you and thank you to bounty and misfit who kept pimping me out and to scarabus who keeps my buzz up and to witchie, who shows me her boobs to keep me awake   and thanks to everyone who hit my profile yesterday, and helped me level after like i dunno a year or more lol   and i have a plea!! Friday is my best friend
Blog #1
Have you been to an emergency room in the past three months? Yeah, right. I don't have health insurance. I'd rather be dead than have medical bills. If so, what for (patient, visitor)? What is your least favorite thing about the same sex? Shoes with chunky heels and muffin tops. What about the opposite sex? They're needy ass bitches. And they always want blowjobs. Hello, how about my neck hurts. Have you ever seen a bald eagle in person? Hello, I'm so American I have a pet bald eagle. What type of rides do you like most at amusement parks? Yeah, let me go spend thirty bucks to get on some death traps, be around screaming children. And if all that isn't fun enough I can buy a eight dollar diet coke and not be able to smoke anywhere. Would you be willing to take a drug test right now? I mean it depends on what it's for but there is a VERY good chance I would pass. I'm proud. Has there ever been a time in your life that you would've failed that test? Why don't you ask DuPage County about
My Own Darkness
Was I bewitched so by the thin red lineTo notice not that time released its holdAnd let pale Iris snip the silver twineTo steal sweet youth before it turned to gold.Existence now is not what I was told;No seraphim and harps to grace my ear,Just silence, painful silence, and the coldDiscomfort of my masochistic fear,So icy cold, yet somehow seems to searMy soul until the ache's too much to bare,As mortal life mirages now appear:Intangible are they; away they tear.Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soonWhen razor's edge did charm me like the moon. Alone Again Four o'clock in the morning Afraid to open my eyes Another day of grief, A day of fear. All alone I feel. I try to justify all the pain, All of this guilt before my eyes. Another day of confusion, A day of wondering. Is it ever just going to go away? All this pain that I feel, And all this anger, is it going to stay? Ten o'clock in the evening, Afraid of the nightmares. Again my breathing stops. All I can do i
All That I Am
You see the pain that lies in her eyes,But, alas, her eyes are dry,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the anger that burns from her gaze,The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the fear that closes her eyes,The smile she wears is but a disguise,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the hope that is finally dead,She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,She won't cry.No, she won't cry.You see the love that lies within,But she shall never love again,She won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see death's hand that has glazed my eyes,No one saw me die inside,They won't cry.No, they won't cry. I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my lifeand made me who I am.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come trueor how you've opened my heartto love and the wonders it can do.You've al
Thinking
ive been thinking on getting back surgury i hurt it like 3 yrs ago and i didnt want 2 then but now i think it was a mistake in not going threw back surgury now but i hurt in on the job and they fired me because  of me hurting it but i dont have the money for back surgury now so if i did have the money u guys think i should please let me know what u think i wonder where i would be today if i joined the milaaary i bet i wouldnt of been 2 jail or fucked up my life  
My Work
Bliss One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I have nothing here for me any longer.I let my guard down and enveloped myself in you.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I've wanted you for so long.My dreams have become skeletons in my closet.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.I want to be yours forever.Why can't it be so?One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.Your lips are poison to my soul.The passion is unbearable.One night of bliss becomes a nightmare.You're my dirty little secret.I crave what I'm missing.Just one more night of bliss.
As The Fu Turns
Tammy has decided to just give up...tired of being lied to, tired of having things hidden, if you wanted to be with me there would be no secrets or games   Tammy is glad that karma finally caught up with someone who has been dodging it for a while! ahhhhhh paybacks are awesome when they aren't yours!!   Tammy is special! The people in the white coats told me so! They even bought me a pretty jacket with all kinds of buckles on it! I feel pretty! O' so pretty!   I don't care what you look like, God said your Drop Dead Gorgeous, "For you are fearfully and wonderfully made" Psalms 139:14   It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most. Not where you live, what you drive... There's no dollar sign on peace of mind.   A little faith will bring your soul to heaven but a lot of faith will bring heaven to your soul. G.H.   The very first time I realized what unconditional love meant; was the very first time I held my child in my arms. It was love at first sight.  
Redstaar!!!!
