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Scumbag Of The Year Nominee.
This is the first nominee for the 2008 Scumbag of the Year. I was giving this guy a little shit about his mumm, & he has a little girl meltdown. This guy obviously need to get a fucking life & not worry about what get posted in it. When you give this guy shit, let him know it was from me. lmfao. ciao. from: Craven MooreheadKansas City, MO subject:HAHAHAHAHA received:06/5/2008 08:42 am replied:no block this member cuntcuntcuntcuntcuntycuntycunt.HHAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAYou Suck.

People Forgeting Their Expectations
I remember when I was a little girl I used to write almost everything down. I didn't have a lot of friends and I think it was simply because I am very picky about what I consider to be a friend. I have high standards in what I expect from life and I don't see that as a big problem, but I am not talking lots of money and being famous, I am talking about being happy. Which I am convinced fame and fortune are not the way to that. When I am in a relationship I have what I call high expectations, which simply means my partners is my everything and I am theres. My girlfriends tell me that life isn't like that and that no matter how long I look, with that kind of thinking I will never be happy. Yet I have a guy friend who made a very good point, he said, why settle? And it truly made me think how many people I know that choose to settle... There was a guy the I worked with that was in his fifties who had a little boy with his wife the boy was about eight or nine, the wife and the man

A Work In Progress
You are sitting there on your chair reading a story I had sent you earlier, your cock starts to get hard and i walk into the room and see it, I slowly walk over to where you are sitting, you never lift your eyes from the screen, I get on all fours and crawl over to you and come up between your legs, pull your hard cock out from your pants and run my tongue up and down your hard shaft, then I run my tongue lightly over the head of your cock, at this point you look down at me and smile, your head falls back and you moan, I move up and kiss you full on the lips and work my way down your neck and your chest, lightly nibbling on your nipples, work my way back down, I tease your cock once more by grazing my lips across the tip and I continue down and take little nips on your inner thighs, down your legs and up again towards your fully erect and waiting cock, i look up at you, you run your fingers through my hair and moan, I then look into your eyes and place my lips on the tip and slowly wit

Greek Fest Starts Today!
Event Info Host: Theo and Stacey's Greek Fest/Kalamazoo Jaycees Type: Causes - Fundraiser Time and Place Start Time: Thursday, June 5, 2008 at 11:00am End Time: Saturday, June 7, 2008 at 2:00am Location: Kalamazoo Arcadia Festival Plaza City/Town: Kalamazoo, MI Email: sparklyeyes628@aol.com Description Spend three days in Greece without leaving Kalamazoo and help out your Kalamazoo Jaycees Scholarship Fund! June 5, 6, 7 2008 Location: Arcadia Creek Festival Place Admission Thursday 11:00am - 4:00pm Free 4:00pm - 10:00pm $5.00 Friday 11:00am-4:00pm Free 4:00pm - 7:00pm $5.00 7:00pm -1:00am $8.00 Saturday 11:00am - 4:00pm Free 4:00pm - 7:00pm $5.00 7:00pm -1:00am $9.00 Seniors enter free on Thursday Children under 12 free when accompanied by parent or guardian Friday and Saturday you must be 18 or older to enter after 9:00pm This year the Dionysos Greek Festival is proud to feature the Gin Blossoms on Saturday June 7, 2008

Blah I Need Ideas
Let's see here in 3 weeks i have gotten only 200K points, haha pathetic i know so i am asking for ideas on how to get more traffic on page.. i have my rating folders and the same 4 or 5 people rate them and thats pretty much where most of my points come froem but since we only get 1200 for a rating folder and i have 7 of thats 8,400 points once one person rates all 7, since i have 5 MAX rating thats 42K poinst a week.. since i need 2.4 million points .. yea that much.. to level need ideas to get more traffic to my page... Or a magician to make 2 million points disappear FUBUCKSYUP im nearly fubroke, (will leave rating folders open til i am completely broke since that's my only points) haha need ideas on how to get em?... i see people doing these tags games where people pay 500-1000 fubucks to buy their friends a tag i saw "friendship rose", mother day tag.. i saw a few do these things work and are they hard to do? Click HereTo Donate Hmm though since people ask me to do

When Will It Be Enough
Ok I know it's wrong to feel sorry for yourself. I understand that tragedy happens to many people everyday...just wish I wouldn't feel so much of it. Today my doctor called me. For months now he has been working with my neurologist to find a med that would calm down what they felt was an "innocent" tremor in my left arm. The surgery for my ulnar nerve seemed to have made my arm angry. Today I was told, "I'm sorry Val, you have Parkinson's syndrome." Not the Disease but certain aspects of it. Now I have had a tremor for years and knew at times it makes my life hell. The first time people see me try to do something with my left hand it causes alot of questions. To know down the road that my right arm will start to shake, as will my head and I already have had a few bouts of mental confusion and inability to focus at times. I thought that was just due to diabetes if my sugars were too low or too high. Seems maybe that is not the case. When my second daughter died I told God, "P

Updates On Me
Just a little note to let u know about me. I quit my job today... My kids will always come before any job. I lost a contest for a 3 month vip that really would have helped me out on here, but such is the way of contests there can only be 1 winner. Thank you if you helped me. I may take a breather for a little while to get my home life back on track... Working midnights will NEVER be the right thing for my family, I need to remember that for my boys. I'll be around to bomb a while each day but that will be about all I do on here... I'm going back into production of my soaps and possibly some other items so I can try and make ends meet for me and my family, and it will help me get me straight with time to think and an enjoyable task. My eldest son is getting married in August so yep I'll be in metro detroit the begining of August with no internet.

Family
I RAN INTO A STRANGER AS HE PASSED BY OH EXCUSE ME WAS MY REPLY EXCUSE ME TOO I WASNT WATCHING FOR U WE WERE VERY POLITE THIS STRANGER AND I WE WENT ON OUR WAY AND SAID GOOD BYE BUT AT HOME A DIFFERENT STORY WAS TOLD HOW WE TREAT OUR LOVED ONES YOUNG AND OLD LATE THAT DAY COOKING AN EVENING MEAL MY DAUGHTER STOOD BEHIND ME VERY VERY STILL WHEN I TURNED I NEARLY KNOCKED HER DOWN MOVE OUT THE WAY I SAID WITH A FROWN I REALIZED HOW HARSHLY I HAD SPOKEN WHILE I LAY AWAKE IN BED GOD'S STILL SMALL VOICE CAME TO ME AND SAID WHILE DEALING WITH A STRANGER COMMON COURTESY YOU USE BUT THE FAMILY YOU LOVE YOU SEEM TO ABUSE GO AND LOOK ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR AND YOU'LL FIND SOME FLOWERES THERE BY THE DOOR THOSE ARE THE FLOWERS SHE BROUGHT FOR U SHE PICKED THEM HERSELF PINK YELLOW AND BLUE SHE STOOD VERY QUIETLY NOT TO SPOIL THE SURPRISE YOU NEVER EVEN SAW THE TEARS THAT FILLED HER LITTLE EYES BY THE TIME I FELT VERY SMALL AND TEARS ON MY OWN BEGAN TO FALL I QUIETLY WENT AND KNELT BY HER BED WAKE U

Sparks
Sparks There I sit in my deepest pit of Hell, It is dark, cold and I'm all alone, How long will I suffer, only time will tell, My soul has shriveled till it is only bone. There in the emptiness, cold and dark, In the continuing silence my heart does dwell, For the briefest instance I see a Spark, The Spark of friendship, blinding my Hell. First in the gloom there is only one, One who will look past the physical me, Past my pain and despair the Spark has won, Seeing past my age, my looks, my disabilities. That one little Spark warms my heart like the sun, Driving the shadows of darkness away, Showing me now that life is still fun, Bringing me back to the light of day, From the light of one Spark others can see, That I might be a person for you to know, The real person that is hidden in me, Bringing me back from the depths far below. And so to the Spark that is my friend, I want You to know how much this means, I will always be here, until the end, S

Nsfw Pics
This blog I guess would be directed to the fairer sex on Fubar, since most men who have "private" folders, would open up those folders to any woman who would want to view them lol. I just felt the need to vent a bit about the whole topic. Women, you have such an effect and influence on ALL that goes on here. I swear, y'all should be runnin' Fubar HANDS DOWN!!! It's obvious, the majority of money and time spent on this site, is spent on or for WOMEN!! And oh yes, those wonderful NSFW pictures. What hoops will us men hop through just to get a gander at your goods. But with that being said, why all the complaints about all the sexual comments and innuendo you receive, if you do have NSFW pics? C'mon, y'all probably get the same lines thrown at you at the grocery store. "WITH GREAT POWER, COMES GREAT RESPONSIBILITY!!". If you know you have a body that gets looks and double-takes everywhere you go, you must know that if you photograph it, clothed/half-naked/naked, you're going to get

Kinda Out Of It...
Greetings friends! I just wanted to post a little update and apologize for not being around lately. A wonderful doctor's visit has me on antibiotics for an infection and I made the mistake of going out and mow the back yard in the heat of the day. Well, stubborn me forgot that sun, heat and antibiotics are a no mixer for me especially on an empty stomach. I took a tumble with the lawnmower torquing my knee falling over backwards tripping over a post landing on the concrete slab and bouncing my head off the bricks. All the while I forgot to let go of the darn thing and the blades were still going full speed. Thankfully I did not hack off any body parts but did bounce back up to finish what I was doing. Eugene came back from where he went off to to find me in a state of confusion, exhaustion, complete and utter disarray dripping and dirty while attempting to refill the mower with gas and got me fluids and finished mowing while I cooled off and cleansed in the shower. That'

Boyfriend Application
I want to find arms that will hold me at my weakest. Eyes that will see me at my ugliest, and a heart that will love me at my worst. Thats when I will know I found my true love. Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain, and even though life might not be the party we hoped for, we should still dance while we're here.

Im Fine
I WANT TA THANK EVERY1 4 CHECKIN ON ME AT MY TIME OF SADNESS, I LOVE U ALL & VERY GREATFUL TA HAVE U ALL AZ MY FAM & FRIENDZ...I GET LIKE THAT SUMTIMEZ WHEN I THINK ABOUT MY LIL GIRL 4 THOSE THAT REALLY KNOW ME THEY KNOW THA STORY ON ME & MY LIL GIRL, BUT I THANK U ALL 4 ALL YR LOVE!

Wtf Is Going On?
June 7th... I am off for a while. Gotta run some errands and then get salutes made! I'll be back a little later. Leave some luv! xoxo Read the rest of the blog to get caught up and for some things to do. xoxo June 6th... Oh yah, I am in a giveaway and need all the comments you can spare...or stand to leave...on this picture... Approximately 40k more comments and I get a Happy Hour! YAY I won't be online much today...or at least not until later this evening. The kids and I are going to spend the day getting sick of each other. lol. They were off doing their own thing and in and out yesterday....while I bawled and bawled about Baby Trace. I am so thankful for my wonderful kids and that they are here with me so it's CRAM THE LOVE time! I'll check in later. xoxo New awesome FUs have been added to my Naughty and Nice Auction so be sure to bid and show love! June 5th... In the last few days there is sooooooo much going on that I figured I

Thanks Everyone!
Just wanted to say thanks to all you people that had such kind words, thoughts, & prayers, for my Dad, My Family, & myself! Guess the power of prayer really does work.... My dad has been in the hospital since May 19th. He had toxic poisoning from a medication he was taking. The toxic levels were so high in nearly damn killed him. While they were trying to get his toxicity levels down, he had to endure many many uncomfortable tests. One test showed irregularity to his heart rate and pulse, so after even more testing, they decided he needs to have implanted a pacemaker and difibulator. WOW.. that comes as a shocker to us all, including him. Done deal!!! Everything went well!!!! Wahoo I feels better! He has been in a physical therapy rehab now since Sunday, June 1st & is doing great. He sounds great & is anxious to get strong, so he can come home and go fishing with the worms me & the boys dug up last night. LOL. I sincerely believe "everything happens for

Rev Theroy
im sure u all know what im talking about i keep seeing this band Rev Theroy on tons of peoples profiles, im not sure if they put it on or fubar is just putting it on new members profiles but i must say one thing about them THEY SUCK ASS! ok im done.

The Last Night
Yes I have my passport back, as well as my driver license, and even my cash. Its my last night here. WOW, what a 2 week adventure. I'll be on the plane tomorrow unless the police by tonight. I'll write more once I'm back in the states and some of the drugs have worn off. luv u Tara

Retta Give Me Back My Panties Plz
Let's just comment all these pics for the fun of it. Our favorite Squirter Kayla in a 25000 comment give away SHE'S ALMOST DONE PEOPLE 2500 POINTS TO GO. RATES=5 Hurry DO MIZZ SHADY! She's half way there. She needs 25000 comments for a 30 day blast Jonlee74 needs 10000 comments for a VIP SEXYGRANNY will LOSE HER PANTIES!!! HAHA let's get her a HAPPY HOUR!! That CrazyRabbit again need 22500 for a 3 month VIP COME ON LET'S BOMB THESE PEOPLE!!! IF YOU DON'T YOU'RE NOT COOL!! lol (repost of original by '*MsRetta*S*U*P*Exhibitionist' on '2008-06-05 18:03:39')

Don't Raise Your Hand
Before you decide to take a step to hit a woman or a child, you better stop and think. That woman and that child don't deserve to be hit no matter what. Karma always comes back on you in the end, and you will get back 10 fold what you have dealt.

Im Being Naughty
This Naughty girl Pebbles has gone and made me be naughty. Cum check out this Naughty Auction and bid till your fingers and pockets hurt!! Take a look at all I am offering! You have to add her as a friend to see the link

I Am Leaving Fubar
NA NOT FOREVER NOT THAT SOME OF YOU ON HERE WOULD GIVE A SHIT BUT TO THOSE WHO DO CARE I AM LEAVING FUBAR FOR A FEW DAYS MY HUSBANDS UNIT IS COMING HOME THIS WEEKEND FROM IRAQ SO AFTER WORK TOMORROW I WILL BE GETTING READY FOR THAT SO I WILL NOT BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS TO THE TRUE FRIENDS I GOT HERE WHICH ARE VERY VERY FEW PEOPLE.AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE..SLY..STEVE..MIKE.YEAH I AM TALKIN ABOUT YOU..I WILL LET YA ALL KNOW HOW IT GOES...AND THE REST OF THE TRUE FRIENDS YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE I WILL LET YA KNOW WHEN I AM BACK.WELL ITS OFF TO BED FOR ME..HOLLER AT YA ALL LATER

Disappointment
The contest is over, and I never even came close to having a chance at winning. Thank you to all of you that did help out, but I must express my disappointment at my so called friends. Never again, as long as I am on Fubar, will I EVER help anyone in a contest, to level or anything else. I have helped so many of you to do these things and when it came right down to it to return the favor only a select few stepped up to the plate. DO NOT SEND ME REQUESTS TO HELP IN CONTESTS, ETC AGAIN. IT WILL NOT HAPPEN! EXCEPT FOR THOSE THAT HELPED ME! Guess I should have worded that differently! LOL sorry!

Fu Buck
i am trying to build up my fu bucks. i have entered in the unlimited fu bucks give away on Johnny Devil's page. every comment and rate helps. if you would like to rate or comment there is a link to the give away on my page in the about me section. also while there check out the host of this give away.

Mindgames
So I am not into the whole blogging thing but someone told it might help me out...so here I go. I have never been the type of person who had good relationships, so I don't know why I thought it would get better. I don't know why I pick such losers, its like I'm instantly drawn into the worst possible men ever. I met this guy 6 years ago and I have to admit he had my heart almost instantly, but under some certain circumstances I wouldn't be with him. Off and on during these years he'd pop into my life, which wouldn't be so bad, but he totally fucks my life over. I never thought that someone you could love so much could be the one person to totally destroy everything. I feel as if he has ruined me for life. I had gotten over him as much as I thought I possibly could. As usual he has popped into my life again, and I feel so confused and hurt. I don't understand why he keeps doing this; if he doesn't want me. I don't know why he wants to ruin my world. He has to know that I care

Another Fallen Hero
MAJOR SCOTT HAGERTY, MY VERY BEST FRIEND,GAVE HIS LIFE FOR OUR COUNTRY ON MAY 2ND 2008, HE WAS A HUSBAND ,FATHER, AND A WONDERFUL FRIEND. HE WAS ALWAYS THINKING OF OTHERS AND THE SAFETY OF HIS MEN. HE SAID IF HE COULD JUST HELP ONE PERSON THEN HIS TIME SPENT AWAY FROM HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS WAS WORTH IT. HEAVEN HAS A NEW ANGEL TONIGHT, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU MY FRIEND,THE WAY YOU LAUGHED,AND TEASED ME ABOUT ME LIKING THE SOONERS, YOU WERE A TRUE FRIEND AND I WILL ALWAYS CARRY YOU IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU MY FRIEND. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE.

My So Called Life
look at me and what i was planning to be what happened to this? why does everything turn to shit? i think im going somewhere but end up in nowhere why does life suck? and everything ends up being fucked why is everyone being imposters? when on the inside they're are monsters i used to listen to teachers and even the preachers i was making big strides going towards what i wanted to be but look at me!

A Lullaby
now i pray to the lord of sheep take my life from me as i sleep bring death to mine enemies swift and without a sound then both of our evils will be laid down let the tongue of the liar be cut out no more destruction will he toss casually about our fathers who art on earth and haveleft us all in shame you didnt protect us they stole our innocence andleft us with none else to blame give us this day our daily regret stuck reliving bad choices wed rather forget lead us out of temptation,we are all decoming deluded because its not possible to stay clean floating in water polluted amen

On The Road Again
I know very few read but in case you do, just wanted to let ya know that I'm heading out of town & will be gone til Tuesday evening. I hope everyone has an awesome weekend & a great start to their week come Monday. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Wickedness
Wickedness It's not fair, Not like anyone cares I'm never gonna come back home again Let the war begin I decieved myself into thinking this was real Stricken by a want only to feel My feelings I have to divide Just to feel alive Love like a parasite That dissappears when I close my eyes at night The curse, a facade Buried inside of me Feeding on me like an evil entity All I want to do is run Drowned by this sickness An unbreakable burden Perfect insanity, such wickedness Life was never made to be this tough A hole in my infatuation I stop inside the fire Enough No one will be able to take me No matter how hard you try Or how twisted your means You will never ever break me

Bleed Out
Bleed Out You cut me so deep I couldn't breathe, I lost all air Trying to suffocate me Even if you didn't mean it It screams you don't even care How long till you walk away And realize you miss me? Now it's my turn You will bleed internally I hope it hurts When your heart's ripped open I won't be there to care It's you who will be moping For how long will you deny How long will you try To deny youre in misery I don't care, I have some to turn to Someone to call my own Your word means nothing You'll cry to someone else, you always do Torn, I still carry on my journey, my route My heart filled with hate I hope this destroys you This hate will never bleed out

Nameless Poem...
I wrote this poem in high school for my one of my friends it has never had a name so if anyone has an idea please suggest... For every moment you withstand- the stronger you become. I beg you please to always hold- happiness, no matter where from. Remember there is someone you know- who believes in everything that's you. And wants to be there by your side- to share in all you do. Please take to heart every word I say- For I speak to be heard by you. Keep the faith that lets you live- it helps start each day new. Don't be afraid and trust yourself- believe in all you do. Never listen to what anyone says- if the day is hard to get through. Try and you'll never fail- and be happy with who you are. Forget those whom don't matter- those who do, keep in your heart. Patience is the test of the world- so remember to always keep to. You will find the longest wait of all- is the best thing you could do. Be faithful to your heart

Fed Up
IM FED UP WITH THESE SO CALLED CAM MODELES is there no way to stop them this week alone ive had four ask me if i wont to go to msn or yahoo i have blocked them but sooner or later some one else will try,get a real job and a life and sod off,has any one else had this trouble?

Chics That Cheat Why!
I'VE WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP FOR 14 YEARS EVERY YEAR AROUND OUR ANERVERCARY MY EX WOULD START CHEATING ON ME WITH GUYS FROM WORK. THEN THE INTERNET. FIRST TIME I KICKED HER OUT THEN TWO WEEKS LATER I TOOK HER IN AGAIN. WITH HER PROMISES OF I WONT DO IT AGAIN THAT WAS 2001,TWO YEARS LATER FOUND LOVE LETTERS FROM SOME DUDE, GOT PASSED THAT 4 YEARS LATER SHE MEETS ANOTHER GUY FROM WORK.NEW GUY SHE GETS A RELATION SHIP WITH HIM THEN I MOVE OUT IN WITH A COUPLE OF LESBIANS,LOVED IT BUT THEN THE X TELLS ME SHE WAS GOING TO MOVE IN WITH OTHER GUY THEN THE GUY TELLS HER SORRY YOU CANT MOVE IN LAND LORD WONT LET YOU. 2 WEEKS LATER HE BRAKES UP WITH HER.THEN SHE COMES CRYING TO ME TO COME BACK TO HER,AND I FIND OUT SHE HAD MY DOG PUT TO SLEEP SO SHE COULD MOVE IN WITH THIS GUY THEN HE JUST BROKE UP WITH HER. ITS A JERRY SPRINGER SPECIAL, THERES MORE DETAIL AND STUFF BUT I JUST WANTED SOME FEED BACK ON WHAT I SHOULD DO ABOUT THIS SHIT.UPDATE THIS CRAZY CHIC STAT HANGING OUT WITH THIS GUYS BEST

The Fireman
THE FIREMAN In Phoenix, Arizona, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix, Arizona, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her six-year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine.

Team 3 First New Member "i Am A Fuckin Princess" Got There Halo.
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Secretary~*~Force~3~Bombers~* babygirl Karena2001 ~~@~~FORCE 3 BOMBERS~~@~~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay

Sultry Just Got Her Halo For Team 3!!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Secretary~*~Force~3~Bombers~* babygirl Karena2001 ~~@~~FORCE 3 BOMBERS~~@~~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay

Gone Country....
Well not entirely...oh gawd no! But I do admit to the fact I just bought Carrie Underwear's new cd and to my surprise, it's not half bad. The sole reason for my purchase was because of a song she sung at her concert that I just fell in love with. She had an amazing range to her voice when she sang it live that I just had to listen to that particular song again and of course, sing it myself, which is no comparison to her! I'm a closet singer. When I'm home alone or in my car my world is my concert but never in front of anyone! Only a select few have ever witnessed my obsession to sing and I had planned to keep it that way until... Yesturday, we were expecting friends over for dinner. Nothing fancy, just some good food and a couple beers kinda night. As usual, I always go overboard when I know I'm having company...cleaning the house, making too much food but it's something I learned from my mom...she'd say "It's always better to have too much than not enough!" As I

Demons
Why does It always Return The darkness Returns time And time again It haunts me and Fills me with Dread Each time I think it’s gone The darkness Returns to Fill me with Unwanted, disappear, And so many Broken hearts Will I ever Truly defeat These demons From my past Present And future by: Kat 6-6-08

Daddy's Girl
How my heart crumbles When I think Of the love You have For another How I long To know that Special bond To know The feeling of being Daddy’s Girl The tears Fall oh so Many times When I realize I will never have That special place In your heart I will never Be your Daddy’s girl by: Kat 6-3-08

Shadowlevelers
I would like too introduce you too the Shadow Leveler.You will see them all lurking around Fubar seeking and searching who they can find too help level. Stop by and show them some love and if you are not a friend please fan, add, and rate they are friends everyone wants on there friends list. Founder of Shadow Levelers ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary@ fubar Co-Leaders of Shadow Levelers ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪@ fubar Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ And Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~@ fubar Let me introduce you to the Shadow Levelers Family $ç()øTëR™-{Lori's Hubby}(DemonCrew Recruiter)[Slave 2 MzAttitude n Ashley]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]Please read profile and sign guestbook♥Heart's in Indiana♥@ fubar lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary and Hopeless ♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥

The Woman
What hides behind The touch girl Everybody sees A woman Who doesn’t Know herself You may find her Pretty Attractive Perhaps even beautiful In her own eyes She does not see Any of these things She only sees the Reflection of one Who has no self worth On who is destined to Never find peace To never stop hiding Behind the masks She wears by: Kat 6-3-08

Can You Handle Depression?
Depression breaks lives apart. It hurts the person who´s depressed. And it is also paintful for the people who love them,. You see, depression isn`t all in your head. It is a real illness with a real causes. But the good news is that it can be treated. Some people think you can just will yourself out of a depression. That`s not true. When you`re clinically depressed, one thing that can happen is the level of serotonin ( a chemical in your body) may drop. So you may have trouble sleeping. Feel you unusually sad or irritable. Find it hard to concentrate. Lose your appetite. Lack energy, or have trouble feeling pleasure. These are some of the symptoms that can point to depression- especially if they last for more than a couple of weeks and if normal, everyday life feels like too much to handle.!!!!

