Fubar Blog Posts 4

Being A Dad
I woke up to the soft caresses of her Master's fingertips brushing through her hair, and the gentle caress of His breath as He woke her, whispering to her "Wake up My Love, let's go get something to eat" she shook her head to His words and climbed from the bed drowsily, it'd been going on 36 hours since she'd last ate, both of Them had slept well into the next evening. Master was already awake, shaved, smelling good, and dressed, I climbed into some jeans, and pulled a shirt on, I didn't bother with a bra or panties, Master preferred I didn't wear them anyway. they kissed tenderly before He helped her up into the truck, then climbed in Himself and let the engine warm, holding her hand gently..'Oh no' she though...'has Master gotten it out of His system and decided to move on?' The thought brought tears to her eyes, had she been used? Well, besides the obvious, was this a game to Him? she looked down at her hand in His, it fit perfectly, slowly, very slowly she pulled it over

Memorial Day
Just a quick note for everybody out there, especially those in the United States It is the time to honor our veterans that have fallen so that we could remain the land of the free. The generations since World War II have not known the sacrifices that had to be made by them. We may not agree with the reasons politicians send them to war, but we have to back them for it is these people that allow all of us to say and do the things we do everyday. Even the forgotten heroes, the police and the fire department. All these people serve so that we can sleep peacefully at night. So if you see a veteran, police officer or fireman in the next couple of days, please take time out of your busy schedule to thank them for their service. Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsIn Memorandum on Memorial Day, God Bless You and grant you eternal rest.

Meaning Of Flag Draped Coffin
Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we lea

Im Up For Bid In Tinks Auction
> I'VE DECIDED TO GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY AND BE IN TINK'S MY BFF AUCTION. PLEASE TAKE A LOOK AT WHAT I'M OFFERING AND MAKE A BID IF HAPPY HOUR, 30 DAY BLAST OR BLING PACKS ARE INCLUDED I WILL UP MY OFFER. THANK YOU FOR READING THIS AND DON'T FORGET TO R/F/A THE HOSTESS SHE IS ALSO UP FOR BID. THANK YOU. MUAAAAAH!!!!!!!! MY OFFER: 1. Rate & Fan Profile & Add as Friend 2. Add to family for one month and top friend list for one month 3. Personal SFW salute photo 4. Pimp out on my page for one month 5. Rate UP TO 500 EACH Pics and Stash till done during HH 6. Permanent pimpout in my blog 7. Add to my yahoo messenger I will also throw in with my offer _________owner of Babs 1 Gift a week for one month 1 Pimpout Bulletin a week for one month 3 Special effect picture that I can do, you can check my photo album, My Attempts At Special Effects. IF HAPPY HOUR OR 30 DAY BLAST IS BIDDED WE CAN TALK ABOUT MORE IN MY OFFER! AUCTION HOS

Some Old Poetry
Nothing special, just some old thoughts I feel like posting cause tonight couldn't be any more boring -__-. Hope your nights are goin well! Superficial World Welcome to my superficial world, with superficial values with superficial cares, that no one cares about. In a superficial place, in my superficial head I say superficial things, that no one hears or cares about. Hear the superficial truth, from a superficial person with a superficial life, that no one looks at or cares about. Look at that supid little boy, with normal love and values. He wants a some what fantasy world, that's fun to a super loving heart. But fantasy is fake. It is never real, so don't worry or care about it. But before it's over and you want to die, here's how to handle it: Create a superficial world, with superficial values with superficial cares, that no one cares about. Cause in my superficial head, that loves and likes and hates, I cry out to a not

~connection~
~Connection~ You and I are Connected in a Way that goes beyond Romance, beyond Friendship, Beyond what we've ever had before. It has defied Time, Distance and Changes in ourselves and in our Lives. And it has defied every explanation except One. Purely and Simply, We're Soul Mates. I can't explain it. I just feel it. It's there in the way my spirit subtly lifts when we talk.... How the sound of your voice brings me home in a way I can't explain. It's in the delight I feel when we laugh at exactly the same things... When I'm with you...Its like a tiny part of the Universe shifts into the place it's supposed to be, and all is right with the World. These things, and so many more, have made me understand..... That this is a Once-In-A-Lifetime, Forever Connection that could only exist between you and me. And deep in my Soul... I know that our relationship is a Rare Gift, One that will bring us an extraordinary happiness.....All through

Words
I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say, Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand, Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult, To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their core. Mere words cannot describe, The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that, You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reached across the mile. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with, The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ...That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word, To calm and soothe I find. I struggle and I sear

A Clearing
Cooling air blowing again Darkening clouds rolling in Thundering near~within the distance lightening bolts,striking in an intance Rain drops falling~ever so strong cleansing this earth of all thats wrong For this minute washed away A seeming effort~I must say Bursts of light opening the night sky Feel the roaring~thunder slowly die! Clouds drifted apart looking in you can see wonderous happenings longing to be free Blustering winds dipping down below Whipping and turning between the willow Demanding its presence to be known Forcefully showing~a power of its own Wakeing your sence's to that of new A rush~in a moment,A power so true Filling your soul with a sence of peace Calming the earth~a powerful release! © Angel

~for Keeps~
~For Keeps~ You don't know how often I can almost feel you right here with me. I hear your words of advice and support on bad days.... See things you find funny and hear you laugh.....and even find myself trying to remember certain things so that I can share them later with you. It's not as fun as having you here, but I love sharing that kind of closeness. We're close in all the ways that count...In Spirit, In Understanding, and in Heart. Being far away will never change that. I'm so lucky to know that..... No matter where you are in the World....... You are in My Life for Keeps.... Peace.

The 411
If you're close to me, you already know this, if not, surprise! I'm deploying. Here's the basics: Who: ...Me. Tony. Hi. What: I'm going to Iraq. Like nowish. When: Early to mid June. Where: Few hundred miles outside of Baghdad. I'd tell you the name of the post, but it wouldn't mean anything to you. Why: I'm putting this up mainly for a couple reasons. With my brother I'm leaving a list of contacts for him to get in touch with should anything happen to me. If you wish to be added to it, just send me a PM with whatever information you want me to pass along. I don't have the address to where I'm going yet, but if you would like that to send letters once I'm gone, I'll pass that along as well. Should you have any specific questions as to the duration of my stay, where I'm going, what I'll be doing, send me a message. Otherwise..well...chances are I'll not be on here quite so often. Best wishes, Tony

Come Join Our Family
Hey Fellow Fubar Friends An Soon To be Friends Im GMN Prezz Gorilla Bonez Jus Here To Let You Kno I Joined This Family Bout A Week Ago An They Have Treated Mi Like Family So If U Want This Family Click The Link Below An Wen U Join Tell Them Prezz Recruited U FU-Bombers@ fubar

Dirty Little Secret
I hear this alot through talking with friends. Your single, you join a site such as fubar. You see someone that captures ur interests. You start leaving comments sometimes in a flirty sense. You begin to talk, and hit it off. You arrange to meet, fall in love etc..... Now the same comments you made before are becoming to be a problem. But the same comments you leave are being left by other people. Only difference is your being asked to not leave them in fear of causing drama or make others jealous. Now I don't understand this at all. If your so afraid of what others will think, or you may risk losing a so called "friend" because they now know ur involved with this person then why hook up at all? Why not just live the life of flirting? So many of you just don't know how it feels to be kept a secret. If you thrive off of the attention of people hitting on you, then you shouldn't get involved with anyone. Now I do understand that some people try and lay claim to their significant ot

R.i.p. Grandma
SO TODAY IS A SAD DAY FOR ME.. ITS THE FOUR YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF THE PASSING AWAY OF MY GRANDMOTHER..THIS WOMAN RAISED ME FOR YEARS ALONG WITH MY GRAMMIE AND AUNTS.. I MISS HER AT TIMES SO MUCH ITS OVERWHELMING. WHEN I WANT SOMEONE TO TURN TO FOR ADVICE WITH MY CHILDREN, SHE ISNT THERE TO ASK. SO I THEN HAVE TO THINK BACK ABOUT WHAT SHE TAUGHT ME. AND THERE IS JUST SO MUCH. SHE TAUGHT ME ABOUT LOVE.. ITS A WONDERFUL GIFT, BUT ONE OF THOSE THINGS YOU HAVE TO WORK FOR TO RECEIVE SHE TAUGHT ME RESPECT, ITS GIVEN UNTIL ITS TIME TO TAKE IT AWAY SHE TAUGHT ME ABOUT FAMILY, AND WHAT IT TRULY MEANS SHE TAUGHT ME TO COOK HOMEMADE MEALS FROM SCRATCH SHE TAUGHT ME ABOUT OLD MOVIES AND ELVIS SHE TAUGHT ME IN THE OLD WAYS, I JUST WISH I WOULD PRACTICE THEM ON MY CHILDREN MORE I WOULD POST A LOVELY PICTURE OF HER, BUT SHE WOULD COME BACK TO HAUNT MY ARSE IF I EVER PUT A PIC OF HER ON THE INTERNET.. WHEN SHE PASSED AWAY, SHE WAS A MOTHER OF FIVE, A GRANDMOTHER OF 16 (I'M THE

My First Auction
> > > > > > > ITS TIME FOR A COOL OFF SUMMER AUCTION > > I AM HOSTING MY FIRST EVER AUCTION AND AM WANTING YOU TO JOIN IN THE FUN. > PLEASE CONTACT ME WITH A PIC AND WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER FOR THE HIGHEST BIDDER > THERE WILL BE A 15K ENTRY FEE AND A STARTING BID OF 30K (THE 15K WILL BE REFUNDED IF THE 30K IS NOT MET) > > WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR EMAIL ME YOUR PIC 15K AND WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER AND LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED > ~~ Poker Buddy ~~@ fubar > >

T.g.i.f
T.G.I.F to all of you who are lucky to get the weekend off. As for me.. I will be working , like I usually do when a holiday weekend comes around. Guess its just my luck that it falls on my weekend all the time. Ughh. I get monday off though, which I could care less..at least I would be bringing in the money on that day. Anyways.. wishing you all a great weekend.

Hop On
Attention Fubar! come join the newest train on Fubar, the Leather and Lace Fubar Friend Train! Please F/A/R all members, then message either me or Strawberrii Kisses to hop on! Conductor ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ Member of the Shadow Bombers@ fubar Co Conductor StrawBerrii Kisses Sign My Guest Book Please LolliPop Gurlz Club(Club United) Fan Add Rate Me !!!!!!@ fubar Riders countrysissy*THE DREAM TEAM *underworld levelers *CLUB UNITED*club frat**@ fubar Lost soul ~Owner of the Lost Souls Lounge~ Greeter @ S&S~ Club United@ fubar SwEeT4uChEeKs@ fubar ~Hotz ~4 ~ Shotz~@ fubar lost souls baby (~co owner of the lost souls lounge~greeter @ Saints and Sinners Lounge and part of

Friday.
I woke up tired this morning. nothing to do. nothin to see. just another day to bathe in the reflections of me. and to wish to taste that thing I used to be. another year goes by better yet, on another tune another song as we wait it seems long but when it's through it's never gone but again we wait. and we shake and move making a strange vibration across our staged rouse walkin upon a world and pray to leave a bruise behind for some one. anyone or thing to see. and so many of us in the bar tonight tied to desperation for a sensation after this supposed party. this home. this hole this scene a scream for white powder or green leaf after we leave behind these amber drinks something to smoke, pop or snort so we can tweek. a desperate end to a numb begining. and none of know why. hell we just wanna get high enough to fuck. and we wanna get wasted if we're not going to. it's this ID thing ya never bothered to understand this desperate death inside the man the guil

Fetish Staff Rules
Staff Rules 1. NO DRAMA. If something happens go straight to MinX, or one of the Fetish Management. What ever the problem is will be fixed. (You can view the list of management in the pic folders on the Fetish Lounge page.) 2. No one is allowed to ban without first speaking with MinX, or one of the Fetish Management. 3. Activity is a must, such as reposting of FETISH bulletins, going into the lounge, and whatever your specific job is, i.e. promoting, greeting, etc. 4. When you log in, even if it's for just a second, go into the lounge and say hey and see what's going on, make sure everyone's playing nice. If you're gonna be logged in but afk, leave yourself in the lounge and lurk, we want the numbers up in the lounge. 5. All staff must be voted in. Vote ins will be every Wednesday. 6. Inactivity will not be tolerated unless already okay'd by the owners for whatever reasons. 7. Fetish must be added to your name. 8. MinX or the Fetish Lounge must be added

Someday I Will...
Someday, I will make someone happy. We will be inseperable. We will be puzzle pieces. We will be different, but our "differences will make us the same". We will be in love. Not the kind that crumbles, not the kind that fades. That kind of love where you know it'll last forever. We will be perfectly content in knowing that all we need for the rest of our lives is each other. We will hold each other in the rain. We will dance in the rain. We will kiss in the rain. We will laugh in the rain. We will laugh at the same stupid things. We will laugh at each other. We will laugh with each other. We will be the couple you see walking down the street. 70 years old, and we will still have that sparkle in our eyes for each other. We will cuddle until we're stiff. He will watch chick flicks with me, and I will try and enjoy whatever his little heart desires. I will want to make him happy. I will want to hear "I love you". I will want to tell him I love him every second of every minute. I will want

My Fubar Career
Sometimes I wonder when I will finally leave this site. I just started, but to be sure, I can't possibly stay friends with everyone that I meet, nor can I make good on every hope and wish that I have for my friends, or myself with my friends. Points had, comments made, flirting exhausted, pictures took, it all will end sometime. I wonder when it does will this be something I'll look back on and want to remember as a good experience. Perhaps after all the feelings have been hurt things will be better than they were. Maybe I'll have met that special someone, or perhaps I'll have wished I never tried. This site is loaded with people that in appearance I despise for the most part. They are vain, arrongant, and rather loathesome. They symbolize the mere manifestation of egoism, and sensory pleasure for their own desires, and own ends. What have I to do with the likes of these men?

Parenting
If it was going to be easy, it never would have started with something called labor! Shouting to make your children obey is like using the horn to steer your car, and you get about the same results. To be in your children's memories tomorrow, you have to be in their lives today. The smartest advice on raising children is to enjoy them while they ares till on your side. Avenge yourself...live long enough to be a problem to your children. The best way to keep kids at home is to give it a loving atmosphere...and hide the keys to the car. The right temperature in a home is maintained by warm hearts, not by hot heads. Parents: People who bear infants, bore teenagers, and board newlyweds. The joy of motherhood: What a woman experiences when all the children are finally in bed. Life's golden age is when the kids are too old to need baby-sitters and too young to borrow the family car. Any child can tell you that the sole purpose of a middle name is so he

The Stanley Cup!!!
Well here it is memorial Day weekend (start of summer 2008). The wings will be returning to the Stanley cup finals starting tomorrow. I LOVE HOCKEY SEASON!!! Wishing all my friends a safe, and great weekend. I am staying home, BLAH!!!

Specific Links For Bombing Contest..plz Assist If You Can...
I have entered the contest to win 3 bling packs, i need 7500 comments... and and all love and help is GREATLY appreciated!!! I am more than will to return the love for everyones help!!! MUAH! thank you

Hot Mommas Pimpout
This is Why We Hot - Candice Jones Big Poppa Official Owner The Hot Mommas Club Big Poppa Would Like To Introduce & Show Love To All The Members Of The Offical Hot Mommas Club! They Are A Wonderful Group Of Ladies To Get To Know! So Much Love To You All! I Encourage Those Of You That Take The Time To Read This Bully Show Some Love To These Ladies They Truly Deserve It! The Official Members Of The Hot Mommas Club

Directions
Please read all! 1.Start at LondonHeathrowAirport. 2.Catch flight from London Heathrow to DallasFort WorthAirport. 3.Hire car at DallasFort WorthAirport. 4.Start going toward the "Airport Exit" on "International Parkway South" follow for 0.2 miles. 5.Bear left onto the highway toward "Terminal East Parking" - follow for0.3miles 6.Bear left onto "International Parkway North" toward "North AirportExit" -follow for 2.9 miles 7.Take the "Highway 114 west" exit toward "Fort Worth" - follow for 29.2miles 8.Then continue on "US287 north" - follow for 91.1 miles 9."US287 north" becomes "Interstate-44 east" - follow for 0.7 miles 10.Take left fork onto "US-287 north" toward "Vernon" - follow for 104.0 miles 11."US 287 north" becomes "Avenue F (US-287)" - follow for 2.8 miles 12.Continue to follow "US287 north" - follow for 104.9 miles 13.Take left ramp onto "Interstate 40 west" toward "Dumas" - follow for 7.8 miles 14.Take "Exit 70" onto "US 60 east" to

The Voodoo Penis
Category rude jokes Subcategory rude jokes about sex The Voodoo Penis A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort with an extremely healthy sex drive, so he thought he'd buy her a little something to keep her occupied while he was gone. He went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation. The old man said, "Well, I don't really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied for weeks, except---" and he stopped. "Except what?" the man asked. "Nothing, nothing." "C'mon, tell me! I need something!" "Well, sir, I don't usually mention t

Fu-owner Etiquette?
So what exactly if fu ownership etiquette? What are the rules of being owned? Can you have more than one owner at a time? (I think yes If the deals you make a different although I at this time only have one owner) Can you enter another auction if it ends after the owners ownership period? (I think yes) How long do you have to complete your offers has the bought one? (I say you have till end of ownership period however long that maybe) Does anyone know or do we make this up has we go? Comment and tell me what you think.

Brilliant Disguise
Brilliant Disguise I hold you in my arms as the band plays What are those words whispered baby just as you turn away? I saw you last night out on the edge of town I wanna read your mind to know just what I've got in this new thing I found. So tell me what I see when I look in your eyes Is that you baby or just a brilliant disguise? I heard somebody call your name from underneath our willow I saw something tucked in shame underneath your pillow. Well I've tried so hard baby but I just can't see What a woman like you is doing with me. So tell me who I see when I look in your eyes Is that you baby or just a brilliant disguise? Now look at me baby struggling to do everything right And then it all falls apart oh when out go the lights. I'm just a lonely pilgrim I walk this world in wealth I wanna know if it's you I don't trust 'Cause I damn sure don't trust myself. Now you play the loving wom

Plzz Read This Very Important
I recieved this today in my email I am wanting ALL my friends on here to know. The person is my brother I have no idea who the others are but I am praying that it aint nobodies loved ones. dont know if you all have heard but there was a serious fire aboard the USS George Washington. I have not heard from daniel in two days and i have his best friend in virginia who has contacts trying to get in touch with him. There is no way for me to get in touch with daniel until he contacts me. there were no fatalities but one sailor was treated for first degree burns and 23 more were treated for heat stress. As soon as i hear more i will let everyone know. Keep daniel in your prayers. Angel PLEASE PRAY FOR THESE NAVY SOLDIERS

Brisket, Ribs, Cheese. Oh, My!
Oh what fun I am having in my new job at Whole Foods. Its been a little rough trying to get used to the laid-back atmosphere and bureaucracy of being in a corporation...mixed. Especially coming from a small, independent business, but its really smoothing out. Which is allowing me to play and work my smoky art. Our Smokehouse has been breaking records in store and within the Southwest region. We're #1 in brisket sales and after this weekend same for ribs. We have increased the meat departments sales by $10k a week. Encouraging the 2nd under Mackey to visit our department, inquiring to how we are doing it in just 3+ months. Could it be an awesome Djinn working the pit? lol. I find that all amazing, because all of the other venues have greater square footage overall, more employees, and serve beer! In under 2 years they should have the new North Austin store opened with a larger smokehouse for me. Watchout then ;-) On the sales side we are good togo. Freeing me up to explore new sm

Come Bid On This Hottie!!! She Even Added To Her Offers!! (repost)
Come Bid On Me...Please?! All You Have To Do Is Click The Thumbnail Auction Pic Of Me Below To Get There HERE IS WHAT I AM OFFERING MY NEW "OWNER" (POSSIBLY MORE OFFERS WILL BE ADDED DEPENDING ON HOW THE BIDDING GOES) 1. Owned by ______ in my tagline for 1 month 2. Pimp out on my page for 1 month 3. Weekly pimp out bully for 4 weeks 4. 2 "Special Pic's" Made just for YOU by ME 5. Added to Yahoo permanently 6. All pics rated during HH 7. All blogs/stash rated 8. Daily profile comment for a month 9. Personal SFW Salute from me to you 10. Added To Top Friends & Family For A Month 11. 1 Big Pimpin Gift A Week For A Month 12. Keep You Fu-Shitfaced For Whole Month **IF I Should Get A HH Or Price Equivalent Bid....I Will Add More Offers....Tell Me What You Want...I Will See What I Can Do...Within Reason** You won't regret "Owning" Me....I Guarantee It!!Please Show Me Some LoveLove ~*~Rebbie~*~ aka Sexy Rebel Bitch (repost of original by '~*~ Rebbie ~*~

Life
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. Love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy. They just promised it would be worth it.

A Big Thank You Pimpout!
Ok, so the journey to getting the spotlight has been a crazy one. In just over a months time my fantabulous friends have donated, worked, and busted their asses helping me raise over 5 million fu bucks. Some of them even went fu-broke just so I could be the greedy little brat that I am, to get the spotlight. This is a huge thank you pimp out! Please go show them some loving! They worked hard to help me. Stop by their pages and Fan/Rate/Add them - and tell them that BrattyBytch sent you! Please note - These are in NO specific order! ~~~BIGSEXY~~~@ fubar Lucie in the Sky@ fubar Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar ¶PÃIЙT€Я™¤Ð§Ç¤H€££Z BØMB€ЯZ™FU€ЙGÃG€Ð TØ ¶FЯØGGĬ€™¤♫§B®ÃÐIØ@ fubar ~ &hearts Hrtofgold ~THE SHADOW BOMBERS~ &hearts ~@ fubar SARCASTK1 {SHADOW LEVELER}@ fubar Abby ~Screw the roses, Send me the thorns~@ fubar This next friend of mine doesn't use the Fu to often very much

Written For My By Wife
We are in the lounge having a great time. The music and drinks are flowing. We are out on the floor dancing. They are playing a great variety tonight. The room is dimly lit. Not too many people there. A slow song comes on, you pull me close to you. I can feel each breath you take. You look into my eyes. I can see the love you have for me as you can see that I have for you. You lean in and kiss me. It's very deep and passionate. As we kiss, we zone out everything and everyone around us. We can hear the music but other than that it's as if the only two people in the room are us. You grab onto me, lifting me up, kissing me even deeper. I react by wrapping my legs around your waist locking my legs around you. You walk us to the back of the room and back me against the wall, moving your hand along my thigh... the thought of you getting closer to my kitty makes me squirm a little. You like this. The way you have me held against the wall, you can reach down to your zipper, you pull out your s

Something Bothering Me.
Something has been bothering me for a while now so I figured Id write about it. In September of 2006 I started talking to this girl named Mellissa on the internet. She was a very sweet girl and we talked all the time. She and I had a lot in common, she liked many of the things that I like and we would talk on the phone for hours. She lived about an hour way from me but we started going to each others house and we became very close. We actually started dating as boyfriend/girlfriend shortly after. Things went really well for quite a while. We used to go out and have fun, shopping, seeing movies, going to the beach, bike riding, and all sorts of things. I’m not gonna go into the intimate details but we were very close to say the least. Then on Jan 1st 2007 I had a break down, called Mellissa and she drove all the way to my house an hour away at 12.30am to take me to the hospital. I thought that if she was willing to do something like that she must really love me. I got out of the ho

. . . .
Hey Everyone This is my bestfriend ...addict ...addict@ fubar She's had a fubar account for awhile now She just started to use it again I was wondering if you'd take some time out of your day to go and Add, Rate, and Fan her. She loves new friends, and I'm hoping we can get her to stay this time. Let's see if we can make her feel welcomed back here on fubar. Hopefully she won't leave again. Can we do this? I think we can. Let her know reLLa sent ya. x0x °o.O[reLLa]O.o°@ fubar

No Limits....
I could feel a tear slowly running down the side of my cheek. The cold steel of the handcuffs, the tools that held my hands securely behind my back, were pressing sharply into my skin. His heart beat steadily; mine was going a nonstop. “Could I be happier?” I asked myself with a glassy-eyed smile. Happiness, I have heard, means nothing without sadness. “The soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears,” a Navajo Indian proverb says. It’s true—here I lay, atop my Master’s bare chest, hands cuffed, body used, bruised and sore, a plug in my anus and nude except for the padlocked chastity belt that covers my pussy and keeps a butt plug in place—and I could not be happier or more free. This situation, I think to myself, is paradise compared previous sleeping arrangements I’ve endured. Twenty-four hours ago I was hunched over in a 4x4 cage, one hardly big enough for a dog much less a human. My mouth was gagged with a ball gag. My collar was padlocked to a ring at the

Doo Rock Inn
***** THIS POEM WAS WRITTEN FOR ME BY AN AWESOME LOUNGE MEMBER ~ LOSTPOET&DENPOET~ GO AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE***** Lostpoet&DenPoet@ fubar Come one now come all the Doo Rock Inn sends out a call We got DJ's Ready to Play all Request throughout the night and day We can ignite the heart and Spirit to soar up on high Come on and you will see the Doo Rock Inn is the coolest Place to be We sing with the greatest desire to ignite your Heart set your Spirit on fire Check us out and watch us soar as you walk into the door We Greet all like family So come on in and you will agree Once you Enter the Doo Rock Inn is the greatest place to be

Computer
having problems with my computer a friend is fixing the tower on it for me and i'm stuck with a crappy back up i have,its so slow i cant mumm on it which sucks and no yahoo messenger at the mo either . Don't know how long its going to be like this hopefully not long,i'm still on my quest to make Henchman so rate some crap i'll drop some rates on you when i get time and if this damn thing will let me grrrrrr well hope to be back up to full speed very soon take care love&hugs all ♥

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I’m a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you’re even around in the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we’re stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I’ve been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball

Ugly The Cat
Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was. Ugly was the resident tomcat. Ugly loved three things in this world: fighting, eating garbage, and, shall we say, love. The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly. To start with, he had only one eye and where the other should have been was a hole. He was also missing his ear on the same side, his left foot appeared to have been badly broken at one time, and had healed at an unnatural angle, making him look like he was always turning the corner. Ugly would have been a dark gray tabby, striped type, except for the sores covering his head, neck, and even his shoulders Every time someone saw Ugly there was the same reaction. "That's one UGLY cat!!!" All the children were warned not to touch him, the adults threw rocks at him, hosed him down, squirted him when he tried to come in their homes, or shut his paws in the door when he would not leav

Comments/suggestions/complaints
hello: I am the gentleman flirt and this is my lounge i hope yall enjoy and are having fun we have been and are trying to make it to suit yalls needs and wants so i hope you like it...but please feel free to make suggestions,comments or complaints here ty...this is checked daily and all are responded to ...ty the real flirt P.S All comments and love are welcomed and appreciated and will be returned......