Download for FREE!! Survival of the Fittest remixcd by REDSTAAR http://www.mixtapepage.com/index.php?order=search&srch_txt=redstaar   www.youtube.com/redstaartv http://www.youtube.com/user/RedstaarTV?feature=mhum My MixCD!! Get a FREE copy at www.mixtapepage.com   Type REDSTAAR in the search engine!   Also catch up with my perfromances at www.youtube.com/redstaartv. Peace
Random Vents
I am not the hero of the story, I am the narrator. I’m the voice that people follow and are drawn to while actually caring more for the others involved. I can make you follow but I never lead. I can tell you amazing lies and you’ll believe them because my reasons for existing are just for your entertainment. My emotional input doesn’t matter, my presence conflicts your fantasy, my voice interrupts the perfect life your watching. If I never told you the plot, you would still watch the people act. My great purpose is to build up for someone elses resolve, And my great motive is to have you climax with the dramatics of others. lookin at you lookin at mesomething so simpletakes all we believegiven you that griefgiven me that smilejust flipin out while your flippin me off (chours)so what do you know?nothin comes normalnothing comes easy but for me to be methink i figured it outnothing comes normalnothing thats givenmeans anything to me(bridge)so what little i goti paint po
Trust Or Go With Gut F33ling
Unfair is the rich , the blessed, the powerful, the gifted ones ... Unfair is how rich people work little  & get paid alot... Unfair is how people  who have nothing , still get shit on Unfair is when others get more in life and emotionally when they give nothing back unfair is working your whole life just to die a shitty unloved life What is unfair to some may not be unfair to others unfair is working for the man just to have him belittle you behind your back Unfair is being unloved and living with demented people or family Unfair is getting your voice locked up with no answer all your left with is questions Unfair is watching your family treat your siblings better then you in front of you Unfair is what  parents think, leeps them parents--- so untrue Unfair is watching your eccentric neighbor winning the lottery  whenyou play everyday
Poetry
Forever and always   Forever and Always  we will be  Forever and always  Cant you see   Your stuck widd me  till de end of time forever and always  you are mine   our hearts beat as one our lives stuck like gum Forever and Always  our love runs like none   Soon we will be  United as 1  Forever and Always  In the place of love    nothing can bring us apart nothing can get in the way Forever and Always  we will remain   So if yu ever doubt  Just remember  Forever and Always  i will be around  my days are numbered and so are my nights thinking about it leaves me in fright i lose so much sleep tossing and turning dont know where i am going but i long for the yearning i want you to see what i can truley be age is jus a number cant you see im full of love and care freewhy cant you love me just for me jus when i think i have found someone who truley cares the assholes have found me from somewhere its all a game to them i seeplaying with my heart so fucked up for
Many Great Ideas
this cool!!!!! Well it's been a interesting day today. Been working on one of my other blogs. Check it out ,go to ICQ.com and go to blogs ,but first become a member  it's free . Then go to blogs ,  then go to search  and search( Angelos blog about anything ,)that's the blogs name   check it out . It's borring for  now, but it'll get interesting as i go along  it with it,I promis.  WHATS UP HELLO,hello    
My Mind At Work
  HAMPTON — — Earlier in the week, Hampton coach Mike Smith declared Daquan Romero to be Phoebus' best receiver. It didn't matter to him that Romero had caught six passes all season.And with the Eastern Region Division 5 championship on the line, Smith knew Romero would be the Phantoms' go-to target. He wasn't happy to be correct: Romero's 6-yard touchdown catch gave Phoebus its first lead with 2:55 remaining, and the Phantoms hung on for a 12-7 win Friday night at Darling Stadium.It was Romero's only catch of the night, and it came on fourth-and-goal. With the Crabbers' linebackers dropping into coverage, Romero ran a drag route and made the catch at the 1-yard line. He dragged a couple of defenders into the end zone, just when it looked like Phoebus' VHSL record winning streak would end."What a great route," quarterback Jordan Roby said. "He had the perfect speed and when he caught it, I said, 'Please get into the end zone.' He made a great play."With its 43rd consecuti
Whatever I Want
I'm so fed up with everyone around me Noone seems to care I'm just so far gone and nothings gonna change I'll never be the same     It's always do this do that Everything they want to I don't wanna live that way (No) Every chance they get they're always Pushing me away It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be verse 2: It's all so messed up and noone ever listens Everyone's deranged I'm just so fucked up and i'm never gonna change I lay it all to waste They're always say this say that Nothing that you want to I don't wanna live that way (No) Every chance they get they're always Shoving me aside It's never enough, no it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough, no it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be I'm done! In the end we're all just chaulk lines on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been giv
A Master's Creed
I am sure some of you have seen this a million times over. Read it again.   A Master's Creed ~ The Dominants Creed ~* Above all else a Dom cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the giftthe submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all. * A Dom is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knowshow to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift.* A Dom is in control of Themself first and foremost, so that They may control others.* As a stern and demanding Dom, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears.* As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character.* In times of trouble, a Dom will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, neverforgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals.* A Dom is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality.* A Dom would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or f
Temptress
www.footandshoegoddess.com or to go straight to the nasty stuff www.clips4sale.com/38642 www.footandshoegoddess.com Come check me out!   I'm into foot fetish....anyone else????