Why, Why, Why...???
Does anyone even read my blogs? anyways...I am getting so frustrated and confusion blocks my thoughts...why? because people can't seem to be straight with me...why even bother with me at all? I know my faults and I state them to anyone who seems interested...still they think to pursue me...why when they won't be just as straight with me? I am one that expects what I give...should I just become a hermit? Just withdrawl from everyone and everything? Yes I have freakish ways about me...but I openly admit them...still they pursue....my confusion is turning into anger....I hate that I feel this way...and I hate that I can't get the same respect that I give!

Please Help My Friend!!
A couple weeks ago a really good friend of mine had her account hacked and deleted/// she was level 21....please show her some fu loving and help her get back to where she was....Shadow@ fubarthank you to any1 and everyone whom helps out!!!

Undyingly (a Poem)...
Why do you do this to me? Make me crazy? Make me want you? Have this control over me? It's always been this way and I wonder sometimes if it's not on purpose... You say you love me, then take it away and make me cry and make me stay... it's so unfair to play with my heart the way you do...telling me one thing then showing me with nothing...it's not fair that I've held on wishing, hoping... I don't know when to say no I don't know when to say yes because all I want is your love and undyingness...to say that you will and to be there for me...always loving undyingly...

Love's Wings
Love's Wings by LateNiteFantasy© Written for the one whom I love. Everyday and every single night I feel You by my side. Your breath red hot, touch feather light Eyes burning ever bright. I feel Your lips, Your wet tongue Smooth silky skin brushing soft on mine Fingertips trace up from my knee Hand wrapping round the hardness you have set on me. My fingers touch on soft wet delight You quiver beneath me this night A gasp escaping from your pink lips My finger rubbing your hard wet clit. You moan you want me deep inside Yours moans turning quickly to a shout as you cried Cried out in ecstasy as i drove home Penetrating deep, moaning as you moan Our cries as one rise on high Delighting the Angels far in our sky We hear their chorus as they sing for us Their harmonies sighing of our love and lust A gasp a groan your song of bliss When upon my throat I feel Your kiss Your body a tremble benea

Silent Help
A peice of my life. I just wanted to share a brief peice of my life with the youth out there I have written my life down in hopes to encourage todays youth to make good decision and when things do go wrong it isnt the end. Life does go on and they can get back to good 3 am: Oh gosh is he awake again. It seems like I just put him to sleep. Well I better get up before his crying wakes up his sister. (after rocking the infant back to sleep and feeding him lays back down in bed) Geez how did I possibley get here. I'm 20 with two kids (2 1/2, Sara and 9mo. Logan) barely not living on the streets. Although my life has been alot worse before. I had so much potential and very high values. I didnt grow up poor or in this life style, but some how I got here... Aww.. Yes I remember it now. It seems like it was a life time ago. I had just turned 17. Me and my boy friend had just gotten into a huge fight and it looked like it was actually over for good this time. I

Thank U For Helping Me Level Up
I WANT TO THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND MY NEW FRIENDS TONIGHT. FOR TAKING THE TIME TO RATE ME AND HELP ME LEVEL TO FU KING. IT MEANS ALOT AND I CANT EXPRESS MY APPRECIATION ENOUGH.. U ARE ALL SPECIAL FRIENDS. AND I AM HERE FOR ANY OF U . IF U EVER NEED ANYTHING. IF U EVER NEED HELP. ALL U HAVE TO DO IS ASK. AND I WILL BE THERE FOR U... HUGS AND KISSES VICKIE MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts

A Man Is In Bed With His Thai Girlfriend.
After having great sex, she spends the next hour just stroking his penis, something she had lovingly done on many occasions. Rather enjoying it, he turns and asks her, 'Why do you love doing that?' She replies: 'Because I really miss mine'.

I Adore You Bubby
Tonight you opened up your heart in the most amazing way,i knew you loved me but the depth i never realised until i looked into your eyes & read your words,heard your voice & watched you smile. You stayed up all night long until the early morning telling me things you could not tell anyone else & i touched your hand felt you take my hand as we went to bed to hold each other,i cried when you went my tears were just one big tear @ a time falling slowly down my cheeks some reached my lips & i had to return here briefly to express what you mean to me,i want to tell the world how much you are my heaven sent angel. Thank you Bubby for being the man you are,a man who never ever yells or gets mad with me,a man who cries when im hurt,a man who expresses so much love to me,your sleeping i can watch you now...i cry happy tears yet sad ones also as i miss you dearly You Are My Dream Come True Always in my heart You make me feel more loved Than I've ever felt And happier than I'v

In A Auction 4 Very First Time...
I am in a auction so if u want to bid on me it is AL'S pics. in his auction folder he is on my top friends list...He is the 6th friend on my top... so if u want to bid on me just go there.... My very first auction ever... Thank You All!!! Much Love To All My Friends...

Visitin!
So I just got home from visiting my girl Erica in Ohio, was there for a week. Can I just say that I HATE driving alone long distances when I have absolutey NO CLUE as to where I'm going! I must've stopped at least twice on the way down there just to make sure I was headin in the right direction and hadnt missed a turnoff somewhere. And THEN I did make a wrong turn somewhere and got directions from 3 diff people and they were 3 diff sets of directions! SHEESH! At any rate, I finally got there. I've had a blast with Erica and her boyfriend, or should I say now, her FIANCE! They got engaged while I was down there! I was soooo happy to be there for it!! I got to help them pick out their rings. Hers is GORGEOUS!!! (jealous!). The band she (we) picked out compliments it beautifully, and his ring is really nice too! Whats even better is that they didnt cost a whole lot (esp. with the price of gold). They got all three rings for a lil less than $2800!! What A STEAL! I helped her pic

Walking Partner
So I recently have decided that because I work next to the beach and I need to shed some weight I will be walking 2-3 times a week after work. I want to see if anyone is ineterested in walking with me. I need to stay focused as my gf is getting married and I don't want to be a fat bridesmaid. So id anyone is interested in joining me let me know. thanks

How Special You Are...
Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You that Many Times When They were Sad Your E-mail (and chats) made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Love You Well, My Dearest Friend Today I am Telling You....

From Me
You've earned your way into my life by putting in the hours. When I talk, you really look like you're listening. And even better than that, you respond intelligently and can repeat back to me what I've just said. That elevates you very quickly in my book of respect. You astound and amaze me with what we have in common. Our interests, our quirks. What we don't agree on, you quietly accept with a smile. I love that. We can talk forever without arguing or feeling like we're spending crucial hours defending our principles and morals. I don't want to fight or debate with you, not all the time. I just want to get to know you, and give you the honest chance to get to know me. Check another one off for you because you're doing this part so well! I don't have to ask you for space, you don't invade my privacy. But whenever I need you, you aren't farther away than a phone call. I require quality time, not quantity time. It's not about how much time you give me. It's about being available when I

Lonely For A Good Reason?
I am glad that I decided not to leave fubar. The last few months have been rough and I am glad that I do have a few good friends here, not to mention a new one that has made me realize that there are good woman out there. I have been a single dad for a while and decided to stop dating. I do miss the companionship of a woman but it is more important that my son has me. Someday I hope Mrs. Wrong comes around but for right now I am gonna play it safe. For those of you that have kids make sure you give them a big hug and tell them you love them tonight. If you dont then curl up with the one you love and hold on tight. Sweet dreams and good night. Bobby

Prayers Desperately Needed For Kanan
Kanan, (Albert Higginbotham "DREAMCATCHER") is a wonderful friend of mine. On May 13th he posted a bulletin & a blog about his health condition which at times prevents him from getting to all his friends here on Fubar and leaving the profile comments that he so loves to make and share. Here is what he shared at that time... "I'm really sorry I dont comment as much as I was. I'm trying. Everyone that knows me knows I try to get to all my friends everyday. I send out over 1000 comments a day when I can. I even make them myself. Well last week I was a crash test dummy for the Dr. lol. I have end stage liver disease cirrhosis but I'm not letting it get to me. I'm trying, so bear with me. I love all of you and the days I can I'm still gonna get these comments out. Its all I have these days. Thankz all! Kanan" I spoke with Albert earlier today. The past few days he has been feeling very poorly. He asked me to post a bulletin for him to let his friends know that he just can't be on as mu

Women Are Nuts....
...minding my own business.....some man a few years older than me sends me an email expressing his admiration towards me. i reply with the standard thank you and don't really go into a discussion. i really don't get very close with people until we have spoken a few times... ..tonight doing laundry...my daughter falls asleep on my lap as i cry my eyes out watching steel magnolias....i put her to bed and come back to check my mail... ...i open up an email from an outline of a woman..2 emails..one expresses her "threat" against me to "stay away from her husband".. ...and the next calling me a fat whore....keep in mind the biotch doesn't even have her face pic up.... ...i usually am very kind and empathetic to women who have scumbag husbands because i had one once but..i let her frickin have it.i think i reached my limit. i just can't be that laid back floor mat for jerks anymore.... had to vent. pissed me off.

A Heart Remembers
A Heart Remembers A memory burned within, from a heartfelt second long ago a moment... one single moment, that only a heart can remember a fleeting thought, gone astray, but the feeling looms inside you a boy and a girl... so far apart, so long the days that it took their hearts to remind them... how fortunate they are, that a heart... can return a fleeting thought, one single moment, or a memory burned within... so they can now live as one as only inside true love, can such a past remain until... it's found again

Living Situation
Well, most of you know that I've recently had some issues with my old roommate and his exwife having serious jealousy issues with me. Well, she came out here and stayed at my roommate and I's house for Mother's Day weekend (great for me huh?). Yes, this totally ruined my weekend with my daughter. Well, she decided she doesn't like me, so she kicked me out of my roommate's house. She told me I had two weeks to move. And since my roommate does whatever she says, well, I was out of luck. A friend of mine offered to help, knowing I couldn't get a place on my own. Well, we've been waiting on the apartment complex to process his application for a week now. They decided to take their sweet time and make me sweat. As my friend that is helping me, has to fly out of state on Sunday for a couple months, so if they didn't get an answer on Friday, I wouldn't have been able to have my friend help me. So, LONG story short... I go to the apartments in a few hours (ok, more like 13 hrs) a

Bad Vs. Good: Part Deux
I think, in order to lead a happy life it's not about mean or being nice, or bad or good, it's about being smart. However, I would say that it is smart to try to be nice or good. I used to be pretty bad. I think I was pretty bad until I got smarter and 'grew up.' Now I try to be good most of the time. Why? Simple. If you think about your actions and say to yourself 'would I like what I've just done to happen to me?' and if you think not, then you probably shouldn't have done it. All you have done is increased someone elses misery and you don't get anything good back in return. If you try to be good or nice to most people, generally, they will be nice/good back to you in return. I know this from experience. It's kinda like 'what goes around, comes around.' Because it does. Most 'assholes' and 'dickheads' who think you are stupid, will try to exploit you, but if you are smart, you will know what to do about it. And if we all tried to be a little nicer, the world woul

Happy Birthday Alex
Hey there, it's a special persons birthday today. My friend, Alex!!! Please go and show him some birthday love... Click on picture below.... Happy birthday to you ... Happy birthday to you... Happy birthday to you... CDNCYBORG Owned & Stalked by Summer...Owner of SUMMER aka 'Alex' Thank you for reading, please repost :) BROUGHT TO YOU BY tra71@ fubar

Do Not Even Think Of Sipping A Drink
1. Pick up cat and cradle it in the crook of your left arm as if holding a baby. Position right forefinger and thumb on either side of cat's mouth and gently apply pressure to cheeks while holding pill in right hand. As cat opens mouth, pop pill into mouth. Allow cat to close mouth and swallow. 2. Retrieve pill from floor and cat from behind sofa. Cradle cat in left arm and repeat process. 3. Retrieve cat from bedroom, and throw soggy pill away. 4. Take new pill from foil wrap, cradle cat in left arm, holding rear paws tightly with left hand. Force jaws open and push pill to back of mouth with right forefinger. Hold mouth shut for a count of ten. 5. Retrieve pill from goldfish bowl and cat from top of wardrobe. Call spouse from garden. 6. Kneel on floor with cat wedged firmly between knees, hold front and rear paws. Ignore low growls emitted by cat. Get spouse to hold head firmly with one hand while forcing wooden ruler into mouth Drop pill down ruler and rub cat's throa

D-day
It's yesterday But we don't care A lot of people died on French beaches a 6 June But we don't care They walked n ran during a few second before to die But we don't care They hurted by bullets n shells But we don't care They took again n again beaches to Germans But we don't care They released europe countries But we don't care They fought Nazis But we don't care Now we're free but what happened during 64 yo to forget this people n avoid to celebrate their memories ? Shame on us !!! But we don't care ..... maybe

Wow Big Change A Coming
Its been a busy and exciting week for me.. mostly in the fact we will be moving to Spokane! I've been wanting to move back there for years. I have my bro and his family there.. hubby has his best friend and his step dad there. And then something happened earlier in the week to make the final decision on going. He found his 20 year old daughter! And she still lives in the Spokane area. We are going there on vacation in a week or so and she says she wants to meet him so we will see how it goes. He found her on Myspace of all places lol. But hey I just hope she wants to get to know him is all. July 27 we will leaving good ole Montana for good. There was nothing here for us.. sure hubby has a blood brother that we only see once a week and we live in the same damn city! He consideres his best friend in Wa his brother.. blood or not now. So I'm excited as hell and so very very very happy.

Leaving For Fort Benning
Just wanted to let everyone know that I received orders for Army Officer Candidate School, and will be leaving for Fort Benning on the 15th of June. I'll be there at least 3 months, so you probably won't see me on here. So wish me luck, and I hope all of you have a great summer! Bye for now!

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Vent.
(Silence is so loud. Left in your own mind is murder. The maddening conversations with your own lips is your exit. Anger sets in as you pull the roots from their place of rest. This place of chaos creeps in through the back door. Every attempt is shot down.) Anne - Santogold My name is Anne, I got a plan I may lack virtue But I'm penitent To lose my mind It's never easy A shadow still there's weight to me J,j,jesus Pieces Rescue me the more I try the more it gets too complicated J,j,jesus pieces Rescue me The more I give up The more it takes The more it takes My name is Anne, I'll take a stand I'll hold my head up dig on in You can bait me for the hell of it I'll take it for the hell of it See it there, but it's too far ahead Go numb from how bad I want it See it there but it's too far ahead And I hear you calling to me right from here J,j,jesus Pieces Rescue me the more I try the more it gets too complicated J,j,jesus pieces Rescue me

Story
Just think to yourself that you have been out to dinner with me and as we talked the conversation got a little steamy so we finished our meal and wine and we left we then take a slow walk back to your place. as we walk I lean into you and I give you a slow gentle kiss on the cheek you then turn as I go to kiss you once more I then slowly start to kiss your lips slowly taking each lip between mine in turn now before we get carried away in the middle of the street we slowly stop kissing and carry on walking this time I have one hand rubbing your spine through your open back dress as we walk we talk all the way back to your place once there we walk through the door I then get hold of your hand and turn you towards me with this you then see for the first time the large lump in my trousers I then pull you once again in close to me as you come close I start to kiss your cheek then your neck and behind your ear I then slowly make my way back heading towards your mouth once there as we start t

Is It True
Is it true that i'am changing to you Is it true that you think I dont want you Is it true that there is nothing elso to do Well i'am lost inside of me and you And I dont even know what to do And yea i know I hurt you But I guess I will leave you So I want hurt you Beacause I know I fuck up between me and you So I will just vanish from you So I will finally know that you live A happy life for you And I know I can never hurt you But always know that I loved you And again i'am sorry that I hurt you So goodbye world Beacuase all I do is hurt people thats around me

Sometimes This Helps Me Out
Alot of people who read my profile and wonder how do I do what I do...how can i be such a strong person..in my situation I have to be and I'm sure you can or will understand why...In '99 i was told i needed a kidney transplant and thought what could be worse than this, why bother going on...came to my senses and had to do it for myself first and secondly for my kids...so i'm dealing with that...some people go to work as part of their routine...I go to dialysis 3 times a week for 3 1/2 hrs each time which is part of my daily routine...in and out of the hospitals all the time...people think I'm fragile but I'm not...I do consider myself a strong willed person who doesn't let anything get in my way...I will always find a way to keep going forward and not give up...last year I kept having a re occuring bone infection that got worse every time it came back to the point where there was nothing else to do but amputate the leg...was I scared??? hell yeah...can't lie about that...after the surg

Homecoming
I leve for India in just over a day. It's so exciting. I'm looking forward to returning and seeing all my friends and family once again after all this time. I miss real Indian food, the sights, sounds... maybe not how crowded it can be... but I miss India. I'll return soon and keep you updated on what happens. Keep an eye out for my location on the main page. Once I change it to India, you'll know I'm there Take care

Me
Me what is that to me I have no me I dont even have a you So how can I have a me When I fucked up on the me and you So what should I do You tell me you love me But it hurt when you say you do When I know I hurt you Its alot of things I do But hurting your heart Was something i was never trying to do So I sit her thinking about you And how I iwsh sometimes I never met you So I wouldnt hurt you

My Stalker.
Yes it's a real MuMM. I know it seems like it's out of a movie, but it's not. This is a real situation. This plays a BIG part in my social phobia. I am afraid to leave my house at all hours of the day, some days are worse than others. This has been an issue since I was 15. I'm now 28. So if you want to think it's out of a movie, go ahead. I know the reality of it. I live it every damn day. Shut the fuck up and quit judging me. You don't know what the Hell I go through. Be glad you don't.

Compelled......
When she checked her mail, she noticed the number of emails, mostly silly forwards and notes from friends. Just as she was done deleting the last of them, a new email popped up. She immediately recognized the email address ... her Master. He often sent her tasks and notes during the day. Grinning, anticipating, she opened the message. As the message came up on her screen she noticed it had just one picture. Just below the picture were two words in bold type: "Our slut." Then, in regular type, her Master had written "Just wanted to give you something to think about pet." Her heart started to pound and her mind raced as she stared at the image. He couldn't possibly mean what she was thinking. The image showed an attractive young girl on all fours being taken by both a man and a woman. The obviously Dominant female had the girl's pig tails wrapped around Her hands and was guiding the girl's mouth to Her own cunt while the Man fucked the girl from behind. As she tried to go about he

On Tilt ( Prose)
Exhaling cigarette smoke through darkened knuckles, Watching him hug his child on the forecourt below, Teeth grind with predetermined vigor, Spurred on by thoughts of a dead destiny, Worries of something that's missing, With no plans of finding it, Wishing all the lookers would go blind, Irritated that it's such a lovely day, Wondering what a smile would feel like, Blinking through the cool breeze, A portent of doom, Demons spewing tasteless venom, Cracked pipe dream releases foul vapors, False piety creating anxiety, Silent cell phone awaits a lover's call, Tension breeding stretch marks on the subconscious, Fingers tapping nervously on the wooden arm rest, Retching from the blows of each fleeting memory, Insanity beckons seductively. C@pyrite KristinRD

Stop Looking At Me
I've been in love before I was hurt worse than you'll ever be.. I've been alone & lonely Would you please stop looking at me I know what beauty is I know how to get everything I really need I'll never settle for less Would you please stop doing this to me! I've kissed enough men I've felt love so gentle & true I remember how beautiful the feeling... Why can't I stop looking at you? I hate the way you walk So cocky and so sure And I hate how you make me feel So very insecure... I don't fall for guys like you I can't even remember the color of your eyes I only know that they move me And when your not here that feeling dies It doesn't make any sense to me Everybody keeps telling me what you are... God I know it, I can see! But you are the one thing on my mind And I try so hard to forget you But when you reach for me, I know I will always let you

Perfect Passion
Perfect Passion by LateNiteFantasy© The day will come, beyond any doubt When our lips will touch And minds will meet Our perfect passion will release Should we dare? Do we care? To explain to anyone about… But I really don’t care, because I would be The happiest man in your arms Touching all over Tongues exploring I’m enraptured by your charms Souls engaged, two hearts in sync Our bodies entwined Intoxicating kisses pulling us closer Until I'm inside you and we begin to grind Electricity radiating through our beings I feel you in the deepest spots Friction creating so much heat This moment is unbelievably hot The power of our bodies Becoming like one Rocking and thrusting and rolling about We explode in breathtaking bliss Letting our love pour out We lay together radiating peace Intoxicating feelings take control We start our dance again Unable to release Our lips meet craving more Loving and lustful, I want to fully explore A union of so

Fine Kisses
Fine Kisses by LateNiteFantasy© I love the way you kiss. When you’re not with me, I reminisce… About your kiss on my lips, my neck, and ears, Intoxicating and delicious, I could kiss you for years. Your body pressed perfectly against mine. Melting and fusing together, Blending beautifully, like a fine wine. Powerful touches building heat and sensation, Lustful, yet lingering, Without any particular destination. Your kisses deeply stoke my fire… Purposeful and penetrating I am consumed, by passion and desire.

Tragedy Has Hit This Family Please Show Love
MY FRIEND LIZ IS IN NEED OF PRAYERS TONIGHT. SHE JUST ADMITTED HER 2 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER MARY INTO THE HOSPITAL WITH THE SAME SIGNS OF THE FINAL STAGES OF CYSTIC FIBROSIS THAT HER DAUGHTER ROCKY HAD IN APRIL. JUST PRAY THAT THIS LITTLE GIRL CAN STRUGGLE ENOUGH TO GET THROUGH THIS ALL AND WILL GO BACK HOME TO HER FAMILY WHERE SHE BELONGS. THIS IS MARY AND FOR THOSE THAT WISH TO LEAVE PRAYERS ON LIZS PAGE HERES HER LINK. Cleverly innocent NBSD@ fubar (repost of original by 'Archangel' on '2008-06-04 18:10:33')

My Offering -
Offering from my hand in offering a piece of me a slice of spirit to touch unfold MyspaceSpells.com - Free MySpace Graphics from time to time from my heart, ~adagio... unveiled, exposed; i remember you a journey of motion poignant movement private, insatiable i twist, turn in your curves. C@pyrite KristinRD

Week Three
Hey folks; I know I didn’t get back to you last week, but it was a bunch of the same old same old, and besides, I needed some serious sleep. We had some adventures – I’m going East on I-90 in the early AM and I see this shadow shaped like a deer appear for just an instant in my left peripheral. And then I heard a thump thump and saw it bounce off the trailer, I thought, back by the trailer duals. The spring brakes didn’t activate, so I knew he didn’t get an air hose. I suppose it was wishful thinking, but the way he/she bounced off it looked to me like it ran off, so I didn't stop to investigate. When we fueled I told Dan about it, went and checked the dual area, and saw no damage. Well when Dan took over he found that the deer had hit us, only farther up than I had thought. The mid mounted indicator light mount was ripped almost out, breaking two bolt sized rivets, and just dangling – still functioning though, so we were safe with DOT. I am sure, from the hair, etc.,

Mu Auction!
This Naughty girl Pebbles has gone and made me be naughty. Come check out this Naughty Auction and bid till your fingers and pockets hurt!! I am offering Rate 300 pic rates 11's (or more) Upto 300 stash Rates~3SFW Salutes~3NSFW Salutes~Blog Pimpout~ Weekly Bully Pimpout~ Owned by in my name~ add to family~ 1 day blast~100,000 FuBucks.Plus much more yummy suprises and treats! You have to add her as a friend to see the link

Tale Of Adam Root And Eve Root Lol
Tale of Adam Root and Eve Root Welcome to the Garden of Earthly Delights this is a tale of Adam Root and Eve Root. One day while in the Garden of Earthly delights, the tree lord decided to make a male herb named Adam Root. Adam Root was born from the tree lord, he was an herb in a garden of many temptations. While Adam Root was taking form growing from a baby herb too an adult herb he began to change and discover who he was.As he grew, the tree lord told him you've been bestowed the magickal properties Sex Magick, Fertility, Rejuvenation. Adam asked the tree lord "Why these properties? " if I have no female herb to produce with and rejuvenate the garden. That got the tree lord to thinking and as he left Adam for the evening and told Adam when he awoke the next morning he would not be alone. Adam Root pondered, thought all evening when he laid down to sleep he tossed and turned as he tried to figure exactly what the tree lord meant. As he finally settled, The Tree Lo

Oxygen
i'm in love with your mind, i'm in love with your heart. i'm in love with the way that you tear me apart. i can't seem to stay away, i can't even get out the door... before my lovesick heart drags me right back to yours. you cover me with kisses, you drown me in your smiles, with you, sweet man, i can't help but stay awhile. ohhh, who am i kidding? who am i to fool? i'm yours forever, for every kiss, fight, and duel. lol i even have to write, look at how i rhyme, just to give you these words as endless as time: i love you, sweet man. i've loved you all along... and you can take this bleeding heart and all its sweet songs. june2008, me.