There Are Many Reasons
There are Many Reasons "…There is no true love short of possession, and no true possession short of eating…Every lover is a beast of Raven…every Romeo would be a cannibal if he dared" ~ Cervantes, Don Quixot ~ There are many reasons that I belong to Him. Narrowing it down has been my challenge, and--as is my character—I have over-thought the topic to the point that the essential reasons have become the flotsam of mental wanderings. It occurs to me that the beauty of the relationship lies in its simplicity, and that my explanation need not be intricate, but must ring true. I am in hopes that He will read what follows in that spirit. I belong to Him because, for the first time in my life, I realize that it is permissible to be dependent on someone to care for me. Over this lifetime in particular, I have created a life for myself that relied upon no other. I have picked up the remains of a life nearly destroyed, and put it back together. What resulted was a jaded woman, unwil

Inside Of Me...
Blackness surrounding me Making it hard to even breathe Suffocating thoughts That want to rise up within me Not willing to let them in For fear they will see the person inside, who i really am A scared, lonely girl who is lost and alone Searching for answers, But even the questions are unknown

On Women...
Fascinating... I find it fascinating that the moment that I am interested in and show interest in a woman, more women tend to come out and be interested in me as well. Is this a joke? Is it for real? If it's on purpose, I'd like to know why. It can't be jealousy since most of these women are strangers to me and aren't around long enough to develop enough feelings of, "Grrr... No! I have to win him over before it's too late!" Oh, and online, it can get worse. WAY worse... barriers tendto be broken online, and they are much more courageous to say things that I'm sure no one would say in person... like, "She wouldn't know if you also have me on the side..." Really... Things like these belong on television, maybe in movies, or inthe mind of a demented writer who writes his own fantasies on paper for the world toread. Drama has no place in my life. I've had my share of it, and I don't like it

Memorial Day
i can not help that i am crying for the stories i see of the men suffering to be so brave as to rush to aid to put oneself in line of fire i cry all the men dying now all the men who died before cry for all who suffered and is marked marked for life the horrors of war i know it must be to save the freedoms that many have already died to gain from the beginning of 1760's to those dying for freedom in 2008 graves are marked souls are marked families are marked mark them all as free i am free to remember all must be to be free and i am free remember to thank a serviceman

If A Man Wants You.....written By A Man
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of frie

Week One Is Done!!!
Well now!!! Week one is over - and how did it fare? I don't know, I'm still recovering. This is boot camp, and something they don't let on until you get here. The truck left at 5pm on Sunday, and returned at 2am on Saturday, with dedicated Toyota parts going from Portland Maine, other [arts from Penn, Vt.',ec. My trainer and I put on well over 6000 miles this week - I tallied it and I drove close to 4000 of them. We had exactly 2 hours of down time, the schedules are that close. I am still grinding the gears a bit, but not bad. There is definitely a science to it, and once you put it all together, it works well...but you don't learn it overnight. There is a lot these folks need to know, and the old breed of mother trucker is dying out for a reason. The first night I drove until 3 am ( I was beginning to have actual hallucinations ) aand spent a rough night in the back, not used to the bouncing around. After that, my trainer says that my snores never missed a beat. It's

Part 1 Biggest Pimpout Ever!!
> > JUST WANT TO SHOW OFF THESE BEAUTIFUL PPL I CALL FRIENDS AND FAM... THIS IS NOT IN ANY SPECIAL ORDER!!!! OK WELL THIS ONE IS FIRST AND IN ORDER BECAUSE HE IS MY HEART AND SOLE AND R/L HUBBY MUAHHHH! CLOWNIN*@ fubar THIS IS MY DEAR R/L BEST FRIEND LOVE HER AND HER HUBBY THEY ARE AWESOME MUAHHHH! *Country Girl 28*@ fubar MY BUTTERCUP LOL VERY AWESOME AND SWEET PERSON AS MANY OF YOU ALREADY KNOW!!IF YOU DONT YOUR LOSS NOT MINE I KEEP HIM CLOSE LOL!! BASSTRACKER~ FU-HUBBY TO PURPLESKY&OWNED BY WONDER WOMAN & HEAD OF HUMAN RESOURCES for Git-r-done f@ fubar THIS PERSON IS A MUST KNOW HE IS GREAT VERY KIND HEARTED AND A TRUE FRIEND XOXOX!!! cutterbum@ fubar

~~deleting~~
i just wanted to take this time to say i love my family and close friends.thank you for everything you do. i have noticed here lately that my friends list is getting crazy.people adding me just for points or to send me links to their lounges or what not.so to help me manage my true friends and family i will be deleting people soon.it really shouldn't be a drama issue with a lot of you since we never talk anyways.so no need to be stupid about it.i respect and love all my friends that i have contact with.and thank you to all the ones i have on a daily basis.the only people i will not be deleting are my family ~~the shadow levelers~~.and the ones that are true friends..rawk on guys.i love you all~big hugs~

This Is Me
MY FAV SONG OF ALL TIME THIS SONG IS ME!!!!!!!! Am I the kind of man That lives by his heart Who believes in God almighty Not fearin' the devil or the dark Always there when you need me to be Hold your hand, say I love you In those hours of need Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me Am I the kind of man That thinks he's strong To stand up in a crowd And admit when he's wrong When you're in trouble To no one else you'll ever plead Knock on my door, say honey You're the man I needed to see Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me I know I ain't been much But I'm tryin' Things have been rough lately I'm not denyin' But I'm gonna try somehow To be a better man 'Cause my heart and soul Is tryin' as hard as it can Am I the kind of man Who believes in peace Who'll stand up and fight in a minute Over something that he believes Loves all his brothers Treats h

Caution !!
Caution !! John the farmer was in the fertilized egg business. He had several hundred young layers (hens), called "pullets", and ten roosters, whose job it was to fertilize the eggs. The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. That took an awful lot of his time, so he bought a set of tiny bells and attached them to his roosters. Each bell had a different tone so John could tell from a distance, which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out an efficiency report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was old Butch, a very fine specimen he was, too But on this particular morning John noticed old Butch's bell hadn't rung at all! John went to investigate. The other roosters were chasing pullets, bells-a-ringing. The pullets, hearing the roosters coming, would run for cover. But to Farmer John's amazement, old Butch had his bell in his beak, so it couldn't ring

Do They Go Unpunished?
Sometimes I wonder just how cynical and suspicious the world has gotten. There was a time when you could do a favor or a good deed for a friend without expecting anything in return but the satisfaction of knowing you helped someone out. Unfortunately, in today's world, if you even try to do something nice for someone you are immediately under suspicion. What are they up to? What do they expect in return? No one does anything without having an ulterior motive! Well, guess what? There is still someone out here that is willing to do a good deed for someone and there is no ulterior motive involved. I don't think I am the only one who still believes that the satisfaction of knowing you helped someone out is it's own reward, but I'm sure there aren't many of us left. Maybe I'm wrong, and there are lots of us? Perhaps I've been subjected to the cynicism and suspicion for so long it has jaded me? Nah, I don't think that for a second. If you are reading this and you agree that no one helps s

I Need Some Onewho Has Political Connections That Can Help
THERE HAS TO BE SOME ONE HERE THAT KNOWS SOME ONE IN POLITICS. NO MATTER IF IT BE A POLICEMAN, STATE TROUPER,MAYOR,GOVENOR,JUDGE,LAWYER,ETC.... I'M RUNNING OUT OF IDEALS AN MONEY TRYING TO FIND MICHELLE L UPDEGROVE MY GIRLFRIEND OF THE LAST 3 YEARS WHICH THE LAST 2 1/2 HAVE BEEN LIVING WITH ME IN OUR ALLENTOWN PA HOME. WHO WENT MISSING. ONE DAY AFTER HER HUSBAND ( WHO REFUSES'S TO SIGN THE DIFFORCE PAPERS )LOST HIS CASE IN COURT AN MUST PAY HER SUPPORT. HE HAS A PA STATE TROUPER AS A BEST FRIEND THAT HAS MAD MINE AN HER LIFE A LIVING HELL FOR THE LAST 2 1/2 YEARS WE HAVE BEEN TO THE ALLENTOW POLICE TO STOP HIM FROM BOTHERING US, WE WENT TO THE STATE POLICE/ THE FBI/ARLEAN SPECTOR,LISA BOSCOALA, CHALIE DENT. NOBODY WOULD HELP US NOW SHE HAS BEEN MISSING SINCE MAY THE 3 RD 4 DAYS AFTER BEEN REALESED FROM LEHIGH COUNTY PRISION BY JUDGE BRAION JOHSON ON THE CONDITION SHE TAKES HER MEDS,SEE'S A DOCTOR AN COUNSLER,MAINTAIN A JOB (WHICH SHE WAS STARTING AT WENDY'S ON THE 3) COPLETE HER G

Life Through My Eyes
Life through my bloodshot eyes would scare a square 2 death poverty, murder, violence and never a moment 2 rest Fun and games R few but treasured like gold 2 me cuz i realize that i must return 2 my spot in poverty But mock my words when i say my heart will not exist unless my destiny comes through and puts an end 2 all of this

Keeping It Real...100%
I'm just wondering...why post a blog if no one can read it? I've posted 5 blogs already, and my profile is viewable by everyone. I see no point in hiding behind my computer. What I say, I mean, and I will be willing to back up 100%. As my friend ~LUCKY~ has said many times to me, I keep things 100% at all times. No lies, no back-stabbing, and I'm not gonna hold my tongue if someone is offensive or bothering me. Anybody real out there anymore...? No bullshit, no drama...where are the real people...? People claim they want it, but can't stand having their hands called when they are flat-out lying. So what's up with all that...? I don't understand. Someone that has better understanding of this than me, please enlighten me. Thanks a lot :) P. S. Anyone with comments, please don't hold back. Give it all to me...I'm a grown woman and I can handle anything anyone has to say.....

New Baby
bad dream, weird dream, good dream, that just about covers the dream i had. i had to relive my brother dying again, for some reason after almost 2 yrs, im no better than when it first happened. in my dream i got pregnant, and what was strange was, that baby moved a lot while it was inside me. More than most babies do. As i expected, it was a boy. I named him after my brother. That baby grew a lot faster than most, and understood a lot more than most. Strangely, i dont know who the father is and i didnt even know what color hair the baby had lol.

You're Always There
You're Always there You're always there Keeping me going Like a whisp of air You keep me from giving up To find such a friend Purely luck Maybe i'm special I don't know what else to say Without you I'd turn and run You keep me going the right way You're always there You're there when I'm sad You pick me up down i'm down Righting all complications I give you this crown You're one of the best of friends I wish everyone could acquire You're always there My need for you, is dire For you Jenn!! :)

Just Between Friends
For those who have just wanted to go there... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Marie giggled wildly as she and her friend Gary stumbled into bed. The sounds of the party going on behind them were muted... mostly because the vast majority of people had already left. Fortunately, given her drunken state, she didn't have to drive anywhere since the party was at her and her roommate's house... and it also meant that she could offer Gary a bed to sleep in and since he was even more trashed than she was that was definitely a blessing. She hated to think that he'd try to drive and get himself hurt or into trouble... and it would be nice to have someone to sleep next to. Every once in awhile she just missed cuddling up to someone. "Oh fuck, the light," she sighed, and she pushed herself up off the bed as Gary wormed to one side. Turning it off she stumbled back to the soft mattress and fell down. "Mind if I take off my jeans?" slurred Gary. Marie laughed, "Sur

Take A Look
Gemini Adaptable, Curious & Adventurous May 23 to June 21 Gemini personality: "talk to me" About your self: You were born an Air sign, with Mercury as your ruling planet. You are intellectual, restless, mobile, usually in the thick of things; attracted to reporting, photography, social work; interested in areas in which philosophical ideas prevail. Your sign is provocative; it most certainly is mercurial-there is a restlessness that stands out as a trademark. You have a great sense of humor. Your sign can be exasperating to others because you are not a Fixed sign; you are versatile. You tend to become involved in rumors. You can love more than one person at a time, and you do fall in and out of love. You can generate enthusiasm; but once this is achieved you can just as quickly lose interest and move on to another subject or individual. Your nature is a dual one and you appear one way to some, another way to others. It is difficult for others to actually know you.

Good News
At work today think might found someone. She been hurt by her ex who hite her and everything. She is married but she separted. SHe has son. SHe love to cuddle. She beatiful and she like me. we are metting tomrrow and movie date friday. i keep yaw posted. I real hop it works out. cross ur finger

5/26
Aquarius January 20 - February 17 It is obvious how much you like to dream, dear Aquarius, and certainly, this is an important part of your existence. Realize, however, that there comes a time when you must face reality. This is one of those days when you need to bite the bullet and deal with your bills. Take care of annoying errands that you have been putting off for weeks. Send the letters that have been building up on your desk for days. Stop making excuses. *no break even on a holiday?*

I.r.baboon. Esq.
I want a hole in my pocket, so I can take it out and say "Hi Dave" through someones mirror when they are shaving. That just sounds fun to me. LAUGH WHEN HIGH She R Finding Things When Phreaks penis hurts, he will attack your castle. If the General is NOT holding the button, this is NOT a drill. I.R. scared me. I.R. Practice throwing things in the house. I have corrupted VooDoo! I.R. dissapointed, I not have homework. I.R. I.R. drippin pussy

Celtic Magic, Chan, Ace's Angel, Storm And Awesome
REAL FRIENDS ARE HARD TO COME BY NOW A DAYS. AS MOST OF MY REAL FRIENDS THAT ARE ON FUBAR ALREADY NOW. WHEN CHAN AND I ANNOUNCED THAT WE WERE GETTING MARRIED A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT WE THOUGHT WERE OUR FRIENDS UP AND LEFT BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T LIKE OUR DECISION. OH FUCKING WELL. CELTIC MAGIC, DJ CHAN, ACE'S ANGEL, DJ STORM AND DJ AWESOME ARE THE BEST FRIENDS THAT ANYONE COULD ASK FOR. CELTIC MAGIC IS ONE OF THE MOST GIVING PEOPLE THAT I HAVE EVER MET. SHE HATES PEOPLE BUT IF SHE CONSIDERS YOU A FRIEND SHE WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THEM. SHE IS ONE OF THE MOST FORTHRIGHT PEOPLE I HAVE EVER KNOW AND WHEN I HAVE NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO OR JUST NEEDED ANYTHING IN GENERAL SHE HAS BEEN THERE. DJ CHAN, WHERE DO I BEGIN WITH HIM. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. CHAN COMES OFF AS A BIPOLAR ASSHOLE WHO ONLY CARES ABOUT HIMSELF. BUT THATS NOT THE TRUTH. I KNOW THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT WILL NOT AGREE WITH ME BUT THAT IS BECAUSE THEY HAVE NEVER TAKEN THE CHANCE TO REALLY KN

***i Found Her***
Just sharing......I have found the most wonderful person. Yes, I have many very special, wonderful friends although this person has come into my life and has become my life partner. Our interaction is incredible. When Tonya smiles, I smile..... Charles

Memorial Day
GREAT MEMORIAL DAY COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Honor Earned Here we stand to honor our dead; To remember them as these words are read. To give that honor that they have earned; Is a lesson taught, a lesson learned. These men and women who gave their all; And answered God’s hallowed call. And even though we are apart They live on in our minds and heart. So, bow your head and let us pray; God bless them all on this day. GREAT MEMORIAL DAY COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Always remember We bow our heads in silent grace; Proud to stand upon this place. To honor those who we love and lost; Whose lives were taken at such a cost. Through the pain and sorrow, for all the brave and true; To always be remembered by me and by you. To heal the minds and hearts, of those who still live; Always remembering what they had to give. Live your lives with pride in hearing what I say; May God bless and keep you on this and every day. GREAT MEMORIAL DAY COMMENTSCLICK HERE! Memor

Explain This To Me Like I'm Two Please
So how is it that people that rate you less than a 10 can have the nerve to send a friend request? Please explain this to me. Ive had two do that to me today one gave me a 2 then sent a request? WTF is that. The other one was a little higher but.... On another bitch note.. DO NOT come into my shoutbox with hey cutie, hey sexy or anything of that nature. If your not on my family list. They are the only ones that may say things like that. I have a name use it.. and again another bitch.. If you email me and say you have jerked your dick to my pics that will get you blocked.... I dont give a fuck nor do I wanna know. Keep that kind of information to yourself. Some women may like it but I dont. Stepping down off soapbox now.. Ok Im all better you may continue.

Final Interview
I'm leaving in a little bit for Washington DC for the final interview that I have to go through for the job I want. I'm starting to get a little nervous about it but I just have to do what I've been raised to do... be myself. Wish me luck and I'll be back in Philly on Wednesday.

Wow Some Jus Dont Get It
JESA000: ha JESA000: you gunna be waiting for sometime cause i promise hes not leaving me now JUSS: lol babe its all good really it is JUSS: jus stop bein sooooo insecure thinkin all my status' are about him JUSS: i mean really JESA000: well i just wanna tell you JESA000: hes amazing! JUSS: yayyyy YOU FUCKED HIM JUSS: idc idc idc idc idc idc JESA000: oh i did more than fuck him JESA000: but thats not my point JESA000: hes amazing ! really and im sorry you missed ur chance JUSS: babe in a few months youll be crying and the kids will be confused JUSS: do your thing JESA000: lmao JESA000: i promise hes not leaving me JESA000: for nothing JESA000: you dont even know him JUSS: ok jesa JESA000: i met his family..they love me JESA000: and bet you some money we getting a house together JESA000: in fact hes already found a place JUSS: do it!! JESA000: and nana we will have her too JESA000: i complete him JUSS: then complete jesica JUSS: yall have yalls thing be h

Two Thousand One, Nine Eleven (2001-911)
THE WORDS ARE POWERFUL: TWO THOUSAND ONE, NINE ELEVEN (2001-911) Two thousand one, nine eleven Three thousand plus arrive in heaven As they pass through the gate, Thousands more appear in wait A bearded man with stovepipe hat Steps forward saying, "Lets sit, lets chat" They settle down in seats of clouds A man named Martin shouts out proud "I have a dream!" and once he did The Newcomer said, "Your dream still lives." Groups of soldiers in blue and gray Others in khaki, and green then say "We're from Bull Run, Yorktown, the Maine" The Newcomer said, "You died not in vain." From a man on sticks one could hear "The only thing we have to fear. The Newcomer said, "We know the rest, Trust us sir, we've passed that test." "Courage doesn't hide in caves You can't bury freedom, in a grave," The Newcomers had heard this voice before A distinct Yankees twang from Hyannisport shores A silence fell within the mist Somehow the Newcomer knew that this Meant

Chaotic And Bratt Did It Again- Blinging My Constant Helpers Again
COMMENTS,COMMENTS,COMMENTS,COMMENTS=) imikimi - Customize Your World OK,WE ARE IN A GIVAWAY,NO TIME LIMIT.SO ANY HELP ANY TIME YOU ARE BORED OR HAVE A FEW MINUTES WOULD BE GREAT.I WILL BE HANDING OUT BLINGYS FOR HELPING METHE MORE YOU DO THE MORE BLINGYS YOU GET=). SO COME 1 ,COME ALL.LOVE YA ALL ^^^^CLICK ME^^^^ ^^^^CLICK ME^^^^ ^^CLICK ME TOO^^ ^^CLICK ME TOO^^ ~Bratt~& CHAOTIC PRINCESS= ) imikimi - Customize Your World

Cheap Tomatoes
THIS HAS GOT TO BE PASSED ALONG TO AS MANY AS POSSIBLE OR WE WILL ALL GO DOWN THE DRAIN BECAUSE A FEW DON'T CARE. This English teacher has phrased it the best I've seen yet. Tomatoes and Cheap Labor CHEAP TOMATOES? This should make everyone think, be you Democrat, Republican or Independent From a California school teacher - - - "As you listen to the news about the student protests over illegal immigration, there are some things that you should be aware of: I am in charge of the English-as-a-second-language department at a large southern California high school which is designated a Title 1 school, meaning that its students average lower socioeconomic and income levels. Most of the schools you are hearing about, South Gate High, Bell Gardens , Huntington Park , etc. , where these students are protesting, are also Title 1 schools. Title 1 schools are on the free breakfast and free lunch program. When I

The Weekend In Review
Well... I'm home from the beach. We had a wonderful time and beautiful weather. I got a bit sunburned which was a downer but all in all it was good. I got to spend some quality time with the boyfriend Gavin & my best friend DJ Ginger so that is a big bonus. Pics are posted for your viewing pleasure. Just click on the photo below to go to the folder.

I Am Going In The Army
ALRIGHT I POST THIS MUMM ABOUT WHICH ONE SHOULDMI DO ARMY OR COP AND MOST SAID ARMY BUT I DIDN'T MAKE UP MY MIND BASIC UPON WHAT EVERYBODY VOTED ON..I MADE UP MY MIND AND I AM GOING IN THE ARMY TO BE A MEDIC..AND IT'S SOMETHING THAT I THOUGHT LONG AND HARD ON AND I AM DOING IT..SO I DID MY LAST PARTING THIS WEEKEND..SO YEA....