Ted Wilson
I wanted to share something with the fubar nation written in a book wrote by an associate of mine about relationships and other issues. I am writing this in hopes of recieving an honest answer from  whoever reads what I am about to write. There are 3 types of long-term, tangible, relationships you can have with another person.  Consider how you would feel if you were married or dating or the child of a person or even the employee of someone who treated you like this: 1.    He or she imposes rules on you without any explanation.  The only time you ever hear or see them is when  she or he is giving you a rule, letting you know you broke a rule, or punishing you for breaking a rule.  This is rules without a relationship or what I call the         "Prison guard" relationship.                   OR 2.     He or she gives you unlimited and unconditional love without any expectations in return.  You ask and they give, you do wrong and there are no consequences, the only time you call the
Poems
Sometimes Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. And sometimes when people get hurt,
News!
OK I've got a few lyrics written but i don't know which ones would make for a good song so please message me with your verdicts about the following. Slip Of The Lip: Tonight I'm freezing insideLooking up at you floating afarLet's go back to the shore over thereThe sky painted in deep blackAt the end of todayI become unbound burning empty feelingsDon't be stuck on just one ideaTake your mind off of the pastA lie and a lie and a lieAnd a slip and a slip and a slip of the lip Tonight I'm freezing insideLooking up at you floating afarLet's go back to the shore over thereThe sky painted in deep blackAt the end of todayI become unbound burning empty feelingsDon't be stuck on just one ideaTake your mind off of the past A lie and a lie and a lieAnd a slip and a slip and a slip of the lip Don't you remember you've broken my heart ?We've come to the end so let's go to the startRain wipes off your dry tearsJust try to find somethingI'm lost so far and I can't hold my breathTake it all a
I Am A Old Member
If you had the choice between shelby montana or denver colorado what would you choose Update Picture Tell me why you are here today?                                                Tell me why you are here today,                               I thought,that you had went away,                       The dreams, I held are still within my mind,                         Why must you tear through my heart today?                       You are here in my dreams, as I close my eyes,                             You are in my mind, I lock you away but you stay,                                    I fight the urge to sleep tonight!                                             I wonder why?                                            I hear your voice,                                             See your face,                                       This is just a mistake,                             Why must you pursue me this way?           &nbs
My Fetish
I have found my fetish to be quite simple...   I dress up just like myself and act like a psychotic bitch... We should stop spending money on discovering ways to keep old people alive....  We should require reflex and cognitive tests on the elderly before they can re-new their driver's license.... All drugs and alcohol should be legal for adults... let them kill themselves... if they are driving or working they get to wear a giant hat saying I like to fuck things up for other people....until they die... People that are pretty or handsome but stupid can have jobs as mannequins or experimental research... People that are stupid but ugly can be rural laborers or... experimental research with full head coverings required.  Breeders (if they can get through the screening process)... Will not work but will devote time to their spawn and if they feel that the spawn is not up to standards by age 5 they will be terminated unless... they can be used as the aforementioned.   More to come
Dear Baby Jesus
Dear Baby Jesus,   This morning I had an epiphany! Well, another one, anyway. Having invented derivative blings such as the Breast Cancer Awareness Month Booberang, and Godless mode this past week, I clicked on the "like" button and it was as if a ray of light had shown down from the sky (not to be confused with the morning sunbeam currently blinding my left eye). Fubar BINGO! Yes, though it should be called FUBAR since they have the same number of letters, but that's just one small bit of the larger picture. See, you can buy a FUBAR card and then you wait for the people on the card to flit by on the top of the screen, clicking the "like" button as you see them, and thusly marking them off on the card. The first person with a FUBAR wins the pot, which I neglected to mention the buy-in for each round. You can have fubuck bingo, and even bling credit bingo, seeing as the pot is comprised solely of credits by contributors. Anyway, that's all the thought I feel like putting into this r
La La Land