What Element Is Your Body?
Your Body's Element is Air You are competitive, assertive, and dominant. You live to win, and it really makes you angry if you lose. You are brilliant and competent. No matter what you're doing, you now your stuff. People tend to be intimidated by your intelligence. It's hard to measure up to you. Your energy tends to be: ebbing and flowing Your power color is: white What Element is Your Body?

Accepting My Fate
Well....I've accepted the fact that I'm probably going to be one of the most hated people on this site because I REFUSE to give some frightening inbreds with BAAAAAD pics attached to their profile a "10" rating just to get FuBucks. Sorry....if you have a picture of yourself up where you look like your family tree most certainly doesn't branch....well....you're getting a shitty rating. And if your picture resembles your last mugshot....you're getting a shitty rating. And if I think your picture looks like you belong on a sexual predators list....you get the idea. ::deep breath:: Let the FLAMES begin!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! FU, Sammy

Who I Am.
I am a mother,a daughter,a sister,an aunt,a best friend and a care giver.I am honest,loyal,trusts some to easily and others not enough.No,I don't think i am pretty.No,i am not skinny and I have no clue what the hell a BBW is and I am not one.I hate liars and players. If I wanted that in my life I would have stayed married.If you don't read the profile or look at the photos it's not my problem,that is what they are there for.Don't ask me what I want in a man.I don't have a freaking clue.Am I looking....nope,not really.If something good comes of a friendship well then,there you have it.Doubt anyone will read this anyway. :)

Life's Toy
I am mechanical I am a machine Built up from nothing Running on dreams I am interchangeable There are so many like me Just change me, rearrange me I'm only here to please I am programable Push the right button i'm yours My flaws are like viruses They can always be cured I am replaceable I come with a warranty If you don't like me, replace me SATISFACTION GUARENTEED!

Eight Second Ride
EIGHT SECOND RIDE Standing by the rodeo bleachers a cowboy named Stan watches the penned bulls with his bull rope in his hand The cowboy is trying to get his nerves to subside because his turn is next for his eight second ride The cowboy freezes and stares in awe as he hears the announcement of his luck of the draw The cowboy’s fear flows like the tide he just tilts his hat and plans his eight second ride The bull he has drawn is mean and wild this cowboy has to ride a bull named Flower Child The cowboy stares at the majestic creature in the shoot he knows if he can stay on this monster, he will win all the loot The cowboy moves toward his nemesis with a long fast stride he climbs on the gate and readies himself for his eight second ride Flower Child is also ready and dances side to side with pride ready to make this seem like the longest ever of his eight second rides The cowboy slowly mounts Flower Child from the side wraps the rope around his hand

She- Devil
A she-devils hands at play Kiss the lips Of a demon! Where bad things stir, like bodily fluids... Worshipping a woman, A mystery... Sins lie, on a bed of roses Where our sweat drips like blood from a teary eye Bathed in envy's glow Entombed by desires of the flesh Our voices vibrate the walls Clawing my nails Blood flowing down your back Breaking skin with my teeth Looking up from where you belong, underneath me! Longing to find life in my eyes Your body cries to be free Disguised by beauty "She is the devil herself!" I could be... And still... They choose not to refuse me Temptations ascend... Pathetic fools Do you think this is only a big boys game? I could crush you all, the hunted animals you are That by night unveils, a drunken lust Whose passion prevails Allured by the sky, lit with her devil eyes Enticing by purest disguise

Just Thinking Again
What do you do when the world leaves you behind ? Do you change you life or just your mind ? Do you pick up the pieces of a world fallen apart? Do you hope that time will heal your broken heart? How do you mend all that has gone so wrong? Is there a personal meaning in a old county song ? Tears in the beer gone and long washed away Does one stay in the old or move far far away ? Life holds the riddle that is answered in time for all Just do what is right and walk on faith no matter how small. By R. Thomas Dinsmore

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Meet Spirit Of Gaia Levelers
center> MEET THE SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELERS This is a new group of Levelers and a wonderful group of people! All Members of Management are people who spend a lot of time helping others on Fubar level when needed. There are also some great members of this group who are always helping others. Stop by and meet these people and you will find they are some of the nicest people on fubar! F/R/A add them and if you are interested join Spirit of Gaia Levelers they are always looking forward to meeting new people and helping out where they can. SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELERS...PLEASE READ RULES BLOG BEFORE REQUESTING TO JOIN@ fubar Management Lady Spirit Wolf/Ravyn Wolff/Owner- Way of The Wolf ~Co-Founder Spirit of Gaia Levelers@ fubar {GYPSY HEART} * {STAFF 4 SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELLERS}@ fubar )O( light_n_darkness )O(...Staff of the 'SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELERS'@ fubar Dark God of Bondaged Souls *owned by Browneyes*@ fubar ButterflyMajic {fu slave to boomgardens & Dar

Blah Blah Blah
I am tired of mediocrity. Passing dull, boring faces every day, meeting mundane oafs preoccupied with their little daily routines. Middle aged moms pursuing fading youth with fake nails and bleached hair, carting their annoying little offspring to a soccer practice/Hello Kitty workshop/bday party; 20 somethings talking about purses, latest parties, hookups, and store discounts;40 year old men and their average wives arguing about petty stuff. People that value their measly possessions over anything spiritual, that believe they are planets that everyone one should be a satellite for. The fact is, they are nothing but mere burntout dwarves that turned into black holes, sucking up everything they see and releasing their negative energy. I hate mediocre people.

Female Vs. Male Prayer
FEMALE PRAYER Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep. One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, When he says he'll call, he won't wait weeks. I pray that he is gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind. Knows what to answer to "How big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end. And never attempt to hit on my friend. And as I kneel and pray by my bed. I look at the creep you sent me instead. Amen. MALE PRAYER: I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store. Amen.

6/7/08
last night was an interesting experience to say the least. fighting the car being loose all season we changed it dramatically trying to correct the problems. during hot laps the car was ok, not bad but not great. my friends son drew for me and got me the pole in the first heat race (thanks Lane)and we were off. the car was really tight but managable thru the heat for the most part, but out of turn 2 i was having trouble and had to check up to not spin and got hit, spun, and tagged in the back too. couple more dents to the collection is all. well i ended the heat in third, but gave away second when i pushed to hard out of turn 4 and got passed. third is still my best heat finish to date. the feature was pretty uneventful where instead of the car loosening up on a dry dusty track it only seemed to get tighter and i just did all i could to not wreck anyone or myself. finished the race 12th out of 20 cars a couple laps down due to some donuts i did. car is coming along and im sure

Zohan
I went to see dont mess with the zohan a little scepticle. I thought it would be another comedey that if you have seen the trailer for the movie, you have seen all the funny parts. I was mistaken! It was very funny at times and even managed to send a positive message. The crude sexual jokes are not for the kids but it is a must see for any comedy fan!!! :D lol funny 4 out of five daisys!

Me
Pisces Nearing full circle, the zodiac's wheel arrives at Pisces, the Fish. Those born under this sign inhabit the twelfth house, the reunion with ego and infinite, the eternal. Pisces is said to be the most sensitive of signs--and the most vulnerable. Pisceans swim in the medium of dreams. Pisces's glyph shows two fish hooked together but swimming in opposite directions. The image is a metaphor for the Piscean character. One part of it swims wide, toward the edge of the universe, while the other dives deep seeking some mystical substratum of reality. Ideally there is a rhythm to the journeys: the fish reunite and share their discoveries before setting out again on their separate missions. Lacking the rhythm, however, it symbolizes unbalanced extremes: the voyager wandering aimlessly and the unhappy intorvert deep in the abyss. The Fish as cosmological voyagers are exlemplified by some of history's great students of the universe--Copernicus, Galileo, Einstein. Einstein was, p

Love And Dating!!!
For all of you that are single and dating might feel the same way...I have tried to date a couple of times and all that has happened was getting brought home early..I know I am not the prettiest woman in the world But I know i am not the ugliest..I would like to meet someone and have a fun meeningful date.I am not wanting to get married.I am 31 and twice divorced>I am the mother of 2 beautiful little girls they are my life.Its just at times mommies need some companionship..

She Just Asks
She never asked for an approach but, if they didn't get what they wanted they approached, her without meaning to make things bad and telling her they not demeaning like all the others cuz very few think, outside that box. That whole box she laughed at now cuz he made her look past that but, in the end he put her back in and because he couldn't see what that means she's like wow, just like the rest, but she never wants to confess cuz he makes her body feel soul he makes her body feel whole but what about the rest cuz he don't act like the pests she got rid of long ago. She thought this was new how can she ever construe that this was not the past, well don't ask that question just look into your confession on things of the past and you knew you were right but 2 years later you just, saw another pain.... Now, your conscience is all that remains..

Homeopathy Remedies
As someone who has done aromatherapy massge for some 38 years, I am often asked if Essential Oils, and homeopathic remedies work. The simple answer is YES for most people in one degree or another. We all learn new things right?? Well I have 'discovered' some new remedies that are truly amazing, one 'under the tongue' spray has helped with sleep problems, heart, diabetes, hair growth, nails, and most internal organs. How, well as far as I understand it, it is a natural plant based DNA regenerative that works on most aspects of the body, including but not limited to; skin, nails, eyes, hair, organs, blood system, lymphatic and general wellbeing. I belong to a self help group, and so far for this remedy one guy no longer is on heart meds (5 a day before), one guy has now had his diabetes arrested, a 70+ year old guy who was bald, now has 1/" of new hair growth (in 2 months). And that is but the tip of the iceberg. Another product is one that rebuilds the colon function, so far as

To My Fiance My Writer My Soulmate
Have you ever wonder what your life would be like at the mercy of a writer.If every line,written in ink,by a pen in hand,convey a reality.A moment in time.A past,and adventure.a suddne thought,or a distant memory.What if it was told.the paths walked,or a journey of no end.with the pen With the pen it tales of emotions,hidden,like a trophy,in a closet.As the words written,scenes flickers,and the walls comes tumbling down,just for an instinct,a matter of time sparkled.Have you ever wonder what is in a writer's mind,a gift to speak words from tonque to pen.It is a share content of jumbled words,something only visible to the hand,that moves,along the pages of time.A steady flow of words.A mixture of humanity.Some real,some i a fantasy world,still,coming from the writers soul.If your tale became a vision of reality,and many came across it would you dare,feel the emotion,of the writer,or laugh at is outcries.

Sexiest Mom Contest
i want to invite everyone whos a mom to partipate in the sexiest mom contest i will be holding , please contact me or read the bulletin http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=4129622217 for details good luck to everyone and i hope many of you will particiapte, it would mean alot to me randy

To My Fiance My Writer My Soulmate (the Final Thought)
Have you every wonder if your story was ever told,by an artist,with paint in hand.A drawing,a sketch.nk.chalk,a pencil,what the colors would convey.Time standing still in a frame.A moment,a second.A day,of a mere motion creating your destiny.A protrait of what was.is and should be.MIchael Angelo,Divinci.Rapheial,and all the greats,Laugh at them.shun them,Then admire,and respected by all.They gave us a peice of themselves,without hesitaion.Seven years never did one rest until story wa stold.A creation,no other can imitate.An orginal,from hand to canvas,from a dreamer.If they create your life with a brush,paint or clay.Would you scold,tease,or adore,and graciously applaud,their magnificant,mastery.Life's moments in an sculture,precious time stood still.Different yet same,a writer,an artist.Creations of someones soul.A pen in hand smoothly,stroking the paper,and instructment of a writer's whisper.A brush stroking a canvas,creating a vision of infinity.All the same.yet not.Have you ever w

Ranting About Online Honesty!!!
OK I HAVE TO SAY THIS B4 I EXPOLDE AND SNAP AT SOME ONE WHO DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE SNAPPED AT... EVER SINCE I JOINED FU I HAVE LEARNED MANY THINGS WE HAVE FRIENDS THAT ARE BEAUTIFUL KINDRED SOULS TO OUR OWN SELVES PPL DEVELOPE FRIENDSHIPS THAT TAKE ON MANY DIFFERENT ASSPECTS.... NOW WHAT I AM ABOUT TO RANT ABOUT... SOME PPL HAVE R/L BOYFRIENDS AND GIRLFRIENDS AND WIVES AND HUSBANDS... AND ON FU THEY MEET PPL WHO THEY CALL THEIR PETS, OR WILL FU MARRY ANOTHER... GOOD GREAT AS LONG AS ALL PARTIES KNOW ALL THE FACTS AND REAL TRUTH... DONT STRING SOME ONE ALONG HERE ON TH INTERNET AND THIS WONDERFUL LAND OF FU, WHEN IN ALL HONESTY U HAVE COMPLETELY NO INTENTIONS OF EVER MEETING THE PERSON U TALK WITH. DONT LIE!

The Power Of 9 Tme For Alignment
I'll Be posting Sum Real Life Blogs that deals with Nature & The Time That we're in Like It Or Not This will not be for everyone To asorb Juzz thoes that find intrest In Nature & The Balance within our UniVerse Like I stated I am A Neteru ( An Egiptian Diety Incarnate & This Is By Nature My Job To Inform & wake you UP to Life & whats about to happen so please leave comments & If you have questions I am here to Answer Get ready for a Flood Of Blogs Its not fair to be on Myspace & not providing The News to you. As of Today Sunday I will not be on Fubar for The Pleasure anymore Itd more bigger the the Human Ego......Peace n Blessings....Amirz Image

Night Night Time
she lays there in the heat wishing she could exscape it.. just fresh out of a bubble bath smelling so clean and fresh but yet the heat is so hot. she finely falls off to sleep. she starts to dream and the feeling of a hand slowly wraping its self around her thighs and up towards her tummy she opens her eyes and a set of sea green eyes looking at her he bends down and kissess her so soft so sweet gets her going and wanting.. he slides his toung down her neck and between her breast on to her tummy and up again starting all over teasing her. she is in heaven. his hands tantalizing her body with light touches or wanting to be so much closer.

The Cr@zy Bitch Is Back......
ok so all my life i have tryed to b a good friend to people that i take in to my heart and i have got nothing but pain for it.. i know that they say no good deed goes unpunished but i thought friends were able to talk things out and protect each other to look past what flaws there might b and love ur friend even though.. i guess that is my take on friendship but not everyones.. so i have made up my mind that it is not worth it to try to b friends with people that if someone i have knowen for 16 years can b a complete ass not at all the friend or person i thought he was than no one is real out there.....life is never what it seems i am finding out i can only look out 4 myself cause i am all that really matters......

Stressed No More
So last Thursday my, truck got repossessed at 630am. At first I was upset, then my friend talked some sense into me and made me realize that it was for the best. After work that day I went to get an estimate on the body work that my car needed done. Then decided it wasn't worth paying $5000 to fix it. Saturday morning I went to a car dealer found a very decewnt car with low miles for $500 down, and the payments are $200 less than my truck payments. This dealer carries their own financing, so there is NO middle man... So last night I was talking to my ex-husband and he's bitching at me about all the money that I have borrowed from him over the years and have failed to pay back. Then he asked me if he could have the car that needs the $5000 in repairs. So after thinking about if for about 5 minutes, I said,"Sure you can have it, You can pick it up on Monday night after I pick my new car up from the dealership. But if you want it you have to forget about all the money I owe you.

Suck It Up, People!
Well....I have to admit that I have found some pretty cool people here. People that I would hang with in a bar in real life and get totally shitfaced with. Cool folks with half a brain. BUT..... MOST of what I've seen here is creepy people with BAD profile pics who get pissed off when you give them a shit rating. If you've read my other blogs you'll know that I absolutely refuse to give scary pics a 10 rating. That's what's driving me nuts about this place. If I were in a REAL BAR and came upon some of the utterly creepy looking people here I would TELL YOU that you were FUGLY to your face. Why would I waste my time talking to you if I thought you were a fucking toolbag?? Sorry, but that's just the way it is. If you came up to me, shirtless, with a horrible tattoo of a rebel flag and a bad Tom Selleck-like porn stache I would tell you how fucking ridiculous you look. Why wouldn't I do that on the internet?? I bet you're reading this thinking "Man she's a stuck up bitch! Who th

1 Week Later.
Its all over, and I am recovering. Everything went well. I was home within 2 days..and the only thing that bothers me is this damn binder I have to wear around my belly. Doesnt feel good when its 90 outside!!!!! But I dont regret it at all. The dr took 7 pounds of excess skin off my belly. So those of you who thought I was only doing this cosmetically...think again! My health is more important to me than just how I look! Anyway, Just wanted to touch base, and I will be writing more about the surgery this week. Seeong the dr for my post op visit tomorrow. Nite All...and thanks to all my well wishers....it helped alot!!!!!!!

Help My Owner With One Rate....plz
Ok gang, we let this sexy guy fall behind in the votes....He needs just one rate, thats all...Please stop by and just give one rate to get him back on top....I wont forget your help :) BROUGHT TO YOU BY SEXY SANDI..... PLEASE TAKE A MINUTE TO STOP BY AND GIVE HIM ONE RATE....WONT TAKE LONG...AND IF YOU NEED HELP WITH ANYTHING...JUST LET ME KNOW :) (repost of original by 'sexysandi.. (Owned By )GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction' **D.S.C** RIS' on '2008-05-29 19:38:38') (repost of original by 'Ozzy ( Yes I believe in Angels )' on '2008-05-29 19:41:43')

How People Affect You
I remember I heard somewhere once that though you may not remember what someone did to you, you'll never forget how they made you feel. People affect you. A person can bring out the best in you or the worst. So, why is that? What is it about one person that makes you feel good, makes you feel comfortable, makes you feel happy, and uplifts you? And the person who makes you feel the opposite way? Carly Simon wrote a song for a Winnie the Pooh movie about friends. "A friend is someone that makes you feel more like you." Its just great when you find someone that has the magic to make you feel good around them. Someone that is butter to the English muffin of your life. Who wants to eat an English muffin without butter melting in the nooks and crannies? Someone who fills those empty spaces, and makes the spaces feel like they were made just for that person to melt into. So in that way love is like butter. It melts into you and fills you up. It makes you better than

The "witching" Hour....
They say is about 3:00 a.m...so I've heard, read and so do believe. It's all about the believing y'know... and lately, all this week, I find myself startled awake at 3a.m or 3:30a.m or like last night, (this mornining..) at 3:42a.m..and it is unsettling to say the least! I wake up without notice, without warning, to this undeniable feeling of someone watching me...it's creepy! I get scared, like the big baby that I am, and grab hold of my blanky for comfort. Yes, I sleep with a blanky at the ripe old age of 34! So you may laugh at me now! I should give thanks to my talented aunt who so perfectly crocheted the infamous blanket, well... 34 years ago. It has stood the test of time! It's always to the right side of me, this feeling, like someone is standing there...and I so want to turn over to ignore it, to not "see" it, but can't, because I feel like the minute I turn over something is going to touch my shoulder! So, there I usually lay...eyes tightly shut...fear envel

Happy Tears Another Poem
I sit here wtih you looking at me all I can do is smile You wrap your arms around me all i can do is smile, melt an lay my head on you You look at me with a smile not just on your face ,but in your eyes to You look into my eyes and call me your baby girl as you hold me tightly I put a straight face on and cry My tears are not sad tears ,but happy tears running down my face Every time you wrap your strong arms around me, kiss me, lookinto my eyes with your sexy bright eyes and tell me you love me or call me your baby girl all I can do is smile an melt I may cry once and a while ,but they are always happy tears as long as i'm around you. You make me feel so special, wanted and loved. Before I met you I didnt think I could ever love again or if i would ever love again ,but you have shown me how to love all over again So, no matter hwo much i get quiet or have tears in my eyes just remember they are happy tears and that i love you so much.. Write by: Ashley 5-18-08

More Updates... Yay Rah!
more updates.... yay rah! So, surgery went well. I got a fabulous new scar on my neck, bout 4 inches long. No cancer... YAY! so.... you have a "mystery disease" WTF?! yes ma'am' I'm sorry i don't have the definitive diagnosis we were looking for.. but you are definitely a very ill woman. Gee, thanks.. that's promising. what do we do?.. well.. you get to go to an infectious disease specialist to be tested for Epsom Bar and Lyme's disease and that's just a start point. those are the 2 most painless to get done. wow, great. cuz i didn't go through enough when i was doing chem and rad and steroids treatments/tests. And being led to believe i had hodgkins lymphoma. . So, how did the after surgery go you ask? oh that was swell too! my mom wanted me to go home to the burg and stay with her and my sis so they could take care of me and my kids. d.j. insisted he wanted to take care of me, and that he wanted to be there for surgery. then he wants my mom ( whom is less than fond of him) to

Abstract Passion
Our bodies in a tangle, Satin skin and candle light, Sweat pours from our bodies, All we have now is this night. Outside a storm is raging, Lightening flashes brightly, I feel your arms around me, Holding me so tightly. Lips meet in fevered passion, I crush skin between my teeth, Feel your length inside me, Begging for release. Capturing this moment, And holding it forever, Flying like a bird, And falling like a feather. Our skin feels like fire, Our bodies are dancing, Our limbs all entangled, Our tongues are romancing. Thunder tears through passion, We gasp as we hit the brink, Then lie side by side, So tired I can't think. Dreams of vivid color, Waking to the dawn, I watch you sleeping soundly, I smile and I yawn. Love was made for passion, Dreams are smoke and fire, The way I feel about you, Can only take me higher. Soaring through the heavens, Your lips upon my skin, We were made for this I think, And I fall asleep again.

Sewn Lips
im a super hero in my own eyes to myself i can fly so damn high, I see spinning colors swirl around me, butterflies lift me up dropping me onto black roses crying the tears of blood running through my fingers dripping down my lips so lustful so tasteful screaming bats into the moonless sky white skin so bright drawing in hate and death twriling his baton covered in acid tossing my hair eyeless sockets spewing blood sewn mouth taped ears bound hands torn feet just laying alone in a ocean of blood with pink sharks surrounding me chanting hopeless, pointless cheers, they will never get me, i will resis, for I am me and only me!

Choosing Friends
a strange way to say something but it gets the point across i think Friends are like television. Some are like PBS and always asking for money. Others are like the news, with sad tales to tell everyday, some are like that one station with the foreign language; you don't understand a word of it but you listen and watch anyway. And then there are the ones like the commercials, always changes, ever-so-annoying and only seem to be there when you are bored. But every once in a while you meet someone who's like a really good movie of the week or that one tv show you hardly ever get to see anymore because you're so busy. My point is hold on to the friends you care about and since we don't have a remote control to mute someone or just change the channel, pick your friends carefully."

Tears
Have you ever cried at Midnight? When the world was still and Asleep? And the Moon looks down And laughs at your tears With the wind running by, Tasting their salt. Have you ever cried at Midnight? For you cannot cry at Noon.. Not under the burning eye of the Sun Not for fear of Others seeing... And Whispering, Calling you Crazy... Locking you away for being Foolish Enough to reveal your deepest fears to the World... WHY? MUST? WE? ALL? BE? HAPPY? Have you ever cried at Midnight?