R U A Slut?
Congratulations your ALMOST a Slut! Just a wild night away! Go out and rack up some points! Your Motto: "I'll Try Anything Once!" Your Sign: "Rest Area Ahead" Let's Park! * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

Will It Ever End???
well went to lake friday // cqm home saturday..:( spent early sat morning in ER; i tripped on a pot hole broke my knee so! plz some one take this black cloud from 0ve r me;;; -plz plz help ,e i jave fallen n can[t get up;;

Coming "home"
After 2 years in Iraq I thought that coming back to the states was what I really wanted. Now I'm not so sure. Over there we all could count on one another and we all took care of one another. We all understood what we were going through inside because we were all there. Here, I feel like I'm all alone most of the time. Like people don't understand. I hear all these people talking about what they think is going on and making judgments about something they know nothing about because the news media is lieing to them about it. How can they judge something without having all the facts? Without knowing more than just a bunch of fairy tales made up by the Politicians and the rest. Well, for all of you that don't support the troops; that sit here whining about fuel prices and the rising cost of living and all this other day to day crap; why don't you volunteer to trade places with some of our sons, daughter, fathers, mothers, uncles, aunts, uncles and cousins that over there wondering if th

The Cast List And Plot For Friday The 13th 2009
Cast (in credits order) Jared Padalecki ... Clay Amanda Righetti ... Whitney Ryan Hansen ... Nolan (rumored) Ben Feldman ... Richie (rumored) Travis Van Winkle ... Trent Danielle Panabaker ... Jenna Arlen Escarpeta ... Lawrence Willa Ford ... Chelsea (rumored) Derek Mears ... Jason Voorhees Nick Mennell ... Mike (rumored) Jonathan Sadowski ... Wade Nana Visitor ... Pamela Voorhees (rumored) other cast: Aaron Yoo ... Chumbler (rumored) Richard Burgi ... Sheriff i like how most of the cast are unknowns but i heard a nasty rumor that paris hilton might be in it good pick for pamela voorhees i remember nana vistor from DS9 shes a good actress Derek Mears played a mutant on the hills have eyes, hope he does a good jason and i just saw a pic of the actor to play young jason (forgot his name)and he looks just like him, and he want even wearing any makeup PLOT After the supposed deat

Director Sydney Pollack Dies Of Cancer
LOS ANGELES, California (AP) -- Academy Award-winning director Sydney Pollack has died. He was 73. Pollack's agent, Leslee Dart, said Pollack died of cancer Monday afternoon at his home in Pacific Palisades. Dart said Pollack was surrounded by his family. Pollack's biggest success was the 1985 film "Out of Africa" starring Robert Redford and Meryl Streep, which won Oscars for Best Director and Best Picture. Pollack's other notable films include the comedy "Tootsie" starring Dustin Hoffman and the romantic film "The Way We Were," which paired Redford and Barbra Streisand.

Stand Up 4 Vet's
More than 300,000 of our military service personnel and veterans are returning from Iraq and Afghanistan with serious wounds and permanent disabilities. Yet the federal government is not providing sufficient, timely, and predictable funding to treat their visible and invisible wounds of war. Our veterans stood up for us. Now it's time we stand up for them. Visit standup4vets.org to sign a petition urging Congress and the President to take action so the men and women who fought to defend our nation don't have to fight to get the medical care they need and deserve. Stand Up For Veterans is an initiative of the Disabled American Veterans, an organization of 1.3 million disabled veterans who are focused on building better lives for disabled veterans and their families. The initiative seeks to find public policy solutions for all veterans, particularly those returning from Iraq and Afghanistan, who have incurred devastating injuries and disabilities, including traumatic brain injury, pos

Stalkers
Why are you watching me? As if I don't see you checking out my page. It only gives me the last 10 users who checked me out. It is quite disturbing to tell you the truth. What is wrong with you really? Do you need some sort of Medication? I think maybe you should talk to someone about that. Because it is not normal. There is something seriously wrong with you and I don't understand you. I don't want to understand you. So please LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!Don't you have anything better to do??? It is sad.. your life... I am finished with this crap. Why can't you be? Move on. There is nothing to see here really!!!! You know who you are.

"the Reflecting God"
"The Reflecting God" Your world is an ashtray We burn and coil like cigarettes The more you cry your ashes turn to mud It's the nature of the leeches, the virgin's Feeling cheated You've only spent a second of your life My world is unaffected, there is an exit here I say it is and then it's true, There is a dream inside a dream, I'm wide awake the more I sleep You'll understand when I'm dead I went to god just to see, and I was looking at me Saw heaven and hell were lies When I'm god everyone dies Scar/can you feel my power? Shoot here and the world gets smaller Scar/scar/can you feel my power? One shot and the world gets smaller Let's jump upon the sharp swords And cut away our smiles Without the threat of death There's no reason to live at all My world is unaffected, there is an exit here I say it is and then it's true, There is a dream inside a dream, I'm wide awake the more I sleep You'll understand when I'm dead [Bridge] [Chorus] "Each thing i

Is Iraq Worth It?
Today i got a phone call from my half brothers mom. She called to tell me that my brother was found in his hotel room this morning. He had apperently commited suicide with only a note taped to the mirror saying "This is the only way to stop the nightmares." This is my brother, my hero...He proudly served in the USMC for 5 years, and spent 3 of them in Iraq...He was recently discharged and had aquired a well paying job at the pentagon...just yesterday we were talking on the phone about his coming up here to visit me...Our troops are coming back home with PTSD like never before and the military is just cutting them lose to take care of themselves. Is iraq really worth losing all of these soldiers over...what are we really fighting for?

Christian Woman
Forgive her For she knows Not what she does.... A cross upon her bedroom wall. From grace she will fall. An image burning in her mind. And between her thighs. A dying God-man full of pain. When will you cum again? Before him beg to serve or please. On your back or knees. There's no forgiveness for her sins. Prefers punishment? Would you suffer eternally Or internally? Ah. For her lust She'll burn in hell. Her soul done medium well. All through mass manual stimulation Salvation. Corpus Christi She needs Corpus Christi Corpus Christi. Corpus Christi She needs Corpus Christi Corpus Christi. Body of Christ. She needs. Body of Christ. Body of Christ. She'd like to know God. love God. Feel her God. Inside of her - deep inside of her. She'd like to know God. love God. Feel, feel, feel Her God, Inside of her Deep inside of her. Inside of her Deep inside of her. Jesus Christ looks like me Jesus Christ, Jesus Chris

What A Boyfriend Should Do
When she repost this bulletin she wants you to read it. When she walks away from you mad Follow her. When she stare's at your lips Kiss her. When she pushes you or hit's you Grab her and don't let go. When she start's cursing at you Kiss her and tell her you love her. When she's quiet Ask her what's wrong. When she ignore's you Give her your attention. When she pulls away Pull her back. When you see her at her worst Tell her she's beautiful. When you see her start crying Just hold her and don't say a word. When you see her walking Sneak up and hug her waist from behind. When she's scared Protect her. When she lay's her head on your shoulder Tilt her head up and kiss her. When she steal's your favorite hat Let her keep it for a while. When she tease's you Tease her back and make her laugh. When she looks at you with doubt Back yourself up with the TRUTH. When she say's that she like's you she really does more tha

I Think Too Much!
I sit here in the dark and silence and my mind races while I try to fall asleep at night. I think about so many things. Tonight the subject seems to be the way people treat other people sometimes. I have he hardest time trying to figure out why the human race is so mean to each other. How a person can use another to benefit themselves and then turn there backs and nevr look back. Why people return to us after so many bad things happen. There are so many things. How can a person say so many meaningless things to another to try and make them believe that they are special to them. The thing that would make their life complete is u and everything u have. Yet, on the other hand they never make any sort of an attempt at trying to communicate with you. Seems like a line to me. How about the ones that tell you that they will do something and don't come through because they don't have the balls to tell you to ur face that they don't really like you after all. Why is it that when a woman makes i

Sms
Hers: his touch... The fingertips, the skin, the smell... His kiss... My knees bend. It's heaven or it's hell... The love, the passion, all of them enclosed. That's what I have in my own eyes so openly exposed. His: Her eyes, posed on me, opening a window to her soul. Her lips, telling silent words I try to get. her neck, offered to my kisses. her arms, wrapped around me to keep close. Her skin against mine, electricity passing from one to the other... And the morning arrives, light shows 2 lovers, opening their eyes, cuddling, smiling.

~bleeding Love~
~Bleeding Love~ Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face

Cr
You are not Wasting tears It is ok To cry When someone Leaves this Earth And even God Asks why Seeing others Daily Who clearly Should have Gone first Does not help Your anger Nor could It make this Worse Doing what I can To get a smile On my face All the time Realizing The world’s a Lesser place Now the Afterlife party Had better Make some space Dedicated to my late friend, Charlie Ratterman. Thanks for being you. Your wife loses a gem of a man, and the rest of us are left without a rare shining light. You will be truly missed.

That's What You Get - Paramore
Thats What You Get - Paramore No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore. It's your turn, to take a seat we're settling the final score. And why do we like to hurt, so much? I can't decide You have made it harder just to go on And why? All the possibilities... Well I was wrong That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa! That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa... I drown out all my sense with the sound of its beating. And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa. I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here. 'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here. I still try... holding onto silly things, I never learn. Oh why? All the possibilities. I'm sure you've heard. That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa! That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.. I drown out all my sense with the sound of its beating. And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa

Help Me And Make Some Bucks!
Since there's no Happy Hour to Rate and Level you might as well make some FUBUCKS! Click this pic and count your comments up or down! For EVERY 100 comments you leave I will send you $10,000 FUBUCKS! That's RIGHT! You can do this more than once! Help me and help yourself. Be sure to private message me when you are done so I can pay ya. xoxo PebblesinAZ PebblesinAZ-Leave a Message...will check daily. XOXO@ fubar

Friendship
A man was exploring caves by the Seashore. In one of the caves he Found a canvas bag with a bunch of hardened clay balls. It was like Someone had rolled clay balls and left them out in the sun to bake. They didn't look like much, but they intrigued the man, so he took the Bag out of the cave with him. As he strolled along the beach, he would throw the clay balls one at a Time out into the ocean as far as he could. He thought little about it, Until he dropped one of the clay balls and it cracked open on a rock. Inside was a beautiful, precious stone! Excited, the man started breaking open the remaining clay balls. Each Contained a similar treasure. He found thousands of dollars worth of Jewels in the 20 or so clay balls he had left. Then it struck him. He had been on the beach a long time. He had thrown Maybe 50 or 60 of the clay balls with their hidden treasure into the Ocean waves. Instead of thousands of dollars in treasure, he could Have taken home

Tomorrow!!
I will be getting on the train tomorrow from Kelso Wa to go to glorious Seattle Washington for a few days. My sisters wedding is on Saturday (thank GOD) so I doubt I will be getting on here much. I am sure I will poke my nose in from time to time. I am a little bummed that I will be going so long without seeing my hubby. I miss him when he just goes to work lol but I will be okay. Wish me luck people. My sister is friggan crazy in the best of times. Add Bridezillaness on top of that.... I need some happy pills lol. Have a great day my friends!

What Is It For You?
I believe Everyone has that "One Thing" For me that "One Thing" is Love!! The kind of Love with your soulmate!! With Passion & so much more. I am alive now Thanks to a wonderful friend. Yet I am aching, Wishing & hoping for what could be!! Am i wasting my time hoping, wishing, praying to experience that kind of love in Real Life, face to face? What is that "One Thing" for YOU?

Loser Alert It For Real
Loser Alert! Ok Fubarians, I am here to let you know I did a giveaway with AKAMRS.T for 5 bling packs. I worked very hard to finish the giveaway and let the hostess know I was done and she sent me 3 of the 5 bling packs she owes me. I then sent a message asking for the other 2 and she will not answer me. She says her daughter is in the hospital but yet she has been on fubar posting and reposting bulletins and voting on mumms. I just wanted to give you all a heads up that she does not pay out fully on her giveaways; and it is up to you if you ever do a giveaway with her. I am a very understanding person and if she didn't have the money for them it would have been nice for her to say so instead of ignoring me! Here is her link: AKAMRS.TLOSER

Ladies, We Love You Just The Way You Are
Sorry to make anyone suffer through one of my "boredom" blogs, but I'm suffering from a lil "off the road" blues. But while on Fubar this past week, I like seeing all the beautiful women on here. Hell, I think all of the guys (and 75% of the women apparently lol) like seeing all the beautiful women. And not to sound like a suck-up, but there are soooo many beautiful women that are beautiful in their own different ways. And it's not all about tit size, or waist size, or bikini shots, or the obligatory NSFW pics. The lips, the eyes, the hair, the smile, the dimples :P. Just feminine sensuality at its best. However, I see a lot of the "I just lost 30 lbs." pics, or the "not too shabby for a mother of 4" pics, or the "nevermind the stretch marks" pics. And as a true, red-blooded, heterosexual man, let me tell you. If any woman out there is losing weight or feeling way too self-conscious about their body because of a man or men, or gettin' the men's attention, you don't have to work t

Not For Ladies, But If You Read, Leave A Comment
Every guy out there knows that there are different types of vagina or "choch" (pronounced Choach) as I like to call it. I mean we love it and yall already know we talk about it, so here it is just in case you didn't know ladies. 1. The Choch that smells good. 2. The Choch that feels good. 3. The Choch that feel and smells good. Now these are the main three I personally worry about, because like so much shit in life, you can't judge a book by it's cover, meaning there are sone Choches out there that don't look that good (hair everywhere, no kinda shape to it, kinda nappy, or even the shape if kinda off center) that feels and smells good. So the thing with us guys is that we kinda judge you on each. Oh, let me make this clear, just because it doesn't smell good, doesn't mean it smells bad, every dude know the "vagina" smell, in oposed to the good smelling Choch or even the dreaded stinky Choch. This is my own grading smell, so fellas if you will, leave a comment, let these lad

Laughter Excersizes
Laughter Exercises for Tough Times By Lynn Shaw, Laughter Therapist Dare we laugh during tough times? Given soaring gas prices, news of home foreclosures, a recession, endless war... It can literally make you cry. But consider that laughing and crying are on the same continuum, both designed to offer release and relief. During tough times we may think that laughter is inappropriate or an indication that we're not as serious as we "should" be. My belief is that it is in tough times that laughter is especially helpful to move us from intense introspection to connection with others, perhaps through service and outreach. Laughter is about connection, and I can't think of a better time to connect outside of self than during difficult times. So go ahead and laugh - and weep - simply because you can. And, if you need a jumpstart, here are some ideas to help get you laughing: 1. Laugh with a friend - Call the one person you know will absolutely laugh - no preliminary conversations

John Boy
Well I was letting my daughter go to myspace for a while today, and she found something for me. Some pictures of my son. A couple of years ago he begged and begged to live with his dad. I let him for the summer, while there for the summer, I was badgered and called everyday by his dad, telling me he could give him everything he wanted, sports , tutors a good school. Because I got a promise from my son to come see me every other weekend and all holidays, I agreed. As soon as I did, I never heard from him again, except to call and tell me he couldn't make it for this and that. This past Christmas he broke my heart, downing me, his brother and sister's, and everything I ever did except bring him into this world. These pictures are bittersweet. He looks happy, and full of life. A life I am no part of. Copied every picture there was of him. Oh well, its sad but still happy to at least see these. See a little of myself in him, do you ?

The Truth In Politics
Im looking for a politician that will look the ABC, NBC and CBS cameras in the eye and say.."well on the gun issue the word KEEP means "ITS MINE...YOU CANT HAVE IT" " the word BEAR means "yea i got one right here in my belt"...Thats what KEEP and BEAR means. And "Shall not be infringed" is another way of saying "Don't Tread On Me" I don't want to hear about watered down 2nd Amendment support, I want to hear some ABSOLUTISM! I want to hear where "We the People,have the RIGHT to Keep and Bear Arms on us, at our discretion, ANYWHERE, ANYTIME ANYPLACE we want. Currently PAROLED FELONS do ! Currently ALL THE BAD GUYS do ! we ALL know that. We the People have the right to Keep and Bear Arms anywhere anytime we damn well please.! I am a free man, I have the right to Keep and Bear Arms...PERIOD!!!! People have to get creative, people have to get aggressive and ultimately we cant rest until a politician admits that the existence of the 2nd Amendment IS the authorization to carry concea

Amongst A Real Player
Amongst A Real Player by LateNiteFantasy© Gently across keypad With fingers appealing Switching it on daily Enhancing the feeling Hard drive humming With keystroke urges Entrance to software Wave swelling surges Among a Real player New plugins released Accessing more ram Megabytes increased Fed cookie selection With java and chips Laid on spreadsheet With smile on my lips Driver with impulses Sharing connections This format with style Unzipped affections

Angel Of Broken Heart
HOW DO I MOVE ON FROM HERE. WHEN EVERYTHING I LOST IS WHAT I WANT. THIS HOLE HE LEFT INSIDE ME. HAS BECOME HIS MEMORIES FAVORITE WAYS TO HAUNT. HOW CAN THE BEST I EVER HAD. HURT SO BAD. AND HURT SO LONG. YOU KNOW I'M NOT THAT STRONG. ANGEL OF BROKEN HEARTS. WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU TONIGHT. HELP ME FIND A PLACE TO START. TO GET ME OVER HIM. MAYBE I MISTREATED LOVE. HAVE I NOT SUFFERED LONG ENOUGH. ANGEL OF BROKEN HEARTS TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY. TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY. SOME DAYS I THINK THAT I'VE COME THROUGH THE WORST OF IT. AND I'M ON THE HEALING SIDE. AND THEN HE KICK UP LIKE A DUST BOWL WIND. AND COVERS UP MY MIND. I LOSE HOURS.I LOSE DAYS IN A HAZE OF USED TO BES. AND THEN I'M ON MY KNEES. I'VE PAID WITH PRAYERS. . I'VE PAID WITH TEARS. AND I'LL PAY FOR YEARS. I COULD USE A LITTLE MERCY HERE. OH, ANGEL. COME AND TAKE THE PAIN AWAY.

Caressing Silken Dreams
Caressing Silken Dreams by LateNiteFantasy© Caressing Silken Dreams Shape me with desires Cuddle me with affection Always know I will be here Forever dream connection Wrap me in your warmth In soft kisses everywhere Moments are for stealing Connect and I will be there Your voice I long to hear Beckoning me sensually Caressing silken dreams Romance the night with me Love offerings welcomed Slide pleasures and sway While nestled in your arms Until my nights turn into day

Afternoon To Rendevous
Afternoon To Rendevous by LateNiteFantasy© Afternoon To Rendevous I' m sat here wondering Can you come and play Still early morning and I Have the rest of the day Lonesome and longing I wonder are you aware Next few hours are free With all this fun to share Of whispered promises Loving communication Opened to suggestions As I await in anticpation I am wishing so much It just might come true Your welcome anytime Afternoon to rendevous Pleasures and delights View , touch and taste To sensuously explore Not a moment to waste Body pressed to mine A few passionate hours In being alone with you The secret would be ours These Flames Can't Compare To How Bright Our Love Really Is

Your Happy Hour Summary
Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love. You collected 387,625 bonus points as Happy Hour sponsor. Cheers! 249 members leveled up during your happy hour: holy wow! you all rock ! points were falling off like crazy :P my bartab was goin back only 2 minutes lol thanks to you all for makin my hh a kick ass one! xoxoxo

Nyha Needs Some Lovin
I have entered a HH giveaway! All I need is 50k Comments! I have 3 weeks to get this! Yes I will b bombing myself also! I don't expect anybody to get it for me! Only asking for assistance! I want to thank all of my friends in advance!

Feed The Thoughts
Feed The Thoughts by LateNiteFantasy© It will be of many sequels With a dreamy continuation Fueled by the thoughts Come share in fascination Enter on through the door By turning imaginations key Where a lovers fingertips Add thoughts to my fantasy Arousing passions within Nothing ever needs be said Naked as flames danced Until those embers glow red Remember the invitations To feel me when I am writing Foreplay midnight dreams As sequels become exciting

The Emptiness Of Missing You
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. This is the pain of missing you? This is the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole Oh! My Dearest Love I just want you to know That my heart is aching because I am MISSING YOU!

Each Scene Awaiting
Each Scene Awaiting by LateNiteFantasy© Step into the story Come play your part Each scene awaiting To join me in heart Clarity of thoughts In painting my view Each scene awaiting Of me needing you Behind the curtains Candlelight and wine Each scene awaiting For you to be mine Red frilled and lacy Soft sensuous attire Each scene awaiting To fill up with desire Room for the night Prepared in advance Each scene awaiting Of blissful romance Our story be played Romancing the read Each scene awaiting You taking the lead Narrating my story A romantic at heart Each scene awaiting You playing the part

Read This If Youve Been Tagged By Me
I was tagged by Jade :) Here's how you play: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random, facts, habits or goals about yourself , at the end choose 5 (or more) people to be tagged, list their names and why you tagged them. Don't forget to leave them a comment saying "Tag! You're It!" and to go read your blog. You can not tag the person that tagged you so since you can't tag me back let me know when you are done so that I can go read YOUR blog answers! 1. IM DEAF IN MY RIGHT EAR, FROM NERVE DAMAGE 2. I REALLY REGRET HAVING MY TUBES TIED 4 YRS AGO, I WANT ANOTHER BABY, BAD 3. I WANT TO SOMEDAY LIVE IN A FOREIGN COUNTY, MAYBE THAILAND, OR AMSTERDAM 4. I HAVE AN UNUSUAL AMOUNT OF FRIENDS THAT ARE GAY MEN 5. I GREW UP ALOT AROUND A HOSPITAL ENVIROMENT DUE TO MY DAD AND SISTER BEING ILL ALL MY LIFE 6. IF I COULD HAVE THE CAREER OF MY CHOICE, ID BE AN OB/GYN 7. I TEND TO NAG WHEN I NEED ATTENTION 8. I SECRETLY WANTED TO NAME MY TWO CHILDRE

Prayers
If you pray and ask god for courage, he will not just give you courage but he will give you an opportunity to be courageous. If you pray and ask god for faith, he will not just give you faith but he will give you an opportunity to have faith. If you pray and ask god for strength, he will not just give you strength but he will give you an opportunity to be strong. If you pray and ask god for someone’s love, he will not just give you their love but he will give you an opportunity to love and be loved.