You and I, we have been through a lot. Been down a lot of dark alleys and stuck in massive rainstorms. We have jumped out of perfectly good airplanes, and felt like we could conquer the world. We have traveled across the ocean on a whim. We have cried alone in the deepest of nights. We have felt powerful, beautiful, peaceful, lonely, sad, and lost. I know you are headstrong. I know you often miss the red flags, miss the warning signs, get caught up in the charge forward, only to realize you are storming the wrong gate. I know that sometimes you have to kiss the pavement to learn. Here are some gentle reminders for the path ahead. - If you are lost, quit walking and sit your ass down. Evaluate your surroundings. Evaluate the positives and negatives. Choose a path. Choose wisely. - Just keep swimming. Once the path is chosen, and the excitement of a new journey wears off, keep on keeping on. Life can't always be shiny. Sometimes it's dull work. Sometimes it sucks. Every day is a step
My Book Love Blondie
happy new year to all my friends i hope you all had a good one love blondie  hello and thank you to my friends for your birthday cards as well ok my new book is now out part 3 to get my book go to google and tipe in blondie all that i am sharon dixon click on it it will take you stright to my book blondie  i want to say to my friends my book is now ready for my friends to read im sending a link for you to get my book to read all about me once you have read it im here for your comment thank you love blondie http://www.blurb.com/sample_link/
Poem I Wrote
I can’t stand this bullshit! Why won’t you listen? The words always come, but you’re never here to hear I’ve always wanted to see you, but you were in prison I always wondered where I’m from, but you ran away in fear   So where do I fit in this world? When you say I’m a mistake Because if you didn’t know, I always hoped you’d save me You’ll never be able to afford, to me you’re just a fake To me the world blows, and the cravings won’t leave   I just want to take those razors, and make myself bleed So you didn’t know me, but now you do So don’t bring up the favors, and make heed Since I were but three, we were through. When I was young My mother always said she cared But all it ever was is a lie I should have been prepared Because all I ever did was cry I’ve always known I was on my own My mother never cared Whenever I’m there She holds onto an invisible child As if I’m
Enslavedunleashed
halloween is coming, samhain is almost here, time to watch horror movies and drink guinness i look unto your beauty with a fixated eye the lust fullfilling my desires you tand there alone on wounded knee looking for salvation temping me In my desires i knew i needed you i hear the waves crushing beneath your purest blue i await thee at the gates forever She awoke with an haze in her eyes, nowt knowing where she was, the place was very dark, very cold, she had goosbumps on her skin.  She had this urge, this desire that needed no had to be filled. then all of a sudden came the most beautiful man she had ever seen, she knew he would fill her desire, he came into her arms caressing her body close to his, her nipples getting harder wanting him to take her right there on the floor, he said relax my child,soon you will be mine for eternity. her breath started to grow quicker, his eyes grew larger, he was holding her limp body in his arms, she was all but his, he tilted her neck, and ope
Various
6 RULES TO REMEMBER IN LIFE:1. Money cannot buy happiness but it’s more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle.2. Forgive your enemy but remember the bastard’s name.3. Help someone when they are in trouble and they will remember you when they're in trouble again.4. Many people are alive only because it’s illegal to shoot them.5. Alcohol does not solve any problems, but then neither does milk. 6. Judge because you will be Judged :-) Redneck Joke 01You might be a redneck if a full tank of gas doubles the value of your truck. Redneck Joke 02You might be a redneck if a woman says she’s game, so you shoot her. Redneck Joke 03You might be a redneck if all of the light switches in your house are wired to turn on the light on the front porch. Redneck Joke 04You might be a redneck if all of your favorite shirts came with a two-pack purchase of cigarettes. Redneck Joke 05You might be a redneck if all you want for Christmas is deer pee. Redneck Joke 06Y
Changes
Broken Chain, By Ron Tranmer We little knew that day, God was going to call your name. In life we loved you dearly, In death, we do the same.It broke our hearts to lose you.You did not go alone. For part of us went with you, The day God called you home.You left us beautiful memories, Your love is still our guide. And although we cannot see you, You are always at our side.Our family chain is broken, And nothing seems the same,But as God calls us one by one,The chain will link again. Dedicated to my mam my brother and a dear friend.   When the change first came to god mode (now lasts 24 hours or a max of 20 mil points) i felt a bit awful for those who bought it under the old rules but now thinking about it, it makes sense. I remember reading Scappers blog a while back about how it's not just about money here and that anyone can rank. So if you think about it logically they had to make the change to the god bling, people were closing folders and blocking anyone who polished their bling
Things You Choked Me With...