Happy Birthday Xena!!
It's her birthday~Please show her... "Diva Xena" some serious birthday luv!!!! XENA-OzBadB!tch (FuOwnedByLauria) Dylon's Diva Mafia@ fubar Xena lives in Australia so I thought we should send this birthday wish out a little early! Happy Birthday Xena, hope you have a great day!!! Please show her sum DIVA love for her birthday. Happy Birthday Love MsMaine, Dylon and all your fellow DIVAS!!!

One Million Fu-bucks For This?
Need or want a million Fu-bucks for your spotlight fund? It's simple--all you need to do is come by my page and check out my band literalisms folder. Rate the pictures either a ten or an eleven, and correctly name the band in the picture. The first person to get all 66 correct gets 1 million Fu-bucks--so click the link below, and start guessing! After one week, if no one has guessed all 66 correctly, the fu-bucks will go to the person who gets the most correct answers. ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ the Shadow Bombers Fu-owned by ‡±(Tarheel±Tilley)±‡ Fu-pimped by BECKRFC1@ fubar

My First Happy Hour
on weds june 11th, lucie and i are holding our happy hours... lucie @ 5pm fu time Lucie in the Sky@ fubar broken hearted (mine) @ 8pm fu time broken_hearted420 proud bbw~{shadow levelers}~ owned by Seamushardcore@ fubar i will have a special folder for you to rate and i will pay you for your rates... 10s get 10k and 11s get 20k... ty all! sarah

Who Wants Me ? You Have Dbl The Chance To Show Me
OK Guess what the one and only DJ Tazman is goin up for sale in 2 dif auctions . Now who wants me . show me you want me . im offering fu owned for 2 weeks , rate pix 10s durin hh , i will make a couple morphs and add to top friends . thats the first one the second one i am offering rate pix durring hh , fu owned for one month , add to family and top friends , added to yahoo and ur name in mine for a month . i just might toss in something else if the price is right .Just click the pic to go to the auction page .if you dont have enough to bid then please just go and rate the pix since i can win something off of the rates as well ty all and come show me how much you want me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Random Blog Number 2!
Another blog of randomness from me. As always with these, the mp3 player is on shuffle tonight...Starting out with Nickelback "If Everyone Cared". This song is so appropriate for my life right now. Seriously, if you are gonna care about somebody, WHY put them second to EVERYTHING? I can understand being second to some things but every other thing in life? No. It just doesn't work. If I'm in a relationship or friendship with you I expect that everyone and everything else is secondary except for children. That I understand being at the top. Natasha Bedingfield - Single now in the ears. I'm single...and I don't mind or care anymore. I know I keep saying this but someone has become such a major influence on my life, that I'd rather be where I am than go back to what has caused me such pain recently. This whole week or so has been hellacious. I'm just tired of the bad stuff in my life. Can't let the negatives get to me no more. So, it's going to thunderstorm again tonight. Oh joy. I h

All Yours....imagine That
Up For Auction!!! Come get a piece of me!!! Addictive OFFERING: Your name in mine Added to family and top friends for 1 month Personal Pimpout on my page Yahoo ID SFW Salute Rate 11s on pics, rate stash A gift once a week for a month If bid is over $100 SFW Cam Session PIMPOUT BY Ctgirl *OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* Off PurrSin OWNED BY GodDragon --TUFFGUY-FuWife to Scout -ICY&@ fubar

Templer Knight
Hey Guys and Gals It Is His Birthday Please Please Lets Level Him He Is Such A Sweetheart And Has Nothing Never To Ask For And I Wanna See Him Level Exspecailly Seeing Today Is His Birthday SOOOOOO Please Everyone Level Him!!! ~Templar Knight~ "THE BOSS"(DSC)@ fubar Tell him that I sent you!!! If you have not fanned rated and added me what are you waiting for come on by and do so... ~ღ¤★ṤTåя★¤ღ~ Shadow Leveler@ fubar

Might Have To Sell Laptop
Well my friends and family, I am running out of time to find a job. The bills will be piling up soon and I will have to sell my laptop to cover expenses. But as soon as I can get into a decent job I will be back on. I'm going to give the job search a couple of more days before doing so but if nothing by then, then I will have to do what s neccassary to take care of family!!

Some Stuff
I never really felt lonely my whole life, until now. Ive always had decent friends and had a girlfriend. Always felt that i belong with some click or group. But now i seem find myself alone. Ever since the accident ive lived in my head. My friends stoped coming over and the calls stopped. Ive lost all my ability to beieve that people actually give a flying fuck. Its very depressing when all the people u have known have all left and turned there back on you. Im not a big person on showing feeling towards really anything. I have never been one of sorrow or tears. I guess thats thanks to me lockin away all my emotions. U know i couldn't tell u the last time i was perfectly happy. I used to listen to the song Eleanor Rigby by the beatles and smile because i knew i always had people. Being surrounded by millions of people or even my so called friends that left me. Id still be alone.. Do you ever feel like no matter wat you try to do in life, it doesnt matter. That being a grea

J. Holiday - Bed - Song & Lyrics
[J. Holiday: speaking] Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye (repeat 8x times) Put you to the bed, bed, bed Put you to the bed, bed, bed Aye,Aye, Aye, Aye [Verse 1:] Girl, change into that Victoria Secret thing that I like Alright Ok, tonight your having me your way Perfume, spray it there Put our love in the air Now put me right next to you Fittin to raise the temp in the room First rub my back like you do Right there, uh-uh, right there uh You touch me like you care Now Stop And let me repay you for the week that you've been thru Working that 9-5 and staying cute, like you do oh, oh, oh [Pre-Chorus:] I love it (I love it) You love it (You love it) Everytime (Everytime) We touchin (We touchin) I want it (I want it) You want it (You want it) I'll see you (see you) In the morning (In the morning) [Chorus:] I wanna put my fingers thru your hair Wrap me up in your legs And love you till your eyes roll back I'm tryin to put you to bed, bed, bed I'mma put

Hmmmm
well here it is just around the corner from fathers day and my stupid ass ex is finally gonna let me see my daughter again after almost 2 months. I hate when she stops letting me see my daughter for long periods of time because my daughter always acts different around me when i get to see her again i feel like a dead beat dad even though i love my daughter to death i would stop whatever i am doing for my daughter whenever she needed it or me. my daughter is my pride and joy she brings s mile to my face every time i see her or even hear her voice she is the light of my world and every time i go to court i get screwed in the ass the fucking judge has let my ex get away with murder damn near and i just get to sit back and watch her walk all over the judge and my ex lawyer something fucked up about that shit i hate when the judges favor the female when the guy truly deserves the rights to his kid i dont know what ot do sometimes i am just running th emouth right now gettign some shit off

Pussy Juice!
Pussy Juice! by LateNiteFantasy© There's nothing better, in this world, Than pussy juice from a sweet young girl. I'll suck and lick it, with my tongue, And all too soon, that girl will cum! Her clit gets slick, and tastes so sweet, It makes me want, to beat my meat! And when her, pussy hole is right, I suck and lick, with all my might. I pull her, pussy lips apart, And lick again, with all my heart!!

How Do You Play??
So many say they are not into games. So many say that the truth is all they speak. But yet their entire outlook is a game. To wait...to watch. With no actions. Funny that is to me. Actions to me speak louder then words ever will. If you wait too long....then all you will have left is nothing. You get one shot sometimes one chance to make something from nothing. Sad really. Hurts me to think about it. To think that so many people are too afraid to try. So many are so weak and emotionless to even hold out there hand and say I need you. I am not afraid nor will I ever be. I will say what I mean and mean exactly what I say. I will not let fear or doubt consume me. One Chance One Life.... HAD I the heavens' embroidered cloths, Inwrought with golden and silver light, The blue and the dim and the dark cloths Of night and light and the half-light, I would spread the cloths under your feet: But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet, Tread

Pussy Matters
Pussy Matters by LateNiteFantasy© In the scheme of things there is an ebb and flow; there are some things that do not matter at all, and some things really matter, but there is no doubt that the flower garden at the intersection of thighs matters to passion seekers. Yes, pussy really matters: its beauty, taste and thrill has no equal or substitute; nights fly on wings of lust, mornings reluctantly break cadance, emotions anticipate what matters; yes, sweet, sweet pussy matters; if you don't believe it try living in a world without it.

For The Spanker Admin
Hey I been with the spanker for 2 month now. I getting no attion as a spanker. I for one help people level. I for one get friend to come sign up as a spanker. like my friend sarah. I get friend to help us bomb contest. But is unfair i get nothing or no thank anymore. I let cotton now about it....

Look Into My Blue Eyes
Look into my deep blue sea.Can you feel my need.Do you see that I want to speak.Look into my soul,do you,feel my passion.Hear my heartbeat,and feel my blood flow for thee.Can you see the intensity.of a desire burning.Look beyond the sea of blue,into the ocean of red.Lava flows,and the flames torches the soul.Search deep,feel every beat of my heart.And you shall find all that you need,desire in me.

A Cyber Moment
A Cyber Moment by LateNiteFantasy© She's got that touch of heat within Which wantonly she shares with him He knows just how to talk and tease And set her pussy itch at ease He's strong and lusty, hard and thick How she loves to suck his prick When his cocktongue starts to lap He knows just how to fill her gap That bitch he fucks her like a steed Her cunt he does with cockmeat feed He pumps her hard for more she begs Spreading wide her cumsmeared legs His piston cock does make her moan Fucking deep with his fisty bone He sucks her pussy big and wet His tongue as deep as it can get That greedy cunt he feeds it good Til she oozes all over his wood

Untitled
Take the time and open your eyes... Open your eyes and realize that all the pain you are going through...I have gone through before. Let your heart speak without interruption...without doubt. Everything is laid before us for a reason Don't fear the choices you make in life or you will regret them later. Take your time with things and make sure it is true Most of the time the things we want are right in front of us... yet we work so hard at looking in the wrong places to find it. The time is now and the place is here. Ask yourself how far you would go to get the things you want Measure your inner self and realize how enormous everything is Clear your mind of everything. All the days worries.. All the duties at work... All the chores at home... Clear your mind of these things... Close your eyes... The thing that you see once you close your eyes is what you want Do not hesitate. Do not resist. We only live once. Make the best out of life while you still have one to li

Codes For Pics
OK I AM ASKING IF ANY WOULD BE WILLING TO TELL ME HOW TO GET CODES FOR PICS LIKE I HAVE IN MY FOLDERS SO THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO USE THEM IN BULLETINS?I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GET THEM.IF SOMEONE WOULD BE WILLING TO LEAVE ME A MESSAGE IN MY MAIL ON HERE EXPLAINING HOW TO GET THE CODES OFR PICS I WOULD GREATLY APPRICIATE IT.I WILL DO MY BEST TO RETURN THE HELP WHENEVER NEEDED . THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR YOU HELP AND TIME TO DO THIS FOR ME. MISSYBEAR

Father's Day Ideas
Father's Day is coming up and I would like your input to help me make up my mind about what really makes a great day for a dad.. I see traditional gifts, like clothing, outdoor gadgets like grilles, lounge chairs, etc... or would you rather be taken out to have a great meal at one of your favorite restaurants, and just enjoy taking it easy the rest of the afternoon? Thanks everyone!

~ Love ~
~LOVE ~ The one who loves you will not make you cry alone at night thinking about him/her. They will be right beside you telling you it will be alright. My life has taught me one vital thing and that is: I came into this world alone. I shall leave it alone. And, if I have to live in it alone, so be it! I contend to live it in peace with myself. You cannot change anybody but yourself so don't try to change your partner . Love him/her as he/she is. You'll get better results. Love is action; not just a feeling. A real man doesn't make love to a million women. A real man makes love to one women a million ways. Immature love says "i love you because I need you". Mature love says "I need you because I love you". The way to love anything, is to realize it can be lost. If you want to be successful in life, be a wise. If you want to be successful in love, be foolish. Some people are like crystal. Pretty to look at, but you can see right through them. I love y

What Turns Me On About Women?
AbOut girls: Turned ON, OFF or DC (don't care) dresses like a grandma:Off plays musical instrument:DC is shorter than you:On same height as you:ON is taller than you:On has chapped lips:Off has green eyes:DC has blue eyes:On has brown eyes:DC has long hair:On big time! has med. hair:On has short hair:DC drinks alcohol:On as long as it's in moderation smokes cigs:Off big time smokes weed:Off big time wears glasses:On has blonde hair:On big time has brown hair:ON big time has red hair:On big time works out:DC smiles:On calls you just to say hi:On, I wish I did get phone calls here creative:On compliments you:On shaves her legs:On wears jewelry:DC has bigger feet than you:DC has smaller feet than you:dc smiles when you walk into the room:On belly piercings:On virgin:DC laid back:On doesn't party:DC likes to party:DC as long as it's a party with no a lot of drunkness or people getting high either wants to party:DC read above laughs a lot:On giggles

Club Mystic
HI TO ALL! I SPEND MOST OF MY TIME ON MY CLUB'S HOME PAGE, TENDING TO THE SMOOTH RUNNING OF CLUB ACTIVITIES! HERE IS THE LINK SO YOU CAN CATCH ME THERE! INTERESTED IN JOINING US, MESSAGE OR SHOUT ME AND I WILL LINK YOU TO THE BLOG! Club Mystic@ fubar

Wanna Own Cindragon?
CLICK THIS PIC TO BID!!! THIS IS WHAT I AM OFFERING! I AM INTERESTED IN VIP BIDS BUT WILL ACCEPT BLING PACKS! NO BLASTS OR FU-BUX! OFFERING: OWNED BY_________IN MY NAME FOR DURATION OF OWNERSHIP PIMP OUT ONCE WEEK IN BLOG AND BULLY; IF 3 MONTH OR MORE VIP WILL ALSO PIMP OUT 3 FRIENDS OF YOUR CHOICE 250 11'S PER WEEK FOR DURATION OF VIP BID; RATE REMAINDER OF PICS 10'S RATE ALL STASH; IF 3-MONTH VIP IS BID WILL ALSO RATE ONE FRIEND OF YOUR CHOICE STASH; IF 6-MONTH VIP WILL RATE STASH OF FRIEND OF YOUR CHOICE EACH MONTH LINK TO YOUR PROFILE ON MINE FOR DURATION OF OWNERSHIP VARIOUS SURPRISE GIFTS, DRINKS, AND BLING THROUGHOUT OWNERSHIP PERIOD! MAY NEGOTIATE MORE OR DIFFERENT THINGS, ASK!

Buffalo And Redheads
So I'm going ot Buffalo for a couple days and I can't wait. This will be my first time in that city. I'm excited to get out of this town even if only for 2 days. I hope I get to meet some cool people. Ever since I can remember I've had a thing for red heads. Over the years that "craving" has weined. Lately though BOOM! It's been back with a vengence. I would love to tell you about my ideal girl but I really don't have one.

This Morning
This morning I had some downtime... Got to thinking, again, about life in general I just turned 39, life definately isn't what I want it to be. Divorced,single, back in CT....... I have tried to figure out where i am meant to be in life...... All the moving I have done, ex being military etc has effected my kiddo Shes happy here, I am not.So needless to say I owe it to her to stay here and give her some stability. I miss Florida terribly, but I love my kiddo more. This area I am in, in CT, is family orientated, lots of kids, not so much single people. All the women I know are married or too young for friendship {we wouldnt have much in common} Men I have met so far are out for ass or games, age not being a factor, they seem to all be stuck on stupid. I have been taking a good look at myself and I am older, not pretty, but no one sees past that. Doesnt matter I have a good career, am a faithful person, know how to keep a house etc. Men dont see past looks at all. It ca

It's A Myztery
=== 'Vitamin de~get your daily dose *DSC* I.B.I.C.' wrote the following at '2008-06-10 06:25:46'.. This wonderful lady has less than 364,000 to be Fubar's next GODMOTHER... She is always doing for others...makes the best skins around...so show her love and help her level. She has plenty of pictures to rate and some stash as well... I know my friends will help this wonderful lady because I have the best friends in the world... Love you all!!!!! ☆--Lori--☆ aka 'MyZtErY--☆ ÐirtySouthCrew ☆--I.ß.I.C.

It's My Life, Don't You Forget!
so my life has just recently gone through a series of serious changes. 1. my divorce 2. my breakup 3. my new found self. well, that is how i started to write this blog. life has been a blurr lately. i have been distracted and off course for a few months. that has all now changed. my head is back in the game and i am well on my way to a much more successful self and life. i now am on my own. in my own place with my own stuff. no one to tell me anything at all. my own rules. no husband. no boyfriend. nothing. just me and soon my little satsu (my cat) i am very excited about this new step. i am going to be able to have all of my pre-married bedroom furniture which is kick ass. why? bc i picked it out of course. i get to make this my own spot in the world and not worry if it is too girly, or too military or whatever.. my house! my rules! finally! i am doing everything i can to take care of me.my only worries currently are me, myself, and i. yes i know... how selfish but i g

Fu-angels Team 3. Navy Girl Just Got Her Halo!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Secretary~*~Force~3~Bombers~* babygirl Karena2001 ~~@~~FORCE 3 BOMBERS~~@~~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay

All About Her !!!!!!
This is one of my very favorite songs,it was also my sisters favorite..As i laid next to my sister this is the song that played in the background as she took her last breath..Her journey with cancer was long and hard..BUT...she went threw her valley with grace so she could stand on that mountain with God,and there she stands today...I LOVE YOU SISTER AND MISS YOU EACH AND EVERY DAY....R.I.P. I Will See You Again.

My Granny
She's not on here, but she totally rocks. She just turned 90 in April, yet she convinced her Dr to perform back surgery on her, so she came home the day before her birthday. She told him "I don't plan on dying yet, but I sure am hell not gonna live in this pain, so you better fix it", and he did. She's funny, a lil crazy, and every good quality I have I got from her. And she makes the best pineapple pie ever!

Quit Smokin Day Two
wow.. i'm startin to feel.. it... the callin of smokes.. its takin its toll.. i still need all ur support.. if yea readin this... take the time... leave me a comment.. show the support.. i need it...peace

Why Death?
Why is birth so hard and a long process and death is so quick and hopefully painless? Why are we meant to love others and then made to grieve and hurt when we lose people? Why has "He" taken so many people from me with no notice? My son, my brother and now my father. Why is he doing this?

A Kiss
A Kiss Here she sleeps now in my arms, To steal a Kiss, oh what the harm, Just a small one that none will miss, But still the essence of a Kiss. Oh for the chance to hold her near, And to whisper things for her to hear, Th say the things to make her stay, With me for now and every day. Oh for the strength to let her see, The things I keep inside of me, To ask her now to share my sight, For just this moment it not for life. If just from her to see a sign, To show the way to make her mine, So for this sign I now do wish, The sign behind a simple Kiss. DQA

Tired Of The Pain
im tired of the way i feel an the way you make me hurt ..im tired of always feeling like im nothing but dirt sometimes i wish you would just realize that all the pain you put me through is just making me hate you more and more you can yell scream hit kick slap .....do whatever you want the pain doesnt bother me anymore im so used to being hurt...to being sad that it doesnt bother me anymore its like i have no emotions anymore you've hurt me so many times that i forgot how it feels to not be hurt im so over it im over you im over the pain i feel every day thanks to you i wish you would just go the fuck away and leave me alone i wish that i wasnt even born atleast i wouldnt have to put up with your shit all the time an you wouldnt have to deal with me .........maybe then you would change your ways.......maybe if im not here anymore it will make you realize what you have done....maybe thats what you want...an maybe just maybe you might get what you want

Friendship Poem # 2
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Sleep Tight
sleep my baby dream of things to come upon the twilight hour you shall see what my love means to you holding me oh so thight never letting you go sleep tight my baby don't you cryi'll always be by yourside sleep tight my sweetheart our love will grow and grow sleep tight my love we'll be married soon enough as i watch you sleep i drift off myself dreaming of things that i'll never have thinking of someday when i get the things i need sleep tight my baby don't you cry i'll always be by yurside sleep tight my sweetheart our love will grow and grow sleep tight my love we'll be married soon enough as i wake up i see you still asleep.... sleep tight my baby... sleep tight my sweetheart... sleep tight my love don't you cry cause i'll always love you

Cold Love
she looked into my eyes and said hold me tight pull me close so i can hear your heart beat in my ear the closer you hold me the better i feel about myself so closelike the world is about to end tonight.... cold love--- i'll never feel again... cold love--- i'm never going to need... cold love--- you' always be there by my side... it's like the moon that shines about me every night.. so bright i can't see the troubles around me pull me close like you've never did before cold love--- can't enter my life ever again... cold love--- who ever believed there is such a thing... cold love--- never shine this way again bring me down from this high cause it's going to make me fall fall so hard where i can't ever get back up anymore i need to come down slowly... cause i'll have a withdrawl... cold love leave me alone now

Light From Afar
i've seen the light from afar where it comes from noone knows no cars in sight no street lights ahead just walking down this dark and lonely road humming tines from the past i've seen the light from afar where it comes from i have no clue no planes flying high above no fires burning bright where can this light ooh where can this light come from

Wanna Own Me? Here's Your Chance!
I am up for auction AND back on the market! Just click on the pic below to be taken to the page to place your bid. You must leave your bid in a comment there. Auction runs until Wednesday night on 6/18/08. Best of luck! Much love ~That Girl

Auction
Well everyone else is doing it, so i figured so would I. I am putting myself up for auction, if you would like tohave me as yours, send me a message and tell me what you would pay for me. I am running this auction for one week. Will add more details as the week goes on

As She Sleeps
As She Sleeps by LateNiteFantasy© ------------------------------------------------- As she lies upon her bed, softly I kiss her head. I love you, don't leave me, I said. Closing my eyes and settling down, I wrap my arms around her and listen, but there is no sound. Her breathing is slow and even, I can't bear the thought of her ever leavin. I hear the soft flutter of wings, and look to see the dream fairies and hear them sing. I see one fly next to her ear, and hope it is whispering thoughts of me and that she hears. As they sprinkle their dust, it falls all over us. My eyelids become heavy, and I can't keep awake, taking me to the dream land lake. There she is sitting in the sand, I walk over to her and take her hand. She looks at me and smiles so sweet, I lean in to kiss her deep. This tis but a dream, but I know by the suns first morning beam. That I will wake up and there she will be, still laying next to me.