Means...
"ReaLiTy" Sweet WORDS are easy to SAY... sweet THINGS are easy to BUY... but sweet PEOPLE are DIFFICULT to find. LIFE ends when you stop DREAMIN... HOPE ends when you stop BELIEVING... LOVE ends when you stop CRYING... FRIENDSHIP ends when you stop SHARING. So share this with WHOEVER you CONSIDER a friend. To LOVE without CONDITION... To TALK without INTENTION... To GIVE without REASON... and To CARE without EXPECTATION. ♥ Thassy ♥

The World Around Fubar
The World Around Fubar In the world around fubar in the world all around us. All right here, where we join everyone day in and day out (night and day at times) where several friends from around the world come and go. Some that we have never met, some that we speak with every day. Some of them just like to sit back and listen,, and some that just love to talk away. Some love to share their most "internet" feelings with others, some may be closer than others, some may be here for the very first time; around the world of fubar At first, these people had no faces, but I knew they all had very strong and big hearts, and that of course without a doubt has created several bonds that will never ever keep any of us apart. They opened their hearts and made others see there is so much more around the world. They knew there was hurting in so many ways, and helped them to realize that they will always be there to guide them every step of the way, through the good times and bad. They are so happy

I Never Thought.......
I would ever meet someone that opitimized every good and bad part of everything that completely distracts, mesmerizes, confuses, frustrates , and makes me happy all in one. I have now known curt for i believe five months, At first just friends, someone to talk to about alot of BS that i had gone through, then a good friend...and now so much more...more than i EVER thought it would be! He means the world to me, He has touched a part of me that for so long has been very hidden. He is completely someone i would of NEVER thought i would be with...and all in the same breath everything i have ever wanted. What is the most wonderful thing?...he doesnt associate with fubar or any fubarians...no offense fubar...but your drama is too much for my real life. Its so funny im such a pain in the ass, and a typical New Yorker...and he is your typical southern man...we butt heads well and often...but some how...we still love each other...even when we cant find the common ground. He is the first

Frozen
Frozen To you it's like a distant memory But it will always be just yesterday for me Good things come to those who wait Though we know that it ends eventually. Inside my fantasy Where time is forever frozen, Where everything I want can be. It blurs out everything they say... The real world begins to fade. And all the hateful things I have become Temporarily go away. Never enough, even when you're around I wanna stay here, It takes away everything Smell, touch, taste, sight and sound. It's taken so long to heal I'd rather be blind I wish I could freeze time So I could finally feel

A Biker~
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday... I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall... I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief... I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window... I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children, But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless... I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love... I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves, But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our ol

U No U Want To Own Me
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Hidden Emotions
Worlds apart is what we see When Dreams are only there to hold onto. I see her in my head knowing that one day I can hold her in my embrace. I always seem to go into the shadows without a trace. Knowing that maybe one day the feelings I have will show true But for know I can only sit silence with nothing to do. She knows nothing of my true feelings cuz I hide them so well. That all I can do is sit and dwell. Dreams are all we have, but that is all I have. Whats the point I ask myself? To know that one day that hand will be there To reach out and have Love to share. I close my eyes and see her, but cant reach her at times. One day she will know That it is my heart I give her that Grows

My Happy Hour Now!
Well there are Happy Hours all morning and afternoon! SO KEEP RATING! $15,000 FUBUCKS for 100 11's $10,000 FUBUCKS for 100 10's New Rate a Thon Folder! I will make you a salute if you BLING ME a 3 credit bling or more! xoxo RATE, RATE, RATE as much as you can! MUAH

Teras Run Down My Face
Someone I Want To Be by susan c everybody's fake nobody knows the pain I feel does it really show? everybody sees what I feel inside the numb is there and it I'll try to hide paranoia is feeding on my brain paranoia is making me insane don't make me go there you won't like what you see don't make me think I'm someone I want to be (you're someone I want to be) everybody's plastic in their perfect land everybody's mask is showing where they stand you think I don't know what you really are you think I'm just there watching from afar paranoia is making me insane paranoia is feeding on my brain don't make me go there you won't like what you see don't make me think I'm someone I want to be (you're someone I want to be)

Drinking Is A Serious Matter
I've always enjoyed drinking socially. I've never had any problems with abusing it, just saw it was a way to get me going. This past Memorial weekend, I had way too much and ended up with an alcohol concentration of 3.0 which was way too much for my body. I ended up unconscious, while still vomiting and urinating everywhere. I was unresponsive and ended up falling hitting my chest, scraping my knees, and rolling my ankle. Thankfully I was with friends who cared, and called the ambulance for me. I could have ended up in an alley somewhere. The doctors said that there was no way alcohol alone could have put me in that state. They tested me for drugs, stuck tubes in every hole they could find but didn't find anything. All I remember is that one moment I was at a party and the next I woke up in the hospital frantic wondering what happened to me. I will never ever be so naive to the effects of too much alcohol. I got off lucky this time, and have some bruises and sore spots. The closest

Motivated
HERE'S A FORTUNE COOKIE FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO DON'T READ EVERYTHING THAT I WRITE: "There's not enough time in a day... Stay busy as much as possible. You never know when it's your time to go. Live life to the fullest." Now get the fuck out of here and do something with your life. A "DIARY ENTRY" FOR THOSE WHO CARE TO READ: J. Peterman is on extra grind. The past couple of years were abhorrent (for me). I was telling my best friend that when the ball dropped during the final seconds of '07, it should have immediately became '09. LOL. Fuck October 29th of 1929! January 1st 2006 marked the beginning of my Great Depression! A brief history lesson if you didn't pay attention in school. I lost a lot of money. Yeah, I'm complaining. If you really know me, then you'll fathom that this is enough to make me shed tears. I'm about that paper, but them dead presidents weren't feeling me. So it's time for new money; new attitude; new hustles; new markets: INNOVATION! My cleverness is at an all-t

Update On Leland
Well...everything today went great! His heart has not worsened at all....the doctor was so happy that she said she didnt want to see him again for another year...eventually he will have to have surgury but we will cross that bridge when we get there...I want to thank everybody that posted comments on the first blog about this....I appreciate you all praying for him....I know that there are people out there that really care....Have a great night! Kandi

Just Another Day....
Had a client meeting scheduled for 1:00 today. Not a nearby client so I called first.. she is 85+ miles away. She had scheduled another appointment the same time.... and had not called to tell me. When I called she asked me to come early, but with the distance the earliest I could get there was 15 minutes. When I got there.. she had nothing I asked her to have ready. So I put in about 3 1/2 hours driving to meet with her 10 minutes. Wasted trip lol. At least it was a beautiful day and a nice drive :) Got another request to meet about doing work. The jobs or requests for quotes seeem to be coming in almost every other day now. It is amazing the turnaround from last year. I think I need an assistant :).

Calendar Contest
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How Bout We Try And See Test Theory
in the begining of tyme before the dinosaurs roamed the earth it was a desolate place to live with plenty of water and evn more beautiful trees than you could imagine then in some form man was created to watch the unraviling of the world they were spread to each of the farthest corners to gather in one place and tyme to see what has been acomplished and when they finally met hey were austounded by how different they were from each other but yet they were very similar they had diffrent color skin but yet they all had two arms they all had two hands to work with and they all walked upright on two legs unlike the animals they killed allthough they were diffrent they sat in amazement of the acomplishments they have made one had become very skilled in building one was skilled in music one was skilled in fixing things and one was able to make tings from just about nothing and one was even good at culturing the land to grow food for her self so as the weeks went by they became closer and clos

Nyhascontest.......yesi'mofferingsalutesforuhelpingherout..........
Trade list: 100 comments = A personal morph 500 comments = Sfw Salute 1000 comments = NSFW Salute All of these items made by the one & only ButterflyMajic Please F/a/r *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* Then Bomb this pic! Thank you in advance! (repost of original by 'Nyha *Big Papi's OFFICIAL stalker*' on '2008-05-28 16:23:55')

A Pimp Out For Those Who Have Donated To My Fubux Collection..
This is a place for those who have donated. Im trying to raise Fubux for a 30 day blast. Thank you so much. Show them lots of luv. tHe CoFfEe LaDy™*rockrules2001's Fantasy & Fu GF*@ fubarThis lovely lady gave me 50k right after I put it up. ♥ Bebe ♥ {Sinful Angels}~Shadow Leveler~@ fubarThis sweetie gave me 5k fubux ty hun. Taran@ fubarThis sweetheart of a gentlman sent me 5k fubux. ty luv Sputnik@ fubarThis wonderful guy sent 10k. Ty darlin Kat1114 "~~SHADOW LEVELERS~~"@ fubarThis awsome lady sent 250k. WOW Ty so much TOMYKA@ fubarAnd my wonderful owner donated 20k. Ty hun. Kisses to you. Protector of the Sinful Angels@ fubar This sexy Daddy gave me 50k. Ty hun. DirtyXBeast [D.S.C.]-[Mad Hatter]- [Recruiter for the Sinful Angels]@ fubarThis very sweet guy sent my 40k. Ty hunny . hugz and kisses to ya. fenderpig@ fubarHe donated 1k ty hun Der Meister Von

Went To The Doc.
well i went back to the Cardiologist today to get the results of my test , and it aint good . he told me i need to have open heart operation to repair or replace a bad valve and that the right side of my heart is enlarged so i am doing a lot of thinking and trying to get prepared for whats to come.

From My Ash!!! Love U
SHOW CT GIRL SOME LOVIN AND HELP HER GET TO THE SPOTLIGHT SHE SO VERY MUCH DESERVES! ANY FUBUCKS YOU CAN SPARE WILL BE AWESOME! ALL LOVE WILL B RETURNED WITH RATES AND COMMENTS IF YOU CANT SPARE FUBUCKS MAYBE YOU CAN AT LEAST GO HIT HER UP WITH SOME GOOD LOVE! RATE HER PICS AND STASH...ANYTHING YOU CAN DO WOULD BE APPRECIATED SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? GIVE IT TO HER ALREADY!! Ctgirl *OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* Off PurrSin OWNED BY GodDragon --TUFFGUY-FuWife to Scout -ICY&#@ fubar ¢¾ Also any donation over 500k gets a personal NSFW salute from Blondeprincess!!!! Gimme some sugar you know you wanna ¢¾ Fu Luv Bomb Squad Purrfect Sin Lounge This pimpout has been brought to u by the one

Thought I'd Share
A letter of thanks from Parry Aftab Executive Director, WiredSafety.org Hi. I really appreciate your interest in helping us with The Megan Pledge, where we hope 1 million young people will take the pledge to stop cyberbullying in the name of Megan Meier. The Pledge was designed by one of our Teenangels chapters, in New Rochelle, NY, who heard about Megan and wanted to do something to stop cyberbullying. As they say, while Megan was not the first teen to kill herself after being victimized by cyberbullies, they hope she will be the last. Sadly, since the Pledge was created, we are aware of at least three more suicides where the students were being tormented online by other young people. It has to stop. And we believe that it can start with you taking a stand against cyberbullying. As you know, Megan was thirteen when she died. She had been bullied most of her life, especially in middle school. When Megan was in third grade she was diagnosed with ADD and with depre

Deadly Snake Bites Man's Penis.
I thought this was illarious. A ROADSIDE toilet stop ended in pain, embarrassment and almost death for a tourist when a highly venomous snake bit the end of his penis. The deadly brown snake slithered between his legs and lunged at his manhood as he crouched on a roadside near Laura, 300km northwest of Cairns, about a month ago. Details of the incident only came to light yesterday after they were confirmed by a paramedic. "It certainly had a swipe at him," an ambulance spokesman said yesterday. "But it didn’t envenomate him. "As it came through it must have got a bit of a shock." The snake beat a hasty retreat, leaving its victim with a scratch, vomiting and abdomen pain. Emergency workers raced to the scene to treat the man. The wound was wrapped in plastic in case poison had penetrated the skin but medical staff gave the man the all-clear after conducting tests. He was taken to Cooktown Hospital where he spent a night recovering. The ambulance spokesm

Owners/winners Of The Auction
These are the results of the ending of the auction. If anyone has any questions or doesn’t want the highest bid contact me. It is now the entries responsibility to find out who won you and contact them to pay you. There are a lot of great wins and I would have to say this auction went quite well. Thank you all for joining and bidding. Stunna won Mz Chaos Bidding 350k and a 7day blast ~sTuNna~Fu-Owned by suave da great 1@ fubar Now Owned By Stunna Mz Chaos♥R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22/*FRUIT L☺☻PS* of the CEREAL BOMBERZ CREW*(CBC)@ fubar Stina won Butterfly Princess Bidding 200k ☺Dj §wéét §tiñä☺™@ fubar Now Owned By Stina ♥ButterflyPrincess♥Tiny Hugz Levelers♥@ fubar Easyrider won MysticFairy Bidding 215k fubucks Easyrider Proud Fu husband to Just Susan.@ fubar Now Owned by Easyrider Mysticfairy@ fubar DJ Kidd Rock won Poison bidding

This Is Sum Funny Shit
Young Couple A young couple got married, and in their family, it was tradition that the best man dance with the bride for the first song. Well, this happened...but then they danced for the second song too. And the third. By the time the fourth song came on, the groom ran up and kicked the bride between the legs. A riot broke out, and all the invited guests were hauled off to jail. In court the next week, the judge asked the best man what happened. ''Your honor, we were just dancing, and the groom ran up and kicked the bride between the legs.'' ''That must have hurt,'' said the judge. ''No kidding,'' said the best man. ''I broke three of my fingers.''

Mar'....u Rock!
I'm just sitting here listening to Heart's Greatest Hits. Love that song "Magic Man". The lyrics, the music, the vocals...Anne Wilson is amazing! One of my sister's professors, when she was in school in seattle, was Heart's first producers...awesome cuz she would bring home copies of some of their first demo work and they were just cool to listen to. She and I used to sing in front of our bedroom mirror with our hairbrushes to Heart. I remember singing at the top of my lungs, like I was in concert, belting out the lyrics to "Even it up!" Me and my sister Mary were the two "performers" in the houshold. Free-spirits, if you will, creatively inspired...both of us still wondering, I think, what it is we want to be when we grow up! I miss her! In fact she called me yesturday but it was one of those days when we didn't have much to talk about yet we didn't want to hang up. Finally, she said "I just wanted to hear the sound of your voice..." and it was as if she

Tag Your It
I was tagged by MrDiamond Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I've been married for over half my life. 2. I am a texas hold'em fanatic. 3. My favorite food is pasta--any kind lol 4. I bite my nails when i'm nervous~the one habit im trying to break. :) 5. I love to cook but hate to wash dishes 6. I've never lived outside the state of Mississippi 7. I have 3 BS degrees- advertising, busniess management, computer science. 8. I cry everytime i watch old yeller 9. I'd rather someone cuss me than to lie to me 10. I want to cruise all over the world before I die

Mhmmm
how many beginnings in a day each so special in its own way my head easily falls into rhyme a trick of the mind to avoid real thought radio on, feet up, soft touch touch of skin that pushed, becomes flesh what line between skin and flesh? the same that lays between carress and need each moment a new beginning each day stretched between pain and understanding

Omg Racoons!!!
Okay so i was just hanging out here, getting my "Fu" on, and I really needed a cigarette so I grab my pack, my lighter and head out onto the front porch. I sit down to light up my cigarette and i hear this growling...althought I thought it was just the water filter on the fountain clogging up (wow, I must be deaf!) Well as I was listening i thought...that's not the filter...I have heard that sound before.. and right about then I screamed to myself RACOON!! and I JUMPED up and ran in the house and slammed the door (Lol, i now think it's funny although at the time i couldn't really breathe I was so scared) and so.....now I'm here lol, blogging... Oh yea, I think it may be the same Racoon (A junior, aka teenager) that tried to get into the house a couple of nights ago, all because SOMEONE left the door open to the back porch! well when I went to close it he was only a few feet away Just looking and growling. what can you doo if it's just that one coon? I don't want to hurt him, I guess

Creepy.. Some Kind Of Sign?
Ok, so for the last 3 years or so, I've been seeing the numbers 444 popping up everywhere. It never fails, I ALWAYS look at the clock at 4:44 am and pm. I can be dead asleep and I'll wake up and look over at the clock and it is always that time. I see that number everywhere. I've seen it on car tags, it's been on my receipts from the store several times and everytime I see the number I still get a chill. I had to go somewhere a few weeks ago and stand in line and they make you take a number and wait to be called. Mine was 444. I am drawn to it, I don't look for it, it looks for me it seems like. I know that sounds crazy, so tonight i did some research on numerology and such to see if there was meaning behind them and i was blown away! Ok, I'm not a religeous person, but here are a few things I found. Oh... and I am not alone, the numbers 444 haunt alot of people. I've read that alot of people believe it is a calling from God to be his desciples.. I don't know what to think... I am read

Ordering A Pizza In 2010?. . .
Ordering a pizza in 2010?. . . This is absolutely hilarious, but the scary part about it is that it's probably not too far away from being reality. Want to know how to order a pizza in 2010? Click the link and see. Turn up the volume. . Listen closely. . Watch the pointer carefully! This one gets a double HA!!! Click here: http://aclu.org/pizza/images/screen.swf http://aclu.org/pizza/images/screen.swf

Stupid Is As Stupid Does
Body: I STRONGLY URGE each one of you to repost this as many times as you can! Each opportunity that you have to send it to a friend or media outlet...do it! A lot of Americans have become so insulated from reality that they imagine that America can suffer defeat without any inconvenience to themselves. Pause a moment, reflect back. These events are actual events from history.. They really happened!!! Do you remember? 1. 1968 Bobby Kennedy was shot and killed by Muslim male extremist between the ages of 17 and 40. 2. In 1972 at the Munich Olympics, athletes were kidnapped and massacred by Muslim male extremists between the ages of 17 and 40. 3. In 1979, the US embassy in Iran was taken over by Muslim male extremists between the ages of 17 and 40. 4. During the 1980's a number of Americans were kidnapped in Lebanon by Muslim male extremists between the ages of 17 and 40. 5. In 1983, the US Marine barracks in Beirut was blown up

Brain Teasers
1. You have two coins adding up to 30 cents and one of the coins is not a nickel? Do you know the answer? 2. What is the error in the following sequence - AAA BBB CCC DDD EEE FFF GGG HHH lll JJJ KKK LLL MMM NNN OOO PPP QQQ RRR SSS TTT UUU VVV WWW XXX YYY ZZZ?

~ Whisperin Wind ~
The winds whispered your name today... I heard it blow through the trees, it whispered of friendship , laughter and love... it whispered to me ... and the words sailed from above. It blew words of enchantment, and words of the heart.. it never once left me.. it was there from the start. But the winds settled down, and the breeze left my face, but your friendship remained, It can never be replaced. 5/29/08 Laura Wilson

A Happy Home ...
4-cups of love 2-cups of loyalty 3-cups of forgiveness 1-cup of friendship 5-spoons of hope 2-spoons of tenderness 4-quarts of faith 1-barrel of laughter Take love and loyalty and mix thoroughly with faith... Blend it with tenderness,kindness and understanding... Add friendship and hope... Sprinkle abundantly with laughter... Bake it with sunshine... Serve daily with generous helpings...

Tagged!
I was Tagged by Jasmine Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My Favorite food is Italian. (My wife can cook her ass off! Not off too much, I like that ass just the way it is!). LOL 2. I was bitten by a shark when I was 10 years old and needed 47 stitches on my left knee. 3. I shot a woman when I was 5 years old with my fathers police revolver. (not bragging, nor am I proud of it)She was fine. Only a graze. 4. My favorite vacation spot is an Irish themed B&B called Kilahevlin in Front Royal Virginia, right near Skyline Drive (Blue Ridge mountains) 5. I have broken bones 31 times. (all separate occasions) 6. I'm allergic to aspirin. 7. I st

Taboo Of Unspoken Places
Taboo Of Unspoken Places The smell of church pews lingered in the air asI sat quietly praying. The first week of the honeymoon seemed to shout out to me that i was less of a woman than I thought.My long brown hair draped down covering My head like a hood of shame as I prayed asking God to show Me how I could be a better lover. You had imagined our love making to be so much more passion filled than it was.You as well blamed Your self really for the clumsy attempts to please me .You thought surely your devotion as the pastor of the church must have made you unable to perform as you hoped. "Honey, I think we need to pray about this."I spoke gently you. Just motioning to me that you would be there soon to pray, your steps became slow to the door where you locked up for the night. You took off Your tie and began to make your way to the alter praying as though you was walking through the valley of death. I was kneeling down at the alter I began to pray as you walked be

You Have Been Taged
I was Tagged by Mr Diamond Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I spent 2 weeks in Norway 2. I have 3 boys with ADHD 3. I'm raising 4 kids on my own 4. When i'm stressed i eat cheesecake 5. I am pro equal rights for all 6. I went to modeling school 7. I went to ISU and carried a 3.5 GPA 8. I have anorexia ( controlled at the moment) 9. At one time i weighed 87 LB's 10. My favorite food is cheesecake

My Soulmate
WE SMELL THE FLOWERS IN DIFFERENT PLACES, WE SMILE THE SAME BUT ON DIFFERENT FACES. WE BLEED, WE HURT, WE CRY JUST THE SAME, THE ONLY THING DIFFERENT IS IN OUR NAME. MILES MAY SEPERATE OUR PHYSICAL BEING IT MATTERS NOT FOR IN OUR HEARTS WE DO OUR SEEING. OTHERS TOUCH BUT NEVER FEEL. THE KIND OF FRIENDSHIP THAT IS TRULY REAL. SOULMATES WE SHALL ALWAYS BE. YOUR THE KNOW THE WORST AND THE BEST OF ME. THROUGH GOOD TIMES LAUGHTER AND TEARS. OURS IS A FRIENDSHIP THAT WILL GROW THROUGHOUT THE YEARS. THOUGH I MAY NOT SAY IT , I HOPE U KNOW IT IS TRUE. YOUR ARE MY SOULMATE FOREVER AND I TRULY LOVE YOU.

Will I Ever Stop Torturing Myself?
Read a blog today Immediately wished it was about me (of course it's not) Proof my obsession has not died It's easy being obsessed with something so beautiful I try to make myself move on (feeling like a stalker) I try to replace him, forget him (utterly impossible) I'm angry at myself for being consumed with someone that I've put on a pedastal so high tha I'll never feel smart enough, pretty enough, just plain good enough for I just want to crawl in bed, pull the covers over my head and dream about him all day I am astoundingly pathetic

Choices
Been contemplating for a very very long time about leting you go. Things never been the same for months now and i really dont see anything making it better. Honestly I really dont know why I had put myself through all of this. Like people told me I deserved better but with me out of curiosity and experiment, i wanted 2C for myself the outcome.Caring is all I am and will be, but I'm kinda hurt But relieved that we will never be what we used 2 be even though i still got love 4 ya and always will and have your back until the end. WOW now that all of that is said i feel much better!!!!!

Weird
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you 1.i love first generation camaros 2.i collect hotwheels,(classic cars) 3.one of my favorite things is to have my hair brushed 4.i have a long hair obsession male or female 5.the feel of a mans long hair on my chest is a major turn on 6.i have a loud annoying laugh 7. i love pix like this 8.skinny dipping w good friends is a blast 9.i haven't had a drink in over 15yrs 10.i believe i'm a really good person w alot of heart sweetums T cbear bossman starchaser

Twiddley Dee
Been very busy lately with real life ..work..baseball..etc. The more time away from here,,the more I come to realize..I am not missing much. Do not get me wrong..I miss some of my friends..but I can say I am not as addicted to it as I use to be. Lately, I have missed a few good friends I have gotten to be good friends with on here. They to have gotten to busy for fubar. I barely see them. So, I started getting busy to. Anyways.. not sure what this blog is about..rather I am just bored with fubar lately.. or rather its the fact that when I am here.. I miss those who I got to be good friends with. I know , theres many more on here..to chat to. I prefer the few that I have gotten to know well though. Anyways.. I will be on here ..maybe even lit up..but more than likely I will not always be at the computer.

A Mumm That Got Deleted....
ok...this just got to me. I posted this MuMM this mornin, just to have some fun and well maybe for a lil extra points...lol Anyway, someone decided to report it as NSFW and it got deleted. So I ask you, my friends and family, is this really NSFW or is someone just bein a bit pissy this mornin?? PLAN Z You are at a fork in the road. To the left is Heaven, to the right is Hell. You have to decide fast, cuz there are zombies chasing you and gaining fast cuz they are on rollerskates. Heaven won't let them in, but Hell has the welcome matt out...what do you do??? A) Find my happy place B) Let them eat brains

Life Is Funny Sometimes
Ya know. It seems that when things can't get any worse, they somehow find a way to get better. On 12 May 2008, my wife of 8 years gave me some news which just completely took the wind from my sails. Completely. I felt empty, hollow, alone, and like my world was ending. I had a few friends who stepped up to the plate (on myspace, real life, yahoo) and made me feel like I had a fighting chance. My wife told me she didn't want to be with me anymore. She also stated that she was going to move A LONG LONG ways away from me with the boys. She wanted a separation. I broke down. Well, in the process of getting the separation agreement taken care of, taking it to legal and having them review it, since we typed it as a joint effort through email, I found out something I did not know at the time. I still had a sense of humor. Not only that, I could make people smile again. I also found out that I could smile and grin from ear to ear again. I didn't want to get back t

It's A Girl. Omg Mister B
MISTER B IS A NEW DADDY FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME.. WOW ISNT THAT GREAT.. EVERYONE GO GIVE HIM A CONGRATS.. EVERYONE WHOS A PARENT KNOWS JUST WHAT HE'S FEELING RIGHT NOW.. ABOUT A BILLION DIFFERENT EMOTIONS BUT THE BIGGEST ONE EXCITMENT AND LOVE.. SO GO GIVE MISTER B SOME LOVE HERE.. ITS THE BEST TIME OF HIS LIFE.. JUST CLICK THIS PIC RIGHT BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HIS PROFILE.. LEAVE LOVE GUYS..

Suddenly Single
oy vey, lillith finds herself unexpectedly solo. for a nympho, not having a sure thing is kind of tough. it's nice to finally be able to speak my mind, though. i've decided not to censor myself for anyone again. security and regular sex aren't worth keeping my mouth shut all the time. i'm not going to jump back into a serious relationship,but any inqueries about, um, friends with benefits, are very welcome.

Saturday Morning
It's a Saturday morning, cloudy and grey. As I slowly wake up, I can hear the rain thudding against the roof and windows. I wish I could fall back asleep and re-enter my dream world, an encounter that has left my pussy aching and moist, where you were teasing me and making me beg for my orgasm. I can almost feel your fingers running over my body, teasing my nipples before they run down my sides, making me quiver and shake with need. I squeeze my thighs together and let out an involuntary moan at the pleasure that brings. My pussy is wide awake, even if the rest of me isn't. I stretch my arm out for you, but you aren't there, and your side of the bed has grown cold. Gradually, I open my sleep encrusted eyes, rubbing them lightly to wake myself up. Lying on the table is a note from you.... "Ran to the store, home soon, be good, baby... kisses." I sigh, knowing my pussy will have to wait. I wish you would hurry and come back to bed to take care of my needy cunt. I curl up in the blankets

My Photos Are Gone
I don't know what happened but all the photos I had up of me are gone..they went poof. I was in the middle of uploading more of me and noticed I had only 3 in my album. I am so confuzzled...I am not gonna upload them again for this has totally freaked me out.

