Stonedjuls's blog: "Feelings"

Dreaming comes so easily ’cause it’s all that i’ve known True love is a fairy tale I’m damaged, so how would i know I’m scared and i’m alone I’m ashamed And i need for you to know I didn’t say all the things that i wanted to say And you can’t take back what you’ve taken away ’cause i feel you, i feel you near me I didn’t say all the things that i wanted to say And you can’t take back what you’ve taken away ’cause i feel you, i feel you near me Healing comes so painfully And it chills to the bone Will anyone get close to me? I’m damaged, as i’m sure you know There’s mending for my soul An ending to this fear Forgiveness for a man who was stronger I was just a little girl, but i can’t go back

I’m not a stranger No, I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore A fragile frame aged With misery And when our eyes meet I know you’ll see I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I’m tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I find it when I am cut I may seem crazy Or painfully shy And these scars wouldn’t be so hidden If you would just look me in the eye I feel alone here and cold here Though I don’t want to die But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I’m tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I find it when I am cut Pain I am not alone I am not alone I’m not a stranger No I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore But I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I’m tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I found it when I was cut