Heaven Has No Rage Like Love To Hatred Turned...
These tears have turned into rage. My fist desire a home of human flesh, To break down and mutilate, To make bleed and tear asunder. I want to scream till my throat crumbles, I want to run till my lungs collapse. Eyes burning, Mouth dry, Arms stretched out to the sky. Mocking me from the Heavens I curse the moon as if it were to blame. Tearing off my skin to get inside myself, To hide from the truth that I am alone. This misery eats me alive. Bon Appetit. _________________________________________________ REL

He Dumped Me And See How He Tried Me
well this was how he dumped me, kinda pushed it on him i guess in a way. but if i showed u the convo from last nigth u would know y i siad what i said. but i didnt save it but if use him on line and u did tlk to him he did have a gf sins jan 30 08 tell june 10th 08. comment and tell me what u think?? Linda-Ann Chaychuk (6/10/2008 4:00:56 PM): why wher u fighting me yesterday? Linda-Ann Chaychuk (6/10/2008 4:02:49 PM): and if u dont care about me any more y are u stilll with me then i so thout about that was so hurt but u dont care and i no u dont like this but what can i do shadowravenelm (6/10/2008 6:42:43 PM): ok Linda-Ann Chaychuk (6/10/2008 6:43:14 PM): lol ok then shadowravenelm (6/10/2008 6:49:56 PM): naki now Linda-Ann Chaychuk (6/10/2008 6:50:07 PM): hahah im not going on cam shadowravenelm (6/10/2008 6:50:34 PM): i go for ever then Linda-Ann Chaychuk (6/10/2008 6:50:41 PM): oh come on don b an ass shadowravenelm (6/10/2008 6:50:59 PM): to bad Linda-Ann Chaychu

Time To Hang It Up?
a mumm in friends area by fudaddy: (http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=421058) Like many other long time members who have been a veteran through all 3 site names, I will have to agree that this place isn't what it once was...I have 10.5 million to go the top, have accomplished #1 in several other categories as well, will hit my 2 year anniversary next month, the place is no longer fun. When I hit the top, Should I put my gift in the shop and call it a career, or stay, and try to find ways to make this place what it once was?..I'm open to suggestions, however I'm not open to nonsense...My block button finger is itchy lately. my response: yea i know it seems different inno if staying will help make it what it once was, when i dont know what it was that made it different. maybe the class of peeps on here. i was first on here in april of 2007 when it was "cherry tap". just missed when it was "cherry lost". it was funny met friendly people. then the name change to fubar. can it

The Way I Am
Whatever.. Dre, just let it run Aiyyo turn the beat up a little bit Aiyyo.. this song is for anyone.. fuck it Just shut up and listen, aiyyo.. I sit back with this pack of Zig Zags and this bag Of this weed it gives me the shit needed to be The most meanest MC on this -- on this Earth And since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse And just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works And it sells and it helps in itself to relieve All this tension dispensin these sentences Gettin this stress that's been eatin me recently off of this chest And I rest again peacefully (peacefully).. But at least have the decency in you To leave me alone, when you freaks see me out In the streets when I'm eatin or feedin my daughter To not come and speak to me (speak to me).. I don't know you and no, I don't owe you a mo-therfuck-in thing I'm not Mr. N'Sync, I'm not what your friends think I'm not Mr. Friendly, I can be a prick If you tempt me my tank is on empty (

Directions
i wasn't gonna write a new blog - I haven't really had a mind to do so in awhile - but recent events have inspired me once more. THANKS TO THE HATERS!!! - you keep my blog section going strong. I am so sick of all the thin-skinned whiney ass emo bitches on the internet - you guys are out of control - Do the things that I say really break your little hearts? awwwww... they do??? that's so cute - *urp.... People on fubar are the worst offenders of double standard..... oooo I am lounge staff/owner...ect... i deserve special priviledges.... i will call you out openly in lounge for offenses i commit openly and then cry about it when you point it out.... have you called the WAAAAAAAA-mbulance yet? Keep your dialing finger ready.... I was informed recently that I degrade people openly - like I am some kind of secretly mean person - I almost peed my pants - - lol - i had to go back and read my about me section of my profile - because I was pretty certian that I state openly that I am outsp

Young Ladies I Bought In Auctions
The Lovely Ladies That I Currently Own Mz Belle MZ.BELLE OF FIREY HEART & SOUL FAMILY~~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~Fu Owned by Demented187@ fubar Singlemomnok Singlemomnok~Fu-Owned by I'm Smut Provert ~Fu-Owner of Aksfarmboy, DJ MyLastBreath and 2HottSexy@ fubar Miss Crys Miss Crys~Shadow Levelers~Owned By ~RobiSue~69Munch~Lil Slavegrrl~Dizzy~Smutt~Dr. Tre~@ fubar Pezz Pezz*Promoter 4 Diablo's Den@ fubar ~Irish_Chick79~ ~Irish_Chick79~ Fu-Owner of Tomm401 ~ Fu-Owned by Brett and TequilaRose ~@ fubar EasyOnTheEyz EasyOnTheEyz♥2ndAlarmHotties♥AsstChief♥AsstChiefOfPromotions@ fubar sweetmomma sweetmomma_diablo den greeter@ fubar DeDe DeDe~Co~Owner of Excalibur Rawk Radio@ fubar

Hate It, Hate It, Hate It!!!
I cannot stand...being lied to! (would be stomping feet in a tantrum like fashion if I were actually standing at the moment...) Lying is a fucked up thing anyone can and or would do to another person for the sole purpose of manipulating a situation in order to control. It's really all about control I believe. Controling an outcome, controling feelings, controling situations for your self-absorbed benefit! You'd have to feel pretty damn important to fucking lie to anyone you say you care about. Either that or your a fucking pussy! There you are walking around with the words "YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!" plastered on your forehead! Stupid ass! There is nothing worse than a wimpy assed mother fucker...except...maybe...a liar! My soapbox is more like a stage when it comes to the topic at hand. I have been "dooped" more times than I'd like to ever admit! Havn't we all? And what an obvious thing to say "I hate being lied to", really, I've never heard anyone say

Finding A Real Man Is Impossible These Days..lol...no Offense...
well lets see,am not good at this blog thing,lol...but what the hell..My week is goin great..!NOT!Men are the worst lately,I just broke up w/my stupid abusive boyfriend of 9 yrs.about 2months ago and started seeing another loser about 3 weeks ago..could get better,but didn't.Come to find out this one was only usin me to get to a person who was like a mother to me growin up.She don't want him anyways,but it's just the point.Why is it I always find the assholes!Sorry no offense to all men..just certain ones.

Ode To My Dad Part 2
its been almost 9 months now, it still hurts that your not here.. i have fallen for a girl, she is very pretty. I kissed her under the moon and stars last friday on a cloudy night. I havent heard from her since. as fathers day approaches i cant stop thinking about her. i wish you were alive to meet her. It sucks that the people that are dear to me are not around.why did you leave us when i need you the most. This sucks, i hate thease feelings. I hope you are doing good where you are. maybe you can put in a good word for me.. anyways dad,, happy fathers day.. miss you.. lots of love... bedrock

Accident
My son,27, was hit by a car on saturday monring in Birmingham AL. I will be flying down on Thursday and returning Tuesday the 17th. Please keep him in your prayers. He went thru the windshield, scratched up his face badly and tore his arm out of the socket. There were no internal injuries. See all of my friends soon.

King Of Kong...a Pocketfull Of Quarters
This film is a documentary on one man's quest to have the top score on the old coin op classic Donkey Kong. Not on one machine, but in the world. Why would you want to watch something like this you ask? Because it is absolutely brilliant. I grew up playing Donkey Kong, I know the pain they go thru. I never got to their levels, but I wasn't bad. The game is hard, there is no "pattern". There is a randomness to it that gets most players in the end. But this is a quest of Steve Wiebe. He was laid off, and decided that he was going to be the best, so bought a coin op machine for his house. He also had to help raise his kids, and do family things, and be an everyday type of guy. And he accomplishes it. He breaks the mark of 975000, sends in the video to the governing body, and waits for his accolades. Billy Mitchell is the old owner of the record, and he also is in charge of confirming that the boards haven't been tampered with. Amazingly, his friends find that they might have

In Need Of My Friends
well here we go, i will not b on here like usual, cause after i got hit on child support i cant afford anything, so im losin every thing, my place an all, but i will b on time to time, i just would like support from my friends, so one to under stand, someone to listen, so if any one wants to b there 4 me, not looking for help , but here an there would b nice , but just need friends right now, anyone can call or text me if they like, 706 889 2053, hope it gets better soon, hope to here from all my friends soon, thanks alot everyone here is special an like my family......~Mr. Tazzz~ Plzzzz repost Thank u

I'm Just About Done....
Here is what has happened yesterday I had a nervous breakdown due to my girlfriend went to the ER and she was still mad at me... she is giving me an ultimatum... and that is wrong... I don't know how much more I can take she told me today after talking to her friend again she thinks we should just be friends... That is how my life is going... It sucks!

Leaset Expensive Gas In Your Zip Code
This is pretty nifty. Yes, it even works in Hawaii ! Just enter your zip code in the site below, and it tells you which gas stations have the cheapest prices (and the highest) on gas in your zip code area. It's updated every evening. http://autos.msn.com/everyday/gasstations.aspx?zip=&src=Netx /autos.msn.com/everyday/gasstations.aspx?zip=&src=Netx> Be a good neighbor and pass this along.

I Was Tagged
Once you have been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird facts or habits about yourself. At the end you choose at least 5 people, listing their name. Don't forget to leave a comment with them, that says "you're it". You cant tag the person that tagged you. 1. I hate feet 2. I am obsessed with fantasy books (you know wizards, dragons, etc.) 3. I am very good at managing money (the little I have LOL) 4. I recycle everything that I can 5. I hate when people give me things, it makes me feel guilty 6. I love stuffed animals 7. I love being an Aunt 8. My car is awesome. Veronica is her name, she is a 1987 Nissan Sentra with 217,000 miles. A bit rough but a great girl :P 9. My favorite color is purple 10. I can tell the difference between male & female live bearing fish :P (guess what happens when you buy a girl fish and a boy fish lol)

Top 5 Favorite Ways To Waste Time
What are yours? 1. Surf the Web (of course) 2. Window shop stores I can't afford (keeps me from actually spending money) 3. Watch the History Channel or AMC 4. Play with the Dogs 5. Talk to friends on the phone

Free Stuff
We all love free stuff. Here is the only link you need for all your music and move downloads!! https://paydotcom.com/r/9895/khandy64/18459953/ Copy and paste link into your web browser. Feel free to let me know how you like the site.

Porn Has Completely Destroyed Me (as Posted On Craigslist - Not By Me)
There was a time - I'd say pre 1996 - when I would have tolerated a girl with an errant fat roll, a mildly problematic ass, or even non-porcelain veneered teeth. And come to think of it, I might have even green lighted a B cup chest. But with the installation of the high speed cable modem, alas, I am sad to say that those times have now passed. Now I only want - and will only solicit affection from - girls with killer porn star looks and behavior. I am ashamed and do not like what now stimulates me, but the Internet, with all of its quick fix, crack-like vices, has made me extraordinarily intolerant. Are you a Berkeley or NYU grad and a great conversationalist? Not important. Do you have a quirky sense of humor and a knack for cooking Asian cuisine? Don't care. Would you like to discuss the sub-text meaning of the whip sawed brush strokes of that Kandinsky painting at the Met? Fuck off. Be the source of a blood rush and make me throw a rod in my pants or k

All The Hard Work I Been Doing For Transplant List
Well I am so disapointed by all the hard work that I have been working on now for a year getting ready to be placed on the National Kidney Transplant List. I have been rung thru the the ringer and back, proded and poked and picked on anyway one could think of. Passing all the medical test and pshyc evaluation, getting my dental done, which hurt like hell, but Im thankfull for the dentist, Dr. Russell Coad, that I now dont fear smiling and it also had to be completed before the acceptance on the list. I knew they would run a drug screen, I wasnt worried about them finding cannibus in me, seeing that I have been open and honest about why I smoke and thats for medical reasons, not to just get high!!! FROM DAY ONE they knew I smoked, they were worried about the cocaine which I have not touched in years. Well now they will not put me on the National Kidney Transplant List, they say I have to go thru drug rehab, and stay clean a year before I get put on. I told them I will

Getting Over Someone...
I found this article, well letter to an advise columnist and I thought it was good advise. Also have read a few mumms lately about trying to get over someone so I thought this would help. The Hard Stuff: "I Can't Get Him Out of My Head" By Karen Karbo I've been married for eight years, I have a 5-year-old child -- and I'm madly in love with my colleague, who's also married. About two years ago, we had a month-long affair, but he wants to stay with his wife and barely talks to me now. Even though my husband and I get along, I don't feel anything for him anymore. It's been months since I've seen or talked to my colleague, but I think about him all day. Therapy and antidepressants haven't helped me let go of the man I'm in love with. Any tips? -- Anonymous, 33, Boston What you need to do is go on a man diet. Just as a regular diet involves cutting down on junk food, the man diet involves cutting down on thoughts of your colleague. So stop replaying your good old times tog

I'm Thinking It Was Beer #5...
that pushed me over the edge into "headache-ville"! I don't normally drink beer, although, I do like it, I don't like the fact it makes me have to pee every five minutes! So, putting two and two together I've come to the conclusion that peeing and drinking a diuretic depressant will eventually lead to dehidration resulting in my current condition..."a headache". Well duh! So that's what I get for self medicating my irritated state of mind at that particular time of night which resulted in drunk blogging! I have such the potty mouth when I drunk blog! I make no promises not to do it again, just not today...or tomarrow...or the next day... Going to go get some ibuprophen now... cheers! :)

Nsfw Auction Ends Tonight!
Now that the last auction winner has had his way with me, it's time for a new auction everyone! Guys & Gals, I need some fu-bucks, so i'm going to do a auction for one-time only viewing of my NSFW pics to the highest bidder. AUCTION RULES: Starting bid is 50,000 fu-bucks & each additional bid must increase by at least 10,000 fu-bucks. Bling pack-10,000 fu-bucks1 day Blast= 50,000 fu-bucks3 day Blast= 100,000 fu-bucks7 day Blast-200,000 fu-bucksTicker-250,000 fubucks30 day VIP= 350,000 fu-bucks3 month VIP-400,000 fu-bucks30 day Blast= 500,000 fu-bucksHappy Hour= 1,000,000 fu-bucks Winnings: - Allow you to view/rate my NSFW pics for 2 weeks- Own me for 2 weeks- Will rate 11's up to 100 pics- Fan & Rate Your Profile- 2 profile comments- 2 pic comments of my choice- 2 gifts of my choice*NOTICE*Any bidder who takes advantage/harasses me in any way, he/she will forfeit their winnings and will be turned over to the bouncers.Any side deals between bidders is accepted, but one one

The Vault ( From The Intern's Blog)
Check out the VAULT. WHY? Because a lot of you ask about skins, how to add music to your profile, etc. So, we've had this page up for awhile, and thought I'd finally nudge you that direction so you can check it out and get some cool links from it. You can find the link for the vault by the spot where you add stash!

The Prodigal Son
About 29 years ago, I lost something as precious to me as life itself. A son No, he didn't die. But it was just as bad, but I knew he still existed, and was alive. For extenuating reasons that will remain untold, I couldn't locate him. The last two days have been like a whirlwind. My son found me. As I was always certain he would. And now, he's coming home. I am simply awe struck. If you can imagine loosing a baby, the hell that fact becomes in your life. And the hell you imagine your baby going through,wondering about you. Regardless of who was right, and who was wrong way back when, a large part of my soul is coming home. I have been blessed.

I Need To Set Something Straight
recently - and briefly - my display name contained the phrase, "fooled again". i do not want anyone thinking that rich has upset me, hurt me, or treated me badly in any way. he hasn't, and he wouldn't. we have nothing but love for each other, nothing's coming between that. so what did i mean? i let myself hope for too much sometimes. i was having a bad day, in many areas of my life. i'm not happy right now, with where i live, my job, and numerous other circumstances. i'm working on all of it, but sometimes it's easier to enjoy denial, and think that things will be okay soon. when i realized that i was fooling myself, i got frustrated with myself, because it's my own fault. everything will be fine... just not right now.

Deep In My Dream
Deep in my Dream by LateNiteFantasy© as i slip my hand beneath to cup her breast her body shivers with delight. but even if this is a dream, I will enjoy it to the fullest this night a smile plays across my lips as my teeth start to show my body reacts to her touch, soft, rythmic and slow tis my dream we find ourselves diving deeper into the abyss lets seal this bond between us with just one little kiss as the hunger inside of me starts to increase i know my dear one laying beside me must be released, do not let the hunger take over, just a simple deed this moment is for ecstacy, not for me to feed i nibble on her bottom lip and release just a little blood just the one little taste starts up an orgasmic flood sweet nectar that it is, so fine, and so pure I use all my cunning wilds to tempt her with my lure no I will not harm thee, for it is only a dream but even as we dream this day, how real does it seem so I awake in another cold sweat, blood traced along my sh

Faith
I used to take my youngest daughter to greenhouses every spring and let her pick out flowers to pot. On the deck off my kitchen I always kept about 30 clay pots and wine barrels of various sizes filled with flowers. It was always a fun thing for us and she loved caring for them during the warmer months. When she was four, I tried to steer her towards perennials but the color of the annuals always caught her eye. That year, when we had filled all the pots we had a small bunch of anemones left. I told her I would buy another pot, but she insisted on planting them 10 feet up on the weedy hillside off the back deck, near when we grew peppermint. She said, “This way you can see them from the kitchen window every year!” I explained to her that it was not the best location for them, and that they would only be there a couple months at the most, but she had her heart set on and so we worked to get the rocky WV clay dug up, added some potting soil, and planted them. That was 13 years ag

Sometimes...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, fla

Some Of The Best Stuff
Some of the best stuff in the world are -My kids running around playing and giggling. -My kids running up to me and giving me a hug when i get home. -Being need from others and loved. -Making you're kids smile from ear to ear. Anyways, just wanted to share some of the best stuff in my life are! As always thanks for reading Love, Mysti

Thank You :) Time For The Party...
I just wanted to say thanks to you guys... those of you that got my happy hour for me. That was a lot of hard work by many of us. I was thinking of scheduling it for my birthday. I'm not sure if I want the recognition or not now. lmaooooooooo I just don't celebrate my birthdays. I haven't in a very long time. *shrugs* Just another day, right? I AM hoping that this happy hour will get me to or very CLOSE to godmama. That would be the bday present I have been seeking for a couple of months now. (I haz been on a mission.) Anyway, the one requirement that has been made is after 8 pm EST (5 fubar time). So, whatever time gets the most votes is the time I will choose... don't wait too long, or it may be too late. 8-p (Sarcasm) Anyway, mucho gracias to all that helped!!!! Much love to all and have a great night. (Feel like I need to follow up with a "ho ho ho") ~Tharna~ PS... We still need to "finish off" Wurtle Dee Do. As if Harleyman needs any help with that. 8-p Here's her lin

Week From Hell
It's only Wednesday, and this week already sucks. Work has just been a bitch. Nothing works right, including half of the fucking staff. Point #1: we have what's called verification scales. When we are filling a prescription, we first scan the label of the script we're filling, then scan the barcode on the bottle to verify we have the right drug. There are 2 of these handy little devices for speedy filling...but only one of them works. Point #2: No incoming faxes, which makes for really pissy customers and even pissier doctors. Point #3: No air conditioning. It's 90 fucking degrees outside, and the a/c in the pharmacy dies. So we have a box fan to circulate hot air around. Oooh...aaaah. Point #4: My doctors' office has moved, but not to where they claim to be. Now I try to keep my visits to a minimum, mainly just to review my lab work I have to have done 3 to 4 times a year. I wake up yesterday with a sore throat, no biggie. Today it's a MAJOR sore throat with a

This World Is No Place For Angels
This world is no place for Angels by LateNiteFantasy© cast profane upon tempest's heavings spilntered glimpses tool fresh grievings raped raw senses strive surrender only gaining more pretenders clawing this hell's corrupted dust weapons only faith and trust meat for the table her soul is offered partake they do from every coffer with torment's end within her grasp false savior's promise steals last gasp

My Pumkin!
I picked up my Pumkin from school today. she got back from her 3 day trip. i was so excited when she got off the bus. :] and leave it up to Ruby to be on the phone with me and call dibs on saying hi to her first lol!

Destined Kiss
Destined Kiss by LateNiteFantasy© wrapped in your arms, you tell me you love me as i gaze into your eyes, i reply you are my everything, all i need that you are the moon in my starlit sky you bend your head down, and your lips meet mine we kiss for what seems an eternity our tongues creating a passion divine feeling as if defying gravity our tongues dance together in perfection our souls collide through our mouths, together creating unseen, yet felt connection i just wish this kiss could be forever as the union ends, our lips slowly part i know i've left you a piece of my heart.

The Taste Of Her Kiss
The Taste Of Her Kiss by LateNiteFantasy© The sweet taste of her kiss I have come to adore For its candy-like flavor Keeps me begging for more It's a morsel of love A pure delight and a treat It gives succulent moments When our tongues seem to meet It fills me with passion That is moist with desire It's a loving sensation And fuel to my fire I'm spellbound by its magic And those nibbles of love I'm intrigued by its pleasure For It's all I dream of So enriched with excitement I lust for its touch It's a soft tender gift That overwhelms me so much With its lingering joy My heart seems to skip But I relish this treasure As it touches my lip It has a blend of seduction I could never resist I'm enslaved to the power And the taste of her kiss

Update
My husband and I are working things out so the divorce is no longer. Yes I am happy, thank you for asking. It amazes me though how many people either got angry or are no longer speaking with me because of it...maybe i need to make new friends, but I cant do anything about my family. 20 years...we must have been doing something right...we just have to find out what that is and go from there...so wish us love and life...but no negatives okay...im tired of negatives. Love from the Luv Fairy

Let Me
Let Me by LateNiteFantasy© Let me soothe your soft skin With the tip of my tongue As I creep up your thighs While the night is still young Let me dip in your juice While caressing your clit Let me lap your sweet walls As I plunge in a bit Let me turn up the heat And arouse your desire As I soak in your hole Of hot liquid fire Let me butter your lips As you quiver and sigh In a spasm of cum From your sexual high Let me moisten your flame From more then a lick As I stroke you all night With my sweet dick And when it's all over And it cums to an end Let me double the dose And then work it again

Addicted Thoughts
Addicted Thoughts by LateNiteFantasy© To the chocolate melting in my mouth And sometimes my hands To the sweet and salty taste of a lover's sweat The warmth of another's hot breath on my skin After we have kissed, caressed and given in Addicted I am to sultry love makin TO the valley's north and south I dip my tongue and search I not only slither there, but lurch In eagerness I lurch to find my...oh To find that erotic spot of pure pleasure There I will linger for a moment or two Until all desires, fantasies and dreams spew I am indeed ADDICTED..

And At The Wire
And at the Wire by LateNiteFantasy© HORSE RACE Line up In lane 1. Passionate Lady In lane 2. Bare Belly In lane 3. Silk Panties In lane 4. Conscience In lane 5. Jockey Shorts In lane 6. Clean Sheets In lane 7. Thighs In lane 8. Big Dick In lane 9. Heavy Bosom In lane 10. Merry Cherry AND THEY’RE OFF! Conscience is left behind at the gate. Jockey Shorts and Silk Panties are off in a hurry. Heavy Bosom is being pressured. Passionate Lady is caught between Thighs and Big Dick is in a dangerous spot. AT THE HALFWAY MARK: It’s Bare Belly on top, Thighs open and Big Dick is pushing in. Heavy Bosom is being pushed hard against clean Sheets. Passionate Lady and Thighs are working hard on Bare Belly. Bare Belly is under terrific pressure from Big Dick. AT THE STRETCH: Merry Cherry pops under the strain. Bare Belly is making a final push. Big dick is in and Passionate Lady is coming. AT THE FINISH: It’s Big Dick

Silky
Silky by LateNiteFantasy© Breezes blowing through an opened window The sounds of soft sleep breathing of two lovers...exhausted. Her hair halos her head His tan, soft skin touches her leg With an occassional moan..and nothing more dreams flood both of them with desire left over from last night. He moves closer to her and holds her close in his sleep. She cuddles in, so that her breasts mold to his chest. During sleep they meet They kiss, interlocking lips and mouths soft and wet on skin. Tasting essence that remain. Sweet, but dried...formed at the corners of their lips. She licks and wakes slightly to feel an erect member against her leg Gently, she reaches to touch him. He stirs ever so slightly with a smile. She scoots down under the silk sheets and kisses him there. He turns on his back so that she has easy access to his member. She accepts him into her mouth..warm, wet mouth. He wakes groggily, and pushes her head down on it. Sucking softly and yet fi

Things In General
Sometimes I get to feeling like that people only seem to like me is for the novelty of my art. When that wears off I am abandon yet again and wondering why that no one really takes the time to Know me. Maybe I am ranting for no reason but I am not a novelty I am a person with feelings. I do not want anything from anyone save maybe for someone to just say hi now and then without reason.

Bullies Are A Waste Of Breath
There's this fat guy at work who seems to love throwing crap at me at lunch just because I like to read alone. I understand the need for attention, but he just does it for a cheap laugh. I'd love more than anything to throw a damned chair at the fat f*** and tell him to eat a d**k, but that would just get ME in trouble. *le sigh* I guess I'll just have to read somewhere else if he's going to be a child about it. Pretty big indication of who my friends really are, as he gets the whole damned table to laugh by bothering me. To hell with these illiterate morons. When I'm making better money by knowing more and getting a better job (and trust me, this douchebag is making the search for a better job that much easier), I'll have to find this fatass and throw something at him and tell HIM to get a better job.

I Don't Know
...if I showed you guys this or not. That would be Jeff after a very traumatizing experience at one of the stores he runs. First time I saw it, I damn near laughed till I shit myself. For the 2 people that read this, sleep well and nighty night.