Life Is A Bitch
have you ever had a time in your life where things were at the peak of happiness? you know like the first time you learned to tie your shoes, wrote your name down without help? kissed your first girl? all that? then somehow someway all of it gets torn away from you? well thats how i feel right now. its a shitty way to feel after having something you've had for almost 3 years that you love and cherish so much get taken from you in less than 5 minutes. and the worst part is you dont even know why the fuck it got taken in the first place. like im really hurt. im fucking angry, confused, i feel betrayed in a sense, and im in the pits. this is almost like when you lose a beloved family member. im also scared. im pissing in my pants shit on myself scared. i dont know what to do. oh if i didnt mention, THE FUCKIN PUNK ASS COUNTY CAME TO MY HOUSE AN HOUR AGO AND TOOK MY BELOVED PIT BULL MAKAILA FROM ME, WHO I HAVE HAD SINCE SHE WAS PUP. I BASICALLY GAVE THAT DOG A BRAND NEW LEASE ON LIFE. IF I

Ever Wanted?
Ever wanted to just let yourself go when you are meeting someone for the first time? Ever get that gut instinct with in the first few hellos that this could actually mean something? But why is it then that we don't? Is it because of our own insecurities or fears of rejection or are we just incapable of letting ourselves go? At what point is it that we let it all go? Can we even actually pin point that moment? I yearn for those moments. I yearn for days and nights with someone without any restrictions, just to be, whatever that may be. Male and Female a like I can't imagine that we are all that different in our desires and wants, I do see that we express these things extremely different. I, for one am not a very patient person if and when I feel and believe in something then I tend to give of myself freely. They also say patience is a virtue but I see no sense in wasting time. People will generally know whether or not someone is a fit for them, then why is it that we as people wast

Light Up My World
You Light Up My World with your gentle voice you give me hope for a brighter tommorrow you make the stars in my eyes gleam with joy you feel my soul with essence my blood with warmth and my heart with joy. my breathe chants your name my lips whispers your desires my darlin never doubt my world would be wretched and lost if you wasnt in it. i love you from the depth of me always and forever

Taz's Giddy Up
I bet you wonder what Taz's giddy up means.Well it isnt a cowgirl getting off on a cowboy.or a bullrider riding a bull.It is what makes me smile when I am down.It is her way of saying ditto.and amen,and sure,and and cool all wrap up in one.It is her own expression of taking the chance and making it right for you.It is hers and hers only.It is saying you make the choices in life and let no one take them away.In the way when my oldest sister said,Hold your head high and be proud.Taz is saying the same thing in Giddy Up.Ride your life hard,fast,and full of fun.So everybody "Giddy Up!"

Levels, Points, And Unlocks
fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 prof ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 21 Fuberlord 750,000 Up to 1500 prof ratings 22 Henchman 1,500,000 Up to 500 bulletins 23 Insider 2,250,000 Up to 280 ph

Rant
OK I HAVE NOT DONE THIS IN A WHILE AND I SO HAVE TO RIGHT NOW. I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THE HELL PEOPLE THAT ARE GROWN ADULTS CAN BE SO CHILDISH. I MEAN COME ON MY 5 YEAR OLD SON ACTS MORE MATURE THEN THAT. IT SEEMS LIKE PEOPLE JUST GET A KICK OUT OF OTHER PEOPLES SORROWS AND MISFORTUNES. I SWEAR IF ITS NOT ONE PERSON BITCHING ABOUT SOMEONE ITS ANOTHER ONE. AND OMG LETS ACT LIKE 2 YEAR OLDS AND POST A BULLY CAUSE WE BE HATING. COME ON NOW IF YA REALLY HAVE THAT MUCH HATRED FOR A PERSON THEN JUST STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM THEM. WHY GO AND START SHIT. IF THE PERSON IS MINDING THERE OWN BUSINESS AND NOT DOING ANYTHING WHY MESS WITH THEM.. DO YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE THAT MUCH OF A LACK OF LIFE THAT THATS YOUR ONLY WAY TO ENTERTAIN YOUR SELF. THE WAY I SEE IT IS THAT IF YA ARE HAPPY IN YOUR OWN LIFE THEN YOU WOULD NOT BE SO COLD HEARTED TO OTHERS. BUT JUST REMEMBER KARMAS A BITCH AND FOR EVERYONE YA DO BAD TO IT COMES BACK ON YA 3 TIMES AS BAD.

Rant & Request
MY RANT IS THIS PEOPLE ACTING LIKE FUCKIN LITTLE BABIES AND CAUSING THE DRAMA SAYING OTHER PEOPLE ARE CAUSING IT WHEN THEY ARE THE ONES WHO STARTED THE DAMN DRAMA IN THE FIRST FUCKIN PLACE PEOPLE GETTING PISSY CAUSE THEY CANT HAVE SOMEONE THEY WANT AND PISSY CAUSE THE ONE THEY WANT WANTS TO BE WITH SOMEONE ELSE OR WHATEVER AND PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT HAPPY IN THEIR OWN LIFE HAS TO MAKE OTHERS UNHAPPY CAUSE THEY ARE NOT HAPPY IM SO FUCKIN SICK OF BACK STABING PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIENDS BUT THE ONE TIME YOU DONT KISS THEIR ASS LIKE THAY WANT YOUR A NO GOOD BITCH OH FUCKIN WELL GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND YOUR SELF !!!!!!!!!!! NOW MY REQUEST IS THAT IF YOU WANT TO CAUSE FUCKIN DRAMA DONT COME TO MY WEDDING OR TRY TO FUCK UP MY WEDDING ITS SUPOSED TO BE A HAPPY DAY AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT HAPPY WITH THEY OWN LIVES IN REAL OR FU PLEASE DONT BRING TO MY WEDDING

Proof That Actors/actresses Shouldn't Be Allowed To Talk..
unless scripted... Sharon Stone recently babbled her way into a stupidity ridden hole by saying... "I'm not happy about the way the Chinese are treating the Tibetans, because I don't think anyone should be unkind to anyone else," Stone, a prominent supporter of the Dalai Lama and Tibetan rights, told Hong Kong's Cable Entertainment News Thursday at an event during the Cannes Film Festival. "And then this earthquake and all this stuff happened, and then I thought, is that karma? When you're not nice, that the bad things happen to you?" Yeah Sharon, that's Karma to all those innocent children who died because apparently they just weren't "nice" enough...you gotta be fucking kidding me! This is one of the many reasons I can't stand actors/actresses, and movies. After earning a few million for memorizing some lines that someone else wrote, they think they are important enough to talk on their own. The media just fuels their egos meanwhile, catching them in moments like t

Work Or The Lack Their Of.
It's been a while since I posted a blog entry, so here goes nothing. And nothing is the operative word. It boggles my small semi functioning brain and cortex that I STILL can't obtain full time employment. Yes, the economy is in the crapper (for the lack of a better word) but still, it does nothing for the moral. From what I gather, the days of Companies hiring directly are long gone. They now go through recruiters and agencies. Yes, the companies have to pay $ up front but in the long run they save money. How ? Easy....since you work for the recruiter / agency , you get no benefits, ie...401 K , profit sharing, holidays and Medical. Bastards, the whole lot of them. Now I'm in a conundrum. I mean, I love this area *well not entirely thrilled with some aspects of it but...) but the cost of living here is insane. I dream of having my own place, in lieu of throwing out $ to rent. Homes here are astronomically priced. Taxes as well. Combine that with the trouble of me g

Fuck Fubar And False Friends
It is my 50th birthday today. I posted a bulletin to try to get people to help me level to Fu-Queen. Not ONE person even read it. Ok, I get it now. Apparently I have been black balled on the Fu. I open every one of the levelers bulletins and go help whoever is in need. I have helped leveled MANY people. It's ok, between my birthday party, having my gall bladder out on monday and now being ignored on my actual birthday, it has all become very clear. I do appreciate those who stopped by my page and dropped a Happy Birthday comment or sent me a gift, to you people, I say thank you very much and I love you. Fubar is now just a point game. As far as I can see, the real people behind the mouse clicks, don't exist. I will be treating this as just a video game. I will go around rating pics and stashes. I will only do it for myself from here on in. If I rate you, don't thank me, I'm only doing it to advance myself, not you. I will no longer expect anything in ret

Omg Help!!
ALrighty then! Here I go...TY once again for helping me level everyone but now I have someone that is only 63,000 from leveling! Please help in anyway that you can! CinDragon~Founder of ClubMystic~IBIC~FuAngel~Owned by/Owner of HisSweetObsession@ fubar

New Found Sand
For unto to me u have envelished me my one sacred filled true love Energies rising, spirits confiding soaring like a corageous eagle or dove. Caring, sharing, intwined as whole vibing, connecting like it's magical fun Letting go of all our feelings and eagerness all just wanting to unrelish and come. Mystical,vivacious attached to one another, dreaming, imagining like young kids anew yearning , craving , waiting just to touch, carry me, guide me, teach me to be true. Our sea of bonding, sexual waves of passion, no threat, come guide your way thru Wet , moist, feeling extreme crash of ectasy, feel me, inter, teach me to be true. Enjoying the freshness,of our cleansed love, relaxing, loafing, soaking it up like two connected souls Gripped, grasped, in for all my life through, grovel, keep the heat alive like scorching coals. Perfect wave lounging it's way to our steady firm ground, taking it in, lingering as our love in unbrea

The Cure Tonight!!
...So we watched the sun come up from the Edge of the Deep Green Sea... I'm going to see the Cure tonight!! I'm soooo flippin' excited! I haven't seen them since I was a junior or senior high school...which means about half my life ago! I really do hope they put on a long and good show. I'm on the floor, and I'm smuggling in my camera, so I should be able to get some good pics, too! Hooray!! I just hope they play more stuff from the albums I've grown to love and have had a part in defining me over the years...the very old stuff of course, and Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me, and Disintegration, and Wish...defining years for me, junior high and high school. I'm really pretty giddy right now! I can hardly contain myself! :P

Tagged!
I was tagged by Stacey a.k.a Suckface Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) I am bisexual.... ;) 2.) I used 2 write poetry.. not into it too much now. 3.) I bite my nails... 4.) I've never been to an Amusement Park. 5.) Only been to 1 concert. 6.) I have a fear of heights. 7.) I almost died having my son... 8.) I have a passion of all types of music. 9.) I have never been sledding.... b/c I hate the winter! 10.) I don't have any tattoos.

A Lovers Passion (terrys Gift)
A blanket on the sand The ocean breeze briskly blowing through my hair Your crystal blue eyes locked with mine Your velvet lips find their place, crushed upon mine Upon my moistened flesh do your kisses travel The warmth of your breath softly caressing the nap of my neck Your hands wonder, seeking out my lush bosom Gentling cupping and caressing my pale milky white breasts Your teeth tenderly grazing across my neck Passionate sensations rising through my body Your whispering words of wanting desire, set my soul on fire Upon the blanket I lay you My lips finding their way over each inch of your tanned flesh Tasting you the very essence of your passion My tongue seeks the warm moist confines of your mouth Tongue to tongue, entwined in a passionate dance Slowly my hands travel over your bare chest Lovingly caressing you, as my legs find their way over you My wet treasure pressing firmly against you Your shaft, hardening beneath me Bo

Family
My mom, stepdad, and stepmom cant put their problems aside to help my 14yr old sister, and 2 make matters worse im caught in the middle, its drivin me nuts, and i cant say anythin cause it will start an even bigger fight and i dont have the time for it

Tagged
once you been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or facts or habits about yourself.at the end you you choose at least 5 ppl..listing their name. dont forget to leave a comment with them,that says your it..then ask them to read your blog.you cant tag the person that tagged you... !.I like Beer 2.I love my friends 3.I have never been married 4.I dont' believe in forever (unless its death) 5.I hate spiders 6.I Love Snakes 7.I;m very shy 8.My fav color is blue 9.I'm usually late 10.I'm a chocoholic TomyB Bella DJ Pierced hottie 7283 HybridPhantom

Do It Justlike This
Do It Just like This Let me tell you what I like And what I like to do, Let me show you what I want Then you can do it too. Let me guide you by the hand For boy you are my guest, Get ready for a whirlwind ride, A fuck at your request. I won’t waste time with pleasantries For time is of the essence, Simply push me on the bed And let me have my presents. My pussy is already wet So let’s get started there, Put your hand right up my skirt And fondle me with care. Insert two fingers in my hole They’ll slip right in with ease, Slowly slide them in and out And hear me beg “oh please.” Your other hand should find my breast And firmly grab a hold, Roll my nipple round and round Keep doing what you’re told. My knickers are already soaked So throw them on the floor, Place your head between my legs And hear me scream for more. Lick my pussy up and down Fuck me with your tongue, Make my body squirm and shake Fuck me till I cum. I see your cock is

Tag Your It.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:I cant stop licking my lip ring (damn it) 2:I love to see a guy cum 3:I hate my car 4:I hate to be bit and scratched. 5:I think that hot people should be shot lol 6:I know that 90% of what people say when they are jokin is TRUE 7:I dont know if i have ever had an orgasm 8:I dont like to be ate out 9:I love my sister very much 10:I am negative most of the time. 5 People: 1. Brian 2. Krissy 3. James 4. Beth 5. Bobby

The First Time
The First Time by LateNiteFantasy© ~~Him~~ I have known you, Yet never have I tasted, nor drank, from the well of your pleasure. Dark mysteries surround your flesh, And tonite, I begin unravelling them. For "The First Time". ~~Her~~ I have known you. And tonite, at last, I find no hesitation. I willingly submit my flesh, to your desire, and reveal to you the first secrets of my passion. Now, for "The First Time", ~~Him~~ My lips brush yours, my hands roam, exploring, as I seek to release the clothing that constrains, and hides, the animal beneath. At last, your nakedness lies before my gaze. Your great beauty is rivalled solely, by your unrestrained passion. Exposed to me tonite. For "The First Time". ~~Her~~ My fear was unwarranted. As my hand searches you, I discover your arousal, Firm and complete. I feared that my form, even naked before you, would not meet with your desires. Now, reassured I may revel in the sensatio

Trip Like I Do By The Crystal Method
I've got the understanding of a 4-year-old I've got the peice of mind of a killer soul I've got the rationale of a new york cop I've got the patience of a chopping block yeahtrip like I do trip like I do (oh my god this is the best) "Uh I Want You To Trip Like Me I Want You To Have Fun Me & You" I've got the accumen of a seasoned pro I've got the lack of say of a billion souls I've got the world on my back but I don't seem to care I've got the comprehension of a world unaware yeah trip like i do trip like I do (oh my god this is the best) trip like i do (mm..i want you to trip like i do) can't you can't you trip like i do can't you can't you trip like I do laid down my back i can't sleep cause I'm falling eyes in my teeth i can't see cause i'm eating head full of noise I can't think cause it's crushing back on my feet like a freight trian I'm coming can everybody feel like I do can everybody feel like I do (oh my god) can't you can't you trip like

Your Tv Shows On Demand For Free.
Thats right, from what i have seen though its not all stations yet. However there is a nice assortment to pick from. Old and New. Old as in I dream of Jeanie Old. There is this new website, thats free to use, however you must signup to view the movies. They provide full episodes, as well as short clips to be viewed at your leisure. I tried it out and was suprised at how well it worked. However the navigation while simple is almost to simple. If you are like me and work odd hours, but love shows that come on NBC or FOX, and it appears other networks are being added as we speak. I suggest you at least take a test view of this site. Hulu Ya the name sounds funny but its nice to know you can find shows when your bored. Even really old shows from your youth. Be advised there are short commercials where the original commercials once were. So far from what i have seen the commercials come in at less then 10 seconds each. So it is very bearable, much more bearable then watching it on

Something I Wrote Back In High School.....lol..kinda Lame I Kno!
Every night i go to bed With visions of you going through my head I think of how we used to be How we said "together" for eternity Now I feel as if my worlds been ripped apart As piece by piece youve ripped out my heart but i just want you to know That i still love you so What i wish for is that things could be as they were before If not more Life with you felt so perfect so right Now i find myself crying late at night I say "Im over you" but thats just not the truth You were everything to me Will things ever go back to the way They used to be? You confuse me so much Its over, yet i still tremble at your touch We're still friends thats a fact, But more than anything i want to go back If just for a moment A chance to remeniss And once more feel the power Of your sweet kiss Love is blind as they say But also unkind, to make me feel this way Your out of sight but not out of mind I would do anything to get you back Yout the one thing i now lack More than anythin

Relflections
Define to me truth. It depends. On what if i may. On who your asking to define it. Please explain. One mans acceptance is another mans lie. Define a lie. Again it depends. On what. The person your asking. Well im asking you to define. But how do u know i'll tell the truth. You want the truth on what is a lie? Well....yes. Your a lie simply described. How do u figure? Because you are just my reflection in a mirror. But how do u know that? What if I am real and you the are the reflection? Then in truth we are both a lie.....

My New Rant
ok so i havent really had a rant blog in awhile..i thought it was time i did one..if i typo oh well im not fixing it lol.. anyways...as most of my friends know..i took a short break from my red account on here..I didnt know if i was comming back or not..I was having alot of issues and doing rates on fubar for 8 hours a day just wasent my main priority. So whats new with me?...Well my long time friend Jennifer moved in with me because my parents are moving far away and i didnt wanna go with them. I wanted to stay at my appartment but the bills were crazy and i couldnt do it myself. She is the onlyy person i could see myself living with (smokey if u read this of course i can live with you too..ur just not here yet hahaha)..i dont really like that many ppl that i know irl..ppl irritate me reallty easy but Jennifer is on the same page as me. We both wanna cool down on the life drama so we are good roomies for each other. Umm...well some ppl know that my fiance smokey is going to b

Auction Starts Monday
OK SO CHECK THIS OUT.... Ok so all of you know or should know RaZoR - "Well he is hosting a auction - Yes that is right a AUCTION" He has several fine ladys up for grabs. Do You have what it takes to own one of these fine ladies? Well stop by and check out these lovely ladies who are offering some goodies just for 1 special person. Is it you??? There will be more added so stop back! Here are the ladies who are up for grabs. Check em' out! IF YOU WANT TO JOIN THIS AUCTION JUST HIT UP RAZOR RaZoR/Wonder_Woman@ fubar AND THE LADIES ARE

Im Up For Auction
hey everyone i am now up for auction and would like for yall to come bid on me.here is what i am offering!!!! >1) Rate all of someone's pics a 10 >2) Leave them a profile comment every day for the length of the ownership... > 3) Offer to make them a personal salute > 4) Buy drinks every day you are on during the ownership > 5) Put "owned by" (and their name) in your profile name for the length of ownership come on everyone come bid on me

I Said Friday....friiiiidaaay!!!
I said Friday...FRIIIIIIIDAAAAAY!!! Current mood: amused Category: Jobs, Work, Careers Sometimes, being in the Real Estate business, your everyday life becomes a funny story to tell. On Wednesday, I received a new referral from another agent in my office. She is more than capable of working the lead, but the buyer is looking in the city that I live in, and she wants to save on gas, so she gives the lead to me for a referral fee. Great! Everyone wins! So, I call the client, and he proceeds to answer his phone, (and keep in mind, this is to be the FIRST time we will speak...) "Waaaassuuuuuuuuup!" I blink, pause, and say, "Hello, is this (insert client's name here)?" If voices could have color, his would have been bright red! He was caught SO off guard, that he had to take 20 minutes and call me back. When he did, he kept apologizing for how he anwsered the phone, thinking at the time he saw the number that it was his best friend's. It dosen't really matter, and of

Thank You So Much Y'all!! :d
Thank you so much to everyone who helped me get to Godmomma! I'd especially like to thank Strawberrii Kisses, and the Shadow Levelers--y'all kick some major butt! To everyone else who helped me along the way, thank you thank you thank you! I love you all! P.S.--to any Shadow Levelers that I have not yet rated in return, please send me a message and I'll return the love A.S.A.P.! ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ the Shadow Bombers Fu-owned by ‡±(Tarheel±Tilley)±‡@ fubar

Keeper
Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a housedress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it... it's best we love it... And care for it.... And fix it when it's broken..... And heal it when it's sick.

Treatise To Women On The Use Of Cute
Treatise to Women on the Use of Cute cute[kyoot]adjective attractive, esp. in a dainty way; pleasingly pretty: a cute child; a cute little apartment. One of the stories of my early childhood repeated often to friends by my mother was the time I cut my eyelashes off. When asked why I would do such a thing she said that I was very upset about women constantly cooing at how long my eyelashes were and repeating over and over the word cute. Of course girls had cooties then and most of my experience with the word cute came from older women and was always coupled with pinching cheeks and smeared red lipstick on the forhead. I am lucky I stopped with cutting off my eyelashes--I just might have lopped my whole head off. When I started to notice that girls really didn't have cooties (even if they did I think I would have risked infection to be close enough to catch a wiff of their dime store perfume), the word cute took on a whole new meaning. But really... at that age a girl could cal

Bella ~ Good Luck Charm
I found a good luck charm today So lucky how am I Fairies are hard to catch I had to jump high I snatched her out the sky If I could keep her forever I would I wouldn't give her back I'd hide her away as a treasure In this place called my heart But I heard a voice from Heaven That told me no Give her back Let her Go Her beauty is for all humanity She's not yours to keep So you may borrow her if you like But only for a season I need her back fast For life's circumstance Requires my good luck angel written by Paradise (Dedicated to a true friend, Bella.) Rate her page if you are on mine or reading this blog she is located in my family.

Just In Case....
Just in case you need more proof that we live in a crazy world . . . In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick??) The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (...so they'll never know they went blind?) There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time... Reason: Under Guam law, it is expressly

People On Ct
U know I noticed when people on here r added to ur page they talk to u and then stop why is that? I mean if u started talking b4 y stop now might as well keep talking to that person right?IDK? So Holla back at cha boy with some comments and let me know wat yall think bout it HOLLA BACK!!! KK

Anti Lied To Me
Anti told me he really loved me. I believed him. I have loved him for a year and half, ever since I first joined Cherry Tap. I thought he was my soulmate..I planned on spending my life with him after my son was 18.Everytime I got jealous of a girl he would say he would never fuck anyone of them especially fubar. Until I came across this lady. My Shoutbox ->Spooky.DeM...: we have..I have asked him if he is afetr anyone else and he says he only wants me..he only loves me and stuff. but apparently he has been lying to me for a year and a half Spooky.DeM...: Maybe you and him need a talk... ->Spooky.DeM...: I know where he stands now..I will walk away. Spooky.DeM...: Then he gets pist because he feels woman think they own him and bullshit ->Spooky.DeM...: thanks..sorry for calling you names Spooky.DeM...: He referred you as a freind..and I qouted that ->Spooky.DeM...: I have loved that man for 16 months..he has said the same to me..I am giving up eveything here to be

And More Pain, I Thought I Only Kew Him So He Said
My Shoutbox ->Spooky.DeM...: if that is all he said then yeah..your missing alot Spooky.DeM...: Is there something missing that I should be aware of Spooky.DeM...: He said after 3 yrs..or after her.he didnt date anyone Spooky.DeM...: I'd ask..why did they split..he said..long story..I ask..does he see his son..he says no..that she has full custody Spooky.DeM...: That was taken place last night.....that he was with someone for 3 years they lived together had a son..then she took off..and part of him still loves her..and he had his ex gf.and son tattoed to his arm..he lives on his own..he dont work ->Spooky.DeM...: his situation ->Spooky.DeM...: what has he told you about his life Spooky.DeM...: That flying deal is still to early Spooky.DeM...: Yes drinking Spooky.DeM...: Oops I meant I wasa little buzzed ->Spooky.DeM...: buzzed?? Spooky.DeM...: Lol...honestly...he was a little buzzed ->Spooky.DeM...: are you going to fly out to meet him Spooky.DeM...: It w

Im Up For Auction Again!!!
hey everyone im going back on the auction block again!!! all these people that want me lets see how much im really worth!!!!!!! love yall xoxoxo what u do is click the picture and then place your bid in a photo comment.