i gotta push myself over your' god damn walls!  be careful what you wish for; it can only bring you down!  keep your spirit on the ground.  keep your face away!  keep your' hands away!  dont want your' fingers in and outta my life!  im alright inside, im just trying to hide away from all the propaganda you wanna choke me with!  so keep your' hate inside and keep your' fight alive, but remember homie, "IT'S NOT FLY TO DIE!"  you're a prodigy; i feel your' hate in me!  you're inside of me!  you'll never let me be!  i see the horror of all your' inhumanities!  you made me what i am and im sic of me! i've seen the wreckage of crumbling faces.  smothered away in time.  plagued with lies fueled from jealous eyes.  take me away from here and scream with me.  a mercilous face in the mist; a ghost gone mad.  like a rain drop, i was born to fall...  slit my wrist to heard out the pain.  forgive that which brings pain.  remember the face that invades my dreams.  a creature made of sunshine with a
Careful ...interesting
GPS An acquaintance had their car broken into while they were at a footballgame. Things stolen from the car included a garage door remote control,some money and a GPS which had been prominently mounted on thedashboard. When the victims got home, they found that their house had beenransacked and just about everything worth anything had been stolen. Thethieves had used the GPS to guide them to the house. They then used thegarage remote control to open the garage door and gain entry to thehouse. The thieves knew the owners were at the football game, they knew whattime the game was scheduled to finish and so they knew how much time they hadto clean out the house. It would appear that they had brought a truck toempty the house of its contents. SOMETHING TO CONSIDER IF YOU HAVE A GPS - DON'T PUT YOUR HOME ADDRESS INIT. PUT A NEARBY ADDRESS (LIKE A STORE OR GAS STATION) SO YOU CAN STILLFIND YOUR WAY HOME IF YOU NEED TO, BUT NO ONE ELSE WOULD KNOW WHERE YOULIVE IF YOUR GPS WERE STOLEN. CELL PH
Last Words
i lay here ,night after night and i look up thru my sunlight to the stars above .i watch as they glisten in the midnite sky and i feel the dampness as my eye begin to cry.i toss and i turn searching for something to hold,but all i find ,is a bed so cold. i go to town ,and i watch as people stroll by,never do they notice the tear in my eye.i see couples as they walk and hold hands .i see the couples as they share a life so grand.i go back to my house and down the road i ride,its th e lonliness in my heart i try to hide. i go to my spot so tranquil and cool,i stand there for hours skipping rocks across the pool.then its back to that place that i call home,where once again alone i do roam, ive traveled the world and many a place,but there is only that one longing face.the one that can make my heart warm.and release the happyness and let it swarm,.but such a life for me was not to be.im the loner,i must be free. as the Years pass my life does not change,and t most it must seam so strange.b
The Alberto Kang Fubar Experience
I had to do one of these Salutes   So where are all the other people that have done these.   Here is the one i took and was approved       Or after my salute i usually use this photo       When are you meant to do a Salute? So i just went around to some lounges and added them.   But i did the usual thing as Alberto Kang and added all the sites that you would not want your parents or perhaps future employers to know about.     So know i wonder if there is a way to make the Lounges you are associated to to be just viewable by friends? Dear Future Generations of Humanity And so like many things in my life i once again joined another stupid Social Networking Site and went around and had a look.   So i had to Salute, do you know what that was like to be asked to Salute?   Hilarious. So i did it and then Whent to the Lounges and what do i find.   NO ONE IS WHO THEY SAY THEY ARE there Avatars are not them in the Salute.     What is the point of going to t
The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; - This it is, and n
Breaking Free
Here's another one. This one is so meant to be a country song lol Broken Smile She came out of nowhereFrom a dark, dead-end streetYou could tell she’d been cryingFrom the mascara on her cheekI said, Girl why are you out here?Wandering the streets alone?It’s getting late darlin’Why don’t you go on home?She looked at my shylyAnd shivered from the coldAnd said Lady don’t you know?I’ve got no place to go. /ChorusWell she looked like an angelThat fell from the skyWith broken wings, afraid to flyWith no words but goodbyeShe looked like an angelSo empty insideTrying to force a broken smileBut it’s been denied  She seemed to be wearyOf the sounds all aroundSending shivers up her spineShe’s got no place to go nowI looked at her with sympathyIn her eyes, I could see the painAnd said Girl, don’t you got friends to go to,To get out of this rain?She looked at my shylyAnd shivered from the coldAnd said Lady don’t you know?I’ve got
Poem