Thursday And Friday Only - Skinz For Bux
After recently offering skins in exchange for rates, I've been asked to offer them for fubucks. So, here's the deal...TWO DAYS ONLY...for Thursday and Friday (the 12th and 13th). I will be offering custom skins today and tomorrow, in exchange for 250k in fubucks. This is the exchange rate of $5 cash, and as each of them take an hour or two to complete (sometimes more than that), I feel this is pretty fair. If you would like to order one, please fupal the amount above times the number of skins you'd like to order (you may order them as a gift for someone else) and I will reply with the information that will be needed to create your skin. PLEASE have a general idea in mind (at least) so that when I get to yours you have some input. I really don't enjoy it when people say "Make what looks good to you", as everyone's taste is not the same. It's MUCH easier for me to work with a plan in mind than to toss ideas to the wind. Anyone wishing to participate in this offer should do so b

Undying Emotion
Its like an arrow through your heart. It can Feel so right but so wrong. WE all are in love or have experienced it rips us apart but yet makes us feel so good inside. They say if its true set it free if it comes back its meant to be . not in all cases sometimes it can just be another experience to get over . Love is blind Love hurts love is everything but all of what it seems at times . People say the word to say it to make someone else feel good but they don't know what they are doing if they don't mean it . Some lie Some Cheat Some Play But they always get caught in there own mess by slipping up or not caring enough to tell u whats happened or what is going on now. Love is a two way street Both People must feel it for love to prosper . Its unconditional. Love is not Lust or wanting to just be with someone else its a feeling that does not ever die Thats True Love

Fubar Relapse
So I stopped using this site for a good while, but now that I am only working one job instead of 2, I've gotten back into the habit of this site. Not sure if this is a good thing or not. Either way, I need to find myself another "real" job by the fall. I just figured I'd spend the summer working my part-time job (now working it full-time) since I got laid off. The past year of working 70 hours a week was exhausting, but I'm really starting to miss the money. Good thing I got all these Fu-bucks ;p

Things I've Learned...
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones wit

Stolen Pics Message Warning !!!!!
DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK THAT IS PROVIDED IN THE EMAIL. IT WILL TAKE YOU TO A FAKE FUBAR LOGIN DESIGNED TO STEAL YOUR PASSWORD AND LOGIN INFO AND WILL TAKE OVER YOUR ACCOUNT!!! DELETE THE MESSAGE AND PASS THIS AROUND!!!

My Hip 2
It is now Thursday, and my hip is still sore. I went to the chiro yesterday, and that helped some. He put the electro stimuli on me, and an adjustment, and it felt pretty good yesterday. Today, its sore again. I'm back to work, so we'll see how it holds up. My boss is a jackass, and gave me a few long tickets, so if it starts to hurt after, I'm going home

Starrstruck...one Amazing Friend
Show him all the love you can as he tries to level back to Fu-King! §NIPER25 to Life! This message brought to you by: StarrStruck25 to Life! (repost of original by 'StarrStruck! Proud Member of 25 to Life & Club F.A.R.' on '2008-06-12 07:59:37')

Matchbox 20 "bent"
If I fall along the way Pick me up and dust me off And if I get too tired to make it Be my breath so I can walk If I need some other love Give me more than I can stand And when my smile gets old and faded Wait around I'll smile again Shouldn't be so complicated Just hold me and then Just hold me again Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent If I couldn't sleep could you sleep Could you paint me better off Could you sympathize with my needs I know you think I need a lot I started out clean but I'm jaded Just phoning it in Just breaking the skin Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent Start bending me It's never enough I feel all your pieces Start bending me Keep bending me until I'm compl

Irs Scam
› The Gleaner › Gleaner News IRS warns of e-mail scam Special to The Gleaner Thursday, June 12, 2008 The Internal Revenue Service warns there may be a scam waiting in your e-mail inbox that looks very official but is dangerous to you and your computer. "We're getting reports of people receiving an e-mail that appears to come from the IRS and tells recipients to respond to get their 2008 Economic Stimulus Refund," said Jodie Reynolds, IRS spokesperson for Indiana and Kentucky. STORY TOOLS * E-mail story * Comments * iPod friendly * Printer friendly related linksMore Gleaner News * Speed dating * Think fast * Riverfront funding Reynolds says there are three things the IRS needs people to remember: - The IRS never sends unsolicited e-mails about your taxes. - If you get a scam e-mail, don't access any links or attachments. If you have filed a 2007 federal tax return with the IRS, you don't need to do anything else to ge

Trick Or Treat
It was in the fall months,she came to this town,the goblins set out on their stumps,The witches flying in trees and the black cats preying upon the fall color leaves.This town was all to new for her.Friends of friends carried her from there to here.She had been eyeing her friend's brother for months now,but never wanted to speak of just how horny he made her.His soft whisper.The gentle touch of her hand.And he always manage at least once to kiss upon it.Looking up at her to see her reaction as he did so.The mark of a true gentleman as she thought to herself.He was hot,desirable,with his dark completion,his hard core body.His dark hair,flowing to his butt,eyes brown,heated from inside.Her thoughts taking his hair,and pulling him on top of her.Her desires for him grew everyday,yet how would she come on to him without being a whore.yet at this point,a whore way would be so tasty. She ended up living with her fr

Whatnots N Whosits
i've been working a lot lately i think there was a slow build up of internet over stimulation coupled with more work to be done. so i disappeared from most places for a bit. things have been interesting/good as of late animating things, J3's ramp up for her gallery opening in august *wewt!*, got seeds in the ground for a container garden, seeds didnt grow so i'm going to retry with a different/ less from a book method this time. hrmmm... i recently got a buncha stuff from amazon. stuff that i'm calling the 'survive' LA summer items. a gas'less battery backup for when the rolling brownouts hit in july, a food dehydrator cause i constantly crave beef jerky in the summer, some survival books that i use to own but gave away so i rebought em, a mini hand crank battery charger that you can plug cell phones and similar small times into, and a very awesome inlakesh cd. i still plan on getting some battery powered fans, a big metal cooler for camping, and other camping re-supply items

My Peeeeeeeeves!
Assholes that think they know everything without even giving you a chance to explain yourself, people who keep the change without letting you give them what you feel is right for a tip, smokers that come in to my office to talk to me after a smoke break to ask me how im doing, arrggg, fucking tic tac break much? Bosses that yell so loud the nerve in their brain stays stuck on swoll, people who borrow money and never pay it back, SUICIDE as i consider it taking the chicken shit way out, flakes, bitches that wear to much war paint and bathe in strong ass tabu purfumes, shit talkers, people with bad breath, drunks that attempt to hit on you at a bar and do more spitting and stepping on your toes then trying to impress you, oh yeah and let me take a minute to tell you, the smell of mixed alki and piss just dont mesh well with the look into my eyes and let me buy you a drink routine! Continuing on, bitches that wont stand up to their man, the yes men, military boys that wanna fuck you so ha

Alcoholism
Demons did come... June 12 2008 4:25pm Okay I went through alot of changes. I haven't been on thoughts for awhile now. I have been occupied by facebook and fubar.com. Now, I need thoughts more than ever. I recently got myself into trouble. Team Padam (Pauline & Adam) we moved out of the parents in law place at the end of May. On May 31, we celebrated with some Champagne at first, than I started to work on the Beer, and played the Wii while doin' this. Adam went to bed, and I stayed up continued to play the Wii and contunied to have more and more drinks...I got into the sweet water, or moonshine...Than I got into my head that I could make a cat house for Barnabas and his new step-brother Paul. I got out a steak knife and started to hack away, while I woke up Adam and he came out, and asked what the hell I was doin'...So he went back to bed, and I went into the kitchen...I remember cuttin' my left wrist twice...but I don't remember the other two that I did on my left...no

Starrstrucks Very 1st Happy Hour
TONIGHT AT 8 PM FUBAR TIME 11 PM EASTERN STARRSTRUCK IS HAVING HIS VERY FIRST HAPPY HOUR WHATS UNUSUALL ABOUT THIS HAPPY HOUR?? THE MAN HAS DEDICATED IT TO ME !! TRYING TO HELP ME LEVEL BACK TO FU KING THIS IS GENEROUSITY I HAVE NEVER BE SHOWN IF YOU DONT ALREADY KNOW HIM YOU NEED TO!! THIS ACT OF GENEROUSITY DESERVES TO BE PAID BACK 10 FOLD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SHOW THIS FRIEND SOME LOVE DURING HIS FIRST HAPPY HOUR StarrStruck! Proud Member of 25 to Life! This Bulliten brought to you by yours truly ©!!!SNIPER!!!® PRO GUN CONTROL...I CONTROL ALL MY GUNS

More Thoughts...
Have you ever felt like you are invisable to all existance and the only time you are acknowledge is when someone wants something from you? I've been feeling like that a lot lately. I'm tired of being everyone's doormat. If someone needs something, i drop what i'm doing and go and help them. Or I spend hours listening to their problems and help them with their problems but when i need someone to talk to, I've got no one. My job is the worst at doing it. I'm the lowest of all the managers and I'm still getting paid for a service leader...when they need something, whether i have gotten a lot of sleep or not, i drop what i'm doing or have planned and go into work. How fair is that? I feel like i have the most open availability out of all the managers and I'm the doormat for them. With friends, i mostly have guy friends. I understand that they have raging hormones and all they want to do is get laid. But, I am not a ho and want to get fucked all the time. I dont even ha

Beware
THIS LIST IF FOR HOSTS THAT EITHER DO NOT PAY UP ON CONTESTS OR HAVE A HABIT OF DELETING OR PLAYING FAVORITES WITH THE ONES IN THEM! Mark11779@ fubar HAS A HABIT OF LETTING CERTAIN PEOPLE TO TAKE AS LONG AS THEY WANT IN HIS GIVEAWAYS TO COMPLETE. YET HAS DELETED TWO CONFEDS ONE HAD ONLY 2K LEFT TO GET HIS DONE THE OTHER HAD 28K LEFT TO GET HERS I KNOW WHAT YOUR GONNA SAY HE GAVE THEM EXTRA TIME BUT WHY IS HE DELETING SOME AND LETTING OTHERS CONTINUE UP TO 6 WEEKS?? I WILL NOT BOMB ANYONE WHO HAS A GIVEAWAY OR CONTEST THIS MAN IS HOSTING NOR WILL I GIVE HIM ANY POINTS IN ANYWAY! ~TINYTEARS69~GREETER ANDRECRUITER FOR THE LOLLIPOPSHOP~~LOLLIPOPGURLZCLUB~~@ fubar THIS ONE OWES QUITE A FEW HAPPY HOURS FOR A CONTEST SHE HAD AND IF ANYONE COMPLANS OR HAS COMPLAINED ABOUT NOT GETTING THIER PRIZES SHE HAS THREATENED THEY WILL NEVER GET THEM.SHE HAS ALSO STATED THAT SHE HAS 45 DAYS FROM THE CONCLUSION TO AWARD SUCH PRIZES PER FUBARS BIBLE OR HANDBOOK AS SHE CALLS IT! AS WE

Night Fear
Night Fear by LateNiteFantasy© I'm running through my nightmare I can't seem to catch my breath Whatever the Hell is chasing me Surely intends my death I can't see where I'm going I don't know where I've been My heart is pounding like a drum And my muscles are on fire I've no idea what I'm running from And things are seeming mighty grim A deathly chill fills my soul And the light is getting dim A glance behind me shows teeth & shadows I can feel the rumble of it's fearsome tread I can sense the beast behind me My thoughts are filled with dread My legs are moving faster But I think I'm slowing down The panting of my pursuer stirs the air around my head Somewhere in the pit of my soul I know it's just a dream But until I wake I'll tell you my friend I ain't about to stop.

True Love
To all my freinds on here will still say hey and hello to all but let it be known that my heart belongs to mystic a.k.a on fubar I am very much in love with her and want to spend the rest of my life with her.

A Big Thank You To All!
I would like to give a big THANK YOU to EVERYONE who helped me Godmother a.k.a GodMilfii! It was a long journey but I couldn't have done without the help and persistence of some very special people...when people complain about the FU to me, all I do is sit back and think of the WONDERFUL people who showed TONS AND TONS of LOVE on my page and know that it is all worth it!! It would be IMPOSSIBLE to thank each and every person who helped me along the way since there were so many but I HAVE to give SHOUTS to very special people who gave all that they had to make this lil dream of mine come true hehehe :D First I would like to thank my FU BAD B*TCHES, Stang, Samantha, Fornicates, Ryot and Chaos for puting up with my whiny butt through my two years on the FU! I LOVE YOU BISHES and I said RAWRRRRRRR! My famliy, Phoenix, Twaune, Sweets, Ben Dover, Mz. Naughty, Da Maine Man, Qtazabutton, Mz. Mic, Xena,Wonder Woman, Paul (RAWR) and many many more for all the BLING, BULLIES and RA

P N K
I just got back from a taste testing. What is that, you ask? Its a company, called Peryam and Kroll, that does product testing for various product companies. So here's a procedure: -they call you and give you a phone interview to see if you qualify (I always do, since I answer "yes" to all questions) -you pick a date for testing -you go to their building where you sign in and wait til they call you and people from your group out -you go into a room where they give you a sample of whatever food it is -you fill out a form with various questions about the sample -you do the same thing with all samples -you back to the lobby, and they give you moneys for the testing I've been doing testing with them for around 5 yrs now, and probably got alltogether around 500 bux. Stuff I've eaten before it even came out: pasta (mmm, 4 plates for 50 bux), Stride gum (before it came out), Smirnoff Raspberry Vodka, Fries, Smirnoff Blackberry somethin (don't recall the name, will

My Biggest Pet Peeve On Here!
I hate down-raters.. Simply because I: A. Told them they can't view my NSFW pictures just because they are 'shouting' me for permission. B. I won't give them my yahoo screen name to 'cyber' with them. C. Because I didn't get to their shout quick enough. What the heck. There are some real assholes on here.

Run Away Dwellings.
Deep in Europe, A place where they fled, Hiding are two souls, Whom most think are dead. At night some hear laughing As they play hide 'n' seek; Running through the night, And crossing the creek. Some hear whispers As they softly talk, Playing in the woods, And taking their walk. Cracking sticks, A soft yellow glow, Shadows are seen, But few truely know. Some think "Apparitions!" Others say "Who knows?" It could be true, For they are wandering souls. But souls that have warmth, And are together everyday, And roam the cities, And with children they play. Spinning in circles, Knowing they won't be found, Going so fast, They seem to lift off the ground. The story of their past, Is purposly untold. They ran away, Waiting for life to unfold. Away they went, Away from home, Caught a midnight flight, And decided to see Rome. The reasons why Nobody knows, Even though some wonder, It never gets told. Loving the cards life handed, They

I Love You...
Love is always the hardest thing to say No one knows what it really means Maybe an expression to show that you care Or maybe a word that people use Just to be using it But when I say it to you Its from the heart So it means that much more I say it to you Because I do I do love you No one has ever made me feel like this I feel like Im back in high school With an 9th grade crush You make me happy Full of joy, Full of love How do you feel about this? Do you feel something special inside? Im hoping you do Because I do I do love you It hurts when Im away from you When I dont talk to you I feel my world has ended My heart has shattered My blood flows no more My brain stops My body shuts down Its so much I wanna tell you But dont know how But then again I do I do love you...

If I Was Ur Gurl!!!
if i was your girl this is the girl i would be to you I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss..

A Poem I Wrote
for the one that i love..... BEFOR A DREAM laying there trying not to think of the empty space next to me finding your sent over and over deep in my sheets never fading breathing intensely in and out the sent saturated in my mined the fealings of wanting you here to be the distroyer of all my fears sloly drifting in to a coma of sleep only to dream the sent..... THE DREAM opening my eyes i see you there lying on your side breathing in and out i reach over and rap my arm around you softly kissing your back hopeing to not wake you so picefull you look i cant help but stare watching you move to your back hands placed on your chest as it moves up and down sloly deeply i inhale wanting to never forget you. sloly i drift back to sleep and in a dream i dream of you there holding me close my head resting on your chest.... AFTER A DREAM the day brakes its not to early and i reach over to find the emptly

Written In Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: 'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE' THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?' THE FRIEND REPLIED 'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHE RE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT.' LEARN TO

In The Woods.....
For those Kinksters that live in or near the northwest. Have I got the thing for you! It's called ITW ( In The Woods) it's a weekend of fun , friends, kink, and camping! There are classes, demo's , presenters and kinky vender's. So come on out and make some new friends! to register and get more info, go to http://itw2005.triskeli.org/

Haven't Been Here..sorry
Hey guys. Just wanted to let people know what's going on with me. I'm still having a hard time dealing with stuff with my girls and my daughter's issues with being bipolar. It's gotten better though, she's on new meds and they seem to be working somewhat. She'll be starting school next month. So I'm excited. Physically, I'm doing a little better. I'm losing weight fast it seems, working my butt off and really watching what I eat. Which is really helping how I feel. I've gone organic on a lot of things, cut out my soda, and don't eat anything greasy or fried barely anymore. I might eat Chickfila once every 2 weeks for kids night for my daughter...but that's pretty much the most unhealthy thing I eat. And it's working. And I'm in love. My high school boyfriend, my first love, is back in my life. I honestly dreamed about this day coming, never really thought it would. But it has. We pretty much picked up where we left off and it's like we never parted. He's still in PA, which is

I Crave You
I Crave You My soul sings. Of restless nights with you. Of the many things that our passions brings. Of the sexual things we will do. My heart pines. With a climatic mind. Of erotic dreams we'll find. Climaxing,time after time. My body swoons. With our bodies in tuned. For I Crave You. And all that you do. My mind sees dreams. Of your lovely naked body. Sending erotic screams. Positioned willingly before me. Our spirits measure the ultimate pleasures. Our minds long to touch. As we search for those beautiful treasures. Each of our parts,love so much. My arms miss that hypnotic feel. Of passions that are experienced for real. When the addictions of our bodies become fullfilled. That's why "I Crave You"

150 Days
In 150 days I will be your sidekick,you lover,your partner..I will set beside you on the sofa,Hug you,hold you,and kiss those lips.I will,touch you,hold your hand.I will laugh with you,cry with you.I will wake up to you,and go to sleep with you.No more will I be without you.When I have a dream,I will be able to tell you about it,and when a nightmare awakes us,we can hold the other.Soon,I will set across form you,while having breakfast,that I have cook.And smile because you are the best part of my life.Soon,I will be able to take walks with you.Set out on the deck with you,and talk of the morrows.I will be able,to rub your tired,shoulders,and carrass your weary soul.Soon,I will be with you,and you with me.In 150 days,wow I will become your wife,for real,but whos counting.

Your Night At The Bar....
You walk into a bar and look around, seeing a rough looking crowd you hesitate for a moment, but then the need for a drink overcomes any objections your brain raised. You walk to the bar and order a double rum and coke; knocking it back in one swallow, you order the same again. After three doubles you finally sit down and begin to enjoy and savor your fourth drink. As you look around a group of men catch your eye. You look at them and shudder as you think how rough and sort of dangerous they looked. Before realizing you were staring you attract the group’s attention. Two men (a big one and a shorter one) walk across the bar room towards you. Your previous drinks are beginning to really hit you now and fear washes over you as you wonder if there was “something” added to your drinks. The big man stands in front of your bar stool and looks at you. The shorter man walks past you and stands behind you. The man facing you grabs a hold of your head and kisses your lips, crushing his own li

The Dance
The Dance by LateNiteFantasy© We dance in the night, you in scarlet sheath, Bodies swaying, so close I feel your heart Beat fast and faster, your sweet, fragrant breath Lingers warm and inviting. Then we start A slow, passionate rhythm, to the beat Of distant music drifting on the strand, There for other lovers. In the fierce heat Of a tropical night, you press your hand Into mine, come to me insistent, we're Face to face, hips to hips, lips gently touch, Whisper words that only hearts can hear. The message clear, the urgency too much To ignore, we fall together and give In to the primal need for which we live.

Friday The 13th
Ok, so Friday the 13th usually isn't a bad day for me. Normally I have good luck. I know, it's all superstition, but still. Anyways, today was just a day from hell. I got a new a/c today and I plugged it in.. it worked for like 2 hours, then blew everything in my apartment. Blew 2 fuses, changed them to brand new ones. NOTHING. I have a friend who's an electrician go to my place and FINALLY figured out what was wrong.. I need all new wiring and everything. He did get it working, but he advised us to 1) make the landlord change all the wiring, breakers, everything, or 2) move. Trying to make the land lord do anything is like trying to make pigs fly. She's really nice, but when it comes to fixing anything, blah. Well, that's not even the best part. We couldn't get a hold of the land lord until 10pm tonight, and our power was off since 2pm. I'm at my mom's now cause I can't live without a/c, but thats BS. We tried 3 different numbers for her, tried called her husband, tried calling

Please Take A Minute To Meet Keith!
I want to introduce you to a very special person. This is Keith. He has leased me for a month. Yes, I am definitely one lucky lady! It will be such a hardship showing this sweet man a lot of love. He is such a wonderful friend and a great man to know. He is one of the most generous people I have ever met. If you don’t already have him r/f/a please take a few minutes and head to his page. I promise you will not meet a finer man. Rate, fan, add, and bling him. Show him some Fu-Love. You won’t regret it he always shows it back. Be sure to tell him that AngelGurl sent you. KEITH- FOUNDER/OWNER CLUB UNITED-SIN WAGON DRIVER@ fubar Made with love by: AngelGurl@ fubar Sharp Dressed ManBy ZZ Top

I'm Happy...i'm Feeling Glad......
WELL I AM FINALLY CONTENT WITH MY LIFE,GOT BACK WITH MY EX AND EVERYTHING IS WAY FUCKING BETTER THAN I EVER THOUGHT IT COULD BE!!! WE TALK MORE,WERE MORE OPEN,MORE AFFECTIONATE,MORE EVERY THING...I'M JUST FINALLY FUCKING HAPPY AGAIN!!!!!!!!

Team 3 - Cinda Aka Whispers Haunt Me In My Dreams Just Got Her Halo
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. PLEASE PUT FU-ANGEL IN THE COMMENT BOX WHEN YOU ADD THESE LADIES. IF THE PROFILE IS BLOCKED PLEASE LEAVE A PRIVATE COMMENT LETTING THEM KNOW YOU WANT TO BE A FU ANGEL. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVEL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire" HOME OF THE FU-ANGEL'S~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~I HOOK UP THE PIC'S ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ~Ms Taz~*~Owned By King Domino~*~Fu-Angel~*~{SHADOW LEVELER} Karena2001 ~~@~~Fu-Angel~~@~~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay

Snapvine? Guestbook?
I have Both!!! So you should sign My guest book and leave me a Snapvine Message!! I'll do yours in return as soon as I get a chance, But for now I'm sad that I only have 5 snapvine messages :( Please lol see I was polite even lol oh and yes I'm bored :P

What's In A Dream
What's in a Dream by LateNiteFantassy© Dreams are our soul, our fantasies; they give us insight to our past and our future. Dreams are what keep us alive. Sometimes they revile to us the ones we are destined to be with, other times they show us our fears, but always what is true. People believe that dreams control us, but we actually control them, they are our inner selves. Our minds are so warped at the end of the day that we drop into bed just to go into fantasies and be who ever we want to be, but always are we the hero. The Hero in our dreams is ether ourselves or someone very close. Must people who are the victim in their dreams try to act the hero in real life, but sometimes this gets the hurt or worst, death. Those who are the heroes are the small and weak in real life, but always the one who has the answers. People who are both come to grip with their fears and nightmares. But in the end dreams are what make us who we are and what we do in life. Dreams are our life, fanta

A Whole Summer Alone....
As of 10 am june 14th my girls drove off with their dad to spend the summer with him in Mississippi, which is 2000 miles away from me. I have not spent more than a week without them since they were born. I am dying inside and will be alone for the whole summer. I do have a couple fun things planned and i'm sure i will be okay, i have to be. But I will be here on Fubar so all my friends I am calling on you for some emotion support and just some good convo. I am not expecting it but would really appreciate it. The next couple dys will be the worst for me and I will be in and out but I will be here for the most part, so feel free to show some love shout at me whatever. Show me why I love this site! Love you all xoxoxoxoxo

The Aching
I have had many loves in my life,yet I have never really loved.I went through themotions,the feelings,and yet never gain a smile.That special touch,that care,the sharing or feeling of really being needed.You know the kind that makes you smile,or makes you cry all at the same time.I went through the dialy life,thinking there could be,someone out there for me.to give me what I seek.I have went through many miles,travel many roads,I have settle down,been a wife,a mother,and never a lover.I have cook the meals,wash the clothes,and feel what I was suppose to,but never felt at all.I have shared my life,and yet kept me as a whole in the dark.As I set here among the clouds.Feeling empty,a lost.To share the world what time I have left.with you ,was and is my dreams.But in my dreams,I am lost,in my soul,I am sadden,and the only emotions is the need to be there with you.It is a pain that doesnt go away.It wakes me up,devours my senses.aches my ever need.Fills my heart,and spit me out and throws

Spiritualism
All religions are precious pearls strung on the golden thread of divinity. -Samael Aun Weor If we as humans would only see that ALL religion is nothing more than our way as people to understand that which in beyond understanding, to comprehend that which is beyond comprehension, then there would truly be peace. True peace and wisdom comes from within. We must all peel away these layers of stuff blocking us from joining with the Divine.