I Am Helping Her Out
Her name is Tara and she is the most loving and out going women that i know and she is SINGLE and LOOKING.. Sh needs a decent man that will treat her right and wont do her wrong so if you all want to get to know her you can hit her up on her fubar page or just let me know and i can tell her.. thankyou very much.. always Tihoney

Do You Need A Graphic??
So as usual a color change is $5k a flick is $5k a 1 to 1 morph is $10k a 1,2,3 morph $20k private message me with details, Wanna see my work? check out the over 150 morphs I've allready made for other people in my folders! Hope to morph you soon!

Dinner
She sat on the edge of the bed,unroling her black nylon stockings,her blue plush housecoat open where he could gaze upon her full erected breast.Speachless.She didnt see him,but she could feel his eyes upon her,yet she didnt,stop what she was doing.One leg in,he could see her hairline of her tiny silken panites.He wipe himself drive.Shook his head,wishing,wanting more.She knew that enticed him,just a little.as she wiggle into them,we uncover herself,to put on what wa laid on the bed,he didnt know but she was still hot from the hour before.She moved to the dresser which was in the eyeview of the mirror,"bending over to get something out of the bottom drawer,she glance back,Yes oh Yes he was all hers soon."Honey,what are we going to have for supper?" " Oh,You can choose baby"well that open the door.She raise up with a smile on her face.Walking into the bathroom where he was only covered with a towel."What if I said,You." He smile and went on shaving,grinning. He comtinue to shave,cologn

Quiz - Are You A Fair Fighter?
No matter how deep or loving our relationships, occasional conflict is unavoidable. But how fairly do you fight? Take this quiz to see if you or your loved ones hit below the belt in an argument, or if you know the rules of healthy conflict resolution, here: Answer the following questions TRUE or FALSE: 1. I try to echo back what my partner is saying. That doesn’t mean I have to agree with it. 2. We often bring up the past when we argue. 3. I try my best to speak from my very deepest truth when I argue, even if that reveals how scared or vulnerable I am. 4. It is not unusual for us to call each other names when things get really heated. 5. It’s important for both of us to empathize with one another, no matter how strongly we feel about our own position. 6. After we’ve had an argument, only one of us feels better, or neither one of us feels better. 7. After we’ve had an argument, we both feel better: the air has been cleared. 8. I can get pretty accusing w

Dinner Continues
He couldnt take it anymore.He Back off to let her know it was his turn.he slid her to the bed,pulling her toward him.As he started to lick her doorway to pleasure she let out a sigh of gratification spreading her legs farther apart. He dugged so deep with his tongue,she screamed.He progged her,with his tonque tasting her fully.In out,licking.teasing tanglizing evey nerve in her body.He started kissing her inner thighs tasting the mixture of him and her saliva,biting her,sucking hard at her inner thighs,tormenting her with pleasure never felt before.Moving back up to her hot wet clit,throbbing,burning with desire.Rubbing her with his tongue.Grabbing the sheets pushing him into her more.She was cumming.and he knew it.He back off,and move into her kissing her warm wet lips,digging his tongue in her mouth deep,churning twisting tasing him self all in her.She rasie her hips ,arched her back to meet with his flesh."Take me "she whispered.Kissing biting sucking her neck,As she let out a moan

Great News!!!!!!
I GOT A PROMOTION AT WORK YAY!!!!!! IM SO EXCITED!!!! I will be moving to days, yes days yay!!!! no more overnights no more coming home late yay and the best thing is when the kids go back to school I will be home when they get here....Im so freakin excited!!! Plus I will be making more $$$$$, not sure how much more yet but I know its more than what Im getting now. I move to days a week from Monday!!!! Yay!!! lol Anyway I just had to share this news with everyone lol no one really reads these anyway but oh well the important people in my fulife do lol.

Unicorn Forgotten
Unicorn Forgotten “Strewth mate,” Said Bruce in an exhausted voice, “Is it always like this?” The two girls lying beside him on each side nodded yes, both too drained to speak, but each looked totally satisfied as they traded looks and smiles. Bruce curled a massive arm around each and lay back for the moment, he could not have been happier. Meanwhile, back at his and Jola’s home, Uni could not have been sadder, Jola had taken a job away from home, she had been working 24/7 and he had barely seen her, let alone talked to her since. He knew what she was trying to do, she was trying to force him to return to the unicorn herd she has mentioned when they were in Cookie’s time, but she had never given him the time to explain that they had rejected him, not the other way around. He was from a different time, so much so that they were almost a different species. He could never return to the herd. Every day Kasandra cried for her momma, she had decided that it was her f

New Kitchen - Please Vote
Hey everyone! I entered my mother in a Kitchen Makeover contest. No one deserves this more then her. The contest runs from 5/30 through 6/9. You are allowed to vote once (if you have cookies enabled) If you do not have cookies enabled you can vote over and over all you want. I'd really appreciate any help you can give by stopping by the link below and clicking on "vote for this kitchen". Pass the word on to your friends as well! Love you all and I appreciate your help! Vote For My Moms Kitchen If you are having trouble with the link above, you can copy and paste the following link into your browswer: http://ivillage.waidev5.com/electrolux/site/index.php?page=photos&id=46548 REMEMBER TO LET ME KNOW YOU VOTED, SO I CAN SHOW THE LOVE AND RATE, STASH, COMMENT YOU!

Tattoo
Hey Everyone! So im going to be getting my first tattoo very soon and I thought I would share with you what Im getting. My bf helped me design it and create it and I cant wait to get it. It will be going on my upper back between my shoulder blades. (sorry for the poor quality I took a pic of it with my cell) What you think?

So Drained
so about four days ago i ate some bad chicken leftovers and got horrendously sick. vomiting all night and the next day. then the day after i felt a little better but still queasy. and then today it started all over again while i was at work. more vomiting over and over for about an hour before it slowed down. im tired of being sick. i just want to feel normal. i wish i had someone to take care of me

Womens Views On Men
It has come to my attention that the most popular Blogging subject for women on Social sites is their hatred for men and how a man has mistreated them. In the past week alone. been on Fubar a few days and Ive read 20 messages, emails, blogs, and comments, just bashing men. Whos not committing! , Whos not saying I love you! , I cant tell what men are thinking! Blah, Blah! Im a strong women, I can carry on with out you! BLAH< BLAH < BLAH. Men are always using women! There are no good men out there!, Men are Assholes!, BLAH! BLAH!, BLAH!. Its the same shit over and over. And Im sorry you feel that way ladies, I really am but some of us men here find it insulting. No, not because we dont do these things and we feel we are misunderstood. The truth is men do some or most of those things to women all the time. But, its insulting when myself and other guys have to be reminded that there are men out there who are at least playing the game in the first place. You see women complain that the Go

Falling Apart
The days pass by so fast now. The hours seem shorter now. The passion still burns deep. The need is ever pressing. The real world keeps breaking in. Once I thought I couldn't be touched and that nobody would break me down ever again after my true strength from what I thought was long dead and forgotten. Nobody ever told me it was hell to love somebody as much as I love you and yet I wouldn't trade a minute of it for anything in the world or be with any other. We found something so strong and yet so easy to break but yet it still holds itself together through all the bumps and waves that hit us and that is something that will always show what we really have in each other. I was falling apart till you came along then I stopped falling and started to walk again and for that I'm always happy. ILY

Blogs? Wtf Is All This Hoopla About?
WOW ISNT SHE JUST SO PERFECT? I TOTALLY THINK SO... I HAVE A REQUEST... PLZ CLICK ON HER LOVELY PICTUR HERE AND GO RATE HER BLOG A TEN FOR ME... TAKE TIME TO LOOK THROUGH HERE THINGS ALSO.. SHES GOT A LOT OF REALLY IMPORTANT THINGS IN THERE THAT SHE TALKS ABOUT.. CLICK THIS PIC AND RATE HER BLOG A TEN THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH .. ONE MORE BLOG TO RATE RIGHT HERE.. THIS ONE IS JUST AS IMPORTANT.. SHE WORKS HARED TO KEEP US ALL INFORMED ABOUT WHATS WHAT ON FUBAR.. IN A CONTEST SHES THE ONE THAT PIMPS YOU OUT.. CLICK THIS PIC HERE AND RATE HER BLOG A TEN AND SEE WHAT ALL YOU HAVE BEEN MISSEN..

Myths And Facts About Hcv
Hepatitis C Myths and Facts Fact Hepatitis C is a virus that infects the liver and circulates at very high levels as much as millions of little viral particles in a droplet of an infected person's blood. The virus is transmitted by blood-to-blood contact such as occurs with a blood transfusion, receiving a tattoo from a dirty needle, during intranasal cocaine snorting when sharing razor blades, or when sharing intravenous needles. The virus can have a prolonged asymptomatic period for many months to years and can come to attention through routine screening, at the time of blood donation, or when a person infected with the virus develops symptoms of the disease. The symptoms, which are fairly nonspecific, include fatigue and joint aches. Occasionally, the disease is not diagnosed until its end stages at which time liver failure has ensued. There are many myths about hepatitis C that are perceived as truths. This article will debunk some of these myths and provide the facts about th

Russinafoxx Made Me..
50 Odd ThingsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. Do you like blue cheese? only with mold 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? sounds fishy 3. Do you own a gun? was born with one 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? hedgehog flavor 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? only for STDs 6. What do you think of hot dogs? animal cruelity 7. Favorite Christmas song? Santa's Comin' in a Pick up Truck 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Coffee/Water/Juice 9. Can you do push ups? my bra does that job 10. Why do you post surveys? i don't 11. What is your favorite piece of jewelry? schlong ring 12. Favorite hobby? pervin' 13. Are your toes painted? with peanut butter 14. Do you have A.D.D.? some ppl say so 15. What is one trait that you hate about yourself? my tongue's hasn't been worked in awhile 16. Middle name? C 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment ugh... more PB!... and damn you, Russianfoxx 18. Name 3 things you bought yesterday? Speed r

Rip Daddy My Own Guardian Angel
Its been a month ago today We lost someone special God had to take him away He's now in a better place where theres no more pain with a smile upon his face He's helping to watch us from heaven above waving his wings, to send us his love. Written exactly one month after he passed away

Drive Thru Weddings
"Yes, Can I have a number four please ?" Anything else? No. Thank you, Please drive around. Did I just order a Quarter Pounder meal or a deluxe wedding? In Vegas you wouldn't know. I believe that the drive thru wedding industry should be shut down. A drive thru chapel isn't much different from a fast food drive thru; You pull in a personal vehicle, Limousine, or cab, order the kind of wedding you'd like to have with all of the amenities, and it's performed by the celebrity look a like of your choice. According to The World Famous Little Whit Wedding Chapel, they will perform a religious or civil wedding in your own car for $40, this of course is for the economy lover in you. For the high roller drive thru lovers Las Vegas weddings will provide a 6 passenger chauffeur driven stretch limousine fully stocked with champagne for this blessed event for the low price of $224. That's not all you get, after you exchange vows, they whisk you away for a romantic and unforgettable ride on the st

The Divorce Rate
America is faced with the highest divorce rate not only in the world, but one of the highest in the history of this country. I believe that it starts at the beginning and corrodes into a married life. The only way to fix such a catastrophic problem is through proper education and situational test prior to exchanging vows. What is love? Is love really important in marriage? When selecting a mate what percentage is love verses assets owned? There are plenty of questions that has to be asked before you commit your life and yourself to someone for ever, unless forever isn't your intention. Today more than ever marriage has become nothing more than glorified dating and breeding, which as a result has lead to staggering divorce rates and an all time high percentage of single parents. According to the U.S Census Bureau, there are 20.7 million single parents in this country (Bergman). There are many reasons for this number of single homes, but one thing is undeniable is they are not married.

One Word..............
Its a puzzle board and I cant find my pieces Outside im normal, but inside im ruined Its a war im dyin to win, but livin to lose again My pain is silent I keep it locked inside Heaven is in my head at least for now Open my eys to look outside these walls Look to the sky and see this angel fly Till I lose my wings and start falling back down Fall through the cracks, hellbound closin in Till im burned once again Then i remember what my momma told me "hell is what you make it" ONE WORD.........CAN CHANGE IT ALL ONE WORD.........ITS WORTH THE FALL!

Yo Yo Yo Dawg Watsup!
HI! did you miss me? I bet ya did just a little? lol anywho I'm back. two months at rtc & i'm home empty handed..now your gonna prolly say somethin like "she couldn't handle it" on the contrary. I was aroc of my div. scoring 5.0 on all my inspections and being a kick ass recruit. ...one problem though The doctor found a golfball sized cyst in my knee. I have to have it drained before I can go back..gay I KNOW trust me that was the FIRST and LAST time I'll cry in front of a LT. who was like "its ok..you can come back" and i'm like "you don't get it..I worked my ass off to get here sir!" and he was totally cool about it. Anywho...so before you go around saying i'm a weak ass navy bitch remember i will kill you. If not me then my sniper friends...just think about it. now I'm just gonna chill out this summer. Going to Oregon/Washington/SD with my bestest friend meansy!!!! and I'll be in Ft. Lewis for like 2 weekends in June..but don't even ask to see me I'm going up there to spe

Help Wit Rates N Comments
Hello my friends, show me sum luve n help in this contest Click the pic, rate and make as many comments as u can. The more comments the better. Everybody have a good day thank you for the comments n rates $$$$-MyStA BiGZzZ-$$$$$@ fubar

Im An Idiot
WHY O WHY DO I ALLOW MYSELF 2 GET CAUGHT UP N THESE SITUATIONZ?YA EVER DO SUMTHING AND KNOW AT THAT VERY MOMENT THAT ITZ A HUGE MISTAKE?BUT U DO IT NEWAY?YA,U PROB HAVE-THE THING 2 DO IZ 2 LEARN FRM UR MISTAKEZ AND MOVE ON-A BIT BATTLE SCARRED BUT WISER FRM THE EXPERIENCE AND LESS PRONE 2 B QUITE THAT STUPID AGAIN...*HANGZ HEAD N DEJECTION REPEATING THAT 2 SELF OVER AND OVER* YA-THIS IZ AN EMERGENCY MINI-VENT~MORE STEAM 2 FOLLOW SOON IM SURE.TC OUT THERE PEEPZ...XOX

Mother
MOTHER A HEART SO FULL OF LOVE A TRUE BLESSING FROM HEAVEN ABOVE WITH A HEART WARMING HUG SHOWING A SMALL SYMBOL OF HER TRUE LOVE ONLY ONE HAS SUCH TRUE LOVE A CARING LOVING MOTHER YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE TO CARE NO MATTER WHAT MY HEART MAY BEAR SO I WRITE THIS TO SHOW I CARE EVEN WHEN IM A PAIN IN THE REAR FOR THERE IS NOTHING BETTER THEN THE LOVE OF MY SWEET MOTHER MY SWEET LOVING MOTHER FOREVER IN MY HEART I TREASURE SO DEAR

Love
Love is never Simple but it makes me Richer!! Love is complicated and unsettling, Love is worth fightin for when you feel there is really something there!! Love is a Pain in the Ass!! LOL But fun too!! :P Love is wicked & exciting! Love makes me feel ALIVE not DEAD!!! Loving another may bring pain but worth every bit!!

Sts-124 Discovery Landing
STS-124 Discovery Landing. Landed: Sat., June 14, 2008, 11:15 a.m. EDT Landing Site: Kennedy Space Center, Fla. Mission Elapsed Time: 13 days, 18 hours, 13 minutes, 7 secs Official Landing Times Main gear touchdown: 11:15:19 a.m. EDT Nose gear touchdown: 11:15:30 a.m. EDT Wheels stop: 11:16:19 a.m. EDT Total miles: 5.7 million To enlarge video, right click/zoom/200% or fullscreen. The STS-124 mission crew pose for a final group photo before heading to crew quarters after their successful landing aboard space shuttle Discovery on Runway 15 at NASA's Kennedy Space Center. The landing ended a 14-day mission to the International Space Station. From left are Pilot Ken Ham, Mission Specialists Karen Nyberg and Akihiko Hoshide, Commander Mark Kelly, and Mission Specialists Mike Fossum and Ron Garan. Discovery's main landing gear touched down at 11:15:19 a.m. EDT. The nose landing gear touched down at 11:15:30 a.m. and wheel stop was at 11

Meth Once Ruled Me
I was a meth addict for over 15 years. You could say it ruled my life. It changed me in alot of ways, some good, some bad. I have taken my life over once again and self rehabiltated for 3 years now. I'm not sure if I have forgiven myself yet but I am trying hard. This Battle is not yet over for me but I WILL WIN.

In Love With Death
Oh darling wrap your arms around me tight, Hide me from the blinding light, Take this bleeding heart in your gentle hands, Let it seep threw like grains of sand, And let me feel your breathe taking embrace, Let me caress your pale moon face, Let me taste those tender lips, Our souls in-twine with each precious drip, Take me from this world so cold, To forever rest in your longing hold.

Newsflash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT LOUD AND CLEAR FOR PPL TO UNDERSTAND!!! I AM NOT ONE OF JOKERS WILD PUPPETS!! I AM MY OWN PERSON AND I CHOOSE MY FRIENDS THE WAY I WISH. AND FOR THE FEW PPL THAT THINK I AM A *PUPPET* YOU KNO WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU!! JUST BE BIG ENOUGH TO COME TALK TO ME TO MY FACE....WITH SOME SUBSTANTIAL PROOF...AND THEN I *MIGHT* BELIEVE YA!!! AND YOU PPL KNO WHO YOU ARE.....Y'ALL ARE NEIGHBORS...THATS ALL!! TOODLES!!...P.S. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO PLAY YOUR SILLY AZZ GAMES...I DO HAVE A REAL LIFE....

What A Ride
TODAY WE SAW HISTORY WE SAW ALMOST ALL OF FUBAR TEAM UP AND MAKE SOMEONE A PROPHET! SOMEONE WHO DESERVED IT MORE THEN ANYONE I KNOW! SHE DONT REMEMBER ME BUT I WAS IN HER FRIENDS LIST BEFORE I DELETED IN MAY AND STARTED OVER. BUT I NEVER ADDED HER BACK EVEN THOUGH I WATCHED HER GROW. UNTIL I BECAME A CONFEDERATE BOMBER THAT IS. BUT I STILL STAYED AWAY FROM HER NEVER TALKING TO HER AND I WATCHED HER BECOME WHAT SHE IS TODAY! SIS I HAVE ADMIRED YOU FOR WHAT YOUVE ACCOMPLISHED PEOPLE SAY WE ARE THE SHADOW LEVELERS I SAY NO YOU ARE THE SHADOW LEVELER WE JUST HELP! WITHOUT YOU THERE WOULD BE NO SHADOWS. I AM PROUD TO CALL YOU MY SIS! CONGRATS CHRISTINA! FUBAR ROCKS!!!!

Thanks For The Help
All Of My friends Have Pissed Me Off For The Last Time You Want Some Get It Your Self I Am Done Helping Out From Now On I Do My Own Thing Ya'll Can Get It Yourself The Few That Can Get Something Better Feel Lucky ~ Lost In The Dark ~

Showing Luv
Honorary Members Show these sexy members some love!! Stop by their page fan, add and rate them... They will love u back!!! ANd so will I!!! Nonamefish-BFF-CTGirl-Fu-Luv Bomb Squad H. Member@ fubar AbnRoadHawg~Honorary member of Fu Luv Bomb Squad~@ fubar ~PinkMama*Fu Fiancee & R/L GF To/Owner of DJ T-Bone*Manager @ The Playground~H.M. of F.L~@ fubar Fitfreak@ fubar DJ Army Medic ~Fu-Engaged to Addictive~♦Owner of Chris' Playground 2♦Officer in JAGE@ fubar Mickstatts- * Freelance Bomber** WISEUKF* Promoter Purrfect Sin** Club F.A.R.*@ fubar

Thanking Those That Helped Me Get Vip
I WANT TO THANK THOSE OF MY FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY HELPED ME TO GET MY VIP, NCGIRL YOU WERE AWESOME, THE TIME YOU PUT IN TO HELP ME, ENJOY YOUR BLAST. CHEY86,BIGDADDYZACH, MY FRIEND DJ, AND DEVILISH EXPRESS, AND ?CJ?(I'M SORRY) YOU ALL DID GREAT AND THANK YOU SO MUCH. LORD WOLF AND STORMWOMAN FOR THE COMMENTS AND MAKING THE BULLETINS FOR ME, AND TWISTED WHISPERS THANK YOU ALL. FOR THE friends THAT I ASKED TO HELP ME AND YOU CHOSE TO IGNORE MY PLEAS FOR HELP, WELL THE NEXT TIME YOU NEED HELP LEVELING OR A CONTEST OR WHATEVER CD NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. WHATEVER HAPPENED TO FRIENDS HELPING FRIENDS? I CAN SEE THAT 96% OF YOU ONLY ADD FOR POINTS, AND RATE FOR POINTS. THAT IS WRONG AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED TO CALL YOURSELF A FRIEND.

Omg I Want These Men So Bad
COME ON YOU GUYS THIS IS MAJOR HERE.. THIS GUY NEEDS RATES AND HES UP AGAINST A FAMILY I GUESS NOT SURE BUT HES LOSING AND I DONT LIKE TO LOSE.. WELL IM REALLY NOT LOSING BUT HE IS AND IM NOT LIKING THAT EITHER.. IT PUTS ME IN A BAD MOOD.. YES I CAN GET CRANKY FROM TIME TO TIME.. PLZ SWING BY AND RATE HIM PLZ JUST A RATE THATS ALL IM ASKING FOR... TY ALL VERY MUCH.. YOU ALL KNOW WHEN YOUR IN A CONTEST ID DO THE SAME FOR YOU.. AT LEAST YOU ALL KNOW I TRY.. OH DEAR GOD THIS ONE TOO.. HAWT.. IM ABOUT TO OMG NEVER MIND THATS PRIVATE INFO BUT YA RATE HIM TOO PLZ TY TY OMG THATS ENOUGH I CAN'T HANDLE NO MORE.. THIS IS MORE THAN I CANT TAKE. YO ALL KNOW IM IN MY PRIME HERE DAMN IT.. OH PLZ RATE THIS ONE A TEN TOO.. GOT TO HAVE THESE THREE WIN WIN WIN WIN AND YES OMG WIN YA IM A LITTLE EXCITED.. YOU ALL WANNA SEE HOW MUCH? HA JUST KIDDING RATE HIM A TEN TOO PLZZZZZZZZZZ THREE MEN THREE RATES THATS WHAT IM ASKING.. TY TY

Thinking About Friends On Here
I've been mulling this over in my mind for a while in my mind. I don't know that I've got it right, but here goes. I was thinking about all the people on my friends list and how most of them are women. Well, I have always said that I get along better with women than men. I still don't know why that is, but it is. I see how many of them have something in their profile about not being here to hook up, etc. Well, I respect that. I'm not here for hook ups either, but I wanted to tell them all what I am after... Well, since you're on the friends list or my family list, you should know I think. I've been here nearly a year and I've met some very interesting and wonderful people here. A few I've talked to outside of CT/fubar and I have had a great time doing so. When I say I'm here for friends, I really want to find interesting, unique, and wonderful people who pique my curiosity about life. I want to find and make friends where the friendship can exist and thrive outside of t

My Auction-- Own Me!!!
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1447127&albumid=1047266&i=3505523769&idx=10#2287151535 Come on up :) Have the chance to OWN me :D Read the page to see what I'm offering... :) Thanks guys :) Don't miss this oppurtunity...