tonight let me live in your love     tonight let me hear your heart beat tonight forget me in your arms and let my sun shine from your eyes whats the meaning of this life ... ??? dreams with endless hours well whats left of my life i give it to you and every second is calling for you my love ...........................  you are me , you are my spirit  you are the one who lives inside me  no , no please dont come distant from me  you know i only sing for you  how i miss you my love say a word , a whisper tell me about your world oh this aching heart what can i tell you more  well i never have a place in your heart and my tears will inform you  that you are my soul ... i love you p.s : to a dear friend of mine ..................................... lots of love      i owe you my laughters... i do i owe you my tears ... i do  i owe you my heart...... take a look at my heart , none of this would be if you did not exist  forget the heart that go crazy about such bea
My Thoughts
I've lost all feelings, in my hands and feet. My heart has stopped, not even one beat. Her hands are cold, as they sink into my heart. My soul is gone, ripped apart. I feel real pale and sick and blue. This can't be happening. Is this true? She told me she loved me, forever and always. My heart she broke, thinking of all those days. My thoughts aren't clear, my eyes full of hate. This is how we all die and how we relate.  Dear Tawnya, I loved you. I don’t know how I can state it any more plainly. I loved you for everything I thought you were, and for everything that I became when I was with you.  When we were together, I felt truly happy and complete in a way that I had never felt before. Being with you recontextualized everything that I thought I knew about love, and I came to understand that while I had felt love in the past, it was only a shadow of what real love could be.  Now, I don’t honestly believe that I will ever find someone who
Introductions
I am so bloody sick of the name Christopher.  Why does every mother and father think about naming their son Christopher?  Why does it annoy me so much?  Because I like differences.  I used to have 1 Chris in my cell phone.  Then last week, just boom!  I had 3.  Now, if your name is Christopher, don't take this to heart.  I know it's not your fault you have a common name.  I really have nothing against the name.  I'm just annoyed that so many people have the exact same name.  Have you ever had a feeling that things aren't all that they appear? I have.   I was born into a Christian family.   They have loved, supported, and taken care of me my entire life.  We have fought, laughed, and loved eachother to the fullest.  I know that when disaster hits, they will never leave me.  However, I also know that there are rules that I have to follow as well.  Rules chaff at me.  But I guess they are supposed to keep me safe.  They didn't, but they are supposed to. My life was a golden one when
Orgasm
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Life ...
25 Ways To Annoy A Yankee Take your own sweet time when doing ANYTHING. Pronounce all one-syllable words with two. When giving directions, finish with "it's right down yonder on the left." Talk REAL slow, and ask them to speak more slowly so you can understand what they're saying. When they talk nostalgically about the North, tell 'em "Delta's ready when you are!" Talk loudly and often about SEC football or ACC basketball. Refer to every soft drink as a Coke. Always order sweet tea and/or grits. When they don't have it, raise a ruckus. Offer to send 'em a bottle of fresh air. Insist on being addressed by your first AND middle names. (e.g. Lisa Marie -- John Michael -- Jim Bob. . .) Frequently bring up "The War of Northern Aggression" in conversation. If anyone ever says the words "Civil War", always interject that "there was nothing civil about it." Address all males as "son" and females as "little lady".
Wifey Left Me Dec4th2010 She Was 28
well was tryin to load her memorial video (but Im not a Hightech Redneck) if anyone can help. So heres the story my wife went to the e.r. at 7 pm and was relesed after having been given a shot.........apparently the shot didnt mix with her prescibed medication I found her the next morning dead in our bed (I was sleepin on the couch so she could rest somthing we never did not even after an argument). She is survied by myself her loving husband and our 1 year old daughter. Lifes really weired now its been 18 days and my daughter and I are staying with family. Christmas will be three weeks and I dont know if I can handle it. anyhow if anyone knows how to load the video for me Id appreciate it. Samantha Ellen Gelenaw-Farden View or Send Sympathy Notes Back to obituary listings September 24, 1982 - December 04, 2010 Birthplace: Manteca, California Resided In: Chico, California In Loving Memory of our beloved Samantha “Sami” Ellen Gelenaw-Farden, who went to
Reflection
Hope is nestled in the darkest corners of my mind Penetrated by slivers of light Conjured up by dreams and aspirations Hope is knowing there must be more The end is yet beyond my sight Hope is the tiny carpet on which my Imagination wanders the vast open spaces of what could be Hope is distingushable only by the slightest breeze of euphoria Unaccompanied with desperation Hope is the thread of which my soul hangs on the tattered rope of life Hope is my morning cup of coffee my cold shower my enthusiasm for the day's existence Hope is my serenity my survival from chaos the killer of my pain Hope is my nucleus the very core of my being My shelter my water my breathe Were it not for hope This rose Is for a new start, And as I give it to you It grows in my heart         This rose Grows to the s
Stuff
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2011