This Is Written By Latenitefantasy(enjoy)
The fruit is offered to him - a tribute for all he’s endured. Not payment; because nothing could approach the value of what he has given. Just a gift, brought to him with a bow and lowered gaze in gratitude and respect. He wants to proceed slowly, to savor. It’s been so long since he’s been given an offering of this quality. He’s starving and exhausted Worked into a state of utter deprivation. Her soul urges him: Take it Claim it Use what you need. It’s all for you, every bit. He lifts it from the altar of her love The husk parts easily under his thumbs and nectar runs out over the split coating his hands in fresh sweetness. The tender inner flesh is pink and glistening. Enticing. The scent is a powerful drug drawing him in. He pulls it up and into his mouth, addicted after the first taste. He plunges in, fiercely devouring the tribute. The juice runs down his face splashes against his chest covering him in its organic goodness: The smell,

Why?
this is something a wrote a long time ago the date is 10-20-05 why does it seem like as soon as the pain stops theres always another fight or a lie ending in sobs if you loved me really why did you do it thats just kindof silly then you got mad and threw a fit when really you were wrong you did the dirty deed and sang her that love song and even planted your seed why do you keep hurting what once wasent enough so you keep flirting so twice you try my love but end of round two you did one last thing and lied about it too had a little fling this all could have been prevented if you'd shut up and listen i warned you of her intention but i was wrong, but look in the end you tried to excuse it as jealous now you see that i was right and she came between us you were blind as night this is hard to deal with dont know whether to cry or throw a fit but ill try its all i can do the damage is already done was it worth it to you do you feel you won are

Thanx For All Your Help Guys...
OMG! Guess What? Guess What?....YaY....I Won!!! I woke up to a message from our awesome contest host Jude.... And the Winners are: First place: DJ Wild Second place: Vampchylde Third Place: Dr@gonMaster Congrats to all three and thank you to everyone who participated and helped :) *So I myself would like to thank everyone and give congrats to those that won with me too. Special Thanks to the following people who truly busted their behinds in comment bombing....You guys rock... 1. Delicious 2. Rebel 3. Pooh 4. Baby Girl 5. Bonz 6. Dusk 7. Mistr3ss

R.i.p. Eddie 6-14-08
THIS MORNING A CLOSE FRIEND OF THE FAMILY PASSED AWAY DUE TO A GUN SHOT WOUND TO THE FACE AND ONE TO THE STOMACH.. HE LEAVES BEHIND A WIFE AND THE BEUTIFUL KIDS. I JUST WANNA SAY WHEN YOU THINK YOUR MAKING THE RIGHT CHOICE FOR SOME QUICK CASH, IT CAN BE THE MOST DANGEROUS CHOICE THAT ANYONE PERSON CAN MAKE.. WHEN SOMEONE IS STRUGGLING TO FIGHT TO KEEP THEIR FAMILY IN GOOD HEALTH AND TO MAKE SURE THERE IS A ROOF OVER THEIR HEADS, SELLING DRUGS ISN'T THE RIGHT THING TO DO... WE LOST A FRIEND AND A BROTHER TODAY AFTER BEING IN ICU SINCE SATURDAY AND FOR HIS WIFE NOT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM TILL SHE GOT A SHOCKING PHONE CALL FROM HIM SAYING HE'S BEEN SHOT AND THE LAST WORDS HE SAY'S TO HER.."BABY, I'M SO SORRY AND I THOUGHT I WAS DOING THE RIGHT THING.. JUST REMEMBER I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND OUR KIDS" WE LOST EDDIE TODAY FROM KIDNEY FAILURE WHILE IN ICU AND LET ME TELL YOU, REGOURDLESS OF WHAT HE DID TO TRY MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE HE WILL STILL BE IN OUR HEARTS AND ON OUR MINDS...

My First Fathers Day Without My Dad
As most of you know my dad passed away a few months ago and this weekend will be my first Father's Day without him. This is simply just my way of remembering him now. Distance may separate us, But my heart will never let you go, For I carry a part of you With me always It keeps me going through the day It brings a smile to my face And tears to my eyes It is a part of my dreams That I live for and cherish That part is my wish, my only one, To see you again soon I know that wish will someday come true, But for now I will hold in my heart The memory of you And never let you go

Shadow Levelers And Friends Rawk!!!
OMG I dont' even know how to express all that I am feeling...My friends have made me feel so loved and cared for and yet I am the one truely blessed to have them in my life.....The Shadow Levelers and their Friends are TRUELY amazing people.....TY all so much for helping me level tonight... Thanks Myspace Graphics Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~{{Fu-Owned by Passionman71}}@ fubar Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Lynne Co-Owner of Cutterbum@ fubar GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~owned byMémºî®è™~ FUMARRIED & R/L ENGAGED TO~ BooBoo@ fubar *MRmostunderated*FU/stalker2MZ.B.&~TATERBABY~ pimpedby LSD'S shellFU/BRO/2 cutie ,starr,gretchen@ fubar ~Cynde~Shadow Levelers~@ fubar ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪ ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar Christopher aka Scooter R/L Owner of *STGiggles*Shadow Leveler@ fubar

Stalkers
Okay so I met this guy on here. I'm a friendly person and I try to speak to him. We were joking around about being Fu married and then called that off. We talked on the phone and he saw me on cam and now for the last week he's been avoiding me. I log on tonight to see a mum about stalkers and it made me wonder if he wasn't referring to me. he can kiss my ass if it was about me, the hint was taken and I'll never speak to his ass again. I will never allow another soul to see me on cam again! Why? Because I don't want anyone thinking I'm stalking them. I'm also gona remove all my pics. So enjoy them now, cause tomorrow night, gone!

69 Variations
69 Variations by LateNiteFantasy© My tongue forms a "V" (finds a "V"). Ecstasy, alive in your eyes, your thighs raise for more. Juices flowing, hot to the touch, sweet to the taste. I waste not a drop, I'm a glutton, feed me. Your cum brings elation, variation time, you be six, I'll be nine and we'll dance.

Introducing My Awesome New Fu-owner
MEET MY NEW OWNER I am very happy to announce that SingleDad38 has won me in Passionman71's Leveler/Bomber Auction! He is a very sweet and great guy. If you have not already done so, please be sure to rate, fan and add him! You won't be sorry. Please tell him that LilBamaGirl sent ya. Show him a lot of love. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Much Love. SingleDad38 {{{{{ SHADOW LEVELERS }}}}}@ fubar This Pimpout Brought To You By ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪ ~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar

In Your Arms Tonight
Trying to base one's life off of movies is just asking for trouble. Especially when it comes to love/romance/relationships. But still... in such movies, they'll often show two people just lying together, holding each other, perfectly content and happy in one anothers arms. If I could have just one thing, it would be that kind of moment. Sex and all that jazz is irrelevant, if only there could be moments like that. Alas, I know it will never be. Not for me, as I can just never get comfortable enough with human interaction to have such contentment with someone. And before I could ever be happy being with someone else, I'd first have to be happy with MYself.

Your Storm
Your Storm by LateNiteFntasy© Clouds of your kisses build in the spirit charged sky Wind carries your scent to me Your words rain down on me in the darkness of your absence I’m lost in a storm that is you. ‘Lightening strike’ touches in a flash of your skin Your tempest thrown hair The thunder of elation in your hips I’m lost in a storm that is you. There are clear skies of faith in the trust of your soul Calm eddies in the depths of your body Your voice quiet in my eager ear I’m lost in a storm that is you.

Happy Fathers Day
What Makes a Dad God took the strength of a mountain, The majesty of a tree, The warmth of a summer sun, The calm of a quiet sea, The generous soul of nature, The comforting arm of night, The wisdom of the ages, The power of the eagle's flight, The joy of a morning in spring, The faith of a mustard seed, The patience of eternity, The depth of a family need, Then God combined these qualities, When there was nothing more to add, He knew His masterpiece was complete, And so, He called it ... Dad imikimi - Customize Your World

I'll Defaults!
I'm making a list & checking it twice. As of &/01/2008 Anyone on my friends list that has a default, that isn't a real pic. of them I will be deleting I don't want needy people. Or people that are desperate for attention, love or whatever, clinging to my pg. hoping I will spend countless min. talking w/them Or complimenting them. When i don't realy know them!

Aggrivated
I can't sleep so i figured i would be productive.. started calling hotels in California for our trip in August. Prices are starting to go higher because it is peak season (i work in a hotel i know these things) According to my mother (the know it all that she is) I HAVE to wait until my sister decides what kind of hotel she wants to stay at because me and my sister MUST stay at the same type of hotel. We are going to a TOURIST area. Prices are already HIGH... and can only get higher. My mother is saying we HAVE to stay at the same hotel because she doesn't want my sister to pay to rent a car (but it is ok for me to do it..) She seems to think that even though I am going to pay for my car... my sister should be able to share it with me. Don't get me wrong.. i love my sister... but i really don't feel i should have to share my rental with her. I also don't think that as the baby sister i should have to do EVERYTHING for her... I have looked at rooms.. have prices set

Help Her Godmother Please!
If you are reading this, please go help this WONDERFUL woman Godmother! She only needs 328K to level! She's a great friend, always returns love, is there when you need her if even just to talk.. what's not to love? GO SHOW HER MAD LOVE AND HELP HER GODMOTHER!! ~♥~£!£ ÐëV!£®~♥~@ fubar

Father's Day Poem
God took the strength of a mountain, The majesty of a tree, The warmth of a summer sun, The calm of a quiet sea, The generous soul of nature, The comforting arm of night, The wisdom of the ages, The power of the eagle's flight, The joy of a morning in spring, The faith of a mustard seed, The patience of eternity, The depth of a family need, Then God combined these qualities, When there was nothing more to add, He knew His masterpiece was complete, And so, He called it ... Dad

Father's Day 2008 Part 1
Well, I named this part 1 because I knew beforehand I was going to ramble, so whoever reads this, please forgive me ahead of time. That being said. It is Fathers Day, a day to celebrate all the fathers out there who have meant so much to our lives. For those who have fathers and husbands still living, stop right now, get up from your computer, go give them a hug and a kiss and tell them how much you love them and how glad you are to have them in your life [I can wait, this blog is not going anywhere :)]. There are those of us who have lost our father, or never had one, or your husband (can't say our because I am male and don't go that way, lol), and this sometimes seems like a sad day to us when we see all the other happy people, but don't let it be. We have memories of the ones that have meant so much to us, and through those we keep our loved ones alive and fresh. For this group, I give you my hugs and kisses, for the ones you cannot receive any more. My dearest friends, y

Sorry
I thought I ought to apologize for not being on fubar much. Not because I feel like I have to be here, but because I know I've meant some really great people on here and feel bad that I've been so busy doing other things that I haven't been able to talk to that many of you. I hope that you are all well, and for a few of you, I will do my best to call or get in touch as soon as I can. Ian

Lost Love
Even though we are not together I care about you more than ever When we talk I feel so close to you I don't know what I'm supposed to do I have almost forgotten what you did to me I was hurting in every part of me I was sad knowing this is how it came to be But now I am happy that you are there for me I gave you my tears I gave you my heart You made me happy Right from the start When I write this now I start to think How happy you make me For you and only you I must thank by Gary R. Hess

Upgrading Internet
To all my family and friends..................... I'm sorry i will be loging on sporadicly..My father is upgrading ours satelite from 10' to one much bigger ,25'...cause he wants to see the Olympics from different parts of the world,so we can see the Athletes for all over .... Unfortunatly when is trasmitted from the US they focus mostly om US Athlets (wich is understandable),but we like to watch them all... So in the mean time ,please exscuse me if won't get on to often,they are in the process to build a much bigger tower ,to withstand the weight of the new satelite , and once installed, attach the whole system to a new computer,to be able to direct the dish to whatever nation he wants to pick up the feed....you are always in my toughts ans i send you all my love,please don't forget me LOVE andy

Dream Lover's Souls
Dream Lover's Souls by LateNiteFantasy© I see you in my dreams, Feeling a love so strong, The rush of sensational waves, So easy as I flow along, In memories from afar, A dimensional time and place, Our souls bound as One, Somewhere lost in the human race. I look to the sun and moon, The air that I breathe is you, Drawing from all strengths, This life to get me through. The scent of the raging ocean, The power of all time, A magical bond of love, The echoes so sublime, Soul to soul is ancient, Misunderstood in this race, The seeking, searching one, Choices are now to face. Whispering winds flow, The rustling of the leaves, Within each sound I hear, Your essence in the eve's, The sky I look upon, My soul reaches out, To once again feel you, Your warmth without a doubt, Soothes my aching heart, Forever and a day, My soul belongs to you, Which shall never fall astray. For you my love, my soul, All things that you can see, Yet, most i

A Poet's Wicked Pen
A Poet's Wicked Pen by LateNiteFantasy© She loves my wicked pen, My wicked pen of non-commitment, For she isn't married already, My wicked pen is what makes her heady. "Write me, write to me autumn's poet, Spare no ink, Use it all, I'm so glad you're BIG and tall, A perfect fit for my impassioned parchment, Spread your ink rich and thick, I can't get enough of it." Her eyes say “write to me, I read everything you have to say, Compose a poem of you and I, You are my older guy.” Where to start with one as beautiful as you; You are like a dream that comes to me, A dream reoccurring, Sometimes I can’t wait to find my bed at night, As you come to me in delight, Belly to belly hot and sweaty. Phantom kisses felt on her slender neck, She is not sure what to do, Because she has never had a man write to her eyes of poetry.

Starting The Blog
I guess if I'm going to do this I might as well do this right. Blogging isn't what I normally do to express my feelings, I just say what's on my mind...and try to do it in a way that is encouraging instead of discouraging. I've learned to use discretion and tact as a tool for being able to effectively communicate my ideas or opinions to another without making a scene or a difficult situation. I've learned that timing is everything. So.... I don't think I really need a blog, but I guess if I started this thing I might as well entertain myself with the weird musings that cross my gray matter from time to time, and give you the reader confirmation that you are not as messed up in the head as you might think!

Freeing A Loved One
It is a grave heart that i must release a loved one from servertude. not only has she been a great slave but a wonderful friend that i hope will still be one. Anita AKA Bad Girl, You are free. May the Goddess be with you in all the things you do and keep you safe dear heart. I thank you for the time we had here. Johnny AKA Master Riggs

Funny
1.The north has restrooms,Alabama has front porches. 2.The north has switchblades,Alabama has press on nails. 3.The north has double last names,Alabama has double first names. 4.The north has EMT.,Alabama has an (amalance). 5.The north has soda pop,Alabama has Co-Cola's. 6.The north has dating services,Alabama has family reunions. 7.The north has lobsters,Alabama has craw-dads. 8.The north has martini glasses,Alabama has one BIG jug. 9.The north has lawn ornaments,Alabama has trucks on blocks. 10.The north has step-moms,Alabama has sister moms. lmao sad part is ... this is true for most parts of Alabama.. just had to share it .. please comment

Miss My Fu- Friends
Ok, some of you may have noticed that I am never on here ,much....at all...anymore.. Here`s the deal...It`s summer time in Alaska ( most other places in the states too...lol) , people who live in Ak, tend to work a lot in the summer..(those of us who work....) I work a night shift , 10 -12 hours usually..... anyway... I just don`t have much time to be on here , and I DO miss you all, I hope that everyone understands ,and knows that I miss them..... Beverly Sue

Fathers Day Part 2
Okay, so I thought I would have limited blog space, but I guess the higher level the more they let you rant on LOL! I have been blessed to have talked to my daughter, son and grandson today for Fathers Day and hoped that I have spread some good cheer and smiles to people here and in the mumms, and Fubar in general. My children's mother also told me Happy Fathers Day, but the best news of all is that a friend of mine, who hasn't been allowed to see his children in over 7 years, finally talked to his son tonight. He was so overjoyed, as I am, and as I am typing this he is heading out for a 4 hour drive (please keep him in your prayers) to see him for the first time since they were taken from him. No, for those might be thinking (and if you know me you should know better, tst. tsk.), it had nothing to do with him, he is a wonderful, loving and caring man. I know this from experience because he helped my ex raise my two children, and they turned at wonderful. It was a circumstanc

A Good Dad??
I just have a question. If your birthday fell on Father's Day, what would be more important...spending time with your children, going out with your girlfriend and friends or making time for all of it? Well, I know a particular father that decided to spend time with his girlfriend instead of his children. He called the day before to get his birthday and Father's Day wishes. When asked why his plans changed from spending time with his kids to spending time with his girlfriend...his answer was, she made plans for me a week ago and I don't want to disappoint her. Hmmm... children ...girlfriend Children you are barely around.. a girlfriend that you see every weekend. I guess this is what "good dads" do. As long as they buy things on occasion for their children, they feel they are good fathers and don't need to actually 'be there'. Hmm.. too bad. There may be a lot of disappointed & neglected children out there who will resent the men that 'claim' to be their father. ~~Pi

Keep N Ur Blessings Please
Over the weekend we had a poker run and one of my friends was in an accident. He had a rider and she was also hurt. His wife was in the car behind them and seen the whole accident and had to watch helplessly as the bike flipped end over end and the couple flew to the ground like rag dolls. The rider sustained a broken nose, lacerations on her face and right shoulder and arm. He has a broken right ankle and a broken lower vertebrae. He was supposed to go into surgery today but was in too much pain so it has been rescheduled for tomorrow. And no, he had not been drinking and the rider was only 19 yrs old and had not been drinking either. He had a helmet on, but the rider didn't. I am asking all my friends to keep him and his wife in your blessings. They are very dear to me & very good people. I am also asking if you ride please be careful even if you don't please be aware of the ones that are riding. Thank You So Very Much, Love, ~Dream~

Tonights Entertainment (from My Shoutbox *read From The Bottom Up*)
->*****: I'd appreciate it if you didn't message me again..good luck on Fubar...oh!..and get a few more pics..at least one that is more believable...have a good night! ->*****: I guess I'm having a difficult time understanding you...first you have a single pic on your profile and claim it is of you and your wife when you first met....14 yrs or more ago...then you say you had a guy call you because you were talking to his wife and then backtracked and said oh no..he didnt call me..he left me a message on here...big difference between the two..so..yes..I suppose there are things about this conversation that have bothered me *****: sound like i am bothern u sorry bye ->*****: pardon? *****: ok thats it ->*****: lol..ok then *****: oh no i mean send me massage on here not call me ->*****: well..pardon me..but obviously you were doing something you shouldn't have been if he got your number to call you..that means you obviously did speak with his wife at some point

Yet Another One...this One Is From Yahoo..but I "met" The Guy On Fubar
him: hi me: hello him: ;) me: :-B him: lol me: nice display pic him: like yours too me: thanks him: welcum him: turn on that cam me: no him: :( me: I dont take orders from just anyone..lol him: u will from me me: excuse me? him: yep him: ;) me: why would I take orders from you? him: cause i can tell u like me all ready and u want to be a good little girl me: lol...your instincts are very rong..consider yourself blocked and deleted..have a great night:) me: wrong*

The Mask
The mask a mask is something we use to hide behind. It can be physical like the ones we see at a parade or on Halloween. A mask can be emotional the kind we wear everyday ones of pride. We wear a smile to hide our tears or our hurts. We wear them so no one can see what we feel inside is It wrong to wear a mask? Why must we wear them? Dose a mask show strength or weakness? These questions I can not answer only you can I know for me emotion is not a weakness but pride dose not let me drop the mask I hide behind.

Why Does It Matter?
I kinda like how everything sorta relies on how a person looks and not thinks. Im amazed by how many people think I should be a fucken idiot. I mean yeah I got boobs but so what? Hotmaster69 has large man boobs and its not big deal. fuck that. Next guy who thinks Im brainless will pay

6-16-08 Daily Tarot Card...
The Hermit represents the need to distance yourself from the people and events in your life that are causing undue strain on your emotions. There are times in your life when seclusion and isolation are warranted. The Hermit is a card of discovery and enlightenment, which can only develop by spending time alone with your thoughts. Your energy will be depleted quickly in social situations.

Sad And Depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(well this is my very first time writing one of theses but i just had to I know most or all dont want to hear about this and im sorry if this blog isnt something u want someone to blog about but i just had to talk about this cuz they say it makes it easer to heal) I just lost the #1 man in my life my grandfather he ast away on saturday june 14th at 10:00 i just cant stop thinking and crying about it and i know its very normal but i just cant belive this has happend just 6 mounths ago he was in or seemed to be in perfect health he has always been a hard worker from dusk till dawn he work harder than a 21 yr old and he was 76 yrs old then all a sudden he got very ill we took him to hospital after hospital and they just gave him antibotics and sent him home then last monday they finaly admited him for dehidration cuz he couldnt eat or drink anything and he wasnt having a bowel movement but they only gave him iv liquids and antibotics so friday we trancferd him to a better hospital and th

Look Who's Stuck With Me For A Month Lol! Go Show Him Some Luv!
Go show him some luv! If he is going to be stuck with me for a month and have to listen to my whining, you guys should so make it worth his while LOL! RATE, FAN, ADD, CRUSH and BLING my skittlehoe head!! HE LUVS IT ALL! Twaune The Godfather@ fubar Brought to you by his nachoehead :D The Baddest MILF®@ fubar

Poem
The Flight of the Raven Current mood: numb Category: Life This is a poem that I wrote and was inspired by a truely great friend to me.Hope it is well recieved and liked. The Flight of the Raven Fly away Raven Fly to where you need to be Dont look back Nor worry for me Have no shame,pitty,nor pain For I lie here in a dorment sleep, the big sleep I will think of you and await the day our souls cross pathes again As they have many times in past lives Fly away for now Fly from that tree For it is something that must be FLY AWAY GO!!! but remember you will always be missed and loved. By: Matt H

Bag Of Bs
trustme2te...: remeber me hun ->trustme2te...: yeah trustme2te...: thought u said i coudl see the hidden pics now? ->trustme2te...: i re-blocked them for most people... too many weird requests and disrespect trustme2te...: i never got to see them ->trustme2te...: sorry trustme2te...: thanks whatever trustme2te...: i just love people that say one thing and do another ->trustme2te...: don't catagorize me, if people weren't so nasty I wouldn't have my photo's private trustme2te...: u can let me in for a mintue u did say i coudl see them ->trustme2te...: Ok here's one, just for shits and giggles since you are being so harsh on me... why should you see my private folders when you don't even have a pic of yourself up? trustme2te...: i told u i could share on yahoo ->trustme2te...: and why not here? trustme2te...: not here for the points but i see u say somethign and u cant fololwo thourgh ->trustme2te...: you know, i'm not usually like this but fuck off, I don't like your attit

I Must Be That Ugly
so since no one applied to my application i guess i must be that ugly and gross that you wont take the time and effort to fill it out o well i guess ill be ugly and alone for the rest of my life thanks guys

50 Ways To Encourage A Chronically Ill Friend
50 Ways to Encourage a Chronically Ill Friend Reprinted from Beyond Casseroles: 505 Ways to Encourage a Chronically Ill Friend By Lisa Copen "A good friend is a connection to life - a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world." ~Lois Wyse Ask, "What events in your life are changing and how are you coping with the changes?" Understand that she lives in a constant state of making decisions for which there is no guarantee that she is making the right choice. Put meals in disposable containers and attach a note saying "This doesn't need to be returned." Add stickers to envelopes for a cheerful touch. Arrange for your friend's kids to have a night with your children. Don't make a person into a project. Ask, "Would you be willing to talk to a friend of mine who has recently been diagnosed with a chronic illness and offer her some encouragement?" It makes one feel good to know that her experience can offer someone e

You Want Bling?
OK I have 100 pic's in my just cos i feel like it Album Rate all 100 in a HH with 11's or 10's and ill send you Bling just click on this Pic to start P/M when you have done LUV ღFakeFruitCakeღ@ fubar

Hepatitis C
Please everyone keep Cindragon in your prayers,She has Hepatitis C,Cin is a very loving,caring person,She will help out anyone who needs help no matter what it is,I think its our time to return all the love she has put out!!! So please show her LOVE!! LUV YA CIN!!!! "MUAH"

Friends...
Its amazing when strangers become friends, but its sad when friends become strangers. I never want to lose u as a friend! I met u as a stranger. Now i have u as a friend. I hope we meet in our next walk of life where friendship never ends. ♥I ♥may ♥not ♥be ♥the ♥most ♥important ♥person ♥in ♥your ♥LiFE ♥I ♥just ♥hope ♥that ♥when ♥you ♥hear ♥my ♥name ♥you ♥smile ♥& ♥say ♥ THATS MY friend! ♥

Another Un-named
Our undying act of painful ways Our thoughts and words the same Our memories and assorted moments Held captive with an unknown force to blame You've held the light, I could see But blindness has a way, Of finding hearts as lovers part And leads them where it may. Broken is a funny word But then again pain is too Returned, lost, stolen and given So many times anew. Resentful is the word of agony It never lets you sleep And is in your mind, heart, and body As forever you shall keep. Tracing back your familiar walk Like an intoxicating dream Wondering, fumbling, and juggling The many steps between. And then there are the moments The ones you fear the most Of casual occurrence and accidental meets The game of who has become the lowest. Analyzing the reason of, The reason is absurd Sometimes there is no answer To your every spoken word But that's the plan, the idea That is put into our head Of something bigger and better Then we may be able

Moving
Hello all..On July 27th I will be leaving Virginia...I am moving to Tennessee for awhile..As life goes on I still have not gotten over a break up that happened in March..I must try to get on with my life..I am going to be with my Grand mother that is very ill..I am hoping my life gets better..Instead of dwelling on the past I am going to try to move on with my future..I will be off and on the computer at times due to place I am moving I will not have a computer..So pleas leave Love and messages for me on my page..TTYL Take care...