The Power Of Love
I cried today... i was listening to some music i like and suddenly, this song was playing, this beautiful song of "Frankie Goes to Hollywood" and suddenly old memories again: i saw HER appear in front of me. Valérie. A good close friend, wife of of my drummer friend, we were living close from each other, snd she's the one who let us meet to play some music together. Valerie died of a cancer when she was 30... whe she found she was sick, she was pregnant of her 3rd kid so she decided to wait before starting a therapy, too dangerous for the baby to come. After baby arrived, she did fight strongly, whith our help and; it was tough, difficult, painful, but she was always smiling, and most of all, she was the one always cheering us when we weere having "problems", even if our problems were just bullshit compared to hers. But she was never complaining When i think about her , i have 3 visions: 1st is my 30th Bday party, a big party, costumed, with a woodstock thema; she was having

How Can U Tell?
It can be so hard to tell the what people are really like sometimes! I am a firm believer in online romance and the idea that you can meet somebody on here and develope real feeling and love them. I am just don't think you can believe everything you hear!Just like real life some people are just out to get laid. Hell, there's nothing wrong with that! We all just need a good romp from time to time...no strings attached.But guys...grow a set and be upfront with it. Truthfully you would have better results that way anyways..and you won't be wasting anybody's time. Times have changed and women are just as capable as men when it comes to a bootycall/friends with benefits/one night stand.If your interested...Now its not always about the sex either. i think some just need companionship. Don't have much time in real life to go out and meet people but can manage to get online while working or when they get home. So they confide in you and you confide in them and you create a long distance relati

Friends
I have found this to be at the root of all friendships...... I am a very honest person & my true friends mean the world to me, I would do most anything for any of them just shy of going to jail for them lol. If you want to become my friend thats great but please dont ask if ur just here for the points, as I am not into fanning,adding & rating! If u want to continue to stay on my friends list it means occaisional conversation, stop in, say hello, drop a comment I will always answer.... Yes most of my friends are guys, less drama there, I dont like drama, and if ur the jealous type, we may not get along very well. I like to talk with all my friends, and sometimes talk to too many at once lol, but am always glad they are there.. If we talk a lot & I consider U a true friend, then we become family, if not U get deleted, sorry but I dont need ppl to be just faces on my page.....

Happiness Like This..
Twenty-five, All of these mixed emotions, Tangled up in pure confusion, It’s hard to let go of the past, but it seems, Easier as time is moving, Well you said he makes you laugh, And he makes you happy, He sees you smiling back, It is everlasting, And so he’s tailor made for you, With stunning golden hues, And one sweet tone to soothe, Your persistent beating heart it’s just a start, And I, have seen you everyday, You’ve never been like this before, He’s tailor made, tailor, tailor made, So let go all of these mixed emotions, Forget all your hesitations, Together entwined inside this feeling, Feet off the ground, head hits ceiling, Then he whispered in your ear, He’s absolutely falling, The words he said are clear, So don’t insist on stalling Because he’s tailor made for you, With stunning golden hues, And one sweet tone to soothe, Your persistent beating heart it’s just a start, And I, have seen you everyday, You’ve never been like this before, He’s tailo

Its Giveaway Time!
List of Prizes.... First to 25K comments gets choice of 1 month blast or 3 month VIP First to 15K comments gets choice of 1 week blast, 1 month VIP or Ticker Package First 3 to reach 5K comments gets choice of 3 day blast or bling pack Most rates gets 50K fubucks in addition to monetray prize (if won) All particaipants to reach at least 2500 comments gets 15K fubucks in addition to monetary prizes (if won) Rules and Reminders for Giveaway.... 1. Self Bombing is encouraged. Bombing families are also allowed. Contest will start on Monday, June 9, 7 a.m. FU-TIME (10 a.m. EST) and will end when number of comments is reached for prize level. Contest not to exceed 30 days past start date. 2. No cheating or drama will be allowed. If this rule is broken you will be disqualified from this contest and any future contest that may be held by myself 3. In the event of a tie the participant with the most rates for that prize level will determine the winner 4. All prizes will be distr

The Lizard
If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce," I said accusingly to my w

Oh If I Forgot To Mention....
I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! OH AND IF I FORGOT TO MENTION..... I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT! I AM SEEING IRON MAIDEN TOMORROW AND YOUR NOT!

Want To Own Me????
> > HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO OWN A SHADOW LEVELER? WELL HERE IS YOUR CHANCE!IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER PLZ CLICK THE PICTURE LINK AND WILL WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT WHERE YOU NEED TO BE JUST LEAVE YOUR BID IN A PICTURE COMMENT:) DONT FORGET TO RATE IT PLZ!ALSO SHOW THE HOST SOME MAD LOVENS HE IS AWESOME! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE AUCTION PAGE:) ty all so much for the wonderful bids so far!! ">

Life Will Go On (lyrics)
"Life Will Go On" By Anthony Hunt You know me like no other girl You've never seen my face I want to hold you in my arms But I know my place A pair of star crossed lovers Destined not to be You're already spoken for I wish that it were me Cuz... The luckiest guy I know is the one who has you We know we're a perfect fit, and I dunno what to do It hurts...I'm dyin'.... What I want, I can't have, even if you feel it The deck's stacked against us, that's how fate will deal it But please...stop cryin' Cuz life will go on One day he'll come back to you And that's when you can start The agonizing process Of prying us apart You'll be scared but don't worry I will be just fine I can hide the turmoil Knowing you won't be mine Cuz... The luckiest guy I know is the one who has you Wee know we're a perfect fit, and I dunno what to do It hurts...I'm dyin'... What I want, I can't have, even if you feel it The deck's stacked against us, that's how fate will

Pt 2 Of Ppl Who....
#5. GO AHEAD AND CALL ME BYTCH, SNOT , BRAT, SELFISH WHATEVER YA WANT.............BUT IF U HAD SAID SOMETHING IN THE ADD REQUEST, LIKE I ASKED, I WOULDA LEFT YA A BEAUTIFUL COMMENT( I MAKE GR8 ONES, YA KNOW THAT? :) MAYB A VIDEO, OR A SONG, GAVE YA AN 11, FANNED RATED AND DID SOME OF UR PICS OR SENT YA A GIFT OR A BLING OR BOUGHT YA A BLAST ( OR ALL OF EM)............ BUT INSTEAD YA LOSE IT ALL JUST B/C U REFUSED TO READ ABOUT ME AND SENT IN AN EMPTY ADD REQUEST. BY THAT B/S U DID NOT WANT TO BE MY FRIEND IF YOU CAN NOT READ A LIL ABOUT ME FIRST AND TALK TO ME FROM THE START U R JUST A POINT HO . SO GET ON THE UR BAD SELF.....WHO WANTS A FRIEND LIKE YOU!!! OK ENUFF BYTCHIN......... BUT Y'ALL KNOW I AM RIGHT ( AS USUAL LOL :p)

Death
Have you every wonder what life would be like if you are setting at 95 years old and you are truely along.Husband or wife left this world along time ago,and children lives their everyday life.Hustling and Bustling,and somehow you dont feel important anymore.Sometimes I set here,and I wonder,where I will be at when I am ninety.I do know I don't want to be along,and I don't want to bury my children before me.I do know I don't want to lose my senses. I do know I want to go for my walks,go dancing.Enjoy the little things in life.I know I don't want to set in the house all day turning up the heat and wishing death would come to call.I have seen so many like this.Hell I have seen 30,40,50 year olds calling upon death.It takes more guts to live than to die.It is the easy part,but you are not going to go to sleep permantly till it is your time to go.Until God gets ready for you. So why not make the best of it.You know I am not scare of death.I except it.It has been our goal since we began life

Hillary Clinton Monument
Dear Friends and Relatives: We have the distinguished honor of being on the committee to raise $5,000,000.00 for a monument of Hillary Clinton's heroic stand under Bosnian sniper fire. We originally wanted to put her on Mt. Rushmore until we discovered there was not enough room for two more faces. We then decided to erect a statue of Hillary Clinton in the Washington, DC Hall Of Fame. We are having a bit of difficulty as to where the statue should be placed. It was not proper to place it beside the statue of George Washington, who never told a lie, or beside Jesse Jackson & Barak Obama, who never told the truth, since Hillary Clinton could never tell the difference. We finally decided to place it beside Christopher Columbus, the greatest Democrat of them all. He left not knowing where he was going, and when he got there he did not know where he was. He returned not knowing where he had been, and did it all on someone else's money. If you are one of the fortunate

Stuff About Women
I am single, I came across this and totally believe it...so i want to know is this what women really want? 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-kiss her slowly 5-laugh with her 6-invite her somewhere 7-let her be with you when you're with your friends 8-take pics with her 9-pull her onto your lap 10hen she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 11always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 12kiss her unexpectedly 13HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 14ll her shes beautiful... not sexy! 15ell her the way you feel about her! 16-tell her she means everything to you, but mean it 17-make her feel loved 18-kiss her infront of other girls you know 19-don't lie to her 20-dont cheat on her 21-take her anywhere she wants 22-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day, and how much you miss her 30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can alway

Sweet Thing Needs Help
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Never Forgotten
Never Forgotten by LateNiteFantasy© I saw her in the park one day Upon a bench, alone A small sad smile on her face As she looked upon the lawn Her face was as puzzle to me With fine lines that would not lie Yet she held a strange innocence And eyes as young as the sky I asked if I could sit with her She laughed and said, “Please do” She somehow seemed familiar Like an old friend I once knew I told her of my thoughts She smiled and said, “I know” “People always tell me that No matter where I go” I began to introduce myself But she already knew my name I asked again if I knew her Her answer was still the same She laughed and said something odd That once, more knew her eyes But times had changed and so she had Faded from their minds The sun was cast behind some clouds Which soon began to weep We quickly dashed from park To a dinner down the street Her hair was all a tangle Yet still it seemed to glow Like a farmer’s fresh tilled field To

Stranger Connection
I've been wondering what it is about the connections I create with others that I love so much. Most of my friendships and relationships with others have helped me grow and become more in touch with myself; I learn so much from others. I also like knowing that I am a small part of another's life, as I also have a story to tell. Complete strangers can become amazing friends and at times so much more; meeting them in the flesh is not always necessary for this to happen. That is what probably intrigues me most: deep connections with strangers.

Homelessness
I'm amazed at some of the things I tend undergo with on a daily basis and haven't gone on a murdering rampage or committed myself in a mental institution. For instance, today there was some homeless guy begging on the downtown "E" train going to Goodwood, and you can tell when people try to lie by saying, "I don't have any change", or make that patting of their pockets gesture, to say they don't have any fucking money or better yet, NOT give their money to this smelly vagrant. So while this pitiful human being walks pass everyone refusing him change so he can get his fix for the day, this lowlife asshole would seem to zoom in directly towards me with a determination that he's going to get some money out of me. Yeah, so I fucking gave in by sparing my precious pocket change, gum wrapper and lint and this crackhead, wonder boy who would go on saying, "God bless you daughter", like he's the fucking pope and walked into the next cart. Being so "generous" on my part, I make a mental note of

Di Where Have U Been?
that ? has been asked many times,,, well look at the blog b4 this one,, then read the bad luck continues,, last friday night i was going into a convienence store to ask directions,, fell into a pot hole.. n.. fell.. needless to say .. I busted my knee cap 3x... well wed now i go to an ortho surgeon to see what will happen ; problem after problem i guesswill come by and say hi now n then.. n do keep up with my mail here.. but.. can't spend to long sitting here.. I love you all.. di

A Little Poetry Written By Me!
Weekends are too short And the week is too long C'mon everyone Lets smoke a bong! We will go to the store and grab some beer We'll relieve some tension C'mon guys...cheers Lets get the liquor And take some shots Put on some music And make it HOT Dont drink too much You will find danger Under your sheets One ugly stranger! LMAO! Yeah I just came up with this... funny huh

Yay For Summer!
Hey yall!! Most of ya know im not around that much anymore and now with summer here its not gonna get much better. The kids are outta school now well my son will be after today and the weather has been so nice! I will still keep in touch with everyone but it might take me a lil longer now to respond to messages cause im not sure how often ill get logged on. I do get on myspace everyday I have alot of family I keep in touch with on there so if ya wanna add me on there ya can its www.myspace.com/cottonblossom2007 Other then that I hope everyone is doin great and I hope yall enjoy ur summer and the nice weather! xoxo -cotton

Unicorns A Handful Of Maybe’s
Unicorns a Handful of Maybe’s Uni had decided on a new way to keep himself interesting to Jola, he thought to himself, “He had a new plan and a handful of maybe's.” It was a perhaps, last ditch way to win back his beloved wife’s love, and he was desperate enough to clutch at any straws that presented themselves. When Jola woke up early the next morning, Uni was already up, and has a special breakfast cooking, scrambled eggs with piles of clover, when she had finished they both washed up, splashing each other with suds and laughing so hard they had to sit to regain their breath, before Jola was ready to be picked up for work. It was the happiest morning she could remember, and her smile lasted all day. She had asked her boss if she could work from home, and she had said yes, so that afternoon when she arrived home from work, she found Uni waiting for her, and they shared a shower together. He had bought a big, red heart shaped soap, and a luxurious, soft as down towel

Soldiers Playground2 Staff
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Well
Well, here it is, 3 weeks since she said that she was leaving, and I am in the same spot I was in 3 weeks ago. Lost, confused, and feeling so alone. For the last 3 weeks, she has been telling me she would make sure I got to spend time with the kids. She would get them to me, she would have them at the airport when I get off the plane, and all of this other stuff, now she is saying she is going to try. I love her, but she keeps pushing me towards the edge a bit more and more. She wonders why I am so against her moving so far from me. I know now why she wants to move so far from me. That way she can hold something else against me. I keep getting hurt, and she keeps saying but I thought you wanted to be my friend. Well, friends don't do what she keeps doing to me. I try to talk to her, and she shuts me down, she dodges questions. She keeps saying she doesn't avoid the questions, but she does. Last night, I mentioned that I am scared to death of what is coming down

Dance Of Love
Dance of Love by LateNiteFantasy© In the early light of dawn, you come to me Your face softened by sleep And your mouth warm. Our bodies touch with sparks of electricity That ignites our fire And fuels our passion, As we clasp each other close In the age-old dance of love. Our words of love wash between us Murmured against soft lips and damp skin Fingers strumming in perfect rhythm Bringing the beat of our hearts to a peak. The silence disturbed by our breathing And moaning And finally, our strangled cries As we each find blissful release Only to fall gently back to reality: The reality of the alarm clock; The reality of responsibility; And the reality that tomorrow morning In the soft light of dawn, You will reach for me And, once again, we shall dance.

M' Lady
M'Lady by LateNiteFantasy© M’Lady, My Mistress My sweet lady dear I long that these arms One day hold you near M’Lady, My Mistress Your command my desire My love for you Burns like a fire M’Lady, My Mistress One day we will meet Then I’ll be able To kneel at your feet M’Lady, My Mistress I long for the day When we might kiss, And laugh and play Oh, M’Lady, My Mistress My sweet lady dear How long before these arms Can hold you so near?

I Found Love
I Found Love by LateNiteFantasy© Love: 13 up, 22 down Not finding the perfect person, but finding the person you see perfectly. I think it's love, baby. Love: 12 up, 55 down love is a shit dat wont make u happy, only sad. countless times has it broken my heart and im only me. if love is returned, u will be happy. if its not returned, well, your screwed shit man, i wont ever get married love is cruel; my gf wont love me. she practically hates me now Love: 891 up, 405 down Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offence. Love keeps no score of wrongs; does not gloat over another's sins, but delights in the truth. There is nothing love cannot face; there is not limit to its faith, its hope, and its endurance. In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love; but the greatest of them all is love. 1 Corinthians 13 Love: 11 up, 48 down a

Moved!
I finally moved into my new place! Not so bad being away being away from family and friends and all that I have known, but the eagle eventually must fly farther away from the nest. Makes me glad my laptop kept me in touch with everyone. I wonder how long it's gonna take for me to get homesick? Well anyway, just wanted everyone to know I made it safe and sound (those that knew about it - my apologies to those who didn't)!

Asian Room Service Lesson
When traveling it can be so hard to understand...even when they try to speak your language! An Asian Room Service Lesson Be Warned , you will find yourself talking "funny" for a while after reading this This is a telephone exchange(actual?) between a hotel guest and room-service at a hotel in Asia… Room Service(RS): "Morny. Ruin sorbees" Guest(G): "Sorry, I thought I dialed room service" RS; "Rye..Ruin sorbees..morny! Djewish to odor sunteen?" G: "Uh..yes …I'd like some bacon and eggs" RS: " Ow July Den?" G: "What?" RS: "Ow July Den?….pry, boy, pooch?" G: "Oh..the eggs! How do I like them?" "Sorry..scrambled please" RS: "Ow July dee bayhcem….crease?" G: "Crisp will be fine" RS: "Kokay. An San Tos?" G: "What?" RS: "San tos. July san Tos?" G: "I don't think so!" RS: "No? Judo one toes?" G: " I feel real bad about this, but I don't know what 'judo one toes' means." RS: "Toes! Toes!…why djew Don Juan toes? "Ow bow singlish mopping we bother?" G: English Muffin!!!!

I Won`t Be On Here Much
That I won`t be on here as much as I used to be...I am 7 months pregnant and I am tryna get everythin`ready for my baby girl...So, If you leave me luv and profile comments or whatever I will return everythin`as soon as I can...` Thanx for understgandin

Update
Hello all, Just thought I wold keep you all posted on whats been going on lately. I had a friend take me downtown to apply for a public defender. Found out that when they state that if you cannot afford an attorney one will be appointed for you, well, thats not entirely accurate, one will be provided for $265.00 processing/public attorney fee...so, got 60 days to pay that somehow, but, at least the paper work is being processed anyways and an attorney is supposed to contact me in a few days to discuss the case and see what we can come up with. Still no court date in the mail yet, but, they did state it can take 4-6 weeks, so, guess just keep checking the mail and see when it comes in it comes in. Never heard anything back from the plastic surgeon on the last CT scan/visit, being he was stuck in surgery not sure if he has caught up with his appt list as of yet or reviewed it yet. I will admit my vision is getting a lot better, and although it hurts, I do have a lot more sensation

Mumm Fun
if you want to know how this conversation started, read this mumm: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=415970 so here it is(read from the bottom to the top): ->Dante'...: yes i can. cause i actually know how to behave. Dante'...: are you sure you can handle it all without throwing abrasive comments all over the place? ->Dante'...: then please explain it to me. i´m curious about it Dante'...: youre missing what it im implying. ->Dante'...: apparently you did. Dante'...: did you really take all of that seriously? Dante'...: maybe even a professor ->Dante'...: no. its cause you made it tis easy with your comments. Dante'...: really? is that because youre a psychology major? ->Dante'...: you´re welcome. although i have to say it wasnt that hard. Dante'...: thank you for your analysis of me

Wtf?
Laying here alone I feel my discontent My absence of faith I hear the quiet And feel the changes Of unknown fate Plastered in the sky Are the clouds which Represent emotion And I watch each one As it slowly drifts by Enamored by the notion And I wish they would rain on me Saturating my mind Soaking through my skin So that I may soon describe That I may soon relate That I then evaporate And become That Which precipitates (I would enlighten you, if I could make this come true)

Omg,im A Winner
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The Words Of Love
The Words of Love by LateNiteFantasy© I need to see you smile, to know that everything is alright. I need to hear you laugh, to make my heart content. I need you to hold me tight, to chase away my fears. I need you to whisper in my ear, the words of love. I need you madly. I want to hold your hand, as we walk along the shore. I want to watch the sunrise, as I hold you in my arms. I want to kiss your lips, as I caress you tenderly. I want to whisper in your ear, the words of love. I want you badly. I love the way you smile, knowing that everything is alright. I love the way you laugh, knowing that I'll never cry. I love the way you hold me, knowing that my life is spent in your arms. I love what you do to me, knowing that you love me. I love to whisper in your ear, the words of love. I love you dearly.

As You Are
As You Are by LateNiteFantasy© Our eyes lock, your love for me is clear, The love, the passion, the moisture of your tear. Your body opens, my love rides true; But in my estacy I only think only of you. I squeeze your hand as my passions rise, Feelings coil within me like a breaking tide. I close my eyes but I still see you, It is your love of me that courses through. Oh lover, My Lady, it is to you I return, After both are spent, my love you churn. How blessed I am to have you near, To hold and protect you each day, each year. As you claim me with stokes like a dove, You cleanse me with your passion, with the fire of your love. You erase the sordid memory with the passion of you kiss, And reclaim me with your loving gaze that I would forever miss. I belong to you my love, to you alone, I'm yours; These interludes I enjoy, are merely a pause. Teach me to love as selfless as you do, So that I too may love you, so pure, so true. Oh gods, I don't deserv

Will Be On Vacation...
To all my loving friends and family, I will be out of town 6/4 thru 6/9-- tanning on a beach drinking alcoholic beverages with little umbrellas in them. I will try to get online at least once but if I dont please dont think I forgot about you. Luv y'all so much!!! Peace C~ **your favorite Scorpion** :-P ;-) xo

Five Finger Death Punch - Never Enough
Yup really relate to this one I'm so fed up with everyone around me (No one seems to care) I'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna change (I'll never be the same) It's always do this, do that, Everything they want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Pushin me away [Chorus:] It's never enough No it's never enough No matter what I say It's never enough No it's never enough I'll never be what you want me to be It's all so messed up and no one ever listens (Everyone's deranged) I'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna change (Wanna lay it all to waste) Their always say this, say that, Nothing that you want to I don't want to live that way Every chance they get their always Shovin me aside [Chorus] I'm Done [Bridge:] In the end we're all just chalkrinds on the concrete Drawn only to be washed away For the time that I've been given I am what I am I'd rather hate you For everything you are Than ever l

Custom Playlists
Ok Some Of You Know Me Some Of You Don't .. But .. I Love Music I Have A Huge Collection and I Recently Discovered The Joy Of Imeem I'm Just Saying One Thing: If You'd Like A Custom PlayList Hit Me Up With A List Of Music You'd Like I Have A Fast Connection And All Put Me To Use :P and If You'd Like To Give Me FuBux or SomeThing Feel Free Too lol But I'm Not Charging! lol 'eh .. Yeah .. Just Hit Me Up :P P.S. I Get Bored Easily! Give Me SomeThing To Do! ~1.Dubb.~ Nokkie

Its 5:30 Am...cant Sleep
Its early in the morning. i cant sleep. Sitting up trying to figure out what and why things happen the way that they do. Twice in my life it has been this way. Once was before i slept in my car with my ex wife for 3 months. Because I said "things couldn't get any worse". Boy was I wrong. It was bad for a long time. And it took My oldest being made to turn everything around. Then Jonathan came along. Another apple of my eye. Things got bad. We survived everything. Got happy again. Then finally 2 years ago. in my bed with no power. I looked at Crystal and that moment in time was the most content that I had ever been. Then 2 months later I'm moving to North Carolina. A couple months after that I'm back in Indiana. All alone no kids , no wife. About to be divorced. Miserable. I have been miserable for 2 years. I don't see it changing. This could really alone mean one thing. I want to feel like I did that day and i just dont know how to get it back. Larry Jr

An Update
Well I spent 6 hrs in the ER yesterday morning...Was x-rayed, cat scanned and poked with needles all to find out I have yet ANOTHER infection wooooohoooooo lucky me! NOT!....Sooooooooo needless to say Im one tired, annoyed and sick Juniper....Im on antibiotics, pain killers and nausea meds....I hope to be feeling better soon and back on here...Really miss ya guys! Hope all is well with you! Blessed Be Juniper

Disappointment
Can't seem to please you No matter how much I try I am only good at disappointing That just makes me cry I can't tell you how I really feel That would just make you mad So disappointment is what I take You don't know but I am always sad I am nothing but a fake I laugh and smile, but all the while I am wanting to tell you all I hide All the feelings I have inside You don't want to hear the things I have to say I think maybe another day I am not happy and you don't see Why can't you just let me be me? Why do you think I am something I am not If you would just see me for what I have got I may disappoint you even more but at least that way I wouldn't be fake that is for sure

My Soldier Comes Home
It all started innocently enough. Tim had just been deployed to Iraq. He needed that person to talk to back home and to keep is mind straight. His friend gave him Jessica’s email and told him they would get a long great. They were both pretty young with him being 20 and her being 19 and both from the hill country of Texas. Over the first six months he was stationed in Iraq they emailed nearly everyday they could. He would send her pictures of the war and she would send him pictures of things he missed most about Texas. Things like the bluebonnets in the spring, the colorful sunsets that closed out each day, the green hillsides around Austin, and his parent’s cattle ranch he worked on for so many years before leaving to join the Army. Jessica began to feel herself falling for the man she had never really met. They shared their thoughts and beliefs on everything it seemed. Everything except the war. In the beginning Tim asked Jessica not to ask much about it. Talking to her

Home From Vacation
I finally got home from Vacation on Sunday, June 1st. I got married out in Las Vegas and it was so much fun. I've spent the past day or so trying to get my name changed on stuff and I have yet to get my social thing changed yet. Joy.