THE 8 SIMPLE RULES FOR DATING/ MARRYING MY SONS! I saw this and I since I have two young men one who is 19 and the other 15 both whom are very well mannered and well raised gentlemen.  I could so related to this post when I ran across it earlier I just had too share.   We hear the Father of the girls side. So, as a mother of only sons.. I thought I might counter a few of these rules and show the mother of the boy's prospective. Dedicated to moms of sons everywhere!(PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD ON In the COMMENT section) Who said we need to stop at 8 rules anyway? Since after all, dating is just a game of "RING AROUND THE FINGER"…. Lets set down a few rules of the game.. Rule 1. (How to Dress) Please don’t dress like a hoochie momma when you go on a date with my son! Dear father of the girl … instead of sitting there talking about how you are going to be cleaning your gun and question my son about his intentions… why not look at your daughter see how she is dr
Reversed Standards
Fu Life Vs. Real Life We've all seen it. In actual day to day circumstances we are taught to respect ourselves, to respect others, to be our own people and to never ever sacrifice what we believe. Fu every day life is something completely different... We learn to sacrifice real connections to manipulate and bullshit our way to the top of a ladder that doesn't exist ( not saying 100% have done so, but we all know its a common occurrence ). Don't get me wrong I like fubar as much as the next person, but I have always refused to lower my standards to please the majority. As a female fu member, I am expected to personally exploit myself to be rewarded. If that was what fu was based on in its creation isn't for me to say. All I can judge on is what it is now. I love the actual friends I've made here, as a gamer I respect the obstacles to leveling. What I don't respect or condone is what has become expected of us. If people are willing and want to do whatever it is that they do on here, t
Dear Tech Support:
“Mom, what’s Nymphomaniac? - “It’s a female who’s addicted to sex.” “Oh. Than what do they call men who are addicted to sex?” - “Men” Dear Tech Support:Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticedthat the new program began unexpected child processing that took up alot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installeditself into all other programs and now monitors all other systemactivity.  Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0, Huntingand Fishing 7.5, and Racing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in thebackground while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'mthinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0, but the uninstall doesn'twork on Wife 1.0. Please help!Thanks,Troubled User_____________________________________REPLY:Dear Troubled User:This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many peopleupgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking t
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Even tears do not dare travel the cheeks of this tormented soul. This spirit that lies here quaking in the darkness. Tongues of flame licking the inner most parts of the seemingly lifeless. Fear begins to set in. Fear of the unknown. Fear of another power. Paralyzed by the venom that seeps through constricted veins. Eyes wide shut that run a continual reel of what has been and  working without fail to prove what will be. Still the evil liquid crawls slowly and terrorizes. Taking every precious thought and making it its prisoner. Lying cold and shivering, this soul is betrayed... One tear falls. The Doom of the Dark?   They beckon me to the light But why should I go? I’ve stepped to their voices My whole world to show. Come and set  yourself free, Cast your burdens away, Let the light fill your soul And  happy you’ll stay. I like a fool went forth To their call Taking in the light Was no burden at all. But as the light shone Thr
I Got Something To Say... What Was It Again?
 Eye Color: Jet Black...with a large dose of Hazel. Hair Color: Brown Height: 6'1" Typical Hair Style: Flat Top or buzzed bald Typical Clothing: Tee Shirt and Jeans or a hoodie and jeans... My Favorite color: Black, Blue, Green... Mode of Transportation: Geo Prizim Lsi Astrological Sign: Stop! Scorpio Taste that makes me melt: sulfuric acid... or a great steak. My Cologne: Sean John Unforgivable, Nautica Sport, Nautica Blue, Antonio Banderas Blue Seduction, Axe Dark Temptation... My Bodywash: Powersport: Gravity A Hobby I Enjoy: Taking Pictures... Want to pose for me? :) A City I Would Like To Visit: New York A Country I Would Like To Visit: Australia & Ireland... Favorite Alcoholic Beverage: Jameson... Jack Daniels... Rum... Miller Lite... Favorite Non Alcoholic Beverage: Sobe No Fear, Sprite, Water A Game I Like To Play: Monopoly... Scrabble... Phase 10... Chess Book I Would Recommend: Anything by Laurell K. Hamilton A Movie I Could Watch Over & Over: Halloween, The

this is only a list based on my own personal experiences of the lounges. I'm in no way slandering the lounges so don't go moaning about it, it's just my opinions, the lounges mentioned may be ok with you i don't know, but they didn't work for me so I've listed them. If you're interested in my opinions, read on. .....Snake Eyes Radio: This lounge is full of very strange and undesireable people in my opinion. If you're like me, a normal everyday person who's on this site purely to pass the time, my advice is that you avoid this lounge as it's full of perverted people and people who generally don't seem stable. Many of the lounge members seem to have an irony deficiency, and are unable to grasp the simple concept of SARCASM. Furhermore, they are quite cliquey and cannot be wrong, because if one lounge member doesn't like you, they all decide not to, even if there isn't a discernable reason. :| .....Pergatory Dance Party: This lounge contains idiots. They are very cliquey in thi