I Am In A Give Away
I am in a give away and I have helped a lot of people with their contests and give aways. I am now asking for help in mine. I need 70500 comments. This is the pic And this is the lovely lady hosting it. Make sure you f/r/a her. Thanks Sassy Bulletin Brought to You by ~Dream~ }i{ Chromdome's Favorite StalkerMade just for Chaotic. =-) (repost of original by '~Dream~ }i{ ChromeDome16's Favorite Stalker }i{' on '2008-06-16 07:35:35') (repost of original by '♥ Çhåøtï¢ ¶®îñçë$$ ♥ ~*Founder Of Shadow Bombers*~ ♥ Owned By Bratt ♥' on '2008-06-16 12:04:57') (repost of original by '♥~BRATT~♥' on '2008-06-16 13:40:07')

Hint
I have given you hints is there even at glint of hope at the end of this rope or should I move on and just be gone and hope that I can be as happy as I was loving you even though you never knew. For you are my crush and I never felt the need to rush into telling you how I felt but now that I am dropping hints I don't see a glint at least we are friends and I will be there till the end.

Dj Fag A Lieing Cheating Whore
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A Day Dream About My Special Someone... You Knpw Who You Are.
I had an idea…more of a daydream really…It began with me kissing your forehead, then your eyes, to your nose and cheeks....down to the nape of your neck then up to your lips. Then I was kissing your chin and cheeks and then held your face in my hands and while looking into your eyes, slowly lower my face to yours and kissed your lips, and tasted your tongue . As our kiss became more passionate, our tongues were twisting and turning around each other..... I left your mouth, kissed your chin and continued down your neck to your beautiful breasts.... My hands found their way down the sides of your sweet body, and your moans urged me on as you pushed your body into mine. My lips continued to move down, between your breasts, as my hands moved up your body. You tried to guide my head further down, but I moved back up to kiss your lips, as my fingers began to circle your breast once, then again. Each circle was becoming smaller and smaller, inching their way to your hardened nipple,

The Mirror Unbroken
The Mirror Unbroken by LateNiteFantasy© Frightening how the plane prismed into instant schisms of light, reflections deflected in jagged and bloody edges the pain wedged deep into torn skin. Thin shards sliced to bone as the fist twisted in agony, its blow to the mirrored chin mired in self-doubt and recrimination, shunned by anyone professing "true" love. Above it all somehow, she slyly sifted, lifting the sparkling, silvered slivers as if her face had shattered with the blow, slowly piecing glass into piercing lies. It was her eyes that hurt the most, the hostess enduring a pain never inflicted conflicted by the image she had created and what she saw in the mirror unbroken.

Lady Of My Dreams
Every night I dream of her, never knowing her face, just feeling her against my skin and holding her in my arms. With'in my dreams I feel her love for me, and i know she could never hurt me. But I dread to wake up from this dream, knowing i will wake up alone. every night I look forward to sleep, but every moring I dread to be awake. Please come to me my lady of my dreams.

Greek-style Burrito
Greek-Style Burrito Avoid burrito boredom with this flavorful twist. Serving: 4 Prep Time: 20 minutes Cook Time: 20 minutes Total Time: 40 minutes INGREDIENTS: 2/3 cup uncooked white rice 1 3/4 pounds extra-lean (91%) ground beef 4 small cloves garlic, peeled and minced 1/2 teaspoon dried mint 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano 1/2 teaspoon cumin 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 cup plain nonfat yogurt Four 6-inch flour tortillas, warmed (see Cook's Note) 1/2 head iceberg lettuce, outer leaves removed, washed, dried, and shredded DIRECTIONS: 1. Place rice and 1 1/3 cups water in medium saucepan. Cover and bring to a boil. Reduce heat to low and simmer 14 minutes. Do not stir or lift cover. Remove from heat and let rice steam, covered, an additional 10 minutes. 2. Meanwhile, brown beef and garlic in a large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Drain on paper towels to remove all fat. 3. Return meat-garlic mixture to skillet and add mint, oregano, cumin, and salt. Cook

Rant
ok i need to rant... here goes... now i've been on this site for almost 2 years (pick a name for it and go with it) i've dealt with some shady people over that time, but now it seems as if it's become a way of life. i don't get it. what do people get out of being like that? does it make them fu-cool? or just give them a "rush"? seriously.. what on earth could possess people to become complete retards? on something else... i can't stand people who seem to say one thing yet do another. say what you mean and mean what you say. don't do stupid crap, and people won't call you out on it. one last thing.. stop being so jealous of others. obviously you are who you are and no one is going to change that, so stop hating on who others are. if you don't like it, it's real simple, BLOCK them.. if that simply won't do... then cloes your browser, turn off your computer and walk away. real simple huh?! - ♥ reLLa

Grilled Chicken Breasts With Peanut Sauce
Grilled Chicken Breasts with Peanut Sauce Serving: 4 INGREDIENTS: 2 tablespoons olive oil 1 tablespoon minced shallots 1 large clove garlic, minced 1 tablespoon minced fresh ginger 1 1/2 cups chicken broth 2 tablespoons soy sauce 1/4 teaspoon red pepper flakes 1 cup creamy peanut butter 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts Vegetable spray 1 scallion, chopped DIRECTIONS: Heat the oil in a medium saute pan over medium-low heat. Add the shallots and cook for 1 minute, stirring often, then add the garlic and ginger and cook for 1 more minute. Add the chicken broth, soy sauce and red pepper flakes and raise the heat to medium-high to bring to a boil. Add the peanut butter and whisk carefully until smooth and incorporated. Remove from heat and add the salt. This sauce can be made up to 3 days in advance and kept in the refrigerator. Reheat before serving. Heat the grill to medium-high and spray the chicken breasts with vegetable spray. Gril

Wish Upon A Poem
Wish upon a Poem by LateNiteFantasy© Warning: the following poem contains some of those words Marine brawler poem scrawler kiss me quick take me thick inside thee slide and glide me in and out ur pussy pouts and grips to hold me have I told you? love to suck you wish to fuck you

Atascadero Camping
We were camping in Atascadero. The campsites were well separated and lots and lots of big tall trees. There was even a little creek. It was just him and I, lots of wine and some good food. The days all started the same, waking up sleepy-eyed and not wanting to get out of the warm sleeping bag, then long, leisure morning sex sessions. He was so great and always got up and made me coffee, serving it to me 'in bed'. The leisure lasted as long as my coffee did because he always rallied me to get up and go for a run with him. We explored while we ran, it was such fun; sometimes we'd find spots that we'd visit later in the day. The afternoons were spent by the swimming hole, laying in the sun, splashing and goofing off. He usually red the newspaper or a book while I floated topless on my little floaty thing and tried to splash him. Once I'd had enough sunbathing, it was back to camp for a 'nap'. Our naps consisted of getting naked and enjoying another round of afternoon sex. Th

Ugh.....
Should NOT of dranken that much last night! half a bottle of black berry brandy! work called me in today to work back at our food place cuz APPARENTLLYY im the ONLY person that works back there with there food handlers card, go figure....soo everyone else had to take the test to get it while i worked back there...target is fuckin lucky they have me! i swear that store would go to shit with out me! no clue how they managed befor i was higered.

What Love Means To Me
Yes, I state I have a b/f-but what lot of you know is how unhappy I am . I am scared of him emotionally-thats why sometimes Im a mess on here. Im sorry about that.I would love to find that someone special. I love that movie " pretty Woman:-where at the end she finds her prince and he rescues her from the tower-that past makes me heart melt and brings tears to my eyes( tears of happineness) I know its just a movie but cant blame me from dreaming. I would love to know what love really can bring, Like happiness and smiles and that buttery feeling in your belly, the feeling you get inside when you see that special someone and how warm and safe you feel on the inside and out!Where nothing in the world can go wrong when that special someone is there by your side-no matter what life throws at you. Ok , may be just me-but thats how I feel.

Romance Over 30
The problem with dating over 30 is that every woman you meet is bound to have a kid or two weighing her down like the world’s smallest cockblocks. “I can’t go out tonight, I have my kid. You can’t spend the night, I can’t go on the road with you, I have my kid. Stop yelling ‘who’s your daddy’, my kid hears that every day already.” Finding a woman over 30 that doesn’t have kids is like finding a hot chick working the late shift at Waffle House - you’re thrilled, but you think - I wonder what’s wrong with her? And when you’re over 30, we’ve all been around the block a few times, so our online profiles all read like used car ads - 34 year-old-male, low miles, only one previous owner, few dents, likes to hug the curves. Wouldn’t that save time if you could browse people like car ads? Vintage sports car, twin air bags, only ridden hard on weekends. Sweet! Minivan with 4 car seats - no! Former rental, likes to break down - hell no! Rebuilt tranny - what the hell?!

Yes Come Bid On Me
Hey Friends and Fans, Come Bid On This Awesome Sweet Girl...The Auction Runs From The 17th-25th Of Jun. Come On And Click The Picture Below To See All That She Has To Offer. (repost of original by 'King of Kings' on '2008-06-16 20:13:46')

Suddenly See
To Sometimes See A person can sometimes see the future so clearly - have you ever seen someone and suddenly you can picture yourself with them sometime in the future laughing and sharing moments so sweet; thinking back to today, remembering when this fantastic connection began; and as you picture this you watch that image grow to the point that you find yourself dreaming a brighter tomorrow. What is it like to imagine yourself spending a timeless autumn afternoon drifting in golden pleasure what would it feel like for you to kiss them while illuminated by the long warm rays of the sun? It is not necessary for you to picture all those intimate scenes - you really shouldn't dream of one morning waking to dawn in their arms. But when that flash of recognition occurs - now - it will seem as if someone has appeared from nowhere and suddenly you see your life is ready for a new direction; you see things and people from a different perspective - and you watch

What A Difference A Year Can Make
As i sit here thinking about my 38th birthday i can't help but go back to my 37th and think of all the changes that have happened to me. I'll call it the this time last year list. this time last year........ I felt that fubar was a plesent distraction. rateing pics of all those beautiful woman makeing freind requests and accepting them and basicaly being a whole in the air with no one hardly saying anything. this year. Im an enforcer in a loung and have a great circle of friends. I have met people who have not just become importat to my life but to the lives of Breeanna and her cousins. this time last year....... I was alone and pretty much set that that was the way it would stay. gave up on love and the whole nine yards. figured it was for hopeless romantics and the pretty people this year. I live with the most wonderful woman I know in one breeanna Felps. And though there has bumps along the way my love for her stays strong. with every challenge that love gets

Off For A Few Days
Just to inform my family and good friends that im not going be on FU for nxt few days.. today TUES 17th I'm travel back to SCOTLAND, and tomorrow 18th we are cremating my uncle.. I expect get back on thursday 19th,,, I wish you all a good week , stay safe have fun and god bless you all .. Love & respects, CLAYMORE

What I Thought Was Fam
What i thought really aint what it suppose to be What i thought really just back fired on me But i know i lost a love one close to me And the fam i thought it would be Aint shit but anger,lies,and depression So what I thought that would last Is really nothing but the past

Do You Feel Lucky???
I am off to bed ya'll. Not feelin' so hot. So, the folders are closed for now and everyone is paid at up to this point. I'll reopen them tomorrow morning with Happy Hours. MUAH DO YOU FEEL LUCKY? PebblesinAZ is Lucky #13 Baby! So, let's have some fun! Fan/Add and Rate my Profile if you haven't already! Rate the 100 pics in this album... ...for $5000 FUBUCKS! Every 5th person to complete the folder will receive a KITTEN BLING! Next... Rate the 100 pics in this album... ...for a TY SALUTE. (Must Rate First Album prior to rating this album!). Every 5th person to complete it will receive a DIAMOND BLING! Also... One of my BEAUTIFUL BFF's Jilly is going for a Birthday Spotlight! Click her link and donate $100,000 FUBUCKS or more and I will come Sp@nK your page and leave you a KITTEN BLING! Just Jilly ~~~~ Owned by Tappinit~~~~Soon to be owned by another, could it be you???~~~~@ fubar Be sure to bid on the Naughty an

My Boy Carter...
I made a friend in seeking to get my wife's Altima fixed. After months of working on it, other mechanics looking at it Carter took a look at the car and figured out the rough idle issue. Before he could get the part to fix it he fell really ill and was hospitalized. He had been sick for a while but didn't really say much to people and never went to the doctor. He has a form of Leukimia that is usually beatable. However because of his refusal to go to the doctor it has become quit advance. He's in a hospital in Virginia which specializes in Leukimia treatment. Please pray that the Lord Jesus will heal this good man.

Flooding In Iowa
well its been a bad yr for floding once again in iowa out of 99 counties in iowa, 83 of them are considered disaster area's with recored or near record flooding....and my home town is no different....if your interested in seeing the floods in my town there are a few pics of downtown and the casino i work at....gonna take awhile to get thru this but we will, we do every year, lol

Tuesday
Wishing everyone a great Tuesday..and just letting everyone know. I will not be rating everyone like I use to. Seems I rate a bunch..but never get it in return..the favor. I do not mind doing it..but when i do not get a thank you or anything..just gets old. So do not shout at me..etc.. asking for my help unless you plan on returning the love..or even saying thank you!

Left So Soon
You took chances Once too many times As a child you thought Oh no, never me Life is a gift Given and taken at some Unknown time Your time came too soon Your life was over in a flash The joy you brought All just a memory Behind us.

Lonley
Lonley is the only thing that comforts me Lonley has always been there for me Beacause look at me Wait there is no me Iam just in a room trapped Alone from the world And now lonley is my world Its there when iam cold Its there when i have no soul So when you look at me dont call me by me Just call me by the name i alaways see And in the darkness its always lonley

For Your Eyes Only....
Words when whisper the heart echoes in red blood when red flints to flow by the red vain as the fire obstinate Still it glows in red when obsessive as the rose razzles red in its room breath eternal when resourced red the mystic red when whirls in the red wine Passion intense when swaying intoned evening glows when inkling fell red lest be tweaking the lips over the red by the window of glistening red eyes yet the anger spews its reeks by the red as geometry of the dew rills betiding red Mist red as happens to happen by the leaf tips as when twitched by the senses as the stepping red sun when setting lays its curtain red over the green as love mystic seems to descend red enshrined.. Love this one it is from someone very special in my life...

Imprison Me
Imprison Me by Andrew Harris ©2002 Your eyes remind me, cold and dark A midnight stroll, the strangest mark Felt the need to beckon you Knew the constant pressure grew Moving even closer, still Know my weakness, drain my will It seemed so real, I can’t believe Ignore ideas that I conceive Sunshine helped my anger fade Heated flesh beneath the shade Bought the lies you sold to me My soul still caged, it can’t break free Thoughts of you imprison me, Memories controlling me Unknown life I wish to see Thoughts of you imprison me. There was a time my heart was strong Look to the clouds where we belong You roam that land, a gallery Filled with lovely sights to see I can’t quite reach your warm embrace Or feel the rays upon my face Seems I’m stuck, I can’t get through To lay beneath the stars with you A layer of filth between these planes Prevents our minds from playing games Thoughts of you imprison me The agony that you can’t see Dreams about where we sh

For My Friend
across the miles you touched my life, opened my eyes, and filled my empty heart- strangers, yet friends, our spirits reach out, always touching, never apart- - you in the east, me in the west, never together, never apart- - Carol Miller

Written For Me.... Wow
Lollipop Cherry flavored red Luscious and sticky sweet Decadent puss Dripping and heated Juices flowing smooth and streaked pink A dip down deep and a moan of pleasure His eyes, watching His smile, evil His Dominance, dark, possessive of His little one Swirling confection upon her clit Toes curling Back arching A squeal escaping parted lips Quivering Squirming Breath rapid and shallow An orgasm of bliss His fingers taking hold His mouth devouring the taste of woman and artificial cherry His smile adoration at it’s purest His pleasure complete in her little girl naughtiness

Pondering...
Wishing things were different. Sometimes, what life throws at you.. isn't always what it seems. One day "he" could be my world and the next day.. it just isn't the same. Theres things I wish I could take back, but what justice would it do? I'm left with daydreaming... Wishing the impossible. I once said "I'd wait forever.. to be with you one day" It still stands... but first, I gotta figure out.... Where'd my heart go? and where does it lay? Seeing your face, would complete everything. Yet, it seems to so far and just a blur. I could quote everything I've ever said... and yet, it's so hard just to get those words out again. I wanna be in your arms Your arms alone No matter what or where... You'll always be the one who consistently steals my heart. If you could see the world through my eyes would you? idk... just jibberish. Pondering thoughts...

She's Gonna Break Soon
Shes Gonna Break Soon - Less Than Jake [Chorus:] She’s gonna break soon Gonna break soon Gonna break soon She’s gonna break soon Gonna break soon Gonna break soon With so many problems in her life it just comes as no surprise She’s gonna break soon Gonna break soon She’s gonna break Welcome to her busy dizzy life Of going out and getting high And following all the latest trends While shedding all her oldest friends It’s been weeks worth of weekends when fake I.D.s and fake passions are her best friends. [Chorus] She’s been thinkin’ wishin’ she could hide From the girls with the comments passing by It’s the boys in bars on Friday night That replace the emptiness inside She’ll be spending her whole weekend Faking laughs and faking smiles with her fake friends [Chorus] Promises you made back home Are crumpled like the goodbye notes And last night’s dirty clothes Were on the floor next to the phone And it’s been disconnected months ago No calls fr

Damn Bitches. Quit Leaving Messages.
I know most of you are dudes with some magazine shot as your profile pic. You're just sitting there, waiting for a return message so you can say, "teeheehee, I sure did trick him". And then you will go back to your pathetic existence in cyberfuckland. You will probably end up as one of those old men riding an old cop motorcycle during traffic hours, hoping people slow down, thinking you are a real cop, so you can feel important. But I know you aren't a real cop since I've never seen you at my local Dunk-n-donuts. And where is your partner. Another dead giveaway - you are solo, just like you are now, sitting behind that keyboard hoping I answer your bullshit message. Fraud. Faker. Liar. Dude. You are the transvestite of the Internet community, waiting for some unsuspecting guy to answer your message, just so your cock and balls "accidentally" slip free of the rubber band holding them in the tucked position while you are doggy style. No, you won't fool me. I see the bulge and am moving t

Hello Loved Onez
HEY EVERYONE SORRY I HAVENT BEENIN HERE TA SHOW U ALL LOVE & SAY MY GM & GNZ BUT MY COMP IZ REALLY FUCKED UP & I WILL HAVE TA BUY A WHOLE NEW 1 THIS WEEK & HAVE COMCAST CUM OUT HERE & REHOOK IT UP YEAH I KNOW BULLSHIT BUT I WILL B BACK AZ SOON AZ I CAN JUST WANTED TA LET U ALL KNOW THAT I LUV U ALL SO PLEASE TAKE CARE! JOSEPH

Too Much...
There's so much stuff going through my head, it's unreal and keeps me up at night. Things such as "Will my love be returned one day?", "how much time do I really got to spend with the ones I love" Or how about... "Destiny, is it real... or just another mind trick?" Trust me, this isn't even the tip of the iceberg. There's a ton of shit that gets left unsaid. But this BS that's going on with Fubar... I've deleted my account so many freaking times, it's pathetic... Seriously... Do some people just not have a life of their own, they gotta be messing up someone else's? Does it make you feel better to trash someone else? Do you feel superior to others? And have to make sure everyone around you knows it??!?! God people are freaking pathetic... Keep your damn stalker accounts coming, I'll just keep blocking your sorry ass. I'm done playing your freaking games. Sick of being used for attention. I'm not here for YOU! I'm just sick of it all.... Come REAL or keep STEPPING! It would seem that

God's Little Game
Written By:Katherine Davis Have you ever wonder what you life would be like,if you took another path.Where it could have led,or didn't.Have you ever wonder who would cross that path,but didn't.Well sorry,to inform you,but once you made your choice,and become that step on this brick road.It is done,no turning back.Now with this coarse charted,and steps made,you can"t change what was,but,maybe,what will be.Fate is in the hands of all.God powers us.Feed us,and lets us drink.Turns us a loose,and see where we might go. I use to have this saying."We are pieces of a chest board.It's pawn,knights,and rooks,God is the player,the one with the strategy.of each move.He place us on the next empty space,and patienly awaits for what we do next.He enables us to grow,conquer our worse fears,and lived our greatest times.As we move to knights percinity,we watch,and wait to see,if we are going to be,a stastic in this world we live in.As pawns we work,breathe,and die,Trying to walk the path that will

Diy Mum Delivers Her Own Baby
DIY mum delivers her own baby 18Jun08 THIS is DIY to the extreme. Herveys Range woman Elizabeth Hankin was mother, midwife, obstetrician and nurse in one when she delivered her son Lachlan in the front passenger seat of the family car at 9.40pm on Sunday. Her mother Bev Krogdahl was driving her to the hospital down Herveys Range Rd when Lachlan decided he was coming out. "I didn't realise it was happening," Ms Hankin said. "We live on the top of Herveys Range, so when my water broke we phoned the ambulance and said we'd meet them on the road - but we didn't get to the ambulance in time. "He was born in the passenger seat while my mum was driving. "All I can remember is saying to Mum `drive faster'." The do-it-yourself delivery happened between a truck stop and a boarding kennel on Herveys Range Rd. Elizabeth and Michael Hankin have named their baby Lachlan Michael Steven Hankin. Ms Hankin, who already has daughters aged two and four, said she started

Fate
Fate by LateNiteFantasy© A scream is heard Through a storm of ash Midnight blues fill with tears.. This heartbreak fallin fast. Her heart lay open She falls to her knees Tender moist eyes turn to heaven Parted salty lips beg " Please.. " Pain engulfs her form Bittersweet love calling out Inside her now is the storm Her disbelief calling out doubt This cannot be happening Not to me, her wild eyes sing And even as it's muttered, his death bell rings Sobs wracking her as to his graveside herself she brings Fate brought him to her side For the time they had, he was her world She was his princess, his pride For her only, did his true love unfurl It wrapped her warmly in it's light With such true love once blessed Until the time he was to take flight Then fate stole him away, as if it knew best Now alone she stands Forever will he be in her heart Time may flee like grains of sand But he is with her, never again to part.