SJZ SEXii ANGEL JEALOUSLY IS A SICKNESS...'s blog: "idk just wanted to vent and write ..."

did she ever really love me or was it all just a game. now i sit here feeling all this pain all over again , i was told you loved me and wouldnt do me the same. well seems to me like you did me the same except you weren't in it for the fame n shit like she was you were just in it for the head games but truth is i still fuckin love you in the end.

i keep dreamin' of her got me hooked like no other she's the type of girl i would like to meet my mother the best of the best could never love another she'll have my heart so there's no question that i love her with a sweet personality positive with no fallacies chill a lot and play games and i know she loves to challenge me so much fun she's more than enough she's embraced in my arms long conversations after making love and yea, she has her faults but hey who cares? she's not perfect nor i just wanted her to be there tell me how could we ever break up? i'm proud that we can make through each day but i need to wake up and get back to my work cus she's only a dream girl as i sit here at this desk i think about this dream world she had pretty brown eyes and a body in the shaped like a coke bottle one night in my sleep i told her she should be a model as i sit here and day dream and i'm still dreamin' hoping she'll come my way at least while i'm still breathin' steady breathin' cus i'm still sleepin' deep inside this dream world and i don't feel like leavin' but i haven't seen her in a few nights what a shame ...i wish she would have at least told me her name...