My Erotic Stories
My name is Barb. I am a 53 year old, white female, 5’ 5”, 138 pounds, with 38D breasts. I think I still look very good for my age with a nice body. I have two sons, 25 and 28, and a 32 year old daughter. This is a true story that happened just over three years ago, a month before my 50 th birthday.It was the night my divorce was final from my second husband a couple years ago and I had gone out with my girlfriends to celebrate. I came home a little tipsy, but not drunk. My youngest son had some friends over partying and playing cards. I knew everyone and said hi. I then went upstairs and took a bath, laid down on the bed and started masturbating. A few minutes later I heard a loud bang downstairs so I jumped up, grabbed one of my robes and went down to see what happened. I was at the bottom of the stairs when I realized I still had my vibrator in my hand. I stuck it in the pocket of my robe before anyone saw it. This robe happened to be missing the tie for it, so I just had
I Wonder.......
Ok, I have to ask...I was in the military for 8 years....I can fold damn near any item of clothing known to mankind...I got a set of FITTED sheets for my bed for Christmas, and i decided to use them for the first time about 5 days ago....I wash them and when i went to fold them i swear it took me 45 minutest to even get them to look HALFWAY folded....Ok i know theres somebody out there with OCD that can help me out....i have never been so perplexed on how to fold a fitted sheet...I got so frustrated with them i was ready to tear off the corners just so i could fold the damn things properly!!!!!!   Any kind of suggestion would be appreciated... wtf is it with these high and mighty bitches that think because they have kids they are better than me????......I CHOSE not to have them...So why do you think that you are better than ME????   /rant   *im not calling anyone out specifically...just this shit irks me in R/L as well*  I wonder what it wouldve been like had i been born white...
Emotionless Feeling
I was standing against the bench seat, resting my upper body against the railing as gazing far into the night.The tears began to slowly fall, some held back for monthsand the release of all that had been hidden away soothed.The only light there was that of the moon and that from inside the patio door as Matthew approached. He movedtoward me after becoming aware I was there. He knewas he spoke...."Mom, don't worry, sometimes life justisn't fair" and he continued...you know I recall readingin one of your books that even a child at 6 months isafraid of being left behind." The smile came as thewarmth of more tears fell and I knew somehow he knew Lost in The Wilderness .......2 Mr. Clarke spoke in a very firm voice. "I am not amused" his gaze burned As if a raging fire spreading wild. And..he searched for the misplaced debit card. . Hours before...Logan was kneeling Beside me, holding my hand in his. And the day just seemed to begin once again...as Steven raised his
Just Thoughts
my father told me alot of things and showed me just as many he said it takes more to be the bigger man i said like walking away in a fight over something stupid he said no like putting ur heart and feelings aside so that someone else can be happy its knowing the pain is going to come and willing to embrace it in the warmest hugs and make it ur best friend just so someone else is happy ...........i am a bigger man   i know she is telling my boys all kinds of bad things about me an i know they will soon beleave everything she says, to them she is only telling the truth and they will soon hate me never to know the truth that i do love them and miss them so vary much but i know they will deal with this in there own way and will get through it just fine with out me in the picture so why would i want to shater there happy world ?? for my own selfish happyness? to prove myself right? is shatering there world worth it ??no most definetly not so i will play the bad guy and step aw
..:: My Thoughts ::..
Why do so many play the game of being something they are not. How can one build trust if they can not be themselves, it so they may pray on the vulnerabilities of ones searching for what they seek.I am not sure why it is not more interesting to learn all you can about someone before ordering them about. How can you guide someone on a journey and seek control if you do not know what is within the mind and body of her/his being.Enjoy the gift one gives as they surrender but  be true to them and ton yourself for with the surrender it is a responsibility given and a great one when you accept.  Many feel that the fact you are a so called Master or Mistress, Dom or Domme means all shall bow before you. Power is in how you demean one when you do not like what thee other stands for or appears to stand for in life. It is funny how many come to judge or command respect when they themselves can not understand or give it themselves in a lifestyle where the vanilla world looks at us

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