Rihanna - Take A Bow
us gurls gots to stick together this is a devotion to all the gurls favorite guy the two-timing bastard Rihanna - Take A Bow Rihanna - Take A Bow [music video] Rihanna Take A Bow Lyrics How bout a round of applause? Standin ovation... Ooooh Yeah yeah yeah yeah You look so dumb right now Standin' outside my house Tryin' to apologize You're so ugly when you cry (Please) Just cut it out Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught But you put on quite a show You really had me goin' But now it's time to go Curtains finally closin' That was quite a show Very entertainin' But it's over now Go on and take a bow Grab your clothes and get gone (You better hurry up) Before the sprinklers come on Talkin' bout "Girl, I love you you're the one..." This just looks like a re-run (Please) What else is on? And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught B

Rihanna - Take A Bow
Rihanna - Take A Bow Rihanna - Take A Bow [music video] Rihanna Take A Bow Lyrics How bout a round of applause? Standin ovation... Ooooh Yeah yeah yeah yeah You look so dumb right now Standin' outside my house Tryin' to apologize You're so ugly when you cry (Please) Just cut it out Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught But you put on quite a show You really had me goin' But now it's time to go Curtains finally closin' That was quite a show Very entertainin' But it's over now Go on and take a bow Grab your clothes and get gone (You better hurry up) Before the sprinklers come on Talkin' bout "Girl, I love you you're the one..." This just looks like a re-run (Please) What else is on? And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught But you put on quite a show You really had me goin' But now it's time to go Curtains finally closin' That

For The Whore Of Fisk, Mo
Monica Sideline Ho - Monica you know who you are you nasty ho, and you know what, yeah, it's gonna be face to face, with him right there, cause he wants to see me whoop your ass...cause guess what bitch, you were on SPEAKERPHONE. Stupid Whore

Cheak Out What I Have To Offer
> > HAVE YOU EVER WANTED TO OWN A SHADOW LEVELER? WELL HERE IS YOUR CHANCE!IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER PLZ CLICK THE PICTURE LINK AND WILL WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT WHERE YOU NEED TO BE JUST LEAVE YOUR BID IN A PICTURE COMMENT:) DONT FORGET TO RATE IT PLZ!ALSO SHOW THE HOST SOME MAD LOVENS HE IS AWESOME! HERE IS THE LINK TO THE AUCTION PAGE:) ty all so much for the wonderful bids so far!! ">

Why Athena
Okay, so most people on here with any modicum* of intelligence would have figured that Athena is not my real name. Why did I choose it...... Athene (Athena) - Virgin goddess of war as well as the arts and crafts and in later times of general wisdome, Athene had an extraordinary birth. Zeuss had been warned by his grand-parents, Gaia and Uranus, that his first wife, Metis, would hae a son wo would overthrow Zeus as he had his own father. Zeus therefore swallowed Metis, who was pregnant, and forgot all about her until one morning he awoke with a terrible headache and a rattling sound in his head. Hephaestus was called in to crack open Zeus' skull to see what the trouble was; the smith-god obliged and out jumped Athene in full armor! She became Zeus' favorite. Her titles 'Promachos' (the Champion) and 'Ergane' (Worker) reflected her dual role as a goddess of war and everyday work. In art she appears as a tall, slim, noble woman with a helmet, spear and shield and her sp

Tommyrotica #1"the Body Shot"
TOMMYROTICA"THE BODY SHOT" Category: Romance and Relationships This was the very first erotic thing I wrote.It's funny when I read it now...goes like this...LIFTING U UP AND GENTLY LYING U ACROSS THE BAR.I GRAB A LIME AND PUT IT BETWEEN YOUR SUGARY LIPS.NEXT I TAKE THE SALT AND LICKING AROUND YOUR NAVEL I SPRINKLE THE SALT ONTO THE WETNESS B4 POURING THE TEQUILA N2 YOUR BELLY BUTTON,SMILING AS IT ROLLS DOWN YOUR HIP AFTER FLOODING YOUR TUMMY DIMPLE.LEANING OVER U MY HAIR FALLS ACROSS YOUR WAIST AS I LICK THE CIRCLE OF SALT FROM YOUR TUMMY B4 SUCKING THE LIQUID N2 MY MOUTH,MAKING SURE 2 LICK THE EXTRA ALCOHOL FROM YOUR HIP.SITTING U BACK UP AS I KISS THE LIME FROM YOUR LIPS.SPITTING OUT THE LIME AND KISSING U AGAIN,I LUV THE WAY YOUR TONGUE FLUTTERS AGAINST MINE.I LIFT U OFF OF THE BAR AND WHISPER...LET'S GET OUT OF HERE,LUV.WE EXIT THE BAR UNAWARE WE JUST GAVE THE PATRONS A SHOW,2 LOST IN EACH OTHER 2 CARE.

When I Am Gone....
When i am gone, and passed over to the other side What are the things That people will remember about my life? The good things, or the bad? The times together, and the ones we never got to have? Will my life have changed them? Even in some miniscule way? Or will they move on, as if its just another day As if even in death my life had no meaning Will i have affected no one in this short time of living? Or will they remember me for the things ive done? The small little things i did to help every one in this short life, you live you love you Die When i do , will other be asking themselves Who am i?

Flutter
even tho he's not mine, even tho i can't have him, even tho we haven't spoken in years-- I hear his voice echo in my memory even tho we haven't touched in forever, even tho we haven't recently shared a kiss, even tho our bodies haven't twined as lovers, my body remembers like it was yesterday even tho his scent is on the shirt I wore when he hugged me goodbye, even tho our love is a memory, even tho he's gone-- He still makes my heart flutter ~SM written 6/3/2008

Lover
Dear lover come to me melt with me Become one wit press your lips to mine Let me look into those deep dark eyes I need dis...want dis come to me The feel of ur body pressing touching Reach into my soul my depths Feel the heat in ourselves our love Relive this ecstasy ova and ova again Dear lover love me as only you can A touch a thought a kiss The sweetest magic only u can bring I feel electricity from head to toe I love u more from this moment Dear lover come to me melt with me I have waited for this needed this I will reach for u as only I can To hold u love drippin on each other This act so sacred so private so immense Every inch of each other touchin heart to heart face to face Hold me closer even closer still Feel my heart beat faster and faster So fast I think it will explode Lets show each other how love can be

For Him ... Respect
Can't do nothing But respect a man That not just knows But understands What he wants in this life And be unafraid to say so ... Even more so Is unafraid to reach for it Throw caution to the wind Do what's best for him And minus all the silly games Too often played by men... Forever will I have respect For the man that showered me With affection even when left helpless As a result of the way that I am Never allowed it to make him feel That he wasn't truly a man He knew far too well to be confused by my independent, oft moody, loner ways ... I have nothing but love too For the way he stood his ground And left me some to stand on When once I was swirling Sometimes even swallowed In a sea of sadness even though He couldn't save me He never let me drown... Filled up and drunk with Respect For a friend who holds forever A key to a piece of me For he saw the woman that I really am Laying dormant under the woman that I am now Made his pea

Sittin' Here
Sittin' Here by LateNiteFantasy© Sittin' here you're on my mind as usual. Sittin' here I picture you and you're beautiful as usual. Sittin' here I'm missin' you as usual. Sittin' here I wish for you ~ you're there, I'm here as usual. Sittin' here all alone as usual. Sittin' here wonderin' about you ~ your thoughts, your feelings about me as usual. Sittin' here as usual.

Something To Think About
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE. You are special

Vacation Time
JUST TO LET PEOPLE KNOW I WILL BE GOING ON VACATION FOR ABOUT 2 WEEKS STARTING TOMORROW (6-4-08)TO GO TO MICHIGAN TO SEE MY 1ST N.A.S.C.A.R. RACE.#88 DALE JR.I WAS ALSO WONDERING IF PEOPLE CAN SHOW ME LOVE BY GODFATHERING ME WHEN IM GONE THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED THANK YOU AND HAVE A GOOD 2 WEEKS. FU-KING ROBERT

Another Fu-idiot With Fu-bewbies
ok, as if I didnt make my point yesterday, here comes another one, with this shoutbox entry.... "(from)Princess K...: we friends yet? ->Princess K...: ya got so many friends now, you have to SB and ask huh?...lol, thats bad... (from)Princess K...: yup! WTF, now we have SB inquiries as to whether we are friends, because we have so many we can't keep track??!!?? PEOPLE, I DONT NEED YOUR POINTS, NOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP, because I have raised myself with true friends and on my own to the level I am today...*POOF, BE GONE!* she was blocked...

Answers To Questions I Am Commonly Asked About Acting/writing
let me refer you to myspace.com/JUST4U2CIM Here you will find my tv ads and a couple other videos. I just started on youtube. and/or http://www.instantcast.com/users/jimmyKomet this site is kind of obvious at these sites you will have much more info about me. I havent updated either site in awhile, yet, today, june 3, I still rank 88 out of countless thousands of members on Instantcast. I was a previous member and rejoined under J. Kris. i ranked as high as 11 overall I believe. I also have another mypsace account that i havent updated in an even longer time, But contains the plot my nearly finished screenplay "The Meek Ones" and a few lip sync videos that i did to learn about movie making and clip placement, yada yada yad. BTW there are Moslem hero characters who know they are being misled--i am often told to be cautious of offending Islam, but they are victims themselves--i never went back and posted anything new--youll understand what i me when you re

Short Story
I wasn't going to blog this, but I figured why not? It's not where I was going with it when I started, but you can't stop creativity, now can you? Two strangers walk through a man made jungle Surrounded by many, yet treading alone He casts silent glances toward her As she gazes at the surroundings they pass He pauses, hand hesitantly brushing the small of her back His touch feels like fire on her skin and she smiles His language hushed as he whispers in her ear The flush across her face grows with each word She turns to look at him, eyes only locking momentarily His dark and deep, hers sparkle of amber Quickly they both turn away Not wanting to speak of growing tensions They slowly move again, toward the tundra of stone and glass Close enough to touch yet neither reaching out One building closed for repair, he glances at her – wondering… Catching her arm, he pulls her close stumbling into the abandoned area Only the sound of people passing by can be heard She lo

What You Do With Now
Wednesday, June 4, 2008 What you do with now It is not your fault. But it is your responsibility. The choices you have made have brought you to where you are now. And so have other factors that are completely beyond your control. There's nothing to be gained by blaming yourself for the way your life has unfolded. There's everything to be gained by actively taking full responsibility for the way your life proceeds. The route you traveled to this point no longer matters, for nothing can be done to change it. What truly matters is what you do with now. Life is always unpredictable, yet there's something you can count on. The more sincerely and diligently you give yourself to the living of it, the more life will go your way. In this moment is every possibility. Take responsibility for it all, and bring the best of those possibilities to life. -- Ralph Marston

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Rage By Otep Shamaya
Veins Expanding Ankles Exploding Eyes Evolving I'm afraid Insane & I can't seem to let any of this go I never considered time to be my enemy... I see the unenlightened Walking in their oafish circles A sea of humpback whales & slobbering Sloths And I want to attack Push them down & vomit a world of truth & pain in their shivering faces I want to sit and nibble the soft sweet spine and jelly tissue of these unformed Amoeba kings Yes, You single cell! You do not know suffering You do not know pain You do not know release You do not know art, Possession, Surrendering All u know is image & ego & testosterone Oh, be careful children! Choose wisely if u choose to follow... These are not the guardians you seek

Bbw
Okay let me put this as perfectly bluntly as I can. I LOVE BBW. A real woman has curves. Every time i have had sex with a bbw it's been mind blowing, toe curling, screaming her name and various other obsinities at the top of my lungs until the sun comes up. Every time I've been with a skinny chick it been mediocre at best. So all you dumb ass guys who are like i need a skinny chick i've got 2 things to say to you. 1) Go kill yourself so we can start thining out the stupid from the gene pool and 2) those skinny chicks you want most are fucking insane and will take everything from you including your diginty. So finally let me sum by saying this. I am here looking for a BBW that can handle my fetishes(wich I will discuss at a later date), and possibliy a realtionship. We will see.

Meeting Fubar People On My Roadtrip`
June 29-July 1 I am driving (relocating) from Minnesota to CT, and would be happy to meet fellow fubarians for a photo op and a drink (no booze, sorry). If you are along highway 52, I-90, I-80, or anything like that, let me know. It would be a 5-10 minute photo op, then I'll add you to a new album.

My Favorite Girl
"You have to rub Babe Ruth's head". Those were the first words I heard entering what to this day was the most majestic place on earth. Just getting off of the train and walking towards what the world know as "The Stadium", an absolute unbelieveable feeling of history and excitement felt walking with so many people from all different backgrounds, creeds, colors and beliefs all in unison, headed to cheer on something bigger than you or I. The smell of old beer and 8 dollar hotdogs fill the air, just as you get a whif of the aroma I heard "forgettaboutit" from a guy behind me. That's when I know for certain I was at the mecca of peofessional baseball, Yankee Stadium. I politely asked the usher not to tear my ticket, for this was my first time and I wanted to savor the capra es of it all. Not to compare this to a spiritual pilgramage, but every fan has to make at least one trip to the bronx to "earn their pinstripes". Headed to my seat with program, Nathan's hotdog and medium Canada

Bakoism
A tribute to the quaint town of Bakersfield, California... loved by Some, but not understood by most. You will park a mile away from an entrance just to have your car parked under a tree. Instead of people thinking you're "rich" for having leather seats, they think you're stupid. You laugh when people complain about 95 degree weather. You're not worried about the big "California fires" cause by the time it gets any closer, they close the Grapevine. You've seen the "Stairway to Heaven" lights" while coming back to Bako at night on the Grapevine. You know to call it "Bako" and Why we call it that. You know what "White, Ming, Rosedale, Calloway, and Panama" mean. When you go out of town & you see a sign saying "Union Ave" you lock your car doors and ignore the women out there. Rosedale is a world all its own. Rosedale ALSO needs to be turned into a sitcom. And if you live in Stockdale? OC ain't got NOTHIN on us baby...except maybe an ocean. You re

Say Hi If Ya Wanna
Hi ya'll...It's that time again... As some of you know I've been on Lost Cherry-Cherry Tap-Fubar for awhile....and have made some really great friends along the way. Unfortunately I do have some people on my friends list that I don't know and don't hear from therefore they will deleted. I will be deweeding my friend garden today, so come by and say hey if I haven't heard from ya in awhile. xoxo! WW

Poor Kids Syndrome...
The other night my girls and I were sitting down to a nice dinner of roast and vegetables with the t.v. on in the backround. While sitting and eating this fine meal I cooked, a news story came on the television about food banks and how overwhelmed they are with people needing food. People who never needed help before are now humbly standing in line for food, mostly because of the downturn in our economy. It was sad to watch, particularly the blonde headed little girl in a pretty pink dress that stood with her head down as her mom cried about not being able to afford to feed her children. For a moment I thought "exploitation at it's best!"... Then... what does my daughter say while watching this oh so sad news clip? She said "what's the matter? Don't those people know how to cook?" Now I'm the one with my head down, embarassed at the fact that my child doesn't want for anything and now has no clue what it's like for those who don't and or can't have. I cal

South Florida Center For Cosmetic Surgery Is A Rip Off
South florida center for cosmetic surgery is a rip off this place has 5545$ of my money I paid for a procedure they didnt preform. they were supposed to refund all but my 250$ deposit its been a nightmare trying to get my money back from them. So i went and got the lasar hair removal cost 2600$ figure if i used some of the money they would refund the rest. WRONG!!!! they now are telling my its a clinic credit ....mean while i cant have surgery so they are just trying to steal what rightfully they have no claim to the papers they made me sign stated if i couldnt have surgery they would refund all but the deposit. this company is a rip off. its been nothing but a nightmare dealing with them from customer service to the doctor showing up on time or not at all for concultations and surgery. I wouldnt reccomand this place to my worst enemy!

After Your Gon
After you're gone How will I go to work? Who will I phone To talk through the silent evening After you're gone? You're part of my life, A piece of my tapestry. On what rock Will my castle rest After you're gone? Time will turn But without hands. How will I eat Without my day on your dish After you're gone? You're the only place I can put myself. No hopes or dreams Can fill my tumbling days After you're gone.

Let's Help The King Get To Godfather!!
OK PEEPS...HERE'S THE DEAL...LET'S GET HIM TO GODFATHER!!KING DOMINO HAS 620K TO GO TO GODFATHER AND I THINK WE CAN MAKE IT HAPPEN WITH THE QUICKNESS!!STOP BY AND SHOW HIM SOME OF THAT TRU-FU-LUVIN'!!Brought to you by:~Ms Taz~*Owned & Loved by King Domino*~ (repost of original by '~Ms Taz~*aka "Queen of the Road" CONVOY PHOTOGRAPHER*~Owned & Loved By King Domino~*Fu-Angel' on '2008-06-04 12:53:34') (repost of original by 'Karena2001~~@~~Fu Angel~~@' on '2008-06-04 14:38:08')

Photo Update
Hello I hope you are having a great week. I have added some new pics to my: 'tags i've made for friends' album 'stuff made by me 2' album 'moopig' album Please stop by and take a look, i hope you enjoy. Take care of you Lin x

Wtf!!!!!
ok so today was my friends funeral that i wasnt allowed to go to. and was told about and that it was just gonna be fam and blah blah blah fucking blah. anyway the "stepmom" had the nerve to call me just a sec ago. and tell me all about it. how it was so nice. and that "EVERYONE" was there. ok..........i wasnt allowed to go cause it was fam only yet EVERYONE was there WTH!!! so i said "oh yeah ? well thats good" she goes yeah it was. and she went to namin names and man if i were able to have reached through the phone and chocked her i wouldve. its one thing to tell me when its gonna be and that its out of state and fam only. its another to call me the day of it and tell me that everyone was there but me. all cuz she didnt want me there. i have never done anything to this woman. all i have ever done is kept my mouth shut about the shit we have seen and known she was doing. all i do is treat ppl the way i want to be treated. im nice,polite,loving and caring and just an all out nice person

My Messenger Id's
OK IT STATES ON MY PROFILE THAT I DO NOT GIVE OUT MY MESSENGER ID'S, ON A DAILY BASIS I'M BEING ASKED FOR THEM. I DO NOT WEB CAM CHAT WITH ANYONE THAT IS NOT MY FRIEND ( WHEN I SAY FRIENDS I MEAN PEOPLE THAT I TALK WITH ON A DAILY BASIS ) I DO GIVE MY ID'S TO PEOPLE THAT I KNOW WILL NOT ABUSE IT. I HAVE YOUNG KIDS HERE AND MY HUSBAND SO FOR ME TO WEBCAM IT WOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE AS MY COMPUTER IS ON THE LIVING ROOM, SO WEBCAM CHAT WOULD BE IMPOSSIBLE. I RESPECT MY HUSBAND A GREAT DEAL! PLEASE RESPECT THAT!!!

Been Feeling Creative...
Mother's Love Cold and wet bite the skin Eyes flash open Fear begin Heart begins to pound Quickness of breathe There is no sound Sight becomes keen I rub my eyes Bars are seen Cries pierce the night The floor is far Filled with fright Shadows stir, noises creak Somethings coming I hear them creep! A light shines over me Something familiar Mother...now I see Scoops me up, holds me near Warmth from her bossum Carresses me, wipes my tear With her milk I am fed She changes me Soon back to bed Rocking smoothly in the chair singing softly Running fingers through my hair Off I go, to sleep once more Soft warm bed A kiss, then closes the door. -- C.E. Penn 06/04/08

Know It Alls...
Recently and by that, I mean, in the last two months, I met my friend's boyfriend for the first time. First impressions are a bit akward for me because most of the time people think I'm a stuck up, goody goody...y'know...but I was hoping for the best. You never know if the whole evening will be ruined if you can't stand the guy or vise versa... He seemed nice upon first glance. Sincere in his handshake, smiling and not uncomfortable at all. He looked a bit dissheveled but I assumed that was from having to be at work all day. I invited them in and gave them something to drink while I finished the preparations for dinner. Our conversation started casually with me in the kitchen and them at the bar watching my madness! I apologized for not being "ready" and they assured me it was not a big deal. So that is when the questioning began...where are you from? what do you do..y'know...the usual small talk when you meet a new person... He oblidged my questions and answered w

Newsletter From Iraq
This came via e-mail to me last night from Former Marine, Captain Pat Kaufmann. I coached Pat at the Universtiy of CA, Santa Barbara. I was a Marine reservist from 1978 - 1984 and Pat graduated in 1991 from U.C.S.B. and then went into the Marine Corps. He because an A-6 Intruder Pilot and flew dozens of missions in Desert Storm. He got out after 8 years or so and now he flys for Southwest Airlines. From this point below are Pat's comments. This is his buddy telling his Iraq story. Pretty awesome. Just an email from a Marine buddy of mine (my old roommate from flight school) who is flying Huey's in Iraq. -----Original Message----- From: Robert Tifft Sent: Tue, 3 Jun 2008 10:52 pm Subject: Newsletter Vol I, No. 3 It has been a little while since I wrote and that is just a product of a combination of trying to settle into a routine combined with my laziness. The routine is my work day and the laziness is just natural. Work days here in Iraq are twelve hours

What Fucking Day Is It
Hey me here. Yeah still in Cancun, and still fucked or fucked up I don't remember which at this point. I don't know what fucking day is it. I have to catch a plane onf the 6th. Hopefully I'll have my passport back by then..... luv U Tara

Seeking: Multiple Partners!!!
Now get your minds out the gutter. LOL Im seeking Karaeoke Duet partners. If anyone out there likes to sing and play around with recording then the best site out there is SingSnap. Its free, lots of songs, and really fun. (www.singsnap.com) So come on and join me for a duet and lots of fun. You dont have to be able to sing. Lawd knows i suck pretty bad but ive heard worse on the site and its still FUN! So, join me!!! Here's a couple of my favorites that ive done. Have a laugh on me. hahahahah **Feel free to comment!! *No i dont know the people im singing with you just pick partners and go with it.

Why Are You Running?
A man and a woman were asleep like two innocent babies. Suddenly, at 3 o'clock in the morning, a loud noise came from outside. The woman, sort of bewildered, jumped up from the bed and yelled at the man 'Holy shit that must be my husband!' So the guy quickly jumped out of the bed, scared and naked he jumped out the window like a crazy man. He smashed himself on the ground, ran through a thorn bush, and then started to run as fast as he could to his car. A few minutes later he returned and went up to the bedroom and screamed at the woman, 'What the hell is going on? I AM your husband!' The woman yelled back, 'Yeah, then why were you running?'

Blahhh
Well this is my first blog not sure whatt to sayy .... i am super bored thats why i doin this and waiting for my lovly lady to get on so0o hurryyy up MisS KiTty ... geez women i tell ya :P well if you are readin this im geussin your bored. ... so0o GO DO SOMETHING :D have a wonderful day

Unicorns Deformed
Unicorns Deformed Jola’s parents were just as in love with Sheen as Uni was, especially her father. This was the son he had always wanted, to play ball with, to pass on all the things he had been dreaming of for so long, and just like Uni he refused to even see Sheen’s deformity. From the very start Sheen had the happiest life, he was loved as much as any child could be loved, there was never much money, but there was laughter and fun aplenty, and he and Kasandra were closer than twins. Uni taught Sheen how to be the leader of the herd, to drive off all attackers, to forage for new fields when the old ones became barren, to heal those wounded or sick, and Sheen responded excellently to these lessons, to protect the herd was as deeply etched into his soul as it was in Uni’s. It was the prime directive of all unicorn stallions. But it was when Kasandra started school that Sheen began to shine. Each day on her return home she would carefully teach him all she had l

Fubar Licenses Are Hot! Do You Have Urs?
Well now's your time to request one. For as little as 5000 Fu Bucks, I can create one for you! Just private message me the link for the pic you wish to use for your license along w/your fu bucks. Once I'm done, I'll post it in the FU License album and it will be ready for you to rip or save for your own use. The only thing I ask is that if we aren't already friends, that you rate, fan, and add me before the license is done and you rate the pic once you've viewed it so I know you've received it. Standard Fubar License's like the first one below is 5000 fubucks. If you want one specially made, like last two images, then it will be 10,000 fubucks. If you are Fubuck poor, you can always go to my HH folder during Happy Hour and rate all 100 pics, 10s for 5000 fubucks or 11s for 10,000 fubucks, I will trade the rates and make you a Fubar License. Once you rate them all for the appropriate amount of bucks, private message me and tell me that you are doi